RAWTALK - Bradley Martyn Hit it from the Back ?!

Episode Date: November 9, 2021

Learn more about our great CoHost Jess and prepare to hear some JAW DROPPING information you do not want to miss! This episode is filled with stories, fights, demonstrations, EX's and a SPECIAL GUEST ...you never knew you needed to see.This guest will definitely leave you speechless in one way or another... SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK?sub_confirmation=1LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/rawtalk/id1294154339FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://vm.TikTok.com/TTPdQbEqVX/FOLLOW BRADLEY:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvzSBNBOK599FqzrTZS8ScQ/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWTQG2aMDYKGDqYEGqJb1FA/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartynonline?sub_confirmation=1RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

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Starting point is 00:00:00 All right, guys, welcome back to another episode of Raw Talk. Today, we do not have a guest, but we have my co-host, and we're going to dive into who she really is. Because I read a lot of comments. I see you, boys. Listen, I'm here for you. And everyone's like, who the fuck is this? If you don't know enough about her, because, like, obviously, you're not like, you're not a social media influencer. They wouldn't see you on other channels.
Starting point is 00:00:24 You're not doing YouTube. What do you actually do? I'm an ultrasound tech. So basically, I scan ultrasounds all day. primarily breast so all day I'm looking for cancers I'm looking for cis things like that and then I make TikToks when I'm at lunch and that's it that's it's it yes so what is the craziest thing you've done at your job like what's the crazy thing that's ever happened at your job ultrasound because it's like that seems like I don't know anything about it ultrasound tech to me sounds
Starting point is 00:00:50 sounds kind of uneventful to me only because I do a lot of crazy shit okay so and I'm completely ignorant to this because I don't know anything about it obviously because I saw an eaten boob last week. An eating boob? What do you mean an eating boob? So we have two different instances of an eaten boob. There's two different scenarios that can be going on right now, right? First, we've had women who have come in who have had cancer. You know, they've been diagnosed with cancer. And when you get diagnosed, a lot of emotional things happen to you. So you either go and get treatment immediately and you get on top of it or some people neglect it and they kind of pretend
Starting point is 00:01:23 it's not happening. Hold on, hold on. You say eating boob. You mean it's like someone was like sucking on someone's nipple. Just wait. Just wait. What has eaten me? I'm getting there. Eat and so like when you have the cancer, they eventually let it keep growing and growing and they don't get treatment. And then the cancer grows out of your skin and it eats your breast and it comes out and you have a giant tumor hanging out of your body.
Starting point is 00:01:43 So you're saying people let it get to that point. Mm-hmm. And that is what we refer to as an eaten breast as well as we've had patients who have actually had like an eaten breast where like they were hooking up on someone who's usually participating in drugs and they were sucking on their nipples and then all the sudden, And next thing you know, the nipple's fucking gone. And, yeah. Wait, so someone actually ate someone's nipple in this.
Starting point is 00:02:04 I don't know if he, like, full on swallowed it, but like, he bit the shits right off. Yeah. So this is everything around boobs. Yeah, all boobs. So anything else that you scan? Well, we do generals there, too. So we do abdomen and then, like, T, A, TV, which is your vagina. So we do, like, trans abdominal or trans vaginal, where we stick it inside.
Starting point is 00:02:23 But I just specialize in breast. So before, because you told me a different story. It says nothing to do with breasts. you told me about like some tube thing that you like stuck in some some dude's butts well okay so is this the same job it's yeah no not the same job so that was when I was actually my internship so I had a whole different field of sonography that I was in when I was an intern and then when I got hired at my new job I was trained in breast and now I specialize in breast but at that point we were doing like we would have to do scrotal exams or we would
Starting point is 00:02:50 ultrasound like balls you know because has anyone heard a testicular torsion no I thought you They taste with cancer, but torsion sounds like balls tied up. Yeah, so your balls literally twist, and then they lose, you know, blood supply. Oh. Yeah. They get twisted around each other. Did you know that? But like, how does that happen, though?
Starting point is 00:03:09 Um, a friend of mine in high school was like, we were all playing hide-dice. You like ride in a fucking bull or something? He jumped over a fence, twisted his shit right up. Normally don't you just like hit it, but you just like fall on it, not just because I've like skateboarded. Yeah, when I hit it, I usually just fall right on it. Oh, yeah. It's nice.
Starting point is 00:03:25 but anyways shit you're fucking me up right now no no when you fall in your balls it's not like you fall and you like wiggle your butt around a twitch or nuts sack like how does that even happen i think it was maybe the motion of the thighs going like against each other in the run so when you switch legs your ball your thighs rubbed and then the balls twisted in that action that's how i imagine they got stuck like that yeah they didn't go right back and so one of them you know ends up losing blood supply and then normally you know you'll you'll lose a testicle and then they'll just put in like how does the person not notice that right when it happens like oh wait i need to go get this fixed well i mean i'm sure
Starting point is 00:03:58 it hurts and they're probably like oh shit i got hitting the balls but then i'm sure they think it they'll go away or whatever i don't have i don't have balls i feel like that's what i'm saying i have balls i feel like i would have been like all up in there like what's happening down here you know i would have moved my balls around and been like hey this is not normal like sometimes like you know like sometimes a ball one of your balls are like push up and you're like oh wait a second what happened you don't know about this can you can you take your balls and put them up in your body not necessarily it's like it sometimes it happens but they're not at the same So you can't like get rid of them and just have a loose sack?
Starting point is 00:04:29 No. No. Like one at a time. Where do they go? I have no idea. Yeah, I've never. I don't know about that. I don't know about that.
Starting point is 00:04:37 I think that's the, it's the thing between your butt and your. The gooch. That's not it. It's around there. It's around there. There's like a science thing. I have no idea. Is there?
Starting point is 00:04:49 Maybe you can have your assistant. Google it real fast. Phone a friend. Phone a friend. Can you guys comment below what that area is in the, it's a friend. Must be in your pelvic bone. What is the hole in which you can shove your balls up into your body? It's a pelvic bone, for sure.
Starting point is 00:05:01 It has to be. Yeah, but like what part of your pelvic bone? Because the bottom part. Like is it, do you guys have a coochie hole? No. Do you don't think? I don't. Hey, let me check.
Starting point is 00:05:10 No, no, it could be like I have my coogey hole. So you guys also have the coochie hole, but then you have a balls and a penis there too. Maybe that's the same exact thing. Maybe it is. Maybe we're the same. Holy shit. Oh my God. I don't know.
Starting point is 00:05:22 Maybe we should find out if we're the same on the inside. No, for sure. We shouldn't. You're in the medical field, and this is your first, like, experience being on social media. Absolutely, yeah. And I, like, like, just dragged you into this. And just groomed me. And groomed you.
Starting point is 00:05:39 Hold on a second. She's up age, okay? I'm 21. She's 21. She's a groomer for anything. I was like, yo, you want to me in the podcast? She was like, yeah, I think let's do it. He groomed me to be on this podcast.
Starting point is 00:05:47 100% didn't happen. But what do you think about it? What's your experience? Because you still are very 100%? in the non-social media world for work-wise. Yes. But now you have kind of like this thing that we've done a few episodes now. And so you get a little bit more like, I don't know,
Starting point is 00:06:03 whether it be attention from people or comments from friends or family. What is it like now? It's been really interesting because, like, I make TikToks and I've gone, you know, pretty viral on TikTok. Like I have like 17 million views on a video. And a lot of people that I know ended up seeing that. And then that kind of opened them to my TikTok because they'd never seen it before. And they saw all my videos.
Starting point is 00:06:23 And it was fine at first when it was just like. people from my hometown but then when I started coming on like the podcast um it's it's more people that don't follow me or are interested in my content it's more your followers and they they don't like me okay yeah I read some comments they're they're they're nasty but they're also nice sometimes too yeah they're not always nice but like the the nasty ones are really funny because they're like oh yeah she seems like a homie but I never fucking wife her she's a ho and it's like cool okay it's like that I mean that's not a that's not a diss like calling someone a ho isn't a dis at all.
Starting point is 00:06:55 Do you like, do you like the, like being on the internet? That's a good question. Because I know you like doing this podcast. I know you like doing this thing, for sure. I like this. And I,
Starting point is 00:07:08 what I don't like, and one thing about this experience between like being on the podcast and like having you kind of help me navigate social media is you guys understand the algorithm. So you post all the time and you understand that that is how you grow.
Starting point is 00:07:22 And for me, I don't really care to like, grow like that. It's more like I get really annoyed and I feel like I'm being annoying if I'm like posting all the time a bunch of dumb shit that I don't care about just because I know I have to meet a certain quota. Like that really fucking bothers me. Here's the thing though. Here's the thing how social media works, right? And the algorithm. If someone didn't want, and this is the funniest thing when you talk about haters and people who talk shit about you or talk bad about you or they join your live and they say something bad or they comment on YouTube videos and say something bad, right?
Starting point is 00:07:52 it's like you're putting yourself out there and you have no other choice right if they can either be there or they can't so i understand your perspective of like yo you know you you deal with this thing but and having to post or from your perspective is saying you don't want to annoy someone but like if you annoyed them that much genuinely they just wouldn't be there because that's how it works right because you decide who you want to follow you decide who you want to engage with you decide who you like who you dislike who you talk shit about whatever but ultimately if someone's engaging with you, whether it's bad or good, there's a reason they're there. They like something about you.
Starting point is 00:08:27 That's true. Whether or not they want to like pick apart like what it is and they want to say that fuck you or this or that or get this girl the body. The fact that someone's making a mention about you, like there's something about you that they're engaging with. Exactly. And it's not really that I find like that people, I'm worried I'm going to annoy people and they won't want to follow me or anything like that.
Starting point is 00:08:44 It's more like as a viewer like and that's what I am. Like I'm just someone who like follows famous people and watches the influencer videos, whatever. Like I can tell when someone. put their fucking balls into something and when they're posting something to meet a quota because they know they didn't post that day or they have to get something out there like I can tell and I just wish that it wasn't the algorithm and you know I wish that that wasn't a thing that was driving a lot of these influencers because I think some of the content that's put out is just garbage and it's shit and it shouldn't even have been there and it's taking away from content that they actually really care about because they have to you know put so many things out I'll post a TikTok once a week and no I don't don't grow very fast at all. But those one videos do really well versus like when I find myself, when I first I'm doing this podcast, I was like, oh, well, I'll try the social media thing.
Starting point is 00:09:31 I'll try posting a lot. And like the videos didn't even do well because I like didn't give a fuck about them. And I wasn't being myself. I was trying to meet a quota. Yeah, it is. It definitely is a little bit of like a catch 22 somewhat of a grind. Because like the social media platforms now to see you guys listen and understand it's like Instagram, TikTok, all these platforms.
Starting point is 00:09:48 It's all about watch time, right, which is going to drive engagement on these platforms and so it's all about how many people and how long they watch or how long they click or how long they view a video basically so you guys understand this and that's what drives more people to the page to grow at the same time for example all these apps have certain quotas that they want you to meet to be on their platform meaning like to grow really well on Instagram they want you to post like three to four pictures a week they want you to post like four reels a week they want you to post two IG TVs they want you to go live for an hour they want all this stuff for you to like reach the maximum amount of
Starting point is 00:10:24 viewership which is crazy and TikTok I think TikTok is they want three or four TikToks a day to grow like to not this and this is the thing it becomes difficult because I remember for example when I first started all this shit I was posting like twice a day and it was back in the day when it it didn't matter as much but it was just what I was doing right so it was it was seamless I loved it and that was your job and you were putting like your your your balls in to it you know that was your thing and you know that was what you wanted to do with the rest of your
Starting point is 00:10:54 life whereas me like i just made videos in my car because i had nobody to talk to i didn't have any friends so i was like shit i'll talk to someone but so then so then here's the thing right challenged you right could you see yourself doing a podcast for a living yeah i mean now that i'm in this position and i'm sitting here doing it of course but like did i ever sit there and was like i'm gonna start a podcast i would have honestly never had the balls and that's just being straight up like I would have loved to have sat down and I've had conversations with other people about doing podcasts I would have loved to sat down and film the video and just put it out there but I would be honestly like insecure about that I wouldn't think that it was good enough
Starting point is 00:11:31 and I know myself and I know that I would never think that it was good enough so I would never actually put it out which is unfortunate damn it's funny though because you talk specifically like a viewer and also like even so you guys understand even creators feel this way like it's not just viewers feeling that way and creators are feeling separately but like you have to just if you think it could be a good idea or something you would enjoy you just have to try now do you have to fit into every single algorithm and post that much like no like I don't even post that much anymore do I know it's affecting my growth on Instagram or whatever sure but am I happier like do I have more balance not all the time but but like more than before exactly you know but you also have to understand like if you just want to do it because a lot of people watch social media content or like podcast and shit like this and they're like damn I really want to do that but they're just afraid to either start or or they're afraid that like so many people are doing it. So like, why would they do it? But you'll realize after doing this for like, I don't know, six months,
Starting point is 00:12:26 you're going to look back and be like, holy fuck, this is one of the coolest things that I've ever done. Absolutely. And it's like you wouldn't know that you just tried it. Obviously, like I brought you on for us to try it. But even if I never did that and you eventually try it, yeah, you'd start with less views. You start with less engagement.
Starting point is 00:12:39 You start with less everything. But to the viewer and the person listening, if you really want to do it, you just have to do it, despite what people are saying. And despite what you're afraid. And I know it's hard because, you know, we'll have like noelle on here or have anyone that I talk to me to talk about haters and like people they tend to take things really personally especially when they first start social media yeah
Starting point is 00:12:56 like any sort of negative comment they make it like oh this is am i that is this me and it's you have to understand people people throw rocks you know normally outward at other people because likely it's something they want to be doing yeah and it's like it's jealousy and it's projection like it's things they're insecure about because yeah because have you ever met like a really successful person who's just like who just shits on random people. Never. You're never going to be a person super successful.
Starting point is 00:13:21 It's like, I'm just going to get on YouTube today and talk shit about people. And just find videos and be like, fuck you, you piece of shit. There are people who do that and they're very successful actually.
Starting point is 00:13:29 Oh, well, that's a whole other. But I'm saying in general, there's a whole genre of content where that right there, that's a thing. Well, we're talking about
Starting point is 00:13:36 those are fucking, you know, the drama channels, right? Yes, yes. Or the, you know, the people where they make videos
Starting point is 00:13:41 and they discuss what other people are doing or not doing riot or whatever. Yeah, and there's, There's, you're allowed to do that. You're allowed to have an opinion about what someone's doing. But at the same time, like, not about me, mother. No, just kidding.
Starting point is 00:13:51 I'm just kidding. I'm kidding. Um, no, but like, you're allowed to have an opinion on something, but like, you don't really get to condemn other people for making their choices. And the fact that people get so emotional about what someone else is doing, I don't know. It feels like you're a bit bored and you don't have much going on because it's, it's really easy to just keep scrolling and to not talk shit. Not that I care.
Starting point is 00:14:12 I don't give a fuck about a hate comment. I get them on TikTok all the time. trust me men on TikTok no they don't like me at all but it's funny because their TikToks like their comments are so funny to me like they'll say whatever and then you see my videos that I'll respond to and it makes me my content you know I'll get millions of views on those videos just shitting on men so it works for me but it's funny how you see how moments ago that you were like fuck I didn't necessarily want to do this because of the algorithm but then like and kind of this nonsense shit but at the same time like it's also empowering
Starting point is 00:14:43 It's also allowing you to reach people that, you know, maybe want to say the things you want to see, excuse me, maybe want to say the things you are saying and maybe don't have the guts to do it or the guts to step out and make the content to do it. Or even just to make the content period, make the fucking social media account. Absolutely. And like that's when I started my TikTok. Like I was horrified to post any videos. I didn't for the longest time. I would just draft them.
Starting point is 00:15:06 But then I realized like, you know, no one will probably see this. It'll be fine. Like who cares what anyone says. So I started putting them out slowly. they didn't get any views finally things like started picking up a little bit and people from my hometown started reaching out and i hated that if i could block my hometown that's funny i would post anything on the internet i remember the first time i saw your page you're like if you know me in real life please leave yes it's still my bio straight up like um did you your hometown so
Starting point is 00:15:31 growing up were you always like somewhat outspoken you know like to your family or to your friends were you were you the girl that would just be like fuck you because i feel? I mean, I was not this person in high school, but I was that way in, I was very angry. And like, I would manifest any feeling that I had, I would put anger into it. And I would treat people horribly, which was came from me having hurt and trauma that I hadn't dealt with and I didn't understand. And I projected that onto other people. And it's not okay. And I was not kind in high school. Like, I'll be straight up about that. That's the truth. Yes. I, you know, I've been in fights. I would beat girls up for no reason. No how many you're not don't tell me you're
Starting point is 00:16:16 you're Bryce haul on this you've been in 42 street fights what's going on 41 too many yeah how many tons oh my god yeah and like for no reason like for literally no reason like I I just wanted to like be a fucking asshole and like they're all calling cap right now they're all calling cap you're not street fights I swear to God I swear to God I swear to God they're call I feel it in the comments because I I've been doing this for so long they're like that's cab dude this girl's not a fighter you've really been in street fights like Do you have, like, video evidence? Like, what the fuck are you about to show me?
Starting point is 00:16:46 Yeah, sure. Just. Here, we'll pull it up after and see. Yeah, yeah. I'll show you. But yeah, I have a video. It went viral. Wait, really?
Starting point is 00:16:54 That's fucking funny. Yo, now I have like a different random question. If you could fight any influencer chick, who would it be? I don't know. I just want to throw that out there. I just thought it was relevant to you talking about you knowing how to fight. Yeah, I'd probably be that the chick that just had her baby. Now that she's not pregnant anymore.
Starting point is 00:17:10 Just had her baby. Yeah. TikTok, the blonde girl, blonde TikTok girl. Blonde TikTok girl. Her name's not even relative enough to remember, but I could see her in my face. You just want to,
Starting point is 00:17:20 is just something about her. She's just such a dumb bitch. Yeah, she was like, well, no, she was hooking up with like a little kid. Whoa,
Starting point is 00:17:25 whoa, what are you talking about? Yeah, she's like a pet up. Wait, this is a woman. Yeah, yeah,
Starting point is 00:17:30 you guys know what I'm talking about. I can't fucking, is it. I don't, I didn't take the time to remember her name. Is it Tammy? But you know who you are.
Starting point is 00:17:35 Is it Tammy? I don't know, sorry Tammy it's not so sorry I'm so sorry Tammy so sorry this is a TikTok girl who had sex with a little kid like what do you mean a little kid like a I actually really am invested in finding out who this is now and putting it on it yeah so wait hold on a second hold on a second how did you know that she's Googled yeah yeah but how did she know that because she googled well so this is a real thing some woman this is like a huge thing my god and is that thing and is that thing it doesn't matter she's 19 so wait so let's talk about so
Starting point is 00:18:06 if a dude did this now tell me she going to jail for this no no and that's the if a dude did this he'd be in fucking jail he would probably like he'd be fucking destroyed on the internet destroyed on the internet destroyed in real life
Starting point is 00:18:19 it's disgusting okay and it's such a double standard because men what the fuck men get sexually assaulted way more often than anyone wants to fucking admit like anyone and it's not okay like drunk men get taken advantage of by women all the fucking time
Starting point is 00:18:36 But if you were to call the cops on that... You're talking about, like, physically or financially? Physically. Oh, shit. Yeah. I mean, I just heard a story about it the other day from a very close friend of mine. Like, he was way too intoxicated. Where are these women at?
Starting point is 00:18:47 No. I'm not cute. This never... Sorry, sorry. Crazy, though. Because, no, genuinely, like, if a dude did that, is he's done. He's going to jail. He's going to jail 25.
Starting point is 00:18:56 Like, I have a little brother. Like, I have a little brother. This shit's not okay. Like, it's just not okay. And the fact that this is happening and it's on the internet with a girl with 18 million so what's her repercussions? Do you know anything about that? Does it say anything that's happening to her?
Starting point is 00:19:07 Nothing. They're just like... As of right now, she says she's no longer speaking to Connor. Like the police officers are just like, yeah, like, what's what's up? Yeah, like, what the fuck? Like... What?
Starting point is 00:19:18 How was it, bro? There's that angle. There's that angle that people use where they're like, oh, well, that's any, like, guys dream to hook up with an older girl. Like, maybe, but how the, he's 13? How is he supposed to know that? Because this is the whole thing about it's like the decision making is, like, not there. Also, like, who looks at a 13-year-old?
Starting point is 00:19:34 I was like, like, ew, what the fuck? I have no idea. That's fucking crazy. Get away from me. So you'd box her. Oh, I would beat the shit on her. I would put her on all fours and I would dog walk her out to the curb and then curb stomper. Well, I'm going to have to see your actual video of you fighting.
Starting point is 00:19:51 Well, show me that later. This is actually fucking absurd. Have you been in a fight? Yes. Like a real, real fight. Real fights. Like how recent was your last fight? I don't know.
Starting point is 00:20:01 Since I started getting bigger, I was like this is like an actual problem. or social media bigger? Both. But also physically bigger knowing that it's just not it's not okay to just fight people. It's not okay to mess with you more
Starting point is 00:20:14 now that you're bigger just to like... So not now. I think because like I feel like most dudes if I go to a club or some setting where it could happen which is like normally people drinking
Starting point is 00:20:22 like they're also like you're that fucking guy so they're not really violent. When I was younger, yeah I was bigger and like I would notice that people would be like yo like you're like
Starting point is 00:20:33 they would be like what they would want to test it almost because you're bigger yeah um oh i'm gonna tell you guys a story quick little story okay so i was uh this was actually oh perfect timing Halloween okay this is Halloween fuck man how many years ago I must have been 21 or 20 and um I was going to a a party in Newport was a Halloween party it was a costume party so just to give you guys some reference I should damn want to pop these pictures up but I can't I mean, once we're, by the way, guys, sorry, I get a little sidetracked, my ADD kicks in super hard. We're going to get better with the production here.
Starting point is 00:21:10 Just along the way, we're going to have emails. You guys ask us questions. We're going to put them on the podcast. We're going to do a ton of stuff and involve you guys more along the way. And I'm going to get, like, better production because I'm a little bit bare bones and I's kind of running. Yeah, we're figuring it out. And this is the first time we've actually got to like do one, just me and you, which is my dream. So keep going.
Starting point is 00:21:25 I'm excited. Yeah. So that's coming soon. Just so you guys know, make sure you subscribe. Hit up the fucking iTunes. And yeah, drop a light, drop a comment, all that good shit. But let me get back to the story. So I was in Newport Beach, and I was 20, and I was a weightlifter at the time.
Starting point is 00:21:43 This is before I ever really got into bodybuilding, my buddy was like, yo, you should try Olympic weightlifting. And I was actually really good at it. And this was before, again, I got really into bodybuilding. So the first thing that I started training was Olympic weightlifting. So I did a competition, like, I don't know. It was like October Fest way back in the day. Again, in fucking when I was told, what year was that? What year would have been?
Starting point is 00:22:09 Fuck, man. You were 20 and you're 32 now? Yeah, 32. Holy shush. Would that have been three minutes? Basically, I'm a dinosaur. Anyways, 2010, 11? Oh, my God.
Starting point is 00:22:20 I don't know, man. Like eight. Yeah, anyway. So I was good at Olympic weightlifting before I was ever good at like bodybuilding or anything. So I won a competition. It was at October Fest. Um, and I had my, I'm, the reason why I'm telling you, this is my costume for the party, which I got in a fight, was my singlet. Okay.
Starting point is 00:22:39 Okay, wait, from your competition? From my, so I wore a singlet. Dick hanging out. Wait, wait, do you have pictures? No, no, yeah. Yeah. So, dick print, had my singlet pulled down to kind of to cover my dick. So I had it off.
Starting point is 00:22:51 So I just looked, I was like topless, basically. Wait, so you had the straps off? I had the straps off. Yeah, so imagine I had a singlet on. Oh, you're such a douche. Yeah, big time douche. And also, because I won the compliment. competition.
Starting point is 00:23:01 You won too? I won. You were a really big dick in out here. Oh, big time. So I had a fucking metal that I wore to. So shirtless basically because I had the straps pulled off and I rolled it down. So it was like the top was hanging down and I was wearing like the short shorts. I had a metal.
Starting point is 00:23:14 Anyways, I felt like I was the man. So I go to this party. I was with my friend who turned out not to be my friend, which is a whole other story. I'll tell you guys about another time. His name was Michael. Okay. He was a black guy. We worked at, excuse me, we, I lived in a house with like,
Starting point is 00:23:30 a bunch of basketball players when I first moved down to Fullerton and he was the assistant coach. And the black guy's going to make sense in a second. So I just want you guys to understand. I just randomly put that in there. He's going to make sense why this is relevant to the whole story actually. So anyways, we're at this party, me and Mike, we're in the back and there was like a bathroom to the right, right before the last room, door and then room. And he was Laura Croft. That was his outfit.
Starting point is 00:23:58 Who's that? Lord Croft, Tomb Raider. Oh. He was like a girl character, but he just put a hat on. I was like, I'm Laura Croft. He didn't really want to dress up. We just want to go to the party because we were trying to fuck with bitches. Anyways.
Starting point is 00:24:08 We're at the party. We're at the party. And he's in the bathroom and some guy, and this is like a soccer fraternity house or some shit. And some guy's like drunk as fuck and he's banging on the door and he's like, I got to use the bathroom. This is my house. Like, get out and he's like, I'm almost in a second. And then the guy comes to me because I'm like waiting in that back room. like because I was also going to use a bathroom and I was waiting for Mike because I'm really socially awkward so I don't like stand around at parties and I'm like I'll just not talk to anyone you still do that I still do that yeah that yeah that hasn't changed anyways he goes oh is that is that is that a black guy I was like yeah the guy with the Tomb Raider thing on and he's like oh yeah okay like you guys you got to tell him to hurry up because like it's my fucking he started to get a little bit like he was drunk it's my fucking house like
Starting point is 00:24:59 you gotta get him the fuck out of there i was like all right i think you'll be done in a second anyways mike comes out and the guys immediately mad at him and he gets in mike's face and he they're arguing back and forth and um he called i'm not going to say this word because it's not i'm not just never say this but he called he called mike the n word Whoa. Hard R. Hard R. Super Hard R. Big party foul.
Starting point is 00:25:29 And, you know, it's my boy, so I obviously take offense. This guy was white? This guy was white. And all his, yeah, it was like, maybe white Hispanic, something like that, I don't know. A whole lot of audacity, though. So it was just like, they were arguing. He's like, eh. And then I was like, oh, fuck.
Starting point is 00:25:43 And then it got kind of a little more serious. And then he had his two other friends came up. And then he goes to Mike. He goes, and I wasn't in this conversation at all. I just want to make this clear. I was just standing right outside of it. I wasn't saying shit. But he goes to Mike, he says, and I'll fuck you and your boy up.
Starting point is 00:25:58 And I was like, at the time, this was like Prime, Bradley Martin, so fucking aggressive, like, if I could be. But never aggressive on purpose. But I was waiting. I was always waiting for someone to give me a fucking opportunity just to be an asshole. Because I was so angry about shit in my life. Got it. So. Are when people, I mean, I just know they're going to comment and say that they were angry because you were on steroids.
Starting point is 00:26:20 I agree you can save themselves in that because you like weren't, right? No, no, no, absolutely not. No, definitely not at this time. So he wasn't. I was just mad about life because my life, you know, there was things that just, I was upset about my childhood and I always brought it with me. Like real shit. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:26:35 I mean, I'm going to tell the story over and over. My father died when I was young. Anyways, I was very like just, I was ready to go. Yeah, I just hate seeing those comments about you. I'm sorry, I cut you off, but I hate that. And people, like, you say anything about being emotional, they're like steroids. I don't care of fuck. No his feelings.
Starting point is 00:26:48 It doesn't matter. So this is well before steroids. Anyways, so I'm, I'm standing there and he's like, oh, fuck you. you and your boy up. And I was like, oh, fuck, this just got good. So he, they kept arguing he pushed Mike. And then I'm sober as fuck. I don't, I don't really drink now, but especially then I was super against drinking, super against drugs. So I was just going out again, super socially awkward trying to find girls. So he pushes Mike and then Mike is a smaller dude. This guy was bigger than him. And Mike goes to fall back. And then he comes in like to punch Mike. But for
Starting point is 00:27:20 me, everything's like in slow motion. Because he's, they were both. drunk. Mike and him were drunk. He goes to punch him and I punched him in the side of the face because he was like, imagine I saw it this way I punched him straight in the side of the face and threw him around onto the bed that was like behind me to my left and then stuck my knee in his back and hit him like
Starting point is 00:27:37 five times in the face and this is where the story gets really good. It was like how does your knee in his back? So like so imagine like you want to do it to me. I just want to show you. Do it to me. Oh. Oh. So imagine like I threw him on the on the fucking bed like this watch and I'm
Starting point is 00:27:53 Sure. You guys got to watch a YouTube video to see this. Well, you're in the way either way. Okay. Am I? Show me? Yeah, like a little. So how did you do it? I threw.
Starting point is 00:28:00 I stuck my knee on his side and his face was against, his face was against the wall. Was my pussy out? But like full rage as hard as I, as hard as I could. I'm not a hard time focusing right now. That was fucking awesome. And, uh, and then it was so funny because the minute that that happened, you can tell that guy was like the leader. Right? Because this is the funniest part now.
Starting point is 00:28:19 Mm-hmm. He's bleeding. Like, fucked up bleeding. there's blood all over the wall like adjacent to like basically the bed was here he was here the blood went up on the wall and the best part about this
Starting point is 00:28:32 I stand up and Mike's like let's get the fuck out of here we sewed to leave the same guys who were with their boy the whole time were like who did that who was there like some other guys came and go who did this who did this and Mike didn't do it but he's like
Starting point is 00:28:46 I did it and then they kept following us out they followed us out into the street so if you guys have ever been to Newport you know down like Newport where like there's like um i don't know there's like a ton of houses and then the roads in between and it's like close to the ocean it's very very close to the ocean it's like a popular area where like bars are nearby and stuff and uh so anyways we're walking out of the house and they're just causing a scene now to be like who was that he's like i did that what's up fuck you all this kind of bullshit nothing they were just trying to make nonsense and actually you know we get like
Starting point is 00:29:16 pushed down the the street a little bit because we're like walking away now was like 15 of them right it was like three and the two of you and the two of us so we're backing up i'm like all right i'm not going to beat up 15 fucking dudes this is not realistic uh had my little you know my little moment but that was it so now i'm backing up and then next like but they could tell they didn't want to really fight they were just trying to cause commotion yeah right cause cops pull up right away they're like we just keep kind of walking because cops are going to the house it's just do it so we keep walking we're like just don't like don't pay attention cops pull up on us right so now get this this is where the story gets really interesting um and i got tested after
Starting point is 00:29:56 this by the way just you don't make sense in a second i uh we sit down and i'm there with mike and the cops are like they're talking to us are like all right so you know we got a call from here this guy like he got injured um and we're waiting for like i don't know maybe 45 minutes and they're kind of like in their car fucking around one of the guy comes out again it's the older cod he goes hey so they're saying this kid's like really injured um like his face yeah his nose is broken his cheekbone is broken and like they want to start pressing charges and i was like oh we didn't do any of that we were there but like we didn't we were i mean i was lying through my teeth obviously right yeah but so so then he goes back right and i swear to god i don't know how this happened i'm like
Starting point is 00:30:39 i look at my hands my hands are covered in blood and i go if they come back here and they see my hands I'm fucked I'm like this is that Wait how didn't they see your hands already They weren't giving us They weren't doing flashlights and shit So I were sitting down on the curves like this We're sitting down on their curves like
Starting point is 00:30:53 I'm not like hey what's up But had you realize the blood was on your hands at that point Yeah so Guess what I did What'd you do? I licked it off Ew That is disgusting
Starting point is 00:31:04 This is a true story I licked it off That's disgusting I know I had to get tested after this because I licked it off But check this out Right before
Starting point is 00:31:14 Like right as I finished Cop comes back, he goes, let me see your guys' hands. Put it's the flashlight. So you did it for no reason? No, no, no. I did it. And I showed my hands there was good. So I didn't get caught because of it.
Starting point is 00:31:25 Oh, okay. Okay. I'm glad. I got it out. Exactly. I got it off. The HIV though. Yes.
Starting point is 00:31:30 And I didn't consider that whatsoever. I didn't consider that at all. I was just like, do not want to get caught? I'm licking this blood off my hand. And that's what, yeah, that's my story. Holy shit. You want to hear a crazier story? I do.
Starting point is 00:31:41 The same cop. I can't even, I can't even wrap my head around that. You've been tested for HIV since then. Yeah, yeah, multiple times, many times. Okay. Many times. Shit. And did you ever, like, see this guy again real fast?
Starting point is 00:31:52 Is he, is his face like permanently damaged? I have no idea. But I do know, because I was dating a girl at the time and he was like part of the soccer team, like UC Irvine or some shit because she was going to Irvine. And she was like, yeah, like he did get injured and like they, they, they knew it was me. They knew it was her boyfriend. But they also, which is fucked up because I said I was trying to find girls at the
Starting point is 00:32:12 same party. Anyways, that's a long time ago But I wasn't a pickle But no, it's a truth I'm just telling the truth So it was her boyfriend But they didn't press charges Because the kids woke up the next day
Starting point is 00:32:22 We're like, we shouldn't have done that So anyways The second story has to do with the same exact cop Who found me When I like when I lick the blood off my hands This is an older cop This is out here in L.A. in Newport This is a new port
Starting point is 00:32:34 Damn, it's so big here How does this keep happening to you? Well, this story's really good This is the one that everyone's gonna be like Wait Brad is really a criminal wait how many years apart is this so this was about two months apart maybe three months apart four months apart okay so and are you famous at this point or are you just you're just some big muscle guy i was doing Olympic weightlifting i was doing some social media stuff but like where were
Starting point is 00:32:57 your followers at let's give us a number i honestly don't even think i i don't even think i had it right at that time okay i think it was just right before the internet popped off for me like right before i even started it really because i wasn't really i when i when it started pop like when i started really doing social was when I started doing like competing and like I was I was more focused on how I looked and not so much like I was just training I was doing Olympic weight lifting I was like snatching the cleaning jerk that's all I did fucking hyper extensions front squat back squat like first pull second pull third pull that's all I worked on like legit Olympic weight lifting so I know referencing point meaning like I didn't I wasn't doing that on social I posted some of it
Starting point is 00:33:35 back in a day like I there's probably pictures you can find way back on my Instagram of like oh look at me when I was a baby right Oh, super skinny. But anyways, I started competing, like, physique when, like, around the same time I started social media. So this was before that. And that's probably why you started doing social media, right? To kind of show up your journey.
Starting point is 00:33:54 Not to interrupt your story. No, it was, social media started for me because it was just like, I thought it was going to be a great idea because I, you know, I would read about, like, apps and social media things coming. And they would talk about how e-commerce was going to change the world. So I was, like, addicted to finding the next thing. And I used to be on, yeah, I have a whole story about it. But I was on Twitter all the time, and then I would download every app that would come out.
Starting point is 00:34:13 And I'd download Instagram, and I was like, this is going to be it. So this is like your thing. You've been pretty. Yeah. Well, I'm just a fucking crazy person. No, I know how you are. And it's makes so much sense now, like that you really, this is what you wanted to do and you fucking made it happen. Well, I was like, I was telling people go follow me on Instagram like, and they were like, what the fuck is Instagram?
Starting point is 00:34:31 And Android didn't have it. And people just use it for filters on Facebook. And it was not a, yeah, it was crazy. Hello. I'm a fucking. Oh, geez. Holy shit. What year were you born in? 89. What's up?
Starting point is 00:34:42 I was born in 99. Damn, 10 years. 10 years. That's not so bad. It's amazing. You can basically be my sugar daddy. We can make it work. I'm not doing that though. You don't want to be my sugar daddy?
Starting point is 00:34:53 I mean, technically I kind of am going to start to be. Do you think about it? I haven't been paid yet. I get paid in pot. I do get paid and you but you will be getting paid. And once you start getting paid, you're going to be like, damn, it's a nice sugar daddy. Exactly. But no sexual favors.
Starting point is 00:35:07 Time out. At what point is it a sugar daddy? or your pimp. Yo, this is a really good question. No, no, no. Your pimp has you go fuck other people. Yeah, not a pimp. The question I was thinking, the question I was thinking was, when is it a sugar daddy,
Starting point is 00:35:22 like how much actual interact? Like, you know, a guy can give you money, right? Yeah, there's, I mean, I think that there's a difference between having a sugar daddy and having like a rich boyfriend. Okay, so. Or like dating rich men. But that's what I'm saying. So when you date a rich guy, and I got to, don't, guys, listen, I'm going to get back
Starting point is 00:35:39 to that story about me. me another cop in a second we just hold a detour here ADHD yeah super sorry but anyway so when you um when you when you have a sugar daddy right because i've never had one and i don't think you've ever had one i could be wrong i don't know but is is it like is there a line you have to cross before he's like your actual daddy like this has to be sexual or is something because the guy just give you money you like all right here's the thing and this is i mean i guess i'll say that this is my opinion but this is what i've this is what i've this is what i know for to be the goddamn truth and no one's going to tell me no one will admit it but
Starting point is 00:36:09 this is the truth. Nobody has a sugar daddy that is paying for their life that they are not fucking. Thank you very much. You, if you, if this man is giving you tens of thousands of dollars, I'm sorry, but you had sex with him. And coming out on the internet and saying, oh, you don't have to sleep with this man. They do this for me and shit. That's lying to these little girls. And they're going to go out and do the same shit you did. And then they're not going to be as successful. And then they're like, oh, well, if I just fuck him, then I'll get this kind of money. Like, so what, there's girls who say like, I'm not, I'm not fucking him. He's just give me money there are yes this is on the internet what do you mean people say it on the
Starting point is 00:36:42 have you not seen sugar daddy TikTok no I haven't seen it well you should get on there but um no it's like a big thing to talk about like women talk about having sugar daddies and it's like it's fine have a sugar diet that's fucking sick go off like amazing yeah yeah but don't go out here and lie it's kind of same thing with like plastic surgery get it so they're like yo I'm so bombed like he just pays me to be that and that's what they say oh he just pays me 10,000 to go out on a date with him like girl you literally had his dick in you every inch of your body like don't lie but it's fine though like it's a choice yeah fuck it at the same time like who fucking cares if that's what you're doing like either don't talk about it or have
Starting point is 00:37:20 fucking pride in it like right either way but don't lie because we know the truth exactly we know the truth and like there's certain instances like i'm sure it's like happened before where there's like men that just want the companionship and shit okay but the ones that are getting like their entire lives paid for luxurious lives like they are having sex thank you It's just the truth. So let me tell you another story about money. Okay. Here we go back to.
Starting point is 00:37:43 Oh, wait. Have you ever been in a financial relationship? Like a relationship where you were providing for a woman? No. I have been in a relationship where a woman wanted to provide for me. Oh, were you a sugar baby? Yes, I was. Great time in my life.
Starting point is 00:37:59 Talk about it now. I want to hear the story. Damn, I want to tell the fighting story. Fuck. Okay, we'll tell us anyways. Sugar daddy story first. Well, no, there was a woman who, um, who wanted me to, massage her and who wanted me to spend time with her and she's very sweet very nice woman and she
Starting point is 00:38:13 wanted to like buy me things and take me shopping exactly that like exactly so i never had sex with her and that's kind of where the relationship broke also i crashed her car with my girlfriend so let me explain let me give you some perspective yeah so imagine you're this woman and i lived with her this was this was i must have been 22 how old was 23 42 or 5 So this was a milk, not a sugar. Okay. She wasn't a milk. Oh, fuck, I don't want to disrespect.
Starting point is 00:38:42 She was such a sweet woman. But to say she's a... Oh, I don't need milk in a bad way, but I mean like a hot mom. But she wasn't a hot mom. That's what I'm saying. This one was like a mom who just wanted me to massage her and train her. She paid me to train her and she paid me once to massage her. I did that.
Starting point is 00:39:01 Where was this massage held? Is that her house? Just massager. But I know she wanted more because I got the vibe. I got the sense. I was never, you know, again, because in my perspective, she wasn't a milf, right? Which if we're just, we're just going to define it as a mother I'd like to fuck, this is a mother I'd do not.
Starting point is 00:39:17 Is there another definition of milk? Yeah, well, that's what I'm saying. This wasn't one that I wanted to fuck. You know what I'm saying? If it was a milf, I would have done it. This wasn't, it wasn't that. It was a woman that I was, she's beautiful and just not my type. Okay, and that's okay.
Starting point is 00:39:30 Everyone's got a type. So anyways, how this all ended was I gave her a massage. I didn't go any further than that. She bought me like some Louis Vuitton shit. She bought me some nice stuff. She, like, she helped me out. She did genuinely in the time when I needed. She let me live with her.
Starting point is 00:39:41 I lived in her house. Whoa. Because I missed what I'm time. For how long? A couple months. A couple months? Like two months, maybe. Oh, this.
Starting point is 00:39:47 Okay. So we like this lady. Yeah. She's great. She let me drive her car. So anyways, it was in a Mercedes and I was with my actual girlfriend at the time. We were driving back. You should know you had a girlfriend?
Starting point is 00:39:56 Not till the car crash. Okay. So anyways, we're, uh, I have a fucking crazy life. I'm going to write a book. Okay. We were driving back. We were going up sunset. And if anyone's been in L.A., you drive up, like, the Laurel Canyon, is it Laurel Canyon?
Starting point is 00:40:10 Yeah, yeah. The one that takes you like to Beverly. Yeah. So, but down right there where like the, you know, it's like the sushi Dan and all that shit on the other side of the hill. Beverly Glen. Sunset. No, no, no, no. This is right on sunset.
Starting point is 00:40:23 And, uh, yeah, Laurel Canyon, I think. Yeah, it must be. Anyways. Those are the only two windy roads. Anyway, I'm driving through this canyon and I crashed like right where there's that like stop sign and there's like a four-way light. thing and I don't know what the fuck I was doing I mean I do actually I ran a red light um yeah sorry that's stupid was there something else happening that I was like talking no no no I wish I wish I was getting road going that would have been amazing um so anyways we're driving boom
Starting point is 00:40:52 I'm fucking fucking off I hit this car I'm like oh shit this isn't my car a woman whose cars this is doesn't actually know that like I have a girlfriend I'm living at her house Was this a major crash or a minor crash? It wasn't a major crash. It was like, it was enough for the cars to both have to stop and like not just be able to drive away. Oh, so like total? No, no, not total. But like, no, just fucked up like the rear side because they were going off to the left and I was, I hit like the back side.
Starting point is 00:41:21 Like a T-bon? Not a T-bone. No, no, no. Like the back, like. Oh, okay. A left quarter panel. You know, I was what you want? Specifics I would hit the left quarter panel and it fucked their car up, but it fucked my car up a little bit more.
Starting point is 00:41:32 Not my car again. the woman's car so I had a call and I was like hey I crashed your car this is a situation and she's like oh okay it's okay she was not I could tell she was really mad because I was like hey and I just want you to know like this is what's going on because like the cops were there and they're taking all this so yeah anyways I knew it was getting reported to her fucking insurance and all this so long story short um she gets a car back whatever uh I get home and um I'm I'm I'm like spending more time with the girl at the time that I was dating um so i stayed at her house came back stayed there grabbed some stuff went to her house stay there
Starting point is 00:42:09 and then i was like oh shit okay so this lady called me yeah and she was like yeah you can't stay here anymore oh so she kicked you out for this yeah got it she can't and what kind of car were we in uh it was a mercedes it must have been like a like a nice one though yeah it was nice at the time brand new one brand new mercedes nice white mercedes all little bells and whistles I had, you know, I drove a fucking, a Ford fucking flare side ranger at the time. Oh, nice. It was nice. And it was a completely total, like, not completely total, but my entire front end was fucked up because I actually got in a car crash.
Starting point is 00:42:42 Now, I want to, I'm like a bad driver. Okay, hold on a second. I knew I shouldn't have said that because I'm going to say that. I have not crashed since them, since then, knock on wood. Yeah, not coming up. Like literally since 22 or whatever the fuck I was. I haven't crashed since, okay. So, but yeah, I had a white floor, flare side, stepside range, or whatever you're going to call it,
Starting point is 00:42:59 2000 so you guys get a picture of this and I had the whole front left side torn up and like actually I had broke my like rotator arm and I just got that fixed so I can continue to drive but I couldn't fix the rest of the car like the four the front left like light the whole front left panel yeah you're we're talking cars it looked like I was driving like a Baja fucking Ford truck like it was like a Ford truck though I love Baja it wasn't sick it was like the lights were fucked up the light shot at the ground and it looked like like a Frankenstein I don't know but like I feel like a Ford Ranger is like the only kind of truck that can be a little fucked up and it's like, okay.
Starting point is 00:43:30 No, I mean, it's not fucked up. It was like bad. Okay. And I drove it around like that for like a long time. Anyways, yeah, she kicks me out. Okay. Damn, this is a crazy life story, actually. And then I actually, holy fuck.
Starting point is 00:43:47 I mean, that's the story. I don't know if I can tell more of this story. I feel like I got to. I don't know. I feel like now. There's so much more to this story. Well, basically, I was also at the time I was training, I was training someone who was like super famous.
Starting point is 00:43:59 And I told them this story and they're like, oh, fuck, I got you because then I told them about my situation with my car and like being in my car and all the shit. And they let me live at like a like a place where executives would stay for like filming and sets and shit like that. So they put me, it's called the Oakwoods. Wow. And so I had a place for like four months. And this is actually when rent free real free rent free. Rent free furnished everything. Dude, I'm sorry.
Starting point is 00:44:24 That's such a blessing in a life. Oh my God. The biggest blessing that changed my life. that right there got you on your feet no let's talk about how much that a doubt that changed my life and this was actually along the same lines like I had chills I want someone to pay my rent for four months so social media this is gonna pay it don't worry this is a lot more than that um it started to uh that was like literally when it kind of like started to go like this like social media so 100% that changed my life that's
Starting point is 00:44:51 insane that's insane have you really reach up to that person that you were training that gave you that place to tell them that because like I don't know I you like without that? I think they message me like years after and said like I'm proud of you and what you're doing. And I think I was like, hey, thank you. That was probably it. That woman that you're talking about right?
Starting point is 00:45:08 The person that let you stay in the Oak Woods or whatever. Oh, no. That person, I talk to that person all the time. He knows full and well that I'm like, yo, that's like my, it's like my family. Yeah. Yeah. I don't know who we're talking about. You'll have to tell me later.
Starting point is 00:45:19 But yeah, that person should know about like because that feels like a really like influential moment of your life without those four months of just like not having to deal with dress of where you're sleeping and how you're going to pay for where you're sleeping. That's incredible. It completely changed my life. Wow. That's awesome. I mean, yeah, drastically changed my life.
Starting point is 00:45:38 But yeah, anyways. Can I ask you a question about competing? Yeah. I didn't know you competed. I didn't know that was the thing. I did the first men's physique show ever in Orange County, the one that they had in Orange County. Like the first one they've ever done ever.
Starting point is 00:45:50 The very first one they ever had in Orange County, yeah. And did you win? No. I got, because all my boys are like, yo, bro, you look good with your shirt off. I didn't know shit about competing. To be fair, men's physique was a brand new category. No one knew what they wanted. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:46:01 Right? So I showed up. I was like, I must have just ate pizza like the day before. Just do a tan on and put some board shorts on. And then I actually showed these photos later. And then just jumped on stage. And I think there was like eight people and I got eighth. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:46:15 But once I realized what they wanted, then I won the show and overall and I did really well. Absolutely. But I mean, you just kind of showed up with your pizza belly and you were ready to get. Oh, straight up. Pizza Bell and a tan. But how was how was that competing in the first men's physique contest? like mentally because I feel like that could have been something that other guys would kind of give you shit for maybe possibly I didn't care because it was the first one ever well I was in the
Starting point is 00:46:36 industry a bit like my my really good training partner Brandon who's still a great friend of mine to this day and we did the podcast originally okay way way back in the day um he so works with me on other projects like to this day but he had really got me like into the bodybuilding industry and we were we were like such big fans of that industry that like he was kind of in the competing he'd done some competitions um and i was just such a big fan of bodybuilding that i was like i was always training like to be a bodybuilder like that that was my intentions like once i got out of the olympic lifting i was like oh i want to be a bodybuilder my plans were to be like mr olympia straight up that's why i started like into body excuse me into body building um so
Starting point is 00:47:19 when mens physique came out there was people in the industry who like i would know them because we, you know, work out at the gym, they'd be like this lady who trained these other people. Her name was Mary Jo, super sweet lady. I don't know if she's still in that industry or not. But she came up to me and was like, yo, you should just men's physique category. Like, you fit really well, like, because you're like young, you're like handsome. You got nice shoulders, whatever. She was saying all these things to me, right?
Starting point is 00:47:39 And I was like, yeah, fuck it. I'll do it. So that was how, that's how it came about. And I had no idea what they want. I just know you had to like wear board shorts and like look. So you just showed up just like how as you were, you didn't train forward or anything. I mean, I've been training, you know, I had been training. But not for a menstruate.
Starting point is 00:47:52 100%. I mean, no, I don't think anyone really did. And doing that, that one time, did that tell you like, shit, I like this. I kind of want to keep doing this? Or was it kind of like? Yeah, well, I was very competitive. So I did bad and I was like, okay. That's, yeah.
Starting point is 00:48:05 So that's the guy who they picked. I was like, this is easy. Okay, I know what to do. I just need to die way harder and, like, actually be a fucking, you know, a psychopath a little bit. Yeah. So I did that one, like my second show first and overall in San Diego and then went to the USA because I'm trying to get my pro card.
Starting point is 00:48:23 And this is when it was funny because this was started to be around the time where like, then I was, it was getting a little controversial. Like, I was the guy with like 10,000 followers. Swear to God, this is a true story. The first guy, 10,000 followers on the, you know, fitness platform. Like no one in the fitness industry had 10,000 followers. I had the biggest page and then the second biggest page, I think made it been 12,000 followers and it was the Instagram fitness page at the time.
Starting point is 00:48:46 And it was the biggest fitness page. It was called Instagram Fitness. And someone just made that page who later, is his account was fit men cook and he's this guy from texas who cooks really really really dope dude well but he started that instagram page first and then started his own instagram page once like once he sold that page this is like instagram history type shit i'll give you guys a instagram history lesson so that page was there i was the biggest fitness page i started the whole online coaching thing and even with him like i was one of the first person like probably
Starting point is 00:49:14 the first person who did it on the platform and then i even did a giveaway with that page being the other biggest page like where I'm gonna you know train two people and like show a transformation like we're promoting each other at this point yeah this is like 2011 shit that's and like that was an unheard of like it wasn't even called promoting at that point no no one didn't like no one did like no one did I remember I used to like get a graphic designer to like make little squares to sell coaching and put this bullet point this bullet point this and then people would just copy all that shit I remember I would get so mad about people doing it oh so I used to block people like all day like because they would copy my captions and how I would sell and I'm like everyone just
Starting point is 00:49:47 rip me off but I was like this is the internet um so at the in the beginning where you like you know kind of like all of us are like you were kind of focused on like the haters you kind of write shit back and like stuff like that i feel like i didn't write shit back um but i would block people oh you were a blocker yeah i was like i actually i swear like a year ago someone hit me up in person was like yo you blocked me on instagram like fucking 10 years ago and i was like because he saw me on youtube and everything else i don't know yeah i'm assuming it's let me see i just pull i just want to see the extent it's probably massive yeah holy fuck so i feel like mine's not mine's not that long mine's like double the size of
Starting point is 00:50:23 oh yeah but anyway i mean you didn't block everyone but i did block a fuck these are like people i know in real life no no i was just blocking people who were like stop copy me you know or like it was stupid that's the thing and in hindsight it was dumb like it was so dumb and it's also imitation's the best form of flattery but i just felt i felt i felt hurt because i was like i know none of these people are going to give me credit none of them none of them are going to give me credit they're just going to be like, I did this. I do this. Like, I remember even at the time there was a guy who called himself the online coach. And I used to hashtag that before he ever did it. He changed his account name. His whole business was based on the thing that I said. So I was like, his name was
Starting point is 00:50:58 Raymond Corrado, whatever was fucking, I don't know if he saw his Instagram or not, but I remember hit him up being like, yo, we can't both use this. And he goes, yeah, well, I already like, it's like my, it's my website now. And I was like, oh, cool. I'll just go fuck myself. Because like that was the thing I was creating. Okay, but this situation right here happens to you a lot. Oh my God. Because like, that is, true like you are a pioneer in a lot of things like you do like i still use the new kinds of shit um and so people will just take it right from you and leave you in the dust yeah but it's also like i don't know you're just successful without them so it doesn't really fucking matter yeah it doesn't matter
Starting point is 00:51:31 along the grand scheme of things it was just stupid just like if if i wanted to really do something like i'm just going to keep trying to do it regardless anyway like whether it works the first time or the second time so i'm going to keep trying you'll do it better like most things you do and turn out pretty good yeah hopefully hopefully i mean i feel like this is like the third time now that i've done the podcast and i've realized that i'm never going to stop this ever like this is my most favorite type of content that i do to date i enjoy this the most conversations learning teaching giving like interacting it's just so much fucking fun i think so too and that like we just dropped the george podcast and like that episode in george he was amazing
Starting point is 00:52:07 i loved talking to him and like i learned so much from him so i can't wait to meet more people through like the podcast i would have never met george i mean like never we would have never cross paths. Do you guys see that? You guys hear that? Just remember this when she, when she, no, I'm kidding. I'm kidding. I'm kidding. If that video ever comes, you know, I'm kidding. Remember how we joke about like, yo, don't fuck me over. Oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah. I just want to just clip this. Brad right here is he is so worried that I'm going to get just the littlest baby bit of clout. No, it's not about you. You're getting cloud. I'm going to shit on Brad. I go fuck yourself and leave him in the dust. Brad, he doesn't understand that. Brad's my friend. Whether Brad
Starting point is 00:52:45 thinks that I'm his friend. Brad is my friend. And I like Brad and I'm not going to fuck you over, bro. Clip it. Clip it. Clip it. But see, that's the thing, unless you fuck me over it, then people like to rationalize. Oh, you know, now they fucked me over.
Starting point is 00:52:57 It's like. Oh, my God. And that was just a jokey. I know. But just clip it. All I'm saying is clip it, clip it boys. Just remember the clip. Clip it.
Starting point is 00:53:03 Please do. So anyways, let me tell you the story. Let me go back. Let's go back in time a little bit in this podcast. I want to tell the story about like the same cop. All right. Okay. Sorry, guys.
Starting point is 00:53:13 know it took so long it just tends to be my personality my brain's fucked up no no we love it we love it because we talk about so many things in such a short amount of time anyways this fucking shit as actually my favorite story um I was a real criminal yes I was like you got arrested arrested I was gonna get arrested so anyways
Starting point is 00:53:30 you were a real criminal no record no case no I was uh yeah no there's no record no case and it might be some like you know this happened anyways I was at Sharkies if anyone can relate this is right off of the ocean in Newport same exact area so this cop of being the same area as you know I fought the other guy right and I was at this bar with my buddy again Brandon the guy who got me in a body building I spent a lot of time with him that's that's who I was with around that time in my life and is he still like your bestie now not my bestie but like still
Starting point is 00:53:59 someone that at any time if I could hit him up and talk to him I guess he I guess he is a best friend then like we can't we don't have conversation all the time every day but he's someone that I could hit up and no matter what we could have real like real hard to hard conversation that's a bestie And a lot of like reminiscing stuff We're like, man, it's crazy our life Because he has a whole family now He's having another kid He has a daughter like I
Starting point is 00:54:19 It's fucking crazy to me But yeah We're not like everyday communicating Yeah But yeah If I got on the phone with him We could talk for hours Just pick up right where you left off
Starting point is 00:54:27 Yeah That's no that that is a best friend Then that's my best friend So shout out brand I love you bro Anyways I'm out with him at a bar And there's this guy comes up to me
Starting point is 00:54:37 And And he goes So random He's super drunk. He goes, dude, this is, oh my God, I wish I told this story a long time ago because it sounds like I'm actually a drug dealer. So, no, but I'm not actually, though. That's the best part.
Starting point is 00:54:54 So this guy comes up to me and goes, hey, man, like, you know, so I have some girls coming over. I was like, all right, cool. And again, I do not know who the fuck this is, period. Like, this guy is drunk. I'm sober as fuck, okay? This guy comes up to me, he goes, have some girls coming out. Girls coming over. I'm like, okay, cool, man.
Starting point is 00:55:10 He's like, hey, so like, I know you got me, right? like you got some I was like what are you talking about he's like come on like you got me last time I swear to God this is a true story and so basically this guy is thinking that I'm some drug dealer who's going to sell him cocaine okay and he's telling me and so I'm talking this guy and he's like he's a he's a he's a flight attendant like a uh or excuse me a pilot a pilot so this guy's a pilot so he's a pilot trying to get some cocaine he's there for the weekend or whatever some Girls. He's trying to buy cocaine. This guy's trying to buy cocaine for me. Period. That's what he's trying to do. And how he was telling me was like, have some girls. You know, I just like, can you take care of me? And I don't know, I don't know what you're talking about. Like that's not me. And he's like, man, I, I, you know, he's like, listen, I have I got I got money on me right now. I was like, oh, really? You're just a big motherfucker. How do you think you were? Dude, he thought I was someone else, period. That's. Okay. So he goes, I got $500 on me right now. And I was like. Like, oh, oh, do you?
Starting point is 00:56:14 You robbed him. So listen, it gets good. So I was broke as fuck, right? He said, and I can tell this guy, I could take advantage of him is what I'm saying. Like, because he looked like, he was fucked up. I was like, I'm going to steal this guy's $500. That was in my mind, okay. What you just said was not okay.
Starting point is 00:56:29 No, it's not okay. Yeah, but I'm just saying that's the truth. I talk to the cops and everything. I'm just telling you, I'm not saying this was a good thing that I did. I know, but just don't clip he was drunk. I could take advantage of him. Just don't clip. Okay, I mean, whatever.
Starting point is 00:56:42 But no, I just, it wasn't about like, I'm going to fuck the guy. It was like, I'm going to rob him for his money. Okay, well, it's exactly what it was. I was like, this guy's drunk. I'm going to steal his money. Okay. And so he goes, he goes, yeah, I got on me right now. And I was like, oh, really?
Starting point is 00:56:58 So I don't know why I was such a fucking criminal at the time. But I said, well, come outside. So he comes outside. We go around where it's like a big circle area, like the Sharky's bar is like right over here. And the circle area is like right outside. Then it's like the ocean and the beach. This guy's super fucked up And I was like
Starting point is 00:57:13 Okay Show me the money Right And he starts to pull it out And then And he has the money I don't know how much it is He just has in his hand
Starting point is 00:57:25 And I was bigger And he was a smaller guy A little fucked up So I went like this I just grabbed the money And I said this is mine now Oh my God No you did not
Starting point is 00:57:34 No you did not And I turned around Yeah I was fucked up I didn't care at the time This is young me fucking savage mode didn't care turned around and then he starts chasing me because i was like did like a little fast walk and then he starts to chase me and then i turned around because he had grabbed my shoulder and then i punched him in the face oh my god yeah it gets worse no oh it does it gets worse i got to sit
Starting point is 00:57:57 up for this and then he he falls on the ground i get i get into the car and we're driving off okay we're driving on and then we go out like to the main street right we're about to drive into the main street this guy spider man's the car no he does not onto the car spider man's a car boom spider man's a car on like the hood like the side like jumps on the car hey my fuck he's like yelling at my money my jump boom oh my god it gets better no the cops see it because they're parked right there they're right always outside the bar so he fucking we stopped the car because the cops boom lights were like oh fuck i i like thrott try and throw the money out like i'm like i'm going to get away with this like it wasn't going to happen
Starting point is 00:58:43 you should have ate it like the blood yeah so i'm throwing the money out um the cops pull us over they pull us out they're like hey what the fuck is going on now here's a deal my stepdad is a cop he's a cop for like fucking he's retired now like 30 plus years and uh he's got me out of some other situations where i was like a little fucking thief i used to steal from department stores like i used to put clothes on under it clothes and like steal it and like walk out and i got caught he got him anyways but he always told me that's another story i'll tell him the day he goes he goes always tell the truth always tell the truth every time to yeah it's true so i'm dead sober the cops like what the fuck happened why what's going on and i he has me in his car and he has the other guy over there
Starting point is 00:59:26 and i said listen i'm completely sober this guy came up to me in the club just like i told you guys the story right now i said he's trying to buy cocaine for me i do not sell cocaine i've never seen this guy in my life he said he has some girls or something and i wanted to steal his his money. So I tried to steal his money. He told me that's $500 and I wanted to steal it from him. I know that's not right. That's the truth. Straight up. The cop was like, bet. Cool. Goes talk to this guy. Five minutes later comes back. He's like, hey, listen, you guys are going to shake hands. Get the fuck out of here. This guy's story made no fucking sense. He said like something like, you had girls for him and like all this crazy shit. Yeah. He was like,
Starting point is 01:00:02 it's clear this guy like the way he was trying to, I guess, because I was in the conversation. The way he was explaining the story to the police officer was like bullshit. And the cop was like, this is bullshit that guy's fucking sober that's probably the truth i said you know the money's there on the floor i threw it out i'm sorry i'm you know life's not easy for me right now try to try to sell the money from the guy like get the fuck out of here hey but the funniest part was that was the same cop who saw me when i was on the street when i was looking the blood did he recognized you he goes yo yes yes he goes yo i have two more weeks on this job do not come back to fucking newborn oh my god i swear to god do not come back to
Starting point is 01:00:39 Newport like just stay the fuck out of here just stay away for stay away stay away he was such a nice guy oh my god yeah i was always truthful i always told the truth when he came to that shit like i was straight up like yeah he oh man we need good cops yeah that guy was amazing dude this cord is fucking me i'm so sorry this thing is just tying me up in the worst way like not a good way god damn but yeah worse way do you tie girls up no i've uh would you tie me up i'm not know if i'm in yeah i just Yeah, I mean, if you want it, I don't know, I'm not really into that. You're not? Yeah, like, I like choking and, you know, like, you know, like a little slap or something,
Starting point is 01:01:17 but like, I'm not into the, I don't know. So you're cool with like open palming a girl in the face during sex? Like, I know, like from, I'm telling you, like I'm down for it. Like that's got to be like slap like this. Yeah, no. Not, no, because I got big hands. I all like, I don't want it too much and like hurt them. You know, like the butt, of course.
Starting point is 01:01:35 You give it like a. Oh, that's a good one on the butt. But in the face? No, the face is like a like a like a yeah, that's fine. That's fine. And like a, and like a firm grip. You know about the sides. A side, yeah, I know about the sides.
Starting point is 01:01:46 Don't guys, boys, listen, if you're gonna choke a girl sensually, don't press on her Adam's apple, excuse me, don't press on her esophagus. She doesn't have Adam's apple, sorry. Hopefully no. Hopefully not. I mean, if you're down for it, that's cool too. That's your deal. Whatever who cares.
Starting point is 01:02:01 Yeah, but don't press on. I'm just considering, I was thinking about myself, like, if you're choking yourself, don't, don't stick your fucking hand like into her throat. Like, don't press down into her throat. You press on a side. Yeah, it's not a down. It's a choke, you know. Exactly.
Starting point is 01:02:14 You're not shoving her into the floor. What about you? Like, in tied up? I've never been tied up. I would love to be. I would absolutely love to. So how do you know you would love to be? That's the thing, right?
Starting point is 01:02:22 Because, like, I see, I've never been tied up and I've never wanted to tie someone up. How would you know it's like, damn, I might be into that? That's the kind of porn that I watch. Got. Okay. Holy shit. So. Okay.
Starting point is 01:02:33 Like, like, like, what's the word? um like officially that's the but do you watch other porn you just that's the porn bondage is here's what i type into porn hub search i love this not many people are going to tell this truth it's the this is my truth bondage toys that's it oh no um orgasm and then sometimes if i like want to be a little bit freaky there's some like category i can't remember exactly what it's called but it's like like edging but it's like for girls what the fuck we're like orgasm torture We're like we like almost make them I don't fucking know dude
Starting point is 01:03:06 That's crazy But I don't watch any of those porn That is bondage with like penises fucking them I only want to see girls tied up with toys Holy shit So like you just like Is it the idea of it happening to you Like what is the
Starting point is 01:03:20 I that shit would be sick But then again like You have to be the right person Like you can't DM me and like fucking tie my ass up Don't even try But if how do you masturbate this So obviously don't look a full description here but like you're not tied up and then like you know what I'm saying you're not how do you
Starting point is 01:03:37 masturbate to it is it just like yo I'm just thinking about this being me are you like have you have you ever tied like yourself up like I'm like fuck how do I get out of this yeah fuck you know what I'm saying like no I've never done that like you're calling your best friend like like oh fucking help hey girl can get me no I haven't tied myself up but I have been in the sex wing I talked about that but I haven't tied myself up but I normally like I don't really watch porn while I'm masturbating I'm more so like kind of watch it before Oh, so it's all mental. Close my eyes and do my thing.
Starting point is 01:04:06 But I have to have it playing. Like I have to have it playing in the background. But then I just kind of close my eyes and don't look at it. Yeah, just the noises. It's interesting. I just like to this. I mean, you know,
Starting point is 01:04:15 I mean, I genuinely just don't talk to a lot of people about how they watch porn. Yeah. It's just not a common thing. A lot of people, dude, this, sorry,
Starting point is 01:04:22 this dress is a little bit sag, sag, a lot of people like get mad that about watching porn. Like, especially like if you're in a relationship and your partner watches porn or think porn is taboo. We had a conversation. about, you know, with George off camera about how people who do porn in the porn industry,
Starting point is 01:04:38 he doesn't think that a lot of them get treated the best way or that they, you know, love their job. And I have just a different perspective on that. I think that, you know, porn is a wonderful thing. I think if it's done ethically, it can be an amazing job. And if you like to have sex and it's something that you're good at and you love to do and you like to get paid for it, I think you absolutely should. And if it's in a healthy manner, you totally should do that. I've met two types of girls in the porn industry. One that is like, I fucking love sex. I love this.
Starting point is 01:05:05 I enjoy everything about it. And one that was like, I kind of got dragged into this. So like there's one girl. I'm not going to say any of these names. But like I remember finding it really interesting when she was telling me the story about how like she just genuinely loves having sex. And at no point was like it ever like I had to do this or like she wanted to do it and she had fun. And then the other girl was like I kind of got in too deep. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:05:26 That's what makes me so sad. It's like that is, it is unfortunate, but that's pretty common in the industry as well. like feeling almost like oh well I don't really have a lot of options maybe I'll do this or you know this person I'm in a relationship with wants me to make videos and post them on the internet or whatever the case may be and I hate that women feel like that that's their last option but I love it if women do it because it's something they love to do I think that's fucking sick and that's the porn I want to watch I want to watch girls like who put their camera up and did the shits you know what I'm saying happy porn good porn ethical porn we love it we love it
Starting point is 01:05:59 And, like, that's the thing. Like, porn hub really isn't a great place to get porn. There's a lot of unethical porn on porn hub. And honestly, I don't know a lot of sites for porn. Well, let me get you the list or not. You know, but it's like, I stopped watching porn. Really? Swear to God.
Starting point is 01:06:15 And why was that? I just wanted to see if it affected me or helped me or anything. And how has it been? I feel great. Wow. So you haven't busted it out in a month? Well, that's not exactly true. Got it.
Starting point is 01:06:27 I haven't jerked off. Oh, okay. Yeah. Same thing. Yeah. Not exactly. I mean, if it, you know, if someone else does it for you, then it's, yeah, it's not jerking off. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:06:36 But was it inside of something? I'm just kidding. Do you bust it not inside of girls? I just want to know. That's a good question. Do I bust inside of girls? I'll go first since you're uncomfy. Yeah, go ahead.
Starting point is 01:06:50 I have been busted in. Okay. I have been busted in. I have done that, yeah. But it's like, it's something that you like do commonly. No, it's, it had never been. something that I would do commonly know. So it's something that you do in a relationship.
Starting point is 01:07:02 Yeah. I wouldn't just bust in like fucking random girls. Yes. I don't let bust it. I don't let random guys bust in me either. I'd be super sketched out. I did with, yeah, one boyfriend. It was definitely terrifying.
Starting point is 01:07:12 I was like, oh, fuck. I wonder. Like, if you got pregnant, would you keep it right now? No, I'm sorry. I'm pro abortion. Thank you so much. Love to see it. Shit.
Starting point is 01:07:22 I mean, it's such a difficult question. Like, how do you know when you're ready for that kind of stuff? Yeah. You didn't have a kid, right? It's more so like, you never know that you're ready. but you do know that you're not fucking ready. Yeah, I think that's right. So I know that I'm not fucking ready.
Starting point is 01:07:33 I'm not. It's not even like a, oh, but I could probably work it out. No, I'm not ready. So we're not going to do that. But I also like am not having sex, really. So, you know, and if I do, I'm on birth control and I try to be as safe as I can. It's not like I use an abortion as birth control, which people shouldn't. Oh, that's fucking horrible.
Starting point is 01:07:51 Yeah. But it does happen, you know, and it's not okay. Even though I am pro abortion, do whatever you want. But, you know, if there are ways you can try to prevent it, learn your body, learn your cycle, things of that nature. And you should be able to prevent pregnancy pretty easily. Yeah. Would you ever do any sort of like, I guess is it called porn or would you ever do anything like that?
Starting point is 01:08:11 Because when we talked about OnlyFans stuff and like, because I, I mean, we're having a conversation. This is in the past. I think we've both technically done porn. Really? Wait, when did I do porn? Have you ever made a sex tape with a girl? No. Maybe.
Starting point is 01:08:25 No. You're stupid. Don't ever look at this one. Have I ever filmed myself having sex with a woman? Is that what you're saying? Poor man, whatever. Yeah, no, I've never done that. That's cap.
Starting point is 01:08:40 That's such cap. I just had to see. I wanted to see. I was like, I want to see what this looks like. I have. I also wanted to see what it looked like. Yeah. I mean, like, you guys get to see what it looks like.
Starting point is 01:08:52 Oh, God. I wanted to know what I looked like in doggy. I get that. I had to know. I had to. And honestly, like, I don't mind. like a sex tape how cool like you're gonna jack off to me sick do that it's fucking dope like I don't we're doing it we're having sex so like why not make a video it's not like
Starting point is 01:09:09 it's not like it didn't happen you know it definitely still happened just because there's a video now it doesn't mean you know I don't know that's just how I look at it I'm very comfortable with sexuality in my body and I just wish that sex wasn't so taboo everyone most of people are having sex okay it's like we're all fucking so it's like we can talk about that and we can and, you know, I'll enjoy it. Except for Stiney. Like, he's not really getting that much ass. No, unfortunately.
Starting point is 01:09:34 Yeah, he's, like, kind of just fucking not getting ass. It's okay. He can keep trying. He's working on it. Yeah. But I, for sure, I'm getting ass. Are you getting some ass right now? I plead the fifth on that.
Starting point is 01:09:46 Okay. Yeah, plead the fifth on that one. That's fine. I like, it's like to talk about it, but I don't like to tell so many details about it. Yeah. Because, I don't know. I've been this way for so long on the internet that I just,
Starting point is 01:09:57 I've never been truly comfortable, like, sharing on the internet about my sex life or about like even my personal interrelationships and you know it's whether you're in a relationship or whether you're you know single it's like most people are still having sex I think um yeah you know even me like I I'm I'm getting some ass right now but it's old ass I already had I circled back unfortunately I'm sorry it's yeah it's a it's a it's a two for it's a yeah it's a two yeah it's a part two it's a part too I had to circle back but it's like doing part two it's coming out exactly part two is well hold on part one was really good on dune i don't know how this what you're part one and part two was was a tragedy
Starting point is 01:10:38 it ended it had a tragic tragic ending should happens yeah you know like the titanic really it's so what brings it what allows that's a good question then what allows it to come back into your life like how do you allow like it's like you have 10 inches in nice it's true and he's got it Wow. Fatty. Wow. That's a, congratulations to my boy. It's a fatty, bro.
Starting point is 01:11:03 Like, it's huge. And, like, also, I like him as a person, unfortunately. I wish I could sit here and be like, yeah, I'm hanging out with the guy I used to talk to and it sucks. Fuck him. But, like, you know, it turns out that he might not be that bad. Yeah, that's dope. We'll see. Probably next week I'll come back and be like, fuck him.
Starting point is 01:11:19 But right now, it was fucking sick. Yeah. And if you were watching this by chance, the two girls. I'm assuming he's watching this. No. I'm talking to the two girls on Fairfax that, you know, saw me getting my, you know.
Starting point is 01:11:33 What the fuck did you do on Fairfax? It's like a fucking, that's like a shopping fucking area. All right. Okay, I'll tell the stories to me. And me and the guy that I'm talking about, we went out shopping. We were at Nordstrom and, you know, did a bit of shopping.
Starting point is 01:11:46 It was a nice time. We were leaving. It was, you know, I was a little horny. Not going to lie. He was like doing some, you know. Hold on a second. Was he buying you stuff? Oh.
Starting point is 01:11:57 No. Oh. I feel like that's a lie. No, I didn't. I, yeah. Do you buy you anything? No, I didn't get anything. Huh.
Starting point is 01:12:06 I thought this was going to sound like a sugar dad. I don't have a sugar dad. He's not a sugar die. Okay, okay, fair. Anyway, we're not going to talk about him. Okay. Anyway, no, he didn't buy anything. What did you get, though?
Starting point is 01:12:16 No, no, he got me. Yo, wait, what? Farragamo sunglass. Oh, fuck, let me see those. Let me see those. I'm wearing these for the rest of the podcast. Go ahead. Okay.
Starting point is 01:12:25 All right. So. but anyway anyway so anyway anyway so um we were leaving and he was he's a good driver and it's kind of horny he made me horny anyway oh my god so wait to say oh wait he's like a dude driving i've actually heard this before yeah it's make it turns you on he did a maneuver it was honestly the way he reversed he was this guy fucking was this guy a fucking cop or some shit like how do you know how to do this oh i don't know he's not a cop at all but it was so sexy how he just really bobbed and weave through that always take notes yeah it was so
Starting point is 01:12:55 sick and it was in reverse too so backwards anyway i was in reverse later anyway so um we end up leaving we're on fairfax and i just kind of grabbed his hand and was like oh feel this down here because that made me wet and so i put his hand in my pants and the next thing you know we're getting videoed by these girls that were in BMW next to us filming me um getting my banjo played on fairfax but you can't see i mean you're just going to see the shoulder movement you know yeah and maybe like my face i'm curious to see the video though i want to i want the video i'd like to see please and tag me on TikTok I'd love to see it or Twitter any really anything DM it to me I don't care I'd love to see it yeah and like I don't have shame in
Starting point is 01:13:35 that because that's honestly fucking sick like that's really fucking sick and if anyone wants to say and be like she's for the streets yep I got fingered in the streets no I mean listen they can say whatever they want but like they all wish they were fingering a girl in their car that's what I'm fucking saying like why can't we just all admit that that shit is fucking sick and everyone just go get finger blasted in the car or finger blast the girl in the car Yeah, you try it out. They got to hit a sick maneuver, though, first. You have to wait, yeah.
Starting point is 01:13:59 But, okay, how did this guy get back into your life? Like, how did you let him back into your life? Well. Because there's got to be a story to that. It's not really that I'm going to, I'm not going to tell the story because it's just a lot. Okay. I will give a general thing to anyone who wants to come back into somebody's life. You know, a good place to start is to just call and just say, hey, I, I'm sorry about everything that happened.
Starting point is 01:14:21 I've been thinking about it. This is where, you know, I went wrong. apologize like just be genuine and straight up and like an apology to someone who is hurt goes such a long way you know and people have a really hard time apologizing this person did have a hard time apologizing for a while but like that just the fact that he kind of acknowledged how I felt yeah you know and it felt really good to just be heard damn I should call her you should I told him earlier I was like I was like fucking your ex is in the air no hell no no no no But, that's funny.
Starting point is 01:14:55 Yeah, anyway, whatever, there's so many exes. You could, we could circle, I could circle back to 50 of them. It's okay. But there's nothing wrong with that. That's the thing. Like, everyone wants to get mad about a body count or, you know, whatever. Well, you did say something that I thought was funny. You said, you, because it's, it's an, it's an old guy, so it's not a new number.
Starting point is 01:15:14 Yeah, yeah. Yeah. And, but it was more like, not a new number. It was more like, I didn't have to sit there and ask someone what they do for a living. Fair, yeah. And figure out if I even like them. You know, I know that me and this person fucking hate each other.
Starting point is 01:15:27 It's toxic and it's really hot. So. God. But we had a wonderful weekend, actually. We went to the Lakers game and it was nice. Oh, shit. That's why I looked at your story. I saw some like, you went to the guy with the fucking salt.
Starting point is 01:15:42 Oh, yeah. Was that it? To the salt bar restaurant. I saw that and I was like, who the fuck is she with? Mm-hmm. I was like, motherfucker. No, I don't care. $1,700 states, bro, on the menu there.
Starting point is 01:15:51 Did you pay for that? I bought him a. because it's going to be his birthday but he paid he paid the tab but i was like here i'll get you an entree because like you know everything's really fucking expensive so yeah crazy the one entree is like my paycheck it was unfortunate that's gonna change soon um hopefully oh no no it's already changing i don't want i don't really want money from brad i want brad to buy me a Porsche so wait a second what the fuck how to wait wait a second do you know that this is crazy like i swear to god this is so did you know that porches cost money okay that's a real thing you're just so crazy to me here's the thing
Starting point is 01:16:23 You're a YouTuber. Okay. What does that mean? This Porsche comes much easier to you. Oh my God. Then it does to anyone else. You could probably go and do it get a little brand deal. Or like...
Starting point is 01:16:33 For a Porsche, no, no, but you could get a brand deal that could pay for a Porsche. Maybe a Tesla. Fine. Porsche, I mean, the Porsche that you actually, but yeah, what is the Porsche that you want? The Taikin. Yeah, no, no. Definitely not paying for the Taikin. Okay, well, and fucking do something nice for me.
Starting point is 01:16:47 Do something nice for a poor person. You're not poor. You pay great money. I'm basically poor compared to you. Well, I mean... I don't have a lot. a Porsche and I'm Porsche poor I'm gonna make you money more than that I promise but it would just be so sick if you bought me a Porsche it's all yeah I thought about it but I'm also like I can't
Starting point is 01:17:02 you have to call it a Porsche because that's what you like a Porsche yeah that's so fucking stupid do people call it a Porsche or it's actually the terminology if you go they'll say Porsche I'll call it whatever Brad wants me to if he buys it for me call that bitch a pony would you ever make a rap song oh that that's that is what I thought about when I said that I know and it was like kind of the way you jumped into it feels like you thought about this he was like oh no hold on speaking of this okay okay speaking of this is so this is probably taboo to say because no one likes talking about this kind of shit um against this person why the fuck did the rock make a rap song wait he made a rap song did anyone hear this i i couldn't even say those words
Starting point is 01:17:50 the rock made a rap song the rock made a rap song the rock made a rap song say that three times now yes so um it's with tech it's with tech nine it's copyright we can't play it's no we can't play it's with tech nine it's in two other people i'm not sure and then him and listen i love the rock okay me preface this by saying he's he's he's great he's done so much he's fucking impressive as fuck to me i'm just saying i don't think rap is for everyone that's all that's why you ask me if i make a rap song if i made a rap song is probably not for me i haven't heard it so i can't comment but i'm gonna play it for you after this podcast please do um because and uh it i don't know if marshal if you've heard it or not you've heard
Starting point is 01:18:26 you what do you think it's a joke it seems it and this is the thing right i almost feel like i just kind of want to step away from the second listen to it and come back because i saw like i just saw him post about it on his instagram and he was like number one rap song in the world and he's like posting tic talk is it on apple i'm not going to play it out of yeah um if i just type in the rock yeah it's gonna come up and uh he like posted like number one rap song in the world and like you know the rock is like number one movies like number one like everything like this guy's crushing it but this just wasn't it is it called face away and just take quick yeah go just no just go to his verse genuine reaction go to his verse yeah go to his verse so anyways um
Starting point is 01:19:05 march come over here come over here come over here jump on jump on here real quick so she could listen to that song can i say i don't know he he in moana he hit those bars as mouth i mean listen in moana it's different like in moana amazing This guy, like, listen, he's an amazing actor. I think he's great and so many things that he does. I met him in person. He's a fucking nice dude. I was just like, yo, was this really it, though?
Starting point is 01:19:30 I just think it was a miss. No, but like... It was definitely an L. You got to get a little. It was definitely an L. Like, the entire thing. Like, like, it's literally a joke. Like, the number...
Starting point is 01:19:40 I'm telling you, telling you, the number one comment. Like, on my TikToks get the most likes of any comments is, like, they'll put his verse and, like, all the, you know, like, the demons. red face emojis and stuff like like it's actually a joke no it's like a literal jokes what you're saying like if you go to his Instagram posts that that will that I guarantee that would be the number one comment but like at what point but like at what point is it him trolling it too because no I don't think no I don't think he's trolling it no because the thing
Starting point is 01:20:09 is is he's acknowledged that he's been in shitty movies like no he's not trolling this laughs about it you know is this I mean the punch lines I guess is coming in I don't know when is it coming he's dead serious this Oh, you think this is like real? Oh, okay, hold on. Okay, scoot over, scoot over, let her come on. I think she's getting a real, uh, okay, so jump on you. I just want your real response.
Starting point is 01:20:30 You've never heard this before. So you, you heard the verse. I love doing it. I love it. I love him. We loved him. He loved him. His movies are, what I'm saying.
Starting point is 01:20:39 Incredible. I just want to know who the fuck on his team was like, bro, this is it. Where was the auto tune? What was the, why does he sound like he's taking a shit? He's on the toilet while. he's rapping. I don't know. I just want to know who on his team was like, bro, this is it. This is money. This is how we're doing it. It's just like, uh, that's how I feel he said it. Who listened to that was like put that out. That's it. I swear to God. I was bad. That I was really bad. That's like
Starting point is 01:21:03 embarrassing. That's how I felt when I listened to it. So you can't make a rap song. No, that's the thing like you can't do everything. I know. This guy is going to be successful at everything. He's good at all this other shit. I just think you can't do everything. And that's fine. Like, honestly, it makes me feel a little more human that the rock sucks at something. It's like, we all needed that. Because he's good at everything. That's what I'm saying. We all kind of needed him to suck.
Starting point is 01:21:25 Yeah, we like, we got this one. We fucking got this one. You know, it's like you're a little more human. You see, here's the deal. I knew, and I know that he has like a great relationship with that artist, with those artists. And specifically tech nine, he listened to him all the time. He loves his music. Yeah.
Starting point is 01:21:36 I love his music. I love his music. I grew up listening that music. I think it's dope. But I don't know. Sometimes this thing's just, if you, you know, you put it out and you're like, yeah, maybe this just wasn't it. But like, and then I see the promotion of it. I'm like he's fully standing behind the fact that like number one rap song in the world
Starting point is 01:21:50 and he's like putting like TikTok number one TikTok song but I think it's because like if you go to that sound on TikTok right now it's like jokes it's bad it's one it's like it's got like people are crying like they're crying like listening to it okay so I have heard this on TikTok but I had no idea exactly I had no idea like so anyways it's not just that it's the lyric choice like the lyric choice makes it 10 times worse I didn't even hear the he talked about like protein or some shit he's like it's like it's like it's like it's like It's about drive. It's about power.
Starting point is 01:22:18 Like, we stay hungry. We devour. Like, put in the work, something, something, and take what's out. Now, here's the crazy thing. We love the message. No, here's the crazy thing. He still remembered that shit, though. And, like, we're still talking about this shit.
Starting point is 01:22:31 I can't even, that's what I'm saying. It's still a little bit catchy. As much as I'm shitting on it right now, the fact that he remember that. And I was like, holy fuck, he's saying exactly right. I was like, shit. Yeah, it kind of, like, brought up like the tin. Well, realistically, how many songs do you listen to rap songs, hip hop, songs that are straight ass but you listen to it because they're bangers facts you can't
Starting point is 01:22:50 that's true fact man we just live in megos like I mean I'm sorry they're catchy songs like you could shake your ass to it but like realistically don't know what half the shit they're saying exactly and like bitches will make a t-tok dance to anything so it's like really any song can pop off at this point the mego so t-shirt casting call come on what are you talking no i just talk about names of megos songs like i don't know the megos really oh they got some i just don't like bangers but they also have some dumb songs too I don't like their new music their older music, fire. Like, anything that they put out with, like, the last year,
Starting point is 01:23:17 I just really have not listened to it all. Really? I'm sorry. I'm going to listen to rap and they're good. Like, I don't even listen to rap, and I will actually listen to me both. I love it. It's a generation thing. Who do you listen to?
Starting point is 01:23:28 Dude, my music. Did he introduce himself? Who is this? Yeah, he did. Who the hell is this? This is, this is a, he's a rockier athlete. I'm nobody. I'm a 19-year-old nobody.
Starting point is 01:23:40 Um, yeah, and Marsha's out here. You're from. I'm from Florida. From Jackson, Florida. not like cool bar like Miami no like I'm from people are like oh you're from Florida dude that's sick I want to go no you don't want to go to you don't want to go to where I'm is there a beach uh there's beaches yes that's the that's the only good thing about it like it's beaches and uh dead people like beaches dead people it's a cemetery oh yeah
Starting point is 01:24:02 are we talking like ghosts no I'm talking like just crime there is like insane I'm talking like 90% of Jacksonville is like the bad part of Chicago and then then the other 10% is like Pana Vida, like the Bougi, you know, the areas, like the beach areas and stuff. So are you from the Bougy area? No. Okay. No.
Starting point is 01:24:23 Where are you from specifically there? I, so I was born. I have no idea, to be honest. Dude, I moved around so much from the time I was born to like the time I was five. Like I, like I have no idea. Is there a reason that you moved around so much? So whenever, no, so whenever I was born, my dad, my dad, no, I don't know, I don't. nobody really knows who it is um but my mom she was like having trouble like with some drugs and
Starting point is 01:24:49 stuff she was actually a music artist um she did like all kind of like stuff like um she was like she wasn't like famous like big time but she was like bigger time than like me so you grew without a father yeah yeah but um but yeah so i was moved around uh to some family i lived in Colorado for a little bit with my aunt lived in south georgia a little bit with my um like with my other aunt like on the side of the family some other people some friends from like their friends and like some other people and stuff so i really have no idea um but then i like moved i was moved to south georgia which is like like if the united states was a human body south georgia would be like the butt hole like hair like like not even the but hole like the hair like the dingleberry like literally yeah like the poop
Starting point is 01:25:36 stuck to the hair is on your butt yeah exactly so where you spend the most time growing up uh in south Georgia, unfortunately. South Georgia. Like, literally, so, like, like, right now. Atlanta, Georgia's lit, though. No, Atlanta, Georgia is lit, but anything, like, below Atlanta is, like, not it. Like, it's like, so, like, everybody thinks of, like, Tennessee, like, rednecks and stuff. And, like, no, not Tennessee.
Starting point is 01:25:59 It's South Georgia, South Georgia and, like, Mississippi and Alabama is where everybody thinks, like, the rednecks are. Like, that's where they are. And the rednecks, when I say rednecks, it's not like, it's not like, it's not like, it's not like I don't know like cowboy hats no it's no it's the judgmental traditional like weird ones and and I will say not everybody is bad like whenever you think of those people like like country people like like typically they're nice people but like like I said like me doing what I do where I live like I live in like the worst area to be able to do that crap like nobody like nobody looks at me
Starting point is 01:26:34 with a camera in the gym or anywhere and is like yo that's sick like it's all like yo what the fuck who you're doing like put your shirt back on dude you can swear on this podcast unless you don't want to i don't want to i try not to i try not i try my best no god damn son of a bitch man i lost that along the way i fucking love that for you when he said frick i was like what the fuck no i don't go no i i do my best not to um this could be possibly the best part of the podcast right now the fact that you literally don't swear i i i do my best like like i'm not going to lie like i have i have fallen I have fallen on several occasions but like I like to publicly like make it known like that
Starting point is 01:27:14 I try not to I try not to swear it I admire the fuck out of that I really mean no back no sitting on this podcast we're not we're not going to go there we're not going to go there I'm so sorry because you look just like him are you serious she wasn't even here last night yeah we were talking about this last night oh my god from where I'm sitting with this cheekbone right here with that I don't swear and I'm like a really good boy
Starting point is 01:27:39 I'm like no one's shit I don't know I don't watch Noah but in my head Noah's like if he had darker hair in the jawline sure looks like a blonde Noah Beck Hey but like what about what about what about What about like smoking hot take it as a compliment? What about like Marshall Cruz like Why can I look like Marshall Cruz
Starting point is 01:27:56 That's who you are like anytime Yeah Marshall Cruz is lit if you guys didn't know already That guy doesn't swear that's a fucking Yeah Freak yeah dude That's unheard of Yeah that's that's heckin heckin sick
Starting point is 01:28:10 I didn't know your last name was Cruz yeah it's Cruz it was Marshall Cruz when you said I didn't realize you were talking about you so I'm right here bro sorry my bad no I just it's okay it's okay no I'm not trying to make funny
Starting point is 01:28:22 that's really cool that you don't cuss it's a genuine problem in my life that I do yeah it's a problem in mine too it's not cute and it's not like it's not like I don't like I don't look at people who cussed me like oh yeah they're a sinner like there's such a like terrible person you know because like I've cussed before it's not like
Starting point is 01:28:36 I've never said, like, a bad word. And people say bad words, like, it's like a thing. Like, it's like a super sin, you know, to cuss or whatever. But, like, yeah, that's just, like, personally, like, that's just something, like, I don't know. I like to live without that, you know, if possible, if I could do that just because, like, I don't know, that's like a personal conviction. If, if, if you know what I mean. Yeah, that's fine. But, yeah.
Starting point is 01:29:01 I just genuinely feel like. So he has morals? Wow. Yeah, I. Holesome? well let's remember he's also 19 I'm also 19 and a version wait what
Starting point is 01:29:12 yeah I'm a version I'm dead serious that is incredible that's awesome whoa what what do you wait did this are you serious
Starting point is 01:29:22 I'm I'm dead serious I just didn't see it coming yo that was a fucking holy shit we should have had you on the fucking fucking milk video did you see my fucking face man I think it was hard with those sparrick almost gas-in, but I knew it. You're not making fun of a virgin.
Starting point is 01:29:42 But that just took me by such a surprise. I did not see that coming. Okay, okay, but like, why? Why? Why? Bro, why? You're asking me why I think it's interesting that you're a virgin? Yeah.
Starting point is 01:29:55 Why were you shocked? Because you're a good looking dude. You're 19, you're athletic. Like, why the, and you work out? Then I'm like, why would you get out? So as if working out is supposed to get you, like, get your girl. No, but you'd be around, like me, there might be some girls in a gym. Are we going to sit here and ignore the fact that you're super hot?
Starting point is 01:30:10 Like, I mean, I'm sorry, like I'm not trying to hit on you where I'm not hitting on you. But like for 19 years old, you're super hot. You're great looking dude. You're going to sit here and act like you don't have women just like wanting to talk to you. I know that they do. Yes, this is where this is where I'm out. So it has to be like a moral thing that you don't want to. So, you're not crazy for thinking that you fuck you have the rings.
Starting point is 01:30:29 This is a ruge. And the stupid fuck boy tattoo. Yo, yo, yeah, you what? He set us up. He fucking set us up. fucked up. I have our back down. You just heavy diss me, bro. Look at his fucking, look at his, look at his like a horror. Look at his fucking tattoos and shit. They were fucking judging this shit. I was so funny. Okay. Okay. Explain yourself. Okay. This is a really common thing. Like, like, as like,
Starting point is 01:30:54 like, I have just started social media. Hold on, hold on. It's also nothing wrong with being a virgin at 19 or 20 or whatever. No. No. Screw that guy. No, you guys. You guys didn't think he was a virgin either. This is shocking yeah every actually everybody that i that i tell um that i'm a virgin is like like bro i don't even believe you like they like they literally don't even believe me i still don't and literally every so like i'm i'm like relatively new to like social media and stuff but like anytime i meet somebody else that does social media like like last last week i met up with somebody in miami for a week and we were talking about like you know past relationship experiences and stuff and i was like well yeah i'm actually aversion and he was like no like i i 100% don't
Starting point is 01:31:35 believe you so okay you're not you're a virgin yes i'm a virgin what why because so a a i have only ever had one girlfriend right so um was she also a virgin yeah she's she's also a virgin and are you religious uh yes i am religion she's still a virgin she's still a virgin okay we dated for uh three and a half years okay what's happening so why like tell me why okay so part of it is like for religious reasons right um you know like like i kind of like value like purity and stuff like that's like one of my one of my things it's like it's sort of like cussing but not really it's in a different realm um no it's it's more like uh like i don't know for me sex is like it's like so like listening to you talk about like sex like is totally fine like everybody's like entitled their own opinion like if you like sex
Starting point is 01:32:26 that's great if you like you know doing like the whole porn thing that is fantastic i'm very non-judgmental towards anything towards any opinion like literally like like any like I have friends who are like who were like my best friends and like came out as like gay or by to me and I'm just like yeah like that's great like you know whatever um so like said totally cool with that but for me personally um this is where it gets good sex for me is like is like like like that's like the most I don't know and you guys would probably disagree with me on this um it's like the most it's like the most intimate uh like like I guess get gesture that you can give somebody like it's like I don't disagree with you at all that's a fact like for me like like when I you know like if I you know wife up this girl or whatever like
Starting point is 01:33:12 I can buy her a Porsche I can buy her a mansion you know whatever the frick she wants a Tesla you know but like anybody can do that anybody with money can do that you know anybody with money can give her this or this or this but you know not anybody can give you like the intimacy that like like sex offers if you know what I'm saying if any of this makes sense do you guys watching this probably makes absolutely no freaking sense but i just want to see if i can help you elaborate is it is the sex um like with the specific person like the purpose behind it rather than like having you know sex with many partners is that what you're saying it's like the most intimate gesture is like the connection between the two yeah yeah yeah like the most intimate gesture that you could
Starting point is 01:33:53 give someone like in any instance that you ever had sex no i see what you're saying yeah yeah I don't know if I said that properly either, but like, no, it's basically like, like, are you trying to protect the fact that you haven't had sex for the person that you're going to have sex with? In a way, in a way, yeah, because like that's what I wanted to say. Thank you so much. Yeah, you got it though. Because there's a difference between, you know, like being able to like, you know, give somebody sex, like I'm sure they'll like it. You know, I'm sure both people will like it, both parties.
Starting point is 01:34:19 And then, and being able to give them like your first, like, your only, your only time having sex. He's like, imagine like, so imagine like you are marrying this girl, right? in 10 years in the future, five years in the future, six months, whatever, right? And you, like, she tells you, like, hey, like, I've never had sex before. Imagine being the only person that she ever has sex with. Like, like, just, like, just, like, for me personally, like, that sounds like, like, so, like, incredible to me. Sounds like a fucking fairy tale to me. Exactly. Exactly.
Starting point is 01:34:48 Right now, I'm going to be real. I'm going to be very, very real. Do it. I almost have, like, zero, zero desire to date right now because, like, my, it's like, and this is going to sound like super freaking cocky but like for it's almost like a standard almost like like i love everybody dude and my personality i am just like extra flirty with everybody guys girls brad knows i flirt with him all the freaking time he kissed me on he kissed me on my i literally kissed him on the face last night on live um but um i don't even know where i was going with that
Starting point is 01:35:23 i lost my train of thought when he said that uh it just he it's all good it was true it was like kiss me on the side of my head right here. Yeah. When I live was like kiss Brad or some shit so he kissed. Yeah, it was like a little little... We didn't kiss on the fucking lips. I just want to like clarify that. Who cares?
Starting point is 01:35:37 Yeah, look. Look. Look, look. Look, look. I need the pillow. I need the pillow. No. No, but you were talking about like how intimacy feels and how
Starting point is 01:35:49 Brad knows the boys, the boys know why I'm holding this pillow on my lap. The boys freaking know. Oh. Wait, what? It's okay too. Papa Boundog. We love that. If you didn't know, then you weren't, then you were never a kid who watched movies with kissing on TV.
Starting point is 01:36:05 Because I can remember using this trick, like, so many times. When I was eight, it did. Oh, okay. Or like. I can talk about kissing? It's so cute. I don't. So wait, can I ask you a personal question?
Starting point is 01:36:19 Yeah, ask me anything, bro. This is awesome. This is raw talk. Are you willing to do anything other than sex or is it like, or are you just like, no, I'm not, I'm not down for like sexual acts. rather just like do that so that's a great question uh i would wrap so it'd be great to do that like when you're married or whatever but that's not necessarily like like that has to happen you know i mean like obviously intercourse is like technical sex and that's like what the main thing just to clarify you haven't had oral sex or given oral so zero that is kind of like that that that's like a separate
Starting point is 01:36:51 thing for me i'm whenever i say sex like i'm not talking about head or like like you know like doing doing other stuff i'm talking like actual like vagina piece of vagina and penis having sex you know what mean so anal doesn't count no anal does yeah no i'm talking about penetration bro like you've gotten head before yeah yeah that just makes me so much more relaxed i'm just so much i'm on the edge of his seat yeah yeah i'm chilling now okay that's great all right no yeah and and and and like like i said like that's like not something i obviously like i don't that's like not something i want to be like yo like i'm not you're not sucking me off until we're married like like like that's not like I am open to yeah like like I'm open to it yeah I'm open to it but I'm open to it but first like like I'm not gonna like
Starting point is 01:37:38 date a girl for like a month and like be like into that like red way to like for me yeah I'm taking like one day I almost let me put it I know I'm pre-recording that literally almost happen like I like I genuinely thought like i was like oh crap like are we gonna have to leave i had no idea i was choked on this fucking sourpatch shit i love this podcast she was like yeah you need to you need to get the freak out bro this makes so much sense because like you know i've been seeing standing up there and like you pace a little bit and i'm like he's a little uncomfortable i wonder what mid's making him like comfy probably because i'm literally talking about getting fingered on fairfax she i mean she had the whole story like literally like literally
Starting point is 01:38:23 like I thought I had no filter like no like she literally like she couldn't Brad could not have found a better co-host for his podcast I absolutely love the fact that she has no filters like that that is absolutely like that's I picked her on purpose I mean I hope people understand
Starting point is 01:38:40 I did that on purpose oh yeah we also don't agree on everything which I love oh that that makes it ten times better just wait until we get into a real argument yeah it's gonna be fucking right a raw argument exactly so listen I got a note I just can't think of it about it being sexual.
Starting point is 01:38:55 She's like, you know what else is wrong? Sorry. Hold on a second. I'm gonna try to tone down the sexy jokes. No, who does that when you? Yo,
Starting point is 01:39:01 are we coming out with raw gear condoms? Yeah, condoms that don't exist. This is what I was going to do. He said condoms that don't exist. Yeah, yeah, you know,
Starting point is 01:39:09 I'm telling you, I want to do condoms in a little case, little raw gear, yeah. And then you open it and there's nothing in there. Bro,
Starting point is 01:39:15 like, you know, that would literally put us like on the map like worldwide, not even in the U.S. I'll get that done. Like, if we want to go international. No, but I seriously, like...
Starting point is 01:39:24 Can you call my people? I seriously. Can you tell Steve, seriously? No, I'm actually serious. Yeah. I'm serious about making those comments. Yeah, I want us to make a sex toys. Oh, no, we're not doing that yet.
Starting point is 01:39:33 No, we're not doing that because I don't think I would make any sales. I want a custom sex toy that I want. No, but the log your condoms will fucking go crazy. Are you kidding me? That's the, that's the, that's the joke. It'll go crazy. It'll go crazy. They'll go crazy.
Starting point is 01:39:48 Because, like, imagine, imagine you on, uh, I'm assuming on, uh, I'm assuming on tick. I don't know if they take it off, whatever. They ban everything nowadays. But imagine, like, the video just, like, opening up the condom you, like... Like, bro, like, are you kidding? That would go viral. It is funny, but it's, like, a one-time buy. But it's one-time viral enough that it's fucking amazing.
Starting point is 01:40:04 Yeah, absolutely. I think it's so funny. I'm just saying I was trying to, like, get you a product. Can you do condoms after? Because that'd be pretty sick, too. Actual condoms? Yeah. I don't know.
Starting point is 01:40:13 I mean, it would be kind of weird. Yeah, it would be kind of counter, like, a contradiction, you know what I mean? I want to make fucking sex toys. I don't know. toys. I do. I like really want it. So and I will. What? Clona Willie. There you can buy those kids on Amazon. Oh then Brad can do that and then you can find out and you can show it. Oh my God. Perfect. We don't even have to fuck. You know, the fact that I like have no idea like what half of what you guys are talking about like is. Okay. So basically we would pour a cement like a cement. Oh wait. Oh wait. Yeah. And then you would dip your dick and balls in it.
Starting point is 01:40:46 But it's hard. I would make a more. Fully erect. Fully erect. You could do it yourself though since obvious reasons. and then you would dip your dick and balls into it until it solidified around your dick and balls and then we would carefully pull it off and then I would pour some silicone in there and make a life-sized mold that's awesome that sounds like some long
Starting point is 01:41:08 that's like a virgin if I fucked myself with it that sounds like a long distance relationship hilarious you know seriously I really want to know I'm sorry so what's the closest you got to having sex And you're like, I can't do this. That is the closest.
Starting point is 01:41:23 Like, head, like, yeah. Head is the closest. Have you ever just been like, oh, I really want to do it? Oh, bro, I'm a dude. I'm a dude and I have relatively high test. I actually have no idea what my test is. I just said that. But it's got to be high.
Starting point is 01:41:37 It's got to be hard. It's high. Are you kidding me? Like, going like more than like five days. Like, if I go five days without like throwing one out, like. Jerking it? You jerk it off. Like without it like I like I will like it'll just be like anything will like do it like do it for me like it doesn't matter
Starting point is 01:41:58 Brup gust the wind your shit just gone. Exactly bro like do I watch no I don't watch porn have you ever watched porn Oh no I've never watched porn I'm sure whenever I was like 12 I like was curious like what a girl looked like And probably like looked up naked girl or whatever but no I've never No I've never hopped on the hub and is that part of the whole like your whole religion and like moral compass? um yes to a degree um but i also just think i think porn um for me personally now obviously to each their um and i like have i've met i've like known people like who have done porn and like you know like i understand like you know some people just like it like i've seen a lot of podcasts actually
Starting point is 01:42:39 like you know like um that people people have done like with porn stars and stuff and they're just like i just really like sucks and that's totally it's fine you know whatever uh but for me personally it's like porn is like I know it can be an addiction like it gets like an addiction like it gets like an addiction like that like I've seen all over TikTok you know guys are addicted to porn and be like yo like like I do not even know what to do like this is like all I think about all day um and for me personally like like like like I just cannot imagine like being like like like just obsessed like like like bro like I'm eating freaking bison and rice because that's all they freaking have at this house it's actually it's actually delicious and tri-tricia what up dog tri-effective dogs um
Starting point is 01:43:17 it's amazing seriously like imagine just be doing that and then just like oh i don't want to go watch porn though like like like you know like we got to go like i can't be here anymore i got to watch porn like like like like like i don't think it normally goes that way normally i'm like that's like a thing like i yeah that's addiction yeah that's that's horrifying like yeah that would be terrifying and for a guy like i'm sure like for a girls it's a thing too but for a guy like like i know several guys who have actually like personally talked to me like about being like addicted to that for a while like that being like like they think about it like all the time like and it's like bro like like like i would hate to be there myself but also like i just have no desire like to watch porn like
Starting point is 01:43:58 like yeah i have sexual desires like but i have no desire to like search up like porn and watch it you know what i mean like that's so i just can't wait for the day that you just like is he just gonna get turned out and just be a fucking like sex fiend or like yeah you're so you're so resistant to it part of me is like when you have it and it's like are you going to be just like are you gonna go crazy exactly yeah maybe and maybe i will i don't know but i'm only 19 i'm a baby guys like i'm not that i wonder i'm gonna ask you like do you feel like you might be like somewhat asexual in a way no absolutely not super interested in having sex no because like like like i said like uh yeah absolutely i would love to have sex like honestly that's really cool that you have like enough
Starting point is 01:44:40 that's crazy willpower like nuts yeah like because obviously like if i wanted to like like it would i could i could do it easy you know with whoever i want well not that no no we get it we yeah like but um noa back we get it okay jesus christ buddy that's a compliment no like no was like never never have i ever gotten oh that's a compliment oh you look like no beck like like no it or no a neck or no a deck or freaking noah beck with muscles everyone loves noah back by the way man dude and anyone who hates on him is literally just jealous. Like, he's got a super hot friend. He's rich as fuck, and he literally dances on the end. So, so, yeah, you, you dorks are just jealous. Like, like, literally, I will try to film an
Starting point is 01:45:26 Omega video, right? For YouTube, because I'm, like, just starting with that stuff. I'm, like, yo. So, that's a thing. Like, it's a thing to, like, flex and stuff on Omega and stuff. And get reactions. And get reactions. You've come across the penises, yes? Oh, for sure. Is it on Omigo? What? Are you kidding me, bro? Whoa. Why is it a woe in me right now? Like, hold on a second. I don't know. I don't know what the fuck goes on there i did one video i got stories about omigal as a little girl and so do all of you girls watching i've been on omigo one time and it was with alice because he was filming a youtube video that's all i know about it there was people in a chat and then they were just like we're
Starting point is 01:46:00 gonna have to do that again just so they were just like is that bradley martin and that's it that's all i i'm i'm gonna film it just to see if brad gets turned on when the penises come so maybe that could be interesting um but yeah like that's all i would get i would try to get people like to react to like me flexing stuff with lighting and like oh noah beck like i would have girls literally take out their phone and like oh my gosh guys like it's noah be like bro like i don't even look remotely like noah back like you guys have the same jaw structure and nose like maybe maybe facial structure but like so do a million other people do you can't see your own side profile so you don't understand no i i can see it in pictures and stuff you are i have highlights this also another big thing
Starting point is 01:46:44 is the perm. Everybody thinks I have a perm. Is this a natural hair? Yeah. He looked at you. He looked at you like you would look at him. Run that back? Are you going to get offended?
Starting point is 01:46:57 Do you have the balls to go and get highlights? You think you couldn't get a fucking perm? Why would I, I don't... Dude, I love the way. He's got in fucking foils, like sitting there. Oh, I did. And I posted a picture on Instagram. Yeah, so don't act like you're better than a perm.
Starting point is 01:47:10 No, my hair is natty, bro. That's like, that's like... All right. That's like somebody calling Brad Nattie, like that's an insult. If I call Brad Nattie, that's an insult. If you tell, if you call me that, tell me I have my hair's a perm, that's low-key an insult. I'm not saying you have a perm, but I'm saying you have nice hair. Is your, are the curls natural?
Starting point is 01:47:30 Would you get a perm? Baby, you don't even have curls. You have waves. Well, it depends if I, if it's windy. This is your curl pattern. Do I send some sexual attention right here? Honestly, no, because. Look, the pillow is still on my lap.
Starting point is 01:47:43 I'm actually not fucking down because I will never fuck a virgin thank you so much I can't do that I'm so sorry like I don't want to I'm I would never want to let's crazy and that's okay that's okay because like you know like you would never marry me you know what I'm saying like we're not getting married so why would I like want to fuck like a virgin you know what I'm saying like the whole yeah because like the whole thing is to wait for someone you're in love with and want to marry and be with like that's why you're a virgin right yeah yeah so like why would I like why would I like why would I just randomly do that? Like someone waited their whole life to like be that person and maybe at this one instance in their life that they want to change that up. No, no, that's fine. Yeah. No, no, I don't like you did this for 19 years or whatever.
Starting point is 01:48:26 Like maybe you're having a bad day. Maybe I'm having a bad day. Yeah. I don't know. Like, are you sure? I'm just so curious like, uh, fuck man. It's like I don't want to say too much and like make it spoil the whole thing for him. You know?
Starting point is 01:48:39 No, like like, like do you think you're going to find that person? Oh, absolutely. I want it to happen so bad. I'll find the person. You know what I'm saying? I'll find the person or I'll die single. That's crazy. Oh my God.
Starting point is 01:48:51 You will find your person, obviously. So are you, now does she have to be a virgin? So that'd be nice. Obviously, that's the whole freaking point. But I'd say she doesn't have to be a virgin. If everything else is right, like if, you know, if I just like, oh, like, she's the one. You know, if she has bodies, like, that's fine. but like if she's a virgin that makes it like 10 times better like are you kidding me
Starting point is 01:49:16 yeah that's a good guy no but you're a good guy like you're a good guy i'm a good guy i'm a good guy i'm serious like you can they'll agree with me because like your comment things very like openly like you have your opinions and you have your friends yeah and everybody thinks you're not going to condemn someone or you know you'll accept them for who they are and like that's really cool and everybody thinks i'm a doucheback like everybody in the internet like they like they like i literally like the guy was me on the internet oh yeah like no no not not necessarily like talk get into all like this detail and stuff um but like like people would just think i'm a douchebag like based on my content like you can watch my kind all the time
Starting point is 01:49:53 yeah but like the difference is like shut the fuck up now i didn't even catch that no that was funny that she was funny we love her oh oh i'm out here i don't want to expose brad but no this is funny Like, hold on, I'm not really a douchebag. No, actually. I had bad times. I actually, I actually thought Brad was like super standoffish. Like, lokey, the same thing people thought about me. Resting bitch face.
Starting point is 01:50:24 Yeah. No, I thought it was like, yo, like, I'm too busy to talk to you, mother, like, bro, like, get out of here, dude. Like, I'm trying to film, whatever. And then, like, he, like, randomly FaceTime me. I was like, bro, what do you want? Like, why are you facetiming me right now? And I tried to have a conversation with him. And bro, like, was, like, trying, like, so hard, like, to be nice to me and, like, be a good person that, like, I couldn't even, like, like, talk.
Starting point is 01:50:48 Like, I was trying to say stuff. And, like, he would go on and on about something else. And I was like, I was like, I was like, dude, like, like, I'm trying to say something. It's, bro, this dude's, like, just trying to, like, be nice to me and, like, like, like, literally just take care of me, you know? Because that's, like, the whole, like, part of, like, Roger thing. I don't know if you guys know, but rogier is one of those brands. It's like, it's a whole, like, you know, the whole for the people thing. it's also like for like raw you're like like me and like you know Alex and the other boys and
Starting point is 01:51:13 stuff like like like they take care of us you know and like that's like one thing that like I like like most people think that Brad just doesn't care like Brad's like not involved like for a while I thought the same thing you know and then like all of a sudden like one day like like I like discovered like holy crap like Brad's like a cool dude like you know like why you know everybody should know this you know what I think for me it's just I don't have enough time to talk to everyone well yeah yeah sometimes even on the team it's like that's like that's I tried, we did the Zoom call and I tried to let everyone know like yo reach out to me personally and talk to me and since then I've had a lot more interaction with a lot of athletes also like
Starting point is 01:51:46 I'll send voice messages and stuff like I just I just do have a ton of shit on my plate but it doesn't mean that like I don't want to talk to someone you know no for sure yeah and and that's the same thing like with me like everybody thinks I'm the cocky rich kid I don't know why I look rich I don't know what about me looks rich um but I just like what do you mean do you have you looked at the mirror That doesn't mean... I'm serious. Can we get the self-confidence up a little bit? Because you're extremely attractive and like you have your clean cut, nice clothes, your fucking decked out.
Starting point is 01:52:16 That's why the perception. She's really like... Remember though, but that is also on the internet. You can only understand like that that's their perception. So if they see, they're making judgments on what you look like and based on like other situations they've been and they're like, oh, this is this is the same, the same line. So they're putting you in that. But that may not necessarily, just like with me, that's not who I am.
Starting point is 01:52:36 Yeah. Like people who might see me on the outside and be like, like, like that's who that guy is but like even like my family like my family would be like like like watch like watch a youtube video and something like I really just don't like that guy like he seems like like like a douchebag and I'm like he's not though like like like like me yeah yeah everybody literally everybody thinks you're a douche bag that's funny man like personal people who like don't even follow you but like will will know me and be like oh like you work for work for Bradley Martin be careful yeah like exactly be careful like you need to be careful like who you're working
Starting point is 01:53:08 Like, bro, like, I got this. Yeah, I got this. I know. Everyone said the same thing to me. And it's almost like, I don't know, it almost feels like people seeing that you're like doing something and they're like, oh, it's too good to be true. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, you're going to get fucked over.
Starting point is 01:53:22 Like, they're asking you to go to L.A.? Like, what? Like, you need to look into that. You need to read that twice. Like, like they'll literally think that. Exactly. It's weird. It's strange.
Starting point is 01:53:34 I mean, I get it. It just sounds like a. Where are you from, Jess? I'm from Redding, California. Okay, is that a small town? Okay, see, that's like the same thing as me. Like my town is like 30,000 people, if that. Everyone knows each other.
Starting point is 01:53:46 Yeah, everybody knows each other. Everyone has seen this at my hometown and they're all talking. And like before, like, I told my parents, my whole family about like the podcast and stuff, like before it came out. And my parents are like, oh, yeah, we'll see. We'll see. Yeah. You know, just be careful. We'll see.
Starting point is 01:54:01 Yeah. And then like the first episode dropped. And they're like, yeah. Whoa, wait a minute. You're just. bro it's like 100,000 views on it's a real podcast there's a background I'm like yeah it's like a podcast bro like I told you that's crazy people just it's like it's really something that a lot of people yeah especially traditionally minded people like instead of when they see something new um and it's like
Starting point is 01:54:26 I'm not trying to dis anybody but like people like that like we'll see something and if it's different from what they do or what they're used to like they automatically think oh that's wrong that's the wrong mean to do like that's that's your you're you're making a dumb decision like you don't know how many people you know see me do what i do at 19 you know and they're like like bro like you need to go to college like yeah no i'm a i'm a senior in college i know i need i need to go in college like whatever and i tell but and i say that i actually hate college like with the passion and i'll tell anybody to anybody's face college is a scam if you want to make money unless you're going to be a doctor or some lawyer or something like school is so sick looking to
Starting point is 01:55:05 a trade school dude screw college bro like think about the price what was back when you were like younger the the price of a college degree right was like what like 300% less if oh i if not more i dropped out because during my time in college it increased every semester the next semester increased and i literally couldn't pay for college anymore so i dropped out yeah i mean i will say regardless of that college was a bad decision for me if i wanted to go to school you guys listening you want to be like a lawyer you want to be a CPA you want to be in the medical field you need a degree go to college because you need a degree to have that job. Absolutely.
Starting point is 01:55:37 If we're talking about entrepreneurship or like building a business or like, because I was going to school for, I was going to school for business management and I was in school like, what the fuck? I'm not learning shit. And I learned the most from just trying to figure it out and trying to do it myself. Absolutely. Yeah. So yeah.
Starting point is 01:55:51 I fully agree with what you're saying here. Yeah. And like minded friends and find someone who just surround yourself with people that are doing better than you and you'll figure it out. And a lot, my audience is mostly like college guys like college like, you know, guys in college high school. Like they're asking like, yo, like. you know, I've noticed, like, you know, you seem like pretty successful. Like, what do you
Starting point is 01:56:08 think I should do as far as go to college, do this, do this? Um, and the one thing I tell him is like, first of all, what do you enjoy? Like, do you want to work a job that's a means to an end and just wait for the end to come? Or do you want to work a job that you enjoy and actually live life? Um, and nine times out of 10, they'll be like, or, oh, I'm in college already, but like, you know, what are you going for? Um, you know, I'm, uh, I'm going for, uh, business and it's like and how much in debt are you like 40k and and then you know three years later after their parents you know told them to go to college so they went to college they're 40k in debt with a business degree and can't get a job as a manager at McDonald's I'm going to break this down this is what
Starting point is 01:56:47 it is it is so much easier to take the advice from someone else because this is what people do we've been taught to not question things right people are being taught more and more to stop questioning things so it's easier if my dad or my grandpa whoever's like let's say the father figure or even mother figure, let's say there's no father figure there, like whoever is kind of like leading you in your life as you grow up saying, you know, you should do this. Your dad did that. Or your dad saying, hey, you should be this. That's what I did. It's so much easier to go, okay, even though like that person at the time is like, okay, in my heart, like I really don't want to do that, but you're telling me to do that. I'll just do it. A lot more people are okay because
Starting point is 01:57:23 it's a simpler thing than trying to figure out what do they really want to do in their lives. Yeah. And this is where it gets complicated. So when you talk about people's relationship to me or people saying, oh, watch out, be careful. Take care of yourself. It's a fear, also an envious or a jealousy out of like their own perception of their life and what they're doing and their their capabilities is like, wait, you can't do that. Not so much that they don't think you can. It's like maybe they want to, but at the same time, they think it's out of the realm of their possibility. They don't even think they'll ever be able to do it. My mom, when I, and I love, I love you so much, mom. You watch this. When I told my mom back when I was 17,
Starting point is 01:58:01 years old, 17 to 19, somewhere in there. I said, mom, I'm going to do this fitness thing for the rest of my life. And this is how I'm going to make a living. She's like, yeah, me and your dad, like, we used to work out too. You know, and I was like, yeah, that's not what I'm saying. I'm going to do this for real. Like when I was, this was, this was way before the internet, way before social media existed, way before any of this shit existed. And I said, yeah, but I'm going to do this. Yeah, okay. And everyone that I told was like, okay. Everyone that I told. Every single person was like okay there's actually people i remember this this this girl named maria guzman who actually was like uh she was dating one of the guys was living in the house that i lived at with like all
Starting point is 01:58:39 the basketball players in fullerton i live with like 15 people in a house at one time right and like the mike guy was telling the story about earlier mike was the the assistant coach who lived there and like was you know he had brought players from around the country to go there and like play for this team calcester junior college fullerton okay and uh this girl i remember i remember i I would tell her too because I would see her around and I would just have conversation. I was like, I'm going to do this for real. And I'm like, build this thing.
Starting point is 01:59:04 This girl has messaged me like to this day and be like, you really did exactly what you said you're going to fucking do. Yeah. I hope she comments somewhere on this because I know she's still kind of watching some of my content. But people are always going to say, oh, that's crazy. Oh, be careful. Oh, I don't know. Because it's like they number one don't have the reference point. Like my mom, there's no reason why she should be like, that's a great idea, son.
Starting point is 01:59:26 because she doesn't know how it works, right? Even as I started to do it, she's like, the fear of like, I don't, obviously my mom loves me. She doesn't want me to fail. So she's going to look at my situation and be like, I don't know if that's going to work, like try something safer because in their mind, that's what they know. And that's all they know so they can base their opinions off of that.
Starting point is 01:59:44 So everyone else in your life is going to base their opinions off of what they know. But this is still so new that you can't say, oh, that's not going to work for you because it can work for anyone. Oh, for sure. It's very important. And at the same time, like, if someone's going to do, judge you based on what you're doing or it's like do who you're doing it's like you're just just wait and see you know like anything you can get a job with something that you think oh i should
Starting point is 02:00:04 do that wait and see maybe you fucking hate in two years the truth the the the most important thing about this is being genuine with yourself and listening to yourself and questioning when you feel the need to question no yeah i i totally agree a year ago as of um well in almost a year ago um back when i was living with my my dad um not living with him anymore not really on speaking terms but I remember one night in particular he said something I had just started like working out in the gym taking like mirror selfies and stuff wasn't on social media or anything I told him he was he said something made a comment about it being like gay and I was like are you serious I was like did you just like actually say that he was like yeah little fruity blah blah blah blah like made more comments and I was like in one year's time in one year's time I'm going to make just as much money as you are are doing what i do what i enjoy doing what i want to do with no degree and like like and and that's just how it's going to be and i told him that he laughed to my face um and as of last month i make double literally double what his salary was at that point and i was like uh and i'm it's like
Starting point is 02:01:15 i'm never i'm never going to like throw that in his face if we're ever like on speaking terms or anything but like like like that just like that was a commitment like like it's like all this stuff like like i like i like i like i like told you really like kids be asking me all the all the all the time like like yo how do i do this you like you know i've seen you like you like you know do this stuff um you know i've seen you like become like a influencer or whatever yeah in the past like three four months like what did you do like like like how the freak did you do that dude and it's like i tell them it's like it's like it's about like absolutely putting all your eggs in one basket i heard brad i heard brad say something about that on a video a while back um and i was just thinking about
Starting point is 02:01:53 I was like, dang, like, I have no plan B. You know, that's what he was saying. Like, have no plan B. Like, if you want to do something, like, like, make plan A, plan Z, like everything. Like, that put all, every, everything into it. I love it. And at one point, at that point, I was, I was actually cutting grass for a living, like, for like four. Four or five, no, no, no, no, when I saw the video, this was more recent.
Starting point is 02:02:17 Got it. But a while back, I had been watching your content for a while. And a while back, like I said, I was, I was like, I was like, I was cutting grass. for like four or five hundred bucks a month just to pay for the gas and the truck I was driving I was driving a big freaking truck it was like a seven three diesel or something it was like 70 bucks every four days to fill up or something um but I would make just enough money to be able to do that go to college at the same time and afford my two gym memberships um like and afford gas like to go there and back um and it was like after you know after I got kicked out of my house and stuff
Starting point is 02:02:49 because my dad and like his new wife or everything was kind of crazy um i had like two thousand four hundred dollars in the bank or something uh and i was like and i didn't have anything to take pictures for instagram because that was that was all i had you know um that was all i wanted to do and i was like this camera set up this you know cheap camera and lens is like 2100 total and i was like if i buy this like i'm going to buy it or like i'm going to starve and i was like like this is it like if i do this like that's that i'm committed like that that's it i'm going i'm going to i'm going to succeed um yeah or else i've failed myself and that is not an option for me i i will never fail myself i'm not i'm not going to end up homeless exactly no no and and so i did it i did it and i had 300 dollars to my name and i was
Starting point is 02:03:37 like shoot like this is what i'm going to do like in four years time i'm going to be just as successful as him him him him him i'm going to do it better than him him him him um you know i'm going to be the best Marshall Cruz that like anybody's ever seen um yeah um yeah screw noa bag no i love no screw no back so what you just said is like such an important thing though like so important yeah yeah but like like like then that's what i tell him i'm like like like dude like like like if you if you if you really really want to do this like if you if you really want to do this like like like it's not it's not like uh like yeah discipline is a thing yeah like hard work is a thing yeah like working art in the gym whatever whatever whatever but like if you really want to do it like literally just put all your
Starting point is 02:04:20 eggs in one basket have no plan B and like just like like full send like I say it's all up here it's yeah it's all in your mind you have to you have to convince yourself before you start doing something like this is going to work for you like imagine you get into a situation you're like oh I'm just going to like do the best I can and it hopefully works out yeah like your chances it's the same thing like they used to say you aim you aim for the you want to hit the moon right you aim you'll aim a little bit higher. Yeah. You know, aim as high as you can because it's going to come down a little bit, right?
Starting point is 02:04:48 So you don't want to just be like, I just want to kind of get by because maybe you just get a little bit less than that. Yeah. But I don't be like the best in the world at anything that I do. Yeah. Matter what. Certain people like that. And I think that that's like a big thing about what you just said is there are some people in
Starting point is 02:05:02 this world who know for a fact in their heart that they're not going to fail. Like I will be successful one day and I'm going to fucking kill it and I'm going to do everything I want to. And there are some people who have fears like, oh, where is my next meal coming from or am I going to do this and that like and that is a huge thing I think that people don't acknowledge is like how you view yourself and like your capabilities like I know I'm not going to fail you know you're not going to fail and Brad you knew you weren't going to fail either you weren't going to be hungry and homeless the rest of your life like you knew you would succeed at one point
Starting point is 02:05:31 but I think there's a lot of people out there who don't see success within themselves and it kind of manifest in how they live their life yeah you just got it's almost like if you feel like you know what she's saying is like reminiscent of who you are you have to look deeper and inside like what's causing you to create that because it no matter what like yes there are certain people who just have that yeah i don't think everyone can't have that i think there are there are things you have to break down within yourself in order to allow yourself to really believe that you can have it yeah for sure that i can't i can't tell someone listening to this like hey this is what you but you need to look inside yourself and be like what's what's really going on what's causing you to
Starting point is 02:06:08 question yourself where's the questioning coming from where's the doubting coming from is it because someone else told you like where is that coming from trying to isolate that and understand okay what what what is my heart really telling me despite what someone else is said or despite what my fears might be that's the fucking important thing is to try to get down to that like what is your heart really telling you yeah and and that takes time um I remember it's not easy a few weeks ago you guys did a did a podcast um with Steve and one you know one of the questions that he took freaking forever to answer. Jesus Christ. I was like 45 minutes in. He still hadn't answered the freaking question. But it was like, yo, like at what point, like, what point were you like,
Starting point is 02:06:48 this is what I'm going to do? Like, I'm going to do it. Or like, what caused that? And C was just like, I mean, I just like knew that I was going to make it. Like I knew I was going to succeed. I knew, I knew like it was inevitable. Like for me, I tell kids like, you know, like my success is inevitable. Like there's nothing that can keep me from doing what I do. because in my for me up here like it's already not it's already here i know exactly what i need to do i know exactly how to do it so here that's in my mind in my in my in my eyes it's called manifestation what do you attribute that to so for me i mean manifestation this like how did you learn it like how did because this is the thing right and you could tell someone this yeah but how did you
Starting point is 02:07:24 learn to be like this is true for me no matter what it said so that's what i want to understand for me like i just like growing up like i'm not going to go in like my whole like childhood and stuff but it was like I never really got like encouragement like from anybody like to do anything um my dad for a little bit and but like I said that kind of went off the rails and for me it was like I if I'm going to do something like I'm going to be the only one that's going to push me to do it that's going to make me put in the freaking work to like make it happen to like if I like if I wanted to be like whenever I played soccer for 12 years if I wanted to play you know in Chicago and wherever I wanted to play like I was going to have to like do it
Starting point is 02:08:04 myself. I didn't, I, I, my dad wasn't about to come outside, you know, and kick the soccer ball with me and help me get better. Like, I was going to have to kick it against a wall and make, do it myself. Like, find a way to do it myself. And I think that's one thing that kind of helped me with this whole thing is like, like, like, like for me, like nobody like encouraged me really to do it. It was just something that I just like knew that I had, if I was going to do it, like, I was going to have to make myself do it. Like, it was just like, like, like, there was nobody else was going to push me. Nobody else going to help me. Nobody else did help me. Nobody else did push me with the exception of one person um who was who was that well it was actually my ex-girlfriend
Starting point is 02:08:39 she like helped me take pictures and stuff um did she did she absolutely she she did she was one of the so one of the one of the reasons we broke up was social media um simply because it was like she she wanted me to do this and but the further we got into it right the further you know it was like she realized that i was like putting like so much effort in this like you know the the deeper and not to it i got, the more success I had, the more I was driven and motivated and just, like, you know, like, like, infested, like, with this desire to, like, do more, grow more. And it was, it was, I guess it was, I don't even know, I guess it weighed. It was, like, taking away time with her or attention to her? I think, I think, yes, it did.
Starting point is 02:09:22 We didn't spend any time together, any less time together. But what, um, the problem was, um, was that instead of, it was an obligation. Like, I, like, I was doing it out of obligation. And because when you don't feel appreciated, and this happens in a lot more relationships than you think, one person will need this because everybody has emotional needs. You know, in a relationship, you have emotional needs. I have emotional needs. Your emotional needs maybe, you know, sexual fulfillment.
Starting point is 02:09:48 I'm a robot. I don't need anything. I'm kidding. But that, like, you know, realistically, that's... No, I'm like, he's 19. I know, he's very smart here. He's so emotionally aware. Yeah, I love it.
Starting point is 02:09:59 I was going to say, I was going to wait for you to finish, and I made a shitty joke. I'm sorry. No, no, go ahead. I'm actually sort of a robot, but, uh, but yeah, like, like there's, you know, like sexual fulfillment, like, you know, recreational companionship, all kind of stuff like this, um, like, you know, quality time. And for me, it was like, it, it was like, it. Can you let him fucking speak? I'm sorry. I'm sorry. He fucking reads books. No, this man is trying to teach you fucking
Starting point is 02:10:22 something here. I read this book. I read this book. I should, I should really write a book. You got to listen to the audio book now. Did you, this is a book? No, I, I, dude, I don't read books. You think I have time to read books. it's like this guy's smart go ahead you should listen to him go ahead man I love it
Starting point is 02:10:39 I love it pay attention to the teacher pay attention Brad you might get you might get a girlfriend one day you might have sex one day doing this if you're lucky
Starting point is 02:10:47 if you're lucky and you listen real hard maybe watch this podcast a couple times after but but yeah and for me it was like I wasn't engaged doing that I was doing it out of obligation
Starting point is 02:11:00 so those emotional needs weren't being weren't being fulfilled you know and that's taxing on a relationship so when that happens like then you're screwed you're it's like you know like you're doing the you're doing all the work you're putting going above and beyond and that's what i was doing but it wasn't doing anything it wasn't her love tank you know wasn't being filled because it wasn't meeting those emotional needs um yeah which is why kind of we decided you know or it was actually she decided um that you know it just wasn't we just you know stop we need to stop dating and we're still friends we're still friends
Starting point is 02:11:32 And, you know, in the- How did this guy at 19 years old figure out how to not have a toxic relationship at that age? Are you guys? I'm getting choked up over here. This is so funny to me. Now I'm pissed off. Because I don't know these men existed. And now I'm like, I got treated like shit. Yeah, this is funny. Maybe I got to go find myself a virgin.
Starting point is 02:11:52 Or a South Georgia. South Georgia boy. They make them different down there. Like, honestly, even the way that you're able to talk about this. And like, like I said, like, just kind of take responsibility for who, for who you were in the relationship and how you were to her, like, incredible. Yeah, you're going to crush it, bro.
Starting point is 02:12:10 Like, I'm so proud. Like, I am, I am so proud. And to that girl, wow. Yeah, and like, and we're still friends. You know, one day we might, you know, be able to get back together for the time being, you know. I hope so for her sake, because, damn. Damn, for her sake, it's got me hair or shit. No, I'm just kidding. But, like, I'm pulling for you, girl. Like, really. Get your shit together. Yeah.
Starting point is 02:12:31 Yeah. You get your shit together I'm working on it I'm okay I'm working on it But I was talking to you The girl has to get a shit together It's Marshall Cruz right here
Starting point is 02:12:40 Yeah Marshall Cruz Not Noah Beck I bet she's the shit though huh She's pretty cool though huh She's pretty cool I would date her again I would probably marry her one day Oh fuck man
Starting point is 02:12:52 I gotta go This podcast is done This is how we end this shit This is it I'm going I need to leave This is how we end it Because Brad knows that this is going to happen for him. We got to end the fucking podcast.
Starting point is 02:13:04 This is how we end it. Well, he knows why. Yeah, we got to end this podcast. I got to go. But thank you so much for being our little guest. You are fucking, you're, you impress me. I was sure. I'm glad I'm,
Starting point is 02:13:17 I'm glad I impressed you. I had no idea that you were a virgin. And I applaud you for all your reasons why you're still a virgin. Yeah. It's like a mixed, it's a mixed result of like, like, like, people reacting to it. like people are like oh like you're a virgin like what and it's like right away of course my reaction is what the fuck it doesn't make sense yeah for your reasons and your explanation it makes complete
Starting point is 02:13:39 sense yeah and it will to anybody but like most people are just like oh you're a virgin that's the thing right same thing we talk about the thing you want to do in your life and how you want to do it and people's perception of it fuck what everyone else thinks about what oh for sure yeah otherwise like look someone worrying about what you're doing they're not worried about what they're doing exactly exactly yes and I'm like you being a virgin that's super cool but the fact that you understand emotions. Wow. This guy's going to crush it.
Starting point is 02:14:01 Wow. Yeah. He's probably getting the first girl married like her like fucking fairy tale. Like the thing we're all in right. I'm like pissed off. I should have waited, Tom. Yeah. Should have waited.
Starting point is 02:14:12 I guess I'll call my ex. Darned. All right boys. That's your sign. Seriously. That was amazing. Thank you for. Thank you for hopping on at the end here.
Starting point is 02:14:20 Jess. Thank you so much for officially introducing yourself as the co-host. Any last words you want to say? That's it. Other than this. couch is really uncomfortable. I have to say, I can't stop moving. Like, I know the whole podcast I was going up and down. My feet are dangling. That side's good, though. My feet's fine. I can't touch the floor and it's like, I'm sliding like this. Okay. Okay. Jess will do it. Jesus Christ.
Starting point is 02:14:42 Did you have, did you have salsa on this couch? Are you sure? Because I'm pretty sure I'm sitting on your salsa because there's chips on the couch. I'm sitting on something wet. I just didn't want to get up. Oh, there's a problem with the water. You're sitting on my water bottle. Oh, shoot. Are you? Oh, sweet. Praise God. I thought I was seeing a salsa. I started my period. I thought you were saying I started my period on this couch.
Starting point is 02:15:04 Oh, no. I almost cried. Well, guys, don't forget. What are you got for us? Don't forget to ask questions. You could go to AskROTalk at gmail.com. Send in questions, suggestions, whatever it is you guys want. So we could respond and post it on the pod.
Starting point is 02:15:23 Give us an email one more time because we would have fucked yourself. Once again, it is Ask ASK, Raw Talk. At gmail. Yes. Run that bitch up. Ask us some questions. We're going to get better production. We're going to get a little intro sequence, a little fucking, some fucking bells and whistles.
Starting point is 02:15:37 Email is going to be in there. So you could ask us questions. We can get you guys involved. I appreciate all the fucking support. Thank you guys for coming on tonight. Thank you. And yeah, drop some love, drop some comments. And we'll see you soon.
Starting point is 02:15:48 Bye guys. Hell yeah. Bye, dudes.

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