RAWTALK - TANA MONGEAU ON WHO’S THE BEST INFLUENCER IN BED

Episode Date: July 5, 2022

We caught the rare Pokemon that is Tana Mongeau! After months of rescheduling we finally got her on. From Vegas to LA, Tana has embarked quite the journey, from relationships, businesses, friendships, scandals & crazy ideas on what she is going to do next.This conversation is filled with vibes, laughter & story times that you won't want to miss. They go from deep & meaningful to weird & funny, so make sure you pay attention or you might miss something.If you don't know now you know we got the tea.SPONSORS:RAYCON: Go to http://www.buyraycon.com/rawtalk TODAY to get 15% off your Raycon order! ATHLETIC GREENS: visit http://www.athleticgreens.com/ENJOY FREE 1 year supply of immune-supporting Vitamin D AND 5 FREE travel packs with your first orderROMAN SWIPES: Go to http://www.getroman.com/BRADLEY for $10 off your first order of Swipes and free 2-day shippingPRIZE PICKS: Sign up for PrizePicks here: https://app.prizepicks.com/sign-up?invite_code=BRADSUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK?sub_confirmation=1LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/rawtalk/id1294154339FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://tiktok.com/@askrawtalkFOLLOW BRADLEY:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvzSBNBOK599FqzrTZS8ScQ/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWTQG2aMDYKGDqYEGqJb1FA/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartynonline?sub_confirmation=1RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

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Seriously. This is this a real podcast? Is this a real? Okay. All right. Wow. Okay. He's going to beat the shit out of it.

Wow. Okay. I feel so good today. Really? So good today. That's awesome. I've been trying to catch this wild Pokemon for the last like three months and she's here. You are such an awesome, persistent, kind, forgiving individual.

I am so grateful to be here. And I'm, I just, we're going to kill it, you know? Yeah, you're awesome. You're awesome. 38th time is the charm. Yes, we're here now. So do you remember the first time you met me? It's like, were you drunk?

You might have been. A weird part about me feels like it was at my, my fake wedding with Jake Paul. It would have been. But I don't think we really like officially met then. So we were at the fake wedding, which by the way, like, why did that? Why was that a thing? But by the way, why would you do that? Yeah, why did that just a drama?

I don't even know. It was fun. I mean, we were just doing so much shit at the time for, like, vlogs. But I mean, I really did, like, love him and care about him. And, like, I don't, we were just too very crazy people, yeah, who would do a lot of crazy. Obviously, it's not like I look at that wedding is like a real declaration of love. But, yeah, yeah, yeah. It was fucking insane.

It was in Vegas. It was like, with that the graffiti house thing. It was a bunch of people there. That era. It was really, I had a great time, though. It was kind of just like a big party. Yeah, it was before, like, fighting was cool. Yeah.

So it was like fake weddings were the thing, I guess. Yeah, exactly, exactly. It kind of was like a boxing match of it. Yeah, low key. So then we met again at a, it was a press conference, and we were in an elevator. And you said something really nice to me. I don't know if you remember. In Miami?

No, no. We were in L.A. wherever they did that like. Oh, was it the Bryce? The Bryce Hall thing, yeah. That's where we met. That's where we met officially and actually exchanged words. What did I say to you?

You said you're actually a lot nicer than I thought you were going to be. Yeah, you're terrified. Why? Why? I mean, now I know you're just like a big teddy bear and you're like a sweetie. But like your, like your aesthetic would go one of two ways. Like you're either going to be like a super douchebag or very sweet. And you are very sweet.

Have you met guys that are just like super douchey and they look like they would be? The gym, bro, goes one of two ways. You know, either they really just care about their body and, you know, life and people and they're sick. And they're like a healthy dope person or they're like, fuck yeah, dude, testosterone, dude, bitches. They fucking make sandwiches, bro, let's go. Like, you know, it's one or the other, I feel. Yeah, yeah, for sure. And maybe that's fucked up with me to steer me.

No, it's fine. I mean, it's, you're probably pretty accurate with that. I don't, I mean, that's just my experience. Do you have any experience like what gym bros? Do you like muscly guys? You like skinny guys? What kind of guys do you like? I really do like people who look like they're dying.

That's my number one priority. Dying. Dying. Dying. It's like, it's like, you can like, you can like, I don't know, take advantage of them. Like, like, throw them in a big. No, but I, I honestly have no type.

I've definitely been with, like, people that are like muscly and healthy as well, I guess. Yeah, no type, though. You're not like, oh, I kind of like this or I don't like that. My type is so, like, personality-based. Like, if you make me laugh or if you're talented or, like, passionate or, like, I fuck with you so heavy. Okay. If I watch someone do what they love, I don't care if it's, like, farming. I'm like, oh, my God, they're so hot.

Like, I don't know. It just depends. You like someone who gives a fuck about what they're doing. Yeah, and their life and, like, yeah, driven people or passionate, talented people. Yeah. So. Which L.A. is a great scouting place for me. Is it?

Sometimes, yeah, I don't know, for my awful types, though. Yeah, L.A. is an interesting, interesting vibe for sure. What's your love life in L.A. like? You found love in L.A.? Oh, man. What? Was someone laughing back there? No.

You know, like the Snickers commercials? You're like, need a minute. Yeah, anyways. I don't really talk about my love life too much. I've just kind of been, like, avoiding of that. Just because. Same. Yeah.

I was, like, thinking about playing a fake wedding. Yeah. Maybe. Yeah. Let's do it. All opposed to you. Imagine. No, I just kind of avoid that shit because there's so much drama in it, you know. I think that people who leave that type of stuff out of the public eye are inadvertently happier, a lot happier.

I definitely don't do that. Maybe that's why I'm constantly spiraling, but it's a good thing. Good for you. Are you really constantly spiraling? It's kind of like it's a personality trait. It's camp. Like it's not a real spiral. Because you're super successful. Thank you. Right. I mean, you crush it. You are. It's really sweet.

I mean, as far as what I know, I don't know if you blow your money or not. I definitely blow some money. Nice. But I save money as well. Yeah. Are you broke as fuck like everyone else right now because of crypto? Because I am crying inside. Honestly, I wish I was more in it than I am.

I'm in it, like for sure. But a lot of my like NFTs and shit like that have been like gifts or I've made like strategic investments with people and shit like that. So I don't feel like as down as I know a lot of other people are. But that also means a lot of other people are probably going to be richer than me. So maybe all. Yeah. figure that out whatever I do I mean I'm into the end of the space I was with a bunch of like people who do it last night and buying some stuff yeah cool um so I have a question like where did you this is like gonna be a thing I was gonna say Bradley I have a question yeah we're on a podcast that's the whole point you ask questions but people get mad that you say yeah they go oh mister I have a question but it's just kind of my thing I don't go fuck so where did you like get to how did you know okay I'm gonna do social media like where were you how did you know you're gonna do social media and did it just naturally happen where you like it

trying to do it, but I was definitely trying to do it as well. I mean, like, I grew up watching it. Like, I grew up watching, like, the very first era of YouTube, like, Smosh and Shane Dawson and, uh, Jenna Marbles and, like, the fine bros and I Justine and all those type of people. And I just loved the idea of kind of taking people, like, away from their day or their problems or whatever they're going through, even if it's for 10 minutes and even if it's them just laughing at like something dumb I'm saying. Like, that was always a really cool concept to me. And then I think actually making, videos and editing and storytelling and stuff became like a passion of mine very quickly and I was just like I'm not going to stop until I succeed at this because I don't want to do anything else with my life. Okay. So you said something I found interesting about like wanting to take people away from whatever and then they're watching your content. Where does that come from? I definitely grew up in a very like turbulent, volatile environment and I think that that's kind of and I maybe I didn't know that at the time but I think I was like wow like this is an escape for me. Like, you know what I mean?

Like, I can leave whatever's going on around me for 10 minutes of my day and laugh at, like, Shane Dawson saying some crazy shit. And I just, like, I grew up in Vegas and I had a really crazy life. Like born and raised? Yeah. Fuck. Shit. It's intense.

It makes sense to kind of how I am and why I am the way I am. But, like, Vegas was just crazy and I had a lot of crazy stories and a crazy life. And I kind of knew it. Like, you know what I mean? Especially when you'd sit other kids online and other places, I'd be like, oh, my life is nothing like that. So, like, maybe people would want to hear. about it yeah so I was just I don't know kind of narcissistic but I guess no whatever all of us have to be a little narcissistic to film ourselves and yeah for I guess to a degree for sure

yeah so you started making content when did you really start to take off and what do you think what was the reason why you think you took off um I started making content when I was like 14 or 15 I'm 24 now so literally it's been like 10 years and I took off like at 15 so probably like a year into it I don't know what year that was I'm bad with that but took off at 15 yeah on on what platform i was on youtube i was telling stories about my life and i had a stalker since i was in like second grade and i started telling the stocker story and i i just remember that hitting like 20 and then 50 000 and then a hundred thousand then a million i was like oh wow like this is really happening you know like so how quick never stopped i just kept telling

stories so that's what most your content is just you just talking about like just fucking off and doing for sure just whatever it's it's evolved way like i think at the time i was more sharing like anecdotal stories and doing halls and stuff. Yeah. I mean, now it's gotten to the point where I just share my whole life, my every detail. It's just slowly got, you know, the lives have gotten more blurred. You know, I find most interesting about you, you have a pretty strong female audience. Very.

Yeah. Because you seem to just not give a fuck. Like, you just, yeah. But maybe too, too, too a fault. Yeah, but like, it's a, it's a really good thing. It's an empowering thing. Like, what, what made you feel like you wanted to be that way? Was it just how you always were?

Or did you see? To a fault, for sure. Like, I've had to learn to give a fuck a lot more. Like, just growing up, I was all, I dropped out of high school at, like, 15. I was like, fuck this, I don't give a fuck. Like, I was just always that way. And then eventually I kind of had to turn that into a good thing. And then I think that I definitely went into YouTube kind of being like, I'm not a role model.

Like, do as I say and not as I do. Like, please don't fucking do as I do, if anything, learn from me. But then over time, especially when you start touring and you see it in a tangible sense, like all the young girls that you are, you know, I hear like once a day. if I go somewhere like you raised me like oh my god you raised me and it just eventually it felt like that and I was like okay if I can spread one message to these young girls it's like you can do anything you want in this life like I came from nothing I came from no money and I made a life for myself and I'm not gonna take shit and I'm not you know worse than any man and I can do whatever the fuck I put my mind to

and I'm gonna have fun and you know live life and have a hedonistic mindset like while doing it and that kind of became like yeah yeah you own that like entirely you completely own that I think it's cool. Thank you. I think it's like, I mean, you know, there's,

there's always judgments on what people do and how they do it. Super. But you, you tend to just like, really just live that complete fucking mentality. Like you get,

I know you've had some work done. Like, I've seen you showing this kind of shit. Like you literally, you have, in my ass on Instagram. Yeah, you have no,

you're just like, this is 100% me. And it's, I would get caught too. Like, let's say I was trying to hide my work. I just know I'd get like caught up somehow or something. Like I just,

other people are a lot better at, you know curating this image online and yeah it's you know abiding by it and you know keeping a lot of things secretive but I'm just I'm too much of a fucking crazy idiot I think I think shit would just come out and I mean after the scandals as well it's like I knew I was just going to get some hate probably forever so it's like learning that that doesn't matter and you know that I'm indifferent I guess of all opinions like someone right now is calling me Jesus and someone right now is telling me to kill myself and neither are valid you know so so how did you find that line for yourself because I know for a lot of creators and just a lot of people not

even just creators people in life it's very hard for people to go like oh I want everyone to like me but like if I do this I know these people are going to be mad like how do you find that balance of that and really that understanding that it's not important for everyone to like you that's a great question like at what point did you realize that I think innately we're all a little socially trained to sometimes give a fuck you know like you're going to think to yourself like oh that person's cooler than me you're like oh fuck like you'll read a hate comment and it'll get to you and you can you can you're you know, spiral out of control, thinking like that, but I just, I don't know.

I just feel like I mentally always have to kind of bring myself back to like, that's not what matters, like you're living your life for you. And some people are going to love that and some people are going to hate that. And there's, you know, there's nothing you can do about it. I've just always been the type of person that's like, if there's nothing I can do about something, like why am I going to spend my time, you know, like pouring so much care into that when I, I don't know. I guess.

I don't know how I got like this. Why? Why do you think it's because like someone like me, it's hard for me to let go of that sometimes. It's hard for me to let go of like trying to be good enough. Like, why do you think for some people it's hard for them to let? Because like you go and I understand what you're saying. And I know it's the truth. I just know it doesn't matter. So I have to let it go. I can't control it. I have to let it go. I know that as well. But even in knowing that, it's still fucking bothers me sometimes. It definitely still fucking bothers me as well. That's what I'm saying. It's going

to get the best of us always. That's, I think it's just like a human feeling. I don't, I mean, like it does. It happens. And I catch myself. You know what I mean? I'll be like, all. like you know just you know when you catch yourself like trying too fucking hard sorry sorry no you're great but you know when you catch yourself just trying too fucking hard to like impress the water make people like you or be a certain way if I catch myself slipping I'm just like whoa whoa whoa like who cares I don't I don't know I've always kind of had a who cares mentality it kind of I think it comes from Vegas in a lot of ways too and like the way I was brought up all my friends from Vegas are like that like I still live with my um best friends that I like grew up with in

Vegas they live in now yeah um and we're all the same way we're all like fuck this fuck that fuck everything fuck off yeah I love it do you do you like living in LA I love living in LA I find it far more home than Vegas honestly I love it yeah I would live here I probably will live here for a really long time you for sure what about the guys in LA are they shit are they shitty are they good what's the perspective I mean maybe the girls are too like maybe I'm a little yeah we're a little shitty sometimes yeah I don't I mean there are great guys in there or not I think that when I'm looking in the right places I'll meet the right people when I'm looking in the wrong place to love meet the wrong people, but that's anywhere in the world.

Have you hooked up with a lot of influencers that I would know, that people would know? We're not going to say all the names, obviously. Sure. Well, imagine me saying no. The comments would just be like, cap, you fucking dumb bitch. Was there, is there any, you don't have to say the name. It's okay. Are there any ones that stand out, they were like the best?

Anyone that stand out for like the, sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm trying to be on you. Give me the phone. Hard. Okay, got it. I got it. Got it. Like a thousand text messages. My big ass acrylic wouldn't like go in the fucking little silent thing. Um, what was the fucking. Are there? Oh, my fuck. Not not, not don't say the name, but is there anyone that like really stands out where you're like that.

Immediately. Yes. I can think of like a, uh, like the top, you know, the starting lineup, the top. The top. Yeah. This is comedy. Oh my God. Some people are definitely better than others. You know what I mean? Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's always the, like, grimy ones who just, like, fucking don't give a fuck and, like, you know, the other guys, I think, I think. But I also like crazy shit. Like, you're talking about grimy in bed or just grimy in general? You know who I was thinking of when I was thinking of someone who was good, just one of the people? I said it before, so I'll say it, like, whatever.

I was thinking of phase banks. And I'm just thinking of like that embodiment of, you know what I mean, just how banks is very, like, I don't get, like, I don't know how to elaborate. Like, you know what I mean? Like, he's similar to you. He just doesn't give a fuck. He's just like, I'm here, what up. Yeah. like banks would definitely fuck better than like a a TikTok boy or like that I wonder if that is yo it's so funny

I won't ever trash people for being bad and bad I hate when people do that I always think if I do that someone's gonna come out and just say some awful shit I'm yeah no I'm not trying to make anyone look bad I was just curious that's valid yeah I'll give praise where praises do so we're saying banks I'm not like best of all time that was just a good example that like public that like I felt like was a good example. Do you have a best of all time that people would, that would be, uh,

you would say? No, there's probably like a lot like, like, I'm kidding. I'm just kidding. I don't, yeah,

no, I mean, definitely when you date people like, and there's chemistry, that automatically just makes it better though as well. So it's like the, the scale of what's better could be like,

you know, if I really like them and we connected well or if they were just like. Okay. So you're, you're saying you think that sex with someone,

okay. Sometimes. Yeah, okay, she had a stomy. She said sometimes, sometimes. Because I've had a moment where I had sex with something. It's the very first time I had. Yeah, it was amazing. And it was incredible.

And I've had sex with something the very first time and it was horrible. Yeah, 100. No, no, no, no. Some people just can fuck. And that's just a fact. You know what I think? I think sometimes chemistry is like better as well. Yeah, I think it builds.

Are you dating anyone right now? Not particularly. I'm tanaing around. You're what, Tannia. Tannia. No, okay. I don't know. I'm like talking to some people, but, you know, and nothing serious.

I'm really focused. How do you decide if it's serious or how do you decide if you want to take it more serious? Like, how do you go even about dating? Because it must be so complicated with the whole social media shit. Like with the whole being a psychopath thing. Yeah, we're all kind of crazy. No. I just, I've always been a like when I know I know type person.

I could go on like one date or hang out with you for 24 hours and I immediately know. I think I immediately know if I'm going to like you or if you're like in the I don't like you friend zone chill zone like I immediately know and I'm just very like decisive about it and treated as such you know right away yeah and I'll just like be up with someone as well like I feel like if I like them I'm not gonna you know what I mean like the aside ho or like fucking wait around or like whatever I'm like I like you how do you know how do you know if you're a side oh if they didn't tell you I'm this is I'm curious about that's a really good question I mean sometimes you don't some people will be playing you know

chess not checkers but um I feel like it's time and like attentive levels you know what I mean Like if someone's spending all their time talking to me and doing sweet things for me and I see them a lot and I don't feel like and I feel like I know a lot about their life and they're not hiding anything. I guess I just try to use my context clues to hope I'm not a sidehoe. Have you ever been? I've ever been a sidehoe. I'm sure. I've definitely been a fucking. I've definitely been a sidehoe. I have definitely. I'm sure. Do you think it's more common? Do you think it's more common? I mean, dude. Maybe I was being sidehold material. Yeah. Behaviorally. I can't like pinpoint one. I probably have probably been a sidehold of you. Do you think it's more common? Do you think it's more common? I mean, dude. Maybe I was being sidehold material. Yeah. Behaviorally. um do you think uh there's do you think guys have more side girl side side hose or girls i don't know i think maybe on average like you know in america and culture it's probably more of a man thing but i also associate myself with some crazy girls some crazy bitches so it like definitely skews my perspective probably evens out there on uh on uh what i think yeah what uh what was the out of that of work you've got done what is the one that was most painful that's so funny that's a funny question um the subject

changed me off let me yeah i'm sorry yeah i just fucking curve ball no and that just sounded like it was like shitting on your interviewing skills you're killing it like why i'm not no you're great you're rock like um definitely ass um injections but i've there's a bunch of different kinds of ass injection okay i'm so curious about this i'm very curious about this so the majority of girls who have like in my opinion the when it looks the nicest and the most real it's illegal silicone injection illegal illegal yes like a bitch named like yeah i just yeah i just saying it's funny no never mind um like just a crazy ass bitch comes and does it on like your kitchen island and like i know girls who know girls we're like dying laughing

i'm like who have died no people die from that no yeah but those are the best ones they're the best ones And then I want them so fucking bad. I'm not even going to lie to you. No, no, no, don't do that. I can't die. No, I really, I can't. You got too much. Death by ass injection.

Like, that's how I go out. But those, why are those the best ones? It's just, it's silicone. It really moves. It really jiggles. It looks real. You wouldn't know. I think a lot of girls

when you're like, oh, her ass is really nice. Yeah. You know what a BBL looks like, which is like where they get liposuction and then they put the fat from the liposuction into their butt. Into the hips and stuff. Yeah. And like that,

like that type of a BBL body. a lot more like clockable and then like you know what I mean like more it's easier to be like she definitely got a bbl whereas silicone is just like oh that girl's ass is really nice yeah um but I get um what's called sculptra which is actually it's FDA approved wait hold on yeah and um it is it's actually creative and I don't know why I want to laugh I always I always gonna laugh and I'm gonna say fuck dumb shit it's so it's my worst trait I would be like in deposition like jail for murder and I got a story about fucked up shit and laughing I'll tell it really quick please Okay. So I'm the same way. When things are really fucked up, I don't know how to react sometimes. I laugh. So I can't tell you who was involved in this story. But basically, we were, we were racing cars at like a track. Okay. Okay. And yeah. I want to know. I'm off camera. I got another tea. I'll tell you. I'll tell you. But so we're racing cars on a track. And we set up this race. So it was like it was such a dumb way to end it. It was like ending instead of like, you know a race track ends where you can like,

you slow down and it's straight and you you know your car can kind of slow down because it has time to slow down right because you're going so fast I love cars and the gym okay okay you got but but you know like imagine a race wouldn't would it end like a straight wall yeah obviously should so we set it up so the the end the finish line was like here and the wall was here just for context now why that we're stupid I don't know we're dumb what we're pretty stupid so anyways we let's go driving to this wall yeah so what last turn this guy hits the turn he's in the dirt uh you can tell he starts to hit his brakes but his brakes are not working okay his brake line got cut okay so hold on you got to hear my reaction i felt so bad about this so you see him you see him like not slowing down at all like zero slow down i'm talking about he was going like 90 miles an hour okay yeah okay look she's done yo so at the

yeah oh no hold on I got this so he is like last second going I must have been going 45 50 and he like turns a car total's his fucking car like the whole front right side just pretty much blows up

now no straight up and I see this and I'm standing like you know it's happening it's happened in front of me like maybe like 20 yards and my buddy my buddy gets out of the car 20 yards right in front my buddy gets out of the car he's he's fine he gets out but he's pissed he's like because it's his car yeah fuck fuck and like i i had to turn

around and walk the other way because i could not stop laughing because i didn't know how to approach the situation it was like so comical i sincerely thought you were going to tell me he like got really hurt no no no and that's why i was laughing which means i'm going to yeah you're going to you're going to hell for that like literally well because the darkest sense of humor it gets the best i wouldn't i don't think i would have laughed if he was like c oh you know i would have been like you were ready to laugh he was like he almost died he's dead now imagine you know like what the fuck like diana that's so i need prison for that it's okay but yeah i would i would have i get it in the moment if something that happened i definitely wouldn't have so anyways what were we talking about right before this

fucking story we were talking about the work she got done her ass shots oh how did we get it okay yeah So I was about to laugh when I was telling you that what I get put in my ass was originally made for burn victims. And I'm funny. I don't think burn victims are funny. Oh my God. You think, but just because like,

it's for burn victims, but you put in. Like, I was just going to, I was awkwardly laughing at it being for burn victims. And I put it in my ass. I'm sorry. But it was originally meant to make your, like, face or where the burn was like regrow the collagen

or regrow the skin. like your own collagen if that makes Turn that mic down So it kind of makes your own butt Like grow If that makes that shit work Yeah it works I've been getting it for years

Like so long like every like I feel like girls gig it to a point Where they do too much of something And it looks weird All right guys quick interruption One of our sponsors Raycon These are actually nice as fuck I'm not even in front right now

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and I'm imagine me just laying there like can't move like on my bed in my stomach like sweating yes but just like you dumb bitch like go fucking squat like just I was looking in the mirror like you fucking idiot like it was so awful so I might I might retire the uh because they go away anyways oh so it's like

it goes up and down oh yeah like I'll look in the mirror one day and I'll be like okay flat Stanley get to the fucking med spa we need more yeah Why don't you just train? How don't you just train? I go to the gym. I love cardio. I'm just a weak little like feeble.

Like everything hurts. Like ass bitch. I definitely could. I could just see my little being like I know how to do it. Like my scoliosis hurts. Like I would just be awful. Yeah, I would tell you to come train, but I know that would take like six years. Six years.

And I think you would actually hate me and block me. No, I would never do that. This is the worst. I would never do that. Yeah. I would never do that unless you did, unless you like, was like two minutes and then you're like, oh, I got to cancel again and again. Dude, you were. Yeah, training sessions.

I've tried that and I realized very soon that there's just no way. I like just going to the gym on my own time because it's like, if I make an appointment, I'm just. How do you not like the gym? How does someone not like the gym? I like, I like cardio. I like the gym. Like, I enjoy it. I think it's really good.

Like, it's a great, like, way. I'm very much the type of person, especially the, I'm like going through shit like oh yeah I love vices and distraction and pouring whatever that feeling is into something else so it's like the gym definitely makes me feel really good when I'm like at the gym like look this isn't drugs like you know what I mean like I'm working out my trauma like healthy bitch and I and I love that you know like that's that's good so okay you said you said something obviously going through things what do you think you have the hardest time dealing with in your life or have had the hardest time dealing with in your life because I know you've gone through some stuff for sure

For sure. What sucks so much dick about what I do is so many of the things that I wish I could talk about traumatizing me, I have been sued for or I would get sued for it. How the fuck would you get sued for that? Like, oh my, people just, if you talk shit about someone. Oh, it's in relationship to someone. People losing people going through things. Not all things are in relation to someone that I've gone through. Obviously, I just have my own like battles. But a lot of, it is very crazy to me. Like, you know what I mean? I've been sued for slum. by like the people you could think are the closest to you just for airing out the truth you know what the fuck it's a thing such a thing yeah but like and now i'm oh my god i just recently got sued um and now i'm just walking on eggs i'm like i love everyone got sued for what um if you can say right exactly because she could talk about it it's so lame um this one was more of like a work related thing so it wasn't as annoying but it's it never feels good i've definitely won

some crazy lawsuits and had people pay up and I'm like ha ha like you know write this check suck this because of most of most from like what defamation type stuff or what no a lot of different lawsuits for sure um I've had like crazy landlords that sued me I had a landlord that sued me um on unrightful grounds um like basically made me sign a really faulty contract that was just like if you ever have more than 10 people in the house it's a thousand dollars a person for every time we can find footage of that like oh just awful off but like put it and very weird, like spaced out terms and shit, like turned off the fire detector so that if the house burned down, it would be like my fault, like all this crazy shit. And so he sued me

for like millions of dollars for this party I threw last fourth of July. But I counter sued him for like $100,000 in one. Like, and it was awesome. That was like a sick because he sued. He had also sued Hype House and Faye's clan and they both lost. So I was like the first person ever went. Is it that guy who owns a house on that? No way. Yeah, Danny, man. Stop suing people. Dude, I thought he like, he wants everyone in there. That was what I, because I met him before. He does.

But like kind of to, in my opinion, it could maybe potentially be a good way to make money. No way. That's crazy. Yeah. But also at the same time, if I owned that $35 million house and like the hype house was fucking in it, like scootering around my like kitchen, I would be like, yo, fuck you. Yeah, but, but he knows what's going on in there. And he keeps trying to get more people to come in and do the same thing. So it's like anyways, like phase banks is still making like $50,000 a month every few month payments to him.

So is a Thomas Petru from Hype House. From a lawsuit. Yeah. What the fuck? Yeah. That's insane. People are crazy. Yeah.

Suing people when, I think it's one thing to sue someone if they deserve it, you know. Yeah. People just kind of using the judicial system as a fun little money hack. Yeah. money it's so stupid let's talk about money you you like absolutely crush on uh only fans i mean overall but but how the fuck do you make so much money on there i i mean you were just saying like how it's i have like predominantly girl following so it is very weird because like you would think right i mean to do that well i would have to have a far more predominantly like what are your analytics

are they like crazy it's like seven probably 70 30 70 girls 30 guys that's fucking amazing i know it's It's sick. It's sick for sure. But the 30 guys are loyal. They came through on OnlyFans. And I have a lot of girls on my OnlyFans as well. Because I mean, I've obviously publicly like into girls. So then like, you know what I mean? Like a lot of like girls that are like into me by my only fans.

And just a lot of like fans of mine that want to talk. And a lot of my only fans as, you know, as much as it is obviously like hot picks and like nude like slightly nude content and shit like that. It's also just like smoke with me. Come get drunk with my friends. And I have two OnlyFans. I have a show on OnlyFans called Tanagan. wild where I vlog every week and it's like it's like it's like YouTube videos except like my tits are out and I'm smoking a backwood and like twerking and like being crazy and shit so you're

into girls yeah oh okay it's all he took from that yeah no no no no I got the whole thing but that was one thing I want to talk about that's one thing I want to talk about when did you yeah fuck you when did you realize when did you realize you were into girls um and how did you like be okay with it it is every time I say this I just like I sound like such a fucking like it's just like, of course, this is how Tanna Mojo thinks she got into girls. I met Bella Thorne and I was like, I wanted to fuck you. I swear to God. And before that, I really was never, like, really ever, like, that I can think of,

like thinking I wanted to be anything more with a girl. You know what I mean? And I tweeted, like, I want to date her, like, randomly. And then I randomly ran into her, like, a couple weeks later. And she was like, I saw your tweet. And then it was just over from there. together forever are you guys still together or what no no we oh my god my name my name bellis my name bellis trajectory is it is the most crazy fucking shit I lived in

Vegas still when I met her I met her at a festival in Vegas I basically moved to L.A. like for her like I just was I was flying out to see her the entire time and she also motivated me and taught me she was the first person to really teach me the ropes of like serious fame and how to play this game and you know what I mean how to really monopolies. lies off of, you know, attention and, you know, fame and shit like that. And so I moved out to L.A. And then we were both very open people. We were never really fully dating exclusively.

We'd get a little jealous here and there, and we mainly would spend all of our time together. But, like, if I went and fuck someone else or she went and fuck someone else, like, we both didn't really care. And then she started kind of dating this guy, Maud's son, on the side. And then she just, she wanted this thruple angle. She wanted this, you know, we're all dating angle. We both, like, fed into it. We would all have fun, but I wouldn't really hook up with Maud's son.

I felt like at that time we were, like, in competition for Bella. Like, we were like. Oh, you. Oh, shit. Like, both at her house, like, hey, hey. Like, you know what I mean? Like, I got Bella this shit. But you, like, it was like very.

But then Bella and I broke up, her and Maude broke up shortly after. And then Maude and I started dating because we were like, fuck you. And then so Bella was really mad. She hated our guts. She wrote a song about me called Stupid Fuck. bitch and like hired a bitch that looked like me to like play me in the video and shit like hated me and then we made up she got engaged the engagement's now off and we're talking again what the fuck um i don't know if it'll ever be anything we're kind of just friends but yeah yeah

yeah i'm down bella call me damn that's a lot holy shit holy fuck if you had to pick one dick or vagina what is it though i think it's dick though seriously like when i am like like like like gay for a really long time I'm like oh I miss dick you know what I mean but at the same time if I can't relate to that but yeah like I hear you know I'm straight for a really long time too I'm like I hate men I just want to be with a girl I don't know it's it's just a very different um like sex experience I feel like with a girl it's like nice and what did you say it's like knocking pussies I'm not saying I'm not saying I'm not you like need each other in the clip like a few times you need each other

the clit? What? It's my assistant. We're the same fucking person. So scary. Just rub your knees on her clit. But like basically it's like it's like playing tea party but like with your bussies. But then with guys it's like crazy. You know, I don't know. It's like rougher and like I don't

fuck it. No, it's true. It sounds like a beautiful scary. Yeah, exactly. Like yeah. That's so true. Primal is a good way to describe fucking a guy and with a girl it's like this is art. We're gay. This is hard.

So you use, like, toys, it's all hands and shit. That just depends. Anything. Okay, depends on a person. Yeah. Yeah. Everything. I'm really, I'm a crazy.

Yeah, I hear. I've heard some things. You've heard some things about me? I've heard some things, yeah. I wonder if they're true. I always wonder if they're true. Yeah. I don't know.

I don't even want to necessarily put them out there. Oh my God. I don't want to know. No, it's not that crazy. It's not that crazy. It's kind of not that crazy. Okay. What kind of content do you enjoy making the most now?

Because you've been doing this for a while. That's so true. Um, I mean, I'll always just have like a special place in my heart for like putting an SD card in a camera walking around filming myself all day, taking it to the computer, chopping it up and editing it and knowing it's like the exact fucking way I want it and I wanted to shoot it and I wanted to edit it and I wanted it to like happen like that feeling will forever be my favorite feeling. Obviously now it's like I do a lot of stuff like videographers and like you know what I mean like editors and other shit and you kind of have to let go of control which was hard for me for me for sure. so long it still is I also really like TikTok I think that for a while when it was just like Instagram and everything it's like we were missing that other piece and Instagram is so much more curated and you know everyone's highlight real and kind of like a lie in a way where TikTok's a little more raw and I get to like express being funny and anecdotal like details my life versus just like here's my ass on a beach yeah so I like TikTok a lot right now yeah I think

I think I think which content I like the most this podcasting talking getting to know people I'm trying to understand what people come from I agree with why because I just find I find the most value in that for me personally like it helps me grow learn the most and I just feel like I don't know I've done this for so long I'm fucking 33 years old I'm just like I'm at a point where I'm like I see so much more value in that for people as well who are watching it and I'd rather like feed into that sort of content 100% there's no better feeling than like getting to know someone and especially in our industry whenever I'm like at a party or a dinner

you should have the shirtless man is you coming in here okay okay what's happening here why am i scared why do you have your shirt off yeah hey i'm in high school i wanted that's my videographer he's like he's like and you look beat right now and i don't anymore um hey love you maybe we can you know i'm like make a wish it's like Disneyland yeah yeah okay all right bro thank you super random i love it i thought he was going to like tase me or something. Taze you imagine? I don't know.

I think it's your association with Steve will do it. That makes me think you like move like him. Like like I get like you know what I mean? Like Steve was going to come here and box you or something. Yeah. Like you know what I mean? Like you're such a fucking like, or he's such a prankster.

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spotify and i love them and it's it's the same as podcasting it's one hour live every week on wednesdays like live live live which is already ruining my fucking life i'll tell you that much i should never be live on a platform to thousands of people like talking about everything under the sun this is live yeah right imagine like we're fucked that's literally what it is it's fucking crazy So I do that every week and it's called Tanna's Toxic Tips And I give a lot of like relationship advice and people call in and it's I've been having so much fun doing that show It's because it's I can just it's on Spotify. It's audio only. I do it from home. I do it from like my bed and I'm just people call in and like Tell me the craziest fucking stories about their lives like this is the audience telling you this. Yeah like fans and it's so fun like I had this girl just recently call in and like what was it like her boyfriend? She found out her boyfriend was fucking his sister

What the fuck? No I mean like. Like sister, sister? Yeah, like his blood fucking sister. What the fuck? And she left him like people. No, I'm not kidding. Like people like, what the fuck.

Calling me, telling me why their boyfriends are in jail. We just had this girl tell me that she found a video of her boyfriend who she was with for like six years and going to marry. She thought he was straight. And then she found a video of him sucking a guy's dick through a glory hole. What the fuck? On a fucking form.

I swear to God. And it's on a form like on like a forum or something. I don't know. I don't know. Why she was on the forum? I don't know. But, um, it is.

It's so much fun. And then I think I could tease this here. I don't know. Yeah, whatever you want, do it. It's not for sure yet, but I'm obsessed with working with Jeff Wittick and whenever we do it. I love, I just did a podcast with him today. Oh my God, he's my favorite person on this planet. Like we just get along so well, our senses of humor like mesh.

And people love it. Whenever we do stuff, it like goes really viral. And all the feedback is like you two of like the best chemistry. Yeah, yeah. We've, now that I kind of have a little more free time in that space, I might do a little podcast with him. Awesome. I think we want to try to channel frenemies, but I guess it's not really the same energy

because we don't like hate each other. I'm also not like Tricia Padas. I'm not iconic like that. She's fucking crazy. You're not iconic like Tricia Patus? No one's iconic like Tricia Patus. She's doing this podcast like on Xanax, like cussing Ethan Kline out, like walking out

in like a full cosplay. Like that's fucking insane. What do you think about that Ethan Klein guy? I don't know him. I, you know what I think? I think he's the type of motherfucker who probably hates my guts. Like he's just, the archetype for the type, but you know,

he hates me. I never met him. Yeah, like I, he definitely hates me. Um, he hates us. Um, I mean, he kills what he does and he has like a really loyal fan base. A lot of people, Jeff is like beefing with him though. Jeff and I've been trying to have a pact right now where if one of us has beef with someone, we both do. So I'm like, it's like, yeah, I don't know. He had, he had issue with me because I kept my gym over and he talked a bunch of shit about me on his podcast. And it was like really fucking annoying. Oh yeah, the COVID time. Yeah. He's super, uh,

at all I definitely made some you know there were sometimes I could have stayed in my ass inside for sure um but yeah he definitely hates me yeah anyways fuck that guy um um um do you have beef with anyone right now besides Ethan Klein because obviously we all have it now we just started we're just all in that don't even if you're watching this please I just like you would be the type to spend like a week doing like a deep dive and I would just on all the shit on all the dumb ass shit I did. So honestly, I would like to formally apologize for everything that I've ever done right now in case anything like that happened. No, but for real, for real. I don't have any like current ass beef, no, like I'm fighting

with someone online right now. I think that just like if I really don't like you and we don't get along and I vocalize it and I have vocalized it, you know, unless I'm publicly making up with the person, like I probably just like still fucking hate them. You know? Okay. I hate A lot of people I hate in LA though or not really influencers more like celebrities or people that I've just like seen do shitty ass shit or they did shitty ass shit to me like it it's usually a very personal reason I'm not like oh my God like why would you do that like online and I hate you like it's usually like you fucked on me and I hate you know like celebrity celebrities though not influencers though yeah yeah it's it's just it's a it's a internet's definitely an interesting space as far as like friendships and like relationship goes yeah it's no it's it's crazy. And it's crazy to have like a very public friendship with someone online and have a falling out. Like just people being so nosy into that. It's very interesting. No one else really has to deal with that.

Yeah. It's like a weird dynamic. It's almost like the high school vibes around it. Because like the demographic of the watchers is like younger and they're just so invested and it's crazy. And yeah, I've definitely had some public friendships and some public falling outs, which are never, never fun. Yeah, always fucked up. Let's go back to the only fan thing real quick. What is the weirdest shit you?

ever got sent in a message because I know that they send the craziest shit to be can I actually be honest with you right now I have a full-blown stalker from only fans like a guy who um he found our house he started sending videos of him with like knives outside of our house and what yeah and then like he was sending me like videos of his dick so scary scariest dick I've ever seen in my life I just want to put that out there as well scary dick actually I shouldn't say that because he's gonna fucking chop me up what's a scary dick though he's like in love with you it's okay I don't What's a scary? Okay,

maybe not. Anything I could say just isn't really mean. And then what if there's someone nice out there who has that same scary dick, but they're super sweet? But what is a scary dick though? Like what does that look like? It's not cute. But full description.

Give me a. No, I know because that's like, I feel like that's almost like borderline body shaving. And if someone was like coming at me for like. So I would be like that's mean. And like if there's there, I can meet the greatest guy in the world.

And if he had that scary. That's okay. Your dick isn't scary. Is it because the shape is weird? It's definitely small. That doesn't help. It's, It's definitely just unhinged.

Okay, okay, fine. I don't feel like he's very clean. I think he lives in a van actually. But he's been sending me, he just found my new fucking house address, and he's been sending me all these flowers and weird gifts and shit. So I have full-time security right now.

Good, good. So fucking annoying. But weird, people are just weird. People fetishize everything. That is what's crazy is taking content for Onlyvans. Like, I could literally be eating spaghetti and I'd be like, hold on,

like I could take a video of this right now and someone, some there. I'd be like, I've been waiting for this. Oh my God, yeah. I'm waiting for this. I literally mean anything, though. I can't. We honestly just,

it's funny in our friend group almost. It's like a bit like just like sexualizing everything on camera. So there's, is there anything that really stands out that was like one of the, and obviously fetishes are fetishes. I'm not shaming anyone for this. I'm just curious. Is there anything that you're like,

whoa, they really wanted that? The other day someone from my only fans team texted me and said, I'll make you $50,000 in the next five minutes. If you send me an audio message of you farting and I was like like how do they confirm that it's you farting

they don't honestly I was telling like everyone to do it I think I don't I mean obviously I guess you could take it then further to fart on video I'm not farting anywhere I would just that meme like just the idea of a video of me farting it's not worth 50K it's not worth any amount of money but the fact that I

live a life where like I would make someone's salary for farting into an audio message because someone someone someone wants to come so badly to that is fucking insane to me. It is pretty nuts. Yeah, I don't know. People want to see anything.

Are you eating food off yourself? Like, I mean, but a lot of the fetishes are very normal though. Like, you know, like, are you flexible? Show us. Like, you know what I mean to shit like that? Like just like, tell us a sex story. What's the most common one? Is it the feet stuff?

Yeah. Feet and then just like ass. What is it about feet? Like I like feet, but not like that. I, it really just depends on the guy. I've definitely been with guys who are like worshipping my feet. And then guys were like, fucking the dogs are barking, like take them away. Um, but like, I don't know.

I mean, I guess like, I kind of get it, but I, I don't really like, I don't know. You know, there's like guys who like fuck feet and stuff. For sure. For sure. You've done one of those? For sure. Like this? Yeah.

Whoa. Did they, did you did they finish? They got it. Yeah. Wow. Wow. Dude. Do I know his person's name?

Because I'm like, wow. And honestly, I'm thinking of like several people. What? Should I? Yo, that's hilarious. It's very tantamoso of me to have given foot jobs to finish. Yeah, to finish. To like to, yeah, like to completion.

Oh my God. Have you ever done anything, anything else weird? I mean, that's got to be one of the weirdest things. No. No. But I can't air myself out like that. Okay. I have a, I gotta die with someone.

Okay. Let me tell you that. Um, nothing like disgusting. Definitely just like abnormal. abnormal or like shit that most people don't do um but i have a really bad problem and i'm like this with every aspect of my life is it's like i always want more like once i've done everything it's like what can i do like today i was literally pitching to my friends like i was i'm not even going to say what i was asking if it was okay if i did sexually i was like listen i'm bored what if i did

this and they were like listen like you need to save this as something you just never do wait what is it no i mean he's not like such a fucking whore why i refuse i refuse i refuse Oh, my God. Oh, my God, I want to know. You want to know? I want to know so bad. I just want to know the time right now. And we could cut it if not.

It's fine. Let me just preface. I just want to put this out there by saying, A, I am not looking for applications for this. B, I am not going to do it. C, if you are my mother and father, I am really not going to do it. I was pitching.

Well, last night I was with. Yeah. I was with a guy that I've been fucking for like years. and then I was with a guy that I used to fuck and I was like, what if they just ran a train on me? Got it. Got it. Like it sounds like a fun fucking experience

to get a train ran on you one time, but I'm never going to do it. I mean, it's just, you know, I'm fighting those. And maybe I need therapy. More therapy.

Like, I don't know. I don't know. That's not even that weird. I honestly thought it would be something worse than. I guess that's true. It's not like, yeah,

it's not disgusting. My friends were just like, come on. Like, you don't need to be a whore like that. Like you don't actually need to let like four people say They just ran a train on you. And I'm like,

I thought you were talking two. Yeah, but then, you know, I was thinking more like, I was thinking more like five. I don't know, no,

but I won't ever do it. I mean, and I'm, I'm just like that in every way. You know, it's like, that's why I can never try like crazy drugs because I would just want to take it

further and further. Like I would, anything. I'm just, I know my limits. I'm insane. Yeah. Damn.

That's intense, man. I'm trying to feel something. I'm stressing out Bradley Martin. No, it's amazing. I love it. I love it.

I love it. No, dude, I love it. Where do you think all the craziness comes from? Like Vegas? Are we just saying

it's coming from Vegas? I guess Vegas. Maybe trauma. Maybe I've always, I've always gravitated towards people that are like me as well. You know what I mean?

Just wild, crazy, don't give a fuck. Like, it's just I surround myself with that. And I think it's also kind of like, and even in relation to the train situation. It's like when you're around other people who like almost normalize things like that, you start to have a jaded sense of, I think, reality of like what's too crazy and what's not. And I've always been that way. But I definitely know that and like, like actively fight that urge to be a

fucking psychopath. Yeah. You know. Have you ever, have you ever like not? Have you ever just like let it go and then like fully crazy? Yeah. You can you can find a lot of it on the internet. I'm sure. Oh my God. Yeah. That's it. The. yeah the paparazzi era like was just like when it first really started to crack off Hollywood fix and shit was everywhere that was like my worst nightmare because I really especially because that was kind of like my really crazy like Brittany Lindsay Lohan fucking era like I was just I was being a wild like party girl I still am wild but I mean like having cameras on me at all times you can find some just awful paparazzi videos for me

where it's like you said these like what like Lindsay and Brittany thing do you have any like inspirations in as far as life goes and I'm not saying they are I'm just saying those are obviously really big names I mean Paris Hilton has always been my like one of my number one inspirations because I think that it is so cool and the entire world is you know shitting on you for being dumb or having no talent or whatever to make a billion dollar business out of yeah having no business well it's the same thing you're like the Kardashians you're exactly and I love the Kardashians I just always loved like Paris's energy and then I was lucky enough to like get to know her and become friends with her and she

mentored me for a while and it was like the sickest period of life so I mean she is a huge huge inspiration of mine I think Justin Bieber is a really big inspiration might be Cyrus I think anyone who has to go through that crazy public scrutiny and can still come out the other side and you know do what they love and yeah Justin Bieber was started when he was like fucking like a young ass teenager blew up on YouTube like he just dealt with everything yeah and just to the whole fucking public I um for a while that was definitely affecting me there was definitely like a year of life after I had shot MTV and done a reality show for two seasons and I was YouTube like daily at that point and that was like paparazzi era as well and like

I was I just I really felt like like people know everything about me I can't go anywhere I can't do it like it got to me for a second for sure like I was like whoa and then I watched Justin Bieber's documentary where he was talking about that he had this life coach Buzz Minjin I ended up hiring Buzz Minjin to like come in and kind of help me for the same things and like almost psychologically understand what it's like, you know, like the, what it does to your brain to like live like that. You know what I mean? Like adrenaline, like to do a show and everyone's screaming for you and then you go to bed

and you're all alone and like your dopamine and like how it just how it. Major ups and down. Yeah, yeah. And how to like navigate that without letting it make you go crazy because that's why so many people who, you know, deal with different levels of, I guess, fame or attention do drugs. Crazy. Oh, yeah.

Drugs and all that. Have you, have you ever gotten in a bad place with drugs? For sure. a good a good amount of times for sure and I talk about it I've talked about it that that era I was really bad I was taking lots of like pills like downers because I was just like I don't want to you know I was working 18 hour days and I was waking every single day the next day and doing it all over again and I just like I wanted to just like numb and like you know what I mean um oh yeah I mean LA is full of it's full of it and it's crazy as well I think because it's like I'm honest

about it but it's like the people that you see online and the celebrities that you see that you would think would never do drugs the people I've like seen do drugs genuinely like for me like it's everywhere it's ever you know what I mean it's it's easy to like fall into for sure yeah yeah how do you get how do you like not fall into how do you keep yourself out of it because you've obviously got in phases like do you know yeah no you have you have but like how do you how do you like not go too deep I'm I'm I'm really bad like I'm not gonna lie I'm like that is are you currently really bad no but I mean like I'm just I I'm wild I'm not bad like on drugs or anything I just mean like I party I drink a lot. I'm wild. I just I know I'm I'm very like addictive and I can get carried away with

things. So it's like a lot of times I just I have to like just really pull back. It's like you know what I mean? If I know, you know like if I dated someone and I know they did drugs, it's like, okay, you can't be with that person. You can't hang out with them again or you're going to like fall into that pattern. Or it's like you know what I mean? If you hang out with this crew of people, you're going to fall into what they're doing. So that's how you avoid it. Yeah, if you go to these parties and you do you know what I mean? Like there are certain people that if I see them at a party I'm like oh like I need I need to walk the other way not because I don't love you but because like we're gonna fuck off yeah that makes sense is that ever does that ever like create any like

issues with the relationships that people ever be like fuck you because you didn't whatever because you didn't let's say for example like not this specific you're at a party you don't fuck with them but have you ever found yourself having to be like hey I can't really have you in my life anymore because of this I'll never like say it and maybe I should I'm more of just like a disencer and I do me but I mean people also know about me like I just kind of do my own thing and hang out with people and I'm not like super you know what I mean like I have a lot of like party friends where it's not like I need to like maintain a serious like relationship with them who are your like real real friends my real

real friends um I live with Amari who has been my best friend since we were um like 12 and his family adopted me when I was like 12 or 13 pretty much um and I love him and then Ari he is also from Vegas and I've known him for like five six maybe longer years he's like my baby brother Ashley my best friend she has been with me from the jump I've lived with her in like nine different houses we've been best friends for like literally like nine years and like we do every together we started only fans together and like lots of like different business stuff and Isabella too I I grew up with her I went to high school with her she knew my family like before I was like adopted basically and shit and I really keep and like Hunter my best

friend. I met him through Bella Thorne. He was like, hooking up with Bella at the time. And I was like, I'm going to take your bitch. And he was like, I hated me. But then we became best friends forever. He is my rider. I'm my favorite person. Yeah. Um, I just, I keep my, my crew is like, you know, there's more. But I mean,

it's just that. Like, it's a lot of people that I've been friends with her a really long time. I'm not one. I love fun friends, but I'm, I'm not one to just like crazily trust. Like, I have to really fuck with you and know your intentions. Yeah. We got to go through some shit. Do you think that's from getting fucked over a bunch? For sure, I think that it's like, I almost have to be like, we have to like go through some shit for me to know that you're a good friend for me to know that I can trust you because it's like you never really know what people are going to be until it's put to the test.

And you know what I mean? Until they're giving. Like are they after the, after the cloud? What are they after? Exactly. And like, you know what I mean? If shit's really going bad for me, are you right there? Like, you know what I mean?

Are you right there on the jet and right there on the. Yeah. When it's going bad too. Yeah. Exactly. Yeah. like you know what I mean are you in it for it's terrible man finding people like I've had situations like that where I've had people who it's like oh as long as it's good I'm here

and the second it's bad it's like they're dipping you won't hear for me and that's that's a lot of Hollywood as well like you know what I mean I'll see it in like waves you know what I mean like if I am having like a major viral moment the way people like miss yeah yeah hope you you been good yeah like shut the fuck up and I'm in a scandal and it's like no we're not we don't we don't miss her then you know what I mean and it's you see it and you notice it but it's also I don't think it bothers you If you're aware of it Like that's what Hollywood is

And if you can find the fucking Yeah That's the thing I'm starting to realize Like the older I get The more Like when I was younger I got hurt a lot more Because I always looked at the possibility

The potential of something Loving people for their potential It's just crazy It's a sickness And then I started to realize As I got older It's like drawing more boundaries around myself And also understanding

If I'm willing to give something I should be willing to give it without expecting anything because 100% because people like you give something and a lot of times people go they give something and they have these like underlying expectations that aren't clearly right and then someone else become so expected as well oh my god entitlement oh it's oh it is so so crazy that you know what i mean like you give someone a little clout and suddenly they they are Kim Kardashian and you're their fucking yeah and they did it oh yeah without you and fuck you know and just everything you know what I mean like if you know if I if I'm swiping like hard everywhere the

people that are gonna be around versus if I'm like let's split the bill like you know what I mean yeah it's it is it's crazy it's tough LA yeah have everywhere as well have you lost any like really good friends over shit like that or or the good friends are the ones that kind of stuck around I guess yeah I honestly I feel like I noticed that especially now you can probably relate to this you notice it very quickly oh my god like you know I mean you can hang out with someone for like a couple It's tough because like I want to see the good though. For sure.

And sometimes you, there are certain people where it's like you know that they're kind of like that, but you still fuck with them and they make you laugh and you'll hang out with them sometimes and shit like that, I guess. But for, I mean, now it's, I just know like immediately. So it's like I'm not going to be your best friend forever if I think you're. Yeah. You know, if your intentions aren't pure. Yeah, for sure.

So what do you think keeps you going at this point? Making content besides money, obviously. Money's funny. I was going to say money. I'm kidding. I mean, I love what I do. I really do. Like at that, like, you know, sometimes it's like, fuck, I just wish I was a barista.

And I didn't have all these fucking problems. And, you know, it'd be, it'd be cool. But at the same time, like, if I was a fucking barista, I would want to be doing this. You'd have a different set of problems, too. 100%. And it's like I, like, I, like, you know, obviously there are days where you just don't want to get up and don't want to do it and you don't want to whatever. But I wouldn't, I wanted this. I just have to always, like, think of the, you know, 13, 14 year old me that would fucking shit herself if she knew.

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I'm trying to push something out of my pussy. Like I just, especially like a seven pound something. And also just like morally, like just, you know what I mean? Like all the kids in foster care and kids who are never going to have good lives. And, um,

you know what I mean? I want to give so many kids who would probably never have a life like mine a life. Like you know what I mean? Like this and it's like, I don't know. I think it's really cool. I think adopting would be sick. I want to be like Angelina Jolie and have like 17 little

Oh yeah. Fucking icon. What age you think you would. try to have a kid or adopt a kid I'm so like love based like if I I would want to just like really be in love with someone and if we felt like we were ready um I felt like that in life before almost like I'm so in love I would have a kid with this person like right now I got a good question how do you know you're in love how do I know how would someone know how do you know and then how do you think someone would know um how do I think I know for me my like I think everybody

has different love languages as well everyone has different different things that make them you you know, fall for someone, but for me, understanding is really big. Like, if I feel like I can be my complete self around you and you understand me, I think I live a life that most people, you know, they think they understand the idea of it, but don't really, like, you know what I mean, like, know me for who I, like, really am. So when someone really understands me, also when I, like, for me, another big, like, tell for me is just like, I want to be my best self around you. Like, you make me want to work 10 times harder.

You make me want to be better. You make me want to be the best person I can be. not only for me but for you and for us and for our future um and just like for me it's like i know i like have really loved someone when it's like all i want to do is spend my time with you and everything is better when you're there and like you know what i mean like if i like need it like you know what i mean just say if something goes wrong then you immediately think of that person you wake up you like they're you know like they're you prioritize them alongside yourself almost yeah yeah that's it's super accurate trying to think of my in my life

Yeah, definitely the one of the things you said that really resonated with me was when you, I think when you really love someone, like, when something goes wrong, the first person you think of is that person. Yeah, exactly. Because like prior to like the person that I had been in love with in my past, um, the person I would think about would be like my mom, like true love, right? You know, obviously not in an intimate way like that, but. I would hope not. Yeah, not like that guy with his fucking sister, you know. No, so weird. I'm just kidding.

Sorry, awful joke. It's okay. I love the dark jokes. Exactly. It's exactly that, you know, for real. And there's friend love like that and there's people love like that for sure. For me, it's also like I think that I have to like admire you. I have to think you are like, you have to really inspire me. I have to think you're really sick. I almost want to like look up to you to you. Like I want to be like, you know what I mean? What so what do you, what makes you look up to someone? What makes you admire someone? Passionate people, successful people, driven people, talented people. For me, I mean, perseverance and drive is really. really up there, like someone who won't stop at anything until they get what they want and people who like just like really make shit happen is always something I've like really looked up to. And I mean, creative people, just different things for real, like responsible people.

I've found my best relationships or when I'm with a yin to my yang versus like a yang to my yang. We all love someone. It's like, oh my God, you're just like me. But if I'm with someone who's just like me, like I feel like it almost brings out the worst in me because I'm just comfortable and I fall into all of the way. Yeah, you need someone to challenge you. Yeah, exactly. Exactly. Like when someone's opposite to me, it makes me want to be better. I love that. Yeah. That's dope. What about friends and friends? Like, to have friends, like, obviously you have your close friends, but to have someone to become a new friend in your life, do they have to have similar qualities? like do they need to be challenging you yeah for me friends though it's also really really big on like if you're just like funny and fun and like no stress and i you know i feel like i'm a better

version of myself a person or happier around you you know what i mean like i want you there i know i like a friend when it's like well i miss them like i wish so and so was here making me laugh for me that is that's in life for me that's my favorite thing in the world people like what do you love doing it really is just like sit around with my friends and eat food and just like die God, food is so good. Fuck, dude. I want to, like, fucked up food right now. I'm really into, have you tried, like, biria tacos?

Oh, my God. So, it's out right now. No, yo, I'm getting some tonight, beeria. I'm getting some tonight. There's a place called Trace Swapos tacos. Trace Guapas. Tris Gwapos, I don't know which one. Tacos, they have the beeria tacos, and they have these fucking fries.

It's so fucked up for you. It's like, it's a clogging artery in one fucking meal. Where the fuck is this at? It's hot chitos and queso and carna. Where the fuck is this at? Postmates, bro, how dark is that? You can order it here. What, right here?

No, you're a cappin. It's called Tris guappos chocos. It's insane. Oh, my God. We should eat together. Let's have a day. I'm down. Funny because he goes to the gym and works it off.

I'm just going to leave like obese. No, I'm down, though. Let's do that for real. Let's do you smoke weed? Of course I smoke weed. Of course I smoke weed. We're getting so high and we're eating so much food. No, that's my favorite.

Oh, you know what else. Oh, hold on. Let me preface this. Yeah, he doesn't smoke weed like you smoke weed. I could smoke weed. I could be high. Yeah. But I can't I can't puff a whole wood.

I chilled. I chilled though a lot. I quit smoking weed actually. Really? I smoked weed for 10 years pretty much. Like every day. Pretty much every day. And just got worse and worse and worse.

There was a point in my life where it was like, it was when you guys first got hired. 10 back was the day. That was the first job. You could not be my assistant. I'd be in the hospital. I know. And I was just fully like functioning. You wouldn't even know I was high at all.

That's how high my tolerance was. it was literally like you couldn't work with me if you couldn't roll a wood with me I like I you know what I mean like I was holy shit my hunter and I that's all we would just like do all day every to know but I wasn't even high I was literally just like and that was kind of I got to a point where I was like okay I have to quit because it's like I'm just doing this and backwards are like tobacco yeah you're smoking tobacco so it's like yeah so I definitely was like oh my god I need to chill out and then one day it just started making me feel really I don't know weird everyone told me that was going to happen like all the big stoners I

knew like the biggest donors I knew would always tell me like one day you're going to wake up and you're going to have these phases where you hit the joint and you're like what I feel like shit I'm paranoid I feel crazy really like that's how I feel when I just smoke too much period like it just like flipped and I'll never forget it like one day I just smoked and I was like wait I hate this and that's so weird and then I was still like into it so I kept trying and doing it and then I just kept getting these weird highs and I was like like like paranoia type highs yeah like paranoid like almost like just overthinking like almost in secure like like just like why would I do that like what this like if I was editing a video I

couldn't even edit it like I hate this I'm so unfunny and then I'd like get unhigh and I'd be like bitch what the fuck were you just tripping about yeah like just nothing none of it was like valid so I yeah I chilled out now I smoke like I smoke like a normal person now wow yeah we could smoke then yeah oh yeah perfect energy okay yeah yeah I love it I actually I'm like wow this is what weed is all about like I forgot you know what's your drink a choice all No, I think tequila like That's the best I really

I mean I love the taste of like a tequila pineapple And just random stuff like that But I also like really love a good tequila water lime Because it fights the hangover a little bit Last night I was having It was like my really great friend's birthday You think it's a lime or what? We were like what's doing?

I think it's a water Because you're drinking so much water With your alcohol and no sugar Exactly So it's better I don't know Yeah last night I had some sugary drinks And I woke up today and I was like that's awful yeah no it's my favorite drink is a mouse cow mule but i can't drink it too much yeah because

it's too much sugar in it i hate that you hate them i hate ginger though i love ginger i hate ginger i like it on sushi i guess but um and i'll take ginger shots if i'm like sick or just like for wellness reasons but i don't what's your favorite thing to eat like ever hot chitos in different variations damn wow this is cool we're getting close with cream cheese wait whoa wait a sec You're dipped in cream cheese, and if you have not tried it, you should do it tonight. Like, you're not living hot chitos and queso. Okay, that sounds. I know that's good.

I know that's good. Well, cream cheese, though, that's like cold. Oh, my God, I weren't so bad. My mom's watering. I'm not even kidding. Because it, like, offsets the hot of it a little almost, so you can, like, almost eat more. And it just, I promise. You're not warming up the cream cheese.

No. Okay. Like, cold tub. Like, you know, if you're in my house, there's the tub of cream cheese that looks normal for the bagels. And then there's one that's like, it's like, Red. We all do it, too. It's crazy. Honestly, a bagel even with cream cheese, with hot Cheetos. I love weird food combos, though. I've debated starting like a... What's the weirdest food combo? Because that's a weird one, but I'll try it. Right now. I'm into pickles and peanut butter. Wait, wait, way, way, way, way, way, way, way, way, way.

And I mean, into it. Also, oh, my God. You put the little pickles on a plate, like, like, little, like, bread and butter almost, but not bread and butter, like dill. And then you put either like a chunk of a fruit roll up or a gusher. what the fuck are you talking about wait hold on and then a hot chito on top of that and it's like a little it's like it's like shirkutery for what wait wait you put a wait wait i see that on tictock no and it's i'm salivating like i'm you wait you put a pickles and then a gusher yeah a gusher or a um fruit roll up and then and then a hot chito and then a hot chito and you eat it like a sandwich or like it almost looks like a little like lunch a wrap um but also So you can take the big dill pickle and then wrap it in a fruit roll up, freeze the fruit roll up, like freeze the pickle with the fruit roll up around it. What the fuck are you talking about?

And then you take it out and you put chamois and tahine on it. Oh, that. What the hell? I promise you everything. You're literally like every single thing I'm saying. I honestly think I would because I love chamois. It's my shit. Yeah.

Like food combos though in general like I will. That's Amari and I'm my best. That's all we bond about. We're like check this one out, dude. Do you ever? weird shit do you ever put this on like your social because like people would be like what the fuck people tell me I need federal prison for it like all the time go to jail I remember a couple weeks ago we were crushing up hot chitos and then you take chicken tenders and you dip them like

the egg and the flour that sounds amazing yeah and then you bread the chicken that sounds incredible yeah like a fried chicken but with that's amazing dunk it in case or whatever and people were just responding like how did you manage to take chicken which is one of the healthiest things ever and like the worst possible thing for you like at home but that honestly sounds so good So good. We'll make it. We'll do it high. Dude, we should do a video like that. Yeah. Let's do it. Oh, fuck. Yeah. Have you ever had Doritos and cream, uh, sour cream? Oh, my God. Yes. Oh, my God. I was just having that so much. We were just having Mexico and they just kept bringing that at the house. And I was like, oh my God. Doritos and sour cream. Oh my God. Yeah. No. Um, so in

Chile, um, so in Chile, um, some people, what they'll do is when they have pasta, they make spaghetti like leftover. They'll heat it up and they'll put mayo in it. And And, and hot sauce. It's weird. The hot sauce sounds good, makes it sound good though. But the thing is, is like, I don't know why. It just, it works. I think, like, Spanish food. It's weird.

And Spanish food combinations, like, things like that are the best, like, the best culture for food combinations by far. Easily. Yeah, but a hot chito on anything. I think that was. Okay, based on that question. If you could live anywhere else in a world, where would it be? If you had to live anywhere else in a world, where would it be?

Hawaii or Miami. Okay. I don't think, I mean, I love other. places you know like I've been definitely been to beautiful other places but I I'm just like a little America ass bitch I think I wouldn't thrive anywhere else like my street smarts and I'm just like yeah I love the beach though I'm like a fish like I like Hawaii like you won't catch me out of the water I love it so why don't you live in Miami if you could I mean obviously you could right I've debated it I've

almost moved there a couple times I'm not gonna lie it's it's oh my God so amazing it's like Vegas on a beach and the best way though I think that's why I'm like it's too much sometimes it's definitely I think I would die there if I live there right now. And I also think I don't I mean I just feel like LA at the end of the day I'm the type of person that I hate to feel like I'm missing out on doing more while I have the opportunity to do it. It's like you know what I mean? Like I would hate to be in Miami and constantly see like people I could be working with and things I could be doing. Right. But you don't you don't feel like somewhat of like the culture of like the internet is kind of shifting away from LA. I agree. I do agree with that. I just feel like a lot of my like I guess image almost and a lot of the things that I do are very reliant on almost. the like LA socialite like party girl I see vibes like I feel like I wouldn't be hitting the maximum Tana brand monetization level in Miami right now but I would definitely live there one day yeah and Hawaii would just be sick because I would be so tranquil and yeah but that's like Hawaii's like when you're done almost because it's so far from everything done done yeah and there's

just you know what I mean yeah you live a very wholesome life you just like cut your papayas by the beach yeah raise your adopt kids but like a retire in Hawaii that's the goal what about you um i've debated for sure going to miami steve's out there obviously i love him i love he's my newfound friend we just now kind of became friend he's dope as fuck he's so i i don't know but for me it's like obviously i can move my dogs over there this the thing always holding me back but i still yeah i still feel like l.a is still a place that i do really enjoy being and make content obviously my gym too i moved my gym to a bigger location so i got to make sure tell me about the gym like you own it yeah okay absolutely um and like

Do you have, like, employees and people, like they all obviously work for you. They train people. So we don't have trainers at the gym, but we have employees. We do have employees. And the gym location where it is now, which is down the street here in Woodland Hills, the existing locations, zoo culture is going to be a trainer only facility in which, basically we're going to have space for trainers to rent to train their clients. So once we move to the new location, the membership base is going to move over to the location in Encino, which is like, it's going to be on Havenhurst and Ventura. So an old office depot. So the membership base is going to move over there to a big.

bigger gym, bigger parking lot, which we've needed. Yeah. The main gym is going to stay as a trainer-only location where basically we're providing a space for trainers to train their clients, but also help, we're going to help them build their business and their brand in person and online, helping them sell, helping them like brand themselves online. We're going to have like, you know, like a videographer, basically like people on deck to help out and like do like seminars every once in a while to coach them on how like how to

sell, how to get new clients, how to get new business. So because I was a trainer for years before I ever did any of this shit, like literally from like 17 to 25 26 I was a trainer really and so I mean you started with social media as fitness or more personality based uh fitness so social media for me like I'm 33 so I started uh Instagram I didn't do YouTube till like I was about like 600,000 Instagram but I started Instagram and like when Instagram started yeah so like 2010 2011 I almost like did you come up in the like Lele Pons like King Batch era yeah is that what you mean like first yeah yes yeah so I was one of the first like fitness influencers and

And I, it wasn't like, and I've talked about this a lot. I wasn't like, oh, I'm going to be a fitness influencer because it didn't exist. There weren't influencers. People weren't making bread like that. There wasn't money. There weren't like people doing all this shit. I think it was the first fitness influencer. I had like, like, this is going to sound stupid as fuck.

But I went to a competition and I was going to compete. And I remember I'm walking by and someone goes, that's the guy with 10,000 followers. Oh my God. I was like that. I was like that I'm that guy. But I'm telling you, it was like, you know. I remember those first moments. He means so much to you.

But it was like also that scale, 10,000. Yeah. Like it was so many. It was so nothing now, right? Like you can get on TikTok and have 10,000 in a week. 100%. But like it's so different. Like followers now as well.

It's so different. It was definitely. Yeah, it was something like to have millions was like just mind boggling. Yeah. It's very. And my point is like I didn't go into it being like, oh, I'm going to be a social media fitness influencer. I was just posting shit that I was doing.

So I was like posting myself like mirror selves because I had abs. And then I was like, like posting my clients because I had transformations because that's what I was doing in real life and then as soon as they released video I remember it was never video it was like just pictures and then as soon as they released video I was like oh look I was like I was like posting videos where like I was strong so everyone was like oh he like is lean he's got abs and now he's strong and he trains these clients and it blew me up yeah um do you feel like your clients at your gym are more like fans or like you've built like a clientele like both I'd say both the day passers

are definitely um I would say most of the time fans or people who want to like interact or like probably try to get into the fitness industry because they'll go and they know that people are around there doing that like a lot of the influencers. That's cool. You've created like a hub for that. Yeah.

And then and then there's definitely a, there's still a membership base that's just, you know, just gym goers who are just probably taking a little bit more serious than like 24 hour fitness because they're looking for certain bars or certain equipment that most gyms won't have. Well, maybe I'll stop by and try it out. I won't, I won't, uh, I won't rely on that. It'd be a funny YouTube video.

I'd love to have you there and be, I think we could be really funny about it for sure. I'd love to have you there. I would be lazy ass. You'd be, you'd be, I'll fucking, I'll be a trainer

and I'll talk to you to get there for like, yeah. It's gonna take like two weeks. We'll do, I'll do like thumb reps for texting. Like, yeah.

Dick sucking reps. Dick sucking reps. Yeah. Like two hands or one hand. Yeah. Like two or one like switching off. Yeah. That's sick.

Curling the hair. No, that would honestly be a funny bit on TikTok. Be like when I go to the gym. My workout routine. Yeah. It is really fucking funny. Actually,

maybe I'll get to do you. Do you have any other questions for me? questions. I could just ask you a million things. Go ahead. Ask me a few. I just don't. I mean, let me think for a second. Yeah, go ahead. Think. You got to. Do you, I mean, I've only ever really seen you, I guess, at like big events and like, um, a lot of like fitness almost like, you know what I mean, like boxing things and shit like that. Once you were in Miami, I think when one of the fights and I was there. Yeah. I saw you there and shit like that. Do you party like crazy? No. You don't. No. You're very, you're a healthy guy. I, sure. I've been to parties. I've been to

things like even before I was like big on the internet and got I even got invited to before I ever got invited to this shit I never enjoyed it I was just never a big party person or you're like but you're very drawn to like like what makes you necessarily drawn to like Steve then you know what I mean drunk all day while but he's not he's not so he's not so like videos yeah like so Steve went through that phase and he did the drinking stuff but like Steve is actually extremely health centered and it sounds crazy to say that because of what you guys might have seen what people seen of him but like this guy's like waking up early

training going to like the sauna going to the steam room he has like a red light bed he he does everything for his health like every single day so I guess Jeff is like that as well you do kind of draw people yeah I'm drawn to people like that that are like really like minded in that sense and like I guess it's it's definitely a skew perception on the internet because like you know they have the happy dad they have the alcohol company they have all that you know what I mean like if they were like well they show it I mean Steve shows it but it's like he also kind he kind of passed that phase of like being like crazy drinking like that was the beginning his like I love his content right now it's yeah it's amazing he he like it's so motivating

in a way to me where it's like I just want it like now I'm like somewhere and it's like I want to find a random family and like go pay for their like meal I want to like do yeah he's just like the way he like really spreads his like lifestyle and well yeah around and onto others is he's just one of the kind yeah I think it's though because obviously he doesn't have to do it right at all oh my god so he just does it he just was a video where he took all the kids with cancer to like the the big mall and new york city and shit and And I was sobbing. I was like,

how am I sobbing and his people do? But he's fucking sick. I can't. But yeah, I never like, I don't know. Like, obviously I know who you are.

I just don't know a lot about you. Have you ever been in like public relationships? Have you ever had a scandal? No. Never public relations. I told you. I just always kept it off the internet. Because I was honestly,

I was afraid. I was afraid. Like, I always saw what happened to other people and I was like, damn, like imagine if I put someone close to me in my life on the internet. And then they get a bunch of followers and then like they break up. And then they're like. And then they go and then they go like you know that person just can say one like dumb tweet where they're like I never was appreciated. And then it's like you don't appreciate women or some shit. It's like wait a second like you weren't evolved in this fucking relationships. Like one of the most common things even not in the internet just like even between like influences and shit people just like bad mouth fucking people and they always have this like one side of fucking thing. No one like yeah you you really stay out of the like circle of like you know what I mean people kind of talking like I've never heard anyone say anything like that. I've never heard anyone say anything like that. I've been.

you which is sick like the shit that I do I can't imagine the shit people fucking say about me it's insane but hats off to you for that yeah I try to avoid it and I just I just don't enjoy all the bullshit yeah you know like I don't I don't I never did either I just put myself through it for no fucking reason I don't well oh there's some benefit right it's kind of like part of the game as well yeah I just for sure I just just kind of like I don't I never really want it to be involved in that I mean I'm involved in my own like fitness industry bullshit but it's more so because people just want to beef with me for their own fucking views and clout what

And that's crazy. The boxing era really took people just wanting to be for no reason. I think to such a new level. Yeah. Even during that time, I was fighting with everyone. Why was I like Twitter fighting Austin McBroom for like no reason? Like, Taylor just like get in your own lane.

Like shut up. Shut the fuck up, but. Would you ever box any female creators? Because I'm sure. I guarantee you got offers. You had to get offers. I got crazy, crazy like just boohoo money offers.

Just don't do the Austin McBroom was because they'll never pay you. Oh, fuck. No. Oh, my. God, and apparently don't fight Floyd Mayweather, right? Yeah, you ain't getting paid for that either. Logan still hasn't got paid. Just crazy.

I can't believe that. It doesn't make sense, though. It's like, just fucking pay the guy. It's still sick for Logan, because at least you fought like Floyd Mayweather. Like, Bryce Hall, you got your. Yeah. I love Bryce. I'm not talking shit.

I just mean, I'd be fucking pissed if I was rising big, run me my check. You know, I'd be really mad about that one. I think I would lose. Like, I don't know. Like, I'm not saying if I got in a fight right now on the street today that I would lose because I think I, like, I'm the tight. I would fight dirty. Oh, yeah, for sure.

But actually, like, boxing, I don't know. And everything is, you know, my hair is fake, my teeth are fake, my nose is fake, my nails are fake, my lips are fake, my ass is fake. Well, something's going to pop, something's going to fucking, I don't even know. Like, I just, I don't know. I definitely probably, I could see myself being 30 and being like, you should have taken that offer, but. Yeah.

It's not, I'm not, I don't know. What kind of money they offer? Who, I mean, not who offer, but what kind of money have you been offered? Like around 10 mil type or like, maybe. But I mean, I think that when it came down to it, that's obviously what the fight would be worth. I would have probably walked away with like six or like five or like, you know what I mean? And then it got more saturated and the offers became like lower because everyone was doing it. You know what I mean?

Like it was like 2.5 here or whatever. So then I almost felt like I missed the mark of when I could have made the maximum of money. So I was like, fuck this. And honestly, I just, I'm already so memeable. Like I don't know if I need like, I'm not a fighter. I claim. Like I got meme team. on God during the fight era and I wasn't even fighting like imagine if I got my ass beat on fucking

national yeah yeah I don't know no good what about you um as far as fights I'd want to do like just like beat the fuck out of like Taylor holder I mean it's I'd like to do like uh I'd like to do an MMA fight really yeah yeah but it's like who there's like too big too I'm like too big that's true because like the size the weight class and shit and then there's other people who are like big enough but then they're not worthwhile as far as like the whole clout game Oh yeah because you don't want to fight like a random for sure you should just get on Twitter You should start trying to see you want the smoke I can see that really but there's no one though There's like there's no one that's like every no one is fitting the size thing

To fuck people's big girlfriend we create some deep I find a big ass guy and slide in his bitch's DMs and then tweet him that you on a box This is how I think yeah but but there's no but that's what I'm saying like who's the influencer that's like big enough to do that with Like I got to try and fuck like Jake Paul's girl or something Is it Julia? I just want to watch it happen I don't know That's hard

Yeah It's really hard I really don't know But I'm gonna think on it I'm gonna text you like a random name Yeah yeah yeah text me a random name Like at 4 a.m she should be like I got it Here's the plan Here's the plate

A pickle in hand texting you with the red fingers Maybe a fruit roll up there Pulling the fucking frozen one out Like that's so strange man I love it I think it's beeria tacos night though Like should we do that I think I'm gonna go home

We're all going to order Trace Squapo's tacos separately. We're going to talk about it. I'll FaceTime you. Yeah, let's do it. I probably won't get the answer, though, huh? Oh, shut up. I love you. I really do love you.

And now I just, we're bonded and I'm better. I think I'm, I am way worse at connecting to do things with people that I don't, like, know as well. I get it. No, but it's a bad treat and I've definitely tried to work on it. And, you know, now we're like this and we're locked in. We should do something you and me and like Jeff. I love Jeff.

Again, I was just there today. We did Jeff FM. It was amazing. like the fucking sound effects that podcast is so yeah the whole thing is good so so on your live show that you're gonna that you are already been doing yeah um do you have guests because if you need me I come on I mean of course call me it's just it's I I don't want to say it's like I guess I whenever I have guests on things I want it to be something like huge like I wanted to be like a you know a podcast a whole production a short film oh this isn't huge like it's

not that it's it's like a lot of people are listening i just you know what i mean it's kind of like me talking on the phone to my fans like okay and i have my friends like whoever i'm with at the time like if i'm ever with someone i'd be like yo i have to go live right now like join me yeah and it's fun i maybe i will so i'm going to ask the people and i would i could really start setting it up i think spotify would love that and it would just do better yeah it's cool too because people can you you can download it and then like your guest can be virtual as well like you could be on the spotify live app at home and wait so this is a this is what the fuck separate app yeah okay um like i just did that with harry jowsy like he was like wherever the fuck

harry jousy was why don't you fight him harry jousy fight harry yeah yeah fight yeah fight and mhmma i wonder if he'd do it i don't even fucking i don't love harry he's so tall yeah but maybe it could like balance out the height i don't know height in the way yeah but yeah i just had him on like virtually and it was like super fun i just yeah so is it just like a face time well it's audio only so it's like you know what I mean well you just call in it's live and you just talk i'm just live talking like an instagram live without the video like you know what i mean yeah and then yeah people harry has his own show on spotify live as well so does um Alex cooper and a bunch of other people that's all i know of though okay that's and this sounds like a new thing yeah it's um it's like

spotify's like yeah they i mean they developed it a while ago i took the meeting like a year and a half ago and then it it came to fruition the spotify live concept an app probably like eight nine months ago and then i think they they started you know given people like me and Harry and Alex Bads to do a show. Makes sense. Like, are you going to podcast more? I will be, I will be podcasting more. I'm super excited to podcast with Jeff,

and I love talking long form. I love, like, when I first sat down and started podcasting. You're great of this shit. Thank you. Yeah. Because, I mean, my videos were always like, talking 30 minutes long, too, talking. And it's like, that's, you know,

like my watch time was always very high. Like, that was always like my thing because I would just talk and tell a story and people would listen. So I wanted to podcast. for so much longer before I ever actually started it and I like I love it. I know I'll definitely remain in the space probably forever I can see myself being like 30 with a podcast like bitching about my kids oh hey sure yeah oh my god do you

want kids are you can have kids soon that's a whole other thing I want to know yeah I'd definitely want kids yeah yeah I'd love to have kids from what I from what I could tell I appreciate it situation going on here too this house is really nice your team's really nice your friends seem fun cute dogs I appreciate it's great yeah and I appreciate you finally coming Like you made me really happy We will do more I hate that you live in Egypt from me

Oh it's not that far It was like 40 something minutes Oh you're like 12th Yeah well don't say Hollywood like hills But it's just a traffic It's not the Yeah

That's not it Yeah for sure Okay do you have any more questions for me? Are you still mad at me for canceling? No not at all Not at all I was mad I remember one day you canceled

I was really mad You're like I'm gonna make a podcast And just fucking talk shit You should and I get it I was gonna make just a solo pop said that right now he was like if she doesn't show up yeah we're just to go here and roast the fuck out of her yeah I validated it I haven't missed any podcast really knock on fucking one someone's going to come out of the goddamn woodworks watch um other than you in portnoy I think

this year and it's first of all portanoi is I'm the dumbest fucking idiot like bill on anyone other than dave portno he's going to air your ass out yeah but um it was good for me I think I needed I needed you to be like yeah fuck this bitch and I needed him to be like yeah fuck this bitch fuck this bitch to you know what I mean just remember I you can't do that no I know and also you I get it you're busy you fuck off you're just crazy but that that also was it was like I spread myself far too thin you know what I mean I'm like no I can do five podcasts this week no you fucking can't Dana you know what I mean yeah I get it that it was that was definitely a reality check to back up and be like listen no today I was dying all day

I really I did three today I really no I'm kidding oh my god I No, I did, this would be two. Some people can do that. I just, I lose. I could do it. I lose, I lose it. By the third one, I'm like, what's up, guys? Welcome back.

Like, I just, I'm, I lose the spark. Yeah, no, all day today, though, I was like, I have to go. He's going to kill me. I told her, I was like, I don't care what I say. You will drag me by my ankles to Bradley's house. Like, oh my God. No, yeah, no. No, I'm so glad.

This is amazing. I'm glad I got to get to know you better. Yeah, you're actually a great. fucking guest but at the end of every episode it's not nothing crazy no pranks we answer audience questions we answer yeah we just fucking we just fucking snap the hog tie you oh hogtie would you like that probably yeah shit god so we do audience questions so if you guys are interested Natalie tell them how they can send audience questions you guys could send the audience questions at ask raw talk at gmail

com and then we will read them to our guest we love a good email question yeah yeah So we'll go three of them. Go ahead. Wait, wait, wait. This is just a question that I'm asking. Oh, I love it. How many times, okay. She's like, do you ever.

You ever. You've, no, I'm kidding. You, like, how many times do you find yourself in situations where you're just like, wait, what if I do do do this and you do it for the story? So then that way, like, it's just like, whether it's content or just to have a crazy story. Is that your whole life? I think that everything. I've been like this my whole life and it's, it is literally like the train. I was like, no, guys, it'd be such a fun story.

Like to get a train around on me. Like, how funny. Would that be? I do that so much. And I, it's bad. It's definitely, I'm definitely just like a psych. I'm always doing something crazy. Just, it's not necessarily to like uphold it. It's just, I'm like, wouldn't this be so funny in three days if I do this right now? Like I really like, I find my own enjoyment out of it. My friends are like, no. That's crazy. So you do this story. Brad, maybe you should do that. Maybe just do shit from the story. Have a train man on me? What? No. What did you say?

Not even do it. Not necessarily doing it that I'm doing every like all the crazy shit I do for the story. It's more like for me for the story. Like you know what I mean? Like yeah. That must be like like like you're like dude guys guess what the crazy shit happened to be. Like I love coming home to my friends all around the table and just telling them some fucked up shit I did. And like that I just I get like high.

It's bad. It's a little addiction. Yeah. Sounds like it. I'm just crazy. I don't know. Run those questions. What you got?

Okay. So the next one is. given with okay so hi brad and guests given with your success throughout the years i've been watching you um what are different things that motivated you and helped you build discipline and why why were those things up discipline discipline discipline it's funny the amount of discipline you probably have versus the amount of discipline i probably have yeah well you still have some sort of discipline you couldn't have gotten this far without without some sort no like without a out no no matter how crazy it's like you have to have some sort of discipline for sure for sure

there's no way you can't just like accidentally get here so um what has helped me with my discipline I mean like motivation um this is the same thing I mean I'll answer this the same way every time it's like you're why why you're doing it what's why is it important to you so if you have a hard time with like whatever the discipline is or whatever you like you know you want to lose weight or you want to stop drinking you want to do whatever you have a hard time with keeping that discipline And you have to think, like, why is that action important to you? Like, what is it going to equal to you in your life? Yeah.

So if I'm like, okay. Yeah. So if like I want to get better at this in my life or I want to get stronger, why do I want to get stronger? Yeah. Beyond just like the, and it always goes deeper beyond than just the surface, oh, I want to get in shape. Like the discipline is going to come to. It's not going to come down to someone being like, well, I just want to get in shape. I want to get in shape.

And that's your reason why. Hey, you have to always go deeper. So it's like if someone goes, I want to get in shape, I always ask him, well, why? And they go, oh, because I want to look better at. Well, why do you want to look better? And normally it comes down to some sort of reason, like, well, because I was in this situation and I felt like I wasn't good enough and I want to feel like I'm good enough. There's normally an answer that it comes down to like that sort of feeling.

That makes sense. And then if you can relate to that and you're like your issue of discipline, then you'll be able to be like, oh shit, this actually means a lot more to me than like the surface level success, which is like an awesome. Like honestly, in my entire life, from the best ways I've seen someone put discipline. Like that that's a really sick way to think about it and I like that's I'll think about that like that's that's dope oh the what I just said yeah oh cool um for me I mean I just guess my form of discipline is like especially the way I was like raised well I mean not raised I don't know just the way I was brought up right was like if you like my life has always very much I'm an only child and like I never have really had anything to fall back on it's been like if you don't do it no one else is gonna fucking do it if you don't wake up and you don't wake up and you You don't fucking work your ass off to be where you are and fight for this position because there's some fucking girl or kid right now who's hungry under me and wants it more than me. You know what I mean?

If I'm not fighting for this, like, who the fuck else is going to provide for you? Like there's, you know what I mean? Like, for me, I'm definitely like harsh with the ways I motivate myself. It's a little bit of a piece of shit. Like, it's a little bit of a scarcity mindset. Yeah. For sure. I'm definitely like, yeah, like I'm never, I never want to feel like anything I have that there's

comfort there, that I'm comfortable with what I have. It's like, no, I need to get up. like I should never be too comfortable in this fucking position like you know what I mean not like most people don't have this and people everywhere would kill for this so it's like fucking fight for it yeah absolutely I dig it that's a good answer go ahead okay so this person says I could really use an outside perspective I really respect your opinion on these things so I used to have I used to be friends with these two people who are now dating and I had a falling out with both of them and I told them hey I just kind of need a little break from both of you

right now to figure some things out and they honored my wishes but when i was ready to come back and try to talk things out um it was one-sided every time trying to set things up hang out with them they would just flake last minute or i would just get burned and then it says so we're just nowhere near as close as we were or where we used to be it's hard because either their shitty people or you're a stupid yeah this is a tough one so the last part is is that did he say his age or anything No, but he says that they've been really good friends since, like, freshman year of high school. Okay. And so, like, so he says that they got invited or the girl had invited him to a surprise party for his guy best friend or his guy, good friend.

And they invited him to come, but he says he doesn't know what to do because part of him doesn't want to go because he doesn't want to, like, give up on. He does want to go because he doesn't want to give up on the friendship, but also part of him doesn't want to show fake face. So what do you guys think? Yeah, people really just ask me how to, like, do awful stuff. shit like that's a deep question i got the answer for this so um if it matters enough for you to like figure it out then what i would say is go there and sell both the people exactly how you feel and say hey like i feel this way what's going on like you know i feel like you guys don't want me in your life like i want you in my life is that what it is if it is then just say it like just say

how you feel i think a lot of people complicate the fuck out of things um yeah just say it like yeah honestly that's the best case and and the truth is this man like if they don't want to be in your life fuck them like you're you're probably young enough i imagine you're probably in your early 20s at the at the latest that like i i'm just going to tell you this not everyone that's in your life right now is going to be in your life for the next 10 years and they're not even fucking supposed to be there so the people who are supposed to be there stick around like what we were talking about the friends that stick around from you like they're there yeah exactly or they're not so go ahead if you needed to figure your shit out and people walked away and now they don't want to

you know they might not be the best people and i also i really just lived by if they wanted to they would and yeah it's hard sometimes when you feel like you would jump over a fire for someone who wouldn't light a match for you you know it's it's a shit feeling to know you would do so much for someone and they you know might not match that energy but at the end of the day like if they wanted to they would and you deserve people who want to yeah so you got to let the people go who aren't willing to for sure so go I would say go there tell the two people I'd say hey could I get you guys boat can we all talk I just want to say something and they're probably not going to say no because people naturally have interest and curiosity and like what's going to happen next

and then take them in the room and just beat the shit out of it. No, no, seriously. Just seriously be like, hey, this is how I feel. I just want you guys to know that for whatever it's worth. What do you guys think? And then move on with your life or continue or maybe they'll be like, oh, we didn't know. Maybe we thought this or that.

But if you're not clear in your communication, you're going to continue to have issues. So now I want to have you on Tanna's toxic tips on my Spotify show because it's so funny because a lot of the bit of the show for me is to give bad advice, like toxic advice. Like I'd be like, go fuck their brother and see how they, see how they have. I'm down I can give good advice yeah no I love that I love that yeah we'll do it I'm down give us the last one all right so this person says hey Brad I know you probably get messages like this

all the time fucking love and appreciate your podcast and all your content so what they said is I'm dating this girl we really like each other and so here's the question um I mean I know she likes me but anyways I'll get straight to it so every time we get nasty and I mean every time I'm the one who initiates it It really seems like she enjoys it So I don't think it's a problem But I'm just wondering if that's normal I know guys generally are the ones that initiate anyways

But it just feels weird to me That she never seems to want to make the first move I'm probably overthinking it But it's been bugging me for the last few weeks And so I just wanted to see If you had any opinions or experience this before Thank you and I appreciate you reading my question I'll let you answer this

It's funny because I was going to let you answer this I was actually just thinking about the amount of men that I've probably made feel that way. And then I'm going on a nonstop flight to hell. There's been times in my life where it's like maybe I just, it's fucked, but maybe I wasn't that into it or that like, because if I really want to fuck someone I'm going to initiate it. But also some people just,

like maybe you're overthinking it. So yeah. So like also what does the initiation look like? Because some people maybe he's not picking up certain signs. That's true. You know, because like are you just grabbing their dick. Like no.

I don't know. Like what's like, I mean, like what's like, kissing or something. Okay. Okay. Okay.

So that's what I'm saying Like maybe he's reading it wrong I mean you grab a dick That's great too though That's like easy We're done like For sure I feel like you should just flat out say to her

Like hey like how come you never like You know what I mean Initiate like having sex Like do you You know what I think that you could definitely Just be overthinking it Because a lot of girls Especially probably like

Chill nicer more innocent girls Have probably lived their entire life that way You know what I'm Yeah that's what they're used to The guy just initiates it And that's how they live. And that's like, that's probably a very common thing.

Yeah. I think that's a lot more common. Yeah. Than the other, which is like grabbed a dick. Yeah, because men are, and men are just like men.

You know, they always want to fuck. Like, yeah, girls can kind of, you know. Yeah, that makes sense.

Withhold for sure. Yeah. Yeah. So I think that's it, man. They have that conversation like, or, you know,

why don't you fucking, why don't you grab the dick. Just ask her. See what she says. I don't know, dude. Oh my God. Meaningful advice.

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