Off The Vine with Kaitlyn Bristowe - Grape Therapy: Chris Corsini is BACK with Manifesting, Tarot Cards & Exorcisms

Episode Date: October 5, 2023

The #1 question Kaitlyn gets asked (hands down) is, “How do you manifest?” Well, Chris Corsini is back on the pod today to explain exactly how to manifest, or as he calls it, "co-create with the universe." It's literal magic, so don't let someone with no abracadabra tell you there's no such thing as magic. Chris also pulls tarot cards for the group to see what we're walking into and letting go of for this Fall Equinox. These messages really resonated with KB, so let us know in the reviews if they resonated with you too. There are about 16 months left with Aries in the North Node, so make sure you're taking full advantage of it! Don't know what a node is? That's okay! Kaitlyn didn't either... There's so much to learn about the universe, so buckle up because we're only getting started! So, if you want to learn more, check out Chris' workshops : Watch the Node Workshop Here  Check out the Equinox Workshop Here  Thank you to our sponsors! Check out these deals for the Vinos: MODERN FERTILITY — Get $20 off your fertility test when you go to modernfertility.com/offthevine.  OUAI — Go to theouai.com and use code VINE for 15% off any purchase. QUINCE — Go to quince.com/vine for free shipping on your order and 365-day returns.  SHOPIFY — Go to shopify.com/vine to take your business to the next level today. ANGI — Your home for everything home.  See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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I'm Caitlin Bristow. Your session is now starting. Hey, Vain knows the two Canadian Geminize are back with more woo-woo shit. One of the most common questions I get asked, hands down, is how do you manifest? Well, I'm no expert, but Chris knows what's up, so we can all learn for the best of the best. then he pulls some tarot cards for all of us. So please let me know if his message resonates with you. I want to hear about it in the comments because I'm so curious. It sure did for me. It sure dead for me. So let's get into it, eh? Everybody knows that I love manifesting and that I've done it my whole life without realizing it. And so many people want to know how to manifest. And I think

people overthink it. Definitely. That blocks it. Yes, which blocks it, which does them no favor. So what would be something you would tell somebody if they asked how to manifest? I, and to no offense to anyone in this room or like even anyone listening. Like I kind of hate the word manifest because it's starting to be a buzzword. So, like, so like I prefer, um, to just talk about like co-creation, which is like me co-creating with my guides, with the universe, because that's what we all have the power to do. That's what we are supposed to be doing. Yeah. We're not supposed to be like at a desk, 10 hours a day, like in a cubicle, not talking to people. You know what I mean? Like it's just wild. So, um, so run, if that's you.

If you're looking for a sign, this is it. Yeah, yeah. I'm giving you permission to leave that job. Safely, do it wise, but like, plan your exit, bitch. Um, my God. But yeah, this co-creative manifestation approach, like, the vision boards are great. Um, I like to meditate on gratitude of already having it. So, because your energy field, the universe doesn't know, this is the other thing.

The universe is brilliant in a lot of ways. but the universe is only also responding to vibration. So it's like, and there's different levels to the universe. There's your guides. There's like, we're not going to get into that. But like, in a nutshell, the universe is responding for the most part to your vibration. So it doesn't know what is good or bad. It doesn't know what you want or don't want.

It's just responding to your vibration. Right. So if your vibration is scarcity, fear, anxiety, I'm not good enough. Everyone always lies to me. Everyone always cheats on me. I never get the job. I'm fat. I'm ugly.

Then it's like, girl. Then you're calling that in and the universe is getting those signals and saying, oh, for sure, I can give you more of that. No problem. We have access to that. So let me find what here is a vibrational match, and we will bring that to you. And the reason that people get so stuck in that, and this is the key to creating a different life, the reason that people get so stuck in that is because they feel it so deeply.

And the emotions run through their body 24-7. So that is the blessing. and the curse. When you want to have that work for you, you want to change the goal. You want to change the intention. You want to change the behavior and you want to change the habits. And your behavior and your habits are what create your emotional sort of response, right? Like if your habits every day are like waking up, drinking coffee, you're having like a bottle of wine at lunchtime and then you're like doing a bunch of stressful work, then it's like, then those habits are feeding into a stressful anxious lifestyle that make you feel depleted, you're going to track that because you feel

depleted, your emotions feel depleted, you feel sad, you feel like frumpy, you feel whatever, you know? So you're creating that. If you flip that and you start drinking only water or teas or you're just eating really clean and you're stretching in the morning, you're doing a 10-minute meditation and you're going to the gym and you're being active and you're having good conversations and doing therapy and you're getting into a really good space, then those habits are going to make your emotions feel better, right? So you're emotionally going to feel more regulated. You're going to feel more expansive and exciting, which means your vibration is going

to feel more expansive and exciting. You're going to attract more expansive and exciting opportunities. But where, like, one of the main things is that people should be putting into practice more than just, like, visualizing or like writing it out, which is great. And these are things that we do, again, in the New Moon, full moon workshops. But it's like to set your intention and to meditate on, okay, I want. want to be financially stable. I want to be in a loving relationship and I want to have like friends that I trust and a job that I love. Like great. That's the lighthouse. Yeah. So like that's the

direction we're moving in. Yeah. Let the water, let the current, let the like sales and the like wind in your sales take you there. However it needs to take you there. Don't get so fixated on who that's going to come from, what that looks like, where the job is because you're only projecting onto your future, a moment of joy, a loving relationship, a good job, and all of that projection is based off of your past. So, like, you can't actually really even understand how happy, how loving, how rich and abundant you can be in the future if you're judging the future based off of your experience of your past because you've never even experienced that yet.

So don't, like, pigeonhole and limit your future by projecting onto it when you were happy in the past. Like, that doesn't even make sense. It doesn't make sense. No. A, get out of thinking you know what's going to make you happy. Stop thinking you know what abundance really is. And stop thinking you know who's going to bring it and where it's going to come from. Because you're limiting yourself. You're totally limiting yourself. And if you're so fixated on it coming from this one place, it could show up at some point. But the universe is always like water on a hill going to find the path of least resistance to get to where it needs to go. So if you are saying it has to come from this job.

It has to come from this job. And the universe is like, bitch, I have another job right here that you're not looking at because you're so fixated on it coming from this gig because you went to school

and you had all the training and you've been there for 10 years and you have the seniority and I have like the insurance and all the shit that like we equate to being a good enough reason to stay and it's just like,

if it doesn't feel right, then it's not right. And I'm not saying like if you have good insurance to get rid of it or whatever. You know what I mean? But it's like there are ways of saying, I want to make a change. I'm going to make a change.

I'm going to allow space in my life for that change to show up. So again, how do we do that? We set our goals. We have our lighthouse. We don't fixate on the path of where it's coming from, who it's going to come from, how we're going to get there, any of this shit. We just let the universe guide us, which comes through meditation, intuition, that inclination that like, oh, maybe I should go tonight. Maybe I should talk to this person. Maybe I should open this piece of mail or whatever.

You know what I mean? It's like that's the hints and that hinting system, that navigation system shows up better when we're a clear open channel, which means like, again, less alcohol, clean food, not so much crazy caffeine that's activating your mind when you can really ground your energy. And like, I drink coffee sometimes. You know what I mean? It's like, I also like got wasted last night. Not wasted, but like went to this amazing the catbird did. Catbird seed. Girl.

Oh, I know. I know. It's the best. I'm so happy you went there. That would be in my top two. Wilds. wild. It's an experience.

It was amazing. Yeah. So anyways, I had the wine pairing. They brought me like 14 glasses of wine. I literally was like, I'm on a podcast tomorrow girl. The girl is like, I know. I know who you are. And I was like, oh my God, bitch.

Yeah. It's so funny. It was so cute. That's amazing. Okay, so you're going to lean into setting your goals, your intentions, you have your lighthouse, and then you just need to be open to see how you get there. But what is going to bring it in the fastest is like meditating on gratitude for already having it and not that it needs to be specific. And again, you don't want to get specific because

maybe the thing you're being specific about is not the thing that's going to bring you the most joy. There could be a better car that you would love, an even better partner, a bigger paying job. So it's like you meditating on this like Mercedes-Benz, it's like, well, maybe you actually would prefer a different car and you don't even know that. But like spirit knows that. God knows that and your soul knows that. So like you vibrating will just call in the best match. You know what I mean? So you want to do the gratitude for the generalization of what it is that you're bringing in. So like, oh, my God, in this relationship, I feel so accepted. I feel like this man just, like, loves me.

He, like, loves that I hold his hand. He just, like, thinks that I'm so beautiful. I feel like I can communicate clearly. Like, I'm so abundant. I have so much money. I can share. I can, like, give it away. That's the other thing is, like, if you're calling in something, and this is such a good

rule of thumb for magic and co-creation, whatever you want to call it, if you calling something in that will benefit not only you, but the people around you and the collective as a whole, it'll show up even faster. Like, so part of the work that I do and why things are moving the way they move and why the level of like abundance that is coming to me comes to me is because like I also employ like 17 people. Like I just spent half a million dollars on a healing studio for the collective. Like I donate literally thousands and thousands of dollars.

You know what I mean? So it's like, give me money. Yeah. Bring me another million dollars. bring me $5 million because I will share half of that. I will employ good people, you know? So it's like my mission includes other people benefiting from it. So like spirit is like, yeah, give this guy another $10 million.

You know what I mean? Like, of course. So it's like, so that's another thing to benefit those people around you. But again, sorry, to just like wrap this up is it's the gratitude for knowing that you have all of those needs met and you don't care how they get met, but you know they're like you're acting as if you are in that moment. So your gratitude is like, I am so happy now that this is happening for me, you're acting like you're already there?

Is that what it? Right. But like with less words and because like even the way that you're doing this now, which is something that works against us, is that you're bringing too much of like, is it the right brain into it? Too much like, I am grateful because I have this, this. It's like, whereas if you can, and like this is maybe a good practice just for the people listening, like if you're driving a car, don't close your eyes.

but like maybe like close your eyes for a second and just feel into like how would you feel as best as you could experience it how would you feel if like all of your emotional needs were met like if you could just trust this person yeah if you know this person has your back if you know that like you are so fully held and loved and protected in this relationship and like you also have all of your financial needs met you have so much abundance that you can share you are just like open to so many opportunities that so easily come your way and it's like try to disconnect from the words that I'm saying and just feel into like wow the expansiveness of like all of that money like oh my god being so loved and being able to give love and have

it received so willingly and being able to communicate it's just it's like the feeling the essence the energy of it like that and for some people who like don't meditate for some people who like you know this is very new to them. Like, yeah, it's going to feel weird. It's going to be kind of like, well, I have to think of it in words. Then do that. Right. But like the goal is that you get to a place where you are just feeling into the vibration

of what it is that you are calling in. And then the final step of this is as you're sitting in gratitude for that, you want to then sort of come back into your space, open your eyes, and you want to start moving through the day, experiencing the emotions of all of that gratitude for having all of those things and all of your needs met. You want to experience all of that in your body and you want to carry that emotion in your body as long as you can. Because we basically work as like a fine-tuned radio frequency, like a cell tower sort of thing. We're like, we can send out signals to the universe. This is what I want. And that's what we do when we go into the gratitude. And that's

what we do when we sit in the energy of this is what I'm calling in. We are literally intentionally adjusting our vibrational field to release a signal of what it is that we want to call in, which is why when you're having a bad day and you're like, this, nothing's working this day, I just hit this, and then I did that, and then you missed the phone call, then you hit the red light, and then you back up into something. And it's like, because you're literally living it and you're emoting it and you're calling it and you're amplifying it. And it's like, that same thing works for you in a good way, right?

So you want to be, yeah, carrying that emotion throughout your day. And, and again, you'll come out of it, but like the goal is to come back into it. it as frequently as possible. And that's why you do a daily, you know, five minutes in the morning, five minutes at night. So that the constant signal is a better signal. Because we're always sending things out, which is why like your words are spells. What you write is magic, how you communicate, what you're thinking of people, even you looking at someone and giving them like, you know, evil eye or people judging you or gossiping, all that shit. It all comes back. It all comes back to you. Hear that, trolls? Yeah. So watch your comments.

that's so true so that is the more logical intentional sort of radio signal going out yeah but what really changes the game for people is when you're in the emotional state like i said of holding it and having it because the emotions are what actually draw it in like a magnet the emotions which is energy in motion the emotions in your body constantly moving are what are pulling it into your i think it's called your torric your torque field or like we have an aura which is your oric field, but then there's this drawing that's like a donut that kind of like goes out and comes back in and it goes out. And it surrounds our entire field. And when we have that energy and motion in our body of having these things, that's the signal that's coming out. And it's pulling it back in. So that's how we start drawing things into like our vortex. It always blows my mind how people don't believe in like magic and that kind of thing. Or that you can't get things from the universe. Like it blows my mind because I'm like, your body, can create a life.

A woman's body can literally create a brain in its belly. Literally. Anything is possible. How does your body know to do that? Right. And even think about how powerful, that's like all root chakra, right? It's like sexual energy. That's our creative force.

That's where we can like drive forward making like healthy decisions that are like creating a life that we want of like stability, foundation and structure and all of that stuff. And it's like when people, and I've dated some people who like, They just don't have their root chakra, which is like right at your tailbone. It's like your groin area and it's red in color. And it's like it is our, it is like our, it's not really our power center because our power center I would say is like the solar plexus, which is your belly button and it's yellow. But the root chakra is like that animal instinct, that sexual drive. And like if you think of how, just to echo what you just said, how.

strong sexual energy is that you can literally create a human with it. It's like if, you know, you're somebody who gets really angry, that root chakra is getting activated. If you have, if you get really horny, if you have like these, you know, sexual desires that you just like can't control that root chakra is getting activated. But what's beautiful about that is that, and this is where alchemy comes in, which is, alchemy is literally taking one energy and turning it into a different one. And it's like, when all of that gets so activated, like, go to the gym, go write some music. Go start writing a business plan or a manuscript or something. And it's like, and you'll see where all of that energy, this is why we do kundalini practices

and things like that to wake up all of this energy. And it's like when you start activating all of that, like tantra, I do some tantra. I have like one like real red tantra therapist because there's like white tantra, which is not sexual. And then there's red tantra, which like is sexual. And like we're not having sex or anything. But it's like we're both naked. And it is like, we are.

are building so much energy through the body. And, like, that is all root chakra activation. And when I tell you that, like, I leave after, like, 90 minutes charged with, like, so much creative, I can, like, feel my field, even just talking about it, I can, like, feel the, it's this, like, density of, like, it's just power. And, like, you can take that and create with it. And it's, like, that is where people, especially men, straight men, like, a lot of gay men. But, like, that's where people really need to.

start seeing that, like, just because I'm feeling super sexual or super angry or super whatever doesn't mean I need to act on it. I don't need to attack this person. I don't need to go out and, like, try to f*** something, you know what I mean? It's like, I can actually take that and I can alchemize that energy, turn it internally and to start, like, shifting, you know, the way of use into something productive, which is great. And then those sort of like animal drivers, they actually pass way quicker than you think

they would. And you're in the middle of, like, a jog or something. And you're like, I feel great now. and I did something productive and healthy and, you know, so that's sort of, again, how to, like, use that energy. But, yeah, people who don't believe in magic, I'm just like, bitch, don't let someone with no abracadabra tell you there's no magic, you know? You're going to tell me there's no magic, bitch.

Okay, sure. You're like, I am magic. I literally, actually, the Gemini tarot card is the magician. So we are magicians, yeah, so, yeah, right? Oh, my God, I feel that. Yeah, no, I could see you with, like, a big gorgeous, like, Louis. Louis Vuitton, which hat or something?

Yes. When's your birthday? 19? Okay. Oh my. You said... Danny Louis Vuitton, which hat? Yes.

Oh my gosh. Can we bring out cards? Okay, so these are the... L.O.L. first one out, devil. The devil! Oh, I love the cards that, like, freak people out for no reason, because they don't understand anything about them.

Everyone always just assumes the death card is the bad one, right? Right. Okay, wait, but I also got you this, which is so cute. Or true, you don't have to open it on camera if you don't want to. I love giving gifts. Like, it's such my cancer energy. Yeah. So pretty, no?

Gorge. Oh, wow. So which stone is this? Right. So this is Labradorite. And this is, it's so funny because you were talking about earlier. There were so many there and I was like, oh, I just, I think I want this one. And then I put it back and then I looked at this bracelet and I was like, no, no, I want this one.

And again, like, always follow your intuition, right? Because it's Labradorite, which is. So it opens your top. three chakras, which is your throat chakra, your third eye, and your crown. So Labradorite is really good for the top three chakras, which will allow you to sort of like see the higher purpose and things, get like a bird's eye view of like the direction that I'm headed in and just like trust that like the information and my intuition is like on point and it's working and then being able to like actually speak it into existence and speak your

truth. The other thing is that this is really good. I wouldn't, well, you could sleep with it maybe, but like I would put a stone, an actual stone under your pillow is really good for easing your dreams and for dream recall and you understanding them a little bit better. Yeah. And then what you were talking about earlier

which I was... Your what? My dreams are so vivid. Same. I feel like that must be a Gemini thing too because I know a couple other gems that are like crazy vivid. Yeah. I actually had a dream last night that we were all with Chris Jenner and she brought out Harry Styles on stage and I was on stage and then Avrilavine was there

and I was like, bitch, what's up? Oh my God, L.O.L. But then Labradorite is also good for clearing away fears and insecurities and self-sabotage. And you said all of that earlier, and I was like, this is the perfect stuff for her. You're like, of course. Yeah, so. And you can just Google it. There'll be a bunch of other things that come up.

Oh my gosh. Thank you. It's cute, though. Yeah, you're welcome. It's really cute. Okay, so we will shuffle some cards. We'll pull some cards for the Equinox that we're stepping into. I'll pull one card on the left for what we are.

walking away from and the card on the right will be what we are moving towards so let's see how this unfolds um or do you want to pull them yes you looked so nervous well i just i'm like so weird about this stuff okay is this the top i mean weird about it like i'm like i i need to feel which card this is for the left and which is uh the top of the card this part or this part oh oh oh um this is the top okay And this one is for what we are letting go of. Don't pull that one. I'm just kidding. Oh my God, I say that every time.

People literally, I've seen people freak out. Is this the top that you win? Yeah. Okay. Cool. And then I'll split. I like to split the deck and then read the bottom. It's like an overall theme.

Oh, I love that. This is the ace of wands. This is such a vibe. And this is so good because this is exactly what we were talking about with like, we still get to tap into the other end of the coin, right? because in the northern hemisphere, we're moving into the fall equinox. So, again, this is an opportunity for us to, like, find better balance, see what we need to release, understand how the colors are changing and what needs to fall away.

And we're kind of like preparing to wind down. But when I have an ace of wands, the ace of wands is that springtime energy. So the other end of the spectrum, we're being called to work into our experience of the next three to six months. So when I see an ace of wands, this is representing fire energy, which, again, is that like cardinal aries like let's start something and then ace of wands is taking action so what's really important about this card is that there's a hand here and the hand is the hand of god the hand of the universe and he's like here you go here's a new opportunity but part of our co-creative

experience here is that like nothing is just handed to us without us actually either a aligning ourselves with it first which comes from that like manifestation co-creation sort of technique that we were talking about earlier. And then this is kind of like an Easter egg when the universe is just like, you want it a little something. So like, I'm going to drop this in front of you. I want to see that you take action on it. And this is an opportunity for us to take action in new ways. What's also really interesting. Oh, wow. Oh, my God. Okay. Behind this, we have three major arcana, which is, so there's minor arcana, which is like this, like the king, which is the people. It's us, you and I. And then there's major arcana, which is like the, the, you and I. And then there's major

Arcana, which is like the universal energies at play. So this is like God, fate, destiny. These are big life changes, et cetera. So I have the star, the sun, and the emperor all reversed. So when I'm looking at this, what we're being called to look at is like, oh, I feel like I could cry again. This is like such collective energy, but it's like, where do we, where have we been asking people to fill roles that they're incapable of filling? And how is it that we can release the responsibility from them and the blame from them and instead reflect on our own. own shadow, our own insecurities, our own inner child that is wounded, that is wanting something from these people, projecting something onto these people, that with the sun reverse, with the star

reverse, actually in turn leads to disappointment because we knew all along that some of these people could not fill these roles. However, we decided to build a fantasy around them or to project something onto them or to force them into a space out of our own lack or out of our own wounding or out of our own selfishness. And again, it doesn't need to be that it was intentionally done because you're a selfish person. But it's just like we do things unconsciously when we're in a space of like needing love, needing connection, needing acceptance, needing money, needing whatever, you know? So like, how is it that with the star reverse, there were disappointments? And some of those disappointments, emperor reversed, was like people not being able to be the person we thought they

could be or that we wanted them to be. And with the sun here reversed, it's like, again, to disappointments, but we need to take these opportunities to illuminate with the star our deep psyche and the shadow self, our old programming that is telling us that maybe we are unworthy of better love. So that's why we accept the partners that we know can't provide us with the love that we know we desire and deserve when we're in that space of wounding that is going unnoticed. And again, calling in those partners to reflect back to us because everyone here is a reflection. It's like to have those partners that reflect back to us, the parts of us that are so wounded is such a gift because then we can look at those pain points and we can begin to

clear them so that the next time we engage, we can have a healthy relationship and it's a higher expression. So like we're really being called to like also just release, forgive, accept, you know what I mean? Like so much suffering comes from us not wanting to accept the reality of where we're at and instead wanting it to be something else or for us wanting to be in a different place. But like if you were supposed to be in a different place, then you would be in a different place. Right. If you were supposed to live in a different area, if you were supposed to have more kids, if you were supposed to have a better job, if you were supposed to have a bigger house, if you were supposed to, you would have it. Yeah. You don't have it because you're probably not

a vibrational match. And the reason you're not a vibrational match is because there's certain wounds or certain programs. And this is telling us that because the emperor rules the kingdom and sits high on his throne, but when he's reversed, he doesn't have that. And the reason he doesn't have that, the sun represents Leo energy, which is our identity, which is also the inner child and the heart space. So, like, where is our inner child so wounded or has been so hurt or traumatized at some point in our life that, like, sorry, it gets me like so emotional sometimes, where, like, we believe that we don't deserve better based off of whatever it was that we've been through. And it's easy for us to be like, no, I do deserve better. But like for you to believe

really truly that you deserve better is a completely different experience. And like, what we need to do is use all of that past experience, which again, it's so interesting because this is also the card of Aries, the emperor here. And Aries is where the North Node is, right? And when we have the card of Aries reversed, the emperor reversed, it means that that old version, that old mask, that old person that we were, we're releasing because Aries rules in modern day astrology, the first house, which is our identity and who

we are and how we show up. So the emperor reversed here is saying, that old you is dead and gone. And that's really hard to let go of. That's also really exciting because it leaves so much available space for you to expand in beautiful ways. And this Ace of Wants is asking you to expand in beautiful ways. But the way that you are being called

to expand cannot reflect who you used to be because you're no longer that bitch. You know what I mean? So it's like, wake the fuck up and stand in your power and take action in new ways, initiate new cycles by letting go of these old stories. The star is Aquarius energy. What old fixed ideas, fixed thoughts. Aquarius is fixed air.

So it's like narratives, belief systems, personalities that we think, this is just who I am. I always drink. So when I go out for dinner, I have to have a drink because I always drank and my friends expect me to drink. And it's like, fuck this. I don't need to have a drink every time. I don't want to have a drink every time. And like, that's just me projecting onto this, my own thing. Well, like, really everything I talk about is, again, an inner reflection of my own

shit, which is why I think I get so emotional when I talk about a lot of these things. And I know that other people struggle. Like, this is definitely going to relate to, you know, people. But it's like these old fixed narratives and fixed ideas of who I thought I was and the stories I tell myself, like they're dead and gone. And they're dead and gone because they keep leading me to disappointment because I have always been disappointed because I have a history of disappointment based off of my my traumas, my triggers, my childhood, my past relationships, or whatever.

So, like, this version of me needs to go. And in order to let that go, I need to understand South Node in Libra, how I don't want to interact anymore with people, how I don't want to relate to the world around me, and how I don't want to relate to myself, because, like, you're only ever having a conversation with yourself at all times. You know what I mean? So it's like, if you don't like you, or if you feel so depressed and so sad and so frustrated with yourself, it's because your soul is so...

tired of the same avatar doing the same thing and it's like get it together so like this is an opportunity for us to be like okay like shake it off I'm dead and gone I appreciate that I love this version of me that got me here because it was like the version who got me through the battle and through the war and like so beautiful and thank you so much and now I'm ready to start a new thing so we're going to move into that ace of wands energy which is the new thing and then we have two more cards here so this card on the left do you want me to flip it this way or turn it upside down. Oh, flip it. Flip it. Yeah.

And this one, you want me to... Oh, now I want you to do the other way. Do the other way. Okay. Okay, I love these. So I have the Night of Pentacles Reverse, and I have the Six of Swords Reverse. And what we are walking away from is the Knight of Pentacles Reverse, which, again, is, like, having... The word that they're bringing forward is indifference.

So, like, we are stepping away from a life of indifference. Like, if you're there and you're kind of like, meh, I don't really care. Like, if you're not passionate about it, because the Ace of... wands is passion. Yeah. This is also, like, good sex. Like, this is a big wands. You know what I mean? So, like, we could be, we could be moving into a time of, like, a little more creativity, all that root chakra activation that we were talking about, like,

fun. Like, and sex can be fun. Sex can be great and creative, you know? Like, sex doesn't also need to be this, like, shameful thing. And I think I'm really trying to, like, embrace more of that because I come from, like, a really strained Catholic background and, like, sexual traumas and all the shit. So anyways, but with this night of pentacles reversed, it's like, if we're indifferent about something, then just walk away.

Why are we investing into it? Like, the Night of Pentacles Reverse is also showing us, like, why are we holding space for people who are not fully committing? Why are we holding space for people who we see potential in, but those people don't see potential in themselves? Why are we holding space for people who are, like, kind of in, kind of out? It's like, shit or get off the pot? You know what I mean?

Like, so we need to walk away from that. And then the future card being the Sixth of Swords reversed is like, there's no going back. I see this as an opportunity for us to be like, I don't want to circle back to these old ideas. I don't want to circle back to this old personality. I don't want to go back into this old life because I've maxed it out.

Like, I feel like there's such an energy here of we've outgrown our pot and our roots are so thirsty for new land and new water and they just want to expand because the deeper we expand down, the more we expand up and out, right? And that goes like literally for us as humans as well.

deeper you do shadow work. The deeper you clear the internal shit, the more expansive you can be externally, the more abundance you can bring in because you've cleared the scarcity mindsets, the better love you can bring in because you've cleared the trauma wounding. It's like, so again, we need to let the roots grow so deep so that we can expand outwardly to this whole new level and that Ace of Wands, which I'm so happy we pulled this card. Like, this is the direction we're moving in. So that North Nodonaries is asking you to level the up. Yes. Definitely use that energy, it's like here for only probably at this point, 16 months or 15 months more. Really? Which is still like a good cycle.

Right. Everything in my life, I've been like, I need to level up. Everything. Yeah. And you'll find that when you're ready to, that like, it's there. You know, like, the universe is like, oh, finally, you've arrived. Like, the vibration has been here all along. You just haven't tapped into it. Right. And it's like, I remember when I first started making money, like real, real money. I was just. just like, oh my God. Like, it's just, it's crazy that, like, I used to look at people with so much money and be like, how, create, oh, my God.

And that was just me projecting onto them, my own insecurities and my own scarcity that, like, I don't see that that's possible for me or I don't, or it's so difficult or it's all these things. Like, we have all these stories around it. And it's like, we so easily forget that, like, abundance is our birthright. Like, look at the world around you. It is just so abundant. Like, I'm talking about the actual earth.

Yeah. Like, the water. And I mean, right now we're in a climate crisis. Like, we're not getting into all the politics around that. But, like, just as a rule of thumb, like, the earth itself is so abundant with life and water and animals and every, you know what I mean? It's like, we are part of that. We've just been intentionally pulled out of that and dropped into this curated system so that we can, like, help what, a small group of people make tons of money. And then I have to sit here like, I want the money too, bitch.

And it's like nothing really, like money won't buy you happiness. money is it's not all about money and like the work I do I do because I love and like the money just comes because it's in such flow but like bitch money makes things easier it really does and I would rather have money than not you know like I've been on both ends of the spectrum and like my roommate who I lived with who works with me now shout out to Danny like that bitch has seen me tape duct taping mirror to my car my 2000 Ford Focus that I bought for $3,000 and I like bumpy like things falling off me crying can't pay my phone bills have no money like just always saying like i'm a millionaire it doesn't matter it doesn't matter it doesn't matter and i'm like look me now bitch

yeah we are the same i literally duct tape my mirror to my uh i don't even remember what year it was 2000 Pontiac sunfire nice and i remember just not knowing how i was going to pay my next rent and i just remember going something will happen where i'll get it like i'll somehow find a way. It'll just come. Even that, even in those moments of like extreme sort of scarcity and fear and like I lived in that for a while, like years. Like I, and I grew up like my family was like, you know, sort of like middle class, middle upper class, but then my parents divorced and it was so messy and so ugly and like my mom is incredible. Like my mom's so amazing. And like she really like kept everything just like she's amazing. And and yeah, in the end, and she's,

good job and like she you know remarried and whatever like everybody is now very well kept and it all came together so beautifully but it's like I remember in my moments of like real scarcity we're like I couldn't ask my mom because like I didn't want to put the stress on her I know she also like didn't have tons of money at that time for sure and like my dad was a whole other conversation and then there my dude he was also great and he's an amazing teacher to me and like I do love and respect my father but like I didn't want to ask people for money is my point yeah and I was like living in Toronto it just it was a shit show and like

even then I would always be surprised that I'm like somehow it always still works out and it was the universe always being like babe we're literally right here how do you think it always works out how do you think you always have just enough or that that loan shows up or the check finally shows up or the person and it's like it was right in front of me the whole time that I'm like

oh shit it is abundant and it is here I'm just not living in this energy enough and I'm not taking enough initiative to co-create this experience at a higher expression and like, but it was always there, you know? So yeah, I think, and again, like, there's levels of privilege and, like, I'm not discounting any of the reality of the very complex system and world that we live in with, you know, social, economic crisis, just like all of it. I see it all. I know this is just like not the time to have that level of the conversation, so just don't attack me. But yes, I think it is

crazy to just look in hindsight and also see, like, wow, they were always, they're taking care of me too, right? And I just let them now take care of me at a different level, and I work with them. Do you think there are, like, specific spirit guides? Like, do you know how many you have and... Yes, we all have between, like, I would say your average person has between, like, one and five type of thing. Like, a lot of the people that I work with, um, when I'm doing energy work, like, one-on-one stuff. Um, actually, I work with a lot of, like, like high level sort of like celebrity and like, um, whatever, like high level people,

influential people. Yeah. So their guides are always, um, unique, so to speak. Yeah. Um, especially if they're like a really sort of like high vibrational person who's doing a lot of cool work here. And I find that they usually have a couple extra guides. Um, I would say that like, just your like average Joe sort of like cool soccer mom.

Like, yeah, she's probably still got two or three that work with her actively. And that's probably why she's like super mom and can do so many things. you know. But there's different guides that step in for different reasons. And what's really interesting is that I have had like five or six completely different psychics at different times in my life. And they've, none of them have met. And every time I sit down, their first thing is always like, okay, let me tune into your field. And they're just like, oh, whoa, there's so much energy here. Oh my God, you have so many guides. Like there's like, like all of them have literally said a crowd, like a crowd of people that you work with on the other side. And before,

I was doing the work that I'm doing now. Like, I feel like the crowd grew now for sure, like, energetically and, like, literally in my life. Now, not to, sorry, I'd like to choose my words wisely because, like, it sounds ego-ish, and this could, like, definitely have some people just, like, feeling however they feel when they hear what I'm about to say. But, like, I'm really good at a lot of things. I'm, like, I have a great business mind.

I am American Sign Language interpreter, so I have a whole understanding of, like, that language that I integrate into all of my teachings and my work. and then I also am, like, channeling while I'm talking about astrology, while I'm getting download. Like, there are actually so many things happening inside of me. And if you talk, again, to anyone on my team, like, people are always, like, looking at me. They're like, your mind is crazy, like, working with you and seeing, like, what you say, how you say, where the ideas come from, how you're so organized, how you're like, you know, five steps ahead, and you know that's not going to work. And then you tell it, and then we do it, and it doesn't work. And then we go, and it's like, and all of that, I think I can really say, like, thank you to the guides on the other side that work with me.

Because, again, that's not all me. That's not all just from my brain, you know? That's, like, channeled information and support from the other side. So I would say that, yeah, like most people have at least two or three. I've seen, you know, some up to five in people that are in positions of, like, power and stuff like that. And then I've seen maybe like one other person on my journey that I came across who also had, like, a big. big group of people and I don't I don't think that they were like from my knowledge they weren't like in the public eye or anything that they're just kind of like a regular person

like you can see like my spirit guy yeah so like right now when you said that like the first thing I wanted to and this is again where you just trust yourself right but like in my mind's eye like I could see almost like a really tall like almost higher than the roof um which I don't necessarily know what that means but I could see like a very tall sort of slender um like long arm long finger type thing really yeah almost three arms which is interesting and like last week i was getting acupuncture and um with this like legit like chinese medicine doctor and when he was doing my acupuncture he was like okay just let me think about this for a second and he sort of like dropped into a meditative state for like i don't know a minute or two

and as soon as he dropped in this giant like the size of like half of this room this huge thing stepped in with this like big like Buddha belly almost and he had this like cord coming out of his hand and into the back of the head and literally I could see like light go from the cord and when it

went into the guy's head he literally his eyes opened and he was like okay I know what I'm going to give you I'm going to give you this tea that's going to and I was like literally sitting there watching in real time this like big giant entity and again a high vibrational entity but like this entity stepped in and was like

and passed it and then he told me and I was like whoa like so yeah we definitely we all have guides they all look different like when I'm sitting here thinking of you like I'm thinking of like I'm seeing like six or seven little which is funny because yeah see so now that's more than five but yours are like little ones and the size doesn't matter there's no importance

or significance but like I see almost like gnome or like fairy style like little like they're like this big like kind of literally and it's like it's playful but it's also very techy and organized it feels very organized you know what I mean and you being here in the space with us maybe those are the guides that you need right now and when you leave maybe those ones will be subbed out for a different guide that will just be with you on your every day because I'm not working with a thousand this crowd of guides I don't work with

the crowd of guides all the time right but I'm also and again just to bring this back full circle like the moon workshops like 30,000 people did the full moon workshop like that's a lot of people so you did I didn't good good girl yeah like so when I'm working with that level of connection and when that many people are like connecting and listening and you know taking something from me it's like for us to be accommodating that level of people like it's probably harder to do with just one guide for example so I I would attest the group of my guides to be with like the group of people that I'm also working with. But yeah, some of them are good at business.

Some of them are good at marketing. Some of them are good at, you know, channeling wisdom and higher knowledge. Like I have certain guides that I work with who show me different ways of breathing. And like I breathe through, you know, like I've been in an ayahuasca ceremony and I sat up and the medicine woman looked at me. And I just started, like, when I looked at someone, because there was like 14 of us as soon as I looked at that person, they would just start like. And then I had these tools because I knew I should bring these tools. and I was like five hours into the eyewasca ceremony literally like

like blowing shit out of these and then this person would vomit and have this huge purge and then lay back down and then I would just like sit there it was so crazy to witness because my body it literally I'm not kidding

and then it was like somebody and this is like a guide type thing it was like somebody went and like would push and it would wherever I would look that person would be the next person who would just start doing moving and I would start clearing

I went through the whole group and after the first one I looked at the first one medicine woman and she looked at me and she was like you're good go for it and I was like okay and I just started clearing this room for like an hour and a half and like one by one purge purge purge and my other friend who was there Liza what's up she literally was like I watched you doing that and like she was also like drinking the medicine so she was like I could literally see like like darts shooting out you were like exercising these things I was

like yeah I was doing like exorcisms in the space I'm not kidding I've actually done on an indigenous girl once she invited me into like her woman's circle because they needed some masculine energy there and there was incredible healers in that space and yeah we pulled some shit out of that girl like vomiting and like that

I also was on a first date and I was like oh do you want to come to this Reiki circle that I'm going to because the girl was like will you come do Reiki with me because I had done two sessions with her and the first one I did like as soon as she laid down and put my hands on her head and she vomited in my sink I was like No way.

Oh, my God, girl. You could have just barfed in the toilet right there. That, like, gives me so much anxiety. I have fear of throw up. Throw it everywhere. I hate throwing up, too. Oh, I hate it more than any. It's like a crippling fear.

I know, it's awful. I get anxiety eating sushi, which is my favorite food because I'm so scared I'm going to get food poisoning. Oh, what? No, I'm like terrified. Yeah, we'll do a session. We'll clear that out. We'll get you back to enjoying a salmon tacky roll or whatever. Yeah.

But I just, yeah, so then I went into this space where I thought I was doing like an energy Reiki circle and I like bring this guy that I'm on this like first day with who's also like an energy worker and we get there and he's like what is happening like halfway through I'm like taunting and I didn't even know I thought I was just going to be like like love I'm like taunting demons out of it was crazy I would love to be a part of like see that it honestly those moments are moments that I'm witnessing something like even when I'm reading sometimes or I'm channeling sometimes, like, I'm almost observing my avatar doing it, right? So it's like...

It's like out of body. Yeah. And like, there's moments where I'm like, oh, that was clever. Like, that was fun. And like, in those moments of like energy clearing or like all of a sudden I'm like literally seeing these like, like, she's like, ha, like black things are coming out of for it. Like, and there's all these people with all these medicines and everybody's doing all that.

Like, in those moments, I feel there's nothing in me that feels scared. Yeah. So I like know that's where I'm supposed to be. And I feel so aligned with the work that I'm doing, and I'm so aware that, like, this is not the first time I've done this work. This is just the time that I'm doing this work in this body. And again, because we live in a day and age where, like, this body is accepted. Like, I am a male.

I am, you know, straight passing to most people. Like, I look straight-ish. So, like, that just lets them—like, I'm not, like, a super, like, feminine gay male. So, like, I think that's an easier, more digestible gay guy for a lot of people. And then I'm white. So it's like, it's like white male. Like, sure, let him in. You know what I mean?

And it's like, I see myself as this like Trojan horse where I'm like, perfect. Let me into the space because the people that I'm going to bring into this space are not going to look like me. You know what I mean? And I really get intentional about like when we do performances or because I do music and a bunch of stuff. And on one of the like live shows that I did like a year before the pandemic, it was just like such a mixed stage. crowd like they booked me but then I had you know an indigenous woman come and do like the land acknowledgement and the opening and we had deaf performers and we had black people and brown people and yellow purple pink people it was just it was such this cool thing and I'm like I love that I'm

like I want to be the like point of entry and then I want to be like let's get all these cool people in here because like I also don't want to carry everything myself and I don't think we have to plus there's like other people who have way better perspectives and stories and experiences to share like nobody wants to hear a white guy talk about everything you know it's just like I don't even want to hear a white guy talk about everything I'm so over white people oh my god no offense like I know I hear you oh my gosh I honestly just wish you lived in my house I don't like this is fine I can just like stay here all week it's so fun and it's just so cool like I you obviously know you're such a unique human being like you're weird oh yeah

No, but in the best ways. Like, there's just so much to you. And, like, I just sit here. I usually have so much to say. And I just, like, take in everything that you say. Like, I just sit here and have no words. Without even realizing it until you got in my presence and I saw you in real life. I was like, whoa, I didn't even realize how much I have, like, connected with you without even.

Like, so I just want people to be able to find you and, like, do these. I bet everybody wants to do this workshop. Like, I want to now. So where can they find everything? Everything is... So by the time this releases, we should have chriscorsini.com up and running. Perfect.

That's going to be where you can find everything. I also have my Instagram, of course. That's where I do the free monthly horoscopes. For each zodiac sign, it's also just at Chris Corsini. My YouTube channels, Chris Corsini, Tarot and astrology. There will be like literally tons of...

Scammers, like, they're going to email you. They're going to send you everything. Like, they're going to say, my beloved. Like, you're, I've called to, like, that's not me. I just, I wouldn't, I don't even do personal readings, you know? So, um, so don't fall for that. But yeah, I think everything will be on my website. We have amazing workshops.

Everything is accessible. I'm either using American Sign Language and English at the same time. Or we have an interpreter like we do. Um, if you're watching this on YouTube, you'll see the interpreter. So thank you. And, um, everything is captioned. Everything also, not everything, but most of our workshops come. with like downloadable workbooks so that you can also like you get a bunch of other information

that's super helpful and then there's like prompts to help people like process like different seasons of their life really um definitely check out the nodes workshop because that is the biggest shift right now happening also like my sister my mom say hi they're obsessed with you oh sweet my mom was like oh my god like freak out really cute she's like you gotta have her wine i should have got her wine for the baby shower i'm such an idiot oh it's fine mom like next time i'm upset super excited. Thank you so much. Thank you. This was so much fun. So fun. I'm Caitlin Bristow. Your session is now ending. And if I'm being honest, I wouldn't mind a rating in a movie. Two sisters. One, a respected TV producer, Jill Blackstone, and the other, Wendy.

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