RAWTALK - DID BOB MENERY SET UP COLBY COVINGTON & JORGE MASVIDAL, BEEF WITH DAVE PORTNOY, TRUMP POD & MORE

Episode Date: March 29, 2022

We have the lord of the zaps himself and the voice you may recognize from BWW or the FullSend Podcast, Bob Menery. Tap in the conversation with us as we get first insider scoop of the "setup" of Covington & Masvidal, the Trump podcast, and what is next for the Bob Menery on the FullSend Podcast. we zap in on many topics such as fights, podcasts, social media, drugs, tabloids, and Bob's paranoia...You definitely don't want to miss this!SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK?sub_confirmation=1LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/rawtalk/id1294154339FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://vm.TikTok.com/TTPdQbEqVX/FOLLOW BRADLEY:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvzSBNBOK599FqzrTZS8ScQ/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWTQG2aMDYKGDqYEGqJb1FA/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartynonline?sub_confirmation=1RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

So do you do headphones or not? I'm going to do whatever you do. Yeah, headphones. You do headphones? So you're used to it too. You know, back in the day, the voiceover gig, I used to wear these things. So I'm comfortable wearing these. You're good wearing these.

You don't wear them on the full scent pod. No, no, I don't have, I don't have much pull in the full scent pod. Really? It's Kyle's way. I know. Or the fucking highway. That's it. Is that really how it is?

With Kyle? Well, I mean, I know. Kyle runs a very tight ship. I know that. John Chahidi runs a very tight ship. Respect, respect. But it's not. understand they have to understand they got to respect the fucking godfather too at times do they

do they fully respect you they fully respect me they do they do they're good people but they keep me in place too because i have the tendency to go off the grid yeah you are a little crazy i have uh i have a lot of addictive personalities multiple personalities or just one super addictive depending on the what the addiction is maybe multiple personalities that'll be further looked into when i sit down my my next therapist okay uh as far as addictive personalities definitely have addictive personalities. Yeah, where did this shit start for you? Because I know you had you had problems with like the fucking addy shit for a while. You don't do that anymore. No, the Adderall, I still will take it Adderall because like I mean, for instance, we were trying to

work on the getting Trump on the show. Yeah. Now we got Donald on there. Which was crazy. Which was fucking nuts. It was amazing. We talked about it for a while. So the way that Trump happened, Dana obviously sealed the deal for us. But you know, we always try and think big. And so I'm sitting with Steve. We're all fucked up at two in the morning. I had the, I think I had the, I think I had the secretary of defense and uh i think a former cia guy coming in because i want to talk about ukraine russia and everything's going on because we try to keep our podcast relevant yeah and then finally i'm all fucked up in the hotel room of steve and i'm like fuck it why don't we try and get trump so i texted kyle and whatever we started the process of trying to figure that out and then at

the end of the day dana would never connect me directly with trump so that's when it's kind of a teamwork thing where kyle needs to step in yeah this is so this is a dana this is a dana thing allowed it dana pulled the trigger of course i mean but obviously the The wheels were put in motion by an Adderall and a few drinks at two in the morning and just shooting for the stars. I'm curious about you, man, and maybe a lot of people are like you're, you seem to be, even on social, you're, you seem like a crazy individual. Not so much on the podcast, but like sometimes you do things that, in my opinion, are crazy. Like, you know, you go through the girl drama. Then like you're on your stories like going through the drama and you like you're very vulnerable in that sense.

And I and I can appreciate the hell out of that. um do you have you always kind of like been that way before social i mean i've always tried to be exactly who i am and not bullshit you see so much shit on social media now it's so like fucking fake and whatever yeah now my little like it's not like it's like a little fucking instagram stories that you're probably referring to like that's what you want shit little dumb shit like little dumb shit but what i always try and do because i believe not everybody is perfect people make mistakes and people go through a lot of shit in life so what i try and do is i go through shit every day i've made every single mistake in the book

And haven't lived the perfect life. So what I try and do is when you watch my little stories, if you do, and numbers are slacking, by the way. It's all good. It's been tough lately. It's been rough lately. You know, it is what it is. Censorship is a big thing.

But what I always try and do is show exactly what is going on in the current time of my life. If I have a breakup with my girl and I'm feeling like fucking shit, I'm going to show it. You're transparent. And if I fucking am going, having the best time of life and I'm high as ever, I'm going to show it. Yeah. If I'm having a great fucking time at Poppy Steak with Colby Covington, I'm going to show it. Yeah. So what happened there?

Like, because obviously they got in the fight. You were there. Who else was there? It was nuts. So the way that happened is like, you know, I took a lot of shit, which was crazy. I'm not used to really take a lot of shit on the internet, right? I saw it. They were like TMZ.

This dude was the reason why that dude showed up. Like, what actually happened? Well, I mean, I've never had like Nate Diaz tweeted at me. Bob Metry is a big pussy. And I was just like, fuck. I love Nate. I love Nate too. I had a great relationship.

with him but I guess that's part of the game and all that stuff but you know at the end of the day when that shit happens for me I get a lot of anxiety I deal with a lot of anxiety yeah so it's something that I deal with I've struggled with my whole life and when anything like that happens I fucking freak the fuck out yeah and I'm trying to get better at it because you grow bigger and you start to partner up with these guys that are massive like the knelt boys and whatnot you know it's just going to get bigger and you got to just realize how to handle it but basically I mean that night we were you know like anything else we did our podcast show and we take every single guest out that you know we invite him out to dinner yeah but it was just you this time Kyle wasn't

there Kyle was at the dinner that night it was me Kyle Oskod Jimmy Gambles okay um Covington and uh Eric Spoffer my friend so why were you focused as the guy that like I was focused on the guy that was like set him up right the most comical thing in the world of anybody that knows me and the reason why I have such great relationships and whatnot is you know I try and pride myself in being a respectful guy that would never ever do anything like that for clickbait or anything I don't give a fuck about that shit yeah I like Kyle whoever wants to do that shit do that shit but I was pinned as that guy because the famous little TMZ video that came out yeah shows me you know cops all around Colby yeah I saw and then shows me walking up to him and I say my bad and the reason why I said my bad first of all was because my bad this happened under my watch yeah right so So, like, I look at it as, like, I'm hosting the dinner. I expect anybody that take out, whether it be Shaquille O'Neal, Mike Tyson, blah, blah, whoever we have our guesses. I want to act like to host and make sure everything runs smoothly.

Yeah. That's why I like to operate. Well, so wait, what, can you tell everyone who doesn't know what actually happened? Like, you're sitting there. You're next to the guy. This guy, Masvedol just blindsize him. Like, what actually happened? Because I don't even know that yet.

And I think people just see clips. They don't really know. Well, nobody knows what happened. There was nobody there. It was me and Colby. And that was it. So what happened? what happened was and there's legal shit going on right now I guess which is pretty shitty

because you never like to see you know what what what Jorge did that night obviously is not you know it's pretty frowned upon I don't think that you just kind of do what he did and run up on somebody and do what he did I mean I guess that Colby talked about his kids and that really set him off but I think it's a better way to handle it but what happened that night is uh we're out dinner we're having a great time we're looking we were me and me and Colby were making they joke at the dinner about how we're going to go to swan after this and uh i'm going to pretend i'm a ufc fighter you were going to pretend yeah me and colby were going to have because we did it the night before and i was my my nickname was the lizard what the fuck does that come from i don't know i just

thought of the top of my head so i was like yo i'm going to be again the lizard tonight we're fighting in three months and any girl that comes up to me out i was in a i was in a sweatsuit i'm like i'm the fucking lizard all right so colby's like we're going along with it and so i'm like, all right, you're ready to bounce. And so we get up and we walk out. And the thing that pissed me off too is we had Chris with us. And I was just, you know, because there was actually just a state of emergency for like the shooting going on in South Beach. And Colby was a little bit like, wow, look what the fuck's going on. I'm like, dude, don't worry. We like we have your back. Who's Chris? Chris is the security guy. Okay. Okay. For Kyle. That's right. And so I was like,

Chris is here. Like we're, we should be good. Like we have guys that watch after us and whatnot when we go anywhere. And so whatever, we walk outside. We go out the door. There's a bunch of of fans out there for Kyle and Nelk and all them. Of course. And, um, you know, they, this happens outside. This has, well, there's, we, we, right when we get outside, there is, and I haven't given a statement or anything like that. I want to, which is basically what it is right now, but at the same time, we walk outside and Kyle never doing their thing. And then Colby had his own car there and the car was parked across the street at Poppy Steak, Crutman's place. And so, Kyle and

the boys go in this car and Colby and I like I'm like I'll just roll with you you want to roll roll with me so before you know it we take like four steps this way to get into an SUV now to get into his car that was across the street okay and then all of a sudden out of nowhere it was just like like so quick holy and I'm looking there and I'm like what the fuck just happened like in how many people was it just Mazvedo I there was uh there I I think there was two guys. Yeah, there, I think there was two guys. Moswell being one of them or two and three. I can't. I don't know anything about the other. Like I just know that that I mean, Mazol just kind of ran up on him. Yeah. Just kind of unexpectedly. You know, it wasn't like,

yo, Colby, what the fuck is up? Oh, he went straight to it. He just, he just kind of ran up on him and just and just, I had front row seats. And I was like, oh my God. I didn't know what to do, but it was a brief moment it was like from what i remember because i also was like eight spicy margaritas in because i wanted to avoid my night what i remember was i just saw like got got a couple it was like to do real quick colby snuck out of it ran right in the restaurant back into poppy steak mazvadol kind of just came back this way at him and i kind of stepped up seven margaritas deep but not being to mosvado to mazvado yeah what the fuck were you going to well no i was just basically like i was like I was like bro I was like what are you doing I was like relax like fucking chill out he's like

who the fuck just said that and he kind of like looked at me and I'm just like all right no yeah like I'm not a no I'm good bro this isn't my this isn't my game this is how it goes at me yeah and then I believe that they kind of just they just so he was really mad I mean I guess you know when you when you talk to kind of shit that Colby talks but is it but is Colby talking it because it's like it's part of like the hype for a fight or is he genuinely you know what I'm saying like this is what I was saying is like I didn't expect fact if it was at this level and I knew that the fight game was this serious I would have not posted location and I've learned from that I'm not going to do that going forward I've learned

my lesson that's fucked up like especially with these fighters like they really think that's how that do you think that's how they found you guys is through the story well I mean first and foremost like you know everybody's give me shit here like I said we post everywhere we go yeah I know like right at the same current time I know and fucking Colby reposted us too that night yeah two seconds later. So like Colby story is showing. Like people knew we're at poppy steak. Yeah, cool. Or plan and simple. So, um, if I could take it back, absolutely, because I never like to see fucking somebody facing the charges that Mazvedal's facing. It sucks. Like emotions run high sometimes.

And it sucks that you have to be, uh, I mean, I just got off the phone with Colby 15 minutes going. I, you know, try to just, I don't, I just wish it didn't have to go through the legal system because he's facing serious charges and it's just. Mosvital is. Yeah. He's facing felony assault and and whatnot. Damn. So, you know, you just never

want that to happen at the same time, you know, you're a professional fighter at some point you got to realize like, you got to draw a line. You got to,

you got to draw a line. Yeah. And, uh, yeah, I don't know. So that was, that was basically it's, it sucked and,

uh, it was just not, it was, it ruined the night. But at the end of day, I talked to Colby and I, I just suggest I was like, you know,

is it the worst thing in the world to maybe like, fucking let this thing go. And I don't know what his, I don't know what he's going to do with it, but hopefully just this is a lesson learned that you don't do this again and you fucking move on and you figure it out in the ring. Yeah, I hope they, I hope it doesn't go further. It just sucks when it sucks because his family's involved with Mazvedal's shit.

It's like you don't never want to see anything go to the legal system. And like I don't think, I mean, Jorge's done some stuff in the past. You know, he's got to check himself and hopefully it's a lesson he learns, but hopefully doesn't learn it in too hard of a way. Yeah, because that'd be fucking terrible, like to have to get pushed through that. I have to deal with that sort of like There's like serious consequences That kind of shit

I mean I think he's yeah Facing serious fucking time So you just hope it doesn't happen again But at the end of the day You know for people to say I read Twitter and shit And all that shit bothers me like Oh the milk boys set him up

But whatever said it I saw it Let me tell you what Kyle and all them They do a lot of pranks and whatnot When I'm involved None of that fucking shit happens On my watch Because my reputation is too important

I mean I never want to be tied to that And that's why I was so mad that night Yeah you know I get it how it could be misconstrued Or seeing like oh Because you know the pranking stuff and all that stuff maybe they set it up and then you're there now you're the guy that they're focusing on because you were closest in that in that like visual that they're seeing on tmz

so they're pinning on you but i don't i don't see you and i've never seen you to be that kind of guy who's like just like maliciously trying to make something a problem i don't care enough i don't want i don't care about the fucking the money really doesn't motivate me the fucking i like to have respect i like when people say that bob's a good fucking dude works his ass off the money will come along the way like i don't have a youtube channel where i need to make click base I have my little game that I play in, lucky enough to partner up with the Nelke Boys in the FullSimp podcast. It was a smart play for, I think, both of us. And I just, I'm not really about the attention.

I get too much anxiety. The real question, a lot of people have been asking is, should I be on the podcast? I mean, more than welcome to at this point. I mean, you can have my fucking season. No, no, no, no. You can have it. This is getting too much, bro. No, no, no.

You don't like the heat? I fucking hate it. I really do, bro. You can ask my girl. I spend a lot of time my girl at home and I get so much, you know. So what does this come from? this anxiety like you've been you've been dealt with this for a long time you're like because I deal with anxiety heavily in different ways but these ones I guess because I've been more I've been

on the internet for so long in a way that's like opening myself up to attacks from people and I've been attacked so many times I dealt with so much shit that if that happened to me I'd be like just another fucking thing you know like even the drug dealer jokes at first I was like ha ha it's funny and there was a point where it bothered me because like I remember like I was like do people really think I'm a drug dealer and it bothered me for a bit? Then I realize like it doesn't fucking matter like I know the truth right just like you know the truth here. You're not a bad guy. You're not making anyone to like get in that sort of situation at all. But I guess my question is with your anxiety, this must be a new level of, you know, what sort of exposure you're you're being exposed to just period like the amount of people because of that audience is so large. Prior to this though, prior to this sort of exposure, where did your anxiety start? Like in your life. I've always I've always had anxiety. I think I might run in the family too I think my you know

A couple family members I have have anxiety And whatnot I just I can't It's tough I have like tough days You know I suffer from depression I suffer from anxiety I suffer from anxiety I suffer from anxiety I suffer from anxiety I suffer from I'm working on myself

You know every day I try and work on myself And make myself a better person And figure out how to fix that stuff But the internet doesn't help And it's like you know What this does is this makes more people troll me Because the internet's a bunch of fucking assholes It's okay though

But at the end of the day It's like it's I'm starting to learn slowly Like I said I'm new to this game You know my story as you know like Or we'll know was like, you know, six years ago, I had absolutely nothing to my name and just nobody knew who the fuck I was. Before Buffalo Wild Wings? Way before. I love. I mean, way before, brother. I could take you down a deep road rabbit hole today about. So where do you come from then? Where is it all,

where is it all coming from? Where does all what come from? Like, where have you come from? You're talking about this story? I want to hear. I come from Lawrence, Massachusetts. So I was born and raised lower class in Lawrence, which is an inner city in Massachusetts. uh i cut to probably basically just graduating high school and then fucking wanted to be an actor i always wanted to be an actor i don't know why i was to make a thing because i want to understand where like bob mennery came from you know what i'm saying like i i know where it all started where it all started was three days on crystal meth hallucinating with a flat tire on the side of a road after three months what got you into drugs and how old were you i was 26 25 to 28 heavily using

what got you into it like why were you why did you go down that road I was working in an atmosphere that called the caddyard so I was carrying rich guys golf bags in the caddyard and so what a caddy does is he waits inside this little cattyard with a bunch of the caddies and fucking waits for his name to be called when his name's called he goes carry his bag for 75 bucks a day and I was doing that from 24 to 28 years old and it got to a point where I knew the potential I had I knew but I was just like lost you know mentally and and physically not physically mentally and uh yeah and just was got in a crowd that was doing some bad things and and developed a serious serious cocaine problem but okay

so before the cocaine problem you said you knew you had this potential in what i knew i had the potential because i'm in in just operating in a way where i could i knew i was talented. I knew I had this great voice that always caught people's attention. I knew I had a way to be able to communicate with people on a different level. I knew I came across as a very likable dude to people that I met because of, you know, just the way my dad taught me how to carry a conversation at a young age, how to shake people in the eye. My dad was an insurance salesman Northwestern Mutual. So I learned the game of the streets, you know, being a street salesman. Yeah. And so, yeah, but working to the country club, 28 years old, carrying golf bags was kind of just before I went back to Boston and all that shit.

So you're working there, you're, you get involved in drugs because of this, the situation you're in? Like, is it because you're like, I just started using and I got addicted. Like I said, I had to get a personality. Cocaine. Cocaine. And then it got to crystal meth. Yeah. It was only crystal meth that one day.

Holy shit. Because I thought I was ripping a line of. Coke. Oh. And so I took it off some guy in the street. I was running around doing my broadcaster voice in the streets of Hollywood one night. Some guy was like, yo, you want to bump a blow. And I was like, yeah. And I ripped it. And it was, I guess it was crystal meth because, and I had nowhere to live at that point. So I had a 28. 28. My buddy, my buddy, I was staying at my buddy's house, Ryan Shapery. And I was staying in his house and, and he finally said, I was living on an air mattress in his house. And finally he said, uh, yo, I got to go. The lease is up.

And I had minus $700 my bank account because I misused my money because of all the drugs and shit and all the dumbass shit I was doing, not shut up for work. And there's not a lot of money in caddying. And he's like, yo, you got to fucking, you got to go. And I'm like, well, where do I go? And then I'm like, I had this car that a member gave me at the club. He just gave me a Jeep Cherokee or Wrangler or something like that. And so long story short, I'm out of a house. I have nowhere to live.

Yeah. And I was always somebody who never wanted to call people for help. And so I said, you know, I fucking relate to that heavily, man. didn't want to ever call it i didn't deserve it you know i'll call people for help now because i know i know i could provide value right but back then i couldn't provide value what made you feel like you couldn't provide value back then i had nothing going on for me i had a massive drug problem and i'd just be a distraction if i talked to anybody yeah and so i went and fucking went the first night in the car and i remember just fucking driving around looking for a nice neighborhood 20 years old

and then fucking uh parking and and there was night one where i was fucking had a blanket in a pillow put my car back and went to bed. I sat in my car for a few months as well, my early 20s. And it's funny because it's a similar thing. Like I was with a friend. I lived with a friend who, you know, I wasn't the cleanest person, like, at all by any standards. I am much different now. But then it was a situation where he was my best friend, still one of my best friends,

still works with me in a different capacity than we did back in the day. But I lived in his house on his floor and then we moved into like a, you know a thing together with another one of our buddies and then when that was leaving because he was going to open a business ironically enough out where I live now out here in this area Woodland Hills he's going to open up a nutrition store this is years ago and uh I remember being like oh bet I'll just move with you and he was like no right and I remember being like oh fuck here I need to figure this out I'm stuck so so what was that like being like not because I when I said I relate to you I really do I I looked it as

if I went home because I could go home I could went home my parents were that my my mom was there and she wouldn't have been like you know you're a failure you suck but my personality at the time was like if I go home I'm a fucking failure I like didn't get done what I believe that I could get done so what made you feel like you know you you were going to stick it out what made you feel like this is you were going to make it like why you said okay

did you have other options well I went to L.A. first of all to be a stand-up comedian and actor and just I had so much fear in me that I used to sign up for opening my comedy clubs and I used to, my name used to get close to the list and I used to freak the fuck out

and just run out before. So I never really did that. My, my, my, my, my, my, my, me trying to be an actor, comedian in fucking L.A. was me walking up to a table to random people hammered

and just being like Tom Brady ESPN, Bob had already here tonight blah blah and I put on this identity and people like, what do you do? And I never wanted to admit to any of the girls that I was a fucking golf caddy because you're not gonna get any real pussy as you if you're a fucking golf catty

right so I was like like, well, I actually, the Jacksonville Jaguars, uh, play by play guy down at a WJNN radio and whatever. And that was the only kind of play I had. But, uh, yeah, I mean, it was, it was, I spent three months in that fucking car. And, uh, you know, the first night slept there was like, all right. It was weird because you can't really sleep in. You can't really sleep in. You want to maybe, you know, when you want to sleep in and rest. Oh, yeah, the light just wakes you up. Light comes up, the garbage trucks, fucking buzzing around. It's like, be like, fuck. Five in the morning for sure you're up. But then you got to realize, fuck, I got a shower.

So I just go to 24. That's what I did. Why I'm serious. Because I was always working out. Yeah. I never do. I got to get on your shit too. I got to talk to you about that too because I'm a big fan of all the shit you've done with all the workout stuff.

I just don't have the mental discipline to do it right now. Yeah. I'll help you when you're ready. I'm ready. I'm ready? No. Because you're crazy. No, I know.

I know. I know. Life's going fast. So, so, okay. When did you, I just want to know, like, when did you realize, like you, you had this sense that you could be good at something, right? in your early 20s 20 and then 28 like you're crashing and burning like in you're fucking doing drugs you're in your car when were you like when was the turning point when you're like yo I need to change this how did you change it the turning point was this it was rock rock rock rock

bottom the third day of after taking that line of crystal meth still awake hallucinating parked my car in Sherman Oaks to this place and to this day I don't know if this is a true story or not that's why I wanted Ernie to come because Ernie can tell it great because he was the guy who like saved my life okay or he was a good friend of mine who literally found me in that car and was like you got to go home i was hallucinating and i'm laying in there and i still this day i don't know if it was real or not i think it was but i thought there was this prostitution ring so you're basing this off of a story that this guy you're talking about told you after the fact pretty much right no i i was i was i was this is the like the real story i was sleeping there and then fucking

it was like four in the morning and these cars kept pulling up behind that one place i was parked and it was like a shady little place in share milk so I thought it was safe and again to this day I don't know if it's real or not okay I don't know if it's real you know if you're hallucinated or not I don't know if I was hallucinating or not got it so I'm thinking I'm just hearing these girls I'm hearing people like fucking I'm hearing people whatever I'm freaking the fuck out so I'm like sitting there under the covers like this freaking the fuck out shaking because I'm like fuck if they find me they're gonna think I'm like a police officer they're going to think I'm like a fed they're going to think whatever like and I'm parked right in front of them and there's this car and if I lean up too

much and I'm seeing shadows walk by and all that fuck so I'm like sitting there like freaking the fuck I'm like I got to get out of here now I have a flat tire so I can't really get out of there at the same time I don't want to get out of there because if they see me pull out they're going to come and chase me that's what you thought that don't know so so then so then finally it's all gone all the noise is gone that little prostitution ring that was being run behind me it's silent and it's 5 30 in the morning I get up I start my car I'm freaking out so bad I have a flat tire I start my car I drive down the road boom boom boom the flat tire is going right so I take a left hand turn still to this day don't know this is real or not all of a sudden

I see five cars fly around the corner and start chasing me you don't know if these cars are real or not is what you're saying I don't know if these cars are real or not okay you're really on drugs like that I don't know but at the same time I think it might have happened yeah okay so I drive immediately And I'm like, where's the safest place? What's the next place I can go that's like, it's 5.30 in the morning. I pull into the CVS pharmacy. That's smart. Okay?

It's 24 hours. Yeah. I get out of the car, jump in, run inside CVS, and freak the fuck out. I would love to go back and find that surveillance footage. I'm like, people are chasing me. You got to help me. Please call the police. Call the ambulance.

Please. Somebody call me, help me, help me. I'm running through. I run through. I see a guy walk in and I look at him and I fucking him, this guy's looking at me. And again, I don't know. if he's real or not so I don't know if he's fucking real or not so I run through the back I set off all the alarms in CVS it's like the alarms I'll start going off the

manager comes over he's like what the fuck is going on he just thinks this is crack and I'm like call the ambulance call the fire department call everybody people are after me people are after me long story short it's like a fucking scene people come up fire department pulls up or whatever so as I'm walking outside of the police officer out to the front of CVS I look over and I see that car that's familiar that I remember for that night that was following me that pulled out so i look over and i see them roll down the window and there's four guys in the car looking at me like that so i'm like guys i'm like yo i don't want to make a big deal of it but you see that car over there there's fucking people in that car and they were

fucking i was in this thing i don't know what happened blah blah blah they're like all right hold on calm down come down come down come down come down come down come down come down they go over the car and i'm just chilling two minutes go by they walk back yeah they're like hey bob it's want to let you know there's nobody in that car oh my god and i'm just like they're like what do you wanted to do so i got in an ambulance 28 drove the hospital and checked in yeah how much time did you spend at the hospital i mean they were basically just like you know they didn't do any blood tests or anything like that but they were just like basically like this kid's fucking going through something they dismissed me after 15 minutes but then the paranoia didn't stop so i left so prior to all

this you didn't deal with a lot of like paranoia and stuff no this is this is this was this was this was No. This is everything now after that's why I think I think it was the fucking drugs I was on psychotic break there. Yeah, it was definitely like what I had taken that night and just so everybody knows too. I don't do fucking blow. I don't do any of that stuff anymore like obviously you get temptations to do it still. Yeah. But that's one thing I just never want to go back to you know. Adderall is something that I'll take that's kind of actually similar. Right. But I don't suggest at a lot of everybody has its pros and its cons. But if you can manage it in the right way, it's it's not the worst thing in the world yeah so that's a fucking intense story man so yeah but then I leave the hospital and my fucking I call my buddy and I'm like yo Ernie you gotta get me the fuck out of here comes picks me up is like you're fucked up calls my parents my sister brother like we gotta get bob out of here I fucking get in a fucking car he drives me straight to the airport I'm in the backseat crying my eyes out bawling thinking people are fucking chasing me and he gets me that flight that's why ernie i fucking got for life he's literally not a lot of people answered my

call that day and he made it happen and so get to the airport got my ticket sat there fell asleep knocked out all of a sudden something woke me up that day outside of that thing because they were closing the doors right before and it was like robert menry last call robert menary robert mary last call and i woke up and i got on that plane i smelled like shit i hadn't showered in three days yeah i got on that plane i went back to boston moved into my parents house to 28 years old And from that point, when did you start to really develop who everyone knows is Bob Menry today? So I get back to my place and then after the voice thing's amazing. Yeah.

And the shit and the comedy shit, like that shit's hilarious. I love it. I'd always done it. So remember when I said I always went up to people and did my schick? Yeah. Just never went anywhere. Yeah. I didn't do it.

It goes on the internet for sure. Well, now it does. But back then I was just doing it as a schick to random ass motherfuckers I ran up to in the street. Because it gave me a high. But I wasn't really ever doing anything like. for the reaction for the reaction and it was always good it was always pretty good it was always like holy fuck what a voice you have yeah what a fucking voice you have and i would make get me high in one way right right right way was other way yeah not that not that way and so uh long story short

too i went my buddy invited me to be an extra in a music video uh he had like 3,000 followers on YouTube he's like I'd be my music video I'm like fuck yeah this is around the same age 28 this is two days after I got back from LA after a trip you know crystal meth okay so I go back I sit on the couch and it's two in the morning after the video shoot is done like I said you see my fingernail in the video that's it basically what are your parents saying are they like yeah what the fuck's going on like what how was that going down my parents are always extremely supportive yeah they were always the best and and I just came home and like literally said our bedrooms are like this way they downsize to a small teeny apartment you know how much it sucks 28 years old to go back home

and be like fuck I failed again yeah you know so but I went to that house that night some kid took out his camera at the right time and if you look at my first Instagram post ever that's still there it's me on the couch fucked up out of my mind being like it is sunday night football erin rogers and whatever blah blah blah it was captured and david blasted out to like bro bible and a bunch of different things and that's when my clip went viral like why isn't this guy a sports broadcaster but it happened two days after that two days after but i went to apply for a job at leery's liquor store the day before for 11 bucks an hour i walked in because my brother-in-law's like you got to get a job when did this stuff on the internet start picking up like was it like

within weeks or did you just start posting more content or like what got you like Oh, I can do this. It's like anything else. You go viral. It's like it hits for a second. So what I did was, uh, I had this clip that went on Bro Bible. And then this company storyful hit me up and they were just like, hey, we want to license out your video and like make it a bigger thing.

Yeah. And so I sold it to him for like 500 bucks and they blasted it all across like MSN whatever. And it was like if you go on the internet, it's like the man with the golden voice. Why hasn't he been picked up by somewhere? And then, uh, I had no idea really back then what social media was. And I was introduced to it by a lot of the phone calls I got based on using that company Storyful to blast it, not suggesting that you use Storyful. I just worked for me.

Yes. You know, because they will own all your shit and reproduce it and whatnot on their own terms. Yeah, they own the rights to it. They gave you $500 for the rights to it. $500 to the rights to it. They probably made thousands off of that. It doesn't matter what they made. It's like at the end of the day, like I don't know what I did.

It just happened. I did it and whatnot. But, uh, and then yeah, I got a bunch of phone calls. I met my first guy. He was named was Brandon Mac and he was like ever heard of like social media. And then that was when like Instagram and all that stuff happened. So what year was this? My memory is terrible.

So I mean it's got to be six, seven years ago. Yeah, when, yeah, I don't even know. Probably I don't know. I can look it up. Whenever that first video was posted on my fucking page. Yeah. Okay. You know?

And so that was. Then I started doing what sports announcers want to say. say but can't and I were oh that shit that's what I was doing bro that's just some of the funniest content that's what I'm known for yeah that's my favorite before jumping on board with the big boys with the delke and all you fucks yeah uh in my little lane yeah where I didn't have to worry about TMZ and dumb ass fucking beef on the internet and all that that's that's what got me territory though like you got to know like stepping into it like obviously there's pros and cons to everything like you know like it's it's only going to get crazier

You know, the more that you're in it, the more that you're doing it. But it's a name of the game, man. It's part of it. You just got to fucking fully accept it. It is, which I'm getting better at. That's why, you know, I want to find somebody I can sit down and talk to and fucking flush out all this shit in my head. I'm your guy, man. I'm here.

I'm your guy. I've been trying to get you here for like weeks, man. And you're like, I'm here. You're like, fuck. This guy was like, I tried to get him here the other night. And he's like, oh, I'm with DK and whoever else and whoever else. I don't even know. Russ.

Russ, the rapper. You always like random fucking people. I'm with random people because you know what I always look at every situation I'm in you know how did you start getting into these situations with these people like that's a big question I have is like how are you finding yourself in these networks with people like this I was the hungriest motherfucker on the planet that did not care if I blasted your phone and blew you up and didn't take no for an answer and was just like you know people are following you for a reason so I would find the people that were following me and I would just kiss their ass and be like really appreciate it like blah blah blah and I would just build connections. The power of social media now is so strong that you can basically get to anybody in the planet whether or not directly to the source or you can use six degrees of separations to figure it out And that's what I enjoy most

Like the biggest part that I love about it is Like I said, it's not the money or whatever That shit comes. It's about the game It's like an accomplishment of figuring out Like how can we get Trump in 12 hours? I like to set goals for myself How can I put $100,000 in board? How can I get $100,000 today?

How did that go? Like did you guys have to pitch him What questions you're going to give him first Before he says yes? Like how does that work? With Trump? Yeah. What happened with Trump was basically just started with the idea of like, hey, Kyle, John, let's get Trump.

Yeah. Like we have backups. But I mean on his turn, like, are they like when it goes to him, he goes, okay, what are the questions? They were very cool. They didn't give a fuck. Okay. They were just like, it's an open floor. And actually, hats off to Donald Trump for just being like, I don't want any of this edited at all.

Really? Nothing. He didn't take one thing out of that interview. He didn't care about, you know, really. anything at the same time we're not you know the best political debaters i guess you could say of course you know we kind of gave him a floor to go off right and do his shit um but yeah he was very they were very cool i mean it was in and out we walked in secret service was there they greeted us the sprinter van opens is like marijuana pouring out of it i already know yeah i already know

where that's coming from and the best is this is the best part kyle and i always battle like with our he goes, right? Because it's like me, you know, we always like, who gets the guest, you know, who gets the guest? So like the best was like, Kyle's taking all the credit for Trump and like which is fine, which is fine. Like, you know, we worked. It was a great team effort. Yeah, yeah. I pushed them and then Kyle pulled over the edge by getting Dana to get it to done. Yeah. You know, but I called Dana 35 times that night with Steve in the hotel and said I want Trump. I call him I called 35 fucking times. I call him 35 fucking times. I called Donald Trump Jr. 12 times. Did you have Steve call him? Steve was just.

kind of like yeah playing along but wasn't like doing it for his phone but we were tagging them on the internet we were fucking with them like we were just poking him and so yeah but we get there secret service does this and they were just like here's a deal there's one rule just don't wander don't wander don't wonder what does that mean like we will shoot you don't wander don't wander like don't walk around don't walk from here to here don't walk over there oh secret service said that yeah we will like we'll shoot you and then you have like these big egotistical maniacs all of us in the room like yeah we could do whatever we want and uh They put us in check real quick.

Straight up. They were dead serious about that. I mean, I don't think why wouldn't you be? Yeah. Maybe the next president of the United States, foreign president of the States. They don't fuck around. Yeah. You know?

So we go in there and it was 1230. We were supposed to do it at 1 o'clock. We sat down at 1230. Me and Kyle sit down. We're like, should we talk a little bit before? All of a sudden, they're like the president's ready for you. And there he is. He just walked right in.

He's like, Dana White must really love you guys. He must really, really love you guys because this is going to be big. this is going and I'm like what has my life become it's pretty fucking crazy I'm like I'm about to sit down with the president former president of the United States and not prepared as much as I should be yeah but it's dope and there we were what did you think about what Kimmel said because I think it's fucking crazy you saw that bit where he was talking about like he was he was the thing that irked me when I saw this I'm just going to say it before you even say anything was he mentions like wow it's crazy this guy had time to do this during a war it's like what the fuck

like first and foremost he's not the acting president right but like he's making jokes or this condescending like nature towards like doing a podcast while this is going on as if it has any relationship to it going on or not is completely it's just the craziest shit like that i'm not going to make this political or anything i'm not trying to make this but like when i see that stuff like it doesn't matter if you're what side you're on that whole conversation that I heard the clip that Kyle posted and I heard him say about like just the fact that like this guy's going on a podcast during war like yeah with these idiots it's like it's a it's just a really weird position to take to to you know to push out to your audience when it's like wait you're literally making a bit about the same bit during a war it's like if you're trying to make this like condescending nature is like what the fuck is going on it's just a weird thing that that was my feel on it I was like okay that it's a but I get it never had a problem with Jimmy Kimmel never had a problem with Jimmy Kimmel but you know I don't get rattled easily but at the end of the day you

know there's plenty of room for everybody to eat I think that he you know what I just didn't like that the three dofuses thing it's like at the end of the day and not giving us our credit that we deserve we work very hard day in and day out as you do as well and your show and your fucking brand and all that he just didn't he fucking rubbed us the wrong way like he called us three fucking doces he can say whatever he wants with Trump of course been doing that for fucking five years he's been on Trump. Every fucking thing he's on Trump. That's fine. But guess what? We're big enough now. We have the number two show in the world. Respect to Rogan because he deserves

the number one spot, but we might share it with him one day. You know, we might be going back and forth with Joe as well in the number one spot. And so he's entitled to his opinions, but we're not fucking doofuses. Yeah. We work our asses off. Kyle and them have done a great job at building Happy Dad Seltzer up to be one of the biggest most powerhouse fucking alcohol brands of the planet. Yeah. The NFT project they just fucking blasted is fucking massive. And, in only, we're going to continue to grow. These guys are smart guys. John Chahidi's a very smart guy.

As much they like to bust John's balls and Kyle's balls and Sammy, they have a fucking, all you guys are very smart people. And when you hear that, I just, I don't get vocal that much. I fucking was pissed. Yeah, I was like that. It's just... Not that he cared.

Like, Kimmel doesn't give a fuck about Bob Metery, but, you know, like, he just had to try. Yeah, but they're like, fuck that guy, though. It's just kind of stupid. It is a shitty take. But I think that at the end of day, he doesn't... I think a lot of these people, too, think about it. You're making that amount of money.

you're working for mainstream TV like you really pay attention to the internet probably not right yeah so i don't really blame them maybe they're just fed this the narrative to then react to the narrative he's got some writers and stuff probably they do it so it's not like camel camel it's more like probably network writing it but the same time like before you do that like we're to come at you a little bit so what do you think about that that concept of like because i do believe that people are fed stuff that like they're not necessarily the ones in creation of do you think that that form of media is going to slowly die more and more because like that's it's I think it's going to continue to compete against each other.

Yeah. I think it's going to continue to compete against each other. I think it's just going to continue to be like, which sucks, because with all this shit going on right now, not to get political, but this country is just becoming extremely divided. Yeah. Which sucks. And little do you know what's going on in Russia, Ukraine. And China may be invading fucking Taiwan.

Yeah. And Afghanistan being taking over by the terrorists and all this other shit, we're becoming. less of a real powerhouse because we're worried about so much the little shit and again not political expert at all but just from my stupid ass little fucking opinion i just think that this country needs to toughen up a little bit the only problem i have with trump was trump certain policies i agree with i think what trump needed to do was obviously be a little bit smarter with his twitter game he needed to he needed to act a little bit more like a you know play the role a little bit more as being a president

and he did have a tendency for some reason to divide the country I don't think it was really in his control but the country was a lot more divided when Trump was in office You don't think it's more divided now I mean look at what happened with the riots on the streets

and all that shit back in the day it was just for some reason we were just very disrupted not saying for the right reasons or the wrong reasons but it was right and I think that there's some of things that Trump could do better if going forward in his next election

to change and tweak some little tiny things to to just kind of help avoid that issue because right now is a time where this country needs to truly truly get back to back to where it was back to unity back to unity yeah we were talking about this on the last podcast with like mike and george that came in here and i think the thing that we were talking about that i think it's super relevant to talk about even in this podcast is people have like lost the ability to have compassion for the other side or a different perspective other than their own like there's just like if they don't agree like if it's some side's not agreeing they're just like fuck you you're an enemy instead of like trying to understand

either side I think we we've lost that like I don't know if we've been taught to lose that or if we're like overtime condition to not have that condition to just like want to attack the other side if they're not agreeing with us but it's like that's the biggest issue is like we're not taught to like hey this is how you feel this how I feel like is there a middle ground so can you give me can you give me if you can't it's okay can you give me an example of what that what you're what you're bro just straight up like you know if if i'm over here and i believe this side whether it's like i'm on this this this side of the aisle right side or left side right and then depending on what you know the left side saying or what the right side saying it's like it's this direct attack that it's like if you just

don't agree with me you're just a bad person or you don't agree with me like you're wrong and i think we've been conditioned over the last few years like to really think that way and i think that's a real problem like that's the real problem is like if i'm not if i'm not having compassion with how you view something because how you view something is completely unique to your entire like upbringing your surroundings everything that's like has influenced you to that point to make some sort of decision right and if and if i go you're wrong it's like i i also did not live and walk in your shoes i don't experience what you experience i don't understand what you understand fully because we're two completely different human beings right and if i tell you you're just wrong because i over here

think something else differently that's where you've lacked compassion you've lacked trying to understand the other side of the other person I think that's our biggest miss as a fucking country and then the question is how do you change it right it's it's talking about it it I think talking about it I think that yeah and I think that that censorship is a big thing I think that like what happened with art with our show obviously which I found fucking crazy absolutely crazy right I mean we put it up on YouTube and like I mean look at little dirk for instance right little dirt episode is trending number three yeah on YouTube look at the numbers how they were going right now look at Donald Trump how the numbers

were going there how are we not number one treading in the world on YouTube we were censored and so with I think what ended up happening was by that being pulled down I think that we believe or not this small group of doofuses and YouTube fucking idiots sent a message on on really the censorship and freedom I mean it got what like five million in like hours we were popping I mean that was one of the craziest things I think I've seen and it's a crazy thing that I'm look at it's like because the thing with Donald Trump is whether you like like him or don't like him or agree or disagree doesn't matter like everyone still you could see wanted to see that shit yeah you know what I'm saying and the thing is this why why shouldn't they have been able

to see it yeah what was the well what was the reason why they took it down I'm not I know that I just read based on I never dove deep into it because I let John jahed he's a genius Kyle's a genius I let them do their thing you know I'm a I'm a talent on this show I believe in these guys I do whatever the fuck they say because I really believe in their brand I trust these guys. I don't dive too much into that stuff. Right. Because I just trust them.

I guess it was like, first of all, in the screenshots, YouTube said we think that this is the reason why we should pull it down. They use a weird, if you go look at the screenshot in Kyle's post or whatever, a full send podcast, we posted it. They used some very weird words, but it was something about the election fraud when he mentioned election fraud. So, which means it's probably under litigation or whatever, blah, blah, blah. So they had a reason. They were just obviously looking for any reason to take it. down and I think that was that was just why they did it was was because of he talked on electric phone but at the end of day they did it because of we all know why they did it's because

they did not want Donald Trump to have a platform because to be honest with you I mean I think that most of you know the media today is being run by that side yeah and and it's it's crazy so you just I don't really I mean so do you think now it's affected the rest of the podcast on attraction it's helped it a hundred percent it's helped it helped it what it actually ended up playing our but on you two has it heard it On YouTube, it's only helped it. Okay. No.

And I think that it's helped it because we, you know, when Kyle and I first decided to do whatever he wants to say, but, you know, when Kyle and I first decided to partner up in this podcast, we've been talking to for a while. And I basically said, Kyle, you guys have your thing going. You're crushing it. Kyle, you're crushing it. But what I'm able to, I think, help with and assist with is take you like a little bit more mainstream. You know, and like when, when is Nelke boys going to be on ESPN? with Antonio Brown running off the field taking off his shirt right had the first

interview we're all over Adam Schefter like when is Adam Schefter cover than Elk Boys whatever that's what I could have to value with yeah and I said Kyle what Kyle's helping me with is I need their audience of course I'm getting older I'm getting whatever I want your audience yeah I want to be able to try and come into your audience see what I can do so that's why it was a perfect partnership but I think that the whole Trump censorship thing hopefully I think we made our statement and as much as I get anxiety like Trump airs I'm like fuck I hate the shit Colby shit happens like I hate the shit but the end of the day and it's not going away either because Trump is now going to make this

because Trump sticks to one thing he's going to make the censorship yeah I mean this we got this YouTube podcast this is going to be like two years now I'm going to have two years of anxiety dealing with you know fuck it because I always like to just be friendly to everybody as much as people can call me a pussy call me whatever I just like to try and wish we could live in a world where everybody fucking gets along but unfortunately it's not that yeah so it's fucking crazy who's your favorite guest so far My favorite guest so far is when we sat down on Mike Tyson. Yeah, why?

I mean, obviously, talking about Trump was the coolest starstruck moment. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. Because I'm looking, I'm sitting there like this. You're like, holy shit. Not in my head and I'm just staring at the president. And I'm like, this is the weirdest thing I've ever dealt with in my life. Yeah. This can't be happening.

This is not real life. But Mike Tyson was cool because we went in there so unprepared because Kyle's schedule. They're working so hard. They're all over here. I'm over here. Not working as hard, but still, you know. Yeah, yeah. Posting summer shekey fucking my girlfriend picks.

Yeah. you know but I want that real life Brad you know I want to go to a farm and just have kids and so so yeah I forgot my point but I forgot my point it's all good my ADHD's kicking Mike Tyson why he was your oh Mike Tyson yeah so basically Tyson was cool because we went in there out of the blue and Mike's like yeah man you got to smoke my weed you got to do whatever you got smoke weed so did he just release ears that are bitten like like like some edible that's like uh I don't know did he did like a bite like a bitten ear edible that dude is the fucking man bro Yeah.

It was a fucking man and like I smoked a bunch of weed. It was the highest I've ever been in my life. Yeah. When you really like super high in that podcast. You know, I suffer from like I said, panic attacks and all that shit. And when you smoke weed sometimes, me too. You get panic attacks. Yeah.

Especially when you smoke too much. Yeah. That's what I did, Brad. So you're on there kind of tripping. But guess what? Normally when you have a panic attack, what do you do? I fucking, I don't know, call my mom. Yeah, cool.

Get up and call your mom. Yeah, I leave. I did. Get up and run around the room. Right? Go for a walk. Yeah. like kind of like you do this you're like yeah go drink from a sprinkler across the street

something crazy so you sat there you thugged it out i can't get up i'm interviewing fucking mike tyson i can't move so i'm baked out of my mind and having a panic attack throughout pretty much that whole episode and uh but i also just wanted to you know i try to fuck with him there's a good clip on there with the ants because mike was like you know i just i believe that i don't really like you know i don't i don't i don't kill bugs and i'm like what do you mean no kill bugs. He's like, yeah, it's don't kill bugs. I'm like, well, if there's an ant right there on the floor, you're going to kill it?

He's like, well, I'm not saying that, but I'm saying whatever. And I'm like, and then me and Kyle can bust his balls and being like, well, what if there's an ant problem? You know, we just kept fucking him. And there I am, like, Mike's, like, starting to get pissed. He's looking at me and like, and I'm having a panic attack at the same time. So was he, you thought he was actually being pissed? I don't, I mean, at this point, I don't fucking know.

I just want to dinner with Colby, this fucking Masbilt. I don't know what the fuck goes on in his life anymore. I don't fucking know So I don't fucking trust anybody I don't know what's going on Okay So yeah no I think that he was getting grilled But then at the end it made me feel good

Halfway through he's like you know what Bob Everybody called you an athole Everybody called you anathole You know you're a good guy Bob You're good I was like alright thanks I feel good I calm me down Have you ever have you ever got fucked up

On another podcast who fucked up I'm pretty much fucked up on every podcast Yeah In a sense of I took some mushrooms before this one Did you really? Yeah It's a little bit

A little nib though Like a little micro dose I'd love to talk to you about that Yeah Because I'm always afraid because what if you have severe anxiety, severe anxiety, and it doesn't give me that. No, it's all about the amounts. So, but do you have to be around? What do they always say?

You have to be around the right people. You're going to jump off a building. Yes. No, no. You're not going to jump off a building. I mean, this is like the amounts that I'm taking. It's all about the amounts. If I took a ton, of course, I'd be like, okay, I want to be in my room by myself.

I want to be laying out on the grass by myself or like have someone around that I know, like, is sober that has my back. Would it be like a sober sitter in that sense? Like if you take a lot. But when you're working with like really small amounts, you never get to that point. So it's called microdosing? It's called microdosing. Okay. And microdosing means it's a certain amount of psilocybin basically.

Okay. So, you know, like typically like a like a journey where you get fucked up, you'd be like, you're going to want a sober sitter. So I'm going to be like, you're good. It would be like 3.5, 4 grams. That would like fuck you up in a sense of you have like an easy. ego death like you'll feel like what is it what does an ego death mean an ego death is like you know bob menry the guy with the voice the guy who's like the fucking you know the man he's good at

fucking networking he's good at communicating when that whole sense of you dies and you're just like bob mennery like you just a just a human being and you're able to understand like yeah you have all those things but they even though on the front end you know that they make you who you are it's not who you truly are in your heart like who you truly are to get to that point though how much you have to take that doesn't happen in the microdose though right it doesn't no it depends on every person but typically it's going to be a dose it's a little bit more and it's actually so fucking therapeutic man how do you know the right regular regulated amount to take you start by microdosing yeah that's what i'd recommend so it's like i wouldn't be like hey just take fucking four

grams and then good luck and see what happens because like you like for example when i did it that's how i did it i took four 3.5 grams the first two times and each time I got to this point where it was like super fucking dark like it was too much where like I needed my boy to like pull me out of it tell me that so go into that because I'm curious so what do you mean? What's super dark? What's happening

like in your thing? All right so I deal with anxiety just in general right do you do do you take any anxiety medication that's prescribed? No no no no I've actually believe in that no I do know that it bandades the problem but if you're never actually like creating the right

habits around your reaction to anxiety or the habits that you can create like meditation and things that can work prior to ever having anxiety like if you just never deal with those things and that way meaning like if I just took a pill and I was like okay I took this pill I'm good I won't get anxiety and then I just stopped getting anxiety but it's like now you're relying on this thing for the rest of your life right versus setting up like reactions you when it happens knowing how to cope with it and then when it's not happening coping with it proactively meaning like when you're not having anxiety this is the thing that's really helped me i'm completely normal and i'll but i'll go meditate and i'm completely normal and i'll go and like

you know i'll i'll do sort of affirmations about like my life or where i'm at my life with like confirming where i am without being in the sense of because the problem is if you're feeling anxious and you're like oh i'm fucking anxious and you're like i'm good my life is good it it doesn't really help like you have to practice those things those things proactively not just reactively to anxiety right because meditation is something that interests me too because it'll change your life yeah but what does that mean so like there's different forms of it though hold on we got to go back to this story go go go go all right and by the way too i'm very as you can tell the full said podcast a very good bad at switching topics and as you can tell i just did it then it's all

good it's all good so anyways i'm with my boy brandon and this is like like a like a brother to me this guy and i trusted him to do this with so i took my first time i took a bunch of mushrooms and I remember we were at Islands Burger. You know the burgers, islands? I don't know, but I... It's a burger spot. And like, so we're sitting down and I'm like, I don't really know how this is going to be

because it's my first time. Again, I took like 3.5, almost 4 grams, which is a good amount. Like raw mushrooms, chewed them up. These tastes like shit, swallow them. An hour goes by to like an hour and a half and then I'm like, oh shit, I start feeling this up. We start walking.

I'm in islands and my boy Brandon's sitting right across from me. And the guy comes up, he goes, hey, you guys want to order? And I'm like, yeah. And then I'm like, the guy's there. And I'm like, I like go like this. I'm like, I'm like to Brandon, even though the guy's right here. I'm like, can you order for me? I can't deal with it right now.

Like, because I couldn't. Like, who was going through your head, though, why couldn't you order? Okay, I'll tell you. So he comes up to ask, because he's, his, someone who's, I don't know this person, obviously. Brandon didn't know him either. But my reaction to some people that people that I don't know just in general. This is in retrospect. I can tell you this now.

I'm always hesitant of people because of my issues with trust, right? So as soon as this guy pulls up, I'm like, I don't fucking know this guy. Like my inner psyche is like judging this guy for no reason. And you wouldn't have that same reaction if you weren't in mushrooms. I don't think I would. No. If I wasn't on mushrooms, I'd just be like, yeah, I'll take a fucking kill away a burger. Okay.

Fuck it is. Right. So I'm going back. I'm like, I'm like, all right, yo, can you order for me? Because like, I can't do this. And then he's like, yeah, yeah, I got you. No words. And he starts to order.

But then the guy's like, do you want this or what do you want that? And then I'm like, I'm starting to feel overwhelmed. just because, like, I just didn't want to have that connection with the guy. I don't know why, but I wasn't aware of, like, the, you know, the effect of mushrooms now was like, it was amplifying. And I was like, it's hard to feel. What's physically happening to you when that's happening? Nothing. But mentally, my perception, like nothing.

I'm sitting in a, I'm sitting in a stall across from my boy trying to order burger. That's what's physically happening. Mentally, I start to feel like, like, almost like my vision and the walls are kind of closing in on me. And I'm like, yo, I'm getting really uncomfortable. When I told my boy, I said, I'm going to go outside. That's my friend. All right. So, but this is the crazy thing, man.

My mind was doing it to itself because I'm going to tell you this is where it comes full circle. I go outside. I'm sitting down. I never end up getting the burger. I think Brandon ended up just leaving because he's like, I just got to go check on my boy. And he comes up to me and he's like, yo, what's going on? I was like, I just couldn't be in there.

Like I felt like the fucking walls are closing it on me. Like everything was getting dark. I was getting afraid. And he's like, oh, you'll be good. And so right when he said, oh, you'll be good. I was like, okay, I think I will start to be good. He said, come over here. We'll go get these drinks at it.

It was like a quickie mark like 7-Eleven type thing. And he goes, I'm going to get you something. You'll be great. And so I follow him and I'm trusting him because this is, like I said, don't do this with someone unless you trust someone to do this with. So you can't do mushrooms with somebody unless you're completely comfortable with the person. A hundred percent. Go ahead. So then he brings me an Arizona iced tea, you know like the $1 one dollar ones and big tall cans.

He's like, trust me, drink this. and you'll be good. As soon as I crack that thing open and in my mind now, I'm just giving you a perspective. I've convinced myself, this is the thing with mushrooms. They make you realize

how powerful your thoughts are and your words are that you tell yourself and that you hear. Right? So he gives me this thing and so already I'm thinking like I'm going to be good

once I drink this because he told me and I trust him. Yeah. Right. So I crack it open. I start to drink it and I'm like oh, this is good. In the second that I said good,

the whole new change my whole world like started to light up where I was like holy fuck and so in that moment I'm really high on mushrooms now at this point in that same exact moment I was like wait a sec my mind connected the dot I was like

so if I said the word bad and I thought this to myself would I feel bad and the minute I thought it to myself and the minute I said it out loud the word bad I started to instantly feel bad yeah because that's why I think

I wouldn't be able to do it because I think that's but you can do it but my brain always goes towards bad but I understand that mine did too but now it doesn't and i'm not saying the first time you ever do it you need to take a big ass microdum work your way up take a small amount understand what if because i swear to god this thing will fix this shit is it is it addictive is it not something you do and you want to keep doing not at all not at all not at all this will fucking fix you i'm not again i'm not saying

take macro doses all the time every day i'm saying like if you can figure out the amount a small amount to take like it start with a very very like even less than a micro dose you'll be like, oh, I didn't feel anything. You'll take a little bit more and you'll be like, oh, okay, I felt more open. I felt more aware. I felt more like just ready to listen, ready to talk. You hear, you hear horror stories about it though sometimes. Well, that's because they're taking way too much. Right. And they're in a really shit, shit setting. So do you know any people that have horror stories that anybody you know that have really bad horror? Because I've heard of people like jumping out of windows. Yeah, I don't, I don't, I've never heard of stuff like that. I've, I've heard of

horror stories, but I've never actually known someone that like, that actually happened to them. My best advice for this is like there are there are people who do stuff like this who like take you on mushroom journeys or ayahuasca you know trips or journeys like in peru and all these places or even just locally here in l.A you can find someone and they just guide you through it and they'll take you'll give you a certain amount that like you can take without getting to that level and then you could take a little more and you could because you could gauge it you could still gauge it yeah but I swear to god I'm telling you this bob I think if you did this it might be good it would change your life cool because the ayahuasca shit too is interesting because I know I

My buddy talked to me about the ayahuasca and he said that when you take that, you have to go. Like he went to like this fucking middle of nowhere tribe. Yeah. And he was telling me and I don't know nothing about this. He was like, telling me through this journey about how he went there. And it's like this whole ritual and there's all these people like fucking just have you ever done the ayahuasca? I haven't. So that's a whole different level.

Right. So like if we're talking about you doing mushrooms, mushrooms like entry level. Here I was thinking I was telling a success story and you know just all this. Yeah. Mushrooms is entry level. Think about I was trying to get Buffalo Wildings back. that shit dude is like that's I mean that's the thing that your body releases like when you die you know it's the yeah so that for me is very scary that's why me knowing that makes me avoid it because I'm so fucking afraid of death and I've gotten more comfortable with it as I've gotten older but that's my biggest anxiety is is my fear of death yeah yeah I'm not afraid of dying why not I want to know this because I've accomplished all my goals and it's just it's inevitable I just feel like I haven't done enough that's how I genuinely You've done enough. You've done enough. You're, you're well known. You have everything going for you. You're not made enough money. You're fucking good. It's, I always try. I don't set the ball. I don't care about like, you know, a lot of people chase 100 million, 200 million, 300 million, whatever. It's, I think it's just about, for me, at least, I can only speak for myself is just, I'm just so about the game. Yeah. I don't even care. But that's what I'd miss. Like, for me, it's not so much the money. It's more like, I know that I've had, like, the way in which I was able to make money, I've been grateful enough over the years that it's been.

through a means of like, yeah, I did like the crazy shit on the internet here and there, but like when the people who are really supporting me and I'm seeing and I'm talking to those people in person at like expos or events or they come to my gym, they're always telling me something really meaningful. Like, you know, I watched this video and you changed my life. I saw the podcast and I appreciate what you're talking about. And these things are making me think about this, this possibility for my own life. And for years, you know, before I ever did the podcast, I did content on YouTube where I talked

about my father and the passing of my father when I was young and how I dealt with it and how it pushed me to be the person I am, the man that I am today. And having those reactions with people who they're telling me, yo, when I saw this, I didn't kill myself. It's the best. And that's the thing that I want.

I love that. I want to give as much as possible. That's what I feel like. I talked to kid off suicide. I talked to kid off suicide fucking a month ago. I got a DM from this motherfucker. Not motherfucker. Excuse me.

Sorry. Oh, I got a DM from this fucking kid. And I just, you know, you get a lot of DMs. Yeah. It depends with the content you're posting.

But like, you know, you got a lot of DMs. I just scrolled through and this guy was just like this kid was like I'm going to kill myself yeah and I was like god I can't leave this on fucking red I just can't leave it so I responded I said is this a real inquiry and he was just basically like uh you know I think he said something like yeah blah blah blah and I was like what's your cell phone number because I was like fuck it and so I picked the cell phone and I called him out of the blue and facetamed him and he was like broken down

crying fucking whatever and the reason you know back to your point of just like the power believe or not of like what we have is amazing because you never know what you can change somebody's life and I've been communicating with this kid you know for for a while now sometimes it gets a little you know he's hit me up a lot now but at the end of day it was a real it was a real thing and you know that that's why I always love to engage with everybody like I am a DM assassin yeah I will go and I will talk to every single if you're dumb and you're fucking stupid

and you're offering dumbass criticism that's retort like dumb that offers no value that's not really there if somebody gives me constructive criticism I'm open to it I'll sit down like why do you think that how can I get better how can I do that but if a bunch of people are just blasting damn saying dumb shit you ignore it but yes that's what I'm saying

man it's just it's the I feel like the responsibility I have is so it's greater than me at this point like I have I have so many stories like that I have one specifically with this guy who was going to help me building the gym out in Austin. But this guy, he was on Twitter. On Twitter.

And the guy's like, something talking about killing himself. And another fan of mine messages me and says, yo, you should try to talk to this guy. And I try to reply to him. And I did. And you should. And this guy was like telling to me like, you don't know about, you know, where I am and you have all this stuff. And like he sees where I'm at, right, but not where I've been. And I said, hey, you know, it's not always that simple.

And I have this conversation. Now, keep in mind, this is me replying to a Twitter message. and I'm taking off to Brazil So my last message with this guy Was like give it more time Trust me like it's gonna be okay You'll see the light Right

This guy now I've known for years Since I went to Brazil He sends me pictures of himself With his daughter Because this guy was gonna kill himself He's gonna take pills in a bathroom And he's like yo my daughter has a father Cause of you

Now it's hard too Because then you have to filter out You know at the end of day You have to filter out what's real and not Hopefully you catch up stuff And what I did was I caught this kid and I was right and I looked at the right time.

My biggest fucking pep peeve in the world is this. Do you know what I fucking hate more than anything? What? It's fucking bullies. I fucking hate people that get bullied in school. Kids that fucking bully people are the biggest fucking not. I was never bullied my life at all. But people that fucking bully people, I think, are the biggest fucking pussies on planet earth.

Hands down. And there was some person online who's son, I felt so bad. I clicked on the article. This fucking 14 year old kid killed himself, hung himself inside of his room. because he was bullied in school. And you've got to think to yourself because you have a younger audience or whatever and this is a message you should instill

with people's like, if you bully somebody, you are the biggest pussy on fucking planet Earth. Hands out, especially at that age. Especially at that age. At any fucking age.

I mean, like if I bully you, it's different. We're business together. You're my boy, you know? You don't, you don't. You don't. And you know, you see, it's never,

the problem is you only can hope to like put out a message and hope that somebody listens because if I put it out there or you put it out there and we talk about it, hopefully one, two, three, people will fucking listen to it

and change their ways. But anybody that does any sort of thing, if you see somebody getting fucking bullied in school, you're an absolute fucking pussy if you don't stick up for that fucking kid. And that's just, that's one thing, one point that I always like to make, because I'm so anti that shit, because it's it pisses me the fuck off. Sorry, I had

to say that. No, it's fine, dude. I just I had to say that. So have you had any other interactions with people where you feel like you've gotten like real fulfillment in it like purpose? Because that's the reason why, like, I have this again, We're talking about my fear, my fear of death, as an overall topic. I was, I was, I was just, I don't know, like, like you said, I feel like I have this responsibility.

We have this responsibility to talk about these kind of things. Right. And I feel like now it's so much greater than when it was then that it's like, that's where my fear is derived from. It's like, I don't want to not be able to have these sort of conversations to actually help change because it's not as relevant as it is like, not everyone is using their massive platforms like rappers and all these people. they're not being like, yo, let's talk about some shit that really matters, right? Because it's not their brand or it's not their, whatever. By helping people, though, it could be as simple as this. Because you don't want to get, you don't get overwhelmed with it too much because everybody is going

to DM Bradley Martin. Everybody's going to DM, and everybody's going to be like, I need this. I want this. I feel like this way. I'm impressed. I need that stuff. The best thing you can do if you can't address every situation is just take the time to what you guys do and you do a great job at it is like when somebody comes up to you and says

hello, fucking says what up, spend a minute with them, talk to them. See, you know, it makes people's day. you know what I mean and just fucking that's that's what I try and do is I'll I'll anytime I run into somebody I ask about how they're doing ask about their fucking life you know we're in a privileged spot right now we have a lot of we're cool like everybody would fucking love to be in the situation we're in right now yeah we're known by a lot of people we make great money and whatnot so I always look at as every situation I go to them hosting so if I get if I fans whatever the fuck

you want to call it come up to me and talk to me I'm hosting the situation I always want to act like I'm hosting and I think that's one been one of my better qualities in life and why I've been able to, you know, have the connections that I have with so many people is I never look at it. Like I'm walking to a club like Bob gets taken care of. I'm like, no, I'm taking care of. I want to be the host. Do you, do you have any beef with anyone? Dave Portnoy is the only one who I really have beef with. And, uh, portnoi and I have, you know, I respect with Dave. I hate it. Where do this start? With the portnoy beef. Yeah. I don't, I've never really spoken after that after it happened. I've never spoken to the portnoy stuff. But,

uh because i kind of just put it in the back and just continued to what happened um Dave it started off is he jealous of your voice or what no I think I mean to be honest Dave's an incredible job he's built an empire he has you know he's built an empire Dave Dave's Dave's a fucking genius yeah but at the end of the day I you know we we I remember going to Dave Port and his apartment back in the day and being like I want to go to Bridgewater State to do uh this this I was like to I don't know he was in a small apartment and T-shirts everywhere. Yeah.

And I walked in, I showed him all these YouTube videos that I'd done. He's like, you're a funny kid. So I walked in and I was like, you know, I want to go to these different colleges and shoot content. He's like, go. Yeah. He gave me a bunch of shirts and shit to give away. And I, you know, it's funny.

I hate the fact that me and Dave have a better relationship. Yeah. I really, really do. But I think that Dave never really lets, I don't know, never really lets us go because he's still talking shit about me. What happened, though? What happened was then we went to Bridgewater State. This was like I was 20

Oh shit Really really yeah I don't remember the exact day Don't quote me on that But I'm saying Went out there Had all these t-shirts Was given him out

I brought this camera crew I didn't know what the fuck I was doing But I was like trying to shoot content And then We went there and like They were They bunch of people Like accuses of doing like

Girls Gone Wild shit Trying to get people Making out And he got a little backlash from it He got a bunch of emails And whatever And he basically like I think we communicated

And we're like He's like yo I got to write this article I think, I don't want to, like, misquote anything with Dave because he'll fucking run it and blast it. But he was just basically like, yo, I got to address this. And then he kind of addressed it in a way that sucked that was like Bob was doing all the stuff with women and shit like that and like trying to get girls to make out and stuff,

which is not the case. You know, I did bring four knuckleheads with me that were part of my crew that were just like, I didn't know what the fuck I was doing, but, you know, nobody was doing the dumb. And so he just wrote an article about me, it became this big thing. And then I just kind of fucked with it. And it was like challenging to fucking fights and went in and said, hey, I'd love to, you know, maybe work for you. And he offered me a job for X amount of dollars. And I just counter with a different number.

And then he didn't do it. And then just kind of said fuck off and then talked about, you know, my sister and my family and all that stuff. And which was, which was fine. But at the end of day, what he's, I don't want to. No, because I was like, when I went in there like, bro, I'm, I'm like, I was, I was still the point where I was wearing at Bob. Menry on my sweatshirt. Yeah. I was looking for opportunity.

I used to wear that sweatshirt every day at Bob Menry. Yeah. I feel like the biggest fucking loser in the world. Like wearing my own name of the shirt. But I remember weighing in, seeing the office, me and Dave started talking about, you know, working for him and stuff and took a picture. And I was like, my sister would love this. She's a big, like, fan of all this shit.

And then, you know, when shit kind of went south, I figured exactly how it said to that moment. But, uh, yeah, then he like blasted my, because I, I don't believe that you should ever use screenshots of text conversations ever. But he put screenshots out of your shit? Yeah, he put screenshots out So my private conversations I thought that's illegal

Whatever it is I'm not going I'm not going to you know But like I just don't I just don't think morally I just don't That's not my style Right right

You know what I mean We'll handle things The way we handle things You know like behind But I also then To contradict myself I did was like You know

I'll fucking fight you for a million dollars And would you? What? Oh yeah He's probably he's probably good But he just chill We don't have to do anything with him. You're sure?

It's up to you, but yeah, we're good. I mean, we want to backpedal to it, but he can tell his version, but we already hit that. It's up to you. Okay. So, but no, I'll be honest. You, I have, I really have no problem with Dave Portnoy. Yeah. And that's the thing.

But you would fight him for a million dollars. I mean, if there's one guy would fight, I think I would fight Portnoy. Dan, that'd be sick. No, but like, he wouldn't do it because he said he wouldn't do it because of his shoulders. But like, I would do it just for like, just for, like, how tall is pornor? He's got a couple of edges on me. I'm a little guy. I'm 5.7.

But I would, I like, dude, I'm telling you, man. Like, there's just so much room for everybody to eat. Of course. And I think that so many people get so competitive. You see like impulsive, like throwing shots at us right now about like, oh, the number one podcast. It's like, dude, bro, I don't even look at that. I mean, this is the number one podcast. Just everyone just doesn't know it.

I mean, bro, I hope it is. I hope it is. Exactly. Let's just outwork each other and see he gets there. Like, it doesn't matter. There's so much room to eat for everybody to eat, you know? And so, but I really want to say this that I don't really have a problem important way. Yeah, I get it.

You know, and he's way bigger than I am. And he's built a way bigger empire than I have, and I respect that. Yeah. And I think that we could have done some great shit together. Luckily enough, I was able to partner up with Kyle and John and all those guys who are fucking geniuses and wouldn't change it for the world. But I have no problem with David. I'd love David coming to a full send podcast and settle all our shit. Yeah, that'd be sick.

You know? That'd be good. David would never do it. What about having Logan on? I love Logan. Yeah. I fucking. And everybody's like, oh, you love everybody.

I'm like, no, I do. Yeah. I have no problem. Logan's a dope dude. He really is the only guy. Dustin Johnson, too, was one that I have another one, beef with. Dustin Johnson. Who the fuck is that?

The golfer. Oh. Yeah, but that's not. What the fuck? I've told that story so many times. Yeah, fuck that story. What do you think about the number one podcast in a world beef with the Logan Paul and them? I mean, like what shot do they throw on?

I don't even look at it. What shots are they throwing? No, well, they were, I mean, on their last episode. Well, first of all, George Jenkins, what's the name, Jenkins? Janko Jankison Janko Janko no disrespect George I just don't I don't really know your shit I'm sorry sure you do well but uh you know he threw one shot ass like we're not fake like the milk boys it's like oh he said that yeah but I'm like what did he say the wasn't that the whole was that the island boy thing yeah yeah I don't that was a minute ago that was a

well ago but then more recently Logan by the way Mike is fucking the man I love Mike yeah love Logan oh I was just the Super Bowl both them saw them I fucking love both those guys I want them to have the most success in the world. They're killing it. Yeah. Like outside of just the podcast world, too. Of course. You know?

But, yeah, I mean, they just made a comment that was like, you know, so we're the number one podcast, right? No, because, because Kyle, we keep saying with the number of podcasts. So it's not real beef. It's just like, it's playful. But at the same time, it's just who's going to fucking outwork who. Yeah, that's it. Of course. Like, but I guess beef sells nowadays.

Beef, yeah. Like this Jake balls. It's really good. It tastes good. I, yeah. I love beef. I fucking hate beef. Do you really?

Yes. I like the beef that you eat. I don't like the other beef. Yeah? Yes. So you wouldn't, you wouldn't fight Portnoy? You wouldn't fight Logan?

I would fight Dave just for fun. Not Logan, no. Probably not Logan. I mean, I'd get my asking. I'd make it by asking by Dave. I don't know. I would just do it.

Whatever. I think you and Portnard be a good match. I think we should make that happen. I mean, Dave would never do it. He said his shoulder. Yeah, he said something about his shoulder last time. And by the way,

I'm the most out of shape. would have to be a 15 second fight because my cardio would just be if my cardio would be done yeah i could do but that that was like if you google back in the day the port no i meant everything uh you can see that that the shit that went on for a brief brief moment but they're they're doing a good job dude over at bar still they're killing it but who's your guys his next guest um our next guest is going to be Rick Ross oh yeah oh you guys are you already did it we are and by the way one of the greatest interviews ever because Rick you guys funny huh bro it was the funniest an episode of all time he wouldn't share his blunt the whole time no and he kept

talking about fuck of my girl did he fuck your girl did rick ross fuck my girl yeah no and he has no fucking chance because i tell you what believe it or not i got some powerful connections rick shut the fuck listen i can't talk about it on record i got some uh let's just say we know you're whereabouts at all times without you know and i care of that cell phone is off fucking your girl on the podcast yeah he has this fucking bull egypt egypt egypt Egypt yeah he got two bulls gifted to him and he has these two bulls and I was fucking with him obviously and something came up with summer and he's like talking about summer riding the bull and like it just you'll see the episode it's just yeah I can't wait Rick Rick was

being a little bit of a little bit of a wise ass and then he FaceTime summer it was Macon on her and just yeah this is too funny yeah it was just we'll see it we'll see it so so with the with the podcast then Caitlin Jenner Caitlin Jenner Caitlin Jenner Caitlin Jenner is after that oh shit I believe and I don't know you can talk to Kyle them if you want to release that but i don't know if that's public knowledge or how kyle wants to do that but yeah that's fucking dope but yeah our i mean look at we're going after the biggest people in the world that's that's that's what's good about this group is we so i have a question on that good when you get all the biggest people in the world then what what the end goal of the podcast is no

no after you get them all what do you continue on the podcast so say you had an interview with like i mean this is this would take time but you know you hit everyone you had jo rogan you had kately And you had fucking Kim, you had all these biggest people in the world, right? And then what kind of episodes do you do? I think we always are going to continuously hit the biggest people in the world. You're just going to keep going through that? Every single episode will not let you down. That's our mentality because one of us is like doing some shit, I take over and I'll get somebody.

And then when I'm a little bit fucked up or having relationships, probably my girl crying in the fetal position, Kyle and John will take over. And so, you know, I'm like the guest is the assassin too, you know? Yeah. I take an Adderall in the morning If I want to and I will fucking I will get to you baby I love it Let's talk about Stiney

Oh yeah I love this Look at how he switched Is there Ernie here by the way? Yeah I love how he switched up He can pop in but not whatever it is So what? What do you want to know about Stine

The guy To you Let me tell you the time I met Stine Tell us Okay The time about memory of that Stine By the way right now Stiney is

Holy shit Rocking out gold chains Shout out Steve will do it LLC Shout out Steve will do at LLC For taking that cock sucker off my hands Yeah And yeah Walking gold chains or whatever

That wasn't in the menary camp No yeah So how'd you meet him? So Brian Zirif Producer created Tiger fill the match Whatever I was looking for a guy I was starting to grow a little bit I needed a right hand guy

Yeah Because I'm a little bit ADHD I can't control I need somebody Yeah So I had interviews At Gold Cafe So I had some different people come in

And so Aaron was one of them. You never met him prior to this. Never met him prior to that. He was referred to by BZ. Okay. So Aaron, BZ, Brian Zirif. Okay. Walks in.

Yeah, that sounds like that's a little. No, no, this is pre-chance. That's a Stine walking for sure. Yeah, but more of like big pussy. Yeah, yeah. Like at the time. Hey man, how you doing? Nice to meet you, Bob. Nice to meet you.

Even more hesitant. Like just pussy. Okay. So I'm like, I'm like, take a seat. Are you okay? Do you need something? Take a seat. So I sit down. Then we start talking. I'm like, so here's a deal. This is my life. This is what I got going on. What's your deal? Like I need somebody 24-7 around the clock to do whatever the fuck I need. Yeah. There's no room for error. Just, you know, blah, blah, blah. And he's just like, oh, I started talking. Then finally he said, you know, I used to run an underground poker game. And that's where I was like, yeah, interesting. I like shark. I like street hustlers. And so we started talking, boom, boom. he leaves I'm like I like that dude

I call him what did you like about him I liked his what you see now you saw glimpses of it his dad I mean it runs the bloodline his dad's one of the best defense attorneys in the world

right he's got that fucking Aaron's smart Aaron's very craft very good but listen I'll tell you what the motherfucker went through Mentory camp and fucking learned a lot

so don't let him fucking ever tell you differently but he I called that night his first mission was at 2 a.m. I said, you got to get me an Adderall right now. You got 15 minutes, find one. And he came through.

Really? And so then I just kind of was just like, I think, I don't really, I have a terrible memory. I think I'm the youngest person with Alzheimer's, by the way. How many years ago was this? I don't remember. Two, three. I don't remember. Life's a fucking blur.

Yeah. And so, but he started working for me. And I had that motherfucker like, you see him with 42 Doug now. You see him with whatever. If Aaron, like, missed a fucking phone call. If he missed a fucking thing, he would be scrubbing literally my floors with a fucking toothbrush he doesn't do that now he misses a lot of stuff no he's driving around lambos because Steve fucking spoils the fucking kid yeah but Aaron's done a good job he's

built himself up he's doing a good job in the fucking podcast too Aaron's a good addition in the podcast but Aaron's earned his keep Aaron was this Aaron was a straight hustler who never like just always up always down has the mind yeah Aaron's gonna fucking crush it in life he's but he's a rat I think I was the first person who gave him a chance on the internet though yeah I had nothing to do with that shit like on on the whole social thing like putting him on and then him be everyone being like wait this dude's really fucking funny because we put him in our videos first and then he was like now he start now he's like all over this shit yeah i mean he's done a good little job of uh finagling his way

and that's why we always give him the jokes was like he's just gonna someday he's gonna someday he'll do it would you be fine which you know i would i see would be pissed i think i'd be he takes care of steve yeah he takes care of steve yeah he takes care of steve like we had him We were like, yo, we need you to take Rick Ross. We need you now. He's like, Steve, my priority. Then he stole Brett, my guy and fucking put him on to Steve's shit. And I'm just like, wait, Brett.

Brett, Brett works over there now? No, Brett works for me. So Brett's my 24th. Brett's seeing some shit. Yeah. Brett's seeing some shit. So I like Brett. I like Brett's a hustler.

He's just got to like, bro, I break people down mentally. If you're my guy, I have one guy that I'll travel at all time. Small team. Yeah. But he's there 24-7. He has seen me during the darkest times. and some of the whatever greatest times but my dark times are pretty fucking

I go dark sometimes you know yeah what are the darkest times some of the darkest times reminds you of Jacob's always with me darkest times no drugs but you know probably like blind shut in a hotel room for like three days straight

having some cocktails working and yeah I don't know I don't want to get into too much I know I told you I would tell you the darkest things you did you did now you're now you're going backwards the darkest things in the world I mean I made I that's why like I made every yeah I don't know now you're now you're now you're fucking pussy now right now pushing out I just want to I want to find the right okay well take some time think about it for a little

you don't get me all the answers right away yeah yeah maybe go to one that's like not as dark maybe we'll revert back to come back to that one figure way to figure figure way to segue back to it because yeah but there's some there's been I go dark sometimes when dark in what sense like like dark and where I get so much like just anxiety and craziness and like just is going on in my life and I just shut away so I will just shut away from everything like you know I'll still do my shit and posting dumb shit like on the stories which don't matter and all that shit but I'll just go away in a room and just be by myself and don't want to see anybody or talk to anybody yeah because it is kind of crazy you know

think about it like everywhere we go now you can't go anywhere which I have no problem with but you can't take one step and people don't come up to you and say like something to you yeah you know what I mean sometimes if you're in like a weird state of mind yeah fucks with your head you know I mean not that I don't want to talk to everybody whatever but sometimes it's just times you just choose not to go out yeah not like I'm fucking Will Smith or Justin Bieber here but you know it's just now I get it's sometimes it'd be overwhelming so you're not gonna tell us some of the darkest times I can I mean I mean see well we just cut it if you don't want to put it on

I mean I can just let me I mean if I just call Brett right now what was the darkest yo Brett So I'm sitting here with Bob. This is obviously, you know, that's Bob. Yeah, you're good. What is the darkest that you've seen Bob in? And why was he there? Brett.

Brett, you see what you already doing wrong? You've got to fucking run it by me before you open your mouth. Look at me. Brett, I give you approval. What do you think was the darkest time that you've seen me in? Darkest time, go ahead. Darkest time will be in Chicago. Chicago.

Tell us about Chicago. Uh, that's, Bob, can I tell it? Well, uh, nothing involving anybody's names, but probably the whole, yeah, you can tell it, but no names. No names. Uh, Bob broke up with a girlfriend. I got into a big fight and he spent like three days, uh, zapped away in the room by himself. What was he doing, though? Gambling.

He does this thing where he just walks around, he doesn't sleep, and he works on his phone. And he was gambling too? I was gambling on horses. I was gambling on horses. How much money did you lose or win? On that day? I don't fucking never. I don't know.

I probably lost a million bucks in my lifetime gambling. Really? Fuck, dude. That's tough. Yeah, this is what is this? Game, we'll make it back. But, but, but I gave you permission to answer this without Bob's consent. What's the shittiest part about working for Bob?

I can't say. No, no, no, no, you can answer. You can answer that. What's the shittiest part? Um, prize. Today's part of being up for four days some time straight. Fuck. He's on my sleep schedule.

That's the thing. So like Brett, what's great about Brett is, Brett is the hardest working guy in the world that I've never, he's never not picking my call. Yeah. So if I'm up doing it. Because my sleep schedule,

his sleep schedule. Yeah. So like he has to stay up three days in a row if I stay up three days in a row because I can't, I won't allow it. If I call him a three, he doesn't answer. It's like back to Fall River, kid. Back to fall.

You get the opportunity of a lifetime. I'm a hang up on you. I appreciate you. Brett, love you. Thank you. So, So do you have to have people in your camp that are like that? I don't really have a camp.

I mean, I'm a guy. You're a guy. I have one guy that I just trust and I roll with. That's it. And what does his main function? Like what does he mostly do for you? Like is it like scheduling?

Every scheduling. Folling my laundry. Making sure my bag is packed. Making sure my plane tickets are perfect. Making sure managing my relationship. If I get in a fucking fight, making sure I don't go off the fucking deep end with anything. Damn.

Making sure I fucking stay focused and whatever. That's why he does. that he's the guy bro he's my guy wait i have a question then yes so if i chime in relationship how so how does he yeah yeah how's helping you relationship so i mean at any time relationship wise is well first of all i mean i kind of pretty smart here with some stuff so brett and summer are best friends so oh so i see where you're going when i got when i got to when i got to do some when i got to do some shit brett's loves to hang out with their best friend of course and so you know he takes care of summer and summer loves hanging out with him and uh but he also

brett's got me out of a lot of times where he's like dude like if if i'm slipping he'll pull me back in and i met him randomly just he DM me it was just like uh that's how i met him that's like i want to work for you yeah he just kept pounding me and then he's like fine i don't know i was just in a mood where i was just like i was like just come to Nashville then i was like just fly out he's like when i'm like now book your own ticket i'm not paying for shit just come mount meet me this is the Airbnb I want you to get me this place take care of it whatever following labor laws just so well here so well yeah oh yeah nice but uh so I'm just like do it yeah get paid later just do it yeah we'll figure it out later whatever one year program that's what he's on

yeah and then so uh I just meet him at the at the at the fucking Airbnb and he fucking uh he waited there for two days because I didn't I didn't show up so he was just so he did not show up I had shit I had to do okay So, you know, his first night working for me, we go to bed. I just walked in the door. I'm like, what's going on? How you doing? And then I'm like, I'm going to bed, good night, get a good night, sleep.

We've got to be up early in the morning for our shit. Let's see what you got, kid. Like, I'll give you a little run. Yeah. You want to fuck with me? Let's go. Let's see what you got. But I'm like, there's no mistakes.

But I'm like, there's no way. He was like full-time guy. No, he just had no idea. He was just coming as a friend. Okay. He just come as a friend. And so he goes to sleep. I wake him up two hours later.

I'm like, yo, Morgan Wallen. We're going to kick it with Morgan right now. We've got to do some shit. We're going to this place and go to see Morgan Wallen. So we get up. Brett gets completely fucking toasted with Morgan because I told him to take care of Morgan. But Morgan kept like, you know, pouring shots. Yes.

With whatever. Oh, no. He pulled a stiny. He pulled a stiny, but guess what I did? What? This was two days in. I pulled him aside and I said, here's a deal. I said, I like you, Brett, for some reason.

I said, I want you to, I actually do. I do fuck with you. I'm going to give you a chance. But here's a deal. You're never, because my driver took pictures of him and passed out in the back seat. Oh, fuck. Sent it to me. And I was like, thank you.

I said, here's a deal. I don't tolerate this in my camp. It's fucking marine discipline. And I said, I'm going to give you, though, incentive. I'm going to give you $10,000 if you can do 30 days without drinking starting today. I want you to work for me. This is after meeting for 48 hours. I get attached to people, whatever.

And he did it. 30 days. He's been with me. addition in my life. He spread has helped me a lot. So fuck Stiney then, right? I love Stiney too. I love Stiney. I do love Stiney. He's such a little wise fuck. The only thing I don't like about Steinies, he opens his mouth too much. But yeah, different personality. Yeah, but he does. He's just got to keep his fucking mouse shut. Like bite back a little bit. Not, I don't mind the bite back. It's just like, I don't believe in really talking about people if they're not in the room. And then I do it

occasionally. But if you're not in the room, don't talk about it. Yeah, I get it. I get it. So, so before, before we get off this, What is some like how long has this been by the way? I feel like I don't know we just run it. I just what? Wow yeah I just go um no problem zero fucking schedule anyway I'm in the mood to hit fucking six hour traffic the way back here I can't wait yeah um what are some of like the most I guess based on your successes and your your you know miscomings in life yeah

what are some of like some like real life advice like there's just like two things you know it doesn't have to be the most important thing but two things that you think are really important in in your success have been important in your success have been important New York success and can be really relevant and important for other people's listening success. Knowing don't waste your time asking people that are bigger than you that have more things going on that you need to that you want to be involved with without figuring out immediate value and don't waste your bullet in a sense of you you when you fuck with people like say like I want to meet Gary V right yeah go to Gary immediately with value and don't just go an open

and be like, yo, I want an opportunity, whatever. Right. And then also, if you want to just stick by, my mentality is, you know, I had value because I was growing and I was having these numbers. So I could go to these athletes and whatever. And now we have the full SEM podcast. We can go to them and be like, hey, come on our show because we offer value. Of course.

But also, I'm also not against the hungry kid that like, somebody comes out to me is like, yo, I want to work for you. I'm like, all right, cool. Call me every day for the next fucking 20 days at 5 a.m., not a minute late. And call me every single day. I'm probably not going to pick up your phone call. but I'll see it and so just I think just persistence is key yeah and and not being afraid to ask for opportunity and it's up to you whether or not if you can do it without offering value great

but don't be afraid to just just hammer away and also figure out what your end goal is and whatever you want to do in life figure out who's doing that the top five people in the game right say you want to be whatever find the top five people they're excited accessible and then go to them through six degrees of separation through this person falls this person this fall how can i get to this person it's like a jigsaw puzzle yeah and then fucking figure out how you can get to them and then uh that's what you're an expert at you think though that's my uh expertise is i believe that you get good at it then i guess someone could be like i hear that i see you saying that i don't know how to be good at that how did you get good at it i got good at it by looking at the person that i wanted to get to utilizing social media seeing if i knew an immediate person that was connected to them And then also, if not, going to something that I didn't know and figuring a way to get to the person that this is here, to here, to here, to get to that person. Makes sense. If it does, I don't know if it does or not. Yeah, no, it does.

The Scotch is kicking in a little bit, but. Yeah, you're good. You're good. Let's get some fucking audience questions. Sounds good. So you do audience questions? We do audience questions. No way.

I've had a great time with you, by the way, brother. I'm glad we got to finally do this. You're a good man. I really look up to what you're doing. You're killing it. I appreciate it. It's good shit. You too.

What is audience questions? So audience questions is at the end of every episode, we will answer like three or four questions that the audience just gives us. You guys can go to AskRawtalk at gmail.com, send us your question. Natalie's going to pick a few of those questions and then just ask us and we just fucking, you know, we just. And they do it right now? Do it right now. Yeah. She'll have them.

She'll have them. Sweet. Sweet. Sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet. So this question says, do you have any advice or experience with dealing with the significant other struggling with depression? Oh, boy. Then it says P.S. You guys are great.

Thanks. Go to 45 minute mark of this podcast. I just could go ahead. Significant other, like someone that I'm dating dealing with depression. Not myself personally, but definitely like myself personally in the sense of I've dealt with depression. But never having to deal with another person. I guess I don't know what the real question beyond this would be like is like how to help that person, I'm assuming. Because there wasn't much, is that, is that the only thing that was said?

Yeah. Yeah. I mean, listen, I've said this many times. I'll say this again. I think it can never be said enough is like if you genuinely know someone or you feel like you're genuinely experiencing depression, which is a very real thing, especially clinical depression, you should talk to someone. And it shouldn't necessarily, it doesn't have to be like, you know, someone in your circle.

It should be someone like a fucking therapist, like try to seek help, try to seek doctor aid, whatever it is. because if you are clinically depressed, then there is a certain level of hormones that are, like, dysfunctional in your body that no matter how much someone can be like, tell you that you're good and, you know, say go out in the sun and meet people, it's like you're just literally like you're, you're, you have an inability to reach that level of serotonin because your body is like void of it. So it depends at what level of, you know, depression someone is dealing with, but I good, I think the first case is identify that, um, and take the, you know, take the, you know, take the. the right role towards it because if it's if it's clinical then you need essentially medical attention to cure this ailment and then at the same time like I said earlier with Bob if it's not clinical if it's just like you know seasonal depression or something where it's like I'm just down at this point in my life you really have to try to identify what sort of depression and what's causing it

and then set up different things that you can do to create more balance in your life because a lot of times like the depression will come from a supreme imbalance of your life and your activities and your focus so yeah that's my take on it don't be afraid to get help and seek help do you have anything on that do I have to answer the question too yeah if you want to I mean if I think if you have a significant other it depends on there's a lot of variables but I think just letting them know that you're there from them and if you can be open with them and Because therapy doesn't always work for everybody, but I think that it just depends on a lot of different things. But yeah, I think that what I always try and say is that whatever you're going through in life, whether how down and out you are, there's somebody going through worse things.

So a coping method could be maybe instead of just keeping it all in, maybe pouring out to distract yourself and helping other people that are worse than you and going out and doing something nice for somebody. and fucking trying to make somebody else's day better that's going through something maybe worse than you. Yeah. And then I think ultimately, guys, it all comes up. By the way, I have no fucking Tony Robbins over here. Yeah, no, I understand. I think ultimately it comes down to communication.

Like, if you're telling me there's someone that, like, you know, is dealing with this or if you're dealing with this, the biggest thing is creating the paths of communication for the, for whether it's you dealing with it, having the ability to speak to someone outward. Because, like, the problem with like mental health in general is, It's inside us, right? And if we're not willing or if we don't have people around us

that we feel like, hey, I can come to and I can talk to, you know, in confidence or I could talk to vulnerably, then you're running around these thoughts in your head and they just go back in circles, back and forth, back and forth. And it depends on it too. Like, I mean, if it's something a real thing, you've got to seek professional help. For sure.

If it's something crazy fucking, like, you know, you got to go to a doctor who's the best of this. I mean, it does this for a fucking living. So, yeah. So communication, guys. But yeah, go next one. All right. This one says, I've been following.

you for about a year and a half and I follow your pod fitness blogs and blog page I want to know I want to know what advice do you have for somebody who struggles with anxiety and depression to overcome the fear of being judged in the gym I go and see other people being social having fun and making friends I try to apply myself and this has not been my best experience it's difficult to find motivation and confidence to be consistent with the healthy lifestyle although I want to live one what are like how can you guys help me I just want to say one thing real quick i love that question because a lot of the reason why i can't go to the gym too sometimes is i'm afraid to work out in front of other people because of i'm not at the level

of that it's crazy that that's a common thing but like the the truth is no one gives a fuck at the gym i know like no one is going there being like hey maybe like some fucking 16 year old kids or just some little shitheads who are in the gym who like aren't doing shit how they should be anyways probably looking around at people maybe judging them but like you have to kind of understand that for the most part people in the gym they're not just in there like I'm just looking to judge people today like if like a real person who's in the gym like I'm in there and I'm in there I live that life I'm never in there because I'm strong and big and I could squat do all this way I'm never looking at like that came me like look at this fucking pussy this kid can't

do anything like never once get out of your own head never once I know I know that and the funny thing is the guy's like I'm the guy by the way I wrote that question yeah you That's my fucking question. That's my question. It's never that way. I'm always like, fuck, dude. No one gives a fuck. It's just focus on your fucking self.

But I don't mind the dad bot, by the way. I think I get it. I like the dad bot. I mean, it works for you. Some girls are into the dad bot. No, that's a real thing. It's a real fucking thing. But regardless, like, dad bot or not, I'm just saying like, get you, you have to get out of

your own head. I mean, this goes with so many things in life. That's hard to do. Very, very hard to do. But if you can just go in there, put some headphones on and just focus on yourself and focus on your workout, that's the key. also too this is the other thing in life too is the hardest part is and I don't listen I'm not somebody to fucking the nose all whatever I will but the hardest part is starting it's

like anything else yeah once you start something and then it's start you start you start build momentum but you just got to fucking force yourself to do it like you said block out the fucking noise yeah put on the fucking headphones just get in there not just speaking for the gym yeah everything everything yeah and just you'll see you'll start to you'll just you'll forget about it I'll say this give yourself three this at least three weeks three weeks of whatever it is like effort every every day towards this yeah three weeks will go by you be like wait like I actually I'm I'm enjoying this bro I gotta get I get in the gym with you yeah you do man and I we already know that I'm gonna I mean I just gotta take a three hour of

train to fucking zap hand it's not that far dude it's not that far give us the last question not that far we'll sort it out let's see yeah there was one here I believe give us one that's not about depression and anxiety yeah literally they're like so if we're thinking about a slitting our wrists in the middle of the night it's like it's like the google search where you can talk on your phone they know what you're talking about and they're just like bringing it up it's like there's sometimes there's funny ones why is this a big thing with you that a lot of people bring this up well yeah I talk about it a lot I mean I've dealt with tons of it in my life like genuinely I just don't watch any content

of anybody's no it's all good I just I just I mean this one is not about anxiety or depression but this person's saying um my question to you is if it is is okay to be friends with your ex. Um, I've been with her for four years. Uh, God, and we talked about a future together and starting family, but unfortunately they're no longer together and that's why the question is. I will take the floor on this one. Yeah, go ahead. Just okay. Please repeat the question one more time. I'm very sorry.

Basically, can you be friends with your ex? No. I believe. After time. I believe that you should be friends with your ex. After time though. You need some time for liability reasons. Yeah. No, no, but like. here's the deal it can't be like the next day you're like all right go we're done let's be pals i think it also depends though i think it's a it's i think it's where it depends how it ends for sure i've had a lot of relationships that have ended but but still it's like the sexual stuff it's like you have to i think give some time because like if it ends like let's say it ends kind of

amlicably but then like the guy or the who knows either side is like oh but like maybe i could still get this and then you still kind of reach for and then you start to like kind of to rub each other the wrong way and don't overthink it just be nice to everybody just be nice just be kind what's the it depends you're right so how it ends if it's bad you got to you do you do you do even if it's bad what are you gonna do i've had a relationship is that bad what are you're gonna be an asshole what's the good oh okay i'll give you just fill your head in the fucking with crap my ex literally does not want me to talk to her okay then you stay away yeah but i'll like but i in my heart i'm like yo i hope she's good yeah so just wait for the right time

and maybe it'll happen where you cross past you figure it out until then yeah just don't do it but you know i i i'm the same way i don't talk to a lot of my exes but at the other day i never wish bad and never really had yeah i mean i think that always everything should be ended in a peaceful manner he but i mean look at i've had girls fucking cheat on me you know and then i when girls that i fucking trusted that i put my faith in my time and everything that have cheated on me it sucks for a while you're gonna go nuts but at the same time it's like you know what moving on yeah kill them with kindness that's the key man that's why i'll get called a pussy but whatever no it's fine it's it's it's the most genuine response I mean I just think

it depends on the circumstances take a little bit of time if I'm giving you my honest answer take a little bit of time before you try to like spend time with them again or see how they're doing because sometimes maybe they're just not ready for it by the way I have five active restraining orders out by the way with all my ex-girlfriends do you really oh my god could you imagine like definitely don't take that advice from yeah exactly I'm I was I was going to say worst to have relationship advice with but yeah well that's it guys um it's been awesome it's probably the most five had a room in a while really on my life swear to god glad i came i'm glad you came too man i know we were trying

to do it for a while i know a lot of people they try to start beat between even you and i that i wasn't that i was on the podcast and they were like brother brother brother brother just do it i don't have it yeah take it i mean i'll figure the next venture it doesn't matter so i just want i don't give a fuck i don't i've already accomplished all my goals i'm good i made the best span win oh yeah and it's not even that whatever it is i appreciate you coming man since you're the best bradley i know you took a long it took a long time to get here because it's like Yeah. What's the ride fucking back gonna be? I don't know. It's gonna be a little bit tough. Steve will do it. We need a fucking helicopter helicopter. So I am coming from Hollywood. So what do you think right now? It's gonna be tough right now. Oh, really? Yeah. Real tough right now.

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That's it. We're out of you. I love you guys. Oh my God. It's fucking funny. That's a good way to end it. Solid word.