RAWTALK - Fousey Exposes Jake Paul & Happy Punch, Speaks on $15 Million Dollar Deal & Adin Ross Is Gay?

Episode Date: August 10, 2023

Dive into the next episode of rawtalk with our guest of the week, Fousey. In this episode Fousey explains his 15 million dollar deal after getting banned, exposes Jake Paul for his actions & explains Adin Ross' flamboyancy. You do not want to miss this episode. SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK...LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast...FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST: INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://tiktok.com/@askrawtalkFOLLOW BRADLEY: INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: / @rawtalkclip SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: / @bradleymartyn SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartyn...RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

Hi, guys. Welcome back another episode of Raw Talk. I'm trying to be better with the intro, so I'm going to do my next, my next pods correctly. We got the one and only Fusi, do we go back. Must be 100 years on YouTube. Every time someone brings this up, every time I talk, because I talked with Rice a couple days ago, just released that pod. But every time I talk about my start on YouTube, I always talk about you. Because you, and I think it's appropriate. We start this podcast, even though I know we did one in the past and I shared this, I think it's important right now back to share it again. because a lot of people forget this kind of shit when people help them out. And I've been in places now where I've helped a lot of people out and people seem to fucking forget. But you years ago, I don't even know the exact year,

but I mean, I'm looking at my YouTube numbers nine years ago, maybe 10 years ago. I was kind of blowing up on Instagram and I remember meeting you had a rugby football game and it was history since then because you wanted to lose some weight. I was a trainer, I wanted to start a YouTube. You got me like 25,000 subscribers.

I was just talking to this the other day. 25,000 subscribers was zero video. on a YouTube channel because you put me in like basically two kind of vlogs when you were like towards the peak or maybe it may yeah somewhere around the peak of your career and uh ever since then obviously you know I don't know people who've seen you have seen you go up and down and up and down and you've you easily out of all YouTubers have had the most tumultuous time it seems like and it's it's really cool right now that like you because I remember you came into the gym and you're like I'm going to do something watch I promise you like and you seemed a little crazy

to me because sometimes you go through your crazy moments which is that's you as a human I love you and I respect you um and I believed you though I fully believed you because I know and I talk to you enough I'm like this guy is I know when he's really like serious even though some people will see you and be like is he is he a little crazy yeah um which I mean I think we all are a little bit you may be a little bit more than others but I just want to say before we get into the rest I get some more questions going but I just want to say I'm really proud of you I tweeted it but I really meant it because I know how much this moment means to you. I know you just recently signed like a massive deal.

We'll talk about that a little bit more. But it's a blessing to have you on. True friends, some of that I've known for years and someone that, you know, through a lot of it, like I've talked to you when you, obviously I knew you when you had it all. I talked to you when you didn't have it. I talked to you when you lost it. I talked to you in between stages. I mean, I remember we were, do you remember we were at my gym?

And months ago you came to me and you were talking about doing like some fitness. stuff and you were talking to me in the front of this is my old gym i remember about that was the worst position that i was in by the way mentally and everything i was talking to you like a former version of myself yeah like you were not i don't know what i'm going to do i don't have anything like it was i was contemplating uber i was contemplating Costco amazon everything yeah and and what would you remember the advice that i gave you is i'll tell you i'll tell you i'll remind you correct me if i'm wrong um your advice was that i have to just like do it you you at the time said you should just vlog vlog your life post your stuff out there just do it

show them that you're there and once you get the rhythm of it you'll be good yeah i remember it was essentially yeah it was essentially that it was also you came to me and i remember you were saying you were just like you didn't know what to do you were so distra because like you've had so much and then you and then you got so little and you whatever you do with your money not good decisions i saw some of the stuff you talked to the h3 about but i was trying to remind you that like you didn't get to where you got by accident, you know, like people fell in love with your personality. Yeah, like you did the bullshit prank stuff. It got, you know, got people laughing, like whether they were all real or not. It's neither here nor there at this point. People

were connected to your personality. And I was telling you that. And the thing that I was trying to remind you in that time was that although you didn't have the sort of relevancy or the sort of view count or the sort of like exposure that like you once had, and I can only imagine what that must feel like to go from like number one YouTuber on the platform to, like forgotten completely and then no disrespect right but i was trying to remind you that like you still got there on purpose and you seemed to have forget that that part of your life and and i tried to just remind you that like you were now starting at that point then when you were talking to me in my gym months ago now um that you were starting from a higher set point than

you ever started from the beginning and i was trying to tell you that like when you had nothing nothing you were able to do it yeah now even though you don't have as much as you have once you have everything yeah now you have all these people Like even people like me. I mean, I'm sure a lot of people have switched up on you even since now. You probably have a little bit more. You know, now that you kind of start to do this again, everyone's like, oh shit. Fusi to this and that. I'm assuming that's something that's happened to you. Have you experienced some of that? Oh, 100%. Before we get into that, there's a couple of things I want to say to you. Because there's a lot we can talk about about that. One, me giving you those 25,000 subscribers is a testament to you. Because I've given a lot of people 25,000 subscribers. But they didn't know what to do with it. And they did it for a couple. of months because they felt clouded and relevant and pop in, but they didn't work hard to do it. You got given 25,000 subscribers, but now you have how much? Oh, me millions on all platforms. Now you have how many businesses?

Now you have how many gyms. Yeah. So that's a testament to you. Yeah. So congratulations for that. And another testament to you is the fact that, yes, you are the one of the only people who has always shouted me out every time just to give me my roses. And I appreciate that.

So when you tweeted me to say congratulations on the deal, it wasn't just a tweet. It meant a lot to me. But in that same vein, you're my brother, right? Of course. Can I call you out for something? Go ahead. I know it wasn't intentional. I know it wasn't, but it hurt me so bad.

And I think I finally have the confidence to share it with you. What is it? Yeah, I love this. I love it. Before I fought, Dejy, you came up to me in the gym, and you looked me dead in the eyes. And you said, you have to win this, Yusuf. I said, I know. You said, Yusuf, they're trying to use you as the reason to, like, get back on top and hate on you.

You have to win. I said, I know. Yes. So every day in training, I was thinking. like Brad, Brad, Brad, I got to prove him right. After the fight, I saw you tweet out, like, face, temper, a bunch of people. I never got a text or anything from you to just say, you got your ass beat, but you're good, brother. I love you.

Are you sure? I'm sure. I know it wasn't intentional. But those things, like, I was like, fuck, because I look up to you so much. So when that didn't happen, I was like, for years, guess what I thought? I'm actually going to tell you something crazy right now. I talked about you in therapy. I swear to God.

Are you serious? I swear to God. I'm living with my sister. after I got out of the mental health hospital, I started talking you about in therapy in the mental health hospital. And I said, I want to go back to live in L.A. But I don't have money for a gym membership right now.

And the gym that I go to, my friend Brad owns, but I think he's mad at me right now and I'm scared to go because I think he's not going to let me in. And just to prove this, did I or did I not text you a couple of months ago and said,

Brad, can I start coming to the gym to document my new journey? Yeah, of course. But you've always had that. I always had that. but I asked this time because I thought you were upset. Bro, why would I be upset? I don't know.

I took it. You know, the mind does crazy things. The mind does crazy things. So I really, I was like, I upset Brad. I wasn't G7. I messed up. It was a G7. Yeah.

Even at time, you weren't even anything towards what you're doing now. But I mean, that's interesting. Honestly, I don't blame you. I think maybe, I think a part of me, if I think about that time, I probably just felt a little slight secondhand embarrassment for you, just because of the way it went down. Yeah. And I think maybe I just thought, oh, if I just don't,

I don't need to say anything it's uncomfortable yeah yeah so I definitely didn't mean disrespect because I mean bro you're you're one of the number one people like that I've ever really kind of you mean I don't even know out of out of everyone in this industry you I've known you the longest I've talked to you the longest I've seen you through the most like I have nothing but respect for you um what I just did by the way is what I do on my live streams which I'm sure we're going to talk about I'm brutally honest now at 33 good I live in full authenticity so If I'm sitting with a girl, I'll ask her exactly what I want to her face, to her eyes. I'm saving her and me the time.

If she's with it, she's going to say yes. If she's not, she's going to say no and I'm going to respect her boundaries. But I live authentically blunt now. It's good. That's how it should be. It's so freeing. So free. When did you realize that when you were like how I'm going to continue more on the internet?

I always had spurts of that growing up. I think it's more a testament to me growing up in my real life as Yusuf. versus growing up as Fusi Tube. I was always had spurts of that, but I was always still trying to juggle my image so I wouldn't be able to be authentic. But now that I've taken feral ownership of Yusuf and Fusi is just like the crackhead July 15th cousin of mine

that I have fun with, I just, I'm just myself. Bro, okay, then if you're just, if you're completely authentic, try me, youself, try me, just blunt. Did you call in the bomb threat? No, are you crazy? Bro, come on. Brad.

I was there, bro. Bradley Martin I was there Bradley Martin okay I was there I'm heading to my event I'm wearing an expensive ass outfit I invested over $400,000 just for the theater and live nation and everything I paid for all the rappers to come I said Drake was coming why the hell would I call it my own bomb because they didn't come because no one came through all backstage not Drake not Drake Drake was not backstage Drake was not backstage Drake was in Costa Rica dancing or something but everybody else was there we ain't going to talk about that though

no I did not Brad 100% will I swear Oh, Allahi. Oh, God. Yeah. Even though my Wallahi doesn't have too much value right now because I used it. Yeah. So what is the thing that people are most upset with you right now? Right now?

Yeah. Because I've obviously I see some shit and I like, you're, you're in it in it and you obviously know your actions in it. You know your words in it. You know what people are saying. Yeah. So talk to us about that situation. So I've been live for 36 days.

So I was depressed as ever in my depression. I want to tell you my whole story of my comeback, though. So I'm going to tell a solidified one right now. And then later at the end, I'm going to just going to tell the whole thing to motivate people. Well, I want to say first and foremost right now, before we get into the story, because I want you to do it. I literally saw you start. How many subscribers are you averaging in the very beginning? Like 200?

100. A hundred. Bro. And then you're in the gym. I'm damn near every other day. I saw you in there live streaming. And then next thing you know, you're getting like, what, 10, 11,000? When did that start popping?

Because you went from like, you went from like. I remember literally talking to you being like, I need to figure this shit out. And then you just did it like small numbers. And it built. So I never thought that I could do live streaming because to me, I didn't understand it. I understood YouTube. You film a video. You do this.

It has to go at this pace. You post a thumbnail title. I knew the YouTube game. And whenever I know something, it's scary. Because once Fusi focuses on something, it's game over. If he's passionate about it. I'm a person who if I'm passionate and obsessed over something, it's Game over. Nothing is stopping me. But if I'm not passionate, I'm like depressed. I have no energy. I don't care for it. So I started going to the gym. Zoo culture, by the way, in Ventura Boulevard. Yeah, Ventura Boulevard. Yeah, in Encino. Great gym, by the way, for anybody who knows. Owned by a YouTuber, great gym. A lot of the lighting is great. It's just a great atmosphere. They have a steam room now.

Sona, sauna. The sauna. The girls are all like super like cool. Um, yeah, so I, um, I started a sub-a-thon, a live stream. Yeah. I did it for a day. I took them to the gym. I had no manager, no team, nothing. I'm still just nothing. I've forgotten.

Took my live stream, a couple of 100 people would do the gym. That night I said, guys, I don't want to turn it off. Why don't you guys just chill here? Come back in the morning. I'll still be live. So I went to sleep while live. And you just plug the shit in and kept it plugged in. Yeah.

Not knowing what I was doing. No plan that I'm going to do a 36-day sub-a-thon end up getting a deal from nothing. I just did it to do it. And one of the most important things in life, they always say, you don't need to know how, you don't need to know why, but you have to start. You have to just do it. The rest will come into play. And I trusted that one day turned into two.

But to that point, which is you're so right. I want you to continue the story. But why did it take you so long just to trust that? Because I remember having conversations with you leading up to that month. whatever prior and I was saying the same shit to you was like just do it like just do it but you were so hesitant to do it you know what I found interesting and I want to talk about this we'll talk about this after you tell the rest of the story but you know you did the ayahuasca stuff I'm not saying that's what changed it all for you

but I remember I asked you when you came to me at the gym I was like how was it you were like fucking terrible and you said if I remember Craigel you said just give it time it might change later did you not yes okay I swear I don't know I'm not saying this is the thing that changed for you but I dude I'm telling you Because I remember you said it was terrible. And I, and I know it was terrible for me too. Oh, really? But I needed it to be terrible.

How many times did you do it? I've done it four times now. How many did you do it in that one time? Twice. Twice. I did four days in a row, nine days without sleeping. They were all terrible. In Peru, in the jungle.

They were all terrible. Mosquito bites all over my back. You needed to get that shit out. No, whenever I was purging and like it sounded like a devil was coming out of me, literally, the guy who was doing it, he had been there for years. He was so skinny. He had nothing left. And he said,

you have so much negativity in you that you've acquired over the years you have to get all of it out before the good comes in yeah his recommendation was stay here for six months to a year we'll give you like you don't have to pay we just want to take care of you i said you are tripping you probably needed i ended up having a manic breakdown and flying home then we'll get into that but yeah continue the twitch journey i started the subathons all of a sudden um i was getting good amount of subscribers 10 a day 25 a day and then one general And why do you think people are subscribing to you? It's a way to show support. But why do you think they are subscribing to you? What do you think people like about you? The people who were watching me when I first started are the people who've been with me since 2011. The real one. They've seen everything.

So they know Yusuf has no more money. Yusuf has mental issues. Yusuf fucked up. But they said, I believe in Yusuf. So I want to support him. And then this one guy by the name of Nadine, I'm not going to say his username because the New York Times just tried to find his name when all the drama went down nademe starts investing big into my streams i'm talking gifting like a hundred subs two hundred subs three hundred whoa i'm like what the fuck is going on he did

it for one day two days three days i then checked my emails i had an email from this guy before he even started gifting and the email said hey usuf um love you i want to get a gym workout in with you can you train me. I get that email every day. I'm not going to pay no mind. At the time, though, I was working on a fitness app. I was working on my own fitness transformation and I was in school to become a personal trainer. So I said, perfect. He replied and said, I'll even pay you. The second he said that, he did something nobody did. I said, fuck yeah, I'm going to get a paid client so I can use on my resume. He flies down. We go to the gym. I make him throw up twice in zoo culture. Still haven't posted the video. He takes me out to Boa steak.

house that night with me and my friend and his friend we eat a nice steak he celebrates me he gives me $3,500 in cash at the dinner what the fuck I talked to him privately trying to fuck you or what that's what I thought yeah and I was so down but I'm like just let me know just like fucking let me know you know don't be like manipulative so I pull him to the side and I ask him I said what you want a hand job a blow job like just tell me you know what he says what he goes Yusuf I wouldn't have retired my mom and bought her a house if it wasn't for your videos and you motivating me you've supported me and i believe in you you just don't believe in yourself right now i'm going to help you believe in yourself again that right there you know as a social media

influencer especially one that used to be the engagement through the roof of dope being high millions of views millions of likes getting nothing now that i was getting something i was motivated again by what I could see getting results from. I wasn't motivated on Twitch because I thought it was impossible. How can you be like Kaisenat? How can you like you're 33 years old. Kaysenat's brand new in the industry. He has no drama. He doesn't have a July 15th. He like his like building that up though. Yeah. So I always thought lesser than once I started believing myself and once I understood Twitch. So I finally understood Twitch just like I understood YouTube. The second that happened, I looked in the camera just like I did in the beginning of my youth.

YouTube career with 10 people watch me on you stream and said, I guarantee you guys, I'm going to walk my mom and dad down on a Hollywood red carpet. I was living in my parents' house. Years later, I was in Tyler Paramedia Halloween with you walking my parents on red carpet. I looked at the camera and said, I'm not yet, but I'm going to put it out there. I'm going to be the number one most subscribed IRL streamer in the world. From there, reach number eight worldwide, most subscribed, reach number one, IRL. And what I mean by that is, IRL is not just chatting.

RL is people who go around and travel moving around I became number one and before yesterday the kick deal came in and my life has changed but one last thing you said why are people mad at you yeah when I started this whole thing I was grounded I was happy I was healthy I was praying five times a day I was eating healthy I was sleeping healthy I was taking care of my mental health they saw me go and get TMS treatments for depression that's when they chalk your head for seven weeks for five days in a row they saw me taking care of myself they saw me treating people nice they saw me be happy yeah and then i i saw it too kind of over the course of 36 days he came back i was july 15th manic there's videos and pictures of me in toronto doing well i saw you i saw you i saw a clip where it was muted you were yelling at her bro is that real no were you were you singing a song someone said he's singing a song no yeah me and her in a bit we like we fight i fire her every day it's just a bit though i love her i don't know i saw that neck pain i was like i i was singing that you were but with that being so but with that being said I was very mean to people. Yeah. I was disrespecting people. I was cussing out fans. I was

losing myself and everybody was trying to tell me. So people who are mad that Yusuf, you have all these people in your life trying to wake you up and you're not listening. My addiction was acting up. And then I got myself into a position that could have literally ended my life the other day in the airport. So they're really upset that like Yusuf, you got your 15th fucking chance at life and you're trying to self-sabotage it again. So what do you need to do to not sabotage it because like it's so tough because you you are literally you what you have bipolar disorder like actually i'm not so i was misdiagnosed as bipolar i talk about that you actually have something i have severe depression i've ocd have anxiety and i have an addiction so but what could but bro i've

seen you is it because you are taking the medicine for the depression that you're because i've seen you like literally become a different person so it's not manic then um it it's like it's the it's the influences of all the energy i'm very passionate so just like it can go passionate in one side it could go passionate about you you're sure you're not actually clinically something because i've seen you like literally i was i've had conversation with you when you've been like on the other side not right now and i've been like oh this dude's like a different person um are you sure i am sure because i did a 30 day evaluation in karen pennsylvania with psychiatrists doctors testing everything and they said then how do you how do your eyes completely change

or you're like a just different human um i don't get it so i started seeing my therapist again right after the airport incident i had three 90 minutes sessions for me and on my first stream back she's actually going to sit down and explain to the audience what happened to usif what he's going through she's going to sit down explain it to me and explain it to the audience and how do i a plan to combat this it's fixed now why was i going so crazy why was i losing my mind I went nine months after the Dejy fight Lost my girlfriend Lost happy punch promotions

Lost my apartment that I was Talk about that Lost my apartment that I was into Lost everything Lost my name Lost my confidence My self identity everything Lost Fusey

I was only Yusuf now Who the fuck is Yusuf? I don't know who Yusuf was I get it because this is like Your Fusi as far as created Like related to all the cloud And all the views Yeah, but all of a sudden, I go from that.

I literally apply to be an Uber driver. I know. I got rejected because my license was suspended. I was about to apply at Costco. I go from that to being number eight in the world. That's a lot to fucking manage, especially when you're 24-7, no breaks. My stream is open 24-7, Brad. I know.

That was crazy. No breaks. I knew that was going to happen. No management. No help. No lawyer, no nothing. Guess why it's fixed now? Why is it fixed now?

I got the deal from kick. So now I'm financially secure even if I get a zero subscribers for the entire year I'm making millions I now no longer have financial insecurity so now I can refocus on my image refocus on myself and do this in an even keel and not have to go crazy and be a crackhead for views well you know why that's tough though for me when I hear it and I like obviously I want to believe it but you've had financial security before and you fucked it all off before so what's different what's actually different now because I fucked it all off before. I never used to understand money. I was in my 20s and the way money was introduced to

me, there was a time when I was at CAA living in LA in 2018 on my kitchen counter in the morning on top of a bunch of mess and dirtiness and postmates and food and drinks, I had over $200,000 in checks uncashed that I would get on a daily basis. I would get a knock on the door from like UPS. Oh, here's this thing open, $100,000. So the way in money was introduced, to me is that money's infinite money's forever i believe in positivity it can never go my dad who was a true hustler came here from palestine with zero dollars in his pocket no college degree opened up a deli put all this kids through school and got them cars looked at me and said you said prepare for the hardships the hard times i looked at my father in the eyes and said what hard times baba i'll never

lose this this is forever lost every single dollar so now i understand now there's a full accounting team who works for me, I don't touch a single thing. I can't do anything without their permission. They invest everything. They do everything. I now have the team around me that I never had. Whenever I did YouTube, even when I was the number one on YouTube, I didn't have a team after I got kicked out of CIA. I was by myself. I wasn't a financial manager. I never got to focus on just the content. I always had to juggle everything at once for the first time in my career, 33 years old, started in 2011. I now have PR. I now have management. I all got it in the last 36 days, mind you.

PR, management, accountant, assistant, everybody. So let's talk about that then. In the last 36 days, obviously all these people came to your life and now are in your life and are working, et cetera. What is that like when, you know, no one was there prior? Like all these people coming into your life now. Like, doesn't that make you feel a certain way? Or what about, what about, I guess, more so interesting to be as influencers?

You see it. You see it. And you know it more than anybody. Yeah. When I was a friend of mine, Dean the Great, got really mad at me when I said this on Twitch stream the other day, but I'll elaborate on it. Before I went into the second mental health hospital this year in January, I spent my 33rd birthday, by the way, in a mental health hospital. My mom, dad, sister, brother-in-law, and niece came to visit me to blow off the cake for 30 minutes before they got kicked out. Not a single friend was hitting me up.

There were friends like Dean. Kim Star did reach out during that time, so I can't. But when you're so alone, you feel like nobody's reaching out. I would post on my close friends and say, guys, I know I literally said this on my close friends in January. I posted a story. Guys, I know I'm bad at friendships and I know I'm very selfish and I know I ruined a lot of my friendships with you guys over the years. I really need somebody to hang out with me. Can anybody no reply?

Now my phone does not stop ringing the text. Don't stop coming in. When I was out with a bunch of influencers, Keem actually called me. He said, go to the bathroom. I went to the bathroom. He said, Yusuf, I'm happy for you. The king is back. You're going to kill it.

But you have to be conscious of why these girls are around you right now, Yusuf. And I said, Keeam, I understand. But in the same way that they're using me, I'm using them. But also, it doesn't mean that I can't be a good person just because I know that I'm being used for content. You're talking about the other streamers that you're working with? Yeah. Bro, these, I know why they're there. Come on now.

Yeah. But I get it. I get it. They have to protect their brand. would they hang out with somebody who's suicidal and depressed and all that shit they woke so now though that i'm on bruh i collabed with and this isn't a diss to any of these people in the week that i've done it i've collabed with nadia amaranth amaranth is like the queen of shit got reacted to and talked to kaisenat xqc aden ross rice gum everybody in the game and i love that i'm not

telling them not to do it i love that but i feel like i actually feel proud of that because i feel like I have to earn that respect back. Yeah, I mean, my career was gone. Yeah, it was. It was, man. I would be in zoo culture. Yousaf's in the gym. A couple of people.

Oh, hey, Yusuf, da-da-da. Because my face will never be forgotten. Even when I was irrelevant, I would go outside with my parents. People would come up to me and get a picture. My parents would say, see, everybody loves you. I said, Mama, they recognize my face. They haven't seen me since 2013. You heard them.

They just want a picture. They don't watch my stuff now. Now, I feel like this research. because with what I did, I went viral on TikTok for 36 days straight. TikTok is the new generation. It's amazing. I just went to Toronto, Houston, and Chicago. I can't walk outside without people chasing me, hounding my car, doing all this stuff.

I shut down a club in Toronto. Do you think based on that, because you've done this before already, and I'm really curious about this, and I think I kind of know the answer, but from your perspective, being in both sides, obviously you have to spend a little bit more time streaming, but being massive on YouTube interaction in person versus being bigger on Twitch. I feel like the Twitch audience say that one more time being massive on YouTube right

and then you're out doing something and people like oh my God can I get a picture right? Yeah. And I'm curious about the difference between like having the popularity on Twitch is it like are people more inclined but I feel like it's also your type of content is has always been very like intimate.

Yeah. So maybe regardless of the platform because of the type of content you always get a good response. Yeah. So dosafusi, obviously, the DOF brubras won me two streamies back to back. The biggest awards that were fan voted against the biggest YouTubers. I beat fucking Smosh in like 2018.

Yeah. I got creator of the year and show of the year. They were the most intimate. Twitch right now, and I tell them this all the time, we call it parisocially fucking. I don't know if you know what that means. No, what the fuck is parasysocial? Parassocial is a relationship where it's like a one-sided relationship that you feel towards the person you're watching or the person who's streaming is saying. Parascial so we're connected, but I think I'm so close to my audience that no creator can duplicate because how did I get big. It's not my content. It's not my. It is my personality. It's how I connect with the audience. Of course. I make them feel seen. I make them feel heard. I spend every single day even while live stream messaging people back in the discord, replying to everybody. I go above and fucking beyond to be close to these people. Twitch is now the most insane. I feel like the Nelk boys, a positive Nelk boys on.

steroids. And you'll see when I start traveling the world. I even said that to John Shaheed. I met Salim, by the way, in Toronto. I saw that. Everyone was like, oh, he hated Fussi. He was so nice. He's nice. He was so nice. He was so nice. I thought he was going to be like a crackhead drunk. His eyes were pure. He was happy. He was calm. He's dope. He was great. So I call it the positive Nelk boys on steroids. And this connection now, people come up to me not to be like, yeah, there's a lot of people who treat me like a Pokemon card, pulled their phone out, get a picture. Because I saw a video. And I yell at them. I try to tell them celebrity culture isn't shit.

Like ask me how I am, how I'm doing. Make a connection with me. Fuck the moment on camera. Make a moment in your mind. Yeah. But you understand. You have to also understand it. Like they obviously like at the same time they, I'm sure they're not as versed in the

art maybe of like trying to do that because they're then, you know, the intimidation in it or like the shyness in it. Like you do this because you do this, right? You've done it. So for them to be like to ask you something of significance when they're probably like a little super nervous. Yeah. It's kind of hard, right?

It is. And that's why I'm trying to enlighten them. Yeah, I'm not just letting them do it and go away. And I say it in a loving way, but some people come up to me, look me dead in the eye and say, you're the reason I lost this much weight. You're the reason I got off this drug. You're the reason I'm sober. You're the reason I'm happy.

You're the reason I didn't off myself. Yeah. That's what sticks. I mean, that's what's most powerful man. And that's why, and that's why, like, I remember talking to you months and months ago was like, you are you for you for a reason. Like, it's not like, it's not like, it. And that was the biggest thing. I tried to tell you that day in the gym. I remember we were sitting in the front of my old gym. And it was like, you have that special talent of speaking to people from a place of knowing what it's like to not feel good. And a lot of people, like, I have that same talent. And you had it. And I saw you had it before I ever was even sharing it. And I knew that's why you had success. Regardless of what you did content wise, I knew that you could always continue to have success if you just connected with that. And you now have like grown so much more. And obviously you've learned so much more. And obviously you've learned so.

much more that through all now your negative shit over the last however many years of like your complete downfall you can now share all that you've learned there continuously with your audience moving forward so um fuck i have a really bad memory i'm trying to remember what i was just going to say i might have to come back to it um i forgot sorry no it's good um i forget a lot no it's fine i'm always ready but anyway so let's let's talk a little bit about um i guess the girl stuff or are you like gay now or something like what's going on people think so are you a little gay so i'll say this that was yeah that wasn't a no dude i'm straight okay okay i only like women okay because you said you're gonna jerk to fucking god i'm very very comfortable with my sexuality yeah i get it and i push

the line a lot why do i do that one because i'm comfortable doing it it makes me have fun it makes me feel free and i have to be worried about oh my god is that sus da da yeah who cares and also to piss off all the kids who are so insecure that they say, hey, oh, suss da-da-da. I'm trying to show like guys, I raise up more girls than you can in your entire life. I don't have sex because I'm celibate, but if I wanted to

it could be nasty. And yes, I still look at you in the eyes and say, I'll suck your dick. It's kind of like to prove a point. I feel like I do say I'm non-binary and gay, but that's just the inside joke between my audience. But my audience did do a poll live is Fusi-Bisexual

and they all thought yes. And you're not. I'm not. Okay. I just reminds me of like, I remember, I don't know what Aiden Ross started. He, I think he was one of the first streams who started like the super such. I think Aidan's gay, though. Actually.

Yeah. I've talked to an R.L. Yeah. Aidan Ross. Yeah. He's very zesty like when we talk privately like on FaceTime. Like on the internet, he's like, oh yeah, 21 Savage, a little oozy verb. On FaceTime, he was like, Fusi, I'd love for you to come to Miami.

I don't believe that. Huh? I don't believe that. I don't believe that. I'll face time on it. Fusii, I love for you to come to Miami, train me out. Work me out a little bit. I was like, all right. I don't judge him. I don't know, man. I've had conversations I don't think he's gay. He's scared of you. You're big. Yeah, but wouldn't you think his gay stuff would come

out then? Because he's like, no, once he, once you, you have to treat him nice and take down the first barrier. You have to peel the onion. Then you see the gay. You're not there. Yeah. Got it. That's funny. So have you have you, uh, do you have anything planned to do with Kai? So it's crazy. Because I saw the DM. It's fucking crazy because I went from irrelevant. to now talking to Kai through stream. He was watching me live. I was watching him live. Talking to Aiden, getting a kick deal from Aiden.

Rice gum calling me to congratulate. It's crazy. I mean, I love these kids because they're now the kings, but they all fucking say, you were the guy who paved the way, Fusi. And I respect that so much. Like even agent said that on his stream. So Kai, Kai is very brand safe.

And obviously right now I'm in muddy water. So I think it's going to take a while to get there But I 100% I put this on my vision board I already manifested it I'm going to be sitting on a stream with Kai 100%. So what so Aiden's going to be first though Aiden I'm going to Miami with and yeah Aiden's and I can finally stream with him now on kick

Because Twitch you couldn't do that Yeah I remember that David Yeah um so Who was I going to ask you about Kai? Oh Kai by the way yeah Kai came to the Roman versus Fusi tour So let me show you the impact Whoa let me show you the impact that these social media

influencers have a video of Kai Sinat at the Roman versus Fusi tour, a little kid. Bro, this was years ago. Smiling, taking pictures with us in the meet and greet, and he tweeted me and said, you changed my life and he DM me privately in 2018 saying, you're such a good person. I just want you to know that. Look how it comes full circle now. Now I'm glazing him. I want to be on his stream. He went from just a viewer, like supporting, getting inspired to now being the number one Twitter streamer in the world.

Yeah. crazy we have influence that's why we have to use our influence and our power correctly yeah absolutely why do you think it took you so why it took you so long to realize that though i always realized it you just did it wrong i did it wrong i was like the way i tried to say it i was like a super sane version of goku but i didn't know how to harness all my powers so i would use it bad once i learned how to be as crazy as yusuf is as loud as obnoxious whatever harness the powers Ultra instinct channel it

It's game over I fucked up in Toronto My whole career could be over right now Is it what happened So the muddy water What was that all really about What was that all really about with the girl I'm a fucking idiot bread

I'm a fucking idiot It's as if I look for reasons To self-sabotage and lose everything And I have to ask my therapist Why that keeps happening I party all night in Toronto I go to the club all night I don't drink I'm sober

I go straight from the airport to the I may go straight from the club to the airport having slept I stream all the way up until I sit at the airport seat this is illegal if somebody called in the airport and said yo passenger sitting in this seat in this airline has a bomb Twitch would have banned me immediately for life would have made articles but I did it because I'm stupid and I was towing the line I had lost it flight attendant was hot as shit so I end the stream flirt with her yada out all this shit so I'm like my dopamine is high I'm horny as fuck like all this shit I get off the plane I should go sit on my desk sit on the seat and sleep until I get back to LA shower shave pray do this

dream I want more clout I want more energy I want to I call myself I talk shit I'm the best RL streamer in the world I go live in the new york airport I go sit next to a girl at the bar as soon as I sit next to her she's receptive she's throwing energy at me she's happy all this stuff. I'm having fun with her. She gives me a hug. When she gives me the hug, she kisses me on the cheek. Did she know you were streaming? Yeah. Okay. I asked her too, have you been drinking? I only had one drink. So you're not super drunk right now? Not at all. You can watch it. She says that. Yeah. I give her a hug. She kissed me on the cheek. What is my horny, dumbass do? Can I kiss you on the lips? Why did you try to kiss? Because I'm just to be able to show people

like, yo, I just landed in New York. I haven't showered. I haven't slept. And I'm still about to do this shit like a fucking dumb ass i kiss her multiple times we're talking throughout stream on stream yeah throughout the conversation we start getting real she tells me that her ex-boyfriend used to sex trafficker and she has a tattoo over her genitals on her stomach right here that says his name oh i send her three hundred dollars for tattoo removal i also start crying vehemently like hard might have been used wrong usage of vehemently but Vemently probably wrong something yeah I start crying hard why did I cry I used to be addicted to massage parlor still am Still today yeah when was that time you went don't want to say

Fair um I need to start going to my came a little late I need to got to start going I need to go to my SLA meetings sex love um anonymous meaning is is it but okay damn I don't get you all hyped up on your addiction but is it what is it like like like when it's a really good massage that's the best right so usually if they give you happy endings their massage sucks but when they're good massage why you read the reviews and the people who don't get happy endings leave a review like what the fuck she was scratching my back and touching my butt the shit suck usually when they do but i don't want to say this to promote it i know a place that has real life working day women they have a day job Kaiser this this but they have a family so these women are gorgeous

And they live normal lives They come They're fucking boss out the massars When it's a good massage With the happy ending Forget about it Forget about it Forget about it

After a good gym session You get a good rub down And then on top of that Finish that And then you don't have to keep up With the relationship Or how are you Where the fights, nothing

You get to go home So is it really an addiction Or it's just like Severe addiction Because when it happens Like the last time I went I went. Not going to say when. Last time I went, I had no intentions of going. I said, why the fuck? I'm sober now. All of a sudden, something happened in my life. I've been stressed recently. What? What happened? Everything. All this stuff? Yeah. Okay. And then all of a sudden pops up in my head. I wonder what girl's working right now. Maybe I should just go check. See, on autopilot. You literally lose control of your senses. I could literally sit here right now and say, Brad, do not drink this or do not lift that. weight. No matter how much I said it, you're still going to lift that weight. I get in my car,

I go, I finish. Real addiction. How was it? Incredible. I'm not going to lie about my addiction. I'm not trying to promote it. I'm not trying to promote it. Here's why. Here's why. Here's why. She comes in the room. She immediately knew what time it was. She's she saw a healthy young man. Usually she sees an old old ass men go to these massage parlors. Yeah. Yeah. There's always old-ass man in the lobby. She says a good-looking, hot-ass young guy, but I'm so respectful to these women. Guess what I asked her. So mine comes from an intimacy disorder.

Guess what I asked her while she's giving me a handy. While she's giving you the handy? Guess what I asked her. I have no idea, bro. Can you stop and give me a hug? No. I swear to God. I do it because of emotional damage that's been inside of me as a kid where I didn't get loved when I needed it most.

My parents didn't say I love you until this year. I saw that with your dad's. saying that yeah so I have like that real really I swear to God I have emotional damage that from a kid that never felt loved that got told when he massaged when he humped a leopard you're not the devil's in your head you're not a good Muslim you're gonna die you're a bad person so I asked this woman for a hug you know what she said you're so cute and she gave me a hug I treat these women with nothing but respect usually guys are in there drunk do this do that take off your clothes I don't do none of that how do you know that tell you how do you know I talk to this

these women because I come so fast I have time to talk to them respect yeah usually usually they go like yo they saved the last 30 minutes I go I just need the last like five minutes I swear to God wow that's hilarious I forgot what we were talking about before that oh the airport incident yes the airport thing so then she shares her story I send her $300 I start crying why do I start crying going to the massage parlors I've gone to over the years I have no confirmation of this But I always assumed because I thought it was a thing that a lot of these women were flown into this country. Hey, do you want a job? Work at this massage parlor and you get to stay in this country.

Being like used. So I said I have a lot of experience with sex trafficking. What did the internet here? I sex trafficked women. Strike one. Strike two. I have my audience on their own, unprovoked, send me money to give to her. I sent her over $3,000.

She starts crying. She was going to visit her two kids. she had $100 in her bank account. Strike two, because that's manipulation. You're trying to manipulate a woman who's in distress and a sex trafficker. Strike three. What is my dumb ass do? This is a beautiful moment.

All the comments. This is so wholesome. I love G7. I love you, Yusuf. What is my dumb ass do? We walk off camera. Everyone can see us. We hug.

We're kissing. I go, you want to go walk and just like, you know, mess around? She goes, yeah, we walk off camera. I leave my camera and my luggage with the bar That's how gone I am I'm walking with her Wait, why did you leave your shit like that?

You weren't drunk I walk away I kiss her, we're kissing We're talking all this shit We talk for a while All of a sudden I go I need to run back to my stream As I'm running back to my stream

All I had to do was run back And say a guy she has to catch her flight And that would have been the best moment That happened on my stream in the entire Sabaton Guess what my dumbass does I sit down and I say guys I just joined the mile high club why did I do that why did I do that kitty my assistant kitty can I say it kitty has joined the mile high club multiple times how was it how did you like it come sit here for one sec come here for one sec

I want to tell this story come here please please sit right over there with the yes that dog is so cute oh my gosh ask her so you've done it twice Okay, we did it three times. It was with the same, am I talking loud? No, I can hear myself. Okay. We did it three times. It was at the same person and we were flying to Italy.

Three times on the same flight. Yeah, but it was an injured. Why did you just do that? I'm so sorry. It's called a stress fart. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.

Bro, what? I'm so sorry. Bro, you rip major ass. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. It ricocheted off the couch. I'm actually sorry. You know how many times he parts in my face?

No, no. Stay on the subject. Okay. I'm sorry. Oh, wow. I'm sorry. Well, okay. All right, let me break it down.

So I'm flying to Italy. It's an international flight and it's a red eye. I was sitting in the back of the plane and I was bringing a duffel bag on board. Okay. I had Tito shooters in the duffel bag. Oh, my God. So when I'm like, this just happened just the universe aligned. I have no idea.

I'm walking and when I'm walking. down the aisle, my shooters fall out of my bag and roll in front of this guy's feet. And he's just like, oh shit, looks like you're going to be having a great time. I wish I was sitting next to you. So I said, save that seat. And when we take off, I'll move up next to you. Whoa, whoa, whoa. Whoa, wait a wait. Wait, hold on. Are you about to tell me that you flew to Italy? No idea who this guy was. No, my friend, we booked at different time. So she was sitting in the front of the plane. I booked the night before. I had like literally, we were so far from each other. We were sitting separately.

So you riszed a random dude. It just, it wasn't even risz. Okay, we were making eye contact when we were waiting in the airport to board. So it was in a, I think it was LaGuardia. Or no, I'm sorry, it was Newark. Okay. And I mean, he was really attractive. He was a model.

He was walking in Milan Fashion Week. So, like, the way he was dressed was, like, super attractive to me. Got it. And I was, I wasn't, I was irising him. And he was irising me back. and I swear on my life I'm a nervous person I will never risk a guy

I have never in my life gone up to a guy and flirted with them I wait for them to do it so it just was pure coincidence that the Tito shooters fumbled out of my bag and rolled in front of his feet

so he's just like damn it looks like you're gonna be having a great time I wish I was sitting next to you so when we took off I moved up next to him and we were drinking a little bit and yeah just one thing next led to the next. This is a great story.

And it just worked perfectly. He was sitting in the first line of seats. Next to the bathrooms. Yeah. So there was no seats in front of us. It was an international flight, a red eye. So I was the right. This is illegal, isn't it?

Very. Yeah. We had no idea though. But he looked, he looked to me. They're too horny to search up the regulation. Yeah, yeah. Like, fuck it. Yeah.

So he looked towards me. He's just like, have you ever joined the Mile High Club? I was like, no. Have you? And he's like, no. He's like, you want to. And an international. national flights the bathrooms are bigger yeah yeah so i mean we recorded everything too

whoa what the fuck is going on yeah it was really it was i mean i'm i i honestly like haram but people people could say like how bad it is or whatever like that was a bucket list thing for me not to do it with a stranger fucking a random dude on a no not to do it with a stranger bucket list with a stranger but it was it was a bucket yeah it was great he was so tall Um, I don't know. We really enjoyed it. We had fun. We were drinking, but that was the old me.

That was the old me. Okay. So, bro, it's been an inside joke on my stream. Right before I even took the flight to New York, I literally said, oh, my God, the flight attendance hot. I'm going to join the mile high club. It's like a lot of legal. So I run back to camera.

First thing I was saying is, guys, I just joined the mile high club. I don't stop there. I double down. I swear to God, I join the mile high club. I don't stop there. Wallahee I just joined the Obama High Club

Bradley Martin I swear to God on everything that I love I'm not going to say my mother religion or anything because this is a heavy subject I swear to God and everything I love I did not fuck this woman

Why did you say that She comes back on camera right All of a sudden What do I do? I'm sorry I just use your pain Your story for a joke I tried to be funny

I spent five minutes apologizing her response don't worry about it you're the sweetest don't worry it's just a joke it's okay i felt like shit i'm so angry at this point out of what i did she left i'm on my twitter this guy tweets me cussing me out you should die kill yourself and i go i would call you uh and i use the f word but i don't use that word it's offensive so i was just shooting myself in the foot as i wait wait that's actually why i got banned you tweeted that i said it out loud oh i said i would call you uh oh you said it Out loud on your stream.

But you read the tweet. Correct. And you said it on the stream. I didn't read his tweet. I replied to him. I said, I would call you a F slur. Got it. But I don't use that word.

It's offensive. I don't use that fucking word. Yeah. I was so fucking tired and weak and hurt and I needed rest. I land and everybody edits the clip on the internet. They make it seem like so out of context. They don't show nothing from the beginning, nothing from the end. What do they show?

Me sitting down next to a woman. her drinking alcohol me kissing her me coming back on stream saying i joined the mile high club yeah no one to blame but myself i fucked up yeah it's it's yeah it's tough too because like also just the way things are clipped up nowadays like dude i saw a clip seconds dog bro heme star keem star right text me immediately bro what the fuck how could you fuck up my girlfriend's giving me hell of shit for it he wasn't He's been mad. His girlfriend was mad and he's whipped by his girlfriend. So he goes, my girl and he's Give me shit for it. I reply to him. First thing I say is Keem, I did not fuck this woman. He goes to Twitter, bashes me. Goes on drama alert. Bashes me. The next day when I get banned, post and says

Fusi gets banned on Twitch for doing something with a sexually, with a drunk girl. Yeah. I reply to it and I go, I know my relationship with age three affects you greatly, but I got banned for using the f slur and i showed proof people started twisting the reason as to why i got banned to fit their favor even till this day i have tweets on my twitter right now posted today fussy um manipulated did this did that got banned for doing this to a drunk girl had nothing to do with that there's always going to be that negative narrative like just because people found out about it very fucking serious allegation yeah like even though it's done by me this is fucking serious though i'm not saying it's right but when people find out information like that,

some of those, the majority of those people aren't going to go. Bro. You said, bro, what the fuck did you eat, dude? I've been,

we're going to talk about that. You can't just come here just fucking rip and ass. I've been eating a lot of bad stuff and sodium and everything. Bro. I had a pint of gelato ice cream yesterday. I'm so sorry. That's so rude. I'm actually sorry.

It's disgusting. Look, at the end of the day, I'm just guys doesn't smell. At the end of the day, listen, when I used to go through this cancellation, When I was at the top of YouTube, I used to respond by myself.

I remember when Keem exposed me for fake pranks. Yeah. I was in my apartment, 1600 Vine, penthouse apartment, living next door to Logan, no manager around me, no friends and I'm, no sister around me. I pull out the camera, I press record, I cuss out the camera for 45 minutes and say my pranks are fake, ruin my career. Now, I have a team around me. I wouldn't have survived this situation if I didn't have people around me telling me,

like Yusif, if you have your truth, And you're good There's nothing to stress about And I got through it At the end of the day though It's not excusable I fucked up so bad And it's the reason I'm now going back to therapy

It's the reason I'm gonna open up the stream With the therapist It's the reason I'm gonna sleep early Wake up early Go to the gym at zoo culture Eat healthy again Because I almost fucked up Everything God just gave me

Yeah but let's let's talk about that idea a little bit Can you really though fuck it up Like unless you did some really really Like actually did really fucked up shit I don't think you can at this point I think you can Here's the thing You can in the terms of mainstream media

Meaning I won't get a Coca-Cola brand deal I won't get Sony I won't get that shit Yeah but I'll still have my audience like the NELC boys And everything they did with Happy Dad I don't want to just be that on social media Which I know I can be G7 is going to be a multi-million dollar brand Just like Raw Gear

Just like Nelk all that shit I want that but I also want main media mainstream attention. I want my message to reach the mainstream. I want to be sitting on a reality talk show telling them how I feel like you could be depression. Well, let's talk about that a little bit then because the mainstream is not going to be so main anymore though, man. Very true. I don't think the world is trending towards mainstream. I get what you're saying, but I feel like it gives a legitimacy to your career that you don't have it outside of that. You could be popping on the internet, but you could also be popping on like Wall Street, you know, being on their feet. But the reason

why you're not wrong but i shouldn't fart again no don't fart again the reason why i slightly just disagree is because like look at kai right kai had something that the mainstream oh this is a it's a riot all this shit he had so many people come out he has so much popularity so much attention that that's like the new mainstream is not mainstream he still has mainstream kai hasn't even scratched the surface of where his career is going of course kai is kevin you're talking about because he's fucking with he's fucking with the rappers he had lebron james manager agent fucking next to him on stream and he's saying you all want to do a movie with you I want to put you in this show I have this idea Kai is at the beginning right now yeah Kai is going to be here for years

Kai is going to be the Kevin Hart of the social media world 100% yeah he's going to be mainstream he's going to be in movies he's going to be on talk shows that's coming and that's because he didn't burn his chances and lose that mainstream appeal yeah so so I see what you're saying you're saying like there's certain things like if you actually got convicted of something terrible like Not even July 15th, all that stuff. I don't know if that would cancel you to that degree though. Every single time my managers would hit up an agency in the back when I was trying to build my career, we can't work with Fusi. We have a bad news about him.

Anytime they reached out to producers, we can't work with Fusi. They care about that shit. They care about brand image. What does it say when I Google your name? They care about that shit a lot. I feel like it's so different now, though. Like, cancel culture doesn't really exist as long. long as you have a strong audience you could get through anything and it's how you push through it

yeah but what he's saying is is is kind of not on it's obviously on the same line but it's different I understand you're talking about the whole like there's like a different level right of of whether it's brands that are involving themselves with creators like he's talking about like Coca-Cola or being on like some main red carpet red carpet I was invited to a red carpet for a huge movie premiere I was getting paid a lot of money to go it was the morning the news broke off they replied to my team and said unfortunately because of the news that transpired this morning we can't have focy attend the event recently recently yeah two days ago so so do you think there's a cooling off period that it would require where it's happening right

now yeah i've been banned i'm not streaming i get unbanned tomorrow i don't think i'm gonna go live i might um and i'm just gonna let it release and then come back and just be chill so you got a you got a 15 million dollar deal i can't say the exact that's what it says everywhere it's rumored so that's not the that's not correct why does it say that everywhere Um, because the way their deal works, they pay you in two ways. They pay you kick pays you hourly. So they cap it at a hundred hours and they pay their creators hourly. They're big creators, a certain number of dollars a month to work for a hundred hours.

That's your base. That's your salary. 100 hours a month. Even if you didn't get, um, a subscription or donation, you still get that price. That price they gave me has never been given on kick before because I do 24-7. I far exceeded the 100 hours because I demanded it. So they're paying me for a disgusting amount of hours, which is going to break the internet because I chose it on purpose

and a crazy amount of pay. So my base, just to stream, no subscriptions, no donations, over seven figures, just to stream. On top of that, they gave me a signing bonus. I'm not going to talk about how much that was. That's where the big money came from. The reason I'm not going to talk about that is there's so many eyes on me.

There's so many people watching There's so many people who watch me to fail I don't want people I go out of the streets without security I went to Toronto no security Chicago no security By myself with a camera I'm wearing a Rolex on my wrist

I don't want people to look at me in the street And say this guy's a easy come up He has 15 million in his bank again But you just saying that right now You're just They're not watching raw talk The people I'm worried about Are not watching Rod Talk

You know what I don't know It's gonna get clipped up And be all over the internet They're coming for your watch I got a disgusting Just FYI. I got a disgusting amount that I'm so grateful for that the first. Why are they saying $15 million for two years?

Where is that? Because it's fat. Because it's what? It's fat. It's fat. It's a big deal. So is it 15 for two years? I told you I'm not going to say that.

Well, why is I'm saying why is that being said? Because that was the first leak by a guy named Scoobo Ryan on Twitter. And whenever anybody gets a deal, he throws an egregious number out there. Got it. So it's not 15. You know, go fuck yourself. Let me tell you this. You got told me off camera.

Yeah, yeah. Okay. Let me tell you this. Let me tell you this. Okay. I just got, let's say, $15 million in my bank account. I went since 2018 without money. I had to sell the house my parents that I bought them in New Jersey just to afford it because I went bankrupt.

I spent that money when I got out of rehab because I stopped drinking, stop vaping, stop smoking, stop going to massage parlor, stop having sex. So my addiction became spending money again. I spent the 300 Are you still vaping though I'm back to stuff now Like I'm back to massage I'm not perfect I'm not even go to meetings right now

I just don't drink okay You don't drink no You haven't drink it No Because Bryce hogg gonna knock you eye If you keep drinking I know we talk about that Okay

So I can confidently He's a bare knuckle box Can I fart? Yeah you fart No no no no You've already fart twice Third time's a strike you're out No third time

No third time you're gone Third time I'll hold it So I get all this money right What is you going to do let's look at his track record he owned two ferrars he had a range over svr yeah he had a diamond rolex he had multiple grills he had a sex addiction he spent all his money first thing i'm doing with this money i'm driving to san diego to my parents house live on stream i'm writing my parents a check i'm paying off their entire house in san diego which they've

been struggling to pay but my oldest brother mohammed has been helping them because i can no longer help them and i'm retiring them both with a very hefty check to both of them just so they can live the rest of their lives not worried they can buy groceries they could do everything and live happily that's the first thing i'm doing and i'm so so so so like obviously you know like you can't like my you need to buy a house too bro my biggest regret all the i'll tell you my plan for that my biggest regret all these years is um when i had money i didn't use that wrong i found out later just last year my dad when i forgot who told me do you know why your dad is so upset about you not listening and losing all money. I said, why? Because when your dad was going

to retire, he told everybody, Yusuf got me. Because I would give my dad $3,000 a week when I had money. Yeah. I was helping him. The fact that my dad was looking at me to be his security and I failed him as a man, do you know how that makes me feel? So the fact that now, I haven't told my dad how much the deal is, he's been too scared to even call me to ask because he has trauma from the first time I spent it. Yeah. Going to my dad, writing a check that won't bounce. Giving him the money, al-h-h-h-h-a-la, like I made it and the house so I extended the lease I'm currently in for six months because it's so great because I want to stack in the six months. I'll probably make I forgot how much million, but I'll make a couple of million based on my deal how the payment structures are and then after the six months I'm going to buy a house and decide am I buying in Miami for better tax. I'm buying in LA. Where am I buying? And then the last thing I'm doing I've always wanted to do this. I'm I should have done this in 2011. Like, I should have started Fusitube Entertainment.

It's not going to be Fusitube now. It's going to be G7. That's the name. I'll tell you what G7 is. I want to fart so bad. I'm starting a G7 studios. I'm flying all the employees right now. By the way, all my employees, guess what?

They were all fans. Everybody who helped me during this sabbathon was a fan from my Discord. Every single person. I'm flying them. We're studying a whole studio for them. They're going to work with me on payroll in the fantasy factory, the G7 fantasy factory and I'm going to start signing people finally like I should have signed you I don't know if you know this we did have a contract together you were paying me to boost your

YouTube at first after one week you are so like focused and motivated and you know business and I don't so we'd be working out and you'd be talking about money and we need to do this and we need to open up this I couldn't take it that I said Brad I want to terminate this deal you just do your own thing. I never received a single dollar from you because of that. I don't know if you remember that. That was my biggest regret. I have so many of those regrets. Why? Why do you think you were like like you did it but you didn't fully do it? Because I didn't know how. All I wanted to be is talent. I never got the chance to just be talent. The reason I fucked up is because I was also trying to be a manager and a PR assistant and an accountant and all this shit. You know how

many people I put on in this industry? I don't say that to gloat. I say like good to give them their flowers. I've done it now at this point as well for yeah of course. But. But. Do you see money from them? No. No, bro. No. I got fucked by one. I made a bad deal with another in the past.

Now there's some that I just do because it's like it can make sense for me. But no, I don't see money for them. Really? Yeah. Well, what we should have done is Jake Paul, Team 10. He's the one who did it right. Sign all these people. They blow up.

You're helping them blow up. Like her, she's my assistant. Yeah. Before she came to visit me, how many viewers were you getting? I would average like 40. 40 viewers. But it didn't like correlate to like the support and money. Of course.

Now she gets obviously like 800 viewers, whatever. Yeah. But not only that, she being around my brand in G7, she's the Natalie to my David Dobrick. Her stock went up. Her life is forever changed. So not only am I getting money from them and doing, but I'm putting them on. Dude,

trust me, I get it. Yeah. I've done it. I'm a part of it. Yeah. I just, it's like,

I get hesitant because, like for me to go and now sign more people, I want to do it. I talk with Rice about this as well. But for me to sign more people, the hesitancy is in that these influencers seem to forget how much you do for them. And then when they get clout, they use it as like a,

oh, I can just pretend like I did this for myself and you're a bad guy. Yep. Like, I've already experienced that. Yep. So because, like,

it's just, it's fucked because on, the internet it seems like it doesn't matter that's why we talk about like can you be canceled can you this can you that because like people just believe whatever the fuck they want to believe but they don't always believe or hear the truth because these people who've ran their mouth about me like just make shit up so they look better so that they can be like oh i'm justin being a piece of shit yeah and so my fear is not so much in like signing the contracts and the right contracts so like you could set all that stuff change those things make those things better but it's just

genuinely in the fact that anyone could just go fuck you you and then make it an internet beef and then next you know they're just getting clout that they're refusing to give you anything for now even further and then they're just using you as some sort of stepping it's been happened to me been so are you sure like and because like i i i want to continue to do it as well but i do have hesitancy in it well i'm gonna i'm not gonna do anything sporadically i have a team now that i have to run everything by like literal board members on my team my biggest fan adeem who invested all the money he's not my partner he's running the board of operations so i'm gonna run it by them and find out

a way to structure it so I can get people on. But the problem is you can never structure someone on the internet. Meaning like if someone says, if someone goes bad on you, right? Let's say you sign me right now. And I go bad on you. I can just get on my podcast and be like Fusitub's a piece of shit. He did this. He said that. He treated me like this.

I can make it all up. Have it in the contract. If you speak on me and do this. Doesn't matter. Because in California and in most places, it's just lawsuits at that point where I could say whatever the fuck I want and people are, the problem is this. People are going to hear whatever they want to hear and go, that's true

because that person said it. Then you go, oh, I'm going to sue you. And you go, okay, cool, sue me. Then we just spent tons of money. There was a story after July 15th, right? I had given a friend of mine my Twitch channel. And I said, you can Twitch on this channel, give me 30%. He didn't have a social media.

I put him on. I said, I'll give you 30%. I mean, you give me 30%. You take the remaining. Just use a channel. Just use a channel. Yeah. While I'm in Bali.

Who is this? I don't want to say. Okay. While I'm in Bali and I bang my head through a glass window because all the stress that I was in, I come home and I log into my Twitch. I wasn't supposed to ever come back to Cali. That's the only reason I found out. I was supposed to live in Bali forever. I check my Twitch and I never knew Twitch.

So I look at the back end and it says $15,000 withdrawn from your account. But the money was from before I even went to Bali. So it had been sitting in that account. Twitch does credit card payments on the back end. Yeah. I call him. yo 15,000 taking out where is it i don't know bro call him back yo are you sure you don't know i don't know bro call him back yo where is the money yusuf are you fucking accusing me how could

you what the fuck i'm your brother you think i'm gonna turn on you like everybody else cool i call twitch yo can you tell me where this was twitch you could call at the time can you tell me where this was taken from they give me the name on the bank account his name I call him, yo, he starts crying, I'm so sorry. I'll pay you back. I apologize. I was in a tough spot. He goes to talk to my dad. My dad goes, listen, we're broke right now. We need this money. You have to find a way to pay Yusuf back. I swear to God, it's going to be my only objective. The next day. My dad's calling him, texting him. He's not answering. He sends my dad an essay this big. I will get a lawyer. I have video approval.

that Yusuf gave me the channel therefore all the money that was sitting in the channel is mine you cannot get me you don't understand how much value I gave to Yusuf streams I should have been getting paid from day one goes on Instagram posts and says I'm about to start my own Twitch now about to show y'all who really runs this shit goes on to drama alert post a video on the internet and gets posted on drama alert when I was the most hated YouTuber and says guys Yusuf asked me to to give him all the Twitch equipment back. He doesn't want me making money. Fuck Yusuf for two years.

Because I didn't say a word because I couldn't reply on the internet. Because I obviously left the internet. For two years, I got hated on for this incident. Two years later, I think when it was during COVID, I was broke. My face was swollen. I had pimples everywhere. My life was over. I tried drop shipping businesses.

I failed. Something told me to do. What I call him in the car? And I say, listen. I want to give you a chance to fly to L.A. to work with me on live streaming again. You work. You don't get paid.

You work until you earn me my $15,000 back. Immediately he says yes. He's been waiting for this. He knows he fucked up. What does he say? What do I say? The one caveat, you have to go live publicly and tell everybody you took that money from me. So that regard, even if that money was in there,

and you were still getting 30%? Shouldn't he have given you 30% of the 15? Correct. But his argument to my father in the text was Yusuf gave me the channel, therefore everything that's sitting in it is technically mine. Did you ever see 30% from it? Not a single dollar. Well, listen, it's all bullshit, man. The thing that I get it, you know, it's people obviously in places where, like, they feel like

it's something they need and there's some sort of desperation and, like, obviously, like, I understand that. But do you see how literally when things were good and everything, but the second he found the opportunity to dismiss me, like you said, said shit on me go on the internet yeah and the entire internet believe me the video is still up keem starts saying holy shit yusuf is so broke he had to take his twitch equipment back because i texted the guy after he sent my dad the lawyer thing i said i want every single thing dropped off on my parents house yeah he goes and drops it off and then goes off and says yusuf made me give all the stuff back because he doesn't want to see me making money goes to the store buys

twitch equipment and starts streaming i just can't believe how how like people just forget like the hands that you give them. Yeah. That's the thing that's so crazy on this whole, like this whole social media space where people just literally forget what you do and how much you help them. Also, that's what I don't understand. For 36 days on the sub-a-thon, I've done a lot of good things. I don't do it for praise. A lot of people are like, why do you record this?

My life is 24-7. You can see that I don't have time to script anything. Everything is natural. I was at a cashier in Walmart. Somebody donated and said, give the cashier this 500. It was a $5 donation. I felt so bad. I gave him 500.

There was a woman on the street. I took a picture with her son. She said, I should charge you $1,000 for taking a picture with my son. I said, what's your cash app? Sent her $1,000. There was a gardener working on my friend's house who watched me celebrate of hitting like a certain amount of subscribers. I sent him 500.

I help people on the streets. I helped a homeless man. We put him into housing. We're doing a lot. I say that to say, you could do all these good things. The second, you do one thing that doesn't meet their standards or gives them a chance. to cancel you, none of that shit that you did matters. The only thing that matters is the bad thing.

Yeah, man. Internet. Trusty, man. Internet. It's so fickle. You know how a priest told me one time? In Islam, we call it a sheikh, but you would call it a priest. He said, Yusuf.

He said this in 2011. This is such a fire quote. He said, fame is like a staff that you used to walk yourself, like a cane. He said when they support you and want you big, they support you and you're holding a wooden stick. But in a second, that same stick can turn into a snake And it's the same snake that's going to bite you and kill you Yeah

That's so how do you think then you mitigate these things Can you mitigate them? You just kind of roll with their punches So the thing with me is I told you I have a very close connection to my audience They have my phone number They text me every day Hold on one take

I think he's gonna tell them to go to the front Yeah They get into fights with each other like And they text me Yusuf so-and-so moderator said this to me I have to pull back that I can't be so close to them and so personal and care about every single little thing. I have to look at the bigger picture.

Still be close. Still be there for them, but be there for all of them. Give one of them like a one-on-one time every time where everybody's watching it, but I can't be so close hands-on with it. Yeah. So how do you think you mitigate like? Because I'm assuming throughout your career you've had, you know, people like assistance, people have come into your life that have like, you know, done you dirty along the way.

are you going to mitigate it before because bro i've had i've had the toughest time with people who feel like entitled or people feel like i don't know they just i don't even know how to describe it man like i've i've worked and i've had like friends and i've had people come in and out of my life that like genuinely fucking hurt me the way that they they they've acted like after the fact of not working i was gonna say i bet you after the fact all those people that you put on and take care of spread negative shit about you and said that you're better your name every single one man yeah And it's like, I don't, it's, it's such a crazy thing. Because knowing when you're in it and seeing the people and seeing what they need.

And then you hear all the things that are said like, bro, I literally have like, I'm on the phones with people and like he's talking about how this person got connected with this other person. It's like the same person who say I'm a terrible person to everyone would be like, I'm talking to another person. He's like, oh yeah, when that person came to film videos with me, he said, I said the first time he met him, he goes, oh, Yeah. I live with Brad. Let's film a video like using me to leverage me. The same person will say I'm a bad human. You know why I recently cut off a friend and didn't even tell him why didn't even respond nothing before she flew out here. He calls her and tells her. Yo, you're going to love Yusuf. I think you should get with him. He's going to try to get with you. He's a good guy all this shit. That same guy. My friend goes to her best friend and says warn her of Yusuf. Tell him tell her to stay away. from him he's going to manipulate her he's going to try to have sex with her she what did he said basically that basically that without even asking him i just literally i don't have time for it i cut him out yeah so that's that's a crazy thing man i've literally have people that i've known for years go and say things like that about me because they didn't didn't continue to get something

from me that they feel like maybe they were entitled to have or something but like it's just it's the craziest shit i can't even i don't even know how to describe it like So how do you, how do you think you move forward in, in your career? You're not, you're not going to like my answer. You just keep dealing with it. Contracts. I never had contracts. I never had contracts.

It doesn't matter. Doesn't matter. This contracts. Here's the problem, right? You were right. And I've done that. I've made mistakes. I've made shitty contracts.

I was like, fuck, should have did that four years. I made contracts that I did four years still got fucked. The contracts will not save you from what I'm talking about because what I'm talking about is the fact that someone can tell you to your face. A contract, yeah, blah, blah, what? Next thing you know? Yeah. Oh, yeah.

Everything's good. Just behind your back Talking to say all I say that say this say that All I can do is be myself Through and through because my life is 24 seven There have been a lot of things that have happened That people tried to twist on me I say hey bitches go look at the re-recording

I have it on tape I have receipts Be who I am Authentically on and off camera I got banned for the first time in 36 days It's the first time me and this girl Had a conversation that wasn't on camera At the end of the conversation I'm not even going to look at her

Kitty, was I the same person on camera that I was off camera? Yes. Oh, sorry. She's slow. Yeah, what the hell? For the first time of my life, I used to have an assistant before. You know who? Yeah.

I would be nice to her on camera, off camera. I would be a dick. Now I'm more me off camera than I am on camera. The camera is no longer like a facade. It's just a representation of my life now. So, so, because before it was kind of like that, I guess it's, it's, I guess you're just more, I'm just through and through. I don't lie. Yeah. Um, you want tea for your podcast story I haven't told. Go ahead. Yeah. Happy punch promotions. Yeah. What happens. No one knows. This is Keemstar. This is Kim star. No one knows. What happened. I come up with a concept, because I was doing Dana to back in the day. For those of you familiar, I was going around interviewing all the boxers. Yeah. I remember. I was the main promotion. This is after you got beat up. Yep. I was, no, I was the main promotion for social gloves. Yeah.

Austin's event. Yes. I was the one. I was Wade Plem before Wade Plem. Everybody loved Dana Tube. So I came up with an idea after I did it. I think I, I think I was one who made that name. Did you? The Dana Tube. Yeah, it wasn't me. That was me. That was you. And then you just ran with it. I remember that shit. Oh shit. Doesn't matter.

So, 30%. So I didn't get any. What? You think Kim paid me? No, I want my 30% for that name. Listen, listen, listen. I know. I know. Fuck it with you So I come up with an idea Happy Punch Promotion Did you come up with the name? Me and Keem were doing it collectively

But yes, if I look back I think I had came up with the name Okay We were We both did an event together And we killed it My career doesn't have a good name Kim is the number one business person on YouTube

He's been he should have been canceled years ago You can't cancel him He's like Voldemort Yeah he's really in this bitch Keep your friends close keep your enemies closer. What did I do? What do I do with the guy who abused me for so many years, hurt me, tore me down, become his

best friend. Why? When Kim is your enemy, he will fucking ruin your life. But when Kim loves you, he will ride for you till he fucking dies, right? So I chose to partner with him. Got an idea. Happy Punch Promotions. We'll be the number one news media outlet for all these events.

We'll head up all these boxing events and say that we'll do your commentary and promotion. look at the numbers we have signed a deal with him did everything launched it we had a manager at the time that i wasn't with but keem was then i'm not going to say john a couple of weeks into happy punch we got somebody doing the instagrams we instantly became one of the most popping instagrams on youtube happy punch promotions um i get an idea i'm on youtube at 3 a m in the morning i find this kid named dean the great don't know if you've ever seen a box on misfits. I've seen him since. He's fighting cops on the street and he boxed three people at one time. I call Kim Star. Keem, I know how happy punch is going to the moon. How? We actually become a

promotional company and sign these boxers. We get a percentage of all their purses and we put them in the biggest fights. Game over. He loves it. We start that. We signed Dean the Great. We saw Salt Poppy. Now we have a roster of the best influencer boxers in the world. I was busy for a lot of things and keem allowed me to be busy right but i'm still 50% co-owner 50% shareholder still today no 50% everything um i ended up there was one time i had to go to rehab for something so i had to leave that time and then when i come back it's time i i get a i go to rehab for the brys hall incident i get out of that i then spend time on my sobriety i don't have time to be focused on internet shit I'm just focused on my health.

Then I signed the Dejy fight. Obviously, when you're in a fight, you don't have time to work, do anything. Your life 24-7, eat, sleep, breathe is boxing. Even if I lost, it's boxing. And I put my due diligence and worked every day. So I didn't have time to do Happy Punch shit, obviously. Why would I be expected to, you know? I fucking, like, I'm going to put the team on.

I'm going to be wearing Happy Punch on my clothes. I'm going to walk out representing Happy Punch. punch and if I get this win our stocks go up and he knew that he would text me all the time you have to win I don't expect you to work you have to win you have to win right I lose I come home I have my nose broken have to do a nose surgery I'm recovering the landlord of the unit I was living in sold the unit kicked me out had seven days to go out signed a new lease moved all my stuff in boxes into my new home still vulnerable from my surgery He hadn't had a single second to rest.

My ex-girlfriend found out she was fucking this other dude that her while she was fucking me. Went through that breakup. Still dealing it with her going to therapy about her. Depression started. I went from being 5% body fat. I don't know how much I was to now for the first time in a year, started eating sugar again.

Every single night crumble cookies, ice cream, candy. So in 30 days that I spent recovering, I lost my body. I didn't even lose it by a lot. probably went from 5% to like 12% I don't know but that little discrepancy fucked me up mentally I stopped going to the gym stop being healthy so I started slipping I was basically holding onto the the roof but I hadn't fallen off yet keem then hits me up me and keem had a guy that worked for us his name was perza one of the best guys he now works for wade and he was doing our tic talks and stuff perza got one of our YouTube channels accidentally demonetized and he got

another one banned for something hacked keem was livid for punch happy punch keem was on the phone with me and this guy and keem is cussing him the fuck out how dare you how dare you keem is fucking so i called the guy privately hey brother i'm so sorry for how keem's talking to you this isn't going to work out i think it's best if you just leave the business pay us the half of the advance we gave you and be on your way he apologized said okay called keem back keem's out now we don't have the social media guy so now keem goes yusif i need you to be dana tube what do you mean you need me to be dana tube i don't want to be on the internet no more i'm depressed i'm going through shit no i've been working on this business the entire time that you've been training and didn't say

a single shit you were busy for a year before that you haven't done shit for this company i need you to be dana tube i need you to interview all the boxers i need you to fly out to people i need you to do the youtube content i need you to do the social medias keem we don't even have a team we don't even have a I don't even all my stuff is in boxes. I don't even have an editor. I don't have a cameraman. That's not my problem. You live in LA. Find people. Kim, we need a budget to be able to pay these people. We'll work it out. Find the person, right? I'm like, what the fuck? I don't want to be dana tube, but I'm scared of Kim. So I'm like, I have to. So I call my lawyer and I start talking and I say, and Kim Star, by the way, I'm not trying to start any drama with you. I'm just finally telling my truth. I've never told my truth. You could tell you. You could tell my lawyer. You could. tell your truth, but I think I'm doing it due diligence. I said I didn't work for over a year. I said I was busy during the Degy fight, but everything after that, I think I'm telling with 100% sincerity and truth. I'm not doing it to diminish you. You've cared for me when nobody else did, but I'm just stating the truth because a lot of people to this day think I own

happy punch when I don't. So I don't want to do Dainatube. So I call my lawyers and I call my mom and I go, guys, what's more important? The millions that I'm going to make with Dainatube or my happiness. I'm not happy working with you. I'm not happy working with you. I call my mom. I call my Keem great guy but I can't I just can't you can't because you didn't want to do that role or because the role and also because of just everything in the past I was never healed from it yeah I was close with the guy who literally made me want to kill myself yeah I was in therapy talking to him I would literally ask my therapist why am my friends with my abuser he made me want to kill myself literally he doesn't give a fuck about he didn't give a fuck about me for so many years

now he's my best friend that's fucked up something was wrong with me so I tell us them i don't want to be in happy punch we call keem we call john usuf wants out oh by the way i didn't tell you the reason happy punch went to shit me and keem were supposed to make money from all the purses there was a problem john keem star's manager who owns uh everything with keem star wasn't working with me so he was unhappy why should i do everything for happy punch when i'm only getting 20% but you're only getting 20% because you don't even manage me you manage Kim and I'm still giving you 20% a happy punch that should be more than enough for you to work no I need more so I get a lawyer involved the lawyer talks to them and he goes well guys sorry to break

it to you we can't you guys can't get paid anyway promotion promotional managers can't be managers as well promoters can be managers so what is john and keem solution because they're making money 360 from everything else anyway all right fine we won't take any percentage from the fighters we just want them to rep happy punch and be happy punch fighters And we'll do it that way But I signed Dean the Great Like that's my guy How am I not gonna receive money from Dean? I want to manage his career

Sorry Yusuf we can't So the money I had zero income that I was supposed to be making from each fighter They're getting paid 200,000 100,000 for each fight Saw zero of it That's what fucked up happy punch So then I don't want to do the thing The lawyer calls Kim and John and goes Yusuf's out Kiem goes are you fucking sure

If you're out you're out But I need you to be sure I say yes The next morning, I woke up with regret. I called Keem back and John and my lawyer. I'm sorry, I was wrong. I'm going to do everything in my power to work hard and make you happy, Kim. I'm going to make you so proud. I'm going to go crazy.

I'm going to be Fusitube. I'm going to be Dana Tube. He then says, great. Get in your car. Go straight to the Austin McBroom face off with the Nissan Gibb. Record it. Get a video up ASAP and do an interview with Slim. I rush with a broken nose, still taped, not even healed.

I go, I was supposed to do a face-up with Anneson Gibb in Austin. They go, Anneson-Gib goes, Yusuf. I'm focusing on my fight. I'm not about to do a face-off right now. The fight's tomorrow. I'm sorry, I already told Keem. So I go outside and interview Austin on his own. Post it.

I go home, my mom's sitting with me. No cameraman, no editor, no nothing. I record this slim interview. I'm miserable. I hate it Imagine doing this podcast But you fucking hate it You feel like a sellout

You're unhappy Why are you feeling that way then? I just I needed time to myself I wasn't ready I was not ready I hated it My mom saw me afterwards I started crying

She said Yusuf You gotta leave happy punch I call back and I go I want to leave happy punch They go fine We've made I think at the time When I left

We've made $100,000 Up to this point We're gonna give you that $100,000 And we're gonna give you 5% co-owner rights forever because you're a co-founder they wired the 100,000 it went away obviously I had so much that I had to pay for so much even the lawyer fees to fix this was disgusting so I lost all that anyways um and I still own the 5% I'm gonna give you another T after this by

jake Paul so I do own 5% but do you really think I'm gonna see any of that 5% team but let me tell you what happened now so because I was so hurt afterwards I slip into a depression that caused me to let go and fall i go straight into a i'm broken i'm calling mental health institutions every morning crying smoking a new port on my patio i don't know how to handle reality i don't know how to handle time i can't have conversations with people time feels too much i think i'm going to go to the bridge and jump please let me in they put me into they got me into one i drive there with all my luggage i'm so at a relief i get in guess what happened What?

They check my insurance. It's midnight. They already cut off for the day, but I was in such a vulnerable state. They let me in because I could self-harm. They come back to me and they go, Yusuf, we checked your piss work. We found marijuana in your system. We can't admit you. Yeah.

I smoked two weeks before out of a pen. I was losing it. I get in my car, call my sister. I'm crying. I'm screaming. I get a flat tire on the freeway on the way home. About to end it all. Take an Uber, go home.

I'm crying. Nura, I'm going to end it. It's over. It's over. King Batch. I don't know how it happened. Ends up texting me, hearing what's going on. King Batch at 2 in the morning, came to my place in L.A., sat with me, called a friend of his who lost a friend to suicide, and made him call me off the ledge and got me to go to sleep that night.

They found me a new mental health hospital to go to, and I went. I'm going to tell you a story about Jake Paul, but before I finish, I stopped talking about, talking to Keem after that incident. I ignored every call, everything, went to the mental health hospital. It wasn't until like four months later I actually answered a call. And every time he called me, he would talk as if I still own Happy Punch. You said if you're still owner, this is your baby, you came up with this. Everybody still thinks it's yours. You have to be appreciative. We just signed Salt Poppy. He just knocked out this person. Our stocks are going through the roof. Keem, I own 5%. It's your business now. Stop trying to make me feel like I'm still owner. And he did it with

good intentions trying to know this is your baby you still own it don't worry everybody knows i got sick of it the internet always tweeted me oh you're not broke you own happy punch you do this having to watch all the misfits events seeing all these people do my role that i came up with seeing the happy punch fighter seeing keem star on stage running the event that was my baby i was pissed i was hurt i was hurt um so at the end of the day um i don't so when keem recently said what he said I know me and him are going to be fine and we'll talk it up but when Kim recently said

what he said about the incident that's why I tweeted and stood up for myself and I said brother I didn't get banned for that I got banned for this and then I also said and I don't own happy punch promotions

basically stop saying that why do you think it's in his interest to say that? Because he would always say on the phone I hope you don't think that I snaked you and took your business Yusive I hope you know that you left me no options I hope you know that you weren't

working and I was forced to make that decision. He said I put him in a bad position, which I understand. So obviously he wanted to make me to feel good because he needed me. Verbatim on the phone. He would say, I need Dana 2 back. Nobody can do what you do. You're the best in the game. When he kicked me at a happy punch and gave me the 5%. He said, the reason I have to kick you out is because I have to invest the money we're going to make into somebody who's going to do your job. Tell this day, this happened in 2022. He never hired. a single person to do online content and he only has the same person who's doing instagram all i asked him before i got kicked out was keem just keep me as percentage owner let me work behind the

scenes like you let me do these events let me be the person who takes care of the fighters like dean the great who looks at me as an older brother you are you are as a percentage owner but guess what he said i already do all that behind the scenes i don't need you i need you to be dana tube That's why he left Yeah Let me tell you one more story I know I've talked a lot No it's fine

Continue Has this been long? No Yeah don't worry No So what do wait wait So okay I got a fart so bad man

Stop stop the farting Please No So your relationship with Keem right now What is it Keem really cares about me He always has cared about me He obviously regrets

Everything he's done to me Over the past July 15 Exposed me pranks as if I'm on a worst person one time there was a picture of me talking to two fans they for drama alert photoshop the picture made it look like I'm in a hot a hotel hallway soliciting two prostitutes these guys ruined my life um but the relationship I right now we're not talking because he took his girl's side and he was unhappy and he said his justification was I gave yousev got his 14 chance at life I've been nothing but been there for him trying to help him

and everything and now he goes and does this with this woman I'm disgusted and I'm upset with him so I'm not I'm not mad at him I understand that's fair but I am going to tell my truth now yeah I just wonder why he said that because he why do you think he said that because his girl took his girl I literally have the text message my girl is so mad she like she's like she's like she's so angry right now at what it what it looks like you did on what it looks like I did on the internet yeah interesting I love both of them and I want them to know that but that's just my truth there's the difference between talking shit and telling the truth that's why right now with my audience they're always no matter what happens this girl

has fucked up so fucking badly and they don't allow me to even get mad because for them it's team kitty she can't do no wrong i got a brand new tesla she scratched it on day one okay okay no no no she just got a flat tire in my tesla i had to uber here no no swear to god okay So, but like, I'm the bell boy. You got to understand. Like, I'm the bell boy. I take in every bag. Yeah, I'm amazing.

I'm very particular. I'm very on point. He thinks I sleep in, but he doesn't understand. We haven't yet established enough boundaries for us to, like, have set time. I was, I was, I would yell at you in the car. No, no, no. But he's told me today that I need to wake up earlier. I woke up today.

No, no, no. My throat closed. My nose closed. I can't breathe. I can't get up. I can't find my vape. I can't get water. this girl wakes up at 12

I had to go in her room and be like kitty I needed you but I didn't know that I would have had to be up at that time I have everything scheduled I'll say this about kitty she's the best thing that could have ever happened to my life I love this woman with my life and I told her from day one we actually in the first three days you know how it is when you first meet somebody we kissed publicly online each other I go to Hugh we love bombed each other have you guys had sex no I go to Houston that next day guess what I do

Another girl kisses me. I kiss her. This girl in the audience, fuck you, Siff, he cheated, all the shit. I'm like cheated. I know this girl for three days, relax. I fly home. All her bags are packed. She's on her way out. I turn off the stream.

I go upstairs to her. I go kidding. I fucked up. I just met you three days ago and everything that I said to you was genuine and I did share a genuine kiss with you. This shit is moving so fast. I was in Houston. A girl kissed me and I kissed her back.

All this taught me was. I don't want to be with you. I don't want a relationship. It's much healthier if we were just friends. I want you in my life forever and I promise to take you up. If I go up, I need you to stay. She contemplated it for a couple of hours. She came up to me.

She said, I'm staying. Kitty, do you regret not leaving? No, I don't regret leaving. No, wait. I'm going to put her. Yeah, yeah, you got it right. I'm going to put a Rolex on her wrist before I even spend a dollar on myself. I'm going to change this girl's life.

I'm going to buy her a car. She trusted me. You will. So I'll say this. She takes care of me. She's Muffin's mom She does all the girly stuff that I need Help me pack

I know I need one of these I paint his nails No Brad when it comes to assisting Like business wise Fuck Yeah it's tough She's so like dumb Love you

That's not true That's so not true That's not true We have not established enough yet Like we we haven't shared passwords This is all developing You want to know something

No no wait wait wait Let me finish Hold on I understand that Like the majority of our relationship has been live stream 24-7 so the time i need to sit down with him to establish these boundaries and get things set to have this is fair this is super fair i haven't been able to even have the authority to do things or make decisions because they have not yet been established it's only been three days since this ban but he's been sick the one day he didn't sleep and today is the first day that i woke up

with him and we kind of not with me i sleep on the couch and they see that on my stream i mean like woke up I don't sit her bed with her. Like yesterday, what happened yesterday when you, you didn't even sleep yesterday. So I had an alarm set to make it to what I was aware that we had scheduled. But he still yet has to learn that he needs to share his schedule with me. Can I say one thing? Yeah, of course. First of all, before we even walked into your house, we looked at each other and said,

11 a.m. every morning is the one hour she gets to give me all the stuff I have to do. She gets one hour to tell me everything because my life moves too fast. Yeah, I get you. Two, we packed for my Toronto trip. packs for me. I have an assistant now. She packs for me. We do everything in the house. We leave. We're driving. We go out to eat. I'm now flying to Toronto. I have a first class flight. I'm so excited. We're halfway to the airport and I go, kitty, is my suitcase in the trunk? No, I said you have your suitcase. But in my defense, he took, I was carrying muffin. I was carrying

my backpack. I had my purse. And I was holding like drinks and shit. Like I have two arms and I'm a fucking small female. Oh, can I curse on here? Yeah. Yeah. And I'm a small female. Like, I'm not your bell boy or your mom. I am going to assist you in every way I can, but you took the live streaming

streaming backpack and that's it. Of course. You had the responsibility. Let me ask you this. Whose responsibility? Because everybody took her side. It's your fucking suitcase. It's this.

I said, what the fuck is the point of an assistant? I know it's my suitcase. But whose responsibility was it to put it in the car? Guess what ended up happening? Had to race home. Get the suitcase. Go to the airport. The traffic.

was so bad. Luckily, I had a scooter in my trunk holding my suitcase on the scooter through L.A. traffic. Made it. Guess what she was doing in the car the whole time, dancing to music. What? You were. You told me to stay in the car and continue driving. No, no, no. Okay, we need to hash this out real quick right now. We got to sort this out. You can never be. But no, because I do want to hear your opinion on this as well. I said that we should not be going out to eat because what happened when he missed his flight to Chicago was, we went to Korean barbecue and then we're late to the airport he wanted to go eat and meet with people and I was saying we should not because I want to be on point that wouldn't have happened

if we weren't in a rush and also you can't you also can't expect me to do every little thing I am hitting every point I am particular and I am very responsible but be a man carry your own bag here and there that's what happened with the with the Tesla I get that, but had you asked me, hey, Yusuf, get your bag. I would have known. I didn't know it was my responsibility, truly. I walked down before you. But you carrying everything in the back.

I had all your back. I had all his, I said, hold on. I got to go up to get it. I know he studied three years old, but you got to treat him like if he's an assistant, apparently in this case, because if you're not doing business stuff, you got to treat them like a kid. Well, no, completely understood. But you also have to understand that was the first incident that's happened.

Now I know. Okay, fair. Now I know that every time going forward, I will double triple. check. That's fair. Another incident happened where I was washing his clothes and oh wait wait wait wait wait. It's like reality. Watch this. Watch this. Watch this and watch how it turns on to be my fault. I'm not. I'm not turning nothing on you. All of his clothes were in the bin. He needed his laundry for the airport. He's like, can you wash these? I put whatever clothes were in the bin into the laundry. And by the time

I'm going to put him into the dryer, I realize his wallet was in his pants. My Louis Vuitton wallet gets fucked up. But I didn't know that I need to check all of his pockets. for every fucking article of everything i'm not saying it's your fault but now i know you are a big ass kid bro you know now i know now i know going forward now i know going forward i will check all of his pockets before putting him into the watch he's a little crazy and he's a kid you know no i said it i would say this in therapy all the time literally my text to my therapist would say i'm 33 years old but like a grown man man child i didn't spend my 20s my formative years taking care of myself and learning how to live a lifestyle the only problem is now i don't know how to be an adult

that's it yeah you got to just as long as you know that yeah but i'm a very nurturing person and like a natural healer and empire all right now let's let's say the good things about her because now we need this is like a real therapy she's amazing um the most important thing that i like about her she doesn't let me like she doesn't like she'll she'll she'll talk back that's good i hate when somebody lets me walk all over them. Yeah. But I could say like, Kitty, what the fuck? There was a clip on stream.

She came up to my face. I, I, I do laundry. I do this. I do that. I do this. Don't you dare disrespect me. I went downstairs and I was like, that was the hottest thing she could have.

One thing, though, and you'll relate to this because what I texted you earlier. At first, I had a hard time doing, discerning this because I obviously, as the G7 leader, I expect G7 behavior. So G7 is that because of the phone? Close your eyes. Whoa. Whoa. What are you going to do? I won't touch you. Close your eyes. Trust me. Close your eyes. Okay. It's game seven of the NBA finals. Bradley Martin is paying for the, playing for the G7, uh, Rizley Bears. There's 0.4 seconds left on the clock. The coach draws up a play and says, Bradley, the ball's coming to you. What are you doing in that moment? Tripping on your shoelaces and falling or making the shot and

making a parade in your city? Oh, I'm winning. then you have a G7 mind state. It's like Mamba mentality. It's the sickest audience name I've ever had because I'm selling a mindset. I'm not selling them this, that, or the other. I'm selling them a mindset so they can better their own lives. I say that to say, out of a G7,

everybody who works with me, I expect excellence. Yeah, you can't be excellent, but you can strive for excellence. So that's why everybody I expect like to be here. And if you can't be here, that's fine. Just go to somewhere that allows here because G7 only allows here. Yeah, I get it. You got to respect it.

Yeah. That's for sure. She is. She's G7. She's the G7 lady coach. I love it. What's the hardest part about working with him? Yeah.

Erratic. Tell him about the fire. It's just, it's very, everything's very impulsive, like, and chaotic. Like, I'm a huge organization type person. Like, I've been, today was the first day that he has said, like, every morning we need to sit down and say what's going on for the day. But I've been trying to do. that every single day. So just like communicating is hard, but it's just hard to navigate right now because of the live streaming and the content and everything's crazy and we're

still figuring this out. Yeah, because how are you going to communicate live stream? Exactly. It's hard. You got to like get off camera. Yeah. Yesterday, my whole team advised me to be off the phone, not because of the drama, on top of the drama because they wanted me to rest. I hadn't slept since I landed in Toronto. I just signed a multimillion dollar deal from Kik, not signed officially, but got the deal. I'm obviously on a high. So I stayed up all night. She was yelling at me all yesterday. Give me your phone. Get off your phone. You can't do this. You have to rest. So that's what I think that's the hardest part for her when. And I told her too. I said, listen, if you're going to work here, sometimes you have to trust me. I messaged Tristan Tate.

Tristan Tate is an ally. Yeah. He messaged me when everything happened. And I signed my message. Do you have my phone? No, I could get it. Okay. I want to show you what he said. Well, let's talk about that for a second before you get into what he said. What did. you think about the fact that I think they've got removed from house arrest now they're um yeah you just farted again i didn't yeah you did that was muffin that wasn't is it well look why she she moved away yeah well it doesn't matter what was your question no why did you fart again i'm sorry brad i have a lot of gas that's third time i need to start doing colonics do you want to end the podcast i have a jake paul story for you i have a good one we'll hear that is no but okay

let's talk about tate real quick take the tape brother oh my god i have hell of text um so it's just interesting to me how it's i don't know it seems like can i call dean the great he just texted me a ninja why i got kimchi his girlfriend come showing me that you like all her naked picks on instagram you like all her naked picks i don't give a fuck about instagram likes but when it's your girl or the bitch you fucking whatever it's brocode not to own or entertain that type shit me personally for example like yo ex followed me i don't follow back like her post i just don't move that way um you good This kid causes me so much drama, bro.

He text you that? I swear to God. Day, he pressed you. He pressed you on text. That's hilarious. He's not going to answer now. I hope he answers. I got to unfollow her.

Where the fuck is her Instagram? It's her fault. Why is she naked on my fucking Instagram? Because you follow her. I followed her to show support and I don't like anybody. I scroll and I like it like this. I don't look at a single post. I just like to show people that I supported them.

dude I like the new youssef bro right yeah he's good all right um what was your question sorry so you saw obviously the tates are their off house arrest yeah right um

did you did you ever doubt them um I don't know the details of who what Andrew and Tristan Tate did I'll be honest yeah But I know Andrew and Tristan Tate as people. Just like I can say, I love Kanye West's music, but I don't know Kanye West as a person.

You know what I mean? Yeah, yeah. So I know Andrew and Tristan for the clips that I've seen and what they do, but I don't know for what they've done wrong. And from what they say and what they do, I love them. Yeah. I look at them as like, like older brother figures. Yeah.

They treat me how to treat brothers. They treat me how to work hard as a man. They treat me how to. So I messaged Tristan and I said, Hey Tristan, I received a very large kickoffer last night I stayed up all night working I haven't slept I've been flowing you know when you're in the flow state yeah absolutely Everyone on my team is forcing me to stop tweeting and talking what do you think thank you Don't stop I received the same advice let let it blow over LOL look how I've changed the narrative

And become bigger than ever fuck anybody trying to slow you down stay loud that's my advice Let me see that was Chiston Tate telling me fuck you in your advice saying fuck you and your advice fuck you and your advice yeah he told me not to he said specifically you swear to god your name he's like fuck kitty no don't listen to her specifically get the fuck out of here no he didn't say your name just in general they don't listen to you that's why i didn't listen to you but in general so yeah um they i i i watched like all their youtube videos of just them being them so i don't care about the drama i don't know what it is yeah and i can't speak on it's ignorant and if it's wrong for me to be saying this i'm sorry

I don't know. No, no, no. But I watched them as people and I fucking loved it. I saw how you should treat a friend. I saw how you should run a business. I saw how you should treat the reality when the Matrix tries to cancel you. Yeah. It's the whole thing's so interesting how there's just like it's, it just seems like people at that level, at that level of popularity is like it's better to make them look bad than let them look good.

You know what I'm saying? Yeah. Because like what you're talking to, like obviously you can't speak to directly all the things. that may or may never have happened in their whole like their the accusations and the case bullshit. Yeah. But you can't really speak directly to like the benefits that you're talking about receiving from them, meaning like the things and the content that you're like, oh, this is really helpful to me and helpful to young men.

Like I'm sure there's people who hate Fusey for sure. They've seen a clip of me say something that touched them and they're like, I don't like him, but I appreciate what he said here. Yeah. That's all. I just think it's interesting how it's, I don't know, like that type of. But also Tristan didn't have to follow me. He followed me.

He didn't have to tweet me when I said the N-word. He tweeted me. Yeah. And that N-word thing, why did you react so crazy? Because I was on a podcast. I filled a podcast with Steve. We and him are going to start a podcast ago. Oh, fire.

Yeah, just can't be on YouTube. It's going to be on X. Of course. Shout out, Elon Musk. Amazing. Amazing plow. I love Twitter. They're paying crazy.

They are. It's insane. So we're on a pod, and Steve said one of the funniest things ever, man. He said he saw you say that. And he thought of Kim Jong-un. Okay, let me explain. why let me explain why because he was he was saying how like it was like when he said that to me i just started laughing because i was like where the fuck did that come from but he basically was saying

it like you know he he didn't think that the black community would be so mad that you would say that you know what i'm saying like in the way what you said it it's not it's not it's not like you said it like you weren't saying in a derogatory you were singing a song and at the same time like why like why did you react like that because it was so i i was still on the high of my sublathon and i was doing everything good. I'm sitting on my couch late at my bed late at night and I go, guys, let's have a moment together. I wanted to listen to J. Cole, love yours together about appreciating your life. I wanted to decompress. So I'm playing it. I'm multitasking. All of a sudden, a word that hasn't come out of my mouth since maybe I was 13 years old slips out and I feel it roll. Be honest.

You say it all the time. I swear I got it. My mom. You say all the time. I said it at 13. When you sing, you sing, you sing the songs. In your car by yourself. I changed it to brother. Arab or streamer and it works with every lyric. I feel like you get the past though they kai gave it to me but I feel like you get the past I gave it to me but I'm still not gonna use it but listen when it came out my mom everybody just heard her on stream make me promise her my mom said Yusuf I can't go through another like meltdown from you oh okay I need you thought of that she goes I can't handle it I imagine the call with my mom that I'd be calling with her saying mama I just got canceled I said the

the N word. It's over. I have to do Uber now. I immediately went to there because the internet treats me unfairly when I do stuff because I allow them. Yeah. So I thought it was overreacted. Not even overreacted. I reacted. I reacted genuinely. Yeah. I thought I fucked up. I was under a lot of stress from the sub-a-thon already. I was doing a million things at once and then I just did that. I just saw everyone's reaction was like, why are you reacting like that? Everybody in the streets who sees me goes, ah, you said the N-word, huh? But they say it as a joke. All the black people who come up to me. Yeah. Yeah. No, because I'm telling you, I saw the people's reactions. I saw a clip. I was like, bro, what the fuck did?

You got to remember. My sister became a lawyer at Berkeley Law School because she didn't want to support people who were guilty because she's too good of a person. She became a civil rights activist for Palestine. Now she's a university. She's a professor at a university. My sister uses her voice to abolish racism, abolish prejudice, abolish discrimination. She wants justice. So you got to look at who my family is. My mom raised me well. I don't do shit like that. Yeah. Not even four. content yeah i get it yeah your reaction was hilarious to me i'm not gonna lie yeah welcome to the sub-a-thon every day something happened no it was amazing it's i i know when i started live again tomorrow

i'm probably gonna be kidnapped by the cartel or something no they can come get you for your watches they heard about the 15 million yeah they're coming for you dude um man we got to do something together that would be fired because i do really want to start i don't i'm not gonna do 24-7 like use no way i can do it but i have an idea i want to start i want to start streaming like i have an idea that's going to let you stream 24 seven no i can't i have an idea i have an idea 24 seven that i'm saying it here because i want to them to know where the idea comes from what happens i promise you's going to change the game promise we'll talk about off camera but i do i love i love it but i want to work with you in it yeah that's fine okay um let me tell you the jake paul

story and then be on my way yeah what's a jake paul story what does the internet the hateful and I think about Jake Paul. I mean, it's divided. It's divided like a people like, oh, they want to see him lose. They think he's whatever, this and that. The problem child, right? I like Jake Paul, man. People think I don't like him because of the shit that I said about him getting

memed and like, I think he's fucking crushing it. Oh, yeah, Logan, Paul just, can I talk about? Have you talked about that yet? Yeah, well, I've talked about it, not, not. Basically, this is where it was at now. It was like, Logan, I said all the shit that I said to Logan. Like, you know, you did this for views. This is for views, period, because you're saying I'm doing lame shit for views.

You're doing this for views Yeah And then I ended it with like Yo just come fight me in front of my gym Fuck views fuck money I'll just fight you If you really think I'm that lame No response

And then I get Jake saying We'll pay you to fight this guy A different guy Completely different guy Who I've never heard of And then I googled And I was like This is like a crazy UFC fighter

Right That was the response was deflection for Logan likes UFC so much Why not do a wrestling match? I'm not talking about wrestling I want to do a wrestling match Oh you would do UFC Yeah

Wow Yeah that's what I'd want to do okay but like I don't I'm not interested in fighting for a million dollars no wrestling UFC fight would be fire but I get even if I just did a I'd fight him for free yeah I know you I know you and I always tell everybody like if you guys saw one time I forgot who it was in the gym I think it was Bryce Hall before I even knew Bryce he tried wrestling you but you got mad like what you did to Vitale like people test your kindness but I was nice I was nice people test your kindness because you're big and kind and you see that like when

And Vitaly did that thing to you. Yeah, but I was nice to him, bro. And you had to say, hey, little man, sit down. I mean, I hit him, but it was like a reluctant. I don't really want to hit this guy here. But what I'm saying is you're dangerous. Oh, I know that I'll hurt someone. There's no doubt about that.

What's your weight class? Are your heavy weight? Yeah. Yeah, yeah. I'm 260. You got to ask the wait. No. We got to go.

We got to go. This has been an amazing podcast, by the way. Our synergy is always so good together. It's been that way. You've literally like 10 years back. Yeah. Like actually. Yeah.

So check this out. Yeah, tell us about. Internet hates Jake Paul, whatever. Let me tell you who Jake Paul is as a person. I'm about to expose the fuck out of him. In a good way, I bet. I don't care. I'm about to expose the fuck out of Jake Paul.

I don't think he's a terrible person, man. I'm going to expose him. Can I? It's your podcast. Go ahead. Do whatever you want. I'm, can I say suicidal on this stream or no? Should I say I was about to end myself?

Yeah, whatever you want to say. I was about to end my life. I called Nekisa, Jake Paul's boxing manager. Yeah. He took me to the Tupac exhibition. He really likes me. And I said, my life is over I gave him the whole spiel I was crying outside of the gym I said it's

over is there anything you can hire me to do he goes I'll look into it a couple of days later I get a call haven't spoken to this guy in ages he doesn't know me I haven't supported him publicly I get a call from Jake Paul what's up you said how you doing not doing good Jake the Dejy fight really fucked me up I lost sense of how long goes this But soon after the judge you fight? Yeah, this call happened. I want to say December. Okay.

So this past year? Yeah. Okay. I might get the timelines wrong because I got rejected from, I don't know. But I got a fart again. Bro, four farts? I swear. Can I do it just to do four?

Oh my God. Just to do four. Can I do it? At this point, fuck it. You're gross, dude. Now I'm going to have to sanitize the fucking couches, bro. You're a sicko. Go ahead.

So Jake Paul calls me. And he said, fuck, you just kill yourself, pussy. No, he, dude, I don't think he's a bad person. He talked to me about his bankruptcy. Yeah. He also talked to me about what he went through after his boxing. He also talked to me about he went through. We just talked.

I said, Jake, and this is a true story. I said, you know what's so crazy about you being on the phone with me right now? He said what? I said I did a ketamine infusion about a month ago, ketamine for depression. Yeah. I go during my trip, I don't know why, but you just kept pinging in my brain. I swear I got him. You kept pinging in my brain.

I kept seeing Jake, Jake, Jake. How long prior to that conversation was there? A month before. Okay. And I go, and now you're here calling me. He goes, that's the universe, bro. Yeah. I then tell Jake.

And I think he, I don't know, people, I don't know how much he really talks about it, but I could tell based on stuff that I've seen and people who are around him, that he is a lot more tapped into that than most people. So much. Yeah. I always want to talk to him about it.

He goes, he goes, a week later, he goes, I call him and I go, Jake, I'm about to off myself. I'm done. And I was. And he goes, I know the best therapist in L.A. She's more like a life coach. She works at this hospital. You have to talk to her.

He connects me with her. She Face-Times me 8 p.m. one day. I'm crying my eyes out, telling her my story. You know why I found out? Because we all know what happens to you in life, but a lot of people don't figure out why it happens to you in life. Why do you think I did the boxing fight twice, even after I got my ass beat so.

bad the first time I was traumatized from it and embarrassed from the internet. Why do I think you did it? Yeah. Because you haven't learned a lesson yet. My father, I never had a connection with my father growing up. It was always just, hi, how much money you're making? Good. No, I love you, know how I are you. The only way I ever related to my father was sitting down every Saturday and watching boxing pay-per-view and talking boxing to him. I wanted to do a boxing match to make my dad proud of me and meet a win so I can raise my hand the first time my dad saw me fight he was front row he saw my nose broken he doesn't know how to handle stress he was really angry after the fight at my trainers why the fuck didn't you train him better why the fuck didn't you stop it after one round why'd you let him go

four rounds my dad saw me get my ass beat this was a chance to make my dad proud and the therapist helped me understand that and i start crying crying crying anyways i tell her i need to go to a mental health hospital i can't afford it on his own she relays it to jake on his own she calls me back and goes jake is going to pay for your hospitalization we don't want you saying anything he just wants to do it to help you jake paul paid and saved my life when nobody was in my life jake fucking paul paid for me to go to a mental health hospital and saved my life not a single person knew he didn't ask for thank you or nothing it gets even better we've kept in contact this week obviously i'm going crazy on the internet on his own on his fight week i hadn't texted him and god knows how long jake paul

texts me and goes proud of you brother you're doing amazing with through electric emojis on his own the guy's a good guy a really good guy he believes in mental health he believes in giving back he believes in helping people he's just misunderstood yeah i mean that's how it is yeah man that's huge huge lots of respect and i'm glad i finally got to give him those flowers damn i love that i gave you two tea i love that i like that one that's my favorite yeah that's some real shit and that's the thing like no one fucking that's the crazy thing about this industry and like this all this social shit like people would way rather highlight all the negative shit it's oh you just farted five fucking times in my podcast i could have done 10 that's fucking insane you know how many times

You really are a sick fuck. I'm sorry. And why I don't know it's crazy? Before this sub-a-thon, I swear to God, my number one rule on live streaming was I do not fart in public. That's rude. You probably rip ass on your live stream all the time. All the time.

I put the camera right next to my butt and I fart. Swear to God. Dude, people probably, there's some people who probably like that too much. Oh, yeah. There's definitely some other fucking. You know why? For some reason, farting is like the universal laughing language.

When you fart, people just laugh. So when I'm in Macy's and there's a woman right in front of me and I put the camera on my butt and I fart, they love it. Bro, I feel like motherfucking. are just like sniffing their fucking screen how many times have you got pink eye I wake up a pink eye every day yeah oh shit we have eye drops all around we do bro you guys are fucked like we'll be laying on the couch like literally like my head here and oh my god that's six fucking times dude dude get why do you have so much gas

because I haven't been eating good I haven't prioritizing what the fuck are you eating I went from an animal based diet I went from only eating um fruit for my carb sources and sugar sources, protein for my sources, and avocado and eggs for my other sources. I went from that to last night I had a pint of gelato. I had a bag of vegan chips. I had candy.

By the way, can I promote my fitness app? Yeah, do whatever you want. Remember that fitness app? I asked you if I should do when you give me advice on it. I released it. Yeah.

Do whatever you want, guys, if you, well, it's actually, it's kind of hard saying it to Bradley's audience because you obviously follow Bradley. But if you, You'd like to see my fitness app and get a seven-day free trial and see the programs that I did to get into shape and the meal plans I did and watch running videos and ab videos and get running routines. W.W.W. Dot fit by foosy.com. Enjoy.

Or anything else you want to plug? G7. Twitch.tv.tv.com backslash foosy. Kik.com backslash foosy. going to live stream this entire year every single day we're ending this year in the Maldive Islands together That's fire I want to plug my Twitch so bad

Come with us come with us come with us I want to plug my Twitch Yeah Twitch TV slash Bradley Martin Yeah I've been having a channel I just I just not consistent with the posting But I got to do it on a desktop Yeah but I have an idea for him I got a whole set up

I have an idea for him to blow shit up It's gonna blow shit up Okay so also at the end of every episode we're going to do this now we normally did this for raw talk for a real long time i know you guys got to go so we'll ask this one question normally ask around like three questions at the end ask whatever you want we have to be there by seven it's five 15 okay so at the end of every episode you guys want to ask your questions ask rott talk at gmail.com i'll answer the questions that was a big one seventh fart that was the eighth fart this is insane yeah you have a literal

problem like i wish there was a microphone i used to get colonics you know i used to get colonics I guess oh my god I believe you so uh jacob do you have any questions back there for us okay so jacob's getting the questions okay you you we need a microphone for your fucking parts uh but yeah ask for a talk at gmo.com if you want us to answer your questions also subscribe to the channel right now can i send a voice note to dean yeah send him a voice watch this yeah dean my brother i love you i called you because i'm bradley martin's podcast and i read your text out loud to expose myself brother i followed your girlfriend and you know this oh that fucking fart smells bro sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i followed your

girlfriend to support you i don't look at her posts you know that all i do is i scroll through my post i like every single picture that i follow it's i don't know that your girlfriend's naked or whatever i just unfollowed her i apologize but dean this is like the third time in a week you've texted me about like something you're unhappy with in our friendship so if you need a little space from the friendship if you need a little time off take it I'm sorry I'll do better you cool off

and we'll be friends later I love you this is the third time in a week he's tried to like break our friendship so I'm like what's good yeah yeah you guys just need to communicate

he got a bikini photos Yeah I saw that No you know it's crazy No it was miscommunication I was in a video on Twitch and I did a street boxing event and I said I just found I saw that by the way

I said I just found the next Dean the great and I'm not gonna fuck up like I did with Dean Dean obviously took it to say what do you mean fuck up fuck you what are you trying to say i was like i'm trying to say i should have managed your entire career i see you know what's crazy about the liking pictures thing is literally yesterday you were like i've just been going through instagram like he what he does this whole set on his own he's not even looking he just likes the entire feed just to stay relevant

and like in the algorithm just to show the creators that like they like all my pictures i support you too but i i genuinely don't scroll through social media i don't even reading not even seeing what it is like he literally like I watched him he just likes it's the game likes like it's like like imagine he just specifically goes to her page and like play the game to change he's like I don't know how this feed is just her profile what the fuck's going on I didn't even know it was her you ready yeah okay so we got some questions Jacob someone asked do you think the saying just as fast as they come is just as fast as they'll go true 100% interesting yeah like with money with people with everything I think with everything that's true yeah because like

I think the reason why that's so true is that like working for something it shows you how to keep it like you learn how to keep it you learn how to harness it instead of just like oh I got it like this it's going to go like this that's normally how it is because in the time you take to earn it you start to understand the importance of it instead of just like oh I just have it and it's gone that's why I think people like you know don't understand the value of what's given to them sometimes because like a lot of times the things are just given like they they'll fuck it off you know like even speaking to you like Not that you were just given what you were given at some point, but it came so fast and like, you know, the timing of your life and the relevancy of like the YouTube and the like you got so much so quickly that I feel you kind of didn't know how to handle it and it you fucked it off. Yeah. No, they always say they say it's a marathon, not a sprint. And if you get something fast, you're going to lose it just as fast, you know, as fast as it comes, as fast as it goes. But what I say to that is it's not about getting on. It's not about getting noticed. anybody can do that

the hard part really starts not when you're at zero trying to get on the hard part starts when you get on and staying on Jake Paul has this Jake Cole has a line and it says something about I'm trying to stay on

get my fucking buffet on like he's not trying to just do this for a minute and leave so now now that I got the deal I can now change my pace because I was running on a sprinter's pace that's how you burn out now I'll be doing a slight 4.5 on the treadmill jogging

and sprint every once in a while and just coast. Yeah, the good life. The good life. Join me. The good life. Join me. I finally feels like to be what it feels like to be a creator now. Yeah.

Good man. Okay, next question. There's one that says when you're on your, well I guess, yeah, it says when you're at your deathbed, what would be your biggest regret and what would you do to change it? Beautiful answer. Question. Fuck.

That is such a good question. I just made that up. Oh, you, I made these up. Oh, sick. I have one. Wow. You go for it. You just made that up?

We don't, we don't have any questions. Okay, listen, you motherfuckers need to start emailing us questions. Ask raw talk at gmail.com. We need your questions. Jacob is bootlegging these questions. Yeah, you guys can't be G4. What the fuck? G4.

So I rank people based on their performance. That's some G4 shit. Okay. Do better, y'all. That was a fucking amazing question. Do fucking better, y'all. It was a, what was that? She said that was a great question.

Can you repeat it, though? I heard the part of him asking, what would your biggest regret in the deathbed be? Well, when you're at your deathbed, what would be your biggest regret? And what would you do to go back and change it? Okay. My biggest regret when I'm at my deathbed is, um... Oh, I was going to make so many jokes right now. Probably.

The guy, the Italy guy. Oh, no, no, no. That's not... I wouldn't say this is regret at all. I'm fucking with you. I'm bugging with you. That was an accomplishment. Okay.

So I think being to focus, hyper-focused on what people think about me, I think that's still something I struggle with. And I think that kind of like is why I've made so many bad decisions rather than doing things for why I wanted to do them. I was always doing things for how it looked or how it would be perceived. And it made just my whole perspective foggy and jaded. Still to this day, I think that's something I work on. and then to change it I would just learn to be more present and do things that make me happy

Wow, that's 8, 9, 10 I'm a sharded Oh my God Which I did on the sub-a-thon I did and they saw it Bro, it's disgusting Okay, you can continue I was just going to say I would just do more things to make me happy

for why I want to do them rather than how they'd look on social media. Yeah, I have a good answer, if I may. Yeah, I think I'll go first. You probably is pretty good. Yeah. Are you holding your own post? Yeah, it's really bad.

Okay. I would, I mean, this is such, it's such, there's so many things I can think of like, not that I regret, but I think, I think I would have wished that at times in my life, if I'm just looking back

of my life, like if my deathbed was today, I kind of similar to what you were talking about. I wish I was better at drawing boundaries. Like drawing boundaries for myself that didn't allow me to either be taken advantage of because of like my kindness or like my willingness to give. And that would allow me to at the same time drawing my own boundaries. It allows me to better see where I should or should not kind of place my effort and my energy and my love. And I think if I if I look back in my life, I don't have regrets in it, but I know that because that was so kind of like given too willingly in places that a lot of people were able to to take. from that energy and take from that love in in ways that were just not reciprocal or not good

and not like with good intentions and i just kind of found myself in situations i'm like fuck that happened again that happened again that sucks yeah that's really draining on your energy too yeah draining is fuck man so that's something i would do different but i don't necessarily regret it because i also learned so much from it what about you mr cell phone all right i'm sorry those first no you're fine i'm tesla went and fixed my car good that's sick about a tesla um i've said a lot of things on your podcast, I think what I'm about to say here is about to touch the most lives I've ever touched. There's a lot of things that are going to go viral on this podcast, obviously, but never the important shit goes on. It's never going to be this. Yeah. So I hope it's this. Yeah, I hope it is

too. My favorite motivational speaker, one of them once said, imagine being on your deathbed and around your deathbed are the dreams, the visions, the ideas that were in your mind while you were alive that you never took action on and did something about you are going to be in a graveyard with all of your potential dying my biggest fear in life and i've always said this i feel like i've only used 10% of my potential with no help imagine if i had a team and used the other 90% my biggest fear in life is not utilizing the full potential that god gave me god gave everybody a gift on this earth i said in rehab every day in prayer the one i actually prayed not just prayed because i felt guilty that my mom wanted me to pray when I actually prayed. I said, I know you've been given

every you've given everybody on this earth a gift. And I know my gift is to use the power of my voice to heal people mentally and spiritually. Give me ways and strength and patience to use my voice for good. Yeah. And bro, I just want to say this before we end this podcast, it's such a good thing that you found your way back to the position that you're in because I could, be here and be like man bro you can do this you can do this but you not finding it on your own and you also going through all the shit that you went through to this point throughout your entire career based on what you just said i believe it to be extremely true you are going to have so much more to give everyone because of what you've gone through like this is a part of it yeah so this has been

a really long podcast can we not answer the last question and me just tell you the story that's going to motivate people yeah go ahead okay um been on youtube since 2011 Went bankrupt, lost everything in 2018, built myself up since then. And by the way, you went bankrupt after having how many millions of dollars do you think? Yeah, over $7 million. Yeah. That's $7 million like liquid, like $7 million before, you know, all the money you've spent. And I would spend roughly like $40,000 a month minimum.

Yeah. Lost everything. Got blackballed from the industry, got kicked out of CIA, moved in with my parents. Internet was over. Try it again and again and again and again. I legit remember you come and being like, oh, should I be a personal trainer? Yeah. I remember you telling you that came back, lost to Slim, left that, started YouTube cribs, left

that, tried Twitch for a year with that guy who I told you about. Yeah. Was drinking and smoking on stream. Stop that. Had the re-up year. Year's going great. I'm doing Dana Tube. Get knocked out by Bryce Hall in a reality show.

Have to go to rehab. Care's over again. Come back from rehab, working myself all year. Fight Dejy. Lose Dejy. And then everything that I told you up to this point. Yeah. In the last nine months, went to two mental health hospitals, did ketamine infusions for depression, did seven weeks of TMS for my brain, tried every different medication, and now I'm solidified on a medication.

I went to Peru for ayahuasca. I spent months with my sister because I was scared. Nobody in my family didn't want me to be alone because of self-harm. I spent time with my mom and dad. I've spent time with my brother. I worked on myself. What out of all those things I want you to continue, but what out of all those things that you tried to do to fix your problem helped the most? The one thing that I didn't say, the gym.

It all starts with the gym. Man, I'm so glad you said it. All of it. If I didn't get back in the gym and work out for 60 days straight and post my workout progress on Instagram, I never would have done it. So now that's why it's so stupid and hypocritical of me to get on and stop going to the gym and fart all day on a podcast

because of all the sodium in your system. I swear. That's why it's so important for him to have us or just like people that actually have his back or to be that foundation because sometimes you could just forget the importance of discipline and having routine because the way that keeps us grounded and connected

is so important. Yeah. And it just really just like... Me and her go to the gym together, your gym and we live stream it. Yeah, I know I see you guys. So we do. So you go early.

Yeah. So I say that all that to say. When God gave me success the first time I wasn't ready. I was a young. boy in his 20s still a sex addict still depressed everything who didn't have shit figured out i wasn't ready i always wondered why did god do all this to me why the fuck does it always have to happen to me why can't i get a fucking double you the only reason i wanted to do the didgy fight was to show

everybody the new yusuf and i ended up giving that speech at the end of the fight that said a person messaged me to say that he wanted to kill himself and i replied and said no brother you just want this current version of you to die you want this current circumstances to die but you don't never want to die i didn't plan that speech god knew that i wasn't ready for the success so i prayed every day and i said god you gave it to me the first time i didn't know what to do with it if you give it to me again i know what i'm going to do with it god had to put me through all the trials and tribulations to strengthen me to work on me to get me ready to be in this position now that nine months you could have easily at the gym said,

oh, you're bankrupt, Yusuf, here's 10,000, here's this. Let me do this. I'm going to hire you to do this. You could have got me out of it. You would have enabled me and it would have fucked me up. But because you cared for me, you let me do it on my own. And that's why when I rank people, I tell them, if I rank you a G3, don't be so mad.

Everybody wants to be a G7. Like, I ranked a 15-year-old of G3 yesterday. I said I ranked you a G3 because imagine all the work you're going to have to do to get up to a G7. And because I care for you, I'm going to let you work. I mean, bro. And the thing about God, too, is like he, it's when you're ready, but it's also like there's so much to learn too. Like for you to really be at that place that you want to be at, you had to learn all the shit to go through it. There's no other way.

Right before the dead you fight, I'm sitting in my hotel in London and I do a prayer. And at my prayer, I think it's on my documentary. I say to God, I go, God, if you have it in your best entrance to have me win, let me win and I'll still pray to you. if you have me to lose i'll trust the process and i'll still pray to you i could have lost that fight and stopped praying and said fuck you god you're not there i lost the fight even though i was depressed even though i was suicidal everything i still prayed i prayed every day in that mental health hospital i pray five times a day on stream i'm proud of you man thank you brother thank you for this podcast this podcast has been so therapeutic so i finally get to be relaxed because i've been

on such a high i don't have to do anything outlandish for support and i hope it gets received nicely by the people i think it will too i think it really well for sure i'm proud of you man like i just hope you keep going thank you and if her interaction on the stream or anything like fucks up the views or anything just a i her out it's mine cut her out yeah cut her out yeah crop like right here yeah she smells throw it away she was farting she was her it was her it's usually me you rip it too yeah i mean when you think the mic's on his butt it's usually she likes when i fart we're on the couch late at night yesterday watching netflix I fart.

She starts laughing. I mean, what am I going to do, cry? There was a, I saw a bit where you smell, you smell some girls fart. Was it her fart?

Nadia's, Nadia's far as. Yeah. Nadia doesn't have a good smell. Nobody likes to smell. She's overrated. Whenever I take my socks. Nadia's overrated.

Yeah. Nice. I call her a little sister. Okay. Well, I appreciate you, man. Fucking subscribe to the channel.

Check, check them out. Obviously on Twitch. You're going to be back. Twitch and now kick. I'm going to start on Twitch and then switch over to kick. I'm going to do something that's going to break the internet. I have a skit planned and then jump to kick.

Okay. And so after you got it right off camera, you got to tell me, you got to tell me the deal. I'm really curious and then we'll tell me the idea. Yeah. Okay. All right. Subscribe to the channel. Post notifications, all that good stuff.

I love you guys. We're out of here. We're on iTunes. We're on Spotify. Shout out to G7. Keep dribbling, y'all. Point four seconds left on the clock. That's it.

We're out of here. For the record, it's not me farting. I was kidding. That's cap. You're sure far.