Million Dollaz Worth Of Game - MILLION DOLLAZ WORTH OF GAME EPISODE 136: "FEATURING KEVIN GATES"

Episode Date: October 24, 2021

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You got that nigger in here. All the way up. Gates! All the way up. Then I'm out the way up We got that lick in here Yeah Cartel Swartown!

You don't think a change You ain't had a chance You're making a plan to lose Don't need a security, Blank of the safety Horned us a ban to school Took an advance and paid it back And made an advancing move

I know how to stand And greet a man Whenever he walk in the room Unlimited bands Come on command Ain't changing my attitude La Tine you know That I love you forever

Could never be mad at you You ain't want to win As bad as I want you to win I had the school. Tane the fin inside the bag, I bought you the blazing shoot. King B, I bought your chain and making it rain on you. I know that you got a good hope when they talked about you. I prayed for you.

I had my heart scar about a woman that I used to call my mom. You know if I fuck with you, I'm going to war with God behind. I've been it to you on whom I was talking about on fly again. My wing got bruised, selling my wounds. I ain't got fly again. Now all you hoes are the thing of the pay is I can supply a team. Hey. Metric turn loads coming in from the island.

That bitch who wish she flaw as hell Focus on head shots The bitch I'm with with the cartel Focus on stash spots A lot of diamonds I'm about diving Brill with a chain listen Chicago jet went straight to the cell

With all of the gang members Now my auntie off green street She's one of them gang members Yeah Mama duck I love you to death You want them game You know when you're a real nigga You ain't gonna never really get the respect

You deserve out of you But for y'all I rock a lot of pretty feathers They're tatting real bad With a cartel swag Ain't hanging all my ass And I know you see me watching I heard about your man Tell your dude bag, bag, shoddy bag, ass back

Oh, look, can I take you shopping? I said it real bad with a cocktail swag Band saying you know my ass And I know you see me watching Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah Dude bag, back, yeah I know you see me watching

Yeah, yo Yeah, uh-huh, yeah You got that nigga in the building Yeah, you know what time it is, listen man You got that nigga in the building Listen, man. It's going down, man. What time is it?

Listen, it's time. You're now tuned into me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, million dollars worth a game. Oh, wait. Listen, man, we got Gates in the building, man. Gates said, Gates called us and said, we're y'all going to stop playing and get me up there, man. What y'all doing, man?

This was when y'all first thought of this. What's your doing? You know, we couldn't be on the same time, same cold shit ain't. Now he said, I'm coming. I'm coming to Philly. I'm coming to the Trenches, I'm coming to Philly. To the trenches, nigga. I mean?

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Gill have been knowing me for like close to pilot going off about 15 years, not. Real talk. Right, about 15 years. He used to come in a section and everything. Absolutely. Absolutely, absolutely, man. But we got to start this motherfucker off. Right.

Start it off right, because. Rest in peace, to kill a storm. Alvin Nelson, yes, sir. You hear me? Yes, sir. My motherfucking guy. You hear me? He was on cash money together.

Real gangster. I'm not trying to be sentimental or emotional, but that's one of the last people that just really wanted to see me win. Like, and everything I do in a lot of my ways, I emulate him. That was the flasked nigga in the world of me. Uh-huh. Yeah, he was a beautiful person.

Uh-huh. You know, even with the veneers and all that, I said, after I take the diamonds out of my mouth, I'm going to do the veneers like, Wold it. Right. Like, when a lot of people say Wolded, like, that's Wolded. Right. That's who Wolded was.

Stone was Wolding was Wolded. Uh-huh. But, you know, it's neither hitting on there. But, yes. Rest and peace, the killer, man. That's the emotional, that's the emotional subject matter for me. And killer was like your uncle, big cousin. That was my big brother.

Big brother. It was like, really all I had at one time because I'm talking about when everybody in the world shut the door on me. It's like, I guess he just saw something in me and he believed in. And he just, you know, he just took me in and kind of embraced me. Right. From day one, when I got down to cash money, man, me and Killer just connected. You know what I mean? To his, I used to have my motherfucking pee, my MF on.

I'm down at the fucking projects right across the street at the bar. Motherfuckers looking, it's like, no, he would kill her. Oh, oh, wow. He was different. You feel what I'm going? That's why I started getting manicures and pedicure from watching him do this. Right. He was different.

I got it out of jail. Are you fucked up? I say, yeah, big boy, I'm fucked up. I'm going to put you back where you was at. I'm on my way to BR. I'm riding with like three quarters. And if y'all don't know who Killer Stone is, you know, rest of peace. There's a video on YouTube.

Y'all can go, you know, check him out before, you know, where he passed. You don't need counting, you know. Yeah, with a lot of the things that I do. 7, 800,000 or some shit. 3.5. Oh, wow. and told the nigger yeah there's four trash bags

over there another nigga gonna be counting for a long fucking time tomorrow yeah rust and peace to kill he was that one of the niggas out here I emulate him in a lot of a lot of the things that I do as far as just with like

like when I went damage in my mouth when I took the damage on my mouth I'm like yeah yeah I rocked the all white teeth like wolding them you know he had everybody around just that was him and he was like a team player That was his motto

I built a team up so strong They ain't know who was in charge And it's like to this day A lot of people don't really say his name And salute him Oh shit Except for the real ones Yeah

Dude was that Except for the real names Sure Oh the flashed nigga in the world of me Absolutely Hey man You like Oh

I can't see You got your team You got your niggas You got your camp But you like a one man fucking arm me out here. And it's like,

it's like, I see everybody click up and I'm not saying you don't fuck with niggas. I don't know your relationships. I just know that from the outside looking in, it looked like you just stay to yourself and just murder shit.

I'm going to be honest with you. That come from prison. That come from, like I, it's crazy I'm about to even say this. I've been in and out of prison, like juvenile detention and adult jails, but quite some time so I've always been alone or I've always been alienated so to say because I live by a different set of rules morals codes and principles and I really think it really was a blessing

I solidify myself as an artist but I also kind of hinder myself in ways because I wasn't willing to network not that I wasn't willing to network but it was just I don't know I look at it like I could have I could have been more friendly. No, but you got to look at it like it's just, you know, you got to look at it like it's business. And that's one thing that I wasn't looking at it

from a business aspect. I was playing the game like penitentiary. Like, that's how I played the game. I came in the game with a real ghetto, not a ghetto attitude, but a kind of a street mentality type attitude. and the people that I was gravitating towards was dudes that was like in the streets

you know what I'm saying and I just think that that I kind of hinder myself a little bit with that closed mind of perspective like speaking from a more mature person like I believe that like now if I could have did it differently I would have politiced the network

but it was a beautiful thing because I solidified myself right so the bricks come and stamp You know what you're getting when you're holl at me. Right. And then again, I feel like everybody that I made the co-create. Some people you could be a fan of from a distance, but everybody not made the co-create. Like, it's about the energy that you align yourself with.

So I'm big on energy, too. You know, I'm with that. Yes, sir. I don't want to. Yes, sir. So now that, okay, you older, you're looking at shit from a different perspective. You understand that.

You know, because I feel the same way. I feel like a young gilly coming in the game. I could have been a little bit more friendly. Yeah, it was business. You feel what I'm saying? We came in the game with a street attitude. And like when I seen you, I was a kid, you know what I'm saying? When I seen you, I was like, you know, just the way we was moving and all of that back then it was just, that's what I gravitated toward.

It was easier to walk up on the street, nigger than to walk up on a, you know what? executive you know it was easier you know in some of those meetings i really used that to tell myself like i deserve to be a you know interesting fact about kevin gays i talked to myself all geniuses talking yes oh no he do that shit all the time i'm talking about we'd be driving in the car he'd have a full phone conversation with himself i'm talking about talk answer and then to be another nigga he had he got three niggas in the car like it's three of him and the same thing as the prison thing he always say i'm alone. I disappear quick. I'm out.

Yeah. It's not that. It's called being self-sufficient. You have a relationship with yourself that most people don't even know who they are. They don't. They live off what Instagram tell them to be. Fucked up off Instagram. That's like, and then me talking to myself now is a way that I process my emotions

also. And I'm careful about the words that I use. Like, I'm careful about the affirmations that I put out into the universe now because everything I speak it comes true like every time i was saying i don't care about going to jail and i'm wearing two pair underwear i wear two pair of drawers everywhere i go and you know so i can have a pair of rock and taught i got two pale i'm just saying i'm i care about going to jail but i'm just prepared

when you when you're ready you ain't got to get ready and i know there's always being prepared and that mindset i was manifesting those things you're manifesting no i'm not manifesting them things because I ain't been to jail, but I just know. I just know, when you're ready, you ain't got to get the fuck ready. You feel what I'm saying? Proper preparation prevents baseball performance,

all that shit. I want my coach used to say. So, yeah. Now that you older, you're looking back, you're like, damn I, you know, I might have hindered myself. You know, your mind is open now.

You don't seem real things. You'd have been really. real places you then dealt with real people do we see some features coming in the future yeah I just got to know I just got to make me a deal I was like let's work

see that's what I'm talking to all the young niggas hold on it's like to all the young before you go to the side I mean and it ain't it ain't nothing I mean like because we know well I don't know him personally but we know some of the same people so I just got this

DM you are hey I got this DM, like, let's work. I might get a drink DM when I leave out this bitch. If you never answer, I'm not going to take it personal. Maybe you didn't see it. I'm just saying, but that's just You can't be too cool. You can't be, you can't be, you can't

be afraid to try. Like, at least try. Like, I had to say, I had to tell myself, at least try, Kevin. And not to salute nobody else. And they're like, one time, um, me and Nip, now me, this soul was so crazy about me and Nip relationship is when we get around each other,

talk and never make music yeah so I was with him like maybe two or three days before his past and I forgot when a little part of it was so I met Jay Z yeah you know how you doing him Kevin he I'm Jay you know met all of them yeah and like I'm like man these are the settings I'm supposed to be in absolutely I'm not supposed to be standing up you know what I'm saying you know a bum on the street could walk up and just hug me because just just the heart I got like last night in Times Square I'm buying you know me being a Muslim like the great thing that we could do to raise our rank is feed people so you know that's my thing i take pride and charred in the aid assistance of others so i do shit like it's three four in the morning i'm feeding

people but not to promote that like i'm just out there being charitable but that's the kind of shit that it makes me feel good absolutely it's healing to my soul absolutely to feed somebody so it makes me feel good and let me say this to all the youngans out there he just gave an example of growth if you doing the same shit at 32 or 29 you know I was fucking I was fucking every time they y'all used to cut

man look something something I want to do who fuck him he's street dude fuck him you know and I was the fucked up attitude that I had and I closed a lot of doors I'm not tripping I ain't doing I ain't doing no complaining even when I went late down you never heard a peep out of me right

hey I'm gonna lay down on there when I come back I'm back you know we don't roll we don't rap we take the beating for the fuck yeah my brother's doing a thousand years right yeah Johnny and them they never rolled they never rent that's not what you do

never break the code but young ins out there you gotta show growth man and you see he went from saying man fuck niggas man I got this on my own to saying you know what I might have been a little bit bigger if I would have dealt with some niggas. So now, let me show some groove.

What's up, Meek? What's up, Drake? I also think, not to cut you off. I also think it was also fear, too. Fear rejection. So you got to be honest with yourself. You can say, man, my pride was in a way. Talk it.

Because I come from when you ask somebody for something, man, they're going to shit on you. Like, I'm doing my own thing. Yeah, you're doing you, but I'm doing me. And I come from that error. Like, I never depend. on the hand of another man. Yeah.

I come from that error and I had to realize that it might have been, you know, it might have been pride, but it's also fear involved also because you might have that fear of rejection of somebody telling you no and you're getting your feelings. Yeah. Because no don't mean, no, no might mean not right now, I care. And that's just, you know, that's other things you have to be honest with yourself. See, I'm honest with myself. I believe in like self-accountability.

hold myself accountable. I'm here responsible for the places I place myself and the people that I place around me. You know, before I get in the car, hey, you smoke, you drink, you got any drugs in the car. If I got to ask you there, there's no sense to be getting in the car with you because I know what I'm going to do. I'm under that, you know, the old law. Now, you're younger, you're doing your thing. And this guy walking to your neighborhood, how was that day? You remember that day? Well, I know I ain't, I see him just in my neighborhood. I see him at the corner store. Okay.

The first time I seen him, he had the drag, drop-top jag, he had the photo, Omidilla Benz. He was doing this shit. In Louisiana. He was doing this shit. I didn't even know who he was. He was doing this shit.

Okay. Okay. And how did that go? Did you say something to him? I didn't say, you know, I'm just looking. You know, I was a young digger, but. man young digger man and then when I tell him them stories like from then

like he like because that's me anybody who was getting money I'm trying to go around and see like them no athletes to me I want to see that's all I think I ever wanted

was a car some money a girlfriend and a gun or a girlfriend and a gun now now I see through the whole process that's the legend that's the hood kit

right there that's a hood kid That's the hood could I get excited Just thinking about this That's all you want I had to look in the mirror One day and say

You know what Man I'm that nigger Man with all the tattoos I'm that nigger I'm tatted real bad With a cartel sweat I'm that nigger now Right

Yeah man You pull up and meet a metal man At the Texaco I get blindfold A helicopter to go to Mexico Ooh Yeah Who the song

Oh do you don't stop Nick please don't keep going You know what I'm saying Oh I'm like Like, man, hold on, I'm that nigger, nah. Absolutely. This episode of a million dollars where the game is brought to you by FTX.

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how you went to jail and all that shit. Best thing ever happened to me. You know, BWA, and I see how drink her just hold that shit down. Yes, sir. She just, like, like, like, it seemed like she just hold this shit. She's farming. Y'all doing things in Michigan with

the cannabis y'all doing. What is it about? Like, what is it about what is your how can i say what is it that keep marriage together and love together i believe communication is what keeps a marriage together communication love trust honor respect like you're respecting your partner and when you take the when you start in titles i don't like titles when you do that husband and wife shit you got to live up to the title see when you look at somebody like hey this my nigga this is my friend it's gonna a different type of, not say my niggil, but this is my, this my friend.

It's a friendship, it's a bond. And that's the loyalty and things of that nature. But I also say this, you got to be loyalty to yourself first also. You can't obligate yourself to a false cause. Because a lot of people, a lot of men, we as men as being providers a lot, oftentimes we do that. So my philosophy is this, I'm not here to give marriage advice. I tell people either you grow together or you grow apart. It's it. Once you stop growing together, it's over with it.

I don't think it could ever be re-coming because y'all on two different journeys. Now, it may come back around at the end, but like I say, I'm not here to tell people, stay, stay together and stick it out. I'm not, I'm not an advocate of that. I've seen a lot of people suffering in silence, especially men, especially men. I've seen a lot of men suffering in silence. You know what I mean, niggas out here that's getting sex twice a week, man. Because I'm under that old law, like, you know, you don't speak on what going on in the house. You know, you never go against a mob.

You know, I'm under that law. But I also realize there's nothing wrong with picking you. You have to choose you. You have to choose you. So that's why I don't like giving marriage advice because I could be telling you to stay in a situation that's not, it's not, it's not healthy for you. mentally, metaphysically. For those that don't know what metaphysical means, it means like spiritually, mentally, and physically.

So I may be asking you to stand in a relationship where you're suffering. So I don't say that. I just say either two people grow together, grow apart. Because I notice a lot of people try to live bicariously through relationships, and that's just imagery that's being portrayed. Because a lot of couples, a lot of couples you see them, and I'm big on energy. I mean, y'all don't even like each other for real.

Talk. Y'all don't like each other for real. Talk heavy. That's not really your friend. Every picture is placed. You're faking. Yes. The world can see you faking.

Yes, sir. You don't know you faking? Mm-hmm, mm-mm. So I'm big on that. Because I think I didn't, I think the old Kevin, I didn't talk people in the standing relationships that weren't healthy for them. So now my approach is this. Either you grow together or you grow apart.

You got to pick yourself first. There's nothing wrong with you. losing you. You have to fight for you first. And if you never truly love yourself, you could never truly love anybody else. So that's why my phone's at nighttime, airplane mode. And I listen to the Quran. That's the Koran or however you want to pronounce it. If you speak out of it, if you speak English, but I listen to the prayers at nighttime. And you know, my other phone's airplane mode. This is my time for my body to recover. know, I have to pick me.

I have to. Like even my children, I love my children. I'm aiding, assisting them in their development, but at the same time, I still have to choose me. Because if I'm not healthy, if I'm not a fit father, mentally, physically, and children, they do what they, they emulate what they see, and they repeat what they heal. So they're watching their dad and replace negative habits with healthy habits.

And that's all it is, it's just replacing, just keeping their self-inventory for me, right now. All right now. How do it feel to go from? Man, moving that gold, getting that white money, you know, that Arizona or whatever to,

I'm seeing Drika in Michigan, y'all got your own cannabis going on from taking it from the streets to the real deal. I don't know. Well, I speak on it as much as I can. Yeah. Because the one thing about me is when you speak on your move,

you can hinder the manifestation and the growth of it. But I could say this, I never saw it happening, but I always knew it was going to happen. Go to the next level. I always knew it was going to happen. That's major. I always knew. That's even with my other form, like I always knew it was going to happen.

I always saw this. I didn't know how I was going to get there because you never see the in-between process, but I always just knew the end goal, what the end goal was. And just you having that in your mind and in your mind. heart in that affirmation you attract the right pieces to the puzzle to get you to that gold that you manifested and I hold it in my heart and I don't speak on no move okay like before the move made but I'll say this it's a blessing right now it's more than a blessing absolutely it's a blessing okay what was the importance of just not that but I'm talking about that one just the original

farm the first farm well why was that so important to you going to get that farm because my grandfather used to take us on his form when we was younger teach us how to fish teach us how to hunt and most of the principles and things that I live by now as far as with how I look at life I look at life from the perspective of a form of a gardener you can plant the seed you still got to nurture and care for that seed even though you don't see anything and then when you start to see something you still got to nurture and care for it because it's in a developmental process

and see who stick around with the seed and the tree there but see once a year of fruit man everybody want to come because it's abundance they say the best time to plant a tree it was 20 years ago you know when the second best time is today

today so you give and I don't know why people be like man it ain't nothing it's abundance the world is abundant but if you're not living in an abundant mindset then you would never see

the growth the potential to earn the potential all around you it's abundance yeah that's deep it depends on what you isolate

your mind week you know what I'm saying you sit to look at Instagram all day you're gonna be fucked up and I took a break from social media because it was it was causing me on it was really like causing depression why depression

because completely Comparison is the killer of all joy. When you look at, I was looking at, for me, I can't say nobody else. Y'all might be way stronger than me, you know what I'm saying? But me, I'm a normal person. I never see myself in my greatness. But all people do is post a highlight rills. And I'm comparing my real life to somebody that's highlight real.

Of course, it's comparison is the killer of all joy. It looks good. You might cry in the car. Wonder how you're going to pay the... you know i've achieved some things by the grace of almighty god but this comparison is the killer of all joy so that's when i learned to start comparing myself even in the fitness world i didn't know that these dudes dehydrate themselves and all that and get the best angle and i because i was killing myself i just wanted to hell you're like why my shit ain't like that and i had to realize

my my my water intake is way greater uh-huh i'd rather be hydrated and strong than dehydrated look good than you weak and you're tired uh-huh but most people not know knowing that. That shit looked good. But is it healthy? It's not. Yeah, that's real. What's the most you ever bench press? I get under some heavy shit.

I'm going to be honest. The, the, working out, I do, I do a lot of yoga. Oh, okay. I do a lot of yoga. When I go in a gym, I start, I warm up my core first. Then I do my stretching. Then I do my jump rope. Then I like that I have with.

That's my girlfriend. They hate my girlfriend. But she's the one who got me together That's right I do pull-ups And what made you just snap out And start getting it together Because I seen it at one time

It wasn't I used to be an athlete Like I used to I took a lot of martial laws And I used to box Oh shit Here we go He said martial arts first

He said boxing second He said martial arts first But I look at it like this I all of it go together Okay I'll love it go together Martial laws and boxing All of those things go together

And I mean I said this on a Mike Tyson interview before I was molested when I was younger. Okay. So I had this real, real fear like of being vulnerable or somebody had taken advantage of me. So I wanted to learn how all the martial loss you could learn just and things of that nature and I'm boxing all that. That was my drive, my motivational drive. But through martial loss, a lot of healing came with that because I learned how to surrender.

That was the hardest thing for me to do. Just learn how to surrender. So you never talked about it. talked about surrendering. No, because you don't, this and Mars George's talk, you're not in that world. Get the fuck out of it.

You don't know nothing about that shit. Get the fuck out of here. I don't even like to say that. You know, you know, like with Sold to someone was like, no,

I don't know karate. You know and all that shit, you know what I think of it. Yeah, leave that shit a little fast. What I'm saying is, you never said nothing about surrendering. Because I don't have to speak to you

about the arts because you don't respect the arts. You just worry about boxing. So that's another story. Now, But, hey, it's boxing is a martial arts. The steps are the same, right? Except for my footwork better. That's your motherfuck of that.

Yeah, I mean, my footwork better than you. Because he's just going to get into, he's going to go so else now. First of all, hey, but you know what was crazy with you? What I was, what I liked about you? What's that? You're a lefty. Yeah, absolutely. They don't never see their hand from Disneyland.

They never see it. They never see it. You hear me? And I knocks them, bitch, is goofy. You hear me? I can see it all the time. They never see the left. No, shit.

You didn't see it with Lou suck of points and shit out you and you rolled up under the car. Yes, he was. He was the left. He was right. Yes, he was. You didn't know what Lou was. I actually did. I didn't know who with Lou was. He didn't know what he was.

He did some slimy shit. Lou socked his shit out of him. He fell. And rolled under the car. Rolled under the car like he rolled their pet boys. That was, you know what? That was the artist surrender. I surrendered under the car.

Nigger you stupid. on them about the arts. You got to surrender right under the fucking car. Damn, you don't understand. That's why I can't talk to you about this shit. I can't talk to you. He socked me. You know, I had to recover.

I had to get my subject together. I had to revaluate what was going on. And I went into the car. I surrendered under the hood. It doesn't matter with you. That's all on me. But it's fuck, that's life. Listen, I ain't too cool.

I got my ass with plenty of times. This is what made me great. Hey, that's what I told everybody. I lost a bunch of hands. I lost way more. than I won, but I won the ones that call it. That's all the matter. Just a hell of a joint.

I lost way more than I won, but I won the ones that count. Man, win, loser, maybe. I'm not trying to win. I'm trying to get my point across. Win, lose, maybe, man. I thought that was the cold. Absolutely. This episode, a million dollars worth a game is bought to you by Lightboxer.

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Yeah, your arms was burning out. But Lightboxer, it makes working out fun and competitive. You know what I'm saying? You get to work out to music, listening to, you know, whoever you like to listen to. Justin Beaver, Post Malone, the weekend, you know, LerMX. I think he had DMX. Stop, drop. It was one of them, John.

I forget what I had. I had the police. I think it rocks and I think I don't forget that. It's also a team of games. gamers and DJs program to punch sequences for each song. Every workout is unique and challenging. The difficulty is up to you. You can put it on easy.

You can make it as difficult as you want. You don't even realize how hard you're working after you get done working out with the light boxer because you just having fun with it. It's music playing. You know what I'm saying? And you can profile tracks to your accuracy and power for each workout. So you get better and compare results with friends. who try to beat you so it's a competitive thing too so when you out and about and you check out

lightboxer man all you got to do is go to lightboxer.com backslash game boy you could pick it up I'm pretty sure it's in stores and stuff but the easiest way is go to lightboxer dot com backslash game and you get 200 off your purchase or use the code game at checkout and get 200 off your purchase right right have some fucking looted so okay you got years and now because it looked like you and Dreek been together since kids damn there. Yeah, we've been knowing each other since we were 17.

17. What's like... I got two children. Eastler 8. Yeah. And I got my other children. I got a older son named Tyler. Okay. And I got another son that's the same age as Eastler. Him and Easler 8.

Isla born November 30th and Kasen born December 18th. Okay. That's when I said, in that song, a baby and mama kid two weeks apart. I can't make this up when I said that in the song. Well, I'm very transparent in all of my music. Absolutely. One thing about, she, you're going to tell a fucking truth.

A lot of people tell you just the good. I'm going to tell you the good, the bad, and the ugly. Like, man, I ain't going to lie. I was so scared. I just dove in this shit. They're not going to tell you that. Man, I went in there and whoop the shit out of this nigga. I had butterflies in my stuff.

I was scared to death. I wasn't scared. I was scared to death. That's TD, Nick. That's me. I told you the moments I have. But it's okay.

Fear is a beautiful thing. But you know. And you face fear with bravery. Right. It's an act of dialogue. Like I think everybody, where we come from in the ghetto, and that's why I be telling people,

just live because everybody, you know, we was raised to be not be vulnerable. Are you going to be taking advantage of? Don't love. Don't show emotion. Everything was built of in the ghetto. We had to fortify ourselves.

Right. So we grew up living a lot. And we couldn't feel. It was like, you can't even feel in the ghetto. I live in the ghetto. I'm from the inner cities of America. And you implode. I can't even feel.

So now I'm carrying all this shit around. All this hurt, all this pain. I can't cry. I can't be emotional. I can't love. I can't be vulnerable. It's just all this shit. And it fucks you up as you grow.

You be, you know, and then you know when you get to the penitentiary, you're just in that cell now. And then you got to think about all this shit that you didn't went through and you couldn't express yourself. So it just be fucking crazy. It's crazy. Have you ever heard of the term an emotional detox? No.

Well, I just discovered this on my journey. You know, most of the emotions that we go through. The journey. Like traumas. Life is a journey, not a destination. Thank you. Most of the traumas that we go through, we harbor in our gut. I never knew this.

We harbor emotions in our gut. That's our first brain. That's the CPU, the central processing unit for the body. And it's certain yoga poses and yoga stretches that I do. that I was in one of these poses called a pigeon pose and I just started crying I had a big release

you know and you purge most people don't know what purging is if you know like sometime purging they say that everything is sacred everything that exit the body is sacred so you may burp you may fight you may cry you may have to run to the toilet and shit you may throw up

whatever it is that negative energy is leaving the body so I was I was doing a pigeon pose and I just had a big release. That's what we call it a release. I just started crying. I'm just, everything just coming out.

And they was telling, the person that came and talked to me, they put their hand on my bag, they said, what you're feeling right now. The energy that you're feeling right now is psychic debris. The energy that you're feeling right now is not your own. You're having an emotional detox. And then it speared me into looking up

what an emotional detox was. So now I'm looking at seeing like, emotional detox I was like we was never taught as children how to detox emotionally never like I wouldn't even

been able to come in here and be like vulnerable because it takes more strength to be vulnerable than anything so when I was like on my journey

with having these emotional detoxes it allowed me to really process my emotions in the right manner see I'm not too hard for myself like you know that's a cowardice act and the worst thing a man could be

is a coward to his own self it's the worst thing you could be because we know you a whole and you know you a hole when you look in the mirror you know what's so funny like y'all got a lot of like a lot of similarities

you know what I mean? Yeah a lot in common yeah that's my dude right hold on hold on the good similarities right Yeah, but this is a bad similarity. The bad shit is the fake shit. But listen, no, this is a bad similarity.

This is a bad similarity. Hold on, hold on. This is a bad similarity. They'd be misunderstanding, my dude. Yes, they do. Like with the blitzing. They do. But let me tell you the bad similarity that y'all got in common.

Y'all both did the pigeon pose. His was in a yoga class. Yours was in a prison cell. They had a fucking camera in the prison cell. I didn't say they had. I said you did the prison pose. No, there's no facts. The pigeon poves.

It was in the prison cell. And y'all both had somebody touch your backs. You know what? One guy touched his back and told him, you know, you release an energy. And the nigga touched your back and said, this be hugging you, digger. Who did that? Big Stormy, you know the fucking did that. No, I'm telling you, it's so crazy.

I got in a yoga in prison. Yeah, they had a class in there? Yeah. They had it in my job. This is my first time going to... Wait, who the fuck? They got yoga in prison. Come on, Cuzz, come on, man.

It's a mental thing. They're trying to put you in good... Gay, still come over here with this shit, man. No, I'm serious. No, I'm telling you. I did my first time going when I left on a medium-max. I went to a minimum. They got yoga in them joining me.

And when I went to the minimum, my cellar was like, man, we need to go do. Yama, I'm not about to be going to do that bitch-ass shit, you go down there and you go touch your motherfucking toe. I used to be, like, I used to be on his ass every time he told me about yoga. So finally I was like, you know what, fuck, and I'm going to go get this shit to try because I was reading the Honor Schwarzenegger encyclopedia.

Everybody in jail got it, the big thick book. Everybody work out to that shit and all it. Yeah. And Hona Swanson nigga was talking about stretching the muscle. Yeah. And stretching the muscle that increased strength and shit like that. So I went gay to yoga, shit of try.

First two, three minutes into one pose, I had to run to the bathroom and shit. This shit really like, if you do yoga, you're a gangster. The real yoga. Yeah. What's the other joke? What's the other thing? You know what fucking Trevor?

All this shit I fuck with this thing about. And my nigga Gates came up here and said he started with you. It's, it put it into a different perspective. Yeah, you got to understand it, man. I'm fucked up. Yeah, you don't understand his life. He's on a journey, too. The journey is real.

You don't want to fucking understand the journey. I'm being serious. Wallow on him here for a bit of a series. He don't understand. No, because the journey. Because that was why. one of the only jobs this nigga didn't have in the prison. It was available.

You wasn't a yoga instructor. It was available, though. It was there. It was there. I didn't get, you know, probably if I had more time, but I didn't. Joe, that is crazy. Yeah, that's when I first started. I got into it.

That's when I learned a lot of stretches then. And I got out of that shit when I got back on my fitness journey because I was on some really trying to just, yeah. But I was working out for the wrong reason. I was working out because I was dealing with a lot of shit internally. and this was my release. Now when I go to the gym, I go to feel good. I go to make myself feel good.

I do it because I love it. I'm not in there to release no negative emotions and all that shit. I do this because this would make me feel good. This is what gives me mental clarity. Then I noticed that even with my eating, my eating habits start changing because I start paying attention to my body.

And it's just been, like I said, it's been an amazing journey. I suffered to get when I'm mad. So what you were vegan? Well, when I'm on the road I am But when I'm not on the road I live by the summer Like we eat

We can eat red meat twice a month And I only eat one meal a day When I wake up in the morning My body is going through the cleansing phase That's why my tongue white So I drink like either the hot water With some key lime in it And then after that I'll follow up with like a peppermint tea

Because I like tea And then after that If I do eat It got to be after my workout I probably eat like between like 2 p.m. or 4 p.m. or some shit like that. Why I still kind of got a little light in the sky? Yeah. I go through my ingestion phase.

And then when you sleep, your body, go through the digestion phase. When you eat all your bad cells up and shit like that. But I just noticed that when you eat animal products, it put plaque in your veins. I noticed that. Man, who the fuck you've been talking to, man? No, he's on point, chill. I know he's been, I'm saying. I understand.

You know, I'm a nerd. He's on point. That, nigger. I'm a nerd Because this motherfucker Yeah, this nigga Give our whole class On this shit

Yeah, I'm a nerd Chill, chill He's educated I'm a nerd And then that's what got me into the certain Looking at what the certain juices do Like at nighttime

I drink tort chiro juice Because it Remove all the inflammation Out of your body In the morning I drink beet juice Because it got nitrous It got the nitrous oxide

In it I believe that's what it's how you said Don't quote me on that But I think it's got Nitrous Oxide side and what it do is it open up the blood vessels it get the blood flowing

it's just beautiful like I take I don't even have muscle soar drinking bee juice I'm able to work out two and three times a day and then getting rid of the lactic acid in your body like rolling yourself out like I used to have problems with my feet

used to hurt at the bottom from running so much but now I get the like the tennis balls and roll my feet out just drinking a lot of water because I notice that we get our moisture, our water from the food we eat, and the water that we put in our body, it's what cleanses the body for us. Milk this or for my liver.

Because everything get processed through the liver. So I use milk thistle for the detox my liver, dandelion root for the detox my kidneys. You know, I just, I mean, I'm weird. No, you want it. No, you want some next level shit. But I'm weird, but I'm winning. That's right.

And then another thing. Weird and winning. I like that. Gilly going to think this crazy. Another thing... Ain't nothing going to be you started yoga in jail. Go ahead.

I started my yoga journey in jail. I don't say I started me. Because I wasn't serious. I'm into it. Now, I walk around with the lid. You know, the little yoga mat. The roll-up on your show. I go in the gym with that on.

What did you see? But they'd be like, man, this nigga serious. Hey, you think you're on Russell level yet? No. Russell been doing that shit for 40 years. Yeah, I ain't on his level yet. But you see the light in his face? Yep.

Like the Zen? that he has. I just met Russell. The inner piece. Yeah, I met him one time before. When you're going to start yoga? We'll talk about that at some other time. Don't worry about it because you don't understand it.

But another thing I was telling you, that's like really healing to your body. It's going to sound crazy. It's semen retention, not releasing no semen. Like, you can have, and it's beautiful. Didn't I just say I was practicing abstinence? You could have. You could have. You thought I was tripping.

Nah, no, that's, no, you need to have six. You can have six. But your intention should be to please your partner. And don't release no semen. If you feel like you're about to release stop, it's just, it's going to hear your central nervous system and everything. You hear your brain. So you say you've got to have a mean pull-out game.

No, that's like going to the gun range and looting the gun. It's about. And that's a pull-out game. I ain't going to say pull-out game for me. It's about knowing your body. See, I engage in a lot of for-play because I ain't to please my partner. So when I say for a player I mean I like to kiss everything

That's just me Don't even tell me your spot I'm gonna find it That's just me I like to I aim to please my partner With the other partner That I'm dealing with at the time But I notice if I just go in there

With the intention To just fuck the pussy That's microwave pussy You Bing is over with But if you go in there With the intention To please your partner

I want to see Can I make this woman come Can I make you squirt I'm not a squirter Let me see eat that ass out to your pass out well I start with the feet first like because a woman walk on her feet all day

I ain't gonna give away my recipe but yeah it's you know as you start with the tutsies I'm a dicksman now I ain't gonna lie I ain't gonna lie I did have to go get my lick back for when I was on drugs

you know that drug dick you know that that wasn't but yeah hey y'all be seeing me work that ad with yeah I'm on demon time with all do respect. Demon time, demon time, kill the pussy but she's

alive. I'm a dixman and I take pride in being that because the way that you fuck your woman in private is how she's going to respect you publicly and you be a gentleman I'm still opening the door for you. I'm still a gentleman when I get you in this box I'm not about to play with you. I'm about to fuck the

level off you. Fuck the level off you. It breaks off you. And it's so beautiful because it's so beautiful because I'm really good, I really feel like I'm giving up too much game, but... No, but the young niggas need it. I feel like I'm giving up too much gain because all that come with it, just the respect you have for the wound.

Like, just the respect that you have for the wound, you enter the womb, gentle, you enter the womb. And as a woman may have sex with you, but her body may reject you. Talk heavy. A lot of people don't know that. The wound is its own chakra, is its own entity. It's in synchronicity with the moon,

whether it's the new moon, the waxing moon. You know, the moon cycle is a, is a one. woman's womb is in tune with the moon so that's another thing i'm big on that too like even before i even have six i pray because this is spiritual our great men came through the womb of a woman even oh you're super deep with jesus what jesus is super deep so i'm just saying like i'm just saying so just the the respect that you have for yourself and your partner like even with the even my men know even even even my men know because we talk about this i'm like man when y'all finish with when you finished with your woman, you know, you got to be that type of

nigga to go get that hot tiling, you know, and wipe their pussy. You got to be that nigger. I always wipe away from the pussy, because you don't want to get no fecal matter that could give a... Talk, Kathy. That could cause her pH love to be out of balance. If you're even fucked up in front of your woman and she even fucked up,

that could cause her pH love to be outbound. You know what I'm saying? The bite is very sensitive. And when a woman have an odor, it's not a bad thing. It's just letting you know what needs to be corrected. So I just look get it like that. The problem is a lot of young

niggas want to beat it up but don't want to eat it up. Yeah. You know. Got warm the car. I'm just jumping a motherfucker. I hate to be a nerd. You know why?

You know why a lot of the, like the ancients, like the ancients, I'm talking about like the gods. They never ate pussy. Like, because they felt as if the crown

was never supposed to go below a woman's waist. They felt like just the intellectual intercourse in the mental safaris that they go on because i notice like if i'm fasting with my partner like say after about a seven or eight day fast like about that seven day like after you shit your mucus lining out like once you go like it takes me like six days just just water that's when i when everything liquid and you shit the mucus lining out for people that don't know what the mucus lining is that's what coach your intestines that's what trap all the toxins and shit going everywhere in your body so that's why fasting it's so beautiful

for the battery. I just come off a phase, but after you shit the mucus lining out and you and your woman, just y'all talking, y'all conversations are going to be so stimulative that you wouldn't even have to have no oral nothing with her.

You wouldn't even have to give her fallacious and she still just, you know, she's in her purest form. But me, I just love to just make this bitch go crazy because I just ain't to please my partner. so that's why I do that. And that's like when I was, like with the eating ass,

like a lot of niggas just lick ass. You got to eat that motherfucker. You know, I eat ass. I'm going to, my tongue long in his head. I'm going to put my whole tongue in this bitch's ass, man. And that just come from, man, that bitch, man, you love that bitch. Man, you'll fuck up, man. Who, huh?

Man, I eat all that whole booty, man. You know, that's just. Go ahead. Talk up, nigga, you know. That's your love it. Eat a ass. That's just a passion that. Eat her ass out till she pass out.

Yes, Lord. till she pass out but don't run push back be shaking and all that she's shaking dripping that shit just

oh shit dripping no no not that bro it's dripping and coochy dripping and you just soaking wet your whole face a woman could come a woman could come

out their ass yeah they could come out their ass but just you know a lot of time like when you're going deep with your tongue like nah

I'm gonna grip you yeah she got yeah don't go no wet I'm gonna grip you and push back yeah push back yeah

Yeah, push back, babe What is he doing? Baby girl You know, like I say, I'm a dixman I ain't to please my partner, you know You know, I've done some charity work I've done some charity work out of you I've done some charity work

Yeah What it's about, man Wallow to I mean, we all have I mean like a charity work, like I say If you ain't never fuck a hype You ain't no real street new You ain't

Yeah. You know, we didn't out, come on, like, we didn't all did that. We didn't hit the big girls and all that, you know. Oh, yeah, I didn't, I didn't, I didn't been on a real journey. I was still a bus of big girl, I love. No, no, he got, he got, still to this day, he got this big bitch from the Northeast all in my damn tub. I tell Wallow, I'm sorry.

Hey, I ain't going to lie. I came home and ripped her. Big girl, hey, big girl, going to stroke your ego, you know, big girl going to stroke your ego. She's going to appreciate you. You know, you got to go where you celebrate it, not where you're tolerating. Well, you're fucking right. She's going to be celebrating.

She's going to eat dick like a Twinkie. She'll celebrate me in a DM. Ripped out the frame. So, I mean, like I say, that's one thing with me. Like, I didn't got into fitness and shit, but, you know, I still, I still bust a big bitch up. I ain't doing no puny. I bust your ass. Hey, come in a little.

No picks. Hey, but bitch say I ain't in no stomach. She's hating on me. That's right. A big one, too. Listen, the big girls, too. Big girls. All the big girls out of y'all see what the boys shit.

All the big girls out of y'all see what the food. fuck's going on. You know. Hey, this is our first time being on the L. Every time, hey, listen, Wilo, before you came home. When Gilly cut on my shoulders and shit, I'm going to be honest.

He always comes by itself. And then we sit in the back and just be talking shit just like this. Real tall. I've never been the type of nigga that rule with a lot of things. Oh, you act, but hold up. You act like you ain't never hit no big girl. Oh, no, no.

Back in the day, Fat Keisha, you remember you used to be. Waiting at the school for Kisha was chubby Nigger, she wasn't fat She was cool Ain't that whole She was big girl

She was cool She was one of the She had some love handles And she had that snapper Because you kept going to fuck back Yeah she did She had that snapper She was tight and right

She had that figure Oh that's them the ones I like She had that shape to her You know She was a little chubby Yeah But keep it real Everybody in the hood was

They blitz the bitch Like it was four minutes She had that fluff Ball on the goal line I wasn't just The way everybody was trying to blitz the bitch. Is it different? That shit different because it'd be snapping.

She had that fluffter where you couldn't just stand behind it as you had to get in. Yeah, you had to get in the one leg and the crease. Yeah. Listen, that situation. What? When I first game home that was in your DM, she was cool, but she kept pulling up. She pulled up down the way. Because I never showed the way I was getting on Broadway down the game.

So my man was like, yo, some girls. I got a question. I said, I'm getting the hole. Was you honest with her about everything? Fuck no. what you mean honest with her I just came home

we fucking that was the whole I just came home because I ain't never say nothing else about that that's all she said in your damn

I just came home we fucking I hope I ain't being disrespectful because I love like my my child's mother my other son's mother

I love her I do she's a great person baby please don't be mad but when I met her the first thing I told her

was I want you to be my other old lady and I ain't telling no shit like that just came out of the joint And she was like, dudes just don't know how far they'll get if they just kept it real. And that's why I got Isler born in November and my other son, Casey, born in December. You know, it's like I was honest with her.

So that's why. But I mean, how you just come out and just say that like that? No, no, he's, he, listen, I'm fresh out of jail. I'm looking at it like this. This is what he want. You got to be straight up. Nobody's worth a lie. And the truth is the best game.

Nobody's worth a lie. how my mind would tell me is if you tell a woman a truth she would take my baby you tell a woman a truth bitch gonna treat you like God and I just was always I'm just big on being honest like honest is the best possible but that's just how you told me some shit ain't your business you heard

some shit just ain't your business yeah you know so we ain't about to hey I ain't about to let you interrogate me right yeah because I don't know how to answer no questions right but yeah it's real shit Hey, but I'm going to be on it is, you know, yeah, I want you to be my other old lady.

And what's she said? That's some, that's some gags to shit. You said, what she said? What she said? What she said? We got a kid. We got a kid, though. No, but I'm saying it's still a conversation sometime.

I understand he had the kid, but, you know, sometimes. I'm not asking, was it the conversation at us? A lot of the nigger game was platinum in 111 countries. I love it. She made, she made, she made, she made that, she made our child. Like, that was a, that's when I, I think I make my, my babies is after an argument. She was on top of me, I knew, I told, I said, that's that little girl. But it really, I didn't know that women make men and men make women.

She was on top of me. She made a little boy. Yeah. Oh, so if you were on top, you make a boy? She loved me to the day. That's what I read. Women make men and men make women. man so when i released she was on top of me she made that little boy i just talked to her

yesterday i mean to this day i mean we still friends yeah good friends yeah like she she saw what i went through she like she like i'm so proud of you i'm like thank you that mean a lot coming from you because used to be used to be verbally abusive to me and then she laughed and shit like there, but that's just, it just is what it is. Yeah. It's life, baby. Absolutely. It's life.

Absolutely. I'm not perfect. None of it's hard. I'm going to make mistakes. And then tomorrow I'm going to make a bunch of new mistakes that I never made before. But I'm going to live in my truth. Now, and when you live in your truth, you make all of the wrong people uncomfortable. Yes, you do.

So fuck them. Fuck them. Now, who do you listen to? Musically. Musically. You're going to be mad at me. No, I'm not. Yeah.

I like certain songs by artists. I like dual lipple. They're talking in my sleep at night, making myself crazy. Go ahead. Who else? I love Adele. I like. You remember hometown glory by Adele?

No. You fuck with that one. That was early game. Yeah, that was before my time. I like a deal. I like a deal. I ain't going to lie. I see a lot of myself, like, I know she's suffering on the inside internally.

I like Adele. It just depends. I mean, I like that dude Muskie. They run a shit, Tracto. I like that song. And then I listen to a lot of Afro. I like Faruco on the Puerto Rican rapper. I like him.

I don't know. I'm just different, man. If you see my playlist, you're going to be like, what the fuck? All right now. Rapper-wise. Oh, rapper-wise. Yeah, you got to say rapper-wise. No, I'm going to say rapper-wise, right now.

That's living right now? No, right now. Oh, dear. No, I'm going to say a list, but I'm going to say right now. We'll five rappers right now you never did a fucking track with it. You never said nothing to do a music with right now. He said Mek, he said Drake. No, no.

He's not counting them. He already talked about them. We'll file rappers right now on some real shit. You never spoke to him, but you wouldn't mind getting on the track. with them right now that's out right now that's out right now that I feel like we would co-create yeah right now yeah that's out right now out right now they got to be out right now yeah it can't be no shit that I wish I could have did a song with him right now no no no no no no uh uh I don't I don't even know jumping right now that'll make me oh young nudie oh nudie the shit we had newt on

show yeah nudie the shit right around young nudie yeah yeah and who else um Ralo Rodriguez. Rallo Rodriguez, Atlanta. I like him. I like little baby. Little baby. Yeah, we'll go crazy. Yeah.

If we just lock in together, yeah, we'll go crazy. Yeah, that motherfucker would be stupid. Stupid. You say right now, I like that bitch, why I sell Gunna. Why I sell Gunna? Yeah, I like that sold out dates. Yeah. It'd just be certain songs that you might have that I want to fuck with.

You say, like, rap was. I wish I could have worked with Vaughn. We used to be in each other DM a little bit. He was in each other DM a little bit. I had son, Durka, I son Durka on a video of my daughter dancing to Vaughn's shit. He's son to Devon, Vaughn got straight in my DM.

Yeah, that's up, man. He was in Cook County when I was in Cook County. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, he was a gangster. No PC, no nothing. Yeah. And that's it? I don't, I don't have to,

I don't know like We need one more You say one more That's out right now Me and the baby I already got shit to go The baby yeah Yeah me and the baby

Like when I met him It was like He's like where you went And I'm pull up to the studio It's like we knew each other forever I fuck with that man That just was his vibe I fuck with that

He different He's a real motherfucking He's a real motherfucking That was just it's like It's like we knew each other for ever I'm like We just in that bitch We just having fun

Just, do we got a song that's unreleased called Front Do? Mm-hmm. I'm gonna fucking that nigga. I'm talking about what a nigga. Yeah, man, it ain't an order. He couldn't fuck. You had a little bitch front door. Right.

But I mean, I can't think like, you say right now. Just, just out. That's probably it. That's probably it. That's out right now. I say young, I say young nudity. Yeah. Mm-hmm.

He's different. Oh, Rallo, when he gets home, but me and him got music together. Yeah. Yeah, I love him in the depth. We argue all day at a deal. That's all we do, argue. We both the quirers.

We argue, me and Riloh, argue all day. I love in the death. He loved me. We argue about stupid shit. I say, man, say, this is when I had disconnected to my Instagram and shit. I say, man, say, but so you don't call me

no more because a nigga and wrote a bitch a ass letter, huh? Man, guess, why you worry about my bitch as letter I thought you was I thought you was taking a break from the world you know my mom and chat love you all you all day free rollo man real talk now we're gonna get in the way he's about to we're gonna go to we're gonna take it here y'all stories from the cell now this huh this early in my bit this when I first get to the penitentiary right so I'm in the pen right I was in there this one I was in the cell with oh oh yeah oh my this the one I told you

gave me the game, gave me the runaround of how to do this and that, how to cook, right? So I'm in there, right? And this is the first time a CO pushed up on me. It was his white CO dude

named Austin, right? Hank Austin, I never forget this shit. So I'm doing my thing. And they got this thing that when young cats come into the penitentiary now I'm in the mountains in Pennsylvania in Dallas Penitentiary. Hardcore white balls, no joke.

Don't give a fuck about your gangster shit. Who you killed, why you killed? Niggy, you ain't got no gun in here. You're a nigga in here. We don't give a fuck about it. you. So I'm young. And, you know, when they, they try to break you because when you see you in the yard, you're walking around with the other young cats and y'all just young, y'all don't give a fuck. Y'all disrespect, but you don't care. So he's seen me with some people, even though I

was laid back and I was a little chill, he ran down on me, try to break me. So I'm standing at the cell, right? So everybody went to a child, but I had to come back and grab my ID because I had my ID on me. So I had to double back. So I double back. I'm standing there. rounds to close the door and making sure everybody's door closing you know making sure anything cool so i'm standing there he looked at me he said he said what you want he said why you here but the way he gave me this energy is like i pose to fold up and break down and i ain't even going to hold you he's telling me something why you here my mind whole time i'm like i'm gonna do my time and i'm gonna get the fuck out of jail so he's like he's like why are you here why you ain't

with anybody else at on the street level he's talking to me he's not talking to me as a white man from middle America in the boonies he's talking to me like he is street nigger like why you here why the fuck you ain't why the fuck you ain't that child just at the third at this moment I'm sitting there I'm like what I'm saying what in my head I'm like no I forgot my ID he's what the fuck you don't leave in your cell without your fucking ID I should make you just lock the fuck up won't happen again sir so listen I hit the join because in my mind it was crazy I'm like what in my mind, but I'm not saying.

I'm like, it's no problem, C. O'A. Walson, just that third. I'm all on some chill shit. He let me in. I get my ID. He said, don't let that fucking happen again. He slammed my door and all this shit. Yes, sir, right away, sir. So I walk back down the child, right? So later on, when we come back in the cell, I tell Umar, I say,

Umar, man, that motherfucker on. He said, yeah, he said, uh, what happened? I told him. I said, yeah, that motherfucker. So the whole energy I'm talking to him in the cell, I'm like, yeah, that motherfucker. Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom. he said what did you say to him did you say anything you telling me I said no and this is one of the days I learned the powerful lesson about how we see each other and how we see others he said so you sat there and you walked away respectfully because honestly you ain't say nothing because if you did he would have took you to the hole you would have got a write up so yeah no I ain't say no you know I'm trying to go home and stand third he said you'll kill somebody that looked like you though they had disrespected you like that in the streets yes he would have taken you to the whole you would have

killed another brother that looked like you. Now, Omar, he used to be the E man. This is an OG, triple OG. He was an E man out of the prison. So I'm just listening to him. And he really woke me up when he said, you'll rob, you'll steal, you'll kill, you'll hurt somebody else if he looked like you.

But you just gave that man the ultimate respect that he led with disrespect. He said, how do you feel about that? So now I'm sitting on the toilet. I'm like this. You're a shit? No, you sit on the toilet. I'm just making sure. You have a cover over there. Nika, I'm just making sure

You're in his bed I'm right here talking So I'm sitting there I'm one leg Yeah, but no, we ain't I know, I don't know I don't know how he's doing I don't mean

I might go platinum I don't want to get caught up Yeah, you don't want to get caught up But I wasn't sitting on the tallest shit And I'm just talking So we're sitting there You know how you'd be sitting there leaning on the joint

So listen I'm sitting there right No, no So you're telling me One leg Hold up, Gus This is a crazy man So I'm sitting there, Gates

And I'm like You fucking stand up and try to have a fight with, hey, buddy. You fucking stand up with your goddamn pants around your ankles. No, it's just the way he said this. I ain't know what he was saying. Listen, motherfucker gets you, you're done. That's why you got out of door jam, too. You got to have a door jam, but sometimes you got to be on point.

Because your motherfucker's selling might, you know, whatever. And we're going to do it where it happened. I don't go get no shoes for nobody. Wherever it happened, we're going to platinum. I'm diving your shit wherever it goes. So Pete game. So now he checks. the shit out of me. He said, he said, you got to stay the same. He said, stay the same with them

the way you would be. And if you was in the streets, if you was in North Philly right now, it would have been different. You had a gun on you, whatever it was, it would have been different. He said, don't show these certain people because they're white, man, all this, all this positive, peaceful shit. But you would disrespect your motherfucking people. No, sir. We peaceful at all cause. I'm saying, no, but I'm just saying. But he who draws this sword should be met with brute force. We are not the aggressors.

We understand that. We want with those who walk with us. But, like, you know how it is in the penitentiary? You respect a man first. That's that real intimidation. I'm, nothing wrong with, oh, yes, sir. Yes, sir. But I'm still diving your shit.

I'll make you use your pistol on me right here. I'll make you kill me right here. Yes, sir. But see, that's how, that's how I carried it. I'm peaceful and humble at all cause. I carried it to live to see another day. So it was like, but it was a moment where I just peeped the whole game. energy and it's like we kill each other in the streets for less than that type shit

motherfucker ain't got to go to far how far he went with me motherfucker ain't got to go that far you'll blow a motherfucker head off just being realistic we do because it's it's egos it's not putting proper perspective you know they got men and they got kids yes you know I'm one of the men yeah so that's like even even like even like even my son he's number seven but I tell him yes sir no sir because I'm giving them their respect you're a man you know what I'm saying You know, you're a man I'm gonna respect you

That's like even the children that I deal with Like over here in the other neighborhood Like, you know, yes sir, no sir I greet them with their respect Because hey, I want It just make me feel good to respect a man That make me feel good You a man, I don't care what man, you're a man

Hey, yes sir It just make me feel good Even a woman, oh yes ma'am It just make me feel good I guess because I'm from us off We big on that like Yes on that being respectful.

Absolutely. Because we already broke. We already come from nothing. All we got is our respect. I'm going to die over this shit. I asked myself sometime like, would you go do a life sentence and be taken away from your children over disrespect?

Without questions. I can't look at myself in the mirror. They're all going to laugh at me. Yeah. I can't look at myself. Hey, the worst thing a man could be as a cowboy to his own self. But sometimes when you got a lot to lose, you got to let a lot slide.

I understand that also. Yeah. So I'm not going to place myself in an environment that's going to make me have to get out of my little character. No, but a lot of times you've got to let most shit slide. There's only certain shit that you like, no, that shit right there. It was blatant. Yeah, that's shit right there.

That's a technical file, nigga. Fucked, I can't let that. I can't let. You violate it. It's not in me to let this type of shit slide. I got to demonstrate. Right, real talk. I got to demonstrate.

That's just a lot of times would you even just being a man. Now. Yes, sir. in prison gates today did anybody ever try to press up on you no sir because you was gates no any altercations no sir so well you know the thing about how i carry myself is so different because you know you don't have to go on protective custody yeah you can sign a waiver and go in general population me being muslim i live by the creed that i feel nothing but a law and then you know i've been doing it this ain't my first rode of your nine juvenile detention i had a lot of fights

a lot of fights and then that's when I kind of learned how to lay back but you know adult jail is structured Yeah structured like a motherfucker You know these people get on TV And talk this silly shit That should be fake

That shit man that's Hey jail is not set up like that No it's not Because 90% of 90% of 90% of niggas And jail don't even scoffer Don't even fight They run and go get a knife Are they running with a

You running with a team? The team Because you ain't gonna get out there by yourself Nope You're not gonna get out there So, I mean, for what? And then my game, my game that I play is so different. I got a laid-back game when I'm in jail because I'm up all night, but I sleep all day.

You know, you're sitting there bitch and read. You know, I'm in a top. I like top rakes. I like to be in a top break. Always be on the top. You ain't running down in a million, no cell. I ain't even, you're going right down on my phone. You're about to sit your ass on my bed and get the talking to me.

You know, that's the first thing. You want to do sit on your bed. You know what I'm on top. Man, I'm top. break I'm all the way out of the way so I'm not going to have no problem I don't watch TV you know what I'm saying I'm never really on the phone because it's saying like the more I get on the phone it's saying like my time starts slowing down but when you're in your own element and you got your only routine and your own program set up it's just beautiful because you at one with yourself

I ain't even into the bullshit you can miss me with it now if you're indigent if you're indigent I'm to ask you hey this your first rodeo no you got somebody to love you out there no look I'm put $100 in your account, I want 80, you keep the 20. Mm-hmm. That's it. Because I really don't even go to child. I'm going to live out my box. When I come, I might come on

chicken day. It's a special occasion when the beloved come through the child. You're not even about to see me like that. Right. What he had? You just know I'm on the compound. Right. And, you know, unfortunately.

Until chicken day, and that gets broke. That's getting broke. Unfortunately, you know, Any way I go, I'm just going to always be in a leadership position. I'm a natural leader. I'm in the queerer. Yes, sir.

So that's just any way I go. And I'm not, I ain't, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm a big thermostat out. I'm controlling that temperature. Unfortunately, yeah. I'm controlling that temperature. There's nothing to brag about it, nothing like that, but it's just certain shit that just ain't going to go. We're going to live by the law.

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Hold on, man. Before you go any farther, man. O-G. Boobie, motherfucker. Boobie Black right there, man. Come on the screen, man. Come on the screen to say something. That's my fucking guy, man.

Every time he touched down, Kev. Come in the screen and say something. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Come in the screen and say something, man. Anytime he come in town, he, come through and fuck with a nigger, man. Talk your shit, man. Tell him who you is. Huh?

Man, they already know who. My president alone don't need no fucking introduction. Talk heavy. What's the fucking you're trying to do? You're trying to make me a newsom off these bitch. I mean, I'm in Philly. They know what's happening in Philly. You know, I taping with Gilly.

Absolutely. Every fucking time, brother. Every motherfucking time, man. It's definitely an honor to be amongst you guys right here, you know what I'm saying? Man, we appreciate. I appreciate y'all, you know, bringing the motherfucker out. Y'all know what it is you did. Absolutely, man.

He's an awesome motherfucker when it comes to this shit, you know? Hey, Kev, one thing about Kev, man. Like I said, man, Kev is a motherfucker. Yeah, I learned a lot of shit from him. That says a lot, you know what I'm saying? Kemp's smart as shit, too. But you don't get it. this far you don't get this far in life you know and running million dollar businesses and

having farms and being a dumb nigger man that's just part of the game so it's pretty obvious that the niggas but i didn't know this nigger was dispersed and man make my net worth be on google five dollars ain't nobody gonna believe that shit man you got llamas and shit man fucking camels and all kinds of shit fuck it i don't want to be worth nothing on paper But fucking taxes is vicious Those are some fucking pets, man You know what I'm saying? You have people that get

You know, all type of different shit With me Kevin, he's He's different He's different, you know. You know, I'm all by name You know him, you know what I'm saying? How many pets you got all together? It's a lot of them

Oh shit I mean, you know, you good, brother Piss I got I got an exotic I got an exotic live stock On like license so I could have camels alpacas

I got Nigerian dwarf goats because they got like the sweetest milk I got these chickens that lay purple eggs like real shit like I got a hatchery like free range organic chickens

your eggs not even supposed to go in the refrigerator I don't know who invented that like like your egg they come in a protective coating when you get your eggs when you hatch them take them inside and just leave them in a basket

You don't put them in the refrigerator. They come with a protective coating on it. And then when you eat them, I'm never mucasy. You know, my nose don't be running and all that. Like the yoke that you eat, I don't get sick. I don't get a cough, none of that. And I just noticed that, you know, the food that we eat from our land that we grew ourselves, we have a different type of attachment toward it because we grew it.

We grew it. You know, we had to nurture this and pray and all of these things that, you know, God blessed us and Mother Earth gave us an abundance. So it's a different type of attachment that you have to and then going to whole foods and just getting some lettuce. You didn't grow that. Right. You go out of watermelon.

I don't even want to say this. The watermelon got white seeds. Watermelon posted have black seeds. Mm-hmm. You know, and that's just genetically modified food. But I'm not against genetically modified food because I met this dude. He's from an article. and he was coming by seeds.

I was like, what you do? He was like, I do indoor farming. He was like, where I met, we have to grow everything indoors. I thank you from an article, Alaska, one of them eight places. Because I'm just, you know, I'm a nerd. I just talk to people.

I meet the most interesting people in just every day. And he was just telling me, like, they own a seed bank. I was like, a seed bank. He was like, yeah, like we grow, we do indoor. we grow everything indoors

if we didn't, you know, it's detrimental to our survival. So I'm not against it at all. I mean, some places you have to live like that. Absolutely. Absolutely. Say, bro, I can say this here. You hear me?

I'm going to lay up there and bring a little, you know, little shit. I lay up there. We did a podcast. It was a podcast. It was the help hotline with Kevin Gates. And it was some real interesting shit, you know. And I was kind of tight on it.

I didn't want to. like too much say too much you know what i said the little things that that i was supposed to say and i was you know i was coached by kevin you know i'm saying you know what i'm saying and not only that that was my first time ever doing that you know what i'm saying and um it's like kevin they put me in that he put me in the error right there you know what i'm saying and it's like i love that shit dog yeah you getting out your comfort zone that shit row right so i had got you know i got me some microphones i got me some microphones i got me some I don't have the right, like, everything right, but I'm getting that shit right.

Because it's life about figuring it out. But see, there's like right now, all the shit I don't learn from you. Yeah. You don't think the world would want to hear the shit that I didn't learn from you, just you. Right, yeah. The shit that I learned from just you. Like nobody else, just you. Oh, nah, this is how y'all do that.

You got to get the, you know, the shit I don't learn from you. You hear me? So imagine the other people in the world that want to hear this shit. I ain't know I get to talk about healthy shit I say man nigga gonna think

I'm weird man ain't no nigga but niggas like want to know about this shit Absolutely And I really do What you see my results

I ain't They had no surgery You know I stand on fronts But I ain't Had no surgery I ain't doing that You know

And I have a woman You know It's different You know what I'm saying Right You know You need a CDL For the big motherfucker

You're talking back That get it bait Right You're you're right but I'm just saying like me I wanted I wanted to put the work in because I noticed a lot of a lot of men that I was seeing go get surgery

they'd be back fat like the next week but you didn't discipline yourself on how to eat you didn't discipline yourself you lack discipline you cheated so you're never going to win you know and you're out there microwave dope bitch we're cooking on the stove man Gil talk on the phone a lot bro

you know what I'm saying like I see when I came off the help hotline with you brother you heard me um i hollet gilling he told me a few things he gave me a few punters you still absolutely fucking right i swear to god that shit worked i told you niggins shout out to you on your own motherfucking show need that one of the things i told him i said man i hate him don't waste no time just do it this shit ain't about sitting around overthinking shit nigger just do it nigger i have my own fucking podcast straight facts podcast i have my shit on tour with me these two motherfuckers gonna come and get on my you already know i'm not gonna say too much on

this podcast because this is Kevin Gates' podcast, you know what I'm saying? This is our shit, man. Yeah, you know, but these two motherfuckers right here. Absolutely. Get like real, you know, straight facts. When I hit that button on your ass and you've got to repeat

that shit, you know. Absolutely. You know, I'm asking some shit, you heard. You already know. Yeah, I'm talking about, for real. About when you used to throw your line out and the niggas to grab your shit, you're trying to slide some shit. I'm going to tell you about that.

A lie. You got to know how to fish, man. You got to know how to fish. Under the door. That's you go all the over. Man, niggas try to fit some shit I intercepted You intercepted somebody's shit?

Blacktail Blacktail took that I took the nigga bitch Yeah And when the cell rack back You know what I'm saying? O'Wallo, you and Walo to want the war about that shit

About the Blacktail magazine We'd have been beefing about that When I said, listen We'd have been beefing That paper pussy I'm talking of that real paper That paper pussy is power They're laminate them motherfucking everything

Like you got to laminate it Because the nigga You're spray your pitch Taking that bitch in a shower Yeah, let me let me ask them Let me ask you some. Lemmonick that bitch sticking in the show.

Be honest. Like for real. You think you still have to choose in the lives like by any cause? Without a doubt. Chips win every time you eat your food? No, I put honey on anything.

It's you too shit. Even with the way... I put the honey on anything. Even with the way that we clean. The way that we keep it. everything clean around us and like everything in order. He back from London.

He got shit in with it. Institutional lives is being fucking low. Institutionalize is not a bad thing. No, it's a beautiful thing. Graduate. Don't, do, do, don't, don't, don't. I'm not in Korea with none of these things. Institutionalize it's a bad thing.

You know what to go to jail. I mean, if you're talking about going to jail. If you go somewhere, we're not telling people to be jail. We're not telling people to do. We're talking about the things you learn when you end that. I'm talking about, now, if you go. If you go somewhere and you develop a bunch of bad habits and once you re-insert it in the society,

you bring that bullshit out of you, yeah, that's different. And I'm talking about the way that I'm clean with making my bed and just keeping everything in order. But that's your high, jeez. Y'all know everybody that wants the jail ain't like y'all nickers? At all. Say, brother, they got some niggins don't even brush their fucking teeth today, you know.

It's some niggas that went up there and them niggas was playing. Them niggas was, they was just like they was on the block. They was in the motherfucking yard. There's different levels of this shit, we're saying. It is. man you can't come talk to me if you burst in line like you don't want nobody to talk to you

man come on they don't wash their ass though when you in that bitch Jason this niggas on the street that don't wash their ass a bunch of jacis a bitch a whole killer

but you're scared of that water you're scared to get your pussy ass in that water and you learn a lot about niggas in jail you know yeah you're a killer

but you're scared to get that water in the third when you was out on these motherfucking streets but bitch you ain't here you live in here You're living real bad. Hey, you know what I like to see?

See, me, one thing about me, I always treated the buddies, the smokers. I always treated them good. See, when they got them, you know, the D boys out there, they used to beat them up and all that. See, when you get back there, he didn't been laying back here about 90 days.

He's all big, he husky, lifting the weights, he healthy. He caught you and put you in something tight and told you, you know, this is my world, huh? Yeah. Hey, it's funny how the game flip around, you know? Absolutely. Hey, be careful how you treat you.

people that come back 360 you're I'm going to get to the streets Hey Walo had that problem with one cellie Yes you did He came in there you told that nigga listen man He was all drugged up need We gonna keep the motherfucker cell rules I was giving the cell rules

He raised up on me once he got this shit together I wasn't flexing on him though He just was an OG and he raised up on me You know he woke you to fuck up Remember what you told me? Remember what you told me two months ago We had we came to We came to agreement of understanding

Right because you was bitching No I wasn't about that Fuck out of here Men respect men Men respect men Man for real You gotta get something on his ass To fuck with him

On these streets, bro Because he always Fuck with you by his jail shit What you gonna get about me on the street I got something on the streets I got the tape with him on South Street I didn't put the tape out yet That's cool beef

That's our people's though He's got out on the back street Let me tell you some funny shit Let me see you go Listen listen I'm gonna tell you some fun I'm gonna tell you some real shit Oh, you're talking about when the... Listen, let me tell you some real shit.

Me and Bees did a single... Ben Bees did a feature together, you know what I'm saying? He came to one of the shows. All right, Bings, he was there. You know, Kevin, like he always said, he'll be there, but he'll not be there. You know what I'm saying? Kevin, you know, he ain't that accessible.

So, you know, I mean, I'm running this shit. All this talking. Yeah, I'll come back there. You know, beans come back there. Yeah, man, we're going to go to studio. He dropped the adding. For me to go to studio. You know, I'm not going to tell my dude.

This Gates, man. It's Philly, man. I'm not about to tell him fucking, come on, Gates, come at the studio. You know what I'm saying? If I die in Philly, you know where it happened,

you see it. You know what I'm saying? That's how we rock. Instant. But I'm going to leave him where he at. I get a phone call. I don't know how the fuck

he got the information where I was at. Get a phone call. Where you at? I'm like, yeah, I'm over here with Benz. You know, I already got the load to the studio.

I'm like, where you at? I'm about to come up none. I said, where you at? I'm right down the street. Yo, I swear to God, I'm not doing this You know, I'm telling you the fucking truth. I don't know what street is.

The guy says you're crossing the street. And they got down the street. This nigga was walking. They got some of the project down the street. He walked in the middle of the night. It had to be like, what? Like about 12.30? Middle of the night.

Same suit. Same everything he had on on the motherfucking stage. They noticed Kevin Gates. I'm talking about the nigger got the hat on that. You know, walking in the streets, though. And I'm like, oh, what's that? You're not one going to let you go nowhere by yourself. Dude was like, man, what you doing?

Walking that night? I'm like, I'm Muslim. What? We're on the field of law. Right. Fuck you're talking about. They got going any way I want, Nick. Then we winning that bitch.

If we winning that bitch, it caught up. He was like, but this such and such feeling, I'm like, but I'm Muslim. Yeah. And then he was like, I get it. And the beans was here today? I just was in the little projects. I just was in the project with them dudes, bro. It was so crazy.

Like, I ain't no feeling that. I know they fuck with me. But when you pop up unexpected and a nigga playing your shit, like really playing your shit. Like really playing. your shit they was playing my music come on man

they was yeah yeah man the beans was here right now the day he'll stamp that shit he didn't even know gays was coming

to the studio I get out and walk I get out and walk because I want to feel that I want to see it and that's just something I always did I take let walks you know what I'm saying

at nighttime sometimes when I used to couldn't sleep I'd just take me a let walk it's just something I do I mean people say it's weird people say whatever but I don't have problems when I'm by myself.

Right. Now, if I got an entourage with me, then I got problems. That's the truth because he'll be walking somewhere by itself. You're not even going to know as me. You know what people tell me when they see me by myself? They'd be like, you look just like Kevin Gates.

I say, man, people tell me that everywhere I go. But if I'm with boo, but they ain't no one thing. Oh, that is Kevin Gates. You're a dead giveaway. Stay in the car. Real tough. Real fucking tough.

I'm going to go this way. Man, if they see you, they're going to go to looking for me. And I used to want people. Right. Fuck that. Yeah. And I'm going to say this. I'm going to say this because you mentioned ad.

Shout out the ad. A lot of y'all know A.R. A.R. Ab in a certain way. Every time me, our A.R. I hooked up at the gas station, the Chinese store, we had some real, this mother, see, a lot of people don't know how funny ab the fuck is. They don't know. Ab is funny.

A.R. ab is funny as shit. We used to just be, we used to just be tripping. But shout out the A.R. ab, man. And we had some good memorable times. we just talked about life and it wasn't dog low yeah it was no dumb shit

they used to come fuck with us in the uh at the um we was in south by south west when we locked up in one of them rooms and went there and recorded like that song that me and A.R.F got we did that deal.

Yeah we did that deal. Yeah, we did that deal you know he came that fucking like by itself. He always comes by itself every time. Man what's up, nigga what's up? You already fucking know.

You already fucking know. Every time. We're on solo missions. yeah what up real talk oh I gotta tell you know I bought the movie huh yeah yeah I remember when you call I just wish the only thing in the movie bro

blood brothers blood brother blood brothers shout out I just wish I just wish in the movie I just wish the bitch would have stayed alive well you know I'm talking about you and the bitch just ran off it to the shit happens man for y'all to A-C

Blood, brother. Hit the link of Gil bio. Hit the link of my bio. And I'm saying, that's slagging too much ad in this. Shout out. Shout out. Shout out.

Shout out to Gillie, man. You know what I'm saying? You're a great fucking actor, dog. You're a great actor, my nigga. Shout out to Ving Rames, man. Shout out to my O.G. Ving Rames, man. For calling me and putting me in all them fucking movies. I appreciate your O.G.

To the death, man. Love you, man. Real talk. You know I bought the movie. I called me, man. I said, hey, you know I got out of jail. Uh-huh. I say, hey, you know I got the movie, huh?

Uh-huh. I remember that shit like it was yesterday, too. Appreciate you, man. Real talk. I just appreciate you for being a genuine nigger and the same nigger every time I see you, every time I talk to you, every time we come across each other's path. You're just the same nigger, man. You're just Kevin Gates, man. Nothing don't change about you.

Nothing don't change about you. You know something I think. That's a good thing, but it also is what makes me not. be looked at in the game as like super famous because you know if I had the bodyguards around me with the cameras you know when everybody would see me you know they'll be like that's it would be that wild factor but it's not that with me I am who I am who I'm not I would never be right like when you have all of that around you like I don't I mean I don't necessarily feel like I need that I mean I know this going to sound crazy I just I'm Muslim right I pray I don't

have, I mean, those people that don't understand it, they're not going to understand. Right. You know, I don't... Some people, you tell some of your stories, they'll think it's fucking lies, you heard me? And I got many of them. But, you know, it's just... It's just me. Like, I feel like the most beautiful

messages and lessons that I think got came from people that the world would consider the scum of the earth. You know, and I've been a black sheep before as far as, with my family sitting, I've been the outcast, so I think I'm more relate to the people that are outcast.

Like emotion-based rap when I first came in the game, that wasn't really a thing. Right. You know, we started talking about the emotion-based music and things that and how you was dealing emotionally internally, and it just turned into a whole genre. Right.

You know, one of the godfathers. Absolutely. You know, salute the motherfucking god. I'll be the two of them, niggas. You know, one of the godfathers out here that really started really emotional. like that's a hell of a motherfucking term right there

emotional rat with motherfuckers Kevin used to come on when he came out with something everybody had a problem with it you know they you know man that dude's saying he'd be singing he's booed

but I'm saying everything that he did but you emulate it was right exactly he trinked at it you know what I'm saying all like my grandmother say baby if you're doing something

you're ashamed of you ain't got no business doing you got no business doing hey that's one thing the world I got a word about me I ain't got no secrets right what all This is me.

Let me. Bet you want a nigga like me to be well. All Magnolia, man. This big dog. This big dog. This is me. Nigger, what you see. It's what you get,

nigga. I am what I am. What I'm not, I'll never be. Absolutely. See, I got my own podcast going on right now,

a straight thanks podcast. You know what I'm saying? And I'm doing a lot of great things with it, bro. It's hard for me to be on a podcast with him. No. Because we're talking about shit

that I know you already know the answer. Right, right. So I had to get myself out that mindset and just really, I know it's people that don't know. Right. Then me and him be just talking and cutting each other off and shit. See, me, you get on my podcast, I want you to go back to the block,

but I didn't seem you got on Instagram and, you know, you know, while are y'all doing y'all's shit. Oh, yeah, we pull up anywhere, man. That's one thing about us. You don't have to go back to the block, bro, get down on the ground, you, you know. Hey, listen, we got to go back to the fuck. We pull up anywhere, nigger.

We're going to pull up anywhere, any way. time and make it happen, man. I already know what it is, you dig. But listen, man, I know Gates got a motherfucker, uh... Go work out. Go work out, then got shows and shit, man. I just want to salute you, brother. No, Nick, just fucking...

Nick, we can make this motherfucker two-three-hour with it. We've been in here two-three-hour. You don't love a nigga like that? Yeah, you're fucking right, man. I've been waiting for this shit for years, man. We've been in here about two-three-out. Absolutely, man.

You feel me? It was natural. Absolutely. We shoot the shit three hours in the fucking way. Absolutely. Absolutely, nigga. So, man, listen, man. I got a bunch of them. You just want to give you your flowers, man. You're the shit out here, man. Shit, bro.

You've been doing your thing. You did that shit your way, man. One thing, one thing no motherfucker body can't take from you is you did that shit your way. Yes, sir. Nobody can ever say take no credit for that shit. Oh, he rode nobody, co-tail. Oh, sir. If he ain't have a record with this, nigga, he wouldn't, this motherfucker put him. No, he did that shit his way.

He didn't give a fuck who liked it. He didn't get fucking gravitated to... You got to think I did two bids. I went laid down twice. In the process. And never complained. In the process. There wasn't no protesting going on.

None of that. I stayed silent. I stayed silent. Man, what no, none of that? Hey, I'm a gangster. Hey, I accept the consequences behind my actions. Right. I laid down.

Right. I ain't complained. Right. Different people bring out different energy from me. But, like, I could talk, like, I could be my all the way myself around you. You fuck with it. But it's like anybody else

They don't ask me the right questions They get the right answers It's more like bait and trick And trick and all kind of bullshit So like Like when I fuck with you It's always like a reunion It's the same thing every time

Absolutely man Now you might get to time My man say, yes bro I need you to come do this song In this video Little big brother I'm busy right now You're a bitch-ass dick You got tired to do it for these other bitch-ass

niggas they wouldn't get out there behind you but you can't do it for me. Gage you a bitch-ass-ass-ass-n-nick. Hey, well, gillie, I love you to death. Going to sell him, let's do it. You think that, nigga, you think he's getting old and grumpy, bro? Who? No, man, I've been old and grumpy, man.

Believe that. Let me tell you something. Because when these niggas try to lead you for dead, and they can't, because you stay prayed up and you stay putting that work in and you understand that God got you. Man, I'm on this black top. Man, I don't give a fuck what you.

You can't stop me. I control a black top. Right. A lot of niggas that. thought I was going to be left for dead is the same niggas that's doubling back now and I'm like and I don't even feel no type of way I look at them and we look at each other and I'm like

yeah come on nigga real street I know you a bitch ass nigga you know I know you a bitch ass nigga you know I know you to bitch ass nigga you know I know nigga you make some of the best gangster faces I've seen no because you know you

you know one thing you can say about me niggas many motherfucking armed robbers we went on nigga Gilly never got tested when he went when that shit went down. I ain't never had to wrestle with the gun. I ain't never had no nigga run off. I ain't never had none of that dumb shit. Hold on, hold on, hold on. But we did go on the joint and a nigga through you on the ground.

Because you wasn't holding it to the fuck down. I had to back you to back up. You had the fucking hammer. I ain't had a hand. No, you walk up all the fast. You ain't holding you got no fucking cook. Nicker caught you through you on the fucking ground. I had to back you up. You're nut-ass niggum. That's a sign of major growth, dog. Where a nigga came from the well motherfucker at right now

Because they have a lot Because this is 20-something years ago Where motherfuck is that, bro? You heard me? And you know you just been on the cell phone starting the nigga coming in your dim and you just talk and giving game You know what I look at the highlights, you hear me?

Absolutely, man You gotta look at the highlights You gotta salute yourself for that Appreciate that man And one thing about Gates That nigga been saying since this shit started But I gotta get down there man We just been missing each other man

Because it was like It was like we do this anyway off camera. Right. We do this off camera. Absolutely. Well, I ask him a lot of questions. For y'all not knowing, I'd be asking him a lot of questions. I don't know we can't. I mean, we can't do Philly strode to this bitch, and that nigga was out of town.

Mm-hmm. But I let you all the right direction. That nigga sent them goons to the motherfucking bus. Pick me up. Bought me round Philly. My God. Bought me in the back of a house. Open the back. Open that bitch up, yes, Lord. Boom! Man, yeah. That nigga called me. Billy called me. And I was by myself.

He said they walked me in here I said man where the fuckers we go on man But Gilly sent me so I know this crew But this shit don't look right This shit like so we're going somewhere We're a nigga about to leave me man And then he said man nigga put a key in the door Open that shit up nigga

Hey boom Hey when we pull around here You've seen the people at their fender shop Taking them fingers off that call First thing came to your mind was what They're stuffing them bitches Hey that same fucking day What came on the news

On their motherfucking TV when I was in that house. Two blocks away, dog. Yeah. I'm talking about 800-some fucking keys. Yeah. You heard me? There ain't nothing, man.

They just stopped. Down the street from my house. What was that? They just stopped the, they just stopped the beat on here, a billion. A billion dollars on that fours down here. That was here when they stopped that bitch in the port. I called Gillie. I said, man, these people, the news, they have everybody in the well house down the street.

Like, what they're doing down there? What the little black one named me little people? He said, man, they, man, we're in this mother. fucker man is right down the street bro man is right yeah bro number warehousing around that bitch

number where houses real tough you are please I don't want any trouble how fuck is you dog you've been a real nigga since day one you know what I'm saying

Walo saying lightwise you know what I'm saying oh god and there ain't I'll fuck with you absolutely absolutely but shit man

we just want to get care of his flowers man we appreciate you man for pulling up and just being a real genuine nigga that she is, man. Keep kicking these niggas asses. Keep doing it your way. And I would like to see you

with some features in the future. Hey, I promise. Real talk. Listen. I'm glad you liked that. I'm glad you liked that. It's networking. You have nothing to lose.

I mean, I don't take this shit personally anyway because you know why? I know who I am. Right. I know who I am. So, hey, maybe you couldn't do it. Maybe you couldn't get to it. Right.

Maybe we wasn't meant to co-create. But I keep trying Absolutely No, it's coming We're speaking to all that shit Because who's turning down My fucking Kevin Gates In the DM

Ain't nobody turning that down I ain't gonna lie If they don't look in the DM I'm being there by the DM Like if I see somebody that's doing something Like fitness-wise I put that strong on them in that shit Like you know

I'm just I'm super in the fitness now It's like NBA niggas all that When I see them do something amazing I put that strong on in a let you know I'm saluting Absolutely. Ain't nothing wrong with that. Absolutely. There's nothing wrong with that.

I'd be there by the deal. Absolutely. I was in Tyra Banks the other day. I had told her, I said, good job, Tyra, you doing good. She said something. And she said, oh, Lord is just seeing this. And then I hit back up. When you were helping me be a model, she didn't respond.

So then I hit back you, though. I'm an asshole for real. I hit back with a, uh. I put a white G-wagon. I'll take one of these, please, and thank you. Man, come on. I'm an asshole. care like i don't take this shit serious

absolutely look what i told her baby yeah i don't get no fuck right right though but it's beautiful how you and your woman relationship is man because you got to be friends absolutely but like i say don't listen at me and try to live by cares

let through because i think that's misleading to the general public you have to choose you first choose you definitely do not stay in a relationship and suffer in silence either you grow together or you grow apart and that doesn't make you a bad person or the person you would a bad person but you have to choose you if you don't love yourself you can never love

anyone else because you don't love yourself so the person that you with is just a band-aid to cover up what's going on with you internally until you figure those things out that's that's the most painful thing is being alone uh-huh no phone no internet no none of that you have to be alone you have to go through that process because we've been so shit our whole life and told lies and this and that by our people you know our mother's the first one to feed us death they ain't feed us no healthy shit coming up they told us chillers and pork and shit man eat all your food so you could be big and strong bitch i'm big and fat you see what said so like i say you have to choose you our mothers was the first one to ever feed us death

chops death you fed us death and then I ain't going to front that scrapper was as good as a motherfucker when I was a kid Nanny used to make me that burnt up motherfucking scrapper

I used to put the syrup on that shit and ketchup it was something special but it's nothing against that like it's nothing against you know because you shit that come from that we was bottom feeders man we had to we had to do what we had with the scraps

so that's not a bad thing it's just that as a child a lot of times the shit that we had to do from survival and it get handed down and we hand that shit down to our children like no it's time to break those chains and break those cycles

so like I just want people to know choose you first and if you choose you and if the person you would choose them like a wise woman told me it's more power in wanting somebody than needing somebody because I don't need you

but I want you I want you I don't need you but I want you right right and there's more power in it so that's what i i encourage this nigga giving up a trillion dollars worth you get to know yourself first get to know yourself ain't nothing wrong with spending some time with yourself doing the shit you like to do yeah i was walking around town square and got a dangerous call do you hey is that's that's what because i think it's misleading for me to couple goals and shit like that i don't even promote that shit i don't promote couple goals even

because me and Tina, me and Toot was a couple before that shit was even a word. Yeah, y'all been around a long time too. My fuckers be, my fuckers be posting up couple goals. Niggas been together for six months and they just took a bunch of trips together because they got money. Y'all don't even like each other for them.

Y'all ain't even like each other for a word. I fuck y'all couple of you got to do it, look at the, I'm big on, on energy. I'm, I'm going to look at the energy. I'm going to know what's going on because I'm going to look. Man, that's fraudulent. Uh-huh. Bullshit.

That ain't real. And, hey, hey, and no disrespect. Hey, if y'all cool with playing games, that's cool. I want somebody I could really let my hat on with. I can really let my hat on with it. I want to be with my best friend that I know no matter what, we're going to argue, we're going to fight, we're going to fuss, we're going to do all of these things that friends do.

But at the end of the day, we love each other. We're going to grow together or we're going to grow apart. Absolutely. We've got to go separate ways. We're still going to love each other. Right. We stay together. We still going to love each other.

Right. But it's about you making yourself happy, me making myself happy, and then we can make each other happy together. Right. That's real. Don't get no realer than that, nigga. And listen. I hate the word titles.

I hate, this is my such and such. This is my such and says, no, my friend. When you start putting them other titles there, you got to live up to that obligation that come with that title. Mm-hmm. You got to honor your, you got to do it. Shut the fuck. I'm a fucking man

Shut the fuck up This is my friend I do what I want to do Yeah I don't catch whoop in my situation Yeah I don't catch whoopens Right Don't get punished Bitch you can't put me on quiet time

This is my friend And then when it's your friend You know hey babe come on look at You want to work out You'll be lie I ain't gonna lie You know you can't come work out with me But you know I ain't gonna keep my hands off

You know I'm gonna fuck up And the motherfucker look soft babe You know I'm always You know, and that's another thing, like, I tell me, man, ain't nothing wrong with I always keep being attracted to your woman. Uh-huh. I always keep that intimacy. And, babe, when I get home, I'm ravish you on my love.

I'll be changing my voice, talking white and everything, you know, get all the face time. Bay, you look stunning. Have dinner with me tonight. You know, I be changing. You know, I be doing all that old bitch's-ass shit. Babe, look, babe, just get out the car and walk right here. I want to act like I'm about to, come on, man, act like you taking a date, baby. come on babe

just walk right here just walk outside to come and pull up but they like that shit what you gotta keep it spicy um huh they put this wig on today

put this wig on and walk on the side and I'm gonna just pull up and fum I'm a too malle horn you're myself and you I want you to play the role too

they stuck up with me for a living though make me park this motherfucker and get out and chase you down absolutely how long babe I want to have fun

Like, let's have fun Like, if it's not fun Like, if it's not fun The motherfucker be sitting around at the house Just, man Miserable I can't stand this motherfucker In the worst thing in the world

That's just their fucking Instagram Motherfucking up Waiting for you to die Shit, still breathing Social media That's the worst shit in the world That should know that's had in the day They say social media

They say social media break relationships up That's a fucking lie Nosey bitches break relationships up You're gonna be a nosy motherfucker And go dig for something And find it Now you find what you was looking for And if you see her, hey, what that diggum, uh, finesse two times say?

He say, uh, he say, uh, he say, and if you catch the bitch in my presence, best believe that I'm working her. She the one of our finessing, but you're the one of them caresses. Well, fuck it. Shit don't even be what it is. Motherfuckers make that shit be shit, you know what? Instagram don't break couples up, news he bitches do. It's a fact.

That's a law. Guns don't kill people, bullies do. You know what I'm saying? People. It's all about what you want It's all about what you want It's all about what you're looking for And it's all about what you create

I look for character You know what I'm saying Characters everything Because I don't want no motherfucker As soon as I come here You turn your phone off What's you more Concern about me or the phone

And that's another thing That I do like I know my phone's going Airplane mode This is me time And if you're in my presence This is our time Exactly

You know And I lead by example With that Like when a woman See the way You rocked When she see that you're present She gonna be more present

Uh huh Different Like I hear that so much You're so different You can't believe that You know Kevin I love you You ain't got no choice

It'd be retarded If you did Yeah love this We love dubs Right Hey Hey listen man Shout out to Kev

Man for coming through man shout out the OG booby black million dollars worth a game this like BWA and you know this like One of our longest motherfucking episode It's the second as long as episode ever Ever y'all about to chop this bitch up Oh yeah yeah we go we go

You know yeah fucking right Hey keep doing you though brother man Keep being great man You the shit man you've been a shit You've been putting a hustle in Shit is nine stop you wouldn't lay down Twice you come back you're still a shit It don't matter because

The town It just supersedes everything, man. That's what thing you can't. One thing we can't deny is you a talented motherfucker, man. Thank you. And that motherfucker's microphone, ain't too many motherfuckers on planet Earth that's walking that can fucking do what you do on that microphone, man.

So we salute you, man. Rest and peace to my motherfucking brother from another mother killer stone, man. I love you, man. You go on, but you never forgot. I'm always hold you down, nigga. You already know, nigga. And it's just like that. Thank you.

Thank you.