Passion Struck with John R. Miles - Dr. Judith Joseph on The Hidden Epidemic of High-Functioning Depression | EP 616

Episode Date: May 27, 2025

In this powerful Passion Struck episode, John R. Miles sits down with Dr. Judith Joseph—board-certified psychiatrist, clinical researcher, and author of High Functioning: Overcome Your Hidden Depression and Reclaim Your Joy. Together, they unpack the silent struggle of individuals who appear to “have it all together” while suffering emotionally beneath the surface.Dr. Judith opens up about her own moment of clarity during a pandemic-era talk, where she realized that despite her career achievements and public appearances, she was silently battling depression. This personal revelation inspired her pioneering research into high-functioning depression—a condition not yet formally recognized in the DSM-5 but experienced by millions.could actually fit into your modern routine, this episode is both grounding and uplifting.Click HERE for the full show notesExplore More: The Ignited Life NewsletterIf today’s episode sparked something in you, you’ll love The Ignited Life—our free Substack newsletter created to fuel your growth between episodes.👉 Subscribe now at TheIgnitedLife.net.Together, John and Judith explore:The difference between burnout and high-functioning depressionThe role of avoidance and scarcity trauma in over-functioning behaviorHow societal pressure leads to performance-based identity and joy depletionThe neuroscience of joy and emotional numbing (anhedonia)Dr. Judith’s 5 Vs Framework: Validation, Venting, Values, Vitals, and VisionCatch more of Dr. Judith Joseph: https://drjudithjoseph.com/about/If you liked the show, please leave us a review—it only takes a moment and helps us reach more people! Don’t forget to include your Twitter or Instagram handle so we can thank you personally.How to Connect with John:Connect with John on Twitter at @John_RMilesFollow him on Instagram at @John_R_MilesSubscribe to our main YouTube Channel and to our YouTube Clips ChannelFor more insights and resources, visit John’s websiteSee Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info.

Coming up next on Passion Strike. What I found is that when you see people who are over-functioning, a lot of times it's not just them. It has been contagious. It spreads to their families. It spreads to their team. It spreads even to their pets, right? Everyone's not happy. There's a lack of joy. The anhedonia spreads to the ecosystem. But if you can retrain yourself and start to engage in being present, slowing down and accessing life the way you should, then that spreads as well. So you can actually reverse things if you're mindful and intentional about it. Welcome to Passion Struck.

Hi, I'm your host, Jon R. Miles. And on the show, we decipher the secrets, tips and guidance of the world's most inspiring people and turn their wisdom world's most inspiring people and turn their wisdom into practical advice for you and those around you. Our mission is to help you unlock the power of intentionality so that you can become the best version of yourself. If you're new to the show, I offer advice and answer listener questions on Fridays. We have long form interviews the rest of the week with guests ranging from astronauts to authors,

CEOs, creators, innovators, scientists, military leaders, visionaries, and athletes. Now, let's go out there and become passion struck. Welcome to episode 616 of the Passion Struck podcast. I'm John Miles, and I'm so grateful you're here, investing in your growth, your healing, and your pursuit of a life that truly matters. In case you missed it, last week we had

two incredibly resonant conversations. On Tuesday, number one, New York Times bestselling author Joseph Wynn helped us explore how to untangle the limiting thoughts that keep us stuck. And then on Thursday, Janet Eddely joined us to share powerful wisdom on resilience, surrender and using music as a path to inner peace. If you missed either one, I highly recommend going back to experience the death that they

both brought. And in my most recent solo episode, number 615, we zoomed out to look at the mental health ecosystem. The idea that thriving isn't just about what's in your head, but the people, places, and systems that support or sabotage your well-being. That concept leads us directly into today's conversation. Because today we're tackling a condition that hides beneath high achievement and silent suffering. High functioning depression. With someone who's leading the charge to name it, understand it, and transform how we respond to it. I'm joined by Dr. Judith Joseph, a board certified psychiatrist, clinical researcher, founder of Manhattan Behavioral Medicine, and clinical assistant professor at NYU.

She's also the author of the groundbreaking new book, High Functioning, Overcome Your Hidden Depression and Reclaim Your Joy. In this deeply personal and powerful episode, Judith opens up about high functioning depression and how it nearly consumed her life despite all outward signs of success. We talk about trauma, work addiction, cultural pressure, and why this condition is so often overlooked, especially in caregivers, perfectionists, high achievers, and marginalized communities. Her 5Vs framework offers a path toward awareness, healing, and ultimately joy. You're going to walk away from this episode with a whole new lens on yourself and the people around you who might be silently struggling. And to go even deeper, check out our episode Starter Packs at passionstruck.com slash Starter

Packs or Spotify. You'll also find bonus content on our YouTube channel, so be sure to subscribe and hit the bell for updates. And don't forget to sign up for our new sub stack newsletter, The Ignited Life at either our passionstruck.com website, or you can go directly to the ignitedlife.net. Each week, I'll share actionable insights to help you live with greater clarity, intention and purpose.

And also don't miss out on our new merch line, which you can also find there. Now let's dive into this eye-opening and heart-expanding conversation with Dr. Judith Joseph. Thank you for choosing Passion Struck and choosing me to be your host and guide on your journey to creating an intentional life. Now let that journey begin.

I am so excited and honored today to welcome Dr. Judith Joseph to Passion Struck. Welcome Dr. Judith. Thank you for having me. Before we dive into your groundbreaking work that you've done on high functioning depression, I'd love to start with a more personal question. You've shared the idea that this new book that's coming out April 8th, High Functioning, Overcome Your Hidden Depression and Reclaim Your Joy came to you during a talk

that you were giving to healthcare workers during the pandemic. Can you take us back to that moment and what led you on this incredible journey? Yes, it was back in 2020, I was actually giving a talk to this healthcare system and they were asking me for tools to adjust to what was happening in the world.

And it was halfway through that talk that I realized that I was actually struggling and no one knew it. On the outside, I was accomplishing incredible things. I run a research lab and we managed to stay open throughout the pandemic. And at that time, we're like the only doctor's office still open in our building

because we were doing these FDA studies that had to continue, can't just yank people off of medications. And I had just joined this prestigious board for an Ivy League institution and was on multiple television shows, media. But no one knew that I was actually struggling. And here I was on this call really feeling like a hypocrite

because questions coming through, well, how do we cope? What do we do? And I was just like, I feel the same way. And how many people are just like me? How many people are the rock? How many people have to show up for their families? How many people have to show up for their teams, for their loved ones, and push through pain in order to appear high functioning? And why is it that in mental health, we wait for people to break down to intervene. I thought that was a broken model. And that led me to be curious about high functioning depression, which is not a term recognized by the medical community,

but it's a term that's used quite often in therapy circles because we see it in our clients. We see our patients pushing through a pairing high functioning, but they have all these symptoms of depression, like poor sleep, low mood, poor concentration, feeling guilty when they don't show up for others, when they fall short because they're overwhelmed and overworking. And that busyness and restlessness, that they can't sit still. If they're not busy, if they're not working, they feel restless and empty. And something called anhedonia, which is a lack of pleasure and interest in things that they once enjoyed. And people not knowing what that is, they'll say, I feel meh, I feel blah. They don't know that's actually a symptom of depression, right? Because no one's ever talked

about it. There are many people like that, walking around with these symptoms of depression, but instead of breaking down, like what we think of in terms of the classical clinical depression, they're actually over-functioning. That's how they cope. That's how they avoid dealing with their feelings. They over-function. They over-commit. They over-show up. They're constantly on the go. But these people are left out of the support network because their doctor says, well, come back when you're no longer functioning, then we'll do something about it. And that is a broken model. And John, we're seeing this renaissance in physical health where people are saying, let's catch the cancer before it even develops. Let's catch the heart disease before it even develops. Let's prevent the autopsies with menopause treatments

and so forth before it happens. But where's this excitement for mental health? We're still in the dark ages saying, well, let's come back when you've broken down, then we could do something about it. And I think that's a broken system. And I think if we don't change the way we think about mental health,

if we don't start shoring up and supporting those of us who are functioning, quote unquote functioning, we are losing out on an opportunity to prevent a mental health epidemic that we already know is on the horizon. It's happening already. I think it's already here personally. It is. The data shows that it is here. It's only getting worse.

The saddest thing is that a number of my interviews that I've done, what keeps showing up is possibly the largest group that's impacted are those who are adolescents, middle grade to high school level into their early years in college. Yet we can't really get a firm date on it because they're under 18. So it's not being reported, But it does seem to be significantly impacting them, as well as the adult population as well. Well, the CDC reported in 20, I believe it was 2023, that these numbers in this younger population, they saw the numbers of suicidality, and this is just the thinking, not the actual behavior, increasing in younger groups.

In fact, one of the groups that used to be protected were young black boys, like these are children, we're seeing those numbers going up. And then the number of reported anxiety and depressive symptoms in these younger children, they're creeping up too. And it's no surprise because we just went through something collectively as a society that was so unpredictable, so disruptive to development,

that it's no surprise that we're seeing these lingering effects. And after a major trauma in my work, excuse me, after a major trauma, we are supposed to make the person feel, number one, that it's not their fault, number two, safe, and number three, they should have a routine. Well, our kids don't get that. A lot of children, if they don't have the support, they internalize what's happening. They blame themselves. It's magical thinking if I had only done X then Z wouldn't have happened and There's no there was no routine for them. There was no back to a baseline for them and That is really I think what's causing their development to seem somewhat arrested that they're not able to Bounce back and there are a whole host of things in the world now that didn't exist back then.

They have so much access to negative information all the time. They're constantly seeing whether or not they fit in because of social media and not being invited to certain groups. They have all this excess information that the generations before didn't have. And on top of this major collective trauma that society has endured.

And also it wasn't just them. It wasn't just isolated to them. It happened to their parents too. So the people that they look at a mirror for resiliency and adaptive coping mechanisms, they're suffering too. And so I think that we do have to think about depression and mental health issues differently, rather than waiting for a breakdown.

We have to provide people the tools to recognize the signs and also the tools to cope with the stressors that they're dealing with so that they don't break down. Because if we wait, there's one psychiatrist for every 10,000 people, 30,000 in some areas. There's just not enough of us. The mental health professionals can't address this need. That's why so many of us were asked to come out of retirement during the pandemic. There's just not enough of us. So let's prevent what we're seeing and give people the tools in the same way we would

say eat this and don't eat that to prevent cancer. Do this and don't do that to prevent heart disease. We need to start doing that with regards to mental health. We can't use the old system. It's just not cutting it anymore. Well, thank you for sharing that Dr. Judith, and I'm going to come back to this in a second. I just wanted to crown the audience in case they don't know more about you in your background to establish

your expertise and then we'll come back to it. Your family migrated from Trinidad when you were young girl, as I understand it, and you ended up going undergraduate to Duke. What led you down this path to go to Duke and then to pursue not only a medical education, but you've got an MBA as well, et cetera. You're a very well rounded person on both the business side, the medical side and the scientific side. So it's interesting for me to explore this a little bit. When I came to this country, we had very little and there's something that I talk

about and I'm very vocal about it on social media, it's called scarcity trauma. And people are like, well, is that the same thing as scarcity mindset? No, because mindset is just one component, it's just the way that you think about things. But scarcity trauma recognizes that your body will go into this fight or flight mode, if you are aware that you may be running out of resources or if that's even a threat. And it may not be because you've personally experienced lack of resources.

It could also be that the people in your family before you or your attachment figures, the environment that you were raised in, they have that trauma, right? You see this in people who have the generational trauma of having ancestors flee from a country or being oppressed and so forth and not having resources. And so my way of coping with scarcity trauma was avoiding it. And in the PTSD studies that I do, there are over like 30 symptoms of PTSD and people don't

even know that. One of the symptoms of PTSD is avoidance. And it's not the classic of, oh, I don't want to go to this place because it triggers a flashback or I don't want to see this person because it will trigger a nightmare. It's the avoidance of I don't want to deal with my pain. So I'm just going to busy myself. And I see this a lot, not just in myself, but in other people who've come from scarcity. Let's just work, work to the bone. Even if we

have enough in storage, it can all be taken away at any point. And a lot of people who are high functioning, they have that scarcity trauma. They never want to be in a position of bankruptcy again. They never want to be in a position of needing things again. And they collect money, they collect resource and they collect degrees. You can see above me, I have so many degrees. I haven't even hung them. The, some of them are in the cabinets. And I see this a lot with people who have similar backgrounds to my own. They'll continue collecting the accolades, but then it's never enough.

And I found myself realizing that this was happening to me when I first started therapy and my therapist pointed out this busying. Why do you have to be so busy? Why do you have to be collecting all these accolades? And it wasn't a one-stop healing. Like I didn't go to therapy, figure it out and then healed. It was something that peaks and ebbs and flows in my life.

I go through these patterns of overworking and then having to be like, oh my gosh, I have to be more present and stay still. And then going back to that. So even as a board certified psychiatrist and researcher, I have to still practice tools to remind myself to slow down. And when I started creating content around this,

people from all over the world would chime in, and, oh, my grandma's Polish, and they did this because of the war, and I still do these things. And not just the busying, but also the behaviors like collecting things. Sometimes I look in my drawer and I'm like, I don't need all these ketchup packages.

I'm not gonna eat them. But we collect things in our lives, we create clutter that actually creates stress. It's not just environmentally conscious. It's not like you're hoarding Tupperware from takeout because you want to save the environment. No, because some of that takeout container has holes in it. This hoarding mechanism is a way to cope with this trauma

of not having. And when I talk about this at public speaking engagements, people will come up to me and say, oh, my grandpa was a farmer. And yeah, I grew up with having a comfortable life, but some of those behaviors from when he was a farmer, they've trickled down. Like we keep old food sometimes

because we don't even know what if, because in his day, the crop, he was dependent on the weather and whether or not he'd have a good season. So they'd just hold on to old foods. So I think people don't, they're not aware of how their past traumas cause them to engage in these behaviors that create busyness in their lives. But when you start pointing it out and you help them to understand the

science of your happiness, which is different than my happiness, then they put the pieces together. But many of us don't know. Thank you for sharing all that background because I think it paints a deeper picture. I wanted to ask you this about yourself. When you think back to collecting all these accolades that you have, I want to ask you about the concept of belonging or mattering. Did you feel at this time like you mattered to others?

Did you feel like you mattered to yourself? That's a great question. One of the symptoms of trauma is internalizing negative self-worth and shame and blame. Again, there are 30, like so many symptoms, but we only think about hypervigilance, flashback nightmares. And one of the things that I had to and I still challenge within myself is the self-worth. And if you're someone who has that additional trauma of the microaggressions of being told you don't belong, that worsens that inner self-worth.

And you end up overworking, over-functioning to prove yourself. And it's not just in women of color, it's in women, right? It's in people who are from groups that tend to not have as many opportunities. They have to prove themselves. It's no wonder that women have twice the risk of anxiety and depression compared to men. There are just so many social factors involved. And that we're not even going into their biology and their hormones, but there's just so much happening in the world of people when you think about their biopsychosocial,

which is basically the model for the science of your happiness that we really need to think about. And personally, having to prove myself at these prestigious institutions, if I had not reflected on it, that would have continued for the rest of my life, proving my worth, over-functioning, overdoing. And eventually, maybe it would have led to a breakdown mentally, but it also can lead to a breakdown physically.

Sometimes I have patients who go to the ER and they're like, the doctor checked, nothing was wrong, but their heart was like almost 200 beats per minute, right? Or they had a fainting spell or some weird neurological things that didn't even get diagnosed. Your body will tell you that this has to stop. And the other thing I see is that if you don't stop this over-functioning, let's say you don't develop a mental breakdown, but you have, and you don't develop a physical breakdown, you may be coping negatively. You may be drinking too much, or you may be being on devices and shopping more, engaging in these

unhealthy, soothing behaviors. So something's going to get. What I've found is that when you see people who are over-functioning, a lot of times it's not just them, it has been contagious. It spreads to their families, It spreads to their team. It spreads even to their pets, right? Everyone's not happy. There's a lack of joy. The anhedonia spreads to the ecosystem. But if you can retrain yourself and start to engage

in being present, slowing down, and accessing life the way you should, then that spreads as well. So you can actually reverse things if you're mindful and intentional about it. So I'm going to change to the entire direction I was going to take on this interview, hearing you talk, and I'm going to bring more myself into it. Instead of giving you a whole bunch of questions, because maybe we can use me as a test study and just make this a conversation.

questions because maybe we can use me as a test study and just make this a conversation. So similar to you, I didn't chase the accolades in the form of academics. Although I have master's degrees, et cetera. I chased it more in titles. I was trying to achieve steps. I was trying to take prominence. I was trying to gain. of steps I was trying to take, prominence I was trying to gain. And I was a senior executive, youngest VP at Lowe's Home Improvement.

At, by the time I was 34 years old, I had a group of hundreds of people working underneath me. And as I was going through this job, I ended up getting a promotion. And the time I got this promotion was after a two year, very intense period. Where I had turned around the lowest performing group in the entire company. We had the lowest engagement scores and turned them into the second highest within two years. But I came out of it just exhausted because I had just poured myself into trying to turn this thing around.

And then I was given a group of about 10 times their size that I now needed to turn around. And I started to notice things in the background that just seemed off. The world didn't seem as sharp. I didn't seem as present when I was on the job. I didn't have as quite as much energy. And I remember there was a day that my kids were playing, and my kids are about six years apart. So my son at the time, who's older, was making like towers,

and my younger daughter was tearing them down. And it was really a moment of joy watching them do it. But I was there, but not there. And I remember my son looking at me saying, dad, why do you never laugh anymore? And I remember it just like it hit me. And at first I wanted to answer, but instead I just took it in and that night I couldn't sleep and I kept analyzing this. And so I went in for help to see a psychotherapist and they told me that I was experiencing dystemia. But as I was looking at your work, I'm wondering, was I really experiencing high

functioning depression instead of this low grade depression that I was experiencing because fast forward, I didn't know how to treat it because I couldn't slow down. And the rest of my life kept on unraveling and people would call it burnout, but it reached a point. I took the next job as a CIO at an even bigger company with even more pressure. And before I knew it, I was just overcome with emotional

numbness, everything. And it wasn't just, as you're saying, impacting me emotionally. It was like physically I was out of shape. I was eating the wrong things. I wasn't exercising. My relationships were all out of kilter, but I just felt of shape. I was eating the wrong things. I wasn't exercising. My relationships were all out of kilter, but I just felt dead inside. Is that kind of the things that happen

with high-functioning depression? Absolutely, because the slimic disorder, by definition, has to impair your functioning. And that's why the term high-function depression came up, because there was just no place for people who have depressive symptoms who are over-functioning. There's literally no place for them in the DSM-5. And so in hedonia that you're describing, that numbness,

that bleh, that is a major hallmark of high-functioning depression. In my study, the first ever study on high function depression in the world was conducted in my lab. We just had a peer reviewed publication this year. Anedonia is very important, but most people, even doctors, don't know what it is. It has been around for ages in the medical literature. It is prevalent in the research, but most clinicians don't know it. So they just gloss

over it. If you're not crying and not getting out of bed then why am I why are you even in my office? Right? If you ever go to your doctor and you're like I feel numb blah I'm going through emotions I'm over producing they're gonna be like why are you here? Right? But it is a problem. We are built with the DNA to get joy. Like your son, you don't have to teach a child to be joyful. They just know. Watch any toddler, give them a box and a spoon and they will play for hours. The DNA for joy is built into us, but some way, somewhere along the line, be it because of trauma, be it because of the roles we take on, be it whatever it is, some core belief that's not really true, but we hold on to it.

We forget joy and we get tied up to our roles and we busy ourselves. And then after a while, we don't even know who we are anymore. We don't even know who we are without our roles, but we are here for a reason. There's only one you, John. There's only one Judith. If you don't understand the science of what's making you unhappy, how can you understand the science of how to make yourself happy? And it's so important to take a step back and to be like, why am I this way? What is it that I'm trying to do or achieve by busying myself? Is it a low self-worth? Is it a need to prove myself? Is there unresolved trauma from childhood where I was neglected or not given

the love and support that I needed? Was there something else? A personal tragedy. But the tools in my book will help people, I hope, to understand that and to understand what's pulling from their joy. So they know how to add to their lives in ways to bring that joy back because it's in our DNA. We just forget how to access it. So I want to get to some of the tools here in a second, but for someone who's listening to this, I want to maybe explore this a little bit more so we can help people see within themselves that this is something they're experiencing because people would explain what happened to me

is you were burned out and as I've done more research, I don't really consider it to necessarily I was burned out, but at the same time, given the roles that I was in, I think it's important for people to understand that you just don't get here overnight. It happened to me over a period of years and it kept building up. So it's notacknowledged high functioning depression manifest in the signs someone would see in their body over time? Well burnout is a term that was only recently added to the DSM, the Bible of Psychiatry. But burnout by definition, and by the way it was only recently added, but no one would argue that it didn't exist before it was put in the classification, right? We all know it existed way before we decided to acknowledge it, right?

But by definition, burnout is related to your environment, your occupational role. And then by definition, once you're removed from it, you should get better. But people with high function depression, it doesn't matter if they're in the workplace, because outside of work, they're over-functioning. They're doing too much. They're taking on too many roles in their church. They're taking on too many roles in their community. They're just like being everyone's everything. So there's something about us as people who are high-functioning.

We just have to keep busy. We can't slow down. When we are still, we feel empty and restless. And we don't take the time to process that pain. Instead, we just do more. Like you knew, I'm not your provider, I'm not treating you, but you're saying you knew that you should be slowing down. But what did you do instead?

You kept going, you kept adding more to the pile, right? And it's important to make that distinction. Again, if it's true burnout, you go on a vacation, you take a leave, it should get better. You shouldn't be looking for more to do when you leave. But people who are functioning, they can't relax. They continue to add more. They can't slow down. They're running from something.

But the tools to look for are, when you're still, do you feel restless? When you're not busy, do you feel empty? Do you find that things that you used to enjoy just don't give you that same spark anymore? For example, you're eating your favorite meal and you're just like shoving it in your mouth just to give yourself some calories and energy,

not to savor it. When you're looking at art or something that you used to find beautiful and breathtaking, you're just not as appreciative of it. When you're with people that you love, you beautiful and breathtaking, you're just not as appreciative of it. When you're with people that you love, you're not engaged, you're not present. These are all signs that you should not ignore. They're not crisis, right?

They're not something that's going to bring you to the ER. But again, they're important because these are the things that make life worth living. These are the simple joys in life. Resting is a joy. If you want to argue with me, look at any baby. They can sleep and they love their sleep. Why? It is a joyful thing. Not being stressed and overwhelmed, that is joy. And when people say that, they're like, oh, well, isn't there a difference between anxiety and depression? Well, in the research, when we do the rating scales, being relaxed and not stressed is actually a point of joy

that is measured in depression. Eating a meal and savoring it, that's a point of joy that's measured in depression. All of these things are points of joy. But when we think about happiness outside of research, it's always, okay, I'll be happy when I become the CIO. I'll be happy when I'm Forbes 50 under 50 or something like that or whatever it is they do these days, I'll be happy when I get the job or the partner or the house

and the kids. But the research shows us that if we use those metrics for the happiness and we delay happiness for then a thing in the future. We're still not happy. We keep searching. We keep adding more to the plate. And if you have that reframe, that shift of I'm going to search for joy, which is the experience, the plethora of sensations that make being a human worth living versus I'm searching for happiness, which is an idea or an ideal, versus I'm searching for happiness, which is an idea or an ideal, it is a game changer. And I'll use myself as an example. I used to chase the accolades of,

I want to get this prestigious study because then I'll prove to the academic community that I can do it. Chasing studies, I got the study, kept wanting more. I got the first lab, wanted a second lab, wanted a third. It just never ended versus now, for me the best part of my day is just being present with my eight year old and reading a book with her and snuggling with her cause she still has cheeks. That's just, those are points of joy

that I took for granted that I was missing out on because I was chasing this idea of happy. And when you're on your death bed one day, you're not gonna think, I wish I had that additional promotion and that extra certificate. You're going to be like, I wish I had five more minutes with that person that I love. I had five more minutes doing that thing that I love

or seeing that sunset or being in nature, right? That's what you're going to think about. But we get so distracted by the things we think we should be chasing that we miss out on the simple and basic joys in life that are literally within our reach. Unfortunately, I saw this play out with my sister over the past few years. She ended up succumbing to pancreatic cancer and has a 14 year old, just turned 15 year old, but I saw in her final years, she was very much like us.

She was a high performer, went to Columbia like you did for her master's degrees, et cetera, has another master's degree from university of Texas in psychology. Steve Texas in psychology. And I remember it was like a switch flipped and all of a sudden over the last, especially 18 months of her life, she was trying to get in as many experiences with those who meant the most to her as she can, whether it was taking trips with her son, quiet moments, spending time with those who she felt closest to. And she pretty much moved everything else out of her life except for those things.

And I remember in the final days before she died, she had told me that this period of her life had been some of the most fulfilling times and she wished she would have gotten here earlier in her life. She also towards the end had shifted her career to being a psychotherapist and helping people. And she wished she would have done that earlier because she felt immense value in it. And it reminds me of the work of Cornell professor Tom Gillevich, who ended up studying thousands of patients, most of them in their third trimester of life. And 76% of them reported that the biggest regret they had was never pursuing their ideal

self. And it gets me back to this idea that most of us end up in this place where we think we should be instead of where we could be. And oftentimes where we could be is this shift from performance-based identity to more of self-worth and self-compassion and being really tuned into our soul's calling. I'm not sure how you feel about that. Absolutely.

We get so distracted. I think even more today, John, I really do. I think because we have access to this, the phone, I think we are in an anadonic crisis even more than ever, not just children, but adults because we are constantly given images of what we think we should be striving for. We're constantly given comparisons. Like every time I open up my LinkedIn, someone's got another promotion or another company or another venture.

We are being fed this idea of fake happiness, false joy that we're missing out on the actual living that we should be doing. We are humans doing, not human beings. And I think that work in the end of life research is so important, but nobody wants to look at that. Nobody wants to talk about that. We don't want to think about that, but it's so important to understand how to live by looking at those who are dying,

who are close to death. And thank you for sharing that story. I know for you, that's a personal trauma, to lose a sister before what should have been her time and to have a surviving niece. So that's very painful, but those stories are so necessary. We need those stories. We relate to those stories because it reminds us

to not miss out on the points of joy that are literally within reach. And I hope somebody hears that story and says, you know what? I'm not going to eat through my, I'm not going to watch a screen while I'm eating lunch. I'm not going to look at the television while I'm eating dinner. I'm going to sit and eat my food and be grateful that I

can taste these flavors. I have another day to look at the television while I'm eating dinner. I'm going to sit and eat my food and be grateful that I can like taste these flavors. I have another day to do that. I'm going to walk my dog a longer path today instead of rushing back to watch something on my phone or to watch a movie. I'm going to live life. It really is that reminder because we get sent so many messages that distract us away from why we're really supposed to be here. We're supposed to be here to enjoy our time on earth, not be distracted away from it and

told to be chasing something that may never happen. Thank you for sharing that. It was extremely tough to see anyone at the time she was 46 to be given that diagnosis, especially someone who was, it always seems to be the type of example, the person who was in prime shape, running marathons, doing yoga, very involved with Buddhism, constantly mindfulness, eating a healthy diet, the very ones that you don't think something like that would happen to. It's even harder when you see it in someone you love so much, but really eye-opening to see how she changed your life. Well, Dr.

Judith, I want to go back to your book because you present in it the first empirical framework for how do you deal with high functioning depression? And you call it the five V's. Can you walk us through what they are and we can either do you go through all of them or I can go through each one consecutively. What would you prefer to do? Well, I'll go through them quickly and I ask people to look at their hands. Most people have five fingers.

And the reason I picked five was for that reason, easy to remember, because you have five fingers, most of us do. And I want you to envision that happiness is within reach and it's in our DNA. And the first step is validation, accepting how you feel no matter what. And that's good and bad. And it's important because when human beings

don't know how they feel, they're very stressed. It's almost as if you're in a dark room and something falls and it's a loud thud and you start running for the door because you don't know what it is. You turn the light on and you're like, Oh, it was just like a picture frame. Like it's not scary, but if you don't know what it is, if you don't know what your emotions are, it is scary. And that's why you see so many people acting out these days. You hear these stories on planes,

and people are just, somebody put their seat back, and they flip out as if they were being attacked, right? If we don't know how we feel, it leads to so much confusion, and we make poor mistakes. So acknowledging and accepting how you feel is important. And that's validation, the first V. The second is venting, expressing it. And you can express your emotions in many different ways.

You can do what kids do and cry, right? That's an expression of emotions. If you're an artist or performer, you can sing or you can dance. If you're someone who's more verbal, you can talk about it. But if you're someone who's not and you prefer writing you can write and some of us Don't like any of the above and we pray but expressing the emotions and venting them is important because when you imagine venting it's a Term in physics. It literally means releasing the pressure in a system. You're letting the air out

So the system is under less stress and again One of the points of joy in the research is feeling less stressed. Being less stressed is actually a joyful emotion. And then the third V is values. And these are things that I say they're priceless, not with the price tags. In my lab, we had an event recently.

And we did an exercise with a beaker, a scientific beaker full of water. And we had all of the attendees hold a rock and write on the rock something that brings them purpose and meaning in life. And then put that rock into the beaker. And then we use dye to color the waters with things that are frivolous, the surface things that we tend to distract from the things that really ground us and give us meaning. And then we put a solvent in it to get rid of the color in the water. And it was a demonstration that was powerful

because it showed us that many of us, we know what our rocks are, we know what the anchors are, but we don't appreciate them. We let other surface things muddy the waters. And so I asked those attendees to take that rock home, keep it in your purse, your backpack or your desk. But whenever you're feeling lost, remind yourself what those rocks are. John, for you, it's your family, right?

For me, it's my family, my team. Don't let things get in the way of anchoring yourself to things that bring you meaning and purpose. And that could be a faith, it could be a cause you believe in, your family, your nature, things that really, when you're on your deathbed, you're going to be like, I wish I had more time with those things, those people. Those are the values that I want you to tap into.

And then the vitals, we only get one body and brain. I tell my daughter this every day. We use the spiritual speak, but you don't have to. But I say to her, how many bodies did God give you? And she goes, one, mommy. And I said, and what do you have to do with it? She goes, you got to take care of it. We've been doing this since she was three.

And so she knows when you brush your hair, you got to brush it gently. When you take care of your skin, lather on that lotion lovingly, because there's only one you. And that sends that message that when you take care of your body and your brain, there is only one you. And you're precious.

You're here for a reason. But other vitals that are important are sleep, the traditional ones, and it gives sleep hygiene tips, nutrition, what we put into our bodies feeds our brain or harms our brain, movement, and different ways for that. But I also stuck in there three non-traditional vitals, our relationship with technology, because I do believe it's going to cause a whole host of issues in the future, in the DSM factor, there's going to be a whole area for tech-related mental health issues, our relationship to work, because as high functioning people we have poor work-life boundaries, and then our relationships with people. If you look at the Harvard studies and material on longevity, our relationships with the people in our lives. That is a number one predictor of our longevity But we don't talk about that when we go to the doctor's office

So I included that in the vitals and then the fifth V is vision How do we plan joy in the future and in the present so that we don't get stuck in the past and that could be Celebrating your small wins like Like after I do this podcast, I'm going to sit down, have a sip of water, have a snack and just be in peace. That's a win. Right. After my patience for the day, I'm going to take a walk through Times Square and just enjoy it's sunny day in New York city.

These are small wins. Every day when I get my kid to school on time, I reward myself by having my coffee in my living room and then just enjoying some of a coffee snob, right? I have this delicious rum flavored, it's not real alcohol, but it's rum flavored coffee that I got from St. Martin. I love and no one interrupts my coffee time. These are small wins, but take that time and celebrate them. You deserve that.

You're doing the best you can. But the five V's are really important because I made it accessible to everyone. You don't have to pay for them. It's not something you have to go out and buy. It's within our reach, but we just forget how to access it. And don't do all five in a day. Pick one or two. It's a reframe.

How can you get one or two points of joy today? It may be more than yesterday, or maybe tomorrow. You game a fight and you get three, but just try to tap into one or two a day. And you should see that your life gets happier because you have reframed the idea of happiness. I want to go back to number four, vitals. I've done a number of episodes now where we're talking about the gut brain linkage. And this whole area of fascination for me started with an interview I did with Chris Palmer, a Harvard psychiatrist, who we were talking about his book, Brain Energy, where he found this link between all mental disorders are metabolic disorders.

And then I talked to Dr. Hyman about it. I recently just talked to Dr. Gundry about it, who just wrote a book on it as well. What have you seen in your own lab between, you mentioned a bunch of idols and sleep is absolutely important. Getting exercise is extremely important, but what do you think about nourishment and its link to high functioning depression? It's very important.

In fact, we got rid of all of our artificial snacks in the lab to send that message to the patients and to the team that like what you put into your body is medicine. Everything you put into your body, even water has a side effect, right? People are always talking about, oh, I don't want to take meds and everything you put, sorry, into your body has a side effect, right? People are always talking about, oh, I don't wanna take meds and everything you put, sorry, into your body has a side effect. I'm sorry, that was my alarm. I have like maybe one or two minutes because of a patient, I'm sorry about that.

But everything you put into your body can impact it. And so when you're eating foods that are highly processed, highly full of sugar, full of additives, that is increasing the level of inflammation in your body. And so you want to decrease the stress on the system. You want to eat foods that are high in fiber, that are high in nutrients like omega-3 fatty acids that have vitamins, because all of that adds to the science of your happiness. And that's why it's so important to know these things.

Are they the cause of all these issues? No, because there's something called genetics. Things do run in families, but they're a part of it. And there are large studies out of institutions like Harvard that show that people who have symptoms of cognitive decline or depression, when you put them on certain diets that improve their brain health, it also improves their cognitive symptoms,

it improves their mood, their sleep. But it's really hard to do because if you're not in an environment where you're having someone constantly coach you and remind you, then you fall into old habits. You go for what's easy, right? The sugary foods are easy. When you're stressed, you go for those, right? You go for the fatty foods, the greasy foods. But absolutely, I do believe that nutritional psychiatry is an important component in the science of your happiness. We just had an event here where we had Dr. Nate Wood, who runs the Yale Culinary Medicine Division

at the Internal Medicine Center at Yale School of Medicine, talk us through the different foods to eat to decrease inflammation in the brain and to increase our joy in the brain. So absolutely, these are the things that you can do every day to send the message the things that you can do every day to send the message to yourself that you matter,

that you are worthy of slowing down and treating your body well. Because you only want body and brain. Dr. Judith, I know you've got to run, but for people who want to know more about you, the book, your work, where's the best place for them to go? Well, John, this was a delightful conversation. I really enjoy talking about the science of happiness with you.

I could talk about this for days. I'm passionate about it. I truly do believe that if we can focus on joy, I think we can change the world. And you can follow me at Dr. Judith Joseph on all the socials and on my website, drjudithjoseph.com. You can buy my book, High Functioning, everywhere that books are sold.

I'm so excited about spreading joy and having people understand the science of happiness, understand the science of your happiness because there is only one you. So please take care of yourself. Well, thank you so much for putting this out in the world because for me it was an opportunity to do self intintrospection of

what happened in my own life and in my own journey and to help understand for myself how I can help listeners and others cope with not becoming a high functioning depressive person. So thank you so much. It was my pleasure. I enjoyed speaking with you. Thank you for having me. And that's a wrap. What an enlightening and deeply human conversation with Dr. Judith Joseph. Her pioneering work on high functioning depression shines a light on a silent epidemic, one that so many high performers, caregivers, and outwardly successful people are quietly battling every day. Judith's story is a powerful reminder that just because someone looks like they're thriving on the outside, it doesn't mean they're not hurting inside. And our 5Vs framework

gives us the language and tools to recognize the signs, honor the struggle, and start building a life rooted in authentic joy, not just performance. So as you reflect on today's episode, ask yourself, where in your life are you high functioning, but emotionally depleted? Are you confusing productivity with purpose? And what would it look like to prioritize joy, not just achievement? If this episode moves you, please take 10 seconds to leave a five-star rating and review on your favorite podcast platform. It helps us continue bringing you powerful conversations like this one. And if someone in your life could benefit from Judas Insights, share this episode. It might be exactly what they need to hear. For all the resources we discussed, including Judas' book, High Functioning, head over to the

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for deeper community and accountability and watch the full episodes and exclusive content on our YouTube channels. Coming up next on Passion Struck, Dr. Andrew Brodsky joins me to impact how we can reshape our relationship with discomfort, uncertainty, and the pressure to always be on. Trust me, you won't want to miss it. You should pause and question your communication assumptions and decisions. We lose so much time just going with the flow. We always do meeting

for this, so we'll keep doing meeting. The conversation is already in email, so we're not going to switch to phone. The problem with that approach is that you often end up in the suboptimal choice of communication medium. And when you actually stop and take a strategic approach to communication, not only can you improve your productivity, you can improve your relationships, and you can improve your overall wellbeing, because you can make yourself happier, you can improve your relationships, and you can improve your overall well-being because you can make yourself happier, you can disconnect more, and you can find ways to thrive in a world of communication overload. Until then, be bold, lead with purpose, lean in to what truly matters, and as always, live life passion-struck. struck.