RAWTALK - Faze Rain On Leaving Faze Clan

Episode Date: July 11, 2023

Join us on another episode of RAwtalk with our special guest, Faze Rain as he dives deep into the drama with Grace & why he is leaving Faze clan...SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK...LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST: INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://tiktok.com/@askrawtalkFOLLOW BRADLEY: INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: / @rawtalkclip SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: / @bradleymartyn SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartyn...RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

How is, I mean, dude, since we last spoke, I mean, what? Yeah. Yeah. We tried. I tried my ass off every single day since, but it just did not work out. Well, that's what I'm, I'm so curious about. I don't care. Yeah, I want to be, you don't got to send it to my lawyer, fuck all that.

Okay. Yeah, I wanted to bring you, I want to bring you back to talk a little bit about it. Because it looked like there was a point where, like, the founders, thanks and, uh, temper. They were kind of like stepping in and, in a siding with you. And they're like, Yeah, well, I'm the only one that didn't really sign an NDA like that. Banks also, I'm not 100% sure,

but he, I think he is, but I'm not 100% sure. I know Tommy and Apex for sure are. Yeah. So they, like, I've been saying like, bro, like, I wish I could talk, but I can't. So it's like, it changes a battle for them a little bit because I can't just like stop, like we can't all just stand together

and like talk because some people just. You know I found interesting because like you came out, said a bunch of stuff, which was, you know, arguably true. No, no arguably, but I hear you for sure. Yeah. Yeah.

I mean, obviously they have their perspective, the corporate side of things but i just found it interesting when it was all when stuff was said then then those guys kind of chimed in was like i think banks made a tweet or something about like give us the company back like all this kind of stuff like is that just to to look a certain way or is that like really is that like because where's this going is it going to go to where you think it's going to go or is it going to go to like you know what it's like and i've had a lot of like not just epiphanies but just like ways that i've felt about it since all this up it's like this fight has kind of showed me that like just most people like the camaraderie and everything that was there with phases isn't there

anymore bro like it's been six months and the reason i feel like something hasn't happened because for me i haven't wanted to work with any like old corporate guys because i actually have a new philosophy on that they're gonna die soon that's why they keep trying to do what the fuck it makes so much sense it's so obvious but it makes so much sense they're not willing to build a brand over a decade or two because they don't got it bro they got it they got five years of best so they're trying to squeeze as much money as they can before they croak and that's what it comes down to right So I'm not working with no old people no more like 45 max. I'm not working with anybody above that What do you think is going to happen to the company like what do you think is it going to evolve?

It's like at this point. It's just like it's so messy. There's a couple of there's options that are going to work right now and um the other boys they're kind of open to it because they kind of feel like it's the last chance. I that I can't speak about what exactly it is. I'll tell you after but um can't speak on exactly what that is because I don't like fuck anything up. But um even though I don't care if it's to be honest. But I just am not down because the same thing. corporate people like i just don't trust them yeah they're gonna tell us what they want to hear they have motive to boost their own come on it's not like it's some like you know 30 year old kid that got made billions off crypto and like you know let me to take a shot here i used to love phaise after that let me just put some money in and see where it goes but i don't really care about controlling i don't really have an agenda with this it just doesn't make sense when i think about it everything you said everything that was said and like the truth in it and then seeing it and then watching everyone's reaction because like the core fan base is what prop that company

up in the first place and then to go against them for all these other things just seem like super counterintuitive like yeah you see the response in people's reactions like i'll see the videos i'll see the things like and you just like you just literally just go look at some comments and you kind of get the vibe of like the people who are really still supporting that brand and how they feel about it but they still keep going left like they're not going right like i don't get it's because the like even the way the corporate side they keep like pitching faces if it's the nikey of gaming bitch it's not because nikey who gives a who owns nikey i'm buying nike shit you're buying nike's your rle by nike's shit face is not like that you're not watching

phase it doesn't matter who's in it like they're crazy they think that phase is this this entity that can live without us so that's like but i've talked about that before yeah it's just interesting how social media like it i think that's something that people don't really really recognize especially from that corporate space who come in and see like oh there's just opportunity here and money here it's like this shit's still so brand new and it but it only really exists because like a bunch of kids made content and made it what it was yeah and then they took it were like oh we'll just do all this with it so what happened recently and it's also like the CEO like Lee he brought in all the people that he knew that he knew right so all like the

you know the guy from like content the guy in marketing the guy in the old president everyone leaves friends from the industry all boomer facks from the industry yeah that don't know shit but he's doing favors for them getting them shares getting them salaries and of course who's their loyal to get to come down to Lee so they're going to do everything for him even though he's on the everybody over so he's not some crazy shit I might say some stuff that he's on this podcast you can't you can't say you can't say the direction that it's going to because like the stock got up like I mean the stock's been fine what it was when i talked to you last i don't know what the

it was it was it was fun too but it started what it like oh no but that was before we could because i remember i told you oh we can't sell yet but then like a week later we could and then it dropped from like whatever whatever few dollars it was left down to like 50 cents and it's been there since so i just wanted to go down less like i want i want are they gonna take it off the thing aren't they if it stays low for too long yeah but then unless this other little thing happens but i'm just i think they think that i'm down but i'm not down and i made it very clear yesterday that I'm not down. I'm not down. If you theory it down, you guys are down, I'm not down. Because

not down as far as what. This is the thing. Because I feel like if we take that deal, we can't insure to our boys, that shit's going to work out. What's the deal? I can't. That's all tell you after. I can't talk about that because it's like, but it's some other bullshit. It is. It's like who cares, but they're just trying

and, you know, whatever. But my thing is this is the way that I see it. Right now, nobody in phase, all the boys, they're not as connected as they used to be, right? We're not all like talking to me said. There's no group chat. There's nowhere that we talk or speak or anything like that, right? So everyone's been feeling this type of way for a very long time, and we have to make everybody feel a part of the table,

get the back, all that type of shit. We have to give them more shares, money, whatever it is just for all the bullshit that happened in the past, just to make things right with people, right? And with this new deal, it doesn't give us the resources to do that. Maybe over time, but they're not happy right now. They're not going to be happy. And it's like, even if us four get it back,

say me, Tommy Banks, say us for us, just us four get it back. Then what? We'll get back to the content. Well, yeah, but I'm the only. I'm the only one that wants to do content. Tommy wants to box. Apex and Banks, again, I'm not trying to speak for y'all boys, but y'all make it very clear to me that y'all don't want to do content.

So I, it's like, what are we going to do? We have to make the rest of the boys happy. We have to, like, try our best to make that group work again. And that's why since the beginning, obviously they've wanted just us forward and all the input, but I'm like, everybody should be included in this. Because imagine if you're like apex or rug and like you're close, but you don't know what's going on. Like they're worried.

They're afraid of what's going to happen. Like they should be filled in. Everyone should be working together. a clear side from like a third part investor like all these other dudes that I've talked to or even people like we've the goal has been like kick I would love if kicked this spot phase because like we kind of stand for the same thing against like big corporations yada yada yada I would rather be now you guys were going to or I've been trying to talk to kick you guys have you guys have I'm not talking about phase as a company though kind of is big corporation or try I was trying

to be big corporation phase yeah that's I mean all the deals partnerships no but I think we're against that like the people are against that so that's what kind of happened to us you know You know what I mean? Yeah. Again, everybody thinks that we sold out. I spoke to trainees like, between us, how much did you guys make when yes old pays? I'm like, bro, we didn't make anything. It's so crazy that people even who are like smarter and shouldn't know how shit works, still

don't know how it works. Because to everybody, it's either like, we sold or we didn't. They don't think that, okay, one guy, finesse them told them all the right things, got himself in power, then controlled the structure without us knowing how that that shit worked. Of course, it's like my ignorance, I was 18, I was triple up putting every single day for years, like, I don't know shit about a corporate business structure. I don't know what wrongs he can do to me because I'm under who.

experience at that time. I just know everything feels wrong. Like, yo, he's sketchy. He's lying. I don't know what he's going to do, but just sketchy shit going on. I feel like you guys got to come together for like a year and grind out content and just stop you pussies. Like that's the only answer. I'm down. I'm completely down. For at least a year. Yeah, but it's just not going to happen. And that's just what I realized. I just realized it's not going to happen. Bro, people got too much different life things going on to where it's just not going to happen. It's just not going to happen. And that's like what I realize is like, bro, even if we get back, like, not again, you can get butter. I don't give a fuck.

These motherfuck don't think like me. They're not willing to, like, lose what I'm willing to lose. And I'm going to be honest. Bro, when I made that exposing phase video, I was broke. I'm not anymore, but I was when I made that exposing phase video. And I could have to shut the fuck up. Sign that shit. Took the 600K and took care of my mom and stepdad and sister and all that.

Because I've been taken care of them since I was 17 years old. Yeah. It's not something new. Like I've been taking care of adults for years, a decade now. So it's like, bro, I told my mom, I said, mom, I love you so much. I'll sell my McLaren. I'll sell all that shit if I have to. But like, if this doesn't work, you're going back to work.

I'm not selling my soul. Yeah. I'm not selling my soul because you can go do that and I'll figure something out. I'll make us back money, whatever. But I'm not selling my soul and living like a for the rest of my life. I can't do it. I just so, I'm so interested. How like how did it get here?

Like, because like you guys were never like the pussy corporate bucks. It's not just me that went through that. Almost everybody did. And almost everybody needed that help from phase support where they worked for phase and then they kind of ended up going broke because phase fucked them over and then they kind of were in a situation where they don't have much options

so that happens a lot of people they kind of fuck you over so that you need them but the way governments work right they fuck you over so that you need them same shit just weird how it could be like so like non-existent without the people and then the power created into the brand because they let them yeah this ended in 2018 when I said it could

if you all just bro it's like what imagine if in 2018 19 20 20 20 20 at any at any of those times we all this boycotted it said give us what the we want or we're like but then it goes public and then it's over because now it's a whole public thing you can't change things and yada yada yada and shareholders and all that bulls before then we had every opportunity but nobody listened so here we are but that's where is it now like do you think so where is it going by the way i'm not a victim don't look like i'm sorry victim i don't care that i got raw i don't give it's just i speak

on this so that this hopeful hasn't happened to you all even though realistically it's not because most people don't get to build something like that and get taken advantage but regardless you should still want to know how things work regardless you should want to how these industries work and what's real and what's not like yeah that's what i care about well what do you think like what happen with the whole gray stuff. Like, do you think your stuff's help, helping? You think it's helping or hurting? Because like, I read all these articles and they're like, oh, there's a drama. It's all bullshit. It's the same thing as everything, bro. They picked the girl that they knew everybody would want to defend it. If I called that snorlax girl that everybody

would be chit talking mid, nobody would have said a fucking thing. But I'm talking about the, you know who I'm talking about. The one on, uh, whatever. The one I used to see it. You see it everywhere. He's like all there, man. Nobody would have said a fucking thing. But I call a a girl that everybody thinks, oh, I like her strangeer things. And you know, she has a whole community behind her, like, of course, they're going to be like, I'm a mean bully. Did you watch the video? I saw some of it. I saw her cry. Oh, that's the thing. A lot of you didn't watch the full video and you would have seen how the whole conversation went around. And then when Dexterta posted that clip, that clip, they started it right as I was acting. They missed the whole

18 minutes where I'm trying to reason with her right as I say, well, how dare you, I'm acting. I'm saying, I don't give a fuck. I'm saying like, I'm just showing her how old and how annoying it would be. Like, she was, I thought we squashed it on Discord. I thought we'd squashed you were laughing. We're being cool. So I'm like, okay, everything's cool. But then you keeps bringing it up okay what do you want to tell you like yeah sure i'll just be in a misogynist so you feel better like what do you want yeah what do you want to you want to you what do you want to yeah i'm like bro i'm trying to be nice i'm trying and then even at the end she starts crying like bro i don't want you emotional like stop don't get emotional because i don't want to be

i don't get a dog but but but be it's pretty funny even before the mid stuff though like what was fate like didn't we I feel like we had a podcast some shit happened why did they still go towards these people who does they know what they they use her as damage control she didn't get paid a dollar by that's the saddest part she took all that for free she got for free but it's also a uta thing the new guys that we're talking to oh let me tell you oh this is why i don't want to do a deal with them because the first thing the guy told us is okay so boys and i don't give i'm just going to speak for what the fuck it is yes said boys how do you guys feel about grace being in face still and then

everybody on that call the four founders why why why would she want to be a place where nobody wants her. Why? And then he's like, well, it's not like obviously we don't care, but it's UTA. We'll lose McDonald's. And I want to say he said Porsche if we don't keep grace because her dad or somebody's friends with somebody. It's just some sort of connection there that they need her to come out. Because it's not like she provides crazy numbers or it's nothing like that. Right. It's not like she's like a person that's like dominating and like they need her for her numbers. Right. But somebody in the call is even it's like, bro, I can't believe how much industry plant this person is. Like I genuinely can't believe it. Like yeah, it was

like shocking. You know what I mean? Like why are they pushing so hard for this person when this is clear and not fit for phase it's just clearly not a fit so they went with her just because it made sense to satisfy like sponsors well it's not even to satisfy sponsors because you can grab a billion other people that satisfy sponsors it's literally say if you had a kid and you wanted him in milk so you talk god damn just make it happen Kyle just put him in milk just put him in or else I'm cutting all your deals it's that it's literally the definition of industry plant I don't if somebody's talented and they get put on by people and they grow that's not really an industry plan like if you're actually talented you get it

Sure, but if you just get plugged in because your daddy knows people and you probably like, you know what to be like that. That's what it is. And even if it is, just be honest about it. Yeah. I don't care. Like I don't necessarily have an agenda or a bias. Then why did she want to be plugged in? Why did she want to get plugged in?

Because gaming dude, it's so cool. It's the dopeest aesthetic to be a girl gamer, bro. I love it. Think about it. It's like a whole guy demographic and you just want to just get all the simps on your ass. It's easy for girls. If you're a hot girl, you get in gaming, it's easy. Yeah.

Well, not she's not hot, but you know what I mean. Yeah, yeah. No, for sure. I always like, whenever me girls, I'm like, damn, they just start streaming to either hair of color and just get on the stream like, it's always blue. It's always blue. It's always blue. I'm against the BHM, bro. Real shit. Blue-haired media, yes, sir. You're against it? Oh, absolutely. Yeah, I feel that. What'd you think about? Because it's entirely an emotional argument. It's not like logical at all.

It's like you can't disagree to disagree. Like I, bro, the funniest thing is my stepdad and sister are probably my biggest, like, political enemies. Like I don't live with people that this yes man shit around me. My sister is like the biggest feminist in the world. My stepdad is the biggest Democrat in the world. My mom. And when I was younger, I didn't really think anything up.

I said, cool. I just thought that's the way life was. And I grew up hating Trump in the same shit. I didn't know why. I just hated Trump because everybody was in my ear saying like he's a fucking this, that, that, that's CNN telling him what to say, obviously, right? And if you're a Republican or a Democrat, you're an idiot. Don't care.

I hate it all. Idiots. Either way, you're listening to a side that works for the same team. Idiot. Yeah, that's crazy. The government is the same team, but they have two sides that's separate and keeping people fucking attacking each other. It's like, how do you all see through that?

No, it actually blows my mind. I think like, but if we speak up, we'll get changed. Then you're not getting shit, bitch. They don't give a fuck about you. It's fucking wild. They want you to stay as a slave employee for the rest of your life and that's what they want. I realized that one of the kid, but couldn't articulate why because I was just like,

bro, I don't want to choreograph life. I don't want a life where you're telling me what to do what I have to do. So that's why like the face shit, the gaming should end up happening because of that. Yeah. Yeah. It makes sense. And what, what, what do you think about the Nick Merck stuff getting, getting, uh, the whole you know I find funny?

You know what I'm starting to notice? Oh. Like really noticing this shit. I know, obviously I want your answer on that, but the whole like, the whole, uh, I don't even know how to describe this, but the left, it's, it's this whole like over sensitivity thing is really starting to just piss people. off. But it is. It started to take people that were in the middle like myself. Yeah. And push us one way. Yes. It is doing that. Bro, I've heard some people that were the biggest Donald Trump

haters in the world that would unfollow people if they follow Donald Trump type shit that I've told me like, bro, Loki, I'm Loki at Trumpy now. Like I Loki support Trump now. Well, because all this shit. I don't know what. It's crazy. They're going really far. But it's because they're going way too extreme. It's like it's okay. Like, bro, acknowledge people's emotions. It's fine. But we can't. Let's like change what sense is because of how you feel. Yeah. Like it's insane now like well how you feel like and I'm gonna and I'm speaking from first person because I let my life like I dictated my life over how I felt and what do you think it ended up happening to me wheelchair suicide I had everything but it didn't matter because I let my emotions dictate how the

fuck I felt and it's wrong it is completely wrong I texted my mom this like a week ago but like bro I made a decision about like nine months ago and maybe a year actually probably a year probably probably a year and I was in like one of the phase cars we had and I was still in a wheelchair and I just rolled to the back I had my gun in my hand and I was just ready to blow my brains up bad as because like the pain was just so bad it's i didn't bro life was just so fucking hard with the pain like i used to wish for i had emotional pain because i'm like bro at least that was yeah i could handle that easy i could walk around i could run get rid of that feeling now i can't do nothing now i'm just locked i'm stuck and i'm in pain every second of

my life so i held it to my head and i was just like crying for like 30 minutes because i'm like bro like i'm not going to die this is something you about this is all like a picture oh yeah yeah um but yeah so i just sat there crying for like 30 minutes i wanted to like pull the trigger but then i'm just like afraid to die because the shit that i told you you like yeah me when it didn't kill me i was like it's not gonna kill me like i'm afraid to like get hurt in the process of trying to kill myself essentially right that's like why i was so afraid that and that's what ended up happened to me so i was just afraid like brought my lip through this i'm just gonna be even more fucked up and then even more so i just like made decision right

and then either never fucking think about suicide ever again or do it right now and i don't want to hear anymore because i got sick of myself i'm like bro ew like stop being buttered by the suicide just do it or never talk about it again and obviously i didn't do it so i'm here and like i just refuse to let myself even remotely think about it. And it's just scary how much better my life has gone since I made that decision. It's scary. To not let your emotions. The second I left it in the past and I said, I don't believe in the suppression shit anymore. I don't believe in suicide anymore. I don't believe in none of that shit. It disappeared. Absolutely disappeared. And every problem I make is one that I make to myself. I mean, obviously I saw a pain every single day. My stomach from all

the pills and shit. I will never probably have a normal stomach ever again. Everything hurts my stomach. Water hurts my stomach. Everything. I'm in constant pain every morning. And that's because of the pill and shit. But it's fine. I just have little taxes to remind me why. I don't fuck up like that. It's just interesting how like, yeah, that I don't, it's this whole like left, right shit and how people are just so. I don't have a gun, by the way. Don't have one.

Yeah, no, I'm bad in California. I don't got nothing. I was just like a figure of speech. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Yeah, I have a ton of guns. I'm just going to put that out there. I love guns. They're amazing.

In California? Yeah. And you can't do shit with them. Even if somebody presses you can't even do shit. That's why I got to stand your ground state and just do your thing there. I mean, you can't. This is a whole different. This is a conversation we can't have on camera.

really this conversation i i just think people should be respectful of course of course and if anybody does anything don't pull the victim car here's a deal he was trying to rob you shouldn't have killed him no he shouldn't have been trying to rob me don't say what i shouldn't have done the only way you could ever really defend yourself in california is if you're afraid for your life but if you're always afraid for your life well listen if there's only one person having this conversation then the truth is you were afraid for your life right always afraid for my life exactly you're afraid for your life so you protect it got to that's the key but anyways the thing that i find that i find that find so interesting is like just how how emotional like people have insensitive people have not

that emotions are bad obviously they're good but you know in this case in this case you're like you were able to really change your thought process from being like okay I'm not going to just allow these emotions just to rule me the thing that's going on nowadays like people just don't they don't know people just letting go a rational thought and they're just like this is just how I feel emotionally and this is my reaction to everything it's that I feel like they've let their mind get so messy the way a room you could let it get messy you just don't know where to start they don't know where to start and clean it up they've yeah they've just let so many things get messy that's a really good analogy yeah and it's like um like even depression it's like it's like you've just put

that into your brain time and time and time again it's just so hard to pick up the pieces from there it's kind of like saying in a fucking terrible like was a calorie surplus like we eat way too too much before you're doing that every single day 40 years then trying to lose weight it's like you just have to do a lot more to lose way because you've been conditioning yourself so poorly for so long you know what I mean it's all it is your mind is your mind is a muscle on you put these things into your brain. You control what goes into your brain. And it's like, I'm assuming it hasn't hit you as much because you're so used to always doing things. Right. This is what I realized. When I was 14, I first time to kill myself when I was 14.

And then weird enough, as soon as I start triple up every day, no suicidal thoughts when I'm busy, surprisingly, no suicidal thoughts. It's not because of the money. People are going to do because you were making money. No, just the fuck up. It was because of the fact that I was busy. It was not the money. Because I had the money after, so I wanted to kill myself. Had the money before, didn't want to kill myself. But the only difference was that was too busy to even think about killing myself three uploads a day buddy you don't got time to kill yourself yeah well where like like 30 minutes a family guy at night unless like like like there's this not happen yeah even when i got into breakups back then doesn't matter keep uploading show goes on doesn't matter so but that's the

difference right the difference is you're you're like making something important in your mind to say i have to do this because yeah it was my obsession with youtube for sure which is obsession discipline motivation you know so it's a part of the obviously you're busy but that's the thing most people can't get into that like, okay, I'm busy because they'll just create excuses why they're not going to do this. I hate it. I test my mom every day. I text her like, hey, mom, do you work hard today? She's like, yeah, or makes an excuse. I say, your answer should always be like, I don't want a fucking answer other than no, I could have done better. There's no other answer because realistically, truthfully, you can always do better. Even though you think that like in your own

little bubble like, yeah, it's the best I could have done. Not true. There's a bigger world than just you, right? It's interesting though. Reality. There is a, damn, it's such a double edge sore because I did that for so many years and I got me really far but then it did affect other portions of my life because I was so like this that like all this other shit I've talked about this on power before like certain relationships or how you handle

some things yeah fucked all that up but I got really good at this so it's like are you saying that you fucked up like a romantic relationship because of work oh I've fucked up so too that's fine though yeah that is so fine because dude I've seen so many people like choose the opposite but then lose the relationship and be left with nothing yeah that's terrifying at least

the relationship is like kind of replaced unless it was like really the one but like it's for the most part really the one it's for the most part pretty fucking replaceable so it's like career first dog all day all fucking day it's like you've heard the same like how does it go i forget i want to butcher it but it's like you'll always lose money chasing hoes but you'll never lose hoes chasing money what is that from that's i don't know fucking the bible probably it's got to be it's got it's a fact it's a truth though it's And that is actually a fact, yes. There's no way.

Yeah, no, it's fair. It's fair. I mean, like, no girl's not going to want you because you're busy working on yourself and making yourself better. And it's like, oh, my God, disgusting. Yeah, you're right. That's when they come for you. Yeah, that's a fact.

I just, I guess like, I don't know, in some of those relationships, I feel like I've got to had better synergy where, and this is not me just trying to take blame. I feel like I could have better synergy with them that could have enhanced the rest of what I was doing as well. Like if I allowed myself to give a little bit more time here. Maybe it was like risky for you at the time and you didn't want to like risk putting that together. To be honest, I didn't know. I didn't know how to do it properly at the time.

I didn't know how to have enough balance. That's the part of being human, bro. You just straight up. You grow up and you learn and that's just what it is. Balance is such an interesting thing, man. Like like when you were, I mean, we talked about this a little bit on the last spot, but like when you were really getting into like the drugs and shit? Like how did you, when did you like really just get overboard? Were you like lost track? Well, dude again. I, I, I, there's so many, so many people don't believe what I said to by the way. No, they don't. It's fine. I don't care. What's easier to believe. the fact that I'm lying or the fact that I'm Superman.

Probably the fact that I'm lying, right? It makes more sense for people to believe that. But I puked out so much and they're never going to get that part. Like it was his blood puking everywhere. So it's not like all that sad in my system for 24, 48 hours and they're like, no, I puked it. I've been very vocal, but they don't give a fuck. But I don't give a fuck. You think I'm here to think that like me telling that makes me like a cool guy.

It makes me look terrible. It makes me look absolutely. On top of it, in itself, it makes me look awful. And two, everyone thinks I'm lying about it. So why would I say it if it wasn't true? That's what I'm trying to figure. Look, they must think I'm actually like them. I'm not like you guys, by the way, but missing IQ.

You're a little crazy. I know, but it's good though. Yeah, yeah. I don't, my biggest fear is to be normal. My biggest fucking fear is to be like a normal ass human. Yeah, it's terrible. I don't want that. But it's not like I'm not naturally like trying to make myself like that.

It's just how I am. You know what I've always been this way. But so, so at what point, well, did you lose complete balance? When would, like, when did you really lose your balance when you got towards that? It was, like, is it happened one day? I know it was a specific day that it happened. I can tell you the exact day that happened. I actually can find the day because there's a picture on my phone that I know when it happened.

So, bro, I took opioids all of 2019. So that's the one thing like I guess I liked. I never liked Xanax. I never liked any of that shit. But like I did like opioids. So I was doing them a lot. And a lot of it was like it was so weird, bro. Wait, isn't Xanax and opioid?

No, benzodiazepine. Okay. That's right. That's right. It's like anti-anxiety medication. Yeah, yeah. I take that to fly by the way. Yeah, I know.

You've told me that before. Yeah, I love that. You take like a half. You're fine. I do. Take like nothing. The issue is like when you don't sleep, it's like this weird thing is like if you take enough Xanax and you resist the sleep, I heard about that.

You just become a psychopath. I heard about that. You become an absolute psychopath. You know, it's like you're asleep but awake and just doing crazy shit. Because I don't remember a single thing that I did, right? So 2019 did opioids every single day. I led you would try to even OD but then hit the gym and I was in the best shape of my life too in 2019.

I was actually hitting the gym every single day. I was like, ah, didn't work, whatever hit the gym. I had the weirdest life in them. But like, I wasn't weird. Nobody thought I was on drugs, not a single person even knew. Come 2020. Doing the same shit, sip and lean, perk, same old. And then all of a sudden, one day I got, actually I was doing a lot of shrooms too.

It was a fake microdosing every day. It wasn't a microdose. I was taking too much. And then I got shroom poisoning. I got this weird, like, weird, pressurized headache that would, this felt disgusting. I remember the feeling that's so gross. And I was sick for about a month. And I just got back on YouTube and I was hyped about it because I just triple uploaded

to, started uploading again. I was back on my shit. And then I randomly got sick and couldn't upload it more. And it's just like, for whatever reason, I just took it like such a bitch. I hate that I took it like this. And then one night I just popped like 20 to 30 Xanax that first night. And then I went downstairs. I had a, I beefed with like one of Tommy's exes and Alyssa and shit.

Like I just for whatever reason. I don't even remember that. But ever since that day, I didn't wake up. I remember the night to going to do, but I didn't wake up after that. I did that. I popped as many zanx as I did. And then every day I guess I just woke up and kept popping Xanax. Obviously piece of story because I spoke to so many fucking.

people went through every single text like in those three months I was in a wheelchair had nothing to do other than just try to piece my fucking life together figure out what the fuck happened and then that's like it's like you're in this constant like sleep state like sleep alive state just so scary like how he was using my bank account spending all my shit and it's like ruining my relationships with people it was me but I'm just saying it didn't feel like it was it's such a weird I don't believe in possession or any of that shit but that was the closest I've ever been to like possessed in a way but it was me but it's just the evil version of me yeah the evil fuck it was weird it was very weird so what are you working on now

it's different because you're doing some weed stuff weren't you yeah but again i kind of paused that because i didn't really want to promote it i didn't want to promote it while the spaceship was going on like i don't seem like a douchebag but at the end of day i should have just promoted it because at the end of day people are going to talk to it whether you do or don't so either way i might as fucking well yeah dude what the fuck fuck that i always take the moral high ground because i'm an idiot but shouldn't have done that yeah i should just promote it and but it's cool it's no biggie i don't really care like it's fine i can build and do anything speaking of the moral high ground what do you think about this uh have you seen this adam 22 letting his wife get

fuck thing disappointed in you Adam that one's intense that one's intense I at the end them too I said bro is there a chance this is fake and you're just milking it because I wanted to know I was like bro they would actually be genius marketing because I was like wait I haven't seen any footage yet no I haven't seen anything it definitely no it happened oh it happened ended up dropping the next day I was like but I was like shit what if it's like genius marketing because it worked if he actually didn't do it it would have been genius Yeah, but they never would have, I mean, it's fair because everyone's pissy at him now. And it's like, it's like, would they be more pissy if it wasn't a thing?

I think they would have been like, oh, but at the end of the day, bro, it's to each their own, if he's cool with it, it's like, why do people always like, for example, yes, I would be, I would never be with her. I would never be with a girl. I would do that, obviously. But like, why are people so mad that he's not as mad as they are? You know what I mean? Like, of course, I wouldn't do it.

I'm not cool with it, whatever. But why are people so mad that he's not as mad as they would be? Like, everybody wants that. they want people to be just as mad as they would be like i don't know people motherfuckers are weird like that like they just project it's constant projection yeah there's definitely a there's definitely a play to it that's like you know the the okaying of it like is furthering just kind of just toxic bullshit yeah like how much more you okay certain things than everybody will start okaying things but it's also just like bro yeah i mean look at what people okay today like who cares

like it's already chalked yeah well yeah i mean in the reality in his situation specifically they've already they're full on porn stars like they are like that's they've already done it for a living like I get that they've already done it you know so like obviously it's different it is of course it's different I couldn't let you why it wouldn't be different if his girl wasn't bisexual and she wouldn't touch the girls

that he fucked if they were both bisexual sure but like she's bisexual and she's willing to fuck the girls that they have threesome's with yeah but he's obviously not fucking that guy yeah it's different I mean the whole thing is different and she's willing to fuck that girl but he's not wanting to fuck that guy. It's not the same. Yeah.

And that's just one reason I'm saying. There's another reason. But that's just the reason it also makes sense. You know what I mean? There's a whole bunch of fucking reasons I'm not okay with it. But it's like it's also just like for people to react the way that they did. It's interesting because they've been porn stars. That's the thing that's interesting to me.

It's like they've already done it all. Yeah, but his girl's never gone cracked. Yeah. And apparently he filmed it, which is absolutely insane. Apparently he what? Filmed it? I don't know anything about that. Really?

the straight face all time he filmed it apparently who said that the dude that cracked her he said he filmed it yeah i saw a video of him talking about how he dmd him he's like oh what's your rate he's like boom 4k he's like okay we'll give you 10 and then he was saying that he filmed unless that was a cg i video but i don't think so i mean maybe i just the fuck part is like they're they just you could tell like i watch it the internet right like they're just they're hamming this shit up to i wonder how much they're gonna make a lot of money a lot A lot of it's not worth it, though. You make a lot of money doing a lot of other things.

Yeah. That's why it's like, you can make, I can, bro, if I was a scammer, I'd be the best scammer on earth. Well, that's what I was curious about. I never get caught, by the way, if I wanted to. Is this like, no, I get it. That's what I was curious about this situation. I was like, how much is enough? Because I know they do really well already got the plug talk.

They already do so well. I'm like, how much more do you need? To go to that extent. You never know their lifestyle or spending lifestyle. Some people like, say they make a million dollars a month. Sure, maybe they spend $600K on them. You don't know their fucking lifestyle. Oh, my fuckers are different.

I was crazy. When I was making a lot of money, I was spending a fuck ton, like a fuck ton, like a disgusting amount. Now it's like no matter how much, probably a billion out, I'll never spend like I used to. Never. Yeah. I'm going to get Adam on here and talk to him about this shit. Because I'm actually curious. Like, it's like, what's, I just, I see all the clips.

I'm like, oh, my God. This is fuck. The reactions, dude. Oh, he posted a pick of me, like an old pick of me holding his girl. I saw that. Bro, it was so funny because I had it open as you texted me to like do the pot. I was like, do I want to do it? That was an old-ass lifting video

Like we worked out together Old old but he posts that But he's like hamming it up And I get it That was like foreshadowing Yeah That was years ago Because he was crying while you were holding

I was like I was gonna tweet like you I was gonna tweet like You think Adam will let me fuck his girl next Wow And then I was like It would have banged But it's just

And I honestly think he would have been cool with it I don't he gives a fuck Bro look what he's doing You don't give a fuck That guy don't give a fuck That guy don't give a fuck It's kind of insane God damn dude

I don't know Like, I just couldn't, it just can't be me. I couldn't be me. Yeah. I couldn't allow that, man. I didn't think shit's crazy. Okay, anyways, we didn't answer. We didn't answer about this.

The Nick Merck stuff. I was, I was, okay. I was thinking that too. I was just thinking that I never responded to that. Yeah. I want to get myself in trouble. Come on. Ask me that question.

Yeah. Like, what, what, what did you think about the reaction from call of duty towards? This is what? Oh, call duty. Imagine being a rated M game. Bro, imagine being called on. Imagine being called duty. What?

2000 what? When was called duty modern warfare two? 2009? 2009. Imagine Call Duty fucking modern warfare lobbies. They would have gave him a skin for doing that back then. They would be like, wait, he said that. Here's a skin.

Bro. That's what I'm saying. Like that game was built on. Listen, I don't know what about. Activision bought out by Microsoft and it's all BHM pushing everything, bro. Why they don't like threads? It's BHM.

Don't care. Oh, fuck. I'm on threads though. I like that shit. Bro, but bro, call duty was built on toxicity. Like straight up.

Like, how are they going to act like it's like, oh, we're a fucking sense of, I love call duty because it showed no matter how toxic you could be to someone you can still be their friend. Yes, bro. I like that. But the world's not like that anymore. Now it's like if you don't agree with 100% what the fuck I believe in, we cannot talk. Yeah, we're. If you eat eggs and I hate eggs, we can't be friends. That's what eventually

to turn to. Bro. Like, bro, motherfuckers are crazy. They're crazy. Do you think it's going to turn around? I mean, we got to believe them. We have to bully them back. That is the only way out is we all collectively have to. There's more of us than them. Hey, let's bully their ass. We're just, so half of us are just too afraid to say anything. Yeah. That's what it comes down to. Yeah. There's so many people would be like, that shit's bullshit. They'll sit over there not saying a word. Yeah. And then the people that will say word, they'll watch them get bullied.

Like, you know how many people watch me get attacked by the gray ship? I was like, he's right, but damn. Like, you know, any people are like that? Yeah. Because they're afraid. They're afraid they don't want, they think that, you know, but you know how hard my life's been since I like said all that. Like how hard it's been to go outside for me and shit since all that should happen.

Who are? From all the grace fans. I can't fucking go anywhere without them bothering me. Really? Imagine. Hell no. They don't fucking exist. They don't fucking exist.

Not a single one of them. I said, you, what? You had me going. Like what this shit's not real You have me going It's not real It's not it's not it's not it's not it's not it's not it's not it's not it's not I've never I know my life in my fucking life and I know if I'm in real life they'd be cool

There's not single person that's never like me in real life That I've met like it's actually insane that you say that Because every single person that's ever come to me Like they also lean they also lean this way They lean to the right Which is right and left the end right is Republican left is Democrat Yeah they always lean that way No one ever comes up to me is like oh man

I should have been more fucking accepting. We're like, no, it's like, it's just a weird thing. So the Nick Merck stuff, I find interesting because, like, he said something so, like, ingest and it was like people trying to make like this is like a, this is some homophobic shit. It's like how. I just hate how it's like you have, again, like I said, you have to agree with everything. You can't tell me like, bro, I hate your videos, but you're a cool guy. That's fine.

Cool. What's up? Like, it's not a big deal. But now it's like, you can say, I'm just going to say for what it is, but like, you can say, like from Nick Merck's point of you like, get married, do whatever you want to have a certain age, fucking what do whatever you want I support everything you want to do but just kind of keep the kids out of it

right and this is my reason for why because I identify as one of the smartest humans on planet earth right and I like that but I am it's so fucking true my brain moves away it's just no chance but anyways

and I was such a fucking idiot when I was a kid I was such a fucking idiot and I was impressionable and you just don't know you don't know bro you don't know you don't know when you're a kid

you might and also a lot of kids they want attention so fucking badly so fucking badly because I might make a mistake just because they want attention. So I'm thinking there's a lot of that. And it's like, bro, and from, I've talked to, like, a lot of gay people in my life, too. Like, I've had, but also, I guess, like, I don't fully understand that full conversation.

Like, I don't, I know the, you know, I know it's, like, different between, like, transgender is gay. Like, I know there's a massive difference. But I've talked to a lot of gay people before because I just wanted to always know, like, does it happen to you or is it natural? Like, I wanted to know, like, is it something that can, you can turn to or is it, like, from every gay person I've ever talked to and just had, like, real conversation with them. It's something they were born with and they always knew, right? So it's not something that like, so I'm never worried about that.

I'm never worried about a kid maybe ending up gay because he watched a bit. No, because I genuinely leave if you are gay, you are gay. And like maybe if you pretend to be because you want attention for whatever reason, then you fall out of it later, sure. But the other stuff, I get it also. You are free to do whatever the fuck you want to. I want people to feel good. That's all I care about.

I don't necessarily care if like, and I'm not trying to give like a weird PR answer. I just want to say it for what the fuck it is. I don't have no PR team. But I genuinely do want people to feel good and just like, feel how the fuck you want to feel. But forcing on everybody else's throat it's crazy. That's what I don't like. Getting people to agree with you. I get some people hate so hard that they make you feel like you can't do what you want to do.

But at the same time, I feel like the whole campaign should be structured differently. Instead of being like love and accept us, you should like empower the people of that community to love and accept themselves. That it doesn't matter what anybody else says about you. Instead, they try to force everyone who's beefing with them to fuck with them. Instead of just for like empowering the people that are a part of the community to just like empower themselves and not worry what the fuck these people are saying because that's just reality. Yeah. I feel like it's acceptable. enough in society now to where you don't have to completely force it i don't think you could force

anything like that i'm gonna get shit on for that but i don't really care no no no because again it's also not my demographics i don't care i don't think i'm just gonna say it for what the fuck it is like i'm not afraid like i do treat people every human with respect and i'm a person that believes that if you act this respectful to people you deserve what the fuck happens you whether that's shot killed i don't care like that's why i like red states because they're very like you just assume everybody's got a gun let me act fucking right yeah that's good maybe everybody should have a gun so people act right like because people Can do whatever the fuck they want for TikTok and do all this dumb disrespectful shit and feel like they can get away with it

Well, what I find interesting is like it's just not cool and then be victims and the other person Yeah, yeah the bad guy because you want to fucking do some clout chasing shit. It's the victim shit I hate victim. It's the victim and that's why I always make sure everybody knows I'm not a victim I'm not a don't tell this he's crying about what the fuck I'm not saying I'm saying I'm the only I'm so happy I'm so happy I'm so happy I'm so happy I'm so happy because I thought me more than if I didn't do that I would like I learned way more lessons from that happening than it not happening so it's like I'm so it's like I'm so it's like I'm like I'm grateful I got to expedite my growth in mind because of all that yeah it's it's like it is weird it's weird when people like put the the blame or they put the emphasis on someone else and then play victim to like try to get like coddle some sort of and everyone just pulls the card right it's like I call the girl mid misogynistic it's like you do anything they pull the card

it's like that's what they do now because it's like power points yeah you know what I mean it's like it just makes people feel like they're spitting they're saying something but they're all fucking idiots yeah it's like it's like Like they're all fucking so stupid. They can't do no math. They can't comprehend a situation for what it is. Okay, this is a situation, variable, variable. Like they think one plus one equals two.

They can't realize it also 0.5 plus 0.5 plus 1 also equals two. Or 0.5 times two plus one also equals fucking two. Like they can't do it. Their brains are incapable, single decimal calculator brains, bro. I'm telling you. And it drives me crazy. That's why all I really wanna do now is like, just go through fucking Twitter. Because all these tweets that you see with hundreds of thousands of likes, they're stupid.

And it's 100,000 more stupid. people agreeing with them just because you see mass adoption on a post and a lot of people like you and whatever doesn't mean they're right at all and like i've seen a lot of people get driven crazy from the amount of knowledge they have ignorance is truly but the dumber you are like that's why sky my dog is so fucking happy all the time he doesn't know what the fuck's going on the more you understand what's going on the more upset you become and a lot of my depression came from my understanding of the world and understanding what things are and why they are the way they are this i felt during the whole covid thing dude it makes you upset it makes you upset when you

realize things for what the fuck they really are. It sucks and it depresses you. One of my biggest reasons to want to kill myself was so I could escape this terrible world because of how broken it is. But then I said, let me just troll them instead because they're all fucking stupid. So I mean, just keep telling how fucking dumb they are.

And then they're not going to see it. They're going to, it's so funny because they're going to be the ones to try to call me dumb when they're the ones that are sick. No, no, I get it. The better question is how do you fix it? How do we get?

It has to come around, man. You can speak it. You can bring a horse to the water, but you can't force and drink. Bro, you see it. You see motherfuckers like Tate talking, you see all these motherfuckers talking. Nobody, people will just talk shit and say, make jokes. That's it.

They don't care. The, the, the, the HM got them, bro. They're going to keep being their fucking marketers for them. Like, think about it. That political side has people marketing their point for them and fighting for them for getting nothing. Like all these people, they fight for them as if they're on salary. They fight and get nothing. And they get played.

And they turn into fucking slaves. And they're just like, woo-hoo. They're gassed about it. And they get lied to left and right. And it's like, no. We don't believe the lies, it's fine. They lied to us, no. They probably did it for a good reason because they care about us.

They're brain dead. It is too many brain dead under-evolved people. Their minds just haven't evolved yet because they trust their parents. My biggest thing is I always told my parents like, you guys don't know shit. This is interesting. If you trust your parents, you're set up for failure because your parents come from a world where they were designed not to understand a fucking thing. And I tell my parents that all the fucking time. So I'm their teacher these days.

They learn from me because I understand. They were not equipped to understand because they didn't have the internet. Yeah. These weren't. It's interesting. You had to get so lucky to find someone who knew the truth. Well, everything that you knew was based as what you were told, period. There was no like...

That's why I don't really pay attention to history. I don't know my history too much because I believe it's cat. I've always since I was getting like, it's cat. Bro, when I somebody, if some homies I know, when they tell me a story what happened yesterday, they butcher the whole fucking thing. Like their homies tell me stories and it's like not at all what fucking happened. Do you think I'm going to trust a guy from fucking all those years ago,

tell me a story? It's interesting. I'm just my dick. You lie. It's interesting. They lie. They line. Bro, we got to, we got to fix this shit, dude.

What do we do to fix it? So I talked to train about this after you. There's only one way to do it. So because humans are so idiotic, they only have one way to believe anything now. Well, how do humans believe anything? Headlines, media. That's what they're told.

Yeah, what they're told from media and headlines. They're programmed to believe media. There needs to be a bunch of people who come together that all believe in the same thing, that have money also. So Elon's on that list. Like, hey, people like that. It's people that give a fuck about Kanye,

people like that, and make some sort of news in every department possible from makeup to basketball, ball to fucking, everything, every department. And it needs to be some sort of like competitor news to all of them. And over time, of course they're going to get shit on. Of course it's going to be brought up. It has to be like the strongest independent people in the world.

But it's just also even at that rate, it's still super fucking hard. But I feel like that's the only fucking shot is if you make your own news in every single department possible and you just have no bias because everything has a bias. Like Jake Lucky, that pussy. Every time he posts me, there is a bias. And now I mess with him like, bro, I see right through. He's like, what are you talking about? I don't have an agenda.

But every fucking tweet is painted to make me look bad. And the reason I don't like that guy. And the reason I did, I did an interview with you. I did it with anybody before him. And I told him, if you have questions, send him to the next time I'm doing an interview with, I'll never do one with you. Because that motherfucker just wants to, it's weird because he's big on Twitter, but his show is so small.

His show is like not even 1% of what his Twitter is. It's crazy. And he just wants to use me to, like, help boost his show and shit. And also, he doesn't care. Like, I can see that you kind of care about what happens. Like, you're a caring human. A to Tos he was a caring human. People care.

Yeah. He just cares about how the story will help him. And he puts his own little bias in there. It's just corny. Like, I don't fuck with you, bro. It's just like,

it's just really lame. You know what I mean? He's not like a terrible human, but I just don't like his game. Even Keymstar, I used to not fuck with Kimstar for that. But then like, after the years,

I really is like a bad human, but he just does what he does social media-wise. But he's actually not a bad human-wise. Yeah. I don't think he is. I think he's a good guy. I think he's a good guy. I think I wouldn't like me sometimes

because I'm unbelievably confident of myself these days. I believe I can do fucking anything humanly possible. If I genuinely want to do something, I can do it. Just because I'm not good at chemistry is because I haven't cared to be good to chemistry. But if I want it to, I'll be the best out. I'll be the best of fucking anything I want to be. Dead ass.

I genuinely believe that. And it makes so many insecure people mad. Yeah. That's why I pulled to the other day. If somebody says like that dude's got an ego, stay away from them. Because when you call out somebody that has an ego, like for example, we've seen people like Taye McGregor, the people with like the big egos. If you have confidence, what do you have confidence?

Yeah, what do you find those type of people if you have confidence? Like I'm sure you've had confidence. When we watched Kabeeb v. McGregor at my crib back in like, you know, back in whatever. And you watch McGregor talk his shit. Are you like intimidated by him? Not at all. You find it funny. Yeah.

That's what it is. When you're confident, you find all that ego shit funny because it doesn't take away from your plate. Yeah. You're not losing muscles because McGregor is talking more shit. Like you're fine. Like, but all these people, they feel like, oh my God, that guy's confident. It's over for me. I will never be able to find confidence.

And they start thinking that they're like to other fighters or just other, just people. People. Not fighters. Yeah. I'm saying people in general. Like they let other people's like, like confidence, like make them feel inferior. It makes me feel inferior, yeah.

That's why they look to it. That guy's a fucking ego. I don't like that guy. I don't fucking like that guy because it makes them feel weak. And I only see weak people say that. I've never seen a strong, confident person call someone with the eagle. It doesn't exist because they don't say that because they're like, oh, he's confident. He's just funny.

Who cares? Like weak pussies. Like he has an ego. He actually likes himself. Why doesn't he hate himself like me? Fucking nerds. I see. Hating yourself.

Yeah. Yeah, I've definitely experienced that, just my own right. in just the dumb little industry that I'm in the fitness industry. Like, you're crumming up, you just, you experience that where people who never met you don't know, you literally have not said a single word to you

will be the first motherfuckers to run their mouth about you. Yeah. Just from a distance. People just like, without really knowing you as a human. You talk to them and everything's cool. Like that's why I was so surprised

the gray shit. Because like that's my, I guess my first time that I spoke to somebody and it didn't work out. That's like, it always works out for me. I talk to them. I'm like,

because they really, I'm not a fucking threat. I'm not aggressive like that. I'm not aggressive like that. brought, I mean, I was just trolling. I mean, I do mean it, but like, you know what I mean? But, like, I was just trolling. I, one billion percent believe that, like, she talked to face corporate before that. Like, I feel like there was no way she was trying to squash anything. Because there's no way. Oh, I was doing what you think they were trying to do then.

This paint me worse. Like, make me look, they're trying to, like, like, oh, I see. They're trying to vilify me, make me look invalid so that what I say about them. Yeah. Doesn't count. Like, then I can't be like, oh, you know, Lee tried to fuck Tommy's wife. Then I can't say things like that. Whoa. You know, I just can't say things like that. Oh, shit. Oh, it's like, oh my God. probably lying, which I'm not. Wow. But like, you know what I'm saying?

Whoa. That's tough. His baby mom, actually. Let me make it sound worse. His baby mama. Yeah, yeah. Either way, you know, you know what I find interesting? Like the people, the people that don't understand media and like social media,

just even mainstream media when they started to creep into social media, how everything is just fucking money driven, how they don't understand it like all these negative headlines. It's not bad to make money. No, it's not bad. For money. Just do it the right way. You don't have to do with the scumbag piece of shit. Like, wait, you don't have to.

That's why that's years ago. used to bother me so much because I'm like I didn't like y'all want to believe I did but I did it but it's like of course it's a better story they want to think I ran away with billions of dollars in the sunset cool I wish I fuck at this point I fucking wish you know what I mean because at least it would like made up for the amount the CS go shit yeah yeah yeah and I get it and I get that some people will be like oh well you planned on making money but didn't because you got robbed but you still planned on it is just like at the same time I'll always say I was 18 years old I was unbelievably upset with the skins I did not see it that way you know

I mean but sure I will say it was wrong that I do think promoting gambling to young kids is bad I do because they're going to do it underage like they let them at least because they're going to end up doing it when they're older most people love gambling anyways but yeah I that's the one thing I know I fucked up on but at the same time I was a kid but still not taken away from it still shouldn't have done wouldn't do it today if I had a kid uh demographic I would not gamble ever no way it's just mean it's like not mean but it's like just why put them on to that like even with drugs right like I don't ever I've never put people on the drugs nobody can maybe weed back in a day but people can't say they did their first drug with me because

I don't want that that's terrible that's terrible because I even had this realization I was one of my homies who was like he loves Coke I've never checked Coke in my life and he would always be like

People probably think you take Coke just because of how fucking Adderall and I don't do Adderall or Coke and they think I do because my brain

because my brain their brains don't move as fast as mine they're like oh my God he has to be doing Adderall he has to be doing Coke because

he's smarter than me his brain moves faster he has to be cheating that's what they all fucking think they're idiots bro they just can't believe

this guy's smarter than me this guy's but you can tell because you see muscle so they're like Okay, this guy's stronger than me, obviously. But when they see your brain, they're like, no, he's not smarter than me, even though, duh, or whatever. It's cool.

But no, I don't like the idea of putting people on the drugs because I was with a homie and, like, he was talking about how every time he hears about Coke or whatever, he just like, damn, I miss that feeling. You immediately remember the feeling. So with things like lean and like Perkinsets, obviously they're dope. So it's like, why would I want somebody to experience dope for the first time? And then every time they think about it or hearing a song, they're going to remember it. Why? It's like, because then you leave it up to how strong is your willpower? Yeah.

That's what I'm saying realistically. It's tough, man. Realistically doing these things every now that it's not bad, but like you leave it up to a person's willpower. Because then if you say it's not bad, then they're going to be like, okay, then I'm just going to try it. Then they might get stuck in the loop and then they might start doing every single day. Then it is bad. But it's like. Once you know you cannot know it.

It's definitely something to be better left. Like if you could never do it. Like I never got involved in any sort of like besides like mushrooms and smoke weed every once in a while. Like those kind of work. I think that's the one thing that if you're a clean, you do nothing. the one thing that I'll say like actually wouldn't be a terrible thing is like at some point in your life 100% not even early I think early is terrible I saw like jada Smith like full smith's wife she had her kids do it's like young age I'm like that's why they're fucking like it's like it's like it's

bad bro you can't have your like I feel like the perfect time to do shrooms is like as soon as you finish school you try whatever your first venture was whether it worked or failed I think after that after you finish school you do your first little thing and then when you need that like reset in life where you're trying to like reorganize your life yeah I feel like that's the only time like you should start like i don't think anytime before that it's like because it's not a recreational drug don't look at it's a recreational drug it's not i hate motherfuckers that she's a recreational drug it's a learning drug yeah you can use to really upgrade your life and how you move day to day for the rest of your life so really edc bro really like take i don't know this drink or

something shut up like i don't know i just don't like i don't like using like i haven't used like i got hurt though it's been like years but um maybe you should do it again i do agree i'm scared of what my pain i mean it's gonna come up what it doesn't go you just going to get worse or something yeah bro think about have you been sick when you're psychedelics I've had a cold dude if I'm I once had a terrible stomach kick while I took psychedelics and it feels like you're in hell you're just focused on it yeah dude you're in hell I don't know how else to put it I was in hell so like I'm so afraid to be in like pain now so that's I don't do it I'm like that's fine yeah but psychedelics definitely man like

like you said a learning drug it's something that you want to take like with an intention to try to get better from it not just like go to fucking chill like you said EDC bullshit but yeah I never Like I never got tied up in that stuff And I definitely would say like there's just some drugs It's just not worth it Because like like that idea of once you can't You can't unknow it once you know it

That's hard Like you said the willpower stuff Then you leave like you really leave it up to someone Being like you're gonna make the right decision Dude have the most dog shit willpower Because think about I genuinely believe that If you're in the 99 or one It shows up where your willpower is in life

You know of course there's like variables And you can get unlucky from a ton of different things Or you could just be born in a fucking slum in India I'm sure that's like very hard to make it out America, not so much because you have internet, you have a lot of access, but it's all willpower, bro. It's all that's all it is with everything in life, with how you feel, with what you have in life, all that is like, it's all willpower, it's all your disciplines, all your obsession,

it's all it is. And people just don't, they want to make excuses. Like the more that you can, even if it's not your fault, say it us, what do you lose? Yeah, I mean, I see what you're saying. I see what you're saying for sure. Obviously, like, yeah, I mean, actually, it's tough because I did this for a while where like a part of my issue in in uh in like relationships was making things too much my fault that I was hard I was too hard on myself to allow myself to like continue to experience like those

things in new different ways because I was so hard on how it was and like oh I could have done this or I could have done that so it made a little bit more difficult but I will say there is so much truth to the idea that every single thing that happens to you is a part it's like part from you like meaning like if I couldn't have an interaction with you that was negative unless I was a part of it you know what I'm saying like I would have to be in there somehow to be like okay now my perception of how this interaction went was negative so there is so much in everything that it happens to us that it is up to us and how we determine like we're going to move from it yeah it's a positive or negative perspective and like you people just choose the negative one because they've wired their way so this is the thing it's easier and that's what I was going to talk about even even this whole like you know we were talking earlier about like media and like marketing and how like everything's money driven which is fine but everything has been just everything is based on negativity everything's based on like bad shit happening and it's like wired people like even social media think like the biggest views is always like when it's drama when it's you know when it's something

negative like same shit social social media now obviously mainstream media is blended completely into it done the same exact thing that YouTubers have done for years now they're just making you know every single headline terrible you know what I hate to they'll always put like this person under fire And that's, any person that does that is BHM because when you, it's like they insinuate that this negative already to this person. Even though it's like, people are under fire over everything. Yeah. You would do anything and be under fire.

But then they pick those small comments and they just like want to paint them that way. Yeah. I hate all them. They don't just say things for what it. That's why the truth social media thing I was talking about, like how you should make something for every department is making the super honest shit. Nothing is biased. Things are just for what they are. Yeah.

Because every sort of news has a bias. They'll say it, but they'll say it this way. look at this awesome bag versus look at this terrible bag and they already like tell you how what they feel about it before they even delivered information black mirror thing that just came out this i did but which one the the the jonah's awful thing okay so yeah i remember that one i tried to watch it three times i can fall asleep but i did see it so it was the same exact concept there was like literally a scene which is like even the people making this content know that this is true everyone knows that this is true yeah the the content the video is like it's basically a black mirror

episode where this woman's living her life and she's like with the blonde hair she goes home and then everything's on TV she breaks up with her boyfriend so her life her life's on TV because she sign up to the streaming platform right and so but the thing that's being created is like oh that's how she ended up being on it is because she signed when she joined the term services she didn't read it and so the whole thing is like they're gonna make everyone their own live show which because it's super relatable and there's a bit where they talk to the creator of the thing of the program that like the lady's like why is it awful like someone's asking her this question why does it have to be awful she's like well we tried to like you know life

is awesome like so and so and so is awesome and it just didn't it didn't do as well like people weren't as interested in it like no it's a hundred percent people don't give a fuck of a crazy dog when even like when i talked about me walking no one gives a fuck this i gotta get into the gray's bullshit or phase drum i'm like oh yeah give me more why is it pushed why is it pushed do you think like genuinely speaking i'm not got a little crazy conspiracy theory but is it is it just because the people at the top with everything know that that if you just do that and you keep everyone here yeah no it is that and so if you keep everyone that everybody's already kept there and upset that they will relate and resonate more with the

negative drama than the good drama like for example even a lot of this face stuff a lot of people be like who cares who cares who cares about these millionaire rich kids anyways who cares about them because a lot of people are like that so they know that they're like brokey demographic or like like he's hilarious yeah but that like demographic they don't want to see positive shit because it's going to take away from their life like I said it makes everyone feel insecure they don't want to see positive shit they don't want to see this guy win this they don't want to see negative shit that's what makes it hit mostly that's what makes people talk about it and It's like, I don't feel like it resonates with people.

So you don't think it's a, so you think it's completely self-derived. Meaning like everyone is just collectively. No, not just like, they're not doing it because they're like, oh, these people happen to be said. No, because we've made them sad. So we're continuing to do this to instill the image. But my question to you is do you think that like it's self-derived meaning like we are also just choosing that? Like we're hardwired to choose that to choose. Yes, hardwired though.

Yes. I believe everyone's been programmed by their parents and by their grandparents and by everybody is from media and what it's done. the people you know what I mean so you think if if but it's designed obviously right it's like the old rich people like the fucking Rothschild and whoever all the old old old OG trillionaires and also it's so crazy that people think that like Elon's rich and all these people are rich like they're not they're broke they're to us they're rich to us oh to us but we're fucking broke is a real rich people Elon is broke you talk about the people who own everything type shit bro you know the difference between a million billion trillion right and don't just say zero

Don't say it's three zeros. You know the difference, right? It's a fuck ton. It's a fuck ton. So a million seconds, how long? Seven days. Yeah. Billion seconds. How long? About 30 some years, 31, 32 years.

Yeah, trillion's like, trillion is what? 32,000 years, bro. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, no, it's different. It's ridiculous. It's ridiculous. So who has that money? Oil, not even.

Dude, it's like, I don't want to get all Kanye, bro. But it's like, and yo, and listen, I don't even think it's a bad thing in hair. Like a lot of people complain about it. I just like speaking about things for what they are. Again, my bias, I don't have. It's about what the truth is, what's logical, not what I care or like, because I realize it's like the world's bigger than my. It doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter. It's just what it is. So I like talking about these things just so people know what it is, not like whether it's bad or not, but like even if Jewish people do on everything, okay. Like they, I look at any culture that would have done that for themselves is dope. Like they figured it out. Yeah, but who wouldn't have done that back in the day, right? Like who wouldn't have?

Like if they could find a structure to set up their family and their generation, who wouldn't. So it just is the way it is and people just don't want to talk about it. But it's not a bad thing. I mean, they do bad things with it. but it's not inherently a bad thing in my opinion like it is what it is and i get it people just want everything to be like oh like democracy everybody works together you guys don't you guys don't want to work together people only want to work together they don't because it's easy so many things in america could have been solved and people's work together but they don't

they just say they do and they say like hey government can you handle it and they know the government's not going to handle it bro it's like think about the most democratic help people states have the most homelessness why most brackets why and and the most money california you know California is like this out of like countries like where countries I'm saying GDP it's like seven yeah out of the whole out of the whole world trillion GDP I think like it's like competing with India yeah it's yeah I know yeah I know if we draw two minutes bro if we got two minutes it's gonna be a homeless guy right there fighting for his fucking yeah it's insane it's sad bro it's like they don't give a fucking you all just keep getting

played by them so it's like yeah like where the fuck is the money going dude I mean they just don't the government the way that they spend is ridiculous my lawyer told me wants a story about like how people were overcharging for like plain bolts like there was people like these two women went to jail for charging the government like a million dollars for a single plane bolt because they just realized that you could upcharge the government whatever the fuck you want they pay they didn't really care back then until they caught on to that one they ended up arresting them they didn't get arrested but I'm saying like the idea that they were able to get away with it for so long to show that you could just charge them whatever it's

it's crazy too man the kind of shit that goes on like insider trading shit like that happened but but but I happen not just to you guys in face it happens a whole I'm talking about, like, the biggest scale possible. Of course. You're just like, people, it's like people hear about and they're like, eh, and they're still just arguing about. They made everybody broke enough to not care. It doesn't even affect me, who cares?

That's how everybody feels. And they don't feel like they even have a chance to get there because it's deemed like unrealistic to them. Everything is realistic. It's just like, every human is capable, just 99 won't do it. That's the thing. Every human is capable. Yeah.

So everybody has that equal chance. You really think everyone is capable? I do. Interesting. I do. I believe every person could have a specific, I believe that if I said all the motherfuckersers are dumb well because they don't live with me and they don't listen to me if i had one person live next with me i probably i could take any fucking idiot in the world and make him a warrior i know that i know

that for a fact a genius warrior at that not genius i try to sell me a course right now no okay okay okay no courses and i don't even want to like say that because like no course and it's not even a thing where i'm like watch my videos for free i don't give a fuck like i don't i don't it's not even about that to me it's just genuinely how i feel i've done that in real life with real examples with real that's what i do bro i that's why i don't want friends no more i'm the best i realize and not like like cocky shit but like bro I'm such an asset to people yeah I just because the way that I think is like how do I make you more money how do I help your bit I don't know why I'm like I want to help people like from my heart like even the phase of New York should happen because

of that I was calling something I was micromanaging everybody's shit that's why I love Doug because he's the only person to really give me credit for that because Doug had no idea what the sensor he came in he didn't know what the fuck he was doing I taught him how to like edit videos I'd upload this is what you do this like thumbnail this way all I tell him everything but I spent maybe an hour to him. And this guy, eight years later, still gives me credit like, I helped him

every single day, every day. And I did it. Yeah. I did it with other people, and they gave me no credit. They act like they did it. And it's fine. God, don't get me talking about this.

Bro, let me say something. Hold on. I helped the fucking chick become a millionaire. I know you're talking about it. Yeah. You know, everyone fucking knows. That's the thing.

In less than two years, in less than two years, bro, making $100,000 a month. She did herself, though, bro. Come on. I don't give a fuck. I'm kidding. I'm kidding.

I'm kidding. Of course, I need a fucking thank you for that fucking house. This is the reality. This is the crazy shit. Who the fuck at 22 or 21 in less than two years you become a millionaire? And then you tell the person, when you moved across the country and had zero, zero income, who the fuck are you to tell that person? You moved across, you moved across the country from New Jersey to California, making

zero income. You go two years making $100,000 a month. Now you start making $100,000 a month. And you go, oh, you didn't do enough for me. bro that's what I'm saying it's like it's almost like there was a time and bro lived in my house for free only paid utilities and honestly see after I felt the same way about a bunch of different things where there's people that I've took care of forever and then one time that's one dude he just happened to me the driver's seat at McDonald's and he paid it after me paying for him for years I put this motherfucker on an allowance everything and he said but you got me next everything and he said but you got me next I was like I mean I mean yeah but you got me next I was like I mean this is the thing this is the thing this is the fact that you even just said that is just crazy like I mean this is the thing this is But I also understand why people put percentages on people. Before I used to think it was the doucheous thing ever. Like Jake Paul putting 20% on Team 10.

Honestly, with certain people, if you put them on that hard, it's just so they don't fucking act like they did it on their own. Because if some people were, if she was all paying you 20%, she could never say you didn't do enough or you never did anything because I'll make it 20%. I did it though. I had a contract. Oh, you were making 20%? No, she was paying me 30%.

She had a fucking contract for four years. Oh, so what's not paying me no more. She's refusing to pay me. I'm going to fucking four. So the point is like. How many years was a contract? Four. And obviously still in the four.

right it's still within the four of course i mean you could sue if you want to or you care about yeah but then it's like you know yeah but there's just so much shit that's just like it's just like here's here's my deal when you're making no money you agree to something from across the country and you say this sounds like a good deal yeah parents say yeah i say yeah dad says yes she i as in me as being her right she's everyone's saying yeah making no money i move across the country and I say okay I'm going to come to this house I'm going to make all this content meet all these people meet all these people that are in my life still to this day

right and it's worth nothing when I sign that and I say yes but I see the potential right and then I get everything I get the followers 600 700,000 followers whatever it is I get everything I get 20,000 10 10 30 60 100 thousand dollars for a few months you didn't do enough for me like when it was worth nothing you say yes I sign here, we all agree. And now it's, now it's, now it's worth $100,000 a month you want to go, you could,

you could have done, you could, you could do more for me. You could always do more though. Bro. Like you, it's like you gave her the entire start, the entire. And that's a lot of things like with the social media, you don't even need to like micromanage as much in your position. Like you just gave her the fucking start. And it's like even like, bro, them acting like came in and are doing shit.

It's like, bro, you're coming into a, on a winning team. You're coming to a championship team. You're coming to Walt, when we're out. at the top it's easy like sure it's not like she came up with you both you was zero followers and you came up together yeah she came to the right i've been doing this for fucking 12 that's what i'm saying he just gave her like part of your win that you already had that's the thing so it's so different like you were already if if you weren't winning 100% i see what you're saying yeah so that's what i was starting from jump and we were sorry yeah if face corporate

came up with us i'd never say a word i'd be like bro those are dogs like they you know but it's not exactly it's not exactly and then i'm just turned around like you didn't do enough for me and i'm just like bro what the fuck that's the craziest shit ever that's how people are bro unfortunately is this how people are and that's why i don't really want to like when i meet a loyal person or somebody who i know will never say that i like rock with them because like i prefer loyal even if you're like an idiot and you're broke i don't care it's like i'd rather just you be loyal i like loyalty or i can make you smart and i can make you rich but i can't make you think about that when something's worth nothing you go yeah this is great and then when it's worth

a hundred thousand dollars and you're like i want to keep all this money now i'm greedy like bro yeah what the fuck dude that should piss me off they're not culture yeah i have a whole different argument about that because i'm like from mississauga canada like one of the most cultured places in the fucking world like white people are a minority where i'm from and if you are white you're german italian in in missusaga canada yeah or polish or something you're not gonna be like i'm white america fourth of july why you think people just fucking suck like that man because they're all they're fucking ancestors of fucking colonizers dude they suck comes down to they're not you went there it's true it's so true since i was a kid i'm

like bro why americans like this why the fuck are americans like this why the only people that ever acting that way towards me aren't like americans bro i like i like americans like i hate americans like i hate american but but americans are you defining i hate the attitude it's like why is it always like me first and like how are you defining americans because you said like not like because i'm italian how are you defining americans like because we did come here for ellis island and shit we're like what's good so we're considered it's different because there's cultural americans obviously but also

it's like some of them conform to that like weird american mindset and it's like i don't i like America obviously. There's certain things I like and don't like, but I don't like that like me first mindset. Like, it's just very, like they take advantage of people. They don't really, I don't know. It's like, I need to actually think about it more because I actually do fucking sound stupid right now. Because I've like, I came from Mississippi where everybody's super culture, very polite respect. That's what I'm trying to get. Respect. America lacks respect. That's what it lacks respect. That's what it lacks. Cultures teach you fucking respect. When you're in Canada, every person was raised from like an immigrant parent who came from a different country who brought their morals and culture with them. And every culture revolves around respect. There's There's not a single culture that is disrespectful. They're all respectful. And America has no culture. And every culture that did come here, they conform and have that American culture. That's what it comes down to. This made-up fake colonizer culture that's not real.

It's bits and pieces of everybody that they don't even know. Like, they don't even really know whether. I'm like, oh, I'm white. I'm from. But they don't know anything about it. Or even like black people everywhere. They don't know where they're from. That shit was crazy when I first came out here.

Like, oh, where you're from? I'm black, bro. What do you mean? But yeah, but what country? I don't fucking know. That's crazy. Where I'm from? There's not a single person.

I'm going to be like, I'm black. That's not a thing. You Jamaican, you Trini, you Guyanese, you fucking Nigerian, Sudanese, Somalian or something. Yeah. You're not like just black. That's out here. But I know why, obviously, American slave shit, like way back in the day. That's why.

So I get it. But it's just crazy. They just like ripped everyone away from their culture and made them, I don't know. This is this weird made up fucking money culture. Yeah. And it's just a very me first type place. And it's just not cool. I don't, I don't fuck with it.

It's like, because I don't say, I like support capital. I like people to be able to make money, but like if you work hard, you should be able to make more money, of course, if you're smarter, if you come with cool things, of course. I think people like Elon and Jeff Bezos shouldn't pay tax. I don't care. They provided a fucking service to the world that is so fucking dope. I mean, it's a whole economy. Dude. Yeah, that's cool as fuck. So they deserve it. Speaking of money. I'm so mad I sounded stupid there. We're talking about why I hate America. No, no, no, no, no. But no, I didn't. It was because I couldn't think about the word like the cultural respect because that's where everything stems from. People that are cultural, they just don't act. that way, but I'm telling you. Like, I used to say white a long time. He's like, I hate white people. But it's not white, because it's not white. It's not just white. Tico's white.

Yeah. He's not like that. He's Swedish. He's cultured. It's like, it's cultured. That's what I care about. Because I've met even like black people that are white. I've met air people here that act white because they've conformed.

I see what you're saying. Like you said white as the as the as the like you're not the actual skin cover. It's the way you add or not. I see what you're saying. Colonizer. That's funny. So speaking of money. What do you think about all this like the streaming wars?

Like the fucking, the kick, the rumble. Yeah, I want one, dude. It's offered me the most dog shit contract. I said, bro, I wouldn't even take five, or three times that I wouldn't even take that. Kick offered you one. Trash deal. Yeah. Trash deal.

But it's okay. Rice is getting back into it. He just, he did rumble. But I think Rumble, I spoke to the CEO also. No offense, but he doesn't understand. He thinks he does, but he doesn't. Like, no offense. But again, he's built Rumble and whatever, but I talked to him.

And I said, bro, what you should really care about is your UI. And, like, things that creators will enjoy feeling. trying to explain like my perspective as a creator like back in youtube day i just wanted a banner when you're a kid there's little things you're you don't necessarily care about the money you care about the things that come with it like even the blue check it doesn't necessarily bring you money but it gives you status it gives you that feeling so you have to cater to that feeling for a creator a little achievements little things like the one mill plaque yeah random things like that they don't care about that they don't care about the ui i told them how important the ui is because i'm like

if i'm going to sit on the platform i have to like what it looks like if you want to live in a house want to live in a house that you actually like the vibe but you don't want to like sit in a fucking cardboard box. Yeah, I'm not going to lie. And Rumbles UI is a 2008 cardboard box. It's dog shit. Dog shit.

And when I told him that, he said, listen, if we're going to talk about UI, you're going to bore the fuck out of me. You just don't get it. You don't get it. You don't get it.

It's the truth, though. It's the fucking truth. The UI matters, how it looks, how it feels, matters, matters, matters, but he doesn't matter. Well,

it's also the users. Like you said, they want to be able to be like. Yeah, and I'm sure he's a cool guy. He's Canadian also like, but it just, It bothered me because I'm like it just I hate corporate people that are so out of fucking touch You know what you eyes really dope you know what you guys really don't makes me mad what

You know what you guys really dope threads I knew jacob was gonna like that why because it does a little swirley thing dude i don't go fuck i love that out little fucking swirley thing fuck it's so good it's a swirley thing i need it's so sexy bro you pull it down goes like what if twitter did that what if you swip down twitter got the little bird they got the bird starts fucking doing like cool little colors did a dance honestly i love Twitter. Elon, do some. You're losing Brad. You got to fight back.

No, I'm doing both, dude, straight up. But, but I get what you're saying. I get what you're saying. So, like, I've realized, though, it seems like streamers, have streamers always been like the highest paid people? I don't know when that happened. Because it's fucking, it's the thing now. I don't know when that happened.

I genuinely, but it's because YouTube, there's no competition. YouTubers always made more money than streamers for sure. I mean, streamers also, they crowd fund their money. Right? Like, I never got a dollar from people. Like, it was like, watch an ad or buy a product that you're going to have. right never like because me my hate that i hate i hate i always had donations turned off but i'm like i might i might be an idiot for not doing this then of course saudi arabian

prince came and blessed me when i streamed for a little bit on the donation shit but like how much you how much you bless you with 25 or 30k but it was this cool like random dude he's like but he didn't say shit he's like hi my name nuke and then just drop money it's like shit i was like damn fire yeah he just did like little cod challenges and shit so i was like damn but i don't want to take like i just hate the idea because i know it for what it is right I'm an OG, I'm an old head, I'm all that. So it was just on TV, and back then there was no ads, there was no nothing. The only way that a streamer could even remotely do this to the living is if you donated.

So you had to crowd fund back then. But now Twitches took advantage of what that means, and they just profit off it. They just have, they make you think that it's a good thing to sub and a good thing to donate. It's the same thing as like tipping. Yeah. And they make you think that, y'all, come on, you're not going to tip. Come on. This is my way of saying, I'm not going to pay them.

You pay them for me, bitch. Yeah. I love tipping. That was my way of doing charity because I always hated charities. and like who the money actually goes to and shit because they'll be like, well, I'll sorry myself a million dollars but then whatever's left over will give to the charity. Like I don't like any of that shit, right?

So I just, I've always hated charity. So my version of charity was literally as giving to people, GoFundMe's, homeless people, tips. That's my version of charity, right? So I'd always tip a lot, but I still don't like the format because dog is just like, it's obvious. So what it is. It's like, I don't want to pay my employee.

You pay them. And also, you know, if you don't tip sometimes, they end up owing the restaurant money? What the fuck? Like my sister, she's a server at this place in Canada. I'm like, she has to pay a percentage of the sale. So if you don't tip, she ends up only the restaurant money. Bro, and they'll take it out of her paycheck?

Yeah, she owes them money. That's insane. It's insane. It's insane. And they just manipulate everybody. Like, that's just the way it is. No.

No. Just pay your fucking employees. Bro, look at what they change. When people said, why does not, like, bro, even if 300 million Americans stood up and said, we don't want to pay taxes, it's gone. Yeah, well, this is, that's my favorite one of all time. Let's just do it. Come on.

Like, let's just fucking do it. I don't want to pay taxes. They got the, trusty printer why are we still like letting them make us broke bro but these people don't get it they don't will not stand together and that's what i really like bro people want to stand together for the face shit this whole role is chalked if i can't get people who built something that they know they deserve to fight for what the fuck they deserve you think people are going to fight for something that they don't necessarily even deserve but it's right no or yeah or even

think that's why it's like bro you just got to do what the fuck's best for you you just got to make yourself worry about yourself take care of your family and that's it because everybody else has sped as hell and there's nothing you can do yeah it's a fact unfortunately i wish you weren't i really wish you weren't but i wish they weren't too man because This tax one is hilarious. And I'll help anybody in any way I can. But shit. I just know there's way too many people and there's way too much like brainwashing

media put out every single day to keep them away from understanding things or what they are. Yeah, that's the thing I just, it's just so annoying. Like, and they care too much about like, I'm sure I've said like six different words this podcast. If you're going to like Cliff, I get mad at me before.

Like even when I random said, kill yourself, but I don't get. Who cares? I don't care. Like, but words are words. And I feel like that's why Kanye said what he said about the Hitler stuff.

I feel like he just said it to make a point. I don't know. I don't genuinely believe that he actually thinks that. I don't, but maybe I'm just like, whatever. But I don't think so. But I think he just said it to show that. Like, if you just say a word, look what people will take and run. I think what Kanye was trying to prove was, and I don't think he's the best way to do it.

But I think it wasn't the best way to do it. He was trying to prove that, you know, because the whole thing is like of acceptance of people and like accepting of people. Yeah. So he's trying to say like, accept this person regardless of. So he took it to the farthest level of like, well, this guy believe that. Are we going to accept him and love him for that? And everyone's like, no, no, that's way too far. So I think his whole point was on that.

I don't know. And I get that. I love that. But I also find it so funny. And I'm just going to be complete real for what it is. You take it out what it is. I probably got thousands of thousands of tweets after the whole gray shit, right? Some people laugh and some people are like, whatever.

Some people were like, oh, that wasn't cool, chill shit. The only people that said, I wish you died. I wish that overdose worked. You were fucked. You deserve to kill yourself. You're to die. Guess what color hair they all had. Blue.

Guess what flag they had all up in their shit. Their whole brand. is like who they are and who they fuck that's our entire brand god damn dude and that's the only people tell me to kill myself but they also preach love and acceptance but they all want me dead now but i should love which i do i do at the end of the day i do love and accept whoever as long as like you're fucking cool and not a threat to people and you don't attack kids or i have i have three rules i'll back you in life no matter if you just break these three rules die and i will i will help the death too if you touch kids not in california though yeah not in kansas yes if you touch kids

touch animals or touch a woman when she doesn't want you to. Yeah, that's fair. I just feel we should actually give death penalties to all those people because you can't change that. Yeah. I can, like if you think something dumb, whatever you have an ignorant statement,

we can change that. But if you do any of those three, you either, you just learn to control being a monster. Yeah. Because if you can hit a dog like that, you're a monster. I'll kill someone.

Oh my God. That way I went on to pisses me off the most because animals are so innocent that I feel more bad for them. Humans, I feel less bad because they're smart enough to take care of themselves. But animals are so. so innocent, bro. So I feel extra bad animals. And babies, right? It's like animals, babies, humans in terms of my careless. It gets me fucking rod up. I get, bro, I can't watch

any video. I'll let you cry. I sorry. That's like the one thing I will literally turn off videos. I can watch somebody get gutted and like the worst shit. Not care. I watch a puppy get fucking slip a little bit. Yeah. Like, oh, don't fall puppy. Don't fall. Why is it like that? Because they're so cute and innocent. And we're rational people. So we're rational that, oh, that guy was a pedophile and got murdered. Yes. Fuck that guy. But you see a small little baby puppy who doesn't know what the fuck's going on nature yeah it's like they don't know better because you know those dirty fucking humans know i love i love dogs and all animals to be fuck yeah that's some real shit i agree with that yeah but those those are my three rules i always

tell my friends that like people that i love like bro just you break any of these you're not my friend i don't got your back i hope you die i hope you get locked up i hate you yeah straight up because those are just three things that you can't change and pedophiles kill them all oh oh because it just i actually believe it's sexuality i don't believe it's like oh i'm in mistake I'm gonna stop liking kit no no no no like ruin you literally scar a human for the that's why the other one bothers me so much and that's why they try to plug that random like this is the end troll tweet I posted when I was like 16 17 I don't know if you saw the tweet no like I said some crazy shit like on Twitter that's why I made a 10 million dollar bet that I didn't

say I was I told I'll give you $10 million if you fuck if you're right and she was and I told I'm like do you want 10 million and she's like no thank fucking but like I just couldn't remember because I don't use the R word I used to you I used to like in call duty to be like Oh, get R word, get R word. I'll just say it because, like, it was normal. But then after you talk to people that they've actually experienced it, you realize how bad it is. And I have PTSD from what happened to me. And the first thing that I thought about when I had PTSD is, damn, those girls that got R word, like, that's how they feel.

Yeah. Like they actually remember it. So I don't even like using the word. You see me. I'm saying, I've said kill yourself. I've said all the others. I'll say R. Because I actually don't like this.

So that's why I was so certain. I'm like, I don't talk like that. I know I've never said that. It must have been like, because, bro, I deleted all my shitty tweets too. I deleted them all in like 2014-15. I don't know how that one spawned in because I heard like Twitter like re-undleaded tweets or something. Jacob had to delete all his tweets.

Dude, you know what's funny? But it doesn't. I never had to delete my tweets. I never said any stupid shit. You're also old, bro. Yo, fuck you. No, but bro, I had Twitter in, I guess that's fair in 2008. I kind of knew what.

32 at that point? No, 34, you're fuck. No, so I was, I think it was 16. I think I knew better. Oh, just a little bit. You were right there. 2008, I was 12. That is absolutely not know better.

But even when I was 16, I did not know better. But it was just like, bro, you weren't a call duty kid. We were toxic as hell. I was a call duty kid. Okay. So you get it. But I just kind of knew like, I just knew like, I can't put this on the internet. Yeah, no.

For me, it was like hell. Because for me, it was my escape from reality. At that point, I'm like, oh, the internet's not going to be shit. Let me just troll. Let me just troll. And that internet's not going to be shit. And then everything is everything. Now it's like, now it's like everything I said they reflect on who I am as a human.

Back then, it was just like, let me troll. had that mentality about the R word stuff right I have a mom and a sister like yeah I'm a mama's boy like I don't I don't have that like toxic male like energy around me that's like always like I would even like think of shit like that like no so it blew my mind when she pulled that tweet up I just said like in the this is the end right where they make the R word of an Emma Watson thing yes I said some shit like that because this dude tensor he was doing how he loved her and I said I'd do it in front of him like oh when I saw that I was like that's bad but I didn't cut it out like I could have cut out of the video I didn't want to like because I'm just honest like I'll

show everything for what it is. And bro, she re-uploaded that clip like three different times and different titles. She kept trying to paint like, look at him. He's an R-worder.

Are you insane? Yeah. Like I feel like, especially at that point, like people would have it said something like if I ever, which I never have. I always treat women extremely well.

Like, yeah, I would. You don't seem like a scummy guy. No, it's like, not at all. But yeah,

it is what I'm super crazy but not like to find this crazy shit. Is this because my outbursts of energy and like. No, no. So crazy is not so much like,

I don't think a negative thing. Yeah. Not not even at all. I love being crazy. It's just more like the, you can be, you can be like logical but erratic in your like thoughts. And they go like, it goes fast. Give an example. Just the way when you like when you ramp up and it's not like you're crazy, you're like a fucking.

Yeah. No, I get it. But when you ramp up and then you like switch topics pretty quickly. Dude, it's because my mind's moving so fucking fast. I relate to it. That's why I cut my fuckers off all the time because if I don't cut you off, I'm not going to say what I just said. It's gone. already 8,000 thoughts ahead.

Like, it's over. The only reason why... That's the issue. I feel like it does sound crazy and it sounds like you... Like, when you did acid or shrooms or whatever for the first time, did you realize why they called it tripping?

Because when you're trying to talk to someone, you sound like you're tripping. That's when I realized it. That's when I was like, that's why they call it tripping. I immediately realized it because like, I was on acid for the first time and I was trying to talk to somebody

and I was like, bro, you just don't get it. It's like, I'm here and like, oh my God, like I'm here. Because you know how in your head it's like you feel like you're there And you're floating over there. And it's like, so you're trying to explain it, but you can't. So you sound like you're fucking crazy and you're tripping,

but all this crazy shit's going on. I'm kind of like a middle level of that where my mind is going so fucking fast that I think about so many different thoughts that I start cutting myself off and I just sound crazy. Bro, I'm the same way. You know what happens to me? I just slow down a little bit. The only reason why I got better at it is because of this podcast.

I'm sure. That's the okay why I want to do a podcast so I can collect my thoughts, build my vocabulary, speak, you know, articulate myself better. Because you have to learn how to pause and like just listen. And let the other person talk. Yeah. And it's great. But it's because a lot of the people I talk to, it's like, no offense.

But they don't know anything that I don't. So I always have to like go off on them and try to like make people better. That's an interesting thing you said. Where do you learn? Who do you talk to that you actually learn from? Who do you talk to that actually like enriches you then? Unfortunately nobody. I don't have like any sort of like, yeah, no, it's not.

I never had. You know what I mean? My dad left me. I was like I never had like a mentor or anybody like that. Um, which is cool. I'm so glad he did. Fuck you. Like I'm so glad he did.

Because again, I'm a mama's boy. I'm not even like sad about that. things my mom everything on the list so don't care i'm team mom it's dad k so i don't go fuck but um yeah just i that's why like i just be watching a lot of shit i like dorton peterson like i entertain i like this people that like be talking about shit like that there's my youtube shorts fortunately is like perfect for me i swear to god it's like that's all i get all i get or like mine stuff like that and obviously i'm able to identify this bullshit is not bullshit because there's a lot of like fake people in this space and it's like free thinking space to where

they want to act like they know what they're talking or they want everybody to believe in them. I see a lot of that too. So much of it. And it's like this is also when I was talking to my girlfriend yesterday that I hate is like, I'll give you a basic example, right? So a lot of people end up discrediting themselves and making themselves look crazier by being so biased and wanting what they want to happen happen. For example.

So with like aliens, right? I obviously believe in aliens. I do. I think it's like illogical to not believe in aliens because it's like the universe is so fucking big like what. But anyways, I saw what Zirka said too. Yeah. Oh my God.

It was funny. It was funny. But he believed it. That's cool, right? Everyone's inside to live with the one of the way, but he's crazy. But yeah, I'm kidding. He's cool. I couldn't tell if he actually doing coke or he's trolling.

I don't, I don't think he was on cocaine. I think he was on it. He was definitely on Adderon. But he does, he does, he does cocaine off. Oh,

I couldn't tell if he just says that as a joke or if he just like actually does. I don't think he's so, I don't know how crazy is with it, but I'm pretty sure he does Coke once well. He was on Adderall 100%. I kind of want to try it again, but I don't because I'm already too fast. Dude,

there was at one point where like, People are going to say I use it. Nah, I'm not doing it. There was at one point where I like freaked out on him in the podcast. I saw at 5129. I was, he did the timestamp.

No, because I couldn't like, he just kept talking. And I'm like, bro, shut the fuck up. This listen to me for a person. I was like,

damn, bro. You know why? I don't know if that's at you the time, but I know it was like early 50s. I do know that because I saw comments and Royd rage and then that time. Yeah. Bro, my mom

approves everything. She has a lien for me at home and she will like she's ready to give me. My bro, my mom. and she trusts and knows everything that I do and she understands but she was the most traumatized the community can never be as traumatized as my mom

and she understands everything for what it is why do you still do it fuck it I like it I don't get high though I do so little like bro lean motherfuckers will clown me for how much I like sip they'll actually clown me because I sip so little look that ass like I pour a one in a liter dog

then what do you get from it nothing I like the taste I love the taste I don't get high I pour so little why I just create something that's like you can't because you need the certain chemicals that's in it to make it taste that specific way it's like it's like it's

sucks but that's why I'll never put anybody on a lien because it sucks like it's so good but um yeah it's if I don't do it often I do like very little and it's like the equivalency that I try to have explained to my mom is like imagine somebody who's drinking shots every single day because I was drinking a pint a day for a long time now I drink one 16th about a week or two weeks one 16th of a pint once every week or it does absolutely nothing I just love the taste so much and it's hard to like it's like I always remember that taste unfortunately that's why I never try that ass never try too expensive for you too much fakes And that's how you end up dying, right?

It's like, I'm a living example that prescription pills are very hard to kill you. They are. Hard to kill you? Very hard. Bro, I didn't lie about the numbers I did. That's all real. Again, believe what you don't. I'm letting you know.

It's real numbers. I don't know if it's hard. I feel like it's hard. Bro, it's hard. It's very easy to die off the fake ones. It's very easy to out to fake ones. Oh, I see what I see what I'm saying. You get addicted to the perks at 30s or oxy colonel 30s or you get to the lien and you want it so bad because you're addicted to it.

So you start fiending or it's too expensive perks or a third. 30 to 40 a pop link to be minimum 32 to 4,000 a fucking pint expensive as hell so what do people do buy the cheap stuff because also when there's a lot of when there's a massive market like that fakes start spotting in left and right yeah so there's a ton of the fakes will kill you with half a pill the real ones it takes so much that's insane and that's the truth of it all because fentanyl will kill you so fucking easy but the real shit won't kill you so that's bad it's bad don't do anything because you're probably gonna die because you're not smart enough to identify what's what so don't do it yeah that's a truth and also your

willpower might be out that's terrifying you're probably not gonna be honest about you're probably gonna lie about it like i tell everybody everything that i do every time i sit every time i do anything mom i'm doing this just so you know there's a heads up just know i'm doing this blah blah every single time yeah because i'm not a liar bro i'm telling everything for what it's i'm not afraid because if my mom doesn't give a fuck what i do you think i'm afraid of a fucking jimmy on this computer over there's like it's also it's it's crazy yeah because like people just don't have the the willpower to like do that as well to like treat it that way exactly i just went through so much trauma and my lesson was like bro what one i'll never do zanx

i won't even take a single zanax again zenx i won't even troll around it because that's something that makes you crazy seriously if you want to experiment it we can like i'm down to do it i'm down to do like three for podcasts one fully opioided up one shrewed the fuck up and i'm telling you and i'm telling you and i'll take a lot and i'll tell you on the zan one i will be a monster i'll do it for you and i'll just to prove a point that i will be a monster who wants that podcast i'll do all they're going to want that i'll do a super like perked out leaned out one i'll do a shroomed out one and i'll do a and you're so crazy on all three of them I'll still be smarter than you.

That's the craziest part. I'll do the mushrooms with you too. Yeah? I'll do a mushroom pod. I'm so down. I haven't done anything like that. I'm kind of scared to what am I saying. No.

I'm a wrong thing. But fuck it. It is what it is. Dude, I'm down for that. I'm a real human doing real things. So it's like that's what I care about. Fuck,

I'm down for that. Because people always think that like, it always like bother me. It's like just because people at always try to discredit me with a drug show. They think that just because you did drugs at a certain point in your life or even if you do them a little bit here and there. it means that you're not able to form sense in your head you can't be logical they're insane

yeah but even like bro when you come into this country or you do a lot of things like because remember i'm a canadian on a visa here yeah like you have to say that you don't if they know you smoke weed or they know anything it's gg's even if it's legal so you're good now though yeah yeah yeah but you know um but no i'm good i'm good i remember the last when i came for the first podcast that's like when i just got it yeah yeah okay um but no i'm just saying like they there's a lot of stigma around that shit. But it is bad. There's a lot of bad shit, like especially crack, bro. I feel like crack and meth you never come back from because of the psychosis induces. You should never do. Yeah. When whenever you ask you like, if you tried meth, they're like, are you fucking crazy?

Like that's like, those are the forbidden drug, bro. Heroin crack and meth are like the forbidden drug. Like those like you don't think about that. Because like I feel like those are ones you could really take once and ruin your whole life. Exactly. Completely. No, exactly. You could ruin your one kid when I was in like the psych ward. A kid next to me is kid Andrew. I shouldn't just a name dropped. I'm sorry, Andrew. But he was like an 18 year old kid. He was cool, but he looked sad, super sad. And I look at his arm, gashes, bro. Gashes, not cut, gashes.

So I'm just like, so what's going on there? And he's like, oh, he's like, so I did meth once when I was 15 for a week. And then I took the back of a hammer and I started fucking just like shredding. Like it was like a sharp hammer. I don't know if it was a hammer. It's like some sort of tool. I think it was hammer. And he started cutting, like gashing.

He's like, I was trying to get the demons out, bro. They were crawling through my skin. I was like, damn. Yeah. And it's like, I just remember him on the phone too. And he says, he came back crying. He's like, my mom won't help me. She won't bring me clothes.

She won't bring me anything. It was really sad. Yeah. Like, they only did it for a week, yeah, bro. But then I've heard from other people that they've tried meth and like it and they're actually kind of normal. So it's like, listen, this don't, that shit is crazy. That shit is so crazy.

That shit is crazy. Smoke a cigarette or smoke alcohol. I don't know. Just chill out. Like, that shit's crazy. Take some mushrooms. And also it's like you never risk fakes with like alcohol and stuff, right? So there's no fake alcohol.

It's going to fucking make you. Well, people waste your shit or what's it called, roofing and stuff like that. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, I mean, dude, I just, I also just find it interesting just how people in general just are so judgmental about just people on the end. Because I haven't had life experience yet. You know, that's why I, even the people that shit talk me, if they like message me and tell me some of what shit's going on, I'm very empathetic. I'm very like understanding because I've had so much real life experience, 27, but I've had the experience of a 60, 70 year old.

So it's like, I understand. It's the people that don't understand. It's like, for example, when all the 14 year old kids back in the car community, they'd say get cancer left and right. Now half of them probably won't say, oh my god, I saw almost fucked up tweet that said telling people to get cancer really caught up to me I'm not gonna lie. I laugh no Twitter troll from a Twitter troll like a kid who would just tweet everybody get cancer you fucking nerd like kids like And then you got cancer but it's a one and two I mean when you say that shit it's a one and two to get cancer So it's like yeah it's like you're 50 you're flipping a coin so just don't talk it's like you don't raise your fucking odds bitch like but I I I don't Unfortunately, he did laugh because I just couldn't believe it. I'm like, that's crazy.

Was he in a hospital? I don't know. He just tweeted it. You also could have been fucking lying. It was just a tweet, right? But it was a Twitter troll type kids. I'm like, oh my God. But I'm saying because they don't have real life experience. They didn't never. I promise you, bro. If they had like if their mom or dad died from that, they wouldn't say that. Yeah. They don't have experience. That's why I don't get mad. I can't. Bro, I'm a bitch. If I let a little pussy on the internet bother me. Who are you? Yeah. You have no experience because any person with experience will structure the sentence completely different. Even beyond this, though, I also just find interesting how people are so quick to judge other people, even though they have so much to be judged for themselves, just in general. But it's also because they lie. It's because they don't, like, for example, I can't, like, I can't be like, oh, that guy did drugs or because I'm open about my story, right?

I'm open about, like, they're not open about their story. So they's like, we'll attack people. Like, even this, bro, I've seen some Democrats who I know are racist. Call out Trump and his fans for being racist. But my bitch, you racist. Yeah, it's like, I know you. But, oh, because people don't, oh, because people don't know that you're. You're racist, you could, oh, got you, got, that's what it's what it is for everybody.

They are that, but then they project and they want to cancel these people. And a lot of them, they're just like broken sad and they want somebody else to be broken sad with them. So they want that got to fail. So at least they're not just wish people would understand it like that's not how you actually make your life better. It's not. Period. And just because he's succeeding doesn't mean that your life won't. It doesn't mean that it takes away from your life.

Everybody feels that way. Like, just because you're like, you're getting money. I can't get money. It's like, no, we can all make money, bro. Yeah. We all can't. But you just, like, I don't know. Nobody really works together, unfortunately.

Like, and that's what made me sad about phase. And that's, like, why I low-key, I'm probably leaving. Because I, like, wanted to fight for phase for a long time. And I'm not going to sell my shares, none of that. But, like, bro, if after all this, y'all won't fight together, what's going to happen? We're going to back. I'm going to pretend, like, y'all didn't do that. Everything's good and happy.

And, like, next time something happens, you guys are going to randomly decide to fight this time and actually do what's right? No. So it's like, I didn't, what am I to do? Go fucking work with a bunch of people that don't think the way that I do. And I don't think they're bad people. I grew up with these people. I love them all,

like especially for the founders, unconditional love for those three for the rest of my life. But like bad decisions after bad decisions and I can't be a part of it. That's why they've always said like, okay,

if we make a three of the four, the four has to decide no matter what, but I said not anymore. Because I got like manipulated into it twice and I'm not doing it a third time. Yeah. Like with the original guy and then like Lee and stuff

and like, yeah. It's crazy. They all like went from like siding with Lee and like and now they all hate Lee. Now they want me to make an exposing video on them. Now they say, fuck him. so I'm saying it's like I'm always right about people I know that's the one thing I like know is people I mean I know a lot of things but people especially like when I see people I can tell you exactly how you're gonna be I just know it's like when I do get played it's because of everyone else fucking making me feel crazy for not doing it you know what I mean like yeah yeah why are you being crazy come on bro he's not doing anything I'm like okay fine then I'm like I fucking told you I'm like I fucking told you so listen I relate to that heavily like I really relate to that what you said about knowing people and just knowing what you've been watching my body language how I move why I move why I'm why something

say what I say what I say what, like all that. You're paying. Yeah. So my question to you though is when you say you know humans like that and you can like kind of gauge it, where do you know it? Like where do you feel it? Is it just a is it just like an understanding? It's a hard of mind thing. It's just like I immediately know because again like that's why I'm asking if you analyze people. People don't really move that much different. People aren't that much different. And so like when you fall when you see certain tendencies for the most part like I just look for enough. I don't want to say like red flags, but enough red flags to know that that is the basis of how he moves. A man needs to have a moral code. If you don't have a moral code of things that you do and don't do and actually stick

to those, you're not a real man. You're somebody who could be persuaded by money, pussy, whatever. You can be persuaded. But you don't have a code. If you don't have a code, you're not my guy. You can't. I need people with codes. Like a strict life code.

And that's why I know Xanax is so evil because it broke me, a person who believed in it as code more than anything. And it made me act against that. So it'll make you act against it. So don't take Xanax. you can handle those. When Travis Coss said that on one song, I was like,

damn I should have listened. Should have fucking listen. He's like, get our Zanes, you can handle those. I'm like, shut up, Trav.

So to that same thing though, like are there any circumstances where you know, you just know someone shitty? The first CEO, Lee, but then you're just kind of like, oh,

maybe. Yeah. Because I do that. I do that a lot, man. So I'll tell you with the one with Lee. So with Lee, I always knew it was like sketch. It always felt like a hype man.

Our first guy brought him in. I don't know if I'm not to say his name or not. But it's crazy because it's the same name as C-Bass, and I fucking hate him both. So I'll just call him C-Bass from now. I'm fucking both. But other C-Bass, he brought Lee and he said, he's our door open or he's going to do this for us. And Lee never like, he doesn't have like his own like thoughts.

He never like come up and be like, we should do this because of this, this, this is this. He'd just be like, yeah, yeah, yeah, that sounds great. Yeah, yeah, let's do it. He's the hype man, his ad-lips, right? And then when he finally became CEO, it's like he doesn't have those qualities in him to identify what works, why it works, why it doesn't work, why this should fit here, why this should fit there. The original thoughts. Yeah, he, it's all regurgitated information.

It's all like he'll find a guy who kind of knows some shit here, but he can't identify if he knows what he's talking about. Like right now, I could maybe go off about like, do you know a lot of chemistry? A decent amount. Okay. I'm trying to think it's on that, do you know anything about computer programming or like Web 3 or shit like that? I'm just saying if I went off about something, I don't even know chemistry, but I'm saying

like if I went off about something and you didn't really know, but I was like confident speaking fast, acting on what I'm talking about, you know what I'm just like I agree. Yeah, I see what I'm saying. So I'm saying it's really easy to fully. It's very easy One of my homies He's not my home anymore

He actually went to Lee And had him give my homie A million dollars off Off like Yo, you should do this From Faze or from Lee? Lee personally invested a million dollars With my like business partner

He didn't even know I knew him Because my friend My old friend He used to work up He's not a bad guy But he was just a guy Who'd politic a lot at Faze Like even though he'd tell me

He loves me He's my friend He'd go do whatever for Lee Whatever to boost his job And get people in and do whatever politics so I don't talk to nobody who's political like that who like dick rat's because I'm willing to lose everything for my point for what I care about I am I don't give a fuck this all this other shit is bullshit I'll make money off everything because they just don't believe

they can't so brainwashed that I believe I can do whatever the fuck I want in the world that I'm not afraid of these things I'm not afraid to go broke I'm not afraid to lose everything it's how you should live though yeah but who cares right and honestly sometimes I wish I was broke because like dude having shit is annoying sometimes I swear to God like even like I was looking at a crib near here actually I better move yeah oh fuck yeah And I was like, but the road for my car is going to be fun. I'm like, bro, why do I base my life over my car and shit? Like, I just, yeah, it's just annoying as fuck.

Like, I don't want to think about shit like that. But yeah, wait, what was I talking about? I was talking about the car moving there? What was the point before I said I was moving there? We were talking about, I think it was about knowing. Fuck, I lost my train and thought to him. That you fucked me up, dude. You got me thinking about the car.

Because honestly, I was trying to figure out where the fuck you were going to move where there was like a weird road. That's what it was literally. here, but it looked like it was in L.A. It was just such a one lane. Like, it's one of those roads where, like, if two cars come. Yeah, I'm not going to lie. Somebody got to figure something out.

Like, the minute you said that, I was like, where the fuck is this road at? And I forgot what the fuck you were talking about. I figured I was called. So don't say it. Yeah, I was going to cut it up with it's like, I probably not anything so far. So whatever. But yeah, um, you were talking about, um, you were talking about, um, you know, the way he gets his thoughts.

You were talking about like how. Oh, Lee. Thank you, bro. Yeah. So he doesn't actually like, not able to like actually think of like, what matters and why it matters and whatnot, right? So he's just been, had hype man, like, or he's just had people, just give him info and doesn't know who's talking about what they're talking.

Like I said, he gave a million dollars to this person to my own of my business part. It's just because he told him like, this guy knows how to invest it. So it's whatever, sure, I'll give a million dollars. I don't think he's not like, do his research, he doesn't look into things. None of that, none, bro. He'll just like, if you bullshit to him, hired. And he'll just like let you push your ideology. He doesn't know what the fuck he's talking about at all.

And it's like, bro, not unfortunately. Every single person, like business people, the fucking people, the fucking people we merged with. Lee is by far the worst CEO I've ever dealt with in my fucking life by fucking far. I mean, bro, he took a company from damn your $2 billion to $40 million because he let all these people inside trade and fuck up phase and everything that's worth. You know what I mean? These people knew what was going to happen to. These people, they knew when they were going to spec everything was like all that month. They, I don't know.

Bro. I don't know. And I want to be so bad. And I'm also finding out when I, when I leaked all the e-sports numbers, like, the people from e-sports hit me and said like, well, those numbers aren't correct. I'm like, well, I'm telling you they're correct because I got it from the CFO. It's the revenue report. It's not me to saying, I think they'd pay this. I think they'd get it. It's literally a printout I got from the CFO for January. So why are they saying those numbers are not correct? Because somebody's pocketing money. So he said, so he said for Valant, for example, it was before it gets to them. Yeah. So he's saying that Valerant, he knew for a fact that Faye overpaid 30,000 more than I reported for that time. So he's saying there's 30,000 from

that 200 something thousand missing. That they never got on the Valerant side, but Faze wrote off as valid. So there's 30k unaccounted for. Oh shit. So he's saying dude, there's probably people pocketing money because it is. It's like the government should I told you how you just like, well, those bulls $10,000 and like, motherfuckers just don't care and start paying shit. They just pay things for what they are or not what they are, but for what they think it is. So I've been trying to look into that. I wanted to have a meeting with the CFO and it's like figure that out. But it's also the same time I'm like bro, I promise you, I could go tell the boys like this guy's pocketing money, this guy's pocket money. They still don't care. That's not like, bro.

So they just cashed out? Is that what it is? A lot of people cashed out. Yeah. Fuck a ton of people cashed out and we just never made anything and that's again i don't care to make it but the other but banks and tommy did they cash out so that they don't care i'm the only one of the founders that never got a salary everybody else had a salary for the last five six years i'm the only one literally the only one that didn't get a salary the only one that got snubbed on his shares and also the only one that really really built the brand so it's funny but it is what it is but they even say that they know that i never got shit but until that i didn't ask for it i always like said no they did my salary i said no i have money i want phase to make money i did the right thing up

fuck how much do they stand to lose if they don't fix this though how much they stand to lose okay how much do they stand to gain if it was fixed who the boys the boys as much as phase could so then why why would they just go fuck it it's just i feel like they feel like they're like cucked in the situation it's just too hard for them to do it is unrealistic they're adam 22 right now yep they're adam 22 that's hilarious god damn it like like i like i said i have love for them always It's like regardless. Even if they make a decision that I'm not happy with, I love them. Like, when I came up with them, we accomplished the impossible together.

I love them. Right? But I just wish they weren't acting like this. I wish they were also willing to lose everything. And I wish they were all willing to like just fight. Because I swear to God, if every single person did this, I know for a fact to be solved. I just know. And not even this today back then.

There's only three that need a fight. Not even. Three that need a start. But then you need the rest of the boys like everybody else to also stand together. because I'm telling you like think about if I'm fucking whatever I'm a random billionaire and I see the situation like maybe I'll invest it's like if I see one crazy phase ran guy talking shit yeah yeah yeah others kind of supporting but not really yeah and then a corporate saying everything's fine it doesn't look like a clean and that's why I like kick does

want nothing to do with us I think like phase is a joke and they're right as right now it's a fucking joke you're absolutely right Eddie phase is a fucking joke you're absolutely right because nobody's moving how it should be moving so it's like bro how much longer am I going to keep like sacrificing myself in my life like for this for other people for what for what i just can't believe i can make money with or without this it's not about money it's for the point so if y'all just want to make it about money then go make it about money and i'll leave i just can't believe they're letting it's still it's still it's still it's still a thing it's still a taintable it's still people that care about it people want us to get it back but these motherfuckers just like

bro everyone's got their own situation and a lot of them being down by life and like i try to remember who the fuck you are what you've done like what you're capable of but a lot of people like like even me i let life beat me down i forgot i was a g i forgot for a while i wanted to kill my son i forgot i was a g and then i just got hurt and i'm like wait because most people would not survive what i went through i'm telling you i'm telling you the level of pain that i went through no way mom's only people would have killed themselves it was so agonizing every second every second i thought either my nail was fully broken off my foot was broken it was bleeding cuts everywhere i didn't shower for six months i was bedridden oh come on i was bedridden for

six months i couldn't leave my bed every time i had to go to the hospital guess how i went in a wheelchair no i wish private ambulance every single trip seven thousand dollars every trip there and back and guess what and you have to wait four hours from the dispatch every trip i don't took how many 10 20 ambulances because i can't they have to come in with a stretcher and bring my ass out because i'm stuck i was doing this all fucking day all fucking day 24 hours a day couldn't fucking sleep all fucking day my mom my mom will always look at me she's like bro nobody will ever know what she was every step with me right she's like no one will ever fucking know what she went through so like that's why i can't be bothered with these people they can never survive what i went through

they're not warriors so it's like why would i like care about their opinion and it's funny that all the most successful smart richest people when i talk to them they're fascinated they think i'm like the smartest person ever to talk to they think that you're capable of this you could do this and then it's all the dumb brokies that say like oh you're an idiot it's like let's so so let's talk so what do you do you going to do that because it sounds like you're probably going to leave oh um to be honest i've found a lot of like interest in this whole like truth stuff like phase started i've always like cared about that kind of stuff but i really like exposing truth and speaking about things for what they are like

not even just with phase with everything like i like i like i like i like i want to pursue more of that like truth talking i don't get you on here with zirka that'd be funny i be down that guy's so he's funny um but he's very religious and i actually have a whole different mentality on religion and when he was talking about i'm like should i talk about it tomorrow but then i'm like i don't I don't care if people get mad at me right you can't you I realize you can yeah so should I talk about it how people are well here's a deal right like like we said earlier like I don't necessarily need to believe what you think I don't need to believe what he thinks I don't like like that's the thing like I could still have this conversation you could still sit and have

the conversation have you ever read the 11 uh satanic rules no it unfortunately makes a lot of fucking sense wait so you wait oh whoa whoa wait a second I'm not a Satanist I'm not a saintess don't I'm cool okay no no no say it but it actually makes sense if you read the 11 like laws of satanism you want to read them so they're actually like they're actually like i don't want you will be compelled it's not of that it's literally like it's chill shit all right read one okay i'm i'm gonna read the first one because you got me kind of scared a little bit i don't know if i want to see it's it's it's not this is taking a turn it's not it actually it's gonna be it unfortunately but again i don't believe in none of it i don't believe in it i don't

unfortunately i believe in the things that people have made it be but i don't believe in it for self. And I believe it's all semantics and it's an energy transfer that people just kind of word in their own language. And that's why they always see something and believe something because it's an energy. It's a way of channeling your energy. Praying and all that is a way of channeling your energies, a way of like focusing on just that energy, not allowing it to do different things. Like even like you know what evil eye is where if you say, oh, you put bad energy or you jinx shit, all that type of, it's energy. Yeah. Because whether you're Muslim, Christian, Jew, whatever, everyone believes energy because we felt it. It's real. It's

something that we can't fully comprehend. Yeah. And I believe that it's praying is just semantics. It's all they're saying the same thing, but differently. No matter your story, no matter the way that you do it, it's harnessing and channeling energy. Read this fucking thing. This has nothing to do with it, though. This has nothing to do it. The 11 satanic rules of the earth, do not give opinions or advice unless you were asked.

That's one. Two, do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them. Three, when in another's lair, show him respect or do not go there. Said lair? Yeah. So the way that I'm in your layer right now, I'm very respectful. I would never do anything to disrespect you, steal your thing. Never.

Never in my fucking life. if a guest in your lair annoys you so this might be me treat him cruelly and without mercy fair do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal fair love it I acknowledge the power of magic if you've employed it successfully don't care about this one I acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires if you do not have the power of magic after having called upon it with success you know magic is the thing here yeah don't care you know you lost me at number seven number eight do not complain about anything to which you do not need to subject yourself do not harm little children do not kill non-human animals unless you are

attacked her for your food when walking in open territory bother no one if someone bothers you ask him to stop if not destroy him fair it's seriously what's wrong about that of course there's like i that's the thing i look into the things that everyone says not to look into because i'm like why right why why why are you trying to it's like trump right no he's bad man don't listen to him why i just want to know i want to know so i look into these things and again i realize it's like bro, it's just painted so much worse. Every movie's made by Christians and all the exorcist movies

are made by Christians to make it sound worse and I get it. It's been going on forever. It's been in your brains forever. I get it. But it's like not that deep. And also I just don't know why people can't

just like live to let live like whoever. Yeah. You know? But it's also not what people think it is in my opinion, but also shit, it might be. I'm not a Satanist.

I don't fucking know. And I'm sure some people love that aesthetic. I've actually met somebody. Bro, I couldn't believe how much of a Satanist he was. I actually couldn't believe it. He even like, I feel like he's like fake destiny while we're there too.

He's like, just because you wear all black doesn't mean you pray to the devil. I was like, what? I'm wearing all black. He said that like it was a flex. Hell yeah. Bro,

bro was saying the craziest shit, but honestly, I love him, so I'll never talk about it. I do love it. Like, I don't know him like that. I just love his shit.

So I'm never going to like talk about him. Damn. But he's cool. And also he might have been trolling for all I know. But if he was trolling, he was trolling. He was trolled. Class act.

Class act, brother, class act. He's trolling. dude so okay so uh i got to get out of here i got to fucking i got to go to snapchat hq shout out snapchat best app on the planet yeah yeah love you guys thank you um but we we should come back and do we should do like the mushroom one sure we'll both do it let's do it like on well we have to take how much how much you eat because when i was microdose and then i heard that's not a micro dose that's that's not a micro dose so i hear so we'll have to take a little more

than a micro dose like so that we feel it so like six grams no oh oh that's that Dude, a microdosis is like 0.5. Okay, so like a gram or two. Yes. Okay. That'll be like two, fine. That'll be a little like spicy. I'll actually feel too because I haven't done it so long.

No, I will too. I'm going to get fried. But if I'm probably going to be like, I don't know what's going to have it. I'm scared. I don't act weird. So we'll have to get, we'll have to get a him with some points to like guide it.

Otherwise we don't like get lost. Yeah, otherwise we'll just get like what's going on. Like fucking. Yeah. Trip sitter. We'll get you. some i'll get you some things like get some topics prior and then just like pop them in yeah anyways uh i appreciate you coming back boy of course giving us that clarity always a pleasure i'm probably

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