Middle-aged opinion - I see dead people

Episode Date: September 3, 2025

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Wow. What do you think of that? What don't you think of that? I think that girl has got everything. Anyway, they went, both screwed their faces up and went, he's not good enough for Auntie Emily. And I was like, what do you mean? And they were like, well, first of all, she's way too pretty for him.

And I was like, oh, because they don't say no stuff at all ever. They were like, she's well out of his league. They both just, you know, like my face, they both went... And I was like, because first I was like, all right, and then they were like, ugh. It's like, fair place, fair play. I appreciate that. I mean, we all see it, but the personality was winning, now it's not. Oh, cheers both, thanks for these.

That meant, don't do it. Right. But I'm assuming we went for, am I the arse with you? Yeah. Okay, but. I did say that, didn't I? You did say it and I was just like. I'm sure I said it, but now I'm not sure.

We did have a conversation. Was that before or after? I don't know. I had the amp at that point. Then it weren't then, because you didn't seem to have the amp. No, it was before. It was before. It was before that.

Yeah. Yeah. No, I changed my thingy, but I haven't got one picture together this age. Harry went, what am I doing? Alfie sent that from uni. I was like, why do you pull faces like that? It's just his face. And then he goes, no, it's not.

He's not that Chinese normally. I said, Harry went, what am I doing? I said, oh, me and Uncle Chris were ripping the piss out of you, so you've run your brother. That's what he did. He rung Chris. That's my brother, he rung Alfie. I was like, shut up, you morrow. It's kind of cute, though.

Yeah, he was like, this is what they're saying. Oh, mate. This is what they're saying. We haven't got any photos together either to put up on our thing, Bob. We didn't do any TikToks. We didn't have. They, like, ruined our whole weekends, babe, those people. Where in my fucking weekend?

There were times where I was like, you're ruining my weekends. Like, you are ruining my weekends. One of my best moments was when we went on the green bit. With James, I enjoyed my little moment, yeah, that was nice. The beach I enjoyed, the outside the pub, although we sat there for hours and hours and hours. I wish we hadn't sat outside the pub for so long. No, maybe one drink and then off we, how long were we there? Because I've even got a tear mark, which I thought was impossible.

I enjoyed that on early hours Saturday morning and having that giggle with you. I did. It was nice to hear you giggle after everything that had happened and you were belly giggling, which was nice. why am I always so fucking snotty I didn't even have any fun babe no right there's no sniffer there if you want to do it the finger balls and start stripping out

might between sets they might make you feel a little bit there and we're like we're going to have burlins all our fans are going to be like all seven people are going to be like what happens I'll tell you what happened about what happened in buttons says in butling yeah yeah it's not even worth talking about

I would definitely go away with them again though Yeah 100% Like I laughed a lot I tell you Alex I don't half enjoy her Yeah She's hilarious Right we're going paranormal first

I saw you bring it up I know they're just the last ones I've got Did you read any Some of my I did save a funny one And this one I haven't read through properly But it's my longest one The others are really short the only ones I really read were

am I the R side because I was trying to find ones with a little bit more humor I didn't find many me neither but I did try as well and then I did find an actual just funny story oh did you yeah

so but I have decided so next Saturday we are good next Saturday to record at mine didn't we what's next Saturday just Saturday I'm like just Saturday I feel like yeah

yeah I feel like when the boys are not with you in the summer holidays we're going to spend two days in a row getting loads in i think we'll do it online and yours for storage purposes but right 12th and then this saturday sunday we can still do friday and then sunday we're at finger bob so next saturday the 12th yeah mine yeah then the following friday yours yeah and then we go on sunday the 20th to the rodeo so hopefully we'll be able to do some we need to finish that transition where we look exactly the same but with hats I've got so many spots from makeup we had some but we just

need to look a little bit fresher yeah so um and then we're a what we're horse impression yeah so then Sunday we've got the rodeo and then back to normal but I have found a case I want to do on Saturday. You'll know the case as well. You know, oh look, now James, I've forgotten his name, we were 10, and those two 10-year-old boys

took him and killed him. Yeah. Yes. As a railway's way. It was, but basically, a TikTok, because obviously I need to... Because they're out now, aren't they? Wow, I don't want to spoil it,

but one is back in. Oh, yes. So, but basically, I listen to true crime anyway. Yeah. And at the moment, I'm listening to a psychologist that does true crime. So it's really, she goes from different aspects, and you know, I love all that. But a TikTok come up about it, and I thought, fucking hell,

I remember when the news broke about the case. I remember being in the lounge with my mum. And then, obviously, then it came out that, because firstly he was a missing boy. Then it came out, obviously, that two 10-year-old boys had done it. And I remember the conversation. with my mum about what she'd do if we ever did anything like that so I'm going to bring all that into it as well

because we were part of that history yeah but the story not everything was released that happened and I think that they were minors they were minors and even if I wanted to because people do put their alices on even if I wanted to you cannot say their name on social networks I mean some people have

but it is a legal disaster to do so. But the case is fascinating. What's happened since is fascinating. And obviously everything is the right word for this. When I say fascinating, I don't mean like I'm proud of them. What I'm saying is the psychology of two young children to do something like that just shows how fucked the brain can be.

and you don't even know until it comes. Do you know what I mean? But it's another case of, like I'm telling the story now, but it's like another case of the coincidence of two sick people meeting and that happening simply for that reason. Do you see what I'm saying? So when I say fascinating, I mean the odds, the odds of it. But yes, I think I'm going to be ready and prepared for that

and that gives us another one to put in. Next week. next Saturday. All right. So it's not a very, very long thing. It's about an hour. So, but I think... Am I going to cry?

No, no. Is it going to make me feel like my heart hurt? Me listening to it. Yeah, like the last one. No, no, no. I think we were both due one, babe, as well. You meet the last one with the basement kits. Oh, yeah.

I also... That hurt my heart. I think, listen, they all hurt your heart, but I think where we were due on as well, I do think it does it does have an impact because even I was in tears do you know what I mean

so no listen the case is devastating but they're all fucking devastating yeah I'm not taking that way from me but yeah it's yeah

it's just try like when we're not due on I can stick more to the facts of how sick and twisted these people are when I'm due on all I can think about is the poor victim

do you see what I mean you know never forget the victim but I can't kind of my brain doesn't allow that. When I'm due on, I'm like, you want to work out the brain. I want to know where it went so wrong. Do you know what I mean?

Like, for me, that is more fascinating than anything else. What leads anybody to do anything fucking weird? And why those people, why those, why did you pick them? Yeah, and how, I know, I know why they picked him, but what, how did you two out of the billions of people in the world cross paths and become friends and then that happened. That is to me so fascinating

in the fact that what are the fucking odds do you know what I mean? Because they say that you know when I told you before about Fred and Rose and the other two weirdos had they not met it. I couldn't watch that documentary ever the day. It's boring. I couldn't watch it. Yeah I fell asleep. No it's boring. How how had they never have crossed

paths yes those men definitely would have still been killers because they were killers before but had they not, would the poor victims, as many victims, no, I don't believe that would have happened. No, there definitely would have been a different story. That's why I'm saying, yes, it still would have been devastating because there still would have been victims, but it never would have happened that way.

And that is why it's the weirdest thing when out of billions of people, the same two sickos cross path and then make each other even more sick. I find that all like, fascinating, which is, I don't know if that makes me weird or just normal. No, I mean, the brain is fucking mental, isn't it? I'm fascinated with the brain. It is something that I don't think you'll ever be fully understood.

I mean, for those, most of you know who listen to us, like my husband's stroke and all that, obviously I knew a lot about the brain because I did, I was an epileptic specialist, so I knew a lot about the brain anyway and health and social care. But when my husband had strokes, I learned even more about the brain. and it's just a fascinating it's a fascinating thing you know there's people with like half a brain literally half a brain that function

fully normal because the brain takes over it like rewires itself and stuff stuff like that I'm just like it's clever isn't it? Yeah and then you've got some murderers that were never murderers before they had a traumatic brain injury so yeah

anyway back on today's weird shit when I took Harry to his work because his boss has said to, not his boss, you know, whoever's hired him for the job, he said to him, you got ADHD to Harry. Harry's like, probably, he goes, my mum definitely has him, I met him today,

he goes, yeah, yeah, definitely an ADHD are. And I was like, yay, yay, yeah, to me. Yeah, we've all got to be able to the tism. Yeah, I've been touched by the tism. I'm all right with that. That's good. What else has been, tell everyone what you've been doing. um i've been at work sweating out yeah it's been pretty rough because we've got no aircon no

aircon i can't believe they sent those kids today uh to days in 30 tonight monday and choosing that's cruel ages um obviously well so obviously they don't know this but dad poorly yep um i'm not happy with how that's going along because i don't feel like there there there's Does anything happen? Like they're taking it seriously? No. Oh, so you read that, that fucking, that paperwork they sent, wow me up.

Does it say anything? It says on it. So, he had the, um... This is the ambulance paperwork or the hospital. The ambulance paperwork said that he was in the bathroom. Okay. Normal. Mowing the lawn.

It's not... And then... It's not funny, but funny it is. And somewhere else. He was in three different places. Yeah. When it happened. Literally in a paragraph, three different places when it happened. And I'm reading it and I'm going, what?

And my mum's going, yeah. I'm like, please complain. That's... How can anyone read that and then go, we can help you? So the doctor now has the true full facts of what happened? Yes, I think so. But from what mum was saying, between what dad was saying, on the phone.

This was not on the phone, not face to face. It was all like, so what happened? Dad's like, I don't remember what happened. One minute I was in the garden, the next minute I was on a stretch with paramedics around me. So I don't remember. He said, well, what happened before it happened?

He's like, I don't know. I don't know what happened. Does he remember going out to do the garden? He remembers being outside. He remembers having the lawn mower. He remembers mum saying tea's ready. Right. But he remembers no weird feeling, not feeling sick.

No, but that's what I'm saying. That's it. Well, because when you said he doesn't remember, like, being outside, I was thinking maybe he had an absence before he had the full tonic clonic. He doesn't remember anything that could have potentially triggered it to then looking up at the paraparadent. So your mum's literally, what is your mum had some time off of work? I was literally, no, no, she's got to work. Because he's like, are you watching me?

Yes. And she's like, no. But I bet she's like, is she speaking to him during the day? Yeah. I didn't want to say anything. I mean, they do anyway. If he's at home and she's at work or whatever. He's not working at the moment, is he?

No, he's literally taking his retirement. Fucking, it's well stressful having parents. I know. They're well out of all. I know. I almost said to him, you're going to give me a refund, bro, because... Yeah, he's not in that zone yet. No, no, no, that's why I didn't. No, I did a little joke like that to my mum, and she's like, I'd rather have your daddy, thanks.

And I'm like, okay, we're not ready for that yet, that's fine. We'll give you a month. Yeah, it's fine. Yeah, no, of course. Yesterday, when I, was it, yes, I'm forgetting when we went for the meal Wednesday. When I see him Wednesday, I didn't want to bring any of it out. How I know how that she was scared. Okay, because she can't joke about it.

She cannot. Yeah, I didn't want to, uh, I didn't want to, uh, Knocking here. All I wanted to do was see him and see how he was, like, mentally. And he seemed good. I didn't like that he didn't eat very much. That bothered me. He, like, had one plate.

And I was like, is that it, babe? I think he had two. Okay, I only saw him with one, like a curry. Yeah, he went for curry. Yeah, that's all he likes. Didn't like that. Oh, that was meening. Two different curries, I think he had.

Did you try the squid? No. Oh, it was a bang. Do you eat squid? No. Oh, so good. I've been thinking about that. Are you talking to your mic?

You? Like actually talk? I am actually. Okay, fine, yeah, yeah. This is not how I talk, though. Don't talk like that. Always were like, Terry's really sweet. And I was like, yeah, he is.

He is. Alfie went, I was having lovely chats with him. I said, he's a good man. He's a good guy. And then Alphirt went on the way. Halphy went, have I met him? And I went, he's Adam in 20 years. You've met him.

You really have about him. Like a hundred times. And then he's like, oh yeah. And when we described him as well. Was he the same? They're the, like, triplets. They're the same people. All just different generations.

And the really weird thing this week is, what day was it? Was it Tuesday? Oh, so gross. Tuesday. My dad's brother turned up. my mum's randomly did you know no oh you don't tell the outside family oh no no what for like they don't even send Christmas cards back to my mum's dad anymore they that pisses them off I don't know I just like my mum says Christmas cars so all of them

and she I think it was last year a year before when she was having her wobble and she was just like why do I fucking do this yeah fair enough I don't know ma'am fair enough out of courtesy in it but Fair enough. So then what? He turned up because he was in the area and basically wanted a cup of tea. Use the toilet. Use toilet.

And it hasn't did exactly the same. He did use the toilet. So I'm not going to make it home. Apparently had a shit at mum's house. Nice, fair play. She said we had all sorts of visitors. One went for about 30 shits this weekend. Wow.

I went as soon as I got home. Oh, did you? Yeah, so did I. So did I. I couldn't relax. I was like, I can't do it. I couldn't even have a shower by myself. Let her and take a shit by myself.

I was like, I was never happening. I got home and I was like, my body was like, let's go now. If we pick the boys out. I have eaten like a pig all week, except today when I came on and I was like, not very hungry today. I haven't been hungry all week. But, I mean, I ate a lot of pizza or... Tuesday or Wednesday, I can't remember. A lot of pizza.

Wednesday, we went for the all. you can eat. I went Wednesday then. It was Tuesday then. What did you eat there? The salad because I love the salad. Yeah, I was like you're getting salads. So it's walnuts because I love walnuts. I should have tried it. And spinach and feta cheese and beetrope. Oh my God. Is that all you had salad? No, no. I had some noodles like the Chinese noodles. Egg noodles. Yeah. With they do a fried aubergine. Oh, I love the fried. I like to try. I like to try. loads of different stuff.

Yeah, I did really try stuff on Wednesday. I literally knew what I liked and that's what I was going to go with. And then I had two eat me out. Oh, I had one. I love eating the mess. There was not enough of the mess in there. There's a lot of the

blueberries. Oh, there was loads of marat. But not enough of the creamy bit. Oh, I've got some more strawberries talking of fruit. And they're only little. Oh, she's growing strawberries. Yeah, I'm like, yay!

I can't drive. Drive? You can't drive? I'm sure you can. I can't drive strawberries. I can't grow strawberries because a stupid parrot keeps eating everything. I don't know if it's because I planted them in the ground. I've tried before in pots, nothing.

I planted them in the ground. We've grown them in a pot before hanging on my mum's washing line, and they grew out and they all draped over it. They looked brilliant. And obviously, because they went on the floor, the slugs weren't getting it. Yeah. So they were great. But could you imagine if I did it in my little pot?

You should eat it. Parrot would fathom. Right, I think we should get on with it. And it's like half past eight. Right. I'm scheduled. Hello everyone and welcome to middle-aged opinion. Let's start again.

Yeah. We do that. When I done the little crop thing, I left you in going, blah blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. That's how I ends it. All right. Hello everyone and welcome to middle-aged opinion. Middle-aged opinion. I am your host, Ellie. I'm your host, Emily. And we are looking at paranormal. We are. Okay, we are looking at paranormal. I wanted to go funny, but I was like,

I haven't done that in ages. There's like a few ghost singles and take our mind off the shit that's been going on. I'm a little bit between, we ain't done anything humorous lately, but also the paranormal stuff. We haven't done that for a while. We haven't done that. I've been very restrained. Because when we first started, I'm like, parametric, this, this, this. Yeah, it's like, it's It has been a while. It has been a while. I think I did the last one. You're like that.

I'm more surprised. Yeah. Because normally you're like, oh. Like, ghosties, go away. Every single time. Right. I'm going to kick us off with my snot nose. You're welcome.

Yeah. Right. Need advice regarding... Hang on, I thought we were doing paranormal. We are. Oh. Paranormal. It just sounded a bit like...

Yeah. need advice regarding potential entity there is a what don't we don't we want to do four or whoever's whoever's chosen it does for whoever doesn't free have you only just figured that out it's been a year and a half brav wow don't get moody right oh we need to start marathon training for i get into this and we need to book it if we're doing it do we need to book it Can we book it tonight? No. Okay, when?

I've got no money tonight. Can we wait until I get paid? When do you get paid? The 23rd. I think I should just send you to 30 and just give it back. If I don't book it, I ain't crazy. All right, all right. See how I get bullied into things.

Can I just... And I get the blame for fucking everything. Excuse me. Excuse me. Excuse me. She did it. Viewers, I'd like to say, she's like, we can do this.

I might be an instigator I'd like to point out I don't ever make anyone do it I'd like to I'd like to point out she sent me the route we're doing which is 27 instead of 26.2

so don't even listen which I would like to withdraw it because actually it's quite a lot of off-roly stuff and I think that's going to do our ankles we're fine somewhere but I just want to point out Just because I'm the loudest, don't mean I'm the bully. It's this bitch, yeah?

Don't be fooled by that. There's nothing bullying. I'm Emily. Yeah, she's the one like, let's do this. And I'm like, okay. I feel like I'm very much. Okay. I feel like, shall we book it?

Okay. I feel like between us both, we are. We'll pushovers. I'll do it if you do it. I will. You have to really push me where I'm like, no. Fuck off. So, I feel like I'm a very,

very placid person to be around. No? Placid. In comparison to some people, yes, you are. We've learnt some things this weekend. We've seen things we can never unsee. We've scarred. I choose Ellie every time. My PTSD was, you know, brought up this weekend. Been a nervous wreck. Right, anyway, back to this. Any noise, I'm like, fuck. And the boys are like, what is wrong with you? I'm like, of you, I'm like, I had a bad weekend. It's been very outstanding. I'm not doing it.

And then I'm like, yay, let's work. Helen went, if you had the story about the eyes. She didn't, she said that. She went, it's well boring. I was like, meeting you both went. I'll give it another 10 minutes and we'll probably hear it again. What is the way you went? You heard this story right?

I'm right, yeah, I am, bro. I'll do my best to not throw us all under the bus. I'm only going to leave that little bit, that bit in. What were we love? Where I say, not throw us up into the bus. And then they're like, What are they talking about? If it's me, paranoia, paranoia, paranoia.

You will wait for the next upload. Oh, did you hear the story about the ice? She cracked me up. I was going to her on Sunday. Can you stop looking at me? Just stop looking at me. Because I kept laughing. And she kept going, you know, that little,

she said, fucking sweat. I mean, honestly. Right, let's get back to this. Okay. I'm sorry. No. Need advice regarding potential entity. Trigger warning abuse.

I'm hoping it's from the ghost and not a partner, but like I say, I barely skim this. There is a lot to this story, and I will try to condense it as much as possible. Please ask any questions, and I will answer the best that I can. I recently got back in contact with my brother, who shared very negative, experiences with me at the house we grew up at. We got talking about the experiences yesterday and my mind has been spinning a bit. To this day, I'm not sure if it was trauma induced or legitimate, but my curiosity has been pinged. When I was very little, maybe seven or eight, I would talk to a man who sat at the edge of my bed.

He wore a white shirt with red eyes and was roughly mid-30s. I still remember it. Yet don't remember much of what was said. My brother told me last night that one night I came out of my room and said that the man on my bed was trying to manipulate me and I wanted me to hurt my parents. I told it no. And it got angry with me. After that, I started to have a long string of spinning many years. I don't know what that means. I had a, I started to have a long string spanning, sorry, many years of negative events happened to me. Be it paranormal or not, I seem to be a magnet for bad luck, bad engagement. counters and so on. Apparently I used to talk about seeing a skinless cat. It's a sphinx obviously. I don't remember any. They're hairless. They're not skinless. I was joking. I don't remember any of this, thankfully, nor do I remember anything about the room I spent 13 years of my life

in before getting my brother's room when he moved out. The house I grew up in, had a dark past with someone allegedly hanging themselves in it and a father making a deal with someone to save his sick son. I can't verify or validate any of these things but this is what I was told growing up. There was much trauma as hinted above and darkness that swelled around my family from illness to violence and abuse, etc. Part of me wondering how much is just the result of the trauma, i.e. mental health illnesses or hysteria, but I'm having a bad time just stuffing it away.

I know what I saw. I remember the man on the bed, and part of me wonders what that could have been. My brother confessed last night that when he was, was alone in the house, he could feel dark, dark things sneaking their way through the house towards him. When he was alone in the house, they would hover in the doorway, which he was told, he said it was a medium man who visited the house years later. He would be terrified and overcome come with dread and leave the house immediately without turning off any of the lights or even

locking the doors. I'd love to just brush this off as some sort of trauma response of an overactive imagination, but a part of me knows what I saw. Any insights would be helpful. Thanks for reading this far. That's the story. Go on. I can't even say overactive imagination like that. That's a lot, isn't it? It is a lot. I think it's very easy to blame stuff on trauma, but I don't think it's trauma. No, I mean, clearly, there's been a lot of trauma. Yeah.

But that's not the focus in the story at all. No. She's trying to say, have I made this up in my house? Instead of the object of the trauma being the bad person, have I created... created this bad thing so we're not blaming somebody we're just blaming this entity yeah like almost like

an aura of this space of where these bad things took place yeah I think I mean maybe a therapist would have gone down that route but I don't know I don't know if they would I don't think I think remember I said to you before sometimes

you're more open to stuff because you are going through trauma and stuff so you're trying to escape, especially as a child, you're trying to escape the reality around you and look for other stuff. I don't think that has, I don't think one has anything to do with the other and I think if it's a negative entity, they're looking for a way in because you are vulnerable. Yeah, you're already vulnerable. And in trauma. So there are, there is, the first response is so long, I can't, I'm not doing it. Please skip it. Right. But I'm going to read

the second response. Um, hopefully that makes more sense. Well, it. Well, it's, It probably makes sense. It's just longer than the story. Anyway, it's like, calm down. It's not about you. It's one of those. I grew up in a haunted house and quite frankly, I still live in it at night. I'm scared of the dark because I feel like a demonic entity is watching me through my windows and I think I might have a portal in my basement. I started having hallucinations a few months ago, leading to sleep insomnia and negative experiences. I've been told many times that I am seeing in my house, what I am seeing in my house, that's what she meant to write, is just me having hallucinations. But I know what I see out my windows. I also have a history in the family of psychic mediums. I think that I am one.

I need some other options because I don't know how to explain this. This isn't O.P. This is somebody else. Yeah. And I'm never going to say they're in some sort of psychosis or they're not seeing these things because I believe in these things. No, I'm with you on that. I don't, I don't think. And I don't think this.

It doesn't sound. I mean, there are some, there are sometimes people go this, that and the other. And I'm like, it feels like you're imagining that, but these don't feel like that. No, so, I mean, again, this, I've read that because it's smaller, right? But again, this person has just told a story about himself. Now, the third comment is actually directed at OP. You made a good point. This, the home where you grew up can sometimes impact your mental health.

Living in a haunted house can impact us as we grow up into adults, insomnia, anxiety and mental health issues. and you can sprout this and spot this in the environment along with hazards. Now, I said that. I said to Emily, something happened. She knows exactly what I'm talking about. And I spotted some pattern recognition this weekend. And I said to her that that is simply because of stuff that's happened to me in the park. So you do, growing up in constant anxiety, you do have something called pattern recognition.

that's very different from seeing something demonic or supernatural. So I happen to believe O.P. here, I think that perhaps the negativity in the property probably added to whatever abuse was going on and probably was feeding off of the negativity in the family. I don't think that O.P. should think she's crazy. or anything like that or put it down to what happened because it's just not it's apples and oranges it's two completely different things it fed off of the family and now it's time to look for light and move on from that and not waste your time thinking about it and go somewhere positive yeah move house cleanse it yeah cleanse yourself and when you see something to start fresh

and acknowledge nothing nothing from there on yeah because you're starting fresh yeah let your mind just know that you're in can sorry i just see a picture of my strawberries i just see it walked up and i was like my strawberries but yeah so yeah 100 so over to you redone it's quite scary in it i do i do think that negative energies if they are happen to be in a play if a negative energy or a demonic presence is in a place where negativity is happening, it can heighten it and feeds off of it. So say you've got a dad that's beating you all up and you've got a negative energy encouraging because someone that's abusive isn't mentally well anyway, right?

I'm not saying that they've got a mental health diagnosis, but you can't be mentally well to be hurting other people. So then you've got a negative demonic presence, pushing them, encouraging them to do all this shit. And I do believe in stuff like that. and then, you know, it's there tormenting the child saying do this because this is what they're doing to you. Yeah. It's all

fucking scary. Because they need them to stay scared as well, don't know? Yeah, they need the feed. Good time. Look at me getting so involved in this stuff. Yeah, but it's interesting. Yeah, I do, I do like this stuff. Yes, like I do. It scares the shit out of me, but you know.

Yeah. It scares me, like, stories like that where I'm like, well, man. It is deep. Yeah, because she's like, am I crazy? And it's like, babe, you're not crazy. You're not crazy because you're asking if you're crazy is definitely a number one sign that you're not crazy, right? Yeah.

When you're actually thinking there's something wrong with me, this can't be normal. Is this because of my trauma? No, babe. This is because... She's trying to find a reason for why she's doing it. And actually, there isn't... I mean, definitely continue to work on yourself

because I think... Always. If you've had a... childhood and you've had loads of trauma and stuff, the work's never done. Yeah, honestly, work's never done, even if you didn't. I feel like you should work on yourself every single day, make yourself a better version of yourself every single day. I agree.

Go on, my darling. Excuse me. Visited by a dead relative and told I'd die during chemo. That's nice. I know, thank you. Were they close? Thank you. Can't wait to see you.

Sorry, you got Ken. so you can die soon I can't wait I've said you and see barking that would be something I'd do

up here on the pedestal next don't bother fighting you're gonna die anyway the fuck see you next week

so back in March when it said back in March it was a day ago okay okay so back in March I found out I have cancer

and I June I had oh in June I had part of my kidney removed last night I dreamt I had to go to hospital because they found more tumours and while I was there

my wife's recently deceased grandma came into my room to talk to me she was smiling and very pleasant to be around but told me I'm supposed to be with them in them in and that

I was going to have to start chemo and that is wasn't going to work that it wasn't going to work but I had to do it. The very next thing an angel showed up next to her and said they needed me to come with them but I had to do my chemo first. She said it's not going to her and it will be like I fell asleep in bed next to my wife. They just gave me goose pimples. They told me everything will be okay and I just need to let things play out as they happen. I woke up and have never had such a vivid dream before. I'm also not a religious person so foreign angels to show up really throws me through a loop. I want to tell my wife but about it

but I also don't want her to get any more freaked out about the cancer thing I believe it and I don't think he should tell his wife and I quickly, before we discuss any further need you to click on his profile and see if he's undergoing chemotherapy. I'm guessing it's

kidney cancer but based on what you just said yeah yeah which chemo is standard anything about Hansa? People were just saying, this was an overview post. People have actually commented on that particular post. Yeah. Ooh, he's written a couple of times.

All within the day though, it looks like he's been trying to. It's really on his mind. Yeah. I think they're trying to prepare him. I know. You see the pictures of sunset. Yeah, I think they're trying to prepare him. I don't know why I just think they are, babe.

I think, oh. Sorry guys, we just, I needed to know how he is. how he is, bless him. That's after surgery. Yeah, he's got a rush come up. We won't put that up, there's no need. No. Yeah, I think, remember when I said to that dream that I had,

and da-da-da-da, it's literally giving me that. Yeah, me too, me too. I think they're trying to prepare him so he's not so scared going through this, so he finds peace in the moments he's got left. What a beautiful thing. thing. Yeah, I think so too. I think for them to be like, it's okay. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But you have to do this process. You have to go and do the key. Yeah.

It's not going to work though, but this is a path. Yeah, like, you must take it. You have to do it. It doesn't say, it doesn't say when he's going to die. They didn't say that. They're just saying, listen, you're going to have to do this. It's not going to work, but we are going to be here. I think they want him to make peace with family and whatever before and I don't think he should tell her because I think she's just going to be a complete state the whole time yeah see do you know what what it reminded me of also was um I was still with my husband actually at this this point but we had a a medium come up to me and she was like I need to talk to you and I was just

like oh what the fuck I bet you're like what I've done it wasn't me It was her. And everyone went, yes, it was. And she told me to tell my nan, who we all knew had cancer, and she was told that she had months left. She lived for three fucking years after that. Yeah, it wouldn't die, bitch. Anyway, she told me to tell her that my granddad,

who had died possibly the year before, can't remember how long before. It wasn't like ages, but he was there and he was waiting and to tell her just to let go, and it was okay. And I was like, phone with my mum was like, shall I tell Nanne?

She's like, absolutely not. Because she'll stay longer because she doesn't want to pass and be with him. Yeah. I was like, Grand doesn't have

me what you for her. When it's funny. But this medium was spot. Yeah, spot on. It's funny because when I've known

that like, she told me where I'd been that morning. It's fascinating in it. When I knew that. being that where I met her was down in Eastbourne and I was nowhere near Eastbourne when I um where I was that morning it's fascinating and she told me where I was when I knew that I was having that ep-topic the first ectopic right so obviously I found out I was pregnant and I was laying on the sofa with who was I with that would have been it would have been Harry would have been the baby because he weren't even a year no he was a year just a year and I'm on the sofa and Alfie's asleep in his bed it was like nap-tile or whatever and something in my head when you need to go to hospital wasn't in any pain no

symptoms of that topic you need to go to hospital I brush it off you need to go you have to go to the hospital you have to get up and you have to go to the hospital now ignored it all day in my head in my head kept saying it kept saying it next day got up obviously 6 a.m you know what it's like with with kids today you have to go right now get ready go to the hospital And in the end, I was like, I'm just going to go to the hospital, went to the hospital and I thought it's going to be fine. They're going to do the scan, everything's going to be fine. And when they were like, you're having a neptopic pregnancy. And obviously, I was quite far on.

So I went outside with mum and dad for a fag because I didn't smoke when I was pregnant, but I knew I wasn't going to. And then on the way back, fucking down, I went, it's just weird. Yeah. It's just weird. And then with my mum, it wasn't, I was like, I had hope, I really did have hope that she was going to make it. And then one day, I was like, she's going to die soon. Like in my head, that's all it kept saying, she's going to die soon, and she's going to die soon. And I was on antidepressants at the time, and I thought, I have to stop these antidepressants because she's going to die soon, and I need it to, I need it to hit like a train.

And then I said to Lisa and Chris, she's going to die soon, don't see that, stop saying it. You know what it's like? And I was like, no, I'm telling you, something is telling me that it's going to happen. And it's like this feeling. It's like rabbits boring into you. And no matter what I do, I can't like stop. Like when something bad's going to happen, I get that feeling as well. But also something's telling me exactly what's going to happen.

And then it happens. And then that goes away. And then that stops. And I'm like, oh, okay. So I don't know. Is that a psychic thing or is that something else preparing me? so when it happens, it's not such a, like this girl, do you know what I mean? Is it there, this man, is it there to protect you so it doesn't hit so hard?

Yeah, I think it is, there is a form of protection, isn't it? It is. Yeah, because even though it's still a wallet, because if you weren't mentally prepared. Not that you could ever be mentally prepared, but if you actually had no inkling at a clue. With Paul, I didn't have a clue, and that fucking hit him. And when that happens, and you're like, fuck, like, that is the biggest rush over you. Yeah, like your dad on Friday, that was a, that was a, that was a punch. Yeah, didn't see that one coming.

No. And we'd pull. I did not see that coming. When my husband came home on that Friday, we were looking at a horror, we were watching a horror film and I was like, look, it's your mum. And he was like, no, it's your mum. because that's how people watching a horror film we were like whatever gawl it was

I was like look like your mum's on TV and he was like no no it's your mum and then fine fine and I hadn't slept the night before and I went to bed and then I just heard a wallop in the bathroom so but that's what I'm saying that came from nowhere that was like adrenaline

whereas mum and the topic and that was being told do you know what I mean like prepare yourself and I feel like this is what's happening Whether it was a vivid dream of his own imagination or they came to visit him, his mind is preparing him so he can prepare others around him. But in a better way than going to go, by the way, I'm going to do the chemo bonga diary way. Do you know what I mean? I've been told I've got it, but it's not worth it.

It's just wasting the NHS money. I just think it's fascinating and I think that trying to deny that there isn't a higher something, I'm not saying it's God or Allah. or anything like that but trying to deny there isn't more going on baffles me when people do because it's so obvious that there is

let me read this bit someone sorry someone said no I mean I made you come off it I forgot people waffled on about their experiences yeah because it's about them

and then actually someone says can you physically describe the angel and I pray for your healing and he said it was just a lady with long hair and almost like dark robes on

don't she gave off a kind of warmth like being wrapped in a blanket oh my god can you relate to that oh my god that's the woman I saw oh my god my god my whole bookie yeah I'm like wow look at what he just said he just described the women that come and saw me look I'm like that it's nice story isn't it even though it's a bad it's a sad story but it's it's it's kind of it just validates my story because it was it was like just yeah in a black robe she said in dark like robes yeah yeah and did you say blonde no he said long hair yeah interesting i'll never forget her ever but i never forget that there was a different a different figure in there as well yeah well anyway that's weird anything else

I'm just so people are just like talking about death is not the opposite of life death is the opposite of birth life is eternal blah blah blah blah I just found that that was the most of relatable thing just He's answering people but he's just like yeah thank you and yeah because people are trying to comfort he looked like a regular white lady middle aged so is mine um and how did you identify her as an angel she said she was i just knew i just knew she was um this is a bit weird yeah and then there was lots there's people like putting up their their sort of essay um it's difficult it was interesting i quite like that i mean i did want to ask my mum anything

like that but i never did because you know weren't they had to talk about anything real happening anyway is there a ghost in my room that was freaking it might be an angel in our everyone went right i think there may be a ghost in my room every time i go into my room at night, I feel like I'm being watched. I'll hear walking around from the floor above, except there isn't anyone moving. And it's not just the house settling. It's like a dog jumping from a table onto the floor, like a muffled boom. I always have a weird feeling about my room ever since I was little, and I think I'm not alone. My friends tell me that my Friends tell me that it's not, but they've rarely been in here.

So based off my evidence, do you guys think my house might be haunted with a spirit, or am I delusional? What's the description? Like a muckily... Like a dog jumping on the floor, but muffled. I don't know. That feels a little... Too vague.

It could be movement in the house As like heat and coldness The only thing I'm going to give her Is that she feels like being watched And that's often a sign that you are being watched Yeah When we go into Sarah's I'm definite there's something in there

And I don't think you're the first to say that either I'm certain It's nothing negative But I'm certain What about when you go into Helens Because James's Sarah Reckons there's something there But I've never felt that

Nothing. There's nothing there. There's nothing there. I've never felt that in there. There's nothing in mine either. And someone died in there. Which I haven't taught my children. Don't watch. My neighbour, they don't watch. My neighbours help me. The woman died in there. She's not there. No. She's not there. I feel calm here. I feel calm with my parents. And my marital home, I felt calm. There's nothing in Jenner's. Until his mum passed and she was all being around, like visiting. His bedroom, boy's bedroom. So not in a negative night.

No, no, she was Aubin. I saw it all, but only in his bedroom. Yeah. And she kept open in the fucking door. And you'll have breath. Stop opening his door. If that's you, stop opening his door. Didn't open again.

Yeah. Yeah. I... Because he's trying to nap. Ruinning it. And I'm tired. There's definitely, definitely something in Sarah's, which isn't negative. No, I've never felt negative in that.

It's not negative, but I'm certain. I'm certain somebody's in there, mainly watching, enjoying their family. But she has said that the Littland has had conversations and, yeah, yeah. She says to me when I go around and I'm like, there's definitely someone here. She goes, you always say that and I go, because I know that there is, I'm certain. But it's nothing, it's nothing negative. and I think if I think this person

maybe there's somebody there because we often don't know the history of our places I think of anything negative I don't think it's negative for this person they're just making themselves known and I think it's best to ignore

as we always say there is a comment go on it's very possible it's getting a reaction out of you constantly and you are feeding into it

we've just did this ask it nicely to leave I wouldn't even do that I'd ignore and that you are just trying to love say this is not your home and you're not welcome here again never a good idea give it a try it never hurts I got a few places to calm down over the years

don't do anything ridiculous it has an opposite effect ignore pretend you can't hear it it will get bored and it will stop because if it's not if you're not reacting Yeah, if it's not getting energy, it's not going to feed. There might be something, someone. I don't think it's negative.

I think it's bored and it's probably watching you and pay no attention at all. Get your tits out and give it a good time. That's what I say. All right, we'll leave that one there. Something I can't even explain. Okay. I love that. Let's see if we can.

I do enjoy this Reddit Yeah All my life I've never understood Why I've seen the things that I have And it's like weird Unexplainedable things are drawn to me And here is a list of things

That have happened randomly Throughout my life Seeing a completely Pitch black human Looking figure Running full speed towards me For a split second I'd die

I would die No I would die no I would die I mean what do you do you do you do you drop down deal you drop down dead just drop dead hey literally like when people are trying to come in your room be dead like a dog was it a possum isn't it we potten don't before we came a lot sorry hearing hearing a humanoid woman yell come from an attic, I've seen a little child with shotgun holes and blood

dripping down for a split second only once and it was in the centre of my vision, not to the side, and seeing the very specific human-looking woman always appearing in the corner of my when the building we lived next to is in the view and the thing is I'm not just seeing things out of my brain trying to trick me with fear because I love horror and paranormal things so either these things are real or I have some sort of mental disorder that I haven't been diagnosed with and by the way the list continues on from there but I don't feel like rambling on any longer but my guess is that paranormal things are attracted to me possibly it's weird right because I always believe someone more when they

question their own sanity um I do believe you're all seeing things because even I've said to Emily recently even I have out the corner of my eye um but I don't think they're very positive at all the black figure running full speed towards you is absolutely terrifying i would have had a mental breakdown if i saw that you just and i'd be out my mate's fucking posse me everywhere what are you doing i saw something dead play dead op he said at that point in life i just shrug it off or try really or try to talk to the things appearing because it's kind of becoming part of my life randomly. That's why right. You are

encouraging this behaviour. Do you not complain about things you are encouraging to happen? Some random black figure starts running full speed at you and you're like, what's that, Brum? No, it's not just stop acknowledging.

And I tell you why you need to stop acknowledging because it's very negative. Every single thing that you've mentioned on that list, none of it is like I saw my grandma, right, which wouldn't trust myself in my mum appeared in front of me I think it's the devil trying to play tricks yeah I wouldn't acknowledge it but my point even though I pray to her all the time but my point is you have only very negative in fact some of

the worst neck you are talking about a scene from some of the worst horror movies I've ever seen in my life like the locking where they're running like false or down the corridor I'd be like oh my god I'm gonna die no stop it stop it Please stop. Just stop. Stop it. What are people saying? Your curse.

Fucking lots. Get some sage, put it up your ass at this point. Blah blah blah blah. I'm not reading. What happened to me in Bangkok was. Okay, this is rude. I've kept this as secret because of blah blah blah. She's going on about saying she's experienced.

It's rare but some people have it. It seems to be different types of it. Most don't say anything because it scares them. Blah blah blah blah. honestly I think it's worth seeing a doctor just to get it checked just in case there is undiagnosed mental health like a brain tumour it's better to rule it out first

I don't think it is that I think sounds like high anxiety listen I've had anxiety I've never anything like that I don't believe it's anxiety it's is OP because I don't experience anxiety most of the time and this stuff at this point isn't even

scaring me anymore. That's concerning. That's concerning. That's concerning. Then someone says you might have highly intrusive and intune and can tap into other worlds. However, if it impedes your ability

to function in the real world and it's just a condition, OPE says it doesn't actually affect me in the real world. So who knows, maybe I have a power that I haven't fully unlocked yet. Now I'm starting to not believe her. Yeah. The more she's talking

the more I'm like, you seem proud of this. This is not good. Even a psychic medium won't be like, yeah, yeah. So some man's like, they're communicating with spirits. It's not okay. Yeah. It's not okay.

Listen, I don't think it's positive and I think you need to start blocking it out. You can hush your beak. Block it out. And block it out. 100% sage yeah up your ass at this point like literally out of every orifice it was a big word for god are you ready yeah okay so it starts like that by the way not like me okay right paranormal dog man and a bride why do you have to bring hours into it I don't know if I've read this I'm confused I feel like I did you just say dog man dog man

Dog man and a bride. Oh, a dog, a man and a bride. No, dog man and a bride. It's what, like a man that is a dog. Dog man and bride and a bride. Let's find out. Okay. Like, hung up with the title.

What? If anything starts running at me, I'm going to play posse. It's going to be like Saturday night all over again. Yeah, it's not Andy's coming. No. Fucking Andy. Oh, we should have. told them that story about your brother.

Fuck off, you can see that poor woman's face. I dropped down. Anyway, okay, so my sister is a nurse in a big hospital here in New York City. I did read it. I remember it's coming back. I don't remember all of it. She works mornings unless she switches with one of her friends. And she works nice.

And takes the graveyard ships. Good job you're here. I know, isn't it? She had a graveyard shift and while she was writing her report on one of the patients, the patient starts talking to herself as he walks to the lounge or waiting area. The only thing in between them is a door and a giant window. She looks up just to see what the patient was doing and she sees a tall man wearing a tuxedo and he has a dog fan. and behind him sitting sitting next to the patient

was a lady in an old timely wedding dress think big and puffy ones she took a picture and showed it to me and my brother before they can see it in a picture let me finish the story she took a picture and showed it to me and my brother before she deleted it

because she had a bad feeling about it We wanted to know what she saw if anyone has any idea what they are or who they are. The patient was also Cuban if this helps. It's racist. And unfortunately, didn't last the rest of the week. How fucking odd. Okay, go on. You go first while I get my wet tissue out.

What do you have on? A tuxedo. dog face when you started laughing I was like brub it's always my nose man oh how interesting no these are just images of you know these are all this is her urban legend dog man in tuxedo there you go ah that really hurt that what do I think of that um what my poor knee no not why you should put urban legend I'm doing it well I can't see what you're writing see how aggressive she gets urban legend dog man in tuxedo and

I've got all these fucking wolves come up whoofs which makes it even scarier right anyway anyway um I want to see the picture I want to see and then when she said it's deleting I'm like why would you delete there but I get it if you don't want any negative on your phone fine you send it to somebody else right like us it's going the dick pit collection you just send it to like you send to someone else you'll need to describe this a bit more what do you mean by a dog face what did the woman look like in my head I've literally got like so why like a like a bait oven dog in a seat oh I wasn't I was thinking more like lab yeah something like that in a suit in a tucks like just sitting there being really

like with a fag I don't know you you're taking it far that's it's the vision what looked like where there is did they come out in a photo between them I think so yeah because in my head I thought she was going to say in the reflection of the window because she mentioned the window but then I'm like what they actually came out the fact that she took a picture and did not keep that is bizarre because I don't I don't know but at the same time you would start like listen you're working the night shift you see something really weird

babe would I want to tell people I mean I'd tell I would tell people but I'm like would I and I'm like yes Ellie you would yes yes but I'm like I wouldn't want to come I wouldn't tell my work colleagues because I wouldn't want them to be like you've clearly lost your mind

you know what if they've seen it as well but everyone's just like just don't even talk about the dog man yeah um there's only two comments sounds like a creepy possible supernatural sighting could be um something unexplained the dog face man and bride is old in old dress definitely strange so i don't think you're never married to each other i don't i don't think she married a dog i don't understand why this dog is like

tucks and was he standing up right like a normal person or was he like on all fours she just doesn't say i need more details yeah and he is on all four see i'm visualising a dog face with a human body that's what i was visualising too that's the only thing and she didn't get very many comments and she did not comment back oh that's just shit yeah just a bit of a weird one in there i have so many questions i have many questions as well it's like an it's like a half a story what were they saying to each other nothing just sitting there the guy was like the patient was talking

she took a picture and showed it to me and my brother and deleted it hold on no let me go back the only thing between them is a door and a glass window she looked up just to see what the patient was doing and sees a tall man wearing a tuxedo

and he had a dog face and behind him sitting next to the patient was a lady and an old timely wedding dress, think big puffy one. She took a photo, yappy, yap, yap, yep, yep, yep. We wanted to know what it was that she saw if anybody has any ideas. No, it's only 17 hours ago.

No, that was it. I've no idea. 17 hours ago? Yeah. So that picture is still in your deleted piece? Why delete the picture? and not put it on Reddit so then people can go, oh my God, I know him, that's my cousin, Fred.

Yeah. Because it would give people a more better idea. Or I've seen that too. Yeah. Or my grands described this. Yeah. Or anything. Or this is what it represents in the supernatural world.

Always someone that seems something. Unless the woman in the bride was marrying her dog. but right at the beginning she said that the patient was talking to someone she looked up to see what was talking to so he was talking to them my sister's a nurse in a big hospital yeah she works morning shift yappy yap yeah she did the graveyard shift while she was right in her reports one of the patient starts talking to himself yeah but talking to himself and he's and he walks to the lounge or waiting area

The only thing between them is Dora Jai. We don't. She looks up just to see what this patient was doing and sees a tall man. So she's looked up to the patient and sees the dog man. So it was a human body dog face. It was. Not all fours.

No. Very weird. Don't really know what to say because you deleted the picture. Is that what someone said? She said she deleted the picture. Oh, I thought you missed. No, that was a comment. My comment.

That's not a helpful comment. I think it's unhelpful to delete a picture. Had you put it on Reddit, we could have shown that on our podcast. You've lost us viewers. We were invested then. I was invested because what a weird thing to see. But no.

Not into it. No. Yeah, I might be a story. Yeah. Okay, moving on. Yeah, go. To your last. Then I've got one more.

I think I might be haunted. Me too. For a little bit of context, I used to move around a lot. lot when I was younger, along with having two houses because of divorced parents and all that. Eventually, my family chilled out and I've lived in the same house now for 10 years. With the knowledge that I've lived in like seven houses over the years, this makes my experience with what I think is paranormal a lot weirder.

from the age of like one to six I would constantly tell my parents about this ghost baby and only my dad would believe me apparently I would see a baby girl similar to myself at the time that was me okay it wasn't dog man standing in the doorway every night before bed or even just hanging out with me she would come to me in my dreams and still does sometimes. I sang a song about her when I was little and everything. Little kid drawing in horror movie type of shit. Usually I'd just be like, oh my house is haunted, but this ghost baby thing has followed me around throughout my life. In all of my houses I've lived in and even on vacation, I've stopped seeing her as a

grown up, as I've grown up, but I still experience my curtains opening and closing, my closet door moving, stuffed animals and action figures move in their limbs. I'm not scared or paranoid about it at all. If anything, she comes off as more of a comforting entity that anything that could bring me, than anything that could bring me harm. I don't know a lot about the paranormal, just that what I'm experienced might be it. How bizarre? Being followed about by a baby?

Yeah, I find that really weird. And I find it more weird because I don't understand why a baby wouldn't just immediately pass on. I don't know. Because they're innocents, aren't they? Yeah. Maybe this baby was not.

What I find strange is that, first of all, the one to six, I'll give you, I'll give you five and up, but I'm not giving you one. You won't, yeah, fine, I'll give you four, but you won't remember one year's old seeing something. You just won't as bullshit. But the fact that you're still seeing this baby is bizarre. I wonder if Adam still sees his imaginary friend.

You know, they say imagine new friends are probably something paranormal. You live at the park. then he's probably paranormal his name is Egglebike have you never heard about no it's getting a bit weirder now go on he lived at the park he lived in the bush at the park he had everything

like he had everything okay like an Xbox yeah but obviously you have Xbox oh sorry you said everything but alright he had an Atari he's a game boy had a game boy he had a bike he had motorbike he had everything

everything that a child would want Eggle bike had off. So you're telling me my brother-in-law is mentally ill? Maybe just a lonely child. How weird. I always thought that it was children that felt alone and vulnerable would have... Do you think? I don't think.

I mean, I've never been associated with that. It's simply an imagination or, depending on who you are and how you look at it. And the stories you're told, it's simply a ghost. making friends. It wouldn't come from any stories because we're not that way. That's what I'm saying. That's what makes it more likely to be an entity. Because obviously

when you're a child or close to death, either or, the veils thin, isn't it? Especially as a child. So you are more likely to see and then you grow out of your imaginary friends as your imagination and brain evolves into adulthood, which actually

does make sense. But this is very strange and bizarre very, very strange. The fact that it's a baby is what's throwing me the most, not that it's a child.

Yeah. How did they even communicate? Ghost baby, but then she'd see it standing in the doorway. So maybe she means a young child. I'm thinking young toddler. Yeah. I'm not saying it's not an entity.

I don't, I can't discount that. And I think the fact that there's an attachment is weird is it her attachment or is it the ghost's attachment and then do know where my head goes maybe maybe there was a sibling yeah previous or after i'm thinking possibly but i could be wrong but maybe a twin maybe but would you see a twin that as a toddler I don't know. I don't know. I have heard, like, you know, like, if you're a twin,

you know, Harry was a twin. Yeah. So I have heard that you do, no, it's just, no. I'm like, no, no, no, no, no. It was a non, it was a non-identical twin, so two separate sacks. Yes, we ate. But I have, yeah, fucking Harry,

but I have been told when it was born. You're thinking about it. Well, they were both big, yeah. But I think, no, sorry, I know, research shows that if you're a twin and that twin doesn't make it or whatever, that you spend your life missing something. Do you think that if there was a twin that, well, no, although this baby hasn't grown, I was going to say, do you think they grow with you? I don't know. It's weird.

Do spirits, do ghosts age? Apparently not. They're not supposed to, are they? Apparently not. And then that is when we lean back into demonic things and you can be tricked into watching something. think grow but it's the whole time it's just something else whereas obviously a spirit I do believe that when a spirit dies they get to choose how they live their afterlife if they've gone on to a better place and I and I'll always say go on to a better place stop waiting around just

go and I'll meet you there you know what I mean but if they do then yes they should appear the same surely as when they died yeah so the first comment is is it possible your parents lost a child before you yeah it is so common sometimes people think they just had a late heavy period and then someone else goes on to say go on yeah I think as well I'm not saying a fully formed baby

that came out and then dies won't hang around but I think that because I personally myself believe that a baby in utero like myself losing one I believe that their spirit does move on to the next and is reborn somewhere else

I don't think that that that spirit's trapped forever wondering where its parents are what an awful fault what I do think is beautiful because I now have to say it because it's there in my mind that no matter when you lose your baby

if you're somebody that's lost their baby or anything once you've been pregnant and that baby's grown a bit of their DNA remains with you for your entire life until you die and if you've dug up their DNA is still there and I think that's a beautiful thing don't think their spirits hanging around in the never after waiting for you

I'm going deep and I'm going darker bow. Yeah, stop. Go. So someone else says, we've talked a lot about the ghost girl. It's fairly common phenomenon. You're lucky you have not got her upset. Many people think it's a demon. I learned the hard way it was a demon after getting her upset. Do you remember when I read one of our first ones?

One of our first ones where the girl in the spotty dress in the hospital that would chase. yes and they were like she was like the polka dog dress why did you leave me like yes yes

with the she had the disease she died of her and her her parent just left her at the hospital yeah yeah to go

and she was like looking for her always yeah her um it's like the fucking black figure

I'm running down running full speed at you but um I'm gonna be scared going to be scared to the car tonight it's only cross the road something starts fucking runging at me yeah so you said about like demons yeah so someone else has said

that too because it's fucking weird babe yeah because babies don't i don't think so i don't baby yeah you know i think it's when you say a child spirit the way that that little girl was left was awful and i think that is unresolved business when a child is brutally killed or murdered or something really bad happens from yes I do believe they are our cases but I don't think for a second a baby and their spirit and their soul is hanging around no sorry no sir I just can't I think God is like here you go do you know what I mean it's not your fault off you go please yeah not even the fault thing just I just can't I just can't get my head around that it's fucked up man but yeah it could be a demon it makes sense it scares me and yeah

if she's communicating with it again why is everybody do you not listen to us there's like eight billion people in the world you know there's tinder we've done one about that there's so many people i don't recommend tinder no i'm just saying yeah there's so many people to talk to right let's end it on a hi don't want to look i don't want to look behind me oh i hate that feeling i hate that feeling especially if there's a going to chasing me down the hole. Do we do the arms?

Tongue out. Eyes close? You could do. It might be said, I don't know whether I'd want to close my eyes, but then would you want to see when I was looking at it? No. So you close your eyes, but what if you peek out and it's right there? No, no.

No. I'm possum forever. I'm possum to the morning, mate. Until the sunlight. Crack them. I'd piss it off, imagine. Like, it's not opening my eyes, but are you there? And then hear it, like, dribble on my face.

I'd go, bleh, eh, bleh. I'd just, I'd die. I would die. Right, anyway. So I'll change the subject. I'm going to go see it. Uh, I want to go and see that. When you're going?

take thorns. That'd be nice? Yeah. When? Cassie's like, can we not go see how to train drag it? And I'm like, I want to sit down. Well, if Paul don't want to go, I can get us two, three tickets. I don't know if he wants to go with me. Let me check. If you don't, that's me and you, ticket done. I'll be like, don't come, babe. Play possum. Come on, play possum. I see we're getting ready.

Do we be romantic? Not really, no. Not really know. Not really know. No, no. Right. Last one. We're not being off being off tonight. Do you know that? It's been very difficult to keep it changed. It's going to be a long, long podcast.

Yeah, well, they love it. Right. I don't want to look behind me. Walked into my mum's friend house for the first time to use the bathroom when I felt... Oh, not while you're on the toilet. Squeezing it out. Squeeze it out. I can't.

I'll be under pressure. I'm watching. Sweating. I felt. the darkness in the house felt darker than it should be. My mum took me to her friend's Halloween party when I was younger. So it was my first time in the home. The event was out big. I can't help it. Outback. So I'm walking to the restroom and feeling like the darkness is staring at me. It felt like I had someone following right behind me.

the entire way I was your mum making sure you got to twill right oh that fucking figure I walked a bit faster out of the house on my way back but the feeling I had was so profound that I told my mum

hey mum I don't know why but I do not like this house and I don't want to come back here ever can we leave soon that this is what's in same. Without any prior knowledge from my mum or I, she tells me days later that after talking to her friend that lives there, her friend tells her that she often wakes up at night seeing

black figures in her bedroom and has the sheets pulled off of her. Her friend has said that after my mum mentioned why we have to leave the party earlier. Luckily, I didn't see anything and I still have been blessed to not have to go there or have any other experiences but this was legit the first time I entered a space and immediately knew that something was wrong there is only one comment oh is there two go on never go back there ever ever if you felt it you dealt it I don't know what I I don't know why, my brain. You're still tired, babe.

You still tired? I'm tired. Yes, if you felt it, it was there, 100%. And the woman is like, yeah, I wake up and there's nothing on me. No, thanks. No. And you still live there. She sees black figures in her bedroom.

I'd have a camera. In case I'm being anal radio, honestly. Potsam. I've got. I'm sorry I'm gearing up for the next podcast Wow yeah no I What is wrong with people

No yeah I'd been moving house I would no not for one second would I stay there You'd be like why are you still hearing I'd be like because there's black figures in my room Trying to like anal rape me It's an absolute no to me I wouldn't even I wouldn't put cameras up

Because if I then witness Actually saw it happening to me no I couldn't that's chilling your gut knew something was off before anyone said a word always trust your instincts only one more

yeah that's true though yeah in every every aspect of life that is what we are built in with a fight and flight it's there for a reason that's your sick fire right

yeah that gut is the first brain we got it's ancient and it knows gut stuff No, he knows gut stuff. No joke. It has even more nervous, nerve connections than the real brain, which evolved in a much younger when you were much younger.

So yes, always trust your gut feeling. It picks up on things that are beyond your normal perspective. Now, that is the cerebellum. That is our first core brain. And that is saying, if that's telling you, get the fuck out, get the fuck out no matter what the circumstance. If you have a group of friends and you're getting the ick from something,

someone and it's telling you something's going to go wrong, it's right. I'd say the ick. That happens a lot this weekend as well. It, yeah. Always, I think, I don't know how many times I've said it, always trust that gut. A hundred percent, because it's there for a reason. No, it's easy, is it something really easy to say

than do? Of course. You always second-guess yourself. Like, you do, you're like, no, I'm being silly. No, is that real? You constantly second-guess. And by the time you're like, should have done that, it's normally too late. Yeah.

It's a feeling, it's a core feeling, and you're like, shit, man's, I'm in danger. It's the final destination feeling. Yeah, without the vision. Yeah. But it's the feeling, that is it. 100%. It's quite scary, really, that it is built in there to protect us. And we ignore it.

We do ignore it. We fucking ignore it. That's the scary bit. We ignore it. Yeah, because they think of all the red flags I would avoid it if I listen to my... Or even a mate. Or even a mate at this point, guys. Honestly.

Yeah. Even I look back and think that so many red flags and stuff. And I'm like, no, it's so kind. It's some guy. Yeah. Yeah. That's kind of our advice, guys. If you see it, no, you did it.

if it speaks you know it didn't ignore it, get out like, do you know what I mean? And some of you are really fucking with negative stuff and I think stop because remember they're looking for vessels. I really don't know why I've got all this negative

stuff happening to me. Because you're interacting with it. Of course. They're looking. Stop saying hey I'll be your home. Come over here. That's what you're doing. It's exactly it. I'll be your dog. Stop Can that pet your dog?

No you cannot Let me put your dog I tell you what else I don't understand as well Is why people talk to haunted dolls That's weird What is the deal? Sorry, the doll Why did they take Annabelle on tour Oh to like fuck things up

And now she's wet? I have no idea Are they missing? Missing? Oh she's missing Missing Listen, I ain't been funny or nothing, Annabelle. You don't know this one? No, because I don't think it's true.

I don't think she is. I know she went to... He told me. I know she, yeah, but I think that was a rumor. I'm like, really? I know she went to Orlando or wherever and there was a massive fire. I don't think she needed to go on an adventure. It was for money.

I think she just needed to stay where she was in a locked-up box inside another locked-up box. Blessed. Away. The real Annabelle doll is not missing, I told you. Goodness. It is safely secured in a case. In a case, in a box. When is this?

This isn't true, because she's now since been on an expedition. She's supposed to be in a gaze, though, right? Oh, she's safely back there now. She is safely back. Because she went fucking missing. She did not go missing, but weird shit. She went on her. Yeah, so she went to the first place.

They had a fire. She went somewhere else. I think the Pope died. And then we was like, we don't want her to come. Yeah, the Pope died. She went there She went to visit the Pope No she went to the city

Stuff is wherever she went Weird shit was happening Why would you take her Don't really understand Don't really understand They're asking on Reddit Did the Annabelle doll Actually go missing

The doll went missing She didn't know So I don't know why But that people did She went and killed the Pope And then she went home Fair play I mean she's been waiting

A long time to do that I mean it was in a film And everything I tell you what I did it hear a joke, though, talking of the Pope, because obviously, you know, Ellie's brain wonders off. Do you know why there never be a woman Pope? Is this a joke? This is a joke. Oh, okay. Do you know why? Do you know that centuries ago, they lost the Holy Grail? The Holy Grail, for real life, they lost the Holy Grail. Oh, okay. So I thought it was a joke. Yeah. Do you know they lost

the Holy Grail? Yeah, I have to give you the information. Yeah, go on. Right. So they lost the Holy Grail. and the reason that there will never be a woman pope is because she's going to walk in, open a cupboard and find the Holy Grail. That's why they're saying that there will never be... And the truth will come out. Yeah. That there is no Holy Grail. I am the Holy Grail or that dark thing running toward you in the hall. Like guys, dress your ink stinks.

Don't talk to black figures. Stop doing weird shit. If it's running towards you, play possum. And send us the photos. Yeah. Don't delete the photos. We want to see them. Yeah. Um, like, follow, subscribe.