Middle-aged opinion - Parallel universe

Episode Date: November 6, 2024

Today we cover stories from a parallel universe from weird , goings-on to outright confusion stories of my husband communicate in from the other side , technology, changing who we are with subliminal messaging , and how the AI could be taking over we hope you enjoy the episode as we say goodbye to Halloween please show your support by subscribing 😍

Wow. What do you think of that? What don't you think of that? Well I think that girl has got everything that she needs. Right. Are we ready? Ubis oil, darling. Right. Well, you ready? They are taking that wall out. Welcome everyone. No. Yes. Yes. That is how we start. Hello, everyone, and welcome to middle-aged opinion i'm your host ellie and i'm emily and today we are going to be looking at parallel universe parallel universe what she said if I can even get into it I'm gonna start anyway all right yeah okay yeah a lot of mine are short I've gone for shorter ones so we can ping through some more ones I also found that a lot of these stories reminded me of glitches in the

matrix yes I found that too yes so I think instead of posting there they posted here maybe they posted both. But that's the vibe I was getting. So I'm assuming this and Glitch and the Matrix are very similar. Okay. I think reality is invented and somehow things like games are being used to program and spirit reality through technology in real life time. Bit confusing, right? Okay.

And also, before we carry on, I've just noticed my nail go like that. It go like that. And I was winding down because it go like that. It's irrelevant irrelevant but it happened look it go like that look like that look that so instead of straight it go like that so back to the podcast okay okay'm going to try that again because I feel like I didn't read it properly. I think reality is invented and somehow things like games are being used to program and script reality through technology in real life. Time. Bit confusing, but I think I'm with it I will even say that there are that they are using dreams as a way to use the Creator in everyone to man of

best as well so it's very hard to keep on track with this person's thoughts. This is complicated. Okay, but I'm going to stick with it. Go on. So if they can hijack the percentage of reality through external means and not reality itself, but tools like technology and social media and entertainment, then they can try to use this to manipulate reality itself by the use of people to do it from their unconsciousness. Okay.

Do you want me to tell you what i think about that or have you already come up with a theory completely lost right no theory here what i think this person is trying to say is the theory of we are in a um a game like a game like the makes what we've spoken about before but I don't think he's quite saying that I think he's saying we are reality and by the they call it something messages right through social media entertainment we've spoken about this before the unconscious messages that we're getting that's how they're controlling us to make reality go the way they want to do it see what you're saying is or what they're saying is they're making me want to buy that dress yes even though i know they're manipulating you by everything you do is because you've had unconscious messages

said to you so it's making you act yeah okay which actually i don't like i do there is an element of that yeah being something that is happening because we we know that our phones listen to us listen and then you know you open up and then next thing you know because you've mentioned the mattress that you don't need but your mate who you're talking to has said they've got a new mattress because their mattress is shit you've certainly got 10 000 fucking adverts of mattresses and you're like what the hell so some people have followed the train of thought. However, this one is more interesting because it says, yes, I believe this in regards to the newest generation, which to me makes sense. Absolutely.

Right. Because obviously, yeah, because of the way I want to say this in the nicest way, in case we do have some the newer generation. Because, first of all, they live online, right? Yeah. And everything is way more than us. You know, like, obviously, we've started doing this podcast and that. But other than a bit of social media before on our private accounts, we're not, no. But the way that the younger generation thinks, you know, everyone's offended, everyone's upset all the time. Yeah.

Is because they keep reading that you should be upset and offended. Yeah, rather than actually think about what you're thinking about. Yes. So, in a way, I wonder if it's because the previous generation that manifested this unadmittedly onto themselves. So that I kind of am with more. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah.

So a weird one to start with, but, you know, I kind of like where he's going. Yeah, I hear that. I hear that. I hear that. You know, like I was talking about the DNA thing actually with my parents the other day. And I was like laughing about it. It's like because you had said like you really don't want to be just English. I just don't. There's no way. There's just no way.

And then I said, funny enough, when we're at school when we first started um there was a girl i'm not going to say her name but uh she she said to me that i am mexican she didn't ask me if i was mexican she told me i'm mexican and i'm like okay like uh i wasn't offended i feel like if you had said that to someone now that would be you would have been massively offended but i mean there wasn't a lot that offended me ever in life no meaning i it takes it would take a lot for me to go yeah to sort of pipe up and be like you want to fucking sit down yeah it's very rare she was like you're mexican i was just like no not as far as i'm actually i do think there is spanish in me so maybe that's where she was coming from.

I can't, I actually can't, I mean, obviously we're going to do a special, and all that is going to be on social media is little snippets, so if people really want to go and watch, they're going to have to go over to YouTube and watch that, because it won't be on the podcast either, because we would do a full reveal and put the the full video on youtube so if you're over there looking at our dna results subscribe but um anyway yeah i i can't wait for it because i can't wait because i've had a few things i've had egyptian french uh scottish irish i've had a few different

things i don't want to be just, nothing wrong with being English. I am English. I was born English. You don't be though. Yeah, I was born English. There are people that are though. There's nobody. I'm telling you, I've watched YouTube videos and they're like English, Scottish, Welsh.

I know obviously Scotland is a different and Irish is. But what I'm saying is. Yes, but it's the same. Island. Island. Well, but it's the same island island it's what island isn't the same island but we are the same we are the united kingdom right so there's nothing wrong with that if I am if you said you're a Scottish person you're English they wouldn't have a bubble at that not a chance although it's about whether you are English yes not Scottish Welsh Irish deferring from this completely and

just sticking on this like we've just done yeah just sticking on this uh subject for a second so they do think that all recess negative people come from one Spanish isle I believe it is Spanish Isle where 95 and 98 percent of the population are rhesus negative my mum was rhesus negative in fact mum was AB the rarest rhesus negative so that to me says is her heritage from there or again is it just a genetic defect so I can't I actually can't wait to see so it's exciting but yes no so i think this person's got a a good point a good point i think that that's what we talk about all the time there's aspects i believe and other aspects definitely more valid now yes than possibly when we were a hundred there was no we did IT once a week.

Mm-hmm. Which was fucking boring. Which was not even on dialing. Yeah, and it was boring. Yeah, it was boring. Computers were boring.

It was Windows, where you like, drew pictures and stuff. It wasn't, it wasn't anything like that. And my first mobile, I had left school, so 16,

when I got my first mobile. And then that was text, and phone calls and the same and snake yeah so for me yes it makes more sense that yes there are subliminal messages that's what I was looking for yes there you go it took me a while but I got there over to you babes this is really short fine a lot of my are a paragraph short so this is also off of parallel universe i'm not sure you're gonna hear me so because i've moved slightly but uh yes you're picking up yeah

i'm good yeah i did a sound check okay check check one two three as long as they can't hear me over you i don't care because everyone's like you're well now and i'm like i'm sorry me over you i don't care because everyone's like you're well now and i'm like i'm sorry so i literally by the top comment i think this is a little bit sad but let's go with it anyway meet me at the apple tree okay oh i quite like that i like the title yeah so it is from parallel universe okay it says my best friend passed Oh. We met at 14 when things that weren't real could be. Does that make sense to you? That makes sense. That's when your imagination is running wild.

Yeah. Most of our adult life, we lived in different states but always showed up for each other when it mattered. At 14, we would go to sleep and promise to meet at the apple tree to share our dream in hopes there's a parallel universe that reddit cross jewels meet me at the apple tree oh okay it was just a message which i think is sweet but that's it that's that's that's it okay so she's asking what i'm taking from it yeah is that people think there's a parallel universe where they will meet at the apple tree

so that comes down to do you believe in life after death yeah so do you believe in life after death yeah i do what do you think happens um I feel like I do feel like there is you know when you've got unfinished business you don't move on move on like um you pass in in bad circumstances and it potentially wasn't your time to go but yeah i do i i like the idea that there is like um you know your body goes wherever it goes because it's now an empty vessel and and your spirit your soul moves on to your next yeah so i also i mean the theory of um i actually there's quite a few that's how my mind is but i quite like the reincarnation and then sometimes sometimes i like the you pick your life plan for the lessons that

you learn in that life and then other times i think why the fuck would I choose this but I didn't choose my life but there's also other aspects of unfinished business exactly you know like what you were kind of saying but I do like that it is unknown there is no way of knowing what's coming next yeah and actually I think that's nicer whether you believe in God and heaven or hell or whatever it is I think that it's nice that you don't know because I think if you did know that would scare you yeah and then it comes down to would you choose that exactly that's what I'm saying so it's it's better having that control to be able to change your destiny. Have you watched The Good Place? No.

You should watch it. It's on Netflix. It's brilliant. You'll love it. I started watching A Haunting of Rye. I think I've seen that. Well, it's a series thing. Yeah, it didn't get past the first episode.

Boring then, so no, I wouldn't have seen it. No, no. There was something going on with mirrors. I was like, no. Yeah, so I'm into that so i believe that the portal isn't it but you should watch the good place now the good place is it's a comedy it's a nice light-hearted netflix series okay and basically what they're saying is so when you die you go to the good place or the bad place and only one person has made it to the medium

place so they weren't they they weren't amazing but they did something really incredible the day they died right which then sent them so they weren't good they weren't bad they went to the medium place but these people are in the good place is actually the bad place it's the demons playing tricks but that my point is what they are saying the afterlife is is everything you do on earth is a series of points right so yeah us sitting here together is a series of points it's tallied up and only exceptional people make it to the good good place a real good place or like the noise no the good place the good the real good place not the naughty place where they're tormenting you with yourself like that is what that is what it's

about but basically long story short i mean watch it i don't know if i if i ruined myself i won't tell you what happens next but basically it's a point system but what it comes down to is humans are capable of always improving so that's a true story yeah that's quite a nice unless you're like a serial killer or something like that then I'm sorry but you definitely belong in the bad place but there's not much you're gonna get there's not because obviously you know you are what you are but I think if that was the case I'd have to work my way up to the good place. Where would I be? That's what I'm saying I feel like we're medium people I don't think we're exceptional but I don't think we're bad

people. I reckon I'd be literally like a couple of points off of being at the top like getting into the good place do you reckon that's literally my whole life to improve yourself but I never quite make it when there to be literally just a couple of points I don't know sometimes I look and I think I definitely would be in the good place because of all the trials and tribulations and whatnot and then other times I think the things I say and find funny are definitely gonna send me straight to the bad place so yeah no I like that I feel like my divorce is sending me to the bad place I don't know I'm very calm I've no I mean my humor has changed oh yeah like you're definitely a darker person but I've helped with that if I don't laugh at it I'm gonna cry to cry, so let's just do it. Whereas me, that's been years of torment that have led me to this place.

But I don't think I'm a bad person. No, you're not. I don't think I'm an exceptional person. I've said to you before that if we ever made it, I would definitely start a charity of buying properties and renting them out to Disadvantaged families who are really struggling very very similar to what the council do for them And it would be like a charity and also, you know if I had loads of money, so, you know make us famous I would

For children on the lowest income who are struggling for trainers, clothes, things that other kids pick on them for, then we could be a charity that supply that to these children. That would be something that I would love to achieve. Not to make me a good person, because when Paul had his stroke, we suffered financially massively. And from being very comfortable to obviously you know being on benefits and then not that Alfie and Harry have ever gone out but I gone without but I know that there are children that are going without you know I mean and I know

these kids are always wanting and needing and it's really difficult I mean you're a single mum and it's really expensive and now you've got back to school again and it has to be this shoe and it has to be that because otherwise they're going to be bullied and people say you know don't fall for the peer pressure but that's not reality that's not really so yeah that is what me and emily will do when we make it big big not to bed when we make it big um we're going to uh change as many lives as we can i think that's my plan that's your plan something we've spoken about so that would be cool that would be really nice but let's get back into the episodes can you imagine making a difference even just the one person is that's what i'm saying like starting off small start with the properties and you know more and more money in start a charity

and help people out i mean can you just imagine yeah that's the dream i've had that dream for a lot i thought if i won the lottery but i haven't won that yet either anyway back to this okay i'm living a whole other life in my dream and I don't know how to stop it. Hi. So this is a throwaway account for obvious reasons. I don't know what to do. I've tried researching this for a long time, but I can't find anything that explains it. I'm starting to lose my mind a little bit. In my dreams, I've been living a whole separate life that is only slightly alternative from my waking life. Example, I got evicted. I got evicted from my apartment back in 2021 because I was hiding my boyfriend with warrants at the time oh my god dumb I know

but I was a kid anyway in my dreams we're always back in that apartment whether we're squatting there or actually allowed to be there still we have our two kids we have now just a who are now just a little bit older every time i go to sleep i go to work at the same restaurant which is right next to my mum's house and my kids play there and i go and see them whenever i want to until my husband and I get off work I'm so fucking wired like I'm living a whole different version of my life in my dreams I just I just smoke weed I don't hold on I just it does say I just smoke I'm still thinking I'd missed something. I just smoke weed. I don't even drink. I don't know what's going on. I'm just freaked out.

This has been happening for almost a year now, and I don't know how to stop it. Or if anyone else has dealt with anything like this, thank you for any advice. I'm going to have to blow my nose. I'm sorry. Well, you for any advice. I'm going to have to blow my nose, I'm sorry. Well, I mean, that's kind of what dreams are about, isn't it? You know, they do take you to a parallel universe, a different world, a different time, a different place. And you can be whatever the fuck you

want in your dreams, can't you? They say, like, you're able to disconnect, aren't you they say like you're able to disconnect aren't you and control your dream but um it probably doesn't help that she smokes i'm thinking that actually i'm thinking it's the weed i think she's hallucinating yeah and not quite sleeping yeah yeah i mean um you know sometimes dreams are sort of the last things you're thinking of at the end of the day. And sometimes your dreams are... Like your subconscious. Yeah. And sometimes it's, you know, things that you've thought about or wished for in your head. Like, you're like, oh, wouldn't it be nicer if this had happened?

Or, I don't know. Yeah. Well, somebody said... We don't know, I don't know yeah well somebody says we don't know I don't reckon this happens to me too never been able to find someone who gets it I live a whole other life in my dreams I figured it either another dimension another timeline and somehow I can access during sleep. Alternatively, travelling perhaps. It's one of those things. There's about four or five places I go to over and over again. Excuse me. Happy places? And the trees grow. The kids age. The projects around the house evolve and get done i'm living this life somehow somewhere else i think that's quite interesting

maybe there's something to it something that we're not yeah no i've got one on here which is also about dreams yeah because i have really long i have um i have read some stuff like this before and i have seen films where it's actually a horror film but um me and horrors who knew but uh i forgot what it's called i love it i've got the whole series people know when i explain he goes to sleep and he's able to leave his body and go to other places and live in his dreams so it's like a detachment you're at you're able to detach what is the horror called um i'll think of it once we finish i bet but anyway he's able to um no you're thinking of freddy no uh i'm gonna have to quickly search you up i'm sorry is it um

i know what is bothering me uh all right where he goes off in a dream it's gonna bother me because i'm gonna to see it and I'm going to be like, that's it. Before I wake, no. Oh, my God. It's got Dalton in it. Insidious. There you go.

Insidious. So Insidious is a series. But the first one is basically. I was going to say, I feel like that's Netflix at the moment, isn't't it maybe it's on netflix they put it on and off all the time but basically he's a boy his name's dalton and he is has a gift where he can leave his body float above his body which i believe is true like if you can control in your dreams he looks at his body he knows that he's sleeping but he's off for for the night. So he flies off. He flies. Flies off, does other things in his dream.

Has a whole separate time in his dream. But he's completely, it's like a gift. They call it a gift. But in this horror, the danger is that you're leaving your body exposed to other souls to come in. And basically that is what the horror is about. Whether that's true or not, but this could be what's happening they could be going to sleep and able to control and off they go live a whole another life in their dream and then back in the morning if that makes sense would it not be night time i don't know this is what i'm saying like because there are people talk about it they say that

this is what happens saying there's uh you know sleep paralysis that sort of thing I think that that's just it though there's just these so because if we if we truly are souls and when we die if we can truly us so that our body is nothing but you know organic matter we get buried and our souls then can leave and even sorry yeah assholes if our assholes can leave and then um reincarnate visit our graves meet those that we love in heaven with all these possibilities i can't rule that out either so either it's the weed but this person this other person's got no mention of it then you know who fucking knows interesting go

okay parallel universe i feel like you should do the dream one it's really long okay moving on yeah because i just looked at it i was like no yeah no sometimes i do that as well two lives at once it sounds very similar there you go so i've been living in at least two worlds at once i think it's either earth and Hell or Heaven and Hell or maybe all three. Whatever is happening, it started when every podcast

CERN CERN fired their ship back up the Collider. Yeah. Fired their ship back up the other day. My friends and family now believe me fully after several experiences like the following. So I told an older woman she looked very pretty a few days ago.

It was just me and her in the aisle with my friend standing just past the end of the aisle, less than 10 feet away. The woman lit up like a Christmas tree and was thanking me profusely. As we said our goodbyes and walked away, my friend in a very mocking voice said, That is my husband. I asked him what he was talking about. He said, bro, you weren't even hitting on her. What was her problem? I asked what the fuck he was talking about. He said she was standing next to her husband and acting as if I'd insulted the sanctity of their marriage just by complimenting her I told him there was no man with her and that she had loved my compliment. Because we had experienced several other like situations, he didn't question it.

other like situations he didn't question it. We just accept that we had walked two different paths yet remained together somehow. I kept this short. I used to write way too much detail but I think just the gist is enough. They're happening so fast I won't be willing to write about all of them but i will keep you all updated on my multi-universal journeys i promise because i get it yeah yeah so his friend's there he's here he's complimented a woman yeah and he's like you've just like that's really insulted that man by doing that to his wife and he's like there's nobody there what you're chatting about yeah so what is he seeing and what is he seeing so suppose which one is so then that would be like what i call a glitch in the matrix right so which again is parallel universe so you know that i've spoken to you about their headlong collider many times yeah so they or the cern

whatever it is they fire it up and that there is a boy he was on tiktok 14 very very hyper intelligent was explaining because they reckon every time it fires up it's taking us off our trajectory hence when you get things like the mandela effect where you remember one thing i remember it the other way and everybody's left confused because the reality is it's crossing over so much that it's flipping so where i should be here, for example, and I'm going down this life path, and Emily, my Emily's going down this life path, and then you've got, say, you, for example,

and then you've got Ellie, and you're going down this one, they light this fucker up, whatever it's doing, and then we cross. But I stay there, you stay stay there but our alternative selves cross over and then you're going that's not how it was and i'm going yes it is do you see what i'm saying so that is fascinating to me because lately there's been a lot of not just that babe like so many things people like are you seeing this shit are you what about all the fucking networks dropping down in america and then here in the uk so all of that and then now our government

it was on gmtv i'm saying get three days of supplies just in case the government are saying get three days of water get this food what is actually going on are they preparing us and then we go back to the first story i read of subliminal messages you know are they trying to tell us what's coming but not actually saying it i mean the whole thing is like i missed that message because my fridge is empty i need to go shopping yeah tins and stuff they're like three days of water and i'm like we're not gonna have access to what because i don't buy bottle no do you no i use the cancer pop i'm good for that oh yes i mean i get it out the tap and drink it like a normal person with the shit in there oh i don't care but um yeah it was on the gmtv like well it's not gmtv anymore what is it good morning britain

something like that yeah i don't even watch it but i saw it on there on a tiktok thing where someone's been like look get your stuff ready i'm like i've got some teams i'm just gonna be thursday you've got one tin of soup i'm gonna eat later maybe yeah is that what you're having for dinner oh it's between that or pasta. I feel like cheese. Oh, I fancy cheese. I fancy a bit of cheese. I've got cheese on my tomato soup.

But that nice cheese, I have to go and get it though. That's the only thing. I don't know if I can be bothered. You know the round cheese with the skin that you put in the oven? Yeah, come and get it. Yeah. Oh, that's something else that is. Oh, it gets all stuck to the room in my mouth

anyway moving on right my fiance is speaking to me from the other side can anyone relate don't know if this would be parallel para parallel universe or more paranormal. But anyway, I haven't read it, so let's find out. People say I'm crazy and that I'm just grieving and that, and this is my mind's way of getting me through the grief process. My fiance passed away a little over a year ago. We were together for seven years. It hit me really hard. Anyway, I read a book called Signs by Laura Lynn Jackson, a psychic medium. In the book, she explains how to notice signs that our loved ones are sending from the other side. are sending from the other side. She said these signs sometimes come in the form of animals or nature. For example, if a deer randomly stops and stares at you from a close distance and doesn't run away, it may be a sign from your loved one. Or if you find a penny in the dryer that is balancing on its side

so I'm assuming upright that could be a sign she said the strongest sign however is when you hear or see something that you know in your heart is a direct connection to someone you loved on the other side for instance if you're dead aunt sally absolutely aunt sally oh it's easy yeah absolutely loved alice in chains and on a day when you are particularly missing her you turn on the radio and the first song you hear is Rooster by Alice in Chains it's a fucking immense song that is um where with that being said I write stories and poems in my spare time I also read a lot of stories and poems from the past couple of months. It seems like his name pops up all the time in stories I read, podcasts I listen to and videos I watch. His name is Arthur. Love that name. We always called Alfie that.

It's not a popular name. You don't hear it very often, not only his name, but also his birthday, another thing is that our song, The Gift by Sita, it's not a very popular song, I haven't heard it, it I didn't think I would hear it as a sign but I see the gift literally everywhere there's a new TV show on Netflix called the gift it's a show that I would never ever remotely be interested in but yet it showed up the the very first slot of my recommendations for you list. I purchased a short story the other day and the very first story in the book was called The Gift. Two stories later, the main character name was Arthur which is Spanish translation for Arthur. Someone randomly sent me a poem a couple of weeks ago called The Gift. It just keeps popping up everywhere. Then to top it all off I had a dream about a month ago. I was standing in the doorway of an old house and Arthur walked up to me and the sunlight was shining on his face and hair. He smiled really big and I just ran and wrapped my arms around him. We hugged and I kept telling him how much I missed him. He kept saying,

it's making me sad, I know, I know, I know it's okay. Then I looked up at him with tears in my eyes and he said, did you get my message? And then I woke up. So my question is, am I just grieving, turning things into wishful thinking? Or do you guys think that our loved ones on the other side somehow have a way of altering reality and making things happen? I would love to hear all your opinions and any personal stories or similar experiences. Very good writer. That fucking I got all right. I could feel it. Okay, you go first.

Okay. Was it making you feel sad? oh okay good no i i like the story she's a fantastic writer i like the story i like i mean do i do our past loved ones send signs yeah i think they do I think they do you know I really do believe in like you know when you see a robin so do I um butterfly butterfly I a white feather something's been moved like I really do believe in stuff like that I mean and then does it fall into coincidence that that's happened when you just happen to be thinking about it? I don't know. I don't know.

I think if you're looking for signs, they're easier to find. Yeah. I think I definitely agree with that. So I've told you this before. I think I said it on the podcast. But when my mum died on the 7th of December 2015. mum died on the 7th of December 2015 so my mum used to come to my house every Thursday and do her washing and tumble drying so me and my sister my brother went back to his house he was living down the road then not in Somerset and me and my sister Lisa we went back to mine um and so at the bottom of a washing machine here in the UK you have

like a compartment in the front and inside is a hose and like you can turn the thing and then things get stuck in it it's like a filter you know for all intents and purposes you have to push it in to pull it out mine kept popping out and that happened the very night that me and Lisa went back to my flat. And I definitely think that that was my mum. We also saw a psychic. I've seen many psychics. I don't, you know, a lot of them just want your money.

But this one psychic said, your mum keeps playing with the washing machine. How could anybody know? No one could know. And then she said something about my mantelpiece as well. Because not everyone in the UK has a mantle piece especially not now nowadays but I didn't know what she was talking about um I definitely think signs ascend and I definitely think still to this day if I like stop and think about it because I think grief is a never-ending process you never you're never going to be okay with what's happened you just kind of

get used to first of all not talking about it most days become easier but there are still days yeah there are those moments where you're like oh it's stupid things for me it would be like if i'm making something and i you know i have a question it's like when i did uh so i've got non-stick uh pans that i do my cake in, but they kind of were leaving a bit of a funny taste, so I got new dishes, oven cake dishes yesterday, and I would have loved to have ringed my mum and asked her if I needed parchment paper, it's stupid shit like that, do you know i mean so yeah i think this person is getting signs and it's she's still grieving so hard that the signs are more but powerful more prominent more

powerful and she's looking for them harder yeah do you know what i mean that's kind of what i think but yeah i liked that story it made me go oh do you know what i mean? Yeah. Silly cow. I feel like mine's not so nice. Good. Well, take us away from that. Well, I've got three on here. This is the shortest one. Okay. Oh, my God, my nose.

That's what I look for. Short stories. Okay, this one is called Gaslighting into an Alternative Reality, The Narcissist and the Mandela Effect. How funny, because I have just pulled up a story that I am going to bring up because this kind of plays into the Mandela Effect as well. So you go first, unless it's the same. Is that what it's called?

No. Well, I hope not then. Okay, so. Is that what it's called? No. Well, I hope not then. Okay. So, for me, the worst part of being a child of a narcissist is that I've never felt like I have had a good grasp on reality. There's no particular episode that sticks out to me as the perfect example. Growing up, whenever my mother would crack eggs, she'd crack the egg into a bowl, pan, whatever, then put the empty shell back into the slot where the egg had been resting. For me, this was always very normal. Sounds normal to me. Yeah. when i grew up this is how i did it in my own kitchen because this is the way i've always seen it done it didn't occur to me to do it any other way my husband picked up the habit

early in our marriage fast forward to when i was in my mid-20enties. I was staying at my mother's and one morning I was making breakfast for everyone. I'm cracking eggs into a bowl to make a big scramble and suddenly my mother is screaming at me, stop, stop, what are you doing? I was stunned and I did my normal rabbit freeze. I finally said, making scrambled eggs? No, why are you putting those shells into the carton? This is capital letters and exclamation marks. So she was mad mad. She was angry shouty. Yeah. I couldn't understand why she was so

upset. All I could say was, that's how you've always done it. She widened her eyes and gasped in outraged horror. I have never put filthy garbage into my egg cartons. I was foolish enough to weakly try to insist that the entire time I was growing up, this is how she always did it. And boy, was that a mistake. Apparently, I'm a liar and slanderous. And how dare I accuse her of such filthy habits? Are we talking about eggs? We're talking about egg shells.

You want to calm down, mate. This incident, along with thousands of others, left a hard mark on me i honestly had no idea what was reality anymore my confidence has always been shit because of this i didn't trust myself as far as i could throw myself flash forward 20 years to my mid-40s and I find out about the Mandela Effect. Funny enough, I found out about the Mandela Effect. Because I helped her. I helped her. I brought away the old people. She brought me into the reality. Well, one of them anyway. Yeah, whatever. So, a thousand arguments zip through my brain. The egg incident is the craziest one that stands out in that moment. For a few minutes, I actually considered that maybe my mum and I are experiencing a pass from alternative realities because I don't know what else to think.

else to think. Although I've seen her do it to other people before, apart from me, still can't accept the idea that my mother would be so deluded, cruel, mean, just to win a pointless argument with me. I called my mum and I asked her, mum, after you crack an egg, what do you do with the shell? Oh, I just toss them back into the carton. It doesn't hurt anything. I honestly couldn't speak. The way she acted, the way she attacked me that day was so violent that I quit doing the eggshell thing altogether. Couldn't break my husband of the habit though. I've been walking this earth for more than half a century and I still don't know what is real. I mistrust myself completely. Most of the time I don't bother to argue because I have no no faith in my memories my analysis myself i spend my entire life just trying to find solid footing and worried that any foundation that i stand on

will suddenly turn to to quicksand and swallow me whole. Gaslighting destroys lives, minds, spirits and sanity. But for the narcissist, it's more important to be right at all costs than it is to be happy and or kind or to admit a mistake please tell me that I'm not that the only please tell me that I'm not the only one who doubts her own eyes ears memories because of this I can't be the only one who feels crazy all the time out of the fear that I can't tell the truth from the untruth okay so one of two things are happening here yeah either it is a through and through mandela effect and something's crossed over parallel universe happening there right or the mum is a true narcissist because she mentioned

narcissists the gaslighting yeah i you know just because the mum was putting the old eggs in the carton, saw her do it, reprimanded her for it for no reason other than being a narcissist. Yeah. Right. And then obviously years later as the girl's 40, whatever, has then tried to turn the tables back and be like yeah no i've always done that to make her feel like she's crazy so it's difficult to know which one it is it's entirely possible it's a mandela effect uh but it's also entirely possible she's being gaslit and her mum

is a through and through crank fucking crank narcissist cnx tuesday i hope that it is a through and through fucking crank narcissist. See you next Tuesday. I hope that it is a Mandela effect over having someone do that to you. Yeah. So I don't like being reprimanded for mistakes or anything like that. And as you saw earlier, when the plate dropped, when Alfie got the cake out and the plate dropped, what did I do? I picked the plate up, no big deal.

Asked Emily to get the other plate out. Nobody's hurt. There's no need. So what do you do with your eggs? In the carton? Yeah, I do that. So I either... It's only because I don't like it on the side.

And my bin is over there. So fine. So it's all here to there. Travelling with a dripping eggshell or just straight in there. So I will grab a bowl or a glass and put them in there. Depending on, so like if I've got a 15 egg carton and I'm using three, I'll crack straight in the glass. Not the egg in the glass, the egg where I need it.

Sure it to be. A 50. 15. Oh, okay. Yeah, yeah. straight in the glass not the egg in the glass the egg where i need it to be a 50 15 15 oh okay yeah yeah so i'll crack the egg into whatever what i need the mixing thing and then i'll put the empty shell in the glass i'll just grab a glass or whatever and put it in there only if i'm leaving the rest of the eggs in the carton if i'm done with the carton the egg shells go in the carton and then straight into the bin no i've put them into the into the carton before we've still eggs but i can't cope with the idea on the side it's also no big deal no how you've done it it's no big deal because the eggs so we have different eggs than america because we don't have to refrigerate our eggs I always do I'm

just saying our protective layer isn't washed off the eggs I've seen a few programs like that where theirs is washed off and that's why theirs has to be refrigerated so either way when we're cracking our eggs and it doesn't matter if dirty egg is getting on that shell because it's just a shell right yeah i mean sometimes my eggs come literally directly out of the butt of a chicken that's what i'm saying so like i say i'm hoping it's the parallel universe i've got a feeling the mum's a massive narcissist yeah so this is a top comment yeah right she says yes these types of incidents incidences happened all the time all the time my therapist has diagnosed me with complex ptsd because of all the trauma of being

raised by a narc parent uh physical emotional mental and sexual abuse they don't just steal your childhood uh they steal your entire soul and any com uh and any promise of having a normal and healthy existence sorry i was just a bit like, so someone really is sort of pushing towards it being narc, but how that actually- Of course there's a possibility. Stealing that what is real, what is okay. It actually- What can I not do? So what they're learning is that narcissistic behavior from a parent or a partner leaves at actual physical damage to the brain so it's not just they hurt your feelings and get over it is actual trauma to the brain

like the brain is actually affected by having said parents or partners or and that is why you know we've read stories before about these women not leaving immediately in fact we were just talking about one that we've done and what we haven't released the episode yet but i mean i laugh at the end of it only because i'm enjoying emily's reaction not because of the story but this poor girl is The story's awful. The story's awful, but she is already so far gone. And it takes a woman at least minimum seven tries to get away from this. Not just women, men as well. I have seen enough stories with men being in narcissistic, abusive relationships with their partners. But the children don't really have an escape.

It is what it is. But, yeah, they've now found that it's actual damage to the brain that this is causing so i don't know i think she continues to go counseling and whatever and trust her own thoughts if she think it happened that way it probably did it doesn't make her a liar it means that she's she's been damaged enough to the point where she can't even trust her own thoughts so shame on this family can i or can't i put my egg shells in you do whatever you want babe like whatever you want yeah like break free yeah do you do you and or you start a whole new way of doing things that yeah that was quite a

sad one actually it said it wasn't yeah well i think my one before wasn't great because even i was like oh oh you know what i mean i think it's the way she written it as well like before i was like that's really beautiful but anyway let's take you way out now and wind you up a little bit so do you know who richard simmons is do you want to have a quick google so you recognize who it is so we'll just let her have a quick google i think any any of you that are in richard simmons no d on the end i think those of you who are interested in the mandela or parallel universe would definitely be into this because this is a brand new revelation of what's going on at the minute i see her eyebrow is like in her hairline

do you see him do you recognize him is he supposed to be a fitness and coach yes okay he was on tv all the time when we were young no babe you don't recognize them all right so moving on obsolete anyway okay there's already been an edit but i'll read the story first i've been seeing on tiktok videos of people thinking thinking about a timeline shift that happened a few days ago and people saying richard simmons died years ago uh was he a gladiator no oh no oh no sorry it's just a really dodgy fucking leo tardy's got on yeah if do you remember that film at that show it was great that was if anyone else experienced a mandela effect i'm gonna jump right to the edit edit just a reminder i do not believe this myself I was

asking based on what I saw on TikTok no need to be jerk so we haven't dived into it so basically Richard Simmons was like our American our English version of Mr Motivator do you remember Mr Motivator yeah I know yeah so he so he yeah he does um he's got his own tiktok as well isn't it so he had his own but he wore a headband and people remember that and then they're saying he never had a headband and then basically people remember him dying very similar to nelson mandela a long time ago but they're saying he's just died. Who's just died? This Richard Simmons has just died. Something like that.

Yeah, hold on. Let me go into it. No, I'm a huge fan, and he was very much alive until the recent announcement. He stunned Hollywood. He stunned? He shunned Hollywood limelight

because of rumours being spread about him so that's why i'm dead no so i don't know it's probably this child shit going around but basically some people remember him dying a long time ago other people he's just been announced dead very similar look at the eyebrow sorry it's It's literally because I... Yeah, carry on. Yeah, so again, this is, listen, it's not a big post but because I thought

you might know who he was. I remember him. Especially around Rachel Jones's. She had all the cable and that. I don't even remember

her on a TV, babe. You don't remember having a TV? What? Not Rachel Jones? It was in the lounge in the corner.

What? She had cable. It was in the lounge, in the corner. What? She had cable. Did she? Yeah. I don't remember. Do you remember her mum and dad being together? I really shouldn't have said her name. You're going to have to...

That out. I knew her. Which junior school was that? No, I don't remember her mum and dad together. Yeah, no, yeah. So I remember it from there. And then someone said... His death is under investigation.

They know. Because he's already supposed to be dead. Here, look, somebody said, yes, I remember. When I heard he died, I was like, didn't he already die? So this has now set the internet on fire again because people are like, what are you talking about he's been dead for years so that was just a quick one that i wanted to throw in there because to me that belongs in mandela effect yeah possibly but like a whole person in mandela effect i thought

it was more just objects it stinks though so mandela is where you remember one way and I remember another way. Like the Queen song, the monocle on Monopoly Man, that sort of thing. But that is how the Mandela effect started. Because people remember Nelson Mandela dying in prison in the 80s. Turns out he fucking didn't. That's how it started. In 2012, hence the head headlong collider starting that up that's when things started to get weird yeah it's cool go on over to you all right that's for you guys i've only got two long ones

That was for you guys. I've only got two long ones. So you're going to have to hit one. Okay, which one? Black mirrors. It's black mirrors. Sometimes I think dreams can be a window into a parallel universe. So we've covered that.

I'm going black mirrors all the way. That's the longest one. I'm like, yeah, it's black mirrors. Although I've never seen a black mirror all right listen yeah listen bitch okay black mirrors okay I'm starting with to wonder this phones are basically black mirrors and because our intentions are everything, I'm now wondering if people are unconsciously projecting themselves through these portals and through these phones, which is also why porn is bad because I don't know perhaps things happen which shouldn't be happening as a result of like staring into these phones and maybe also explain some sort of voyagism

going on when people scroll through their phone mindlessly as if scroll through their phone mindlessly as if scrying without realising it so as such. I agree. So overall, intensively safeguard yourself against these devices and intend to it be so that these actions be not taken against you, nor is to be carried out on your part. No, I don't like how this person's writing. But he's saying it like a child, but carry on. Let's see what we manifest rich let the podcast go there's a lot of edits uh if done so knowingly please turn away

the entire multiverse relies on your con commitment to liberation to end our collective suffering that's matrix shit oh this isn't getting a little bit yeah a bit a bit black mirrorish have you watched that no program it's on netflix black mirror oh so good it's like loads of little yeah snippets yeah crazy shit yeah i've watched a couple of them yeah i thought it was great so next part they're saying sex is sacred and if people i feel like they've gone on a tangent i don't even think they i think they've lured me in with black mirror and really they want to tell me porn is bad i feel like there's something about porn so the next picture sex is sacred and if people are going around astral projecting And if people are going around astral projecting knowingly or unknowingly or whatever,

and like some people know this shit and abuse that, then that itself is a issue and an invasion of sacred free will. Close your legs, you bitch! Put your little baby Jesus back in your pants! The best way to secure yourself in purification is to evolve your heart to know right and wrong. And that way, if you do so intend to, come into eternal agreement of marriage with your

partner you want to do so in health in love otherwise it would be based off a foundation of lower frequency creation corruptible creation all rights reserved so if this is a woman she ain't never had an orgasm and if this is a man he's their family lord sleeping there's two edits oh okay edit one y'all y'all have heard of the slider phenomena oh slide it in of the slider phenomena oh slide it in we're basically a little bit for him as well electronics act strangely they're dildos this may play a part in porn where because porn is meaningless and the ones watching it give it their energy into these vessels through these portals or whatever. That somehow energies are being entangled as a result in some sort of spiritual orgy. Probably not good considering the energy is connected to it.

I want to know what the comments say. These devices are literally creating portals into this realm, into the realm of porn. It's like a sermon. It's like a church person has written this. Like, you know, not a church person. You know, I believe in God. A really deeply religious person is blaming porn

for the world's problems so it goes much deeper than that i've got i have a second edit but the top comment is tip of the iceberg thank you for sharing you've got more to add and that's what Just keep exploring for sure. Yeah, you're on to it. Keep exploring. I don't know. For some reason, I've come to the same conclusion. Whenever I watch porn, I feel weird afterwards in a way that I can't explain. It's as if some kind of energy was taken from me is it that not cool yes it was your come okay your orgasms brother

that's what happened yet now you're tired have a sleep what are you reading you always find the weirdest shit I'm telling you yeah just let me say this yet i'm not a lover of porn i don't it doesn't really do anything for me like porn never has right i don't believe it's connected to the devil or somebody stealing your energy i think you're tired because i'm hoping they're just using porn as an example you're taking it as just a they're using it as an example of your phone is this black mirror that is absorbing your energy leading you into this bad choice right to be fair it does take time is what i mean is like you guys you don't watch one lot of porn and then that's it now you're you're yeah that's fine but what I'm saying is like say I'm scrolling on tic tac tic tac tic tac toe I'm scrolling on

tic toc because I don't really because I upload every day I don't really go on a lot of social media except it tick tock where I like to send you loads of stupid shit because I find it funny but that does take so one minute it's one o'clock the next thing it's four o'clock like it does take your time you're like focused into that into that moment on the Tiktok do you know what I mean so yes I agree if he's using porn as a hypothetical I'm I want to think that is what they're doing i hope so because you can't but clearly they are also not happy with the idea of porn no and fine listen i get it you know i don't

think it's great for because it's not realistic even porn which is why you know it doesn't do anything for me personally it's not a real representation of women men or how things are do you know what i mean just any type of relationship exactly so go on okay edit two i don't know how to explain this but it's like when people watch porn it has no meaning in it and it is soul sucking it is like it is programming the mind to cuckold cuck old itself cuckold yeah cuckoldable yeah itself i don't believe what's on screen is always people or that they themselves may be being controlled by a non-human intelligence. Like you are imagining two people doing it together when you are not involved but getting off on it. So the mind is sacred in itself.

I don't know. I think if it had they veered off into other subjects of what they think's going on hence when we talk about like the matrix and that I could be more on board but they are completely focused on porn and it's making me different everybody knows that porn isn't real because as well to have um I'm not talking about one night stands or anything like that but when you have human connection with somebody else of course you know sex is very different than porn and that sort of thing of course because you're going through the motions it's fake everybody knows that but they are completely hyper focused on porn but you don't think they are

no um the more i read into this the more you're outside of the box Oh, yeah, they are back. I feel like it's all about porn I'm getting porn. I'm like Paul is bad point yet. We know like I get it. I wouldn't want my children like focused on that That's my dog this time you're back outside back outside. Not my proudest realisation. Sorry, it is long. Yeah. Not my proudest realisation, but I say this is perhaps free, whatever means that might connect others to purify themselves from their entanglements. I don't know

it might be a bit of both I feel like they're clearly against porn and they have used it as a staple in the story they're describing it as a spiritual orgy

in the representation of the uncontrolled and lack of mastery of intent for creation that is pure and incorruptible. I disagree because I think the spiritual uplifting is when you're fully connected with someone and you have lovemaking, etc. I think that's very different than what people think about porn so they're saying the trap is living through others and not living through yourself the gain as aspect of social media love doesn't need to prove itself it simply just is yes now they're like yeah I feel like it's there's a there's a minute you time and time. Because you're right.

So we're trying to say it from both. Yeah, so you see these couples that are on, I love you so much, all that crap on social media. They're saying purify yourself and don't corrupt yourself. I understand what they mean. Like all the, you know, I've got this Gucci bag, or I've got no Gucci bags. But my point is, I've got this Gucci bag or whatever,

and you're doing all this shit for social media and then other people are desiring to have that sort of thing and trying to live that way so yes I can see from that I just don't think his analogy of fully going porn was helpful in any

way because it's like we get it you know what I mean it doesn't help that the minute you say porn we're like we're in the gutter i'm like too late for us yeah that's because you know we've seen 80s porn or animal farm i mean that was that was something awful to learn about should i finish this off oh please do yeah i mean the time i mean within porn we're talking about stories i don't mean within porn. We're talking about stories. I don't know where this is going to go. Please, no more porn. So, I don't know if I'm alive. Oh.

Oh. Oh. You went, oh. Oh. Right. This happened today, but I can't shake the weird feeling. So, after a music festival, the next day day me and my boyfriend and some of his friends went swimming. It's a pretty small lake with a deck. We were throwing each other

in and throwing a ball around and overall having a nice time. I had gotten tired but I decided to swim to get the ball when it landed further away in the water the time I was swimming the ball the time I was swimming to the ball there you go I missed the two to the ball I was thinking to myself just keep your head up just keep swimming just keep swimming oh who are you um anyway just keep your head up don't drown because i was really tired i often tell myself that when i'm swimming don't just don't die don't have your leg bitten off by a shark i'll tell you a story in a minute but anyway i'm telling them that story it's one of the funniest things i've ever seen in my entire life anyway exaggerate because i was i was really tired and i had a fear of drowning got the ball and started swimming back suddenly a weird feeling

got over me and i haven't been able to shake it off. I feel like I'm dead. I don't often feel that. That moment or at least lost consciousness. Everything seemed weird and I remember that when I jumped in one of the guys said oh she's already swimming to it but my boyfriend told me that they were telling me not to jump in not to swim and i just can't get rid of the feeling that i'm living now a life that's like the lump looks weird story i don't know what that is. What do you think? I feel like you fucking lost me at the end. Yeah, so I think what she's saying is she's not sure.

She thinks she went, she She's dead. She thinks she's dead. Yeah. And that she died. And that she's died in this And that she's still going through the motions. Like a dream.

Okay. So somebody. Let's see if this helps. Go on. So this is the top comment. If the breaching universe theory is correct. Then the other branch timeline. You didn't make it.

But you jump back into your original or that person they crossed over she wasn't meant to make it but she was and they crossed over so she's there thinking i should be dead yeah what's going on right okay so hold on okay okay you didn't make it i heard as i had a similar experience over 30 years ago where i oversteered pulling out onto a large oh sorry onto a lane road ended up driving off the dirt shoulder just as a car decided to pass, another car from the other direction, I most likely would have been killed instantly. You're here. I'm here. Do the best you can with the chance you have. That's cool. Yeah.

I feel like... Or is that a near-death experience? I quite like both theories there. If at that moment their life passed across and she was meant to die here with me and you, for example, and that other person was meant to live, so now that other person died and in that parallel universe they're grieving,

but here she's still alive yeah that's cold so i i think i've said this to you i've probably said it on the podcast i sometimes think that we are all dead and this is hell i say all the time and i have read dead but we could definitely be in hell we could be going through the motions trying to better ourselves like i say this is our own form of torment right because you've got so if you look at the description of hell or you look at the bible or at the second coming we've got the fire and brimstone we've got the plague all the things the floods all the things that they say is going to happen is happening i'm not saying that's true but i'm saying there's elements and sometimes i think what happens if you know and the good parts in your life sometimes this is how i look at it. Maybe I need a little help, probably.

The good parts in your life are there to distract you from what's really going on. So like adverts. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So I've said this before. You have. I'm not. I hate that you describe the good times in our lives as adverts. They are because they're short.

It's short lived. Those moments. Those three minute those three-minute intervals. But they are. And that thing distracts you. So when things are like shit, shit, shit, shit, and then you get that distraction, you're like, it's going to be all right, I'm all right, and then shit, shit, shit.

Yeah, but it's not always shit, shit, shit. Sometimes it's just, you know, those mediocres. It's more shit than mediocre. Be honest. You know, when you're just going through the I really you're just when you're just going through the motions and something exciting happens just that moment where you're like this is great BAM and then shit shit shit and then comes on that along another effort that is where it takes me sometimes. When am I getting an advert?

I must be due an advert. We're on an advert right now doing this together. I don't know if that is just my own self-wallow. Do you know what I mean? From everything that's happened. That could be my own like pity party violin crap. Do you know what I mean? But, oh.

Somebody at the door. Somebody at the door oh have you got it this is part of it yeah so i don't have to go yeah so anyway watch out for the dogs hattie you need a bit how out for you now oh it'll be at that door yeah front door oh where did you think it was the back back door? Yeah, so anyway. So I do like that nobody has a fucking idea what is going on. I like that nobody has the idea. That's what I'm saying. I don't feel like anyone's in the power here. Nobody.

I'm good with that. We're all going through the shit show together. Or if there is people that really, truly know what is going on, we don't. Like Trump and everything. And it's better. Yeah, probably. Probably. But it's better that we don't do you know i'm good i'm good as well i'd rather just i don't like surprises but yeah i i'd rather just continue the not knowing sometimes thinking i'm in hell other times being perfectly fine i'm all right with that um but yes let me finish us off by telling

the story of emily no there is no story to tell anyway so we went to jenna she's been on our podcast we went to her hen do in ibiza brilliant time great time and we decided after drinking all day where did we go ocean club we went to ocean club fantastic and we had bottles and oh my god we were absolutely not quite para but we were we were spangled we decided then would be a good time to walk down on the seafront and go and get on inflatables about 250 metres from the sea? Yeah, from the shore? I don't know. Too far. Too far.

So they make you put on these life jackets and then you sign a waiver. So if I die, it's not their fault or their problem. We were like, yay, best day ever. So anyway, that was that. Now, Emily, compared to me, I i'm like as you can probably tell i'm like everything's like a second a minute emily is more chilled more laid back takes her time whatever fine we get in the water and this bitch is like you have never seen anything like it. She's like an athletic swimmer. I have never. Because I have never seen anyone move so far. So, of course, I'm fucking hysterically laughing.

That's when you nearly drown, though, isn't it? When you're laughing in the water. Yeah, but luckily I have a life jacket on. So I get there. I can't. Where I've been laughing so much all the way to pull myself up on this, I can't even get up. Because I. I don't know how I got up.

I have not. Yeah, because you put, it was a shot. So it touched my lip. Yeah, it was, it was so funny. I mean, honestly, we had a great time on that holiday. But that is it. So I feel like we're done. You love that story.

I love that story. I can't find my little water camera. Good. because I've never actually watched so I actually had a little water camera I took footage of the whole thing that whole activity thank god oh it's burned somewhere I don't know I hope the devil's got it and it's like a laugh for him but that's enough the other thing to know on that fucking inflatable thing

was there was a rope so it was like from here to over there so probably two metres and you had to swing on this fucking rope to get to the other side in turn each fucking one of us thought we could do it we just dropped straight down so we go drop straight down and in turn one by one do it we just dropped straight down so we go drop straight down

and insert one by one by one we just kept dropping down that was brilliant as well then we had to clean up move things too drunk too weak from all the laughing that was well dangerous when we got back to the uk we went that was well dangerous we nearly died we almost died like that was proper stupid that was a do you remember that one time we almost died yeah yeah I mean I don't know what we were thinking because we were kids but we were like yeah it's pathetic all right my darlings please like subscribe and follow for more content like i say pop over to reddit leave us some stories you can do it anonymously that's the right word anonymously and uh anonymously

yeah bye-bye my darlings let's say until next time oh my body wow what do you think of that i? What don't you think of that? Well, I think that girl has got everything that she deserves.