No Jumper - Orylan on Nitrous Addiction, Losing Use of Her Legs, Weight Gain, Getting Pregnant & More
Episode Date: July 18, 2024Orylan shares her overwhelming wh*pp*ts story and her crusade to have all similar products removed from stores. ----- Get the latest news & videos http://nojumper.com CHECK OUT OUR ONLINE STORE!!! h...ttps://shop.nojumper.com/ NO JUMPER PATREON / nojumper CHECK OUT OUR NEW SPOTIFY PLAYLIST https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5te... Follow us on SNAPCHAT / 4874336901 Follow us on SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/4z4yCTj... iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/n... Follow us on Social Media: / 4874336901 / nojumper / nojumper / nojumper / nojumper JOIN THE DISCORD: / discord Follow Adam22: / adam22 / adam22 / adam22 adam22bro on Snapchat Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices
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What's going on? It's been a hectic, I don't know, it hasn't been like a year, year and a half?
Yeah, it's almost been like two years now.
Two years since that pod was sharp?
Yeah.
Really?
All two years.
So, okay, what happened after that pod?
Because I feel like you sort of just got sent into a bad place.
Yeah, I got sent to a really bad place.
What happened? What triggered that?
So after that, after the whole interview, I had gotten into a relationship, a very bad relationship.
Is that the guy you did softwood underbelly with?
Yeah.
Got him.
And then we moved to Vegas.
And then I hated it.
Why?
I don't like the heat.
I don't like the sun.
How'd you end up in a relationship with this dude?
Who was he?
I met him at a bar.
Okay.
Yeah, I met him at a bar.
He was a bartender, actually.
So he thought he could charm me with that.
I don't know what I was thinking.
Apparently it worked.
I know.
And then I was stupid and I got us a house in Vegas.
You bought the house.
You paid for everything?
Yeah.
Nice.
Yeah.
And then I couldn't stand it after two months.
So I moved back to Houston.
but I moved in with my father where I messed up.
Why? What did your dad do?
My dad didn't do anything. He's just, we're not compatible to live together.
So I moved in, I put like 30K down on his house because it's like a million dollar house and we wanted to sell it.
So I was like, I'll just move back in with my cats and my animals and everything.
And then everything just kind of, I started tattooing.
I don't know last time I was here if I was tattooing or not yet, but I had.
have my own shop now in Houston.
So I have my own tattoo studio there.
And, you know, I was excited about that at first.
Everything was going good.
But then, you know, you just do something.
You get excited about that.
And then everything just kind of spirals sometimes.
So you were hyped about the tattoo shop and living in Houston.
Yeah.
But then what spiraled?
What did you get excited about?
Like, okay, so I left my ex in Vegas.
And then I moved back with my dad.
And then, you know, I was tattooing for a while.
Everything was good.
Um, but I was just a very toxic environment and I got into some really bad things.
Like what?
Whippets.
Okay.
So, Whippets.
Yeah.
I did a YouTube video about Whippets a couple of years ago that I may link in the
description if somebody on my team remembers.
But anyway, that video was during the heyday of like, gonna being, uh, off the Whippets.
And you were seeing, you know, just like various people kind of bringing that shit.
out for the, I feel like it was very, very early in hip hop, even though myself I've seen it like
over the years of like music festivals, especially in the UK and stuff. I would always hear about
how if you went to a Grateful Dead concert or a fish concert that everybody would be fucking with
that shit, what was your first exposure to it? My friend, she was doing ketamine and she had
a can of air. I thought it was air. I didn't understand what whippets were. But now they have tanks
at the vape shops.
And it was like strawberry-flavored
whip it canister.
I didn't know what it was.
That's kind of evil to have it at the vape shop
because vapes are supposed to be like the thing
that helps you get off cigarettes.
Yes.
Not the thing that also gets you into nitrous.
And nitrous, those cans are everywhere now.
Yeah.
Those cans are in every vape shop.
I just officially turned down a nitrous ad.
Like I was going to have to like shout out a nitrous shop on Instagram
and tell everybody.
Yes.
They've been doing it with some of the young rappers around here.
I turned it down.
I was like, you know what?
Even though I think this is funny,
I feel like the greater population probably won't think it's funny.
It was funny, though.
It was funny for a minute until it wasn't until it got serious.
For me, it was funny until it got really serious.
Because, okay, I know dudes who seem like they are fucked off that shit,
like doing it all the time,
but still, it doesn't feel like I've seen anybody go full stevo with it
and get to the point where their lives are totally ruined.
But I assume that there are people that I know,
who behind the scenes are maybe experiencing
difficulties with it, but how long did it take before
you started to see the repercussions?
So I started September, or I don't even know
when of last year, but I started sometime last year
where it was just like once a weekend,
I would do like one tank.
And then, you know, I was like, well, this is fun.
I don't like vaping. I don't like smoking.
I don't like doing any of that. So, I mean, this kind of
makes me feel like good, I guess.
And your current drug diet at that time was what?
Anything?
Just Lexa Pro.
Okay.
A popin.
So besides that, no, I just, and I never was addicted to anything in my life.
I always, I didn't make fun of addicts, but I was like, there's no such thing as addiction.
Like, that's crazy.
But I soon realized that it wasn't that.
And I was doing one tank a day.
A tank sounds like a ton.
How big is a tank?
So they actually upgraded the tanks now.
You can get a bag.
You can get a bag with your tank.
Like, and it comes with a handle.
They're huge tanks now.
They're like this big and like this tall.
I would do one of those in three hours, less than three hours.
I'll see people with those at parties, and it seems like that's for like the whole party.
No, and I would not share.
No one could touch my whippets.
I told my sister I would hurt her very bad if she ever.
She lived with me, and she said, this isn't shit.
I'm going to throw this away.
And she opened my tank, and I almost pummeled her to the ground.
I got so bad with it.
As you open it, and then just everything rushes out of it and is useless?
Yeah.
Holy shit.
Yeah.
And then I started doing three tanks a day.
and then that came to six to ten tanks.
What the fuck?
And how much is each tank cost?
Jesus Christ.
I think I spent like $10,000 in a month.
What the fuck?
Yeah.
So this is your like introduction to addiction.
Like you didn't even know why people were smoking packs of cigarettes out there or, you know, doing heroin or whatever.
You're seeing it, but you're not like, this is your first time.
Hands on.
Yeah.
I didn't understand what addiction was until the Wippet Addiction really got bad.
And then I remember just starting to slowly lose feeling in my legs.
And I had no memory.
And my speech, I couldn't talk anymore.
My dad would try to understand me and I couldn't speak.
And he gave me his bedroom because I couldn't walk upstairs anymore.
And did he understand that the reason why you were in this place was because of the whippets or is he kind of like?
No, he understood, but he also has his own addiction problems.
So he said, I can't force you to stop because I have my own addiction problems.
Right.
So he let me do it just because just like me, he thought it was just air, thought it was just a silly gas.
And are there like moments along the way where you're saying like, uh, this is bad.
I need to stop this.
Because you're sleeping through the night, right?
You sleep eight hours, you wake up.
It's kind of like you have a clear head for a moment.
Yeah.
And are you thinking like, I got to cut this out?
And actually on Whippets, you'll sleep for about 20 hours.
Oh, shit.
Okay.
It depletes your whole body of vitamin B12 and you need literally vitamin B12 to live.
So it will strip your whole entire body of it.
Right, B12 is like super important.
That's like if you go to get an IV tank or whatever, that's like one of the main vitamins in there.
Yeah, yeah.
So I had I had no vitamin B12 left in my body.
And I even made videos of me like just on my camera roll saying like if I die, just like if someone finds this like just know like I died from Wippets and I will die from Wippets.
I plan to die on my birthday.
So you were planning on using this as sort of like a long term unaliving yourself method?
Yeah, in a way because I knew I was never going to stop.
It got so bad.
I was like in my car praying to God or whoever is out there.
Just like please help me stop because I'm never going to stop.
Like I love my animal so much.
I have three sphinx cats and, you know, I love them with all my heart,
but I totally abandoned them.
And I was sleeping in my car every day.
And you eat so much on Whippets.
People don't understand since it depletes so much your body is literally trying to feed itself.
So it's feeding off your own body and you're so hungry.
So I would wake up at 6 a.m. every morning, go to Waterburger,
McDonald's.
I would go to like four different places and get all this food because the
Whipits just make you want to eat. And I usually don't want to eat. But you would get like a few things from each spot or you get like a full meal for each one. Every day. Every day. It's a full meal. Like I would get full meals every day. And I was like 130 pounds when I started the Whippets. And then at the end I was 220 pounds. Why are you sleeping your car during this? Because the Wippet cans are so loud that. I rent my rooms out and my house to people. And it's so loud and they have a child. And I didn't want to do that around the child. So I was like, I might as well just stay in my.
my car because all I do all day every single day for about four months straight I had planned to quit
January 1st that was like going to be my end all be all I'm like I'm going to quit I'm going to
restart my life and then I was like I can't so I went deeper into the addiction and that's when I was
like I was like I was literally be in my car from like 6 a.m to like 12 a.m just eating and doing whippets
like I would have at least eight tanks in my car and I nodded out so many times I popped like
two tires at once I don't even know how because like you would literally just wake up like you're
knot out and then just wake up.
You just have flat tires.
Yeah, I'd be like, yeah, I'd be like, how did I even drive?
Where, where am I?
Holy shit.
And at a certain point, how often are you actually hitting the tank?
Are you using balloons at that point or are you past the balloons?
No, let's get into that.
So I hate going, I hate straight tank.
It burns my mouth.
I got chemical burns inside of my mouth.
Right, it's really bad for you.
Right.
People use the balloon to like lessen the effect.
So I did that.
Yeah.
So it gave me chemical burns all over my legs and my mouth.
So I looked like,
I looked really bad.
So after that, I started getting the balloons.
Because people were like, you should just be doing the balloons.
And then I'm like, okay, I'll do the balloons.
And because I thought if you did it straight from the tank, it was more concentrated.
And it was.
It's for sure.
You can feel all of it and the hit much more.
But where I messed up and what I didn't know, because I'm not a scientist, is I wanted so bad,
I was feeling so bad that I wanted the tanks to last longer.
Because if I got a small tank, it would last me 30 minutes and I'd be done.
Oh, geez.
Um, so what I would do is I would get the balloon. And this is why I lost the ability to walk. I would get the balloon. Fill it all the way up as much as I could. I would blow it in. Hold it and then blow it back into the balloon. That's what you're supposed to do though, right? No. No. No, no, no, no. Because you're, you're, you're, you're, you're, like, you're, like, you're, like, it's okay, I guess if you did it, like, two, three times, but imagine doing that a thousand times a day. Because I remember, like, 15 years ago being in England, not being in England, I'm being,
MX trip and they would they would do that you fill up the balloon and go
when you're like breathing it back and back and forth yeah I don't I mean I guess to a certain
extent because my friend did it with me and she did that too but she didn't she wasn't as
addicted as I was at all she would just do it for fun but I took it very serious and I was
doing at least a thousand balloons a day like I stopped count after that one time because I was
like yeah I'm way past a thousand balloons so the carbon dioxide poisons your whole system
I now have neuropathy, I have permanent neuropathy, and my legs and my lower spinal cord.
And what is that?
Just like?
Neuropathy is nerve damage.
Okay.
So it's like I could technically get disability from the government.
Like my nurse and doctor like signed me up for disability.
Like because neuropathy is like this thing in Texas, I guess, where it's like you can get disability for that.
I don't know.
Wow.
I would love to see my taxes going towards that.
Right.
Right.
I mean, I guess that if I got anything out of it, it would have been that.
But okay.
So like, you're.
You have a friend who's doing it with you, but at this point, you know, the people I know who do whippets, they're like going out and about and they're going to parties.
They're in the studio and making rap songs, whatever, and they're doing this like nonstop.
But I'm guessing that you stopped being social on it at a certain point.
So at first, it was just fun.
It was like, oh, let's all do that.
My dad would do it with me sometimes.
Like, it's just fun.
It was a guess.
It was silly.
My whole family knew I was doing it because it's like they sell it in vape stores.
It can't be that bad.
And that's exactly what I thought.
I never did research.
I never looked it up and I was just like, I would get like three, four tanks because I had like good money or whatever and I would share it with all my friends. But then it got to where all I wanted to do was be isolated in my room and not talk to anyone. And if anyone talked to me, I would scream at them. Like I just wanted to be with my whip at tanks and just do them until I literally like conked out. I would either no sleep at all or sleep for about 20 hours a day. And then just straight wake up, six, five a.m. tanks all day.
And if you couldn't get it, what if the stores are closed?
Oh, that's happened a few times.
Honestly, I would sit at the shops until they would open.
And then I would literally be hyperventilating.
It got to a point where my body no longer took that much oxygen.
It took more nitrous oxide.
So I couldn't breathe without it.
Like, I literally would like hyperventilate and I couldn't breathe without it.
And every time I would go into the vape store, like, I don't even know how they kept selling to me.
because I was like, oh, can I have another tank, please?
That's what I was thinking.
At a certain point, aren't you going to kind of be like, listen, lady, we're cutting you off?
Yeah, no, they should have.
I literally told them, I was like, look, I'm dying.
Like, I need these tanks.
Like, sell me all of these right now.
So, yeah, if they never had them, but I never let it go to that point.
My house, I think, had like 200 tanks in it at one point under my bed alone.
And then in my bathroom, there was like probably 80 to 100 tanks.
I have no idea how much I consumed.
Wow.
Yeah.
And so you're doing this for how long?
A year?
Yeah, about a year.
I was doing it for about a year.
Six months to a year.
And I'm assuming this completely stops your ability to like make a living or make content or anything.
It truly did.
FaceTime's our best thing.
People love doing FaceTime with me.
But yeah, I do my only fans.
Like I was still doing it.
But that was depleting my bank account.
And I wasn't tattooing anymore because my hands, they were like this.
They couldn't.
I couldn't even hold my machine.
But you have a tattoo shop.
Yeah, and I still paid for it.
And everybody, like, just knows that the owner of the tattoo shop is just f***ed off whippets?
Well, the thing is, I have a private studio.
So me and my mentor, star, who taught me tattooing, we have our own shop together.
And it's just me and her because we prefer a private studio rather than a walk-in studio.
Okay.
But she knew that I wasn't going to stop until I was ready or until I was dead.
Is that accurate, though?
If someone has somebody who's fucked off with it's in their life,
am I really supposed to just wait around until they decide that they want to tell me that they need help?
Or should I, like, at some point, try to do some kind of intervention?
No, for sure.
My dad tried.
I've never, I'd never seen my dad cry in his life.
He's never cried for me or anybody or anything.
You would think he's heartless until you met him.
But I love him so much.
But he got on his knees and begged me to stop.
And he would stop all his addictiveness of his things.
And I said, no, I'm not going to have.
stop. I said, get away from me. I'm going to go do my whippets now. And what was your
explanation? Like, Dad, I want to die? Yeah, I was like, no, I'm going to be alright. I just said,
I said, I'm, I was like, I'm fine, I'm fine. And he was like, I can't even understand you.
Like, you're not even a human anymore. And I was like, I don't care. I don't care. I love the
whippets more than anything right now. And I would tell my family that. And but what really
set it off was my aunt. So I don't even know how this happened, because I just said, I don't
think I'm going to be alive on my birthday. It's not that I was trying to intentionally die, but I
knew what it was doing to me. I couldn't walk at this point anymore. I was, like, urinating on myself
at that point because you lose full bowel and body control. So you can't move anything anymore.
So supposedly my aunt told me she talked to God. And on my birthday, because I didn't give her a call,
but on my birthday, she came and picked me up for my dads. And I was just on the floor, throw up everywhere,
pee all over myself, tanks around me. And she said, you're going to the hospital right now. And the
next day I had a heart attack. Oh, what? Yeah. So you went to the hospital or you had a heart attack
before you went to the hospital? No, right before. Um, because I needed, like, if I were to go without,
like, without whipits for like about five hours or something, I, I would start getting heart palpitations.
So they couldn't get my heart rate down in the hospital. And they said, we literally do not know what to do
with her. Like, my heart rate was, I don't even know what the scales are, but they said it was so high,
they couldn't help me. So they lifelighted me to Austin. And that's where the,
they could help me and get neurosurgeons and stuff since I couldn't walk. I was in a really
small town. My grandma and I live in a really small town. It's like less than 2,500 people.
So there's nothing they could do for me. But they said, yeah, she's probably going to die. And
they said if they didn't take me in that day, my heart was already failing. And I would have died in
the next two days. Holy shit. So was everybody on your social media aware of this? Like,
were you showing yourself doing what bits on social media and shit? I didn't at first. But when I started
not caring.
Yeah, I just started posting me doing
people like, oh my God, you do whippets, that's so cool.
Like people were glorifying it because they didn't understand
how bad it was.
Yeah, it's a total status thing for a lot of rappers
and shit that they just have that tank with them
and they feel cool as well.
I saw that. I've been seeing that a lot more and I'm like,
I wish I could just tell them.
But now, like, surprisingly enough,
I've been really like advocating for people that are doing
whippets and on whippets.
I've already gotten to vape stores to take whippets
out of their stores.
Really?
Yeah.
By just telling them your story?
Actually, by the workers showing their bosses my videos on what I've been going through.
Because probably a lot of them don't know how extreme it gets the same way that like, you know,
honestly, until I kind of saw it on your story, aside from Stevo, I didn't really know
that it got that real.
I love watching the Stevo podcast.
So I was like, if he did it and he's fine, I can do it.
Like not blaming Steveo for like anything, but like it's from watching him that I was like,
I think I can just do this stuff and I'll be fine.
But he was absolutely not fine.
He was fucked and he talks about it
like is the absolute worst part of his life.
Yeah. But I was like he's still alive, but
no, that would have killed me. And it's surprising
enough, this is the worst thing I could have ever done.
But I got
a really close friend addicted to Wippets and she was 50.
She sold me my Sphinx cats and
same thing that happened to me is same thing that happened to her.
And to this day, she's still on a walker.
Really? So she stopped doing them but her legs
are fucked? And you talked?
and you taught her that method of like breathing it back into the balloon and that's what got her.
So you're saying that you can do whippets and you're not going to deal with that particular effect unless you start blowing it back and forth into the balloon?
No, because there's another girl.
And I started advocating about this so much and there were so many people messaging me saying I'm on the same thing.
Like I can't feel my legs anymore.
I'm just too embarrassed to tell anyone I have to go to the hospital.
There was one girl that would just do it out of the tank right out of the tank.
and she ended up in the hospital same way as me
because she did it for about six, seven months.
Like five, six tanks a day.
Same thing as me, she was eating in her car all day.
There's something about being in your car for some reason with that stuff.
I don't know what it is.
It's super weird.
But you just want to be, because it's so loud, I guess.
So you just want to be somewhere very secluded.
So, yeah, I know multiple people that have been hospitalized
or are in the hospital currently for WIPIPA abuse.
And people have literally told me,
stop advocating for this.
Like, you were never addicted to meth or heroin.
You don't know anything about this.
And I was like, I'm not trying to do anything except stop people from doing this.
But yeah, the meth or the heroin thing, that kind of comes to mind with me, too, is that
when you're doing this and you're going through this many tanks in a day and shit, does your
brain not go like, well, there's all these other drugs that people seem to be really into.
Maybe I should start experimenting with those, too.
Your brain never really went that direction?
No, it didn't.
I was just so addicted to the whippets.
I chose it over my whole family over everybody.
I didn't care at all.
I was never going to stop.
There was no way.
I was willing to let it all go for a tank of gas.
So then you get into the hospital,
and what do they tell you?
They told me they didn't know if I'll ever walk again.
I had a heart attack the first day.
I went in.
They said we're going to do as much as we can,
but we don't know if you'll ever walk again.
You have permanent nerve damage in your spinal cord and your feet.
And I had tremors.
They didn't know if they'd ever go away.
So my feet were kicking 24-7, even when I was sleeping and my hands were, like, shaking so hard.
It was driving me insane.
I was in the hospital for about four weeks.
And so after the heart attack, how much did everything change?
Do you have, like, crazy effects physically from it?
No.
No.
Well, the only side effect I do have now is I can't wear, like, regular shoes.
I have to wear open-toed sandals because if my shoes are enclosed in a tight space, because they're still numb.
My feet are still very numb.
I just stopped being able to, like, this month was like the first month I could walk right.
So if I wear tight shoes, my whole feet go numb.
Okay.
Yeah.
And I can't feel anything.
And so you're kind of like documenting this whole process on Instagram as it's going along.
And like what's the feedback like for people?
Is it positive?
Or are they just like you idiot?
Like, of course this is going to happen.
I will say it's almost 50-50 because a lot of people are like, you're an idiot who would
ever do this.
And a lot of it was hate comments.
It's about me gaining weight.
And you had a lot of haters in the first place, too.
I have a lot of haters in the first.
So it's like it didn't really hurt me.
But what really hurt me is that people didn't understand I was just trying to do a good thing and get people.
I wasn't trying to get more popularity.
People thought I did this for popularity.
Like, I don't care about that.
I would never do something like this for popularity.
Like, and I got so obese.
Like, I literally was obese by like the doctor's terms because I'm five foot zero.
Like, I'm this little girl.
I shouldn't be 220 pounds.
So yeah, I got a lot of bullying, definitely.
Including from me, but we'll get to that.
So, okay, the no-jumber account, I think I told them, like,
yo, that girl that's been on the podcast, look at what's going on with her.
We should post about it.
So they do a post about it.
And then you repost it, and you basically call me slash them out for posting about it.
When, to me, it's like, we're like a news site.
Like, if you put something on social media, we're just going to, like, post about it,
especially for somebody who's been on the podcast that is very recognizable where a lot of people
know you. I didn't think we're doing anything wrong by posting about it. Was that just you being gone?
Or were you actually, you have a real grievance?
You know what? Like, I thought about it for a while. Because it's like I didn't have my phone
for about five days in the hospital. I didn't look at my phone at all. So, and it's like you wake up
and you're like, what happened? And your family has to basically come in and tell you everything that happened.
And then you open your phone. And, you know, I'm a fan of you. So it's like, I look at your stuff.
and the first thing I see is, you know, me saying I'll never be able to walk again.
And then, I mean, but I did say, I don't know if I'll ever be able to walk again.
But there was something in my brain that just made me so mad about what I did.
I think I was more mad at myself than anything.
And I know you're a news thing or whatever.
I don't know what it was.
Maybe at first it was attention.
Maybe I was just trying to grab more.
But after I was like, yeah, okay, I see that.
But what I really didn't like is I'm a strong person.
I can take a lot of things and I'm in recovery, you know, and everything.
I've been over three months over now.
And then when you said I was huffing McDoubles when I was able to walk.
So that was in response to you spazzing out on us.
And I basically said like she don't need to be worried.
She needs to worry about or no, I said it looks like she's been huffing McDoubles.
Right.
As opposed to nitrous, which I hate making jokes like that.
It pains me so much to have to deliver that kind of leaf.
to blow. But I mean, if you're going to come at me, it's kind of like, I got to go with the
easiest possible. I jabbed you, so you jabbed me. I understand. Right, but and, and you just
open the door right there so much because, like, with Lena, she's had eating disorder in the past
and stuff. So she, like, will get so mad at me if I were to ever make a fat joke to a girl. Did she get
mad of you for that or she didn't see it? No. Well, she probably didn't see it. But then also the fact that,
like, you said something to me first. So I'm like, ooh, I can say whatever the fuck I want to her.
and nobody can say shit.
Lennah can't say shit.
So I actually felt like, thank you.
Like, you really opened the door for me to say whatever the fucking one.
Do I still?
Am I still that big?
Have you lost weight?
How much way have you lost?
Believe it or not.
I hate to like say this to you.
You're the reason I got on this medication called phenermine.
Is that Ozympic adjacent?
It's an ozimpeg adjacent, but it's worse.
It was literally synthetic meth.
Really?
So I lost 30 pounds in two and a half weeks.
And how's that going?
Is it fucking you up physically?
I stopped it.
about two months ago now, because I'm pregnant.
Pregnant?
Holy shit.
Yeah.
You found that out a couple months ago?
I'm about three weeks pregnant now.
And you have a clean bill of health, so this pregnancy seems like it's going to go according to how it's supposed to go?
Yeah, it's going to.
And so my criticism, because I feel like when I was looking at the comments, this was like almost everybody was making like the same joke because you would gain like 100 pounds.
Yeah.
but I was the one who made you get on this medication.
Yeah, in a way.
It's like, I mean, you and everybody else, but it's like I'm so, I want to prove everybody
wrong.
It's like, I'm, I'm the fitness bitch.
Like, I'm the weird tattoo fitness bitch.
Let me just get back into that.
And then it wasn't coming fast enough.
So, yeah, I got on phenermine, which was basically synthetic meth.
But it almost gave me a heart attack again because I got hurt palpitations and I heard sirens
in my ears and had to go to the hospital.
And they were like, yeah, you need to get off this medication right now.
Oh, shit.
Yeah.
Yeah. So it was killing me again. So yeah, I got off that. But I lost most of the weight, very much so. I want to get more plastic surgery, but that'll be after the baby comes.
What kind of plastic surgery? I want to get my face done again because my injector got locked up. I don't know why.
Wait, what do you mean get your face done again? Like, like, I feel like my face.
You have a bunch of injections and stuff? I don't. I had my chin done. But whenever I got really big, it just all came back.
So I want to get like my whole face snatched again and then I want to get my body redone after I have the baby.
Wow. Okay. But so how much sex were you actually having during this whole addiction process?
Like at what point did you start having sex again in order to even get pregnant?
So after I wasn't really with anybody and then I met somebody that was really good to me, which he's right over there.
But yeah, we just, we talked over the phone and we texted.
said like every day and he was like you're going to be my wife just just wait you know how did you meet them
uh we met over instagram but i mean who doesn't meet online at least it wasn't tinder or something like that
so um yeah we met and then we decided even in the hospital i said i'm going to have a kid i don't know
people think i was high talking about that but i was like after this i'm going to have a kid even if i have to go to
a sperm bank because i've always wanted a child so um i've had two abortions in the past one when i was
um 19 and one when i was 20 and i only got the abortions because my ex said he's
wanted to kill me if I didn't get them.
So that's the only reason, but I've always wanted children.
And yeah, he's the only person I've been sexually active with now.
When I was in the hospital, though, they told me I had like gonorrhea and all this
crazy stuff.
And I was like, I don't even know who I was with.
Do you mean during the Wippet era?
Yeah, yeah, I didn't know who I was with.
I got raped by a cop for sure.
Wait, what?
How does that happen?
I had a cop that used to be a sugar daddy.
and he brought me and my friend Whippets
and I fell asleep and I woke up to him inside of me
because he was just supposed to bring the Whippets and leave
I even offered him money just so he would like go or whatever
but I woke up and yeah I wasn't doing good
Oh sorry to hear that what so what do you do when you like awaken to that?
And had you previously slept with him or no?
No no no yeah he was just a sugar daddy
He was just FaceTime me, send me stuff
but I was so desperate for Wippets
I was just asking anybody for money.
I didn't care.
And I kind of knew he was like off a little bit.
But I wanted the whip it so bad I would do anything for them.
But yeah, I woke up to that.
And I'm already desensitized to sex.
It doesn't do anything to me.
So I don't really care.
But that was a hard one.
Wow.
Sounds like it.
Yeah.
Yeah.
But I'm stronger than ever now.
For sure.
So, okay.
But you're in the hospital.
And like, what are they actually like doing for?
you to like get you into a better state of mind or better health. They're pumping me full of drugs.
That's all. They were giving me every drug under the sun. I got at least 10 shots a day. And I don't
even know what they were putting in my body. And even the like it was an Austin facility. I don't even
know. They were, the physical therapy was like just standing me up and down every day for like two
minutes. And I was like, I'm not going to walk in this hospital. So I would wake up at 4 a.m. every day.
and I would do my own weird exercises just to try to get my body to wake back up again.
And then I finally started like after about two weeks, two and a half weeks in the hospital,
I finally started being able to use the walker slightly.
But I had this thing called drop foot where your muscles just drop in on the feet because your nerves don't work anymore.
And then your feet can permanently get fused like that if you don't use them.
So I'd always plant my feet on the floor hard.
And that's what I would do every morning for like 30 minutes.
And it hurts so bad.
Everything hurt.
Wow.
24-7.
Yeah, I was pretty shocked when I saw you're actually like using the walker and stuff because when we had made that post, I thought like, oh, this is, she's actually not going to be able to walk. So I was kind of surprised when you got back. People thought I was lying. People thought I lied about the whole thing. But you might have been being like overly pessimistic since you got your legs working kind of soon after. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But do you think you're going to get more like feeling in your feet and everything? Is it getting better? I don't see it getting better. They've been the same. The only thing that gets better is like my balance now. Like my, I can.
like when I go up the stairs and downstairs, I usually have to, like, grab on, like, an old lady or something and, like, hold tight.
But I'm, like, slowly not having to do that. So that's the only progress I'm seeing now. But everything else has come back.
Wow. Yeah. And I'm sober. I don't do anything now. So it's, I guess it's a blessing in a way. Because I'm the happiest I've ever been in my life. Yeah. I mean, I guess that's a part of growing.
How deep into the pregnancy are you? A couple months? No, it's like three weeks. Like, I had to get a blood test.
Oh, shit.
Yeah, it's like it won't even show up on a pregnancy test yet.
Oh, wow.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Usually people wait a little longer to announce it, but I guess, yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
But, okay, so what would be your advice to, like, young people who are thinking about doing Whittitts?
Don't.
Don't ever touch Whippets.
People that are addicted to Whippets ask me all the time, too.
Like, what do you do?
And I'm, like, keep busy.
keep your hands busy
I build Legos I love Legos
So I'm always building Legos
And if not I'm tattooing I know are into Legos
Yeah Skybreed does like Twitch Lego streams
I love that I'll do that
See?
I might
That's a good market
Right
You just need like an overhead camera to like
Oh yeah
I will do the Legos yeah
Just people that are addicted to anything
Try to do something that makes you happy
And get animals
Keep your hands busy work
Tattoo
That's what I do
Right yeah
An idle mind is the devil's playground.
It really is.
As cliche as everyone says it is, it's just the truth.
It's like straight out the truth.
Right.
Yeah.
Definitely.
So what is this new relationship like?
How does he handle your eccentric nature?
Elaborate.
I mean, is there anything like freaky or weird about your personality at this point?
Or you're saying you're a total square now?
No, I'm not a square at all.
I still do Only fans.
He does porn as well.
So we kind of just go together.
Like we just kind of match in that aspect.
Yeah, it's going very well.
You met him through porn or you got him into it?
No, no.
He's into like the real porn.
Like he does like real sets and stuff.
He's even seen you at Avian, I believe.
Yeah, it looks kind of familiar.
Yeah.
Okay.
So he does like the real porn stuff.
I do only fans.
Okay.
Yeah.
Exciting.
So you're not shooting with other people?
No.
You're just like a content relationship as well?
Yeah, especially that like now I don't want anybody inserting anything in me,
especially if I have something growing inside of me.
Like that's not for anybody else.
Right, no, that definitely makes sense.
What do you think you're going to be like as a mom?
I don't know.
I'm excited to find out I'm, I think I'm going to be a really good mom.
Right.
But you can't go on any, like, weird side quests, like just getting addicted to Nitris for a while.
No.
You got to like, once you're a mom, you've got to like take all that weird shit and just put it to the side.
I'm going to teach my kid how to do Legos.
That's what I'm excited about.
You got to teach them more than that.
You got to teach them like all kinds of shit, how to read, speak.
We're going to do everything.
Right.
We're going to start homesteading.
It's so weird that your kid is not going to know how weird you look.
No.
Like at some point it's just going to click.
Like, mom, why do you got black eyes?
I know.
I'm like, it's normal.
What do you mean?
Right.
Damn.
It's the new generation.
Right.
It's going to be.
My kid doesn't give a fuck about the tattoos.
She doesn't really understand.
She's beautiful.
Thank you.
I've been posting her like a year.
Yeah, she's so pretty.
Okay, so
I was going to ask the question from last time
it was in the title that you had 600 bodies.
I was going to ask where you thought you were at now,
but it seems kind of inconsequential
given all these new changes.
Yeah, I honestly would not know at this point.
Yeah, that was a real guesstimate at the time as well.
Yeah, it could have been 800.
Wouldn't know.
Right.
Wouldn't know.
But you're over all that now.
Yeah.
Over it.
You ever talked to Sharp anymore?
No. Do you not have him here anymore?
No, we do.
Oh, okay.
Yeah, you know.
I talked to him. You know what?
He facetime me when he got his face tattooed because.
The big line.
Yep. And I said, that's so funny because on our first interview, you said you were, like, he was telling me the whole time, like, you're doing too much.
And I'm like, I've already done too much. What do you mean?
And then he calls me, he's like, I got my face tattoos like you.
And I'm like, oh, my God.
That's so funny that you're like the face tattoo confidant to him.
No, for real. Yeah.
I do remember that interview.
Now that you mentioned it, that was kind of weird because he was like scolding you for
like decisions that clearly were already in the rear view mirror.
Like, even if I got another leg tattoo, what do you mean?
Like I've done all this.
Like since I've seen you, I've gotten my nose done more.
I'm going to get more of my nose done.
Like a nose job or you mean a tattoo?
I tattoo.
Like I drew up this whole tattoo that I'm going to do for my nose and I think after that
that's it.
That arm was blacked out before too?
Or is that new?
Which one?
The black arm?
No, it's been black.
No, it's been blackout.
Oh, it's been blackout.
Yeah.
Oh, but you didn't see my hand implant.
Dude, I used to fuck around with the girl that had that exact same thing.
Right.
They have them in their dick, too.
It's crazy.
A dick.
Yeah, they have dach implants.
They do them in prison.
I saw someone put an abdominal in their dick.
Wait.
I thought you were saying like a dick shape in your hand.
No, no, no, no.
You're saying that I could put a plastic chunk in my dick.
Yeah.
You could put like little balls or fucking a heart, whatever you want.
I feel like it would be almost useless at a certain point, right?
Like, what the fucking need?
It's kind of essential.
that the d be able to like move in and out freely.
Yeah, it's not, I've been with someone with one.
It's not comfortable.
How does it feel to have that in there?
Nothing.
I don't feel anything.
I'm going to get implants all throughout my hand, all throughout my arm, like bug implants.
Okay, so that part of it is not over.
You're still body model.
Oh, yeah, I'm not done.
This won't be done.
You're going to keep going on your face as well?
Just the nose, I think, and then I'm done with the face.
Okay.
And then eventually I might black out my whole body and start over.
How does blacking it out mean you'd be starting over?
Because you can do tattoos like this.
Oh shit.
I did that all myself.
So what?
It's just like a...
It's white ink on top.
Wow, that works like that.
Yes, and you can put red too.
And you can do darker black.
There's black and then there's darker black.
Whoa.
It's a whole thing.
That's crazy.
I've seen MGK doing that.
Yeah.
I'm like, what the fuck?
Doesn't he also get anesthesia and gets put under for tattoos?
He's one of them?
I think so.
Him and Tyga or something.
It's like super expensive.
Yeah. And it's like, lokey poohy. Like, I don't do that. Yeah. I sit through my tattoos.
I'll do the numbing cream, though. I do the numbing cream, but it doesn't last long.
You don't think? No, I'm working on a whole black sleeve right now. Like, we're doing my back all the way down to, like, my lower ass. And I use numb cream for all of them and they still hurt.
Honestly, the numbing cream changed the game. That shit used to hurt so fucking bad when I was younger.
It hurts less. It hurts. You should get sponsored by numbing cream.
They do that? Yeah. Wow. All the time.
You don't know that. Yeah. Reach out.
Brands that are, like, doing brand deals.
on podcast for numbing cream.
You should.
That's not the worst idea I ever heard.
Maybe I'll get on that.
Okay, so
I just, I have to bring up this lore.
You were pissed
at Lena because she didn't want to have you
on Pluck Talk.
Yeah.
And then Lena did something
that I've like almost never seen her do,
which is that she actually responded to you
and made a TikTok.
And she deleted it.
Yes, almost immediately.
And then she blamed me
because I told her, I'm like, listen, if a girl talk shit about you on a podcast and it's going
kind of viral, what do you do? You respond. Like, unless you have, like, a really good reason or
it's so serious, just respond. Just, like, make a TikTok and just say whatever you want to say to her.
And she did it. And then within, like, 20 minutes, she's like, no, this is starting to go viral.
Like, everybody's talking about it. Like, someone screen recorded it. Yes. I saw it on Twitter,
or I saw it on YouTube today because somebody re-uploaded it. And I was just like, you know,
That's like if you're going to diss somebody, you got to just like sign up for that.
You got to just accept it.
I mean, I would keep it on there because I mean like and it's not even hate towards her,
but it's just like seeing some of the girls like I said that you have in your podcast.
I'm like I'm pretty.
No, for sure.
But I feel like her in particular, she was just weirded out by like the black eyes and the split tongue.
She's turned down other girls with split tongues as well.
For me, I don't care.
She is in mommy mode.
Like she's a mom.
I get it.
She's beautiful.
I get it.
She wants to stick to this certain look.
But you got to be versatile sometimes because, like, versatile.
It's, that's how.
All kinds of random girls, but, you know, she's got her own.
Her thing she always says to me is like, it's different for you because I'm going down on the girl.
The girl's going down on me.
All you got to do is put your d'clock in her.
But it's like, why not just be open about it?
Like, you're open, but like her, be open.
I guess like some people just don't want to have sex with everybody.
Yeah, I don't want to.
Right. But I guess like I have to just like accept that from her. Like for a dude, it is easy. Like I literally like and you have that conversation with male porn stores. It's like you just need one little thing that you're attracted to on the girl. She could just have like a smooth butt cheek and you spend the whole time that you're fucking her thinking about how her butt cheek is like a decent texture.
Right.
Or like you really like her. You use that or you dislike her. You use that. Like either way. Like for a guy that's, you know, for her, I feel like it has to be more like.
of a connection.
I think we'd connect well.
Love you, Lena.
We had other girls where I thought we were going to work super well together.
And then, like, as we're interviewing the girl before the sex, I just see it in Lena's a face that I can tell that she's getting more and more turned off by the girl.
I don't think Lena's a very sexual person in a way, maybe with you, but with other people.
Why do you say that?
Because, like, if she get, I don't just get turned off or, like, have to stop a shoot or something.
Like, I'll do the shoot.
Oh, well, I mean, if we're already on the couch.
She's gonna do it, but she's not like...
How was this one that you just had?
That's fun.
Like the biggest ass I'll probably ever shot with.
Was it with Lena, too?
Yeah.
No comment.
You're saying you think that you're hotter than Chrissy.
I don't know who that girl was.
She's beautiful, but like...
You're not attracted to the black women.
I love black women, and I've had black women all my...
Doesn't sound like it.
Sounds like you're a little racist.
I've had black women.
I love black women.
Shout out black women.
But, yeah, like, what's wrong with me?
I mean, I think for her, it's the body model.
So if I got a huge ass, will that...
I'm gonna be honest to do.
There has been at least one other girl
that had similar attributes
in terms of the split tongue and the tattoos and stuff
that she was like equally not trying to do.
Fair.
So like I feel like to her, like the body mod thing
is like just not her favorite thing.
Fair.
And then I feel like the eyes freak her out too.
A lot of people think it's hot, so...
I mean, when I call you living dead girl, I feel like the eyes is like what gets you there.
Yeah.
But it's like, when are you going to say that?
Alive dead girl.
Yes.
No, living.
I'm actually a vampire.
Huh?
I'm a vampire.
You're a vampire.
Somebody's peeking in here.
Oh.
What's that?
A big leather box?
That's my, it's my mom bag.
Oh.
What do you need out of that?
Nothing?
I don't know why you brought it in here.
Oh, okay.
Yeah, I don't know.
But in the video, like, it was weird watching it because I remember, like, instructing her on like, yeah, like, say this, say that.
And then in the video, she's like, you know, Adam, you get to bend her over and fuck her like that.
For me, it's like, I don't have like the same luxuries.
And when I was watching it back, I'm like, wow, like, that is so catty and mean.
And I'm just so not used to hearing her say shit like that.
I think if Lena would have just sat down and talked with me, she would like maybe get my personality more because she's just judging based off a looks at that point.
Right.
So maybe she would have got you know me first.
Yeah.
Yeah, I should probably just start, like, making her, like, random girls and not, like, giving her a choice.
She's probably, like, just tell her, like, listen, you're doing it.
Or else?
No.
Just kidding.
I'm really just asking for that to get clipped out of contact.
Okay.
There was another thing recently, too.
You got kicked out of a church?
That's old?
That was a lie.
Oh.
This play, this thing, this interview I did called Truly whatever it was.
I don't even know what it was.
But they literally said I got kicked out of church, and I never got kicked out of church.
But some churches won't welcome me.
But I don't go to those churches.
I go to churches that accept me because I believe in God.
You do.
Has that always been like a consistent thing?
Yeah.
I was baptized as a baby and I could have changed my religion.
Neither of my sisters believe in God.
It's not a thing to me, but I don't change my religion.
Okay.
Yeah.
But have you actually had this experience of going to a church and they were just like, no, we don't,
you just assumed.
Oh.
No.
You just assumed.
Yeah.
So many of those podcasts that have we done,
clip things and lie.
It's weird.
Yeah.
I recently did softwired underbelly again.
How was that?
You've been in there like three times, right?
I want to go on there again when I'm like mid-pregnant.
So what was that experience like?
Has he moved?
Is he still that town?
No, he moved.
He moved studios.
Where's he at now?
I don't even know.
It was like 15 minutes from Skid Row.
Oh, okay.
Yeah, I don't even know where it was.
Yeah, he can't be in the middle of all that.
Yeah.
No, it's still dangerous, but like it was better this time.
But yeah, I was huge in that video.
Okay.
I hope I look kind of.
skin tea in this one. And so are you like actively trying to get in shape at this point? Or where
where's your head out in that way? Yeah. Yeah, I know. Um, that phenormine stuff paralyzed my stomach,
um, to a point where I couldn't even eat even after I got off of it. Really? Yeah. It would,
it would, it would, I would throw up trying to eat. But now finally that I've been off of it for a while
and maybe it's just like the baby or something. But like I now have an appetite and I'm eating
healthy. Um, he cooks for me like 24 seven. Um, I cook whatever eats. He's an amazing cook. So
yeah I mean there's insane things that like happen to your body once you get pregnant like just all kinds of bizarre
shit going on to find out are you oh we'll see what's the weirdest shit that's been happening so far
it's only a few weeks then yeah but no even now um I'm super nauseous and I have the worst stomach cramps
which I know because I've been pregnant twice already is from the uterine lining growing fetish it's like
it's like still like this small or whatever but it's like my uterine lining hurts so bad so I get really
bad cramps. It feels like a period, but it's not a period. So that hurts. But what I'm most scared
about is giving birth. Really? Yeah. Wwrits out of your vagina. You're not just going to go
C-section on them? No, that's my stomach. Whoa. Did Lennah do C-section? She didn't want to, but then at the
last minute, they were like, oh, this, we have complications. I would. I would if they told me to,
but I do what she did. Did the Mommy Makeover thing? But it was weird because for so long,
she was telling me, like, I don't want to have a C-section. It's bullshit. The hospital just wants
you to have a C-section because it's more expensive and they can time it so it's like more
efficient for them and they have you in the hospital for less time and stuff which all
makes sense but then when it really came down to it it's like oh do you want to gamble with
your kid's life or you want to just get the C-section right yeah um so are you gonna are you
playing on your kid having like a normal upbringing or are you going to give them like a vampire
name or something no it's gonna it's gonna be normal but um they're gonna be strong they're
be very strong kids. They're going to know how to cook, how to clean, how to treat people,
maybe homeschool. I don't know yet thinking, but they're not going to be like other kids.
They're not going to be weak or regular. Not saying all the kids are, but just saying it's
growing up in 2024 is crazy. Right. You're saying you live in a small town in Texas. What's
the reaction to like? I live in Houston now. Oh, okay. Big. I've been staying, he lives in Vegas,
but we're moving in together. So we're trying to figure all that out. Okay. Yeah. And so how do people
treat out in Texas.
Oh, they love me.
Yeah?
I'm loved in Texas.
I'm really loved anywhere.
I literally just came to Vegas, like a few days ago.
Me and him drove up here.
And literally so many people have recognized me and want to pictures with me and stuff.
People are really sweet.
Right.
Anywhere, really.
Yeah, that's the weird thing in the South is that they got like a whole lot of like,
you know, sort of old school values that could lead to and result in discrimination.
But then at the same time, the people in Texas and down south are just like so much
nicer in general.
No, they are.
But then they're also like the dudes who invented the clan.
Yeah, no, no, for sure.
Like the online haters, they'll talk all day, but you won't say it to my face.
Like, even in the, like the Walmart or the Kroger I was in, like this little girl, she was like five.
She noticed me because I post like Lego videos and ASMR videos.
So she noticed me from like YouTube and she like came and took a picture with me.
She's like, Mommy, I'm a huge fan of her.
She's so pretty.
Like, I want a picture.
And I was like, that's the sweetest thing ever.
And people think kids are scared of me and stuff.
Like, I'm normal.
So you're planning to use the fan base that you've called,
motivated to spread positivity going forward.
Yeah, it's more that than the sex industry now.
It's like, yeah, I'm still going to, I'm going to do only fans until I can anymore.
Like, I do love it.
I genuinely love it.
I love posting myself and everything.
And I love interacting with my fans.
Like, I don't use bots.
I don't, I message everybody back.
Like, I love that connection in general.
And I feel like it's a way of therapy.
So that, but also, I'm never going to stop advocating for the stop of any type of drug use.
I've even started like a group chat for like recovery and stuff.
Like I'm really trying to get it banned everywhere.
I'm trying to get whippets banned everywhere.
See, I think that they can't really ban it.
They can't really ban it.
There's all these like normal things that like I guess they use it to make cakes.
They do.
But if it's in babe shops, they're not.
You know what I mean?
Like that's it.
But I'm just trying to get the, even if I can get the awareness out there, I know I've at least stopped 20 people from doing whippets anymore.
Right.
I talk to them on a daily.
So if I could even help one person, I'm good with that.
Right.
I can't help everybody.
It really makes me wonder how many people that I know.
know like scurilla or ralphi the plug are like actually like experiencing health issues from it
i would ask because i see i just know a lot of people that are like out here with the fucking
tank hanging out on melrose like it's all good it's like the same thing as having a blund in
2017 but all of a sudden shit's got amped up it's like they're not ashamed of it like if dudes are
like dudes don't like publicly really pop perks are going to do that privately they don't like publicly
snort coke but they're you know not that they would do that but like you know just in general
But for some reason the the the gna shit has just become like so normalized and I feel like this generation hasn't really like seen the negative side of it that much because a lot of these rappers barely even know stebo is.
They never watch those YouTube videos and shit.
I grew up with stevo.
So it's like even now like anybody that you see doing that just like be like, are you okay?
It's like that's not okay.
Right.
None of it's okay.
I wonder if stebo would be done to link with you.
I've been wanting to do his podcast for so long in his van the past.
band podcast. Because he moved to Nashville.
Oh, wow. I would fly. How far is that from Houston?
It's probably a pretty significant driver.
Oh, my thing is like 14 hours maybe. I don't know.
But I would fly. I would love to do a podcast with Stivo.
Right. Because he's about to get fake tits.
Oh my God. Do you know that? I didn't.
This is a real thing. I thought the face thing.
But I didn't see that yet.
He's going to get fake tits and see if he can just rock him for a few months and see how it feels.
Bless his wife. She loves him.
Yeah. Yeah.
It's so weird that he's that old and still down to
just do whatever.
That's Steve.
And he's sober.
I know.
I love it.
That's the goal.
Yeah.
Hey, man.
Get fake that's great.
I mean,
I can't lie.
I'm interested to hear what it's like.
Yeah.
I'm also kind of just disgusted by it because it's like I have looked at so many girls over the years and been like, damn, she's hot.
And then I like kind of check myself in my brain.
She's like, she's not hot.
If someone gave you a million dollars, what if I think Steve was hot?
What if I'm like trying to fucking Steve?
Yeah, that's what I'm saying?
Like what if I want to fuck him?
Put them on there.
That's going to be awkward.
I'm going to be like, Steve,
oh, listen, I know we got a cool relationship and stuff,
but I'm trying to fuck.
Okay, but would you do it for a billion dollars?
Fuck, Steveo?
No, no, no, no.
Would you get tits for a billion dollars?
And a vagina.
Oh, vagina?
No, because the thing with the tits is that he can do it,
and then they take him out and then...
Right.
I mean, to me, it's like that...
Because he's like a skinny guy,
so it's like...
He doesn't have, like, enough skin to shove an implant in there,
so I wonder what it's going to look like.
I feel like I have enough...
I'm excited to...
see. I could get a nice little implant in there.
I've gotten my boobs done twice.
I'm going to get them done one more time, too, after the baby.
Yeah, that's what they don't tell you is that if you're going to get your tits done,
you basically are committing to getting them done, like, every five to ten years for the rest of your life.
I got them done in one year I got them done, second year I got them done because they weren't big enough.
Yeah. Yeah.
Lenn is on like set of boobs number three.
Yeah, that'll be me soon.
Probably after the baby. We'll see.
So in general, though, you would just, okay, certain drugs,
drugs, you just need to stop doing them. Certain drugs, you can go to rehab or whatever. If you want to do, if you want to stop doing nitrous, what do you do? Like, what's the best way to go by this? If you want to stop doing nitrous, like, I can genuinely say recovery, rehab, all that's not going to help you. You will go right back to it. Because even after I, like, I rehabbed at my grandmother's house and I didn't go to a rehab facility because I knew I would just want to do it more. So she kept me at her house for like three months, basically, or like two months or something. And I rehabbed there.
and I eventually you just stop wanting them like even when I came back to Houston I I I the
vap shops right next to my house it's one minute away from my house I could have easily gone but you just
you you lose it like you just lose that so it's like if you want to stop whip it's you just have to
stop I and I did pick up vaping I guess to like get that mouth feel I didn't really like it I did like
the zero nicotine and stuff but um it's not really my thing but I would say if you really want to quit
whippets I would do like zero nicotine vapes just to have that mouth feel of something you really have to
blow a balloon up like i would blow a balloon sometimes and then let it out dude i was blowing up balloons
the other that shit that sucks you like exhaust you so much blowing into that which i don't remember
as a kid it seemed like no big deal right but as i get older it's like wow this is i feel that i remember
sucking helium out of the tanks as a kid so that was fun i remember my friend worked at
duncan donuts when i was a kid and we used to go in the back of the dungan donuts and we would
take whippets from the whipped cream can but you'd have to like hold it up like a weird
those till this year like what or like last year when i started them i didn't even know that was a thing
right but yeah just keep your hands biggie build like build some legos yeah some legos kids stay away from
the whippets it's a dangerous path to go down if not just do you want to gain 200 pounds i don't think
you do because you'll gain 200 pounds easy that was the fast food right yeah but it's from the whippets
you're so hungry because your body is eating itself his annex used to get me there yeah i could eat like
got 3,000 calorie bag of chips off of Zan, no problem.
Exactly.
So was I right about the McDonald's?
Was that actually something you f***ed with or was that just?
I really did.
That's why I was so mad at you.
Because I really was eating.
I was eaten.
That's f***ed up.
It's okay.
That's fucked up that I guessed it.
I don't even know what is a McDonald's.
It's like a breakfast sandwich, right?
No, it's like a burger.
Oh, is it?
I was like on them chicken nuggets, like 20 pack.
Oh, shit.
Yeah.
See, I'd never venture over to other things on the menu my whole life.
I've just been getting the Big Mac.
Granted, at this point, I might be like once or twice a year.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well, I'm getting better now.
What's the other goaded fast food stuff that we need to know when we're addicted to Whippets?
We're looking for a cheap throat.
It has got to be Waterburger because that's the only thing you can basically get at 6 a.m.
They're always open 24-7, but never do Whippets.
But if you're hungry at 6 a.m.
Why do you say Wada Burger?
It's water.
What a burger?
No, you're not from Texas.
You don't get it.
Are you from Texas?
Hell, no.
I'm from the East Coast.
I'm from New Hampshire.
right we don't have water burger i hate water burger by the way i love water burger i hate in and out
good a what is it a pf terries or what a p terries i've never had that really no that's a good burger
i'll try it the burgers suck ass at water burger have you had water burger yeah they're good the burgers
are like whatever but the chicken i was like 16 the chicken tastes like i don't know like sink
that's what raising canes tastes like to me raising canes is pretty good no you're all backwards that
chicken is like the FBI or FDA
whatever has been saying it's like rubber now
it's not even like they banned it in certain countries
look it up it's a thing they banned raising canes
yep because it's like rubbery weird chicken chick fillet just change your shit too
nasty ass chicken oh you're not gonna pull the war over my eyes yeah
drop a comment down below if this is true
if the FBI is yeah someone did it I don't know
okay well um I'm glad that we are we officially on good terms
we're able to squash our beef after my fat shaming
Exodus? Okay.
Do you think, have a lost weight, though?
Had a lost weight to you? Or do it? Well, you definitely gained weight
since that last interview, but then I'm assuming you
like got heavier and now you're smaller.
Yeah. Yeah. It's better.
Hey, the BBL is a miracle surgery. That's what's there for, yeah.
Exactly.
That's fine. Okay. Well, I'm glad
the things are on the up. We're on the up.
Things are getting better.
Getting better. Definitely.
Sober is the way to go. Build some Legos.
That's all I can say.
I feel like I'm like, I'm such a nice guy that it's hard for me to like, like, the
people out there were probably
they would love this podcast though if I just like went
in on you. Yeah. I don't got to do. We're nice
people. I'm a nice guy, yeah. I'm got a
waterburger and I... Waterburger?
Maybe we'll share a water burger one day
with Stevo. That'd be crazy. Cut it right in half, yeah.
I don't know. I tried to pitch him a guest like somewhere recently
and he didn't go for it. Who was it? Just check.
If not, still love you, Steveo.
Still watch your stuff. You're amazing.
Well, I just found out about a
I just found out about a rapper getting accused
of the other word that I just said accidentally.
That kind of froze my brain for a second.
Maybe I won't look at who I texted Steveau about anyway.
All right.
Thank you for coming on here.
Of course.
I appreciate it.
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