RAWTALK - Ricegum Having A Baby? Insane Streaming Deal, Toxic Ex Girlfriends & Quitting YouTube

Episode Date: August 8, 2023

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All right, listen, before we get into this podcast, make sure you subscribe, make sure you drop a comment, do it for the algorithm. Let's get into the pod with Rice Gum. I actually learned a lot about them that I didn't know today. And he's back. He's back for good, I think. I don't know, at least for a year. But, yeah, let's get into this podcast.

Oh, man. Yo, I realize I need to start doing, like, actual intros to these podcasts. Because I just kind of run it, I just jump in it. I just jump in it. But welcome back to another fucking episode of Raw Talk. I have one of the, I mean, I feel like you're one of the originators of just, like, streaming and streaming successfully no thank you many people have been saying that and i don't know i'll take it like the two people i think of right away when i think of streamers like oh geez is like you and

aden thank you bro straight up i appreciate um so you're 26 now we just talked about it right what what's what's the most different thing in your life besides the big deal that you recently got what's the most different thing in your life right now today from like where you started yeah yeah yeah on the platform or when i met you i guess i was like 18 19 maybe 70 forward right right right it's Wait, before I guess that, do you remember the first time we met? Super vaguely. Like, what, do you know? I think we were at that house, no.

Or no, wait, it was a party. It was at some random Ty Lopez party? I met you on the same day, I met summer. Bro, that was literally like, I don't know if that was seven years ago. I think that was way more than seven years ago. Something, I don't know. But yeah, no, it's different. I guess content was like a really big deal for me.

Like YouTube, I want to be the biggest YouTuber. I want to make hell of videos. And that was where my head was at. And so now it's like, it's a lot different. I don't know. I'm just focusing kind of on myself and like happiness and health and just, just old, old people. I feel 26. I feel old.

He was saying how 29 is when I really start feeling old. But now I feel old now. And then how you said the, the rumble deal. So that's just been consuming me with the streaming. And I've low keep in curving Bradley. Like he wanted me like a month ago and just how. Then you went to the full sim pod before mine with Aiden, but you were in Miami. like no well so that was in Vegas and that was like no and they didn't even tell me like they told me

an hour before and I was like you know what I'm with Aiden already so of course I'm not I'm just saying I just thought it was funny I was like this guy dog me and I saw him pop up on the pot I cheated on bro I cheated on no it's all good I get it though I get it yeah um but let's talk about like your childhood because I do you talk much about where you came from uh no not much I mean I never really got too personal with my stuff I mean it's always just been jokes and like laughing and making comedy but uh i mean before we even hop into that man i congrats on everything man you're killing it thank you man and i congrats on the new memes bro that's what going crazy oh the i'm too 60 that was going insane no and like those memes is something that you can't buy

like you can't force it is just kind of out of nowhere in the street fight man street fight stock went up because way up i got joe rogan was talking about street fight you saw that clip was that clip was that was a real no it was a real clip it was a real it was swear to guy it's on the pocket Okay, okay. Anyone can watch it. No, facts, like. So I saw it and was like, oh, this is hilarious. I honestly didn't think it was going to go that big. I genuinely, when I was, when I text my boys, I was like, yo, I'm going to ask Nate Diaz because like the clip with Devin Haney got so, so much like traction. Right. Because I understand people like the oddity of like the big jack guy versus a real fighter, right? Everyone's going to be so divided in that. Just because the weight difference, the muscle. Right. Even though everyone knows, like, it doesn't matter how jacked your doesn't mean you're going to be a good fighter. That's a fact. Right. But I think the oddity and. it like gets people talking so after that went pretty viral i was like yo i'm going to ask my i told him i was like i'm going to ask nade diaz if who wins in a street fight just straight up i was like i thought nadeez was going to be like you will do it right here because like nadeas just kind don't give a fuck he doesn't and uh i didn't know that it was going to get the reception that it was

going to get at all i knew that it was going to get a reaction i just didn't know it was going to be so much like like logan calling me out right random no that's big though bro and and that might open doors for like a fighting background maybe or you're like in the talks of doing there so there i mean there's a lot of talks of a bunch of shit obviously there's people like i do i do want to fight i would have to train for it that would be crazy yeah i would have to really train for because like my training obviously right now is like you know obviously i do a lot of explosive stuff like i've not just like steered away from that kind of stuff but i haven't focused on it you know what i'm saying so i would love to do a fight i'd love to do something officially i honestly

I'd like to do something in like the MMA and I think kind of like that almost feels like where all this influence or fighting is going because you know even Jake after this fight you're assuming you watched it yeah yeah with Nate Diaz he was talking about doing a 10 million dollar fight with Nate Diaz in the PFL which I guess is the federation that he's involved in right so it seems like maybe it's going to start going in that direction I don't know how many other influences are going to be down to go in that direction though because that's just like so much right are you up next in the fighting world and no but in a street fight bro just anything is possible i feel like me and you in a street fight anything's possible you smack me with a rock

or like a web like bro have you like have you ever got pepper sprayed no i was gonna do that for a video once and i was like no i don't want pepper spray and you're done like like look if you pepper spray me right if you and me in a street right right right if you have the pepper spray a pepper spray and then a fucking taser to the neck like who it's see no one see this is the funny thing no one ever brought that kind of stuff up right right right right right like a straight fight like a straight fight but it might it might have been just something that was like someone could have came in and really just pulled the nine on knife a gun anything which is game over now but even gun bro and you're like superman at the bullets

go bounce off of you right exactly the bullets go bounce off of you bro like really no but yeah congrats on the memes bro and that's something that money can't buy is just how life comes at you but but that's huge though that why do you think that's so big that kind of stuff um it's just organic it's like you can't control it like i don't know like people can like uh like try to create like a moment but you can't create it it's just heck kind of happens naturally and organic and it's it's it's hilarious at the end of the day yeah it was so funny man so so what moments do you recognize in your like in your like journey that were like whoa this stood out and became some like yeah so it was kind of like my personality it was always like apparently i mean like nowadays

everyone wears chains and flex cars and houses but i guess i was doing that early on with like just showing the wealth and so that like Like I noticed that sometimes if someone else is flexing like, wow, he's acting like rice gum or something like that. And then just there was this thing that happened with like just, just random stuff. I mean, you know, it's just that. Yeah. I don't know. What got you to that point where you started making money first off?

Yeah, so what got me to that point? So I actually, before I even did YouTube, I started streaming and this could go back to that question with the childhood thing. I was live streaming and it's all about perspective. Even though I was getting 1,000 concurrent viewers and I think I was making like four. thousand a month in my senior year is it true that you you bought it some viewers because like you wanted to like yeah that's yeah that was like 2014 damn he knows my history but yeah so that's how i started i was buying some viewers basically the mindset behind that if i didn't buy any viewers i would have like 20 viewers but if i bought it 100 viewers it would show i have 120 because i was at

120 people would like like like it more and so i would eventually be at like 200 yeah they're more willing to like well what's this all about why i exactly exactly and then i actually got caught up for that got banned on this site i got i got i got on twitch which actually opened the door for youtube and other platforms and so that's kind of how it all started but uh yeah but prior prior to that though like what made you feel like i could do this because i'm always curious about people's like progress and that because obviously so many kids are going to watch this because they like love you or yeah yeah yeah hopefully they love me right now they probably hate me right now because i'm talking about the street fight they don't like no i think it's yeah yeah but where did like

where did you outside of doing any of this because at some point obviously you didn't do it Where did you see, like, okay, I know that I could have success here? Right. I was watching a lot of it. Like, I was just consuming it a lot. Like, I would watch just, I would watch a ton of YouTube. And then I was like, you know what? I think I'm funnier than these.

I think I'm, you know, you know, Niga Higa and stuff like that? Soji. Soji. Like the originals. And then Nade shot. Oh, yeah. I know Nate shot. It was like a mixture of like the gaming and then Niga here with the camera.

And then I actually started in the gaming field and just my big brain. I was like, well, only boys. can consume games only if you play that specific game you can enjoy it which is such like a smaller niche so if you can make like a comedy video where you know i think anyone can enjoy it like boys girls or whatever right so uh it's start with the gaming stuff then i did the whole uh just put the camera down try to be funny and then uh one thing led to another um but what made you feel like you could do it just because you saw people doing your life yeah i was just watching it i feel like i thought i was funny than them i thought i mean bro i don't know it's just like you have to have

some confidence in you and i don't know it's just like you have to have some confidence in you and i don't about just self-doubt is crazy too like sometimes you doubt yourself and it's like a mixture of both like doubting myself but like thinking i can do it and just pushing my limits and uh i mean everything worked out and it's crazy because i i took like two years off from everything and then i recently just came back and i'll just sit there sometimes like well i guess this is what my purpose is on earth like i don't know man i'm still figuring the shit you mean making content is your purpose uh making content and like what was that realization when you said this is my must be my purpose what were you talking about right right so i was away for like two years or whatever uh you know how

like you have parents i have parents i thought the next part of my life was to find my partner and like just start a family and like i'm still gonna do that and shit and and whatnot but then just when i would just sit around all day and like it is fun like a retirement is fun it's amazing um i'm excited for to uh to do that again but just something about just sitting around all day and you feel like you have more to give i mean i'm 26 uh one day maybe i'm 40 or 30 i'm you know leave forever but uh i mean as of now uh that's was my childhood dream it was like a dream job it's so weird bro it's like a dream job to do you youtube and when i was doing it it it almost felt like it wasn't a dream job and i fell out of love with it i don't know i'm just

bro i'm all over the place some days i love it some days i don't love it and uh i guess some people are better at pushing through and doing things that they don't enjoy but when i wasn't enjoying it bro i just simply just left and you know some YouTubers are like all right guys i'm gonna make a final video this is why i'm leaving and this you know but i just simply left for a while um and came back and now i just dipped i just dipped for some reason did you see the i think was it was it was it jake pa was talking about you working at mcdonald's or something because like did you had no money that i saw that because i was like this is fucking funny but like so what happened you left for two years and obviously you made enough money from your from your you know

the videos yeah seems like you're probably smart with your money right right right we didn't pull a foosy YouTube. Yeah, that's crazy how he said he had hardly any money to his name. Yeah, he's fucking, he blew all his money back. I know, but he was killing it. So wait, do you ever have a feeling where you're like, you know what? I don't feel like doing this shit and like you want to leave or what? You do? Bro, I'm 34. Are you serious? Dude, I've been doing this.

I've been doing YouTube for fucking 11 years now, I think. 11, 12 years. I've been doing the internet. Like since 2011, I've been on Instagram. Damn. Oh, yeah, no facts. So I've been doing YouTube after I did Instagram. So not that I like.

want to leave for me i was able to figure out like like this stuff for example the podcast like an evolution of what i was doing on the internet and this is something i feel like i could do this forever right so oh really nice because i actually just genuinely like understanding and trying to understand people so yeah it was just a matter of of like the evolution of my content like do i want to do the same content that i've done forever no i don't think anyone would want to do the same thing they've done like dude you know how many videos i film like this is how to do a proper bench press now it's fucked up because there is a whole new every year like a whole new generation of kids yeah that are coming up into the you know the fitness arena who are like i want to learn this

and because i'm not making current videos i'm not necessarily reaching those people right yeah i'm just kind of making this style of videos which is still really beneficial and i think helps a lot of people but it's just a different version like a different iteration of where i'm trying to go in my life because at the core of it i really do like love people and i love helping people because I've been in so many places where like I really just needed help yeah that's why this is simple for me because it's a matter of like trying to understand what your process was to see what made you successful because that's like most of these people will watch this video is because they love you or they're a fan but like I would say specifically nowadays most kids when they're like

what do I want to do with my life they're like they want to be on the internet like that people aren't which is a weird thing we could talk about this as well oh no actually bro we don't need more YouTubers bro we need doctors and plumbers exactly I was scared, but yeah. No, it's a weird thing, man. It's like, no one is growing up anymore being like, I want to be a police officer. And I can't say necessarily no one because, like, obviously this is still happening.

But, like, I think if you ask most kids nowadays, because it's like, you got to think these kids from like inception, like babies, their parents are like, here's an iPad. They're like this, their whole life. Yeah. And now they're like, oh, I'm going to be a content creator. It's fucking crazy. The world right now is insane.

But let's not get too deep on that. We can go into that later. Let's talk more about like your childhood. Like, did you grow up with like a super happy home or like what was that? of course and yeah no and i did actually have a good happy home i had a good high school experience and now that i'm older i'll talk to people and they like got abused as a kid or had like a hard upbringing so that gives me a whole other perspective because when i was growing up i thought everyone just had it so i thought everyone's childhood is super just easy and then after high school

is when life starts getting harder but as far as most people i thought everyone just had it easy as a kid which isn't true and stuff like that but yeah no i had it really easy i had two loving parents, no divorce and shit that. I played basketball. I think that really helped me a lot with meeting people and feeling like confidence. I felt like if I didn't make my high school, because like on the high school team, only there's like 12 kids or something like that. Even with the middle school team, there's only 12 kids. So if I weren't to make that team, I think I would have like lost confidence or something, but or it would have taught me something. I'm not sure, but I just always have gotten kind of what I wanted. I wanted to be on the basketball team.

was that helped me meet friends a lot of these bro like I don't want to sound racist or anything but the black kids are just so funny for some reason and that's where a lot of my humor come from is from the kids and joking around in the locker room and stuff and so I played basketball in high school and that's all I really I remember from my childhood just playing basketball and just having a good time and sleepovers with the homies just a really happy childhood really great great energy and then my senior year I was supposed that was my time to shine I mean my whole um year I was kind of on the bench or whatever but senior year I would have started and everything but I actually didn't play basketball I started doing the whole YouTube shit yeah because that was

just seemed more important you know I mean but uh I mean childhood can't really think much back just playing video games and playing basketball with my friends and shit like that yeah yeah so when you start getting into the streaming like why do you think people picked up on you so much like why do you think you got popular right so Twitch so Twitch nowadays is very uh like in real life personal people uh are showing like I mean how to explain it's like real life content nowadays on Twitch back then on Twitch it was a rule where you had to play games like if you didn't want to play games and if you just wanted to do full face cam you would get banned on Twitch back then there wasn't IRL there wasn't IRL back then it was like against the rules

what the fuck yeah you probably no like literally I remember having my face cam and like i want to do iro content i was like i got to play a game because twitch you got like you've got to play games so um i would have a border line of like playing games but also including the real life content like calling people and uh just prank calls and trolling and stuff like that so what year was this 2014 you had to be one of the first people doing that i think yeah i mean just aidan says it all the time and he'd be happy madman shout out aiden and shit like that he's a big homie and shit but uh yeah that's what he was saying so yeah so i was doing that and then um you originated it i guess i girl they keep saying that but like you did i remember

seeing it like way back in a day like because you're because i didn't even realize that there was only like you had to game on twitch i thought like because i started seeing your stuff yeah i knew that you played games but i thought that like you could also have sections because right now obviously there's sections where like i could just stream iro and just talk shit now they included that and so you made them start the section maybe maybe I don't know no guys I don't know no but there was other you know people humble humble no it's fair fair like that stuff like that stuff like that but yeah so so you started catching on because it was just like just candid real life shit it seems like um I forgot what it was oh no yeah no so here's sorry like I'm

thinking like my first viral moment jumped out of a pool and was like oh this shit's cool who you yeah where you jumped like I think I saw it like jumped out the pool into the thing I jumped out of the pool onto the side like four and a half a pool like yeah yeah yeah and it went viral like well the first video that really went viral was that okay for me because then they're like because prior it was like oh this guy looks cool because he like he looks he looks good and then he like did some cool shit right right right no what was your first moment all right so boom boom so i actually wasn't good at games i was actually not that good that good at game so that's why i had to do other shit now that i think back like why i did other shit is because people were only

watching the most cracked out guy that was so fucking like good like i wasn't that good so i had to do other things my first viral moment i think it was like 2000 i don't even know like 15 or something um i called mea califa on stream which is like some porn star yeah like i was like in high school still and it was like a 15 minute how'd you get a number though right right so there's this twitter account called menanness if you're watching this shout out to you but i i don't even know why he pulled the string for me but it was like this twitter account that was big on twitter back then now there's way bigger accounts but at the time he was the he was killing on Twitter she she was rocking his like Twitter merch it's like the opposite of

the opposite of feminist it was men and this or something which I like I don't want to get canceled anything no no no but he connected the dots with me and Mia Khalifa I don't know why I mean it was easy for her she was like in the bed just FaceTiming like it was just really simple had a 15 minute a minute Convo and then that was like the first viral moment um and then in the streaming world which in my head at the time seemed so big but compared to to the youtube shit it was like tiny it was very tiny and we can get into like the youtube we will let's talk about the idea of being canceled because your reaction is pretty funny

like not wanting to be canceled like do you really think that you can be canceled though like unless you said something really fucking foul right right right no I mean I don't think people care that that much about me and I had my fair share of moments. You said I don't think people care that much about me. Yeah, yeah. To cancel someone. To cancel. Like it's just, you know, it just matters when you're like so important. Then they like find every reason to, you know, pick apart you. But as of now, I could honestly say anything and they really wouldn't, you know what I mean, care. Yeah. I feel like. But no, I'm not, I'm not scared of getting canceled because your core fans and your core people will understand if it's a

joke or, you know, they understand your personality. And it's crazy for people to sit at home and like know your whole life and know my. my whole life but we don't even know them we don't even really we've never seen them but they know you know everything about us you know shit like that so yeah i had a kid come up to me today at the gym we're from a content he said he's been watching me since he was 15 years old he's like 25 or something jick what was he hell was he 26 years old he said he was 15 and like that's that is such a crazy concept because this guy came up to me and was like bro you inspired me to like open my own supplement store and like do the social media stuff and i just want to say thank you

and it's such a crazy thing because it's like you're reaching people that I never even saw this person, never met this person, never said a single word to this person. He came up and showed me so much admiration and love. It's honestly the biggest blessing in this whole game. Have you ever had anyone come up to you and say anything like that to you? I'm streaming because of you now. I'm doing this.

I mean, besides the fact that we do have to put it here, like you said, Aidan said it. I think there's a lot of motherfuckers that have come after you that have like not taking what you've done and did it on their own, but like you did set a little bit of a blueprint. Aidan did say that where he like, because I would like call. girls on stream so he was like I inspired him to do that but like I'm sure they have but like I honestly forgot like not not one of them stuck out I mean I'm sure like fans I've came up crying and stuff but I can't I can do my memory is so bad I can't I can't I can't think of a story like yours where like I open up a slum of a store because of you like I'm sure they've

said yo I start YouTube because of you and stuff yeah had nothing too crazy you know so let's let's talk about the canceling thing because like you saw Fussi react to the saying to N word when he was You said, fuck. You think it's like warranted a response like that? Yeah, well, it's live. So when you're live, you don't even have a second to think like, oh, my God, what should I do?

So it's just live. And I guess that's why I like live streaming is because it's all like, if I were to say something on accent on a podcast, I'd be like, yo, Brad, could you please, you know, take it out? But as far as him, it's just all live. No, but I see where he's coming from. I think he doesn't want to be seen that way. Like, I mean, just us creators are so worried about how people see us and how what people think.

Like, oh my God, I hope they don't think I'm racist or I hope they don't think I say that on my free time. So he was just really backpedaling and, you know, trying to not do that because, you know, yeah. But I think he also like he's, because he had so many ups and down. He's such a high moment right now because he's doing this 24-7 streaming shit. I see him everywhere. Right. On the first week of that streaming shit, he was kind of like just high energy and stuff. But now that we're 30 days in, I mean, I don't know.

I'm not like a psychologist or anything, but homie's been kind of tweaking a little. Yo, we're going to talk to you about it. Like kind of loud and excited. I mean, like I said, I'm sure he's okay, but he has a past of kind of going crazy. I'm going to have him on the pot I want to talk to him about his manic moments and stuff. But I don't know. I kind of see it like happening, but I don't know. You think it's slipping a little bit?

I don't know because he'll because he'll freak out on his like cameraman and he'll go, no, what the hell? You know what I mean? So it's like, I don't know if it's an actor, if he's really like that. But his energy is crazy. And he's a lot older than me too. And, you know, now I feel like I'm like old where like I just don't have that energy to be giving it like that. Like to like just put my whole energy out there. But he's doing it.

Yeah, this is what I find so interesting because you definitely do, bro. You do. Do what? You do have that energy. Like I know you do. There's something else because like if he can get it. Oh, yeah, yeah. He's, that dude has gone down up, down up, down up more than any of the YouTuber I know.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. You have it. It's just something that's there. Just don't feel like doing it. Like, just. But why do you think, like, I guess I want to kind of go back to like when you quit. Like, why did you fully quit and just like dip? Like, what was the real? You just burnt out. I'm making content. No, I think it was a happiness thing. It was like, damn, I want to be happy. I would like, like, I've always lived my life. Like, I do whatever I want. Like, if I feel like doing something, I'm going to do it. Like, I get whatever I want. That's just kind of how my life's been. And so we just got to, to the point where like, like, like, oh. I've made so much money I've been doing so good like what am I doing being unhappy and doing something that I don't want to do like in and I just I just didn't want to do it and like I still don't want to do YouTube so I'm just blessed the Rumble deal happen shout out Rumble and shit like that and I actually enjoy live streaming and so that that that's where I'm at but my bread like my bread and butter at the time was YouTube YouTube YouTube and it just it just stopped being enjoyable maybe it just felt a little fake like how they don't want you to curse and do certain things and I felt like self-censor a lot yeah yeah like censor more than ever now too

I mean I think every platform even TikTok be censoring like you know stuff gets taken down if you say certain stuff so it was mainly that just like I felt like I wasn't genuine and I mean everyone has a YouTube personality like when you're like yo what's up guys welcome back to another video like no one talks like that no one really you know I'm saying so that was my whole life for like four or five years straight I was in L.A I would wake up and breathe and sleep YouTube, no, also too, I was in a content house for a while, and so we were out of the content house. It went from like, I got to make these videos alone again. And I was like, you know what, I'm just not do it because I just, I just don't have to do it. I don't know. It's a weird

feeling. And not like, like, it's not a flex to be like, yo, I just quit. Like, I don't give a fuck. Like, it's not a flex. Because every since I quit, everything went downhill as far as views and stuff, right? So it's not me trying to flex on anyone. But it was just an inner thing of like, I just don't feel like doing it. So I'm going to just not do it. And it does make a big difference to have like a group to make content, especially after you've done it for so long. Game changer.

And that's what I'll say to, I guess, creators coming up. Maybe some hometown friends or you collab with other smaller streamers, but getting in a house with people and living with them and making videos is a game changer. I think Kai is one of the biggest creators right now and he's in a house with his homies. So that might be the trick. If you don't have got figured out, maybe get into a house with five. homies and then that's gonna figure it out for you yeah i mean yeah kai recently you saw the new york thing like how many people swarmed like new york city yeah that's craziness that is crazy

like a different level of people man it was like like like insane amount of people yeah um i'm not sure if if he expected that but he had to expect that right right right like it's not so i i see stuff like that and i go right honestly i would have done the same thing i just said fuck it like let's see what happens and if the cops come is good for content right but now he got consequences and stuff and now he does have consequences i guess if his excuse is like i didn't know i was that famous i didn't know but then people are like well drake isn't tweeting out his location or you know jz no kai's fucking famous bro exactly exactly but just it's crazy he had to have known that he had to know it was going to be nuts bro that was actually insane and i think all all the vandalism

and shit that's that's fucked out there it looked crazy out there with the bro dudes were raiding stores that's fuck though those motherfuckers need consequences bro yeah you can't just use like chaos to be like oh i'm gonna do some criminal shit now and they'll be throwing shit at the cost i think they were pouring water on them why you think people go crazy like that when it's just like yo come here what you came here for you try to because they try to win what some like some computers or some shit yeah well i think a lot of them are with their friends so they got to act they get all hyped up and destroy some shit bro and in their head is like there's so many people they won't even know if i did this or if i you know crack this window like who would even really know and

I don't know if they are getting consequences. I think they're all falling back on Kai. I think they're blaming everything on Kai or something like that. That's what it looks like. It's his fault for inviting people out there. Yeah, I mean, I don't think they're naming these individual kids who are like jumping on cars and shit. Yeah, the Ace family dude, Austin or whatever, he did like a meetup on Rodeo drive. I'm not sure if you heard about that.

But he did it a while ago and it was like not an organized thing. He just tweet out. And then the Rodeo drive was kind of like just hella people running around. Traffic was all stopped. And then they had to like send cops. and there was helicopters, and I think he ended up being fined like 50,000 or something like that. So something like that might happen to Kai. It's life for Kai, though.

Right, 50,000, you know what I mean, whatever. But I mean, but is it light, though? 50,000 is a lot of money. Oh, that's a fuck ton of money. Right, right, right. That's a ton of money. No, that's like crazy with like Mr. B and these YouTubers making the value of money just not even a big deal.

Like people think like 100K or like, or like, so they see 100K so much or a million giveaway that they might not even think 10K is a lot of money. but like bro five 10k is actually a lot of money glad you mentioned that it could fix someone's you know life or whatever so just the like the clickbaitness is ruining everyone's conception the extreme shit is ruined the conception of money because 10 5k is a lot even one two thousand I mean like I said I'm humble and shit now you feel me yeah let's talk about that a little bit for you

you got a how much was your deal for with rumble yeah no I never even said anything but it was a multi a million dollar deal and it's enough for me to fucking I took a two year off Like, it's enough for me to come back. You feel like it's enough for me to, oh, it's worth it. But can we do above or under? Sure, bro. Okay.

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Oh, one year. Fuck, okay. You pocket watching. Honestly, I don't want to do this. It's just enough to, you know. God, I want to know so bad. No, but even with like eight and stuff, when they were saying like 100 mil and 50 mil and 80 mil,

like the headlines might have been false or not false. I mean, I don't know. It's just people throwing around numbers, but it's a good few million, like more than I was honestly making on YouTube. A month? No, a year. A year. A year.

A multi-million dollar deal. Yeah. But it's like even in the NBA and stuff, if dudes are getting a 20 million. dollar deal it's like it's not just given to you like you have to show up the practice over there take care of your body deliverables do the hours so like I have to do the hours but you might be the best thing that I'm because I've obviously I'm really good friends with Steve will do it made a lot of content with him over the years I got the shirt

yeah you might be one of the best buys that Rumble ever made thank you thank you because if you know seriously because of your consistency in like the fact that you're you're streaming every day right well I owe them X amount of hours so it's it's depending on how I space it out but I know how many days a week do you stream um I'll do like six days a week and you're like how many hours a day bro this dude uh like like uh like five day yeah bro you're you're you're the best I think you're one of the best buys I've ever bought thank you thank you yeah CEO man and you heard that no real shit like I'm looking at it you are because like your consistency and like drawing the audience and because I'm assuming every

time you're posting like come watch me stream right right right yeah by far because I think then they do like a crazy deal with high in speed they did and it's like a once a week little show i think it's like twice a month right exactly so that so that's why they switched it up with me and they wanted more consistency and you know everything works like i think they're happy i think i'm happy with the amount i received and uh yeah i'm sorry i'm not trying to make it about i'm just all good it's all good you to come back but no like i'll tell you off i just didn't want it like everyone knowing and shit because there are in the talks of other creators like got it they don't want to they're like but no but rice got x amount so i should get

100% i understand shit like that but i get it now let's switch it a little bit so i'm happy man you know and i and i'm glad you're back because i honestly like you you were a fucking you're a dope creator i would always see bradley around l.a for the longest like years and years and honestly when i left is when you kind of popped up like even more yeah right like now you're at a different level than when we were hanging around right yeah yeah but that just shows the like the power of consistency like even if it takes you five years making nothing that six years might be it for you like you never know uh just you know shit like that and i think the evolution of like like figuring out what else you can do and how else you want it

and also timing man because like i can't say that i would be right here right now at the level that i'm at if it wasn't for this podcast stuff being something that people wanted to see right because because podcasting eight years ago wasn't a thing it was but it wasn't what it is today right you know what i'm saying so regardless like yeah people been doing podcast for that long. Like, I'd been doing podcasting for almost five years now on my own pod and I just was on and off, on and off. And then I make consistent the last year, two years now with this pod. Damn, I didn't know that it was five years now. Yeah, because I, when I first opened my gym, I was like, oh, I want to have a podcast with my friends and then it didn't work out

with timing and people moving around. But I've been trying to do a podcast for a while. But what I'm saying is the success in the podcast, it's like a podcast timing right now, which also I want to talk, getting to our next topic for you, this clip community now. Like the internet is clips now so you doing the live streaming for you know five six hours a day whatever it is you get because i see so much of your content now right because you whatever clips whoever you're working with is it's doing a good job um but what do you think like because this is the crazy thing about the whole clip like era is like we could have a full conversation say like a bunch of really useful shit and one thing will get clipped and then they'll be like this guy's a dickhead this guy's smart

this and it's like or they'll make an assumption just off of that yeah versus like seeing the whole piece of content and most people will just see that viral moment and not see everything else right right so clip clip era right now there's good and there's bad so i guess the good of it if you look at someone like andrew tay i think he blew up straight off a clips and uh no it's good for a discoverability like if you're a new creator like one of your clips can just go crazy and it's good in that sense the bad i think is it is like people intention span is is is not good like back then like Like 2016, 2017, people would sit and watch a full 10-minute video from my YouTube. Like, people would sit and watch a YouTube video.

And I feel like nowadays, they wouldn't even last. They skip through it. They watch it with 2x speed or some, and they'll skip to the end. So, I mean, there's good and they're bad. I can assume it also. So I actually enjoy the clip era because, like, a live stream is five hours and is at a certain time. So you might miss certain shit. So I think it's dope that you can.

and just, you know, see stuff and with just discoverability, like any content creator right now recommend you do the clips. Like back then, I'm telling you, like, a 10 minute video, like, it doesn't take 10 minutes to make. It takes like a few hours and you have to edit it and stuff like that, you know, and chop it up, whereas a clip literally is like a 15, 30 second thing. It's so easy to, you know, do. So, yeah, but that's where it at. And like, bro, I don't make the rules. It's the game and I'm just kind of following the game. It's just we're trying to, you know, in a game we have to try to win and so that's kind of why i did the whole clip thing and been seen how it is but it's just it's just crazy and maybe in a few more years things change or

things always change things are always up and down things are cyclical yeah up and down but also like eventually come back around like at some point like fashion everything everything goes like this everything is like it's cool and then it's not cool no fact he's been around more like he's like 30 so he's seen it go in circle like i haven't seen it because i feel like vlogs on YouTube are kind of dead because of the clips because people like would much rather just watch a 50 second and laugh whereas a 10 minute thing like you have to in a 10 minute video like each minute might be boring but like in the middle of it is when something good happens or at the end of it something good happens so people just want to skip to when something good

happens so that's just the life you can even see that on YouTube like when I look at analytics you can see watch time on the video and you see like people just go to that point like literally like the watch time of how many people are here you see the rise and fall of like when people fall off we're cooked they're going to that moment so this is the thing i wonder like we're cooked yeah what's happening to like people's attention spans and just like abilities to like actually learn instead of just hear something and then because this is what in the big picture of the thing that i think is happening is like we're conditioned to not really care about anything because like something happens we go like let's say you died it'd be like man that's really sad rice cum

died love this content and then like fucking what three hours they were like all right whatever who's next who's next up next up next up like all this shit like we hear about aliens were like yeah I bet we knew that okay next like everything like we're conditioned to just that shit hit me deep right there because like something like uh like those famous deaths and stuff like I think there was a death or recently with that guy on euphoria or whatever like pha yeah yeah Angus cloud but like I saw it like a headline a few days and then onto the next like you're just left in the dust and it's bigger than social media it's like I'm talking about like if you were to die guys like life just moves on like people really don't give a

fuck about you unless you're michael jackson or something but even someone like michael jackson like new people are born and they don't even really understand michael jackson they're on to you know the next big artist so i don't know it's so it's scary you can look at it that way where life like will just forget about you but then again it could make you not give a fuck and live how you want to live because no one really cares and if you die then no one will even remember your little mess up or your little thing that that you did so you might as well just live life to the fullest and just you know what i mean yeah let's talk about that a little bit i think that's really important conversation i think uh i think a i think a lot of people live kind of like

based on what they think other people think they should do like family or like you should go up and do this and uh it should really highlight the fact that none of that shit really matters it really genuinely matters how much happiness you can create in your own life yeah doing the things that you're doing whether you're famous on the internet making content or not like do the things that really make you happy i think that's the only thing it really highlights at the same time too it highlights that in people and also meaning like when i say highlight meaning it's it should be the thing that you're focusing on is like okay if my life is finite because all of our lives are right this is shit it's not gonna last forever no matter who the fuck we are yeah we should

focus on what's really making me happy not necessarily like go do anarchist shit and crazy shit because oh that makes me happy in this moment but like what's going to give you happiness in this moment but also that you can work towards something that continues to make you happy right so that's not going robbing a bank or some crazy shit but that and being as present in the moments with people that you have in your life and like sharing love yeah because that's that's truly man like you've made all this money you have money like what really matters in your life now right what do you think you look for the most when you feel like what gives you the most value in your life now it's not obviously making money's cool because you got to pay your bills

back in a game you're streaming oh i got a big bag it's dope but like beyond that beyond the money and this is true for everyone listening like what do you actually go towards what really makes you be like oh man this is good damn it's not just more yeah no i mean that's a deep-ass question um i mean yeah money and shit like that you know we want to survive so i'm just i'm honestly been preparing for just my like 50s and 60s and just putting away money for that reason but as far as that just how you said just human interaction your friendships uh i want to say shout to my friends bro i actually had some good friends just when i was gone like people like banks and aden and you know summer a list such like that like they'll always like call and like lift me up so

i would say friendships and human interaction and also my family my like my mom and my dad um and that's basically it like i don't even know like i can't even get too deep it's just very borderline just my friendships and family you know what I mean is important to me but also for myself too like I think taking care of myself being healthy I mean I think I saw a statistic where I said 40%

of Americans are overweight and I think no sorry 70% of Americans are overweight and 40% is like obese or some shit like that or something like that so just fucking taking care of my health so we can have a good healthy life because as soon as some

because like I think we just take good health for granted, you know, how we can breathe out our nose, like, oh, but we don't even think about it. As soon as we have a stuffy nose, then we're like, oh, fuck, I wish I could go back to breathing normally, right? So we take that shit for granted and we take a lot of shit for granted. So now every day I wake up and I just kind of try to soak in everything. And I don't know, it's weird. I have to like remind myself to be happy and remind myself like, yo, things are going good. You have to come, you know, look at this person. He, you know, he has to work at 9 to 5 he has to he's hardly making it and you know it's it's just weird how the human

mind works we we just take shit for granted sometimes so yeah um you know to what do you recommend doing anything to really you know tap into that type and being grateful for life because some days i just i just don't even like i'm not so grateful when i know i should like i know i should but some days i'm just like it's just another day you know it's just shit like that i mean this is definitely something I struggled with for a long time because I like I focused so much on the stuff I was doing and just doing more of it and like I I've talked about this before on podcast but I didn't create space for everything else in my life that really matter like relationships and like really good friendships because I was so like focused on having success

to some degree that I thought was like okay this is good enough now to have which is an endless cycle of something you can never fully you never fully get it like if your focus is just success and having success and like creating wealth, it's never enough, you know? So I would say until like my late 20s was that, did I start to really recognize that? And it's hard to really shift the way that I was like looking at friendships and relationships. And in a lot of cases, man, I was a little too late on certain relationships. Like you lose friendships, you lose really good relationships because, you know, of the mistakes that I had made in those relationships and friendships.

Yeah. But the things that I recognize now that have really helped me to. slow down and appreciate all this shit that we're talking about appreciating is like really simple shit that ironically enough I did before I had success like I would I would do simple things like write down my goals and like okay what do I want to achieve and write down what I wanted my life to look like and I would spend so much time doing that and like reading that and I was like I'll read this every morning and think about this and then when I started chasing it and not going back and revisiting those things or continuing that kind of stuff it's like i was getting closer and closer

but like at the same time getting farther away from like what i really want it as far as happiness because like i just when you start living down that it's never enough and just more and more and more and you don't have like uh that's weird yeah it's very weird and and so writing down goals and writing down like it's journaling sounds you know people like to make fun of me and shit they're like signing likes to make funny imagine seeing you biggest fuck or right yeah i think that's why it's Funny, but like genuinely writing, putting your thoughts on paper is one of the most beneficial things. Because it's unfiltered, truly, like you will, you're not going to write something that's like fake. You're not going to fake yourself out.

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Again, that's BetterH-E-L-P.com slash raw talk. Or like the link should be like right here on the screen. Let's get back into this podcast. It's just a weird. It's not going to happen. So if you read it, then after you write it, you'll look at it. like oh this is this is really how I feel and it gives you perspective that maybe because in your mind if you sat here and you go no I'm happy I'm good everything's good I'm I got some money and

this and that but then like how do you really feel yeah exactly so writing things down is a big one bet I'm meditating oh like just closing your eyes and breathing and shit yeah or different forms of it like even sit in a sauna like different versions of it I think the thing one of the biggest problems in our life is this thing bruh really I know it's so dope because like the internet and we can make money and all this and are people consuming content it's dope but like this could be one of the most detrimental things in our lives they said we got smart phones but we dumb people type of shit yeah but not i'm already known do you know your hourly screen time uh pro how do you want to look how do you want to look right now because mine is like

a seven eight hours which is that's kind of crazy honestly i'm gonna look like you're gonna wait for like 16 hours or 12 hours a day i don't even find that isn't it an app uh you should go into settings and then type in screen time i'm gonna reveal it right now settings and then screen time let's see if if mine pops up screen time why can i not find or just search screen time at the top yeah i'm doing that there's like a search bar let's see it's just on screen time dude why can i not find this shit look they're like a fucking old man but i'm not I'm saying What the hell

See? That was it not popping up right away Oh there it is you had it Okay Is it loaded It's loading I know I'm kind of afraid to see this to be honest

What is your shit? Oh no it's loading too But I'll let it load Like I know mine's from past And shit And it's like eight Eight hours and shit like that

Yeah it's like we're Oh mine's Okay mine's No You said 12? Guess mine? Six. No.

Guess it? No. Four hours, 18 minutes. Down 60% from last week. Okay, okay. Well, 60% means last week was 80 or like 8 hours. Eight hours. So that's the thing, man.

I don't think people recognize what it's actually doing to them. Right. Which is crazy to talk because we're in the position of like, oh, please watch our content, watch more of it and it's helpful, right? Because views and all this shit conversion. And we're telling them not to like stuff. But we should kind of like, I think. that's one of the major things that I've realized like for example waking up in the morning

and it being the first thing that I do is such a terrible thing like you should go outside get some sun like figure out what you're trying to plan in your mind for the day what your goal is instead of like open up look on Twitter you see all the negative shit and you're starting like from square one you're like negative shit and that's the direction you're going to move in the day I mean at least you're self aware of that shit and it's crazy how like if we get a hundred comments and one or like a hundred nice comments and we get one bad one we're like look at the bad one and i literally saw a lebron james do like the same thing he was walking out of a game he was walking into like the tunnel i'm like i'm like i love you can i love you i love you and he just walking straight

and one guy saying yo fuck you brought and he turns around so it just it just shows that like human nature yeah we just will uh just focus on the bad and uh i mean as long as we're self-aware i think we'll figure it out eventually you know so i don't know you just die if not you die anyways but you know so so what do you think you struggle with most just as a human okay yeah yeah so right now of it or me and my streamed a joke about it but i got really bad posture for some reason like no bro i do dude i'll stand you do yeah you do i have bad posture too it's the phones dude we're like this no but like bro it's like bad bad where like there's a picture of me and it just looked really bad so i think posture is one of them

and then just balance like uh sometimes like um if i'm doing content i'm like all about content where like there is a balance where you can do content and you can have some health and you know stuff like that so i think just balance um posture and um just just staying positive like sometimes you get in your head and self doubt and shit like that but all these are things are just like on and off like some days i'll feel invincible i'm cocky as fuck and then some days i just don't feel that way yeah i mean fucking human i'm figuring it out guys i really am and i do it's so crazy because when i was on that crazy youtube run for i think from 2016 to 2020 i legit felt invincible i felt like superman for some reason like every day i was waking up happy as fuck and

stuff and then life kind kind of hits you i mean i was dealing with some personal shit also um and so that's a main thing like you like i don't i don't really like oh if my vids don't do too well like i never really got too down and about about that but some shit in life you just can't control and uh you know just life behind you sideways sometimes right so yeah what were you dealing with then that was so fun um so did you see my last youtube video i don't know if you're your very last youtube that you posted or the most recent one my most a recent one i didn't watch you that no okay so uh um me and me and my girl were supposed to have a kid and shit and then oh yeah i know i saw this i heard about this but yeah so that just

been fucking me up you know i mean which i mean i guess you can kind of learn from the situation you can't control that though yeah true true but i mean it's just sad shit right it's just i'm just sad and shit but like we're gonna have a kid in the future and shit and then hopefully that fixes you know that mindset of things you know you know like that but like i was trying to experience new new emotions and i think being a dad was like a new emotion and a new experiences for me and so that kind of didn't happen and i mean you just can't plan your whole life man i just had all this plan like yo i'm a plan i'm gonna make all this money i'm I'm going to save up all this money, then I'm going to go find a girl, then I'm going to have a kid, and it's like, you really just can't plan that type of shit.

So that's just how shit be sometimes. Yeah. It's all where you place your energy, because that's the thing. Like, it's, it's an interesting realization. Like, I think I for sure pictured my life. If I look back on my younger, my younger, like childhood and my upcoming in my 20s, I thought I'd be in a different position now as far as like having a family would be. I thought I would be closer to that. not that I feel like I'm so far away from it but you know like I said earlier I was so focused on just like being having certain things and like this idea that almost felt like eventually what I realized and recognized looking back was it was never going to be enough and it was just a matter of like taking a full dive in and just saying like okay this is what I want like to have a family and to like being a strong relationship instead of making sure like I had everything ready to be in the right moment to have the right thing and to be exactly ready for what I thought I wanted it to be.

um so you were talking about like re like trying trying to have a kid again are you are you like actively doing that i'm actively doing it yeah yeah you were so you'd want to have a kid i mean like when i did find out that i had or that i was going to have one i didn't like tell anyone i kept it low key so it's going to be something like that like people won't even know and then it's going to just pop out uh you you know shit like that but you're not going to do it as like a fucking content player exactly so i'm just figured out with that no because you know I think as humans, we're going to always try to find ways to make us happy. So if this content shit isn't going to make me happy, then I thought doing this or,

you know, having a family was going to, you know, do that for me. Do you see yourself doing that soon? Like getting a girl and getting her. Yeah. Or that's your next plan and shit like that? Yeah. I mean, this is the thing, though, that is so interesting. Like what you just said about something else making you happy.

And that's the thing that I find really interesting. interesting because I for a very long time like I live that way but it was about money making money this is going to make me happy or like having someone in my life this way would make me happy because like I'm not trying to challenge you on that idea that that thought but I don't think people find happiness from being like you know me having this is going to make me like externally make me happy now true true true you know but I was thinking about my day to day I think your day to day is going to make you you happy at the end of so so if your day a day a day is going to make you happy at the end of the day so so if your day a day is going to make you happy. just not doing shit all day. Obviously, you're not going to be happy. But doing the whole streaming thing has made me happy because my day-to-day has been better. I've been waking up, feeling productive, then putting my hours in.

Then at the end of the stream, I kind of have that one second, like, ah, I did good, had myself on the back. But I think the day-to-day of raising a kid and being there for them, I think that day-to-day would, you know, make me everyone like the daily schedule.

Like, I was excited to include that into my daily schedule. And just like, with because I made money at a young age I think I was like 18 when I started making like 100K a month or some shit Yeah And yeah You just get like you get used to it

And then numb to it And you always just chase something else But I don't know I think I think having a family is dope You know your parents my parents You know everyone goes through it Where they find their love of their life Or that's the main thing too

Is finding the right girl in Bro I could not find the right one For a while But this current one everything is good we're five we're on the same page and she's letting me do my streaming shit and everything so everything's been good and uh we go you know we go see yeah let's talk about that how do you know how do you know when how do you know when you know when you don't have to change yourself you can kind of be yourself and uh she just lets you kind of do what you do um and shit like that

and just seeing i mean if a girl got an only fan's like i i don't know if that's the right one or not you know i mean it's like those are your goodies like those are those are those are yours so it's like everyone is accessible to that so my girl doesn't got that so we're good on that sense it's just so normalized nowadays that you know have a have an only fans and shit like that but just uh just shit like that man and just their intentions i think some you know my like just like an example of my last girl just some small shit she would do is like just point out stuff like you know look at this couple doing this or look at the it was like it's just it's just toxic shit and like small fights and shit so things that they wanted you to do yeah exactly so it was

just like me being in bad relationships made me be like all right i'm gonna find something that's not that i'm gonna find something that's more like this if that makes it absolutely but like from bad like pass a relationship i'm finding stuff that is the opposite of that bitch type shit yeah like you're learning exactly yeah but if we're on the topic of my ex and shit because that bitch owes me money but don't you got a girl that owes you some breadish I kind of felt like you would talk about it because I saw you talk about this in a clip with the yeah so I mean it's like technically does someone owe me money you know I just want to thank you got you bro I think you know I think that too because she recently went on a podcast and they were saying stuff about how

I like blew her up and she was like well actually he he only got me to one mill and then I actually started doing good on TikTok after but it's like all you could have just said was thank you and what if you blown up on this is from the initial push right but it's just like yeah exactly like more gratefulness like yo thank you for that da-da-dub but it's just how bitches be bro entitled and ungrateful and all and the thing the worst part for me is what did you say the last one I was joking I was joking the worst part for me was I said some shit that was just because I was having a conversation with rain okay and I just said some shit that was just true like about the figures about her living here

moving here making no money then eventually making a ton of money and being like okay now now you didn't do enough for me and that's what really fucked me up because i said that that's all i said right and then i get this whole like yo he did this and he did that and all this other bullshit that comes along with it because she's trying to protect now her face like her image right all i said was the facts and the thing that's interesting about it is like anyone who watched that over time who saw the relationship like bro this shit was in all of my videos she was the videos with me and steve she doing stuff was stony nilk all this stuff right you would see the relationship be like wait what the fuck like it's it was clear how much was

given and then to be told like hey you didn't do enough for me it's like wait because now that you have it it's not enough and now was the thing is like I said that and then she said some a bunch of sideways shit about me to like try to make me look like a bad guy which is like I get it right but it does suck at the end of the day it's just a shitty situation like me knowing too like truthfully the shit behind the scenes like just so much shit i don't even it's just not even worth talking right and at the end of the day y'all were like friends too right like well bro like that's the thing like she had terrible like sleep anxiety she had terrible anxiety it's like i was like helping her out with this shit

and like doing all this other stuff like it's not the internet no no i'm not just real life shit where it's like she's dealing with all this extra drama in her life and i'm trying to be there as now not just a business partner that you you know we we had this relationship but as a real person and then it's like damn to go through all that and then hear like oh well you did

it's like bro what the fuck just you're mad because I told the truth and everyone was like yo what are you doing right and it's just silly it's dumb and so it just made me like

but the thing the thing about it is too like a part of me also is just not surprised like I've been in the game long enough like this was a possibility

you know and you just want to think that it's not going to happen to you but bro it's it's just the part of the game it happens to everyone man it happens to like guy signing guys too like it's not even like a girl thing or whatever but it just happens to it happens and like i did blow up a girl and then so i blew up a few other ones just on some side just projects that people probably don't even know about and uh it's just a fun little hobby and obviously it includes what money and stuff so it's you know it's good but i didn't really pursue that side of the of the career like of blowing people up management because of how tricky it is to like people

always like things will always go south at the end of it so I never enough I just don't even bother anymore with signing people and blowing them up and stuff but uh I mean it's fun you know I think about still doing it though oh yeah yeah I do still think I'm like maybe I'll do this but then but then I yeah I'm a little bit like a little bit like uh do I want to deal with that sort of because the problem with it now is like once you get big enough where then people can use you you as some sort of like speaking point to try to make you look bad so that they can like pull you you know what I'm saying like I can put them in a title and I mean shit's been around forever obviously but like that's when it gets tricky when you're like if you're gonna go down that road

and if you're so big you might as well just say fuck it and just not do it at all damn so how do you so you did do that one girl that we just talked about now I think you're working with that Sarah girl right or something like that Sarah Sarah is honestly just a friend a friend of mine I'm not working her with it like that oh okay okay she's a person it almost seems like it's like seems like the old situation where you're putting her on the map a little bit i'm definitely i mean we're definitely making content together but the difference between sarah is like sarah she's i don't even know how to say this but she's just about it she's loyal she like works hard like she's putting the effort into energy like there's i can't even deny like the effort

that she puts into her herself doing all this stuff is just different right right but how do you find them like you do you find them just on insta well i found her she literally she replied to like a dude I think I made a video with Diego I made a video with Diego where he was uh he was in the back he was like he had like a gym couple it was like a gym couple him and like some girl and then my reaction was like oh man like there was a tic talk that I made where I was like oh I want to I want to like have this you know like can you see a couple and you look sad because they're behind you like they're happy and you're not and you're like fuck it you leave that's what that was like the bit right and she responded to it was like I was like looking for like a gym

couple or gym partner right and she responded and was just like oh yeah I I was like, yeah, come work out. She had like a thousand followers. Right, right. And she comes and she, the reason why, though, like, because you know when you meet someone and you know, like, you probably know right away, oh, this person could be really good on the internet, on YouTube. Yeah, yeah.

Okay. So you felt that way. Really felt that way about it. So I was like, damn, the shit could really blow up if she just did. So I told her, I was like, yo, you should start posting content, like, how are you posting and I was like, giving all this advice. She was like, I don't really want to do it. I'm kind of going to school.

And I was like, well, just try and post your fitness content, like on your actual Instagram instead of trying to post it like she would just post everything in stories I was like you're not going to get reached doing that gotcha and then eventually she just started blowing up because she started doing that coming to the gym working out film and content no but you got the formula down bro yeah like the gym plus you know that type of thing no bro I'm excited to see who you blow up next who we get up next though yeah who's gonna not say thank you next dude no no hit bradley line type shit if you try to sign a deal yeah yeah yeah I mean because I mean like it's fun it's honestly fun because you do like you do know for sure like i will probably know

like you'll meet someone you'd be like oh this person could really do it yeah because there is that is a certain there is a certain thing about a person yeah and you feel it on the first encounter and stuff like that no i could have sworn you signed that sir girl i thought or that's what i thought or that's what probably i mean i'm sure everyone knows her because of you and shit but it's just how life be yeah we're gonna do we're gonna start a podcast too i'm excited oh hell yeah that one obviously So it's like a mutually, you know, the bad fish. I fuck with her. She's a real good person.

Now, you're actually a good person then for doing that because me, me personally, no, she like, she got to sign something. You know what I? Yeah. Shit like that. Yeah, I don't, I don't, I mean, I get it. I get it. For me, it just kind of came about in a way where I was like, it doesn't, it made sense

for us to continue to do what we were doing. But you got a good heart for that then. I appreciate it, man. So let's talk a little bit more about you and your, like, progress and all this. Yeah. What were the shittiest moments for you coming up in the game? Because was it dealing with shit like this? If we're talking about like the girl shit and leveraging you or not not not not not even that's just not even a big deal.

You know what I mean? It was like some side thing like a side quest. A little side quest, yeah. But the hardest thing was a let's see. I think just like the like okay, well it's like a personal thing. I don't know if anyone like knows this. But when I was doing YouTube, like I thought I was doing good. let's say it had like 10 mil subs or whatever right um huge yeah i just didn't feel like youtube like

didn't reach out you know but like i would hear just because i was friends with other YouTubers i don't want to throw anyone underneath the bus or anything but some other YouTuber that i was friends would hit 10 mil and they invited him to the offices they had a cake for him and they had all this shit you know what i mean like a day planned out for him and like you know whereas mine they just sent like a fucking play button in the mail or some shit right are they I know there's little creator workshops and shit, but I just felt like they, they didn't even like like me or whatever. And so when you're on a site doing good, but the site doesn't even really rock with you. And so you start seeing them, like even with ads like, bro, my ads really weren't that good.

Like, you know, let's say a person gets a million views. Like I would see other YouTubers like inside their settings, right? Let's say. Insights, yeah. Yeah, say like one-mill views, they would get like 7 to 10K, whereas me for one-mill views, I would get 3 to 5K or something like that, right? So it would just be like a targeting you? But then again, it might have been my fault for being edgy or cursing, and I wasn't brand-friendly or something like that, right? So, I mean, it was just that, like, battling that, like, just like I'm battling the algo, which you don't even understand the alga.

It's like a computer-generated algorithm. So it was just battling the algo and just I was just tired of playing into the algorithm and I just wanted to kind of now on the streaming thing, I can kind of just do what I want. Like I don't have to watch what I say and stuff like that. So I think that was one of the biggest things. It's just like just although you want to make certain type of content, like the higher ups kind of control everything, kind of move around your videos a certain way. Yeah, I mean, I don't even know if I'm even making sense. but they pick and choose who's in the front page and stuff like that. Yeah.

So I just felt kind of unfortunate that they didn't really rock with me. But, you know, it is. Why do you think they wouldn't have rocked just because it's like the edgy content? Well, so how I blew up was I was making these roast videos. So I would like, I would just roast someone and like, I don't know, just everyone was like was so positive. So my thing was to kind of be different. So I mean, it's just fun, you know, just little banter, a little bullying on the side. you know what I mean so obviously that doesn't look good you know yeah but that's not so funny though

thank you bro thank you yeah yeah yeah yeah do you remember the jacob sartorius kid i don't know if you remember yeah yeah yeah but like that dude actually helped me a lot that that that was one of my or you were asking about like what blew me up and i told you about the streaming thing but as far as the youtube thing this little 13 year old boy he was like this little ass kid yeah at the time and like because i made a roast video on him and like bro he didn't even need to react to it I don't know why he did, but he did, and obviously he's 13, so he, like, he's not the best that, like, a rebelling back or whatever. Yeah, no rebuttal. Yeah, a rebuttal.

So his shit was just corny, and so we were just going back and forth, but that was a big, a big, you know, thing in my career was piggybacking off of him. What is that guy doing now? Exactly. No, I mean, bro, when he was doing really good, I think, I think it was musically at the time. It was like, he was doing really good. People were calling him, like, the next Justin Bieber and shit, because he, you know, you know, He had that cute white boy phase and he was doing his music and shit and he was doing really good and just fast forward a few years, you know, it's just not the same, you know,

I mean, but that's just the internet, you know what I mean? Like I don't want to shit on too much. I hope he's doing good and shit. But compared to where he was at, you know, he didn't, you know, go crazier. But that's just how it goes ups and downs. Even with TikTokers, man, some TikTokers blow up and then you really don't hear about them much anymore. What do you think makes people stay like?

Why do you think you were able to come back from a two-year hiatus and still stick and stay? Right, right, right. This is really important because obviously people would be like, oh, I want to do this. What's important? Yeah, I think being different, just being, being yourself. I mean, it sounds corny, but just be yourself. I mean, I just been myself. So that's just what it is.

And not just not, bro, I don't even know. I can't tell you why people like me or whatever. But some advice for people is just to be themselves. and if you're faking something or something else, it's going to be really exhausting, kind of keeping that image and keeping that same thing. So I mean, I'm sure you've got the same energy

which is being yourself and whatever happens, happens. You know what I mean? It's just like that. Especially when you do it for so long, like you don't have a choice, right? It's like you're either just yourself or you're trying to be like someone else because you want this sort of success.

But I guess when I look at my career, besides YouTube, like specifically on Instagram, there was no one. And like, I'm 2011 doing Instagram. Like, there's no one to look at, you know? That's crazy. YouTube, the people that I looked at would have been like Fusitube, and he was someone who helped me out greatly in the beginning.

Oh, yeah? Yeah. Yeah, he actually, I've said this before another podcast, but I can't wait to have him on again. I've said this on his podcast. I did with him like, I don't know, eight months ago or whatever. But he, he promoted my YouTube channel before I had any, before I had any videos back then. I got 25,000 subscribers. From him?

From him, zero videos. What? That was when he was like, the biggest YouTuber in the world. Yeah. And so I had 25,000 subscribers with zero videos. But I had like a little popular Instagram page for a time. Yeah.

And that's how I got to meet him. But yeah, man, like I think people just fail to recognize that the sustainability and all this stuff is not just looking at other people and saying, oh, he does that. He does this. He does this. I'm going to do this, this, this and this. Because you're constantly playing catch. Like you're constantly playing like, oh, what else are they doing?

You're constantly looking at where for you to go next. And the thing is, like, your genuine, like, reactions. And those are the things that get people to be like, oh, I really fuck with this person. Right. Because ultimately, whether you're, like, in a fitness creator or, like, a streamer, like, people have to fuck with you as a person. Otherwise, like, they're eventually going to be like, okay, I'm in and out. Like, okay, one and done. There's someone else, someone else, someone else do the same shit, especially if your, your whole setup was copying someone else.

Yeah, no, for that, like, for everyone that just wants to be like a creator, I guess, it's like the lifespan is not that long. now I think about it like people go up and down like you know what I mean and and and some people are able to bounce back up and stuff like that but for the most part you know it's just a few like four or five years and you're out of there shit like that I mean that's from my experience I'm sure there's a few exceptions that you know they stick around but for the most part with what I've experienced they are it's learning how to reinvent you in and out in and out shit like that yeah yeah like so what do you think what do you think I mean you just you just came back in game from the two-year hiatus like doing the same shit you were doing prior or what are you doing

different now right um kind of just same shit honestly i'm just reacting streaming that i'm just calling people and just sticking to what i know i do i do want to do some irl stuff kind of like foosy like just walk around and do some shit but like bro i'm like introverted now that i figured it up i noticed that like i'm like it's it's funny that this is my career path because it seems like you have to be such a talkative person but uh and i guess when i was in l.a like when i did live out here and i would live with banks which is like the opposite i mean he's like he'll talk to anyone and so um he he just him like because there was just always parties at the house or i was always invited here and there i would feel the need to like come out of my shell and like um just like forced conversation or

forced to be social but now that i'm older i'm just i'm just kind of accepting the fact that I'm just, just a quiet person, just real, just to myself. It seems like shit, bro. I'd be shy and shit. I don't know why, bro. That's just how I was designed. Yeah, nothing wrong with it. So you don't see yourself being able to do like the walk around streams like that?

Oh, no. I'm going to do some shit like that eventually. But, you know, I'm just figuring it out right now. Yeah. Shit like that. Yeah. What do you enjoy doing the most right now, then? Yeah, just the streaming.

Just sitting there talking to the viewers. Besides work. Oh, gotcha, got you. It just has a human. It's just my whole brain is work, work, work, bro. It's just weird, right? Like, our biggest thing in our life is work. Like, that's just what it is.

We're conditioned to feel that, though. But, yeah, no, I like hanging out with my girl. Just chilling, bro. I don't know. Now that you ask me this, I don't really know. I just be existing. I just exist. You know, I wake up.

Like, on a day that I don't stream, I'll kind of wake up. This past, because of the Rumble, and because I'm kind of back in the mix, this past month has been more active. I've been, you know, meeting with more creators and doing more stuff. But when I would take an off day, I would just wake up. I would honestly just lay in bed for a long time. I don't know why, bro.

I just like staying in bed. I like just comfortable. That's like a form of like anxiety. Oh, yeah? That is a form of anxiety. I don't know. Wait, do you like I could do that? Yeah, bro.

Stay in bed for like an extra one or two hours, just in that bitch. Yeah. Yeah. It's a form of anxiety. It's relatable. It's relatable. But yeah, I like staying my bed. Then I wake up.

then i've been trying to gym more and shit like uh trying to get into it um i don't think what are you avoiding huh what do you avoiding what do you mean like in the gym no just in life why i was staying in bed what are you avoiding yeah i don't know something something there i'm not trying to get so deep no no no get deep so i can have these uh questions for myself i don't know what i'm avoiding but uh do you think you're avoiding anything or just like no no no no i just really just like i weigh out my i weigh out my options so i'm like okay i can't could be in bed or I could go do this or I could go do that or I can why would you just go do it I know I know well what I was about to get to is the bed feels better like sounds better than

anything else that like I'm weighing my options do I go do this or do I lay in bed honestly the laying in bed seems a little bit better right now but not I'm gonna figure it out bro I'm gonna figure it out with shit like that you know bro it's so funny yeah it's so fun is it funny yeah shit like that not um but not I've been trying to do I weigh I'm 6-1-144. You got a, yeah. I know you should have been, you've been talking about working out.

Is that bad? You're pretty skinny. It's not bad. Yeah. Like, it's not what I would want, but that's the preference. It's not what he wants. I'm just saying,

damn. Two-60 over here, bro. You know what I'm saying? Come on. 260. I'm not saying you got to be too-60, but like if we got in a street fight, I'm fucking you up.

260. No, he's right. He's right. You remember when I would, dude, I would come to your gym here and there. Yeah, yeah. Back then, I'll come to gym. I actually cut my eyebrow

Yeah You remember that? Oh yeah With summer Summer was there Yeah yeah yeah It was like some high jump shit You jump up and you touch something

I guess I got the craziest hops I jumped and hit my eyebrow I don't know You got a scar bro I could have Fuck thank God you didn't No I did Oh damn that's funny man

Now I totally remember that you were there With summer Yeah yeah Summer's the homie What's your relationship with her like Yeah no we talk and stuff now Just text here and there She's been busy with her

work and stuff she's a real one yeah she is a real genuine person um now i've been i knew summer for forever and on the first day i met her i met you so i guess i guess i guess you're as close to me as summer than i guess like on the literal first day i met summer i met you that day and for who else i meant that day but you got you were closer with summer yeah we were roommates and shit and nah she's dope she helped me so much with uh so i actually my on youtube i started with setting the camera down like boom camera down and i would have like a like a notepad of things to talk about so it would rather be like a person like you're like you're trying to make jokes about a person or whatever but i'm stationary at my desk um creating a video it would literally be like a 10 minute

bit of me just sitting there talking and so i did want to do vlogs and i just didn't really know how to approach it and just with how i guess the algo works is like if you do a vlog with another girl or something like that so she helped me so much with that she actually opened the door up to vlog and we had like a whole year of just doing random shit and like how did you how did you write down the ideas that you had how did you know okay i'm going to write this this is going to you know right so each video was designed for a person like that so that was my thing back then was like uh roasting someone like i would yeah well actually i was like smaller than like everyone that i roasted back then i was

smaller then which is funny so i would kind of use their name to like kind of hit cloud chaser Literally, bro. Let's go. And the fact that I passed those guys from doing that method is just crazy. But that was the thing. I would use their name. I would be like roasting so-and-so. And because that person had a few million followers, people would tune in to see the, I mean, people just like seeing the bad.

People like the exposed videos. Yeah. I mean, like, I got a few now on there of just like, what happened to Rice Kim, the fall off of Rice Kim. Like, those videos do good. Like, people just want to see the downfall. That's probably what I'll probably title this fucking stuff like that, right? The shit like that, yeah. But, yeah, it's just been a crazy run, man.

It's been, and like, and the fucked up thing is I feel like it's been a long journey, but we're honestly just getting started. Like, there's more, like, I guess it's been like, what was it? I don't even know. Like, like seven years, but there's seven more years and seven more years and seven. Bro, that shit doesn't end. Yeah, it feels, it's weird because the space itself, social media, obviously so many more people are in it now and it's like so hyper competitive.

but like regardless this this like I don't know I feel like so many people grew up like like I said that guy who came to me was like I watched this I was 15 and I don't see myself stopping this kind of like no matter what I do like I'm just going to continue to try to evolve because I enjoy it I actually enjoy this shit

I enjoy making some format of content but do I know what it's going to look like in five years exactly obviously not like I don't know what it's going to look like but I do really enjoy trying to figure shit out I mean it's just like a whole different version of business right not like you see how like you know like Gary V and Andrew Tate like these guys are rich as man pushing 40 and shit old as fuck but they see something in making content or they see the value to being on the internet like there's currency where you make money and it goes into

your bank account but there's also a social currency like shit that money can't buy you having a million followers or whatever could open the door for shit that money cannot buy so bro i just been soaking it in bro just life is good you know yeah and it's also like because beyond just the money it's like okay what good can you actually put into the world because i think that's why a lot of these people who like you have all the money like what's the point of it right it's like okay what can you teach what can you give what can you show what do you really believe like same reason why you kind of like i want a family yeah he's like you put that into your your child yeah put this into the world in a way where like people can like i said that guy from

watching me since he was 15 he's 26 now he he he tried to tell me how much I inspired him and how much I'm a big part of this thing that he did which he did completely uniquely away from me right yeah but he must have saw some stuff that I did that made him feel like he could do these things and that's the real benefit here and the biggest benefit the whole internet in general is like empowering people to believe they could do something that they prior maybe didn't believe like because for example so much like so many strengths sports so many sports in general like people don't think something's possible until they see someone else do it yeah So the more that you see this possibilities and other people, the more that you go,

oh, I can take it to this level, to this level, to this level. And it's just human nature to, like, continue to try to one up the person before you. So it's like, if we could put out now good, good stuff to the world, like to these kids, because like you're going to have a whole new generation of kids watch you, they watch you now, even then watch you then. And it's like, okay, yeah, you can make some funny content, some good content. What good can you add, though? That's what I encourage you.

And I think, I think Aiding kind of started going towards that. Yeah. Like, what good can you add beyond just, like, Like, this is just being some roasted shit. No, man. Man, I hear you, man. And, like, you know, looking at, like, to self-reflect, like, I'm definitely not doing enough.

I'm not giving the world enough. I'm not, like, I don't think I've done enough to, like, like, just be a good person. And, like, just how people give away money and shit. I mean, if you, if you compare yourself to someone like a Mr. B. I'm that, like, if that fool makes, like, 10-mill, he'll literally put the 10-mill back into his business and give it to people. And do you know what I'm saying? So, I mean, I'm sitting here and I, yeah, dude, I'm not doing shit.

Like, I'm not doing enough as far as giving back, but, you know, I'm going to think about that. Yeah, I mean, I'm not either, man. I need to be better as well. Like, I want to, I'm talking, not even just so much on the strictly financial thing. I'm talking about like just in the content that you make, being, being aware of like, not that you want to be like, okay, I'm not going to do lame shit because it's like, it's not going to be funny. But adding some sort of scent to your content that is like, okay, there's more value. here than just like some slapstick shit no fact I am like older now and so I've been like just in and out of just experiences and stuff so I have been sharing experiences and uh just try to motivate

people I think it's normal to feel sad and normal to like be down I feel like when I was happy all the time happy all the time like everything's good like no one can really relate to that like fucking fake like no one's really happy all the time like no like no feel me so now that I'm like I feel like more down to earth like more humble and more human like i feel like people can't relate more and honestly they they i mean my like my whole life is on the internet so uh people have been able to see my mistakes and the growth and stuff and uh man just life is fucking long and scary like shit's gonna just keep happening it's just gonna keep changing and we go see what happens bro we go see what happens you know it's funny the one of the i was talking to a friend of mine and

and one of the most significant things someone ever said to me was uh you know because everyone says life is short right life is the longest thing we'll ever know dude right i hear that all time life is short life is short but there's nothing else we'll ever experience this longer than our life yeah and and if there's something that we haven't done like let's say we want to do something and we just don't do it months pass and pass and past instead instead of being down like damn i still haven't started well you can start now because all you have is time and even if you start in a year even if you start in five years and we still got time like we just got all this time and

obviously i mean god forbid some crazy shit happens a knock on wood or some shit but you know if you take care of yourself and you don't put yourself in the craziest situations then uh you know i should live to like 150 or something you'll probably be like yeah i mean asians be living forever you'll live forever dude that's what i want man you know some days i'd be like on some suicidal shit i'm just kidding i'm just kidding but i do whoa whoa no no no no it's just like bro i just be on and off i'd be like damn bro i want a shit to end but not realistically like bro i want to live for a long time. Wait,

are you, you're not serious? No, no, no, I'm not. Okay. What the fuck? No,

life is good, bro. Life is good. Hold on me go piss for the good. I thought you were drug about a suicidal shit. You kind of threw me off?

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It sounds like family was one of them. Yeah. We're going to do that. Like, I'm going to get a kid. And then I'm going to live it out with my girl. Like, I like my girl and shit. So that's going to be good. Just no stress.

And just I'm just excited to see the old. older me and like what that looks like and also I have a year of streaming so I want to see at the end of the year like what happens like all the crazy clips and all the crazy moments that we have but uh bro I'm just not that I just I don't have much going on bro just streamed then live then go to sleep you know I remember but just the just live streamed I mean just work bro that's just all it is and shit like that but not and we talked about some good shit about uh you know just being on the phone too much and just life and happiness and shit like that. that so i like i like the conversation we we had to open my eyes and shit you know you're you being in your 30s and shit like you know i can take what you say and you know i mean yeah i just got a lot from what we were talking about and shit like that yeah well i preach you coming on man genuinely for show man uh fucking i honestly i don't think this is like just the i don't think you're gonna do it for you i feel like you're gonna continue to go on and on yeah no i mean like i can't i came back right so when i did leave a part of me i

I was like, I don't know if I'm a comeback, but now that I am back, and if I were to leave again, but I'm just going to always come back and always come back, because it is fun, bro. The internet is fun, and we, like, it's, I feel like sometimes we focus on, like, the bad, you know what I mean, of the internet, but there's a lot of good in the internet. And even, like, when we watch movies and shit, like, in a movie, there's always conflicts. Like, it doesn't just, it's not one just straight path. Like, like, there's always ups and downs, but in the end, everything works out. And so I'm just hoping my movie is like that

Where you know oh there's ups and downs But in the end everything works out And we beat the boss We beat the villain or whatever And then everything goes good You know shit like that But yeah For sure bro

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Hopefully Jacob He's gonna fucking open his laptop right now he's acting like I don't ask him this every fucking time really you don't have any questions for the boy yeah do you have any questions audience questions basically so listen

ask for our talk at gmail.com you can submit your questions I'll answer them with the guest at the end of every episode we had it run in the beginning and you know we kind of fell off kind of I guess like fucking rice fell off and then came back on it's type of shit it happens though okay uh it says greetings from germany how does a personal life of the crew affect the content how much does the content affect the crew's personal life oh shit is that like that sounds like one

did you send that email yeah so you talk about like people around you how does affect the content i guess that could apply like it's all about mood right like on on the content you want to be your happiest self you want to be high energy you want to be just your best version of herself and some days you might not feel that way so that might not feel that way so that might might affect your content like oh the i'm feeling kind of learning today and it just sucks to be a creator bro you like you have to be like this happy like person with high energy and shit and like some days you just don't feel like doing that shit so yeah i'm sick of all that fake shit boy yeah i mean essentially which makes it really interesting because it's not always

what you think like what you see on the internet it's like there might be a moment where someone just really is not about it but like they know like to show up in that way on camera like they have to kind of show up that way which is why also too i like to live stream me so much and I really actually want to start streaming more because like it's just a hundred percent unfiltered it's just literally this so unfiltered and I think that's why I also think that's why streamers and because I wanted to ask you about this like why do you think streamers and I'll jump in too but I think that's why they're so they have such a yeah obviously they're so successful but why people really gravitate towards them because it's like you know that that

motherfucker is that motherfucker yeah and they're spending like five hours plus or you know however many hours yeah even if they're there for an hour and a half they're like oh i see because there's no edits dude and that's more than like a youtube video or whatever no but the podcast shit is pretty personal too like they can sit there and hear you for hours there i'm sure people know how you are and shit i'm 250 type yeah yeah yeah 260 but yeah you're on the right path is it exactly 260 or some days it's like 258 no no no no because i posted that as a troll because i knew that like it'd be funny if i was like wait i'm losing my powers because i was like just under 260 but no so so yeah obviously some days i'm like 258 255 even sometimes i'm doing enough water 60 were you like that's where i want to be

like you've been chasing me as a person yeah yeah like like when you were 220 where you like i need to get to 260 no no i never had a number in mine i was just like i just want to get bigger and then i got bigger yeah and was like oh this is dope and then like i started kind of settling my body kind of settled around like 250 to 260 over the last few years it just kind of it's easy for me to maintain that depending on how much I'm eating or how much I'm not eating right so I'm 144 now

what do you think would be good steroids no no no like weight wise wait wise well shit yo no I'm kidding I'm fully kidding I'm fully kidding no it's low key mad normalized now I'm seeing on TikTok I know but is do you think that's a good thing I don't know that's on that I don't know man

maybe if I'm older it might take some testosterone or some shit right that's what I'm saying people is like I like I like that it's more normalized but at the same time like you're gonna have a lot of people who are gonna like hear this and be like oh it's normal I'm just gonna do it it and it's like yo what kind of like purpose are you doing it with like are you looking into how much you should or shouldn't be taking like some people just willy-nilly do shit you know so that's

why it's a little bit it's interesting because it is way more normalized but it can also just be like a double-edged sword for a lot of people but you think i should get like 160 or something or 170 or what's like a good your body weight yeah like what is your weight right now i'm 6 140 you definitely 24 you got to be like 180 at least really should be like at least 200 that's a thing At least 200 is crazy. Because imagine like, because like you're tall. You're not a short. You're not short.

Thank you. So it's like you got to be able to defend yourself. You're right, bro. Because what if Bradley Martin pulled up on you got his hands on you? I got that pepper spray on me. Yeah. I love it. No, no, no, thank you for having me, bro.

And, um, you know, fire pot and shit, you know, just, just vent into bro and shit. It was like a therapy session, this whole shit. Yeah, yeah. You're awesome, man. I think you have a lot more years coming. I think you're going to continue to blow up for sure. Thank you, my guy. I'm glad you're back on the, on the fucking internet for sure.

Bless so, appreciate you. Thanks for coming. Yes, sir, yes, sir.