Million Dollaz Worth Of Game - WHERE'S WALLO: YFN LUCCI

Episode Date: September 25, 2025

In my interview with YFN Lucci what stood out most was his accountability. He didn’t sugarcoat anything, he spoke openly about the hardships of prison, the struggles of fatherhood, and his battles with drug addiction. He admitted how holding on to outdated outlooks on life only slowed him down, and how letting go has been key to his growth. Lucci also laid out the business moves he’s focused on now and how every step he’s taking is rooted in becoming a better man, not just for himself but for everyone depending on him. It was raw, honest, and a true reflection of a person committed to change.You can find every episode of this show on Apple Podcasts, Spotify or YouTube. Prime Members can listen ad-free on Amazon Music. For more, visit barstool.link/mworthofgame

Hey, million dollars worth of game listeners. You can find every episode on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or YouTube. Prime members can listen ad free on Amazon Music. Right. Welcome to the new season of where it's while on right here with the, listen, man, already legend. YF.F. Lucci, man. We got a lot to talk about, but more importantly, welcome home, man. Appreciate that. You're fresh home still. You know, months went by, but you're fresh home. You're still getting, you know, acclimated to life, family, spending time with the kids, being able to see your kids every day.

you look real healthy. I mean, you husky, you huskier than you ever been, man. You know what I mean? So, you know, you're just looking good. Let me know that you're taking care of yourself, you're loving yourself more, and you realize what's important. You know, we're going to get straight to it

just to, you know, focus on tomorrow and today. But yesterday, when we say, when you hear December 10th, 2020, what comes in your mind? I said, the day, the day that changed my life, basically um you know a lot of people been talking about you know how i like threw my partner out the car and shit but they were never that you know what i'm saying like at the time you know first all 90% of the world they never even been shot at they ain't never witnessed nobody dying

so all they're going on at one time i looked back my partner he bleeded out so we get out the car we're trying to pick them up but like you think as you know i would little as fuck then And you were small. Yeah, I was little that fuck. He was about my size. I was a little bigger. So we all, we're trying to put him back in the car. And, you know, like, he heavy.

It's dead weight, you feel me. And we don't know what these things are going to keep shooting that up. We don't know what's going on. I want to know police over here. We don't know. We just scrambling. You feel, mind, racing, heart racing, adrenaline, and just pumping. So we just lay him down.

Like, and we pulled it out. But it wasn't like, damn. We left out. We threw him out of the car. We didn't throw him out of that in a car. We just couldn't help him. We couldn't save them. Was you high?

Nine times of ten, yeah, we have. A lot of drugs. At that time, what type of drugs were you used? Land, weed, purts. What was running through your mind because they're shooting at you? You're thinking about the police. You're thinking about getting shot. Your homeboy got shot.

What was going through your mind? Because I don't think you understand. This is not no regular stuff that regular people go through. Oh, that shit. So, you know, they never can imagine. being in the environment when this has happened. I'm talking about the everyday person. So, you know, we got to deal.

We're dealing with, we're dealing with fear. We're dealing with emotion because we're saying our man, like he right here bleeding out. We're crying, you know what I'm saying? We worry about going to jail. We weren't about a lot of shit. We got sticks and shit in the car with us. So we don't know what to do.

You gotta think, we're still young. You feel me? We ain't ever been through that situation. So we just, we're just gone, feel me? And that's just how it happened, you know. You know, I send my condolent to her family, you know. His sister will be reaching out.

She's cool. We still be talking, you know. I'm there for all, and whenever she needs me. So it's just life. And that's some shit that we went through him. And I can't change it. But painting the narrative that I threw my pun out of the car, that ain't, that ain't it.

It wasn't that. Mm-hmm. Now, from December 10th, 2020 to January, You got to process all this before you, you know, turn yourself in January, 2021. What's going through your mind, how you living, like, what are you dealing with? Like, at first, I'm not taking it as serious, you know, because I'm still getting high while we, I'm still getting high. Yeah. And I'm thinking like, shit, bro, we ain't do nothing wrong.

You feel me? That's all in my mind. Like, I ain't do nothing wrong. It ain't like we went to go shoot at nobody. shit just having people shooting at us and we shot back you feel me but as the time get like when I have to turn myself in I end or going to jail it's all over the news I'm realizing like down this shit this shit for real so boom I get a bun I come home for 30 day I mean I come home after 30 day and I'm out say like like two three months and

they indict me but they put a RICO on me so that when it hit me down First I was dealing with this, now dealing with this, Anna Rico. Like, I may not never see my kids again. I may not never see my mama again, you feel me? And, you know, that shit was scary, to be honest, you feel me. What was it like, like, you know, you're hearing Rico, you're hearing that, you got to go back to jail. Like, what was the level, like, where was your mind at? Like, what was going through your mind at that time?

You still getting that, you still, you're still addicted to, you know, drugs at the time. Like, what was like? I'm high. I'm trying to, every day I'm trying to get high as I can get, just so I can run from my problem, and I ain't got to face it. But every day I got to wake up and face it, you feel it. So, man, I ain't going to lie. At that time, I was going through it.

Shit, I was going through it. All right, so when you walk in, right? You go to prison, you walk in there. Right now you know, I went to jail first. Yeah, I'm talking about this. Okay, with science shit. Sign shit, I think it's all the same. You were cuffs, you can't go.

So you go to jail, right? And I don't think people understand, like, because I didn't have been there. You don't understand until you wake up that next day, in there, motherfucker. You like, damn. You wake up, but I don't think people understand this part. I'm ready to break down. You was heavily addicted to perk, lean, and all that. When you was in there detox and your body was going to,

through all that. Did you even understand what you was ready to go through, throwing up, shitting, and all the stuff you got to go through the detox? I ain't understand it, but I had to go through it. And it don't feel good, but you realize like, damn, I was an addict. I was like, damn, I was a J.

You know, we called, we call, you know, junkie J because they smoke dope. But it really ain't no different because shit, we all high for, you feel, me. They hound on something else, we had on this. but we still not in our right mind you feel so I think I feel like it helped me you feel I ain't hot now I can see clear I can think different I ain't got all these

distractions around me all these niggas around me and shit I think it better for me shit everything been going good I can focus on my family now I ain't I gotta be worrying my bullshit and I'm taking care of my business. Like being in that cell going in there, was it a little, was it a little mixed thoughts? Because when you go on, you feel as though I got money. I can pay for a big time lawyer. This going to be easy. The lawyer telling you that, like, what was all going through your mind when you thinking I got money?

I could just easily get out. Money don't get you out. Okay. Because they kept the nine I got down bun so much. I'm like, damn. money don't mean shit yeah you see me I believe in God though so I just I always I used to always say shit but I know my heart you feel me I know God ain't take me there far to make me sitting right in jail for the rest of my life so I prayed

about it and then I just I let God handle the money can do shit but take care of my family on the outside that's about it what part did you come to when you sitting in there you're going back and forth to court and then you got to get on the phone with your kids and they're like daddy when you're coming home where you're at I got a lot to him you know at first the whole family got lied to him yeah at first you know we tell them I'm on I'm on vacation I'm working you feel me and then I'm like man my kid we got this we got this bond so it's like it got to a point me like I'm not going to keep lying to my kid because they're going to think they're going to feel like I'm not deaf for them or I don't want to be with them like why he ain't came home so I had to explain to them and I told them the truth like this is what I'm going through right now I'm like shit but I'm going to be home you feel me I don't know when I can't give you a date but I know I'm coming home you feel me and it made me feel a little better because at first you know I was I was I was sad at far I was down I was depressed I love my kids. I love my kids. I was coming home you feel like me and I was I was I was happy. I was I was down. I was depressed. I love my kids.

You feel, they were a foe was going to jail, waking up, like, then I gotta be, nah, I want to never that. I've been in my kid, like, so to get took away from them, you know, that shit crushed the name, you feel, me? What was the, like, battles? Because now you're in prison, and now you, you strip from anything, and now you're in daddy move. Not saying you wasn't a dad before, but the balance of trying to figure out if you want to be a real nigga or if you want to be a dad. Now, look, first, all I'm thinking about the day that I don't want to go back, but we've got to go back. All I'm thinking about the day that that shit happened, I'm supposed to have an interview. So it's like, damn, I'm going to go do their interview.

But the interview got counseled, and my little girl wanted me to pick up from school. You feel me? Instead of picking up from school, I'm riding around in a new car. You feel? When I could have been riding around in the new car with her, you feel me? And I always had that in my mind like, damn, I regretted that shit, you feel me? Yeah.

I feel like I let my kid down. I feel like I let myself down. And I feel like I was just being selfish. Like, why I want to hang with, like, no offense to my pun, but why the hell I want to hang with y'all today when I can be with my kid, you feel me? And when I was sending that cell, I was like, shit, never again.

I'm gonna spend that much time as possible with my kid. I feel me. Everybody else can wait. So it was kicking you in, it was kicking you in the ass being in that cell knowing that you chose, we're going to be realistic, you chose to be a real nigga over being a father that day. Not for sure. Like how was that, but like how was it though? Like, was it really eating you up because it was a big chance that you might not be able to ever be a father outside of a cell again. Definitely would aim me up.

Man. I don't know. You know, it just, once again, when you high, not just saying it like, but when you just high and you ain't in your right mind, you're going with the flow. You're going with, oh, no, let's go do this, let's do this. And you're just like, yeah, let it go do it. When really, it should have been somebody around me like, nah, but they go pick up your kid, we're going to go do this.

You should hit up when you're feeling it. But the nigga ain't had that around them, you feel. So sending that cell, being sober. It's like, I'm going to make sure I stay sober, so I ain't no nigger got to tell me that I'm going to know myself. But do you think it's hard to have people around you like that? Because when I used to see you, you'll have a football team with you. Y'all will be going into joy. I'm talking about this is like goddamn football team, man.

It's like 30 dudes, man. So it's like, do you think sometimes as an artist, as the winner, the brand winner, that you're responsible by having a bunch of people around you that's yes men? because they're afraid to say something to you because they don't want to get kicked out. See, me, it's like, bro, I always felt like, I used to tell fly this all the time, like, he'll be like, bro, you know you can't take care of everybody with you. I'm like, shit, but he's my brother, bro, like, I got them.

So me trying, it's like a nigger trying to be so much of a real nigger, and not even just trying to be a real, that's just my heart, bro. I just, I love who I love and I take care of my people. So if I can show them different things, we're traveling. I mean, we're traveling and shit. These niggas ain't never been, that these niggas probably ain't never been to Macon, Georgia, you see what I mean? Yeah.

So if I can take you, maybe we're in Cali, we're in L.A., we're in, I mean, we in, we in L.A., we ain't, New York, Miami, we're all around the world. I'm showing them something different, so I'm feeling like I'm doing something good, not knowing that I may be for them, but all them not for me. They're just enjoying and benefiting off the things I can, you know, like get them or show them. And it ain't nobody really around who's going to tell me the right shit because they don't want me to get mad of them or they don't want me to feel aware about them. I might be like, nah, they fuck that man. He can't come with me no more.

He'd be treating me. He won't talk my head off. So that's probably how they're feeling. And once again, when I was locked out, I realized, like, man, I ain't got to do. that that ain't my responsibility I ain't got to make sure everybody scrape you feel me like you're a man bro you got to mess yourself scrape yeah I can help you if you're gonna help yourself but I ain't gonna keep doing it I ain't gonna keep spending all their money on travel for everybody when make this shit go from my go to my

kid tuition you feel if I could pay for their school with all their free travel money well it ain't free because you know they get working for that shit yeah but back then we looking I'm looking at like man This shit free, man. Everybody's coming, man. I got you out. But like, hell, no, sitting down and I'm in jail and I got to pay for all this shit. I'm paying for tuition.

You know, my kid, I mean, my kid, they were still going to private school while I was locked up. So I'm still paying for this shit. And that when it hit me, like, but all that other money, I could have been doing this shit with that. You said, me? I wasted a lot of money on, nigger, who ain't even around. Then who ain't even called my mama and check up on me. So I knew never again. So you mean to tell me because this is the side of the life, I think a lot of people that's doing good, a lot of people that's in the streets, a lot of people that's successful.

They don't know about the other side of the game when you're in the cell and everybody disappear. How was that feeling when you realize? Yeah, like, damn, all the shit I did for niggas and ain't nobody here for me. Damn. Who was there? Like, who was there? My mama, my girl. what shit, day, day, fly.

A couple of my partner, like, yeah, a couple of my partner were there for me. You know, like Zell. Shit, if I can't name, you don't feel away, you know, my mind racing. But, um, it was a couple more people there for me, you feel, but they could have been there a little more, you see, like, I know a nigga can't be a father than my kid,

And a nigga wasn't like, hey, Ray, I'm going to take my son over here. You want me to pick up Justin and take him with her. Like, nigga wasn't doing that. You feel him? So, you know, shout out of the booster, booster with her. You feel? Mm-hmm. Jody, whatever.

Shit. That's crazy. Because I even see you, I told you. So imagine being with a hundred niggas. And only 10 or five. I still ain't going to just let it change me and come back like with no vendetta. Like, oh, now, fuck. You know.

I'm gonna still fuck with a nigga, but I'm gonna fuck with you to a extent, you feel me. And I know, like, in my mind, I know you ain't ready that for me. Yeah. You feel me? You my dog, though, but she ain't ready that for you. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Now, when you, when you was in there, you got all this stuff going on in your mind,

court cases, missing family, where was the music at? Was you in there writing? Was you in the cell? Ain't gonna lie. I was like, how long, like, four and a half year? I probably wrote like, Five verses. And I used to be talking a little young nigga, they'd be asked me like, Damn, Luke, you gonna be down that rain?

Like, hell, no, I can't write. Like, if I write something, I'm gonna be writing by some jail shit. I'm like, but I don't want to keep talking about no damn jail. You feel, I gotta get out, I gotta live, I gotta see shit. I gotta be around my family, my kid. I gotta be inspired to rap, you feel, because I rap about shit I go through. I rap about, you should know, that shit just a feeling. That's just a feeling.

I used to tell them that God got me, bro. God's going to make sure I bake some five shit. I ain't true. As soon as I get out, they want to make a five shit. Yeah, rest and peace. It's hard to write in jail, though. Well, to me, yeah, my mind.

I don't think about being in it a bit for the rest of my life. It's talking about a hundred and ninety-five year. I ain't never heard no shit like that. I ain't even write no fucking birthday. Yeah, shit. Shit crazy It was hard now Rest and peace

The P&B Rock, right? I'm sure You and him And that's your brother You always came through For each other Y'all got a hit together How was it for you

Sitting in the cell Hearing about what happened to him That shit Well hard I ain't gonna lie I lost a lot Of punners Being locked up

Like you know Trouble Duff died Got down Jada Younger A lot of people I lost real Like, not saying it like that, but they were my real problem too, but I lost real close friends too.

So, that shit hard, but it, it, it don't really hit you because you ain't dealt. You're away. So when I got out, that's when they started to hit me more because it's like, damn, I can't even cause trouble. Damn, I can't call, you know, like, down, that shit real. And that shit hurt. You know, that shit, lame and fucked up. Already legend. You got a lot of tapes.

I don't even know what comes to your mind when you think about putting the title together. But already legend, that's a bold statement. I'm sure. Where do that come from in you to come over the title like that? You know, like my whole career, you know, I was like,

they were getting blackballed and shit, you feel me? Why you feel is that? Just because of what I had going on with some people in the rap game. Yeah. You know, a lot of rappers choose sides and shit, play the side picking game. And they could be, you know, just scared to be men. Yes.

So they want to, you know, run behind what's popping, I guess. So, you know, I've been, I had to deal with that. So me coming home, people just seeing what going on and knowing like, damn, bro, ain't what other people betray him to be, a betrayed him to be. But it always been that, you feel me. So even with the music, you know, folk be like, damn, Luke making hard shit, I'd be ringing coming, something like, now, Luke been making hard shit, I just went on it. So, you know, some people be telling me like, well, you're going to be a legend. You know, my favorite thing to say, like, the shit I already wrote, God I already wrote this shit, it's going to go, how it's going to go.

So if you're telling me, I'm going to be a legend, shit, I'm already a legend. You feel, I'm already a legend. I read that legend. You ain't got to tell me that I know that. So that's how I came on with that. How was it for you that night at the arena, man? When you come out there, it light up, man. I ain't going to laugh.

How was that? Everybody kept asking me was that nervous. Yeah, how was that for it? I wasn't nervous. I'm talking about the first time. I wasn't nervous. The first time, you wasn't nervous. I wasn't nervous.

I'm like, hold up. That joint open, you came out. It was like. I wasn't nervous, but I got emotional. That's different. Okay. And that's a difference. Yeah, that's a big difference.

Yeah, so watching all the lights. The love. They recording the video, the trailer that were playing. I'm like, damn, bro. I know why I just came from. I was just in a cell, 23 hours. Sometimes I couldn't even come out my room. You feel?

So, like, I'm really home. I'm feeling a performance. They're falling. They're sold up. That shit had you, like, nigger down that shit at a chill right there. And when I rose up, seeing everybody, they went to screaming. Oh, man, that shit was crazy.

But it's so big. Now, you come out, we got a situation, you know, with the new project and all that. How do you go about picking the production, picking who going to be featured on the album, shooting the videos, how do you go about all that? Because I see you got a team here. Um, basically when I first got out, I just got the working light. Probably not the Thursday, but down to like the second third day, I should just start recording, trying to get back in the groove.

And I ain't gonna lie, down there, everything I made, something I came home was hard, and it only got better. So we're picking the songs, I already knew like, okay, this gone, this gone. And then I might have a whole, like, track list. And then the next day I go make some And I'd be like Well this shit harder than this song Now I got to

I got a restructuring my shit I got to figure out down What song I can take All this product I mean all this All this track list And add this one And I got my team of course And everybody got their favorite songs

So we all sit there like down We might need to lead this song Or damn we might need to take this off So It basically just you know, teamwork and just being strategic

knowing like I can't just pick a song because I like it I got to pick a song I know the world going to connect with it you feel I mean and with the production

like I just got out working with a producer that I've been working with like TNT I don't think I ever work with Kai but somehow I got in contact with Kai and he pulled it up

you know he flew from Hawaii to come down here and we just loved He down there made down there all the got them the beats on the album. Okay. It's like, I like melodic, like, like, like melodic music, like shit with like pianos, shit that I can feel. You feel, my music, that shit comes from a feeling, so I don't like all that just, you know, just trap, beat shit.

You feel, me, it's cooler now, but now I really rap about shit. So, I don't know. We just locked in. We were working on. But in the same time you're working there, you're doing a lot of business moves, too. No, for sure. Like, what's that about?

Like, what you got going on business-wise? Like, when I was sending myself, I had wrote down, like, a to-do list. Yeah. And one of them was, like, to, like, get out and just restruct some idea, you feel? And, like, I ain't ever owned out of my master's, and that's something I wanted to do.

So, you know, I hollered at my own. CEO and I ain't fly and he was with it you feel me when I got out we restructed my deal well like I'm down that sign of myself we're building partners and name of my company already legend and you know I'm still with TIG but we we we partners and I own my master's and I gave him a percentage of my master but it's not like I gave he let me do it you feel I was solid yeah because that don't because ain't nobody else don't do that they don't happen no for sure That on shit.

No, for sure. I ain't nobody doing that. So, you know, I can't do nothing but respect, that shit. But, you know, I just came out focus, bro. I want to, like, nigga can't wrap forever. You feel, me. I'm 34. You feel it?

I lost down there for four and a half years of my life. So I came home. I want to be focused. I want to be a CEO. I want to sign focus. I want to have my own. The tolling line got down. I want to be in moods.

I want to do a lot of shit. I got to do that ASAP, though. I can't, I ain't gonna be young forever, you feel me? So I just came out focus, hit the ground running. Yeah. But they got something to do with being sober. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You feel me?

Because when you hide, you procrastinate a lot. Nah, we ain't doing that. No stagnation. how do you stay focused though it ain't no temptation there like how do you stay focused now and don't get high when it's so when i first got locked up my first probably two years i was still getting high and oh you were still in jail getting high i was getting high for sure but they moved me they moved me to another jail where when none of that shit going on you couldn't you couldn't do shit and i ain't never really just been like an addict like i could stop smoking if i wanted to i just like smoking so once they moved me and i couldn't get in no weed and shit i had to deal with it and i was over there for like i was over there for like a year no weed no drugs no nothing and i wasn't like i wasn't feigning for no drug i was i was cool so i took my time and then they sent me down the road down the road they're prison they were

we just holly down the road they sent me to prison and when i got to prison they told me like shit if you get in any trouble it can fuck up your chance of going home and they're like you fell a drug test you do all anything they're gonna fuck up your chance of going home so i'm like i want near this up because i told my kids like shit i'd be home like real soon a couple of months so i won't risk none of this shit and then not be able to see my kid So, I was great. I was like, man, I don't need no drug. I done did all this time without drug.

I don't need no drugs, fuck that shit. How is it now, though? Now, picking up your kids from school, how did that feel? Too good. You don't miss those days now, huh? Yeah, no, shit, feel too good. I can't do it every day because I still got to deal with like, you know, I got to balance. everything. I got music, meetings, kids, my mama, my girl. So I'd be trying to balance it,

but every chance I get on with them, and we're doing, and we're doing shit, you feel, we living. And I just see the look on their face of how they be happy at hell. And I'd never risk nothing to fuck this up, feel? How important is God in all this? man god is the biggest he made all this shit possible like i remember being locked up with my cousin she's like you know my cousin she's no screep person you see him and so when they offer me some shit she's like right need to tell right need to tell yeah i'm like man i ain't I ain't doing nothing like that man this shit going to be straight like I like I told my car and said hey me whatever going to happen to me it's going to happen to me like that shit I already

the rope like we can't change it like if god want me to go to jail for the rest of my life i'm going to jail for the rest of my life feel me but i know he don't want me to do that and it worked out for me i came home god brought me home you feel me so man without god wasn't none of this shit we possible yeah just got to pray talk to god talk to him like he'll upon him and he gonna make sure you scrape he might not answer you right then yeah but he's gonna answer you he He got a lot of folks, this is a big-ass world. He got a lot of folks he gotta get to. But he gonna come back around.

Now, you're out here, you're doing your thing. I know the tour's coming. I see you got the merch, you're building it up. I'm sorry. What artist is you checking out right now? Like, what up and coming young guys did you see yourself? Like, did you check it up?

I fought with Hurricane Wills. Okay. Little brother hard. I fought with YTV fat. Okay. I've been fucking with like young and age them you see what I mean OMBs

I've been fucking with them but like new YTB Montana Samhunter Did that was Zillion a dog I mean do Got down

Who else All the girls YK niece You see what Bonner Um Damn I fought with belly game

I listen to music I like music So if you're hard I'm on it. I'm trying to see who else. I don't want to leave nobody out, man. What was you listening to in there? I couldn't listen to no music.

Oh, now, look, I had a tablet for a minute. When I got to prison, I couldn't listen to music. Okay, when I was in it, and when I was in it, I was in it on, I was listening to Miza. I fought with Miser. Miser, yeah. Yeah. Miser got me through that shit.

You got him on a project? Nah, I ain't, no, I ain't really. Next project. Yeah. And, man, Miza, we got a project. working on the project too. That's good. That's my dog.

I was listening to a fat boy, right. I fought with him. I fought with Rod. I got me through that shit too. I ain't on a lot of there. That's probably it. Oh, no, no. I listened to Lerlo, no cap.

Okay, yeah. Some of that shit. See, me. That really is. I was on Rod and goddamn myself. I listened myself. I listened myself. When that tour coming?

When that tour coming? We're working on it. I know, like, top of the year, January, but we're working on it right now. I got to pick up these bags. All these bags I missed out on. I got to go get these. Oh, you missed them.

Like, me and Flowers, so you shoot it, 2001. Oh, my God, it was crazy out here. Yeah. And then, you know, I'm on parole, so I can't really travel yet anyway. Okay. I can start traveling October 24. So.

October 20, yeah, that's right around. Yeah. That's right around the corner, man. It seemed like. So how is it? They're taking for ever to come. It's coming, though. But how is it for you being on parole, though?

Because I was on parole for a long time. I'm still getting used to it because, you know, me being who I am, every little thing they're on me about it. So I just got to watch everything. You know, I can't be around my code defendants. I can't be around certain friend. I got to deal with them, how they feel away. Because I can't be around them And they're like, bro

Why the fuck I'm going to risk being around you And then go back to jail Can't see my kid no more To hang with you But niggas don't understand That they think about their self They be trying to benefit off a nigga You're having little motives

But man, I ain't risking that shit I'm hanging my kid Y'all ain't be mad at me all you want I ain't going back to jail So, you know, I get piss test every on month. Shit be clean. Shit feel good going to out. I do a feel to just be clean.

Feel good, walking out. You good, Mr. Bennett? Walk right out. So I'm dealing with it. That shit. It's just the traveling part. I was mad about that. Like, damn, I can't travel.

But, you know, everything happened for a reason. Shit, God's going to make sure. scrape but it's great and ain't too hard the hard part oh shit they in that cell with the hard part shit they're the easy part yeah if I can't follow these rules shit I deserve to go back to jail yeah when you first heard you got the Rico you know the other side of town other brothers got the Rico you know I mean slime in them it was like like how what was going through your mind like At the time when I seen that shit, you know, like,

but I ain't no fuck, nigga, bro. Even I know me and bro, like, we went on, we weren't cool or not, but I don't wish, I don't wish, I don't wish jail on nobody, you feel, I mean, I don't wish that shit on nobody. So the whole time, you know, some nigger, they're happy to jail talking like, oh, but they're like, damn, bro, you want a nigga to go to jail, bro.

You know, a nigga got a kid, they got a kid, nigg got mamas, a nigga going through the same shit we're going through. So, you know, I ain't never wish no bad on them, nigger. And the whole time, I was telling my people on the phone, like, I'm gonna askin to beat that shit, you see what I got that shit beat, we got this shit beat, you see what, me? I never know once, you know, like, I don't have fucking in there.

Nah, I went on that one. I don't know, that's just me. I can't be like that, yeah. Yeah, and it's like, you know, that's a good mindset in the world, you know, we live in the crab and the brow mentality. Not for sure. And a lot of times we just want people to be down. And we never thinking about the kids, the family situation, and all that.

But like, it just shows who you is as a man and also show your mindset. Yeah, Dan, you know, I'm in there, I'm in there with young niggas who's 17 years old and shit. Got 30 years. And they just, they don't, they still don't see how serious that shit. They don't understand it. Yeah, they don't understand that shit. Y'all n'all ain't even never had no pussy. Like, I ain't never fuck nothing.

I'm like, damn, you ain't never fuck nothing. But you're like, like, you know, pick up a gun before you fuck something? Like, that's crazy. I'm like, who the hell y'all be hanging around to let you all do this? Like, it's crazy. Then I remember one time I'm in prison. Like, we all in, like, these little hold of themselves. And I'm in that with an older nigga, he's like, he probably like 45 or some shit.

And I mean, that was a young nigga who's probably like 18 He asked the young nigga like Man, how are you at? The young nigga told him And he's like, I've been in here Before you was even thought of

And just to see the look On the young nigga fade He's like, damn That shit, it's like, it did something to him Because he knows like, damn, you're going to be telling this shit There's something out of there. You feel me?

And I don't know, I just feel like You know, a lot of niggas, they, yeah, you know, a nigger be on drilling shit, yeah. You don't poll a day no nigger play with you. But at the same time, bro, you got to think about your family. You got to think about your life. And right now, these young niggas ain't thinking about that shit. Like, you know, I heard so much about the phone calls that you and Fly used to have.

You know what I'm saying? It was deep. And it shows a lot of growth. But I want to know something really important. And it's coming from a dude that, where is, though, I forgave my brother's killer. The hardest thing to do, but I knew I had to, in order to, I had to live for my brother and not be willing to die for him. Like a lot of us say, I want to die for my, I die for you. And I'll be telling dudes, I'll be telling the young boys, you bullshit.

You won't die for nobody. You ain't trying to die for nobody, man. Shut up. You know, but that's the mentality. The street culture, this thing that we hold on to, I want to die for you. The greatest thing that I did was live for my brother. So how do you Because the maturity is

It's just unbelievable being in prison Talking to Fly How do you be able to say And I'm gonna just be real with it How do you be able to say you know what Thug Y'all It ain't that ain't that no more

It ain't no issue Like how do you I went to prison Okay I ain't on no screed shit I ain't on no gangster shit I ain't trying to be the tough guy I ain't none of that

Yeah so I ain't stun that shit That shit I got nothing to do with my kids, my family I ain't stun that shit Where do that come from, though? Where did that grow? How did it hit you so hard? It was just the prison thing, or was it the mind?

That shit, that shit was about that way Nutt didn't even give a fuck about that shit. Yeah. You feel me? That wasn't Nutt. Nutt didn't hate them, niggum. So, I know me and Nutt relationship. I know what Nutt used to want.

I know what he wanted for me, you feel. I know who he used to talk about. his mama, his family. If I was on there for them, I don't go down with nobody else got to say, man, you feel me? I'm gonna do what I do for nut. Not fair right there. Nutt don't want to see me in jail.

Not don't want to see me dead. That shit happened. I can't beat up for him. Yeah, so. I feel everything you're saying so much, because what you just said, I've been saying that for years to people about my brother. Where I say, listen, man, my brother wanted me to be here for his kids.

My brother wanted me here to be here for mommy and nanny. My brother wanted me to be here for us. I can't be here for them being a real nigger chasing something that I can't get my brother back. So you saying that that's the first time I really heard somebody say what I've been saying for years of dudes because me and you is sitting here living examples of how we can cure our community. It's about curing us right now. Because I think a lot of people is waking up more now and seeing that whole...

And it's going to take for a nigga like her to do that shit because the young nigga, they ain't got nobody to look up to. All the nigga, they look up to on bullshit. So if you're on bullshit, that's what they're looking up to. But they see, like, man, these folks getting money, these folks doing this, these folks ain't on that, these folks taking care of their family. I want to be like that.

Yeah. I don't want to be in jail. I don't want to die of young age. You for him? That I look at him. That's what I'm talking about, man. I really respect you for that man because... And I got a son.

Yeah. Shit. You need him to be, you know... Same way I am. You feel me? Mm-hmm. We don't live like that. Yeah.

For what? That's just major, man. Because I've been doing this battle by myself for so long. And I run into brothers that say they, you know, them seeing me talk about to help them. But then there's a lot of brothers this night. How I figure people that, um, they got influence. That's afraid. to just step aside and say, hold up, being there for the family is more important than

riding for this lost cause that we're going to keep killing off generations and just keep dying about some dumb shit. So for you to say that, that's major, man, because, man, that's the realest thing you could do. You know, be there for somebody mother, be there for somebody's kids over, ride for them, and crush more devastation than fuck the community up. You know what I'm saying? So that is really giving back to the community. being to overlook things and live above this old shit so that really showed growth in you

on a whole other level man and I salute you for that man I'm so appreciate that now now you know when we talk about taking deals and all that stuff like not only did they try to come at you with crazy stuff at one time they came at you wow

they came at you foul or however you feel as though it was foul how did you take that like having them come at you like that how was you feeling at first man Like I tell my lawyer, man, come on, man, you can't have to tell me that shit. Like, what the hell I'm gonna throw somebody under the butt for, to come home?

Shit, yeah, I want to come home to my kid, but if I throw a nigga under the butt, I'm gonna take him away from a kid. So, even with all that shit, like, even with my co-defendant, like, I think I had. It was two of them going to trial, no, yeah, it was two of them going to try, no, yeah, it was two of us going to, in the trial at the end and like I used to always tell my lawyer, bro, three don't get what I got. I ain't taking that shit. I'm like, bro, if he don't get the same deal long, I'm fin to get, I ain't taking it. And I stayed down and they were mad at me for this shit. Because they're like, everybody looking at you from the family, like, nigga, come on home, man.

What you're doing, man? They're like, you don't got to be out here. You got to do that. No, bro. He was with me. You feel me? They're my little brother and he was with me and we and we got our stuff into this shit. So I ain't just gonna lead him and he just, he could have probably been took a plea on me.

But, man, it was Luke, but if we want to go to the trial, we're going to trial. So when it came down to the plea, they got to a point when they gave me that deal, he's like, bro, I'd be sevens to hell to tell you don't take that shit. And my lawyer is telling me like the only reason he can't get, he's getting the same deal you get, but he's getting got to get one more charge because he'll convict the felony had a fire on yeah and they had the drill that in my head that's like hey he can't get the same deal but he's still gonna come home he gonna come home probably a year after you uh uh too but he coming home so you sitting here i heard you ready to go to trial just because your home boy that's getting

another charge because it's mandatory he'd get a charge because he had convicted felon with a gun there's nothing you can do about that so you sitting there ready to go to trial anyway like fuck it yeah because it's like I told you if I love you and if I feel how have I feel about a nigga that how I feel and ain't and ain't gonna never leave you hanging you feel me so I'm like hell no but once he was like shit I take it I'm scrape like you got to go home We got to go home, but you got to go home now. You got shit to do. And that one, we took our deal.

So you sitting in the cell arguing with him. We weren't even arguing. Yeah, you were like, how did it go? But he still was just like, well, you got to take it. You said, me. I took it. We both took out of the same day. I'm going to say this to you.

Like, I've seen you before over the years before you got to this stage. And I'm going to say this, man, you look great, brother. You look healthy. your antennas is up like you alert you're on point you level headed you speaking clear like man um god going to test you then he going to bless you so you already put the testings down now it's time to be blessed um just continue to stay focused and remember the hardship that got you where you at now so you'll never have to relive that um i see you put your kids first go out there and win brother because you you got to remember this uh we live in a world where it's hard for people

to deal with their truths and express themselves like you did today freely talking about addiction, talking, being accountable and just being a human being. So I respect you for doing that. I hope other people see it and like you inspire them to just live it out.

And if people didn't know who you are, they know who you are today based off of being a human. Not a real nigga, not an artist, but just being a regular person that go through regular things and regular life and deal with the ups and downs, you know, however it may be.

But I just want a man wish you to Massive success, man. And massive love to you for taking your time here on Rears Wallow, man. And listen, I'm going to tell y'all, man, this brother right here, I'm saying what, he's already legend. For sure. And with me seeing what makes him legend, it's not just the music, it's the accountability. It's the, you know, having the humility to share his story with you to let you know that we all make mistakes in life and we all humans. No matter how much money he got, no matter what type of cars he drive, no matter if he's success, none of that.

We are human beings that make mistakes and try to figure things out. Some of us is accountable enough to say, you know what? I fucked up. But tomorrow's going to be better when you just be accountable. And thank you for sharing your story though, man.

No problem. And just thank you for being real and keep winning. This is another episode, man. This is another episode of Where's Wildo, man. We're out of here. Report live from the A. I'm

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