Matthew Cox | Inside True Crime Podcast - The Chilling Crimes of The Stocking Strangler | Serial Killer Exposed
Episode Date: March 23, 2025Carlton Michael Gary was an American serial killer convicted of the murders of three elderly women in Columbus, Georgia, between 1977 and 1978, though he is suspected of at least four more. Gary was a...rrested in December 1978 for an armed robbery and sentenced to 21 years in prison.Williams Book https://www.amazon.com/Columbus-Stocking-Strangler-William-Rawlings/dp/0881468428Follow me on all socials!Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/insidetruecrime/TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@mattcoxtruecrimeDo you want to be a guest? Fill out the form https://forms.gle/5H7FnhvMHKtUnq7k7Send me an email here: insidetruecrime@gmail.comDo you want a custom "con man" painting to shown up at your doorstep every month? Subscribe to my Patreon: https: //www.patreon.com/insidetruecrimeDo you want a custom painting done by me? Check out my Etsy Store: https://www.etsy.com/shop/coxpopartListen to my True Crime Podcasts anywhere: https://anchor.fm/mattcox Check out my true crime books! Shark in the Housing Pool: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0851KBYCFBent: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BV4GC7TMIt's Insanity: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08KFYXKK8Devil Exposed: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08TH1WT5GDevil Exposed (The Abridgment): https://www.amazon.com/dp/1070682438The Program: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0858W4G3KBailout: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/bailout-matthew-cox/1142275402Dude, Where's My Hand-Grenade?: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BXNFHBDF/ref=tmm_pap_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1678623676&sr=1-1Checkout my disturbingly twisted satiric novel!Stranger Danger: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0BSWQP3WXIf you would like to support me directly, I accept donations here:Paypal: https://www.paypal.me/MattCox69Cashapp: $coxcon69
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His first arrest was at age 17.
He was without a doubt what people would describe as a career criminal.
This was, in fact, the term that his own attorney used.
describe him. During this period of time, he had about 30 months of unincarcerated freedom.
During this time, he committed in Columbus alone at least seven murders. And this is one of the most
fascinating stories I've ever heard. And if you sat down and tried to write a novel,
you couldn't come up with some of the same strange twist in turns that this story has.
And given the racial climate of the city, the black population was up in art saying, how are you
Don't blame this some black man.
It's not good.
And Ku Klux Klan decides, well, you know, we're going to start patrolling the neighborhood.
And, of course, that, you know, that was beyond, beyond things.
And it turned out that the police chief around the 1st of March gets a letter from someone signed by the chairman of the forces of evil.
And this fellow says, we're a white supremacist group.
And we're mad.
that a black man is killing white women in the city of Columbus.
And so what we're going to do, we're going to kill black women
to avenge the murders of white women,
hoping that this will pressure you to catch the stranger.
Hey, this is Matt Cox, and I am here with William Rawlings.
We are going to be doing an interview about one of his true crime books,
And he's got a really interesting story.
I spoke with him for probably 30 minutes to an hour the other day.
And I think you guys are really going to enjoy the interview.
So check it out.
I appreciate you guys watching.
This book is about the Columbus Stocking Strangler episode.
Briefly put during a eight-month period in late 1977, early in 1978,
there were a total of nine vicious attacks in the city of Columbus, Georgia,
which I'll say more about at a moment.
Seven women were killed, two survived.
there was a massive police presence, and the case went cold in April 1978.
Thereafter, it was six years later before the suspect was arrested.
He was tried two years after that and eventually convicted,
and there was a 32-year period between the time of his conviction
and the time his sentence was carried out.
A fascinating tale that spends almost half a century.
Okay, so real quick, you know, if you don't mind, like how,
where were you born you know how did you always want to be a writer how did you get how did you
kind of get into this like no no no I'm a good typist with too much time with my hands is my
standard answer to that question oh no I am by trade a physician I live in a very small town
in Georgia my family's lived here for the last couple hundred years and I went off the school and
got educated and came to my senses and moved back to the family farm where I have lived for
the last I broke several decades I practiced my mother's
here for a while and I'm pretty much semi-retired now, but I've been writing for a bit more than 20 years now.
Okay. What made you think, I understand you've written some fiction books, but why did this one stand out?
What made you think you wanted to take this on? Because it's a lot different writing, you know.
It is very different doing fiction and nonfiction. But, you know, if you write for fun, you do it because you want to accomplish something.
You know, you say, oh, I want to tell a story.
And if you live in the South, the South is permeated by storytellers as a child sitting around the barbershop,
you know, and watching the old men get shaved and saying, let me tell you a story about selling stuff.
And Southern is traditionally a storytellers.
And if you and I sit there and have a glass of wine or a shot of liquor, I can sit there and tell you stories all night that are fascinating.
And taking those stories and translating them into something that interests to other people is really good.
my first six books I believe or was it five books I think my first five books were fiction I think most new writers start off wanting to write fiction I then realize that fiction is a very short half-life so I switched to doing southern history basically in this book like the others is actually one of southern history it's a very different skill set to write nonfiction versus fiction and this book in particular which I'll talk more about in a moment
required a lot of hard work and special skills to make sure I did it right it's a very complicated case
right I find so I've written you know obviously I've written you know novels and true crime
but I think the it's funny because nonfiction kind of writes itself you have to have your
pros have to be you know have to be decent but it kind of writes itself you kind of just follow the
evidence, right? Like you order Freedom of Information Act. Well, it is, it is, but if you simply
do the facts, you know, you know, it's just a litany of, it's like like taking eighth grade
history, you know, it gets kind of boring, you don't want to, you know, that kind of thing.
And so what you look for in a nonfiction piece is the same as the saying you look more in
fiction. That is, say, you want a story, you want a beginning, a middle and end, you want the
arc of the plot, you want the protagonist, and you want the antagonist. You want the antagonist. You
want the denouement, you want conflict, you want resolution, those kind of things. And this
story has everything. It is a fantastic story, and it was laid upon my doorstep, and I was
fortunate enough to write. So how did that start? Well, there was a good write. Mercer University
Press is my publisher. They're a conventional publisher. They do academic things and a few other
things as well. And there was a lady named Jackie White, Jacqueline White, who is a true crime
writer. It's been, what, three years ago now, that Jackie became ill, and she was thinking about
writing the story of the Columbus Triangler. She realized that her illness was progressing, and
unfortunately, she died before the book came out of cancer. But she told the publisher, this is a good
story, and the publisher, I had written one previous true crime book. The publisher called me and said,
gee, would you like to do this story?
I said, well, I'll think about it, you know, that kind of thing.
You know, sometimes the publisher tells you they want to do things that are really not what you like to do.
And I said, I'll think about it.
So I started digging into this, and this is one of the most fascinating stories I've ever heard.
And if you sat down and tried to write a novel, a suspense novel, a police detective novel or whatever,
You couldn't come up with some of the same strange twist and turns that this story has.
And this story is true.
So you've already got your acts written out.
All you've got to do is craft them into a novel.
And the novel is done, I mean the book, I'm sorry, it's not a novel.
The book has done exceptionally well.
I believe it was a publisher's bestselling or one of the bestselling books for 2022.
That's good.
So, I mean, at some point, you, you,
took it on you know you're pick it on it took it on it's right the middle of COVID and you know
when I was said earlier about a good typist with too much time or their hands not only did I have
too much time of my hands there was nothing else to do you're in code I managed to write the
entire book in 10 months you work in 12 hours a day probably so um so tell me about the book
what was what or just tell me there the story the story basically is this starting um in the
September of 1977, there were a series of murders.
These were elderly white women who lived alone,
and that fact is important, as it would find out later.
I want to go into more detail and tell the story more organized fashion,
but in essence it soon became evident that there was a cilitarity among these crimes.
and as time progressed over a period of months, it became evident that some serial killer was
operating in the city.
There was a vast police presence.
I mean, everything the city of Columbus could throw it at the area where these killings
were taking place.
Despite this, the murderer managed to elude, capture.
And then the case went cold in the spring of 1978.
And then I'll tell more about it as I talk about the book.
in a few moments.
There's a, if you want me to, I can read a section from a newspaper that I found very fascinating.
Sure, yeah.
Okay, and the reason I say this is because, you know, in true crime novels, I mean, you've got a murder and so forth.
And one of the things that's so interesting and strange about this case is the terror that it visited upon the city.
The city of Columbus is Georgia's second largest city.
If you're from Georgia and you go somewhere else, people will say, I'm from Georgia, they'll say Atlanta, and I say, no.
There are other parts of the state, believe it not.
Columbus is on the western part of the state, right on the Chattahoo River, across the river from Phoenix City, Alabama.
It's an old city, founded in 1828.
It was a very wealthy city of the past, and even now, there are a lot of very, very well-to-do people that live in town.
It's got a population now well above 200,000, but back in the late 70s, it was about 175,000.
The population is about one-third or perhaps 40% black, which is an issue, as I will talk about later.
And it has an abominable racial history of racial discrimination.
The city was totally roiled by this episode, and I want to read from the Charleston News
Curia in February in 1978.
As I said, there were a total of seven murders and nine attacks, plus many burglaries by this person.
And the emotional impact to this is what makes it so good.
So this is just a newspaper report, and I think it kind of summarizes things, perhaps better
than I can't.
Again, from the Charleston News and Curia, February 5th, 1978, and I quote, one maniac can
make a difference.
There's a maniac here somewhere who has made Bill Parker Richard.
and Margaret Stevens lonelier.
He's made white suspicious of blacks and blacks angry at whites.
He's cost Columbus thousands of dollars and his policemen's hundreds of hours of sleep.
He's driven the crime rate up and the people behind locked doors.
Singin handily, the man known as the Columbus stocking strangle has altered the lifestyle of
this southern Georgia city.
In the last four months, five elderly women have been strangled in their homes by an intruder
who sexually assaulted them.
The five deaths drove the 1977 murder rate up 16.
percent, and they caused a far larger proportion of the city's 175,000 residents to nail
window shut, arm themselves, and install new locks.
Bill Parker is one of the few who has profited from this.
He owns the locksmith shop nearest the neighborhood with the slings have occurred.
In just two months, Parker and his brother installed 7,000 dead boat locks and sold thousands
of sets of burglar bars and cans of mace.
One of his biggest customers was Margaret Stevens, age 71, a retired
teacher. Not only at the windows of her brick ranch home barred, but she has pins inserted into
windows to secure them. A new, glassless front door was installed at a burglar alarm system and floodlights
and $300 worth of deadboat locks. She was lucky. She did most of this the night before the
stronger came. He tried the basement window, but couldn't open it. He cut through the screens
on her back porch but failed to open the sliding glass door. He tried the living room window
and then left, leaving a profusion of footprints in the mud of her backyard.
That was in September on a Friday.
On Monday, he came back and slew her next-door neighbor Jean Diamond State, age 71.
The thing that still bothers her, the reason that she hasn't opened her door to her soul in three months,
is that Diamondstein had been just as prepared as she.
Her floodlights were on, the telephone handy, the neighbors alerted,
and there were new burglar-proof locks on her doors.
So the strangler and the glare of the floodlights on her carport,
removed the kitchen door from its hinges and murdered her in her bed. At 71, Stevens carries
mace with her to the supermarket. When she comes home at night, she has someone searched the
house before she enters, even the closets and the shower. Since the advent of the strangler,
life has become unpleasant for a lot of people in Columbus. Perhaps Los Angeles with its
hillside straggler, a Boston, which had its notorious straggler some years ago, are better
able to adjust to the knowledge that a maniac is on the loose. Columbus is not so.
so laid back. Now, Columbus is likely other urban areas uptight. Gun sales that numerous pawn
shops have doubled. For a time after one of the attacks, people nearby took the city
to their front yards in the evening with loaded guns. One suspected prowler was grabbed and barely
beaten by residents before police could arrive. An elderly lady put a shotgun blast through her
bathroom window and shot a shadow dead. Two lives have been lost in accidents related to security
precautions taken against the strangler.
According to Muskogee County
Coroner, Don Kilgore, one woman was killed in an accident
involving a pistol she'd obtained, and the other
woman died when she was unable to escape her burning
house because of the special complex locks she'd installed.
Then there's an effect on race relations. Blacks make up more than a third
of the population here, and their leaders say that the tensions have
been, have not been as bad since the nearer riot conditions of
1971. All of the victims have been white, and there seems to be a wide
assumption that the stronger is black black's complaint of being stopped and
questioned frequently by police who can see only that they are frequently
stopping in question and everyone and this was in the middle of this this
episode of killing it continued thereafter but it's sort of sets the scene you get
the idea of what was happening to the town right so the police were
continually I did that what what leads did they have I mean other than well
Now, would you like me to go ahead and just sort of outland the old story?
Absolutely.
Yeah.
Well, let's just start off.
As I said, rest relations in Columbus are a bit problematic, and that's going to be important later in the story.
As late as 1971, there were race riots and arson and so forth and so on.
There was discrimination in the police department and employment and housing and so forth.
And in the running up to the fall of 1977, there had been a number of violent attacks
and murders. And so when a lady named Gertrude Miller, who was a 64-year-old
kindergarten operator, was attacked, beaten, raped, tied up with a stocking, she had a skull
fractured, was left for dead. But during the attack, he had briefly turned the light on,
and she had seen him. And she described it as a fairly young black male. As I said,
she was left for dead. And this appeared to be.
just another murder among the many other murders that had been happening. It occurred in the
Winton District of the city. You never heard of it. Nobody has, in fact, but Winton is a part of Columbus
that has the nicer homes, the older, nicer homes. There are many very wealthy people there,
and there are some houses that are far more modest, but it's a well-defined area.
Miller was a patoned September 11th, 1977. And five days later, a lady named Fern Jackson
and she was a very prominent nurse in town.
She was head of the public nursing department.
She simply didn't show up a work one day,
and it was found that she had been beaten, raped,
and strangled with a stocky.
And about eight days thereafter,
in the same neighborhood nearby,
another lady named Gene Diamond State,
was again attacked, beaten, raped, and struggled with the stocking.
She, um, the pubic hair has found that the crime scenes were described as being,
uh, probably coming from a black man.
And so this led to the rumor that the attacker was black.
That's given also the fact that Gertrude Miller had identified him as such.
Well, at this point, the police began to say, you know, these crimes kind of look alike.
You know, somebody breaks in, their elderly white female.
who live alone.
They are ritualistically striving
with stocking
that he had gone over
and gotten out of the dresser
after the killing,
the bodies are covered up.
And so the M.O. of these
became very, very much the same.
And so what happened
was that on June,
on October 2nd,
1977,
a black female
named Bernie
bride in her 50s was found to be beaten and raped and strangled. She was in bad shape when she was
picked up by the ambulance and she died a few days later. Her boyfriend, a guy named Jerome Lovas,
who was about half her age, he was 25 years old, was arrested. And there was some superficial
similarity to the stronger cases. And according to police, Lovas confessed and gave details of the
killing and they the police department subtly announced that well we've got our man we believe that
we've done it and he did it and so forth and so on but you know the police have a bad history in
Columbus and so why of us was a very limited intellectual capacity he was illiterate and by all accounts
he was a really pitiful fellow and despite the fact the police were absolutely certain they had their
man. They presented this to the district attorney. He said, no, you don't have a case. You've got
somebody that you have sort of pitting the crime zone, but that's no real good evidence of this
guy was a filler. So the police refused to indict him. And the newspapers at the time,
which, you know, back in those, we had newspapers back in the 1970s, apparently. And at the time,
they were expressed their relief that apparently this nascent crime scene had been stopped.
But during this same period of time, there were also burglaries in the Winton area.
There were a lot of people that get at a house broken into, which was unusual, the number of burglaries.
And it kind of appeared that maybe the person that was doing the strangling may have been the burglar.
You weren't too sure.
And I want to mention one in particular, which occurred on October 11, 1977, an elderly lady named Callie East, who lived with her sister,
Nellie Sanderson. There were two elderly ladies. One was in her 80s and one was there
a 70s and they normally lived alone. And someone broke in their house, but it so happened that
Ms. Sanderson's son was there. And there was a thing by the burglar you found out later,
the strangler, is that he would, if he broke into a house and there was someone else,
a man, particularly he would not commit his crimes. He would leave. And he did with Ms. Anderson's
house, but in the process, he decided to go into the bedroom where the son was sleeping and his
wife, he got his guy's wallet out of his pocket while he was asleep in the bed, found his
car outside, a Toyota stole the car. And in the car, there had been a 22 caliber Ruger
automatic pistol that disappeared. And that was, that became important several, several years
later. So you have to remember that. And this is one of numerous, numerous burglars, I won't
go into any detail with. So at this point, late October, mid-October, mid-October 177,
the police says, we've got our guy, things are going to be fine. The newspapers have
a brief in a side relief. And then in October 20th, 1977, a pitiful lady named
Florets Scheibel, who was 10 days shy of being 90 years old. She managed to live by herself
with difficulty. Her son checked on her every day. She walked with a walker. She was
essentially deaf, and her vision was poor. She, her son came to visit her and found out that she,
had been beaten, raped, and strangled again with her stocking.
The shoe print found at her house fit one that had a matched one from the Diamondstein
residence, and it appeared that the so-called strangler was there.
Of course, this raises the issue of the fact that they've got Jerome Lovice in jail
by having committed the crimes, and so, you know, the police said, well, we still think
he's our guy, and this may be a cocky cat.
And then that was on October 20th.
Well, five days later, a lady named Martha Thurman,
she was a widowed schoolteacher who lived alone,
age 69.
Her family was quite concerned about her.
They had come and spent the weekend with her.
Her son had changed the locks on her house
and put several new locks on.
And so the outspending the weekend,
they stayed till Monday afternoon and then left.
Okay. Monday morning, she, nobody could find her. And it so happened that Monday afternoon, Monday night, after the son and his family left, someone broke in. And again, she was beaten, raped and strangle. The tragic thing was why they were there?
No, this was after they left. They left Monday.
As you said Monday morning, nobody could find her. But she said they left Monday after, so you mean Tuesday?
This gets complicated.
The family was there over the weekend.
They left Monday afternoon.
Tuesday morning, someone called her and couldn't get her to answer.
They checked on her.
Her house was obvious she'd been broken into the police found her body dead.
The tragic thing is that her son had put the locks on and he'd put the screw side or the outside.
He mounted the locks backwards.
So unfortunately, all the Strangler had to do was.
just unscrew the locks and get it in her house.
And by this time, it became really evident that this was a serial killer.
And, you know, you had the police talking about Jerome Leibos and so forth,
and the district attorney said, no, this is not.
I mean, we've still got someone at large.
And at that point, Carl Cannon, who at the time was a reporter for the ledger inquiry,
of the local newspaper, interviewed Jerome Livas in jail.
And he described him as, quote, mentally slow, intimidated by authority and easily led
into saying things.
So in a jailhouse interview, Cannon got Livas to sign a confession that he killed both
President John Kennedy and William McKinley, that he was present when Charles Manson killed
Sharon Tate, and that he knew beforehand about Lindbergh baby kidnapping in the 1930s.
And this, of course, subtle once and for all the allegation that Livas had something had to do with it.
He was still a lighter tried for his girlfriend's murder and sentenced to prison, but he was
cleared, as it were, from being the strangler.
So a couple of months passed, and again, the city, if you read the newspapers, that
newspaper editorials back in the 70s were fascinating because you actually found out what happened.
Nobody does that anymore.
They say, look online and you get, you know, you get 24 words.
But the city was saying, you know, maybe this crime story has stopped until December 28th, two months later, a lady named Kathleen Woodruff was murdered.
You're not from Georgia, and you probably don't know the names, but the Woodruff are very prominent and generally wealthy group of people.
Her husband had been the University of Georgia football coach, which is a big thing in this part of the world.
In the 1920s, there was a field, a plate playing field, and a building named in his honor.
She was someone broke into her house and again strangled her this time with, ironically, a University of Georgia scarf that she'd been wearing.
Apparently the burglar came in it at night before she went to bed.
She was found by her maid the next morning.
So by this time you had five murders and the police said, well, maybe you should do something about this.
So they formed toward the end of the year at Task Force.
It was composed of both the local, state, and federal input.
The Georgia Bureau of Investigation helped.
The FBI had their input.
But mostly it was composed of state patrol and, of course, local members of the constabulary from Columbus.
Around this time, perhaps a month or later, there was some killings that took place in Tallahassee, Florida.
There were some girls in a sorority house.
They were attacked, and one of them was raped and strangled.
And there was a superficial similarity between some of the killings in Columbus.
Two detectives from the Columbus Police Department went to Tallahassee,
and it turned out that the killings were not related.
There were too many differences, and they sort of dismissed that.
As it would turn out later, Ted Bundy, who, you know, confessed to this.
specific killing that was brought up at the time and so that was that was something that also came
up later which i will address as we'll get further off and then there were burglars over um over new
year's weekend of 1977 1970 on new year's eve i'm sorry uh the burglar broke into the ilja's home
and this is the there's a relationship here this is the grandmother of my grandmother's the grandmother's
The grandmother-in-law of my brother, the Ilgius's were and our prominent family in Columbus.
They lived in a large house, which was referred to as the castle.
It's two stories right in the center of the Winton district.
And he broke in, but as it turned out, Mr. Ilge's, who at the time was elderly and infirm,
was sleeping in one bedroom, his wife was in the other.
It was assumed that she was not attacked because of the fact the man was in the house.
And again, this fits of pattern.
all the things were quiet again for a little bit more than a month and then there was what was referred to as the night of terrors which was the night of
february 11th everywhere 12th 1978 and once again the burglar broke into the ilges house the castle the two-story house but in the interim back you have to remember that back in these days there were no really great alarm systems there were some pretty primitive things and so i sent several occasions and i didn't
mentioned this, the burglar was able to disconnect the alarm, you know, so it didn't go off.
Or, you've had a magnetic contact. He would just take it and leave it up against the contact,
you know, and so he could get out of it. Anyway, the burglar broke in, but the, but the
illus that had installed, there was a three-story house, a basement level, and a second
level, or a third level. And the, the, the Mr. and Ms. Illgis was sleeping on the topmost
level. Well, the burglar, they had installed at the base of the stairway going up there,
So when the burglar stepped on this, it set their alarm off, and he was frightened.
So he ran, the police were called, of course, and by the time they arrived, he was out of the house.
But retrospectively, as we would find out, he was hiding in the bushes nearby, and went down the street to the house of
Ms. Rue Schwab.
Ms. Schwab was a very prominent lady, was a very prominent lady in Columbus.
she was widowed at age 74 she had inherited quite well and was the patron of the arts and the museums there in the city
she had been worried about the burglar about the strangler so what she had done was installed a
alarm next to her bed and the idea was that if someone attacked her she would press a button and it
would call her neighbor who was named Dr. Fred Burdette.
He was a physician.
Well, Dr. Bradet in the middle of the night,
train gets an alarm from his neighbor, Mishwobe,
and he was supposed to call the police.
But in the state, he said,
I don't have had one false alarm in the past.
So I'll just called her up.
And so he called her, and the phone rings and it rings,
and nothing happens.
And said, oh, this is bad.
She rings the alarm out.
She doesn't answer the phone.
So he calls the police immediately,
And by the time they arrive, the burglar, the strangler has gone.
They break into the house to find Ms. Schwab sitting on the edge of a bear,
a stocking around her neck, coughing, and saying, he's still in the house.
He's still in the house.
But he had escaped.
And again, we have helicopters at night, police everywhere, this huge presence.
You really picked the wrong demographic to go after.
These are older women with means to put in earlier alarms.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
But anyway, so he got away that night, and this was like a, no, no, no, no, Saturday.
I think it was Saturday, a Friday night, Saturday, and I forget.
But on Sunday morning, the family of Ms. Mildred Borum, who lived a couple of houses down, 878,
come by after church to see her, and she did not answer the door, a screen at her house,
been cut, and she had been raped and strangled again with the stocking, the same thing.
So what he had done, he'd broke, the illness house, he'd attacked Ms. Schwob, and then he
managed to kill him, Ms. Borum.
And she was straddled with a sash cord, I think, or I'm sorry, I said stocking,
and she was strangle with the sash court.
So anyway, that's seven, six murders thus far, and, of course, two other attacks of
people that survived.
And during this time, all that strange things happened.
The strike, it was pretty well assumed the strangler was black because Ms. Gertrude Miller
had seen him.
There were pubic hair as found that were felt to be belonged to an African American.
And given the racial climate of the city, the black population was up in arms, saying,
how are you going to blame us some black man?
It's not good.
And, of course, there were.
police were stopping everybody.
They had a huge force of monitoring the neighborhood.
In fact, a retrospectively, there was something like 16,000 interview cards that were
generated during this period of time.
And I've seen them.
There's a huge file, you know.
And so the Ku Klux Klan decides, well, you know, we're going to start patrolling the
neighborhood.
And, of course, that, you know, that was beyond, beyond things.
And police said, you can't.
control of the neighborhood. They said, well, you know, this is a free country, we're free citizens,
and we're going to, we're going to catch this struggling for you. Well, fortunately nothing came of that.
But then something even more bizarre happened. It turned out that the police chief around the
1st of March gets a letter from someone signed by the chairman of the forces of evil.
and this fellow says we're a white supremacist group and we're mad that a black man is killing white women in the city of Columbus and so what we're going to do we're going to kill white women to avenge the murders of white women and until hoping that this will pressure you to catch the trailer now if that stands bizarre indeed it is
And over the course of about a month, the police chief got a total of six letters from this person to chairman of the forces of evil.
Well, there's a lot to be said about that.
But to make a long story short, it turned out that this was, in fact, not some white supremac—I believe that they said they were from Chicago.
It was not a white supremacist group, but in fact, it was a black man, a private William Henry Hans, who was an enlisted man at Fort Benny, which is a large military, I think.
have changed the name recently, but the large military installation there just south of Columbus.
He, in fact, had killed two black women, three black women actually in Columbus and had
killed another one earlier in Indiana.
In total, he killed four women.
He himself was a second serial killer operating in Columbus at the same time.
He was identified, he was tried, convicted, and eventually executed in 1919.
And finally things calm down.
The last murder was in February, and there was a seventh murder on April 20th, 1978, a lady named Janet Hofer, who was an elementary school teacher.
And she indeed did not show up for work one day.
Someone from the school set somewhat over to her house.
It was obvious the screen had been cut.
The police found her, and like the other, but she was.
she had been beaten, raped, strangle with a stocking, and her body had been covered up.
And so here we have seven murders.
We have two attacks where the would-be victims survive.
The only thing that is sort of known is that they presume that the killers are black man,
they have no idea whatsoever who he is.
And the case goes cold completely.
This is in April 1978.
Of course, if you read the newspaper, I mean, you know, it's the news story.
began to fall off the task force was eventually disbanded a few months later.
But still, there was the idea that any time this could happen again.
And of course, the city of Columbus, when you talk to people around there,
I've given a lot of talks on this book, and I can't tell you how many people come up to
and say, oh, God, I remember that, or my mother told me about that,
or my grandmother told me about that.
And I've always wanted to learn more about it.
And it was a terrible time for my family because everybody was,
Garrett and so forth. It was a major
point in Columbus's
utter year old history.
So in
writing the book, I sort of wrote
this first part as somewhat like
you would call a police procedural. Everything is
factual and very well documented because they had lots and lots of
old records. But you have to recall, people say, well, you know,
what about the DNA? Well, this was in the 70s. We didn't have
DNA. And then,
At the same time, they had some fingerprints.
But this was before the CODIS system, the national database of DNA
and this national database of fingerprints.
Neither of those were available.
Were they, I'm sorry, were they at least collecting DNA?
And that's important.
That's going to be very important later.
In fact, both fingerprints and DNA do come into the story at a later point.
But you have to remember in 1978, you know,
There was, they got some specimens they collected and so forth and so on, but nothing
as definitive is out of the DNA or fingerprints.
Okay.
So, that's part one.
Now, there was a hiatus of six years until March, 1984.
And finally, the city of Columbus relaxes, things are fine.
and around 4 a.m. on the morning, 4 o'clock in the morning of March 12th, 1984, a 26-year-old Columbus policeman named Thomas Michael Boyd, went by Spikey Boy.
He was a seven-year-a veteran of the Columbus to the police department. He was engaged to be married.
He was out patrolling by himself at night, and he gets a call from his dispatcher.
and they said, we have a silent alarm that's gone off at the Bombay Bicycle Club.
Now, this was a restaurant, actually near it, not too far from where the murders took place.
So he says, I'll check it out.
So he drives to the Bombay Bicycle Club, and just as he's pulling in,
he sees a 1977 blue Dodge Charger with its lights off, screeching out of the parking.
lot and heading up Alvin Avenue, which is a big street next to it. See, of course, he turns on
the blue lights and gives chase. And so the car runs up Auburn Avenue, which dead ends into
Edgewood Road. It takes a left on Edgewood Road at a very high rate of speed and sort of loses
it and sort of crashes into the yard. It's a residential neighborhood. It crashes in someone's yard.
And so Boyne gets out of the car and goes over to look into the crashed car. He's got his radio in one hand. He's
got his flashlight in the other, his pistol is in his holster, and when he sort of sticks his
head toward the car, he gets shot twice in the fort. But he had called for backup before this,
of course. And by the time the other officers arrived, the car was empty. Someone said that they had
seen a white male exit car and had a creek. There was a creek that runs nearby. And so, obviously,
police start searching for things, hoping to find this fella who had killed the patrolman.
It turned out that he had been burglarizing or actually had tried to rob the Bombay bicycle club
and he was getting away. He didn't get anything. And anyway, they found out that the car was
registered to the girlfriend of a guy named Lonnie Botts. And she said, yes, my boyfriend was driving
the car. I don't know where he is. So they go to Bonnie Bott's house. He lives with his mother.
mother, starts looking around the mother says, I haven't seen him, but they start looking
in a hamper there, and they find some wet clothes, you know, so you've been escaping a creek.
And they also find a box for a 22-caliber Ruger automatic piston.
So here comes the connection.
And so, you know, they said, we know, we've got to figure this out.
And, you know, it's not necessarily the same gun, but, you know, maybe there's a connection.
Maybe he did some of the burglars.
So what they did, and this, several weeks past, they sent out of it.
all points bulletin to every police force of the nation,
and they got one response from the state of Michigan.
And Michigan at the time on tow was one of three states of the nation
that required pistols to be registered.
It was a law that dates back to World War I.
The people in Lansing, Michigan,
kept a big card file, a little three-by-five cards,
and they sorted through it,
and they pound this one card, and said,
yes, this pistol is here.
It's registered to a guy named Aaron Sanders,
who lives in Kalamazoo, Michigan.
Now, remember, we're at Columbus, and this is Michigan.
So they go to Aaron Sanders and said,
well, yes, my sister gave me that.
I'm sorry, my mother gave me that
because of the possibility of burglaries.
And so, and she lives in Gary, Indiana.
What is her name?
Her name is Lucille, Gary Sanders.
So the police go to Gary.
Indiana, and she said, yes, I got this for my brother, whose name is Jim Gary. And what does he live?
He lives in Phoenix City, Alabama, directly across the river from Columbus. So the pistol gets
traced back to Columbus. So they go to see Jim Gary, and he in Phoenix City, he says, well, I sell a lot
of pistols. I don't know, you know, I got this from maybe one I got. And the police said, well, you know,
we really need to know about this because it may be associated with a murder and we'll be back
on Monday. Perhaps your memory will improve. So when they come back a couple of those, oh yeah, yeah,
I remember I got it from my nephew. And what's his name? His name is Carlton Garrett and said,
where is Carlton? Well, he was in one of them prisons over in South Carolina, but they let him out,
let him out. And said, which prison? Well, we don't know. We don't know. Well, as it turned out,
Carlton, in fact, had been in prison in South Carolina, and he'd escaped.
That's not letting him out, by the way.
No, no.
He escaped.
What happened?
He'd been in prison.
Actually, this gets back to why the murder stopped because Gary was arrested as being
the Steakhouse burglar in South Carolina and ended up in a South Carolina prison.
I was wondering, I was thinking maybe he just moved out of the area.
No, no, he decided that rather than rape and murder or women, he was going to rob Steakhouse.
houses. And so he was eventually arrested, and it's a little bit more complicated than that, but
it's in the book, if anybody wants to read it. But long story, short, he ends up in prison in
South Carolina. And after about five years, says, you know, I've seen the light. I want to do, quote
unquote, I want to do good for my fellow man. That was a quote. And so they decided to move
him to a sort of a prison farm. He stayed there two weeks and escaped. And then, but the thing was
that Jim Gary said, listen, he's back in town.
you know he would come back to columbus
he said well he's been doing some uh selling some cocaine down in florida
and he's the new drugville and um it turned out that that he had actually been arrested
um he had been arrested several weeks earlier in mid-april
but didn't have an ID and gave the police a fake name but there is in the book
there is a mugshot of the person they arrested as a suspect
under an alias and he was turned loose after who's rested on a marijuana charge and they
paid a little bit of a fine and they turned loose and so anyway long story short they
they didn't know that if he they didn't know that he was a cure so they made a few phone calls
found out which from a prison he'd been in south carolina got a set of his fingerprints
sent it back to the Columbus police they were looking at the index fingerprints they had from
the various killings and there's a really good scene that's told to me about um by one of the
offices that actually was there about the uh technician's response when he first found
the fingerprint from carlton garrie that matched one initially one is actually eventually
matched four of the stronger killings and um the they they knew that
they had him at that point.
So they went back to Carlton Garrett.
They went back to Jim Gary where they got the gun from.
They found out that he was in Albany, Georgia, doing a drug deal.
They arrested him on the night of May 3rd and brought him back to Columbus.
Okay.
And that's a fascinating part of the story, how he was arrested.
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Carlson Gary had a habit of doing things, and that is whenever he was caught, he would
try to put the blame on somebody else right right in 1970 he was arrested for in connection with a
murder of a lady named nelly farmer in and uh syracuse new york i believe it was they've been
albany new york and his fingerprints were there the woman had been raped and strangled and so forth
and he said um he said no he didn't do this he tried to implicate someone
else, a guy named John Lee Mitchell. He said, yeah, I was there to cast my fingerprint,
but John Lee Mitchell, he raped and killed the woman. All I did was just burglarized the place.
And this is, you know, years earlier. And so John Lee Mitchell is arrested, put in jail. He actually
was in jail. He held about a year before his trial. He and Gary, Gary was arrested for the
burglary. And they were both in the same jail. It was said, it said, it said,
and the notes that I managed to come up with
that Mitchell beat the hell out of Gary
for ratting him out.
And the main witness against John Lee Mitchell
was Carlton Gary trying to blame him for this murder and rape.
It turned out that there was other evidence too,
which was a written note from Gary's cellmate.
Well, it turned out the written note was in fact written by Carlton Gary
as further evidence to implicate John,
Charlie Mitchell. It took the glancing evidence. It took the jury a very short
period of time to declare that Mitchell was innocent. He was not convicted and he was
turned loose, but he had a lot of animus toward Gary, which again comes up later in the
story. Anyway, Gary tried the same thing here. He only is
way back from Albany, Georgia, he started, you know, he was given his Miranda warnings and he
was properly advised about the presence of the availability of an attorney. And he says, no, I don't
need an attorney. I just want to talk. And he said, I was there, yeah, but I didn't do it. It was
somebody else. And he goes on, anyway, the very night that he's brought back to Columbus,
he says, let me ride you around and show you everything. And so he rides around, he has all this
information about these crimes that only someone who had committed them would have known and he said yeah
well i was there but but somebody the other guy with me attacked the women and they said well who was
this other guy and there's a scene here in the book which i got from one of the guys one of the detectives
that came back about he he he just just just just didn't want to talk didn't want to talk but
finally said he would admit who it was it was a person named malan ala michael crudenden and you know
If you're going to take up a name, John Smith, perhaps.
Well, Malman, Al and Michael Crittenden, was, in fact, a childhood friend
and actually had done some crimes with Gary, some of the robberies with Gary.
But he didn't have anything to do with it as it would later turn out.
He's running out of Patsy's.
Oh, he is.
But anyway, it's interesting.
And I'll leap ahead one small point.
John Lee Mitchell, Malvin, Michael Crutton, and Jerome Lobis all ended up testifying at trial later.
It was an interesting, interesting phone.
Anyway, it took a jury that he was indicted for three of the rape, murders, and burglaries in less than 24 hours.
The prosecutor was a fellow named William J. Smith, Bill Smith.
He later became a spirit court judge.
And I asked Judge Smith, why did you only indict him for three?
He said, well, you know, they were our best cases, and I felt we had a very strong case for any one of them.
But he said, the other thing is we were seeking a death penalty.
How many times can you execute someone?
He said he felt very confident about his cases.
Gary was assigned to a court-appointed attorneys as well as a court-appointed investigator.
Within a few months, he fired them and insisted that he wanted to.
hire his own team he got a guy named bud the seaman and also importantly he got the noted attorney
bruce hardy to representing bruce harvey is a well-known george criminal attorney um over the next
several years there was a lot of stuff that went on um it took a period of
of two years to bring him to trial.
He was not brought to trial until late July of 1986,
more than two years after he was arrested.
During this period of time,
one of the newspaper reporters,
a guy named Richard High started looking at the Gary's past.
And there is a fascinating newspaper article
that really outlines Gary's entire life,
His first arrest was at age 17.
He was, without a doubt, what people would describe as a career criminal.
This was, in fact, the term that his own attorney used to describe him.
He had never had a legitimate job.
He basically supported himself by robbery and selling drugs.
He had a disdain for women, although he admitted to far away 14 children out of wedlock.
He was said to be cruel and sadistic to what.
women. He was extremely intelligent and also articulate, well-spoken, and convincing, and he was
a classic sociopath or psychopath of the Ted Bundy type. He was the classical, severe antisocial
personality disorder to use the correct term. If anyone is ever interested in reading a detail
description of this, you can find it on my website, which is on the front page. It says
Carlton Gary Timeline at 1950 to 1984. It's very interesting.
reading that's about his background.
Anyway, there were several attempts to get a trial started.
One of them was where they were about to go to trial.
And at the last minute, the defense attorneys demand a mental confidence here.
Because Gary was a great actor.
Sometimes he would sit and hover in the room like this.
And sometimes he would be disheveled.
And other times he'd be wearing a three-piece suit.
And the defense attorney said that he had been mistreated in prison, that he had been fed, that, you know, and so it went so on, so forth and so on.
He was sent to Central State Hospital here for psychiatric evaluation.
These normally take about six weeks.
He returned four days later because they said he refused to cooperate.
However, the people at Central State Hospital did observe.
of him playing volleyball and said he got along
very well with other people so it was a sham
no doubt.
He was scheduled to go to trial
in Columbus and then at the last moment
his lawyers, his attorney's
move for a change of venue. That was another
delay. And so his trial took place
in Spalding County, Georgia,
just south of Atlanta.
I wonder if he tried to get
himself moved to the mental hospital
to
because maybe he thought he could escape
or something. Like if he didn't, if he got there
and didn't cooperate, you know,
something wrong is planned.
That is exactly what everyone thought,
that it was scape attempt.
He was watched closely,
but they were very well aware of what was going on.
But it was also another tactic to delay the trial,
because the longer you delay it,
the less likely,
the less likely that the crimes will be fresh
in the public's knowledge.
Right. Witnesses suddenly don't want to show up.
Actually, what happened,
when if I didn't come to trial, there were two witnesses that were important that had died,
and so there were a number of things that happened.
The prosecution's case was based on several things.
Number one, his admission of being the crime scenes.
Number two, there were the fingerprints of the three cases for which he was charged,
plus one other case, his fingerprints were there, four of the seven murder scenes.
There was a very similar pattern of crimes that he had committed not only in Columbus,
but in Syracuse,
in Albany, New York,
the rape, strangle, murder, and so forth.
At the time he was,
the prosecution was allowed to introduce these
so-called similar transactions.
I think that's still possible from a legal standpoint.
So in essence, all of his, the seven cases,
murder cases were introduced,
but he was only charged with three.
The witness, Gertrude Miller, the first lady I mentioned that he attacked and was left for dead, but who survived, she identified him at trial.
They were also going to testimony from John Lee Mitchell and Malbin Allen, Michael Crudenden, who said that they didn't do this, and so forth.
And it was also pointed out that the murder stopped when Gary went to prison in South Carolina.
On the other hand, the defense accused the prosecution of law.
lying. They said that the police had simply chosen Gary as their scapegoat for these murders and
that in fact there was someone else, although this person was never known. During the course of
the trial, which lasted about a month, the prosecution called 135 witnesses and had more than
200 exhibits. The defense had six witnesses and five exhibits. Basically, the defense consisted of
But he didn't do it, and we would appreciate it if you'd believe it.
So it took the jury one hour to convince Gary on all counts, three murders and four burglaries.
And the next day, in Georgia, we have a separate sentencing phase for capital cases.
The next day, it took the jury three hours to sentence him to death on all counts.
This was in August, 1986.
So that is the second part of my book.
and divided in three parts.
And the third part is, you know, from a writer's standpoint for him,
you say, well, you know, this is, it's fascinating this far, right?
It's an amazing story of all that's happened.
And you say, well, the guy was sentenced to be executed,
and so you've got 32 years between the time that he's sentenced to die,
and when he's executed in March of 2018, 32 years.
and from a standpoint of someone who's writing, it's like, well, what do you do with this?
Do you, I mean, it's probably going to be pretty boring.
You can kind of cover it up with a couple of chapters.
This was fascinating, too, all these twists and turns that you didn't expect.
And his case was during this period of time was appealed to the United States Supreme Court on occasion on four separate occasions, each of which they refused to grab a,
I read of Serti or R.A., I can't say that word.
Right.
And he, basically, the old court actions were upheld every single time.
But several things did happen that are worth mentioning.
One of the things that propped up was a bite mold issue.
It turned out that on Ms. Jadik Koffer, the last victim,
the attacker had apparently bitten her on the breast.
And if you remember Ted Bundy, some of his, there was some issues about bite molds with Ted Bundy's case and others, too.
And it was, there was a bite mold made of the, there was a mold made of the bite mar.
But it turned out that Gary had had extensive dental work when the time Ms. Koffler was killed in 1978 and the time he was arrested in 1984.
It was felt that by several dentists that you couldn't compare the things because his teeth had changed.
The defense tried very hard to make an issue of this.
There was the issue of DNA testing.
DNA testing was around in the 1990s
and was officially blessed by George Quartz in 2003,
the idea being that if it's a reasonable chance
that DNA will change the outcome of the verdict,
then it's admissible evidence for a new trial.
Well, the defense attorneys were aware of the material that potentially had DNA in it.
And they had known about it for quite some time, and yet they had never requested DNA testing.
Well, in 2009, there were several delays of the execution.
And finally, in 2009, a writ of execution was signed.
Gary was headed to have lethal ejection.
and so the defense attorneys at this point said we need to do DNA testing and the idea was
so much as anything it was perhaps a delaying tactic or right or as one person said a hail
merry pass it maybe maybe it'll turn out to be something else we don't know about so they
did DNA testing and everything round to a halt they managed to find three of the victims
two of whom he'd been charged with as that had materials suitable for DNA testing to compare
with Garry's one was Ms. Woodruff but it did turn out there was not in DNA that they could get
out of her out of her specimen one was Ms. Diamondstein in the DNA the vaginal washings
from Ms. Diamondstein where she'd been raped matched to those of Carlton Gary but she was not
charged with that murder and the third one was Miss.
Thurman, Martha Thurman. Remember the lady who was founded right after her family had left?
It turned out she had the DNA of another man and her family had been there over the weekend
and they had left in the afternoon and she was murdered that night.
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there's no evidence that she was
seeing anyone else
and so this became an issue
and the defense appropriately
he had very good defense attorneys
on his field said listen
this is just evidence that it was a second killer
somebody else perhaps it wasn't John Lee Mitchell
but it may have been somebody else
and this was 2009
There were nine years that took place that elapsed between this and his eventual execution in 2019.
It turned out, to make a very long story short, it turned out that in doing this testing, the lab, Georgia State Crime Lab, used a control of DNA, a male controlled DNA.
This was either contributed by technicians from the lab, their own sperm specimens, semen specimen, I'm sorry, or presumably the husbands of female technicians there.
And this control specimen had not been entered in any regional or national database, so it popped up as being an unknown male.
And this was the longest, longest, longest period of time.
they finally figured out what the problem was.
And they identified the DNA found in Ms. Thurman as being the DNA of the controlled
Right, one of the lab texts or something, right.
And so, and that was one of the really, really fascinating thing before this problem, this problem was solved.
This was part of that.
In April, 1971, there was a dispute between neighbors in Atlanta.
I think one person took a rifle and shot it through the one.
window of another person. And when the police were there, they found a BB pistol that belonged to
the assailant that had used the rifle. And in checking this out, they found DNA on it. And it
turned out this DNA on that pistol matched the mysterious DNA that was found in Ms. Mark the Thurmond.
And yet, the problem was the guy that had the pistol was 30 years old and he was not born at the
time the murders took place. You know, he wasn't born in 1970.
seven so how can you find the DNA on you know something's father well no no no no connection at
all and so the defense attorney has had this wonderful theory that since the killings took place in
columbus that he was in fact wearing an old army surplus jacket you know that this was one from
fort benning that had been sold to a military surplus store and that had DNA in it the pistol had
rubbed off the deal. Oh, this is fantastic.
Anyway, they eventually solved the problem, and that's what happened.
So without going into a tremendous amount of detail,
finally, a death warrant was signed in February in 2018,
which is what, five years ago now,
and this was followed by a series of last-minute appeals,
which got nowhere, and Gary was executed by lethal injection on March 15th, 2018.
And one of the things that struck me about this, and there was several summaries about
after he was executed, and one thing that stood out to me, in 1970, he was born in 1950,
in 1970, he was 20 years old, and he was, and was, what, 34 years old when he was arrested
in 1984, right?
During this period of time, he had about 30 months of unincarcerated freedom, okay?
during this time he committed in Columbus alone at least seven murders and there were other murders
that I haven't mentioned in New York several murders and it's amazing that in the short period of
time he could kill a dozen people at least and commit burglaries and so forth and so on he was a
very very very dangerous individual um so that's the case and
Can I talk a little bit about the book now?
Because I want to just...
Yeah, sure.
I have a question.
So, yeah, he denied this all the way through.
And even after the death warrant was signed, he never said...
Well, that's exactly the point I'm fixing to address.
And it's kind of tied in with some other things.
Let me just...
Gary was articulate sociopath, psychopath, as it were.
I can use that term.
He was intelligent.
he was well spoken um and if you look at interviews with people that talk to him say how could this man
do this he looked me straight in the eye and told me that he was innocent um one of the things that
i came up against in writing this book was the fact that some other things had been written about
it in 2007 there was a book that was released by written by guy named david rose david
Rose is a British investigative journalist who first met Gary in 1997.
He was, he's a death penalty opponent and is convinced that the legal system in the
southern part of the United States is totally corrupt and in persons of color cannot get
a fair trial.
So he wrote a book called the Big Eddie Club.
The Big Eddie Club is a social club, a dining club.
been Columbus, Georgia.
Been around for quite a few years.
Many prominent citizens are members of it.
And he and David Rose implied that this was an unholy cabal of white supremacist who hung
out at the Big Eddie Club, and the conspiracy included everyone from the cop of the street
to the prosecutor, to the judges, to the entire court system, up to and including the
Supreme Court of the United States.
there were a lot and like I said the book is well written it's interesting you read it you
almost believe the guy's innocent but Gary has a I mean a rose has a way of not mentioning
things that don't coincide with what he does support his theory yeah yeah and then then there
was another book um written um called a happy new year ted where two people uh two authors allege that
It was, in fact, Tan Bundy who did the killing.
Okay.
And then there was a third book written by a lady named Renati Solomon,
which is the stocking strangle, I believe the name of it is,
who that was a landscaper there in Columbus, who's now deceased, committed the killings.
And there's really no evidence for any of this.
And the most cogent, most somewhat believable book is that of David Rose.
But when you really look at it, compare it with the fact.
facts, they don't square up. So in writing this book, I was very much limited into what I could say.
I had to be extremely truthful, extremely factual, and really, really, really seriously
footnote everything. So the style of this book is written in a journalistic fashion, one, two,
three, four. Right. Jack Webb, just the facts, ma'am. Right. Okay. I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm,
it's interesting that you were able to, you know, interview like the judge and, you know, the, you know, some of the officers, because it was so long ago, you know, a lot of them.
Well, the judge in the case actually recently died.
He was, came to the first book signing last year in a wheelchair, but the prosecutor who became a judge later, he turns 81 this month, very sharp guy.
some of the other policemen that I interviewed were certain in their 50s and 60s and older
that were involved in the case one way or the other.
So I got a lot of first-hand stuff.
And the other good thing I had was a ton of police records.
Right.
And so I could end the detail.
In all, if you include the newspaper accounts and police records and the transcripts,
You're dealing between 15 and 20,000 pages of stuff I had to go through.
And I had a copy of the video recording of the trial, which was fascinating.
You know, reading trial transcript is like reading a movie script, you know.
You know, and someone says it was him.
But in the trial, I'll say, it was him, you know, this sort of thing.
And you get the influxent and so forth.
And it was fascinating to read it.
Yeah, it's great, too, because like the prime.
prosecutors and the defense attorneys, like they typically have some great things that they say.
Probably do. They do. But when you're looking at the transcript, they're just kind of black and white on a
piece of paper, but when you see him, he's sentencing. And it was, it was a lot of work, but it was
fun to do. So you, when was the book released?
The book was released last September. And it came out.
in both hardcover, which actually sold out before the release date,
and softcover and digital version,
and there is an audio version that was released, I believe, in November.
So it's in all for hardcover, soft cover, digital, and audio.
Okay.
And what was your, what was your, it was published by Mercer University Press.
Okay.
I was going to say, do you have a literary agent or you just went straight to the publisher?
Well, my first book was written in 2003, okay?
That's 20 years ago, literally.
And that was a lot easier to get things published.
I mean, much easier than 20 years ago.
The first book was extremely successful to my great shock and amazement.
You know, looking back on it, that was before I learned to write.
I've gotten a lot better since then, I promise you.
But people liked the book sold 12, 15,000 copies, and it's like, oh, wow.
And so then I was embarrassed after that, having to written a book that seemed to be successful.
So I felt like I had to do a second one.
So I did a second one.
It was option for a movie.
It was good.
It was about the Confederate Gold.
In fact, in fact, I got a call a couple of weeks ago from a report from the Wall Street Journal who's doing an article on the Confederate Gold.
And I've been on the Travel Channel and the History Channel as a quote unquote expert on the subject,
all because I got interested in writing a book about the lost Confederate gold.
students fiction and and and so after a while on i kind of got a pretty good reputation as a writer and
my first five books that i said were suspense and then i approached mercy university press
with a serious book about georgia history that has to do with the crash of the cotton economy
of the 1920s and nobody in their right mind would buy such a book but um i kind of wrapped it in
with my uh with a murder story so it's the books is titled killing
on ring jaw bluff and and it's really about my great uncle charlie who in 1920 was said to be
one of the wealthiest men at the state of georgia in 1925 was doing a life sentence for a murder he didn't
commit and so he became the avatar for the small town businessman and um in the 1920s
when the cotton economy crashed and it's a fascinating book not so much for the story with the story
it's um it's like eric larson's book the double in the white city he really wanted to write about
the 1893 Columbian Exposition, but he talked about a serial killer so people would read it.
That's about theory anyway.
And anyway, that book is done well.
It continues to sell well, even though it's been out 10 years ago.
Okay.
Well, what are you working on now?
This book, I got so burned out writing this book that I asked a publisher.
I said, let me write some.
some mystery book three so i'm doing i'm doing a uh i had written in 2019 i wrote a
wrote a book title uh the girl kaleidoscope is which is a fun suspense novel set in savannah
it's about a guy named uh john wesley o two who is a disbarred attorney who when he got a prison
turned into an art dealer and he's one of these guys that bad things happened to you know and so
that book did very well so i wrote
I asked for a three-book contract to do that.
And I just hit the first of the three books was just now released
last month in August.
It's titled Crypto.
It's the same character.
The next book of the series is titled The Garden of Earthly Delights,
which if you're into painting, it's a painting by Hieronymus and Bosch.
And it's a neat book.
And then there's one more book in that series.
It'll be out in 2025.
do you do all of your books take place in Georgia what is what is that ad you write what you know right
I've lived I've lived here on my life I did go to school out of state a little bit I went school
I went to medical school in New Orleans and I did my residency at Johns Hopkins in Baltimore
but other than that I've lived in the south okay yeah it's just what is it is it Wayne White
I forget his name, who writes in Florida.
And, oh, man, there's two or three of them, too.
I can't recall one of them, one of the guys was it, is it, shoot, he's a reporter for the Miami Herald.
Yeah, yeah, Carl, Harold.
He's a great writer earlier.
Yeah.
I like it.
And it just depends.
I mean, to really get into writing, you really have to enjoy it.
enjoy storytelling. That's what I started off this interview with, talking about storytelling.
And so if you're telling the truth, as in this book and other books, I've written, the story
is to take a series of facts and turn them into what become a story. If you're writing fiction,
you're saying, oh, you know, you've got a blank slate. You can do just about anything in the
bardsar or the better, you know? And my last couple of books, I assure you, I've had people,
my last two or three fiction books people inevitably say god i didn't see that coming you know
when they right last chocker you know so that's fun that makes it worthwhile yeah i i just i find
like writing nonfiction is is there's things that happen that i i couldn't have imagined happening
well you you have to you have to really look to find those things i mean most of the time you know
somebody gets drunk and shoot somebody and that's that's a murder that's not something you want to write
about. But bizarre tales that involve deception. And let me talk about the other book, earlier
true crime book I wrote on Six Inches Deeper, the reason the thing about that book was
karma, just plain karma, because the story was that in 1972, a 34-year-old mother of three,
secretary
disappeared from her place
of employment. She's gone it.
Case again went cold. In 1980,
years later, two farmers
plow in a field, found a buried
box that had the dismembered remains
of the missing woman.
It finally came to trial.
It had Bodily Cook, the famous defense
attorney, defending the person that was
arrested for it. But anyway,
the thing about that was
the person that was eventually
convicted of her crime was the son of a wealthy family. He was married. He had everything that
everybody could possibly want. But imagine that you have committed a crime or something. I had this
theory that everybody, me, you, everybody we know, has something in their background that they're
ashamed of that people don't know about. And they late at night when the lights are off and they're
all alone, they say, if anybody finds out about X, whatever that thing is, my life,
life will be terrible. My life will be terrible. My life will be ruined. And as long as you
don't find out about it, things are okay. Imagine that you had murdered your secretary,
cut her body up, buried it in a box, and you're going about your life and, you know,
10 years have passed, and everything's fine. And then all of a sudden somebody digs
the box. Right. And what, the opening, the opening, the little blurb in the book
is a quote from the jury, from the trial transcript, where the witnesses,
asked, well, if it had been buried any deeper,
and he said, yes, if it had buried only
six inches deeper, we never would have
found it. And that's where the book,
that's where the time came from.
Six inches made all the difference
in multiple lives.
Right.
Dozens of lives whose erection changed
because the box was not buried six inches
deeper.
So that's what I found fascinated about that.
Okay.
Well, is there anything you feel like
we haven't covered that you
want to
do you feel like I didn't
didn't touch on?
No, no
I write a variety of books
mainly southern history
some of them are quite serious
I mean I've got an academic history
of the Ku Klux Klan
which is actually quite fascinating
Ku Klux Klan of the 1920s
I've written an anthology of southern
stories about
the great Yazoo Farrade and things
if you've never heard of
unless you live in Georgia
and took it in eighth grade
because the whole paragraph
in your eighth grade history book
about the Yazoo Friot and
all this kind of thing.
But anyway, if you like to know more about me, go to my website.
It's something my name, William Rallings, www, W-I-L-L-I-M-R-A-W-L-I-N-G-S dot com, spelled out.
And I think all of my books are listed there, and there's a little blurb about each one.
Yeah, I will also, we'll put it in the description box so people can click on the, you know, if you, I don't know, if you watch YouTube, but, you know, there's a little box.
You just click on it.
It'll have a link.
I love YouTube.
yeah it'll have a link right there so um let me give me one second and i well also i i appreciate
you taking the time to uh to talk to me about this and tell well i'm i'm honored that you ask and
i hope it's so funny is um my you know like sometimes i interview people and it's like you know
my wife will say well what do you you know what do you have planned today i'm like i'm talking to this
guy he did this he did that you know like you know it's okay but for the like the last week i
keep calling you that the you know she doesn't know your name i keep saying like listen there's this
like this old southern gentleman he said i said i could listen to him talk forever so this morning
botoxes or you know this morning i woke up and i said i'm going to talk to this guy today so
well good i hope you enjoyed it yeah absolutely hey i really appreciate
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Like he said, they're all
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interesting story. In fact, I remember watching a documentary on the story, on this related
subject. So as soon as I saw it, I was like, oh, wow, I looked into it. I was like, oh, wow,
I need to talk to this guy. It's super interesting. And I walk some videos. And so anyway,
check this out i was watching one of your first i you know we were contacted then i watched
started watching one of your videos and i was kind of like that sounds familiar and then i went and
as you as you were telling the story i remember and i remember telling my girlfriend as we were
watching i was like oh my god i remember watching this like 20 like before i even went to prison i
think i watched or maybe it was when i was in prison i watched one of those you know one of the
documentary type shows uh i don't think i watched the whole i don't think i'd watched an entire
like a two-hour documentary i want to say it was one of those one hour no you probably watched
forensic files that yeah yeah okay like everybody else has yeah yeah um yeah so and then i got to
the part i i watched one of the shows where you actually had confronted your father um and i never
you know i don't know what ended up happening with that we were we were like we were doing like
four or five different things at the same time and I was like oh I'm going to interview
this guy I've got to interview this guy so that's my documentary that's a murder in mansfield that
I made when I can front him forensic files is how a lot of people know me mostly because I was this
kid that was involved in this massive murder trial and I was like the center of it all of it right
and that's how a lot of people know me and then I in my process which we're going to get into all
this but I had made a film called a murder in Mansfield because I did all of these things to
try to find out why my father murdered my mother.
Right.
And it culminates in this, you know, sort of scene, which is like right over my shoulder
here, of me confronting my father in prison.
So, okay, so let's start at the beginning.
You were, you know, obviously you were born.
I was born.
I was born in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, in Brinmar Hospital.
in on February 28th, 1978.
And I,
all my family was from Philadelphia mainline area.
And I grew up, I guess like, you know,
like every other kid, I guess I thought I had a really normal life.
I think when we're young, we're, you know,
we don't, we obviously don't realize what adulting problems are
or the situation that we're necessarily in.
So my family, right when I was born, we moved from Philadelphia to Pensacola, Florida for about
six months.
My father was in the Navy.
And then we moved to Dahlgren, Virginia, when I was like one year old.
And I lived on a naval base where I grew up for the next four years in Dahlgren, Virginia.
and my father was a was a doctor my father was a doctor on that naval base you know i just i grew up i
thought i just had like a normal life normal kid and it wasn't really until you know airplanes
laying in the backyard and going to the chesapeake bay and you know going to preschool and that was
my sort of thing and i had like you know i was talking about this the other day with somebody i was just
filming with Vice and we were getting into like my backstory and I was like you know I I do remember
like good times with my parents around that you know I remember really thinking that I was
really in a happy family and my dad and you know being home more and things like that and it wasn't
really until we moved to Mansfield Ohio which is where I grew up the rest of my life that
things started to change and when we moved to Mansfield
My father had taken a job as a president of a hospital there and or not a president, but like he was like whatever.
He was running the hospital.
Right.
And he was a doctor who was an osteopath.
He went to Penn and as to my mother.
And the thing is is that that that was a place where we didn't know anyone, right?
And like I said, all my family is from, you know, Philadelphia.
So we were this sort of city folk, if you will.
that is, Mansfield is a, is now it's grown, but at that time it was a very small town and it's
in the Midwest and it's, you know, it's, they're not used to having people like our, like,
like we were, right, city folk in the country. So it was a lot for my mother to sort of relate to
and my father, but one of the things that, and this is, I think that you, something you can really
understand is, and this is unbeknownst to me at the time, but it was an opportunity for my parents
in a place where no one knew who we were
to create a life
and to sort of
have a little bit of a revisionist history
in their lives
or
you know just to sort of create a new character
if you will
and so I think that the persona
that both of my parents projected
was they came from good, wealthy families
in
in Philadelphia
and you know obviously
were Ivy League educated, but they sort of created this facade. And part of that facade was that we
were a happy family. And I grew up spending 95% of the time with my mother. I was her constant
companion. And I just kind of thought that was normal. And my father, who was a doctor, was always
quote, working. And so I started to realize as we moved to me as well, I was five years old, six
years old, seven years old, I started to realize that, like, my father was around less and less.
Like, he wasn't home for family meals or he would just sort of disappear at night.
I would often find him sleeping on the couch late at night or if I was, if I came up in the
morning, he was, he was gone or he was watching up watching CNN, Larry King in the middle of the
night.
And I remember just sort of going, I don't, something's, something's off here, but maybe not.
Maybe it's just me.
you didn't hear them they weren't arguing in front of you or anything like that no so my my parents
did argue and and my father was a very violent person growing up so my father had a massive proclivity
for violence but it didn't really start until I was around seven where he was violent with me
and my mother like overtly um I'm sure he was manipulative with her I'm sure they got in arguments
and all these things my father wasn't around a lot you know and he was quote like I said
always working. And then I started noticing this change in the family dynamic. And I had kids
that was going to school with that were children of doctors that were in single parent households.
So their parents were divorced. I didn't really quite understand how that worked. But I knew
that it wasn't great. And I saw the pain that they were going through with the sort of manipulation
between both parents and whatnot, bouncing around on weekends. And, um,
but I still was grateful for this this family unit that I perceived that we had and over the years
my family my father was around less and less and but one of the things that we did do we did
two things together we would go I would go with him with his medical rounds to the hospitals
and I would he would see his patients and I would like tap dance and sing and perform for the people
to entertain them right because I was one of those artsy fartsy people
so we'd do that and then we would go on ski trips and mostly it would be myself and my father
so i learned how to ski when i was like eight years old we would go up and one of the things i remember
if my mother didn't come with us which often she didn't she would stay in the lodge if she did
she didn't personally ski she did a couple times it wasn't really her thing but i noticed that when i would
go with my father it would be like just father and son trip to go up there i noticed that
oftentimes I wake up in the hotel room by myself
or I would see my father talking to a woman
and like I remember one time going to look for my father
I woke up and I put my clothes on
and was like walking around the hotel looking for him
and I found him in a bar
like at the ski lounge lounge lounge talking to this woman
and I was like huh this is weird
but I didn't really think anything of it
as I was getting older
so nine 10 years old
I started to develop asthma and it was pretty serious and I was not an athletic kid.
I was on steroids because of the asthma.
I started having a lot of problems I couldn't like playing in gym class like I could
because it was exercise-induced asthma and it was just really bad, right?
Especially during the winter.
I'm getting bronchitis a lot and things like that.
But my father started getting really abusive towards me for not being athletic, calling me a stupid
a little fat boy we would play catch in the yard and he'd try to like throw the
baseball at my nuts and tell me I was a pussy you know things like that abusive things um
and I noticed that things were getting more and more contentious between my parents and
there were situations where my so my father was apoplectic right and he would literally
at the drop of a snap of a finger could just he was a rageaholic just you know everything would
just hit the fan. I remember we were making breakfast on a Saturday and I dropped an egg on the
floor and he just lost it and he threatened to kill me and then my mother begged for mercy
and slammed the door and shattered all the windows. He was just that type of person. So I also grew up
in this situation where besides the trauma that happens later, I grew up in a very contentious
household of like, you know, I had a tiptoe around, didn't want to set my dad off, right? And I never
really understood why that, why he was that way. And he was very Jekyll and Hyde. So sometimes he'd be
really, really nice. So, or he would have these rage fits and then he would apologize as most,
you know, as most abusers, manipulators, narcissists do. I just kind of thought that was normal, right?
Right. No, I know. I, I, like, I understand. I mean, one, being in a very similar household. And two,
was just thinking I was I was uh as you were saying it I was thinking it's funny but you don't
notice that's you don't know there's anything wrong I I'm actually working on a story
with my my girlfriend and we're and as we're kind of going through it and like everybody
involved in the stories on drugs well you know when you're surrounded by water you don't
realize you're in water you know I mean like a fish doesn't know it's in water so it's the
same thing when all you when your only reference is you know
you've got a sweet mother and a father who's abusive you kind of assume well that's how it is with
everybody right yeah absolutely absolutely so you don't realize how odd it is until you get into a
normal situation and you go wow my family's fucked off you know but yep so i know exactly what
you're saying you just don't see it no you don't at all and it's a um it is a situation where
you just
yeah you just
you can't see the forest
for the trees right
you don't know your water
when you're in water
you don't know your water
I love that I'm going to use that by the way
so I am
I kind of but still thought
that I was grateful
for my life right
and my mother was just
the kindest most gentle
a beautiful woman by the way
and just a kind person
to everyone
and just really taught me the foundation of kindness.
And also my parents didn't suffer fools.
Like I was the kid who education was a very high priority in my household.
And I was a kid who was, who would, school would end, would get to play with his friends.
Like you get a week off from school, school, and then go back to summer school and take summer classes in science, art, math, whatever it was, right?
Right.
And I love to learn.
And so I was like into that, right?
And that's how I grew up.
And I think a lot of it was, I often wonder what I think back on things is maybe my mother was trying to put me in these things so I wouldn't see certain situations.
So if I'm away with friends or at school and doing activities that I'm not seeing what lies beneath the surface of their relationship, which was my father was a manipulative, consistent womanizer and abuser.
And I ended up finding out much later in life that my father was having affairs on my mother, even before they got married in 1968.
And they had been together since they were in high school.
He was like maybe 19.
I think she was like 17 when they met.
And they had had a relationship, like from the very early stages of their relationship, he was, he was a womanizer.
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Things really started to change when my grandparents started dying.
So my mother's mother passed away in November of 1987.
her father, who was my pop-up, who I was probably closest to out of all my grandparents,
was he passed away January, 1988.
And he had come to stay with us at the end of his life.
And then my father's father passed away in May or June of 1988.
And the other person left was my grandmother, who was my father's mother.
Now, my father's mother had three children.
father, a middle child who was my aunt, obviously, and then a younger son, who was my uncle,
who was my godfather, who was very close to my mother. And my mother was extremely close with her
mother-in-law, because she didn't really have a relationship, a very good relationship with her
daughter, her daughter was a little bit of a tomboy. My mother was a traditional, beautiful woman,
into fashion, into art, into like the high society type of things, you know, loved going to
museums and that was something she really shared in common with my with my grandmother now both of
my family's backgrounds were poor working class people you know and but in this town of mansfield
they had sort of portrayed that they had different lives you know they came from wealthy families
and relations relations to to famous people and things like that which a lot of it was not true
my father also portrayed this persona that he was a naval war hero and my father
would tell these stories to patients to girlfriends to people of like things like going and i remember
we were at this country club that we had joined in in kataba island which is northern part of the
state of ohio and i remember that we were at this dinner my father was telling this whole story
about how he was in his fighter jet in the south china sea and he had to eject because he got
shot down he ejected and the ejection latch wouldn't work so the plane went down in the south
china sea and he had to take his trusty bowing knife military issue and cut him his way out of the
cockpit and then swim a couple miles to shore and get picked up by a search and rescue team
days later it's great story it's not true but i grew up thinking that my dad because he was
it was in the Navy and I used to watch airplanes laying in our backyard when we lived in
Dalgrin and I thought that my father had flown airplanes and this is like around the time
the top gun comes out so like 19 it was talking 87 86 something like that so my father's very
into top gun and I thought oh and he would tell me these stories right because that was something
my father was really proud of course when you're trying to relate to your father I was like oh
okay and I bought it of course and I remember his call sign what he said was bumper which was my
nickname growing up because when we lived on the naval base, I used to point to the nose cone
of the of the airplanes and call it a bumper. I used to say bumper. So he said his call sign
was bumper. And I remember him telling me, he's like, oh, they found my, my helmet. I'm going to
get my helmet. I remember asking my father for like years. Did you get your helmet? You get your fighter
helmet? Because I thought that would be cool to have, right? I could wear my dad's fighter helmet.
It's obviously bullshit. My father even told people he flew for the Blue Angels, which is like the
the Navy's color guard, like the most elite, elite fighter pilots in the world. And there are
photographs of my father that he would even have in his office of him with probably more medals
on his jacket, on his officer's jacket, than the joint chiefs of staff for the president.
I mean, it was just absurd. But again, I didn't know any of these things. Now, I do remember going
to the Army surplus store with my father, where they sell those medals.
And I do remember getting some for myself because I was a Green Beret one year for Halloween.
I think the last Halloween I was in there, you know, but it was, I grew up in this sort
of facade.
And, but I kind of didn't believe it.
But really when things started to unravel was around my mother wanted to have, my mother wanted
to adopt a baby from China, from Taiwan.
on specifically, like a two-year-old girl. And I was supposed to go over, this is February of
1989, I was supposed to go over with her to China and I got really, really sick the night, like a few
days before, really bad asthma. And I didn't go because I probably would have died on the airplane.
And my, I was left with my father. And I had never been alone with my father for more than a brief
period of time, right, or with other people around.
That was two weeks that I was with him, and it was absolute hell.
He was so abusive to me, and I remember, so my father had a real proclivity for violence,
and he loved violent movies, and I remember he was watching Commando, and I didn't really like
watching those movies growing up.
I didn't like to see people getting shot and murdered and things like that, so I would
cover my eyes and he would call me a pussy smack me you know could don't uncover your eyes you need to
see this this is war i was in the vietnam war like all this crazy shit my father was let me be very clear
my father was in the navy in the rotc program he never was a fighter pilot he never saw combat he was
yes he was in the navy around when the vietnam war occurred he never was in in vietnam he never
did any of these things and he never left the united states apparently
So, but he would tell me these stories, I mean, just, you know, and as a war hero, decorated war hero, and I'm just, but I, you know, I felt bad and I believe that I was doing something wrong, right?
So this time, very specifically, he would say to me, he, he was watching these movies, I was in playing a computer game on the computer and I'd unplug the speakers to the computer.
So I wouldn't disturb him.
literally was just like trying to be considerer of my father.
He comes into the office where I'm playing the video game.
It was like Math Blaster or something, if you remember that.
And he, he says, why is there no sound coming through a computer?
And I told him, I told him why I unplug the speakers.
And he just lost it.
He grabs the speaker wire and he shoves it in my face.
He's like, I'm going to fucking stick this in you.
He sticks to the back of the computer and he starts screaming at me.
he starts taking books and computer games and throwing them at me off the shelf and screaming
at the top of the long.
So also my father is six foot four, a good 225 pounds.
He's a big dude, you know, and I'm a kid, an asthmatic little chubby kid.
He starts chasing me around the house, making me stop and salute him every time he said,
what are you?
And I'd have to stop and salute him and say, a stupid little fat boy, sir, and run around and do all
these chores and he's just screaming at me, he's throwing things at me, and he's really
whipping me with a belt.
And he did that for a period of about two weeks.
And I remember he, and then he would stop.
And then he would apologize and say,
it's okay, Daddy, sorry, and all this stuff.
Like, you know, the master manipulator, right?
Is he drunk?
Like, is he?
No, no.
So, okay, so everybody says that.
So I want to be very clear.
My father never drank.
My father was not an alcoholic, and as far as I knew, didn't abuse drugs.
Like, I, you know, I only saw my parents drink on very limited occasions.
My mother liked in an arborato sour.
I think my father maybe drank scotch, but like they weren't drinkers.
You know, alcohol wasn't something that I noticed in my house.
He went, now his father was an alcoholic, but he wasn't.
So he was just a rage-filled human.
And I, I, um, so this was a time I was without my mother, you know, and then it's this
apologizing back and forth, right? So finally my mother comes back and I'm now aware of like why
she's ever like let me be with my father for longer than certain periods of time. And I thought,
you know, okay, there's like some real issues here. So she comes back from China. And then
flash forward a few months later
it's Memorial Day weekend
1989 and I go
with my father
to this
barbecue party
and we go like
the outskirts of Mansfield
into the country country
and go to these people's house
and they're like racing quads
and they're barbecuing
and people are drinking beer
and playing volleyball and stuff
and I had never seen anything like this
as a kid because my mother was very
preppy, very proper
as was my father we didn't really like no offense but like we didn't
associate with people like that like you know they're there and not that there's anything wrong
with it i had a blast by the way like riding a quad um but i never seen anything like that dirt bikes
all this i wasn't aware of those things like this i would you know i raced bikes when i was a kid
it was like bmx kid and all that stuff like i never i never saw that right and there was a woman
there a young woman and i met her her name was sherry campbell
And I, towards the end of the evening, I'm walking with her daughter, who's a couple years younger
than me, and we're walking around the lake and we're like skipping stones and all this.
And I look back and my father has his arm around this woman.
I was like, huh, that's kind of interesting.
And we're getting ready to leave and he gives her a kiss on the cheek, which wasn't like
necessarily totally out of character because my parents kind of did the, you know, thing that you do with,
you know, friends and whatever.
but I took note of it and I asked my father on the ride back home I said who is that woman
and he explained to me that she was a patient and that she was terminally ill and that he was
there to comfort her in her health problems and that's why he had his arm around her
because he was consoling her I was like oh that's you know horrible you know I didn't really
think anything of it that was satisfactory and
answer for me. On school ends, and in June of 1989, it was Father's Day. And my father goes,
takes me to his office and he says, um, or go to his office, we pick up some stuff and he stops
to go get a suntan. You know, this is like the late 80s, so the sun tanning is in. And this woman,
again, Sherry Campbell is at the suntan place, just happens to run into us. And she has two radio
controlled cars and she
says, hey, happy Father's Day.
I got these for you guys and all this.
It's like, oh, yay. And I'm like, of course,
you give a kid radio control car. You're his best friend.
But I noticed something that's kind of odd.
I see a ring on her finger that I recognize
my mother was wearing at one point.
And it was a diamond slide ring. It was very
unique. Like it wasn't a standard ring. And I said,
oh, my mommy has a ring like that.
And she just kind of giggles and she looks at my father.
I don't pay it any mind.
And as we're getting ready to leave, I get in the car and I look up and my father is full on making out with this woman.
And I had never seen that other than movies, right?
I thought, oh, okay, something's up.
And my father gets in the car.
And so I ask him and he goes, I need you to tell your mother that I took you to the office and I gave you the radio control cars and not tell her about meeting Sherry or anything like that.
I need you to do me that favor.
And of course, I'm afraid of my father.
don't want to say anything to him,
but I know that something is seriously wrong with this.
And I lied to my mother out of fear from my father.
Right.
So we go to dinner that night,
and then in the middle of the night,
I get very sick and obviously racked with guilt as a kid,
because I never lied to my mother.
And the next day, I'm playing with the radio control car.
My father is not there.
And I come in the porch.
I'm just so overwhelmed with guilt.
And I say,
Mommy, I need you to sit down.
and I tell her I say I think daddy's having an affair
and she looks to me at this point I was 11 years old
okay and I say to her this is uh yeah
1989 and I say to her I said I think daddy's having an affair
and I tell her the whole story of meeting Sherry
meeting Sherry back in Memorial Day
um
you know she got the cars and how she had the ring
and how they were making out and all this stuff
my mother said thank you for telling me she was
she was upset that I lied to her but she was
thankful and she understood why my father put me in that position and it wasn't fair to me and
she's grateful that I told her to the truth. She goes in, she makes a phone call and there's a lot,
a lot of screaming. And that was when I realized that like, oh my God, like some of these other kids,
I'm going to be a child of divorce. I don't have this particular, I don't have this perfect
family that I thought I had. Despite my father's behavior and despite my father not being around all the
time, I still thought I had a family unit intact. And I realized that that's not the case.
So this is, like I said, end of June 1989. And this is when things really started to unravel.
So my parents start to engage my mother files for divorce. Because unbeknownst to me at that time,
my mother and father had a had an understanding, which was my mother had said,
you know, my father's name was John, but he went by Jack.
She's like, Jack, you can do whatever the fuck you want.
Don't involve our kid.
The moment you involve our kid, that's the line in the sand.
And he did.
He involved me by introducing me to one of his girlfriends.
And that was it for my mother.
And she'd filed for divorce.
And for the next several months, it was getting really ugly.
And my father would, like, leave little notes in my bed saying,
I love you, buddy, and everything will be okay.
And daddy, like, basically the very thing.
victim. Like, mommy's doing this, but mommy will come to her senses type stuff that he was saying
this. And I'm thinking to myself, like, I don't know what's going on, but like, it seems like
you're at fall here, buddy. Because my mother was my most important person to me. I spent, like I said,
the majority of my time with her. But it kept getting uglier and uglier. And my father, I would,
if any time, I would spend time with my father at this point, this is towards the end of 1989,
we would randomly run into Sherry Campbell and he'd be like look who's here it's Sherry you're at a Kmart
and and she just conveniently we would just sherry was sick yeah exactly was going to die
I thought Sherry was definitely not terminally ill no okay and uh because she's still around um
so that was a lie and what happened is is that um yeah we randomly run into her and he had was like moved in
with her or staying there. He wasn't at our house hardly at all. He would come back and get
things and things were just really, really ugly between my parents. And my father gets nastier and
nastier. This is like around Thanksgiving of 1989. My father's telling me things like he's going
to make sure, because I believe my mother finally filed for divorce in November of that year,
November 1989, officially. And my father started telling me how he's going to make sure,
that I get yanked out of the school that I'm at and go to public school, like all the other
poor kids, and I'm going to, he's going to make sure that my mother and I don't have a house
to live in, that he's going to make sure that my mom is working at McDonald's and that I don't
have enough clothes and that we suffer. And that's how I'm going to grow up. And he's going to
create a beautiful, wonderful life with Sherry and her children and give them everything.
this is what he's telling me as an 11-year-old child.
And I started noticing my mother's demeanor was really beaten down
because unbeknownst to me also was the fact that my father is a doctor,
but the whole reason that my father is a doctor is my mother
who graduated from the University of Pennsylvania School of Dentistry
and got her dental hygienist degree was working in Philadelphia
in the 60s and 70s, earning $25 an hour to put my father through medical school.
and my mother ran all of his books and took care of all the accounting for my father's practice
because my father went into private practice after he left the hospital because he was
asked to leave because it was womanizing and because he had so many complaints against him
which of course I didn't know any of this as a child so my father starts telling me all these
horrific things so my mother is driving me after picking me up to school we're going from school
we're going to a restaurant
called Bob Evans to eat
and she says to me
as we're driving down the road
she says call your
I want you to know something
I would never leave you
and I was like well of course not mommy
I know that and she goes
if I ever do
I want you to know
that your father probably had me killed
and I was like
well how is that mommy
and she said she starts going into this fact
that you know
so my father's Italian
and she said you know
your father has
as mafia connections and, you know, your, your father just has ways to dispose of me.
Who knows if that's even true?
Yeah.
Based on all the other, like, you know, who knows what he's telling her?
Exactly.
And, you know, my mother did know, my mother did, I ended up finding out eventually, like,
my mother did know her family and there wasn't these connections, like, at least not that
way.
But there was, she was just in fear of her life.
and I had kind of seen that at that moment like okay something's up so the holidays are here
and it's just not a great holiday you know Christmas my father isn't around like he's with
his new family buying them all kinds of presents and stuff like that and it's just a whole thing right
and my grandmother who's my again my father's mother was supposed to come stay with us for
Christmas and have a wonderful holiday she does it.
come for Christmas. She instead comes for New Year's. And she arrives on New Year's Eve,
or December 30th, 1989. And what's interesting is my mother, when they were arriving,
she saw my father drive down the driveway and we could see my grandmother was in the car. And she said
to her best friend who she's on the phone with, well, Jack's here with his mother, so I guess he can't
kill me tonight.
And the irony of all this is that my mother used to say things like famous last
words.
My mother had a very sardonic sense of humor.
Right.
So,
you know,
she used to say like famous last words,
but famous last words.
So I,
my grandmother arrives and we have dinner,
whatever.
My father leaves and my grandmother and my mom are sitting in the living room.
And I, you know,
I give her a kiss good night.
I give her a hug,
night mommy.
next thing I know it's I'm startled awake by hearing a scream and I look at this clock I have this
Batman clock on the wall and it's about 3.18 a.m. And then I hear two loud thuds about 60 seconds
apart. And between those thuds, I hear my father muttering. I recognize his voice. And then I count
12 footsteps as they walk down the hallway.
And I always slept with my door open.
And in the doorway, I can see out of my peripheral vision,
the two feet stop in my doorway.
And something's telling me, don't look up.
Because I firmly believe that if I had,
at that point in time, there's no,
it's nothing to make the hole a little bigger
and say she left with the kid.
Yeah.
Because that's actually probably,
more plausible. A hundred percent. A hundred percent. And the footsteps go away. I somehow go back to
sleep. I wake up a few hours later. I jump out of bed. I run straight to my mother's room and
there's a bunch of sheets that are off the bed. It's in disarray. I'm looking for blood stains. I'm
looking for anything I can find. Come downstairs. My father is sitting on the couch watching CNN with a
towel wrapped around his waist. I said to him, where is my mother?
And he doesn't respond right away.
I said to him again, I said, where is my mother?
And he looks at me and he goes, well, Collier, mommy took a little vacation.
And I knew at that moment, it was game one motherfucker.
Like you fucking killed her.
But I don't really want to believe it, but I'm like, this is what's happened.
So my grandmother comes in and my father says to me, my father says, okay,
So we're not going to contact the police.
We're not going to contact the FBI.
And I thought that was really bizarre when he said at the FBI.
So I'm like, we're in Ohio, like at the FBI.
And he goes into this whole story of explaining that the thuds that I heard was my mother throwing her purse at him.
And that she had come downstairs and attacked him and started screaming at him over the divorce, over money.
And threw her purse at him, threw all her credit cards at him,
left the house,
walked down the driveway in the dead of winter with no coat
and got into a car that was waiting for her
at the end of the driveway and left.
Uber?
Yeah, 1989.
She pulled her iPhone and got the Uber.
That whole story doesn't make it.
In a town where I don't know very many people
in the middle of the night,
without my credit cards, without anything,
without a, yeah.
Without a coat.
Yeah.
and left her personal vehicle there left her personal vehicle there left her just left her children
there didn't grab the kids just left and so that's already very fishy right and i know my father's
lying right because i because what once the once he involved me with the sherry with the with the
mistress i started realizing that my all the shit that my father told me my entire life was all
bullshit like my father's a liar and i was like okay so this is the type of person i'm dealing with so
i was i became even closer to my mother during this time between when i discovered that he's a
womanizer and has this relationship to when she goes missing so our bond only gets stronger because
now i believe my mother i believe and i see the pain that my mother's going through in this whole
divorce and separation and divorce and i'm just like this guy's a horrible fucking human being my father's a
real. I've already didn't really care for my father to begin with. And now I'm like,
you're a fucking asshole. And now my mother's gone. And now you're feeding me this
bullshit. So my father leaves and my grandmother who's there and she's bought the whole
story. And she's like, okay, you're not going to call anybody. You're not going to tell anybody. Because
he doesn't want us to tell anybody. Like, yeah, that's fucking ridiculous. So my mother had just
bought a, huh? It doesn't make sense. Like you're going to try and track her down at the very least.
Of course. Of course. And what I,
I, what I do is I grab, my mother just bought a cordless phone.
I grab this cordless phone.
I go upstairs and I had saved all my mother's phone, friends' phone numbers, and I had hidden
them in a Garfield that I had in my room.
I grabbed that list.
I go into the bathroom.
I lock the door.
I start calling everyone.
I tell them what happened.
I tell them, I can't call the police.
I told my father I wouldn't call the police.
Call the police.
Right.
So black and white shows up at the house a few hours later.
And two, you know, uniform officers come in.
my grandmother is just livid with me, screaming at me, saying,
your father does that not to call the police?
Why did you call the police?
I was like, I didn't call the police because I didn't call the police.
And they're coming around, but my grandmother is literally helicoptering.
She is hovering over everything.
She's telling them to get out, get out of the house.
You don't have a right to talk to this kid, blah, blah.
And I'm trying to like explain to them.
Like my mother would never leave me.
Like something has happened to her.
This is the bedroom.
They're just kind of looking around or whatever.
Turns into a missing person's report.
So I follow up the next day with my mother's friends, and they say, this is a missing person's case.
You know, we filed a report.
I'm like, well, this is not, like she is missing.
Yes, but something has happened to her.
She's dead or she's, you know, locked in a room somewhere.
And, you know, and they all knew that my mother would never leave me because my mother did have friends in town, you know, other doctors, wives and stuff.
I had friends growing up, but she didn't have a family here, you know, and the family was all back east.
And they were also very estranged, especially after my grandparents' past.
away, which I'll come to find out later. Why? But my, um, so the next day, so we have this,
like, it's New Year's Day by this time and my father's girlfriend shows up and we have this whole
like, you know, pot, or pork roast dinner. It was just terrible. But earlier in the day, what happened
is the detective showed up. And his name was Dave Messmore. Knocks on the door. My grandmother again is
like, you can't come in. You can't do this. And he's like, well, I just want to, you know,
have a word. Is the doctor here? No, he's not here. He'll come back later. He's like,
if I just have a look around, he charms his way. And I'm like, come on in, come on him.
It's my grandmother, again, loses it. And she goes to call my father on the phone. I grab him,
I pull him aside and I say, give me your card. Like my mother would never leave me. Something's
happened to her. Give me your card. I'll contact you. I'm going back to school. It gives me his
business card. The next day I go to school, the first thing I do is I walk into the principal's office,
give her the car to say you need to call the Mansfield Police Department.
You need to call this guy.
You need to get him here.
Dave Messmore comes down to my school, and over a period of like two or three hours,
I lay out the entire history of my mother and father and everything that happened from
our whole, the whole situation and the girlfriend and all the details, meeting her,
my father's abuse towards me, my mother, what really happened on New Year's Day, on New Year's Eve?
and what I heard and everything.
And I tell him, I said, I'm going to go home because my father won't be home.
My grandmother will be dealing with my sister if he was adopted from Taiwan.
I said, I'm going to go upstairs and pull the bookshelves out of the wall and look into our crawl space to see if I can find my mother's body.
Or I'm going to start, I'm going to start looking for clues.
I'm going to see if I can find her one purse that she would never leave.
house with. I'm going to see if I can find this. And I just started laying out what I sort of
plan was. I think he was looking at me like I was fucking crazy. Like this is at the time I'm almost
12 years old, but I'm still 11. He's like this kid. But I was a very articulate child and
growing up with parents that really valued education. Like I wasn't watching television and stupid
shit. I was reading books and read my father's medical books for fun. And and you know, our
idea of going on a family vacation was go see all these museums and everything. So education
at a really high priority in my household.
So I was a well-spoken little kid,
and I began to gather evidence against my father.
And over the course of the next 25 days,
and today is a very key anniversary date,
January 25th for me,
but over the next 25 days,
I start gathering evidence,
and myself and Dave Messmore begin to put together
and ultimately it leads to my father's arrest,
which is on January 25th, 1990.
But I start gathering evidence,
and some of the things that are happening
is my father's coming home
and he has all these marks and cuts on his hand.
So I report that.
He is really sore,
and he has me rubbed Ben Gay on his shoulders
because he was so sore,
and he said,
from moving boxes in his new practice in Erie, Pennsylvania.
And I'm just telling the detective,
everything as all this is transpiring over the next to several weeks but it wasn't until mid-January
1990 my father takes me to his office to go pick up some paperwork and I'm watching my father like a hawk
you know so I don't let him out of my sight right and every night like during this time
his divorce attorney is over at the house Dave messmore keeps coming to the house with other and other
officers do to want to talk to my father he wants to question my father but he refuses to talk to him
And I see Dave at the doorway and I, mind you, I'm talking to Dave behind my father's back at school, reporting on everything that's going on inside the house.
And it's like we have this like thing and he's pretending not to know me and I'm pretending not to know it.
It was really weird.
It was crazy.
But what happens is I go with my father to get these, this paperwork in his office.
And on the drive back, we stop at a gas station.
walks in the gas station
to purchase some stuff
and pay for gas
and I'm watching him
through the windshield
and I start rummaging through his car
I open up the center console
of his truck
and I find two photographs
right next to each other
one is of a house
that I've never seen before
and the other one is of his girlfriend
Sherry Campbell
with her two children
sitting in front of a fireplace
that's wrapped in plastic
so it looks like a new fireplace
and I just kind of put two and two together
like this is a new house, she's involved.
This is something significant.
I say I go to school and I tell Dave Messmore about this.
Towards the end of January, so around January 21st, 1990,
because I don't hear from Dave after telling him about this house for a couple of days.
I noticed my father's behavior is becoming,
he's becoming more and more stressed at home.
But oddly, my father is not.
angry. My father has turned actually into this sort of very passive person in a lot of ways
where I was watching. I was playing a video games. I got Nintendo for Christmas that year was a
fighting game and he saw me playing and he goes, I didn't know this was a violent game. I wouldn't
have bought it for you. And I'm thinking myself, who is this guy? Like you're Mr. Violence. You're
Mr. I cover my eyes when you're watching Commando and you're angry with me and I'm playing a
beat him up double dragon game and this is what you're upset about. I was like, this is so bizarre.
But my father comes to me is around January 21st, 1990, and he says, you know, Collier, I know it's been
really hard on you, you know, with your mother leaving us. It was always, it was always with him
over the course of this sort of investigation. It was everything that he would tell me was,
your mother left us, your mother left us, you know, hopefully she'll come back. We would
pray at meals at night for her safety. I mean, it was wacky shit. And I said,
I was like okay and he said well I have a I want to take you on a like let's just do a father
and son bonding trip and I have a medical conference in Florida and I'll take you and we'll
have it just a father and son bonding trip and they'll be really great and I'm thinking
to myself okay man every year we would go to Tampa Clearwater Beach and we would go for medical
conferences but they were always in the spring they weren't in the middle of
of January, end of January. They weren't right after Christmas because obviously these things are
structured to like families can go on spring break and the kids can go bush gardens and whatever and
it's a fun trip, right? It's Clearwater. And I knew something was up and I, the next day I tell
Dave Messmore, I call him up and I said, this is what's happening. And he realizes like,
because I tell him, I was like, I'm going to drown the Gulf Mexico. I'm not coming back from
Florida. And he knew that. And as potentially the only key witness in a murder,
case, he was very concerned.
So the morning of January 24th, I get yanked out of my house.
Can I wake up?
What's that?
Oh, yeah, of course.
Please, please interrupt me.
Is this a year later?
No, this is, no, this is, this is a few weeks later.
A few weeks later.
So it's, okay.
No, so this has been, so my mother goes missing on December 31st, 1989.
This is now like January 24th, 1990.
Okay.
I thought maybe because, you know, a lot of times,
sure, homicide detectives or cases.
you know, they take forever.
Of course.
And which is very interesting because now that seems to be the process.
But this was not the case with my father.
So what had happened is, and like I was saying,
my father's behavior was becoming,
he was more and more passive.
He wasn't getting aggressive,
but he was very nervous.
So I began to think, okay,
you know I tell Dave Messmore
I've been telling Dave Messmore all this stuff
and then so they yank me out of the house
children services comes in
I say we're from you know child services
you need you have 20 minutes to pack a bag
and get your stuff and so I start packing my clothes
and I say okay what about my dog and they said we'll come back for your dog
I never saw my dog again I pack a bag for my sister
as I coming down the stairs is when I discover
the entire house
and my grandma screaming at these people
the entire house is filled
they're coming in
with men and women in white coats
and they've got all kinds of contraptions with them
like they're executing a search warrant
in my house for my mother's body
and it was complete mayhem
I get taken to a friend's house
for the family's house
and I'm not going to school that day
I go and I
I'm approached by a social worker comes
And I don't know what a social worker is, you know, a caseworker, but I know it's not a good thing.
And she basically explains me, I'm going to be staying here for a while.
I won't be going back to my home for a while.
And they're kind of looking for my father.
And I'm like, okay.
So that night, which is January 24th, 1990, I have what is literally the worst asthma attack in my life.
And I, I'm pretty convinced that I'm going to.
die. And I'm in a home. I don't have my medication. I don't have the stuff that I need to
breathe, really. I don't know how I made it through the night, but I did. Next morning,
they take me to the hospital because I somehow stabilize. They take me at the hospital
and I go to see a family friend who's a doctor. And as I'm walking into the hospital,
they, the lobby is filled with people and there's an honor box. You know, honor boxes
where they have the newspapers. And I just, as we're walking towards it, I get kind of veered away
from it and go into the room and the doctor's there, it gives me an injection for steroids.
I get a breathing treatment and I'm like, okay, I can finally breathe.
And this is January 25th, 1990.
And this is when, this is when they tell me, they say,
Collier, Lieutenant Messmore found your mother.
And then there's like this eternal pause.
And she was dead.
And the first thing out of my mouth was that bastard.
And then that's when the circus starts.
So I have a question.
I mean, did you, are you still, you're still, you're 11.
I'm 11, almost 12.
So did you think, were you still holding out hope that maybe she was alive?
you just kind of knew.
I knew.
But in that moment, man,
like you,
you have that,
like,
you have this little,
like,
glint of hope in you.
That maybe what you really know to be true
is really not true.
Like they're going to say,
Lieutenant Smer found your mom.
She was,
you know,
she was vacationing in the Bahamas.
She was an Aruba.
She was shopping in Toronto
and she,
this and that.
She was,
you know,
you kind of hope,
that it doesn't have the ending
because nobody wants to think
that their mother has been murdered
and their mother has been murdered by their father.
Right.
So my father,
they leave me out of this room
and of course I see the honor box
which is Boyle arrested for wife's murder.
Wife found,
you know,
on the headlines.
And this was January 25th,
1990s,
so 33 years ago.
And I,
uh,
I'm just like, and I already knew that my life was altered.
I was like, this is like I've officially crossed the Rubicon now.
Like my whole life is over as I know it, like completely over.
And I just, it's really hard to explain, it's really hard to articulate the emotions that come through that.
And I think, you know, and I think for you, maybe you can relate.
on a totally different level, but I think, you know, you, you were convicted for,
you went to prison for 12 years, right?
Yeah, almost 13 years, yeah.
Yeah, and you, obviously, you committed a crime.
You knew you were guilty.
You talked, we talked about that, but, you know, there is a finality when somebody,
like when the judge, you know, hands, when the judge says your sentence, right?
You're, you're sentenced to however many, you did 12, 13, but maybe it was like 20 years
and you were out for good behavior or whatever it was, right?
Right.
But when you hear those things, like,
you officially know like okay it's no joke this is like reality is set in like there's no coming
back right i mean i'm sure you've had that you had that experience right despite your guilt like
it still hits you like oh this is real like it puts a button on it right right so i feel like
i mean i didn't know exactly what was going to unfold but it was a circus so i go into the
the foster care system temporarily. I'm staying with friends, actually. I'm not even in the foster care
system yet. I'm temporarily saying with friends. My mother's mother's mother's, I'm sorry, my mother's
sister, my aunt Carol comes in town. They have a memorial service with my mother's friends.
And I testify at the grand jury hearing to indict my father, tell them everything I know,
and I help them secure his indictment for my mother's murder.
did you know i'm sorry did you know any of the details at that point like did you i just knew
so i knew a few things because they started asking me questions about have you ever seen a blue
tarp right on around and i said yeah it was on our porch anything else oh there was you know
there was this green indoor outdoor like astroturf carpeting that my dad had rolled up on the
porch for months in 1989, you know, they started asking me, have you ever seen this?
I was like, yeah, I saw this. Yeah, I saw indoor outdoor covering. Now, I didn't know the details
of what they had found, you know, but what had happened was, is while I'm having the worst asthma
attack my life the night before, on January 24th, they are excavating my mother's body
from underneath the basement floor of this house that I had found the photographs of that my father
had purchased with his mistress, Sherry Campbell, and they dug up her body underneath the basement
floor, and it was covered with green AstroTurf. There was new bookshelves, and they almost didn't
discover it. They just happened to see a splatter of concrete on the wall that wasn't cleaned up,
and then they knew that the floor had been excavated, and they ripped everything up, and then
that's how they dug her body up. And it was wrapped in a blue tarp, which I saw for months just
sitting on our porch.
So the charge was premeditated murder because my father had planned all of this for months.
Right.
He bought all this equipment, set it out.
So this wasn't like a tarp that you had for 10 years for painting one time.
He went out and started collecting, bought the house.
Yes.
Had a whole.
All of it.
All of it.
And so I testified at the grand jury.
and a couple of things happen.
States like, okay, we're going to go with somebody, right?
My father's side of the family wants nothing to do with me
because they feel very strongly.
I'm the reason why my father's arrested.
And they're under this, you know, spell of my father
who is a psychopath and a master manipulator and narcissist
that he's innocent.
And now I have somehow involved police and dishonor the family
and I'm the bad guy at 11 years old.
My mother's side of the family.
even though the body ends up in his mistress's basement.
No, no, it's not his mistress.
It's his house that he bought with her.
And she forged.
She wrote her name is, so her name is Sherry Campbell.
She's not married to my father.
My father's name is Dr. John Boyle.
He's still married to my mother.
She writes on the documents to purchase the house, Sherry Boyle.
And then she puts an N period.
My mother's name was Noreen Schmid Boyle.
So the initials line up N as B.
Right?
So if any of they ever checks, it looks like that, right?
Because nobody knew what my mother's mill name was, really.
So it's this whole thing.
So everything was very calculated.
And he even asked, and it comes out in trial later,
he even asked the real estate agent about lowering the basement floor in this house,
which was brand new, by the way, about lowering the basement floor.
But it was at the lake level.
So you can't really get underneath the floor too much because of the water level.
It'll fill with water, right?
Right.
So it ends up being this whole.
whole, it's a fiasco.
So my father's side of the family wants nothing to do with me because I feel that I'm
the whole reason that this is all transpired and my father's innocent.
My mother's side of the family, my godmother, says to me verbatim, this is my mother's sister.
We cannot take you in because you look like your father.
Okay.
So I was.
There's a whole bunch of really, really logical people involved in family.
Very, very logical and rational people involved in this entire situation.
And it's very, it's, it's a very peculiar situation to be in when you are the youngest
person in this scenario, yet you are the adult.
Right.
And I'm just dumbfounded.
I'm completely devastated that my family has nothing to do with me.
And I go into the foster care system, which I don't know if anyone understands,
foster care system in the United States or how it works, but it's fucking horrible.
Despite the circumstances in there, it's just not, it's not great.
And I basically have to, while in foster care, come to terms with the fact that my father has
murdered my mother, he's about to go to trial.
I'm the key witness in this trial
and even though prosecutors said to me
well you know we don't need you to testify
if you don't want to you don't have to testify
I was like over my dead body
because you know
when it goes to trial I'm 12 years old
so I turn 12 a month after all this
happens after they take the body up
and I'm in foster care and all this stuff right
and I really
in the nader of my life
have to somehow find the courage and the strength to go, okay, I'm going to do what's right.
I've been doing what's right for the last several months for my mother, for my family,
and I'm going to tell the world what I know and face this monster in court.
And a lot of people were under the impression that I was, it was like videotape testimony like you phone in.
No, I was in the courtroom.
And the videotape is because they were filming me in court for the news because the trial was
televised live throughout the courtroom.
And they actually had it was such a circus that the courtrooms filled up every day.
It was like the hottest ticket in town.
And so they had to put television monitors out in the hallways of the courthouse so people
could line up to watch the trial.
And of this doctor, you know, who murdered his wife.
And my father had a high power legal team and all these things.
you know for that time right there's no johnny cochran but like for mansfield he had a high
power legal team and i just thought to myself like the thing is is that
you have two choices you can tell you can do the difficult thing which is tell the truth face
this monster and and honor your mother and do what you know is right
or you can do nothing.
And I realize, and I don't know how I realize this,
but this is all a testament to my mother
and how she, her upbringing and what she instilled in me.
But I realized that if I didn't do any of this,
there's going to be two things that we're going to happen.
One, decades later, when I'm looking at myself in the mirror,
I wouldn't be able to live with myself.
Second thing is, if my father, you know,
if my father somehow gets acquitted and I don't do anything,
I'm not going to be able to live with myself.
Also, the scary reality is when you're testifying against your father and you have somebody
who has this type of behavior, if he gets acquitted, he's going to, my life is over.
My life is already over, but now my life is over again.
And I'm going to be reliving this nightmare every single day of my life.
Hey, remember when you try to put me in prison for murdering your mom?
Oh, by the way, I did it because there's no double jeopardy.
You know, it could be something as simple as that.
so I just I mean it's a really hard thing to face but I did it and I said I'm going to do what's right
and I'm going to go in there and I testify for two days at trial against my father
and he is still incarcerated to this day right um but you you you
still have how much time did he get so he got 20 years for aggravated murder which is premeditated
murder in ohio at that time um and then a year and a half for abuse of a corpse but he's on old law
so every time that he wants to be released he has to go before the parole board and plea his case and
then they can give him more time it's not like a 20 years and you're out type thing what do you mean
give him more time you mean he goes to the parole board they they don't let him out on parole
exactly and they keep them inside again nowadays the system has changed from my understanding
is where you if you're charged with a crime they just give you a flat rate so it's a you know
it's a one size fits all okay you committed this crime then this is what you're going to and
on 20 years and one day you're out you know and you're on probation right that doesn't that
wasn't occurring when he was when he was sentenced so he's still incarcerated 79 years old
when he goes in front of the parole board,
what is, does he still say, oh, I'm innocent, shouldn't be here?
Or does he say, I fucked up?
I, you know, does he, what does he do?
Well, well, so I had a relationship my father for decades.
Because, you know, I guess we can get into this.
But from what I understand is, you know, he still is in denial of it.
or he's responsible for her death.
But finally, in my film, when I finally confront him,
because I basically, I grew up in this town and I was known for this.
And I did not want that.
I didn't want anyone to know me for anything but who Collier is.
And so I basically went off to music school for a few years,
dropped out and moved to Los Angeles because I wanted to be,
I wanted to tell this story.
And I was either like, okay, I'll become a rock star, become famous, and tell my story and change the world and help people.
Or I'll become a filmmaker.
I'll tell my story, change the world, help people.
That's what I ended up doing.
I ended up becoming a filmmaker.
And this whole process for me was trying to understand why my father murdered my mother.
So in my film of Murder in Mansfield, I confront my father for the first time.
And I've had, you know, I had had a relationship with my father.
I come to visit him in prison all the time.
And over the phone, phone calls, and, and I have 400-some letters.
And I read them on my podcast, moving past murder to expose, like, narcissism and gaslighting and things like that, right?
But this was the first time I've ever put it to him, like, you murdered my mother.
And I want to know why.
And he has this whole story of just that she came down the stairs and she confronted him, much like he told me,
in that morning.
But he left out,
but he now added the details
of he pushed her,
she hit her head
on a piece of furniture.
And when he came back to her body,
she wasn't breathing
and he tried to give her CPR.
Now,
imagine he didn't call 9111 or anything like this.
Right.
But in the film,
as I discovered,
and through my process of healing,
I end up reading the case file.
I found out,
I find out that the back of her skull
was smashed.
in most likely with a hammer so and my mother's principal cause of death was suffocation because
when they found my mother's body she had a plastic bag tied around tied over her head so my father
had had hit her in the back of the skull and tied a plastic like noosed her up with a plastic bag
and she suffocated to death and my but my father denies this and I and I
And I even ask him, I say, well, how does she get the plastic bag of her head?
He was going, oh, I put the plastic bag over her head.
And I'm like, oh, okay.
He's like, I'll put the plastic bag over her head because I didn't want her to look at me.
Like, oh, yeah, you didn't while you were murdering her?
Of course you didn't.
So there was all these really just strange things that he has in his defense.
So I guess the first time he was up for parole was in 2010.
And I had actually gone to the parole.
and vouched for his release for two reasons. One is I wanted to curry favor with him because I wanted
to tell this story. I'd always wanted to tell his story. And I knew that he wasn't getting out
because there was a laundry list of people that were going against him. And I had no means for him
to come live with me in California. I could barely take care of myself. You know, he couldn't move in
with me now. I don't have the ability to take care of someone else. And I just knew it was impossible.
but I knew that it would curry favor with him
because I wanted his participation
to be able to tell this story.
And so I would visit him in prison
and I would phone calls with him and stuff
and I had a very surface relationship
with my father for 25, 26 years.
I'm never really getting into the nitty gritty.
When he did,
when he was first off for parole,
he did come to me,
he did tell me that he was, quote,
responsible for her death
because his behavior led to my mother,
murder. Because my father's always maintained as the one, you know, the one-armed man or somebody
else did there. He's got all these theories. Like when he was in prison for years later, he was
getting everyone riled up with theories that she was in a Chinese baby smuggling ring and gold
smuggling ring and headophile ring and selling sex slaves and just like crazy, crazy
shit, you know, QAnon type stuff, you know, just so out there. And just obviously grabbing for
straws. So I don't know in the parole files what he actually has really said, but his story has
always been maintained of that he's, quote, responsible for her death, that he pushed her,
that it was an accident, and that's been the whole thing. Now, he didn't give that story a trial.
He said she left. She got into a car and left. They got into the fight. She threw the purse out
and the credit cards. No jacket gets down the driveway and leaves, which was, of course, is a lie,
right so and there was really no circumstantial evidence as far as like fingerprints and blood in his car
as far as i know i did recently realize um find out that that he had rented a cold storage
for her body and because he had given his ID so he could store the body while he dug her grave in
the house well what about i'm sorry um what about the uh the girlfriend that signed for the house i
I mean, she signed, she's, I mean, I know that's, you know, like identity, kind of a, you know, she,
she had to know something was odd that she's signing for her. And, you know, like she was never
questioned. What was her? Well, no, she was definitely a question. And she took the fifth of the trial.
And my father was going into business with her uncle, who was a chiropractor. You know,
they were going to do disability medicine, which is like work, workman's comp and things like that. That's
what they were going to do together.
And he was like a sketchy character from what I understood.
But here's the thing is that she told me that she wrote Sherry Boyle because she thought
they were going to get married.
And he'd always told her that she was separated.
He was separated from my mother and they were divorced and all this stuff.
But when you're, you know, she was 27, 28 years old and all this happened.
You know, when you're in a relationship with a narcissist and a manipulator, like, you know,
it's very easy to run mental gymnastics around someone, especially someone like her.
And she, she just believed it, hook, line, and sinker.
And she said that he came in before the real estate agent came back in and he told her to put that end period initial in front.
And she didn't really understand why, but she just did it.
And so she was always under this impression that my father, I mean, for a long time, I had to sort of reconcile with the fact like, did she know about my mother's murder?
Because I blamed her in a lot of ways because I was like, not that she caused my mother's murder and that she was a participant in it, but that she was, that she was guilty.
by association because my father was having this relationship with her and that's why she was
that's why my mother was murdered in the first place which isn't really true um my father is a
psychopath and she was also pregnant so i have a half sister that was born 12 days before my father
was arrested and it's you know she was in a position and she thought like she had the whole world
on her at her doorstep she's going to marry this doctor
she's going to live this amazing life she's going to start a new life she had already been
through a series of marriages or in relationships that didn't work she had two kids from those
relationships or marriages and she's going to marry a doctor it's like the fairy tale for somebody
you know who's you know from the Midwest I was like oh my god I'm going to have this amazing life
right and he had the jackpot the sad thing is that my father was also hitting the jackpot he had a
girlfriend that was 20 years younger than him he's having a new baby he's got all this money he's
getting ready to make somebody told me that my father was going to make a
$160,000 a year working 10 hours a week at this sort of consultation practice that he was doing
in Erie, Pennsylvania. I mean, he had it made. And there was no reason to murder my mother. And if
anyone, it would have been flipped because my mother probably was the one who should kill him because
he was winning the divorce because he had all the money. He restricted her accounts and was controlling
everything. But my father had supposedly told my mother, and this, I believe, came out in court
that he told my mother
you're coming to Erie with me
one way or another
and my father wanted to have his cake and eat it too
like any good narcissist psychopath sociopath
does
and one of the things
that
I don't know I lost my train of thought
but yeah
he was able to pull the wool over Sherry Campbell's eyes
again it took me a long time
to sort of reconcile this and go, okay, she's not, because she's not guilty. She's guilty by
association. Right. Do I think that they helped plan my mother's murder? No. I think that my father
is just so good at manipulating people and gaslight people that, I mean, he's a psychopath.
And all of this was just literally premeditated and carefully thought out. And that's the difference
between like narcissism and psychopathy or sociopathy. Psychopathy is it has a plan and you're very
calm and it's very executed. It's very methodical. Jeffrey Dahmer is a psychopath, people like
that, right? And my father's the same way. I always say sociopaths. So sociopaths get into a
get into a fight and they immediately get into a argument. They immediately get into a fight.
A psychopath just kind of says, okay, goes to a, he gets in his car.
drives to a gas station, fills up a thing of gas, goes to your house, and burns it down
with you and your family in it.
Correct.
Correct.
Both not good.
Both not good.
One has a plan, though.
But one has a plan that's very methodical and very well executed.
And that was my father.
Now, the fault for all these personality disorders is there also is a massive degree of
hubris that is involved with these.
types of personalities like dumb cops will never figure this out i can do wherever the fuck i want
you know what i mean and that's what my father's attitude was and ultimately he got caught
by an 11 year old kid right because he was sloppy and because i was determined because i knew
what he did and it uh yeah it's um it's fucking wild man when i talk about it and like i said today it's like
been 33 years since I found out that she was murdered and he was arrested. And it was
the trial of the century in my hometown. I mean, in Richland County, Ohio, it was just, I can't
imagine, you know, I think at the top of the conversation, you know, I were bantering and we were
talking about, you know, crime. And you mentioned something like, oh, it takes years, sometimes
these things. I think now if this crime had been committed, you know, there'd be every YouTuber
and every TikTok are talking about it, much like they're talking about the Idaho four.
and this in a Walsh case and whatever the case is of the moment right and all these people speculating on forums and things I think that that would have been that would have been what's happening right now you know and all this content be floating out there and it'd probably be years before my father would be brought to trial right and now as you know the system is all about plea bargains and things of that nature that's how they get people right so who knows and he would have probably had higher power lawyers that would have done it pro bono just for the clout of the case and this that and the other so there's you know when I think about
the timing of everything. It was a very swift justice that was dealt. My father was arrested
January 25th. My father was convicted on June 25th. So, you know, well, I've quite, so do you still
speak with him? I haven't spoken to him since around 2020, around the pandemic, because his prison
was the one that was taken over by the National Guard in Ohio when the guards all got COVID.
so it like made international news and so I had communicated with him to make sure he was okay
also because my father and I shared the same blood type and I wanted to see that was when
COVID was out and everybody's talking about blood types and things like that I thought okay
I'm asthmatic is he is he sick right and he was quarantined he had COVID but he had no symptoms
I was like okay okay okay but no he's still incarcerated and fairly healthy for a 79 year old
guy who's been eating shitty prison food for 33 years
do you plan on um you plan on yeah and i've been slowly like contemplating you know reaching out
to him uh again i mean i have letters from him recent letters i had a stalker uh that just
well i guess it would be almost a couple years ago now january 2021 she was starting a pen pal
relationship with him then she would send me her correspondence with him
because i would ignore her right so that was fun um
And there are odd people out there for sure.
But it has been, you know, I have spent my life trying to cope with all of this in a way that is healthy and a way that is positive and in a way that is, you know, can affect change in the world.
You know, and I started a podcast last year and, you know, it's called Moving Past Murder.
and I share my personal story
and I talk about how these things relate to me.
It's part true crime, part mental health.
And I share my father's letters from prison.
I talk to people.
I play like I have all these taped interviews
and my father did from prison
like five years after he was convicted
of like him spouting these conspiracy theories
and I have new ones that have just come to surface.
I find letters.
I find people that reach out to me.
And you know, being abandoned by my whole family
and having to grow up in foster care.
And I was finally adopted after about a year.
I was adopted by a really great family in the area.
And they were strangers, pretty much.
But they had a very large family of like brothers and sisters.
So I had a lot of cousins.
And that was a unique experience.
And it was really challenging growing up with them in a lot of ways because they took on a kid.
I don't think they quite realized what they were getting into, but they just wanted to help.
And, you know, we couldn't go anywhere without people knowing who I was.
So they had this relative anonymity.
And all of a sudden they adopt this kid.
it's a whole other thing and they you know so that was a rough go for them growing up but
we have a wonderful relationship now and we have for decades you know right and they've been
very supportive and very understanding and even you know I remember my adoptive father
would I would get these letters from prison from my father and my and he would break them down
and my father would be like manipulating me he would say things like oh
I really wish that I could have a filet of fish sandwich right now.
I would give anything to have McDonald's.
And he was like gaslighting me and trying to, or not gaslighting me, but trying to manipulate
me to feel sorry for him because he's incarcerated.
Because my father was always constantly working on and probably still to this day would
be working on trying to have me rescind my testimony.
He tried for years.
And I even went as far as my father had hired a lawyer while he was incarcerated for an
appeal and had alleged all this new evidence that the body that was in the grave that they
pulled out from the grave was not my mother's so i gave permission to have that body exhumed
and when i was like 16 years old 17 years old and gave DNA testing to to further prove that
it was her just to give my father a benefit of the doubt just for my own piece of mind i wanted to
know like is this is this real and obviously it was her yeah um and
then as far as it's coming to Los Angeles, becoming a filmmaker, because I was obsessed with
telling the story and finding out at the core of it was to find out why my father murdered my
mother and going as so far as enlisting a two-time Oscar winner to direct this project
and then getting into the prison.
And that was years of my life I spent going back to Ohio, seeing him in prison, getting
to know the prison staff.
They had a production facility in the prison where he's at now.
And I would go into that facility.
I would go into the actual prison and.
sit and teach them because they had a production facility, I would teach them how to use editing
software, and I would help them order cameras and show them how to shoot and show them how
do graphic design and teach inmates this. And then I would sit with my father, like not in the
visitation room and just chat with him and then be teaching these people. And it was just
to build this whole bond so I could get in there and be able to tell this story. It was really
extraordinary to be able to do that and very cathartic. And even though, you know,
confronting my father and asking him, why did you murder my mother? I ended up realizing that
it was such a great discovery because even though people were like, well, you didn't get your
answer. You didn't get your why. I'm like, yeah, but I did get the answer. By telling me nothing,
you tell me everything because he's a psychopath. And I think that if my father had told me
why, if he had said, I murdered your mother because of X, Y, and Z, that would never be good
enough because i'd have even more questions this way i'm able to put it to bed in my mind and go
no you're just just you realize when you're talking to somebody like that and you're and
this is who they are that you realize that some people are just born evil and my father's one of those
people yeah i was going to say if he owned up to it completely you know then there would actually
be some atonement or or you know redemption they
for him and that's not who he is because the person that does this doesn't ever want that does
you know what I'm saying he's still trying even to his dying breath you know maybe when he
realize maybe when he realizes yeah I'm not getting out of this maybe he does it but I doubt it
but you know to that probably go to his grave saying you know the one armed man well it was it was
always like what he did say is and then and then there's a story of the knife and that comes
out halfway in me confronting him. She came at me with the knife. I didn't know what to do. I'm like with
the knife. I want the knife. What are we talking about? You're the golden child? I'm just like, oh,
okay. So where did this come from? So there's all these stories. There's never going to be,
you know, for him, there's never going to be, I murdered her because she was in the way of me starting
a new life that I wanted. Or she, the money I was going to be making. But she wasn't even
winning the divorce, that's the thing is she wasn't going to take all this money. And even the
police were like, she had more motive to kill him than he did her. He was going to get out of it
and have money and a new family and a new life. My mother was the one who was going to suffer. I was
going to be the one that was going to suffer. So she, you know, him committing this crime was
not, um, it's not logical, but this is we're not dealing with a logical person. And the fact that
he just still has to have all these reasons and excuses just shows the psychopathy and everything
behind me because at the core of this, he's a narcissist. He's a psychopath and he's someone who
it's their fault. It's what she did to me. She was going to divorce me. Yeah, dude. You impregnated
another woman and you're going to go start and like, why would she be married to you? And we see
this happen all the time, right? This is not something that's
knew that these people
behave like this. And they say
well, you know, and his comment, if you're going to come
to Erie with me one way or another.
She did.
And my father ultimately wanted
to be able to go down to that basement and look
down and say, I fucking told you so,
bitch or whatever he was
saying. You know,
he wanted to know that she was right there beneath
his feet. And that's a
psychopath. Right.
So do you have a relationship
with your step-sister?
So my half-sister
was, well, but there's two, but it's totally fine.
My half-sister and I had a relationship
up until when I made the documentary,
she was going to participate,
and then she decided not to,
and I had offered both her and her mother
a chance to be a part of it,
and she was actually going to be a part of it,
and I think her mother convinced her,
I don't think she did, to not do it.
But I wanted Sherry to be able to tell her side of the story.
So people didn't look at her and go, oh, well, you're at fault.
And of course, giving people these opportunities, they don't take them.
And then when something comes out, then they are looked at or they're excoriated for their behavior.
And then they're like, well, I didn't do this.
And it's like, well, yeah, this is my adopt, parent sold her.
This is why Collier was trying to get you to participate.
So you can tell your side of the story.
So I chose not to do it.
That everybody's upset that people have an opinion about her.
Well, guess what?
You didn't tell your side of the story.
And I gave you plenty of opportunity to do that.
Exactly. Listen, I had the same thing happen all the time. I contact people and they, and then, you know, no, I don't want anything to do with it. Okay. Well, then I'm, and I always explained to it, then you realize that somebody else, most likely law enforcement will tell your side of the story. Well, they'll tell your story. And they're probably not going to do it the same justice or tell it from your, you know, your perspective. Yeah. And then it comes out and they go, you made me sound this way or you this.
this or that wasn't true and that well you had a great opportunity to clear all of that up you know
so it's so funny too because sometimes it's like like sometimes it's even minor what like when i would
read articles about myself i would get all been out of shape and upset over minor details and of course
i was before i started writing and now once i started writing i was like eh that's not a big deal
that's not a big that's pretty accurate i probably wouldn't have said it that way but yeah you know
and everybody so i look back now and i think it's about 95% accurate and the few things they
got wrong were stupid my outy wasn't wasn't white it was silver you know you know what i mean
it's just stupid like like you don't know anything that my outy was silver like it's really not
crucial?
What's funny is so when you make a film about your life, right?
And I wasn't really supposed to be in it.
I was going to be part of it and I was going to be shooting it.
And then we kind of called an audible at the last minute.
And so I'm like, I mean, I look terrible.
Like I'm wearing like set clothes type thing.
Like a fat grip.
You know what I mean?
But I was, people were like, oh, what was the editing process?
Like, look, I work as a film editor and I edit content and I, you know, I make movies and
shit like that.
But I was like, I didn't want to be.
any part of that process because of course everything would come in vanity so like what you were saying like with the color of the audience and there's all vanity things like i was like i look fat here i sound stupid here like don't don't put this in but it's like that doesn't serve the narrative of the story like and nobody gives a fuck what color your outy is no one gives a shit about the sweatshirt that i was wearing what they what they give a shit about is the content and what we're talking about which is amazing in a lot of ways but yeah it you know and sometimes these things can become a solipsistic endeavor and i'm very grateful that that's not what this turned into because it's a very
powerful
documentary and it's not even true crime
I'm so new to this world of true crime
you know discovering all these people
and seeing this whole sort of underbelly that exists
I mean I was like I said I was just working
with the company and advice doing this
well where where is the documentary
so you can so my documentary is actually on my Patreon
but I made it with an investigation discovery
you can find it on Amazon you can find it on Hulu
but an investigation discovery has it
or Discovery Plus now.
But it's also my Patreon.
If people go to my Patreon,
you can just subscribe and it's on there.
And you can get a whole bunch of other content.
I've got like,
you know,
I've got letters from my father in prison.
I do episodes of a podcast ad free.
And there's a player there.
You can download all the episodes.
I think I'm on episode of 74.
And there's a whole,
yeah,
there's a,
there's a bunch of content on there that it sort of,
you know,
shows my life and a lot more of the stuff that I'm doing.
and, but yeah, that's where they can find the documentary.
So you just said you have the episodes on the, on Patreon, but do you have your episodes
on your YouTube?
Yeah, so I have episodes on my YouTube and I do ad-free ones all on Patreon.
But yeah, so my YouTube, everyone can find me at my website, which is call your landry.com.
Find me on TikTok, Instagram, wherever at Call Your Landry.
And you can join my Patreon through there.
but everything is on my website, the podcast,
because my podcast is called Moving Past Murder,
which was something that I started
as a continuation of what the documentary was,
which was, you know,
I made the documentary.
I made that because I was very,
very passionate about growing up
that when we looked at cases,
because I had, for my own personal experience,
you know, the bad guy goes to jail,
the victim is dead,
the state gets us restitution, the gavel hits, and we say next, like, what's next, right?
Like, the next case, next case.
We never examine the consequences of violence, the consequences of communities on ancillary victims,
friends of the victim, family members of the perpetrator and what it's like.
And also to expose, like, this is what it's like to not only have your mother murdered,
but having it done by your father.
So you're both the son of the victim and the perpetrator.
There's not a lot of people that are in this world that can experience that and talk about it.
so I made the film to to show that and to show what healing is like but also I do that further in the podcast moving past murder to show my process of going through all this like I said it's part true crime part mental health you know and it's it's me exposing things that I go through and and I do it on TikTok too but the podcast is a way to really find me how
What on YouTube or just yeah it's on YouTube it's on Apple Spotify where I guess from yeah how often are you posting so I do every a new episode every week okay every every Friday new episode comes out of moving past murder yeah I have a new podcast I'm starting called Survivor Squad we're just getting ready to release which I host co-host with Tara Newell from Dirty John how um how how how is it getting guests like um
So I have a sort of mixture.
I reach out to people or people come to me.
They've seen the film.
They've heard they've watched the podcast.
They've seen the story.
And I have so many people,
one of the things that is really,
one of the things that is really powerful about,
um,
making something and being so vulnerable is that that vulnerability and
authenticity really resonates with people.
And so I get messages out the woodwork.
of people who have seen the film
who've listened to the podcast
that it has resonated with
that just said,
thank you so much
for telling your story
because it has helped me
so much in my own personal journey
of healing
because I never got justice
or I'm a victim of sexual assault.
Unfortunately, a lot of these people
are victims of child sexual abuse
that reach out to me
because they haven't healed
from that trauma.
You know, the adverse childhood effects,
the ACEs, as they call it.
And they say to me,
you know,
watching you do this first of all they're they're horrified by what happened to me and they're like
well i what i do what has happened to me is pales in comparison to you and i'm like well yeah but it's not
it's not it's not a it's not a try it's not a contest right it's it's like everyone's trauma
affects them only uniquely like no like yeah my shit is so horrific but like that's the exception
not the rule that doesn't discount the way that somebody has been through through their own
trauma. But I'm so glad that the message helps them and helps them heal and get on that journey
and feel reassured of that journey that they're on to heal themselves. Because that's a really
powerful thing. And I know my mother would love that I was doing that for people. So yeah,
it's been, it's been a really amazing journey. But as far as guests, you know, just people reach out
to me. They say, I'd love to be on the program. Or I reach out to, like you, I reach out to them.
I say, hey, I love to have you on the podcast, you know, and I think people have
interesting stories.
And I like to, you know, like I said, it's true crime mental health, but I'm trying to steer
away from necessarily true crime as this, you know, not the salaciousness of it all.
It's more of, I want to talk to people who've been through extraordinary circumstances
because we've all experienced trauma.
We all have.
If you were born before 2020, we have all experienced some sort of trauma with COVID, right?
That's a traumatic event that the world experienced.
unless you live in a cave in Afghanistan or something like that.
So there is a, there, we all have had to deal with certain tremendous circumstances in our life
or extraordinary circumstances in our life and how to come through and build resilience.
And, you know, I tell people all the time, I say, you know, it's not what you've been through
that defined you. And this is what I aim to show through all the work that I do is it's not what
you've been through that defines you.
It's what you take from that
and what you do next
that defines you.
And some people can go through,
you know, I had a psychologist tell me when she goes,
you know, you're the outlier.
If you were sitting under a bridge in East LA
with a needle in your arm saying,
fuck the world,
no one would blame you.
You have every right to do that.
But you don't live you that way.
And, you know, there are people
that can just literally take this up and they're angry they hate the world this injustice
happened to them they've been through all this trauma they bottle it up inside they say fuck the world
I'm just this is it's not fair I'm just getting they can be they they self harm they they
harm others they continue the cycle of abuse not only on themselves but others or you can take
that and you can say this I've been through this shit and I'm not going to let this affect
those around me negatively. I'm going to turn it into a positive. And look, I'm up here talking
about this. I'm far from a perfect person. Absolutely. But I am someone who I feel can look themselves
in the mirror every day and go, I've done the best I can, the best I could do the best I could
when I was younger to honor my mother and carry that through my life and try to be positive.
but I'm also a perpetual optimist
which I found out was a trait my mother had so
it's an apple doesn't fall far from the tree
yeah I was going to say it's definitely perspective
yeah life is not going to use it as a crutch to fail for the rest of your life
no yeah but listen so many people do yeah so many people do
what you're doing you're you're literally taking something that is
I mean granted it was something of your own creation but still you could
also come i mean how how many people come out of prison and reoffend you know recidivism is a real
thing you know and and you chose yeah exactly fraud is actually the highest recidivism right
higher really yeah murder is the lowest yeah yeah because if most of them get out and they
they never reoffend that you know it's usually it's very circumstantial and and you know of course
they're under the microscope the rest of their life and you know so
you know very few people do they actually get out and commit the murdered again i mean they're out
there but very seldom when does that happen yeah i'm talking about the people to get out yeah of course
yeah um and then there's you know then drugs then you know so it keeps going but yeah fraud's the
worst interesting you know because especially because the people that commit fraud have such
psychological problems like it it is all just it's narcissism and just straight arrogance and
it's so hard to know how to easily manipulate the system and then not do it because you're so
desperate to prove how smart you are you know which is also why most people get caught you know
it's it's hard to just shut your mouth like commit the crime shut your mouth it's not really
so much about the money as it is about letting everybody know how smart I am
so then you get caught well there you go stupid the same thing that gave you the gut
to pull it off is the same thing that is your detriment yeah you know which was definitely you know
my you know definitely my undoing was that I just allowed you know just shot my mouth off allowed too
many people to know what was going on and included too many people and was not you know nearly as
careful and you know it just kept just caught up with me and caught out with me and caught out with me
you know and then of course every time I got lucky and got away with it I just became more brazen I didn't
I got away with it because I was lucky.
I got away with it because I was just that good.
Once again,
oh,
this is bad.
This is bad.
You just got lucky.
Walk away.
No,
no.
I'm just that good.
Okay.
Okay.
So I thought I was pretty clever right up until the judge said,
yeah.
You're not so clever,
buddy.
No.
Not that clever.
Yep.
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