Ouvre ton jeu avec Marie-Claude Barrette - #123 Maxence Garneau | Ouvre ton jeu avec Marie-Claude Barrette
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I'm sure,
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feel like
in a
community when
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I'm just
in the studio,
but I
know that
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really,
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show. Charlie
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and we're
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creation
numerical,
but she
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captation.
I've
maybe treacher
because
I've been
to terminate
Maxence
Garno
who is
the invite
of the
year because
we've
talked
before
that I
have been
time to
make time to
make sure
to make
the
I'm not grave. I'll do it after. And in the same time, I can
already do you have my commenters. You'll
see, it's a new encounter with MaxSance. We're
talking with him. He has made, among other, the traitors.
We've seen as if we're in cemeter. And there, presentment,
we see, among, as Salue, Bonjour, and the chronicer.
So it's a guy
that I've already
done in an interview
a couple of
years that I
think I'm
that I'm very
by his spontaneity
his creativity
I'm an impression
that's someone
that we'll
see a lot
in the universe
televisual
perhaps also
radiophonic
that's my
wish
and I was
like I'm
like I'm saying
as a moment
of a moment
I know
I know
I know to
know you know
so why
we're not
to know
to know
to get
to know
and it
and it
has done
a interview
really
tinted
of emotion
I think
that the
testimony
of Maxance
will
in fact
a part of
an interview
it's a
great
testimony
where he
talk of the
difficulty
to be
different
when we're
pretty
and how
we're percy
how we
feel
we're not
a place
but it's
very
powerful
what he says
I'm an
impression
that we're
an impression
that we're
And that perhaps
that will
it will
make it
for the
parents
or even
with the
children,
but it's
really a
open-to-
your
where there
a lot of
emotion
it's very
very touching
to it
to it
to learn
and to
see
also
that's
very
so I
have
to get
to an
part
to the
listen
or to
listen
or to
listen
so I
just want
to say
place
to make
sense
it's
like
if
the first
to that
I've
had been
young
when I'm
around 9,
10 years
that's
like that
we're saying
that I
I,
I,
I,
I,
I, I,
I,
I,
I,
I wanted
not,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm,
I was,
I'm,
I'm,
my most
part,
it's,
to be
homosexual,
because
it's
like,
it's also
it's like
if I
like if I
would
give
a lot of
the
intimidate
I'm
I'm not
of the
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first time that
it was during
the pandemic
because I
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that
was called
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in Quarantene
which
was the
prolongment of
two fey
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studio,
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house.
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had so
he's
so much
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hey,
I'm going
to know
this guy that
and to
see that
he's
even
he's even
rendered
chronicer
to say
hello
it's
not right
so
so much
Maxence
Garneau
is
welcome
Maxence
I'm
so
I'm
glad to
there
hello
Marclode
I'm
I'm
because
you're
really
someone
that's
really
someone
we're
we're
done
by
Karene
Vanance
and
we're
in
if we'd like celibriety
with all your authenticity,
your fresh air and all.
And there, you're
to be more and more
in demand where you
do you say, are you
humorist?
Well, no,
I'm not
not even
but I'm
amuse with the humor
I think,
you know,
I've had
some opportunity to
do sign,
to do stand-up
and it's
something that
it's something that
I'm allume
in which I
believe
I'd probably
not say
that I'm
humorist.
Not that's what.
You know, that's
a good question.
I'm the phone.
But it's
that I like
I'm, you know,
we'd say in
English,
you know,
I'm, I see
not,
you know,
you know,
you know,
I mean a
fresh air,
I think
in French,
we'd say
that like that
to say,
you know,
a vent
fresher,
and you
do you do
do you have
to do
without necessarily
without necessarily
to catalogue.
Yeah,
I'm not
to me
in a
case,
of my
life.
But that's
good.
I think
it's fun
because it
we're able to
know it
to be able to
you know,
and you're
you're doing
yeah,
but I'm
a bit of
me
to find out of
a title.
So often
we go for
creator
of content
because on
the radio
social
it's what I
do you
but
in the same
time we're
that I
would have
a title
fortoe
a little
but maybe
we're
to find
to open
to open
your
before you
for those
who you
know
for some
in the
public in
as far as
you and not
at a
travel a
series.
It has
started how
this notion
of creator of
content?
In fact,
during the
pandemic, I
had been
to be
at the
work, because
I was
working
in TV.
I've
made that
for eight
years,
I've
made my
back in
television,
so I
have a
communication.
And I
work in
television,
the pandemic
arrives,
March
2020,
the production
on
where I was
I'd
be arrested for
a duration
indetermined at this
moment that
we thought it's
two weeks
finally it's
it's tired,
it's tired.
I was just
all in my
three and a
quarantine and I
looked at
I'd like,
I'd
play with the
dress and
at a moment
of the
look of Céline
in all the
house because
I'm a
great family
of Céline
so I'm
made to reproduce
the look
of Cellin Zion
with what
I had
at the
time I'm
I had not
not an
abon on
on the
social, but I'm
quite decided to
publish my
reproductions on my
for the pleasure,
so I made the photo
of what I had reproduced
with the means of bar
and the photo original
of Céline with
that's a very
very well, I'm
I've got to do
have to be able to
get to be able to
see.
We can't
get on your
social, we can
even more
see this year
it was five
so we're saying
I've got to
I've got to
but talk to
the impact of
that?
Yes,
I've made
your podcast,
in 2020,
thanks to that.
But it's sure,
I was partaged
that on my
social,
without any time,
and finally,
it's a fact
jazer,
and there's
there's articles
in many,
in other sites
at Potten
to Quebec,
but after that,
it's been in
the Parimatch,
Belgium.
I've had
an interview at
Citi,
at It Talk,
in Canada
English,
I'm going
to Sucris
Sallet,
and I've
made your podcast,
it's,
it's a
fact, it's
a bit like that,
the first
articles,
that we can
find
of me
on the web
it's
it's great
to my
love
of Céline
and you
and you're
and you're
because you're
being in
Cillin
and it's
it's beautiful
to see because
we felt
that you
had to
you're
I think
I never
had ever
I'm in
my life
I'm
I'm still
when I
when I
started
to work
to work
I'm
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm
dissed
to learn
my little
my
cute of
Cillin
with
my
apagne at
Couch
my drawers, my paper
of aluminum.
But it's
that I had
a lot of
pleasure there
in a part of
this moment
that I've
started a little
to my
music on the
social.
It's like
made like that
the creation
of content for
me.
But it's
certain that
when I
repri the
job as
researchist
the contracts
were
enchaned
and I
didn't
to have not
to
have to
consacry
to my
social
that I
had
during the
lockdown
of the
pandemic.
And then, in
2003,
I was made
to participate
to traitors.
And at least
I thought it was,
we thought,
we'd call
to work
for that
we'd be on TV.
Especially
on television
TV,
exactly.
So,
so,
so,
the director
of the casting
Gabrielle,
he said,
well,
maybe it's
maybe it's
going to
surprise,
but
today,
I'm
not for
a post
of a
researchist,
I'm
to tell,
for
if you're
interested
to participate.
And I was like,
well, why not?
So, I've
made the tournage
has been
diffused at
the springtime
2024,
and then
after that
the things
have debulled
and I'm
quite content
of all what
what's
what you
think?
Why do you
it's a
deboled
like that?
Hey,
my God,
it's a
good question.
Um,
um,
well,
first time,
I think it
to be a
good moment
for me,
personally
of my
It would say it's like, it's like, I'm
running there, I, I, I, I
developed an expertise in TV, you know, I've
said, I've developed a technique of work,
I understand the media, I understand
this domain, that, this milieu,
and then, and then, it's certain
that there's something,
the people, the people, it's been, you know,
I think that I'm debarked, due law,
by my personality,
by your authenticity, yeah, monotenticity.
You, at all right, it's a game,
strategy.
I'm not
a strategy.
I'm there.
I've been to
see, I'm
going to be
all the
emotions.
And I'm
when, you,
the people
me say,
but it's
what,
you're doing
to do
strategy in
part of time?
I'm like,
there's
there's no,
there's
there's in the
moment
present.
And the
people,
you know,
you're
working on
television,
sometimes you
have you
conscious of
the camera,
well,
apart in
confessional,
that I
was good
to respond
because I
know how
reintegrate
the question
that we
put in
my response,
that I'm conscious of
that, but
if I'm in
I'm not, I'm
not capable to fake
these emotions in the
life.
So, there
have any other
game in time.
I think it's
for that we
have to say,
if you don't
do you know,
you know,
you're just a
great emotive.
But I'm really
content to
to be able to
see five
years,
and for you
know what you
know better
more, because
as we think
we're doing
to be more,
when we're
going to be
to see, we'll know who you're going to know
more, I'm on seeing the impression.
So, you're ready to open your job?
Oh, my God.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, a game open.
It's not a game open.
I'll explain rapidly.
You have the level
rare.
These are questions that I could pose
to all the number.
We have to be general.
Excuse me.
The questions jones,
we're going to be more specific.
The questions
rose are more, in fact,
are personal.
It's all of the questions
personal, but there are
kind of a gradation
in the colors.
The question Spaceman
is the question
of Patreon
which is unique
to the abominate
Patreon.
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eras and
the company
we talk
of sensuality
sexuality
the question
opto-rezo
is the question
that question
that's the
question that
it's like
if we
don't depose
the
of all
what's
going to
be able
to do you
don't
but the other
is that we're
a bell
a revoir
with this
question
and
you're a ton
Joker
If you find that it's
go too long
and sometimes
it can
maybe it's
okay,
if I continue
if there are
there's like
if you're
there's like
you make that
on the table
and automatically
I'm going to
make a question
so you
will brace
the questions
you can
do you can
do it
on the table
you can
you can't
you have
to make
this question that
we're talking
and of
these five
and of these five
that
I'm
never been
my
it's never
you're the time
to it
have the time to
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Hey, never.
Okay.
Well, no, it's not true.
Two times it's been with my friends, but I'd like that at a moment of a chance.
You know, in a time of the
night, on a time of time
I'd like the idea
to get the idea of line.
So, a moment of a day,
so I'd like to do.
But if I was like to ask you.
But I'm interested.
Yes.
I'll read the five questions,
Maxang, and you
choose one,
at which you
will have to respond.
And after,
me, also, I'm
going to choose one.
Perfect.
So, the first question,
which person has
made a difference in
your life?
On what trait of
character, have you
have you done
to work?
what importance
accord you
to regard
of the other
what is
your more
complex and
what is your
rapport with
the authority?
Oh, my
God.
Well,
what person
has made
a difference
in your
life?
We're trying
to go
for the
regard
of the other.
Yeah,
what
importance
accords to
look to
the other?
Because
it's an
question
that we
post
can
sometimes,
often.
Because it
has
been
easy for
me to
be able to
get to
in the
life.
I've done
long time
I'm going to
when I'm
when I'm
when I'm
trying to get
to get to
my oldisance to
be like
all the other
little guys
and I'm
wearing in
Valcom
in Belaboang
to be
to have
the little
skater
but it
didn't
not
but I'm
but I
try it
really
to
enter in
the moul
in a
certain
At
how
you're
found
that you
didn't
that you
didn't
For the long time,
at the gartery,
I made
exclure,
you know,
because I
liked that,
I'd like the
barbie,
the cuisine
Fisher Price,
and it was
not normal
for a little
guy.
Is that
she was
normal in
your house?
Well,
yeah,
I had two
great-sor.
We,
we were,
we were in
the love,
the bienveillance,
it's the
overture.
I've been
by my
mother,
my nunu,
my grand-mer
who had
very
very open,
so in my
my milieu
familial,
I'm
I was I was a bit normal.
So, you know, you didn't know, that you had to live that.
You were not prepared to that, because at you,
to play with the puppies, it was not an issue,
you know?
You know, it's sure that, that, that,
you know, there, can't even with my father,
that my father, you, it's a chasseur, a peacher.
So, I felt like I'm not in these zones
that they'd want to, in fact.
But it's so.
It's installed
so rapidly
very young
I'm
I'm not
I'm afraid
not of a
world
in the world
I'm
not quite
I'm not
I'm not
I'm not
a maternale
I'm a
guard of course
I'm in
four years
because I
had too
put me
to be the
so it's
special
it's special
like
you're
you're young
but
is you
do you
see how
you're
thinking?
Well I
was very
fragile
my parents
were separated
I have
three
years, two and a
three and a
three years
and after
that's also
the morning
I'd
return at a
guard of the
I'd
because I had
afraid
we'd
let's there
because
you're sure
Because you
were not
in that
not because
I was necessarily
but
yes but
also because
I had like
a bit
the
fear of
the abandon
after the
separation
of my
parents
and my
mother
was
my mother
had been
a medicine
And she has made
a lot of
obstetric.
So she
she parted
often
to have
to be in
the day
and the night
I'm afraid
that you
don't know
that they're
not going to
get to
see that
every
every
every
every time
after that
after that's
sure also
when you
you're more
fragile
sensible
and you
braille
the
little
the kids
don't
know
you're not
you know
you're like
you
you're like
you're
so yeah
I'm
so yeah
I'm sure
I'm
Your interests
not card
not
not plus.
So I've
had a
to find my
place,
to bring my
place in
the life
and...
Talk me
about the
primary.
The primary,
the primary,
I'm,
I'd
pleurred
even a lot
because,
the rentries
schooler,
I'm still
the ball
when I
see the
autobus
jaunned
past
because we
say it
I'm
to come
at when the
school
recommence
and
just to
enter
in an
school, the odor of an
school, it's
a ball of anxiety.
It's important
that we're going to
because there's
the parents,
you know, the
children live
that, and
maybe we're
not quite that
maybe we're
not quite,
I think it's
important to
understand that
already
little, the
odor,
but it's
it, but it
comes to
every day
in your
life, that
yeah,
so it's not
a place
where I'm
not a
I can't
say, I'm
can't say,
And I've been happy, and I've been happy.
Because I've got
been there's a good prof.
In my parkour.
Is what a good prof?
Someone who
you've opened the bra every
morning, you know,
and that you
feel, recognized,
and that's an attention
for the young.
I think
if I had not
had all these good profs
in my life,
I,
I'd have had
really a difficulty.
I don't know
if I would have
reached
in fact,
to have
confidence
on me
a day,
because at
every time,
even if I,
even if I,
I had
some people,
I had
not accepted,
I'm not,
I'm not, I'm
couldn't be
myself,
I'm not,
I'm not,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm,
in all the
, you know,
in the sense
that it's like
my interests
were never
correct, you,
but,
but these
people,
man,
me,
me,
me,
me,
me,
me,
me,
me,
me,
Donned confidence in
more
a little bit more
a little bit more
They're going to
have made a
difference
in your
life.
Really,
so when I
said there's
there's a
other people
who are there
a lot of people.
But it's a
good
homage that's
a lot of
people who
all the personnel
around,
but also,
you know,
I think it
because I
had because I
had to
because I
understand,
but how
how would
you,
how would you
have you
had been
if you
had been
completely
liberal?
Yeah.
How's,
how'd
it had been
who,
this
infant
that
at the
first
it's a
good question
because
you know,
I mean
it's like I
think I'm
it's
a lot of
when I'm
when I'm
think of the
tristess
and I'm
feel like
I'm isolated
and often
I'm not
not that
I'm playing
to play
to play
to play with
ballon
chasseer
and I
know
I mean
I was not
not
not trying to
I'm
so it's the
so I'm
quite I'm
easy to
I'm trying to
I'm
I'm trying to
I'm
I felt all the time
I'd
all the time
not bad
but even if
I used to
get in the
school.
But I,
you know,
what I'm
resented when I
think about
to my
infancyance,
but there
times I'm
talking to be
saying,
well,
you know,
it's a
great also,
you know,
so I
think, you
think, you know,
that my
co.
I've been
because there
had been
there's been
in my
class
where I
had used
in the
space,
you know,
where I'm
felt in
confidence,
that,
that,
men,
these profs,
had done
a place, and there were
kind of also
some of the
friends around
but it's sure
that I'd
have been more
flamboyant,
you know,
to be more
when I was
I'd like that
to know
to say that
I could
be able to
be in the
rion of the
girls and
I'd be in
brown,
in blue
marine
in patalong
gray
in cord
the roi.
It was not
me.
That's a
costume.
Yeah.
F'allel
like I was
like I was
like I was
I felt
pogned
there
but you
were in
a little
guy
flamboyant
It's a
mean,
you'd say you
see like
a little
guy at
the interior
Yeah,
but
he had
not want to
have been
to have been
and also
to explore
some interest
I've done
I've made
the chant
classic when
I was
because in
my
family
it's very
musical
but
but I
think
if I
had not
had not
had been
had been
had been
my
head,
I'd
like to
dance.
But I
never
to be able
to be able to
because I have
a word of
if I was
going to
the dance.
The
chant
classic,
it was
kind of
something, I
didn't,
I'm not
too at
the school
that I
did you
do chan
classic,
but,
but,
yes.
Is that
intimidated?
Well,
so,
well,
quite,
quite,
well,
I don't,
but it's
It's really,
because
I've
heard
what I
wanted
to say
the word
intimidation
when I'm
going to
when I'm
there.
Before that
it was
like a
word
that we
had
but I
didn't
know what
what
it was
to say
at the
primary.
And there
there
had been
there
the age
of six
years,
you know,
the fee,
after that
then,
you know,
they're
they're
they're still
they're
they're
these
these
these words
when I was
when I was
when I was in
when I was in
there was a
message at the
intercom
of the directorist
who said
there you
come and I'm
my car
at my
care at my
at a moment
don't know
to you
get to you
and understand
you know
and I'm
like I'm
like I'm
like I'm
like I'm
going to get
that for
I want
to be able to
I
have you
she had not
she has to
she has to
She said a message that
was a bien-veillance
and perhaps that
in the case
that's a little
maladroat.
But it's that,
you know, the
word intimidation
he was not
explained at the primary.
It was like
he-se-hear
he-se-kear,
we're,
he-se-kear,
when I'm
entering
at the second-air,
our proff
in English
was our
teaching
resource of
our class
and then
after our
first course
I say, well, I'm going to
in French just for you
because I'm the
teacher of your class
if you're fed
intimidated, if you
you're subse
of the intimidation,
there are some people
who say,
these comments
mechance,
who have some
irrespectue
at your regard,
well,
I'm talking about,
and she's like,
she, she,
she, she,
she, she,
she, she,
she, she,
she said,
I, I,
I've seen,
the intimidation
because I'm
young,
it's so,
I'm just
it's echoed. It had
like validated
in my,
that I
that I
felt in
at the
interior of
me,
that these
words
me affected,
that the
gestures,
you know,
to be,
to be,
to get,
to get,
it's like,
it's like,
valided
in,
in,
in all
what I
had
felt
during my
genest,
and my
youngest,
and I
don't know
if it was
the day
or the
morning,
but it's the
,
the same day that I was
arrived at
secondar
there,
there's a
guy who
was in the
time when
I'm
in the
he had
put my
braus-a-d-d-
and he
had like
barbouye
the visage
with my
brush-a-d-d
plenty of
pot-a-d-d
and
he's part of
the cell
of the
bed and
he was
to be in
his
friends
for they
for they
after that
after that
our prof
of English
Caroline
we talk
to do
the word
intimidation
and she
if you
ever you
you
And after that, there, there had been a other
thing with this guy
that, so, well, I'm going to
he'd be here. It's the first
time that I'd denounceed
these gestures
in my regard in second
after that, but
after that, I
really been
in charge at the
school
by,
by,
the,
the,
the,
he had been made
on the current,
but the intimidation
was taken
to serious at my
education
second and I'm
recognizing of that.
Because there had also
the animatrice
to the
student,
Brigitte,
who,
he's occupied
of the intimidation
in our
school,
so I'm
entered in
her own
and she
had regarded
with his
eyes,
bienveh
and luminous,
and she
said,
you're
victims,
you're victim
of intimidation.
And she
she had me
served
during all
my secondair.
And at
every time
that I
had
intimidated,
well,
I denunciate
to Brigitte,
and
I'd
I'd meeter the person who met.
It had to give you a power
on your intimidator.
Yeah.
Is that at the
house, he said
that you were
intimidated at the
school?
What's what
did it?
Your parents?
Mama,
she'd
be a lot,
but, you know,
she, she,
she, she,
she'd be reassured
to know
that I was
that I
could be
encodered.
And,
I think
that what he
wanted
to me
offering
a cockon
where I
felt
acuey.
We had,
we're in
a nunu
at the
house also
because my
mom
had been
separated
and we're
and we
have been
primarily
at my
my mother.
Especially
it was
it's not
very much
and it
was it
and it
was it
were
so it's
when I
came to
after my
day of
my day
and it's
Pauline
that was
and what
Pauline
me did
was that
he said that
he said
he said
the
great
of sadness, and what my
mother, what's that my grandmother, what my sister
wanted, it was to be sure that when
I'd enter at the house, I'd choose well and I'm
and my mother, at the end of the secondaire,
she'll have written a card
to her to thank you. And she said,
it's a part of a lot of it, for
elever a child, thank you, have made
part of this village. So, I've got been
chanceous. I've had
some of my route.
And today,
what's the importance
to accord to regard
of the other?
Well,
today I'm
really more
liberal, you know,
and I'm
really glad
to be there.
I think
never, you
know,
and it's sure
that there
I think,
when I make
these vets
more feminine,
you know,
I'm,
well,
sometimes I think
in the
sense that if
I'm trying
with a
robe, what's
what's going to
you, you know,
do you,
you know,
do you,
rent-selled, let's
have you
already arrived?
No.
No.
I'm really
I'm not
on wood
but I think
it's
sometimes,
but
if you know,
there's someone
who said
at you know
in a lot
you're like
I'm like
I'm just
fun
and I'm
amuse
and I'm
offoo
to what the
other
think and I'm
just a
because I
don't know
because I'm
not derangeant
for the
other
but
I'm like I'm
like I'm free
I'm really
liberated of the
pressure of the regard
of the other
and we'd say
what I'm doing to
do you do with
I'm doing.
But it's
you're all young
to say that
it's powerful
it's important
it's not
it's what
it's
yeah
it's sure
that sometimes
I think sometimes
I respond
to comments
to the
commenter in
two that I
receive
on the
social
And the people
They say
Arrayed to
And if you're
With what
The other
Pants
But in the same
It's not
Because it's not
And then
Yeah, and
Yeah, I mean
You know,
You're like, you
Like, you
It's intense
Receive of the
Ainne
But,
but it's
I'm still
It's not
But I'm
They're
Because
Because for
During these
I'm made
Intimid
And I'm
It's not
It's not true
That I'm
Let's get
People to
Me
Critique
with a visage
discovered,
me critiqued
without anything
so it's my
way to reprimed
my power also
and to be
ridiculize
because often
I'm in
more than other
other things
I'm rye
in passing
my message
but...
Is it
they'll
come after
if you're
no?
No,
one of
you'll have
responded
there,
silence
radio
sometimes.
Yeah,
so in the
phone,
it's a
good
something,
you've found
a,
you've found
a,
you've done,
it's
it's been
to do it
can't
to help people
because we
accord
so we're
so it's a
cause a
cause a lot of
anxiety
that's a
yeah,
because we
control not what
the other
and we can't
be able to
control the
way, but
what is important
is to be
to be it
self-mame
exactly,
really,
I'm,
I'm,
I'm quite
of importance
to regard of
the importance to
the other
now, but
I'm
my prayer
critic,
I'm,
it's that
it's so that
you have
that I'm
that I'm
hard to be
hard
in over
myself.
In which
when you're
hard
to be hard
over yourself?
Ah, well,
my Psy
would say I'm
a little voice
that's not,
that I'm not
capable.
That's your
sabotage.
Ah,
he's far.
But I'm
still trying to
that in the
last years.
We're able
to be able to
be able to
the control
and I'm trying
that I
have learned
to where it
came to
this little
voice that
of my
blessures
of esteem
in fact,
you know,
and it's
that.
But there
there are
periods, I'm
really hot.
What you
do in this
period?
Not bad.
Well,
so we have the hot
before us.
I love that.
I'll
to ask you the
question.
On what
the trait of
character has you
have you
have to do
have?
If there
one?
There are
many.
But my
impulsivity,
I was
I was
choleric.
I had
a little
to apprivoise
A coler
that's
a lot of
I'm going to
I'd say
at age
adult
Yeah
Well,
you know,
Well, you know,
When I'm 18
18, 19
19,
it's like
It's like,
I've been
There's
There's
There's
Like,
You know,
You're
Crasy
In the
Mour
Yeah,
Yeah,
Yeah,
Cased
A vitre,
you know,
Yeah,
and it's
Never,
When I'm
When I'm
I was talking to
other
of that,
he was
he was
often
surprised
because
we imagine
when we imagine
when I'm
imagine
kind of
too,
you know,
but it's
in the
intimacy,
it was when
I'm
when I'm
with my
family.
What's
that?
What's
that?
A space
of impatience,
you know,
it was
really,
like,
it was
really,
I'm at
a moment
of the
end of
my joint
of silicone
of
And then, then I
pung an air
And it was like
It was like
It was like
It's like in
It's like
It's like
It's like
It's like
It's
It's like it
It's like
It's like
Your Vair
It's plenty
And the
Pugut
It was
It was your
silicone
Yeah,
And it
It was like
It was
It was an
Collair
that I'm
Amagasn
for many
And that
Man, it
It's
Explosed
in these moments
biennesey.
The color,
it's physical,
you know,
you know,
you're not
your mind,
you know,
there's a
lot of symptoms
physical to the
choler,
and when
we get home,
you know,
we can't
that we can't,
but when
we're not,
I don't know,
if it's like,
how you
get to see,
when you're
sometimes,
there's like,
manion,
what's what
what's
what's going,
it's like,
it's,
it's,
I,
I'd,
I've been to
live a
world parallel,
you,
and,
And then, you know, I had
haunt of that,
to be in choleric.
Often, it's what
that's the same.
But it's not
well, you know,
there's a question,
you can't
say that in a conversation
and yet,
I petted my
window,
I've cast it,
because I've
made a color,
it's,
it could make
fear, you know,
but it
would be afraid
to me,
it's so,
because it's like
if I was
like I was
like I'm
in control
of what I
did,
and to wrap
everywhere,
and to cry,
and,
my,
my,
At a moment
a minute
we said,
well,
you cry don't
well,
you know,
you know,
it's what
what you're
going to be
I'm just
to get a
mirroar.
It's
jeananan
it.
So,
so that there
had
a lot of,
well,
you know,
when it
when it
was
when it's
because my
mother
had been
to say
at certain
crisis of
a certain
crisis of
yeah,
I'm
was chained
you're
jeaned,
I had honed,
so yeah,
it's not,
So I've got really
I've really tried
to work
that.
I remember
I think
it's in the
second year
of university
I'm really
I've consulted
specifically
in arriving
in saying
I think I
have a problem
of gestion
of color
I'm going to
work
a great
maturity
is to
want to say
it's a
idea
and I'm
going to
you have
it's a
reason we're
in the
grand
profounder
when we
when we're
when we're
at the
cholera,
it's a
lot.
It's a
lot of
things that
we're afraid.
But
yeah,
but
it's
mean, it
says it's
going to
change their
way,
react to
react to
the wrong
and not
reactation.
Yeah.
But,
you know,
it's not
for the
crime,
but often
it's a
retardement.
There's
something that
has not
been
getting
been
to get to
also
related
to the
frustrations
by
my family,
yes,
but also
by
a
intimidation
that I
had
vizue
that
and that
they'd
have liked
to be in
their time,
but on
the
I was never
able to
do that
yeah,
after that
I went
and I
would be
and I
didn't know
that's
that's
that's
that I'm
but
but
you know
I'd
let's
back
you're
you're
to
I'm
I'm
didn't
I
didn't
and
you know
I was
I had
afraid
to
when I was young.
I came
of a family
that we're
afraid of
derange
and I'm
and I'm in
a way,
it's a
really felt
that I'm
prevoise
this,
this fact that
that I have
the right
to be able to
take my place
even if it
and yeah,
I'm sorry
and yes
I'm sorry
sometimes my
mother when
I cried too
far,
even more
more than that
but even
there a few
years years
when I
when I
cried far
when I
you're
far and I'm
Assume.
But it's
that, you
we're in a
family
who has a
fear of
derangey.
My grandmair
went to
at home
in the
winter and we
were going to
have to
have to
get to
his big
mantle of furrure
and we
we're
we're going
to get
you don't,
derange you
not,
derange you not?
It's
that.
So,
so I
had to
that I've
learned
to my
affirmed
in fact.
Yeah,
because we
were to
to
continue
to continue.
Yeah.
So, there were
a lot of
It's like
like the
It's like the
It's like
A presto
Yeah,
The pressure
Yeah,
Yeah,
there's a couple
of times
that the pressure
Yeah,
and today
by the
Colour,
how it's,
how it's,
how it's,
I'm really
more
apais
I'm
I'm view
but it's
it's sure
that there
there's a
pique,
well,
it's been
my
silicone
of my,
maybe it's
that's going to
see,
I'm sorry,
No, but it's so,
now I'm
I'm trying to
help.
I'm better
for demand
to the aid.
But,
you know,
but, you,
the last
I had,
I had
worked on
the cell
of the
house of
and we're
re-installed
a new
vanity
and I'm
and I'm
said,
hey,
I'm just
to say,
well,
I'm just,
you're just,
you're really
that you're
getting more
cal,
more,
you know,
so it's not
your
competences.
My,
my competence,
no,
my competence,
my,
my,
At the level of your temperament.
Yeah, of my little
little bit of coleric
that was not present,
that I was more zen.
It's interesting
when someone
said, too.
Yeah.
But I've found
to find that part.
Well,
certain.
Yeah.
But, you know,
the color is
an issue for
a lot of people.
And many
of them also.
With the,
you know,
we're trying to,
you know,
when we're
at the school
to identify
the emotions,
how to gerry
the emotions,
to not have
own when
a color
when a color
mount, the
coler
also, you know,
a color
sane,
which is not,
you know,
that's not,
you know,
it's not
a lot of,
it's a lot of
the protection
of your
territory.
It's a
protection of
a sort of
a lot of, you
But it's like
not, you
know,
it's like that
it's like
it's not
it's a
but it's
part of the
emotion
that you have
when I'm,
when I'm
when I'm
saying,
I said,
I've said that
I'm sorry,
but now,
it's something
that I'm
something that's
something
that's
And then, well, they said,
but why you're doing that at the TV?
We don't do that at the TV?
The madame,
they're not,
I'm not going to say.
The madam,
primarily,
I'm not,
I'm not saying,
well, I know,
I know,
many people who are,
they're playing the nerves,
you know,
there's some situations
that are enragette.
Yes,
I've never even
me to have to say,
oh,
well,
if you're just because
you're fatigued,
no,
it's because I'm not
because I'm not
part, you know,
but I've identified
the things,
I'm not,
I'm not sure,
I'm not
being
attended,
you know,
I mean,
I think it's
a lot of,
because we
can't't
not get to
so if you
have the malor
to host
the voice,
oh,
well,
she's fatigued
and it's
a stereke
she,
all these
affairs
but I'm
it like,
it's like
if there
I'm in
a color
to I'm
in a
injustice,
no,
it's not,
and I'm
and really,
I'm,
we're not
we're not
the right
to say that
I'm
not
that it's
delicic
for me
it's an
emotion,
it's a
moment,
dissatisfaction, who's
exprimed
to this
fashion that.
And,
yeah,
there's a
regret,
I've
talked about,
but in
time you do it
and there's
a reason.
And the
color can't
be a motor
also.
Well,
yeah,
but the
choler has
saved
the life.
Exactly.
So,
but,
but I think
that when
you think,
when you
get a
little part,
you know,
it's more
difficult.
You know,
you know,
that's not
your
question
to be like
the head
of this
way,
it's for
that's true
the gesture
the
just that
to ask you to say,
I'll try to
understand what's
you're in
the same
because if you're
to put in a
mirror,
it's not going to
be other
stuff.
Is that you
ready to pass
on the
yellow
so you're
so you're
so you go to
and you
will make
and you
want to make
you know,
you'll be
super abel
at the
time to
bring
my family
my family
will be
here.
You know
to what
from the
Lake St.
John?
Robert Val.
Oh,
you've been
of Robert
Val.
Yeah.
So we all right. We'll salute
your family, Gerhardt.
Thank you.
So I read the questions.
You're in choosing one,
and I'm still
on choosing one
in this level that.
Have you
had you
had some time of
your life
had you
have you
have you been
an amitia
in your
daily?
What is
you have not
received
to your
parents and
that's
you've been
to talk
to the
amitier,
what place
to bring
the amity
in your
because
Because for me,
the
friends,
it's been important.
And it's
like if
it's
it's
thanks to
the amity
that I
have seen
to who
I'm in
the life,
you know,
and then,
I,
I've all the time
,
I've always,
there,
in my,
in my,
my,
genese,
but,
um,
but,
I'd say that
my,
my,
my amitiers,
that I,
I really
felt that I
I could be
amy
with all
the world,
finally,
it's when
I'm
when I'm
going to
I'm in
a
university.
And it's
like I'm
like I'm
there's
I'm
people who
were in
being very
different
of me,
but
we had a
passion
common,
we know,
we're studying
in television,
so there
had that
that we
had a
tripe,
but there
also, you
the music,
and it's
like
it's like
if
I'm
I felt
accepted
for the
first
for the
whole
everyone.
And that
has kind
changed my
life.
I remember
my
friend J.P.
Jean-Philip
who is a
guy who
play
football
hockey,
you know,
who has
grandied
in the
gang of
sports,
the boys,
that
at the
university
had
all the
t-shirt of the canadian and that at a moment
of a day, I'm going to go to class a
matine, and he's like, like, sense!
And he moved the bra even.
And, you know, on paper,
the people,
we'd have no idea that we're
having, because, you know, he
he plays hockey at football.
You know, even his friends
of youngest, with who he
has made, you know, quite,
when he knew together at his
The first time
You know, the first time he
You're like, you know, why
you're at the
Fete, you're like, I'm
like, I'm a good chom
But,
but it's so
and it's so
we're like
valided in my
masculinity,
to have an
guy etero
different of me
who I'm
who I'm
who I'm
who I'm not
don't know
to get to
you.
Exactly.
Yeah.
Yeah,
that's has
a great difference.
The proximity.
It's like
at
part
of
that,
in
entering
at the
university
and in
having
this circle
that,
it has
all
changed for
me.
What's
what
your
friend
to do you?
Eh,
but,
you know,
in the
it's,
it's a
relationship
that I
like,
because
even even
even again,
we're
in the
good partner of
festival
of music,
GP
now,
travel in
music,
and the
people are
like all
all,
my God,
you
that you
are a
good,
to be funn to be together
because
at all the
final, we're
all the time
we're all
the same
you're like
you're like
to go to
go to the
toilet?
And it's
that I think
that I think
that if
there had
not had
had not
had been
we,
we'd
we'd
never
permitted
to have
this
amitia
that
and
and
then it
he makes
just
feel
being
all
my
my friends
me
feel
very.
And we
think when
I look
when I
look at the
people who
I'm in
my time,
I'm doing
a good person,
because it's all
the bad
I'm very
entoured.
And so,
we're
having a
fun,
that I
laugh
with my
oldy
that we're
maddy that.
But
it's not
when it's
not when it's
going to
be there.
And
then,
and that's
it's an
richest
incredible.
And, you know, my family is
long, I'm
very prox
to my family
but I'm
well, I'm
well, I'm
really built my
family
of adoption,
and,
when I was,
when I was,
I said that
I was not
made for the
bonoer.
I thought,
I'd say,
I was not
dought for
that, you know,
I was,
I was,
I was,
I was,
I was,
I was,
I'd say,
I,
I'd say,
I, you,
I,
that I'm enfonce a bit
in these emotions
and I read
that in my
carrier the other
by doing this
mace,
I'm doing it
I'm not made
for the bonner
and I was like,
it's really that
I thought that
when I was young
and then finally
I look
me and my
oldy
that we're so fun
and that
we have the
bonner
and have you
have you
have you
have you
have you
have to make fun
to your
is, is that
is you're
in the secondaire?
Yeah
I've had
13, 14
14 years.
And,
well,
these
pensions,
they're
on,
they're
coming,
they're
coming,
you know,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's
long time.
Even
a few years,
you know,
in the
period
more difficult.
And,
you know,
at the
secondaire,
it was
present,
It was more sombre, but
these ideas
that me
would have
also, you know.
But, you know,
at the second
that's it, I, you know, I'm
thinking, and...
For me to find
to your
sufferance.
Yeah.
And how
you sort of
that when it
comes, when it
came, when it
had arrived,
when it's arrived,
more recently?
Um,
well,
in,
in at alluring
of my friends.
You're talking to
that,
But often when it's
When I'm not
super well, I'm
I'm still the reflex
to me isolate
but by
fear of
derangeer
Because when
we're fine, it's
easy, when it's
not, when it's
not, but
but,
you know,
but
I'm never
cached to
my
time,
the period
where it's
not
the period where it's
Sometimes it was
not me
that was
not me that
was
going to
go to
ask a
requirement to
be able to
I'm sure
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
my
my psychologist
and it
really had
really,
you know
I've
started
because I
consulted in
batch in
my life
there's a
period
difficult
there at the
year 2022
I had
super
good
and I had
I had, like,
pretty three
months off
of job,
of research,
I'd say I
had like
in a way
to profit
to the
day,
to give
a little
to me
have to be
two months
where I
were,
I'm really,
and I,
and I'm
crashed
the end
July 2,
2022,
and it's,
at a moment
of a
time, my
aunt,
and I'm
too,
I'm very
proge
to my
aunt
also,
and,
we,
we're,
we're
I'm alice
to go
in these
zones
in my family
with my
aunt,
with my
mother,
with my
mother,
with my
seurs.
And,
like,
I'm not
capable of
to fake my
emotions,
so I'm
not the
I'm not the
I'm not
you're not
to see,
but I'm
on the voice,
we're trying.
Exactly.
And my
aunt
my aunt
she had
and I'm
and then
it's like,
and I'm
like,
I'm
I'm going
to be far
to be far
a train
but it's
it's like
it's like
it's like
it's like
sort of
Sele.
We'd say
it's like
if
I,
I,
I had
even not
controlled my
thought my
thing.
And then,
after
to this
moment,
if I had
some of the
misery,
I had
made some
for having a
psychologist
to,
you know,
I'm going
to
to CLEC
to
at access,
and I
had like
not of
service,
and I
had like
to be
at
but at
all,
you know,
I'm,
well,
I'm,
I was not all
just all, but I
felt
all alone
and I'm
and then
finally I
found my
psychologist
and that I'm
going on
today,
and there's
a chance
I'm at
that you
recognize these
periods,
yeah.
And it was
also that,
you know, when
I said,
when I said
when I said
that the
people,
the,
the hit and
run,
that I'm saying,
that they're
coming and
they're parted
by moment,
well,
you know,
I've had
had been
as,
like some
if it's
these phases
depressive
that
they'd
and we're
we're trying
that I
would have
never
arrived.
It was
it's a
so that
at this
moment
that it
was like
I was
discouraged
that it
even
again,
I'm like
we're
that every
that's
it can't
it's
all the time
it's
all the time
that it
there's
there's
there's
a restack
that you
come
the other
advance
in life
and
I'm
I've
did
all the time
there's
after that
you know,
you're
to have
to be able to
have to
you're
deprimed
you're not
able to
to work
to make
advanced
to make
a lot of
so that
that's
that I
wanted
to work
to
to understand
these
phases
that
to know
to know
how
the
the
way
to see
what,
the
elements
of the
thing
what is
what is
what is
what is
what is
a sign
that
that, but it's
point out of the nose
and how,
well,
how a little
change my
mindset,
you know,
at the part of
that,
how deal with
these ideas,
well,
well,
I'd,
I'd,
I'd rather
sometimes
also in
these buckle
where I'm
devalorized.
You're
to what
you've
been to
what you've
been
more young.
Yeah.
And,
then,
then,
then,
when we're
we're trying
that
yeah
I'm
my period
of doubt
we're
we're
we're
we're
but
but
but
it's
a little
that I'm
I'm not
sent
in a
period
completely
ensemble
that's
well
you
work
yeah
it's a
job at
in
plenty
yeah
but
yeah
but in
in the
time
you
sometimes
you're
we're
we're
we're
coming
of
anything
because
I
can't
to
you
make
really
the affair on what you have
in common and not the differences.
Yeah.
And it's that
he has made a difference
in your
time, he's not
like me, I'm not like
me, I'm not like
him, but what's
we're in common?
Yeah, and me
to me,
to me,
and I'm saying
one of their
also,
without that we're
on the fact
that I'm queer
that, you know,
yeah.
So,
that's the first
that you've
felt like you
like this
family,
that you've
been plenement
to,
and that you
with the group?
Well,
yes, because
I was,
you're an,
yes.
You're going to
have been
quite as well,
because,
you know,
before I had
kind of
the
people who
were in the
but it's
that there,
around two,
around us,
who had
that we
didn't necessarily
to get,
you know,
the people
who were doing,
the time
around,
you know,
you had been
there's been
having put
an intimidator.
Exactly.
Just the
just of the
people who
can't
just the
people who
And, you know, also,
I'm
into a period
of my
life where,
you know,
I,
you know,
I,
you know,
I was able
to be able to
certain
affairs,
so,
so,
so,
I,
me,
I'd be the
permission to
be my
same,
but I,
but I,
so,
so,
so,
so,
so,
it's so,
it's so,
it's still,
it's still,
well,
it's,
it's,
it's,
the first
when I've
felt,
that I'm
different,
in the
In fact, it's a...
It's not much.
You're not quite what you said.
It was not different.
It was like all the world.
We're like,
we're like, all right, but unique in the same time.
Because everyone, it's
that, there are these degrees,
because there are these things
are more apparent
that attire the intimidation,
but I think that
at the interior of us,
we're at
several moments of our life
completely different.
And we're,
and we seem,
they're all, you know,
it would be, you know,
it would be, you know,
it would be simple.
if I'd
if I'd
ask to me
question
if it's
that,
but we're
in some
it's different
We're in
we're all
we're all
things that
they're
not necessarily
in the mule
but
yeah,
there's a
there's a
more flagrant
that we're
more flagrant
that we're
but derangeant
by
a
mentality
by
and it's
the norm
of all
the prejudice
it's a
mean, it's a
lack of
knowledge,
but, you know,
so often
the lack of
an lack of
awareness,
it's a matter
that's a
time, you
repeat, it's
for that what
what's what
what's going to
talk about the
other, it's
a grand
influence.
Absolutely.
Well,
also what's
what the
young
see on the
social,
you know,
it's still
it's kind of
impurant
with the movement
masculinist.
I've started
to make
the conference
in the
school in
past.
My
conference
called
Sassam
for
brilliant, because
that's my message
at the final, you know,
we're all different,
we have all this
little thing that
that we're
unique, and it's
when we assume,
and that's assume
all what we're,
that we can
rayonet.
Absolutely.
And, you know,
to have to have
their place,
you know,
but, you know,
I've seen
in the
schools,
that,
the movement
masculinist,
and it's,
it's,
it's instore
a firmature
of the spirit,
and it's not
necessarily
because their
parents are,
They're
firmed.
You know, there's
parents who
have been
written,
I'm so
I'm very
I'm open,
I'm open,
and I'm
not,
my parents
are made up
homophom,
misogine.
So, you know,
so you're
not, you
don't know,
the principles
if we're
of their
parents,
their values.
Because
what's,
what's
there's an
impact on
on them,
it's what
they see,
they've seen,
and you
have encountered
these young
masculinists?
Well,
not
not said
they've
not said
they've been
not said
in the
in the comments
in the comments
in the comments
face a
face a
yeah
face a
face at the
difference
and you
see a
a
mounte also
well
um
well
of the religion
you know
is that
is that
you've been
not
okay
well
it's
it's
it's
it's
it's
that explain
that I'm
that's
We've seen in the
Montet of the
monty of the
monty of
the importance
or of the
importance of a
of a coup
of the
because it
they're
giving the
force
it, it's
it's a
valid, it
but it's
it's, it's,
it's, it's,
it's, you know,
it's not,
it's saying,
I'm saying,
I'm saying,
I do that,
but,
it's,
they're taking
what they want,
they're
exactly,
it's not necessarily
of the
people,
I think,
they're all
the fact
of,
of all the
who is the religion,
and they're not necessarily
practicant,
they're not in
they're saying,
they're saying,
they're sort of
their context
and they're
and they're
they're saying,
and they're
in saying that
they're going to
a day,
to the
values traditional
and that
the man is
the poorvoyor
and the
woman,
and the
of the
thing,
to put the
people,
you know,
it's this
discourse
that,
finally,
the discourse
masculineist.
And,
and, you know,
there's a
directorist
of a
school where
I've made
a conference
who had
really surprised
of the
comments that
she had
heard of
she had to
she had a
pen,
she was like,
let's have
15 years
I've seen,
I've ever
heard of
many,
and it's just,
they've been
religious,
those there,
when is they
were born
of the spirit,
you know,
I know their
parents,
so,
there's something,
you know,
there's something,
you know,
that's always
to see
in our
young
to see that.
Yeah.
It's important
what you
do,
So it means
that there are
there are
their parents who
recognize
not their
values
at their
children.
So you
have to intervene
in
in the case
we're in
talking about
with them
we can't
let's say
that's
the question
that I
choose
what you
have not
received
to your
parents
that you
don't
have been
that
hey
my
my
my
my
my
my
my
my
parents
Well,
You know,
It's sure that
My mom
My mom
Travelled
So, you
It's like
It's like
If you'd
Like, it was like,
Because she
Parted, and
So, so, I
think that
It's really
It has challenged
my syndrome
of abandonon,
I was due
at the part.
But, you know,
in the same time,
when she was there,
she was there,
and with
her love and
her unveillance,
but when,
you know,
there was a presence.
In the case,
you could,
you could be up
the morning and
she'd be
to get up,
she'd be able to
be there,
and I'd be
the morning, it's
part, you know,
so.
So,
but,
you, in the
time,
we had,
a fillet
of the sort of
we had a nunu,
we had
our grandma
who had
very present
also,
but it's
sure that, you know, there's a certain
security
in my
link with my mother, that
maybe, that
young, I've been
that's been
my
my blessures.
And,
my, my,
my, my,
insecurities, you know, and
in with the attachment.
Yeah.
The attachment
securizing
was maybe,
it had been more complex.
Exactly.
But, you know,
she's, she's
and she's
she's been
good for
she's been good, she's,
she's, she
we're doing,
we know, we're
all our
things, she,
but it's
their life, you know,
it's,
it's the
same time,
it's,
and in
some time,
you know,
sometimes, you know,
even at the
adolescence,
and I'm,
in the same time,
there,
there's,
there, there,
there's always
there,
there,
in the same,
time, you know,
I'm like,
when you're there,
you're like,
you're there,
you're not,
it's a priority,
you,
She had us
us
and she's
not
a lot of
she's not
much made in
my wife.
And I'm
much of my
mother and
I'm a
good relation
with her
and it's
still the
she's not
she, she
she'll
she'll be
and she
she's going
she's not
she's also
and she
she,
she she,
she,
she,
she, she,
she,
she, she,
she's like the first
at the
line of
front on
the
on my
emotions,
she,
she,
she,
she,
what she
she,
she's
she may
,
Well, it's a good question.
Well, she was a very fier, I think.
Yeah, well, she was good in therapy.
She thought that I'd try to be able to, but, you know, it's weird.
We'd say, I don't know what she has been to think, really.
Because, you know, by the relation, what you've been
there, there's been, in a form of reject, at some sort of reject, in some.
In fact, we, of our salon, we've been perhaps resented like that.
The reject also
he is come
of my
relation with
my
father
because my
father,
we're sure,
we're
very different
and they're
young,
we'd
that we had
not a
lot of
that I
would deceive
and how
we've seen
that decever
his father?
Hey,
but
difficult
when I'm
quite.
Is he
he'd
do it or
it was your
perception?
Well,
it's my
perception,
but at
At the meantime, I mean, he wanted
that I'd have a chasse at a page,
that I embarked in these activities,
and, well,
I mean, it was not, you know,
and at the pace, I had all the time
on the mousseau, I was all the time
in the front, you know, I mean, I just
had just to go ahead of the lake,
not down the chaloupe,
and then, you know, the can Ipeach,
I'd, you know, there's something
of more plait than, after that,
and then, after that, I was all the time
to malle, you'd, I'm not d'oe,
and put in a group poissons, gluant,
in my
hands,
it's not
after that
the chaste
you know,
a chaste,
you know,
a lot of
a chast
a per
and the first
time I'm
the first time
I'm trying to
it's not for
me,
you know,
it's not for
I'm,
and even
when my
grandpare
had
died,
he had
a few
years,
there,
in 2018,
he had
said,
well,
I'd
get a
fuzie,
because my
my father,
it had been to
his,
son,
son,
it's like I
like I've got to
a fuzzi
to your
grandpair
if you
never you
decide
to get to
the chaste
so I'm
I'm
thinking he
wanted that
I'm
that I'm
that's
because it's
a great
interest for
him
yeah
and that
his relationship
with his
past
by that
also
and it's
and it's
and it's
what
now
your
relationship
but
now
now
we're
we
we're
we're
we're
we
today
I'm
and I'm
I'm
happy,
and we're
and we're
jas,
we're flaccotte.
But, you know,
it's that
we're doing
that we're
quite quite
in our
difference,
we've got to
understand also
that these
interests,
they're probably
not the
people,
that he's
he's got
and already
he'll accept,
but, you
for my
father,
in the fact
also
that I'm,
it's my
co-est,
that I'm
about in
the guy
and the
people,
that's
that for
for him, you know, it's still challenging.
And, well, my coming out also, in fact,
when I was in school of 5,
and that, you know,
my father, it's been the last person
to know, because I had
scared of his reaction.
The reaction that had, it was a lot
to that, that I'd attended.
But, you know,
all my,
I'd prepare, you know,
my genus, I'm prepared at this
reaction, that.
At what you've seen,
that you were gay
and that one day
that you'd have to be
because
there's
often
a period
that's
long,
you know,
before,
is it
has been
long,
this moment
that?
It's
long.
But,
in fact,
you,
it's like
if the
first
the first
of this
I,
I've
had
young
when I'm
probably
about 9,
10
years,
you know,
that,
you know,
I'm
saying
that,
I,
I,
I,
I,
I,
I,
I,
in a little sort,
but I
would not
I would not
me'll assume
to me,
you know,
and I had
said to my
cousin, I think
I had 11
years,
I had said,
my
most great
fear,
it's to be
homosexual.
Because it
it was like
if I was,
it was like
if I had
done reason
to the
intimidator.
Mm.
I had
not of that.
Um,
it was like
it was also,
you know,
I'm made
made fat
intimidated
there with
with the
more,
because I've
been
young,
and that,
you know,
fiff,
tappet
all,
and there's
the impression
that's
that's not
to be able
to be
to be able to
for what
you're,
so I,
so I'm,
so I'm,
so I'm
and also,
it's so,
and I,
and I,
I,
I thought,
that's
for my
part,
it'd be
difficult
to be
difficult to
bring,
as a
young
age,
you know,
I'm
I remember, I think
it was a metamorphose
at Canalvi.
I mean,
my own
my own
my own
my own
and I'm
there was Jean
Iroldi
who did, you
did the
stylism
in the
show, my
father had
said,
in the
whole guy
at TV,
huh?
You know,
in my
farm
interior,
I,
I know,
I'm still
than I
Roldi,
you know,
because he
is not,
because he's not,
because he's
that says
that says
that says,
commenter, you return
in the interior
of you.
So, you know,
so it's
it's not
made with my
father.
It's not
easy.
And after
that,
it's really
in Secondar
5,
let's say,
I've had
the confirmation
that, you
I've really
had my
first interests
for these
for other
guy, in
fact,
and that I
had an
interest
amourous,
and that I
didn't
before that,
you, when
you,
is that I'm gay?
All the guys
who were
that were the people
who were intimidated
I had
I had no
an idea of
to be close
of the guy
so I'm
like I'm
not gay
the people
who I'm
the people
but they're
but after that
in five
I've had
I've had
I've had
my first
job
and it's a
friend
in fact it's a
minute that
she had
passed a bit
by a period
more difficult
like I had
and that I'm
confied
at her
there's
and that's
the intimidation
to see,
the intimidation
on the
secondar
and we're
so we've
we've got to
exchange
there's
and then
we're doing
we're doing
with our
family
and then
the fill
in egue
we've
we've developed
a relation
and we
have made
our meeting
together
yeah
in the same
yeah
in the
in fact
no but
we're
we're doing
so
everyone
I think
I'm sorry
you say
the
no
no
we've done
We have made a conference
of press,
we're presented,
we're
assembled all the
Lake St.
Jean.
So you had
said,
you have,
it's done
the force
in the
in front of
being in a
same,
to say,
it's like,
it's like,
we know the
confirmation
that we're,
we're,
we're attried
by the
guys,
finally,
you know,
and there
had a
relationship
also
between us
so,
so it was
like,
we had
some,
we had been
to do it,
so,
you know,
so,
we,
so,
we,
so,
With your
mother,
it's
passed
with my
my
my mother
my
my name
my
charm
but my
my
my mother
she
my
my mother
she had
she
and it
and it's
that's
so I
think I
wrote
for the
to her
for her
for me
and of
what she
did what
she did
what she
she
she had
she
she had
she
she
and at the
time
she's my
mom
she's my
she
she has
made
a
can
And my
beau-pair
's called
Martin
and she
she said
we're
we're doing
we're doing
and then
and
you know
for my
grandmair
also
it's easy
it's
easy to
Toma
had been
at
on brunch of
park
in fact
Toma
he had
on
on the
family
to my
mother
and I
went
to go
to
family
to my
pair
that he
didn't
have
a job
that I had
a chum.
With your
With my
With my
It was more difficult
I'm not
I'm able to
It's my
Sear
That's my
So it's actually
Because at a moment
Don't know
We're going
Subpo in family
And then
With my
My grandmair
My grandparent
My aunt
And my son
And then
And then
My son
My son
I'm abuted
At Albanel
A little
Village at
St. John
So my
My dad
He said
Tomorrow what's
You're
Let's go
But I can't, tomorrow, I'm going to have albanel.
And you're going to do, and I'm going to have a friend?
Ah, well, d'apre me, you're a little blonde of albanel.
And then, I'm like, no, I'm not, I'm not in albanel.
And then my grandmaire, she, and my grandma, paternal,
and she said, well, by me, saying, don't your little blonde,
it's, I'm not, no, but I'm not, but there's a little blonde.
And then, you know, he comes to, uh, uh, he'll go to these little blake of
little bit, but I'm, you know, I'd go to my chum, you?
So, like, my
Sarah, in
all she's, in
all she's,
in a case,
and she was
embarked in
the chair,
and she said,
I mean,
you know,
you know,
I'm going to
I'm not,
I'm
said,
yeah,
because I'm
going to be
my son,
my son,
my son
had said,
well,
you know,
he had
had been the
reaction
that maybe,
that,
that,
that,
and she,
and she,
she,
but he will
be able
to talk
to say,
so,
so,
I'm,
so,
So, I was like, I was like the same time, my dad
to call me, my father, my pales, because, you know,
my father, I'd go ahead, in a while, he'd
in a while, we'd have been in the same
village, but, you know, it's, it was, you know,
I'd had put in a few, like, you know,
because I'd have gotten to adolescent, so, it was,
like, you, we'd, you know, we'd, see,
at times at all, like that, um, and, and,
then, yeah, man, it's just,
for, I'd, like, attended his own
call.
Finally, we're
to have
called me
to give a
little course
of conduct.
So we're
going to
have to be
in charge.
And then he
said,
well,
you can't
get to
get to come to
your
and you're
like,
oh,
no,
return to
to show
we're going to
get to
it's like that
it's like,
it's like,
it's like,
we're going to
we're in the
salon and
me said,
well,
we've never
really had
the occasion
to jose
to jose
to my,
he had
I've started
in
saying,
well, you
know, I
knew that
you know,
and you know
I'm not
with the
choice that,
that's a
choice that
that's a
that's not
to nuir in
your life,
you know,
you know,
you know,
it's a
lot of the
other, you know,
it's quite,
it's quite
that,
that I,
that's,
it's what,
finally,
to be,
to be,
to be,
to be,
and it's
that's not
a choice,
and,
and,
and,
that's
the judgment,
but I've
lived
I've been
from the
whole way,
and then
today,
you know,
at this
moment that,
I have an
impression
to be able
to be able
to respond
to people
to their
commenter.
So,
so,
so,
so,
it's so,
it's a,
brief,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's a discussion
difficult,
and when I
went to,
to,
my mother,
and there
had my
grandmair
maternale
that had,
you know,
I'm,
I'm,
it's,
I'm,
it's just
to pass, and she said, but
my, po, pretty,
want you
that I'm
talking to
want to get
to get it
to get you
to get to
it's so
there's like
there's like
in the family,
it's very
accepted,
it's, you
we were
at that,
and the
side of my
part,
but it's
really
more taboo
so I'm
like I've
been like,
I've been
in the years
after that,
but in the
years after
my father
made,
I made
on certain
agisement
that I had
certain
publications
Facebook,
It's the regard
of the other
that's
probably
You know,
that I,
you know,
he said
I'm saying
I'm in
marge of the
society.
I've
I've been
made in
couple on
Facebook with
my child
the
employers
will be
that,
they're not
to engage
and then
after that
after that
my
look more
more look
more than
origin
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's
it's
appeased
with the
time,
but
there were
there were
some
there were
some
of his
part
and
And then, you know, he
he saw that I'm
able to be able to
be able to be with me
and to reach,
and that the people
accept,
and I think he's
I feel like that?
You know,
that's,
you do you do
good?
Yes,
really.
It's very reparator.
You,
after,
after, if we
had,
I had made,
I had made
a pause,
you know,
like,
like,
in conclusion
of this
adventure that
for
to thank
all the
people who
had
supported, all
the people who
had made
part of this
adventure that
that made
to grow
and that's
that's,
I don't
not,
of the
love that
after my
passage
to see
my
and I'm
recognizing
of all
that,
and my
father
has just
commented,
you know,
congratulations
to you,
my
fabulous
face.
That I
braille
my
life.
Because
I had
the impression,
it's like
the confirmation
that we
had to
a point
who
who
he had used
he said
fabulous
a word
that's
a word that
he's sullis
often
that's like
the confirmation
that he
he had
he commented
publicly
also,
he said he
he had
he could
listen to
he had
he said
he made
to me all
every
every
and even
you know
I've
kind of
about
the relationship
with
my
part
and
sometimes
I had
a bit
a bit
a bit
because
just like
the
regard
of the
other
on
because
we
in a little
milieu.
So my,
my parents,
they're going
to be
at the
, you know,
because I
think I'm
going to
see,
I'm going to
be able to
he's not
the
judgment
of the
other
on the
fact that,
well,
maybe,
I'm,
I'm
maybe I'm
a certain
moments in
our relationship,
so I
had to,
I'm afraid
to come
that it
had been
to be
to the
part,
and finally,
because
we never
re-re-
talking about,
we're
never
re-revenue
there
The fact that she'll have
to me on
to hear it
to talk,
it's at
TV.
Yeah,
and there's
there can
be able to
talk
without
interruption.
Yeah.
It's rare,
I mean,
it's quite
a privilege
to be able
to be able to
talk about
with,
you know,
also intensely
and to have,
and to have,
and to have,
among,
that's,
something we're
not able to
see,
to see,
in the
way,
in this
show,
with someone
of someone
of someone
of also
bien-veillance
and I
imagine
that it's
a privilege. I'm okay, I'm
my son. I'm not in trying to
judge. I'm not in front of
recule and I'm observing
in his essence.
Yeah. And, you know, also
it's special
because, you know,
all the family of my
parents, my cousins, my
cousins, my cousins,
my cousins, that I adore,
who, you know, we have
really a great family,
but, you know,
but, you know,
I've felt, you,
I didn't, you know,
I'd say, I'd say, I'd
not too met
in this family that,
and I'd say,
it'd all the time,
like an adaptation for
me to
be able to
be able to
be able to
get able to
take my place
and my
in the case
say it's on
your time
you're talking
and they're
they're going to
they're on
they're doing
access to
a version of
myself that
maybe in my
family
on my family
on the
part
there are
there's
there in
there's
for trying
to try to
if we're
if we're
if it's
it's changed
it's
changed
a lot
Well, I understand.
It's not just
that we've
learned,
you know,
your family,
a party of
your family
has applied to
to know,
and it's accepted
because what you
did the message
of your
person, it
really said,
it's so,
it has changed
the perception.
Yeah.
But there
had already
a good
bit of
time before that.
Yeah,
because he
had been
there's not
rejected that
to do you.
Exactly.
There's like
in the
last year,
our relationship,
our relationship,
our relationship,
we're,
we're,
you know,
Miser on our force
and so we're
to resemble
at the final
Yeah,
on your
resemblance
and not on
your differences.
Exactly.
But if we
seem to
like consolidate
something
and it's
that my
father also
on the
it's more
it's more
to be more
better than
he's more
attentioned.
The moment
where I
had not super
good in
2022,
you had
made a
moment
of a moment
of a
and then he
he said
how it
was like
it's like
correct
and we
jazes
with few
of more
And at a moment
He'd say
Well, it's just
Correct
It's just correct
It's like
It's just correct
We're just correct
We're just correct
We're just correct,
It's like
It's like
It's like the
First time
I thought
To,
and it
It's interested
to my emotions
And I'm
I'm part
to cry
You know,
It's like
It's like,
It's all right
When I'm
When I'm
When I'm
When I'm
That's sure
I'm not
Abitue
like consoled.
But, you know, it's
cute.
But he's
it's cute.
We'd say that
we're like that
we're like that
there's kind of
something that
something that's
something that's
in our relationship
and in my
transparency with you.
He had accepted
your vulnerability
also.
He made
to go to
be able.
Yes, he
has been
he's been
he's probably
not the
part of the
but I'm
he's been
he's signified
his presence.
And after
there had a
day that
I'd parted
in tournage
and on a
on a mission
like a
researchist
and you know
I was in
a period
where I'm
in a period
and I'm
in my
time in my
time in
these periods
and then
you have
to be on
a plate
to get
to get
people
and I
know
I have just
the good
to be in
a little
old
to be
so it
so that
before
this
before this
day
he had
an
an
message
text
me said
good
good news
not
that the
force, it's with
you.
And I had
so
I'd try to
and that's
thinking, you know,
that I had
said,
that I'd
didn't, you know,
that I'd
be stressed,
and that's
me strescent, and
it's not,
so, yeah,
we have a
great relation
today.
Nive-Roo.
Yes.
You,
the bra,
you'd be on
three, and
there,
I'd choose,
not,
I'd say,
no,
question,
and then I'd
choose,
one.
Thank you.
Thank you.
What's,
what is your
Rappar
with the
solitude?
Is
that you
have already
at your
limit
physical or
psychological?
What do you
were the
most difficult
to do?
I'm going
to go to
my
relationship
because I
have a
real
of a
relationship
with the
life. It's like
something that
I'm
sometimes
I'm still
even if
I'm super
well
entoured
as I
said
I'm
When I was young, I was, you know, I was, you know, I was
still a, you know, I was just, I was the last year of all my cousins, cousins,
and I was also in my family.
So, I, so I, I'd, I'd, I'd enjoy a lot of all, you know,
you know, I, I'd have my playmobile, I had my sonne by my playmobile, I'd
I was just
alone.
After that,
the
adolescence,
but when I
went to
I was,
you know,
I was,
you know,
I had
not so
that I,
you know,
I saw,
I,
you know,
I was in
the
night,
I was
going to
make a
long,
and I,
with my
chien,
Desi
at the
time,
it was,
it was like
something
that was
really
to,
often to
think,
And I think that my capacity to analyze my emotions
comes to these grand moments of solitude there.
But in the same time,
I said that I was kind of a mancholic,
and sometimes, perhaps that I'd rest a little there in my tourmen
and that I'm infirmate a little bit there.
So I think that it was like a cuto at double-tranching.
At the same time, it would make me make it to make sure.
But in the same, it would make sense all.
You'd say it.
You did not the plain?
It's like if you
It's like if you
It's just
The Vid
And then
And then
And again
In the last
And I'm
I'm coming
I'm in
I'm in
Collocation
for some years
During my
My Sour
And after that
In 2018
When I was
When I'm
My life professional
I'managed
All right
So it
So it's
So it's
So it's
So it's
So it's
So I've
And I've
And I've
And it's a
choice that I
made
that's a
moment
that
because
I had
had to
have the
control
of my
space
I'm
to have
to have
to have
to be
to have
to work
to have
to be
so I
wanted
to get
my
space
but
in the
time
there
there
there
there
I'm
there
I'm
in
a
event
social
I'm
I'm
the life of the party
and I get
fun and I'm
to travel the
world and I'm
and my
guys are not
to be texting
you're who
because I'm
on the
bar and the other
and they're
but they're
so I'm
I'm
I'm the
I'm the
feeling that
but in
my
everyday
I'm still
you're still
you're saying
to be
being isolated
in the
solitude
yeah
that's
two levels
that's
that's
that's
I'm going to say that you
can, because you're
someone of solitaire,
that's what I'm saying,
now, to be
to feel alone, we're in
the solitude, and when
you feel like that, you're a tendency,
in more, to tisolet.
Yeah.
It's a bit of
cuss.
It's just so.
Yeah, but it's like
if
it's like
it's like it
sometimes in these periods of
doubt, you know, in
some of the period
where I'm, you know,
I'm active
in...
Is that you
in... Is it
something
that you
research these periods
of doubt
that?
Well,
certainly,
at some of
some of the
that I
research that
a little,
but,
um,
but, you
it's that,
there's like
a party
of me
that is good
in the
part of
it's a
time that
it's been
too,
and there
that I'm
alone
to the world
and
sometimes in
my crisis
of color
there's
often I'm
there's
never someone
to me
help
but in the
phone
it's at me
to ask
to ask
to come to
your
primary
because at
you're
you've been
to find
in fact
we've
offered
to the
time you
don't
when you're
on
at you're
at
at the
primary
at
even
you can be
solitaire
without
aming
the
solitude
The solitude is like
also
almost an
almost
almost an
almost
the people
are saying
I'm not
because
solitaire
is like a
choice
the solitude
is not necessarily
a choice
but
but you
you've known
to be
alone
so,
so the
children
are
so often
I don't
generalize
but when
they're
they don't
they're
there's
ever
You know,
sometimes
when your
parents,
I know,
I'm
there's a
one that's
a lot of
I'm a
great-gare
that's,
you know,
that's,
you know,
but you're
there's
some, but
you're not
necessarily
by choice
that you
were the
when you
didn't
think you
think you
retombe
in a
in something
in something
in something
in something
in
some
yeah.
You know,
sometimes in
some of
the period
where I
am a
bit more
deprimed
and that
I
see,
that I have
plenty of
friends
but
I'm like
not the
reflex
to their
to their
because
you know
sometimes
I'm in
some
it's not
it's not
it's not
important
they don't
they don't
want
to see
at this moment
it's
a
subote
and that
puissant
yeah
but
but
but
but
I'm
but
I'm
so I'm
so I'm
so I'm
I'm
yeah
but
that's
the
Solitaire, it's not the solitude, you
comprehend, it's not the same thing.
But it's that, so, I
have a rapport difficult with the solitude.
Because we're like, it's me that
he's created,
often, at certain
moment, and at the same time,
it's like if I'm fashed
of the life, you know?
Is it would be that
someone's impose
in this time, that?
Yeah.
Like,
I'd like, I'd like,
I'd like that
that's all.
It's sure that
But is it
Is it's not that
A bit
Or is it a couple
Assure when the other
It's not
It's not
To be present
In the silence
But just a presence
I'm just a presence
I'm talking to
If you've had
If it's not necessarily
It's not necessarily
It's a couple
But is that
That you're
Rechercherchercheria
Atrave this
Aventure
That's to find
The clue
Of that?
Maybe
to be, because, you know, it's like
if,
you know,
my,
the life in
partnership,
it's that
I'm like
not that,
you know,
I'm playing
there,
but you're
on the
solitary that
exactly,
but I'm
like,
I'm like,
I'm not,
you know,
I'm not,
I'm not,
it's on
a base
everyday,
so,
so,
I,
I'm not,
the,
this security,
that,
when you're
in couple,
you've been
in couple,
Yes, I had 18.
You have not been
before?
No.
We've got to have
18 years.
Okay.
So, I'm wondering
at this time,
at this moment
that,
is that you have
more
this sentiment
of solitude?
Well,
you know,
my
enjeue
was totally
different
there's,
I was,
I can't
not respond
to your
question,
because I'm
like,
I've ever
with my
plain
person.
I'm,
I'm sorry,
but is
that you
search
in a couple?
Perhaps, yes.
At PC.
I'm, I'm
I'm trying
to have
to have
some of the
project
at two.
To,
I'm,
I'm
I'm
to be able to
someone
and there's
someone
and someone
who's
who's
um,
um,
you know,
sometimes I'm
just so,
and there's like
there's nothing
that I'm
with my
friends
and we're
with my
when we're in
a chalet,
in the
solitude, I
I've
become a
bit
crased,
you know,
I'm
nouried
a lot of
the energy
of the
other.
In the
period of
solitude,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
so,
so,
so,
so,
so,
I think,
I'm a
bit,
it's a
fact,
that it
takes,
it's,
for not,
for not
to come
in,
in the
circle,
that,
you're
the sport
to find
the
love?
Yes,
I'm
I don't know
I don't know
where
because
Were you
Dessu
if we're
Semeh
Celebrity?
Well,
it's sure
that you
know,
you know,
Nikola
was not
the guy for
me,
my
partner of
the mission.
But it's
sure that
I'm
saying,
I've
passed the
applications
of
a meeting,
I'm
out of
the bars,
I
don't know
every
day of
my life
in,
you know,
we're
we're
in a
where we
we're
where we're
a
lot,
I mean,
I mean,
I'm
in a
encounter,
you know,
I'm
there's
and I'm
there
and I'm
date not,
you know,
not that's
not that's
not that's
it's,
but it's
rather
that I
develop a
line that
it's over
the
cruise or
the dating,
you know,
so I'm
saying,
well,
it's maybe
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
it's,
that it's
that's
that's
that it's
I've
got to
that
and then
it's not
it's not
it's sure
that's a
deception
and then I
say that
I'm saying
well you
think you
think you really
to find out
you're like
why not
why not
we're
we're
we're accompanied
in a
approach
yeah
of dating
um
um
a good
a good
fashion
I'm
but
even if there
there's not
a couple
of
if we're
have endured after the
tournage,
well, I
said,
well,
it's possible
for me.
It's sure
that when you,
in the case,
I was embarked
in this process
that,
you had,
you had an
objective,
yeah,
yeah,
to work,
yeah,
to work on,
but to
do you,
is that
has to
help
for the future?
Is it
to be
for the future?
Really.
Yes,
it made
plenty of
key,
and, you
I think
that it
can even
there
in
I mean, now we'd say that I'd say that I'd be a good partner.
Before, if we'd say we'd, I'd think that I'd be alone because I'd be endurable.
Oh, okay, but it's a change, it's all, to think, that you can't, but you, well,
there had kind of that, that you'd be able to, that you'd be able.
Well, you know, I'd say my point coleric, and, and, well, I don't know, I'd say,
we'd say, we'd like, you'd have like this...
You'd judge'd much.
Yeah, I'm
judged
a
I'm doing
I'm saying,
well,
it's a
I'm sorry,
you know,
I'm not
a chance,
you know,
I'm not
an impression
you had
to have enough
to be able to
that also.
Yeah,
and now,
now,
now,
now,
my God,
I'm
mean,
I'm saying,
I'm not
that's the
man,
I'm not,
you know,
there's
there's a
there's a
there's a
certain,
so,
so,
so,
so,
so,
so,
so,
My life is the fun
I'm the fun
I'm sensitive
I'm at least
I'm
I'm sure
I'm full
I'm full
of affection
I'm sure
I'm sure
I'm sure
I'm sure
I'm sure
because I'm
I'm in the
others
they're not
affectuous
they're not
in the relations
affectuuse
sometimes I'm
I'm like
I'm sorry
to doorme
coley
and they're like
Arke
dorming collie
you're like
you're like
you're not
you're like
no
my night
I'm sure
I'm like
But I'm, I search the person
with who we will
be able to
perfectly in a
quire,
you know,
I'm not that,
I'm not quite,
I'm a lot of,
you know,
so I'm not quite
so it's too.
It's said.
So,
we'll launch that
in the universe.
We'll land
that in the universe.
So,
for those
that were not
on the
platform, we
just to
just for
to understand.
So,
you have you
to be subon
to the Patreon
for the
for the
way,
you know,
in the
when I
when I was
the question that,
I,
the question
that you have, I don't know where
it's where it's going
but I'm
but I think
if there are
some of the
people who are
to open your
and they're
going to be
to be proud
to say,
to have to
have to
just sometimes
to just sometimes
to put the
hand on
the
and we're
there.
Even if
sometimes we
don't know
what to say
but to say
we're there
we're there
we're
more sole.
Nive Ores
you
in page,
four.
Perfect.
Sometimes I
I say five
it's a
day,
today,
I don't know
I'm going to
get back.
I'm going to
give a
role in the
question.
Thank you.
So, you
have chosen
one,
we're not
a single
question.
What
do you
have you
of your
first
time?
Oh.
Is
that you
are at
last with
the nudity?
Is
that the
sexuality
is a
taboo
in your
family?
Preferer you
seduire
or
to seduire?
Hmm.
Ah.
We're like my first
first time,
I'm not
but it's
good.
You know,
in the sense
that I
don't know
I'm not a
sign.
Um,
um,
um,
the sexuality,
it's a terrible
it's maddie.
But I go y'allie
to try to
seduire
and to you
to make seduire.
Because,
I'm seduire,
I'm,
I'm poor.
It's like
in the
my relations
are many relations
have been
by the amity.
Also,
perhaps
that I'm
quite that I make
poor confidence
at
the level
amoreau
I've
suyed
a lot of
chek
amoreau
of dating
so it's
like it's
like
it's like
if
I had an impression
that we'd
not be able to
not so
but I'm
in amity
I'm really
so it's
like when you're
a guy
that's like
rapidly
I'm in a
zone
a friend zone
a little
I'm not
I'm not
I'm not
I'm not
it's like
it's like
it's like
the
part of the
kind of
more than
I'mourous
potential
we're not
I'm doing
not that
the seducation
I'm not
pantout.
There are you
do the moment
where you say
okay,
there,
there I'm
saying,
you know,
it's really
that the
other
face the
first,
that I
know,
that's my
my
blessings of
reject also,
that I
know,
that he has
an
interest
for that I
am able
to
demonstrate,
to get
to get
to
to get
to the
end in this
zone
that.
Yeah.
Because
like that
I know,
I see
that I
know that I
see that
What's what do you have to do you
have to be rejected?
But often,
it's to make sense
a big ball
in anxiety in there.
It's
so,
huh?
Again,
today,
you know,
there a few
years,
it was even just
when we'd
in some
that my
friends were
around me,
and that I
were just alone,
that I was
in a corner,
and I'd
I don't
I don't know, I
felt
rejected,
you know,
it's like
if I had
an impression
to be the
last
the last
the time
to never
to never
be able to
play.
That,
I'm still
debarce
to that,
but it's
at that
point,
you know,
to just
feel
that the
other
ponged
to me
and not me
and not
me,
you know,
um,
um,
so I,
so I,
so I,
so,
I've been
I've been
chomined
there's
I'm saying
because there
there's kind of
certain situations
in the
last year
where I'm
not had been
my interest
for someone
at risk
to the
end of my
family
finally.
For not
because it
has made
a zone
nebuleous
between
the two
so the
other
decide to
so you're
so.
And it's
a bit
me also
who
who nom-
that I
wanted to
my distance
because, you know,
in this
sense,
I,
he had an
interest,
and he said,
that he
had a,
it's like,
it's like
if I'm
, it's like,
to be in
a position
of reject,
you know,
to me
to make
in face,
that I'm
that I'm,
like,
I'm like,
no,
I'm not,
I'm not,
I'm not,
I'm not,
so,
so,
it's,
these moments,
the choice
difficult,
because it's,
it's the
people
that I meant,
that with
who we
had some fun,
plus, and not those other.
F'all, but I've got
enough of time.
But, and then,
I'd ever have ever
to find out of time.
You, I'd say if we'd
have, can't even
give a confidence
in what I had
to offer.
It's got to
give to the
value to your
own.
Like,
you've got to
something.
Exactly.
You've got
not the reject,
that.
So,
so,
so,
is it's still,
is it's still
to, is
is that you
are rejected
before
to be rejected?
Uh,
not.
Not time.
Maybe in
certain
case, but, no,
if, you know,
I'm just, you know, I'm
still quite often
let's go,
in my emotions,
my mind.
If I'm not,
I'm open,
I'm open to
other, and
I'm, and I'm
I'm of nature.
I'm a
amourue.
I think
to do you.
I like that.
I mean so, I'm
saying, in
amitia,
I develop
these relations
very rapidly,
and my
my, and my
my time, I
say, I'm, and I
say, I'm
to say, I'm
to say, I'm
to say,
I'm the
same, so,
so I'm able
to be able to
go to
get in these
emotions that
with someone.
And,
and then,
and I'm
quite more
more
more flushed
than I
flochee.
So, it's
like if it's
like if
when I
don't in
these
sentiments
that,
I'm really
I'm a
bit, you know,
I'm a little
in a world
fleur-bleu
so,
so I'm
so, I'm
maybe
that the
guys that I
say the
I'd say
the contrary,
but
my,
it's the
impression,
no,
I'm,
I'm
I'm in
love,
so
so,
so,
but,
but,
but it's
that,
you,
I try to
I try to
learn more
to my
affirm than
just remit
the destiny of
a relation
in the
mind of the
other.
Yeah.
To make
deser by
the other
more than
maybe you
desire.
Yeah.
Because what
I'm
because what
you prefer
to be
sedu
than you
so you
want to
you want to
you
don't,
you're not
in initiative.
No.
You will
attend
the other
so it's
like
the other who you choose.
Yes, it's
right.
And not you
who will
choose.
So,
you...
I'm in
a position
of an
Well,
you know,
it's because
there are
there in these
situations
there, we
can see
also
some people,
I talk
by,
by these
friends
who are a
few
that, you
see,
and these
times,
I had
an impression
that
my
friends
accepted
that the
other
that,
that they
that they were
coming,
it's the
people who
didn't
even
not
available.
So it's
like he
saboted also
something
in,
I'm going,
we're
going to
be sure,
but it's
going to
it's not
they're not
those other
who's
not they
choicest
the
amourous
potential
in all
the pattern
he's
always
all the time
and
he was
he was
like
amourue
of the
love
but
not
of the
person
Yeah
but
I'm
maybe
I'm
like
I'm like
my
amy
Yeah, but
sometimes
it's long
before it's
in the
whole, you know,
I think that
when these
people are in
it's like,
it's like,
I'm saying,
yeah,
but I'm
saying,
I'm an impression
that you're
all the
same story with
each other
with each
I think it's
that also
we're all
all the time,
I'm a
little bit of
that,
you know,
we're like,
the other
time I'm
like,
why at every
every time
I'm
saying,
why I'm
making,
I'm saying,
I'm like,
it's
like,
it's not
it's not
my fault, but
because you're
well in, because you're
less well in the seduction.
Yeah.
So, you're,
so, you're,
so, you know,
and then,
it's,
it's,
so, it's,
so, it's,
they're not
people, you know,
the guys who are
in relation,
and I'm like,
but why
they're going to
come, but why
there's not
one who are
not one who is
free and
available,
that, that,
so,
so, there,
so I've,
we've got to
that,
why that's
that's so
that I attire.
And,
and,
So I'm in presentment, because
that's that.
Is that,
I'm really in trying to,
I don't know,
I like, I like, I'm not saying,
because I think
not say that we're not
talking about,
because there's all that
all right, but
there's my
psychos and one.
Yeah,
sometimes I do.
We're saying,
that's put to,
that when you're not
in the seduction,
the other way,
he's not,
like,
a relation at long term,
so,
so, as I'm not
I'm not going to
I'm going to
I'm going to
get to
after that.
I don't know
just for
to have an
an amman
or something
that's not
that's not
an other
opportunity.
It's possible
that's
it can be that
be that's not
but you
don't know
I'm going to
do that
I'm trying
to get a
chum
that
it would
but now
now we
now now we
now we
I think
that there's someone who
you approach,
in the case
if he's
not a
but there's
quite a lot of
because I think
it's always
regularly that
there's people
that are in
these situations
extremely difficult
to attend
that the other
will be
perhaps
to let someone
finally,
it's
never,
but I've
remarked
that they're
not so
they're not
in love
with the
person,
they're in
love with
the
support
of a
relationship
and when it
can it's
great
deception
because they
have
sometimes, you know, but
you'll not say that's that.
I'm probably
a little there.
But,
but I'm
often just in my
friends, you
want to be more
than this.
You know,
you've been
more than
you know,
because, you know,
we're reproach
many of the
things,
especially to
women who have
been to
during the
years, yeah.
But these
women,
often,
they're
so they're
probably,
they're
in attance,
you know,
and it's
complex,
the non-disponability versus
someone who is pre
to engage, it's complex.
We'd say that we're not
judging person
in this...
Maybe judge the person
who makes to attend
who makes a crore
who gives the
hope.
But perhaps
a day you'll
be sure you
will be seduire
also?
But there
there's
there.
But there's
imagine.
I mean.
I don't know.
I don't know
how it's
cross.
You know, we're like,
I'm the fun.
But I'm not,
I'm not
of nature
seductive,
we're like,
I'm like,
I'm like,
this twist that.
And,
you know,
sometimes I'm
say,
let's say,
you could,
you could,
you could,
try to try to
try to be sexy
a little,
I don't,
you know,
you could
try, you know,
I'm trying to,
physically,
you're kind of sexy.
Well,
I'm,
I'm like,
I'm really,
I'm,
I'm like,
I'm, you know, I'm
malabille, I think,
there's,
it's probably
because I'm like
in the regard
of the other
I think,
I'm, I'm
question not
on my view,
is what I'm
see, I'm trying
to be sexy
in this moment,
I'm just
just live,
and you're
and have been,
you're young
also.
But I'm
I'm sorry,
I'm sorry,
I see,
I see,
I'm sure,
I'm sure,
I'm sure.
I'm sure.
You're ready to,
You're
run to
look.
There are
who's done it
in the
universe.
You know,
you're
doing it
so it
would work
more than
the universe
in the
last question.
Max Anx
the question
opto-resso.
We'd say
it's all right
it's all new
too new
so much
so blan.
So,
where you
see you
in 10
years?
Ah.
In that
where I
see, where I
see,
where I'm
in 10
year,
recently
I've
repensed to
where I
had been
in 20
time, because I'm, I'm, I'm
on 30 years, and I'm going to
like, hey, my God,
he marries, there's
there before my 30 years
if I was going to be
there who I imagined
a year, but
where I'm going to be in
10 years.
Well, I'd like that
to be a figure
important in the
pageage
mediatique.
I, I,
I'm imagine
when I'm
I imagine all the time in love when I'm
imagine more than I'm even
young, also.
Is that you
see a person
or is it a
real sense?
No, it's more
it's a restanty.
Okay. Is that
you know
with these
children?
Oh, no.
No.
Well, but it's
perfect.
That's clear.
That's clear, it's perfect.
No, I'm not,
I'm not, I'm not,
I'm not, I'm not,
but I'm in,
we're in,
we imagine,
a sentiment of liberty
when, you know,
in,
To voyager,
d'aventure,
can even.
That,
we'd say,
I think
that I
have been
that I'm
need
I'm going.
But I
have a
misery to
be a
future in
the
future.
In the
10 years,
I'll
have been
30-
20,
30.
But it's
that,
we'd
have to
have your
house
to
production,
am I
do you
do
do you
do something
do you
know,
going to
be able to
be able to
be able to
do you know
because you
know the
thing
it's a
passion
so there's
there's a
lot of
things that
it's
well
it's sure
that I
there's
there
there's
there
there's
to do
do
do you're
to say
that I'm
sure that
I'm
that I'm
sure
that I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
the gala
of the
grand
variety,
you know, to
do have the
gala just
just for
to write.
It's so
that I
want to
have to
keep the
two aspects
of my
personality
that I
am, that I
am,
that I
see also,
I can
be touching,
and that I
can't,
that I'm able
to vehicular
that,
my
view,
to partage
that.
I,
I want to
to guard
these two
aspects
that.
But your
view
also,
you've
an
great
sensibility
human
that's
it's
what
the
issue
you're
certainly
certainly
already
a
easy
to understand
because
you're
an
encrage
in your
in your
life
or you
you're
you're in
you're
in a
so you can
you can
you can
you can
you can
I'm
in different
aspects
of the
life
I'm
also
I think
I'm
can't
I'm
the people
all
as
to
S-Ovry
rapidly.
But,
yeah,
in 10 years.
But I
don't ever
to have my
house of
production
because I'm
totally
disorganized.
When I
studied in
TV,
we'd say
that I'd
imagine
to be
a productor
a day,
but
put in
now,
I don't,
I'm not.
I,
I,
and,
you know,
I'm so,
the sentiment
to travel
in
team, but I
don't necessarily
be the
that who sign
the cheques
of paris.
That's not
in my
aspirations.
But it's
sure that
I'm going to
do so
of the
content
pertinent and
sensible
and human,
but
at the
content
that makes
do the
good,
which makes
to make
the
and
and of
of all type,
finally,
you know,
like in the
time,
I explore
the humor,
you know,
I'm doing
the creation
of content
on the
social,
I'm also
at the
TV,
and we're
like that
all that,
I'm
please,
all that I'm
and I'm
want to
continue
there in
in this
open
to
new things.
So,
so,
what the
life
will be
to me
to me
to be
to be
to be
to be
to be
to be
I'm
to be
I'm
look,
I'm
But, you know, it's
It's so,
we're not
no,
no, more
than that
because I'm
in a view
to rest
open to
those opportunities
that are
to present
and to
see,
and to
see,
where the
life will
be made,
maybe
in 10
years,
I've been
to be
cultivator
of olive
in Italy.
You'll
participate,
the
but you
go to
find the
love?
Ah,
yeah,
no,
that I
I think
I never
to make
I'm trying to
never say
never,
but it's
interesting,
that's true.
So, it's true.
I think
it's my
place.
I've tried
on the
money in
the price as
I'm
well, I'm
well, I'm
glad to
to party at
the end of
the
sejour.
But you're
an
intelligence
emotional
that you
permit all
that also.
You have the
talent,
you have
this capacity,
I think
that as
when you
don't know
to
hear you
on the
radio.
If we
I'd
a lot of TV. Oh, yeah, because
I think I've really a voice
radiophonic, a voice
that we recognize all right, a rite
a lot of year, no, but I'd have
an envy to embarked in my voice, and
to hear your voice, and
the pertinence in your
propos also, because I think, yeah, we,
we've got a lot of real, but there's something
very profound, and you have a great
capacity also, to
talk a story, and so, we like
all the media of communications, you know,
you're not going there for anything.
You've got already
a lot
of things
but it's for
that I
tend to
to receive
here because
I think we
to learn
to learn to
you know,
and I see
that's not
that we're
all right to
know that
because we're
for long
to see
to watch
and you
know,
it's very
fine,
it's
too,
I'm too,
I'm
I'm totally
flatted
of the invitation
thank
it,
it's a
privilege.
Well,
we're
we're
to get to
the first
to Chicago
and
come don't
come
don't see
to open
to open
to open
We do you?
It's a game, we'll do.
And I'm like, well, there, my
rave, go ahead, and be able to-a-lawier.
But you've made also
versed some of the alarm
because what you've
seen, like,
as much, we're telling
not that our children
live that.
I look at my little
father, I'd rather
tell them not
that they've lived that.
And, you know,
you've been
sort of, it can't
be reconforted
the people,
but in the same time,
you've been
vigilant.
You've observed,
we're observing our
children, in
the
schools,
you know,
even if
we're the
very
value, you
know,
you know,
you know,
to have a
great
influence,
we'll
have a
control,
so to be
vigilant also
face of that.
And I
think what you
say,
the milieu
schooler,
at
how point
it can
be supporting,
at
how point
it can
make a
difference
to be
to be
a part
of a
community.
Really.
But for
me,
you know,
when they
they find
these
couples
in the
system
of
education,
I think
time to
old time,
I'm at least
if the
prof had been
deborded
like today
without resource
you know,
I'm,
I'm
done some,
and when
we're doing the
system of
education,
we're
we'll cut down
to the
young.
And I'm
that's that
we're doing,
invests on
the
next,
let's be
in the
presentant in
political.
But you're
an excellent
port-to-
in the case
for
to talk
to the
middle
schooler,
to talk
to the difference
because often
we talk about
the coup
but we're not
about the
apparel
there's
there's an
apparel
of the
when they're
there's
they're in
they change
they form
the young
the society
of the men
you know
it's ridiculous
to not
to not
consider
the investment
that it
represent
for a society
yeah
it's not
it's not
it's not
it's not
it's a part
they're in
the place they're
in the
place they're
we'll partier not
these toilets
mixed.
Thank you,
Maxence,
of your
great generosity
and of this
great
reality that also
that you
put.
Thank you
to your
question.
Thank you,
Marriott.
Oh,
it's a pleasure.
I said,
to thank
to all the
world,
and we'll
see,
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