No Jumper - Breckie Hill Breaks Her Silence On Jynxzi, OnlyFans & The Hate She Gets Online
Episode Date: August 20, 202610:56 Breckie on becoming an influencer by accident 20:58 Breckie on the Livvy Dunne drama 29:47 Breckie on meeting Jynxzi 39:03 Breckie reveals she was Jynxzi's very first kiss 54:16 Breckie shows ...off her biggest purchases 1:01:22 Breckie on controversial streamers being different off camera ----- Shout out to all our members who make this content possible, sign up for only $5 a month https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNNTZgxNQuBrhbO0VrG8woA/join Promote Your Music with No Jumper - https://nojumper.com/pages/promo CHECK OUT OUR ONLINE STORE!!! https://nojumper.com NO JUMPER PATREON http://www.patreon.com/nojumper CHECK OUT OUR NEW SPOTIFY PLAYLIST https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5tesvmDS8h50LkjnSAWMOs?si=j6sJD6DkR4mk5NZZWnlK7g Follow us on SNAPCHAT https://www.snapchat.com/discover/No_Jumper/4874336901 Follow us on SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/4z4yCTjwXa4an6sBGIe7m5 iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/no-jumper/id1001659715?mt=2 Follow us on Social Media: https://www.snapchat.com/discover/No_Jumper/4874336901 http://www.twitter.com/nojumper http://www.instagram.com/nojumper https://www.facebook.com/nojumper http://www.reddit.com/r/nojumper JOIN THE DISCORD: https://discord.gg/Q3XPfBm Follow Adam22: http://www.instagram.com/adam22 adam22bro on Snapchat Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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Discussion (0)
Are you actually like consciously doing podcast right now for any reason or you're just?
No, I honestly haven't done a podcast in like three years.
The last one I did was Nelke Boys.
That was the last one.
Yeah.
I watched that.
Really?
Yeah.
With Steiny.
Yeah.
That was like the old Steiny though because he was like fat.
And now he's like on Reda and like.
Is he?
Yeah.
I haven't seen him in a minute.
So I wouldn't know.
He's trying his like sexy arc.
Okay.
He's finally actually doing what he needs to do to try to actually get girls.
I feel like he's still naming though.
He's always he's always tried to get girls.
So when you look at Steinie, you see more like a meme style character.
Like he's an emoji, not a human.
Yeah.
To me he's like a teddy bear.
Like he's so sweet.
He hates that so much.
Well, I tell him.
He's like a teddy bear.
He's getting the height surgery.
Stop.
What is the height surgery?
Where you like, you basically like,
like crack your leg bone and then you like get like a metal thing like a rod like it longer and then
it makes you like three or four inches taller yeah he is pretty short i made that up he's not really
getting that but that is a real surgery i was gonna say that's crazy uh okay so um you're from
minnesota right originally yes okay i was i grew up in minnesota until i graduated high school and
And then I went to you Miami and social media started doing well for me.
So I moved to L.A.
Okay.
Wait, so Minnesota, like you spent your whole childhood there.
Yes.
What kind of upbringing?
Well, until I was five, I lived in Chicago.
Oh.
Then I went to Minnesota.
Okay.
But yeah, my parents were very strict with school at least and like drinking, all of that.
Do you have brothers and sisters?
I have a younger brother.
Yeah, he's a year younger.
Okay.
And your parents like, were they?
religious?
Yeah, they are.
Okay.
And they, right?
You're like, no, no, they support me fully.
Okay.
Oh, well, for the record, like, I'm the last person on Earth that would ever look at you like
you're doing anything questionable with your life with the whole only fans thing, given some
of the stuff that my wife and I do.
We do like the crazy version of it.
So it's like, I look at you as like what you do is like nothing.
Whereas to like the Steinie of the world, it's like, ooh, lingerie picks.
Like, she's not wiping material.
Well, Stiney says that, but he doesn't mean it.
Yeah.
Because any time I see him try to wipe someone up, it's a different story.
Right.
With the people he goes for.
I mean, in the social scene that he and I are in, it's like pretty rare to meet a girl that hasn't got an only offense.
Especially in L.A.
I feel like everyone does it.
It's so different in L.A. versus anywhere else in the United States.
Like, it's very normalized here.
Yeah, it's got like a crazy stigma everywhere besides here.
And then obviously it does hear it.
Like even, you know, I was having that conversation with my wife of like, can you think of a girl who does porn that got wiped up by like a mainstream celebrity?
I'm talking like pro athlete actor, superstar musician, et cetera.
It's like that is a bridge that we just haven't really seen crossed.
And whenever you see something even close, it usually is like they do a lot to try to like separate it.
or whatever.
And make it like private.
Yeah.
Yeah.
At a certain point.
I think it should be, that's a bridge that should be crossed, though.
I would love to see that.
Me too.
Unfortunately, maybe not for a little bit, but.
Could you imagine Drake married to a woman who has like footage of her sleeping with men on the internet?
It's tough to imagine.
No, it's definitely, yeah.
The amount of jokes and scrutiny that he would go through.
I know.
It's not for a mere mortal.
He does hit up a lot of people.
Yes.
I mean, I believe this baby mama used to do porn.
Really?
I think, but this is the baby mama, so it's not bad.
I don't even know who was baby.
And I think they scrubbed the internet of it.
Like, I'm pretty sure you can't find it if you wanted to.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Anyway, not to act like you're a porn star.
No, I'm not.
I'm not.
I definitely not.
Right, right.
When I first started, though, OF, my mom acted like I was a porn star.
She was like, absolutely not.
You're not my daughter.
Yeah.
She was very upset about it.
And then I showed her what I was posting,
and she was very supportive because I wasn't, you know.
But also if you're going to be a girl who's going to start an only fans and not do anything like fully nude or super sexual or whatever,
I mean, you're just really going to have to use a lot of determination and courage because you're going to have hundreds of thousands of dudes telling you every day that they want nothing more in the whole world than for you to do stuff that's more sexual.
Well, yeah, it's either that or I'm getting.
hating hate for posting the bare minimum.
Yeah.
So I can't win at this point.
Both of them want you to go in both directions.
Like if you actually did a sex tape, a huge percentage of the people that are fans of you would be so upset, even though obviously it would be good for you in other words, you know.
For me, I'm not hating on anyone that does.
It's just not my thing.
That's not what I would ever want to post, but I don't.
discourage people that do it.
But of course,
like being on only fans with creators
like Bonnie Blue.
It's like it kind of,
it kind of damages my image, which sucks.
Because we're like polar opposites.
I post.
But that's what a lot of guys are here for is they just assume
that you're going to do some Bonnie Blue one day.
I will never.
Just to let you know, I will never.
I mean, she is so far.
She's on the other end of the spectrum
because she's the one that even within the porn community,
we're grossed out by her.
I'm grossed out, very gross out.
And I don't even want to say it like that.
There's still part of me that hopes that one day I will join the legions of men
who have worked with her or whatever,
but some of it is just so over the line, gross, weird to me.
I don't know.
Did you hear?
She was like, yeah, I f***ed a thousand guys,
but there was 57 people left and I felt bad having them to leave
when they were like waiting in line.
So I'm going to f*** the first.
57 left.
Like that is so disgusting.
That is so disgusting.
And now she's pregnant.
Right.
Like you don't have to look at that from like a moral standpoint to say it's disgusting.
You just have to look at it from like a hygienic perspective to be like, okay, yuck.
I'm sorry.
And her poor ex-husband.
Like she's going through it, I'm sure.
Yeah.
It is weird too because it feels like the people who do the worst, most extreme that basically
like creates the impression to the mainstream of everybody.
Everybody, but she's banned from only fans.
But it's just like she became known as an only fans creator.
So then it's the people that aren't like that that are upset by it because it's like,
oh, everyone assumes that I do some sort of thing like that.
Whereas I've never posted a nude technically in my life.
But it's the most famous girls or whatever.
Like it's the Ruby Roses who, you know, I haven't dug into her only fans ever.
But from what I understand she's not like butt naked.
on there or whatever. She might she has an only fans? Yeah she's huge isn't she a rapper?
Ruby wrote yeah she wraps and stuff although I don't think she hasn't put out that much
rap over the last couple years. See she doesn't get hate for doing only fans she does for sure in like
in the hip-hop world for sure like she's she's kind of like one of the most well-known chicks who
does only fans on there and it's like she doesn't do as far as I'm aware but she gets treated
like she's doing like full-blown porn on their only fans just has that brand. It's like
It's the stigma, for sure.
There's all these weird competitors now for girls that don't want the stigma.
That's, I used to do fanfix and I was like, I might as well just start an only fans because all of my fans on like TikTok and Instagram were asking for it.
So I started it and I got so much hate, but I'm like, you know what?
I don't care.
I've never really cared much about hate.
I don't know what it is.
But like getting into social media, I knew I was going to get hate.
So I think I like mentally prepared for it.
Yeah.
That's like an important thing these days because the average famous like million follower girl in 2026 is just receiving so much more like information in terms of what people think of her than anything you could have imagined like movie stars when I was a kid in 1991 movie stars didn't really get to like know what the world thought about them really like you read like a review and like a new.
newspaper of the new movie you're in.
And then maybe you get to like read like a couple letters.
Like what Pamela Anderson when she first started like nudes on play.
Yeah.
And that was like the most controversial.
And she for sure would feel it when she would go outside and have people mobbing her and stuff like that.
But like really she like people like that were just not exposed to that much feedback versus like some guy with 50,000 followers now.
It has like hundreds and hundreds of messages that he could read every single day in terms of comments on his YouTube and Instagram, etc.
Like we just get so much more feedback now.
100% and it's like I would say it's especially worse when you are associated with
creators or streamers that have a primary like male fan base that is against girls that do
only fans you know that whole thing right um but I've never paid too much into it
okay so what kind of kid were you in high school were you like a popular girl I was I was
I mean, I don't want to say that, but, like, I was a cheerleader, but I was very studious.
I worked really hard in high school.
And I never, I also used to, like, hate OnlyFans girls.
Really?
Okay.
Like, I, now that I'm more understanding of the whole industry, now, 23.
23.
So, like, you're in high school and OnlyFans already, like, a whole thing.
So that's crazy to me as a person and found out about it in my mid-30s.
Like, I remember seeing Corinna Koff and I was.
I was like, oh my God, that's disgusting.
Really?
So I'm so bad to say.
But she basically does what you do, right?
Like she doesn't do fully nude, right?
She does?
Okay.
She does like mass.
Not no boy girl content, but yeah.
Got it.
And so I was disgusted by that.
But like now that's why I can't even be upset by the people that hate on me
because it's like I didn't even know what she was posting, you know?
Right.
And now that I'm like more aware of the people that are in the industry.
I know it's actually going on
what they're actually posting
and I have nothing bad to say
other than like the Bonnie Blues of the world.
Right.
But yeah, I was like so against that
and so were my parents.
But that was doing OnlyFans
was never even a thought in my mind.
Right.
I went to college at you Miami
and I was going to be a doctor.
And so at no time during this
is it like clear to you
that you might be an influencer
or become famous or anything?
Like, did you start to get followers in high school or anything?
No.
It was at the very end of high school.
I posted a TikTok, like a prom transition, and it got like 30,000 likes.
But I didn't think anything of it.
I was like, okay, like one TikTok blew up.
Right.
But they kept going.
Really?
And then, yeah, it kind of led into some drama with Libby Don.
Because people said that you look like this famous person who, what is she, a soccer player
or something?
I don't even know.
No, she, gymnastics, right.
Yeah, she was a gymnast.
They said that you look like her but with boobs.
Yeah.
Right.
And I didn't start that.
But she got very upset at me because I would like film videos replying or stitching the comments that said like livi done with boobs, livi done with cannons.
And she took that very personally.
But I was blocked on every single platform before that even that whole thing even started.
Really?
Yeah.
And so the reason why this whole thing blew up was because I made a video.
on TikTok showing that she blocked me on every platform.
And everyone was like at first against her, I think,
because they were like, why did you block this girl?
Like she did nothing to you.
And then her friends started reaching out.
And they were being mean to me.
They were saying I'm the Walmart version,
don't even try to try to compete, that kind of thing.
So I just, I played into it a little bit.
Right.
So did you, was that like a decision to like troll like that?
Because that is kind of like almost like one of the.
first steps. Oh, at some point, 100%. At first I was like upset by it. Right. Um,
because her friends were like commenting on my post, DMing me. I was like her, I had never had
social media like this before. I think I had like 5,000 followers on Instagram. Like I was a nobody.
Not on nobody, but you know, on social media like influencer wise. Right. Um, but yeah, it got to a point
where I was like, okay, I might as well just play along with it. If her, if she's going to block me on
everything like right her friends are going to be mean to me and you already had an only fans at that
point or no oh my gosh no that led into it got it i didn't start an only fans until my ex-boyfriend
leaked a video of me right and this is not a famous ex-boyfriend this is no he got really upset that
i was dating him when the whole livy dawn drama blew up and this is just a local dude in
minnesota yeah i met him in minnesota and then he went to as u i went to you miami and he was really
upset. He was the kind of jealous person that would be upset that I'm like, he was always very
jealous. But when I started gaining followers, that's got to be tough. You're a regular guy. You
had this girl. Realistically, you probably could have wiped her up. You could have started a life
with her in some way. You could have followed her to college, which I wouldn't really recommend that
people do that sort of thing at such a young age. But to then see her stock price go up and realize, like,
oh no, she's gonna date like Jake Paul or something.
Like that's gotta be tough for that dude to take.
Like you know,
you know he's telling every girl he talks to.
And he's always been a very like angry, jealous person.
And that's a bad combination too, yeah.
A hundred percent.
So he said you move to LA, your life is over.
Yeah.
But like it was a threat.
And I was like, what?
What?
And he showed all of his frack guys.
He sent all of his frack guys my nudes.
And then a week later.
It's all over.
Yeah.
So I don't know if it's him that like leaked it,
but he was the one who, you know, showed it to everyone.
Right.
And so I had this shower video.
It was like trending on Twitter.
And everyone's like, we've already seen you nude.
And I was so depressed, like, because I had never,
that was something very sacred to me.
I never intended on anyone else other than my boyfriend seeing that.
Right.
At the time.
But did that?
Two months later.
Did that feel like, okay.
it kind of like takes the pressure off in terms of like you know what fun i'll sell you got some
maybe at some point but my it literally felt like the world was collapsing on me and my phone number
got leaked my mom's phone number like everything that's terrible it was so bad i had to change my phone
number change my email yeah um so it was a whole thing like once you get used to living in a world
in which like everybody has been naked on the internet which is like kind of where i'm at it is kind of crazy to
to look at it and just realize like how much work and effort every other woman on earth has to
put into like making sure that nobody ever sees them naked like no it takes yeah i've never seen
bioncé's nipple and that's crazy because i'm sure she's taking nudes before like everyone in the
world does but like she must have like a fort knox level security on her iPhone if i had to guess you know
yeah but like all these women like work really hard for you to like never see their boob and in
And in the classic, like traditional, respectable world,
if you're an actress or whatever,
if you were to show your boobs in a movie,
that's like the biggest decision in the world.
But people respect you for it.
Yeah, you do it in this like artistic way.
That's my thing.
Like I, my idol is Sidney.
But it's like she gets paid.
Of course, she's very talented with acting and everything else that she does.
Right.
But it's like she is praised for.
showing her, I feel like that's one of her biggest, like, how she rose to fame.
That sounds terrible, but it's...
Just being, like, as hot as she is, having as huge boobs as she is,
and then the fact that she's down to do nude scenes is,
and especially, like, in the euphoria context where it's like you're pretending to be a teenager,
I mean, that's all, like...
But I don't understand the difference between that and then only fans, like,
personally, I don't do this, but, like, post-tip pictures.
there's what's the difference.
Of course, she has talent with acting,
but why is she being praised for it
versus someone is being slandered for it?
Yeah, but it is all about context
because it's like, look, if you did,
and it's weird because like Playboy is not like a thing anymore,
really in like a big sense or whatever,
but like if you did Playboy
and you like had like a spread in Playboy
that was like topless or whatever,
people would take that so differently
than if you just started
posting naked photos on Twitter or whatever.
Like everything has a context that dictates
how it's going to be interpreted.
Maybe it's more like exclusive.
Like it's harder to do versus anyone in the world
can do only fans that they want.
But like that's what's so upsetting to me.
Like Emily Rittaushaus Rettigowski.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
She is like in restaurants and fully nude
and people are like I'm obsessed with it
versus if you were to see an only fans girl nude,
they're they're very hateful towards it okay i think at least part of the hate that the average guy
now seems to feel towards only fans girls is not just the nudity angle okay i think it's sure sure
okay jealousy might be their motive but part of it is not just the nudity it's the social media
theatrics that go alongside almost every only fans girl and when i say that i'm saying that like
how cringe it is when you watch a YouTube or an Instagram video of a girl where she's like,
you know, kind of bouncing up and make her boobs jiggle.
And then she's doing some stupid like game for a TikTok or whatever, like some weird dance and
like all this.
They're like, you know, leaving Instagram.
It does say it's very cringy.
Like the content that some OnlyFans girls have to film, it is cringy.
It's just like the average girl who starts doing OnlyFans kind of also takes that as a license
to start filming some of the most cringe words.
content to promote that as possible or like now you're on the whatever podcast and you're like
arguing with some dude about like whatever so you can go viral so you can promote your shit or whatever
never mind like the girls who post on instagram and leave comments like or leave captions that are like
you know which do i look better from the front or the back and it's just like bro like i have posted
that before i know every every girl or like you know oh it's the fourth of july so you do a photo
shoot with the american flag bikini and like every single other girl does the same thing it's kind of like
all these things together are like all parts of what makes dudes hate only fans girls you know but
the girls that i've met that are posting that content they're like this isn't what i would
want to post but it's like a business this is my business that i run and i guarantee if any of the
guys that were hating were in their position they would be doing the same thing yeah and that is a
big part of it too is that men just don't have this internal thing that makes them able to get
That same guy.
If guys want to get 20,000 likes in their Instagram photo, you got to, I mean, you could just go crazy in the gym and get on a bunch of drugs and just become hottest.
Realistically, even that's probably not going to do it.
But you're going to have to become friends with famous people or you're going to have to become famous or you're going to have to become like a fashion dude and have some like $3,000 pants or something.
And then like meanwhile, women, if you're just like born with bigger than average boo.
and your face is symmetrical and you like take time to like figure out how to do your makeup or whatever
then you could be that you could become famous which yeah I mean it does seem kind of unfair
you're really thinking about it but I never like thought about even becoming famous that was never
a thought in my mind also I use the term famous lately I don't think I'm famous but like you're famous
in a particular yeah but I was going to be a dermatologist so that never being on social media
never crossed my mind right it just kind of happened so
So you lean into that whole Livy Dunn controversy and that kind of blows you up.
But then like at some point do you decide.
Oh, and so then you have the leak of the shower video.
And then-
But I still didn't.
So basically that whole Livy Dunn thing happened.
I was like, I'm going to play into it just because her friends are being mean to me.
She blocked me.
I have no way of contacting her.
Like, why am I felt like I was being bullied, honestly.
So I played into it.
I'm like, I'm going to stand up for myself.
And then one of the girls that I've met, like right before I moved to call or went to college, she asked me to move to L.A. with her.
And I was because she was an influencer.
I said no, because I was so studious.
Like I really cared about getting a degree and everything.
And when that whole thing happened, I was like, you know what?
I'll take a gap year.
So I went to L.A. for a year.
Just went inactive at U. Miami.
And what were you planning to do in L.A.?
Just see how the people were.
because she thought I had potential.
My roommate at the time thought I was like able to blow up.
And I was like I could never see myself blowing up like that.
Blowing up as a what?
I didn't do.
Just like an influencer.
Yeah, I didn't do only fans or anything at that time.
And I went on a bunch of people or like a bunch of streamers reached out to me and asked me to be on their stream.
But I didn't know who they were.
I've never watched.
At that point, I had never watched streamers.
And so I think I at first went on Aiden Ross's e-date and straight to the top kind of just like skyrocket to like one of the bigger platforms you could go on.
This is like my first month in L.A.
So his, I forgot his name, but he reached out to me.
He was like, Aiden would love to have you on his E-date.
And I was like, I don't know who Aiden is.
I didn't even know who Aiden Ross was at this point, which is crazy.
But I went on his E-date and.
I think I did well because a lot of people were like, oh, you did well on AidenS stream.
And I gained a lot of followers.
And then Clicks, who was friends with my roommate or at that point was talking to my roommate.
He wanted me on his stream.
So I went on his stream with my roommate.
And then everything kind of skyrocketed from there.
And so at some point, like people start reaching out.
Like we want to manage you.
We want to like help you to.
Yeah.
I had been getting like people wanting to manage me,
even before then.
Right.
But like people would be saying the craziest things like we'll buy you a car,
we'll buy you whatever you want just to manage you.
Like we'll buy you a Ferrari.
And I was like,
that's just like so funny to think that they're going to try to give you a Ferrari
rather than the money that you could then use to buy a Ferrari or something else.
Right.
That would be my money that they would buy me that car.
Like am I really think I'm dumb enough to not know where the money for the Ferrari came from?
But I would be getting bribed in my DMs like before you even
sign we'll buy you a Ferrari, we'll buy you a Birkenback. And I'm like, I just didn't.
It must be out of control because I feel like the average girl who has like 2,000 followers
has people trying to manage their only fans at this point because it's just so flooded.
It's so saturated, which it sucks. Like with the whole AI thing, it really sucks because
Oh, and that's, oh God, that's another level. I feel like it's really brought down everyone,
like real people at least. But it's, yeah, you don't think so. No, I, I agree.
Like, I don't mean Sophie Rain, like, yeah. Not that we've been struggling.
But it's like we definitely feel an impact with AI creators.
They're not creators.
They're like men behind the screen.
Yeah.
But it does impact because they're constantly posting these girls that are not real people
that are literally just pixels on the screen.
And it's just a matter of time.
They're just going to keep getting better and better.
Exactly.
It's so wild.
Yeah.
I mean, I do think that there's like an extent to which they're probably never going to get like that good.
It does kind of also feel like they are going to get that good.
No, it's not that they'll like,
these AI girls will make it to the top,
but it's just like it's so saturated.
They're like, there's new account,
new AI accounts coming every single day.
And they're posting 20 times a day.
And if they're making a couple thousand dollars each a month,
but then there's like a billion of them.
And then some of them are like, I don't know.
I mean, like when I walk, when I scroll on,
I hate to say this in front of such a nice studious young lady,
but when I scroll on the hub, it's like,
I'm not gonna click on an AI video
when I see the ad and it's like crazy AI
with like glistening boobs that are like the biggest thing.
I'm not gonna click on it,
but my brain does become drawn to that way more than the screenshot.
Because they make it like the perfect image
of what people would wanna see.
Right, and I am stuck in my ways at 42
and there's just no way that I'm gonna become
an AI porn consumer,
but there just is like a younger generation out there
that probably don't have that built into their head.
Oh, 100%.
And I know a lot of people like don't,
aren't able to tell the difference between real creators
and like AI creators because it's gotten so good.
Honestly, even now.
Yeah.
Like, I don't know if you've ever seen those reels of girls
that like have huge tits and they're not real people.
Yeah.
And then they have a link and it's like,
that's not a real person.
I don't even know how this is allowed on OF.
Yeah.
And it's funny though because a lot of guys,
guys out there are still figuring out about like FaceTune and like like pulling the waist
in and pulling the butt out and stuff like that like dudes are still like not really aware of that
yeah and still even I mean I meet girls all the time that I have seen their Instagrams before
and I'm just like jawed off like is this real like what are you talking about yeah but like you know
like we're barely even equipped to deal with that and now we have fully fake humans and that's just
going to keep getting better and better it's insane it's scary very um but
But okay, so you start leaning into you start going on these streams and stuff, but is it like,
would you say that you were appreciating the attention and were you like prepared to deal with it at that point?
Or was it overwhelming and shocking since you were such like a normal person?
It was very overwhelming and shocking for me.
But I didn't pay too much mind into it.
Like I've always been, I remember like my friends were saying, how do you not care about the hate?
Because at this point, I was getting a lot of hate when I went on clicks to stream, which is a pretty big stream.
at that time when I went on it.
It was mostly negative comments towards me because my roommate liked him.
Me and Clicks were fighting on stream.
But I've never, like I've just been, I've just been like my guy friends growing up.
They always made fun of me.
So I think I've just like became used to being made fun of.
So I didn't care.
That's a good skill set for streaming for sure.
For stream.
And I've been on so many streams.
So I have to have that.
And the goal of streaming is basically to like create an argument.
Exactly.
If you really think about it, you know?
And like the girls they have on stream, what they want to do, I feel like their main
objective is to use that girl to get views.
So like if that means poking fun of her, making her like a target for viewers to hate,
like that'll do better for them.
But I became used to that for sure.
And that's why when somebody like me, like I was at this BMX video premiere at like
art gallery a couple of months ago and I saw like a couple like we're all standing outside people
are drinking and like that and like a couple different times like streamers walked by with the
whole cameraman and they got a light on it and everything and like I'm just kind of like looking
out the corner of my eye like oh my god I hope they don't recognize me because I just dread
interacting with streamers because you just kind of know it's going to be a clip farm but their compass
is not like oh say what up and like meet somebody and maybe have a little conversation usually
It's more like, how can I make this situation crash out as much as possible?
And the chat is going to basically, like, assist you in that.
Like, everybody that you meet, they're going to kind of, like, feed you the most offensive
thing that you could say to them, you know?
I would say that's 90% of streamers.
There's some streamers that I've met that, like, genuinely do care about not tearing you down.
But at first, like, when I was on some streams, I was like, I don't know if I can, not
that I couldn't deal with the hate, but it was like, I don't like how I'm being portrayed
because I know that's not who I am.
Right.
Because they're going to try to draw you into a situation that makes you look like a thought.
And that's everyone was calling me a whore, all this and that.
And that's when I came right out of you, Miami.
And I was like, I've had two bodies.
Like, I don't know what you guys.
At that point, yeah.
Wow.
Yeah.
So at what point do you just say,
you just sleep and just sleep with a streamer?
Well, I never was sleep.
I've never been the kind of girl that sleeps around, honestly.
No, but like, did you, like, it was jinxy the first one who actually, like,
Like won you over?
Streamer-wise?
Yeah.
Well, that whole thing happened because I was on stream with clicks
and Jinxie saw clips of me and clicks.
But that's so crazy how all these dudes feed off each other
that like the clicks dudes saw you on Aiden and then because these are like the biggest names.
It's a domino effect.
But even if it's not them,
it's like their managers or whatever are basically doing the same.
No, but Jincy like he ended up explaining it to me.
I was on Clix's stream.
Jynxie ended up seeing Clix's clips of me.
And he was like, can you please give me Brecky's number?
I had a boyfriend at the time.
I was dating Clix's roommate.
And so Clix at first asked his roommate, is it okay if I give Brecky jinxie's number?
He's like, yeah, of course.
Like, I'd love for her to go on stream.
He was always rooting for me.
I said, who's jinxie?
I didn't know.
I didn't pay like any attention to streamers.
I didn't know about him until you started dating him, which-
A lot of people say that, which is crazy.
And it's not like I really knew about you, but it was like that's when I started to see clips, you know.
That's what people say. Like not that they knew of me or him, but like when we were together, a lot of people then got to know us.
I always thought you were Australian. Really? Because I speak Australian.
No, but because your name is Brecky and that's what they call breakfast.
My real name's Breckin. Which doesn't really make sense though. Like why would you call, like, why would a girl be named Brecky because that's what they called breakfast? But for some reason, I just always thought, oh, she's got to be Australian.
Well, my real name's Breckin. My mom was obsessed with this model growing up named Breck.
And she was like, I want to name my daughter Breck, but she ended up naming me Breckin.
Okay.
And so I go by Brecky for short.
So how do you transition from Clix's roommate to Jinxie?
So I went on Jinxie's stream and I had a boyfriend like going on that stream.
And we streamed, whatever.
I had no clue who he was until I posted on my Snapchat.
And I was like, guess who's stream I'm going on?
And everyone knew.
And I was like, who is jinxie?
I've never.
Right.
Apparently he was like a top streamer at the time.
I mean, I'm pretty sure he still is.
I think he still is.
But like I think at that point he was like above Kai.
Oh wow.
Like he was like number one.
I mean, that's the irony of a dude like him is that he gets way more viewers than most of these
IRL streamers who also have fake viewers.
But then like it doesn't go viral the same way because he's he's just hanging out playing
video games.
The gamers will tune in to streams versus the people that are watching IRL streams.
They're probably also like living their life.
Not to say that gamers aren't living their life.
But you know what I mean.
Just like nobody's watching RRL streams.
They're just watching the clips.
Exactly.
Exactly.
If you're tuning into a gaming stream,
it's because you want to get to know the game versus IRL like,
yeah,
you're just going to see clips.
But he had been asking me for six months and I just never responded.
And then he reached out to me on Twitter,
Instagram,
and I just never responded.
Did you get the idea that it was like?
I got the idea.
Flirtacious or just collab content?
No,
he was never,
He was never like saying anything flirtatious.
No, he was he was like I'd love to have you on stream.
I'll fly you out.
And I saw those DMs, but I didn't respond for six months until clicks texted me and he was like,
you need to go on the stream.
I don't know what you're thinking.
It's a huge missed opportunity if you don't.
And so I was like, okay, you know what?
I'll just go.
And this is right, like right before me and my ex-boyfriend had broken up like a day before.
So I went on a stream.
Why did you break up?
I hate to say this.
I hate to say this, but I don't care if a guy has money
because I know there will never, probably never be a guy in my life, maybe,
but like...
That takes me seriously, at least.
That makes the same amount as me or more,
but it was like I was giving him every single job he had.
And he wasn't taking the jobs I gave him seriously.
He was like blowing them off.
and I'm like, I can't, I'm not going to keep paying for your rent.
Yeah.
I'm not going to keep giving you these jobs.
It creates a really weird imbalance.
It's really weird.
And especially like.
I see it all the time.
And he would get upset over it because I feel like a man needs to be like holding the power, right?
So he wouldn't feel like he had the power just because of that.
And it's not just the money difference that if you're making a couple hundred thousand a month and he's making a couple thousand a month.
Like that in and of itself is weird.
but if the girl starts to feel like the dude isn't like hustling to make his situation better
and isn't like like a girl in that situation I feel like could tolerate a dude who doesn't
really have money as long as it feels like he's passionate about what he's doing and he really
he cares yeah he just like fully relied on me and I had tried to break up with him a few times
and he would try to be like like I feel like I felt very sympathetic towards him
so I would just be like okay yeah it's fine
and we'll stay together.
But then I was like, all right, we have to be done.
Like, I'll help you move home.
I'll pay for whatever you need.
That's fine.
But, like, we have to be done.
I don't know how much longer I can deal with this.
And he was a very nice guy.
And then I went on jinxies stream.
And there was like a TTS donation that was like kiss him on the cheek.
And he got so upset.
And that's why I got so much hate from Lacey and clicks, like, fast forward.
Because you wouldn't kiss him on the cheek?
Because I kissed jinxie on the cheek before.
And Lacey and Clicks were friends with my ex-boyfriends.
Okay.
And so they were like, that's so f***ed up.
You just broke up with him.
And now you're kissing him on the cheek.
Jynxie on the cheek.
This is very junior high.
Exactly.
I'm like, I just want, I want everything to be offline.
But like I was going to this jinxie stream, not knowing who jinxie was.
Right.
And it was great.
He was super nice.
We just like did the stream and then I left.
and had been broken up with my boyfriend,
but Lacey and Clicks were like ride or die for this guy.
Okay.
So.
But okay, so this is my question.
I just feel like this is just you doing a little act here.
Yeah.
It feels very transparent.
But, um, okay.
I picture you mostly having dated Chads.
I did.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Okay.
Like big, strong pectoral base, you know, tall, strong, big old head of hair on them, nice
facial features.
See me dating who?
No, but so then jinxy though, and I'm giving him his flowers because he's more of like
a slouchy little like streamer guy or whatever at least from the way he comes up on stream
but he's like unbelievably successful and popular and rich so that's like a very interesting
type for you to end up with i was not into him at all it was at first just for content um
i thought he was nice but i was like i would i don't have feelings for him or not that i don't think
he's attractive just wasn't my type right um and then we kept streaming he came to l a
we did a stream together for content.
And I think it went on for like three or four streams where it was just for content.
And he like, he is the nicest guy ever.
I know we're broken up, but he's so nice and so funny.
I'm such a personality girl where I'm like, I think I might like him.
I have watched maybe like 10 minutes total of his content in my life.
And I would say he does seem like a very nice guy.
And he really, one thing.
Not that it ruined our relationship because that's not what it is,
but I am so glad he's doing what he does because he's so passionate about streaming.
It's like nothing else in the world matters to him.
Really?
Yeah.
And so at first I think like the first few months of our relationship,
I was like, I feel like you care way more about streaming and not me,
which of course I want you to succeed.
But I feel like you don't care about me at all.
And you care so much about streaming.
And so I was like, I'm not going to be with you if you don't care about me at all.
So he streams what, like every day for eight hours or like?
I don't really tune into his streams.
But yeah, I think so.
When we were together.
But were you trying to get him like take the weekend off?
No, no, no.
I never wanted him to take any days off.
I wanted him to just because he's constantly planning streams.
And like every single hour of every day, he wakes up and he's thinking about streams.
Then he has to prepare for his stream.
Like he goes into his stream with like.
okay, I need to like mentally prepare for this, like drinking energy drinks, all that.
Like he really, he puts his whole life into it.
So I, I'm very glad he's successful.
Like, in terms of like the kind of stuff you actually wanted to do?
He was a really good boyfriend when we were together after I explained that to him.
I'm like, I feel like I'm putting more into this relationship than you are and he felt really bad.
Do you think he had never had anybody who really like tried to get him to have a more balanced life?
I was his first kiss, so he didn't.
First kiss.
Yeah.
Holy.
And how old is he?
Like?
When we were dating, he was 20, about to turn 24.
Okay.
So maybe he's 26 now or something?
All right, cool.
25, 26.
Damn.
So he had never had his first kiss, which I didn't know at first because that's not what he did.
He never told me he had like, but yeah.
He just was like, I'll tell you later, like how many bodies I have, whatever.
False claiming bodies is so fire
That's amazing
But was it
Like he's he's too focused on streaming
But besides that
Would you say that the chemistry was like really on point?
It really was
Was it like your like clout brains sort of like
Like liking him more than you would otherwise?
I can do
I would honestly say
Because when I was on OF
I made less money when I was with
him than when I was without him and when I'm not with him now I'm making more.
Really? But I feel like so many his fans have got it then become...
But those are 12 year old. Oh, okay. They are like actual... A lot of them are below 8.
18. I don't know what the age, I think it's 18 for O.F. Yeah. So a lot of them are younger.
That makes sense. And so those people that were like paying into our relationship or like
watching our relationship kind of fold or come to be right um they weren't the one subscribing yeah
and so I feel like a lot of people on OF don't want me to be taken they don't want me to be in a
relationship so I actually lost subscribers of course everything else on social media did well but
like I it's not like I can get really brand deals when I'm doing OF because I'm technically not
brand friendly so just being on OF is going to keep like the makeup brands from
with you for the most part.
There's got to be like
makeup brands that will do it, right?
I had a deal with Celsius and then when I
started O-F, they dropped me.
They were like, yeah, you can't.
They don't associate.
I don't know what it is.
That's what's so upsetting to me
because there's such a wide variety
of what you can post on O-F,
but it's like as soon as they see you have a link,
it doesn't matter.
Really?
Yeah.
That's why you got to use
weird different sites now that have like less stigma.
But they still find out.
Like I feel like I'm such a
OF creator
like oriented.
Because you like went viral for it as if it was like
crazier or worse than it was.
So therefore it's just it's a done deal.
Exactly.
That's crazy.
But yeah,
with the whole jinxy thing.
Yeah,
when to fall apart?
It would fell apart because of his streaming obsession or was it other stuff?
So I talked to him about that like three months into the relationship and he
completely fixed it.
He he was like,
I'm so sorry.
Like I've never been in a relationship before.
I really didn't know.
how to navigate like yeah which is honestly it's understandable completely so I
like I understand you dedicated your whole life to this you're super successful at
he's very passionate about streaming so I was like I respect your passion so much and I
don't want to interfere with that but if you can't have anything in your life
without like not even making sacrifices because I didn't want him to miss a
single day of streaming that's his whole thing but if you can't pay a little bit
of attention to anything else in your life.
I don't think you should be in a relationship.
And he was like, I'm so sorry.
Like, no, of course I have time to.
So he continued to stream, but like he also found the time to, you know, make time for me.
And it wasn't until like a week before where we started having issues.
I don't want to get too much into it just because there's some things that aren't set online.
He was a gooner.
I don't want to say that
He was addicted to only fans
He said that right
He said he was addicted to porn
Which I don't
Like maybe he is
But
That's not even necessarily what I
Like I don't know
That's not necessarily what I found
I just
But he was also social
Some things that I don't want to
You found gay porn
No
No no no
Nothing like that
Transporn
But
Transparent
Wait what?
Oh I said transparent
You said what
I said trans porn
Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no. Nothing like that. No, okay, okay. There's just, there's some things that
go on behind closed doors. He admitted to social media stalking as well. Um, just of a, I don't want to
give him too much of a hard time because I feel bad, but yeah, like, he was looking up other girls
while we were together. And that hurt me. Um, yeah. Right. So that hurt me and he knew I was hurt. And I don't
think he's a bad guy because of it. I think.
What did you do?
You hopped on his computer and checked out his search history?
That's bold.
No. No.
It was more obvious than that?
What was it?
I can't say too.
I can't say too much.
One time my wife, I sent her a screenshot of something I saw on Pornhub, and in the screenshot,
it said recent searches, and it was some girls that she's friends with.
Well, your guys' relationship is so different than any relationship I would consider myself.
But also, it was just kind of like, I'm just saying.
saying that kind of thing happens, you know, like that.
So you and Lena aren't broken up.
No, we're good. So that was just a whole,
a whole thing on. She has a stalker who basically like forged our signatures and filed
divorce paperwork against our will.
Yeah, I can't imagine. I have crazy stalkers, so I can't even imagine how it is for you guys.
I think he's talking to like a catfish version of her who has convinced him.
Yeah, there's so many people that will impersonate like only fans,
creators that are on telegram or whatever.
And I'm like, I don't know how to convince you guys that that's not me because I will say it
on Snapchat, on Instagram.
And like it's still, they still are convincing people that this is me who they're talking about.
The kind of guy who's out there like talking to some account with 2,000 followers that he
believes that it's you is just like not the kind of person who's probably smart enough to
understand how stupid this is.
Yeah.
So there's no point.
I didn't even.
It's just like, what can you do?
You know?
Yeah, and I mean, there's worse shit that I have never told the public about like weird
stalker type stuff over the years.
Yeah, just like, not like anything dangerous, but just kind of like, whoa.
Like, this guy in particular is a lunatic.
I don't know.
There are some crazy people out there.
Yeah.
But so, okay, you took his virginity.
I'm going to assume.
I don't even know if I'm allowed to say that, but yeah.
Mr. Toad's wild ride.
Was that a, how was that?
I don't want to explain it.
Really?
Okay.
That's fair.
That's fair.
He was my, like, we were dating at that time.
But you were like the seductress who took his innocence.
That's crazy.
But I didn't think of it like that because I didn't know until after.
Oh, wow.
Really?
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Did he show and prove?
Did he put him work?
Or did it leave a little bit to be desired?
Oh, I'm not going to say anything about this.
Carfax.
Nothing about this.
I feel I won't disrespect him like that.
That's real.
That's real.
See that?
All the jinxy fans out there?
See that?
That's a real one right there.
She just held them down.
That's cool.
But, okay, so the breakup, I'm going to assume that was kind of tough.
It was really hard.
I went offline, like, for a week, which honestly for me is a long time.
But like I was planning on going off for a month.
I was just getting attacked.
Like, of course, his fan base, I love that they defend him.
Yeah.
But like, there's also stuff that goes on behind closed doors that no one saw.
And it's hard to defend yourself as an only fan's girl versus a streamer with his fan base.
Who already are like predisposed to not like you.
Right.
And then maybe they were giving you a chance because you're a dating this guy.
But then once it doesn't work out, they're just going to turn on you.
You know, this is 100%.
And it's not his fault.
He never talked badly about me.
I honestly, to this day, I have nothing bad to say about him.
But, like, that was a lot with his fans.
band base just like attacking me constantly.
And I still, not that I get attacked, but like his name comes up every time I post a video.
Right.
So.
It is like an unfortunate part about being a woman is that no matter how successful you are,
they're going to kind of like take the guys you've dated and just basically turn that into like your Wikipedia notes.
Even if you're Taylor Swift, it's kind of like.
But I got myself into it.
So I have no one else to blame but myself.
but I don't regret it at all.
Are you going to be like extremely careful about any famous guys that you're linked with going forward?
Just knowing that like.
Right.
Because if you take a photo in the club with some dude, I mean, like there's going to be a huge contingent of people that are just going to assume everything.
Exactly.
I mean, I've talked to like right after our breakup, I've talked to some people that are like very well known.
and I just can't,
I have to make sure it's very much
behind closed doors.
Because I don't want anything like that
getting online after how
my last relationship ended.
Yeah, I feel bad for girls in that regard
just because like, you know,
Logan Paul's wife is to me.
She's a good example
because like there's been this whole narrative
painted to her that she's the biggest horrors
ever walked the face of the planet.
And the evidence for that.
What was it her like nudes?
leaks or something i don't even know if her news got leaked but it's just that like she you know i think was
like a club girl for a percentage of her life or probably still is to some extent even though she's
mom now or whatever but like there's a lot of pictures of her with different guys in the club like that
it's not her making out of them and shit it's just her like standing next to him in the club but
maybe it's a fan asking for a photo right but it was a lot of like famous guys and shit like that too
but like also but so dylan danis was like beefing with logan paul and dylan danis like used the photos
of Logan Paul,
Dylan Dennis, who DMs my wife like every other week.
He DM me when I was like, I had first turned 18.
I think I had,
I think I had 8,000 followers on Instagram.
I was at you, Miami.
And so I was very confused because like people had DM me,
but like I think that was at that point.
Think about how much work this guy was putting in just shit.
I'm like, how did you even find me?
I had 7 or 8,000 followers.
And he's like, I want your snath.
Like, I'll fly you out.
Wow.
And I was like, I'm 18.
He's like, okay.
as long as you're 18, so at least you like made sure.
I just turned 18.
But yeah, we were snapping and then I like found out more stuff about him and I removed him.
Okay.
Not my thing.
Didn't fall through with it.
No.
I bet he's got a p.
Handler, quote unquote.
Which is like.
Like people that respond for him.
It's just like a, I know rappers who have like a homie that's logged into their Instagram and that's
part of their job is to basically just holler at Matt girls.
So I don't even like really 100% assume that it's like I knew it was like like like
clavicular they have people respond to their DMs so that they can end up joining their course
But like right rappers I didn't know that they would hire someone to DM girls for them
I've seen it for sure and it makes sense because it's like around rappers like I stayed with
Rich the kid in or at the Super Bowl he stayed at our house okay
Do you shoot a shot?
Yes yeah not my thing usually he does what black
guys or black no it's not let I mean it's not that black guys aren't my type just maybe him
that's what I'm saying rich the kid is not a normal black guy he's in his own category when he was
trying to like get with me and um he was staying in the room like right across the hallway from me
and we were supposed to go to the airport the next morning his door was wide open with the prostitutes
like what like ladies that's just a vibe because he told me
us like now I know he told us on the bus when we were going to the airport they were
prostitutes wow yeah that's amazing a lot of chicks got a rich the kids story from
really in LA yeah he's just always he's very cool I think he was just really
he's just he gets loaded yeah and he's he's in the mix for sure yeah but I feel like girls
like you don't really like date rappers no I've never gotten with the rap
it got taken over by like the streamers and the the hot boy for sure it's more like
The streamers and the athletes, I would say.
It used to be like 10 years ago that like if you were like a cute white girl in L.A.
You were just going to like hang out with blue face anyway.
Really?
And now it's like, no, I'm going to hang out with like this streamer dude.
It's streamers and athletes, I'm a date.
Yeah, one of these guys who's like, you know, more chill.
I would say there's more athletes that are like hitting up.
Athletes, sure, yeah.
I mean, let's be real.
The rappers, a lot of them are on drugs.
and they'd be wilding.
They're not like hiding in the fact that they're sleeping with tons of different girls.
No, they're very open about it.
Somebody like you, that's probably a pretty big turnoff.
Yeah.
I would assume.
Not a fan, exactly.
So like, not that I'm even trying to date someone, but for me, it's just like I'm not into guys that are constantly getting with prostitutes like that.
How do you even like fight off the mob of dudes that are trying to wipe you up?
I don't fight off anyone, honestly.
just more like I read all of my DMs but there's a very select few that I respond to and the few
that I respond to then it's kind of up to them at that point interesting I feel like if a guy wants
to get with you he needs to be on his best behavior like does he have to put forward a lot of effort
in terms of trying to be romantic and sweet to pull you that's for sure my thing yeah okay you have
to really, because it's so easy for dudes to just holler at a girl.
But are you, you're more like, I want you to be sincere and affectionate and romantic rather
than like money oriented?
I've never cared about money.
I've dated guys with money without money.
For me, that aspect of the relationship has never mattered.
Really?
Because I have my own money.
Right.
And even when I was like dating jinxy, like I would say we pretty much spent 50-50 on each other.
Right.
So when I see people saying she uses him for money,
it's not like he was buying me designer things
and I was asking for these designer things.
No, it was like we'd go out to dinner
and of course he would pay,
but then I would be like, no, let me pay.
That must have been a cool feeling though
just to be in a relationship with a guy
that was on like a similar level financially.
Yeah, it was nice
because I had just been so used to
taking care of the people that I'd been with.
Like I would constantly be paying for them.
You got like jewelry on a shit?
I did not.
You don't got any, like, fan.
I have a Rolex.
That thing looks kind of cool, right?
Yeah.
Okay.
Bling, bling.
Yeah.
But so, do you spend your money on shit?
Do you, like, while out on anything?
I have a Porsche 9-11 TurboS in Nashville.
Okay.
And I just bought a G-Wagon.
But, like, not.
You live in Nashville now?
No, I live part-time in Nashville.
Okay.
Why?
Boys.
There's a boy there.
There's no boys there.
Like, taxes.
And I don't want to pay California State taxes.
Oh.
So you have to start.
spend, what, like six months out of the year there?
Yeah, I do.
And California state taxes are insane.
Yeah.
How much less do you think it is on average in Nashville?
I mean, a lot.
Like California takes, I got taxed the first year, 50%,
not including federal taxes.
And now it's like Tennessee, no state taxes.
So.
And then my mom lives there and she's my business manager.
Oh, she lives there?
That's going to be cool.
Yeah.
Yeah.
When I went to Puerto Rico on vacation with my wife and my kid,
we somehow ended up like, yeah, five and a half.
With Lena?
Yeah.
Can I see?
Yeah.
Oh my gosh, she's adorable.
Wait, she has like 50% of both of you guys.
Yeah?
My wife will be happy to hear that.
I met Lena.
You have?
She's very sweet.
Oh, okay.
I met her when I was friends with Sky.
Yeah.
Oh, really?
She took me to a party and I met Lena.
Oh, that's dope.
So cute.
So cute.
I appreciate that.
Yeah, Lena's very sweet.
She was like, like.
I didn't know you guys were still together, though.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, yeah. It is crazy how like the divorce idea got so much attention and then it being fake got not that much attention. So like I meet people like all the time. So most people think it's really. Yeah, it's not like unique to you at all. Like the other day I was talking to a construction worker outside my house and I totally like got the vibe like oh he like can't believe that we're still together. Yeah. Like it was just it didn't really get out there that much that it wasn't real. But yeah, it's funny to think that like when I met my wife the first night she said, do you think?
I should start a private Snapchat and I'm like what is that and like she breaks it down for me and
it's basically only fans but this is like before only fans and I'm kind of like you're telling me that
like dudes are going to pay you 10 bucks a month to like see pictures of your boobs or whatever like
what the like I couldn't even post that on snap at that time back then there was all these like
companies that would help you like make a snap chat add all of your subscribers they're subscribed
through this other platform and then they would like add you on the snap account
and then you'd like get deleted two weeks later
and then they would like re-ad everyone.
It was it was before OnlyFans,
it was just like a crazy weird world
of private snapschats or whatever.
But yeah, she made like 30K in like a week or some shit.
And then that was kind of the change.
See, now I feel like social media platforms
are censoring everything.
Like Snapchat.
Instagram.
Oh my God.
Yeah, I got banned on Instagram for like two months.
That sucked.
I used to look at girls with like millions of followers
getting like 4,000 likes and be like that is fake.
And now I'm like totally used to it because you're just used to the algorithm being like,
oh, hey, you're like shoving your huge BBL in the camera.
No, we're not going to share that with everybody, which it used to be such a key code.
I also think it's a such like it's the saturation of AI creators.
Now there's so many people just spamming posting.
And so back then, yeah, you could have a million followers and get like 400,000 likes
per post and now those people
it's not even that they fell off
right but it's like they're getting
50,000 likes and like
it's easy to forget that Instagram used to just
show you the people that you follow like
yeah they don't now they have to add in all
the explore posts like yeah because
sometimes I like go through my camera roll
and like see an old Instagram photo
and just realize like oh my
god that's like a picture of me and my dog and I got
like 100,000 likes like
I could go I could have like the
dopest photo ever and I wouldn't get a hundred
thousand likes now and it's just like yeah obviously it's like you get older and there's just more
competition and everything like that but it's also just like instagram used to not really show you
anything besides the people you follow and i liked that better personally because it's like if i want to
follow someone i will yeah to see their stuff now i don't want to see these random people yeah if i
want to i'll go to the explore page it's cool because you can go viral like i had a friend who got in a
fight with with metaglasses on and you got like 150 million views i mean i feel like they're just
trying to replicate TikTok's like algorithm, which it works for TikTok, but like Instagram's a different
platform. And I feel like you should want to differentiate yourself from a different app.
I do think that they have like controls and stuff that make it easier for you to decide that you
want to see more of this kind of content. But me and you are probably both on Instagram all the
time. We don't actually take advantage of that. No, definitely not. Like Twitter now has like you can
create a timeline for your different interests. A lot of times. A lot of
Sometimes when I look at Twitter, it's like to find hip hop topics to talk about on the show,
but then I get bogged down looking at tons of political content.
But like the hip hop feed that I made, like, I don't know.
It's too like restrictive.
It's too like Drake and Kendrick.
Yeah.
Like that's a,
to get a lot of hate.
I would say most of my hate comes from Twitter.
Twitter is definitely the most hateful app.
I hateful.
I like, I'm scared to post anything on there because no matter what, it's like people
telling me to kill myself.
Yeah.
Just like the worst things you can imagine.
And I'm like, what I don't know what else to post.
And just knowing that it's so much AI too.
Yeah.
It's kind of insane.
Yeah, that's like the one app that permits everything.
Yeah.
Like this person who like just hurt your feelings is not a real person, which is almost like just knowing that.
Even knowing if the, if you thought there was like a 20% chance that when you read a mean comment that it's AI, doesn't that make it like harder for you to care about any mean comment?
Because I've never really cared about mean comments, but it's when the masses are like,
like mean comments, not the comment itself.
I'm like, wait, maybe I should change up what I'm posting.
Yeah.
I've never cared about individual comments being like, oh, you're ugly, you're fat,
whatever.
I don't care about that.
But when it's like a flood of the exact same narrative.
Exactly.
Because somebody got a good clip off a stream that made you seem like you were doing
something that you weren't doing.
Yes.
And then you have to read like 50,000 people basically.
That's what it is.
Saying you were a piece of shit because you did this thing that absolutely did not happen.
Yeah, that's what it is.
Yeah.
Yeah, my wife and I got in a big fight when I went on Clavstream because...
He went on Clav Stream.
Yeah, and Alice was on there.
And Alice Rosenbaum.
And it was something like he, like, we got drunk as fuck.
And he said something like mean to her about her fake.
Does he drink?
Yeah, he was drunk too, yeah.
I thought he goes on stream and says he doesn't drink.
That night we were drinking.
But he like called her ugly or some shit.
And I like jokingly like went along with it.
and my wife was like pissed in me for being mean to her.
Well, she's just defending girl.
She's such a girl's girl.
That's sweet.
Anything.
She seems like it.
I've met her.
Yeah.
Even Clav,
like she's not really a fan of that kind of troll guy energy.
I mean,
I will say like I feel like a lot of what he does,
especially to blow up as a streamer now,
you kind of have to put on this facade that you're like either insane or like the best clip farmer of all time.
But if you think about it.
and realize. Most of these guys need to kind of hang that
up at a certain point because you think about
somebody like neon started out
as like the meanest worst fucking troll.
That's when I was on Aiden Ross's stream.
Did Aden bring him in to be mean to you?
He did that to me at one point.
He was, neon was vile
towards me, like really mean.
And then I met when I went on his stream.
I went on his stream right after clicks is
before I went on jinxes and he was so
mean to me just like doing whatever he could.
Not saying that he was trying to get a clip
because I'm cool with neon.
But for sure, like, streamers will try to paint, especially OnlyFans girls in a certain light.
And then I talked to him off stream.
Nicest kid ever.
Like a teddy bear, literally.
It's kind of like there's only two things to do with the OnlyFans Girl on stream,
which is like glaze them and almost make it like a spectacle out of like being horny for them.
Right.
Which not everybody can pull that off.
That's like a certain thing.
Or just kind of like one way or another basically talk to.
her and put her on the defense and get her to have to like defend herself and like that you know it's not even
that i like like i understand where they're coming from if i was trying to be a viral streamer um
and only fans girl is probably the easiest target you have just because everyone at that point is so
against them yeah i'm not saying i would do it because i don't think it's right but um that's definitely
an easy target easy way to get views yeah so that's why i'm like i don't take it to heart
Yeah. No, it's weird for me because it's like I understand the extent to which all these girls are kind of doing a performance.
Because, okay, think of somebody like Sky who, are you still like real cool with her?
You guys hang out?
We don't hang out anymore just because she has her boyfriend.
And like when she has a boyfriend, she's pretty like she doesn't really hang out with anyone else.
Sky, we're calling your ass out. We know what you're about.
You get a boyfriend and you fall off the face of the earth and you stop kicking it with the gals.
But she, I love Scott. She's a sweetheart.
But she's a great example because Sky, okay, yeah, she's done whatever, like 10 porn scenes or something like that.
She did porn for like a year.
And then she fell back with it.
But now it's like people act as if she's this like crazed psychopath or whatever.
When if you actually know her, she's basically living the life of like an old lady for the most part.
Like she stays in the crib doing Legos and like she's just not this like sex crazed person.
that people want to paint her as like at all.
I understand if people are against porn.
Yeah.
But like if you are, there's no need to comment on it.
There's no need to try and make someone else's life miserable.
I think those people are miserable with themselves.
So whenever I get like a hate comment like that, I'm like, well, they're clearly not happy with their life.
So like, why should I even pay attention to that?
Yeah.
No, definitely.
But because she's so sweet.
And like, I feel bad anytime she's gotten hate comments.
And she'll even get hate comments like about things.
other than porn.
And that makes me feel like...
Yeah, that's what...
They'll always try to find something else to go with.
Exactly.
Once you have a kid, that becomes like every comment.
Yeah.
It was like, let me connect these two things.
Exactly.
But, okay, what would you say that you're like working on in life, like at this point?
Like, what are you trying to do with this sort of notoriety that you got?
Right now, I'm still doing social media.
But in the future, I would either love to pursue like acting or singing.
I used to be a competitive dancer.
I used to actually compete against St. McCray, which is, yeah, so I would see her a lot, but I know I could have the stage presence if I, like, wanted to be a singer.
You think you got the voice for it?
I would have to take voice lessons.
I'm not saying I'm a terrible singer, but I definitely could not go on stage right now and be singing a whole album like that.
I got persuaded by the New York Times to listen to Addison Ray's album maybe six months ago.
I'm not feeling it.
She's so nice.
She seems great.
I like a lot of girl pop.
I was like kind of like, okay, like maybe a TikToker can turn into a pop star.
I listen to the album.
I'm like, I feel like I'm missing something here.
The same.
Yeah, I definitely, she went into her music career the smartest way possible.
I think she went from like huge TikToker to taking a year off of everything and then rebranding
herself entirely.
And that's really smart.
but like I don't know if she has the like for me I think she has a good sort of dance
I'm trying to mean nice dancing she's like okay at dancing is that you're saying um I don't know
I think it definitely helps to have like a presence online beforehand but if you were to go from
influencing directly to like being an artist that's not going to
work. You have to like take a break. The marketing is just way different when you want to be
taken serious as an artist. It has to be less. Oh, Addis and Ray's marketing is insane. Yeah,
just you have to like make a lot of very deliberate decisions. If you want to be taken serious as a pop star.
Yeah. So maybe I'm acting or singing. Interesting. Those are in the future. The world's your oyster.
You think the next guy you date is going to be a chud or is it going to be a chad?
I really don't care too much about looks. It's more about personality.
for me. Okay. But you're seeing anyone now or no? No, no. I'm very single. Very much single, yeah.
Okay. What's your advice to the guys out there that want to change that? Um, be, I love a funny guy.
Funny guys. Um, loyal and hardworking. If you're not doing anything with your life, if you're just
like sitting in your parents' basement, I don't think I could ever be with someone like that.
But if someone has motive and determination, um, towards something that they're passionate about,
That's huge for me.
Yeah.
You're right, guys.
Get off your ass.
Do something with your life.
Okay.
Bracky Hill.
Appreciate you coming through.
Thank you so much, Adam.
That's great.
Thank you for answering many of my most deranged questions.
It was great.
Not at all.
Yeah.
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