RAWTALK - JIDION ON GETTING EVICTED, MISSING SIDEMEN EVENT & GETTING BANNED FROM TWITCH

Episode Date: October 25, 2022

The roles are reversed on this pod with our hilarious and wonderful guest JIDION! We sit and talk about the many things that bring us joy as far as friends, relationships, content, laughter, and family. As well as the world we we live in today with cancel culture, haters, distractions, and everyday struggles one can deal with. Enjoy a couple laughs with us and see what’s next for JIDION.SPONSORS HTTPS://www.betterhelp.com/rawtalkSUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK?sub_confirmation=1LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/rawtalk/id1294154339FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://tiktok.com/@askrawtalkFOLLOW BRADLEY:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvzSBNBOK599FqzrTZS8ScQ/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWTQG2aMDYKGDqYEGqJb1FA/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartynonline?sub_confirmation=1RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

All right. What's up guys, man. Welcome to the world. Yeah. Hey, yeah. Yeah. You got it. I got there. You got it. All right. All right. What's up guys, man. Welcome to Raw Talk, the Rawest podcast on the internet. You know, we go in safe. We come out safe with no protection. I'm here with my guest. Bradley Martin. It feels good to be here. Internet sensation. Okay. Know around the world for your shrimp and physique. Thank you. I appreciate that. And humor. Wow. Yeah. That's great. That feels good. Now, you do the real intro. Okay. So, no, the real. The real thing is, bro, I mean, I don't really have intros to be. honest to the pod, but you, and I didn't know this because I didn't look into a ton of stuff about you. And obviously you could tell we don't come here, prepare. We just like try and you see all the notes that we have there? Oh, man. It's all good. None. You're 21 years old and you've been

absolutely crushing YouTube. Thank you. I appreciate you. Like number one, I want to say that first and foremost. I guess I was like trying to look up some stuff about you, but there isn't a ton of personal life stuff about you. Do you not share that stuff? I do, but like it's just being bits and pieces. Like, you know, I feel like I'm an open book, but like I'm not just like, like out there like oh you guys need to learn about me you guys you know it's just like if something pops up i might tell a story here or there but like i'm just here to entertainment man yeah did you do this like you started youtube and social media because you saw other people doing it that you were like damn this looks like a fun thing to do or you were just like yeah so i saw it off in the

gaming scene so like you know you had the kwar speedies the van os games and stuff like that but the dude that really got me into youtube was uh his name was white boy seventh street white boy seven street and he would start his videos off it's your host with the most white boy was he doing gaming yeah yeah yeah bro he was just doing like these funny as like commentary videos doing his gameplay would tell stories and stuff and i was just like man that's the life and then one day he just popped up and he was like new house tour and i was like what the hell and like he just did like a beautiful house tour of his house and it was just beautiful and then at the end he was just like you all i want to thank you guys because without y'all want to be able to get this and i was like

you he made you got this house from doing youtube how old were you watching this but I was like 12 I was 12 and man bro I begged my dad I was like dad can I get Elgado and he got me the Elgado and that's that video games yeah yeah exactly and then I got the microphone I got the blue snowball and he had one of those old I think it was a Windows Viesta yeah I think it's called that and so it didn't even run properly so like I would look like I was fucking like lagging in the game during my gameplay even though like I was good and um yeah man I just fell in love with it and i just started creating videos and yeah you started on twitch then no no no no

i just like made youtube videos so you started like just recording your reaction you weren't even live you were just recording your gameplay yeah yeah bro i would just like talk to the mic and like i don't have these videos up anymore but i was just talking the mic about stuff or what would you talk about it that like man bro something stuff that happened at school you know something interesting that happened at school i'll just be like yo guys so this happened at school today or i would talk about uh you know, stuff that was happening in the gaming world or mostly what I would do is just like do funny moments with my friends. So like while we played, you know, I'll call it like funny moments because those were the videos that were popping. But yeah, man, like I was just

a kid. Have you always been like a like a class clown or like a funny type guy? Would you consider yourself that? But I don't consider myself funny. Like I'm not going to lie. But that's interesting. I would always like just say stuff and like, you know, it would be a hit or miss like either people laugh or they'll be like shut the fuck up. Yeah. So like, you know, there wasn't really any in between and stuff like that but you know I always found joy and like having people smile after something I said and so like I always like got enjoyment out of that when did you when did you start to be like I want to take this YouTube thing serious and when did it start really picking up for you like what was the not the finding moment because that's pretty fucking corny but at some point you're

like oh I can really do this right and then you go full force yeah man so it was my senior year early 2019 I was just like watching YouTube and you know there'd be like spurts of times when like YouTube's just dead like yeah there don't be nothing going on and like I was just like wow man you that flashing getting me but now you're good you're good but uh I just felt like I was like in men and black or something yeah it's trying to make me forget yeah but uh like I was just like man YouTube's dead right now and I was like talking to my friend about it he was just like bro why don't you do some what year was this this was early 2019 okay so like there was probably stuff going on but I just wasn't in tuned yeah I was just like man so like I started doing

videos like uh so you think you could dance high school edition and then um i thought of one idea like going and i giving people the n-word past that was like one of my first popular series and stuff so like it wasn't like a thing of oh you know i'm trying to make money but it was more but thing of like shit you know i'm over here talking all this shit about youtube being dead like let me contribute to it yeah that that was mostly like the catalyst of it and you you've dealt with other things you made music you what else have you done like seriously not seriously Nah, if I ever made the music, it was for YouTube. Yeah, fuck around.

Yeah, fuck around. But I have so, so much fucking, like, envy and respect for people that do make music because it's just so much talent. Like, I was in the car with N.L.E. Chapa. And, like, just seeing him, he had his AirPods in. And you would, like, play the beat. You're like, da-da-da-da. And then he would stop right down his lyrics.

They go, da-da-da-da-da. Or my filmmaker, shout out to Vito. You know, when he's not filming, like, he's working on raps and stuff. And it's, like, a really great expression. So I have so much respect for people that make music. music. Yeah. What do you, what do you like really creative in then? Because like obviously YouTube, you're, you're, you're creating this content. But do you think that's, I'm assuming it's not like the, it's not the pinnacle of your creativity. Would you consider yourself more creative? If you have more to offer, there's more for you to do or I'm not going to lie. I mean, I feel like there's more for anybody to do. But I feel like what I was put on this earth to do was just like, be a joy, you know, be kind of like a light when people are having like a dark time. Because it's crazy. Like, I I just was thinking my videos were just fuck around, you know, something to pass the time. You laugh, you laugh.

But just like getting comments or having people like stop me out in public, tell me like, you know, like the dark times that they're going through and how like, you know, my videos will help. Or another thing is like people will be like, yo, your videos made me want to be more confident in myself and like, you know, get out there and more and just like talk to that random person. Yeah. And not worry about like, oh, man, are they going to think I'm a weirder or something like that? Yeah. And so it's just like, man, like, I feel like, you know, what could I do else in the world that's better than that, you know?

I don't think anything could top that. So, like, I feel like, like, videos is like the top. You know, I always am to do other little things here and there. But, like, yeah, videos is definitely, like at the top. What is it? What was your childhood like? You're good family, like family growing? Like, because I guess I'm trying to understand, like, that concept that you said that's important to you is a learned concept for most people.

Like, most people don't come out the gate being like, I want to do good for people and find enjoyment and doing good for people. and then continuing that because obviously I don't think you start YouTube being like this is good for people it's almost sound like you started YouTube because you're like it looks like something's missing and maybe I can make some content that could fit that and like you know just you know having fun and stuff like that and then but then you started to realize yeah oh shit people are like really they're giving me this positive feedback saying how like I'm helping their lives and making it better um and you seem to care about that like was your did you always care about that was it like a childhood thing like was your parents taught you that what's that dynamic like you know it was like we say a joke and everybody in the class laughs like we say a joke and everybody in the class laugh like it says something about that feeling that like you know that's what gets comedians into what they want to do you know yeah like oh man I have so much love for comedians too because you know what we do is it's like it's easy to get comments saying oh you did great but you don't see them you know you're just reading and like you still appreciate it but you can't see it but actually like being on that stage seeing people grabbing their sides you know fucking

falling back laughing seeing big smiles on their face like like I I just don't see anything that's better on this earth than putting a smile on somebody's face like yeah that's like the greatest stuff ever so but growing up like it wasn't a thing I learned it was kind of like a thing it was like man this is also up and in this way and it kind of gave like oh okay so I really need to go harder with this yeah so you care you care it seems you care about people oh yeah I'm a people person yeah very big people you know you did a podcast I was watching a podcast I saw a clip of you and Logan talking about it was on Logan's pod uh huh um shout to Logan yeah

shout out to Logan and you're you would you consider yourself a religious guy yeah man um i really do because it's just especially the world we live in today man like so much craziness going on and everything like that you know i just feel like you know just reading the scriptures it's kind of like a like stability in the water you know like it might be rocky waters around but like you're on that boat and for a second it's like calm cool collected and like especially like being in the industry that we're in yeah you know it's really easy to like lose yourself you're caught up yeah exactly you know so i feel like having that backbone super important like you said you guys were having a conversation about something that i found really interesting

and i know that i felt this way similar to logan and i've had these conversations with like george on my pot and even in person you were talking about how you're all this stuff that you have now obviously i'm assuming like you not that you dreamed of or you were like oh i wanted to always have it but it almost happened in a way that was almost so perfect that you kind of gave it up to god and logan was having this conversation with you about like but what about the work you put in almost like all right guys that's one of our sponsors better help uh personally something i've been dealing with has been my own kind of like searching of self-love and i've been deal with it and i've been going through it i've been going to therapy myself i think therapy is amazing i think

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Remember, like I said, your boys maybe are not always the best guys to go to or, you know, maybe if you have some friends that are girls, maybe they're not the best girls to go to. It always helps have people who are unbiased, giving you kind of like advice, not even just unbiased. but also just people who are licensed professionals, people who are like literally practiced to give to you, right? So yeah, don't, don't miss out. If you feel like you need it, you feel like you need that in your life, do something about it and take charging it. So let's get back to this podcast. Because I know Logan kind of has that it almost feels as though like similar to me because I get, I'm really torn in my relationship to God. And because of all the things that I've been through, it's hard for me to like fully accept and fully dive into it and like allowing it to be a bigger part of my life. Because I tend to go towards the side that I think Logan also goes towards which is like, well, but I do.

did the work like I'm here doing the work and you were having that conversation I'm saying but like it is not that you're not doing the work but there's just like almost not I guess we call like a not divine intervention but just the almost divine timing regardless of you know the content that you make and all the stuff that you're doing just a literal fact that you were born on a specific day to allow you to be like here in this moment today and even having this conversation with me is like you couldn't plan this like we couldn't make this happen like yeah we made it happen because you're here and I'm here yeah but like for this to happen It's still some sort of, I don't know, I don't want to call it destiny,

but it does feel sometimes like there's something greater. You know what I'm saying? No, definitely, man. Like, isn't it crazy? You know, we don't even need to look into the stars or around us. It's just our own bodies. Like, our body can literally, you know, pump it to where it needs to go. We can breathe while thinking about it.

You know, we could do all these things so effortlessly, freely. Then we really get to thinking about it. Like, if we try to build a contraption, like, the human body it would and specifically our brain is insane exactly it would be impossible it would literally be impossible so like you know i say just looking at yourself you know in that aspect like it's like hard not to believe in god but that it's everybody's like personal you know like feelings and stuff like that you know i'm not gonna tell especially you like you say you're torn and stuff like that you know that's what you're going through and everything and you know i like to be considerate of

that because you know i don't know how people grew up or been And then there are people that are religion, but religious, but, you know, they might not believe in the Bible. You know, you have the Quran. You got all these other different religions. So, you know, but just for me personally, what I see, what affects me, what I just see in day-to-day life is just like, I just have to give all praises to, you know, y'all, I have to. What are some of the biggest things that you'd say, like, not you'd attribute to, but, like, you'd say, hey, like, this happening in my life is a sign of that. What are, like, the biggest moments in your life? You're like, damn, this is crazy. that's a really good question yeah that's a really good question i don't know i can't really like has there been any moments in your life because because i could say that there's there's people that i've met are just literal like timing in my life i'm like damn the just the fact that

i was able to be here to have this conversation or the fact that i was able to like have this interaction although even sometimes it's an interaction that's like really fucking negative like looking back on it i'm like damn that that was very actually constructive in the long run in my life like there's tons of moments that i could reference and go when this happened to me I didn't get it then how much it was going to mean to me now. You know what I'm saying? Like I went through a lot of shit earlier on in YouTube and like the fitness industry and like drama.

You asked me a questioner. Like, is there anyone you really hate in the fitness industry? And it was funny because we were filming the video. That's why we have these planet fitness shirts on. No, we just got off work, you know. Yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah. We got off work.

We were fucking around on their planet fitness. But you asked me that I thought it was interesting because the question was like, do I hate anyone? And my answer definitely is no. But there were times when I had more drama. And looking back now, like at the, those times and my reaction and things I should or shouldn't have done, regardless of like, you know, my perspective in the time and how much it hurt me and how much I was like going through

it, that happening in the long run, I look back and I'm like, damn, I also learned so much from that that made me a better person, right? That also made me realize, like, there's certain things that, of course, you need to be excited or, you know, happy about the potential in a relationship or potential in a business, but then also look at it a little bit more objectively. Because that was a situation in which, like, we were going to do business together and shit felt out and it was a big it was a big issue um and then it got spun into this like whole like negative thing i don't really want to go deep into it but this whole negative thing towards me like i was some bad guy but it was like the person told the story first and then i'm telling the

story second it's like you're you're just saying that she's saying that yeah and internet they pick size and yeah but looking back now i remember how much that hurt me and how much it bothered me and how much like even today i was kind of talking about on the on the full cent pond i was like i was i got uh kind of like i don't want to do this anymore because i felt like i did i did so much good in the minute someone could just lie about me everyone too turned up and switched on me like instantly and it didn't even matter all the good I did so I felt really hurt and I remember being like fuck you to fuck these people like I don't deserve that because that wasn't me and I just had to sit in this like this negative dissest pool of people talking

shit and then looking back and I'm like man but it gave me so much perspective on my life like it gave me so much perspective on like what actually matters and like to even overcome that stuff it is as simple as just continuing to go forward and I was just curious about you because you've dealt with like obviously the you get fucked on Twitch like what other stuff have you dealt with on your career that has really, like, showed you a lot about yourself? Man, bro, like, like, you were saying, you know, like, there are moments where it's just, like, you feel like you could do no wrong, you know? Oh, man, everything's great, everything, and this and that.

And then there's the moments where it's just like you feel as though everybody's against you, you know? Yeah. And I attribute it to, like, we're getting nothing but, like, dopamine hits from reading comments saying, oh, man, you know, I say social media people or if you guys want to be, Believe it or not, like, I say we're the most insecure people on the earth. Like, you know, like, it's like, you know, influencers and celebrities and all that. Politicians, they don't go to fuck.

You know, they only care about the dollar. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Nancy Pelosi don't go fuck about what you say about it. What? She's, she's cashing out regardless. Oh, yeah. I'm looking at them stocks, bro. Yeah.

They get that insider information super fast. Fuck, dude. They're running up. I hope they never stop, bro. That shit's helping me. Oh, I wish they would just tell me some more that insider info. It's crazy how. That's a whole different crazy thing, man.

But you in person, like, what situations have you been in where you're like, fuck, man? Like, have you ever felt turned on? Yeah, man. Kind of like during the Twitch situation and loki now, loki right now a little bit. But, like, I haven't posted it in a month. Okay. Like, while we're recording this, I haven't posted yet on my main. Oh, shit.

So it's been like a month since I posted it. And, like, you know, it's people like, oh, Judeon, you fell off, oh, this and that and this and that. and like I just know like like old me it would have just got to me like during the summer I was just running around doing everything like this and that and like number wise it was the best it ever been and everything but happiness wise like I wasn't happy like I just felt like yo it's just like I felt like I was just working you know yeah getting stuff done exactly and like you know this industry at least for me it's like I wanted to be fun like I wanted to be memories and stuff like that but why did you not feel happy I wasn't feeling happy because

I feel like, A, I wasn't doing what I wanted to do. And then B, I felt like, you know, it was just like, okay, let's just go get this. It was like, oh, we didn't get it the right way. Oh, fuck it. You know, they'll still mess with it. It'll still do numbers and stuff like that. So it's just like a job and stuff. Like, you know what?

No, man, we could do it the right way, you know. We'll just go do it again this way. And so, but, like, the numbers were the bestest ever been. But, like, I just wasn't personally happy. So, like, I just took some time off. And then, like, in that little month break, I did, like, a three-day fast. and like if any of you know you don't even have to do it if you're not religious but just fast and just makes your mind so clear bro fasting is amazing i fast pretty much every day not for time obviously not for three days straight but the longer fasts are very like cleansing of the mind and the body but also just like my daily kind of routine and eating is i'll probably stop eating around like 10 o'clock and i won't eat till like two or three yeah so i have that like almost that like mental excuse me that mental clarity that like you get but it's not the same as when you fast for like three days you get super It's just good for your body.

It's good for your mind. It's good to reset things. I fully agree with that. Nah, man, like, pro. I felt like, I could, like, literally hear someone folding bread. Like, I was, I forgot who said that. I heard someone saying that. I think that was Theo Vaughn.

That said that. Folding bread. Yeah, yeah. But I was just so mentally clear, and I was thinking to myself, it's like, John, like, you know, are you doing this the right way? Do you want to keep on doing this, you know? Because, like, if I felt like I wasn't doing it the right way and I didn't want to keep on doing it, you know,

I think I would have just, like, stop. but why did you why were you doing it even though you were like okay I don't really like this but like fuck it like why are you still doing it because it's like when you're doing great and stuff like that you know this is a momentum game yes so it's like when you like slow it down you got to keep see this is interesting because the people watching this would never understand that because they just see content that you give them yeah but they don't understand that like there is that momentum that the creators understand because like you see it in the engagement in the views like you can watch you know the analytics on the back end yeah but it's interesting because

I think people who watch this would would never have that perspective. So it is important you talk about that kind of stuff because you because like I think the biggest thing about all this stuff is like people just want to know. And I think why people will make an assumption on like the idea of someone saying you fell off is also so interesting to me because it's like that would be considering that like you just fell on and as if like you didn't work to get to this point and all of a sudden you're going to just fall off when you because you like did two videos that weren't good because people go like for example, I'll give you a really clear one.

So Nelke did a pod with I think Elon Musk. or Andrew Tate than Elon Musk or something like that. And then they did some other person. They're like, you fell off. It's like, bro, like you're not going to interview Elon Musk every fucking episode. But you see, it's like what we were talking about earlier about that dopamine hit. You're just getting nothing about dopamine hits like, oh, bro, you can do nothing wrong. It just makes you feel so good.

And then you'll have that one comment, you know, just like, damn you ugly. It'll just be something just like out of the blue from everything else. And you'll just be fixated on that one comment. You got these people writing paragraphs of love to you. and everything like that but that one comment it might not even be more than 10 character characters

it's like stuck in your head so it's kind of like when I took that fast and I took that break and everything and I saw everything going on and I saw what everybody was saying and stuff like that I was just like really realizing

it's like you know even though I love making people happy I want to make the best content possible it's just like for your own mental health like you can't take too much love in you know okay you're saying like

you can't take so much from what the comments or the engagement or the views yeah yeah you can't just because you have a 10 million view video doesn't that doesn't need to be the thing that brings you joy it's so hard to differentiate that though i think i think it more comes down to you like being able to like disconnect from the need of that you know what i'm saying and being able to connect more with like what's genuinely making you happy if you're just making content that you feel like man i'm happy about that video yeah then the idea should be like fuck it because i think how you got successful was because you were just being like fuck it here's because you didn't say i'm gonna

to go make videos and get tons of views. Exactly. Earlier you literally said, I just made some stuff that I thought was fucking funny or cool. And then you did it. And then people were like, I fuck with this. Yeah. So it's tough as a creator because like that's, I think it's how most start. And then they go, oh, I feel this pressure to continue.

And then they start doing things that they don't feel like they, like I've been doing this shit for forever. Then you feel like you start doing things that you just have to do just to do it. Like you said to maintain the either the trajectory or the upward trend. And then you start to find yourself being like, what the fuck am I doing? We were talking about it earlier. Yeah. I mean, how many times can I film a video? be like here's how to bench press and then people will kind of be like fuck you i miss the old

bro like am i supposed to talk about benching every video you if and if even if i did that you guys would turn on me be like this sucks it's like this is the thing you got to realize you can't make all these people happy happy you've got to make yourself happy first exactly man and then like the thing about it is you making yourself happy people see that off of you yeah and then they'll be happy so it's like a win-win but it's just like i i say it's like kind of like being in the avatar state you kind of just have to be in the zen where it's just like you know whether it's good or happening yeah you still have your inner peace you know and um I feel like a lot of content creators don't have the inner piece and like I don't think I have it yet

you know I'm still working on it but doing that fast and stuff like that I realized like man I gotta find like this inner piece in me yeah so that way you know just like I'll feel better now do I still want to be like the best I can be like most definitely yeah but it's just like whether a video gets you know a million views or 10 million views you know I'm working on myself where it's just like it's another video i'm happy with it you know and then i just go from there yeah you just have to enjoy it i think that's the key and bro you're so young 21 like you're just getting started in this shit i mean obviously like you can't do twitch or anything but what what happened

with that anyways uh shit well i got banned but just you're just in so when you're banned on twitch you can never come back like if you're a band on youtube no i mean i could come back uh like david let you come back yeah yeah yeah i think in like december i get like another repeal submissions so I could try again but you got banned for what uh hate rating and harassment extreme harassment oh extreme wasn't was it was it legit was that actually were you no yeah yeah yeah I was definitely being a dick head I was I was I was being a real thick head that's fair do you like twitch or do you like which one would you prefer to go live on more YouTube or Twitch you see the reason why I miss Twitch is because like I just miss my friends bro like it

it would be like imagine if YouTube said you can't have Steve or nuking your video Oh yeah You know That would be lame Fuck You know like You're doing something That you love

With your best friends Yeah On like you guys are doing The exact same thing It's like so much fun So like Loki takes the fun out of it It's Loki like Like I'm not gonna lie

Like Twitch put me in time out During recess Damn Like that's how I feel It's like I see all my friends Playing together Having fun

Oh fuck over here And like they try to come And they're like No If you talk to him You're gonna be in timeout with him So, like, that's how I feel. Like, I feel like I'm in recessed timeout.

But, like, you know, it's all good. And the thing I, like, really appreciate is that, like, you know, it's actually a real friendship, you know. With those guys? Exactly. And so who are these guys specifically that you're missing? Kaisenat. Yeah.

You're a rage. Phantom. Yeah. Duke. Bruce. Aiden. You know, the list goes on, man. It's too deep to name.

But, like, so many great guys on that platform, you know. Yeah. And even Pokey, you know, even when I get back, you know, I want to do something about pokey like yeah you guys amended we meant to know like i i literally consider her a friend you know that's good she'd be like texting me checking up on me and she's actually a really nice person you know she gets a lot of shit on the internet yeah and um you know but who doesn't get shit on the internet you know especially especially at that those levels like a popularity and shit yeah like once people have a perception of you it's hard for the like people have a perception

of me yeah and it's never going to change and like i i can't it's not my job to make that change you know no of course not it's just a job to keep being you yeah like did you think i was a drug dealer no yeah yeah see like he actually offered me black that's right hair in black tar you you definitely read the comments no i've never done that no but it's crazy now that i do the podcast everyone's like wait this guy's actually like like smart and shit he actually talks because i think everyone thought i was like a dumb meathead drug dealer that on the gym they didn't think you were dumb no i some of them did i think dude these what yeah talking about eight street fans for sure think i'm an idiot um okay so what what happened on twitch

Recently, so this really threw me off because I saw Aden tweet about this and I think you were talking about this as well, but you obviously got banned for whatever you did and then they banned this girl for like, it seemed it was seven days and she was like having sex on Twitch. No, yeah, yeah. Yeah, she got her cherry popped on Twitch. I just, I don't understand the like, I don't know how these, my thing when I think about all these platforms is how they rationalize what's okay and what's not. Yeah. And they kind of like, I don't know, I'm not trying to like bag on Twitch or whatever, but people seem to pick and choose because I like Twitch. I, like, I'm not consistent with it. You know what I'm saying?

But like, it's just, it's just like, I don't, I don't, I don't, I feel like they're getting far ahead on this like removing of people. Like they did the Tate stuff, the Sneco stuff. Like, it's, I don't know. Do you ever get worried that you might make content that at some point, although right now it's not, like, you know where you walk, you know, the stuff we did today walk up, just fuck with people, they'd be like, no, we don't want people doing that anymore. Then that shit will get bad.

Like, who knows. That's a big possible. possibility man you know because it's like how far does that road slide where it's like if it's going this way obviously those guys would be in the forefront of being like sent this is censorship fuck you then they're smacking them off the platform but like where does that line stop when it's like well if they're just deciding what it's okay to say and what's not okay to say then what if at some point it's like the shit you like to say they're just like well you just cross that line you know what I'm saying no man I'm like I'm with you like I'm really curious because so far it's kind of like you know everybody just like okay like oh he got banned down that but I'm kind of like curious what's going to be the person that gets banned next that's going to cause like a catalyst to where it's like oh shit because at the end of the day these are companies that are just worried about the bottom line and I get that yeah like I think people are thinking that they're genuinely like worried about the people they're not worried about the people they're worried about like their stockholders and stuff like that if maybe one day they might fuck with the wrong stockholder and then the stockholders are like no no no no no you got to bring this back and then we'll kind of just see a shift or maybe you know like who knows what it's going to go into like I'm really curious what's going to be the thing where it's just like you kind of see a company you know kind of hit like a 180 like you kind of see Twitch hit a 180 recently on the gambling yes like at first they were cool with it but then the creators were like

yeah we don't fuck with this and they changed it you know so yeah it's not like they're complete tyrants they do listen but you know it's just I don't know what a person is going to be to where they're just like, oh, okay, now we got to change it and, like, kind of dial it back and, like, let people stay on the platform. Yeah, because it just seems like once you get, it just seems like anything when you have more power, like, why would you give up power? Like, why would you come back if you can just take more? You know what I'm saying? Yeah. In the general sense of the thought of getting power, because like, you know, even with trying to make, it's like you're trying to go further, right?

Get more subscribers, get more whatever. And like the same thing from the business standpoint, they're trying to get more. Like, if they could take more power, why would they be like, oh, we'll give some back when they can just keep going. I feel like the big thing is really there's only like what six companies that own everything there's only like six companies that own food things there's only what like five companies in the entertainment industry you're talking about the big pair of companies that own all the other companies exactly so it's just like when you really don't have competition it's just like you know who who who could say there's no competition for anything like twitch right now there's

really no live stream and competition. YouTube wise, there's no video posting competition. Yeah. So it's just like there is, but not the substantial. Exactly. So like, you know, some of the owners falls on the viewers, you know. Maybe if we see YouTube or Twitch

doing something that we don't like, we got to, you know, rock with the Vimeos or what's a new thing now? Rumble, Patreon, all that shit. Patreon, you know? At the end of the day, like I said, like, it's the bottom line. Yeah, it's just an interesting concept to me man because like obviously like that that topic in itself like censorship and

what you can or can't say you ever get worried about that partially yeah like i feel like i do a do a good enough to try to be objective enough between like both sides or on the whole spectrum of the whole conversation but part of it scares me because like regardless like you know who knows maybe if there's something that's just said and jess that like someone hears and like i don't like that for that reason then it's like damn am i getting fucked for that like maybe maybe if i would be the guy they got wiped it be like everyone be like what that guy because like if you if you listen to this stuff like i do my best to try to understand all sides you know i'm never trying to be like you're fucking wrong i'm right like that's that's never been me man and i don't think it ever will be i'm all

down for a conversation man i feel like you know it doesn't i mean i literally talk to the niggas from the kkk you know it don't get worse than that yeah like even though like these are like the worst humans on earth you know i can still talk to them you know you went you did that video into the most racist town? Yeah. How was that? The town is nice. The town is very nice, very nice people. You know, you just got some bad apples, like 25, 30 minutes outside the town. Like rural areas. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But the thing about it, bro, is like, you know, rural people, I feel like they get such like a bad, you know, stigma about them, you know, you get trapped in the rural area. But sometimes the rural people are the ones, you know, that's what it's called Southern

hospitality. Yeah. The ones that show all the love and stuff like that. Yeah. I would much rather me get trapped up in the country than my car break down in the country than my car break down in the city yeah i feel like people are nicer unless you run into like the like the jeepers creepers motherfucker oh yeah yeah yeah yeah you know we don't want to run into little geoffrey dormers or nothing like that what do you think about that show how do you seen it i did i did at first i wasn't fucking with it because i felt like it was just like glamorizing him and stuff like that and i thought which i think is true though the first episodes i did but like after like episode four I realized, in the rest of the episodes, they really focused in on the families and how the families were affected.

Okay. To be fair, I haven't seen it. Oh, you haven't seen it? No, man. I'm not going to lie. The dude that played Jeffrey, I think his name's Evan Peters. Yes. That dude needs to win the Oscar.

He wasn't all like the bunch of the American horror story stuff early on. That guy's been doing it for a minute. I just knew him from X-Men, Quicksilver. Oh, he's Quicksilver, too. Yeah, yeah. He's been asked for a minute. But, yeah, I hear he's amazing. amazing in it. But that's the thing is like what I was talking with Steve about it is like if you see that guy like you're a fan because it seems kind of like it's dramaticized like documentary but it's really like it feels like a TV show. No? I'm not going to lie. Like at first I could see if you watch the first four episodes and you turned it off, I can see how people are like romanticized by him. Yeah. It was kind of some things. But then once you see the other episodes, you see that they were just telling the story first. Then they were showing the repercussions of his actions. Yeah. It was kind of some things. But then once you see the other episodes, you see that they were just telling the story first. Then they were showing the repercussions of his actions. Yeah. And,

And like how far branched I would show like the incompetence from the police department in Milwaukee having multiple times to catch this dude They had multiple opportunities so many opportunities like it was to the point where I was like damn is Hollywood just writing shit in here and like I would look it up and it was like yeah like there was this one like the boy literally got out the house and because he had just drugged him and there was these women protecting him and they called the cops and he got back to his apartment saw that he was outside and he told the cops that he was his boyfriend friend and this was a 14 year old boy and the cops literally walked them back to the apartment. What the fuck? Yeah. And they were like making a bunch of complaints about the smell and it was just

so many opportunities for them to catch him. What the fuck were they doing? Just sleeping? I don't get it. Exactly. Like it's crazy it's ridiculous. It's really crazy because it's like so undefendable you know? Yeah. But like it really like put an emphasis on that and like towards the end of the series

bro, that nigga was a monster. like bro like I was scared of him like it was crazy because it kind of flipped from his point of view to you see how people around are seeing him oh I see and so I'm not gonna like I give it a good like solid like 9 out of 10 like I think it was I think it did justice but I do agree with the families because the families are like bro like how many more documentaries do you need to make of this nigga well yeah and then like you saw that was pop and then like the older other ones they start popping up it's just it's kind of crazy 40 pages just flooded with all these other serial killers.

Yeah. And like, you know, all this is, you know, Hollywood's going to make. Because Hollywood's not creative. You know, you notice that? Yeah. And they just pick like, because they go, oh, people really like this. So then they're just going to go look at more murder cases to be like, what else can we do? That's the thing that really is like interesting to me.

Like, are people just that obsessed with negative shit? Like, you know how like, even almost the same, it's such an interesting concept. You think about this. The fact earlier we were saying how you get a thousand good comments and that one motherfucker was like, you're fucking ugly bitch. Yeah. You look at that and you're like, fuck, that's the same concept on the flip side. Like, as a viewer, you're like, oh, this is the drama shit or this is the scary shit or this is the horror shit.

Like, people are so enamored by negativity. Yeah, or drama. Yeah, and drama, negativity. Like, I wonder, like, especially with social media and the way everything, like, it's so now like, we're hammering ourselves with it. We just open the phone. It's like, content, content, content. Like, but we got Mr. Bees out here doing world changing things. And people just be like, oh, that's cool.

But, you know, someone's DM's leak of them saying. some fucked up stuff. Yeah. And, you know, we got to have huge streams and huge, like, two hour plus videos about this. You know what I mean? Yeah. It's like, we harp on that, but it's just like, that's why, like, you know, I just want to just make dope content.

You know what I mean? Yeah. It's like, you know, I know he's not going to be talked about. And I know it's not, you know, the thing that's just going to, like, you know, have people talking for hours. But they just give people a little break and just, like, you know, give a quick laugh and stuff like that. Because you're right, bro.

It really is just nothing but negativity. drama that's selling now and it's not even just now dude i think it's it's been forever if you look back even just it's it goes back to newspaper times it was always like some headline that was like the world's ending and it's like fuck i got to buy this newspaper it's just human nature we're like we're like we're like morbid fucking negative shit you think someone made like a positive news channel where all it did was report positive news that show below there are some there are some accounts like my buddy tank has a i think tank good news is like an instagram account that he has there are accounts and people who do stuff like this but it just it it it does well because

people are like wow this is refreshing it's different than the norm but it's never it's never the same it doesn't hit the same because it's not as like because you got to think even during like you know the the cough and all that stuff that whole period it's like every headline was like this is why it's bad and then it's just they're just like running ratings they're getting ad money like i don't think people really understood they like some fair monger and stuff yeah but it was all like because you got to think television died you know what i'm saying like television died and that's where all that stuff used to live social media took over the world so then all the all the like CNN and all these things

they had to go live on the internet and they had to live on their own social so like they're doing the same click base shit that YouTubers been doing forever to get people into their channel so that they can make money for advertisers so the only way to how we get more people in the video I'm like click bait video with Jinyon

click video with this person right or whatever get something that they're gonna be like wow I gotta see this like even like the prank stuff with like I can't believe he did that so they're using the same concept that YouTubers have used forever to to integrate into social media from a news standpoint and now it's just like mass fucking produce negativity and people are

jumping in and but people don't realize that they're jumping in and then there's all these advertiser dolls because you go to the fucking the back end of that website they're like yeah we have these this many users are on our app this they're out there on our app or they're on our website for this amount of time and then they're selling ad space but they're not we're not realizing that's happening we're just realizing this is going to kill you and this is bad for you and click here if you're this age and it's it's like just getting people in but they're not realizing that you're getting in and then you're getting put into a system that's just like a sales point yeah I mean, it's like, it's divide and conquer, you know.

You have people divided on stuff like that. You can never unite and, like, you know, fight real issues. You know, people can't unite on, you know, common ground. You can never get nothing solved. You're just going to be bicker and batter it. But you're talking about, like, the news companies and stuff like that. I feel like that's what's killing YouTube. If you notice, like, pretty much all your favorite YouTubers now is a little bit of me, too.

It's like we're going more corporate because these big corporate entities are seeing the power that we have, you know? it's like before it was kind of just like if you were a YouTuber you used to like Loki get made fun of like the media wouldn't take you seriously like yeah you remember when Ninja will go on these uh fucking um news sites and it would be like so you make millions of dollars playing video games like yeah like they was just it's like bro you make millions of dollars over here talking about nonsense yeah and it's just like the exact same thing but you know we're actually bringing entertainment to people but it's like now it finally clicked to them they realize

the power this is the future this is the power so like pretty much any big YouTuber you know of has a major backing from some major

corporation and stuff like that and I feel like it's kind of like shit I don't for that yeah I don't either yet but you know like

you know I do have offers like you know I had offers from the NFL and other people yeah and like the NBA fucks with me the NBA

you know asked me to do stuff sometimes and stuff like that and it's just like whereas before you know you're making good money and everything and you're doing good but you're doing it all by

yourself all you need to do is just upload videos you don't have to have no backings you don't have to worry about you know some uh people in suits because you're the person in the suit you know yeah there's no overlords over you there's no body like oh okay if you say this or do this this can mix up this sponsorship oh i don't need a sponsorship but you know i got my view and and it's stuff like that but people are going like youtube's going more corporate and I'm not going to lie, I'm kind of scared about it because I feel like in five years it's gonna kind of like take the soul out of it

Yeah Are there some Are there any creators that you see Who have like gone completely corporate? It's not it's not I'm not dissing nobody for going corporate You know You're doing what you can for your family

And it's cool as fuck to work for these businesses And stuff like that I just think it's the fact that It almost feels like Did you go on you It's like you go on CNL You go on SNL to get a plastic Then you leave and go off and do other stuff. You know what I mean? Okay. That's how I feel like YouTube is now

Instead of you wanting to be a YouTuber, it's I'm gonna go on YouTube make a name for myself so I can be in the big budget movies So I can be in all the stores so I can work with the nikes the Adidas is Right, but it almost it almost seems like it takes away the the the genuineness exactly Why you're making the content how you're making the content exactly and then you get away from the whole idea of YouTube in general because in the beginning it was because it was the whole idea is YouTube it's you making content and not like you and that guy in the suit being like hey make sure you say this it's YouTube it's supposed to just be you but now it's

okay you got Steve over on cameras you got Carl over on audio you got Rachel doing the graphics live yeah da da da da are you got the guys telling you what you should or shouldn't say exactly you know you got people on teleprompters and it's crazy you know um I know like pretty

much every YouTuber I know has sets and coordinated and there's nothing wrong with that there's nothing wrong with that but i just think the thing that sucks about it is that that's becoming the norm whereas before it's like if you want to be a youtube you need to get a camera yeah but now it's like if you want to be a youtube you need to have an audio person a design person da da da da da da da da da da da and it's loki it's like why do i even need to do youtube why don't i just try to become an actor you know what i mean it's yeah it's it's definitely changed i mean it's evolved it's evolved so much into this like

it's almost not going backwards but it's like it's like starting almost hollywood from all over again but now it's an individual thing it's going it's crazy you know we were the subculture people are like you fucking losers now we're the culture you know yeah it's like you know now we used to be the offcast and the you know the people off to the size that no one was worried about but now all of a sudden it's like we get invited to the sit at the lunch table well bro now we're sitting at i mean if you just look at the literal number of views that some of these creators get like mr beast is an example like he gets more views and entire networks combined You get more views than networks.

That's why I have so much respect for Mr. Beasts because instead of him teaming up with these corporations, he's becoming the corporation. Like one of his podcasts, he was talking about, you know, going public for him, going public on the NASDAQ, like, Mr. Bees. Yeah, as like a company, yeah. That's crazy. Yeah. Like, what YouTube do you know, like, them as an individual as public? Well, not. I mean, obviously, Faze Klan's public.

And then Mr. Bees as an individual. I mean, dude, but he's not just an individual. He has a massive team now because he's built it so crazy. No, no, no, no, definitely. But, like, you know, we click on the video for Jimmy. Yeah, no, like 100%. You feel on it? Like, I see Mr. B's, I don't think, you know, of all the videos and stuff like that.

I don't think the money. I think Jimmy. Yeah. So when his stuff goes public, I'm thinking Jimmy did this. You know, he's putting it off of the YouTubers. You know, when I've seen Ninja and all these dudes do these interviews, interviews on TV for the first time yeah it's like they're not ESPN too they're putting on for the culture they're putting off for the culture and then I just think like you know I'm never going to

do anybody I'm never going to some man getting in his bag and stuff like that but it just sucks when it's just like you sell what you've been working for to the ESPNs to the this or that I mean unless you sell it and you're able to do it in a sense where you still have like at least control or some ownership of it still so you can make creative direction I mean if you sold something you just gave away like control completely then i think that would really suck it's like joe rogan you know like oh that guy's a fucking legend bro he is bro but you think when he sold his spotify he shouldn't done it i can't say like you know i can't say he shouldn't have done it but like i just be seen in the comments people saying how they miss watching the jr re podcast on youtube you know yeah but

they remember they were able to get at least clips they really at least get some content on youtube you know what i'm saying just not the full pods yeah not the full pod but he did didn't change his like no i'm not saying i'm not saying joe rogan sold out and nothing they just wanted on youtube but i'm just saying it's just like it's like it felt like you know someone was it felt like one of the wolves leaving the pack especially a head wolf like him he's the number one you know i i don't do podcasts or nothing but i could see like a lot of people that do podcasts or were inspired by him you know oh i for sure was too i'll be seen the comments like there be these random ass dudes posting their uh podcast clips on tic talk and like people in the

comments be making fun of them like bro man we should make a podcast Yeah, oh, yeah. It's just like, you know, I'd be seen him like, oh, yeah, he was inspired by Joe Rogan. Oh, yeah, he was inspired by Joe Rogan and stuff like that. And it was just like, you know, like seeing him leave the pack where it's like, you know, I'm over here at Spotify, y'all. And then it's going to be more and more, you know. And then not even that, the YouTubers we grew up with, they stop posting, you know. They only post like one time every six months.

Well, you said something to me earlier. You were like about me as far as in the fitness industry, YouTubers who like kind of transcended like, I guess that category, at least specifically the fitness. Yeah. You mentioned the Hodge Twins. Yeah. I mean, well, the Hodge twins still post.

Yeah. They still post all the time. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah. But it's more, they definitely change the content, right? Yeah, I mean, they do political stuff.

They don't really do fitness and stuff. But they're still on YouTube. Yes. You know, they're still on YouTube, you know? Like, I mean,

I never watch her videos, but like Emma Chamberlain. Yeah. But, man, she posts once every blue moon. It still gets views, though. What the fuck?

Still gets views, but it's, you know, like, you know, she's at the Met Gala She's doing the things with the Netflix is She's doing her coffee and stuff like that So I you know what

That's probably me Vinton because I'm such a- You're mad you to get an invite to the Met Gala? I'm so pissed That's what it is dude Where's my fucking invite? That's what I'm fucking saying I've been on YouTube for like nine years bro

Give me a fucking invite Well, Lizzo was looking bad though Really? She was looking bad Would you do that? Fuck you I'll be all up in them jelly rose You fucking just just lick it

Bro man Lizzo is bad Real shit? No, yeah, you don't this, she's a very beautiful, she's a very pretty girl. She's beautiful. Yeah, I mean, it's a lot to handle. You think you can handle it? That's why I'm trying to work out with you, man.

That's why I need the secret sauce for me. I got you, dude. Bradley said that. He's going to put me on a workout routine like you've never seen before. Yeah. I'm dead serious. I'm going to look like Luke Cage on a little bit. I'm going to have you at the next MacGala with Lizzo, straight up.

Whoa. Damn. I'm going to hit up her publicist. Do you know her? Nope. Bro, you never know I don't know Like LA

Whoa What's the craziest story You heard out in LA Because I'm not from here So I don't be hearing shit To a craziest story I heard Yeah Of like

I've just people Because I I know Bro Y'all be sharing All the same girls Yo no I'm not one of those

No I'm not one of those Why do you LA niggas Can't Any other girls Y'all Y'all

I'm not one of those I'm not Like you're Like there's no other girls outside of L.A. bro that's just like high school yeah exactly exactly hold on the quarterback hit the receivers hit it's about to be the linemen's turn you know they're about to get a three-point stance yeah i don't know

nothing about that personally to be honest man i don't know nothing about that that's like that sounds like a mike and logan thing to be honest what you're trying to hide i'm not hiding shit did you not see the um the sideman tinder video i did and did you not see like how those girls were talking about like oh yeah i was what your brother or like it was it was just crazy because it's like It's a small world It's a very small world No, that's LA It's LA

It's LA It's a small world Especially social media In LA And YouTube in LA Well I got a question To talk about Simon You got

You couldn't go do The soccer thing Right? Because you got fucking robbed Or some shit I don't know what happened Nah I got evicted

Evicted I got evicted So they But they robbed you Of your fucking dignity They kicked you out Bro I'm not gonna lie They felt like

They set a raw talk They robbed me Man Like no Vasile Just bit me over Professional raw dogs you professional no amateur amateur rocker very amy but now i like so i got lazy and i i didn't pay my rent are you serious no i'm what what i'm being dead ass wait wait wait wait wait do you have not do you not

monetize your videos or like what's going on here because i know you get fucking checks dog wait what why is it just not an automatic payment or some shit so when i was in europe like i was in europe for basically the whole summer right okay and i swear to be doing this bullshit on purpose where You set it on auto and then all of a sudden something happens and it doesn't go through like you do about YouTube sending you the money no no no no not YouTube I'm not talking about the payment oh I hate that shit yeah yeah like mortgage payments and shit exactly like you said on auto but they're like yeah we want to fuck your credit up exactly yes what the shit happened to me and so I'm in Europe and they're calling me and they're like yeah we need you to come pay this but you have to pay it in persons and because they shut down the online portal and I was like bitch I'm in fucking the UK you know like I can't do anything and so I got to the point where they just kept I'm blowing on my phone and so I got bitter so I just bought a house like I just got bitter and I got out of house you're like fuck y'all no like literally I was like fuck y'all and um you know they took him to court about it and I'm not gonna pay them shit but uh I moved pretty much all my important stuff but like I left the little because bro I be seeing things about people squatting for three years bro and I'm like okay they can't they can't do nothing about it young No, this, I can't even talk about this right now. What?

That's so funny. Are you a squatter? No, no. I'm dealing with. You're a laugh a little bit too hard. Yo, no, she just deals with all my shit so she knows. Well, look, Bradley just is lucky that I have to like pay his bills and stuff so he doesn't have that problem. Yeah.

And stuff happens. Yeah. So my bills are taken care. But anyways, um, let's get back into this. Holy shit. Hey, man, if you want a free place to live, run out with Bradley. No. Rent out with Bradley.

No. So, so they, they, they, they three, your shit out, right? They threw my shit out straight up. So literally, um, the night before I had to fly out to the UK. I bought my ticket and everything. I was going to go to the show. You were going to go to the show. I was going to go to the event. Yeah. I was going to go play, you know, bro. I was going to get a suey. Yeah. Get a couple goals and stuff like that. I pulled up to the house and I just see trash bags. I'm just like, oh man. Like, who the fuck's? It's not trash day. Because I hadn't been back to that house in like a week. And how long was your shit out there? I think it was out there for like

nine hours Oh my God Nine hours So like I was more pissed at the fact That I went back The day that it was all taken out And one of the things they took Was my passport

Oh fuck I don't know What the fuck are you gonna You know what else it threw out My plaque Oh the military plan But they didn't know And one took a date

But the thing is I never unblock Unboxed my plaque Oh lucky But someone opened it Looked at it And said This is worthless

I'm gonna take his passport Instead That's kind of That's like They got your info now. That's fucked. No, like, look, he dissed me. They're like, bro, this niggas YouTube. They're like, fuck YouTube. This shit is trash. I'm gonna just take his identity. Identity. That's 10 times worse, though.

Are you dealing with anything from that? Are you having to, like, change all those numbers and shit? Because the passports is like a bitch, dude. But, I mean, I don't know what the fuck they're going to do with it, you know? I mean, pretend to be you and apply to credit and fucking destroy your credit. I mean, our names are already out there. Like, anybody can apply for credit with our name. Your passport number is not already out there. They could fuck you. They can fuck me. Yeah. you're going to want to go get a new passport with a new number well i'm already in the process of getting my new passport and everything like that okay good but i was just i was just like so pissed

and annoyed and everything and that's what really started the catalyst of me like you know one the fast and take a break because i was just like man like you know it's a lot exactly bro it was a lot and um you know it was just funny because i had so many theories out there about me like oh jean was never making money or you know he blew all his money on something investment and I was just like damn people quick to just go boom this is it yeah bro it's like crazy and you fell off

and I fell off you know that was just a bow on top I fell off oh you fell off are you excited to come back are you excited to fall back on oh yeah I'm excited to fall back yeah but no like I'm really excited to come back because it's just like I feel like it's gonna be like I feel like a little kid again you know I like I have like a whole new joy about it and stuff

and you know this time like I think I know my limit of like pushing it you know of like going to like where it's like okay I need to relax I need just hang out with some friends hang out with my family and stuff like that and my biggest thing now is like I'm trying to put my family on like I just hired my brother to train me um because he's been doing fitness for years now so I hired him right on made a home gym hired my mom because I love you know everybody loves home cooking so I hired my mom to cook for me because I was wanting like you know food yeah and so I was just like you know what and I got my team with me so you know everything bro

all places to the most of it but you needed this you needed it you needed like the whatever quote unquote fall off which is bullshit but like you needed the time to get that and I think people we get so caught up just in general not just as content creators I think people in general get so caught up in like this constant needing to like

continue which for a lot of people like obviously you have to but taking time sometimes to just pause and realize okay what's really important and finding the right people in your life and putting them in the right position like to obviously benefit them to also be a part of the thing you're doing like it's just i think it's just it's important to know and i've kind of talked about this on other podcasts but slowing down is is really really important and something

that i've realized over all my years of doing this just from you know a 33 year old talking to a fucking 21 year old man i think it's important for you to realize what you did and also to encourage you to take time along your way to to pause more like just about your own personal self like i spent a lot of these years grinding and like doing social media youtube instagram doing every fucking platform making content working on the clothing stuff working on opening my gyms working on all my stuff and i got to a point now 33 years old where like i'm really just trying to work on myself and it's it's hard and the the main thing that i was always hurt by me not working on myself was not necessarily content but my like interpersonal relationships whether it be like real

friendships or intimate relationships with women and i always struggled with it because there was a time in my life where like i was with this girl it's always the girl who fuck you up right Oh, no, yeah. I was with a girl. Everybody has a girl's story. Bro. So this one girl, I just want to tell this story. I was around your age.

I must have been like 22, 23. She was like out of a relationship into relationship with me. And then I was like, there was the first girl that I felt like I really loved. Like outside of high school, outside of like those puppy love relationships. And I felt really attached to this girl. And I remember I was a trainer and I trained clients. I was training like models and like some low key celebrities, like hot girls and all. Like I was training like dope clients.

I just remember the reason why the significant I said is because I I changed my whole life for this person I remember changing my whole life like because she was like starting to like break up with me over like some weird shit she was really just dealing with her ex and going back and forth and I became like I think a rebound relationship but I wasn't privy to that until later on right so she's like we can't you know we can't do this and I'm like why she's like because you fuck your clients and this shit none of this was true so I'm hearing all this stuff and I'm like cool I don't I'm not going to train that person anymore cool like she got to the point where my last client was a gay dude she's like you fuck your gay client. I was like what do you I was like and I was so heartbroken I was like what is happening because I was changing all this stuff about myself to try to make this person happy like changing so I was like losing money losing opportunities getting rid of clients getting rid of people to be like no like I'm here for you and I want to make this work so bad because I was so in love and again looking back now it was just attachment yeah and I remember that at that point like I'm like crying talking to my mom on the phone for like weeks on end and I just snapped one day and I was like fuck everyone fuck everything like I'm going to take a very of everyone and everything because I felt so hurt and from that moment forward to like maybe like me being 28 did I ever like slow down to be like to look at my life and my personal relationships because I was I felt so hurt I put up these massive walls and I just kind of like just was like fuck everyone right but the reason why I'm saying this is because I'm looking back now and I wish that I had taken more time along the way you know every maybe every year for like a month or every two years for like a couple months I give myself time to look at myself more deeply inward and

And not just like, I have to go forward. I have to get more money. I have to get more views. I have to get this car. I have to get this house. I have to have to have these things. And now it's just a real learning point where it's like, I feel like I'm like 10 years behind trying to relearn something that I could have learned

a long way. You know what I'm saying? I could have spent a little bit more time where you pause and you're like, okay, what's really important? And then you kind of evolve. You bring, you know, a better team, your family. You bring more people involved that you know, like, are really there for you genuinely. Instead of just keep going and going and going and forgetting to look and like pause and slow down and like reevaluate where you're at.

and go, okay, what, what am I not working on in my life? Because I was so, like, getting money and getting business and doing all the stuff because I felt so hurt, but I was never looking at myself. I was never looking inward. And I was, and it just, it really, it didn't hurt me, but ultimately in the long run, it hurt, like, my progress as an individual. You know what I'm saying? No, I feel you.

So, because I'm just saying this all because I know it's, it's, I wish someone told me. Like, I got so caught up and, like, going forward that I forgot to, like, look in myself and be like, am I really happy at all, in all these moments, you know? And obviously you don't have to be happy in every moment. But just as much is important to go after it and fucking grind and go hard. And like, you know, the Gary V shit is like work, work, work. You have to stop everyone tomorrow and be like, you know, like, is my heart good? Am I good?

And I'm glad you did that, man. I really am. I appreciate that. So like one question about that whole story of like, did you fuck the gay dude? No. No, no, dude. No, straight up. That was a thing, man.

I remember like being like what? Like I was so like, I couldn't believe it. That was the last- What was the word? She was self-projected on you. Oh, yeah. She was basically blaming you for her own, like, demons and problems. Yeah.

And it is what it is what it is, man. I mean, that's, it's, it's, there's not a problem in my life, obviously, anymore. But it was definitely a learning point in my life where it was important that it happened. And it's obviously at this point, it's important for me to have let it, not necessarily have let it happen, but it being a part of my life so I can even sit here and have this conversation. So I'm not. Well, after that whole ordeal with her, like, have you been able to like, have you had like a good relationships with a female sense? Yeah. But I've had, I've always kind of struggled with like fully allowing myself to like be comfortable in a relationship.

Largely part due to like the being able to fully commit to someone like with my time and my energy and the fear of loss, right? Because I don't know if you're aware of it, but I don't see him to talk about this all time, but it's just relevant to the story. But I lost my father when I was young. So I've always had an issue with losing, like giving love and then losing it or being, oh, that's fine. Being afraid to give it because like you don't want. someone like you don't want to give it and then that person like then they leave you right so I always had a fucked up connection with like loss yeah so I was always afraid of like fully guess devoting myself to someone I always kind of like one foot in one foot out so I could be

safe but then ultimately you just you're unsafe and you just end up hurting yourself right because if you do fall in love with someone you're one foot and one foot out because you're afraid of being in love but then eventually the person is going to feel that and then they're going to you know kind of be like this isn't for me and then you just lose the thing you didn't want to lose anyway. You know what I'm saying? Yeah, no, yeah. So that's a very common theme in my life and like as far as intimate relationship goes. Nah, and like the story that you were talking about with the girl and stuff, like I haven't had a issue like that with a female, but it kind of sounded like, you know, YouTube in a way. Like, I kind of related myself with like thinking

about how my relationship with YouTube is just like, you know, people saying stuff, oh, I missed the old dude. I was like, okay, I'm trying this. It's like, oh, man, I'm kind of getting entire that's okay and I'm trying to it's like trying to make them happy exactly like how you're saying how like you know you were trying to like do different things to like you know appease exactly people and stuff and um I'm really take key to your advice you know about really just like you know finding time in the year to like you have to man just have like a self-evaluation think about this if you can't make yourself happy how can you make another person happy you can you can't you can't and if you're not happy in the content that you're making do you think like someone's going to be able to receive it in a way

that like they're like genuinely happy about it yeah Probably not. Like, because then you just do things just to do them. And then it shines to them. People eventually see it and you feel it. That's the thing with all this shit. Like, true always continues to ring true. It's always, someone can always feel that.

You know what I'm saying? Like, over time, you're always going to see it. You know real when you see it. Absolutely. Like, when you, like, you feel it. And I don't know about, like, other people, but me, it's like, I see real. Like, man, like, it gravitates you. Yeah.

Like, you just want to just like, in a world where you just, see nothing but just bullshit all the time you see a glimpse of real like you might not even agree with what they're saying but it's just like I want to see what this dude's coming from I want to really listen in and like

you know yeah because it's just it's so rare now yeah and I can only imagine like out here the stories you've heard or personally seen or have had happened to you like oh man bro I've had the crazy shit happen to me personal level like people expectations

entitlement like just because I have something and someone else feels like because they knew me they should have something like I've had I've worked with people that have like to like essentially stole shit that I created for their own benefit like the customers that I got like I've had I've had so much I want to go into detail about but I've had so much crazy shit like that's happened to me over the time in the course of all my businesses and all you know over the time that it's like I'm just shocked there's some people out there that are that evil yeah that are that like self focused on just money. and taking advantage. Dude, I wish I could tell a story. Like, I'll probably eventually tell the story someday, but I can't tell it right now. But yeah, dude, I've just, I've, I'm sure that I've been a catalyst for some people that have made millions of dollars off of taking advantage of me, like a million, not like a couple, like a lot, to say the least.

And then looking back and then being like, damn, but that person was like family to me. That hits worse than. Yeah. Because you expect it to be from the outside. outside not always not I mean you you don't expect you don't expect it to be from someone that like you'd be like man this like just consider where you both start where you both start at and then to know like wow the level how they leverage the thing along the way just for their own benefit is just kind of like whoa that's I didn't I didn't

think that that's the way this would go yeah you know and it's tough because you you know now that you know I'm I'm older it's like and then you because you start to feel like man I wish I knew this sooner I wish I could have like gaged them and like okay I saw this scummy they could have done this. I could have called them sooner. And then it kind of puts you in a position where now you're more hypervigilant about everyone that's coming into your life and you're a little bit more afraid to fully let yourself into, you know, business relationships or partnerships or friendships in general because like, damn, I don't want to get taken advantage of anymore because it's like, you only have so much time. You know what I'm saying? And none of

it's guaranteed. None of it. So it's tough, man. But I also realize like that's also the fruit of life in the sense of that's also why I can sit here and even say anything of substance or matter. It was because I've gone through shit that like really tested me, like genuinely tested me since I was a kid. I'm just telling you this. I think it's important for people listening to, but you as a creator, like no matter what happens, no matter what someone says, like if it's in your heart and you feel like it's for you, you can get it. And everyone will always have some shit to say and people will be there to use you along the way or take advantage you. But like if it's for you, it's for you. Just like we said earlier about like this, this,

we're talking about God and this divine idea. Like, the way that our brain works, the way that our body works, just as a small example, like, it's too, it's too perfect. Like, if it's going to happen, it's going to happen for you. And, like, because I think it's easy as a creator, you got cut up and go, you know, you see the new creator come up and he pops up. And you're like, damn, like, you know, that his rise was greater than me or that guy's going here. I'm not doing that or he's doing this. And you get so caught up and whatever else is doing it, not just as creators, but just people, right? On social, like, looking in, you're like, fuck, life, defomo looking in from the outside.

But I just wish more people realize that in order to get those, like, things that you think you really want, it does all, even though we feel like it's outside, it all starts within. Yeah. And we're so taught to not look within. We're so taught to, like, look cool, have jewelry, like, look at all this stuff, have all this stuff that is like a representation of what's good or what is love. Social media and the agenda, like, they want you to look at the exterior. Exactly. But, like, you know, that's why I feel like they're promoting this such surface level stuff because they, they will. want you to look at like bro you have no idea how many people would be like oh man uh why don't

you live in l-a man like why don't you live in l-a and it's just like you know a like you know i just like where i am and then b it's just like i know for a fact you're in houston right yeah yeah i love houston bro i do love houston bro i fucking love that place so you get you can stay at my crew oh i appreciate it no of course yeah but like i i just know this place can change you because Because it's just like, you know, I feel bad for some of the people out here because it's like, you know, even though they do the worst, most grimy stuff like that, it's almost as if you have to be like that to be out here. Yeah, it's crazy. You know, it's really intense. It's really fucking crazy, man.

I mean, I've literally had people live in my house and then do everything in their power to like leverage that and then put me in a position that was like very, very awkward. Like imagine someone living your house almost for a year. and get all this benefit of like networking and all this stuff and then put you in a position that's like wow it's like that that that actually really hurt me and then you just kind of have to like let it go you have to be okay but that's that's a part of this is like like like like you said I also can't fault people who want to get ahead and be but the thing that's so interesting about that is that it's like but bro like you could have gotten like that person who like felt like they needed to take advantage of you they could have like garnered some sort of like actual genuine relationship with you to like instead of trying to to take advantage of you to like work with you somehow to add value somehow instead of just be like you have what i want and i don't want to do all the steps that it took for you to get what you have so i'm going to take as much from you as i can when i can and as soon as i feel like we can all eat exactly we can everybody can eat that's the crazy part but you know what it is it's like it's like these rappers or these social media people you know it's like bro we can all get 10 million views

a piece but it's the how we're gone or how we're looked at you know Like, you might be the old dude on the block. Do you see a new cat coming up? And I'm like, you see him coming up, and it's just like, I don't like that because the attention is not on me no more. Yeah. You're still doing the same numbers. You're still making the same amount of money. Your pocket's not affected at all.

It's just your ego. It's just that you're inside. And like, oh, who does he think he is coming up on my turf, you know? It might be in the same field as you. Instead of, like, putting him under your wing and, like, helping him get up there faster, you know? Like, I had nobody to fucking help me. Like, I had to figure the shit out all about myself. Yeah.

And so when I do see new people come up, you know, I love to, like, give advice, tell people, oh, do this, do that, do that. Like, or just have people be in my videos, you know, like show love, you know. Or, you know, I'll do reactions to their videos on my second channel because, bro, there's enough for us to all eat. Yeah. Why do you think that people get so short-sighted? Insecurities. Yeah. You know, it's like a new kid going to the new school.

you're everybody's talking about you everybody wants to find out about you but you know after the first two months three months you know everybody already knows everything then a new kid comes and that attention i was on use to that new new kid yeah and it's just like you know i think it's just insecurities yeah and so instead of just you being friends and it's like oh hey man let me show you the ropes oh yeah i made this mistake when i first it's just like now you figure out yourself or i'm gonna send you down the wrong path and then you're gonna have to you know so you'll take you longer to get to my level and stuff you know it's weird um it's funny to me like i don't understand the mentality of like burning bridges though like because like liver king came in here and he he was

talking about how like everyone that he talked to about me before he came into the podcast they were like oh everyone likes you like they like like like you like like you like how like how did you create that he was asking me this was i think he was even off the podcast and i was like i mean dude i've just always been myself right and i because i've never i've never understood the necessity and like taking advantage of someone just to do it like yeah there's definitely people back in the day like when I first started that like helped me like Fusitube I don't know if you knew that for example but that's how I got started I got started because he put me on his channel as his trainer and I had 25,000 subscribers like without a single video wait when when Fusitoo was at his peak

back in like 2014 2015 I think was this like his like first like transformation yeah he was fat as fuck yeah I got him in shape wow so I I, I, wow. Yeah. I used to be obsessed with Fuzi. I remember. Yeah. That's crazy.

So he put me on his dose of Fusi channel like twice and I got 25,000 subscribers, right? But the point is like he gave me that because I gave him that and I helped him. And but since then he was big and then he got and then he fell off. He's big. Because he's gone through all his stuff ups and downs, ups and downs. He's always been a real one. And I've always been real to him no matter what. No matter how big I got.

I was never like, oh, I'm big now. I'm not going to fuck with you. But like I feel that vibe sometimes. in this industry like some people they get really big-headed like they're just like I'm too popular I'm too important like I don't want to help you like I had Fusi on here I think the podcast like twice or something like it recently you know and he's not the biggest creator like he was then but it's like he was also there for me at a moment he loved exactly love exactly like when he was first getting the UFC started how none of these venues were fucking

when they were like yeah no you can't have it he was talking about Trump and he said Trump was the first person to say you know what you can have it at my you know venue yeah and like he stayed from the first fight to the last fight then fast forward you know now that it's popular not to like him and it would have been and Dana's probably best interest yeah

business wise relationship wise with most people to stay away from him he showed that love back you know and you you can't teach love like that you know the interesting about yeah and the interesting about Trump is I feel like there's a lot of people who were quiet about that and then like later on once people realize like wait this shit isn't exactly what it seems and they all started kind of talking more about it you know what I'm saying you see like a lot of people were like fuck Trump and then they're like wait what like why are we one thing I cannot take seriously is because one thing about Trump is he's

always been who he's been you know yeah so like there's nothing he's done that switched up from when he ran for president and then before when he was on the apprentice yeah and he was doing it nothing's changed he's been the same person the whole way through yeah the only thing that changed is that there was a, you know, a perception of him that was promoted by the media and people, like, bro, rappers making a song

about him, people fucking with him. All of a sudden he runs for a president and I'll fuck him. Da-da-da-da-da-da-da. And like, you know, me, I'm not a political person. Like, I'm never going to vote. I don't think these parties are for any of us. Like, I don't care about that shit. Yeah. But it's just like on some stuff where it's like, you know, you were

so publicly behind this dude when he was up and everything, but now that it's against the norm to support them and stuff, and you're going to switch up, like, I can't fuck with you. Yeah. Like, I just can't because that's just a snakeish. Yeah. That is some snake shit.

Yeah, it is. It's just think in general. Like, but it just seems like that's how people are. It's like when, like I'm saying, like, even just people, when they can get the benefit from you, they do. When they don't, when they get a benefit from you somewhere else in a different direction, they do. Like, even I was talking about my fitness shit and people talking shit about me back

in the day. I remember the same, like this story, I'm not going to go into detail, but like the same people who like as soon as they could make a video shit talking me on YouTube to get some views put my name in a title because that was popular way back then when this was happening. Those same people were in my DMs like two weeks before being like, we should do a video when I'm out in L.A. And then two weeks go by, the internet starts shitting on me and they're on the internet and be like, this guy's a bad person. And it's like, you just asked me to collab two weeks ago, but because you can do a video sitting in front of a camera talking about Bradley Marry and he's a bad guy and getting. fucking your views I'm a bad guy and people who never met me bro it's like people just it's all opportunistic bullshit which fucks me up because then it's like then it's all just money related it's like those YouTubers just click bank because I know what YouTube is we all know

they make money for the views and it's like bro where where's your fucking soul like who where's your heart you just like all you give a fuck about is money while you're trying to make another man look bad like it's just crazy so it just comes back to the that human nature of like when this benefits me it's cool when it doesn't fuck that guy and it's crazy because they don't have to say nothing even if they feel a type of way you don't have to say nothing that's why i have so much respect for the celebrities whereas like people are like well are you bite it in or trump you know and they'll just be like no comment yeah you know like i feel like now it's on some shit where people bro i know the attention and the the clicks and the hundred percent and the titles

what are we going to say my bad no no you're great i know i'm super a list celebrity like a fucking like a superstar celebrity uh who told me personally i have to put up my story Joe Biden won Really Yes dude Really Yes Just because of

The color of his skin Yeah So he's black Yeah Wow That's what he told me You know it's crazy When I was growing up in school

Kids would always make fun To me and be like Why do you talk black I mean why do you talk white But also like what is that What does black or white sound like talking Exactly What the fuck

Bro is like Why do you talk so white Why are you talking like like that, I would like, why am I talking like? And I would feel self-conscious and I would try to talk more slang and like, you know, deep in my voice, you know? Like, you know.

You know? Yeah, it's stupid. But like, I really felt it hurted me because it was, especially like my own race, like, telling me something like that. Yeah. And then I just realized, I don't fuck them, niggas. Like, you know, like, I don't think you're going to tell me just because

I speak just regular English. Like, it's, I'm not saying I speak proper or I speak good. I just speak regular, you know? Yeah. Say, oh, man, you have a white voice. It's like, bro, you're a nigga. Fuck you.

Yeah, that's stupid. Why do you think that's a thing? Why do you think it's so like everyone, it's, it's so charged. All this shit's so charged. In what? Like, for what? Man. Like, acceptance?

Like, what is it? I really wish I knew. I really wish I, maybe acceptance, maybe, like, self-pity. Or to, like, be better than some, I don't get. it it doesn't make sense I don't know like I guess it's like the it thing you know I see like maybe it's like whatever's in is you know like because people talk shit about the left all the time now like ah the left is ruining everything all that that right it is it just seems bad like it is because the left is in power but right when the right gets back in power

there's going to be things that they're going to be doing that's fucked up well this is the thing that I talk about all the time I like I said, I had this conversation with Sneako about this. And it's like, we all, we all want something, right? Ultimately, I think we all want to feel love. We all want to be loved. We all want to have that. And this like outward reflection of like what's right and wrong and like our perceptions of it is all kind of related to like our own journey to find that. Right. And the thing that's crazy about it is no matter which way you go, it's at some point, people are going to be like, okay, this is too much. Okay, now this is too much. And then they're going to be like,

you're not going to like some things that are said here. You're not going to like some things that are said here. And it's like, it's tough because it's so hard to find the middle because... But you can't, you can't. Exactly. They won't let you find the middle. Yeah. If you say one thing that's liberal, oh, you're a left wing, uh, hair dying fucking libt hard.

And if you say one thing that's conservative, oh, you're a racist, Trumpy, want to, you know, put up a wall. It's just like, you know, you can't feel one way and not be that thing. You can't feel the other way and not be that. thing. Yeah. You can't just be in the middle now. But so that's the thing that's so interesting is like it comes down to this human

nature, like it's like a deep human value thing of like, why are we so concerned with determining like someone else's worth based off of an opinion? Yeah. And that's the thing that fucks me up is like, why the fuck are we doing that? And why are we fighting each other for that? Because like if you want to look at the big picture, then of this shit matters, dude. Fuck now. It doesn't matter.

And it's like we're all driven off this like emotional, whether it be like some emotional response to this or emotional response to that and it's like i'm not saying you got to just be like a fucking robot and have no no emotions but there's there's way more to worry about like within yourself than what's just external and the crazy thing is we get so caught up we were talking earlier about just getting caught up on shit and it's like you kind of lose sight of the stuff that really matters and then like honestly the people up here way way up here they just keep taking advantage because it's like we can get these people to just argue about dumb shit all the time and like black and white and talk it's like it's the funniest it's the funniest thing yeah when you like when you really

just sit back and look at some of these arguments that are had online from both sides. I just know these people in power are laughing their ass off. It has to be. It has to be. It's straight jokes. Yeah. Because, bro, at the end of the day, a lot of these people that be beefing, they'd be at the

same parties together. They have each other's numbers. Don't kick it. And you would never know. You will really think, oh, yeah, it's real beef. Like, it's on site when they see each other. But then behind the closed doors, it's just like, I mean, you did good when you said that about me. No, you know, it's like, bro, you're going to worry about

yourself. You've got to fix yourself before, especially worrying about, like, presidency. Yeah. And then if you really think about it, like, the president doesn't even really affect too much of the average person day-to-day life. Well, yeah. I mean, there's so much behind the scenes that, like, even just as far as, like, the president is like, the president's not, like, the final say in everything. As far as, like, the legislature, there's so much more control that's happening than just that guy. And, like, the president's not. And it's not. And, it's not. It's not. And, that's the funny thing about Trump is like he just became like a target just so they could target someone and say that this guy's bad so everyone's like that guy's bad vote this guy and it's

like but it's not that simple but it's the same thing it's like when Obama was in office yeah bro these things got pressed because he wore a tan suit yeah it's like I was like what the fuck like they were genuinely pressed that he had a tan suit or they were pressed that he was playing basketball one day and it was just like the simplest shit Like, you know, you want to talk shit about the left or the right. They both, it's just, uh, they, it's a agenda that both have. I bet you they're all in the room being like, these fucking idiots. It's music.

It's clickbait. Yeah, bro. It's like, it's like, it's like, you know, you watch other sports? No, I stop watching sports. Oh, you don't want sports? Yeah. It's like undisputed, you know? I watch fighting.

I watch UFC. Yeah. It's like, uh, it's like, uh, so if you don't, his name is Skip Bay. This is the show called Undisputed. No, I know who Skip is. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So, like, they'll do, like, these segments where they'll talk about stuff. And Skip would just say the most outrageous stuff.

Like, he'll be, like, LeBron's not top 10, or LeBron's not clutch. Or he'll make him some bullshit excuse, like, oh, LeBron was carried by Ray Allen. Hey, he'll just be trolling, but the people in the comment section are taking this serious. Like, they're taking this. And it's no difference than what he's doing than what these other people are doing. You know what I mean? Yeah. Like, it really hit me when I was watching the segment, I was just like, man, bro, this shit is it's the only difference is they're talking about sports.

Right. So it's, it's quote unquote different. Yeah. You know what I mean? So that's the thing. So I think the important part in all this, like for the person listening is like take more inventory of yourself. Like what's going on in you and not so externally focused on like drama or negative. Because like everyone, you know, everyone has some sort of goal or some dream, right?

How can you expect to get closer to that goal or that dream by worrying about what? what everyone else is doing or saying or believing or like what they're deciding to be this or that it's like just focus on yourself and the crazy part is like that's going to get you the farthest in your life not only just like financially success but like your ability to give love and feel love to feel like to have a good relationship to have good friendships like being a better person and focusing inward is going to do so much more for your life than continuously focusing out where there's people that are living paycheck to paycheck yeah not knowing if they're going to be able to keep the lights on that are happier in life than people with multi-million dollar bank accounts

scattered across the world man what was the saying I love this saying it was this fisherman he was fishing and a businessman came up and the fisherman was really good at fishing and the businessman saw it and he was like yeah man you should make this a business and the fisherman was like why and he was like so that way you can monetize it and you can make like you know making me like a fishing apparel or fishing company and he was like why so that way you can monetize and you can get a bigger house and you can take care of you know do more things with your family and then he was like why so then you can stop working and you can just sit back and fish yeah he was like that's what I'm doing right now I love that story where was that I don't know I heard

it somewhere a long time ago like I'm already doing that exactly yeah and it's like bro And it's crazy, like, we started doing this because we were like, man, I'm actually if I made like $5,000 a month. I can pay all my bills. Then it's like, we get to $5,000. It's like, okay. Now if I make $20,000, then we're making what we're making and then we're still thinking, how do I get to this?

Da-da-da-da-da-da. When at the end of the day, all we want to do was to be able to do what we're doing now full-time. Yeah. And we have that. And we lose sight of that. It's fucked up. And I even do it still.

bro, it's so funny when I think about this. I started, it's funny you talked about gaming. I started all this internet shit because when I was a kid, I was like 16 years old and I was like playing Halo, Unreal Tournament at the time. These were the popular games. I'm playing like Halo on Xbox and like my buddy. And I remember thinking like this guy that I met New York and I had this conversation like two weeks ago because I was, he was telling me about like something different.

And I was like, dude, it's crazy that like I'm in this position. And I'm talking this guy who I knew since I was like 13. like we play video games you know Xbox live and online computer shit some of your best memories huh yeah some of my best memories in life yeah right Diablo

World of Warcraft Starcraft all those games I played growing up I played him with him I played him and then like we get on and we start once we get on Xbox you can start talking to each other right so then I developed this relationship with this guy that was like he was in New York

so he was always up super late because I was in East Coast so like but he'd still play with me until like it was one my time so he was up to like fucking four his time like every night yeah and we developed this relationship but the thing that I was was saying it's so interesting is like I must have been on on like on the Xbox Live

with them playing Halo or some shit and being like dude I like I'm going through they were going in high school like going to graduate soon and he's like what do you want to do and I'm like fuck I don't know and I remember thinking like man if there's just a way I could like play video games and like chill at home that's what I want to do and obviously that's not what I do now but that's where my thoughts started with this was like I just want to be able to play video games because I loved it so much and I had so much fun doing it chill at home and work out like and that those are like those are like the things that eat those are the things all i thought about now that's literally what i do now i do a thousand different things and i have like a bunch of employees and all

this other stuff that's like reliant but it's crazy it all started from me being like that'd be cool and again like you said it started just like if i can just make enough to live but then it gets crazier and crazier and crazier and it wasn't it wasn't by design it just kind of like started to happen and there's nothing wrong with that it's nothing wrong with you know adding more to the plan yeah but i think what the problem comes in is where we get upset about things you know you know it's uh man this didn't make as much as i wanted it to or you know this video didn't get as many views as i wanted to get and then it's like you know we somebody know i need to reinvent i need to da da da da da da da then we lose that like inner peace we had before we

thought we could get that inner piece yeah it's so interesting like i think about times when i was like broke his shit and i was i was in moments happier than even having all this shit that people think like wow it's amazing you have it yeah and people even many people see me now you know it's also a funny thing and people see you like when you were talking about the nuk pod too like they see you now and they're like oh you blew up quick it's like i've been doing this for fucking years and years no one ever sees the fucking grind yeah never yeah so it's interesting man it's just like i don't know perception obviously is everything that's that's the most important thing in life but i like we keep talking about a similar

topic is coming back to like what's your perception of self like where are you at as a as a human you know and that's why that's why i was encouraging you to like because you're just getting started in this shit and just to give you advice to just like slow down every once a while and take inventory and be like but am i really happy doing this because like we said the thing that got you to where you are now is from starting the point where you're like i just want to do this thing that's going to make me happy and i think that like youtube needs this right and then it's like oh shit everyone loves this and then now you're like oh shit that one guy didn't like it let me switch it up you know it's like that's what happened it was just like or everybody loves this

and then i got into the thing that's like but how long are they going to love it for so i need like I want to beat them before I started seeing that all he only does the same thing it's like so I was like oh let me try this oh oh oh everybody's doing this so I need to get into this da da da da da and I just like lost like the vision of just making dope shit having fun yeah and so that's what like that month oh man that month was the best thing I could have ever did a lot people are just like bro just keep on uploading like wow but like if you're working while you're trying to like self reflect and work on yourself it doesn't work no yeah it can't happen you need to like slow it down you know it's like it's like if you break something if you keep

on fucking on it's gonna keep fucking it up exactly you're just gonna keep fucking up and you're gonna be you gotta wait time hills all wounds yeah that's a fact time hills all wounds so are you are you talking about not breaking stuff but but working on stuff are you going to get into working out for real you said you got your boy as a trainer yeah man like actually i want to work out with you yeah we'll do it for sure i want to get bro i feel like this is my temple this is my body and i need to take care of it and you know i'm not i'm not trying to do nothing where like you know i'm fucking you know veins out the ass i'm looking like the roots at the bottom of a tree the roots at a tree yeah like you know i'm not trying to like have but like i don't want to feel good and i've been

feeling great man i feel lighter my head feels clear uh have you changed your diet up i have you know I mean, you saw me eat those cookies earlier. Yeah, I did that too. That was bad. That was bad. But they were good, though. They were very good. Yeah, we needed it.

If they were asked, then. But I only had one, though, so it's okay. What was the other one? I gave it to my phone. Okay, solid. But no, so you changed your eating habits? Yeah. Like I said, I had my mom.

She's cooking healthy home-cooked meals or I'll fucking just go to Chipotle and I'll get brown rice, black beans, chicken, and just to add some flavor on it, I'll get some pico de gall. You know, that's not bad. Did you eat crazy before? Like, where were you? you eat before bro oh my gosh i would fucking order uh six case of barillas oh shit and then i fucking have like the chips and salsa uh i can tear down some fucking wings i love boneless or bone in

i would be up a floor wild wings tuesday for the buy one get one free bone in and then you'll see my ass back there on thursday for the buy one get one free bone list yeah i get the basket of fries um i love chicken wings but actually i lost weight when i was in the u.k why just because they their proportions are small no the food's ass yeah that's hilarious the food like it's almost on some shit where it's like you know what i just want to you good like wow it's like forced you to be healthy when i had covid like because i couldn't taste anything i was like why the fuck i'm like you could taste anything for real i can't taste anything that's crazy i never got that Nah, like, and it's crazy going to be seeing people on TikTok still talking about how they can't.

Like, that was torture. Oh, shit. Like, imagine, like, not even being able to, like, drink something without it just takes some, like, fizzy water. Or you're eating a cupcake, but you have no idea what it is. Like, does it just tasted numb or just tasted texture? You just felt the texture and it was no flavor. What the fuck? Like, everything tastes the same.

That's actually crazy. But it only lasts, like, a week, a week and a half. And then, thank God, I got my taste back. But when I was in the UK, like, I felt like I had COVID all over again. I was just like, bro, this shit's ass. Yeah. Like, they do not know how to cook out there. What are your favorite creators that you've worked with?

I was thinking of the UK. I was like, wow, favorite creators I've worked with. Yeah. Kai. Shout out to Kai for that, man. But I hit up Kai a while ago. I want to get him on the pod before he like blew up, blew up. For real?

I'll be sure to tell him, man. Yeah, I'll be sure to tell him. No, like, that guy, I'm like shocked that he's like fucking. That's my brother. insane I like I love him to death man is he the same guy that you see on Twitch in person yeah dad's a ball of energy bro that's dope literally lights up any room there's there's not people there's not many people like that you know yeah like he walks in you know damn it's today's about to be you know lit it's about to be a fun good day you know yeah he's nothing but

positive energy and that little body yeah but now I love comment I'm so proud of what he's doing fucking, bro, he's killing it, man. Yeah, he's insane. He's, you know, he's doing so good that they're making fucking, um, theories. They're making statutes on Twitch? No, they're making theories on Twitter that all his subs are his drug money. What? What? They're saying,

they're saying that, uh, all his subs are, like, is a part of like a drug laundering scheme. Get the fuck out of it. I shit you not. What, like, like the people who are subbing to him are part like and he's part of it like it i mean they might be so twitch is a part of this i don't know i didn't get the invite what the fuck sure i wish i got the invite when i was still there yeah but now they're like they're literally saying that he's um no they're not saying he is but they're you know they're saying that like the subs are being laundered for drug money well how would i don't even get

that law i know how you like so the people who are buying the subs are laundering drug money but i guess i guess that's what they're saying right when he was telling me that I was just like, Nicky, you made it. Yeah. Oh, yeah.

Let me make some shit up. I was like, bro, you got people making a bullshit like that for you? Like, that's when you made it. Oh, yeah. Isn't he the most sub guy

right now? Yeah. That's fucking insane. Like, I saw theories where people were saying the reason why Curry shoots good is because he's a cyborg

and he has like automatic wrist movement. There's no way that's real. That's pro, no, yeah. When like, when people see something that they've never seen before.

They're like, yeah, they don't believe it. Yeah. I like, no, not to diss anybody at Twitch or nothing like that but a lot of these people

like a lot of people that are on Twitch it's mostly just like white people and then like you know Asian people and stuff and it's the paradigm is changing where like you have the Pager community which is majority majority white and Asian

and stuff and then now you have the WRL community which is more black what you call it? W. W.L. What does that? What does that mean? So WRL so let's you do something lit they'll be like oh w w w in the chat you know they'll be like w's in the chat no spam w or you do something huh w risz or if you do something like lame you know they'll be like

l l l riz you know something like so you're saying that people that use those phrases that's that's like the stigma for our community got but then the pog community when something funny happens there or something cool they'll be like pog i've seen that exactly okay so like that's the distinction you have the pog pog community and you have the w l community okay so And I have to give so much credit to Aidan Ross because he's really the one that kind of like changed the paradigm where it was more black people were getting on Twitch and watching it

and like, you know, learning about it. And so when I, I didn't realize it was like this, but going to TwitchCon, that's when I realized. And I'm not saying they're racist or nothing like that. Not at all. But these people just aren't used to black people. Just because they're not as many creators

or there hasn't been as many creators doing it? Maybe it's not as many creators. Maybe there's not black people at their school. like, you know. Oh, you mean that the Twitch staffers or the people at TwitchCon? No, people at TwitchCon, most of the viewers. Got it.

They're not, like, you know, they're not used to black people. You know, there's people that just aren't used to black people. Yeah. You know what I mean? Yeah. Like, if I go walking around in Russia, like, obviously you've seen a black person, but you're not used to, like, being around them.

Yeah, like, in China, they'll be like, what the fuck? Exactly. And even if you're tall or big in China, they're like, what the fuck? It's just have some black guy that popped up out of nowhere from a community. A, that you don't know of, and B, he's also black. It's kind of like, what the fuck? Like, I don't know, is he drug laundering?

Like, you know, so. Such a random accusation. Like, you know, I'm not going to even say they're racist. I just say it's just ignorance. Uninformed. Yeah, uninformed, uninformed, you know. So I told Kyle, I was like, bro, don't even take it to heart, man, you know. Hell no.

That's amazing. That's a W. That's a W. Fuck, yeah. Fucking W's in the child. I told him, I said, bro, you made it. That's big time. Yeah.

That's huge. Anyone else? Uh, you got Aiden. got your rage, you got Phantom, the whole A&P gang, they're on YouTube, but I highly recommend people go watch A&P. They're about to take over. Really? Yeah. I mean, they're already taking over. Yeah. What do you, what do you think about the, what do you think about Sneco getting whacked? Sniko, you see, me and him, we have, I don't know if you seen, but we had a lot of back and forth, like we, when I would stream. Yeah, I've had a few with them. We would have, like,

because I would say I don't agree with like 80% of the shit that he says. 80, 85%, you just say shit, I'm just like, why are you saying this? Like, this just doesn't make any sense. But the thing about it is, you know, I'm not going to block him. I'm not going to mute him, you know. It's just like I'm going to have that conversation. Yeah. Because I feel like if you have it to where a conversation can't be had, I feel like that's

when problems can really happen. Yeah. But I think when I was talking about, I think that's the thing that bothered him was that the fact that he got waxed off the platforms is like, then you can't have the conversation, right? No, yeah, you can. Because then it's just like, we don't, we don't. not necessarily we don't value this but we don't even want to hear this exactly and i think that's when it gets tricky though it's like because i'm not saying like i'm not saying people should be

able to go out and say like crazy reckless shit because we're on the pot earlier at the full cent talk about cony's saying a lot of like stuff that like damn that's eye opening but then also some stuff that is also like somewhat attacking to certain people that could be like an actual problem because of his massive influence yeah where there there needs to be some sort of discretion there and even sneko has a large influence like he has a large audience of people who like really fuck with it where it's like you you do have to kind of just move sometimes differently you know you have like I tell I tell them all every time I talk to him I'm like like I wish I wish I would have to him sooner because I think like maybe but then again I don't know if you have that prerogative

to like stand strong and state those like strong strong opinions then I mean at the same time at the same time I don't think it should be like wiped away gone you know what I'm saying like I just feel like I wish they would have came to him and been like yo like let's have a conversation like you know what I'm saying like but then I guess as well you You got to think about it like this. Let's say you're working at the job and you have everybody on the job complaining about you. Just like, yo, he's doing this.

He's doing this. Da-da-da-da-da. Are you going to have that conversation? Are you just going to appease everybody so you don't lose 10, you'll rather lose one worker than 10 workers. You know what I mean. Yeah, I see what you're saying. So, like, that's how YouTube's looking at it. And I was trying to tell, I was trying to tell him, like, you know, you could tell

your messaging stuff, but like, you say it certain ways. can't like there's ways to word things you know right that's what anything you know does there's ways to say anything and it's just like if you say this and then also you saying it in a better way can broaden it to more people yeah you know what I mean yeah like Andrew Tate Andrew Tate uh the shit that he was saying before like yeah if I was a girl and I heard the shit that he was saying I wouldn't fuck with him either you know I see what you're saying and then but after he gets asked you see him kind of talking in a different way now where Yeah.

It's more like, well, damn, if you, if you would have talked like that, then, you know, you would still be on these sites. But I get it, though, you know, you kind of have to be loud. Well, it's a catch 22, right? Because I look at it like this and I was supposed to, we were supposed to do a pod with him, but I wanted to just present this information. It's like he, I don't think he would have had the same success if he didn't do it the way he did it.

Exactly. And I think he knew that. Because the thing we talked about earlier, which is so significant, if he only got on the internet, it was like powering men, right? if he only talked about that concept he would have never got the type of engagement that he got right because the negative like if when he says the negative shit it's like it multiplies because you get the negative that shoots over here that now they're like he's also a positive guy because like the people listen to the negative the men in this case were like oh we need someone to say that so now like this negative turns to a double positive and this negative also turns to a double negative because it's viral in nature yeah so now instead of saying one thing like empowering men he now has this like this like you see I'm saying this like this many charges. Or you know what? I'm going to use... And he goes crazy.

I'm going to use your analogy there. It's like this negative here is becoming a power into men where, you know, there were dudes that were seeing what he was trying to say, you know? I'm not going to out here and be ignorant. There was dudes like they were seeing like the message and it wasn't like all the glitz and glamour. And I think a lot of it was necessary too. And but then you have the people that didn't see it and took it as the way he was saying

it. Yeah. So you had one people where they would come to it and make it a positive. then you had another people that would make it and come to a negative. So instead of having it be where both can come at it as a positive and then you can talk about it, you know. Yeah. Obviously, a negative is going to rise faster than anything else.

And it's when you talk, and it's also when you talk in absolutes. And you say all people or all this, all women, all that. But that's what he had to say to get the, like we were talking about earlier, you know, you have to be, you have to have like the headlines. Yeah. Like, you know, like, no one would have stopped to listen to Andrew Tate if he was just like, all right, this is why you guys need to start working out. If you guys don't start working out, you know, it's not going to, he's like, if you don't work out, you cannot get any bitches. Like, that sounds so much better.

You're like, yo, shit, I'm listening. Yeah, I'm like wide away. Yeah. No, that's a thing, man. I mean, it's, it was a part of it for sure 100% a part of it. I just find it interesting too because then also we hear these longer format stuff. I think it was like Pierce Morgan did a thing, but it's like it's also the clip nature of the internet and how things are. where it's like you just hear him say this and you go that's a bad guy or you just hear him say

this you go oh i fuck with that and then whatever you get more of you know on the internet and the algorithms you just keep getting more bro there's there's no we all know that anything could be taken out of context oh yeah so you know even of us as creators you have to talk in a way where it's just like if they were to clip something in some way it would be as though oh we can't clip this because it doesn't make any sense if we stop it here because he talked like this yeah so we have to include the whole clip oh but the whole clip's not going to have our narrative that we want okay so we're just not going to post it at all if you want if you want something to be said a certain way you know what you're

doing especially on the internet you can't talk like how you talk to your boys where you can just be unfiltered and stuff like that yeah if you're on the internet you're out or you if you're at a job if you're out at a job and stuff you have to talk a certain way you know yeah the whole the whole shit's in crazy to me it really is it really is but um i i looked at it the same way i was looking at everything else like it's a distraction both sides bickering about nonsense i feel like it's nonsense you know even i even look at me you know fucking bitching about twitch like nonsense bro i'm over here yeah crying like i'm not going to be a hypocrite like i was really looking at me like making a big fuss about twitch bro it's like

oh bro come on it's over it's bigger than that it's bigger it's bigger than black and white man yeah straight up like my personal dilemma shouldn't be a catalyst for like a huge discussion for hundreds of thousands of people to comment on you know yeah this is my personal dilemma i don't need to hear susan's opinion i don't need to hear rogerick's opinion yeah it's like you just got to figure it out i just got to figure it out yeah i just got to figure it out so like that like back to about the twitch stuff earlier like does it suck yeah do i think it's bullshit yeah like i don't think i should still be banned this long but like i'm not gonna keep on crying about it you know yeah like oh man the drama that they're going through now is

crazy yeah what what what the what the girls getting hurt at the thing or what drama and what oh man like literally uh what's his name penguins this is do you know penguins no uh his name moist critical you know him by moose critical switch streamer he's a twitch streamer but he's also a youtubeer man amazing content creator he just does commentary videos just talking about stuff it's been an o g i got to check him out yeah yeah definitely bro fucking his vocabre is hilarious like he'll literally have you die in every video but like it was a span where every video was like twitch fucked up again da da da da da da da da da da da do i was just like damn and you know what old me would have clicked on it tried to see something go on twitter bitch about it you know

get a bunch of likes but i was just i didn't even click on his videos about twitch i was just like that's a problem i'm not even worried about it look at you dude growing up trying to that's fucking don't let's go Oh, I love it. I'm trying to. I fucking love it. I can't say the Andrew Tate BS about, you know, his supporters and his haters bickering about each other. I can't comment on that when, to a sense, I'm kind of doing the same thing when it's like me and my fans.

For sure. Against the Twitch and the people that don't like me. Yeah. It's like, I was being a hypocrite. Yeah. And I don't want to be a hypocrite. I respect to fuck out of that, man. For sure.

You know, they're making liking children a mental. It's being classified as a mental illness. Instead of a crime is being classified as a mental. You know, Jeffrey Dahmer in the show, he was caught drug in like a 15-year-old boy, right? Yeah. The judge could have put him away for a long time, gave him a year of jail, but not only was it just a year of jail, but let him leave the jail to go work at his job, wouldn't tell his job the crime that he committed. So he still got to work out of chocolate fashion.

And then whenever his shift was over, he would have to just go back to the jail. Bro, what the fuck? Exactly. Like, yeah, there's no way they're making this shot that what you're saying. What, what, you're talking about a law, like a. Is there classified it as a mental illness? So like they're trying to rationalize it then if it gets down to that court system where it's like, oh, he has an illness. That's why he did this.

Exactly. That's fucking twist. It's kind of like, you know, how people like, oh, you know, I like guys and no. Well, I'm not saying that's a mental illness, but I'm just saying, like, you know, it's like a sexual preference. That's what they're saying. Their sexual preference is little kids. They're saying this is a sexual preference? Yeah.

Where the fuck are you seeing this at? Is this in the news? Look it up. What the fuck? I promise you. Well, that's just wrong. So they're trying to rationalize it. God, dude, what the fuck is happening?

I feel like our kids should be like the top story of everything, you know? Yeah. Like, you know, everybody's putting like adults first and everything like that. But we got to think about the kids. The kids are the future. If you have people like Harmon and like, you know, and then not only that, but a lot of, a lot of these, you know, SPs, I mean, CPs, they were touched as children as well. Yeah. And, you know, it makes a cycle.

So them touching other children could continue that cycle. I mean, all of it's fucking terrible. It's horrible. It's horrible. Like, I just like, where the fuck does that even come from? And it gets no coverage. Like, it literally gets no coverage. And I think that's.

the saddest thing about this you know yeah like you mean just the fact that people aren't even talking about it and they're like just okay not okaying it but like it seems as if they're trying to create laws that are like rationalizing it rationalizing it not making it the first headline it's like you know they'll they'll make the headline uh you know oh Biden said this or Trump said this and then like at the end of the newscast you know when like they're closing out the news they were like by the way oh yeah by the way there was 30 missing children in the last week and then boom just go right past it yeah damn bro did you see that news report where like this man got like a 14 year old girl and held her with like a gun hit into her walking through a neighborhood

took her to took her to a park restroom and just like this was like literally i was watching the news with my mom yesterday this was like a whole thing and like you see footage of the man walking with this girl and you don't you would think that someone would see something be like this is strange like this man's older this is a very young girl and it's like no one's saw anything and kind of just like let it slide like no one addressed it I guess you could say bro it's so twisted we need to protect the kids how the fuck like how do we even how could I even be more involved in that instead of just saying this shit on a podcast because like I would man I these organizations like bro like I have a video on my main channel what we caught a

a child P word are you serious yeah is that real this dude was trying to yeah I mean I never phase rock my videos are real all my videos are real I never phase rock my videos I never phase Rugby video yeah by the way that fucker flaked on me to do the podcast uh ruggs got you man why do you do that to me oh rugs be busy yeah he was like three times a week i know i know i know be on the grine i know rugg i brian you got him man yeah you got me man i love brian but um yeah yeah so we caught a uh CP and this boy was trying to have a sleep over with a 13 year old girl the gun her parents weren't home all please tell me you just fucked him up i wish i could I wish I could

But like, you know I feel like The most I can do We gave the information to the police Yeah And that video's been viewed Seven million times So

Whoa You know I hope his left is fucked And I And the thing about it is Like I wish that nigga Would fucking like Like do some legal shit about it

Like I just wish Bro, you ain't getting far You ain't getting far doing that I wish bro I'm gonna be like 50 cent And be like Hey man bro I get paid $5 a week

yeah when they come for the child support you're fucking stupid dude you're funny that was good that's a good joke shit um fuck dude how did we get here i don't know that's crazy let's jump into hot takes hot takes is where we read it we you guys discuss it whether or not you agree with the statement or disagree yeah yeah real quick yeah all right first subject hot dog is a sandwich not true is it true or not true and why the fuck not okay if it's not a sandwich then what is it it's a hot dog on some on like an open face bread it's open face that's why it's not a sandwich a sandwich is two breads boom hot dog it's open face you know what saying because it hooks on the bottom it's an open face it's not sandwich you got you gotta call it something

it's a hot dog it's a hot dog on a bun yeah what do you think then why don't you call what are what are those things where you put the sausage inside of the bread What? No, no, no, no, no. Corn dog? No, no, no, no. You know what I'm talking about.

The fucking thing, the khaloshies. Kalashi. What the fuck is that? You never heard of a kalashi? Kalashy, no? I heard of a corn dog. It's like a hot dog in the... It's like a hot dog bun,

but instead of it having the open face, it's like all around and there's a hole in it and you put the sausage inside of it. Like a pig in a blanket? I guess, yeah. Petsal dog. Nah. I don't know. What you call that a fucking... I don't know. It's like, what would you call that? But I don't know. I would have to figure out what the fuck would you call it if it's not a sandwich. But I guess it's not a sandwich. Yeah, not a sandwich. Next one, next one. Next one is do you think getting STD is no big deal? Is that an actual question? Yeah. Yeah. What the fuck? That's a, I mean, depends which one, I guess. Some are very serious. Some are, you can take some pills and it's gone.

See, I don't have to worry about that because I'm a professional raw dogger. So being a professional raw dog, does that mean, I actually meant to ask you this. Does that mean you could like, you're dodging STDs and also pregnancies? Dodging STDs, dodging pregnancies, dodging child support. That's amazing. How do you learn these like skills? You know, you know, trial and error. Trial and error.

You're just born a professional, you know? It's like kids, do not try this at home. Yeah. Honestly, when I saw that, I was like, that was the number one thing when I first saw of you. I was like, I fuck with this guy. For real. Yeah. Were you serious about that, though?

You know what's crazy? I was fucking with this one girl. Because I'm serious about that. You're professional raw dog? I'm actually professional raw dog. Really? Like actually professional? So you're a real professional because you're 33.

So you have more years on me. Look at that. Do I have any kids? No. And you're out here in LA, so you're even more bold. Like, I'm a fucking dude. Shit, man. These girls have been.

Yeah. Oh, stop. I'm not fucking with these girls. The full, the full sin team, the team 10. Team 10. Cloud House. Yo The raw talk crew

Nah no They ain't doing Nothing dude We're just doing Podcasts and moving on Yeah You're a playboy What's that

You'll playboy No not at all Not at all We'll move on the next one Yeah Yes Jacob Let's go

Is flirting Is flirting considered cheating Ooh Ooh I say like I was gonna Andrew Tate it real quick If a girl does it

Yes If a girl does it Yeah No that's the Adjutation If she does it It's cheating If I do it's not

No I think could we talk about flirting like in the sense of I guess overall general like yo what's good like flirting in the idea of I'm trying to get her to be interested in me then kind of yeah right I mean like if you have a girlfriend already yeah I'm assuming or boyfriend whatever yeah boyfriend uh yeah I mean it's just like would you want your girl cheating I mean not cheating talking or flirting with other dudes yeah no so then yeah but they but they didn't fuck they just They're just flirting.

I know, but I feel like it's a respect thing, you know? Yeah. I feel like, you know, if your girl has that respect for you, you can't. But she wouldn't want to flirt. Like, if that's your girl. Is that cheating, though? Okay. No, it's not cheating.

It's not, no, it's not cheating, but it's disrespectful. It's not physically cheating, no, but like, it's also opening up that energy give and take where it's like, why are you allowing that to also happen, right? Like, if my girl is allowing that to just, like, sitting on a couch flirting with you for who knows how long. It matters she's sitting here talking to you, like, why are you? why are you allowing that energy to be to be past it's kind of like if you just like hang around with people that do nothing but hard drugs it's just like oh i just like to hang out with them

it's like eventually it's gonna be like exactly you know what past the needle like fuck it yeah i mean that's a very rash like have you guys ever had like a like a homie or a friend like they just randomly are extra funny when you bring a girl around bro that is the crazy like what the what do they do that like where were these jokes last weekend fucking See, actually, I'm the opposite. My friend actually gets, because I'd be trying to hype them up. I'd be like, that's a good friend. So they get mad at me to be like, just stop.

Like, I'd be trying to, like, I guess I go too overboard to try to make them look good. I know what I mean? Fuck, dude. But so it's cheating. Cheating is not a thing or what? It's not a cheat. It's not cheating. It's just disrespectful.

Okay. We'll call it last one. This is the last one. Okay. So it says, I'd rather lose all the money I made this year than lose all the memories I've gained this year. Oh wow yeah yeah easily I mean that's almost like you think about investing something right like if you if you paid all the money that you made this year to someone that you just say because you had to lose it right but you gain all the information all the moments that you had with the people and all the learning then it's like it's like it's an investment obviously like shit I love to spend it on something else but it's investment in yourself so my answer to that is yeah definitely I would give it all up for the for the memories for the moments I know where you're going with that. Fuck the memories. I'm just playing it.

I felt that coming. No, no, no. Like, I genuinely had so much fun this year from just going to Europe and just all the people I've met and all the things I've done. Like, it was a really, like, you know, fucking I had Mark Cuban come up to me to ask for a picture. That's fucking dope. Like, that's. Like, oh, man, bro. Like, I wouldn't change.

I would give up that memory for anything. Yeah. Like, yeah, I would definitely lose it. Because, like, bro, if you can't get the money back. then that's big like you know you're not even about it yeah it's like how'd you it's also like how'd you get there in the first place if you just feel like that's the only money you're ever going to make yeah and like like i said the moments there's so much more valuable to you as a person and like you're going to be able to compound on that way more than just having just the money

that's a good everybody's lost money yeah and you're gonna you're gonna lose money you're not going to have money you're going to have money like that's just a cycle of it like even as i made a bunch of money but a bunch of money goes back into businesses and i'm like i don't have the money like just but it's a part of the process so That's why I don't worry about no flashy shit I just like to work my car I know dude I notice that I fuck with that That's sick

I'm gonna get you some custom crocs Really? I would love that You gonna be dope Bro how long have we been talking for Long time Damn you didn't you fucking You're good at this shit Really? Yeah

Oh thank you Yeah because you're able to keep going You're not like you don't you're like It's just it's good it's a good vibe That because I feel like Maybe you should start a podcast We should start a podcast bro Dude we should I was thinking about that

Like if we had a podcast We could just interview like girls or something what were you going with this you know what I'm glad we're since we're towards the end yes this is the last thing I was on the end of that you stole my fucking podcast name did I I have a video

and I still have it on my flash drive no way there's no way to where it was December of 2020 so this was before you probably thought about raw talk I was talking to my friends about us doing like a segment in the videos where we call it raw talk you swear to God this is what you were talking about in the beginning of the podcast

Yeah, yeah, yeah. I remember the moment that you first dropped your podcast and I've seen it, I was like, fuck this dude. You know, I never told him anything about it. Yo! I said, fuck Bradley Martin. Oh, God. That drug addict drug dealer affecting the you, fuck you. I can't use it no more.

Dude, that's awesome. No, it's not. I love that. I love that. That's really funny. Bob was. Dude. I'm going to sing you the video.

I'm going to get it. You're serious. And I was, this was how every episode is going to be. It was going to be raw talk. And then we were going to go into it. Dude, we're going to have to save that sound bite. You got to save that sound. We got to start a soundboard.

Well, I mean, you're good. You're on the best podcast, though. So you're good. You're here. You made it. Fuck it. It's number one. Hey, man.

This is exactly how I wanted to be. This was that the logo and everything? You're like, that's the whole logo. The whole setup. But you know I had the brand raw gear, right? Prior to that. You didn't know that? I mean, no.

knew that yeah that was coming dude but I you know I thought I was a bit more raw than you and get to it faster and then there was also it's funny there's a a sublin company that like came out and I was like fuck that was the name of my company and some other guy did I told him the same thing what was the name raw it's like raw nutrition

oh raw yeah same thing I was like because I was talking to the owner and I was like fucking so you're the owner of raw gear yeah really yeah that's awesome yeah yeah okay at the end of every episode by the way thank you guys for tuning in this long if you guys I made it Subscribe to the channel, subscribe to the YouTube.

We've got a Spotify, on Spotify, we're on iTunes, drop a review, a star, or I don't even know what it is on iTunes, just show some love, drop a like on YouTube. We're going to last, the last bit on every episode is we do audience questions, so we'll do three audience questions. So you guys can submit your questions at AskRodTalk at gmail.com, or you could go to Rod Talk, Instagram, send a DM, and we'll read your questions. So the first question says, hi, Brad, team, and guest. First of all, all your content's amazing.

Thank you for sharing that with the world. Now, I want to know how you and your awesome guest deal with a lack of interest in people. It's really easy for me to disappear from great girls or even best friends. How do you guys deal with it, basically? He's disappearing from great people, he's saying? Lack of interest with people. Like, you lose interest fast when you meet people, whether it's dating or, like, making friends. It's like you kind of keep yourself in like a bubble instead of like allowing people to come into your life type of thing.

I feel like a lot of times when when when you're like getting into sort of like interpersonal relationships at least from my experience is that your natural inclination of being like interest and having interest in a person is probably also related to and I'm not dissing you the guy asked this question but you and your natural interest in things so I don't know so so much like it's hard to say like oh it's just that person a lot of times it's it's you and again I'm not trying to dis you but maybe there's more like self-searching kind of stuff we're talking about earlier on this podcast like looking more into the things that maybe you're actually more passionate about you really enjoy more like finding more out about yourself can allow you to

closely more connect with people so a lot of times like if you don't have those commonalities then it's harder for you to fully engage I'd say in like a conversation with someone or like an understanding of someone like for example when we talk about the things that you know the things that we've gone through even when I start asking you questions like to learn about you and then I'm able to tell you about the things that I've been through it allows us to create just better conversation that everyone's listening to, but also for us to better understand each other. So, but if I sat here and was like, so you're like, what do you do? And it was just, there was, I wasn't able to be like, hey, so like I really like to do this, this and this and this

bugs me or this makes me happy. Like if I'm not able to be forthright, raw about my emotions or my feelings, then I can fall flat. So a lot of times a person listening, like sometimes like maybe you have to be more willing to be more open, more genuine, more vulnerable, like in your conversation because then that maybe you open a whole other side of that person that you may have not even known was there because you maybe weren't comfortable with yourself so I think it's common for for people especially when you first get into relationships to like be a little bit afraid to open yourself up to you know deeper conversation but I think that's kind of what we're all kind of looking for because I mean I don't I don't think anyone can name someone in their life that

they're like every time I talk this person it's super superficial and I love having those conversations normally you have conversation with somebody like like your your boy are the people that you're talking about. I'm assuming that at some point in those conversations with those people, like they make you feel something. You feel good about it. Or like you get to a point where you're like, oh, I really appreciated that. And that's why you go, I have so much reverence for this person. You know, so to create those relationships, you have to be willing to like open yourself up. Oh, yeah. The question was also like people pushing good people away. Yeah. So I feel like if you have something to where like you're pushing good people away,

like maybe before you let them come in and stuff, you need to really look at. at yourself and say why am i pushing these good people away yeah am i being toxic or am i being like you know you have to really look at yourself first because i feel like you know you know friendship or relationship or anything you know it has to be kind of like 50 50 and if you're not giving your 50 percent then maybe there's something that you need to do with yourself before you can start dealing with other people exactly fully agreement cool kids the next one so it says love the podcast a bit of a different question for you today would love to hear your wise words i'm 25 and a talented athlete like yourself my initial childhood dream was to become a pro rugby player however i've gotten older

seeing people like yourself and influencers traveling the world having freedom to do what they want and living a life full of prosperity like a lot of people have piqued my interest my question is is earning money online slash starting a business a new path in life should i take on this this new path or is it a mirage they basically because they got a pro rugby player doesn't make as much as an NFL athlete so they're basically saying like should they take on like this chance or do they stick with what their original goal was does that make sense yeah I got it well I mean genuinely speaking like you have to do the thing that you think you're going to enjoy most and take the chance no matter what like I can't I can't say I can't speak exactly from your position because I'm not fully

understanding of it, but I can say every time in my life when I chose the thing, even when it was uncomfortable or like I was afraid to do it, every time looking back now, I either learned something really great from it or it worked out better than I thought it could have ever been. And all those things add to who I am today, right? If it, if it didn't work out and I learned a lot, then it made me better at business. It made me better at making decisions and I needed that, right? If it did work out, it worked out probably better than I would have ever imagined. Like my gym, for example, I was on the phone with a really, one of my mentors, a in my life who's like a very successful billionaire guy and I'm talking to him about opening my

gym and I was like dude I'm like I'm so afraid to do this because I don't know how well it's going to convert into person because like everything's online and the gym's the first like brick and mortar thing that I'm doing and he's like well like but you've gone this far like why would you even question that or worry about that and I'm like well I'm just worried because like it's all this money it's six hundred thousand dollars like like gym was like 500 and then like there's another you know building so like six seven hundred thousand dollars to like start this up and then sign a lease for like X amount of years was like seven million dollars or some crazy shit right and i'm all on the hook for that and i'm like worried about

he's like well like you got this far like why would you question it now why would you it's like how did you get here and and not think that you can continue to go there so my point is like it it doesn't make sense for you to get caught up in like should i or should i not do this like if your heart's telling you to do it and even if you do it and it doesn't work out exactly how you think it's supposed to right away like keep fucking going because the reality is like you have one life what's the point of living your life in a way where you're like i'm just doing things that I don't really want to do and and then you fucking die like I don't even know how else to say that I know it sounds grim but bro that's the truth like you have to try you'd be so much more

disappointing to yourself and if you got there and you're like you're like you know I'm talking about your deathbed and you're like well I just didn't try these things like you're you're not going to you're not going to die being like damn I didn't have this or you're you're going to be like I'm glad I tried this I'm glad I went for that that was a good part of my life that taught me something even if it's hard and if it's scary and it doesn't work out you have to fucking try otherwise like you're just going to be miserable your whole life you're going to think about what if like who wants to live like that yeah I don't I say I definitely I feel like the social media stuff is a mirage you know can be though yeah we're putting our best stuff up

you know we're not put in you know when we're sad and depressed on our stories you know well did he mean it like this or didn't mean it like is a mirage in the sense of could he be successful at it and could he make money at it oh well I mean yeah you definitely could it depends on like what he wants to do but I think he was saying like is it a mirage like the glitzing is it fake like is it not real no it's real but like I feel like it's fake because you know you think that it's all just luxury and it's traveling but it's not it's a lot of work and hard work and everything like that and it's not as easy as it seems but then again it's like you know the social media stuff's not going anywhere anytime soon you know like you're 20 he said 25 or 26

25 you're 25 man like you know like you're not gonna be able to play rugby forever so it's just like if you've been working this hard at it it's like why don't you keep going you know and the thing is like if we're talking about this now it's like you can continue to try to do social media along the way like don't make it like I have to put all my eggs into this basket like you can shoot some content take some video maybe it picks up maybe not and then maybe you want to dedicate more time to it when you feel like you need to or you should but like the whole point is like in trying like try the thing that's really in your heart like you don't need me a podcast host whatever bradley mar whatever the fuck i'd done with my life did you appreciate i'm grateful for that but like make your

decision based on your heart and what your heart's telling you you know what coby said he's uh is the saying is like put all your eggs in one basket he's like fuck that just get more baskets and like it's like yeah man like you know you just get more baskets you want to do rugby do rugby do rugby you want to do social media you know like why don't you be the one that gets rugby poppin you know yeah straight up you're over here playing rugby do some vlogs show what it's about you know post tech talks about it the core of this is just i'll be honest is just working harder and a lot of people are afraid i think they want like this easy path that they want to be like this is the one way this is the thing i'm going to do man try to do

it all see what works see we see how efficient you could be at it because sometimes you're going to work hard for some shit and it's not going to go nowhere but yeah that's what's going to make you better for the next thing you work hard into you know that everything you work hard at is going to be prosperous is going to be successful and that's just what it is but you know there's i want to fucking be a football player so bad but like you know and i blow it worked so hard at it but it didn't work yeah so slow is what were you slow i was uncoordinated oh shit i was on cordoned that's what it was are you fast then i am fast okay i am fast but like i would do the drills and it just looked awkward like yeah they're like we could tell this guy's not a football

player yeah the coaches would be like you you did it right but it just didn't look right yeah we can't have you on our field and then they didn't i wasn't i was not on that bit damn it's okay dude you're but honestly you're 21 like you could still do it if you really want to you really could though they would fuck my shit up yeah you what you're doing is amazing man i think it's dope as shit for sure is that it though is that all you want to say yeah yeah man bro like you know get more baskets bro yeah get rugby popping man yeah put a rubby rugby rugby rugby basket get a fucking social media basket and fill those bitches up fucking chocolate eggs.

Yeah. Go ahead. Give us the next one. Hey, Brad and guests. I've been going to the gym for almost a year now. And I'm trying to get my girlfriend to come with me because she's been down on her looks and mental state. How can I help her get active and live a positive and healthy life?

Damn, nigga. You're like, wait, expose his name. What's his name? Yeah. Yeah. It says Jojo Sloan. Oh, shit. His girl's pissed.

Hey, I hope his girls watching this. The man's talking mad shit about you. Yeah, that should be it. Get to the. fucking gym. Nah, I mean, you know, that's love, though. You know, he's looking out for a significant other, trying to make sure that she's in shape and everything.

Is he having a problem getting her in the gym? That's what it sounded like. Yeah, he says. I have the answer for this, but I want to hear yours first. How can I get her active and live a positive and healthy life? Damn, sometimes it's on some shit where it's like, you got to be super active and doing shit. And it'll kind of like, I feel like if you're in a relationship, you guys motivate each other

And you have each other on par. So it's like if she sees you going, working out, getting in better shape and doing other activities of stuff and just being active, it'll be up to a point where she's just like, fuck. You know what? Yeah. I need to do it as well. You just got to, you got to leave that branch out. Like exactly like you said, you can't expect someone to do some shit you're not willing to do. Yeah.

But you, I think it's like you have to start doing it and give it the opportunity. Like, hey, you want to come with me. Like encourage her to come with you. Encourage her to. every time you go be like hey you want to go today don't be like yo you need to go you should go you have to go because then she might feel some sort of way of ego might be a little bit hurt but if you're like just lightly suggesting hey you want to come to the gym with me today and just kind of do it every time in different ways be like yo like let's hit legs today like I'll show you something like think

of creative ways to come at it get her involved in it with you and maybe you know you might have to like coach it through a few probably sessions what it sounds like but like get her engaged in it and I think if you get someone engaged in the gym like because like a lot of people do that shit and then they're like whoa wait i love this shit and they don't even realize until like they're not forced to do it but they're doing it and then they go wait i actually like this so you got to give them some exposure to it just do it lightly don't don't be like yo you're fat bitch getting the gym you know like just be like come with me and make sure your shit's together you know yeah yeah yeah you can't be over here looking like the blob expecting your girl to have like

an hour glass shape you know unless you're rich right shit i don't know i'm kidding even if you're rich still i'm kidding obviously obviously joking But yeah, that's it, man You're fucking good at podcasts I think you should start a podcast, dude, for real I know we used that joke before But we could call yours Talk Raw Oh, fuck you

Yeah, dude, just switch it up Nah, one day But, you know, I don't want to Diversify too much Right now, just focus on the videos Yeah, you're doing great, man But hey bro, I appreciate you for having me on Absolutely, you're awesome

Thank you so much Raw Talk That's it, baby, we're out of here