Please Stop Talking - The Cashew Creeper (feat. MandaloreGaming & Brendaniel) | Please Stop Talking

Episode Date: September 20, 2025

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This podcast is supported by you guys. If you like what we do, consider sharing the episode around or giving us some money by getting merch or donating to our Patreon. Our Patreon has a few little rewards for you if you donate, so check it out. The link is in the description, or you can go to patreon.com slash sermeo music. And now, on with the show. So a few weeks back, we went to the sports bar and, you know, we were watching, I can't remember which game.

son, I decided to get really friendly with the waiter that we had, or bartender, I guess, because we were at the bar. My forever go-to to become best friends with somebody is ask them, would you like to see my cat or my dog? And then I show them my animal. And she was really excited. She got really excited. And at that moment, I could tell she was kind of tipsy slash drunk, because when I asked her,

She went like, oh my God, yes, please. And I was like, oh, fuck, man. I didn't notice how drunk you were, Mrs. Bartender. So I showed her this picture of my dog Apollo. He's on his back, legies up with, you know, tummy up, everything. This doesn't end with her scrolling to furry porn, does it? No, it's so much worse. Oh, no.

It's really fun. I don't know why when you said it gets worse. I imagine you lived through the horror. movie It Follows, but it's just a white woman following you around saying, I'm going to eat your dog. I'm going to eat your dog. I'm going to eat your dog. I'm going to eat your dog. I'm going to eat your dog. I'm going to eat your dog. This is the picture. It's so, he's so cute. It's a picture from when he was like four months old. He's a tiny little baby in there. Yeah. He looks up. He has beautiful eyes. I pass her my phone and she's like, oh my God! She just fucking zooms in on his penis. She starts going Oh my god, a little weener on a little weener. A little weener and a little weener. And she keeps repeating that and I'm like, oh my god. This is literally the fucking white woman dog meme.

I wanted to exit the conversation so I was like, oh, do you have any animals? And then she was like, yes, and then she starts showing me her cats. And I'm like, oh, they're so cute. And then she keeps saying, not as good. cute as your little weiner with a weiner. And then I was like, bro, what the fuck? The entire night,

the rest of the times when she would serve me, she would just bring up my dog's penis. And it made me so fucking uncomfortable and I didn't know how to make her stop. You, the easiest way to make her stop is go like, yeah, like do you remember the Simpsons movie

where they just showed Bart Simpson penis? And then immediately. Oh, right. With the fence gag. And immediately what? Yeah, she'll just walk away. She'll be like, no, and she'll walk away.

Respond to crazy with crazy. Why would that, why would that make her walk away? You got to give a little bit of Hugo in your, in your day-to-day life, dude, if you want people to go away. Like, it's really easy. You just got to be like, yeah, brother, that's freaking awesome. Like dog penis, dude, right on. And then you, like, go for like a fist bump.

I mean, I'm going to be honest. I think she would have fist bumped because she was really into it. She sounded really drunk. She was really drunk and really into the dog. Just start quoting Star Wars at her then. Like, just here, have you ever heard of the tale of Darth Plagius the was? And that fist bump, brother. What am I from?

I'm not a Redditor. I don't fucking know that Dark Plage is the wise. Sometimes you need to learn the way of the Redditor to scare off people who would be immediately like fucking who would be abhorrent to the stank. Like you have to,

you have to figure out the magnetic influence of the Redditor. I think the easy way to just be like a Disney adult just start saying like hey, you know there's a hidden Mickey on the subway. Like just say shit like that.

You are going under the assumption she is normal. I was going to say you do risk of being another, you do risk another Disney adult. like, hey, did you know I was trying to catch the bus to visit my dying grandmother, but I was looking for hidden Mickey's in the airport and I missed the flight. What?

Is that a Reddit post? That sounds like a fucking Reddit post. That's awful. But no, I have it. I hope it's not a Reddit post. Like, she's just starting going like, oh, a little weiner and a weiner. And I could just go, like, I've noticed that there don't seem to be any porno movies that are made for guys like me. Oh, Ernest Klein.

The porn of Comacrossed was targeted at beer swelling. sports bar-dwelling alpha males. Men who like their women, stupid and submissive. Itchy bimboes? Why do you guys always like bitchy bimboes? Looking for a cutie pie who wants to date a valedictorian. Any urges clines out there? All men want are monosyllabic,

cock-hungry non-fos, and it's really upsetting. We're just doing the... We're just going to do nerd ponontours. I feel like I'm listening to a cargo cult. Like, I landed on an island. like the natives briefly encountered a man in like the early 2000s and I'm just hearing how the language evolved. I barely understood a word anyone has said. You're on the island where it's Ernest Klein and the creator of Doug and then it's just there's just like three normal people

there who are just like listening intently to Ernest Klein and the creator of Doug looking for a bitch who'd be like- What are you saying creator of Doug? Oh, bitch who'd be like Patty Mayanays looking for a girl who'd be like Patty Mayanays who want to date me. Oh yeah, because he Oh, because he made Patty Mayonet. That's right. Because he made Patty Mayanase to be like his like perfect girlfriend. Patty mayonnaise was a real girl who he then met later. And she's like, come meet my husband and kids.

And he's like, I didn't remember the rest of the night or something. I think we talked about it once years ago. We definitely talked about it. I think it was on pondering actually. Yeah. I didn't know Ernest Klein put that in his awful fucking scrawlings and that death tone poetry he did. Dude, just reminding me of me going to my. brain doctor and him telling me we're talking about books and he's like, I really like Ready Player

1 and I just told him about nerd porn a tour. I thought you knew about nerd porn autore. I did, but I didn't memorize it. Like I black hold most of the lines I read because they were so fucking awful. I remember it exists. I had to read it for, I think I read it for Ray, Raychevick, like a video. Yeah, I think I did for a video. I've been hiding nerd porn autter and a lot of videos I've made in the past, if I'm honest. What do you mean hiding them? Mike. They're hidden. Like hidden mickeys, but instead it's a bunch of like Dungeons and Drag Queens. God, that line sucks. It's like what? What is any of this? And I'm not just talking about straight porn. Oh no. There should be fuck films for my nerd brethren of all sexual orientations.

Gay nerd porn flicks with titles like Dungeons and Drag Queens. Welcome to the podcast. That's right. Welcome to Dungeons and Drag Queens. Ernest Klein seems like he aims for a very specific kind of psycho who's like, they think if you browse the Skyrim Wiki during a college course that makes you more attuned with the world somehow. I think often about knowing about Ready Player 2 and knowing that Sonic.E is in it because like Ernest Klein had to be like, how do I get people who are younger into Ready Player 2? And he's like, I'm going to put Sonic scary in it for a bit. And it drives me fucking bonkers that I'm going to have to read those books at some point just to really know suffering.

You don't have to read it I kind of do want to read Ready Player 2 at some point even though it's useless information that might actively harm me Let's do a book club Let's do a book club for PST where we just Find horrifying books We just have to read we could read the deep state books

The Gooby director made True we could read the Resident Evil S.C. Perry book I just learned something fucked up What the fuck? Oh what did you discover? Steven Spielberg directed Ready Player 1? Yes

Yes Because who do you have to do the nostalgia bait movie the nostalgia bait director the thing is it's probably like he did the live action scenes which is 10% of the movie and they could have had second unit or animation director doing everything cg which is most of the movie what i don't think he was directing the orc to go through the overlook hotel at least i really doubt he was doing that i i love ready player one so much because so much of it is remember the 80s remember the 80s and the movies sometimes just like remember the 80s oh is that tracer from overwatch remember the 80s oh is that that's

that joker and there's that one scene they're like remember reach and then there's the iron giant with the gun he loved so famously he did say i'll be back with weaponry you go i stay res me i have ray gun ready player one feels like someone who remembers the wrong thing for movies where you might have someone i don't remember who said it long ago if was a facebook post or what but it's someone who goes like okay in pop culture Star Wars, right? People know Yoda, people do the backwards voice and they laugh at Yoda like, ha ha, you're doing a Yoda voice.

Ready Player 1 is made for someone who goes Ha ha, I love Star Wars. I love the gay little green frog who lives on Dagobah. What do you remember Daegaba but not Yoda? Ready Player 1 is written by like the partner of a man who is on a Star Wars podcast like she hears about it but she doesn't know about it.

That's really accurate. It's the LaCroix of pop culture. I say that as if I fucking watched it I never watched it I just know osmosis and like video reviews from the time and that's it I get TikTok clips and then I just think about Valerian sometimes and I'd get TikTok clips

of Ready Player 1 and Valerian The Thousand Planets Yeah yeah yeah yeah With the dude who plays What's his fucking name? The dude who plays Green Goblin and Kara Durangus Dane Dihon Well realistically like Ready Player 1 is

ontologically in the same vein as like It's bad Spy Kids 3D to me I don't know cure for a wellness. It's like the race and the contests and the video game aspect. It's Spike Kids 3D but bad with reference. My favorite part of combat evolved

was when the pillar of autumn crashed in the Halo ring and then Halo had to fight all the covenant single-handedly. It's like, why do you know all that but not that? I remember when the DeLorean reached 88 miles per hour and then the flux capacitor went boom. And then the fucking Doc Brown had a gun. I was trying to think of why Ready Player 1 came up.

Has been on my brain recently. remember it's because I saw um why I was out of the country I had some time off and I went to a theater to see weapons and for some reason one of the kids bedrooms had a um had a ready player one poster next to a Mad Max Fiery one post oh yep I remember because I was like road not Fury one I remember that because I was like why is there fucking ready player one in here like what is this like what is this like what child is watching this this is made for 38 year old morose yeah I couldn't tell if it was like the director just fucking around or if it was It's the white kid's, you know, guy, like, yeah, that feels like him fucking around.

He might just be goofing, but this kid has a ready player one poster. Same vibe as that one fucking, uh, oh, got doctor, doctor sleep with the fucking ruby posters all over the place. Oh, yeah, a little Ruby toys. Yeah. Ruby is like, or was popular. I don't, I don't know where Ruby's. Yeah, I don't know about ready player one. Oh, speaking of movies, I learned some lore recently for my, my slop timber event that I've been doing. Found out that Jennifer Coolidge is the reason that Aunt Fanny Farts in the Robots movie.

Do you fucking, what? Yeah, so in the Robots video game. You can't just fucking say Aunt Fanny Farton. So in the Robots video game, there's an unlockable interview that's exclusive to the PS2 version and they interview all the people who worked on the game and it's like Stanley Tucci, they got him for the dad in narration. He's so bored.

They got like this kid to voice like the kid version of Rodney and he talks for like 12 minutes about how much he loves. video game, even though he only does like four lines. They get one the guy who voices the Jumbo Josh Green Robot that's only in the game, and he goes on, he tries to do these wacky improv bits, and it's funny because his entire segment

in the behind the scenes is just, I was making a lot of jokes, and they were laughing a lot, and it was really funny, and like, none of those improv bits that he got were ever in the game, so he's just riffing the whole time, and it's bad riffing. But he gets to Jennifer Coolidge, and she's like, I know, it's Aunt Fanny, I know, it's really great to play

Aunt Fannie in the movie, and it was so awesome, It was really cool You know It's really cool to do like a video game You know And I you know When I was presented with Anne Fannie the character You know I was looking at the director

And I asked Oh she's such a wide back end Like a huge rear end Like what if she fucking farted We weren't going to put that in the movie So I fought for it And she fucking farted And you're like

You go queen Go Jennifer Coolid Oh my God Yes Diva I love that for you I need a really big hot dog real bad. What is the Jumbo Josh Green Robot? Oh,

there's a green robot in the game, but he's game exclusive, but he's a big green robot. He jumbos my fucking Josh. It's insane. You can't just say these things like people will know them. You know what I mean when I say Jumbo Josh Green Robot. This is the most niche episode of the podcast yet, dude.

This is insane. He's Jumbo and he's joshing, Mandy. You should know what this means. I barely remember robots. the movie. I remember Fannie. I read the big ass. He's not in the movie. He's exclusive to the game. He's just a big green robot. You see the Jumbo Josh green robot.

Like, what is... When I say Jumbo Josh green robot, utilize your imagination to imagine a big green robot who's friendly and likes to hang out. There's a green robot in the movie, too. I'm looking pictures of him. Oh, maybe it's that green robot. I haven't seen the movie.

Which green robot? Oh, actively too. I forgot that I wanted to reveal one of the... I got to find it, so give me a second. But I did want to talk about... I found art of the movie robots. And I wanted to talk about some of the ways that they...

I have to scroll up in my Discord to find them. I should have pinned them. But I... Since I'm talking about robots already, the creative director for the movie robots is a fucking weirdo. And the way that he wrote... Well, he's like a super weirdo.

Oh, wait. You told me... You talked to me a little bit about this, I think. So let me find the quotes. Oh, wait. Like audio quotes? No, no, no. They're not audio quotes.

They're from, I think, the art book of the movie. Yeah, so I think I have them now. Let me see here. William Joyce, the executive producer of the movie. So there are production designs. I don't know if many people know about how much of a freak William Joyce is. So let me just read this for you. And I'll post it there in the VC chat here.

Greg Couch designed via Zameh. He's like roly polioli with syphilis and cancer. He brainwashes bigwilled after ratchet smacks big world on the head and knocks him. out. He's vile. He has a sort of colostomy bag that swings around. What the fuck? I need to read the one that he wrote about Anne Fannie. Wait, wait, wait a minute. Is that, does he actively wrote that? He actually does say that. He wrote, he's like roly poly only with syphilous and cancer. What? Yeah. Okay, so I have William Joyce and Aunt Fanny. This dude is insane. I love William Joyce and Aunt Fanny. She was described in the script as having a big ass. I kept thinking

to this jiggly school principal of mine with high hair. Her arms were so fat when she waved them, they swayed. For a while, Aunt Fan had large breasts, too. They'd open up and she'd pull stuff out. I was living in Berkeley at the time, and Chris was saying she hoards junk, she can't throw anything away. And I said, ah, she's one of them Berkeley ladies

with Birkenstocks that I see all over the place. What a guy. Third one about Cappy. Love the one about Cappy a lot, too. Cappy was even harder than Rodney. At first she was Bigwell's daughter, a snobby spoiled brand. Then we made her a smart, sleek career girl.

It was all about finding that subtle appeal. And a lot of it came from the Shimano Rod and Reel set. So basically, Kappi's the most gorgeous piece of fishing equipment you ever saw. Shake equipment? He wants to fuck. Oh, the big and round Bigwell, too. He started out with legs and he was going to have been so fat and lazy that he no longer needed legs. He'd just be ferried around.

Then I did a drawing of all the pleasure bots massaging him. That was the first time he didn't have legs at all. And it just felt right for his hair. Wait. I don't think anybody drew with legs again. I have, uh, they're called tickle bots. I'm posting them now. What the fuck?

What are tickle bots? I'm fine. Dude, I have not seen this movie in so fucking long, man. Here is the image. Here is the direct quote just so you know that I'm not making this out. The tickle bots. Oh, my God. Oh, I remember this character.

I don't remember these fucking things. What the fuck? Yeah, the tickle bots, his pleasure bots. William Joyce referred to them as pleasure bots. It looks like Half-Life 2 beta cut content. You just know this fucking, this fucking art book opened with like, the views of the creator are not the same as the fucking other people working on this. What do you mean, like, one of those, like, WB, like, content warnings?

It's like, this was made in a different time where he wanted the big robot tickled by the pleasure bots. That's still now. This was a different time when Fanny Bot could fart. Nowadays, Fanny Bart could never. I feel like my head's stuck in an X-ray machine. That's just what it's like. I love finding this cursed horrible knowledge about, I just hate.

I want at some point to get all of the William Joyce quotes because I just want to see what kind of a freak he is. I don't know why this arts making me think of Pinocchio 3,000. which is a certified horribly, horribly sick movie that just appears on TV. I don't know if that was a French movie. I'm sad that my... Because of Pinocchio,

my roommate went to a GalaxyCon. I think it was Galaxi Khan, and I was sad that he did not get to meet Pauly Shore because he was supposed to appear and he did not make his appearance. He in Pinocchio 3,000? He's in one of the knockoff Pinocchio ones that was made for the Guillermo de Toro.

Oh, he was in the right. The new one. Yeah, that one. It's just me. Yeah. I want to go on my own. That's right There was a Pinocchio movie

that came out With like There's always one I don't remember It was like a it was a live action one With a really fucking creepy Pinocchio That's many That might have been the Italian one

Where he looks like really realistic And has birds sticking into him Maybe It was a Pinocchio movie from when I was a kid And it was really fucking creepy And he was like really brown Oh my God

Was it 96? Is it Bert Troier? With Martin Lando It was called The Adventures of Pinocchio from 96. Oh, where he actually, he looks like Slapy from Goose bumps. Yeah, he fucking creeped me out, dude. I hated that movie. Right.

I have seen him around. I've never seen the movie, but I have seen that Pinocchio puppet. I have, oh my God, you just unlocked the core memory for me of this movie. Yeah, and at one point he just, like, has whipped cream on his face, and it freaked me out this scene. Oh, my God. It freaked me out, because he just had like a bunch of white shit in his face, and he was like, Dude, I got goosebumps when I saw this Pinocchio when I googled this when I was looking. I was, I genuinely did not, like core memories unlocked that I forgot.

Dude, he freaked me to fuck out so hard. I don't know why that movie got really popular for a little time because that movie did not, did he even have a fucking. It was this movie and AI that my dad would just put on at the farm sometimes. Oh God, AI was a week. Put it on and I was like, I don't want to watch Haley Joel Osmit like die in the robot. Oh my God. That movie, AI. That's also Steven Spielberg, isn't it? Well, it was Steven Spielberg finishing a Stanley Kubrick movie. Yeah, because it's extra strange.

Yeah. It wasn't that creepy. It's pretty creepy when he's a kid and trying to go, I'm your real son. And his face melts because he eats too much spinach. Or him going to the future with robots, which a lot of people thought were aliens. Or him go, oh, the super future. Yeah. Gigolo Joe didn't make it. I did think, you know what, in my head, I think I confused the end of AI with, like, aliens from signs.

So in my head, whenever I think about it, they look like the aliens from signs. Well, the robots in the end of AI do look like aliens. A lot of people thought they were because they're very slender and tall and not, they didn't understand, even though it's very, you know, they try to make it a little more clear that these are robots. We're the future machines, but people still went, that's ending with the aliens get them, right? Like, it's fine. Collect my eight Haley Joel Osmond says the slender bod. I actually kind of do look like the tickle bots, the more I look at them.

They don't look like robots at all. They just look like they're made of glass. They look like the tickle bots that were on Big Weld. They do, they do. They do look like tickle bots. I'm glad we went full circle. Hi, Sheena. How are you?

I'm good, Brendan. I feel like I've been sitting here listening to a conversation that I can identify as the English language. Yeah, it's part of the, it's sometimes the podcast does devolve into in the mouth of madness. Like it's, I do understand. Well, before we started recording, I was saying like, oh, it's a Lubbooboo. That's a Lafoufu because it's not real Labuble. Well, a fake Labubu is called a Lafoo. I have a friend who's really into Labubu's and I was getting served LaBou stuff.

And like I found out that a fake Labu is called Lafou. It's a lot. Yeah, because I was, I hate that you were the first person I heard about these things from. It was like in the beginning of the year. And you were like, look at the Lububo's. These are called the Bubu BBLs because people, this creature's called Labu and people cut up their ass apart and shove cotton in them. They give them big asses.

And I went, okay, Brendan, that's just not. horror from TikTok and then I started seeing them around like months later I genuinely wonder how many people learned about Labibu from the podcast because that was like way before any of the popular Labibu shit happened. It's because I keep you just kind of talked about it. I get I try to stay off of TikTok now like I've been writing a lot just trying to keep in like a creative space instead of like you know going down the the horrifying pipeline because I get served some of the most out of pocket rancid TikToks but also I get Ostradamus where like I will get served a popular something that will become a meme or become a fad months before it ends up being anything like Dubai chocolate especially before people were talking about it I got served like a video and then my wife saw it because her for you page sometimes gets shit from mine because TikTok you know listens on your phone so if it hears like audio it'll play the by the videos that I watch on her phone if I'm near her and she gets mad because she gets the horrors that I see on on mine.

And so, like, then we went down to Des Moines, tried the viral to buy chocolate when it sucked. And then I started seeing it everywhere on the internet is like a meme. What is viral do by chocolate? Oh, you haven't tried the viral to buy chocolate, might. Oh, you've got to try the viral to buy chocolate, brother. Okay, you know what? I'm going to... It's chocolate with pistachio that looks like a baby diarrhea.

Oh. Oh, the pistachio. They sell it in vapes now. I've seen it around. Ew. Oh, God. I have no desire to try it. It's just pistachio filling.

Shelby and I went down to Des Moines for like a day trip, A, B. because she wanted to get it for her and her co-workers and B, to go to an actual chocolatier. Oh. It's just Kanapa and pistachio. That's old as fuck, though. That's not new. Yeah, but it's viral.

It's called the viral to buy chocolate. Yeah. It's just like a pistachio, like, not slime. It's a filling. Yeah. Was it viral or did they have money to ask for it? No, they paid off influencers to call it the viral to buy chocolate. And then mom's got a hold of it.

Of course. Yeah, because Kanafa is just like a pistachio cream. I thought that was the, like a component. It's a component of it. I think it's supposed to have like gold something in it. I don't remember how you say it, but I know what it is. It's like the, oh wait, I'm thinking of something else. It's a little crunchy bitch.

No, okay, I just realized I'm thinking of something completely different. I'm thinking of the, it's a, I think it's Middle Eastern dessert where it's like, it's like this really stringy cheese. It's like soaked in a bunch of like syrup and it's like a, it looks. It looks like a pizza. Oh, I'm looking at it. It's, it's like Knafah, K-N-A-F-E-H. So I'm totally off.

That is not what I thought it was. It does start with like the cussain. It is served with like pistachio on top sometimes, though. I've heard it's good. But also it's pretty rare to find it anywhere else because it's hard to make because you need the specialty things for it. I just, I just hate that it's in like vape stores. Well, like you go to like a smoke shop or a vape store and it's just everywhere

next to like the zombie killing knives and the giant like bongs and i'm just like oh here's the viral to buy chocolate oh my the viral zombie killing knives yeah it's the well the smoke shop i go to for my wife likes the cheap cigars every once in a while and then i have to pick up like a nicotine supplement thing and so the the smoke shop i go to has like five boxes of it next to like the fake mushrooms and like the delta eight weed gummies and it's like oh you got to pick up a bar this viral to buy chocolate that's awesome i guess the last time went to unlocally it was just they were infusing shit and weird packages like hey you ever had nerds rope with some shit they made out in the west coast in a factory near fentanyl like fentanyl's like not a place i said oh don't worry it's got proxie i went to

my smoke shop and they got the fentanyl feast feast feast i mean there's somewhere in the world where there's a dingy smoke shop with some fading out christmas lights above a t hc feastable somewhere yeah i'm just waiting for like someone's done it a t hc beastable beastable bistible did they make weed jerky Do they THC infuse? Oh, I had a lunchly yesterday. That was something. Why did you have a lunch? Dude,

because it was dog shit, cheap at Aldi and my wife was like, oh, you should get this for a bit. And I went, okay, dear. What bit? Get this for a bit? What's the bit?

I was playing Skull Rising, Skull Island Kong Rising, and I broke a little bit. Oh, you ate it on street. So it was a, it was, don't forget to keep that. It's a tax right off. For your tax, it's a tax write-off, yeah.

Oh, yeah. That lunche is a tax right-off. It's because I'm morbidly a feast. Oh, man. Kadaifi was the word, I think, for the... Kadafi? Yeah. Oopi.

I was going to ask if it was good, but lunchebles aren't exactly... It had a better sauce. Like, as a kid, it's like, oh, wow, they have lunchables. Then as an adult, you go, this is... Well, I did have that weird period for, like, uh, six months where I was only eating from, like, my lunch while my wife was at work. I was only eating pizza lunchables. like, I am an expert on this

as an adult. I will say the sauce in the luncheat, slightly better. Everything else, dog shit, of course. Did you, like, heat them up any? Did I what? Like, if you had the pizza luncheables, because I know the pizza lunche was a kid, you know, you just assemble them, like, a little thing, because you're at the lunch table. Oh, I make the pizza in my mouth.

I was going to, oh. Oh, God, that's right. You did tell me about this. Oh, God. I forgot about that. Sometimes I make the pizza, but I like to make the pizza in my mouth, where I, like, take a bite of the bread. I suck a little bit of the sauce. I bite some pepperoni and I bite some cheese. so I make the pizza in my mouth. See, my first question was, because you're an adult,

you can, like, throw in the air fryer or the oven, like, you know, melt the cheese a little bit. I don't heat them up. Oh, my God. If I wanted to heat up a pizza, I'd heat up a pizza. For the pizza lunch, lunch, I'd make them in my mouth. It's a pizza in my mouth. Talking about, like, shit that I, I,

when I was a kid, like, I, usually my parents would, like, just give me leftovers, but sometimes, sometimes they would get, like, frozen meals. And this just reminded me of, like, Michelina Zappam's pepperoni pizza pasta and now I'm fucked up Micheloni Zappam

these were kind of fucking fire I remember loving these I remember my favorite childhood snacks which were cinnamon egg and ball of bread cinnamon egg

What? Billy knows about cinnamon egg because of paint hole I told the story on there years ago when I was a kid my dad would not my groceries sometimes

so there would just be because my dad absolute psychotic person. Sometimes there would only be chocolate and spices and a lot of the time in the fridge there would only be eggs. Like he would go and buy eggs because he just wouldn't buy anything else. So like he would go and eat fast food and then me and my brother would just like, you got to fend for ourselves. So it was like third, fourth grade. I would just make eggs, but we didn't have salt. So I put cinnamon on the eggs. There were days where I was just, oh yeah, we're eating cinnamon egg today, Garrett. He'd be like, I don't want to eat cinnamon egg.

And I'm like, we're eating cinnamon egg. And then I'd get the frying pan. and I'd make cinnamon egg. I mean, a bit of cinnamon sounds like it could be nice, but where you're like overpowering it with cinnamon. That is not what he told me. It was like a table. It was like a full like spoon, like a normal spoon. Oh.

Cinnamon in there. Yeah. That's what I remember because you fucking made me eat in. Yeah, I barely ate cinnamon egg. I did, you remember, you guys remember the cinnamon challenge that woman that just like has cinnamon in her mouth and she's like a p. That's exactly what I imagined.

That's what I imagined would happen. That's exactly what happened, because it's fucking way too much. There's a ball of bread, too, where you get bread, but then like you'd ball up a piece of breads that would just like, it was like a more fun eating experience because you're eating Oh, I did. I did that, actually. Yeah, that's a more normal kid thing is ball of bread. Ball of bread.

Ball of bread, you take like sometimes you take a little sugar and put it in the center of the bread, maybe a little bit of butter, and then you squeeze it in your hand. Oh, I get what you mean. Okay. Ball it up in your hand and then take a bite. It's like a bread catamari. I don't think I did that because I, I hated bread.

Brendan went all, like, gourmet with it. I would, I would just do it for the sport of it. The sport of it. For the love of the game. When I was a kid, sometimes I go to, like, friends' churches or, you know, and some would do like bread sacraments still, you know, or, you know, this is my body, pass the bread around. This is my blood.

You'll get their water, wine. And sometimes there's, I remember one day distinctly, they're passing that bread around. I had to buy the bread and went, wow, this is fucking good. and I went home and there was some sandwich bread you know on our counter and I take that off

I started ripping it I started ripping their bread apart and putting them on a big plate my mom was like what are you making there a sandwich I said no I'm making my own sacrament I'm making my own sacrament

and she was weirded out and confused I was like what are you talking about I had to explain it oh yeah I know this is like you're this is like you ripped the bread I had the piece of bread

and I was, you know, my friend earlier I'm like, oh, that's pretty good bread. I was like, I can just make that at home. So it's too fucking dumb to realize it's like, no, it's not exactly the same bread. It's kind of, can't just rip apart white bread because so I went bougie on Sunday. Dude, the logic that kids have

for shit like that is so fucking funny though. Making my own sacrament reminds me of being at my grandparents where the magnet boy incident happened and A, taking food out of their fridge and putting it around myself in a circle to try to go to a different world. And then they'd just get mad at me because I'd be surrounded by like

bottles of condiments and like loose cheese. And then also taking spray paint and drawing sigils on the inside of their trailer to also open up a portal to a Okay, wait. That's badass, dude. Maybe it worked. What I was imagining is you had watched

like Justice League or something or saw Etra again where you saw someone made a symbol on the ground to do some magic thing and you were like ketchup and condiments will do fine. and you're just trying the symbols if I'm getting this right. Yeah, well, it was like an escalation where like I was, A, it was, I was trying to,

the magnet boy's story happened where I tried to hot glue craft magnets to my head and my hands to climb the fridge and then I said, this is not going to work. Because I've talked about that. I've talked about that a while back. So like, the trailer park my grandparents owned, that was a weird period of my life where I was trying anything to basically make magic real because I had seen like, I'd seen some movie

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Mitsubishi Motors, drive your ambition. Like Harry Potter was bigger on that time, and I was super young, but I was still reading it because I was like voraciously into any kind of books. So I was trying to do anything and everything to go to a magical world. So it was like, it's hot glue magnets to my head and my hands to try to climb the fridge. Open up the fridge and pull out all of the condiments and all of the like expiring, like the expiration, like the, what is it, the. Anything that should just stay in the fridge, pulling it out,

putting it around myself in a circle and huddling up and going, I wish I was in another world. I wish I was in another place. I wish I was in another world. And then it never working and then just me getting yelled up by my grandma. And then the final bit was me taking gray spray paint, walking into the trailer while they were outside just hanging out, and then just spray painting the shit out of like the wall to try to draw magic sigils

and then drawing a doorknob like Rudy from Chalk Zone and trying to open the door. Oh my God. So scary. I mean, I told this story too When I did the goosebumps grave thing Like the drawings or just I like goosebumps Like kids will like things And they'll just like try to reenact them

Or do some art thing to be involved But it looks so fucking alarming From the outside Dude I have an example of that That's really weird Because my cousin was a really weird kid And he was

You know how kids are obsessed with like Star Wars Harry Potter Fucking Pirates of the Caribbean whatever. He was obsessed with clerks. Clerks? Like, clerks! Yes. Yes. That clerks too.

Clerks was his Harry Potter. Clerks too specifically, he was so obsessed with it that one Christmas he kept begging. He kept, like, we were way too, when did that movie come out actually? Clerks too, give me sick. I'd 2000 something.

2006, so we were, no, I think it was Clerks, one that he was obsessed with because we were really young we were like maybe eight which is way too young to watch clerks like he didn't understand anything in that movie but he was so obsessed with it he begged to get a pinball machine for his fucking like christmas and he got like a fake one like a really shitty spider man one that was like all cardboard and like cheap plastic during that entire christmas like eve when after we got like we got our toys and everything he forced me to like do some

I don't know how to describe it. Some role play where we were like, we worked at a video store. Like, actually, he made us, he made us play this shit where we were like at a video store. And we had to work to pay back for our Christmas gifts that we just got. And then we would take breaks by going, being around the fucking pinball machine and playing pinball. And gossiping about what was happening in the fucking video store. And I was eight, so I was like, I had no idea what he meant by that. He was, he was, he was like two or three years older than me.

Right. To be fair. That was, dude, what I've not thought about that in so long. He was so obsessed with horror movies as well. He kept telling me like, oh, is your cousin, my little brother? I was just going to say, like, actively, this is just, you were talking about my little brother. Like, this is accurately.

So my brother, same thing. One of the only DVDs that worked on the farm was Jay and Silent Bob Strike. back. And so, like, okay, so like, to talk about the DVD selection that my dad had, it was like AI, Snoop Dog's Bones, Friday, Friday after next, Jay and Silent Bob strikes back. There was the medallion Jackie Chan tuxedo incident where like my dad was stealing satellite and then somehow the satellite steal, yeah, it was like he broke the satellite so the only movies we could watch on the on the pay-per-view channel were the tuxedo and the medallion on repeat. So that led to something for me and something from my brother, which he became obsessed with Kevin Smith and also horror movies

where he was just like, I got to watch the new, I got to watch Freddy Kruger again. And then he piss his pants because he got scared by Freddie Krueger. And then he's like, I got to watch it again. I got to watch it again. And then he piss his pants. I mean, dude, I, you know what? That's like such a, that's real, man. Kids, kids will watch something scary, but be so obsessed with it after.

It's the worst part for me is Jailant, Silent Bob led to me making my own comic called Afro Man based on the because I got high where I would just draw my own Afro guy comics where he went to kill people and did epic things. I really hope you kept it and you're never going to show anybody. I don't. I did not keep it. They got confiscated because they were very violent. Oh, man. Yeah, he's the one that my cousin, that cousin

was specifically the one that he couldn't rent any like crazy horror movies. So he rented the happening ones. The entire time he kept telling me like, this shit is so fucking scary man. I have no fucking idea how scary a movie can be. Really chain wallet core. Because of that, he was, oh, he was, dude, he was chain wallet core, but he was also, like, obsessed with Green Day. Oh, if he was in the Midwest, he would love to be a juggalo.

This is like somebody who could have been a juggalo. He, oh, 100%. He wore, like, the checkered scah. He wore, the checkered, like, vans. He wore, like, those checkered, uh, were to be a juggalo forced to be French-Canadian. Braclets. Yeah, no, he was very. Those Kingdom Hearts more

No, actually he thought it was gay Yeah Really? Oh, this is Juggloor Yeah Yeah No, and also because I liked it So he was like, this is super gay If Billy likes something

He'd If I liked something He'd be like, that's so gay man That's cousin energy for you You know Last time I saw him was like Because I He's like part of the

Extended family and we kind of Stop seeing him Because he got this so It's a really long story because he kind of became a trash guy a bit, like trashy person, surprisingly enough. And he, last time I saw him, he was really obsessed with the fact that I start, I was in a music production school and I started working part time at a studio space. And he was like, oh, dude, you should record me playing guitar.

You should really record me playing guitar. And I was like, okay, yeah, come into my studio. Like I literally, I was like, yeah, sure, let's record it right now. I have a guitar plugged in everything you can do it and the entire time was like wait like now now I mean I'm not sure I'm not like like brother like I'm not ready for it dude I just can't like you know I can't summon that energy right now you know it's like I got to listen to my music he was actually saying shit like that he was saying shit like that and then he and then we went into my route my studio and then he like he grabbed the guitar and he was like do you have a

tuner and I was like yeah he was the tuner and he was trying to tune it for like 30 minutes And he was like, oh, damn, that doesn't sound right. Oh, no. I think your tuner is broke. And I was like, no, my tuner is not broken. I can't believe you presented somebody that is a GameStop customer archetype with actually having to do the shit that they're talking big about. Oh, dude, he was always that type of person, though, where he was like, dude, I got like

a Les Paul guitar like in my garage. Like, it's going to be freaking epic. But you should like, wait a minute, while I go get my Les Paul and then I'll come over. I promise. I have an Ibanez Ibanez guitar or whatever. and he was like oh my god sick guitar I can't wait to riff on it and I was like yeah go for it and he was like wait a minute

hold on oh dude he's funny I hope he's okay that's a long time ago right because you were in school yeah that's forever ago yeah that's what I'm saying because the thing is I don't have Facebook so I don't know what the fuck he's up to

like maybe if I still had Facebook I could see what he's up to he worked at a garage after his dreams of of owning a video store didn't work out because of, you know, video stores dying. That is sad. Oh, my God. Dude, so funny. Knowing what you want to be that early.

And then the industry falls apart me when I wanted to be a beeper salesman. That is kind of a, to be fair, that's a crazy thing to want to be when you grow up because of clerks as well. Dude, he made us have a watch party for clerks too when it came out. That I remember too. And it was such a weird night Because our parents went to Filming of like a French Canadian talent show

And then he was like Oh we can rent whatever we want He rented clerks And then he was like Dude my dad doesn't know about this Check this out And then he just Because he had like a satellite thing

And then he just like Showed us like scrambled porn Oh God Oh my God It was so It was so weird about it too. He was like, dude, we can see titties. It's called Blue Midnight and there's titties, dude. I feel like this is an archetype I could have fell into if I didn't have my secret concussion.

I don't know what happened all of a sudden, but I'm remembering all these fucking insane things about this cousin I had. Well, I think it's just the combination of like person you kind of knew and then kids' delusion or like imitation stuff. Because I was also, I think I told the thing long ago, which was a nothing story of me just mixing chemicals in the kitchen one day. Oh, make him potions. You got to be made. compotions. Making mustard gas. No, I just took random like stuff out of cupboards and chemical like it could have been really bad. I just mixing everything in a big bowl and like the floor of the kitchen was all a mess because I was pulling out all these things like mix this concoction. My mom came in because she smelled the chemicals and like

whatever's gone in the room. And she went, what are you doing? Because she saw I probably like detergent and there's stuff out with like goldfish whenever else I was throwing in a bowl because I had put a big a big turkey baster into it. And I looked up at her and said he's pregnant because I had watched Godzilla 98 he's pregnant yeah she said what are you doing with that he's pregnant because I was remembering

he watched Godzilla 98 because my dad took me to see it in the theaters because he's such a big Godzilla fans he's like we've got to see this that's awesome and he told me how it was really bad but wasn't sticking with me yet at that age oh my God I feel like the way that I would

like pretend is so tame in comparison to you guys like you know there's like canned mandarin orange slices oh those are so good I would not eat the mandarin's but I would drink the syrup Oh you just remind me

I have mandarin oranges upstairs I'm gonna fucking have a big snack Oh damn Yeah sometimes my mom would serve that for dinner and I'd pick them up with my fingers and pretend I was eating a bug like in Lion King That was like my level of Those bugs are pretty good though

Slimy, yes, satisfying They made They made them too You could like, I remember Oh my God, this might be a French Canadian thing I don't know Do you guys have Yoplay?

I thought we had to go They made me eat bugs And I thought Yeah we have Yoplay Didn't they make like a yogurt or a pudding With like the Lion King bugs Yeah Yes, yes

Because I know Yoplay Yopla is Is French I think Yeah we got commercials It's everywhere We had Jamie Lee Curtis Some commercials for them They knew her better

I thought she made for activia. That's activia. Wasn't you Activia? I thought she was like yeah, she was like eating and she was like, my gut bacteria make me shit so good. And then she would dance. If I show my boob in a movie, you know the movie's going to be bad. Is that a thing she said?

No, right now I think, well, it's because like they, what is it? I've just been thinking like if Jamie Lee Curtis is in a movie and she shows boob like in a modern movie. Cleavage in Borderlands, Cleavage in the new Freaky Friday. What the fuck? She showed her boobs in fucking borderline. like full boot, but yeah, she's Tannis in the Borderlands movie and she's just got like a No, I mean, I remember that movie. I was there. I saw the guy jerking off in the middle of the

theater. Piss Gulch. What? You weren't there for that. There's a, there's a saga. There's a saga that happened at my viewing. Oh, wow. I'm amazed you saw Borderlands in a theater. I also saw Borderlands in a theater, but my theater was empty. They had tubes of yogurt, and inside of the tubes of yogurt, they had like the bugs from, literally like, the same bugs from Lion King and make me think about food as a kid and I'm just thinking about belly washers again and the fucking dubious trick of belly washers they just the worst soap tasting juice but they had a really cool cartoon character on the top always and it'd be like I want the Tasmanian devil belly washer I want the Tasmanian devil belly washer at a period I had a phase in

my life where I was obsessed with the Tasmanian devil for a bit and I just wanted everything Tasmanian devil that's that's funny as fuck I used to have a Tasmanian devil cup and uh one time I thought the water is cleaner in the toilet, so I used to take the Tasmanian Devil Cup at my grandparent's trailer and go to the toilet tank and drink the water from the toilet tank. Oh, fuck. I just saw a belly washer. Oh my God. I have not thought about these in so long. Yeah, they have the little cartoon toppers. Yeah. Oh, my God. I remember begging for these and my mom was like absolutely not. The juice was absolutely abhorrent. It was an abominate. It was a sin against God. They tasted

they tasted like Prime does now. They were just, look, there's a cartoon thing on it, just like the popsicles and the ice cream truck. Like, look, there's, you know, Sylvester on it. You want to drink it. And then it's just gasoline. I remember the one I wanted really bad was the Mario Kart one. Because they made Mario Kart

fucking belly washers. Oh, what the fuck? I'd love a Brandaniel belly washer. Gotta have me, either the rat or the skeleton on top where he's just like depressed as fuck, smoking a big No, just actually you. Just me, me with me in the flesh, true.

That's it. I feel like you go to pull the Bryn Daniel belly washer cap up and instead the bottle would just inflate and be like round. It says, get yourself a big sippy today. What flavor would that have do you think? Depression. Oh. Did they even have flavors? Oh, not that depressed now.

Probably, I don't know. I don't even like. I don't even know bellywashers had flavors. I thought they were just all like the same punch, like fruit punch. I want the Scooby-Doo flavor It's probably just that Don't mute flavors It was I did I did want the Scooby-Doo flavor really bad

There's a Mucha Lucha one They lasted that long Did you just say Mucha Lucha? Yeah What are you doing? What do you say Mucha Lucha? What are those paper plates? What have Mucha Lucha plates?

Mucha Lucha He's been showing those fucking Mucha Lucha paper plates for the longest time and I don't know why Why do you have that just with it? For company, Sheena. I have Mutualucha paper plates next to Fine China. You are lying.

They're fucking lying because you never fucking, you never use them. You put them on as a fucking. No, I have an open one for company and I have a, I've a sealed one for me. Is it like fine china? How much company do you get? It's the fine China for guests. Andy, come down to Sioux City. We'll eat pizza.

We'll eat or off the people just. What are I going to, what just happened? Are you having a stroke? Does it smell like burn? That happened during Ice Cube. Well, what I was going to say earlier, a really fun thing to be kind of fucked up to do is when we all get together again

and make like that snack you would have as a kid where it's like you mix the weird shit together. Oh, man. Mine is boring. I'm trying to remember mine. Well, people go, you know, I put seven up in like cinnamon toast crunch or whatever. Or say I would always have.

Oh, Smepsy. Smepsy. Oh, no. Like I would eat goldfish with protein shakes. It was my favorite snack. Like, we find that awful thing, and we all discover them together. You reminded me that I have to make Smepsy again. Can I just say mine right now?

Because I think all of you would hate me. Sure. Because mine was easy. Mine was cucumbers and mustard, like hot mustard, like Dijon. Smarties and Pepsi. Smarties and Pepsi. Smepsy. You're talking about like the Chalky Smarties, American Smarties.

Oh, no, that's disgusting. You're filth. Yep. Smepsy. How does that work? Do you just, it's just crushing. crush them up into powder and then you put them in the Pepsi, you close it, you shake it up a bunch, and it makes

the Pepsi sweeter. As a kid, I was just like, I want to make it, I want to put my sugar into Pepsi. Oh, God. That's not horrible, though. Like, we had our, an elementary school at the end of it, I think in fifth grade they started, this could just have a fifth grader thing. They had, oh, if you're good, you get the, they weren't good boy points.

It was something like you would, you good boy points. There was points. Something like that. Basically, if the class is good, if the class is good for some period of time, like one day a month, people can, like, show some movie on the class TV and, like, you could, you can buy snacks. And it's, it'd be, you know, we have like a box. Yeah, yeah. It's, oh, you get your soda for 50 cents or you could use your whatever, whatever it was. It's so long ago. I don't

even remember if there was a credit system. Like, you turn in your cards. Like, oh, you did, you answer that question well, here's a card worth whatever points. It could have been that. But I remember the one thing I would always get was a root beer and fucking airheads. Don't think I could do that now. looking back great combination i remember we had something similar and it was only like one snack and it was like it was a canadian smarties no it wasn't actually it was like those are like big m&Ms right yeah yeah they're better than mnms because the candy coating is actually yummy that's a hot tape people are going to be really annoying about what i just said the only mnms i like are the minis so i agree with you i like many minis more than regulars too yeah because the the candy coating is like

And the chocolate ratio is better to the candy coating ratio. It's like Reese's cups where like normal Reese's cups suck shit. But like the miniature ones and the holiday ones are better because the peanut butter ratio is better. No, okay, wrong. No, the holiday ones are better. The holiday ones are better and the days are better. No, they're better. But the normal ones are shit.

They taste like vomit. I would not say they're shit either. No. They don't care if I'm crucified. I think they're dog shit. I'm taking the heat. I'm taking the heat. I continue to say this.

they would give us like kit cats and then we we would all like have a mini kit cat and i remember there was this one kid that was allergic to peanuts and we would always like try to force feed him peanuts so that he would die because we hated him damn that was a joke that was not real i nobody had a reaction well because we didn't think of belly washers then i was thinking like of the scooby-doo and cartoon characters they have on them in early elementary school there was a table that had this sign that had Scooby and Shaggy on it smiling with like hugging each other and it just said you know in time zoom Roman font below it

this is a peanut free zone and they're always like three or four kids who didn't really know each other all sitting at that table kind of far from each other because I don't think they even wanted to talk to each other and I remember thinking like Oh you had a fucking you had peanut segregation like allergy segregation?

Yes there weren't in a way There weren't that many weird I guess it was probably especially for back then. I would assume. Especially for back then, it wasn't known as much. That means there's probably an incident somewhere where they had like this peanut allergy table.

But at the time, I didn't know it. I just saw that there were these kids who looked really haunted. And they're, you know, haunted because they're sad not being able to eat with their friends because of a peanut allergy. Or their parents thought that a peanut allergy, which could be a whole other can of worms. Either way, sad kids at a table, all separate looking haunted, with Scooby and Shaggy saying this is a peanut-free zone.

And so my mind put together, there was like a Mr. Peanut Scooby-Doo villain who had done something to them or their families and they could not see Peanut so they'd freak the fuck out So you have such a An electric state core group What a strange imagination you had

This is Well this is this was also peak like I'm reading goosebumps and they had Scooby-Doo on the sign Probably because look Scooby and Shag you're on the sign So I thought of like a Scooby-Doo villain I thought oh I wonder if Mr. Peanut did something to them

Or like this weird peanut man did something bad because they can't see peanuts and I remember like they have to deal with the cashew creeper because people people people people probed about it like they it's like they wouldn't explain either I think I heard later as an allergy but something about that just stuck with me when I don't remember if it was a Super Bowl but when that baby nut shit was announced from planters I immediately blocked them on Twitter so I was I think that's the only account I've ever blocked on Twitter ever Because Baby Nut pissed me off so much.

And to this day, nothing good has happened since Baby Notch showed up. Baby Not was the seventh seal. I hold true to this. I say this a lot is that Baby Not was the final seal. That is actually true. It's been tough out here. Ever since Baby Not showed up. Ever since Baby Not operated on the scene.

It's been a hard life, yeah. Let's do Patreon questions. That was a weird episode, man. We really went places. That was a... The peanut zone reminds me of when they segregated us into the no-mom club. What? I think I told the story in the podcast already.

They took like four kids in my third grade class that my mom was in jail. Another kid's mom had passed. Another kid's mom was just terminally ill. And the other kid's mom was just out of his life. They put the four of us together in a no-mom club. Oh, God. They were just for a little bit of time in school. They would just put us in like a room with some.

somebody trying to have us do activities and talk about her feelings, but then, like, they didn't know what to do with us. So one day they just brought in, like, a speaker who is in the area for the high school and showed us human lungs that had been ruined by smoking, which was a weird bit. Oh, we got those two where it's like, look how black they are. But they didn't see any of the other kids in the school in that elementary school because they were there for the high schoolers. They only brought them in for us four kids. So it was really odd, like, hands on, like showing the lones and the atrophy from smoking. It was uncomfortable. I was just thinking about like, fuck, dude,

I really hated the No Moms Club with Wesley and the others. Because we got that in our gym class, which is kind of weird, but okay, it's like health related. Like, here's why you shouldn't smoke. Here's why you shouldn't do drugs. Wait, dare stuff. Like, there stuff. Sure.

Yeah, I signed the pledge. I remember that fucking lion. I have a dare shirt. I bought a dare shirt recently because I really just wanted one while I streamed because I think it's funny to have. It's a funny relic. I had a horrible memory mix up to where if you play stalker shadow of Chernobyl there's that one lion on the building where it uh oh like the dare lion yeah it's a

really creepy looking lion it's really it really is there i've seen the the Chernobyl building with the lion i'm pretty sure unless i was gaslit into remembering that reminding me but for a while i remember thinking that was the dare lion mixing them up in my memories sometimes this entire thing is just everything i've said today just my brain is being attacked and my brain was never up to kill in the first place tomorrow you're going to die tomorrow i'm going to get you tomorrow it's the It might be, yeah. Genuinely, I feel like recording this has, like, sanded my brain down a little bit. It's the, I took my medicine, I woke up, I'm on one, I got my, I'm doing my haze check right now.

All right, if you're part of the $5 and above tiers on Patreon, wow, I forgot Patreon the word. You can ask a question for the Patreon Q&A, like this one. Thick Wasabi asks, you have been. become human transformers. What flesh vehicles or flesh objects do you transform into? Um, well, I'm not paralyzed, but I seem to be struck by you. I want to make you move because you're standing still. What? Was that English? Was that English? That was paralyzer. I was paralyzed by figure 11, the song that plays during the Quagmire Toilet Transformation. What? Uh, uh, is that, D-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-D-U. You don't know. No, no,

no, Shai, you don't know what Quagmire toilet is, Mandy. I know. I know. I didn't know about the, The association. It's finger 11 plays during the transformation. Thinking about flesh former. I've been writing some stuff on flesh mancy lately because I've been kind of enamored with it. Yeah, well, because I've been doing a lot of writing. I filled up a, I filled up like, what is bro doing in his spare time? I filled up two notebooks full of like writing practice.

It's been a lot. I wrote a 70 page novella. I've been doing a lot. That's what happens when you're on meds. Yeah, I get work done. But thinking about it, if I could do. like a flesh transformer, I'm thinking, uh, A, simple tools and B, like road work equipment, like a road roller. You don't have to be, you can be an object too. I think like, I think like I want

to do turn my hands into simple tools so I can have the hammer hands from son of the mask. But no, no, I think you have to become the whole thing, not just like your hand. Ah, okay. Yeah, or else that would just be the T-1,000. Yeah, exactly. You're just a T-1,000 then. You have to fully transform your entire form. personal hero Ken Bone and I'd become a beautiful human submarine. You and Ken Bowen cannot stand you. I actually don't know if I can stand you any longer. If you can't stand me and sit down. You can't sit you down.

You're far taller than me. Yeah, 6'5 grew up. I've chokeslammed you twice now. That's twice? I think twice. I thought twice. Once at my wedding and once later. I saw one of them.

Yeah, one at Chicago too. You chokeslammed me in Chicago? Oh, no, either either in Chicago or in Montreal. I think it's, oh, wait, no, it's in Montreal. It was in Montreal and it was in that one Airbnb we rented. Yes, yes. Yeah, okay. I remember being chokeslam.

I picked you up and threw you like a ragdoll. I'm surprised you were able to pick me up the second time because I gained a lot of fucking weight. I'm a big boy, dude. I got a lot of that fucking compact muscle. Yeah, I used to be very small and then I did not anymore. I'm down to like 240 from 270. When I was in Montreal is like 265.

I'm down to 240 now. Oh, pretty good. I don't know what I. Let me think. Let me have a think about this. I don't want a vehicle. Vehicles are boring. Vehicles are everywhere.

What about a lazy Susan? What about like you turn into a lazy Susan and somebody displays a product on you and like a QVC? You just slowly turn up. You slowly rotate. Can I be like a home assistant? Like a little speaker home assistant? Billy,

play classical gas. But if you asked me to like, I don't know, like, hey, Billy, play Chappelle Rhone. But then I would just go like, I would not actually like It wouldn't be a speaker It would just be me singing It's just you singing it yeah with big wet lips

That'd be awesome But my lips would be like kind of sealed a bit Because I'm a flesh transformer They don't move much So they just kind of And they're very wet You can be like when the alien creature And my power button is inside my mouth

You can be like when the alien creature Has like the weird kind of whaleish mouth where, like, they have a human mouth, but it's, like, sewn up slightly and then it stretches. Yes. But I'm a speaker and a home assistant, and I can't, if you tell me, like, a timer,

I'm just, like, trying to count and I'm trying to think if I'm in the right spot. This is a Billy, play creep. I'm a pod. I'm an echo. Do you want to order more tied pods? I love Jeff Mezos. This is actually, what's that one book

about, like, the future of human. and some of them become flesh cubes. Oh, ready player one. Oh, yeah, yeah, ready player one, yeah. I thought it was going to be infinite jest for a second. Like, we could just sell off the year to somebody. I think he was talking specific. What was the fucking, I have no mouth and I'm a squeam?

No, it's all tomorrows, all tomorrows where like the colonials are like advanced humans and the aliens turn them into like waste cubes. Oh, my friend keeps telling me to fucking read that. It's on my list. It's on my list. It's got like a lot of like future of humanity. It's interesting. They eventually become less cubic and then they go all.

freaky style. What was it called again? All tomorrows. You would like it, I think, Mandy, if you don't know about it. That's such a Mandy book, actually. I think you would really like it. Oh, it's this. Okay.

I have seen this before. Yeah, you definitely know what this is. Yeah, it makes me think of, um, oh, I think I, I don't know if I read the whole thing. I'm ever seeing this around the time I was reading Prophet before I saw a humanity lost. But yeah, it's weird shit. That's right. So it just human descendants of humanity.

It's fucking creepy. It looks cool. I love the, I love that they went for the images and everything. Because, you know, it kind of, the, the art and everything in that book kind of reminds me of a, what the fuck is it called? Oh, my God. Oh. What is it called? The, the, oh, my God.

Having a moment. The horror book from when we were kids and they just made a, oh, scary stories to tell the dark. Oh, scary stories tell the dark. Yeah, yeah. It kind of reminds me of that kind of art style. Oh, me Thai Doty Walker. Me Thai Doty Walker. Me Thai Doty Walker.

Which one was it that they created for the movie? Is it Meetai Doty Walker? They did Meetai Doty Walker for the movie. They did that one. Yeah, yeah, yeah. They did a couple of them. Why did they call it? Getting ready for a game means being ready for anything.

Like packing a spare stick. I like to be prepared. That's why I remember 988, Canada's Suicide Crisis Hubline. It's good to know, just in case. Anyone can call or text for free confidential support from a train responder anytime. 988 Suicide Crisis Helpline is funded by the government and the government in Canada. Why do they call him

Mita Rottie Walker? Because that's what he says, what he comes after, he was Mita Toti Walker. But what does it mean? I can't remember. It's been a while. Speaking of, like, is anybody going to answer the dang old flesh question, or is it just going to be a fleshy billy? Well, when it said flesh at first, it sounded like

if you're a flesh transformer. You'd just be like a transformer, but made out of flesh. Like, your normal shape would turn into the object. This is just fucking bait for transformation complete again. Yeah, it kind of is. It kind of is. Oh, wait, wait, Mandy.

You fucking fell for it. Mandy, did you, did you, did you, did you see that they made an official remake of that video, but in 3D? No, what the fuck? What you mean official remake? Did like the criterion collection get it? The guy came back. The guy came back years later. The guy for the, the, the, the original, like, guy who made transformation complete.

There's no fucking way. Just giving a sec. Transfer mission, complete. Why the fuck does the original have 77 million views now? Am I seeing this right? Why does this have 77 million views? What the fuck? That can't be right.

That's like one of the most famous fucking, like, cursed videos of all time. Of course it has 77 million views. Whenever I had tried to find it before, I had never seen it, like, uploaded officially. It looked like a cartel video. It would be like 240p and not... Two weeks ago, he put out a new transformation, complete video. Oh, the Black Dragon Awakens. Where is the remake?

I can't find it. This is such a scary video. Somebody showed it to me, and I laughed. They are all scary videos. I feel like I got a backup for my computer. Oh, some of these are creepy. Yeah. Of course they are.

Oh, God, the whole channel is animorphs. You're right. It's all animorffing. Do you believe us now that this is 100% fetish it? No, what do you? I never doubt that. I've never got out of that. You fucking you

and the episode you kept going No, it's not Did I? Yes! Then I was fucking with you Because of course it is. It is?

How? Oh shit, this one is called The Transformation of a pregnant Dragoon. Oh, it is pregnant. Oh, God. This is so incredibly abstract for me.

He uploads fucking teasers for these like they're Ariaster. Like hyena teaser. Dude, he gets so many views. Holy fuck. Wait, wait a minute, wait a minute. How much money?

How much money does bro make? This is what's called fulfilling a niche in the market. There's a lot of dinosaurs. There's a lot of dragons and creatures. Oh, God. These are scary. Some of these are terrifying. They're all terrifying.

I'm sorry to the guy, man. I get it. I get that it's your rocks off, but man, they're creepy as fuck. Well, I don't are using the skin bubbling effect from the fucking howling. It's like, that might have been where the awakening was. totally you were so the fucking squibs yeah i mean you're totally right they have like bladders and bladders yeah yeah yeah yeah oh god so weird it's specifically the skin going blah blah blah blah blah that's so disturbing sometimes that transformation

complete so hard i ripped the skin china if you were a flesh transformer because i'm going to put the onus of the question on you what object or car would you turn into we've been on a flesh transformer for far too long. I'm sorry, Tina, I have to. I shouldn't have been here. I don't know. I was looking around my room and I was thinking about how terrible

it would be to be any of the object in it. But you can like transform back though, right? Yeah, you can just like a you're a human transformer so you turn into like a flesh object and then back into a person. Yeah, you decide when you want to transform much like a transformer. It is a consensual

transformation that you decide. You are a go-go with one gadget. Isn't this just being a shapeshifter then? Well, not really, because shapeshifter is like multiple shapes. This is a like... Okay, so it's one thing for sure. One change. I would turn into like one of those bichorns and if he's squeezed, it's just me going,

but what is that's it? That's pretty good. And what would you do that? When would you just become a bichorn? Cool party trick. Yeah, party trick. Yeah, check this out. Like, it feels like the correct answer is shrinking, but that doesn't.

feel very in the spirit of the question. No, I mean, you have to be an object or a vehicle. I was going to say I'd probably just become a fuck. I don't want to be something that doesn't exist. You got to be careful because it's just like this is, we're just, I'm just going to see a flood of images that are just Mandy car, Mandy car, man, I don't want that. I guess I'd either turn to the, the Goodyear blimp or the one that says ice cubes the pimp. And that's it.

You really shouldn't have said blimp. I'm thinking like, I want to travel. No, I want to travel somewhere. right a plane needs a runway helicopters need fuel unless he could just run forever I guess you could be a oh what are those called the fucking you don't want to be a blimp because I already people already drew me as the Brendanberg so like

I don't want to get a blimp then none of them taking away blimp it's hellic I turn to the helicopter you have to show it to me oh you have to send you the Brendanberg I've never seen the fucking hind I mean the Brendanberg if you wanted to transform for travel purposes like God just turn into one of those

weird like aqua uh aquacars like the oh amphibian amphibious vehicles yeah i was thinking amphibious vehicle or or or like uh fucking jj the jet plane have your face fixed to the front of the plane in a horrifying manner you just that seems like a good drawback though like you can transform into it but your face stays intact on it i don't want to be in a billy alexa anymore that'd be fucking creepy shit j the jet plane oh if i was As a transformer, though, no flesh. I think I would be a Volkswagen beetle, but like the newer ones, the ones that look like Ladybug.

Because you were obsessed with Herbie. Yes. I'm just thinking of a Volkswagen beetle opening it. Sheena's face is in the back, like the, like the truck or like the front trunk, just open it. Your face is just there, but it's a normal beels. I feel like all of these are just, uh, no, not Will Smith. Paul Smith, wait a minute.

The fucking Pluto. crash car. Fuck. Eddie Murphy car. Oh, Eddie Murphy car. Yeah, from the Lemon Demon two trucks. Eddie car. Yeah. Yes. Yes. You know, Norbit is a no, that's a nutty professor. I was got to Norbit. It would be like your own

nutty professor reference, but you become Norbit. Become Respeu- How you're doing? I would never. Should we find another question? Yeah, we should really move up from this question. It's been Oh, dude, fucking, don't, don't hit me

with the brain rot. I remember why I stopped going to the Olive Garden because of that. What? Why Olive Garden? Shelby and I, the last time we went to the Olive Garden, there was a prom happening

at the same time, and I saw a Kiryu High Schooler who had the exact Kiryu suit. Then behind us, there was a kid who kept going, God, it wasn't, it was the, and he kept like yelling it

in the restaurant, and also another TikTok brain rot that I can't remember that was like an anime one. And Shelby and I just got, had the worst experience at the Olive Garden because this kid would not

stop yelling brain rot in the middle of the olive garden, just, oh, yeah, oh, yeah. Okay. You, the way you present some of the things you say makes it sound like you think we know what you're talking about. No, I mean, that's the joke. No, this, I do that on purpose to that you delve deeper. It's, it's a storytelling bit is just say.

Makes you ask more. Yeah, it's like, what do you mean by green jumbo and robots? I'm sorry, Mr. Chungis, but this is a storytelling tool called I lie. Well, brother, sorry about that, dude. It's called lying. You ever hear about it? Sorry, liberals, just lying humor. Just lying.

There are two obvious Brendan questions, and I just don't want to take the bait. Do you want me to take the bait instead of you? If you want to take the bait, you can, but I just see two. Which one is it? It's either the Fallout one or the Brendanverse one. I don't care for Fallout one because I don't have an opinion.

Yeah, I'm the only other person who has an opinion on Fallout. I have opinions on Fallout. You thought that you could eat the pit, baby. Don't even. I had to tell you that that was a mom It had been so long since I played the pit I played it and everyone launched and went okay Oh fallout three

You're talking about fall out three The pit? It's the Mandela effect of the DLC where like a lot of people thought you could just eat the baby but it was a modded bit Because I never ran cannibal And then got to the pit But yeah that did get around So people thought you could eat the pit baby

The thing is eating the pit baby for its powers Would have actually It didn't seem like a crazy thing to have Like oh I could see that But it's Todd's a lot Yeah It wouldn't do that in Todd's world. It was a DLC, you know, like maybe.

Reminding me that I went through Will Wheaton's Reddit account the other day and he's really fucking into Fallout 76. That's not surprising at all. He's Google posting in the Fallon 76 up Reddit. Like, I'm happy for you, dog. Okay, fine. Let's do the damn question because we already talked about it. Blood Compton asks, besides Mandy, who among the PST group would be most likely to survive in Fallout?

Why Mandy? Why would Mandy survive? I trained Like that's presumptuous Once With You trained that You trained that in a mountain?

Yeah It's like I was in Boy Scouts once So surely Survival training Oh fucking Yeah They're turning me What they'm not gonna get into

Is I guess now Maybe a later episode Was we were talking about The weird Weird kid encounter Like the whole The whole You know

My cousin did something The weird Did you mention like They showed weird tithies Or something No That's my Jamie Lee Curtis What is happening

I combined the weird kid encounter emulating clerks with going to Jimmy from Scout Camp as you well remember that story Yes How Oh God

I went to his birthday party Much later And it was an extremely harrowing experience Because this was after that incident Where he was mellowed out But Oh when he when he was on meds Yes

Yes And that because I was thinking of weird Kid encounters weird emulation Where it's like okay I remember when A friend from church had showed me porn when I was like 10 and it was really fucking weird. That one was much worse. But anyways, we're off track.

Fallout. I was trained. You just had a brain blast. Okay. Boy Scout camp. What had Boy Scout camp? Jimmy, do you? Oh, remember that party?

Oh, God. That was the train of thought. Yes. Okay. Would you survive in Fallout? Would I survive in fallout? No, I would not. I want to say yes.

I don't think I would survive in most things. I'm too much of a fucking. little metro sexual boy. It's really weird how whenever this question comes up to me on stream, people are like, Brendan would be a warlord when like, I'm going to be a jester. Like,

I'm going to be somebody's little freak. I would not be a warlord. I'm sorry. Just because I, in high school, I had three apocalypse diaries with plans to deal with a zombie apocalypse doesn't mean I would actively be prepared in the fall of world. Dude,

my fucking, when I worked at McDonald's, my fucking, my fucking like manager kid did the same thing where it was like, if ever, there was a zombie apocalypse, gamers would rise up. And I was like, okay, man. Did he have a plan for a desalination plant?

The what? I had a plan for a desalination plant, so. Desalination. Yeah, getting rid of making water more potable. No, no, yeah, no. You really thought about this. I put a lot of work into it. Yeah, I was gaming really hard.

I was building diagrams for zombie traps because I was in an engineering class. So I'd take, like, AutoCad during times where there was like downtime. I'd be making like autocad like traps and like, I'd be writing down blueprints. I wish I had those notebooks. Maybe you would do better than we think, considering you went on AutoCAD and thought about this. Yeah, I mean, use a simple engine to make a pole move and then a fix saw blades to the pole and then just let that pole spin. I think if I would survive, I would be either a dumbass jester or I would be a cook because I feel like I could probably make things taste a bit better than the slop that most people would eat. Because let's be real, there's no more Uber in Fallout.

You and I are going to be the zombie robins to Mandy's Batman who laughs. What is the zombie? I don't know Batman who laughs again. Batman who laughs has zombie robins that are chained up, that he's six on people. We would be the zombie robins. I see what you mean. It would be the Mandelor who laughs and it would be the two zones. It would go my fiends.

No, what? Actually, we would survive by being jesters. And by gestures, I mean, we would be painhole. But since there are no more video games, we would just like, you know, pretend to play a video game. We would get them. We would get warlords in a room and we would make their brain hurt because we'd just start talking. We would fucking say, I think we could actually fucking kill somebody. I think we could dial it up.

This is like, this is like normally, I think we're at a one to a three. I think we could dial it up to an 11 and actually kill somebody. I mean, I wouldn't have access to my meds anymore. So it would be full dissociated Billy. Dude, it would be fucked up. It would be, it would be no, no Adderall, Brendan. I would have no slides. Exactly.

It would be full errant thoughts. I'd be back into the fever dream. Oh, God, it would be disgusting. I think we could kill. They would, like, they would capture people and make, to make them talk. We would have to, we have to come in and talk about, like, ban, ban, baboos. It's just the, it, the problem with Fallout is I have so many self-insert stories in my notebook hole where it's just, what if I was in Fallout and Slender Man was real?

And what if the Fear video games are real? And I was on the Fear team. They called me the Joker and we went to go get the Slender Man. and the... This is basically how the frontier was written. I'm starting to think that you would kill me before you'd kill a warlord. I don't think so.

With whatever you just said. I would say, go my Billy, and then I'd give you two big knives. I would just put the blind... I'd put the horse blinders on you and say, Billy, that's not a person. That's a delectable pie. You'd float towards them and start stabbing.

I'd float towards them. Yes, you're so true. I would sniff the cherry filling. You would follow the smell trail. Yeah. I would do that. It'd be like a half-life when Gordon Freeman has the, uh, has the, has the, has the, has the, has the nectar pouch for the bugs that he throws them at people. I'd have a big bowl of cherries that I'd throw people. You go like the ant-lions. I don't know if I'd agree entirely, though, because I'm not, I'm, I think I'm more cake than pie, but I'm not sure. I always change my mind on that. Depends on the cake, depends on the pie.

How about a blueberry compote? Oh, they're all, they're all, uh. Oh, fuck me. Absolutely. They're all crepes. Everyone's a crepe. Welcome to crepe world. Everybody's a crepe. Everybody's a crepe. Everybody. Buddy's a crepe, and brother, I'm fed. But not peanuts. Yeah, I do well. I changed my mind. I do well. I can see that for you guys. Maddie's out in the mountains surviving based on the one day.

The thing is people always, for an apocalypse situation, people always go, I'm going to bug out. I'm going to bug out. Like, it's really hard to live in the woods. Yeah. Like, trained military experts, like, they're going to have trouble just surviving out in the woods unless you've already. been out there basically. You've already been growing your crops. You already are doing something. I've watched like so many fucking YouTube videos. I'm fine. That's why it's better to try to just reclaim a farmhouse. Like it's just reclaim a farmland. Like I find a farmhouse,

reclaim farmland. Um, like, uh, avoid evacuation centers, uh, except for I had a plan for like, uh, I think of my apocalypse diaries, I had a plan for like a school because I was thinking of places that would have like perish, non-perishable food in bulk. So like schools, uh, cafeterias, hospitals, pretty much anywhere with the cafeteria. So unfortunately, that's very limited and everybody would think the same thing and you're dead. Yeah, but what if I dug a tunnel? I don't know. I think people would think grocery stores and Walmarts would be like the no-go zone.

I think a lot of people would rush the Walmarts is the thing. It would be the Walmart and gas station rush. I mean, that's like the whole Don of the Dead thing is everyone goes to the mall. It's like, oh, the zombies go, right. But it's like a good community place to go. That's kind of weird. No one's done the school, though. I mean, if they want to be communities.

Well, schools are also, like, sometimes designated, like, shelter areas. Yeah, exactly. It's one of those things where it's like, it's, I think Walking Dead does, like, a school bit because, like, there's, there's, like, government setups there and then the survivors take it over or something. There's a zombie in the well. It's weird. No one's done school with, like, children or teenagers specifically, because I think if you're kind of like us, you're, you've been born in class.

Like, I wonder if the apocalypse happened to me and all my friends had to hold out in the school. Like, that's just such a, that seems like such a common thing. I think it probably happened before. Like, you mean like a, like a piece of media about that? Yeah. Where it's like, it's not like, it's not a zombie thing, but like it's a young adult, you know, oh my God, this zombie or whatever happened. It's all the, all the people are at the school. You know, I've seen some Japanese ones. I see that the only one I can think of, I mean, Japanese ones, they're fucking everywhere. Yeah, exactly. High School of the Dead for the breastful of us. The one I can, The only one I can think of here is like cooties and that movie sucks.

Cudis? Cudies. Is that a Disney one? It's like a zombie movie. No. Oh, okay. No. It has Elijah Wood in it.

It's a horror movie from like 2014 where a bunch of like young adult teachers are like fighting against like zombie kids. It's really boring. Oh God. It's not that funny. Just recently going through my old notebook and trying to highlight anything interesting and then just all of its zombie stories and zombie lore and then like secret concussion and then just horrible, horrible journal or entries.

I'm just, I don't remember you mentioning secret concussion until today. Oh, I thought I'd mentioned it in the last podcast, but I don't know. Maybe I don't remember it. I was going through my journal and I found an entry where I started writing a little bit differently and I started respecting women a little bit more

in my journal entries and it was a journal entry talking about fell in drama class today, cracked my head real bad, went home, was really sleepy, fell asleep. Oh, my God. So just finding out that I actively, like, I remembering this and remembering why some of my memory is so fragmented and just being like, oh, fuck, I had an actual secret concussion and I just went to sleep with it. I had the same thing. That's so bad. But it was arguably much, I don't want to say worse.

Like, you know, we can't compare injuries as well. Yeah. But it was more, holy fuck, looking back, like, what the fuck? We were at a field trip for either, I think, fourth grade, just went to barrier island, which in South. Carolina. It's basically this big mud pit on the shore. Badass. You can like you go and explore around with their kids and like you go fishing, like net fishing. It was really fun. It's like the big trip everyone looked forward to. Never had a school trip as good again. But all the dudes, we were all, um, we had separate classes broken up. We were in a guy's cabin and there were two

adults, you know, for chaperoning in there. And it was my best friend's dad and someone else's dad. I can't remember. But he was also, you know, in the same room. And there were a bunch of bunk beds and the floor was concrete. You could see where this is going. I was on the top of the bunk bed and I just fell asleep and I was not used to sleeping in a bunk bed much less the top and I don't mind what I was dreaming about

but I remember waking up and I woke up to see concrete approaching my face very quickly I yeah I slammed my head onto it and then went boom and my body fell I fell head first out of that bunk bed onto concrete and I hit my head Oh God

I hit my head so directly my head hit it first And then a good two seconds later, the rest of my body hit the ground. Oh, my God. It was dead shot onto my head on the concrete. Bam. And so I'm like, oh, it hurts a lot. I'm getting up.

And my best friend's dad's like, you know, hey, what are you doing? Like, I fell out the bunk bed. He went, okay. Just go back to sleep. And so I went, okay, because I feel kind of dizzy like I want to lay down. And so I climbed back up to the bunk bed and I went the fuck to sleep. How I survived that. So you're probably, you're just all.

concussion babies. The thing is, I don't know if I was concussed, but the thing is there was a huge bruise on my head. And I called my near that week, I think you could like call your parents at one point. So I were calling my mom and telling her what happened. Like, yeah, I fell ahead and like, you know,

Mr. Davidson was like, oh, you know, it's okay, go to sleep. She's like, what? She's like, you need to get a camera and like, you need to take pictures of those right now. Like, get an adult to I get pictures of that. Like, okay, because don't worry, I brought my disposable Kodak camera for this, for my trip. So I took pictures of the bruise to try and like, you know, here's, here's what happened.

And they came and they were still like, they didn't really need pictures because by the time I came home, you could still see them very clearly. It was still like, oh, damn. It was like purple and black. It looked really fucking bad. But no one at any point was like, oh, you feel like like, oh my God, that looks horrible. I was just like, yeah, it kind of hurts. It was never like, well, that's what sucks is I have had a really high pain tolerance. my entire life, which is like people hear that and they go, oh, that's some cool, so cool,

like you could probably win all these fights and like, as a kid, like, oh, like this big thing hits you and you could just stand back up. That's so awesome. It's like, sort of. The problem is you can have something extremely fucked up happening and you don't know. When I had my appendix get infected, it was just my mom, me going to my mom like, hey, why aren't you in bed? Like, oh, I can't get up because it hurts too much. It's like, what do you mean? Like, oh, yeah, if I lean, it hurts really bad, so I have to lay back down. Where it's like, oh, if you're like if you're saying that you have to go the hospital immediately yeah but it's like that's a good example of I probably should have hit my head and not been how badass I could just stand back up and go to

bed I should have been screaming my head off and throwing a fit going out my head I got to go to the hospital or something so that was I'm sorry to believe billy's theory we're all concussed in some degree I was definitely concussed I remember falling on the ice while playing ice hockey oh shit that's so Canadian dude I remember the ice was totally red and then I just we just I cried a shit ton, but I got up and the teacher or whoever the fuck was there was like, no, no crying, you sissy. And I was like, okay. I was just like dead zone.

I'm wondering if less kids are getting into sports because of that nowadays. Because when I did like soccer, baseball as a kid, it was not like there was, you always had super competitive parents like any, anything. But like when I, when I've passed like just walk around town and stuff, like when games are playing. The adults are so fucking into it now. Like, everyone's like, like, stop getting the game. It's all like the kids that are being on the grind set. It's like, I played sports with the kids who weren't necessarily super athletic.

It was more parents going, you need to go make friends and go play, go play ball with adult supervision. Go make friends. Get off the TV. Get off video games. Like, I remember for my family, I mean, my sisters had no problem. They would just like, they just wanted to do it. But for me, it was like, okay, you have to. to like at least choose one sport.

Right. Because I was not an active kid. Right. Or it's just sort of like adult supervised. Like yeah, you could get into the sports for me. You might go. I really like the sport when I keep playing and may go to like a real league and not the local one.

Yeah. You go into school. But now it's like any time I pass one, the adults like super. They're freaking the fuck out. They're all freak out their kids. What the fuck was that? What the fun was that play?

These guys like eight. It's probably like, I walk my dog sometimes next to the next to one park where there. There's like the. soccer, like the soccer shit going on and the parents are like, let's go! Yeah. And I'm like, fucking screaming off the top of their lungs. And it's like, my God.

Do you want to be buried with that t-ball trophy or buried with nothing in your hands? You fucking lose our. Reminding me of playing baseball in third grade. And my grandpa was like, we're not getting you a cup because that's gay. And then I got hit in the balls like three times by baseballs playing baseball that summer. Man, I wish I never used a cup then. I love shit like that, dude. That's so funny.

I love like how something being gay was like the worst thing possible back then. It goes on your balls. You're not wearing it goes on your balls. It would work. It worked on anybody. It would be like, that's gay. They'd be like, oh, oh, never mind then. It's so real though.

It's like literally, oh, never mind. Is it? I didn't know. Is it gay? Oh, damn. That's a word of wording. Who was the question? I don't fucking remember.

Oh, right. Anyway, I'm glad you guys are still alive. I'm glad you guys survived Fallout. I think I would make, like, coughing baby and die in the nuclear bomb. With coughing baby wins always. Actually, we did watch a really gay moot. The teacher warned us, we were watching Beckett, the 1964 version. And he said, Beckett.

It's about Henry II and his friend Thomas Beckett. If people are outside of it, it's like the. prince of Egypt, but instead of the Pharaoh and Moses, it's the king of England and his friend becoming a bishop, basically. Oh, okay. Yeah, it's Richard Bernard and Peter O'T these guys grow up together and one becomes a bishop. And he's like, King Henry, you need to stop being mean, this kind of thing. But King Henry still wants to have their friendship back. Oh, my God. And so picture, you know, this very large southern man going, we're going to watch a historical film today. And you're going to see some things that might be, you might see them in the wrong

lat they're just friends you might you might think they're going to be kissing but they're just friends and the king he really likes Beckett he misses him he's his he's his dog Beckett and he's really sad

he did not say he's dog it was this was early 2000s he's his dog and when we saw the movie there's this scene in particular where the king is fucking grabbing his chest going my heart it hurts I need to

my becket my friend oh my god and the dude in front of me turns to one of his friends and loudly whispers the teacher's lying this is so gay and it was

I haven't seen the movie since but I also the thing is because he charged it like that everyone was like now their eyes were peeled and he's in tears like I need him I like crying

oh it was man it's probably a good movie but I haven't seen it since then yes I need my Beckett my hot Beckett I should just start every movie night

with anybody with like okay so you might see gay scenes but they're just friends you might think of them in a different line then they would have like they're fucking

this is not an allegory for gay anything so don't look for it it sounds like a Tim Robinson bit It really does, but it's also, it could have been, too, that because, especially in the South, like, policy of what you can do and not do in school was kind of a hot top, more of a hot top. Well, it's always a hot topic. Yeah.

But that could have also been that they can't say, I watch this movie and he, like, misses his friend and he wants to, like, kiss him on the head and stuff where it's, he's like, this is not that. They're, they're just friends. He really. Henry Beckett's, he's his friend. He's his dog. They're real good friends. He misses him real bad. I still can't believe the. I still can't believe that. He's his dog. Yeah, I read he's just, he's his dog.

If you're like laughing at it, he's like, yeah, like, they're just friends. And he's like in a puddle of tears. My heart hurts. I need him. Ah. And like, fuck, I should watch that movie again. I'd be public domain. I don't know. It definitely, it probably is. If it's like, if it, anything that they would show at that at school, man, it would be too safe. They'd just put it up. on there. Okay, for reference, I looked up Beckett. I got to put it in the gentle chat. This is the first image I saw on Google for it. That's them. Oh, damn. That's gay. Oh, wow. They're gay. No, they're, that's just a dog. Just like, just like barely a foot away, literally mouth close to the other. I get it, though. It's like, they're being very theatrical. Like, you, it's okay to have male friendships like that in a movie because you're not afraid. of people pointing, going, are they gay? But then, because of that turnaround, he has to have this disclaimer of, like, you know, the Warner Brothers logo

pops up, that's an old Southern man going, this has made a different time where you could hold your friend's hand and you wasn't queer. So if he says he loves him, this is from a time where you could kiss your friend on the mouth and say that you love him and then, that's just a friend. Pretty much. Then grab his crouch,

wiggle it around a bit, see what's packing. It is what makes it sad a bit. It's like, you can't, you have have so much drama and so much power set up in a movie to have a guy tell his friend that he loves him where it's like they didn't really have that back then but then it's like they show it again you have to do his disclaimer but man i guess i'll have to watch the movie again in thunderbolts they say i love you all everywhere do they no fucked up i haven't seen it i just know it has the girl from the uh black widow movie which i also didn't see because it's what's her name she's famous

actress florence pew yes i saw yesterday so that's why it's so fresh in my mind. Oh, that's why. Babbling. We've been babbling, we've been babbling, dude. Hey, thanks so much for listening. This episode would not have been possible without the help from our patrons, such as Alan Diverr, Bupulu, Brain Soup, Brass, Cassandra Crash, Chipples, Chipples, Chips, Chris Chapman, DX Studios, Edward Macmillan, Eric Scott Gillies, Ethereal, Geif, Generic Phoenix, Gridrion, Heretic Shark, Invictus Echo, Kekuha, Lambda Man, Leo the Geotech, Lucavia, Mr. Starchie, Mr. Shirt, Philosophical, Presta Husk, Rat Supreme, Sponge Guy, The Frostace, Tuchin Farben, Ulbert, Wake, Wool 9455, and Woodstock.

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