RAWTALK - STEVE & BRAD ON THEIR FALLOUT & BRADLEY MARTYN HAVING A KID?

Episode Date: December 27, 2022

Join the boys in their conversation and just being real with each other. They have a raw conversation about their problems, growth, goals, reflecting, ego, relationships, and their friendship overtime. This podcast give you a deeper view of Brad & Steve’s friendship and learning from each other.SPONSORS HTTPS://WWW.BLUECHEW.COM PROMO CODE: BRAD SUBSCRIBE HERE:https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK?sub_confirmation=1LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/rawtalk/id1294154339FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://tiktok.com/@askrawtalkFOLLOW BRADLEY: INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvzSBNBOK599FqzrTZS8ScQ/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWTQG2aMDYKGDqYEGqJb1FA/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartynonline?sub_confirmation=1 RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

All right. So like I was saying, the problems, man. The difference between like having a bunch of problems, obviously everyone has problems, like depending on where you're at in your life. And as you age, as you grow, you develop more and but also learn how to deal with more. The real thing is do you do the work to actually fix them? And that's something I think for like a long as time, which is why I'm 33. I like, you know, you like to joke and say I'm 34, but I'm 33 and there are some problems, things in my life that I've, I have, I hadn't given enough attention to just because of my own fear of like actually dealing with that shit because there's one thing between like wanting to fix something and like being willing to really do the work to fix it yeah but these problems you know we need to ayahuasca recently these problems that you're having did you find any solutions or thought you had solutions at the time of the ayahuasca to these problems yeah yeah i did and like did you follow through with those solutions yeah that's the thing so with all solutions right there's there's problems that are like deeply rooted or just kind of like there's more going on than you could just like go okay

i know that i should go from a to b or from a to z whatever but it's not as simple as just like doing it's like doing the work and like doing what you have to do to get there over time so a lot of the problems aren't just like oh it's gone um yeah it takes work it takes work and i've and i've done work and i do and i have been doing work it's just like some of these things it's like you can't do it fast enough right especially when it involves other people other emotions and that's the thing like i think for me i'm just kind of like growing into this point in my life where i'm more aware of other people in my life and like how they actually feel in regards to me and like how i treat people and because like for so long i've talked about this in other pods where i was just

so so focused on like myself and trying to move forward because i was you know i was hurt in my past and then hurt again in my past with relationships and then just trying to move forward like as try to being as fast as I could and not really worried about anyone else or anything else and in the same sense it's weird because when you're not worrying about everyone else and anything else and you're like trying to attack like this goal

you lose sight of yourself. Is that why you pressed me so hard for 100 bucks the other day? Well that's not why I pressed you so hard for 100 bucks but I mean maybe that the way that I treated you was short-sighted in the way that like... It was fucked up. Yeah. Well the thing is it was...

If they could have con, like... context something happened where i spent 100 bucks we don't have to actually explain exactly what happened but anyways i spent 100 bucks or no bradley spent 100 my bad i'm sorry bradley spent 100 bucks on me without me like his his one of his workers a day without me really knowing and then he demanded the hundred bucks back from me well this was stony's fault but yeah and it was like it's because he didn't come with the camera he came out me like like all like i'm bigger than you No, I did it, dude. I'm bigger than you.

Give me 100 bucks. I didn't do that. I didn't do that. I did not say that. And I said, no, but that's what I, that's, whatever you did. That's how you felt. Your body language and everything, that's, that's what I got. I was like, okay, I'm going to get big bodied to give him 100 bucks because this guy's

bigger than me and wants to use physical force. I never, I never tried to use physical force. Jacob was there. And it was fucked up. So what happened was Steinie was supposed to pay for Jacob to come in. And Jacob, the thing that actually made me mad wasn't $100. It was that Jacob was supposed to come in there to film the video. And Jacob, I'm not trying to just blame Jacob on this.

I shouldn't have treated you that way. I shouldn't have acted that way. I want to say that first. I was pissed off. I didn't talk to for like weeks. It's true. It was about three weeks. And you were in Miami too.

He was him because I was right across the street. You're across the street and I didn't even invite him to because in what world do you come to Miami and not stay at my place? I know. Like you always stay at my place. place that was a real thing and i remember hit you up because you're right next to me like literally across the street and he didn't come over or anything and like there's not a world where my where brad goes to miami and i'm in miami even when i'm not in miami he said you stay at my place yeah yeah that's how tight we were because yeah when i'm not in miami he goes and stays at my

fucking condo yeah and we were staying right next to each other and i wasn't talking to him or inviting him over because of a hundred bucks dude it was fuck i don't think it was just a I don't think it was just $100. I think it was the way that, like I said, the way that I treated you in relationship to it. No, no, it wasn't just because, yeah, it was how you read, how you acted, like, yeah, how you acted in that situation.

It has nothing to do with the actual $100. And so that's a thing that I've been working on, like my frustration and just certain aspects in my life. Like, it's, it's just kind of releasing and letting go of like the need for it to always be a certain way because I just, I had this idea, like, I had this perception of this idea that, okay, Jacob's going to show up.

We're in Dubai. We have the camera. And then he shows without the camera. And then I let it. affect me to a degree that I just shouldn't have and then it came out on you yeah it was fucked up and it was it hate to cart you off but did the ayahuasca did you did you reflect back on that situation yeah yeah yeah during iawaska 100% like okay i was crying on my on on on the floor and i was tell i was talking to the person that was there about how much i love steve and how much

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two steves in my life steve orionna the guy who works with me of raw gear you met him yeah he's cool and then there's you um and yeah i was talking about you i was talking about steve other steve and i was talking about jacob and i was talking about my mom and the other people that i loved in my life that Like, I felt like I needed more to, I needed to share more love instead of like just being in someone's life and showing up in someone's life and like acting in a certain way or like us filming content or doing something like to truthfully tell you that like. But do you actually think there's a, there's a lack of connection between me and you due to age? No.

I feel like the age, the age difference between me and you, you're 34, I'm 24. I'm 33, but yeah. actually is like a good like dynamic between us because like I can learn a lot from you yeah like because you're kind of like the big bro right yes so I felt like that's the age difference is part of our relationship and probably why we are close friends yeah I feel like yeah like it's true I feel like maybe if we maybe if we were uh closer than age we wouldn't be as close that's fair yeah I probably I mean maybe I'm I feel like that yeah I could agree.

Like, I think that's like what kind of, you know, that, that helps our relationship, actually. Yeah. Is us being. And I, and I do agree with that, even on the, on the other scale of, like, you being younger and, like, I guess, in a sense, keeping me on my fucking toes. You know what I'm saying? Like, also engaged, like, more so with, like, that sort of, I guess, mindset. Well, even, like, today, I was telling you, like, you got to, like, you got to really get your shit together. You're 34.

You want. And I was being serious. No cameras. Like, you want kids. like quit playing dude i know like quit fucking playing with your life like you know like be fucking i'm telling you this as the younger guy but i was being serious like be like get your shit together i know and like you know what you want like quit like he wants kids yeah i want kids i do i want family so much yeah so you quit playing you're 34 you're about to be 40

33 but yes i'm close i'm close but besides that um you're very well right it's absolutely what i want and i think i just had such a you know like i said earlier i had i had such an issue with like slowing down to accept a lot of myself so do you recommend iawaska to people like everyone absolutely yeah i don't think everyone's ready for it yeah i don't so intense yeah but i absolutely recommend it i think uh i think it really did help me and like i said it's it's still matter putting the work after the fact it makes you essentially realize more clearly your problems, but that doesn't just fix them.

Like it makes you realize the things that you really do want to work on, the things you really do want to be better at. And it puts them kind of in your face, like up close and personal, allowing you an opportunity to like see it for what it really is. Like a reality check or what? Yeah, like void of ego.

Because everything we do, we have it related to other things that are like what we think it should be in relationship to us, like how we think we should be treated or how we think like we should show up or how we want people to view us. Like that's all out of the window. Yeah.

So imagine how we think people should see us. Yeah, you have a big ego too. Completely fuck you. So it's probably hard. Completely goes out the window. The ayahuasca get that. Did you have to take extra?

I took a lot and I got it. I didn't purge. Right, Jacob? Jacob gets it. Jacob's laughing because it's true. What's so funny? His ego's huge. Why?

I don't know. I think it's big. How? Based on what? The $100 thing. That was different. That was different. I don't know.

That was like a temporary moment where I was just like fucking pissed, dude. I'm not going to lie. And I was like upset with Jacob. But anyways, no, what I'm saying is this. I'm saying is like imagine the things that you know you need to work on, but like it removes all your, that voice inside of you that's like no but this and no but that in relationship. Like because that's related to your ego. Like your ego is telling you I'm good enough. I shouldn't need that.

I'm good enough. I shouldn't need this. Right. So imagine that voice is just gone and it's just you with that thing that you know you need to fix. like as truthful as it can feel but now it doesn't just go okay it's fucking fixed but now you have to spend the time to actually fix it so that's the kind of point that I'm in right now and like things like this like straight up where I'm telling you like yo I should have never done that to you and I and but it's different than me saying I should never done that to you

and then never doing it again you know what I'm saying like really learning from it I hope you I hope you do learn from it but that doesn't really I mean that doesn't really happen yeah where you do that because the way you you treated me was something that I've witnessed before and I just never thought I would have to like deal with that and it hurt because I can I can like I see you do that to like maybe like Steinie or like some some like brokies brokies or someone I don't know but like you don't do that to me like do that to like someone you don't really know or like yeah I know like a random person that's I shouldn't do that to anyone the truthfully that's the thing that no but for me I like

I've witnessed it before and it just kind of hurt when it instead of me witnessing it was happening happening to me I was like fuck yeah well see you got to keep you got to hold your boys accountable you should have told me at some point you ever witnessed that like yo you shouldn't do that in general because I shouldn't do that to anyone that's the truth right no you should it so that's the thing like it's learning that and and yeah no but sometimes when you do it it's not it's for better reasons of course like not every time you don't just do that all the time to be for no reason but the reason you did it to me was it was not a valid reason no it was stupid we gotta we should take it back to like how we even got started together

because i don't think everyone really knows that because for us to be now doing a podcast three years later i don't think people understand kind of like where i don't know how how it's been kind of like what's the real behind all the time that we film we make content i mean we travel together we've gone to like texas all throughout florida um i guess from your perspective what was that what was that like Because I was also a part of, like, your whole come-up, like, around the time you were doing it, essentially, right? Like, I've seen you, I saw you slam bottles in the backyard of the house across the street from my house, like, the proper 12 one or whiskey, whatever shit it is. Yeah, you were with me in the, in the beginning, like, where my content was, like, drinking and eating. So I remember doing, like, eating challenges with you.

Yeah, we ate fucking burritos. Like, not where you, you know, take part. but like where you spectate me while I was there while I'm drinking like you did like how many white claws you did and you were thrown up in that sink yeah and then we've experienced like a lot of videos like that where like that video just kind of just get some traction just because there's people thought it was funny I was throwing up like the video where like the the laxatives in your in your drink that got like crashing because they got like 10 million I wish that shit was still on the internet man I can't believe they really took that all

Oh, yeah, took it all off. That fucks me up the most, hey, because those videos, bro, you had videos, like, with me and you that had, like, the, when you tied me up to the... Yeah, the tying up. Bro, that was, like, 15 million. Yeah, the title was, like, tying up Bradley and ripping darts in his face. It gets, like, 15 million views on YouTube, which is pretty cool. Yeah.

So we should talk about, like, the real shit, you know, like, what it was like, was there ever, was there ever any times? Oh, remember, remember when you were mad? at me this one time we remember that big at that house it was on top of the hill so there was like a big video yeah it was a big video that i filmed yeah and like for example i upload you upload wednesdays and i upload like i don't actually i don't even know i don't even know what happened but there's a big video that i filmed and you like purposely uploaded like a day before that you usually upload. I upload it on a different day. No way. That's what it. Oh, I upload every two,

this must be it. I upload every Tuesday, Thursday. I didn't upload Tuesday. Yeah. I was going to upload it Thursday and you just upload it Wednesday without telling nobody. Yeah, because this is what I normally did though. And then I remember you were, you were mad because it was like you had some of your content in it. And I remember that was the first time I was like, yo, this dude is really mad at me. I was pissed at you. I was like, what the fuck? I was like so mad because I was like, fucking like, fucking. I remember. I was ready, though. You tried a $100 me, bro.

I was pissed. Yeah, dude. So there's been times like that. I'm curious about this now. Have there ever been any other times where you were like, fuck that dude? Because by the way, I never felt that about you. Just so we're clear before you answer this, you fucking piece of shit. No, like.

Well, although I will say when you started making mills off of selling my shirts, I was like, yo, you fuckers are going to like not cut me in? Like, what the fuck? That was crazy. One of millions. Maybe like a million total. But dollars made total was more than that. Like of shirts with my name on it? Not just the one shirt.

There was a bunch of shirts. Yeah, probably like a million profit. So like. Yeah. Either way, whatever. And I got to keep it all. It was dope. I sold Bradley Martin shirts and made like a million dollars.

This is profit. So not like, so maybe like two million dollars in sales. And then yeah, I kept the whole million. Was there any, was there ever any times when you were like, what the fuck? besides that? Probably just you being so cheap. Bro, but hold on. That's not fair

because I pay for a lot of shit. Like I've literally got invoices from your mom to pay for like half of private planes. And I want to be fair, we were going out there a few. You were making a boatload of money every month doing that shit. And I was making, I was making money, but I wasn't making like a boatload.

I was making decent money. You're making good buddy. But I wasn't making like, I wasn't making fuck you money every month like you were. Where you were just making dumbass money. Obviously giving away a fuck ton of it Yeah, I was giving away all of it

But it's like you had me, it's like you had me pay for like these fucking planes Like I'm not I'm not trying to pay $12,000 for a fucking private plane No, it's like one time but here. Okay, so now we're at well at one point in my life I was like okay here's my goal I want to give away one car a week and fly a private plane once one time a week That was insane and I was doing it I was doing it like it was like it was just like I want to just do it I want to every week just give away a car even if it's a small segment and every week have a private plane montage Yeah, private plane montage. I'll never forget that I was like,

what your plan is to fucking get on a private plane every week? It's a fly to, like, Mexico or whatever. Well, it was a lot easier in California, I feel. Well, no, no, actually not easier in California. It was a lot easier before fucking gas prices went through the roof because you try to take a $6,000 flight that was $6,000 two years ago or a $10,000 flight, you know, and now you're paying like two and a half times more.

So these $10,000 flights, it's, you know, you're looking at $2530,000, like, to get from Miami to Orlando. Right now. Right now, you go to Miami to Orlando. It's like, so right now I'm in the positions where it's, even if you can afford it, it's just, you, it doesn't make sense. It's too much. It's, but it's not even like, it's not even about whether you can afford it or not.

It's like, this is just so stupid. And you just know, like, as someone, maybe if I've never taken private jets before, I wouldn't I'd be willing to do them now but as of right now I've taken so many when they were cheap it's hard to do it now yeah I just like I just know what it used to cost you know yeah it just is really shitty because like the gas is it's pretty insane yeah what about with your got did you sell your rolls no so I thought I saw that shit with Danny and some like video or some shit in New York you know I gave my rolls Royce to my parents and then I They gave it back to me, and then I bought them a Lamborghini.

So I still have it right now. It's just, I'm in the current, I currently don't want it because I don't really, the car is, it's a $400,000 car. And it just, like, it doesn't feel like it's $400,000 because you get in the Model X Tesla and it's like, it's fucking way better. And that's, that's like a quarter of the price. So right now I'm in, I'm in the process of trading in the Rolls Roy's and getting like a, like a fucking insane. Just like an insane car Whatever it is Like a Ferrari Pista

Yeah Or like one of the race car Porsches or like a Rolls Royce that costs 300 grand So then you know I give them my Rolls Royce I get another Rolls Royce back Plus like 100 grand cash Yeah so you just because like all the options on it

Were so expensive it just still felt like a Rose Royce though Because like I mean that's why people buy the rolls Just because it's a rose pretty much it seems like Not that it's not nice I mean it has nice interior No it's nice as you just feel like It's nothing special comparison to the other cards that you have is that why you're just like fuck it it just doesn't feel like it's worth 400,000 yeah i get you i can get another rolls royce plus 100 grand cash but yeah it's

i'm excited to get rid of it it was a stupid purchase yeah i feel you i spent you know four hundred and sixty thousand dollars fuck got ripped off a bit and it was for the reason of just like wanting to have a rolls royce i never i've never test driven you know i i i i i Every car that I bought, I've never, I've never, I've never, test drove a car I bought. I can, I understand that, but I can only relate to that with, like, shoes. No, shoes, but even, I don't try shoes on, I just put them on. Even, like, the condos that I buy, you're just like, yes. And the 302, and then the, that I bought, uh, I've, have committed to two different houses and, like, put down the down payments.

Like, not the down payment, but the money and escrow or whatever it is without seeing them. My beach house I bought, I bought it without ever seeing it. it. And that's just the way I roll. I just don't like to see it. You don't even like to see the bills though, huh? Bills, no. I don't like see nothing. But like when I buy, if I buy another car, if I buy another house, I'm not going to see it. I refuse to. The first time I see it, I have to be owner. Why? It's just the way I roll, dude. What does that mean? It's just how I am, dude. Just how you roll? Like, every time that, it's kind of incredible. Just like yes or no? Like, The first time I had my Lamborghini, never test drove it.

Ferrari never test drove it. The everything, never, the Rolls Royce, I spent, I sent $460,000 without ever being inside of Rolls Royce. You just knew you were a test driving it. Why the fuck would you do that? It's fucking awesome to say. People think, people think you're crazy. No, I get it. It's dumb.

Like, when I, like, that house I moved into that I, like, I moved in temporarily and later on it had so many issues. but it was like it was a $2.4 million house that you're paying cash and I actually sent $2.4 million and I it's just I find it so awesome that I never even looked at it I just like just like yes well I trust my my mom does look at it so it be fair and I'm not going into it completely blind but it's awesome this is the only place I looked at when I bought it because we were looking at it for someone else like we were like me and John were looking at places for him oh okay so I was kind of just like a spectator and then I was like you know what like I want this and then I got it like right away so this I looked at by mistake it's funny I'm disappointed myself

these drugs are so interesting me now that you did ayahuasca are you more open to doing like anything else like DMT or acid I don't know if you ever done acid I haven't done acid acid's crazy ayahuasca is is the DMT is in it so the kind of similar. I've never tried DMT, so I can't speak on it, but I know that like it's a longer experience with that with that molecule basically. So it's like you experience it in like a like a longer form duration versus like just smoking it, which is a little bit more like intermittent. But I've never tried acid. That's crazy. I like mushrooms a lot. Acid's like oh because when I was in high school I was right now I'm not open to doing drugs

because I can't really handle it. I feel like when I was in high school. What do you mean you can't handle it? you're not handling. I feel like I got too much on my mind and too much on my plate right now to do any type of drugs as compared to like in high school there was really had no worries so I'd be like ripping like I'd rip acid like nothing what I don't know I was down for anything like I was just open to try anything acid's the craziest thing because it's like like five minutes feels like fucking an hour yeah so I just always remember thinking when I was on acid that if you wanted to live like when you get older and like say if you're 80

and you want to just like live forever just like take acid every day and you like live forever and I think I don't know if you could do that though no but it feels like living I see what you're saying like you know there was a moment there was a moment on ayahuasca that felt like there was like time did not exist whatsoever and my perception of time is completely altered and changed like yeah time does exist and exactly what you said yeah like I was I was on it and it was like we started at like nine of the morning got done at like six or seven and it felt like it had been two hours and I had no real understanding about how long I'd actually been there and in it because it's like you just get lost in that's cooler feeling like it's two hours as

compared to it being eight hours and feeling like it's been forever it's not as well when you're I'd rather it feel shorter and it be longer well here's the deal when I was in it you didn't feel any sense of time like when you're out of it looking back I was like it could have been three hours right but it was the whole day what I'm saying was when I was in it I didn't have any like either I didn't have any care I didn't have any idea there was no perception of what time was like I was not connected to the idea of time we have care about time or you didn't have any care about anything time time like my idea of time was just like it's not real it felt like it just felt so contrived which obviously we created time right it's not a real concept like the sun and the moon and all this

stuff's a real thing but time we give it this like importance but yeah no it it it just It made me feel like, I don't know, in overall sense, I guess I could say, if I'm talking about ayahuasca still, is like, things are going to be okay, kind of like no matter what, whether it works out the way we want things to work out or it doesn't work out the way we think things should work out, it's going to be okay. And that's kind of like the general sense of, if I gave ayahuasca like this idea, like it just gave you that general sense of calm that kind of stays with you. The day about ayahuasca, if I took it right now, I feel like there's no need to take it because I already know everything. all my problems that I need that I want to fix and I'm not fixing I think there's things in our subconscious that like we may not be even fully aware of yet I if you really feel like I have a I really feel like I have everything down like like I know everything that I need to fix and everything that I need to do I'm just not doing it maybe to this point but what if you what if you

were able to do so I'm not trying to convince anyone to do this or not but what if you were to able what if you were able to learn more about those same things that you think you know or or that you think you need to know, right? Because just like anyone, if I said, yo, I'm so smart, I don't, no one needs to teach me anything. That's when you start to, like, essentially become less smart because, like, you're not looking for different perspectives, different viewpoints.

Like, what if it made you even that much finer, that much more, like, laser focus of what was important? I feel like it would. But I also feel like I should need to just quit being a bitch and just do the things that I need to do that I know I need to do now. And then once I accomplish those things. Then maybe rips in myahuasca. maybe rips my loss yeah i get you now it makes sense that's fair and that that kind of goes back to

what i was saying earlier about the fact that like we we oftentimes we do know what we need to work on but we we fill it with so much ego in relationship to like oh but i'm okay and this is all right yeah yeah but i'm okay yep i'm okay and this is all right and i have you know i have enough or i haven't figured out or i can do this i need a like i'm just good focusing on this these two things I'm already doing pretty good. I mean, maybe focus more on like those and forget those, but really that's just being lazy

and being, liver king would say, subprimal. Yeah. That's being subprimal. Essentially, yeah. It's, I want to call it a cop out,

but it's like, it's an easy way for someone to go, okay, I know there's these 10 things I really need to work on, but like I'm going to focus on these two things that I really like instead and only those things and never really develop me the other 10 things that you know you also need to develop.

And that's where, Right. That's how I found myself in the position that I'm in today is because I was so focused on those other things that I was good at. And I just focused on more of the things that I was good at. And I got really far in my life. Like we see on the internet and all the shit that I've done. But then there was a whole aspect of my life that I didn't give enough love and enough energy to really grow so that I could show up properly, you know, in the lives of my friends and the lives of my family and the lives of like everything outside of business, you know. And it's hurt me. It's hurt me in tons of ways, man. Fuck yeah, you're 34 33, but yeah And you still got no kids Yeah Thank you That's like you're fucking

You're failing at life dude Wow, it's really nice of you It's a really good moment right now I couldn't imagine me 34 I'm not having no kids Especially when you've been successful For so long like Yeah

You gotta get your shit together Yeah Like you should have been having kids Since you like Since you're like 26 28 Yeah You've been doing the internet For so long

And it's like Well I was in a relationship then that I thought was going to work out that didn't work out either that was an eight year relationship that's what I was saying we got to drink a lot right now drink a lot and just get kind of sloppy we'll call all your axes and just see which one's down to like get like fucking

no that's not the solution yeah that's what we should do we usually get drunk and then call every single X and just see which ones down to get baby batter right inside them to get baby batter yeah nice baby batter right inside of her to cook up a baby dude this time he's 34 33 but yeah i do think i but dude i got this man i got this figured i know what to do now at least you have the whole being super healthy and like even when you're 40

you're probably going to look like you're 30 still at least you have that yeah yeah because that's one thing i when i think about kids i kind of do want them but i just like hate the idea of being like an old parent you know well what bothers you about that i just don't want it yeah it's fair i just want to be like i want to be like you know i like i want to have it soon like i think it's like i think it'd be awesome to be you know what i'm 24 if i haven't i'm 26 so by the cut the kids 10 and i'm still 36 i'm like the same you know i'm two years older than you and i have a 10 year old yeah it'd be dope i wouldn't be sick if you had an eight year old right now like yeah and then you're like in your like low 40s which is still young and then your kids kind of

grown up yeah which is dope i mean i can't just i honestly i'd love to just be like this is it and fix it i just know it's not that simple i just need to do the work every day moving forward and that's all i can really focus on right i think we just got to get drunk i don't think getting drunk's a good idea i think we get drunk and then go from there i think it's a terrible idea like what's the use of getting drunk i don't know liquid courage to call every single one of your ex-girlfriends but that's not a good solution right i think it's the only thing we got i think we're desperate I think rat I mean not me but I'm I'm including myself on this because you're 34 and I feel for you I think we're desperate we're not desperate like I think right now you should be like looking at what is it the

surrogates like put a baby and a lady and she just has the baby yeah you can use my mom I don't know I don't think it's a good idea I think it's a bad idea well technically will I be your like stepdad stepdad and I'd have a bro damn maybe that's a good idea pretty sick idea that's dope that actually be awesome i don't think we're doing that though i don't think i don't think uh i don't think she wants that no or like it's a good idea at all would you ever do a syrogate if like like if it comes like two years and you're 36 and you're just like a fuck um you know just to have a kid yeah like just have a kid i don't know man because like i feel like it's so important because i grew up you know and pretty much a broken home i think it's so important to try to have that family

unit like I'd like to I'd really like to to be with someone that I think but is there an age where you might consider having one I don't know I don't think so I think it's like then I'd have to commit to being okay with that for my kid right like that sort of lifestyle and I don't think I want that I really like I've always wanted to have a complete home that's always been a goal of mine a dream of mine just because I didn't have that growing up so I think like I couldn't just like cop out I think if I just didn't do it I just didn't do it you think you could actually just not do it it'd be tough that probably then you probably be fucking that'd be like one of your biggest regrets probably later on in life yeah probably my

only regret let's go to a different topic this one's too fucking depressing bro yeah it's depressing this one's like actually like I'm making me sad I'm not gonna lie and the depressant that we you know is not helping remember we talked about that it was helping For a bit, now it's like, now it's hitting me. Well, we were talking about, like, how, I'm just depressed. The tequila's are, is an upper. Tequila's not an upper. I googled it.

I googled it. A duck, douged it, and I googled it. Tequila's an upper. It's a downer. It's called alcohol. No, tequila's like, kind of like, a. Just because people party when they drink tequila, doesn't mean it's an upper. Yeah, no, but tequila's an upper.

It's kind of like a fucking, what is it? It's like, uh, what's something that's healthy that gives you natural energy? What did you say, Jacob? damn you say cocaine that's funny yeah cocaine's not like tequila i don't think tequila's like an upper talking about like green tea or something yeah like green tea it's not like green tea and it looks like green tea that looks like green tea that's a good thing tequila's kind of like green tea i think i think a little tequila is a healthy thing yeah but a lot of tequila is not a healthy thing everything in moderation like we talked about on the other pod yeah like crack cocaine crack cocaine you can't not

even that in moderation though that's what's the difference between crack cocaine like when they say crack cocaine because i watch cops okay like what's crack what's the difference crack cocaine and cocaine i think the way it's i don't know enough about this i'm i'm actually not a real drug dealer is crack like ice well cocaine is cocaine is cocaine is that what it is crack cocaine like not powder can we google that because i actually don't know that's kind of like the like i don't know for sure but that's what my brain kind of got out of it you think it's like hard cocaine and not like Crack because just like crack pipe you smoke it so I pictured like it was something like that's like glass like and you and it melts like Walter white types like yeah like So crack cocaine is not so crack cocaine is smoked so crack cocaine is like

Is crack cocaine just mix crack and cocaine you know what's crazy is that crack cocaine's not accepted in like today's world completely not accepted But cocaine is accepted. Bro, cocaine's been accepted forever, too, which is really weird. But if he's saying that it's like identical, it's like, what's wrong? Hold on. I want to say, when I say accept that, I don't mean you should go do this, but I'm saying like people are like, oh, they're like, people do it and they're like, no, but if you go, if someone in our group or someone

that we know is like, oh, I just went to the bathroom, you like, or like, yes, like when I went out, everyone's asking me if I want to bump. It was like, no, I don't want to bump, but it. Yeah, but if someone was like, yo, do you want to do crack cocaine, you'd be like, you want to go smoke some crack? Yeah. Like, what the fuck, dude? Yeah.

It says that people that get arrested for crack, they get more years than cocaine. People that get arrested for crack, do more years and people get arrested for cocaine. I mean, I think, well, crack is just, is it because it's more addictive? I have no idea, but Jacob just said, our Mr. producer, our Jamie just said they're pretty identical.

One is just, you know, powder form, and one is, you know, you smoke it. But it is funny because when I was out the other day and I got asked, like three or four times if you know because I was tired and I wasn't like really drinking much he's like oh do you need a bump and I think nothing like of it but yeah if someone said do you want to go smoke some crack I'd be like what the fuck is like who the fuck are you like what is are you like but I also I feel like they're all so different I feel like we're not getting to get enough

research on this and I feel like crack is just a completely different experience of too than like cocaine yeah we don't know yeah I don't have enough it's it's got to be completely different though because it's I feel like people like I don't know I'm just picturing someone smoking crack like they smoke crack and they go like lay like i mean i guess am i thinking of heroin now at this point might be thinking of heroin where they're i think we gotta just do all the drugs no no definitely not we don't run in a situation to where we look like dummies so then we know right now we are not knowledgeable and we need to change that yeah no i don't think we should but um maybe we should just do a little more research that's why i could set up i'm not i'm not in the drugs too we need

the producer table that's what we need i like to be a producer like i play music and stuff and you yeah like you play a whole dj vibes or what yeah he'd be producer just do whatever whatever i'm feeling because right now i want to like see like someone like that smoked crack cocaine how they're acting how they're acting and stuff you want to google that yeah you google that pop it up on the screen because like cocaine's just so it's so normal like as i don't know it's like and crack is so not yeah like you don't like if we saw someone smoking crack and be like bro what the fuck are you doing like if one of our boys are smoking crack we'd be like what are you why are you doing that right there's a lot of people that do cocaine but won't smoke weed you know yeah which is crazy

extreme heavy stimulant kind of like tequila like an upper that's not 100% not even close it's a depressant we talked we talked about that we need real we need a real science guy on this pod that's why i got to have gary breck up we should have gear i honestly i've been wanting to talk to gary on raw talk about just like he was talking about how he predicted dana white's death date on like his blood work and then how he worked back from that to like basically fucking save his life i guess i think when you say it like that it sounds really complicated but i think it's little simpler than that because i saw the video of his blood work and it was like the amount of fats the numbers he had of fats and his blood was like 780 and like a normal number is like

150 yeah his blood work was fucked so it's just like i mean it just sounds crazy like him protecting death and stuff, but it's, I think it's more simpler than that. Like, when your fat's, like, that high where it's supposed to be, or like, when you have numbers that are so off, it could lead to problems. Well, you know, Dana, I'm more curious, like, how did he get to that point? Like, because, like, it's not like he never got his blood work done, right? That's the thing that's interesting to me. It's like, oh, it blew my mind because he's, he's surrounded by doctors.

He's a multi-hundred millionaire, or I don't even know if he's, who knows he could be a billionaire. From hearing him speak on it, it's not like he had all these issues, like, He had all these pains and problems sleeping. It's not like he didn't go to the doctors. It's just when he went to the doctors, they didn't help him. They gave him false, I don't know what they did, but they didn't, like he was trying. And I'm sure Dana's going to the good doctors. And then he goes to Gary in six months.

All his levels are normal. And not only like fuck the levels, it's how he feels. Like he feels like a new person. Yeah. Lost 30 pounds. And he feels, you know, he couldn't. he had the sleep apnea machine doesn't use that he had pains whenever he got up getting up couldn't tie his shoes this and that and all that's gone and i think it's pretty incredible

that that can happen in six months when i'm sure he's been going to the doctor for the last 20 years but that's what's weird about it right it's like who the fuck was doing his blood work before because it's like but i would assume like ufc doctors right so it's like what the fuck were they doing though because like anyone anyone who would have saw that blood work can do anything about just basic blood work would have been like just need to change right if you would have just read Dana White's blood work you'd be like oh what maybe you not know what to do to change it exactly but definitely have an idea well yeah you could have yeah maybe not as in detail as Gary for sure or not but yeah it is pretty interesting that he'd go to he it's not like he didn't

go to doctors he was going to doctors and they weren't fixing him or helping him and then Gary takes him for six months he's a whole new person yeah you know you see him in person now and it's like holy fuck yeah he's he looks so good and then and then you go back and you see see old videos and old photos and you're like holy shit like big difference and a big difference in a small amount of time which is yeah shout to dana man's cool happy for him it's important because what he said how many years he had like left to live like was not many i think like 16 fuck don't quote me in that but it wasn't i don't think it was more than 20 like i think he was supposed to i really don't know but it wasn't a lot would you i have a question would you want to

know when you were going to like just anyone listening to this too Would you want to know if you could know when you were going to die? I wouldn't, bro. Fuck that. Like if someone was like, yo, here's the date. And it was just like, that was just it. You know, we talk about this is like what, like, like, uh, like fucking tarot card type, like psychic type shit. Like if someone could really tell you that information, would you want to know that information?

What about you, Jacob? I don't think so. Oh, yeah, you wouldn't want that? No, I wouldn't want that either, man. That sounds like one of the most frightening things possible. How do you base your life around the fact that you know it's going to end at a certain date? Yeah, but if they said it was like, I was going to die when I'm like 85, I don't think it really changed much. Right, right.

But what if it was like fucking five, yeah, tomorrow, dude, five years from now? Then you have to like, and you couldn't avoid it. You know, like, imagine you couldn't avoid it. You're like, fuck, you have to really drastically change your lifestyle, I guess. Yeah, I wouldn't want to know. I feel like the neural link stuff. Have you seen the Elon Mustang, the neural link? I feel like that's, you're going to get to that.

People are going to get to that point where it's like, not only are you going to be more aware of all this kind of stuff, but like it's also going to be more aware of diseases that are in your body maybe even more maybe even actually extend human life but kind of in like an artificial way like do you ever worry about i guess just the evolution of humans into straight up becoming fucking computers like becoming i like the fact that we're going to put a neuralink in people's brains and then you're going to have this like instant access to like data and like understanding of things kind of like at a different rate that eventually like are people just going to turn to fucking robots and be like half human half robot like cyborics

type shit. I think about it a little bit, but I think about it in the sense how there's going to be, like, when I think about it, there's going to be so many people who have such a, like, a big advantage over normal people, like over brokies. And I just feel like that's going to just, like, I don't know, it's probably going to be, it's just another situation where the rich get richer, right? Yeah, that's all crazy. I imagine all the rich people are just like weirdly intelligent, weirdly smart. They're just life so much easier for them because of the advice and they're bringing it and there's just a brokey that's how i think and then i try not to think about it because i really don't care yeah well because it just it just further it just creates more

divide just in general between people yeah right more and more divide which is interesting but if they keep it to where it's like helping people like walk again because i know that's the main if i'm you know hopefully i'm right on the but i think the the number one goal is to help people with like these issues that they have like what i don't know if it's like walk or back problems like shit like that like people with not just like yeah yeah like they're i don't i'm pretty sure the main objective like the number one priority is not to just make fucking people super smart and yeah just have a higher advantage over the regular person i think it's the help with like serious issues but it definitely seems like it could go in that direction though

oh yeah no it will it will definitely i trust Elon i like him i know he wants what's best for humanity and I mean I know he says that and I believe him I hope he's not you know finessing everyone I believe he wants what's best for humanity so if he's making a narrow link I I have my trust in Elon Musk would you would you would you get one if you could I don't know yeah that one's tough man I kind of want to be in a position in 40 years 50 years where I don't even want to think that much. Yeah, I get you. You know, like, I don't need, like, why do I even want to have, like, that, like, I don't want that.

Yeah, I feel you. Like, I'd rather just be, like, doing shit I love, retired. And, yeah, I'm hoping in, and when I can get it and when it's available, that I really don't want it because I'm so complete in life. All right, so in a spirit of alcohol, well, there's hair in my alcohol. the hell what this in here what the fuck how they get in there so anyways in the spirit of alcohol i know you were watching uh black adam the other night and i think you were drunk but what did you think of the movie like genuine thoughts well i was okay so here's the thing i was like drinking and i was with selina and kind of like didn't pay attention to the

beginning i just didn't like the movie at all i don't know i i have to rewatch it so i don't I don't want to talk about, talk about it much without watching him again, but I felt like the rock was just too fucking powerful. Like, he could just fly, he could teleport, he was indestructible. At one point, he just, like, gives away his powers, and that's the only time, like, he said Shazam. He says, when he says the word Shazam, he loses his powers. Wait, what?

He said, so he said Shazam, and then he loses his powers. And then, say, wait, again, he says what? Shazam. Are you saying it like that? I don't know, but he's like Shazam, and then lightning bolt comes, and then he's a normal human being. He's like, oh, I'm the rock, I'm normal. And then he went into, like, a water tank where he couldn't, and he had, like, where he was, like, alive, but he was kept, like, asleep, like, kind of, like, getting frozen, but underwater. So, and then they had these, all these bad, then they were having a fight with the bad guy versus this fucking guy that has wings and these random characters.

And it was like, yeah, they're losing. But then if the rock was there They would have just He would have just fucking I don't I even want to Like he was too strong Yeah so then the rock Fucking somehow

Realizes they're in trouble While he's in fucking deep sleep Then he gets up He says Shazam And he goes And then he gets his powers back Lightning strikes down in the water And then he gets his powers back

And then he just fucking beats the bad guy In two seconds Because he's too goddamn fucking powerful Well he's the rock I mean Like there's no like like like it was just like he was so powerful there was no way yeah the only time the bad guy was winning it was when he decided to say shazam to lose his powers so he must have had that in

his writer he's like i gotta be the most powerful superhero no matter what opi is fuck but then again i have to watch it again i'm telling you maybe it was an excellent movie i because of the thing is i don't understand why he gave up his powers i think he like he wasn't considering himself a hero because he loved to kill people like he loved to kill people like he loved to kill like the bad guys like he loved to kill him yeah like it was just a thing and then he had another guy that was some black guy that could fly he had like real wings and and he so he the rock would throw some dude to kill him and then the black guy would go and save him he's like you can't kill people we don't kill prisoners he's like I do and then you know have you ever seen

the boys on Amazon Prime yeah yeah with the little kids no it's with like the superheroes who like kill people no I haven't seen that oh that you should watch that so it's like it's like Kind of what you're talking about, obviously not like the rocks and I can't kill people or I like to kill people, but it's like imagine a superhero TV series that like is way more like a real in a sense of these superheroes are like really causing damage. And like they're kind of shitheads. And so they're like vigilantes. Yeah, but they're exactly like vigilantes, but they're also superheroes with superpowers that can fly and shoot laser beams. But they're doing like fucked up shit with their powers. And that's kind of like almost like this weird play on like government power and control and how like. Like, they want to get in and, like, be a part of the government and get paid all this money to, like, save people. But at the same time, they're, like, finessing them to pay them to save people. It's, like, this crazy. It's, it's honestly really good, though. Yeah, I think you like it.

But it's that same concept, like, where, like, you know, obviously normally superhero stuff. Superheroes are not killing people. Yeah, it's like they're code. Yeah. But. It's pretty good. Guys, I have this family come in. What family?

He's on his way. I'm working with the cops here in Miami. The Miami PD? Let's go. Yeah, they're nice. And then there's, so there's like a family that lives in their car, and then there's another family that lives in the shelter. And then they're coming for a little Christmas.

Right here? Yeah, right here. Okay, cool. That's why I have to set up the Christmas tree, but they're coming at 6, and it's 5.45. So I think we have to wrap this up, if possible, or we can resume it after. So, guys, if you like the episode, obviously make sure you subscribe, right? Yeah, subscribe. Follow me on Rumble.

Yep. rumble.com slash steve will do it please is where i post videos every thursday friday steve will do it videos like i did on youtube but now it's on rumble we might resume the podcast because i just have some filming to do but or this might be the end i think we're at an hour jacob right hour 10 pretty good solid work good shit love you guys