Off The Vine with Kaitlyn Bristowe - Kaitlyn’s Bachelorette Reunion | SOLO DOLO :You Asked, She Answered!

Episode Date: July 24, 2025

#861. You asked, she answered — the reunion deep-dive you’ve been waiting for!This week, Kaitlyn’s flying solo and diving into your questions about her 10-Year Bachelorette Reunion. She’s sharing what episode was the hardest to rewatch, who she was most nervous to interview, the regret that still lingers, and what really went down with Nick and Shawn skipping the reunion.She also reveals who surprised her the most, who had the best glow-up, and whether she’d ever consider being the Golden Bachelorette!Honest answers, real reflections, and the kind of behind-the-scenes insight only Kaitlyn can give.If you’re LOVING this podcast, please follow and leave a rating and review below! PLUS, FOLLOW OUR PODCAST INSTAGRAM HERE!Thank you to our Sponsors! Check out these deals!Nutrafol: For a limited time, Nutrafol is offering my listeners $10 off your first month’s subscription and free shipping when you go to Nutrafol.com and enter the promo code VINE.Wayfair: Head to Wayfair right now to shop a huge outdoor selection. That’s WAYFAIR.com. Wayfair. Every style. Every home.Lady World: Come Join me for a fun weekend! Get your tickets now at LadyWorld.COEPISODE HIGHLIGHTS: 3:45 — The hardest episode to rewatch….6:00 — Who Kaitlyn was most nervous to interview (and how it actually went)13:45 — The biggest surprise from the reunion — who really impressed her!16:10 — Why Nick Viall and Shawn Booth never ended up on the podcast23:20 — Who had the best glow-up?See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

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You're listening to Off the Vine with Caitlin Bristow. Hey, Vino's, real quick, if you are listening right now, which obviously you are, you wouldn't be hearing this, can you hit the subscribe or follow button on whatever platform you're on? please that one simple thing helps more than you even realize it allows me to keep growing on this podcast and making these episodes the best they can possibly be obviously for you that's the only favorite I'm going to ever ask okay it truly means the world to me thank you now let's get into it okay I can't actually believe I'm allowing myself to record like this I just got my hair done and you know when you go get your hair done and it's like too healthy and you come out of there and you're like oh god

and you just want it to get dirty and grimy and greasy like you're used to having it because it styles better. That's where I'm out right now. It's just too healthy. Also, I have a new obsession with red, okay, I sound like I'm pregnant. My cravings are red onion and peppermint patties, york. York peppermint patties. I don't know what is going on, not pregnant, but that is what I'm craving, like red crispy

onion in a salad. And then after I'm done my salad with my protein of choice, hit me with a york peppermint paddy. Maybe do. Not the big ones, just the little size. Oh my God. I can't not have chocolate after I eat dinner. I can't. It's like an addiction. I'm addicted to chocolate. Anywho. Oh, I forgot my Sprite Zero downstairs. I'm swapping in the wine for a Sprite Zero because you girl, your old lady over here is getting her fibroid out tomorrow and I can't have alcohol before surgery. No alcohol, no weed gummies. So I'm three days sober, just raw dogging sleep. It works too. My aura ring's never been happier. Okay, thought we would do a little touch base, a little check-in after we've been deep diving into the reunions and interviewing all the guys, just reliving the chaos, but it has been really fun.

How good were my guys? How sweet are they? How still cute are they? I just love them all so much. It was so nice to reconnect with all of them. don't know what camera I'm looking at. Is it you? Is it you? I don't. But I'm going to go for it today. Just me, my two diggedy dojas, dogs, and the microphone. And I'm going to answer all the questions that you had and answers that you want spilled. So let's get into it. A little Q&A. Also, let's just get this out of the way. Not get it out of the way. I'm hyped. I am so excited that I finally get to announce that Colton Underwood and I will be hosting, are you my first? show about virgins who are all so unique and have different walks of life. And I just think it's beautiful to have so many different perspectives and approaches. And obviously, I am not a

virgin. So a lot of people are like, why Caitlin for this hosting role? And I'm like, this is not about me. This is about the virgins and their love stories. And each individual, they're all so special. You guys are really in for a treat. Make sure you are following Hulu. If you don't of Hulu. It's going to be on Disney Plus, I believe, don't quote me on that. But I'm just really, you know me. I love hosting. You know me. It's like a dream of mine to host a show. So I am feeling really excited. And I hope you guys all tune in and show love and support because I believe these, I don't know, virgins, I believe these virgins have beautiful stories to share. And it's going to be sweet. It's going to be funny. It's going to be dramatic. It's going to be

endearing. It's going to be all different things. Back to the rewatch and your questions. So somebody asked what episode was the hardest to rewatch? I think one of the hardest ones to rewatch was me letting Nick come into the show because I saw how damaging it was to certain people. Some people didn't give a shit. They were along for the ride as you guys learned through this series. But seeing me so torn and like giddy over this one person, but then knowing I'm going to just like destroy. some other people's feelings and then going through with that decision and just knowing later in life how much that decision impacted that relationship. I found that one really hard to watch and then I found it really hard to watch me falling madly in love because it's sad when you

realize that wasn't meant to be but it didn't work out and like look how really it was in that moment. I don't know. It was very confusing to watch. So I would say the one where Nick came and then the one where I was like, oh shit, I'm in love. Did anything surprise you, someone wants to know. Did you see something in a new light? It just surprised me how vulnerable we all were. It surprised me how open and real and raw and honest I was. But that doesn't really surprise me. Did I see something in a new light? I think I had more empathy for Nick and Sean, which is crazy. But I really did because I was like, man, that's hard on both of them because I do believe the feelings were real and I do believe that that person was also really hurting. That was probably the hardest to rewatch too. Oh, God,

it was just too real. I think the main thing that I take away from that is how real it was where a lot of people are like, they just, you know, they sit and they eat their popcorn and they laugh at the TV and it's their like a couple hour escape to just think of how ridiculous we all are, but it's so real. And when you're in it, it's even more real. And I think that's what I saw in a new light, just how real it was. Which guy, were you most nervous to interview? I was most nervous to interview. Oh, who was it? Probably Joe, only because he's the one I have not been, like, really close with. Or I guess not really close, but he's the one that I had, I really hadn't talked to him or seen him. Him and Josh. You know what? I take it back. Josh, Joshua was who I was most nervous about because

I had had a couple interactions with him on Instagram years ago. And he seemed like he was always somewhat mad at me. And I thought he was going to come in here and just be mad or mean. And he was the opposite. He was lovely. Which guy were you the most excited to interview? I think Ben, Ben and I was probably the most excited to interview because I think we had so many moments that weren't seen or things you didn't know, like the mooning and the funny stories. I think him and Jared because I'm really close with Jared and I'm really close with Ben and I love them so much. So I think I was just the most excited to just shoot the shit with them. Biggest regret now that you've watched it all back.

It's a regret, but it's also something that I watch back and think poor me at the same time. I don't like to pity myself, but I feel bad that I was put in such an uncomfortable position. You know, I definitely was pigeonholed to be the girl who had sex and talked about it, which I'm grateful for because that's who I am. but also I was like I was pretty much forced to be that girl and I think my biggest regret was having a little more control over myself, my drinking and not allowing it to be like this narrative. But I don't regret that because it ended up being like a platform to me to have women empowerment and sexual empowerment. So I don't know if I regret it. Okay, what do you regret? Caitlin? I don't know.

I think of so many things like I could regret bringing Nick on. then I'm like, no, because that all happened for a reason. I regret the amount of alcohol I consumed. Yes. That is something I would do differently. I was too excited. I was too nervous. I was too in my feelings. I was too willing to numb myself. I was too willing to like get loosey-goosey if I had a few drinks. That's what I regret is how much alcohol I consumed. That's sad. What was your biggest takeaway or learning lesson from the whole experience now 10 years later? I think to trust myself more, to use my voice more. I could have stood up to producers a little more.

But what do I know? I wasn't trying to make a TV show. I was trying to find love, innocent little Caitlin. But I think it's just about the power of your voice and the power of authenticity. I think that just goes a long way. What moment from your season still makes you cringe? The way I say drama instead of drama,

I hope there's no drama at the house. Oh, God. That made me cringe. The kissing, like I did struggle with a bit, but it didn't make me cringe as much as I thought it was going to watching back because I was like, oh, okay, at least I wasn't tonguing. Like, I really, I, for being a sexual bachelorette, they really like, my kissing was quite tame on camera. On camera.

But I feel like it was not as cringe as I thought it was going to be. I feel like I had so. I was like, I spoke differently. I was really proud of how well I spoke, but my voice sounds different. And then I get sad for people like Selena Gomez where they're like, what happened to her voice? She sounds like a complete different person and blah, blah, blah. And I'm like, yeah, your voice matures and you change. Like, I was so, I was speaking, like, scared almost and like holding back and I like held my mouth a certain way where now I just speak with more authority.

I don't know. It made me cringe watching the way I didn't like have confidence in my voice. But I did at the same time. I'm so confusing. Am I making any sense? You guys are like, great. I'm so glad I asked that one. Okay, I always want to paint a picture for you guys.

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Okay, I would tell her to just stand up for herself a bit more to producers. Which date from your season felt the most you? That's a good question. Probably when I was in Ireland. I honestly think it was when I was with Nick because we got to just go around and explore Ireland. We danced in the streets. I probably would have jumped in and danced with Irish dancers on the street. We got to go just drink a whiskey and a pub.

We went to a church and, like, saw the beauty of it. I don't think they showed that. It just felt like something I would do in Ireland. What was something that you thought would be romantic but was actually awful? Six. Man, I am funny tonight. That and what was off, no, what was funny but was actually awful? Something I thought would be romantic.

Probably when I had to be underwater with. Clint because I liked being out of water with him underwater. They showed it really well and it seemed romantic. But like I think I had like a snot bubble at one point. You're underwater. I always feel like I look like a drowned rat underwater. It just seemed romantic. But like in the moment, watching back, it was pretty romantic. But in the moment, I was like, God, this is kind of awful. Not because of his company. It's because you're trying to be cute underwater. Like a first date with somebody underwater trying to kiss them. Like, I can't, like, stay underwater.

I, like, float back up to the top and, like, I don't like holding my breath and I have to plug my nose and it just was not cute. It was not cute. Who surprised you the most on this reunion in a good way? I would say Joshua Alberts because you could tell he really matured. Like, he, when I met him, like he said, he was a love virgin. He had never really been in love. And now he's married with kids and he just is a dad.

And he's, I don't know. I feel like he really surprised me in a good way. And also Joe Bailey, because Joe Bailey, I was like, He's a wild card, and I didn't know what he was going to be like, but he was hilarious, just the total sense of humor that I remember. Also, I'm reading these questions for the first time, just so you know. I did not prepare at all because I love to answer, honestly. Were you really in love on the show? One thousand percent yes. Without a doubt in my mind, I knew I was in love like week two, maybe three. I just knew. I was like this. I'm definitely

in love. I kept telling myself, okay, well, it's lust. Okay, well, it's this. definitely by the end, that's why I say 100,000 percent, whatever percentage I said, I was definitely in love. And I'm really proud of myself for that. And I really love that I experienced that because obviously that's what I was looking for. Was there a guy who you wish you'd kept around longer? No. No offense to them. I really do feel like I send them home in the proper order of my feelings. Like, yeah, I wish I could have kept cupcake around longer because I loved being in his presence and he's a little angel gem. But yeah, no, no, actually.

What's something the cameras never showed that you wish they had? Probably just more happy moments with Sean and more happy moments in general because, and I feel like they do this on every season, they kind of rob the couple of their love story because they obviously show so much drama, drama, and I get that they have to, you know, I don't know, I just feel like the love stories sometimes are sacrificed a bit. I'm sure a lot of the couples who end up together or were together would say the same thing. I feel like the love story gets a bit of the backburner and a bit of the shaft because they focus so much on everything else. Which guy was the most hesitant to come on the pod?

I think JJ because he just had a really bad experience with the public and I just think he had a bad experience on the other side. So I think he was hesitant to be like, why am I doing this? Am I going to be in headlines in a negative way again? A lot of them, you know, have families to think about. So I just, I always, I really wanted to make sure, too, that they knew like I'm, I'm, this is trying to just be like a sweet thing. Why did Nick Vyle and Sean decline? Sean never declined.

He just dicked me around a few times. It was like he was going to and then he wasn't and then he was and then he wasn't and then he wasn't and then he wouldn't respond and then we had a date set for him to come on and then that didn't happen. And I mean, I got to say, it's a very, it's a scary thought to 10 years later go back down that rabbit hole when, you know, you are a dad now. But you want to, like, have your voice and you want to have your story and you want to do it. And it was just very much a back and forth, which I understand. But a straight answer would have just been nice because I had producers, my podcast producers set up. I had a prep doc. I had the date set. But I, I, I,

I mean, this is their decision. And Nick, he's just, you know, he's, I get this one too. Why am I being so kind? I think Nick just doesn't want to reminisce on those days anymore and he's in the next chapter of his life where I get that because I feel like this is the closing of that chapter for me. And I'm ready to move on with the next chapter of my life. That was a decade and it was fun to reminisce, but I was also like, okay, let's move

along now. You know what I mean? It's hard to go back that long. You're a different person 10 years ago. You did things that you might have regretted. you have a family to think about. I'm trying to give everybody the benefit of the doubt. But again, I would have, of course I want to respect everybody's families and everything, you know.

Would you consider doing a reunion-style recap with the women from Chris Solz? He said, oh my God, that would be iconic. But again, I think I've learned a lot about working with the Bachelor franchise through trying to promote these episodes that they don't want me to say very much. so it was just too much work. It was too much work. But it would be iconic. I will always have on like Ashley. I would love to talk to Becca. Whitney's actually coming to Mexico with me for my third celebration, my 40th birthday. But Whitney's going to be there. I'm so excited to see her. This is the longest we've gone since Crystal's season without seeing each other. So I can't wait to see Whitney in Mexico. Can we just talk about Mexico for a second? It's my 40th birthday with my Canadian girlfriends. And then Whitney's coming. Trista's coming. And, cat from Nashville's coming. I could only invite so many people because we're going to my mom and stepdad, bonus dad's place in Mexico, so it can only sleep so many people. Otherwise, I would have invited everybody. But I can't wait. We're doing my 40th birthday. I hired a

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I don't really need the D. I need the money. What do you wish the world knew about what it's really like to be the lead? God. I just want, I wish the world would think, man, if I was dating that many guys on live television, if I was dating that many guys on a reality TV show, show, alcohol, not a lot of sleep, a lot of feelings, hot men everywhere. No friends, no family, no phone, no books, no TV, no nothing. I'd probably fuck up all the time too. So I wish the world could have a little more grace and empathy for what people do, say, go through on the show

because y'all just a bunch of Judge Judy's out there when you'd fuck up too. Love you. Okay. How did the show change how you see yourself? Physically, I was like, I need new teeth. Eyes are going to nose jump. The world's telling me I have a lazy eye. So it changed the way I saw myself because it made me more insecure than I ever had been, which is so shitty. But it forced me to really work on myself over the last 10 years and get the confidence I have today. This is why it's hard to answer questions where you're like, do I wish? Do I regret? No, because I wouldn't be where I am at. And I'm so happy with where I'm at. I think it just, I guess, you know what? I really saw myself after as like a worthy person.

of love. I was like, watching back, I was like, I'm a flawed human, but I am so real and I am genuine in what I want. And I feel like I was like, I am worthy of finding love. Cute. What part of the journey still affects you today for better or worse? I think just my trust in humans. I lost a lot of trust and faith in humans because of the internet, because of producers. I was just like, oh, I really used to like, I used to just trust and love everybody, and now I'm so jaded. I feel like the trust thing. What's the biggest misconception people still have about you because of your season? Oh, that I'm a whore or that I'm just like an attention seeking.

Like, I think that I'm attention seeking. I really don't see my, I think I used to be, like, I think when I went on that show, I was like, love this attention. And I think now I'm like, I'm just not attention seeking. You know what I mean? Does that make sense? But I think that is people's misconception. I think they think like I need attention.

to like exist and i really don't sometimes i like it but if it's positive like i like making an impact i like having a voice i like creating funny things on instagram i like when people relate to things but i don't i wouldn't say i'm attention seeking which guy aged the best physically or emotionally your call oh i feel too bad saying physically because somebody else said who has the best glow up so we'll just do glow up in general i think jared i think jared had has had an amazing glow up who thrived after the show and who needs a little life coaching? I'm not answering that. Who thrive after the show? I would say Ben Higgins because he got to be the bachelor and like had his moment and now has met the love of his life and has a beautiful daughter. A lot of them have been thriving after the show. I don't know

who needs life coaching. I feel like they're all doing like what they'd like to be doing. I feel like they're all happily married with kids, either working or they're out of the public, which they like, or they're in it, which they also like. I don't know. Funniest guy on your season, probably Joe Bailey. I would say Joe and Jared, because Jared has my sense of humor. Who is the worst kisser? Oh, God. God, I don't think any of them.

I'm trying to think. Cupcake was not a bad kisser, but he was so smiley and he's got such great teeth that we bonked teeth a couple times. But I wouldn't say that he was still a good kisser. But I honestly can't think back onto my time and be like, oh, yeah, he was a bad kisser. No, they were all great. Lucky me.

which guy would you have back on the podcast again? Jared, Ben, Cupcake. All of them. I just thought back out to all of them. They were all amazing. I would have them all back on. Would you be The Bachelorette again? Yeah, that's, I feel like I already said. I would if I was wanting to do it differently. Look, if I was 55, 60, and single, and they asked me to be the Golden Bachelorette, I would do it. I am, praying that I am married with children by that time. But you never know. Maybe that's my purpose in life to be the golden bachelorette. Oh, I don't mean to laugh like, ah, ha, ha, that's stupid because I love all the, I love Joan and the golden bachelor. And I'm so curious to see what they're going to do with the new golden bachelor because they had to fire this one because he was a dick.

So interesting. Anyways, what are your thoughts on the bachelor franchise these days? What do you think about the new paradise season? leave some comments. I want to know. All right, well, I don't really have anything else to say I've got to get to sleep because I want to be really rested going into surgery tomorrow. I thought my fibroid was massive because they said like it was a big one. It's three and a half centimeters, which I found out isn't that massive and that some people have a fibroid the size of a great fruit. So I apologize for if I ever said I have a massive fibroid because apparently it's just sitting in. a spot on my uterus that could cause infertility and causes really painful periods. So I'm just doing this surgery, which is costing me so much money. Take me back to Canada. But I'm like, I'm, if anything will help my painful periods, I am all for it. I will keep you guys in the loop on this surgery and getting my fibroid removed and how the surgery went. And if it took away pain or how it

made me feel, because I do feel like this is such a common thing. People get fibroids. I just know mine's in a spot that can cause infertility and I just, you know, got to clean out the pipes in there because I'm going to need every chance I can get if I keep going this way. I really promise I'm happy. I am in such a good place. God, I still have my moments. Of course, I still wake up with anxiety in the night and intrusive thoughts. But in therapy today, I had 90 minutes with my therapist today. We just talked about living in fear and how because I am so contradicting, I do, live out all my dreams and I go do big, bold things, and I say what I want, and I'm this, this, this, and I'm confident. And I'm also worried about the future, worried about my

unborn children, worried about my dogs, worried about my family's health, live in fear, scared of everything. What if, what if, what if, what if? And it has, I really have to work on just what if, what if? Then I'll deal with it as it comes. But like Melrobin says, what if that doesn't happen? What if life all works out? Okay. I'm Caitlin Bristow. I'll see you next time. Next. I'll see you there.

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