RAWTALK - Cinna Shoots Her Shot...
Episode Date: April 8, 2025On this weeks episode of RAW TALK, Brad sits down with Cinna and talks life before streaming, growing up without a mother, her stalker incident, red flags in guys & much more!Hope you guys enjoy, ...see you next Tuesday!Sponsored by: Monarch MoneyUse code RAWTALK at https://www.monarchmoney.com for 50% off your first year! Sponsored by: BetterHelp Visit https://www.BetterHelp.com/RAWTALK today to get 10% off your first month!
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yeah this is like such a nice room this is really cool thank you how long have you guys
been doing the podcast for uh shit i've been doing podcast for like
fuck it feels like six years now because i did it six years yeah i did it for a while i i well
fuck damn dude if you look at the math on this is actually crazy I started a podcast in 2017 when
I opened my gym okay damn 2017 you open a gym yeah all right I'm learning a lot I like this
yeah so it's it's funny because you know me from the Ron thing but like that's the funny thing
about that because I'll see the comments room was like oh Ron made your career I'm like
bro I've been I've been popping on the internet for like a hundred years hey you're talking to the
queen of that okay I've been hearing so many people made my career for
the entirety of my career, and I'm like, what can you do?
Did anyone actually help you?
Like, when someone's made your career, who really stands out that helped you?
But I would say it's like different stages.
Like, there's different people that help me.
Yeah.
Because, like, I was like a, I was like got involved with the Dragon Ball YouTubers,
which brought me into like, like, the fighting Dragon Ball?
Yeah, like Dragon Ball.
Yeah, like, I was doing stuff with them.
And then I went to doing stuff with, like, a lot of streamers that are in Austin.
So, like, I did stuff with like Miskiff or like N&P, which I'm not sure if you're
familiar with.
Yeah, I know them.
And then I moved from like doing stuff with them to then I met agent and did stuff with him.
And he was obviously like a big help in my career.
So like all these different people have all these different parts.
But like I feel like that's networking.
Yeah.
That's kind of like normal.
When I first saw you was with the agent.
Yeah.
I feel like that's when it was more mainstream because before I was like streamer centric.
And now people know me as like more the day to day.
What do you describe as like being more mainstream, just more random people knowing you?
I think so.
Yeah.
Outside of your audience.
Yeah. Like I think there's a difference between like a streamer where you have like your core audience and core Twitch knows you. And then being like a streamer where you're seen in like a clip. And people are like, oh, I don't watch your streams, but I've seen you on like TikTok or whatever. Because it's a different type outreach. Like I think a lot of people, if they don't watch the phase guys, you know who they are. Because you see them all the time on TikTok. It's like all your Algo. Are we going already? Yeah. Oh, wow. They're quick with it. Yeah. Well, it should be. It's running. Right. Yeah. No, we're running. Wow. No. They're so.
quick with it you guys are great no you just have a good setup yeah you guys i set this up by the way really
all of it i'm a complete nerd wait you did all the tech stuff i'm a complete nerd i'm a complete nerd i put the
tv up and everything so you're like tech guy gym bro 100% do you like being called the gym bro i don't mind it
i mean obviously i am okay all right but i'm a massive nerd okay do you like video games i love video games
what video games do you play currently rivals marvel rival i love marvel and i'm really good
what rank are you celestial okay yeah you're not huh
You're silver.
You're bronze.
Okay, first of all, I'm not silver and bronze.
I'm plastic.
I'm plastic.
I'm plastic.
You're calling it plastic?
I mean, platinum is pretty much plastic.
Like you're playing with a bunch of fucking robots.
I thought Platt was a good thing.
No.
Platt's like, like, you get on the weekends and you like chill out with your friends and you play squirrel girl.
I've been bragging about it.
I know you play squirrel girl.
Just because obviously I've seen the cosplay, but also you look like someone who plays squirrel girl.
What the fuck does that mean?
I'll tell you exactly what it means.
It means you just sit there and you just go.
That sounds like somebody who gets mad when they keep losing to squirrel girl.
That's what it is.
I never lose to squirrel girl in the back of your games that's just beaming your shit.
And you don't know how to deal with it.
So you make up lies.
That's all it is.
What do you think I've main?
It's not what you're going to think.
Okay.
I feel like a lot of people would say Thor.
Okay.
Because you would just go with the buff guys, but I don't think so.
I think you're like an annoying ass moon night.
Is that true?
No.
It's the word.
It's the exact opposite of what you think I would play.
Please don't tell me you play Spider-Man or Wolverine because I'll walk out.
No, it's, it might be worse.
Worse than Spider-Man or Wolverine?
But if you looked at me and you'd be like, there's no way he plays his character.
Lunas, no?
Close.
Rocket?
I can play Rocket.
I do play a lot of Rocket.
Jeff?
No, I main Cloak and dagger.
You main cloak and dagger?
Yeah.
Oh my God.
The most annoying alt in the game.
And how do you guys even get it so quick is the other thing, too?
It doesn't make any sense.
Because you, it's like, you don't really have to, quote unquote, aim and you're constantly
like healing. Oh, yeah, but I'm the annoying player, huh? I'm annoying player, squirrel goal, but you don't have to aim. But we got to do utility. Are we hearing this? We have to play, you know, you have to avoid everyone. You have to a bunch of shit. I'm actually really good at that game.
Poor burdened cloak and daggers.
I cannot believe you play cloak and dagger.
That's crazy.
Yeah, Celestial, too.
How many hours do you have on?
I don't even probably 80 or 90 right now.
I have like 120 on Squirrel Girl.
And you still suck and you're still in class?
I don't suck.
I just don't have time to play.
But you wait, well, that doesn't make sense.
You said you have more hours than me and you have time to play?
Yeah, okay.
Because I played at the beginning.
But like now I've been so busy because I'm like traveling a lot and I can't play all the time.
That's how you excuse your shitty rank.
That's, I love that.
that. Okay, I see what this is, huh? I love that for you. No, I didn't know we were going
in there right away. I see what this is later. But no, I respect that. Is that the only game
you play is Marvel Rivals? I could play any game. So I started playing Warzone again, obviously,
because Vernance came back. But I played pretty much any game you can think of from the beginning
of time. Do you like shooters? Yeah, that's what I mainly play. I can't play shooters.
That's because you're a girl. No, how does that make any sense? Hand-eye coordination.
Okay, but it's not about the hand-eye coordination. It's just because I'm a fucking idiot. Not because
I'm a girl.
Don't connect the two.
Do not connect the two.
You said it, not me.
They're a great girl.
First of all, Faze, what is the name?
Faze Kaley?
She would fucking destroy you in a shooter.
I doubt it.
You doubt it?
I doubt it.
I will, I'll DM her.
Gladly.
Okay, there's, name like, what girls are actually really good at video games?
The main shooter girl that I, the main one that I know is Fais Kaley.
It's like a girl who like plays shooters.
Okay.
Because I can name a hundred dudes.
Kidei would destroy.
you.
What does she play?
She's immortal and Valorant.
Oh, Valerant, though.
That's a girl game.
Everyone knows that.
That's a girl game.
Is it because you're bad at Valerie?
I hate that fucking game.
Is that why?
No, I'm not going to lie.
Is it because you're bad at Valeran?
I played it seven times and was like, I hate this game.
I'm not going to lie.
I don't play it either, but it's because it pisses me off.
Yeah, it's, well, I came into it late and then I was like the movement felt so I was
like, I don't really want to play this game.
I just don't like when those bright color green smoke screens come up.
It makes me fucking mad.
I don't know what it is.
It's like the colors in the game just pissed me off, so I won't play it.
Yeah, it's not.
That game's not for me.
But I played everything.
Like, I'm like an OG World of Warcraft player.
Like, I played Vanilla.
Eldon Ring?
What?
Eldon Ring.
I played Eldon Ring, but I didn't really, I didn't really like love it.
Because I'm more of a competitive guy.
Who doesn't like Eldon Ring?
Well, it's not that I don't like it.
I just like playing against people.
That's it.
Yeah, but like.
I like the sweat.
Okay, but that game is sweaty, though.
Yeah, against yourself because you're trying to beat these fucking bosses that
like impossible to kill but that's no they're not impossible to kill because i killed them i think you
just can't do it you know it's yeah i mean it's a thing you can stick to your weights and you know
your call of duty let the real guys handle the things like elgin ring yeah the real men like me okay
i destroyed elven ring and i also beat the d lc thank you very much i don't think you're ready
for that at all i could if i wanted to play that game and if we did like a thing where i played it
faster it would easily be faster there's no way also you've done it before i could still do it
When you played it, did you beat Tree Sentinel off rip?
Like right out the womb, you come out the tomb and then you're like...
Yeah, you beat the big guy on the horse.
Yeah.
Of course I did.
What the fuck?
That's just mechanics.
The whole thing is just diving.
No, some people skip it because it's not technically required boss.
It's like a thing.
Well, I thought it was required so I fucking sweated it for like forever.
I was like, fuck, I have to beat this thing.
I think it took me like four to six hours to beat it and I was so miserable.
And I was like, holy fuck.
But I'm glad I did it on stream so no one could say I ever didn't do it.
I'm going to be honest.
After that, though, I was like, that was like, that was.
was part of the reason why I didn't want to continue to play.
Because I was like, is every boss going to be this way?
I don't want to keep playing this fucking game.
My dad started streaming and I tried to get him to play Elbin Ring and that was why he
stopped playing.
It was because he couldn't beat Tree Sentinel and he was like, okay, fuck this.
You didn't tell him he could avoid it?
No.
That's fucked up.
No, because he was talking trashed me about games.
So I was like, okay, well, if you're better than me, then beat it.
Did you start streaming video games or was it something else?
No, I started streaming video games.
Like, I'd play Mario.
I feel like most girls starting.
They're just like, look at my tits.
No.
bro I wish I'm just not like in that zone but there's a lot of really good girl streamers that like don't do that they just play video games it just like you got to think about what is being promoted so it's like the things that you see are like people getting popular for like half the time when you see Dexterote tweet something it's like it used to be two years ago like Amaranth gets banned for being too oiled up you know what I mean you'd see that and like there's nothing wrong with doing that if you want to do that do that you know what I mean but there's a lot of girls that like don't get
their shine and they're like great gamers.
You know who Miss Mika is?
No.
She's like a girl who does Eldon Ring and she like,
she like did a thing where she controlled the character with her brain.
She beat the game with her feet.
Oh, I saw that.
I saw that.
Yeah.
And like you never see anything about her.
But she's like a few thousand viewers streamer just in her own.
Why do you think it's harder, at least as in my perspective.
It's, well, not harder.
It's like easier but harder.
It's easier to get like, I feel like money right away.
subs right away as a girl, but it's harder to be like a really big streamer as a girl.
There's a plateau. So like I always say for guys, it's like way harder for you to grow and you're
like saying like this. But once you do, you're like, bam, you're, you know, you can shoot up.
If you're a girl, you can probably shoot here. But if you want to get above this middle ground at all,
you have to be like the best of the best or be connected or be anything like that. It's kind of
hard. But I think it's because Twitch is like, you have to think Twitch's audience is a lot of
men like a lot yeah most people watching live streams in general right and like think about the content
that you watch on your day to day you're watching things that you relate to unless you're like
really into somebody and most of the time like when you want to build an audience where they relate
to you and they're like wow this person's fucking dope you're not going to get a lot of young guys or
like just guys in general that are going to be like wow i watch this girl and she's doing girly
things and i want to watch it you know yeah because it's not they can't relate to it at all exactly
So it's like, I think it's good now that Twitch is being pushed more
because there's a lot more of like a female audience that will watch.
And it's like I've seen it shift over the years.
Like there's way more women that watch creators now than there used to be.
And hopefully it keeps, yeah, going that way.
I think now there's like a bigger ratio.
But still it's like not nearly what it should be.
Who are the best girl streamers in your opinion?
Top five.
Top three.
Valkyray.
Poki, I think is a really good one.
I know a lot of people, you know, shit on them for a lot of various different reasons.
Yeah.
I personally don't get it.
But, you know, Valkyrey, there's so many.
My friend Mari's a great one.
Fuck, dude.
You're not put an amrith up there?
I think she's not my style of content.
But like, here's the thing, right?
Like, I don't, if you do sexy, like, I have girls who do, like, OF and stuff like that
that are around me and that are, like, really good friends of me.
And I have no judgment to them at all.
Like, if that's your bag, girl, get your bag.
Like, I'm not going to stop you.
but is it like something that I'm going to consume?
No.
It's just not really something that you'd ever do.
No, I'm not really interested in doing that.
Because it's like, I just don't have that vibe.
Like I'm not, I'm not the one to be like, oh, let me go, you know, go crazy and post a crazy photo.
Like, I'll do a cosplay or something.
And if it's something that I feel like confident in, I'll post.
But like, OF is just something to me that I wouldn't do.
My dad would beat my ass if he found out I was doing something like that.
Like I was not raised like that.
Yeah.
And like it's just kind of not, you know.
Yeah, I get it.
It's not me.
I think it's not worth the, the, what you get in return.
Like it might be a lot of money, but is that worth like people knowing all about you and
knowing how you look and everything for me?
No.
For some people, yes.
And that's like fine.
There's no judgment.
I feel like people just, it's easy.
It's easy money.
It's the easiest thing to do to get money.
Like, obviously there's a lot that comes with it after the fact.
But it's very easy.
But I almost feel like now, if, like, I've talked to a lot of girls who I don't want to name them, but like they're like the top OF creators.
And they'll tell you like the money's not worth it now.
Like don't do it.
Like the money's not worth it.
If anybody ever tries to get you to do it, don't do it.
I've had like a lot of different platforms reach out to me to be like, hey, would you even do?
You know like the ones that are clothed where it's like safer work but picture sites?
They're like, do you want to do that?
I'm like, it's just not.
I don't know.
To me, those feel weird.
It's weird how OF fucked the whole game up of selling paywall content because what you're saying what you're saying is like because those other platforms are trying to like basically originally only fans was like a fitness go like they were going to go towards like trainers selling like content like look at me do this workout and like yeah was it really that was the original that was the original thing that the guy started the only fans for was like because way back in the day fitness content.
And still today, it's still very popular.
But back in the day, it was like the most popular shit on the internet.
Okay.
I didn't even know that.
Yeah.
And so I think they were trying to set up a platform where like instead of, you know,
being like, look at my work out here.
Go over here and pay for it, basically.
Yeah.
Like just the original paywall.
Did you ever have one?
No.
Oh, okay.
I just had like a website.
I was ahead of the game.
I wanted really to be able to say Bradley Martin had an only fans in the title.
I was debating for it.
They want me to, they want me to oil up in fucking.
They do?
Yeah.
Your fans do?
They want me to show.
I don't know why.
it's a bunch of dudes, they want to see my dick.
I was going to ask, is it the girls or are the guys?
It's the guys.
It's the guys.
All guys.
I have a,
I have 98% men on every platform.
I think all guys have a little bit of gay in them, just a little bit.
Especially if they work out, huh?
Right.
And that's okay.
Like, there's nothing wrong with it.
That's great.
Good for you.
But they have just a little bit of gay in them.
For sure.
Yeah,
but I don't know if it's just that, just that, that age group or that audience that watches,
they're just like, I don't know, just streaming audience.
Because I stream, I don't stream super, like,
I stream consistently.
I stream consistently.
I just don't like really go hard and like try to promote it.
Yeah.
But I like that.
I like those platforms a lot.
But it is just,
I'd say like YouTube comments are up there.
TikTok comments are up there.
But like live stream comments,
whether it's I'm on kick or if I'm on Twitch,
they're just like the craziest comments.
So when like you're live,
if you bend over,
do they like giat at you and stuff?
This is funny.
They'll call me a titty streamer because like I'll just,
I'll stream with.
my shirt off. And they'll be like, please stand up. Because I think I'm naked, but I'm not naked.
Of anybody, you are kind of a titty streamer. That actually makes sense. It's fucked up.
That makes sense. It's fucked up. You might have a bigger rack than me. I'm going to be honest.
So you might have to start, you might have to start one. I don't know why. Like, I get it.
It's just a bunch of dudes. I feel like they're just trying to chirp you. But is your audience mostly
women then? No, I wish. I wish. And that's no disrespect to my male audience because they're very, very
nice, but I actually, like, I have a lot more of a male ratio than I think a girl ratio.
I wouldn't say that.
Because you know what's really nice about my audience that I love is like there, if you've
ever seen my streams, they shit on me a lot.
Like, that's like the default.
No, but it's not, though, because I've seen a lot of, I've seen a lot of girls where they're
like, their audience is so like, oh my God, she's the best, like she's this, she's that.
But that's got to be girls saying that.
Guys don't say shit like that.
No, it's guys.
So that it's super simps.
It's very different.
Yes. Like I definitely have people like I definitely would say there's a portion of my community that like obviously they're like into me or like they think I'm attractive. But like I'm not not acknowledging that. But like I think there are people that and they've given me that flowers that like they just like my content because I do what I think is like fun content. And so therefore they're just there for that. And like I think that's why my arc with agent did really well is because people were like, oh, I like her as a streamer because she's not like just.
doing like just sitting there and being like oh look at you know this or anything like that and
it was a little different yeah especially because you gotta think there's like two communities
i think the w community is like where am p and all of them are in they don't have a lot of like
big girl creators on that side like it's not a really big thing there's like a select view
how is there two communities when it's all just one giant it's very different have you never
you never seen it well so the w and then the what it's like they call it poggers community
that's where I'm from yeah I don't I don't even get that like what's why is there even a difference
it's just so the same fucks who are just it is but it's not like the progress community is like
which community goons a lot and just talks about gooning both actually okay like like like I said
the same no okay well they can unite in gooning yeah probably but like they're like different
in like what they like one is like more video game centric and it's like a bunch of the nerds that
started out on Twitch and the other one I think like Aiden Ross, Kai,
in all of them like have pioneered that side of that community where it's like came from a lot
of like black culture and everything and was a lot more inviting to like the black community
which is great and therefore and then it went more mainstream which is great because
the poggers community used to not be like great for that so they're just they they sound like
more like the gooners the paurs well they're like gooting over like anime characters you know
and then the w communities or you cosplay as squirrel girl maybe yeah maybe probably a few of them
probably have as their background. I will say I regretted that cosplay. Why? I did. I don't know why,
but maybe it was just because, like, it was the first one I built on streams. I was really proud
of it at first. Yeah. And then it did have a lot of, like, negative connotation because, like,
people really like squirrel girl in a way that, in a way that they shouldn't. And I was like,
ooh. Like, what do you do with that tail, you know? I didn't have a tail, to be fair. Right,
but I'm saying, like, they're, oh, yeah, but they, yeah, exactly. This is one like, no.
I'll say shit like they'll be like you could just you could trim it down a little bit
they're out of pocket like actually out of pocket do not look up squirrel girl on Twitter
don't do it I could probably search on my phone right now I'm gonna search it on my phone
right now okay well good because I don't have to ruin my search history good good looks do you
have not safer work off on your Twitter I don't even know what that is no yes you do be
honest I don't even know what that is be honest because you know you know if not safe for work is
off on your Twitter so just searching squirrel girl right yes okay oh my
my god what the fuck what the fuck yeah you're welcome whoa this is no you're right this is
i told you i told you how is what the fuck is going on it's some freak ass shit is it it's freak
i know i know i know it's bad bro what the fuck are people doing it's bro what are they doing
with this a i shit to be fair don't have that as an a i some of it is just like actually some
yeah but there's some weird like cartoon shit like ai cartoon sex yeah to be fair that's not all
of our twitter a lot of our twitter is pretty like chill
You're talking about art twitters like this
Because it's all like weird anime
No, some of them
Some of them are like some freak accounts
That like draw like art porn
But not all of them
So this is why you kind of regret it
Because you're like fuck
I'm for sure on there somewhere
No, it's because like people would like be like
Oh my God you look like somebody DM me
They're like you look like this image
And they sent me like fucking squirrel girl porn
I'm like bro ew
I'm like like hello
Like you get blocked and then they get blocked
And they come into my chat
They're like why'd you block me on Twitter
I'm like dude like hello
Are we fucking serious?
so weird dude i get like the weirdest dms after that after the squirrel girl yeah but i get weird dms
all the time have you ever done another cosplay that backfired on you no even then i don't feel
like that cosplay backfired on me it got like a lot of news articles got a lot of compliments
why i get news are who the fuck's write news about that well because it was like i made it on
stream so everybody's like damn that's dope okay i literally cut the wig i did everything on stream
and they're like that's what's your favorite stream that you've ever done
fuck my favorite stream probably the recent thing the sisathon or the the call of duty marathon
with agent either one would you date agent no we're friends oh he said i saw yeah i saw that he was
on here and you tried to ask i saw that clip but we're we're friends like we've never had any
romantic interest we've always been friends what were you watching like no i'm saying it's like i just i was
like i thought i thought y'all were dating no no no no no no
But, like, we've always been really good.
Like, that's my, my homie.
You know what I mean?
And, like, when he met me, it kind of sucked because everyone was like, oh, my God,
they're dating.
Like, and it was nonstop.
The chemistry was good.
Yeah.
And, like, it's like that with me with, like, a lot of guys.
Like, I can't have a guy friend that I have a really good chemistry with.
Because if I do, everybody's like, oh, she's, she is fucking him.
And I'm like, I, no.
Like, I wish, okay, that I was really just going out all crazy like people accuse me of,
but I'm just not doing that at all.
Why do you wish you were doing it?
Well, no, I don't wish it.
But you know what I mean?
Like, if I was living that life, then cool, accuse me all that stuff.
But I'm not, I'm not out here doing that.
But, like, he's a really good friend of mine.
No, he's a great dude.
Yeah.
I saw him he was, like, on your podcast and everything.
Yeah.
One of the coolest guys that I've interviewed for sure.
He's really nice, too.
Like, super down to earth, really nice.
He helped me, like a lot.
Sounds like he'd be a great boyfriend.
No, he's a great friend.
He's a great friend.
Look, and I know, I know it's going to happen.
They're going to clip this and he's going to watch it.
he's going to be like, yeah, and the whole chat's going to be like, damn, I can't believe
she did you like that.
No, but it's like, they always do that.
Because in my mind, I'm just like, when, okay, like, do you, so do you have a relationship
then?
I don't say.
You don't say, okay.
No, I keep, because my life is so public, I keep everything private.
Because the way you described, it's not like he'd be like a, he's like a good guy.
Yeah, but like, I have guy friends that are like good guy friends.
You think, okay, let's talk about that.
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guys and girls can actually be friends yeah but i think there's boundaries like like if i'm in a
relationship i'm not going to have a guy best friend do you know what i mean like that's just my
person i'm not going to be like oh my god this guy's my best thing we're hanging all the time
if i'm like in a relationship with somebody they should know my partner you know what i mean like
my partner knows them they know my partner and we become friends as like a group and if they
can't get along, then me and that guy are not going to be friends. You know what I mean?
Depending on, like, what the dynamic of my current relationship is, you know? So, yeah, okay.
So you're not like, you don't think just, you could have random guy friends unless it's like
around the person that you're. Yeah, like, especially if I'm dating a guy, I'm not going to be like,
hey, I'm going to lunch with like. Let's say you're not dating a guy. Do you still think you have
a guy friend? Because that guy's not trying to be your friend. I think there is. You think guys are
trying to be just. I had a roommate that was like a guy who he doesn't like date or never made a pass of me,
never anything. He's like a brother, like a, like, I know people say like, oh, that's like
a brother to me. But like, he's like, he's like been on my stream for like ever. And he's just
like, just chill dude, just doesn't care. I think it like, it depends on how you treat
people and friendships. Like I don't feel like I'm like overly friendly, like, oh my God,
that's my guy bestie. You know what I mean? I'm just like. I just think guys aren't trying to
make friends with girls. Really? Yeah. What kind of guys are you hanging out with? Every single
guy on the planet. There's no way you think that.
100% don't think that you have no girls that you're friends with that you're like,
I'm friends with girls for a certain, like, there's certain reasons why we became friends.
Go on.
Yeah.
Yeah, no, I'm going to go.
I'm going to cook.
Go on.
Let me just chill out for a second here.
Listen.
So there's girls that have become friends because of like, like you kind of describe those
circumstances, then you can become a friend.
Like, I could become a friend of like my, my boy's girl because, but only because it's my
boy's girl.
You know what I'm saying?
Like, this is what I'm saying.
I'm trying to describe, like, I'm just telling you, men are not going like, wow, look at that girl, I think she'd be a really good friend. I'm going to go get to know her. That never happens. There's not one time in history where a guy goes, I think we'd make great friends. I guess, but you got to think of it this way because I disagree. Like, I'm not having a guy scout me out at a bar and then being like, oh, I want to be her friend. You know what I mean? Have the time I'm meeting like my roommate that I met, I met through like other friends. And then we've just known each other for so long. We've always played games, everything like that.
So then we ended up being like, it was me, him, and another girl.
And we were like, fuck, we all want to move to Austin.
Let's just get a big house.
And that's what we did.
So it wasn't anything like crazy.
I think it depends on how you meet people.
Now, don't get me wrong.
There's been guys that I've met that like I get the vibe that they're not my friend for the right reasons.
And then I'm out.
Because like I'm not interested in if you're my friend because you want to fuck me, then I'm going to leave.
You know what I mean?
But if you're my friend because you want to be my friend, then we're cool.
And that's it.
You can definitely, girls can tell.
I feel like people think girls can't tell
when guys are trying to like snake one
and then be like, oh, okay, I'm trying to like do this.
But I'm also, I don't really sleep around
or do anything like that.
I get it. But that's why I'm saying.
That's why I think girls and guys can't be friends
because guys, their intention is always
like, if they're meeting someone,
if they're giving you attention,
it's because they have some intention,
like beyond just being a friend.
And that's why they'd give more attention.
I guess. I disagree with this so much.
Well, you are a girl.
I know.
So you set the boundaries, but, like, guys, there's not a guy on this planet that goes,
that chick's ugly.
I want to be a friend with her.
Or that chick's hot.
I want to be a friend.
But, like, for example, you met, like, agent.
Like, I don't think the agent has any intention towards me at all, like, none.
So that's a good example of someone that, like, for all you knew, maybe at one point he did,
realized really quickly it wasn't there.
And he was like, well, we still make good content together, right?
Like, I have a friend that I make content with all the time and we make really good content together.
Okay.
So beyond, beyond that then.
I'm not even, I'm not even giving you that because I don't think that he did.
but even beyond that then,
if he then changes and has no intention at all,
then are they able to be friends?
Well,
I kind of guess,
but here's the deal,
right?
There's like,
women will do this where they'll be like,
uh,
that guy kind of likes you.
I'm not really,
you know,
I'm not,
maybe I'm dating someone else
or I'm talking to someone else.
I know that guy's giving me this kind of attention.
He could stay friends with me and he kind of,
he'll satellite over there and chill out and every once in a while,
I'll be like,
what friends do you have, bro?
I'm not talking about,
My friends, I'm talking about men.
No, I am, I'm about to look at every friend that you've ever had that's a girl.
Do you want to fuck every friend that you've ever had as a girl?
No.
I mean, that I maybe originally when I was like trying to be your friend, I was like probably,
because I wasn't trying to be your friend.
What am I hearing right now?
I'm telling you the truth.
Listen, a guy won't, this is the truth.
Like there is not a time when a guy goes, I just want to get to know that person, period,
just because they look like they'd be a cool friend.
What?
That never happens.
That is not true.
That never happens.
Okay, I think that is, I think that like there are a lot of men that probably fit into that dynamic.
I do think there is.
But to say that there's not a single man out of the millions of men that is, not a single man, that doesn't make any sense at all.
Boys, in this room, have you ever approached a girl that you were like?
Not approached, met the way that I said, because I said there's a difference, remember?
Yes.
There's a difference.
But what I'm saying is during that difference, that difference phase, they're still, they're, if they're interested, they're still like, oh, let's see.
okay, they're going to realize really quickly either,
okay, she's fucking with it or not at all.
But if they're still interested
and they're still maintaining the friendships
because they think, well, maybe somewhere along the line.
I'm just saying there's not a single man
on this planet that goes,
that chick's ugly, I want to be a friend.
It's not about,
but you don't have to bring an attraction into it.
No, but you're-
Okay, I think maybe my perspective
is a little bit different though
because I am not attracted to somebody
unless I know their personality at all.
So like,
that's cool.
Maybe that's a little bit different
for me because that's how I know people
to be. But like
some people are different. I agree. But so
when you go to, when you're like
you're going to find someone you want to date,
let's say, right? Okay.
In this theoretical circumstance, because I don't know your
circumstances. Wait, can we go back to asking them really fast?
Yeah, go ahead. Because he was making a face.
He was. You were staring at me. He was
making a face. So I want to
can I, can I hear what you have to say? It's really fast.
Yeah. Have you ever
have you ever been like, wow, that girl's like hot or that girl's
no not hot have you ever just met a girl and been like i want to be this girl's friend
if not i want to fuck yes let's do that has there been a girl that you've had a friend that you
didn't want to fuck no no no no no this is the question have you ever approached a girl just to be a
friend i would say um it depends like what the situation is if it's like business related
then we could be friends but if it's like this what i'm saying but it depends on the way that it
take business out of it and i'm like okay this girl's attractive and um but that's if you're at a bar
Like, if you just meet in your head- No, I'm telling you in zero, zero circumstances in the world where a guy goes, that chick's like ugly or hot, whatever.
Because, listen, listen, I'm figuring you out right now.
I'm telling you. I'm telling you. I'm figuring you out right now. I'm figuring you out right now.
No, I'm figuring out. I'm seeing it. I'm seeing it. I'm seeing it. I'm seeing it.
In this fucking world will say he's wrong. There is not a single man in this world that goes, I want to be friends with her. I'm going to get to know her.
I think if you think I want to be friends with her, I want to get to know her that's different than being like,
Oh, we met casually and then everybody's friends.
And then you are in a friend group and you're like, oh, that's my friend.
Yeah, but what I'm saying is like there's still that, that, that, that, the attraction
that's happening based on, look, personality, I'm not saying it's not important.
I'm not saying not that stuff's not like thought about it all.
But no dude is going like, oh, yeah, yeah, I just want to be her friend.
And I'm going to talk to her because I want to be her friend, not a single dude on this
plan.
Every single dude on this plan is deciding either he's attracted to her or not.
And listen, women are doing the same exact shit.
What if he's not attracted to her?
Then he's not trying to, maybe he could be a friend because he doesn't, he's not attracted to her.
But that's what I mean is that there are guys that are not attracted to you.
But I'm also telling you that most guys, if they're not attracted to you, they're not going to continue going towards her.
I swear to God, it sounds bad.
It's going to sound bad.
They're not going to go towards a relationship.
But you're saying most.
You're saying most.
So we're saying the same thing, which is there are probably a lot of guys that will find women attractive and they want to be friends and like snake that.
But we're saying the same thing, which is most.
guys. There's a lot of guys also in that most because there's millions of men in the world
that don't find you attractive. And they're like, okay, cool, we can just be friends. Like,
whatever. So that's what I'm talking about. I'm talking about like the attraction and the
friendship. Right. I'm talking about the small group of men because I don't have like a lot of
friends in the world. My circle is very small. You know what I mean? And in my circle of friends,
I think I have like a, you know, a handful of guys that I trust that I'm like, okay, cool. And
even then I've known them for years. Some of them have girlfriends. We move and then we move
Do you think if they had the opportunity, they wouldn't try if you gave an opportunity?
But normally when I get that vibe, I cut people off, like, instantly.
Right.
Well, that's from you.
That's, yeah.
Normally, if I get that vibe, I'm out.
Because to me, if I can tell that, like, you, like, for example, if, like, in my old
relationship, if I'm, like, in a relationship and I'm, first of all, I'll never go to another
man and vent to my problems about whatever boyfriend I have because you shouldn't do that.
But, like, if I'm, like, going through something and they hear about it and then they reach
out on, like, some weird timing shit and you can feel it.
then I'll be like okay there's that feels a little off to me
but that's what I'm describing every dude that's like in your friend
and that's what they're they're trying to like if they find you attractive
that type of guy that's that type of guy is that's every guy if they find you
attractive you can't say every guy and then say it's most no no every
guy doesn't make any sense it's every single guy unless he's attracted to you
that's it I'm figuring you out right now every single guy on the planet
period if he's attracted he's trying I was going to make a really funny joke
and say I want a different podcast right now,
but I wouldn't do that because your podcast is great.
Wait, what pod do you think it was?
We'd have to mute it.
Okay, okay.
We'd have to mute it.
We'll mute it.
Which one?
Are you actually going to mute it?
Yeah, I promise.
I'm not going to do dirty.
I promise.
Okay.
That was a joke because it's not actually that.
So, you know what I mean?
It's like, I would never compare you to that because you're this.
Thank you.
Thank you.
I just like this.
I like this.
I just find it interesting.
Because I knew that I would talk to you about this and I knew that you would probably say exactly what you're saying.
But I do think also men and women will always have different perspectives on that.
Like you can't ask a woman to like figure out what you're thinking because men and women just grow up differently.
They're raised differently.
We have different standards for each.
It's just is never like you can sit there and tell me every day how you think and half of it.
I'll be like, what the fuck is it going on your head and vice versa.
So it is what it is.
So you think girls are just trying to make friends with dudes that they don't find attractive ever?
They're just like, oh, that guy's lovely.
I think we'd be great friends.
Trust me, I know girls that will only be friends with dudes that they want to fuck.
I know them.
And, like, that's their whole thing and that's fine.
I think, again, there's, it's just so different.
Like, there are girls, bro, I know girls that are lesbians that only want to be friends with girls that they want to fuck.
Like, it really does just depend on the person to me.
Like, but I've met some really great people that are just like, chilled.
They don't bother me.
Yeah.
I, you know, we play a game together or whatever and then keep it put.
and that's great.
Yeah.
But like I said,
my whole,
where I draw the line is like,
back to the original question
that started this.
Yeah.
I think you can be friends
with like the opposite sex.
Like,
same thing for guys.
Like if you're in a relationship,
your partner should be your best friend.
And if your partner is not your best friend,
then that says a lot about your relationship.
Do you think you and I can be friends?
That's a good question.
Now I'm,
now no,
because I'm hearing the way you think about your friends.
So I say,
no, we cannot be friends.
What the fuck?
That's crazy.
Because that's the way you think about your friends.
You just,
You self-reported.
That's self-reporting?
Yes.
But what if I say like what, but that's that's assuming I'm attracted to you though.
Okay.
So we can agree that you're not attracted to me, right?
Fuck!
If we throw that on the table, then we can be friends because you just self-reported.
You self-reported.
That's on you.
That is literally on you.
Are you removing this question?
No.
I mean, I think you could like have a girlfriend, like friend.
think it's like attractive but it's like you also just like understand the boundary but then there's
like other I'm building a boundary like then you're probably going to be like you know just
you know there's a boundary here I'm building a boundary okay just know keep your play squirrel girl
anyways keep your freak ass over there okay stick the cloak and dagger buddy all right that's what
you got so so okay back to back to the streaming stuff well when you originally started
how tough was the grind
that was hard
because like
you got to think about like
how long was it
before it actually starts
you were like
well I could actually make a living
doing this
it's three years
damn yeah
like everyday kind of shit
yeah like when I started out
I was streaming on the weekend
and then I went from streaming
like to that
to like every day
like I got broken up with
out of my like five year relationship
and I was like fuck
I'm so depressed
so I just decided to like
throw myself into streaming
and I was like I don't want to be sad
my dad
I had to move back to my parents' house because we lived together.
And my dad was like, get your shit together.
Like, you only got one life.
You had a five-year relationship?
Yeah.
And we lived together and everything.
And he was like, my dad was like, just don't, he was like, just now the day from the
breakup, everything behind you or everything on that day, everything in front of you is
like going to get better.
Like every other day is going to get better.
It's just healing.
It's growth.
It's everything.
So make the best of it.
So I was like, okay, well, I really want to stream.
And I was going to school for mechanical and aerospace engineering at the time.
So you're smart, smart.
No, I'm a fucking idiot.
But, like, I was, like, faking it till I make it.
You know what I mean?
But did you, how far did you get doing mechanical space engineering?
Midway through my junior year.
Holy shit.
And then that's when I was like, because I was also working full time, too.
So I was doing full time that.
What were you doing?
I worked at a restoration company.
So, like, when your home burns down or, like, God forbid, you get murdered in your home,
there has to be somebody who comes and cleans it.
That's us.
So I would, like, I used to go out to, like, some of the fire scenes and stuff.
like that and like survey them because I was learning that and then they switched me over to
taking like claims because I didn't want to I didn't want to be on like you know a site where
crazy shit is happening I went to like a fire for a restaurant I was like I'm good you know
this is kind of crazy but um I ended up one day like I was I made sure I was making more than
what I was making at my job like for like six months and then I was like you know what can't half
ass school and half ass work I got to like go all into something so you were making enough to
to like to cover oh yeah so you were like okay let me just full time this yeah I was making I made
sure for like six months straight I was making more than what I was making of my job like for sure and then
I was like okay it's time to make a decision and one of my friends had like graduated engineering
and he was just in an office and he would vent about how I hated it all the time and I was like
fuck I don't want to be I've worked in office I don't want to be in an office like I want to try
something new my dad was so supportive my friends were they made me take like a video
when I quit my job because I was like crying I was like this is so fucking stupid like I don't
know what I'm doing but I hope that I can look back on this video and it works out and I was
you ever post that no no never I don't want to because it's very it's a very vulnerable like I hate
crying I fucking hate it really yes makes me mad like when I cry when I'm crying I get
annoyed that I'm crying do you know what I mean I I'm I can't relate I'm kind of a pussy
I've cried a lot.
You cry?
I've cried on the internet.
Like, I don't care.
I mean, no, I mean, you shouldn't care.
Like, that's healthy.
I think what I do is very unhealthy.
Yeah.
It's very fucking stuff that.
Shut up, pussy.
It's very unhealthy.
But it's because I'm like, dude, why am I crying?
Like, just suck it up.
You know, you're fine.
Yeah.
But, like, I think that's good that you cry.
Wow.
I went on that Netflix show and I cry like four times.
And I'm like, what the fuck.
What's it called?
It was called Inside.
Inside.
So this was the sideman thing?
Yeah.
It was like seven days in a, like,
you know secluded area no phones no sunlight no nothing and we all competed and who won can i say or
is it going to be spoiler oh it's still active right now it just came out like a few weeks ago like
three weeks ago how much do you win if you win it um if you win it it's like whatever the prize pool
is they split it so the end of that season was 300k and then they split it three ways it was 300
pounds so oh yeah yeah whatever that transfers to like how was that whole experience like because
what's the difference from that the first
It's just like, obviously you make content.
You're in content all the time streaming.
Gonna be honest, it was really fucking fun.
Because, like, think about it.
Remember when you were a kid and, like, you just wouldn't make up a game.
You know what I mean?
You'd be outside and be like, damn.
I just want to play a game or like imagine something.
Yeah.
Without phones and without connection outside world without everything,
we literally voted back to that.
It was so nice.
Especially for you.
We played freeze tag.
Can you imagine like you have 12 grown adults and they're playing freeze tag in a giant warehouse and just...
That sounds weird.
That's all you can do because you're so fucking bored.
you're like, okay, we got like a Nerf gun given to us.
We had like a Nerf war.
We just had, it reverts you to like a child.
And like it was really fucking fun.
I loved it.
I would do it one time again.
I was going to say.
I really loved it.
I would do it one more time.
Yeah, I was going to do it.
I was going to say more, but like, I don't know.
It was seven days.
And I like working.
So.
Yeah, I got invited to do the Beast games because the one that's coming out now is like strong and
smart.
Did you do it?
I haven't committed to it.
Yeah.
Because it's, it's a long time to come.
commit to. How long is it? If you, if you are doing well, it can be six weeks. And I was like,
fuck, that's a long time. I got dogs and shit. But bro, like, think about it. You get one life,
okay? You get one life. You get to do some cool shit like that. And it's such a niche experience
that no one can ever say they did it. So you might as well. That's true. Because like me,
when I did that show, no one can ever say that they did what I did. You can't. Like a handful of
people in the world that can be like, yeah, I went on the show. It was fucking cool.
Did you, was there a bunch of like Netflix executives and shit there?
Is it, it's just like, not executives, obviously, but like, are Netflix people like telling you, you should do this?
Because, like, I know a lot of reality show is like, they kind of coordinate drama.
Was anyone try to coordinate drama?
I think they were.
I'm just very like, I cannot care.
I can't.
So, like, for me, it was really hard for them to get me in any drama.
And the only time I did, one of the times I cried, I was like voting out this one girl, Maya.
And then.
You cried.
You're like, stupid.
Well, no, I insulted her by accident because I had to vote one of them out.
But you were mad at yourself when you cried.
Because I hurt her feelings.
Aw.
Yeah, like I heard her feelings and it made me, I don't like hurting people's feelings.
But how'd I hurt her feelings?
Because you had to vote her out?
Well, no, it was because I'd fuck out of here.
Yeah, but it felt bad.
Bro, you gotta think about it.
Like, that's a life changing amount of money.
It starts out of a million pounds.
You're like.
Yeah.
And I'm like, if I'm taking away a life changing amount of money for you, does that not make you feel bad?
Am I just a pussy?
Do you know, it's not fine.
You call me a pussy.
Yeah, you are.
But you know what's funny about that?
I dead ass was like when they asked me to kind of do it.
And I was like, if I win, everyone's just going to be like, fuck this guy's rich already.
Fuck you.
And then win the money.
Because it's like a ton of money.
It's like 15 million.
But if you work for it, though, then like nobody gets up up.
If I work for it, I win though, they're just going to, I swear to, I could already see
the internet.
If I won that, they'd be like, fuck this guy.
So you're that confident you'd win.
So go on the show then.
What the fuck I win that shit?
What the fuck I win that shit easy.
So then go on the show.
That's why I'm afraid because I'll have to be gone for six weeks.
I'm like, I got to worry about my dogs.
If you go on the show and you lose, I'm going to be on your ass.
I'm telling you.
I'm going to tweet you immediately.
I'll win the fuck out of that show.
Strong and smart?
Easy.
Done.
You think you,
there's like so many variables that would get you out.
You know that, right?
Don't the B-scape is literally have a probability?
Name one variable that would get me out.
Didn't a bunch of people get voted out because one girl like sold their team to like get like 50K?
Like you could get out that way.
It has nothing to do with your, like,
I would spot the rats before they got me.
Okay, you can't.
I'd vote them out.
What are you going to do?
Choke them out before they get to the fly.
Maybe slap them.
Maybe slap them.
I'm not going to lie.
Yeah.
If you came up to me and said, get on the other fucking team, I'd be like, okay.
I'm like, vote yourself out right now.
I'm like, yeah, you're kind of right.
My bad.
Say you're really tired.
You have to go home.
Yeah.
So what is up?
Do you like, have you ever, like, gotten in fights before?
Yeah, I have.
How many?
I don't know.
If I had to count, maybe like 12.
12.
But this is like my whole life.
This is like my whole life.
like kids most of this happened when i was a kid how many happened when you were an adult no no
no i haven't fought when i'm no maybe like my early 20s and then my later yeah because when you
slapped ron i was like damn that's a hot-headed guy right there no no no no no no no hold on
hold on that just for just for a frame of reference i've talked about this but i want to say this
again that was the very first time that i ever met ron or lacey yeah i had no idea what they were
doing yeah i didn't know about any any of the trolls and what happened
was Lacey's like can you can you play on the ox and I was like yeah it's like my gym I
could play on the speakers and he goes play play phone and I was like okay I had no idea that
that was like a troll at Ron and so I played it and then I think Ron thought I was in on the joke
but I just again first time I ever met him yeah and then he took my hat and I gave him I gave him
two chances to give it back yeah you did and he decided that he wasn't going to give it back
and I was like who the fuck does this kid think he is mine he's 21 by the way he's an adult
Everyone's like, he's you suck the kid, he's 21.
Yeah.
And so I, you know, I had to let him know that that wasn't okay with me.
That's that, you know what it felt like.
I felt like you know when you're like a kid and like you see your dad glare at you
when you're in a store like you're cutting up and you're like, oh shit, let me act right.
Like that's what I felt like I was watching.
I was like, damn, you just smacked him like a dad smacking a kid.
I was like, oh my God.
Yeah, exactly.
See, it was a light smack.
See, you just admitted it.
No, it didn't look like a light smack.
It was a three fingers slap.
That is worse because you got big.
ass three of your fingers is like one of my hands yeah but that's true but i didn't use my palm
you know because if i palmed i might have smoked his shit like i might just put him to sleep you know
how crazy that clip was though right that cope was crazy oh went viral as fuck that was and that's why it's
funny because like people will see that clip i were talking about earlier and they'll be like
wrong major career i'm like wait what the fuck he just showed up to my gym i had a gym for eight
years because of the internet four years prior to that i mean dude like i like i said people say
that with like me and agent or like like me and anybody it literally doesn't bro i had i had 2 000
viewers when i met agent but like like i said though remember i told you about the poggers and like
the other community yeah it's so different he introduced me to a new community which is why people
see that and then it got more mainstream so like yeah agent in a way like helped a lot but like
he wasn't the start of my career so i would say ron is the same way like he introduced you to a new
community which is why people see you like that 100% and that's cool and that's cool yeah i think i probably
I probably introduced new people to him too.
Oh, yeah, probably.
Because that was one of the most viral clips like,
like we connected to a slap.
Can you imagine how great that is?
Oh my God.
Can I please call you one day
when I'm about to go hang out with them
and just have you just in limbo?
Okay, I'll just be like,
I'll just be like, hey, we're going to be here,
just pull up.
Because Ron, he keeps doing this bit
where he's like, yeah, shut up.
And he says it under his breath.
And every time I'm like, Ron, what the fuck you say?
And then I'll get in his face
and he never, he never says it to me.
Never.
Yeah, Ron's funny.
He's very funny.
He's really funny.
All the phase guys are like some of my favorites.
They're like the nicest guys.
I'm so like, it's so crazy to see that, that complete not, I guess, yeah, I guess it would
have been a 180 from where that whole kind of organization was going based on like the old
leadership.
Oh, I was an old phase hater.
To where it is now is nuts.
I mean, I used to tweet and be like, I used to make fun of them for like the save the kids
scam and everything.
Like I used to be a hater because I'd be like, damn, some of these guys are just assholes.
Yeah.
And then now, like, flash forward to where they are now.
Like, I remember when they changed it.
I didn't even say, I wasn't even hating on the chain.
I was like, you know what?
That's good that Banks did that.
Like, let's see where it goes.
And that shit took off.
And like Kayson and all them, I know they're like from Kayson and adapt, they're like,
and they're all super nice.
Banks is even really nice.
I never met him.
And like, he, uh, he talked to me at the streamer awards after I won my award and like
was super nice, like congratulating me everything and then just, you know, went about
a business.
You know, banks could be friends?
We're not friends.
We don't talk like that.
I think we're cool, but like he doesn't, he doesn't reach out to me like that.
Thanks is a good dude.
Yeah, he's a very nice guy.
I think that's the other thing, too, is like, in this industry, you always have to worry, like, oh, do people have intention, you know, and they meet you or anything?
But, like, no, all of them, they've been nothing but nice.
They hit me up.
Be like, oh, do you want to do this?
And then we move on.
What's your opinion of Aiden Ross coming back to Twitch?
I've already given it.
Did you see?
Yeah, I saw a little bit.
That's what I had to ask, though.
Did you see?
I mean, like, I feel exactly what I said.
and like Aden saw the clip and he agreed like he has a I would arguably say it's like a pretty
shitty past you know what I mean but like at the end of the day I am one of those people where I
you know I think everybody can change I think you can have a bad pass and come back and do
good whether or not he does is up to him you know I'm not speaking to if I think he has or not
but like you know if he does how good that is for like the youth that watches him a hundred
percent because like the thing about this whole conversation that I find interesting I'm sorry
interrupted. No, no, no. It's just like the dude was so young and so successful, so fast.
Yeah. It's like he's literally growing up in front of this live audience. Yeah. So it's like
he also garnered this audience because the people watching him are often like him and they're like,
they like the sort of like darker humor or the fucked up jokes or the fucked up scenarios,
but he's also growing as like a human. And it's weird like to see, I get why people will throw the shade
because then they'll be like,
well,
you should,
you have this responsibility.
It's like,
you got to be this way.
But it's like,
dude's also just growing up like literally
in front of a live audience
of fucking crazy numbers.
Yeah.
Like I said,
if he changes,
that's very good.
Like,
that's so good for his audience.
If he.
Him and him and Hassan
just got to sit down,
hash it out.
And duke it out.
Bro,
do it out.
Maybe they'll do it on a,
one of the bramorous thing.
Hassan's big as fuck.
Hassan is huge.
Isn't he?
Yeah.
It's actually kind of scary.
Yeah.
I think,
I mean, dad, it wouldn't be a good fight.
You need to fight someone else.
No, but, like, my thing is, like, his community was so, like, I mean, obviously it was
the, you know, crazy people that are like, oh, fuck her.
Like, they're probably saying anything crazy.
Like, I feel like what I said is so reasonable.
And, like, he knows who he's brought on to his stream.
Like, he knows.
He knows all the stuff that goes on.
And if he's saying he wants to change, everybody has a chance to change.
And, like, also, I'm fully against the permanently banned thing on Twitch, unless you commit a crime.
Unless you commit a crime.
And then I think, okay, you know, that you should be permanently banned.
I also feel that way about even YouTube.
My buddy Steve's been banned off YouTube for like three years because he, like, some,
some dumbass detail as far as the gambling thing goes.
But it's like, how you just ban someone that, I don't know, like, it doesn't make sense.
It'd be different if he got on there and was like, fucking like, let's start riots and fuck
people up.
Yeah.
Ban them.
Like you said, like a real crime.
Yeah.
Inciting violence would be like, yo, that's kind of sketchy.
Well, that's why I think like, that's why I say with Aiden, too, like, like I said,
It's not even necessarily the things that he said, which I think he said some crazy shit, too.
So I'm not like ignoring that.
But it's also like the, you know, the people that he's, you know, brought on and stuff that a lot of people find to be very jarring.
So it's like, you know.
But do you actually think that like you should avoid stuff like that?
I think it depends.
I think sometimes conversations can be like had.
But like, for example, bro, I've had, I've had so many crazy DMs from like some crazy ass people.
I've had people who like, they're a loss.
cause you know like some of them are just like one of them's like a borderline Nazi that
DMs me like all the time like I'm never going to sit there and try to sit down with that guy
and have a conversation yeah I think I think it's it's more so how you have a conversation
yeah I think so but like sometimes I just think those conversations if you're trying to make
change it depends because if you want to have a conversation and try to like really talk about
what that person is talking about that's completely different than being like come on here
and make a racist joke you know it's a different vibe because of it right it's a very very
different vibe but like again that's just not like i i can only speak to that so much i'm not in his
head so i don't really know him i don't know much about him and like i feel like i'm a different
generation of streamer because i came up after he was already like established so i feel like as far
as i'm concerned i got no dog in that fight you know what i mean do you think do you think pokey will ever
collab with him probably not damn i mean he said a lot of you know they have a lot of history yeah
You know what I mean?
Nobody can really be surprised about that.
I don't really think that's like, you know, crazy.
I think there's a lot of people that probably aren't going to want to collab with him.
And I don't think he would feel negatively about that because I think he would understand.
Yeah, I don't think he is both.
Yeah.
He's actually a really, really good dude.
Yeah.
I've never met him, but I haven't heard, like, negative stuff from people that know him personally.
Yeah, no, he's a good guy.
So who do you think are the top five streamers of all time?
Ooh, this is a hard question.
Because you said girl streamers earlier, but all time.
Like who's, to say who've had the most influence in streaming and like to shape the way streaming is.
I think, I think whether or not you like him, Aiden, that's true.
Because Aiden brought in, I think, a lot of the W community, which is like, like I said, as somebody who I'm from like a black household and everything, when I was on Twitch, you did not see a lot of big black creators.
And Aiden, though he is not like black himself, he opened the door for like a lot of creators to come in from that new community, which is huge.
I think Kai is like obviously huge influence.
Kai is like one of my biggest inspirations, I think, across the board.
He's just so talented.
What about what about Kai's most influential do you think?
Is it like the way he's, because what I see when I saw for Kai was like how he took like streaming to this way different production level.
Yeah.
I also, you know what I think it's about Kai that like inspires me is how he doesn't say no to trying new things.
because there's a lot of streamers that like they get on
and it's like oh you get popular for playing this game
okay well you keep doing that thing
but Kai started out doing like his entertainment shit
then he went to celebrities
and the next thing you know he's like
starring in like little short films
and like commercials and stuff are like State Farm
and it's like you see him trying a bunch of new stuff
that you've never seen before and I think that's really inspiring
because not many people do that right
but I mean as a streamer because that's like that's like sort of
I think that is as a streamer
like I think it's as a streamer as a mentality
like across the board like i think that he does that and it's very inspiring to a lot of like
okay i see what the possibilities are exactly he he will see a possibility and be like okay
like a new avenue and be like okay i can do that even if he doesn't i think he like learned how to act
like after he was a big streamer and like now look at him he's doing full trailers for every
marathon he does like yeah and they're good as fuck too they're not like some that's what i see
i'm like fuck this is it's like next level like movie production level trailers and you're like
what the fuck so he's big i think
people don't give pokey her flowers but pokey and ray are my next two like the two girls but it's only
because as like a girl streamer they were the first like women to really be big creators like you don't
see even though probably people are like oh where their numbers don't compare to like kai or like aden
or whatever and they like to bring that up you know pokey and ray are like fucking status up here
like they're like branding everything is solid like i think if you're a girl streamer and you think of
anybody that you would want to like emulate to be like this is the way to do it it's them
yeah because they're great and then last one fuck who's the last one five is a lot bro yeah
but it's it gives space fifth one i'm probably forgetting somebody and i'm about to get like 50
speed what the fuck no speed you're right i am forgetting speed actually might be top three
i should i should change that list well i saw ddg did an interview and he was talking about how like
you can't even put speed in the same category.
He's like,
he's doing some like different.
It's obviously streaming,
but it's like,
it's different.
It's way different.
Yeah,
but it feels different because of YouTube.
This guy went to China and like made the relationships with the U.S.
better.
But it feels,
yeah.
But you know what,
though?
You still got to give it the streaming because where do he start out?
Streaming.
Yeah.
No,
I'm not saying he's not a streamer.
But it's like to see him go to China and they're like,
China after that stream opened up like a bunch of like,
you can come here from all these countries for free.
Like what the fuck?
Yeah.
It's fucking crazy.
I think I think that's my list.
I think it's eight and kind speed pokey and Ray for me.
Yeah, that's for that.
Personally,
but I obviously I have a different perspective with girls because I see girls as so influential because I am a girl.
Right.
The relatable aspect.
I get it.
I'm probably forgetting somebody.
I'm about to see like three hate threads.
And I'd be like, this bitch forgot this person.
My bad.
I'm sorry.
No,
you're chilling.
You're good.
My bad.
What do you have the most fun streaming?
And also,
and also how do you plan to evolve your content?
like do you see stuff like you talk about the kai stuff do you do you ever want to be like oh i want to do
do bigger i've been doing so much more recently i mean even doing like the netflix show and stuff
yeah let me tell you like i have friends who they like you know they want to stream every day and
stay home and i think that's great but like i've been traveling so much and doing so many things
because my end goal is to build like brand i think numbers are important like in streaming but
like your branding is everything where you are how people see you as a person that's really
important and like establishing connections like is really really important so that's all i've been
doing this year it's like my grind but like where i have the most fun is probably iro it's obviously
changed since the incident you know but yeah that yeah it's changed what so so that sucked
what exactly happened there because i saw earlier in that stream you guys like took a picture with
the same guy yeah and then that did he just followed you after taking the photo yeah so i it actually
really sucks because I'm like I think I'm not fully past it yet but it's because for me like
Ray and Emmy have both dealt with stuff like that I have never had a stalker approach us let
alone I've never had anybody like threatened my life yeah that's it that was a crazy thing to say
yeah um what even happened because like why watch it like it goes you can't see it but he says
you know he says I'm gonna kill you I'll kill you right now or some shit well so we we met him
like where he took the picture of us he stopped us like on the pier and he's like hey like
I'm really big fans said it up so we took a photo
with him. And like, he was in a sweatshirt. So when you see somebody's face and they're wearing
certain clothes, normally the first thing you remember is their clothes if they come back. Yeah.
He changed clothes. So we did not know. That's fucking strange. Yeah. And we get on the Ferris wheel and we're,
it's like the final night of our marathon. Like we're celebrating us being together. It's like all three
of us hanging out. Emmy flew out for that and everything. And then we get off and he stopped us to
ask for Emmy's number. And we were like, oh, no, like, you know, no thank you. You know, laughed it off.
was very uncomfortable.
Like, normally when you're uncomfortable, you laugh and you're like, okay, whatever.
Like, let's go.
And he's like out loud.
On the camera, he's like, oh, well, I'm going to keep following you then.
And, like, Ray makes a joke, like, oh, we have enough stalkers.
Like, we're good.
Like, please leave us alone.
You know what I mean?
And we walk away.
And he, I like, look back and I'm like, oh, he's actually following us.
Like, that's not a joke.
And so all we wanted, it's so sad.
All we wanted that night was Ferris Wheel Churro.
That was like Emmy's thing.
Like, she's always wanted to go to the Ferris wheel.
and then get a chero after.
And we were going to go home.
Yeah, we never got one because he was like,
what wasn't on camera was he was standing behind us.
And I kept looking back and my cameraman kept looking back
and we were like, oh, he's like changing personality like that.
Like he's like one minute, he's smiling at us.
And the next minute he was like mad
and like punch the fuck out of a trash can behind us.
We're like, what the fuck is going on?
And it's like, mind you, it's like 30 seconds, okay?
There's like a minute that it's happening in.
And we're like, I'm like, okay, like,
something's wrong. So Ray's like, hey, we're going to go. We start walking and he starts
trying to cut in front of us. And I'm like, no, we're not going actually because he's
fucking, you know, still here. And we didn't want to walk back to our car because eventually
on the pier, you're like alone for a bit. So we're like, okay, the smartest thing to do is
a stay with the store people because this guy is like really following us. And he ended up like
getting super fucking aggressive, like still like punching stuff. So Emily, who is Ray's assistant,
who's also a girl, like, goes up to him
and she's like, are you fucking desperate?
Like, leave us alone, please, like, holy fuck.
And that's when he's like, fuck you, bitch, da-da-da-da.
And she's like, do not come near them
or, like, I will fucking fight you.
Like, do not fucking touch them.
And then that's when he's like,
oh, you want to fucking fight me?
And then he, like, turns to Emmy.
And he's like, I'll kill you right fucking now.
I'll kill you right now.
And he starts running towards, like, me and Emmy and Ray.
Yeah.
And we had to, like, run.
So it was like a whole thing.
I felt bad for my cameraman because, like,
he's holding like $14,000 worth of a quick.
equipment and he doesn't know what the fuck it happens so quick that you don't know what to do yeah
and he's not trained in defense so how would he know to like throw everything down and put the
hands on the guy and also the guy while he's saying it is like reaching in his pocket so everybody's
like oh well he was probably just saying that like you don't know if he had a knife but i'm like
yeah but when you're in that situation and somebody's going to threaten your life you're not
going to wait to find out what they have in their pocket you're going to get the fuck out of there
if you can't defend yourself so that's what we did we like screamed for security and then
security didn't really help us so we had to scream and luckily one of the workers heard us
and believed us and he pulled us in the store and hit us in the back and then they kept trying
to walk us around the back to like be like oh he's gone like it's fine I'm like no it's not fine
like we don't know what the fuck he had on him don't put us outside and they hit us in like a shed
the police didn't come for like 20 minutes it's like a whole thing sounds like that way yeah it was
bad and they didn't even like now I can kind of talk about it because
unfortunately you know it's you can imagine how it is to report something like that to la cops here
it was not a great experience oh bro they don't do fucking dick about anything not that the cops are
bad it's just like they don't have the resources not that they only have the resources they just
don't have anything they can actually do yeah because their kind of shit is like they'll tell you
oh well did he hit anyone and they'd be like well no well he was talking about it okay well he didn't
actually do anything so like we can't really do anything because of the laws in california are so
fucking terrible. Yeah. Well, I mean, originally we had to prove that he was actually
stalking us because they thought, you got to think it's like the pier. They thought he was like
a homeless dude who was just on drugs. And they're like, oh, these girls are freaking out for no
reason. And like, we're like, no. He was, oh yeah, I sorry, I didn't tell you this. He was
watching her TikToks when he was like originally standing behind us too. So like we knew who
he was there for. Like it wasn't like a thing of like whatever. He's like looking at her
TikToks, looking at Emmy, you know, being crazy. And like, it was just so traumatic that
it sucked to have to be like talking to the police and be like, hey, we are trying to tell you
that he's stalking us and they just originally they thought it was like nothing. So they're like
they had us walk down the pier and like didn't offer us like they're like walking next to us
but not really paying it. I've never really said this like publicly. They're like not really
paying attention to like what is going on around us at all. And I'm like, dude, you guys
didn't catch this guy. This guy could be anywhere on the pier and now he feels like he has nothing
to lose because his face is put all over the internet right now.
and just do some crazy shit
and they're just not even locked in.
And it sucks because like I don't fault
but like I think the cops like did what they thought
was right in that moment.
Yeah.
I just think that they deal with so many crazy people
that to them they were like,
oh, these are just scared girls.
It's nothing.
And it wasn't taken seriously until we could prove
that like he stalked us.
And now they just, it's a matter of them finding him.
But you know how that's going to go.
It's not going to happen.
Yeah.
It's not going to happen.
Yeah.
It sucks.
So we've tried to do everything behind the scenes.
I can't like say.
like much more of what we're trying to do but like well moving forward so moving forward
it's making iRL stuff uh scarier yeah so what you just like get fucking security guards
with guns and shit yeah but like for example i went to japan and like there's a bunch of
apparent like stream snipers in japan that are like americans that stay there that go crazy i
fucking love japan i do too i was there for 10 days was amazing the fucking best place but like
for me because i've never dealt with that uh i'm scared that like if somebody comes up and they
try to get weird with me, and I'm like, bro, I got to pay for security to fly over Japan
and everything. And I don't do that. I don't want it to like put me in a weird mood on
stream. And then that's very public. Because like, yeah, freaking out like that publicly and
having that put everywhere was like very weird. I was like, oh, fuck. It's like a really
traumatic thing that everybody's reacting to. And I'm like, uh, that's so weird. So I think I need
like a little bit of time. Yeah. You don't. And it's, it's so interesting. It is so
different for a girl. Yeah. So fucking different. Yeah. Yeah. Like, I mean, do you have people who ever try to
like find you and like, oh yeah. Be weird as fuck? Oh yeah. Really? Fuck yeah. Like what instance. Can you name one?
Oh, man. He laughed. He laughed like he's like, yeah, I know. No, it's just like, I don't like to name them
because it's like, then you, you're kind of like encouraging more of nonsense to happen.
There was one instance where at my old gym, there was this, I feel bad about.
this one kind of because there was this like woman who came um with like you know how you came
with your luggage because you're traveling yeah she came with a bunch of luggage and she went to
my front desk and was like oh i'm supposed to move in with brad and she'd been shut up someone catfished
her for two years as like just using pictures of me wait i kind of feel bad for her that sucks i felt
i felt really bad like this woman thought she was going to move in and like live with me
stop laughing he's laughing he's laughing that's crazy it's ridiculous it's ridiculous i was
I was going to make a joke and say maybe she wanted to be your friend, but I wasn't, I was going to say, I was going to be a friend. I'm sorry. No, dude. That sucks, though, for her. Yeah. She, like came to the gym and I, because I remember look back on the security cameras and being like, oh, man, I feel bad. Like, bags, everything. And then she, like, mentally off a little bit. I didn't talk to her personally, but the front desk, the front desk didn't seem like she was so off. They were just like, dude, she was kind of, I think she cried. Like, she was pretty distraught. Like, she wasn't like crazy, crazy. She just got tricked. That sucks. This was, this was, this was. This was. This was. This was. This was. This was. This was.
probably like 2018, 2019.
Oh my God.
And you never spoke with her personally?
No.
Really?
No, I wasn't even in town that time.
Yeah, but I'm surprised you didn't like reach out to be like Hamerly, like, I'm not that person.
I've never, I have no.
Oh, so you never found out like her information.
I've never had any contact with her ever.
Damn.
I wonder what happened.
No, I mean, it sucks.
Someone just took my photos and was like, yeah, whatever.
It could probably like, come fly out meet me.
And she just pulled up.
Damn, that's fucking, and you've never seen, like, any of those profiles or anything.
I've never seen anything.
I just got the report from the people at the gym.
So it's like stuff like that.
But it's like, again, all this stuff is so different.
Like definitely being a man and like being involved in content, being a woman is way different.
Yeah.
No, it's different.
But I think men, you guys still get weirdos too.
You guys get a hell of weirdos also.
I do.
It's different from girls.
But it's like when it comes to like defending yourself is, you know, for me is way different
than you.
Yeah.
Yeah.
For you, I mean, I know some guys.
they have like some crazy girls
that are in love with them
and they like send them their address
and shit, it's nuts.
Like I actually know some like guy creators
that go through them like fuck that sucks, you know?
But I've also, I've had that too.
You know, it's kind of a whole thing.
As a girl creator, I will say
it's a different game sometimes.
Like I've learned from that incident
because I think I don't see myself
as a big streamer like at all.
Like I don't know, I just don't see it.
And so over the time that has passed
I've never really gotten security
I'm like, nobody gives a fuck about me.
Like, I can just go to a convention and walk around.
I'm like, who gives a fuck?
And my team has always been like, Sina, you are a lot bigger than you think.
You need to, like, have security.
And I'm like, no, no, no.
And then this incident, even though he was there for Emmy, it was like an eye opener.
Where I was like, okay, like, he found out that Emmy was there through our streams.
You know what I mean?
And like, if we were just like a small streamer and it wasn't there, that wouldn't have happened.
But it's because we have so many eyes on us that people are like, oh, they're here.
Like, I can just go here and show up.
And I've never thought that I would have to do that.
Like, I always thought I'd be like, oh, I just go out and stream and who gives a fuck.
Like, who can't, nobody's going to pull up and be like, oh, I want to stream Snipe Sina.
But, you know, I've had it happen off camera.
We've had people like show, or no, excuse me, on camera, but like nobody is threatening.
And like, it's kind of made me realize I'm like, oh, okay, like people really will go out of their way to find you.
And like, it only takes one, like that example.
Wait, can I sidebar a question really fast?
Yeah, go ahead.
Do you have a lot of people that try to fight you?
No, no.
Really?
Not actually, no.
Because I feel like if you were like, if you were like a buff guy, people would try to
walk up, be like, you like to beat your fucking ass.
Like that did happen a lot when I was younger.
Like I said, those, you asked me about my fights.
But like when I was younger, I would, it was like my mid-20s, you go anywhere where
there's like people are drinking and like people are just like, ooh, a fucking tough guy, huh?
Really?
Because like I was with Cameron Brink like two days ago.
And, you know, she's like WNBA, like super good.
And everybody like around was just like, oh, I could probably beat you in a basketball.
I would probably be doing in a 1v1.
I think that's why I did this whole street fight thing
against all the MMA fight
why it went so viral
because they're like buff guy
like an actual fighter.
Right.
There's always that weird little
maybe who knows because I'm heavy.
Yeah.
So people are like,
oh, I could probably take you
you know?
Yeah.
I think people get enamored by the whole
just like that competition aspect of things.
Yeah.
See, I love not being like I'm not super fit.
I'm just normal and I'm like yeah,
I'm out of the way,
low key.
Nobody tries a challenge.
me to anything that's how i like it leave me out of that you're a girl they're not gonna yeah but
i feel like if you were like a buff girl people be like oh i can't imagine dealing with that i'd be
so i'd be like dude shut up look it on my face have you ever been really into the gym yeah i actually
am getting a when i get back i'm getting a trainer because i'm like i want to be my most fit and i
haven't been like that way in the past like two years definitely and so i'm like the time you
were more fit yeah when i was like probably like five years ago and then you got streamer money you
got fat.
Yeah, that's what it was.
That's on it.
Bro, I'm telling you right now, and I'm not, I'm not, I'm not saying you're fat at all.
I'm not trying to be disrespectful at all.
Thank you.
Is that, uh, because they would have took that the wrong way to hear that.
They don't know like, Bradley, what the fuck?
No, I didn't, I didn't mean that at all.
I'm just a, there's a real thing that happens.
Yeah, you know, by the way, sorry, just a sidebar, they're going to clip you
when it cuts off.
And they're, and they're going to put in my con, be like, damn, damn, he cooked your
shit.
So, you're not fat at all, by the way.
Thank you.
Appreciate it.
Thank you.
My point was, though, whenever you get money, I swear to you, this happens with every single
person, you get a little fatter.
It's just a real thing because you can just like, I'll never forget the best, the best thing
about ever making money was that I could just eat whatever I wanted.
Yes.
Whenever I want it.
Yes, that's me right now.
I'm like, I'll see something that's expensive.
I'm like, yeah, but that shit looks good though.
That shit looks good.
There's something special about food, man.
And I've had struggle meals.
Okay.
I grew up poor.
Yeah, I get you.
So now when I see nice things, I'm like, maybe.
I don't even buy like designer shit.
I only buy good food.
Yeah, that's what I don't buy any of that kind of shit.
I have a few because I've had it for so many years, but I,
uh, money that is, but that sounds like such a flex.
It's so corny.
Yeah, that was.
Damn, call me fat and flexed on me.
That's crazy.
Wow, so sorry.
No, but, but the food is the one thing that I'll always be like, yeah, I don't care.
I'm going to spend the money on it.
I think it's because food is like, I have to call food life.
It is.
Like, I think if I could have the option to have like $5 million right now, but I have to
eat.
I ask people this all the time before I answer.
five million dollars well wait a minute no because you have money so this doesn't apply to you i'll ask
you five million dollars but you have to eat the same meal for the rest of your life oh i could do that though
breakfast lunch dinner i have a problem you're a gym guy though yeah that's a very easy very easy for me
yeah dude fuck you this question does not apply to you sit this one out the question is just like would
you get five million right now just right now and then you'd have to basically eat the same food for
the rest of your life.
I don't think I can do it, but that's also because I believe I can get there.
But if I was like struggling and not doing well, I think I would probably do it to be honest.
Depends.
Yeah.
You say, you got somebody got to pay the bills, you know?
I mean, if you asked struggling me like five years ago, I'd probably tell you maybe I'd try.
I would have done it.
Bro, I love food, though.
Like, I think eating the same meal every day makes me sad.
Okay, but the same meal, are we talking like we have to have the same.
exact spices and everything everything oh that damn oh shit everything that's actually really tough
yeah that's what i'm saying that's something that i thought because like oh for me you can pick
you can pick what yeah what would that meal be for you if you did sushi hands down
that's fire you you die mercury poisoning for sure send me on my merry way send me oh if i if i
die by sushi then fucking end me i don't care yeah yeah what sushi roll would it be
rame is they call it a rainbow roll but i'd either get that or just get that or just
get a bunch of, like, salmon, sashimi and, like, tuna and shit like that.
Are you healthy, healthy?
I probably get a roll just because, like, that's, like, the good shit.
I respect that.
That's, like, a whole bunch of different flavors.
I swear, dude, I could eat bison and rice for the rest of my life.
Bison?
Bison and rice.
I don't know why.
That was, like, the most Joe Rogan S thing you've ever said.
Really?
Yes.
No, bison is so good.
No, I feel like, it is good because I've had it before, but I used to listen to, like, a long time ago.
I remember I listened to, like, one or two episodes of, like, his podcast, and he would talk about,
like, fucking bison and shit.
And I'm like, I don't know why that gave me like Joe Rogan vikes right there.
It's so good.
Have you ever had bison?
Yeah, I have.
My grandfather hunted like a lot when I was growing up.
So I've had like elk, bison.
I've had alligator.
I've had a bunch of crazy shit.
What was your, what was your childhood like talking about that?
Did you like both parents?
No, my dad was the one who raised me.
So my mom, you know, dipped out.
That makes sense.
Why?
I just want to see your reaction when I said that.
Wait, wait.
No, why?
I didn't want to see it.
Now, if I would have said the opposite, if I would have said my dad left me, and then you said
that makes sense, I would have been like, damn, that's crazy.
That would have been, my dad left me.
That actually makes a lot of sense.
I'm kidding.
I'm kidding.
I'm kidding.
My dad killed himself.
Don't say that he did.
He hung himself.
Why would you say that?
How much does to follow that up?
Exactly.
Let's see how, see what you got.
See how dark you are.
Go ahead, do it.
That makes sense.
Go ahead.
Do it.
No, I'm not going to do it.
I'm not going to do it.
Dude, it was a long time ago.
I have to laugh about it now.
It's fuck.
I was I was I had one brewing you should have just said that made sense I had a really good one brewing and I was going to say that made sense but then I I was going to say that made sense because he had you but I didn't want to say that because you're actually really nice so and and I'm really sorry that sucks but it like it came into my head it was back here and I'm not it's good you got to let that fire no I had to cancel that animation that animation needed to be canceled because that'd be a crazy clip dark dark jokes are so funny though I like them they're fine I feel like you got to laugh about like I know my mom didn't raise me we're cool now but like I laugh about it is funny yeah
Why did she choose not to raise you?
She was just young.
Like I, as somebody who, like, I've, you know, gone through a lot of years in my life now.
How old is she?
My mom is, she had me when she was 17.
So she's very young.
Very young.
My dad was 19 or 18.
Wait, so how old is your mom?
Now she's, like, in her 40s, like 40s.
How old are my age?
She'd be like 46, 45.
Wow.
Yeah.
So we're very close in age, like, because I'm 20, I'm 28.
What does she look like, your mom?
She's pretty.
Are you asking?
No, I'm just curious.
No, I mean, it's just like you just asking away.
I don't know.
So I'm telling you that my mom didn't raise me and abandoned us and you're like, oh,
what does she look like?
Sounds like a, sorry.
No, go ahead.
That's what you want to say.
No, it sounds like we can be friends.
I don't know.
You know, we know about abandoned or being abandoned.
That is.
You know, both of us?
That is true, I guess.
So you want me to hook you up with my mom?
No, I'm kidding.
Oh, my God.
This is the worst day.
I'm totally joking.
no no I don't like I want you to know my mom I'm going to send her this clip by the way
fuck I will send it to her is she taken I don't think so no okay I think she don't smile
no I said okay no I didn't know I said okay no I didn't know I said okay like you got like butterflies
no I was clear my throat okay like that's dope that's cool why did so why she she was like
she's young she's like yeah I think she just wasn't right and like I think there's a lot
of different reasons that she was like kid I'm out yeah but like I mean my sister first
and then me. And like my dad ended up raising us. Like my dad is the best dad ever. He's so great. That's
amazing. He's awesome. But we grew up very poor. Like we didn't have a lot. My dad, the only reason
we lived in the house we did is because my grandparents owned it. And they just felt like,
you know, they can't have us on the street. So they gave us the house, which wasn't like
anything crazy. It's a little townhouse. And like, we just grew up that way. Dude, my dad,
like, he was a hustler. We used to know how to, I probably should stop saying this online.
But like our water would get cut off because we couldn't afford it. And my dad found
out he learned how to turn it on from the meter like behind her house so he would just be like yeah
fuck that we're not going without water like you girls got a shower so here you go and like he looked
out for us a lot damn that's cool it sounds like me during COVID when they turned my power off
and I cut it and I turned it aren't you rich no yeah but I wasn't supposed to have the gym
open during COVID because it's California oh so they came and they turned my lights off we for a while
we operated with just like construction lights oh so you were you had it open and you weren't
allowed to. Yeah, I said, fuck the city. Yeah. That's actually cut it. And then and then so here's the
funny part about that was because I was trying to do right by them and I was like, yo,
because I'm sending emails to the city and I'm like, yo, we're following these things. We're doing
these things. Like following protocols. Yeah. That they were like, yo, do this, new this. And
maybe we'll turn your shit on. And I kept following up to try to like after they already turned
it off and they put a lock on it. Um, I was like following up, yo, this is we're doing what you
want can come turn our lights back on. Because I was using for like two months like,
generators with I was putting gasoline to have lights on and have like music and all
stuff in the gym and they never responded ever so to this to this day obviously I'm out of
that spot now I have a new spot in Encino but you should come by the way next time you're back in
LA to gym yeah gym I'd be down give me like a month let me like walk in so that way when I
show up not getting bitched you know what I mean no you want to get bitch but but but but listen so so
they they never responded which is funny because that in of itself is interesting it's
Like, they never even would have, the lights would have never been back on had we not gone in and
cut the lock.
Right.
Like, we went in with a big, like, giant, like, cutter and cut it and turn it on ourselves.
That's crazy.
That is actually so crazy.
Yeah, I couldn't believe that should happen that time.
Yeah, that's pretty, dude, cutting your power is pretty wild.
I'm not going to lie.
Yeah.
I mean, they at least give you, like, notices or some shit if it's really that deep, but, like,
cutting your power and, there was a lot of, there was a lot of notices.
They were, like, they were just were trying to shut me down for a while.
And I was just like, no, because it didn't make sense.
For a lot of reasons, I can go into details, but I won't.
I've done it before.
Especially because you were like following protocol and everything too.
Well, no.
Originally I wasn't protocol, but protocol didn't make sense.
In that, at that time, it was like, I was just seeing how they were operating.
I'm asking these questions like, well, why is the fucking airport's fine?
They're like, well, that's federal.
So we can't, and I'm talking to a public health guy who's, you know, state local.
And I'm like, well, are you telling me that it's not spreading there?
So it's all good there because it's federal and you're just shutting me down?
So you were getting some heat then, weren't you?
Yeah, a lot.
Have you had a problematic past?
Oh, my father hung himself when I was six years old.
Okay, okay, not.
Very problematic.
Not that problematic.
You know what I mean?
I met with your career.
And see, because you're making me laugh and I can't, you're saying,
you're saying fuck shit and then I'm laughing, which looks bad.
Okay, it looks bad.
But you know what I mean, like in your career.
Like, have you had a lot of controversy?
I've just had a lot.
I've been in it in a long time.
So yeah, I've dealt with a lot of shit.
But that was like the whole, that was the COVID era like shutting down.
And I was just like, this is bullshit.
This isn't right, like, to shut this down.
And then I'm seeing, like, Costco and all these other big franchises,
Best Buy, like, right down the streets open.
I'm like, you know, you're having thousands of people in here every day,
but you're telling me this got to close down.
And it didn't make, it didn't make sense to me.
It did suck because I know a lot of small business owners that, like,
lost their businesses.
Right.
And they were starting about the thing that I couldn't take that time
when they were like essential versus non-essential,
which was like, how are you going to tell someone their whole life?
Like, imagine I opened that gym and I didn't have social media.
But my whole life amounted to that gym and I spent all my money.
and they're like, yeah, your business is fuck now.
Go fuck yourself.
It's not essential.
That's not right.
That was never right.
And that's where I stood on it.
And that's why I was like, no, this is wrong because there's thousands of gym owners
that had to shut their gym down.
They didn't have, I had other income from other sources from the internet to be like,
okay, I'm going to deal with lawyers.
I'm going to deal with the bullshit.
I went to court like nine times.
And I'm just like.
That fucking sucks.
Oh my God.
And every time they're just like, yeah, you got to shut it down.
I'm like, yeah, I'm not going to.
Like, tell me why it's worse here than it is fucking Costco or Best Buy down the street or airplanes.
they can never say anything.
Yeah, the non-essential versus essential thing was crazy.
But it only affected me that, like,
then I got mad about it was because I got deemed essential personnel
because I worked at the fucking restoration company.
So I never got to leave my job.
Like everybody else got paid time leave.
Remember that?
And they're like, I got to stay home and get paid
and play video games.
Brian get that shit.
I was working the entire fucking time.
And I was so mad.
I was like, why?
You wanted that free money, huh?
Yeah, that's all I wanted.
That would have been great.
Fucked up.
But you know what?
It's fine.
Because now when everybody talks about,
like, oh, well, you got this free layoff money that I never got it.
So I didn't get none of that shit.
You can't be that at me.
Don't look my way.
I just spend money on that shit.
Yeah.
But anyways, going back to your past, your dad raised you.
And you're talking about from birth, she was out.
No, she raised us still about, I was in, like, kindergarten.
Okay.
So I remember her being in my life, like, pretty vividly.
And then about kindergarten in first grade, she was like no longer around.
Like just gone?
Yeah.
Like straight up.
And so you, you obviously, you grew up with your father.
You saw that he was a hustler.
Do you think that's why, like, made you the person that you are?
Oh, yeah.
Like, I think that's why, like, I'm very, like, just, I got shit to do.
You know what I mean?
My dad raised me be a go-getter.
He was like, yeah, if you want, like, even college.
Like, he was like, if you don't get a scholarship, you're paying your way through college.
Nobody's going to hand it to you.
So get your act together and get your shit done.
And that's what we've always been like.
It is interesting how people who are dealt certain hands like that always tend to, like, you learn so much from that.
Are you able to create more from it?
Like, in negative, and a lot of negative shit, it's just like, okay, what's your perspective on it?
What are you actually going to learn from it?
I'll ask you, because this is how I feel about it.
It's like, I've been through like some shit in my life.
I don't think I had like, uh, a horror, like, obviously I had like not a great childhood,
but like with my dad I did.
But like, I think there's a lot of things in my childhood that were like changed me as a person
and they were very negative.
But I think that as I've grown, I've become appreciative of those things because I think
it made me who I am today, which is like I am so appreciative of things I have.
Like I'm not a dickhead and da-da-da-da-da.
And like I am, I don't have.
I have no grudges against my mother, like me and my mom are cool now, and I love her to death.
I'd do anything for her.
And like, I think for me, I wouldn't be that way if I was raised, like, rich and spoiled.
You know what I mean?
If I had just like a normal upbringing, I probably feel a lot more entitled to things than I do now.
Yeah.
Do you feel that way?
A hundred percent.
I mean, my whole life, for a very long time, though, I was definitely very, like, why me?
I remember my whole childhood thinking like that.
But then I found the gym and I was like, oh, this is, it honestly, originally was just an escape
to try to, like, feel better about myself.
circumstances. But it certainly made me who I am today. Because in that sort of community,
in that space, like you learn a lot about yourself, but you also meet a lot of people that
teach you maybe in ways that, you know, my father could have taught me. So there's a lot of stuff
that happened in my life that it made sense when I was probably about 26 years old. And I was
like, oh, this is what it's all for. Like this was for this. Because a lot of my popularity early
on was obviously like I looked a certain way and I performed a certain way like lifting. But
I would make YouTube videos where I would talk about my life and my perspective.
of my life. And then people be like, damn, like, I appreciate it when you said this.
I appreciate when you talked about that because I'm going to do this.
That's when it's hard to make sense to me, right?
Because it's, you know, it took me 20 years after because my dad took his life when I was six.
Now I'm 26 and I've been making content and I'm not even trying to like, I wasn't like,
I want to get followers.
I want to be popular.
Like it was just started to happen just because I was sharing my life.
That's what mine is.
Yeah.
Like people just started, they started gravitating towards me.
And it wasn't like, I never intended to be a big streamer, but that's when I started making
the big money. And I was like, oh, fuck. Okay, well, I could probably do this. Let me try it.
So why do you think people like you the most of your audience? Well, remember when I was
telling you earlier? Like, remember I was telling you earlier? Like, there's people obviously
that like watch me because they're into me, right? Like, I think every girl would say that there
are guys that have that too, but girls obviously, they have it a lot more. But like, I do think
there's a certain level of my audience that they find me relatable because I'm very open about like
my life and like the fact that I'm appreciative of things I have. And like, I think people can
tell when they watch me like I'm I just found this and I'm very thankful and I'm like all right
well we got work to do like the grind doesn't stop and we keep fucking going and like I think that's
relatable to people like people see that struggle and they're like I can relate to that because
I've been there before you know yeah there's a lot of people that will like dude I had a guy one
time that like reached out to me about like you know his his mother being killed and like seeing
me talk about like struggle and stuff and being like holy fuck like that helps me so much
and then from there he was just like a fan of me and my friend group at the time and would just watch like me and my entire friend group play games and like relate to us and like you know the people I keep around me. I think your friends are reflection of obviously you know who you are like the person and like the people I keep around me are like all the same. They all struggled and they all found their way and like are so thankful for what they have and I think a lot of people when they watch that are like fuck that's relatable I want that like because you know when you're when I was a kid man and I would see people that would like be a big celebrity or like an internet personality.
and you're like, damn, they came from nothing.
And like they just, there they are now
and they're on the top.
You want to be that, you know?
You want to be like, damn, I got out of the trenches
and I'm done.
It's weird that there's sort of two sides to it
where it's like you could,
obviously you could take that hand your dealt
within your life and like it could be such a terrible outcome.
Yeah.
And then there's obviously what you've done,
what a lot of people,
what most successful people I've done
is use it to like fuel them to make them better
or to like share and give.
Yeah.
But what I find interesting about this is like on the internet
that the stuff that is actually super beneficial,
like you spoke about the guy who said what he dealt with
and then how he related to how you talk
or what you talk about or the kind of content that you make
that he's able to say,
oh, this makes me feel better about my circumstance.
Right.
That gets so much less traction than negative shit.
Yeah.
It's weird.
But it's because you've got to think,
it's easy to get caught up in the negative shit.
You know what I mean?
Yeah.
It's so easy to be like,
damn, this person did some disrespectful shit.
You know, fuck them.
Like, I feel like so many people gravitate towards that.
A hundred percent.
But that's what's so interesting about it is because the individuals who find the success
or who have the growth are the ones who are able to say, like, look at negative stuff
in their life and not just be like in circles about it and create more from it.
What I find interesting is on the internet how people are just like so enamored by negative
shit, almost like to escape their negative shit, but never process their negative shit.
Yeah.
And so they look for it.
Some people look for it because instead of looking for like the things like, damn, I want
to use that to inspire me. They're like, damn, I had a bad day, so I want to see someone else
have a bad day and, like, echo that. You know what I mean? And so, dude, I found one account,
oh my God, it was so funny. Like, two days ago, the other account that's like tweets me every
day. And they're like, fuck you, did it. You stupid whore. Oh, it was, of course, it sucks because
he came from, you know, when I spoke about Aden and sorry, you know, but like, it is what it is.
And like, he just has been tweeting me every day like, fuck you, you bitch.
Bro, I go on his account and every single tweet on his account is like something negative. Like,
there's not a lick of positivity in his life.
I'm like, holy fuck.
Like, I can't imagine being on the internet and being like, yeah, all I want to do is
just say horrible shit about people.
Because your life has to suck if you're like that.
Yeah.
Like, and I'm not even saying that in a disrespectful way, like, you know, you suck.
Like, I hope that that person grows from that.
And they realize how stupid that is.
Because, like, that's just not a healthy mindset.
Well, it's going to keep you there.
That's the thing about it.
That's what I'm kind of talking about is like, I just, I don't know, I wish at some point
I don't know if this will ever happen, but in internet, because I think humans are just so
enamored by negative shit, they get stuck to it. But imagine if people were more enamored by like
positive shit and like the overcoming, because then they would do that. Yeah, but it's a fine line
though, because you know what? You can't always be preachy. Because you know, there's some people
that like, they're so positively. Shut the fuck up, bro. Bro, I get it. Like, you know what I mean?
You struggled and it's different. But like, you have to find the balance. Like, if you can joke with
it, I think that's what makes you more relatable is because it's like, it doesn't define you. But
If it comes up, you'll talk about it.
And then you move on.
It's way better like that.
Because there's like, you get the really preachy and then you get the really negative.
Just got to.
True.
So speaking about motivational stuff, what's your morning routine like?
You could ask me that like five years ago.
I would be like, damn it's fire.
I drink some pre-workout.
I do this.
You're the last person I want to tell my morning routine to right now.
Bro, I bet you this is you.
You wake up.
You take your phone off the charger.
You scroll for fucking two hours.
You look at what people are saying about you.
you you probably like reply to a few business like oh you have to do this you're like okay i'll be
there and then you probably eat some food i feel so called out right now no no i'm so cold that's
exactly what i do that is literally exactly what the fuck get are you stalking me hello like what the
fuck is wrong with you no it's because like i do that shit too you do the same thing it's terrible
every morning i get up i look at my mentions i'm like okay like this is cool i look at what i got
to do that day and i'm like okay this is cool i do
I do a lot of, like, business email stuff now.
That's what I've been doing.
Like, I'm, I've been so fucking busy.
You're not dunking your head in the water?
No, I wish.
I, I feel like, you know what I really wanted to do?
Can you tell me this is crazy?
Go ahead.
Yeah, absolutely.
I wanted to add that, like, cryo shit to my routine.
Like, you know when you, like, jump in the ice bath?
Yeah.
In the morning.
Is that good for you?
Yes.
Yeah.
You should do it.
Don't do cry out.
Do the ice bath.
No, I thought you were going to say no.
No, it's so good.
Thank God because I don't have to do it.
No, it's so good.
It gets you hyped up, gets you laser focused, especially in the morning.
You're telling me I should do it.
Yeah, it'd be dope.
God, you're going to be awesome.
I want to die right now.
But to be honest, the best thing you could do is like, first you could do not be on your phone,
go outside and get sun.
I actually used to do that a lot.
I haven't been home that much recently, so I haven't been able to.
But normally if I eat like, I don't need a big breakfast, I'll have like some eggs
or something.
Yeah.
I'll eat it on the balcony.
Because what I've realized, the worst part about this whole like the internet era is like
we're so connected to our phone.
But if you wake up in the very,
very first thing you do is like go and scroll like whatever Twitter fucking TikTok
Instagram you're like setting the tone of whatever that is for the rest of your day so it's
like you should go outside think about what you actually want to accomplish what are you
focused on what do you like passion like what do you actually want yeah and then let that
set the tone for your day that's actually you're kind of smart with that because I do sometimes
I'll see something where somebody's just like straight up wrong like there's assuming some
shit about me and I'm like draft a tweet because I want to reply yeah delete that's just dumb
I'm like, fuck, I shouldn't be replying.
And then the whole day is like, it's a derivative of the nonsense.
Yeah, I will say, I've gotten a lot better, though, with comments.
I used to be really bad.
Like, I used to respond to somebody if they call me a whore and be like, yo, your mother's a
whore, your sister's a whore, like, everything.
Like, I would just go hard.
But now I, a lot of those comments don't bother me.
Yeah.
I've gotten way better.
Do you still get bothered by stuff like that?
No, I'm so, I don't.
Yeah, it's been too long.
Even the, like, you know, not to keep bringing his name up again, but like, even when
I made the comment about like the whole aid and come back thing.
Like I didn't even read any of those replies really.
I responded to one thing.
But you didn't say anything really bad though.
No, it wasn't bad.
But that's what I mean is like when people were like debating, I just realized I didn't
care.
Like I was like, yeah, I'm going to respond to one thing, which was something that was
like out of context.
And I was like, okay, this is out of context.
Yeah.
But then after that, I didn't read a single thing because I was like, I just can't care.
Like I got a bag to worry about.
You know what I mean?
I'm trying to do stuff for my family.
I'm trying to make sure my family's good.
Yeah.
I cannot be bothered if like somebody doesn't like.
like something I say.
For sure.
Because there's going to be times in my life where I'm sure I'm going to give an opinion
that somebody doesn't like and that's okay with me.
Like I don't think everybody has to like you.
For sure,
no.
Yeah.
That's like craziness to try to make everyone like you.
It's the worst thing you could do.
Bro,
I mean,
it's something I learn and I'm sure you know as like a creator is like when I was
really starting out,
I was like,
oh, if I do nothing wrong,
no one will ever hate me.
Like,
so as long as I'm a good noodle.
You know what I mean?
They'll be like,
oh, she's a great person.
Fuck no.
That is not how it works at all.
Like, they'll be on your ass for no reason.
But, I mean, half the time you're cooking those people's profile and I'm like, damn,
I pray for you.
Like, I hope you get right.
Are you religious?
Not good.
I feel like I'm religious to an extent.
Yeah.
Like, I'm not, I don't go to church every weekend, but I was raised, like, like, Baptist.
Baptist Christian.
And, like, for me, I'm just too much of a, I've been way too blessed in my life to think
that, you know, there's not somebody who's looking out for me, especially through all I've been
through.
I think I'm very, very blessed.
Yeah.
So, like, I'm always.
thankful you want kids no you don't want kids ever no maybe like someday no i'm not saying right now
today i'm just saying do you want kids maybe if um you know if one year i wake up and i'm like you could
leave them huh sure no no no that's honestly that's another reason why like don't want to have kids
i'm like fuck what if i don't like them you can leave them and then i don't grow up they'll be great
like you because my my grandma did that to my my mom look at that passing on i know but i want to
not do that you know what i mean so i'm like ugh but like for me
Bro, having kids is so much work, man.
And I'm on, I'm on like a grind right now.
But forget the grind.
I'm saying like in your lifetime, do you want children?
I mean, maybe that'd be kind of dope, I guess, like a little me.
But like, am I like, am I like thinking about it?
No.
My grandma actually gets really upset because she's like,
when the incident happened too, the very first thing she says is,
you know, this wouldn't happen if you would have gotten married and had a family.
And I'm like, where the fuck did that come from?
That's crazy.
It was crazy.
I was like,
you were blaming me.
She just wanted to say that shit.
She just wanted to say it.
She just wants grandkids.
You know what I mean?
That's what she wants.
And I'm like,
I keep telling her,
I'm not a grocery store.
You cannot come here and like get a kid
because you want to hang out with one
and then come see him.
That's not how it works.
So maybe give me like a few years
and I might change my tune.
If like I'm with someone,
it's like,
it's like that.
But as far as I'm concerned like right now,
even in like my personal life
and like my dating life,
that's never been on my mind.
Yeah.
Like ever.
I feel like some people,
maybe it would be like Senate you're like 28 so you got to figure it out but I'm like if I end up
not having a kid then I could just adopt so like who cares it's crazy you're older than me
I'm 27 no I'm not older than you bro it's crazy you are not 27 you wish I love me 27 I'm like
1775 like what year is this I love that I'm younger than you you are not younger than me
there's no way so great pull it my age pull it up please I would love to see it there's no
fucking way you're 27.
I will go play
that's fuck
bro they're lying
damn that's fucking crazy
damn 35 man
no that's crazy what bro this is you know they can change your shit on
Wikipedia and shit they can change the shit
you know that's fucking crazy bro you only got like two years left
that's crazy bro you know that I'm gonna change that
you're basically dead I'm not gonna lie to you that's fucking crazy that's that's that's
that's a that's fake and you fart is they're like dust out
and shit yeah yeah that's fake that's not real that's fake they're trolling me
I swear to God they're trolling me.
That's not real.
You know, like, say, look, Google my net worth.
That's also not real.
Oh, is it really 1979?
No, they, come on, dude.
Don't do me like that.
Nineteen eight, you're an 80s baby.
That's crazy.
No, no, I'm not.
You're an eighth baby.
I didn't even know what the 80s are like.
Two million.
What the fuck?
This is a bullshit.
You have a $2 million.
Ooh, $200 net worth.
That's, see, that's fake.
So how do you know the age is real?
Well, well, well.
This is what I'm saying.
Two, fake.
So you're old.
broke, but out of context, that was going to be a crazy
clip. So I didn't want to do that.
$2,000 you broke. It was like, what the fuck, bitch?
I didn't want to do that. No, that's fake.
That's 100% fake. Clearly, the net worth is fake.
This house is worth more than that alone. Can you tell me how old he is?
And if you say 27, you hate women.
I'm pulling that card. If you say 27, you hate women.
I don't know how old is.
27. I'm telling you the fucking number was fake and that's fake.
How much is he paying you to keep quiet? Be honest.
I'm not paying anyone, dude. No one's here.
you're paid. They're all doing this off of strength of our relationship.
There's
that. He looks like he's being held at gunpoint when he said that.
He's like, yeah, I know. He's like a great guy.
He don't even get paid. He just,
she's my homie, dude. Oh, you were actually trying to clutch from him and change his age.
You know, you can't change that high-ass number.
Bro, that's, that's fake. That's insane. I was born and 8 22nd, though.
It takes about six hours to lower that number, okay? There's no way.
Dude, I can't believe this. They're just, it's just, the internet's out to get me, man.
So you're a 35-year-old smack and a 21-year-year-old.
let's talk about it.
That's not even real.
That's not even real.
Well, listen, I don't have kids yet.
I had to treat one like my son.
Wait, do you want kids?
Of course I want kids, yeah.
Really?
Yeah, at some point.
I'd love to have them now.
Really?
Yeah.
Oh, because are you like pretty chill
like where you're at?
Like you're like, I'm comfortable.
Yeah, my net worth is definitely not two million.
Okay.
I'll put that out there.
That's going to out of context, by the way.
Just add that.
Whatever, I don't care.
Definitely not too million.
Yeah, well, fuck it.
But like you want kids.
kids now. I mean, ideally, yeah, I would have liked to have kids a couple years ago,
but, you know. So when you date, you date to marry right now. I feel like most people do,
but like, you know what I mean? It's tough when you say that, like, yes, but to marry is like
you want to be certain, you have to be certain, you know? Because that's like the rest of your life.
So yeah, like that's the goal. But it's, if it was that simple, it's just not that simple.
I get, but I'm talking about like mindset wise. Because like when I date somebody, I'm dating you
because I see you as like a potential life partner.
Yeah, that's my, my, my, my intention in dating now is to have a life partner.
Yeah.
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What do you think are the biggest red flags in guys?
If you're dating, you're like, oh, shit, he did this.
He said that.
He does this.
I don't know.
I think one of guys, like, obviously very, I think disrespect is like a big thing.
Like, if I'm with you, I've learned.
Because one of my old and long relationships, like, I did not know that.
So it was very young.
And I was like, oh, like, they're just joking with me.
But it was hell of disrespectful now when I look back on it.
And I'll never be treated like that, like now.
And, like, I think that the way that a guy treats, like, his mom is a big reflection
of how he's probably going to treat you as a person.
And obviously, that depends, right?
Like, you have some fucked up mothers in the world.
And, like, it's a completely different scenario than, like, you and your partner.
But, like, I think that's, like, a big red flag.
Like, just the way that they outwardly treat other people.
Well, yeah, especially the mom because that's, like, you know, probably someone that they
love the most.
Yeah.
Right.
The mom are, like, any significant figure in their life.
Like, if I meet a guy and he's disrespect, even his dad.
Like, I'm kind of like, why do you treat your parents that way?
And unless there's like a traumatic thing that is a reason why you're not connected with
your parents, even then I think there's a mature response to do it.
It's not like blatant disrespect and stuff like that.
Oh, that's like a big way.
I feel like a lot of women feel that way.
Like, also, I'm not personally a partier.
So like, if I'm dating somebody and they're like constantly going to parties, I'm probably
like, yeah, you probably want to be single.
Like that's what I, you could just be a partier and like the party and that, you know,
can do that together, but if you want a party without me, you just want to be single. And that's
okay. Like, I'm okay with that. I'll just probably be like, I'm good. Yeah, that's, that's, I'm good.
But it's also because I'm very work focused. So anybody that I date now, I want them to be like,
like that, like, on the same page. Yeah, like, they don't even have to be like doing the same
shit that I'm doing. But as long as they have goals for themselves, I think goals are like,
they got to be at least a top 10 streamer. Right. No, no, no, no, no, no. No, like, like, like,
like top 10 and like what they like they have like a list of stuff they want to do not a top 10
streamer no I don't think I would ever date a big streamer never so you wouldn't date someone in your
industry I would date someone in my industry not like I'm a top 10 streamer now what do we mean
I would never say who I'd never say who I've I've dated people in my industry before
can't say he's not gonna say I can't say you're the fan you're not yeah you're actually
an off this is crazy he's trying to put that in the top of
He's like, shit, I dated this person.
Yeah, you're the feds.
That's crazy.
No, I would never, like, say.
No, no, no, no, no, no.
We actually have never, ever, ever had a thing.
No, that's what he's, that's what he's trying to do.
He's trying to cook right now.
Honestly, I don't know, I don't know that guy.
I thought you said they were just here for your vibes.
That's the first day I met him.
I thought you said they were just here for the vibes.
Oh, he's here for the vibes.
Yeah, yeah.
That guy, I just met him today.
Gotcha.
Super.
You just walked in.
Super sorry about that.
Yeah.
I'm really sorry about that.
yeah oh but you just got the job you're like get to hang out yeah yeah i swear it's really
i'm not deal with that later oh my god oh that's you wait what we should not say that
oh yeah you'll have to cut it out because you didn't tell that story he can't they probably can't
hear them because the mics but oh okay cool um when are we streaming iRL japan let's do it sushi
oh hold on we can't do that the fuck you know why the fuck is this
What is what do you know why do you know why we can't do that why do you know why we can't do that why do you should know why it's your rule oh fuck god damn it dude she got me yeah you should say no no no working see we're so we're business only business only and the boundary's up it's already up it's been up I'm set in the boundary I've said it I already said it before you what the fuck I said it first not even my type no I said it first first of all oh yeah well you're not even my type so how about that I'm kidding I'm kidding I love
I love it.
I love it.
I'm like, wait a minute.
What the fuck?
No, but I wouldn't ever, I probably wouldn't do like a trip because I just came from Japan.
Okay.
We get, I come out here all the time.
We could do like a stream.
Okay.
I'm down.
As long as you don't find like a gym clip.
No, no.
I want to, I actually want to take streaming serious.
So I'm dead serious because I do it for real, but like I want to start actually having like,
you know how people they have the guests up to have some fun.
It's kind of like this, but there's a fucking, it's streaming.
It's live.
Yeah.
Have you ever heard of Canute?
Yeah, Jack Streamer.
Yeah, bodybuilder.
He wants to do like a, they call it Camp Canood.
It's like a thing that he does.
He wants to do one with a bunch of like girl streamers and stuff too.
Would you, would go?
Well, I'm not a girl streamer.
But you could stream, like you would train.
Yeah, I pull up.
He's dope, yeah.
It's literally, because they have a gym now out there in Austin that they're doing it at.
I would pull up for sure.
He's, he showed me love in the past.
I just fuck around.
Like I said, I just fuck around streaming for a while.
I've just never like gone hard on it.
So you've never met him ever?
No, no, we've met on the internet.
You guys meeting would actually be the most annoying meeting somehow, but really funny.
We both these bison and rice just the whole time.
That's why it would be annoying.
Yeah.
But it would be really funny.
How much you bench?
That's what it would be.
It'd be like a, like, you guys would just be trying to like show each other up the entire time, I think.
Yeah, it sounds awesome.
No, it does not.
It sounds fucking sick.
Oh my God.
We should do it.
That sounds like a stream that I would avoid fully.
I'd like there's literally just two guys.
I just bring the oil.
Yeah, you're just trying to bench.
Do you do like bodybuilding shows?
I did.
I did.
But you don't do them anymore?
No, no, no.
They look crazy to me.
I don't get it.
It's not your thing.
No, I don't get it at all.
Would you ever date a bodybuilder?
No.
Asking for a friend, not for me.
I work clearly.
No, yeah, the boundary.
The boundary.
Yeah, I'm asking for a friend.
No, I wouldn't.
Too crazy?
No, it's also because, like, if I want to eat dinner, I want to eat dinner.
I'm not trying to make you some boiled chicken and broccoli.
Like, get your life together.
Why do you think they can't eat things that aren't that?
But even then, you know, then, then they're like oiled up and like, you're more.
I'm just walking around in oil.
Yeah, but like, you know, I'm half black.
You're more tan than me during your show.
Like, it just looks crazy, bro.
I'm good.
Like, you know, but I respect it.
There's no disrespect.
It's just not really.
What kind of guys do you like?
Can you say that?
I know you don't talk about dating.
Yeah, I like, I like nerdy guys.
Like what?
I like nerdy guys.
Nerdy guys.
Nerdy guys.
It's always, that's always my type is like nerdy guys.
It's always been like that.
Why you're saying crazy?
No, I was saying, you know, I did a lot of before I, I worked.
Oh, I was just saying.
Sorry, there's a wall.
Big time.
I mean, I was a big time gamer for a long time.
Sorry, there's a wall.
Okay, being a gamer doesn't necessarily make you a nerd.
Oh, the amount of games.
There's different types of nerds.
Okay, so you're talking like a nerd who's like he trips on his shoelace because that kind
of nerd?
No.
Because he forgot to tie them.
But just like a, you know, like I like like sweet guys, like little sweet pies, you know.
That's a nerd to you?
That just sounds like a nice guy.
No, no, but they're like, they're like sweet guys that are like smart.
They're like, you know, they like, yeah, they have a very specific interest.
I feel like stuff like that.
Like, if you nerd out about something.
very specific, I think that's kind of like, that's kind of cute.
Like, I'm working out, I'm nerding out.
That's in there, I really like it.
So you wanted me to go to Japan with you and this is what you're doing?
No, no, no, no, no, no.
I was saying we go to Japan, we'd eat, we'd eat fish, tuna, sashimi.
So you're trying to appeal to my sushi taste?
I love sushi.
I love sushi.
That's honestly, if I could only eat one food for the rest of my life, it'd be sushi.
You guys have a lot in common.
You're going to get, they couldn't hear it.
They couldn't hear it, but I'm going to beat you up.
up okay you're getting you're getting beat up after this to say no look at us we're the same you think
me and you were the same pretty much i slapped ron you hate ron you want to hit me you want to hit him
do you want to hit him i mean after the fed thing it's not like an hr violation well no i just met
this guy today doesn't work for me yeah yeah yeah dude oh he's revving up his cheek you want to be like
ron he's ready to get slapped have you have you like done a podcast with ron yeah yeah right after
wait really you did yeah yeah yeah how did it go well well went great he's very
very funny like to do a podcast with he's fucking great he's a he's honestly hilarious and he's a
good person we amended i'm glad you know because also in the same stream i let him slap me back
because i felt bad you let him smack you back yeah it didn't go as viral obviously but the same
stream i let it i was like i felt bad so i was like slap me because right after i could tell he
he was like man i want to get out of here really because he's like yeah yeah and i was like you
could slap me back and he did he hit me pretty good really yeah there's a clip of that pull that
Yeah, Ron stopping Brad.
Oh my God.
Negative for her.
He looks like a kid compared to you.
I put my point in this.
I just wanted to help him do pull-ups.
I didn't make this at it, by the way.
I don't know who did this.
Wait, where is him smacking me?
Is it right here?
No, this is me smacking him.
It's because it's got to be...
This aura shit's hilarious.
That was the original.
That was the original.
The original clip, right?
That's the original clip.
That's such a good clip.
Show him smacking me.
What the fuck, dude?
It did.
It's just me smacking him again.
That's because nobody cares about it the other way around.
They just want to see you smacking him.
Can't you type in YouTube shorts like Rinaldo's smacking Brad?
Yeah, but I think it's still gonna come up the other way because that clip is so viral.
Holy shit.
That clip is probably just so viral.
Okay, well, for fucking conversation's sake, he smacked me out.
Let him smack.
And there's our podcast.
Look at that.
Yeah. I let him smack me. Oh my gosh, dude. Dude, that's such a good clip, though. It's good that, like, you guys made amends too so you can laugh about it because otherwise it'd be a little bit more awkward. Yeah. But now it's like, you know, no, no, no. Me and him are solid, man. You should beat his ass again, though. No. I'm gonna, come on, please. Am I calling a hit? You want to help me out? We could do your bit. We could do your bit for sure. I will, I'll, I'll stand up for you when he says, because he keeps calling me a bitch, okay? And also, Lacey keeps calling me his girl. Are you being a bitch?
I can be a bitch sometimes
Okay, I can't
It's fair
Lacey keeps calling you
He's saying too
Lacey keeps calling me
His girlfriend
You guys aren't
I heard that too
No, don't co
Okay, sketch also called me
His girlfriend
By the way, both ways
I found out from Twitter
That I'm dating
I heard about the Lacey one though
Not from Twitter
Someone told me about that
Who'd you hear it from
So it was one of the
I don't know
Was it one of the phase guys
Are
Poked
Interesting really
So you're hearing
That's what we're doing
Now we're spreading rumors
It might have been Poked
So Pocky reached out to you
and said sin us dating lazy.
Have you ever talked to her, by the way?
No.
No?
No, I'd love to.
I'd love to interview her.
She's very nice.
I feel like I DM'd her, but she probably has a million DMs.
Yeah, I hate that, like, her and Ray, like, people, you know, give them so much shit.
Because I've met those girls, they've been nothing but kind to me.
They're also like, oh, geez, man.
Yeah.
They fucking.
But, I mean, you as an OG, you get it.
Like, over your career, people are going to criticize you for shit.
For sure.
Doesn't make you bad person.
And, like, I feel like they have just gotten that so much.
And, like, I feel bad that they get, you know,
people look at them a certain way, because they're such a nice girl.
But that's like, that's an inevitable in the content space.
Yeah, but it's low-key, like, when I did the stuff, I did a stream with them.
It was like, Twitch posted a clip of us, like, just talking.
It was like one moment in the stream where we were just talking.
And they're like, oh, my God, Poki and Ray are influencing Sina to just sit on our phone.
And I'm like, bro, these girls are like, they, you know, they did me a favor of, like,
collaborating and coming over.
And it was so nice.
And, like, it was just insane the way that people treat them sometimes.
Because they, I think they get it a lot harder than most.
Yeah. Well, they've been around a lot longer.
You think it's because of the two different communities?
Not just, I think it's just also because people, you know,
sometimes when you're a girl and you do shit, people go a little hard on you.
It happens.
Yeah.
Wait, this is him smacking you?
This is him actually smacking me.
That's a pissy-ass wind up.
I see it already.
No, no, no.
I say really good.
Come on.
He does get me good.
I can't, I don't know how to, full palm.
Smack you.
A knick.
no he didn't miss he got me good he got me good wait is that the same day yeah that was right
after that was like five minutes after maybe 10 minutes because they kept working out a little bit
and then yeah let him smack me i turned the hat around wait what yeah i didn't even yeah
nobody gave a fuck about this yeah what if i was like no that happened first and that's why i smacked him
then it'd be even more deserved i'd be like yeah beat the fuck out of him that makes sense yeah
there's no i never even knew that this happened at all i don't think he brings it up yeah it doesn't
it doesn't yeah but like in comparison to the other one though no yeah you know what I mean
the other one was like you can pay me as a bad guy look at that yeah I don't you think anybody
thought you were a bad guy in that scenario his his his like core audience for sure did I mean yeah
of course there are some people that are like oh good job brad most people were like yo taught that
fucker a lesson which was interesting that was the side that I saw a lot of people were like yeah
And then, and then his core audience is like, fuck you, you old man, piece of shit.
You hit a little kid.
It's like, bro, the dude's 21.
He hit a little kid.
The guy's not fucking 12, man.
Okay, but to be fair, the size difference is kind of crazy.
Yeah, but he's an adult.
Yeah, but you could, you could.
But they look like kids in this.
Like if you didn't know them, I'd be real, like Ron, like see, I love you guys.
You guys are my friends.
But like they look like kids and what, especially when they're standing next to you.
Right.
I get what you're saying.
Because, yeah, you got like, bodybuilder.
you know man vibes in that and then they show up and they're like oh let me take this guy's hat like
like that's something like a teenager would do yeah yeah yeah you know what I mean anybody who doesn't
know them is gonna be like damn why do you fuck that what he smack that teenager you know like that's
fucking crazy that's fucking crazy yeah it does I love both of them man and Lacey actually from this
clip to to now he's lost tons of weight he was in the gym they did a whole gym thing in here for
like a month afterwards I would never say it to him but he is like a big inspiration for me to
like actually get my shit together because how quickly he lost weight he fucking he was in this bitch
every day yeah every single day yeah oh in your gym every single day really yeah they was streaming
every day and he he he was always the one who he i think he like got there soonest and he left the latest
yeah he dead ass really wanted to lose away i heard that he's like granted they always say he took ozempic
no i mean i say it too to shit on him but like i know he didn't yeah i know he didn't because i saw
him doing it every day yeah i didn't and i've i've seen people who've taken ozempic and like their
their face gets a little different yeah he never got that fate like he's
lost the weight proportionately. See, you don't have to always wanted to have a six-pack.
I would be fucking sick. I thought you were shitting on Jimbrose earlier. Bodybuilders. Yeah, but like,
okay, I'm not, okay, I am. You know what I mean? I am shitting on you specifically.
But like, but like, you know, in general, I'd love to have one, but. You should do it. That'd be
sick. No, bro. Because I don't. And you could bully whoever you date. I don't want to do that.
Yeah. I'm a soft. I feel like you kind of do. Are you really a soft? I'm a soft.
I feel like you're kind of tough. In relationships? I don't know.
that yet. No, but based on your outward personality, like you're, you definitely seem like the
I'll shoot the shit with you, but like I'll never be mean to you. You seem like you'd be a little
like, you could be a little like, you'll pick that up. No, I think it's like my personality.
Like I feel like people walk all over me very easy. Because like I am, I am very notorious,
especially in the industry, like I dealt with this recently for something I was doing.
My manager had to like step in to like speak up for me because they were kind of give me to do
shit that I was just kind of like whatever. Oh no, you got to say no to shit.
I know, but I don't know how to say no.
have that's i don't know how to say no and i don't know how to confront you can avoid that
a little more but saying no you got to learn that that's one of the most more things in this space
yeah yeah well i find yourself doing dumb ass shit that you're like you look back on you're like
so i should have said no to this no not this oh okay this was a dub no hell no i was actually
excited about this is not something that like i didn't know how to say no too i was like actually
really excited thank you if i if it was that scenario i just wouldn't have responded normally
yeah i get you but like i'm talking like you know when you're on set and they're like oh you have to do
this and you're like no you know what i mean i'm very bad at doing that like i'll just be like
whatever yeah just be like you know this is not it's not really for me that's all that's all you say
appreciate it but i try like i'm getting better now i've just i have a problem like even the
situation where like you know the guy showed up with the pier and everything that was like the one
moment i was like damn sent i actually like you know i grabbed emmy and like i saw that aside and
yeah you were the most gangster in that clip but that's crazy yeah emily was emily and rosy my cameraman
Because Rosie body checked him
I just saw originally you were like
What the fuck get away from us
And you grab the girl
Yeah but that was me like
More so protecting her
Emily
That's what I meant
Yeah but Emily the girl off camera
And Rosie like Rosie
Everybody was shitting on him
But Rosie body check the fuck
At him holding $14,000 of equipment
I'm like that's my goat
He works for me too
He's like a really close friend of mine
He's not a Fed
No no no
Okay
That's good
Are you gonna
I brought that he's a friend
Do you have anything to say about that?
He must be really not attractive to you
He's on my payroll too
He's not a child
attracted to you.
Yeah.
He don't really like you.
Yeah.
You're not as tight.
No.
Yeah, go ahead.
I know you want to say something.
Sorry.
Go ahead.
I know.
I know you're revving it up.
Okay.
I see it.
Yeah, but if, if, if, I'm just saying,
I see the gears.
If one day you were like sitting somewhere,
you just don't film.
I'm just saying, in theory, you were sitting somewhere, you're filming.
You just broke up with your guy.
If you had a guy, you broke up and he's, you know, like a shoulder.
You're like, you're kind of sad.
And he's like, here's my shot.
And he gets he, you know, he's...
Then I'd be like, goodbye.
Yeah, that's fair.
That's normal.
That's normally how I just like, say peace.
Like, I'm good.
You know what I mean?
But he's, he's super chill.
Yeah.
So no, no shot there ever.
You can meet him.
If I do a stream at your gym, you'll meet him.
He's my cameraman.
I'm excited to meet him.
Oh, are you going to do, are you going to ask him?
I'm going to ask him, yeah.
I'm going to ask him if he would.
If you had the chance.
You cannot ask somebody that works for me.
That's an HR violation.
Yeah, but it was in theory.
In theoretical, non-real work.
old action for the sake of the clip that's it i have to show up with the camera one for the
sake of the clip for the sake of the clip for the sake of the clip would you if you weren't
didn't work together we could put all the parameters if you ever saw her or you you know you are
such a gym guy i don't know what like i don't know what i'm i expected but you are such a gym bro i can
see it oh wait how is that a gym bro i can see it just like there's like a stereotype that goes
along with that where you're like you know like meathead men just want to fuck and that's like
that's like the vibe you're putting out like I can see it it's not in a bad way though
I'm just telling the truth for men it's I'm gonna ask me that question we'll find out we'll
get to the bottom I want I wanted to make another joke I want one of those podcast jokes
that I made earlier but I'm not gonna do it I've been I've been good okay I've been good
because you don't want to throw shots no shots no because I have never been in streamer drama
before and I'll never be in it yeah I get I can't you cannot get me to care if you don't
like me like genuinely you can't get me to care if a streamer was to come out and be like
yo fuck sanna she's a bitch i'd be like true
move on i got yeah i got money to make i cannot care so that's how you should be
you're you're choosing that battle whatever battle that is probably for sure i think people
sometimes they like i'll comment on things and i'll be like i don't know why she said this
but i'm like okay but then literally i think one time i said something that like people
thought i was like saying it asmen gold but i was like fair you know what i mean it's
based off of something that was going on he talked to me privately i was like yeah this is what
i think but it was about something he said politically he's like okay cool we're still
cool like no bad blood no nothing we move on but the internet you know they like the blow
shit so they'll be like yeah god like this and that i'm like i just can't care it's it people
should be able to disagree and have conversations that's how i feel like who gives a fuck like if i
it's the same like if i disagree with you i don't have to hate you i can just not like something
you said and be like i disagree with that and move yeah now if you're out here being like you know
a nazi then i'm like okay well wait you know probably wouldn't be your friend i probably like
okay we should distance but right there's a certain line on certain things i think so but it's it's because
like obviously yeah if you're like a Nazi I'd be like yeah your friends are
reflection of you probably shouldn't have you as a friend yeah what is uh what is your what do you
think your most um what's that fucking word no you'll get there you fuck you fuck you fucking asshole
um no yeah keep thinking oh wow she's and she's fucking me up as she says it more that's really
you know what you're you are people do this to me so this is what you can and imagine live
oh because i'm gonna cut that whole thing out fuck you you asshole no what do you think you're
most misunderstood about me most misunderstood I think people think that like I've like slept around
with guys and like yeah you know like I think that's just a default for girls on the internet it is
but like I think that's like a hard one for me because everything that I do I will never get credit
for like I think there will always be a section of people on the internet that are like holy fuck like
they'll say like oh people watch cinema because she did stuff with something.
so and so. But I'll tell you this, like, you know, tumble in the face. Like, there's a million
people who will, there's guys too that will do stuff with big creators on stream and they don't
retain viewership. They don't build off of it. They don't grow. And there's reasons why.
So if I can build and grow and do my own thing, then, you know, you can't just be like,
oh, she showed up on the stream. There's a, there's a million hotter women that go on streams
that don't become big streamers. You know what I mean? I don't think I'm like.
What are their ads?
No, yeah, get their social.
No, but, like, I don't, I don't, like, claim to be, like, some, you know, hot shit that's going on guy streams and, like, flashing tits to, like, get viewers.
And I've never seen that, by the way.
Yeah, like, I don't do that.
You legit just don't do that.
No, that's not my thing.
And it sucks, actually, you know why?
Because I would love to do gym stuff.
Like, I'd love to.
Um, but I can't do it on stream because I tried to one time.
And, like, you know, when you're really maxing out how you, like, exhale.
Yeah.
And, like, as a girl, sometimes it sounds like, like, like, like, like, mon or whatever.
that happened to me one time and everybody's like oh my god like she's farming this i'm like bro
you've never lifted a weight in your life because if you did you know that's like a normal thing
that you do you like exhale when you're like doing that but to these people they were so shitty
about it that i'm like that's that's pretty fucked it sucked because i like i would love to do gym
content and like show that like hey i don't think i'm like the greatest you know what i mean
the greatest in shape i know i'm out of shape but like hey i'm about to put in this work and
then you'll see the transformation.
I feel like you should still do it.
Depends.
I see what you're saying.
Just don't wear the mic like right here.
Just have a shotgun mic.
I know.
But I like,
it sucks when you miss a quality because like if I have to lower,
like imagine,
you know,
I'm doing a squat thing.
They get a weird angle.
If I have to lower my camera to 360P so you don't,
you know,
do some gooner shit,
then is it really worth it to me?
No.
Like probably.
The only thing that I said I would do is like if it's the group of girls
that do it because then that would be really fun.
And like it's an event.
But even then we'd have to have to,
have like top security like everything it's a whole production you come do it on my gym yeah but
your gym is open to the public right yeah we could shut it down for a little bit even if even if it's
i mean it's open to the public but at the same time like it's not it's not like a weird you know what
i'm saying yeah and we could have we could have people there that day yeah like that are looking
out making sure that's what i what we're talking about now is like i think whatever gym we have to go to
whether it's because i think miss miss owns that gym that's in austin right so it's either that one or
like we could ask you to do yours, I think it's going to have to be shut down because like
we can't have like a bunch of big girl streamers that are in there with no security.
We could do it easy.
Yeah.
Just like middle of day, depending on whatever day.
Sunday's really easy.
Yeah, we can shut down.
Yeah, we can shut down.
You're at the security?
He's a federal agent as we know.
Do you?
Wait, I was going to say, wait, can you flex a little bit and see like, so if somebody's
running at me, are you going to, well, no, it's no.
Okay, wait, he actually could beat someone up.
He actually really surprised me with that because I just thought he was skinny as
fuck but he actually had some muscle but also a federal agency you don't really need that you got
you know yeah that's how i'm telling you that's that's what it is nowadays like yeah i want
i want somebody who if they're security they're not going to fuck around i don't need like security
who's just going to push someone back i want you to handle business some tactical shit you security
right now he's a fed he's literally a fed look at him he's got a strap on him do you really can you
carry in California?
You can't.
I always carry.
Thank you.
I appreciate you.
I always carry.
Well,
you carry?
Yeah.
I wish I had it on me right now.
It would be the best clip ever.
You just like,
pull out your gun.
You're like,
yeah.
If I was just like,
yeah,
like this,
but I don't.
Dude,
that'd be sick.
My grandparents are like the same.
My grandfather
always, always carries.
My dad.
Why would you not?
I mean, it's smart.
Yeah.
It's very smart.
I'm learning now.
I used to not carry.
Like,
you used to be like,
whatever, like,
you want to carry,
Carrie. Now I'm like, oh, fuck. Yeah. Well, because you experience something like that.
I know. So it's like it changes your perspective on like what's possible.
Dude, it sucks. I feel like a lot of my, I mean, maybe you disagree, but like, I feel like politically,
I've normally most of my life been like left leaning, right? It just depends on like certain topics.
And like, I remember after the incident, I'm like learning about like gun laws and stuff
like that to like be able to protect myself. And it was the first time I was ever like, damn, low key,
they might be cooking on the gun laws. I was like, you're like, I'm not a, I'm not a right winger,
Like the fact that I could get a gun in Texas, I was like, yo, y'all might have cooked on
this one because I needed a gun, you know, but like, I feel like again, my politics were
so different, but it was the first time I was kind of like, ooh.
This one makes sense.
Yeah, I might have to give you all that one because I really needed to be able to defend myself, so.
It's real.
Yeah, it is.
It's serious.
I love, like, I love that we can have like good, you and I have good dialogue.
Yeah.
I think.
And I'm definitely not.
I'm definitely, yeah, I think we're really good friends.
Is that what you're saying?
Well, let me make sure this boundary's up.
My shit's already 10 fucking things tall.
Okay, my boundary's way taller than yours, first of all.
Great Wall of China over here.
Yeah, no, my boundaries wait.
My boundary extends, okay, all the way this way and all the way this way.
You couldn't possibly get over this wall.
Yeah, my shit's to fucking Mars, bro.
I've been to have that boundary, though, for a while before you ever had yours.
Did you like that commentary?
Did that one hit?
I'm just saying.
If you, there's a door, though.
There's no door on mine.
Oh.
Here's the thing.
You walk out of the door on your boundary, and my boundary's like a,
brick wall with an electric fence on the other side.
I got a moat.
I'll push you in it.
A moat?
A moat with crocodiles in that bitch.
Are we building like Guantanamo Bay or whatever it's called?
Like what is it?
Isn't that what it is?
Guantanamo where it has like the alligators and shit in it?
I think so Google that.
Can you please pull that up?
Am I wrong?
Guantanamo Bay.
Alligators.
You know what I'm talking about though.
I don't know, dude.
Is it?
I got, you said crocodiles in it?
I just thought it's a prison.
No, I think it's like in the water.
Like if you get out of the water, there's like sharks and shit in there.
It's an island.
Yeah, so if you, it's where they sound like, like, like, they don't have crocodiles in salt water.
It's sharks, sharks.
Okay, okay.
The sharks will fuck you up.
So you were wrong, but you were right about some predator.
Yeah, I cooked like 90%.
I was right there.
But thank God I didn't say.
I almost said Ellis Island.
I don't know if the fuck Ellis Island is.
Ellis Island is where the immigrants came to in New York.
Yeah, I almost got them wrong.
So I'm really sorry because that would have been really bad.
Ellis Island.
I'm glad I picked the right one.
I would have had to cancel that animation quick.
My family came through, Elisa, I'm Italian.
Wait, really?
Yeah, 100%.
Are you, so your first generation born in America?
No, no, no, no.
Second?
What's second?
Parents and then you?
I don't even know the generation thing like that.
No, because your parents came from Italy.
No, no, no, no.
So I'm like, I think I'm third generation.
Okay, so you're third gen.
Yeah, yeah.
So their parents came.
Yes.
Okay, gotcha.
So you're, that'd be second gen.
I don't know.
Second or third.
Comments right now are going to be like, damn, they're stupid as fuck.
I don't care.
This is not my expertise.
They're stupid as fuck.
I know how to add 45s really well.
Yeah.
All day.
I don't know, but okay, well, that's really cool.
Yeah.
So I don't have, I mean, my parents did.
Well, no, that's not true.
My grandmother is.
Everyone's always confused about your race, right?
You're black, white, and Japanese.
Yes.
My grandmother came from Japan here.
Nice.
Yeah.
And then my mother is half Japanese, half white, which makes me a four.
Fourth Japanese, fourth white, and half black.
And your dad is black.
Yes.
But I don't, like, my hair is naturally very curly, like really tight curls.
Mine too.
And I had it.
I was going to say, you just lifted up your hat for a second, do you?
Damn.
Wait, no, it's not gone.
You're not bald.
You just shave it.
Yeah, I mean, but it's bald enough that it's not like.
So you just don't want it to be like there.
I don't know, man.
I just, I'll never forget the day that I realized I was balding.
And I was like, it was, I was so distraught.
You're just like, fuck.
I had curly ass hair, like curly surfer hair.
And I was like, I'm going to go.
I'm going to shave my head.
And so I shaved my head and I was like, what the fuck is going on right here?
Like I just saw it going back.
Oh my gosh.
And you're like no.
Yeah.
And I was young.
I was like 21.
Is balding like in your family?
Yeah.
Genetically.
I feel bad for a lot of young men that have to deal with that.
Yeah.
I do.
It's, that's like the, that's the worst shit, man.
I mean, I have guy friends that like I've seen over the years that go through that and it sucks.
Like, there is something that does work.
that I wish I knew about sooner.
And this is not me trying to sell anything.
There's no sponsor, no nothing.
But if you get midoxanil and finisteride and you rub it on your, wherever it is, like,
topically, I don't take this stuff orally because there's a lot of stuff it can do bad
for your body if you guys are listening.
But I remember I got it later on throughout like the baldy process.
It doesn't work for everyone, obviously, but it can work for most people.
It did stop it from continuing.
I just wished that I knew about it when it first started.
So that way you could have like, yeah.
Like way when it first starts, if you do it then, like the finisterade and madoxinal,
if you're rubbing that on, like religiously day and night, it can for most people stop it.
I mean, some guys get hair transplants too.
They do that.
You never wanted to do that.
I want to do that.
I want to do that.
You should do it.
But I feel like sometimes I've seen hair transplants and like the quality of the hair
looks different because they're taking it from other spots.
I mean, it depends.
Like, you could, you know, you just get unlucky and it is different.
But like, I've seen some successful ones that guys do it and it helps them a lot.
Like, I think men should do cosmetic things if they,
want to to take care of themselves. I don't understand the shaming. I feel like it's mostly just
hair. But it's not. It's not even just hair. It's not even just hair. Like some guys, like,
what do you think about guys trying to make themselves taller though? It's kind of funny.
I mean, that's a little silly. Yeah, that's, that's a little silly. Like, that's a like extreme, right?
But like, you know how some girls will get lipo? You know what I mean? And they like,
BBL? No, not even BBL. Like some of them just get like lipo. Botox, lipo.
Yeah, like, no, lipo is like for your, like, they get removed fat. Like, that's like a thing for
like fat. Filler and Botox are different. That's like for your face.
Oh, really?
Are you an expert on that field?
No, I don't have any.
I know, I wish.
I can tell you, you don't have any.
Yeah, my face is like, it moves.
You know what I mean?
I don't know why I just did that.
But, like, you know what I mean?
You verified it.
But if people do it, I don't think it's like a big deal, like if that's what you
want to do.
Because my thing is, look, I don't, if you want to look, you know, and feel a certain
way, why the fuck am I going to stop you?
I'm going to fuck.
Like, yo, if you want Botox and your cheeks, go ahead.
Do it.
If you want to look like a duck, fuck it.
I mean, it doesn't bother me.
That's normally how I feel about most things though
My thing with it is like
People get carried away with it
And everyone starts looking like
Very the same
It looks this weird like
Yeah there's like L.A. look they say
The lip pot is like what are you doing man?
Yeah they're like they call it like the L.A. look
Don't they? Because it's like
I call it Donald Duck.
Donald Duck.
Is it because the pouty lips?
Yeah.
I think that's called like a lip flip or something that they do
I don't know but whatever they do
They make their lick look like that
And it doesn't look natural, it's weird.
Bro like my thing,
you got one life to live and it's your fucking life
Why this will be Donald Duck.
If that's what you want to do
Fuck it, do it.
It's like you, like I'm, you know, I don't, I don't bodybuild or anything.
If you want to body build, you keep going.
Go ahead.
Yeah, what else?
You know, what else about me, huh?
No, nothing.
I wasn't going to bring up anything else about you.
Because I felt like you were.
You just like a mean person.
Is that what you think?
You, do I think you're a mean person?
Not at all.
Do I think you could be mean?
You have been in certain little, not, not like maliciously mean.
You think I come off like strongheaded?
Yeah, but that's a good thing.
I like that about it.
either. Okay. Yeah. That's like why your father raised you. You could tell. That's a good thing. It's not a bad thing
at all. Okay. But like that's, you could be like, you know. I think I can be. People say that when
I send messages that are like business, I'm very like to the point and it scares them. I don't say do it now,
but I just don't like, I'm not going to give you all these frills on the side. If it's something that needs
to be done, I'm like, this is how we do it. But that's what text messages are for. Yeah.
Because it's like straight to the point. And I never, I hate texting. Fucking hate it. It's so annoying. Actually,
the most annoying thing ever when somebody's like like texting me and they're like if it's one thing
if it's like somebody who's really close to me or like if I'm dating somebody I'll have a conversation
with you but if somebody out of the blue text me and it's like nothing it's like a TikTok I'm like I don't
need to respond to this like I'll probably watch it but I don't need to respond because I'm probably
doing something exactly like me but people I know how that comes off so I feel bad sometimes I get that
too all the time really you're an asshole it's the way I text is just like yeah I mean even me
you, we communicated. It was like, I said, hey, I'm not in town. You're like, okay, cool.
You and I didn't speak. The time came up when we're in town. You're like, hey, are you in town?
I'm like, yeah, let's do it this day. Done. That's it's very like straightforward. That's how
I am. Look at us. It's so similar. It's crazy.
Don't laugh. Don't laugh at him. Why do you laugh? It's like every time I look at him,
he's doing this like, dude, you know what this is giving. It's giving me a vibe of? It's still Joe Rogan.
I'm seeing it now.
You're Joe Rogan.
He's Jamie.
How?
You know who Jamie is?
How dare you?
That's actually offensive.
I don't even watch that podcast and I know who Jamie is.
That's disrespect.
That's his producer.
That's his guy here.
The guy who pulls it,
pull it up, Jamie.
The guy who pulls up everything.
Damn, bro, don't know.
Jamie's crazy.
That's actually crazy.
I feel like Jamie's more known than Joe Rogan.
You got to leave, dude.
Have you ever met him before?
Yeah, multiple times.
Really?
Yeah.
We had the same landlord.
Wait, really?
My first gym,
his first big student.
was right down the street.
Like, that's sick.
He came into, he was wanted to see the gym flooring because he put a gym in his studio.
Because he's like a gym guy too.
Yeah.
So he was building a gym space.
Like he has archery.
He's a bunch of shit in his spot.
But he had a, he, like, he moved to Austin now, but he was putting the gym in so he came
to get reference.
Really?
That's, I've always wanted to someday, like, just see him.
I don't know why.
Like, I've no interest in, like, talking to him because I'm kind of scared.
But I just wanted to see him out in the wild to be like, that's cool.
Or like, if I go to, like, a fight, be like, like,
Yeah, he's always there.
He's at the big fights that are here.
That's what I hear?
I wanted to go to, like, what UFC fight was in Vegas, like a long time ago?
But it was so much money.
And it was so many people that we need to talk to, you to try to get into it.
And I was like, I'm not going to try to do all that.
It wasn't that serious.
Dude, I love going to UFC.
I've met him there a few times.
He's just a good dude.
I've never been to a UFC fight, but I want to go.
Oh, I can make that happen.
Really?
Yeah.
I would love to go to UFC.
It'd be so fun.
Because, okay, is it really bad to say this?
This is going to sound so terrible out of context.
I used to go to hockey games because I love to see the guys fight.
No, that's fair.
Like, I feel like, damn, I'm not problematic, but beat his ass.
You know what I mean on the side?
And that's what I want to see.
There is nothing like sitting like front row or like pretty much front row out of UFC fight.
Like they walk out.
The lights go off.
And it's like this weird silence.
And you just hear like people fighting.
Yeah.
When you hear it in person, you're sitting there.
It's like the whole energy, the whole crowd is completely.
like in on that fight when it's like especially like the championship stuff yeah when you're at
like a belt fight everyone is so locked and it feels crazy I mean I think it's also because it's
something you don't see in your day to day you know what I mean so like when you see it and
you're like damn this is yo what was the guy who fought uh Connor McGregor and remember
he like after the fight was over they got into an altercation afterwards could be yes that fight
I remember watching like at home and I was like that is fucking that would have been the
craziest thing to see in person I wish because he like jumped
over the thing and like kick that other guy that Dylan Dennis guy.
Yes.
Yeah.
And that was like fucking, like I was like, damn, dude, they're really going.
It's something about it that like there's a little, you know, like tribal feeling
and you were like, damn.
It's 100% what it feels like.
Yes.
It's like beat his ass.
Bro, it is.
I'm not playing.
It's one of the coolest experiences.
Yeah, but I would, wait, you, you fought in one?
No, no.
I've just gone to many of them.
Oh, you've gone to them.
Okay.
Would you ever?
Fight?
Yeah.
I mean.
Like in, in like the ring.
That'd be fucking crazy.
That'd be cool.
I think I think it'd be really cool.
You think you'd win?
I mean, I'd have to get my cardio up, but yeah.
Do you know who Will Neff is?
I've heard that name.
He's like another big streamer.
I went to a boxing class with him one time and like,
I put on like the, you know, the stomach pat and I let him punch me.
Like I was like, please punch because for the clip, it's so funny.
You know what I mean?
Yeah.
He punched the shit, like right in my stomach.
And he didn't even do it full force.
He did it like 20%, he said.
And I just laid on the floor after it was like, fuck.
I can't imagine.
I let KSI punch me in the face.
And Logan punched me in the face.
Like bare hand or like gloves?
No gloves.
Back when they were doing their fight.
Did they force?
This was years ago.
I think they hit pretty hard.
They probably hit harder now because they've been training more.
But yeah,
I'll never get.
Because I did it,
I did a video and I flew out and I got whatever,
got millions of views because it was like right before their fight.
And I'll see who's the whole thing who hits harder.
Yeah.
At the time,
KSI hit really fucking hard.
Well, he did hit me fucking hard as shit.
And you were like,
oh,
yeah,
because I think,
because I did Logan.
first and then I did KSI second and he fucking you know the cartoons when you see the little birds going
around their head was that you not that bad but I remember being like yeah that's that was it
it was like fucking wrong a little bit yeah and I had to play it off in the video like that was pretty
good yeah then afterwards you're like you feel like your brain like bouncing around a little bit
on the inside fuck dude so I've done I've done I've done shit like I let Ryan Garcia punch me without a pad
like 10 times but this is when he was like younger he's like a big like fighter right yeah yeah I mean
he's a he's like in the in the boxing community because he's like top five of the boxers
who are current right now I'd say but I let him punch me back when he was like a lot smaller
okay um did a video with him yeah I've done a bunch of crazy shit yeah that's fucking
crazy I feel like the fights like that are nuts I can't imagine being up front though
because it's like you're just looking up and I'm watching these two guys kill each other
oh yeah you hear the fucking everything I think the other fight I've watched is when ronda
rousey last fought like it was like one of her biggest ones like
a few years ago.
You were you watching,
you said Kabeb and McGregor and Ronner Raus?
Like,
you watch an old UFC.
That's because,
yeah,
that's the last time I've ever watched it.
Because ever since then I got really busy
and now I can't watch anymore.
I'm a huge,
I love the UFC.
Really?
Yeah.
Yeah, all mine are like from pre-me being a streamer.
I think I'm supposed to go out next weekend in Miami.
Wait,
really?
To watch another one?
Yeah.
Isn't it super easy to do boxing stuff in Miami?
That's what I hear.
I hear their licensing is way easier out there.
I only know because one of my friends.
Well, it's not boxing.
It's MMA,
but I don't know anything
about the licensing
sort of structure.
Do you know Ludwig?
He did a chess boxing event
apparently like the license
It's boxing like chess?
Yeah.
You never heard of chess boxing?
No.
It's where so they bring down
like a chess thing
and you play chess against a person
for X amount of time
and then they lift it up
and you box each other
and then you switch back and forth
it's like three minutes
three minutes
You box from sitting down?
Yes and if you get knocked out
before you beat them in chess
Sounds like some Russian shit.
It's crazy.
It's actually crazy.
crazy shit. So you're sitting down and you're just swinging across the table?
No, you're sitting down. You play chess. Like you're not fighting. Oh, and then you stand up and
fight. Yeah. So they were moved. They lift the chest thing like up above and you like duke it out.
And then if you knock that person out, you don't have to keep playing chess. They're done.
Like, G.G. But if you don't, then you're fucked up. You're bleeding and they bring down a chess
where you keep playing. And if they beat you in chess, then the fight's over. It's actually like,
it's actually really entertaining. I never thought that I would find chess entertaining.
But I went to that in person. And he did it with a bunch of creators.
Did you want to be in Ludwig?
No.
Oh, God.
That's your segue into that.
You were just waiting, weren't you?
Dude, that was like the worst day on Twitter for me ever.
I hope you know that.
How old were you in 2020?
Fuck, I don't know, like 23.
You were simping.
Yeah.
But the thing is, is I don't, like, I was probably just being cringe.
You know what I mean?
I was new.
I barely even streamed at that point.
such as a cringe, like, girl viewer, you know what I mean?
Saw a guy, might have thought he was cute.
But, like, I don't think it was ever, like, a real crush,
because I don't remember sending it at all.
Like, I don't remember at all.
That was someone else.
No, I made that joke, and people thought I was serious on Twitter.
I was like, no, I'm obviously joking.
Like, obviously, no, it was my account.
Obviously, you were hacked.
I sounded like, you know, have you ever done un-ban requests where it's like people
say that?
They're like, my brother type that.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
That's what it sounded like, because I was like, fuck, dude, no.
But, dude, that was a word.
Do you see how much like that?
the tweets got they went omega viral for no reason and i was like i want to die like
dude and the worst part is i if i start bringing up other people's logs like i'm sure you have
crazy logs not on not on twitch you used to play call duty there's no way if you pull up like
like voice chat logs your xbox logs oh i'm fucked yeah i'm canceled i could see it yeah i can't
i can't see it that's everybody though not me actually because i haven't i didn't play cold
did you grown up so I'm safe oh yeah well that was but also that was like a time where like
I also think it should still be okay yeah like I think you should be able to talk shit in video
games yeah but not like the hard are that's different that's different that's yeah but like I'll
talk shit to you like a fucking dumb fuck like you're they suck you're a loser you should still be
able to say that I did that Marvel rivals one time my main account I actually fucked up really
bad but it was because it was my name so they knew who I was yeah my name is my mine is zoo
culture and Bradley Martin. Those are my two users. And so people are like, yeah, they
know it's you. And I still go hard. I don't know what fuck. I try not to, but they did
one time. Is it done? No, no, no. No, you're great. I was like, whoa, my God. Um, I did that
one time on my Marvel Ravas account where like some guy who was just, I didn't even do bad. Like,
my whole team was like, I don't know why you're on her. Like, she's not even doing bad.
But like, uh, he kept saying like, oh, fuck you did it all. You fucking suck. And then he said,
like, you suck at the game. So then I felt bad. And I was like, well, I was mad at him. And I was just
like, well, you're poor and you suck
of the game. So at least I'm only one of those things.
And they knew who I was. So I was
like, fuck, I feel bad.
Like, no. But he deserved it. He was being a
dickhead. Dude, it's hilarious. I was playing with
Steve last night. He's like, he has
this new thing. He's like, we'll start losing.
He's like, you fucking lose it. You suck. And he's like, you
even have a Ferrari? He's
because he's got like five or six. He's the one
who gave a Ferrari to sketch, right? Yeah.
No, he gave a Lamborghini to sketch.
He has like six Ferraris.
Dude, sketch and I are like, you know, we're good friends. And like,
I, uh, how close or, like, oh, no, just how, I just wonder how close.
No, like, super close. Okay. But like I've done, I've done streets with him and like,
I've hung out with him off stream with like a group of people and like, it's a fun time.
Go ahead. Go ahead. Go ahead. You know what you want to say? No, it's how fun. You're going to
give him a phone call and then be like. I'll call them right now. See what even things happened.
No, because sketch already baited one time that he's dating me. You know he's just going to say he's
dating me. I don't know. Maybe we'll see. I hope he doesn't answer any airs you. So you look
crazy. Yeah, that'd be sick, huh? You'd like that. You'd like that.
I would.
You would deserve it.
Watch, she's going to be like, Sinna?
That's my girlfriend or some shit.
I gambled right now.
Sketch you, motherfucker.
Please leave this in that he gets aired.
Fucking bitch.
No!
Oh, you're getting aired?
That's embarrassing.
Me personally, you know what I mean?
You wouldn't, huh?
No, I would.
I would get aired.
Yeah, you try calling him.
Pro, if he answers your shit, I'll be hot.
That actually, okay, that'd actually be crazy.
I'd be hot.
That'd actually be crazy.
Hold on, wait.
Please.
Please.
I'm going to call him not FaceTime.
I hate FaceTime.
Please, air, shit.
Please, air her shit.
Please.
He won't answer.
Please.
Yes.
He might have been on D&D, though.
He might be.
Hold on.
Wait, let me call first.
No, I'm not going to.
I just want to see.
No, I'm getting aired.
Why are you saying yes?
Like, I wanted to call him.
Well, because I got air.
I'm not the one who wanted to call him.
It was you.
I know, but I got air.
I just want to make sure it was like an equal air.
You've reached Kylie Call.
Oh.
Thank God, dude.
There you go.
Redemption.
It's like, let me call him.
Yeah, the federal agent for sure has a number.
Dude, I hate now that when you call people on stream and you get aired, the whole chat
makes a big deal out.
I actually hate it.
Because I call people all the time.
So I'm like, fuck, dude.
All right, well, getting aired.
It is like, it is embarrassing.
It hurts, right?
Especially when somebody else calls and they get answered.
you're like yeah it's fine it's why i never call people so hopefully when they see it they're
like oh she never calls me it's probably important yeah hopefully it's important i never call
people without importance that's right your business business only giant walls everywhere
oh there's big walls who who's your dream collab oh dream collab
oh dream collab are we talking like creators or like celebrities anyone anyone anyone in history
Oh, anyone in history?
Obama clears.
Okay.
Not close.
So now, now not Obama, not in history, dream collab.
Like current celebrity?
Sure.
I love Doja Cat.
I'm a big Doja Cat fan.
That's the girl in me.
And now streamer.
Kai.
Kai or Speed.
I think that'd be really fun.
But I also like, Speed specifically is one of them that like I don't think I could ever match his energy.
He's crazy.
I think he's just got a level of energy that like I wouldn't even, I wouldn't even try because
he's so in his own zone.
I'm like, and I'll give it to him, it's unique energy.
Like, I think there's people who are high energy and then there's like unique energy
where I'm like, yeah, I don't think, I don't think there's a lot of creators that can ever
collaborate speed and match it. It's just different.
Yeah. I mean, even Kai, when he collabs with him, like, I think Kai can match his energy
and he's one of maybe like two people that could.
Yeah.
And then the rest of the time, I'm like, yeah, this ain't hit in the way you think it is.
Because like, you can always, I think it's, there are streamers who do collabs of celebrities
and it's not the same as when Kai does it.
It's different because it's like,
a different energy, a different vibe.
It's like, does that person really fuck with you?
Or are they just their because you're paying them?
Like, you can always tell the difference and stuff like that.
Yeah.
So would you ever pay for a collab?
Probably not.
Unless it was like something I really felt like I was like pushing for.
Like I'm like, yeah, you know, we got to just do this.
I've had people that have like, you know, uh, reached out and they want to do stuff.
And I'm like, oh, they're a big streamer, but like it's not really my vibe.
And I'm like, I'm good, you know?
But like, paying for.
one unless it's like fucking we're talking about hanging out with like Beyonce no oh you think
I pay to be here he just wanted me to say no I don't be real he was he's a hater he was setting you up
to get hate right there he was setting you up to get hate right there because I was like
whiter bitch is there somebody you would pay for or have you no never paid okay not once ever
Nah, because, like, for it to be what I would want it to be, like, for example,
an interview, if I was doing a podcast with them, it would have, it, being paid was just, like,
absurd.
It wouldn't make it.
And also, if you have to be paid to be around me, you don't want to be around me.
Yeah.
That's how I feel.
Like, it's not going to, especially in this setting, it's not going to be what you want it to be.
It's going to be forced, like, okay, I have to answer these questions.
And likely if you paid, then they have to answer questions for an X amount of time so they
know there's a time out, which is like, I don't even want to do that shit.
That's how I feel.
Like, I'm like, if I have to pay for you to be here, you're not really fucking with it.
You know what I mean?
That's okay.
Like, I'm good off that.
A lot of people pay for content, man.
You'd be surprised.
It's crazy.
It's always disingenuous.
You can tell.
Now, that's not true.
Sometimes you'll find situations where, like, it can work and then you build a friendship
off of it.
But it really depends.
There's a lot of context.
You build a friendship off of it?
See, what is?
How many friends do you have in your life?
Not zero.
Not friends.
Do you ever do some self-reflection and wonder why?
I'm lonely.
You said what?
I'm lonely.
are you very lonely yeah you cry at night he's like he's like fuck you got me god damn
you got me bitch you did say you cry a lot bitch you just call me a bitch sorry did you say that
you're pulling a ron right now i didn't say that i wouldn't say that to you i wouldn't say that to you
i would never say that about you i would never you're pulling a ron i see what's going to happen
i'm bring him around ron and both him and ron are going to be like bitch fucking bitch
You're cool
Bitch though
You think so?
I do think you're cool
And I don't think you're a bitch at all
To be really honest
You're actually just
You softened up real quick
That's crazy
No but I'm telling the truth
I actually
I will say we got along better than I was a little nervous
Nervous about what
Because like you know when you don't know somebody
And you're like oh is this like
Are we gonna have good banter
I think we have good banter
Yeah
And sometimes you have to force it
You know what I'm talking about
This is not forced
Oh yeah
Have you ever
You've had some bad like forcing
like conversations.
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
I have a record.
I have a Guinness book World Record of forcing conversations.
Can you say who?
Yeah, we can pull up, go out here, go to Raw Talk.
We could just go, just read some comments.
Oh, yeah, because I would love to see, like, who.
But a view of videos.
Give me a little scroll, scroll it, scroll it.
Oh, I'm getting some tea.
I'm excited.
No, but she was, she was, it's not her type of content.
Type of content's a little different.
Yeah, but I feel like you and I don't have the same type of content.
We can have conversation.
You know, you're true.
This is very different content.
Wait.
Well, you're going pretty fast.
My eyes, do I got to go lower.
Lower.
Lower.
Lower.
Are we there?
You got a lot more girls on your podcast than I thought.
Yeah.
Right there.
Yep.
Yeah.
Oh.
Look who's calling me back.
Oh, my God.
Go ahead.
Yo, hey, I'm on a podcast right now.
I got a...
You're on a podcast?
What are you calling the most famous person on your phone?
Yes, I answered.
No, no.
First of all, that's crazy because did you call back the other person who called you?
Yeah, I did.
Wait, he did call you back?
Wait, I called Cinevac because you called me back.
Or you called me?
What do you mean the other person?
Oh, sketch.
I have a question.
What's a question?
Do you think men and women can be friends?
No.
What do you mean friends?
Like you're talking about like
Like are you talking about like
You're saying if you're in a relationship
Someone you could have guy friends
Versus a girlfriend
No like in general
Just like day to day
Like if you meet a girl
You're like oh I could be friends with her
No not really
You are my friend
Oh we're friends
You know if you hung up
That would have been
No if he hung up it would have been amazing
If you said we're friends
I know what he's doing
That's fucking crazy
No, he's telling the truth though
Wait
I'll call him back
You hung up and calling back
I know you're toxic now
No, I know you're toxic now
I'm being toxic
What the fuck?
Dude, don't fucking ever agree
with Bradley Martin
in your fucking life, okay?
What do you say?
Is this?
Here, you want to talk to him?
You want to talk to him?
First of all, tell him how you didn't call you back?
Yo, how come you didn't call me?
How come you called her back
and not me?
What the fuck?
Wouldn't you call me?
I FaceTime.
you.
Yeah, I'm cutting.
I'm cutting both y'all off.
We had a debate.
I'll be honest.
I saw both of them and I answered the most recent one.
No, that's fair.
It's all good.
I get it, bro.
I don't know if you're going to call me unless it's for something, for some sort of money or something.
Yeah.
That makes sense.
I do not call you for money.
Brands calling me to hang out.
Yeah.
See that?
We're boys because we're friends.
Girls and guys.
Yeah, we're doing a podcast right now.
Yeah, we're doing a podcast right now.
We were debating.
I was the most famous person
and it's in his phone.
I want you to.
He is farming so hard.
He's actually so annoying.
It's crazy.
You know what?
I'm excited for this podcast
because Sinna is really big on camera.
That was a fat joke, huh?
So we're making fat jokes?
It's all right.
Just don't,
sometimes I think like when she filmed
she shoots in like fish eye or something,
but make sure you have everything squared up.
Oh, so that's what you think.
So we're making fat jokes now, huh?
That's what we're doing.
Back of them a couple meters.
Yeah, we installed them differently this time.
Yeah, you got to get everyone in the shots.
So if I make gay jokes, I'm wrong.
If I make gay jokes, I'm wrong.
Yo, you're.
Oh, oh, really?
Let's make some forehead jokes.
I can go at you all day.
Ask her, ask her to drop her magic word.
She likes to drop her once a while.
What's the word you drop?
It's my magic word.
Oh, you say that word?
What's my magic word?
I don't know, man.
I don't know about that one.
What is my magic word?
He's lying.
What is my magic word?
Say it right now.
I don't think he could say it.
I can't say it.
I can't say it.
Oh.
If it's on skin tone, no one gets that.
Okay.
Well, you use that word?
No, I mean, I'm half black.
I say it in songs, but I don't say it like actually.
Fair, fair, fair, fair.
Yeah.
You fucking bitch.
Hang up on him.
Hang up on him right now.
Sorry, I love you, sketch.
Bro, y'all called me.
Dude, fuck you.
Stupid ass bitch, dude.
I hate him so much.
He's actually, though,
sketch is probably the funniest person
I've ever done stuff with.
I love him.
He's too quick with his banter.
He literally,
we were cooking together
and he said,
Cinell looks like she falls fast.
No, yeah,
go ahead and laugh.
It's funny, huh?
Yo, it's funny because,
like, you kind of have that look, though.
Oh, I look like I fall fast.
Like, you fall fast.
Like, if you, no, no, just I'm saying,
if you were falling,
it look like it'd be fast.
Like, you don't look like a slow fall
where you, like, go like this?
You look at you just bang.
I don't know what.
It's not like you're,
I'm not saying you're heavy,
by the way.
I'm just saying like you fall fast.
You show up in Austin, okay?
No,
I'm just saying it'd be like a friend.
Anyway,
it's like I was saying,
uh,
that one right there,
click on that.
Oh yeah,
I forgot we were talking about this.
Yeah,
yeah, yeah.
So look,
pause it.
You don't even got to watch it.
You don't have YouTube premium.
You're a YouTuber.
And just go to the top comment.
Are we dead ass?
Yeah,
I don't have that.
Click top comment.
And that's the top comment.
What does it say?
Can you read that?
Go control and then scroll up.
Wait, can I read it?
The fact that Brad can keep conversation going with dead end answers for this long is impressive.
Keep reading.
Not the second one.
Don't read the second one.
Scroll down.
Read that.
Brad needs a TV deal for being a talk show host.
This was definitely his hardest challenge yet.
Read the orange one.
How are you?
Wait.
No, no, no, no.
No, no.
No, no.
No, no.
No, no mind.
Read the one below it.
Brad.
Brad basically interviewed himself.
He answered all the questions because she's too much of airhead.
I want you to know.
I've had to do that before.
Brad displaying his absolute pod expertise with this one.
Now, to be fair, like this is not her style of content.
This isn't what she does.
She's not super comfortable doing it.
Which I was in the podcast.
I was like, I was so shocked because it's like you do something that I would,
it's way, way more like out of the norm that this should be simple because you're just talking.
It's just not what she does.
But this was the one that was if you're, if I'm answering your question as far as like the hardest,
where I was like trying to go in a certain direction.
It was hard to kind of go.
It was this one for sure.
I mean, that is happening.
Everybody's going to have their one.
Yeah.
You know?
And there are people that they agree.
They're like super nice.
They don't mean any ill intent by it.
They're just out of their comfort zone and you're like, fuck.
Like they say like, they give you one word answers and you're like, okay.
Yeah.
But it was nice because her boyfriend was there at the time too and he was like,
bro, you're so good at this podcast.
She made me feel really good about it.
I'm not going to lie.
Really?
Yeah.
Oh, now I kind of feel bad that like people are like shitting on her because like,
you know but they don't see they don't see that she doesn't intend to be that way yeah
nah it's just not her thing it is what it is but this was the one that was the hardest for sure
but i just the comments are always funny to me because it just made me they they kind of gas my ego
i'm not gonna lie i really liked it yeah so now yeah i know because you were like kept scrolling
you're like reading the comments there's more there's a there's about a thousand i can see you
like smiling as you're reading these comments he's like wow i'm so great that look
i know her boyfriend respected brad it's so much after this and thinks he's one of the
best podcasters ever solely because he's talking to his girlfriend is like talking to
wall that's a little mean and brad was able to do it for 90 minutes but you're smiling while you're reading
it because it's kind of feel so good no because he has a smiley face you're getting your ego fluffed right
no i can see it you are no i'm saying uh not a sophisticated sophisticated thought going that's
you like print these out and put these on your wall in your house props to brad for being able to
keep this combo going if i yeah so this podcast proved how good brad is at this stuff these questions were
so oh no that's i'm not going to read that dude the podcast
Brad articulates well and knows the nuance of conversation well, especially in relationship
to the person he's conversing to be on the common ground. Wow. I mean, you're just like absolute
fucking masterclass of podcasting. I zoned out after like the fifth one you read. I mean,
there's, there's, there's more. I mean, we can read this for Brad as a legend and always asking
the right questions. Wow, that's crazy. This is, this is so hard, but oh man. Is this like the,
is this like the Brad's so great segment that you normally do? Do this is like a segment
on your podcast? I'm just saying Brad's podcast took out to me, not going to lie. He never fails to have
another question loaded, which isn't easy to do talk. God, I'm going to start pulling up hate comments
on you and sending them to you just to lower the ego a little bit. You should. I will need that
after this. I'm going to wait until I see one and then send it to you and be like, hey, just,
just in case we're feeling great today, here you go. Let me knock you down a few. Love the boys over at
the full send podcast, but this is the number one podcast in the world. It's crazy. They're loving
this. Wow. This is a good podcast. Thank you. Thank you. Quote it. Dude, look at his
fucking face when I say. No, I'm trolling now. It makes it hard to compliment him because I can see
that little smug look that he gets, you know what I mean? I'm trolling. I can see it. I'm completely
trolling. That's just, it's because you're on it. The podcast is good. Yeah, it's because you're on
it. I mean, this was a great podcast. I was a viewer person. Really? You think so? It's because,
but it's because of you. I was a little scared. I'm not going to all. You know why? Why?
Because I feel like your audience is not obviously the same as mine. They're not.
They're very different.
Yeah.
And I'm worried going to be like, damn, this grows up bitch.
No, you actually did not come across as a bitch ever until you built a wall between us and it distanced us.
Oh, it keeps getting higher every second.
That's crazy.
They're not going to like that.
Not even Japan.
We don't even go to Japan.
I don't want to go.
I don't want to go anymore.
Oh, now he's like, yeah.
I don't even want to go.
I don't even want to go.
I wouldn't even go.
This stupid ass bitch like, fuck her.
I'm never going to Japan again, actually.
Do you go regularly?
Not.
I've gone, I've gone three times.
Okay.
I love it, like I actually love it.
But me and you, we're not going to do that.
We can do more like a...
Sorry, did you think there was like a shot
that we're going to go to Japan?
No, I just, you know,
sometimes people have dreams and then they get crushed.
The dreams get crushed, thrown in the trash, spit on, stopped out.
Okay.
I'll be better because of it.
You know, lit on fire, burned.
That's your move?
No, that's also insane.
Be honest.
Have you ever invited a girl on the trip to get in the pants?
Be honest, be honest, be honest.
No, that's the dumbest.
You're lying, you're lying.
you're lying. I swear to God. No, I swear. That's the dumbest thing I've ever heard. I've never
done that. You've never done that? No. Have you ever invited a girl to like a really
fancy spot where it's like really, really rich in order to like oppressor? I'm a hundred percent
not that guy. I swear to you. I'm not that guy. Like, I really not that guy. In fact, like that
would make me be less attracted to the person if they're like, oh my God, I want to go to this like
bougie ass bullshit. I don't like any of that shit. I'm saying, I'm saying you're implying
that you're going to say, I just wouldn't even do that because I wouldn't do that. Okay.
I don't even enjoy that kind of shit. Like all jokes aside, like I'm not. He's like,
Yeah, like, I don't even care about, like, they're rich and stuff, but like, do you want to go to Japan?
Yeah, but do you have a Ferrari?
Yeah, it's like, I don't have a Ferrari, by the way.
Why not?
What's your dream car?
How do I get a Ferrari?
I don't know.
You're rich.
Yeah, but I'm not, like, just because I make money doesn't mean I need to spend money.
You know what I mean?
No, you're not dumb, obviously.
Yeah.
But what is your dream car, though?
I haven't, I'm an Audi right now.
I want an Audi R8.
I just want to upgrade.
You look like an R-A girl.
That's, I have, I have literally the R-S.
right now, which is like the, the non-racing version of an R8.
Yeah.
Arns are really nice cars.
I know.
Are they still V-12s, though?
I don't know if they still make them V-12s.
You can't aspirated.
Listen, listen, I'm not even going to fake it for the viewers.
I don't give a fuck about a V-12, V-6, V8.
I don't give a fuck.
You just like the car.
Yeah, I think the car's nice.
That's fair.
Like, somebody will ask me, like, what kind of engine is that?
And, like, my R.S. right now.
And I'm like, I don't.
One then drives?
Yeah, you can look it up.
Yeah, it works, you know?
You're not a car girl.
No.
You're not going to fake that shit.
No.
I just think it looks,
it looks nice,
like it drives nice
and it's reliable.
It's what I like.
So you're not grifting the car girl thing.
Have you ever grifted anything you were like,
this really isn't me,
but I want to do it because people will like it?
No.
I don't think so.
I'm trying to think of anything that like I thought was like okay that I really,
but no.
Because like I just don't.
You know how bitches,
excuse me,
I'm so sorry.
You know how women,
beautiful women.
Oh my.
I'm trolling.
God.
I'm troll.
That is crazy.
I'm trolling.
No, be honest.
You call women bitches when women aren't around?
No, I'm trolling.
Tell the truth.
Tell the truth.
Dude, it was a joke.
Have you ever called a woman a bitch when it's just men around?
Do you say bitches?
That would be a lie if I said I never said that.
Do you do it now?
I haven't done it recently.
It's been a while.
How recent?
It's been a little bit of time.
No, that's bullshit.
He's like, he's like, oh, I mean.
No, women.
Two weeks ago?
No, no, no.
The fact that you had to think about it is crazy.
no yeah so bitches no yeah so bitches go ahead so oh god i forgot my question yeah i'm i'm seeing
i'm really seeing it right now no but you know how like sorry that was three more layers
out of the wall go ahead oh fuck well well actually forgot what the fuck i was gonna say oh my god you said
faking stuff like like fake yeah yeah so it was about it was about like girls fuck they'll uh
i had a really good point dude i was about to bang like to like get with guys you mean like they'll
fake interest and stuff.
No, fuck.
This is so different.
Yeah, you want to go first for first impression for first impression?
You want me to go first?
You go first, yeah.
First impression, you or, I mean, you might have been just, I'm sorry.
No, go ahead.
There's really just air up there right now, by the way, I can see it.
No, there's not air.
I just was trying to think where I wanted to go with this.
I'm going to be honest, though.
like no you were you were just like super fucking chill you're super normal i didn't like upon meeting me today
is that what you mean yeah the first time i met you okay yeah i just i had a perspective of you and then
you're pretty much exactly what i thought you were going to be okay yeah like you're not very like
different yeah i don't know i would say mine's the same of you except for the first question i've
obviously had to you is when you smacked ron and i was like damn that guy's fucking scary i thought
you were way scarier oh shit that's good i'm not scary no you're not scary no you're not scared
But like, okay, I watched you smack a guy and I was like, damn, over a hat, he doesn't fuck around.
So I was like, ooh, I will not be mean to him.
But now I can see.
You think I'd be mean to you though?
It's different.
No, but I think you're like, you know how you meet?
Like, I've met some gym guys and they're just like pretty agro and they're like, yeah, I'm the fucking greatest.
Like I'm the fucking best.
Fuck everybody else.
I don't think you have that.
That's corny.
vibe.
You did just read me like 15 comments that are, you know, blazing yourself.
But they said it, not me.
I was just reading it.
Just reading the good comments.
Just reading the positive comments.
Do you do that often?
Is that your morning ritual?
Sometimes I go back to this one and I look at it a few times.
And he's like, man, I'm so great.
No, no, no.
This one specifically, they were really.
I'm seeing it now.
They were icing it on.
I was like butter that up.
I don't have them framed in this house.
But you have them saved on your phone in a folder?
They might be screenshoted somewhere.
He like sends them to girls he's into and he's like, man,
They're just, the comments are going crazy today about me.
I'm such a conversationalist.
Yeah, like, I just talk so well anyways.
Like, do you want to go to dinner?
It's like, is that what you do?
Yeah, is that, that's what you do?
No.
Have you, what's your craziest thing you've done to, like, pick up a girl up?
Pick a girl up.
Yeah.
Literally pick a girl up.
Oh, you literally picked her up?
Yeah, I said you're mine now.
Freak-ass.
Freak-ass move, bro.
What kind of freak-ass shit are you doing in your gym?
Is that what you do?
No, but I've done, like, a bunch of, like,
Lifting up girl videos.
That was something I went viral for for a very long time on the internet.
Freak ass man.
No, just like lifting like.
Not like them.
They were like on the bar or whatever.
You know you liked it.
Of course it was fun.
Freak ass man.
I'm telling you.
How is that freak?
You don't think so?
I decided to look cool like visually and then, you know, it would go viral on YouTube.
Excuse me.
At the time, Instagram.
Okay.
Like lifting girls, I was squat.
They would sit on the bar.
And that's like your craziest way you got a date?
No, I was trolling.
Craziest way, crazy's way I got a date?
I'm craziest way I got a date was this is actually a good question I was early 20s and I went to the my very first Fit Expo and my friends were like take your shirt off just take your shirt off and I was walking around my shirt off and I had great great shorts on so you know what that you know what time that was but um sorry just so the girls were saying take your shirt off take your shirt off take your shirt no my friends were telling me take my shirt off because I knew I had abs I was like what kind of okay and I was and I was and I was and I
So I was just wearing gray shorts.
Sorry, sorry.
So I was getting a lot of attention.
But anyways, we'll continue on.
And so I went, I went to a spray tan booth, like not on purpose.
I was walking by it.
There was other booths.
You accidentally stumbled to a spray tan booth ever.
That's how my Friday's go normally, so I get it.
I just was walking by because I was going to something way cool.
Like, I've accidentally stumbled to do a spray tan booth before.
I was going to something way cooler over here.
No, I'm not being insecure.
I'm telling you.
You went into a spray tan booth.
Just say you went into one.
There was a really cool.
Yeah, you went into this.
Protein thing over here.
And then I was walking by.
And the spray tan booths.
booth hailed me they were like please come over here giant man with gray shorts on i swear to god
i'm not kidding now right so this is the story now i'm joking now i'm not joking now right they were
like listen if you want to go in this braids there's no judgment you can do that you know what i mean
if you're insecure and you want the tan like it's okay i didn't want the tan this is why it's
crazy listen they go come here come here sorry so i'm walking and i'm like oh my god my attention is
i'm being hailed and these two beautiful girls i was like okay
And I, so I go to the booth.
Man, you were a ho. Sorry.
I was terrible.
I was listening to the stories you're telling you were a ho.
Yeah, they were like, come here.
Oh, my God, you were a slut.
Okay, go ahead.
No shame, no shame.
I was.
I was. This is a fact.
And then, anyway, so I go over there and I'm there of my friends.
They're talking.
And I'm talking to this girl.
And she's like, fill out this form to like win because you could like win a trip
to Hawaii for this like spray tan thing.
It was like some dumb ass giveaway.
And I was like, I'm not going to win that.
I don't want that stupid.
She goes, no, I want your number.
And so then I.
I gave her my number, and then me and my friends, like, we're geeking because this chick
was, like, beautiful.
And we're like, no way.
And then she hits me up and then we're driving home.
And I'm like, we're like, I'm like dumb tripping.
Like, I can't believe this chick hit me up.
And that chick now is one of 50 cents baby mamas.
Yeah, with the kid that he claims.
Sorry.
Like, there's, like, there's like nothing in the world that could have prepared me for
that end of like at all.
You can hold me at gunpoint and I couldn't have guessed that.
There's no way.
I'm just talking about the caliber that were hailing me.
Uh-huh.
It was like that.
So they're like,
I'm confused.
So that was your technique to pick her up?
No, she picked me up.
I'm just saying, you said the craziest way that we got to,
I thought I was answering that question.
No, I asked you what was the craziest way you picked a girl up?
Oh, yeah, she picked me a story about a girl hitting on you.
That was 50 cents baby mama.
Hey.
Those comments actually went into his head.
It's crazy.
Holy shit.
I'm just telling the truth.
All right.
So wait.
Did you end up, like, hanging out with her?
I dated her.
How, for how long?
Like a year.
She, she was, she was cheating on her boyfriend at the time with me.
You were the sidehold?
I was the sidehoe.
You do have sidehoe vibes.
What the fuck?
You do.
You do, you have sidehoe vibes.
I can see it.
That's crazy.
And then she cheated on you with 50 cents?
No, no, that was, that was, that happened way after.
He was feeding for that drama.
No, no, no.
That happened way later.
She was sheeted on this guy with, with me, though.
And then that was weird, I'll never forget.
that time my life was a crazy time. It was before I was really on the internet. Okay. So you was
like young dude. Yeah. This is back when like celebrity stuff was like there was no Instagram.
It was like everything was like. This is back when you were like 32. Go fuck yourself.
This is a this is back when everything was on Twitter. So I'll never forget because like I was a
trainer. Okay. So I would train people. So I was like dating her and then like training her friends.
And then somehow one of her friends found out that I was dating her and then told him and he's on Twitter.
Bradley knew about it.
He was tweeting this like crazy shit.
Like,
Bradley knew about this.
And you knew she was dating somebody.
You didn't give a fuck.
I didn't know right away.
No.
I didn't know till like six months in.
And you kept dating?
Uh,
no.
No.
She eventually was like,
we can't do this anymore.
And I was like,
what the fuck are you talking about?
Because I,
I,
it was like around the same time.
Yeah.
But I met like,
I remember meeting like her parents or sister,
like all this shit.
You were invested.
Bro,
we went to Thanksgiving with her.
And she had a whole other man?
She had a literal relationship.
outside of me. Oh my God. She's a final boss of thought. That's crazy. Final boss, dude.
I remember we walking on a beach holding hands type shit. Bro, he met her with an
Eldon Ring boss screen coming up. He walked through the smoke when he met her.
Holy shit. I couldn't believe it. I couldn't believe it. She had a double life and everything.
100% double life. And her family, like they were just like. I think that she was telling her
family that they weren't together anymore. Because I remember them saying like, oh, I literally
remember this like, oh, you're better than the last guy. Like some weird conversation piece.
It's weird that you only remember that comment.
No, no, no, I'm not used.
It's like so, it was like a really specific thing that you, that you remember that they said.
It's crazy.
But I just used that as a reference point to say that I knew that they knew about that he was gone.
Not that I was better than I'm better.
I'm just saying I just remember they said that.
And so I'm just saying, no, at that I wasn't even that good at it.
I was just like, I was just living.
Do you remember that people have said to you over the years?
I can remember a few things.
I'm not going to say them all.
he has like a whole list in his phone he's like somebody call me great somebody called me buff
like yeah you're just going to the whole list every time three legs you were a real i'm learning
you were thought and bopping huh you were thought and bopping i was i was what you were doing
that one hurt my feelings though because i remember i'm because like i thought i was like i didn't know
that that was a thing until like i was like oh i'm a fucking side guy no i wasn't even a ho i was actually
i wasn't even i was cheating on her nothing i thought that was like my girl lokey okay i'm not
talking about that girl. I'm talking about it. Oh, after that, no, like, after that I started
was like, I was like, fuck bitches. That's crazy. Yeah, they're terrible. I really, that makes
me sad that like men go through that face. I think a lot of men do. And like, oh, my God.
It's because they, and there's not all women or like bad women. Like, there's great women
in the world. And like, I think that like, it sucks when. Just not in LA. I mean,
even for women, too, because women do the same. Okay. But like, you know, you know when women do
the thing, they're like, oh, I hate like all men fucking stuff. Yeah. It's like, I've met, like, some guys
are great guys, you know what I mean?
They're not dickheads.
Not looking at you.
I looked away when I said it.
I looked away.
You've been great.
You're protecting everything.
You know what I mean?
I looked away when I said it.
But like, you know what?
The vibe though.
I felt the vibe this way.
But you know, like, you know what I mean?
Like people get hurt.
And, you know, obviously sometimes it's relationship stuff.
Sometimes it's not.
And that's completely different.
But like, talk about the relationship stuff when it's like, fuck, dude.
Like, they just are like, man, men fucking suck or women fucking suck.
And you're like, no, you just got cheated on.
It was just an unlucky roll of the dice that you got somebody who didn't really care about you.
But like, you'll find someone who will and they'll be great.
It's just hard for people I think who get done dirty like to look beyond it.
That's all it is.
You get so enamored by like what happened.
They're just like, oh, this is how old grudges?
Probably, yeah, I'd say I've pulled some grudges.
As I've aged, as I've definitely let go of, of, I don't forget things.
But I have definitely let go of things.
That's how I am.
I don't forget.
Definitely don't forget.
I will let it go.
Yeah.
Like I won't, I'm friends with people who have wronged me, like friends with them.
But am I going to be like going out of my way to reconnect?
No, I mean, I probably wouldn't need to use their friends then.
Let's say we're like acquainted.
There's no bad blood.
Yeah.
But I'm not going to go out of my way to like mingle with you.
Is there anyone in this industry that's done you super dirty?
Yeah.
Oh, yeah.
I won't name them.
Yeah.
But there's a few, like really, really fucking dirty.
And like, bro, I've had people that like I had a straight call out because especially when I started
doing good for myself, I think they didn't want to.
see me do good and it showed and I'm like damn that fucking sucks because I thought we were good
and then I found out we weren't I'm like are these typically girls no no no actually what some bitch
dudes yes I've had I've had I've had with you guys yes I know it's crazy and like it sucks but like
at the end of the day how I see it is like okay that's cool like if you don't want to see me do
good you're not really my friend so we're chilling yeah I got no nothing against you I'm just not
I'm not with that because like, am I going to really put my energy to try to convince you that you should be happy for me? No. I want to see you do good. We're friends.
My hands are really sweaty. I have hyperhydrosis. What the fuck does that mean? It means my hand sweat a lot. You're trying to leave me hanging? No, just do this. No, no, no, this is weird. Can you feel? It's clammy. It's clammy. It's wrong with you. No, I have hyperhydrosis in my hands. What the fuck is that mean? It's, it's watery hands. It's like, dude, my dad, when he talks to you, his, his hands will drip.
What the fuck?
Yeah, it's a real thing.
Thanks.
I have so many jokes.
I'm not going to say any of them.
Keep them to yourself.
I will.
Are they glazing yourself?
Is that what they are?
No.
No.
Is your joke in your head like,
oh,
I'm Bradleymore and unsubcate?
No.
I imagine, wait.
Now, it has to do with your wet hands.
We're going to say something about women being wet.
Is that what you were going to say?
No, you were going to say something inappropriate.
I are just saying, shut up.
Don't say it.
don't yeah you are you know what you are you're a Jimbrough meathead I'm calling
dude I'm just trying to be I'm just having a good time I'm calling it that's what I'm just
having a good time damn it yeah what do they say about oh my god can we Google what's the
worst thing people say about Sina they call me a bitch I called you Sina that was good
you him going to see it was so annoying it's funny it's definitely a Reddit yes click
the Reddit oh my God have you ever looked at
No, that's, that's, no, I, there's a Reddit of me.
I don't, I don't go on Reddit at all because it's dudes like gooning.
Oh, okay.
I don't want it because you just, no, no, no, if you click on it, I just, you just click off.
It's not a big deal.
It's going to be squirrel girl content.
Literally.
Hunger Games.
Oh, that's right.
Because the character is in Hunger Games.
You can just add Brit after or send of the streamer.
Say it the streamer.
Yeah.
I haven't had like big controversy.
Hey, no, click that.
Don't click that.
That's, this is it, no?
Oh, this is.
That's literally the thing with a guy.
Yeah, okay.
I haven't had controversy.
We got to create some, huh?
You want me to create drama?
Yeah.
Yeah, let's be real.
Let's be real YouTubers.
I'm going to come on this podcast and say, I hate men.
Men suck.
Will that get your audience and not like me?
Nah.
They'll probably agree with you.
They'll be like, yeah.
We are pretty terrible.
Yeah, we're pretty terrible.
Women are bad, though.
I think there, I think there's bad women and bad men.
I mean, bro, if you had to pick one who's worse, just be honest.
Man.
No, come for me.
But I'm a girl, bro.
Like, you can't ask me.
I'm a girl.
We're going to have different perspectives.
So you just can't be honest.
You also have to slap anyone since you slacked wrong.
Yeah, I'm kind of.
Really?
Yes.
Why did you hesitate when you said that?
Because I thought we were going to talk about something else.
And then my mind was like, okay, deferred to what we were actually talking about.
Yeah, it's airy.
Yeah, it's airy meathead kind of kind of vibe going on.
Yeah, thank you.
people think that of you like actually probably before they meet me yeah really yeah definitely i
tried to not do i try to go into most interactions like open-minded yeah like i might think that you
have like a gym persona but i'm not gonna be like damn he's actually a meathead because i feel like
that's so that's the very thing i don't want people to do to me so i won't do it to you what would they
say they'd be like oh like girl streamer like torta something like that no i'm saying like if they
we're doing no no that's what we're doing that i'm not saying that's what we're doing that i'm not
saying what they say that i remember this i remember this very
No, because Skets joked about it.
I'm saying like, would they say that kind of stuff?
I would never say that about you.
I think you're very fit.
That's what we're doing.
You look in great shape.
You look amazing.
Your hair is beautiful too.
There's like five walls right now, by the way.
This shit's like Fort Knox up in here, okay?
Yeah.
Yeah.
They don't call me the demolition man for nothing.
Nobody has ever called you that.
You're right.
I lied about that.
Nobody has ever called you that in your life.
There's going to be one comment that's going to say it on this video.
And they're going to be like, he's going to frame it and be like, oh, my God, they
they finally called me the demolition man.
I'm going to send it to you.
I'm going to make it the phone background.
It's okay.
I'll send you like five hate comments and response.
That's fine.
I won't get any hate.
You don't think so?
I don't get any hate.
I will say,
I don't think that I've seen anything bad about you like ever.
Oh, yeah,
I don't get hate's jokes.
All of it?
Yeah, because Steve has made a lot of jokes.
All my hates are jokes.
All the hate is joke.
They'll be like,
yo, he sells drugs to kids.
So is Steve,
like your YouTube partner?
Steve was for a long time.
Okay.
Before that,
I obviously had other people that I work with,
but for a while it was Steve
and then he got axed.
But I was like the butt of all these jokes.
Okay.
And so all my hate comments are like fake, you know?
Steve will do it, right?
Yes.
Is his name?
Is that what he would do is just do crazy things?
Because that's what I've heard.
Yeah.
So you would join in on that?
Yeah.
He would basically,
originally he started like doing crazy drinking videos.
And then he did crazy vlogs and he's like giving away tons of fucking money.
Like I've seen this do give away like probably literally in cash, in person, millions of dollars.
Like at least two.
million dollars over the course of five years like a Lamborghini so it makes sense but beyond even
cars I'm talking about I've literally seen cash right over the course of five years him why though
not at one time it's just a part of his content and then he gets so much back obviously people
support and people show love like he just I think he's a big believer in that like give it you'll
get it back I mean that's why I feel like energy for everything too it's like if you're the energy
you put into anything in your life you'll get it back 100% yeah he's just embodies that
he's literally that but like quite literally he's like I'll give you a middle
million dollars, I could get a million dollars back.
There was a time when I think we were filming videos and he was probably spending like a million
dollars on a video like production, but then also the giveaways in it, the giving the money,
giving cars like.
Damn, okay, Mr. Beast.
All in one video was nuts.
I mean, he's literally, it's just Mr. Bees is that.
Yeah.
He's like put a ton of money in something, give away $10 million, but he's going to make that
on that video.
Yeah.
Every time.
Yeah.
Yeah.
That's a different level.
Dude, I feel like I will say, I'll give you guys credit.
I think the streamers make a lot of money.
dude I don't know what the fuck goes on
on you guys' side with like everything
I don't know how but you guys make a shit ton of money
YouTubers
Yeah but even on your side
Like I feel like the guys that I know
I'm trying to think like the generalization of guys
I can like reference but like
The guys that go to like the UFC fights and everything
And like you guys are just on the sideline
Just in front of a UFC fight
Just doing whatever
And then I know you might get like
You know like an ad or two
For like a sports drink or something
That brings in Buku bugs
But somehow you motherfuckers come out with like a
$15 million out of nowhere
And I'm like, what fuck did you get that from?
Like, it's crazy.
Yeah, we're doing all right.
Sorry I shouldn't have said that.
He's going to think about that comment for forever.
Doing all right.
Are you one of those guys that, like, looks in yourself in the mirror every morning?
No, you are.
You are, you are.
Yeah, because I'm looking in the mirror, brushing my teeth.
No, no, no, I can see it.
I get it now.
Do you, do you like flex in the mirror and you're like, wow, I look great today.
That's so weird. That's weird.
I'm trying to look at them for reassurance, but they looked away.
No, that's weird.
I brush my teeth.
Yeah, sometimes I look.
look up. I don't look at the mirror much. You don't stand in the mirror and you're like,
damn, I look good. You're the best. No, I would never do that. That'd be really funny if you
did. No, I, yeah. God, I was going to, so many of inappropriate jokes.
You're trying to be good? Yeah. That's what you're trying to do. Yeah. I feel like you have not
been. Really? You might have been pretty good. I feel like you let loose on the banter a little
bit, but I like, it's good. Okay. It's good that you do. I would have rather you do. That's why
say like with my stream i love when people like joke me like i'd rather somebody joke with
me joke me like joke even at my expense joke me joke me choke me joke me oh joke you
freak ass podcast bro this is a freak ass podcast bro this is a freak ass podcast i'm telling you right now
bradley martin is a freak bro i'm go on the record and say bro i thought you said i like when people choke me
how did you even chat don't do me dirty
they thought it to please please comment this is a freak ass podcast i apologize i apologize i
honestly thought you said that then he turns nice he tries to counter it you see what i'm like
what am i countering it was all of misunderstanding i swear he's like i swear please i really thought
you said that no i said joke like me because like when my chat if they're ever too nice i don't like it
it it weirds me out some people are nice but yeah what the fuck was that what the fuck was that what the
fuck was for what
it sounds like
this guy's in your chat
like doing weird shit now
I feel like he watches you
yeah what was that noise
why did you make that noise
when I said that I love to know
I don't
I don't even know they did
I mean like actually innocent
I think he's getting attacked
and he was like this
you know what it was
you know exactly what I'm talking about
because you know when you say
something so you're like
fuck does that mean like
yeah that was disrespectful bro
yeah yeah
Yeah, you went down on my list.
It was all misunderstanding.
Oh, he's just like you with the misunderstanding.
The gaslight's going crazy in here.
I feel like I'm being gaslit.
I'm blinded by it.
Yeah.
Listen, but I like when people banter.
I'd rather somebody banter with me.
That's why people ship me a lot with a lot of streamers.
That makes sense.
It's because I banter.
And I feel like people see banter.
And they're like, oh.
Yeah, 100%.
They've got chemistry.
But I'm like, that's the same thing with Sarah.
Really?
The person that I film content with, the same exact thing.
Dude, I felt bad for her.
Do you know why?
Why?
Because I was there hanging out with, like, agent with, like, a few other girls, right?
And we, like, went out there for, like, a stream thing.
I was supposed to be there.
I would have met you, but that would have been cool.
But, like, she, I guess, went out there after me.
And, like, a bunch of people were like, oh, my God, Desina, no, she's here.
And I felt bad.
It's like, I've never met this girl.
And, like, people are being weird about, like, her and agent.
And I'm like, bro, why?
Like, leave that damn girl alone.
And don't bring me into it as if I'm going to feel a type of way.
because this girl's here.
Because, like, I would love to meet her.
And she's a great girl.
And, like, me, an agent have nothing going on.
Why would it have been weird if you were...
Because that's how the audience sees it.
Oh, the audience saying that.
The audience is saying that.
No, yeah, the audience.
Okay.
So, like, it's the same thing with me.
Like, when I do stuff with guys, they're like,
agents got to be so mad.
That's what I'm going to see in here, huh?
Yeah, they're going to be like, damn,
Bradley's moving on agent's girl.
I'm like, I don't know, nobody's girl.
Like, relax, you know what I mean?
They're going to do that.
But if you had to pick one.
I'm not picking either of you
I don't read the comments
rather so much better than the other guys
No that's what it's yeah
He's gonna frame those two isn't he's gonna frame
The ones that say he's better than other guys
I'm gonna delete all the other ones
I always just say that I'm gay
That's what I say
If anybody shudering yourself
I just started saying I'm gay now
You and her would be great friends
Me and Sarah
I'm kidding she's not gay
That's fucked up
I can't make gay jokes about her
No you can't
That's not good
But here's the thing
I always I say that like
Oh I'm just gay like
Leave me alone
You know I'm gay
But then everybody started saying
Yeah I get that vibe from you
Like they're like
You've got a gay vibe.
Like, what does that mean?
No, you have like, you just have like a, you have a little bit of a bro vibe.
But that's not a bad thing.
A bro vibe?
Yeah, but I, I swear to God, I think that's why you're successful.
Really?
100%.
Because you're, like, the fact that I'm a dude, it could be like, she's cool, the relatable
aspect there, that's why you have, I guarantee it.
Because you're not like, you know, like one of the girls are just like, oh my God,
we can't, like, like, you're never awkward.
In the banter, you're not awkward.
You know, I will say, I hate that line of phrasing.
Do you know why?
Because then people go, oh, my God, you're a pick-me.
You say you're not like the other girls.
I'm not saying anything.
I get along with women, great.
I love getting along with women.
Women are like the best.
Like, if I'm around my girls, I'm like, yeah, I'm fucking a lot.
Wait, where's the pick-me thing?
Because, like, if I'm, like, more tombish, I think people see that as like, oh,
you're appealing to men.
People overuse that.
People overuse it all the time.
But I get along with women.
I love, like, being around, like, the girls and having just a girl time
it's like my favorite.
But I feel like I can just get along with anybody.
I too.
I relate to that.
Do you want to do a face mask?
What?
You want to do a face mask and like get your nail's done?
What do you want to do a face mask?
You've never done a face mask before?
What the fuck is that?
You want to put something on my face?
Oh my God.
That was the most man thing you've ever said in your life.
Yeah.
Do you moisturize it all in the morning?
I wash my face.
Do you moisturize?
You know how your hands are wet because of hydro something?
Hyperhydrosis.
I put water on my face.
Hey, but you can use like a
moisturizer and especially you at your ripe age
Okay, I'm 27
You better start using some creams, some retinoles, okay?
Redenol, is that good?
Yeah, it's like good for you if you're like aging.
Well, look at me, I don't need it.
Can we pull up his age one more?
I'm just like really curious.
Yeah, can we actually get the right age up his age
one more time?
Just Bradley Martin age, no added frills.
Bradley Martin does not age, answer.
That's dude, it's still.
wrong. Wait, wait, wait, hold on, hold on, wait, go click, click that search again. Why did one
of those searches say Bradley Martin age 20 when he was typing it? Go back, like type age again.
Look, look, look, wait, A, G, at age 20. It said, why is that a search? They want to know what
I look like at 20. Holy shit. That was in 1955. Click the one on the right. Yeah.
Why is that a photo of you on the internet? Dude, that, do you see the quality of that
photo, by the way, that's 360P. That was taken on a
Blackberry. Oh, yeah.
It was taken on a Blackberry? I know. That's an
old. That's an iPhone 4.
I feel weird looking at this. It's too personal.
I'm sitting way too close proximity
to have this photo on the screen.
Why are you staring at it like that?
No, I'm not looking at it. Holy shit.
Do you see the way he's staring at the photo?
I'm trolling. I've never seen
you look at anything like that. That's crazy.
Dude, the day
you get married, if you don't look at your wife,
the way you just looked at yourself at age 20
if your wife should leave you
holy shit that was crazy
oh my god
I'm trying to tell us he doesn't like in America
I'm totally bro you know he does
you know he does like a little ritual he's like you're the greatest
you know the home you know the Homelander
scene you know Homelander and the boys
when Homelander stares at himself and he's like
talking himself they're like you're the fucking greatest
is doesn't he jerk off in that scene
no I would never do that bro but what about American
Psycho? Hold on
don't change the subject
Have you ever ever in your life jerked off to a photo yourself?
No, no, no, no.
That's fucking crazy.
That's nuts.
That's fucking nuts.
No, type American psycho mirror image.
That's actually the craziest shit ever.
I would never do that.
What about that, huh?
That's something you would do, absolutely.
What about that?
That's a classic.
You never seen this?
Yes, but that's something you would do.
I wouldn't do it.
I've never done it.
Why are you staring at me?
vehemently.
I'm surprised you can even know
that I'm staring at you
considering you were staring
so hard at that screen.
You're like two feet away from me
it's like really hard to do
you know what I mean.
Yeah.
I can see,
I can literally see the smoke
coming out of your ears
trying to get out of this one.
I know there's no way.
I want to go on the record
and say I fully believe
that Bradley Martin has jerked off
to himself in the mirror.
No, that's insane.
I'm putting that on the record
and that's the crazy thing to say
then so sue me.
It is what it is.
That's,
I've never done that in my life,
my entire life.
Have you ever had somebody say
that they thought that
did that?
Never.
That's, there's no way.
There's no way.
That's crazy.
Okay, maybe they thought it.
I'm going to be the one to say it to your face.
That's insane.
That's slander of a new level.
Sorry, if that's the allegations that come into this podcast, then so be it.
That's slander of a different level.
Can I tweet that?
That's crazy.
This reminds me of Steve will do it jokes right now.
Is it unhinged?
That's crazy.
That's something Steve would say.
Oh.
Pro 100%.
Steve,
He's going to retweet that shit.
Steve,
if you see this, yo,
I'm telling you your friend jerks off to himself in the
here. I'm keeping it real.
Bro.
Hold on a second.
Someone's bullying my phone up.
It's himself.
He's got self-manger's.
Imagine I'm texting myself?
He's got self-reminders.
Dude.
You're so great.
You're the greatest.
He sends himself time text messages.
It says like Bradley Martin
motivational text and it's like,
you're the greatest.
You're amazing.
That'd be crazy if somebody did that.
But isn't that kind of just like affirmations?
Yeah, but if you name it
from yourself, it's wild.
You can do affirmations.
But aren't you just name it from yourself anyways when you write it down?
I guess.
Oh, look at that.
There is like a fine line of being confident and like arrogant.
So it's arrogant if you text it to yourself, but not if you write it down?
No, it's arrogant if you jerk off to yourself in the mirror.
But it's confident if you're like, oh, that's fucking weird, by the way.
Like, FYI, it's extremely weird.
Something I would never partaken.
Very strange.
Yeah, I can feel he's, he's a look at like he's like, maybe.
No, no, no, no, no.
I just like your reaction.
you had good reactions
how you got me thinking about this
I've planned to see
by the way
didn't Drake literally do that and post it
yeah
that's what Drake was doing
I would say the same thing to Drake
if he was here right now
I would look at Drake
and be like hey man like it's crazy
that you jerked off to yourself
with a mirror I feel like that
anybody would say that
that's a normal take
that's how he leaked the thing
he was like shooting it in the video
I thought he was just sending a video to somebody
I don't, but I mean, either way.
Bro, I was like, that was a weird time on the internet
because people were literally like,
did you see Drake's dick the moment I went live?
And I was like, what the fuck is going on?
Like, I didn't know.
So I went live and I found out, I was like, uh, like weird question to ask.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, it's wild.
Yeah, weird shit goes viral, man.
I mean, that makes sense why that would go viral,
but it's still just weird.
Yeah, that's true.
It's also like he did it on, it's,
there's no way someone just leaked it.
Like, you do that shit on purpose.
I think you can get leaked.
I've had people try to, like, hack into my stuff.
I think that shit's on purpose.
Really?
Yeah.
Every single.
I think a lot of the celebrity ones have been.
I think it's all on purpose.
Like obviously some people could hack.
Like recently you saw Kai's shit got hacked like his like finances and his Twitch got hacked
and all this crazy shit.
But the celebrity shit is 100% like fake.
Bro, some people, their passwords are ass.
It is possible.
I've met people with passwords that are literally like cat one, two, three.
And they're like big streamers.
And when I find out, what the fuck is your problem?
Like I don't, it doesn't make any sense to me at all.
because I'm like, why?
That's so irresponsible.
Drake's like, I am the best.
Yeah.
No, that's yours.
He's just projecting.
That's his, actually.
He's like, he's like, Brad, no, his is not, I.
Bro, you're not funny.
Shut up.
He's like, what the fuck?
His is Bradley Martin is the best.
Bro, now I know why Ron says that shit to you.
What, that I'm a bitch?
Yeah.
What the fuck you're, stop cooking me.
I do the same thing to him.
Holy shit.
Guys, his password is Bradley Martin is the best.
One, two, three.
I saw it.
Go crazy.
He's like, fuck, I've got to change them now.
Shit.
So fucking frustrating to have to change your passwords.
I fucking hate it.
Yeah, look at him.
He's pissed.
He's pissed.
You can see it.
I love that this has ended and like, bro, look.
They finally updated it.
I told that.
That's what I've been telling you.
Hey, dumb ass.
You know it still says 1989.
So if you want to update it, you might want to do the math and change that too.
Your eyes are not good.
That doesn't say 1989.
No, it doesn't.
That doesn't. Your eyes are bad.
Your eyes are bad.
Yeah, I told you.
Told you, dude.
Yeah, old ass 27-year-old.
I'm one-year-old and Steve will do it.
What the fuck?
Old-ass 27-year-old, bro.
Is 27 the new 45?
Maybe.
Maybe it's a new 20.
How old are you?
I'm 28.
Yeah, you're older than me.
How's it feel?
Oh, I'm older than you.
How's it feel?
You're old as dirt.
How does it feel?
You were hanging out with the dinosaurs in high school.
There's no way you're telling me I'm older than you.
Uh-huh.
Yeah, I remember this
Yeah
Just wait till you have one knee problem
And you post about it
And I'm about to
Ooh, you're gonna have a terrible time
On the internet that day
I'm willing to bet
I'm willing to bet
I'll never have a knee problem
Ever
You have no muscle problems
Strong knees
You have no muscle problems at all
Zero none
I'm efficient
Do you?
No, I don't actually
If none
Surprisingly
Not a bad hip
No
I think you might have a bad hit.
I don't have a bad hit.
The way you walked in.
Might have had a bad hit.
Like a normal human being?
Oh, I'm sorry.
I didn't walk in like a Roblox character.
With a hit.
You've got like a Roblox build going on.
You know what I mean?
Yeah, like a fucking, your hip was fucked up.
Like I got a little sass to me.
Is that what it is?
Like maybe you got some, uh, you know when they take the fat around the stomach
and they put it some off shoulders.
You know that right?
You know where they take it out?
You look like Minecraft Steve.
That's called LIPO, right?
How was it?
Didn't have LIpo.
You didn't?
No, I didn't have why.
How come you got the, it's like the hip thing?
You're just lying.
No, I'm saying.
I saw the hip.
It's like the, it's like a little dip, but it's like they put, they take it out,
they put it somewhere else.
I have hip dips.
That's normal.
Oh, okay.
You also can't see it because I'm wearing baggy pants.
You're just making that up.
Super normal.
Okay, so what about your steroid-ass shoulders?
Let's talk about that.
Oh, that's what we're doing now, huh?
How many steroids you got injected right now?
Just go ahead and three, four, five.
Just one.
Just one.
Oh, just one.
That's what it is.
Just test off.
That's what I thought.
Okay.
Mm-hmm.
150 a week.
Cruising.
I think most bodybuilders do that, though, right?
That's a real thing.
Yeah, all of them.
That's what I heard.
I heard they all do steroids.
Yeah.
I mean, at this point, I don't take, like, when I was younger, I took more stuff, and I just,
I do not do that at all.
That makes sense.
That does make sense.
It's probably why I had, like, a weird sex addiction.
You can't say that because I'm going to laugh.
No, it's serious.
You're laughing at my.
my problems that's fucking sounds that's spot on for you yeah my trauma it's funny to you
huh that would make you laugh you would laugh at someone's fucking trauma because i i hate men
yeah very sin of you yeah well i mean if i say it's very bradley martin of you then what i don't
know sounds great i just oh my god yeah just ask the comment section dude somebody's about
to leave a bunch of nice comments just to be like man bradley martin might see this he might
read this and be like, wow, I'm so great. That's exactly what it is. So funny. I know.
I'm figuring you out now. It took me a little bit, but I figured you out. I get it.
Cynical Cina. Did anyone call you that? What? Cynical Cina? No. Okay.
What kind of boomer-ass name was it? Cynical Cynical. Do you know what Cicel mean?
All right, Dr. Seuss? Yeah, like, what, like, where did you pull that out of?
What the fuck was that? A Dr. So's book. So you think people are walking around being like,
yeah, cynical sinna. She's cynical. No, I don't think they're walking around. They're probably
just being like, this bitch is cynical. Excuse. This woman. This woman.
No, this woman, this beautiful woman who took her time, who took her time. No, but it's not me saying it. It took a little bit, but the true color showed. It's them typing it. If they were typing it, they would type it like that. Most people say I'm positive, actually, that I'm really nice. They say, wow, she's so nice. She's like beautiful. She's great. She's so funny. How it's turned. You know, she's like just the greatest person in the world. It's like a lot of things. So is it me or is you? You're just projecting the whole time. I'm just trying to give it back to you. I'm just trying to give it back to you.
because this is what it sounds like, okay?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, good cover.
Love that.
That's great.
Well, that was amazing.
That was actually, what?
That was a good podcast.
Yeah, it was.
Oh, we're still on it.
Yeah, we are we?
It was a good podcast that they're listening to right now, and they should like and subscribe.
Yes, do it right now every Tuesday.
And leave a hate comment if you're feeling crazy.
I don't know.
Let's just all band together and really just throw some hate comments.
Yeah, you could do that.
That's fine.
I don't mind.
When do we make more content together?
I feel like we should.
You can't word it that way.
Okay.
Let me try that again.
After you said we, the friend thing.
You have to say, when do we do business stuff and do a stream?
When do we business together in the same place?
Stop saying together.
Just say, when do we business?
When do we business when we're next to each other?
God, I reverted him to caveman mode and it's like, it's just his brain is off.
When, when do we see each other next?
Intimately on a screen.
Intimately?
Well, me and you on a screen right now.
It's not intimate.
Well, in the setting, it's like a, it's not like intimate, like, we're not intimate,
but like if there was other people, it wouldn't be.
God, I love applying pressure.
It's so fun.
You know what I'm saying?
It's so fun.
Do you know what I'm saying?
Like, if there was someone sitting there, it's not intimate.
But me and you're just talking about life, things that are not intimate.
We could do a business stream in the future.
I come back to L.A.
So we're going to dress up as like, like, like, like we're going to wear suits.
Yeah.
Maybe we'll do like.
No, no, no.
No, we'll do like a, yeah, we'll do a super business, super business.
stream suit it up i'll wear a suit i don't have a suit i'll get a custom suit made don't get a custom
suit made why not i kind of need one god no because you would assume might be the most annoying person in the
world i could see it he's gonna walk past any mirror and be like damn no you wouldn't do that no never do
that just make sure you have a lot of mirrors when we go there it is that would be cool you in a suit
i thought like i i look cool in a suit like a power woman you know what i mean they're like damn badass she
about to fire me. She's a boss.
She's about to fire me.
Yeah.
Why's in a movie?
It's either that or Karen vibes is one of the two.
You kind of give care of vibes.
Oh, so I give Karen vibes, huh?
That's what I give?
No, like a little.
Like, if I didn't know you and I just saw you, yeah.
I might be like, she might complain about something.
If I walk by you, I'd be like, damn, that guy looks like a bitch.
But, you know, then I guess to each their own.
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.
That was charged up.
Cynical, sin.
Sorry, you're right.
I can't call men bitches and I don't want to be called a bit.
You're right.
You're right.
It's fine.
I got thick skin.
It's okay.
It's because it's all stairwinded up.
Yeah, fuck you.
Find out next time on Dragon Ball Z every Tuesday.
I love you guys.
We're out of here.
That was a good podcast.
That was a really good podcast.
I had fun.