RAWTALK - Impaulsive's George Janko takes a leap of faith...

Episode Date: October 26, 2021

Join the rollercoaster of laughter & emotions with a NEW HILARIOUS Stand Up Comedian GEORGE JANKO! Fasten your seatbelts, it is a ride that we discuss funny experiences, George's journey, religion, life lessons, the darkest moments, and learning to just take a leap of faith every now and then.SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK?sub_confirmation=1LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/rawtalk/id1294154339FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://vm.TikTok.com/TTPdQbEqVX/FOLLOW BRADLEY:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvzSBNBOK599FqzrTZS8ScQ/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWTQG2aMDYKGDqYEGqJb1FA/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartynonline?sub_confirmation=1RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

He's on the second best podcast in the world. It's the number one podcast in the world, actually. Second best. I think I heard that that was an absolute lie when you guys saw that. No, it's a, it's facts. Why would we lie? I heard that was an absolute lie. That's true.

That's how the internet works. Everything online is true. Everything online is true. But what's the actual number one podcast in the world? Joe Rogan. Is he? Yeah. I think it still is.

I think he's close to us. Close? He's close to us. Do you know his monthly downloads? Nope. Okay. No, you guys, no, there's no cap. You guys have one of the best podcasts, no doubt.

I'm not no shade are we rolling yeah rolling oh damn okay I don't know I'd go off but fun fact about that I had no idea how big that show was until after I got on so wait so because I know you know Logan for a long time yeah yeah I don't even know how you got on the show because originally like his boy Spencer was on the show yeah they were Spencer and then Mac Mac was on it right who also did photography and all that stuff right yeah yeah and then they got off yeah I by the way I never watched an episode I never did like you know like when your Just somebody can I just put this over yeah boys somebody kind of like I don't know it's just it's not like it's weird not to watch But like I have my own thing and then when I see him in real life. That's enough. I don't want to go on like for an hour and watch my friends do things. So we don't really watch each other's content because we're just so involved in the content. Right. So I never watched. I never really understood how powerful like that platform was at all and I was one day just in the kitchen.

and Logan's like, yo, just hop on, just for one of the boys' thing. And then I loved it. It was like so fun. And it was just a vibe. The audience really, they took to what I said. And it was really, really cool. And then all of a sudden, like, dude, they were reposting my thing. Like, I talked about God because that means a lot to me.

And it got reclipped. Like, dude, I was on, I was getting text messages from people. And all the reclips from it were like 100,000 likes on there, 200,000 likes. I was like, oh, great. None of my content is valid unless I got on this platform. and uh and then so i kind of just hung back but in my heart i was always like damn that was lit that would be cool if i was on that show yeah but never like was offered to me nothing um and then six nine was going to be on the podcast and uh mac was like you know what it's not really

for me like i'm not really into the whole vibe of him and like uh he just did it maybe he wasn't going to relate to him i don't know but it was just because that's how cool the podcast is so if i told Logan like you know I don't jive it that I'm not going to do this one uh he'll be like cool because he wants it to be organic he doesn't like pressure people he doesn't like do anything with that and so mac was like I'm out and I was like I'm in I was like yo Logan get me on this and he was like nah like he's like this is going to be one of our biggest one it was it was until the case I won yes right yeah and I told him I I looked at him with all confidence I was like bro have I ever dropped the ball have I ever like have you ever put me on and then I like

failed to deliver and and I could tell that him and and and my Mike were like nervous not nervous and like oh I don't know what to do they were just kind of like this is a big deal he just got out of prison uh everybody's already expecting it because like he kind of got leaked yeah and uh I went on and it was it was just you know it's so funny because I was super nervous if you watch it like I didn't say anything at all and then finally like when he started cracking jokes and I kind of like I work off of laughs so when I made everybody laugh I was like oh shit I could do this and then I went off towards the end and then after that Logan and Mike looked at me to like dude you have to be on the show

Yeah. So it was a blessing. I think you're an amazing character, man. I mean, just in general on social media. And as a human, like in fucking real life, like, you're just a good dude. Like, I would tell you guys right now, this guy, this guy literally would text me out of nowhere and be like, yo, I love you, man. I hope you're doing good. Yeah, yeah.

That's the kind of human being you are. I like to check in on my friends. And it's crazy because, like, you be, I swear to God, that doesn't happen, though. Most people don't do that. You know what I'm saying? They don't just check in like just randomly. Yeah. I mean, they might see you and be like, yo, man, I hope you been doing good or how are things been.

you have a conversation, but the random checking, because I hadn't seen you for a long time. I agree, you know, it doesn't happen all the time. Yeah. But I like to put into the world what I expect from the world. Yeah. So, you know, you are who hang out with. So I keep myself around good people.

And when we hung out, little things mean a lot that go a long way. And we were in Vegas and you batch and I think it was just us three, unless there was one other person. Oh, there was a girl. Yeah, Batch just. things out with girls. So I think it's one of his batches girls.

And you were like, yo, let's go to Benihanas. And you grab my shoulder. You're like, yo, it's on me. And as a Middle Eastern,

I was like, bet. It's like, yo, he just got my meal. We're brothers. That's it. You know the Middle Eastern rules.

You feed somebody. You love someone. So like, how long have you two known each other? Fuck. This is what we're going to talk. I wanted to talk about this, too.

This is a good question. We, you know, our friendship started and then you just kind of start sparking throughout time. and then it kind of just drive into our relationship. That's the best friendships though. Like ones where it just kind of happens organically and you've realized that your energies match each other.

Yeah. And we figured it out with the first. So we got to get, we're getting into a lot of the things you do. Obviously right now this is like a little like a little story time. Yeah. Oh shit. The first time.

Okay. The first, I was this the first time we filmed content together? Was it inside the gym? Oh my God. I forgot about that. Was that the very first time. That was the first time we ever dapped up.

That was the first time we ever met. Yes. So the first time we met. that this was, I had known tons of people in the influence industry up until this point. We met, it was my gym, my gym had no equipment in. It was when I first signed a lease and I was still building the inside of the gym,

so it was completely empty, it was a shell. It was super creepy. It was just, it was a warehouse. Nothing, no, no, no, nothing. Like, the floor was gone. It was like just a shell and I was building the retaining wall in the front that holds like the merch and shit.

Whoa. Right? And we were filming a skit for Anana at the time, and it was like some, Because she used to do like a little more production stuff. So we had like these like people that weren't like influencers. They were hired as like paid actors for that gig for that skit. Right.

Yeah. She went off bro. Like she was like she didn't want social media people in there because they're like, yeah, you're a bad actor. She would cast people. So like there were extras. Exactly. Brow like in your guys skits.

Actors. It was weird. Low budget actors for sure. So like you go up to girls at the gym and get free actresses. This was like a real. Yeah. Like casted them. It was like, can you play this role?

And so I had met him. And I swear to God The thing that I love so much about you Is like, and I'll say this I tell everyone this You are so much like fun It's like I don't say more funny off camera But like your natural personality

Even when there's nothing going on filming Like you're just hilarious Which is why when I saw Obviously we're gonna get into this more You started doing like stand up comedian shit Yeah I was like yo this is like You're meant for that shit

Because when I first met you We're filming this skit And there's this lady Okay there's a lady who was really mad Karen Care, who was mad that like, we were just having fun

because it was like, you know the off times when you're done and everyone's, you know, it's like when you're in school and everyone's supposed to be like quiet and then like you and your boy

are like, you look at each other. And like when you try not to laugh, it hurts even more. It's if you laugh even harder. You can't keep it in. I don't know what it was, but I just remember

we're filming the skit and we had a scene where like this girl was like in my stringer. Do you remember that she was like upside down on my stringer or some shit? Yeah, it was a very weird,

uh, By the way, I never watched the final version of it. I didn't either. He's like, I'm not associated with it. Yeah, it did. It did. Okay. I just remember me and you were in the back and they already asked us like 19 times to shut the fuck up.

They're like, yo, stop. And I couldn't because these jokes are just flying and the girl who's mad at me the most is where my like inspiration came from. So like I was like saying some shit and like I could be quiet, but he's such a big human being that like look, look how subtle my life is. like right like that's subtle him he's like yeah and it's so distracting and she's not gonna chirp at him she's gonna chirp at him she was chirping at him the whole time and it was the funniest thing because I was like yo I got he he's he has my back right of course me and him versus everybody here square up we won yeah yeah but I think he was probably laughing at you right 100% so I was like bet I'm saved this guy was seriously like jokes and it was when

right when they were like all right cut that's when he was the funniest and it was fucking me up. I was like, wait a minute. This shit's supposed to be on camera. Like, yo, what are you? Like, it wasn't even like, we were doing our own thing on the back. And it was like just random as fuck. And we're trying to film this kit. And then every time this guy would turn around,

we were just joking about how the lady was so mad that we wouldn't shut up. And it was just so damn funny. But we were like wiping our tears. Like we couldn't breathe. And watching her get more mad. And I was so mad. She actually paused in the middle of her thing. She goes, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.

Sorry. Cut, cut, cut. And she looks at me. She goes, could you just be a tiny bit. professional so fucking serious tiny the professional and i was and i'm in the middle of that i turned to brad i go who's getting paid i'm like yo we just this is social media like what are you serious by the way when we used to shoot skits this is how we did it we would like in the in between we just die of laughter because there's just a bunch of friends like shooting shit together but that's

the most relatable best part to like someone as a viewer like i don't i watch content i don't make content so like as a viewer that's like relatable laughing with your friends and like cracking up over the dumbest shit like that's what we want to see we don't want to see this like weird organized content all the time so like cutting that is like a mistake we want to see you guys laughing 100% I literally picked the most like non influencer chick to become an influencer to be my co-host oh my god where did you meet where did you come from where do you think you look like you just came where do I mean like like a like a box like I just got off work I have a real job what do you do so I'm a sonographer so I do breast sonography and so you do porn

you take you take porn pictures of porn yeah you do a Only fans? This is like a like a really high inverted weird way of me like plugging my only fans? No she does wait so you take pigs of boobs all day yeah but like medically ask her though. Ask her would she do only fans though ask her would you do only fans oh I'd pop my post on internet for sure wow wow you went straight so I'll pop my why can't you do both everyone's like no like you're in the medical field like why can't I be both why can't I pop my post on the internet and then show up and take pictures you know well what was that well what did you just And that's what I'm saying.

I do both when you scan. This is the motion and when you, you know, this is the motion. You chose a great person. And she could speak. You could speak. She could speak amazing. Every once in a while, yeah. No, I don't mean like, like, obviously she's speaking.

But she's articulate, she's articulate. Oh, I totally know that. She's trying to get me. No, she's articulate. On the box is like, we'll fight men. Yeah, yeah. That's the one I picked. That's for sure the one I'm picking.

It's better that way. I know. We do more than getting lifted up in your videos. You know, we like can talk. You are really, it's, you are. are really here you're selling this area huh this yeah I love this okay oh my god Jesus would you ever do a great co-host would I ever do only fans would I ever do only know I think I already I don't need the answer well I have a membership

club bubble club dot com oh shit check them out club is there exclusive content there is I do but not I'm not naked I'm not make I do like funny show I get really fucked behind do shit hey and that's pretty much the same thing it's it's a really fun job I love my job. But when you go in and get a mammogram, after that, you can get an ultrasound. So I do ultrasounds. I do synography. So I don't just do breast, but I specialize in breast. I do all parts of the body. I can scan Brad's boobs for gynecumastia. Are you familiar with gynecumastia? No, I don't think I have gyna caryapia. So that's just, you know, breast tissue under, you know, the male. I have none. Do you feel my boobs? Do I feel, do I, am I healthy? I haven't worked

out. Does he do, was that like a, he has a gyna? I'm just kidding. No, you don't, I don't think you have gyno. Well, actually, so most of my patients with gyno, they all smoke weed. So if there's a big, what is it? What is it? What is it like? It's the formation of breast tissue in the male breast. Oh, I have, I have nice boobs. Oh, okay. No, but it's like, like boobs. And they're very painful. So it would be like painful to the touch. And you didn't, you know, wince in pain. So I don't, I wouldn't say you had guy know. Let me see. Let me check. Go ahead. Let me see. And even if you do have gyno, who cares. And even if you do have gyno, who cares. That's a little. Hey, you know, it's funny. Hey, you know, it's funny. Hey, you know, it's

funny is if you were that like gentle you're just such a big guy like oh so baby Brad is gentle. I am gentle. That was not you hooked up with your co-host no we did no you're captain dude no we're not. How is he gentle then?

He was real gentle no no no no no that's cap I have not had sex with her I have not had sex with her on camera I haven't or on camera on camera on camera on camera on camera on camera on camera on camera no no on camera I want to make sure that they know I never had sex with her Period. You know, we're going to drop an only fan.

Right now. I knew. I knew that pretty Barbie style girl you have on with the booby picture thing. I knew you were having sex there. No, definitely not. You just seem really defensive. No, I'm not defensive. I feel like chemistry building here.

No, it's because like my audience is going to be like, why don't you try to have sex there? Well, your audience thinks you sell drugs to kids. It's true. Yeah. I think you having sex with your co-host is the least concern here. At least I'm a baby. Wow.

All right. Can't make. Those jokes. Blow my face that she said that. You cannot make those jokes. Okay, but okay, let's talk about it, though. Because when I go to Google Bradley Martin, right? And this happened at my work, okay?

So when you look up probably a year, oh, yeah, okay, sorry, I'm sorry, right? So when I had done my first video with Brad, I was an intern, okay, and I was in school. So when I had posted the video, it had gone viral, a bunch of my people that I, um, that go to school with, my teachers had seen the video. They pull me into the office and they tell me,

hey, you're going to have to go out and start, like, trying to get a job now. And when they look up, like, your social media and your name, it's associated with Bradley Martin. And, like, when you look in his comments and, like, through his page, people are making fun of him for being a drug dealer. And underage jokes, they're like, that's just not a good look for when you're trying to get a job. Like, you know, so that's kind of what they said to me. But, I mean, who gives his shit? Like, it's the internet. Okay.

Let me, let's explain. So I feel like we need to pop this video up. You're changing your time. No, we totally can't, yeah. But if you want to go to Only Jess Stock, I'm just kidding. I don't have. Wait, wait, wait, wait. Not yet.

Not yet. Please explain to me. Okay, I was going to say, let's explain. So I had gotten a flat tire, right? So I go to the tire shop, go to the tire shop, go to the tire shop, and I go to the tire shop, this tire shop all the time. It's my frequent tire shop. It's the same guy, an Audi, but I hit fucking curbs.

Yeah, it happens, you know, it happens. Anyway, so I go to get my tire change. I go to see the man that I always see, he wasn't there. Instead, it was a different man. So he comes up to me. He tells me that the price of my tires is going to be $350. I'm like, all right, that sucks, but whatever. I go sit in his office.

He goes and puts my tires on. He comes back. He's like, hey, I'll give it two for half off if you give me a hug. I'm like, fuck it. Okay, this is getting weird. Listen, it got weird. It got worse. I saw the video.

Yeah, it got worse. I was like, but fuck it. A hug, sure. I don't give a shit. This man, by the way. No, no, no, no. Listen. No, no, listen.

She did negotiate. But, okay, and for context, this man, he was smaller than me. So it's like, if anything were to arise, I was pretty confident I could beat his ass. So I was like, all right, fuck it, a hug is fine. So then he goes out, he finishes my car, comes back, and he's like, if you flash me your titties, you can have it for free. I was like, yep. So I set my phone up, flash my tities. And, you know, I understand why men hate women because it's like, if you were to walk into a tire shop, you're going to pay $350.

Me, I just had to flash my tithies, and the tires were free. And my tits aren't even nice. Like, that's the best part. You have a nipple piercings, though. That's why he wanted to see it. I guess, but it's like at the end of the day, I'm someone who's, I'm confident in my body. I'm fucking, I look at boobs all day. I, that's nothing to me.

If you're someone, if you're a woman who would feel uncomfortable with that, don't do it. Tell them to fuck off, call the police. Me, at $350 titty flash, I'm doing that. I'm doing that. Thank you. What would you do for rotation tires? A tire rotation. You're a fucking, what would you?

I want to know what you do for an oil change, okay? No, I do. he didn't need my oil change too so oh he did that too no yeah oh my god but i mean at the end of the day like he didn't he didn't touch me he got i flashed my titty's there a not even 30 seconds probably one second interaction free tires so i didn't feel bad about that now if you asked for a blow job i would have been offended because i mean at that point i have to touch you that's an intimate i feel like this is a slippery slope though it's like it is a slippery slope but it's that's why i said it matters it is right who you are if you're a woman who would deal offended by that and when who

where it's just like oh hell no call the police like do that so i'm just someone who's down for some free tires for a titty flash like and that's who i am and i know there's a lot of women who would relate and i think brad if you were to go in a tire shop and he said if you show me your titty's you can have this for free i think you would do it i think you would do you i think you would too though oh for sure right it depends how cold it is in that room yeah i mean i'm always showing my shit if that's the best you know why do you like do you have to show up show out i mean it's just it's just always all about reputation what if i go to discount tires you think i'm gonna fucking whip out in a cold room nah hey i mean i'm glad you

care about you know what he sees or the tire man i want to throw it down so nice that he's like fuck it throwing a spare because that's as you should as you should run it up running up as you i'll take one of the fucking air pressures too all right exactly let's go exactly so you guys would do it you guys would do the same thing i did uh uh what are you in a relationship no i'm single i bet i probably would honestly i would be fucking so oh wait hold on It depends, because, like, I took an hour out of my day to, like, sit there and click not interested in every girl that, like, was on my shit. That was, like, too much. Wow.

And then I mute girls that I follow that are, like, too much about that shit. Wow. And what is the association? I'm just curious, because I'm not religious, not that I, I just don't have a lot of knowledge. And I'm honestly ignorant to religion, to be honest. Yeah. So what is the association with not liking or clicking uninterested to these women's photos and God? it's wildly different like so how do i put this uh i grew up catholic right and then i i i grew up catholic

yeah it's syrian catholic so i don't want to get into that but i grew into my own religion not my religion my relationship with god and through this uh just like any relationship with your co's host or if you have a boyfriend or a parent when it grows in a strong way you kind of want to keep it right because it's healthy absolutely so about like a year and a half ago or two years ago, I really stepped up and was like, yo, I'm going to really dedicate my life to make sure that I'm doing all that I could do, like me, as much as I can't. And all of a sudden, everything in my heart desire just started dropping into my lap. Like all of my dreams and everything. So I was like, wow, I was like, if I really show him

that I'm trying to be a good son, I get rewarded. And around that time, out of all the blessings that fell into my lap, my girlfriend fell into my lap. And in that process, to show him that I want to keep this relationship healthy, instead of me going on porn when she's traveling or anything like that, I'm trying to teach myself that I'm only with one girl. And through this process of making him proud, it's actually phenomenally, like, helped me in my relationship because when more of the success came,

there was a lot more girls that I thought would never, in a million years, ever show me interest, started, like, nonstop coming at me. And if I didn't already prep myself to say, like, No, no, no, I'm okay with that. Like, I got myself a girl. I think money and fame could really destroy a relationship. Absolutely. So I kind of just, I end it there.

If a girl's being disrespectful, I just kind of be like, hey, you know what? I think this conversation is over. Yeah. And I think truly if two years ago or a year and a half ago, I didn't train my body as a man to be like, all right, enough of that. Because, dude, I don't care what anybody says, porn's an addiction, bro. Like, it is an addiction. Or, I mean, sex in a whole, like sex. Yeah, I didn't cut that out.

That's still an addiction. No. I ain't find that one. It's not an addiction, but it is, if you're, like you said, if your girlfriend's out of town and you feel the need to have those sexual desires, it does feel like an addiction at that point because, like, you know, you want to be loyal to this person, but there's like that urge in you to not be or to step out of a boundary that you set for yourself.

And it sounds like religion kind of like taught you a lot about yourself and you were able to like create self growth. And that's a big part of why you're able to like conduct such a healthy relationship with your girlfriend. Yeah, no, definitely. I just wanted to ask, like, what were those things that you felt were coming into your life when you, like, went to that side where you were like, okay, I'm dedicating myself to God in your perspective and your view. What's already coming to your life that wasn't coming before? I'm just curious.

Yeah, I can give you a ton. So, just in this year, man, like, my movie came out. And when I went for that movie, I went on a day that I was already fasting. so there there he times the uh okay how do i put this because it it does it is hard to express the fact that you were in a movie is like oh no in this in one year that i i gave it all to him so eight years of being here um eight years of being here working hard and working hard of putting myself first putting him on the back burner like yo i'm going to do my thing and then when i have time i'm going to put you first or or bring you up and then one day uh it was

like two to two and a half years ago uh I had a lot of money and I have a lot of success that but I was still finding uh depression not and I'm not a depressed person so I was like yo that's weird because when I was flipping burgers at five guys and in Arizona and I was broke as shit I was abundantly happy so I was like all right cool and I like to self-reflect so I always write what my feelings are and I reflect on them and I was like okay cool maybe it's because my true happiness is with God and God alone I could be happy flipping burgers with God on my side and if I could be having all the supermodels or all the money but with no God it's like there's no purpose because I've literally been around billionaires that are lost

and you you know more than anybody around these influences that they go on the gram and they're like yo my life's great they put that on and we all know what's it's not yeah so I just I took accountability I was like yo no one's going to take care of me so I like sat with me and myself and honesty is a very big thing and I always bring my parents involved in everything I touch. So I brought it up to him and they were like, my mind was like, listen, I'll tell you this over and over again until you bang your head against the wall and you're going to open your eyes and see, like the days that you're really happy is the day you wake up and you

put God first. So I kind of, I just finished shooting my movie around that time. And I was like, all right, I'm going to put him first seriously. What does that look like though? So the look like is like before I wake up and touch. my phone and check how many people are in my ds or how much likes I have see my that is my idol became social media so now I don't touch my phone sounds like my life I wake up I'm like fucking internet immediately to that right yeah so I

and then sorry my brain is all over because I want to make sure I say this properly so I wake up before I do anything I thank him for waking up and then I ask him for the day's work so I ask him to give me strength of wisdom faith and knowledge to take the days on for what it is I don't want him to to make my day easier. I want that shit to be hard, but I want the strength to carry on with that. And then with a year of doing that,

my movie came out. It did so well that the writers and producers bought the movie that I wrote. From there, I went on to impulsive. And before I wanted an impulsive, I asked God to speak through me and make sure that I could speak with some type of knowledge.

And then the audience loved me so much and I got welcomed on. And then that was right around the time my movie came out. So then I announced my movie. It crushed. And then they bought the movie. the movie that I wrote now we're going out to that invited a guy that I looked up to

and I was like yo I want to be like that and instead of me just being wanting it I prayed for it he became a guest unimpulsive and then looked at me and then all the sudden wanted to mentor me and then from that opened up this door for stand up and then so now and then and then and then you're so funny because I always I'm overthinking I always think everybody and Logan literally we had an argument we literally got an argument he looked me in the eyes and he's like yo you're too bro. He's like, you thank me way too much. He's like, you're doing your own thing. And I told him, I go, see, that right there, that's the disagreement that I'll have with everybody. Because even though it was him, right, that put me on, if it wasn't him, God would have put somebody else,

like Joe Coy or Andrew Schultz, that welcomed me on to their stage. There's so many people that could have opened that door for me. But if I can't show God how grateful I am for what he's already done in my life, then as a father, if I had a son and I gave him a gift and he didn't appreciate it why would I want to give them more absolutely yeah so I take that to consideration so I thank him for everything I actually believe it or not this is my most successful year I've ever

had in one year 12 months I've made more money and more success fucking go then I've done in eight years I love it you ready for this I swear you this is not a lie bro for one year now I've never asked God for a thing for one year since I've never asked God for a thing I do not ask God for anything I ask him to put

what he thinks is good for me in front of me that's it And then I work hard as fuck. So this is the thing I want to, this is the challenging part, right? Yeah. Because obviously there's people out there who don't believe in God. Of course. Yeah, yeah, yeah, absolutely. It's a relationship.

Right. Do you think that you sitting in the morning and saying, God, what is there for me? Yeah, yeah, yeah. Those moments. Do you think that's also a practice of intention and bringing things in your life? Because because now you're putting that, that, that open, that, that willingness, that energy out there in yourself. Like a process of, like, self-work. Like a process of, like, self-work.

Like the affirmation. and all these things every morning. I do Bible study, right? And when I do Bible study, I truly look at the Word of God and I break it down. I'll take a verse and I'll really sit there and it's so deep, bro. There's so many things that we read that we just read. And I talk to Christians and they go, yeah, I can do all things through God who strengthens me. And it's like, bro, you guys sound like parrots.

You guys don't even know what the word is. And I noticed I would call things into existence. I would literally, Logan even call this out. I will literally, and you could ask them. I say things and they will happen. And so I was like, yo, that's crazy because I literally been doing it, like, a lot. So I was like, where did this come from?

And then everybody was like, oh, you call it into the universe. So I was like, all right, well, how do I bring this out in a biblical term? And then I read the Bible. I literally asked God, I was like, yo, am I? If I'm on the right track, show me. And then randomly I opened up to the first page. And it says, in the beginning was the word and the word was with God. And he said, let there be light.

And he said that we're made in his image. and then I learned how your mouth kept calling into so many things and then after I learned this I started looking around the people that I was with the person who's depressed always said he's depressed the person who's successful was like man I'm gonna kill it today

and I was like whoa so we're made in his image and we literally were taught that anything you say you will bring it upon yourself and now people are saying it's like calling into the universe that's what I'm saying intention this reminds me of a trippy mushroom trip that I have

oh yeah my second mushroom trip I took a mushroom trip once and I was like I literally started weeping because I put all my problems on a table and then I solved them out but again dude it's I tell this to people all the time like I could never sit in front of the camera and have somebody on the other screen believe in God as much as I can because they're never going to have this relationship right right because I put time into it I'll text you and be like yo man how's your day are you good I'm putting time in this relationship people can't even put time in their own relationships so these people are greedy they're selfish

all they want is them so when I try to explain to them that you being with God is a working relationship. You have to do your part two. But basically, this is how I explain it to everybody. If you're driving your car, before you bought the car, right? You're like, dude, this is this car is sick. Nobody has it. Like, this is my car.

Nobody has it. And then you get into this after you invested in it. And then everyone's got the same car. Yeah. But my point is this, you start noticing. It's also like on GTA when you have the car that you want. Yeah. And everyone else has the same car.

But when you don't have the car, you can't find it. But why is that? I don't know But why is that Because the fucking algorithm On GTA, what do you mean? That's why, dude That's the answer

It's a computer program God had nothing to do it We're like having a deep conversation He's like no GTA algorithm No he knows what I'm talking about It's because that's how it works I will I mean

But go ahead Let's get deeper on Again we get deeper on it I truly feel When my heart mind job I might not be right But I feel like It's because we invest in it

But isn't this the beauty I agree with you You invest in it So you put time and energy into, so now you're going to start noticing it. So if you put time and energy into God, you will start noticing him do work in your life. But do you think that to get the abundance of, you know, like positive that you've had and wealth and everything, do you think that you need God to do that or you just need to have the intention and to speak it out into the world in a general sense? Like, do you think that that is something that you need God to do?

Because like I said, I'm ignorant on religion. I have not done a lot of research on it. I do believe in manifestation. I believe the energy I put onto the world is the energy I receive. I believe what I speak into the world, whether it's good or bad, is the energy I will get back. So I'm just wondering if you believe that the, you know, the gift that you receive from putting out work and putting out positive energy is only through God. Or if you think it can just be, you know, if you're putting out good energy and if you're putting out like hard work. And this is what I'm trying to challenge you to like, where's the thing where you're like, yo, this is I, I feel like from obviously your own perspective.

Yeah, yeah. This is God acting on my part. Mind you, anybody who's listening, I'm not a priest. No, of course. Please don't take my, uh, all of it. No, this is just your personal experience. My personal experience. So my personal experience with this situation is this.

Um, my God is a perfect God, right? So when he says something and he does something, it's not like a human where it can be taken and back and forth. So if he says, if you do this, this will happen. So I find this to be so cool to watch other people that don't know. who God is. Do God's work and God will say if you do this, this will happen and I would watch it from other people. I found the love with God because I knew the word growing up and I was very observant. I like the people. I like the people do God's work and not know who God is and get

his blessings that he promised you if you do it. So I'm like, bet. I was like, these people don't even know how they're getting it. I'll give you an example. I can't say names, but I'll say there's a social media guy and he had issues with his father okay but he never bad mouthed his father ever and his childhood growing up bro was so unbelievably crazy that i was like wow he never bashed his father and biblically you're not supposed to bash your father regardless of what he did to you so this guy dude if you see what he has in his life now like lambos on lambos ferrars on ferrars like everything and he's such a good person we were in a drive-thru and he turns to the guy and he turns to the guy and he goes, hey, could you buy the next two people behind me? And I go, why'd you do that?

He goes, oh, I don't know, man. Ever since I was a kid, I like to give a lot, but I don't like to tell people. I like to keep it between me. In the scripture, it says, if you want, there's only one place in the Bible or it says you could test me, ever. Oh, what the fuck? My bad. And he goes, if you give your 10%, your ties. He goes, I will give you more because as humans, we're greedy. We don't ever want to give a portion especially when you have a job that you're out working paycheck to paycheck it's like commission so you don't even know what you're going to have and how long it's going to last so i was sitting with this billionaire and we're overlooking this whole view and i looked at and he's a super christian guy and i asked him i go you you grew up poor how do how do you

have all this he goes you want to be rich he goes give 10 percent to others but don't let anybody know. He goes, do it for the glory of God, not for you. He goes and watch what God will do for you. That was at the beginning of the year. And this year has been the most successful year by the life. So, so talking about giving in silence. You have to. This hand shouldn't know what this hand do. If you're going to give something to somebody and then go on social media or go tell your friend or even your parent or anybody, you now just took credibility for that. You're like, that's me. I did that. But if you do it and when I do, do it i do hey this ain't from me god put it into my heart to do it for you so this is from god

this ain't for me don't even think me i don't even want the things you do that so if there is a god say hypothetically for people that don't exist that people think that he doesn't exist right that's a great way to see if he does exist because if he says test me isn't that like a great way to see if there's a god because if you're going to give out and monitor it bro because i monitored it i watch that if you watch how when you go out into the world and you do that wouldn't if there is a god hypothetically wouldn't he want to give you more because he knows that you're taking care of good people wouldn't he want to put it in your lap yeah i mean i don't disagree yeah so like there's there's ways to test it you do these things but does it have to be god or can it be just like

can you believe in something else but do everything you're saying you know um give without you know asking for anything. Oh, of course. Yeah, there's a ton of good. But, okay, again, I'll give you one example. I agree with everything you say. I just don't, I'm not saying I don't believe in God. I'm just saying I don't practice religion.

I just, I manifest things. I speak things out. I give without asking for things to be received. And I do feel like my life has been, you know, filled with a lot of abundance that I, like, had no idea I would ever get and it only happened once I started doing these things. So I agree with you. And I just didn't. And I, you're saying that you're doing it in a,

knowing that it's because of God and I and I don't believe in God in a way because I'm ignorant to it yeah so I'm just I guess our question I think Brad's thing the same thing is like yeah if you put all this work that you're saying in do you think it's possible the same outcome would happen or it will it will you don't have to believe in God for it to happen because let me give an example if I'm the creator of a vending machine and I told you the rules are if you put money into this you'll get a snack regardless of you believe in me or not I created this machine it's going to work this way I see what you're saying so regardless if you believe in God or not like one of the people that I looked at

up to was Logan. Logan did so much for people and did not ask for anything did not know like you wouldn't know like you had to be an eyewitness for it to happen and then you sit back and you're like this motherfucker just made another million dollars off this shit like how does that happen I truly believe in my heart this dude is such a good dude he doesn't do it for glory or anything he already has a fucking glory is famous as fuck does he believe in God I'm just curious he believes in a higher power we have these conversations all the time got it but I tell him all the time I go yo like I like between us we get deep in things and I'm like yo you did this and this said this was happening and this happened and so we go back and forth on it all the time I have this same I'm similar to Logan I have the same

feeling it's hard for me to say like there is a god 100% yeah I grew up Catholic I but I do believe 100% without a doubt yeah that if you live your life in a way and you're you're putting good into the world like genuinely and caring about that that you do receive it back I feel like it comes down to genuine intentions I think it's your heart man and that's why God doesn't judge your actions of your past and that's why I look at everybody this the same way that I want God to look at me when it's time that I look at them for judgment. Like I want to be as forgiving and I want to forgive everybody. This past week, I actually literally made an effort that I called people from years ago

and tried to build that relationship back. And by the way, I'm not saying you should bring everybody in your life because some people are toxic. You shouldn't let people in your life in your life, but you should never have hatred in your heart, bro. No, I think it comes down to true intentions because people ask me all the time like in real life at the gym, they're like, you know, how do I get this? How do I achieve that? And I always say, like, well, the thing that you're going for right now, what is it?

They'll answer it, right? Yeah. And I'm like, is that the thing you really want? And they're like, no. I'm like, well, what do you really want? Oh, I want to do this. I'm like, okay, start doing that thing. And this is why I'm bringing it up in relationship to this conversation about God piece.

Because what I'm saying from a different perspective than like a true believer, like I guess you'd probably call yourself. I just have a relationship with God. That's all that is. So I believe in God in a sense, maybe not the same way biblically like for, for, reading the Bible or you know but I do believe like if you put your effort and your energy genuinely towards something that you're you're truly passionate about and care about and and care for like in caring for others whether it's you know on on the scenes on a camera off the camera like I just genuinely believe like if you care like in your heart if you're going this is truly who

I am yeah and this is truly what makes me happy and I'm stepping towards that whether it be like making a relationship better building a business building a friendship like anything going towards this like career path going towards like this sport i think those are the people who truly succeed in those things whether or not they're relating it to god or not and that's the question that i'm trying to pose to you is like do you think that you could have had this and maybe not you specifically because obviously this is where you're at in your life and this is you know you believe this oh do you think i'll be as successful if if i'll be more successful right now would you that's what i'm asking oh yeah i'll be way more successful right now if i didn't

choose to be with god i've turned down millions of dollars because i know that god wouldn't be upset. It didn't, yeah. Oh, absolutely. Bro, I'll be wildly, but I'll be wildly depressed.

You don't think you can find a balance. I will. When God thinks I'm able to have what my heart desires in the time where he's trained me in a... Bro, my... I had anger issues growing up,

bro. Now you can't get me angry. I remember he was always talking about fighting. It's so funny. Oh, bro. I got so many fights growing up. So many fights.

Like, I was an angry person. And if I would have had that anger in my heart while I had the money in fame, bro, I would have fucked somebody up. Yeah. If I knew I could hire a good lawyer,

I would have probably destroyed somebody. Like, legit. Anyone on your hit list? Anyone, who was on your, who was the biggest on your hit list? No one. I have nobody on my hit list. No,

then, then. Oh, now? Then, then in the past. Bro, you know I got moved out of school.

They moved me out of school because they tried to beat me up every day. So there's no influencer boxing matches coming. So we're talking about none, none for you. I'm trying to take over these arenas for stand-up. I love you. Dude,

I honestly believe like you're built for that shit. I appreciate it. You're built for that. Dude, it's definitely like a whole different path. But before we hop off, I actually had to ask you something. Before you worked out, before you got your muscles. Yeah.

What was the first thing you did? The first thing I did business-wise? No, no, no. I'm just saying before you got your muscles, because I feel like that's where your heart is, right? You like to work on your physique. Yeah. I mean, it's a representation of who I am. But before you had your whole brand and who Bradley was, you worked on your physique.

What was the first thing you did? In the gym or in life? In life. To get your results. What was your first step? Start. But what was it? How did you start?

Like what got me started or how did I start? I mean, I just got in the gym. Like, how did you start? I was playing sports and I was like, I love working out. Okay. So it's much deeper than that though. Like what got me hooked is a whole different question, right? Well, not even that.

I just say like what, like, what was your first attempt? Like, was it like knowledge based? Like, I want to learn how to do this? Or was it like, I'm just going to hit it and try to do it? um well originally it was sports and then i was lifting and i was like whoa i like the way this makes me feel got bob that's all i need to know so this is what i need to get at uh right here what you just said so when's the last time realistically you opened up the bible and read it man it's been a long time because i yeah like i said i grew up catholic church from the school my whole life but okay

but when you were a kid that wasn't you i guarantee that you like your mom and dad 100% it was like you have to do this go to church go to buy this stuff so this is where this is why i like i don't like i i don't like catholic schools bro i don't like youth stuff i don't like because what it is it's like you're throwing kids into the fire and they don't they can't they don't have the they're not even ready to receive it right and all you do is hidden with rules and regulations and that's all they hear is the the rules and what they can't do and then they get scared bro yeah so that's what happened to me is bro like i really didn't give a fuck growing up like I didn't give a fuck about anything sounds like me like I didn't except the gym yeah but I didn't give a fuck I had no fear bro like they're like if they're like we're going to suspend you right now there was one time I was in school they're like we're going to suspend you I was already out the door like I was gone I didn't care so when I like got into my relationship and I opened up the Bible and I learned for myself I was like ah bet this is dope this is like this is just like reading a book like in class I be like you got to read this book you're like fuck that I don't

read this book but when you want to read the book though like when you're when you're willing to be ready to read that book yeah but that's what i'm saying that's what i keep coming down to this like is it just your your own personal willingness and readiness to like receive and to be open it was strictly selfish actually like i dead ass wanted to own this earth bro i wanted everything about it i was like i'm gonna get rich as fuck i'm gonna do this i'm gonna do that and then i was like bet if there's a god i bet he be the one to get me there quicker and so like i started reading that's interesting yeah yeah yeah i saw that's really interesting yeah i took that shit for like i'm like yo if he's all knowing bet give me that shit i want to know you want to know yo so like it was greed

bro and i went in there i was like blah blah blah and then you're like who's the giver in the room i'm gonna go to him i'm gonna go find the giver 100% it was straight up like i want this earth i've always wanted a lot out of this earth and so when i read this i was like bet and as a young kid growing up as a teen i was straight up telling me he's like yo if you're chasing money you're chasing your own death like you're going to be miserable and I'm watching people in my life open up like once a week a six figure check and in their tear would hit that check and not happy tears they're just depressed so when you see like if somebody gives you something and you read it that's going to stick with you regardless it could be a false religion it could be a false god

it could be whatever it is but if you read something and they're like this is going to happen if it happens and then you watch that shit you're like all right bet so how many times is this going to tell me something that actually does happen in my life where I'm just going to be an idiot and just completely like get rid of it so then again I got greedy bro so I was like a good Christian kid in Hollywood right I did pretty well seven years out here but then I was like how do I get more and God said he goes if you ask for me I'll give you your hard desires I was like bet so like okay I'm only asking for what you want and then my whole life changed after that asking what he wanted for you because then I found out ready for this bro the year that I asked them

that I don't want, like, what do you want for me? Is the year that I, all of a sudden it started doing. So, okay, okay, so wait a minute. And I didn't even know I was going to do that. So now we are not talking about intention because you're telling me you woke up in the morning. You're like, what do you want for me? You didn't say, no. So you like, give me what you have for me.

Give me what I deserve. It wasn't like. What do you think I deserve for what I'm doing, right? So I ask for like tools in life, right? So I can't see the future. Of course. I can't see the future. None of us can.

So I'm expecting God to see this future. There's actually a Bible verse. Half of your views are already in that by now I don't give a fuck Amazing I love this shit I love this shit So there's a there's a Bible verse that I got me hooked When I was a kid and it was about a guy who was blind

And he said Jesus I know if you just touch me I will have sight And he spit into Jesus spit into the dirt And took mud and put it on this man's eyes Which by the way I thought that was a gangster When I read that I was like damn you're just gonna spit in dirt

And rub mud on some dude's eyes Like yo that's a god I can get down He's hilarious And so he goes walk to the river and wash your face and you will have sight and I'm reading the Bible right I'm like yo anybody concerned about how

he just asked a blind dude to walk to the river like I'm dying of laughter but then I thought about it I was like oh dude this relates to me how because if I can't trust God to see things I can't see in the future I'm a blind man when it comes to the future I just got to trust God

so when I trusted God and I was like all right I don't know where I'm going to go in my life I don't know what I'm doing. So here's my thing. Is that also not trusting in yourself? Because you're trusting in yourself to allow yourself to step closer towards whatever that is coming. I trust me less than I trust God. Yeah, of course.

He's all knowing. If, for example, if God exists. Right. But you trusting in God, right? Because he's not a man that's going grabbing your hand and saying, hey, come here, walk this way. No, never. Actually, every single Bible verse that's like outstanding. Like when I brought up the Lazarus one, he stood by the gate.

He didn't even walk this. He made the family come out and greet him But this is what I'm saying It's like, is that not then just you walking? Yeah, but yeah, of course Because remember, and this is the craziest part Because everybody always like gets mad Well, if God's blah blah

Well, then why did so and so pass away? Like, well, I'm bankrupt. It's like, yo, like God gave you free will, homie. Right. Like it's how is he going to give you free will And then take that away from you to make you make the right decision If you had a kid right now And the doctor came in and he's like, yo, we'll inject this

Oh, I shouldn't say that right now. Uh-oh, yeah. Uh-oh. We'll give this baby a pill Yeah, okay And this baby is forever going to do anything you say Would you want that? Fuck no

No, because you're like, dude, this bitch doesn't love me I just pilled them Yeah, it's terrible So like this is the relationship with God But here's the thing And I'll say this again This is a case by case situation I just say try

What is the harm in trying? Bro, before I got into Christianity I read so many other religions I read so many religions but through reading them I had no like gut like yo this is it for me like this is it but then when I opened up the Holy Bible and I read it and then I used and implemented that into my life and I saw the results I was like all right bet this is what this is it for me this is what I find my happiness and and and by the way I don't think anybody should go into the

Bible being like I'm going to get the most out of life from this blah blah I just like I think right now is the perfect time for people people to like dabble in it because a lot of people are depressed yeah and even if you could just chase a little bit of happiness reading that just a tiny bit it could change your life you can change your life completely and god forbid bro god doesn't exist i i i we get after we're both dead and i see you in the afterlife and you're jacked as fuck like son of a bitch i was like fuck all of that i wouldn't because every decision that i made so far in my life trying to to please a higher being made my life significantly better.

This is, so this is where I'm at with literally what you just said. I just literally talked to a kid yesterday, two days ago, film the YouTube video about it. Yeah. This is what I keep coming back to. That is you acting not, and this is not me telling you, because this is however you see it is how you see it. Yeah, yeah. But you acting in your genuine, like, happiness and what genuinely makes you happy and what genuinely like drives you, it makes you feel good and, like, challenges you and you go towards it, right?

Yeah, yeah, yeah. That's you doing that, in my opinion, no matter what. So it is. It's kind of, it's just an amplifier. So I love performing. I love doing stand-up. I love writing movies. I love performing in general, right?

That is my love, dog. Like, I would die if I can't do that. Right. So when I went into this industry, seven years ago, eight years ago, if I would have done it the way I wanted to do it, say I could just have a genie, for example, right? Rub a genie, get all my wishes. Bro, I would truly, with all my heart, me, I would have been a terrible person, like a terrible, greedy fucking person

because that I would have learned from my surrounding of snapping necks, breaking people's backs, stepping on heads to get to where I want because that's how my surrounding does it. But you even said in the beginning of the podcast, you were like, yo, you text me to see how I did. And that left something in your heart.

So now when you see me, you're like, dude, that kid's a good person. Now how sick would that be if I could get the best of the best, both worlds. I can be a good person and on top. So what I'm saying is you having your relationship with God is literally just a bonus for your happiness and in your relationship. It has nothing to do with your wealth. It has nothing to do with your success because you can have that without God. You can have all the money in the world without God. You could have all the success without God.

That has nothing to do with it. I'm just saying your state of heart, bro, your happiness, who you are. A lot of people say, I don't know who I am or I don't know what I was going to do. sense factor to that is talk to the creator bro who if i had a receipt like oh excuse me who made me i need to know what i want in life like i would want to go to the creator so how do you talk to them because this is what i'm saying like i envision you talking to yourself by yourself whether you're digesting some sort of bible verse or some bible passage but that's how you're speaking to him and in my mind i go because i'm very like black and white raster i'm like then aren't you just speaking to yourself and now you're speaking intention into your life for you to be like yo like i like

I don't get, I just, I can't understand your relationship with Logan. I can't comprehend it. I don't get it. How do you start? How would you do it? Why would you do that? My thing is, yo, bro, that's between me and Logan. It's not for you to come back.

Yeah, no, no. So what I'm saying is if you want to know what it's like, meet Logan. Go introduce yourself. Sorry. So what I'm saying is pray. You don't have to open up the Bible. You don't have to go to church right away. And that's how amazing it is.

You can just be in your room and just take time. Turn your phone off. sit there anything you want I want to be a stand-of comedian I got to know Joe Coy I learned how to do stand-up I did my research

my mentor right so like what I'm saying is if you want something you have to work for something so when you if you were so curious to the point of like yo I really want to see from George's point of view you could you could easily start today you could literally take any time

and it's so easy you could take five minutes out of day and just be like hey God I've never talked to you in so long, and I want to build a relationship with you. I love to know who you are if you could just open your heart to me. And then I don't know how he would do it, but I promise you, if you meet him, he'll meet you halfway.

And I'll say this to anybody, boldface and there. Bro, I have so many stories that will blow you away. I've had just 10 or 11, 12 people that he will vouch for me that have turned to Christianity just from me saying like, bro, you don't got to. buy a book you don't got to go to church right you don't got anywhere just start by saying hello if you want to have a relationship say hello so okay let's so flash forward let's say let's say i have a relationship yes have a great relationship say i talk to him every day right oh bet this is this is what i'm this is what i'm trying to this point that i'm trying to make it just obviously like i said i'm not

convincing you otherwise yeah i'm sitting in a room i'm talking to god and i say you know what god i love you i appreciate you thank you for giving me all these great things in my life i'm so so grateful for all the things that you've given me already. I want to be better at this as a person. I want to be better at my interpersonal relationships. I want to be better at my intimate relationships. And I'm thinking about those things. And I'm sitting in my room and I'm thinking about those things.

Yeah. What I'm saying is, isn't that also a form of intention? So me bringing that into my life now is because I'm consciously thinking about it instead of it being in my subconscious. Because remember God is good. Amazing. When you call to him, you're calling to good intent. Got it.

And then when I started, stop asking him, but I still worked for things. It wasn't like I got lazy and sat on the couch. I still very much worked for things. But random things fell into my lap that I was like, oh, this is kind of cool. Maybe that could be something cool. And then all of a sudden, I'm performing in front of Joe Coy's audience. And when I walk off stage, I uncontrollably start crying because I was like, oh, my God, I never thought I'd ever love anything like this.

Do you get what I'm saying? So, like, what I'm saying is when you're sitting down and you're like, Oh, I want to do this. No, God, I'm going to do this. I'm going to do that. I'm going to do that. I'm going to manifest that. I'm going to get this.

I'm going to get that. But the difference is when you have a partner, and that's what God is. When you have a partner, that partner could be like, hey, man, I'm telling you what you're doing right now. Ain't the way you want to do it. This is how you want to do it. And when you start having that relationship with him, you're like, okay, cool. Let me trust you and then. Here's the deal.

Here's my opinion on this and my perspective, right? This is why I come to this crossroads, right? And I'm definitely, I'm not telling you right now I don't believe in God. I do believe in God. I believe in like a higher power. I believe in, there's no way all this shit lined up the way it did. It's so perfect. It's not a coincidence.

But my point is this, all these things you're saying in relationship to God, you're not, like, you got to answer this question. Has God ever physically spoken to you? Bro, wildly. No, has he talked to you? Like, is he having a conversation with you? Like, when you sit down in the morning, you say, God, he's like, yo, what's up? And you're like, yo, I was thinking about. He's like, what were you thinking about?

through people. So like, for example, I'll be talking to somebody. I can't get too deep into this, but this is one of the people that turned over to the Lord. And I was sitting there and something in my heart was like, yo, that person is going through something crazy. Mind you, he was not showing any of that times. And I was like, in my mind, I was like, yo, I'm not going to do that. That's weird. And I literally fought myself on it. I was like, I'm not going to do that. And as I was walking out, about to not do it, I was like, man, but what if? About to not what? Talk to. to this person, the way my heart was telling me to talk to this person. Got it.

And I was like, nah, that's weird. And it's so funny because I always tell people like, when you feel weird is when you know you're by God. Like right now on a podcast, I can be talking about my movies coming out or anything like that. But me talking about Jesus makes me feel weird, which is should it because all of that is because of him. But I'm still always going to feel weird when I'm making decisions from.

So I went up to this person. I did what my heart wanted me to do, which I feel like it's God because I didn't want to do it. Yeah. So this is the thing. That's the thing that I'm talking about. there's a holy spirit in you bro when you have those thoughts in your head like

oh I should do that but no I shouldn't what if that's just your intuition and that's just what you've learned everything up to the point in your life where you learn about being a person that you are today and caring and loving how you are today I'm challenging I know this I'm not trying to I'm not trying to say you're wrong

what if that's just that's your heart because of everything you've learned up to this point in whether or not God is there or not I'm saying like could that exist right what if I can tell you there's a way to find it if it's true or not and here's why I'm asking you this Yeah.

I had a great relationship with God growing up, right? Yes, yes. And also because I was somewhat forced to. And then as I got a little older, I started to have a good relationship. And then I got a little older. Yeah. When I would say around like, I don't know, 22. And then I kind of stopped having those conversations.

Yeah. And now I'm not saying from 22 to 32 where I'm at today the last 10 years, it's just been the easiest right of my life. Absolutely not. Yeah. But I always, always lived with purpose and with intention and like trying to do things passionately. Yeah. And I can directly relate to having conversations with people or speaking about things with people, especially younger men.

Yeah. And wanting to almost like cry when I'm done because I have these like real emotions because of my past and my childhood and what I've been through and being able to give anything to those kids that are asking me these questions, like in real life, like at my gym or at Expos back in the day. And I can say that throughout those years, I didn't have direct relationships like conversation with God. I wasn't like, God, what should I be doing? but I was always listening to my heart and trying to be as clear with my conscience as possible and trying to do as much good as possible. So in every point along the way, I did,

for example, I spent extra time, and I'm not saying this to brag. This is not to brag. Spend extra time at an expote and they're shutting off the lights because I wanted to speak to the people who were there who were supporting me because I know I wouldn't be at the point in my life

at that point if it wasn't for those people supporting me. But what I'm saying is along the way, I never was like, I never was like checking in with God and being like, am I doing this right? I was just kind of checking it with my own consciousness and saying, like, is this making me happy? Is this what, who I really am? Is this what I really want to give to people, right? So the reason why I'm challenging it is because I grew up that way with God and I had those

conversations with God and then I'm not, I fell out in those conversations with God, but I still continue to see success and to see personal happiness. Now, am I the happiest person in the world in all aspects of my life, relationships, business? No, I'm learning and I'm still growing. But my willingness and my openness to learn and to grow is always there because I know that's what matters in life to be successful or to be happy or to give love or to share love or to be there for someone like if I was not happy and of myself how could I help make you

happy or you happy or anyone else in the world happy right so I'm constantly uh I don't know doing inventory in my life in my in my in myself in my heart like you say yeah and you say it's from God it or could it could it not just be from you and your own introspective of yourself can I ask you a question of course anytime um if you had a son I'd love to have a son by the way, because I grew up without a father. This is a perfect question then. Have you had a son right now and around 22 years old? Okay, okay.

He just disagreed with you. He didn't understand your point of view. Yeah. And he left you. Wait. And you had the power to help him in life. Even though he wants nothing to do with you, would you take care of your son?

Of course. You may have left him, but that doesn't mean he's left you. I have this. The reason why I get emotional is I literally have. It's so funny because I have this conversation because I like to challenge. I like to ask this question. But I have this literal passage like in my room. Is it footprints in the sand?

Yeah. But I have this little path. It's in, it's in, it's, I'll show to you. I'll tell you this. And you know what? I've never publicly said this in my life. When I was in the third grade, I got held back and I lost all my friends and I was getting beat up every single day

and I didn't want my mom and dad to know about it so I'd just go in my room and then I'll just pretend like I was happy and I was crying and in third grade it was the first time in my life it was the first time in my life where I was like man should I even be here should I be on this earth and it was the first day I ever didn't say my prayer I went to bed and I could still see that dream like I had it right now and all of my dreams were happening like all the kids were nice to me

and this girl named Lindsay my class had a crush on she sat right here to me bro and she looked at me and she said that we can hang out at lunch, and that meant a lot to me because at lunch I would go in the bathroom and sit by myself. And then this kid named Bryce came in, and he gave me a soccer ball, and in my heart I've always wanted to play soccer with him. And then everything evaporated.

And then this dark figure came into my face and my dream. And he said, you have left the Holy One. And I got so scared. I just started saying God's name. And I was like, God, please be with me, please be with me. I'm really scared. and then this bright light came into my room in my dream because I was back in my room and I had to bow my head years later bro oh let me pause right here two of the things that

happened in my dream I learned years later that in the scripture the devil can't say god's name he refers to him as the holy one and there was no way in my life that I was ever going to know that and then later on Moses couldn't see him and he got blinded. He compared it to the sun. And I remember in my dream, he was so bright, bro. I couldn't even look at him. I had to willingly bow down.

And then the last scripture says, everybody will bow down willing or non-willing. So as a little boy, I literally saw and fell God in my dreams. And you never read that stuff prior. I woke up and I immediately started crying. And I remember before I went to bed, I threw my Bible in the closet. And I said, fuck this shit. I go, if there's a God, he's a piece of shit.

shit. I don't want anything to do with them. Before this had happened. Before I went to my dream. And I went to bed up. So when I woke up, I was like, oh, my God, I got to grab my Bible. And I grabbed my Bible and I was like crying and opening, crying and opening it. And as I was crying and opening, I said, okay, I don't get it. I don't get it. I don't get it.

If you exist, then why would you leave me here by myself? And then the footprints and the sand card fell out of the Bible. And I've never seen that thing in my life. I showed it to everybody in my house, not one person in my house. and that's why when me and you were looking at each other and I saw your eyes, your eyes gave me the same eyes that I had in the third grade, bro. And I think deep down you know that he's been right next to you the whole time

and I think you have this, I don't know if it's pride or maybe a bit of tension and anger from your past that you have so many questions for him but those questions can't be answered unless you have those relationships. And I promise you, bro. And I don't know if that's why we've been drawn near to each other but dude, I don't care how much you could look me in the eyes

say you don't believe in God or you don't care about God, but that man loves you, bro. And you can look around and see what's happening in your life. And there's going to be a time where you look him in the eyes, but I promise you, you may have left him, but there has not been a single minute in your life that he hasn't left your side. And every time that you have those moments where you turn back and you look and you're like, those are my darkest moments,

why are there only two footprints? Because I don't care how strong you lift. God has been lifting you through those moments. and those footprints are his they're not yours and I know that's hurting you hard because bro like I see your eyes right now and it is literally the moments like this and I couldn't be more blessed to have this on camera

so I could watch this back myself because what you're going through in your eyes right now dude I know what you're feeling and that feeling is that that tiny bit of you where you're like all right I feel it yeah I mean well it's like it's a really interesting perspective

to see you too because you guys both say the same things. You guys both say that I sit and I put intention into things and when Brad says he does what he does when he's alone and when you say you do what you do when you're alone, it is very similar from an outsider perspective.

It's just one of you is believing in God and one of you is believing in a higher power or doing things with intention and it's just a very interesting perspective to see because you two are doing the same thing and I think a lot of viewers are going to watch us back and see that and see that, not that Brad is doing the same thing you are

and putting as much intention into God, but you both sit down and you put intention into your actions and why you do it, and you reflect on what happened in the past because you did certain things, and you were having downfalls because you were lost with God, and you're having downfalls because you don't think that you were acting, you know, in a positive manner

or how you should, and it's just interesting to see as someone, you know, from an outside point of view, that you both are so similar that you believe different things. I think the best thing we could do at any relationship, right, is be real, right? And I think the problem that we have when we talk about a God is we're so scared that we can't be real. Like a lot of people don't have the ability because they're scared or they don't want to. But like, bro, I've had those conversations where I'm like, yo, I was like, what in the fuck are you doing, bro? Like, what are you doing?

Why am I going through this right now? But you have to stick with your partner to realize what he was doing. and that is where faith comes in faith is the biggest part is the biggest connection is like wifi bro if you're if if the bible is the wifi right owner and you keep walking away of course you're not going to have faith you have no connection you're not staying here so if you have between and you can forget this podcast you forget us and if you just want to take this in bro and if you have questions and you're like yo if there is a man named jesus i am really really He pissed at him right now.

Like, I have so many questions. I am more angered with him than I am in love with him right now. And I'm telling you, use that. Talk to him about it. Because I promise you, bro, if he exists and he has that, I guarantee you he's going to defend himself and explain himself. He's not going to do an action without a cause with no reason. I guarantee you there's things in your life that happened.

It's been a long time, though, man. And that does he have to be called? Listen, that's just saying. It's this when I was six years old, my father took his life. my father hung himself he hasn't answered me since hasn't told me why i mean besides the fact that obviously everything that i have to this point and fuck and all the it's okay bro um and all the fuck and all the pain that came with it yeah and everything that i have and looking back on like all the content that I made.

Is it hard to believe in a God because that happened and because you went through that experience? Is it hard to, because you never got an answer? So that's what I'm saying, right? Like, I do have an answer now, but it's like, was it because I just found it? Like, I have an answer now because I've gotten to a point in my life that I've been able to share on so many different platforms

because of social media. Like, granted, when that happened to me when I was young, it wasn't like it happened and I go, okay, I'm six years old. My father did this. Like, all right, he killed himself. What does that mean? Like, you know, you talk about these stories about crying.

Like, bro, I used to walk to school every fucking morning and go into like, fucking alleyway. Just to let it out. Every single morning. And like, I look back on that shit. Sorry. I look back on that and I'm like that made no sense to me that it makes sense to me now but it wasn't like some God was like yo check this out like it just it I was understanding okay

this what I was trying to say when it happened to me then it wasn't like there was a road that it was like yo if you just keep following this road um you're there's going to be the internet and social media and Instagram and YouTube these are things like because I'm that existed back then I was six years old right and as I went through the whole process that I've been through over the last 12 years being on the internet the conversation that how with people in real life at these expos at these events because I used to talk a lot on YouTube and I talk a lot of shit and never got that many views we get a couple hundred thousand views where I would talk about my life what I've been through

what I think about it like what I learn from it how it can make how it made me better and how it can make other people better and I would get such good feedback and response like those are the videos that people really resonated it really resonated with them and I was able to look at that rationally and be like oh as I older it started to make more sense this is why I went through that in my life and why I was able to get to this point in my life because I really genuinely care and still care to this day about giving back that like this is what I went through this is what I learned you can do it too you could become better you because like it's it's really rooted in the fact that I grew up without

a father and I wanted that my whole life and and I look for it and now now I'm in a like a now I'm in a really cool position to to give that right what I didn't have but so many people like never get that they never get that like ability to find out why like some people they could take that six years old then they're 16 17 20 they kill themselves so they kill someone else because they're so disappointed in how they got there and where they're out in their life and why did this happen like I've had all those thoughts why this happened to me. Am I not good enough? Like, what is wrong with me? Why did my dad do this? Like, what does this mean? What is life? What is death? What's the point of all this? And I've gone

through all that stuff, right? And the reason why I have this tussle with God is like, I know of so many other people that went completely that way. Yeah. Right? Who also believed in God? Yeah. And that's why in the beginning I said that doesn't. So in my mind, I'm like, okay, yeah, I have it. I'm here. This is amazing. And I'm so grateful to be able to be in this position to have this opportunity to talk to young man and to share where I've been in my life especially being a figure who's looked at like oh this is a big tough guy like I'm just a human man and but I also know about everyone else who because I have conversations with these kids who come talk to me and say yo I heard what you said on the podcast about this because I talked about

I've talked about this stuff a lot over the years yeah and those people come up to me and like people would cry to me people people would share a lot of people lives well I've had people tell me that in person I've had people tell me that on the internet and I'm not this is not me at all How many people do you think I didn't even tell you? Thousands, I'm sure. And I've literally had hundreds tell me. As long as it was one. I mean, that's why you did all of this.

I'm not saying like, yo, hey, hey, go Brad. But what I'm saying, the thing that I have this issue with is like, yes, I got here. Yeah. Right? And I'm here. And I was able to do that. And there's those hundreds of people or thousands of people or whoever knows how many people, right? But there's so many other people who, like, it completely, moments completely destroyed their lives.

Absolutely. So I'm like, I just have this, this like, this tug of war where I'm like, it's not, that I don't believe in that I just don't like you just like why why because my because I'm a very like rational person I'm very black and white yeah and I go okay it does make sense to me why that happened to me now and it took 20 years to figure that out right because when I was about 26 and when I started figuring this out through like my content and then like having interaction with people being like oh shit that really meant something to that person the person came fitted out in all my gear and they're crying to me they're telling me about their life and the

things that I said and I'm like, holy shit, like, thank you, number one. But like, it made sense then, but people live their whole life and it doesn't make sense the things that happen to them. And they still believe in God. It feels like you have this perspective that you have. Um, like the, you know, if I put my intention to this, um, these things will come. You know, if I put my energy into this because you know that at that point when that happened with your dad, you were your darkest point, you know it could have ruined you if you let it. But you chose to not let it ruin you and you put the work in to not let it ruin you and to better your life and not let it go down this path.

And I think that's why you're at the position that you are because if you were to just sit back and kind of let God deal with it, maybe you wouldn't be where you are. You had to put in a lot of work to get where you are. And maybe that's why you look at things in a way of if you put the self-work in and self-improvement because that's what you had to do

to get yourself out of that rut and to be where you are because it could have destroyed you. It could have taken you a different path if you let it. You could have coped with drugs. You could have coped with, you know, hurting other people, but instead you said, no, I'm going to go to the gym. I'm going to put positivity out. That's the thing in the beginning. That's why I lived with the gym was my thing because it was an escape. It was for me. So like my brain is constant thinking, thinking, thinking,

thinking. I'm talking to you and I'm thinking about two other things at the same time, having this conversation. So much of that. And I always noticed, like, since I was a kid, I noticed that because very early on, and I've told this, I've said this story before. I remember once my mom told me, you know, your dad is not, like your dad is gone. He's not coming back. I remember being like, like what the fuck does that mean and then for so long i'm thinking like what does this mean and like i told you every morning i'd walk to school like going on in the what they would call like the little cut and then people would like smoke weed and stuff i never smoked because i was afraid of drugs because my dad i knew he had done drugs i was like maybe that's what led him there um long

story short like i would always cry and i think about these things and i'd be like well like but why did i end up here right and the point is like it just it didn't it didn't make sense to me Like when I, and then when I found the gym, I was able to escape just all those thoughts. I was able to be like, okay, when I'm in the gym and I'm lifting weight, it's so much harder to think about my, my childhood, my life, my past, my dad, the thing that makes me feel bad. Like, all these things, like, I realize like, yo, this is just like, like, nothing else existed. Yeah. So that's why, like, I got so, I felt so in love with it. Because it's like, how could I not want to do the thing that makes me feel like I can,

be calm yeah it was like absolutely absolutely it's changed it's never wavered it's no it's absolutely changed a lot it's changed a lot but there are still moments like I know now I have other mechanisms of coping with it which is like straight up just talking about it like therapy right or meditation on my own personal time right um therapy as well was another way that I did like I said not with obviously on podcast in it which I made it seem like with a therapist right meditation the gym the gym now is like I notice if my if my brain gets really loud. If I can go in there and just like focus on that, like it can kind of like quell that thought. But yeah, I would say for like 20 some 20 years, 24 years, it was like

really just about avoidance. Now I have a different relationship with it because I have different outlets of releasing that emotion or that energy. Would you say it's a healthier relationship? Way healthier now. But it took me like I said, like 26, 27 years to get to that point but anyways and I'm talking about this with God it's like in my like and I told you straight up I have that passage in my in my room and I'll show you that as soon as we're done here because I want to believe that thing yeah absolutely um well first I could I could disrespect you by saying like you know I get what you're coming from I didn't deal with that but I have fortunately have talked to people and understood their point of view and

they discuss a family member taking their life um The power of free will is, it's power. Now, the decisions your father made up until that point, and you were very young, you don't know his demons, you didn't know the situations he was placed with. Yeah. I know all of it now.

True, but when you're going through it, what I'm saying is his actions were his actions. They weren't made for you, bro. For sure. They weren't made to destroy you. Did it destroy you? Absolutely. but what I'm saying is you moved on and what I'm saying is when God works with you

even though you felt like he's not because I know you say I get emotional so much I could cry bro that to me I feel like that when God's doing work in my life bro I get emotional because the feeling is so overwhelming so what I'm saying is that situation was so unbelievably bad and I couldn't even you couldn't give me enough days to paint it out to you but what I'm saying is what people deal with now especially during our time now bro how many people you're stopping from doing that to themselves is at a is at a such a higher level so what i'm saying is and it's so hard because i want to choose my words properly if you could change anything right now would you nothing and i think god knows that and i think god put that in heart and as much as you

you say he's not a part of your picture he gave you that strength and move forward that's a thing though right it's like now i would say that because you're getting wiser bro right older you get the wiser you get this you're making decisions that you didn't know we're good but you did them right like i said if i built a machine a vending machine here's the rules i put a dollar i get a snack in when you do good things bro god's gonna bless you regardless if you worship them or not that's what i was trying to say that's what i was trying to say earlier he's not he's not waiting for you you got on his knees, bro. That's what I was trying to say earlier.

He's blessing you left and right because he knows what you've dealt with. That's why in the beginning I said, don't put your finger and say, why is this person acting like this or she's doing this or that you don't know a home? I didn't know that about you, bro. But it makes a lot of sense that that built the man you are today. Yes, you lost the father, bro. But you didn't lose a heavenly father. And he built you as a warrior, bro.

Literally the physique and all, your mental, your mental state is higher than anybody that I've ever talked to about here. When me and you get in deep conversations all the time, I know that you've been through this year. I never knew what it was. You're one of the most level-headed, rational people I've met, and it's really satisfying to have a conversation with you because you can communicate yourself in a very cordial and, like, constructive way

where you don't just, your mind isn't close to other people's opinions, and you can articulate yourself in, like, a really mature way. It's really nice having these conversations with you. I never feel shamed, in my opinions. When you have a, I mean, you have a, I mean, using bodybuilding for an example because hopefully a lot of your audience is feeling the same way right now but before you have the growth and you put in the work you feel a lot of pain because you tear your muscles of course i mean dude i've literally had conversations like this

with my audience and that's what i'm saying bro you dealt with like crazy pain that for we've never actually had to deal with but the growth is greater so what i'm saying is you could do so much on this earth. Not that you're not doing it now, but I really do feel the only reason you're not opening up the Bible is because you're very upset with God. I think you believe in God. I think you just feel like you're your own God in your own universe right now and you feel like you could do the job better than him because he let you down as a kid. And that if you had the ability, you wouldn't let a kid go through what you went through. No, I would never. But he's seeing it from a greater point saying that he had to let you go through that. He had to let you go through that.

so the thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands and thousands of kids that you're saving don't have to go through that so if I had to play the role of God and see how this whole thing came out even yourself you said you wouldn't change a thing no so how could you be mad at God for letting it happen when he knew the outcome that was going to happen that's the thing it just feels like I figured it out and I and then maybe that sounds wrong it sounds like a lot of pride it does sounds like a lot of pride what I'm saying but it is what happened though True, like straight up. True, but you can't tell me that you're not blessed.

No, no, I'm not arguing that. I am absolutely so grateful for my life. Do you feel like there's a lot of people that do what you do right now that don't have the same outcome? That make the videos, that talk to the internet, that does the body work. I know, bro, I literally was at LA fitness and I saw a dude that looked like a copy carbon of you. And he was wearing your merch. I swear to God, he looked like you.

And I was like, bet. So I thought he was like your boy. So I went up to him, he said, well, no, I just like his merch. That's same. But what I'm saying is, like, there's so many people out there that are just like you, but the rewards are different, bro. And maybe it's because deep down God knows your heart and knows what you're going to do with your platform. And there's a lot of people that have platforms that don't use it right, but that's because they chose to not use it right. Yeah.

All I say is this. After everything I said, again, this is a relationship. So I would take that into consideration and get into your room one day, put your phone away, and just, chop it up with him, be like, yo, like, what, why did I have to go through this? Why couldn't you help me prep this? Why didn't you show yourself? There's so many questions. I have for you.

Like, why did you have to go through? Couldn't you get to where you're at now without losing your father? There's so many questions. Oh, I don't think so. But you already know the answers. I know the answer. That was put in your heart for a reason. And there's so many people out here that are watching this video that are like, dog.

I had no idea it was that deep. And I didn't know that that. related to me. And it all stems from being insecure and having that conversation with that person or that God. A relationship and a marriage and a friendship and a partnership and in a holy version, it always has to stem for communication. And you have not communicated to him that you're very angry with him, that you're very upset with him, that you could, you could say anything, but you could say, be like, yo, give me the throne. I would do it better than you. That you can say whatever you want, because I promise you to at least talk to you back.

and there will be a conversation. He could say words to you that I can't even comprehend, that I can't say that I can't open up your heart. And just imagine, say, bro, say hypothetically, I am right, that this crazy Middle Eastern kid there is a God and that you talk to him and it opens up your heart and not those thousands that you just save become millions. All because your ego of just putting down your sword and your shield

and be like, all right, no more arguing. If your existence is real, I want to know where you were when I'm. as a child and be real and anybody who is at home that is dealing with suffering at home or or in the future or in the past if you ever caught yourself in a place in a moment where you're mad at god it's totally fine but in any relationship when you bottle it up and you explode later it's never healthy not for a marriage not for uh uh anything if you bottle up your expression and how you feel and try to work on it nothing will be stemmed from that and you know that better than anybody because i was going to say did you hear that one brad yeah no i

know that. This thing is I know that, I just know that even without God. Yeah, that's the truth. And I feel, I'm on, I'm on the same path you are just because, like, I also don't believe in God. I'm not saying you're wrong. I'm not shaming you or anything like that. But I, I'm just saying from the outside point of you, watching you to speak, it feels

like you're both saying the same thing. Because I'm telling you, bro, you're on the same wavelength as me. It's just you haven't accepted it. And that's fine to say. I'm being so real, Doc. And that's fine to say, and I don't, I'm not disrespecting your beliefs, but I don't want to kill the idea that there is no God. And we could just be doing these things out of pure self-work and intention and to put good out into the world because we want to. And that's what I do.

That's how I conduct my life. And I feel as if I am doing the same thing as people that are following like the Bible. And I think that the Bible says to put good out into the world, don't condemn others, don't put negativity out, don't harm others. And that's what I'm doing. So who really gives a shit If it's in the name of God or in the name of whatever else, I want to call it, the higher power or the universe, whatever, I am still doing the same thing that you are doing and I am working hard and I'm helping others. And I think that as long as you are doing those things, it doesn't matter if you're doing it for God or if you're doing it for this or that. As long as you are just doing it. You know what this reminds me of? This reminds me of CrossFit.

Okay, let me explain. Ew. Okay, listen, listen. Listen, listen. No, no, no, swear to God. God is like working out. Hold on, hold on. Everything in my life is like working out.

Let me explain this. No, no, no. That's what I'm saying, though. So listen, you said that's the worst workout, right? And I'm not disagreeing. But here's a deal. It's still got a lot of people in shape who wouldn't have done it otherwise. So my point is this.

It's the same concept. My gym bros, I love you guys. Always. I got you. Not the crossfitters. No, no, no. No, crossfit is great. No, no, no.

A little lesser. Hold on. You're there. CrossFit at the highest level is insane. impressive. I think CrossFit at the box level where you're like your local run-of-the-mill CrossFit, it's just like, it's just people who are not really teaching. They're just getting a bunch of people in a room. Like at the highest level CrossFit in the CrossFit games, those guys are fucking crazy athletes. I'm just saying. I'm just saying, if you're like,

yo, I go to my local CrossFit and they're having you clean and jerk and squat and snatch. They're probably not teaching you how to do that shit properly. I've seen it a million times. People get so hurt in that shit statistically. I'm speaking facts, right? CrossFit in general is what I'm saying, though. It's like, okay, bodybuilding is there. Olympic lifting is there. Powerlifting is there. And then CrossFit was like the, man, that shit stupid, which I was one of those people at one point.

But if it gets those people who wouldn't have otherwise been in shape, in shape, and healthy and feel good about themselves, then that's what really matters. Not necessarily, like I'm saying, we're all coming to this like conclusion of, you know, in your eyes and in your mind, in your spirit, in your heart, it's God and God and his ability to work with you as an individual, right? In mine, it's like, yeah, I was there and I was like, fuck you, you motherfucker. I'm going to fucking put my. through pressure so that I can avoid this shit and then eventually it started to make sense

and yes there is still a part of me that like I really do want to believe I want to totally believe but at the same time there are people out there I see it your cap I see it there's this is you there's people out there who are 100% on the other side of like I don't believe in that shit at all that's me I just be honest that that is me I went to church when I was little you know and like I have not read the Bible that's why I say I'm ignorant I have not read the Bible so I don't want to speak on what the Bible says, but I don't believe in God. I don't. I believe in the universe. I believe in energies. I do not believe in God. And that's okay, because I still do the same, I still believe the same things you do, and I still conduct my life. I'm not, I won't

say in the same way, because I don't want to disrespect you, but I conduct my way or my life in a positive way. I try to give back and I try to have the same moral compasses you. Yeah, like I said, in the beginning, there's, there's a lot of bad Christians. There's a lot of good Christians. Like the, how you are as a human being isn't going to stem about what you worship. I think you're born with the heart is either pure or it's not. No, but it's how you conduct your life. And you said you conduct your life in a certain way because of the Bible. And you can, I can conduct my life in the same way you do,

and I don't have to believe in the Bible to do that. And we can both get the same outcome, just like the two of you have said. So it just feels like we all can do the same thing and get in the same place. And it doesn't have to be called God. It can be something else if you're uncomfortable calling it God. Because like you said, some people can be uncomfortable having that conversation. Yeah, absolutely. so let's change topics a little bit the whole podcast was about uh can i pee yeah go for it you

and keep that door open too by the way okay when you open it but not the bathroom door just that door no no no i just the air goes on it goes like shh i just want uh hey hr yeah yeah right in the no no no keep it open yeah you're great thank you um so i want to ask you about this uh getting kicked off the plane uh oh shit because you didn't get to tell the story Don't you tell the story Damn you have all that We haven't talked about any of that Yeah yeah yeah we just went

We just rifted bro We just went with it We don't even need to talk about all that It does not I just That's just like some points You know which which she put together By the way shout out Shout out now that she's yeah

You're the best She crushes it bro Jess right No Oh she's Jess She's Jess She's Jess That's Natalie

That's Natalie Edit that out That's kidding She's sitting there editing it all herself She's like No, no. Fuck this guy. No.

So what was this story? What was this story? So I started getting really bad anxiety on the plane. I know that feeling. Dude, I hate it. It gives me such bad anxiety. And I lost a really good friend of mine. Now, hold on though.

Yeah. You were on. Okay, no, just continue. Sorry. I was on my way to Cleveland. Okay. And I was like, yo, I'm going to double down on my edibles. so because one i i just i kept crying because i lost my friend and i was like uh oh if i if i get

high i'll laugh i'll forget about it and then i was like oh turbulence i was like all right double down you know what i mean like double the laughs but this is my thing with with edibles i'm like yo oh i don't take edibles so this is why nobody i didn't know got i smoke weed got it and my friends take edibles oh i fucked up okay big because because edibles give me anxiety like to the craziest oh bro just wait okay so I'm sitting there, I'm watching Born Identity. And I'm watching it. First edible kicks in.

I was like, Bob, yeah, this is nice. Yeah. Turbulance starts hitting. And I'm like, no, no. So they didn't equal out, bro. I started getting paranoid. I was like, oh, no. I started thinking about it.

I started thinking of every possible way this plane could go down. I was like, well, only really one way, just down. No, nope, we don't know. We can do a loop-de-loop. I don't know. Before I even take the edibles, bro. This dude, we're right before we get at the TSA, because I was like, I'm just going to take this and then walk through the TSA.

Yeah. So I take the edibles there. And there's this two, a couple, not two couple, there's a couple, with like 19 kids, bro. Like they had so many kids. I was like, damn, bro. Like, I'm Christian, but are you kind of got rid of one of them? I was just kidding.

There were so many kids. I was like, damn, bro. What the fuck? And then I turned to the dude next to me, and I was like, man, this is giving me anxiety. And he starts laughing, like an older man. Oh, yo boy, you have no idea. And then he was so nice, he, like, started helping them out. And I turned to me, I go, I don't know, man,

because they held up the line so much. I go, bro, I hate when people hold shit up or cause a scene. Like, I fucking hate that shit. Like, get your shit in order, bro. Get your kids in the outfits, one, two, three, and just, like, number of them die. I feel it. So, mind you, I was Middle Eastern growing up, bro.

If I try to do any of the things that these kids were doing, oh, body bag. Are you Persian? I'm not Persian. Do you smell like, what's your, I don't know what you're, no, you have, we didn't bring this up yet, but you are, like, giving me PTSD right now. I know my ex is watching this.

You look just like him. Like, spitting imagely weird. Sorry, I also have to say, are you poor? Because why doesn't the water work in the bad thing? Or did you set me up? She said, are you Persian and are you poor. The toilet. No, Persians are not poor.

No, wait, wait, wait, wait. Middle Eastern people are very successful. What happened in there? Bad things because I didn't get to flush. What are you talking about your relationship? Oh, worse. A lot of shit there, too. The toilet.

does not do you take a shit right now did you take a shit? I did not poop you can go look if you'd like to go ahead go ahead

I peeed you just hear for far away no no no but I wait I feel like I'm being set up right now because it doesn't flush

and that's embarrassing and then I went to wash my hands no water so are you poor no I flushed I flushed I flushed that's weird

you cat see does someone want to go try for me no no here you guys okay continue the story I'm gonna figure this out

right now can you can you read half of the story a little bit I guarantee you the toilet's fine Where are you going? Oh my God I think Brad has a piss fetish

He just wants to look at my pee That's all He just wanted to see how hydrated you are Yes definitely So what are you What's your ethnicity background? I'm a Syrian Oh you're Syrian, that's awesome

Yeah nice I peed right Did she poop? Okay update Jess is 100% telling the truth And there is no running water there None Did you pay your bills?

I thought you sold drugs Aren't you rich? You literally poor What the fuck is going on right now? We just talked about how you got all the success. Did you break my fucking toilet? I'm sending you the invoice. You fuck.

What do you think I broke it? Oh, you were the last one there when it used when it was usable. I don't know. All I know is that the person who didn't believe in God didn't get anything that you wanted. I was just kidding. I was just kidding. That me up.

Hurry on my camera. Okay, Lizzie. Tell us. You know what? I think God would have flushed that pee for me. Thank you so much. He wanted us all to laugh about it. It was some spicy pee.

Yeah. Yeah, that's not very nice. It smelled spicy. It smelled spicy. Why? He wouldn't smell them? No, it just gave me like a waft. Okay.

Anyways, anyways, you don't. Okay. So what happened? Oh, so, so I get on the plane. I take the edibles and he's a pilot, but he wasn't flying this plane. So he sits up front. The guy that, I was like, oh, don't like cause a seat. I'm sitting in a seat and the first edible hits in, then the turbulence hits in.

And I'm like, oh, yo, this is bad. Second edible kicks in. And I'm like, bro, it was like a movie. Like literally it was like everything was like moving and I was like, oh, I'm going to die. Yeah. Like I'm for sure going to die right now. Yeah. So I told Mike, I was like, I got to go.

Get a move, move. He's like, what the fuck's wrong with you? I got, I got, I'll throw up. So in my mind, I was like, I'm going to make myself throw up. Yeah. To get this shit out of me. Yeah. I'm walking, walking, bro.

And I just remember the last thing I remember as I asked the flight attendant. I go, excuse me, where's the bathroom? And she pointed it. It was right next to the cockpit. Bro. I wake up. Wait, wait, wait, wait. You go from where's the.

bathroom to i wake literally where's the bathroom is going on i wake up and and they're like oh i'm hearing like wake them up wake them up and then i forgot the fact that i was going to the bathroom you fall asleep in front of the cockpit i i passed out and smacked my head on the door where the pilots are the metal door i smacked it so hard the pilots thought somebody was trying to break into because of the edibles yeah because i was paranoid i was paranoid so were you hyperventilating No, because I was crying a lot. I was dehydrated. Got it, got it.

Yeah, yeah, I was dehydrated. So pass out, smack my head on the thing, but I smack my head so hard, bro, that the pilots completely freak out. So you were crying because you were scared? I was crying because my friend passed away. Okay. Can you pay attention? I'm sorry. I didn't know that I was thinking of shit and she knows what's happening.

Yeah, I was fucking peed. I thought we confirmed that. Brad smelled it and everything. Okay. My apologies. No one. So I smack my head. I thought I'm in my seat

sleeping and they were just trying to wake me up for a snack and I actually got pissed in the moment I was like why the fuck are they wake me up because like I know that you're not supposed to wake somebody up so I was like so I said yo I'm sleeping that's what I said and the flight attendant goes hey man you can't do that here

and then Mike's standing so I'm waking up they already removed my shirt bro because they were working on me they thought I was fucking dead they like they thought I like died holy shit so they're like working on me they're like pulling my legs and like making sure they're lifting my shit

and I think I think they had a nurse there and everything. Yeah. So then the flight attendant heard me say, I'm sleeping. And he goes, why the fuck are you sleeping here? Because he was like the last flight attendant to show up. And Mike goes, hey man, he fucking passed out. He's not sleeping.

So then that's when I realized I passed out and all my memory came back that I was trying to go to the bathroom. We're still high as fuck at this time? No, completely sober. But like I was in and out. I was in and out. Like I kept passing out and then coming back. So it was kind of like a game.

Like I would be like, oh, no, I'm good. And then I would go back out. And then I'll come back in the middle of the airplane somewhere else. I was like, oh, this is fucking terrible, right? Has this ever, have you ever passed out outside of this incident? No, oh, yes. So often, but not like this. Often.

Have you gotten like a, like a scan of your brain? No, no. First of all, stick to titties. Okay. Um, you're going to piss her off. No, I'm kidding. I'm kidding. No, ask Brad.

You don't want to piss me off. No, you're going to piss her off. You're going to piss me out. I was joking. I think one titty joke. No, no, no, no. Okay, you've been telling me that I pooped. I've never pooped once in my life.

That's what she draws a lie. You're making up rumors about me. I've never fucking done that before. All right, now you're saying I'm only good for titties. It's the poop thing. It's the poop thing. I'm never pooped. And I don't know why you're putting that room around about me.

Guys, I've never used my butt hole before. It's for aesthetic purposes only. Yeah. And brads. No, no, Jesus Christ, dude. Sorry. No. Oh, is that mine?

Why didn't you bring your girlfriend, by the way? I was, I really wanted to meet her. We broke up, like, about two weeks ago. just made a public yesterday. Oh shit. Yeah. Wow. Yeah, she cheated on me.

It was fucked. Whoa. Yeah. Wait, the girl that I know, the one that I always see you? Yeah. Oh,

damn. She cheated on. She cheated on you with Steve will do it. You're lying. Bro. No, no, no,

wait, wait, what's going on? No, no, you're lying. And he like kept buying her cars and shit. You're lying. He brought six-nine

to a rapper to perform for her. I was like, how am I going to compete with that? He's smoking. No. Oh my God. You had me going. You really had me going to.

You should be a comedian. You're going to do great. Oh, my God, dude. I felt fucking horrible. I was like, I just want to pull a bids on it. No, when you see Steve will do it, I knew it was fake, though. Because I know Steve really well. I would know that already, Doc.

I was like fake. But when you said she cheated on you, I believe that for a second. Why? Because I don't, you just said it so sincerely. Not that like, you know, you're a cheatable on type of guy. You look like you're easy to cheat on. You know, you would have roasted me if you didn't stutter. Oh, no.

Gotcha. I'm easy to get cheated to shoot on too. Do you need sugar? Because you look like you're about to pass out. You're fucking, let's go, baby. Oh, I love it. H.R. baby. The roast is crazy.

So obviously, you guys are still together. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Is she a big believer, too? Yeah, yeah. Actually, dude, that's such a dope relationship. Gather you guys have a really healthy relationship Which is so uncommon in LA And I'm wondering like prior to her

You said that you had like had to work on not watching porn You had to work on you know like being You know loyal in a relationship and being a good boyfriend Yeah, yeah How was that before your relationship with your current girlfriend? Were you, would you consider yourself somebody Who entertained? Were you someone who would cheat?

I was never a relationship guy I kind of just dated. Had you cheated before though? No. So the one thing that like I can't do Like, I really can't. I don't fuck with it. And if you do this to me, I just, I won't judge you or, like, dislike you, but I would

see you differently in my life, uh, lying. Lying to me is a big thing. Uh, I can't any, I mean, like, if you're telling a story or exaggerating it for comedic purposes, I get that. But if you're generally looking at somebody and telling them that you love them and cheat on them, that, like, that's some different level type shit I can't be a part of. Do you have you done that? I'm not sure looking at you like that oh no no what did you Brad came to me with some fun information today so that's all

Brad yeah yeah yeah no I got I got cheated on I got and Brad brought me the I was just like wait you got it on this podcast like 30 minutes before you're gonna know well I'm doing good right I'm doing good right two times um well no it was it was this it was the same girl is the Persian guy that cheated on me no no no he was racist though Persian racist shock I know I know You know what's crazy though like it's crazy though like he really he really like didn't I don't know if he didn't want to be but he acted like he wasn't until I started dating a black guy after him and that's when it came out but while we were together like he that's what you know that's when it came but he was like he was gay his old life you know what I got something

I got to confess no like I'm serious though I'm serious like I wait wait do you think maybe your ex-boyfriend just didn't like you dating another guy guy um no i i get that i get that there's a difference between fuck you dating that new guy and my people ruled over his people for years and i have this on that's pretty racist so it's like i have the recording oh my god if you want it on my ticot but it's like the whole entire conversation and he's you know every slur you could think of so it's like i heard some of it's bad you should have turned to him and be like well he's ruling my pussy now so that all that matter i did i did i said that yeah i did

I said he's rolling over something. Oh my God, dude. It's so bad. It was really bad. It was really bad. I mean, well, glad you're not with a racist fucking. Okay, you smoke a lot of weed.

Yeah. But I just started because I have really, really bad insomnia. I could go like literally three days straight without sleeping. So you recently started smoking pot? Like, I don't know. A year and a half, two years ago? And you had never done it before. Never, no, never.

And I don't drink at all. Would you have smoked right now? Yeah. Oh, fuck, man. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I would have brought some. Should I get a joint? No, no, it's fine.

It's fine. No. Do you ever notice any, like, fog? Because I notice if I smoke too often, I get like brain fog. I'm like, fuck. Oh, yeah, yeah. You could go dumb, stupid with it. It's like, bro, I always tell you.

I encourage people like, yo, it's still medicine, right? So if I give you a hammer, you could build a beautiful house and or you could smack it against your head and kill yourself. So you've got to use it for what it is. If you're smoking every single day, bro, you're going to be stupid as fuck. I mean, you never once was out of marijuana, be like, oh, dude, this. is how I should live life forever like no no I do this when I have conversation with people yeah yeah no it's totally it's it because it's very stimulating to your mind like

your nervous system it's very stimulating marijuana so it like relaxes you especially our industry bro we need to chill yeah and it's funny I use it yeah to relax but I also use it like to work out I'll like it's like a little pre-work like not you know I cannot I do not eat edibles edibles a rule of my life I've had terrible stories terrible experience with him but I will like a little bit of caffeine and like a little bit of marijuana Not like crazy where you smoke, you know, a bunch. You're like, oh, I smoke like a whole blood or a whole joint. I can't do it.

I could take like two hits, go into the gym and be like so fucking focused. Yeah, yeah, yeah. I know a lot of people that do that. A lot of people. And this is- I can't do it. It's like if I try to smoke at home or if I try to smoke like, let's say I smoked at the gym and I was like waiting for like an hour and then I tried to work out, it won't happen. I'll be like, nah, I'll do it tomorrow. So I have to like smoke.

Seriously, I got the smoke and be like, smoke and before almost like I'm getting high, I'm going right into the workout, drink a ton of water and I get the craziest pumps, straight up. Dude, if I smoke anything, I'm like, bet I'm sleeping right now. Because think about it, I only started a two, like. Right, right, right. It's a tool. It's a hundred percent of a tool. It's how you use it. Yeah.

That's the most important. I have a rule. I don't ever work on marijuana. Also, here's another thing you should know about me. The reason I don't drink or promote gambling companies. Have you ever drink? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, okay, I was just asked.

Okay. I don't do a lot of the things because I've watched my family just fall apart from that shit, bro. So, like, I got super blessed at my mom, dad and sister and me, we've been like, we were fucking, we made it out. We made it. Like, we did good in life. We didn't get, we didn't have any chains to anything. But unfortunately, the people in our bloodline very much lost everything from it. And we had to help them out.

So when I was watching this happen and rebuild and talking to my, cousin and telling me they're like you know everything's any good I can't promote stuff like that nor do I do it because I'm like one I'm an addict it's in my blood so that's why I don't gamble is because dude when I do something I have to do it all the way and Steve will do it George will lose it that'll be my nickname George will lose it and I'll just lose everything and so like I just I just monitor myself and you know what I think people should do that more often because like even though the um we cut out a really good conversation I wish one day we could actually come here and like have a good conversation about it but but everything's

good in moderation like you have your own version of it I have my own version of it you can't just like I can't take your fucking workout routine and go to the gym do you get I'm saying like everybody needs to do their thing at their pace well that's the thing in life right like we all learn at our own pace we all like digest information and where we've gone and where we want to go based on the things we've gone through right yeah yeah and let's say for example I was talking about my father earlier it took me 20 years to be like oh shit this makes sense now it's starting to make sense and now it's crystal clear right yeah but for someone that could have took 40 years my point is like we only know what we know with like how we know it based on our own ability to

process it and all the things we went through right so it's all about how you all these things like marijuana all these things all about how you use it and your intentions that you put into it like for example I notice this firsthand if I smoke like two my like three times a day and I'll smoke then on the next day I'll do it and I'll be like three days ago by like I didn't get shit done. Yeah. I'm a fucking piece of shit. You have to.

You smoke during the day? Well, so that's the thing, right? I try not to unless it's very strategic. Do you smoke? Mm-hmm. Yeah, only, I only smoke, like, after I get off work, though. I would never smoke before work or anything. Isn't that, like, the best?

Hey, but I had to cut it out because, I mean, I tried to cut it out. I still haven't cut it out. But, like, that's, I look for, like, I start my day and I have, I know what I have to work to today, and I'm like, just kind of power through to get. Oh, wait. At the end of the day, can you feel it in your stomach when you want to smoke because I can feel it in my stomach like I'm like it's so bad you know they say it's not addictive it is it is yeah liar no I've I've been smoking since I was for like probably eight years now I've been spoken for a really long time and I you know used to smoke all day every day wake up take eight

bong rips I still I don't I don't get I still like I don't get high anymore like I can smoke six months to the face and I it's just like a very maintenance at this point just maintenance those are special Those are special people and so it's like I am I'm the best co I am someone who can like be a productive high person I could I never would but I could smoke a blunt and go to work and do a whole days of work and be perfectly fine and no one like nobody knows when I'm high no one can tell like I smoked two joints before this like you know she didn't invite me by the way you're bro I'm glad you didn't give me the joint because if I smoke I'm so quiet bro that's okay I'm just no I don't talk yeah after though after you can I'll smoke with you. And then you can be quiet on the way home.

Yeah. He's driving you, right? Yeah, he's driving you? Oh, perfect. Okay, cool. Your cameraman's got styled, by the way. I like you got a good vibe on you. He's got him on Craigslist.

I got my kind of Craigslist. The best things come from Craigslist. You got your cat on Craigslist? It was supposed to be a Bengal, but it's just a tabby. I mean, it's Craigslist. I paid $500 for it. And you thought it was a Bengal? A Bengal, yeah.

Like a Bengal tiger? There's like 20 grand, aren't they? Oh, I got really around $5 grand. Yeah, but I said I need a camera guy. And I invited him to my house at 11.30 at night. So you want to die? I didn't think it through. Was your girlfriend home?

Yes, everything was home. I put everybody in jeopardy, bro. I'm not even kidding. I've been trying so hard in my life to, like, remove any enemy in my way. Yeah. Like, it's an obstacle. And it's starting to become such a challenge,

and I love challenges. Like, I used to do puzzles and all that shit. So now, like, somebody will piss me the fuck off. I'm like, all right. And I'm going to think I know how to make you love. And it's so fun because, like, you can take that energy and be like, fuck just you won't beat his ass.

But dude, hey, I'm telling you. telling you it's so much easier in life to have no enemies yeah you could go anywhere you know how many times I've hot my my friends have issues with everybody they can't go there and that feeling sucks when you're the one in the group who can't go somewhere because someone you don't like's there and all your friends can't go like you don't want to be that guy no you don't want to be that guy it's baggage dude agreed and I and I have a huge rule bro if you have an issue with somebody that does not mean I have an issue of it like I'm cool with

everybody yeah that makes sense don't fuck you no I have no issue with him that guy Tommy figure what's his name the guy who wants to fight jake Tommy Fury Tommy Fury bro I went up to him at the airport and I was like oh what's up bad and like I shook his hand and dude the way he shook my hand oh he was like I was gonna like fucking hit him or some shit like he was very quiet like didn't understand on he's like that's Logan's best friend why's you most people are very clicky they're they can't be cordial so it was very new to him he was nice he was mean to you he was confused and then I had to explain to him like bro like I ain't beefing with you like I like we're good like I'm fine like good luck of your career like I'm like good luck of your career like Like, I hope you do your best. And then he was like, oh, cool. And then we just started chatting it up. Yeah. But it's so funny, dude.

Like, Hollywood is like this clique shit. It's like high school. They're like, hey, dude, you're like part of them, dude. Like, so like, get back there. And like you can't like intermingle. It's like prison. Like you literally, you cannot mix with groups here or you're like, you know, we're, I mean, we intermingled. Well, he's fucking has a cheat code.

Who's going to beef with you? That's what I'm saying. It's like, this is. Who's going to beef with you, bro? I saw Vitali beef with you for 30 seconds until he changed his mind really quickly. brother did you see that shit you made him sober for 40 seconds yeah because he was not sober before he did that

who's Vital he's a Russian hit man he's a he was a YouTuber he's still he is he still wasn't there some controversy around Vitale why do I know that name yeah some some I don't want to put it out there like yeah okay I just say he's sorry I just don't know no no no some shit happened in Miami he like gotten some sort of altercation okay someone okay I don't want to

he's like an OG I've heard the name before He was like one of the guys that started on YouTube. Yeah. He's friends with Fusei? Yeah. Yeah. They used to be friends. They used to be friends.

Very, yeah. All the YouTubers now used to watch them. Yeah. Fusci. They were like the O.Gs. They started it. They were like ground to. I was at KSI versus Logan Paul and then he got crazy and I punched him.

You punched somebody? Oh yeah. Bro. Are they okay? They were. That was. No, like their face. Is it okay?

Yeah. It wasn't like a, I was more like a what the. fuck are you doing punch i think you would murder me if you punch me just one would never punch you no no i'd rather punch me but i'm just saying like the fear the force behind a punch in the face from you like i would probably die here's the deal it was like it was like a why the fuck are you touching me punch because he was my friend like and he is my friend like he was someone that like are you guys good now well we were never yeah i mean afterwards we yeah we were great we were never really bad it was just like is he gonna keep beefing with them like bro we did that you you see me in the

picture I'm like why like that was my face I go why would you do that well that's how I was feeling because like he was obviously I mean he he he he's into shit he was probably high I don't know what the fuck he was on and I was jokingly like he was on the phone this is how the story went down he was on the phone like Snapchat and being like KSI you're because he was trying to like get whatever engagement KSI you're a pussy fight me and I was jokingly behind him like you could see the video on my vlog it's like I don't know 12 million views or some shit now like Bradley Martin anyways it's a subtle plus But just go watch the video

I don't know what time it is It's like a two hour long video It's like a movie But he's doing that And I go in this all on video I'm like I'm joking like smile on my face Like why don't you fight me Like this

Like ha ha yeah And then he turned around Because it was like It was still filming his story And I think he was like What the fuck like almost like I ruined his story thing On the Snapchat

And he turned around He's like what the fuck You're like this much pounds Or whatever he was talking about Like you're this much And then he came up to me And I'm still smiling I'm still like

Yeah All right. But the second he touched my neck, I was like, yo, I can't, you can't let, I can't let you do that. So like, when you said touch your neck, what does that mean? He pushed me in the neck, like a neck, like, imagine he went like this, like with both his hands, it went like this. Push me. So immediately, I was like, it was like, what the fuck did you do that? So I hit him like twice.

You know what he said in his head. He goes, I got a reputation of pole. No, it was like, it was like, it was just, it was just like automatic. It was like a visceral reaction like. Biggie! No, it was just automatic. Like, why would you do that? Yeah, why would he do that?

What a dumbass. I mean, like, that's the dumb. Would he reach up at you? Because it wasn't like I was trying to kill. Because if I was trying to kill the guy, I would have hit him and jumped on top of him. But I like, I hit him like, I think it was two and then like one more on the side. You got him more than once? Well, I was like one, two and then like maybe one as I pushed him off.

But I didn't like jump on him and try to kill him. Because like I, the guy was night. He's a friend to me. You know what I'm saying? So it was my, I was shock. I was more like, what the fuck? and I hit him because it was in shock

it was more like why the fuck would you do that? It was a reaction yeah to like that sounds like something you were saying to the cops like I just no it was so funny though

I won two three them the funniest part about this is when I look to the left there's no no people say that you kicked him in the face while he was down and then took your pants off

and shit on his forehead hold on hold on but it was like instant yeah it was a reaction the shit came out of my ass I didn't mean it the best part was this

I swear to God I hit him boom boom he didn't throw any punches right I look up the two six security guards are like, yo, you good? And I was like, yeah, I'm good. And they're like, they kicked him out.

Because I was like, yeah, I'm good. Like, I'm going to stay right here. Like, they look at my eye kind of. They're like, okay, come on, you got to get out of here, buddy. To the other guy, I swear to God, that was the funniest part. They kicked him out. And they looked at me like, no, we're not kicking that guy out. He's good.

He's fine. I got kicked out of one of Jake's fights afterwards. Me, it was in, I don't know where. It was the one where he fought Gibbs. and my camera guy got Lippy with the security guard And I was like, yo, don't get This is in Miami Yes

Oh my God, I was there Bro Wait, wait, yeah Yeah, so some guys got in a fight Then he grabbed him back Oh, oh, bro, he was recording the security guard And the security guard goes Hey, I told you not to record

And he looked just like Some other guy that he told Because they all like to say, bro And he's like, dude, I told you not to record and I literally saw his face and he was like, what the fuck? Yeah.

And he goes, you never fucking said shit. And I was like, I remember this whole thing. Why wouldn't you just say like, uh, up and then just put the fucking camera away? The guys,

you're looking up. The rule is you look up, you look down. Immediately that's how it goes. He goes, blah, blah, blah, bro, I'll never forget this. He fucking grabbed his neck,

pick them up. I was like, oh, oh, he's dead. Grabbed him so hard. And then the other guy grabbed him too, his jacket was ripping. That's how bad they were pulling them.

And I was like, yo, what do I do right now? And I was like, yo, I got to get the camera. Because like that way we could sue them. If he like hurts him, I have evidence because he's recording. I'm like, that's what my mind was. Why don't you just pull your phone? I don't know. Because you just heard where his mind was.

Dude, I was in the middle of it. I know, I hear you. I was like, yo. And also I wanted the footage of my blog. And I was like, I can't let him take that shit. So he goes, that's the best part, dog. I fucking love that shit.

So I was like no fuck this So I ran up bro This is this is dead ass what I did I was like all right I have 30 seconds to remove the SD card Right So I ran up Jumped up in the air

Grab the security guard Pushed them off While grabbing my camera Started sprinting I was sprinting And I was like undoing the fucking thing I got it Listen this is how I knew I was good at acting right

I got it busted around the corner Took it out of my pocket I was like oh they didn't find me I was like I'm gone I had the SD card here Had the camera my hand here all of a sudden a dude as big as you bro picks me up and i was like all right the art of confusion so i put the sd card in my pocket and i was like all right at least i got the

sd card maybe i could get out of there all together so i turned to the guy and i go can i help you and the guy goes you know what you did and i was like and then so i literally took a beat and i was like are you fucking breaking me dude what the fuck's happening here and the guy literally just sets me back down while staring at me because it was the other security guard that told him to go get me so he thought he got the wrong dude oh my god you fucking so i looked at him and i go i go what are you doing did and he goes come with me i go okay where are you where are you taking me he goes stay right here oh my god you clever i turned i was about the turn to start busting out running and the dude busted around the court he goes no that's him grab him grab him and he goes oh you

fucking got me and he said that he let me oh you fucking got me and we're right by Pick me up And then so like dude Now we're face to face Like he's picking me up And I was like yeah But I got you know Talk

I wish This was on camera This shit is so funny I was like yeah but I got you though And he literally did one of these Because he didn't want to laugh He did one of these He goes

I was like I got yo bitch guys And then they just threw us out And then nothing They didn't beat us up or anything But I thought I was gonna rock So you wouldn't even do a fight On a friendly cordial just like

You and your homie Like are doing a boxing club Because if you got a fight, you got a fight. Oh, okay. I don't know. I grew up fighting so much. Like, we were such stupid fucking kids growing up. Have you ever heard of a backyard boogie?

Like, you would go and put like 20 bucks in some dude's hat in a backyard of like Phoenix Arizona in the ghetto. And then you would literally knuckle fight people one at a time and whoever won that tournament just got a hat full of money. Oh my God. We had fight. I never got the hat. I never got the hat.

But bro, like that's why when people were like, bro, you're not scared. Because, like, if you ask Logan, we've been in some crazy situations, you won't see me flinch. Because the rule is, bro, you could probably fuck me up. I've been fucked up, though. Ain't no surprise to get a knocked out. I've been here before. Yeah.

You're going to have to fuck me up. If not, I'm going to fuck you up. You seem scrappy. You seem scrappy. I, like, did so much martial arts growing up. I did Brazilian jihitsu. I did Croft Maga for a little bit. Yep.

I did, I did taekwondo. I did boxing. I did moitai. So you're good on the ground. of all that. I am really fucking good. Respectfully, you are probably one of the smaller guys in your group. Yep.

I'll sneak into your bitch, you won't even know. Exactly. Exactly. So, but you're, that means you're a target. Like, you know, a lot of men will just be like, oh, the small guy, let me fuck with him. All we gotta do is in Middle Eastern, if there's a lot of you, just go, wala, what, they just start running. They just start running. No.

I need better advice. All right, I got a light little brother. And then they bring their friends, I go, wala. They're like, out there. literally and I was like all right just in case no yeah so so okay do I forgot that is that no that's fucking hilarious I don't know bro people are sensitive nowadays that is no fuck that that's hilarious do you get them up they canceled me yeah I got bro I'm fucking I was just every house bro I just want subscribe yep I'll fucking go door to door for that shit right up fuck that

no but like it can't cancel him for that that's a good-ass joke yeah but is that your experience being the smaller guy like it that you get picked on more because I have a little brother and he's not the tall in his group and he feels like he, you know, gets a little bit singled out because people think he can't and they can't. I don't know. People just fucked to me because they didn't like me.

I'm not doing the smaller guy. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Logan or Jake, who's going to, are they going to fight? I don't think they're going to fight. Never. I think they do it. It's the biggest fight though. I think they would do it later, later, later, later, later later in their life.

Can you say who you think would win? That's what I want to know. Right now? Oh, I mean, I know that answer right now. I know that answer right now. I don't know, bro. Jake? I really right now I don't know so here's a thing bro no no his hand's broken right now

oh not right now so here's like not not that like that I'm talking about like if they're both healthy okay I think they're both dogs in their own ways but the one thing that I will I will say it's like I was watching Logan train for Mayweather and I was watching the way he was body these dudes bro when I watched him fight in getting ready for KSI I don't know it's not a good thing though it's like it's like You're not the guy. Like, as much as you want to be the guy, you're not the guy. But then he got it.

He, like, started understanding and really training. Yeah. And, bro, I'm watching dudes that are like award-winning boxers. Are you just getting smacked to the canvas? And I'm like, oh, okay. He's the guy now. But after Mayweather, people are like, oh, I don't know. But it's like, bro, he fought fucking Mayweather.

And he still lasted. But he's so much bigger. Bro, but Mayweather fought bigger people. And Jake, are they, like, if you were to see them online and then, because online, I'm sorry, Jake, Paul, you're kind of an asshole. I don't know you in real life, don't know who you are. I'm just saying online. You just seem like someone I wouldn't get along with it.

To you, how does Logan look online? I've never watched any of Logan stuff other than, yeah. I've never watched a lot of Logan stuff. Got it. Logan matured so much. I don't even want to make this about it. This is about you right now. I'm so glad that shit happened though.

Like people were like, dude, the Japan thing. I'm like, thank God, bro. I think I was an asshole before. Yo, yo, yo, yo. I mean, he literally like. He was a different person. Dude, I don't know if anybody notices, but we weren't even fucking tight around that time. bro he got like so fucking big for the world but like like respectfully bro he was young

and he was so fucking rich and famous that it's like at what point you can't tell the kid to do anything you can't you also hold on you also can't expect someone to know exactly how to move at that age in that way also i have to admit something dude's a robot like i mean it the dudes a fucking robot like emotionally no no emotions like that guy's like oh bro like if if he knows that Like, for example, I'm his best friend, right? Like, if anything at any term happened that he needs me, I'll be on the phone. But if for one second he found out that I was bad for him in any way, oh, I'll be out. Because he knows how to separate his emotions from his work.

I'm telling you, when I watch this dude work, it's like watching Steve Jobs work or watching, like, somebody at a legendary level work. When I watch him unfold his plans in front of me, I get goosebumps. I go, what the fuck, bro? like this guy is a hundred steps ahead of your of your idol like he's the way he could approach something and and he'll look at it in a perspective that me you and five other guys together will never be able to underhand and then he'll flip it and then explain it to us and then we're all like oh i like that he explains it to you though that he shares that he's the most giving human being you ever met wow that's cool he's the most he does things like you know how people

in vlogs uh will do things and then they'll vlog it 90s percent of the things he does for his and his friends will never vlog he'll just do it because he loves us and that's why i always put him on and i always tell people that's where i came from a show like that because i'm proud of him absolutely but as like a viewer i mean i wouldn't know yeah yeah what about jake jake so jake's cat bro he's all cat he is acting like he's this dude who will tear somebody up but i promise you bro if you had to call somebody and he had to have somebody in your corner that dude's all love like that guy's smart and i and i and i secretly think bro like it's killing him inside that he knows that this whole like

version of himself is that it's printing money but bro like I've had conversations with that dude where I'm like the heart in your body right now is so much greater than people would ever understand and that's why I think he has his girlfriend and his girlfriend could see past that shit or his fiance or wherever they're at right now wait Jake has a girlfriend Julia Julia yeah yeah she got back together I know nothing about anything apparently and she's just an amazing human being too but like the way she loves him a lot of people might think oh she's there because he's like

fans like bro she like deals with this shit and like puts in front of him and she's like wifey like me and logan look at her and be like fuck dude what a blessing i'm glad he has someone like that in his corner like i don't know him but it feels like he needs someone in his life that'll tell him how it is and you know out of love you know out of care by the way so he's always had phases of groups of people in his life and the people his camp that he has now bro it's all love they like not only love him bro but like when i walk around they love me just because they know that he loves me like the way that they they approach each other and they give each other like like like uh like room to grow and they don't like hold people accountable for

their mistakes it's like oh damn like you have a good group of people around you that are gonna help you mentally develop into the adult that you are I think both of them are in a perfect place in their life and mind you bro these kids are so fucking young and so successful I just want to know why Jake block me from commenting on his Instagram. Oh, I don't know. Did you chirp at him? Bro, would you chirp at him?

Sometimes. I tripping everyone. I chirp at everyone. It's funny. He probably didn't want you to ask him to box him or something. No, I don't think he was a, I mean, I think he'd probably beat your ass. I'm just being honest. In a boxing match.

Yeah, I think so. Just straight up. In an M. Fuck no. No, but you just sit on him. Yeah. No, no. Both of them are in a very, very great.

place and they're both growing and they're both learning they still have a lot more to learn and grow but dude the the the life dude i've known them for eight years and i've watched them and in eight years i'm like oh like dude you guys are like 80 at heart like they've gone through shit bro there's things that jake has gone through that he's never talked about in the media that i've watched and i know that if i went through that i would i would fucking be out i'll be so out i'll be done and i'll be such a shit person but he like they have some i mean it makes sense The way they were raised, bro, was different. Shout out Pam.

Pam and Greg. Greg did a lot too. A lot of people like, don't put that into consideration. But the whole fan was like fucking crazy to see it on camera. You're like, what the fuck? And trust me, there's times in real life. I'm like, what the fuck? But at the end of the day, like, they're a very, very, very teammates type of family.

See, but like, as someone who like me who is not involved in this, I, like, I'm just like a viewer at this point. It's interesting to hear that perspective. because we just kind of see what you guys put out on the internet. So it's like, in my head, Logan and Jake have a little bit of beef. And there's like, you know, they're both crazy. And Jake's kind of an asshole. And Logan's a little bit, like, the more mature brother. And that's just kind of how it's portrayed out here.

But then, like, hearing you guys speak about these people and speak about just content creators in general, how you guys kind of do have to put up a facade and play a character. And behind the scenes, like, it's not who you are and maybe not who with a content you want to create anymore. But it's what's bringing in the likes. I have a story that actually might shine a different view on. I'm Jake. I've never actually said it because it wasn't my proudest moment.

But I'll fucking throw myself under the bus. I'm a good guy now. Not that I was ever a bad guy, by the way. But you know, like when you get somewhat successful, like right at the beginning, you kind of have like this cocky stage of your, like, Oh, yeah. Do you get what I'm saying? Of course.

A lot of people online won't understand that, but it's just kind of like when you're in Hollywood and you get a taste of fame, you built this persona to you because you think that's how you should act now. And mine came crushing down so quick and so fast. And I'll never forget this We were, it was me, Alyssa, Jake Alyssa Violet And a few of the team 10 members

And we're walking And this was this when he was dating her This is when we were out of 1600 I don't know if they were dating Okay I knew they were all teammates though And this kid ran up to Jake And he was like shaking

Didn't know who we were Right But again the people that are not even killing it Were the cockiest ones That's how it always goes right The people that are like, so we were in our fuck boy and fuck girl stage where we're like all hot shit and this dude was like shaking

and he was nervous and he was talking to Jake he's like Jake I know you're busy but uh and mind you we all kept walking because it was at this point where we're like oh do we hear this story a thousand times we're just trying to get home we're not trying to do this right now yeah like a random guy a random guy on the street right before we get into the house

yeah we're all sick of it and this guy gets it more than anybody and their mother and he stops and he sits there and he listens to everybody everything he says and then he takes his card because he's like oh I want to shoot this thing I have an idea and so we go upstairs and I'm not going to mention who in the group

was talking ill they're like oh fuck that kid like what is he going to give us that we don't already know because he's like I could help you guys do this and we took it as an insulting like oh you think we don't know what the fuck we're doing and we walk in and he goes

could you guys all do me a tiny favor and shut the fuck up he goes I don't know when the fuck you guys got so big headed and such shit like you guys are all stupid as fuck and he turns to me and he goes in you out of all people he goes who the fuck are you to say that that guy is something he goes because weren't you sucking logan's dick to get into this group he's like didn't you want him to hear you out he's like but now you're too big and mighty

he goes you're never going to get success because you don't deserve it and i was like whoa he goes don't ever look down on somebody and he just fucking goes into his room and i was like fuck and i didn't even come with that much disrespect i just had like a few questions right but he like shit on me bro like hard shit on me and that shit stuck with me so now when people like talk to me I like I hear them out I listen to everywhere they say because they humble the fuck out of me but that story of Jake you'll never hear exactly and that person you'll never see I would never in a million years if you gave me a multiple choice test say oh yeah Jake Paul did that one yeah Paul did that never I would cross that one off at first on the list um process of elimination

let that one go you know because I oh he's just an asshole but like I mean that's this in general like this social media is like you you see what people put out and obviously sometimes as a creator you have to put out what you know people are going to engage with right um like I said I'll make videos all the time that I'll stand in front of a dumpster and talk about my life and I know they're not viral and I know it's not going to get the most engagement because people are going to click and be like I don't want to hear this guy talk about his life because they rather see the girl with the fat ass me lifter do some stupid shit on a fucking I knew that's why you do that I'm saying I'm straight up like that's that I know what they want but like the thing that's going to help that

person the most or the thing that might benefit them the most or fulfill you yeah or given the most perspective is not always going to be the content that people are looking for so as a creator you know that and you try and pick obviously I've tried over years to like do as much as I can of both at the same time trying to find the balance of like okay I know I need to get views and engagement otherwise let's say imagine imagine you cast a net right you cast this big ass net with viral video lifting the chick on the thing or whatever squatting the girls benching the girls right you cast this giant net and you can you capture like a million fish all those views right versus like you you cast a net that's like much much smaller because you know it's not getting

as far so the point is this right I tried to cast like a big ass net to get everyone to look and then some of those fish some of those people will be like we'll try to find out more about me or about you know about myself or my life whatever and maybe they stumble on that video where it's like you know this is what happens to me when I was this and this is what happens to me and how I learned and how I grew from it but like i always knew i had to cast a big net to get as many people as possible i just think situations like this obviously there's so many probably for you that you've you've had probably interactions with people that were super genuine and super real for that person and all these other creators that people will just never hear of like i have them all the time like damn near

like every day at my gym that i'm not even filming sure i filmed some here though i'd be like yo kevin or sorry kevin at the time when he filmed or um jacob now like go grab the camera and film this for me but like there is thousands of conversations i have where there's no And it's just like that where I talk to the person who's like, hey, how do I do this? Or how do I succeed in this fitness or succeed on YouTube? And the thing is like, it's just not that simple. What you see on the internet is not that person's whole life. Like it's just not how it goes.

Logan at a gym? Yeah. What gym? Because it wasn't zoo culture. Bro. Zoo culture. That's too expensive. Oh, wow.

Why would you do me dirty like that? And they always push merch. As soon as I walk in, I'm like, bro, I don't know. No, no, no. Hold on. Hold on. You're assaulted because you got kicked out of there once. Yeah, they kicked me out.

I'm friends to the owner. They're like, yeah, buddy, we heard that before. Everyone says that. Everyone says that. Why'd they kick you out? No, no, no. Because he, what were you doing? You were filming something?

Oh, I thought it was why. So there's a fan that showed up to my house. He showed up to my gym and said, I'm going to challenge you first. He did. Yeah, he wanted to challenge me to basketball. So I had to beat that ass. Of course. He smoked him in basketball.

And then I made him show up back to Bradley's house or his gym in diapers. Only diapers. Yeah, he did. He did. No, but he was, he was down for it. He was, he was vlogging it. Oh, I'm sure he was so down for it. No, no, he was literally filming a YouTube video.

He wanted to do it. But like a grown-ass man and a diaper makes me sad. Yeah. And then he was in there doing that and they were like, yo, what the fuck you're doing here? Danny kicked him out because like, he didn't know. I saw him today and I was like, oh, nice haircut. And he's like, oh, you recognize me?

And I was like, dude, yeah. Danny's my best friend. I was kidding. No, Danny, he's just doing his job. He's been there since day one. He is my best friend of all time. I've seen him. And he's been there for a long time.

And I always, the only time I picture, when I close my eyes, I picture him with a straight hair long and his Superman shirt. Jack Dora. That's the only time I can see him. Jack Dora. Jack Dora. I love that. He's such a good dude.

So what gym did you meet him at, though? Actually, Logan Ball. So, randomly enough, this has to do with religion. Oh, no. Wait, how does a gym have to do with religion? We're circling back, my friend. Jesus Christ. Buckle up, guys.

We're in Spirit Airlines. It's going to be a bumpy fucking That's fucking horrible, bro. We're fucking too close to And we're charging you for everything Motherfucker Including his membership Bob!

Yeah, we're like fucking this close to the fucking chair in front of it. How you've been in spirit actually? Yeah, I just recently wrote one. It's bad, dude. Let's not make this a spirit brand deal? No, not a spirit.

Okay, so buckle up. I... You have paid for the seatbelt, though. That's extra. Yeah. That was like a little moan you just did there. Did you like it?

You said extra. Did you like it? I loved it. That's why I called attention to it. Wow. Go ahead. Continue talking about God. Go on.

I saw the thing in her eye again. I saw the thing in her eye again. It became a heart again. So I was right around when I moved. There was like four, four months into me living there. I had a girlfriend at the time. A year's ago. I had a girlfriend.

And she broke up with me, but in the craziest way ever, bro. We used to fall asleep. about FaceTime together. Every night. Whoa, that's cute as fun. Yeah, every night, bro. Every night, we fall asleep. And, uh, dude, you know what she looked like?

She looked like Mila Kunez and Selena Gomez put together. Wow. Where's she at? Bro, and I got her word now. I was going to say, can I get that too? Yeah, let's go. I was flipping burgers and getting out. Let's go.

Let's go. I fucking love that. No, but, like, it makes sense. You have, you treat women well. I can already tell you treat women well and that matters. Like, more than anything, that fucking matters. It's very hard to find a man where you, you just like feel confident in that relationship like i tell them i go you know listen it's like

be a gentleman until that bedroom doors locked backs absolutely and then fucking disrespect her but absolutely absolutely choker a little bit okay back to oh i'm just saying i just spit in her mouth punch her in that no punch her the panda come one eye give her a black eye another what the fuck man wait wait wait wait wait never never the donkey con where steve will be hiding in the closet come out and kick her in the fucking job ever ever close fist my guy you Never, never. Oh my gosh. Why? It's okay if she says it's okay.

No, definitely not. We're skipping through that one right now. Yeah, we're going to skip through that. I can't even be in the frame with that one. We're skipping because no, there's, that's a, that's a, uh, no, don't abuse women. Don't know what? Don't do that. Don't do that.

But, I mean, consent is key. If you have consent and you're comfortable, do whatever you want, that's all I'm saying. So I'm in my apartment and, uh, uh, I wake up and, uh, I used to call her puky. Pookie. Yeah. So I wake up. I was, oh, good morning, Pookie. That's cute, and I turn over, and she's, like, fully dressed.

Wait, wait, wait. What did she call you? I got a known. Well, at the end, she called me asshole. Okay, no, no, but you didn't have a nickname, like, Pookie? No, I gave her Pookie and she, uh, I don't know if she called you Daddy. We'll leave it at that. Come on.

Okay, not that much, though. She got, Daddy. Okay. Ew. She's like, Indian. That's so much. That's so much. So I was like, Pookie.

She's like, yes, Daddy. Um. I yawned I turned over and she's like fully dressed that's bad why you up so early and she's like yo we need to talk I was I was like okay and she's like I'm leaving you and I was like yo and that was the only good thing I got going on for me bro that I remember to mind you I was flipping burgers previously I was I was jobless I was working at a internship uh where I'm not going to say the studio because that's fucked up okay I'm my east west and uh perfect Fuck them.

And the studio guy was like, yo, Justin Bieber walked in and he goes, I don't remember the technician is like an assistant technician. And this guy was an asshole to me. And Justin Bieber walked in and I went to go say hi to see if he remembered me because I performed at his concert. And so I went to go say hi and he goes, well, that's Justin Bieber. You don't say hi to Justin. He goes, you go back to cleaning the toilet.

And I was like, oh, my God. So like this was my life around the time, right? And so She leaves me and I'm like Dude she's just being like Dramatic right now because I was in a toxic relationship We're breaking up and getting back together It was like normal

And I was like I'll just take a shower By the time I'm done shower and she'll be good I come back And I call her number It's like boodoo do I was like What the fuck? I was like this girl changed your number

I go what did I do? I didn't do anything right And so I was like Oh my God this is fucking crazy and I called my mom and dad and I start crying I'm like oh I need to get a ticket back home right now I gotta go meet her I fly back to Arizona

go to her house completely abandoned what the fuck is going on this is fucking stripping me out right now just wait bro like I go to her house she doesn't live there anymore I talk to her mom it's the next day like how far

the same day the same day I flew the same day so I'm like I'm there her mom's like she's not here I was like where she at and then like I'm trying to find her like can't find her she's gone no number no address i don't know the fuck's happening so i i

cry a little bit more start crying i take uh the flight back home and then i the next day i get up but i have like nobody to wake up to and i have and bro like let me paint you a picture how lonely i was i would go to the grocery store to pretend that i was shopping holy shit so i could just talk to people that's fucking deep i've done that i did that when i moved to oh i was so lonely I would go to, not the grocery, I would at Target. You know my best friend now, his name's Greg, the one who wrote my movie with me? He's like, he manages an apartment building, and I literally made him become my best friend. I found out all of his favorite desserts and shit like that and always make them around the same time he was coming in.

So like I prepped that shit. It was fucked that. But whatever. So I'm lonely as fuck. And one day I went grocery shopping to talk to everybody and I was like, you know what? I'll just cook myself and be, I started to pick up shit to like do shit to make myself happier. And my apartment was half of this bedroom. It was a tiny apartment.

And all my furniture were from like Target or something cheap. Or like let go. I was really poor when I first moved to LA. I would get stuff off let go or Facebook marketplace and stuff. Yeah, I was only here for an internship. So my mom and dad are like, yo, we're not dumping money into your place, bro. Like you're going to make this. And I made myself a meal.

And I turned on friends. And I was like, oh, like. Life's good. And I put my meal and my table broke. And it shattered the meal that I made for like an hour. Nice. It's a great story. Blacked out. I took the thing and I fucking smacked it against the TV.

Took the TV off the wall. Threwed at the fucking, uh, the, what are the sliding glass door? Yes. For, but it was in glass. It was like the cheap wood thing for my closet. Busted that shit. It didn't break. Then I kicked it broken in.

Then I broke like my bad frame. Like I broke everything in the house. And I literally sat there. literally not one thing in my house that's like working yeah and i was like crying bro and and this is at the point of my life i was like all right great i have dead end job that i hate that i'm not even getting paid for my girl just left me this dream of coming to la is not happening how old are you what's age is this 21 22 and i was like bro like i'm i haven't gone to college i didn't do anything like what the fuck am i doing with my life and i just started crying and

crying and then i remembered my mom would tell me she's like you know what like during these things you could even listen to the devil or you could listen to god but in these times of life you have to really dig deep and be that good christian and do what god wants you to do god told you to go to the gym so i washed my face and in my heart that's me too bro it's full circle i told you i looked you with the eyes i go dude god just wants us to work out so i'm washing my face and i'm crying in my heart dead ass my it was 10 minutes before the gym closes too that's how Listen, the gym is one of the best places in the world. I just want that to be known to everybody for so many things.

Do you go to the most? Well, I go to my gym the most. But regardless, though, like any gym just having that in your life is so fucking important. Not just physically how you look, but how you feel, how your brain functions. It really changes my day if I don't work out. Yeah. It's essential for me. So 10 minutes before it closes, I'm like, whatever, dude.

Like, I'm just going to go. I'm like, I'm just going to go to the gym. So I go to the gym. And I'm literally lifting the weights. And I remember, I remember specifically, I lifted it up. And I was like, what am I going to do? I was like, oh, I'll just do biceps. Of course, perfect, perfect.

10 minutes. It's a good choice. Right? I lift, and I just see Logan stretching on the bench thing. And I was like, oh, that's that dude from Vine. Yeah. So I walked up to him, bro, and I gave him, like, the worst fucking, like, yo, you should use me in your videos because I could dance. I could act.

And I literally pull out my phone and I started playing music to him. And it was the most cringe fucking thing you could ever be. I was literally pulling out my music video. I was like, yo, watch, and I even pull the back. You've got big old balls on you. Bro, the biggest balls. And he literally was like not grossed out,

which dude, anybody that you come up to and grabs you're like, yo, you should watch it. You're like, all right, he's up Tiger, right? Anybody. He's never ever given his number to anybody. And he says, dude, there was something in my heart to give you my number and to hang out with you. And so then we hung out the next day.

And I called my mom. I was like, mom, there's this thing called Vine. And like, I think you could do this. this so then I went and we became friends and I never was like yo I want to be social media famous I didn't think that's how it worked right I thought either you were you were it I didn't think you could build your way up to it so I was just like watching him do all these things and he even told me he's like you should you're really fucking good at acting bro you should like try this shit and I just tried it so like I live like it was at my lowest point and you

know it's so funny and I never told this to anybody but my dad called me that day and he says if you're out let me know I'll buy your ticket right now you can come home so I I think God and the devil are standing at a roadway, and they're like, yo, either come with me and I could have gone back to Arizona and lived this lifestyle that I probably would have hated and regret it for the rest of my life and listen to the devil, or I could have listened to God in my darkest point and be like, all right, fuck it, let me just try this one more time and change my life. I always think back at that day.

Like, I was literally like I either go home or I go to the gym for 10 minutes. It's beautiful, man. Yeah. You want to hear about the porn? Not porn. What? You want to hear about the girl who left me, though? Wait, how do we get to porn?

Wait for it. Oh, shit. Wait for it. But real fast, before we move on, that is so hard to walk up to people like you did to Logan and just be like, hey, I'm going to put myself out there right now. Let's see how that goes. That's fucking hard. So good on you.

And I'm glad that worked out for you. I was a baby, right? But also, everybody hated me. So I was like, there might be a chance he might like me. Yeah, no, I agree. Like, I have a very outward personality like that. And it's abrasive to most, but like some people really love it and really vibe with it. Either they're really going to love you or really hate you.

It's very, it's very there. It's never the middle. Exactly. Years go by. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Hold on. So that day, all that stuff happened. Never talked to the girl again.

Got the number. He, you guys, so you never talked to that girl. Never talked to that girl. So you're telling me, how long were you with her for? Oh, only a few months. Okay. Only a few months, but it was like puppy love. So she was definitely like a prostitute or something.

It sounds like it. She was like a girl who she did something crazy on the other. No, no, no, no, no. We're not going to throw that. Why did we go there? My bad, because you were talking about porn. You know,

you have a stigma that is gross. Don't mock. Don't mock. I'm not mocking. Yeah, I got you back. You like Scarlett Johansson. You get back sometimes, though.

I look like Scarlet? Yeah. Oh, thank you. So that's a great compliment. Because you got me going when you said the porn thing. Yeah. That's where you kind of got me off.

Okay, go ahead. So this guy. Shaming women. Yeah, I love it. And so years go by, bro. And I'm in. my like full blown douche like douche bag mode like full douchebag like you see me you're like how many years three years or you know full no no three years but remember three years in hollywood

is like 10 years anyway it's crazy it's such a fast pace every single day there's something happening that three years I swear it feels like 10 years yeah so uh it was right around the time where I just started getting popping I got my check mark I'm talking to girls I'm doing my thing and remind you I used to get like pretty girls with just my personality now I'm like low key like in the moment there's money in there too bro throw money in there with personality and you put me in a roof full of old dead beats bro I'm popping okay I'm popping so I take I take whatever the the billionaires don't want okay the leftovers the leftovers and I see this girl and she's fucking gorgeous brown I'm like yo don't tonight I'm gonna

Okay, there's no way this is the same girl. No, of course not. You think I'm a fucking idiot. Three years later, I have no one. What kind of sitcom movies is this? Sorry, sorry. So, oh, I'm so sorry, I'm going to taste you. It's all good.

You're trying to hurt my knee. It's fine. I'm so sorry. It's just got to take you out. The only way I can take out of it. We're in the car, bro. The vibes are there, bro. We're just feeling each other.

We're making now. We're fooling around. And I'm like, for sure, this is happening so she's like you're a place or my place and I was like my place um I was like yo let's get food do this this gives me goosebumps every time so you know let's get food we're in the drive-thru and a light I'm I'm making out with her and I have both in my because I'm a two-hander I'm like oh great nice right nice I got you baby don't worry about it and I used to hold my girl like this okay and so I'm holding her like this and a car pulls

around and the light reflects and the shadow hits her face and it looks exactly like my ex. And it literally blew a shotgun through my stomach. And I was like, whoa, I was like, oh, I can't. My dick was like, and it went. And I was like, bad. I can't. There's no way. My heart broke.

So I told her, I was like, you know what? My stomach's a little like hurting right now. I'd love to take you out tomorrow. Like, I hate to be the guy. And so I dropped her off home. I go home and I'm like watching friends, trying to cheer myself. up and then I'm like I feel better after watching Joey Triviani make some how you doing like you got you got you back got me back and I'm like oh what the fuck's wrong with me

this dumb bitch like I got to get this shit going so I text her she doesn't text back caller doesn't call I was like fuck she went to bed so what does a man do when no porn porn I don't have this makes sense now and I go to the popular page because I'm not the type of guy that looks up like so she was a sex worker is where this is going she's on the porn thing she does this couch casting thing so i was not wrong okay fuck it i called it right i called the store you tried to fucking hang me fuck you okay go ahead so i'm weeping bro i'm like there's no fucking way what there's no way and she's like i'm looking at her and i'm like there's no fucking way and i'm like like by the way i'm like just to paint you the

picture i'm fully naked yeah this is awesome underneath the cover and i'm looking and i literally bring the laptop closer to me i'm like there's no way and i click it and bro like like this i'm just watching i'm like can't do this i'm like there's no way bro 48 minutes 36 seconds

the time stamp i'm sitting here and like it's like I copy it and I send it to Jake Logan Mark No response from none of them

I'm like what the fuck Oh my god I go to Logan's house And I'm broken bro I'm like crying So wait she was doing casting couch Yeah Yeah like the lowest you could go at it Like where they like the POV

She probably made like 600 bucks And so I'm like Damn bro like just Fuck me if I come back Open up the door to my loving friends And they're all smiling at me They go, guess what we just did? And they just high-five each other.

I go, did you guys just jerk off to my ex-girlfriend? They go, fuck, yeah, we did, man. We got to get you past that shit. And then Jake walks up, and he goes, you guys are fucking heartless. And he literally gives me a hug. Jake's the only one that didn't jerk off to my ex-girlfriend. Wow. Good job, Jake.

Yeah, Jake's looking really fucking good in this podcast, bro. He's looking really good. He's looking really fucking good. We're going to end it here, though. It's three hours of this. Holy, fuck. No, it's not. Three hours in what three hours and we just go run this run this right wait wait wait wait three hours in what

Three hours and sixteen minutes three hours and sixteen minutes Yo don't talk about me crying like that's fucked up yes fucked up brother got opened up I'm so glad that that happened up I'm so glad that happened Like men are allowed to have emotions don't don't fucking make this about me crying for so long bro Oh first of all there's no way we just did fucking three hours and 20 minutes on this podcast. Yeah, we did man Crazy. Okay, how long was the part we're coming out, though? Is that like 16 minutes? No, that's like 10 minutes.

Really? Yeah, that was not short. Holy fuck. You preaching the gospel? Hour and a half. Bro. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You guys asked me.

Thank you. I love her, dude. She's the best. No, she's dope. Yeah, no, she is. She's done. But that conversation, otherwise, I learned a lot during this conversation. I did.

By the part that we cut out, I would, like, three years ago, would love that shit to be in. It's just if it didn't. take my career no no don't worry don't worry see and like i are i that's something i don't understand so it's like like i just i say whatever like you should see my tick we're gonna have me and i've been on a few podcasts in my life and i swear i'm saying this with all of me all of the confidence she's the best co-host you'll ever have thank you i appreciate that's why i picked her bro what the fuck no you think i'm an idiot no this is the most fun filming i've had like genuine we're gonna kill comedy like you are going to

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He's lying. And no announcements you want to make. Nothing cool coming up for you or anything you want to say? No, but I would take the time to say that if you, by any chance, are going through something, I hope that you are going to get to a better day, and I'm praying for you. And if you want to see the way that I see the world,

just dabble in talking to God. I love it. Thank you, ma'am. I appreciate your time. Cool.