Not Skinny But Not Fat - Hungover & Honest AF

Episode Date: May 10, 2022

As I lay in bed in my robe and thinking either I have COVID, am dying, or just hungover? I talk to my faves (that’s you!) about some of my fave Met Gala moments, and least fave, the Amber/Johnny trial, Kraziest Kardashian stories from the week,  and my friend's hot take on KETE that got me thinking. I also pull a total basic b influencer move and answer some of your questions- and I have to admit- it was really nice.    Produced by Dear MediaSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

The following podcast is a dear media production. Let's talk about dating, specifically dating on match. I told you guys this before American singles have spoken and being emotionally mature is in. You've got to be ready for commitment. It's not cute to be playing games anymore and just base in all your luck with the men or the ladies on looks. Okay. So Matches' annual survey of singles in America found that for the first time in over a decade, emotional maturity ranks higher than physically attractive on singles priority lists. In fact, pre-pendemic being attractive was number one.

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And now messaging your top matches is free. So if you guys are ready for something more and you know what you want and you're not afraid to say it, download match messaging your top matches is free this is Amanda Hirsch from the not skinny but not fat podcast you might know me from not skinny but on instagram where I spend my time talking about reality TV celebrities everything happening and pop culture I also talk to some of our favorite celebs and reality TV stars we talk about what's going on tune in every Tuesday and just feel like you're talking about your best friends in your living room

Hello. Hi, you guys. I'm sorry if you hear construction. I live in New York. And there's no such thing as peace and quiet. There are always sirens, construction, and just Leo barking and noise that wakes my baby up. and fucks my life. Hi, everyone. I am recording from my bed today because I am so tonso. I feel like I'm husband. I checked if I had COVID. No, actually, I didn't take a COVID test yet. I took a thermometer to my mouth to see if I had a fever.

And I'm just like feeling like real shit. The only difference with my drinking yesterday is that I drank. We went out for his birthday, but he's such a basic bitch that his birthday is on May 9th, and we went out on May 6th, 5th, and he was just like, it's not my birthday. He was literally like Stasi from Vanderbump rules. Like, it's not my fucking birthday. Like, it doesn't count. And I was like, I have created a fucking monster.

Like, I remember when he didn't care about his birthday and like, look at him now. Every package that we get downstairs, he's like, is that my gift? and then like he ordered this like stroller attachment for our bugaboo for Noah like he ordered it from bloomingdale's and he forgot so he sees a box from bloomingdale's and he's like oh my god somebody totally ordered me something from bloomingdale's for my birthday wonder who it's from and I'm like I saw the bugaboo sticker so I don't know what's going into him I think he needs some like I don't know more attention because he's such a fucking basic bee about his birthday, but he also is so annoying. He's such a detective that he found out every single thing

that I had planned. The first part is my fault. I sent him the bracelet I was going to buy him instead of sending it to my sister. Because you know that thing where you talk shit accidentally to the person you're talking shit about and you send it to them. So the same thing, but this was like a gift idea. I was like thinking about his gift and sent the idea to him. They immediately deleted it when I realized, but it was too late because he's a basic bitch and on his phone all the time. So he was like, saw it. How fucking annoying. Like, pretend you didn't. And then, so I ended up, I did get him the bracelet. He just thinks I didn't because it's like not a surprise anymore. And then my other idea was to buy Paul McCartney tickets. He's been dying ago for

years. And I'm always like, oh my God, you're 100. So I was like, oh, my God, he's coming in June. Like, I'll buy the tickets now. And in June, we're also going to cold play. so I wanted like and I wasn't involved in buying the tickets for Coldplay but I think it's like also I met life so I was just like randomly asking questions about the Coldplay show I was like hey like when is Coldplay oh it's at MetLife oh our seats good like and he's like why are you asking I was like because like I just want to know and he was just like are you taking me to Paul McCurney for my birthday like literally basic bitch like to the fucking max and I literally didn't even have the energy. to, like, tell him he's wrong. So I was just like, no, you're so annoying. You literally ruined every surprise. So the only other surprise that he doesn't know about yet is that I'm taking into Carbone on Monday.

I mean, yesterday. This comes out Tuesday. And he's so fucking crazy that, like, literally last week at the end of the week, he was like, he was like, hey, what? Like, you can't get a reservation at Carbone. Like, that's weird. like why can't you like just out of nowhere he said this and i was just like oh they have one anyway but he doesn't know about that yet um just wanted to share that with you guys because i can't tell you on

instagram because he you know watches my every fucking move like a hawk but anyway so i just wanted to do a little like talk to you for my bedroom vibes catch up and what's going on i honestly miss you I feel like when I'm busy, even though I'm, like, posting and still do my regular shit, I feel like I don't have as much time to, like, interact and, like, you know, I love reading my DMs and, like, answering and getting into convos. And I feel like for that shit, I have less time when I'm busier. Let's talk a little bit about interesting shit that happened this week. First of all, I do want to say, I know that it was a total boop because the week that I had my crazy with a K week.

and had Kim in the podcast and the Hulu premiere and everything like that was also the week that I found out that I got the gig with E to do their show Cards Catch Up, which is a YouTube show recapping the new Hulu show and just talking about what's happening with the Cargeners in general. And it's so cute and it's so fun. It's so exciting. But I feel like I didn't share enough with you about it just because it literally was like the call for my agent about the two things. And somehow the E thing, like, you know, because Hulu and the Kim interview were happening that week, it was like crazier. And I needed to focus more on that. But the E thing is so exciting and so cool. And I really hope you all tune in because it's eight or nine minutes long.

And my co-host is a cutie putti. His name is called Paulson. And we have so much fun just breaking down the episode, which I get to watch early motherfuckers, which I'm so crazy that I watch it early to do the show and then I watch it again to recap it for y'all and also because i need to like watch it i don't know i'm crazy i like watch it twice so it comes out every thursday cards catch on e on youtube on ease youtube so you guys should watch it and just know that it's like really exciting for me like you know obviously was like this is meant for me thank you uh but let's talk a little bit about shit that happened this week that we didn't really get to talk too much about on Instagram. First of all, I just thought, you know, was Travis Scott's birthday recently and

Kylie, you know, reposted all the fan accounts that posted pictures of them like together. Like she was just reposting all of them. And it was like, okay, Kylie, like you're told, it's trying to tell us that like you're together. You know what I mean? Because otherwise, she wouldn't repost like the lovey-dovey pick. She would repost like friendly picks. But now today she literally put up a photo of them embracing on the beach and it's like a boop we are together and you know what highly we get it but we also know that you guys have been like on and off for years so it's not like that crazy to us we also don't know much of our relationship because you literally share nothing with us aside from lip kits like i don't know maybe tell us your son's new name what the fuck are you waiting for

like is she unsure about what the name is going to be like i don't fucking know obviously there was the craziness with Kim's Metcala dress. People were freaking out. At the beginning, people were freaking out in a positive way because it was like, wow, that's so cool. You know, Marilyn's dress and iconic and she did look beautiful. And it was a very, very cool moment. But then she mentioned both in the Vogue article and on the carpet that she lost 16 pounds to fit into it, which we then found out that she didn't even really fit into it because it didn't close in the back. It was like tied. on the bottom of the zipper and on the top of the zipper. And that's why she wore the first shawl, which, like, good for everybody that guessed it.

Like, I'm such a fucking dick. Like, I didn't guess that. I was just like, yeah, she's wearing a fur thing because, like, Marilyn would. I didn't think that. Like, I think it's crazy that she had the fucking guts to go on the carpet with a dress that doesn't fit her that is tied. You know what I mean? And she was wearing, she was, like, holding the cover up, like the shawl. she was it was very nonchalantly it's not like it was she let it kind of like fall off her shoulders

which like wouldn't you be scared if the dress in the back literally wasn't closed but she did lose 16 pounds in like three weeks try to fit into it and and it's crazy because we all knew uh and heard the rumor she was going to wear this dress i wonder how upset she was that you know it wasn't a surprise because we all the internet's fucking crazy and put it together because she had mentioned that she was going to wear a dress. dress that can't be tailored. And then she was seen going into Ripley's, believe it or not, in Orlando, which is like random. And, you know, a lot of people were very, very, very upset with her about the comment that she made and felt like it was being glamorized, the weight loss in such

a short period of time. And obviously, it's triggering for people that dealt with eating disorders or disordered eating in general. Listen, it's hard because sometimes I look at through the lens of me, right? Amanda, 34 years old, you know, did I have issues with food in my life and, you know, wasn't always the healthiest of relationships? Yes. But in general, like, I'm pretty okay, you know, with food and my relationship with my body and shit. That it didn't affect me in that way when she said that. It's like, I would never fucking do that. I would not ever do that. That's crazy. You're insane. That's crazy she did that. But like, do whatever the fuck you want. But that's not me thinking about how it would affect

young girls that are influenced and, you know, would take something that she said as like kind of a guidance to do that and to fit into their dress. It's weird because Kim has been around for a real long time and she's smart and she's such a businesswoman that she should know better and she should have expected that this wouldn't be taken well. And she could have just not talked about that part. But you know what I think? I think she was really proud of it. I think that for her it was a goal that she achieved and she was proud of it. And, you know, she went on and ate pizza right after. And some people looked at it like, you know, like we're happy that she's open because a lot of stars show up and they're really thin and they'll tell you that they

eat pizza and donuts all day every day. So what do we prefer? It's such a crazy, crazy time also that people get criticized for literally everything. Do I think she shouldn't have? you know mentioned it it would have gone better yes so i think it's stupid in general and like to make that kind of effort for a dress where you guys she also wore it for five minutes and changed into the fucking replica like she could have worn the replica from the beginning none of us would have known and cared we would have been like oh my god inspired by maryland is it cool she wore her actual dress yes but is it worth like it's not even worth a fucking trip to orlando to me like i'm sorry with all due respect to rip maryland like queen but it's just

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like, about such a fucking iconic pop culture moment. And like, I don't know, I was the down at the New York Times. Daily Mail isn't really it. But this is a very weird article. Like, I tried to get through it to get to like the text message screenshots. And it wasn't really making sense the gist of it that he was trying to say. And the reason supposedly that he's bringing it up now is because

the comment Kim made in the Kardashians, which was like, I don't know, he could have fucked me in the house of the dildo while I was asleep. And Ray J was offended by that and said that that would paint him as like, you know, a rapist or something. And that motivated him to want to clear the air about the sex tape and tell the world that it wasn't him leaking it. It was agreed upon with Kim and Chris and, you know, it was all this organized thing to. to catapult, Kim's career, like Paris Hilton's, and all of that. I feel like he didn't get the press and the like tararam that he wanted to get from it. You know what I mean?

I feel like he thought the world would turn upside down, but the world kind of hasn't. I think the world is kind of over the sex tape and we don't care at this point. I also think that the world has always wondered what Kim's part is in the sex tape, like, you know, how it was released without her approval if it was leaked and how then, you know, vivid entertainment, whoever at least it was ensued. And so I think we never really got real answers to those questions. So we sort of let it go. And I think it's just like a tired subject.

I feel like the sex tape is a tired subject, especially after like seeing it again in this season of the Kardashians and Connie going to get it. And also that part was confusing because apparently Ray J. stands by the fact that Kanye did come and get it, but it was like only pictures, which that was what was sort of said on the Kardashians. But then like, he said, oh, I just wanted to like be nice and cool with, you know, to Kanye. And it was like, okay, this family fucked you over so bad. I don't know. It's very confusing. But you know what? They've made like a hundred million off that sex tape. So like I'm about to make a sex tape. Like quite literally. Like, I don't know.

Sounds like fucking a lot of money. And I wonder in retrospect, oh my god i've been saying retrospect way too much drink every time i say oh my god don't drink but in retrospect uh word of the day you're using big words now if it's if if it was worth it and i think it was also in the rippleys believe it or not video where we get to see kind of behind the scenes of kim trying to fit in the dress and them giving her a piece of maryland's hair pete was there i love him what can i know i love him i'm just a basic bitch that loves him like every fucking other basic bitch and he's there and she's dressing she's like I'm not fitting babe and he's like it's okay you got this and then they had a

cute moment at the end where he was wearing two hats and she was like babe take off a hat and he's like why and she's like this might be like film for something and he's like okay and then I was shipping shipping shipping all over it and then I had a friend write to me her pot take and I wanted to share with y'all because I was kind of like oh my god Am I flipping like a steak? So it wasn't flipping like a stake, but she got me thinking, let me pull it up, so I remember exactly what she said. But she was basically like saying how this moment,

which is what I'm talking about, the interaction there, and the moment that we saw on the carpet, if you guys remember at the Met Gala, Lala was interviewing them, and she was interviewing Kim, and then Pete was making funny comments on the side. He was like, oh, I wanted to wear my propeller hat. let me and but he didn't want to be like on camera and Kim was like come here come here and she didn't

really laugh at his jokes though she did say like Pete looks so handsome and Lala like obsessed with Pete like all of us like Lala was just like Pete my boy she like by the way loved Lala on the carpet I think that like and this is not you know I feel like reporters and interviewers and hosts and whatever should still have their jobs and they do great work and they're so professional but you just see the difference in how celebrities react when somebody they know interviews them versus like, you know, just a host that they don't really know.

Like Kim with Lala and then Emma Chamberlain with Haley Bieber. It's just a different person. Like I feel like celebs are so guarded when it's somebody they don't know. So they'll just answer the question. They'll make sure to not say anything that could be like spun.

And I think that the moment you show them somebody they know, they feel more comfortable. So I should do the Metcala red carpet next year. That is the only capacity in which I'd want to go to the Met Gala, by the way. Or to be like a bathroom attendant and smoke cigarettes with Cori Delavine. Or not do the drugs that she's doing because, oh my fucking God. Which, by the way, I really thought she was shimmying her shoulders. But then I got a lot of messages saying, like, no, it's definitely drugs from people that, you know, might know.

So I really feel bad for it. She did grow up in a very, like, crazy chaotic household. Her mom was like an addict. and I just hope she gets well because she's such a funny, cute, hot person. So anyway, I wanted to go back to my friend's hot take about Keat that kind of spoke to me and I kind of understood what she was saying.

So she writes me, they're not going to last. They're not really compatible. They're hot together and it's sexy and exciting. But this is the second time that I'm seeing interaction between them that I really see like the age difference or not even the age. like the differences between them she wrote this in hebrew that's why i'm translating it's an israeli friend and i was like oh my god but one she was like babe they're not really compatible he's just so fucking excited that he's with her and gets to like you know fuck her and she's

having so much fun being with like this high young guy who's so in love with her and is like you know fanning over her and makes her laugh and everybody around her laugh and everything is fresh and fun but she said but babe it's just not it and i was like oh my god And she said like he was joking on the carpet and she's like come here like kind of like mom vibes a little. And she said it's not his vibe to hold her hand and walk after all day. He's a young funny comedian from New York. He's 28 years old. That whole family is sitting, you know, sitting on him. He's getting fucking sprayed tanned. It's going to ruin his career. That's a hot take. That's a hot take. I don't know if I like agree. but I see this, you know, like if they do break up, I'll see kind of the moments in which I could see why, if you get what I mean. So I wanted to share that with you and get your brain rolling on the important things in life. Do you know what I mean? I'm dying. I'm going to watch, I'm going to watch the Selling Sunset Reunion, but I am shook that Chrisel basically

confirmed that she is dating Australian musician G-Flip. And it's so wild because, again, the internet was onto this. You guys, I've been getting messages about it for months. Oh my God, there's a video of them making out. G-flip is a non-binary. Oh, my God, they're kissing. I'm kind of like into it. I feel like I want Michelle to be happy.

The only thing I'm wondering, and I think that the rest of the world is wondering, is, you know, famously we saw that she broke up with Jason because of babies, right? They were so in love. They were so into each other. You know, it might have been hard to see the chemistry on the show, but, like, it was real. And they broke up because he wasn't ready for babies. So is G. Flip, who is a touring young musician,

ready for babies? I don't know. You know, maybe that was her excuse for not wanting to say with Jason. Maybe the spark wasn't there. You know, maybe he was such a good friend. And it was, you know, so. you know, hot and, and, and, and amazing, but maybe the spark wasn't there. She's 27 years old and she's known for her songs, uh, gay for me, which is, you know, so apropos chrychelle,

but it is, uh, listen, I think it's hot. She said it started because I was going to be in their video and it's just about this chaotic love story. That's how they got together. Listen, I'm into you guys. Their name is G-Flip. They're non-binary, so they go by they, them, and they're an extremely talented musician. You know what I'm wondering, though? What's G-Flip's real name? That's what I want to know.

Georgia, Claire, Flippo. Oh, so it makes sense. So that's hot. I heard that Jason broke down in tears and said that Chrisel was kind of the love of his life, so that's sad for him. Anyway, Aesap and Riri are fucking hot in his new video. And people thought they were together because people thought they were engaged.

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Fast affordable shipping is available and is free on orders overnight. 99. And all in-stock items are delivered in two weeks or less. I did want to talk about Courtney's look on the red carpet. I will say a lot of people are asking me about it. I will say this. I think she is in the most in the prime of her fucking life. She's so in love. She's so happy. She's glowing. She looks beautiful. And I think that the style is not my fave. My fave style of courts was when she was with Eunice. Look it up. Look up like literally court when she was. the style was like if you guys remember that was the time when i was obsessing over hb street style and court street style at the same time so it's not that and i don't really get what this

look was this deconstructed i don't get it i don't understand why like she's so cute she's so hot could have worn anything and and looked so good i just don't get these outfits and i don't get why no one's you know no one's kind of no one's stepping in and being like like court you're not making the best decisions in life right now we just want you to be you know look the best you can fucking look and this ain't it but fuck it just fucking happy you're fucking making out all day people also ask me a lot about that are you over the red carpet like tonguing whatever and what i say is this i feel like they can't not do it anymore do you know what i mean like it's expected of them the way it's expected of chris to stand at the top of the mech alistair it's

like maybe she doesn't want to stand there and wait for her daughters but it's like the cute thing that she does and everyone knows. So she has to. People do things that are expected of them sometimes. Do you get what I'm saying? I do want to talk a little bit about also the Amber and Johnny trial. I am not doing full coverage. I cannot watch a trial for hours every day.

The fact that social media and the internet have decided to not only not believe Amber, but call her a liar, an actress, a horrible person. and literally she's crying about, you know, just horrible things and people have decided to just not believe her. And to me, that is wild. Now, this, I just want to say a disclaimer that I did receive many messages from people that know her, knew her, we're friends with her in the industry. And from outside the industry, they're saying that she's, you know, crazy,

that she's not a good person, that, you know, Johnny was always. was kind and nice and she was a crazy one she you know all these really horrible stories i've heard okay but yet but still i cannot join this mob mentality that is deciding to just bash this human and people need to be way more careful because that chick could cause somebody to fucking like take their own life i'm not joking you guys that's how i feel even if you're not a depressed suicidal person having the world turn on you like could you imagine what that can do to a person really and so as i say like okay all this shit that you think you've decided that makes her guilty and johnny innocent there still is a glimmer that she is not lying okay and what

if she's not lying and the whole world is calling her a fucking liar. That literally, like, I can't, I wouldn't be able to sleep at night. And it's so easy to go down that rabbit hole. A lot of you guys are saying, oh, you're pointing me to different stories and different tweets and TikToks and an Instagram account that everybody's following for the trial. Okay, but you're showing me a very, very, very one-sided, very, very, very, very narrow view. Which, yeah, if I watch just those things, I'm going to hate Amber. I'm going to think she's a liar. I'm think she's an actress. I'm going to thank everything. And guys, I just want to tell you again, Johnny Depp is the love of my life. I would leave husband right now. I mean, not right now because

I'd want to know what actually happened there. But I was so in love with him my whole life. I've watched every one of his movies. I had his picture in my wallet. I was an obsessive fan of Johnny Depp. Like, he was my ride or die. Like, that was like the posters on my wall. Okay. And I don't want to believe that he could do those things. But there are two people here. We don't know what fucking happened. We don't know. And I know this is not going to help because the public has made their opinion and it's an unexpected one, right? Because usually we do believe a woman. And I'm not saying we should blindly believe a woman and that men can't be, men can't be victims of domestic violence. I'm saying we don't know. And we are not, I mean, we can judge and make opinions. I'm just

asking be team johnny okay let's not go on this amber heard fucking rampage to destroy a fucking woman you're assuming she's on her phone you're assuming she's not seeing and she does see everyone sees celebs are on their phone famous people are on the phones everyone's on their fucking phone everyone sees like do we want people to fucking kill themselves they want people to off themselves in this world because we come for them so hard as if they're not fucking human and i've seen this over and over, you know, with with cancel culture and with everything. It's just seeing people treat people that they hate or they, you know, whatever, or they think have fucked up. And you're acting like you want them to die. That's how I see it. That's how I see it. It's not like,

oh, I just don't like her. Oh, she's not interesting. It's like it, the amount of hatred and the amount of energy of negativity towards a person just seems like unless the person is dead on the street, you're not going to really come down. And I really hope and, and, and, and, and feel in my soul that it's not my followers and it's not my listeners, but I just wanted to say that I, you know, I can get sucked into it too and see the funny clips and see that Amber, you know, is fucking taking a picture with the tissue. And, but at the end of the day, that doesn't mean that there's no truth to what she's saying. You know? that's how I feel about that, but y'all keep, you know, following the pages that are doing

the real, uh, work with this trial, but just try to take that into consideration, what I just said. Also, just a rando piece of like information that I wanted to share with you guys because I did some, like, stalking today. Did you all know that James fucking Franco, which by the way, I got to stalking him because of the trial, because he, Amber said that, um, Johnny fucking hates James Franco and he thought that Amber was cheating with him and he got violent with Amber. Amber says Amber led, oh my God, I'm trying to be like in the court. Objection. Here's say. Amber said that Johnny hated James so much and that caused one of their physical altercations. So that got me to remember James Franco who got pretty much canceled because he was apparently sleeping with his students. So he's been dating this gorgeous woman. Her name is Isabel Paxad. And apparently they've been dating you guys for like five and a half years.

Isn't that cray cray? Like five and a half years. Oh, my God. And she's literally gorgeous. And she seems so cool. And she's like an actress, director. Ooh, Smoker. Oh, we love her.

Oh, we love her. Anyway, just wanted to give you that information. Go stalker. Isabel Paxad looks like a fucking vibe. All y'all heard about. about Zock doc. I just don't know why all y'all are not using Zogog because it's the, it just makes booking a doctor's appointment the easiest ever, ever. Like, I'll go on Zog, doc. I have my insurance put in there and I'll search for the type of doctor. It'll come up. I'll

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for a top-rated doctor today. Many are available within 24 hours. That's Zoc-D-O-C dot com slash not skinny. Zock.com slash not skinny. I posted a podcast AMA, which I usually don't like to fucking do because I think It's lame. You know how, you know, podcasters are always like, I'm interviewing so-and-so today. Leave any questions. I hate that too. I'm like, do your job. Come up with the questions. But I'll tell you what I wanted to do today. I just knew that I am going to be recording a solo pod and I knew that I'm way too lazy today to type out answers to do questions. So I was like, oh, let's do some questions on the podcast. Okay. I have, let's start from the beginning. Uh, thoughts on Chloe's MetGala look. I loved it. I loved it too. I think she looked amazing. I feel bad because I know she has anxiety and you could tell that she's still anxious. People thought that it looked a little bit too similar to Kim's dress. It might have. It might have. When are me in court shaking salads? Honestly, I just want to say this. The Courtney, the moment at the red carpet where I was interviewing her and then she walks away. I was like, hey, bye and she was like, we should do a day. And then I feel. famously was like, oh my God, you guys catch that, hear that, whatever. Then at the after party, I was also talking to her and she brought it up again. And I just want to say that people don't bring up something twice that they don't mean and that they haven't thought about. It's something she thought about that's brewing in her mind for quite some time. And it's

going to happen. It's going to happen. How do I deal with the haters? That's a good question. I really, really try hard to believe in the sentence that I made up that says negativity propels negativity. So although a lot of times when I get nasty messages, all I want to do is post them and tell you guys and have you feel bad for me and cry together and whatever. But then I'm like, no, that, you know, it gives that person validation and it gives another hater, you know, validation and then all just want to hate together. And I think that the most important thing to focus on is the people that love you in life, not even if you're, you know, speaking of followers or anything like that, but in general. focus on the people that love you and there are so fucking many and it's so hard it's so much easier to accept love than it's to accept hate you know what I mean it's so much easier to accept that fucking thousands of people fucking love you for who you are that don't know you and support you and cry with you and are proud of you like how fucking amazing is that that's crazy that's something to think about and accept and and embrace why are you thinking about the

the way less amount of people that are hateful I think it just so much easier to accept love and it's so much harder to accept hate and that's what i'll say about that you know and i and i tried to to ignore it and focus on the people that love me and support me because that's the fucking crazy part how lucky am i to have that like that's that's what should be focused on and those people it's exactly what james cordon told chloe and the kardashians they're all fucking projecting it's not about you it's about them if somebody is so hateful that they want to write a mean spirited message to somebody that they don't know. Somebody's so hateful that they want a person that they don't know to to not be well. If they wish bad upon another person, if they constantly

try to, you know, I just wrote the other day. I posted somebody, somebody said, see, I did. I did, I did that negativity propels negativity. Oh, and I was like projecting much because it was like I posted Martha Stewart holding Pete's hand tight and the person that I was hand shaming. It's like, no, that's what you were thinking. You didn't think I thought that. You were thinking. something bad about her hands. I wasn't. I even noticed her hands. I noticed her grip. So it should like that. Anyway, did I meet Kylie at the Malibu House pre-premise? It's not Malibu House. Do you mean Nobu Malibu? I didn't. We didn't get to meet them that day. I wasn't worried because I was like, I have them, Hulu, premiere tomorrow and I'm going to see them all. I think other influencers

that were there were upset because they thought they were going to meet them. I did see her visiting her room because there were like themed rooms and I saw her and honestly she seemed like not in the mood to be there and again I mentioned this before I think she's dealing with some postpartum you know postpartum downies and I think that she doesn't feel like being around people and being at events and dressing up and doing glam and I totally get that and I actually feel for her it seems like she's really not into it right now a lot of people want to know of the girl that accidentally sent me that I'm becoming the worst. has ever DM'd me or if I know what's going on with her. I don't know. I don't remember her name

so I can't check and I definitely didn't block her. So I don't know. I don't know if that's a good question. When should we expect you on TikTok? You're not going to see you on TikTok. I mean, maybe I'll flip like a stake. But no, TikTok, I just feel like it's not for me. I'm a one media channel kind of girl. Like I just can't deal with more than one. I give my heart and soul to one place and I can't deal with it. Are you going to move to L.A.? I am not as of right now. I always say that I would move for a job. I also said last time we left that I would move

if it became very frequent that I had to go there. And then literally, you guys, I'm going tomorrow. So it's a month since I've been there last, which, like, you guys will say what I'm off to there. I know that's so annoying, but I'm just going to keep it a surprise, but it's going to be very exciting. and I love you guys to get guessing. So even though I have to go again

and it's only been a month, I'm still gonna not move. I mean, listen, at the end of the day, LA is fun, it's beautiful. I could see myself living there. There are a lot of opportunities and what I do. But my family's in New York

and I'm 34 years old and I've moved so much in my life randomly and moving is a really big thing and I have a baby and I'm not saying it's not doable and I'm not saying it's not whatever, but I think it needs to be done with much more thought that's put into it, much more organizing, and much more with purpose than,

you know, when you're younger and don't have a kid and whatever. So I'm not saying it's never going to happen. I'm saying like it'll happen when it's like supposed to happen and not just like, oh my God, like did one red carpet. I'm over. Do you know what you mean? I wouldn't. I judge myself too hard to. How are you on board with husband's plan to start working on baby number two in September? no husband can fucking plan okay my body my fucking choice listen on one hand you do you feel the pressure of giving your baby a sibling it's like a thing i don't know why single you know only children you know get a bad rep okay like i feel like you shouldn't but i don't feel like i'm ready right now i'd want to know what to be i don't know we'll see when he gets in he's going to start pre-k

in september we'll see how that goes i can't even imagine really being pregnant again, you guys. It's like it's just so much. It's like it's a lot being pregnant and doctors appointments and birth in the first few months of a newborn and it's just crazy. And even now having one kid is crazy. I don't know people do it. But at the same time, yes, I will have that pressure in my mind that's like to give him a sibling. But I really don't know when. I really don't know when. Do I hate Lily Reinhart now for disrespecting our queen? Okay, so you guys are talking about Lily Reinhard who was really pissed about Kim's comments about the 16 pound weight loss at the Met Gala she wrote some stories saying it's you know toxic and disgusting no I don't

hate Lily Reinhardt at all she I think has struggled with eating disorders and she talks a lot about body positivity and accepting your body and and shares different accounts and it's something that is very close and deep and personal for her and I think that's how she felt and I mean I totally get it. I totally get it. No, I don't hate her at all. I totally get it. She did delete it. I think a lot of times we delete things and I'm going to put myself in the category. Not because she's a pussy or not because you are embarrassed by what you said. I think you just don't want to deal with the backlash and you don't want to deal with, you know, it became headlines and people were probably messaging her and go figure if they were fucking like threats to her or whatever. And just a lot of times like I'll tell you guys like I'll delete something because it's like I don't feel like dealing with. it's not that important to me if it's an important stance that i'm taking then fine if it's not and it's just like an influx of a gazillion people and you know whatever then then it's like no i don't feel like dealing with us right now but i totally totally get that standpoint would you invite stasi on to talk about her book and get more of the cancel scoop yes stasi was actually

supposed to do my podcast we were talking about it because she was in new york and then she was doing a couple others morning toast and taylor streckers and i was just like you know what let's do it we both thought that would be cooler to do it when she's after her wedding and it would be more you know different stuff to talk about and not the same exact thing she talked about in three podcasts plus her fucking book which is a new york times best seller so it'll definitely happen in the future what are my goals for this year it's hard i don't really have them i am literally just enjoying the ride every day really grateful honestly for doing what i love i know that it's something that is so hard to do and i'm saying that from experience because i'm 34 right so i i've

worked many jobs that i didn't love and always knew that it's like sounds like a unicorn dream to be doing something that you love like that's wild but it shouldn't be right it should be we should be doing what we love and it's harder said than done and it comes with a lot of different you know there are a lot of different ways to get there and but you should keep trying that should always be the goal to do what you love don't settle don't settle for not doing what you love and even but you know what i always said even before i did this sometimes there were jobs like i loved going there i love the people i love not working too hard i loved you know the salary was fine like you don't have to do you out. I'm saying like there are different ways to look at your job. But right now,

I'm just really grateful for where I'm at. But I literally take it one day at a time because I am very fucking aware of the type of industry I'm in and pinch myself, you know, when things are good. And also know that I have a college degree of shit goes awry. So anyway, that's it for today, you guys. I had a lot of fun, actually. I think I might start recording for my bed and answering questions on here more often. No. That was me just imagining. the crowd's response. Anyway, I love you guys so fucking much.

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