No Jumper - Selfmade Kash on Having Both Legs Amp*tated, Scam Rap & More!

Episode Date: August 4, 2024

One of the wildest convos! Kash talks about how he turned a tr*gic situation into strength, moving from Detroit to Ohio, and more! ----- Promote Your Music with No Jumper - https://nojumper.com/pages/promo CHECK OUT OUR ONLINE STORE!!! https://nojumper.com NO JUMPER PATREON   / nojumper   CHECK OUT OUR NEW SPOTIFY PLAYLIST https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5te... Follow us on SNAPCHAT   / 4874336901   Follow us on SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/4z4yCTj... iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/n... Follow us on Social Media:   / 4874336901     / nojumper     / nojumper     / nojumper     / nojumper   JOIN THE DISCORD:   / discord   Follow Adam22:   / adam22     / adam22     / adam22   adam22bro on Snapchat Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

The Sharp Tank. No jumper. Sharpest, coolest podcast in the world. And today, I got my partner in town, man. He came down to come see me, man. I got my man self-made cash in the building, man. What's the deal, gang? What's the deal, though?

What's the deal, Sharks? What's the deal? What's going on, man? Hey, you were from Detroit, but you moved to the O. Yeah, so I live in Ohio. So it's crazy, bro. when I got indicted, you know, it was like, it was, so boom, I had a woman pregnant, you feel him, she was pregnant with my children and shit.

We was doing a little family, little thing. And it was the goal for me to move to Ohio, you know, be with my family. But I got indicted. I thought I was going to get locked up. What did you get indicted for? That shit, credit card fraud. Is it over now? Oh, yeah, it's over.

It's over. No, it's over. It's over. It's over. It's over. It's over. It's over. It's over.

because I got three years, I had three years, got three years federal probation for it. So you're comfortable talking about it now. If you were still going through, that's all you looked at me like, sharp,

I'm kind of still going through. No, no, it's cool. No, I'm like, oh, man, no, but it's good though. So, boom,

that was the goal, you know, to be with our girl, have a family and shit. So I put it in my plea bargain for me to move to Ohio if I was to, you know,

get exonerated and, you know, but I didn't even think I was going. They love when you're ready to get out. Yeah. You can get out all, Yeah, kick him to the curb. You don't come terrorize somebody else.

But Pete, though. So they gave me three years probation. So now I had to move to Ohio still, right? Yeah. So I'm in the D couple months. I'm living. I get me a Dodge Challenger. You feel, I'm riding that bitch doing my thing.

And this shit, January was when I got my fucking federal probation. I got into my accident in April, gang. That's three months after. So follow me real quick. January, April, I get into my accident. April 4th. Car accident. Flip my car. I'm unconscious. 45 minutes. You feel me? Legs burning. That's why I'm double amputated in this bitch popping my shit. But legs burning. You feel me? And boom, I wake up in the hospital,

doctor like, we had to amputate your legs. I didn't even know what that shit. I didn't even know what the word. So you didn't even get, you didn't even get like a notice first. Like, hey, look, we're about to take your legs. You just woke up with him going. I got into my accident. I woke up crawling out my mouth. with, they take me to the hospital. When I come to conscience and really be like, okay, I'm woke. And now, you feel me? Like, you know, doctors all around me.

You're like, man, we had to amputate your right leg. And we got to amputate your left in two days. I'm like, what? I didn't even know what the fuck. Like I said, I didn't even know what the word amputated meant. And I'm rapping. I'm really, like, just felt like I just beat the feds. Really, I felt like I beat them because I got probation.

You know what I'm saying? So I'm like, that's a hard team to work. That's a hard, you feel me, so. I mean, you didn't even spank them, you just, they spanked you lightly. And I'll take that, you know what I said? So I'm like,

so I'm like bet, you know? Like, you know, I'm like bet, bro. And it's just me, so I don't give a, where a motherfucker like, all about this case, it's just me. Ain't nobody involved in my shit. There ain't no co-defendants. I'm sitting in that bitch,

nigger by myself in a federal courtroom looking like a hospital lights in that bitch type shit, like how bright it is. But, so boom, that shit happened, gang. I get into my accident. April 4th. How'd that happen?

Like, you say, the car flip. So I'm driving fast. I'm gonna be real with you. I wasn't ready for no Dodge Challenger. You know what I'm saying? I wasn't ready for no Dodge Challenger. It's not funny, that's real shit, though.

You can't be real. A lot of niggas wouldn't do that. I wasn't ready for nothing. I wasn't ready. Like, even though I had the money to buy something like that, you know what I'm saying? And I was just like, bro, I just felt like I got through this situation.

I'm about to pop my shit. Get me. a challenger, you know, summertime, I'm feeling myself. And the woman, she was pregnant with my child. You know what I'm saying? So she had already had my second baby. We lost my first child during pretrial. She had a stillbirth.

So we lost my first shorty during pre-trial, during me going through the federal process, about to probably go to jail or whatever, right? So now she on the second baby because I'm like, nigga, if I'm going to get locked up, I'm going to have a baby by this woman. We don't have a family. You know what I'm saying? That was the emotion. I get into my accident, April 4th.

April 28th, she called me and said, she just called me crying. She didn't even say shit. I already knew what was that when she called me. It's like, what, 14, what, 21 days after my accident? I lose my second child. You're still in the hospital. I was at home sitting in the wheelchair.

I got out the hospital like a month, bro. I was out the hospital within the month, went through the little therapy process. I was out that bitch. I was ready to get into, you feel me, be around my family. I was so mentally just f*** up. You know what I'm saying? I want to just be around my family.

When I'm sitting in the wheelchair, she called me, just crying. I just hang up the phone. So boom, my second shortie, gone. But guess what, though? As soon as they hit me with all that shit, now I'm going to get started, life finish starting to start hitting me for real.

Because now that, like, nigga, you got to move to Ohio. And I just lost my legs. So really, my real moral support is my family, you know? But now they, like, nigga, it's time to go. This is what you said in your plea bargain. It's time to go. Your family was in Detroit?

All my family's still in the D. And it's like, you gotta go to Ohio. And it's three years probation that I'm on. So now I'm in Ohio, you feel, and got to figure everything out, you know? Like, we was cool, like, in the beginning, like, you know? And then when shit went rocky, it was like, shit. Now I'm just down this bitch, by myself.

How I'm gonna do it? That's crazy that they transported, they, like, they transferred Joe probation, interstate compact is what it is, where they send you to another state. But, like, it's crazy, like, how they were sending you. you somewhere if you don't have no way of making any money or no like no means no nothing bro

no nothing but you want to know it's so crazy bro by the grace of god all that shit just it was figured out you know what i'm saying i ain't have resources i ain't have no resources bro i ain't the whip that i drive the way that i live bro none of that shit was there when i moved to ohio you get what i'm saying like all that shit i had to build myself you know but that's just just working hard bro you know having motion, having some ways to, you feel, me, get yourself in a better position. So I'm straight now. I'm just, like, the only thing that I'm lost on is because I'm like sending you to Ohio

with like, with no agenda. Like, I've been on interstate compact. And like, when I call my case down south, I'm like, all right, they send me back home because they want to take care of a nigga up there where they call the case. This the family shit. This the, when I went to court, she was with me. You know what I'm saying? She was in that bitch pregnant.

all type of shit. We talked about me losing my shorty in court and everything. Oh, that was, you know, so that was, me and her was like family type shit. This was like, this is my family. So when I put that shit in my plea bargain, that's why I pleaded.

Yeah. So that's how you were. She was already living down. She was established. Okay, now it all makes sense. She established down this bitch. I'm like, it wasn't like I just came down here. Because I was like, what's the purpose?

I'm like, yeah, if you ain't got no reason, you ain't got nobody and nothing. She was already established. Okay, that makes sense. You feel it was good down that month. So me moving down there, I was already moving into an environment that they already had, you know, in a sense. Yeah. But like I said, when shit went Rocky, I didn't have that.

You know what I'm saying? And I still got three years of probation to do down here. I couldn't just go back to Detroit and I got three hours of, I mean, three years of probation to do in Ohio. So the shit got to get figured out. And that was the motion, gang. That was the motion. I got that shit figured out. And, but that's the problem, bro.

I wouldn't, like, how I can speak about this shit now and how everything, bro. It was hard. Like, I'm double-amptuette. I wouldn't even put my legs on. I had to learn how to drive. I had to learn how to walk. I was holding my shit by the hip. Like, literally, I have to hold somebody by the hip.

You saw how I walk now. I could stand up. I could do my shit. Like, bro, I could do my shit, though. Like, this shit, this shit, but this shit all work, bro. This shit, all physical therapy shit, being able to. You know, this shit all work, bro. Yeah.

But I remember being like this, bro. Like, couldn't even, you know, because I'm walking on my limbs. Right. I'm walking on literally limbs, gang. So it's like that shit wasn't, that shit wasn't no easy pill to swallow. Yeah, to be able to walk around even like this to even turn all that. She says, it's real work. Like, you got to swallow at the end of the night.

Like, I'm going to have to get on my knees regardless. That shit sounds crazy. Swallow and getting on my knees. You got to. Like, no, Paul. You want some bullshit. That's a crazy pill to swallow in the sense, though. Like, my nigga, like, damn, this the rest of my life.

You know what I'm saying? Like, nigga, this is what the fuck this shit got to be, bro. Like, that's the rest of my motherfucking life. So that shit just, it's like, all right, I got to figure this shit out. It's days I didn't even, man, bro. I first moved to Ohio, I'm depressed. My music going good. Like, I'm self-made cash.

Music going good as fuck. I didn't even tell nobody, though. Didn't nobody know nothing about this shit. Like me coming out to you telling you about this shit, this shit from to reach a whole different. Because I didn't even know. And when you had texted me, you was like, look, bro, I'm going to come. I was like, I'm going to show my legs and everything. And I'm like, what do you mean?

Like, I know about your music. I know about you. I'm like, man, the nigger rap, you dope. You definitely are dope in what you're doing as an artist. I was like, I didn't know you was double amputated. I'm like, shit, that's crazy. And I feel like that's the purpose, though. You know, like, bro, I was so humiliated about this shit in the beginning.

Like, bro, I used to wear baggy, like, you know, baggy pants, the tree and not, you know. I used to wear baggy pants. I got a torch. I used to wear baggy ass pants and shit. I could smoke. I used to wear baggy pants and shit, because I didn't even want nobody to know. Like, because when I moved to Ohio, I could walk a little bit. Like, I started to learn how to walk, you feel me?

But I was still mentally, like, how people, I'm from the D, bro. Like, I don't know, like, nigga, I'm walking around that bitch. My fucking's going to be pulling their phones out ready to, you know, try to humiliate a nigger. And so I was like, I was mentally up from that, you know what I'm saying? Scard from that. Like, I don't even want nobody to know.

Like, I would go still going public places, bro. It was like I still had the little Frankenstein walk. But I was walking, though. You know what I'm saying? But motherfuckers didn't know because the pants was baggy, who'll boot. The point that I'm at now, bro, to be in California,

to go down on the, motherfucking Hollywood Walk of Fame and walk down this bitch, double amputated, bro. That means so much to me, bro. That means so much to me, bro. so much to me. I used to do that when I had legs, bro.

I was coming down this bitch, trying to get a no-jumper interview. I was coming down this bitch, trying to get my shit going, bro, when I still had legs. You know what I'm saying? So that same shit I used to do, being able to do that same shit now,

and I almost lost my fucking life gang. That shit is a blessing, bro. It's definitely a blessing to be here today, man, and like to know that you had to overcome that flip in your car, waking up to one of your legs gone, and they're telling you you about to lose. Because the other one was burnt.

You feel me? That bitch is burnt. You can't, I can't walk on that bitch. So you were unconscious with your legs on fire. Bro, listen, I was unconscious. When my car flipped, I didn't even know. Let me tell you this. I remember, like, the split second of getting into my accident, like that split second,

and then I remember crawling out of my vehicle. I don't know how long that was. That shit seemed like it was like, it seemed like I crashed and then I was crawling out. But I was on, my legs burnt up, nigga. I'm unconscious for 45 minutes in that bitch. That's what doctors told me. He said it's an estimated 45 minutes, you feel, for your shit to burn at that degree. It burnt.

You know what I'm saying? Right. So, bro, that shit traumatized me. Yeah, you had to be in there for a while, bro. Bro, that shit traumatized me, bro. Like I'm telling you, like, a lot of people don't know the lifestyle that I live, bro, but coming from that lifestyle, you feel me, popping music, going, you feel me? I'm the main nigga talking swipe shit.

One nobody talking swipe shit. And I swear to God, bro, there's not no diss or nothing. the punchmaid and all, like, I swear, like I say, it's not no this. When nobody doing that shit before me, bro. Like, you know, I really got indicted for this shit. I ain't tripping on how nobody doing their motion, gang. Like, I'm out this bitch. I'm by myself here.

You feel me? Yeah, you're just show up with nobody. I got somebody with me, but you know what I'm saying? That's one person. One person, yeah. Like, I'm by myself. And, bro, like, that shit takes faith. That shit takes a whole bunch of, you feel me?

Like, I want this shit, gang. But all that shit come from me, my nigger, like, all that shit come from me. I started all that shit, bro. How did you step into the, what we would call what, swipe music? How did you step into that? You know what motivated you? I really just feel like, bro, bro, I was a follower, bro. Like, I was a follower.

You got to be one of the most honest people I've ever sat down with. I mean, bro, I'm going to keep this shit, jeep. I mean, niggas. Man, they try to be something that they're not, bro. Like I told you, bro, with this interview, bro, I'm going to be so honest and transparent that it's niggas that's going to feel the same way I feel, bro. Even though I'm in a different position, bro,

I'm trying to help my, bro. It ain't even just about me. My purpose is way different than just me coming in here. I want to still help somebody. Somebody could watch this bitch and be like, you know what? Let me get on my shit. And start swiping. No, no.

You got to do what I do. You feel? You feel? You just take my message. You know, like. Take my message. You gotta do what I do. I'm just talking shit. I don't want the nigga to do that.

But Pete, though, bro. But Pete, where the fuck is I at? You said how I get into that shit. Yeah, how did you get the swipe music? Like, what motivated you? Like I say, I was a follower, you know? Like, I used to literally, however niggas day was, that's how the fuck my day was.

You like this with, nigga, you got to party. That was my day. Like, that's how much I was like wanting to, you know, like being something, right? And I ain't gonna lie, bro. I did my first look. You feel me? And I had control over what I could do

and I ain't need nobody. Then I'm like, yeah, fuck niggas. You feel me? And then, like, I was already rapping. I was already doing music. You feel me? I just didn't have really no identity. And then that shit came from,

all right, rap about what the motion is. Rap about what you doing. But niggas wasn't really like, niggas say something. A nigga say something about scamming But niggas wanting Being transparent Like bro, you listen to my shit

It's like bro, you could really You could really You make a nigga wanna Yeah But it take you to do that Like it takes you to You know like all right Let me listen to this nigga shit

And see what he doing Like bro this shit ain't no Nigger make you mud and dance Or you know no shit like that You gonna be thinking like Bro I gotta get on my shit That's my whole aura But that's how I got into it

So That's why I became self-made because it's like, nigga, I was wanting to be around niggas, and then I just got my own motion, and I just started doing my own thing. Like, fuck it. And that shit just transpired into my music. Like, that's it.

Just living life, my nigger just popping out doing my thing. And, like, all that shit just really happened just like that, bro. I do like how transparent you keep it, even in the music that you put out. The shit sound dope. I ain't going to lie. If that was a freestyle you did on the radar, that shit was crazy. Listen, let me tell you the story about that.

That shit. Listen. I drove down there eight hours, bro. Drove eight hours. Double amputated, gang. Like, this how hungry I be for this type of shit. You know? I drove down that bitch.

Wrote the freestyle in the motherfuckin' car, bro. And freestyle that bitch, and put my soul in that bitch when I went on that motherfucker all the radar, bro. No cap. That bitch wasn't those shit that I had, like, already in the pot, cooked up. Like, bro,

I'm literally, nigga, driving down that much cooking up at the same time, bro. My mindset is just different, though. You know, like, my mindset is just different. Like, nigger went through some shit that just got me so hungry and not wanting to give up on what the I started before, you feel, me, anything else start. Before that, bro, like, I got to put my all in this because this really all I got. I got a lot of support, you know, like, they're going to be happiest to see me on this platform.

You know what I'm saying? No matter what I gain, my support. is gonna be happy as hell, and that's what I do it for the motherfuckers. That was, I stopped rapping for three years, bro. Getting myself together mentally, you feel, and I'll drop some music.

I'm still doing almost 100K views. No help. Nobody helping me. So it's like, bro, like, I got some shit. You feel what I'm saying? I just got to get the kinks and get this shit really figured out,

but I know I got some shit, gang. I know I do. You talked about your accident. What, you know what I'm saying? In some of the channel. other challenges you feel like you face like your day-to-day? Man, bro, bro. Right now I could feel my legs posting.

Right now I could feel my shit. You feel me? Because I got to walk on these bitches, bro. I got to be aggressive. I got to be like, okay, whatever I feel, I deal with that shit at the end of the night. It's like a recharge, you know? So, bro, all of this shit, it's a challenge in itself.

You know what I'm saying? It's a challenge putting my shoes on. It's a challenge walking. If my leg don't feel good, I cannot do nothing. If I don't feel like, you feel me, I ain't doing shit, bro. If I'm in public and my shit started hurting, I got to sit down somewhere. All that shit is a challenge. But none of that shit is stopping me, bro.

None of that shit is stopping me from getting on the plane. None of that shit stopping me from walking down this bitch and enjoying my life showing somebody they can do the same thing, bro. My mama don't even know I'm here, bro. My mama, bro, like real shit. What's up, ma'am? Bro, I'm so hungry, bro. I'm so hungry, bro.

Like, I'm so hungry, gang, like, for this shit, bro. Yeah. It got to happen, because I know I got it. You know what I'm saying? I just know I got it, bro. It's, like I say, I know this shit hard, but it's niggas, like I say, no offense to you, but just because you hear I can use you as an example,

you got your shit on every day. It's no problem for you to get up and get the fuck on and do what the fuck you do. It's niggas that probably ain't never even left. It's a nigga probably ain't never even been to California, bro.

My legs been here. So all you're going to talk about me? You know what I'm saying? My legs in Cali walking down rodeo, nigga, shopping, nigga, got rude socks on. Like, all that shit empower me as a person to be like,

all right, bro, pop your shit still. Pay the stack for these bitches, nigga. I don't even know how these bitches feel for real. Ain't that about a bitch. That amount of bitch You see, I don't even know That's not playing

You feel me For real Like bro Come on dog Like my nigga I can be wearing Some orthopedics in this bitch And be straight

You know Some white socks Some orthopedos In this bitch I'll be good I'm gonna pop my shit though Nigas

You feel me For the niggas That bro Like And it ain't even like No Try to make Niggas

Hate on me type shit You know bro Yeah Because anybody could do it bro, like, it's about me enjoying life.

It's about me being in this situation, bro, and still saying, I'm gonna get up and pop these bitches. I get up every day at 6 in the morning. I do not got a job, bro. That's discipline. That's mental shit. I really got on my mental shit, bro. I was sitting in my shower chair, bro.

I used to just watch regular YouTube videos when I first got into my car accident. I just get in the shower. I pop on the YouTube video. I'll just let that bitch play, bro. Nika, a motherfucker. Les Brown motivation video came on, bro. That shit changed my life, bro.

I've been listening to motivation videos every day and every night no matter what, bro. No matter what. Just because, like, what that shit did for me, I didn't even press on that shit or nothing. It just popped up, but when I heard it, it pierced. Like, it did something to me.

Yeah, it touched you. And I'm like, damn, like, what the fuck is this? I go back to my, watch videos. I throw that bitch. I didn't even know what it was doing to me, but I liked it. You know what I'm saying? And that's the shit that helped pull me out. My pops, he was another part, you feel me?

Like my dad, he was another, like, reason, like, bro, like, my nigga, you good. Like, nigga, you got money, you got, you feel me, nigga? So that was another nigga, because, like, I was- You could have been f***ed up and broke. Even though, and look, I'm thankful for that. I'm thankful to have, I'm gonna lie, bro, I'm thankful to have the shit that I got, bro. The motion that I got, I'm thankful for that, bro. You feel me?

I ain't nowhere near trying to even glorify. I'm thankful, nigga, to be able to be independent and take care of myself, bro. You know what I'm saying? By my music. I'm thankful for that. So at the end of the day, I don't never, you know, like, trip on none of the shit that I'm going through. Because it's just, like I said, bro, it's a whole different mindset. It's just a whole different mindset.

No, you do look like a nigga that or take one of the motherfuckers off and start wearing a nix out with that muff. You did a nigh a ass with my hands, then take my leg off and. beat his ass with that bitch too. I believe it, bro. I ain't even going to hold you, my nigga. I ain't gonna lie, dog, to watch you move through life like you do.

I hope people do take something from this because there's a lot of people out there that's complaining about little bullshit and here's one that can complain. And they sit in there with their shit on, bro. I got a, I got to feel this shit when I soon as I get up. And niggas complaining about getting their ass up

every day. Nigger, six in the morning, bro, that shit every day for me. If niggas follow me on Instagram, there see me post around that time every single day, bro. Every single day. Six in the morning. You what? Six in the morning, nigga. Put these bitches on.

I got a dog. Two that I got to take care of. I live by myself. I got a dog got to take care of, nigga, all type of shit. So I still got responsibilities, my nigga. I still got shit that I got to do. Ain't nobody going to show up and sit. Ain't nobody trying to come show up and see it.

six in the morning to take out your responsibility. I got to get up, nigga, I don't want my dog sitting in the house. Right. So I got to get up, take care of her, boo-woo-woo-woo, nigga, then get my day going. If I ain't, like, bro, all that shit, I got to plan the night before.

I got to wash my leg, shit, woo-book, nigger, shower, be refreshed the day before. Every single night, bro. It's a whole different mindset, bro, of how I do this shit. A whole different mindset, game. But I'm thankful, though, you know, and that's the purpose. You know, I set back, I ask God like, damn, like, so how I'm going to do this shit?

You know what I'm saying? And I swear, bro, it's, like, just do it, you know? I started wearing shorts, you feel me, like, it's me. I'm thinking this shit, you feel me, it beat us. We are all my fucking enemy. I be thinking the shit, like, I'm thinking like, damn, how motherfuck is going to treat me? How people go on? and when I start embracing it, people start embracing me.

So embrace your struggles, you know what I'm saying? Embrace what you're going through. He's saying pretty much, if you don't act like it's a problem, nobody else will around you either. If I'm acting like, oh, yeah, somebody help me. Right, right. I'm like, man, I don't buy help this motherfucker. Nigger, you probably got my fuckers like, oh, yeah, probably,

or what he went through. But, like, you sympathizing. Ain't nobody caring about that shit. I don't want no pity party though You know what I'm saying And nobody ain't about to be in this bitch Like hooray Hooray

He double-apputee Ain't about to be like that That was natural That was nasty He's there Nigger don't want that though A nigga won't like Bro look

You see what I'm going through And you see how I'm living I'm smiling my nigga I'm happy as hell Right now bro This shit is accepted You feel me This shit is accepted

with me. So it's like, okay, now let's get this shit to the world. Because there's so many people, they ain't got to be amputated. They could have went through the same shit mentally that I went through, not doing shit with their life, not going to, bro, when you see me, pop my shit, it should spark something in you to be like, I could do something. You're going to get a job. This head I got on back in motion, this is my brain and shit.

B I am. that's what that shit mean like you don't got to be doing what i'm doing you know what i'm saying you could be sitting in the crib broke and you finally got a job you back in motion if you had a job and lost it now you back in motion you had some shit that that was going wasn't really gone and there's now it's back going now you back in motion so that for me i stopped everything now i'm back in motion bro. I'm back in motion and this shit is not stopping. Like, I'm not stopping this shit.

Like, bro, I'm clear cut. My goals is here. It's like this same nigga, you feel me, but the mindset is different. I wouldn't be here with this mindset that I got right now. I don't believe it, bro. I don't think I, because I was really a selfish-ass nigger. You know, I was just getting my money. I wouldn't even really care.

You know what I'm saying? Yeah, remember I was like, yeah, I'd DM a nigga woo-woo. But I didn't give a f***ing for a nigga, you know? Like, opened that bitch and now. I was popping my shit every day. But now I got a second chance at life, bro. I cannot do this shit the same way. I did this shit.

I could have lost my life. I never would have met you, never would have met him. You feel me, never would have met her. You feel me, never would have met nobody. I would have been done, bro. You got to take advantage of that shit, bro. And niggas don't even, niggas ain't even got to go through what I went through

to start locking in on what the fuck they got to lock in on. I went through this traumatizing ass. shit and that's my job you feel me that's my anchor to be like bro, y'all don't even got to go through this, bro. You don't even got to go through this shit. You don't even got to go

through this shit. Just listen to me though. Look with me. Listen to my music. Follow my journey. You know what I'm saying? You ain't got to do what I'm doing but this me. You know, this me. Speaking of your journey, any regrets you have during your music journey like the three years that you took off? For example,

say you went rapping for about three years. I wish I was mentally stronger to take people on a journey with me. You know what I'm saying? To see how people embraced it. Because, like, I held it in for so long. Like, didn't nobody know. Bro, I was still shooting music videos. Pans on Woolboo-boo-boo.

I was shooting music videos before I actually came out and was like, I'm double-apputated. So the weight was still on my shoulders. I wish I would have took my ass on that journey. Like, bro, look what, you feel me? In the hospital soon. the shit happened, I wish I would have took them on that journey because they still with me. You know what I'm saying?

I went ghost. I lost so much. I lost so many followers, so much support. I'm still got to build all that shit back. And then still got to move strategic, still got to move different. So if it's any regret, it's that I wish I would have took all of my support, like everybody that was really locked in with me on that fucking journey with me when that shit happened. I wish I was strong enough to be like

I went through this just now you feel in me right my f*** ain't know what happened my fuck the dead jail you know what I'm saying because you just went off the you was off the radar yeah he was off the radar

yeah he was off that bitch like for real though like for real I was off that motherfucker I was off that motherfucker for real so it was just crazy as hell that bro it's all in your mind like it's all in your mind all in your mind, bro. You feel

me? You either got some heart and a good-ass mindset, bro. All that other shit ain't nothing. You having a cool following, especially you have an dope following before all this happened. I'm sure there was people throughout them three years. Just even DMing you like, dog.

Bro, I had this shit and watch that shit for three years straight. Yeah, where's it at? Why you ain't dropping no music? Even if you're getting one message a day, it don't matter. That one messenger hit to the masses for you. Like, damn, why ain't you? And I'm sitting here distraught. Like, bro, I was sit on the fucking video guy I played video game all day

because it put me in another world. You know what I'm saying? Then these niggas ain't know what the fuck I was going through. I'm sitting on that bitch legs dangling the whole day, nigga playing the game. Talking big shit. Popping shit to me. They all right. Get up going to beat your ass. You don't know what the fuck I do to your bitch's ass right now.

But bro, God is good though, man. God is great. Because you see me? I went through it, bro, and I was able to. to, you know, be, I'm able to embrace it. I'm able to talk about it. You know, I'm able to, you know, let other motherfuck know they could do their shit, bro. You know what I'm saying?

So that shit means so much more than me than anything, gang. That shit means, it's like, it ain't even, it's about my music, but it's about my purpose, too. Like, I'm here for me. I'm here for my brand. But it's also about who could this help, bro? You know what I'm saying? Who could watch this bitch over again? You feel?

And be like, I got some shit from that. that. Like, I fuck with his music, but you feel me, like, what he's speaking is up, some whole other shit, you know? And that's the goal with it, bro. Like, that's the goal. Like, I really want to help motherfuckers. It ain't just about me. I was selfish, too, because I was a follower. Like, everything about my life real. Like, niggas, so if I was following niggas, then I started having my motion, now I fucking everybody, especially how everybody did me.

Nigger, you feel me? So it was, it was everybody. You felt alone? For sure. Then I went through this, and it was like oh okay now that's the balance like all right you were selfish as because then i went through this i ain't have nobody bro you feel me when the little motherf you feel me like the people that i had wonder around my family so when a girl left now it's like nigger now you don't got nobody because you said everybody you don't even want nobody in your life because you feel me you you felt like ain't nobody helped you with shit you know no matter walk around this chip on your shoulder. That's how I was. Like, no matter how much money I had, it was for you. You know what I'm

saying? And now it's just like, bro, all right, it's the balance now. Like, all right, you need people. You need relationships. You're nowhere without the relationships, the people that you got. You know what I'm saying? Like, bro, I'm happy to have built this relationship with you. You know what I'm saying? To be able to come here and kick it with you, that's me like, all right, bro, let me take advantage of these relationships. You know what I'm saying? that I could build. You know, so I need these, I need this shit. We ain't, ain't nobody nowhere without the relationship.

You never know what somebody know who you can hit up and be like, hey, bro, who, woo, but if you don't got no relationship, Nick, you, you, you on that 1-800 number. You got called the main line like everybody else. So it's like you got relationships, you got resources. Some they get into you. Trying to figure some shit out. He don't even know English. She just learned the shit three years ago trying to tell you what the to do.

Man, come on. bro. You feel me about how some resources. Hey, over everything. And so that shit mean a lot,

bro. That shit mean a lot to me. You know, like that shit mean a lot. Having some, having some motherfhs that's going to be there,

you know, like by my side, that ain't got no ulterior motives, you know what I'm saying? Oh, that shit real, bro.

Building a team, you know. When did you start rapping? Yes. Bro, so I've been rapping for a good, I've been rapping for like a good seven years, you know?

So I started rapping. I was working at a plant, bro. I was working at a plant. I was driving a highlo in that bitch. A young nigga in that bitch driving a hilo. All the old bitches on me. But look, I got fire from that job, bro.

And I got fired from that job. I really went into my rapping shit. And I just really started rapping. You know, I was rapping a little bit when I was locked up because I was in juvenile. You know, like not even no tough shit, but I ain't even glorifying this shit. I had busted nigger when I was at high school and shit.

And then I had went to jail for that shit. You shot a nigga in high school. they sent you to juvenile and shit for like two years The nigga died He was just No he was He was f***

I saw the nigga in the ass He was running It wouldn't he See Yeah He was shit Like all My god

This shit You really fuck Bro Like I'm like All right You shot the nigga I'm like No I'm real though

Like Knicks running You can in court Nick I kept the G I play a guilty Like I play a

See one thing About me bro I sure I feel like I always Have some morality bro

Even as a young nigga bro You know what I'm I just always Just always kept The shit A buck

bro. You got me for what the fuck, you know, so boom. I took that shit to the chin, and I had got out. I was dropping a little bit in that bitch. You feel, me? That's what really sparked it, though. Then I got out with a little group and shit. You know, we started with each other.

Like, I wasn't really taking this series. That was just, like, what really started it. So you had got out of Juvie. Yeah. He was rapping a little bit in Juvie. Got out and started a little crew. I was doing a little group and shit. We was all f***ing each other.

And then, like, um, like, bro, was recording this shit one day. Like my weed came up missing And I'm like, yeah, I ain't f*** with these niggas. Who's the only motherfucking? Yeah, weed coming up missing can fuck up a lot of relationships. Bro, like, you know, a young nigga shit, I ain't really, I wasn't having no. Niggas wasn't having really no.

That weed was a thing. No, that's fucked up the birthday. I ain't have to say shit. It's only us here. This shit ain't, nigga. You feel me? Yeah. I ain't graduate high school.

This shit ain't our, uh, whatever it could be, nigga. But we here. How we go? Yeah. And I said something, I'm like, damn, what the weed at? Niggas, like, shit, bro, I don't even know. Cool. And then I became self-made cash, you know?

It was like, it was Floss Boy Cash, because that was the group. My little brother was in it, too. R.P. My little brother will. So what was the group that you say it was Floss Boy Cash? That was your original name. You used to go by, what was the group name? Floss Boys. Floss Boys.

Yeah. That's a real Detroit shit. My little brother and shit, my little brother was in the two. Like, it's so crazy. Like, these niggas, you feel me? mostly like was his niggas, you know what I'm saying? So it was like me, bro. It's that following shit.

You know what I'm saying? I get out these niggins younger than me. I just want to be in something. You know what I'm saying? You never know. We probably family me and you. You don't even know for real. I'm from the, bro.

My old family, my old black son from Detroit, bro. Big fan. No, for real, though, bro. You never know how that, man. It's family-orientated. But that shit was crazy, though. My nigga, like, bro, everything in my life, bro, I went through. That's why I could be so transparent.

and I could be honest about it because I ain't trying to fake shit if I went through it you feel me I went through that shit bro you know what I'm trying to hide this shit and make it look good for nobody you know because I'm about trying to help somebody change their life

bro a nigga probably hit me up and be like bro I watch your interview bro like that's the shit I live for like them messages where my fuck be like bro I get so many amputees be like bro I'm so like scared to like Like, you know what I'm saying?

Like, to be out there with my shit. That's crazy. Like, it's like you almost have to come out. No, for real. It's like coming out. Yeah. Like the way you explain it. You know what I'm gonna catch your ass too.

When you caught me earlier, though, you got to pause that. Come out. Yeah. Remember when you're gonna say, like, come out. It was just crazy how it all mesh together. I'm not a pause. I don't pause shit. I said, I swore to myself, I gave that shit up.

I feel like that's a young nigga sport for that one. You feel me? But when you just let it all flow together, it was just like. Come out. Yeah. Yeah, it was a lot. It was just a lot. And then being on knees, I'm like, whoa, bro.

I don't play that shit, no. Listen, real nigger shit, though. Listen, like, that's really what it is for amputees, though. You know, like, a lot of us, and I'm going to say, not even just them like us. Bro, that shit's scary. You know what I'm saying? Because you deal with the weight of other motherfuckers. Like, you know, what they're going through.

See, I ain't going to lie. See, me, I be in the hospital area. the, of the week or two, if my shit ain't feeling right. Like, somebody, bro, like, I'm, I got that straight up motion. You feel me? I'm straight up and down. Like, some of them, they just get that much and just be like, lean, you feel me, and then they lose confidence.

You know what I'm saying? See, I had to learn how to start advocating for myself, too, you know? Because I'm in the old by myself. I don't got nobody to be like, hey, you know, I ain't do something right. Deal with it. Somebody ain't do something right or I ain't do something right. We're about to figure this shit to fuck out. You feel me?

So they gave me bad legs. I ain't sitting in this bitch. You feel me with good prosthetics and ain't went through no bad situation, bro. They gave me bad legs. And I'm like, you know what? I went to another doctor, got another opinion. And you didn't mind, you don't mind paying for your shit.

You're like, give me the best. Bro, listen, this shit, bro. I want the new S5A's. Listen, my insurance. help me cover you feel me yeah but the deductible that i pay to muff and get my legs bro yeah i could uh bro i'm i'm damn there i'm damn there to six figures bro with me paying for my deductibles for my shit bro them bids just going for bro them bich is going on my mama bro them bitches going for probably a half a month ticket, bro.

For some legs. Bro, about $500,000, bro. I just got liners. I just picked up liners before I came here. The same day, before I hopped on the plane, I picked up liners, bro. I signed off on them bitches. I gave them $1,000.

My insurance paid $6,000, bro. For liners and little leg shit, bro. This shit ain't cheap. A nigga's just in my DM. Like, bro, I hope to one day to get a leg. like to get a prosthetic you know what I'm saying so it's a lot of shit that I had took for granted at first just because I went through the process of being able to get my shit and it wasn't crazy cash for real he's like that shit costs he's like just for some liners what's that like

the shit that goes on the inside it's this right here like my leg you man look so look let me tell you that's a pre-sticker fire too yeah that's a thing that's a preem sticker right here so look so Look, this me. This me, all in here, gang. Yeah. This me all in here. So I lost, you feel, me like, all that. All this shit and feet.

The Dior's cold, too. Oh, yeah, you know, I said, I ain't got no feet, but I still pay the stack. Can't even, can't even feel them. Bro, I can't even. Unless you touch them, my name. Look good. Look good to the above. And they don't really get dirty.

I could just, woo, woo, woo, woo, when I'm done. Your nigg's shit be scraping a lot. Woo, woo, woo, when I'm done. But yeah. But you walk pretty. straight, cash. You don't drag your feet. Like, you're not, it doesn't seem like,

I'm in physical therapy two times a week. It looks like you're on real legs when you're walking through you. Like, no problems. You're not sitting there like stilton. That's like you're walking on stilts. That's that Frankenstein walk that I was telling you about.

That's that, you feel me? And even niggas who ain't double-apputated, they could get that, you know, because they lose. You were talking about leaning on one side. Yeah, like, bro, I strife. Like, behind the cameras, like, when ain't nobody, when I ain't, bro, I'm working.

I just got it. I just did the studio on my crib. Now I'm really producing my own music and shit. Like I'm working behind the scenes. You know what I'm saying? I ain't just talking, bro. I ain't just in your motherfucking face right now. Just talking, bro.

When my opportunities come, I got to be ready. When you hit me up, you hit me up. You hit me up with a date, right? It was towards the end of the month. I say, what you got next month? Once we locked that in, I'm like, that's what it is. You figure everything else out after that, bro. You figure out how to,

You're going to get down there. You figure out how to, you're going to stay, eat. You figure all that shit out after you get there. But my goodness be so, I got to figure this shit out right now, everything. And guess what they do? Nothing. Because they be trying to figure out everything. And they're like, you know what?

I always been a firm believer in. And I've said it before. And I always say, you have to be willing to go places other people ain't willing to go. The only way you're going to get on, bro. These new things. Not everybody going to go. When they hear about, like, the hard stuff and, like, how hard it may be, guess what? When people start hearing that, guess what they start doing, building roadblocks and excuses.

And they say, you know what? They start to, yeah. They ask somebody like, shit, I'm going through all this shit. Was it shitty? Is it shitty? Don't go. They like, don't go. They like, is that shit even working?

And now you feel good about not doing it. Yeah. But mentally, you feel in your self up. You feel, me? You mentally fucking yourself up, bro. You know what? I had to prepare for this, bro. I had to prepare for this, bro.

myself mentally. You know what I'm saying? I have to prepare myself mentally. I ain't, you know, like, want to bring no bad energy, no bad vibes. Like, bro, that's shit real. You got to prepare yourself for this shit. You know, so it's like, bro, mucus came up in here with a mother fucking attitude. I'd be like, man, sit down and rest the motherfuck for a second. You need her to rub on the mud. You want to get you right.

You want to know it so crazy, bro. I'm getting a good interview. You getting a good interview for me, but I feel like I'm getting a good you, bro. Yeah. Because when I watch, like, I watch your shit, my nigga, like, I'm a student of the game, you know? Yeah. I ain't about to just pull up on nobody with no rapport.

You controversial. You, you, you feel me? You, feel in me? Like, so for me to have you in this. You're a yelling at a minute. I mean, shit, I don't go. If you yelling at a motherfuck, you're both on the mic, that's damn there yelling at my face because you damn there.

We know how to, once you start yelling at a motherfacet of your face, something going to happen. In a sense. of like just how aggressive you get. You know what I'm saying? You think I get aggressive? I mean, that's you. What if it's just my voice that sounds aggressive?

No, listen, listen. My shit get like that. I don't get offended with that because my shit get like that. Right, right. Like my tone now, my shit get like that. Like, nigga, God puts some bass in your shit. Nigg he put some tremble in your shit. I ain't going to get offended by that.

A lot of people do. They hear the voice and never the message. And see, but look, bro, I saw her, I learned this, I learned this analogy. Would you rather eat a steak on a white plate or a garbage lid? It's still like that steak, it's the same steak you would eat, right? But how you serving your message, though? When you serve it, when you serve a steak or whatever,

they're going to serve that bitch to you on a white porcelain plate, juices under that bitch. You're like, for sure, I want this. Steak can still be bullshit, though. But I guess it's how you played it. But that same steak, we're saying it's a good steak. but you put that good steak on a garbage lid and you try to serve that bitch.

Don't nobody want that, you know, even if you got a good message, but the way you serve it, you know what I'm saying? That could also be what a motherfucker don't like. And so with me understanding that and knowing how I am as a person, like I could get aggressive,

I got that type of time. You said you wouldn't mind coming and trying to steak if I had it on the garbage league because you say the mrs. You know what I'm saying? At the end of the day, I understand that. You know what I'm saying? I understand that sometimes.

I understand what you're saying. Mugger. I don't serve this shit different to me, but it's still a good message, bro. Yeah. Don't miss the message. Don't miss the message. Just because you don't like the messenger.

Nick could be yelling. You feel me? I listen to motivation speakers that be yelling. I listen to niggas that be calm. Like, I don't got nobody that's pushing me every day. Sometimes I need to listen to a motivational speaker that's a nigga like, hey, get the fuck on your shit.

I ain't always jolly and happy, like, how to f*** them right now. I be feeling that shit, too. And I got to be like, all right, bro, you got to get the fuck up. Like, let's go. What made you happy today? Getting up today. Bro, just, really, bro, just, I feel like all this shit is what I'd be preparing for.

You know what I'm saying? All this shit is what I'd be preparing for. Because it seems like there's something that you look forward to make you do. I'm missing my flight right now. They're probably boring. 145 was my flight. I'm missing that bitch right now. It was 134.

I'm missing that bitch right now, bro. Well, you're going to switch it up, right? I'm going to figure that shit out. You know what I'm going? I got a couple hundred with you helping switch it up. I got you back. I don't need that, damn. I got you.

Man, I don't need that, game. You ain't about to do that. Do what? You ain't about to do that. I'm good. Look, we good, though. The whole purpose is, though, gang. I just got love for my real ones.

You did what I'm saying? And that's what it's about. Like, like you said, all you got to do is just get there. You see, all everything else to figure itself out. Bro, listen, bro. You get what I'm saying? I got faith. Yeah.

Faith without our work is dead. I'm not helping you, nigger. I'm helping the situation. No, but look, though. I'm just helping this situation. Let me tell you what they're going to do, though. Let me tell you what they're going to do. Save it.

They're going to get me on the mother-flight. I'm going to get to the airport after this dog-ass interview. Yeah. And I'm going to get home. I got to be a dog interview, bro. This bitch was fire. Oh, that's how you say fire. Yeah, yeah.

When I say dog-ass, that's what. It was just like, that's the dog-ass interview. That's Detroit term. You know, you, you know, you. Yeah. You feel me? You know, I'm just like, the way you look to me, I'm like, I ain't heard nobody coming here and kicking.

Like, like, yeah, after this dog-ass interview, I'm like, oh, all right. Why you got, why I got to be? No, this bitch was fire, bro. Like, I really, like I said, like, I feel like, um, I say, bro, I watch your shit. So it's like, I feel like I got you in the, in a, in a nice element, bro, where even your viewers would be like, you know, shark was chill as hell, bro. You know what I'm saying? Like, you know, and that shit, what's up, bro?

Like, that shit was up, bro. You know, you said you hit me up. What was the last year? I got the DM. Hold on. Nah, nigger. Because you did. I got the DM, hold on.

He ain't hit me up, bro. Watch this. This shit be facts, bro, because I be so hungry. I'm still hungry, nah. I'm starving. I just ate some food. But what I want out of life, bro, I'm starving. Like, people don't understand that, bro.

Like, people don't understand that, bro. He's starving, I just ate some food. Look, look, Sean, look. Look, look, I did you December 19th at 1145 a. I said we got to lock in and get an interview. When you just hit me up? June 11th. I mean, I didn't see it.

Look, but look, look, when, look. All right, so I saw you on the, I saw you on the radar shit. Right. And I'm like, this nigga going crazy. So when I went to my DM, you right, all right, you got me. So look, though. I stand to be corrected. And my shit like that, look, let me show you my shit.

Let me show, look, like, not even no bullshit, bro. That's crazy. It already hit me up. Look, let me show you my shit. Later. Bro, look, this nigga, I don't be looking at my shit, though. Yeah. When you see that nigga, bro, tell that nigga, bro.

Adam looks at a lot of shit. Look at my shit with Adam, bro. Keep going up, though, before you, you feel me? You were shitting with them. Damn. No, that's real motion. And we still, you feel me? Like, nigga, interview me, I pull up.

You just said you'd give me a couple hundred and shit. Yeah. Boy, where's my cut? Because I told you, I'm good. Like, you feel me? We're good. No, this seemed like it's all you. That's all me.

That's all you. That's all you. That's all you. That's all you. That don't even. Downy range. Oh, you said Adam just look. Look at how I'm hitting Adam up.

See, I'm going to talk about the money. You hit him up. You seen the stack. I'll be hitting that nigga up, dog. But he never said anything. But I'm cool with that. You know why? Because, no, look, let me tell y'all niggas, bro.

You know why I'm cool with that? Because this is what I want. You know what I'm saying? It could be with Adam, Eve. You feel me? Like, but at the end of the day, my nigga, I'm thankful. This thing is a nut, bro. I'm thankful, bro, for the opportunity.

You know what I'm saying? I'm thankful that, nigga, you popped in on my shit and we built the report that we built. You know what I'm saying? Bro, I'm thankful for that shit. Like, this opportunity, I do not take it for granted. It wouldn't hit the same if I would have just been like, if I ought to saw the DM.

Like, the only reason I saw the DM is because I saw you with the tags on the on the radar shit. The shit went viral. Shit went crazy. I'm like, damn, who is this nigga? Like, this thing is really talking that scam shit. Like, but the way you are. Your-to- You-

The way he was articulating yourself was cold. So, I was like, let me go click this nigga name. We find out who he is. You had already sent me that message. That's that cadence, bro. I can't wait to the world, you know, like, and you help that, you know what I'm saying? You help and spark this shit, bro. When the world here, like, all right, this is a, you know, type of person that he is,

and they listen to my music and how I put this shit together. You know what I'm saying? They understand that I'm different, you know? No, you're really nasty with it. You're nasty work with it. I ain't even going to lie. Like, listen, some of the people that I like to listen to, they can never call them garbage.

I mean, they cannot call you garbage at all, my nigga. Like, he, bullshit. Like, nobody helped me right. Nobody say, hey, put this bar in there. Everything in me, bro, ever since I've been doing my shit. And now I could do that shit in the crib. Like, now I'm really, like, in there cooking it up. You feel me?

Like, all the, like, so, like, bro, I don't take it for granted, though. You should stay an extra day. What's the motion? We got some shit to do. What's the motion? Got a, got an MMA fight to host tomorrow. You should come with me. Man, that shit is a good, though.

You say you be having motion, come on, nigga. You got all of stacks and all that shit, boy, you can stay in extra day. That should be dope, bro. Come rock with your nigga, man. That should be dope, bro. Even if you, hey, even if you're not coming lie right now and say you are. Look, I have to see what the motion is, though. I have to see what the motion is, though.

I'm telling you the motion. I ain't on cap, bro. I just told you the motion. I got to see, I got to see, though, for real. You don't fuck with me for real. No, I do. The sharp technique.

No, look, though. I got a lot of shit, though. No, I fuck with you, though. Look, I got a lot of shit, though. My nigga, like, bro, this shit, man, I got a lot of shit, bro. Like, I got a lot of shit, gang. Like, real shit, though. Like, if it wasn't just, if it wasn't just for me, you know what I'm saying?

Like, bro, it would be a whole different, you know? Like, but I move a certain way. I do shit a certain way, you know? when I first, when I had my legs where everything was like impulsive. Just do it. Like, nigga, I was in my school smoking and they was about to come take me to drop.

I know I'm fin to drop. So it's like, but now everything got to be, like I'm going through some shit that got to be a little bit, you know, like just a little bit calculated, you know? And so I- You say always the day before. So you calculated the day before?

Not even that. It's just the moves that I got playing the head. You know what I'm saying? It's chess. You know what I'm saying? That's how I... I don't even play chess to win. You know what I'm saying?

You play chess for the battle, you know? Like, you play chess to be who you is. A lot of niggas be thinking they're winning in chess as you winning in life. You can beat me in chess. Because you're making them same kind of chess decisions and moves in life. Everybody screams chess. Chess, players. Yeah, but like...

Chess pieces. I'm going to say this to you, Church. A lot of these niggas don't even... even know how to play Connect 4, let alone play chess. Okay. Stop, throw it in there for you. Take that home with you. All right?

Before niggas get to scream and talking about playing check's chess, right? Check, they connect for a record. Make sure they can play that first? Make sure they can play that first. Then we could talk about playing bigger games and playing a major league. You got to fuck with me, though, though. For real, though. I'm trying to, nigga, you're trying to go out back on the plane.

Look. You're trying to go play them people at the desk. here in about two hours. I ain't even about to play him. I'm about to tell him what's been to happen. I'm about to tell him. I'm about to tell him what's been to happen. I'm about telling what's going on.

I'm about telling him where I need to be and how this shit need to be, bro. I'm just... I used to be motherfucking, bro. I used to be like... Whatever you all going to do, do. You know what I'm saying? Yeah.

Like, no. Like, bro, I used to... Like, niggia, if you told me on the 19th and I had everything, have been like, fuck it. That's how I used to be. Like, I'm just not about to go. And I went through shit even here.

Like, I went through shit here. Like, while I'm here, bro, I went through shit that could have been life changing for me, bro. And I still got to be, that's why I say, I got to be prepared. What was somebody trying to get out with you? No, no, no, no, no. Not no shit. You let me know. Not no shit that I got to handle here is shit that's even outside of you.

You feel, me, like, where shit be? LA is a rough place. Bro, I had a, bro, I know how to move down this bitch. I've been down in a bit plenty of time, so I know how to move. You feel me? I know how to move. One thing I know how to do, I know how to move. But if I'm here and something happened in a place that I'm not at, but it affects my whole livelihood, then that's a problem.

If I can't control that, that's a problem. I can't do nothing about that. But I'm here. And I still was like, I'm a do what the fuck I got to do here. I'm gonna stand on that shit here You feel me and I'm gonna figure everything else out after that bro A couple more questions for you before we get about here Because I definitely want to get these on the airwave

You're an independent artist I heard you speak on that earlier You know what I'm saying Are you looking for more exposure which I know that you are But are you looking for more exposure in the ways of trying to get signed Or are you just trying to keep it solo dolo? No no no because like I said I said. I said I was selfish. You know, like I felt like I ain't need nobody. Like now I understand that,

okay, I don't just need people around me that just want to, hey, bro, Lolligag and you feel me. Well, that's more life experience. Feel my ego. I don't really care about that. I can feel my own ego. I need the people that's going to accentuate me and get me to the places in the rooms and the positions that I need to be in that I know I have the potential to be in. You know what I'm saying? That I can't just be in by myself. You got a hell of charisma, bro. Like, like you got it. I know I do. But look, I got that. But like, if I don't get into these rooms,

if people don't see that, they don't, you know what I'm saying? So it's like, I need their relationships. I need them people that to believe in me, like I believe in me, to go in there to the motherfuckers. Like, hey, just let me show you him. And that's all you got to do. And I'm going to do the work.

Ain't nobody, you feel me, coach me for this. Get me in the room and watch me do what the fuck I know how to do. So are you willing to get signed? I'm willing to put myself in the position, bro, that's going to help my career, that's going to help me build my name. Necessarily being signed is cool. I like how you separate them

because a lot of people be like, yeah. I mean, necessarily being signed, like I'm working, bro. I'm doing everything myself anyways. You know, so I'm not saying, what is, how is y'all going to help me get my message here? You feel me? Like, because I know that, you know?

Like, I know what I am. So if you believe in what I'm telling you or who I am, then watch what the fuck I could do. But you got to believe that. You ain't nobody not about to paint me to be something. Bro, I wear my home and my sleeve. You can see my pain on me. You know what I'm saying?

I'm double amputated. You can't try to paint me to be something else. I know who I am and what I am. You know what I'm saying? So when somebody believe in that. You didn't ask them for all the money. You didn't ask them to make you a little taller. Like, give me a few more inches.

Listen, let me tell you. Right? Bro, I tried that shit. I tried that shit. We can hear you. Look, I tried that shit, bro. It don't feel right. You know, like it feels.

Oh, you tried it already? You think I did? Nick? You think I'm going to be six feet out of this? He said, I was going to be bigger. Nidgin' me six feet up this bitch. But it just don't feel right now. It feels like stilts.

You know, why I'm able to be so comfortable on my shit, bro, is because I know that feeling that I yearn for that I wanted to be like as natural as possible. You know, you try to aim out of that. then that's where that's where that walk came from. I tried that shit, though. You think I didn't try that shit? Bro, you think I didn't try that shit, though? I would have.

I ain't a lot. I've been down there the same height. You feel me? I'm like, bro, put me up. Like, dude, he like, you should? I'm like, yeah. Bro, that nigga put me up that bitch. I felt high as hell, but that wasn't a walk that I could have, you feel

me? Like, no. You can adapt to? No, like, how the niggas be walking on stilts for real? Like, that's how that shit probably would have, I would have been walking like that. You wouldn't have been bending. no knee like you are because you be moving through this like bend knee like I could I could I don't run but I could just for my purpose just to feel like okay my mental empowerment that I could

you know get that little you feel me it feel good to me I could do that you know what I'm saying I could get that little woo woo-woo-whoop in but like yeah though like hell yeah I tried that shit for sure what's next for godie because I see that's what you be also going by like that same like Like, bro, like, it's building the team. You know what I'm saying? It's building that team, bro. Like how we was just talking about. I like that question when you asked about that.

And, like, that's really the focus. You know, getting them people around me, bro, that's willing to help me, you know, become better. And once I get that, you know, like, then I know, bro. I could take this shit over. I could take it over, bro. I know I can. You know what I'm saying?

And it ain't just even about me. I know it's the message that I got, you know? I know that my music is raw. It's, bro. You know, like, Tupac, one of my favorite artists. That's like my dog. Like, that's, you feel, me? If a muff, like, look, you think about me with swipe music.

And, like, I could kick it to you, bro. Like, I could wear my heart on my sleeve. You feel me? I'm 28. I could wear my heart on my sleeve, right? Yeah, yeah. And Tupap, nigger, raw shit, talk his shit, pop his shit. You know what I'm saying?

And guess what else? when he sat down and talked you knew that that nigga knew something though you know what I'm saying like you was like all right let me listen to this nigga but nigga it was stug life nigga on the mic you know what I'm saying so it's like you gotta know how to separate

the two with me and be like yeah what do you do with swipe music but this man knows something you know what I'm saying like that's me you know what I'm saying like what I went through bro I got indicted for this shit you know what I'm saying I went through the motions of that

hell yeah I'm gonna express what I you feel me feel you know on this hell yeah bro because that's where it's coming from I probably don't how you in the club you feel me shaking your ass but I know that if I could get these mox around me to help me get this type of message out bro it'll help more motherfuckers you know what I'm saying

because they could they could be able to just distinguish the two and be like yeah his music fire as hell and he got a dog-ass message as well you know what I'm saying so that's the goal you know that's what I'm working on That's the shit that, you know, I'm building for myself mentally, you know, on the shit that I work on, you know, like off camera, just mentally feeding myself on my seed and the shit that I want. So all that shit coexists with itself, bro. Like, I wouldn't be right here with this knowledge and, you know, being able to articulate myself like this.

If I'm just sitting back, you feel, me, wanting to be that same nigger and I'm double amputated and I ain't learning nothing mentally. Like, I understand it's my mindset, you know, like, it's, it's, it's. having some heart and just having a dog-ass mindset to where, you know, you could be fearless, but, you know, you understand how to move and, you know, like shit. Like I say, bro, like, got to have some faith. You ever saw that nigga again, the one that you shot him, shot him in the ass? I seen that nigga at court, bro. I seen that nigga at court.

He came to court, bro. Look, the nigga came to court, bro. I ain't even think the dude's going to come to court, bro. I got out of here, bro. Look, look, no, look. Let me tell you this story real fast, bro. This is me being a young, naive-ass nigger, dog. I'm about to be brief with this story.

It's going to be brief real quick. I went to court that day, right? I had a little two-five, nigga. You feel me? Two-five. I bought that bitch. I went up to my school. That dude's five, boy.

Yeah, that bitch is pretty as fuck, too. I went up to my school, bro. You feel me? I go in that bitch. The motherfucker can't sound a criminal name. I don't even worry about that shit. Look, I went up to my school. I made that bitch chill and vibe.

this shit nigga I come out we start shooting dice niggas these niggas take all my money bro shooting dice I get mad as fucking I know I got this this dude's nigga fire though

so now I'm like I'm on some stick up shit and I ain't even never like stuck no nigga up or nothing bro but just to see how I nigga reacted to when I did I'm like oh okay bet

and then I did one nigga then I did this other nigga bro. You feel me? Pause, because my motherfucker would probably be weird. After that, though, look, after that, this nigga came back up there with his brother, bro. So it was like an hour had passed,

school about to get out. So you got them for all the money. Yeah, yeah, I took a little, nigga, you know. And my dog, I had told my nigga, you feel me? Like, told my nigga what happened. And I see the nigga

coming across the street, bro, with his brother. coming from back up to the school. You feel in me? Niggas is coming towards me, bro. I ain't never did. I ain't, you feel, me? You feel, me?

I don't know. Oh, this nigga coming towards me, bro. And now, I pulled a little woo-woo-out, and niggas, like, everybody around me just talking shit. I'm like, this the nigga, bro. Everybody talking shit, everybody's just in my ear, bo-bo-bo-bo. And then once I up my shit, this nigga see it, he started running. Now, I don't even know why I just started shooting, bro.

I just started shooting, bro. and hit the nigga in the ass, dog. Then I ran, left the school, nigga, and I went back up there. Attention seeking ass nigga, dog. So you... I went back up to the school. Shot the nigga and then went right back up to the school.

Ran, then went back up there. Everybody like, oh, yo, yo, yo, yo. Everybody was like, go, nigga, go. Bro, I leave that bitch, nigga, and then I'd go on the room. Police was at my mama house and everything. I didn't even go home. Nika, 15 years old.

But when I got caught for that shit, end up pleading guilty and shit, you know, that was that, and I'm like, that shit out there is it? Man, I look at it like this, man. You definitely have been through the turmoil, homie, and I feel like... Bro, the world deserves to hear this.

You know what I'm saying? God ain't put me through this to survive it, to curate me to be like sit in the crib, bro, and die with this, shit. Right. I got to put this shit to the world. You know what I'm saying? I have to. It's imperative. You know what I'm saying? That I give myself to the world as I am, bro.

Real nigger shit, man. No, I think you're on your way. Has there anybody that you've been able to work with in the D, any other artists? Like, any other collabs? Man, they need to pick you up immediately, nigga. I don't know what's going on. No, but it's coming though, bro. Watch. You're right, because yo, you know what you're. You know what you. did do, you fucked up and you took that break. Not even that break. Like I said, when I started getting money, bro, like I started getting money and it was really like,

I don't think, listen, when I say follower, bro, how big that was for me, my plans was not what the fuck I wanted them to be, bro. It would be wake up, whatever much got going on. All right, boom, that's what it is. What time y'all be there? My life was based off that. So when I was able to finally, like, be on my own

and think for my own, I wanted to start developing that. But I develop self-endish selfishness too because I'm like, everybody, if you don't want to fuck with me, you. Because I got money. You know what I'm saying? Nigger, whatever you think, nigga, I got money, nigga. And I got more paid than you.

You know what I'm saying? Let's go. Nigger. Like, I was arrogant this. Errigan is, bro. Erigant. And I feel like it's more confidence. You know, it's more confidence now.

Like, all right, I know who I am. I know what I got. I know what I could do. And it's like, you ain't even got to be like that, you know? Like, I could read my DMs. I could be genuine to the motherfuck with me. I feel like that's why I got a solid following too. Because my f***s hit me up or whatever, bro.

I'm, you know, I'm one of them of them. I'm like, what's up? Like, I'm trying to tell them my f***s something to keep going. You know, I ain't one of them niggas that's like, a nigger tell me something. Like, bro, I'm feeling, all right, bro, what's up, bro? This is what you need to do. Like, I'm one of them. So when I could be that, out in the world,

daily putting my message out, bro. I don't even know how many motherfuckers I'm helping, but it's going to be so many motherfuckers in the crowd. It got to hit somebody. Like with this platform, bro. This shit got a hit, you feel me? Because I know, bro, it's touching on so many bases. It's of, you feel me, what a nigga is.

And I know it's displaying who I am, bro. Well, Cash, I appreciate you for coming and bringing it to me, you know, and bringing it to the platform. And I appreciate you bringing the real store. And I feel like, man, it ain't over. I can't wait to sit down with you in the future, man. No, for sure. Where you been from this?

Because we're going to remember this one. We're going to talk about this shit. This is going to be one of them ones. And I hope, you know, in the future. Bro, they say, your greatest memories is born from great opportunities, bro. Yeah. There's some shit that a nigger never, you feel me? This shit I never take for granted.

You know, I don't give a fuck. How much money I got. You know what I'm saying? I know the places that I want to be in, you know, to get me to the places that I want to. to be to be this shit, you know. So I don't take this shit for granted, you know? I'm going, like I said, bro, I said it to myself, bro.

I'm about to come in and I'm about to go crazy on this interview because I already know who I am, you know, and this shit going to hit so many motherfuckers, bro, on so many aspects, you know, for real, bro, real shit. It's up, man, Cash. Appreciate you, man. I appreciate you for coming through, coming and fucking with me, sitting down and bringing something real, man. You know, we need to hear this, man. Hopefully, I can catch up with you in the future and we can see what the fuck you got going on.

Man, we know the motion because you know what it's always back in motion. Hey, the Sharp Tank, no jumper. Sharpest, coolest podcast in the world. Hey, Donnie, another triple double, baby. Shoot us out the motherfuck in the gym.