No Jumper - Sharp & Cyn Discuss Getting Hate for Cheating Skit, Doing Content With Men Despite Being Gay & More

Episode Date: November 6, 2023

Sharp sits down with adult entertainer Cyn, who talks about her come-up, being straight for pay, going from being broke to a big bag, and more! 00:00 Intro 1:10 Cyn on being "straight for pay", says most dudes who approach her are very disrespectful 2:53 Sharp is convinced that if men weren't disrespectful she wouldn't mind 4:21 Cyn says she will never be a bottom 7:50 Sharp is convinced that something made her g*y 9:41 Sharp insists: "You need a nice man!" + Cyn doesn't wanna have kids, Sharp is appalled 13:23 Rough childhood, her mom was in jail, her dad left when she was 3, her dad tried to reach out recently 14:20 Cyn breaks down and cry, she was in the foster care system 15:50 Sharp changes the subject, asks if she was a popular kid in school, but with her family life she wasn't fully focused, she graduated high school 16:50 She was planning on going to college to be a neurosurgeon but she was broke so that's when she turned to OF 17:45 She asked her friend who always had bread what she was doing, so she hopped on OF 19:10 She started slow and the money kept going all the way up to 80K, and she's been going hard ever since, coz she blew her money fast 25:52 Sharp doubles down, saying she likes dudes 30:50 Cyn says she loves vlogging more than anything, she wants to do more Youtube than OF 38:35 Sharp implies that she sold p* before + Says she gets NAILED on OF 41:50 Cyn has a message for women who wanna quit the adult industry 43:40 Sharp clowns her Michael Kors bag, Cyn goes off: "I don't care if it's from the dollar store! It's cute! Don't feel pressured to have the latest designer bag!" 53:12 Sharp says she looks like Lil Mama and Glorilla together, she doesn't know Glorilla 1:03:00 Being careful how you move, a career can be tarnished in minutes, like when she went viral for a skit "cheating on your boy on IG live" she got threats while the skit was just a comedy skit ----- Get the latest news & videos http://nojumper.com CHECK OUT OUR ONLINE STORE!!! https://shop.nojumper.com/ NO JUMPER PATREON   / nojumper   CHECK OUT OUR NEW SPOTIFY PLAYLIST https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5te... Follow us on SNAPCHAT   / 4874336901   Follow us on SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/show/4ENxb4B... iTunes: https://itunes.apple.com/us/podcast/n... Follow us on Social Media:   / 4874336901     / nojumper     / nojumper     / nojumperofficial     / nojumper   JOIN THE DISCORD:   / discord   Follow Adam22:   / adam22     / adam22     / adam22   adam22hoe on Snapchat Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

The Sharp Tame. No Jumper. Sharpest, coolest podcast in the world. I got a lovely lady in here today with me. By the name of sin. How are you doing today? I'm good, look, anxiety, but... Are you spelled S-I-N or C-Y-N?

It's spelled C-Y-N, but it's pronounced S-I-N. Yeah. I mean, it really pronounced same way, but really like, like, sin, right? Everybody think it's S-I-N, though. Is it short for like Cindy or? It's not short for nothing. It's really just seeing. Just see why in.

How did you get that name? I made it up. Myself. Made it up. There had to be a reason. No. Really because I try to, I'm in a process where I'm trying to rebrand myself.

Okay. Okay. I used to go by a trap, which is like my name. So I'm. Oh, so you did . Yes. So like, I'm kind of, what do you think you're going to do with that? Nothing, nothing, nothing.

So, I'm trying to move away from now. I'm really tired of that because I was really straight for pace, so I'm like, I really like, I just did that for the money. So really you, you're gay, your life. Yeah. So I just, you know, did that and I was just like a little phase in my life. I'm just ready to move on. How did that work out for you?

Yeah, how that work out for you? Yeah. like being gay for pay to you because to you straight for pay I'm sorry you know you're right being straight for pay

I've never I don't have I'm saying that I've never heard of that I have I'm saying I don't say it too much Yeah I said too much Mostly hear you know gay for pay You know You hear that one quite more frequently

Everybody's laughing like I mean Get real Nah that was It was smooth when the money was like I mean the money's always good for sure But like when I slowed down I got really tired of trying to keep doing that like I really don't like that so a lot of that's the films and stuff it was just like fake

and I was like as soon as I will get done and I was like all right y'all like bye thank you shake hands and like dab you up and like go so it was like some shit like that so it was like one of those and it was just like over time I really just kind of got tired of that I just don't want to really just um put my emmist like that out there anymore because I really don't like the disrespect that comes with it like at first I could take it but like over time it gets kind of tiring like just me and I don't even like oh boy come on suck my like I don't even like for you to be saying then you coming so disrespectful. Like, then most people that don't want to, um, when they see you as like doing a partner or something like that, like they don't, it's just like they lose our respect for you. They forget you a human being. They use that. So I'm really not like, if people meet me

like I'm real nice move, calm going, it's just, that's just what I did for like work or to make money. So it's like, that's not my person. That's not who I am. I'm not a person. So I just did that. I just, I just did it just to get some money or whatever. So you felt like, so do you feel like if men probably would have treated you a little bit like just courted you a little bit better just a little more respect I'm probably gonna say it in a little bit more like but it was just they were just so disrespectful think you would you would like you would like men more like I don't know I don't have no sexual attraction to no dude ever where you think that started you see yeah you're what they got two boyfriends though you're a femme

right doesn't they a film yeah but I'm the I'm the one that's bending oh bending doing a bit like I'm wait wait wait break this back down Girl over, girl's not bending me over though. So I'm like the dominant one. I'm more dominant. But you're more on the femme side of things. Yeah, I'm a femme, I'm a dom film. Dom female.

So I'm not doing this, I'm not orange in my back. It's like new colors getting mixed and new names to them every day. Isn't it? I'm like really a wild car for real, but. That's a wild, that's an NFL wild car. Like, if I've ever seen one, dog. Like, I was like, okay, she's a femme. Like, is I see it.

She does the lady things, Donnie. You know, she keeps it very ladylike. And then you're like, but no, I'm the one that's bending them over, really, sending them to hell. I got different sizes, color, shapes, whatever they want. I have it. You give it. Yes. Yeah.

There's no compromise or sacrifice. Like, what if your girlfriend wants the opposite? It would never get that good for her. Yeah, but if she wants to, like, what if your girlfriend, I'll say it for you, Donnie? like what if you know you get a girlfriend you know y'all at the peak of your relationship having fun everything's beautiful you've been you know

been in her over and ramming her for a while and then she goes like this okay come on babe it's your turn just out of nowhere just you know like I just feel like I'll have to be just so drunk and just be like fuck it like well she probably gonna make sure you at that point okay if she do it like that

then maybe like because sometimes I do we want to get a But you don't never I just can't see myself bending over for another girl Hey your little pooh-poo still be won't something I do right now it's it now it's not it's not I mean you still want something that goes in and out you like a little bit of yeah that right that bump and pocketbook shit all they go so far no it's really more like intense than this

Which I'll be thinking, like just eating. I'm sure. No, listen, I'm sure it gets intense because there's a love there because it's so bottled up. Y'all don't know how to live it out. Like women? It's just like real passionate. Like we just make love. That should feel good. But there's men.

I know. I get it. But there are men in the world that I'm sure would love to court you properly. You know what I'm saying? And make love to you properly. You just have to find them. I mean, you are. Listen, you're only 21, baby.

21 well when did you turn 21 uh I mean I'm gonna be between two and two weeks okay so so so you're 22 years old you I mean how long have you known that you you were gay it was for a minute like um from the start of it I feel like I was always like bi curious but I didn't like the term um because I'm like you know I like do so I like girls I didn't feel like I really like both for real so that's where I that's why I had told you I had like two boyfriends up one of my life but then really with them mystery you like once the end but that first it was kind of good like you really want that bad but i feel like in the bed it just wasn't really pleasing so i would leave i would cheat on them with

females and they wouldn't like oh well my bitch you know it was like did you feel like he um he was getting his butt off and you wouldn't like it didn't feel the passion yeah it was like it was like cheap thrill yeah more for you and he was just having this yeah he was just like when he was he was done he didn't care about what wouldn't sit there and lay on top of you for a second and still kiss your own baby so as he busts him up he's like I'm done like you didn't even see if I was good yet like I ain't like that hey I mean you young baby I mean I'm sure you've met a lot of people you know already but you've have yet to even see who you're going to meet throughout your life you know what I'm saying

who's going to make you feel any type of way you know that that's just me from just knowing of experience just meeting women like you don't know who's going to make you feel a certain way. You know what I mean? You got to give yourself some time. I'm not saying that you're gay and I ain't over here trying to switch your mind frame to it. But give yourself a fair shot at it. You know what I'm saying? Especially being grown because it sounds like you had some boyfriends when you was young, baby, couple boyfriends. They don't really know no better. All he know how to do is is bang on it and get up real quick. Can't even do that for real. You know, come on. Like, I don't know. You know what I'm saying? I'm just saying like just come in and try to have

his way with you see myself with a dude like that but I don't I really just feel like a stem from somewhere because you obviously tried you know what I'm saying like you tried to be with men because you know that's what you something made you feel like that because I know gay people like hell cat shout out to hell cat she said nigg I ain't ever took no nigh none boyfriends nope she tell you quick I'll pull hell cat up in here right now she'd be like nope I ain't got no man no boyfriends she's like I never took no man we's like not even a little bit you never even let somebody stick the tip in she said nope never so that's why I'd be like people that have actually tried it like I just feel like maybe it was bad experiences you know what I'm saying

that many though like two okay wait two official boyfriends wait wait wait wait wait wait I said two official boyfriends like I don't get a little bit with males before it I had two boys We're talking about some, okay, understandable. But those two boyfriends were somebody that you actually chose to give a chance to. Right? Yes. Them are only two of them. You should already know, when you're trying to go get your little rocks off and you're trying to go be fast in the streets and you was going to get nailed on.

I mean, you knew that's what kind of came with it. But for somebody saying, okay, we go together. Him said, we together now. Like, you only had a couple experiences and you was young, sweetie. That's all I'm saying. Like, you ain't fucking already at 33, 34 years old. like I didn't try it. Hell, it had a kid with a

shit just didn't work out. I'm done. You know what I'm saying? I'm finding more success over here in this realm than I am this one. I agree. You know, just... That's smart. No, I already, I do. But I just don't see... Like, right now, I just don't see it. So, like you said, I'll probably

just wait, probably give me some old time for real, but I don't think I'm ever see it like that, because I've been like this for a minute. I've been like a girl. Man, that's just really like, you make you laugh. You know, every time you see him, you have to kind of see it, but you all want to know. No, dude.

Yeah, like, you don't plan on, you plan on even having children one day? No. No, not at all. Is it because you feel like you ain't going to take care of? What do you mean? You don't like kids. Can't say that, baby. We can't say we don't like kids.

It's going to make it seem like committing hate crimes. No. No. I just, I... Like, we can't say we all like you. Like, we don't like kids. Okay. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. Me, I just don't think, I don't know how I wouldn't worry. I just, I just, I just, I don't want to, because what you don't want to say is, you don't want to seem like, damn, I don't want to be a piece of mom, so I don't want to really say that. I don't want to say it like, but I feel like I'm not responsible or I would be like really able to really just sit here and just take care of a whole like person. I'm not, I don't have the patience for it. Like, I can't stand here crying like that crying just like. makes me go mad so I just can't is the same things that kids come with it I just want to be able to help there's only a few things that babies want when they're crying you know what I'm saying and by the time they start crying when they

order you can actually ask them what the fuck's wrong yeah that's gonna take too I don't have patience though so it's like but babies very listen very simple they want a few things if he's crying he might want a diaper change he's crying might want to hear she might want to get birth he's crying you know I'm saying like just what I'm saying they might want a bottle or just whatever the case may be you run through a formula it's a quick program I try it when I have my love my siblings see all right see no don't because I know the I know the problem here because I felt like I had that problem too you already had to play mama probably to already

young so you're like whoa is this what this is you staying in the house me not really having nothing be sitting your hours on in hours on out constantly catering the children like yeah it'll definitely fuck with you like that and make you but it's it make you feel that way but it's different when you have your kids because You actually set them up and roll. You set the rule. It's not your mama leaving them with you because, you know what I'm saying? Like you ain't going through that.

And I understand probably why you feel like that. When you had to do it so young and you probably didn't get to have a childhood or, you know what I'm saying? Like that, just that outside upbringing you just constantly with kids. Last thing you want to fucking do is grow up in absolute. So I do understand that. You know what I was your family. Did you have your family? Did you have both your parents because you feel like you grew up alone?

Oh. For the most problem, I'm going to say I grew up alone. I kind of don't want to get too into it because I still haven't recovered for it. No, I haven't really like healed from it. No, I don't want to be on here crying. You're not, hey, listen. I'm going to cry. I know.

Well, it's okay. I haven't healed from it. So it's kind of like. Maybe we can heal today. Let's heal together. Let's heal together, baby. The only way to, hey, the only way to get through it is to get to. Yeah.

That's the only way, baby. You got to, hey, got to address it one day, Mama. When you're going to, what you're going to keep running from it? No. You're going to say it's not. It's not. You're going to let it be a whole shade to your life constantly? Mm-mm.

What you want to do about you? I already, so I feel like that's kind of nipped in the place. It's just still thinking about my childhood, it was just so shitty, so it's just like, I don't really, I don't know. But I feel like now that I'm older and I'm able to do, like, a lot of things I went, I couldn't do back then. It's just feeling the boy in my childhood that I didn't. Like, I don't know how to explain it, but. You do. You explain it right back?

Okay. Yeah. Do you feel like, so you feel like your parents, they kind of held you back from you being who you wanted to be. Is that why you feel like you grew up now and you just kind of, like you said, that wild card? I feel like, at the end of that, I said my, I don't know how they, hmm, I don't know how they, hmm, I'm not to ask that one for real. Really, so my mom was in my life until she went to prison and then my dad left when I was three. and he like a couple of like a year so ago he tried to come back like he was like oh like whole paragraph oh I'm so sorry I should have been there now nah nah no no but like it's too it's too late for that now

so I was telling him like I don't really care for that now I don't really want you in my life anymore since you left you to stay gone there's no point you're trying to come back and you know do all that so it so like and I just I don't talk to my mom anymore since he came out of jail she was like a whole different person. I mean, in prison, she came back a whole different person, so it was just like bad from there. I just, really just been by myself. The kind of person would she came back as. Who was you staying with, by the way? All this was happening. In a system.

And with my uncle, oopsie. Yeah, it's okay. It's all right, baby girl. It's all right. Take your time. Get some baby tail done. Take your time, sweetie. Thank you. No, I don't want to. You're staying with your uncle. Yeah.

Without the mixture of it. Mm-hmm. How was that, how'd that work out for you? It was cool? No. No, you're stripping? That's your mama, brother or daddy? Yeah, my mama brother.

Yeah. What you mixed? Yeah. Black and white? I'm like a mud, really. I'm mixed with a lot of... Mostly black and white? Yeah, mostly black and white.

Yeah, mama was white. No, she's black. I think my dad was white. White, and he was mixed, though. He was mixed, though. He was mixed with something. I don't know. You want to order with you like black.

Okay. Yeah, I'm just curious in your upbringing, baby. That's all, you know, sometimes you need to talk about it because, you know, you get to address it and make you feel better afterwards. Like, damn, okay. He said out loud after a while, it won't sting as hard. You know what I'm saying? Because you're used to it, you know? I mean, I get it.

Dang. No, it's all good. Yeah. Yeah. You go to school? Have school. Um, she's popular. A little bit.

Like I was like, I was well known, I'm gonna say that. I wanted like the popular girl, but, um, I ran tracks so like I was the fast to go to my track team. So like the whole school knew me as like, I could beat the boys and everything. Like I was just really, really fast. So I was just really kind of known in high school for that. And I was really going to take it for a wood track. But I was going through so much at the, um, within my household, end up getting to my coach and then I just end up quitting the whole track team all together so I didn't really get to finish done with that I graduated was you in I mean interrupt was you in foster care at this time mm-hmm okay and then um what happened you say you quit yeah so I quit I quit I quit everything and oh so I graduated at top ten of my class graduating I was 16 and I was like I was gonna get myself a like like a like

a year break or whatever like I was gonna get myself a break for a year and then go to college and I want to be a neurosurgeon or like a lorry that was like the main two things I wanted to do I just couldn't figure it out so I'm like you know I'm getting myself a break to figure out what I want to do with myself um I gave myself break and I just ended up not going to college at all or nothing like that and that's kind of how like only fans came into play a little bit I had a job I had a car I had my um I was me and my friend we was paying for like a apartment so like we was good um I ended up wrecking my car so I couldn't get to to work got a car the same week wrecked that car so then I end up losing both my

jobs and everything so then I had to go back to my mom where the one that adopted me and I was just sitting in the room like I had no money nothing I was like how going to I kept applying nobody was accepting me then if it was like a good job it was like how I was going to get there we only got one car so I had a friend she had she was the only fans whatever so I didn't know what she was doing I just knew she was making money I'm like girl where you get this money from like you don't even do nothing and I Around this time, like, she was making like seven bands a month.

Back then, that was like so much. I'm like, damn. Seven bands a month for anybody that's not getting, like they ain't had nothing in a while. Sounds grand. Literally. That's how I felt. So I'm like, whoa. It still is.

Like, it's some good money for somebody, man, especially trying to live and do what they do. Like, you need something. Something, yeah. I just had nothing. Like, I literally had like $5. Nothing. I was holding on that father was so long. I remember.

You even had no jail to lay down the baby ears. Yeah, nothing. No, no fresh brush. No pro style. I had nothing. It was so bad. And I was trying. That's what was making me so mad because people who don't even try.

And it was like, I was just trying, trying, trying to see people like that. Yes. And it was like, damn. I'm really trying. This motherfucker game doing shit. Life's all fuck up. Still got bread. Literally.

I hate that shit. Don't you know some people like that. Fuck up every day. Still got bread. Man, bro. It was eating me alive for real. And she told me, she was like it was only fans, whatever. So I tried it out.

Mind you, this was not my personality at all. I never seen myself, like, getting into something like this. I was worried about what my adoptive mom was going to think in all types of crazy. So I was like what my family was going to think. Mind you, my adoptive family, because I don't mess with nobody from, like, my biological on either side. I get that. I know when you say, like, your mom would like my adopt. Yeah.

I got you. So, what was going on? So the first month I tried out. I was made like 400. That was just something. I'm like, Kuhu, just a little start or whatever. Second month, it was like 400. again third fourth and fifth month it went like three four thousand like

within the months or whatever like each month and I'm like you know what like this not really me it's not your hair done yeah I was getting something done she those new charger for you yeah that everything like I was crazy I had bought my first iPhone when I had made that money so I had my bought my first iPhone everything I didn't have a phone I yeah I was just like I felt like I was doing everything like so so I was popping y'all could tell me nothing so I was like you know what this really not my this really high I don't want to put myself as this person like I don't like you know I never

seen myself doing it and so the same month that I was trying to stop only fans with the same one I ran viral and I made 80,000 that month in November and I just didn't from that point I didn't where's the money oh this is gone that she's a hell of gone going like being going screaming in every bit of that right now that was no that was good i don't know that was yeah we don't even want to say eight thousand there's a michael chorson on this motherfucker fucking table it's gonna make me highly upset because it's telling me everything yeah i had so many fake friends i spent it on we went trips we went everything they wanted like every time we went out was on me it's like i all that is gone like all that money i i didn't save nothing like and then every money was like 50k k then 50 k like it was just like

coming in and it was like so fast I was so young yeah that that was gone then eventually I just stopped so after I stopped I'm trying to go into YouTube and just do like like branch out and like leave that so you did so you did only fans to me I mean unless you was on there getting pulled down on there was you getting pulled down on the only fans I got so much stuff from my only fans no I'm saying because you say you did porn so I feel like porn and only fans is you think it's too they cousins but they're not really the same because porn is just it's some flat-out out fucking. I was flat out fucking. I don't care if it's even pocketbooks bumping. You know what I'm saying if it's a girl on girl however it goes. I'm saying there's still some interaction girls

on only fan. There's a lot of girls that are on only fans and be like no I do solo. Like I don't do anything with anybody you know. I'm gonna clarify I actually did I had nine girl orgies I had like trains on me with dudes I don't have like three dicks at a time like this this switching I don't did like a lot of a lot of like anything you could think of I pegged a dude on this I got like fee content to the content anything you can think of is on my only fan so I did all that very experienced like as I said I'm just kind of over and now professional first so I know so I'm not so you're so that's why I was so successful in it because I didn't really I didn't mind having sex with

niggas it just I didn't really that's what made money my my girl-on-girl and I make no money I'll put a video of my girl and my girl and it'll probably make $200 300 $300 but if I post a video with a dude. I see you got a half a motherfucking million on your Instagram and no followers.

You don't follow nobody. No. I don't want. What's that about? Is that real? Tell me the truth. No, it's real. I mean, because I know you got motion.

Like, I had, I used to follow people, but it was only like a hundred. Like, I really never was the type to follow a lot of people. I believe in that structure of it. But I'm just like zero. I just went now over the years.

I just kept going down. So then I made it like 50. I'm like, look, I just never really want to follow nobody. because I'm really not in the media. Like people would be coming and talk to me. They were like, oh, did you see what happened on this? No, no, nah, nah.

And I'm like, no, girl, what you're talking about? It's like I live on the rock. I don't see none of that. All I see is myself and what I got going on and what I want to pursue and things I want to do. So I don't, I don't see nobody's story. I don't see none, another shade room, none of that. Do you feel like it keeps you out that stress bubble that everybody's having?

Yeah, because people be locked in with too many. And it's like you consume your life worrying about other people's business. And it's like you're not even doing what you're supposed. to do. You're saying her worried about he and she got going on and who breaking up and who's fighting and who internet beefing that has nothing to do with you. Like, you still sit at the house.

You currently got a girlfriend today? Yes, I have a girlfriend. I wanted her to come with me today, but she didn't want to come. Why she wanted to come with you? She should be here to support you on your big day. I told her. She didn't want to do it. She didn't want to do it. Trouble in paradise. Is there trouble on me getting in Ireland?

No, she said you're a very, no, she think you're a very strong character she should she should still came why leave you listen if she know i'm a strong character right and there's a chance that i cut your head to the white me right and there's this chance why would you leave your girl and throw it to the wolves like that she's like i was thinking about i said wait just come on think about it yes she should have been here with you i know and held your hand right she should have been the professional handholder exactly but she didn't want to i don't know i don't know i ain't I'm going to push you, so I'll just be back. But let some opportunity come from it.

She's going to want a piece of the pie. You dig? She's going to want a piece of the pie. She can't get too much. You know, I kind of believe you, because you're the only one over there nailing her. So she's the only one taking something. I'm just saying, like, because I got to think about it, right? You're the only one over there nailing her motherfucking ass.

So, yeah, she can't say shit in no way. Sit your punk ass at the house. You ain't about to do nothing? You ain't about to do nothing? You can at least be a supportive wife. What's wrong with you? Can't come support this girl? Yeah.

Her big moment. She just couldn't. And I was like, girl, you know, I'm going to have anxiety attack. Like, but something. I'm like, you just need to be there. She's like, hello, you being worried. No, it's fresh. It's a fresh.

Oh, so she's just a fresh little turn out for you, huh? Yeah. That's not really why I'm tripping. Yeah, you know. I'm talking about a little turn out. Like, yeah. Like a nigga. Like, yeah.

Like, yeah. Like, oh, that's a fresh little turnout for you. That's, I get it. So that's really why I'm tripping too bad. I'm like, you know what, like, you know, yeah, so it's like, ah, I get it. Yeah, like your fish wet, the squirming, Damon. Mm-hmm.

What in my mouth. What you motherfucking do? I bet you do. You don't think it probably stem from, and you can, you can answer yes or no, like, you don't think it stem from, like, probably going through, like, because you've been, you've been so sexual

at a high level, right? Do you feel like it's like, fuck? I'd have had everything. The only thing I ain't never had, just like, a woman, a big, to be my bitch. Like, bitch, shut up. I bet through all this shit.

Like, so you feel like running the program. Like, yeah, let me run this motherfucking program. I'll be running niggas, though. Like, so you still like this. No, I, when I did it, no, I don't. Yes, you do. I know, I don't. I know.

I promise. You find a need to smell good and look good. He might smell what he doing, but he ain't nothing I won't. Even if it's for a stolen moment. No. You don't mind no stolen dick. No.

No. It would never happen again. No. You ain't never been a dick thief? No. No. You mongrel. What is that?

Yes, you, you ma'am. She'll have been a dick thief once or twice because you seem like the type of chick if you want it, you're going to get it. And it ain't going to be a man. It ain't going to be a man. Yeah, it is. You look at a nigga and hit your blacky mom be like, I'm going to tap that right there. That will never come out my mouth.

I'll hit that. I'm going to fuck on that. I know. I pegg one. I just get fucked on. Like, you know what I'm saying? Like, you know what I'm saying? He probably won't that from you.

Wrong bits. I don't know. You seem like you go pretty far. Baby, you're with the sheds. I've been there and done that, don't want to do it again. It's my past now. So I'm just gonna leave that alone. You feel like reality TV and only fans

is just an easy way to make money? I think it's easy. I feel like if you put the amount of the amount, the right amount of work in, you should be good, like, over time. Money just start flowing too. You got a little easy. to get up there first but after that I feel like it should become easy how's money flowing for you today good you sure I'm blessed all my bills are paid everything no bothered my soul no my sister

gave this for my birthday well you know what hey sometimes family's gifts never make it out the closet donnie we know it ugly Christmas sweater things like that you know I know it's the thought that matters but you know you keep that type of shit in the closet boo especially 80 000 you're running through my yes you ran through that was That was gone. That was gone probably that same month. I'm not even going to lie to you. I had so many friends around this time.

Like, we was all just out traveling, just doing whatever. So you started only fans, what, about four years ago? How long ago? Probably three. Probably three. So all these events to me are fucking current. They're all current. You talk like they're so a blast in the past.

It's a blast for the past. Like, yeah, I think, in 1983, like, yo. That's, that. This shit was a few years, couple years back. That's enough. It's not like it's like less than six months ago. Like, you know, not that recent.

So you want to do reality TV? Not reality TV. I probably just want to do, like I said, I just want to do like my little vlogs. Like on YouTube, I do my vlogs. They're funny. I am a funny person. Is it that you find yourself funny?

No, my fans find me funny. They don't want, they are the one who told me like I should start a YouTube or something. So they don't want who really just told me like, you should really tell you to jump off the cliff and I'm not going to jump. No, they, when I be, when I be on live

and they really like really be tuning in, they really be pants and stuff like, wow, you're actually pretty funny. Like, you should like podcast it. They've seen your only fans and they've saw you take those three days. And they're like, let me see what she owned today. I just want to see her act normal.

Let me see. Even though I know she didn't got gang bang, fucking drove up a wall somewhere. They probably beat my dick on, and they live. see me talking like some of them would like stay right there right y'all are so weird don't move don't move give me two seconds then all of a sudden after that then you start moving there but you start seeing all these BRVs be right back be right back

they start dropping at the live when they're doing i am done y'all I'm done y'all minding that off that's it so you feel like youtube is the future for you no more no more no more fucking the sucking No more fucking sucking, pagan, eating, munching. So you're done with it? Done, it's over. Did it already. It's nothing else to do again. Yeah.

You're shaking some maracas and shit. No, it was like when I was trying to demonstrate me doing three at one time, it was like, you were shaking maracas. Oh, I don't know. I don't know. I'm going to shake no margars. Okay. I'm sorry.

The way you did it. That was me like, jacking it. You ever thought about, you know, joining. No, all that dancing, I have no rhythm, no. I have no rhythm, no. No. Take my black card, nope. Oh, you ever strip before?

No. He's been straight to fucking. Straight to it. But at the same time, it's behind a camera. So it's like, I'm behind the camera, I do what I do, and I sell it. It's not like it's like, broadcast with an audience. So I'm just like, you know, it was just like in my house.

But he gets to an audience. On video, but it's not like, it's like, we're just right here, just. It gets to a broad audience. This is going to get to a broad audience. That's fine. Fine with that? They already don't see what I can do.

Nothing much I can show them now. I'm done with it. So you say vlogs is it for you. That's where you want to be. Yes, I love vlogging. What's your most popular's vlog? I just started two weeks ago, two, three weeks ago. So it makes a different.

It would be, and plan would be. How? Because all your shit's hell of new. Yes, I told you I'm changing a new leaf. I said when I saw that I said I'm in a progress sucking two weeks ago no not two weeks ago I have stopped fucking and sucking a year and a half ago Now you've been surviving Is only fans still being giving you money? They still buy videos so it's like it's not like so you've been so you've been pretty much living off of The down bad content yeah I got like over 400 videos

It would like I said it's everything on that you got any that you haven't released You're gonna do like a lost tapes one day I don't have lost taste. I sell everything. Yeah. I was at a point where you like stack it up like where you just got some shit for a rainy day. Like if the shit slow down, you know they might want some new content from you. You gotta keep some shit for them even if it's just on the fly.

It'll probably just be solo. Well you need, don't you think you need to get to work? No. No. I'm good. I'm good. I don't know what the fuck. I don't really need to make no more content.

It's done. I'm just saying like, you know, just to keep your bread up if you don't really like, because I mean, vlogs like, you know, getting into YouTube. shit like that and I think like for you know people who just hop straight in the porn I think it's hard if you ain't got a super huge following I would think I mean that's what I've seen you know what I'm saying like just to kind of like transition so hard transition baby it is kind of like you know if you weren't already kind of doing that mixing both the worlds yeah the transition is kind of hard because it's like my fans came from for it is and I was like now I'm this so it's like

they just trying to yeah what the fuck you got going on They're following your transition. I mean, I'm sure you got some dollar fans that probably ain't going to go nowhere. You're going to have them, but you want your shit to grow too. You know what I'm saying? You don't want to stay stagnant or get smaller, right? Yeah, I understand what you mean. That's all the working progress.

Like, I'm still just trying to figure everything out and like do what I need to do for real. What was you, to you in the last couple weeks? What was your most popular as long? You feel like? You dropped so far. It got deleted, but it was like the first one, really. Why you get deleted? I don't know.

I woke up one day and like seven of my videos was deleted off YouTube. I was so hurt. I actually cried because I was hurt. And that was some really good vlogs. I don't know. It said it was deleted by the uploader. It was weird. And I never deleted them.

So it's like, I don't know what happened. Who's got your passwords? Nobody. You sure? I positive. I gave access to my editor, but they don't have access to like delete photo. They just got access to upload and edit. Like they can't delete nothing.

So it was like it was no possible way me or. or her and then that's my best friend at the end of the day so it's like it's no way like and she takes time to edit them so i doubt she was just like oh let me just delete these out of nowhere you know so it was really weird i was trying to um contact youtube try to see what they win because youtube didn't say nothing it was like how good will they do it i mean views are getting the day one of them no highest one was just 11k i got 6k subscribers on youtube it's all brand new it was a really good vlog i like doing it though like i'm just waiting to like a video go like hit a meal 100 k or something wasn't smoking you wasn't

doing nothing like that in the video so i don't i don't have no answer that really made me mad and sad i was crying because i'm like they was upbara do salt on you i don't know what happened something happened in the mix i don't see it like they're not just going magically erase themselves that's what i said but it's like i don't know who that's what i feel like but it's like you're saying this girls are only one that had access but she cannot delete photos like if you look at youtube permissions that's what they were the video right not photos they're There was videos. There was vlogs.

So somebody in the mix erased that. Somebody hit delete. And it's not going nowhere. It's saying they were erased by the uploader. That's what I'm saying. So how the fuck are you going to sit there? How are we going to sit there and let's tell the truth. Shame the devil.

That girl could have possibly, she did. She deleted your shit. And I called her and said that. She deleted your shit. I don't think she did. I think she did. I don't. It don't happen accidentally.

No, because I did think it was her. I'm like, no. We're not even talking about one. We're talking about seven of them, Donnie. Seven. That's a fucking lie. It is a lot. Like all that work?

That's something Mikey would do. No, I don't put down Mikey. That's fucked up. Like, that shit would be hell around here. Somebody's, it's a problem. I did call her because I thought it was her. I'm like, listen, like, AJ, when you come down here, like, you gotta run the ones,

because there's no reason why you should be delete my videos, nine and I was like, just let me know, when you're back in Atlanta and we're gonna meet up and do all that. And she was like, I didn't do it. I'm trying to figure out how to work. So at first I wouldn't believe in the bullshit She could have accidentally deleted them.

Who knows? I don't know. You can't accidentally delete seven? That's that's habitual. Seven of them? Like one or two is all like what the fuck happened? Like, but seven of them? Said it has been deleted by the uploader.

Yes, but I don't think she did it. I really don't think she did it. Okay, Casper had a problem with your husband's bitch game and said, man, she ain't like I used bite. But I just, I cried and I woke up the next day and kept vlogging. And I said, you know what? I'm just gonna keep it pushing I'm not going I don't think she did it well this just happened in the last couple weeks because you just started so this happened like like a week and a half

like a week ago two days 24 hours ago a couple things four hours ago no not 24 a week I have but I said I was going to keep pushing so you know all right so I have that's like are you genuinely happy with what you're doing like or is this just like a phase you just you just trying it out and you're gonna run your little ass back to what you know no I really love blogging like it's my little happy place and I love like after she edited I like looking at it like I'll be watching my video like I'm a fan of my own self see and you know what that that's cool right it's cool but you got people got to watch it like you know what I'm not saying that you can't catch no emotion but the shit's hard like and if you ain't got

something that's fucking tragic happening to you or something that's filled up with some drama it's kind of hard to catch some wave through this motherfucker right let me see your tongue out what the fuck let me see look like you've been chewing on rubber bands what's that supposed to be a crazy face no it's just three tongue pissings they black I had civil what was you trying to do building a bit of potato no no I just I don't know I just I got a lot of pisses everything see that's what makes me find it hard that you even know what you really even won't because you don't yes I do know you don't yes I do know what what you want to not do porn anymore that's it it's the first step you don't

care what it is you just don't want to do porn no more I know I want to do YouTube and I actually started and really being consistent with it yeah so like when they blow up I'm gonna find the right audience one day and when they go it is gonna blow up and that's just gonna be that today right now just like you know you show your tities and shit on there no I'm just saying like you be sitting there in you know provocative clothing no not on YouTube you just sit there in regular shit you'd be covered up maybe even a turtleneck chilling not a turtleneck that's crazy i still just like no i don't i don't know where you're from

reason i'm from dallas sixes yeah so you don't wear no turtlenex around there for you i just fuck down there no i still wear like crop tops and shorts though like that's just like my type of vibe i don't i don't care how cold it is i'm gonna have crop top in the shorts on yeah You never got down before? Never got put there. You never got to sit down? Sat down, meaning what? Ain't never been on a blade?

No. Not once? No. Shaw Harry Hines, by the way. I don't even know what that is. I don't know. You don't know? You don't know?

None. Yes, you do. That's why you looked away. You don't know nothing? Nothing. I don't know. I don't know. You knew something.

You knew where to go get all the fucking Pearson's in your mouth. You knew something. You knew something. You knew something. Christmas Fridays in Dallas, you knew something. No. You knew something.

You want me to know something. Okay, like, I don't know. Something about what, like, what? Okay, bitchy said, they do it, bitchy do it. You never saw them. No. I mean, you have, but. No, I haven't.

Just in a little different format. That's not something pussy. You kind of did. No idea. You know, I did. You know, I doubt it. It's just because they ain't touch it. They're still looking.

They can look all they want. Yeah. It's still consumed. the mind still the same thing is still sexual you can say that right it's still sexual you can say so it doesn't really like like you're still selling a form it's still a form of sex you're not sitting there and just fucking uh-ah-a-a-a and just putting some tithes up in the camera no you taking dick oh my god nailed you've been nailed so i mean you you got to hold that one i mean that's okay right yeah hold that one you got a man i know

You got nailed. You was getting nailed. Sadly. Why is it sad? You did it. Right. Right. I did it.

I don't regret it. It's like, okay, I did it. It's like, okay. That's it. I did it. Yes. It happened. On to the next.

On to the next, huh? So you got to do it again. Nope. Dollars run low. I don't got to go back. We rocking gifts from last Christmas. You know what I'm saying? I'm very appreciative for my stuff.

Hey, I understand. It's understandable, baby, you know. I'm just saying if you was really touching it and that shit, you know your only fans and it was lucrative because it sounded like it was, your shit should have been racked up, put together a little bit better. That way. I have a bad spending habit. You got a bad spending habit?

Bad money management. Very bad. This is proof. I want the world to know. This is proof sitting right here. Right here, y'all. Why niggas like me existed. You did what are that?

What are the buggie man? What does that mean? The good one, though. good when they walk through the dog you know you know and do what you know how this shit go you know what baby you know what explain to me real boogey man he's come from over under your bed come chill with you play cards pop a bottle you know maybe do a podcast you know I mean it's okay I mean you know how's that kind of niggie you know it's a boogeyman you know I'm never heard that never heard of that I still remember you never seen it but I heard of you remember I never seen it but I

I've never seen him, but you heard about it. It's all that matters, right? No. I don't know. That's all that is. You're worried about them for a reason, baby. Let me ask, what do you want to accomplish off of this? Like, what's the play?

Like, yeah, coming and doing like an interview, you know what I'm saying, coming and like, you know, even putting your story out there because that shit was kind of fucked up. I don't know a lot. I didn't like hearing that. It made me feel away about it for you. You know, but what's your, what do you want to accomplish off this? What do you want to accomplish off this?

What do you want the people to? know um i really want to let the um other females know if they feel like they kind of stuck in the point industry or like stuck being a stripper like if you really want to get out of it you can't get out of it it's going to be like a hard rocky start because people are going to view as one thing and you're trying to move on somewhere so it is kind of hard to like change the narrative for real but i mean as long as you put your mind to it and you're staying consistent you can definitely do it also um i came here because you know i got bad anxiety so it's good that came by myself and trying to like just fill out and just you know really just try to put myself out

there more without you know having like a little zodiac so it's like real i don't want us to play out listen let's not play porn stars out like they're the victims and shit no i'm saying if they want to you i know if you feel stuck you can't call this one 800 hotline they do be feeling stuck so i'm feel like they just cannot do anything because they just feel like they're used as a sex object and they just feel stuck they honestly do i don't They met a lot of females. They actually felt that way. And they don't have to feel that way.

Hey, it's all about choice. A lot of people want to get out. It's all about choice. If you want to get out, you know what you do. Walk your ass to fuck out. But see, a lot of people don't go and try to find something that they can cling to. That's what it is. Like, it's hard to stop anything cold turkey, right?

Right. You got to kind of have something. You know what I'm saying? To kind of help me yourself out there. And put your mind somewhere else. You know what I'm saying? Because we all, at the end of the day, we all. got to go.

That shit bothered the fuck out me. I don't want to throw that motherfucker clear across the room. I do. I swear to God. My purse and my sister bought me. You want to throw it? Is Michael Corrus? Yes.

I'm going to Ross for that shit. Oh my God. Come on, baby. A lot of money. A lot of time. It doesn't matter. I buy. I buy what I like.

A lot of money. You didn't buy that though, right? But you would have bought it. It's a cute bag. I don't care what it is. I don't care if it came out of family dollar. It's cute. it's cute you don't like it no you just don't like it

but what i mean i've got it's cute i laid it down for a reason i don't care it's a cute nice look yeah if y'all don't let people think you have to have a most expensive bag just y'all don't have to fool myself to nobody though let it rest just let it rest i love it it'll rest and i'm matching shoes it'll rest it's cute let it rest you ain't bought the shoes to match you no she got it I said she got the shoes at my shit. That's nice, baby. You know what, my bad, I didn't mean to hate on your Michael Corr.

Yes, okay. I don't care. People feel like you have to be a designer. No, but I just know, let me tell you something. When it comes to really special, you came from now, I have nothing, right? I can't from now have nothing. I always know the special when we're getting too much money. If you got it, the shit, going to show.

When you don't, it's going to show. I feel like they kind of make you a target. It's going to show. Because it sounds like to me, right, you did a lot of fucking and sucking, babe. And it was lucrative for the time being. You didn't really, you was, I feel like you was fucking because you liked it. And that's what you was doing. Because if you didn't and you knew you was laying with all the men that you really didn't like,

your ass would have stacked up every little bit of that. I was smart with my money. That's on everything I love. He wasn't smart with who you are as a person either because you don't know you like men or women. I know exactly what I like. You said you do, how? You can't tell me what I like, though. Kind of.

No, you cannot. Kind of. There's no way you can tell me more about myself that I don't know. I already know. If you didn't like land with the head and all the money that you got from that, you would have felt like, man, I ain't spent. You know what the fuck I had to do for that shit? I didn't have that mindset around that time. I'm sorry.

You know what you had to do what I had to do for that shit? I don't even like men. You said this to me. You don't even like me and like, ugh, the thought of it. I wish I had that mindset. I didn't though. I just didn't. I have none for you.

Because baby, you know what it is, you still a kid and you don't like, and that's no, that's no disrespect, please. Go ahead. I don't know. No. It's okay. He raised me like, but it's not, no disrespect when I said. It's because you a kid and you don't really know what you won't yet. So it's better for you to go through life and just say, I'm experimenting than trying to sit there and lock yourself in something you think you won't because, sweetie, you're young and I don't think you really know what you won't just yet.

That's just the God's honest truth from what I see love. Like you have said, heart to heart person to person. You know what I'm saying? I don't think you really know what you won't just yet. That's opinionated. You know what I mean? Because if you were sitting there, Mama, and you had to do all that, you had to endorse something.

We ain't even got to repeat it, but just the things that you was doing, multiples, all this type of shit, right? It's because you really didn't know what you wanted. You don't know what I'm saying? Around that time, I didn't. Yeah, it's not just for the bread. It's just for the bread. I feel like you would have stacked it up a little bit better.

I would have thought the same thing, too. I just, it just all kind of flew out my account. You know, we would have walked away with more than some fucking face, you know what i'm saying that's all i'm saying like you if if we were if you were just in that some people just not into that stuff though i'm just not in but at least have the bread what i'm gonna have a dream for you already spent it on nothing what the fuck you're spending it on good spirit good faith i mean i was done with my money i don't know i was just done with it i don't know for the all them fake bishops like all this is gone

everything is gone everything i did not manage it good at all yes i did not Trying to appease everybody else and we not appeasing ourselves. No, I was fine. It was just for the moment. Like, I was living in a moment for real. I was really run thinking about like, You could do that because you're young. So you're supposed to do that, have your little fuckups and blow it.

Yeah. I learned now though, like now, yeah. No, you got more coming. It's just to be in. No, it's going to take a couple times, baby. Yeah, but I learned my lesson. No, I already learned my lesson. It takes a couple times.

Nah, I'm like the next door, I'm sure. I said that many times too and I did it again. That's you. I ain't going to lie. It just happens. It's just the nature of it. It's got to really bother you. Just like it should have bothered you when you was getting nailed multiple times.

Why do you? Multiple times. It should have bothered you then. It would have bothered me after the first or second time. I'd have been like, fuck, I don't know. Like something's got to give it this. I got to really figure this out. I just, I don't know.

I just wanted you respect your gain. No, I know. I don't know. I didn't know what. Even though you was used for you in your mind, you was gay for pay. because that's you feeling like you being gay because you feel like you're normal by being with women. You know what I'm saying?

So I just felt like you would have respected that just a little bit more. I should have. You know what I'm saying? But I didn't. But that's the only thing that I look at. I'm like, these events just took place. So these are very new.

So you got to really show me that I want to see 10 years from now, 15 years from now, that's really, oh, I stood on business. Because you don't really know if that's gonna be you yet. I just don't want you to set that in stone. And you don't really know just yet because me and you both know. I know for a fact. People always hold us accountable. But the problem is we never hold ourselves accountable when we go look in the mirror.

It's so easy to look at ourselves when we know that we're lying to ourselves. I'm not lying to my stuff. That should be fucked up, homie. It's fucked up the way this world works, man. For real. No, I'm pretty, you know. You're pretty sure, huh? I'm not just like, I'm really, I learned my lessons.

Like, I fucked up. I know I did a lot. I had no guidance. I had no. I had no, damn it or no brain cells. Just living in a moment, nothing. I don't believe that you gave it. That's the only thing.

That's fine. That is fine. That is fine. This whole combo. Listen, the combo's been great. I love talking to you. She could talk to you a lot more. Trust me.

I feel it. It's there, the vibe. But baby, I just feel like that part, I don't think you know just yet. That's it. Everything else was beautiful. But that I don't know just yet. That's fine. You plan on doing music next?

No. If I have a ghostwriter, I might. People say I look like I could be a rapper. Think you rap? No. Anybody ever say you favored any one of the female rappers? Who do you think I favor? Who do you know you favor? No, who do you think? I don't know. Who do you know? Who do I look like I favor? Who do you know?

I don't know nobody. I listen to R&B only. No, nothing. Just R&B. Has to be 90s because that was the last time they was fucking, I feel like they cut it. Early 2000s. Like more underground orders. It's like people, some people who should be famous, but they're not. Okay.

You listen to more that style. You listen to 90s, early 2000s? Yeah. Dig the crates. You love it. I love it. Anybody you got a favorite from back in the 90s, you listen to R&B, has WV, Escape. Um, I don't know if I can think of it's a mix.

You don't like R. Kelly? Um, I don't think I play any of his song for real. Oh, who I listen to them? Oh, you'd love them. You love them, baby. Why do you think I'm going to love them? You'll love them. Why do you explain to me why?

Just because they're cold. What do you mean? They're cold. What do you be singing about? Just got to find out. No, tell me. Just give me a hand. Go pull up the good album.

The 12, I think it's 12 play. 12 play album. Donnie, am I right? I think it's the 12 play album by R. Kelly. Pull that one up. You'll like that one. I will. Not the late 2000s, R. Kelly.

He got kind of. You know he went off but the 90s the real deal shit solid I consider it you know what I'm saying yeah I'll listen what some of your favorite R&B artists that you say is underground that none of us know I got a look at my phone really why would you have to look when they some of your favorites I said I got a lot of favorites Let's see who's one or two of your favorites 93 yeah good 90s on church good yeah you know Yeah, good year.

93 is a good year. You know who Eric Billinger is? Yes, I do. I love him. Eric Billinger's dope. I got Vito. I wouldn't say he's, I wouldn't call him underground. I ain't going to say he's underground.

That was just the first name. No, I just, that's the first name I seen. Okay, okay. It's like a lot of people. I got Jenna Jackson in here. She's not underground, baby. No, I'm saying, it's just some people I'm looking at right now. Okay, you want me to look at my underground.

Yeah, you just mentioned the icon. I know, no, I'm saying I'm looking. Listen, I'm just going through my thing. I'm just seeing whoever I see down here. Let me see Janet Jackson was a freak I don't know too much about her Loved her boy

Oh we Loved her She's still sexy to this day Sexy back then sexy now It's a girl that made good music Her name of Mari Noelle I think I've heard of her too Jordan Ward

I love R&B Jazz Carreys Kron Okay They're getting their shoutouts Yeah y'all gets her recognition I don't know It's a lot of people in here

Do name sir Like I don't know You say you'll rapper Say you look if they're ghost write for you right now Yeah if they ghost right for me I do a lot of people say I look like I should be rapping What do you think you look like?

Tell me who do I look like to you Do you tell me because I don't know who I look like I don't know no people for real I give you a mixture I think you like a hybrid It's like a mix Right Like a mix between like a little mama

And probably like a Glorilla a little bit. If they fucked around and had a baby, which would never happen, like you know what I'm saying? You'd probably be like that, probably. Oh. What's your thing? No.

You know what I'm talking about the right? I don't know who little mama is, but I know who Glorilla is. No. Pull a little picture of her. See if you think so. Oh, who? A little mama or a little mama? Yeah. You know what Glorla looks like.

Put a picture of a little mama. You tell me, you kind of got that favor, especially when you was crying, because you know, she had a picture where she was crying. It was crazy. It was a meme. That shit was insane.

Y'all kind of favored each other. That shit ain't funny because you was crying for weird. Yeah, like, that's her. Yeah, that's her. You don't think y'all kind of favor each other? I'd rather hear from you. She's really beautiful, but I don't think. I never called her ugly?

No, I'm saying she's beautiful, but I don't think I favor her. Not at all. We've definitely got two different distinctive features. Yeah, no, for sure. For sure. I mean, I'm disagree with. with you ain't you know no I'm saying you know I'm saying you little mama I mean I don't know I don't want to sound wrong yeah I don't want to sound wrong just say it I don't know like you

look like you know I'm saying you ready for the cigarette burns and stab wounds you know what does cigarette burns and stab wounds just saying like usually like you're with the shits it's just my way and said it like you go get down for the get in fighting no just whatever come all way I wouldn't be afraid riding with you you you know I feel like, man, we can get into, man, anything. It's whatever. It's up. Yeah, I don't let too much.

I don't let a lot of shit slide for real. Yeah, I feel that. I don't go for that. I don't let a lot of shit slide. Like, if I feel I'm getting disrespect to bad either, I don't just going to be the big person, just walk all. Somebody catching a stab. Somebody going to get it.

I don't know. I really be trying to work on my anger, though. So I really be trying to. I haven't had a fight in three years. That's good, too. What was the last fight? What happened? Actually, no, because I had a fight in the club two months ago.

You don't feel like he was too pretty that night to be playing with you? Oh, I didn't care that wig one coming off. It didn't come off. Helmet head, huh? Mubble on. Glute on. Looted on in the back. Oh, yeah.

That's hard to get off. That's hard to get off. Mubble got to really cut that out your head. This got to get cut out. We was at the club. And my home girl, she was in the restroom. like we was in a section right next to these girls I guess like these three group of girls two over head went to the rest of when my home girl was already in there they been on the door

trying to get in now Kyle was like oh damn well Kyle was like oh I'm in here I'm in here I'm in here like you know like but the girls just I guess the girls were trying to jump on her mind you we don't know what's going to the other group it's like eight of us we don't even know that's going on right there security just escorted her out and told them to go back to the section mind you their section is right next to ours they pulling her out through the door the door is like really like right next us um and And then when a girl threw a hookah, I just feel a hookah go behind my bed. Ooh, you just felt them over and go.

Yeah, I was just like, and I was like, what the fuck? And then my heart felt the air off it up. Yeah, I'm like, what the fuck? Dynamics came across. He's straight up. Why did we in the clubs? I don't know what's going on. Like, it was like, what the fuck?

And I see my home girl. She was like, why the fuck you do that? And she pushed the girl. Yeah. And I put my phone down. I said, so what are we doing? Like, which I don't know, like, which I want to know, which I want to do the girls are standing there. So I, I didn't know what was going on.

So that's why I didn't just go ahead and just start swinging because it's like, I didn't really know what's going on. My home girl just pushed them. They didn't do nothing back, so it was like, okay, it was just going to be that. We was on nipping in the butt. The owner of the club, he actually knew me, so I guess he's seen things trying to transpire or whatever. So he had pulled me back. And when he pulled me, he turned me away.

And I guess as soon as he pulled me away, they just start fighting. So they jump, they jump my home girl. Because three of them did not come to fight at all. So it was like, it was just us four against them, two, three girls. I'm telling him I'm like, dude, let me go, let me go. Like, why are you holding me? Like, ain't nothing happening yet. As soon as I turned my neck and I had seen them,

it's a whole video that people in the club was scored in. I just jumped across the table and I punched her down, took her and security down with me. We was just fighting the club, and then the girl was trying to pull my hair, so they tried to jump me on the little chair or whatever. You know what's crazy these days? Maybe you can agree or disagree.

Is I noticed like the chicks fight more today and the niggas just shoot. Like it's like the chicks, like it used to be the niggas fought more than the chicks. You ain't really see. Y'all ain't really. Yeah, you know, no confrontations like that.

You know what I'm saying? Dudes do not be knowing how to fight. Now it's like, chicks is getting down more. You're talking about like, man, they're full blown trying to jump some shit. Like, you know what I'm saying? And now that the niggas is just, it's time to draw down. You know what I'm saying? Because they spend all that money to fight.

And it ain't, for real. Like, that's what's crazy. I get that, but it's like you ain't gotta go to that. And I don't even take that. Niggas can't fight. It's niggas are scared to lose because everybody always recording. And he always gets made more of a thing. Like, you know what I'm saying?

Like, you know what I'm saying? can't just take his ass with him to live on another day and like me we got down it was what it was now they don't do that now it's recorded now it's put out now it's you gotta do something yeah you gotta do you gotta look like you doing something for real it's fucked up it really is you be fighting yeah i do yeah i'd be fighting when's your last fight man this morning life getting the fuck up no you dig what i'm saying shit fight every day you know what I'm saying shit man they get you coming and going bill collectors calling no one bread motherfuckers at you dog all types of shit man fight you fight every day just because a nigga want to

walk up and take a swing at you shit that ain't the highlight of life this shit hit you way harder life hits you hard as fuck than anything harder than any nigger can put his hands on you and you put your hands on another nigga life hit you hard than the motherfucker so when you ask me do I fight hell yeah I fight every motherfucking day I fight to be this be able to sit here with you and we just go in together and talk about it. I had to fight to get here so we could do this. I'm fuck with that.

You know what I'm saying? I had to fight my sleep to get up to get here. Yeah, you got to fight. You got a fight, baby. You came in for the U-Brake. Yeah, I literally just came from the airport. From Dallas? No, from Vegas.

Vegas. What was you doing on Vegas? I was in Vegas. Working. My manager had signed two females, so I still got one of my only fans' pages still active. Working. What do you mean? What were you doing?

No, it wasn't only fans, nothing. There wasn't nothing. It's not, like, public interviews and stuff. Oh, I'm saying. Like, I'm still doing public interviews. That's what I do. That's when I say work, I mean like that. Okay, because I don't know. Like, when you say, like, you know what to me. But, yeah.

Put the only fans back in the mix. So I was like, okay, working only fans, Vegas content. Where are we going with that? You know what I'm saying? But now you just corrected it from me. You said you was out there. You was doing like interviews. Like doing like public interviews?

Yeah, what was you asking people? What was like one or two of the kids? questions um like females um we got to be x now i cannot think i'm on top of my head i know one question for the females the last question i asked i said on the scale of one saying how bad how badly could i beat your ass that would be one i actually did one in the airport with a girl she i don't know she was trying to fight me for real or what but that was funny this content shit ain't easy baby that's why you don't know you knew to it and i love that like i hope you get to see what it's really like it's really easy I don't know I don't know it's stream though it comes with a bunch of

drama especially when you start getting on I'm just giving you the guess so you know what to expect especially we start getting on like I'm sure you hear like little sneaky little comments people got their little shit to say like through your only fans shit like that but you don't have to really even deal with that over here you're going to deal with all that by the masses people go make you really real because they're going to just keep implementing that you mean you got to have hell of you just got to I mean you got to ignore it for show but the first go around it'll get to you a little bit I think it does everybody until you's kind of I think I had my shirt there already well didn't you would you the one

to say like you have anxiety mm-hmm that shit gonna send your anxiety through the roof I just drink some I'm telling you yeah but sometimes the liquor don't always help I just think so too so I stopped drinking like that for real I really yeah you're right like you got it you got to I get over it yeah because you got to be able to do this shit without it exactly you can't always you can't always have it like it's cool drink some liquor. I get that. But like, there's going to be times you're going to be in a setting

that there is no liquor and they're going to still want you to be who you've been who alcohol mixture. You can't be like, oh, my God, I got anxiety. Let me get a drink because the white people that's probably paying you that big ass check. They don't give fuck about none of that. Exactly. We don't care about no liquor. We don't care about none of that shit. You might land a movie. People

might want you on that movie. They want you acting how you've been, how they've hired you to be on. Like, hey, we need you play this character. Well, the only way you can get in characters by a drink. Like you, that's not, you don't need to do that. You got to be able to, on a drop of a dime. Right. That's the goal.

You know what I'm saying? Like, get away from that. You sure that's the goal? That is the goal. Because you only, drinking ain't going to trust me. I don't know. I already know. It's baby steps, baby steps, baby steps.

No, baby steps for sure. But I'm just saying, this content world, this media world, like stepping into this realm, this realm. It should chew you up and spit you out. It's a real nasty, vile, motherfucking environment. I know. I know. Straight up. Like, it gets real.

ugly and it makes and breaks people daily. I know. You have a good career in it today. Somebody say something or sprained something about you tomorrow and you can't clean it up the right way or you can't move past it the right way or scoring you have your ass fucked up for the rest of it. And they're going to forever remember. He'll forever remember that shit.

I know. No, I know. Yes, I do. No. I promise you I do. I promise you. I do. I promise you I do.

You just got it in. I didn't tell you I went viral. yet have you ever seen a video where it was like you know I guess give you the floor I can say if I want to hear you come on for sure

it was a video of me on live and basically it was like a girl oh what they fucking say it was basically like girl teased on her boyfriend on live that's why I had made the 80 bands that month because that went wrong they said I was a tree they said this they said that

they were still talking about me till this day even time I post that said we didn't forget what you did nah nah I had my shirt that they had money on my head time I old bitch you um that's oh we gonna put 50,000 in your head to get you gone like that was really like real behind you doing what cheating on my boyfriend on live everything was fake so I was naked getting pounded on life really wanted none his dick was sorry it was just he was rubbing up against me it was a dude at the bottom who was who also joined alive was at

the time it was my manager who joined but it was like a boy I used to play like He was my man or whatever. And I mean, he just acted that shit out good as fuck. Everybody bleated it. That's how I just went viral. I was on everything you can think of. Was that your only, like, viral moment? I went viral a couple times, but to that extent, no, it was never, like, to that extent, ever again.

But I had a couple other times I just went viral for, like, little stuff. That was like the main one. That's what people, when they see me, they were like, oh, you're that girl from Instagram live. I hear that all the time. Well, okay. here's some old game for you. I hope that you should have knew this was coming with it.

See, we don't know it because you don't, that was your first go-around. So it's like you got to watch what you put out because people don't never let that shit go. Like even my past, you're going to hear somebody always say something. It's always going to be something because I got on. So that shit kind of come with the territory. I just say for the up and coming and people who aspire to try to get in this,

watch, watch what you do. You know what I'm saying? Because they always going to let you know. who you were, not where you're going. You know what I mean? I understand that. Anything else you want to say to the people before we get about here?

No, I'm okay. You sure? That's good. You just told them, was it good? Was it healthy? Do you feel better? I feel good. Like, I didn't really,

like, I want uncomfortable at any more on me or nothing. Like, it was good. Like, I was good. Love that. Love that. Yeah, y'all don't have to be scared for real. It's okay.

Yeah, right. So we haven't been through, worse shit in life on baby way worse way it's nothing worse it's a breeze it was smooth yeah I fucked with it I appreciate you for coming and fucking thank you for having most definitely the sharp tank no jumper sharpest coolest podcast in the world hey Donnie shoot us out the motherfucking gym