RAWTALK - Nick Nayersina & Sky Bri Address Why They Broke Up...

Episode Date: November 14, 2023

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Fair. Okay. Nick is it recording? Dude, Nick is so nervous. This is hilarious. I don't know how to. What the fuck is going on? Bro.

It's weird to like talk about your relationship on like. Yeah, but like you can't avoid it now because you've already talked so much. You guys obviously to where everyone's aware. Didn't want to do it. But she had to drop like a thing that. Like TikTok? Yeah. Yeah.

So listen. He comes to the gym and he's like telling me. He's like, yo, did you see this? I'm like. And so why, like what's going on actually? Because like I don't really know the true story. I don't really know everything. There's obviously a lot more than just that video.

Yeah. Okay. Well, people, I feel like people started speculating before we even like actually broke up. Yeah. So you guys right now are broken up. Yeah. Oh, shit. Yeah.

This is so weird. So weird, bro. I've talked about a lot of things on the internet, but I've not had to talk about like a relationship. it's weird when it's just like it's too real man well have you ever you've never really put a relationship on the internet before no never yeah so like I think the best thing to do is to talk because otherwise like people just go oh this guy fuck that girl blah blah blah this is why and they just speculate make fucking bull up instead of just like just letting people know what it is you know yeah maybe it is a good idea because I'm getting like every comment on the YouTube video what happened

with you and sky and my DMs are that everything or discord because because you guys are willing to put your relationship out there like they get invested in like whether it's good or bad or still there or not you know if you just disappear everyone's like everyone's like well what the fucking happened yeah so it's like addressing it i think it's always a good idea so what why did you post a tic-tok why are you saying it i didn't post a tic-tok so i was live on ticot and someone they just started asking like are you still with nick and i said no we broke up and they were like asking what happened obviously and i just said i don't know go ask him there were just some differences there were differences yeah well

tell us what actually happened. If you had to guess what happened, what would you think? What do you think, Brad? What do you think, Brad? Well, okay. My expert opinion, obviously, you know, you do a certain kind of work. I'd imagine that, and I don't know enough about this, this is the first time I'm talking about this.

I imagine that it probably got to him at some. It got to him too much to where he's like, I don't know if whatever. Wow, you nailed it. That was exactly it. But like that's not all of it. it there's got to be more there's two sides yeah there's two there's definitely two sides but so so what's what's what's different or what's new that is like because like it wasn't like that in the beginning you guys knew what it was you both knew what it was you both knew where you came from i think that

he acted chill in the beginning he fished you well that's how i feel like a lot of guys are in the beginning of relationships like they're like easy going but then once this feelings start to like get deeper and you get like more involved with someone then like and you're like actually in love with them then stuff like gets to them easy and then he started yeah i can admit like on my side i think as things grew and you know i fell in love and some things i think like did make me go like a little off the wall like it would bother me things and i had to really tell myself like i knew what i got myself into i shouldn't be bothered by that but i think that's not like that's not everything it's and then he started accusing me of

cheating on him this is that. No, I did not accuse you of cheating on me. I just like would like, you know, sometimes you would wonder like, I'm traveling. She's doing her thing. Like, you don't like there's, and seeing everything online, it's like sometimes it is hard. But I think like, is it things that you're seeing like she's posting or things that people are saying or like what is the thing that's making you think that? I think like, I'm just to be real. Like her Twitter, it's almost like, and I get tagged in a lot of things. And when you're seeing like oh this is coming out and this kind of like what the f is going on like yeah that makes me tweak out a little bit because like i can accept the only fans i'm cool with the only

fans but i'm like i thought we put i thought we put that in the past i think she's so much better than that she's she's an incredible girl she's so smart sweet she was like my rock amazing um it was it sounds such a right that's so that that's up and uh and now he's bullshit he never even liked only because he hates only and he's There's it all the time. Like, I wish you didn't have to do this. Like, had issues with me even just doing, like, solo content. Okay.

So, look, like, what is, what's the solo content is just like? Like, I go live, like, once a week for an hour and they, like, tip. And the more they tip, the more I do. And, like, I would tell him, like, babe, I have to go live today. And he would be, like, moping around. Okay. Damn. But you knew what it was.

I know. What do you think? It's tough for me knowing that all these other dudes. we're watching that and that's hard like for me the kind of guy I am a very one-on-one kind of person in a relationship all of that like I'm very when I want to talk about how I was raised how I've been it's just I can't it's hard that's hard but you knew that I know that's the thing you knew it it's tough man I'm battling bro and that's why my feelings are hurt because he knew what it was when he started dating me and I didn't do anything I was loyal our whole relationship I was too

Yeah, I know. But, um, so it's like hurtful to me because it's like I was good. Like I did everything I was supposed to. I was a good girlfriend, but still like, I'm the one that like the relationship ended because of me. Because you like couldn't handle seeing the stuff. Is that really just it? I mean, I think there's a little bit more. I think, okay, I think looking back, I should have been more chill out about the solo shit.

It's not with other dudes. Yeah. She's doing her thing. She probably went from here to here for me Getting rid of all that I was probably here and went to here So she gave up a lot more I can agree with that

I think that you know I did let it get to my head a little bit But There are things that I need to do on my platform That kind of like I want to do That I think is good for my content And there's like talking with girls Like flirting with girls

And nothing more than that You know I think going out But he wanted to flirt with girls on his YouTube before we even broke up. So it's like I had to stop doing, like, but you can be out here actually. Okay, okay. Okay, okay.

But she's telling me that she wants to use old boy girl content and put that out as new boy girl content. I'm like, I thought we were. No, just like re-releasing stuff that hadn't ever been released. But it's being branded as new. I thought we're over that. Well, it is new, but like that new, new. What does that mean?

That's like, like it's, I have content that I filmed, but I just never released. So over time, I slowly release it, so it is new. Like in my head, I'm like, we're over that. It's done. Like, this is, that should be in the video. That should be in the, hold on, hold on. I have genuine, genuine question.

Was that that conversation before you broke up or after you broke up? I think that's like kind of what made us go our separate ways. Yeah. The whole thing is I hear. This is the thing that I'll just tell you, it's, we're both in our 20s. She's created a whole brand for herself. She's done it. I have an opportunity to,

to do something, there's things I feel like we both feel like we got to do. And it came to the point where we couldn't compromise for each other. So I feel like, you know, I have to go out and my guys and do what we got to do. Like to talk in a girl bull. It's just like, it's bullshit. Yeah, it's funny. Does that bug you? It's so, it's just comedy.

I mean, he like gets upset sometimes when I went on even e-dates, which is like virtual. Okay, I will admit that that was, that's because I wasn't allowed to. time he was upset. No, but here's the thing. She told me before, you can't go do girls. I don't want you doing girl stuff. So when I see her doing stuff floating with other guys, I'm like, okay, you're telling me not to do girl stuff. I'm going to have an issue too. Eventually I did say that, do what you have to do. Like, it's different. I'm the princess. Like, I'm like, what? Hell no. Like, if you're making a rule for me, it's going to go both ways. Like, that's the truth. I'm sorry. Well, is that funny? I don't know. Why? Because I think

let's get too personal. Yeah. Okay. Okay. But I got to ask. Seriously, so you guys were together and you were like, yo, I'm going to release some old stuff, but it's new. Yeah. What's wrong with that? Oh, okay. I'm going to tell you my perspective on that, okay? Because to everyone on the internet, it's brand new.

Yeah. So to everyone on the internet. I was like an idiot. To everyone on the internet, after the time when you guys were like, yo, I'm not doing this. I'm giving up that, like that boy girl thing. You're now just kind of doing it all over again to everyone. perspective wise like if if you're an audience person you're someone watching this when they see that

they go this is brand new and then immediately they go she's having sex with dudes on camera again what the fuck are you doing nick right and he would never be able to avoid that and I'm not saying this is like a you know this is to eat certain to decide whether they want to deal with that or not but like that's that goes directly against I think the conversations I think I wasn't part of some conversations about that in the past like why you know like you were giving that up and so you got to some point where you were like, well, I'm not going to give that up essentially again, where you came back to it for some reason. I think it was just, I don't really look at it like that because it's not

stuff that I ever filmed while we were dating or like, it's stuff that I film before I even like met him. So it's like, it's already, I already made the content. And also, okay, the big, for me, I still have to make money. Like, I'm in my early 20s. I'm, branded for life like he his thing is like you could do other things which i do do other things i do twitch but he's like you can make money other ways like blah blah but it's like i am so heavily branded as a star and like i always will be like if we're being honest like that's something that like people do not lose like if you do like that's like what you're going to be associated with so it's like i can't i don't have all these other like ways i can like make money and stuff so it's like

Essentially, I kind of started to feel, like, resentment towards him because I felt like he was, like, limiting me from, like, making money. Yeah. But you don't think there's other ways you can make money? Like, I mean, there's tons of brands and shit that'll still work with you. It's hard. Harder. It's really, really hard. Yeah.

So there's no outside sources of income other than just like... No, there are. There are. But it's, like, only f*** the bag is just so good. I know. And I enjoy doing, like, I enjoy running my only f***. Like, it's really fun. But he, like, hated it so much.

that I felt like I couldn't even, like, talk to him about, like, my job or anything. Okay, this is where I'll say, you know, when you're being, I don't want to see any, you never want to see your girl ever with the past, whatever. Yeah, yeah, of course. And, and when you're tagged, you don't see what it is, and I've seen a few, and it fucks me up, and it kind of does trigger me a little bit. And then I go, yeah, he gets tagged and stuff. It triggers him, and then he takes it out on me. Okay, well, but it's like, why don't do you do anything? Well, here's the reason, because I'm thinking, you know what's funny about this is going to tag you forever now?

Yeah. I know that's right. They're going to tag you forever now. It's inevitable. Dude, all my comments. I get a lot of shit. He's seen it all now, I guess.

I think, like, it's not, it's not that that pisses me off. It's when I see that and then I come back and I'm like, I can't go do what I started this channel to be, like to go do this girl stuff, but that's out there and being released. That's what, it's not the fact that it's that, but it's, I feel upset that I'm like, okay, you can post all this stuff, but I can't go like, just be. funny and flirt with girls. But I did tell you it got to a point where I could tell that it was stressing you out. So I was like, okay, just do whatever is best. You're saying despite him filming content with girls, he was just stressed about what you were doing. No, like he was like,

because that's like what he started off doing like on YouTube and it worked really well. And like I know like his fans like kind of they want to see that. So and I saw him like wanting to like please his fans and I want him to succeed on YouTube. So I was like, you know what? Like go back and do it like I don't care you can flirt with girls if that's like what's gonna like relieve some stress because but nothing like content why it's not good for the relationship bro it's like that's not if I'm doing that she's she's actually upset no I told you I would I would have gotten over I kept telling him like I kept saying like go out and do it it's fine like I don't care like I just want what's best for you to do that's not true well no that is that is that is true but like then she

wants to do like girl on girl and like I yeah I feel weird about there's there's always something else that comes along with okay if you're gonna do that then I'm gonna go do this yeah he always accuses me of scheming scheming what like she's always like I feel like you're like up to no good like you're like planning things okay James is nodding his head sorry to put you over you like what the heck I'm no you are a very smart girl and you know you know how to like you know she thinks I'm she thinks I'm just this dumb idiot running around the camera I'm not dumb I know I know she's very smart and she's, you have to be very smart to be successful where she is. So what am I manipulative?

You're a little manipulative. Yep. I love this. Yep. You are. What are you scheming? Nothing. That's the thing.

Can you imagine your whole relationship you're being so good? I don't even go out. I just lay in bed all day. We're very loyal. I stay home. Then what does she scheming? I don't want her. Exactly.

He's always accusing me of shit. And I'm like, dude, I don't even leave my house. What is she scheming? He's the one out all the time. Nosh, I feel like it's like, if I say, okay, if I were to say, okay, I'm going to go do this, this girl's, there'd be some back end, like, okay, let's, let's make this, like, girl thing. Because she's always like, if you're going to do that, this happened the other day right before we ended. If you're going to do that, I want to do girl and girl, and I'm like, okay, well, that's not just me going out there and doing this, like, I'm like, I don't want that to happen. Oh, I see, so they're like, do I, should I go do this then?

Yes, because if I do it, I know there's going to be some backlash. Damn. That's kind of fun. And I will slip in there also, like, in a relationship, it's hard for me to, like, I don't want to hurt her. He didn't even like me hanging out with neon, though. No, I love neon. I like neon. You were skeptical about it at first. What would neon do? No, here's the thing.

Or, like, I would host e-dates on my Twitch, like, people from all around the world, and he didn't even like that. He'd be like, as long as they're all ugly, and I'm like, I can't just, like, host E-Aidates. We're all ugly, guys. When that happened, when that happened, she was town. me that I couldn't do the flirting thing with my shit so I got upset about that I get it that's it's I'm such an

equal guy in the relationship that's how I rule so if there's gonna be those other things I'm gonna say something if I can't do what I'm I still gotta go back to this like new but old thing that that's really fucking me up yeah that is all this other shit is like a conversation it's like whatever you guys like talk about okay no no this I only put out a scene literally it was two days before we broke up while we were like actually like dating I never like I didn't have any plans to release any new content but like things were like he's like I'm going to go do the

girl stuff and I'm like okay I'm going to release the scene then like it was towards it was like two days before he broke up and that really just so the relationship was basically like done at that point okay I didn't think about like releasing anything while we were actually together oh that changes it then exactly I don't think that changes it I well I was still in it I was still I've always fought could it still work could this still work well she asked me to I don't think he'll ever be okay with my past, ever. He brought it up every single day. Like, I really wish you didn't do this.

That is not true. That was just for the last month. We've had a rock. Like, imagine if someone every single day is in your ear like, oh, I hate that you did this. Like, that hurts. Every day or the last month. Every day. No.

This was not every day. What are you talking about? A damn near sometimes twice a day. No, this last month has been rough. It has been. Rough. I don't, we have not. We had a great relationship.

You'd always say we have a healthy relationship, blah, blah, it's amazing. It was healthy. but it just it was the last month or like okay something that also was really upsetting towards me is he's always like

it's different for girls versus guys like his body counts higher than mine just say my significantly but he's like it's different because I'm a guy it is different though but like is it that crazy

different oh god no I'm not I'm so sorry I'm not trying to be mean I'm not trying to be mean either and I'm not trying to be she always says you're massage I have to a point I do agree with you but it's like he's straight up about it like you have a hole

And like that is not true at all. Yeah, you are putting words in my mouth. That is not true at all. That is not true at all. That is not true at all. That is not true. Did you actually say that? Oh, sorry. Oh, my God Slip up. That is crazy. Oh, wow. Is that true or not? Because I can't tell right now. What? Did you actually say that? No, I did not. No, he does say, he takes it that way. She like says, oh, so you're saying this and it goes crazy on me. Okay, okay. And then she starts yelling, I resent you. And I'm like, you guys fighting it?

You guys throwing hands? She's yelled at me. The other day, she yelled at me. Dude, maybe you just need to punch her one time. She's punched me. Why are you from? I'm kidding. I'm kidding.

I'm totally kidding. Like, I couldn't get the doubling back on that. I know it's old, but it's new. Like, that's really is just, I'm trying to imagine myself in the situation. I'd be like, Oh, dude, I could never do that. Because everyone else just goes, this is brand new. What, would you date a girl that did anyway?

I could, I could, but it'd be, oh, man, it'd be difficult. Like, it would have to be like it's done, you know? Yeah. I don't think you could. No. I don't think you could because I think you're exactly like Nick. You would get tagged in shit. They would comment.

They would message you. And I think it would get to you. Just like how it got to Nick. I think what does get to me, and I'm going to be honest, is like, yeah, that does bother me. it's just like dude i feel like you're a lot like i am like you want to have that one-on-one with the girl just you two nothing else i that's it so it's very hard like and we had it i'm we had a very loving relationship we are very sweet to each other she always had my back

always had hers we were there for everything um you have that and then there's some of that outside noise i think you know your your camera guy said to me once or Nate Nate he was like man bro you're just looking at the internet too much just yeah should have just you know it's all new to me I've never dated a girl in this situation ever it's very it is hard and I will admit that you know I had some wrongs but it is interesting though because like it'd be different if she just started randomly doing it and then you had to deal with it yeah yeah I get I know I know what I signed up for I came in after she was like a hundred percent on it like and you know what even I wish I I would love if I went if I went back like two weeks like look when I look back

at our fights. I'm like, I wish I found out. Like, I know I could get over it. I know I could. She doesn't think I could. But it just got to the point where like, if we're both going to resent each other, I don't want to, we didn't want to go out that way. Yeah, I get it. And it just, and then, you know, when we split, what, what made you hit me up to, to move in with you? Like, why? Yeah, because this is like, this is new. So I had been looking at houses for a while and I found like a beautiful one. Like, I'm in love with it. It's my dream house. but it has five bedrooms and it's just me and my assistant so I was like I we have to have someone move in and I asked I asked around I asked a few other people but I know she texted me like

five times was calling me about are you gonna move in or you're not you're gonna move in or you're not like I'll say pop up the text that is true but it's because it's on me and I was like wait you guys are like breaking up at the same time being like let's move in yeah I'm like James is so big though he's gonna be on like a different floor across the the house, we won't cross pass. There's one kitchen. There aren't that many bathrooms. One back.

It's not that big. How's that going to work? I told James, I told James, I'm like, bro, we need to find another house. We did a showing. It's in the video that just dropped. And I get the news that I cannot be on a fucking lease, bro. I can't be on a lease. This was a problem I had two years ago because I got student silver court for throwing an

Airbnb party and it's fucking me up. And now we're, I don't know. So how is it going to work? I'm also like friends with his whole, like, Like his two, it's not like we're all strangers anything. Like they're my friends too, I would consider. And I guess we're just. So, wait, you're going to live in the same house together?

Roommates. That's fucking insane. It's, yeah. I'm scared. So wait, wait. I think it's only going to. James says it's going to last the month. Are you going to keep, are you like, what's your plans with content?

Are you going to go back to? Um, no, I'm just going to definitely ramp up my only friends, like, pretty, some more content we'll see where it goes what does that mean we'll see where it goes is there gonna be boy girl stuff no that's the question would you go back to that oh my god no i'm i'm out if that happens i'm out okay would you no i don't know what do you mean what do you don't know you don't know you don't know no no no no no no i'm sorry you always said you would never go back No, I'm not going to. I'm not going to.

You don't think releasing old tape is going back? It was already, the person I filmed with it, like they were already selling it and everything. Like, you could find it on the internet. It's just that I had never pushed it out on mine. So this is literally already out there somewhere. Yeah, yeah. It's not like this has never seen the face of the internet.

I don't know all this. This person's already like sold it and stuff. Like you could probably find it if you wanted to, but I had just never released. But still marketing is like, this is new. Yeah, because everyone's going to see it. I mean, it is new. Like, it's never before a scene on my only family, but it's, I didn't just film it.

I shout out. Fuck. That's tough. So why don't you, why don't you try to do like, I guess if you're never, if you're not going to go back to that, obviously like you'd ramp up whatever other content, but like there's so much other shit just feel like, I've seen you on Twitch. Like, I feel like you're successful there. thing and I do make like decent money on Twitch like it like but I feel you haven't even given a

shot of like all these things you could you're capable of so much I'm in the middle of moving and everything so I haven't had time what's gonna last like two weeks okay well then I'm getting back into it but I'm just saying like I like running and only it's fun like I love like posting on it and stuff and like you didn't even like that okay yeah that's like me saying like oh I really hate the gym like you do hate the gym No, I don't. Yes, you do. No, but that's like giving you shit.

What? No, no. I tried to get you to go to the gym and you freaked out at me and said, stop asking me to go. I go through phases. I'll go hard on the gym and then I'll take a break. I haven't been going to the gym recently, but like I'm just saying that's like me like shit on you all the time. Or like me being like, it's so stupid you do YouTube. Like YouTube's so stupid.

Like if I came at you for that, that's basically what it was like every day. You know, maybe don't realize it, but you are like always coming at me still. Like it's about, yes it is. And then when I go out and shoot or anything, you're like, come out. shoot or anything you're like come home right now come home you're on me on me when you're doing your thing that was just me being a loving girlfriend wanting like my boyfriend to come home that's all you're doing only when I'm out filming it wasn't I'd never thought that you were like cheating or doing anything it was literally just me being like he also traveled all the time like

we like basically sometimes we even have a long distance relationship like he would only be home like a week out of the month so it's like I wanted to spend as much time as I could with you yeah yeah but I think you know that you were like pretty hard on some with like I would go to Michigan and bro and and James knows and my team knows like I was so caring and I never want her to feel like not comfortable or not safe with anything that's happening so like it would affect like the videos a lot and like but you were always on me about everything I apologize no so so is it just because you just want to make more money like what is the reason like the reason to like continue down that road more

Like you go harder on whatever and is it just because like I guess what I'm asking is for you guys to work at some point you guys were both making compromises and it was kind of like you were doing less of the things that were making you money because you know you're having conversation like okay I'll stop doing this stop doing that and then he's obviously you know I don't know what you're really necessarily giving up because it's just like he's not filming flirting with girls I so I mean the whole that was the whole thing that made me popular was over and over again the lover boy and yeah there'd be some situation I was in and people love to see just because it's not like I'm some super super smooth dude I'm like funny and awkward and it's like yeah what the fuck is even saying but I feel like people love to see you guys together too yeah like early on like those are some of the first videos I saw like that pop the most it's tough because like we both talked about this it's like it's fun it's fun to film together we had a great time we did some like it was fun adventures whatever going whatever doing whatever but at some point like you don't want to just be on camera together you want to have like a real relationship so it was like every once in a while it would be fun

to do something and like do that and she would you know she love to support me and it was fun but I don't want my whole thing to be about yeah I get it I understand so I have a question then like obviously I'm not going to be like this is never going to work whatever I think that's silly that's not how life works but don't take offense to this question but I have to ask this question do you think what kind of guy could you date that was like you think would be completely okay It feels like, if you're thinking like, oh, I wouldn't be okay with it, you're looking at me like that. So the only other guy then would be like a guy who's in Ply-Safee. Yeah, which I would never do.

Yeah, that's why I don't have any hope for anything. I'm actually just going to stay single. Don't say that. No, yeah, that is really scary because I think the much, yeah, it usually is guys that are in poor themselves or I don't know. because there are a lot of people that I think would date me, but I just always think it's going to be a thing where eventually they're like, okay, I don't think, I don't like this.

Like I was talking to Lena, who's like my, she's my own. He's like, she was going to say a guy's name there, huh? No, no. Per cent. He's like, what the fuck? She texted me the other day. She was like, me and Adam are arguing whether or not you and Nick broke up. And I was like, no, like we did break up.

It's just been tough. like because he like the pole point things getting to him and she answered she's like yeah I'm so sorry like that happens to like every girl in porn and like the guys are always chill with it in the beginning and then uh they always like end up being like kind of it's tough not controlling but like it kind of gets that which I don't blame him like I don't blame him at all I really don't like I think that would get to me too like if I had to be tagged and stuff and like, like, my comments were filled with it, whatever. I just think that it started to feel like I was the bad person.

Like, it was like, I was the one that was like he was mad at when it was other people, like writing comments and stuff. Like, I wasn't doing anything. I was a perfect girlfriend, like, loyal. You don't think you were doing anything more that would create more, like, drama? Like, for the audience to be like, well, she's doing this now. I really didn't do anything during our.

relationship. I mean, maybe like the e-date stuff people like thought was crazy. I don't know. Like the neon and whatever. That was whatever though. Yeah. So so that's what I'm saying. Like just I'm really curious genuinely. Like so you move apart at some point. Let's say it doesn't work. How like who are you who in your mind are you like what kind of guy are you finding that you think? You think it's going to be like you're just have to get completely out of it at some point? I think I think what I would have to do. is do only for as long as I could and then when I've had enough of LA

move somewhere else and just like meet someone organically and have be like far removed from I guess is there ever a time that you would give up all this okay you ask that all the time but it's like

I'm still so young the money I made isn't gonna last me fucking the next like 80 years. I still have to make money. There's other ways to make money, but we've talked about that. Okay. No, but I'm just curious because like, you know. And also, another thing is I have fans too.

Like, I care about my fans and like my fans want to see content. And like, I like making my fans happy. Like, just how you like making your fans happy with YouTube. Like, I have fans too. Like, they're not just like, it's not just like this thing that I like do for money. Like, I do like having like supporters and stuff like that. Like, you know, I have a discord with people I talk to, like, all day. Like, it's, but you know what?

Like, I think you could make a ton of money, maybe not a few money and still be super comfortable and happy. Why can't I like doing it? You could do it. No, I'm saying you can't. I'm not saying you can't. I'm saying at some point, like, there, if you want, like, a solid, solid relationship, unless it's with someone in that industry.

And I don't even know how you feel about that personally. But like, like you said, you even know that every guy's going to come to that conclusion. Like, maybe I'm kind of uncomfortable with this. Yeah. I think to your point, you are entertaining enough as just a person on camera that you could still be successful. And maybe it's not $2 million a month. Maybe it's 500,000, 200,000, whatever. Like that's still sustainable good money. Yeah. It's great money. And like, yeah, I guess for me, the question is like, when is it enough? Because at some point, like, you're never, you're not going to be

able to take back all the stuff, which I know that's part of your reason why kind of going back into it or like maybe diving more headfirst into like doing more of that content because you can't take it back because you've already there people labeled you as this yeah right but at some point like you can still make good money outside of it and like if you know that and you know that like if you say you did this for five more years and you kind of did more and more you're either you're setting yourself up even more for some guy in the future to be like ah it's too much right you know what I'm saying and personally in my defense of all like you know how she feels about like getting to me you know you can't, I can't go change her.

You can never change anyone. You gotta let them do what they want to do. But personally, like, I know her. This is, to me, I will, I do admit that she's probably the most incredible woman, girl I've ever met in my life. I could see her. I could see being forever. I could have.

But it's like, I can't, I see what you're saying. She could do so many things. She's brilliant. She's amazing. And I don't know. I don't think you have to. Because my question is like, if you can. keep doing it more and more and then you find some of that you're like hey this is the guy like some

guy let's say it's him or some other guy like whatever and you know that it's going to get to that point where he's like I can't deal with this because you keep doing it like my point is like the stuff doesn't just go away it's kind of just always there it's not that it's not for me and for things I don't think it's not even that you can't deal with it almost it's like I believe you can do more well yeah it's just twofold it's twofold because I think about it and you're going to hear all the you know all the red pill commentary stuff is like you can't it's like you're your your idea is i'm gonna make as much money as i can and then find someone who is okay with this that's that's pretty hard that's that's gonna be a harder task than just finding someone who's

like if you're kind of like slowly getting out of it and moving on to other things because the guy that you find let's say now it's like three more years of more of that stuff it's like more more more at some point it's just like for any guy is going to be like yo what the yeah so that's what i'm saying like you you're not just like i think you're good at conversation you're good at speaking you're good at just being on camera like none of this and it's like just do more of that and take less money because at some point right it's like right how much do you need i know you know you know that oh i don't make money until 80 whatever like you know but you could still make great money in this space without doing that and i'm not trying

to convince you to stop i'm just saying in you're thinking of i'm going to do a bunch more and go harder and then find the guy like who's to say it just doesn't happen and now you're just older and you're going in that cycle with a different guy. Right, yeah. And to me, I think about that. I'm like, that's scary to me. Like if I was you, you know? Yeah.

I don't know. It sounds like you guys are just trying to convince me to stop. No, no, no. You do whatever you want. Like, I can't, you know, I'm just talking about the things you're saying. Like, your idea of what you would do. Mm-hmm. Because I think you're, I think you're entertaining.

Like, you can be entertaining outside of all the shit that just... I think it's probably, honestly, the red pill comments. that I, because I get so much and they like overpower, like other stuff. Yeah. So it's like, like, you're only ever just going to be. I'm like, okay. That's not true. I'll just keep running my own hands then.

You can't listen to those idiots. That's not true at all. I don't know, but I, it's not like only fans are tour to me though. I love like, I like making the content. It's fun. Yeah, I get it. Because I like, I feel the most confident when I get to like be so. So it's like, I don't know.

It's like. fun for me I guess it's your thing there's nothing wrong with it I'm just saying it's like it's your choice you know but but you're gonna run into that issue again maybe with some guy was like uh yeah now it's more yeah you know I also don't think I would date anyone in social media you think you's learned damn it's a good lesson I guess to save him honestly yeah I feel so one thing I've always said about like when I got into I never wanted it to affect the people around me and I'm really upset that he was affected by it and it like weighed on me heavily like I felt so bad that he was like being like getting receiving like the mean

comments like making fun of him for even dating me like that was like weight on me really heavy too like I felt bad like I genuinely felt so bad because I don't think he deserves that he was just with me because he loved me like yeah and in the beginning like you were getting that but you were good with it and then just wear it on you i'm i'm just gonna be real like i think i was never like big on twitter still not so nothing that's my lowest platform i think i started like yeah i started posting on there more and like they do okay and then all of a sudden i started getting tagged on there and that's where like that's where the and i started seeing it and really i'm gonna be honest like that did head up a bit but i looking back as before

that I never took anything out on her and I I feel so bad that that you know some nights ate at me I really do feel bad and I'm sorry I really am sorry so you guys are gonna like live together though now which is interesting it's very weird to me how long do we think it's gonna last I think it's you got some you'll stick it out a little bit you think two months I think two months yeah I'm very like I know I think the second I like see a girl on his video I'm gonna be like get the fuck out like we shouldn't watch today's video are you serious no I mean like

it's what's in it nothing we'll talk about happy what's in it nothing we address the break we dress the breakup okay and we go out for James's birthday that's annoying that's annoying I just find it funny you couldn't even wait like a week imagine if I went out

and fucking you're releasing something yeah that's what this is why but here's my thing he went in person and did something with someone and talked to them

I had someone two years ago listen listen you drop we don't even announce that we're broken up I never go to the internet you drop you're the one who drops

we broke up it goes viral on TikTok two days later announced on your Twitter you're dropping a boy girl scene I was just on TikTok live so I was like I'm gonna go do my thing you didn't even wait a week that you like actually went out and like pursued a girl like

talked to her in person like I'm it's not that serious it's not it's not it's not I don't think he's really pursuing girls like that no hell no I don't I don't take any girls number I don't do anything that I don't text it's not like that it's like it's like you know we're out with a guys it's fun you're making a video so you would be fine if I like like started like doesn't matter it's over so it doesn't really matter no no no finish that finish that if you like I don't know like say I like went out and like linked with like a YouTuber or a stream or something I don't do anything with anyone care I don't do any she's the thing I wouldn't hurt your feelings I don't do

anything with anyone anyone popping or anything like I don't go you know it's still a pretty girl what do you mean what's the difference between she's going out and she wants to like flirt with all these big people out here make it go super viral go back to her only I get it I get it it's like I'm I won't do anything I'm so careful about like hurting her feelings or anything like that always have been my stuff is like so innocent and i'm dumb i'm not like it's not it's not like that it's just like like she goes and does all these little flirting comments acting touching i'm like that's not me i'm not gonna do that like it's touching it's very interesting people whatever whatever whatever you're implying that you're gonna go do i don't know what you're

no i'm just saying like what if i went out and did something like that exact same like what if you saw me like flirting in a video with a guy what if i saw me like flirting in a video with a guy what if i started doing like it's like i wouldn't care okay now you wouldn't care i wouldn't you think you'd care if you guys were what no i don't i think i think he's a little weird for it i'm not actually gonna do that that's not something i would do but let's just like think about the roles reversed you're what if you just say you just do it with her that's what i was saying the whole time i was like oh shit let's just just quit the youtube let's run out the bag together i don't believe in that you can't do it no yeah i've never did

Yeah, I get it. Yeah, I don't judge you. Certain boundaries for sure. Maybe that's what you got to find out. You got to find like a, what? Some people have morals, apparently. Dude. Maybe you just got to find someone to do that with.

No. So you wouldn't do that. I'm not, no. I'm never, no. What are you saying in front of you right now? No. What are you doing? I mean, sorry, sorry, sorry.

Sorry. You're trying to put ideas in my head. It's not like we're just, like, feelings are gone. should go out to do that. No, no, no. I think you guys, I think this works. I will say people do not know what her and I have gone through behind the scenes. We have not shown. It's like the most we've shown right here. Yeah. We've gone through a lot that people probably never know that. That did like bond us and like. We'll be honest. I don't think you guys are really breaking up. I don't think you guys are. We sit here and laugh though, but behind closed doors it's not laughing. It's like serious. Like it's like anchor. When I saw her. anger when she when she yelled at me the other day and i'm not saying i'm i'm i'm right for for anything or how we already went over all of it it just kind of like was like damn like she yelled she literally yelling me i resent you i'm not in love with you anymore oh and and yeah that was really messed up and you know it it was not maybe true but it it was a point of like

man we cannot yeah yeah you want to burn you want to burn it like yeah like this this girl means a lot to me. And I truthfully, like, I do love you. I truthfully am in love with you. Damn. But it just... I have to pee. Go pee.

I'm sorry to say that in that moment. I'm like, about the verse. She's not good with emotions at all. I'm telling me, like, we don't... Like, the biggest thing is, like, we have a hard time communicating. I'm like, a lot of that. Yeah. Yeah. Dude, I get it, man.

I get it. I've had so, man. Nothing, nothing like this. Like, like, this. stuff to deal with, but it's normal, man, like dealing with, I'm not working. I, I, I don't be honest with you. I don't think, I don't think it's done. I think you guys will still be dating in a year from now. For real. I don't know, man. I don't think it'll be the same. That's tough, bro. But neither of us can let go of things. It's like, it's like the compromise

that she wants me to do. It's like, I got it. And then what I want, when I'm not cool with her, like she feels she got to do it. But what is, so I want her on this too, but what, from your perspective what is the compromise that needs to happen or what like if if you did everything she wanted you to do what would that look like so i think the compromise is okay i really want to like bring back the girl's like by the way i just want to tell you that's going to go super viral when she when you said i love you and she said i have to go pee i don't know if you want is that a good thing or i'm i'm used to it because i'm just like that's ringing in my head right whenever deep things come up between us that are like very like very real yeah

She can't talk about it with me. Like, I think the one thing I am good at is like, even completely off camera. What? Off camera. Off camera what? The same thing. Yeah, yeah. Off camera, off camera, she's not, babe.

Oh, my God. You guys are, do you guys, do you run away from like emotional shit? I don't purposely run away from it. I'm just really bad at like communicating how I feel. Like, he'll ask me, like, talk, like, he'll want me to like, he'll want me to like, he'll press me to try and get deep about how I feel it's like it's like you're trying to understand yeah I'm trying to understand like I don't want to like but for some reason my brain when it comes to like emotions I can feel emotions but it's I can't like I can't think of words to even like describe how I feel

when it comes to emotions oh she I'm gonna say this I don't know if it's too personal she didn't even know like when our relationship started like she wasn't even a kisser like she never she said she never like really like in real life really kissed someone and meant it and she didn't it was never even into kissing me like until then yeah I don't really even like being touched either I'm not very like the top kiss the middle kiss the bottom kiss I wonder if that's just because of the work that you've done no I just I think I've always been like that even before you ever did that stuff yeah you just like I was always always always really scared of intimacy. I didn't like have my first I had my first kissed and had

in the same night like all at once. Like I've never like had like the cute like first kiss type thing. I like just was so scared of intimacy or anything like that. So then when I like turned 18 I got like some type of confidence and I was like I finally going to do it. So here's here's my this is interesting you said that about the being afraid of intimacy and like just I don't know. this is maybe me speaking just from my older perspective. But I wonder if like the reason why deep down it kind of is not working is just because of that same exact reason. And you kind of people tend to make, oh, I got to do this.

And it's somewhat of an avoidance of having to actually deal with the thing that it's just harder for you to deal with. Which is just being more intimate. Honestly, I think you're on to something with that. Maybe that's why. Because he's the opposite. He's so loving. like so like wants to just spill his heart out to me all the time but I'm so like I feel those

things but I can't communicate it and so maybe that's why because I wasn't able to give you the reassurance and like that like emotional intimacy that you probably needed so that's why you got extra insecure about seeing me have intimate moments with other people wow that's makes sense in my head sure that's true I think the biggest thing though like when we started dating or when we started even talking she didn't like she she she liked me but but she didn't even know why. She felt safe around me, comfortable, but she would always push me away

until the point of blocking me for like two months. And then she would come back and she kept saying, I don't know why I keep coming back. And to the point, I didn't really understand how to go about it. I'm like, dude, you keep fucking with me and playing with me.

And I talked to someone who's a lot more mature than me, and he's like, yo, this girl's like, never really been loved before. He's like, you love her. Why don't you just really actually show that to her? So I did. I was just very vulnerable, very open. And then she started coming around

and being more loving and following me to the point where like, you know, to, because like people, if you don't, if you've never really had those sort of like experiences, you don't really know how to give them. Yeah. Dude, I, I still remember the first night. She didn't even know, like, know how to kiss. She was like, teach me anything. Okay. Thank you. Seriously. Like, there's, we've come from that. And she would never, before she would never open up to me, talk to me about anything. And it got better and better. But there was, there is like this, like, wall that she still has not let me through. And it's not like her fault or anything and the fucked up thing is like I think that that's the reason why it's not

that deeper thing it's not just you thing it's a combination of him probably being more so and I probably haven't handled it maturely like I should have sometimes I get frustrated and I'm sorry for that as well I think we're both just figuring things out I haven't been in a serious relationship since I was like in high school I don't even know if you can consider that serious so we're both kind of like new to all this have you ever gone to therapy a little bit yeah you guys should try like couples therapy but it's like should we have to do that if we were only together for like if you want it to work if you want it to work you know that's probably like a bad

sign though for relationship i don't think so you need to go to therapy like seven months in yeah but i don't think so tough that sounds scary that's like this is no no because i think it's it's not so much just therapy for you guys to work it's therapy for each of you individually to see how you guys are showing up for your partner and i think there's probably things both of you that like maybe nick's more over loving overgiving and like maybe part of that it creates uncomfortableness within you because you find yourself not being able to do the same sort of things and he's like because he's doing it he's kind of expecting it because that's normally how people act right like they give and they kind of like well how come i'm not depending on what like

your love language is like if someone's super like touchy and they like that's the way they show love and they touch you but then you never touch them they're like well is is it not the same and then like they get their own insecurities that aren't even having to do with your work and all this other shit. So it's like you guys may not fully understand that about each other because like you individually don't understand that like fully about yourself. Like what you really truly need and how you truly need it. You know what I'm saying?

So it's just kind of like when I look at it because like you guys right now if I'm looking at you, I don't think it's done. In my mind, it's not done. And like just because the things you're saying and the way you're interacting. And it's like obviously there's something going on. It's tough. But like I think it could be fixed. doesn't need to obviously it's not up to me it's not my life but like when when i talk to you about

where you want to go and like what you want to do it's just in your mind and this is fine like if you don't want to have a family and you don't want to have this or that whatever and if you just want to make a ton of money then just like keep chasing that but i can tell from i could tell you from experience not in i've spent a lot of my life just chasing that and i'm 34 years old and i look back and I'm like damn I kind of wish I spent more time like chasing a solid relationship right and I never I never looked at that hard enough and now I find myself being like I wish I gave that more time because to develop certain things within myself to be able to show up the right way for the people that I wanted to be with right so again there's no right or wrong here but like

your direction of where you want to go is just like you're just looking at money and I get it right but you know at some point unless that's all you want it's just like where are you you? Where are you going to be? I don't know. That's just like what motivates me right now. Yeah. I've only been doing this for like two years. I get, I don't know. I feel like I'm still in like the beginning phase of my career. And it was, I just felt like I could never do anything. Like I was always scared to stream on Twitch because I would always be scared like something would happen that would upset him. Like I, or I would say or I would do something or I would be scared to even like that's how I feel about our videos when I went into the neon and sneako stream like

the whole time I'm like texting him because I'm like scared like did I say something that offended you and it's just like when you having that mentality like I felt like it was having like an effect on like my performance of like just being entertaining in general okay this is and this is why I think like you know you break up for a reason and that's why I think we should at least see why because I've lost my like I feel like I've lost my purpose I'm so scared to even talk in the videos to everyone like at both of us I think she's right I'm right both of us have lost like feel a little lost you can't do what we like set out to do yeah and like yeah that's that yeah I mean it makes sense it makes sense and well honestly the best thing you guys

could be doing is like maybe yes take a little time and like see what you really really want because when time is apart you'll be like oh damn did I really want this that way and you also give yourself space to breathe and like see if the things you're doing individually are really what you want to also be spending more time doing. Right. You know? So I think you guys are on the right path. Again, I don't think it's to me.

I know you guys are broken up or whatever, but it doesn't seem that way. Especially because you guys are moving in. That's like fucking insane. We haven't had for like two months. Damn. At least we're not like buddies or anything like that. I feel like that's what causes people to get back together. When you like start like, you go back to fucking.

Yeah. That's tough. Damn two months. maybe like a month and half I was gone for a long time damn even that's crazy and then we're crazy and then I feel like both of us

when we fight and like have this these feelings neither of us want to do anything like it's very like yeah it's very intense

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Great for a gift. Or don't have a gift for your loved one and be a asshole. It's up to you. Shadayorahaw. Let's go. So what could make it work? What do you think? I honestly think it would have to be time. Like he has to go do his thing, like really, like, grind out his YouTube. Because I just think that's what, I don't know. I just think we need time.

What about you? I don't know. Man, it's just... Like, honestly, like, if you could right now continue it. Would you continue it? It was just constant fighting, like constant, constant, constant. We both were, I remember the day before we were both texting each other, like, we're just exhausted.

Don't want to do that. I don't fight anymore. It's just like, it was never like that. Yeah. And I can't do it. I can't do them more. She can't do them more. I don't want to make her upset.

She doesn't want to make me feel upset. How are you going to do it if you're living in the same house and she has some girl coming over to film a scene. Oh, yeah, I'm out. I'm not going to bring anything to the house. Okay. Yeah, because like... I think it's going to be fun.

I stay in my room most of the time, like, whenever I'm home. I'm not really, like, I don't have her, like, hang out in, like, the living room or anything. It should be good. And he travels a lot, so. We'll see. It's true. Damn. So, so, are you working on anything else besides this, this, like, more,

only stuff streaming Twitch I have a sick setup it just were it just set up tomorrow or what desktop or like yeah desktop I do have an IRL set up but I haven't used it yet so maybe I'll get into the IRL's the wave dude IRL scares me why because all this like crazy shit's happening oh I like whenever I'm around like because I've done like a few IRL streams it's like they're like tapped into like a different energy it's like the the streamers or the audience streamers they're just like it's like get a viral

clip by any means like that type of vibe that's crazy yeah would you ever do IRL stuff we're starting two weeks we made our Twitch we made our streaming YouTube we announced it on the channel we start in two weeks yeah IRO

I'm excited you're starting it too yeah when me and Steve have a show we just haven't we haven't like been consistent with yet just because we're yeah yeah that's gonna go great yeah we're gonna start on the 19th You guys are going to bring Stani on? He'll probably show up here there.

I know he's with them right now in Miami, but we're going to... That's the trio. We're going to do something at my gym, and I guess I'm supposed to, like, wrestle, like, little people. Oh, my God. See how many little people I can wrestle? Yeah, because we just put, like, a matted area in the gym. I know, yeah, I saw that. See how many it would take to take me down.

That's amazing. How many do you think it'll take? I don't know, bro. You f*** me out when you... I think you could take all of them. Yeah, I wonder how many. Yeah. Like 15.

Are you going to be scared to hurt them? Kind of, yeah. Yeah, that's, yeah, I'm a little afraid to hurt them. Because, like, what if I, like, throw an elbow or something and I hit one? They wouldn't reach your elbow, right? Well, they might be climbing, you know what I'm saying? Signed some waivers, man. Yeah, definitely sign some waivers, for sure.

But you, you wouldn't do IRL stuff? No, I would. I'm just saying it kind of scares me a little bit. I need to, like, stick with my desktop streams because I do a lot of, like, try-on stuff. They really like that. On a desktop? You just, oh, yeah, I see. Yeah, like, I'll, like, try on different, like, costumes and stuff like that.

Yeah, because your Twitch does good. Yeah, it does really good. Yeah. But that's what I'm saying. Like, you don't, like, there's so much money in that. You're just like, you just sit there's so much more in the OF stuff that you're just like, I'll do more of this. It's, it's hard when like, that's what I'm known for.

So it's hard to drive away from it. And my fans just want new content so bad. But this is what I find interesting. That's what I'm known for. But you seem so ambitious, like you were even saying earlier how, like, you know, the money you have right now is probably great money, but you're not going to have it forever. Like, you're not going to be 80 with it. That's still true.

And it's like, if that's true, then, like, why not, like, evolve into some other form of content that, like, is actually more sustainable? Because the OF isn't in the long run. What do you think sustainable? I think speaking content is sustainable. I think, like, podcast stuff is sustainable. And he's anything like that can get clipped. Like, you talk about the streamers, like, we're going to get some viral clip because the way the platforms now work where it's all this clip-based stuff. but long format stuff like podcasts I think are sustainable we've seen that and also because the

questions like if I ask you a question it gets clipped it's all over TikTok and like that's pushing that content forward even if the platform on YouTube where the podcast itself isn't getting as many views is sustainable I guess it's probably the comments yeah like just reading like I would assume that they wouldn't want to hear me talk I don't think so but remember that's the thing like if you also go well that's what I did that's what I've known for then and you just kind of keep diving into that, then that's where you're stuck. And you don't actually get out of that. Not the saying that you need to or want to, but like if you're talking about being business savvy and focused, like, which I really believe you are, then like at some point

you will have to evolve into some other form of, unless your goal is like. I know that too. That's how people stay relevant. You have to adapt. Yeah. Unless you're like, I'm just going to make so much money doing this shit and then just like disappear. Right. Yeah. But even still, like based on your thoughts, it doesn't seem like that's what you would do. So at some, point you have to make a transition to something right switch yeah speaking i think i think you i mean you're entertaining i've seen some of your stuff on switch thank you i did i think i rated you once yes you did i tried to raid you but then you only you had your thing set to like members only chat and i was like well that's gonna be no fun because then my that's when you have it set to i didn't know that

only people that are subscribed so you can comment so like the fun thing about rating is everyone everyone goes and they'd go crazy in the chat but i was i couldn't raid you because i was i was like, that's going to be no fun. Like, you, no one's going to be in chat or anything. You should have told me. I would have opened it up. I didn't know that. Yeah, you have to.

It's fun. That's what makes the Twitter streaming fun. That's all they do the whole time, just read the comments and interact with them. They'll, like, tell me what to do and stuff. Yeah, that's fun. And so, so you've done, you haven't really done much streaming before, but you're going to start doing, straight into IRO. Yeah, I think straight and I, I'm not like a, we want to get like a sit-down thing.

James and I are sharing a room in the house, bunk beds, but. You guys are like, like, like, bunk beds? Yeah, we're not doing what we used to do. We used to share bed in trouble. No, we never shared a bed. Whatever, man. They used to, that's not true. He shared a bed with so many people.

I heard he used to cuddle with Stiney. Stony and I shared a room. The guy who was in here, the guy who just walked out, I swear they used to kiss or something, dude. Man, I'm very close to my friends. We're just bros, though. No, him, him, him. I swear they used to kiss, dude.

Dude, you were the one, when we would be, like, on our little adventures in Cabo and shit. Nick, when are you coming back into bed? No, never. these guys swear to God because like we'd be there gambling or whatever they'd be like sleeping on the couch us next to each other like it was weird no Steve would be like make sure you text Nick like I want you guys like comfortable yeah okay they would always get sushi together it was suss he's ever any suss stuff yeah he hugs everyone all the time that's not suss I'd be like let me get a hug

oh yeah let me get another hug he'll go back for the double hug my supporters who come up to me like you're gonna let me get a hug guy I hug all my everyone who's wrong with hugging my bros No, nothing, nothing, nothing. Nothing. It doesn't come across his suss, though. It just comes across, you're just such a little lover boy. Damn. I'm a lover boy. Represent.

So what does, it's like, what do you want, like, do you want, like, an asshole? A what? Like, do you want an asshole? Because, like, why are you getting? Wait, what are you? Because, oh, as a guy, but you're having, like, a literal asshole. I'm like, what are you talking about? No, because he's such a lover boy.

No, I like nice guys. Yeah. So that's your guy. All the loving stuff I did, if I didn't do that for, like, a little bit, she would go crazy. and be like, why aren't you, blah, blah, blah. Like, it's not like she didn't like it. You're dragging it. Damn.

You're dragging it. No, no, you guys are fucking, you guys are so entertaining. I'm ready to be done, man. You guys should just have a podcast. There you go. There it is. Do a podcast. Talk about relationship drama and problems.

We bring on gas and we're just getting fights together. I was going to say you can do like the plug talk stuff. No. What? What? I've never watched Plug Talk. Oh, you know. what it is, right?

Not really, actually. I kind of just... You don't know what that is? Well, I know it's Lena's... Yeah, yeah. What did they talk about? It was a joke. It was a joke.

Okay. So you interview someone and then you... I really don't know. I really don't know. I really don't know. Yeah, that's what that is. That's not for you. That's not.

I'm gonna step out of that one. Yeah, okay. Stick with the hugs, you know? Stick with the hugs? Instead of fadry hog them, you know? Oh, my God. So, so... One more question.

Oh, no. No, no. Can I leave? no it's good oh man um why are you laughing it's sorry what's going on right now it's the living situation really funny to me oh we have we have rules we're good what are the rules um can't sleep in the i can't be in her room not sleep in the same bed um you says can i say something you said before we started here before she was here i'm so scared

it was not crazy it's not crazy it's not crazy it's not crazy what is It was like a rule of you guys broke up. Okay. Is that okay? What? He said that if you guys broke up, it's a rule that like you guys, you're like dripping your face is, your face is tripped. You can't cut this if you don't want to say it.

God damn it just say it. Okay. You guys can't sleep with someone for a year. Oh, yeah, that is a rule. She made that rule. Yep. You could both stand by that? No sleeping with any girls while you're under my house.

Wait, would you actually wait a year to have? Anyone else? Yes. You promise? Yep. Interesting. So you got a year. You got a year to figure this out.

Okay. Let's let it figure itself out. I'm just saying. All audience things were deletion on. No, it's funny. This is the craziest situation. Well, it is. It's an interesting thing because, like, you guys did put it out there.

It's like a, you can't. It's not, that's by all means. This isn't out there till this release is Tuesday? Yeah. We don't announce any of that till Sunday. We just But regardless I'm just saying

Like the dynamic of like Oh yeah Yeah This is a really Unique one Super unique I'm scared for everyone else That lives in the house

Why I'm scared You know look at them They're all nodding their head Yeah Because they see They witness Everything that happens

Between us The cute loving shit And the angry shit It's all in front of them Dude And it's like sides Because he has His boys are on his side

My assistant Riley's all my I know she lies for her. I know. No, she doesn't. Oh my God. I'm an angel.

So are you going to film content in the house then? Do you do the content stuff? Does it be like a content house? I don't know. We're just, we're just all moving in together and. Yeah, but if you're going to be streaming and it's like,

it's going to end up being a content house. Yeah, sounds fun. I'm going to pull up. You want to move in? I'm going to move in. Well, you're coming for Friendsgiving.

Yeah, and I'm going to move in. Okay. Who are you bringing for you? She already told me before this podcast, I can come move in. Okay. I'm kidding.

Well, you know what? She never texted me, by the way. Let's go back to our old ways. Instead of the bunk beds, we'll get to bed and you and I can. Yeah, we'll cuddle just like before and I'll braid your hair. Okay.

Okay, so what's happening on Wednesday? We're doing Friendsgiving. Everyone has to bring a date who comes and we have like 10 guests coming. Is she going to be there? She's going to be there. She has to bring a date and I have to bring a date. Whoa, what?

Yeah. What the fuck? Yeah. Who's your date? I don't have. I don't have. couple options. I'm still trying to like aside. I haven't made so you're going to bring someone else. You guys are crazy man. I don't know what the fuck you guys are doing. I still think you got a year

and I still think you guys are going to be good like two months. I think we're trying to like figure out how to like be cordial and make it work. So that's where like I don't know. I don't know what's going to happen. Dude, this is funny. It's funny because it's like real. Yeah, that is. That's why it's so entertaining to be. But that's why it like with your head. Because you're like, yeah. You're not actually bringing a day.

But it's between like the content and what's really like. That's why we like chill down and doing all of it. And it's just, you know, I don't know. Well, I'll be there Wednesday. So I'm excited.

It's going to be. And, uh, yeah. Thank you guys for coming on. Thank you for sharing your, your heart for real. Yeah.

And your problems. Thanks. It was beautiful. Wow. We love you, Much fun. Yeah. Until next time.

Yeah. Two months.