RAWTALK - N3ON, ADIN ROSS & SAM FRANK EXPLAIN THEIR RELATIONSHIP...

Episode Date: October 31, 2023

Join us with another episode of rawtalk! In this episode we talk deep with N3on & Sam Frank as they handle all the negative and positive attention from social media. As the episode goes on, Adin Ross exposes some parts of their relationship as it hits rock bottom.Sponsors: UNDERDOG FANTASY: USE CODE BRADLEY https://underdogfantasy.com/?_branch_match_id=1230389719484556112&utm_source=partner&_branch_referrer=H4sIAAAAAAAAA8soKSkottLXL8hJrNQrzUtJLUrJT09LzCtJLK7US87P1S%2FQTSpKTMlJrdTNTSwqqcwDAAxdXJ8xAAAA MANSCAPED : http://Manscaped.com Use Code Rawtalk at checkout for 20% off your order & Free Shipping. Hostage Tape: Go to http://hostagetape.com/rawtalk to get two Mouth Tape & get one free!

It's actually cool, you're actually in the gym. You're not, he's not, are you filming? They're not streaming. I know. I came here to like, actually just, just try it. So, I'm telling you though, this is a bad experience. I'm never coming back. Like, I'm being dead ass.

What do you mean? I want to feel good, you know, I got to pump and shit. Yeah, but it's gotta hurt a little bit too. True. Yeah. It's like bad and good, but that's what makes it good. It's like a pain that feels good, right? It's like a toxic relationship.

Oh, you know a lot about that? Yeah, yeah. It's like one of those. You do, you do, we all do, we all do. You just get you know you're just you're younger than I am I've been through it a little bit more But we did a pod we kind of talked about his relationship and you know the some details of it I think it went well yeah but towards the end bro I was like freezing up and like bro it's just so much happening at once I in that moment I wanted to grab a gun and stuff like I don't I mean that ass like it sucked and I don't I was gonna make a joke

Why whoa? Yeah, no no no no no no no it's okay so so what was it though like what caused the issue at the end of the pod like Because there are people streaming, making tweets and shit at the same time. And it was like, my phone was just blowing up. I couldn't focus. Like, it was just, it was too much happening. I had a bitch. She wouldn't shut up. Like, it was annoying.

The live shit's intense, man. It is. It's live. Like, you can't edit shit out. Like, it's real. Yeah, it's real. It's live. It's like, it's crazy also, too, how, like, people jump on and then, like, talk about it, like, while it's happening.

Yeah. So there's a lot of that going on, obviously. I talked to Aiden after, told me some stuff. I don't know, dude. There's a lot of, it's like a, it's really just a soap opera. It's like a fucking new age, reality TV. This is insane to me. I'm honestly low-key a fan watching it.

I feel like you're too grown for this. Like, you need to be in the gym just like doing your own shit. I'm way too grown for this. Instead, you're like interviewing a little 19-year-old kid. Yeah, it's kind of stupid. I told him, I was like, I don't even want to post this podcast. Too late we're going to post it. It's a complete new wave on the internet for sure.

So it's interesting to shit, man. You're the fucking guy right now. I mean, well, I wonder what's going to happen when Fusi comes out. Everyone says he's going to smack you right. I know, he told me, he like, he made a voice message. He said, I'm going to make sure you hold on to my pocket. No! I'm actually scared as fuck.

No, no, no, he's good. He's great, though. No, he's not psycho. But I don't know, bro. I'm scared. I'm excited for him to come out. You have to be with you when he's there, though. I will.

It'll be fun. Okay. Dude, that's going to be different when he comes out. There's no way he's the same person, though. I think he's going to be, like, more chill, more calm. I think he's now, like, I think, medicated once a month with, like, something. It's like, what he's talking to me about. So hopefully he's good.

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So listen, I mean, there's been a lot. You know, I got to start with this. I do find this really interesting how so many people are so like enamored by your guys' dynamic and relationship. It's crazy. They're obsessed. Yeah. Yeah.

Well, I look because like I just recently started getting to the whole streaming stuff like just making content shit with you and i've seen quickly very very quickly how people are so divided by what people are doing and like your guys's relationship seems to be like one of the number one things that people are like talking about conversating about like deciding on whether it's good or bad and i guess from you guys i want your let sam you go first and then neon you go second what no you're good like how real is it the relationship because obviously on camera you guys have you got great dynamic how real is the relationship for real it's real like it's real in general it's real period

I don't know how to explain or define that term even deeper but what you see on camera is also a way different like it's a similar dynamic to what we have in real life but it's like obviously exaggerated for the camera you can't even just say that there's nothing there because you're blind if you say that but regardless the first thing you said makes me I just don't understand why people constantly are always talking about us

like everybody it's not just like the communities, Aiden's community, his community, Sniko's community, they all have something to say. Why do all of these men, like there are so many people in the world, so many couples. We are 19 and 20. Like these 30-year-olds are talking about it. It's not a bad thing that you're 30 years old.

I don't care. My next question. No. I don't care. No, she's making points, though. It is relevant. It is relevant. No, it is.

I just don't understand why us? Like, why is it both of us? Why is it so controversial? Why do people care? Well, part of you knows the answer to that, right? Because it's like the trendy nature of what you guys are doing it and how you guys have been doing it. because live streaming itself is becoming

way more popular than I think it ever was because of IRL stuff Chad, would you say them yes or no I'll be honest bro I'm gonna ask him chat would you and you don't want to think but she always says even off stream

that she wants to get myself I don't think she's happy I don't know if she wants to get stuff for real I don't want to end my life no but also like if you guys are really good like why do you say stuff like that what who wants a compliment

but that's your girl though yeah but that's your girl though you shouldn't want other people to, like, want to fuck me. And, yeah, get closer to that. Like, do you think, do you... Okay. Like, do you take her serious?

Yeah? Half the time. He doesn't know when I'm actually serious. That's the problem. She's an actor. That comes from... No, but that comes from doing the content as well. Like, he can't tell when I'm being serious, like, all the time.

Like, you were reading our text earlier. You were like... Oh, wait. Yeah, we heard it. You were literally reading... She was showing the text here. Oh, my God. And it was her actual text message.

Yeah. Like, what? Why? But where's the lie? How was that bad? No, but what is the point of that? I need content! No, no, not everything's about content.

So that's what I'm saying. How does this really exist and be good if it's all so front-facing? Like, how are you guys, like, how is it not constantly a problem, constantly an argument? I think we're fine. Because, like, online, none of what these people say to me is, like, real life anyways. So I have to kind of bite the bullet. And, like, he always is just telling me, like, don't fucking care about that shit. Like, so it really, like, it affects me.

but I'm not going to let it affect me for that long at the end of the day. Like, I don't care regardless. But that's what the separation is. Like, there's like that, like, I don't know. Brings that emotion, whatever. Like, what's the purpose of this all? Like, are you, is there something, are you trying to, like, do something long term? You're not really worried about that?

Like, where are you guys both your heads at? Like, do you want it to be? Be honest. Do you think we'll talk to each other in, like, three weeks? Me and you or you and her? Me and her will. But I don't know, like, like. No, just think what he had to say.

Yeah. It's so weird for that. You know, because the biggest. the biggest thing that everyone always kind of harps on is like you're using him for clout that's the biggest thing that everyone says that's what everyone says dude don't look at me crazy like as if i'm just saying that i'm just i got to bring up the points i see that people say that but i just don't care like i'm not i'm here when the camera's off i'm here and i'm doing off camera like people don't need to know what i do yeah but i do a lot and i would never do that if i didn't

care or if it wasn't real like i do not want to waste my time with somebody that i don't care about or who doesn't care about me, and I know he cares about me. I want to hear what you have to say about that. Go ahead. Speak. Yes. No, no, no.

Like, what does she do for you off camera? Not the basic. Don't say wild stuff. What does she do? Yeah. I mean, what does she do?

What do you do? She cooks. She cleans. She's like a slave. Cook, clean. Okay, that's the worst answer you could possibly give. I'm just saying. That's good,

though. You're a good woman. That's what I mean. But there's other ways to say that. Like, I'm just always with you. Like, like not together.

Yeah. I remember last time when we were talking in Japan, you were talking about how like she does help you with a lot of actual stuff. Yeah.

That's not just, you're not just saying that to like make her look good. No, she like, she booked the whole Japan. Why still? Oh,

I were 40K. I swear to God. I don't even bother him for it. She's even an ass for it. Are you going to make him pay you that money? Well, yeah. Technically.

Let it go. No, let it go. Tell Carman, stop. Just leave it like that. Just leave it like that. Just leave it.

All right. So you would make him pay you that money Well No shit bro What's the dumb ass question is that You host a podcast bro Yeah I know but no it's not a dumb question Because you've done a lot for her

She's done a lot for you You guys do a lot for each other Like maybe you just be like Fuck it take the Take the 40K Yeah I mean there's a lot more than 40K Has she not made a lot more than 40K

There's a difference though Like how much have you I didn't have to go on the Japan trip That was his trip Like he invited me to come on that trip and I told him I could help you out booking everything and he said he was going to pay me back so I never like asked for it

I'm just I just exist honestly I'm scamming her yeah you ain't giving that shit right yeah for sure so what do you get what do you think about other streamers not wanting you to film with Sam I don't give a fuck yeah I just what do you think about that what do you think they're stupid if they think he cares he has his own mind he's his own person at the end of the day

no matter what anybody else says it's his decision at the end of the day So the fact that all these people think that they can put in their input here, their, Twitter, Instagram, on their own streams, nobody cares other than their viewers in their chat. And that's fine. You can say that for your community. But at the end of the day, you're also just kind of using his name to talk about it because you have nothing to talk about yourself. Yeah. I need to pay attention. This is bad.

Yeah. You got this. Lock in. Lock in. Lock in. Let's talk about the girls twerking on you last. Oh, my God. Why?

She cares so much. And then I know, no, why? Why? Five girls. It's Halloween. Five girls. It's Halloween. It's Halloween.

Oh, if I did that, though, it's Halloween. Honestly, that's different. Don't tell her it's different. Okay, guys. It's because you're a girl. Yes, it's a double standard. Men and women are very different. No, it's just that woman have no rights.

So I think a man should be able to do whatever he wants. Wow. That's crazy. There's, how much of that do you actually believe? What? That woman have no rights? Not obviously they have rights, but. You don't really believe that.

Stop being a pussy, bro. Dude. No, genuinely, answer the question. What? Try and answer it for real. What? You really think women don't have rights? I mean, it's not.

No? No, I mean, I think they should. Actually, I don't think of that. All right, next question. Question for you that's actually really important. How do you feel that so many people say that the only reason why she's with you is to use you to fucking only money, all that kind of. Get my head.

Does it really? Yeah. Like, what, like, explain, though. Well, you understand. All my comments are just like, you know, Saying a bunch of weird shit It's in my head But like

Are you being sincere? Yeah, I swear to God Because I look at it I'm like It's like Are people just Completely undermining it Like you're actually like

An enjoyable dude to be around Like you're not an ugly guy Like what do you like about me? Bro, you asked me No, I actually want to know What do you like about me? Everything What did you?

But I can specify that All right specify So hold on To get into that question more Because I really have to understand this too I saw how you guys met originally It was like the Jack Doherty thing Yes

So So Yeah You live there and you went to go film content there. Yeah. You met her. How did it, how did it like, like, where was he at streaming wise where you were like, I'm going to go f*** him?

Like, was he big then? Or was he small then? I don't know. He had like 20K on Instagram. And where were you streaming? I was pulling like 25K live views. And he, and everybody says, I was using him. Still big.

That's like a lot of people regardless. But I didn't know how many viewers he's had. And I told him that from the beginning, like off camera, we talked about this. I generally didn't know who he was. And he didn't know who I was. I don't believe that. That's such cat. How did you not know who I was? I don't know.

You had 25,000 viewers. I was not one of them. I'm just saying. There's a lot more than 25,000 people in this world. Did you really not know? She was on my streaming. You were on my . I wasn't into streaming because you were on mine and you were on my friends.

I don't like being disrespected and I have a voice and I'll use mine. And I'm not afraid. I'm not afraid to. So when I see you running around, disrespecting all my friends and disrespecting me for no reason, I'm going to stand up for myself. I'm going to have a voice. not my father they kept saying oh get the girl in the black shirt go back to the girl on the black shirt so you know damn well i didn't do shit except exist literally i did nothing other than

exist here i didn't listen to no you're stupid you're stupid so listen there is there is this you do have a point and this it goes on to my next point you guys might about you guys might have all just you know no no why is he the only one listening to me i think he likes you no i'm just trying to be i'm trying to be like i'm trying to be like you invited like he invited us here for couples there yeah you got like listening that's yeah sorry okay So the thing that is, the thing that I find interesting is like, you, you know what it is. And it's just weird pseudo like, is it real? Is it not?

Like, where is it going? Where is it not going to go? And I just want to figure out like, do you guys love each other? Bro, it's been a month and a half. You're so weird. Can you ask like other questions? No. Do you guys love each other?

What do you talk about, dude? I don't see. Why are you looking at his? I'm not looking at. Because he's a, what's up a weird question is that? So it's not. I mean I've said it to her before but she didn't say it back so it's obviously not true that's not true did you really I didn't you're lying that's really did you say to

private I'm serious I don't think you're serious do you say it in private oh no what she said she was like okay I didn't she didn't respond it was just silence it was awkward oh it hurts that's not how it was it hurts oh dude I listen no because radio oh this shit happened I didn't mean that like literally like it's followed by didn't mean that sorry forget I said that like on camera I love you can't even I love you too Such cab. Bro, I cannot win! This is so...

Would you say that if the camera wasn't up? Bro. Yes! So you do love each other in a way. You think she was born in a man? Why are you, you're like... You're like... You're like...

You're not hearing of anything. We have a lot of male tendencies. Chat, right or wrong, bro. I don't care. I've had to do... You don't... You know this. I've told you this off camera, but like...

She used to be a door-dash driver. I just had to do shit on my own, my whole life. I had nobody to fend for me. She was living in the Philippines. And then she started O-F. So it's actually a kind of a good story. Chat, basically, she was a door-dash driver, and then she told me a story about one time

where she was walking up to a house, and then she got $1,000 to pay her rent. And then... That's something not true. No, it's true. What's wrong with you? Sorry. All right, so here's something that is important,

I think, for chat to understand, for people to know. The thing that I've seen is like, regardless, everyone has this sort of perspective on your guys, this relationship and what it should or shouldn't be and how it should or shouldn't be. We don't care at the end of the end of the end of the end of the end of the I understand that.

I understand that. But what I find interesting is that, like, it's not necessary to care as much. I just really don't think it is because both you guys obviously with each other in a way that you wouldn't keep doing this if it wasn't beneficial to both of you. You know, because a lot of people- I don't think it's beneficial to me anymore, but I still, you know. It's not beneficial to you at all. What?

Oh, my God. Oh, I didn't mean that. Oh, shit. Oh, hi. No, honestly. You like her, bro. I know. That's why I keep her around.

What? I would just disagree. I would disagree saying that it's not beneficial for you. Oh, here we go with the ego. Go ahead, Tit. It's not. Why is it? Why do you think it is more beneficial to him?

I just think there are some people who watch because they want to see me on stream too. They watch for you, but they want to see me too. Oh, we're getting the call. Hold on. One second. Who is it? It's Aiden. Whatever.

Oh my God. Okay. I'm not here. No, no, not here. Hey. Man, I'm full to make this call, man. Why you didn't say like that? You know he didn't really get those girls.

What? You fucking bitch sucker. Hey, Reed, Tate's coming. Neon, neon, neon. Yeah, listen, I'm gonna say this, bro. You know how much he is up with Muslim? He's like, he's super, like, pro-Muslim. He's like, oh, he's like, probably like, I'm not gonna go out, bro.

I'm not trying to be that guy, but, you know, he's better Muslim than you right now, man, you know? He's not kidding. I love you, bro. I don't even know what happened. You got to understand. Wait, what happened with Tate? I was supposed to meet him, and then he just, you know, he just, like, flaked. So.

Yeah, but Neon, because he thought you knew you weren't serious, bro. That's why. Yeah, that is true. Oh, God, I would just use him for Cloud. I wasn't serious about anything. It's terrible. Where are you going to meet him at? Huh?

Are you going to meet a good room in? Got it. Okay. I don't know. Maybe apologize if you want to apologize. If I want, I love you, bro. I mean, does he want to apologize? Hey, why would he apologize?

Huh? Why would he? No, he wants me to apologize to Tate. Why would Aidan apologize, though, Sam? I didn't say that. You just did. You just did. I just did.

I just did. I just did. I heard you say that. So go ahead. No, okay. you're okay go ahead take some deep breaths

open for my hand cold open form it is kind of cold why should aiden apologize I think aiden sure apologize look at this grown ass man trying to like worry about 19 year old drama what do you

fuckers came here to talk to me about you can't say that we're in his house Neander respectful what is this sorry I didn't I didn't force you to come here I know I begged him chat I'm trying to help

I don't understand I'm trying to say to you can I just say my gut feeling I don't give a fuck but I didn't say what's I think you guys genuinely fucking Japan because there's no way this connections is When was I not with you in Japan? When was I not with you? You know we were sleeping in the same bed with our cameraman?

And I scammed my cameraman too. No, you didn't. I'm not paying him. You scanned the cameraman? Yeah. Savage, dude. What the fuck, bro. Chat my cameraman with one hand he was holding the camera.

The other hand he was taking pictures for a girl, bro. I was pissing me off, bro. Like while he was filming you? Yes, bro. He was like, I'm filming neon. Yep. And then I also scanned the tour guides, but that was on the accident. By the way, I didn't mean to scam you guys.

I'm sorry, you Australian. I apologize, bro. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I saw that. I got a pain. So, so, wait, what does Aidan have to apologize for, though? I don't get it. We still didn't get the answer to that. No, they're cool.

They're good. We're fine. Okay. So what did he want, what did he want you to apologize to you for? Was it the thing he responded to on Twitter or what? I saw the thing on Twitter about you twerking on the girls. El Neon, brar, I pay him, shut up. What, twirking on girls?

Yeah, I saw that whole clip from the Halloween thing. Yeah. What's what? Yeah, and she was in the morning, she was like, I hope you know that it's disgusting. What? You. Yeah, I was about. upset with you.

Why are you? I still am. That's gross. Why are you having other gross twerk on you? Why? You don't know where they're coochie been. You're disgusting. Where's your coochie been?

My legs have been closed, so... This is another thing that everyone's so up in arms of... I don't give a f***. I'm literally... Three weeks. Sorry. That's... That's so f***ed up.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, for real, pro. No, you gotta finish. Her ass looks good in that on God. No, you gotta finish. Sam. Oh my God. She's coming back. It's fine. It's a method. again is 101 watch this okay let's see how it works i don't think it's gonna work this time bro

why does her ass look so good to bro that's on you wait she took the mic oh she didn't that's on you she can't she can't yeah there's she can't yeah there's no where she can go actually she's gonna go in the bathroom and show maybe so so brad now it's just me and you hey i know it feels good man maybe what are you doing come over here bring that over here okay so be honest with me you got off the face time with ruby yeah what's gonna happen there is that gonna be like your new girl because i know that was like your dream girl no okay no i'm loyal bro like troll she's side like I actually really like her I'm trolling I swear god now that she's not here I can't say it do you think she's watching the stream no because you can't hear it um

then why do you fucking troll her so hard um it's content but you actually care for her yeah would you ever take her serious more than like just whole I already do like would you take her more serious yeah or you kind of stop trolling her yeah or is it just like you're just always going to be content on. Am I an emotional abuser? That's what this guy I beat said. She said I'm like abusing her. You know, I don't know, I don't know what happens behind closed doors.

But I would say based on the vibes I got. I think she's funny that. Yeah, the vibes I got was that like, I feel like you actually do care about this girl. Like off stream, I swear. What are your? I don't know if she's hearing. Listen. She can't.

We would hear it if she was listening to her. What are your honest thoughts about her? What do you think? Like, actually, I just think, you know. I think it's really not my place to, have sort of like decision like ideas on who she is or who she isn't because i don't really know her well enough i know she's making a ton of money on that platform and i know you've helped her greatly and i know you guys both have things that you both take from each other and i know that

women are incredibly that's weird that's so weird you're spelling the couch right now that is insanely weird continue yeah i i think that like there's a give and take you know and i think that you know that having girls in content and girls with character and girls who are be able to be able to like, you know, fucking talk

and shit is way better than a girl who's just like a, you know, boring ass, whatever. So you do know

she's helping. Yeah. Yeah. So that's why I think that the, the context, I think, chat and like

the people who watch this in these communities and all, because I see them talk about you in every community.

Yeah, they do talk about it a lot. I don't know why. Chat, why do you guys care so much,

bro? It's not even your fucking life, bro. Why do y' all care so much, I think I'm telling you this right now.

I'm 34 years old. You're 19. You guys are like this new wave reality TV. That's what's happening right now. This is reality TV. It's so none of this is real? Well, that's the thing. It's like real, but it's not.

You know, I think it was. I think it's exactly what happened. It was supposed to be just content. And then it got, like, deeper than that, you know? When you first got her. Yeah. Yeah. I'm going to be honest, chat.

I didn't talk to her off stream at all. Like, we just did our streams and then we just like went her separate ways. I'm just being honest, bro. I didn't even say a word to her. I was kind of rude to her. I felt kind of bad, and then, you know, after that, we just started talking off stream, and, you know, it was... When did you realize, like, you actually cared about her? Like, at what point on your whole timeline?

Because people probably watch this from start to right now. Yeah. Like, before what stream or during what stream or in what moment? I think it was after... It was after Vegas. This past Vegas? No, the first one. The first Vegas.

Yeah. So, like, I'm just so curious. You don't see problems with, like, fucking around with other chicks. You just don't care. You're like, it's different. for me than is with her. Yeah. Okay.

I respect that. Can we get her back? Try. That's your girl. Excuse me? You go, why you make your voice a little deeper? Can I do it again?

Excuse me? I can't. I'm about it just go in there and get her like, what the fuck are you doing? The voice thing was funny to me. Sam, come on. You're out of time out. All right, guys,

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Yeah. No, you're not actually mad. No, I know. So, sit down, please. Yeah, come on. I'm sick of this shit. I'm sick of the disrespect. I'm over this.

It's so different, like, you do not have to do this to me ever. You don't have to be, like, three weeks in the chat. Like, what's wrong with you, genuinely? No, but it's a joke. No, and you told me to say everything's okay with Aidan? No, Aidan, I want an apology. I want an apology. You're laughing.

What's funny about him making fun of my dead friend and my fucking his community making fun of that? It's not okay, nor is it okay to, like, talk to her family about that. Do you know how much I've done to protect that family and make sure that nothing bad happens to them after they lose their fucking daughter? I'm not playing anymore. This is real life. That was my life two years ago.

You guys try to pull me back into that depression again. Watch what happens. I don't need to be on camera. I don't want to do this shit. I just want to talk to him off camera and I don't need to be here for this either. So if you're going to just try

and antagonize this anger out of me, see what happens. Because feelings can only go so far if I'm under all of this emotional distress. And you can say, oh my God, she's yapping. I don't care. And no, Aiden never said anything, but his community,

And he never, he never said anything to say, Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait. Don't answer, I'm talking. Wait a second. I'm talking. He never said community, stop saying that, that's fucked up. Her friend is literally not on this earth anymore. How are you going to talk about somebody like that?

He never said that. So I, off camera, he said he wanted to talk to me. I'd like to see if he has an apology. And no, don't answer his call, please. Because there's nothing he should be able to stay on camera right now. This is not his stream. This is couples therapy. So go ahead and follow through with this.

Wow. that seemed very sincere. I respect you. I've done nothing but respect you. Oh my God. All I do is slide for you. People talk to me and I'm like, don't talk about him like that.

I walk away. I don't talk to people anymore. I stay at home. I stay with you. We wake up next to each other. What's wrong with you? Actually, I'm getting mad. How do you feel about that, man?

I don't know how to talk to girls. You should talk about you should. No, you know how to talk. I'm fucking over this. I mean, you got to address it. right now. You know how to speak and you use your voice. Yeah, stop playing. She was serious right now. You should say what you feel. Everything I said is true. Say what you feel for real. I don't care. I don't know enough about

that situation. That's fine. You don't need to know anything about it to be a part of this. Damn. Damn. Him and his whole group talking about that is wild. And then he has to be on the phone with my friend talking about it. Do not answer him. He didn't. Please. He's just. He's just. trying not to, I think. Yeah. But, but... This is your lie.

This is couples therapy. This has nothing to do with him. But I'm just saying, you told me to say okay and I'm not okay. And it's not okay. It's just not. It's not okay. Who the fuck does that shit? Literally.

What if you started standing up for her more? I do. Do you? I almost fought a guy for you. Actually, I feel like I would have taken that punch before you. Actually, it was bad. She was kind of defending me. She's like, don't touch him.

And I was just like, pushing him a little, you know? Yes, literally. Like, he was recorded. Me following me around this whole party yesterday this guy is following me the first party he said you look good I said thank you and I walked away I think he wants to apologize actually I don't want to I don't want to talk to him on camera please it's he said off camera let's go off camera there's no reason please nothing well because you went hard on camera I didn't that's the thing I didn't that's fine but this is on like off line it's all has nothing to do with it just answer it he won't do it watch what happens I swear to God this is not his time to speak this is not his time to speak but this is my podcast though no but he hasn't seen No, first and foremost, this is his live stream. We're live. Your podcast is recorded. That's fine. This is

still my home. I know, but we can leave. That's fine. Yeah. I don't mean to disrespect you in any way, shape, or form. I'm just saying he doesn't have to answer the phone call. It's his life. Answer the call. See, but now you're implying that he can't make his own decisions. No, I just... That's exactly what happens. Stop telling him what to do.

Everyone's telling him what to do. Hold on a second. You just got done telling him what to do for the last five minutes. Not answering the call. Do you want to answer the call? That's respect. That's respect. Do you want to answer the call? I want whatever she wants.

It's respect. You have some super sims. That's respect. Whatever. That's your decision. Is that really what you want? I don't care. We've been through, Brad.

I'm just saying it's mutual respect. Okay. I'm not saying I want to, I hear you. And I think, and I didn't send that to me before where he's like, I don't want to hear her talk. I don't want to talk to her. His mindset change on you now. I literally talked to him off stream.

I promise you he has no problem with you. I swear to God. That's fine. We can talk to her. off camera, period. End of story. Let's finish this couple's therapy. It's not about him. It's about us. The whole reason we're here is us. I just think, I just think, like, because you

said everything you said about his community. That wasn't the moral of it though. Okay. I'm demanding respect because I give it to him. I just want mutual to respect. That's all I want. And I'm sorry if I come off too strong, like with this, it's just all built up. And I've been going through a lot off camera too, so I just want to

get it off my chest. What's the most thing that lays heaviest on you? and I can't even describe it there's so many things always going on in my head like I've literally become him in some way like he can vouch for it's good and bad yeah she's going to be racist no I'm not racist stop saying that

sorry why would you that's just not even true but literally the way that I think oh my god do you want to kill me I do why he's looking like that I'm gonna kill him I swear to God I'm not going to I would never do that but what's wrong with you genuinely like

say something in me please like forget the camera no I'm not looking at the camera I really what's happening what's happening off camera like is he treat you the same way from you I want you to say it no I'm nice off camera he's nice he's nice he doesn't bother me he's very nice to me he has nothing to say just that's disrespectful off camera okay like little things like come here like shit like that I'm like okay we have to draw like the line Oh, bitch, Camer's not okay? I mean, it's funny. There's definitely the answer.

I can't. Sometimes. Because they want that to happen, but it's not fair to me. Okay. Everything that's been happening, I'd never have a say. The only reason I feel bad is because you didn't sign up for this. Actually, you did sign up for. No, everybody trashes me all the time.

When do I draw the line? Like, when do I genuinely say I want this to stop? What is the this that you want to stop so much? Like, what's the thing? It's just all the slander, random slander coming from people who have no reason to have input on in my life or his life or our relationship. Yeah. But you do know, like I was having this conversation with Sarah about the same thing. Like you do know that you guys are willingly put in your lives out there.

So like, and it's kind of like this intertwined stream, real fake, not fake, but also real kind of vibe. It's very blurry. So you have to expect people to have some sort of input on it because you're putting it out there. Like if you were just doing this off camera, then of course you'd get no input. But if you're putting it out there willingly, you're going to have to have input. Even if I stopped coming on stream, they would still talk about me. Of course. You develop so much relationship.

They would wonder where you are, what happened. But I just don't think it's like, I understand what you're saying. Yeah, he puts the mics on. We turn the mics on. We put them on. We made our beds and now we have to lay in them. Exactly.

I don't disagree with that. But it's coming to a point where people are actually obsessed. You know what I mean? Like every single person is talking about this. Why are all these people so infatuated with this idea of us? And like what's on camera and what's off camera? like at the end of day people do need to mind their own business like but it's all for social media all these people like they're just trying to come in on social media and talk about us

like what do you think what do you think would make this better i don't think they really care in real life you know what i mean they're not stressing oh my god or sim and me on okay like off camera they're doing on twitter so so so if you know that though as well then why do you care so much that's why we we're in a reminder to each other like chill like it's okay that's why I'm like and I'm sorry for actually like getting upset with you I don't mean to disrespect you at all I'm just saying I'm not that type of person. It's just so much always going on. Who's the alpha in this relationship?

Dude, you've got to change that, man. It's not true. I saw it. I saw it, bro. I already saw it. You saw what? Aiden tweeted something. All right. I don't even go on Twitter anymore. I love Twitter. That's my favorite. That's my favorite. Those communities are insane, man.

I was on Twitter today and I'm not going on Twitter anymore. I'm over. Oh, my God, bro. Holy F***. No, I slid for you. And you disrespected me. When, right now? So don't even be stressed about that. You literally did that to yourself. Right now?

You have no brain sometimes. Like, you know what's going on. What are you referring to? What are you referring to? What just happened? Like, he just said, Aiden, tweeted. Like, what did he tweet? I said, okay, me and then he disrespects me.

Like, that's not okay. It's not okay. It needs to realize that you do that to yourself. I would have talked to him off camera and said everything. What was disrespectful, though, that he didn't do? He didn't. He said three weeks, three weeks. And that means that I had sexual relations with another person.

Three weeks ago? Three weeks. When we first started or something That's the reference You don't know Is that true? That was during the lie detector stuff No

It was during the lie detector stuff It wasn't I genuinely like That's the clip that you see you Every time it like F's And I'm hooked up to a lie detector test And I start crying Yeah

That's the three weeks clip And it's stupid as fuck Bro stop chat Holy shit What are they doing? Looking at chat maybe Yeah Can we change the topic now

Just forget about everything That's going on on your phone Like we can live in the moment You're right Yeah let's do it Okay What else? Oh man, dude, this is entertaining.

You guys are entertaining, though, I'm not going to lie. And that's why people like it. Well, that's why I like you both. And they hate you both at the same time or love you both at the same time. But you guys know that you had to know that's what you were getting into. No, I didn't.

I had no idea. I didn't realize that everything would go this far, though. What do you mean this far? I'm realistic, let me to realistically tell you what I thought. I thought it was going to do like three streams of you and then just block you. But it like, no, I'm just saying. Like now, like, talk every second thing.

A hundred percent that's genuine. That is. Yeah. I didn't think I'd ever talk to her again, but then, you know, that's why I, like, wouldn't even talk to you off-stream. Like, I didn't, like, care at all, but. And then I was like, hey, can we have a conversation? Yeah. I did, I was like, I wanted to talk to.

I wanted off-camera and stuff, like, I was just uncomfortable with the fact that we're only talking on camera. That was just, like, making me upset, because I'm a real person. So you were the one who initiated the, like. Yeah, she came up to me. I texted him, too. I was just, like, can't we talk? Because he's always so busy. Like, that's what I've been, like, I was explaining, like, previously.

Exposed, not true, bro. what's not true nothing just oh my god there's so much shit that people like try and like dig up that's not even real what about like the other guys and all the other random shit before you

before neon is that all fake what was your question like all the cause I see a bunch of random where like guys are like I knew this girl this and this and that and I see all these different clips is all that fake people are so weird

just because I'm also like seen with a guy in a picture like you think I had a full blown relationship with them and they know my entire life story and I figure about everything And I had some people. That's the implication that I don't like. That people are implying that I've had these boys because I'm in a picture with them.

Like that's a whole like Nina thing with Logan too. Like that's kind of up. They're just like trying to make me seem like someone I'm not. And that's fine to me, you know? But online, it's kind of just fucked up because they're just always assuming shit about me. Yeah. That's the price. What were you going to say?

What were you going to say? What were you going to say? You've seen her or what? No, like I see her phone and shit. Like I see like what she does. He knows all my passwords. that's huge I gave him

We talked about this I leave my second My second phone's connected To this one I leave that one at home with him Like I don't have anything To hide ever And I make sure he knows that

I'm all about reassuring And like sometimes he doesn't know How to reassure me When I'm upset And I'm trying to teach him that too Because I want this to be A relationship where we both grow That's super important to me

And I think that we've been doing a good job With that I just don't like Like the thing that's the one obstacle Is literally those girls twerking on him Because I would never do that I would don't even want to twerk another guy That's weird So it's like the fact that he like

like wanted those other girls to twerk on him that's what to make me upset right now current yeah current but it's just it's just content whatever you know if I'm interesting though like you guys are like 19 and 20 years old and it's I can't even imagine having this sort of audience or eyes on me when I was that old and like kind of knowing how to deal with it is completely different like do you ever trip on that like does it ever does it ever bug you out that like there's that many people watching you guys and what you're doing or what you're not doing good enough or whatever does ever trip you out that you have that many eyes on you like judging what you guys have going on

I don't even feel like there's anyone watching right now you don't so you didn't even care no you you seem to it gets you a lot more like it gets to you a lot more um I think it's because nobody really knows him and then when people like he doesn't care like he makes this

yeah so no it's in regards to how many people are watching you and like how many people have judgments on your actual relationship and you as a person and him as a person. The last thing you said, though, I had a sentence, I forgot, I was talking about it. Well, it was along those lines. It was like, does that ever, like, get to you?

Does it ever... Oh, right. I think, like, I don't know. I said to him, I think this was, like, the one thing that I said that really clicked in his head. I was like, I know neon, whatever, but I want to get to know Mikhail. And that's genuine.

Like, I know who he is as a person. I know how he is off camera. And that's the person I really like at the end of the day as well, like McIll, and that's what's important. So... Did you love? like him when you first met him like that or did that grow? I didn't know him enough and he didn't know me and I knew his character and I didn't

I was like I was like why am I getting disrespected by someone I don't even know it's completely like different like as to when I actually initiated that I want to talk to him is he that is he agree that it's different now yeah it's way different now you see the kind of guy you'd originally go for if you didn't know him hell no I think personality wise yeah that's why like people say like oh it's all about looks whatever like I don't be ugly bro No, I'm not. I really, I genuinely think you're attracted. Like, I don't know why you say that.

But people are like, I saw it in the community like, all our exes are like this. And I'm like, that has nothing to do with it because he treats me better than they do. They did. And I like that more about him than like looks. And like I genuinely think he's attractive anyway. So it doesn't even matter to me. People just will comment because they don't think that I want to go for him. And that's just stupid.

Yeah. Well, that's the thing that we were talking about it. It is kind of like, it is kind of like, fpped up. You got to just learn or not give a fuck. Like, who cares? He doesn't care at the end of the day. That's why. Like, chat, I'm gonna be honest, bro, as you were saying.

No matter. Because I care so much. Like, I care about him. I care what they say about him. Yeah. I mean, listen, I don't, I think people should not be so far up in it. Yeah. You should just enjoy the content from what it is.

I don't care what anyone says. Some people are like, we don't care if Sam's on stream. We just want to go see you go longer for than two hours. Like, they just want to see him stream. One thing I will say, though, she actually just keep me going. Like, in Japan, I wasn't supposed to stream. And then she forced me to stream. And then, like, she gets me up and shit to stream.

So it's. I just got to make sure like Because otherwise everything's like really late Like if I know he's gonna want to stream that day anyways I'm gonna be like okay Time to get ready like we have this planned at this time Like we have to go now otherwise we're gonna be late Otherwise his stream when I'm starting today until like five

You go you are aware this is a really important point You guys are aware of this You specifically in the other content creators like Sneco people that you film with Myra and Fresh All these guys right You have also communicated to your audience In a way that like what she does is Haram basically

Is she's this only fan She does this stuff Yeah I say it's bad Exactly so that's the thing right So you're at one point You guys are standing and saying Hey this is bad But then at the same time you involve her

So you can't like you're gonna create divide In that alone Because on one hand if you say You know this is only chick Blah blah blah this and that Whatever derogatives that are going with that And then that's what she does But then you keep her around

You're gonna create division within your audience Which is why that division exists And you guys So it's hard for you guys to come back from that Because like it was already set precedence in the beginning You see what I'm saying? So like if everyone was saying it Because that's the thing about I've noticed

Like when people say stuff They just like keep go they keep going with it So only way to change the narrative is like Over time to like not necessarily make it that it's okay But like try to make it more about you guys Instead of like what she does You know what I'm saying Because everyone makes it about what she does

Because you guys started off that way Talking about what she does And how it's you know it's this So there is like I think we've kind of moved on from that though like in general like topic stream and stuff like we're not they're not always so focused heavily on like what i do but they just like seeing us together because we've built that yeah they like the connection they like the chemistry exactly so half of them don't care then half of them

do care but would you ever stop doing fans for real yeah i say that a lot what would you actually though jeez doesn't think i'm serious that's why you're serious about life like i don't want to do it forever in my entire life like i want to i want to have a family i want to like I don't want my kids to have to like see anything that kids are like trolling online like I just want to have a normal life one day yeah and I don't know if I'm setting myself up for that now but you know what I'm here for the journey and I told him that like I'm here with him like we'll do this together yeah well what do you sell on your OF? Because there's lines to this there's lines like you can go sell all this exposed and say

okay I'm not having I'm not like having the people on there like I don't do Okay, so known of that and she doesn't show shit. It's a scam, but it's not a scam It's a scam whatever um but um you guys don't understand these only uh girls is not even them talking it's just their agency you're literally so stupid like not even like you're being stupid oh my god why would even say something like that wait this is funny don't talk stop i'm sorry i i know you didn't mean that either i know i know you didn't mean that either so stop i'm sorry i'm sorry i'm sorry i know i know you didn't mean that either so stop i'm sorry It's fine. I don't care that you said that. It's not even true. So it's like the whole thing that's saying like it's a scam like people show more on Instagram Yeah, I agree sometimes like like like really like I set up a bit, but it's not like it's really not as bad as like porn or anything like what you rate picks? Because that's kind of a line if I'm like is that a line is that really a line? That's a line. Okay, well it comes with it. I'm sorry. Do you?

You've seen my only. Yes, I rate on this. What the that's fuck. That's fine. Why is that stuff? I don't like that bro. Oh my why would you even even if you did why would you say that you're oh Yeah, not great. I don't like that part because it's not a fucking whatever I don't like that part I was I'll stop. I'm sorry I apologize. I won't do it again No, I'm not everybody's gonna ask me to read you should stop doing that. That's the one I don't like You just not doing it for real. Well, you don't like grades. Yeah, I just think it's like why you that's like the easiest thing. Wait, we don't even have to like people. What would you let me respond to those people and act like you? Would you let me respond to those people and act like you? Well, I have to like be with you. That's like a legal like I have my my account like but we could like we can they're called me a cuck. Oh my god, bro. You're not a cuck. You're literally not a cuck. He doesn't even like this doesn't even have like really affect him on a day-to-day basis. I just don't like anything. I'm personally. I'm not my girl. I get up saying like I hate that. That would piss me off for real. Okay. Oh, look back. It fits me off. Understandable. I get. I get it. I get it. Stop calling me a fucking cuck bro. Yeah. I get

Do you really now? No, not yet. The day will come. When is that going to happen? When are you going to write the book for real? A book. You're a grown ass, man. Ask me about a book about a little kid.

Oh, you've been talking about the book every time we've been together. I know. The book is good. And there was a plot twist and it was so good. And then, damn, the book's actually coming out really well. When is it going to end? I don't know. Okay.

Is it your decision or hers? Hers. So you don't want to do it. No, I just don't want him to, like, feel uncomfortable. like I want to make sure he's happy always damn it's a good woman right there I don't want to be that person not like

why you look like that no it's there's older girls who would take advantage of him let's be real that's up I don't want to like take advantage of him in any way I want him to know like consensual consensual thing you have my consent okay good

I feel like it's cap I feel like it's cat I feel like you've done it off camera what I fuck her yeah well lahi god strike me dad I have I swear to have I'm sorry I haven't I have it bro I'm saving it, bro. Who are you going to save it for? Ruby Rose. She doesn't want you, she wants me, I promise.

I'm just joking. So you have a plan? You're going to, you're going to stream with Ruby? When? Huh? You're going to stream with Ruby? Um, am I going to stream with Ruby? Yeah. But I'm going to be honest. Um, actually would pick you over Ruby Rose. That's word of God. That's really sweet. I'm not even showing. I would. I appreciate that. I know how much you like her. Yeah, last time we did the pod. I'm obsessed with her fucking fat ass. Like that bitch is so. That bitch is so. bad. Okay. We'll have to really explain. It's fine.

You said, you said, because you said that was your dream girl on our other pod. I know. It's changed now. Now you're his dream girl. You understand. I like literally like, I take care of this boy. Whoa. You just got me a boy? This man. That was kind of fun.

Calm down. Why'd you do that? I don't think he's literally 19. I'm 20. Like, I didn't even feel like. You're a grown-ass woman. You're a creep. I'm just thinking about it you're 20 years old you're 19 you're like barely one here you guys are good

in my head I feel like I'm like a 14 year old kid so basically you're 14 year old okay that's now you're probably never gonna want up then I ruined it yeah I'll kill the vibe oh my god now I got yeah this bed okay stop

stop don't show people I can't let you show people you know what's crazy bro what's crazy it's like a poop down here bro no stop that I'm telling you can you stop me

sir Stop it. I don't believe that. He's so funny. Like, things he say, like sometimes I want to get mad, but I just laugh instead

because it's actually funny. Slow mode, yeah, it's on slow mode. Damn. Does the stuff ever get to you? It's getting to him right now. Do you see his reaction?

Do you not see my, like, I haven't even said a word, yeah, it's good, yes. But does it actually get to you? Yes. Like, for real.

It gets through, even though you know, even though you know it's fucking whatever. I don't care about what people say, honestly. Same. No, I do, actually. I was trying to suck you. I do care. Like off camera, are you like, ever like, you know, what the fuck is, and I? Yeah. So it does fuck you up.

Yeah, it does. But I learned to not give a fuck and live life to the fullest. You know, I don't give a shit what anyone thinks anymore, bro. I don't. I don't. I don't. I don't. I just think for myself. I just think for myself now, bro. I'm proud of him for that. I think that's what's making you more successful. What, not caring about anyone's opinions?

Yeah, and just the way that you've made content. that it's just like a little bit more like encompassing that idea like you're just not giving so many yeah i agree completely because that's i genuinely don't it's bad how much i don't care i don't have a soul like i used to be ticklish and she just tickle me and i want to it won't even work like my soul i said this morning i was like you have no soul my soul my soul you're gonna look like yeah no it's i don't feel anything bro yeah no i'm literally doing it and he tickles me almost fucking like i was like no don't tickle it i i i'm losing my soul i don't you understand bro no You're not losing

You're not losing That's adorable Honestly Honestly What How does this End How does this end?

How do you think this ends? What do you mean? Why are we talking about the end? It's just the beginning I don't think it will end bro It says literally just the beginning The only way I swear to God it ends is if she ends it I wouldn't I would never I swear to God That's a lie I say all the time that you would cheat on me before anything

I wouldn't But he's not having sex How would he cheat on you There's a lot of things I consider cheating that... What do I do? Let other girls literally grope you

and like what? Grote me? You are literally... I swear to God. You're going like this to that girl who's twerking on you. I mean, yeah. Not okay.

Because you didn't do it on me. I have to... You know, someone else has to. Dude. I'm sorry. Oh yeah, but I do it first time. Like, I'm over this. I can't fucking win.

Well, it is different if you did that. Well, maybe if he was actually like wanted to hang out with me at the party, but no, he wants to just find other girls. I could go on about this all day. But don't you think you're kind of enabling that? Like, you're allowing that. If I go up to him, they all just call me crazy.

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talking on him and then I find him again and I'm like what the fuck yo serious question kind of on this line yeah Tate was like yo this is you saw the tweet yeah what do you think about your responsibility to influence the youth do you think about it at all I'm a really bad influence bro yeah really bad do you want to be better do not live this life chat you not bro do you want to be better huh do you want to be better no really yeah I don't really yeah i don't care no like i don't i i swear to god i don't care honestly in your heart not just internet like answer me truly like if you you were telling your father the truth and you're off camera you really not care about being a better person yeah you're trying to call me a shit person no no i just

think there's there's things that you do you could do things i'm not saying do them differently because it's working for you whatever you got going on but i'm asking you genuinely do you see it evolving into something what are you doing what are you doing nothing oh What the fuck went on? Nothing. Wait, answer the question. What? He's just going outside.

Okay, yeah. What happened? Nothing. No, I'm just, I was literally texting him. He's not a big deal, don't worry. It's actually not a big deal at all. You guys are good? No, we're fine.

We're all fine. There's nothing going on. Yeah. Wait, so answer the question. He doesn't even remember. I wasn't listening to a word you said, I'm, be honest. Do you ever feel like you want to be more of a better influence?

influence? No? At all. Yeah? Just be like you want, like, I don't know. No, there's no, I can't give you the right hands. For me personally, I would love to spread positivity and say, fuck all this negative and try and ensure that nobody's negative, but his community's toxic.

That's what they like. So I don't know. Like, if he starts instilling peace on them, what are they going to say to him? Do they want peace or do they want toxicity? In like four or five months, I want to have like a whole new era where I just like, I'm just all my shit in the gym, streaming every day in the gym and like, It's locked in. Why four or five months?

You think it's not the right time now? I don't know. I still have so much more to do. Four or five months, right? Well, yeah, what do you mean? What else do you have to do in four or five months before you, like... Live life. Okay.

Well, you got tons of time to live life. You can still live life even if you're locked in in the gym. Not really. Yes, you can. We should start going to the gym. I'd love to. You guys should for real. Can we come to your gym?

Of course. She came to my gym opening before, like... All right, bro. What the fuck? It's a cool thing. I liked it. It was fun. all my friends were there. You're being weird. I didn't even meet him yet.

Yeah, that's just way before you. Oh, okay. Um, what the fuck is? Wait, what happened just a minute ago? I'm tripping. Huh? Was that blood happened? What happened? Okay. Okay. Some, you know, some bullshit going on. Okay. There's always weird shit going on. Oh, no. Bradley hit first. No, we didn't, bro. I would not let a 40-year-old creep

toucher. I'm being honest. But I didn't even know Brad before. We met on-camera on-stream in Tokyo. Yeah, yeah. That's true. I've never met her before. I think I might have saw you. I saw a picture that you posted in the gym. Oh yeah, because I did a shoot with the people that you had there. They're cool. I like them. Yeah. And Sky was there. Like my friends were there. A ton of people. Everyone was there. It was packed. A lot of people were there. So you want to actually take the gym serious? You should, dude. Imagine that. Imagine if you had like, even a few days a week and you like put some muscle on. That should be crazy. The only way I'm going to the gym is if you help me every day, bro. That's literally the only way I'll go. You just have to go the same time as

him. What time do you go? I do the same exercise. I can't wake up at that time. Bro, you can. No, 11's early for the gym. I used to go at 9. No, 11's late, you meant. Yeah, sorry. Yeah, 11's late. 11's really late, bro.

I guess I got, I'm kind of curious about how the whole, you know, the whole interview you had with fresh and fit, Meyer and it and, uh, like, did it at all change your perspective of her after you got off that panel? She sh-shed on them. That was a, that was a bad shit. She did it on them. Why was it bad?

I never, I didn't feel like I did. Like after- No, you did. You did. Chat, did she shit on them? Yes or no, bro. I'm not glad, no, she shitted on them. It was bad.

I've never seen them like, bro. They were just filming with El Miron the whole time. Well, his chat, like, loved what I was doing, but their chats were so different. They had their chats on the screen. And they were all saying L, Sam. Like, obviously audiences like cater to their, the, who's that? What did you even call it, like, creator? Yeah, I understand.

Yeah. But it's like, so he'll get W. Sam and then everyone else will get L Sam, like, sneak go and everyone. But it's like, I forgot what I was saying, honestly. No, I was just wondering if like, because like, so many people talk about this stuff. Yeah. And your guys' relationship. Does it ever just get fucking old?

What? All of this shit's so old. No, yeah, no, no, no, that's, yeah. It's just like, that's why we don't care as much. Like, people are going to try and say whatever they want. But at the end of the day, no, what they say does not matter. Like, we've built so much together. It doesn't even matter anything on camera anymore.

Like, I'm with him all the time, and I will be with him off camera, even if I don't go on stream. That's why I'm like, I'm so chill about everything, because nothing, nothing really matters. Like, whatever anybody says, like, it's not going to matter. Like, we'll slide for each other, I swear. I do. Even if you never, even if you never stream with her again, you still fuck with her. Yeah, of course. Yeah, and I would too.

Oh, that's legit then. Yeah. I've literally, I don't even want to be on stream anymore if that's, you're, like, I'm, like, looking like at it legitimately. Am I using, wait, wait, am I using, chat, am I using, chat, am I using? using her neon leach or what that's what they were saying because she pays for everything she does everything and I'm just like I'm a bad person no I don't care that much so how come you always say you're broke but you're not really broke I am but you're not really I am she can vouch I'm broke he has no money yeah so how so when are

you gonna start making money somebody I don't fucking nobody asked hey Eddie let me make some money because I could take a gambling deal and change my life but I don't want to do it bro yeah I respect I have an offer right now to take a gambling deal He does. And change my life. I know, I know. But I can't. It's actual, it's actual crazy.

I can't let myself do it. You're really not going to do it. No. You're standing on that. I don't want to gamble. Wow, that's. I do not want to gamble. And I know, I know personally, like I've seen, I've heard and I've seen numbers.

That's, that's fucking insane. Yeah. Damn, bro, I respect the fuck out of you for that. No, it's crazy. I'd rather slow grind my money. I'd rather, I'd just say true to yourself. So how do you plan to make money? Is it just the subs and all that kind of stuff

if you continue on? Yeah, and like hourly. I mean, I know, it's still pays me like that. But it's just like, what are they saying? Stop looking at the chat. Maybe we're having a real last conversation, man.

Yeah, I'm actually, I actually respect the fuck out of that. That you'd like, I love gambling. Like, I would do it. I know you're against it. And the fact that you're fucking 18. His religion is.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Well, and he'd actually standing by that and not doing it. I like that. At that age is really respectful because like, I know.

The only would have taken it. I would definitely would have taken it. So many people would, I think. You don't have to depend on yourself. You don't. That money is different. Different. Money isn't everything.

Someone come in here right now and shoot us and kill us. Yeah. It's fucking real. It doesn't mean shit. Yeah. That's real shit. I respect that, man. For real.

See, look at it. That's some positive. Look at that shit. Yeah. Good ass role model. That's a good role model right there. Nah, respect. Respect.

I love that. Ney, I feel like the most important thing that you could help your viewers with like if they're not already good at it is like self-confidence like you have so much confidence and you're so fucking outgoing did you see why what I wore at that party bro I wore like the stupidest little kid Batman costume which I went to go get for him it took two hours out of my day and $130 for that costume there is confidence people can get from you because like the fact that like I do have a lot of confidence it's not ego it's just confidence I don't know it's not ego at all I respect I like that like

because even when I was your age there's no way I could be doing what I was He doesn't like this like two years ago, though. There's no way I can run up to random people and just say shit. I'm like, uh. No, that's a different kind of person. But like, I'm just really proud of him. He does that shit on his own. It's really him.

Like, he, he's him. He's him. Yeah. Look at you getting love right now, man. Mm-hmm. Getting love. It's a little, like, a little love connection right there. That's so cute.

Holy shit. Wow. Dude, I swear to God, you guys do shit. Dude, stop front. Huh? You guys actually do stuff? You think we do? Yeah, you guys are don't.

What do you think we do? I mean, I don't know. Don't think about that, Brad. No, actually, no, I don't know. If you have to guess one thing that we did, what would you think? She sucks your shit for sure. No, dude. How is that ew?

Wait, no, no, no, no. Wait, no, no, no. I just want to know why you said, ew. Why would you say, imagine it? Like, how did it even work? Like, I would just be like, ugh. He doesn't. How does it even work?

He doesn't understand. Like, that's why I'm like, that's why I'm like, you don't understand. You understand. No way. It's not like that. There's no way it's like that. You just don't get it. There's no way you're like that.

What? Understanding of it. He doesn't know how it works. I don't. But that's what like if I have to teach him, I feel like I'm doing something wrong because I don't want to introduce him to something. Like I obviously know it's consensual,

whatever we would do. Like, obviously. I just feel like we need to talk about things more and like it has to be like a good moment for him too. Yeah. He said ill. He said, ew. But that shows you, like, it really shows you, like...

I don't know. I feel he's trolling me, dude. I'm not. I swear, I feel like you're trolling. Dude, I'm being dead ass. Can you not tell him, like, the way I'm acting right now? I'm very serious. This is a serious moment.

Just because you went like this. That was not serious. Dude, my... Am I serious yes or no, bro? I was not serious. Am I serious yes or no, chat? I say no. They're saying no.

Two is no. Two is no. Bet you's a bunch of twos. I see what you're saying. I also find it's so interesting how fucking this whole, Lies Oh shit Aiden called me too

Yeah I wouldn't Tell your pot I'm getting The guy who got flown out On stream What No not not address this

There's nothing going Nothing's true I don't give a fuck I don't care I generally don't care chat Because nothing's true And I know the truth About everything

So It is what it is Um Wait anyways what's the next thing hello Brad off your phone oh shit

should I not talk about this I don't think you should really I mean there's no point to give it attention because nothing's true so he literally said nothing is true you think I'll be that bro

to like let that happen I don't think so exactly damn dude they're gonna want to know what that is though Let them think I'm just leave it at that Don't care

He's in denial They can say everyone They can say whatever they want But genuinely like fucking stupid Oh man And imagine him Why is he picking at that now though Because

Because what I said was true All I'm saying is that he said He said he's gonna get that guy on stream I don't know what they're talking about But regardless I talked about how his community was coming after my friend and now he's trying to expose me for something else

what's wrong with him do you know what I mean like why are you like I don't know I don't feel like you guys are kind of being like too face with this now like what he did was wrong and what he let happen in his community was wrong and now he's gonna try and come for me again

when I did nothing wrong I literally have just stud here I've stood here the whole time and people are trying to just come at me for no reason now so what mainly happened then It's this whole, like, it's just like what his community said. Yeah, his community was saying.

Yeah. And he said nothing about it. He let it happen. So you didn't like that. Family doesn't like that. Yeah, yeah. The family, like, I protect that family. How am I going to let that happen?

And then what he's talking about is just completely unrelated to try and change the topic now. I swear. It's whatever, but. Is it true or false? Wait, how long have we been? False. Huh? It's false.

We know what he's talking about. Sneakob been trying to say. this. It's not true. Sneak of been trying to say this? Sneak I've been trying to say this. What is this? They're just coming up with fucking shit.

I don't know. People are always trying to dig shit up on me anyways. Yeah. Like this is not new to me. I'm perfectly fine with where I am. Is there no dirt? Literally everything's online. I live my entire.

They've done like a deep research, like deep dive on her. Like if the FBI were to go on a detail on me, they would find the exact same shit. I have nothing to hide. Yeah. You believe that? Yeah. I don't know enough about any of this to have any sort of opinion on, to be honest. I just, I didn't realize.

Well, if you don't know what's happening, I wouldn't talk about it. Yeah, yeah, sorry. So just... No, it's fine. I'm just saying that to you. Like, I don't... I try to talk about it. Does I stress you out for real?

What? This conversation? No, I'm just annoyed. What about what? No one cares. No, he's just annoyed because they're trying to say that they're exposing me, but I didn't do anything. Does it actually bug you, though? Yeah.

Are you going to stand up for her? Are you going to slide for her? So many times. Am I going to slide for her? Yeah, well, when this was down I guess the term we've been using But he just did so many times He said no, he did, he did

But when this happens though What? I don't know what that is This It's not It's like I don't know So stupid, bro

Literally like I don't even know what he's saying That's like It's so stupid I'm not even going to go on Twitter It's weird how this is like I swear to you This is like New Age TV reality show It's like reality TV

What's going on? It's fucking crazy So invested. This doesn't feel real. Like, what the fuck is this, bro? Well, bro, isn't it,

so let's talk about that a little bit. Like, now you're doing, like, content with, like, a bunch of big creators. Who are some of the creators

that you're looking to make content with? Like, even, I seem to look at artists and stuff that you're going to start fucking with. Now everyone wants to do shit with me.

It's weird. Like, before I, like, want to beg them and now, like, they're, like, down in, like,

a second. Yeah. Like, oh, I want to get on the stream. Yeah. Like who are the What were some of the biggest people That like you're you want to try to fuck with

And get on stream? Yeah, who are some people that you'd love to have on stream Fuck Who are some people? Like big people? Yeah, like artists or something like that I don't know, bro I don't even have like

Who? He's so funny I don't even know Like everything you just say is so funny I don't Oh who are who What's which ones are approaching you now with you little tj called me that's like my like that was one of my

dream that's his favorite artist yeah that's my favorite rapper that's cool um I'm doing some don't tolliver some shit I can't other shit I can't say because I got in trouble for saying it I already said it once before um obviously the Ruby Roe shit too yeah he's excited for that one I'm excited for that one too it's interesting because like the the streaming like community and culture now has become so like intertwined with what's relevant like in pop culture like like you should us up with Kai and how like all these artists with Kai want to be in the streams and be involved in like his streams.

Do you see yourself getting like closer to that sort of they're at a different level but yeah I think I can get to that level two months. Two months? Two months. I love that. It's like when the guy's like yo if I'm gonna work out for like three months I'm gonna look like you.

Two months. But you really believe two months. Two months because they're hey it's like kind speed. They're probably like what like four levels ahead of me probably I think I can get there in two months. Dude I love that. I love the confidence. I genuinely think I can.

two months. Dan, so you... 60 days. Time stamp, this shit. Yep. So who, so that's what I'm saying. Like who out of, like, let's say out of the bigger artists, is there someone you really want to fuck with,

someone you really like to work with, make content with? Bigger artists, bro. Because, you know, it's like, I was looking at this, your streaming stuff, the streaming stuff, the IRL stuff, you're just more like doing stuff with the people

instead of just sitting down and like reacting. Yeah. Because I noticed, and this is no knock of Kai, but Kai was like, sit and react or like sit with the people and like, It's boring now, bro. It's crazy how it's so, people just constantly want more and more. Do you ever worry that, like, it's going to get to a point where it's like crash out?

Yeah, and also just too much, like too crazy. Bro, they were saying I was going to crash out like a month ago. Yeah. Oh, they, I remember that. New shit keeps coming. Even Mike said I'm going to crash out. I thought he liked me. Mike Maylack.

Mike Maylack. Yeah, everyone says him to crash out, but still here. No, I don't, I think you'll continue to rise. It's just as long as you continue to, like, know how to move through it. Yeah. And not let all this, like, outside get caught up. Because, like, that's, you know, we were talking about it, like, also taking breaks every once in a while. And I think you have the last few days.

Yeah, I haven't been as consistent at all. Yeah. But, you know, I know it's crazy because I even look at yourself and there's just, I realize there's people are just like, I don't want to say begging, but just like they can't get enough of you. Like they go live, go live, go live. It's like, you also just have to fucking chill. Yeah. Oh, it's fucking, you got to chill.

Look at you. Are you on chat? Mm-hmm. What are they saying? I don't know. What are they saying? Exposed. They're not going to stop spamming shit that they think is true.

Oh, is this the whole thing? It's not even a thing on God. I'm assuming it's the Twitter thing. What's the point? I don't get it. Like, it's so stupid. But it's the lane you guys are choosing, though. You know what I'm saying?

Yeah, like, let me do my thing, bro. Like, damn. Yeah. But a part of being in this lane and being in the game and, like, getting the viewers and having the attention, you have to expect people come and they say. Because, like, look at all the part. laws. Look at all the things where people talk about you. People reference you. This is a part of

this whole hierarchy of in social media. Like, you're never going to escape this sort of like someone judging you from the outside, not knowing exactly what's going on the inside. Say, well, ah, he, bro. So that's what it is. You're not going to avoid it. Even if like all of it's completely true or all of it's completely false, it doesn't matter, right? People will just make their assumptions however they want to. You just got to be comfortable in it and just know like, this is who I am, is who you are, and just keep going and do what you want to do. whatever makes you happy, you share that with your audience.

It doesn't matter what anybody you think. Don't get caught up in it. That's the thing, like the whole relationship thing. It's like, why do all these people really have to be like, yo,

their relationship is this or that? It's like, bro, who fucking cares at the end of the day? Yeah. You know? Yeah. Like, everyone's so concerned. Everyone's just so deep in,

like it's their life. Yeah. If anything, like, it should be encouraged and other people to like, yo, go live your life and have fun.

Like, do things like that you thought. Go on outside. Do something. Do things that like you thought maybe you would never do Because, like, when you, like, did you think it would get to this level? No, not in a million years. It would be everything that this could be this big.

It's huge now. I don't even see it for what it is. I don't even understand how big it is. I swear. I swear I don't. They're just trying to help? No, bro. No, they're not.

They're not. Who? Nobody's helping. Don't go on your phone, Brad. Just let's continue. Okay. Yeah, I'll stay off. But, but so in all of this,

what have you learned? Because we last talked about it, the podcast. I try to ask you, like, what do you learn? You kind of give me your short-ended answers. What did I learn from what? Just about yourself and about each other. What has, like, all of this time and this whole, like, in a sense, what does it taught you about yourself and about each other?

And you can both answer that. Ninga. Okay, well, I think that we've learned a lot from each other because we both are brought up very differently as well. So we have a lot to learn as far as, like, and learn together in life. Like we're both so young. There are so many things

that we'll get to experience together and that we can, the fact that we've been able to be there for each other this far is like a blessing because doing this alone would be so hard like props to him. So I've learned like how hard it is for this shit to like actually go on

and like the type of like mind you need and like the type of person you just need to be in general. And I think I don't know what I've taught him is like also valuable because we had just different like bringing up so I can like show him like some perspective and he can show me some too I see sometimes I don't see things the way he sees them and I'd like to learn more about like his brain

and how that works too yeah what he always asked me just I don't know like um like what perspective have you taught him I don't know I just bring up like a couple things I don't really know just like I'm super grateful for everything that's happened and I'm not saying I've taught him that he's very grateful and he's religious as well but like we've prayed at the table together like before we eat, which I really, I like to do that. And I want to do that more often all the time. But I do that when I'm, like, really thankful. I feel like I'm yapping.

But I don't know. My mom made 50K a year growing up. So seeing, like, us being at this age and making, like, being able to make that in a way shorter amount of time is extremely, like, shocking. And, like, bringing that to each other's attention is really important. Because the way you make it, does it ever affect you? Like, knowing that you do it. It has.

But I feel like, and the only way it's going to affect me now are all these, like, comments about me doing it, which is whatever. I just have to keep learning, like, push it off, like, not push it off, but like, just don't care. Because, like, if I care, how am I going to make my money, too? That's not fair to me. If I let all these people control my life and all my decisions. There are other ways to make money as well.

For sure. But when I started, I didn't have, like, I had a certain following, and, like, I just feel like I did what I had to, like, I think I did what was best for me. I did what was best for me because I wouldn't be here if I didn't do that every decision that I've made

has brought me here and I'm happy so yeah can't argue with it what about you Neo I'm listening what basically during this whole time yeah what has it taught you about yourself what has it taught you about each other

like that maybe you didn't know like something that maybe you didn't know about yourself before you got into this I don't dude you're he knows the answer too like tell come on it all the time put your phone out there for a second get out of all that shit unlock unlock unlock unlock unlock unlock unlock unlock you're what the fuck you doing I know it's just unpod honestly he's like we can end well that's I want to see I want to hear this this question first an answer I could

tell you his answer but I don't want to like no no I want him to he's text it was to give you Oh, yeah, I told you. Sit down for one sec, for one second. Just answer the last question. Answer the last question, yeah, I know you're like, what's going on? No, no, no. You want to talk about it?

No, no, no. Just end this pod and finish, like, answer. Yo, you're, yo. I'm trying to tell you, he's going to do this for, like, 10 more minutes. You should just end, I swear. No. He is like off.

He's like, doesn't. even though he's on stream right now he's like paying disregarding extreme yeah he's really in it that's why i want to know what the going on not time in place there's nothing going on i don't even know what's going on bro oh it's don't say you're texting okay that's yeah i'm just saying yeah we can end it just a little sign off from my guy that's all Just say by me to the pod. Huh? Say bye to the pod.

You get locked in. Oh shit, my bad, Brad. I don't know what the f*** was, but... That was great. This was great. Just one last thing. Yeah. Since last we talked

during your whole experience together, what has it taught you about you and what has it taught you about each other? It taught me to not give a fuck to anyone else thinks and just do what I want. Before I cared so much what everyone else thinks

I listen to everyone's opinions but now I don't give a fuck. I don't care. It's not that I lost my soul or anything. I just... Oh, nothing. I don't know. What?

You have to finish your answer because it's the last thing in the podcast is also going to see. Yeah, please. You have to finish out your answer. I have to finish it, finish it. What? Just continue.

I forget what I said. I feel like that's A. He just doesn't care. And what does it talk? Okay, so then what does it taught you about each other, right? Since this is about you guys. What, these last few weeks? Yeah.

Yeah. What have I, like, did I really like her? Really. Yeah. Yeah. Not just camera shit no more. Yeah, no. I love it. That's good. It's good, man. I'm happy for it.

I really do. Oh, that felt sincere, too. It is, it is. It is. That's it. I know you got to continue on with your stream. I appreciate you coming. And yeah, I wish you guys the best. I love you, Brad. We need to do a gym stream, bro. I do it. I'm dead serious. I really would love to see you on some sort of regimen. Even if it's not every day, just something where you're actually putting in, like, effort to try to get better, like, physically.

Because I think it will also help you a lot with your mental. it'll keep you way more balance on all this live stream shit more longevity you know more experiences more stuff to talk about yeah I agree I know she works out on shit she likes the gym

I want to keep going and I want to go with him it'd be fun yeah you guys always we'll start going cool yay okay we'll get you off appreciate subscribe to the channel

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