Murder In America - EP. 192: TENNESSEE - The Confession: A Massive Update In The April Holt Case

Episode Date: March 7, 2025

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You have been warned. Hello, everyone. And today's episode is an update episode. And sadly, it's not the kind of update we want to give you. Now, if you haven't listened to our episodes about the murder of April Holt, which were episodes 177 through 179, you have to go back now and give those a listen, or you will be very confused here.

But in them, we worked with April Holt's mother, Jamie Dickerson, to tell you the story about how a mother of two was strangled to death by her estranged husband in 2023. The man in question is Donovan Holt, and he admitted to killing April that day. He also admitted to staging her death to make it look like a suicide. In the last episode about this case,

we left you with the news of Donovan's arrest, and for months, we have been patiently waiting for his sentencing, which just took place on February 18, 2025. But unfortunately, his sentence was anything but just, So in this episode, we are going to tell you about Donovan's slap on the wrist sentence. We also sat down with Jamie and her husband, Jeremiah, to hear their thoughts on everything. And lastly, we are going to play for you the never-before-heard confession that Jamie herself got from her daughter's killer.

So this is the update on the murder of April Holt. I'm Courtney Browen. And I'm Colin Brown. And you're listening to Murder in America. Before we get into this episode, I'm going to give you an overview about this case. I know we already gave you a three-part series on it, but it was many months ago. So just as a refresher, April Lynn Holt was a 29-year-old living in Nashville, Tennessee. In 2023, she was building her career as a lash artist.

She was a mother of two beautiful children named Serenity and Denzel, and she was also married to a man named Donovan Holt, who was Denzel's father. Now at this point, everything in April's life was going well for her, everything except her marriage. For years, April and Donovan had had one reoccurring problem, and it had to do with their finances. Now, Donovan was a cook, but he had a hard time holding down a job. And in July of 2023, April Holt got a call from her apartment complex, letting her know that she was being evicted because their rent wasn't paid. In that moment, April found out that Donovan had lied to her. He had told her that he had covered his portion of the rent and that it was taken care of when it wasn't.

And it was at this very moment where April had had enough. She told Donovan that she wanted a divorce. Now, they were still living together at the time, but April was done with him. She told all of her friends and family that she was moving on for good. She had even reconnected with an old boyfriend of hers. but tragedy was right around the corner, in more ways than one. Tragically, in the days before April's death, she had met up with this man in Tennessee for a work obligation,

and while there, he sexually assaulted her. Following the assault she wrote in her journal, quote, I feel so ashamed, dirty, hurt, I'm physically hurting, end quote. April was clearly in a tough spot in her life. She was divorcing her husband, and she had just been, been sexually assaulted, but the worst was yet to come. On July 28, 23, Donovan Holt told his seven-year-old son Denzel to go check on his mom, who was in the bathroom of their apartment. And when Denzel walked into the bathroom, he found his mother unconscious in the shower

with a bag taped over her head. From there, 911 was called, and April was rushed to the hospital where she sadly succumbed to her injuries. For the detectives in this case, their job was easy. After briefly speaking with Donovan, he told them about how April had just been sexually assaulted. He also lied and said that she had been drinking and doing a lot of drugs and that she killed herself that day. And surprisingly, they took his word for it. Investigators didn't even step foot in April's apartment until hours after she was brought

to the hospital. To them, this was an open and shut case. Without hardly investigating, the lead detective even went into the medical examiner and told her that this was a suicide. And without a proper investigation, that's exactly what they ruled April's death. They said that she had died by suicide by taping that plastic bag around her head. But from the very beginning, April's mother, Jamie, knew that that wasn't the case. She knew that her daughter had been murdered.

However, despite her efforts, no one believed her. For months and months, Jamie pleaded with investigators to take another look at the case. And she was especially worried because April's son Denzel was still in the custody of his father, the very man that she knew murdered her daughter. But again, no one was listening. So finally, Jamie decided to take matters into her own hands.

One day, she FaceTime Donovan, and she had a secret camera that was recorded their entire conversation. And surprisingly, it's on that FaceTime where Donovan admitted to strangling April. Finally, Jamie had the evidence she needed. And after handing that video over to the police, Donovan was finally arrested,

a whole year after April's death. Now, Jamie was happy that he was finally behind bars, and that Denzel was now in her custody, but it wasn't all good news. You see, when Donovan sat down with Investors, a year after April's death, he admitted that he had lied to them. April hadn't died by suicide, he said. He had strangled her, but he said that it was an accident.

This time, Donovan claimed that they were having sex and getting a little rough. He said he started choking her, and at some point he looked down and April was unconscious. Donovan said that from there, he completely staged her suicide. He put her in the shower, grabbed a plastic bag and some tape, and then wrapped the bag around her head. From there, he went out into the kitchen and he made his seven-year-old son Denzel some lunch.

After eating that lunch, he then told his son, hey, go check on your mom. And Denzel did what he was told. Donovan Holt not only strangled April to death and staged her suicide, but he made his own son find her body. Now once again, when he told the police,

this story about choking her during sex, they believed him. And that's when they charged him with reckless homicide. But if you listen to our coverage of the episode, you'd know that we don't believe this was an accident at all. And neither does anyone who knew and loved April. According to all of April's friends, she was done with Donovan. They were estranged. She had moved on.

Her loved ones all said that April wouldn't have been having sex with him that day. And to prove that even further, April had actually written in her journal that she and Donovan were not having sex anymore. Another reason we believe that April was not killed during sex with Donovan has to do with the sexual assault she experienced before her death. Being sexually assaulted is an incredibly traumatic situation for anyone. And April made that very apparent in her journal entries. For most people, they don't even want to be touched afterward, let alone have to be. violent choking sex, especially when that person is their estranged husband. But despite all of this, investigators believed Donovan's story, and they charged him with reckless homicide. Or maybe they didn't

believe him. Maybe, because of their lousy investigation, that was the best they could do. Their investigation from the very beginning was one of the most flawed investigations I have ever seen. And I think that they know that. We of course went into more detail on that throughout our coverage of the case, but maybe a reckless homicide charge was just the easiest way to put this all behind them. So that's exactly what they charged him with. For months, Jamie Dickerson has been on edge, waiting to find out the fate of Donovan Holt, her daughter's killer. And on February 18, 2025, that day finally came. But it was not at all what anyone wanted. Horrifically, Donovan was sentenced to two years in jail and eight years in community corrections.

Now, we didn't really know what community corrections was, but it's essentially a place where prisoners go after prison where they're supervised. But they can still work, they can still go out into the community, and it's pretty much like they're on parole. Sadly, Donovan's sentence also included time served, so he will be out in community corrections in just 18 months. Keep in mind, this is the same man who strangled his wife to death, staged her suicide, sent their son in to find her body, and then the same man.

lied to the police and the family about it for an entire year. Now let's just hypothesize for a second and say that April's death was an accident. Courtney and I personally don't believe that it was, but for storytelling purposes, let's just say that he did kill her during sex. In our opinion, it's crazy that he got two years, even for everything he did afterwards. Tampering with evidence, child endangerment for sending Denzel in there that day, lying to the police. There were so many crimes committed trying to cover up what was done. And at the end of the day, Donovan only got two years. Hey, everybody, Courtney and I have a favor to ask of you. If you love murder in America,

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People get longer sentences for drug charges. And this guy took someone's life, whether it was an accident or not. We are incredibly disheartened by this sentencing and we decided to set up an interview with April's mom, Jamie, and her husband Jeremiah to hear their thoughts on everything. But before we play that, we are going to play the never-before-heard footage of that FaceTime call where Jamie recorded Donovan's confession, the one that ultimately got him arrested. Now, last year when we were working on our coverage of this case, I had asked Jamie if we could use it in the episode. But because Donovan's trial was still pending, Jamie wasn't allowed to share it with anyone, but now that it's over, she wanted to give it to us. She was so overwhelmed by all of the

support that our listeners gave her when we released these episodes. You were all so kind and supportive, and we truly do have the best listeners in the world, so she wanted you guys to hear it first. Now, in it, you're going to hear Donovan talking about his marriage with April, and he doesn't paint her in the best light. But I want you guys to take everything he says with a grain of salt. After all, this is the same guy who staged an entire suicide and lied to the police's faces for an entire year. So, he's proven himself to be a liar, someone who will say anything to keep himself out of trouble. We don't believe a word that comes out of his mouth, but without further, ado, here is Donovan Holt's confession.

Yeah. Very nervous, and I don't know that she had reported to put out there, but it's going to, in order to understand. Yeah. And maybe I know some of it. Yeah. You know, that's, I know. I know.

You guys had an open relationship at times, but then it just, it was just trickling out of control. And I think once you went to the boat and then you came back, I think then she had that freedom for a minute. So, yeah. So in the... Where I went back and went back in the restaurant. I was like, you know, somebody that was in time... Where'd she meet him? I don't even know this guy.

Yeah. I understand. But that's hurtful. That's horrible. Yeah, but, you know, she was... Then, you know, it's good... But when you're telling me, at least I can almost... also then see like that's a lot on her head as well because when you walk

around and you know you're doing something that everybody else is not going to be favorable for and yet you're trying because I know in her heart she wanted to walk this Christian path but then it's like having a good and a bad you know on your shoulders and it's like a constant like wait I want to do this but this is in my ear over here and this and that's really hard and I know she loved you I know she loves that's the thing that I tell you in this day even if we weren't in a relationship April was my best friend like I but she would say the same about you she would literally say Donovan is my best friend so even though I don't know that we should be married she said he's

my best friend and I said I get that but it's okay to co-parent like people co-parent but at the same time I know that your love for her, that level of love, is hard to give up. Yeah, so I think the thing is with all the things that we had went through and started looking into like spiritual. Yeah. More on that end because you're tearing. The mindset of like, I'm a goddess and a goddess can have as many people as they want because you have to born and one person. And so it was a lot of times in the house. thing as her bottom yeah in the sense of if and I had sent them up to I think it's old she would me talking to somebody else and having it should be born into our

household right yeah no I remember all that going down and here's and she told me that it was just an online thing with you some kind of phone relationship or whatever is she did tell me that she did tell me that it was a phone thing because I had asked her I was like well would they ever physically, you know, sexual, that they do? And she said no. She was honest about that. She just said that she was so mad, but she didn't, you know, I didn't know about her end of anything. I just knew about urine, you know, so like. I wanted to make, you know, to somebody's mom or somebody's family or people who see her a certain way.

I didn't want, I didn't want to be the person that changed the way she looked to people. Because she, front, she is the great, she was a great person. Like, I know. outside of those things that she needed. Yeah, God. Yeah. But it was more than this girl, and then she had me, so she had her people for different stuff. What?

Oh, my God. So he's a relationship with my wife and my son, and I'm being told, hey, this guy, about that is. Oh, my gosh. Then she had Zach there with her, and it was just. Did Zach know? Rock? I was going to say he, he wouldn't have probably,

Zach's kind of more temperamental, I would say, like. Moka, come here. Leave Marvin alone. Sorry. No, no, you're all right. So she had that going on. And it was just, like I said, I'm on the boat, just kind of getting all this information. And sitting with it all day, like, it was a lot on my mental. So, you know, she was very big and not his father. Like, there is no discipline in, like, there is. Right.

At the same time, it was between me and Denzel. Or just three months at a time because I'm trying to make the money for her house. He probably didn't. That's why I would say. I am too. I get it. I know. It's a problem.

So I promise. I'm so glad you're telling me the truth. That wasn't my... That's something she did elsewhere, and I'm trying to satisfy her needs. So there it is. The confession that ultimately got Donovan Holt arrested. After recording it, Jamie immediately handed it over to the police. And thankfully she did, or Donovan Holt, probably never would have been behind bars in the first place for killing his wife.

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They told me that it was going to be the two years and one month is what they told me. They were like, so you can agree, this is what I had to do. They were like, you can agree to the two years, one month and eight years probation, which added up to Denzel being 18 because he couldn't get off the eight years early. or I could take the chance and bring it before the judge, he might get an extra one year in jail, but that judge could have taken it off of his record and he wouldn't have had a felony.

And in addition to that, the eight years could have been less. And I could have, that would have been like me playing, you know, a game of, hey, I would lose Denzel. And I was like, I'm not willing to lose Denzel. So. No. So they're like, well, you chose this. I was like, no, I didn't choose it.

I didn't have a choice. Right. No. So they let you, they kind of gave you the two options and they said, which one would you rather do? And I asked him. I said, does that judge, you know, how is this judge? Is she pretty hard on these type of cases? And they're like, well, there's a likelihood that she'll take it off of his record. And I said, absolutely not. Why would this ever be taken off of a record? No. I'm just so confused by it all. The whole thing is insane. It is insane. And we we posted about it just like a little snippet on our Instagram just like the results in everyone like hundreds of comments of people saying like I am so shocked. But at the same time, I'm not because of how they handled it from the very beginning.

I was so. I think it's their way of like not having to admit that they were wrong all the way. Because if they would have done like first or second degree murder, then it would have looked like they didn't. didn't do their job at all, you know, and it would have proved them completely incompetent. Where by this, it's like, well, we have to do something because she did get a confession. So, and she's been calling us out on our wrongdoings all this time. So this is how we're going to pay her back. Yeah.

And I'm like, what are you paying back? You're going to let somebody back out into society that shouldn't be. It doesn't make any sense. No. None of it makes sense. I can't understand why they have such a, you know, I can't understand why they have such a a hard time seeing the truth, especially like... When it's all there.

Yeah. It's right in front of them. It's right in front of them. Like, the way that you guys have spelled it out, the way that we spelled it out in the podcast, it's like very, very obvious what actually happened. So it's one of those things for us, it's like sitting and actually analyzing what they said and what they've done. It just makes no sense at all whatsoever.

It's like they're just, they've been up against. us this whole time, but like almost like on his side, like on Donovan's side. Like you would think he knew somebody in there with the way that it's went. And I was like, there's no way that this judge or any of these detectives would have, this would not have been this way if it was their family. Is this only because it's us? Like they would have never done this. They give people with DUIs more time.

That's, I was a murderer. Yes. People get like drugged like weed charges. Yeah, you can have pot and you get more. Yes. It is insane. It's insane. I cannot believe it. So he will be spending two years in prison. Well, he only has 18 more months.

Oh, yeah, because it's with time served, right? So 18 months. And then he's going to be moving to, I had never even heard of what that other. Community Corrections. I think, is that what it's called community corrections? I think that's the name. Yes. D.C. Yeah, I don't know what that is. But somebody explained to me was that it's almost like he's protected because he's in a place that they placed him. And now he's still going to be protected from society because now his face is about everywhere.

He's living the life because he's not in a prison. He's just in the local jail. And they said that they're not moving him because he'll be out in 18 months. That's crazy. So he's not actually having to like go to like one of those really hard places. Right. He's just, he was actually on the video game that Denzel was. And Denzel's like, look, my dad is logged in here.

I was like, so I had went and told the DCS attorney, I was like, how come they're allowed to play video games in there and reach out to the outside world? And she's like they are. They're allowed to do that. What? He used to play video games. Yes. They play, he was playing video.

Yep, video games. They're allowed to accept. They have internet so they can reach the outside world. That is in. insane. There's no possible way that he could ever get custody of Denzel with the sentence he's under. Okay. Only because DCS, we had it added to our side. This, so the sheriff's department, like his criminal case, has, they wouldn't help us at all with custody. So we had to have that added on our custody hearing. And we had a portion added on there that says until he's fulfilled all legal. obligations, he can't take me to court, take us to court. And so he has to fulfill all of those eight years, which then Denzel will be 18. If I wouldn't have had that added, who knows if he could

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that they're immune to it. Because I had placed a claim with like their legal department. And I've placed three claims. And every time they keep kicking it back and I was like, no, I want to know why. Why is this allowed? And finally they sent me this thing saying, well, they're immune to it. How are you immune to? So you can just say and do whatever you feel like. And they're protected. Pretty much. Pretty much. Yeah. That's something that Colin really wants to talk about too. like in his, the documentary that he's going to be working on soon. He, like, the way that the whole entire case was handled from beginning to end. I hate corruption.

Yeah. More than anything. Especially from these people that are supposed to protect. Yeah. And they just themselves. It's just sitting. Yeah. It's a protecting, sir.

Who are they protecting? Yeah. It really makes me wonder why. Like, why? I don't know. I don't know. No, it's very, I'm just so confused. I don't, I don't understand any of it to be, I mean, I'm just baffled by the entire thing.

I've never thought in a million years, if you had to live such a nightmare that then you had to have to have this kind of corrupt justice system. At least if you had to go through a child that was murdered, you would think that the system would be on your side trying to get that person off the street and get justice. They've been completely up against us the entire time, up until still. From the very beginning. Yeah. Yeah. There's nothing I can do. That's the frustrating part.

It's like I've exhausted every outcome. Now all I can do is call them out. Now all I can do is point the finger and let people know, hey, this is what you, this is what you guys are relying on to protect your family. And so that's why I was like, I'll keep calling them out. It doesn't bother me. They didn't do anything for me. No, exactly.

And also, you wouldn't even let anyone see that video because you were trying to protect the outcome of this case. Yeah. Like when we covered the story months ago, like, I was like, can I hear Donovan in that face? I know. I can't, which totally absurd. And I've never released it up until now. That's why I told you, I was like, if I'm going to release it, then I want you guys to have it. And I think he doesn't start to confess until like 20-something minutes in.

So first you have to listen to him, go on and on about nothingness. Right. trying to cut, trying to talk with people all nice and. Yeah, beat around it. Yeah, and then tell me that you kill my kid. Like, it's a normal conversation to happen with somebody. And then I'm supposed to sit there calmly and just not react because I knew

Denzel was still there. So I was like, okay, now you just just sit here calm me and act like you're not, because he was looking at my face. And I'm like, what if he does something? What if he snaps again? Right. It took me a couple minutes for something that it took them weeks to do. Yeah, at the first time, it took him literally a couple of minutes, and they, they wanted to, like, they kept saying they needed April's phone for so long because they took everything off her phone.

And so- And then he wouldn't even give us the phone back. After we gave it to him. They gave it back to Donovan. Then he used it as his own phone. Until he was the rest of it. He just turned it into his phone. I just don't even get how he can't be charged and, like, given a longer sentence just based on. on the line to police.

Yes. Yeah. Yeah. That part right there. Tampering with the body and everything. Yes. I don't understand how you can like, somebody can actually confess to a murder.

Like they actually, this isn't something that they're trying to prove. He's actually said he did it. And then they're like, well, you can have two years. It was an accident. And it was an accident. And then they want to believe him after he lied. And one of his charges is actually lying.

And now you want to believe him again. like, oh, that makes a lot of sense. It was falsifying a report, and yet you want to believe him that he unaccidentally did this. After he lied about it to your faces for months and on. Twice. Twice. Two interviews.

Two interviews, he lied about it and said that no, he didn't do it. No. And I told them, like when I even placed my claim, I was like, you guys should, the police should be liable for putting Denzel for 10 months in danger. Anything could have happened to him, not to mention the mental health, like, deterioration that had happened in that 10 months that we had to try to now he's on medicine and he's in you know his trauma therapy and a psychiatrist and but like how much more damage was caused because of that 10 months and he didn't get immediate help and I'm like they don't take response they're immune

to it all they don't have to there's nothing they don't have to do anything and like not only did denzil have to be around it but then the mental games that donovan was playing with him being like you're talking to people and yeah is your fault He told him it was his fault. Yeah. Yeah. Insane. And then the police are like, that's not.

Yeah. Not our problem. Oh, my God. They didn't care at all. They're like custody is something completely different. I'm like craziness. Oh, gosh. Well, that's, again, I'm calling.

He gets way more views on his stuff than the podcast even does. We just appreciate you guys. We were like, it's not even as much about views. It's that you. guys get it and you guys get the frustration that's behind this system and that's why I was like, I mean, Jeremiah hasn't even talked to anybody but you guys. Like he doesn't even talk to anybody. For him to even get on here, like, he doesn't talk to nobody. He's like, leave me out of it. So, you know, he likes you guys because otherwise he'd be downstairs playing his video game

right now. We appreciate you, Jeremiah. We're so excited to share the story with even more people, especially now that we have more, it's more of a conclusion for lack of a word, you know, I think that, oh, sorry, I think that, yeah, I just, Colin has so many people on his YouTube that will be just as outraged as we are and our listeners were. And I think now that we have the conclusion, and it's so incredibly disappointing. It's like, we are going to put these people on blast and we're going to make sure. Well, the more people that can start pointing fingers, the more they're going to have to start to think about, hey, I'm going to do my job a little better because I'm going to be called out. And so the more people that will start to have a backbone and actually call them out, they're going to have to change their ways because people don't just keep putting up with it. It's that people are scared of them and they don't want to upset them. And probably for the kind of outcome we got of the two years, they don't want to risk that. But to let them get away with it, Absolutely not. I'm not going to let that happen either. I do go to a commissioner meeting in March to help try to get a medical examiner office closer to where we are because then it's like the fourth biggest county and they don't have one. And where April's body was sent, 66 counties send their bodies there. And so they're not getting enough attention per case. And so I'm helping them try to get one. And they're using April's case as their case study. And they're hoping to use it for training nationwide. So that's actually a positive. That's such great news, especially because I think like the medical examiner part of April's story is such another just huge fail in the system. Like how did you not see what happened to her?

The bruises. It's because the detective went in there and put it in their head ahead of time. Exactly. And then with all the false things throughout the report of like websites. things like that. I'm like, they planted seeds the whole time. So anybody that read that automatically thought, well, she was looking up suicide sites when she wasn't, that she was on drugs and alcohol, which she wasn't. And you're just like, they kept making, they painted a picture of her that was so wrong and it wasn't who she was. And they just all believed it from the very get-go. And so that's

why I'm trying to get it where the investigator isn't allowed to have any say or be in the autopsy until it's been done completely. Let it be a medical evaluation only first. Yes. And then put all the pieces. But don't add their opinion to your report. No. And I can't believe that's not protocol already.

Like that's not crazy. Yeah. And so I don't get it. So those are some of the changes that I'm working with them. So the death investigation team in Rutherford County, that's who I'm working with. And so I'm really just hoping that. Those are changes that we can get made. And if they can use her as a case study nationwide, then go for it.

I said, I'm all for that. Now, Jamie didn't end up going to Donovan's sentencing trial. It was too disappointing of a day, and she was afraid of how Donovan would react. She said that one look in her direction, one facial expression, might have set her off, so she decided not to. So if you would have gone to the hearing, you would have been able to read your impact statement. correct or no you just didn't I could have and they actually said they would read it for me but I told them no I told them they can't they can't read my words so I just posted it publicly here's the video that Jamie posted of her victim impact statement July 29th 2003 was a day I will never forget

a piece of my soul was taken from this earth from her children from her family and friends from her future plans. I didn't get to look in April's eyes that day to see her pain. I didn't get to rescue her. The questions of did she suffer? Was she scared her last moments of life? Did she fight for her life? And did she cry will always haunt my mind?

Her eyes last vision was looking into the eyes of the man who took her hand in marriage and promised to protect her in love. love her. The man she loved and the hands that she held feeling comforted in the end with the same hands that wrapped around her neck, taking her life away. The courts like to see this as an act of reckless homicide. After her breath was taken from her, she was treated as a piece of garbage. And that's what destroys me to the core. She was drugged to the shower and a garbage bag was placed over her head and then taped. Donovan then proceeded to go into the next room and eat lunch with their seven-year-old son, who he then sent in the bathroom to find his mother dead

lying there on the floor. The mindset is that of someone who has a mental illness. The mindset is not of reckless homicide, but rather a premeditated act of murder. This was not an accidental death. The actions that took place after April was no longer. breathing were intentional and deliberate. He staged April's death as a suicide. He had a bag and tape ready and prepared, where no person would think to wrap up their spouse's head and tape the bag if their partner who they claimed to love was not breathing. In a sexual act, a partner would make all attempts to rescue their spouse. The lies began the second the 911 call was made and the procedures that followed were nothing short of erratical. April was born into this

world as a gift from God to me, her mother. I watched her grow up into the beautiful, amazing, loving woman she had become. She loved and adored her two children and often talked about how excited she was for her their futures. She spoke about how she was looking forward to buying a home within the next year, opening a training studio to teach others to do lashes, foster children, and continued to grow in youth ministry leadership roles. April was as soft as a feather, floating to the ground with such ease and calmness. April was a friend to all and even wore her smile when I knew she didn't want to.

April was the first of what our family calls the first six, which are the first six grandkids who were raised so close together that they were like siblings. All of that was taken from her, and from us. She didn't ask to die. She did not take her own life, like Donovan told many people, including her children. This lie was thought to be true by so many people for almost a year. So many people thought April was that sad and none of us even were aware. I knew in my heart that is not what happened, and Donovan met me each week with months to exchange Denzel and looked me in my eyes knowing what he had done to my daughter.

knowing that I was fighting for justice, knowing he sent his seven-year-old son in that bathroom that day to find his mom dead on the floor. We have experienced every parent's worst nightmare. We live with this pain for the rest of our lives and a hole in our hearts that can never be filled. There will always be an empty chair at the table and at all of life's milestones that her children reach. This was all taken by the hands of another human being who has been given charges as if he simply made a mistake. It was not a mistake to lie about what happened. It was not a mistake to treat April like a piece of garbage. It was not a mistake to send Denzel in the bathroom, traumatizing him forever. It was not a mistake to tamper with evidence. It was not a mistake to falsify a report.

This was an intentional homicide of an innocent person. I am a Christian woman with faith that I didn't even know I had. Through this tragedy in my life, I have found that I must have stronger than I ever thought. I won't walk around with an anger that strips me of the person I've created to be. I will walk in the spirit and not the flesh, raising April's two children, Serenity and Denzel, to have loving hearts. They will carry their memories of their mom and them always, and we will channel our energy of missing her into giving back just like she would want us to. We have a grief center opened, which now we don't, but we have grieve with me still the nonprofit.

I pray that Donovan asks for true forgiveness for his actions. I pray for eternity with Christ because I can't imagine the alternative. As I read this statement, there are simply just words. These are simply just words to everybody. This is part of a procedure for sentencing and considered to be a privilege to read a letter. You allow me to say a few last words to the courts and the murderer of my daughter. To me, this was my flesh and blood. This was not just a file for your filing cabinet like it has been treatance in state one.

This was my child. This is not just another number in the log of how many homicides happened this year. This was the mother of my grandchildren. April Holt was a person. April Holt was a case that I pray makes an impact to the entire justice system of all the wrongs that happened in her investigation, and that through these mistakes, changes are made. I will make it my mission as her mother to get policies and procedures change. changed so that no family has to endure grieving while investigating their own child's case because the system failed them and refused to listen or see the facts presented to them numerous times.

When you hear the name April Holt from this point forward, hear an echo of the change that is to come. We all stand before God one day and take account for our actions and lack thereof. The justice system was intended to protect and serve, and I tell my grandkids that there are two justices. one on earth and one in heaven. So just know that whatever is seen or heard here is seen and heard there as well. And each person in uniform will stand on this side of the podium answering to a much higher calling one day. Jamie said that although she didn't get to confront him in court, she has written to him several times since he's been in jail. Donovan also has written Serenity and Denzel.

now he's written Denzel and Serenity on the holidays he'll send them like something and he'll like draw them a picture Serenity throws it away and doesn't read it she's like I don't want to make anything do with him and Denzel reads his so right and you know I kind of just tell the kids they're entitled to their opinions I don't think Denzel quite gets what happened to him

yet I think it's going to take till he's older and I think it's going to be waves of like, oh my gosh, my dad actually sent me in there. I don't think he gets it right now. I mean, yeah. So hard to grow. Yeah. So we kind of just like instead of, like we don't really bring it up much. It's kind of just when we found out about the sentencing, we told the kids.

And Denzel's like, well, I'm happy because my dad will be back out. And he's like, people should get second chances. I said, you don't get a second chance at killing people. Like, I'm very blind. about it. Right. And then Serenity is like, well, she's pissed. Like she's like total opposite. She's my feisty little fireball. She's like, oh, no, this is unacceptable. So she's very mad. So I tried to tell them, I was like, because we have a difference of opinion in our house, because he asked me how I felt and I told him, I said, do you really want to know? And he said,

yeah. And he's like, I'm mad. I was like, mommy's gone forever. Daddy should not get to be out in this world, just walking around. And so I did kind of. of like I told them the honest truth, but I also just said, in our home, we have to respect each other and what we feel. And if you're at a family function, because my family's ticked, you know, like everybody's ticked. Our families are not okay with this. But I said, I told everybody, don't talk about it around the kids. And if they do, the kids can walk in any room and say, can we please change the subject? Because it makes me uncomfortable, giving them a way out because it's just so much for them to process. What about so the grief center?

That's that was it didn't end up working out. And you know, it was just costing us more and more money. We didn't need to help in the community like we thought we were going to get. We put so much in it and it was and it's so sad because it was like we put so much in it. And it was like no community support. So we just redesigned it and I now send out comfort packages to kids that lose parents. So our packages from home have. like a teddy bear in a blanket and a grief book and coloring pencils and then a handwritten

card and then we wrap it all in gold because that was April's favorite color and we put a gold dragonfly on it and we just are sending those out for free to kids that lose a parent so um to be happy and we've we've already we've already have kids that are signing up and I haven't even really posted about it yet because I wanted to have supplies I don't want to like have a bunch of kids sign up and then I don't have supplies. But it still lets us keep the nonprofit open. And we just feel like maybe God just had us do it in a different way. I mean, it's sad because we like the kids and me liked the grief center.

But to spend that much money a month, it was like a little over $3,000 a month with all the bills. And to spend that. And then I'd have to go and sit there and nobody was coming in. And we were just like, is this really beneficial for us? us as a family or if the community is not using it, then it's not a need or nobody wants to use it as a need. So I was like, okay, well, kids are 850 kids in a day lose a parent in the United States.

And so that's a need. And I don't want any kid to feel like they don't have someone that loves them. So I was like, this is just our way of reaching out and just giving them a hug through a box. I love that. And I think that you can have a wider reach with that. Yeah, we're doing it. We're doing the whole United States. That's beautiful. I think that is so good. And, you know, a door closing like that is just, it means that another one's going to open for you and it wasn't meant, it wasn't meant to be.

So this is the final episode of our April Holt series. And like we mentioned, it's not the outcome that any of us wanted. But it's also the outcome that we all expected. After all, you can't really convict someone of murder. When the police department in charge of the investigation, investigation didn't do a proper investigation. In our opinion, Donovan Holt got incredibly lucky. If April's case would have had a more competent department handling things, we are confident that this outcome would have been different, but you can't turn back time. So all we can hope going forward is that April's case can make a difference in future cases, that the police department will realize their mistakes and they'll do better next time so that no other family has to go through what April's family went through, and that next time, maybe justice will actually be served. If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic violence, the National Domestic Violence hotline

number is 1-800-799-7233. If you are in a situation where you can't call, you can also text them to get help. All you have to do is text the word start to 88788. Hey everybody, it's Colin here. Thank you for listening to this week's episode of Murder in America. I know this wasn't like a typical episode of our show, but we were incredibly involved with telling this story and, you know, but when we first decided to cover the April Holt story, we dove headfirst into everything. And now at this point, we're very good friends with Jamie, her husband Jeremiah, their family, and we felt that an update like this was definitely warranted. Because if there's one word I can use to describe this entire case and affair, I would choose

the word injustice. It is absolutely crazy to me to see how this case turned out, with all of the evidence, everything that was found and discovered, but it's inspired Courtney and I to continue fighting, and I hope that Jamie's words can inspire you guys at home as well. If you want to join us on Patreon, just head to patreon.com and search for murder in America. You can get access to bonus episodes of the show on there, plus ad-free early access to all of our main feed episodes. So if you don't like the ads. Consider joining us on Patreon. If you haven't followed us on Instagram yet, make sure to follow us at Murder in America to see photos from every single case that we cover. And also be sure to leave us a five-star review wherever you listen to this show. It really helps

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