No Jumper - Bale on Getting Shot 32 Times, Dealing with PTSD, His Dad’s Life Sentence & More

Episode Date: July 11, 2022

Bale walks us through the ups and downs of his life, and how he overcame, pushed through and kept focus on his music with the help of his support system. ----- 00:00 Intro 1:35 - Shoutout to TF for guiding him through the game: bringing him on tour, taking music seriously 6:04 - Bale explains how being the youngest sibling and losing a friend in 5th grade helped him avoid gang banging 14:40 - Surviving getting sh*t 32 times on his 25th birthday in front of his mom’s house 17:57 - Got sh*t in the head 3 times. In a coma for 7 days. Lost a kidney, half of his liver, and a piece of his lung 20:58 - earning how to walk again 22:10 - TF showed no sympathy after he got sh*t but that helped motivate Bale to recover 24:28 - Still dealing with depression, PTSD, and feelings of revenge after getting sh*t 34:34 - Mom wanted to pull up to No Jumper 38:26 - Bale accuses T-Rell of being Hollywood for not pulling up to the studio 40:45 - Lucci explains how he came home with a smile after doing so much time 45:08 - Killa walks through his experience of the night that Bale got sh*t 50:28 - Bale has the strong support of a lot of real dudes like Lucci, Killa, TF, etc. 51:30 - The whole team squeezes in for a group picture ----- Shout to our Partners at Gamer Supps! ORDER YOUR FREE SAMPLE TODAY with our Promo Code NoJumper https://youtu.be/UUwcj1YC-NE Gamer Supps offers esports athletes, gamers, and podcasters the most effective and healthy energy choice to help them perform at the highest potential especially during their most crucial moments. Try it today 100% Free with our Promo Code NoJumper https://gamersupps.gg/ ----- NO JUMPER PATREON http://www.patreon.com/nojumper CHECK OUT OUR NEW SPOTIFY PLAYLIST https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5te... FOLLOW US ON SNAPCHAT FOR THE LATEST NEWS & UPDATES https://www.snapchat.com/discover/No_... CHECK OUT OUR ONLINE STORE!!! http://www.nojumper.com/ SUBSCRIBE for new interviews (and more) weekly: http://bit.ly/nastymondayz  Follow us on SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/4ENxb4B... iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/n... Follow us on Social Media: https://www.snapchat.com/discover/No_... http://www.twitter.com/nojumper http://www.instagram.com/nojumper https://www.facebook.com/NOJUMPEROFFI... http://www.reddit.com/r/nojumper JOIN THE DISCORD: https://discord.gg/Q3XPfBm Follow Adam22: https://www.tiktok.com/@adam22 http://www.twitter.com/adam22 http://www.instagram.com/adam22 adam22hoe on Snapchat Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

All right, y'all, back with T.Rell, man, and I'm here with my boy, Abel, man. And I got this young man here. I just feel so obligated to have him here. I had to share his story. I know when I got in this no jumper seat, it was a few people. I had to bring along and bring on this platform to share, you know what I'm saying, certain stories because it's just so captivated and it just, like, touched me in, like, such a way, even when he explaining it.

But we'll get to that. But I'm, you know what I'm saying? I feel very honored to have him here. You know what I'm saying? God is good. You know what I'm saying? I'm going to let y'all know that right now. You know what I'm saying?

Love me to death, but what's the deal, bro? What's the word, man? I appreciate you having a toast-up little cheese. You know what I'm saying? Toast up, man, they gave himself. They was going to be stingy in a minute. They didn't want to give me the Casamigos, but that's all good.

Is it a Casamigos? Okay. I'm just making sure, you know what I'm saying? one no bullshit you feel me yeah yeah yeah man so what's up man tell me what's up man what you've been doing what you've been up to man man i you know i've been working man feet to the pavement you know stepping down uh i'm coming out with a new project right now i'm about to get ready to drop a new single soon so yeah man i'm working i'm focused i'm locked in yeah what's up man what project me i'm saying what you got how many songs well right now uh i don't know how many songs is on there

because we still chopping them down but you know it's coming soon man i don't even got no yet but I know it's coming I know I'm about to drop a single though it's called no lie and that's going to be coming out soon. Oh no lie yeah the next two or three weeks yeah yeah yeah Tf you know Tf got me you know what I'm saying in tune you know what your shit um if y'all ain't see TF man you make sure y'all go watch that interview too with my boy but TF made sure I was in tune with everything he was doing as far as musically and he always brought you around or whatever the case may be you know what I'm saying but shout out my boy no no most definitely TF always uh T F for like For like the past like I want to say seven eight years he'd been having me like you know bust my move with him

You know teaching me the game teach me the road show me different things introduce me to people you feel me I get he's very instrumental to like what I've been doing You feel me just like just having me in the room and getting me around certain people you know even like Give me around Q you feel me like bringing me to the studio let me sit in them sessions and you know Introducing me to Q and then me picking up game from Q you know whether it be like just him in the studio or just you know about life stuff and how to move in the game or how to move in life, you feel me? So it's been a bliss and I can't complain.

A lot of people don't get in that studio session with you, man, because you being that motherfucker by herself and the gang of niggas with a guitar, playing the piano. You being that bitch like, what the fuck? Like, it's very mature what that dink of doing as far as music. You feel me? Like, how was, like, that experience in there with that nigga, man? But, I mean, it's cool.

I mean, I really, I've never, like, rap with them or nothing, but I just said, like I said, and soak up game. And then, you know, also TF brought me on the tour, the Crash Talk tour with Q, and that was fired just, like, being on the tours and see how he prepared as an artist. He's just, like, real mature, like you said. Like, you can see the growth. You can see, like, this is a real job for him. He takes this real serious, you know, and he showed a lot of love, too.

So, like I said, it's a blessing. What did you learn? You know what I'm saying, while you was with him, even, like, in a studio or on tour? Just focus and intent. You feel me? Everything's intentional, and everything is focused. It's just not in there, just kicking it and parlaying. And like whoever's in there to be in there, they're in there doing something, you know,

obviously besides like me or who might pull up, but it's like everything's in the tent. And then like a tour, that shit, just really like everything on schedule, everything on time, everything moved like that, you know? He don't waste no time. He don't fucking round. Did that quality over quantity shit rub off on you? Oh, no, of course, of course, of course. But I will say you get in there, get your repetition in, you get your jump shots in.

So he in the studio 24-7 all the time. You feel me, all the time, all the time, all the time. I asked him like I asked him like what keep you going he was like shit what I'm going to be doing hanging out so it's just like he in there on some Kobe shit like getting there getting there getting yeah yeah for getting his reps up so shout out shout out to TF definitely for even like bringing me around that because he didn't have to do that and shout out Q for embracing me because he didn't have to do that neither yeah for real but all right man you know what I'm saying tell me you know let's get it started tell me about the the younger bill man and how all things got started

uh well shit I mean I grew up well first of all my mom and my daddy they both Crips so I grew up in the schoolyards my mom my mom from schoolyard my dad from schoolyard my brother here he over there he from schoolyard man no we ain't even gonna get on this nigga I don't fuck with that nigger so then he anybody me the shit you know we gonna get on him later though we gonna get on him so so I grew up I grew up in the schoolyards and then from there I want to say we moved to 41st and lived with my uncle 41st in Normandy you feel me and then from there

I moved to the 80s on 81st but I spent a lot of time like on 53rd with a killer you know Lucci How is it though with your mom and your dad gang banged man how was that household it was crazy I mean my dad

he'd been in jail my whole life He got life in 93 92 So he's been in jail like my whole entire life But I mean shit it's been You know you know how it is when you grew up in a house Full of that type of energy you know

It's real like it's unpredictable, you know. I would say that. Like, you don't know what's going to happen the next day. But I want to keep him in my mind and pat her in the back because she held it down. Little lady, she about 5'4, you feel me? Five, four. Probably shorter than that, five, too, you know, but she's real strong. So she held it down.

She was real sturdy, real stern and, you know, just that environment because everybody, I'm around it. You know, I grew up in it. You know, most people, they go outside to look for it. Me, I was like, I was nurtured up in it, you know? I grew up in it. So it made me stronger. It made me understand and see things from a different angle, different perspective.

It made me appreciate a lot of things more, you know, value of life. Was my more on your ass than Bodine ass? I mean, how did you miss the, you know what, because, I mean, he's from schoolyard and then, you know, it skipped you or what? I don't know. I just felt like just my, probably, yeah, she was on me. But probably like my discernment too, my, like, how I feel,

like about certain things. see things unfold. You gotta understand, I'm the youngest. You feel me? I'm like, I'm younger than Bodine. I'm younger than than Lucci. I'm younger than killer. I'm younger than creep. You feel me? I'm like, so I seen them do a lot of stuff, a lot of things. And I'm like, damn, this shit crazy, you know, like just my discernment, my decision making. You feel me? I feel like my decision making have to be at a hard time high. So basically seeing these young niggas doing their thing, where older and a little bit older than you, you just like, that ain't the route. Yeah, but you don't really know that until you see something happen. Crazy. You feel me?

Like, we lost the homie early, Dante, you feel me? We lost him early. That's like the first time I, like, experience, like, somebody getting killed, you feel me? Like I was, like, probably in the fifth grade. Like I said, they all older than me. But you see that, then I start seeing, like, the effect it had on everybody around me, you know, and it's just like, damn.

Yeah, and R&P, yeah, RIP, Dante. Yeah, RIP Dante. R&RP. So some people turned up, and then, like, I ain't going to say. I didn't turn up, but it was just like, damn. It's just the reality started here. And like, this is what we're doing, you know? Yeah, I mean, I wish Lucci was here.

You know what I'm saying? We had another mic. Because just to have that story, you know, Adonte and the effect that did have on even my brother, you know what I'm saying? You know what I'm saying? Creeping. All these niggas are my friends. And I feel these niggas was younger to me. I said about five years younger to me, three years younger to me.

But the effect they had on them seeing Dante died was just like it was, it didn't, it wasn't for the good, greater good. It took a turn for the worst. So everybody kind of got that effect from it. Like, you know what I'm saying? You kind of missed it. You kind of missed that. These niggas walking in, you know what I'm saying? He got more support group that I love it.

You know what I'm saying? We didn't know why he got support group. You feel me? I love it. I love it. I love it. Like I said, everybody in here, like they all my family, everybody that came.

I didn't bring no people that's just like random. Everybody I've been in here, I've been knowing my whole life. I've been knowing for five plus years or six plus years. You know, they didn't met my mama. They didn't slept in my mama. house, you feel me? Yeah. They didn't been with me, they didn't see me growing, they didn't see me work.

I'm not just with nobody that don't make no sense to be around, you know? Yeah. So where, I'm thinking, when did you start rapping? I start rapping, I don't know, I want to say like 2015, right before I got shot, like 2015, not to bring that up right now, but like 2015, and then I don't know, I just, I wasn't always, like, trying to be a rapper my whole life. I was kind of like, I went to college and played, like, football. like football for a little while, but I got kicked out of school for, like, breaking in an apartment,

like sleeping in there. In college. Yeah. So you didn't have no money? Nah. I went to a school. I went to, they give you, like, partial scholarship, so you didn't get a full one. You feel me?

And then, like, I'm seeing, like, damn loans is going to whip me if I take too much bread out, so I had to get that how I lived out there. I was doing crazy gang and shit out there just to, like, to survive. So I want to have to call my mom and be like, I need this, I need that, because it's five of us. You know, I'm the oldest out of five. And I don't want to put no extra pressure on our back. And she was so proud of me, like, man, my son doing something different, you know? And that was always my angle, too.

That kind of helped me probably stay away too because I had a lot of people looking up to me, you know. And my whole thing, I've been having the same dream since I was 12 years old, like to take care of my family. You feel me? And probably not even more so to take care of everybody to put myself in position to like a little, Linda helping hand in any type of way. So I never want to be the type of person to put extra pressure on mom. So I just was doing whatever I had to do to survive. That's crazy, man, being in college, man,

and then still having to do anything, like, whatever you got to do to survive, man, that's a cold, that's some cold shit, you know what I mean? Playing football and trying to get it in there. Like, we come from some cold shit, bro. But it's like, I wasn't going to complain about it because complaining ain't going to do nothing for me. Yeah.

It gave me, like, what I'm going to do, man. Come on, man, that's it. Like, I can't complain about it. I just got to just figure it out, figure it out, figure it out. So then once that happened, I knew. So once that happened, I knew. the homie L'Oreal, you feel me from Atlanta, he was making beats and shit. And then he was like the R.A.

The whole shit. But he happened to be my boy. He had a big-ass, like, apartment on campus. He was like, bro, you can stay with me until you figure out your situation. You feel me? So then one day, because I was never going to class, once that happened, I was like, okay, it's over with me. And then one day he was like making a beat. He left the beat on.

He was like, oh, you fire. You could rap. I'm like, yeah. And he was like, bro, you should really do this shit. And then from there, I kind of like took off. And then when I flew, when I came back here, I still wasn't went all the way with the rap shit because I didn't know how to like, how do you become a rapper? Yeah, what was the angle? Like, what I got what I got to do?

So then I still was cool off of it. I still was cool off of it. And then like, you know, my homie Damo, my homie Jemil, Donald, you know, we used to always fuck around. And then they was like, nigger, we're going to help you or however way you can help you. And it just started from there. Do you have any, like, job in between or anything like that? And you're still trying to rap? I was just like, you know what I'm saying?

I don't know what the fuck I'm trying to do. Yeah, I had a little job. You feel me? I was like a little janitor. And then at this place, like, at this gym. And then, you know, I was like making moves, you know, selling blood here and there. You feel me? Yeah.

I tried to sell, yeah, but that didn't really work for me. So you tried to sell a little nickle of a little dog? Yeah, I tried to sell a little bit, but that didn't really work for me like that. So I was like, man, hell no. I swear to God, try to do. So things just to get it, just to keep money in my pocket. You feel me? Why didn't work?

But you was like, these crackheads. Crazy in the motherfucker. I ain't fucking with it. I just, I just wasn't in that lane. You got to be in that world. Yeah. You got to be really in that world to do. And it's like, you know, when you get out your lane, you feel me?

I see niggas get out there lane and get spank for it. Yeah. And that was really my lane. So I could tell myself like, nah, this thing is. Yeah, I went through that too. That was a 56. Shout out that d'nigloat. They let me come in a spot, man.

I was like, you know, I had my little weed. They was, whoever came to the door, they let me. serve but I'm like what the fuck am I doing I had a little sack in the stove I made $150 a nigga I'm talking about like three four days I'm like nigga this is out

me yeah yeah I'm saying I mean like that's the thing like I feel like people get caught up and like trying to like be something they're not a lot of times you know and I even like I say even with like shit that was going around me you have to understand like who who am I as a person who am I really and it

you know it take a lot of ups and trials and tribulations to really figure that out. But you know, you gotta just be real with yourself 100%. And that's how you're gonna win. So I was just like, man. So you came back and then you came back, did you go back to the 50s? You know what I'm saying?

And you moved back to the 50s after you came back in football? No, I mean, I stayed in the 80s my whole life. I grew up in the 80s. I've been staying there since I was probably like eight years old. So I got some people from the 80s, but like, you know, killer lived on 503. So I spent a lot of time over there. Like my mom dropped me off.

She worked a lot. So we'd stay over there until we didn't work lot so she'll be going and to be me she'll be down and Lai Lani you feel me and we just be all over there How you meet killer? Killer my cousin. Okay, okay.

Kill your cousin? My bag. I thought y'all was fake cousins. I mean, it was me having fake cousins out of here. That's what I'm saying. Y'all are close. My bag.

Nah, no, no, no, it's, uh, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his, his pops and, his, uh, his pops and, uh, his mom and my mom and his mom and sisters. Yeah. You feel what I mean? And then his pops was like, like I say, his boss and schoolyard too so he he know my Pops

he practically raised me. Oh, his pops from schoolyard too. Oh, he never told me that. Oh, yeah. Oh, damn. Yeah, yeah. Oh, so he really from

schoolyard. Oh, okay, okay, my bad. You know what I'm saying? Who really from school yard? Killer, killer. Killer, killer. Yeah, so, you know. Nah, killer really from the 50s.

That's where you're from. Nah, he's from school yard today. Oh, man. No, but you was going over Killer House, man. You feel me? You're spending a lot of time over there. So I just want to get right into it, man, why I really brought you over here, why I got you in here.

You know what I'm saying? I want you to share the story when you was over there, man, you know what I'm saying? And what happened to you, which is like super crazy to me, you know what I'm saying? Dumb tragic, but it's still, I'm still glad to be sitting here next to you talking to you, you, feel me? Yeah. You know what I'm saying? You got shot, but, like, you didn't just getting shot. Like, niggas is getting shot.

Like, R.P., like, it's a lot of rappers and niggas getting shot, but, like, one time and dying. Like, niggin, you got shot 32 times, nigga. So I just want niggas to hear this story, nigga, because it's just like super crazy. I mean, yeah, I got shot that many times. I got shot 32 times. Well, I'd be saying 28, but like, that's the bullets that they took out my body.

It's three that went in and out, you feel me? Yeah. So, and then one, when I was in the hospital, they had to pull out. But yeah, so I got shot, I got shot, we're going to just say 28 for sakes, but 32, whatever, however you want to say on my 25th birthday you feel me so it was like what five years ago

you feel me so what was y'all doing on the block like what was you doing i mean you know what i mean what was kill at not paying attention what are you doing nah i mean it was it was it was a it was a celebratory day you feel me it's my it's my birthday so like i said i've been living over there my whole life you feel me i've been living in the 80s i got shot in front of my mom's i've been over there over there forever so um we had came back from a night out you You feel me? Everybody loaded, drinking and shit. So one of my closest homies, hey, he was supposed to be here today, but he worked in shit. So we're saying our goodbyes, but I usually just walk people to their car just because it's tricky over there.

You know, the shady 80s. You know how I get over there. So it's just tricky over there. So I walk him to his car. And as I'm saying the goodbyes, you feel me. He goes to his trunk to put his shit in the car, you feel me? So I shake his hand. We're walking back.

And as I'm walking back, I see two people walk down the street. But I'm thinking, like, you know, it's a neal. So it's like a smoker dude that other down the street. You feel me? Maybe he'd be, like, wandering the streets up and down, you feel me. I know everybody over there. So I'm like, okay, that's Neil. And I'm kind of like shaded, too, you feel me?

I'm not tripping off nothing. So they're just getting closer. They're getting closer. And I'm like, what the fuck going on? So I just hop off the curve. And there's two people that just started shooting me. I try to run. I try to run.

I got shot in the chest first. like right here I'm like oh shit I felt that's the first one I felt but then I know like it was something warm on my head so I'm like damn what the fuck so then I start running start running I start running I just start shooting me in the back I fell they shot me a few more times on the ground shit next thing you know I hear the neighbors come outside my mom come my mom was in the house my mom come outside my little brother come outside they all over me like uh my day stay alive stay alive stay alive breathe I'm like damn can y'all can everybody back up because I got to breathe But I'm not saying that out loud because I can't talk.

I'm just telling them, I can't breathe. I can't breathe. They called the ambulance. It took the ambulance 30 minutes to even pull up because, you know, they got to make sure the scene is clear. The police pull up, make sure that we didn't return fire, you feel me? Really, the police thought I was going to die. You feel me? When they seen all the jail cases on the floor, they was like, okay, if he didn't return fire,

and he got shot at least times, you feel me, it's probably pretty much over for him. So it took the ambulance, 30 minutes to come. They came, they got me. I passed out. And then when I woke up, I was like, damn, I can't believe what happened. I'm all right. I told my mom, I feel like I got hit like nine times. She was like, nah, you got hit 28 times.

God damn, homie. Where all did they hit you? You said your chest, your stomach and head? I got shot in the head three times. You got shot in the head three times? Well, really, I got grazed in the eye. I don't really, like, I just count. Yeah, we got to make it sound good.

Fuck it. You know what I'm saying? If we go on 28 times, my nigga got shot in the head. Three motherfucking time, nigga, he had this bitch, you feel me? That shit crazy. Yeah, I got shot right here. Top of the head, you can see that. Yeah. You feel me? And I got shot in the back of the head.

Came outside my jaw right here. I still got bullet fragments. I just pulled out, like, I just had to push out some shit like two months ago, like a piece of bullet because they couldn't really go up in there because they said it was going to have my jaw cricket forever. And that was my thing, too. My mom was telling them, I want some 50 shit, it's crazy. Like, no, he rap. So, like, just let it go. High Red Hill. It's going to heal.

It's going to heal. Oh, she didn't want to fuck your voice up in the dude. No, not my voice, my jaw, because my show was going to be, like, crooked type shit. So she was just, like, higher it hill, it hill. You know, if it don't come out, if it push out, just let it come out. I was, like, they had, like, tubes and shit when I woke up, and I couldn't talk. I couldn't talk for, like, and I'm like, damn, it's over for me. I was sick.

Like, damn, it's over. I can't, I probably can't talk no more. That shit was, like, that shit was fucking me up, but I got shot in the left leg, like, five times. I got shot in the foot, like, twice. I got shot in the back of gang of times. and I got shot in the chest twice. How long was you in the hospital? I was in the hospital for 29 days.

I was in a coma for seven days, though. Damn. I was in the coma for seven days. Seven days, they had to do three major surgeries on me. They did two. I had a lot of internal bleeding going on. They did one. It was like, you know, they came down there.

It was like, damn, they ain't looking too good for them. Everybody that's right here was there. It was like, damn, they ain't looking too good for them. And they came, they went back upstairs. They did two. And when they came back downstairs, they did another. It was like, man, I don't know. Like, y'all need, they told my mom, y'all need to make funeral arrangements for him.

And then my mom was like, well, but the doctor, Dr. Hanukkah, shout out Dr. Henneker. He was like, you know what? He fight, because I was fighting and stay alive. Like, I was fighting. I was in there fighting. Fight unconsciously, though. That's how I know, like, I don't know. This guy I was supposed to be here because I was unconsciously fighting for my life.

And that's the only thing that really saved me. He was like, you know what? Like, I ain't never seen nobody fight this hard to stay alive. So for that, I'm just going to go up there this last time to try to save his life. And then my mom was like, well, if you feel that strongly about that, why are you even down here talking to me going to save my son? And the third surgery, it was like, I'm good. I stopped bleeding. They took all my organs out.

I had to knot up everything, patch up everything, like one by one. Like, I only got one kidney. I had half a liver. I had a collapsed lung. They had to, like, cut off a piece of my lung. You feel me? I have to do a lot of shit. It sold me back up.

And then stop the bleed. They took all the bullets out. They just taking everything one by one, one by one, one by one. And that's what was causing the bleeding because I was punctured so much. I had to take everything out, everything out then stop the bleeding. Like shit, he alive. Then I woke up the seventh day like, damn, like Jesus. Yeah, oh, God, that shit sounds crazy.

Like, nigger, how'd you rehab after that? Well, shit, when I first woke up, they was just trying to keep me in the hospital, like laying down, laying down, laying down, laying down. It was just fucking with me. I was sitting there stressed out, like sad, like, can't do nothing. I mean, I was happy. like because I was alive but like mentally you go through a lot so I was just in here like I can't do nothing I ain't gonna be able to fucking do nothing no more they got me here laying

down and the nurse was like she was like you know what was gonna help you your mind your mental so as strong as you is up here that's that's that's that's that's gonna help you get out faster every day I was like now I'm gonna get better I'm gonna get better I'm gonna get better so the goal was to I had to crutch around the whole hospital no the whole ICU unit had the crutch to take a lap around it i couldn't leave the hospital until i could do that and then i couldn't really breathe it like like i said they cut a lot of my lung off like a little piece of it so that shit was fucking me up so when i first walked up when i first like when they first tried to get me going i didn't even know how to walk i forgot how to walk i couldn't even walk from here to that

black thing right there i just my mind my mind my mind could even know how to do it again so that shit like that's just stressed me out but every day i just got better and better and better and better and better and better better and better. It got stronger. Even out the hospital, did your mom help you? Yeah, she helped me. She helped me. She helped me out the hospital. Only person that didn't help me at the hospital was TF. I swear to God.

Because I call him in the hospital. And I'm like, hey, what's up, man? And he thought I was like a random niggins until he hung up. Then he called me back. This one, he was on tour of a schoolboy. And he called me back. He's like, hold on. What's up, Nick?

Bill, you good? Like, oh, hell no. Like, when I get back out of, when I get back out of, when I come back, I'm going to come get you. So like the first day he came got me. He pulled up and I'm on crutches. That nigga pulled off. I'm like, what happened? He like yeah, man, it might get tricky. You're on crudges,

I can't fuck with you no more. So the next day he caught, the next day he called, he's like, you ready? I'm like, yeah, and that shit, I just leant out there. I was wounded. I couldn't laugh. I couldn't do nothing. It took me recovery. It was 10 months. I could barely do a sit-up. And this nigga then get out of the car

and help you. This nigga need a DP, man, for that. Come on. No, bro. He got, he got busy. But that shit helped me. That's what I said. Like, that shit helped me a lot, you know, just stronger, stronger.

Like, I couldn't do nothing. I can laugh. I can barely talk. My boys was weak, like, everything. How did you get back regular when, you know what I'm saying? Once you got out the hospital, got home and started doing your thing, like, what was some of the steps you took, you know what I'm saying, to heal up? Just like physical therapy, you feel me?

A lot with, like, Bowding healed me a lot, just taking me around places and, like, getting me outside the house and my little brother, true Pien. killer he here like they all everybody was just pitching in and help me do things like just just like physical therapy you know moving my ankle because i got shot in the foot twice too so like moving my ankle you feel me just just all physical therapy stuff i couldn't do nothing too heavy but just like physical therapy i know mentally man when i had my accident mentally that shit that shit really fucked with me you feel me a lot i felt like at one point i was like damn god i'm from to die

You know what I'm saying? I ain't meant to even be at this motherfucker It kind of fucked with me mentally I was kind of depressed a lot Because I couldn't be 100% I couldn't fight these niggas You know what I'm saying? I'm like fuck I can't fight

None of this nigga little nigga Gonna beat me up probably like You know what I'm saying So it kind of fuck me with me a little bit Like how did that shit Like when did you like get out of that shit As far as like depression and shit I still be having my moments

Still to this day I still be having PTSD It's nice I can't sleep at night It's nice I'd be having revenge on my heart. It's like I'd be having hatred on my heart. You feel me? But if I act on those type of things and if I, and if I let those things control who I am in my state of mind, I won't be here talking to you on no jumping. Yeah. Hatred in your heart meeting, nigga. I'm going to go retaliate. Yeah, just like, why they do this to me, I'm about to go

mate, you feel me? I'll be having those type of moments, you know, as a person, just being totally honest. But I got to remember who I am and why I'm here, you know, and I got to be alive, you feel me? And when I was shot, I never thought I was going to die. I never had that moment in my head. I never was like, oh, it's over for me. I always just telling myself, like, damn, if I could get on the little breathing machine, I'm going to live.

I didn't even know what was happening to me, how many times I got shot, you feel me? I mean, my little brother told me he ran over there and was like, bro, was a hole in your head. You feel me? He thought it was over. Just imagine hearing that. You feel me, imagine how he feel about that.

So, you know, it was just like, but I never thought I was going to die, even with all that going on. Like, I didn't know what was going on. I'm already shot. All I got is me and my mental. You feel me? That's all you got you.

I couldn't feel my body no more. Just me and my mind. So I was like, nah, I'm going to live. If I get on this breathing machine, I'm going to be solid. I'm going to live. So with that being said, when I think about that, when I reflect on that type of stuff, that mentality, I can't let, like, you know, depression creep up on me and defeat me. If I've been through all that and I'm still here, you know.

Yeah, you're inspiration for sure. That's why I need to bring you here because a lot of motherfuckers that do gang bang, you know, some people we want to see the repercussions is gang banging. niggas fucking up doing their thing but they don't see the you know what I'm saying Rieper Cushers are still being in Los Angeles doing their thing and not

gang banging you still can run into those same problems you know what I'm saying and you ran into those same problems so I know a lot of motherfuckers out here are going to appreciate these stories you feel me like what motherfucker like that you're telling them like because it's super crazy it is super inspiration that you find for

your life and came back like that's super crazy and I really need the people to come in you know what I'm saying see you like this man and hear your story see what you got going on you'm saying and respect it also you still being a rapper and still having a drive to do what you doing you feel me because after you got shot you know what I'm saying you healed up you back in a studio yeah instantly instantly I like I dropped the project hard time shaking me like probably like well I was already done with it it didn't probably drop to like two years after but like I mean this shit keep me going you feel me like it's not like

I got shot and was like, oh, you know what? I'm going to be a rapper. It was just like, I was already rapping. Then I happened to get shot. I mean, 32 times that would have been my motherfucker album title, I'm like, nigga, I'm going to blow out here, bitch, you know what I'm saying? I'm going to go everywhere and do this shit. I would have, I'll be fucking let niggas know sell that shit like 50 sit,

this motherfucker because for real God and heaven, that's crazy. I be thinking like, you know, I want people to like right now. Like, it's probably people that see me a lot. like as much bash was out there I seen her before but she didn't know like you can't tell from the naked eye that happened to me yeah feel me so I like I like for that to be like like an Easter egg like just

icing on the cake like he already sorry you know I'm probably like top rapper you feel me like that's just what it's the facts like if you go listen to my music you feel me so but it's like okay damn he went through all that and he's still this talented it's just like yeah it's like letting the art unfold letting the story unfolds you know no

motherfuckers need to know you know what she when you walked up on her, she should have been looking at you. Like, I know. Like, niggas need to put some respect on your name. Yeah, not for sure. A lot more respect than you need to begin, you know, a lot more than you deserve. A lot more than you doing right now because, like, when I'm looking at your YouTube, the Instagram and all that, I'm like, nah.

Yeah. Cud need a lot. He need a lot. I'm going to call this, nigga. I'm going to see what to do. Nigel, whatever I can do to help, nigga, you're going to be in front of this muff from the camera. I'm saying it. And I appreciate that, you know, but that's just a testament to all the work I've been putting in, you know.

And like you said, me not giving up or me not feeling sorry of myself. And me just ultimately respecting the game and knowing that it come with a lot of ups and downs and it come with, it's not fair. You feel me? The game not fair. So I can't, like I said, I can't take it personal. I can't complain about it. But just, you know, I'm going to get the recognition. The table's always turned.

You feel me? And then when it's my time at the top, niggas got to come. got to come to come see me. Nigger, what keep you motivated, though? You feel me, to keep doing your thing. Shit, the people that came today. Everybody that walked in here because everybody that walked in here

believing me and what I'm doing. Man, how do they be showing their support? You feel me? Like, the niggas be still, you have like, keep going, or I know a nigga, even if a nigga got shot 32 times and then, well, 28, 30, I'm going to say 32, fucker, we're going up. No, it's 32.

I just say, because they took 28 bullets out of me. Yeah. The ones that went through and through, they didn't even account for. Man, who in this room be lying to you, you know what I'm saying, and say that shit tight when it ain't tight? Who is my, like, man, that's shit trash? No, it's not. Like, who being that honest with you?

I mean, who the most honest with me? Probably, like, Anthony, the most honest one. Boatine the most honest with me. Troop honest with me. My little sister right here, Kendall, she's super honest. She's probably, she's still a kid, so she was like, I'm not playing that shit. But, you know, I think, I think everybody, everybody really like they want to see me do my best and I feel like if if if we can't

keep it honest with each other you feel me if I can't take that they constructive criticism then I got an ego issue and if I got an ego issue then I can never reach the heist that I want to reach you feel me because I'm never going to be able to be able to take nobody else's opinion you feel me do you feel like you should have took off like way more than you taking off now and you feel like it's like taking too fucking long sometimes I had those thoughts but shit like I said again it's that's perfect timing. Look where I'm at right now.

Yeah. Look where I'm at right now, you feel me? Like, I'm at, like, one of the biggest platforms. You're one of, like, the hottest podcasters right now. Like, feel me? I'm about to drop a project that's probably about to shake the whole city up, probably shake the word up, really. I think in my opinion, you feel me.

We got a young troop going crazy, my little brother. He back there. I'm getting him on the cameras to say something, too, if that's cool. And we're going crazy, you feel me? And everybody in here with me, Marcus, like Lucci, everybody, D'Andre. I mean, I said this thing twice. I'm excited.

That thing ain't even in here. Where are he at? You're right there? You're right there? Oh, no. Mr. Lucci and this motherfucker. We're going to get these niggas on camera. Donald, Jamil.

Everybody, finesse in here, you feel me? They all keep me going going. So it's like, we're going up, man. Marcel in here. You feel me? Like, we're going up, man. Man, I like that, man. I need to, can we tell him to get another bike in here so we can

Yeah, start doing it up Where my boy, Kelvin or whoever, man Y'all like that, though I was like, you know what? I got to bring this, nigga it was just really wearing on my heart, though, you feel me,

what you was doing when I started looking at all y'all shit. Dreebo is one. Dreebo? Yeah, he's going to come this third time a nigga that said your name on the platform,

don't post it. No, no. Like I said, like I said, like, you know, Dribo, we all, we all, we all,

we all working. Yeah. I mean, it's cool. If I have one person over here, I got to have everybody come up here. man so I can't oh no they can all get in this

motherfucker I mean we just gonna have it one we know your brother coming here yeah we're true back have two come up here real quick yes sir my boy troop in this motherfucker man you know what I'm saying what to do what's the deal bro yeah you're gonna tell me about

oh you fly you got the line vons shirt off yeah he gotta fit on man yeah I like that yeah hold on I'm wearing it out little sis got saline on oh no I'm gonna check y'all out man Yeah, I like that. Yeah.

I like that. Man, shit. Tell me about Troupe, man. What truth got going on, man? Shit, man, I'm a upcoming rapper. Los Angeles, California. You know, south of the city, south-central, you feel me? Yeah, man.

I'm really just like, man, got a passionful music, you feel me? So I'm working, you feel me? I'm trying to get there. Yeah, what you got going on now? What you got out? Shit, I just dropped a project called along the way. It's decent for where I'm at right now, you feel me? I'm working.

I'm in there. in the gym, man. Yeah. I'm coming down on the trip. And with Bell, like, how did Bell motivate you, man, and keep going and doing your thing? Like, is this story, like, do it, like, is it really, like, compelling to you and touch you to make you, like, seem like, you know what, I'm gonna be really doing this shit?

No, yeah, his, man, what he went through, fuck me up really, like, you feel me? This is my, you feel, you feel, this why I look up to, you feel? My pops really wasn't around like that, you feel me? Uh-huh. I look up to my big brother type deal, you feel me? So his steps was my steps, you feel me? So when that happened. Oh, so, well, how that happened?

How are he guiding you through? You know what I'm saying? That's crazy. That's because, you feel me? It ain't no, like, you feel me? I don't look up to other niggas. I don't, never. I can't, you feel me?

My people, that's the close people I'm looking up to, you feel me, the people around me. So it's really my big bro, you feel me? Oh, so you'd be out here doing crazy shit too and he got to get at you? I don't do nothing, man. I'm trying to do music. He focused, he focused. I just try to, like, just like, you know, I just try to get the same, the same tutelage that I was giving.

You feel me? You feel me? Or we watch people like you. You feel me? We watch you all the time. You made 15 nil. You feel me? Yeah.

You're trying to do the same thing. You feel me like, you feel like, you know? So I just try to give him the game as I get the game, you know? But I still don't try to be too like overbearing and be like, oh, you know, be like, you know, like the overbearing big bro. Like, no, you got to do this like this. You like, I let him make his steps along the way. And when I see it's like, ah, nah, let me just help that. Let me just help this.

Let's do this. supportive as moms in your career oh yeah she wanted to be here why mom's that I don't know she just you know she'd be like uh-uh they're too young for me I'm too burnt out mom my mom super I love my mama shout out OG Bev everybody love Lj Bebbing here my mom she like you got me to you'll love her though you know like she I should have brought her that'd have been fly yeah no that would have been fly man I like them you know bring your family up in here and touch this shit you feel me but she's super supportive you know she just long as we doing something towards something you know long as we just not

fucking around And she's proud of us what we're doing, you know? She ain't never, my mom ain't never been a type of mom like, don't do that. That's stupid. Y'all better do this. Y'all better do that. You know, she's always been like, don't show me. Don't tell me you doing it.

Show me you doing it. Yeah. You feel me? Don't talk to talk, walk to walk. And that's what I appreciate about it most, you know. And Los Angeles, you know what I'm saying? What do you think is holding Los Angeles back as far as keeping us in this bubble? Because I feel like we kind of in a bubble that we kind of can't get out, man.

And we can't reach those. other markets, man. What y'all going to do different? We're going to keep it honest. You feel me? We're going to keep an honest. We're going to fuck with who fuck with us. Of course, though. And I think that's what it really is. I feel like everybody be so segregated in their own little box, which is cool because we ain't telling nobody what to do.

But if you fuck with us, you show us love, you're going to show you love. But we're going to put our people on. You feel me? You're going to give everybody a voice. We're going to make sure everybody, whatever you want to do, we're going to teach you how to fish. I'm trying to teach mom. I'm trying to teach my, I'm trying to teach my, I'm trying to leave my voice to the ocean and teach them how to fish.

Yeah. You feel me? Because nobody did nothing for me. Like, even TF, like, I had to prove myself. I had to come to the studio countless countless of times and then show my work. And you got to make yourself valuable, you know? You can't be a liability.

You got to be an asset. So I'm trying, we don't teach everybody around us how to be assets. Man, yeah, well, like, why y'all ride? What's in y'all playlists? You know what I'm saying in Los Angeles? Or just your playlist, period. I'll be listening to a lot of, like,

troop, T. TF, Dribo, of course, the homies, Oh, Dribo shit bang? We were hard.

Just trying to make sure It was. But besides that, I listen to, like, a lot of, like, I listen to, like,

a lot of Conway, a lot of Benny the Butcher, a lot of West Side Gun, that type of vibe. But I like, I like what Kailin doing. I think Kailin hard. Are you fuck with Kail?

I fuck with Kailin. He hard. I fuck with Kna. I fuck with N-N-N-A. I fuck with Epic. You feel me? They fuck with me. They like some,

they underground, like real real spitters. That's in like the LA area. And probably some more people that I'm missing. How did you feel about that Kendrick guy? It was solid. I mean, Kendrick's Kendrick. You feel me?

Nah, hell, no. Kendra game. I mean, I see it. It was a nigga right here that said that she was trashed and I almost fell out my motherfucker chair. Nah, so I just want to see. No. Nah, Kendrick.

Kendrick shit was hard. You fuck with it? Yeah, of course. I feel like it was, you. know, just elevating or the mental, you feel me, just, well, you got to respect what are you doing, it's art, our music is subjective, you feel me, everybody not going to like what you do.

It's still, it's still good raps in there, still good music in there, still, it's still good, it's messages. Yeah, it's still a range where it's messages in there, so. You can learn from them niggas, man, and learn a whole bunch of shit from them niggas, you feel me? Like, as far as being versatile, like, how important you think that is, you know, in a rap

game? It's very versatile. I feel like you should, you should all, you should be a master at one, then a master at none though I do feel like I feel like you should always have something that you could go to and be like okay this is my comfortable like if we was playing basketballs like Steph Curry for show if he if he ain't made a shot he could come back and shoot a three and he's gonna be back in rhythm so I feel like I feel like I feel like I feel like I feel like I feel like I feel like I'm feeling like you'd be able to do this and little bit to do that little bit so you be able to do that little bit so you be able to do that like you know what I'm saying yeah a little bit A little bit, a little bit. Not too much, but yeah, I can, though. I can't. I never run out ideas.

I got them, like, I don't even write it no more. Sometimes I do write. I ain't going to lie, but, like, I don't like in the studio getting sted. That's why I was telling you you should have just pulled up that one day, man, but you was acting Hollywood. I ain't Hollywood. I ain't Hollywood. I mean, he's fucking. Nah, niggas.

It's really me doing shit. Nah, nah, nah. I just fucking with you. Die, die, die, die, die. Now, some motherfuck is like, man, this nigga, Tiro, Hollywood now. I'm like, nigga, hell, no, nigga. Now, now, I get it, you know. Yeah.

People got lies. But, like, nah, so it's like, yeah, I get in there. I get in there and I do my thing. Where that nigga at, man? I want to bring that nigga up here, bro. He's gone, what? Killer gone? Smoking the black.

If he's smoking the black and mild and this motherfucker, he can't come back in the room, man. Like that nigga out, man. Your brother want to come? Bo, do you don't want to come? Oh, my nigga. You can't be Batman in this bitch. You know what I'm saying?

Come on, my, bro. brother, where Luci at? Lucci, come here, man. Go get Lucie. Trevor, get that nigga that's just, come here, man. Lucie. Come on, bring your ugly ass up here, man. Because you, like, there's another nigga right here, man.

I love him to death. You're going to sit down, nigga. You're fin to sit down, man. This young man right here, brother, like, this is a... Sit right, nigga. Don't fuck the camera up. Come over here, brother. Come over here, man.

And I'm glad all y'all niggas is here together, man. and still with each other sticking together but this nigger right here bro like this is the real definition i mean loyalty right here real definition of a stomp down nigger you know what i'm saying gonna be your friend forever this nigger this nigger know everybody birthday i don't know if you he when them niggas gonna tell you happy birthday to everybody this nigger show up to everybody birthday party nigger and if you die

he's gonna be at your funeral I swear to God nigga it's real stumped down but you know something happened to you where you did a lot of years in jail nigger

and you came home smiling nigga like how the fuck you know what I'm saying was your mentality like how did you like keep that shit intact bro

and it's just before I even started doing what I did what I signed up for, I already knew it came with it. So it's like, it happened. I had no choice but to do it. So, you know, I just, my whole time, doing my time, I just always thought outside the box. Like, you know, I was locked up physically, but my mind, I never let it catcher my mind, though.

Like, I never let it, like, you know. I just, what motivated words you got for him, man, you know, since he be doing this thing and shit like that? And y'all so close. Like, do you ever give him him, like, any little kind words to keep him going? Oh, yeah, all the time, man. We talk, man. I just tell him, keep striving. You know, it's not going to come overnight.

You know, it don't work like that. You got to keep pushing, man, never give up, you know. Always keep faith, man. Keep pushing, man, all the time. Yeah, man, I mean, you two niggas just alone in here. Just super motivated, man. You got a long story. I mean, I can see what you all day.

But you did a long. on time of jail what you do like 15 years 15 years man and why he was in jail like so much shit was going on other niggas was dying and even his father died nigger while he was in jail you know what saying on top of your ass getting shot 32 times yeah he was like he hit me he was like man i can't believe that happened to you man i'm in here sick but i feel like the whole time even when he was in there and i was getting myself together i feel like when he got out i feel like i was like one of the first stops he made you feel me came to see me and he come to the shows he support me for me do all reposting push my shit listen to my shit play my shit tell me like you the truth you're gonna be

good just keep going so like i said for him to go through without he went through you feel me and still bounce back and come and be a father and take care his family and put his family first and no matter what he been through that's like gotta salute that you got to admire that and like it's like to me he ain't know like he ain't no member to me like i've been knowing him since yeah like you He wanted to do when I was over there that embraced me. Like, oh, this is my little homie. Like, you saw it, you feel me? Him and his brother, you feel me?

And his pops. He and pops. So I was just like, I don't look at him like that. I look at it as like my childhood friend. Yeah, that, and that's sick, man, for him to come out. So that means it's a lot, man. You got to make it out here, especially for him going through what he went through. You going through what you went through.

And niggas still coming over here to motivate you. You know what I'm saying? When you're supposed to be giving this nigger words, you feel me, niggas been down for a long time. So that's crazy, man, for your family to be fucking with you like that. I love it. Yeah, I mean, I got, you know, it's love, man. Like I said,

like even, not even him, like my boy's Donald and Jamil and Finesse here. And they've been with me since, like I said, the conception of it, you know? So it's just like without these type of people in my life, I wouldn't even be still probably doing this because they keep me motivated, you know, they keep, they push me. They want to see me make it to that next level.

they're here with me you know this a it's an interview this ain't no show yeah you give me this motherfucker look like a show oh everything niggas is in this motherfucker and I want to bring everybody I want niggas to see how many people in here with them you know what I'm saying and there's a support system that you got man I really appreciate that shit

that coming in here man killer what you was doing you were smoking a black amount you are really dirty my nigga like this thing is dirty this thing is got a bag full of weed over here. This thing's go outside smoking black and mouth. Lucci, get your ass up. Let this thing come over here, man.

Come on, bro. You burnt out. Come on, dog. Man, come on, bro. Y'all meet my nigga killer the nigga that wasn't fucking paying attention. Golly. Come on. Introduce this nigga right here, man. It's you.

We have killer here. You know, the founder of the trenches. Yeah, man. That's everything, dude. Yeah, found out of the trenches. Oh, yeah. Not your closing line, man. Shot him out. Let them know what to do, you feel me? This year.

Yeah. This year. It's year. All right. Okay. The trenches, man. You know what I'm saying? So when this shit all happened to my boy like that, man, how did that shit affect you, man?

What did you do to help? That's my last bad day, dude. Yeah. Walk me through that. Look, man. We had a good night. I'm walking off and heard the fire. So I'm like, damn.

But I was on my way to go get the year. It was too late. Yeah. I feel? Yeah. But this really like a nigga best friend Like for From the jump

Yeah It's like two Like that being said Man proud of this dude Yeah real shit So you're in every studio session You're going with him

You're helping him Hell no he don't come to every tour session He don't I was there from the jump He didn't believe in himself This nigga's killer bullshit I'm telling you He's some clacking by you know what I'm saying

Like He doesn't Every studio's going to talk about this is your best friend. He's stopping. No, he'll be there. He'd be there. He's supporting. That's crazy.

My boy, Marcel, though. My boy, Marcel, he ain't here. He'd be locked in, though. Shout out, Marcel. Where Marcel at? He ain't going to come on the camera. He's, like, behind the scene. Okay, okay.

Unless he won't to. But, no, I doubt. I mean, now, he ain't got no socks on. He's too smooth. He's a mother. He's on either. But, no, no. Marcel. That thing is named Marcel.

Look, he sounded like he ain't got no socks on. No. But, Marcel. Marcel, Marcel, he got to, he like, you know, he's my DJ, you know, my every, like, Marcel, he, he, he poured up the drink. Yeah, you feel me. He made sure he was straight. Yeah, Marcel, but that's his job, though. He always makes for him straight, though.

So shout out Marcel, too. Yeah. I'm saying, I'm glad you in here, man. But shit, before we get out of here, man, I really, I just really want the people to know, like I really got him in here, really to share his story. He really is a sick rapper. I need to shed some light on him I need everybody to go to all his socials I need everybody to go to every YouTube

link this nigga got you know what I'm saying and support it I want everybody to run this shit up you feel me because shit like this like that's just crazy like how LA you get you when you really ain't you know what I'm saying

you ain't in deep and you're trying to do some other shit and LA still a like tap on your door and I'm like anybody can get it so you really got to be careful all here like I mean I'm yeah And we really got to stick together, you feel me?

That's facts. I just say, like, you know, not like that. I'd probably be like, you know, I probably took the karma for my family. Like, because if he got hit or he got hit or he got hit, I don't know if they would have better to survive that. But, like, he chose me to take that for us and put that on our back. And I know just for that, I know I'm going to change for us for the better. And everybody that came with me, we all going to be solid forever.

And that's a strong statement to make, man. You put that shit on your back. Like, have you ever shared that with them? Like, man, I feel like I did. all this shit for you niggas. Nah, because it's not like something to be like, look what I did for y'all. Just something to take on a chin

and keep it pushing. No, you need to tell them, niggas. That's that because these niggas still doing bullshit. Some of them bullshit. Nah, nah, nah, that's cool. Look at it, like, he bullshit. I am.

Yeah, I see. Nah, man, it ain't, it ain't like that. It just, it just, it just, it just how things happen sometimes, you know? Yeah. Like I said, like, I'm, I'm fortunate to have people that really folk with me that care about me, you feel me, that love me, that got my back.

It ain't no, like, fake tissue shit here. There ain't nothing like that ain't, that ain't real. Everything here is solid, you know? Everybody here is solid, you know. Everybody here, I trust with my daughter. I trust for my life, you know. I trust with everybody's life, you know. So that's what it is.

That's how I'm going to continue to move, you feel me? And this is real genuine, you know, and I'm going to tell you this because it is, because me seeing you, you know, throughout the years or whatever the case, maybe like, we ain't really chopped it up on a whole big-ass conversation. I like laughing and joking with everybody I like that But just in the back of my mind I'm just be always looked at you like

You know one day I'm do something You feel me? Like I don't know what it is But it's crazy For him to be seeing hearing like this You know what I'm saying sharing this story Even when we really didn't have nothing You know what I don't know where the fuck I was at

A baby shard It was a baby shard It was actually it was Lucci baby shard Yeah Like what you're doing with the rapping I like you're going crazy And I gotta keep that shit in my mental Like all right

And I got to keep him my mental like I'm a hell cut or do something like or share the story like but this crazy right here yeah yeah yeah I mean I mean this is all I really could do for a digger real I'm gonna lie now you can't get you the whole you know what I'm saying but this more than enough you feel me this is like I don't I don't expect nothing from no person or nobody especially I know nothing nigga yeah you feel me like not no other man you feel me I feel me I feel me I feel like you are what you like you create your own worth you create your own value you whether it be the story, but it's like,

it's got to be more than the story. I know the story is important, but it's like, okay, you hear the story, but then you hear the music, and they match with that, then you talk to me, you hear my character, it matched with that.

Everything line up for me to be the person I'm meant to be, and the person I'm continuing to grow in, too, you feel me, and that's, that's, that's the main thing. That's what we're really trying to get to. Who are you as a person? What's your character like,

you feel me, behind everything else? Yeah, and your energy is crazy. You got a lot of love, and the niggas that you got in the room, it's like real niggas yeah for sure like I'm glad they came and support you because like I said lucci alone I could I can go two hours with this nigger you know what I'm saying if he talk yeah yeah he said like three words yeah but it's all action yeah he's gonna do some shit real quick you know what I'm trying to tell you day one like even when he was in the place he was always

yeah little bro you got it you got it you got it you got it you got it and then for him to be in a place like that and for him to be listening to my music to keep his mom together and right. That means a lot, you feel me? Because that's like isolation. You feel me? I didn't talk to TF about being in a place like that and talk to Luci being in a place like that.

And what that is and what they do to you with the person that make you. Like, you could really lose yourself. You can lose yourself. You can lose yourself. And that motherfucker. So, you know, so for me to be able to create the music to help him get through that

or even if it's just seeing me on my shit to help him get through that or for him to even reach out. And when he's in a place like that, that's powerful to me. know what I mean. That let me know I'm doing something right. Yeah. Feel me?

Yeah. All right. Whoever can fit in this motherfucking camera view, I want y'all niggas to come over here. Everybody coming to camera right now, man. Before we close it out, whoever can come, whoever can come, you know what I'm saying? Squeezing in this motherfucker. Jamil. Kendall.

Squeeze in, squeeze in, squeeze in. Marsh's boot. Yeah. Jay. Yeah, squeeze in. Everybody. Squeeze in. Everybody.

school over on me too you can come by me too you can buy me too man man yeah you got it Josh and I do got on Fox for the records Avery I what's that before we the guy who got him where Avery at? Come on Marsh where you left these niggas fix the camera man he's crees in Delio my boy thousand here they got my boy a thousand here They got my boy 1,000 out the house.

What's up, man? What we got, Josh, a little bit. What we got? What corner cut off? We got it. All right, we got it. We got it our soul. So yeah, Delio.

Delio. But shout out everything, your YouTube's. Shout out all your Instagrams, all that, man. Because I love the support. I want everybody to be right here. Why are you doing it, man? What's a deal you already know? It's Bell.

Getting the mic, get the mic. What's the deal? You already know, man. I got my people with me behind me. What do the fuck you doing? My friend, man. That's cool. All right.

My Instagram, Bell, U-T-L, Twitter, Bell U-T-L, music bell, that's B-A-L-E, you feel me. Tap in, we locked in, we're going live. You know, I ain't going to lie. I'm the voice of the section. You can ask about me, you feel me? And we're keeping it, we keeping it locked in like that. De Leon.

Here's Delio!