Stunnagirl on Quitting Baddies, Being from the Streets, Working with YG & More
00:05The Sharp Tank.No jumper.Sharpest, coolest podcast in the world.Today I got my co-host with me,Brick Baby in the building.Don't be late.You did.And we got one of the realest of the realest, man.
00:23One of my favorites, actually, you know.And I got to see on baddies and, you know,watching how she moved.We got Stunner Girl in the building today.How you doing today, baby?You know what the f*** going on.How you feeling?I'm feeling good.
00:40What about y'all?I'm feeling great.I'm happy to actually have you here because I was supposed to do an interview with you a while back.Some things that came up.I said, damn, I'm probably not going to get this interview because you was one of the ones I wanted to get in here out of all of the ones that were on the batty show.You know, so I'm happy to actually have you here now to sit down, chop it up, engage with your viewers and ours.you know what I'm saying and let's have us a decent conversationfor sure you did
01:09how long y'all just flew in town you just got out hereyep or y'all live out herewe got two spots actuallyyeah okaythey get like thatthey get like that no I do I didn't know if y'all had to fly hereyou know what I'm saying you all had to come inand you know I'm saying y'all just got out here you know
01:24no we was already outsidewho is this young man that you bought upmy husbandyoung rich mullahyeah right young rich muleymanmy personal player partners you know what I'm saying yeah man how everybody doing to everybody good matewe in good spirits yep okay only reason I ask about you know did y'all just get out here
01:47because I like to know his experiences you know what I'm saying like there was it a trouble gettingout here and running any hiccups you know what I'm saying flight got delayed whatever you knowyeah dry you know people be wanting to know that now we I'm just fashionably here yeah okayBoth of us.No, nothing wrong with it.So where are you originally from?You can tell the viewers, where you're from?I'm from Sacramento, O-Park to be exact.
02:159-16.Yeah, Sacktown.Hey, I ain't mad at that, for real.I was your upbringing, baby, before music and all this.Man, how was it for you?You know, I just come from, I don't know how to put it.You see, my daddy was a drug dealer.My mama was a drug dealer.
02:34you know gang life yeah all that type right what part of Sacramento is oak park like is that becauseyou know how like we got south central we got the east side we got whites we got like so it's like themiddle it's like the middle of sacramento yeah and it's like a small neighborhood so like everybodywe got problems with it's like all on every side yeah yeah no that's live right there so youYou growing up out there, you know, like you said, gang life like that,this has always been a part of you.For sure.Say you went to, to Y.A.
03:13Yeah, I went there for, well, I got sentenced for four years, and I did three.Made you three out of four.That was your first bid, like, ever having to, like, really go to jail?No, I think my first time I went to jail, I was, like, 12 or 11.I don't know.That's what I said.Well, I was just saying, like, when you went to jail, like, was that, like,Like was that your longest stay?
03:37For sure.But before that, like I had to like six months and like.Yeah, them type of months.It was like at a six and then it went.Would you keep bumping your head against the wall for?Like, what was your cases about?My cases were really just because like I had a, you know,I was in the streets and I'm taking care of myself.
03:54So my, the one that I went down for for all those years was a robbery.And I had a gun charge and a fake ID.So they was basically just tired of seeing me.You feel me?Nobody got shot down.Like you was a bitch and you like, this shit.Yeah, like I keep seeing this little bitching here to judge already knew me by name, you feel me?So when I came back to the court, they was like, you.
04:14Yeah, we're tired of you.Tired of you.Tired of your ass.And I was already a delinquent.So basically, you know, I was a ward of the state of the court, not the state, the court.Yeah.So you was in placement and all that.Yeah.
04:26Yeah.This they get tired of you because it'd be like camp term.They get short.And I wasn't staying in a group homes.Like the only group home, like I stayed in probably was when I went to foster care when I was like 12.So what you just used to?A-Wall or something as you get there?Yeah, I would be gone.
04:43You just did.Yeah, because, you know, my first charge, they immediately put me in a group home.I didn't even get a chance to be like, you know, like, do I got some family members, somebody that could come get me?They just like immediately put me.That's what I was about to ask, like, why this was going on where your parents getting locked up to?Was it like just something that was going on in the household at the time?Yeah, everybody was pretty much in jail.And then, like, my family is pretty much just me, my brothers and my sisters, you feel
05:10me?So you're saying it's probably hard for your mama and daddy to show up to court when they had a court date that boat, probably too.Yeah, nobody showed up to court.So that was a big thing for me.Like, when I caught the four years, I look back, it ain't nobody in court.And then it's like my grandma, she's like, I'm going to come, mama come.But my grandma, she's strung out on drugs.So it's only far as she going to go, you feel?
05:30Somebody out of breath.So you're saying you always had to face the music pretty much.on your own pretty much yeah four years how was you when you had to go sit down for the fouryears I was 13 yeah you know so some popular cribs that was in thereI think I ran across that at first I was for sure locked up as he and I was in therefind a lot like when I got there it was automatic like war like it was it was differentfriend going from juvenile hall tobasically the prison, you know?
06:08The crazy part is, I ain't evenknow that that was you until I waswith our old boy from Lanes, babyBray's. He was like,oh yeah, you knowshe's rapping there. I'm like,no, becauseI had just got hip to you
06:24right before I went to jail, kicking it withmy eyes and all them. So then Iwent to jail, and he putlike a face with the name. I'm like, never.I'm like, that shit crazy.Yeah, me, but.You gotta think I was a little girl, like, y'all was older.Way older.
06:39Even him.Yeah, that's what I said.Everybody was already in there.Devs.I was 13 coming in there.You know, the females on my unit.20, 22.And I wasn't going.
06:52Like, you couldn't tell me what to do or how to program.I wasn't even a programmer.Like, I just was bad as fuck.So one little thing would just set me off.Like, you know what I'm saying?So I was fine everybody.then, you know, we, like, we locked up with the dudes in there, too.So I was everybody a little home girl.
07:10They f***ed with that because I basically ran my unit,so they sending me kites.I'm getting anything, you know?Everything.For sure.So you was locked up.So, yeah, and y'all in the building, man, where else are the niggas over there too?Yep.
07:22No, not in the building.Not in the building, but just in that same vicinity.You could program together to a certain extent.Basically, like, like how this building is right here,you go outside.It's another building right there, building right there.We got to walk down the runway.We see each other going to the field.
07:38They out on the gates.They could throw stuff over.We passing them by, walking.That's how I fought a boy in there.I was only girl to go out of bounds and fight a boy because he was dissing me.Yeah, he came from Sack.And he kept dissing me and dissing me.And I just wasn't fucking with it.
07:51I was already like, I'm hella angry in here.Like, you know what I'm saying?So I ran out of bounds and fought him.And then they wanted to kick me out the jail because they was like,that's not supposed to happen.Like, you know, girls and dudes ain't supposed to be.in a jail to where y'all could be fighting it you know yeah so they let you out what when you was about18 17 17 17 what was going on then when you when you got out family members waiting on you did you go back
08:15home so when i when i got out i got released because my grandma was the only one you know like i saidmy family is a small family yeah my dad's side of the family wasn't there for me so all i got ismy brothers and sisters and my grandma so you know i'm thinking my grandma changed and stuffSo when I was getting out of jail, I'm all like, you know, everything's going to be different.Probably going on.Yeah, like, I'm all happy.Straight up.Straight up.
08:40I'm going on.So when I get out, I go to her house and she's just the same exact person.And she literally kicks me out within hours.So all I had to my name is my book bag, my jail clothes.I don't even got a fucking toothbrush.I'm like, what am I going to do?Like, when I was getting out of jail, I was like, maybe I should get a job or something.And then that just all went down the drain.
09:04So basically I was back in the streets within hours.Like I had to go hit stores and get my shit together.You know what I'm saying?Like you needed a toothbrush.Yeah, I needed everything.Like I need to hit a stone.Like I need me come home to a fucking toothbrush.Like that shit crazy.
09:18So what?She didn't have a, so when you came on,Grandma didn't have nowhere to go either.She had a spot.She just wasn't.She had a spot, but she was like super gone off drugs.Like she was the type of person growing up, like she wouldpick out my skin and be like, oh, you got bugs and weird shit.
09:37So, like, when I came home, I'm thinking like, she changed.She's telling me she sees shit.I don't see.You feel me?Like, and if you didn't agree with her, she'd be just tripping, like, say she'd be like,oh, it's a rat right there.And you'd be like, no, there ain't.She's going to be, ah, tripping.
09:50So I can't be around this shit.I'm fresh out.You feel me?I just did hell of year.So I had to, yeah.You feel like that was, you know, piece of support?Like, you was looking forward to getting out, like, going to ground.Grandma Miles, she felt like she's more of a mama to you than anything?
10:04I don't even feel like she definitely wasn't more of a mama to me.She's always been destructive.I just felt like that was just like the only person I had.That you could land with.Exactly.That's the only person I know and I got that I could talk to.So, like, you know.Yeah, that's it.
10:20Because it seems like you don't talk to a lot of people.No, I don't.At all.No.So for me to hear you say like, you know, Grandmama, you felt like that was a PCO comfort zonethat was pretty much ripped away from you.when you went home, that's got to be f*** up.Hell, yeah, I'm back out on the street now, it's too.
10:37Yo, yo, your whole life you've been trying to figure it outuntil you start getting some money legally.So you probably ain't never had time to be a kidand really talk to people and be friendly.Like, she comes from out,nigga one of the craziest wives ever.Like, you know what I'm saying?Like, you know, so now it's like, oh, I'm back on the street
10:56and I gotta figure it out.So I already been programming with people not my friend, you know?on God.I see.That shit crazy.So what did you like?That's like a police question.Because I was about to say,
11:10what was your first move after thatto go put some dollars in your pocket?I mean, she ain't doing none of it no more.No, I'm not.It's horrible with.Yeah, but it's still just.I don't even want to speak on a rest and peaceto my big brother because he came and got me.
11:23And we figured it out on my miss.Yeah.That's right about just say.I don't even really want to.Mm-hmm.So after all of that, was you, was you even with music coming up?Like even when you was, they were trying to put you in group poems and shit like that.Was it ever one time dawn on you like, I'm running to a studio?
11:43Anybody want to, you know what I'm saying?Was you hanging out in studios?So my stepdad, he was a rapper.Okay.And he showed me how to record when I was eight.So always stuck with me like he used to bring the studio, like he's had a studio in his closet and like everybody and A.mama from his hood would be over recording and I always like I was singing before that like my momused to be like sing like make me sing for the family you know so when I figured out how to rap I was like
12:09oh this is my lane because I'm eight years old knowing this so I'm like I could talk shit you know sowhen I was about 12 I was already hella viral on Facebook in my city because I was like the youngestbitch getting money so when I posted a video rapping I was like beating on my chest rapping likeand everybody was like calling me like oh my god like that's your hard like go to the studioBut I'm hell young.I don't know about no studio.I'm just making videos on Facebook.So as I was in jail, I, like, perfecting my craft.
12:36Like, I used to be rapping for the tear.And, like, when I would be on, like, 60-day lockdown,I would just be rapping to myself to get myself through the time.They wouldn't give me no notebook.It would just be me in there with, like, a styrofoam tray.And I would have to, like, 24 hours, how am I going to kill it?So I would be sitting there making, like, raps to myself.Like, I had my intro down before I even got out of jail.
12:57Like I told my friends in jailI'm like I'm going to come on the songs likeHey Stunner Girl so I made that upWhen I got outI just continued from where I left offI start posting videos on FacebookJustrapping on instrumentals
13:11And then they was doing so much numbersBut everybody in my city was likeHey and they wouldn't tell me where's the studio atOr like how it is out thereYou got to they want you to be under somebodyTo be rapping or doing whateverI'm the type of person I'm my own personYou feel me so
13:26Where we come from?It's like that.I'm gonna figure it out.Yeah, we're gonna figure it out.Or my mom.So eventually I figured it out.And when I made my first song and I posted it, it did numbers.It did like 10K in a day.
13:37That was numbers to me, you know?For my first song.After that, I just started dropping and it was a rap.That's a lot of the nags paying 10K for a video and getting 3,000 views.Yep.So I didn't have no elioup or nobody telling me like,oh, let me take my little sister to the studio or I didn't have none of that.Like, I really figured all that shit all by myself.
14:00So when did you break to, like, the public?Like, when did people start knowing?Do you feel like it was your first song, or what song, like, made Stunner Girl?Like, I feel like, when I dropped, let it drip.Because it wasn't no bitch talking like me, you feel me, like.In that song, I was, when I first came out, that song was a diss song.But I wasn't dissing people.People that was rapping was dissing me.
14:25So my first couple songs when I was at,out, I wasn't like I was just trying to rap, you know?In that song, I start touching on like shit that was going on in my life and, you know,politicking, you know, just touching on every subject.So when that song dropped and like people heard it, bitches, they was like, well, she's talkingcrazy.You got to think at a time when I dropped that song and then I drop on the record right afterthat, bitches was just talking about like taking bitches and like kid ass shit, you feel me?
14:55You're not on the little Kim rap.type of movement.Yeah, they was just talking about little girl shit.I'll take your niggas, woo, woo, woo, woo.I'm over here like sliding on drop, this and that,getting money like this, you know what I'm saying?So when I came out, everybody was just like, whoa,took off in the bay immediately.
15:12Like, I was getting overly booked and it was just, boom,I left, I went to Detroit, went to New York,and I just left to LA, and then I just started making my market.Let's back up to Detroit.What was that experience like going down therewith them around in the D?When I went out there,like I really had a rap.
15:29So I get off the plane and like I go to a studio and it's like freaking like 50 people in the studiowith like a microphone and then just like a MacBook computer.So they're like, oh yeah, hey standing girl.Come on, get on this song.So I had to stand in the middle and rap in front of like 50 people and not be scared.You know what I'm saying?So that has turned me more into a beast.So I'm just up there like, standing up with everybody in Detroit.
15:57So, yeah, you pretty much saying like...Them be them cessions.You got to rap.You're pretty much saying that all the type of, like,you've had to do it around niggas.Like, you've had to compete with them.Basically.So you, bitches ain't shit.
16:10Like, that shit easy.You know what I'm saying?Compete with 50 niggas in the room.Yep.And I have to try to drop the hardest bars.Exactly.And then it just went crazy because they told me,like, no other females came out here
16:22and actually wrote their own shit.But mine was different because I was doing punchings.You feel me?Yeah.So not only am I riding my own shit, but I'm getting on the mic.Freestyleing right alongside you, my ass.Well, you was doing it with a style of own train.Why?
16:36They don't know that.They don't know that.I'm just listening because I'm intrigued by the story.I've been waiting to like listen to this because nobody ever asked you about none of this,about your life and why you are the way that you are.Maybe I feel like you telling this will help the viewer who are people who willin the future understand you better.Exactly.
16:56of why you may be the way that you are.So you went to Detroit.You in Detroit.Hell, you're competing with 50, man, 50 niggas.But shit, you've been competing with niggas all your life.It sounds like to me.It ain't even been really the bitches.You feel like, man, shit, the niggins are the ones that got what I want.
17:14You know what I'm saying?So I'm about them the niggas I'm competing with.Shit.You bitchers want cell phones and you're just your hair done.I'm trying to have a full-blown bag.How did you even get a little bit?get introduced to the game.Like, like, I know you grew up right there,
17:31woo, but, like, what made them say, like,all right, you can kick it?Like, you know what I mean?How you get, like, street statusto even be able to slide and go across the worldand stand on your gangsterism?I feel like, I don't know, just starting young,I was always a fighter, and my brother,
17:47he would skip over every,because I got seven brothers and sisters all together.My brother, rest in peace, though.He would skip over all the kidsand come to me for like everything like come fight this bitch come do this because he's in high schoolhe was in high school you know and i was already like a rowdy-ass kid like i was super super smart i goteight days in i mean a plus is in school yeah but i was bad as like i just i just feel like probablyjust from where i came from like my household i don't know but i would just always like on go you know
18:16people couldn't bully me yeah like in elementary girls would just try to bully me because i had longcare. I wasn't going. I'll be fightinga whole. There's seven siblings in the house. There's no waywe're getting along every day. Sevenkids on the same page. It's too much likeright.Hey, listen to me. I don't father. A cousin of minenigger come out to shower. He in a towel. He must
18:36have said something to me in like sixth grade.He must have said something to me. I justtake off on him. He dropped his tail, nigga.He takes it off on me, nigga.That's only talking about a butt naked manin my life, too.My kid running out of the shower. Hishis nigga was talking breezy, though,
18:52I had to take off morning.It's early in the morning.It's early in the morning,nigga like, nigger, hold up.We ain't doing this one this morning.So I could see her, hell yeah,and she didn't got down with her.You ever fought your siblings?
19:03Hell yeah, my mom had a, like, trampoline,and she used to make all my cousins come over,and she used to let me fuck them up with one hand.Every time they do something, yeah, come on, y'all,let's have a barbecue.She'll be like, fuck that bitch up, do that.You know, I don't even see that in that,I don't even see that family functions no more.
19:18I used to see that, like,they would bring out gloves.They would bring out gloves.at the end of the night.Everybody didn't drink, fireworks, shit is over with.Now you got, I gotta see my home girl from my neighborhood, niggas squab her daughter.Oh God.Her daughter was like 19.
19:33She's like, you been talking shit all year.Niggins, put the gloves off.And got him up right in the front yard.Yeah, yeah.Missed that shit.Yeah, that's that real, that real galley.People, yeah, but people don't even go to like family functions don't even really happen like this.It's like it's force.
19:51It's force.Yep, that shit don't be going onAnd my mom always was likeShe wouldn'tIf I ever even told like came home from schoolAnd was like, oh some girl said something to meAnd she'll be like what?What you do?
20:03You know what I'm saying?So it was already like on goAnd then I feel like like after thatYou know I was born in my hoodSo I was already around everybodyYou're a product of itYeah, pretty much product of my ghettoThat's what we call the Earth Turve Birth
20:20That's what you're just day one right thereand you have nowhere else.Like, but the females, you still get a pass.So that's why I'm like, you know, I'm a part of the culture.So it's like, for us to accept the female,she really gotta be doggie and do it all that.So you know what I mean?No, that's real shit.
20:37Why you think I don't f*** with every bitchthat come up over here?I don't with every bitch, because I can smell it on them.Like the ones that ain't really with it,they never really been through nothingbecause we got real ones that have, homie.And she ain't really glorifying that shit, my nigga.She's like, yeah,
20:52I went through that shit.Most bitches come here.Yeah, I went through that shit.Yeah, I did it.Like, it's not nothing to glorify.You know what I'm saying?Like, you even saying, you was like,damn, I got good grades.
21:02It's just I couldn't get out the mix.Right.I'm going home to it every day.I can come up and get straight A's every day.But guess what I'm about to deal with?No type of homework when I get on.How to deal with some other shit, my nigga.We got real life.
21:17Real life.I had any grace.I was on an honor and all that.Mm-hmm.It's a nigga.when you at home, like that shit that go on.Tell me some more, because I'm interested, like,how I never heard you open up, like, to tell, like, who you are.
21:31So, like, I feel like I'm, I've watched everything on youand you don't, you've never talked about it.Like, your upbringing.This is a good one.What?What's your name from Oak Park?What's your, what name they gave you?Stunner Girl.
21:43They gave you Stunner Girl.Yeah, because originally there was Stunner Gang,and before, like, there was, like, Mazzie and, like, all that stuff.everybody's name has stunting in it.Yeah.So when I got out of jail, everybody had their name changed.It was like, Mazzy something now.Everybody that was stunned at this was now they're Mazzy this,
22:02but I just didn't like, I just, you know, stayed who I am type shit.I didn't get out and follow the wave type shit.Fischo.Shout out to my big bro, though.He did.He wanted the legends out of my city besides me.Yeah.The one rest of the beast.
22:19Huh?The one rest of the beast.I'm not talking about Mazi.Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.Now, my brother are legend for sure.My big brother, yeah.It's crazy.Raul, Riyu, rare money.
22:29Man.Yeah.It's crazy.Because Mazzie, niggas don't even know that's the name of the clique.Like, he came out Mazi member.And everybody just was like, he didn't have a rap name.I think he changed his name to that.And then they tried to make him more of a game.
22:45Because the Mazzie member, it was just short.Like, we was called it a Mazzie.Then you see like E Mazzie and all that.Like,At first it looked as everybody was just putting his name and all of that.Then when it came out, like you just said, it's a click.I feel like he don't feel like it's a click.Everybody's a Mazzie.
23:00I don't feel like it's a clique either.It's more, I think that's Hell Gang.His name is Mazzie, so I think everybody else just followed that, like, him changing his name to that.But, I don't know.Mazzis not a gang, though.Mazzie's not.That's your brother?Huh?
23:15That's your brother?Yeah, he's my big bro.Mm-hmm.For sure.I f*** with him.No, first time I ever met Mazzie with.I think I want to say over a year ago,he had came to the old studio,
23:24and he was like, man, Sharma, watch all your shit, man,I f*** with you.For some reason, I've always been connected with the Bay Area.Man, them's all my people.I ain't never had no.Shight, no, for real.Yeah, but they've been all my people like Kay Reddand all there, man, rest and peace.
23:42You know, I was out in Richmond when we bury him.I was how I flew out there, you know what I'm saying,to Oakland, my nigga, when buried that man.You know what I'm saying?But every time I go through there, it's nothing but love, especially for the pin,and everybody moving out the way.Oh, look.Sharp just pulled it up, my nigga.
23:56Like, it's, I love debate for that and I love the culture.And I'm gonna get down out there.So I understand your heritage.That's why, like me even ask you these questions,like figuring out your upbringing.Like, your ass came up like a nigga.You came up like a fucking man.And I'm still a girly girl, like.
24:13And you still girl to be able to keep that thought,without nobody really showing you to keep it.Right.I do commend you for that and I respect that.Was you and your husband, so when you was in the field and all that, like,was y'all childhood home boys or did, I mean, homie-s?Because she's like the nigger.You're like, so he's gay.
24:36We know how you move, so it's like,he's like, I came home.We throw the 420 a man, there's ain't nothing but gay in here.There's no motherfuck to come in.I'm like, man, what the .But then like we y'all was it like when y'all was younger are y'all childhood friends like how did y'all come together like you know what I'm saying?So basically we already we've basically been friends for over 10 years like you know my whole hood used to just go link up with him and be posting him he had a big ass house in Vegas and shitNiggas wasn't having that type of shit, so he was already interlocked with, like, you know, people around me.
25:15That's how we met.And then, you know, he was the youngest nigga getting money.I was the youngest bitch getting money, so it was bound to happen.Yeah, man.So you from Sack or where you come from?I'm from North Oakland, 53rd Street.Marluckie King did it in and be the exact though, but you feel me, I got heavy.I used to be on 65th of San Pablo.
25:36Yeah, I got heavy, heavy affiliate.blood ties and fruit town bombed in so I've been back and forth my whole life you feel meyeah I mean it's California I mean we got Bay Area cousins we got you know I mean it's likethat because like I said I was staying I was up in Sack when I was 17 sure my people was at Sacksbut we had other things right there I was in East Sack I knew about O Park and some others inthe Tomeys called the comment what is it called what was they called in the tumble what'sthem.What?
26:09Natomas is the...But it's a gang up that way.What, really?It's a blood game.What's the blood game?Another, if there better not be no goddamn Natomis bloods.No, no, no.No, you know I ain't from out there, but it's up that way.
26:21It's upling, is it an upling blood game, up something, bloods?I don't know about that.Yeah, see, what are the hoods around?I really want to bring up no.That's cool.That's cool.Yeah, I just, the highlands, maybe.Oh, yeah.
26:38North. Exactly. That's exactly what I'm saying.But, yeah, I got affiliates from up there too.But so how did you get, how did thisrap career, how did you link with the baddies and turn into areality story?Or she didn't even get there.Like, I just want you to know your music, for real.Like, your music, I listen to your music.
27:02You ain't the average chick moving with it.Hell, I would have loved to manage you.I was trying to catch up with you months ago, said,damn she's moving you know you you've been rapping and to find out how you started and whereyou came from maybe that story can't never be ignored you know what I'm saying because it was pureit didn't it wasn't something that uh you even saw the next person doing and say I can do that yousaid I was being on a star phone and try to try to make this 24 hours go bythanks you know what I'm saying so I can get the about here and get moving I really do commend you for that
27:38for your music and how you moveand I really do believe that you're gonna blow.It's different for you because you actually didstart in the space of fucking with niggas.Like around niggas, like you're competing with them.You're not trying to f***ing the niggas.You're trying to compete with the niggins.Yeah, my business.
27:55And to still keep, you know, your feminine side to yourself.How was, like, how'd you do that?How'd you keep like, you know, to be able to be around niggas,be almost respected as one, but still,keep your feminine side to yourself and like let them know hey I'm still a girl I feel like justbecause my mama was the original hot girl she was about all that telling guns all that but shewore her dressing her heels and acting like a lady you know so I always was into makeup and hair anddifferent styles and doing all that so I really never let none of that like you know this shit
28:31I was doing be like oh I got a macho up you know that was never that I was never that I wasabout to say where is your mom now um she lives in north carolina she she changed her life she'sgot a job now and doing good yeah how's your relationship um it'd be good and then you know likewe we used to be really bad but as i got older like when i got out of jail i was really mad at herbecause i never got a phone i never got like a visit i never got money on my books um i didn't evenget to talk to my little sisters that's why when people be likedoing shit and I could cut them off like this.It'd be like I had it like black like act like my little sisters didn't exist.
29:14You know, my babies, you know.Half it hurts.So.That hurts.I already know.You holding it up for us right now.She's like me.That shit hurt me.
29:22I'm a female like that shit hurts for real.Was they holding you being like your troubled childhood against you like, oh, youfaking up.I ain't fucking with you type shit?So I got some like understanding with my mom recently and she was this.like, well, you got to see where I was coming from.Like, you was doing outrageous shit.And we out here, you don't know what we're going through.
29:45We came out here and had to start from scratch.I didn't have nothing when I came out here.Did you ever tell us, thunder girl like mom, I was a product of my environment?Yeah.What she said?I just felt like everybody left me.Like, I can't, I don't even got your number to call y'all.You feel me?
29:58Or when I'm calling this, oh, you can't talk to your little brothers and sisters.You can't, nah, no, because you doing this and you doing that.They just really thought I was just, I really felt like everybody just thought I wasn'tgoing to be shit or like I wasn't out.It's always going to be in jail.They counted you out.Yeah, they basically did.That's what I felt like.
30:16My mom was the brick lady too.My mom, but see, she used to go OT.Like, it's a complete opposite.Like, as much as she could, they could.Like, my parents' dad had me with them.And then I'd be at my granny house.And that's where all the boys.Like how you said, all of us over there.
30:33It's my IT's that's so drugs.It's, my IT's that ain't got it like that.or if they're working all day,all the grandbabies is over there.It's like 10 of us staying in the two-bedroom house.Like, you know what I'm saying?And she can't keep track of all of us.I start driving her car at 12.
30:49Like, it's just you're a product of your environment.It don't matter how much money that we have.Like, but they always made it to like,so soon as they get in town, they come get it.So that's why I'm like, damn, they were selling.Sometimes.They come from the streets.So they don't understand.
31:05I mean, they're supposed to understand what you going throughin your troubled pathsbecause they come from this shit.I really just feel like with my mom,she didn't want me to be like her.So when she seen me start being like her,she just was like, hell not.But she had to kind of go through the motions
31:20to get to where she's atand to have change in her life.So she got to remember that she once was youor some type of, you know what I'm saying,product of that environment.So she got to know like,hey, if it helped her, it can help you.Sometimes I sit back and I've always said like,
31:37then what would my life be if I did have everything and I was fed a silver spoonexactly you know I was able to go to college would I be better off or would Ihave been worse so I feel like I'm better off now because without all those trialsand tribulations that I went through who the f f would I be stoner girl exactly Iwouldn't know that's a person that I'm scared to know that's exactly how I feel I wouldn'thave nothing to talk about I wouldn't have you know my story to tell yeahfor other young girls looking up to me.Cause even when my mama, I watched her hustle
32:11every type of way to raise this.So that's why I'm such a hustler.She was doing everything without a jobwithout government assistance for seven kidsand let us know she was doing it for uswhen she would go do it.And yeah, so watching her do that made me like,your grandma and your mama?
32:26My mom.That really made me to have that hustle in me.I knew how to like when I was going to elementary,I was like in school like I'm smarter than all of y'all.I'll be looking at these moms.Like I already know the game.I know how to do that.this and that. Where was she during your
32:39stays when you was going to jail? Was she notfaking with you? Was she... The first partshe was fighting her own case. Sothen she went to jail but then she got outand when she got out, I was already likelost in the system. Like when shegot out and figured out I went to jail likethe first time I went to jail, she had left
32:55me with my aunt. She ended up being myaunt asked like how to fuck you let my daughter go tofoster care. Sowhen she came to see me in the group homesI was tatted up. I'm 12 years old. I got likeseven tattoos. Mom was lookingI mean crying, like, what the fuck, like, what went wrong?Like, everything just...
33:12She went to jail only for probably, like, a couple, six months probably.So she was like, what the fuck happened in six months?Like, my daughter is out of fucking control, you know?It can happen in six days.But you got to think what I'm witnessing in a household.Yeah.Well, I already know everything, you know?Yeah, that's shit.
33:27Before your ass went to jail.They act like we all got eyes.Like, y'all used to have us hold your drugs and shit.When y'all go busts, like, what are you talking about?Like, you cannot hide shit from a kid.We're in every closet.We're everywhere.So it's like, you're not high-distance.
33:41Especially when you leave it as an home a lot by ourselves.I think my mom kept it too real with us.We was talking about that the other day.I was just trying to put y'all up on game and not like, so y'all wasn't just out there.You feel me?I got sent back from Detroit.I was living in Detroit with my mom while she was hustling.And she had like $3 million downstairs in the basement.
34:01Me and my sisters, we was playing hide and go seek.And we found the money and ripped everything.Not ripped it, but throwing it in there.air, we playing dice with the shit.We f***ed up.She said it took her a day and a ass.What ass wubb?I got drugs.
34:17You took a ass wop.You didn't your motherfucking asswhip.Imagine that today.I'm going downstairs and playingin $3 million ripping it up.Because y'all did.You told the motherfucker of truth.Somebody getting their ass whoop.
34:31She said it took her three days to count the moneyin the first place because she out there by herself.You get it on the same?I'm saying?Then we was playing with the neighbor's kids, and he's supposed to be a robber.So now if they go back and tell him, we went straight to a hotel.We were living at a hotel for like a month.I got sit back to L.A.
34:50It was a rap.Yeah, it was a rap for you.All of us, we all got sit back to L.A.That's crazy, though, because even if, like, when I become a mom, I'm not just going to send my kid off.No.She has to.We had a house.We had a house in L.A.
35:05We had a nanny, a full-time nanny.We were just out there with herbecause she was planning on being out there for a second.You know what I'm saying?Yeah, yeah, yeah.Once we start doing that, why she was hustling,I would have sent my kids back too.Like, wait, y'all got, I, I f*** it that.
35:18Like, I'm busting to play right now.Yeah, like, I'm f***ed up.I wasn't supposed to have them right here.You get what I'm saying, at the trap.But, yeah.So, is that, like I said, your story, though,like, just to know, like, some of your backgroundand where you come from,
35:32how did you even get, now,now I want to move on to the next segmentwhere I ask you, like,about the baddie situation.Like, how'd you even get into, like, TV?Okay, so I always wanted to do, like, actingor some type of, like, TV.So I heard, well, no, people who were sending me it,
35:49they're like, there's this showand they're coming to the West Coast.I had never watched the show, nothing.So when I looked at it, I went to go, like,start looking at clips on YouTube.I'm like, all right, maybe this would, like,be a stepping stone to get my foot in the doorto do some, like, you know, some TV.
36:07shit.Show them I could be aroundbitches.I can be a girl.It might go as far as me starting to actbecause that's what I want to do.I want to get into movies.So I'm like, but like as I got on there,
36:18I went to the auditions.They already knew who I was.So I was in VIP.And then after that,I just really felt like it was a setup.Like seriously.Because they, when I went up there to go,I was in the VIP room with like everybody
36:34I had ended up fighting.So that was already kind ofweird.I felt like you was in Y.A.all over again.Yeah, like, I went up there.I'm like, I would just with you bitches in the back room.Y.
36:44It was all up in my face.Oh my gosh, she's so pretty.They're fighting for play, baby.Then when I got up there, it's fighting for play.It basically was like, you have, I have to do the audition because you have to explain.It won't make sense if I just pop up on the show.I've never done TV before.So I don't got a character from like oxygen or like another branch.
37:02You feel like this is my first time doing TV.So I had to do the audition too.But when I went to do the auditionAnd it was likeOne judge bitch was up thereThat this bitch used to be my fucking background dancerThe other bitchI seen this bitch in the back
37:15She was being hella coolBut when I went up on the microphoneThey thought I was likeThen they explained myself to themAnd that's what shit went leftLike you know how I come upLike you know what the fuck going onWe don't know what the fuck going on
37:27I'm like from that moment onIt was already like y'all bitches got me fucked upLike y'all hoseY'allos and KellyFirst offFirst of allIt's not what you're from is where you're atY'all bishops is in Kelly.
37:37Off the dribble.Off the dribble.I just said that many times before.Hey, man.I ain't going to nobody backyard and expecting to really, like, be that boss man.Because I'm already knowing somebody over here been doing that shit.For sure.Like, you got it's not where you're from.
37:50It's where you at the end of the day.You feel what I'm saying?Like, the fans couldn't even believe I was there.Like, when I was walking up and everybody started seeing me in the line,they like, Stunner girl.Like, what the fuck, bitch?What did you do with it?I just standing in line when I was walking food up.
38:06They was like Stundergirl here.Like y'all motherfuckers better be happy.I'm even here.How I feel.You hear me?Yeah.And that's why I feel likelike they didn't really understand you
38:14from that first segmentwhen they was trying to pass outthem little pink slipsor whatever cards they were trying to have.Her only was my favorite for them all dishes.You and Rolie.You already, because you're the hubby.Roley at West Side, baby.
38:27I know her whole neighborhood.I knew for sure you was going on the show.I think I already knew before.But I knew for sure when you hit the audition.I'm like, she for sure,going to get on the show.It ain't no way that.they fit to turn down this.
38:38And they, because I mean, y'all all bought it up.Like, that season was really pushed to the world.To me, y'all first, like, cast,because didn't rock come on with y'all, too?Yeah.Like, that was, like...It seemed like you and her, actually,throughout the show, y'all was cool.
38:53Like, y'all had a mutual respect for one another.Yeah, she was the most respectful.Like, it started off at the photo shoot.That's because she could feel where your ass was from,niggas, she could hear in your lingo.Yeah.Like, hold up, nigga.She had already told me, like,
39:05when I had met herlike her dude already said likefor her like you know what I'm sayingso she was respectfulout of she was like the mostcoolest like she wasn'tgiving off like oh I'mMrs. Butch in this motherfucker
39:21and she was just coollike but usually the ones who got it they don't really pop itthey'd be waiting likenigga wait till you pop it likeyou have to I already know what I'm gonna do to youso that's what I get from y'all too on there likeAll right.I was just pretty confused
39:38with the rest of the bitchesbecause likewhen I met the other castthey was likeoh my GodI love your musicrapping my songs to meand then it's like
39:48I fight one bitchand then everybody just wholeshift just changedbut it's likeif y'all was reallysome gangsta bitchesand y'all was real bitchesy'all would have
39:57minding your businessfirst offtwo y'all were to respectat the situationbecause the last time I seen thesewhole day was trying tojump meand team tag me
40:04you film me from the auditions.Bitch, what you mean?This is the first time I'm seeing this bitch.Of course, I'm not fin of sitting here doing a photo shoot.Like as soon as she heard.It was crazy because, you know, it seemed like in the show,they separated you, put you in the room by yourself.They were all standing across the threshold.
40:21And once, like, I guess the girl Tommy walked back in,all hell broke loose where they tried to pretty much jump you.Because you was down to catch one-on-one fades with themif they really had a problem with you.For sure.It was the fight you're talking about.happened in the living room that was the next day yeah but the day at the photo shoot was thefirst time i'm learning that this bitch is here and all that so it wasn't even a plan thing they
40:43just said the bitch is here and i'm like oh i got to get you because bitch you know what you didon my it was never a time i walked past this hole it was never a time me and her seemed like that was thefirst time i seen her and they tried to keep us separate so i really planned it out like i'm finn'tjust way back here until i hear them call their names and i'm going to come out becausethey were trying to keep us separate and do weird shit soSo the next day when I come, I was just with these bitches all in the lobby, you feel me?So I ain't thinking bitches feel some type of way.But when you watch the playbacks, they're rolling their eyes at me when me and her getting broken up.
41:15You know, they're doing all this.And I really felt like it was more of a – some of them felt like I was taking a spotlight.And the other half was just dick rider lab dogs and was like, she got more followers.This is who I'm going to attach myself to.You know what I'm saying?So me coming in as the wild card was like, for her.Like, you know.And they can't do nothing with you.
41:34too.So it's like, damn.Like, nigga, we got to, like,put some respect on it and stand down.So all they can do is give youthem facial emotions and all that shit.Facts.You know what I mean?
41:44Like, that shit is, like, everybody competing.I don't know.For me, it's like half of them is competingto be Natalie's best friend.You get what I'm saying?Then Natalie will be fucking with y'all.But y'all get into it with people.I mean, she's like the moderator,
42:02mediator type person on the show.But it's like, my son doesn't do anything to get their points up with that.What was your...Instead of coming on being a cell.What was your expectations going on to Batties when you did, you went to even go and do the audition?What were you expecting to get like, what would, what did you think it was all about?Honestly, going on there, I thought it was like, I thought it was going to be more about, like, our talents.Yeah.
42:30Not so much of, like, fighting instead, you know.So I thought it was going to be, but I definitely was wrong, but I thought it was going to be.I mean, but you got both off. You and rock are the only two out of that got both off.Like we're listening to Stunner girl. We're listening to vibe and you have me.But you know, my music being that though.No, no, that's what I'm saying.But you're still, you know, some people get on TV and TV.No, and it negates from their music career.
43:03You kept both strong going into reality shows.It's hard to do.Because, you know, I just never let nobody play with my business.I ain't been letting my ass while would I get on TV and start letting my ass play.Yeah.Because they say that's for washed up rappers.You know what I mean?They were like, at first it was supposed to be like when the rappers' career is over,
43:21he goes on love and hip-hop.But Cardi B changed the narrative.Right.And now it stars like pop and you like kept that.You kind of like bigger now with the music also.Like people would.I just feel like.like with that I made their network pop in for real me going on there and now everybody want to do it
43:38you know what I'm saying me it was just like a hobby I'm going to come on TV like I said I want toget in this TV lane so me coming on there it brought a whole different type of crowd I brought theunisex crowd niggas wasn't watching that show we got people calling my husband from the prison yardoh I love her tell sis on my mama they put a real hood bitch on her you do it for the hoodyou know what I'm saying like now I see more dudes talking about baddies and shit andniggas wasn't really watching that shit for real like that.I watched it, I'm gonna be honest with you.I only, I watched it because I knew Rock was on there
44:09and then when I saw you, I said, oh,it's gonna be crap.I ought to watch all this and then that's what we were supposedto get the interview and I went back and I watched it all againso I can really like pinpoint what you was on.So to hear like your story now, why you did what you did,how the viewer can understand who you are.You know what I'm saying?
44:28And why certain things may have transpiredwhen you was there.Right.So when y'all was going on the road, shit like that,do you feel like they were when y'all would get on stage?Remember, they would, y'all would all do like a song apiece pretty much?Do you feel like the crowd was more engaged with youthan all the other chicks that were up there doing music besides rock,
44:49and she's her own entity, you know what I'm saying?But just for you and what you were there for,you feel like the crowd was more receptive to your music?For sure.They were.I performed different songs.everywhere some bitches only perform one song the whole time so when i would come in the building youknow this is my area this is the west coast bitches is already hyped that i'm even here so
45:13they was already just waiting they knew the words to they knew the lyrics to my music so it wasn'tlike i was getting up there performing a foreign song yeah bitches knew they're telling me what thefuck to perform perform yeah yeah we're gonna hear it is yeah that's real fans oh god so i feel like whenthe season played out and they've been we've been knowing this bitch so it just madeto go even crazier because they like,we've been to do this bitchand she's been standing on business.Now y'all, the rest, the TV world
45:39gets to see that.The world love to hate on the West Coast.They do.They love to hate on us.They sure do.All the time.No, for sure.I don't know why.
45:48I don't know what we did.I do know what we did.I'm going to tell you what I know what we did.I'll be honest.It's because our game is fast.That we fast people.You know what I'm saying?Like, everything we're doing,
46:00the plays happen quick.Every other place,I'm not trying to take nothing from nobody,but it's slower in other areas.So when they run across somebody who got gameand you know what I'm saying,living life in the fast lane,hit team, it seems to come off as,
46:14you know what I'm saying?It's intimidating.Oh, city.Yeah, it's very intimidating.You know what I'm saying?When you're one person,they don't even know how to take that.A lot of people I ain't ever even seen that.
46:24You go to a lot of smaller cities.Right.You know what I'm saying?So they don't even know how to take you in,even from just the sight,like, oh, shit, she got tattoos.Oh shit, she's talking this way.They don't know that shit other places.
46:37They don't.That shit different.You know, the game started in California.Everywhere I go, that's why I was saying.I felt like I was just above people.Like, not above them in a sense, but like mentally above them.Like, they still talk about this.We didn't already be up here.
46:54We're on a headache.Do you feel like that stems from experience?Or do you feel like that's just because you feel like you know everything?No, it's just from childhood and being in.it. We talk about the game in like our culture, the West Coast culture.Our culture is totally different. Like, for instance, the shootout happened, we already knowwhat to do. Shootouts ain't happening where bitches is from. They crying, they have an asthmaattacks. You know what I'm saying? Like, we used to it. We hear some, we're expecting gunshots
47:21after a fight. Like, you know, when a fight break out, we already know, like two seconds later.Let me get to the car. It's a bullshit if it happens. Yeah, like, everywhere is not like that or even ourgame, like how we get money.Yeah.How we do certain things like in other cultures, like, I can't even explain it.But they...I know what you're talking about.You know what I'm saying?
47:39They're not getting money, how we getting money, how we was raised to and shit.So, like, that's what I'm saying.Like, in a men standpoint, like, they got the trap culture.They're fast with the trapping transaction because it's a whole lot of that going on in the South.They don't like...From the men's, like, just us traveling, they don't...like that we come from the West Coast we got everything they got to comefuck with us then we already got our chin up chest out
48:08the cock sideways yeah you know me we got that whole or it's just that wetalk to poke the bear out here like niggie let me see what you about me becausewhat did you say it'll make it yeah I'm like me and my boy you know where weman, they're good.Yeah.Come on, man.Statted on.Yeah.
48:34Thanks.So for you, why didn't, um, because obviously you were a popular person, the fans, they lovedyou on baddies.Why ain't you going back?Why didn't you and did nothing with them?They were to up the bag for you by now and just say, come on, fucking bring her back, becauseshe's going to be spicy.Exactly.
48:55Because I already know, just me leaving, like, all the fans is like, oh my God, we'rewe need Stunner Girl back because it ain't no bitch that's coming like me.I'm standing on business regardless, whether, whatever situation.But I really left because I was having, like, disagreements with the actual network and the CEOs.And they just don't have their program type, you know.I didn't like how they was programming over there for real.It might be a situation like, hey, y'all tell me, Stunner Girl, we're shooting these scenes today.And one bitch do something and you and you following after what this bitch say.
49:29so now we're not starting to 11 o'clock at night.And I'm going to discreet with that.Because I've been up getting my makeup done.This shit costs money.You know what I'm saying?It's just everywhere.I just feel like it's just a lot of tender shit going on over there.Yeah.
49:42So really, in all, in all, yeah.A lot of tender shit.So in all, you say you really didn't want to go back,especially the bag wasn't right.And the money, too, yeah, because they agreed to pay me this lump sum.And yeah, it's a big lump sum, and I probably did get paid the most.I'm not saying I didn't.But because y'all so unorganized, y'all tell me, we shooting baddies this month.
50:04I've been asking you on for weeks.When month are we shooting it so I don't book any shows?I'm not going to be sitting on standstill, you know, not get in my bag because y'all don't come up with a date.So say I didn't book the whole day.I'm August up with shows.You know, I'm getting a lot of money for my shows, 30,000s, 35s, 25s.So imagine having that whole calendar booked up and you tell them like, yeah, that's good and all.We're going to start shooting.
50:27but I'm going to have to pay these shows back if, you know, I'm not present.These my sands have sent me deposits.They didn't send me the whole damn back in.Exactly.So my lump sum of money, basically, I was going to be having to use that to pay back every show I missed.And you already agreed to give me back the money for the shows.Then when the season start, you're like, oh, I didn't say this.I'm like, bitch, what?
50:49Bye.See, that's why, as us as black folks, we got to be better on our paperwork.You know what I'm saying?because thinking that like you can a handshake in agreement and don't work like that in businessyou got to make sure man like that you you can trust in people and know like that ain'tnothing against like zeus or nothing and nothing what they doing but just overall for thepeople that are going into business like hallway shit man make sure some shit like that's inwriting because that's a lot of money but they just sell scandalous with paperwork too
51:19so on my contract you know no I'm just saying how they don't be wanting to words orshit how it's supposed to be wordedwhy you give the lawyer that can read the right they can read that language i do got a lawyer i'mtalking about them they don't be going to get it together they don't be wanting to put it on paperwhat they're giving somebody basically so they might say hey stoner girl i'm giving you 150 000 forthe season and then on the side i'm gonna give you 150 for two music videos but we have to put thaton the paperwork and say two music videos because i can't put on the paperwork i'm giving you 300000understandable but you already knew on the other side of that for the videos that was already a gamble
51:53you gambled for that onelike for the extra $150 for the two videosNo it's not gambling I'm telling you this is how people doLike higher corporations for instance rightThey might have higher uppers that be likeOn paperwork you can't give this personThis amount of lump sumSo we have to word it like this
52:10Because they look crazy for giving me all this moneyYou feel what I'm saying? But then againIt's still like we do business like thatI didn't got 50s and hundredsThat ain't been on paperwork so it's normal to meI'm not really understandable, but at that point,like you had to know you were still gambling on that sidebecause it's not on paperwork.
52:28They can either give it or they don'tand the relationship can get fucked up.Who would even care in the mix?But to want to guarantee that to youand know that you really got that coming,is that shit got to be on that paper?I figured it was somethingbecause we went down there with our camera.
52:44We just left from Las Vegasand they haven't turned out.Yeah, we just left from Las Vegas.And they having like the Baddies versus Wild series, right?And one of the top baddies wasn't there.I'm like, what's going on?I'm like, where's this?You know, I'm already poking around looking for my boy.
53:07You already know, you're not there.I figured there was something going on.So, I mean, are they taking it personal or is it like you ain't fucking with it?I'm not fucking with them.And then it just got out of hand.You know what I'm saying?Like when I left, that was a big thing.They wanted me to keep it a secrecy.
53:25Don't go on there and say anything.Don't do this and that.So basically when I posted, hey, y'all, I won't be returning to baddies.That just, like, made everything go to the left.So because, like, the CEO, he's, like, very childish.So he'll go on there and troll me on the internet.You know, I'm a female.I'm going to say whatever the fuck I want.
53:43I see you trolling me going on there, fucking with me.I'm going to fuck with you back.I get paid to do that anyway.So go ahead.Start it up if you want to.So me announcing that I left, basically, they got super mad about that.But then at the same time, behind scenes, they're all like, come on, what do we got to do?What do we got to do?
53:59But it's like, now this didn't been said.Now that didn't been said.And you know what I'm saying?Now shit's getting out of control.Now it's like, I'm standing on my word.I can't come back now.You know what I'm saying?Like, I'm still cool Natalie.
54:09She still calls me until this day, hey, sis, what can we do to move forward?But it's like, I don't even know if that's you.I feel like that's them sending you because that's how they be, you know, that's how they be playing.I didn't work with you all before.they send you to do everything so it's like i know you ain't coming at me asking me that that's thepeople above you telling you to come at me but it's still like nah too much shit didn'talready been spilled and so you would never you know think you'rereserved now then it's like two they are very chimmy people and i and it's like i don't really
54:38even like to speak bad on people but you know the situation's already big so i got to say whati got to say because my and went up interviews like they made me or something mycan't make me you feel me sothey just chimmy peoplethey don't be wanting to paythey cast members like what they worthI feel likeyou know what I'm saying like
54:58I meanthey're not here to watch y'alleverybodyI mean you knowthat's everybody in businessthey feel like they're bringing you to the networkand they pay you thisno matter what you bring to the network
55:12they're gonna act they're gonna act likeit's not happening and the only reasonit's happening is because of this goodmarketing strategy that they'vecame up with for their project all the money that they put in the promotion and all that that'swhat got us here not the talent once it comes to trying to pay the talent when the talent gets toask them for more money that's how they play yeah but then it's like too like when people say onething to your face and there be another because i'd be i used to be a thought you used to see you was
55:37with me i controlled the whole scene like that was my first time my first season and i was alreadyup in the ranks so they'd be in my face like yes thank you son girl you brought so much to the networklike shit wouldn't you know what I'm saying giving me my props oh this and thatand then it just will so you're saying that because it's back to like you saying like you knowpay you what they got to pay you on paper but then promise you something on the back end you'resaying that they've done that with you before and you had no problems yeah no problems yepbut now it's the new season and it's like when I figured out like that show is just based offfighting you really got to run me my bag like I'm
56:17I'm not coming nowhere just to be fighting for free.And then I'm the type of person, like, they know me.Like, I'm not fend to be doing dialogue, apologizing.So whatever beef I got, it's going to be the beef till the fucking end.So with that, I'm like, you're going to have to pay me to folk.You're going to have to pay me to beef.Like, you lying, y'all lying and making it seem like this show is about musicand all this other shit.
56:40But when you come, it's not that.Speaking of beef, there was a time where I want to say, like,I think you were in the backyard with the girl,Biggie.Y'all was back there.She was a big girl.You were smaller on her, but you still kind of stood your ground.Like, why did y'all even get into it?
56:55What was the problem?And why y'all even had to meet in the backyard to rendezvous?That's so funny.That shit was crazy.She just a lap dog and a follower, and we're going to leave it at that.Like, that's just what that is.Yeah.And y'all went in the backyard.
57:11You feel like she's trying to bully.You're trying to, like, play.You was trying to be nice with her and even explain the situationand answer of what was going on.And it just seemed like...I just feel like with lap dogs and followers,bitch, if I ain't your master,you ain't fin to go when I tell you to.
57:26So your master tell you six, six, six,and bitch down the target,you're gonna do what you're gonna do, like.Are you open to,are you open to doing any more type of,you know, reality television like that in the future?Um, I'm actually starting my own network.So...
57:44Network.Yeah.And it's really,a big investment and I really am doing it because my fans are like adamant on they want to see meon TV or some type of something. So instead of like, you know, I do vlogs and stuff too, but insteadof that I'm going to just do my own TV show about myself and bring on other franchises that arealready trying to come with me anyways. So it's like that's what it's going to be. Yep.Let's talk about your latest single, courtesy of a rich nigga.
58:15Mm-hmm. So courtesy of a.rich nigger. I dropped that like a month ago. And myInstagram had got deleted the day I dropped it. So I felt like allthe promotions had got messed up on my song, but my song droppeda month ago. And the song pretty much is just about my husband and me.And like, in this song, I'm basically saying likeif you got a nigga that spends money on you, matches your hustle. But then at thesame time, you're a rich bitch too and you could buy your sell something and your
58:46nigger something and you know film me that song is for you so the song is just reallypop and fly shit for real and then like in the second verse I'm just gassing bitches likebitch you in the old ass bands bitch you showing your stylist pictures of me telling them copygoing viral for your sloppy ass surgery so it's just you know talking shit and fly shitall in one song well that's dope you was just talking the oppi bitches or you was who youwas playing that I was just talking in general yeah the appisAny, you know, situations.Situations.
59:19Yeah.What was up with your song?You had a song called Like That?Yeah, like that.Did a remix with JT.Mm-hmm.Like that was a super big record for me.And that song was a freestyle that I had did in our studio in our house.
59:36Yeah.And that shit really was just about to get back, like getting back on your money and grind.And you know what I'm saying?And I was popping fly shit in there.That song is a lot.It's a lot of touches a lot of subjects.What subjects did you feel like you wanted to touch on the most in that song?Basically, let my ass know.
59:59Like, I ain't new to this shit.I'm true to this shit.Like, everything y'all motherfuck is doing, been doing that.I was speaking about the game itself and everything in that aspect.Like I said, I ain't new to this.Yeah.So.You did a remix with J.T.
01:00:18Yeah.J.T.how I did the song with her,she was playing my music on her live,and then everybody was sending me it,and then that's how me and her, like, start talking.And then we agreed to do a record.And then originally I was going to put her on a different song,
01:00:35and then when I sent her that one,she was like, no, I'll kill this.I'll kill this.So she was good, though.She sent me back.Like, she's a perfectionist, so she made, like,three different versions of her verse.You feel me?
01:00:47Then she picked the best one she wanted,and then she came out here and shot the video with me.Speaking of collabs,is there any other collabs coming up in the future?You know, we can look forward to?I have this song dropping with YG called Stand Up.Okay.I got this song with Rich the Kid and my husband,
01:01:09and I also have a song dropping with Lakea.Yeah, so that's like three different collabs right there.You got any upcoming solo music, anything that you've been working on?Any projects you've been working on just for yourself?Yeah, actually I do.I got an album.I haven't decided on the name, but I've been sitting on these two tapes for a minute.So I'm going to just combine them and make it into one album and drop that after these singles.
01:01:35So making music with your husband, is that like a hobby that you guys?Like, is that how you're like, can be?and rendezvous because like my don't like going outside and shit so it's like a studio session withthe food of your choice and all that is that like considered a date really we we do that shit a lotit's kind of it's kind of like a day it is a day but i just i feel like we like to challengeeach other brand you feel me she's a competitive type of person and me too but you know wifey andthe music like she got that shit hands downShe inspires me really when we rap in and like really want to take it more serious.
01:02:20And you feel me?Lock in and really get focused up when I'm writing and take every no nerry bar.Like, niggis serious, you feel me?So I give all that, all the props with that shit really go to her for real.For sure it is.It's a good, it's a good hobby in day for us, for sure, for sure.Since you left Baddy's, everything's been great since then.Yeah.
01:02:43Back to normal.programming and everything's been super good actually like doing that show I got some TV fans andlike people because I feel like with music it's always going to be like a dilemma like especially ifyou're rapping about the type of shit I'm rapping about people are going to be like oh I like hermusic but is she really like that and that's going to make you some people be like uh am Imy supporter am I not so me going on there to people that was listening to my music they alreadylike yep I like her now because I know she about what she rapping about it'stook some bullshit-ass, you know, situations.
01:03:18Is there anything, before we get out of it?Is there anything that you want to let your fans know?Is there any message you want to put out there?To my fans, honestly, I would say, like,anybody that's looking up to me,I just want them to basically believe in their selfbecause it really starts off with you believing in yourself.Like, don't wait for nobody to do something for you.
01:03:41Like, you got to get up and want it,And you got to really, really believe in yourself.Like, you got to be, you can have a $0 in your pocket.And if you feel like you a millionaire, feel like that?You feel me?Like, and what else would I say?I just went like, brain.I was saying, there are any messages that you want to, you know what I'm saying?
01:04:04Just leave them.Anything you want to say to your fans?Just anything right now you want to leave on record.I don't know.I just tell it went blank.I don't know that great goose kick it or something.You were telling them, you basically was telling themdon't let nothing stop you from chasing your dreams.
01:04:24Basically, yeah.Don't let nothing stop you from chasing your goals your dreams.If a bitch like me can make it out the trenches you can too.You know what I'm saying?That's why when I be posting and shit,I'd be like, this shit for motivational purposes only,I ain't sitting here bragging, but a bitch came from a lot.So these accomplishments to me.
01:04:39And I know it's a lot of young females and young dudes out therethat's watching me.like she did it I could for sure do my thing you like an example of a guy wouldn't put you to itif he would I mean put you through it if you couldn't you know what I'm saying exactlyto it if you wouldn't put you through it one more for you what mistakes would you tell him not tomake just one key one that you really just got to know not to do that's a no no I wouldn't sayfrom my experience but I would tell them just not to bebe a crash dummy.
01:05:15Like, don't just go for anything.And, you know, that's how your life will end quick.If you don't got your own mind, for real.I always have my own mind, and I feel like that's why I made it far.Like, I didn't just come out and follow the trends and follow the wave or do this, do that.I wasn't like, you know, I just always was like headstrong and, yeah, for sure.Well, we appreciate you for stopping by.And hopefully I can get you back here in the future, you know,
01:05:45and sit down with you on some of your new projectsthat you probably got going on there.Probably, you don't got your shit off the ground.Got your own network off the ground.We'll love to talk to you about that.You're a very interesting lady.We appreciate you coming down, bringing your husband with you, you know.There's nothing beloved, baby, and we hope to see you again soon.
01:06:03I appreciate y'all too for having me.For sure, mate.You hear the Sharp Tank.No jumper.No.Hi, Medi.Sharpest, coolest podcast in the world.Don't be late.
01:06:16Hey, Mikey, shoot us out to you.Crud.
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