No Jumper - Alina Rose on Being Celibate, $800,000 in a Month off OF, The Bop House & More

Episode Date: July 27, 2026

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No Jumper, coolest podcast in the world. And today I'm bringing you an episode with social media superstar, Alina Rose. Hello. How are you doing? I'm doing good. How are you? Where am I supposed to introduce you as what would you prefer to be titled as content creator? Is it okay if I do like rage bait?

Sure. You could call me a musician. Okay. Yeah. I'm a musician. How far along in your music career are you? I only have five songs out right now. Okay.

What has generated more money? Your music or your only fans? Oh, the music has not generated. So in that way, I'm sure you can see where I'm going with this. It's a little difficult to really go with musician, right? No, I'm a musician. It's like, you know, maybe it doesn't make me any money, but that's what I claim myself as.

That's what you believe your future is? Yeah, yeah. I'm speaking from like the future. What are you doing music-wise? Like, what do you mean? I haven't heard of yet. Like, what style of music is it? Can I show you one?

Sure. It's an unreleased one. We'll have to chop it out for the non-members version, but... This is one I just worked on last night. Okay. I got two, I have two, and I got three. He's like a lot, look in my clothes, but you want to see what's in the knee.

I might give you a little sneak. I might add you to the team. I might add you to the team. Well, is that like objectifying men? Yeah. Men objectify me all the time. Yeah. I'm a sip on just tequila and just chasing with this bright.

Baby all the pretty girls just want to party. Maybe I'll see what you're doing. So you're kind of like like a demon. Enchantress. Yes. Like tempting men into your... Yes. Is that like really who you are?

Um... No. It's your character. This is like your Lady Gaga demon thing. Yes. It's like a... It's Alina. Okay, so my real name is not even Alina Rose.

It's not. It's Perla. My real name is Perla. Perla? Yeah. But Alina Rose, like, that's the character I've created. And she's the one that wants, like, one or two or three men. Okay.

Yeah. and she wants money like all she cares about is money getting that bag me I'm a good girl but Alina Rose she she got a demon time because I always tell people that one weird thing about like girls who get rich off only fans or whatever is that they always just get a boyfriend right away and like I think a lot of these dudes like believe off Instagram or whatever that all these hot chicks with mad followers and mad only fans money are like huge sluts and that is such a rare exception because as soon as a girl house like money and comfort and control they usually want like a partner to spend their time with guys too but guys sometimes like to be freed I actually was just in a relationship

for like three years and I got out of it one year ago but I haven't talked to any like I haven't had sex with anybody ever since. Damn. Yeah. How long has it been? Like a year? You haven't had sex in a year. Yeah, I haven't had sex in a year.

What are you waiting for? I just don't want to give my time to these men. Like, I don't think they're worth my time. I don't think that, like, I just haven't found somebody that meets my standards. But, I mean, I feel like you have access, probably, just because you have 5 million followers, you have access to like a lot of very high value men, right? They got to be swimming in your DMs. Like both high value in like a, you know, sort of superficial way, like, you know, famous, like that.

And then also just like cool guys. I have a lot of guys in my DMs, but it's like, I don't know. It's like why I just don't see a future with them. Like, okay, I have a lot of famous guys, but it's like, I don't know. I feel like they're horrors. Like I feel like they would talk to it. Like even if they, like, I don't know. them so I don't know for a fact, but it's just in my head that they would have a lot of girls

talking to them. So it's just, it's better if I don't even like talk to a guy that does like stuff like that or like it's just big on social media. I don't know. I also feel like it's something that like it's supposed to come natural. I'm not supposed to go looking for it. Like if it comes to me like cool. Like I'm not going to like deny it forever. But it's not something I'm going to go out of my way to like get either. But so you're totally off the part of your life, if there ever was a part of your life where you were. dudes just because they were famous and because it just seemed fun. I'm never.

I'm never. You were never like that? No. No famous guy could ever say he fucked me. Really? Really. Well, the only one is my ex. Like, well, he's like, he has a following.

Okay. Yeah, he's the only one. Okay. But like, there was never a time in your life where you were more just down to like hook up with random dudes. No. You always like more a girlfriend type thing? Before that, I had a girlfriend for two years.

A girlfriend. Before the guy for three years, I had a girlfriend, yeah. So I've never like slept around Damn Yeah and I don't want like I don't see anything wrong with people that do sleep around Like that's yeah I feel like everybody is allowed to Like live their life that the way they want to

I just don't like living like that Like it's just I'm not very I'm not a very sexual person I get Like in order for me to even get turned on I have to be in love with that person I have to really like love And if I if there's no love like I can't even get wet Or like turn on or nothing like it's just dry

Really? Yeah. That's interesting. I have a theory, though. I feel like a lot of girls are like horrors, well, you know, promiscuous up until they get into a relationship. And then, like, once they feel like they've, like fully locked this dude down, then they just kind of fall back. Because, like, they weren't really a sexual person to begin with. They were just to try to, like, make guys like them.

To be honest, all I've ever had is vanilla sex. Really? Yeah, I've never, like, like, I've heard my. My friends, like some of my, I have girlfriends that tell me like, oh, yeah, like, I've had this guy do this, this, this. And I'm like, oh, my God. I've never had that happen to me. I'm like, I've only ever had vanilla sex. So, okay, hypothetical scenario, I am married.

But if I wasn't, and this was like a conversation where we're like figuring out if we liked each other, how much of a turnoff would it be that I've done everything under the sun sexually and on camera? That's like probably like not that cool, right? Yeah, I probably wouldn't. I probably wouldn't want to be with a guy that like. Right. It's just been with a lot of girls because I haven't been with a lot of guys. So like I don't see anything wrong with that, but I personally haven't been. Like, yes, my stuff, like I've never done porn either.

My stuff is on social media like my body and stuff, but I have never gave my body to guys like that. Like I, I'm very specific with who I am. give my body to and I would want somebody that does the same like they're very selective with who they sleep with so I'd want like the same like you know but once again I don't think what you're doing is wrong I think we all live differently right and you're allowed to live the way you like I it's just my preference you know okay I just want to clarify because it's pretty funny because we're like completely on the opposite sides of this way so what's your number is less than 10 yeah it's less than five oh you broke the five barrier okay I mean unlike the what

PoverPod, that's enough. You're kind of no good. I feel like this like you know what I'm talking about the whatever podcast? What is that? It's like a sort of like man-manosphere podcast where they just have mad girls sitting around the table and then there's just like one white guy interviewing him. Oh my God, I've seen that. Yeah. I feel like that's just pure rage like it's just pure rage bait and people donate hell of money to just talk to the girls. It's kind of insane. Yeah, that's that's crazy. Yeah, but they like, I'm always astounded when I look at that. Because like from my perspective, if a girl has like, you know, 50 sex partners, I'm so not tripping. I feel like it's like.

These dudes are tripping about like a couple. Like to them, that's crazy. Like you should kind of only marry a virgin in their world. I don't know. I don't think like there's anything. Like I feel like if people like having sex, like go crazy. Like there, I don't think a valuable person like goes down

by how many bodies they have. That's so. stupid to me. I really think that people, they're like, oh, this person has too many bodies. Like they're like, bro, who the fuck cares about how many bodies a person has? It's like, it's their life. That's how they want to live. But I feel like you would care. I don't, if the guys, because you said you don't want to go to the guy who's been with a ton of girls. I might be with a guy, though, that does, like, that maybe he changes ways.

And now he's, like, selective with who he, like, sleeps with or something. But, like, I, a guy tells me, like, oh, I've had, like, 50. I wouldn't care. Like, at the end of the day, I really wouldn't care about his bodies. I mean, I would prefer a guy that doesn't have that many bodies, but I wouldn't care if he did have that many bodies. Okay. I feel it. Yeah.

But wait, so you said you're not a sexual person. So if you're with a guy long term, how many times you think you have sex per month? I mean, it's because I don't know. It's like I only have like, I would only have sex if I'm like happy. Like if like they're taking me out on dates of like. like they're like doing something to like make me like if they're not they're not taking me out on dates if they're not um like putting any effort it's like but when you're really in a relationship with a girl if you're like buying her flowers or taking her on dates like that it's sort of like

loses its power pretty quickly no because it's like you're just showing you care like if you show you care like a girl like that's well every girl's different every person is different so there is girls that might get tired of it there's girls that might think that's boring yeah but me personally like what keeps me interested in a guy is that he keeps on taking me on a date he keeps on like buying me flowers here and there he keeps just showing me that he cares like to me that's what like makes me like oh like i love this guy like he keeps on showing up every time you know maybe there's girls that don't like that which is fine like i said we all have different um like way like we all live life differently yeah but if you want your relationship to last you definitely

got to like keep trying it's it's it's tough you know you got to you got to keep making that ever how old you? I'm 26. 26. Okay. So you're like in that weird zone where high school is like way in the the rear view mirror. But then at the same time, you kind of know that like your biological clock is ticking and you're going to have to reproduce at some point. To be honest, I am perfectly okay dying alone. Really? So you're not trying to be a mom at some point? No. Damn. Okay, what's funny is when I was in my past relationship of three years, I did see myself as a mother. I did see myself having kids.

I did see myself getting married. But once that was over, I was like, no, I'll never have a kid. I'll never do that. Like, I'll never get married today. Just because it didn't work out with this one guy? I feel like for me to feel that way again, I would have to be in love. Like maybe if the right guy came and then like he showed me that he could like be good for me and like he could like make my future good and like be a good dad, then it would make me. change my mind and be like, okay, I do want a kid again.

But as of right now, I don't want any kids. I don't care if I do have any kids. I don't care if I get married. I don't care if I have, like, I haven't ended up with a guy. But if you meet a guy tomorrow and you fall deeply in love with him, you're going to want to have kids with him and get married. Right. If I find the right guy, I mean, I haven't found the right guy that, like,

that has, like, made me want to have kids. I would be so fascinated if you were seriously like, no, I'm totally just down to just grow old alone. I'm also down to grow old alone. Like, I am, yeah. What are your hobbies? Like, what are you doing that's like occupying so much of your time? My music. I like to play video games. I just like to work on myself and like I like to make money. I like to take care of my family. I like to just do things.

Like I feel like when I'm in a relationship, I just revolve my whole world around them. And then I just completely forget about myself. Like in the three-year relationship, like that was the ugliest I've ever been in my life. I was that like I waited the biggest. My, I didn't take care of my anything. Like, I just let myself go. What was it about this guy that brought out such a negative version of you? I don't think it was his fault.

I think it was just like, we both were just played video games, so we both didn't, like, encourage each other to, like, go work out or, like, eat healthy. Wow. He was a streamer? Yeah. So it was, like, couch potatoes, like, encouraging each other to, like, be inactive. That's crazy. Yeah, we were both, like, not a good influence.

Well, you could be with, like, a gym dude. and then you could both just like motivate each other to work out. I want that. Like I would, ideally I would want a guy that works out so he could motivate me to work out with him too. Right now I haven't been working out, but I would like to like, you know,

it would be nice to have a partner to work out, but I could also do it on my own. Like, you know? Yeah, but like when you see a couple together and it's obvious that they both are just like insane next level athletes that they just probably encourage the fuck out of each other. That's cold right there. Like me and my girl,

the same page with that like i always want to snack more than her oh that's bad yeah because like well if you want her to stay you know like yeah the seek nice like you really have to be careful what you eat you have to like work out often and just like i don't know i i i try my best not to snack because once i snack i get addicted i get addicted and i can't stop it's like a it's a it's a cycle of like you just you just fall like once once i eat one little snack and i cheat it's like i have to have a snack every single day now. So you don't even keep it in your house? No, I don't like having snacks in my house. Yeah, me neither, but now I have a kid, so I have to. It sucks. Oh, how old is he? She, five, five and a half. That's so cute. Yeah, it's great. Yeah, but you got to keep, you know,

all kinds of crackers and pretzels and all kinds of shit in the house and, like, this kind of makes it hard to be militant with it when it's like, yeah, no, there were snacks in my house. I would be eating that every single day. Yeah. I love, I love me some snacks. Yeah. But I just, I hate getting weight. I just, I really feel like you, you need to stay vigilant in terms of like finding a man and getting into a relationship. But I also, I think it's like you're 26.

I'm 42. So I feel like we probably view the world very differently. But like from my lens, it seems like everybody I know is like trying to get into a relationship and have kids. And I'm like, damn, she's like giving up. Like you're black pill. It's not that I've given up. It's just that I don't care for it.

I'm like, if it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, it doesn't. It's just like I feel like everything is just supposed to happen naturally. Like, if it's meant to happen in my life, it will. But if it's not, then that's okay. It's not going to be the end of the world if it doesn't happen for me. But do you worry that you're not spending enough time trying to find the right one? No, because I don't think I should be looking.

Like I don't think I should be wasting my time trying to find something. Like I said, I feel like it's supposed to happen naturally. But what if you're not being open-minded enough? What if they've already DM'd you? and you just didn't watch enough reels of them to know if he was the one. Since that's probably like what you do, right? Like if you're going to vet a guy, like watches reels, see if you think he's funny. I don't know.

Well, not everyone has reels. Yeah. Of them just talking or whatever. I don't know. I mean, I find guys attractive. Like, I'm like, oh, this guy's cute. I think this guy, this guy's fine. So you start there, like start with if they're hot.

They're fine shit, but I don't, like, I wouldn't talk to them. I, because I see it as like, okay, yeah, I could talk to him, but like he could probably just waste my time and play with my emotions and like just wait, like, you know, and it's just something I don't even want to deal with right now. I don't want to deal with the heartbreak. I don't want to deal with the guy up my routine. I just want to focus on myself and focus on my career, my future. And once again, if it happens, it happens. And it'll come to me naturally. See, this is like a new invention.

that didn't really exist when I was younger, which is like a woman, a young woman, who is set financially off of her shit that she got going on. She doesn't need a man's approval and is overall just kind of indifferent to the whole thing. So if you really want to like pull her, you got to like kill it.

You got to like really put on a show. Which is like when I think about like all the chicks that I was dealing with, like my whole life, it was just like, they were all just like thirsty for like a dude to like claim them and like take care of them and like support them and all this type of shit, you know? And it's like you, you're like indicative of like where womenhood, womanhood is at now where like a lot of young hot girls are able to just like make it so that they just don't have to like deal with any.

Yeah, I feel like we shouldn't depend on a guy to take care of us or pay our bills. I mean, if that's the route they want to go, that's fine. but it's just like you're depending on a guy who could leave you any day, any time, and then what you're stuck with nothing, you're stuck with no money, like you're stuck with trying to find that guy to take care of you again. It's just like stressful. But that shit was fire because then we had all the control. Yeah, that's not.

I know. I don't like people controlling me. I don't like, I hate when a man controls me. I hate when he tells me what to do. Like I haven't had a guy tell me what the fuck to do. I'll be damned. Are you a toxic Latino lover? Maybe I am.

Like, I mean, is that stereotype hold true for you? Like, are you, like, smashing a fucking lamp over the dude's head if he fucks up? No, no, no. I'm not smashed. Like, maybe I'll scream at him, like, scream. But what kind of things are you screaming about? You get jealous about shit that's, like, totally irrational? No, to be honest, I'm not really the jealous type.

Really? I don't give a fuck, no. Because, listen, if they cheat on me, that's their loss. I'm like, okay, bye. Like, you're lost. Stupid. But what if it's like he's in a situation where it looks like he's cheating or, like, a person seeing it.

I would be okay with the guy taking pictures of other only fan girls. I wouldn't care. Like if he, if he's working with girls, I don't care. But as you found out, he was making out with him. Like,

I would just break up with him. That's a problem. But you're just done. Like, zero tolerance. Yeah, like I wouldn't even, I wouldn't even give it a reaction.

I just be like, bet, have fun. Why are you so gangster? Not gangster. It's just like, why am I going to. Saying bet when a guy cheats?

Bet, like, like, bet like, okay. Bet, That's harsh Like okay what am I supposed to do I'm gonna cry like no

Yes that like traditionally that kind of thing was normal Maybe I'll cry like when nobody's watching Like I'll be like And I'll be like but like to his face Like you'll not see me cry I'll be like you and your mama and your grandpa Do you feel like you have a hard time opening up to dudes Like

Yeah sharing who you really are with them Because you don't trust anybody Because you have no feelings Yeah I don't really Yeah I don't really trust men. Right. Yeah. I saw Shaq saying that no matter how close a man gets with a woman, he shouldn't share everything with her. Like really be his true self because he'll always end up using

against you in the end. You think that's true? I don't know. It's kind of depressing if it is true. That is depressing. I feel like if you really love somebody, you shouldn't hold back anything. Like you should be 100% yourself and if you feel like you can't, then that's not the person for you. I feel like I'm pretty up front with my wife about everything. She's definitely seen like the worst that I've been. Yeah, and I feel like that's where true love is like you guys see the worst in each other and you guys still decide to stay and you guys accept each other for exactly who you are. Yeah.

And I feel like that's true love right there. Like you guys accept each other for exactly who you are and you shouldn't hide anything. But it is weird like when you think about marriage, like that you're just setting up the situation where they could just sue the fuck out. how do you take so much of what you have at a certain point. That is crazy. But I mean, can you do like a sign where like you guys just- Pre-up?

Yeah, pre-up. We do have a pre-up. That limits what could be done. Yeah, like if I were to get married Monday, that's what I would do. I'd do a pre-up. Unless he's rich. Then I would only do a pre-up for myself.

How much does that matter to you? Do you need a guy to be rich? Honestly, yes, I do. Because I don't want to date a guy that I have to pay for everything because it's just like, you know, it's not a good feeling to pay for a guy. I have tried talking to guys that don't have that much money and it's just like it doesn't end up working out. Like I want to because I'm like, I don't care if the guy has money or not. But then it just bites me in the ads because then I'm like catching myself paying for everything. And like it's just kind of annoying.

Like it's it didn't and it makes me feel masculine you know it makes me feel like I'm not feminine because like I don't listen I don't mind like buying stuff for my man I don't mind spoiling him But I would like to be spoiled back and if he can't do that and like and if he if I want to go on vacation I'm like oh I want to go to Cancun tomorrow and then he can't come because you know it says like oh like I can't even travel with my man Right because I've seen that dynamic with like certain only fans girls that I know where it's like they'll have a boyfriend they're totally locked in. They seem like they're perfect. But then the reality is, is that that dude has a regular-ass job.

And, you know, he probably feels like it's a pretty good job. But maybe he's making like $150K a year or some shit like that. And then the girl's making $150K a month. And it'll seem all right for a while. But then at a certain point, it just seems like a lot of times the girl gets kind of frustrated with it because it just doesn't feel like they're operating on the same type of shit. But it's like, I don't know. Like the problem is,

is that a lot of the times those girls want the kind of guy who's kind of like free to hang out with them and do all this cool shit. And that a lot of the guys who have money, whether it's like a businessman or a content creator or a streamer or whatever, are some of the busiest people. I personally would prefer my man to be busy because I want to be busy too. Like I think we should both be hustling. We should both be trying to achieve our goals, our careers, and we shouldn't, like, distract

each other from what we want to do. But on our free time, like, let's hang out, you know, like, let's work really hard, let's go on vacation when we do have free time, but we shouldn't spend every single hour and day by each other's side. Because I feel like then you don't even get to be yourself. Like, you're just like, you are, you, it's just you too, like, not even, you're not, you're, you just don't have an identity anymore. Like, you just part of, like, you and your boyfriend.

It's like you guys are always together. You don't have anything going. You guys are just with each other. It's like, no, like we should both be able to do whatever we want. We should both be focusing on our careers because whatever doesn't work out. You know, whatever doesn't work out. And we spent all these years, all this time on each other when we could have been focused on our career. You know, it's like, I don't know.

But do you ever worry that you're like too focused on your career and that maybe you're not thinking enough about the joy that could be available to you through motherhood? To be honest, no. Or just family in general? I have a family. I have my mom, my little sister, my two nieces, my one nephew, my brother, my sister-in-law. So they bring me a lot of joy into my life. Like, that's my family. And like, I love hanging out with them.

I love hanging out with my friends. My friends bring me a lot of joy too. So it's like all the love that I'm looking for, I have. Like, I have the love, maybe not like a relationship love, but I still have the love that, like, I feel good enough with the love I have right now. Okay. You know, like, it's not like I feel like I'm missing anything. Yeah, like it, it would be nice to have a partner. Like, don't get me wrong.

I would love to have a partner. Like, it would be amazing. Like, oh, like, I'm sharing like my time with this person. Like, we're together. Like, he's there for me. I'm there for him. But it's like, it's not a necessity for me. Um, I feel like I have this memory of like going to Mexico when I was maybe like 22 or

some shit. and just realizing that the girls in Mexico live with their parents until they meet a guy that they want to marry and they get married and that's when they move out. And I just thought that was so crazy because, like, from my perspective, almost everybody that I know moved out by the time that they were like, you know, 20 or 21 or some shit, which even that seems kind of old school

because now I feel like it's so much more expensive to move out of your parents' house. Well, I got kicked out at 18, so I don't live with my mom, but my mom looks. with me. Oh, okay. Yeah. But yeah. I just feel like that's like it's kind of interesting to think about like how somebody like you have in that opinion about like not even caring about in a relationship. It's like in countries where they maybe have like less disposable income, getting married is such like a survival strategy as well, you know? It's like just like cheaper to make it through life

if you're going to be like living with a dude. Yeah, I don't know. That's, I personally wouldn't like want to live my life like that. I don't know. It's just like just depending on a guy to take care of me. I feel like I would just be so depressed. Like first of all, I don't think there's anything wrong with girls that do do that. Like I said, I think we all live very different lives and we all have different interests in life. But my interest is not like wanting to depend on a man and like just sit there. Like there's girls that are okay with just cooking and like doing their laundry and like just being a wife. You know, there's girls that want to be a wife. That's cool. But I don't. I want to do.

Like, I want to do my own stuff. Like, I want to be a singer. I want to, I want to be a big, like, artist. I want to enjoy live. I want to travel with the world. Like, I want to make a name for myself. Okay. How did you blow up in the first place?

With my body. Okay. Like, just posting TikToks of just me dancing. Just solo? You didn't have a manager or anything to start? You were just doing it? Yeah, I actually went without a manager. I blew up by myself without a manager.

Okay. And, wait, where are you from? I grew up here in L. Oh, okay. And so you're how old were you? When I first flew up, I was probably like 20, 21. Okay. And what were you doing at the time?

Like what do you mean? Like in life. Oh, before OnlyFans? Yeah. Oh, before OnlyFans, I was a stripper. Oh. Uh-huh. You just started doing that like right after high school?

Yeah, because I was a dish. Well, after high school, I became a dishwasher. But I was, I was working since I was 16 years old. Well, 14 of you count me working Saturdays and Sundays. through a working while you were in high school yeah um and so yeah when i turned 18 my mom kicked me out of the house why um we just like would fight a lot and she kicked me out twice okay she kicked me out twice at the age of 18 so i left i was a i was a i got a job as a dishwasher i wasn't making any money i became a stripper and then my mom was like oh well you because i was when i got kicked

out i was living on a couch for three hundred dollars a month and then my mom was like oh well you could come when i became a stripper she was like oh you could come back and like pay 500 and I'll give you your own room. Because I was paying $300 for a couch and I was sharing the room with my cousin and her boyfriend. And I was like, okay, well, yeah, I'd rather go back home and pay $500 a month than pay $300 and sleep on this tiny-ass couch.

So then I went back home. And my whole purpose to being a stripper was to save up money to become a streamer because my goal was to be a professional player. I wanted to be a professional gamer so bad. I love playing. Were you comfortable being a stripper? Because it just seems like it goes so against,

everything that you've said about yourself, like in terms of what kind of person you are. I wasn't, no, I hate it. That's actually what made me date a girl for two years because I was so... It turned you off to men that much just because you really see like a different side of men in the strip club too, like the worst version, right? Yeah, no, it was horrible. I did not like it. I didn't enjoy it one bit and my goal was always just to get money to get like get my streaming equipment and like just leave after that.

Okay. Which I did get my streaming equipment and then I told my streaming equipment and then I told I'm almost like, please, like, let me quit. Like, I just, I know I could be big on gaming. Like, I promise you, like, I'm, I'm going to go crazy with this. Like, this is all I'm going to focus on and is going to blow up. Like, just trust me, please. And she's like, no, if you're not going to pay me money and you're not going to work,

like, get the fuck out of my house. And I was like. Why is your mom so mean? Seems harsh. Yeah, she was very, very harsh. But honestly, thanks to her being harsh, like, I am the person I am today. And it pushed me to work harder for things. So, and I feel like everything happens for a reason.

Like, yeah, it was. sucked going through what I went through, but I'm glad that I went through it. What's your relationship like with her now? It's not great. It's good, but I'm just very distant with her. Like she tries to have a conversation. I mean, I get irritated. I'm like, why is she fucking talking to me?

Like, it's just like, I don't even mean to be mean to her. It's just like she, the way she treated me growing up, like, it was so bad that now when she wants to hang out with me or have a conversation way, I just automatically get irritated and I'm like, I don't want to have a conversation with that. Bad like abuse or bad like just cold? Mentally abuse, mental abuse and physical abuse. Yeah. Was she on drugs?

No. She was just, she just been through a lot herself. Like, she's not a bad person. She just never healed. And she took out all of her hurt on me and my siblings. But, yeah, I don't hate her for what she did. I understand her. I understand everything she went through.

And I understand people are not perfect. And, you know, I understand that traumas make, like hurt people, hurt people, you know. know. So I get her and I don't hate her, but I just, I get irritated by her. And I still, but I still take care of her, you know, like I love my mom. Like, I'll always have her around. Like, I'll never cut her off. But the things that she did, like, were, yeah. Damn. I'm sorry to hear that. Yeah. But I definitely have known people who like that where it's like their anger towards their parent for like how they got treated as a kid just makes it so that they like are

almost incapable of having a normal conversation with their parents because they just have this like built in animosity because of how they were treated as a kid. Yeah, I feel so bad sometimes because I would just be mean to her for no reason. And like I'm like, like I know I shouldn't be mean to her, but I just get like irritated. Like I just can't control my emotions. Like it's like when she speaks to me, I just get so like I just get billed like full of anger. I'm like, oh, like I don't know. It's like a resentment that I have like forever, but I'm trying to heal it, but it's so hard to heal it, like that part of me.

For sure. So, okay, you quit stripping and move in with your mom or no? No. So then I, so she kicked me out. So I moved again and I was living. Well, I was without a home for two weeks, but thankfully my friend, let me stay at her place. And then I got an apartment by myself. Then COVID hit and I was forced to stop doing it. Only fans so I moved to only Stop stripping Yeah stop stripping Did you feel like you were killing it as a stripper?

Like really? I wasn't. I was probably one of the ones that made the list Really? Why? Because you were like thin in comparison? No, I was actually pretty thick But I just wouldn't want to go up to guys There was like a month where I I didn't really make any money because I didn't want to go up to any guy

The girls who really win in that environment are aggressive Yeah Like I would sometimes go to the strip clip and I would just sit there they're like literally doing nothing. And I would just like, just wave for something to happen. And I'm like, maybe I'll feel better in like an hour. Maybe I'll feel better in two hours. Maybe I'll talk to him in three hours.

Oh, in four or maybe, 10 more minutes or like 10 more minutes. Like, okay, I'll do it next song and stuff like that. Like, and then once I really, really needed the money, I'll say, okay, now I really do have to get up and like go talk to these guys. What's going through your head doing a lap dance at that point? What are you thinking about? To disassociate. Yeah, disassociated.

I'm literally like not even, I'm just like, I'm just getting my money. I'm going to do this dance and I'm going to get paid and that's it. Strip Club is so weird because it's like I've met girls who basically say what you're saying, which is like it's like the worst experience of their whole life, but they have to do it for money and that I've met girls who even after they get rich of only fans or whatever keep stripping because they just like the party vibe. I mean. I kind of get it.

Yeah. Like I said, everybody lives very differently. I personally hate it so much. I get surprised when girls do like it. But it makes, like, everybody enjoys life differently. So, I mean, if that's what girls do enjoy, like, fuck, it, go crazy to me. I mean, everybody's different personality-wise. Because, like, I'm talking to you.

And as soon as you said they used to strip, I'm like, what the fuck? Because it just sounds like you would hate it. No, I did hate it. I hated it so much. But I just needed money. Okay. A bitch needed money. So, okay, then strip clubs closed.

And then you start your streaming shit or you just start one fan. Yeah, I had been started my streaming stuff, but I did start my only fans. And then, yeah, then from there, I just kept doing OnlyFans, and I've been doing OnlyFans ever since. But did it just blow the fucking up right away or what? No, the first year I didn't make anything. Oh. How did it blow up? How did you get 5 million followers, which I assume translates to a lot of OnlyFans income?

The first time, like, my OnlyFans made more than like, it went over 10K the first time. It's because I had gone on my boobs done. And then after that, like, it just kept going up and up and up until it went over six figures. And I was like, oh, like, I didn't get my boobs. Oh, also because I decided to go fully nude because before that, I wasn't showing anything. I was like just doing bikini. For the one year, I was just only strictly doing bikini. Now I do only bikini again, but I haven't done no nudity.

But I did do nudity for a few years. But now, like, you can't. Like, ever since I got my body done, like, no guy could pull up a picture of me like fully nude because I haven't. I haven't taken any nudity stuff. And you're just more comfortable not showing full nude? Honestly, I wouldn't really mind like doing nudity, but it's like, it's just like if I want to go the artist route,

I mean, my nudes are still out there already, but it's just like it's better if I just stop, you know? Because I haven't done it for like two years, yeah, like two years now. Right. So it's just better if I like fully stop and like all the pictures that were leaked or like that I did before, they're old pictures.

Like they're not even my, they're not even my body now. Okay. But what of like, what is it like being a person who's not super sexual or whatever, but you're selling this version of yourself to guys who obviously want to imagine you as a very promiscuous young lady?

Well, I mean, I don't. Like, all I care about is getting money, to be honest. Like, if it's making money, I'm doing it. Like, I don't really care what people think about me. I don't really care. But if you really only cared about getting money, then you'd do full-blown porn. Like, on your own dance, right? Yes, but no, because that's not something I enjoy.

Everybody's got their line that they don't want to cross. Yeah, like, it's just like, honestly, I would be down if I enjoyed it. Like, if I enjoyed having sex and I was a sexual person, I'd be like, I'm going all in. Like, I'm doing, like, I'm just doing it. Like, if it's something that I enjoy, fuck it. Why not? Like if I'm gonna make money off of it. Right. Like I interviewed a girl one time and I'm like, why did you start only fans or like, what's your goal with all the fans? And she's like to make it so my mom doesn't have to work.

I'm just like, that's so depressing, like knowing that you don't even want to be doing this and you're just doing it because you want to help your mom. Like even though I respect you doing that with the money, it's like so much more of a turn on when like you know that a girl's doing adult content because she's actually interested in exploring that part of her body or whatever. Yeah, I just, yeah, it's just not something that I enjoy doing. It's just like it makes money. It does good. Like, I'm gonna do it. But I wish I did like it because like I said, I would do whole, like full, full hard porn if I did enjoy it. But it's just like I like doing music.

Like doing music makes like makes me happy. Playing my video games makes me happy. Like just, I'm just not a sexual person. For sure. I wish I was. I wish I was. Like, I feel like I'm broken or something. I'm like, there has to be something wrong with me.

Right. I mean, yeah, it's like, I think that, like, if you're born a sexual person or not, has, it's out of your control and it has so much to do with, like, where your life goes from there because I've, like, interviewed girls who are just, like, describing themselves from, like, a young age, just being so promiscuous. And I'll ask them, I'll be like, let me ask you something. Do you feel like you have an extremely sensitive vagina? Like, is it easy for you to come?

And they'll be like, yes. And I'll be like, I feel like that, like, explains it. Like, that if a girl, like, really enjoys sex so much and it's so easy for her to get into it, she's just going to have, like, a different life experience, most likely than a girl who, like, because that's the difference between penises and vaginas is that most penises, almost all of them come in pretty much the same way. And then when it comes to vaginas, any guy who's really been around the blog knows that these things are all different science experiments to figure out. And sometimes you get girls who just really have a difficult time finishing.

Yeah, no, I'm one of them. I have a very hard time. Well, not when I was in love. When I was in love with that guy, like, it was easy. It opened you up? Yeah. Like, when I'm in love, like, it's easy. Really?

That's crazy. Like, think about how insane it is. that something physical is that intertwined with like your mind. Yeah, like my eggs was the only guy that like made me come. But do you think that was just because you have the mental connection? Yeah, I was in love. So, yeah. That's crazy.

That's why like I think so many guys like don't trust girls who do porn and shit. Is that the idea of girls having sex for like a reason besides love over and over is like baffling. and offensive to them. I mean, if that's the way you're thinking, but I think a girl should just like, like, I don't know, a girl should just live the, like everybody should live the way they want to and people should stop being so judgmental

and, like, care about what other people are doing with their lives. I mean, I get preferences, though. Like, yeah, but. I mean, I get why guys are weirded out by a woman having a lot of sex partners. or whatever. Like, I feel like that is, like,

the most basic human emotion that a guy could have. But I also feel like, from my very young age, I realized that it was irrational and stupid and that I should, like, unlearn that, you know? That's good that you didn't learn that. But now there's, like, so many dudes

who have, like, big podcasts and stuff who basically tell dudes that this is okay. Like, you're well within your rights to be disgusted if a woman has had sex with more than a handful of people. And to me, that is just, like, so stupid. Like, you want a girl who, who's lived enough to know what she's into and isn't going to be curious about what's out there.

That's my perspective. I don't think that like, because like who's a virgin? Like, like 18-year-olds, maybe? Or like Muslim women that are like refused to have sex till marriage or like Mormon women or whatever. Yeah, guys that think that they're going to find the virgin are insane. And you're definitely not going to find them in the club in Miami.

Literally. No, and then what's crazy is that, all these guys will be like, oh, yeah, like, I don't like these only fan these girls that do this and that, but they're the same ones that follow all these girls. They're the same ones that, like, be all of, like, they're obsessed, obsessed with these girls that they say they hate so much. Like they would do anything to be with a girl, but like, they want us be like, oh,

yeah, that's this, like, they, they, like, but they love them. They love, they're the ones that love them the most. But you notice that the same types of dudes weren't complaining when, Regular porn was like the only way to get porn because those are like companies that are owned by men owned by corporations That are producing porn to sell to the world and you really like when you think about the 90s like you didn't see outrage about porn from young men You saw outrage about porn from like the church or from like advocacy groups Yes now they're mad that the girls are making money from it because now the women own it and those same women and you're the prime exam Those same women are like totally invincible against like any argument that any dude could make to them.

Guys just can't like impress them or win them over easily because they've got enough money that they don't have to hear. And it's like obviously as a guy, like I kind of communicated earlier like this is bad like for men like overall. Like you know, men have less power in this current social dating dynamic. What I also find funny is that they will see only fan girls. and they'll like shame us. They'll be like, oh my God, like she's an only fan's whore. But there is actresses and actors that you see on movie screens that do these sex scenes that they show as much as us, but they're not looked down upon, but they're doing the same thing.

But it's like it's not like a page that they're selling that. They're doing it in front of everybody, though. They're doing the same thing that we're doing. Right. But just like different. Like, I don't know. It's just like people really pick and choose what's right or what's wrong, but they really are mad that the girls are making their own money with benefiting from guys like yeah watching us like they like just like

just how movies take advantage of like sexualization and they like to put this and that like how they did it in euphoria they did that with what's her name Sydney Sweeney yeah what would they do with her like like they put a only fan scenes where like oh I didn't watch the new season yeah watched it yeah it was pretty good oh shit I forgot to watch but basically what she like if you want to call me an only fans girl, Sidney is basically an OnlyFans girl too. Because she did the same exact kind of content. She did the same exact thing.

She, like, I don't know, what's the difference between me and Sydney Sweetie? Maybe like, yeah, she's gorgeous, but she's doing the same exact kind of content as me. Yeah. If not more. That's like the weird thing about it is that somebody like you gets the label of OnlyFans Girl

and you have to like carry all these assumptions that you're doing all this crazy. Meanwhile, the types of girls that are I'm around, like my wife and are actually sucking on OnlyFans, but like, so like they earn the title or whatever. But I feel like it's weird for somebody like you because you get like this assumption about what's on there. But the average person is not going to buy the only fans to actually investigate. So you have to like have this assumption about you that's not true, right? Yeah, they automatically just assume like, oh yeah, she does she does porn.

She does this. She does that. And like even if I did, like what the fuck is wrong with that? like let me live my let me let me let me let me live my damn life the way i want to live it right i feel like everybody should just like mind their own business and like let people live their lives as long as they're not hurting anybody or um themselves like it like why are people able to make why are men able to make money off girls from porn and all this other stuff but girls can't make their own money from their own stuff like because guys are only mad when they can't benefit from it but do you feel

like this is like a common opinion amongst like a huge percentage of men like like like when you're encountering dudes and stuff, that this is just something that they're like against? Or is it just some shit you see online? I see it online. Like, every guy that I've met, they don't really care. They don't give up about only fans. Really?

Yeah. The guys that I, like, I've been around. They're like, oh, yeah, who fucking cares? Like, they're not judgments at all. Like, they're chill. See, like, if you start dating a girl like you, you can't say right away that you don't like the only fans thing. You have to fully get them wrapped up in your world

to the point where then you can finally tell them, no, I want you to stop doing Onlyfans. I feel like that's what dudes do. And I would say, no, you're smoking a big, fat, juicy-ass dick, and you need to get the fuck on my face. Smoking, like a metaphorical? Yeah, like a big, juicy-ass dick. But, like, yeah, but, like, that's what always happens with porn girls, too,

is that they always just start dating a guy. And at first the guy thinks it's cool that they're dating a porn star. And then once they really start to fuck with her after, like, a month or two, then they start to, like, try to make them, like, shoot. with less guys or like not shoot with anyone or only shoot with me or whatever. And then that just becomes like, I mean, sometimes the girls give in

and then like girls have these like weird random stretches where it's like, damn, she hasn't been doing porn for like two years. And then you find out like, oh, she got a boyfriend. I feel like maybe sometimes it's like a control thing. Yeah, of course. And just guys like, once they start liking her, they're like, damn, you're getting gang banged at work.

Like that's, I don't like that. Yeah. You know, which I get. Makes sense. So wait, you were in the bobb house? Yeah, well, I mean, that will pop to you off? Did it pop me? I mean, I had already 3 million followers before Bob House.

And you got 3 million followers from what? Just posting pics? Video, like TikToks and stuff of that. Like, just me, like, doing little dances. Uh-huh. And stuff. And along the way, you're just making, like, huge amounts of money on OnlyFans, I guess. And, like, I don't know.

Are you going to tell me the number? Like, what's the most you ever made in a month? The most I've made in a month was 800 key. Was this like during COVID or this was later on? Later on. What? Yeah. And not actually doing porn.

Yeah, no boring. That's insane. Mm-hmm. What did that? I mean, presumably around that time you were doing that like, or close to that, like, every month. Yeah. That wasn't just some insane spike. Yeah, no, it went down now, but.

That was my highest month. Wow. What do you even do at that point with the money? You don't have expensive hobbies, right? No, I just travel. I just like about a house. Like I don't really do anything crazy. But it's just stacking up.

You're just saving. Yeah. Do you ever think you're going to do anything with it? Or you're more just like hype to like just retire at some point? I want to invest and stuff. But I don't know what to win yet. So I'm just like waiting to see like what I'm going to invest in, what I'm going to use my money for and stuff like because I don't really know what to do with your money. Yeah.

Do you have like a financial advisor or anything? No, I need one. Yeah. I feel like you usually get one of those around the time that you're making 800K a month. I feel like at some point you figured that out. There's nobody like pushing you to be like, listen, you got to talk to this guy that's going to tell you what to do. about having X amount of dollars in the bank. Yeah, I mean, I have a CPA.

Okay, that's a start. Yeah, I have a tax guy. That's good. But like, is there like a certain level of like depression that almost comes with having that much money doing something that you don't really give a about? Not really, no. I don't really get depressed. I mean, yeah, no. The only things I ever get depressed water is like,

like, oh, I don't feel like I'm doing enough with my life. Like, I just want to, like, be known for more and I do more. Like, I don't want to just be known for OnlyFans girl. I want to do it. Like I said, my music. I want to, like, inspire people to be, like, I want to inspire young girls to not just do only fans to, like, want to do more. Like, because I don't think I'm a good influence, you know? So I want to show the girls like, hey, like, you don't have to go down the route that I went to.

Like, if it's just for money, like, there's other ways. And, you know, I do want to, like, pave the way, like, oh, just because you did this doesn't you can't do this now. So I'm... So you don't think you're a good influence? I mean, like, you think that just by making money off taking scantily cloud photos, that kind of goes against being a good influence? I mean, I would say so.

I think, like, a lot of people would say so, too. Like, they, like, I don't know. I just, I don't want to be a, like... The only way I want to influence people is, like, to go after their goals, to go after their dreams. And the only way that I could show that, like, influence them to do that, is by going after my own dream and showing them that it could happen, you know. But you want to prove there's life after OnlyFans or just like you can do other things.

Even if it's not OnlyFans, like, you could just like go after. Even if it's a guy that never thought about it, like, it's just even if it's a guy that's like, oh, I want to do music or I want to do this. I want to do that. Like I want them to know like, hey, you could do this. If you believe in yourself and if you put in the work for it, like anything is possible in this lifetime. And that's what I want to show people.

But I don't think like, oh, you should follow my footsteps because I mean, I'd be doing so fuck at it. You know, I don't, I'm not somebody like, oh, yeah, do exactly everything that I do. No, like, I don't know. I don't like people just like being so like, oh my God, you have to act this certain way. Like, let's say when I blow up in music, like I don't want to change the way I am and be like, oh, now I have to act this certain way because there's people looking up to me.

No, I don't want to be that kind of influence. Like all the, the only influence I want to do is just inspire people to go after their dreams. That's it. But other than that, I don't, I don't think I'm like this great influence or that, oh, I need to do everything that she does. I just feel like you're not doing anything that bad if you're just posting like little nudie photos on OnlyFans.

It's just like so doesn't even register to me as like bad in any way even though I get the like other people feel that way. Because like people are always trying to hit me with this like Trump card argument, they think, where they're like, well, how are you going to feel one day? What if your daughter does OnlyFans? And to me, like when I think about the girls that I know who do OnlyFans, like a huge percentage of them are just posting like, bikini photos and like again that just like really doesn't rise to the occasion of being some

crazy shit to me you know like obviously like the decision to do porn is a very serious decision what would you care of your daughter decided to do porn in the future i would definitely advise her not to or like you know give her like a realistic portrayal of like what that's actually like but you know if she was an adult and she like really wanted to do it i mean at a certain point I mean, yeah, all you can't. I'm sure your parents can't tell you what to do. Yeah, they can't. Yeah.

So. That's good that you're very, like, open-minded and you're just like, you're like, you're like, fuck it. Like, I can't stop it. And then that's what she's want to do. That's what she wants to do. Yeah. I mean, that's how we should be as humans, like, just accept people for who they are.

But it's, like, a little awkward because it's like, she's in that sort of, like, weird age range where she's, like, doesn't know what, she doesn't know one of the things that we do for a living. And, like, you just wouldn't be able to explain it at this age. So it's like that conversation is definitely coming, but you can't even think about explaining it until they know what sex is. And when does that happen? I have no clue. But like then at some point you have to like be able to say like, okay, well, we do that on camera for a job.

Or that's the weird thing about it too is that like at a certain point with my wife, because she kind of just wants to like chill and have kids. then it's like will we be having like a past tense version of this conversation by the time we have the conversation where we're like listen this is what we used to do oh but i don't i don't want to stop either i'm not having a great time i mean if she's young like i don't think you're going to have the conversation anytime soon and like yeah if she finds out when they'd be like well yeah like that's that's what like i think she'll be at a age well she'll like understand like you know when she finds out it'll be I feel like it'll be out of age where she

like under like maybe like 17 17 there's no way 17 oh my god she'd have to live in a commune to not find out just she's 17 or maybe like 14 or 13 but like even that I feel like that's kids when they're like 11 or 12 know what the is going on dude

I mean I don't know you think she would ask you guys I feel like that's just something at some point it's got to slip through Yeah It's crazy though Because like I'm I'm I don't give a I personally just wouldn't Not bring it up I just be like oh

Definitely not bringing it up I just not bring it up No yeah Like if they get older at the age of 18 I'd be like oh yeah This is what we used to do Yeah Yeah

I honestly I think about a lot of stuff like that too Like even the drug thing Like at some point she's gonna find out about drugs And like she's gonna ask me all about drugs I'm gonna be like I did all that shit I'm like yeah I tried a lot of those things like you know It was gonna be like a weird conversation to have

But like I feel like as a parent It's your job to not tell your kid anything About the outside world really And then like as time goes by They start to find out And then they come to you and ask you like Dude what the fuck is a perk is set And then you gotta tell on

But you should never be the first one to tell your kid There's these things called perks They're bad They're gonna ruin your life I feel like you just Because like what are you gonna do He's gonna sit them down and like preemptively tell them about that.

But maybe you do want to do that because like otherwise they're just going to try it. I mean, yeah, I feel like even if you try to tell a kid like, oh, because I've seen parents where they're like, oh, they were so against like, for my example, my mom, like she was so against me doing like weed and all these drugs and I started doing them at 14. I'm like, ain't nobody stopping me.

Like she would tell me like, oh, don't do it, don't do it, don't do it. That's the crazy part is that 14 is like, 14s are just doing what 14 year olds are doing what the fuck they want. No, they're doing whatever the I know this because I was 14 and I was doing whatever the I wanted. I was leaving my house

in the middle of the night. I was me and my friends were getting hitchhiked by like a random ass car to take us to a beach and like surprisingly thankfully we did not get kidnapped but that was dangerous you know like as a little 14 year old

like why are you getting in a random people like person's car but like we were just like there's a version of being 14 where you're like homeschooled, your parents don't let you around, like random kids, like,

and you're just a kid still at 14. But if you go to school in L.A. and you're 14, you're getting exposed to everything. Like, honestly, okay, so when we're like... These are the worst schools. Oh, well, okay,

so we've been shopping all the different private schools in the Valley and, like, actually going to them and finding out about them. And one of the biggest things that the parents say about certain, certain schools is like, bro, like, you don't want to send your kid there because those kids are like so grown up. Like those kids are like people will be saying like, bro, those kids all are like doing drugs. They've all got designer.

They all. The girls know about like handbags and jewelry and all like basically. And actually the school that I'm talking about is like where some of the Kardashians went. So like shouldn't be surprising at all. But that's like a big thing that parents are trying to prioritize. It's like this school's culture is like more normal and the kids are not like that which I see I said they can't really like control that Yeah, no those schools out here in California LA. They are insane and like you will see little ass kids doing drugs at a very young age and that's insane to me. Yeah, it's scary. Yeah and my sister went to school here, Texas and in Texas and it was like better like they weren't doing that crazy stuff. Really? Yeah, it's more crazy out here.

I believe that. In New York, I feel like it's insane. Because everybody just hangs out together. Like, as soon as your kid goes to, like, actual school, you start to realize real quick, like, the kids are, because that's the thing. My kid doesn't have any social media. She's not on YouTube.

She's not on anything. But as soon as she goes around, the kids who are on YouTube, and she starts getting exposed to all kinds of memes and inside jokes and crazy shit, you know? No, you know what's crazy? Like, when these kids go to school, too, there's drug dealers out. waiting outside to like sell kids these drugs. Like I know because I like I said,

I was one of those kids where I just see drug dealers outside like just selling us drugs or giving us drugs and like we're young and like they're approaching, you know, it's crazy. So I'm like yeah, now I'm like, oh my God, how many how many is there going to every, every school? Like just waiting outside middle schools or just waiting outside high schools like trying to give these kids drugs

or sell it to them or put other little kids. Because there was a lot of kids that would sell drugs at school too. See, that's like the main thing I would be worried about is just that it's probably so easy for kids to just be bringing bags of Coke and pills to school and just sell them to the other kids. And it's like I can honestly say that I did not know what any of the drugs were the whole time that I was in high school. Really? I didn't know what Coke was. I didn't know about Zans.

Just because that was not like, like, I mean, the fact that I didn't know about Coke is probably kind of crazy. but all the pills weren't popular back when I was a kid. I tried Xanax when I was 14. I tried lean when I was like 14 or 15. Weed. Um, gnaz. I like,

oh my God, there was so much like drugs accessible to me at that time. It's crazy. Yeah. Like there's like, why is it so accessible at that such a young age? Yeah. That's insane to me.

Now I look back. I'm like, holy. Like now, I'm calm now. I don't really like do it. Like the most I do is like weed and like, I'll smoke, I mean, I'll drink like here and there sometimes.

Okay. But you don't ever have a drink and decide that you like finally want to get freaky for the first time? Honestly, I've never gotten freaky off of like being drunk. Really? Yeah. I'm missing out. I'm never getting, like I'm not, I don't get turned on. Like if anything, like I'll go like run and like dance.

You'll drink and run. Drink, run, dance. Like I'll be like super like hyper. Like I'll just like be lit. But like I won't not get like second. or like kissing somebody while being drunk. Like it's the last thing I'd want to do. I don't know.

That's like the one thing I miss about alcohol. It was like getting drunk and have sex for like a really long time. Really? I've never had drunk sex. I feel like you need to live a little. You gotta snap out of it. You need to take some acid or something. I've tried trumes. They were pretty cool. Maybe you need to do more.

Was it a lot or like a little bit? It was a little bit. Yeah. But still I didn't get like turned on and freak. freaky or nothing like i don't know it's very hard for me to even get like turned on do you think you're like a control freak oh are you a control freak like as a person are you like super organized not really no no what uh what's your gaming diet like these days what do you what do you plan well i was playing fortnight and like just random games like mecha commit like i don't really

play games like that no i really i don't really have time to play video games but before i would play a lot of fortnight and i played a lot of like call a duty games black olymps one black ops two black off three black ops four monop for one monitor for two um and then i would yeah i would just put like shooting games shooting games i don't really have time to play anymore just on my free time damn that dude dave blonzo was in here before he told us that his girlfriend that he was with that they met on fortnight really that's that's how i met my well we met on stream he came to my chat one day and like playing Fortnite and that's how, and we ended up playing Fortnite and that's how he risked me up by playing Fortnite with me.

Damn, so that's like to the most closed off female on earth, that's how you get through to her. Honestly, yeah. The most organic thing that you could ever do that like you, you know, it's like a date but where you're like just doing it without any sort of pre-planning. Yeah, like that was the, like we, so we played and that, like, we talked and then from that day we never stopped talking. Like, we just kept talking every single day.

and it just, you know, like, so I'm not against, like, creating connections. Like, it's just like, and to me, like, he just, he, he didn't, like, come off to me, like, oh, I'm trying to get at you. He's like, oh, like, let's play. So I'm like, oh, I want to play for one. Like, I love for it. And it was at the time where I wanted to be a professional player. So I'm like, hey, like, you need to teach me how to get as good as you.

And he's like, oh, yeah, like, let's play. But that's what you do. Like, that's, like, elite level Riz is like, you meet them on platonic ground. And then you are able to. escalate things to a relationship from there. That's probably the best way to get at me, like just being my friend first and then like, you know, because I feel like I need to get to know a person

for like as who they are, because you never really know a person when you first meet them, because they're gonna be on their best behavior. They're always gonna be on their best behavior the first few months you meet them because, you know, they wanna woo you, they want you to like them.

Yeah, they start beating you a few months in. I'm never gonna be, but. Not you, but you know, just a darn. There is guys. But like, abuser guys never like revealed themselves at first. Yeah, it takes them a while, you know? So I really like to like observe people, observe guys, like, okay, like, is this somebody I would want to have in my life? Is this somebody I would want to date? Like, how are we even compatible as friends? Like,

are we compatible at all? Like, you know, it's just like, you really get to know people when you're their friends. And if you just go straight to just dating them, I feel like you don't really know them. That always worked for me is that I would just like, I feel like especially, okay, when you're trying to cross the barrier of like just being a dude who a girl is feeling comfortable talking to you, like, which is the first barrier that you have to cross is like, how do you even start having a conversation without her just kind of shrugging you off like you're a random weirdo? Like in order to cross that, you just got to get them talking about anything. So like, you know, you just got to try to like think of something interesting to talk about and then just go from there. But you can't like, so many dudes try to like start with your beautiful. And that is so bad because any beautiful girl gets told that all the time.

So it's not unique in any way. And then also it kind of is like saying, I want to fuck you, which is like the last thing that a girl wants to hear because every girl already, every girl already knows that every guy wants to fuck them. Yeah. To me, I crave like that intimacy where like, we're just like goofy with each other. We're like, it feels like that's my best friend, you know? Like I'm dating my best friend. And so, yeah, if a guy were to try to get at me, he would have to, like, be my friend first and, like, not flirt with me at all. And, like, just, like, just show me, like, just be my friend.

Like that, but guys, though, I feel like a lot of guys don't like to go down the friend route because they get so, like, oh, I need her to be my girlfriend now. Right. And it's like, where I need her to talk to me that way now. And it's like, no, dude, like, if you just were to be my friend first, like, maybe it could have been different. Maybe we could have ended up, like, dating or something, but a lot of guys don't want to go that around. It's like a weird balance because you don't want to put yourself out there, like, you're just trying to be buddies. And then she, like, automatically puts you in the friend zone. But then at the same time, like, I think, like, a lot of girls, you just can't do the, like, Casanova sweep you off your feet type right away.

But then some girls you can. Like, some girls, like, really want you to, like, hit on them and just be, like, straightforward about it or whatever. That show works with a lot of girls, but like then some girls, it's just like, you're a tougher nut to crack. It's just like I said, everybody experiences life different and the way I experience it. It's just like I like to really meet people and like get to know them. And I don't want to waste my time because if I decide to talk to somebody, I see myself marrying that person. I see myself being with them forever. So I don't want to just like talk to many guys, many guys and have all these failing talking stages.

And they could be like, oh, like, oh yeah, I had her. And I wasted my time on somebody that. wasn't even, you know, in my future anymore. I'm very, like, my time is money and, like, my time is very important to me. So if I'm going to waste my time on somebody, it has to be somebody that's going to be in my future and it's going to be in my life. So you haven't had the thing where a dude, like, I forget, there's, like, a term for it, but where, like, a dude pretends to like you, to fuck you, and then, like, it's totally

full of the whole time. I forget. There's, like, a really funny term for it. No, that wouldn't happen because, first of all, I don't even believe, man. You just have perfect judge of character ability. abilities yeah I feel like I could tell when a guy is foolish and like I'll just pretend like I believe I'm well yeah yeah one time a girl told me that she required a guy to take her on 30 dates before she was asleep with him and I

honestly was like you know what like if your goal is to figure out if this guy actually is into you then that honestly sounds about right because if a guy likes you and he will do and like he wants you to be his girlfriend everything he will do everything in his power to make sure that he makes you happy and do everything that you required like if you set boundaries like oh no like I will only talk to you if you do this this and that they will if a guy's just trying to there's no way they're taking you on 30 dates and faking it right like that would be a real sicker that would be great that would be crazy imagine yeah taking a girl on 30 days and then you finally and you're like boom

in your face. Oh, that's some diabolical shit. Oh my God. You just gave me something to be scared of. Yeah. That's scary. That is actually, that's some diabolical shit right there.

Okay, but the girl who told me that she needed 30 days before she was fuck a guy, that night after we went to the bar, we ended up back in my house in my bed, and she ended up giving me like a behind-the-back hand job, like, before we went to sleep. Wait, what?

She's like we're sleeping like spoon style, right? Like she's like in front of me and we're sleeping in the bed like that. And she like reached behind her back and like jerked me up all over her back. And then I think she like went to bed. She was digging your butt twin? No. She fucking was like was jerking me off. Nothing about it.

But you said like you said. Yeah, she's in the front. So she reached around and back to my. Wait, wait, wait. I'm so confused. What do you mean? Like you keep saying behind. Okay.

Picture. I was standing behind you. Okay. cuddling right now and then look where your hand is. Wouldn't this be your butt? No, that would be my butt would be like a round. Oh, so you're, okay, so your face the way you're faced. I'm like nuzzling in your neck from behind.

Oh. You know? That's crazy. I just thought it like stood out. They're like, she required 30 dates to, but. But did she? Hand job the first night for free. Yeah, that's confusing.

I mean. That was pretty. I mean... She was a cool girl, but... She probably liked you. And I was straight up with her, like, 30 days is insane. Like, I'm not really. I'm not even close to all that, you know.

You're like, you're cool. You're not 30 dates cool. Yeah, 30 dates is... I mean, that's... And that's fine. You know, there's going to be guys that are not cool with doing whatever the girl wants, and that just means that the guy is not for her. And she'll find...

But she will find the guy that will take her to those 30 days. My wife... the night I met her and ate her ass, which she had never done before. Oh, she buried it. I mean, like I said,

everybody has different life experiences. Yeah. But I probably wouldn't recommend that to the average girl. Yeah, I wouldn't. Just let them crack first night. Yeah, I wouldn't.

Just hope it works up. I personally wouldn't do that. But if people enjoy doing that, then, you know, that's their life and they should. But person, like I said,

personally, I need to be in love with the person. Right. So I, even if I wanted, to I can't like it just it disgust me like just thinking about a guy touching me without me like loving him like imagine doing porn. Oh?

Imagine doing porn. Just got random. Yeah, that would be my worst nightmare. Just doing whatever to you. No, that would be like that would be like not that it's like nasty. It's just like I can't imagine it where myself like I think it's fine that other girls do that but for me personally. Yeah, you're not built for it.

I'm not built for it. I'm not. I'm not. Actually, I feel like you kind of lost your soul at some point. From what? Just money. You just have too much money. So now you're like less human.

No, I feel like I am human. Like I still have goals. I have ambition. Like I want to. But you've like been taken out of the rat race. There's something like distinctly not human about not having to care about money anymore. Well, I'm not making that much money anymore. I feel like you're making a lot of money.

Not that much. Really? Oh, wow. Okay. Not 800K. Yeah, I'm not like that was only like two ones. Okay. But if you're not spending it, then, you know,

I still feel like you're probably I mean I spent a lot of money Like I was a lot of money Oh so you're trying to so So now you're trying to assure the fans That you're actually broke Not broke but like I did spend a lot of money

Okay Yeah It's nice to be a Internet millionaire It is really nice to have money And because I especially growing up poor Hmm So is like your mom still in the hood?

No she lives with me Oh Yeah And you guys like don't get along that great? Um, I mean, we just like,

if I have, if I'm dealing with stress or something, like she's not the type of person, I'll be like, mom, like I'm going through this. Like, I need to talk to somebody. Like, she's the last person I would talk to.

Like, if she tries to give me advice, I'm like, why are you giving me advice? Like, why are you? She thinks it's crazy that you're not trying to have babies right now. She doesn't really like,

well, like I said, I really have conversations with her, so I wouldn't know. Like, I don't really, like, ask her for her advice. I don't really, talk to her about my business

like if I were to talk to a guy like I wouldn't tell her like I don't know she's just not somebody like I don't even like yeah I don't tell her nothing like she's just like that's how she made our relationship be from when I was little like she didn't put much attention to me

and she didn't really get to know me when I was growing up so it's like why does she expect the same from me when she didn't put that effort when I was younger and I feel like that's the most important time to put effort into your kid okay can I get the cliff notes version of your time with the bop house what do you mean how long were you there since it started oh so you're still a part of it even though you don't live there

yeah I mean yeah so it's not like a formal thing at a certain point like was it at a certain point at a certain point they got to be like taking a percentage of your money right no we're all just like girls that like we all we all just put in money for this house and like now we don't have it but we like if we all hang out like well yeah we'll do content for the Bob House we just live so far that we haven't had time to make content for it so it wasn't like it wasn't like a management company or whatever they came together and said we're gonna create some of them Bob House it was just a bunch of girls who knew each other that yeah really oh well I don't know we're all friends and like we like sometimes we all pitch is money to like go on vacation like they they all last went to the Bahamas I missed that trip because I was busy because like I'm telling you I'm trying to to do my music but the next trip we're about to do is oh hey i don't know like can we say the trip that we're about to go on i'm just not going to say okay we're we're going on a trip soon the bob house the bob house yeah what do you all do when you're going on a trip just do 800 tic-toks a day um well yeah we do tic t-togs we do pictures and we do we do we do fun like we go out

to like to eat we do activities um we just all just like have fun together and drink like we all just enjoy each other's company but we are very very busy individually so it's very rare when we all get together now last year we got together more often but this year we're definitely more like all trying to do our own thing um but we're still all friends and i think all the girls are very very amazing and i love them so much nice yeah well i appreciate you uh coming on i feel like we had like a very sort of random freewheeling conversation about all kinds of how long was that uh 115 damn i thought it was way longer than that me too i got high before this oh what the oh no no one 13 sorry oh okay interesting damn i thought we're

closer to two hours some time flies because i wasn't paying attention to the clock it did feel like a long as time though i thought it was like two hours at least yeah Well, hey, time follows from you. Having fun. Appreciate you. What do you want to tell them to check out? Presumably the music. I'm Alina Rose on Spotify.

Yes, I'm a musician. You guys might think I'm only a blue page girl, but no. I'm an artist and I'm blowing up as an artist. I don't care. I don't care what anybody says. There you go. Hey? You heard her to her.

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