Million Dollaz Worth Of Game - REMY MA & PAPOOSE: MILLION DOLLAZ WORTH OF GAME EPISODE 224
Episode Date: June 16, 2023We got some legends in the building: power couple Remy Ma and Papoose! You already know Remy Ma is the queen of rap, straight outta the BX, repping hard for the East Coast. She's got bars for days and... has been killing the game since day one. Papoose, her hubby, ain't no joke either. This dude's got flows that'll make your head spin, and he's been holding it down for New York for years. In this episode, we're diving deep into their journey as artists, their come-ups, and how they keep it real in the industry. We'll be talking about their love story, their struggles, and how they balance being parents and still killing it in the rap game. These two are the definition of a power couple, and they're dropping gems left and right.You can find every episode of this show on Apple Podcasts, Spotify or YouTube. Prime Members can listen ad-free on Amazon Music. For more, visit barstool.link/mworthofgame
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Gilly Fest, my birthday party.
It's going on.
It's going on.
I told y'all we was introducing somebody every day.
So far, we introduced, G. Herba.
We introduced Babyface Ray.
Fenest two times.
Fenest two times.
That's hilarious.
And Rob 4-9.
It's going down.
But let me see him.
Listen, he was going to be 50 years old, man.
Fuck out.
How are you going to come out and celebrate this?
He's going to be a half-100.
It's cool.
Listen, you better get your tickets.
We got, listen, and we still going to keep announcing.
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We got a bunch of different shows coming out.
It's going down.
But this Gilly Fest, for his birthday, a half-hundred.
We celebrate July 29th in Philadelphia is going down.
Listen, we're going to be announcing some more people.
But get your tickets.
If you're not here, you're going to be upset.
And guess what?
It's only $75.
Hmm.
All these acts, $75?
$75.
It's going down, man.
This is some shit you don't want to miss.
And most importantly, Gilly and Wallow are going to be there.
A million dollars worth of going to be there turning the stage up.
And it's just like that, right?
You're now too.
them didn't tell, me, me, me, me, me, me, million dollars worth a game.
Listen, man, this is the marriage edition, man.
This is going down, man.
Listen, man, first of all, before we even get started, we got to acknowledge something
that's very important that we don't hear too much in our community.
This year is the 15th year anniversary of their marriage, man.
They commitment to one another.
They've been through the ups and downs.
They never gave up on each other, and they're still here.
They're loving each other.
They're making money together.
And then they show in the world what it can look like, and guess what?
They're from the hood, too.
They're really from the hood.
You know what I mean?
He was just telling us the story.
about when he first met Remy and I was like, damn, yeah, it was like that.
And it was just like, you know, they got the back and forward, but I don't even know
what that's about.
But he's going to say, but listen, I got to give a shout out of the rim.
She brought me the whole shabang.
And this nut-ass thing is ready to cry.
Anybody that do you.
Listen, man.
She understands the struggle.
For her to bring the whole shebangs, she understands.
You know, anybody that was ever in the joint, I don't care of you from California, wherever
the, listen, you know, the meal is not right without these right here.
This is like your seasoning, you crack it up, you know what I mean?
Oh, you just could not.
all by itself, you eat your bagel with it.
But if you're making a real mix-up,
I'm talking about, if you're making that series, a Chi-Chi or that,
there's nothing like this, man.
The whole is your bang.
Like, I don't know you want to open these.
Like, I'm going to put these in like a frame or something
and just put them right there.
She said, now, listen, y'all.
She says, you're going to make sure I get a case of them.
I'm going to get a case of them.
You're going to help me out with that, man.
I'm going to send you a case.
When she lives, they sell them.
She brings them something when she's out of my house.
I'm going to make sure she buys a case and I'm going to send it to you.
So what's your cousin be like, yeah, I knew you did some time.
So, bam, because it's a surprise.
You probably like these.
And I'd be really excited.
Like, thank you.
They'd be back.
Did you ever make a hookup in the crib for him?
No, I did it.
Oh, you know, she's doing you wrong.
She's not, no, she's doing you wrong.
She got to, she got to make him a cheeceece.
No word, no, she never, she never gave her.
She could cook her ass off, but she ain't ever cooked me ass.
She got to do one of them, man.
You know what I mean?
Let's pull his table a little closer.
She got, my man.
She cook her ass off.
You know what I mean?
She'd get crazy in the kitchen.
She ain't never whip it up.
Nah, she ain't never give me that one.
Hold up before.
What was your favorite?
You wouldn't understand.
So, anything with noodles, like, the amazing things you could do with the back of ramen is, it's just crazy.
But it's so crazy because our kitchen, we're remodeling the kitchen right now.
So I took everything and moved it, like, into the guest room downstairs in the basement.
So I have, like, a small refrigerator down there, microwave.
I got, like, this little pot that I used to boil water for tea.
So my daughter, she's like,
Mommy, I'm hungry, and I'm like,
I didn't feel like it was too late to order anything.
So I made some spaghetti and meatballs,
so I put the spaghetti in the hot pot.
Oh, la.
Before you that, I did the, um, I did the meat bowls.
So, so my daughter comes down, she's like,
Mommy, how did you make this with no kitchen?
Like, well, Mommy was in prison before.
He's like, don't tell her that.
I'm like, why are you telling her that for?
She needs to understand.
Like, she used to understand how this happened.
That was the exact response.
Had I'm not because, that's what.
what happened had I not went through that I wouldn't know how to make no
dance spaghetti and meatballs with a damn
tea kettle like what are you talking about and it was
fire right but use a little packet from from the oodles and noodles so
it was crazy right now is we going to swag way into
when is the the Remy Ma cook book coming because he said you know how to cook
cook cook she do you get crazy in the kitchen I mean
you know what I never thought about doing a cookbook
one time somebody presented it to me
and it just seemed like a lot like I literally would have to make
everything and have the measure because when you know how to cook you don't measure stuff
you just do it you just make it happen i'm like i don't got time for this like i'll do it some
other time but i do so much that that's like on the list of things to do but it's not at the top
like i feel like i do a lot of other things that i enjoy i cook but i don't cook because
like it's my passion it's just i cook because i know how to cook that that's just it like you
at any given moment i hold door dash i do not care here we go that's order you're going to go
at the restaurant, I like to eat out, but I do know how to cook, but I never, like, was into
the old. I don't even think, I like, people really having my recipes. I like, like, knowing
how to make, like, people come over and eat, and they're surprised that, I mean, knows how
to cook. I'm like, bro, like. I'm so glad she was home for a while now, because when she first
came home, she was acting like she was still locked up. What was she doing? She was putting
labels on stuff in the refrigerator. I was like, oh, babe, you home now. You ain't got,
everything is for everybody. Who ate my such and such? I'm like, yo, no, everything is
Not for everybody.
That's the problem.
You gave up with some jail shit.
You know, why?
You know the cadm juice, the grape juice?
When you luck, you get it from like the people, the Jewish people, they get it.
Like, that's the only time you get the juice.
So you're like, I need this.
This is my condemned.
Like, I can go to a supermarket and buy gallons of it.
That's mine.
Do not touch my grapes.
Did you touch my kids?
Did you touch it?
Did you touch it?
Did you touch it?
Did you touch it?
Not.
He'll do you.
You got to understand.
When she was going, me, myself, you know what I'm saying?
my snaps on the kids.
Anything in the refrigerator, it's for everybody.
She came home like, nah, that ain't what it is no more.
No.
Damn, she came on regularly.
It's mine.
Yeah, she didn't.
All I'm just saying is, I refuse to believe that Remney is putting her name on juices in the refrigerator.
I didn't put my name more.
It's just mine's on touch it.
She stopped now.
No?
No.
She's been home.
Oh, now I don't put it in the refrigerator.
Now it's other places.
Now you're not even going to find it.
So she had an own refrigerator.
She was labeling everything, though, folks, spoons.
I was like, you're wild.
Whatever, whatever, whatever, whatever, Jill.
shit she brought home with her because I know what she was she eating fast
that's a good question I didn't notice if she did no I wasn't
because you know how it is when you and you chowdy they got they're getting you in and out
of there real quick um see mine's a little bit different I was like up the whole time I was
in jail I never really went to the mess on oh she was a lunch she like uh they bought my shit
to myself like I went like if it was grilled cheese or like baked chicken spaghetti
and meatballs and spinach that's stuff
That's about it.
One thing she did that I respected when she first came home,
I never forget it when I picked up.
And we came to the clip because at that time, we lived in the Bronx.
We lived in the building, you know what I mean?
And when she came to the door, she took them clothes off
before she wasn't in the crib, left them in the hole.
I said, what you're doing?
She said, I don't want to bring these clothes into my crib.
No, that's because they violated.
They didn't let me come home the day I was supposed to come home.
And then they wouldn't let me.
I had like that Tom Ford boots at the crate.
They wouldn't let me wear my outfit.
They literally approved my clothes.
And then it was time for me to leave.
because there was so much media out there,
they was like, oh, we don't want people to think
that this is what it is in here
and they literally made me leave in my same greens.
Initially, though, they did the bullshit, so check it.
I launched the whole family up there, a mother, my family,
anybody.
We went up there deep.
We had the farming cars, anything.
Making the movie.
My wife's been going seven years.
Yeah, we got to make sure she right.
So this is the day she'd get out.
We've been waiting for this day forever.
So we out there in front of the facility
and they never let her out.
I was key block.
We out there for hours and hours.
We're like, what's going on?
So anybody leave.
I get on the phone, I start calling the lawyers, calling anybody.
I ain't really getting no answers.
Because he never listened to me the whole time.
Every time something happened to me and Jay, he's like, I'm calling a lawyer.
Like, they mean nothing in here.
Because they got their own lawyers in there.
Get all my nerves.
I'm calling the lawyer.
But look at the second shit, though.
Look at the second shit.
She mapped her whole shit out, like she said, the Tom Ford outfit and anything.
When they got on the phone with me, do you know they told me, they said she can't walk out of here like that.
We don't want, you know, they didn't want people to see her walking out there with her head up, proud.
They weren't a lot.
They tried to take it.
They literally told me that.
They said, yo, come get your wife, but you got to come by yourself.
The next day.
Man, nigga.
Where's drawn?
I ain't gonna lie I did it, though.
I wanted to get her to fuck about it.
You're fucking right.
I'd add anybody around the caller.
Oh, man.
Soon as she came out.
Fuck you.
You know.
She maxed out.
Fuck you, Wharton!
I never drove that fast.
I actually didn't max out.
Oh, you didn't.
All right.
I just shut the fuck up.
They had me a post release the whole five.
Like, they didn't.
literally the whole five years I had a curfew from day one to the last day of the fifth
year like I had well actually towards the end I kind of fake caught another case so I had an
ankle bracelet on but um yeah they had to cut that well we never even knew about that
no you know about you probably just forgot I tried to get sued somebody ended up with a black
eyes oh yeah right the bitch what like but before we go any further I'm smoking pussy
Did I say that again?
I'm smoking pussy charms.
And who on that?
Uh, Remy.
I came bearing gifts.
I bought them.
Yes, she did.
She bought me a strain and it, because I, you know, I was like, I eat there to tell her,
she's some ducking.
She might sock me like she did the bitch.
It's fire or not?
It's fire.
What was it about?
You're telling me when I opened that bag of a book, well, you got some good shit.
Listen, listen, but the design is just like...
Yes, the design.
I actually sat with my friend Flo, she owns Coco Nugs.
It's like the...
It looks like chocolate.
Well, it looks like weed buds, but it's actually chocolate.
Out in Cali.
And we sat down and thought of it, like the...
From the picture, we was Googling down to putting the jury on it.
Then I'm like, okay, I want the...
If it's pussy charms, the inside of the bag, got to be pink.
Like, I want the inside of the bag, pink.
I want to open in the middle.
Like, it was a lot of things that went into,
And then we put it together, we sent it over, over the waters,
waited a couple of weeks, and it was up from there.
I know it's a lot of weed strains out there, but this is the best.
So I like me.
So Friday's going to me leaving, I was like the female snoodoo.
Like, I was the one that, like, I remember the day,
I was probably still in high school.
I was like, I'm never smoking garbage weed ever again.
Like, this is just never happening.
So I was the one, like, when I, I remember when I used to run into math and reading them,
they'd see me in the Bahamas.
Like, I didn't care where I was like, me, the risk of going.
Going to jail was not greater than the risk of me being somewhere without weed.
So, like, I always had the bud.
I know what the fuck you're talking about.
Look at that little girl.
I know what the fuck you're talking about.
That's him.
Like, you're like, yeah.
But if I don't, if I go over there with no weed, it's going to be really bad.
So, like, I was the one that always had the bud.
They used to run down to me.
Oh, Ram, I know you got it.
You know what I don't.
Like, so when it came to me with the weed situation, I was like, I cannot have, I cannot
not have the fire.
That is very, very important to me.
Even though now the crazy shit, because they had me in cage so long,
my tolerance is different.
I can't even smoke how I used to smoke.
Like, I literally have somebody that gets me haze.
Like, I'm a fan of Hayes.
So I get somebody that gets me.
She got this good shit.
She wants that old shit.
I got something in my bag.
I'm going to give you some of my shit.
Give me some of that old shit.
She won 2,004 a week, but she got this good shit.
She got this 20, 23.
That great shit.
If I'm walking around and I'm sitting here with y'all, I'll do haze.
If I'm in the house, I know I'm not going to go nowhere.
Then I'm, then we can do pussy charms.
Me personally.
This is you going to put you down.
But you experienced smokers, you know, y'all want to put your chombolemy.
Now, I see you got Chrome 23.
How did that come about?
How did that come about?
Because first of all, you, you know, you wasn't playing no game when you first came
in the game.
Wait, hold on, hold on.
Before she came in, but when we go to the brother, she bought his jackets to.
Yeah.
Yeah, I mean, she laced us.
You see what's going on.
That's what?
I was super excited about this.
100% will.
100% of the...
Soon again, put the shit on.
He said,
this shit heavy, too.
That's shit heavy,
they're cheap shit,
no,
Daniel Levers,
who makes everybody's leathers and furs.
He got the real deal.
He did all my varsity jacket.
All my hats is from New Era.
She's not point.
I'm very big on,
like, if you're going to have a product,
I want it to be able to wear it.
Like, you can have to like to my logo.
Like, I wanted to be able to,
be something that I would wear regular like when people give me something they got that big
stupid logo like where am I going with this like it has to make sense and I put all of that
and so what I do but as far as let's create in the the battle league it came from a place where
one of my close friends she's a battle rapper what's my name um miss hustle miss hustle she's a battle rapper
and um we used to talk a lot I was to go to her battles I watched it I come from battle rap
from those that don't know and I didn't understand
how women were doing so good
in hip hop, like right now
it's probably like the best time ever
for female rappers. Ever.
Ever in life.
No, I absolutely played a part in that.
Absolutely.
You know what y'all did for female rappers, though?
Female rappers used to have to be a part of a click
to get on.
Yeah, now you can just be you.
Y'all came in, and when y'all came in,
y'all was so hot that
y'all made motherfuckers say,
okay I'm gonna pay attention to what she got to say
I'm gonna pay attention
when Kim had to have a click
Foxy Brown was with some niggas
with Jade affirmed
you was with fat Joe
just look at all the women they always
had some connection to some type of
nigga that was popping
now they don't need that
because y'all knocked the walls then
I like what you just said it's a lot of value to people
from our era a lot of people don't know that
what you just said for us we got that experience
and each one teach one stuff like that
is why there's so much value in people
from our era. Right. But what
I was saying is, all right,
boom, we changed the trajectory of how things
are playing out for females and hip hop.
Most highest paid
tours, record sales,
everything. Endorsement,
sponsorships. Why wasn't that
transitioning over into battle rap? Like, in battle rap,
you'll have, like, one of the biggest,
hottest dudes in battle rap might get somewhere
near $100,000 for a battle
where the biggest female
in it might have cracked
10,000.
Right.
10,000.
That's like, to me, that pay gap is wild crazy, especially considering that had I not had the
opportunities that I had, that could have been me.
I'd have been a chick, dumb nights, could write, say, whatever, and I think you're trying to,
nah, we're not doing that.
I need, we run in somebody's son.
Like, this is just not going to work.
So I was like, all right, boom, I'm going to start my own league.
I mapped it out, came up with an idea.
I wanted a name first.
I was like, I want a name that means something.
So, chromosome 23 is, for those that don't know, it's the chromosome in your DNA that
determines whether you're a male or a female.
And I'm like, chromosome 23 sound a little scientific.
I'm like, chrome 23 sound crazy because it's going to be like, no, it's different ways
that you can play with it.
I came up with the name.
I made an LLC, I made an I-N-C, S-Corps, but I did all of that.
I took some bread from my account, put it into that account, and I just started calling
people, y'all.
I'm going to try to get you in this car.
I'll try to get you in this matchup.
I did that first, my first card, crazy.
I had High 97 pretty much running through their live stream.
So we had, I don't know, three, four million people tuned in for like seven, eight hours straight.
It went great.
As the year went by, I just started it last year as the year went by.
I'm like, damn, why is it that when, you know, these other leagues throw a battle and they got all guys on it?
Like, they packed the building, they pay for you in that business, right?
Well, they was like, what am I doing wrong?
Like, why are they not attracted to these women?
So I made sure that I invested in hair and makeup, like wardrobe.
I'm out there, styling everybody.
But then it still wasn't working.
I'm like, all right, cool.
So I came out.
I was like, you know what I'm going to do?
I'm going to pick some of the hottest males, make them one battle, give them the main event,
and then I'm going to put all the chicks that I think is fire on the undercard.
Right.
It's been great ever since.
It's been crazy.
Right.
Like, it's been crazy ever since.
And I think, I think for you to be a successful.
you know, rap league,
you've got to concentrate on everything.
The guy's got to get the same opportunity as to women.
You know what I mean?
They have to. You can't be just all female or male.
You got to do both.
Because what you're saying is, you know,
with the other rap leagues,
you're not seeing the women get the same opportunity as the men.
So when you come in, you lean towards the women,
but you also get them in the same opportunity as well.
You know what I mean?
So that it could be, no, this shit is equal.
But what was so crazy,
it's not just battle rap
because now I am still who I am.
So I could take them up to Joe Buttons.
I could go to Hollywood and sit there with Jason Lee.
I could call up TMZ and be like,
yo, I got this big event coming
or Rolling Stone is doing the art of core or whatever.
So I definitely use my Remy Mindness
and steer it where I needed to be steered.
But I feel like since in the one year that I've been here,
what? I said somebody that I shouldn't talk about.
No, you said you could talk about anybody,
but you just said anybody about a million dollars a guy.
You come here too, God-dabbit.
This is my first time here.
This is my first time here.
You could have been trying to get this here for a while.
Absolutely.
The invitation been extended for a while.
But I definitely feel like all of the things that is me is changing things.
And like most situations, people don't really like when things change or things is different.
But, yeah, Chrome 23 is not going anywhere.
You know what I like, what I like that you're doing is, and I need to say this,
there's a lot of solid people that was in the industry.
Everybody from back in the day, you've got a lot of good people that went through this industry
that might have got them wrong, solid, that got great relationships.
I like the fact that you're building a new company and you're picking up the phone.
It's so many people that's afraid to pick up the phone and connect with their resources.
I'm talking about it's a lot of money on the table.
Like, you know what I mean?
Like, you even look at your husband.
You know, he over there to hit a hip hop at Tune Corps right now.
You know what I mean?
You got Chrome 23
You got the weed
Y'all got a bunch of shit
Going on
You've been in movies
You've been in movies
You've got a new album
You're working on
So it's like
Man listen
If you're breathing
You still got a shot
Especially if you was a solid
motherfucker
Right
You know
You got a lot of pieces
of shit
That was out here
You got a lot of
And you know
Me and your husband
talked about
How you know
Coming through the system
A lot more people
would be in position
from yesterday
But it was a lot of niggas
Blocking
It was a lot of niggas
Hating
It was a lot of
Usory
It was a lot of
That's why a lot of times you young people be mindful of these old niggins that y'all be hearing on these podcasts and all this that acting like they're giving up game.
When you Google them and go back, you can't get nobody game today if you fuck people over yesterday.
You can't be on it until I'm giving up game.
It decided, nigga, why you ain't tell nobody about contracts back then when you had niggas and slave deals?
So be wary of these old niggas that y'all be watching.
You know, these two dudes, all the methods right here, they didn't see some fucked up shit from people that's rolling around now.
They can rebrand themselves like they really give a fuck about the kids.
culture, but they
was raping motherfucklers.
That's one of the things that I make
move up to the mic. That's real shit.
That's one of the things that I make a priority
even when I'm dealing with the artist that
I do with my batter rap league, like as far
as taxes.
Like, no one tells you about that.
Taxes. Like this, knocking on your door, acting crazy.
I'm telling them about taxes. I'm telling them about
investing. I'm telling them about ownership
and things like that.
And sometimes
in business, it doesn't really work.
But to me, I'm going to always be an artist first.
Right.
Like, yes, I'm a league owner.
Yes, I have all these different companies,
but I know how it is to be artists.
I know how it is to be fucked over.
I know how it is to want to move a certain way.
You can't move because somebody got a piece of black and white saying,
you can't do that because we don't want you to do that.
Not because it's for your best interest, but because they can't.
They got to call somebody else to get approved for you to move.
So I never liked that.
Like, when I came in, I was doing a freestyle over here,
a song with this person, song with that person.
When I got my first deal and it's like, oh, wait, I can't do the song.
Or, hey, you can't do this song.
We ain't approved a video.
Like, I remember when I did the feel so good record with Neal,
when I did feel so good with Neil,
Neo didn't even have a record deal yet.
He was just literally in the studio,
writing for people doing whatever.
By the time my record came out,
and he had a deal like Jeff, death jam.
And they wouldn't approve of it.
It's my single, it's a big record.
They wouldn't approve him to shoot the video.
Like, that's when I first, I think that was like my first taster,
like, oh, they are some bullshit.
Yeah.
This is crazy.
And I could help you really go to the next,
that fuck's your money up.
But, but in the long run, I look at it like this.
it like this, I look at, like, I remember saying girl when I was young, like, I remember
running around saying, like, I look at the people that thought they was above me at that time
and then I look at it now, like, I wouldn't trade my life for these shit ever, like, ever,
like a lot of times people come into this game, they go from here and they shoot right up
and they think that that's what it is.
But from being around people like, my brother, Fat Joe, I tell them all the time,
Like, he thinks it, he uses it all the time.
But I'm like, yo, one day he's having the conversation.
I'm like, yo, you came in in 93.
Like, I've seen the people that was next to you or that was past you.
They don't have teeth.
Right.
They look crazy.
They're still wearing really, really wide-legged baggy jeans.
Like, they're not doing great.
So I'd rather have this career that does this than this.
Yeah.
Just to add on to what while I was saying,
that's a fact which you was talking about how like a lot of people be blocking and shit be real
political and that actually stops a lot of dudes like us from growing like it's it's real um
i had i had that experience with even with like djs you know what i'm saying envy and i got a lot
of respect for envy because he actually admitted it on the breakfast club you can rewind the tape
he said on camera like yo oh i wouldn't play pat record back then because he was k slate artist
rest and peace of my brother k slyleck you know what i'm saying and a lot of people felt like that
A lot of shit, little sucker shit like that went on.
You know what I mean?
I heard Gil speak about some of his experiences, you know what I mean?
And I salute y'all, you know what I mean?
But, bro, I had a lot of bullshit like that put in my way, man.
So don't ever think when you see an artist speaking about being blocked
in the music business that is a game.
Yeah, it's all fun and jokes.
Because some people use it as an excuse for not being successful.
But it's a small amount of us.
Niggas was really in fear, and they stood in our way.
And I'm going to say this is a drama.
I'm one of them individuals.
But I still found my way, though.
See, I ain't stopping nothing.
Shout up to DJ Drama.
He came on a million dollars' worth a game and said, oh, yeah, Gillie was on the blackball list.
But that was just one of five people that came on here.
And I'm going to say this.
Admitted that I was on the list.
And I'm going to say this.
One time we had a clip go viral, and I'm going to put some understanding to it.
And Gil said, man, we get money with the white people.
And the reason he said that is because they know, as a lot of people in industry know,
a lot of times us black folk, what we do is we are staying in between the money,
try to middleman some shit and say, you know what?
Papoos, Remmy mom.
Somebody didn't want to do a TV show for y'all.
They got, you know, they got 20 M's for y'all.
They're not going to come and just bring that and say, I get a little fee.
They're going to come and say, listen, man, we went through this show, man.
I got 1.5.
We're going to bless y'all, this and third.
Boom, boom, boom.
And they're like, all right, cool.
They try to get them to sign them, middleman and shit, block this money.
And we and me and get in the scene situations like that.
So when we say we get money with the white people, because the white people come in direct.
They're not playing no games.
They're going to cash you to fuck out.
and they're going to measure your value from here to three years from now,
two years from now,
and they're going to sock it to your pocket like a rocket.
They're not going to see Papoose and Remy and be like,
oh, man, y'all doing your thing, y'all the shit, man.
Keep doing it.
Nigger, you're in position.
Why, it be the shit?
What's up?
Let's just tell the truth, man.
Out of all the companies we was dealing with
when we was resigning, shout out to Amazon.
Shout to Spotify.
Shout out to Spotify.
Shout out the bar stool.
When the black company came in,
they offered us 40 times less than what the fuck we were
no 60 times
60 times less than what we were from us
and said that shit like they was don't
we're going to offer y'all this
what nicks
that shit was a joke
that's what wrong with you man
I mean you know you you got
you got fucked up people man
and all different I mean walks of life
unfortunately you know what I mean you
definitely got some time for me it'd be niggas
right
You definitely got, well, I'm going to tell you like this.
You definitely got some motherfuckers on that side of the fence, you know what I mean,
who will do some bullshit too.
Yeah, I got your own experiences.
I mean, I respect what y'all went through, you know what I mean?
Because, like I said, we all, we all been through child and tribulations and this shit.
So we got to speak off that.
Experience is the teacher.
Experience is the teacher.
So you got to go off of that.
When I think of all the people, my list of people that have fucked me over,
they're all different because shit look like a rainbow.
I can't even pinpoint me.
I don't look like a rainbow though
Because most of the time my business right
So when my business right
I don't end up doing no business with the niggas
Because they don't want to do right business
But what happened with a lot of times in this industry
Especially like with me
I started when I was young
I was still in high school
So I was able to see different things
From when I first started
To when I knew a little bit
To what I knew what I know now
When I first met Steve Rifkin
and when I was in high school when I first met Pond
like it would be crazy
I'd probably be Amazon
Like you know what it is too
It's a difference between nigger and black
No it's between niggas and black people
But I say that all the time huh
I fuck with black folks
It's a difference between nigger and nigger
You got to understand right
When they threw us in that cell
Get in that cell, nigga
Yeah that's a difference
When they murdered us die nigger
We ain't talk about that one
But let me elaborate
So then you got
You got house niggas, right?
And then you got field niggas.
Now, you look at our generation, we flip that shit
that to the point where we're like, you know what?
That's my nigger.
It's a term of endemic.
Those type of individual, that's where I come from.
That's what I grew up with.
Those are solid, you know what I mean?
Real people who are going to make sure you good.
Nah, it's the bag over here for Gil.
It's a bag for ball.
Hold on, open that door.
Show up.
Now, the house niggas, those are the ones that's going to do the sucker shit
that you're talking about.
So it's just like, it's a separation.
Like, oh, you know what I mean?
But you know what?
This is what I want to know from you.
When was it in your career you were trying to go?
Did you peep that shit?
And was at a moment where you was beat down
when you was like,
did you feel defeated?
And what made you keep going to still be here?
Because you're still here amongst all the bullshit.
But was it that moment where you was like,
and you realized that, yo, is this shit really happening?
In my city in New York?
I was fucked up.
It fucked me up mentally.
Because anybody who know my history
I know how I came up
I came up standing on the front line
when Sean Bell got shot
You know what I'm saying 50 shots
I came up
Al Sharpton Norman used to call me
When things happened
And went out there fighting for the people
But it hurts your heart
Like even when my wife got in her situation
When I circle back
You know what I mean
Because a lot of people lied in her situation
They lied to understand all that
When her situation happened
And the newspapers was attacking me
For no reason every other day
They was just doing sucker shit
I went to visit my wife.
I had my fucking keys.
They said, oh, yeah, the handcuffed key.
You tried to break out, wedding can't sue.
When they was doing suckers shit to me like that,
I circled back to all the same people
who I stood on the front line with.
And I didn't get no calls back.
I ain't get no assistance.
Right.
I ain't get no help.
Y'all don't call me to be the voice for y'all
when I was at the peak of my career.
You know what I'm saying?
Now that I needed a little assistance,
nobody got back to me,
nobody supported me.
So that broke my heart for a second in that aspect.
But as far as the music side,
you know, I came straight off the street.
I was young.
I had that street mentality
and it was like, okay,
those is hating on me
so now I'm gonna react
and I kind of dug a deeper hole
with that like we spoke about earlier
who told you everybody was pussy though
they triggered you
hold up who told you everybody's pussy
She crazy
All the niggas that you think is real
Who told you that?
No, who told you?
Who I said, I remember when you first
I sat and then I said like name
all the rappers that you think is real
and I will tell who?
No, he's pussy
I said he'll get smacking him back of his head
and he didn't say now he walked
That was Gil to me.
Gil was good to me that game.
Oh, he's the worst.
She schooled me.
She was here before me, so she, I thought this shit was real.
You thought everything was real.
I thought this shit was real.
I thought this shit.
I thought this shit.
And that's what fucked me up, because I'm like, okay, niggas is on some street shit.
So we're gonna get on some street shit.
What happened?
I'm like, well, yeah, you can come in here.
He's gonna call the cops on you.
Wait, who, oh, please leave them a super cop callers.
Like, he didn't listen to him.
See, my biggest, my big, when I look back, one of my biggest problems was, I didn't grow up a rapper.
So I didn't give a fuck about no rappers
I didn't have cable TV
I'd never seen rap videos
So whereas though
Every nigga that I rap we grew up a rapper
We get in a room with niggas they like damn
That's such and such something like man
Nicka corny and shit
We gotta rob the shit out of this nigga
Like that's how I'm thinking
I was not in awe with no rapper
I would have been like that if I seen Michael Jordan
Oh shit
Diggled George
Dr. Jay
So for me it was like
niggas was corny
man
I'm just keeping it real
you'll get around
niggas
and you're like
so
see with me
it was like
and when you don't stroke
niggas
oh that they
that'll get you black
I'm a girl right
but I tell people
all the time
I'm not doing it though
I don't bend the rules
but I see niggins
flocking around
niggas
and I'm like
I'm not doing that man
I'm over here with it man
and they're mad at you
and they're mad at you
I'm not doing that
Now they're mad at you.
I'm over here.
I'm like,
now I can't do this type of shit.
I'm not doing that.
I've been in them events, bro.
I've never been no professional dick host.
I don't hold no niggas dick up, man.
Yeah, true fact.
But I'm not doing that.
I'm a girl.
But I also tell people like I'm the realest nigga that a lot of people have met before I
grew up around nothing but real niggas.
Like all the guys that I go up with,
they're in jail with a gazillion years,
they're dead or they're like, like,
that's just how I grew up.
So I know how people are supposed to move.
Like you asked that Joe he tell you a time
He tells you a time like yo most of the stuff you got into
Because Remba's in the back like yo y'all don't let the niggas get away with that
Because the niggas I go away
Put the niggas in the house before I'm just like
The battery and niggas back
Oh the niggas is like I'm just like the niggas that I grew
Because the niggas told me from me like yo
The niggas you can't bring them niggas because they had to
I used to have to cause with me
Like bram we can't eye cool
So if I'm with y'nikas we're doing
Right
They're getting bunk beds and ICU or nah
What's what's happening
So niggas was on go
So when I see certain shit, by time it took me,
no amount of time, it was like, oh, this shit beat.
This shit just rap.
So when he came and I'm sitting there talking like, we started out,
we was friends.
I just be sitting there like, I promise you, it's just worse.
Listen to me.
Please don't set yourself up.
By time he realized it, I was like, told you.
It was too late.
Because you got to understand.
Hell, never.
I came fresh off the sidewalk.
I know.
So I'm like, yo, listen, man, if I ain't play with none of these niggas in the street,
I'm damn sure not playing with these industry.
You know what I'm saying?
But I thought it was going to be love.
I'm like, yo, I'm nice.
I know how to rap.
It's going to be love.
I got a deal now.
They're going to support me.
And I'm going to see these niggas.
I'm hitting Slay.
I'm like, yo, Slate.
Hold on, you work at the station.
So that means, I'm good now.
I'm going to go.
He's like, nah, fuck them niggas.
We don't need them niggas.
I'm only on one night a week.
I'm like, what you mean?
We don't need these niggas.
We need these nigg.
They don't need me day.
So I'm going to run down to try to get support and I'm getting resistance.
I'm saying, I'm like, damn.
So it took me a long time.
But why the niggas was mad, though,
because with that one night a week,
I ended up getting a $1.5 million record deal,
which was a lot at that time.
We did that shit with one night on the radio,
you know what I'm saying, without support.
Eventually, niggas started fucking with me
because they realized they didn't have no choice.
But, bro, I got a lot of hate.
But at the time, it was a bunch of DJs.
See, I'm going to keep it all the way real, too.
This kind of, this kind of fucking.
shit up too.
A bunch of DJs
had rappers. So you
had like, let me see if I remember this right.
Like Green Lantern had somebody.
Eventually he didn't.
Uncle murder, it wasn't, or somebody?
Okay.
Kay Slay had Papoose.
DJ Clue.
Fat.
Have fad. Right?
A couple other
DJs in New York had rappers.
So now
it's like, it's a battle.
And niggas. It's like, okay, he
hot, but I'm playing my artist
because I'm trying to get money now.
You feel what I'm saying? This is
bigger than just putting the artist on and playing
hot records. No, this is actually my artist.
I'm trying to turn this into some money.
So if I touch Papu's shit,
it's going to be, all right, get that shit out of here.
Oh, new such and such.
Boom.
The same thing
Kay Slay was doing for you. You feel
what I'm saying? If he's going to touch somebody's shit,
that shit will be
jik-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-h.
Get that shit out of here.
New Pampoos, oh my God.
You know, you know Slay was a lot different, though.
Slay wanted them, you know.
You know what I mean, he don't give a fuck who you is.
If you're nice, listen.
Slay going to fuck with you.
You go walk in the Slay.
Slay going to fuck with you if you're nice.
I'm not like you sit here and tell her lie, bro.
He was dragging it with you to the point that he was getting in the mind.
Nah, no, no, he was one of my haters.
No, no, he was one of my haters.
She was one of my haters.
Nah, nah, nah, nah, no, no, no, hold on this in his back.
She was one of my haters.
Slay was one of those guys.
She was one of those guys.
He played you 86 times to the road,
Dave was one of my haters.
Tell the truth.
He played you 86 times to the road.
I was the nicest nigger.
I was the nicest nigger.
That shit was more than it.
Nah, son, that wasn't what the part.
I'm going to tell you the difference.
I'm going to break it down for you, Gil.
Fab and Clue came way before me.
Yeah, they did.
You know what I'm saying?
When I came and what me and Slate did,
I would impact, that's why all them other niggas started getting audited.
Because they're seeing, oh, this shit is really reacting.
You got to understand.
This is Kay Slade model.
He don't give a fuck.
You just came out the penitentiary or you rap.
All right, I'm going to give you one shot.
After that one shot, if you don't capitalize off it and that shit don't connect,
it's on you.
You're out of here.
I'm not going to be sitting here playing this every week.
See, the difference with me was when he gave me that one shot, I ran with it.
He's seen the burrow behind me.
He's seen the movie.
So my shit was all authentic.
I won't.
I earned my love.
You know what I'm saying.
So that's why he consistently fucked with me and eventually sign me.
You got to understand.
I got signed a slave by aggressively going to the radio.
I stood in front of the radio station and waited for him.
And I'm saying, I got in the situation, I was on rank of silent, and long story short,
I looked around, I said, yo, the only thing beneath being incarcerated is being dead.
You got to wait, you ask for permission to use the phone.
You got to, I got a visit.
I had to switch into the fucking visit clothes.
The shit smelled horrific in that motherfucker.
I'm like, man, when I get about it here, I'm going to take this music serious.
I heard this nigga on the radio, and he was doing some shit that I ain't seen done ever.
I've been a student in the hip hop since I was a little nigger.
He was playing new niggas on the radio.
I said, when I get out of here, I'm going to go meet that nigger.
I ain't hustling no more.
I ain't doing none of that shit.
He was mad at me.
I came home, bro.
I recorded seven songs.
I made my CD.
I went in the motherfucking encyclical.
Yellow pages because we didn't have motherfucking Google and all that shit then.
I found the address to Hot 97, 395 Hudson, and I wasn't stood in front of the radio.
That nigga, Slade came down.
I said, yo, my name is Papoose, man.
He said, all right, I kept moving.
I went back to the hood.
Y'all will be on the radio.
Let's listen.
I said, fuck, I'm gonna go back next week.
I went back next week, waited for him again.
I did that shit again.
Yo, my name, Pat Poulson.
Same shit, bro.
I run back to the hood.
He ain't played my shit again.
I said, next week, when I go up there, bro,
I'm gonna wait at the station.
That way, if this nigga don't play my shit,
you're gonna have to tell me why I ain't play my shit.
So I'm waiting.
I'm in the car.
I'm listening to shit.
He's going off at 2 o'clock.
It's like 150 something.
I said, damn, he ain't play my shit yet.
He's screaming the number to the radio on the air.
I said, fuck it.
I'm gonna call up.
I called up.
Your nigga picked up.
I said, yo, what's up?
You, soon as you heard my voice, he knew who I was.
He said, yo, listen, man, everybody can't be a rapper.
Some people got to be a fireman.
I said, oh, shit.
Why me and him going back and forth on the phone,
the shit comes through the airwaves?
So he didn't even know for me.
Nick, I made it.
I just was having a conflict with the nigga
that was on the air.
But at the same time, I'm like,
then he tried to play me.
He come down, I'm waiting for him.
I'm like, it's up for this nigga.
He comes down, we and him going straight at each other.
And when that happened
The nigger who was with him
Took my CD
He was like
Yo, I got you
For some reason
I believed that nigga
I broke out
I'm back in the hood
I'm in the situation
When I'm about to throw my life away
You know what I'm saying
Like I just got out
A bad situation at a funeral
And as I'm peeling off
Because my number was on the CD
My phone ring
I picked the phone up
It was Kay Slay
He said yo man
You on the radio next week
I went up there
Prodigy
You know all them niggas
And peace prodigue
I wrapped on the ear
The rest was history for me bro
But I only tell you that story
to say that I earned my love, you know what I'm saying?
I had a, I had an, she could tell you, I had an army behind me, not just because I was
a rap nigger who was, and niggas wanted to eat off her, because I was a real nigger
and niggis knew, even though he a real nigger, this nigger rap his ass, and they wanted
to see me win.
So it's different.
It's different what Slave was doing for me than what the other niggas was getting done, because
my shit was resurrecting in the penitentiary.
I was doing lower library, politicians was calling me, I was torn overseas with no deal.
I went three years with Slade with no deal.
Niggas thought I was on.
I ain't had no deal.
Niggas was blocking me.
You know what I'm saying?
So it was a little different for me.
I'm going to say this.
I'm so fucking glad you told that story
in this day and time.
Because people don't know the blessings that they got
that they could just upload something
and their life can change.
The consistency and the determination
that you had, that was in winners.
And a lot of people in this time,
a lot of the kids, a lot of,
and even some of the people from our generation
adapted to this new mindset
of right now.
I need it right now.
It's a microwave generation.
You know how many people
after that phone call,
after he didn't play him the first down
would have went back to the hood.
Man, that nigga hating on me.
Fucked that.
Everybody hating on somebody
if they don't get you Instagramification.
Or if they don't support
what you want immediately.
Fuck what I got going on.
I just got to jump.
You just said, I went back.
I went back.
I went back.
I went back.
I even got a little thing with him.
I called.
You didn't give up.
That's what, y'all.
People don't understand.
If you ain't go to New York
back in the day,
wherever he was from, you wasn't getting the fuck-off.
You know, Walo, I ain't had nothing else to do.
I ain't had nothing else to do.
Yo, Walo, I ain't had nothing else to do, bro.
I don't understand niggas that go to jail and keep going back.
I only need to be on ragged sound in two weeks.
I said, yo, man.
I said, if this going to be my future.
I'm glad you mentioned how long ago.
I said it.
Oh, yeah.
Oh, I was 1695.
I ain't need it.
I need to keep going back.
When I was in there, I said, yo, this is my future.
This is my future.
Don't fucking do us like that.
that that shit was the longest 10 fucking days.
Act like we did something wrong for not getting caught.
Together, their whole bit is like a month.
It's like a month.
You're fucking right.
But I'm going to say this to the young people out there.
I ain't going to front, man.
The day and jail is too much, especially when you can be out here living in the life.
You know, it's just too much because it's like, you know, it's so much to live for.
And everybody on this couch right now, no, we didn't have no fucking satellite in our pockets.
So the opportunities you have to get a job, to start a company, do whatever.
You, like, a motherfucker
upload a song a day
and be a millionaire next month
You ain't just hear me say I use the yellow pages
You don't look a nigga up
They don't know what the yellow pages is
That's Google now
iPhone
That's Google now yellow pages
Look at this type
I want to go in
Yellow pages like
They don't even know
They used to come to your house
once a year
And they had every restaurant
The banks
The lawyers
And you, alphabetical order
You had
He went through there
And found the station
And went up there
That shit crazy man
Yeah man
It's real shit
I ain't had no option
bro
When I seen how niggas
living in there. I'm like, I'm doing all this hustling and all this shit. This is my
future. Nah, I got to go do that rap shit, bro. I got to take it serious, though. And I took
that, I was selling my CD's $5, bro. At the car wash, everywhere I went. My homie starts
selling them, taking their little cutting and giving me my bread. Right. You know what I'm
saying? So, first of all, man, before we go any further, I want to get your flowers, man.
Gotcha. Because, you know, you know. Thank you, bro. It's always the opposite way
a nigga go to jail when a woman hold him down. Yeah, that's major, bro. You know what I mean?
you never, never see it the other way around
with a female go to jail and a nigger hold her down.
And I got to say this.
I've never seen that in my life.
You never see that.
I mean, I'm never listening to you ever met.
Okay.
I knew you was threatening him over the phone.
Don't come to about you.
You'd be out there and goofy, you're going to get no money, nigga.
I'm going to run you off the block.
You know, my nigger who was doing a gazillion years came home.
Yo, Wado.
He sent him through the house.
You could test him if you.
And both of y'all could vouch for this, bro.
Growing up in the hood, they always tell us,
yo, man, bitches ain't shit.
If you ever get locked up, you know what I'm saying?
They ain't going to hold you down.
All that shit, right?
But I'll tell you this.
When I used to go visit her, bro,
that motherfucking visiting the floor,
because she's in the maximum facility.
It's all females.
All women didn't visit.
Hold on, I'm ain't going to get to that yet.
When I used to go to Raggers Island
and visit my homies, right?
It's fucking women up there in the snow.
They push the strollers.
I don't care.
They're fighting to get in that, bro.
They're getting in that motherfucker.
They're getting there with the baby.
started going to visit her, bro, we're the only one on the visit the floor.
The whole shit empty.
That shit taught me, and y'all say, yo, these bitches don't support.
They won't ever hold you.
Them niggas are the real bitches.
Because y'all say the women don't hold us down, but why the male facility is full of visits
with women and babies and the female facility is mothers, grandmas.
Y'all not even visiting them, bro.
I was the only, me and two other niggas, we know each other.
We're the only ones who was visiting our ladies, you know what I'm saying?
So that shit taught me a lot, too.
And you gotta give your flowers for that
because like that's why y'all
you could just like
just your energy being around
you can tell y'all shit is just so strong
on a real organic real level
this ain't got nothing to do on Instagram
this before all this shit
this was work
and I want to just give y'all props
and salute y'all because
people got to learn in relationships
to start doing the work all for social media
y'all ain't grow up in like everybody
everybody
outlook of a healthy relationship
is some shit they don't on social media
but the work y'all did all
them visits, them phone calls,
to write in the letters,
they're really loving each other
when nobody looking,
when the cameras ain't there.
Like, everybody's life
with all around this.
That's real shit.
Like a motherfucker.
You know what you're saying?
It's in every relationship, though.
It's not even just like in.
Friendships, family.
Yo, people really, I've lost relationships.
That's some real shit.
You ain't post me.
I don't, when people die,
I don't be posting it.
I think the only person I might have posted
was DMX.
my grandmother
like I'm not posting like when something
somebody that's closely that I love
it doesn't my first thing like oh let me post
about it like it never occurs to me
birthday Joe it's my birthday
you know the only person that
every year like presses me
be like yo Joe Joe you know me
you know I'm like sis you got a leg right now
much you're like he don't care he's gonna press me
all day until I post I'd be like all right I love fat Joe
he's my brother's his birthday go go whatever
but besides him like I feel like a lot of people
they feel like if it didn't happen
on social media, it didn't happen.
Like, well, you ain't posted.
It's okay for the fact that I called you this morning.
9.30.
Happy birthday, yeah, man.
What's you doing today?
None of that matter.
None of that matter.
None of that matter.
Fuck the cash yet.
Fuck the call.
Just post you on social media.
I'm the total opposite.
Like me, like I literally,
my friend Judeo, she curses me all the time.
Her and my daughter,
they be like, yo, you got,
man, fire, why you don't post it?
Like, I'm not a, I come from wherever where that'll get you dead.
Like, like, not in the guilt.
That'll get you dead.
Like, I don't want people to know where I'm at.
I'm not going live where I'm somewhere.
Like, even when people ask me for pictures, a lot of times, like, oh, she, she ain't shit
acts or take a picture fuck up.
Like, no, because you're going to post this.
I don't want nobody know where I'm at.
I don't want to post where I'm here.
Right.
Like, I don't know.
I don't feel like I have any major beef like that right now.
But I don't know how people feel.
Right.
You don't know what, or even people.
People just, that'd be wanting to run into you.
I don't want them to be like, oh, that's what she had going over there now.
Like, no, I don't like it.
I don't like being on live.
I don't like posting where I'm at.
And then there's certain moments that I just have.
Like, I go to concerts.
I like going to concerts.
I've been doing concerts my whole life, but a lot of them I watch from backstage.
I watch from the side of stage.
So now, whenever I have it, I buy tickets.
I want to watch the concert.
I don't want to watch it through my phone.
They be like, yo, you got video?
No, I don't have no video.
My phone was in my pocket.
Like, I was watching it.
I'm very asking.
very adamant about posting stuff on social media.
And I used to do it because that's what people expect you to do.
Now, I'm like, I'm not posting nothing.
I have one friend.
All the time, she's like, yo, you don't brag enough.
Like, yo, let me come to your crib and just film some shit.
You ain't using it.
And I'm just like, no, that's not me.
Like, I've never, to me, if you had to do that, you was corny.
Like, if you had it, you just had it.
If you were flawed, you was flawed.
You got the new jacket, the new, like, I literally get everything the same time
everybody else get it.
I know when it comes out, like, it's certain shoes, clothes that it didn't even hit yet,
but because we are who we are, we get it.
And I'll be watching certain people post up, like, yo, bitch, I know your box just came today
because mine just came today.
Like, you feeling so bad to be the first one to pose.
Like, to me, like, it's, I don't live like that.
Right.
And I can't, like, I haven't been able to conform to that.
Like, as far as using it for my business and stuff like that, cool.
But just me regular, like, oh, we over here, we have million dollars.
I see what it is.
People would be posting too much.
They'd have caught your license plate all the time.
You're doing too much.
You're doing too much.
See, but if you use it for positive, I fuck with it like Gil do, you know what I mean, him and
too.
He's showing that black love.
I love watching that.
I enjoy it.
But like Walo said earlier, you can't put your problems.
Muffogethers get mad at their fucking brother or their sister and they go on social media
and start shitting on them.
Let you say no, Eddie didn't loan the motherfucker a hundred thousand hours.
No, man.
I ain't got $1,500 this time.
Niggas ain't real.
You're like, damn, bro.
That's what you can tag me in.
Because I'm coming from my real name.
Nigel, where you at?
Like, I'm, that's, he'd be mad at me.
He's like, yo, why you respond?
What?
That's when you're getting me.
I'm a way to I see you.
Because it's like, I'm not going to argue with social media.
It's like, bro, why you ain't had that energy?
You ain't post nothing when I looked out at any time I sent you a
car.
Why you ain't salute me then?
Wow.
So I can't say no.
A motherfucker's saying.
Oh, Papu's got wife, the kids, bills, insurance, health care.
You got all this shit you take care as a man in today's society
when you got a bunch of motherfuckers out here, family members, friends.
They don't want to work for the lifestyle that they want to have.
They want to use your money to go out here and live a lifestyle that you're not.
You don't go party.
You don't go to Miami.
Exactly.
But they want to do that.
Even that is to a certain extent because you could give them, give them.
And it still don't be enough.
I tell Joe all the time we have that.
I be like, yo, they don't want what you give them.
They want what you got.
Like, you can give, give, give.
It's still never, it's never going to be enough.
It's never going to be enough.
They don't want what you give.
They want what you got.
It's certain people that they feel like, like, I've had to tell me, like,
yo, you think I owe you because I know you?
Like, I know her.
When the last time you're talking about?
If you didn't see me the last six months, you probably don't even know me.
I changed.
I know from high school.
We got to reintroduce ourselves.
We ain't talked in the last six months.
They got to reintroduce myself.
I didn't introduce myself.
I don't change.
I'm really not.
I'm really not.
I promise you I'm different.
And there's certain people that feel like you owe them
just because like I promise you.
I had to break it down to somebody one time.
Like it was a girl that I was locked up with
and she was telling me she was like,
yo, they'd be mad at you.
They told me like, yo, if that's your friend,
why are you working two jobs?
And I was like, wait, what?
Like, hold on.
Can I stop you real quick?
Can I stop you real quick?
Can I stop you real quick?
Anytime somebody say some dumb shit like to me,
I ain't saying,
That's some shit that they're saying.
Right.
Don't speak.
They're remix shit.
Yeah, damn, man.
I mean, damn, you know, I mean, Remy got,
Remy, your sister or Remy, your girl, she got all this money.
Why you, why you working?
Because that's your life and this is my life.
Fuck you mean.
Like, what about all of these spies?
You pulled to jump over everything you got to do for your babies,
for your husband, for your life.
You think you won't get in front of that line?
But no.
Fuck no.
My thing.
You ain't even on the line,
so that's my thing.
This one particular one, like, she, that's, that's, that's,
My dog. That's the one that when I was locked up, like, she using my numbers while I'm in, why I'm in shoe.
Like, yo, she's in shoe again. She's sitting in packages. Like, that's my girl. So she's like, she had to tell them like, yo, she got a whole family. Like, let's be realistic. Do you know how many people was before the people that I met in prison? Like, actually, I met you by accident. I wasn't supposed to meet your motherfuckus. That was a mistake. But I got my mom.
my grandmother, my sisters, my brothers, my aunts, my cousins, my other friends that I knew
with, like, you know how far down the list you are before I start paying your shit?
Right.
Like, you're crazy, but you got grown-ass men.
I have me as a woman, I have grown-ass men that really be feeling like I owe them son.
I don't know anything.
Like, actually you keep acting like I owe you something, something going to happen to me alone.
My thing is this, man.
My thing is this, bro.
I had to anybody who knew me to tell you, I had the same phone number, bro, since before I got on.
It never changed.
He's out of his mind.
Yo, bro, let me take something.
If a nigger that know me going on social media and talk about me,
you's a super bitch.
You know how to find me.
My number ever, never changed.
Hold on.
You know gravy.
There used to be with Red Cafe.
We just was on a plane with gravy today.
He gets on the plane.
He sat down first class right behind me.
He'd say, yo, what's your number?
I punch my number in his phone.
That nigger said,
nigger
you still got the
Happens to me all the time
I said nigga
I had my number for 24 years
I'm the same nigga
I ain't running from nobody
I ain't got to change
nigga
I ain't running from nobody
nigga
nigga if I want to talk to you
nigga I ain't answering
Then you go
But nigga
If this is an issue
You know how to fucking reach
But you go on social media
No but you know what?
And do that sucker shit
You know what happened?
Wait till you see me though
This is what happened
And fuck things up for me
And be sad when I see it
When I see it
When I see niggas from our generation
that Poles have been from the streets.
Well, you see, it's so-called real niggins.
I'm like, what is we doing?
Like, bro, you went on the ground.
Like, when I'm seeing street niggins trying to get clout.
Like, we never did that.
You know what it is, though, Walo?
They never were street niggins.
They got exposed.
In my heard, it was niggas who was betraying to be real
and they got their skirt lift up.
And guess what? You ain't real no more.
You never was real.
You was doing a good job front.
When the nigger go on social media
and do that shit, bro, nah.
You ain't who said you was.
Let's get the fuck out of here, man.
And at the end of the day, too, right?
My whole thing is you'd be having old niggas do some goofy shit
that wasn't doing goofy shit when they was young niggas.
It'd be like, you wasn't even this nigger when you was a young nigga.
I thought you was a smooth nigger.
I thought you was a play.
I thought you was this.
I thought you was a hustler.
I thought you was the boss.
Now the roar of the crowd is going,
and you're on social media doing dumb shit.
Doing weird shit.
And my thing is like this.
Because you don't hear the roar of the crowd no more,
So now the real you is coming out
Because see when everybody first coming to game
And that shit take off
They could play, they could be whoever they want to be
When your fans love you
You can lie to them
Tell them whatever they want to hear
You could be whoever you want to be
But then when the roar of the crowd is going
Now is you still gonna be the nigga
You said you was
Hmm
One thing any nigger know about Gilly
He always been Gilly man
Think about that
That nigger just always been gilly.
And you know what's crazy about that?
I'm going to say this to you.
All of them niggas, they got a problem with you
that might have said this about you, said that about you.
I just want to know what, that's a nigga.
Because, you know, everybody played a victim
when they don't get what they want.
They play the, the nigger magically the victim
or people the victim or I'm this, I'm depressed,
all this dumb shit.
Let me ask them a question.
Did all the motherfucker post you
when you got the position, the head of hip-hop at Tune Corps?
That's all I want to know.
Because everybody quick to say
They fuck with you
Did y'all post my
Nothing about the post
It's about did you celebrate me
Did you hit me up?
Did you celebrate?
You make history bro
You were executive now
You go
You switch the game
You really get help people now
You can get them advice about
This is what the code
This is what we need to do
We need to do this
This is gonna be better for the artist
This gonna be better for us
You know what they do in that moment
They stand down
And that's what they say
You got to watch the motherfuckers
Who stays silent
Watch them too
Because when they know
They can add on to your situation
and they do that suck of shit
and speak for itself.
Like, bro, listen, I'm going to say this.
What you did, I'm like, damn, that's major,
because you don't see too many people from hip hop
getting these executive positions
to make things better for the people
that's going to come after them
because you know all the fucked up shit
that happened to you.
Exactly, bro.
You know the shit that happened to your wife.
So now you're sitting back with her
going to be at the crib, Ian, babe, listen,
I got to do this.
What should you think about this?
She's going to give you gang.
No, could you remember this happened to me
and this happened.
I think we should do this should switch this up
or you should make this better for the artists
or they should create this little thing.
It could be one little thing
that you can change within the system
that'll be more beneficial to the artists
that's uploading their movies
that's why I'm so happy to be in this position
because going through all the shit
I went through as an artist,
shit that we were speaking about earlier
as far as Gil and a lot of situations, bro.
Some people got the mentality of,
oh, fuck that.
It was hard for me,
so these little nicks got to go through the hard way.
My mentality is, nah.
It was hard for me.
I want to make it easier for the young homies.
You understand what I'm saying?
Absolutely.
Bro, I do shit that's beyond my job.
I don't even, it's not even my job description.
Just to make it easy.
Artists will come on here, bro, and verify that.
Just to make their life easier.
I spend money out my pocket.
I'm up there having meetings about, you know, adding different budgets,
endorsement budgets.
So artists can have, you know, certain marketing.
Because I know what it's like to be an artist
and you've got to come out your pocket.
And you don't get that return.
I don't have it as bad as he did.
Sometimes somebody did some shit to me.
It was up.
She was moving out.
I'm petty, too.
Like, I'm so petty.
Like, all that's the poor shit.
That shit go hand in hand.
Like, I wait, I do summer jam.
I have a stack of tickets this odd.
This is called me like for tickets.
You got tickets?
Yep.
They're on my mental.
Go buy something.
Because when there's someone soap concert,
y'all go buy them.
They go buy them.
But because y'all know me,
y'all wait to the day before or the day of everybody.
He's over here, bless you.
He's the worst.
Yo, I start seeing beat people in my dress.
I'm like, how fuck?
They called to me.
I'm like, yeah, what the fuck?
What are you doing?
What are you doing, bro?
I look out for people.
I look up a family.
I don't care.
What's your last name is.
He's like,
I'm having to tell people like,
you're my family because that's just happened.
Like, I didn't,
nah, I didn't pick you, bro.
If I'm gonna pick that.
Obama would have been my father.
I didn't pick you.
But you know what?
As her husband, I tighten that up.
Obama would have been my father.
Beyonce would have been my sister.
I'd have had somebody like,
what?
I'd have really been sitting there.
She breaks you down to the,
I didn't pick y'all.
was formed.
Nah, because people think about it.
I've been accused a lot of times my friends,
my family members, like,
oh, you treat your friends better than your family.
It's because I fucking picked them.
I liked them.
They had to earn my trust.
They had to earn my love.
They had to earn my respect.
We have things in common.
That's why we're friends.
That's why I love them.
I didn't pick you, motherfuckers.
Y'all just fucking came.
I just woke up and y'all was yours,
my cousin.
You was my aunt.
He was my this.
She was that.
And I love our family.
I automatically, I automatically, I don't love all of them.
Don't he's, I don't like all your motherfuckers.
Y'all motherfuckers.
Y'all, he's not, if you question him, it's you.
I don't like.
I love y'all, God damn it.
So you watch and y'all, he don't know y'all like I know y'all.
Anyway, you get the family members and you just, you just love your family because that's
what we're taught.
You just love them.
Yeah.
They're your family.
They never had to earn your trust.
Like, think of all the stops that your friends have to go through to get close to you for
them to know your inner secrets, for them to know your body, you know, like, whatever.
Whether you're in their physical, romantic relationship or friendship, there's certain
levels that people have to get to get close to you.
Your family never have to go through that.
They just, you automatically love your cousins.
You love your sisters and brothers.
Nah.
And if you really sit down and think about the people that ever fucked you over the most, it's
people that know you.
The best.
Yes.
It's people that know you supposed to love you.
So, yeah, I treat people.
feel like it and people won't be liking that
and I don't hear it. I like this game.
I'm going to start thinking like that. I don't even like you
man. My motherfucker. I don't just fucked your mom
man. Exactly.
Blood thick of water, y'all.
I don't fuck with you like that.
Blood thinket and water, but yeah.
Listen, I, I can't do
each person accordingly. You know, and I
learned that from being away
because a lot of my
so-called family, they wasn't there.
The people that at least, you know, shout
up to my DJ, DJ Bedtime.
Yo, he was my DJ
He was my DJ
If I call him
Like just randomly like
You know let me call checking him
And I'm like yo he's like what you doing nothing
I'm saying chilling
And we can just be talking about something randomly
I was like yo I had a dream
He was like oh I had a dream
I had some recent peanut butter cups crazy
I literally hang up the phone with him
They'd be like yo Smith you got to visit
I go downstairs
He doesn't and I dropped you off to some peanut buttercuts
Like he would leave his job
I think it was real
On lunch break
For something that he just heard me
Talk about on the conversation
Like, yeah, I can't stay.
I can only be here like 15.
I got to go back to work.
But, you know, I would get in trouble.
Like, I would get tickets.
You know, they got a certain amount of time
to process your ticket.
So I would be like, yo, it's a tier three.
If I get this one, trailer visits is canceled.
I need to visit every day, eight o'clock in the morning.
So I used to be able to.
He would be able to do it, but some days he can't do it.
I'd be pissed on.
He'll go calling late to work and come.
Make sure he's at the prison, eight o'clock in the morning.
So they can't take him into disciplinary.
Like, those, that's the shit that I look at.
He's at the speed up there.
How far was you from the prison?
For me, I actually moved my crib so I could be closer to the prison.
So where I lived at, I was 40 minutes.
Damn, that was.
If I speed and catch the, get there before count, I'll get there 40 minutes.
Oh, you was, y'all had, y'all was able to get constical visits me or was that?
Yeah.
Oh, oh, nigga, you was cool.
Eventually.
Listen, you was cool.
That thing was cool.
Y'all was cool.
Oh, shit.
Eventually.
Eventually.
So, that's what she was telling y'all.
So I come on, sometimes I come to visitor.
So it was easy, though.
It was easy to hold that down.
That thing ain't going to miss him.
I thought he was holding a bell like this.
Ah, ah, with old pictures.
I thought he was at the crib.
That think it had a base.
Oh, nah, that shit was a process, though.
Daddy, what you doing in the closing door?
This nigga's stupid.
Your mom on the phone, if all this.
No, that shit was a process.
You know, you know it's a process.
But that's what she was trying to explain to y'all.
So certain times I come.
the visitor, we got the conjugal visit set up
in a couple days or whatever.
And they sent me down
and they're like, oh, nah, you're sitting over there.
So when you said, that section is people
that's in the box. You're like, what?
The fuck is you in the box? I just spoke to him.
You're beefing now. Y'all, we're beefing. I'm sitting there.
I'm tight. You come out here. What happened
was, I got in this light.
You like, oh, they said I did this. Not because they used
to be acting. I used to try to tell people.
I felt like, I'm really
not a rap. I just happened to know how to rap.
I would really fuck one of y'all bitches up in here. I don't
I don't know who told ya.
What the fuck out my cue?
Get away from my cell.
I know I'm not sending no autograph to your fucking cousin at home.
I'm jail, bitch.
No.
Like, I used to be mad.
So, well, let me find out.
He up there, H.H.
Hot and horn, and he like, this shit, you really.
It's been a couple weeks, boss.
You know, niggas get to talk to him.
I'm a tear that in the ass.
He gets up there, like, sit over there, buddy.
Now, I'm supposed to go over here.
I'm getting something today.
I'm coming off the shelf today.
We mean sit over there
Nah, buddy, get over there
He's going on real dates
To enjoy it like this
Dumb shit
He's like man
I'm dumb with you man
But that's because he didn't
It was a couple of times
That she got to fight it though
But but
Like
Was that last year
Last year the year before last
I had a birthday party
So now all my friends is home
Like it was a minute
Where like some of them was like
Wait so you
Remain buddies with them people
Yes
Oh my old friends
So not
So listen.
So listen.
He's a piece of shit.
I got you, Nick.
So listen.
So listen.
Write your name down.
I got you.
I got you.
Hey, piece of shit.
Hey, man, too.
I got to fuck over too.
Now, I'm going to tell you.
I'm going to tell you something.
Listen, my friends that were, you know, my friends prior to that, like I hang out with my
friends more than them.
Like I know them, but we grew up together.
But I don't really rock with them like that.
Like the people that I hang with, the people that, like I said, when I would, I be in the box, they were.
I'd be in the box, they was risking because you could, people don't understand.
Like, you could be in jail and jail.
Yeah, in jail and jail.
So, people that always say that, we always see that shit.
You always see that shit.
Risking being in jail too, sliding me fool, so cooling, doing all the type of shit.
Like, all it be times where I'll go to, we'll get into it together.
And they were like, yo, I'm just take the rap for the ticket because you got your trailer
coming and they'll go to the box.
And there'll be times, like, the last time I went, where he was really, really mad.
Like, it was like one of those situations.
And my friend, she was from Buffalo and her mom was coming down.
I'm like, yo, I'm going to say everything was me.
They wanted me in it is after my life
Every fucking day anyway
So I have a birthday party
I have a birthday party
Listen I have a birthday party
We go around the table
Like two years ago
We have a birthday party
My French
They all at the table
Once they win my crab
They're all gonna say something
That we know about RAM that
Everybody might not know
This one bitch just start telling
All the jail secrets
Like bitch
I'm at the end of the table
Like
God like she's telling her like
Then the one time
And we was in the cell
And Remain
As long as you don't, you're not coming to no more parties.
We're going to the shower.
We're going to the shower.
And then she went to the box for like three months.
And he's looking like, you're like, you never coming to no more parties.
Like not stuff.
It's a lot of shit though.
It's a lot of shit.
When she first got locked up, bro, I never forget.
Because you know, in order to conquer, they got a divide first.
Yeah.
Like I went through so much bullshit.
But I remember when she first got to Bethlehills, not fact, I take it back to Ranking Sound.
And we had the wedding set up, right?
So I got me, my mother-in-law and my mother.
You're with your mother-in-law and your mother.
So you know you're positive.
I got the suit on.
She got her dress.
Everything is ready to go.
We go to the jail.
We go to the metal detectors.
I take my keys out.
I throw my keys in the motherfucking tray.
You know what I'm saying?
So one of the police is like, oh, you can't have this.
I said, wow, what's wrong?
He said, oh.
Skeleton key, right.
He said, what you want me to do?
I said, I don't care.
Throw it in the garbage.
My mother went through to a metal detector.
My mother-in-law went through.
We get on the bus, go over to the facility waiting for her.
They come over there with me.
You come with us.
They throw me in a cell.
Oh, you suit it up.
You got your suit on
and they're ready to marry
and they throw you in a cell
like you're in jail. You're not in jail, bro.
They throw me in the cell. I'm not no fucking it.
So check it. They throw me in a cell for like an hour.
What, you? They let me out the cell.
I don't know what's going on.
Check it. I don't know what's going on.
They let me out of the jail. I'll go get on the bus.
Anybody know who familiar with Rikers Island
and visit somebody. Get on the bus.
That bus takes you over to the parking lot
where your vehicle is.
I get off the bus to go to my vehicle.
Mother fucking channel 5, the Daily News.
Hey, why did you do it?
What's going on?
Watch you do it.
I'm like, you what the phone?
Headline news.
Papu's trying to break
Remy Ma out of jail
with a handcuff key.
How are you going to break out of jail?
You cannot get that.
I didn't see that.
I know the headlines on that was crazy.
Let me tell you.
I know the headlines on that was crazy.
That's what I did try to break out of some sucking shit.
Like, but how are you going to break out?
Check it, though.
Check it.
So now they ban me.
I'm banned.
I can't visit her.
Well, they try to fuck you all over.
I can't visit it.
I can't do nothing.
Now, right?
So I'm writing letters to Albany, all kinds of shit.
Yo, this is some bullshit.
That's what I'm telling you.
I'm reaching out the motherfucker.
Hiring, useless lawyers.
Nobody want to get back to me.
I'm hiring, lawyers.
All type of shit.
So now, this is Rik and Sound.
I'm like, okay, I'm banned from Rikers Island.
When she goes upstate, I'm good.
They move upstate.
You move upstate.
I'm like, oh, we lit.
Me and on the phone.
We celebrating.
I finally can see my baby.
You know what I get in the V.
I drive up here.
I go to the jail.
No, you can't come in here.
You're banned.
You try to help me.
Definitely.
I felt like the motherfucking building came falling there.
I don't be like a mile.
That shit hurt me.
Because it traveled up there with it.
I knew she, me and her was speaking on the constant.
I knew she really needed me.
You know what I'm saying?
That shit was just fucked up.
Damn.
Eventually I kept right in the Albany and shit.
I got my visitation back, right?
So now I finally could see her.
I go into the facility.
She come out.
She's run out.
She's skinny as a motherfucker.
She don't lost mad weight.
I never forget that day.
She ran out and shit we hug.
Naga, I wasn't getting packages yet.
It's horrible.
Right.
Then I started doing that.
In 10 days, I came home, 140.
This nigga's stupid.
The next day, I come back to the jail, the next day.
The motherfucking, police, she's looking at me.
She's sucking her teeth.
She's rolling out.
Do I visit?
I come back to the next day.
But now I'm in there.
She's like, yo, come here.
Man, disrespectful, bro.
But in my mind, I'm like, I don't give a fuck.
I ain't letting them fuck my visits over here.
She's like, come here.
Like, I'm a little boy.
I come up to the desk.
I'm like, why do you keep coming up here for?
What do you mean?
I come to see my wife.
She ain't going to no way no time soon.
Stop coming up here every day.
Bro, when I tell you, smoke was coming out of my ear.
But you just stood down.
But I knew if I feed for this bullshit, they're going to ban my business.
They sent her to you.
I wouldn't sit down, bro.
She came out and I had my visit with my wife.
I visited her every day for a year straight.
Every day for a year.
And that shit, honestly, financially, that shit fucked me up.
Hold on every day for a year straight.
Six days a week.
One day you don't got to visit.
Don't be fucking taking new days, though.
Don't you do that shit.
Don't you take none of that fucking good guy's credit.
That's some real white shit.
That's some shit, too, they were to say it.
Well, technically it was six days, baby.
I couldn't fucking come on Sunday.
You know how major that is, bro.
Hold on, hold on.
This motherfuckers in the free world that don't see each other a week.
You went up there every...
How long was the business?
From 8 in the morning
From 8 to 4
And you would just stay
You like fuck it
We were chilling
We're eating out the vending machine
The vending machine
I'm gonna tell you so
I'm gonna tell you so
Yo did they had the two
Hohies in the vending machine
That was my Jones
They had the motherfucking chicken sandwiches
They got the pizzas
The pizzas yeah
The motherfucking muffins in the morning
Oh my god
Y'all was
The pherr wings
The motherfucking wings
She got Chrome 23
All types of albums
All types of businesses
But coming next is a book
With how to put it on your nigg
he will come visit you
for a year.
Thank you.
This is all I'm speaking.
I don't be wanting to say it.
She put no book out,
niggas.
That nigga was there with the guards.
When the guards walking it,
he went, hey, pet of poose.
Hold up, hold up.
I got to say this.
That nigga, that's really doing time.
That nigga did a bit.
He was really doing, he was in the jail.
It's not a woman on planet Earth that could say that.
Bro, you was in a jail more than you was in a free world for a year straight.
Think about the time.
You just went home sleep.
Shower came right back.
You was like you was in the jail more than you was...
Yo, that's crazy for a year straight.
It's not a woman on planet Earth
that could say they want a year fucking street
to see somebody in jail.
No woman.
You know what it was?
She ain't deserving, bro.
She still is a good person.
You know what I'm saying?
I really felt like I seen what happened
to her trail.
More folks got on the stand and lied.
I feel fucked up about that.
I'm like, damn, man.
I couldn't believe.
It was nothing I can fucking do, bro.
You up in that courtroom.
That's the shit that fucked me.
I ain't gonna lie.
I used to leave her on a visit sometime.
I used to go home.
punch the walls, I'd be so mad.
I couldn't do shit, bro.
You're that frustrated, but she just still gangster.
Just call him.
Don't worry about it.
She had her moments, bro.
The only one time I seen her really get upset, bro,
and that shit crushed me, too.
Other than that, she, like you said, she was 100, like.
Low had his moments, too.
No, let me ask you a question.
You got out of your ass nigga.
He had his moments, I'm telling you.
She had one moment, bro.
It was when they, my 20 deny my second appeal or my third appeal?
I would tell you with the appeal shit.
That shit.
The whole family, we got the Greyhound bus, right?
We go up to him on a fucking court.
You know what I'm saying?
Everybody, she put her appell, and this is the last one.
She doesn't struck out with the shit.
So every day when me and her be on the phone, she would call me, though.
You could check online.
She would say, yo, babe, check and see if the decision is in.
So I would go check, it ain't in yet.
So one day I pull up to the jail, the visitor.
She just so happened, she called me while I'm in the parking lot.
She's like, yo, babe, check and see if the decision is in.
You have to tell it?
I check, no, look, check it out, Walo.
I check.
still not in. So I go in there, I get out the car, I go in to jail.
Before I put my phone in lock, I'm like, let me check one more time.
Mind you, I just spoke to until it's not in.
Oh, my God. Bro, I checked. That shit said denied.
You had to go in there and tell her that.
Oh, shit. Now, I go in there.
She's fucked up.
She come out, we hugs, we sit down. I don't even know what to say.
She's talking ragged. She's like, yeah, yeah. And I can't wait until the decision come.
But I'm just quiet.
Yo, bro, I ain't even tell her. She looked at me. She knew.
She knew from there, bro.
And that shit, that was like, that shit was a crushing moment.
Yeah.
That meant she had to do the rest of the time.
That's crazy.
That was the last appeal.
That was the last one.
And y'all, y'all gave out a bunch of money, didn't y'all?
I don't want to talk about it.
She shot at her work.
The lawyers are going crazy.
But Lois ain't even go through no appeal.
He got up there.
He was young, a digger got aggressive with him.
He called him speaking pig Latin and shit.
We had never spoke no shit like this ever in life.
I'm not lying.
You know I'm not lying.
He's a old.
This thing is talking about, you know, man,
Kizzoz, man, Gizzo, man, Kizak's on the Lizzine.
I said, what?
I said, what?
This is a lie.
He's talking about you, man.
Big Husky, Gizade boy, you getting a little rough.
He's trying to get a little rough with me.
Kizak's on the Lizan.
So I said, I said, I said, Kizak's on the Lizzine.
What the fuck is you talk about?
He's like, man, I don't want to talk on his fizzon.
Like, you know what I mean?
Kizak's on the Lizzine.
I'm like, Kizak's on a Lizon.
I ain't know what he was talking about until I hung up,
but a nigga that did some time.
I was like, oh, a nigga trying to fuck him up there, man.
Make a call up there.
That's what he's trying to tell you, man.
Make a call up there to somebody, man.
His ass is on the little side.
I said, oh, cakes on the line, oh.
Oh, shit.
The call up to jail, get them niggas off his ass, man.
Big cause shit, you know what?
Let me tell y' y'all something.
Before y'all niggas shit really took off from the beginning,
when I seen y'all, like, play, fight, doing the wrestling shit, and all that, y'all niggas remind me and me and my cousin, bro.
Yeah.
Me and his mother, identical twins.
Damn.
And he got murdered.
Damn. I don't know if Gilly remember.
I remember.
I came to Philly, bro, on some ignorant shit.
You know what I'm saying?
Yes, you did.
And I ran into the, to Gilly.
I had a conversation with him, bro.
Rest and peace.
Rest and peace is strong.
And y'all, niggas, bro.
I love the bond y'all got, man.
Keep that brotherly bond.
Don't never let nobody come in between that, bro.
You know what I'm saying?
In order to conquer, they got to divide.
The strength is a unity.
You know what I'm saying?
So without the unity ain't no strength.
Y'nigs keep that shit, how y'all got it.
And don't take that shit for granted because my little cousin got murdered, bro.
Yeah, real talk.
That's real.
That was one of the one people in, like, no, in-law shit.
He's probably like my favorite in-law.
But he probably did something that this nigga did.
This nigga was, they had him scared straight.
After that key shit, this nigga wasn't bringing that in there.
Scary-ass thing.
She was trying to get the shit in.
Strong enough, that nigga used to be coming in, pulling out McDonald's cheeseburgers and shit.
I was like, bring my cousin up here.
Like, what you're talking about?
This nigga went.
This nigga went.
She tried this nigga across the street.
Give me some cheeseburgers
She'd leave it all else
That bitch, you won't get six months
My even
But this is my whole thing
This will make me mad about the first move
Now y'all know
In order for her to get out of the prison
She got to go through gate, gate, door, door
How the fuck was she escaping?
You know how many people got cuffed keys
When they fucking joint?
Because, you know, like, come on, man
Like how to fuck
They ain't like me, bro
They said she was going to get out of Rikers out of
Black Power
We got this nigga now.
We got him.
We're gonna humiliate this nigga.
They was putting me in the newspaper for some dumb shit every other day, bro.
They made jokes out of the marriage shit.
All that.
They was clowning the shit.
Let me ask you a question.
How do you get you?
What he said?
Well?
Yeah.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I'm pretty sure if you tell him he'll say something.
What happened?
What happened?
What happened?
I don't know.
Hold on.
Hold on.
She said here talking about,
but been around from 15 a year.
I don't know.
I ain't going no motherfucking
thing that's stupid
He's trying to see his version
Because it always changes
Every time I say something I say something
He's like that's not what happened
So I don't even say it more
Like, niggas just be like
The same way
Y'all was friends
We was friends
We was friends
We're friends for months
So the same way I just say
Hey let you I'll give you your flowers
No man on the planet
I'm just saying like
She's got to be pretty awesome
When they're moving how they move
I'm just saying
I don't want to
Toot my own horn
But I'm pretty fire
But, yeah, I mean, that's evident a dick up at the jail with the CUs when they're walking in.
No one ever talks about that, though.
No one ever talks about that.
No one ever mentioned that.
There's a lot about you, babe.
Like, think about like.
That's your work.
It says a lot about you.
You're amazing.
So what happened?
Basically, like I said earlier, she was hating on me.
You know what I mean?
Damn.
I said that earlier.
Yeah, she was hating on me.
I think you all got a love heat release.
With the mixtape, with the mixtape shit.
What is that?
Clay was my friend.
For those that don't know, that was my friend.
Like, before he even knew
where the papoose was,
Kay Slate was my friend.
When he needed somebody to go crazy
and start his intro on his mixtape,
he called me.
I don't know where.
I started seeing some,
I'm like, yeah, what the fuck is this?
Who is this?
What's going on?
I'm going to keep it all the way real.
That was some New York shit right there.
He was my friend.
Like, I don't know.
The fuck is he doing with this dude,
like, like, this is my man's in all,
but Chuck is my friend.
Yeah.
Like, who is this so one's aim?
I'm questioning shit like, yo, what the fuck?
Like, it was cool at first.
I started, I realized I moved from like number one to like two.
Then I started moving from like number two to three
because he was number one and there's some feature they didn't put together
was two.
I'm like, now what the fuck going on?
That's what he was saying like, yo, you know, Slay was fair.
No, the fuck he wasn't.
He was definitely extra pouring on the pepoo.
You want your husband.
He wasn't my husband.
I didn't even know that.
She didn't even know that.
She didn't even know that.
He's a nigga.
He's a nigga from a booker that I don't know from nowhere.
Who is this nigga?
What is you doing?
So that's, he definitely was poring on a little bit.
Actually, I was a hate.
I was just asking the question.
Like, who is this?
Like, what I was saying?
You say what I was saying?
You say one little thing.
Nah, come on.
That's that new one.
That's that new way.
You hate knowing.
I don't like you.
She said, fuck this nigga.
Yeah, she was shitting on me.
Y'all can believe.
I definitely could believe you said that.
She said it's hard to believe.
Fuck is this nigga.
But I'll tell you what happened.
Then she probably was looking at Slate like this.
Fuck as this, nigga.
I go outside your shit.
So when I met, when I first started fucking with Slate,
one time I'm in the studio with him.
And she come in the studio.
So when she come in the studio, she's like,
yo, turn that shit down.
I mean?
She's whiling, she whaling the whole room out.
She throw her foot up on the motherfucking desk.
I don't want to put my shit on y'all shit.
She threw her foot up on the motherfucking desk.
She said, turn that shit down.
She's smoking, blowing smoke.
I'm sitting in there.
I'm like, what the fuck?
I ain't never seen nobody handing Slay like this.
I mean, but later on,
They got the brother-sister relationship, so that's what it was.
But she just wound in the room, I'm like,
every time he tells the story, I just feel like it's really dramatic.
Because I bring me my people.
Talking to my guy.
I sit back.
I'm like, oh, I like her.
You know what I'm saying?
But I just stayed to my suck.
I'm like, I ain't saying nothing to her because if I do that shit to me,
I ain't with it.
I'm going to be mixing in that mother.
Yeah, yeah.
I'm like, I ain't doing that.
So I played it cool.
She didn't even pay me no attention this time.
She ain't say shit to me.
She left me to fuck alone.
She went out there everybody out in the room.
She was quiet.
You stayed in your place.
Damn, man.
So now, moving up to speed, one day Slay hit me.
He's like, yo, man, Remy wanted to do a song with you.
So I'm like, oh, world.
He's like, yo, I think she liked you.
Op shit number one.
So now let's stop you right there.
She was all over you like a cheap suit.
She was all over BAP like a cheap suit out of Marshall.
Now, how up is that?
Now, I'm not saying nothing.
that I wouldn't say if Slave was still here.
I told him one time, like, I told you, you're my friend.
Why don't you tell this nigga that?
Let's just say if you really thought I liked him.
Why the fuck you told him that?
Number one, number two, he's not even adding the extra part.
First of all, I'm like, yeah, I'm going to do a record with him
because I'm going to smoke this nigga like I smoke every other nigga on the record.
Okay.
Call him.
That's what you said.
The nigga that you keep putting on, number one, call him.
I'm going to do it.
That's what you said.
Then, yeah.
But did y'all do the feature?
Yeah.
Did you smoke them?
Smoked him.
And he was going to be like, I'm going to be next to rent like Dr. King.
I may be red like car tires and wheels, like dragging it all my body.
But anyway, that's what he said in the rap.
You loved it, though, didn't you?
So look, check your act.
Keep him, no, no, don't do you love it, didn't you?
Not only did the nigger tell him that he think I like you, a nigga like, oh, oh yeah, is she crazy?
Yeah, he did.
He was like, yo, he said, I'm going to tell you right now.
He said, I'm going to tell you right now if you fuck with her.
He said, I'm going to tell you right now, if you fuck with her?
She's a little crazy.
You might go to jail.
That's like my little sister.
He's like, yo, I'm just letting you know.
Like, all right, I come to the studio.
I go get the hair cut.
I go clean the jury.
Put the jury in the jury.
Diggins get their bags.
I go, like, I got to get right for this.
Nicky.
Mom, what?
I'm going.
I go to the motherfucking studio.
She don't want me show up.
What?
You put the kid on it?
She ain't show up.
You had the kit.
I didn't even want to be like,
you know, what happened?
I just leave it.
I'm like, fucking.
I'm that nigga right now.
I'm the hottest nigga fucking.
She ain't show up.
I keep it pushing.
One day I'm in there unexpectedly.
Who come walking in the studio?
Unispecting.
That's what we did the song together.
So in my verse, I'm making sure.
I'm flirting with her.
I'm saying, I'm saying, I can think of.
You know, I'm saying, throwing a little dog.
Because you already know she already.
She already, she's sweating.
You know what I'm saying?
We just became cool.
Like, she used to just school me about shit about the game.
Like, she was telling me, like, certain niggas ain't who they said he is.
And how I knew that she was the one for me was because
we'd be sitting in the motherfucking car just talking all night.
And then when I leave her, I'm like,
I miss her, you know what I'm saying?
So when you're not with a person and he's still on your mind, that's something special.
How was your first date?
What did you take it?
We used to do shit like that.
Just sitting smoke all night.
Morg fucking in the car doing shit like that, to be honest.
Because we couldn't.
I told you I was like the female snoop dog, right?
Put this nigga in the hospital.
Dang.
They ain't even smoke like that.
He's trying to hang out with trying to press me.
She parked me.
She parked me.
She parked me.
He was in the hospital with a fucking fucked up lung for like a month or something.
I'm like, yo.
He's like, my dad.
I told you I used to be smoking like high quality weed.
I just be coming out the Cali's door.
Nick, if you ain't small like that, why you just say that?
Yeah, well, he's all in cars, trying to be cool.
I did, but it was extra.
Like, bro, like, what you doing?
And then I was ripping and running, doing shows every other fucking day.
Me and her was wilding and every motherfucking steak together.
You know what I'm saying?
I wasn't getting no rest, so I ended up fucking one of my lungs.
I had to get surgery.
I almost died.
Damn.
I had to get surgery.
A lot of people don't know that.
And when I came out, me, I just got more closer.
And, you know, things escalated.
The relationship became more silly.
That's what I'm mean.
So shout out.
Rest and peace.
Kay Slay.
That's the piece of my brother Slay, man.
No, no.
Slay made this shit happen.
No, not only did the nigga give me my first shot, he introduced me to my beautiful
wife.
That was made, that was blessed.
So I always give him full credit for that, bro.
And I always told him like, now you know what?
That's your friend, y'all friends.
That's y'all friends.
That's your friends.
I ain't fucking.
Am I lying?
I don't even fuck with that.
Now that's your friend.
Because you're out of pocket, bro.
Like, why would you do that?
That's your friend now.
Y' friends.
Y'all be friends.
She's a deal with her.
She introduced us though, man.
Enjoy it.
You can tell her she used to cuss slay out.
Slay's going to go to war.
No, she used to cuss every fucking by y'all.
You think this is just slay?
She might cuss him to fuck out three times a week
in the new reason.
What the fuck you do is still in the bed?
He's like, listen.
No too much to trust you at a time.
Listen, I'm actually a really nice person.
If somebody do something, if REM don't like you
and I'm on some bullshit with you, you did something.
You did something.
The problem is I'm extreme.
Like, so you could do something little.
Like, I use the example of time, like, yo, you stepped on my shoe, my shoe lates.
It's possible, like, I might want to amputate your leg.
Damn.
Oh, yeah, yeah, you're in trouble in the house.
I don't do tit for tat.
It's like tit.
That's just how I am.
That's the thing with her, though, honestly.
And people always tell me like, yo, man, you sure know how to you like crazy motherfuckers.
Your best friend is Kay Slay.
Your wife is Remy, but with me.
You calmly back to.
And the thing for her with her is, people don't understand.
They think she a certain way.
As long as you're 100, everything on the table,
you ain't going to have no problem with her.
But if you're doing some under the table,
shit, she's going to speak up.
She's going to put you on blast.
What's up with the...
Do any of the kids got that trait?
Like any of the kids is a baby her?
You know what's interesting
and what's fucking scary to me?
My daughter is innocent, right?
But it's the cookie, though.
Every fucking day I see it turning into the cookie.
You know what I mean?
You know, you put that motherfucker in the oven
and you just watch and going to...
Oh, man.
Every day she's starting to remind me more
is happening gradually.
She's not playing.
She ain't going to be...
She ain't playing.
She got a lot of her ways, like the comeback, the quick comebacks and all that shit.
Oh, man, by the time she's 15, oh, man, you ain't going to.
Oh, you're in trouble.
By the time she 15 is over.
In defense of my child, he'd be doing some dumb shit.
See?
Oh, see, yep, yep.
I'd be doing some dumb shit she'd for.
Yo, I promise you.
You know, he's in trouble.
When I see him, Remy is the epitome of New York.
Yeah, she don't play.
New York girls would play.
Like, they could make a situation out.
anything like in respect for my child he'd do some dumb shit like the baby four
yo but she's not i swear what is he's because you don't know he'd be in the house
anybody that knows her like she's not a normal four-year-old like she say some shit to me like
we literally have a whole fight like he got to come and like break us up like because
i'm sitting there all day what did you talk about what do you're doing and he just want to be
in the crib chill she's all breaking up fights already she tells me the other day right she got
mad so i don't know what i said my daughter like i'm
I don't want to wear that.
Everybody that I know let me dress them.
The whole Chrome 23, all the girls let me dress them, dress them.
She said, no, mom, I'm cool.
I'm not wearing that.
Like, what are you talking about?
Yes, you are wearing it.
Like, no, I'm not.
Yes, you are.
Like, that's my mom.
So check it, though.
I don't even know what the situation was.
But I'm like, you know what?
I don't even care.
She's like, I don't care neither.
I want a new mom.
So I'm like, okay.
I want a new kid.
Matter of fact, I don't want no kids.
She's like, okay.
Yeah.
And I'm getting a new mom.
And I'm going to keep the same daddy.
How about that?
I said, why at four do you even know that that's like a shot?
Like, she knew that was a shot.
She was like, yeah, okay, I'm going to get a new mom.
And I'm going to keep the same daddy.
Check this out.
I'm like, so, I don't care.
The other night, me and her was having a little disagreement
for the baby was asleep.
She woke up.
I guess we were talking too loud.
He's like, can y'all stop?
She's like, I'm going to blame your father.
She's like, no, it's not, Daddy, it's Daddy sweet.
It's you.
Listen, she's going to, all that, all that smoke she puts you through,
the little girl won't give her all the smoke that she puts you for watch.
I couldn't believe she said that shit.
Because she lives this.
You hear Mommy being a bully in the house.
It was so, it was so crazy.
I was scared for my daughter.
I didn't even laugh.
I was in the room, though.
I must a rib in my mind.
Yeah, she paid for that shit the next day.
Can I get a snack?
No.
Yeah, she's been a sweet.
fucking father.
She put a fucking snack.
She put her daughter in the box now.
No, but she love her mother to death though.
She loved the ground.
Oh, really?
Can I get a snack?
Actually, sweet father.
Oh, yeah, that's right.
He ain't here.
Fuck out of it.
She's super attached to her, bro, bro.
That's pretty.
You know who's tripping in the house.
They know who they're tripping in the house.
You want to be just like her.
She renovating the crib right now.
She's moving, got a lot of construction workers in there.
My daughter coming in there.
Oh, I want this over here.
Hey, I want this over here.
This in mind from me, like, is she trying to be like a mother?
She told them, yeah, I think you guys should build me a second playroom over here.
Oh, she owns another level.
Get your, get your ass over.
Trying to be like her, though.
Yeah.
Ain't wrong with that.
It's cool, though.
Are we supposed to be the biggest influences on our kids?
There you go.
A lot of people just, you know, they hand them the little iPad and let them.
You have the iPad raised the kids.
They let them go.
They let him go.
I ain't going to lie.
That iPad, she gets a little crazy with it, but right now then.
Yeah, poor that.
Let me get that.
He'd be like, just give it to her.
She's not getting nothing.
Relax.
Calm down, come, let's go make some slum.
Let's do something like, I'm very, I try my best to be hands-on with her
because if you don't, like, show your kids, somebody else is going to teach them.
Yep, yeah you go.
And I learned, I learned, like, I had my son.
I had my kids.
My son was 18 when I had my daughter.
Like, I had my son when I was really young.
I was a teenager.
So a lot of us, when we had kids, when we were fucking kids.
They grew up with us.
They grew up with us.
So I used to have my son's doing, I would never dream of doing in front of or around my daughter.
Like, literally, I just bought tickets to the 50-cent concert.
I'm going to take my son when his birthday come on.
When he was three, I bought him tickets and took him to a 50-cent concert.
Like, what the fuck was I doing?
Like, I would never do that with my daughter.
But, like, you do stupid shit.
We had him fucking throwing up middle fingers.
You don't say that.
Because you're young.
You don't know no better.
With my daughter, it's a little one, she's a girl.
And two, it's a whole different mindset.
I tell people at a time, like, it's different from when you have a kid with your baby father or your baby mother when you're a teenager,
as opposed to when you have a kid
when you're grown as adult
with your husband or your wife
it's just totally different
and a lot of times as parents
like we
we try to be our kid's friend
and
Gil Gil called a lot of
Gil called a lot of
what's in what you call a mommy sisters
like the new wave is like
they're the mom and his sister
they just let the motherfucker get away with anything
I'm not gonna lie
I do that with my stepdaughter
Like, me and my stepdaughter, like, that's my best thing.
But at the end of the day, we, we, that's.
Yeah, I got daughters.
My oldest daughter is 25 and my youngest daughter is 21.
My stepdaughter is 26.
Oh, you beat.
No, but one of the boyfriends.
Oh, you had to check them?
Yeah, I had to check him.
I think he's through a laptop or something.
I went through that, man.
Shout to all the fathers out there, man, protect the daughters.
Yeah.
I mean, I went to one of them situations.
But what I'm saying is about being a lot of times
He's a laptop
He ain't hit her though
He broke the laptop
He's okay
But you always have to be the parent first
Yeah absolutely
You cannot like
She knows like when she mad at him
She's like I ain't speaking of your husband
I'm like alright cool whatever me neither
Like let's talk
Yeah I'm my daughter they're closest mom
But at the same time
When she out of pocket
Look nah this is this is what it is
This is you gotta get your money
Like she used to be mad at me like
She's like oh
Why I got to have a job
I'm like, yo, because no nigga
want a talking bill.
Like, it's cool.
The nigga first meets you, it's cool.
Nigger gonna buy you this,
you're gonna give you that's cool.
But after that,
you become a walking, talking, fucking bill.
Nobody wants that.
Like, you gotta have your own shit.
Nigger don't want you to take his bread
to buy him a birthday gift.
Like, it's annoying.
So I have to like,
for real.
That's a real shit.
And women don't realize that.
They be like, oh, yeah,
when I bought him this,
bitch, you use the credit card that he gave you.
He's paying for that at the end of mind.
Like, they don't understand.
that and I had to tell her that like you always want to have your own you don't want
nobody to be able to tell you not even us you don't okay I get you a crib I'm a still
one shit in your crib if I and if I paid for the crib and you let me it's I'm running shit I'm
you can't do what you want to hear right you want to be able to do what you want to have
your own freedom you got to have your own shit and I and I handle her like that but from
having her because we didn't have our up-to-downs where I didn't block her I ain't
talking to her like because as a step-parent you don't really have as much say-so as
as the biological parent.
And also when the kids are not together,
the parents are not together,
the kids use that shit
and they're able to do what they want to do.
But with my son,
it's a little bit different.
Nigger, I would crack you in your motherfucking head.
Like, my mother that called me like,
he told me that you said
you was going to knock him in the head
and Mesa, my dad.
And Macy, damn.
Oh, that nigger biggest shit.
I'm going to mace the shit out of you.
Damn, she's not playing.
When you down, it's up.
Like, what you told?
I'm not got to really seeing act like you little.
I know I can't beat that,
oh, but I will mace the,
What I used to be explaining to her is you don't want to do that.
You don't want to put him in a position where he's going to go AWOL.
You know what I'm saying?
Make him run.
That's why I used to be telling him to chill out with that.
Don't take his man her, you know what I mean?
Like she wants to hook off and all that.
Which is tough love is good.
Sometimes them niggas need that, man.
Sometimes the hook off to keep them niggas out of jail.
Listen to me.
Right, but you don't want to make them niggas run from the crib.
He's my kid.
So I know what it is.
I'm like this.
I'm like, I'm talking.
I'm like, yo, I had a pocket.
You just see, hold up.
You stop looking at me like that, y'all.
Keep looking at me like that.
I'm going to punch you in the face.
Now I've got to punch you in the face
because if I don't, you're going to think I'm bluffing.
Now you got punched in the face.
Now you're calling your grandmother.
She can't beat me.
Like, I don't know what you're talking about.
God damn.
So he'll go to him.
I'm going to go to co-s out of this shit.
Not.
Not.
Not.
Not because you calling your grandmother.
Like she didn't say, grandma can't tell me.
me nothing you must say she said grandma can't beat me she can't beat me well grandma like 60 no how about this
I bought her house too fuck you talk about can't no way tell me shit I rush that's it and and that's
how I felt like you know your kid you know how you got a hand like my daughter I know if I fucking
yell at her she's gonna like she gonna sit there I gotta literally get up and start making steps
for her to move him it was more like yo you really got to do something or he not gonna stop
and then you have other kids where like I know I could just talk to them right
And I feel like with parents, there's no book.
The same way people are like, yo, how I get on, how this is like, bro,
ain't no book for me to tell you how to be a rapper.
They ain't no book to tell you how to be a parent.
It's not.
It's not.
Every parent and parenting is different.
Raising a child, a baby is a total different experience from a young adult.
And when they get a certain age, it gets crazy.
One can't prepare you for the other.
I'm going to keep it all way real.
When sex get involved, oh, boy.
Yeah, it's over.
I talk to tell people that all the time.
When we talk about certain situations that I'm not going to talk about right now,
we be like, y'all, but like,
if a chick, especially if you have a daughter,
if she, Jesus Christ could come from the sky.
No, it's true.
And do nothing.
So the parents, you have no control over that.
Like, it's literally nothing you can do about it.
You can lock them away.
You just got to fight.
And you hope they don't break out.
Even when my son, I came downstairs.
This was years ago.
Oh, yeah, you told me about that shit.
You know, I said, what you doing, Dad?
Say, I'm curious.
I said, I was giving you a hug,
nigga, fuck.
You upgraded from the titty sucks, didn't you?
You got some pussy.
All right, here.
Literally, I said, what's up, daughter?
The nigger said, what you doing, Dan?
I don't be doing that shit.
I'm a grown man, man.
I just got my dick with it, man.
Come on, man.
Don't be a little boy in me no more.
Like, I was right down there, I said.
Shit different.
I said, you upgraded from the titty sucks, man.
I used to have him in the car
make in front of them
because one of them
was getting some pussy
one of them was sucking
tithies so I used to call
him the plucker
and the titty sucker
we'd be riding around
they sitting in the back
I'm like I got the plucker
and a titty sucker
disrespectful
no what was getting
some ass
what was sucking titty
but why are you telling my business
I ain't there here
why you telling my business
he was there
that man made him upgrade his game
I'm tired of being
the titty sucker
But my son, because we were so close, like the same way he said,
my, like me and my daughter, like, we go through that, but I'm really close with him.
My son's the same way.
Like, it's so bad to the search.
I'd be like, he sent me in his phone one day.
I forgot he left.
He's like, yeah, I need to go on my phone.
Go to say, yo, someone, don't ever send me in your phone again.
Like, yo, it was so disgusting.
He was like, yo, don't touch nothing.
Just go exactly what I'm telling you.
I did one swipe too much to the left.
I was just like, yo, you know what?
He comes on.
He'd be like, yo, let me tell you about your makeup artist.
What I did to Hodge, like, yo, you can't have my makeup artist, bro.
You can't be fucking hairstylist.
Like, he's crazy.
Like, he's out of control.
Right now he's 22.
Oh, no, let him do him.
No, now he's.
Man, he blitzing like his fourth and inches ball on the gold line.
This was 17 I'm talking about.
I'm sitting there like, yo.
Hey, let me tell you something.
And he's out of pocket.
Like, he's like, you know what is, because you like, you act so much like, you know what I'm saying?
It's like, you like, my dad really, I, but I'm really not, though.
I don't want to hear about your kills.
Like, please.
Like, keep it, keep it PG for me.
Like, he's, I, but...
He's smart as hell, though, man.
It's good to have that relationship or friendship,
but you also got to have that.
He also not at the same time, I will punch you in the face.
He comes home and tells Mom about his kills,
my unstruck.
He's like lightning.
You know, like, it's crazy.
To my ass up, mom, you.
But...
That dick are crazy.
A lot of people, they want that part.
Look, who is Bob is.
Yeah, you got to still be a mom.
Look, she's talking about,
well, her head, she's talking about I punch you in.
your fucking face you hear me
second I don't want to hear about your kills
he's like man you're a gangster or what
like I'm tired of this shit
you confuse to me
he like mom you want to be a gangster
70% of the day and then you want to be
mind me the other 30%
I'm talking to the gangster right now
I don't want the intricate details
especially when I know them I'm like
oh my god this one here like he literally
probably every day like yo so you're gonna hook me
I'm not hooking you up with any
You'd be surprised if you knew how he wasn't old he wasn't old he wasn't old
He didn't play the round
He won't he want everything
He's like well now it's a little bit different
He got his own little situation
Yeah shout to my boy man he's good kid smart though
Till he's smart now this
You know he's smart
What parent are you?
Are you the parents? You know he's the yes parent
He's crazy nigga, he's crazy
He's the one that goes from zero six
I put my daughter out at 18
But they support the
they love the youth
I'm the parent
like I'm no
this like sure
come on let's go
you're an ice cream
I'm like yo ice cream
you're just violent
man I get nothing
I grew up poor
but if I can give them bro
the things that I couldn't get
I grew up on well
but they don't appreciate it
and see I'm that parent
I'm that parent that
I'm gonna try to provide
and give you every opportunity
that I wasn't a lot
lot of it. But if you
do some dumb shit
or you don't appreciate
what the fuck you're getting and you believe
that this is supposed to happen
like this? The entitlement is crazy.
I hate that shit. The entitlement is crazy.
I cut you to fuck off until you get your mind right.
They start thinking that they're supposed to have and we
would have these arguments years ago.
It's my daughter, she just came so she don't count.
She grew up in a mansion, man. She don't know poverty.
No, she doesn't.
But our kids are a little bit different.
My son, too, he doesn't really know.
But they still have cousins and stuff that they be around.
My daughter, though, doesn't even know.
Like, she, you drop past any project.
She'd be like, that looks like so-and-so, so, so.
Like, they all look the same way.
It's not the same place.
She has no clue.
But with our kids that are the same age, they're all like the same age,
22, 23, 24, 26.
And Christmas would come and he wanted to get everybody the same thing.
Like, everybody getting new coat, new boots, money, this.
I'm like, hold up, she getting A's, she getting C's, he's feeling everything, and this
one.
Well, I was raised, you get one kid, you get bored.
But now, but now this is my problem.
Now, listen to my argument.
My argument was, what is my incentive to keep getting A's if I'm going to get the same
thing as my brother or sister that's feeling everything?
That's how I am too.
Like, what you're talking about?
No, that's a, I'll celebrate holidays.
But now, this is my thing.
You know all year round
Christmas is December 25th
So you act stupid
All year round
You ask stupid is a clip for you
You know when your birthday coming
It's clippew
So we would always clash with situations like that
Yeah we did
Or he'd be like yo
I don't want them out there
And they ain't got no bread
Then stop acting crazy
I'm not gonna reward
Fuck shit
Right
And then you're gonna make me want to do something to you
And then if you act like you
I feel like you getting
A little bit extra
A little tough of me
Now I'm calling my cousins
Like
And it's be jumping you
It got to be a balance, though, man.
You know what I'm saying?
You live with your wife.
You know how it is.
It got to be a balance.
Both of y'all can't be the real of a month.
No, no, no, no, no.
Yeah, no.
No, too, too, she's the easiest Sunday morning.
Yo, yo, it's a real shit.
Or it's a real shit.
Fucking walk over, too.
Oh, it's a real shit, too nice, but I ain't going to front.
There's been plenty of times.
I heard her say some Remy shit to Gil.
I'm behind the close to my shit.
We didn't see that one coming, didn't you?
I came in a kid.
I didn't know one time I'm down since in the crib.
She don't know I'm there.
She don't know I'm there.
She don't know I'm there.
She don't know I'm there, right?
So I'm chilling.
He says some shit.
She said, she said some shit.
You a bitch-ass nigga too.
I said, damn, too tall like that.
I'm fucking.
She just kept going crazy.
Different times.
I'll be in the career.
She don't even know.
Because, you know, when I first came on,
she don't even know I come over there and sleep on the couch.
Just from the GP, just because I wanted to sleep out the hood.
You know, I was still living in the hood.
Any of that gangsa shit, too, got I put it in her.
When I met Tushini and cuss.
She is a fucking square.
She is a fucking can of green peas.
You'd be caught.
I had to put that shit in her.
I told you all the time.
You hear me, nigga, you know what this is, too.
It's your arm.
No, the fuck is not.
It's a wink.
And I put you the fuck abundant.
Raised your young ass.
Yeah, she took you from a low-ass girl
to a grown-ass woman.
Well, I met you.
You was 18.
I was 21.
Now you 43
I raised two young ass
While don't listen to that shit
Like oh she lighted this thing up
And when I walked up on
I'd be loving it
But look how I met you
When I walked up on
I smelled the hair
Think about that
She lighting his nigga up
I put my
I grabbed the hair and said
Damn you got all this pretty hair
I said your shit got body
You don't need no Paul Mitchell
products or nothing
I bet you when you run your shit
Bounce don't it
He ain't ever heard no shit like that
And I like she knew she was done
She knew she was coming home
with a real nigga, man
He slept all that shit with a straight face
I did
And I was looking at her
Listen
And I was looking at her like this too
I bet you when you run your shit
Bounce don't
She was looking at me
Like this thing's a fuck crazy
When the nigger's story don't change
I fuck with these niggas on social media
With a nigga story
consistent every time they tell it
You know it's the true
You heard it
I know that's true
I know a bitch you lie is the same
You know a lie change
A lot of times.
No, I told lines with two right there a bunch of times.
Or a lot of, like, tell me how I did.
And she was like, you didn't just say that from the gate.
I did say that.
You was across there.
I was over there.
I asked you, whatever I said, you was like, I came over there.
It's creep.
She loved a creep mask.
Fucking creep.
Cold creep
She's lucky she ain't have a friend
I go like who is this
Listen it was better to be in the jail
With my kiss aches on a lizard
This is the fuck out of here
It's another ass nigga hating on me
That nigga hating on me
Yeah me shit
Now what, now what
You all me?
That was then, this is now
Yeah, it's a different time
He still ain't getting away
He on the street's jerking off
Fuck out of it
The 20 years come home
Because I ain't concentrating on the women
I got concentrated on my money
out of here.
You know, what?
You're okay.
You're okay.
Fuck are you talking?
All right.
That's, don't, don't tell him anything.
He's just gonna exploit it anyway.
No, no.
He's out here now.
You can't, you know.
He's the plucker now.
Mm.
Got you.
I come in peace.
That's all lie, digger.
That dude.
Hey, shout out the tune cord, man.
Now you want to play these bag of chips,
like, like, shit.
Shout to Tone Corps, man.
The only distribution company
where you maintain 100% profit.
Now break that down.
Listen, man, most distribution companies, right,
they come to you, they give you 80, 20, 70, 30, 60, 40.
They tap it into your pocket.
Me as coming up as an artist,
I don't feel like you do all that studio therapy
investing your money
and you should have to split your profit with anybody.
So with TuneCore, what we do is you only pay to upload.
So you can pay to upload each song or each project
or you can pay $14.99 and upload whatever you want.
for an entire year.
And when your profit come back,
it's 100% to your pocket.
It's the best distributor in the world.
We got reps on the ground
in various different countries,
five continents.
Some of these other distributors,
they ship your music around the world,
but it's nobody there to handle it.
We got people in different countries
representing and making sure your music
is reaching to people
and doing what it needs to do.
Tune call is the best distributor.
I speak from experience.
I've had a million-dollar deal.
I've dealt with various distributors
and I didn't really get to see my money
until I started fucking with tune call.
So as an artist, right?
A lot of artists get discouraged
because they got this thing in the head
where in order for me to be successful,
I need a record deal.
That's what they taught us.
They trained us to think like that.
It's a whole different day and age.
You don't need that no more.
Only thing you need to do is go out there,
be consistent and persistent
and make sure you monetize
off of your content.
Some of us, as an artist, you have a value.
You may be worth a couple hundred dollars.
You may be worth a couple thousand dollars.
you may be worth a million.
I don't give a fuck what it is.
You deserve it.
So go out there, put your music out,
monetize off it so you can see your value.
That way you can know, okay, this is what I got to do
to make my value and to increase my value
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You want to monetize directly off your music.
I don't give a fuck what it is.
You deserve to make that in your pocket.
Tunecore is the way to do that.
In Chrome 23, the next battle is
June 17 is going down.
You might see me pop up, you know, spit some bars,
but that's another story.
Who you battling, Wailow?
Uh, Gil.
I always want to battle, whatever, anything against him, I'm with it.
So, so, and this, she also got that.
That ain't even hot no nigga that smokes out.
Oh, I thought that's how they be.
I don't know.
I seen people do that.
Let me just tell you something.
She bought that nigga the whole she bangs.
That's what's up.
Let me eat these drinks, see what they taste.
Why would you do that?
You don't eat nobody.
That's a souvenir, man.
That's a trophy,
nigga.
I ain't see them since I left the joint.
I never tasted them, no.
Don't, just don't open that bag.
Don't do that shit.
I want to see.
I might have something that I open in my bag.
I got to show that to some moments.
I got to take a picture of that.
I'm saying that's about 15 homies.
They're like, where you get them from?
It's going to be a frenzy.
No, don't do that.
Please don't do that.
Don't do that shit.
That bag, you can sell that bag for like $20 out of you.
Don't do that.
I got to send that to a couple of homies.
I can't even taste.
I know y'all be seeing me in your comments.
I can't get a jail chip.
No, no, I got you.
I'm going to see me a case.
She won't get a prison chip.
I'll send you something.
I can't get one of these.
No, why the fuck is you touching them, man?
Because I want to show how good the shabags is.
No, no, no, no, no.
Really see if they were, all the hype was in.
All right, let me, all right, at least let me open.
I swear I'm over.
I bought you, I bought you, I bought him shit.
All right, let me open.
I can't let you open.
I'm going to get you a taste.
Oh, what happens is there.
Oh, my God.
You got to finger fuck them first.
No, no, pour me in your hand.
Don't touch.
Don't dip.
What the fuck you finger fuck in the bag, man?
Tastes amazing.
Yeah, he's so sweet.
Man, he tastes like bootleg chips, man.
They do not.
Man, y'all just like them
because it wasn't nothing else there.
And they got a nasty apt to taste.
They do not.
They like
chili barbecue or something
Chili barbecue
They all the
I'm thinking
I'm going to say
Oh this shit
What flavor is that?
All of the flavor
The whole shabes
Salt and vinegar
Barbecue
Oh that shit that's
That's like
Salon cream
I eat
That's like
throwing a bunch of shit
in a bag
That's not true
That's a whole shabang
I think I fuck
that brand up
real good
Oh
That's what my tongue is
Like, what the fuck?
I'm like, that shit tastes like Doritos, chips, bunions.
That shit, though.
Oh, my God.
That is shit is that.
He's dragging it, guy.
He's got to live and let me go to jail.
All right, one of those your bags.
They bitches is the nasty.
It is just like that.
Right.
Thank you.
