Ouvre ton jeu avec Marie-Claude Barrette - #123 Maxence Garneau | Ouvre ton jeu avec Marie-Claude Barrette

Episode Date: September 29, 2025

Celui qu’on a connu dans les Traîtres et aussi dans Si on s’aimait célébrités et qu’on peut aussi voir à Salut Bonjour est un vent de fraîcheur dans notre paysage télévisuel.Au cours de ...cet épisode, on fait un voyage dans l’enfance et l’adolescence de Maxence. On comprend d’où il arrive. Il se rappelle qui était là pour lui. Il rend un hommage émouvant aux enseignants et enseignantes.Il aborde sa quête pour trouver l’amour et aussi celle pour être bien avec lui-même.Rencontre avec un homme sensible, tenace, empathique et combien sympathique!━━━━━━━━━━━00:00:00 - Introduction00:19:20 - Cartes vertes00:46:35 - Cartes jaunes01:25:11 - Cartes rouges01:38:49 - Cartes Eros01:51:05 - Carte Opto-Réseau━━━━━━━━━━━L'épisode est également disponible sur Patreon, Spotify, Apple Podcasts et les plateformes d'écoute en ligne. Vous aimez Ouvre ton jeu? C'est à votre tour d'ouvrir votre jeu avec la version jeu de société. Disponible dès maintenant partout au Québec et au https://www.randolph.ca/produit/ouvre-ton-jeu-fr/?srsltid=AfmBOoo3YkPk-AkJ9iG2D822-C9cYxyRoVXZ8ddfCQG0rwu2_GneuqTTVisitez mon site web : https://www.marie-claude.com et découvrez l'univers enrichissant du MarieClub, pour en apprendre sur l'humain dans tous ses états et visionner les épisodes d'Ouvre ton jeu, une semaine d’avance.━━━━━━━━━━━Ouvre ton jeu est présenté par Karine Joncas, la référence en matière de soins pour la peau, disponible dans près de 1000 pharmacies au Québec. Visitez le https://www.karinejoncas.ca et obtenez 15% de rabais avec le code ouvretonjeu15.Grâce à Éros et compagnie et notre niveau rose, obtenez 15% avec le code rose15 au https://www.erosetcompagnie.com/?code=rose15 Merci également à Opto-Réseau, nouveau partenaire d'Ouvre ton jeu.Visitez le https://www.opto-reseau.com pour prendre rendez-vous dans l'une de leurs 86 cliniques.

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Starting point is 00:07:25 I've been to terminate Maxence Garno who is the invite of the year because
Starting point is 00:07:32 we've talked before that I have been time to make time to make sure
Starting point is 00:07:36 to make the I'm not grave. I'll do it after. And in the same time, I can already do you have my commenters. You'll see, it's a new encounter with MaxSance. We're talking with him. He has made, among other, the traitors. We've seen as if we're in cemeter. And there, presentment, we see, among, as Salue, Bonjour, and the chronicer.
Starting point is 00:08:02 So it's a guy that I've already done in an interview a couple of years that I think I'm that I'm very by his spontaneity
Starting point is 00:08:10 his creativity I'm an impression that's someone that we'll see a lot in the universe televisual perhaps also
Starting point is 00:08:16 radiophonic that's my wish and I was like I'm like I'm saying as a moment of a moment
Starting point is 00:08:22 I know I know I know to know you know so why we're not to know to know
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Starting point is 00:08:31 of emotion I think that the testimony of Maxance will in fact a part of
Starting point is 00:08:40 an interview it's a great testimony where he talk of the difficulty to be
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Starting point is 00:08:53 a place but it's very powerful what he says I'm an impression that we're
Starting point is 00:08:58 an impression that we're And that perhaps that will it will make it for the parents
Starting point is 00:09:03 or even with the children, but it's really a open-to- your where there
Starting point is 00:09:09 a lot of emotion it's very very touching to it to it to learn and to
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Starting point is 00:09:29 the first to that I've had been young when I'm around 9, 10 years
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Starting point is 00:10:48 the pandemic because I had a podcast that was called Two Fee in Quarantene which
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Starting point is 00:11:08 chronicer to say hello it's not right so so much Maxence
Starting point is 00:11:12 Garneau is welcome Maxence I'm so I'm glad to
Starting point is 00:11:15 there hello Marclode I'm I'm because you're really
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Starting point is 00:11:24 Karene Vanance and we're in if we'd like celibriety with all your authenticity, your fresh air and all.
Starting point is 00:11:32 And there, you're to be more and more in demand where you do you say, are you humorist? Well, no, I'm not not even
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Starting point is 00:11:49 and it's something that it's something that I'm allume in which I believe I'd probably not say
Starting point is 00:11:55 that I'm humorist. Not that's what. You know, that's a good question. I'm the phone. But it's that I like
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Starting point is 00:13:24 where I was I'd be arrested for a duration indetermined at this moment that we thought it's two weeks
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Starting point is 00:14:17 I've got to but talk to the impact of that? Yes, I've made your podcast, in 2020,
Starting point is 00:14:23 thanks to that. But it's sure, I was partaged that on my social, without any time, and finally, it's a fact
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Starting point is 00:15:09 I'm still when I when I started to work to work I'm I'm sorry
Starting point is 00:15:15 I'm sorry I'm dissed to learn my little my cute of Cillin
Starting point is 00:15:19 with my apagne at Couch my drawers, my paper of aluminum. But it's that I had
Starting point is 00:15:25 a lot of pleasure there in a part of this moment that I've started a little to my music on the
Starting point is 00:15:30 social. It's like made like that the creation of content for me. But it's certain that
Starting point is 00:15:37 when I repri the job as researchist the contracts were enchaned and I
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Starting point is 00:15:46 had during the lockdown of the pandemic. And then, in 2003, I was made
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Starting point is 00:16:01 we'd be on TV. Especially on television TV, exactly. So, so, so,
Starting point is 00:16:05 the director of the casting Gabrielle, he said, well, maybe it's maybe it's going to
Starting point is 00:16:11 surprise, but today, I'm not for a post of a researchist,
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Starting point is 00:16:22 So, I've made the tournage has been diffused at the springtime 2024, and then after that
Starting point is 00:16:27 the things have debulled and I'm quite content of all what what's what you think?
Starting point is 00:16:34 Why do you it's a deboled like that? Hey, my God, it's a good question.
Starting point is 00:16:40 Um, um, well, first time, I think it to be a good moment for me,
Starting point is 00:16:46 personally of my It would say it's like, it's like, I'm running there, I, I, I, I developed an expertise in TV, you know, I've said, I've developed a technique of work, I understand the media, I understand this domain, that, this milieu,
Starting point is 00:17:03 and then, and then, it's certain that there's something, the people, the people, it's been, you know, I think that I'm debarked, due law, by my personality, by your authenticity, yeah, monotenticity. You, at all right, it's a game, strategy.
Starting point is 00:17:18 I'm not a strategy. I'm there. I've been to see, I'm going to be all the emotions.
Starting point is 00:17:21 And I'm when, you, the people me say, but it's what, you're doing to do
Starting point is 00:17:25 strategy in part of time? I'm like, there's there's no, there's there's in the moment
Starting point is 00:17:30 present. And the people, you know, you're working on television, sometimes you
Starting point is 00:17:34 have you conscious of the camera, well, apart in confessional, that I was good
Starting point is 00:17:37 to respond because I know how reintegrate the question that we put in my response,
Starting point is 00:17:43 that I'm conscious of that, but if I'm in I'm not, I'm not capable to fake these emotions in the life. So, there
Starting point is 00:17:52 have any other game in time. I think it's for that we have to say, if you don't do you know, you know,
Starting point is 00:17:59 you're just a great emotive. But I'm really content to to be able to see five years, and for you
Starting point is 00:18:07 know what you know better more, because as we think we're doing to be more, when we're going to be
Starting point is 00:18:12 to see, we'll know who you're going to know more, I'm on seeing the impression. So, you're ready to open your job? Oh, my God. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, a game open. It's not a game open. I'll explain rapidly. You have the level
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Starting point is 00:20:14 I'd like the idea to get the idea of line. So, a moment of a day, so I'd like to do. But if I was like to ask you. But I'm interested. Yes. I'll read the five questions,
Starting point is 00:20:21 Maxang, and you choose one, at which you will have to respond. And after, me, also, I'm going to choose one. Perfect.
Starting point is 00:20:29 So, the first question, which person has made a difference in your life? On what trait of character, have you have you done to work?
Starting point is 00:20:36 what importance accord you to regard of the other what is your more complex and what is your
Starting point is 00:20:44 rapport with the authority? Oh, my God. Well, what person has made a difference
Starting point is 00:20:51 in your life? We're trying to go for the regard of the other. Yeah,
Starting point is 00:20:55 what importance accords to look to the other? Because it's an question
Starting point is 00:20:59 that we post can sometimes, often. Because it has been
Starting point is 00:21:05 easy for me to be able to get to in the life. I've done long time
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Starting point is 00:21:41 Fisher Price, and it was not normal for a little guy. Is that she was normal in
Starting point is 00:21:46 your house? Well, yeah, I had two great-sor. We, we were, we were in
Starting point is 00:21:52 the love, the bienveillance, it's the overture. I've been by my mother, my nunu,
Starting point is 00:21:56 my grand-mer who had very very open, so in my my milieu familial, I'm
Starting point is 00:22:03 I was I was a bit normal. So, you know, you didn't know, that you had to live that. You were not prepared to that, because at you, to play with the puppies, it was not an issue, you know? You know, it's sure that, that, that, you know, there, can't even with my father, that my father, you, it's a chasseur, a peacher.
Starting point is 00:22:24 So, I felt like I'm not in these zones that they'd want to, in fact. But it's so. It's installed so rapidly very young I'm I'm not
Starting point is 00:22:37 I'm afraid not of a world in the world I'm not quite I'm not I'm not
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Starting point is 00:22:54 but is you do you see how you're thinking? Well I was very
Starting point is 00:22:58 fragile my parents were separated I have three years, two and a three and a three years
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Starting point is 00:24:09 primary. The primary, the primary, I'm, I'd pleurred even a lot because,
Starting point is 00:24:17 the rentries schooler, I'm still the ball when I see the autobus jaunned
Starting point is 00:24:22 past because we say it I'm to come at when the school recommence
Starting point is 00:24:26 and just to enter in an school, the odor of an school, it's a ball of anxiety. It's important
Starting point is 00:24:32 that we're going to because there's the parents, you know, the children live that, and maybe we're not quite that
Starting point is 00:24:40 maybe we're not quite, I think it's important to understand that already little, the odor,
Starting point is 00:24:47 but it's it, but it comes to every day in your life, that yeah, so it's not
Starting point is 00:24:52 a place where I'm not a I can't say, I'm can't say, And I've been happy, and I've been happy. Because I've got
Starting point is 00:25:00 been there's a good prof. In my parkour. Is what a good prof? Someone who you've opened the bra every morning, you know, and that you feel, recognized,
Starting point is 00:25:13 and that's an attention for the young. I think if I had not had all these good profs in my life, I, I'd have had
Starting point is 00:25:25 really a difficulty. I don't know if I would have reached in fact, to have confidence on me
Starting point is 00:25:29 a day, because at every time, even if I, even if I, I had some people, I had
Starting point is 00:25:35 not accepted, I'm not, I'm not, I'm couldn't be myself, I'm not, I'm not, I'm,
Starting point is 00:25:41 I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, in all the , you know, in the sense
Starting point is 00:25:48 that it's like my interests were never correct, you, but, but these people, man,
Starting point is 00:25:54 me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me,
Starting point is 00:25:56 me, Donned confidence in more a little bit more a little bit more They're going to have made a difference
Starting point is 00:26:00 in your life. Really, so when I said there's there's a other people who are there
Starting point is 00:26:03 a lot of people. But it's a good homage that's a lot of people who all the personnel around,
Starting point is 00:26:10 but also, you know, I think it because I had because I had to because I understand,
Starting point is 00:26:16 but how how would you, how would you have you had been if you had been
Starting point is 00:26:20 completely liberal? Yeah. How's, how'd it had been who, this
Starting point is 00:26:25 infant that at the first it's a good question because you know,
Starting point is 00:26:29 I mean it's like I think I'm it's a lot of when I'm when I'm think of the
Starting point is 00:26:36 tristess and I'm feel like I'm isolated and often I'm not not that I'm playing
Starting point is 00:26:42 to play to play to play with ballon chasseer and I know I mean
Starting point is 00:26:47 I was not not not trying to I'm so it's the so I'm quite I'm easy to
Starting point is 00:26:52 I'm trying to I'm I'm trying to I'm I felt all the time I'd all the time not bad
Starting point is 00:26:57 but even if I used to get in the school. But I, you know, what I'm resented when I
Starting point is 00:27:02 think about to my infancyance, but there times I'm talking to be saying, well,
Starting point is 00:27:07 you know, it's a great also, you know, so I think, you think, you know, that my
Starting point is 00:27:11 co. I've been because there had been there's been in my class where I
Starting point is 00:27:16 had used in the space, you know, where I'm felt in confidence, that,
Starting point is 00:27:20 that, men, these profs, had done a place, and there were kind of also some of the friends around
Starting point is 00:27:26 but it's sure that I'd have been more flamboyant, you know, to be more when I was I'd like that
Starting point is 00:27:33 to know to say that I could be able to be in the rion of the girls and I'd be in
Starting point is 00:27:40 brown, in blue marine in patalong gray in cord the roi. It was not
Starting point is 00:27:46 me. That's a costume. Yeah. F'allel like I was like I was like I was
Starting point is 00:27:52 I felt pogned there but you were in a little guy flamboyant
Starting point is 00:27:57 It's a mean, you'd say you see like a little guy at the interior Yeah,
Starting point is 00:28:01 but he had not want to have been to have been and also to explore some interest
Starting point is 00:28:09 I've done I've made the chant classic when I was because in my family
Starting point is 00:28:13 it's very musical but but I think if I had not had not
Starting point is 00:28:19 had been had been had been my head, I'd like to dance.
Starting point is 00:28:24 But I never to be able to be able to because I have a word of if I was going to
Starting point is 00:28:31 the dance. The chant classic, it was kind of something, I didn't,
Starting point is 00:28:37 I'm not too at the school that I did you do chan classic, but,
Starting point is 00:28:40 but, yes. Is that intimidated? Well, so, well, quite,
Starting point is 00:28:45 quite, well, I don't, but it's It's really, because I've heard
Starting point is 00:28:52 what I wanted to say the word intimidation when I'm going to when I'm
Starting point is 00:28:56 there. Before that it was like a word that we had but I
Starting point is 00:29:00 didn't know what what it was to say at the primary. And there
Starting point is 00:29:05 there had been there the age of six years, you know, the fee,
Starting point is 00:29:12 after that then, you know, they're they're they're still they're they're
Starting point is 00:29:17 these these these words when I was when I was when I was in when I was in there was a
Starting point is 00:29:26 message at the intercom of the directorist who said there you come and I'm my car at my
Starting point is 00:29:32 care at my at a moment don't know to you get to you and understand you know and I'm
Starting point is 00:29:38 like I'm like I'm like I'm like I'm going to get that for I want to be able to
Starting point is 00:29:42 I have you she had not she has to she has to She said a message that was a bien-veillance and perhaps that
Starting point is 00:29:52 in the case that's a little maladroat. But it's that, you know, the word intimidation he was not explained at the primary.
Starting point is 00:30:00 It was like he-se-hear he-se-kear, we're, he-se-kear, when I'm entering at the second-air,
Starting point is 00:30:08 our proff in English was our teaching resource of our class and then after our
Starting point is 00:30:15 first course I say, well, I'm going to in French just for you because I'm the teacher of your class if you're fed intimidated, if you you're subse
Starting point is 00:30:26 of the intimidation, there are some people who say, these comments mechance, who have some irrespectue at your regard,
Starting point is 00:30:35 well, I'm talking about, and she's like, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 00:30:37 she said, I, I, I've seen, the intimidation because I'm young, it's so, I'm just
Starting point is 00:30:44 it's echoed. It had like validated in my, that I that I felt in at the interior of
Starting point is 00:30:51 me, that these words me affected, that the gestures, you know, to be,
Starting point is 00:30:57 to be, to get, to get, it's like, it's like, valided in, in,
Starting point is 00:31:03 in all what I had felt during my genest, and my youngest,
Starting point is 00:31:09 and I don't know if it was the day or the morning, but it's the ,
Starting point is 00:31:14 the same day that I was arrived at secondar there, there's a guy who was in the time when
Starting point is 00:31:19 I'm in the he had put my braus-a-d-d- and he had like barbouye
Starting point is 00:31:24 the visage with my brush-a-d-d plenty of pot-a-d-d and he's part of the cell
Starting point is 00:31:32 of the bed and he was to be in his friends for they for they
Starting point is 00:31:34 after that after that our prof of English Caroline we talk to do the word
Starting point is 00:31:40 intimidation and she if you ever you you And after that, there, there had been a other thing with this guy that, so, well, I'm going to
Starting point is 00:31:50 he'd be here. It's the first time that I'd denounceed these gestures in my regard in second after that, but after that, I really been in charge at the
Starting point is 00:32:01 school by, by, the, the, the, he had been made on the current,
Starting point is 00:32:09 but the intimidation was taken to serious at my education second and I'm recognizing of that. Because there had also the animatrice
Starting point is 00:32:16 to the student, Brigitte, who, he's occupied of the intimidation in our school,
Starting point is 00:32:22 so I'm entered in her own and she had regarded with his eyes, bienveh
Starting point is 00:32:29 and luminous, and she said, you're victims, you're victim of intimidation. And she
Starting point is 00:32:35 she had me served during all my secondair. And at every time that I had
Starting point is 00:32:39 intimidated, well, I denunciate to Brigitte, and I'd I'd meeter the person who met. It had to give you a power
Starting point is 00:32:46 on your intimidator. Yeah. Is that at the house, he said that you were intimidated at the school? What's what
Starting point is 00:32:54 did it? Your parents? Mama, she'd be a lot, but, you know, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 00:33:01 she'd be reassured to know that I was that I could be encodered. And, I think
Starting point is 00:33:09 that what he wanted to me offering a cockon where I felt acuey.
Starting point is 00:33:17 We had, we're in a nunu at the house also because my mom had been
Starting point is 00:33:21 separated and we're and we have been primarily at my my mother. Especially
Starting point is 00:33:24 it was it's not very much and it was it and it was it were
Starting point is 00:33:29 so it's when I came to after my day of my day and it's Pauline
Starting point is 00:33:34 that was and what Pauline me did was that he said that he said he said
Starting point is 00:33:41 the great of sadness, and what my mother, what's that my grandmother, what my sister wanted, it was to be sure that when I'd enter at the house, I'd choose well and I'm and my mother, at the end of the secondaire, she'll have written a card
Starting point is 00:33:57 to her to thank you. And she said, it's a part of a lot of it, for elever a child, thank you, have made part of this village. So, I've got been chanceous. I've had some of my route. And today, what's the importance
Starting point is 00:34:13 to accord to regard of the other? Well, today I'm really more liberal, you know, and I'm really glad
Starting point is 00:34:20 to be there. I think never, you know, and it's sure that there I think, when I make
Starting point is 00:34:26 these vets more feminine, you know, I'm, well, sometimes I think in the sense that if
Starting point is 00:34:33 I'm trying with a robe, what's what's going to you, you know, do you, you know, do you,
Starting point is 00:34:39 rent-selled, let's have you already arrived? No. No. I'm really I'm not on wood
Starting point is 00:34:46 but I think it's sometimes, but if you know, there's someone who said at you know
Starting point is 00:34:56 in a lot you're like I'm like I'm just fun and I'm amuse and I'm
Starting point is 00:35:01 offoo to what the other think and I'm just a because I don't know because I'm
Starting point is 00:35:06 not derangeant for the other but I'm like I'm like I'm free I'm really liberated of the
Starting point is 00:35:13 pressure of the regard of the other and we'd say what I'm doing to do you do with I'm doing. But it's you're all young
Starting point is 00:35:22 to say that it's powerful it's important it's not it's what it's yeah it's sure
Starting point is 00:35:30 that sometimes I think sometimes I respond to comments to the commenter in two that I receive
Starting point is 00:35:35 on the social And the people They say Arrayed to And if you're With what The other
Starting point is 00:35:40 Pants But in the same It's not Because it's not And then Yeah, and Yeah, I mean You know,
Starting point is 00:35:46 You're like, you Like, you It's intense Receive of the Ainne But, but it's I'm still
Starting point is 00:35:56 It's not But I'm They're Because Because for During these I'm made Intimid
Starting point is 00:36:00 And I'm It's not It's not true That I'm Let's get People to Me Critique
Starting point is 00:36:05 with a visage discovered, me critiqued without anything so it's my way to reprimed my power also and to be
Starting point is 00:36:14 ridiculize because often I'm in more than other other things I'm rye in passing my message
Starting point is 00:36:19 but... Is it they'll come after if you're no? No, one of
Starting point is 00:36:23 you'll have responded there, silence radio sometimes. Yeah, so in the
Starting point is 00:36:27 phone, it's a good something, you've found a, you've found a,
Starting point is 00:36:30 you've done, it's it's been to do it can't to help people because we accord
Starting point is 00:36:35 so we're so it's a cause a cause a lot of anxiety that's a yeah, because we
Starting point is 00:36:40 control not what the other and we can't be able to control the way, but what is important is to be
Starting point is 00:36:47 to be it self-mame exactly, really, I'm, I'm, I'm quite of importance
Starting point is 00:36:53 to regard of the importance to the other now, but I'm my prayer critic, I'm,
Starting point is 00:36:56 it's that it's so that you have that I'm that I'm hard to be hard in over
Starting point is 00:37:00 myself. In which when you're hard to be hard over yourself? Ah, well, my Psy
Starting point is 00:37:05 would say I'm a little voice that's not, that I'm not capable. That's your sabotage. Ah,
Starting point is 00:37:12 he's far. But I'm still trying to that in the last years. We're able to be able to be able to
Starting point is 00:37:18 the control and I'm trying that I have learned to where it came to this little voice that
Starting point is 00:37:23 of my blessures of esteem in fact, you know, and it's that. But there
Starting point is 00:37:31 there are periods, I'm really hot. What you do in this period? Not bad. Well,
Starting point is 00:37:37 so we have the hot before us. I love that. I'll to ask you the question. On what the trait of
Starting point is 00:37:44 character has you have you have to do have? If there one? There are many.
Starting point is 00:37:50 But my impulsivity, I was I was choleric. I had a little to apprivoise
Starting point is 00:38:01 A coler that's a lot of I'm going to I'd say at age adult Yeah
Starting point is 00:38:09 Well, you know, Well, you know, When I'm 18 18, 19 19, it's like It's like,
Starting point is 00:38:15 I've been There's There's There's Like, You know, You're Crasy
Starting point is 00:38:21 In the Mour Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Cased A vitre, you know,
Starting point is 00:38:25 Yeah, and it's Never, When I'm When I'm I was talking to other of that,
Starting point is 00:38:31 he was he was often surprised because we imagine when we imagine when I'm
Starting point is 00:38:37 imagine kind of too, you know, but it's in the intimacy, it was when
Starting point is 00:38:43 I'm when I'm with my family. What's that? What's that?
Starting point is 00:38:50 A space of impatience, you know, it was really, like, it was really,
Starting point is 00:38:54 I'm at a moment of the end of my joint of silicone of And then, then I
Starting point is 00:39:00 pung an air And it was like It was like It was like It's like in It's like It's like It's like
Starting point is 00:39:08 It's like It's It's like it It's like It's like Your Vair It's plenty And the
Starting point is 00:39:15 Pugut It was It was your silicone Yeah, And it It was like It was
Starting point is 00:39:21 It was an Collair that I'm Amagasn for many And that Man, it It's
Starting point is 00:39:28 Explosed in these moments biennesey. The color, it's physical, you know, you know, you're not
Starting point is 00:39:35 your mind, you know, there's a lot of symptoms physical to the choler, and when we get home,
Starting point is 00:39:42 you know, we can't that we can't, but when we're not, I don't know, if it's like, how you
Starting point is 00:39:47 get to see, when you're sometimes, there's like, manion, what's what what's what's going,
Starting point is 00:39:51 it's like, it's, it's, I, I'd, I've been to live a world parallel,
Starting point is 00:39:55 you, and, And then, you know, I had haunt of that, to be in choleric. Often, it's what that's the same. But it's not
Starting point is 00:40:03 well, you know, there's a question, you can't say that in a conversation and yet, I petted my window, I've cast it,
Starting point is 00:40:10 because I've made a color, it's, it could make fear, you know, but it would be afraid to me,
Starting point is 00:40:16 it's so, because it's like if I was like I was like I'm in control of what I did,
Starting point is 00:40:21 and to wrap everywhere, and to cry, and, my, my, At a moment a minute
Starting point is 00:40:28 we said, well, you cry don't well, you know, you know, it's what what you're
Starting point is 00:40:31 going to be I'm just to get a mirroar. It's jeananan it. So,
Starting point is 00:40:38 so that there had a lot of, well, you know, when it when it was
Starting point is 00:40:43 when it's because my mother had been to say at certain crisis of a certain
Starting point is 00:40:50 crisis of yeah, I'm was chained you're jeaned, I had honed, so yeah,
Starting point is 00:40:56 it's not, So I've got really I've really tried to work that. I remember I think it's in the
Starting point is 00:41:03 second year of university I'm really I've consulted specifically in arriving in saying I think I
Starting point is 00:41:10 have a problem of gestion of color I'm going to work a great maturity is to
Starting point is 00:41:16 want to say it's a idea and I'm going to you have it's a reason we're
Starting point is 00:41:23 in the grand profounder when we when we're when we're at the cholera,
Starting point is 00:41:27 it's a lot. It's a lot of things that we're afraid. But yeah,
Starting point is 00:41:31 but it's mean, it says it's going to change their way, react to
Starting point is 00:41:37 react to the wrong and not reactation. Yeah. But, you know, it's not
Starting point is 00:41:42 for the crime, but often it's a retardement. There's something that has not
Starting point is 00:41:46 been getting been to get to also related to the frustrations
Starting point is 00:41:51 by my family, yes, but also by a intimidation that I
Starting point is 00:41:57 had vizue that and that they'd have liked to be in their time,
Starting point is 00:42:04 but on the I was never able to do that yeah, after that I went
Starting point is 00:42:08 and I would be and I didn't know that's that's that's that I'm
Starting point is 00:42:13 but but you know I'd let's back you're you're
Starting point is 00:42:17 to I'm I'm didn't I didn't and you know
Starting point is 00:42:22 I was I had afraid to when I was young. I came of a family that we're
Starting point is 00:42:26 afraid of derange and I'm and I'm in a way, it's a really felt that I'm
Starting point is 00:42:34 prevoise this, this fact that that I have the right to be able to take my place even if it
Starting point is 00:42:41 and yeah, I'm sorry and yes I'm sorry sometimes my mother when I cried too far,
Starting point is 00:42:46 even more more than that but even there a few years years when I when I cried far
Starting point is 00:42:50 when I you're far and I'm Assume. But it's that, you we're in a family
Starting point is 00:42:58 who has a fear of derangey. My grandmair went to at home in the winter and we
Starting point is 00:43:05 were going to have to have to get to his big mantle of furrure and we we're
Starting point is 00:43:10 we're going to get you don't, derange you not, derange you not? It's that.
Starting point is 00:43:15 So, so I had to that I've learned to my affirmed in fact.
Starting point is 00:43:21 Yeah, because we were to to continue to continue. Yeah. So, there were
Starting point is 00:43:25 a lot of It's like like the It's like the It's like A presto Yeah, The pressure
Starting point is 00:43:30 Yeah, Yeah, there's a couple of times that the pressure Yeah, and today by the
Starting point is 00:43:36 Colour, how it's, how it's, how it's, I'm really more apais I'm
Starting point is 00:43:43 I'm view but it's it's sure that there there's a pique, well, it's been
Starting point is 00:43:48 my silicone of my, maybe it's that's going to see, I'm sorry, No, but it's so,
Starting point is 00:43:54 now I'm I'm trying to help. I'm better for demand to the aid. But, you know,
Starting point is 00:43:59 but, you, the last I had, I had worked on the cell of the house of
Starting point is 00:44:04 and we're re-installed a new vanity and I'm and I'm said, hey,
Starting point is 00:44:09 I'm just to say, well, I'm just, you're just, you're really that you're getting more
Starting point is 00:44:15 cal, more, you know, so it's not your competences. My, my competence,
Starting point is 00:44:21 no, my competence, my, my, At the level of your temperament. Yeah, of my little little bit of coleric that was not present,
Starting point is 00:44:27 that I was more zen. It's interesting when someone said, too. Yeah. But I've found to find that part. Well,
Starting point is 00:44:32 certain. Yeah. But, you know, the color is an issue for a lot of people. And many of them also.
Starting point is 00:44:39 With the, you know, we're trying to, you know, when we're at the school to identify the emotions,
Starting point is 00:44:46 how to gerry the emotions, to not have own when a color when a color mount, the coler
Starting point is 00:44:51 also, you know, a color sane, which is not, you know, that's not, you know, it's not
Starting point is 00:44:57 a lot of, it's a lot of the protection of your territory. It's a protection of a sort of
Starting point is 00:45:03 a lot of, you But it's like not, you know, it's like that it's like it's not it's a
Starting point is 00:45:09 but it's part of the emotion that you have when I'm, when I'm when I'm saying,
Starting point is 00:45:14 I said, I've said that I'm sorry, but now, it's something that I'm something that's something
Starting point is 00:45:18 that's And then, well, they said, but why you're doing that at the TV? We don't do that at the TV? The madame, they're not, I'm not going to say. The madam,
Starting point is 00:45:25 primarily, I'm not, I'm not saying, well, I know, I know, many people who are, they're playing the nerves, you know,
Starting point is 00:45:31 there's some situations that are enragette. Yes, I've never even me to have to say, oh, well, if you're just because
Starting point is 00:45:38 you're fatigued, no, it's because I'm not because I'm not part, you know, but I've identified the things, I'm not,
Starting point is 00:45:43 I'm not sure, I'm not being attended, you know, I mean, I think it's a lot of,
Starting point is 00:45:47 because we can't't not get to so if you have the malor to host the voice, oh,
Starting point is 00:45:52 well, she's fatigued and it's a stereke she, all these affairs but I'm
Starting point is 00:45:57 it like, it's like if there I'm in a color to I'm in a injustice,
Starting point is 00:46:02 no, it's not, and I'm and really, I'm, we're not we're not the right
Starting point is 00:46:07 to say that I'm not that it's delicic for me it's an emotion,
Starting point is 00:46:12 it's a moment, dissatisfaction, who's exprimed to this fashion that. And, yeah,
Starting point is 00:46:16 there's a regret, I've talked about, but in time you do it and there's a reason.
Starting point is 00:46:21 And the color can't be a motor also. Well, yeah, but the choler has
Starting point is 00:46:25 saved the life. Exactly. So, but, but I think that when you think,
Starting point is 00:46:30 when you get a little part, you know, it's more difficult. You know, you know,
Starting point is 00:46:35 that's not your question to be like the head of this way, it's for
Starting point is 00:46:41 that's true the gesture the just that to ask you to say, I'll try to understand what's you're in
Starting point is 00:46:45 the same because if you're to put in a mirror, it's not going to be other stuff. Is that you
Starting point is 00:46:53 ready to pass on the yellow so you're so you're so you go to and you will make
Starting point is 00:46:57 and you want to make you know, you'll be super abel at the time to bring
Starting point is 00:47:03 my family my family will be here. You know to what from the Lake St.
Starting point is 00:47:08 John? Robert Val. Oh, you've been of Robert Val. Yeah. So we all right. We'll salute
Starting point is 00:47:12 your family, Gerhardt. Thank you. So I read the questions. You're in choosing one, and I'm still on choosing one in this level that. Have you
Starting point is 00:47:20 had you had some time of your life had you have you have you been an amitia in your
Starting point is 00:47:28 daily? What is you have not received to your parents and that's you've been
Starting point is 00:47:35 to talk to the amitier, what place to bring the amity in your because
Starting point is 00:47:40 Because for me, the friends, it's been important. And it's like if it's it's
Starting point is 00:47:48 thanks to the amity that I have seen to who I'm in the life, you know,
Starting point is 00:47:55 and then, I, I've all the time , I've always, there, in my, in my,
Starting point is 00:48:00 my, genese, but, um, but, I'd say that my, my,
Starting point is 00:48:04 my amitiers, that I, I really felt that I I could be amy with all the world,
Starting point is 00:48:10 finally, it's when I'm when I'm going to I'm in a university.
Starting point is 00:48:13 And it's like I'm like I'm there's I'm people who were in being very
Starting point is 00:48:22 different of me, but we had a passion common, we know, we're studying
Starting point is 00:48:28 in television, so there had that that we had a tripe, but there also, you
Starting point is 00:48:33 the music, and it's like it's like if I'm I felt accepted
Starting point is 00:48:40 for the first for the whole everyone. And that has kind changed my
Starting point is 00:48:51 life. I remember my friend J.P. Jean-Philip who is a guy who play
Starting point is 00:48:58 football hockey, you know, who has grandied in the gang of sports,
Starting point is 00:49:03 the boys, that at the university had all the t-shirt of the canadian and that at a moment of a day, I'm going to go to class a
Starting point is 00:49:10 matine, and he's like, like, sense! And he moved the bra even. And, you know, on paper, the people, we'd have no idea that we're having, because, you know, he he plays hockey at football. You know, even his friends
Starting point is 00:49:28 of youngest, with who he has made, you know, quite, when he knew together at his The first time You know, the first time he You're like, you know, why you're at the Fete, you're like, I'm
Starting point is 00:49:40 like, I'm a good chom But, but it's so and it's so we're like valided in my masculinity, to have an
Starting point is 00:49:49 guy etero different of me who I'm who I'm who I'm who I'm not don't know to get to
Starting point is 00:49:56 you. Exactly. Yeah. Yeah, that's has a great difference. The proximity. It's like
Starting point is 00:50:02 at part of that, in entering at the university
Starting point is 00:50:05 and in having this circle that, it has all changed for me.
Starting point is 00:50:11 What's what your friend to do you? Eh, but, you know,
Starting point is 00:50:17 in the it's, it's a relationship that I like, because even even
Starting point is 00:50:22 even again, we're in the good partner of festival of music, GP now,
Starting point is 00:50:26 travel in music, and the people are like all all, my God, you
Starting point is 00:50:31 that you are a good, to be funn to be together because at all the final, we're all the time
Starting point is 00:50:37 we're all the same you're like you're like to go to go to the toilet? And it's
Starting point is 00:50:43 that I think that I think that if there had not had had not had been we,
Starting point is 00:50:51 we'd we'd never permitted to have this amitia that
Starting point is 00:50:54 and and then it he makes just feel being all
Starting point is 00:51:00 my my friends me feel very. And we think when I look
Starting point is 00:51:05 when I look at the people who I'm in my time, I'm doing a good person, because it's all
Starting point is 00:51:11 the bad I'm very entoured. And so, we're having a fun, that I
Starting point is 00:51:17 laugh with my oldy that we're maddy that. But it's not when it's
Starting point is 00:51:22 not when it's going to be there. And then, and that's it's an richest
Starting point is 00:51:29 incredible. And, you know, my family is long, I'm very prox to my family but I'm well, I'm well, I'm
Starting point is 00:51:38 really built my family of adoption, and, when I was, when I was, I said that I was not
Starting point is 00:51:46 made for the bonoer. I thought, I'd say, I was not dought for that, you know, I was,
Starting point is 00:51:52 I was, I was, I was, I was, I was, I'd say, I, I'd say,
Starting point is 00:51:57 I, you, I, that I'm enfonce a bit in these emotions and I read that in my carrier the other by doing this
Starting point is 00:52:06 mace, I'm doing it I'm not made for the bonner and I was like, it's really that I thought that when I was young
Starting point is 00:52:13 and then finally I look me and my oldy that we're so fun and that we have the bonner
Starting point is 00:52:19 and have you have you have you have you have you have to make fun to your is, is that
Starting point is 00:52:26 is you're in the secondaire? Yeah I've had 13, 14 14 years. And, well,
Starting point is 00:52:33 these pensions, they're on, they're coming, they're coming,
Starting point is 00:52:39 you know, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's long time. Even
Starting point is 00:52:48 a few years, you know, in the period more difficult. And, you know, at the
Starting point is 00:52:58 secondaire, it was present, It was more sombre, but these ideas that me would have also, you know.
Starting point is 00:53:08 But, you know, at the second that's it, I, you know, I'm thinking, and... For me to find to your sufferance. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:53:16 And how you sort of that when it comes, when it came, when it had arrived, when it's arrived, more recently?
Starting point is 00:53:23 Um, well, in, in at alluring of my friends. You're talking to that, But often when it's
Starting point is 00:53:32 When I'm not super well, I'm I'm still the reflex to me isolate but by fear of derangeer Because when
Starting point is 00:53:43 we're fine, it's easy, when it's not, when it's not, but but, you know, but I'm never
Starting point is 00:53:53 cached to my time, the period where it's not the period where it's Sometimes it was
Starting point is 00:53:59 not me that was not me that was going to go to ask a requirement to
Starting point is 00:54:06 be able to I'm sure I'm I'm I'm I'm my my psychologist
Starting point is 00:54:14 and it really had really, you know I've started because I consulted in
Starting point is 00:54:20 batch in my life there's a period difficult there at the year 2022 I had
Starting point is 00:54:27 super good and I had I had, like, pretty three months off of job, of research,
Starting point is 00:54:34 I'd say I had like in a way to profit to the day, to give a little
Starting point is 00:54:39 to me have to be two months where I were, I'm really, and I, and I'm
Starting point is 00:54:45 crashed the end July 2, 2022, and it's, at a moment of a time, my
Starting point is 00:54:53 aunt, and I'm too, I'm very proge to my aunt also,
Starting point is 00:54:55 and, we, we're, we're I'm alice to go in these zones
Starting point is 00:54:59 in my family with my aunt, with my mother, with my mother, with my
Starting point is 00:55:05 seurs. And, like, I'm not capable of to fake my emotions, so I'm
Starting point is 00:55:09 not the I'm not the I'm not you're not to see, but I'm on the voice, we're trying.
Starting point is 00:55:15 Exactly. And my aunt my aunt she had and I'm and then it's like,
Starting point is 00:55:20 and I'm like, I'm I'm going to be far to be far a train but it's
Starting point is 00:55:25 it's like it's like it's like it's like sort of Sele. We'd say it's like
Starting point is 00:55:29 if I, I, I had even not controlled my thought my thing.
Starting point is 00:55:38 And then, after to this moment, if I had some of the misery, I had
Starting point is 00:55:43 made some for having a psychologist to, you know, I'm going to to CLEC
Starting point is 00:55:47 to at access, and I had like not of service, and I had like
Starting point is 00:55:50 to be at but at all, you know, I'm, well, I'm,
Starting point is 00:55:56 I was not all just all, but I felt all alone and I'm and then finally I found my
Starting point is 00:56:02 psychologist and that I'm going on today, and there's a chance I'm at that you
Starting point is 00:56:07 recognize these periods, yeah. And it was also that, you know, when I said, when I said
Starting point is 00:56:13 when I said that the people, the, the hit and run, that I'm saying, that they're
Starting point is 00:56:17 coming and they're parted by moment, well, you know, I've had had been as,
Starting point is 00:56:21 like some if it's these phases depressive that they'd and we're we're trying
Starting point is 00:56:29 that I would have never arrived. It was it's a so that at this
Starting point is 00:56:35 moment that it was like I was discouraged that it even again,
Starting point is 00:56:39 I'm like we're that every that's it can't it's all the time it's
Starting point is 00:56:46 all the time that it there's there's there's a restack that you come
Starting point is 00:56:51 the other advance in life and I'm I've did all the time
Starting point is 00:56:54 there's after that you know, you're to have to be able to have to you're
Starting point is 00:56:59 deprimed you're not able to to work to make advanced to make a lot of
Starting point is 00:57:04 so that that's that I wanted to work to to understand these
Starting point is 00:57:09 phases that to know to know how the the way
Starting point is 00:57:16 to see what, the elements of the thing what is what is
Starting point is 00:57:21 what is what is what is a sign that that, but it's point out of the nose and how,
Starting point is 00:57:27 well, how a little change my mindset, you know, at the part of that, how deal with
Starting point is 00:57:35 these ideas, well, well, I'd, I'd, I'd rather sometimes also in
Starting point is 00:57:40 these buckle where I'm devalorized. You're to what you've been to what you've
Starting point is 00:57:45 been more young. Yeah. And, then, then, then, when we're
Starting point is 00:57:50 we're trying that yeah I'm my period of doubt we're we're
Starting point is 00:57:55 we're we're but but but it's a little that I'm
Starting point is 00:58:02 I'm not sent in a period completely ensemble that's well
Starting point is 00:58:06 you work yeah it's a job at in plenty yeah
Starting point is 00:58:09 but yeah but in in the time you sometimes you're
Starting point is 00:58:13 we're we're we're coming of anything because I
Starting point is 00:58:16 can't to you make really the affair on what you have in common and not the differences. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:58:23 And it's that he has made a difference in your time, he's not like me, I'm not like me, I'm not like him, but what's we're in common?
Starting point is 00:58:30 Yeah, and me to me, to me, and I'm saying one of their also, without that we're on the fact
Starting point is 00:58:37 that I'm queer that, you know, yeah. So, that's the first that you've felt like you like this
Starting point is 00:58:43 family, that you've been plenement to, and that you with the group? Well, yes, because
Starting point is 00:58:49 I was, you're an, yes. You're going to have been quite as well, because, you know,
Starting point is 00:58:55 before I had kind of the people who were in the but it's that there, around two,
Starting point is 00:59:00 around us, who had that we didn't necessarily to get, you know, the people who were doing,
Starting point is 00:59:08 the time around, you know, you had been there's been having put an intimidator. Exactly.
Starting point is 00:59:13 Just the just of the people who can't just the people who And, you know, also, I'm
Starting point is 00:59:18 into a period of my life where, you know, I, you know, I, you know,
Starting point is 00:59:24 I was able to be able to certain affairs, so, so, so, I,
Starting point is 00:59:29 me, I'd be the permission to be my same, but I, but I, so,
Starting point is 00:59:33 so, so, so, so, it's so, it's so, it's still, it's still,
Starting point is 00:59:37 well, it's, it's, it's, the first when I've felt, that I'm
Starting point is 00:59:42 different, in the In fact, it's a... It's not much. You're not quite what you said. It was not different. It was like all the world. We're like,
Starting point is 00:59:55 we're like, all right, but unique in the same time. Because everyone, it's that, there are these degrees, because there are these things are more apparent that attire the intimidation, but I think that at the interior of us,
Starting point is 01:00:04 we're at several moments of our life completely different. And we're, and we seem, they're all, you know, it would be, you know, it would be, you know,
Starting point is 01:00:12 it would be simple. if I'd if I'd ask to me question if it's that, but we're
Starting point is 01:00:17 in some it's different We're in we're all we're all things that they're not necessarily
Starting point is 01:00:24 in the mule but yeah, there's a there's a more flagrant that we're more flagrant
Starting point is 01:00:30 that we're but derangeant by a mentality by and it's the norm
Starting point is 01:00:38 of all the prejudice it's a mean, it's a lack of knowledge, but, you know, so often
Starting point is 01:00:44 the lack of an lack of awareness, it's a matter that's a time, you repeat, it's for that what
Starting point is 01:00:50 what's what what's going to talk about the other, it's a grand influence. Absolutely. Well,
Starting point is 01:00:57 also what's what the young see on the social, you know, it's still it's kind of
Starting point is 01:01:04 impurant with the movement masculinist. I've started to make the conference in the school in
Starting point is 01:01:09 past. My conference called Sassam for brilliant, because that's my message
Starting point is 01:01:13 at the final, you know, we're all different, we have all this little thing that that we're unique, and it's when we assume, and that's assume
Starting point is 01:01:21 all what we're, that we can rayonet. Absolutely. And, you know, to have to have their place, you know,
Starting point is 01:01:26 but, you know, I've seen in the schools, that, the movement masculinist, and it's,
Starting point is 01:01:35 it's, it's instore a firmature of the spirit, and it's not necessarily because their parents are,
Starting point is 01:01:41 They're firmed. You know, there's parents who have been written, I'm so I'm very
Starting point is 01:01:47 I'm open, I'm open, and I'm not, my parents are made up homophom, misogine.
Starting point is 01:01:54 So, you know, so you're not, you don't know, the principles if we're of their parents,
Starting point is 01:02:00 their values. Because what's, what's there's an impact on on them, it's what
Starting point is 01:02:06 they see, they've seen, and you have encountered these young masculinists? Well, not
Starting point is 01:02:11 not said they've not said they've been not said in the in the comments in the comments
Starting point is 01:02:18 in the comments face a face a yeah face a face at the difference and you
Starting point is 01:02:23 see a a mounte also well um well of the religion you know
Starting point is 01:02:29 is that is that you've been not okay well it's it's
Starting point is 01:02:35 it's it's it's that explain that I'm that's We've seen in the Montet of the
Starting point is 01:02:42 monty of the monty of the importance or of the importance of a of a coup of the because it
Starting point is 01:02:49 they're giving the force it, it's it's a valid, it but it's it's, it's,
Starting point is 01:02:58 it's, it's, it's, you know, it's not, it's saying, I'm saying, I'm saying, I do that, but,
Starting point is 01:03:02 it's, they're taking what they want, they're exactly, it's not necessarily of the people,
Starting point is 01:03:07 I think, they're all the fact of, of all the who is the religion, and they're not necessarily practicant,
Starting point is 01:03:11 they're not in they're saying, they're saying, they're sort of their context and they're and they're they're saying,
Starting point is 01:03:17 and they're in saying that they're going to a day, to the values traditional and that the man is
Starting point is 01:03:23 the poorvoyor and the woman, and the of the thing, to put the people,
Starting point is 01:03:28 you know, it's this discourse that, finally, the discourse masculineist. And,
Starting point is 01:03:33 and, you know, there's a directorist of a school where I've made a conference who had
Starting point is 01:03:39 really surprised of the comments that she had heard of she had to she had a pen,
Starting point is 01:03:45 she was like, let's have 15 years I've seen, I've ever heard of many, and it's just,
Starting point is 01:03:50 they've been religious, those there, when is they were born of the spirit, you know, I know their
Starting point is 01:03:56 parents, so, there's something, you know, there's something, you know, that's always to see
Starting point is 01:04:03 in our young to see that. Yeah. It's important what you do, So it means
Starting point is 01:04:09 that there are there are their parents who recognize not their values at their children.
Starting point is 01:04:14 So you have to intervene in in the case we're in talking about with them we can't
Starting point is 01:04:19 let's say that's the question that I choose what you have not received
Starting point is 01:04:23 to your parents that you don't have been that hey my
Starting point is 01:04:28 my my my my my my my parents
Starting point is 01:04:31 Well, You know, It's sure that My mom My mom Travelled So, you It's like
Starting point is 01:04:49 It's like If you'd Like, it was like, Because she Parted, and So, so, I think that It's really
Starting point is 01:04:56 It has challenged my syndrome of abandonon, I was due at the part. But, you know, in the same time, when she was there,
Starting point is 01:05:03 she was there, and with her love and her unveillance, but when, you know, there was a presence. In the case,
Starting point is 01:05:12 you could, you could be up the morning and she'd be to get up, she'd be able to be there, and I'd be
Starting point is 01:05:18 the morning, it's part, you know, so. So, but, you, in the time, we had,
Starting point is 01:05:24 a fillet of the sort of we had a nunu, we had our grandma who had very present also,
Starting point is 01:05:29 but it's sure that, you know, there's a certain security in my link with my mother, that maybe, that young, I've been that's been
Starting point is 01:05:45 my my blessures. And, my, my, my, my, insecurities, you know, and in with the attachment. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:05:54 The attachment securizing was maybe, it had been more complex. Exactly. But, you know, she's, she's and she's
Starting point is 01:06:02 she's been good for she's been good, she's, she's, she we're doing, we know, we're all our things, she,
Starting point is 01:06:07 but it's their life, you know, it's, it's the same time, it's, and in some time,
Starting point is 01:06:12 you know, sometimes, you know, even at the adolescence, and I'm, in the same time, there, there's,
Starting point is 01:06:18 there, there, there's always there, there, in the same, time, you know, I'm like, when you're there,
Starting point is 01:06:24 you're like, you're there, you're not, it's a priority, you, She had us us and she's
Starting point is 01:06:29 not a lot of she's not much made in my wife. And I'm much of my mother and
Starting point is 01:06:37 I'm a good relation with her and it's still the she's not she, she she'll
Starting point is 01:06:41 she'll be and she she's going she's not she's also and she she, she she,
Starting point is 01:06:46 she, she, she, she, she, she, she, she's like the first at the line of
Starting point is 01:06:51 front on the on my emotions, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 01:06:53 what she she, she's she may , Well, it's a good question. Well, she was a very fier, I think. Yeah, well, she was good in therapy.
Starting point is 01:07:11 She thought that I'd try to be able to, but, you know, it's weird. We'd say, I don't know what she has been to think, really. Because, you know, by the relation, what you've been there, there's been, in a form of reject, at some sort of reject, in some. In fact, we, of our salon, we've been perhaps resented like that. The reject also he is come of my
Starting point is 01:07:30 relation with my father because my father, we're sure, we're very different
Starting point is 01:07:35 and they're young, we'd that we had not a lot of that I would deceive
Starting point is 01:07:42 and how we've seen that decever his father? Hey, but difficult when I'm
Starting point is 01:07:50 quite. Is he he'd do it or it was your perception? Well, it's my
Starting point is 01:07:56 perception, but at At the meantime, I mean, he wanted that I'd have a chasse at a page, that I embarked in these activities, and, well, I mean, it was not, you know, and at the pace, I had all the time
Starting point is 01:08:09 on the mousseau, I was all the time in the front, you know, I mean, I just had just to go ahead of the lake, not down the chaloupe, and then, you know, the can Ipeach, I'd, you know, there's something of more plait than, after that, and then, after that, I was all the time
Starting point is 01:08:24 to malle, you'd, I'm not d'oe, and put in a group poissons, gluant, in my hands, it's not after that the chaste you know,
Starting point is 01:08:30 a chaste, you know, a lot of a chast a per and the first time I'm the first time
Starting point is 01:08:37 I'm trying to it's not for me, you know, it's not for I'm, and even when my
Starting point is 01:08:44 grandpare had died, he had a few years, there, in 2018,
Starting point is 01:08:47 he had said, well, I'd get a fuzie, because my my father,
Starting point is 01:08:53 it had been to his, son, son, it's like I like I've got to a fuzzi to your
Starting point is 01:09:00 grandpair if you never you decide to get to the chaste so I'm I'm
Starting point is 01:09:05 thinking he wanted that I'm that I'm that's because it's a great interest for
Starting point is 01:09:11 him yeah and that his relationship with his past by that also
Starting point is 01:09:15 and it's and it's and it's what now your relationship but
Starting point is 01:09:19 now now we're we we're we're we're we
Starting point is 01:09:23 today I'm and I'm I'm happy, and we're and we're jas,
Starting point is 01:09:29 we're flaccotte. But, you know, it's that we're doing that we're quite quite in our difference,
Starting point is 01:09:36 we've got to understand also that these interests, they're probably not the people, that he's
Starting point is 01:09:42 he's got and already he'll accept, but, you for my father, in the fact also
Starting point is 01:09:47 that I'm, it's my co-est, that I'm about in the guy and the people,
Starting point is 01:09:52 that's that for for him, you know, it's still challenging. And, well, my coming out also, in fact, when I was in school of 5, and that, you know, my father, it's been the last person to know, because I had
Starting point is 01:10:07 scared of his reaction. The reaction that had, it was a lot to that, that I'd attended. But, you know, all my, I'd prepare, you know, my genus, I'm prepared at this reaction, that.
Starting point is 01:10:18 At what you've seen, that you were gay and that one day that you'd have to be because there's often a period
Starting point is 01:10:25 that's long, you know, before, is it has been long, this moment
Starting point is 01:10:29 that? It's long. But, in fact, you, it's like if the
Starting point is 01:10:34 first the first of this I, I've had young when I'm
Starting point is 01:10:41 probably about 9, 10 years, you know, that, you know, I'm
Starting point is 01:10:45 saying that, I, I, I, I, I, I,
Starting point is 01:10:49 I, in a little sort, but I would not I would not me'll assume to me, you know,
Starting point is 01:10:56 and I had said to my cousin, I think I had 11 years, I had said, my most great
Starting point is 01:10:59 fear, it's to be homosexual. Because it it was like if I was, it was like if I had
Starting point is 01:11:05 done reason to the intimidator. Mm. I had not of that. Um, it was like
Starting point is 01:11:14 it was also, you know, I'm made made fat intimidated there with with the more,
Starting point is 01:11:18 because I've been young, and that, you know, fiff, tappet all,
Starting point is 01:11:23 and there's the impression that's that's not to be able to be to be able to for what
Starting point is 01:11:28 you're, so I, so I'm, so I'm, so I'm and also, it's so, and I,
Starting point is 01:11:36 and I, I, I thought, that's for my part, it'd be difficult
Starting point is 01:11:42 to be difficult to bring, as a young age, you know, I'm
Starting point is 01:11:46 I remember, I think it was a metamorphose at Canalvi. I mean, my own my own my own my own
Starting point is 01:11:53 and I'm there was Jean Iroldi who did, you did the stylism in the show, my
Starting point is 01:11:59 father had said, in the whole guy at TV, huh? You know, in my
Starting point is 01:12:05 farm interior, I, I know, I'm still than I Roldi, you know,
Starting point is 01:12:10 because he is not, because he's not, because he's that says that says that says, commenter, you return
Starting point is 01:12:18 in the interior of you. So, you know, so it's it's not made with my father. It's not
Starting point is 01:12:25 easy. And after that, it's really in Secondar 5, let's say, I've had
Starting point is 01:12:30 the confirmation that, you I've really had my first interests for these for other guy, in
Starting point is 01:12:38 fact, and that I had an interest amourous, and that I didn't before that,
Starting point is 01:12:44 you, when you, is that I'm gay? All the guys who were that were the people who were intimidated I had
Starting point is 01:12:51 I had no an idea of to be close of the guy so I'm like I'm not gay the people
Starting point is 01:12:57 who I'm the people but they're but after that in five I've had I've had I've had
Starting point is 01:13:05 my first job and it's a friend in fact it's a minute that she had passed a bit
Starting point is 01:13:11 by a period more difficult like I had and that I'm confied at her there's and that's
Starting point is 01:13:17 the intimidation to see, the intimidation on the secondar and we're so we've we've got to
Starting point is 01:13:23 exchange there's and then we're doing we're doing with our family and then
Starting point is 01:13:29 the fill in egue we've we've developed a relation and we have made our meeting
Starting point is 01:13:34 together yeah in the same yeah in the in fact no but we're
Starting point is 01:13:40 we're doing so everyone I think I'm sorry you say the no
Starting point is 01:13:44 no we've done We have made a conference of press, we're presented, we're assembled all the Lake St.
Starting point is 01:13:49 Jean. So you had said, you have, it's done the force in the in front of
Starting point is 01:13:54 being in a same, to say, it's like, it's like, we know the confirmation that we're,
Starting point is 01:13:58 we're, we're attried by the guys, finally, you know, and there had a
Starting point is 01:14:04 relationship also between us so, so it was like, we had some,
Starting point is 01:14:09 we had been to do it, so, you know, so, we, so, we,
Starting point is 01:14:13 so, With your mother, it's passed with my my my mother
Starting point is 01:14:18 my my name my charm but my my my mother she
Starting point is 01:14:22 my my mother she had she and it and it's that's so I
Starting point is 01:14:27 think I wrote for the to her for her for me and of what she
Starting point is 01:14:32 did what she did what she she she had she she had she
Starting point is 01:14:37 she and at the time she's my mom she's my she she has
Starting point is 01:14:43 made a can And my beau-pair 's called Martin and she
Starting point is 01:14:47 she said we're we're doing we're doing and then and you know for my
Starting point is 01:14:54 grandmair also it's easy it's easy to Toma had been at
Starting point is 01:15:00 on brunch of park in fact Toma he had on on the family
Starting point is 01:15:05 to my mother and I went to go to family to my
Starting point is 01:15:08 pair that he didn't have a job that I had a chum. With your
Starting point is 01:15:16 With my With my It was more difficult I'm not I'm able to It's my Sear That's my
Starting point is 01:15:24 So it's actually Because at a moment Don't know We're going Subpo in family And then With my My grandmair
Starting point is 01:15:31 My grandparent My aunt And my son And then And then My son My son I'm abuted
Starting point is 01:15:37 At Albanel A little Village at St. John So my My dad He said Tomorrow what's
Starting point is 01:15:41 You're Let's go But I can't, tomorrow, I'm going to have albanel. And you're going to do, and I'm going to have a friend? Ah, well, d'apre me, you're a little blonde of albanel. And then, I'm like, no, I'm not, I'm not in albanel. And then my grandmaire, she, and my grandma, paternal, and she said, well, by me, saying, don't your little blonde,
Starting point is 01:16:03 it's, I'm not, no, but I'm not, but there's a little blonde. And then, you know, he comes to, uh, uh, he'll go to these little blake of little bit, but I'm, you know, I'd go to my chum, you? So, like, my Sarah, in all she's, in all she's, in a case,
Starting point is 01:16:16 and she was embarked in the chair, and she said, I mean, you know, you know, I'm going to
Starting point is 01:16:20 I'm not, I'm said, yeah, because I'm going to be my son, my son,
Starting point is 01:16:25 my son had said, well, you know, he had had been the reaction that maybe,
Starting point is 01:16:29 that, that, that, and she, and she, she, but he will be able
Starting point is 01:16:36 to talk to say, so, so, I'm, so, So, I was like, I was like the same time, my dad to call me, my father, my pales, because, you know,
Starting point is 01:16:45 my father, I'd go ahead, in a while, he'd in a while, we'd have been in the same village, but, you know, it's, it was, you know, I'd had put in a few, like, you know, because I'd have gotten to adolescent, so, it was, like, you, we'd, you know, we'd, see, at times at all, like that, um, and, and, then, yeah, man, it's just,
Starting point is 01:17:03 for, I'd, like, attended his own call. Finally, we're to have called me to give a little course of conduct.
Starting point is 01:17:10 So we're going to have to be in charge. And then he said, well, you can't
Starting point is 01:17:15 get to get to come to your and you're like, oh, no, return to
Starting point is 01:17:19 to show we're going to get to it's like that it's like, it's like, it's like, we're going to
Starting point is 01:17:25 we're in the salon and me said, well, we've never really had the occasion to jose
Starting point is 01:17:31 to jose to my, he had I've started in saying, well, you know, I
Starting point is 01:17:35 knew that you know, and you know I'm not with the choice that, that's a choice that
Starting point is 01:17:40 that's a that's not to nuir in your life, you know, you know, you know, it's a
Starting point is 01:17:47 lot of the other, you know, it's quite, it's quite that, that I, that's, it's what,
Starting point is 01:17:55 finally, to be, to be, to be, to be, and it's that's not a choice,
Starting point is 01:17:58 and, and, and, that's the judgment, but I've lived I've been
Starting point is 01:18:03 from the whole way, and then today, you know, at this moment that, I have an
Starting point is 01:18:07 impression to be able to be able to respond to people to their commenter. So,
Starting point is 01:18:13 so, so, so, it's so, it's a, brief, it's, it's,
Starting point is 01:18:18 it's, it's a discussion difficult, and when I went to, to, my mother, and there
Starting point is 01:18:24 had my grandmair maternale that had, you know, I'm, I'm, it's,
Starting point is 01:18:28 I'm, it's just to pass, and she said, but my, po, pretty, want you that I'm talking to want to get
Starting point is 01:18:33 to get it to get you to get to it's so there's like there's like in the family, it's very
Starting point is 01:18:39 accepted, it's, you we were at that, and the side of my part, but it's
Starting point is 01:18:44 really more taboo so I'm like I've been like, I've been in the years after that,
Starting point is 01:18:51 but in the years after my father made, I made on certain agisement that I had
Starting point is 01:18:55 certain publications Facebook, It's the regard of the other that's probably You know,
Starting point is 01:19:03 that I, you know, he said I'm saying I'm in marge of the society. I've
Starting point is 01:19:08 I've been made in couple on Facebook with my child the employers will be
Starting point is 01:19:11 that, they're not to engage and then after that after that my look more
Starting point is 01:19:17 more look more than origin it's, it's, it's, it's it's
Starting point is 01:19:21 appeased with the time, but there were there were some there were
Starting point is 01:19:25 some of his part and And then, you know, he he saw that I'm able to be able to be able to be with me
Starting point is 01:19:34 and to reach, and that the people accept, and I think he's I feel like that? You know, that's, you do you do
Starting point is 01:19:40 good? Yes, really. It's very reparator. You, after, after, if we had,
Starting point is 01:19:47 I had made, I had made a pause, you know, like, like, in conclusion of this
Starting point is 01:19:51 adventure that for to thank all the people who had supported, all the people who
Starting point is 01:19:57 had made part of this adventure that that made to grow and that's that's, I don't
Starting point is 01:20:04 not, of the love that after my passage to see my and I'm
Starting point is 01:20:09 recognizing of all that, and my father has just commented, you know,
Starting point is 01:20:12 congratulations to you, my fabulous face. That I braille my
Starting point is 01:20:17 life. Because I had the impression, it's like the confirmation that we had to
Starting point is 01:20:23 a point who who he had used he said fabulous a word that's
Starting point is 01:20:29 a word that he's sullis often that's like the confirmation that he he had he commented
Starting point is 01:20:36 publicly also, he said he he had he could listen to he had he said
Starting point is 01:20:41 he made to me all every every and even you know I've kind of
Starting point is 01:20:45 about the relationship with my part and sometimes I had
Starting point is 01:20:48 a bit a bit a bit because just like the regard of the
Starting point is 01:20:51 other on because we in a little milieu. So my, my parents,
Starting point is 01:20:55 they're going to be at the , you know, because I think I'm going to see,
Starting point is 01:20:58 I'm going to be able to he's not the judgment of the other on the
Starting point is 01:21:03 fact that, well, maybe, I'm, I'm maybe I'm a certain moments in
Starting point is 01:21:10 our relationship, so I had to, I'm afraid to come that it had been to be
Starting point is 01:21:15 to the part, and finally, because we never re-re- talking about, we're
Starting point is 01:21:21 never re-revenue there The fact that she'll have to me on to hear it to talk, it's at
Starting point is 01:21:25 TV. Yeah, and there's there can be able to talk without interruption.
Starting point is 01:21:29 Yeah. It's rare, I mean, it's quite a privilege to be able to be able to talk about
Starting point is 01:21:35 with, you know, also intensely and to have, and to have, and to have, among, that's,
Starting point is 01:21:43 something we're not able to see, to see, in the way, in this show,
Starting point is 01:21:48 with someone of someone of someone of also bien-veillance and I imagine that it's
Starting point is 01:21:53 a privilege. I'm okay, I'm my son. I'm not in trying to judge. I'm not in front of recule and I'm observing in his essence. Yeah. And, you know, also it's special because, you know,
Starting point is 01:22:06 all the family of my parents, my cousins, my cousins, my cousins, my cousins, that I adore, who, you know, we have really a great family, but, you know, but, you know,
Starting point is 01:22:16 I've felt, you, I didn't, you know, I'd say, I'd say, I'd not too met in this family that, and I'd say, it'd all the time, like an adaptation for
Starting point is 01:22:22 me to be able to be able to be able to get able to take my place and my in the case
Starting point is 01:22:31 say it's on your time you're talking and they're they're going to they're on they're doing access to
Starting point is 01:22:38 a version of myself that maybe in my family on my family on the part there are
Starting point is 01:22:41 there's there in there's for trying to try to if we're if we're if it's
Starting point is 01:22:47 it's changed it's changed a lot Well, I understand. It's not just that we've learned,
Starting point is 01:22:53 you know, your family, a party of your family has applied to to know, and it's accepted because what you
Starting point is 01:23:01 did the message of your person, it really said, it's so, it has changed the perception. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:23:07 But there had already a good bit of time before that. Yeah, because he had been
Starting point is 01:23:12 there's not rejected that to do you. Exactly. There's like in the last year, our relationship,
Starting point is 01:23:16 our relationship, our relationship, we're, we're, you know, Miser on our force and so we're to resemble
Starting point is 01:23:21 at the final Yeah, on your resemblance and not on your differences. Exactly. But if we
Starting point is 01:23:26 seem to like consolidate something and it's that my father also on the it's more
Starting point is 01:23:31 it's more to be more better than he's more attentioned. The moment where I had not super
Starting point is 01:23:38 good in 2022, you had made a moment of a moment of a and then he
Starting point is 01:23:42 he said how it was like it's like correct and we jazes with few
Starting point is 01:23:47 of more And at a moment He'd say Well, it's just Correct It's just correct It's like It's just correct
Starting point is 01:23:55 We're just correct We're just correct We're just correct, It's like It's like It's like the First time I thought
Starting point is 01:23:59 To, and it It's interested to my emotions And I'm I'm part to cry You know,
Starting point is 01:24:08 It's like It's like, It's all right When I'm When I'm When I'm When I'm That's sure
Starting point is 01:24:15 I'm not Abitue like consoled. But, you know, it's cute. But he's it's cute. We'd say that
Starting point is 01:24:21 we're like that we're like that there's kind of something that something that's something that's in our relationship and in my
Starting point is 01:24:30 transparency with you. He had accepted your vulnerability also. He made to go to be able. Yes, he
Starting point is 01:24:35 has been he's been he's probably not the part of the but I'm he's been he's signified
Starting point is 01:24:41 his presence. And after there had a day that I'd parted in tournage and on a on a mission
Starting point is 01:24:48 like a researchist and you know I was in a period where I'm in a period and I'm
Starting point is 01:24:54 in my time in my time in these periods and then you have to be on a plate
Starting point is 01:24:57 to get to get people and I know I have just the good to be in
Starting point is 01:25:03 a little old to be so it so that before this before this
Starting point is 01:25:07 day he had an an message text me said good
Starting point is 01:25:13 good news not that the force, it's with you. And I had so I'd try to
Starting point is 01:25:17 and that's thinking, you know, that I had said, that I'd didn't, you know, that I'd be stressed,
Starting point is 01:25:23 and that's me strescent, and it's not, so, yeah, we have a great relation today. Nive-Roo.
Starting point is 01:25:30 Yes. You, the bra, you'd be on three, and there, I'd choose, not,
Starting point is 01:25:33 I'd say, no, question, and then I'd choose, one. Thank you. Thank you.
Starting point is 01:25:42 What's, what is your Rappar with the solitude? Is that you have already
Starting point is 01:25:47 at your limit physical or psychological? What do you were the most difficult to do?
Starting point is 01:25:53 I'm going to go to my relationship because I have a real of a
Starting point is 01:25:59 relationship with the life. It's like something that I'm sometimes I'm still even if
Starting point is 01:26:09 I'm super well entoured as I said I'm When I was young, I was, you know, I was, you know, I was still a, you know, I was just, I was the last year of all my cousins, cousins,
Starting point is 01:26:26 and I was also in my family. So, I, so I, I'd, I'd, I'd enjoy a lot of all, you know, you know, I, I'd have my playmobile, I had my sonne by my playmobile, I'd I was just alone. After that, the adolescence,
Starting point is 01:26:42 but when I went to I was, you know, I was, you know, I had not so
Starting point is 01:26:49 that I, you know, I saw, I, you know, I was in the night,
Starting point is 01:26:52 I was going to make a long, and I, with my chien, Desi
Starting point is 01:26:59 at the time, it was, it was like something that was really to,
Starting point is 01:27:03 often to think, And I think that my capacity to analyze my emotions comes to these grand moments of solitude there. But in the same time, I said that I was kind of a mancholic, and sometimes, perhaps that I'd rest a little there in my tourmen and that I'm infirmate a little bit there.
Starting point is 01:27:24 So I think that it was like a cuto at double-tranching. At the same time, it would make me make it to make sure. But in the same, it would make sense all. You'd say it. You did not the plain? It's like if you It's like if you It's just
Starting point is 01:27:37 The Vid And then And then And again In the last And I'm I'm coming I'm in
Starting point is 01:27:44 I'm in Collocation for some years During my My Sour And after that In 2018 When I was
Starting point is 01:27:55 When I'm My life professional I'managed All right So it So it's So it's So it's
Starting point is 01:28:00 So it's So it's So I've And I've And I've And it's a choice that I made
Starting point is 01:28:05 that's a moment that because I had had to have the control
Starting point is 01:28:10 of my space I'm to have to have to have to be to have
Starting point is 01:28:16 to work to have to be so I wanted to get my space
Starting point is 01:28:21 but in the time there there there there I'm
Starting point is 01:28:26 there I'm in a event social I'm I'm
Starting point is 01:28:33 the life of the party and I get fun and I'm to travel the world and I'm and my guys are not to be texting
Starting point is 01:28:40 you're who because I'm on the bar and the other and they're but they're so I'm I'm
Starting point is 01:28:46 I'm the I'm the feeling that but in my everyday I'm still you're still
Starting point is 01:28:53 you're saying to be being isolated in the solitude yeah that's two levels
Starting point is 01:28:59 that's that's that's I'm going to say that you can, because you're someone of solitaire, that's what I'm saying, now, to be
Starting point is 01:29:12 to feel alone, we're in the solitude, and when you feel like that, you're a tendency, in more, to tisolet. Yeah. It's a bit of cuss. It's just so.
Starting point is 01:29:24 Yeah, but it's like if it's like it's like it sometimes in these periods of doubt, you know, in some of the period where I'm, you know,
Starting point is 01:29:32 I'm active in... Is that you in... Is it something that you research these periods of doubt
Starting point is 01:29:38 that? Well, certainly, at some of some of the that I research that a little,
Starting point is 01:29:45 but, um, but, you it's that, there's like a party of me that is good
Starting point is 01:29:53 in the part of it's a time that it's been too, and there that I'm
Starting point is 01:29:58 alone to the world and sometimes in my crisis of color there's often I'm
Starting point is 01:30:05 there's never someone to me help but in the phone it's at me to ask
Starting point is 01:30:10 to ask to come to your primary because at you're you've been to find
Starting point is 01:30:15 in fact we've offered to the time you don't when you're on
Starting point is 01:30:21 at you're at at the primary at even you can be solitaire
Starting point is 01:30:24 without aming the solitude The solitude is like also almost an almost
Starting point is 01:30:30 almost an almost the people are saying I'm not because solitaire is like a
Starting point is 01:30:37 choice the solitude is not necessarily a choice but but you you've known to be
Starting point is 01:30:46 alone so, so the children are so often I don't generalize
Starting point is 01:30:51 but when they're they don't they're there's ever You know, sometimes
Starting point is 01:30:56 when your parents, I know, I'm there's a one that's a lot of I'm a
Starting point is 01:31:00 great-gare that's, you know, that's, you know, but you're there's some, but
Starting point is 01:31:08 you're not necessarily by choice that you were the when you didn't think you
Starting point is 01:31:14 think you retombe in a in something in something in something in something in
Starting point is 01:31:18 some yeah. You know, sometimes in some of the period where I am a
Starting point is 01:31:21 bit more deprimed and that I see, that I have plenty of friends
Starting point is 01:31:26 but I'm like not the reflex to their to their because you know
Starting point is 01:31:33 sometimes I'm in some it's not it's not it's not important they don't
Starting point is 01:31:40 they don't want to see at this moment it's a subote and that
Starting point is 01:31:44 puissant yeah but but but but I'm but
Starting point is 01:31:50 I'm so I'm so I'm so I'm I'm yeah but that's
Starting point is 01:31:54 the Solitaire, it's not the solitude, you comprehend, it's not the same thing. But it's that, so, I have a rapport difficult with the solitude. Because we're like, it's me that he's created, often, at certain
Starting point is 01:32:07 moment, and at the same time, it's like if I'm fashed of the life, you know? Is it would be that someone's impose in this time, that? Yeah. Like,
Starting point is 01:32:20 I'd like, I'd like, I'd like that that's all. It's sure that But is it Is it's not that A bit Or is it a couple
Starting point is 01:32:29 Assure when the other It's not It's not To be present In the silence But just a presence I'm just a presence I'm talking to
Starting point is 01:32:42 If you've had If it's not necessarily It's not necessarily It's a couple But is that That you're Rechercherchercheria Atrave this
Starting point is 01:32:48 Aventure That's to find The clue Of that? Maybe to be, because, you know, it's like if, you know,
Starting point is 01:32:56 my, the life in partnership, it's that I'm like not that, you know, I'm playing
Starting point is 01:33:02 there, but you're on the solitary that exactly, but I'm like, I'm like,
Starting point is 01:33:09 I'm not, you know, I'm not, I'm not, it's on a base everyday, so,
Starting point is 01:33:13 so, I, I'm not, the, this security, that, when you're in couple,
Starting point is 01:33:19 you've been in couple, Yes, I had 18. You have not been before? No. We've got to have 18 years.
Starting point is 01:33:26 Okay. So, I'm wondering at this time, at this moment that, is that you have more this sentiment
Starting point is 01:33:32 of solitude? Well, you know, my enjeue was totally different there's,
Starting point is 01:33:38 I was, I can't not respond to your question, because I'm like, I've ever
Starting point is 01:33:42 with my plain person. I'm, I'm sorry, but is that you search
Starting point is 01:33:48 in a couple? Perhaps, yes. At PC. I'm, I'm I'm trying to have to have some of the
Starting point is 01:33:55 project at two. To, I'm, I'm I'm to be able to someone
Starting point is 01:34:00 and there's someone and someone who's who's um, um, you know,
Starting point is 01:34:08 sometimes I'm just so, and there's like there's nothing that I'm with my friends and we're
Starting point is 01:34:13 with my when we're in a chalet, in the solitude, I I've become a bit
Starting point is 01:34:22 crased, you know, I'm nouried a lot of the energy of the other.
Starting point is 01:34:28 In the period of solitude, it's, it's, it's, it's, so,
Starting point is 01:34:33 so, so, so, so, I think, I'm a bit, it's a
Starting point is 01:34:36 fact, that it takes, it's, for not, for not to come in,
Starting point is 01:34:42 in the circle, that, you're the sport to find the love?
Starting point is 01:34:48 Yes, I'm I don't know I don't know where because Were you Dessu
Starting point is 01:34:54 if we're Semeh Celebrity? Well, it's sure that you know, you know,
Starting point is 01:34:59 Nikola was not the guy for me, my partner of the mission. But it's
Starting point is 01:35:05 sure that I'm saying, I've passed the applications of a meeting,
Starting point is 01:35:10 I'm out of the bars, I don't know every day of my life
Starting point is 01:35:15 in, you know, we're we're in a where we we're where we're
Starting point is 01:35:18 a lot, I mean, I mean, I'm in a encounter, you know,
Starting point is 01:35:23 I'm there's and I'm there and I'm date not, you know, not that's
Starting point is 01:35:29 not that's not that's it's, but it's rather that I develop a line that
Starting point is 01:35:34 it's over the cruise or the dating, you know, so I'm saying, well,
Starting point is 01:35:40 it's maybe it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, that it's that's
Starting point is 01:35:42 that's that it's I've got to that and then it's not it's not
Starting point is 01:35:52 it's sure that's a deception and then I say that I'm saying well you think you
Starting point is 01:35:59 think you really to find out you're like why not why not we're we're we're accompanied
Starting point is 01:36:05 in a approach yeah of dating um um a good a good
Starting point is 01:36:12 fashion I'm but even if there there's not a couple of if we're
Starting point is 01:36:16 have endured after the tournage, well, I said, well, it's possible for me. It's sure
Starting point is 01:36:26 that when you, in the case, I was embarked in this process that, you had, you had an objective,
Starting point is 01:36:31 yeah, yeah, to work, yeah, to work on, but to do you, is that
Starting point is 01:36:36 has to help for the future? Is it to be for the future? Really. Yes,
Starting point is 01:36:40 it made plenty of key, and, you I think that it can even there
Starting point is 01:36:42 in I mean, now we'd say that I'd say that I'd be a good partner. Before, if we'd say we'd, I'd think that I'd be alone because I'd be endurable. Oh, okay, but it's a change, it's all, to think, that you can't, but you, well, there had kind of that, that you'd be able to, that you'd be able. Well, you know, I'd say my point coleric, and, and, well, I don't know, I'd say, we'd say, we'd like, you'd have like this... You'd judge'd much.
Starting point is 01:37:12 Yeah, I'm judged a I'm doing I'm saying, well, it's a I'm sorry,
Starting point is 01:37:16 you know, I'm not a chance, you know, I'm not an impression you had to have enough
Starting point is 01:37:20 to be able to that also. Yeah, and now, now, now, now, my God,
Starting point is 01:37:27 I'm mean, I'm saying, I'm not that's the man, I'm not, you know,
Starting point is 01:37:31 there's there's a there's a there's a certain, so, so, so,
Starting point is 01:37:37 so, so, so, so, My life is the fun I'm the fun I'm sensitive I'm at least
Starting point is 01:37:46 I'm I'm sure I'm full I'm full of affection I'm sure I'm sure I'm sure
Starting point is 01:37:52 I'm sure I'm sure because I'm I'm in the others they're not affectuous they're not
Starting point is 01:37:59 in the relations affectuuse sometimes I'm I'm like I'm sorry to doorme coley and they're like
Starting point is 01:38:04 Arke dorming collie you're like you're like you're not you're like no my night
Starting point is 01:38:10 I'm sure I'm like But I'm, I search the person with who we will be able to perfectly in a quire, you know,
Starting point is 01:38:15 I'm not that, I'm not quite, I'm a lot of, you know, so I'm not quite so it's too. It's said. So,
Starting point is 01:38:22 we'll launch that in the universe. We'll land that in the universe. So, for those that were not on the
Starting point is 01:38:29 platform, we just to just for to understand. So, you have you to be subon to the Patreon
Starting point is 01:38:35 for the for the way, you know, in the when I when I was the question that,
Starting point is 01:38:39 I, the question that you have, I don't know where it's where it's going but I'm but I think if there are some of the
Starting point is 01:38:46 people who are to open your and they're going to be to be proud to say, to have to have to
Starting point is 01:38:55 just sometimes to just sometimes to put the hand on the and we're there. Even if
Starting point is 01:39:02 sometimes we don't know what to say but to say we're there we're there we're more sole.
Starting point is 01:39:08 Nive Ores you in page, four. Perfect. Sometimes I I say five it's a
Starting point is 01:39:12 day, today, I don't know I'm going to get back. I'm going to give a role in the
Starting point is 01:39:20 question. Thank you. So, you have chosen one, we're not a single question.
Starting point is 01:39:25 What do you have you of your first time? Oh. Is
Starting point is 01:39:29 that you are at last with the nudity? Is that the sexuality is a
Starting point is 01:39:33 taboo in your family? Preferer you seduire or to seduire? Hmm.
Starting point is 01:39:44 Ah. We're like my first first time, I'm not but it's good. You know, in the sense
Starting point is 01:39:51 that I don't know I'm not a sign. Um, um, um, the sexuality,
Starting point is 01:40:00 it's a terrible it's maddie. But I go y'allie to try to seduire and to you to make seduire. Because,
Starting point is 01:40:06 I'm seduire, I'm, I'm poor. It's like in the my relations are many relations have been
Starting point is 01:40:18 by the amity. Also, perhaps that I'm quite that I make poor confidence at the level
Starting point is 01:40:26 amoreau I've suyed a lot of chek amoreau of dating so it's
Starting point is 01:40:33 like it's like it's like if I had an impression that we'd not be able to not so
Starting point is 01:40:40 but I'm in amity I'm really so it's like when you're a guy that's like rapidly
Starting point is 01:40:48 I'm in a zone a friend zone a little I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not
Starting point is 01:40:55 it's like it's like it's like the part of the kind of more than I'mourous
Starting point is 01:41:01 potential we're not I'm doing not that the seducation I'm not pantout. There are you
Starting point is 01:41:06 do the moment where you say okay, there, there I'm saying, you know, it's really
Starting point is 01:41:10 that the other face the first, that I know, that's my my
Starting point is 01:41:16 blessings of reject also, that I know, that he has an interest for that I
Starting point is 01:41:22 am able to demonstrate, to get to get to to get to the
Starting point is 01:41:28 end in this zone that. Yeah. Because like that I know, I see
Starting point is 01:41:31 that I know that I see that What's what do you have to do you have to be rejected? But often, it's to make sense a big ball
Starting point is 01:41:46 in anxiety in there. It's so, huh? Again, today, you know, there a few
Starting point is 01:41:53 years, it was even just when we'd in some that my friends were around me, and that I
Starting point is 01:42:00 were just alone, that I was in a corner, and I'd I don't I don't know, I felt rejected,
Starting point is 01:42:06 you know, it's like if I had an impression to be the last the last the time
Starting point is 01:42:10 to never to never be able to play. That, I'm still debarce to that,
Starting point is 01:42:21 but it's at that point, you know, to just feel that the other
Starting point is 01:42:25 ponged to me and not me and not me, you know, um, um,
Starting point is 01:42:30 so I, so I, so I, so, I've been I've been chomined there's
Starting point is 01:42:39 I'm saying because there there's kind of certain situations in the last year where I'm not had been
Starting point is 01:42:47 my interest for someone at risk to the end of my family finally. For not
Starting point is 01:42:54 because it has made a zone nebuleous between the two so the other
Starting point is 01:42:58 decide to so you're so. And it's a bit me also who who nom-
Starting point is 01:43:03 that I wanted to my distance because, you know, in this sense, I, he had an
Starting point is 01:43:09 interest, and he said, that he had a, it's like, it's like if I'm , it's like,
Starting point is 01:43:15 to be in a position of reject, you know, to me to make in face, that I'm
Starting point is 01:43:20 that I'm, like, I'm like, no, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not,
Starting point is 01:43:24 so, so, it's, these moments, the choice difficult, because it's, it's the
Starting point is 01:43:30 people that I meant, that with who we had some fun, plus, and not those other. F'all, but I've got enough of time.
Starting point is 01:43:38 But, and then, I'd ever have ever to find out of time. You, I'd say if we'd have, can't even give a confidence in what I had to offer.
Starting point is 01:43:47 It's got to give to the value to your own. Like, you've got to something. Exactly.
Starting point is 01:43:54 You've got not the reject, that. So, so, so, is it's still, is it's still
Starting point is 01:44:00 to, is is that you are rejected before to be rejected? Uh, not. Not time.
Starting point is 01:44:13 Maybe in certain case, but, no, if, you know, I'm just, you know, I'm still quite often let's go, in my emotions,
Starting point is 01:44:23 my mind. If I'm not, I'm open, I'm open to other, and I'm, and I'm I'm of nature. I'm a
Starting point is 01:44:32 amourue. I think to do you. I like that. I mean so, I'm saying, in amitia, I develop
Starting point is 01:44:40 these relations very rapidly, and my my, and my my time, I say, I'm, and I say, I'm to say, I'm
Starting point is 01:44:47 to say, I'm to say, I'm the same, so, so I'm able to be able to go to get in these
Starting point is 01:44:53 emotions that with someone. And, and then, and I'm quite more more more flushed
Starting point is 01:44:59 than I flochee. So, it's like if it's like if when I don't in these
Starting point is 01:45:08 sentiments that, I'm really I'm a bit, you know, I'm a little in a world fleur-bleu
Starting point is 01:45:14 so, so I'm so, I'm maybe that the guys that I say the I'd say
Starting point is 01:45:19 the contrary, but my, it's the impression, no, I'm, I'm
Starting point is 01:45:23 I'm in love, so so, so, but, but, but it's
Starting point is 01:45:28 that, you, I try to I try to learn more to my affirm than just remit
Starting point is 01:45:36 the destiny of a relation in the mind of the other. Yeah. To make deser by
Starting point is 01:45:41 the other more than maybe you desire. Yeah. Because what I'm because what
Starting point is 01:45:47 you prefer to be sedu than you so you want to you want to you
Starting point is 01:45:54 don't, you're not in initiative. No. You will attend the other so it's
Starting point is 01:45:59 like the other who you choose. Yes, it's right. And not you who will choose. So,
Starting point is 01:46:06 you... I'm in a position of an Well, you know, it's because there are
Starting point is 01:46:12 there in these situations there, we can see also some people, I talk by,
Starting point is 01:46:19 by these friends who are a few that, you see, and these times,
Starting point is 01:46:23 I had an impression that my friends accepted that the other
Starting point is 01:46:28 that, that they that they were coming, it's the people who didn't even
Starting point is 01:46:31 not available. So it's like he saboted also something in, I'm going,
Starting point is 01:46:37 we're going to be sure, but it's going to it's not they're not those other
Starting point is 01:46:42 who's not they choicest the amourous potential in all the pattern
Starting point is 01:46:47 he's always all the time and he was he was like amourue
Starting point is 01:46:51 of the love but not of the person Yeah but
Starting point is 01:46:55 I'm maybe I'm like I'm like my amy Yeah, but
Starting point is 01:46:58 sometimes it's long before it's in the whole, you know, I think that when these people are in
Starting point is 01:47:03 it's like, it's like, I'm saying, yeah, but I'm saying, I'm an impression that you're
Starting point is 01:47:09 all the same story with each other with each I think it's that also we're all all the time,
Starting point is 01:47:16 I'm a little bit of that, you know, we're like, the other time I'm like,
Starting point is 01:47:19 why at every every time I'm saying, why I'm making, I'm saying, I'm like,
Starting point is 01:47:23 it's like, it's not it's not my fault, but because you're well in, because you're less well in the seduction.
Starting point is 01:47:31 Yeah. So, you're, so, you're, so, you know, and then, it's, it's, so, it's,
Starting point is 01:47:35 so, it's, they're not people, you know, the guys who are in relation, and I'm like, but why they're going to
Starting point is 01:47:43 come, but why there's not one who are not one who is free and available, that, that, so,
Starting point is 01:47:48 so, there, so I've, we've got to that, why that's that's so that I attire. And,
Starting point is 01:47:53 and, So I'm in presentment, because that's that. Is that, I'm really in trying to, I don't know, I like, I like, I'm not saying, because I think
Starting point is 01:48:03 not say that we're not talking about, because there's all that all right, but there's my psychos and one. Yeah, sometimes I do.
Starting point is 01:48:12 We're saying, that's put to, that when you're not in the seduction, the other way, he's not, like, a relation at long term,
Starting point is 01:48:20 so, so, as I'm not I'm not going to I'm going to I'm going to get to after that. I don't know
Starting point is 01:48:26 just for to have an an amman or something that's not that's not an other opportunity.
Starting point is 01:48:38 It's possible that's it can be that be that's not but you don't know I'm going to do that
Starting point is 01:48:43 I'm trying to get a chum that it would but now now we now now we
Starting point is 01:48:49 now we I think that there's someone who you approach, in the case if he's not a but there's
Starting point is 01:48:54 quite a lot of because I think it's always regularly that there's people that are in these situations extremely difficult
Starting point is 01:49:00 to attend that the other will be perhaps to let someone finally, it's never,
Starting point is 01:49:06 but I've remarked that they're not so they're not in love with the person,
Starting point is 01:49:12 they're in love with the support of a relationship and when it can it's
Starting point is 01:49:18 great deception because they have sometimes, you know, but you'll not say that's that. I'm probably a little there.
Starting point is 01:49:27 But, but I'm often just in my friends, you want to be more than this. You know, you've been
Starting point is 01:49:32 more than you know, because, you know, we're reproach many of the things, especially to women who have
Starting point is 01:49:38 been to during the years, yeah. But these women, often, they're so they're
Starting point is 01:49:43 probably, they're in attance, you know, and it's complex, the non-disponability versus someone who is pre
Starting point is 01:49:53 to engage, it's complex. We'd say that we're not judging person in this... Maybe judge the person who makes to attend who makes a crore who gives the
Starting point is 01:50:03 hope. But perhaps a day you'll be sure you will be seduire also? But there there's
Starting point is 01:50:09 there. But there's imagine. I mean. I don't know. I don't know how it's cross.
Starting point is 01:50:19 You know, we're like, I'm the fun. But I'm not, I'm not of nature seductive, we're like, I'm like,
Starting point is 01:50:29 I'm like, this twist that. And, you know, sometimes I'm say, let's say, you could,
Starting point is 01:50:34 you could, you could, try to try to try to be sexy a little, I don't, you know, you could
Starting point is 01:50:39 try, you know, I'm trying to, physically, you're kind of sexy. Well, I'm, I'm like, I'm really,
Starting point is 01:50:45 I'm, I'm like, I'm, you know, I'm malabille, I think, there's, it's probably because I'm like in the regard
Starting point is 01:50:56 of the other I think, I'm, I'm question not on my view, is what I'm see, I'm trying to be sexy
Starting point is 01:51:01 in this moment, I'm just just live, and you're and have been, you're young also. But I'm
Starting point is 01:51:08 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I see, I see, I'm sure, I'm sure, I'm sure. I'm sure.
Starting point is 01:51:13 You're ready to, You're run to look. There are who's done it in the universe.
Starting point is 01:51:17 You know, you're doing it so it would work more than the universe in the
Starting point is 01:51:20 last question. Max Anx the question opto-resso. We'd say it's all right it's all new too new
Starting point is 01:51:27 so much so blan. So, where you see you in 10 years? Ah.
Starting point is 01:51:35 In that where I see, where I see, where I'm in 10 year, recently
Starting point is 01:51:38 I've repensed to where I had been in 20 time, because I'm, I'm, I'm on 30 years, and I'm going to like, hey, my God,
Starting point is 01:51:47 he marries, there's there before my 30 years if I was going to be there who I imagined a year, but where I'm going to be in 10 years. Well, I'd like that
Starting point is 01:52:00 to be a figure important in the pageage mediatique. I, I, I'm imagine when I'm I imagine all the time in love when I'm
Starting point is 01:52:13 imagine more than I'm even young, also. Is that you see a person or is it a real sense? No, it's more it's a restanty.
Starting point is 01:52:22 Okay. Is that you know with these children? Oh, no. No. Well, but it's perfect.
Starting point is 01:52:28 That's clear. That's clear, it's perfect. No, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not, but I'm in, we're in, we imagine,
Starting point is 01:52:36 a sentiment of liberty when, you know, in, To voyager, d'aventure, can even. That, we'd say,
Starting point is 01:52:47 I think that I have been that I'm need I'm going. But I have a
Starting point is 01:52:56 misery to be a future in the future. In the 10 years, I'll
Starting point is 01:53:03 have been 30- 20, 30. But it's that, we'd have to
Starting point is 01:53:10 have your house to production, am I do you do do you
Starting point is 01:53:13 do something do you know, going to be able to be able to be able to do you know
Starting point is 01:53:20 because you know the thing it's a passion so there's there's a lot of
Starting point is 01:53:24 things that it's well it's sure that I there's there there's
Starting point is 01:53:30 there there's to do do do you're to say that I'm sure that
Starting point is 01:53:33 I'm that I'm sure that I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm
Starting point is 01:53:39 the gala of the grand variety, you know, to do have the gala just just for
Starting point is 01:53:45 to write. It's so that I want to have to keep the two aspects of my
Starting point is 01:53:52 personality that I am, that I am, that I see also, I can be touching,
Starting point is 01:53:58 and that I can't, that I'm able to vehicular that, my view, to partage
Starting point is 01:54:04 that. I, I want to to guard these two aspects that. But your
Starting point is 01:54:07 view also, you've an great sensibility human that's
Starting point is 01:54:12 it's what the issue you're certainly certainly already
Starting point is 01:54:17 a easy to understand because you're an encrage in your
Starting point is 01:54:21 in your life or you you're you're in you're in a so you can
Starting point is 01:54:27 you can you can you can you can I'm in different aspects of the
Starting point is 01:54:31 life I'm also I think I'm can't I'm the people
Starting point is 01:54:34 all as to S-Ovry rapidly. But, yeah, in 10 years.
Starting point is 01:54:43 But I don't ever to have my house of production because I'm totally disorganized.
Starting point is 01:54:49 When I studied in TV, we'd say that I'd imagine to be a productor
Starting point is 01:54:54 a day, but put in now, I don't, I'm not. I, I,
Starting point is 01:55:00 and, you know, I'm so, the sentiment to travel in team, but I don't necessarily
Starting point is 01:55:06 be the that who sign the cheques of paris. That's not in my aspirations. But it's
Starting point is 01:55:14 sure that I'm going to do so of the content pertinent and sensible and human,
Starting point is 01:55:23 but at the content that makes do the good, which makes to make
Starting point is 01:55:28 the and and of of all type, finally, you know, like in the time,
Starting point is 01:55:35 I explore the humor, you know, I'm doing the creation of content on the social,
Starting point is 01:55:38 I'm also at the TV, and we're like that all that, I'm please,
Starting point is 01:55:45 all that I'm and I'm want to continue there in in this open to
Starting point is 01:55:49 new things. So, so, what the life will be to me to me
Starting point is 01:55:53 to be to be to be to be to be to be I'm to be
Starting point is 01:55:58 I'm look, I'm But, you know, it's It's so, we're not no, no, more
Starting point is 01:56:05 than that because I'm in a view to rest open to those opportunities that are to present
Starting point is 01:56:12 and to see, and to see, where the life will be made, maybe
Starting point is 01:56:18 in 10 years, I've been to be cultivator of olive in Italy. You'll
Starting point is 01:56:23 participate, the but you go to find the love? Ah, yeah,
Starting point is 01:56:27 no, that I I think I never to make I'm trying to never say never,
Starting point is 01:56:33 but it's interesting, that's true. So, it's true. I think it's my place. I've tried
Starting point is 01:56:37 on the money in the price as I'm well, I'm well, I'm glad to to party at
Starting point is 01:56:42 the end of the sejour. But you're an intelligence emotional that you
Starting point is 01:56:47 permit all that also. You have the talent, you have this capacity, I think that as
Starting point is 01:56:52 when you don't know to hear you on the radio. If we I'd
Starting point is 01:56:56 a lot of TV. Oh, yeah, because I think I've really a voice radiophonic, a voice that we recognize all right, a rite a lot of year, no, but I'd have an envy to embarked in my voice, and to hear your voice, and the pertinence in your
Starting point is 01:57:10 propos also, because I think, yeah, we, we've got a lot of real, but there's something very profound, and you have a great capacity also, to talk a story, and so, we like all the media of communications, you know, you're not going there for anything. You've got already
Starting point is 01:57:24 a lot of things but it's for that I tend to to receive here because I think we
Starting point is 01:57:30 to learn to learn to you know, and I see that's not that we're all right to know that
Starting point is 01:57:36 because we're for long to see to watch and you know, it's very fine,
Starting point is 01:57:41 it's too, I'm too, I'm I'm totally flatted of the invitation thank
Starting point is 01:57:46 it, it's a privilege. Well, we're we're to get to the first
Starting point is 01:57:49 to Chicago and come don't come don't see to open to open to open
Starting point is 01:57:54 We do you? It's a game, we'll do. And I'm like, well, there, my rave, go ahead, and be able to-a-lawier. But you've made also versed some of the alarm because what you've seen, like,
Starting point is 01:58:06 as much, we're telling not that our children live that. I look at my little father, I'd rather tell them not that they've lived that. And, you know,
Starting point is 01:58:14 you've been sort of, it can't be reconforted the people, but in the same time, you've been vigilant. You've observed,
Starting point is 01:58:21 we're observing our children, in the schools, you know, even if we're the very
Starting point is 01:58:25 value, you know, you know, you know, to have a great influence, we'll
Starting point is 01:58:30 have a control, so to be vigilant also face of that. And I think what you say,
Starting point is 01:58:36 the milieu schooler, at how point it can be supporting, at how point
Starting point is 01:58:40 it can make a difference to be to be a part of a community.
Starting point is 01:58:45 Really. But for me, you know, when they they find these couples
Starting point is 01:58:49 in the system of education, I think time to old time, I'm at least
Starting point is 01:58:54 if the prof had been deborded like today without resource you know, I'm, I'm
Starting point is 01:59:04 done some, and when we're doing the system of education, we're we'll cut down to the
Starting point is 01:59:08 young. And I'm that's that we're doing, invests on the next, let's be
Starting point is 01:59:14 in the presentant in political. But you're an excellent port-to- in the case for
Starting point is 01:59:18 to talk to the middle schooler, to talk to the difference because often we talk about
Starting point is 01:59:23 the coup but we're not about the apparel there's there's an apparel of the
Starting point is 01:59:28 when they're there's they're in they change they form the young the society of the men
Starting point is 01:59:35 you know it's ridiculous to not to not consider the investment that it represent
Starting point is 01:59:41 for a society yeah it's not it's not it's not it's not it's a part they're in
Starting point is 01:59:47 the place they're in the place they're we'll partier not these toilets mixed. Thank you, Maxence,
Starting point is 01:59:54 of your great generosity and of this great reality that also that you put. Thank you
Starting point is 01:59:59 to your question. Thank you, Marriott. Oh, it's a pleasure. I said, to thank
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