RAWTALK - Bob Menery Tells Truth Behind Nelk Lawsuit, Fighting Jake Gyllenhaal & A Two Year Depression

Episode Date: April 16, 2024

This Podcast is sponsored by Betterhelp. Go to http://www.betterhelp.com/rawtalk and get 10% off your first month!0:00 intro 1:05 bob feels like a lot of people hate him 1:45 the dr Phil episode 2:47 where bob learned how to podcast/talk 4:39 what bob enjoys the most right now 4:55 being old on the internet, the negativity 7:22 any doubts before the internet 8:17 bob wants to be an actor / roadhouse 13:24 bobs relationship with nelk 16:54 the last 2 years for bob 18:01 bob and relationships 19:57 content with sketch 20:44 bobs been wilding out 25:38 sitting down with dr. Phil 26:28 aderoll 27:38 the biggest mistake bob has ever made/ learning from them 30:20 streaming casino in the US 31:42 getting drake on fullsend podcast 33:20 dana white and bob 34:54 where Steiny came from 37:43 what has Steiny taught bob 38:42 better help ad 39:55 bob wants to fight 41:49 5 names bob can beat up 45:21 jk rowling and harry potter 46:05 who bob would like to interview 47:10 jimmy kimmel is a hater 48:03 bobs perspective on the world 51:37 airline security and what you only need... 55:10 the government preventing things from happening 55:43 flying on airplanes 57:06 what is going to happen to the world 59:08 preventing suicide 1:08:02 daddy issues different for male and female 1:11:08 finding purpose 1:13:26 one thing thats messed up brad more than anything in last 5 years 1:14:47 how happy is brad out of 10 right now 1:16:47 jobs before the content space 1:17:49 why its hard to not have 10/10 greatfulness 1:19:19 why are people so lazy these days... 1:20:54 how bob got out of depression 1:25:30 why have we lost the work ethic 1:27:03 how bob found his break 1:28:42 people feeling entitled 1:29:38 how happy is bob right now 1:32:34 cheating in a relationship 1:38:09 head game being important? 1:39:43 what bob does with his girls 1:46:04 Kyle Is involve 1:47:42 bob said he pulls

Whatever you need, there's drinks in the fridge, whatever you need. Man, you sure know when to catch me, huh? Holy moly, huh? Right off a fucking Vegas boondie. Ah, damn, bro. This is good. Yeah. Fuck.

You know, one-on-one with Brad's always, always good. Dude, you're a fucking, you're real one. I literally flew into Vegas and, like, I got about like 5 a.m. Packed my shit. Flew. I thought you would have been asleep right now. Are we running? I think we're running.

Yeah, we're running. So I would have been asleep right now? No. I do have a tendency to stay up. Tendency to stay up. I do have a tendency to stay up once in a while, and tonight you caught me into the early morning. Tonight.

So you haven't slept? This is the perfect Vegas podcast then. This really is. That's why I wanted to do podcasts. They're in the present moment that show exactly where you're at, and there's no better time than this because I feel like you're that guy. You're that like on social media, just in general. Like, you're that guy who's like, you're really you.

There's no like. I didn't realize how many people hate me. I hate you? I didn't realize that like I got a lot of hate well who hates you I mean you just read like those YouTube comments and all that I don't read it like at all anymore but like people do talk shit but what is there because you're I don't know I mean the people I don't know why people don't I think it's because of how the narrative is steered you know yeah I think it depends on how the narrative steered like Kyle controls that audience yeah he knows how to control that audience

and so whatever he kind of steers at or maybe I was like an idiot sometimes but yeah I but okay for okay well let's talk about the the the the fucking doctor phil episode i got killed for that before before the episode i'm not going to i mean we were literally talking about what like how we wanted it to be like the dynamic we were even going into it like yo should we like talk about because he's a psychologist yeah like by tray like that's his profession rather and uh you i remember right before we started you were like yeah we should try and stir this shit up a little bit and so like you went into it kind of intentionally being like it wasn't going to be like a traditional sort of interview

kind of thing i mean dude i look at it as like somebody has to be the person in the room to fuck shit up and to make it disruptive and to be hated and to be wild and not give a fuck otherwise it's four of us especially with four mics it's tough for mikes people who don't understand podcasting right yeah you're with dr phil and you're with fucking kyle steiny me and you all outgoing personalities yeah and you it really is like a timing on how you have to interject when you have to come in to talk when you have to say shit and make it all flow the same time where where did you Where did you really learn how to podcast or just talk? Because, I mean, your first thing that, like, really obviously blew you up

was the way you, you know, your voice and the way you speak and the way you narrate. If I had stuck with that show with Kevin Conley, we did Ripper Magoos, the sports show. We were, like, very mainstream friendly. Yeah, why the fuck what happened? I mean, Connolly got a lot of shit on Twitter. Do you see that? Yeah. I got hammered by barstool and all that as being a bad business guy and all that stuff.

Yeah. Me and Kevin hire a little thing about that, but at the end of the day, Kevin and I are boys now, but definitely me and Kevin definitely had our differences but we would have we would have that that show would have been I mean I it was brand friendly though it wasn't wild it wasn't like we had Michael Rubin we had Shaquille O'Neal we had Christian McCaffrey

we had fucking Rich Eisen we had like it was a sports show me and Timmy why so much up and down with you because I get bored easily and I just have ADHD and obviously I have some like you know issues that probably have to tend to better than we are tending to which is like cutting down on certain things and yeah you know but that's just me and that's who i am and that's either what you're going to get or what you're not going to get i don't really see myself changing

completely ever i don't ever see myself getting like completely like not drinking not whatever like i love to drink i love the party and that's it and that's how long you can you keep that shit up for though i mean i don't know brother you're in the gym every fucking dad never been inside of a gym i don't work out at all that's why i wear long sleeve sweatshers people don't know because like i'm not i'm not big enough me maybe you should try to find the gym i know kind of As you're about to fucking slam this. I mean, I'm in Vegas.

Like, what is it? You know what it is what it is? I'm enjoying my life. I'm having a great ass time. I think that everything coming back together now, all of us working together again is a good thing. Yeah,

and people can say and run their mouth all they want. They don't know our, like me and Kyle's relationship on the scenes. They don't understand me and Steve's being your relationship on the scenes of all that stuff. But we are deadly when we all put our minds to it. Yeah, it's a fact, man. You know,

what do you enjoy the most right now? Like you outside of like the NELC stuff and, I want to get into movies. So I studied theater and acting for like 10 years. And so I want to get into acting. Why take so long to try to get into it? Because how old are you now? 36.

36, yeah. 36 years old. So I'm an old-ass dude, you know? It's funny, though, like 36 is, it's not old. It's like on the internet to everyone on the internet because the audience is so young, it's older. That's how people can get me when they comment, like, the one DM that can really like snap me the wrong way. They're like, start a family, bitch. Bro, you're almost like 40 years old, bro, like, I'm like, I know.

I know. You know, my point to that, the thing that's always funny is, like, because I'll, like, stream. I'll play video games or I'll do things and people be like, bro, start a family. Like, what the fuck are you doing? Like, why are you still doing this? Right.

And I think what's interesting is that audience, the younger people, they're looking at, like, because in their mind is like, oh, you're at this age. You should have this. You should have that as far as, like, a family or whatever, like, relationship. But there's also that idea of, like, dude, I worked my whole life to be able to do kind of what I wanted to do with my life

and whether it be like video games or for you party have fun like not that i mean i'm not that you should just always do this shit but you work to be able to do that and have the luxury to do that yeah i can balance it well that's my thing is like i balance it well like i mean i don't know how effective i'd be if i was like completely like off everything like whatever like i don't know because i don't want to be like i don't do drugs like big biggest exceptions i do coke or i don't do any of that stuff you know like i'll do i'll definitely absolutely pop an adie once a while like 100 which is just as bad probably as cocaine but I mean at the end of the day

I don't do hard drugs I don't do anything except for I have some drinks and I do whatever but I'm a hard ass working dude you know like I'm always in the phone I'm always trying to set shit up trying to whatever

yeah I mean that's why you have that's why you have what you have yeah but I think it's funny I just think like I would say this when I'm streaming is like I feel like the people who'd watch and be like trying to shit on you or what you're doing

or what you haven't done yet is like most of them would probably be really happy if they're in a position in their life where they could really happy to be able to do the crazy shit Yeah, I mean, dude, bro, every time, if this, if it's constructive criticism, I'll accept it.

Like, if somebody, like, like, a DM or something, like, somebody says something, I'll just block you. Like, I don't, like, I don't have time to you. Like, I'll look at it once. If it's negativity, I'll just block you. Yeah. But if they shoot me, like, constructive criticism, and I know there's a point in my life where, hey, you know, they may be right. I'll go back at him and be like, well, what do you mean? Like, you know, because I know these people, like, actually watch me.

Some of these people, like, know us more than we know ourselves in a sense. Yeah. You know what I mean? Because they watch us every day. they watch what we put out and you learn a lot from people to DM you on the daily and it helps you self-improve in certain areas if you you know if it's constructive but otherwise it's just it's not if it's not constructive it's not good yeah before you got into the internet did you did you have anyone in your life that like like doubted what you were going to do like doubted your ability to do shit

i didn't really i don't know i mean i didn't really ever listen anybody or hear anybody who just had my tunnel vision and i just like it was a chaos like for me it was never organized So I was like why I had my success was just chaos at the right time. And I just like had success based on just no organization. That's my biggest trait that I lack is organization. Yeah, me too. I ain't going to lie. I feel like some people are just more creative are like that.

Yeah, it's hard too because it also to you want to like there are times we have to realize that you have to give something up and have somebody build infrastructure for you, you know, and give some up on like for instance, we're doing this deal right now where they want to. You know, they want to give me up front cast, but they want to control a lot of my media side. So anything I'm making YouTube or anything, because they want me to start all this YouTube shit, all that stuff. I'm like, I don't know how that works,

but I just want to get back. I want to get into the movies. And I think, like, honestly, low key, I could be a fascinating, crazy-ass, great actor. Well, how was the whole roadhouse thing? It was cool. It was a crazy dude.

It was amazing. Dude, I never, ever, like, think about this, bro. Jake, Joe, and all. But we hit number one. We blew up fucking Amazon. on that movie do i do you have jane hall's phone number yeah bro we jake i feel like you just because i feel like you get people's number and you like just blow them up like i can't go like yeah i do i mean i no i definitely i mean jake and i have been the first time like i i i wasn't as prepared

as i should be that movie i showed up on set and when i arrived i didn't realize the scene that we were shooting that day was the scene where we were having dialogue with jake and i thought it was just a scene where i stood in the background and so i kind of fucked that up so the first day they had to retake the entire set, the entire movie, because I, uh, I forgot my lines. Like, think about that, bro, it's a list actor. Jake Gyllenhauls, like, yeah, huge movie. Yeah, Amazon, like, everybody's there. And I'm like, I show up and I just like, fucking, you bomb the shit.

It was, like, I mean, Jake was the man, dude. Jake was the coolest guy. He wasn't pissed? I feel like, like, like, actors at that level would be like, this motherfucker. My pitch to Jake was basically like, bro, I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know if you know me. I'm Bob Menary. How did they pick you? UFC.

So I was walking down UFC, walking through the fucking thing. And this guy was like, hey, Bob, you know how people say like Brad, Brad, whatever, when you're walking by and all that shit, right? But like, obviously, sometimes you pay attention. Sometimes you miss somebody saying something. I looked over and it was this guy's like,

hey, I'm Joel, Joel Silver. I produced The Matrix. I'm like, that's all I needed here. He's like, I want to put you in this movie. I'm doing this movie Roadhouse. I want to put you in. I know you have a theater background and all that. And I know how to market the shit out of stuff.

so I want to put you in his Connor McGregor and it took a year and then he called me a year later he was like I want to write this little teen teen scene for you and then they wrote a scene

they added a couple more and yeah but dude bro I got some like I'm doing a huge movie can you say anything about it or is it just too I mean it's gonna be the same director

who did the last one so he's bringing you back he liked you I mean bro how can you not in a sense like not to be whatever but like how can he not bring you back because the way I look at it is like I mean bro we just broke records

like the movie worked so everybody a part of that project that was a part of that like their stock went up so like you know and we are deliverables with that movie was I didn't have to ever promote it once Amazon didn't want me to promote it because I was a wild card I'm so wild like they're really buttoned up

you know massive powerhouse so I'm surprised they let you in there with all those buttons bro it was they almost didn't I swear to God they almost didn't let me Like, they were, they were definitely making calls all the time, making sure I was, like, behaves. Do you, do you think, do you think you'll be able to continue to do more stuff in that space? Bro, I swear my mother's life that I will win a, I'll be in a movie that's nominated for an Oscar within five years. I'm not joking.

Dude, I studied acting for 12 years, theater at the highest level. You think you get me in one of those movies? Huh? Do you can get me in one of those movies? Yeah, brother. All day. That's easy. play like a fucking, you know, security card?

Just one scene, that's it. One scene with Tom Cruise. Did you get the deal you wanted, though? No. So all I made down there to go to that movie was small, small money. I made $20,000. That's it. But it was a, like, you understand this, right?

When you're trying to, like, build a brand or like, whatever the fuck I am, right? I have no fucking idea what I am. I'm just a fucking loose cannon talent that runs around fucking zapped. But at the end of the day, when you push the envelope so far in this direction, it doesn't hurt to, like, be like, you know what? I am going to go make a great part. partnership with a company like Amazon so I want to show that I can go and like hang out with porn stars in Miami and and fucking then the next day being the number one fucking

movie produced by one of the biggest companies in the world is very very brand friendly that balance is like important you know yeah to be able to do that but dude I had a little I low-key have some acting skills and when I get into shit like there was not I fell in love with that McGregor was like bro for his first movie probably everybody showed up I mean move is all right but yeah yeah it's funny when you hit like bro we hit number one everywhere obviously Jake it was like it was a whole like the whole marketing behind it was just so geniusly done yeah and that that's that what so so so the UFC helps you get that just because you were at the UFC at one of those events you're trying to get data credit I mean I'm trying to gain

some credit yeah that's not going to happen also also Dana white called me out Dana white called me out and said yeah yeah you know like by the way Steve lost a million dollars playing blackjack, right? Bob walks in and says, hey, yeah, yeah, listen, Steve, I got you. Give me 24 hours. I bring him three to a half million in that fucking room. Well, it was a horrible deal. It was a bad deal, bad deal. Well, no boy's just fucking signed on to do something with safety shot, didn't they? Yeah. Looks like menorrhea count out again. Where's the check? Where's the fucking check? That's all I want to know. That's funny, man. So, so how is that relationship go? Because now obviously you're still

doing the pod. And like, so you drop the whole lawsuit thing. I dropped the lawsuit. Completely. I probably have an NDA that I can't talk about it. I'll still talk about it. Fair. You a fuck there. They basically playing simple. is I don't make a penny for anything I'm on right now. I dropped it completely. The only reason why I dropped it was because I was just getting tired of it. And I knew that if I had continued on with the lawsuit that I had with them, I probably would have won my case.

But you know how lawyers and all that shit go. They can cost a ton of money too. I mean, we were down. I mean, I'm down a fuck ton of money. Yeah. You know what I mean? But it's like playing against a bigger power. Like, you know, so eventually you have to kind of give up.

I would have beat the initial thing that I was going after him for. because they were dead in the wrong which is fine you know mistakes happen i guess you can call mistake but then they would have countersued me for defamation because i went online was like fuck you fuck you they would have won that they would have won that immediately because i violated it right when i went online yeah that's why if i hadn't had gone online and go crazy it would have been a different story but also too i don't want to like do that to my brothers you know i want to just kind of flex for a minute and be like dude i'm not afraid of you guys i don't give a fuck yeah if there's money owed there's money owed that's it yeah i'm not afraid of anyone you know

So why do you think they keep you around? I know I know I think I think no I think no keeps me around because obviously we're still somewhat of a relevant name they can draw audience members of their chemistry is really good together and I think that they need talent yeah and not trying to be like I'm talent but at the other day they need they need characters right now you know if you think about it you got steamy you got selim you got you got you got you got Steve you got to do his own thing distant a little bit of times you know I'm popping it out

for the podcast full send you're doing the same thing you have your own thing it's like Steady Kyle and Saleem so it's like I think they probably obviously are always looking for characters that are in their storylines in the past to keep going on yeah for sure I mean I don't think there's ways

especially now on the internet like I'd say it's way harder to just be like a single because I don't I don't think there's actually any really super like there's no like single I mean Mr. Beas he has his whole crew and all this

like you can't be really really successful on the internet like singularly I feel like unless you're like a fucking stand-up comic or like one of these big streamer guys I mean we were that guy who was that guy stretch or whatever? Sketch sketch yeah you were just with him

yeah I mean it's arm of your thing and it's arm for whatever and he's staying in our place right now but like that guy probably does pretty well right from Twitch yeah he just got started so he's still he's still in the space of like just learning how like where to to make money how to I mean he's I'm sure he's gonna do really well right but like he's brand new in the space like still you know like you've been doing this for how long 12 years yeah I'm doing it for fucking 13 14 year luck forever and I think regardless though like there there comes a time and whether because like most people get their initial pop like you had your initial pop speaking your voice like your your comedy in all that and then you kind of like get to a point where you kind of need other people to continue success yeah

Yeah. I mean, it depends. You want to be a talent, or do you want to be, like, build a fucking business around yourself? And so, like, I was never had the ability of my brain to be able to build a business around myself. Because the organization stuff. Organization and just, like, trust, all that, whatever it is. So I'm like, I'm fine being a one-off talent. I don't mind that. Like, I don't need a lot of money.

I came from no money. I don't give a fuck about that. Like, I don't need to chase hundreds of millions, whatever, you know? But fucking definitely, I think, like, I'm on the up and up in a sense in my brain. But, like, we definitely has a dark-ass two years. you know i'd have really really really really tough like two years i had crazy ass two years yeah you know yeah because after the after the full sent thing like i guess i just gave up because i was frustrated i didn't like i could have kept going but i also was dealing with some other shit but like i just

gave up so i like i haven't been like you know we started with kyle and all that that show and everything like we were dialed like we were always going going going and then i like he'd let me down a little bit in a certain area and i was just like all right so i lost the motivation and then all the other shit having my life and I was like fucking I'm out I just checked out and yeah didn't do shit was it like personal shit yeah I'm cool bro come on now I was supposed to have a I was like I was going

to Boston and have a family with kids and fucking all that shit that's that's the line that I thought it was on yeah and then I got you know flipped around to like me going right back gung ho again back into this shit you know like that that's I was I was looking at I wanted to just

chill have a kid normal place and just chill what why do you think you have such hard time with like the whole like female side of shit like to trust it you don't i don't i don't have a hard time of female like i mean i don't have a hard time of female shit it's just like i had a couple bad eggs yeah is it i mean it's not like and also too like i don't i don't i don't commit to a lot of people and i mean you give your commitment to somebody and you know you know you know it is but yeah no i'm not i don't I don't know

I just I kind of just like brought me like when you think you're having a family and having kids and you don't have kids and it's like

it's a brave fuck that's the thing it wasn't a cheating thing it was the kid thing yeah not to get into details like when you commit yourself to

bro don't tell me you want a kid and you know that's the thing that's the thing that bother me yeah especially where you're at you know

can't do that somebody so is that something you still want now my shit's changed like now my brain has changed back to a fucking and, you know, like, just business mode going back, whatever.

Because I was out for, I didn't do anything for two and a half years. I didn't do anything. Like, I didn't, when I dropped out of full send, and I, like, did not do anything. And I was just fighting with this chick and fucking, blah, blah, blah. It was a waste time. So I know I have potential. I know the connections I have and all that stuff, but I don't know.

Do you think people are afraid to do business with you? Of course. Yeah. And I don't blame them, like, in a sense. But at the end of the day, if it clicks, it clicks. So that was it. That's basically pun and simple. God, yeah.

If I'm, if I'm, if I'm motivated, I'll do it. But yeah, people are definitely, I mean, people are definitely afraid to do it. Who wouldn't be? But I'm on the internet like three in the morning sometimes post a retarded ass shit. Yeah, you post crazy shit. You know, so I don't know. It's entertaining, though, man. You are fucking entertaining.

There's no denying that. You're, you're definitely entertainer. Yeah. I mean, dude, I just, I, all I want to do is, like, do some movies and, like, crush it and, like, get, you know, be able to, like, sustain myself with the stuff I'm doing now financially. and then fucking do some... I want to get in the movie stuff. That's my big friend. What'd you do with Sketch?

Because you were Nick and Sketch, right? They stayed at the place. So they're at the apartment right now. Did you do anything specifically with them? I don't know, something. Some wedding happened or something. Some wedding. I don't know.

I have no idea. Like the Jake Paul fake wedding thing? I don't know. I just showed up. There's a wedding going on. Where? It was at a chapel last night at like 3 in the morning. They were at 3 in the morning.

me? Yeah. What the fuck? I have no idea. Like, get in the car. I'm like, what? So I get in the car is like Bryce Hall and like sketch and like Nick and a couple of other people and like there's a girl in a fucking dress, bride dress. They're like, you got to officiate the wedding. I'm like, bro, I'm cooked. Who was in the bride? I'm cooked. Who was in the bride dress? I was supposed to go out of that.

I just couldn't make it. Some girl. She's all right. She's all right. Not your type. Not your speed. I've been on fire though, brother. You've been on fire? Oh my God. You have no idea. I have been on fucking fire. And Scott Stale, I was like and not to be whatever. I'm very respectful. of females, very respectful to women.

But, you know, when you're single and you got to fucking just dog out, I went wild. I've been going wild lately. But is it as enjoyable as it was when you were younger? I feel like a part of me, like, I don't know, because I want that family thing so much. Yeah. I guess because I'm still in that mode.

They're like, I don't, I'm like, damn. I wouldn't, I don't know. I did so much of that shit when I was younger. It's fun. I love it. I'm having the time of my life, dude. Just like, not like rotating. That sounds awful.

like definitely not having a committed relationship, just being able to do whatever fuck you want. And also playing like, you know, the clout card, the fucking, your Bob, you're Brad, you're fucking, definitely beneficial. It's such a fucking weird thing. I love it. I mean, dude, I play it to my full advantage.

I'm right away now. I don't even waste time anymore. I'm trying to have a conversation. I'm right with the Instagram, right with the clout all day fucking long. You build a Stiney now? Show them the Instagram or what? Stiney's I think Stony is maybe I think Stony is low-key game

When it comes to getting chicks But he doesn't he doesn't get pussy Really I know that for a fact There's no fucking way Stunning gets pussy No chance I feel like he could

He can pull it because he's got A little fucking wise ass little thing That you can do But at the same time not like He can't No That's why people ever talk shit to me in the DMs About who gets more pussy beer Stine

it's almost like you know like a joke it's actually kind of comical to me I got I got low key game Brad I have low key game what's your game my game is go straight up and listen I'm Bob Mentory

you're hitting with the voice or what I'm like a Bob Metery do you know my name you're like no I have no idea you're up you sure and I hand the phone and I give the phone and that's it I go right for the phone exchange

but I feel like if you do that like you're I mean I guess at this point you don't really care so much but like you're not going to find the right one blah blah blah yeah i don't know i mean who has the perfect formula that's true i mean who has the perfect formula success whatever it is everybody's different everything's different so if i pull that i g card every single time i should be smart enough now because i'm smart enough now to know

i've dealt with so many women i've known like been with so many chicks blah blah blah i can i can tell i can tell what's sincere what's not and you're cool you're cool right now if it's not oh my god it's like that's why everybody asks you's like oh are you mad these chicks are like fuck you because you have like clout whenever I'm like no it's the greatest fucking thing in the world you know what I mean? Like why would I ever complain about that? I get it. I guess it depends what you want, yeah.

Yeah. If you know what you're in it, like what you're doing in it and like what your goal is and fuck it. But how long you think that lasts for? Until you come to a point in your life or come to the point in the moment where you're just like this is too much. It's happened. Like when I started like the porn star,

had a porn star over Miami and that's what I kind of like there happens three porn stars in my hotel room right now I look back a year ago and there was like oh I had my girl I thought I was having a kid with family all that I'm like shit now it's three porn stars

in a hotel room maybe slowed out a little bit so that's why I kind of decided to slow down yeah but no time soon like you'd have to find the right one I mean I just business first now yeah that's it business first there's a lot of people to go through this by the way You know, like, oh, Bob, you're a pussy or fucking whatever.

Like, bro, there's a lot of ass people who get, like, roasted. Whether it be a male or a female that gets fucked over by somebody, a lot of people go through it. No, it's more often than not. I think, yeah. I think we all go through that for sure. Yeah. I think everyone goes through that.

You ever had a chick cheat on you? Not really, but, like, more so, like, I had probably been shitty, and then maybe it backfired on me, and then, you know, my safe. You always first to move. Yeah, I mean, I know that I fucked up relationships for sure, man. Even when I, like, I wanted something different, but I was acting like I didn't because my actions weren't saying that or weren't showing that. You must get a ton of pussy. I've never even asked you.

I had that conversation. You must kill it. I had, there was a time when, like, that was more of my focus. And so you're in Los Angeles? Yeah. So you can go and there's a Rolodex. I just don't care anymore, though. But do you have a lot of girls slide on you on you?

Yeah. None do on me. Yeah. None do. It's all dudes. So you, well, I have all dudes too, but like randomly I'll have, but I just, I don't even entertain it anymore because I don't want that. Yeah. Send some over here. I can send it your way. Easy. It's just like for me at this point, I'm like, dude, I really do want a family and like I know what that is and I know where that goes. Isn't it crazy we sat down with Dr. Phil? Yeah. Isn't the craziest thing? It's also crazy you're asking about just random shit. You're asking about like Adderall. She was hilarious to me. Well, that's a real thing.

I mean, Adderall is a real thing. A lot of people take Adderall. So I didn't know if that was like a thing. I had no idea what I was doing. I was a crazy thing where like, we were talking about this. Like it's so easy to get here. Like it's not, it's not, because I was on Steinie's pod with Mia and fuck, what's this other girl's fucking name.

They have a podcast together. And she was, she's from Australia and she was talking about how like it's so hard to get like certain like pharmaceuticals. And in America, it's like, you can go and be like, oh, I kind of have a hard time paying attention. They're like, here's Adderall. yeah it's just so it's so easy here yeah not i don't have prescription though that's the thing because if i'd be like dead i just kind of grab it as i go if i do take one do you think do you do you think dude you should stop at some point as on a friend level bro bro i know that but i'm

saying this like i'm saying here's here's a deal like you're meeting me right now at the present moment like i'm like how many people are willing to sit down when they haven't slept and go on a microphone and be watched by hundreds of thousands of people right yeah like i just always try I'm bringing it as raw and real as it is because I want to have an impact on people, whether you learn from me, whatever you take out of what you see from me, that's how I always put myself out there. Even if they learn from your mistakes. That's what I wanted to do. Why the fuck wouldn't I want people learn from my mistakes? Yeah. You know what I mean? Like, I mean, I have, we're public figures in a sense. Yeah. Right? So like, when you see all this fake shit

on social media, it drives me crazy because it's like, dude, like just stop being a pussy and just put yourself out exactly what's going on in your life. And none of that's real, too. And it may be dumb because it's jeopardizing business and stuff, but at the end of the day, like, I just feel that's as raw as you can get. You'll never find anything with me that I've learned to be completely honest. That's my new thing. Like, I never have anxiety anymore. I never have anything anymore because I'm honest with everybody at any given time. Yeah.

I'll never look you in your eye. I'll never lie to you. Never. You know? What do you think the biggest mistake you've made is? Man. In this space? In this space?

Yeah. man that's a tough one the biggest mistake ever made this space was probably giving up my first show that yeah i don't know why the fuck you did that because that was because it was all we at me conley had had issues that's why but that's the only reason why because there was money missing that was it so you know in this business like you have to understand like when people owe you a large time of money not everybody cuts checks all the time it's like it's hard to get money if people don't cut checks even if they owe you you know yeah so when you got to go and do the whole sue fucking yell at each other blah blah and all that that's the reality

of the business is like there's this much amount of money in the line and you don't control the money that's why the most important thing in anything in businesses you control the money yeah why did you not control the money though and something that looked like it was like 100% yours because the production studio funded it and they control the money because the deal you structured allows them to control the money which now i've learned is like not something that will ever happen with me so now So are you going to try to be more consistent with your actual podcast now? Yeah. I mean, it's not the crazy.

I just don't have the motivation. It's terrible to say, but I don't know the motivation. Like, I work so well with Kyle. I work so well with those guys. It's like, you know, and then I try to do my own thing again. And it's like, I'm sort of the motivation to do it, you know? I don't know if it's because I'm by myself with it. I don't know.

Like, I just don't know the motivation as much as I used to. Yeah. You know, so I've been doing this for a long. Like the motivation to just get guests or like. Yeah. Because that is a fucking thing. Like that's a. It is hard to.

get like bro it is a grind yeah it's a good guess and then it's also just like scheduling people fucking flop on you or yeah it's crazy but yeah i mean i just i don't know all the above i think this is the whole hustle i've lost interest in but i mean do that that fully tilted pod the little thing that i started right there was just like you know i've never done youtube my life and so i had some guys that backed me were like you need to youtube so they started up a youtube for me and basically like that's that but isn't that like creating the same problems before like starting up the youtube for you there's they're controlling the money know we control the money but at the end of the day they control all the production costs all the

production team all the movements from point a to point b yeah all the infrastructure on that end but we control the money makes sense so so is it just there is no real money besides yeah is it just you on the like like okay so you have backers but on the front end it's just you now yeah i mean our casino is a really big thing right now so monkey tilt is something we launched about six months ago. I think it came more legal in 22 states. The exact replica prize picks and then outside the U.S. is a casino, fully blown casino. So we'll be outside the country promoting our casino. You can't do it from inside the United States against law. Yeah. There's a lot of people make mistakes with and all these streamers and whatnot. Like the only a matter of time for the

SEC steps in. Only a matter time before the, you know, you think about like state by state Fandule, Draft Kings, all these, all these companies as they stayed like, why do they want their money going offshore? And why are some kids streaming from the U.S. in this fucking state what he shouldn't be? And fucking, the money's going from fucking here to Gibraltar or here to Costa Rica or fucking here to...

It's super gray area. It's not even gray area. It's actually pretty cut and dry. It's not a gray area. It's like... So they're just getting away with something that they shouldn't be then? No, I mean, if you are streaming inside the United States of America with like Rubet or any of those companies,

it is against the law in a huge way. Yeah. So you need to go and find the jurisdiction that allows you to go and stream from there. And so, I mean, I guarantee even times like Drake,

like Drake probably was steak, I guarantee there were times where they really want to look up Drake with steak, that he didn't follow the rules. They didn't fall the rules. They probably started turning on the lights and stream from some fucking location.

I feel like he's always in Canada, though. Yeah, I mean, that's fine, then. So he's good. Yeah. I think he's always at his house in Canada, like, he's got some fool and shit in the background. Why the fuck hasn't Kyle got Drake on the full Sam podcast? I don't know. I don't know. That's the craziest thing to me.

They're like tight. I see Drake always with him. Like, why hasn't Kyle the balls to ask Drake? I mean, maybe he has. Maybe it's just like a timing thing. I don't know. Drake would be like the biggest guest ever. I know, but I look at it as like if you're my boy and like you, I fuck with you.

Like if I ask you to do a pod, I don't care what level you're at. Yeah. You should do it. Well, that's something, dude. Like, you're, you're a fucking pussy if you don't fucking do it for your boys. Like, I get really, really mad if somebody, like, doesn't fucking respond to, like, doing a show. You know what I don't like is when you do someone's show and then they ask you to do theirs and they don't. They don't do it.

They don't do it. Well, it just doesn't happen. That's usually your fag. You know, that's it. That's not about. That's happened to me a few times. I just don't, I don't fuck with you anymore. Yeah, it's fucking crazy.

You know? Like, I felt like I was supposed to go do your show and I didn't because I was, I felt like, oh, if I do. No, I was understanding, by the way, I was busting your balls. When I was joking about Brad, I was like, Brad, I got a boner pick with you. He didn't do my show when I asked you to it all that. We were in the middle of a fucking lawsuit. Yeah. Like, that's not, you know, and I was doing it to be a dick and all that shit.

Yeah, because I didn't do it to be like mean to you, you know? No, of course. I think you're fucking hilarious and I love having conversation with you. Yeah, yeah. But, like, honestly, low-key, like, that shit was crazy. Like, I didn't talk to Kyle for months and months and months and months. Months and fucking months. But I thought you were never going to be bad.

at one point I was like oh he's gone he's never gonna be back because I knew I'm always back I knew Kyle I knew Kyle couldn't Kyle knows about that shit come on Kyle knows and I can't wait for Dana white part too Dana fucking bushing me he did pushing me he did

I have so many people like called me like I had deals like stuff like that was doing like whatever they were just like what the fuck is this what the fuck is this like when you're the president of the USC the most powerful man undoubtedly in sports being like you are a train You are a fucking piece of shit You are fucking

It's like Yeah they went hard on you I know So hard I know I always I don't know I don't know what that fuck that was But all I know is that my

You're here You're still here You're still standing That's the best part Dude I'm just still here How am I still here Is a question Do you have like a

You must have somewhat Of a close relationship With Dana though That's Dana's my brother I always I love That guy's my

I say is one of the chillest, greatest man on planet Earth. Yeah. There's nobody better than Dana White. Like, he will literally tell it exactly how it is at all given times at any given moment. No matter what, he's going to let you know

exactly how it is, and that's it. There's no beating around the bush. Yeah. And that's what I love about Dana. And he was at a point where he did. He motivated me a little bit. After that podcast, I got motivated. You'll think I get motivated?

When I get slammed on the fucking internet by fucking him? Like, of course, I got motivated. A thousand percent. and that, like, he knows me, I mean, I don't, I actually, like, I mean, I think Dana fucks would be pretty heavy. We fuck we did that pretty heavy, but like, yeah, he came out pretty good. He did. Like, he was a fucking, he was World War III up in there. Then I had a little stiny fucking sitting there, like a little rat. It's tiny so interesting because, like, he's really

good at all this shit, this content stuff. But it's like, it's so funny to know that he came from, like, your camp originally to Steve's camp. And, like, his whole transition, like, where I saw him and do it. He was in the, you know, basically background kind of in my vlogs because of Steve's vlogs, and then he just fucking... I always, Steinie's a little, he knows he's doing. He's smart. He's got the blood. It's in his blood.

His dad is fucking, he's in his family. It's in the blood. It's in the fucking blood. Yeah, he's fucking... He knows how to move. The kid ran poker games. He knows how to fucking operate. Yeah. You know? Stine was good. Stine was very disorganized, too, though. So when me and Stiney, think about this, picture Stiney at the point

of not where he is now. at the point of trying to level up in life, starting with Bob and trying to control my life as I am right now, basically the same exact thing. It was the greatest combination ever. Like, me and Stine had some of the greatest memories of all time. Like, Stine would be so disorganized, but you find a way to fix it.

And then, yeah. I'll still never forget. Like, I think the first encounter I ever had was Stiney was in relationship to, like, you and like that girl and like this whole, like. The X? Yeah. do you know yeah I always told the story basically yeah he was like a weekend we were just like chill in the massage story she was naked and like chill in bed and I was like you I went out

and I was like hey stony like unfortunately the massage guy couldn't come and I was talking to the girl I was like yeah you got like moan get like make sure if he comes in like make him nervous so she's just like naked on the bed laying there and I was like stony you got to go in there I have a call to make business call you got to take care of that the masseus is not coming in like you got to do the job bro he went in there and it was like she was playing along with it like mowing fucking it was crazy

funny and he ended up banging her like a week later but she wasn't the one for me that's why I lot it was why I lot it so fucking crazy I just like

I couldn't imagine myself being cool with that after like cool with that person we weren't we weren't it was towards the tail end it wouldn't have been it was towards the tail end there was no like play there

there was nothing that's why I lot it yeah why else would I you know but I was like to take care of my home my guys are working like even if it's to fuck your girl no not fuck my girl no they can't fuck my girl but it depends my girl girl like i get it i get it you know what i understand

like whatever i'm like bro like if i'm on the way out of like yeah then i'll allow it but otherwise you're so funny to me no i'm just saying i'll allow it but i ain't I'm probably not going to get into that after that. Yeah, I get it. You know, that's the final, that's a final countdown when that happens. Fuck. Has Stiney taught you anything? No.

Nope. Never taught me anything in my life. What did Stein to teach me? Actually, Stiney's taught me, what Stine's taught me is to shut up and follow the rules, which I'm not going to listen to. And I think that's what he's done. Yeah.

Nulk is shut up and follow the rules, which may be the right play. Nobody can tell what the right play is until the finish line, right? Yeah. You never know until the finish line. I like that. So everybody can always talk their shit and always run their mother. You're not even fucking, what are you talking about? At any given moment, we could pop the fuck off and then boom, you look like an idiot.

So, like, Steinie definitely told me to, like, be a little bitch, bend over, fucking follow the rules. Like Daddy says, like, Shihadi, Daddy, Daddy, she said. Jehidi fucking daddy Kyle says to Steiny, you know, that's what he taught me. But how old was those rules? All right, guys, cook and a rush for the podcast. This podcast is sponsored by BetterHelp. Obviously, I've talked to you guys about this before, but it never hurts to say it again.

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i would fuck i got long i would fuck up anybody Who like what you mean anybody I swear on my life the brother you could put not me you could beat me Yeah in a street fight you know I tell you what bro I would I could tell you what there is a chance I could pop you Maybe maybe so fast and I got like who do you want to fight you want to fight you want to like I was talking Bryce hall yesterday I was like gonna fight Bryce hall I'm saying like I told Bryce yesterday I'm like bro like I pulled him aside yesterday and I was like low key like I don't know why I'm saying this but like bro I kicked the shit out of you and I didn't like low key I know and like what did he say

but I was like I had the I most respect for you Bryce because I did see you did the bare knuckle fight shit yeah I was though I was like that's cool like at least you did it you came in the fight game and you didn't do it that way but at the end of the day like I promise you I'm not trying to like I don't care about cloud or like fucking numbers you just had them nod I'd fuck you up

I don't know that if I threw hands with like Bryce like that dude ain't a threat dude maybe you should fight Bryce all bear knuckle I would love love love love to fight somebody. Who would you fight? I mean, I would rough Kyle. I would put Kyle in a coffin.

Yeah. I put Steinney in a coffin. Steve would be tough. You'd beat me. You'd beat me. I mean, I would just fight anybody. I would love, love, love to fight, but I would do it in the way of like bare-knuckle shit. I wouldn't want it. And like

anything goes, like you can grapple, you can fucking throw hands, you can't you can do anything. That sounds like Mosvidal's thing. isn't Mosvedol's thing now the whole the bare knuckle but like also ground and pound and everything because bare knuckles like it's just bare knuckle

and I have no idea I think the I don't I don't know what the name of that is but I'm pretty sure it's like bare knuckle plus like UFC kind of thing give me five names right now I'll tell you if I can beat them up in a real in a real street fight in a real street fight

that's what people don't realize like everybody look about a little fucking one like brother well you just did the movie with fucking Connor and Connor and ain't about being in a movie. I will fucking light you up. Yeah, okay, well, what about Connor? No, Connor McGregor? Yeah, no, I could kind of turn me into a, I mean, Connor, you have to know your expectations. So we're, we're picking like influencers. I'll tell you what, though, I could scramble. I could scramble a little bit out of it. I know that with Connor. Stop, stop, dude.

No, I mean, he'd kill me. He killed me. Yeah, he killed me. Yeah, okay. I get that, all right? Okay. I'm saying, like, you know, I just feel like. How many zaps would it take to, to scramble out of the Connor bites. I'd have to be on a couple. Two zebs. I mean, influencer-wise, like name five. Okay. I'll be honest. I'll tell you my God's honest truth if I could fuck them up right now. Okay.

Influencers. And I don't want to get, I don't want to get in the fight game for any like money or anything like that. I just want to fight somebody and beat the shit out of them, put them in their place. So you tell me five names. I'll tell you if I can beat them. Well, I think so. So, Steinie's definitely there. Stine would be murdered in 0.5 seconds. Point five.

Um Okay, influencers Well, who are in the fight space What about KSI? KSI? KSI Yeah KSI would be interesting It just depends

This is just a fight Like in this room fight Well, bro, in this room a fight Yeah, like street fight It just happens Wherever you're out, you just fight There's no It's very close

KSI? Yeah He punched me once in the face He was pretty hard He's just got endurance, He's got whatever but if I fucking, he walked KSI walked in this fucking room right now and started

running his mouth, I would not be afraid to fucking knock his fucking teeth out. Dylan Dennis. He'd beat me. Dylan Dennis. So then you think Dylan Danes would beat KSI, though? Who's that better Derek kid? Oh, I think you'd get him.

That's the kid, that's Jake Paul's guy. You think of what? You'd get him for sure. Like beat him? Yeah, I think you'd beat him. Dude. I think it's like a lot. troll job what he does whatever it is but like he is i would i would literally murder him maybe we should set that up i will fight any fucking motherfucker that you want at any given time brett dude i you should do derrick for sure that's the better guy bro let's go send it up i'll fight that

kid for free i wonder if he's here i don't even need to fight him for money or clout i'll just fight everybody okay so dillon now k s i in this room it's tiny easy um um Bryce Hall? Did you say so? Did you say yes? You think Bryce Hall, easy. I could take Bryce. In this room?

I could take Bryce. Okay. Logan Paul. He'd beat me. Okay. But I'll tell you what, though. If I could wrestle. He could wrestle, though?

That's the whole thing. We can both wrestle. I got a little shot of throwing him into something. Mike Maylack. That fuck up. Mike's so fast you have no idea. I don't know. Mike's guy.

He's tall as shit. Doesn't matter. Doesn't matter. any other questions any other brain buses line them up uh jane hall it's because you know you sized him up i'd be joan all no i feel like he would i'd be joan off in a fight harry potter fucking murder harry that was personal that was personal right i'll murder harry by the way we're trying to get we pivoted away from uh potter potter potter you pivoted away from potter but we're going to jk rally now dude that would be insane that would actually be really cool

interview they don't like each other the act j k does not like harry potter why david rat ratcliffe transgender thing he's supported the transgenders uh which is fine i mean i i the way i look at transgender stuff is i don't know what the fuck you're doing dressing up as whatever you're doing do your thing do your thing but uh i know that jk is definitely does not like harry and harry's not being responsive to me and i will tell you what i'll be the first one doing with j k and bring her in the room and we will do the ambush of potter the massacre of harry potter who off the fight thing for a second who who do you really want to interview still like who would you really love to talk to rock obama barraq obama barraq obama barraq obama that would be insane

denzil washington denzel oh man that's all time for me denzel and barraq just too yeah i mean definitely barraq oba like dude be with the president did you see down with Trump or no? No, no. No, I met him, but I never got it. You met Trump a bunch, like sitting with the President of the United States and not knowing what the fuck you're talking about and going into a room where you have no preparation, you don't really understand because it happens so quickly. And like, talk about World War III, nuclear war, like, you're like, dude, it checks you. Like, I've done some, like, that's an incredible feat. Yeah, that's insane. Just to be able to sit in a room with the President of the United States.

Like, as if people don't get is, we had President Trump's first interview. You think about that in the way that media is now today and all that. We had President Trump's first interview before anybody else did when Russia invaded Ukraine. Yeah. Everybody wanted to know what the president's thoughts were on Vladimir Putin. World War III. Fucking nuclear fucking blah, blah, all that.

We were the first ones that's down with him. Like Jimmy Kimmel said, three fucking dudes in sweatshirts that frigging seltzers. Yeah. Isn't that crazy? Jimmy Kim was a low-key hater. I would fucking smoke Jimmy Kimmel. Jimmy Kimmel came here easy. Huh? You smoke him in a street fight.

No, Jimmy Kimmel came. Absolutely. that one's a little personal because he's a hater, right? He's a hater, I don't know why. The ambush, I remember Jimmy Kimball talked about us, talked about Melka on, when he came forward and he was like, you know, three guys in sweatshirts,

interviewed fucking Trump and like fucking try to poke whatever. Obviously, the president. Yeah. But like, we all went at Kimmel and he had to shut down all those comments and like, yeah. Pretty cool to have that power. Yeah.

He'll shut down Jimmy Kimmel. It's also like, dude, shut the fuck up. Like, that guy. He's run, though. It's a robot. He's a robot. He works for a network that controls a narrative or tries to control the narrative. And that's what Kimmel does. Yeah, what's your perspective on that? Like, just in the world, like, with media, because you're a part of it. But also, you've probably seen the transition of, like, how, I don't know, I think creators and people who are doing this sort of work have so much more, I don't know, power and responsibility. Right. Because, like, now more than ever, like, there, There's, there, 20 years ago, it wasn't like random dudes with whatever, Seltters and hoodies able to interview someone like, of that caliber to like,

like these are real world power type people. Right. Right. And now I think because before it was just like, those people were only talking to like whatever big network and they orchestrated however they wanted, the questions they wanted, the edits they wanted to be a certain way. And so now the world is so different where you have all these people who are able to interview and talk to. And that's why I think the country in a whole will be fucked.

because I think the too many people that are unintelligent people that are misinformed control the narrative and I think that like there's too many people that can like brainwash a generation you could be like one guy like Mr. Beast who can fucking brainwash a whole generation of fucking kids nowadays without any real because we have the freedom of speech the freedom of be able to do whatever you want and all that does it does hurt your time to think I think there's way too many people that have power but that's just where we live that's where we're at that do not know what the fuck they're talking about and that control the narrative that are fucking idiots

that fucking including myself yeah that can like you know it's like sports gambling like everybody's shoving sports gambling that everybody's throws gambling gambling all that stuff it's like not the best thing for for everything as a whole the world yeah because people get you know because what does it matter everybody just only think about themselves yeah that's the thing I noticed too when I just look at just the internet in general I think the thing that's most frustrating is like especially people who kind of like say or like are virtue signaling what they're doing and how they're acting and then relating it to fucking other people or other creators and being like I'm doing this and other people are doing that and there's this whole

weird sort of I don't know measuring of what someone like what I'm doing versus what you're doing and like the importance of what I'm doing but it's all like it's all still based in the idea of like getting engagement and getting views and like getting interaction when it's like still kind of seems like a selfish act. Like, no one's really doing any, it doesn't seem like anyone's doing anything just because, like, for the good of people. Nobody is anymore. It's all of their own self-benefit.

That's all it is. Everybody's doing only for their own self-benefit, which is going to be our biggest problem, I think. Like, I don't know anything that I was talking about what I'm saying. Like, from my opinion, it's like, bro, everybody just continues to do their shit and not go to fuck about a whole narrative, whole entire thing in a whole. I mean, bro, I don't know. I mean, I have no, bro, I think there's some crazy.

shit's about to happen yeah I think this is a crazy at like bro like we have some motherfuckers that hate us out there that like you look at the state of Afghanistan you look at like that's a country that nobody's even talked about everyone Afghanistan fell to the Taliban yeah and like everybody was fucking like all uh like bro these motherfuckers run a country now like that is heavily like this is gonna be some crazy ass shit going on to control terrorism and all that stuff it's gonna be nuts dude I wonder what's going to happen. The next terrorist tech?

Where it will come from? What do you think? It'll be some sort of chemical thing. It'll be some sort of chemical thing. Isn't it crazy, too, like think about this, how 9-11 happened, right? 9-11 happened. They tightened up all airline security, right? Okay?

Yeah. By the way, you know what the biggest, the craziest thing in the world is you can get on an airplane? I always lose my ID, right? I never have my ID. Do you know only you need to get on an airplane is two-forms? of identification, which could be a pill bottle with your name on it, right? And the credit card, like a piece of paper you print out. Like, you get, dude, it's so easy to get through TSA security. Like, if you're, you know, like, if you're trying to, like, if you're trying to, like,

if you're trying to go on the run, bro, it's so easy to get on an airplane now without any identification. Is it, is that different now than it hasn't been? No, it's always been the same. But I was saying it's like, mad easy to, like, if I wanted to go and book a flight, I guarantee you right now if I wanted to book a flight under Bradley Martin I could book the flight under Bradley Martin board the plane within 24 hours and just have a pill bottle like a stamp a fucking your name on a pill bottle because when you go up to TSA right so for anybody that's ever gone to TSA and you you don't have your ID what happens is this okay you're like I don't have my ID they'll say okay what else you have on you and you have to

present two forms of identification which can be like you said credit card debit card uh can not be anything paper for him you just need two items from someone basically bro you could put i could put i could put i could take a pill bottle from you right now bradley martin take a credit card with your name on it and do that so if any shit i was ever trying i'll be on the run in the u.s wouldn't be hard to do that just right when you say it reminds me of how crazy it was during like the the the the pandemic and the whole covid thing where it was like dude like you know when they gave you have to have this like vaccine thing you were traveling yeah and it was like every time you'd show it they were just

just like, they didn't even look at it. They're like, okay. Yeah. Like you could have had anyone's name on there. Bro, everything like 9-11 when 9-11 happened, right? Where were you in 9-11 happened? I was driving to school really early in the morning. You're like a freshman year 8th grade? No. Uh, yeah, I think it was 8th grade. That was the same time. Or 6th grade or something like that. Yeah. Bro, that was the craziest thing ever. Motherfuckers getting ripped out of school. Everybody was like panicking and whatnot. After 9-11 happened, can you imagine, think about this, bro, when we used to fly and do, you know, get on a plane pre 9-11 you could legit get up walk to the cockpit open up the door and walk in

that crazy i didn't know that yeah i mean prior to 9-11 that's why they did all the cockpit doors because that's that's you know you learn from mistakes in history so obviously the way the terrorists got in was they were so the cockpit was so easily accessible easily accessible i feel like nowadays i don't i don't know if it would be a chemical thing i think it'd just be more like some sort of technological shit remember you know you take your shoes off when you go on the airplane yeah Why do you think that is? I think because you could put shit in there? What can you put in there?

Fucking, I'm assuming. Razor blade-type shit. So the reason why you have to take your shoes off is post-9-11, we could walk on still. Even though there was extra security, we could walk on with our shoes and go through all the metal detectors and shit, right? Richard Reed in Boston was the guy who attempted to blow up the airplane and had a bomb in his shoe and started smoking and all that shit.

That's why we take our shoes off now. We're going to airplane because of Richard Reed, which happened like two years of the guy. after 9-11 yeah could be wrong but don't you think don't you think now it's it would it wouldn't be like some sort of like someone wouldn't show up with some sort of chemical shit I feel like they would just hit a button like you shut down like it'd be like shutting down the fucking power grid which would destroy everything but you got to think of how on top of our game like think how the government has to be so on top of their game to be able to prevent all that shit the

hacking it's crazy I don't even know if it's I feel like I feel like it's bigger than this like like I don't know for some reason like to me it seems like the whole whole world and all these superpowers and governments, they're all sort of, I know they are communicating, but I feel like it's, I don't think people are just like thinking, oh, we're just going to fucking do some crazy shit here. I feel like they're all kind of collectively in on this shit, dude. Nobody knows. It just seems that way. Nobody knows anything. That's crazy. Nobody knows anything. Nobody knows anything. But all I know is this, any motherfucker that complains on an airplane. When I see a guy complaining about, like, TSA patting him down anything, I want, that's the number

one guy I want to murder because like it's like dude shut your fucking mouth get in the fucking airplane let them fly at a point at a point B and shut your fucking mouth and sit the fuck down shut up that's it is people love the plane on airplanes bro it's like the most popular thing no shit you know many videos I see people just going crazy probably the lady was like seeing people wasn't there and all that stuff I've had I fly like every week so I see a lot of shit I had bad bad bad bad bad airline luck like crazy bad What you're like what like when you're like I got thrown off the plane

Because we brought beers on the other day We just walked down on beers The gate let us in by the way Like we checked in the guy We was going to March Madness I checked in on the gate My beers And they were like

Laughing about it So I walk in and the flight of times Like oh yeah you can't have beers in her I'm like oh no worries my man I didn't know that I didn't know that I gave the beers Next thing you know We're sitting there

They threw us all off the plane We had six people in first class They threw every single one of us off Because we brought beers in the plane which I didn't know it was illegal I didn't know that was illegal either you can't I don't think you can bring beers on the plane they just want you to buy their beers

yeah bro that's how it is why the fuck did you have beers on the plane I don't know I don't know at all but yeah what do you think it's gonna happen though what do you do you think something's actually gonna happen

like a terrorist thing I don't know just because the whole like yeah I guess a terrorist attack or just like something in the world because yeah obviously the elections and shit's coming up I just feel like it's getting well I don't know when does school start

I have no idea when does school start school already started we're all these shootings that keep happening shootings and all that shit you ain't gonna ever prevent that bro they should have two arm guards

at every fucking door AK 47's fucking ready to go and it should be self-funded by your own fucking district I just feel like there's all these all those things like are it seems like they're not okayed

it seems like it's allowed because it seems like it's all just fucking noise to be honest noise as in like all these things happen and everyone always they just go and they complain and it's just like the government or these powers that be allow these things to happen because it's a way for them to create more control would you right now if you had a kid in the school that would say like you know nine years old

you're in a small town fucking there's no security there you go look at the school when you drive by you get a little nervous you see all the stuff in the news and all that stuff and how do you in your head say you know what I'm gonna send my kid to school here and make sure it's safe well it's impossible nowadays to ever but there's no preventing the gun shit like it's just gonna keep happening keep happening like all people kids shooting up school is just gonna it's gonna be a non-stop thing there's a domino effect the more the media covers it the more it is but I would have like if I had my kid in school right now and

who's down the block I would literally get all the fucking parents together right now and say we all put in fucking $10. Yeah. Whatever it is. And we fucking... Hire some armed security. And then obviously state laws and all that stuff that you got to buy-bye. But like, it's on your own to, like, protect yourself, you know what I mean?

Yeah. It's like that's what it feels like. It feels like you're kind of just good luck. But imagine that, like, just rolling up and like boom, boom. Like, that's crazy, dude. People just go in and just fucking... The point you have to be, like, think about this, too. Like, when you're, like, I got a lot of people, you probably do, too,

because you're kind of like speaking the same lane than I do at times. like suicidal people, right? They're like, oh, how many people you messers are like, I'm going to kill myself? A lot. A lot, right? Yeah. The point you must have to be in mentally to want to kill yourself.

I've been in dark places, but can I say that I've ever wanted to kill myself? I don't think so. So what drives somebody to want to, like, kill themselves? That's dark, man. Right? Really dark. That's when you know you're like, I can't even have. You've given up.

You've given up. You've given up. You've given up everything, right? Yeah, I mean, you've given up anything that is this life. Isn't that nuts? And it's like, boom. But it's like, damn. I've talked a couple, I talked a couple of kids off suicide.

Dude, I had one kid. His name was Max. And I saw him actually, like, a year ago. But I somehow looked at his fucking message one day to DM me. He's like, I'm going to kill myself. And I was like, fuck. Yeah. It's hard to not respond to that when you see it.

I'm like, fuck. I saw it. So I just said, basically, this is a real inquiry. and then he said yeah I said what's your cell phone number he put his cell phone number down so I'm like all right I'm in it now I'm like call him boom

FaceTime him like off the blue kid picks up and he's like bawling tears I'm like all of a sudden I got checked up really quick I'm like oh my God I'm like this kid wants to kill himself this is a real confirmed thing and I literally did my best for an hour

and just bullshit up my ass on my ass I'm like why you shouldn't all that I just talking like bro he was like on a point where he was gonna fucking kill himself yeah and then fucking talk to him got him off the ledge literally and then like kept checking in kept checking in then it came to a point where I'm like he kept checking it a lot a lot and I'm like well how what like you know I got to keep kind of checking in with him but I also don't want to you know what because it's a lot yeah it's a lot yeah but he kept doing it now like but He was like, bro, he was ready to go.

It was crazy. I sat with him for an hour. I was just like, bro, what do you, like, I had to, like. What do you say? I don't know. He was just like, I was like, it was like a crazy. I said, I'm like, brother, here's a deal. I'm like, I don't even know what I said.

I was like, you got to just understand. I just made it all up. You know what I mean? In that moment, you got to just pivot to like, emergency. Like, the guy was ready to fucking kill himself on the fucking phone. I mean, it's, it's almost like you can't, there's nothing really to make up, though.

I think the only thing you really say to people in that state is, like, give it more time, you know? It's hard because, like, that is all it is. Because, like, I've had conversations with people about the same thing. I remember one time I was flying to Brazil, and this guy had messaged me. Like, someone was messaging me on Twitter, like, you should respond to this guy. This guy was talking about he was going to take all these pills. And I sent him a message on Twitter, and he was like, basically, like, fuck you originally. He was like, fuck you.

You don't know. Like, your life's like this. because he's seen, you know, he's been a follower of watching my content. Now, anyway, anyways, I get him to Brazil coming back, like, you lose reception, get off the plane, come back, and then I didn't hear from him for some time. And then this guy basically, I don't know how, but he eventually shut up at my gym and kind of like told me in real life, you know, like, you said this to me. I didn't understand like where you're coming from.

And then maybe someone else told him, like, go see more of my content or whatever it was because I dealt with suicide with my father. everything and so the space that I was speaking to is very close my dad killed himself yeah oh my dad I didn't know that yeah hey brother you do me a favor you grab me one of those nips out of the fridge yeah he your dad killed himself yeah he hung himself when I was six no fucking way I didn't know that bro it's crazy so did you walk in it on or no it's the whole thing um so shit you're all good yeah yeah um you were you were you were you were uh So you were, you were six years old?

Yeah. That's crazy. Damn, man, that's crazy, traumatic thing. I didn't know that about you. Yeah. That's insane. So, so, so anyways, to my point was this guy eventually, anything.

This guy eventually was like, he, he didn't do it because apparently he, I guess he was in his, like, bathtub and he was going to OD on a bunch of pills. Right. And he didn't do it. He came to me. He said, thank you. And some time goes by, and then he has, like, a daughter and all. stuff and he'll he'll message me every once and a while and just say like yo i really appreciate you he'll

send me pictures of his daughter because he's like he would have left his daughter right you know and he's like that would have been the biggest mistake i ever made and you know then you start seeing more stuff where i've i've shared or i've talked about the damn you threw the you through the coat go ahead it's all right and uh you know i just think when you're in that space you you genuinely do just need someone to talk to you out of your own thoughts yeah because when you're there all you have is that cycle in your mind of like this is it this is it and if you're not speaking to someone else so you help you probably really did save that kid's life.

And like just having someone else give you some sort of different thought other than the one that's spinning around in your mind of like some sort of hope is all it's really about and you know like I'm really glad you did that and I'm like honestly thank you for doing stuff like that and I think more people should because that's what that's always always like crazy like I always want to be the somebody who engages with people because I like dude bro everybody goes through shit that's a crazy thing it's like our shit just out there in the public and whatnot but everybody goes to shit yeah you know like how you you know like how you actually figured I I haven't I was in such like I was in a dark dark dark

place last year like very very very dark never to the point of killed myself but definitely like I oh what would happen if I wasn't here I've thought of it. You know what I mean? Yeah. But never to the point where, like, well, I'm going to put a gun in my head and like, boom. That's another level.

Yeah. But, yeah, man, I mean, it's the best thing you can do in that situation is if you're going through shit or you're doing shit with people who are understanding is like what you really have to do in your most vulnerable moment is like people love to help people. You have to realize that. And that you got to at times go and reach out to somebody and talk to something.

It does make you feel better. And everybody gets so like, oh man you know I'm a fag I'm a fucking loser I'm a fucking whatever you know because I want to keep everything in you want to press everything the best thing you do is just talk to somebody

and then find that right person you can talk to it doesn't even matter though just get it off your chest and like you know just battle through shit bro you gotta have a higher goal though too like you also have to you have to have a higher goal

you know because you have to have something that motivates you so you got to constantly try and find things little projects that will motivate you to keep you entertained because you have to entertain the brain too that idle brain is dangerous you know what I mean? Like for me like if I'm ever in it like my hardest

time is when I don't have nothing to do. That's why I'm so many so many times constantly making up things to do and like figuring things out to do and all this is because I don't want my brain idle. You know what I mean? Yeah. And I can be dead wrong but I'm just speaking from whatever. No no yeah. You just need a purpose man like it's so interesting when I think about my life and I've been in tons of dark places where I've been just like man

what the fuck am I doing and trying to figure my life out well before the internet in my early childhood and my young adulthood and I can say without a doubt though where I'm at in my life I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for all the shit that I had went through

like when I talk about my father or the places that I've been in my life and I think the thing is it's hard for people who are in that moment of like thinking of suicide they don't see potential for any of that stuff so the potential is gone this shit gets good exactly once everything gets cleared up

and that's the true Like, I think, I think it's just about giving someone who's in that position hope that it can be better, even though it's so fucked right now and maybe the last two years, the last three years. But like, it does get better. Because I can say without a doubt, like, it took me, you know, I've talked about this before about 20 years, you know, from being six to about 26 when I was like, oh, this really makes sense, like losing my father and not having this, this, this, you know, this father figure throughout my life and dealing with it and stressing it when I was graduating or when I, you know, and with the first girl that I'm with and all these things that I think like, oh, I should have a father figure show me this or teach me this and yearning and not having it and seeing friends have it

and being like, damn, why don't I have this? And this stress related to the trauma in my life and then my inability to really connect with people in relationships because whether it's friendship or like intimate with a female because I was afraid of losing that person. Say it again with a female? Meaning like I dealt so much.

So like you're saying like obviously that like you're not trying to be funny at all like daddy issues, right? 100% for girls, right? You know how they say daddy issues, right? Yeah. So how would you define when a girl has daddy issues? How would you define that? Well, it depends what it's from,

but I mean, it's going to be some sort of like guidance thing. And I had quote unquote daddy issues, right? Because like looking for someone to like, because you think. That's what I'm getting to it. I want to know how it affects the male compared to the female. Yeah, I think, I think it affects like your ability to see the best in yourself. because I think in most cases, like when I was looking around at my friends who had father figures,

I'd see the way that they would interact or like they would get this sort of, oh, my dad thinks I should do this or my dad's proud of me because they achieve that. Or, you know, like I remember graduating high school and looking and seeing the families, like, you know, the father and the kid, because I went to all boys high school. So it was all men, right, or all boys at that time, right, before getting out of high school, not really a man at that point. And you see them with the parent, you're like, damn. I don't have that. I wish I had that. Why don't I have that? Why was I not good enough to have that?

You have all those, like, you have that, all that value issue within yourself where you're like, am I not good enough? Like, why wasn't I? So you take responsibility for the... Exactly.

That's what it is. So you take responsibility for what... So then you think the new relationship... Somebody else's actions. Yeah, and that's the thing, right? That's the problem. And then you think... You go forward and you think,

okay, well, am I not good enough to have these things? Am I not good enough to have a good relationship? Am I not good enough to, like, for these people or, or these other things that I want. So dealing with that, how did you overcome that? So that's what I was getting to.

It took me about 20 years. So around, because my whole life, like, once I found the gym, I was like, oh, this is something that this has given me purpose because prior to that I didn't really have much. I was like, and it was just the simple fact that like, oh, I can get better at this and be better than when I was the other day, right? So I did all the gym stuff and it meant so much to me. And then when I really found my purpose in it all, again, I told you it took me 20 years because around 26 is when I really started like getting, I don't want to say like

notoriety or popularity in the internet because like posting fitness content, then people would say to me because during that time I post fitness content, I would also just talk about my life and the stuff we're kind of talking about now about like, you know, my father passing and what it meant to me and how it made me feel. And I would share that. And then I would get all these messages people being like, yo, I relate when you talk about this or I was going to kill myself. I saw this video, all these things that we're talking about. And then I was like, oh, now it all make sense. Now it's making sense. But it took me 20 years to get that nugget. You know what I'm saying? Like it took me 20 years to be like, oh, my life and the way my life was, the way my life went.

But what about the people who didn't have success? Right. Because I think success helps you cope with that. Well, yeah, yeah. Well, I didn't have success to call. I agree. You're right. I did. I had a point where I get to 26. The success because of the, the reaction to it. But I think so about the kids that don't have success that are still stuck in the mud at that same feeling as how you get them out of that as the important lesson.

Yeah, I think it's about finding some sort of purpose. So for me, the purpose was the thing that I was like, but it came from me like in a different way because it's not as if I plan to like I didn't grow up thinking I'm going to make YouTube content.

That wasn't a thing that people did. I'm going to talk about fitness. That wasn't a thing that people did. I was like the first person kind of doing it. So yeah, you're right. Like, because not everyone's going to have that or have that ability.

I think it's just about having conversations with people just in your life, like to the people watching this and like, yo, talking about what you've been through instead of being afraid to do it? The best fucking thing in the world is when I'm like, I don't even know sometimes strangers. And I'll do it now.

Like, I'll do it now. Like, and it seems so weird. It's like, I'll literally have a, I mean, strangers, but like a girl, for instance, like that I just hang out with. I will just fucking empty out, fucking. I'll say whatever's on my mind. Whatever's bothering me. That's why talking to people is so fucking important.

And people frown upon therapy and found upon all those things. Therapy did it work for me? yes and no I think though the therapy for the most part works for large majority of people I think it's something that's like very and therapy doesn't not have to be you sitting with a no pad paper sitting laying down in a fucking room yeah so fucking doctor therapy don't have to be that therapy can be as simple as like sitting your boy down and be like yo bro let me let me tell you something like you're my brother like I got a bullet for you fucking shit goes, I'll take a bullet for you.

Like, I gotta talk to you. Yeah. Like, I gotta say some shit, bro. My head's spinning, you know? And, like, being able to do that. Like, that's why I only surround myself. And I don't go out much, dude. I don't go to clubs.

I don't do it. You know that about me. I don't do any of that stuff. What I do is I sit in a fucking hotel room. I'd show it, like, fucking a small group of people that I know fuck with me that I can trust and fucking just, in any given time, I'm not afraid to just say what's all in mind. Yeah. And it's bothering me.

And it's, like, uncomfortable. But once you start to get out of that uncomfortable feeling, you start talking more, it's very, very beneficial to progress. Yeah. It's all just about shifting your focus, I think. And that's what people who are in those moments that are super dark, they've gotten to that point because it's hard for them to get out of that train of thought that, like, this is it and this is all there is.

And there's nothing else for me. And they get stuck there. And that's why having the conversation, someone just say something. Some words or some sentence might just make you go like, oh, this could be a little better. What was in the last five years mentally The one thing that fucked you up more than anything else One thing mentally That really fucking rattled you

Being really taken advantage of With business partners In this whole like fitness clothing space Yeah Like to a crazy degree In my mind and my heart being very taken advantage of Because the way it started And the way it progressed

And then You feel it was your fault You feel it was a I agreed from people You know But my fault All in it was definitely not, because I'm learning business, just like anyone else going through. Like, I was so focused on making content that I wasn't as focused on the business side of things.

So the people that in my mind were taking advantage of me because of what, I mean, what they just straight up did, their whole focus was business. They were on the back end. They were building a business like alongside of mine throughout the whole time. and you know basically at the end of it stole a bunch of data sold a bunch of information leveraged me throughout the whole time but the worst part was when on the internet they could allow their little like bandwagoner bullshit uh kind of people to talk shit you get better lawyers well it's not better lawyers it was it was more so like i didn't i didn't plan it the way that i would even would i wouldn't have had recourse even if i went to have lawyers would you

say would you say brad right now scale one of ten how happy are you with where my life is, I'd say 10. Really? That's amazing. Yeah, yeah. But, like, not all the time. Because there's certain, like, there's certain aspects of my life. Because it's hard for me to say, it's hard for me to say 10 out of 10, everything.

Yeah, but that's great then. Overall, 100%. That's amazing. There's parts of my life that I really do want to be better at. What do you want to be better at? The relationship thing. And, like, letting, like, love in. And I mean that in friendships, in relationships.

So you're saying, like, Like, you meet some girl. Just don't trust people, man. No, I don't trust nobody. I just don't trust people. Like, I've been so fucking taking advantage of for, for business, for money, for fucking, for all this shit. And it's like, I look around and like, yeah, I have a lot of it. And I'm grateful that I'm able to be here.

But like, a lot of people fucking rode my motherfucking coattails for a long time. Yeah, it happens. And it's just like, I wish I was better at, you know, then. I wish I knew what I knew now then, which you can. There's no real, there's real, really no negative. consequences to somebody ride your top coattails just happened right yeah i mean i realize it now it's it's an ego check it's like you know like i think it's like a more of like a but i think like ryan your coat tail is going to happen throughout the throughout the world the way we kind of do shit

it's going to happen but at the end of the day it's like you know i don't know i mean i think that like life is so fucking crazy bro like you look at like what we do and the privilege and how grateful full we should be for what we do and we get the experience what we it's like bro it's insane like we have we look we live a very privileged life and like what i try and really check myself with all the time is constantly like bro remember when you were breaking concrete fucking bricks down fucking doing whatever not the aria in a two-bedroom suite but whatever the fuck you want to drink or eat and do whatever you want remember you were walking through the housing projects fucking like bro i used to you know one of my jobs well you know what how many jobs you have in your

like you think you got 10 4 or 5 4 5 yeah yeah I mean bro I did everything I did like I carry golf bags I worked in the housing facilities doing backed up backed up septic tanks in Lawrence Massachusetts you know what that's like at like 23 years old bro that means like in the projects like you're going to roll up and some motherfucker might be dead in the house when you walk in first of all second of all there's just bagged up you got to walk through in a sweat whatever the fuck it is with shit up to your fucking waist sludging through shit

the waist is a little over's head right knees knees sludging through shit human fucking fetus or fucking whatever feces whatever feces whatever it is and like that was a crazy shit I drove trucks I did fucking I did everything that's what I was like

anybody like like going crazy shit bro just work bro just get another job bro get another job to that point though why do you think it's hard for people to, why do you think it's hard for people to get that perspective? Because they probably ain't experienced it yet. But hold on, but I mean like, where you're at now, you have so much in comparison to that, right? And obviously people listening, like they want to change their life, so they want to

maybe go from whatever that job is to a job that they think is better, right? You get another job. But my question for you is, how come you think for you, and I guess in relationship to other people, but for you, why do you think it's hard, though, to not be a 10? Like, why do you think it's hard to not have 10 out of 10 gratefulness when you did all that shit? Because they aren't, they aren't, if you're asking for the general public, I'm asking for you first.

For me? Yeah. Why do you think you go, like, why do you think you have moments where, you know, you said when I said 10 out of 10, you're like, wow, that's amazing. In my mind, I'm assuming that. I'm probably a 5 out of 10. So that's my point. That's what I'm saying.

You probably have 5 because you said my 10 was amazing. But you were doing that shit. Why do you think it's hard for you to keep that? Because I know my potential, and that's a battle amongst myself. And I know, is like anybody else? I know my potential and I know what I can do. And I know that I could have done a lot of things better. So I'm kind of gazing all that together.

But at the end of the day that anybody that is like, oh, like, bro, you should be working. Like, bro, if you are 18 years old to 25 years old and you are like have idle time, you should be having another job. That's it. Plain and simple. Like, there's no offense or buzz. You should be working every fucking. ounce that you have.

Yeah. I've always, like, if I had a kid... Why are people so fucking lazy these days? I don't know. I mean, people just... I don't know. I mean... I think it's a fucking internet, dude. It's probably because, like, you get seen by the... Yeah, you see this world that's, like, so fake and, like, our world and shit, like, we were blessed enough that we were able to live. But it doesn't exist like that over. You have to really think, Bradley, like, the average

fucking dude that's watching us right now, 99.9% of them don't live our life. Don't get the luxury to live our life. So they're sitting back watching this being like, all right, how can I self-improve? How can I do this? Bro, it's literally just about like motherfucking savage work ethic. Like delivering pizzas when you can't fucking do that,

doing this, doing that, bro, I would never stop working. That was always one thing that I was had in life that had much of the fuck up as I was or much of train work, whatever, what they don't say? Like, I was just always work. Like, I didn't care if I was like, I was just always try and just keep revenue flowing in. And what happened when you had those two,

down years. I mean, recently? Yeah. I didn't shut away, bro. I didn't do nothing. I took my time. I went to a very dark place. I didn't rush it. I was in a dark place. I lost a kid that I thought I was going to have. I was preparing for a baby. I was preparing for a fucking, my life to be changed in a whole different direction.

I was trying to go to, you know, I was like ready to move to Boston to start a family and that didn't happen. And so that was something that fucked me up and nobody can tell you about, like I mean, I support it's a tough tough discussion that's okay i support a lot of stuff that like people

decisions people can make it stuff but all i'm saying is like you don't give your word on something and bail out on it how'd you get out of that honestly how i got out of the the kid thing is hard a kid thing will never get out of yeah like the kid thing i'll never get out i can't even look at like a kid anymore you know but it wasn't like it's just i can't look at a kid when i walk by or none of that stuff at all that was that was the hardest part for me was like expecting something that wasn't coming and I don't know how to explain it but it was crazy to me like like I was expecting a family and all that shit was crazy that's why I got fucked down that's what people don't realize like dude it's not about like a girl or anything like that it was about

it was about a fucking you know that's a human life yeah and that's what I lost out of it and that's what killed me I can talk about because I don't give a fuck you can sue me you can do whatever the fuck it is I don't give a shit I'll talk about all day you know don't tell me your kid and not have it how'd you get out of it though you let you get like get out of that dark spot like where you're able to continue to move forward because that's kind of what we're talking about you can't you can never tell you about how to get out of it it just runs this course and whenever you're ready to get out of you get out of it that's it that was it as you can tell

obviously like I still get fucked up from it but like you know that's it never telling how to write how to do anything bro like it's just runs this course that's it that's all it is you got to give it its time yeah I mean I was like I was hyped up to be a dad I was hyped to do that shit that's what fuck me up that's why I went off the rails people don't realize it's like I did that's why I went crazy it's because it was a kid wasn't anything to do with like some dumbass bitch you're like and people talk shit about like all your cock and I'm like bro what you're talking about like you don't understand what you're talking about it was because I fucking

it was a kid that was supposed to be done that did not happen that fucked me up and that's the truth that's fucking tough pre-planned simple I couldn't imagine that bro it's the hardest thing in the world

then you can't even look at nobody I'm telling you I walked down the street and I can't look at a kid like crazy I'm telling you bro it's crazy that shit fucked me up more than the life itself craziest shit ever. Crazy.

Yeah. That's, like, damn. So, you know, that's why I was fucked up over the past couple years. Nothing else. There's nothing about growing like that. Yeah. You know? So, that's that? Yeah, yeah, I get you. I get you. You feel it? Yeah, yeah. On a lighter note, shit. Yeah, bro. I'm crazy, but you said what we want. No, yeah.

I'm glad you talked about it, man. Was that the first time you ever talked about? What I'm going to do? Like, hi this shit. Like, what am I, like, bro, like, I'm always, like, my afraid to talk about it like bro i i should be able to talk about it i don't care i did not do anything wrong i was like in a perfect i was just good i was very good i got i got played and it was like damn and you always search for the answers and you always say why why why it's like i don't know but it fucked you head up bro low key but it's obviously people going through crazy your shit than i am with that but that thing fucked me up beyond belief that That's why I lost my brain, truthfully.

And still, dude, this day, like, still, it's crazy, bro. I'm telling you, God's honest truth. Like, I'm not fucked up. I'm not anything. Like, it is a real, real, real, real traumatic thing that happened in my life recently. Yeah, I couldn't imagine. Because I so want that, too. And for me, it's always been this personal.

Like, I want to be able to give, you know, to it. You're prepared for it. That's the hard part. You're prepared for it. You're excited for it. God said, what? You okay? What fuck are you doing?

Do not fucking me like that. That's when I come from blood is when somebody ever removes anything that I was supposed to have. You feel it? Yeah, that's the truth. You look at this, your mom, whatever you want.

Say everything you want. Are you still going to try to, obviously you still want to have kids in the future? Yeah. Because, I mean, I think like at the end of day I want to instill my knowledge that I've learned from my mistakes and like raise a fucking my kid would be marine camp though yeah my kid would be

motherfucking marine camp I'd have him scrubbing fucking toilets right when he can walk right away that's why I'd raise my kid yeah but let's talk about that a little bit like kind of I kind of asked you earlier but why do you think like we've lost it seems like this the work ethic I think most people because they're looking at what other people have and they just think automatically they should have it because there is so much more ability to see what everyone else has because of the internet. Like I was saying earlier, the reason why I said it, I think it's the internet

is because kids see what everyone has and they just, I don't know if it's just like natural thing to be like, I should have that. I think fear of judgment has a lot to do with it. I think fear of judgment prohibits a lot of people from like just taking risks and doing shit. So like at the end of the day, like, okay, I work from fucking, I work a Burger King from fucking, whatever it is.

I work here, whatever, but I could also work at Burger King from five to nine at night make extra revenue and make more money and be able to fucking be a little more like whatever but like I think that people don't do that because of the way that they would be frowned upon on society from working more yeah I think they're like

I think that a lot of people don't work because of fear of judgment I know for a fact when I was looking for a fucking job guess what I didn't want to fucking deliver papers I didn't want to fucking deliver fucking pizzas because what happened the girl the fucking beautiful girl down the street don't like you the fucking whatever you know what I mean it's like bro you got to ignore all that shit you just got to just grind like no matter what it takes it don't matter if you're delivering pieces it doesn't

have you're shoveling shit out of a fucking thing you're gonna go do every fucking job possible and like you especially in your youth like bro like there's no excuses I'm 35 years old I still go so hard for 24 hours a day they're right no excuse for any motherfucker watching this it's like fucking oh I can't what it bro you should work in three jobs nonstop how did you find your break how did you get away from the stuff that you were doing then to like when you had an amazing voice so my voice just catapulted me to what I have I found the break very luckily I was sleeping in the car in L.A. Back of the car minus $100 my bank count had that whole situation happened after that

happened moved back to Boston at 20 years old knocked on mom and dad's door and was like yo I'm back I failed and they were very welcoming to it you know my parents don't have any money my family doesn't cover money never did did. And so they welcomed me in. They were supportive. And that's that. And then I started doing dumbass voiceover clips. They made me viral. So like not everybody has blessed the voice, you know, or a gift like that. But also too, like you like what? Getting social awareness and fucking like, bro, just like go and work nonstop. Yeah. Like bro get two jobs, three jobs. Like push yourself to like a marine style. That's why I could never ever buy the utmost respect for the people that I

talk to that. The most respect for the guys in the military. Yeah, of course. I got the, I'm not just saying that I'm just saying that you're some cheesy ass, corny ass motherfucker. Like, no, I have utmost respect for them because, like, bro, the dedication and work ethic involved in that mindset is so attractive to me that that's what I love. Like, I would

like my camp or anybody I work with or do anything or raise or whatever. Bro, like, you better be a fucking Marine soldier, bro. Every minute you should be working. You, like, you sleep in six hours a day. That's it. The rest of six hours, you're working. Yeah. That's the way I like, especially if you want more.

But like, so then there's this whole other side of this where like people just feel entitled to shit. Have you experienced that? Like people you work with or work for like people just feel entitled. It doesn't get to that because I'll put them in their place real quick and why they shouldn't be entitled. But at the end of the day, I think that like, I'm, why, I'm not, nobody should be in a situation where they feel entitled.

Because that takes away from the self-motivation, I think. Like, bro, nope. You just got to work. Like, get multiple jobs. right now if you're watching this you have one job and it's like two days a week like why the fuck aren't you working with the rest of them breaking leaves or fucking shoveling snow

or fucking doing whatever you know like you should be a fucking marine soldier and do everything it possibly takes to succeed and push your body to the limits of your mind and do the shittiest shit in the world to build character to take you on the next stage of life that you will approach

you know in the next phase of of life that's my take so you're a five out of ten happy right now right now like a six out of ten happy what would make you a ten everything financially in order perfectly again uh obviously is that even possible perfectly though you know no it's never possible because there's so many flowing shit there's so much like i mean yeah there there's ways to get more comfortable and be smarter about different things you do and stuff like that but that's on the financial side is a

low, low end of things. But I think at the end of day, like you said, meet somebody that you really can fucking trust, you can care about, and you can build something with. You know, there's nothing better. It's a muscle, bro. When you want to go out and go cheat on your girl,

and, like, you want to, you have a, you know, I'm with this girl, right? I always thought, like, my girl was smoking, hot, someone was fucking smoking, right? I know that every motherfucker that goes out, right? If she goes to a club, the most dangerous motherfucker fucking men are hitting on her 24-7, right?

Now me, like, all right, cool, I'm not like summer looking wild, but I got cloud, I got whatever. I always told summer I was, I was like, bro, which really worked that well. But it's like, this is a pack. Like, there's nothing more important than this. It's a muscle you build. The second you give in cave to cheating, the second you cave to, like, disloyalty, it becomes easier to do. It's like, it's so easy to do to be disloyal. But the hard part is actually building the muscle of, like, being loyal.

Yeah. And being, like, fucking, a stand-up fucking dude. being like that that that's when you know you're a fucking king the second you know you're a king when you're like bro no matter what this person does wrong or whatever i stood firm i play by the rules and i was a fucking top g and like respectful if i'm single i'll do whatever the fuck i want but if i want to pack with somebody you don't move and if you want to move you exit yeah that's the problem people don't make in relationships nowadays they don't exit they play lally gag around like bro we don't get time to lulligang

This is life. You get one chance at it. Yeah. You got to be straightforward. You got to be like, I'm out. I'm in. Like, enough of this bullshit. Just say it how it is.

That's that. Yeah. People always just think the grass is greener type shit. I mean, yeah. It's what it is. But like that, that's plain simple, bro. Like, don't fucking, don't cheat. If you were with somebody, it doesn't matter.

You're a fucking scumbag. Like, dudes are like things for the man. Like, brother, the first, the biggest thing that I look at when I'm doing like a business thing or anything, like, Do I fuck with this person or whatnot? A, how they respect, how they treat women, right? If some guy treats women like shit, I'm fucking out. Right?

Like, I'm out immediately. I'll never fuck with you. I'll never get to treat women like shit. And then loyalty, bro. Like, there's another, like, guys that are like, all I have my wife, but I'm, I'm going to fuck this girl. I'm like, bro, what? Yeah.

What do you mean you're going to fuck this girl? You got a wife, got a pact. What does that say about yourself? Then don't be in this shit. You know what I mean? Yeah. Loyalty is so fucking important. That's that.

And I will never ever switch up again. I'll never fucking, I'll never cheat on a woman. I'll never fucking, I mean, have I ever? Absolutely. I'll never fucking do it again. Yeah. Yeah, I just think, it's just, I don't know. It's just the same thing.

People look for the easy way. It's the same, the cheating is one of those examples. What you do? Bro, this is the thing, though. What's, like me, me and her right here, boom. We're together. We've been together for a fucking year, right? Some little hot-ass bitch wants to come to suck my dick or something like that.

Great, boom. Get my dick suck. Oh, yeah. Fucking, boom. Right? Okay, cool. Yeah. Amazing, right?

It's like, bro, that's so easy to do. You know what the hard thing to do is? Bro, I got a wife. Don't talk to me. I got, I got, like, that's the way I operate. But, like, in today's society, you don't see that anymore. No. You don't.

Motherfuckers just run around there bragging about it. Like, guys are bragging about fucking cheating on the girls. It's like, what? Like, bro, you shouldn't be bragging about you and a girl. That says more about trying to be the man. It's like, bro, you're a pact. You're breaking a massive violation. And we'll ever say anything?

No. Like, in a dad, lose respect for people who cheat. Yeah. I really lose respect for people who cheat. I get you. You know? Both sides. Women cheat more than men.

They definitely do. I agree or disagree. I agree. Or it's just because we're men and we're saying that. I try to pick our side biases. but I think I think it's just more sneaky Women are crazy

Fuck When it comes to Bro, I had like Oh dude Women are crazy When it comes cheating Insane like Dude they are

I mean think about it Bro We're all like We're all like the same Horny little individuals Right You go out You can bend over

Anybody can fuck you Guy You gotta put a little effort The girl can get Fucked At any fucking Give in time She fucking wants

Yeah just say yes That's it I mean That's it It's so simple but it's impressive though when you can go to bed at night and be like

I'm the fucking man because I didn't do shit and I fucking I didn't slip up yeah hasn't always been that way though for you obviously when did that change for you

when were you like I okay I see the value in this probably when I I mean also but talking about also what it comes to this is the problem with the cheating thing is it comes down to

what people don't do is this you may feel something for a little bit right what people do is they hang on too long and ain't fair to their partner they'll keep them involved they'll cheat but they won't exit you need to know when to exit the second you feel any sort of discomfort

or what not from a partner you should be like I'm out you know what I mean you don't want to break somebody through all that shit it ain't fair to them yeah you know I mean male female I don't go fuck out of male you don't matter you just don't do that where it happened for me was when I finally

the girl that I really, really, really cared about. And then that was that. But the problem that pissed me off was I was pretty like standoff, ish on anybody. And obviously, she was moving in different ways. Yeah. So that's like, I'm like, damn. Yeah, it's like, too have years.

Yeah. It's about harder to pick the right ones. Normally, though, it's interesting because normally you attract what you are. So it's like maybe you were that way and then somehow like it changed or shifted, but it just didn't change your shift for that person. So it's like now you just got to make sure you find the ones that are like about it. like you're about it you know how you do that you can't you yeah you try you just try it's the endless game motherfuckers getting cheated on i mean i do it's crazy it's like i'm so i was spoken

about all my relationship shit do you how many people dm me the most thing that i get the people dm me are about their fallen relationships my wife just cheated on me 13 years my wife just cheated on me 15 years my guy it's like it's crazy i'm like damn and i'm really thinking about in my head i'm like there's three kids involved yeah this guy who DM me his wife just cheated on them. They've been together of 15 fucking years. I'm like, what makes the mind go there to be able to do that? Just be in mourning. I think it's also that you probably like envision like a certain, like I said, the grass greener like maybe oh, this could be better over here now. But it's weird after that long. It's like, don't you think you've built enough of a like a safe spot to not do

something like that. But then again, like I can't speak on all the certain details or niceties of someone's Like that's why it's tough. That's why it's like if you're a relationship, you have kids and all that you're not feeling attraction anymore. It's like, all right, here's deal. Like, let's just fucking switch it up a little bit change like change what up like the sex. This is some porn stars in here. It's like, you know, what are you going to do? I'm saying like let's get some like porn stars in here. Like I would I would like you know if I'm getting bored. I'll always like try and spice it up a little bit. You'll bring her another girl in. Of course. Never another dude. never you can't do that i never i could never fuck a dude what if she's like what does she want another dude whatever the fuck it is whatever fuck the girl all the dudes in there i couldn't do that i can't see dicks not having my buddy's always like double team this girl i'm like bro no i want your dick near anywhere in my fucking world bro i cannot see your cock anywhere near me bro i'm doing any of that

damn you're funny dude but it's funny because like there's that double standard, right? But I think it's just that's just what it is. Bro, girls, are you allowed to speak on the, I don't know how this thing works. So whatever you want. You can talk about it, whatever? Yeah, okay.

Bro, head game is so important. There's nothing worse. You know what the biggest deal breaker is? A girl who doesn't like to give head. I kind of, I kind of agree. I could never, I don't think I could be like, because I always like, you know, always ask

girl, but like, you know, like, obviously like, sucking dick is like one of the greatest things ever for a dude by far right yeah your dick sucks is the greatest thing in the world for dude yeah I'm always like you know if you had a how would you rate yourself one at ten

that's it and then you can tell right on her answer she's like you can tell she likes to suck dick or not that's important if a girl doesn't like to suck dig it's tough it's gonna be tough to make it work it's gonna be tough to be consistent

you need a girl like who loves to fucking blow. That's it. Like who loves a suck dick. You need it. That's, you learn that in your 36 years. So it's so important. So important. Like, you think all dudes feel that way? Dude, what do you feel that way? Yeah, he feels that way. I mean, you have to have a girl love

suck dick. That's it. I mean, if a girl, like think about that, bro, like imagine being with a girl for eternity who just doesn't, you've had. Brod, yeah, I got a bullet in my fucking head. I couldn't do it. Couldn't do it. If you need to sneak, guess what, 80 times? percent of the time you're fucking popping off a sneaky little BJ

that's it sneaky little fucking BJ bro you're comedy oh shit like bro I like love like you know my thing is this you know my game is I'll have like now that I'm single

I'll have girls over and I'll be like this like we'll chill we'll kick it like I've had girls over for like five hours six hours before we're going up doing anything like I don't like ever put pressure on women no of that like I just vibe bro, I'll low-key put it on Jeopardy. Jeopardy?

Yeah. Jeopardy on the TV. Yeah, so I'll put on Jeopardy. And I'll be like, all right, let's go. And I'll never cheat. I'll put on a new episode. I was like, what do you want the stakes to be? Whoa, this is, yo, this is kind of, this is kind of dope.

Yeah. That's your game? That's my, man. That's kind of fire. I got a lot of game when it comes to it. So the stakes is like, if you win, she's got to suck your dick. Is that what you're saying? No, I always say, like, you know, I'll always say, I'll set my dick, but I'll always leave it.

like you want to play high stakes you want to play like low stakes are crazy I'm like but here's deal like are you smart where'd you at school okay I'll I'll play you in one round of jeopardy I can say that I have played this game before I will brief you prior that I have played this game but I've not played this specific game but I probably have played jeopardy more than you have but also at the same time you will if you're smarter than me you will be in this game so what are you willing to risk that's it Sometimes I'll be like, oh, I'll risk fucking small stakes. Sometimes it'll be high stakes.

It's pretty funny. I did that with the- It's pretty funny because it's like the head game, but also the head game. Like, who's smarter? Stratton and I did that. It's fucking crazy. So I had the porn star. Melissa and I played Jeopardy.

High stakes. Wait. Did you win or lose? I lost three times to her in a row. She was like fucking lighten up everything, bro. Because the game is, you. you put on Jeopardy, you play round one. Everybody has like, bo, bo, bo, bo, bo, bo, bo, bo, bo, bo, bo.

It has all those categories, like, American cinema. Yeah, yeah, yeah. And then, uh, every time, be like, if you want to blurt out, so you just sit there, you're chilling. If you blurt out and answer, it's wrong. It's a minus one. If you get it right, it's a plus one. At that end of that first round, whoever wins, wins.

Do you like writing us down on paper? No. I just remember it. It's just like, you can put it on right now. It's like, do, do, boom, right there. And it's like, but I love like I like

because it's too boring like sitting there like hey let's who got so did you smash Melissa did I fuck Melissa yeah I uh I think that

we absolutely probably did I did I did but like in an artistic way though it wasn't anything like did you see when she broke she got broken up with

from that that the hot ones yeah but I didn't know about that until that was after I had no idea I had no idea but that was that was after

You were way before that, I'm assuming, right? I was not during the time. I don't think of Hot Ones, Wings guy. I was not sure of all that. But at the end of day, like, you know, all I know that anything that Stratton and I did was strictly artistic. Artistic.

For the love of the game. Got it. We played some high stakes games. It was fun. I'll tell you what, being, like, the thing with this is the porn star. Being in a room of the porn star is this. You don't understand this.

She'll be talking to you normally. Okay, she'll be had a great conversation with you. She'll be chilling. like all that shit like talking to her and then she'll just flip out of nowhere and the porn star motor she'll like drop her she'll like bite her lip she'll like fucking look at your fucking dick and like she'll start like really quick

land like throw porn stars are insane bro I'm sitting there like this I'm like holy shit this is the girl getting pounded on all these videos like damn bro it was like hot as shit I like pulled up one of the pornos we were watching together it was pretty fun wait you're not beating the cuck allegations

right now. What do you mean? Watching her get fucked and then not because bro, like cuck is different though because you gotta be you gotta be established with the partner. Oh, I see what you're saying. Right? So like you're a cuck if you're established with the person. I see what you're saying. But I don't know, I could be wrong. I don't know this new language. All I know is it was like mad hot. I'm looking at this girl. I'm just like

damn, this girl right now is right in front of me. She's a normal human being but at the same time she's getting fucking like this is crazy. I'm in. you're fucking hilarious bro come in wow

are there any other other porn stars you've been with that you can name no it started to get a little out of control though okay so after she came in a couple more that came in after and I had to shut that down real quick because I was getting through much

it was like going like real plawning bottom very fast are these ghost stories these are these are true bro everything I say is true okay at all times I've been with like seven different women in the past fucking 11 days all raw dog oh my god

you're a fucking savage you're crazy no I'm not a savage I'm just I'm completely honest wow this stage in my life there's times where I've gone like I don't know like maybe 20 days without anything but like I went on a tear

and I have gone on a tear and I will continue this tear until this kid is out of my head Oh my God. You're Copey. Look at that's crazy. Fuck it.

Bro. I got a girl flying here right now. Today? Yeah. Yeah. I just, I don't know. Are you going to go to the UFC thing, the slap fight and everything today?

Oh, boy. I mean, I do. Honestly, I get too banged up sometimes, so I don't usually go. If I get too banged up, I don't leave the hotel room. I'll sometimes stay in the room for days and not leave. In the hotel room?

Yeah, I mean, I have a place there, but sketches stay in there with Nick. Yeah, they're standing in my place, and so I just got this place and did a favor for them because they needed a place in Vegas. I'm a stand-up gentleman and fucking all I know. Dude, you got to come to the slap thing tonight. I'm going to go to it. I'll be there if I'm not like, I got to get at least a few hours of rest.

I know Chris is there, Rumble and all that, but like I, uh, I'll probably be there. I'll be there. I got a little, little lady coming in here right now, right now, and I don't know how it was going to be. But I hang with her five days in a row Are we doing the pot? Are we doing a pot here? No I'm down with Kyle

Fullson? Yeah I mean dude I told Dana like Dana said he's in Yeah But Dana said he'd be in for the UFC 300 shit And all that but Kyle You know Kyle he doesn't want to move He's in Miami he's in love

Oh I thought He's love of OT Meg Is he really in love? Yeah he's in like By the way Kyle is in love love So all you little fucking trolls If I control me You can go over Kyle's page

now and let him know. You can go troll that little fucker. He is in She's cool, though. She's dope. She is chill as fuck, bro. What the fuck? Who is that? Is it your phone? That's probably me. No, she's cool as fuck. We went to, when we were leaving Texas. Hello? This guy was

Go ahead, go ahead. That's good. What's going on, Zappy? What do you on? I don't know. I told me if you on a set or something. I'm good. I'll call you back. Call you back one minute. I love you. Yeah. Yeah, right there. When we were at Texas, we were leaving.

This is why I think she's really cool She was cool every kind of like every interaction I have with her But she was like we all ate And then she cleaned up all of our shit She was super nice about it Kind of degrading towards women, Brad What's that? That's degrading?

No, it was dope, it was nice of her I went to pick it up and she goes She cleaned up all her shit Not shit, not like shit Not shit, no shit She cleaned up the shit, bro She cleaned of your fucking Well I went to grab and she's like

No, I got it. I was like oh shit She's fucking super sweet Oh bro, she's with Peebitty So I'm from Lawrence You know what's funny for me? she is from the next town over for me growing up. I don't know how people to girls are, yeah. Are they like just more womanly or what?

No, she's, she's cool. She's good. I know her, I've vetted her. You know, always protect my guys. She's solid. I think she's solid. I like, I mean, I don't know. Kyle's kind of with his relationship.

He's kind of low-key, right? He doesn't really put him out there. That makes sense, though. Does it? Yeah. Oh, my God. You're funny, dude. But I do have a game, though.

I do have game. I love, like, I'm very, very, like, there's like, I pull some baddies. bro i'm actually interested to see this one i pulls it yeah she's she's cool she's cool she's good looking girl yeah i'll show you here i'll show the i'll give you a live reaction and then we're gonna let you go because i feel like this yeah yeah yeah yeah you're gonna have to part ways here it was a great great sit down but i just want to give like it's not bad i mean nice girl i don't really just buy like looks and shit but like not bad oh shit

okay okay bob bro, come on. Have you seen that, Rolex? I don't know what I'm doing. I got a huge dick, too. That's what else. I'm serious, bro.

I do. I got a great dick. Like, every girl, bro, like, low-key. Like, what I'm trying to say is, like, when I always tell girls, I'm like, actually, it was funny as, like, I'll sit down with the chick.

I'll be like, by the way, can you, like, read somebody? He's like, what do you mean? Like, can you read, like, like, I'm a guy, like, can you tell of, like, a dude's got a good dick or not? like just based on conversation

like confidence whatever it's like yeah normally I'm like well like what do you think we good we good right here every time any chick will let's go damn like

you're a fucking fool I'm serious I'm not joking I'm not joking I'm not joking I bro listen it is like that congrats my boy every time dude that's why I know like nobody's playing with me

because I know like I know I know but like walking around with small dick's got to be tough So, like, I'm always like, think about it. If you're, like, walking around like Stining, you got a small cock. It's, like, hard to go up with the chicks and be like, hey, what's going on? You can flex all the game you want, but all that matters is push comes to shove. You pull them fucking pants down. You're looking at a little fucking snail between your fucking legs.

There they go. Dude, the Stony Shade's so fucking funny to me. It's fucked. Why you have to shoot that's time? I'm not shooting anybody. I'm just saying I'm using Stine's example. That's crazy. A little fucking zapping.

Congrats. Well, I hope you have a great time. I love it. I'm going to have this girl over now, but it was a pleasure sitting down with you. Dude, thank you so much. It's a great-ass time. Great talk.

Yeah. This is a great fantastic. No, it was amazing. No editing, no needed anything. I don't need anything out. I promise you always think, Bob needs that. Like, you're good.

You got my good. You got my permission. Launch every fucking thing. Let's go. I love it. I don't give two shits. Perfect. I appreciate you, man.

Love you. Thank you. Let me come up. Pleasure. Appreciate it, man. As always. As always, all right. Fuck yeah.