RAWTALK - Bradley Martyn Hit it from the Back ?!
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All right, guys, welcome back to another episode of Raw Talk.
Today, we do not have a guest, but we have my co-host, and we're going to dive into who she really is.
Because I read a lot of comments.
I see you, boys.
Listen, I'm here for you.
And everyone's like, who the fuck is this?
If you don't know enough about her, because, like, obviously, you're not like, you're not a social media influencer.
They wouldn't see you on other channels.
You're not doing YouTube.
What do you actually do?
I'm an ultrasound tech.
So basically, I scan ultrasounds all day.
primarily breast so all day I'm looking for cancers I'm looking for cis things like that
and then I make TikToks when I'm at lunch and that's it that's it's it yes so what is the craziest thing
you've done at your job like what's the crazy thing that's ever happened at your job ultrasound
because it's like that seems like I don't know anything about it ultrasound tech to me sounds
sounds kind of uneventful to me only because I do a lot of crazy shit okay so and I'm
completely ignorant to this because I don't know anything about it obviously because I saw an
eaten boob last week.
An eating boob? What do you mean an eating boob? So we have two different instances of an eaten
boob. There's two different scenarios that can be going on right now, right? First, we've had
women who have come in who have had cancer. You know, they've been diagnosed with cancer.
And when you get diagnosed, a lot of emotional things happen to you. So you either go and get
treatment immediately and you get on top of it or some people neglect it and they kind of pretend
it's not happening. Hold on, hold on. You say eating boob. You mean it's like someone was like
sucking on someone's nipple. Just wait. Just wait.
What has eaten me?
I'm getting there.
Eat and so like when you have the cancer, they eventually let it keep growing and growing
and they don't get treatment.
And then the cancer grows out of your skin and it eats your breast and it comes out
and you have a giant tumor hanging out of your body.
So you're saying people let it get to that point.
Mm-hmm.
And that is what we refer to as an eaten breast as well as we've had patients who have actually
had like an eaten breast where like they were hooking up on someone who's usually
participating in drugs and they were sucking on their nipples and then all the sudden,
And next thing you know, the nipple's fucking gone.
And, yeah.
Wait, so someone actually ate someone's nipple in this.
I don't know if he, like, full on swallowed it, but like, he bit the shits right off.
Yeah.
So this is everything around boobs.
Yeah, all boobs.
So anything else that you scan?
Well, we do generals there, too.
So we do abdomen and then, like, T, A, TV, which is your vagina.
So we do, like, trans abdominal or trans vaginal, where we stick it inside.
But I just specialize in breast.
So before, because you told me a different story.
It says nothing to do with breasts.
you told me about like some tube thing that you like stuck in some some dude's butts
well okay so is this the same job it's yeah no not the same job so that was when I was actually
my internship so I had a whole different field of sonography that I was in when I was an intern
and then when I got hired at my new job I was trained in breast and now I specialize in breast
but at that point we were doing like we would have to do scrotal exams or we would
ultrasound like balls you know because has anyone heard a testicular torsion no I thought you
They taste with cancer, but torsion sounds like balls tied up.
Yeah, so your balls literally twist, and then they lose, you know, blood supply.
Oh.
Yeah.
They get twisted around each other.
Did you know that?
But like, how does that happen, though?
Um, a friend of mine in high school was like, we were all playing hide-dice.
You like ride in a fucking bull or something?
He jumped over a fence, twisted his shit right up.
Normally don't you just like hit it, but you just like fall on it, not just because
I've like skateboarded.
Yeah, when I hit it, I usually just fall right on it.
Oh, yeah.
It's nice.
but anyways shit you're fucking me up right now no no when you fall in your balls it's not like
you fall and you like wiggle your butt around a twitch or nuts sack like how does that even
happen i think it was maybe the motion of the thighs going like against each other in the run
so when you switch legs your ball your thighs rubbed and then the balls twisted in that action
that's how i imagine they got stuck like that yeah they didn't go right back and so one of them
you know ends up losing blood supply and then normally you know you'll you'll lose a testicle
and then they'll just put in like how does the person
not notice that right when it happens like oh wait i need to go get this fixed well i mean i'm sure
it hurts and they're probably like oh shit i got hitting the balls but then i'm sure they think it
they'll go away or whatever i don't have i don't have balls i feel like that's what i'm saying
i have balls i feel like i would have been like all up in there like what's happening down here
you know i would have moved my balls around and been like hey this is not normal like sometimes
like you know like sometimes a ball one of your balls are like push up and you're like oh
wait a second what happened you don't know about this can you can you take your balls and put
them up in your body not necessarily it's like it sometimes it happens but they're not at the same
So you can't like get rid of them and just have a loose sack?
No.
No.
Like one at a time.
Where do they go?
I have no idea.
Yeah, I've never.
I don't know about that.
I don't know about that.
I think that's the, it's the thing between your butt and your.
The gooch.
That's not it.
It's around there.
It's around there.
There's like a science thing.
I have no idea.
Is there?
Maybe you can have your assistant.
Google it real fast.
Phone a friend.
Phone a friend.
Can you guys comment below what that area is in the, it's a friend.
Must be in your pelvic bone.
What is the hole in which you can shove your balls up into your body?
It's a pelvic bone, for sure.
It has to be.
Yeah, but like what part of your pelvic bone?
Because the bottom part.
Like is it, do you guys have a coochie hole?
No.
Do you don't think?
I don't.
Hey, let me check.
No, no, it could be like I have my coogey hole.
So you guys also have the coochie hole, but then you have a balls and a penis there too.
Maybe that's the same exact thing.
Maybe it is.
Maybe we're the same.
Holy shit.
Oh my God.
I don't know.
Maybe we should find out if we're the same on the inside.
No, for sure.
We shouldn't.
You're in the medical field, and this is your first, like, experience being on social media.
Absolutely, yeah.
And I, like, like, just dragged you into this.
And just groomed me.
And groomed you.
Hold on a second.
She's up age, okay?
I'm 21.
She's 21.
She's a groomer for anything.
I was like, yo, you want to me in the podcast?
She was like, yeah, I think let's do it.
He groomed me to be on this podcast.
100% didn't happen.
But what do you think about it?
What's your experience?
Because you still are very 100%?
in the non-social media world for work-wise.
Yes.
But now you have kind of like this thing that we've done a few episodes now.
And so you get a little bit more like, I don't know,
whether it be attention from people or comments from friends or family.
What is it like now?
It's been really interesting because, like, I make TikToks and I've gone, you know,
pretty viral on TikTok.
Like I have like 17 million views on a video.
And a lot of people that I know ended up seeing that.
And then that kind of opened them to my TikTok because they'd never seen it before.
And they saw all my videos.
And it was fine at first when it was just like.
people from my hometown but then when I started coming on like the podcast um it's it's more people
that don't follow me or are interested in my content it's more your followers and they they don't
like me okay yeah I read some comments they're they're they're nasty but they're also nice
sometimes too yeah they're not always nice but like the the nasty ones are really funny because
they're like oh yeah she seems like a homie but I never fucking wife her she's a ho and it's like cool
okay it's like that I mean that's not a that's not a diss like calling someone a ho isn't a dis
at all.
Do you like,
do you like the,
like being on the internet?
That's a good question.
Because I know you like doing this podcast.
I know you like doing this thing, for sure.
I like this.
And I,
what I don't like,
and one thing about this experience
between like being on the podcast
and like having you kind of help me
navigate social media
is you guys understand the algorithm.
So you post all the time
and you understand that that is how you grow.
And for me,
I don't really care to like,
grow like that. It's more like I get really annoyed and I feel like I'm being annoying if I'm
like posting all the time a bunch of dumb shit that I don't care about just because I know I have
to meet a certain quota. Like that really fucking bothers me. Here's the thing though. Here's the thing
how social media works, right? And the algorithm. If someone didn't want, and this is the funniest
thing when you talk about haters and people who talk shit about you or talk bad about you or
they join your live and they say something bad or they comment on YouTube videos and say something bad, right?
it's like you're putting yourself out there and you have no other choice right if they can either be
there or they can't so i understand your perspective of like yo you know you you deal with this thing
but and having to post or from your perspective is saying you don't want to annoy someone but like
if you annoyed them that much genuinely they just wouldn't be there because that's how it works right
because you decide who you want to follow you decide who you want to engage with you decide who you
like who you dislike who you talk shit about whatever but ultimately if someone's
engaging with you, whether it's bad or good, there's a reason they're there.
They like something about you.
That's true.
Whether or not they want to like pick apart like what it is and they want to say that
fuck you or this or that or get this girl the body.
The fact that someone's making a mention about you, like there's something about you that
they're engaging with.
Exactly.
And it's not really that I find like that people, I'm worried I'm going to annoy people and
they won't want to follow me or anything like that.
It's more like as a viewer like and that's what I am.
Like I'm just someone who like follows famous people and watches the influencer videos,
whatever.
Like I can tell when someone.
put their fucking balls into something and when they're posting something to meet a quota because they know they didn't post that day or they have to get something out there like I can tell and I just wish that it wasn't the algorithm and you know I wish that that wasn't a thing that was driving a lot of these influencers because I think some of the content that's put out is just garbage and it's shit and it shouldn't even have been there and it's taking away from content that they actually really care about because they have to you know put so many things out I'll post a TikTok once a week and no I don't
don't grow very fast at all.
But those one videos do really well versus like when I find myself, when I first
I'm doing this podcast, I was like, oh, well, I'll try the social media thing.
I'll try posting a lot.
And like the videos didn't even do well because I like didn't give a fuck about them.
And I wasn't being myself.
I was trying to meet a quota.
Yeah, it is.
It definitely is a little bit of like a catch 22 somewhat of a grind.
Because like the social media platforms now to see you guys listen and understand it's like
Instagram, TikTok, all these platforms.
It's all about watch time, right, which is going to drive engagement on these
platforms and so it's all about how many people and how long they watch or how long they
click or how long they view a video basically so you guys understand this and that's what drives
more people to the page to grow at the same time for example all these apps have certain
quotas that they want you to meet to be on their platform meaning like to grow really well on
Instagram they want you to post like three to four pictures a week they want you to post like
four reels a week they want you to post two IG TVs they want you to go live for an hour
they want all this stuff for you to like reach the maximum amount of
viewership which is crazy and TikTok I think TikTok is
they want three or four TikToks a day to grow like to not this
and this is the thing it becomes difficult because I remember for example
when I first started all this shit I was posting like twice a day
and it was back in the day when it it didn't matter as much but it was just what I was
doing right so it was it was seamless I loved it and that was your job and you were
putting like your your your balls in
to it you know that was your thing and you know that was what you wanted to do with the rest of your
life whereas me like i just made videos in my car because i had nobody to talk to i didn't have
any friends so i was like shit i'll talk to someone but so then so then here's the thing right
challenged you right could you see yourself doing a podcast for a living yeah i mean now that
i'm in this position and i'm sitting here doing it of course but like did i ever sit there and was
like i'm gonna start a podcast i would have honestly never had the balls and that's just being
straight up like I would have loved to have sat down and I've had conversations with other people
about doing podcasts I would have loved to sat down and film the video and just put it out there
but I would be honestly like insecure about that I wouldn't think that it was good enough
and I know myself and I know that I would never think that it was good enough so I would never
actually put it out which is unfortunate damn it's funny though because you talk specifically like
a viewer and also like even so you guys understand even creators feel this way like it's not
just viewers feeling that way and creators are feeling separately
but like you have to just if you think it could be a good idea or something you would enjoy you just have to try now do you have to fit into every single algorithm and post that much like no like I don't even post that much anymore do I know it's affecting my growth on Instagram or whatever sure but am I happier like do I have more balance not all the time but but like more than before exactly you know but you also have to understand like if you just want to do it because a lot of people watch social media content or like podcast and shit like this and they're like damn I really want to do that but they're just afraid to either start or
or they're afraid that like so many people are doing it.
So like, why would they do it?
But you'll realize after doing this for like, I don't know, six months,
you're going to look back and be like, holy fuck,
this is one of the coolest things that I've ever done.
Absolutely.
And it's like you wouldn't know that you just tried it.
Obviously, like I brought you on for us to try it.
But even if I never did that and you eventually try it,
yeah, you'd start with less views.
You start with less engagement.
You start with less everything.
But to the viewer and the person listening,
if you really want to do it, you just have to do it,
despite what people are saying.
And despite what you're afraid.
And I know it's hard because, you know,
we'll have like noelle on here or have anyone that I talk to me to talk about haters and like people
they tend to take things really personally especially when they first start social media yeah
like any sort of negative comment they make it like oh this is am i that is this me and it's you have
to understand people people throw rocks you know normally outward at other people because likely it's
something they want to be doing yeah and it's like it's jealousy and it's projection like it's things
they're insecure about because yeah because have you ever met like a really successful person who's just like
who just shits on random people.
Never.
You're never going to be a person
super successful.
It's like,
I'm just going to get on YouTube
today and talk shit about people.
And just find videos and be like,
fuck you,
you piece of shit.
There are people who do that
and they're very successful actually.
Oh,
well,
that's a whole other.
But I'm saying in general,
there's a whole genre of content
where that right there,
that's a thing.
Well, we're talking about
those are fucking,
you know,
the drama channels,
right?
Yes, yes.
Or the,
you know,
the people where they make videos
and they discuss what other people
are doing or not doing riot or whatever.
Yeah,
and there's,
There's, you're allowed to do that.
You're allowed to have an opinion about what someone's doing.
But at the same time, like, not about me, mother.
No, just kidding.
I'm just kidding.
I'm kidding.
Um, no, but like, you're allowed to have an opinion on something, but like, you don't
really get to condemn other people for making their choices.
And the fact that people get so emotional about what someone else is doing, I don't know.
It feels like you're a bit bored and you don't have much going on because it's,
it's really easy to just keep scrolling and to not talk shit.
Not that I care.
I don't give a fuck about a hate comment.
I get them on TikTok all the time.
trust me men on TikTok no they don't like me at all but it's funny because their
TikToks like their comments are so funny to me like they'll say whatever and then you see my
videos that I'll respond to and it makes me my content you know I'll get millions of views on
those videos just shitting on men so it works for me but it's funny how you see how moments ago
that you were like fuck I didn't necessarily want to do this because of the algorithm but then
like and kind of this nonsense shit but at the same time like it's also empowering
It's also allowing you to reach people that, you know, maybe want to say the things you want to see, excuse me,
maybe want to say the things you are saying and maybe don't have the guts to do it or the guts to step out and make the content to do it.
Or even just to make the content period, make the fucking social media account.
Absolutely.
And like that's when I started my TikTok.
Like I was horrified to post any videos.
I didn't for the longest time.
I would just draft them.
But then I realized like, you know, no one will probably see this.
It'll be fine.
Like who cares what anyone says.
So I started putting them out slowly.
they didn't get any views finally things like started picking up a little bit and people from my
hometown started reaching out and i hated that if i could block my hometown that's funny i would
post anything on the internet i remember the first time i saw your page you're like if you know me in
real life please leave yes it's still my bio straight up like um did you your hometown so
growing up were you always like somewhat outspoken you know like to your family or to your friends
were you were you the girl that would just be like fuck you because i
feel? I mean, I was not this person in high school, but I was that way in, I was very angry. And
like, I would manifest any feeling that I had, I would put anger into it. And I would treat people
horribly, which was came from me having hurt and trauma that I hadn't dealt with and I didn't
understand. And I projected that onto other people. And it's not okay. And I was not kind in high
school. Like, I'll be straight up about that. That's the truth. Yes. I, you know, I've been in
fights. I would beat girls up for no reason. No how many you're not don't tell me you're
you're Bryce haul on this you've been in 42 street fights what's going on 41 too many
yeah how many tons oh my god yeah and like for no reason like for literally no reason like I
I just wanted to like be a fucking asshole and like they're all calling cap right now
they're all calling cap you're not street fights I swear to God I swear to God I swear to
God they're call I feel it in the comments because I I've been doing this for so long they're like
that's cab dude this girl's not a fighter you've really been in street fights like
Do you have, like, video evidence?
Like, what the fuck are you about to show me?
Yeah, sure.
Just.
Here, we'll pull it up after and see.
Yeah, yeah.
I'll show you.
But yeah, I have a video.
It went viral.
Wait, really?
That's fucking funny.
Yo, now I have like a different random question.
If you could fight any influencer chick, who would it be?
I don't know.
I just want to throw that out there.
I just thought it was relevant to you talking about you knowing how to fight.
Yeah, I'd probably be that the chick that just had her baby.
Now that she's not pregnant anymore.
Just had her baby.
Yeah.
TikTok, the blonde girl,
blonde TikTok girl.
Blonde TikTok girl.
Her name's not even relative enough to remember,
but I could see her in my face.
You just want to,
is just something about her.
She's just such a dumb bitch.
Yeah,
she was like,
well,
no,
she was hooking up with like a little kid.
Whoa,
whoa,
what are you talking about?
Yeah,
she's like a pet up.
Wait,
this is a woman.
Yeah,
yeah,
you guys know what I'm talking about.
I can't fucking,
is it.
I don't,
I didn't take the time
to remember her name.
Is it Tammy?
But you know who you are.
Is it Tammy?
I don't know,
sorry Tammy it's not so sorry I'm so sorry Tammy so sorry this is a TikTok girl who had sex
with a little kid like what do you mean a little kid like a I actually really am invested in
finding out who this is now and putting it on it yeah so wait hold on a second hold on a second
how did you know that she's Googled yeah yeah but how did she know that because she googled
well so this is a real thing some woman this is like a huge thing my god and is that thing
and is that thing it doesn't matter she's 19 so wait so let's talk about so
if a dude did this
now tell me she going to jail for this
no no and that's the
if a dude did this he'd be in fucking jail
he would probably like
he'd be fucking destroyed on the internet
destroyed on the internet destroyed
in real life
it's disgusting okay and it's such a double
standard because men
what the fuck men get sexually assaulted
way more often than anyone
wants to fucking admit like
anyone and it's not okay
like drunk men get taken advantage
of by women all the fucking time
But if you were to call the cops on that...
You're talking about, like, physically or financially?
Physically.
Oh, shit.
Yeah.
I mean, I just heard a story about it the other day from a very close friend of mine.
Like, he was way too intoxicated.
Where are these women at?
No.
I'm not cute.
This never...
Sorry, sorry.
Crazy, though.
Because, no, genuinely, like, if a dude did that, is he's done.
He's going to jail.
He's going to jail 25.
Like, I have a little brother.
Like, I have a little brother.
This shit's not okay.
Like, it's just not okay.
And the fact that this is happening and it's on the internet with a girl with 18 million
so what's her repercussions?
Do you know anything about that?
Does it say anything that's happening to her?
Nothing.
They're just like...
As of right now, she says she's no longer speaking to Connor.
Like the police officers are just like,
yeah, like, what's what's up?
Yeah, like, what the fuck?
Like...
What?
How was it, bro?
There's that angle.
There's that angle that people use where they're like,
oh, well, that's any, like, guys dream to hook up with an older girl.
Like, maybe, but how the, he's 13?
How is he supposed to know that?
Because this is the whole thing about it's like the decision making is, like, not there.
Also, like, who looks at a 13-year-old?
I was like,
like, ew, what the fuck?
I have no idea. That's fucking crazy.
Get away from me.
So you'd box her.
Oh, I would beat the shit on her.
I would put her on all fours and I would dog walk her out to the curb and then curb stomper.
Well, I'm going to have to see your actual video of you fighting.
Well, show me that later.
This is actually fucking absurd.
Have you been in a fight?
Yes.
Like a real, real fight.
Real fights.
Like how recent was your last fight?
I don't know.
Since I started getting bigger, I was like this is like an actual problem.
or social media bigger?
Both.
But also physically bigger
knowing that it's just not
it's not okay
to just fight people.
It's not okay to mess with you more
now that you're bigger
just to like...
So not now.
I think because like
I feel like most dudes
if I go to a club
or some setting where it could happen
which is like normally people drinking
like they're also like
you're that fucking guy
so they're not really violent.
When I was younger,
yeah I was bigger
and like I would notice
that people would be like
yo like you're like
they would be like what they would
want to test it almost because you're bigger yeah um oh i'm gonna tell you guys a story quick little
story okay so i was uh this was actually oh perfect timing Halloween okay this is Halloween
fuck man how many years ago I must have been 21 or 20 and um I was going to a a party in Newport
was a Halloween party it was a costume party so just to give you guys some reference I should
damn want to pop these pictures up but I can't
I mean, once we're, by the way, guys, sorry, I get a little sidetracked, my ADD kicks in super hard.
We're going to get better with the production here.
Just along the way, we're going to have emails.
You guys ask us questions.
We're going to put them on the podcast.
We're going to do a ton of stuff and involve you guys more along the way.
And I'm going to get, like, better production because I'm a little bit bare bones and I's kind of running.
Yeah, we're figuring it out.
And this is the first time we've actually got to like do one, just me and you, which is my dream.
So keep going.
I'm excited.
Yeah.
So that's coming soon.
Just so you guys know, make sure you subscribe.
Hit up the fucking iTunes.
And yeah, drop a light, drop a comment, all that good shit.
But let me get back to the story.
So I was in Newport Beach, and I was 20, and I was a weightlifter at the time.
This is before I ever really got into bodybuilding, my buddy was like, yo, you should try Olympic weightlifting.
And I was actually really good at it.
And this was before, again, I got really into bodybuilding.
So the first thing that I started training was Olympic weightlifting.
So I did a competition, like, I don't know.
It was like October Fest way back in the day.
Again, in fucking when I was told, what year was that?
What year would have been?
Fuck, man.
You were 20 and you're 32 now?
Yeah, 32.
Holy shush.
Would that have been three minutes?
Basically, I'm a dinosaur.
Anyways, 2010, 11?
Oh, my God.
I don't know, man.
Like eight.
Yeah, anyway.
So I was good at Olympic weightlifting before I was ever good at like bodybuilding or anything.
So I won a competition.
It was at October Fest.
Um, and I had my, I'm, the reason why I'm telling you, this is my costume for the party, which I got in a fight, was my singlet.
Okay.
Okay, wait, from your competition?
From my, so I wore a singlet.
Dick hanging out.
Wait, wait, do you have pictures?
No, no, yeah.
Yeah.
So, dick print, had my singlet pulled down to kind of to cover my dick.
So I had it off.
So I just looked, I was like topless, basically.
Wait, so you had the straps off?
I had the straps off.
Yeah, so imagine I had a singlet on.
Oh, you're such a douche.
Yeah, big time douche.
And also, because I won the compliment.
competition.
You won too?
I won.
You were a really big dick in out here.
Oh, big time.
So I had a fucking metal that I wore to.
So shirtless basically because I had the straps pulled off and I rolled it down.
So it was like the top was hanging down and I was wearing like the short shorts.
I had a metal.
Anyways, I felt like I was the man.
So I go to this party.
I was with my friend who turned out not to be my friend, which is a whole other story.
I'll tell you guys about another time.
His name was Michael.
Okay.
He was a black guy.
We worked at, excuse me, we, I lived in a house with like,
a bunch of basketball players when I first moved down to Fullerton and he was the assistant coach.
And the black guy's going to make sense in a second.
So I just want you guys to understand.
I just randomly put that in there.
He's going to make sense why this is relevant to the whole story actually.
So anyways, we're at this party, me and Mike, we're in the back and there was like a bathroom to the right, right before the last room, door and then room.
And he was Laura Croft.
That was his outfit.
Who's that?
Lord Croft, Tomb Raider.
Oh.
He was like a girl character, but he just put a hat on.
I was like, I'm Laura Croft.
He didn't really want to dress up.
We just want to go to the party because we were trying to fuck with bitches.
Anyways.
We're at the party.
We're at the party.
And he's in the bathroom and some guy, and this is like a soccer fraternity house or some shit.
And some guy's like drunk as fuck and he's banging on the door and he's like, I got to use the bathroom.
This is my house.
Like, get out and he's like, I'm almost in a second.
And then the guy comes to me because I'm like waiting in that back room.
like because I was also going to use a bathroom and I was waiting for Mike because I'm really socially awkward so I don't like stand around at parties and I'm like I'll just not talk to anyone you still do that I still do that yeah that yeah that hasn't changed anyways he goes oh is that is that is that a black guy I was like yeah the guy with the Tomb Raider thing on and he's like oh yeah okay like you guys you got to tell him to hurry up because like it's my fucking he started to get a little bit like he was drunk it's my fucking house like
you gotta get him the fuck out of there i was like all right i think you'll be done in a second
anyways mike comes out and the guys immediately mad at him and he gets in mike's face
and he they're arguing back and forth and um he called i'm not going to say this word
because it's not i'm not just never say this but he called he called mike the n word
Whoa.
Hard R.
Hard R. Super Hard R.
Big party foul.
And, you know, it's my boy, so I obviously take offense.
This guy was white?
This guy was white.
And all his, yeah, it was like, maybe white Hispanic, something like that, I don't know.
A whole lot of audacity, though.
So it was just like, they were arguing.
He's like, eh.
And then I was like, oh, fuck.
And then it got kind of a little more serious.
And then he had his two other friends came up.
And then he goes to Mike.
He goes, and I wasn't in this conversation at all.
I just want to make this clear.
I was just standing right outside of it.
I wasn't saying shit.
But he goes to Mike, he says, and I'll fuck you and your boy up.
And I was like, at the time, this was like Prime, Bradley Martin, so fucking aggressive, like, if I could be.
But never aggressive on purpose.
But I was waiting.
I was always waiting for someone to give me a fucking opportunity just to be an asshole.
Because I was so angry about shit in my life.
Got it.
So.
Are when people, I mean, I just know they're going to comment and say that they were angry because you were on steroids.
I agree you can save themselves in that because you like weren't, right?
No, no, no, absolutely not.
No, definitely not at this time.
So he wasn't.
I was just mad about life because my life, you know, there was things that just, I was
upset about my childhood and I always brought it with me.
Like real shit.
Yeah.
I mean, I'm going to tell the story over and over.
My father died when I was young.
Anyways, I was very like just, I was ready to go.
Yeah, I just hate seeing those comments about you.
I'm sorry, I cut you off, but I hate that.
And people, like, you say anything about being emotional, they're like steroids.
I don't care of fuck.
No his feelings.
It doesn't matter.
So this is well before steroids.
Anyways, so I'm, I'm standing there and he's like, oh, fuck you.
you and your boy up. And I was like, oh, fuck, this just got good. So he, they kept arguing he
pushed Mike. And then I'm sober as fuck. I don't, I don't really drink now, but especially
then I was super against drinking, super against drugs. So I was just going out again, super
socially awkward trying to find girls. So he pushes Mike and then Mike is a smaller dude. This guy
was bigger than him. And Mike goes to fall back. And then he comes in like to punch Mike. But for
me, everything's like in slow motion. Because he's, they were both.
drunk. Mike and him were drunk. He goes
to punch him and I punched him in the side of the face
because he was like, imagine I saw it this way I punched him straight
in the side of the face and threw him
around onto the bed that was
like behind me to my left
and then stuck my knee in his back and hit him like
five times in the face and this is where
the story gets really good. It was like
how does your knee in his back? So like
so imagine like
you want to do it to me. I just want to show you.
Do it to me. Oh. Oh. So imagine
like I threw him on the
on the fucking bed like this watch and I'm
Sure. You guys got to watch a YouTube video to see this.
Well, you're in the way either way.
Okay.
Am I?
Show me?
Yeah, like a little.
So how did you do it?
I threw.
I stuck my knee on his side and his face was against, his face was against the wall.
Was my pussy out?
But like full rage as hard as I, as hard as I could.
I'm not a hard time focusing right now.
That was fucking awesome.
And, uh, and then it was so funny because the minute that that happened, you can tell that guy was like the leader.
Right?
Because this is the funniest part now.
Mm-hmm.
He's bleeding.
Like, fucked up bleeding.
there's blood all over the wall
like adjacent to like basically the bed
was here he was here
the blood went up on the wall
and the best part about this
I stand up and Mike's like
let's get the fuck out of here
we sewed to leave the same guys who were with
their boy the whole time
were like who did that
who was there like some other guys came
and go who did this who did this
and Mike didn't do it but he's like
I did it and then they kept following us out
they followed us out into the street so if you guys
have ever been to Newport you know down like Newport
where like there's like um i don't know there's like a ton of houses and then the roads in
between and it's like close to the ocean it's very very close to the ocean it's like a popular area
where like bars are nearby and stuff and uh so anyways we're walking out of the house and they're
just causing a scene now to be like who was that he's like i did that what's up fuck you all this
kind of bullshit nothing they were just trying to make nonsense and actually you know we get like
pushed down the the street a little bit because we're like walking away now was like 15 of them
right it was like three and the two of you and the two of us so we're backing up i'm like all right
i'm not going to beat up 15 fucking dudes this is not realistic uh had my little you know my little
moment but that was it so now i'm backing up and then next like but they could tell they didn't
want to really fight they were just trying to cause commotion yeah right cause cops pull up right
away they're like we just keep kind of walking because cops are going to the house it's just
do it so we keep walking we're like just don't like don't pay attention cops pull up on us
right so now get this this is where the story gets really interesting um and i got tested after
this by the way just you don't make sense in a second i uh we sit down and i'm there with mike
and the cops are like they're talking to us are like all right so you know we got a call from here
this guy like he got injured um and we're waiting for like i don't know maybe 45 minutes
and they're kind of like in their car fucking around one of the guy comes out again it's the older
cod he goes hey so they're saying this kid's like really injured um like his face yeah his nose is
broken his cheekbone is broken and like they want to start pressing charges and i was like oh we didn't
do any of that we were there but like we didn't we were i mean i was lying through my teeth obviously right
yeah but so so then he goes back right and i swear to god i don't know how this happened i'm like
i look at my hands my hands are covered in blood and i go if they come back here and they see my hands
I'm fucked
I'm like this is that
Wait how didn't they see your hands already
They weren't giving us
They weren't doing flashlights and shit
So I were sitting down on the curves like this
We're sitting down on their curves like
I'm not like hey what's up
But had you realize the blood was on your hands at that point
Yeah so
Guess what I did
What'd you do?
I licked it off
Ew
That is disgusting
This is a true story
I licked it off
That's disgusting
I know
I had to get tested after this because
I licked it off
But check this out
Right before
Like right as I finished
Cop comes back, he goes, let me see your guys' hands.
Put it's the flashlight.
So you did it for no reason?
No, no, no.
I did it.
And I showed my hands there was good.
So I didn't get caught because of it.
Oh, okay.
Okay.
I'm glad.
I got it out.
Exactly.
I got it off.
The HIV though.
Yes.
And I didn't consider that whatsoever.
I didn't consider that at all.
I was just like, do not want to get caught?
I'm licking this blood off my hand.
And that's what, yeah, that's my story.
Holy shit.
You want to hear a crazier story?
I do.
The same cop.
I can't even, I can't even wrap my head around that.
You've been tested for HIV since then.
Yeah, yeah, multiple times, many times.
Okay.
Many times.
Shit.
And did you ever, like, see this guy again real fast?
Is he, is his face like permanently damaged?
I have no idea.
But I do know, because I was dating a girl at the time and he was like part of the
soccer team, like UC Irvine or some shit because she was going to Irvine.
And she was like, yeah, like he did get injured and like they, they, they knew it was
me.
They knew it was her boyfriend.
But they also, which is fucked up because I said I was trying to find girls at the
same party.
Anyways, that's a long time ago
But I wasn't a pickle
But no, it's a truth
I'm just telling the truth
So it was her boyfriend
But they didn't press charges
Because the kids woke up the next day
We're like, we shouldn't have done that
So anyways
The second story has to do with the same exact cop
Who found me
When I like when I lick the blood off my hands
This is an older cop
This is out here in L.A. in Newport
This is a new port
Damn, it's so big here
How does this keep happening to you?
Well, this story's really good
This is the one that everyone's gonna be like
Wait Brad is really a criminal
wait how many years apart is this so this was about two months apart maybe three months apart
four months apart okay so and are you famous at this point or are you just you're just some big
muscle guy i was doing Olympic weightlifting i was doing some social media stuff but like where were
your followers at let's give us a number i honestly don't even think i i don't even think i had it right
at that time okay i think it was just right before the internet popped off for me like right before
i even started it really because i wasn't really i when i when it started pop like when i started really
doing social was when I started doing like competing and like I was I was more focused on how I looked
and not so much like I was just training I was doing Olympic weight lifting I was like
snatching the cleaning jerk that's all I did fucking hyper extensions front squat back squat
like first pull second pull third pull that's all I worked on like legit Olympic weight lifting
so I know referencing point meaning like I didn't I wasn't doing that on social I posted some of it
back in a day like I there's probably pictures you can find way back on my Instagram of like
oh look at me when I was a baby right
Oh, super skinny.
But anyways, I started competing, like, physique when, like, around the same time I started
social media.
So this was before that.
And that's probably why you started doing social media, right?
To kind of show up your journey.
Not to interrupt your story.
No, it was, social media started for me because it was just like, I thought it was going to be
a great idea because I, you know, I would read about, like, apps and social media
things coming.
And they would talk about how e-commerce was going to change the world.
So I was, like, addicted to finding the next thing.
And I used to be on, yeah, I have a whole story about it.
But I was on Twitter all the time, and then I would download every app that would come out.
And I'd download Instagram, and I was like, this is going to be it.
So this is like your thing.
You've been pretty.
Yeah.
Well, I'm just a fucking crazy person.
No, I know how you are.
And it's makes so much sense now, like that you really, this is what you wanted to do and you fucking made it happen.
Well, I was like, I was telling people go follow me on Instagram like, and they were like, what the fuck is Instagram?
And Android didn't have it.
And people just use it for filters on Facebook.
And it was not a, yeah, it was crazy.
Hello.
I'm a fucking.
Oh, geez.
Holy shit. What year were you born in?
89. What's up?
I was born in 99.
Damn, 10 years. 10 years.
That's not so bad.
It's amazing.
You can basically be my sugar daddy.
We can make it work.
I'm not doing that though.
You don't want to be my sugar daddy?
I mean, technically I kind of am going to start to be.
Do you think about it?
I haven't been paid yet.
I get paid in pot.
I do get paid and you but you will be getting paid.
And once you start getting paid, you're going to be like, damn, it's a nice sugar daddy.
Exactly.
But no sexual favors.
Time out.
At what point is it a sugar daddy?
or your pimp.
Yo, this is a really good question.
No, no, no.
Your pimp has you go fuck other people.
Yeah, not a pimp.
The question I was thinking, the question I was thinking was, when is it a sugar daddy,
like how much actual interact?
Like, you know, a guy can give you money, right?
Yeah, there's, I mean, I think that there's a difference between having a sugar daddy
and having like a rich boyfriend.
Okay, so.
Or like dating rich men.
But that's what I'm saying.
So when you date a rich guy, and I got to, don't, guys, listen, I'm going to get back
to that story about me.
me another cop in a second we just hold a detour here ADHD yeah super sorry but
anyway so when you um when you when you have a sugar daddy right because i've never had one
and i don't think you've ever had one i could be wrong i don't know but is is it like is there
a line you have to cross before he's like your actual daddy like this has to be sexual or is
something because the guy just give you money you like all right here's the thing and this is
i mean i guess i'll say that this is my opinion but this is what i've this is what i've this is
what i know for to be the goddamn truth and no one's going to tell me no one will admit it but
this is the truth. Nobody has a sugar daddy that is paying for their life that they are not
fucking. Thank you very much. You, if you, if this man is giving you tens of thousands of
dollars, I'm sorry, but you had sex with him. And coming out on the internet and saying, oh,
you don't have to sleep with this man. They do this for me and shit. That's lying to these little
girls. And they're going to go out and do the same shit you did. And then they're not going
to be as successful. And then they're like, oh, well, if I just fuck him, then I'll get this kind
of money. Like, so what, there's girls who say like, I'm not, I'm not fucking him. He's just
give me money there are yes this is on the internet what do you mean people say it on the
have you not seen sugar daddy TikTok no I haven't seen it well you should get on there but um
no it's like a big thing to talk about like women talk about having sugar daddies and it's like it's
fine have a sugar diet that's fucking sick go off like amazing yeah yeah but don't go out here and
lie it's kind of same thing with like plastic surgery get it so they're like yo I'm so
bombed like he just pays me to be that and that's what they say oh he just pays me 10,000
to go out on a date with him like girl you literally had his dick in you
every inch of your body like don't lie but it's fine though like it's a choice yeah fuck it at the same
time like who fucking cares if that's what you're doing like either don't talk about it or have
fucking pride in it like right either way but don't lie because we know the truth exactly we know
the truth and like there's certain instances like i'm sure it's like happened before where there's
like men that just want the companionship and shit okay but the ones that are getting like
their entire lives paid for luxurious lives like they are having sex thank you
It's just the truth.
So let me tell you another story about money.
Okay.
Here we go back to.
Oh, wait.
Have you ever been in a financial relationship?
Like a relationship where you were providing for a woman?
No.
I have been in a relationship where a woman wanted to provide for me.
Oh, were you a sugar baby?
Yes, I was.
Great time in my life.
Talk about it now.
I want to hear the story.
Damn, I want to tell the fighting story.
Fuck.
Okay, we'll tell us anyways.
Sugar daddy story first.
Well, no, there was a woman who, um, who wanted me to,
massage her and who wanted me to spend time with her and she's very sweet very nice woman and she
wanted to like buy me things and take me shopping exactly that like exactly so i never had sex
with her and that's kind of where the relationship broke also i crashed her car with my girlfriend
so let me explain let me give you some perspective yeah so imagine you're this woman and i lived
with her this was this was i must have been 22 how old was 23 42 or 5
So this was a milk, not a sugar.
Okay.
She wasn't a milk.
Oh, fuck, I don't want to disrespect.
She was such a sweet woman.
But to say she's a...
Oh, I don't need milk in a bad way, but I mean like a hot mom.
But she wasn't a hot mom.
That's what I'm saying.
This one was like a mom who just wanted me to massage her and train her.
She paid me to train her and she paid me once to massage her.
I did that.
Where was this massage held?
Is that her house?
Just massager.
But I know she wanted more because I got the vibe.
I got the sense.
I was never, you know, again, because in my perspective, she wasn't a milf, right?
Which if we're just, we're just going to define it as a mother I'd like to fuck,
this is a mother I'd do not.
Is there another definition of milk?
Yeah, well, that's what I'm saying.
This wasn't one that I wanted to fuck.
You know what I'm saying?
If it was a milf, I would have done it.
This wasn't, it wasn't that.
It was a woman that I was, she's beautiful and just not my type.
Okay, and that's okay.
Everyone's got a type.
So anyways, how this all ended was I gave her a massage.
I didn't go any further than that.
She bought me like some Louis Vuitton shit.
She bought me some nice stuff.
She, like, she helped me out.
She did genuinely in the time when I needed.
She let me live with her.
I lived in her house.
Whoa.
Because I missed what I'm time.
For how long?
A couple months.
A couple months?
Like two months, maybe.
Oh, this.
Okay.
So we like this lady.
Yeah.
She's great.
She let me drive her car.
So anyways, it was in a Mercedes and I was with my actual girlfriend at the time.
We were driving back.
You should know you had a girlfriend?
Not till the car crash.
Okay.
So anyways, we're, uh, I have a fucking crazy life.
I'm going to write a book.
Okay.
We were driving back.
We were going up sunset.
And if anyone's been in L.A., you drive up, like, the Laurel Canyon, is it Laurel Canyon?
Yeah, yeah.
The one that takes you like to Beverly.
Yeah.
So, but down right there where like the, you know, it's like the sushi Dan and all that shit on the other side of the hill.
Beverly Glen.
Sunset.
No, no, no, no.
This is right on sunset.
And, uh, yeah, Laurel Canyon, I think.
Yeah, it must be.
Anyways.
Those are the only two windy roads.
Anyway, I'm driving through this canyon and I crashed like right where there's that like stop sign and there's like a four-way light.
thing and I don't know what the fuck I was doing I mean I do actually I ran a red light um yeah
sorry that's stupid was there something else happening that I was like talking no no no I wish
I wish I was getting road going that would have been amazing um so anyways we're driving boom
I'm fucking fucking off I hit this car I'm like oh shit this isn't my car a woman whose cars this is
doesn't actually know that like I have a girlfriend I'm living at her house
Was this a major crash or a minor crash?
It wasn't a major crash.
It was like, it was enough for the cars to both have to stop and like not just be able to drive away.
Oh, so like total?
No, no, not total.
But like, no, just fucked up like the rear side because they were going off to the left and I was, I hit like the back side.
Like a T-bon?
Not a T-bone.
No, no, no.
Like the back, like.
Oh, okay.
A left quarter panel.
You know, I was what you want?
Specifics I would hit the left quarter panel and it fucked their car up, but it fucked my car up a little bit more.
Not my car again.
the woman's car so I had a call and I was like hey I crashed your car this is a situation and
she's like oh okay it's okay she was not I could tell she was really mad because I was like hey
and I just want you to know like this is what's going on because like the cops were there and
they're taking all this so yeah anyways I knew it was getting reported to her fucking insurance and
all this so long story short um she gets a car back whatever uh I get home and um I'm I'm I'm like
spending more time with the girl at the time that I was dating
um so i stayed at her house came back stayed there grabbed some stuff went to her house stay there
and then i was like oh shit okay so this lady called me yeah and she was like yeah you can't stay
here anymore oh so she kicked you out for this yeah got it she can't and what kind of car were we in
uh it was a mercedes it must have been like a like a nice one though yeah it was nice
at the time brand new one brand new mercedes nice white mercedes all little bells and whistles
I had, you know, I drove a fucking, a Ford fucking flare side ranger at the time.
Oh, nice.
It was nice.
And it was a completely total, like, not completely total, but my entire front end was fucked up because I actually got in a car crash.
Now, I want to, I'm like a bad driver.
Okay, hold on a second.
I knew I shouldn't have said that because I'm going to say that.
I have not crashed since them, since then, knock on wood.
Yeah, not coming up.
Like literally since 22 or whatever the fuck I was.
I haven't crashed since, okay.
So, but yeah, I had a white floor, flare side, stepside range, or whatever you're going to call it,
2000 so you guys get a picture of this and I had the whole front left side torn up
and like actually I had broke my like rotator arm and I just got that fixed so I can continue
to drive but I couldn't fix the rest of the car like the four the front left like light
the whole front left panel yeah you're we're talking cars it looked like I was driving like a
Baja fucking Ford truck like it was like a Ford truck though I love Baja it wasn't sick it was
like the lights were fucked up the light shot at the ground and it looked like like a
Frankenstein I don't know but like I feel like a Ford Ranger is like the only kind of truck that
can be a little fucked up and it's like, okay.
No, I mean, it's not fucked up.
It was like bad.
Okay.
And I drove it around like that for like a long time.
Anyways, yeah, she kicks me out.
Okay.
Damn, this is a crazy life story, actually.
And then I actually, holy fuck.
I mean, that's the story.
I don't know if I can tell more of this story.
I feel like I got to.
I don't know.
I feel like now.
There's so much more to this story.
Well, basically, I was also at the time I was training,
I was training someone who was like super famous.
And I told them this story and they're like, oh, fuck, I got you because then I told them about my situation with my car and like being in my car and all the shit.
And they let me live at like a like a place where executives would stay for like filming and sets and shit like that.
So they put me, it's called the Oakwoods.
Wow.
And so I had a place for like four months.
And this is actually when rent free real free rent free.
Rent free furnished everything.
Dude, I'm sorry.
That's such a blessing in a life.
Oh my God.
The biggest blessing that changed my life.
that right there got you on your feet no let's talk about how much that
a doubt that changed my life and this was actually along the same lines like I had chills
I want someone to pay my rent for four months so social media this is gonna pay it don't
worry this is a lot more than that um it started to uh that was like literally when it kind of like
started to go like this like social media so 100% that changed my life that's
insane that's insane have you really reach up to that person that you were training that
gave you that place to tell them that because like I don't know I
you like without that?
I think they message me like years after and said like I'm proud of you and what you're
doing.
And I think I was like, hey, thank you.
That was probably it.
That woman that you're talking about right?
The person that let you stay in the Oak Woods or whatever.
Oh, no.
That person, I talk to that person all the time.
He knows full and well that I'm like, yo, that's like my, it's like my family.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I don't know who we're talking about.
You'll have to tell me later.
But yeah, that person should know about like because that feels like a really like influential
moment of your life without those four months of just like not having to deal with
dress of where you're sleeping and how you're going to pay for where you're sleeping.
That's incredible.
It completely changed my life.
Wow.
That's awesome.
I mean, yeah, drastically changed my life.
But yeah, anyways.
Can I ask you a question about competing?
Yeah.
I didn't know you competed.
I didn't know that was the thing.
I did the first men's physique show ever in Orange County, the one that they had in Orange
County.
Like the first one they've ever done ever.
The very first one they ever had in Orange County, yeah.
And did you win?
No.
I got, because all my boys are like, yo, bro, you look good with your shirt off.
I didn't know shit about competing.
To be fair, men's physique was a brand new category.
No one knew what they wanted.
Yeah.
Right?
So I showed up.
I was like, I must have just ate pizza like the day before.
Just do a tan on and put some board shorts on.
And then I actually showed these photos later.
And then just jumped on stage.
And I think there was like eight people and I got eighth.
Yeah.
But once I realized what they wanted, then I won the show and overall and I did really well.
Absolutely.
But I mean, you just kind of showed up with your pizza belly and you were ready to get.
Oh, straight up.
Pizza Bell and a tan.
But how was how was that competing in the first men's physique contest?
like mentally because I feel like that could have been something that other guys would kind of give
you shit for maybe possibly I didn't care because it was the first one ever well I was in the
industry a bit like my my really good training partner Brandon who's still a great friend of
mine to this day and we did the podcast originally okay way way back in the day um he so works
with me on other projects like to this day but he had really got me like into the bodybuilding
industry and we were we were like such big fans of that industry that like he was kind of in the
competing he'd done some competitions um and i was just such a big fan of bodybuilding that i was like
i was always training like to be a bodybuilder like that that was my intentions like once i got
out of the olympic lifting i was like oh i want to be a bodybuilder my plans were to be like
mr olympia straight up that's why i started like into body excuse me into body building um so
when mens physique came out there was people in the industry who like i would know them
because we, you know, work out at the gym, they'd be like this lady who trained these other people.
Her name was Mary Jo, super sweet lady.
I don't know if she's still in that industry or not.
But she came up to me and was like, yo, you should just men's physique category.
Like, you fit really well, like, because you're like young, you're like handsome.
You got nice shoulders, whatever.
She was saying all these things to me, right?
And I was like, yeah, fuck it.
I'll do it.
So that was how, that's how it came about.
And I had no idea what they want.
I just know you had to like wear board shorts and like look.
So you just showed up just like how as you were, you didn't train forward or anything.
I mean, I've been training, you know, I had been training.
But not for a menstruate.
100%.
I mean, no, I don't think anyone really did.
And doing that, that one time, did that tell you like, shit, I like this.
I kind of want to keep doing this?
Or was it kind of like?
Yeah, well, I was very competitive.
So I did bad and I was like, okay.
That's, yeah.
So that's the guy who they picked.
I was like, this is easy.
Okay, I know what to do.
I just need to die way harder and, like, actually be a fucking, you know, a psychopath
a little bit.
Yeah.
So I did that one, like my second show first and overall in San Diego and then went to the USA
because I'm trying to get my pro card.
And this is when it was funny because this was started to be around the time where like,
then I was, it was getting a little controversial.
Like, I was the guy with like 10,000 followers.
Swear to God, this is a true story.
The first guy, 10,000 followers on the, you know, fitness platform.
Like no one in the fitness industry had 10,000 followers.
I had the biggest page and then the second biggest page, I think made it been 12,000
followers and it was the Instagram fitness page at the time.
And it was the biggest fitness page.
It was called Instagram Fitness.
And someone just made that page who later,
is his account was fit men cook and he's this guy from texas who cooks really really really dope
dude well but he started that instagram page first and then started his own instagram page
once like once he sold that page this is like instagram history type shit i'll give you guys
a instagram history lesson so that page was there i was the biggest fitness page i started
the whole online coaching thing and even with him like i was one of the first person like probably
the first person who did it on the platform and then i even did a giveaway with that page being the other
biggest page like where I'm gonna you know train two people and like show a transformation
like we're promoting each other at this point yeah this is like 2011 shit that's and like
that was an unheard of like it wasn't even called promoting at that point no no one didn't like no one
did like no one did I remember I used to like get a graphic designer to like make little squares to
sell coaching and put this bullet point this bullet point this and then people would just copy all
that shit I remember I would get so mad about people doing it oh so I used to block people like
all day like because they would copy my captions and how I would sell and I'm like everyone just
rip me off but I was like this is the internet
um so at the in the beginning where you like you know kind of like all of us are like you were kind of
focused on like the haters you kind of write shit back and like stuff like that i feel like
i didn't write shit back um but i would block people oh you were a blocker yeah i was like
i actually i swear like a year ago someone hit me up in person was like yo you blocked me on
instagram like fucking 10 years ago and i was like because he saw me on youtube and everything else i don't
know yeah i'm assuming it's let me see i just pull i just want to see the extent it's probably
massive yeah holy fuck so i feel like mine's not mine's not that long mine's like double the size of
oh yeah but anyway i mean you didn't block everyone but i did block a fuck these are like people i know
in real life no no i was just blocking people who were like stop copy me you know or like it was
stupid that's the thing and in hindsight it was dumb like it was so dumb and it's also imitation's the
best form of flattery but i just felt i felt i felt hurt because i was like i know none of these people
are going to give me credit none of them none of them are going to give me credit they're just
going to be like, I did this. I do this. Like, I remember even at the time there was a guy who
called himself the online coach. And I used to hashtag that before he ever did it. He changed his
account name. His whole business was based on the thing that I said. So I was like, his name was
Raymond Corrado, whatever was fucking, I don't know if he saw his Instagram or not, but I remember
hit him up being like, yo, we can't both use this. And he goes, yeah, well, I already like,
it's like my, it's my website now. And I was like, oh, cool. I'll just go fuck myself.
Because like that was the thing I was creating. Okay, but this situation right here
happens to you a lot. Oh my God. Because like, that is,
true like you are a pioneer in a lot of things like you do like i still use the new kinds of shit
um and so people will just take it right from you and leave you in the dust yeah but it's also like
i don't know you're just successful without them so it doesn't really fucking matter yeah it doesn't matter
along the grand scheme of things it was just stupid just like if if i wanted to really do something
like i'm just going to keep trying to do it regardless anyway like whether it works the first time
or the second time so i'm going to keep trying you'll do it better like most things you do and
turn out pretty good yeah hopefully hopefully i mean i feel like this is
like the third time now that i've done the podcast and i've realized that i'm never going to stop this
ever like this is my most favorite type of content that i do to date i enjoy this the most
conversations learning teaching giving like interacting it's just so much fucking fun i think so too
and that like we just dropped the george podcast and like that episode in george he was amazing
i loved talking to him and like i learned so much from him so i can't wait to meet more people
through like the podcast i would have never met george i mean like never we would have never
cross paths. Do you guys see that? You guys hear that? Just remember this when she, when she,
no, I'm kidding. I'm kidding. I'm kidding. If that video ever comes, you know, I'm kidding. Remember how
we joke about like, yo, don't fuck me over. Oh, oh, oh, yeah, yeah. I just want to just clip this.
Brad right here is he is so worried that I'm going to get just the littlest baby bit of clout.
No, it's not about you. You're getting cloud. I'm going to shit on Brad. I go fuck yourself and
leave him in the dust. Brad, he doesn't understand that. Brad's my friend. Whether Brad
thinks that I'm his friend.
Brad is my friend.
And I like Brad and I'm not going to fuck you over, bro.
Clip it.
Clip it.
Clip it.
But see, that's the thing, unless you fuck me over it, then people like to rationalize.
Oh, you know, now they fucked me over.
It's like.
Oh, my God.
And that was just a jokey.
I know.
But just clip it.
All I'm saying is clip it, clip it boys.
Just remember the clip.
Clip it.
Please do.
So anyways, let me tell you the story.
Let me go back.
Let's go back in time a little bit in this podcast.
I want to tell the story about like the same cop.
All right.
Okay.
Sorry, guys.
know it took so long it just tends to be my
personality my brain's fucked up no no we love it
we love it because we talk about so many things
in such a short amount of time anyways
this fucking shit as actually my favorite story
um I was a real criminal
yes I was like you got arrested arrested
I was gonna get arrested so anyways
you were a real criminal no record no case no I was uh yeah
no there's no record no case and it might be some like
you know this happened anyways I was at Sharkies
if anyone can relate this is right off of the ocean
in Newport same exact area so this cop of being the same
area as you know I fought the other guy right and I was at this bar with my buddy again
Brandon the guy who got me in a body building I spent a lot of time with him that's that's who I was
with around that time in my life and is he still like your bestie now not my bestie but like still
someone that at any time if I could hit him up and talk to him I guess he I guess he is a best friend then
like we can't we don't have conversation all the time every day but he's someone that I could
hit up and no matter what we could have real like real hard to hard conversation that's a bestie
And a lot of like reminiscing stuff
We're like, man, it's crazy our life
Because he has a whole family now
He's having another kid
He has a daughter like I
It's fucking crazy to me
But yeah
We're not like everyday communicating
Yeah
But yeah
If I got on the phone with him
We could talk for hours
Just pick up right where you left off
Yeah
That's no that that is a best friend
Then that's my best friend
So shout out brand
I love you bro
Anyways
I'm out with him at a bar
And there's this guy comes up to me
And
And he goes
So random
He's super drunk.
He goes, dude, this is, oh my God, I wish I told this story a long time ago
because it sounds like I'm actually a drug dealer.
So, no, but I'm not actually, though.
That's the best part.
So this guy comes up to me and goes, hey, man, like, you know, so I have some girls coming over.
I was like, all right, cool.
And again, I do not know who the fuck this is, period.
Like, this guy is drunk.
I'm sober as fuck, okay?
This guy comes up to me, he goes, have some girls coming out.
Girls coming over.
I'm like, okay, cool, man.
He's like, hey, so like, I know you got me, right?
like you got some I was like what are you talking about he's like come on like you got me last
time I swear to God this is a true story and so basically this guy is thinking that I'm some drug
dealer who's going to sell him cocaine okay and he's telling me and so I'm talking this guy and he's like
he's a he's a he's a flight attendant like a uh or excuse me a pilot a pilot so this guy's a pilot
so he's a pilot trying to get some cocaine he's there for the weekend or whatever some
Girls. He's trying to buy cocaine. This guy's trying to buy cocaine for me. Period. That's what he's trying to do. And how he was telling me was like, have some girls. You know, I just like, can you take care of me? And I don't know, I don't know what you're talking about. Like that's not me. And he's like, man, I, I, you know, he's like, listen, I have I got I got money on me right now. I was like, oh, really? You're just a big motherfucker. How do you think you were? Dude, he thought I was someone else, period. That's. Okay. So he goes, I got $500 on me right now. And I was like.
Like, oh, oh, do you?
You robbed him.
So listen, it gets good.
So I was broke as fuck, right?
He said, and I can tell this guy, I could take advantage of him is what I'm saying.
Like, because he looked like, he was fucked up.
I was like, I'm going to steal this guy's $500.
That was in my mind, okay.
What you just said was not okay.
No, it's not okay.
Yeah, but I'm just saying that's the truth.
I talk to the cops and everything.
I'm just telling you, I'm not saying this was a good thing that I did.
I know, but just don't clip he was drunk.
I could take advantage of him.
Just don't clip.
Okay, I mean, whatever.
But no, I just, it wasn't about like, I'm going to fuck the guy.
It was like, I'm going to rob him for his money.
Okay, well, it's exactly what it was.
I was like, this guy's drunk.
I'm going to steal his money.
Okay.
And so he goes, he goes, yeah, I got on me right now.
And I was like, oh, really?
So I don't know why I was such a fucking criminal at the time.
But I said, well, come outside.
So he comes outside.
We go around where it's like a big circle area, like the Sharky's bar is like right over here.
And the circle area is like right outside.
Then it's like the ocean and the beach.
This guy's super fucked up
And I was like
Okay
Show me the money
Right
And he starts to pull it out
And then
And he has the money
I don't know how much it is
He just has in his hand
And I was bigger
And he was a smaller guy
A little fucked up
So I went like this
I just grabbed the money
And I said this is mine now
Oh my God
No you did not
No you did not
And I turned around
Yeah I was fucked up
I didn't care at the time
This is young me
fucking savage mode didn't care turned around and then he starts chasing me because i was like did like a little
fast walk and then he starts to chase me and then i turned around because he had grabbed my shoulder
and then i punched him in the face oh my god yeah it gets worse no oh it does it gets worse i got to sit
up for this and then he he falls on the ground i get i get into the car and we're driving off
okay we're driving on and then we go out like to the main street
right we're about to drive into the main street this guy spider man's the car no he does not
onto the car spider man's a car boom spider man's a car on like the hood like the side like
jumps on the car hey my fuck he's like yelling at my money my jump boom oh my god it gets better no
the cops see it because they're parked right there they're right always outside the bar so he
fucking we stopped the car because the cops boom lights were like oh fuck i i like thrott
try and throw the money out like i'm like i'm going to get away with this like it wasn't going to happen
you should have ate it like the blood yeah so i'm throwing the money out um the cops pull us over
they pull us out they're like hey what the fuck is going on now here's a deal my stepdad
is a cop he's a cop for like fucking he's retired now like 30 plus years and uh he's got me out of
some other situations where i was like a little fucking thief i used to steal from department stores
like i used to put clothes on under it clothes and like steal it and like walk out and i got caught
he got him anyways but he always told me that's another story i'll tell him the day he goes he goes
always tell the truth always tell the truth every time to yeah it's true so i'm dead sober the cops like
what the fuck happened why what's going on and i he has me in his car and he has the other guy over there
and i said listen i'm completely sober this guy came up to me in the club just like i told you guys
the story right now i said he's trying to buy cocaine for me i do not sell cocaine i've never seen
this guy in my life he said he has some girls or something and i wanted to steal his
his money. So I tried to steal his money. He told me that's $500 and I wanted to steal it from
him. I know that's not right. That's the truth. Straight up. The cop was like,
bet. Cool. Goes talk to this guy. Five minutes later comes back. He's like, hey, listen, you guys
are going to shake hands. Get the fuck out of here. This guy's story made no fucking sense. He said
like something like, you had girls for him and like all this crazy shit. Yeah. He was like,
it's clear this guy like the way he was trying to, I guess, because I was in the conversation.
The way he was explaining the story to the police officer was like bullshit. And the cop was like,
this is bullshit that guy's fucking sober that's probably the truth i said you know the money's
there on the floor i threw it out i'm sorry i'm you know life's not easy for me right now try to
try to sell the money from the guy like get the fuck out of here hey but the funniest part was
that was the same cop who saw me when i was on the street when i was looking the blood did he
recognized you he goes yo yes yes he goes yo i have two more weeks on this job do not come back
to fucking newborn oh my god i swear to god do not come back to
Newport like just stay the fuck out of here just stay away for stay away stay away he was such a nice
guy oh my god yeah i was always truthful i always told the truth when he came to that shit like i was
straight up like yeah he oh man we need good cops yeah that guy was amazing dude this cord is fucking me
i'm so sorry this thing is just tying me up in the worst way like not a good way god damn but yeah
worse way do you tie girls up no i've uh would you tie me up i'm not know if i'm in yeah i just
Yeah, I mean, if you want it, I don't know, I'm not really into that.
You're not?
Yeah, like, I like choking and, you know, like, you know, like a little slap or something,
but like, I'm not into the, I don't know.
So you're cool with like open palming a girl in the face during sex?
Like, I know, like from, I'm telling you, like I'm down for it.
Like that's got to be like slap like this.
Yeah, no.
Not, no, because I got big hands.
I all like, I don't want it too much and like hurt them.
You know, like the butt, of course.
You give it like a.
Oh, that's a good one on the butt.
But in the face?
No, the face is like a like a like a yeah, that's fine.
That's fine.
And like a, and like a firm grip.
You know about the sides.
A side, yeah, I know about the sides.
Don't guys, boys, listen, if you're gonna choke a girl sensually,
don't press on her Adam's apple, excuse me, don't press on her esophagus.
She doesn't have Adam's apple, sorry.
Hopefully no.
Hopefully not.
I mean, if you're down for it, that's cool too.
That's your deal.
Whatever who cares.
Yeah, but don't press on.
I'm just considering, I was thinking about myself, like, if you're choking yourself,
don't, don't stick your fucking hand like into her throat.
Like, don't press down into her throat.
You press on a side.
Yeah, it's not a down.
It's a choke, you know.
Exactly.
You're not shoving her into the floor.
What about you?
Like, in tied up?
I've never been tied up.
I would love to be.
I would absolutely love to.
So how do you know you would love to be?
That's the thing, right?
Because, like, I see, I've never been tied up and I've never wanted to tie someone up.
How would you know it's like, damn, I might be into that?
That's the kind of porn that I watch.
Got.
Okay.
Holy shit.
So.
Okay.
Like, like, like, what's the word?
um like officially that's the but do you watch other porn you just that's the porn bondage is
here's what i type into porn hub search i love this not many people are going to tell this truth
it's the this is my truth bondage toys that's it oh no um orgasm and then sometimes if i like want to be
a little bit freaky there's some like category i can't remember exactly what it's called but it's like
like edging but it's like for girls what the fuck we're like orgasm torture
We're like we like almost make them
I don't fucking know dude
That's crazy
But I don't watch any of those porn
That is bondage with like penises fucking them
I only want to see girls tied up with toys
Holy shit
So like you just like
Is it the idea of it happening to you
Like what is the
I that shit would be sick
But then again like
You have to be the right person
Like you can't DM me and like fucking tie my ass up
Don't even try
But if how do you masturbate this
So obviously don't look a full description here
but like you're not tied up and then like you know what I'm saying you're not how do you
masturbate to it is it just like yo I'm just thinking about this being me are you like have you
have you ever tied like yourself up like I'm like fuck how do I get out of this yeah fuck
you know what I'm saying like no I've never done that like you're calling your best friend like
like oh fucking help hey girl can get me no I haven't tied myself up but I have been in the sex
wing I talked about that but I haven't tied myself up but I normally like I don't really
watch porn while I'm masturbating I'm more so like kind of watch it before
Oh, so it's all mental.
Close my eyes and do my thing.
But I have to have it playing.
Like I have to have it playing in the background.
But then I just kind of close my eyes and don't look at it.
Yeah, just the noises.
It's interesting.
I just like to this.
I mean,
you know,
I mean,
I genuinely just don't talk to a lot of people about how they watch porn.
Yeah.
It's just not a common thing.
A lot of people,
dude,
this,
sorry,
this dress is a little bit sag,
sag,
a lot of people like get mad that about watching porn.
Like,
especially like if you're in a relationship and your partner
watches porn or think porn is taboo.
We had a conversation.
about, you know, with George off camera about how people who do porn in the porn industry,
he doesn't think that a lot of them get treated the best way or that they, you know, love their
job. And I have just a different perspective on that. I think that, you know, porn is a wonderful
thing. I think if it's done ethically, it can be an amazing job. And if you like to have sex and
it's something that you're good at and you love to do and you like to get paid for it, I think
you absolutely should. And if it's in a healthy manner, you totally should do that.
I've met two types of girls in the porn industry.
One that is like, I fucking love sex.
I love this.
I enjoy everything about it.
And one that was like, I kind of got dragged into this.
So like there's one girl.
I'm not going to say any of these names.
But like I remember finding it really interesting when she was telling me the story about how like she just genuinely loves having sex.
And at no point was like it ever like I had to do this or like she wanted to do it and she had fun.
And then the other girl was like I kind of got in too deep.
Yeah.
That's what makes me so sad.
It's like that is, it is unfortunate, but that's pretty common in the industry as well.
like feeling almost like oh well I don't really have a lot of options maybe I'll do this
or you know this person I'm in a relationship with wants me to make videos and post them on the
internet or whatever the case may be and I hate that women feel like that that's their last
option but I love it if women do it because it's something they love to do I think that's
fucking sick and that's the porn I want to watch I want to watch girls like who put their camera
up and did the shits you know what I'm saying happy porn good porn ethical porn we love it we love it
And, like, that's the thing.
Like, porn hub really isn't a great place to get porn.
There's a lot of unethical porn on porn hub.
And honestly, I don't know a lot of sites for porn.
Well, let me get you the list or not.
You know, but it's like, I stopped watching porn.
Really?
Swear to God.
And why was that?
I just wanted to see if it affected me or helped me or anything.
And how has it been?
I feel great.
Wow.
So you haven't busted it out in a month?
Well, that's not exactly true.
Got it.
I haven't jerked off.
Oh, okay.
Yeah.
Same thing.
Yeah.
Not exactly.
I mean, if it, you know, if someone else does it for you, then it's, yeah, it's not jerking off.
Yeah.
But was it inside of something?
I'm just kidding.
Do you bust it not inside of girls?
I just want to know.
That's a good question.
Do I bust inside of girls?
I'll go first since you're uncomfy.
Yeah, go ahead.
I have been busted in.
Okay.
I have been busted in.
I have done that, yeah.
But it's like, it's something that you like do commonly.
No, it's, it had never been.
something that I would do commonly know.
So it's something that you do in a relationship.
Yeah.
I wouldn't just bust in like fucking random girls.
Yes.
I don't let bust it.
I don't let random guys bust in me either.
I'd be super sketched out.
I did with, yeah, one boyfriend.
It was definitely terrifying.
I was like, oh, fuck.
I wonder.
Like, if you got pregnant, would you keep it right now?
No, I'm sorry.
I'm pro abortion.
Thank you so much.
Love to see it.
Shit.
I mean, it's such a difficult question.
Like, how do you know when you're ready for that kind of stuff?
Yeah.
You didn't have a kid, right?
It's more so like, you never know that you're ready.
but you do know that you're not fucking ready.
Yeah, I think that's right.
So I know that I'm not fucking ready.
I'm not.
It's not even like a, oh, but I could probably work it out.
No, I'm not ready.
So we're not going to do that.
But I also like am not having sex, really.
So, you know, and if I do, I'm on birth control and I try to be as safe as I can.
It's not like I use an abortion as birth control, which people shouldn't.
Oh, that's fucking horrible.
Yeah.
But it does happen, you know, and it's not okay.
Even though I am pro abortion, do whatever you want.
But, you know, if there are ways you can try to prevent it,
learn your body, learn your cycle, things of that nature.
And you should be able to prevent pregnancy pretty easily.
Yeah.
Would you ever do any sort of like, I guess is it called porn or would you ever do anything like that?
Because when we talked about OnlyFans stuff and like, because I, I mean, we're having a conversation.
This is in the past.
I think we've both technically done porn.
Really?
Wait, when did I do porn?
Have you ever made a sex tape with a girl?
No.
Maybe.
No.
You're stupid.
Don't ever look at this one.
Have I ever filmed myself having sex with a woman?
Is that what you're saying?
Poor man, whatever.
Yeah, no, I've never done that.
That's cap.
That's such cap.
I just had to see.
I wanted to see.
I was like, I want to see what this looks like.
I have.
I also wanted to see what it looked like.
Yeah.
I mean, like, you guys get to see what it looks like.
Oh, God.
I wanted to know what I looked like in doggy.
I get that.
I had to know.
I had to.
And honestly, like, I don't mind.
like a sex tape how cool like you're gonna jack off to me sick do that it's fucking dope
like I don't we're doing it we're having sex so like why not make a video it's not like
it's not like it didn't happen you know it definitely still happened just because there's a video now
it doesn't mean you know I don't know that's just how I look at it I'm very comfortable with
sexuality in my body and I just wish that sex wasn't so taboo everyone most of people are having sex
okay it's like we're all fucking so it's like we can talk about that and we can
and, you know, I'll enjoy it.
Except for Stiney.
Like, he's not really getting that much ass.
No, unfortunately.
Yeah, he's, like, kind of just fucking not getting ass.
It's okay.
He can keep trying.
He's working on it.
Yeah.
But I, for sure, I'm getting ass.
Are you getting some ass right now?
I plead the fifth on that.
Okay.
Yeah, plead the fifth on that one.
That's fine.
I like, it's like to talk about it,
but I don't like to tell so many details about it.
Yeah.
Because, I don't know.
I've been this way for so long on the internet that I just,
I've never been truly comfortable, like,
sharing on the internet about my sex life or about like even my personal interrelationships and
you know it's whether you're in a relationship or whether you're you know single it's like
most people are still having sex I think um yeah you know even me like I I'm I'm getting some
ass right now but it's old ass I already had I circled back unfortunately I'm sorry it's yeah
it's a it's a it's a two for it's a yeah it's a two yeah it's a part two it's a part too I had to circle
back but it's like doing part two it's coming out exactly part two is well hold on part one
was really good on dune i don't know how this what you're part one and part two was was a tragedy
it ended it had a tragic tragic ending should happens yeah you know like the titanic really it's so
what brings it what allows that's a good question then what allows it to come back into your life
like how do you allow like it's like you have 10 inches in nice it's true and he's got it
Wow.
Fatty.
Wow.
That's a, congratulations to my boy.
It's a fatty, bro.
Like, it's huge.
And, like, also, I like him as a person, unfortunately.
I wish I could sit here and be like, yeah, I'm hanging out with the guy I used to talk to and it sucks.
Fuck him.
But, like, you know, it turns out that he might not be that bad.
Yeah, that's dope.
We'll see.
Probably next week I'll come back and be like, fuck him.
But right now, it was fucking sick.
Yeah.
And if you were watching this by chance, the two girls.
I'm assuming he's watching this.
No.
I'm talking to the two girls on Fairfax
that, you know, saw me
getting my, you know.
What the fuck did you do on Fairfax?
It's like a fucking, that's like a shopping fucking area.
All right.
Okay, I'll tell the stories to me.
And me and the guy that I'm talking about,
we went out shopping.
We were at Nordstrom and, you know,
did a bit of shopping.
It was a nice time.
We were leaving.
It was, you know, I was a little horny.
Not going to lie.
He was like doing some, you know.
Hold on a second.
Was he buying you stuff?
Oh.
No.
Oh.
I feel like that's a lie.
No, I didn't.
I, yeah.
Do you buy you anything?
No, I didn't get anything.
Huh.
I thought this was going to sound like a sugar dad.
I don't have a sugar dad.
He's not a sugar die.
Okay, okay, fair.
Anyway, we're not going to talk about him.
Okay.
Anyway, no, he didn't buy anything.
What did you get, though?
No, no, he got me.
Yo, wait, what?
Farragamo sunglass.
Oh, fuck, let me see those.
Let me see those.
I'm wearing these for the rest of the podcast.
Go ahead.
Okay.
All right.
So.
but anyway anyway so anyway anyway so um we were leaving and he was he's a good driver and it's
kind of horny he made me horny anyway oh my god so wait to say oh wait he's like a dude driving
i've actually heard this before yeah it's make it turns you on he did a maneuver it was honestly
the way he reversed he was this guy fucking was this guy a fucking cop or some shit like how do you
know how to do this oh i don't know he's not a cop at all but it was so sexy how he just
really bobbed and weave through that always take notes yeah it was so
sick and it was in reverse too so backwards anyway i was in reverse later anyway so um we end up
leaving we're on fairfax and i just kind of grabbed his hand and was like oh feel this down here
because that made me wet and so i put his hand in my pants and the next thing you know we're getting
videoed by these girls that were in BMW next to us filming me um getting my banjo played on fairfax
but you can't see i mean you're just going to see the shoulder movement you know yeah and maybe
like my face i'm curious to see the video though i want to i want the video i'd like to see
please and tag me on TikTok I'd love to see it or Twitter any really anything
DM it to me I don't care I'd love to see it yeah and like I don't have shame in
that because that's honestly fucking sick like that's really fucking sick and if anyone wants
to say and be like she's for the streets yep I got fingered in the streets no I mean
listen they can say whatever they want but like they all wish they were fingering a girl in
their car that's what I'm fucking saying like why can't we just all admit that that shit is
fucking sick and everyone just go get finger blasted in the car or finger blast the girl in the car
Yeah, you try it out.
They got to hit a sick maneuver, though, first.
You have to wait, yeah.
But, okay, how did this guy get back into your life?
Like, how did you let him back into your life?
Well.
Because there's got to be a story to that.
It's not really that I'm going to, I'm not going to tell the story because it's just a lot.
Okay.
I will give a general thing to anyone who wants to come back into somebody's life.
You know, a good place to start is to just call and just say, hey, I, I'm sorry about everything that happened.
I've been thinking about it.
This is where, you know, I went wrong.
apologize like just be genuine and straight up and like an apology to someone who is hurt
goes such a long way you know and people have a really hard time apologizing this person did
have a hard time apologizing for a while but like that just the fact that he kind of acknowledged
how I felt yeah you know and it felt really good to just be heard damn I should call her you
should I told him earlier I was like I was like fucking your ex is in the air no hell no no no no
But, that's funny.
Yeah, anyway, whatever, there's so many exes.
You could, we could circle, I could circle back to 50 of them.
It's okay.
But there's nothing wrong with that.
That's the thing.
Like, everyone wants to get mad about a body count or, you know, whatever.
Well, you did say something that I thought was funny.
You said, you, because it's, it's an, it's an old guy, so it's not a new number.
Yeah, yeah.
Yeah.
And, but it was more like, not a new number.
It was more like, I didn't have to sit there and ask someone what they do for a living.
Fair, yeah.
And figure out if I even like them.
You know, I know that me and this person
fucking hate each other.
It's toxic and it's really hot.
So.
God.
But we had a wonderful weekend, actually.
We went to the Lakers game and it was nice.
Oh, shit.
That's why I looked at your story.
I saw some like, you went to the guy with the fucking salt.
Oh, yeah.
Was that it?
To the salt bar restaurant.
I saw that and I was like, who the fuck is she with?
Mm-hmm.
I was like, motherfucker.
No, I don't care.
$1,700 states, bro, on the menu there.
Did you pay for that?
I bought him a.
because it's going to be his birthday but he paid he paid the tab but i was like here i'll get you
an entree because like you know everything's really fucking expensive so yeah crazy the one entree is like
my paycheck it was unfortunate that's gonna change soon um hopefully oh no no it's already changing
i don't want i don't really want money from brad i want brad to buy me a Porsche so wait a second what the
fuck how to wait wait a second do you know that this is crazy like i swear to god this is so did you know
that porches cost money okay that's a real thing you're just so crazy to me here's the thing
You're a YouTuber.
Okay.
What does that mean?
This Porsche comes much easier to you.
Oh my God.
Then it does to anyone else.
You could probably go and do it get a little brand deal.
Or like...
For a Porsche, no, no, but you could get a brand deal that could pay for a Porsche.
Maybe a Tesla.
Fine.
Porsche, I mean, the Porsche that you actually, but yeah, what is the Porsche that you want?
The Taikin.
Yeah, no, no.
Definitely not paying for the Taikin.
Okay, well, and fucking do something nice for me.
Do something nice for a poor person.
You're not poor.
You pay great money.
I'm basically poor compared to you.
Well, I mean...
I don't have a lot.
a Porsche and I'm Porsche poor I'm gonna make you money more than that I promise but it would
just be so sick if you bought me a Porsche it's all yeah I thought about it but I'm also like I can't
you have to call it a Porsche because that's what you like a Porsche yeah that's so fucking stupid
do people call it a Porsche or it's actually the terminology if you go they'll say Porsche
I'll call it whatever Brad wants me to if he buys it for me call that bitch a pony
would you ever make a rap song oh that that's that is what I thought about when I said that
I know and it was like kind of the way you jumped into it feels like you thought about this
he was like oh no hold on speaking of this okay okay speaking of this is so this is probably taboo to say
because no one likes talking about this kind of shit um against this person why the fuck did the rock
make a rap song wait he made a rap song did anyone hear this i i couldn't even say those words
the rock made a rap song the rock made a rap song the rock made a rap song
say that three times now yes so um it's with tech it's with tech nine it's copyright we can't play
it's no we can't play it's with tech nine it's in two other people i'm not sure and then him and listen
i love the rock okay me preface this by saying he's he's he's great he's done so much he's
fucking impressive as fuck to me i'm just saying i don't think rap is for everyone that's all
that's why you ask me if i make a rap song if i made a rap song is probably not for me
i haven't heard it so i can't comment but i'm gonna play it for you after this podcast
please do um because and uh it i don't know if marshal if you've heard it or not you've heard
you what do you think it's a joke it seems it and this is the thing right i almost feel like
i just kind of want to step away from the second listen to it and come back because i saw like i just
saw him post about it on his instagram and he was like number one rap song in the world and he's like
posting tic talk is it on apple i'm not going to play it out of yeah um if i just type in the rock
yeah it's gonna come up and uh he like posted like number one rap song in the world and like
you know the rock is like number one movies like number one like everything like
this guy's crushing it but this just wasn't it is it called face away and just take quick yeah go
just no just go to his verse genuine reaction go to his verse yeah go to his verse so anyways um
march come over here come over here come over here jump on jump on here real quick so she could
listen to that song can i say i don't know he he in moana he hit those bars as mouth i mean listen
in moana it's different like in moana amazing
This guy, like, listen, he's an amazing actor.
I think he's great and so many things that he does.
I met him in person.
He's a fucking nice dude.
I was just like, yo, was this really it, though?
I just think it was a miss.
No, but like...
It was definitely an L.
You got to get a little.
It was definitely an L.
Like, the entire thing.
Like, like, it's literally a joke.
Like, the number...
I'm telling you, telling you, the number one comment.
Like, on my TikToks get the most likes of any comments is, like,
they'll put his verse and, like, all the, you know,
like, the demons.
red face emojis and stuff like like it's actually a joke no it's like a literal jokes
what you're saying like if you go to his Instagram posts that that will that I guarantee
that would be the number one comment but like at what point but like at what point is it
him trolling it too because no I don't think no I don't think he's trolling it no because the thing
is is he's acknowledged that he's been in shitty movies like no he's not trolling this
laughs about it you know is this I mean the punch lines I guess is coming in I don't know
when is it coming he's dead serious this
Oh, you think this is like real?
Oh, okay, hold on.
Okay, scoot over, scoot over, let her come on.
I think she's getting a real, uh, okay, so jump on you.
I just want your real response.
You've never heard this before.
So you, you heard the verse.
I love doing it.
I love it.
I love him.
We loved him.
He loved him.
His movies are, what I'm saying.
Incredible.
I just want to know who the fuck on his team was like, bro, this is it.
Where was the auto tune?
What was the, why does he sound like he's taking a shit?
He's on the toilet while.
he's rapping. I don't know. I just want to know who on his team was like, bro, this is it. This is money.
This is how we're doing it. It's just like, uh, that's how I feel he said it. Who listened to
that was like put that out. That's it. I swear to God. I was bad. That I was really bad. That's like
embarrassing. That's how I felt when I listened to it. So you can't make a rap song. No,
that's the thing like you can't do everything. I know. This guy is going to be successful at
everything. He's good at all this other shit. I just think you can't do everything. And that's
fine. Like, honestly, it makes me feel a little more human that the rock sucks at something.
It's like, we all needed that.
Because he's good at everything.
That's what I'm saying.
We all kind of needed him to suck.
Yeah, we like, we got this one.
We fucking got this one.
You know, it's like you're a little more human.
You see, here's the deal.
I knew, and I know that he has like a great relationship with that artist, with those artists.
And specifically tech nine, he listened to him all the time.
He loves his music.
Yeah.
I love his music.
I love his music.
I grew up listening that music.
I think it's dope.
But I don't know.
Sometimes this thing's just, if you, you know, you put it out and you're like, yeah, maybe this just wasn't it.
But like, and then I see the promotion of it.
I'm like he's fully standing behind the fact that like number one rap song in the world
and he's like putting like TikTok number one TikTok song but I think it's because like
if you go to that sound on TikTok right now it's like jokes it's bad it's one it's like it's got
like people are crying like they're crying like listening to it okay so I have heard this on
TikTok but I had no idea exactly I had no idea like so anyways it's not just that it's the
lyric choice like the lyric choice makes it 10 times worse I didn't even hear the
he talked about like protein or some shit he's like it's like it's like it's like it's like
It's about drive.
It's about power.
Like, we stay hungry.
We devour.
Like, put in the work, something, something, and take what's out.
Now, here's the crazy thing.
We love the message.
No, here's the crazy thing.
He still remembered that shit, though.
And, like, we're still talking about this shit.
I can't even, that's what I'm saying.
It's still a little bit catchy.
As much as I'm shitting on it right now, the fact that he remember that.
And I was like, holy fuck, he's saying exactly right.
I was like, shit.
Yeah, it kind of, like, brought up like the tin.
Well, realistically, how many songs do you listen to rap songs, hip hop,
songs that are straight ass but you listen to it because they're bangers facts you can't
that's true fact man we just live in megos like I mean I'm sorry they're catchy songs like you
could shake your ass to it but like realistically don't know what half the shit they're saying
exactly and like bitches will make a t-tok dance to anything so it's like really any song can pop
off at this point the mego so t-shirt casting call come on what are you talking no i just talk
about names of megos songs like i don't know the megos really oh they got some
i just don't like bangers but they also have some dumb songs too I don't like their new music their
older music, fire.
Like, anything that they put out with, like, the last year,
I just really have not listened to it all.
Really?
I'm sorry.
I'm going to listen to rap and they're good.
Like, I don't even listen to rap, and I will actually listen to me both.
I love it.
It's a generation thing.
Who do you listen to?
Dude, my music.
Did he introduce himself?
Who is this?
Yeah, he did.
Who the hell is this?
This is, this is a, he's a rockier athlete.
I'm nobody.
I'm a 19-year-old nobody.
Um, yeah, and Marsha's out here.
You're from.
I'm from Florida.
From Jackson, Florida.
not like cool bar like Miami no like I'm from people are like oh you're from Florida
dude that's sick I want to go no you don't want to go to you don't want to go to where I'm
is there a beach uh there's beaches yes that's the that's the only good thing about it like
it's beaches and uh dead people like beaches dead people it's a cemetery oh yeah
are we talking like ghosts no I'm talking like just crime there is like insane I'm talking like
90% of Jacksonville is like the bad part of Chicago and then then
the other 10% is like Pana Vida, like the Bougi, you know, the areas, like the beach areas and
stuff.
So are you from the Bougy area?
No.
Okay.
No.
Where are you from specifically there?
I, so I was born.
I have no idea, to be honest.
Dude, I moved around so much from the time I was born to like the time I was five.
Like I, like I have no idea.
Is there a reason that you moved around so much?
So whenever, no, so whenever I was born, my dad, my dad, no, I don't know, I don't.
nobody really knows who it is um but my mom she was like having trouble like with some drugs and
stuff she was actually a music artist um she did like all kind of like stuff like um she was like
she wasn't like famous like big time but she was like bigger time than like me so you grew without a
father yeah yeah but um but yeah so i was moved around uh to some family i lived in Colorado for a little
bit with my aunt lived in south georgia a little bit with my um like with my other aunt like on the
side of the family some other people some friends from like their friends and like some other people
and stuff so i really have no idea um but then i like moved i was moved to south georgia which is like
like if the united states was a human body south georgia would be like the butt hole like hair
like like not even the but hole like the hair like the dingleberry like literally yeah like the poop
stuck to the hair is on your butt yeah exactly so where you spend the most time growing up uh in south
Georgia, unfortunately.
South Georgia.
Like, literally, so, like, like, right now.
Atlanta, Georgia's lit, though.
No, Atlanta, Georgia is lit, but anything, like, below Atlanta is, like, not it.
Like, it's like, so, like, everybody thinks of, like, Tennessee, like, rednecks and stuff.
And, like, no, not Tennessee.
It's South Georgia, South Georgia and, like, Mississippi and Alabama is where everybody
thinks, like, the rednecks are.
Like, that's where they are.
And the rednecks, when I say rednecks, it's not like, it's not like, it's not like, it's
not like I don't know like cowboy hats no it's no it's the judgmental traditional like weird ones
and and I will say not everybody is bad like whenever you think of those people like like country people
like like typically they're nice people but like like I said like me doing what I do where I live
like I live in like the worst area to be able to do that crap like nobody like nobody looks at me
with a camera in the gym or anywhere and is like yo that's sick like it's all like yo what the fuck
who you're doing like put your shirt back on dude you can swear on this podcast unless you don't want to
i don't want to i try not to i try not i try my best no god damn son of a bitch man i lost that
along the way i fucking love that for you when he said frick i was like what the fuck no i don't go
no i i do my best not to um this could be possibly the best part of the podcast right now the fact
that you literally don't swear i i i do my best like like i'm not going to lie like i have i have fallen
I have fallen on several occasions
but like I like to publicly like make it known like that
I try not to I try not to swear it I admire the fuck out of that
I really mean no back no sitting on this podcast
we're not we're not going to go there we're not going to go there
I'm so sorry because you look just like him
are you serious she wasn't even here last night
yeah we were talking about this last night oh my god
from where I'm sitting with this cheekbone right here with that I don't swear
and I'm like a really good boy
I'm like no one's shit
I don't know I don't watch Noah but in my head
Noah's like if he had darker hair in the jawline
sure looks like a blonde Noah Beck
Hey but like what about what about what about
What about like smoking hot take it as a compliment?
What about like Marshall Cruz like
Why can I look like Marshall Cruz
That's who you are like anytime
Yeah Marshall Cruz is lit if you guys didn't know already
That guy doesn't swear that's a fucking
Yeah
Freak yeah dude
That's unheard of
Yeah
that's that's heckin heckin sick
I didn't know your last name was Cruz
yeah it's Cruz
it was Marshall Cruz when you said
I didn't realize you were talking about you so
I'm right here bro
sorry my bad
no I just it's okay it's okay
no I'm not trying to make funny
that's really cool that you don't cuss
it's a genuine problem in my life that I do
yeah it's a problem in mine too
it's not cute and it's not like it's not like
I don't like I don't look at people who cussed me like
oh yeah they're a sinner like there's such a
like terrible person you know
because like I've cussed before it's not like
I've never said, like, a bad word.
And people say bad words, like, it's like a thing.
Like, it's like a super sin, you know, to cuss or whatever.
But, like, yeah, that's just, like, personally, like, that's just something, like, I don't know.
I like to live without that, you know, if possible, if I could do that just because, like, I don't know, that's like a personal conviction.
If, if, if you know what I mean.
Yeah, that's fine.
But, yeah.
I just genuinely feel like.
So he has morals?
Wow.
Yeah, I.
Holesome?
well let's remember he's also 19
I'm also 19 and a version
wait what
yeah I'm a version
I'm dead serious
that is incredible
that's awesome
whoa what
what do you
wait did this
are you serious
I'm I'm dead serious
I just didn't see it coming
yo that was a fucking
holy shit we should have had you on the fucking
fucking milk video
did you see my fucking face man
I think it was hard with those sparrick almost gas-in, but I knew it.
You're not making fun of a virgin.
But that just took me by such a surprise.
I did not see that coming.
Okay, okay, but like, why?
Why?
Why?
Bro, why?
You're asking me why I think it's interesting that you're a virgin?
Yeah.
Why were you shocked?
Because you're a good looking dude.
You're 19, you're athletic.
Like, why the, and you work out?
Then I'm like, why would you get out?
So as if working out is supposed to get you, like, get your girl.
No, but you'd be around, like me, there might be some girls in a gym.
Are we going to sit here and ignore the fact that you're super hot?
Like, I mean, I'm sorry, like I'm not trying to hit on you where I'm not hitting on you.
But like for 19 years old, you're super hot.
You're great looking dude.
You're going to sit here and act like you don't have women just like wanting to talk to you.
I know that they do.
Yes, this is where this is where I'm out.
So it has to be like a moral thing that you don't want to.
So, you're not crazy for thinking that you fuck you have the rings.
This is a ruge.
And the stupid fuck boy tattoo.
Yo, yo, yeah, you what?
He set us up.
He fucking set us up.
fucked up. I have our back down. You just heavy diss me, bro. Look at his fucking, look at his, look at his
like a horror. Look at his fucking tattoos and shit. They were fucking judging this shit. I was so
funny. Okay. Okay. Explain yourself. Okay. This is a really common thing. Like, like, as like,
like, I have just started social media. Hold on, hold on. It's also nothing wrong with being a virgin at
19 or 20 or whatever. No. No. Screw that guy. No, you guys. You guys didn't think he was a virgin either. This
is shocking yeah every actually everybody that i that i tell um that i'm a virgin is like like bro i
don't even believe you like they like they literally don't even believe me i still don't and literally
every so like i'm i'm like relatively new to like social media and stuff but like anytime i
meet somebody else that does social media like like last last week i met up with somebody
in miami for a week and we were talking about like you know past relationship experiences and
stuff and i was like well yeah i'm actually aversion and he was like no like i i 100% don't
believe you so okay you're not you're a virgin yes i'm a virgin what why because so a a i have only ever
had one girlfriend right so um was she also a virgin yeah she's she's also a virgin and are you religious
uh yes i am religion she's still a virgin she's still a virgin okay we dated for uh three and a half
years okay what's happening so why like tell me why okay so part of it is like for religious reasons right
um you know like like i kind of like value like purity and stuff like that's like one of my one of my
things it's like it's sort of like cussing but not really it's in a different realm um no it's it's
more like uh like i don't know for me sex is like it's like so like listening to you talk about like
sex like is totally fine like everybody's like entitled their own opinion like if you like sex
that's great if you like you know doing like the whole porn thing that is fantastic i'm very
non-judgmental towards anything towards any opinion like literally like like any like I have friends
who are like who were like my best friends and like came out as like gay or by to me and I'm just like yeah
like that's great like you know whatever um so like said totally cool with that but for me personally
um this is where it gets good sex for me is like is like like like that's like the most I don't know
and you guys would probably disagree with me on this um it's like the most it's like the most intimate uh
like like I guess get gesture that you can give somebody like it's like I don't disagree with you at all
that's a fact like for me like like when I you know like if I you know wife up this girl or whatever like
I can buy her a Porsche I can buy her a mansion you know whatever the frick she wants a Tesla you know
but like anybody can do that anybody with money can do that you know anybody with money can give her
this or this or this but you know not anybody can give you like the intimacy that like like sex
offers if you know what I'm saying if any of this makes sense do you guys watching this probably
makes absolutely no freaking sense but i just want to see if i can help you elaborate is it is the sex
um like with the specific person like the purpose behind it rather than like having you know sex
with many partners is that what you're saying it's like the most intimate gesture is like
the connection between the two yeah yeah yeah like the most intimate gesture that you could
give someone like in any instance that you ever had sex no i see what you're saying yeah yeah
I don't know if I said that properly either, but like, no, it's basically like,
like, are you trying to protect the fact that you haven't had sex for the person that you're going to have sex with?
In a way, in a way, yeah, because like that's what I wanted to say.
Thank you so much.
Yeah, you got it though.
Because there's a difference between, you know, like being able to like, you know, give somebody sex, like I'm sure they'll like it.
You know, I'm sure both people will like it, both parties.
And then, and being able to give them like your first, like, your only, your only time having sex.
He's like, imagine like, so imagine like you are marrying this girl, right?
in 10 years in the future, five years in the future, six months, whatever, right?
And you, like, she tells you, like, hey, like, I've never had sex before.
Imagine being the only person that she ever has sex with.
Like, like, just, like, just, like, for me personally, like, that sounds like, like, so, like, incredible to me.
Sounds like a fucking fairy tale to me.
Exactly. Exactly.
Right now, I'm going to be real.
I'm going to be very, very real.
Do it.
I almost have, like, zero, zero desire to date right now because, like, my, it's like, and this
is going to sound like super freaking cocky but like for it's almost like a standard almost like
like i love everybody dude and my personality i am just like extra flirty with everybody guys girls
brad knows i flirt with him all the freaking time he kissed me on he kissed me on my i literally
kissed him on the face last night on live um but um i don't even know where i was going with that
i lost my train of thought when he said that uh it just he it's all good it was true it was like kiss me on the
side of my head right here.
Yeah.
When I live was like kiss Brad or some shit so he kissed.
Yeah, it was like a little little...
We didn't kiss on the fucking lips.
I just want to like clarify that.
Who cares?
Yeah, look.
Look.
Look, look.
Look, look.
I need the pillow.
I need the pillow.
No.
No, but you were talking about like how intimacy feels and how
Brad knows the boys, the boys know why I'm holding this pillow on my lap.
The boys freaking know.
Oh.
Wait, what?
It's okay too.
Papa Boundog.
We love that.
If you didn't know, then you weren't, then you were never a kid who watched movies with kissing on TV.
Because I can remember using this trick, like, so many times.
When I was eight, it did.
Oh, okay.
Or like.
I can talk about kissing?
It's so cute.
I don't.
So wait, can I ask you a personal question?
Yeah, ask me anything, bro.
This is awesome.
This is raw talk.
Are you willing to do anything other than sex or is it like, or are you just like, no, I'm not, I'm not down for like sexual acts.
rather just like do that so that's a great question uh i would wrap so it'd be great to do that like
when you're married or whatever but that's not necessarily like like that has to happen you know i mean
like obviously intercourse is like technical sex and that's like what the main thing just to clarify
you haven't had oral sex or given oral so zero that is kind of like that that that's like a separate
thing for me i'm whenever i say sex like i'm not talking about head or like like you know like doing
doing other stuff i'm talking like actual like vagina piece of vagina and penis having sex you know what
mean so anal doesn't count no anal does yeah no i'm talking about penetration bro like you've gotten
head before yeah yeah that just makes me so much more relaxed i'm just so much i'm on the edge of his seat
yeah yeah i'm chilling now okay that's great all right no yeah and and and and like like i said like
that's like not something i obviously like i don't that's like not something i want to be like yo like i'm not
you're not sucking me off until we're married like like like that's not like I am open to
yeah like like I'm open to it yeah I'm open to it but I'm open to it but first like like I'm not gonna like
date a girl for like a month and like be like into that like red way to like for me yeah I'm taking
like one day I almost let me put it I know I'm pre-recording that literally almost happen like I like I
genuinely thought like i was like oh crap like are we gonna have to leave i had no idea i was
choked on this fucking sourpatch shit i love this podcast
she was like yeah you need to you need to get the freak out bro this makes so much sense
because like you know i've been seeing standing up there and like you pace a little bit and i'm like
he's a little uncomfortable i wonder what mid's making him like comfy probably because i'm literally
talking about getting fingered on fairfax she i mean she had the whole story like literally like literally
like I thought I had no filter
like no like
she literally like she couldn't
Brad could not have found a better
co-host for his podcast
I absolutely love the fact that she has no filters
like that that is absolutely like that's
I picked her on purpose I mean I hope people understand
I did that on purpose oh yeah
we also don't agree on everything which I love
oh that that makes it ten times better
just wait until we get into a real argument
yeah it's gonna be fucking right a raw argument
exactly so listen
I got a note I just can't think of it
about it being sexual.
She's like,
you know what else is wrong?
Sorry.
Hold on a second.
I'm gonna try to tone down the sexy jokes.
No,
who does that when you?
Yo,
are we coming out with raw gear condoms?
Yeah,
condoms that don't exist.
This is what I was going to do.
He said condoms that don't exist.
Yeah,
yeah,
you know,
I'm telling you,
I want to do condoms
in a little case,
little raw gear,
yeah.
And then you open it
and there's nothing in there.
Bro,
like,
you know,
that would literally put us like on the map
like worldwide,
not even in the U.S.
I'll get that done.
Like, if we want to go international.
No, but I seriously, like...
Can you call my people?
I seriously.
Can you tell Steve, seriously?
No, I'm actually serious.
Yeah.
I'm serious about making those comments.
Yeah, I want us to make a sex toys.
Oh, no, we're not doing that yet.
No, we're not doing that because I don't think I would make any sales.
I want a custom sex toy that I want.
No, but the log your condoms will fucking go crazy.
Are you kidding me?
That's the, that's the, that's the joke.
It'll go crazy.
It'll go crazy.
They'll go crazy.
Because, like, imagine, imagine you on, uh, I'm assuming on, uh, I'm assuming on tick.
I don't know if they take it off, whatever.
They ban everything nowadays.
But imagine, like, the video just, like, opening up the condom you, like...
Like, bro, like, are you kidding?
That would go viral.
It is funny, but it's, like, a one-time buy.
But it's one-time viral enough that it's fucking amazing.
Yeah, absolutely.
I think it's so funny.
I'm just saying I was trying to, like, get you a product.
Can you do condoms after?
Because that'd be pretty sick, too.
Actual condoms?
Yeah.
I don't know.
I mean, it would be kind of weird.
Yeah, it would be kind of counter, like, a contradiction, you know what I mean?
I want to make fucking sex toys.
I don't know.
toys. I do. I like really want it. So and I will. What? Clona Willie. There you can buy those
kids on Amazon. Oh then Brad can do that and then you can find out and you can show it. Oh my God. Perfect.
We don't even have to fuck. You know, the fact that I like have no idea like what half of what you guys are talking about like is.
Okay. So basically we would pour a cement like a cement. Oh wait. Oh wait. Yeah. And then you would dip your dick and balls in it.
But it's hard. I would make a more. Fully erect. Fully erect. You could do it yourself though since obvious reasons.
and then you would dip your dick and balls into it
until it solidified around your dick and balls
and then we would carefully pull it off
and then I would pour some silicone in there
and make a life-sized mold
that's awesome
that sounds like some long
that's like a virgin if I fucked myself with it
that sounds like a long distance relationship
hilarious
you know seriously I really want to know
I'm sorry
so what's the closest you got to having sex
And you're like, I can't do this.
That is the closest.
Like, head, like, yeah.
Head is the closest.
Have you ever just been like, oh, I really want to do it?
Oh, bro, I'm a dude.
I'm a dude and I have relatively high test.
I actually have no idea what my test is.
I just said that.
But it's got to be high.
It's got to be hard.
It's high.
Are you kidding me?
Like, going like more than like five days.
Like, if I go five days without like throwing one out, like.
Jerking it?
You jerk it off.
Like without it like I like I will like it'll just be like anything will like do it like do it for me like it doesn't matter
Brup gust the wind your shit just gone.
Exactly bro like do I watch no I don't watch porn have you ever watched porn
Oh no I've never watched porn I'm sure whenever I was like 12 I like was curious like what a girl looked like
And probably like looked up naked girl or whatever but no I've never
No I've never hopped on the hub and is that part of the whole like your whole religion and like moral compass?
um yes to a degree um but i also just think i think porn um for me personally now obviously to each their
um and i like have i've met i've like known people like who have done porn and like you know
like i understand like you know some people just like it like i've seen a lot of podcasts actually
like you know like um that people people have done like with porn stars and stuff and they're
just like i just really like sucks and that's totally it's fine you know whatever uh but for me personally
it's like porn is like I know it can be an addiction like it gets like an addiction like it gets like an
addiction like that like I've seen all over TikTok you know guys are addicted to porn and be like yo like
like I do not even know what to do like this is like all I think about all day um and for me
personally like like like like I just cannot imagine like being like like like just obsessed like like
like bro like I'm eating freaking bison and rice because that's all they freaking have at this house
it's actually it's actually delicious and tri-tricia what up dog tri-effective dogs um
it's amazing seriously like imagine just be doing that and then just like oh i don't want to go watch
porn though like like like you know like we got to go like i can't be here anymore i got to watch
porn like like like like like i don't think it normally goes that way normally i'm like that's like a
thing like i yeah that's addiction yeah that's that's horrifying like yeah that would be terrifying
and for a guy like i'm sure like for a girls it's a thing too but for a guy like like i know
several guys who have actually like personally talked to me like about being like addicted to that for a while
like that being like like they think about it like all the time like and it's like bro like like
like i would hate to be there myself but also like i just have no desire like to watch porn like
like yeah i have sexual desires like but i have no desire to like search up like porn and watch it
you know what i mean like that's so i just can't wait for the day that you just like is he just
gonna get turned out and just be a fucking like sex fiend or like yeah you're so you're so resistant
to it part of me is like when you have it and it's like are you going to be just like are you
gonna go crazy exactly yeah maybe and maybe i will i don't know but i'm only 19 i'm a baby guys like
i'm not that i wonder i'm gonna ask you like do you feel like you might be like somewhat asexual
in a way no absolutely not super interested in having sex no because like like like i said like
uh yeah absolutely i would love to have sex like honestly that's really cool that you have like enough
that's crazy willpower like nuts yeah like because obviously like if i wanted to
like like it would i could i could do it easy you know with whoever i want well not that
no no we get it we yeah like but um noa back we get it okay jesus christ buddy that's a compliment
no like no was like never never have i ever gotten oh that's a compliment oh you look like no
beck like like no it or no a neck or no a deck or freaking noah beck with muscles everyone
loves noah back by the way man dude and anyone who hates on him is literally just
jealous. Like, he's got a super hot friend. He's rich as fuck, and he literally dances on the end.
So, so, yeah, you, you dorks are just jealous. Like, like, literally, I will try to film an
Omega video, right? For YouTube, because I'm, like, just starting with that stuff. I'm, like,
yo. So, that's a thing. Like, it's a thing to, like, flex and stuff on Omega and stuff.
And get reactions. And get reactions. You've come across the penises, yes? Oh, for sure.
Is it on Omigo? What? Are you kidding me, bro?
Whoa. Why is it a woe in me right now? Like, hold on a second. I don't know. I
don't know what the fuck goes on there i did one video i got stories about omigal as a little girl and so do all
of you girls watching i've been on omigo one time and it was with alice because he was filming a
youtube video that's all i know about it there was people in a chat and then they were just like we're
gonna have to do that again just so they were just like is that bradley martin and that's it that's all i
i'm i'm gonna film it just to see if brad gets turned on when the penises come so maybe that could be
interesting um but yeah like that's all i would get i would try to get people like to react to
like me flexing stuff with lighting and like oh noah beck like i would have girls literally take
out their phone and like oh my gosh guys like it's noah be like bro like i don't even look remotely
like noah back like you guys have the same jaw structure and nose like maybe maybe facial
structure but like so do a million other people do you can't see your own side profile so you don't
understand no i i can see it in pictures and stuff you are i have highlights this also another big thing
is the perm.
Everybody thinks I have a perm.
Is this a natural hair?
Yeah.
He looked at you.
He looked at you like you would look at him.
Run that back?
Are you going to get offended?
Do you have the balls to go and get highlights?
You think you couldn't get a fucking perm?
Why would I, I don't...
Dude, I love the way.
He's got in fucking foils, like sitting there.
Oh, I did.
And I posted a picture on Instagram.
Yeah, so don't act like you're better than a perm.
No, my hair is natty, bro.
That's like, that's like...
All right.
That's like somebody calling Brad Nattie, like that's an insult.
If I call Brad Nattie, that's an insult.
If you tell, if you call me that, tell me I have my hair's a perm, that's low-key an insult.
I'm not saying you have a perm, but I'm saying you have nice hair.
Is your, are the curls natural?
Would you get a perm?
Baby, you don't even have curls.
You have waves.
Well, it depends if I, if it's windy.
This is your curl pattern.
Do I send some sexual attention right here?
Honestly, no, because.
Look, the pillow is still on my lap.
I'm actually not fucking down because I will never fuck a virgin thank you so much I can't do that I'm so sorry like I don't want to I'm I would never want to let's crazy and that's okay that's okay
because like you know like you would never marry me you know what I'm saying like we're not getting married so why would I like want to fuck like a virgin you know what I'm saying like the whole yeah because like the whole thing is to wait for someone you're in love with and want to marry and be with like that's why you're a virgin right yeah yeah so like why would I like why would I
like why would I just randomly do that?
Like someone waited their whole life to like be that person and maybe at this one instance
in their life that they want to change that up.
No, no, that's fine.
Yeah.
No, no, I don't like you did this for 19 years or whatever.
Like maybe you're having a bad day.
Maybe I'm having a bad day.
Yeah.
I don't know.
Like, are you sure?
I'm just so curious like, uh, fuck man.
It's like I don't want to say too much and like make it spoil the whole thing for him.
You know?
No, like like, like do you think you're going to find that person?
Oh, absolutely.
I want it to happen so bad.
I'll find the person.
You know what I'm saying?
I'll find the person or I'll die single.
That's crazy.
Oh my God.
You will find your person, obviously.
So are you, now does she have to be a virgin?
So that'd be nice.
Obviously, that's the whole freaking point.
But I'd say she doesn't have to be a virgin.
If everything else is right, like if, you know, if I just like, oh, like, she's the one.
You know, if she has bodies, like, that's fine.
but like if she's a virgin that makes it like 10 times better like are you kidding me
yeah that's a good guy no but you're a good guy like you're a good guy i'm a good guy
i'm a good guy i'm serious like you can they'll agree with me because like your comment things
very like openly like you have your opinions and you have your friends yeah and everybody
thinks you're not going to condemn someone or you know you'll accept them for who they are and
like that's really cool and everybody thinks i'm a doucheback like everybody in the internet like they
like they like i literally like the guy was me on the internet
oh yeah like no no not not necessarily like talk get into all like this detail and stuff um but like
like people would just think i'm a douchebag like based on my content like you can watch my kind all the time
yeah but like the difference is like shut the fuck up now i didn't even catch that no that was funny
that she was funny we love her oh oh i'm out here i don't want to expose brad but no this is funny
Like, hold on, I'm not really a douchebag.
No, actually.
I had bad times.
I actually, I actually thought Brad was like super standoffish.
Like, lokey, the same thing people thought about me.
Resting bitch face.
Yeah.
No, I thought it was like, yo, like, I'm too busy to talk to you, mother, like, bro, like, get out of here, dude.
Like, I'm trying to film, whatever.
And then, like, he, like, randomly FaceTime me.
I was like, bro, what do you want?
Like, why are you facetiming me right now?
And I tried to have a conversation with him.
And bro, like, was, like, trying, like, so hard, like, to be nice to me and, like, be a good person that, like, I couldn't even, like, like, talk.
Like, I was trying to say stuff.
And, like, he would go on and on about something else.
And I was like, I was like, I was like, dude, like, like, I'm trying to say something.
It's, bro, this dude's, like, just trying to, like, be nice to me and, like, like, like, literally just take care of me, you know?
Because that's, like, the whole, like, part of, like, Roger thing.
I don't know if you guys know, but rogier is one of those brands.
It's like, it's a whole, like, you know, the whole for the people thing.
it's also like for like raw you're like like me and like you know Alex and the other boys and
stuff like like like they take care of us you know and like that's like one thing that like I like
like most people think that Brad just doesn't care like Brad's like not involved like for a while
I thought the same thing you know and then like all of a sudden like one day like like I like
discovered like holy crap like Brad's like a cool dude like you know like why you know everybody
should know this you know what I think for me it's just I don't have enough time to talk to
everyone well yeah yeah sometimes even on the team it's like that's like that's
I tried, we did the Zoom call and I tried to let everyone know like yo reach out to me personally
and talk to me and since then I've had a lot more interaction with a lot of athletes also like
I'll send voice messages and stuff like I just I just do have a ton of shit on my plate but it doesn't
mean that like I don't want to talk to someone you know no for sure yeah and and that's the same
thing like with me like everybody thinks I'm the cocky rich kid I don't know why I look rich I don't know
what about me looks rich um but I just like what do you mean do you have you looked at the mirror
That doesn't mean...
I'm serious.
Can we get the self-confidence up a little bit?
Because you're extremely attractive and like you have your clean cut, nice clothes, your fucking decked out.
That's why the perception.
She's really like...
Remember though, but that is also on the internet.
You can only understand like that that's their perception.
So if they see, they're making judgments on what you look like and based on like other
situations they've been and they're like, oh, this is this is the same, the same line.
So they're putting you in that.
But that may not necessarily, just like with me, that's not who I am.
Yeah.
Like people who might see me on the outside and be like, like,
like that's who that guy is but like even like my family like my family would be like like like watch
like watch a youtube video and something like I really just don't like that guy like he seems like
like like a douchebag and I'm like he's not though like like like like me yeah yeah everybody
literally everybody thinks you're a douche bag that's funny man like personal people who like don't even
follow you but like will will know me and be like oh like you work for work for Bradley Martin
be careful yeah like exactly be careful like you need to be careful like who you're working
Like, bro, like, I got this.
Yeah, I got this.
I know.
Everyone said the same thing to me.
And it's almost like, I don't know, it almost feels like people seeing that you're
like doing something and they're like, oh, it's too good to be true.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Like, you're going to get fucked over.
Like, they're asking you to go to L.A.?
Like, what?
Like, you need to look into that.
You need to read that twice.
Like, like they'll literally think that.
Exactly.
It's weird.
It's strange.
I mean, I get it.
It just sounds like a.
Where are you from, Jess?
I'm from Redding, California.
Okay, is that a small town?
Okay, see, that's like the same thing as me.
Like my town is like 30,000 people, if that.
Everyone knows each other.
Yeah, everybody knows each other.
Everyone has seen this at my hometown and they're all talking.
And like before, like, I told my parents, my whole family about like the podcast and stuff, like before it came out.
And my parents are like, oh, yeah, we'll see.
We'll see.
Yeah.
You know, just be careful.
We'll see.
Yeah.
And then like the first episode dropped.
And they're like, yeah.
Whoa, wait a minute.
You're just.
bro it's like 100,000 views on it's a real podcast there's a background I'm like yeah it's like a podcast
bro like I told you that's crazy people just it's like it's really something that a lot of people
yeah especially traditionally minded people like instead of when they see something new um and it's like
I'm not trying to dis anybody but like people like that like we'll see something and if it's different
from what they do or what they're used to like they automatically think oh that's wrong that's the wrong
mean to do like that's that's your you're you're making a dumb decision like you don't know how many people
you know see me do what i do at 19 you know and they're like like bro like you need to go to college
like yeah no i'm a i'm a senior in college i know i need i need to go in college like whatever and
i tell but and i say that i actually hate college like with the passion and i'll tell anybody
to anybody's face college is a scam if you want to make money unless you're going to be a doctor
or some lawyer or something like school is so sick looking to
a trade school dude screw college bro like think about the price what was back when you were like younger
the the price of a college degree right was like what like 300% less if oh i if not more i dropped out
because during my time in college it increased every semester the next semester increased and i literally
couldn't pay for college anymore so i dropped out yeah i mean i will say regardless of that
college was a bad decision for me if i wanted to go to school you guys listening you want to be like a lawyer
you want to be a CPA you want to be in the medical field you need a degree go to college because you
need a degree to have that job.
Absolutely.
If we're talking about entrepreneurship or like building a business or like, because I was going
to school for, I was going to school for business management and I was in school like,
what the fuck?
I'm not learning shit.
And I learned the most from just trying to figure it out and trying to do it myself.
Absolutely.
Yeah.
So yeah.
I fully agree with what you're saying here.
Yeah.
And like minded friends and find someone who just surround yourself with people that are
doing better than you and you'll figure it out.
And a lot, my audience is mostly like college guys like college like, you know, guys in
college high school.
Like they're asking like, yo, like.
you know, I've noticed, like, you know, you seem like pretty successful. Like, what do you
think I should do as far as go to college, do this, do this? Um, and the one thing I tell
him is like, first of all, what do you enjoy? Like, do you want to work a job that's a means to an end
and just wait for the end to come? Or do you want to work a job that you enjoy and actually live
life? Um, and nine times out of 10, they'll be like, or, oh, I'm in college already, but like,
you know, what are you going for? Um, you know, I'm, uh, I'm going for, uh, business and it's
like and how much in debt are you like 40k and and then you know three years later after their
parents you know told them to go to college so they went to college they're 40k in debt with a
business degree and can't get a job as a manager at McDonald's I'm going to break this down this is what
it is it is so much easier to take the advice from someone else because this is what people do
we've been taught to not question things right people are being taught more and more to stop questioning
things so it's easier if my dad or my grandpa whoever's like let's say the father figure or even
mother figure, let's say there's no father figure there, like whoever is kind of like leading
you in your life as you grow up saying, you know, you should do this. Your dad did that.
Or your dad saying, hey, you should be this. That's what I did. It's so much easier to go, okay,
even though like that person at the time is like, okay, in my heart, like I really don't want to do
that, but you're telling me to do that. I'll just do it. A lot more people are okay because
it's a simpler thing than trying to figure out what do they really want to do in their lives.
Yeah. And this is where it gets complicated. So when you talk about people's relationship to
me or people saying, oh, watch out, be careful. Take care of yourself. It's a fear, also an
envious or a jealousy out of like their own perception of their life and what they're doing and
their their capabilities is like, wait, you can't do that. Not so much that they don't think
you can. It's like maybe they want to, but at the same time, they think it's out of the realm of
their possibility. They don't even think they'll ever be able to do it. My mom, when I, and I love,
I love you so much, mom. You watch this. When I told my mom back when I was 17,
years old, 17 to 19, somewhere in there. I said, mom, I'm going to do this fitness thing
for the rest of my life. And this is how I'm going to make a living. She's like, yeah, me and your
dad, like, we used to work out too. You know, and I was like, yeah, that's not what I'm saying.
I'm going to do this for real. Like when I was, this was, this was way before the internet, way before
social media existed, way before any of this shit existed. And I said, yeah, but I'm going to do
this. Yeah, okay. And everyone that I told was like, okay. Everyone that I told. Every single
person was like okay there's actually people i remember this this this girl named maria guzman who
actually was like uh she was dating one of the guys was living in the house that i lived at with like all
the basketball players in fullerton i live with like 15 people in a house at one time right and like
the mike guy was telling the story about earlier mike was the the assistant coach who lived there
and like was you know he had brought players from around the country to go there and like play for
this team calcester junior college fullerton okay and uh this girl i remember i remember i
I would tell her too because I would see her around and I would just have conversation.
I was like,
I'm going to do this for real.
And I'm like, build this thing.
This girl has messaged me like to this day and be like, you really did exactly what you said you're going to fucking do.
Yeah.
I hope she comments somewhere on this because I know she's still kind of watching some of my content.
But people are always going to say, oh, that's crazy.
Oh, be careful.
Oh, I don't know.
Because it's like they number one don't have the reference point.
Like my mom, there's no reason why she should be like, that's a great idea, son.
because she doesn't know how it works, right?
Even as I started to do it, she's like,
the fear of like, I don't, obviously my mom loves me.
She doesn't want me to fail.
So she's going to look at my situation and be like,
I don't know if that's going to work, like try something safer
because in their mind, that's what they know.
And that's all they know so they can base their opinions off of that.
So everyone else in your life is going to base their opinions off of what they know.
But this is still so new that you can't say, oh, that's not going to work for you
because it can work for anyone.
Oh, for sure.
It's very important.
And at the same time, like, if someone's going to do,
judge you based on what you're doing or it's like do who you're doing it's like you're just
just wait and see you know like anything you can get a job with something that you think oh i should
do that wait and see maybe you fucking hate in two years the truth the the the most important thing
about this is being genuine with yourself and listening to yourself and questioning when you
feel the need to question no yeah i i totally agree a year ago as of um well in almost a year ago
um back when i was living with my my dad um not living with him anymore not really on speaking terms
but I remember one night in particular he said something I had just started like working out in the gym taking like mirror selfies and stuff wasn't on social media or anything I told him he was he said something made a comment about it being like gay and I was like are you serious I was like did you just like actually say that he was like yeah little fruity blah blah blah blah like made more comments and I was like in one year's time in one year's time I'm going to make just as much money as you are
are doing what i do what i enjoy doing what i want to do with no degree and like like and and that's
just how it's going to be and i told him that he laughed to my face um and as of last month i make
double literally double what his salary was at that point and i was like uh and i'm it's like
i'm never i'm never going to like throw that in his face if we're ever like on speaking terms or
anything but like like like that just like that was a commitment like like it's like all this stuff like
like i like i like i like i like told you really like kids be asking me all the all the all the time like
like yo how do i do this you like you know i've seen you like you like you know do this stuff um you know
i've seen you like become like a influencer or whatever yeah in the past like three four months
like what did you do like like like how the freak did you do that dude and it's like i tell them
it's like it's like it's about like absolutely putting all your eggs in one basket i heard brad
i heard brad say something about that on a video a while back um and i was just thinking about
I was like, dang, like, I have no plan B.
You know, that's what he was saying.
Like, have no plan B.
Like, if you want to do something, like, like, make plan A, plan Z, like everything.
Like, that put all, every, everything into it.
I love it.
And at one point, at that point, I was, I was actually cutting grass for a living, like, for like four.
Four or five, no, no, no, no, when I saw the video, this was more recent.
Got it.
But a while back, I had been watching your content for a while.
And a while back, like I said, I was, I was like, I was like, I was cutting grass.
for like four or five hundred bucks a month just to pay for the gas and the truck I was driving
I was driving a big freaking truck it was like a seven three diesel or something it was like 70 bucks
every four days to fill up or something um but I would make just enough money to be able to do that
go to college at the same time and afford my two gym memberships um like and afford gas like to go there
and back um and it was like after you know after I got kicked out of my house and stuff
because my dad and like his new wife or everything was kind of crazy um i had like two thousand four
hundred dollars in the bank or something uh and i was like and i didn't have anything to take
pictures for instagram because that was that was all i had you know um that was all i wanted to do and i was
like this camera set up this you know cheap camera and lens is like 2100 total and i was like if i buy
this like i'm going to buy it or like i'm going to starve and i was like like this is it like if i do this
like that's that i'm committed like that that's it i'm going i'm going to i'm going to succeed um yeah or else
i've failed myself and that is not an option for me i i will never fail myself i'm not i'm not going to
end up homeless exactly no no and and so i did it i did it and i had 300 dollars to my name and i was
like shoot like this is what i'm going to do like in four years time i'm going to be just as successful as
him him him him him i'm going to do it better than him him him him um you know i'm going to be the best
Marshall Cruz that like anybody's ever seen um yeah um yeah screw noa bag no i love no
screw no back so what you just said is like such an important thing though like so important yeah
yeah but like like like then that's what i tell him i'm like like like dude like like like if you if you
if you really really want to do this like if you if you really want to do this like like like it's not it's
not like uh like yeah discipline is a thing yeah like hard work is a thing yeah like working art in the
gym whatever whatever whatever but like if you really want to do it like literally just put all your
eggs in one basket have no plan B and like just like like full send like I say it's all up here it's yeah
it's all in your mind you have to you have to convince yourself before you start doing something like
this is going to work for you like imagine you get into a situation you're like oh I'm just going to
like do the best I can and it hopefully works out yeah like your chances it's the same thing like
they used to say you aim you aim for the you want to hit the moon right you aim you'll aim a little bit
higher.
Yeah.
You know, aim as high as you can because it's going to come down a little bit, right?
So you don't want to just be like, I just want to kind of get by because maybe you just
get a little bit less than that.
Yeah.
But I don't be like the best in the world at anything that I do.
Yeah.
Matter what.
Certain people like that.
And I think that that's like a big thing about what you just said is there are some people in
this world who know for a fact in their heart that they're not going to fail.
Like I will be successful one day and I'm going to fucking kill it and I'm going to do everything
I want to.
And there are some people who have fears like, oh, where is my next meal coming from or am I
going to do this and that like and that is a huge thing I think that people don't acknowledge is
like how you view yourself and like your capabilities like I know I'm not going to fail
you know you're not going to fail and Brad you knew you weren't going to fail either you weren't
going to be hungry and homeless the rest of your life like you knew you would succeed at one point
but I think there's a lot of people out there who don't see success within themselves and
it kind of manifest in how they live their life yeah you just got it's almost like if you feel like
you know what she's saying is like reminiscent of who you are you have to look deeper and
inside like what's causing you to create that because it no matter what like yes there are certain
people who just have that yeah i don't think everyone can't have that i think there are there are things
you have to break down within yourself in order to allow yourself to really believe that you can
have it yeah for sure that i can't i can't tell someone listening to this like hey this is what you
but you need to look inside yourself and be like what's what's really going on what's causing you to
question yourself where's the questioning coming from where's the doubting coming from is it because
someone else told you like where is that coming from trying to isolate that and understand okay
what what what is my heart really telling me despite what someone else is said or despite what my
fears might be that's the fucking important thing is to try to get down to that like what is your
heart really telling you yeah and and that takes time um I remember it's not easy a few weeks ago
you guys did a did a podcast um with Steve and one you know one of the questions that he took
freaking forever to answer. Jesus Christ. I was like 45 minutes in. He still hadn't answered the
freaking question. But it was like, yo, like at what point, like, what point were you like,
this is what I'm going to do? Like, I'm going to do it. Or like, what caused that? And
C was just like, I mean, I just like knew that I was going to make it. Like I knew I was
going to succeed. I knew, I knew like it was inevitable. Like for me, I tell kids like, you know,
like my success is inevitable. Like there's nothing that can keep me from doing what I do.
because in my for me up here like it's already not it's already here i know exactly what i need
to do i know exactly how to do it so here that's in my mind in my in my in my eyes it's called
manifestation what do you attribute that to so for me i mean manifestation this like how did you learn it
like how did because this is the thing right and you could tell someone this yeah but how did you
learn to be like this is true for me no matter what it said so that's what i want to understand
for me like i just like growing up like i'm not going to go in like my whole like childhood
and stuff but it was like I never really got like encouragement like from anybody like to do
anything um my dad for a little bit and but like I said that kind of went off the rails and for me
it was like I if I'm going to do something like I'm going to be the only one that's going to
push me to do it that's going to make me put in the freaking work to like make it happen to like
if I like if I wanted to be like whenever I played soccer for 12 years if I wanted to play
you know in Chicago and wherever I wanted to play like I was going to have to like do it
myself. I didn't, I, I, my dad wasn't about to come outside, you know, and kick the soccer ball
with me and help me get better. Like, I was going to have to kick it against a wall and make,
do it myself. Like, find a way to do it myself. And I think that's one thing that kind of helped
me with this whole thing is like, like, like, like for me, like nobody like encouraged me really
to do it. It was just something that I just like knew that I had, if I was going to do it, like,
I was going to have to make myself do it. Like, it was just like, like, like, there was
nobody else was going to push me. Nobody else going to help me. Nobody else did help me. Nobody
else did push me with the exception of one person um who was who was that well it was actually my ex-girlfriend
she like helped me take pictures and stuff um did she did she absolutely she she did she was one of the
so one of the one of the reasons we broke up was social media um simply because it was like she she
wanted me to do this and but the further we got into it right the further you know it was like
she realized that i was like putting like so much effort in this like you know the the deeper and not to it i
got, the more success I had, the more I was driven and motivated and just, like, you know,
like, like, infested, like, with this desire to, like, do more, grow more. And it was, it was,
I guess it was, I don't even know, I guess it weighed.
It was, like, taking away time with her or attention to her? I think, I think, yes, it did.
We didn't spend any time together, any less time together. But what, um, the problem was,
um, was that instead of, it was an obligation. Like, I, like, I was doing it out of obligation. And
because when you don't feel appreciated,
and this happens in a lot more relationships than you think,
one person will need this because everybody has emotional needs.
You know, in a relationship, you have emotional needs.
I have emotional needs.
Your emotional needs maybe, you know, sexual fulfillment.
I'm a robot.
I don't need anything.
I'm kidding.
But that, like, you know, realistically, that's...
No, I'm like, he's 19.
I know, he's very smart here.
He's so emotionally aware.
Yeah, I love it.
I was going to say, I was going to wait for you to finish,
and I made a shitty joke.
I'm sorry.
No, no, go ahead.
I'm actually sort of a robot, but, uh, but yeah, like, like there's, you know, like sexual
fulfillment, like, you know, recreational companionship, all kind of stuff like this, um, like,
you know, quality time. And for me, it was like, it, it was like, it. Can you let him fucking
speak? I'm sorry. I'm sorry. He fucking reads books. No, this man is trying to teach you fucking
something here. I read this book. I read this book. I should, I should really write a book.
You got to listen to the audio book now. Did you, this is a book? No, I, I, dude, I don't read books. You
think I have time to read books.
it's like this guy's smart
go ahead
you should listen to him
go ahead man
I love it
I love it
pay attention to the teacher
pay attention Brad
you might get
you might get a girlfriend one day
you might have sex one day
doing this
if you're lucky
if you're lucky
and you listen real hard
maybe watch this
podcast a couple times after
but but yeah
and for me it was like
I wasn't engaged doing that
I was doing it out of obligation
so those emotional needs
weren't being
weren't being fulfilled you know and that's taxing on a relationship so when that happens like
then you're screwed you're it's like you know like you're doing the you're doing all the work
you're putting going above and beyond and that's what i was doing but it wasn't doing anything it wasn't
her love tank you know wasn't being filled because it wasn't meeting those emotional needs
um yeah which is why kind of we decided you know or it was actually she decided um that you know
it just wasn't we just you know stop we need to stop dating and we're still friends we're still friends
And, you know, in the- How did this guy at 19 years old
figure out how to not have a toxic relationship at that age?
Are you guys? I'm getting choked up over here.
This is so funny to me.
Now I'm pissed off. Because I don't know these men existed.
And now I'm like, I got treated like shit.
Yeah, this is funny.
Maybe I got to go find myself a virgin.
Or a South Georgia.
South Georgia boy.
They make them different down there.
Like, honestly, even the way that you're able to talk about this.
And like, like I said, like,
just kind of take responsibility for who, for who you were in the relationship and how you were to
her, like, incredible.
Yeah, you're going to crush it, bro.
Like, I'm so proud. Like, I am, I am so proud. And to that girl, wow.
Yeah, and like, and we're still friends. You know, one day we might, you know, be able to get back
together for the time being, you know.
I hope so for her sake, because, damn.
Damn, for her sake, it's got me hair or shit. No, I'm just kidding.
But, like, I'm pulling for you, girl. Like, really.
Get your shit together.
Yeah.
Yeah.
You get your shit together
I'm working on it
I'm okay
I'm working on it
But I was talking to you
The girl has to get a shit together
It's Marshall Cruz right here
Yeah Marshall Cruz
Not Noah Beck
I bet she's the shit though huh
She's pretty cool though huh
She's pretty cool
I would date her again
I would probably marry her one day
Oh fuck man
I gotta go
This podcast is done
This is how we end this shit
This is it
I'm going I need to leave
This is how we end it
Because Brad knows that this is going to happen for him.
We got to end the fucking podcast.
This is how we end it.
Well, he knows why.
Yeah, we got to end this podcast.
I got to go.
But thank you so much for being our little guest.
You are fucking, you're, you impress me.
I was sure.
I'm glad I'm,
I'm glad I impressed you.
I had no idea that you were a virgin.
And I applaud you for all your reasons why you're still a virgin.
Yeah.
It's like a mixed,
it's a mixed result of like, like, like, people reacting to it.
like people are like oh like you're a virgin like what and it's like right away of course my reaction
is what the fuck it doesn't make sense yeah for your reasons and your explanation it makes complete
sense yeah and it will to anybody but like most people are just like oh you're a virgin that's the thing
right same thing we talk about the thing you want to do in your life and how you want to do it and
people's perception of it fuck what everyone else thinks about what oh for sure yeah otherwise like
look someone worrying about what you're doing they're not worried about what they're doing exactly
exactly yes and I'm like you being a virgin that's super cool but the fact that you understand
emotions.
Wow.
This guy's going to crush it.
Wow.
Yeah.
He's probably getting the first girl married like her like fucking fairy tale.
Like the thing we're all in right.
I'm like pissed off.
I should have waited, Tom.
Yeah.
Should have waited.
I guess I'll call my ex.
Darned.
All right boys.
That's your sign.
Seriously.
That was amazing.
Thank you for.
Thank you for hopping on at the end here.
Jess.
Thank you so much for officially introducing yourself as the co-host.
Any last words you want to say?
That's it.
Other than this.
couch is really uncomfortable. I have to say, I can't stop moving. Like, I know the whole podcast
I was going up and down. My feet are dangling. That side's good, though. My feet's fine. I can't
touch the floor and it's like, I'm sliding like this. Okay. Okay. Jess will do it. Jesus Christ.
Did you have, did you have salsa on this couch? Are you sure? Because I'm pretty sure I'm sitting on
your salsa because there's chips on the couch. I'm sitting on something wet. I just didn't want to get up.
Oh, there's a problem with the water. You're sitting on my water bottle. Oh, shoot. Are you?
Oh, sweet.
Praise God.
I thought I was seeing a salsa.
I started my period.
I thought you were saying I started my period on this couch.
Oh, no.
I almost cried.
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