No Jumper - Sharp Confronts Blueface Barbie About Her Filthy Past, N Word Usage & More

Episode Date: December 16, 2022

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Starting point is 00:00:00 Another Sharp Tank special. The Sharp Tank. No jumper. Sharpest, coolest podcast in the world. And today we got my co-host. Well, I'm going to be honest, man. I'm going to just let her go ahead and, you know, just put her big girl panties on today and host today, man.
Starting point is 00:00:24 She's the host of the Sharp Tank. Man, we got Gina views in the building today, and we have the lovely blue face Barbie. Oh, I got you. Thank you. Thank you for coming. Miss, I don't get my money off the ground. I get it off the dressing.
Starting point is 00:00:41 Period. I'm trying to get this contract money now. Period. What's that been like for you? It's been a breath of fresh air. I've been in the game for a minute. And, you know, I respect the game. And I'm just trying to do bigger things for myself, for my children, and, you know, get corporate.
Starting point is 00:00:56 How many kids you go? I have three. Three. Okay. I have three kids. What you got, boys, girls? Two girls, one boy. Oh.
Starting point is 00:01:03 10, six, and seven. Oh, yeah. Yeah, so they're a little bit, yeah. But I do it for my kids. I do it for my kids. I love my kids to death. And my daughter's getting older. So I'm like, it's time to get this corporate money, you know, use this platform I have and
Starting point is 00:01:16 build myself up. What corporate is it for your new TV show? My new TV show, prior TV shows that I've done, you know, I'm just really trying to get out the game. I'll never disrespect where I came from. You know, the game got me to where I'm at. It got me respected. It got me.
Starting point is 00:01:30 noticed and you know now I'm just trying to do other things with that platform that I got well let's talk about that let's go to the beginning let's go did you get in the game wow okay I was going to ask that but there you go there we go that's what I was looking for all right so um I started out like working at a strip club when I was 16 years old they knew I was underage they didn't give a fuck what was it said in Kentucky I'm from Louisville Kentucky yeah from the South shout out to 502 you know we got a lot of stars from Louisville ESTG. The list goes on and on. But yeah, it started out with the strip club, and then I had a baby when I was in high school,
Starting point is 00:02:09 and me and my baby daddy always did all types of freak shit. And we was actually having a threesome, right? And we moved the threesome from the hotel room to the hallway. We fucking in the hallway. So a pimp walked by, and he come back later and knock on the door. He's like, man, that bitch you got right there. Like, that's a million-dollar bitch. Like, you know, told my baby daddy that.
Starting point is 00:02:28 And my baby daddy's like, no. My bitch not doing none of that, but I'm curious. In my head, I like, I like money. Like, what is he talking about? So we ended up giving him and his bitch a ride to an out call. And that's when it kind of started. And he was just telling me, like, you know, you can make so much money. I'm 17 at the time.
Starting point is 00:02:46 Like, don't know nothing about the game. He's like, you know, you can make so much money, da-da-da-da. But at the same time, I'm with my baby daddy, and he's not with none of that. So I just started lying to my baby dad. I'm like, I'm going to the nail salon. I'll go to Walgreens, buy some press on nails, act like I'm at the salon, all day. I'm like, yeah, I was at the salon all day. But it started out with, you know, that guy that I met in the hallway and it was like backpage days. And he kind of just, you know,
Starting point is 00:03:09 taught me, taught me enough to make some money. And from there, you know, my game just got better and better and better. Who taught you, or what did the dude that came in? The little bit of game, you know, the beginning, but the real game came later. But that was the introduction. Would you call, was he your turnout folks? No, no, not at all. I was just giving him like a little hundred here, a little 200 here. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, it was just a little, little bit of here and there, but I didn't get turned out until later. How long before your baby daddy found out? I don't really know.
Starting point is 00:03:42 It was some months down the line because he would start to go on my person and be like, how you get this money? Because, you know, I'm in high school. He's like, what the fuck, how you got a thousand dollars? Like, where did this come from? So, you know, it came out eventually and I just started doing my thing. At this point, who's caring for your kids? It was just one at the time. It was my one.
Starting point is 00:04:00 I had my senior year of high school, my mother. My mother, yeah. So me and my mom. Me and my mom. She's real supportive. Was she supportive in what you did? I mean, she know what you did, right? My mom was an escort, and she kind of is the one who told me, like, you need to go to the bunny ranch.
Starting point is 00:04:16 You need to take it elsewhere. Like, you're doing this little shit. Like, you could be doing up here. So. Sent your ass to parole. Yeah, my mom, my mom supported me. She definitely did, and she knew what I was doing, but she wanted me to do it on a bigger scale. than what I was doing at the time.
Starting point is 00:04:32 Prior to you being, you dancing and your mom telling you what she think you should do and you guys meeting this man in the hallway, what did you want to grow up to me? That's a good question. I really wanted to work with, like, teen girls. I actually graduated with a criminal justice degree. Congratulations. And I wanted to work with, like, teen girls because I came up in foster care, and I felt like it was always, like, these square-ass ladies telling me how to live my life
Starting point is 00:04:59 and how I need to be. And I'm like, bitch, you've never been through what I've been through. Like, you can't tell me how to live my life and how to get my money and you've never been in my shoes. So I really wanted to work with teen girls and tell them like, hey, you know, like, this is the route you should go or let me help you because I feel like they would listen to me because I'm somebody who's been in those shoes. Were you still in the game while you were doing this?
Starting point is 00:05:20 Yeah, I was. Going to college, going to college by day, doing the other shit at night. How did that work out for you? How was it juggling that? it was hard, you know, having my daughter being 17, 18 years old, but, you know, I've always been a hustler, so I always wanted more. Even if I wasn't the game, I wanted more game. If I was doing this, I wanted better. So I always just wanted a better life because I went through a lot as a teenager. And I was like, you know what, I don't want my daughter to ever have to go through
Starting point is 00:05:48 what I went through. So if it meant selling pussy, selling plasma, selling hair, I don't care what it was. I was willing to do what it takes to make sure my daughter had a better life. And then when did you get on TV? Okay, so I started my first TV show with Jocelyn about two years ago. I did Jocelyn Cabaret season two, Atlanta, and then I just did my own show. Barbie wants both with Now That's TV. Shout out to Now That's TV. Stay tuned. Show dropping real soon. Yeah, I was all down the app looking for the episodes. I'm like, where to show? It's coming. We just wrapped filming like mid-October, so it hasn't came out yet. But I did a poly love show.
Starting point is 00:06:25 It was guys and girls looking for the perfect poly relationship. How was that? It was a roller coaster ride. I have one of my cast members here at Toxic. Shout out to Toxic in the building. Hey, Toxic. Yeah, Toxic got her name for a reason. She real, real, real toxic.
Starting point is 00:06:40 Is this who you picked? You got to stay tuned. Oh. We can't give all the tea. But, you know, it was a roller coaster ride, you know, and it taught me a lot about myself, you know, that maybe I need to work on some things about myself and maybe I might not be ready for love.
Starting point is 00:06:57 So, yeah, it taught me a lot, but I love my whole cast. Like, they all fuck with me, and it was an experience. I love it. Shout out to now that's TV. Do you think being in the game is a big factor of why you don't want love
Starting point is 00:07:13 and you don't, like, you know, just looking for that square's love. And you know, just coming home to your man, or he comes home to you, you cook a meal for him, he gets in the shower, comes, he lays down with you y'all watch a movie, y'all fall asleep, you get up, you do the same thing all over again the next day. Do you feel like that was something you weren't ready for?
Starting point is 00:07:32 I mean, I'm ready for it because even in the game, when I've had like real folks, like I still had that, you know, we're cooking, we're cleaning, we're laying up. You know, I still had that. Of course. So it wasn't necessarily about that, but I think that maybe like I'm damaged from a lot of the things that trauma and like game things and everything, then maybe I'm not really quite ready to be in like a relationship outside of the game. And then another problem that I have is because I'm in the game, a lot of people that aren't in the game don't respect that. You know, they don't understand that I have to go get my money or whatever.
Starting point is 00:08:06 So I've talked about that before. You know, a chick wants a relationship, you know, because I think any woman is a woman. And this is decent to prove to you, Gina, like, you know, her being a lady of the night. night or doing something to that sense. She still wants to feel some type of love. She wants to feel that warmth, that shelter from a man.
Starting point is 00:08:26 Of course. But when you try to do it with, and I'm not even knocking squares, man, ain't nothing but love to them or square men. Nothing but love to them, man. Like, hey, man, use the man's man. It's all good. But I know the average square strongest man's mind cannot take or endure, you know,
Starting point is 00:08:44 him coming home. And, you know, he wants to lay down, but you're just getting up and getting ready to put yourself together and get ready to get out that do step. Right. You know, and if he does, how long does that actually last? Right. Exactly.
Starting point is 00:08:58 You know? And that's been hard. But it is what it is. Yeah. You feel like you found troubles in paradise because of that, you know, being a woman that's still in the game but still trying to search for some love. Exactly.
Starting point is 00:09:14 But also, not love from the game, but you get what I'm saying. Like that stuck to you. You. But even with like guys that I've dealt with in the game, like real folks, real, real pimping, real holl. And, like, I feel like that so many people talk down on pimps that, like, love their holes. And I feel like that's totally normal. I feel like you're supposed to be square for the person that's getting down for you every night or taking chances for you every single night.
Starting point is 00:09:37 So I feel like a lot of people don't understand that part of the game when a, when a pimp really loves his hoe too. It's okay. Listen, it's okay to love. And I get that part. I get that aspect. I understand that. I get where you're going with that. But then I start to look at it like that shit turns toxic if you really look at it
Starting point is 00:09:56 because now all the goals and the agendas that we once set forth are now starting to be muddy down and get watered down by your emotions. Now all that shit goes out the window. We're not even remembering while we even got together. Right. And you know, I just think that's very, I just think that fucks things up a little bit, right? You get where I'm going with that. But it's just so hard because females,
Starting point is 00:10:18 choose with their emotions. So at the end of the day, if a female isn't feeling you in love with you, you're not going to get that 100% from her. So it's all about how the guy handles it and puts those emotions and check and say, hey, you know what, I know you're in love with me, and I might love you too, but we're focused on this goal right here. And when we exit the game or our goal plan, that's when we can focus on this, that and that. Ain't no settling ties to a woman's emotions.
Starting point is 00:10:44 Once y'all start feeling, there's things that you may say to me, right? Let's just say for instance, you may tell me that you will never call the police on me, right? Just use that for, like, I'd never call the police on you. You could have seen another bitch call the police on me and be like, man, I'd never do that shit to you. That's a faggot-ass bitch. And then four years down the line have your reasons of feeling like you want to call the police. Yeah, I've seen it all before. You know what I'm saying?
Starting point is 00:11:06 I've seen it all. Emotions grow. That's all I'm saying. The motherfuckett might say they'll never do something to you and I'll use that in a general aspect. Yeah. People will say they'll never do nothing. And then, man, I'm talking, and it might not be today. And even with guys.
Starting point is 00:11:21 It might not be tomorrow. Even with guys, they'll say, I would never leave you broke. I would never leave you down bad. I would never fuck you off. I'll tell you this. And I get where you're going with that one. But I'll tell you this, that shit just comes from experience. I never knew why, you know, chicks that were, you know,
Starting point is 00:11:35 23, 24, 25 chose 40-year-old niggas. It's because they already was seasoned. They already had, a chick always felt, okay, he already then did all of his plan. He don't went through all of his trials and tribulations. Right. You know, and I never understood us. I mean, why is this chick choosing this old ass nigga, but it's because he had the game.
Starting point is 00:11:53 He had his game figured out. Right. And he knew what he already didn't. A chick already felt like he already don't went through all the wishy while she had fucking up, you know, doing whatever he was doing, you know, just misguiding himself, we'll say in better sense and better terms, you know, just misguiding himself. She feels like he's already going to went through all the levels of failure. Right.
Starting point is 00:12:13 Now when she gets with him, it should be all smooth selling. And I always feel like nine times out of ten it is. I had to learn that. I never knew until I got a little older, you know. Who is, or what does your ideal spouse look like outside of the people you pick for casting? Or if it's a particular person out here, maybe a celebrity or something. No, no, no. I'm very single right now.
Starting point is 00:12:39 I'm bisexual, so I like men and women. and the perfect partner to me just looks like somebody who can support what I have going on. Make me want more, you know, like even outside of the game, if it was a complete square that is not involved with the game, make me want more for myself, you know, make me feel super more secure and help me build to what I already have going on. No, I'm not going to say you wrong for what you're saying. But I really feel this way.
Starting point is 00:13:08 See, this is a conversation that needed to happen. I feel like y'all look for too much reinsurance at all the wrong times. In what way? You know what I'm saying? Like just that reinsurance. Like just say, for instance, you're with somebody, right? And you see them, they might, and this is your man. And you see him growing and glowing and doing things.
Starting point is 00:13:29 You turn to a sense of hate of that because you feel like, oh, he might be leaving me behind. Now you're starting to have all these weird ass thoughts. Like, oh, well, give me my reinsurance. Let me know every day. as you're growing, I'm growing. And sometimes a motherfucker don't always have the, if I have the time to take out to tell you that instead of just showing you, then I'm not really doing shit.
Starting point is 00:13:52 Right. There's nothing that I could be doing that even matters. And I can sit here and reinsure your ass all motherfucking day long. We're going to be broke as shit. But if you want me to sit back and reassure you, I have no problems with that. Like, it shouldn't have to work like that. There's going to be, you're going to miss something. But I feel like when you're showing somebody,
Starting point is 00:14:10 you don't have to tell them. Actions speak louder than the words. And a lot of dudes, they talk that shit, but they don't back it up. People rather have work. But, okay, I'm a firm believer, and I show. I'm a shower, you know, so I've just noticed a lot of people today, they do want the words. Even if they're not true, especially for a woman, they'd be like, yeah, lie to me. Tell me you in love with me and there's nobody else.
Starting point is 00:14:33 But chicks will sit there and scream and say that they want the truth. And once they get the truth, they can't fucking handle it. That's very true. I mean, I can speak for that for myself. Like, I can relate to that. You know what I'm saying? You're right. You're right. You say you want the truth, but my fucking give you the truth.
Starting point is 00:14:47 You can't handle it. I'm sure it's just like you trying to have a genuine relationship, right? You're saying you came from the game and being a whole, having a genuine relationship with somebody. They, it's a different feel, man. It's just they still, it's, you want to be treated equal, right? But there's always that thought in the back of their mind that they know what you're doing. Right. They feel like you can't turn a hole into a housewife or whatever.
Starting point is 00:15:09 for the fuck, but it's like, you know, it is what it is, like, accept me as I am. And a lot of people can't handle the lifestyle that I live, or they just feel like, you know, I'm not equal for respect for this square over here, this fucking 20 guys for free, you know, they feel like she's better than somebody like me who like getting my money off the dresser. I hate that, boy. Yeah, I hate it too, because I feel like that's the worst. Like, I would rather be a bitch to get paid. You take your kids to school in the morning just to say.
Starting point is 00:15:39 Yeah, I do. Drop them off, make sure they got some breakfast. I don't give a fuck what you was doing the night before. Yeah, I handle my business. I handle my business. And, you know, I'm a woman at the end of the day, just like anybody else. So I feel like I'm deserving of equal respect. But once a dude finds out that you're in the game, it's over.
Starting point is 00:15:57 Like, so I lie. I'd be like, no, I'm just, I just do TV. Da-da-da-da-da. But, yeah. Being that you are looking or you date. both genders. Would you date a guy who date's guys? No. Absolutely not.
Starting point is 00:16:14 Absolutely not. Because now I've got to worry about you cheating on me with dudes and bitches. Like, that's a little bit too much. But I mean, me and my sexuality, I just feel like it's cool for a bitch to say, you know, my girl got a girlfriend. But it ain't cool to say my dude got a dude. Like, what the fuck? No, that's great. Yeah. I'll say this. Look, and I agree with that. But I feel like it shouldn't have to be cool on either end. That's just my.
Starting point is 00:16:37 You feel like it should be equal. Yeah. Like what happened to equality fucking here. You know what I'm saying? Straight up. Like if I'm fucking with a woman, use better term. You know, I'm trying to better podcasting. I was fucking with a woman.
Starting point is 00:16:51 You've been in anger management. I have, man. I've been working on myself. I love that for you. I'm looking. You know, if, you know, you with another woman. If my woman got another woman, I'm like, damn, like, okay, cool. You wouldn't accept me fucking with a man.
Starting point is 00:17:07 I wouldn't neither. So why would I accept you wanting to fuck with another woman? Because we're going to bring that other girl to the bedroom with us. Like she's going to be helping out with cleaning, cooking. Yeah, like if I had a girlfriend and I had a,
Starting point is 00:17:20 like I really do want a poly relationship. So if I came in the house and I was nailing her to the wall and in a way that might have your emotions on the wall and you said, you fuck me like that. I'm going to wait until I got off work. What the fuck? I thought I was the only one that you fucked like that, you know? I mean, just wait.
Starting point is 00:17:37 until I get home. What if it couldn't wait? I'm going to be a little mad. I'm not going to lie, I'm be a little mad. If you're going to look, my point to that is, not even. My point to that was if you're going to, and I'm sure you can agree, if you're going to accept it, accept it all the way. You're right.
Starting point is 00:17:55 That's all I'm saying. But me personally. You're going to accept that shit all the way. If you're dealing with a woman and you say, yeah, it's cool to sound. And my girl got a girlfriend. And yeah, it do sound cool. And does a man with a man? No, it doesn't.
Starting point is 00:18:07 But if you found that out, could you honestly be mad? No, I couldn't because the type of woman I am, I'm a very alpha female. Like, I like a very alpha male that's like, I just can't see my man sucking no dick. I can't see my man getting pinned down by some dick. Like, I'm- What if he can't see you in his mind? And this is an alpha man that you fucking. He can't see you licking some pussy.
Starting point is 00:18:28 I'm willing to fuck with just one guy, but any guy I ever fuck with is like, yeah, I like that shit. I like that threesome shit. I want my girl to have a girl. But I could be with. with just one person, whether it was a guy or a girl. But I just couldn't see my man getting dig down like that. I fuck with toxic, but you look like a nigga, church. I fuck with you.
Starting point is 00:18:47 That's a woman, right? And I'm just saying, like that's a whole different breed. But you got to think about the different dynamic of what it is today. You know what I'm saying? This isn't too, you can't always say, oh, it's two fire, fly ass girls licking some pussy. And you join, that ain't never, that's, that, it might be a pair of panties and two pair of boxes on the floor at that point. That's all I'm saying.
Starting point is 00:19:10 The dynamics doesn't change. What if your nigga ain't really with that? He don't want an extra pair of... Well, then it's going to be me intoxic in this bitch. Like, period. He don't want... He don't want an extra set of boxers on the floor. Yeah. I'm just trying to roll with you on this. I mean... That's all. I mean,
Starting point is 00:19:26 every relationship is different. If I was with a guy and he wasn't with the shit and we were in love, you know, I would say fuck that. But, there you go. Honestly, I'm very submissive and whatever my man wants or whatever my partner wants, I'm pretty much with it. Like that.
Starting point is 00:19:42 Yeah. It seems like I've been on a role. Maybe I'm breaking through because I feel like I've been on a role with chicks actually coming in and saying because I just had one that just left, man. Shout out to Carmen Carma. She had just slipped food. And she was, yeah, and she was just talking about it. She was like, man, sharp.
Starting point is 00:19:59 And she was talking about some unforgettable shit. Yeah. Very honest. And very honest. But in the end of it all, she talked. told me she was like I just she's like Sharper there was somebody like to just like showed me like like hey don't do this she's like I ain't never got nobody to tell me nothing she's like so I'm always just doing what I want to do she's like I'm looking for that alpha I'm looking for that man
Starting point is 00:20:22 that can tame me and put me in my place she's like I just haven't genuinely found it and this girl is married yeah she's married I was going to say that isn't she married she's been married for eight years and in so many words she was like I haven't even I haven't felt that. Nobody to set me in my place. Maybe she was the wrong one. She needs to come get with Barbie, period. We're going to turn it up a little bit. We can do whatever you like, baby.
Starting point is 00:20:45 Shout out to Carmen Karma. Like you be in my DMs, I being yours. Yeah. Oh. Whoa. Yeah, all of that. You know, it's like, oh, okay. All of that.
Starting point is 00:20:56 I want to dive back into Johnson's Cabernet. Let's do it. I'm a zoo fan. You said Cabernet. What is it? Cabaret. Cabaret. She said choreography.
Starting point is 00:21:05 Choreography. Choreography. Yeah, you're right. She fucked me up. I still don't know how to say it. Right. But, you know, your time on the show was short-lived. I think you did about four, maybe three episodes in the reunion.
Starting point is 00:21:21 And your B for your issue, why you ended up leaving, it essentially was about you supposedly being Jocelyn's bottom bitch. And she ended up giving that title. to someone else. Correct. Can you talk about that a little bit? What was going on prior to you entering the house to where in your mind when I get in that house, I'm the bottom bitch?
Starting point is 00:21:43 So me and Jocelyn were friends before the show and like even outside of Jocelyn, I've always been top bitch. Like top dog, I'm an alpha female bottom bitch. You that bitch? Yeah, I'm that bitch. You're sure you that bitch bag? I'm positive. I'm very, I'm going to pull your resume after this.
Starting point is 00:21:59 Pull my resume. Do your research because I'm big Barbie. I'll go pull your whole facts. Check the whole facts. I'll go check your whole facts one time. Hand none of these bitches out trap me. She said the first dude said that's a million dollar right there. Yeah, you know, you already know what's up.
Starting point is 00:22:11 But yeah, these bitches can't out trap me. But that's besides the point. So, yeah, on Jocelyn's show, we were friends before the show. And, you know, we were real close. And when we got on the show, she basically told me like, yo, I want you to beef with Lucky, the girl that I fought on the show. And she was like, you know, I don't like her. I'm not feeling her energy.
Starting point is 00:22:30 So I did exactly that. I called her out for her shit. And basically after I did that and got in the fight, she made Lucky the Bottom Bitch. And I just wasn't feeling that because you're not a bottom bitch material. Like, you're just not it. You're not a bottom bitch. Like I've been a bottom bitch.
Starting point is 00:22:46 I know what a bottom bitch is supposed to do. By a real pimp though. Yeah, by a woman. I've been with some real pimping. Okay. So if you have, you and me both know that that's not by, that's not no realness. That's Jocelyn.
Starting point is 00:22:59 No. That's some TV shit. But I don't like how they try to take the terminology and try to say it's bottom bitch. Well, it was basically like the top bitch of the show. Essentially. Say top bitch. Like the team captain. Okay.
Starting point is 00:23:10 Right. But Jocelyn thinks she's a pimp. Say team captain. Don't say top bitch. Well, the girl switched it to that after me and she's like, I'm the cabaret captain. But Jocelyn has also said that she thinks she's a pimp. And you know what? Jocelyn nothing but love for you, baby.
Starting point is 00:23:26 But you know better. It's just because she was around. the nigger. Chicks pick up game from men. The game that they go and they move around to anybody else, they pick it up from men, people who they've been with. So these are things that she's experienced. She can't just pick
Starting point is 00:23:42 that shit up by herself. Of course, and I think me, I also put that terminology into the show because I was so down for Jocelyn and being a chick from the game and coming into the show and just being so down for her, I'm like, look, even if it isn't a bottom bitch because you're not a pimp, I'm your bottom bitch
Starting point is 00:23:57 of this fucking show. I get it. And I'm going to do exactly that. I just hated the terminology. Yeah, because it don't make sense. Yeah. It don't make sense. Am I tripping or am I No, you're right. You're 100% right. But it was just some TV shit and I just felt like I was the bottom bitch of that shit. Even if it wasn't a pimp involved or none of that, I'm still the bottom bitch, period.
Starting point is 00:24:16 It ain't even about no pibbing at home. It's just talking about just the game in general and where I feel like that slang terminology came from. That's why I was like, Jocelyn knows what's up. You even knew what's up. That's why you even told me. We all knew better. That's not it. Top bitch, that's cool. Top cabaret candidate,
Starting point is 00:24:33 whatever the fuck you want to use. But that terminology just feels like it's just being misused. It was. It was. It definitely was. And I'm still about a bitch, period. It seemed like you were really hurt
Starting point is 00:24:43 by how she treated you. She threw your things down the stairs, down to the front. What was going on with behind the scenes? Like, when you end up leaving? Actually, when the things were being thrown down the steps, I wasn't right there. They had recorded that scene before I had even pulled up
Starting point is 00:24:59 to get my stuff, but, you know, how editing works. I wouldn't stand for nobody throwing my Louis luggage down the fucking stuff. I got a hell of expensive shit. But yeah, I was extremely hurt because I was really down for Jocelyn, like I said. And when she had made that girl the bottom bitch after I had just started all this beef, it's like, bitch, come on now. Are we not on the same team here? You know, it's like, damn, I was really hurt because I have a big heart.
Starting point is 00:25:23 And, you know, when I fuck with you, I fuck with you very, very hard. And it's nothing I wouldn't do for you. And that's how I felt about Jocelyn. And she just had me simply fucked up. So the loyalty just wasn't both sides. You know, I was down for her, but she wasn't down for me. So the cameras came on and she just switched. You know, I was her friend before all this shit.
Starting point is 00:25:41 And the fucking cocaine and the fucking cameras got to her fucking head. And that was bad. So how much of it was real as far as the beef between you and Lucky? It was very real. You had a situation where she wanted to work for you and your boyfriend. And she did. And she did. it was very serious.
Starting point is 00:25:59 It was very real, but it was probably something that I wouldn't have brought up if it wasn't for Jocelyn asking me to. So it really, our beef wasn't really that serious. You know, you have paid the person I was dealing with. And, you know, we was both on the same team and it didn't work out. And that was that. That happens with a lot of bitches. And it's something that I wouldn't have brought up.
Starting point is 00:26:17 But it was the fact that Jocelyn had asked me to. So I was like, you know what? Okay, we can take it there. Fuck this bitch. You asked me, you said fucker, so I'm saying fucker. We're going to put it all out there. because she had had a boyfriend at the same time she was paying the guy
Starting point is 00:26:30 that I was the bottom bitch for that I was dealing with so I had brought it up like you know you had a boyfriend bitch you're not a bottom bitch you're you got a boyfriend you're paying him you're doing this you're doing that but it really wasn't that serious I had just brought it up because she had asked me to in that moment you were surrounded by all black girls
Starting point is 00:26:48 and when you were lucky was about to fight the first time you said a nigga yeah did did did you feel uncomfortable saying it or what made you even feel comfortable using the term because then I saw you better tell something I saw a live a couple of like that came out afterwards and you were reading a message from Jocelyn and you didn't say nigga you said N word so it seemed like somewhere along the lines you stop you remove the word from your vocabulary right I definitely removed the word from my vocabulary and I really didn't realize that it was offensive
Starting point is 00:27:16 to anybody because I have been surrounded by black people my whole life I was in foster care by a black woman which doesn't make it okay but this is a word that I have been saying in songs and vocabulary and nobody had ever been like, yo, don't say that. And once I got on TV and had said it and got all the backlash like, yo, that's fucked up. That's when I realized, you know, this is very offensive to people, which I didn't know before. It's just, and I get where you coming from. Like, I get where you trying to say from your background because I get that shit just from from where you came from and just being around certain people.
Starting point is 00:27:47 But you have to understand once you get on them cameras and you get in front of like the things that you may have been comfortable with saying before might not be so cool now. Right. So I think that was something to have to, you had to use your second thought on that. Which I didn't know at the time that it was offensive because I thought it was only offensive if you're saying like the ER at the end. You know what I'm saying?
Starting point is 00:28:07 Like I have three black children, three black mixed children and you know, I've always been with black people mostly. So I'm not, I'm far from a racist. It's not going to get you the, but. And it's not okay. It's not okay. Right. And I'm not saying that it is.
Starting point is 00:28:23 But once I got on TV and I got all. the backlash, that's when I realized, you know, people are really offended by this. This isn't okay to say. So I have removed it from my vocabulary. And I do want to apologize to anybody that was offended by that because I'm far from a racist. I don't offend the culture, you know, and it was simply a mistake. This was two years ago. But yeah, I do apologize and I don't want to offend anybody, you know, but I just wasn't aware, you know, like I wasn't aware that it was a racist or offensive thing. And once people told me, I'm like, okay, I'm sorry. Nobody in a high. I really did. Nobody in the house checked you?
Starting point is 00:28:57 No, nobody. Even in that moment, you know, nobody was like, what the fuck are you saying? You know, we fought because I had put her on blast for paying my man because her man didn't know. But, you know, I'm singing songs, you know, with that word in it. I'm, you know, using it loosely. And nobody is saying like, don't say that, don't say that. And my whole life, it's been like that my whole life. And nobody has said, you know, you're a white bitch.
Starting point is 00:29:16 Don't fucking say that. And it's real interesting because in season three, that was an issue. Right. Exactly. So I thought that somebody. might have checked you behind the scenes or because I wanted to say in that scene I was the only time you said it was more so the fans that had checked me and and when it went on the blogs that they were checking me and tagging me and saying you know why the fuck is this white girl saying this
Starting point is 00:29:37 this and that's when I realized you know I said the same thing yeah I don't want to offend anybody I'm not sure saying the same thing well it wasn't meant to offend anybody so if anybody was offended I do apologize because I'm far from a racist like I love the culture you know like I'm not here to offend anybody but I just didn't know I don't think it's that I don't think it's that I think is motherfuck is trying to figure out what made you so comfortable is more in it.
Starting point is 00:30:00 Not saying that you're racist. I don't think you're racist. Like you said you've got three beautiful babies that are black, you know, and you've been around black folk all your entire life. So I just think motherfuckers just trying to figure out
Starting point is 00:30:11 like what made you feel so comfortable to say something. I think what made me so comfortable is that I've just been saying it my whole life and nobody has been like, yo don't say that. Or even on the show, yo don't say that.
Starting point is 00:30:23 That's not okay. So it's just always, was okay for me up until that moment. And then when the show came out and I seen that people were actually offended, I'm like, okay, you know, that's fucked up. I don't want to make anybody feel like I'm that type of girl or I'm disrespecting anything.
Starting point is 00:30:37 So I just cut it out and said my apology and said my piece. But it's definitely something I don't say anymore. And I just, you know, I came up in Louisville, Kentucky. I came up with all-black family foster care and I've always said it. Nobody told me. That hadn't been a small area.
Starting point is 00:30:52 Yeah, fucking right, especially being raised in Kentucky. Bible Bell. I came through that motherfucker. Hopkinsville. I came through Hopkinsville one time, man, on a motherfucking bus getting extradited to Tennessee. Oh, I don't like that for you. Oh, I don't like that for you.
Starting point is 00:31:04 Hey, man, black folk, the community is small. It definitely is. It's very small. It's very small. Somebody had to pre-warned you. No, nobody never told me. Nobody ever told me. Hopkinsville is a lot,
Starting point is 00:31:17 is a lot smaller than Louisville. Louisville is like Atlanta. But we're talking about Kentucky at this point. Through college, through the strip club. Nothing, never. No, no dudes. You know, I've dealt with black men and said it in front of them or even on the show, nobody checks me. Okay, well, hey.
Starting point is 00:31:32 Nothing. Sharp tank, sharp, no jumper. Gina Fuse. Hey, don't say that shit no more. I got you. That's overreward. It's out of my vocabulary. And I do apologize.
Starting point is 00:31:41 I'm not here to offend you about. No, you're fine. I'm just saying if nobody's ever said anything, we're going to say it right now. No. It's a hard no. Not okay. I got it. Hard no, not a hard.
Starting point is 00:31:51 Hey, hey, fuck. No. I got it. I'm sorry, y'all. Like, that was two years ago, and I've learned since then, and I haven't used that word since then. You're on a greater path. Yeah, I'm on a greater path. I'm on to better things.
Starting point is 00:32:03 And like I said, I do apologize. Like, to both of you guys or to any black people in the room, like, anything, I'm not that girl. Like, I don't want to offend anybody. I'm very non-confrontational. I stay in my lane. I get my money, and that's it. Non-confrontational is a reach. I'm non-confrontational.
Starting point is 00:32:20 We don't get there. We get there. You were supposed to go on a poll in. Show your skills. Yeah. And you removed your shoes and walked over to Lucky. I did. And did.
Starting point is 00:32:32 What was you thinking in that moment? Why did you decide then to do that? Well, our very first fight, like I was sitting on the couch and she had just, when I had exposed her for paying my dude at the time, she had just started swinging on me and I was sitting down. So I felt like she had snuck me. So it was just up from every point from there. It was like whenever I see you, I feel like you snuck me every time.
Starting point is 00:32:52 And I was so hurt by Jocelyn making her. at the bottom bitch so i was like nah from every time i see you it's up what's your relationship now who lucky lucky was just on my show barbie wants both um it's it's okay i feel like we'll always have that tension because it's like if we beef once we're gonna be forever type of thing but um you know it's no animosity i appreciate her for coming on my show um it's just not we're not close but we don't have beef what about jocelyn what's your relationship with jocelyn My relationship with Jocelyn is fucked out. Like, whoa.
Starting point is 00:33:28 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. No, you're good. At the end of the day, Jocelyn, I will always, I will always appreciate Jocelyn and respect Jocelyn for giving me that platform and putting me on the cabaret. But it's just certain things I don't stand for. And I feel like she's a fake ass bitch. And when those cameras come on, she turns into a different person.
Starting point is 00:33:48 And I feel like the drugs got her on a whole different level. Were you dating Stevie J? No. I was not dating Stevie J. We was fucking. He was giving me a bag. He got some weird fetishes. But I'm not here to put anybody on blast.
Starting point is 00:34:07 You know, like that's not what I'm about. I respect anybody who's ever giving me some money. So it is what it is. Just because that was her baby daddy, I'm not going to turn away the bag, period. How did you guys meet? We met through Jocelyn. Oh, okay. So also it's not a secret.
Starting point is 00:34:23 It's not a secret. She told me. She was like, he's a trick. Get your money, sis. He's about that bad. You know, she's moved on with her new person that she's with. And she basically told me she had me meet up with him for something. And when I met up with him for the favor, he had tried to get at me. And I told her, of course, my loyalty was with Jocelyn at the time. And I'm like, you know, your baby daddy tried to get at me. She's like, bitch, get it. He's going to spend. Get that money. So, yeah. It's crazy when the bitch say, yeah, my husband. My husband and my man, my baby daddy's a trick, bitch. Break him.
Starting point is 00:34:57 I broke him. Damn. Stevie Jay, Church, if you ever need to come sit down with me, Jack, just to figure this one out, man. Let's get it figured out, man. Stevie J, one of my favorite TV personalities ever. Because, church, she just threw you under the bus and then backed up and then try to run you over again, Jack. I didn't mean to, but honestly, I feel like Stevie J wasn't about his word because he was like,
Starting point is 00:35:21 I want to manage you. I'm going to spend a bag on you. I'm going to manage you. And then he kind of just like didn't do what he said. So it's like, you know, fuck it. I say my truth. But as far as anybody else who spends the bag, you know, your secret is safe with me. Was he supposed to like sign you as an artist?
Starting point is 00:35:38 He was supposed to sign me as like under his management and help me get on love and hip hop, get on certain deals. And you know how that goes, how these guys are. They promised you the world star, moon, sun. And it just didn't go like that. It didn't go like that. So that's why I get my money of fun. That's just a whole.
Starting point is 00:35:53 in the game like man they know they're gonna promise me everything but yeah but that's why i got money up front you got to get your money up front but a lot of these bitches that come listen and i'm sure you can agree with me like there's some people that i'm sure that you've seen on you know podcasts and things like that that are just literally doing it for nothing oh yeah i've seen a lot of interviews like that one time no i've done my research when i did an interview with you i'm like damn i'm nervous of shit and i watch a few of these girls and i see a lot of the girls that you interview you're you know they're like big only fans girls but they're basically cool with just getting split out and I do only fans too shout out to my only fans make sure you
Starting point is 00:36:26 follow and subscribe but um I'm not about just that you know like I'm not just going to be out here fucking just to be fucking like if you're it's 20 22 if you're not doing something for me you know it's just not going to work out whether we're on camera on only fans whatever you you got to you got to you got to give me something you know because it's just like I could I could do me like I don't I don't need you you got to do something for me that I'm not doing for myself so it's just like these other girls I see you interview I see them doing their thing you know I see millionaires
Starting point is 00:36:55 girls that are only fans that you interview with but you know it's gotta make sense you gotta be doing something for me if you think you're gonna fuck me you gotta do something for me something major that's how I feel
Starting point is 00:37:08 I don't know that's right it's 2022 like my pussy don't get wet for somebody that's not doing shit for me and that goes for everybody I don't give a fuck if you're a rapper NFL player NBA player I don't give a fuck about none of that shit
Starting point is 00:37:23 What are you going to do for me? You got this bag, but what are you going to do for me? When did you find out that you felt like Jocelyn was fueled by cocaine? What do you repeat it? When did you feel like Jocelyn was fueled by cocaine? When them cameras started rolling. She started on you.
Starting point is 00:37:40 When them cameras started rolling, I've always known that Jocelyn has had a cocaine habit. That's not a secret. You know, it's not a big deal. A lot of people do cocaine. I'll never speak down on her. Like I said, I respect her. but it's really taking a toll on her.
Starting point is 00:37:55 It's done a turn for the worst. And when we did our reunion and we couldn't get through the reunion and we couldn't get no questions asked because she was just feeling like incredible Hulk, I was like, wow, she's really far gone. She's really far gone. But she completely switched up on me once the camera started rolling. We both live in Miami.
Starting point is 00:38:13 We would hang out every day, be together every day. And, you know, that was my, I was her bottom bitch. You know, even if it wasn't the right turn, bottom bitch, was her top bitch. I was her right-hand man. You know, I was willing to do whatever for her. Like, before we started filming, she would call me. Like, I need you to make this scene a movie, like, pop your shit.
Starting point is 00:38:30 So I was there for her, but I just seen her switch up, and I think the drugs has something to do with it. And I pray she gets the help that she needs, you know, it's serious. Like, addiction is a serious thing. And I feel like she's far gone. I do. I really do. So.
Starting point is 00:38:48 I really do. What came into play when you made. the decision to go from Zeus to Now That's TV. It seemed like a couple, a handful of of the Zeus girls are going over to Now That's TV. Yeah, a lot of people are going to Now That's TV. Shout out to Now That's TV, my new show.
Starting point is 00:39:04 I feel like Zeus kind of blackballed me when me and Jocelyn fell out. And I don't blame them because it's like, that's their bread and butter. Like, I'm just a cast member. So who are they to keep working with me and giving me an opportunity? Because she's the type of bitch
Starting point is 00:39:18 that if they would have given me another show or put me on another show like baddies or anything that she would have fit over there perfect yeah and i audition for it i don't know why you ain't got something on i talked to natalie natalie wanted to put me on but she said it was up to the network ultimately and at the end of the day oh natalie i love you to death baby but you came up here not too long ago and said yeah pretty much you are the network you know so i mean damn and that's how jocelyn was because you know jocelyn and natalie are their big breadwinner i love i love natalie natalie shout of Natalie none, man. She definitely
Starting point is 00:39:52 came in. I did it with me and Gina. Gina invited me on and we sat down. It was definitely cool. Yeah, shout out to Natalie. I appreciate her. Like, she's the type of bitch that's giving bitches platforms. You know, she's helping these girls who are smaller, you know, let me put you on. And I love a bitch like that. When she told me, when she was giving a bitch, she said, just in a couple of weeks
Starting point is 00:40:11 and just coming and hanging out me, I said, yeah, that's a cool little bag. I couldn't even argue with the girl. I said, oh, okay, then, you know. She's definitely. I mean, I don't know if that's true. I saw the interview and I seen what she said they were giving them. And I don't know if that's true or not, but on Jocelyn's show, they was given us a thousand a week. Wow.
Starting point is 00:40:29 A thousand a week. Oh, that's busting. Y'all little. I commented on the post and I'm like, that's big cap. But maybe with her show they were doing more. But I know for Jocelyn's show, all of the cast members, they were giving us a thousand a week. For how many weeks? How many weeks?
Starting point is 00:40:42 For three weeks. For three weeks. Listen, what? 3,000 for three weeks. You remember what that? That's why I laugh. I'm like, bitch, I make this in a day. Like, what the fuck?
Starting point is 00:40:51 Maybe, well, y'all's was two years ago. Right, exactly. So maybe, you know, the bag might be different. Man, because Natalie was talking about, I mean, for two, three weeks. Yeah, I ain't wanted, but she's all about 50K for two, three weeks. Well, shout out to that paycheck. I'm trying to be on baddies. I don't care if it's west, south, northeast.
Starting point is 00:41:10 I don't give a fuck. I'm that bitch for it. But I don't work over there or nothing, but it looked like the one more chance girls, it looked like they was making, getting it back to, I could. They was looking a little hungry. But, yeah, I fuck with Natalie. Shout out to Natalie. She was talking about having me on baddies that didn't work out.
Starting point is 00:41:29 And I feel like it was because I was pretty much blackballed, you know, for speaking out on Jocelyn. And they probably felt like if they gave me another show or another opportunity, that Jocelyn will be pissed. You know, that's what type of bitch that she is. She don't want to see nobody doing better than her. And that's the vibes that I got from her. I felt like with her
Starting point is 00:41:46 you know you came from being a stripper you came from being a hoe but you talk so down on strippers and holes and that's just not me if I was to make it to a billionaire tomorrow I would never talk down on where I came from or what I did to get here or talk down on these girls
Starting point is 00:42:01 just trying to make their way out and I feel like that's what type of bitch that she is that she just not to talk bad about her but Jocelyn Hernandez Yes not to talk bad about her Jocelyn but I'm not feeling that I feel like any girls in the industry
Starting point is 00:42:14 the strippers and hoes, you talk to them crazy. You're a $2 bitch. You're a $2. You're a $2.00 ho, this, that, and the third. Like, bitch, you came from the strip club at Ho and 2. Listen, no offense to her. Shout out to Jocelyn, but she talked like that's what she came from. That's what I thought.
Starting point is 00:42:28 She talked like that's where she came from, but she don't respect it. She don't respect it. Like, the way, no, I'm saying, like, I haven't watched her lately. Mm-hmm. But from when I first watched Jocelyn Hernandez hit the scene, like, that's what made me respect her like, oh, okay, he used to make me laugh when I'm. when I walk by the TV and I watch somebody watching this shit and just whatever I'd be like I was like man they let somebody through the door right way hear her say like it's some bullshit
Starting point is 00:42:53 I'm like you know she didn't change she started her cabaret and she talks down on the ladies like y'all ain't shit y'all some dusty ass bitches y'all some dick sucking assholes and it's just like bitch you came from the same life as me I'm trying to get to where I thought that she was going to be more of a mentor like you know what I did what you did and let me help you make it out of the gutter where you're coming from, but instead it was just like low blows after low blows after low blows. And me personally, if I was to make it tomorrow, I would never talk down on a bitch that came from where I came from. That's just me. I'm not saying it's right or anything, but what I interpreted as she was talking to you guys the way that she was talked to.
Starting point is 00:43:34 So that's all she knows. That was my interpretation of it. I'm not saying it's right. I'm not going to lie, man. I'm here like mediating that and I would tell you if you was wrong. But truth need no support on that one. That's the truth. It is true.
Starting point is 00:43:48 We all see Stevie, we all see Stevie dog her and, you know, put her second and this, that, and the third. Sometimes you don't know better. Not even that. I ain't even talking about, man. It's not about Stevie. It's way before. Yeah, way, way before Stevie. See, I'm not that far back, but.
Starting point is 00:44:04 I'm not that far back. Well, we only know from Stevie. From what I know from experience, that shit falls from back. Do you know what may have stemmed that? we don't but I know the motherfucking ballpark that shit falling in. But we all know. We've all probably been treated unfairly in life. We've all probably been
Starting point is 00:44:22 talked down on, you know, I had a real Memphis pimp that was real guerrilla pimping that talked to me like a fucking dog like bitch I don't give a fuck if you're sick you're going to go out here and get this money. And I know how that made me feel. I know how sad and upset that made me feel and I would never make another woman try to feel
Starting point is 00:44:38 that way. Well that comes with self-awareness. Why are you going to say that though? Why are you going to say that? What do you mean? Because that's true. No, you just found somebody that was just dogging you. Don't say that. But you said that Jocelyn probably acts the way that she acts because of how she was treated. And I know that I was... Whatever she may have been dealing with.
Starting point is 00:44:56 Don't put labels. Similar to like this. Like, you know. But I've been treated like that too. Because you ran, but look at the label that you ran to. I didn't like that. That's, that's, you get what I'm saying? It was like, well, I fucked with a real stuff.
Starting point is 00:45:10 And just even you put in real ins, I fucked with a real stomp down. that treated me like shit and just ran me down in the mud. No, that was just from your choices and who you chose and whatever the fuck your soul may have gravitated towards at the time. But that doesn't give a right to treat somebody else. Not saying it is. No, it's not right. I'm not saying that it is.
Starting point is 00:45:32 But let's not put labels on who that may come from because that can come from your next door neighbor. That can come from your best friend, whoever. That can come from your sister, your cousin. So I just didn't like that there was a label. Well, I came from a real stomp down gorilla pimp and you know who treated me like dog shit. No, you just chose what you chose
Starting point is 00:45:55 and you had to live with that, baby. If you piss in the bed laying it. It'll dry up a little bit. Just try to, I don't know, go grab a towel or something and throw two towels over top of it. It might go soaked through, but go get you two more. Right, right. And I wasn't saying it like that,
Starting point is 00:46:10 but I was saying it more so as in no matter whoever it is and treats you bad, whether it be a mom, a pimp, a best friend, a neighbor, that doesn't give you a right to treat anybody else. I got a lot of love for you. I don't like that. You sitting there saying, him in a PIP, like, man, leave that out of the category. I'd rather us pinpoint other shit or other people than just like pinpointing that. I get where you come from.
Starting point is 00:46:35 Yeah, you might have had a bad run. That's cool. That's all right. I've had many, but when I was in the game, I've had many, since we want to talk about I've had many bad runs with many sorry-ass miserable bitches. It happens. And they don't just be where a bitch is getting beat. Because bitches do stupid shit to try to get their ass slapped and a nigger try to curve them.
Starting point is 00:46:55 Now you over here cutting up and doing this and calling this bitch and calling that bitch trying to slant her name. Then when the nigger comes slap you about it, you play victim. Don't do that. I don't do that. And I have to know. That's why you looked up at the sky because you did it before. No, I haven't did that before. You've never done that not one time.
Starting point is 00:47:11 I've never did that now one time. Anytime I got in trouble, I deserve it. Absolutely. I'm 28 years old. 28 years old. I'm very seasoned. Wait till you hit your 30s. That's when you're going to get dirty.
Starting point is 00:47:20 Watch. You ain't got there yet. I'm not ready. You ain't got there to where you've said you've actually hit the cases of fuck it. I think it's kind of like. Trust me, it comes, homie. It comes. It sounds good now.
Starting point is 00:47:32 Let me get this one. I got this one. Go ahead. It might sound good now. But when you hit them dirty 30s, homie, you might hit that bad case of fuck it. You don't know what you're going to do. Like we was talking. about earlier. Yeah, you might be with a chick or you might be with somebody. It doesn't matter
Starting point is 00:47:46 who you're with, right? It doesn't matter. And you're with them and they fuck around. They say they'll never call the police on you. They'll never do nothing like that to you, right? And then four years later, they do it to you. Absolutely. Come on. Where does that come from? We don't know. I don't know. I'm not that type of bitch, so I can't answer where does it come from? You just haven't, no, you know what I think it is? You just may have not touched those positions just yet. I would never They're going to come. They're going to come in everybody's life. There's always a time in your life.
Starting point is 00:48:15 There's always a bitter moment. You have a choice. A bitter-ass moment. Bitter as a motherfucker. There's always a bitter moment, but I would never take it bitter as far as I'm about to call the feds on you. I'll take it bitter and say I'm about to smash your windows. I'm about to call your other bitch, do some Instagram shit. That's whack too, though.
Starting point is 00:48:33 It's definitely whacked. That's like me calling your mama and telling your mama what you do. Man, I don't have somebody sent porno to my mom. That's like me. It's just as good, though. I don't do shit like that. Yeah. But I've watched a lot of people want to reach people who don't have that problem.
Starting point is 00:48:47 Like, or like, you know, you're not engaging. But then once you engage, you're the worst in the world. I know I just won the game. I know this is probably going crazy for just let us rock, homie. Me and her, we're playing verbal judo right now. But when it comes to police, that's just a line I don't cross. You could fucking stab me with a whole knife, probably shoot me. the police shit is just
Starting point is 00:49:10 once you do some police shit you can't come back from that so that's just some shit I don't feel like I could ever do got something to do go to be a knife out of the pantry let's see if she called the cops let's see what she do no I'm not a cop caller
Starting point is 00:49:26 and I feel like somebody could do a lot of fucked up shit to me but the cops is just a line that once you cross that line it's no coming back from it and I and I'm really a product of the game so that's just a line I feel like you know, real bitches don't cross. You know, you could fuck my fucking best friend in front.
Starting point is 00:49:43 You could fuck my mama in front of my face. That's just some shit that we're not doing. You know, the police, I might get your ass beat. I might get you robbed or some shit. But the police, we're not doing that. We're not doing that. We're going to get them robbed. I mean, I'm just saying alternatives.
Starting point is 00:50:00 I'm just saying alternatives. That's a sick alternative. If there's wars, I can get the wars. I'm with that. Yeah, if we're going to go there. I'm with that. But you're saying that you're going to rob me. That's just because you don't want to see me down.
Starting point is 00:50:12 You don't want to see me with it. That's hate to. You're right. That can be a hate that shit. I don't give a fuck. If you got a problem with me as a person, that's straight. Bring your motherfucking ass. But if you're going to tell me like that you want to rob me,
Starting point is 00:50:22 it's because now I'm going to start looking at you like you're weak and you needed this. Have you been in a situation that like set somebody up before? No, I've never set anybody up. But I'm just saying if it came down to someone. Tell me that. No, I've never said anybody up. Sharp. But I'm saying as an alternative to the police,
Starting point is 00:50:42 if it came down to us being that deep in beef, instead of me calling the police, I would be like, you know what, we about to teach his ass a lesson. Not saying that I have, but if it ever got to that hive of beef to where a female felt like, okay, I need to call the police on him.
Starting point is 00:51:00 There's other alternatives. You could fuck his life up in more than one way than the police. But you bitch to be trying to die doing that type of shit. Not you bitches. not me. Not you. Not me.
Starting point is 00:51:10 I'm just being honest. I'm just speaking on it like man, bitch would be, okay, not you, but Vince would be really trying to die because they be doing some real dumb shit. Yeah, I don't know. Or just getting beat up like past its means.
Starting point is 00:51:22 Do you see what she said she's willing to do when she gets upset? That's why a lot of certain situations not saying you put people in it, but just the thought process. That's why a lot of fucked up shit happens and there's a lot of domestic violences that don't even really need to be had at.
Starting point is 00:51:37 But you speak. from how the female's doing it. What about what the guy did to make the female get to this point? Maybe he done took all her money, then took all her shit, then did this, that, and the third. Last time I checked, me and you both know. And I hope you stand with me on this one because this one going to make a break you. Wouldn't it all by choice and not by force? It is all by choice and not by force.
Starting point is 00:51:59 It was all by choice. But when a female... Everything that you did was all by choice. It was never because he tricked me. No, it wasn't. No, it's no manic tricks. No, it's no madden. I don't mean you take all my bags and all my money and all my shit.
Starting point is 00:52:13 Like, who does that? Had it. So if you want to rob me for my shit, both can play that fucking game. I don't never start the problem, but I'm a finish. I never believed, listen, and I feel that I never believed in robbing anybody. I don't think that's, I don't give a fuck what the situation may be. I'm not robbing nothing. Yeah, I don't believe in that either.
Starting point is 00:52:30 But if you start the shit, if you want to take my shit and my money or my bags or whatever the fuck it might be, jewelry, whatever the fuck. I'm gonna finish that shit. What if you feel like he took your heart? He can have that shit. He took your soul. He can have that shit. We gonna make a new soul and new heart.
Starting point is 00:52:46 Like that shit can be replaced. But if you take something for me first, I'm gonna finish that shit. All we can do is heal it. Yeah, we're gonna heal it, a new one. At that point, it's only tainted. We only get one of one. So at that point, it's gonna be tainted. And it's gonna be healed.
Starting point is 00:53:03 And we can heal that. But just to get a new one, that ain't something we can buy, baby. I get where you at with that one. Like you're just trying to stand up. She's just trying to stand up, Gina, and be like, hey, you know, I'll shit, I'll buy a new one. I guess that ain't something I need to be worried about right now. Sharp now is it?
Starting point is 00:53:19 It's not something that you can buy. Love don't pay the bills, baby. It don't, but you know what, but your soul and your heart ain't something that you can buy over again. Right. Unless you need a fucking heart transplant. I mean, I've been heartbroken a lot of times. I've had a lot of people that I cared about deeply do some fucked up shit to me. And it's a lesson learned.
Starting point is 00:53:35 You know, you live and you learn. But as far as when it comes to Fucked up Fucked up shit You know you gotta get your leg back Period But I'm not never the one To do some fucked up shit first
Starting point is 00:53:46 I'm not never the ones Do nothing to fuck up first What's the nastiest Fan request you fulfilled To shit on him To shit on him And I did And did
Starting point is 00:54:02 It was so gross though Because when I did it Can you walk us through it? Yeah I'm a walk us through it Yeah, I'm a walking through it. So, you know, I went to his house. You know, I'm thinking it's just some regular, regular daygler shit. I'm like, I got to use the bathroom.
Starting point is 00:54:13 He's like, hold on, wait, wait, wait, wait to use the bathroom. I'm like, what you mean? Wait to use the bathroom. Like, I got to go pee now. He's like, just wait, just wait. So anyways, he ended up telling me what he's into. No, I had to pee. But he, he liked both.
Starting point is 00:54:24 He's with all the shit at this point. All the shit is wild. Literally and figuratively, he's like, you know, this is what I like. This is what I'm into. So I'm like, you know, I'm going to need a big bag for that one. And, you know, he paid how he weighed And I'm not gonna lie, I did it And I never did no shit like that
Starting point is 00:54:41 And when I did, you know, it made me sick Like I'm throwing up Did it stink? Hell yeah, stink Like it didn't smell good I'm like, how did he like, were you guys on the floor? How did he lay down, y'all in the bed? He was on the floor, he had like multiple different ways
Starting point is 00:54:55 He went out, I'm like, look, I can't shit this many times In one day now So he just laying on the floor and, you know, it made me throw up and he's like throw up on me, throw up on me. I'm like, you're sick as fuck. Is he on his back or his stomach? His back. He's eating it in his mouth.
Starting point is 00:55:11 In his mouth. I have a video on my phone. What does smell like? Like shit. It's fucking smell like shit. The fuck, that's just saying. I ate a good burger that day. His mouth was open.
Starting point is 00:55:23 Yeah, his mouth was open. He swallowed it. I'm like, he probably don't die. The fuck. Like. Church, let me stop. You all will throw up. I threw up.
Starting point is 00:55:31 And he asked me to throw up on him. eat it. I'm like, if this is what you like, baby, I love it. Like, okay. Are these turts? No, it was more so little runny that day. It smelled like Jersey Mike's and some cheese Doritos. It was a little runny that day. It was a runny day, but he loved it, you know? He really loved it.
Starting point is 00:55:51 That shit smelled like some I hop six in the morning. No, he didn't come. That shit the last chef. I saved his name under shit trick. Ugh. How much? I got to ask this. Wait, did they, did you have sex after that? Hell not. Hell no, he wasn't into that.
Starting point is 00:56:05 His shit was just shit fetish. He didn't want no pussy. He just wanted to get shit on, literally. He wanted him a chaco taco. That's what he wanted, and he was showing me videos. He was showing me videos of other girls doing it, and I'm like, damn, this is a whole fetish. Like, this is a whole thing. I never heard of this before, but it's called scat fetish.
Starting point is 00:56:24 And I'm like, yeah, you got scat. Skat fetish. Yeah, that's what it was called, and that's what he liked. He was smoking crack. He was smoking crack. He was rich as fuck. smoking crack and I was just like blow that shit that way the fuck don't blow that shit this way and I'm just like if you like it I love it baby like I'm here to fulfill your desires
Starting point is 00:56:44 let's just smell like some canes that shit that shit I threw up what was the bag he had corn in it up he made me 10k yeah corn in it huh no it didn't have no corn don't digest it would have been little corn pieces I might upload this video on my only fans after this but I didn't think people were really into that. I'm like, what the fuck? That's for that corn in it. Jenna, you got anything. No, we got to wrap this shit up.
Starting point is 00:57:12 It's stinking here. No, it don't stink. I smell good. I smell really good. No, you don't stink, but like my mind fucked up. He asked, I didn't mean to fuck y'all's whole mind frame up. But I'm just saying, it's something for everybody. Everybody got a different face.
Starting point is 00:57:25 I ain't the worst thing ever. No. She's like, hey, like I said, baby, I understand this shit happens. And, you know, for that shit. Literally. That shit, you know, it brought you 10K. Barbara, we appreciate you for coming. Thank you for pulling up on us.
Starting point is 00:57:38 And you know, and if you have many other detours and made later on in the future and you ever want to come back and stop by, man, we would be more than happy to have you here, man. Just don't go, hey, 10K, no, raise the bar. Oh, yeah, that was a couple years ago. The price definitely went up. So anybody who's watching this, you know, the price went up. Bitch, I'm not even mad at you because at least you would put yours up into some
Starting point is 00:57:58 thousands and you wasn't talking about 300. A Sharp Tank, Sharp Gumble special. The Sharp Tank. No jumper. These bitches better up the score, period. Sharpest, coolest podcast in the world. Period. And I just hit the motherfucking buzzer beater.
Starting point is 00:58:14 Hey, Riley, shoot us out the gym. Thank you.

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