Matthew Cox | Inside True Crime Podcast - The Craziest Crimes Behind Bars | Olboy from the Nitty

Episode Date: April 8, 2025

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I went from one side of town to another. It was crazy. My grandma called me while I'm on this high-speed chase. She's like, boy, what you doing? I'm like, nothing. She's like, where you're in? I'm like, just driving. She said, what's that noise?

I said, I don't know. The police passed in by somewhere. How many cops are facing you? It was probably, at least we had a good 15 of them. I come back from my lunch day. I'm about to go pick up my gun from my mom's house. Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute. You're telling me that cops never showed up.

Never charged me. Never charged you? Six months later, I never get charged. I didn't have no one after my arrest, nothing. and I'm here from old boy in the nitty. He is a rapper and he is falsely incarcerated. And we're going to be doing an interview about his story. So check it out.

Well, this has been, you know, tough to get you into a position. Yeah. You're currently incarcerated on a charge, which we'll get to, right? But so, so, but let's kind of start at the beginning real quick. Where were you born? I was born in Totsa, Oklahoma. I was born to, I was born in the north side of Tos, Oklahoma, home of the 1921 race ride. I grew up in a rough side of town, like it wasn't no, you know what I'm saying, privileges and nothing.

It was the side of town where it was just rough property, basically. They don't even have no grocery stores to this day on my side of town. They got a lot of dollar stores with no good produce in there, so they kind of let you know where I come from. So, I mean, do you have any brothers or sisters? Yes, I have, well, my father's been in the cross rate, the majority of my life at the time I was to 3, 2, I was 18. Then he went back, drugs, trafficking, money. Right.

And then my mom, she lost us to the system with, well, my grandmother took custody of us because she was with some friends. They used to boost clothes and, you know what I'm saying, to make sure we had clothes and stuff. They had no jobs. They were just kids with babies with a whole bunch of babies. My mom was 15 years old when she had me. So just imagine a 15-year-old with a baby in that day, time of age,

trying to raise a baby. You know what I'm saying? It was just like she was doing what she had to do to make sure we had food, clothes. Yes, my grandmother raised me. Okay. Has your mom been incarcerated? Yes.

Yeah, she's been across. She was incarcerated for the time she was a minor until she was an adult. And my grandma just basically just kept custody of us throughout that time period. All my life, my grandma raised. And so I was. How many kids? It was just me and my oldest brother at the time. Okay.

Okay. So I'm like the second, I'm the second artist, and six siblings in my mom's side. Okay, so you went to, you know, raised in a rough area. You went to school there, right? In that area? Yes. I went to school. I went to school from elementary, junior high, two weeks of high school, and I get expelled.

What did you get expelled for? It's crazy to say what I got expelled for because I could have been expelled for a ride. I had a ride one week where somebody was playing a wild ball and the wall ball just like intentionally kept hitting me. So I took it and just talked to build. Look, I'm not going to give it back to you because y'all keep on hitting you with this bar. You know what I'm saying? And a big off fight broke out.

So that's what I got expelled for. They let that be. So one day I was in a rush to go to school. My oldest brother, we had, like, the same backpack. So I grabbed his bag. He grabbed my bag. He jet out, leave, go catch his bus, and go to school. I'm waiting on my mom's to come, take me to school because I'm running later already. And I go to school on the west side of town, West Tawson now. I was tired of going to north side schools.

I was tired of seeing the same thing. Like, all my life, I always know I was going to be some more big and want to suffer more. But it was just like I wanted to go to a different school. I wanted to different scenery. I didn't want to see the same people I grew up with from elementary school. And now I got to see y'all in high school. I'm tired. Like, I don't want to see out no more.

So I went to school one day. It didn't die on me until I got the class. Like, I went to go digging in the bag, and I looked. I'm like, oh, I got the wrong backpack. But as I grabbed his backpack, my neighbor grew some marijuana one time. And he, like, framed, like, pictures of weed, like, water leaves. And I put, like, a couple joints in there, a couple of blunts. Like, you know what I'm saying?

the frame and I was selling it to someone and then I got caught with that I didn't get caught with it in class but I was I was going to the vending machine to get snacks and then when I came back to put the snacks in my bag a mini baseball bag fell out my backpack which was my brother that he got from the state fair which was a key chain it was a key chain legitimate key chain but it just happened to be like this long like it happened to be about this long so it was just like they were they seen it the lady called the vice principal it was lunch time And I came back off my lunch break, and she was just like the vice principal wants you. So I go see what the vice principal want.

He's like, come in, have a seat. And he asked me, what am I doing? I told him what I was doing. He was like, oh, so I don't know if he was confused. I was trying to get up and leave after that. And he was like, no, you have a seat. Do you have your bag with you? I'm like, yeah.

Want me go get it? He's like, yeah, go get it. Let me go get my bags. I'm not thinking nothing of this bag and nothing in this bag. I'm just thinking like, damn, whatever. You know what I'm saying? Do they smell the weed on me? Like, I smoked some weird earlier, like, they come high.

So I get in there, you see the bag, he, like, pick up his phone, call for security, security coming in, look at me. They started going through my bag. He got through the bag. Oh, he didn't see nothing. He was, like, check it one more time. He checked it one more time and see the picture frame. And he pulled a picture frame out, and then he found the mini-baseball band.

And then it was just like, they caught my people. And they just, like, he expelled. They expelled me from school. I basically been out of school since I was in the ninth grade, two weeks. Did you explain to, like, I grabbed the wrong bag? Yeah, I explained that. They weren't trying to hear that. They was like, it was, I don't know if it was that I was high in class or that might just really been in it.

Like, this motherfucker is high in class, too. Like, he's high. He got the merchies. Like, but it was like, I did my work. Like, I wasn't no person that just. pull up in class I gotta be the class clan like I did bitter and like I was I smoked a little wig

you know what I had a hard I smoked weed but they was basically they just considered that like a weapon right yeah they treated it like a weapon told me I had a weapon in school I'm like man it's a key chain you get them at the fur like you people get these on their keys so they won't lose their keys but they weren't trying to hear that

it was like get out so what what happened on then after that I found myself out of school that summer running around with friends and it was like school was bad to start back but I've been traveling at the same time too

and it was like school bed and I'm like I might as if I can go back to school like even if I got to repeat the ninth grade I might as if I can go back to school like I called one year to do is like if people come and re-enroll you I couldn't get nobody to re-enroll me in school for nothing you know what I'm saying?

day one of the day was like you don't want to go to school I'm like why would I not want to go like I'm begging to go to school like I've been a old summer like I want to go to school then nobody want to enroll me so I just took that as a everybody gave well so I just took out I took out for 15 years old left the state of Oklahoma on my own got me in a car just nil drive until I couldn't drive no more to they took my car they took my car in Denver Colorado when they took my car in Denver Colorado I just started making a life right there in Denver. What, what were you doing? Man, man, I had

girlfriends, I had ladies taking care of me, like I wasn't pimping or nothing like that, but I used to think I was at one point in time, but I just had it was 10 to 1 there, so it was like I had a girlfriend for everything I needed. Like, if I needed, I had a girlfriend for all of it. Like, I needed somewhere to stay. I needed

money. I needed clothes. Like, I had to learn how to survive. Like, everything my grandma saw me, I was just usually, you know what I'm saying, surviving. Like, you know what I'm saying? At one point in time, I had a girlfriend. She just wanted me to be a babysitter. Like, I used to come on.

You know, if I babysitter kids all day, basically, that's what she wanted me to be a boyfriend for. So, you know what I'm saying? Did nobody know how old I was at the time either? I told everybody I was 18 when I was just 15, just turned 15, actually. So nobody never knew exactly how old I was. I just always told everybody I was 18.

Well, I never read it. How long did this go on? How long? Man, that probably went on. So I was like 16 years old. I finally turned 16 and I was just like, hey, look, I'm not even grown. I just finally taught like two or three of them. Like, look, they still didn't believe it.

They were just like, nah, you bullshit. I'm not calling home. It's like, how old in mind? He was just like, 15, 16, then you just have a birthday? I'm like, y'all just had a birthday. So I just said, that he was just like, damn, for me. I think my oldest girlfriend was like 30 31 and like 15 she was 31 yeah and like I was girlfriend okay so I mean did you get did you ever get a job or anything did you ever try

I didn't like at first like when I first got stranded up there like when I first went up there and got stranded it was like I started asking for my birth tip of getting social critical and it was like I couldn't get nobody to give it to me like why you want that I'm like, shit, I'm trying to get a job. This is where at the time Hurricane Katrina is around, you know what I'm saying, after that moment. So, man, the people were trying to give me a job without the paper. I just was so honest. I was like, no, I'm not a victim of Louisiana.

Like, they was just going to give me the job just on the extent. If I were just been like, man, I came from out of New Orleans. They had just gave me the job. But I was just honest. I didn't want to come back and bite me an ass. They go, well, what are your FEMA paper? Where you read across the region? You know what I'm saying?

And I didn't know nobody to get no type of paperwork. if I had to forage or anything, so I didn't know nobody at the time. So it's just like, I just like, now I ain't no victim. They were like, well, they just overlooked me because I wasn't no victim. But I still tried to get a job, like my first, my first, what, seven months I tried for a job. I could never get my birth to social security card from my mom's or my grandma, nobody wanted to give it to me.

It was a back and forward story like, well, your mama got to go get it. Well, your grandma got to go tell me. Well, your mama got to go. And it was like, I finally got a girlfriend that was like, hey, you need your birth certificate and social security card. You know what I'm saying? So I just ended up getting on the ground. Went back home and got what I needed.

I stayed for a little bit. Then I found myself, I found myself needing money. You know what I'm saying? I was needing money. And then they had a lot of drugs up this way for cheap and I could take them back home. So I started doing that for a little bit. Like, I take a little bit of drugs home, sell them, get what I need, and go home back my business.

I never tell anybody when I was coming and gone. When you say take some drugs home, were you transporting the drugs? You were just saying you're going to buy in. Yeah, I go buy them in Colorado, take them down in Oklahoma. Okay. What does that pay? Man, let's say I spend $500 on a quarter pound of Cush. I can go take that $500, turn that to $32 at the time.

Like, it was still $20 a gram in Oklahoma, $10 a gram. So it was like, I could turn that to $32, $3, $3,200, $3,200. No problem. How long did that go on? Man, I think I did it. I finally turned 18, and I was just like, shit, I'm on my way home. I was on my way home. I came down for spring break, stay out all the way to August.

Ended August. And I was like, fucking, I might have got home and starting to slow up. You know what I'm saying? So I called babies. Like, shit, I'm on my way home. There nobody else know I was leaving Oklahoma. I never tell nobody when I'm coming and going. I just pop up like I've been in town or down the street.

Hey, let's go pee. And commonly, a lot of people that know me know what I'm down and thought. So it was like, yeah. So I went from there to one day we was, I was, I was, leaving. I had my partner with me. You know what I'm saying? I had probably like a little cutie or marijuana on me, some baggies. I was just so impatient that night because I was already frustrated with everything that was going on that day. So I found myself in a situation where I needed a ride, but then I was like, fucking I can walk because I was that impatient. I'm a walk.

So I left one girl house, went to the store, gave me a little bit. a pack of sweets and I just took out walking like it's crazy my ride that I could have got a ride from they just drove off and I was just like nah I'm gonna get somebody else come and I should just jumped in that car so I'm fresh into 18 shit I'm walking and my partner he got his pen sagging you know what I'm saying I'm like pull your pants up man who's walking like that you know what I'm saying that's a bad thing you know what I'm saying don't walk around with your ass hanging out you know what I'm saying so we walking I see a police car but it ain't nobody in the car it ain't no car pulled in front of it like we're coming around

a bin like a bin all you says is police car sitting up under the highway bridge the expressway bridge so we're looking at it and we just cracking jokes like man damn man i hope nobody did nothing to no police because that police car just sitting there with the lights on the lights are spinning and we don't see no head nobody and nothing so we just like we just long bendy twizzlers candy Keeps the fun going. Keep the fun going. Twizzlers, keep the fun going. You crack in jobs, like, damn,

well, nobody didn't anything to know police. That'd be crazy. We got to find the police over. Like, everybody took off. You know what I'm saying? Like, somebody just took off and left to police. So as we get closer and closer, So we get around a little bin, we see a slew of police cars.

So we ain't paying him no mind, but I turn around, I look at my partner before we get there. He got his pants hanging down, so I'm like, and he walking like he got this big-ass gun and his pan. You know how a person looked like that reaching in their pants for a gun. He walking like this the whole time. I'm right, bro, because I know what I got in my pocket. You know what I'm paranoid now.

Like, hey, man, straighten up. Walk right, like, fix yourself. You know what I'm saying? Ah, man, fuck that shit. What's your damn boy? I don't know what the fuck he's going through, but he's losing his mind. I'm telling him, hey, man, fix yourself, man. The police don't see you looking all, you know what I'm saying, looking like a thug.

You know what I'm saying? They're going to come and get you because you look like that, just on the strength. Like, I come from where you come from that side of the town. You walk with your pants down, baggy clothes, you got something on you, what you get. They're going to come full of it, stop and frishtry, just on the humbug of what you look like and what you get on and how many people standing right there. So with that in mind, I'm telling me, hey, man, put my bed. belt on so you can pull your pants up obviously you know what I'm saying we're going on and

it was like we kept walking they we walked past them we get to the corner of 11th and garnet it was like a police car pulled behind us and then one just pulled in front of us real fast no lights on no no nothing like they just was like put your heads up turn around and walk back and I just looked at my clothes like shit I got on like shit $300 worth of sure. It's like, I'm not, no, I'm not getting in no grass to walk back. Tell me what I did. Like, you know, I'm standing my ground. Like, what did I do? You stopping me for what? What are y'all stopping us for? Being there with kids, they're like, shit, turn around. Get down on the ground. I'm like, I'm not going to get down on the ground.

What does y'all stopping us for? So they're going for about a minute and a half to the man was like, well, look, y'all fit the description of somebody that just robbed that story. I said, we don't fit no description when nobody that just robbed their skull what the people look like i got a half row at the time he like the person got a half row and light skinned it the dude is crazy the dude he's looking for but he he give me this i'm let me stop he give me the description of this guy i'm like we don't fit none of them descriptions i'm like what we look like rob or something then walk back past y'all that's dumb ain't it that don't make sense to y'all they like now y'all fit the descriptions turn around they got their guns gone on us and i'm still standing my ground

Like, hey, we don't fit no descriptions because I know I got this quarter pound of weed in my pocket So he's like, well, just turn around We want to pet you out there And make sure y'all ain't got no guns on y'all I comply, like, all right, you know what I'm saying? They walk up on us, gun drawled, they pull their gun down One don't grab me, walk me backwards.

He patted me down, felt the weed, you know what I'm saying? When he asked me, like, you got something on you, I'm like, yeah. I got a little bit of weed on me. You know what I'm saying? He's like, what's side? I'm like, it's my left front pocket. You know what I'm saying?

It couldn't be that much because you couldn't see it. You just pat my pocket. You know it. You just patted it. So the man, he went in my pocket, pulled out his wig. He didn't pull it out all the way out like, like this in his hand, and just looked at it and slid it back in my pocket. He was like, damn, man, you just told me you just had a little bit of weed.

I said, that is a little bit of weed. Like, it's a quarter pound of weed. It's a quarter pound of weed. I'm like, there is a little bit of weed. He's like, nah. He's like, all right, I ain't tripping on. He usually, I mean, he played me. Like, I ain't tripping on.

He was like, what's your name? So I give him my first and last name. My friend, you know, we always get pulled off by the police. Shit, stick with my story. I'm going to stick with your story. You know what I'm saying? So we always come up with these fake names, you know what I'm just as we ever get pulled over. So that night, I wasn't using no fake name.

I told him my real name. Shit, my homeboy, shit he. They asked him. what is my name and he was like such a he like nah that ain't his name he tell these people that ain't mine i said damn you really gonna tell him people this is not my name be honest this time this is like i'm begging it please like this is not the time of bullshit tell us people what is my name man the man ran my name was like we've been waiting on you we've been waiting on you it like he's like we're just been waiting on you he was like you're going to jail tonight

like even after i argued about my name like they sat down and played the whole game with me with The intent on even taking me to jail, period, because they said they was waiting on them. What was it? For what? What's the reason? They never told me why, but then, all of a sudden, they booked me for possession with intent. And when I got the intent charge, it was just a whole bunch of sandwich bags with a with a zip of weed, 28 grams, and then probably another, like, 10 grams in bags, like sandwich bags, just borrowed up in there. Nothing in these sandwich bags. They booked me for possession with intent, but have a sandwich bag and some marijuana.

So I went to jail. I went to jail and I had my buying money. I taught my people to come and give me. They took my buying money, went to the casino, and lost all my money. And it was crazy. I used to get so high. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. You gave your family.

You heard me right. I gave my family my buying money. They took it to the casino. know, in hopes to flip it. I don't know why and ever bonded me up. You need new family. I said that to them, man. Like, I'm so distanced with them.

Like, I love them, but it's just, like, at the same time, I don't dislike them. It's just, I just know, y'all ain't good for my growth. I got to stay with y'all twice and so I blot them all the way. So I'm able to help y'all that. Because as long as I'm around y'all, it's just like, y'all going to try to take from me. So, but like I said, I went to, I went to jail, 18, first time ever in the county jail, first charge ever. Like, I'm not scared. It's crazy.

I get in now, I know everybody. They're like, what are you doing here? I'm like, oh, shit, I'm in jail. That shit. They're like, what's your bond? I'm like, dude, this, dude, dude. I'm like, dude, dude. I'm like, shit, boom.

I figured out how jail worked. You had it bonds me myself? She, I called my girl out of where in Colorado, told him the situation, told her what happened to my buying money. She sent me some money And my auntie One of my cousins worked in the jail I was like, hey, you're going to take my profit And see if it's some money inside my shoes

Grab it. Shit, I had $500 in my shoes Shit, she took my shoes And they went to go buying me out. My girl came out all the down and bombed me out from Colorado. I found the bonds Made a fuck with me and it was just crazy.

My family hurt. And I got to get It's my alley out of time to bond me out because y'all don't know how to, like, this money is just too much in y'all hand. So I went from there to, I bonded out. I fought with the case. I stayed in Oklahoma. I had to fight the case. And then we finally got it to my first defense that gave me a deferred sentence, sent me to a program called Reed, which was a minimum max, a mini max minimum security prison.

with bob wire around it but it was based off of a boot camp military structure right so there's a lot of discipline in there so I went there for seven months got out from there came home I think like

my first week home I got into a high speed chase yeah like my first week home I just I don't know like I don't know like I needed money so I found myself in the situation where I got out of prison I had a car wreck in Texas

and I got out of prison with like $1,500 and I like shit this ain't enough to live alone I'm gonna need some money you know what I'm saying like ain't nobody trying to hire me like I'm young I ain't never had no job ever

so it's just like I found myself back in the game and I was driving one night I had some ecstasy pills I had like 200 ecstasy pills and I was driving one night like some Like, I met these girls.

We pulled it at the quid trip. Boom, we pulled it out. We pulled out to an alley. And I see this police pass. You know what I'm saying? We're just sitting there bullshit for the moment. You know what I'm chopping it up? So, boom, I'm like, what shit of her?

I'm about to go on my way. Y'all go on y'all way. Don't go back the way y'all can. Y'all might run into that police. So, boom, I pulled out and go the way that I went. That I didn't come the first time. I come off the back street. That same police pulled right behind me.

So I'm sitting there I'm looking at him through the light Looking at the light like damn There's light sitting there for a long time In my mind he already turned to his light time The light was red I just took off I just took off I took him on a high speed chase

I mean you don't even know How do you know he was even I felt it You just watch me in that alley You creep out of that alley I know the police man You ain't you ain't You ain't snooping around for nothing.

You see something. You're trying to do. What these people doing in the dark? I would still wait. I would have still waited. Man, I wasn't going to give them the advantage of calling for backup, man. I can't let you call for backup, man. Listen, man, I can't let you.

Like, I can't let you call from backup. I got to get a head start. Like, I know where all the police station is there. So it was like, where I'm at, I'm on the east side. I got to go from the east and get north and get some worse safe. So I took them on a long, probably like a four. I'm in a high-speed chase. Like, I went from one side of town to another.

It was crazy. My grandma called me while I'm on this high-speed chase. She's like, boy, what you doing? I'm like, nothing. She's like, where are you in? I'm like, just driving around. She's what you about to do? I said, I was about to call you a shit if you was at home.

It's crazy. You called me. She said, what's that noise? I said, I don't know. The police passing by somewhere. I was like, she was like, what you doing? I'm like, ah, nothing. I was about to get her to come over.

You know what I'm saying? I'm like, well, I'm like, where are you at, Grandma? She's like, I'm at the casino. I'm going to be here for a minute. I'm like, all right. I guess you probably wake up. I guess I'd probably wake up and see you and Grandma, I love you. She's like, boy, what's that noise?

I heard her hung the phone, look, because it seems like, all the police got loud and louder. She kept asking, so I just hung the phone up. Oh, I circled past the house three times, make sure nobody went in there. I can get in. So, boom, I passed the house and went back the way I was coming in and went on the other side of the creek and just jumped out of the cot through it and parked jumped out of it.

How many cops are facing you? It was probably at least about a good 15 of them. 15 plus a helicopter. And the car's in your name? No. I don't ever drive cars in my line. So I take off. I took off on foot.

It was like, man, I don't know what a guy happened. with me that night, man, I jumped in this creek. It had rocks, like big rocks, little rocks. It was like I touched one rock, jumped in the water, touched the water, jumped back up the rocks, and now I'm up on another side of the creek, hopped over a fence, over the leap, ran up under the helicopter.

The helicopter never seen me. It was coming and I was going. So I ran past this helicopter. My next dog never sitting outside. They like, boy, you better run. Once they notice it's me, I'm like, hey, can I go in there and hide? They're like, hell no. Boy, you better go somewhere else.

damn y'all some fucked up neighbors ain't y'all so i shit i'm at the doubt it was like a horror movie you know i had a horror movie people panicking with the keys i'm sitting there with like six keys in my hand i know which key it is but tonight i can't just think so i'm fumbling at the door like oh my god the police pass about who foo foo foo i'm like please don't let them see me please don't let them see me it was invisible light right on me like the lights are shining on me i get that one key in there spent that like man it was like i just fell in there though I fell in there and I took out of them pills and hit them. But early that day, I paid my phone bill and I left the receipt in the car.

So I met her high and my grandma called me again. She's like, boy, what? Boy, these damn police better not be around her for you. I said, what's your time back? She's like, boy, I'm at the casino. I see the police going back towards us. She's like, I'm about to go and leave. What are you with?

I said, I'm at the hell. house. I started whispering. I'm like, I'm at the house, grandma. Should I both hear you whisper if I'm like, the police get the house surrounded. I'm hiding in the attic now. I didn't hit the pill. I didn't jump in the attic, barricaded myself in his house. I'm sitting in the attic like sweating bullets. I'm on ecstasy. So it's like the pill kicking in harder. And I'll see the police. They come straight to the house. Boom, boom, boom, boom. We know you in her. We followed you. I'm quiet as a church. child's mouse and now I'm like I better not say nothing so my phone steady going off and

started ringing I put it on sides it started vibrating and it's like I swear to I swear to God they can hear so I'm up to I finally answer I'm like hello my grandma like boy she cussed me ass now what the hell you didn't do I said grandma I ain't did nothing they just texted you ain't been out of prison she cussed me out she's like I'm passing by the house right now what the hell you didn't do I'm about the park across the street She parked across the street Tell me, play by play with the police Doing so I'm watching them on the side of the house

They shine the light up at the attic I'm backing up like this But now they see me But I know they can't see me But in my mind they seen So they beat at the door for like five moments They just finally gave up She called me

She was like, boy come up this goddamn dough I said Mm-hmm grandma the police with you You about to let the police get me She's about to death the police get me She said boy you better come up This goddamn dough get your shit and get the hell up out of her. I said, Grandma, you got the police, which

it's daytime by the night. It was nighttime when it started. I've been in there eddy since all night. I just didn't want to come up out there attic. I finally came out. I lived around this daylight, no police. My grandma's in there furious. She's like, well, what the hell you didn't do? I went to go get all my stuff. I said, Grandma had all the stuff on me. And the police just started chasing me. He just started chasing. She's like, what a court. I said, I left it on the other side. excited for the summer's biggest adventure. I think I just smurf my pants.

That's a little too excited. Sorry. Smurfs. Only dinner's July 18th. So I call my girls like, hey, report your car stall and tell the police you might store your car. So you go get your car. So boom, if they had, I'm like, if they ask, you just tell them shit, you went out,

you went out drinking, you was drinking with your friends, shit, you might have left your he's an adult you don't know you don't remember you don't remember how you get in there you was done i said to tell him you was intoxicated so shit they got her a car back three days later i was in that car game this time i was on so yeah why was she even let you borrow the car yeah and now this time this time is me her my son my brother i'm on my way i was on that it was crazy like normally i i take my gun with me everywhere i go I got my drugs with me because I don't want to have to have nobody following me back home to see where I'm hiding the drugs, where I'm hiding it. So I probably got everything on me, but this time I didn't.

Like this one time at something, you know, you know that voice in the back of your head. You're like, hey, leave all that. I'm like, you ain't going to need none of that. Leave everything. Just grab your phone. I was like, all right, I just list to that. List to my gut. Grab my phone, looked at my gun one more time.

Like, I'm going to need it. No, you ain't. Tell him, I said, no, you ain't. Boom. Jumped in the car. Draw. I was about to go pick my other son up. And then my cousin calling, and she was like, Kemp up.

I really, really, really need you. Can I get a ride? I'm like, where you were. She told me where she was and what she was trying to go. Like, all right, trying to keep it from getting in trouble. I know her daddy going to kill her where she is. So I'm like, all right, I'm on my way. Boom.

So I'm driving. This truck comes speeding up the street. and I was on the phone at the same time but I'm looking at the road like I got the phone in my hand driving my other hand I'm looking at the road

so I see this truck comes speeding as his truck comes speeding he just hurry up and turn in front of me hit a quick left boom I almost hit him if I would have kept going I would have hit him so I merged all the way over

in the home-com traffic it wasn't nobody coming but he just hurry up and turn up his corner on me the police was following him And police turned all the way around on me. Follow me. And we probably went to half a city block. I probably had like four cars on my girl looking at me.

Like, I'm looking at her like, we are in the audience. So I'm frustrated. I'm like, what the fuck? Police pulled me out the car. He pulled me out the car. He was like, didn't we just have a foot chase with you about like a couple days ago? I was like, nah.

No, it wasn't me. He was like, listen, swore up and down, it was me. The man said, you got the same built, the same aflo, same outfit. I damn there had a pack of white bidder. Like, I go by all through the summertime. I just had on my white beaters all summer.

So that was my, that was my work. I didn't wear a number of white beater. I go different shorts. But yeah, man, the man pulled me out the car and gave me my whole description, everything I was wondering. He said, the only thing changed, he looked down at them shoes he said the only thing changed was your shoes he like but i'm for sure because i was right there on your back i remember looking at him because i turned back and looked at him

face to face like damn this motherfucker's fast he is on my ass he said i was running with you but yeah the man got me my whole description so i was just like now that ain't me he like yes it is i was running right behind you i almost had you but he was talking about he almost had me he was right on my ass when we jumped in that creek like it was like i touched that creek and look back at him one time he was like if he was just dove he would have had me but he was too scared to die if he didn't know how to eat their quarter was going to be so i just it was just like crazy i'm looking like nah that wasn't me he like it's the same car he heals you mr pain i knew it was you i'm like nah that ain't me so he gave me in his car he turned he got me in the car for

driving without no license so they they booked me on drive without no license and i'm on probation so I'm not supposed to be driving. So he got me in the car. We drive off in the scene. I tell my girl, come and bomb me out. Hey, bomb me out. Go grab that money. Come get me.

Aren't you already out on bond? No, I'm out on probation. Oh, okay. I'm on probation. I didn't went to prison and came out. I've been out two weeks and got it to one high-speed chase. Went from the high-speed chase to a week later to a couple days later, driving that same car.

It's all in that same week. like so the man like he drives and he pulls out to the side turn everything out from the car like all the microphones the cameras he turned off his cell phone

and he just looked at me like leaned over and just looked at me like in my mom I'm like damn he's about to beat my ass he's about to beat my fucking ass I'm about to get the shit beat out of me right here on his damn side of the road I said just man if you beat me just throw me out of the car man

let somebody come and take me home. You beat me, just drive me off, let somebody take me home. In my mind, so I'm like, fuck. He just look at me. He said, man, I know it was you driving that car. He was like, man. He was like, we need people like you.

He said, man, because if you weren't so damn and much in trouble, man, we would love to have you on our force, man. Driving like that, he's like, man, we need that. He just got to breaking it down. Like, man, like, he admired my driving. Like, man, you hit a corner at 60 miles per hour. And you didn't flinch.

I'm like, he's like, man, where you learn how to drive it? I'm like, man, I don't know what you talk about. That wasn't me, sir. He's like, man, I know it was, you. No, he turned everything out. Like, he turned everything out. Like, the man, like, he damnning trying to recruit me like, shit. We need you to come be a driver for us.

Like, huh? I'm looking at the man. Like, man, he was like, man, if you had his record, man, we need you to come to be a driver. Like, you can drive. Like, where are you learning? I'm like, man, I don't know what you're talking about. Like, I ain't number 19.

I'm looking at me like, I don't know which is telling me he just was stuck on my driving that night he just got to talk about all the corners

how I was turning moving driving and I just in my mind I'm like damn what's how are you driving man I was driving

a damn Subaru app bag listen to me Gabe they gave they asked the blues that charge couldn't fuck

when I was hitting railroad tracks like ramps in it and I don't know how I did it but it was just hey like I've been driving since I was 11 so it was just like man it was just like driving a dog car I was just thinking like I like I like to go fast like I should have been a race car driving like I'll probably go from one side of town and probably like five minutes I'll probably hit a hundred all the way there like if I see a polish I'll slow it down but if I don't see no police up there runway I'm about to gun it.

So what happened? What the cops say? He just was impressed. He was still trying to get me to say it was me, but I told me it wasn't me. So we go from there to booking me in jail. He booked me in jail. He was like, we're just going to book you for no driver license. You need to go talk to your probation officer.

We see you on probation. So I did everything. Find it out the next day. I went to go to my probation officer, told her the whole situation. I even told her how I got had it, how wide it? I got pulled over, like, she was like, cool. Like, I had a fire ass probation. The only thing was, hey, don't get in trouble.

Like, I understand you smoke weed. Like, it was so much. Like, I had a fire-ass P-O. Like, she was so for me, like, shit, I know you young. I told her my whole life story when we first met. I just told her what I've been through and, like, where I'm trying to go. She was just like, shit, get through this. You can get through this the first year.

First of these months, we're going to get your own. She's goodbyes. You come here and clean. But then I had another case out of town, so I had to go take care of that. She sent me out of town for about like six weeks. I was good. I came back. When I came back, I ended up, me and my girl got into it.

I guess I was gone too long, and corporate seating out of town. She had to come and get me. She came and got me. I guess she didn't like what she's seen. That was just something. So when we got back home, it was just like fire. So one day I went to go and used the car. She told my P.O. that I stole her car and I did this, this, this, and this.

She sat in the P.O. office. So it was crazy. As I pulled in the drive where I had a park lot of the probation office, it was like I just flashed. I just flashed in my face like a flash, showed her sitting up there angry and I felt her. I just talked my potting out. I'm like, man, grab out of y'all stuff. Boom, we grew up in this probation. It was just like how I seen it.

When I hit their parking lot, I seen her in her arms car. She's looking at me. She got to look up. Damn, I fucked up. Yeah, I know I fucked up, but I'm mad. But I fucked up. Like, she knows she fucked up. Like, this is why her to draw the line.

Like, you're trying to turn me in. Why is you trying to turn me in? Knowing what I'm at her doing in these streets. You get all my money. Like, you see everything I touch. Like, whatever I get going on here. you really going to turn me into my probation officer. So, boom, my probation, I was like, getting in her.

I got it in there. She closed the door. Like, she laughed about it. She's like, I find it's funny. I'm like, why? She's like, because the whole time you was going through this, their girl caught and made sure you was her, did this, this, this, this, this. I said, now she's sitting there trying to turn me in.

She's like, I know it don't make sense. That's just women. She's bucked down for me. Mad to make a whole lot of sense. She's like, she mad after whatever you're out there doing, you need to stop and make it right with your girl i'm like she turned me in and my probation officer was just like give her a choir bag and y'all didn't need to get it together or you need to quit messing with her she's like you need to make that decision today because this right here

if i was anybody here you know what i'm saying you know what i'm saying i probably went the jail right then and there on the spot right so she was like send your friend down there don't get all y'all stuff at the car get that girl like car sit back boom she's like Like, boom. She's like, let her leave. When she lived, you can leave. I'm like, cool. So she let her leave. We watched the leave in the park a lot of it. Like, people laughed about it. Like, that's crazy. That girl crazy about you. That's why she did it. She's like, that girl crazy about it. I'm like, nah, she, I'm over with her. Like, that's over with. Like, you literally just tried to turn me in. What?

So, fast forward, probably, what, two months later, I'm in jail. it's around like November no yeah it's around Thanksgiving it's before Thanksgiving I'm in jail so she come and see me same girl so she comes to see me this my son's mother

right she comes and seen she like basically she's like I feel good because I know what I can find you at I'm like what the fuck that man you feel good because I'm in jail she's like yeah and I can find you

I know where you're going to be it. I said, damn, that's what this is about. Like, because you can't find me, motherfucker, you know where I'm being. So that's when everything kind of came out, you know what I'm saying? She's been cheating, and I just, like, I felt it. Like, I knew you was cheating. Like, that's why I just quit coming home. Like, you know what I'm saying?

Dude, popped at the door one day. She's been cheating, and she feels good that I'm in jail because it's where she can find me. And I just, I, when I sat in that jail cell at night, I just told her, myself like I never fuck with her again son and I like I'm cool like if you don't let me see the kid fuck you know what I'm saying she one of them people she wants you to fuck with her in order to see the kid and they're like I'm cool I don't want to fuck with you like you don't you know what I'm saying shit don't go your way you want to see me locked up so I can't have that I'm cool right yeah so I just left that along and fast forward

I went from Narita, back to hustling. I'm still on probation. And then eventually, New Year's come. New Year's come. I didn't know it was New Year's Eve. I was so wasted. Like, I was so shit-faced, wasted. Like, I didn't know it was New Year's Eve.

On what? Man, man, I was on permitting, coding, cocaine. PCP, ecstasy, weed, like, I was so, I was sold,

like, I don't know, like I was just, because, like, I had the constant stay moving. I'm selling drugs,

so it's like, I'm taking one drug that work for this drug to work for this drug, and I'm telling myself this shit. Like, if I do this, do this and do this,

you'll never know I was just fucked up. Like, nobody never knew I was just fucked up walking, talking, driving him and the business.

You never knew I was just fucked up. Like, so I was just like, so I was a functioning addict, basically. Like, I was functioning on uppers, downers, hallucinogens. Like, but I was, but it was, I still got the end game in mind. I got to go get that pay for it.

So, like, I had to get that money. That's all I know. Like, some days I'd be so fucked up. I start off with a pack of drugs. By the time I wake up sober, I got a pocket full of money and no drugs. He'd be asked him, I said, what the fuck I do that I was in drugs? Like, I got the money to care for it, but I just knew. So Adam, like, damn, who was I mean?

People would be like, man, he was over kicking him. You did this. Yeah. like I had to stop so I guess I used to just get so shit-faced to a point where New Year's Eve came around I was sitting at my cousins and I was sipping on some drink like she like let me get some I was fucking with like hell no I ain't sharing this shit like she really got up enough feelings and got mad and got so angry to the point I'm like what shit I got this five-ass weed my cousin just came from New Amsterdam and he's gone

on some weed bags. So he's like, shit, I got big, boom, I got some weed from. So I'm like, well, shit, do you want to try this weed? Some fire? Like, they send me, I would break this weed down. I'm like, shit, let's smoke. I read you my pocket, my cigars is broke. So I'm like, well, shit, somebody came to go get some cigars.

All right, so I'm like, everybody fucked up except one person. So the dude, she's like, hell no, you can't use my car. I don't take them to the store. So I get in the car with dope, but my head of me. The new, Bimo, V.I. MasterCard is your ticket to more, more perks, more points, more flights, more of all the things you want in a travel rewards card, and then some. Get your ticket to more with the new BMO ViPorter MasterCard and get up to $2,400 in value in your first 13 months. Terms and conditions apply.

Visit BMO.com slash ViPorter to learn more. cuddies, black jeans, black shorts. So I, uh, we ride and the police pass us. Like when they passed, you know what I'm saying? I sat there. I don't do all this. So I just sat there in my seat. They don't pass.

You know what I'm saying? They passed it. I guess they see a white man and a black man in a cop. We hit the main street. We drive and he's like up. They go to the police. And you know, the police like came on. We pulled them in the parking lot.

And I'm just sitting there like, shit, I ain't got nothing to worry about. Like, shit, I'm on probation, I'm good. Like, I ain't doing nothing wrong. I'm just a little fucked up, so I'm just sitting right here. You know what I was in? So this shit is already, obviously, you're speeding or something. You know, that's what I'm thinking of my mind. They pull the mouth of the car.

I don't even think of nothing of it. Man, that motherfucker came around there, two of them coming around. I got the window. You're like, wrong with the window down. I'm like, what I'm saying? Just a little, you know what I'm saying? Just a little bit. Like, what's up?

And like, we need you step out the car. I complied you know what I'm saying I ain't thinking nothing of it as long as I get out the car the whole game changed the man tried to rough me up like it's ice on the ground you're trying to fight with me on this ice you're trying to beat me up really like being up and trying to rough me up so I just turned to look at him like hey not today man don't nobody feel like fight with you if you're gonna pat me down pat me down do your fucking job you know what I'm saying like I just turned around snap down like you up here trying to rough me up like he pushing me up getting my hands behind my back

trying to see if I'm a buck him and shit. Like, I ain't trying to buck you, motherfucking search me so you can get the fuck on about your business. So, I guess he didn't like I was just so calm, cool, connected about it. We go from there to, they searched the car,

they searched it again. The second time they came back, he popped the trunk, came back out the trunk with a glove on, talking about this yours, and closed his hands on me. And I'm like, what's mine? I ain't nothing, mine. Like, I don't even know what you're talking about then. They ran my name. me, I guess they see something flashing.

So the man pulled me up to you like, this is you? I'm like, yeah, that's me. I'm like, but that can't be me. I ain't got no one after my arrest. I ain't did nothing. The whole time, I got a one out for possession. He charged me with possession too that night, New Year's Eve. So by

time I get in the county jail, I'm so out of it. All I remember waking up was like three to two or three days later, you know what I'm saying? I'm groggy. shit, like, I'm like, well, damn, I call on. They like, damn, before you did that, call my shit, I just now did it. Like, my foot, you been in there since New Year's Eve? I'm like, well, damn.

And like, shit, what's going on? I'm like, I don't know the man. And shit, they gave me two charges. Like, charged in two positions. I'm like, yeah, they tried with two positions. Boom. So I know you're saying, literally to the law. you're saying it wasn't even yours

man it wasn't mine you ain't nine-tenth of the law's possession possession is nine-tenths of the law which is on person your persons that's what possession is if you get it in your position you get custody obtaining holding

you get possession of it that's what possession is so down here they're charged with possession just because they got to make that quarter and you shed like I already got to possession with intent we in a drug infested neighborhood at the store we get is a drug store you buy drugs at this store we just bought in this park a lot you followed us in park a lot it's the only store that happened to be open right here so it was just like all the all the things mixed right there just like shit

fuck it we got us another book him but while they was booking me this what they told the white man they told me hey you see what happened when you ride around with people like this niggas i'm like what he said niggas i looked at i'm like damn dude looking at me like damn what you do i'm like i'm looking at him like i don't know what the fuck but it's crazy because they searched this man this man this man had like six seven description drugs on him and had him and mixed up

and bill by they even told me man we could charge you for this and let him go so that right there lets you know that i was in some it was some bullshit you know you think this is all yeah hell yeah it's racist man I'm saying from when you ran from the cops. Nah, this right here's stem from just me being a feeling black at night time.

This charge, that's really what this is about. It was all about me being in a cop with a white man going to the store. And it was basically telling me they talk to the men, Zion, which was a white man. Hey, you see what happened when you hang out with? You see what I'm saying? like I'm just riding around white people out there so like you're like y'all like this is against the law or something like we're at the fucking store the store is open as long as the store

people can come and go right so yeah it was just crazy like on my side of town like prejudices at an all-time high and these are people that don't understand my city limits so it's like they're trying and it's trying to come harass us beat us up put drugs on us potentially kill us like I didn't have homeboys get killed by the police

like I'd have been jumped on by the police I think I was like what 12 I got jumped on by the police ate up my dog let a dog hit me up I was doing something wrong but at the same time once you identify me and I'm on the ground and I'm complying to you why you still let this dog eat

you still let the dog eat me from my legs all the way up to my arm and that was at 12 years old like it was the craziest shit out like that was that i think that's when i really just was like fuck the police i don't want nothing to do i don't even want to know i can't stop for you like 12 i made my mind up i would never comply not into us in front of somebody or people can see me and help the situation like i can get pulled over today if it ain't enough people right here the seat is i'm not pulling up I'm pull up where I see people there, safe.

People are going to make you feel at least somewhere safe and secure to the start of this. Somebody going to see what's going on and get a footage of it. Because if you lead the scene looking like this and make it to the county judge has looking like this, what happened from being picked the dropped off in the jail? You get your ass beat. You damn and get killed in that backseat hair cut. Like they do it. It ain't no big secret.

They do that shit. Intentionally, like, they harassed black folks. So they booked you? Yeah, they just went at one point in time, yeah, I got my ass beat. I got stumped on with the little shoe, the flat shoes with the hard seal on the bottom of the whole salt, kicked in my chest. While the dog was eating, screaming for help, 12 years old, man, screaming for help. Like, I'm screaming for help. Like, please let another officer come in here and see this man beat my ass on his floor.

skit him. He just, that's all I heard. Then once I just was like, shit, help I can't get the dog off of you. Flight of flight kicked in. I'm like, the worst he can do is pull his gun out of shooting. You're going to shoot me, but the evidence's going to show that you left the dog bite me first. So I just, shit, I hit the dog.

I just started hitting the dog, and the dog backed up. And he was so mad. He kicked me in my chest. I just rolled over. When I rolled over, he finally just pulled a dog back. Somebody walked in. I think he was about to let the dog hit me some of him. out once I had my stomach.

Somebody walked in and shit. He pulled the dog back, dude cuffed me up. It was like, this the only one. This is the only one. They gave me outside. It was like six skinheads, all of them was baldhead. And they just was like, shit, we know you weren't the only one in there. Who else is with you?

Like, they got me on the truck, on the hood of the car, like hot with my face planted to it. And I'm just like, look, I'm the only one. I see my friend walking in the field. I know they see them, too. Like, it's a little residential. neighborhood, but I know they see my friend, too. So I'm like, but shit, man, he was a white man.

It was just like, shit, we don't see him. No, it couldn't be at him. So, hey, when I looked up, I see one more car coming. And it was like, that last car was my savior. It was another police who happened to been a black police named Officer Dorsey. Officer Dorsey pulled up, assessed the situation, and see me bent up against his car, and they looking at me, and shit, he pulled one of them to the situation. side and they said no talking over her

I'm saying look well I'm gonna just take it from her you know what I'm saying a dude like now we got it he like now I'm just taking it from her he called it in right then and there because they never called it in said they had so they called it in was like so what they called in was like

said the alarm was just going off it ain't nobody there they just said the alarm was going off it's clear ain't nobody here that's what Dorsey said he said they called it and said they ain't got nobody So the whole objective was, let the dog eat me into our die or beat me into I die. He told me when I got in the choir, he said, you know what that was about to do to you. He said, hey, it was about to do the worst thing that you can never think,

that he was going to probably potentially kill your hanged. He's like, the die ate you up, then I like, hell, yeah, I think it ate my balls. Like, it beat me in my leg so bad. I felt it in my, you know what I said, my testicles. Like, I don't know if he bit me there or nothing. I couldn't, I was just so shaking, like, I was so, you know what I'm saying? trying to deal, process what just happened to me. Like, I didn't, I didn't know what the hell was going on.

Like, I'm trying to resolve processing the shit. Like, I just got beat up by, out, beat up by the police. They never caught in. And this man telling me they was going to kill me. The man asked me who I was. Dorsey asked me who I was. And I told him who I was. And once he knew my last name, he was like, I know your grandmother.

Woo, whoa, whoa, whoa. Blasey, Blasey, Blasier, she worked Wolfie, Boom. Yeah, I know your grandma personally. got on this phone called my grandma woke up out of her sleep like it's like 540 in the morning woke up out of her sleep told her what the situation was like I'll be bringing them home soon he got hung up with her he was like the grandma sounded like she pissed off at you but i'm not to go get you cleaned up and passed up he called some emcy buddies in hills we met up somewhere they passed me up gave me a shot pass me on up and sent me on and got my

way. I never had a charge. Nothing never was done. Like, it was just like it never happened. I'm the only one I live with it. Like, you know what I'm saying? Nothing never happened. Nobody never knew about it. I ain't, me and my grandma never told nobody. Like, it was such a secret in the family. Like, did nobody know about it? Like, did nobody know I got head up out of the dog? My brothers didn't know. Don't nobody know. Like, even to the day, we still never told nobody. It was just like something I lived with from 12. And that's probably why I, I'm on high-speed chases and don't want to stop. So I know what they do to me.

So it's like, no. Okay. Well, fast forward. Yeah, I was going to say, let's go back to the, so this time you get grabbed, the cops fucking roughing you up. And they book you, they book you and they book me for position. Man, they booked me for possession and said I had a warrant after my,

for my, they said I had a warrant for possession. not possession went intent but just simple position so they gave me two charges that night somebody else charged me all right all right that's okay rewind this is how i get that possession i just thought about it they gave me the possession because my cousin monsie i'm on probation any police contact i'm supposed to report this to my probation officer so my probation officer was so much on my side with this one so this is what they did Boom, I was in my cousin house.

You know, I've been locked up, so I'm in my cousin's chilling. I got some weed. I want to smoke. So I'm like, well, shit, somebody's going to get a cigar. I sent her to go get a cigar, and I'm like, well, fuck, I'm going to grab a weed. Well, I grab a weed, come back in. I'm like, damn, what's taking them so long with the cigar? I'm ready to smoke, you know?

I'm trying to smoke so I can go. I don't like smoking in the car. So I'm like, shit, I'm ready to go. So, boy, I got the weeds in their house. I go outside, see what the hell is taking so long? I'm like, yeah, what's going to go get the squishy of shit out of cutting a boyfriend out because he had to change somebody tire on his car so they come him up under the car and they see this blue truck and I see the blue truck I don't know what

the hell this blue truck is you know what I'm thinking if somebody to get a fence here it's truck so the truck rolling in he like that's them right there I'm like who is that who is them like tell me who them is so I start back and I'm like who is there you know what I'm saying by the time I even if I thought about running that police was at that car without that car girl like that car was never in gear he jumped out the car still rolling and it just stopped in girl like the man jumped out the car so fast and grabbed me he was like yeah you look like you're a runner like you're about to run i like nah i just was a little annoyed it because they said here they go i don't know who the hell they is i don't know if y'all about to do a drive-by y'all creeping through this motherfucker i don't

know nothing so instantly my damn phone man my phone wouldn't stop ringing phone just going off thank God it was my mama and my my grandmother and my girl calling back and forth like then pick up the phone you know what I'm saying so they like well damn we get up we get us one right here he talked to his partner like

we got us one his phone won't stop ringing shit he looked at the number he was like you know this number I'm like yep I'm like answering see who it is I mean it's my girl she's probably called like well damn what's taking you so long right so the dude finally pick up the phone this time it's my grandma

she's like well what's going on why you get his phone they're like well he's been detained right now for what I can hear a cuss in the mouth like what the fuck is y'all detaining him for he ain't did shit so he's telling him like well we pulled in appointments

and basically we look suspicious because we're outside like motherfucker's own apartment complex what you want us to sit inside is locked down like it's like suspicious they run yes that's how that's how they listen

they run our apartment complex like a prison system any apartment complex you go into in the town of Tulsa, Oklahoma is ran like a prison like from security to they even called lockdown they had called lockdown to everybody going to their apartment the police that day they took my phone number

and I was so damn they took my cousin's boyfriend and cousin in jail They had a half an ounce of marijuana piece on them, which we made a whole ounce. So they take these fools to jail, took my phone number, release me and my cousin, because she cussed them out of me because why y'all fucking with him? Because she knows, I'm fresh out. So everybody cussing these police out.

So they took them fools of jail. And when he took my number, I ain't never knew he took my number because he just took my phone at first. I'm like, can I get my phone back? You know what I'm saying? Once y'all, once y'all had to me at the cuff, he gave me the phone back. So I'm driving. My phone ring. The first ring is my grandma.

She's like, oh, okay, they didn't take you to jail. You know what I'm saying? And she's like, what happened? I told her what I was doing, what happened? The police jumped out, and they took these fools of jail. You know what I'm saying? And I'm like, you're calling this one and everything. So we go from there to hanging up, and I'm driving.

She's like, where you want? I said, I got to call my P.O. And let them know that the police just, I came across the police, you know what I'm saying? Just in case anything, I'm talking about I called my P.O right after I get out of their phone, told her everything they just happened. She was like, you are right. Did they do anything to you? I said, nope.

But I came across them. This is what happened. They took my cousin, Wooda Ben Boom. So I'm boom. She's like, oh, yeah, yo, drive me. I had the one for the driving. I still got the one for the driver. I got a warrant after my wrist, but driving without a license.

So I got this fade to a period. So she's like, well, you need to go turn yourself in tomorrow. I'm like, bad, you know what I'm saying? She's like, do what you need to do today. First thing in the morning, go turn yourself in so you can get on back out. I'm going to get your own back out, you know what I'm saying? It's like, it's like, it ain't nothing serious. It's just a damn driving ticket.

I'm like, bed. So I go and I get rescheduled for court. Get on out. Boom. Mind you, I went to jail the day after these fools just roughed us up. And, you know what I'm saying? These two fools to jail, I go to jail the next day, turn myself in, back door, walked in that mug. As I'm sitting there getting booked in and processed by the sheriff, you know what I'm saying, they reach my P.O.

I'm sitting there getting booked in. Guess who comes through the door? The same two police, the job out boys. They come through the door and they looked at them. And I guess he was like, that's the motherfucker from yesterday with the fast phone. so he's looking at me like well damn he got charged I guess he asked the sheriff what I'm doing in there

they're like shit he turned to his chef in boom they got out my information that day in charge with a charge possession never never was booked for charge never was booked for possession get out of the fucking county jail due to the court saying all right we just reinstated you another

court date boom I get to go out on the OR bond because it ain't number of fucking misdemeanor driving so boom I get out of jail Fast forward to New Year's Eve. That's how I went to jail New Year's Eve due to that case. Okay. You know what I'm saying?

Like, the police seen me in there and turning myself in due to driving without no license. And when they see me, I guess they seen all my information and charged me with possession. You know what I'm saying? I didn't have no attorney at the time. It was hard for me at the moment. So, I went to jail on that. That night when a dude tried to rough me up, that time. took me to jail that New Year is I called two three days later shit I'm like come and get me

everybody like shit Christmas just passed we strength up on money so I'm like well I I way it out they came off of me drug court so boom I'm like fuck I'm just I just want to get out of her I don't want to go to prison like I don't know I just left all that I don't want to go back to prison so they gave me drug court I'm probably like six months in and on the run I'm six months in because I I had a dirty UA one time so they were like

go to this place go to the rehab center so I called a place couldn't find a place I asked the people where it was they told me this place I look up

couldn't find a place and it was like they just giving me the bad bad running around like how y'all want me to go somewhere and they're like

would just go over turn yourself back in jail I'm like hell no I'm not going to go back and fuck a jail sitting there another 30, 60 days because you can't get your shit to catch me.

Like, it's up. Like, I don't, I just, I just was tired of it. I just, like, fuck you catch me. Like, I'm spending $40 every time I go piss. I might go piss. Shit, three times in a week. Like, you gotta spend this. Like, I gotta go pay for my peas.

Then you want some money. Like, they call them my color. Like, we're on a color thing. Like, the man gonna get on the machine. You dial this number. And if your color is called, You need to come in. You know what I'm saying?

The worst thing to be on is rainbow. Rainbow, damn it every day of the week, you're going to be called. So I went through the drug court, went on the run, and while on the run. I lost my best friend, which is like my brother. You know what I'm saying? On the run, like I'm on a run. I lost my best friend. How?

And then, like, man, a mask, a hotel mask in Tosso, Oklahoma. Like, we were seven pounds of weed. and it was like shit he killed he killed this girl uncle it wasn't no intentional thing it was just self-defense you know what I'm saying he they charged him with self-defense so fast forward a year later we at this hotel we just came back from Oklahoma City and we at the hotel they got the room they like were coming come up to the room like I got to go babysit that night But we get food poison the day before. Then my girl back in Tulsa, I go eat dinner with us.

She gave me some old-ass chicken. Like, I eat the chicken and chicken. Oh, so I immediately get sick and throwing up high, like, immediately. So I can't leave nowhere without throwing up or falling out. Like, I'm passing out. So I'm like, someone won't let me leave the house. So they call me and was like, what shit is such a day? She's just coming back to sit the room and I'm like, I'm like, cool.

I can do that. You know what I'm saying? So I get a phone call. somebody wanted five so I'm like what shit I only got a couple of her I need to go get some off so I can have something around me so I ain't got to be going back and forth and make sure I got some pounds away with me so I end up going out to the wrong cashing out grab some wig and when I get in the room I see this girl laying on the bed you know what I'm saying she ain't no good she's set up girl so I tell my partner like hey man welcome to the side you need to get her

up out of her like she said why she's sitting on that phone why you letting her sit on that phone do you know who she on the phone he's like no yeah who is she I tell her who she is and what she do he like damn boy I'm like yeah you need to get on the power out there does you know what she's going on she's like she like nah I don't know shit she just came in her she was been sitting on that phone since she been in here I said yeah get her ass about their phone and get her to fuck up out of her said she's a set up girl so somebody knock at the door It's my other partner and my little cousin, they walked through it. I'm like, what the hell?

I'm cuss immediately tripping with him. What the fuck is you doing out of her? She's like, oh, no, we're just waiting on CJ, so we get some bars. I'm like, nah, you ain't supposed to be in his room. Your brother going to kill me in you if he finds out you in the room. She's like, he ain't died on doing me like that. I'm like, man, get your ass back. Hey, nigga, get help out of her.

She ain't supposed to be in her. Take her ass back home. I'm like, I'm on everybody. Like, get her up at her. get her up out of her like i'm telling me get them girls up out of her that ain't supposed to be here like you know what i'm saying so i go bad i sit down and smoke my girl's in kashi khani like come on so i grab everything and leave i go back home do call like never mind so i put out my bricks up and go lay down you know what i'm saying because i ain't feeling too good so i'm laying down

i fall asleep next thing you know my girl's shaking me waking me like baby get up Get up. Something wrong. Get up. Get up. Get up. So I wake up out of a dead sleep. Grab my gun first. Like, what's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? My partner is sitting at the foot of the bed, pale white, shaking. I'm like, what's wrong? What's wrong? He won't say nothing. So he finally utter the words. The police got the wrong surround. I'm like, what's wrong? Let's go. So I grab my gun. Jumping his car. I'm like, jump in his car. I'm like, jumping past it. I'm driving. Shit, I'm driving. I'm driving. He said, don't go out there. bro just don't go after it ain't right don't go after so i immediately start calling bro like chirping him through on the booth's phone it's going through he ain't responding he's going through he ain't responding he's going through he ain't respond he's going through he ain't respond they finally

somebody cut his phone off so i get another phone call i come to the green house so i go to the green house and when i get there everybody looking like shit what's going on i'm like shit tell me what's going on i'm trying to figure out what's going on my I still got the 38 in my hand. I'm tripping now. Like, shit, somebody called both. They brought the ball in the line. Something that ain't right.

The detective called who they came and told me, they called him. It was like, I told them, then I finally just told everybody in the house. Hey, I've been to the room. I can't go up there and talk to the detectives because I'm on the run. They're going to charge me and book because I'm on a run. I can't go up there. I'm like, and the uncle would ask me, he was like, what did you do? I said, shit, I went in there, talk to, boy, said, did you touch it?

I said, hell no, I just told bro what's going on, get the girl affair, gave my issue at left. You know what I'm saying? I made sure the bro had his pistol, like, he was straight. I just told him get the grill out of home in the league. So we go from there to me. Muffucking, uh, detective calls. Everybody said, like, everybody went to go talk to the detective. They finally told the detective I was there.

And on the run, the detective was like, cool. so he third party talked through somebody else and I answered the question he was like shit what you know about that I said I don't know nothing about that you know what I'm saying hey like we know he was at that I like look I just went to check on my brother and left that's it you know what I'm saying it was so right what happened so do you realize so what happened after you left there was somebody got killed somebody died like after I left three people got killed my cousin the Girl, there was a set-up girl and my brother. Everybody got killed. They already killed their excuses. Somebody went and shot everybody in the head. Shot the girl on the phone four times in the head.

And you think she was setting them up? It wasn't her? It wasn't her? No. Okay. Who was it? It was the people, his girl. She didn't know we had that wrong.

His girlfriend. his girlfriend set him up okay and they catch the people they catch the guys that did it dude I'm in prison with the dude who did it dude

he killed the other two dudes they did I'm in prison with the dude who did it so you know what I did I ain't stab him but I beat the fuck out of them though

it ain't what I wanted to do to him but I did something to him you know um So what the detectives say to you? Did they think you had something to do with it first? Nah, they knew I ain't had nothing to do with.

I didn't know what I was looking for. So it was crazy that somebody went back in the room. They tried to figure out who voice it was. They called the police. I think it was the dude that came and got me. He called the police. He was the only one who went back to that room and seen what happened. That's why he was so pale white.

Right. In my bed and didn't say nothing. He never told nobody to this day. He was the only one to go to that room. I know you went to that room. get in there grab what you can grab and live I'm saying

so I know but it was just crazy like you know what I'm saying I didn't been in so many incidents where

if I did just stay five more minutes one more night it would have been me like I haven't been in so many incidents like this like God to tap me and be like hey

this ain't where you go on go somewhere We're like, I couldn't leave the house. I couldn't do this. You know what I'm saying? I didn't be any incidents where my fucking day drive-bys and I survived. Bullies, whizs, past me, stopped at my feet. So it was like, you know what I'm saying?

Just, I got a purpose for a minute. I realized it. So it's like, what that happened, man? It was just like, I just went. I just, like, quit Kern. Quit, quick, you know what I'm saying? I'm on the run. I just quit can.

Like, I just quit Kern. like we made a pack like the pack was you know what I'm saying 2009 by 2010 if we ain't rich we all gonna quit something drugs like we ain't got over 10,000 dollars and just save us alone and still get something going over you know what I'm saying something like we're coming from us so it's like shit we're speaking like shit you ain't getting let no minimum 10,000 say it doesn't know where we're all going to quit the game you know what I'm saying because we have beautiful run

beautiful it was beautiful everything was set up beautiful so it was like how we got to do is just do this shit do what we already been doing just on the biggest gear but that was cut short because that ain't what god had intended for me so what happened go ahead sorry um I was rapping you know what I'm saying at the same time I was trying to find the way to lead a game and figure out the way where I can make money with my voice. You know what I'm saying? How do I tell my story? You know what I'm saying?

At that time, I was like, I want to be a rapper. I used to free stuff for people. They're like, yeah, you got to get it. So it was like, shit, we start pursuing and more, you know what I'm saying? That week, we were supposed to go to Dallas and got me with some rap guys, you know what I'm saying, going to do a couple sessions. They see how I sound with them, you know, see how it's going to work out.

So that was Cush short. So as that happened, my cousin stepped in. My cousin Johnny, you know what I'm saying? He like, shit, it was just crazy. He put me together with, I don't even know this dude, Adam R. Steve. The man was like, man, it's my partner, Cighton. He in the game. Dude, dude, the rap, like, big-time rapper right now.

He's just like, shit. Here. This is, like, this is what you've been. Like, it was like everything I was on. You know what I'm saying? I'm on the run too. So he's like, shit, I'm just taking you on tour with me so you can see the road. So I'm like, bed.

I ain't never, you know, I ain't never been close to this. So my cousin called me one night. Like, we got a show. He wants you to come to do a show. You're like, what you want on your shirt. So I tell him what I want on my shirt. So we're laughing and joking on the way to the show. You're like, what are you going to do if the sheriffs come up in there trying to arrest you?

I said, shit, it's an exit somewhere around. I'm going to make my own way. to it. So I was my first time doing, you know what I'm saying, performing in front of that group, took pictures. A week later, dude, like, well, I'm about to go on tour. I want you to come with me so I can show you the whole rope. So I'm like, yes.

Got me a CD with some beats and some music going to, like, we'll write you some music today so we can start recording and get you some sounds after. I'm like, cool. I ain't never recorded. I was just rapping front of them, but I ain't never recording that. so the man that day the day we were supposed to go on tour

we leaving at noon so I tell my girl was going on like well look I'm gonna leave all my stuff and I'm not going to this tour with dude like I prepped for this all week so I'm going to go get my hair cut so when I get on the road next time I get another cut

they know exactly how I want my cut instead of trying to get something that they want me to have so I go get my brother going to cut my hair and in the middle of me picking him up, the girl called me, like, come pick me back up. I picked the girl back up.

When we get in the car, my phone instantly rang. People just checking on me like, you're all right. Okay, we see you made since you're like, you ain't locked up. So somebody like, bring me a swisher before you leave, come smoke with me and chop it over me before you do.

So I'm like, cool, I do that. As soon as I hang up the phone, the chick that I just picked the little chick out. She just called out and socked me in my face. I'm driving down a busy road. Like, I hurry up and hit a quick lift. She dove on me. Like, if I would have just moved over at the long time,

we probably would have hit the little old traffic pole. So I immediately threw the car. I hit the brake so fast and just pushed up off me and grabbed out of my stuff. And just jumped out the car, took out walking like, shit, I'm trying to make this tour. You're trying to get me, you know what I'm saying? Why is you trying to fight on me? What is you trying to fight on me for?

So she chased me through the mile parking lot, trying to run me over. She jumped out the car and tried to chase me. I ran there. Why did she hit you? Why did she hit you? Because somebody called me and asked me for a swisher, man. And I told him, okay, like this other girl, she knew about the other girl.

It's just she wasn't trying to hurt. She's like, gone, you know what I'm saying? She's crazy. So the girl just ended up here hit me, chase me through the parking lot. And I just ran to a car grab of keys and threw them up under another car so she can quit chase me and go, go find your keys. chasing me I ain't he caught the police why she's chasing me in a parking lot shot I ain't he called the police on me told him what we was and what's going on

I ain't did nothing to this one I ain't hit her touch her I just cussed out after she ran tried to run me over grab her like he was through it she know I'm on a run like she know I'm running from the police right thing she do is call the police on man I run through the mall I run through the mall I get outside start walking the police grab me You're like, is you such and such? I'm like, nah, that ain't me. You know what I'm saying? When he grabbed me, you know, I kind of pulled out.

Like, nah, that ain't me. What does you grab me for? He's like, you show. I'm like, look, man, that ain't me. That's how he started asking for ID. I just took off running. I ran through the mile, parking lot, ran through a shopping center,

and then ran through a store. I ain't never been in. Like, I ain't never been in the store there in my life. But it was like I found my way through it perfectly. Like the security in there, it was a big old lady built like her. she was built like a wrestler like a big old wrestler she was standing up blocking the door i just rushed her like just rushed past real fast and just you know how movies is and the

light come on and be bright it was like i seen the light when i rushed past and hit their door like i didn't know if i was going out of the exit tunnel if it's going to lead to outdoors i didn't know nothing i just ride on instant push past get through that door and it was right i got outside and I looked to say where I was. I see police rolling in the park, and I just start running. I'm out of breath. I'm asthmatic.

I just got to smoking. Like, I'm so out of it. I'm running, though. And I just jumped his fence, landing in his backyard with his dog. I didn't know if the dog was going to bite me. The dog didn't bite me. So I just was like, I ran to the front.

You know what I was saying? I get to the front. The police sitting in front of his house. He looked at me. I looked at him. I instantly just got on the phone and just waved them. He waved at me and drove off. You know what I'm saying?

He drove off and I'm sitting there on the phone. I'm telling my cousin, well, man, I'm like, man, come and get me. I don't know why just to keep running. I was so out of breath. I could have, I should have started running up that block. She's telling me, she's like, they got it blocked off all the way down her to all the way up here. So I'm like, man.

So I'm trying to figure how I'm going to get to this car. I'm so out of breath. I'm like, I'm like, fucking I'm a high for a minute. So I went back to the backyard with this dog, hid up under this car. the police came and they got to do who house it is the man this is when i passed first come out so the man got this big old ipad he got to record i can hear him clearly cop said there's somebody in my house i'm getting footage of it he might be hiding in my shed because they looked right at me i looked at them they looked at me like i had a cold hard coat

on with the hood so i'm buried in these leaves under the quarreling's little burial for the dog the dog got a little you know a little ball that they'll make yeah so he got this i'm i'm curled in or looking at him he's looking at me and police walk right past me the man come after with the with the pad they all sitting there with guns drawn tasers and maize drawn sitting there at the shed door waiting to pop it open when i'm get up there pop it open before they get it all the way open the dude scanning and he's scanning and you're looking at him he's looking at me i'm looking at him he's scanning you i guess he zoomed in he's like hey man it's a cohort up under my car right sir they look like him they all came over there and pulled me from up under that

car i immediately threw up on the police foot like i just couldn't hold it in and adrenaline yeah smoking and drilling in like i've been smoking blunts like i just smoked a whole pound of weed like within the past month you know what i'm saying all this stuff going on so i just been smoking blood blood blood blood i wake up smoking weed go to sleep smoking weed i wake up at my sleep smoking weed so i can go to sleep so i immediately threw up on them and And when they gave me up front, they were so mad. They were like, man, you took us on the run. Dude was like, I just had you at the front of the store.

Why you just didn't stop out? Like, shit, you got my name wrong. I wasn't who you was looking for. And then I went from there. Went back to prison. Found myself in prison. They got me five years. They gave me a five-year sentence.

I went in, about two and a half years, came home. When I came home. I just started moving different, you know what I'm saying? When I came home, I was just like, you know what? I don't want to, I'm not going to dive in this dope game. Like, I'm not about to jump in there here at first week. Go do something right. Like, I started working for my uncles, you know what I'm saying?

They got a little construction business. I started working with them. And then I found myself back selling drugs. Like, I felt like that money just wanted the money I was used to making. I found myself back to the same. selling drugs, you know what I'm saying? Even though I know what it's going to do, what they're going to do to me, how they're going going to do me if they catch me?

I know they're going to give me a life sentence if they catch me with these drugs again, but I still, I still lie to myself and tell them, get it. It's the other way you can get it, even though I was lying to myself. I know I was going wrong. So I found myself back selling drugs, and it was like my cousin found that. She was moving to Las Vegas. You know what I'm saying? She's like, well, you've been out of prison this long.

You should come to Las Vegas with me. Come and stay. come and try something new. Like, you're going to be able to do your music down there. You're going to meet a lot of people. People gravitate towards you. Like, you're going to be able to be successful down. Come and try something different.

I'm like, you know, you ain't ever better bad. I'm like, I think about it. First, I was like, yeah, then my girl was like, now I'm not going to Las Vegas. You know, my cousin crazy. She was right though. She was like, leave that girl. You're going to find another one down here.

I ain't thinking to myself, you know. So I'm like, nah, baby. I don't want to go to Las Vegas. Then she told me she's pregnant. So I'm like, shit, I got to get it together. Me and her starting walking and fighting. Police get called. I lose all my drugs.

So now I'm back to zero. We just lost the apartment. And I hate living with people. Like, I don't like living with people. They talk about you. Whether you're doing right or whether you're doing wrong, they're going to have something bad to say. So it was like, I didn't want to live with no one.

So it was just like, I was back in my grandmas, me and my girl, back in my grandmas. That didn't last long because I was like, we got to find somewhere to stay fast. So we here, I just found somewhere to stay, but we found somewhere to stay. So mind you, I'm still broke, busted up, disgusted. My partner pulled up, he was like, man, I got a lick, you know what I'm saying? It's over $10,000. And it's a whole bunch of bricks away. in the bar. So I'm like, no, I'm cool. I shot him down for the first

shit, first month and a half. I'm like, no, I'm cool. I'm going to get it. I'm going to get it. I'm going to just grind, but I'm going to stay at her and figure out how to come up with five, turn five or two hundred real quick. I'm not hitting them all the lips. I told myself I ain't hit no more lick. I'm not at a vow of God I want to hit no more legs. One day I was just, I needed the money. You know what I'm saying? Rent. We ain't got no money. We ain't get no food. So it's even harder.

So I'm like, I need the money. It was crazy. My partner called me. I had an assess to a fifth of a time. So I'm on muscle relaxes and lower tabs. You know what I'm saying? So he called me. He was like, shit.

It's a go. What's up? You in or you out? I'm like, fuck it, come and get me. My girl, my girl, she's washing the clothes. She's like, what you about, do I say? I'm about taking these fools. Go get some weed real quick.

I'll be back. She's like, all right. I love you. Gave her kiss, hug you. I left we went saw he knocked at the door said fuck are we going in we went in

we brought the window out sent my partner in first it's like a home invasion or is it like a home invasion or is it nobody even there? It ain't nobody here oh that's not a little bit of just a burglary yeah that's a little burglary

that's how I lead up this how I lead to me being in prison right now Now, this story is how I landed in prison right now. This story I'm telling him. This how I landed in prison. So I cleaned out of his glass, set my partner in. Boom, he'd get in, he slide on in there. I go in three of us.

I slide in next. I told my partner, I'm going to reach back and pull you up so you can get in because it's shorter, but I could pull him on up here. So as I tell him there, I look back out like, hey, man, I'm going to pull you on up. And I looked over. I see a door. I said, well, fuck it. Just hold on.

I'm going to open up this door. for you, and you just come to the door so we can go back out this door. I turn around instantly. I see blood on the bed. I'm like, damn, no, one of these people ain't heard that nasty than the motherfucker. I flipped the mattress looking for guns, money, drugs, shit like that. So I flipped the mattress. What I see on the other side, I see a whole bunch of blood.

I ain't taking account that it's fresh blood. So, boom, I'm flipping this mug. I push. I'm like, well, shit, it ain't shit. And I don't know why to flip all of it. I was just horrified. Like, damn, they get all this blood. on his bed I don't want to touch you no more so boom I just leave start finding my

partner walking through the house I'm I'm smelling weed like I can smell it where it I'm about it'll get all the weed I can smell it not knowing this is out of my blood I'm smelling all this blood but it's smell like some weed I'm like damn it's strong I walk past his mirror I thought I seen might walk past and so I'm trying to where I'm pointing the gun in myself and when I look I just see my whole neck cut open like my whole neck was cut open from back here I was going down to my collar bone to the jewelry, it cut like into a centimeter of my jewelry. So I immediately did like this.

I put my hand in there and put it in that, just covered in red. And this is from climbing through the window or breaking the window? I broke the window. I broke my vow with God. So I called for my partner. He told me where he is. I found the weed. You know what I'm saying?

Looking for him, I found the weed. I'm like, hey, we're going to just come back and grab this shit. You know what I'm saying? when I get woozy, you just take me to the hospital. We're not too far from the hospital. I'm like, just drop me out of the hospital. Like, right now, we're going to grab all the shit. You know what I'm fucked up dying and all.

I went to go grab a big old burgeon detail, rolled it up, wrapped it around my neck like a squat. It was just holding it like this, pointing out everything you should grab. You know what I'm saying? I'm like, just grab a weed. Don't grab nothing else, you know what I'm saying? Like, grab a weed. So I'm like, shit, I'm looking for my other partner.

I go off and look at the dough. This fool gone. So I'm calling him. Then someone's like shit, just call both of their phones. I started calling both of their phones. Like, you know what I'm saying? He's like, fool, why are you calling me? I said, just in case this is your story.

You pick me up. That's it. Just say shit, I was calling y'all frantically. And I sounded hysterical when I called. Just said that shit, I kept on telling y'all to come pick me up and y'all pick me up. You know what I'm saying? Like shit, y'all, wherever y'all was there, y'all was just driving to traffic. Like shit, he called said, pick me up.

me up. They can't be too far from these towers, you know what I'm saying? This side of town ain't big, so these towers are going to ping, you know what I'm saying? They ain't going to pin, you know what I'm saying? You can't say, oh, yeah, you was exactly on this street. So in my mind, I'm like, what's shit? You know what I'm saying?

If anything, it's happening, the worst happened, man, just telling that y'all pick me up. You know what I'm saying? Just be like, y'all pick me up. Stick with that. You know what I'm saying? Somebody threw a bottle, that's all he kept saying, and y'all picked me up. So, boom, we find my partner he walking back you know what i'm saying he looked at me i look at i immediately just

got me and look like yeah you fucked up i'm you know what i'm saying i can't prove with you right now because my neck is cut all the way up and i'm bleeding so he got to put first of all right he said he said he said my neck cut up and instead of him say hey hey hey stop come on we got he walked off and left because he seen my neck he's saying my neck all that red coming out my neck i went back to see what cutting too so when i went back to see what cut me it was like a piece of glass this long, it was at like a, like a little arch. And it was like, whatever hit me, just sliced through me. I never felt it.

I didn't feel it. I didn't even know I was cut. So shit, on the way to the hospital, I just remember blank it out. And my partner sitting in front of me in the driver's seat when he was on the corner. I'm like, why you ain't at the hospital when I came through? He's like, boy, he's crying and shit. He's like, you keep on going out. I'm like, well, drive this motherfucker.

I'm like, why you keep stopping it all? these red lights, why you ain't getting me to the hospital yet? Like, I'm forcing them. Like, if the police jump behind you, keep driving, don't you stop this motherfucking car? Like, I'm so out of it. I'm putting myself to sleep because I'm trying to keep the pressure on it. But I'm squeezing so tight, and I'm just knocking myself out. You know what I'm saying? I thank God that I was on Flitz around that day. I didn't feel it. I was so relaxed.

I called my grill. You know what I'm saying? After this fool and slapped me out in the face. And I'm looking at him, Craig, like, what the fuck is you on my face? like that, my other, the other dude sitting up there with his head down because he know he fucked up. He's like, damn, this fool about to die on us. He knows it's over with. So, dude, I caught my girl was like, hey, baby, she's like, where are you with?

I said, I'm on my way to the hospital. She didn't ever ask why. She's like, what hospital are you going to? I was joking. She's like, you're, motherfucker, you're playing. I'm like, I'm going to go to the hospital. She's like, what hospital are you going to? I said, what hospital are y'all taking me to?

shit they told me they're like we'll take you the same friends i'm telling them the wrong hospital the whole time they gave me the wrong hospital to tell it so i tell them you know what i'm saying this is where i'm going come to meet me there i ain't telling it's a realty of the situation none i'm like just come and get me that's all i'm telling i'm like just come and get me like see we got to the hospital i was so out of it howl i'm in the fool pulling me at the car and i was looking at the emce lady and i couldn't get the words at my mouth now you know what in, I'm up with you. I know I'm lipping, help me. I'm like, help me. Like, in my mind, I'm hearing myself saying, help me, but it ain't no words coming out. My friend ain't nothing,

probably about 125 pounds. I'm like 175. So I'm 50 pounds over his weight limit. So he's dragging me in the hospital with blood gushing on him, me for me, to him, the towel, the floor. Like, every time my heart beat, some of blood going, and they, and everything. All I know is we just hit the floor, and I was out of there from there. Like, I woke up three days. I woke up during surgery. I woke up doing surgery one time. I guess they was, uh, separate my blood, trying to get the blood.

They stuck something in my leg and my knee that went in my, uh, bone. They did something. And I guess I just woke up in the middle of surgery screaming. All I remember that dude telling me, they was holding me and telling me to relax, calm down. We doing this, this, this, this. you know a dude put something over my face and I was watching them while I was watching I was watching I was watching them do this to me from the ceiling like I was looking down watching them do this to me and I'm just looking like what the fuck and I see my girl come in like I seen her come in she grabbed me and just held my head like I was so out of there I watched the whole thing I told her what she had on when I finally woke up I finally woke up I just told her like man I sang me when you came in so this what she told me he told me he And the doctor told me, they was like, my phone kept on ringing. You know, and mind you, I told her the wrong hospital first off.

So she finally got it in good. Like, this boy at the hospital, she been calling my phone back to, back to back to back. Because she thought I was playing. So the doctor finally took my phone. He was like, man, your phone just wouldn't quit ringing. We grabbed it at your pocket. And I just answered. It said, babe.

So I answered it because she kept calling. And he was like, hello? And she was like, her mom, she asked me. And he was like, well, I think this is him laying on the table. And I guess she was like, where is he at? And they told him why I was. And that's when I sent him coming in the room. Like, I sent him coming in the room.

Like, I was just looking at me. Like, and I was just watching. It was like I was sitting in the ceiling watching me. Like, and I was just watching everything go on in the tubes. Like I said in Ireland. And when I woke up, I was like this. Like three days later. I woke up like this

like, oh, I finally just woke up and I couldn't turn my head to the right. I couldn't turn that way. Like, I couldn't do this. Like, everything I did was like this. Huh? Yeah. Like, I had to drive like this, sideways.

But it was crazy. Through all that? Okay. I guess they charged my partners then. They have them charged with burglary homicide. That's how they. they skirt these fools, the tail and everything.

So they used the skirt take because this is what the police report says. The police report said, Mr. Nidia is not going to make it. We don't believe he's going to make it. That's right. They're right there dead issue, right? It's a dead issue. So they're going to charge them so these guys start talking. Man, one of them saying that I grabbed all the stuff at the house and took it.

The other one was like it was his ideal, this, this, this. I didn't find all this out until I got a lawyer. Like, mind you, I woke up three days later, I'm like, fuck. I thought I was shackled to a bed. Like, I thought I was handcuffed. Like, I thought I was going to wake up literally handcuffed. First thing I did was check my leg. Like, how I woke up, lift my leg up, everybody in the wrong.

Like, where are you going? Lay down, boy, where are you going? And they ain't knowing in my mind. I'm like, I'm supposed to be handcuffed. So I moved my arm, you know what I'm saying? They're like, can you sit up? I'm like, I can't. I can't say nothing because the tools been in my thought.

I'm like, hold some of a drink. So they're like, the doctor come in like, oh, he woke. And like, get him some and drink. What's your while? Apple juice. You know what I'm saying? I like, give him some apple juice. That guy was called apple juice.

I started getting it together while they're talking. So the first thing I asked was, can I leave? Shit, the doctor looked at me. I'm like, I ain't got insurance. Can I leave? Like, I don't want to stay here. Another hour up, and I ain't surrounded by nothing but nothing but family that's willing to walk out.

these dogs with me. The doctor looked at me. He was like, stand up for me. I stood up, no problem. He was still a little hazy, so I stood up. He was like, all right. He, like, drink the apple juice. I drank the apple juice. He like, all right.

It didn't hurt. You know what I said? It didn't hurt. I was so numb. It didn't hurt at the time. I'm good. I'm taking a bag. I'm ready.

Go. I don't want to detect you walking in his dog. It's like, come on, you go into jail now. Right. So my grandma, I looked at me. I looked at my grandma. I'm like, I'm ready to go.

She's like, he ready to go. I'm ready to go, grandma. Doctor, I told him I had no insurance. I'm like, I ain't got no insurance. Just let me go. Oh, he was like, I'm not going to get your distra house paper right now. It was like, doctor, who I was leaving. He knows why I'm leaving.

Like, shit, they ain't cuffing. Let me go. So, boom. I'm out six months down the line. I finally got movement to my neck. I can finally, you know what I'm saying, move it. I'm driving. I go on the lunch day.

I come back from my lunch day I'm about to go pick up my gun from my mom's house Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute, You're telling me that cops never showed up Never charged me Never charged me Six months later

I never get charged I didn't have no warrant after my arrest Nothing I told I walked out the hospital No police there, nope What about the other two guys? One of them pled guilty to something Get five years probation The other one turned to a wreck

Okay Like a real full-time rat. So I end up six months later, I'm driving, I'm, you know what I'm doing better, I'm back hustling, got a little money, got about three cars

and motorcycle, so I'm driving. I'm like, I dropped the girl off, my partner in the car with me, and we just left. So I'm like, fuck, I'm about going to change cars, you know what I'm saying, get out of my truck, go get in my car. So I end up getting in the car, I may end up getting up to the truck.

driving I get to this corner the way the corner is it's offset like it's upset like it's like the corner is offset like this like this is one corner right here this is one corner but this on one side you can't see like the four way how it is it's a crooked four way so even if I didn't stop or even if I still going or whatever if I did you didn't see it because it wasn't what you said it was this what the police said the man said I never stopped at a at a corner I stopped at that corner for three seconds

is nobody coming I stopped complete stop one two three hit the gas the way it looked like the truck do this when you go

so boom I hit the gas I look at him he look at me I can see him he probably like a quarter mile down this road

so I'm looking at I'm like damn I'm going to police I tell my partner you know what I'm saying I'm a police oh I kept driving I get a quarter mile away

from next thing he come out there corner and drive up real fast get up on me didn't hit no lights so i passed the corner i could have turned to go to my mama house you know what i'm saying so i passed this corner he finally hit the lights so i drove all the way to the main street and turned the corner real fast threw everything out the car pulled up in my mama house my grandma just now pulling up they see all these police coming behind me she said she said boy i knew that was you something told me to come around her She knew it with me. She knew the police.

So these police, when they pulled me out the choir, they asked him, dude, like, well, what you pull him over for? He couldn't have no, he didn't have no legitimate reason to pull me over. They were like, well, why you keep going? I said, because that man, he didn't turn his lights on, and I don't know why he pulling me over. I wasn't breaking any laws. He just randomly came at his corner and pulled me over,

so I pulled up to a safe spot. They never tried to with a looting right there. So all of a sudden, they tried to say, They tried it was like, well, you hang on a license. They take me the jail for no license. Then they tried to tell me the truck was stolen. Truck wasn't stolen. I never get charged with that.

They tried to say all these different things. Then finally, they just dropped their whole issue. And then all of a sudden, they got me pulled down first-degree murder. First-degree murder for what? Burglary. First-degree burglary. I thought you said murder. Listen, first-degree burglary.

You know what first-degree burglary is? That is damn near a home invasion. Someone has to be there. Right. So they got me choice with first-degree burglary. I bonds out of jail on this bullshit-ass case that they tried to pin on me.

I bonds out of jail, get a lawyer, and he tells me the whole get down. He was like, hey, he tells me every word for word, what these other two dudes that said. He was like, hey, man, they put everything in the only. I told him the situation. I was like, look, man,

I told them everything that happened. Everything that I told, I told them everything that happened. So with that being knowledge of his winning, he's been my turn. He can't tell nobody yet. So we at court, they're like, well, we're going to get you 10 years for first degree birth. I said, I never committed first degree burglary.

Once he broke down with first degree burglary was, I was like, I never committed first degree burglary. So we go from that to we in the hallway, and I got a picture of my daughter. You know what I'm saying? I'll tell him, man, I make sure I go have breakfast with this little girl every day and go see her every day. And you've got to stop that right here right now,

trying to get me 10. I'm threatening that man. Tell him, if I ain't going to see mine, you ain't going to see yours. Oh, that was in my step. Yeah, no. He got his motherfucking ass in gear. He went in there.

They went in there, had a whole conversation. Guess what they came back out with? One year, breaking and entering, unsupervised probation. All I got to do is send $40 to the DA's office. That's it. So by the time we get through all these proceedings,

the judge, like, will tell me the real story because they all want to hear this real story. Everybody gone out to the courtroom, there ain't nobody with me, the judge, my attorney, in the DA. Everybody's out there's wrong because the story that my friends,

supposed friends told them, like, I stuck with my story, man. I was walking somebody drove by and threw something in me. That's all I know. I stuck with that even dying. So when we get, when I'm in this courtroom, they're like, well, we want to hear the story from you. like we heard all these pieces because they haven't been through these fools is in the system one of them out doing this thing so they want to hear the story you know what I'm saying you already convicted me I'm already convicted of one year you know what I'm saying so you can't bring it back up a change stamp seal proud in the system let's go so he's like well tell me the real story you know what I'm saying microphone off everything I said I tell him the story I tell him what happened how I cut my neck he was like man you're really blessed to be alive this right here is your second change you need to make a change right here

and that's when I finally cast my, you know what I'm saying? I catch a collusion, like, yeah, it's time for a change. You know what I'm saying? Mind you, I had the same DA, so I'm like, it's time for a change. I found myself in a situation where I was selling dope that people were stealing. So one day I just found myself like, I finally made their phone call to Las Vegas. Like, shit, hey, I'm about to get on the first thing smoking on my way down. I lost everything.

I'd have probably about five guys in this time period of being out. I'd have lost everything. Jury, money, cars, drugs, clothes, housing. I lost everything to the point my girl lost custody of our kids because she couldn't get it together. She didn't want the kids because I was in their life. So we lost everything. When I say everything, I lost everything.

I haven't lost my mind at one point in times where suicide wasn't no option. The motherfucker killed me. And I finally just got it together, man. get your ass up out of her. Go get your breath of fresh shirt, you know what I'm saying? Get your ass to Vegas. So I made that phone call September, September 26th.

Make that phone call September 26th. Told her, hey, I'm through. I'm on my way. I had a long talk after that phone call with my mama. I told her, hey, I think I'm about to leave for a little bit. She said, call me when you get there. She know what I'm back to leave. She know what time is.

She know I'm going through it. So I'm like, I'm about to get up out of her. Go somewhere. to go get my shit together. So I finally just, that morning, that morning of the 26, somebody stole some dope, one of my family members. I'm not mad, not angry, I'm not pissed off. I'm just furious because if you would have me for it, I would have it to you. Like, no what I'm saying, no problem.

So I leave, take off walking, go make some money, hit a knock, hit a swerve, and go give me some cigarettes, walk to the the store and go give me a cigarette and I just finally jump in the car with dude and I text him like hey man you know what I'm saying y'all nothing good is gonna come to y'all for somebody that I was herep ya I you know what I'm saying like I miss y'all get gas in y'all car and I don't even need y'all car I'm sure y'all straight you know what I'm saying like I look out for y'all y' ain't had to steal from on we went from there to later on the night I ended up back on the side of town and I ended up at my girl's cousin house which is

house. So when I get over there, the dude that stole, he ain't third, which is supposed to be my kid for him, you know what I'm saying? So he's not third. So boom, there's some random dude and I ain't there bagging up cocaine. I'm like, I'm fucking with my sister's like, I'd have to ride that dude. He's doing him all in my uncle house selling drugs and he gets out to watch and he's all. You know what I'm fucking with? She's like, nah, boy, let that boy along. Leave me along. So boom, I get a car, broken arrow. I got a broken arrow. I got a broken Canero pick up this 50. And then I get another phone call, the dude who,

one of my partners, he's like, I need a gun. I just bought a gun for my birthday, August 3rd. Mine, this is September 26. I'm like, hurry, you can have this motherfucker. You know what I'm saying? I'm like, just give me 150 in a ride. You're going back to the city, right? You're like, yeah, I'm like, give me a ride back to the city.

Give me 150 in a ride to the city. You can have this, motherfucker. I just bought it. I didn't use it. Just buying for protection. So I'm supposed to be meeting him. I go to Broken Arrow, get the money, come back. The girl that drives us, the broken narrow.

She's like, well, I'm about to go south. I ain't going to be able to take you north. I'm like, I give you $20 to drive me out north. Like, her, I'm going to give you extra over what you need to drive me somewhere. She's like, no, I can't do it. So, boom, I got the first drink. I threw it after one day. I've taken two swigs of it.

I get up in the house. My mouth is so damn dry. feel a dehydrated. So my phone, it goes dead. I got an iPhone 4 at the time. It goes dead. So it takes about 30 minutes for it to come on after his first little boot up. So I'm sitting in there charging my phone.

I got a hold the cord to the phone. You know what I said? I got a rig on it, so I got to hold it so it can charge. I'm walking in the house, and I see the dude is supposed to be my relative right there. He got this look on his face like he fucked up on something. So as I'm walking in, I heard, you know what I'm saying? And his girl said, they're going to nephew right there. I guess she tried to say I was breaking down some shit.

Somebody left some residue on her. So in his mind, I got all this shit on me. You know what I'm saying? Dude was just breaking down cocaine on his county and left. So I guess she told him it was me in there fucking, you know what I'm saying, busting shit down. And so in his mind, I got a lot of shit on me. You know what I'm saying?

Because I don't ever tell my fuck what I do and how I do it. As I'm sitting there charging my phone, I'm like, hey, you got something drinking her, I got something drink? I'm just fucking thirsty. Like, for no reason. Like, why I'm on some thirsty? So I go and I go get the dream. I'm like, shit.

Hey, oh, let me just get this Rupert and I just do y'all fired out. So I go by y'all some more. It's a three-liter. He's like, I don't hear, nephew. So I grab the Rupert, boom, I'm hitting this thing trying to, you know, I should get my mouth back more. He's like, nephew, let me see that drink real quick. Let me get a little bit of it.

I pass it back to him, like, behind me, like this. I ain't even look at it. I just passed back to him, grab it. I'm charging my phone. And I'm still sending a charge of my phone. Wait on come on. So, boom, I reached back. Like, I don't let me get the dream.

When I reached back, I don't know what he was doing. He was doing something like this. Like, put something in there and just dropped it down. So I grab out of drink. I ain't thinking nothing of it. But it ain't dying on me what he was doing. You know what I'm saying? That ain't dying on me there.

Putting something in my fucking drink. I hit that motherfucker. I hit him on. I just chugged it to it. Like, it was about that much left up in there. Like, just, you know what I'm saying? A little bit. And I just do it in my bag.

And as I'm sitting there away, and it's like, I start feeling high. like it wasn't know how I ever felt and it just felt weird like I started feeling weird like not myself so my phone cut on when it cut on I just started dabbling whoever number I can get to pick up their phone to come and pick me up because something ain't right I started instantly feeling like something ain't right you know what I'm saying this fool went to go turn off every light in the house I'm still dabbling and next thing you know I see them standing behind me with his gun now So I end up calling my baby mama and shit. She didn't answer the phone.

I don't know where she stayed. Like, we were just together two days ago in a hotel room, but I don't know where she stayed, you know what I'm saying? I'm not looking for where you stay at. Like, you know what I said? She wanted to get her piece and come and see me. And I gave her her up peace and let her come and see me. So I'm sitting there.

She finally picked up the phone. I'm like, hey, man, I'm on 21st boy. Like, yeah, you can pull up. Yep, I get one of those. Like somebody's coming right now. I'm like, yeah, how far is y'all? Yeah, you're just down the street. come on.

So I'm trying to throw him out because this fool is standing behind me with this gun and it's kind of making me paranoid. Like, why is you standing behind me with the gun? So my phone, the light cut off and I just dropped the phone down. Like, you know what I'm saying? I holding it to charge after getting out the phone.

All I just see is the fool. I'm watching them on the phone, like the mirror on the phone. I'm watching this full. Full walk up behind me and point the gun and me like this. Then he falls up. He walked back off.

Like, he don't know if he wants to do it or not. You know what I'm saying? So when I'm saying? I see it. The first thing I did was put on my gloves. I put on my gloves. I didn't slap the barric on him. I just put him on real quick. Like, he can't see in front of me. You know what I'm saying? In my bag, I got this big ass 45 on me. So he know I got this gun. I mean, he don't know exactly where it's it. So I grab my gun. Shit, I pop it off for safety. I always keep one in the head. So I sit it like on my rib, like on the side of my

rear pointed at him. You know what I'm saying? I'm watching him from my phone now. Like, I got the phone up to why I can watch him. But he turned down falling like. but it's like the light from outside give me enough silhouette to see him so I see him and said I immediately jump back on the phone like, are you there? Her shit, I don't walk with out through his ass off so quick

because I got the gun and backpack in my hand but I got the gun on one side in the backpack where you can't see that mug where he can't see my gun in my hand because I jumped up he took this gun like nephew I need you just stay right here and wait just wait nephew I need you I'm like hell no I got somebody we'll come back

I'm trying to throw him all like we'll come back I'm trying to get out of this house I'm like, we'll come back, man. I got somebody meet me at the stove. Come on. Like, you know what I'm saying? Because I'm, he waiting on whatever it is to kick in. And I'm starting to feel, you know what I'm saying, blur it?

And this is your cousin? Man, it's supposed to be like my uncle, man. Okay. So I grab, I grab, I got to the door. The dough ain't up from like two and a half feet. I'm like, if I can get to this dough and get out of this door, I ain't got to shoot this man or he ain't going to do nothing to me. So shit, I got that dough.

I heard it just unlocked it so fast and get out that dough. I just took off running. Gunning him, backpacking hand, gloves on, phone in one hand, running. And once I get out to, once I get out of safety and I didn't see him, he was screaming for me. And I just got out of where he couldn't see me. And I just put my gun up, do it in my backpack, do it on my bag, and just start calling for help. I called my mama. I call my grandma, call cousins.

I just kept on calling people. It's 11 o'clock at night. Obviously, it's something wrong. I'm calling for help. You know what I'm saying? Without having to call, I don't want to call the police or emceal right now. I don't want to fall with the shit on me.

And my bad mama's shit. I didn't want to pick up the phone. Tell me where she was and how to get to her. So, yeah, she coached me on how to get to her. So I'm like, well, just meet me at the store. Like, come meet me at the store. Because I don't want to be walking in these apartments. I ain't ever been in these departments.

And I don't want to be walking through there stumbling, like, the way I am. Like, I'm stumbling to it. And when I got to her, I remember her saying, like, damn, I can't get her hug. And when she looked at me, like, damn, you look fucked up. And I kept on telling her, man, call my mama, Kyle, you know, so, call somebody this fool is going to drug me, he was trying to rob me up here, you know what I'm saying? She's looking at me, and I just, like, fuck it. Take my phone, take my bag, call my mama, like, call somebody to tell him, come to get me,

and just trying to rob me up to here and drug me. Like, she sees something wrong. I ain't thinking nothing of it, you know what I'm saying? like we got our past we got our moments you know what I'm saying we got a lot of bad and good so I guess she's seen a situation and seen the opportunity shit she like we quit fucking with each other because she always tried to get me locked up so I guess she's seen the opportunity this time she I didn't want to be with I told her like I'm like I'm cool like prior to the like two days ago I just told her like I don't want to be with you like we

can't do that we can't do us no more this is it like this is it I I called myself in the evening that night. Two days later, I caught myself needing it that night. She got me to her, seeing that it was, shit, it was a goal, and I was fucked up. She called the police on me. You know what I'm saying? I sent the police, and I got a flight kicked in. I took out running.

I ran, I tried to run in that house, and tried to get the, I had dope guns, skills, money, all this shit on me. I took out running and tried to get in there for help. Like, hey, help, police out of her. Like, you know what I'm not thinking. And all I remember this shit, twisting the knot, like, and walking in somebody's apartment, you know what I'm saying? Five hours later, five hours later, shit, I was hanging out of a window. I had, it was tear gas in there, it was smoking her. Like, I don't even remember too much of nothing.

Like, all I remember. Wait a second. So you went into the house. Yep. I was in some random person. I was in somebody random apartment when nobody there

the door was unlocked they even said like they tried to charge me with first degree second degree bird degree and it wasn't nobody there and it wasn't kicked in

like it wasn't no damage to the door or nothing they still tried to charge with a first three bird so mind you all right so boom

five hours later I come down I come to they put me in a suicide room. Like, I went straight to the jail. They threw me in suicide. Yeah, I finally come to it. I look out. It's like the whole police force

out there. And I just, I was so puzzled. Like, well, what the fuck am I doing up here? Like, what the fuck going on? I looked down on the side. My gun just laying on the floor and I see the drugs. I grab the drugs and go flush. And I was just thinking to myself, like, what the fuck I'm doing with these gun?

Shit. So I hit the gun the best I could. I just jumped out the window when I came out. zip tied me hauled me out of the jail nobody ever asked me what was going on why what what the fuck nothing

they didn't say nothing to me they just charged me the maximum extent of a crime they could charge me with they threw me a suicide I got jumped on by the police while I was in there my eye got busted

they sent me in solitary confinement the whole time I was in the county jail so I was fighting from the shoe like I was in the shoe I had no access once I started filing once I seen what was going on I'm like shit they got me

charged with first degree arson you got me charged with first degree arson for a bed they weren't even in the blaze like first of view arson you gotta be somebody in there the structure got to be damaged and I got to be knowing and willing to be doing it and I don't mean none of the criteria

of it you know what I'm saying they never thought about well shit I hung out the window like once I seen the footage like once they seen me a PD the PD that they gave me he broke a cell phone man I used the cell phone, Google me, and seen what was going on in my

case. And I told him, I was like, man, that wasn't me. Like, for five hours, I said, that only ain't nice. Since I hung out of a window, five hours with a gun, big-ass gun at that, pointed out the police, fired off some shots. Why they didn't shoot me? I'm like, bro, I said, now you don't think that made sense? Like, you're talking to me now,

and you're looking at that? Right, I said, that wasn't me. I said, that ain't my care if somebody drugged me. I told him, like, you think somebody's going to come to court? What a person there? I said, shit, I know where he's in. I just don't know it's full government name, you know what I'm saying? You're like, but you think they're going to come to court and tell the judge, if they drug? I said that I ain't, that's besides the point.

The police failed to do their job. They didn't do no motherfucking toxicology report to see what the fuck was wrong. If I was such a threat, you know what I'm saying? Like y'all, for five hours, I played with y'all, toy, with y'all pointing this during that y'all say, what was the, what was the threat at? The threat was the gun being pointed, right? Why was not, why y'all didn't shoot me? Why y'all didn't do out of this shit?

Because y'all knew I never heard the 911 call in there night. I wanted to hear the 911 call. What was called? Obviously, I wasn't no threat. Y'all just ran my name and seen I was a criminal and pursued me as a criminal. You know what I'm saying? That's how they're training there. You just seen my name and see that I get criminal intent in behind my foul.

And they say, career criminal. I was a career criminal at the age of a fucking 11. That's what it said in the foul. Like, you, you automatically put me there. You put me in a category there. Y'all treat me like a criminal every time we come together. Like, every time we come past each other, every time we come past each other, but I didn't have a question.

Like, I had a question. Yeah. You don't remember hanging out the window, pointing the gun. You don't remember anything. I don't remember none of that shit. I sent a video of it on the moves, man. I had something pink on my head, pointing the gun at the police. like pointing it at them.

They even said I put it up to my head. It was like, I read at that once we, like, I was going to get there. Like, all right, so we, they, they offered me 10 years for first degree arts. And I'm like, hell no, I ain't commit no crime like that. Yeah, I got me charged for first degree burglary. Then they tried to bring that burglary charge back up. Remember I told you? The burglary charge, they tried to, this is how this is how I come about.

So they tried to charge me for this and got me first degree burglary. So we in the courtroom. And I just said, like, how y'all going to charge the first-degree burglary? They were so confused on the past case. I'm on probation, you know what I'm saying, for breaking the interest. So now all of a sudden, it's first-degree burglary now because I caught a new case. I was trying to book you. You know what I'm saying?

So I walk in the courtroom, the first time, the first person I see coming to courtroom was that same behavior. When he walked in there, he had my family, he looked at me and said, I got you. So that's why I got the time I got. They got me 20 years for a mattress, 85 percent, for a mattress band. smoldering. You know what I'm saying? Wasn't no damage to the building. Wasn't nothing wrong. Wasn't nothing, nothing.

Like, you could have find me and gave me community circles to go fix that building back up. Like, wasn't nothing wrong with the building. They didn't have to demolish anything. They didn't have to turn nothing up. All they had to do is put some kill on their wall and repaint them walls. That's the only thing that was wrong with the heavy smoke damage.

Re-insulate the carpet. You know what I'm saying? Well, some new filters through that. That's it's the only thing that was wrong with the place. Wasn't nothing wrong with it. So being that I was a career criminal, instead of them assessing the whole situation as important, for what it is, they charged me with first degree, burglary, second degree, burglary, first degree, arson, possession of the firearm, reckless conduct of a firearm. They never had the firearm until I was trying to go to trial. They didn't even have a firearm when I was begging to go to trial.

They didn't find a firearm until like three months later. So I was just like, shit, let's go to trial. Because, I mean, now you've got to get that. See, in my mind, how trial work, you got to bring my accusers up, right? Right. I don't have no code offended. You ain't got nobody to come to testify. The only person going to come to testify is this girl that said I did what she said I did.

My baby mama flipped the whole story and told him I came over there, tripping over custody of our kids. So I was like, fuck it. I want to go. I want to go to trial. You know what I'm saying? The PD I had, he was so, he was so, he was so. him in trying to give me to take time. I'm like, I don't want to take no time.

I've been in prison. I'm like, you're afraid of my father. I haven't asked him. I'm like, do you know what's going on in my case? He didn't even know what the hell was going on in my case. He just came in an hour from the time because his boss in there, get him to get some time. You know what I'm saying? The judge mocked this man because I wouldn't sign for 10 years.

He was like, damn, Ben Wuss. You couldn't get him to sign? Like, you mocking this man in the courtroom because he couldn't get me to sign no time. You couldn't get me to, you know what I'm saying? They was mocking this man because he couldn't give me to play. plead out. And I'm telling the man, like, hey, that wasn't me in that video. So by the time we about to pick jury, he jumps up and was like, Yon, I want to plead, I want to play insanity for my client. Like, he's trying to do his job now. Like, you should have did this from the

jump. Like, hey, man, from the video, from everything I seen, it seemed like my client wasn't itself. It's more to this video than what means to eye. We need to get that lady in her and have her come here and have her, you know what I'm saying? A chamber to sit down brief. Like, let's get in the chamber and talk about it ain't got to be no open court room discussion this something you i need to pull her in her and really get on her because if she needs to be on her the foot she needs to be in her serving time too because you falsely accusing me and that's what led up to all these events okay so what happened so he couldn't get me to uh take the deal so we at jury i'm like running through the names ages city and state where they stay at

And I'm picking my jury. And the man, the man jumped up. It was like, I want to plead insanity. And then they jumped up and stopped. It stopped right there because they found the motion I filed. I filed the motion for ineffective counseling. So, boom, they held off right there, boom, for me picking jury. And they went back to why I'm going to found this.

You know what I'm saying? Infective counselor, I'm like, well, shit. First off, man, don't know my case. he never came and asked me my side of story he ain't even doing his job to fight for my life to the best of my knowledge and the best of his ability because he don't know criminal law because he's only been a fucking lawyer

for a year and a half so he don't know what the hell is going through like he don't know what's going on in the case I'm saying I kept on telling him like I don't feel like he was going to be able to fight for my life the way you know what I'm saying to the best of his ability and the judge mocked me and he laughed at me

and told me it sound like to me that you want him to come to spend more time, which I said, nah, I just want the man to be able to fight for my case. If you don't just might fight my life, at least fight for my life, you know what I'm saying? The man added in on me taking time, and I talk about 150 criteria of the crime. So, boom, that stopped me right there. We quit picking jury, and shit, we went from nerd to the man.

We went to, we had one more proceeding, until they got me an ineffective accountant because I found the man was like well fuck it, we're going to get your mental health court. This is what he tells me. We're going to get your mental health court. How are you going to do a sign this paper?

Boom, take a blind plea. You take this blind plea. I'm going to tell them to get your mental health court. This is what he signed up. Like, this is what he's telling me. So I'm like, I don't even know what the blind plea is. You know what I'm saying? He never broke it down what it is, what it's going to do? You know what I'm saying?

And so then that doesn't my turn. He'd go out and tell my family, you know what this blind plea is. So they come in, take the blind plea, take the blind plea. I'm like, hell no, I want to go to trial, y'all. They're like, nah, take the blind plea. They're going to wipe you. I'm like, they can't wipe me out. You got to get that girl up here to come to tell the side of the story that ain't being told.

And then, guess what? I get to tell my side of the story. Right. You know what I'm saying? You got to bring that cell phone. What are evidence is it? You know what I'm saying? That's what I'm telling me.

Evidence to convivision. What are evidence is it? You know what led up to all these events? Like, I ain't wake up one morning. I'm about to go over here and do something too. I got to burn the house down. Ain't nobody waking up like that. I didn't even wake up with it on my mind.

So, dude went out there, talk to my family, coached them and lied to them, and they called my uncle and everybody, like, take the blind plea. I'm like, hell no, I don't want to take no plea. I don't even want to go to prison. So I took the blind plea, and I found once I figured out what it was, was one of my friends in the court in a jailhouse helped me foul a uh uh you want to withdraw i found emotion to withdraw plea yeah i filed that emotion to withdraw plea being that i'm not a part of the bar association this is what i learned being that i'm not a part of bar

association it sounds like i'm lying that's what i got about all of that because the man they the man who i'm telling them you know what I'm saying I told him like I told them everything that man did and what he's doing and what he hasn't done and what he should be doing. Like, and they was just like shit, he ain't there. So being that he's a part of the Bar Association, and he ain't had to get up to testify.

But it's in black and white. The man said, yeah, we talked about court, uh, mental health court. Yeah, I told him we was going to get a mental health court all the way to, uh, I don't recall it. This is in black and white. This is all in black and white. So that man, you

lie. You were lying. I got this in black and white right now in myself and black and white where this man said yeah we talked about it yeah I said we is yeah I feel that after pepper worked her I don't even know what I'm talking about I don't even know what you're talking about we ain't never had that discussion

I'm like that's why I took the blind plea that's why I'm telling you I'm like that's the only reason I took this blind plea so we went from there to me telling them what happened to me coming off the stand to I'm giving you 20 years for this six years for this, two years for this, three years for that. I got sentenced right off the stand.

So as I told him that he's not going to fight for my life, that's sentenced me right then and there. So what? They deny my withdrawal plea right then and there and sentence me. Right then and there. To 20 years. That ain't what? 20 years.

They gave me 20 years. Right then and there. Like, based on that blind plea, even if I filed a, Withdrawal plea, they still gave it to me based on their blonde plea. So on 20 years, you do 17? 17 and a half. I've been gone almost nine years. Whoa.

You still got eight and a half years. I'm in a medium max security prison. And it's just like, I just felt like I never get to do. justice. Like, I never, even, even, even with just the system, it just, like, I was victimized. Like, the whole thing, like, it was bias and prejudice, even doing that whole proceeding, like, the judge was in, or they switched me judge because one judge mocked me and laughed and told me he felt like I want the man to spend more time and have to ask me him on any psychics, psychics that are keeping me understanding knowing what's going on. I told me, yeah,

I'm going to mess. I don't know what's going on. You know what I'm saying? When he had, I'm like, no, I don't know what's going on. He's still proceeding. See what I'm saying? That right there, you are going against your whole, everything you stand for and everything you build.

You're showing your real true colors right now in this courtroom. Instead of you doing your job and proceeding the right way, did it. And once he caught on to it, they hurry up and switch me chambers. They switched me, they switched me up rooms, gave me a judge, which was his homeboy, his home boy proceeded right on through, denied my, denied my whip-drop plea right then and then, sentenced me to 20 years. Have you tried to appeal it?

I appealed it. All they did was took down some of the fine. So now, I'm in a process of where I'm about to foul a commutation or post-conviction relief. Yeah, they just never just, like, it was just like the system is against. period like so now you're trying to get out of prison now trying to get trying to get i'm trying to like right now they they push it for something where they can't where the governor is not involved in a parole here in a parole process because it's like this you can get all what is six you can get all all five yeses that's the parole board saying yeah we feel

like he should go out which is the public that don't know me are you know what I'm saying that the governor hired to say yes or no and you can get all five yeses and you're waiting on this governor to sign yes or no and guess what the governor going to do? No.

So what was the point you hiring all these people? What do they judge? Where is their integrity at? You don't believe in their integrity? Well, it looks good. So why would you? It looks good for him to hire these people.

It looks good. Yeah, it looked good. But if you're not doing what you're supposed to be doing, how do we, how do we fight that? Like, how do a person in prison fight that? You know what I'm saying? How do you fight that?

Because they don't tell you why to know it's no. They just know. Denied. Like, damn, y'all just said, yeah. And you deny it. So it's like... It's a shitty situation. Yeah, it is.

But it's crazy. I got some good out of it. Like, I can honestly say through this sentence, I've been blessed. like the positive side of i've been blessed like it could be worse than what it is like i didn't say people dying her get killed and overdosed i didn't see the i didn't see any worse in her like in a small community a lot happens you know what i'm saying so it's like i've been blessed i honestly say i've been blessed overall like it was an eye-opener i needed well what are you doing

while you're there are you taking any programs or you i took programs or you i took programs I'm in programs. I'm in different classes. I just graduated the main program here, one of the first pupils of the program. And we're in another program called Pathways, which is an extension of this program that lasts forever, even outside of incarceration.

I'm saying, just bring a community of felons together and showing like, look, hey, you can beat the eyes. You know what I'm saying? You might be a part of statistics, but you can change it. Um, okay. Yeah. So how many of these interviews have you done? Uh, like, it's like my third one right here.

Like, I ain't ever been in depth like this. Like, you probably had the only one that get the in-depth story like this. Well, what do the other ones go? Uh, a lot of them, like, music, like Carter, man, quarter, when we talked about what I do in prison, you know what I'm doing time. And I kind of touched on just like being locked up in prison, I'm a majority of my daughterhood. majority of what

my adopthood oh okay um yeah listen I'm gonna I'm gonna call a couple of of well I'll text a couple of guys if you want to do you want to do any more of these yeah

man what's up you trying to get my celly on that I'm not I mean what's what's the story again with the sally Let them tell you Comerick Hey, how are you? Hey, how you doing?

Hey, I'm good. I'm good. What's, uh, what's, uh, what's the story real quick? Just like, and, like, can you give me a Reader's Digest version, a quick version? Not really. No. Um, well, I'm, I'm saying I'm trying. to figure out like if we need to schedule something longer like i can't obviously we can't do it

now oh definitely we would definitely have to schedule something then um just giving you the gist of we'll probably take 15 20 oh shit um basically um i was falsely accused um a first degree murder by a group it was known to me even though each party in the group wasn't and um they coupled me in with a rival gang because i grew up in this territory and i was close to this group of people, even though I wasn't part of that gang. And it's like authorities don't realize that these groups intentionally, maliciously used law enforcement in the way the court system is. And they use that the same way they would retaliation in the streets with the firearms

or with anything else they use that. And it was intentional. The people who accused me of this crime admitted they didn't know who the shooter was, admitted that I wasn't present during the initial application, admitted that they had nothing to do with me for weeks. And then when the pressure was on, because they were all charged with their own crimes, they were all in cahoots doing other illegal and violent activities, my name came up because I was close to the guy they were directly involved with. We have the same last name. These people who knew of me didn't know me intimately.

Me and this guy have the same last name, which is Smith, even though my family is originally from East Texas and his family is originally from Alabama. Both families, both of our families be located to Tulsa, Oklahoma, where we grew up in some apartments called Comanchee Park in North Tulsa. And because of our relationship, people would be thought we were a cousin. We had the same last name. And the altercation that happened initially led to a shooting 24 hours later. And that's how I've gotten drawn in. One person in particular who knew me, me in the group, had falsely accused me of being involved in the initial altercation, and that's what got me stopping frisked, got my name ran, and got my name put into the case.

Even though 24 hours later when the shooting actually happened, my name wasn't said. No one brought me up because I actually wasn't involved. Two weeks later, my name would be brought up again because my name was ran the night of the initial application, and the suspect was still at large. So the guy who they knew was involved in the beef was suspected to be my cousin because we were close and we got the same last thing. So people tied us together in this altercation and the rest of this history. Entered into an investigation and it just continued to spin in that within the investigation until you became the prime suspect. Yeah.

And it's crazy because I have a, I had an alibi defense at the time of trial. so I had multiple people let these people know exactly where I was, who I was with, when I left there, how I got there, the whole nine. I can prove that I wasn't even in the city limits at the time of the crime. I still can. Even a bigger deal

is that seven years later, all in young, the guy who actually committed the crime, the guy who was actually fighting the deceased in the initial education, the guy who had the beef with him, admitted to the crime on his deathbed to his family. And I'm still here. He presented this evidence to the courts,

through post-conviction, through attorneys and private investigators working, and I'm still here. The courts won't hear it. They won't give me the hearing that I need to make a record of these out-of-court record facts that would, you know, get me exonerated, get my sentence vacated. So that's where I am now trying to get in court. Okay, well, listen. Marquise has my my number like we can text

okay you want to text something so I'm going to contact somebody because I may or may not have something on this Friday so next week I can probably figure out a time but obviously you guys have certain times

you can do things so I can give you my Advocates number her name is Shelly Ware that may be the best way to go about it. Can Marquis text it to me, her name and her number?

Yes. I can have him do that right now. Yeah, yeah. Have him do that and then I'll contact her and we can try and figure out some way to do like a, you know, like an in-depth interview, not like a 15-minute interview. But like this, where just tell me like, hey, I was raised here. Here's my parents. Here's my brothers, my sisters. I was raised in, you know, this community.

I went here. I was never any problems or, hey, maybe I had problems as a kid. However, I'd love to. You know what I'm saying? Because most people, like, you can't, you can't tell me your fucking story in 15 minutes, bro. Like, you know, you can't even do it in 45 minutes because the truth is, is like, you know, you kind of need to know, like that background. Like, were you ever in trouble? Was I, was it a bad neighborhood?

Was it a good neighborhood? Was it in my character or not in my character? Like. And I've learned that over time, you know, people don't, it's not just your story. People need to know you, too. you know know what you're like what's normal for you and and they don't you don't get that when you're hearing told each other's story you don't get that when you see a guy who was incarcerated and he's been gone 13 years you know you don't you don't get that hey I appreciate you guys

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