RAWTALK - THE RISE & FALL OF VITALY, OUR FIGHT AT LOGAN PAUL VS KSI, A NEW BEGINNING?

Episode Date: July 19, 2022

Tune in with our guest that is unapologetically himself VITALY. Join the conversation as we sit & talk about the start of his journey to success. We talk about going through ups & downs in social media, content, businesses, friendships, relationship & life itself. When looking back we have flash backs of the internet beef, youtube in its prime, Vitaly got in a fight with Brad...SPONSORS:Just go to http://www.tiege.com/RAWTALK and you’ll get 30 percent off your first box, plus a FREE gift! Sign up for PrizePicks here: https://app.prizepicks.com/sign-up?invite_code=BRADUse code: BRADLEY to get up do 40% off https://viiahemp.com/ Just go to http://www.ShipStation.com, click on the microphone at the top of the page, and type in RAWTALK.SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK?sub_confirmation=1LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/rawtalk/id1294154339FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://tiktok.com/@askrawtalkFOLLOW BRADLEY:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvzSBNBOK599FqzrTZS8ScQ/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWTQG2aMDYKGDqYEGqJb1FA/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartynonline?sub_confirmation=1RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

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This is more girl from Delia? Oh, he's great. All right. It's fucking, dude. Wow, how many years has it been? Three. Three years. Good to see you.

You were kind of thick. Yeah. I'm huge, bro. Can you know? We can do it. Dude, this is a... Fuck, I should have said up a pop. I couldn't even be better on the...

I'm sober now. This is the behind us. So, complete, yeah, we gotta talk about this. This is good. Let's jump on this shit. on this all right so this is one of the this honestly when when I started doing the podcast again people were like you got to get Vitale yeah that's amazing yeah because uh obviously you're one of the OG YouTubers yeah um been through a fuck ton yeah uh seen it all done it all um what are you

where are you at in your life right now where I'm out of my life yeah I'm healthy I'm happy I'm sober I got a beautiful girlfriend I'm living in Miami and I'm just, uh, I just released my apology video. And after the apology video, I just started killing the content. What was the apology of over mainly? What happened? The incident that happened two years ago. So what exactly happened? What a good jump right. I love it. Just fuck it. We have it. I love it. Bro. A lot of people think I'm capping, but I saw in Roman Outwood's, uh, comments 60 grams of shrooms. You can't consume that. Yeah,

I can. Okay. Let me say, let me say this. Let me say this. I've been with Fatali with Dan was there. We were in Thailand. We took a lot. And I took a very small amount of shrooms. And this motherfucker really took a fuck ton of shrooms. A bag. A full bag. Oh, like all the shrews. I was shocked. No, to me, I was like, yo, I would be in the hospital. I'd be, I'm dying. You know, I need hell. I'm really bad anxiety. If I could take too much of anything. No, yeah. So I'm afraid of that kind of shit. But I saw you literally, I think we're in this little beach like in the private beach. It was amazing. In the middle of nowhere. And you're just like straight shroomed out. Yeah. So I've seen it. But it was a beautiful trip. Yeah. It was amazing.

the whole thing was amazing um so you took a ton of shrooms yeah it took 60 grams of shrooms people like how can you consume that much let me and i'm not smoothie orange juice to spike it up with vitamin c close my nose and just chucked the whole like a protein shake yeah and then fuck so where were you when this happened i was at my house uh living on the house on the water and i was taking let's rewind a little time back i was taking 30 grams of shrooms during corona I had a jet ski behind my house, just going on the jet ski, having a blast. It was Corona. Everyone was scared.

Come over my house, shoot content. So I'm like, whatever. I'm going to do me. And then I started taking shrooms 30 grams every day. And I'm like, what is it not working? I'm taking 30 grams. Then I read it online, you have to take breaks to feel it. Yeah.

So I started taking every two, three days. And then my friends from L.A. came out and I didn't sleep for three days. And I had like an hour nap. And they came in at 8 a.m. on the Sunday. It was an Easter Sunday And I was like Fucking boys I'm gonna beat it

I'm gonna take 60 this time They're like you're fucking crazy I'm like nah I'm gonna have a beautiful trip And it takes 60 grams of shrooms Everything was going fine I make them take a lot too But not like too much

Yeah not even close to the amount Like probably I don't know Like normal three grams They even scared to take three games Like pussies come on and take it Yeah I'm I'm the same way I'm a little afraid So I have one jet ski

And it's four friends I was like guys I got this private island We can come out to and we can just chill and have a great time. They're like, all right. So I get to guys on my jet ski. We're driving. And the jet ski just starts sinking or we're just tripping, like the trips just started

to come up, you know? Yeah, yeah. So I was like, I can't control the jet ski. And my friend's just laughing so hard. And he's like falling off. I'm like, bro, let's go back. So we go back. The rest of my friends are throwing up everywhere.

It's like, you know how true. The stomachs. Yeah. So everyone's throwing up. I'm just laughing my ass off. I was like, you guys are all buses. Yeah, you're used to this shit. Yeah.

And then. and then what happened and we're just screaming at boats passing by like funny shit you know and some guy now I'm looking back sober at it he just went to say hi to the neighbor and I thought he was coming to call the cops

that's what everything just went to fuck down I was like you got into a bad real bad trip bro bad trip because what happened is I just heard my mom on like FaceTime and I didn't have a phone my mom wasn't talking to me literally her voices everything's gonna be alright

you're hearing this shit yeah a whole bunch of boats pull out but they really didn't pull out I'm really seeing like you know sometimes when you trip and you just go like this and everything goes away no I'm literally seeing fucking thousands of boats booing me

I'm like what is going on I was like the whole world is tripping how can I stop it I took so many shrooms like I made the whole world trip and I just see planes I'm like fuck this is bad they're gonna the pilots are probably gonna crash

because they're tripping what did I do the fucking it sounds like a scene in like like Dr. Strange when like the world is like fucking flipping in on it. Dude. And then and I was like, fuck. I got out. That's when I wasn't sober.

I got to hide my drugs. So I have a two story house. And I ran, picked up like ecstasy, okay, whatever, all the goodies. Yeah.

I'm running down and they, they spill. So I see slow motion, one pill going between the cracks over there. I'm like, oh, shit. I'm like,

that's it. And I just laid on my stairs on the hard wooden stairs. I'm like, that's it. If my life is over. Because you thought people were coming to get you? Cops are coming. Yeah.

Then I run out. Then I run out. I was like, fuck it. I need to die. If I die, I will save the whole world. I was like, if I drown. What made you think that? Dude, I can't explain it.

Oh, man. It's not like I'm just thinking, I need to die. No. I'm like, if I die, I was like, if I jump, if I jump, if I'm not going to be able to drown myself because I know I want to kind of live, but I want to do it fast. I was like, if I had a gun, I would have probably shot myself. Have you ever experienced anything like this?

No, bro. No, and took mushrooms over 50 times. Every time, beautiful trip. I go on my jet skis, listen to Ram Dass, you know, music waves, 80 miles an hour, just living life. And they told you don't take shrooms around a lot of people. You will have a bad trip. And it just took, yeah, took that. But anyways, long story short. I mean, you like the details, right? I love it. You know, no, we want the details. Yeah, yeah. So the drugs are everywhere. You're laying on your thing. Yeah. Then I go back and I'm trying. And everyone's like, everything's going to be okay and they're laughing at me and i'm like just guys were they really laughing do you know i think so but yeah they were brother everybody was in their own world but everyone just they couldn't shut the

fuck up i ask i need i need to shut up like you know just please shut up and everything's gonna be fine and they were just like ah ha like anyways uh uh i come outside and was like fuck the cops are in top of my house with snipers they're ready to kill me so i get on my knees open my mouth i was like fucking just shoot me and i'm counting down was like i have three seconds to live there about to shoot me in my mouth you're convinced of this yeah oh my god yeah bro it was oh my god so i'm just then okay so then what happened is uh the girl the girls that were shooting for italian censored that hide all the knives in the kitchen and i wasn't going there because they crossed my mind i was like i don't want a bloody death i'm i'm not going to do that so i run out i live a block away

from the beach and i run and jog starting to start talking the beach i was like no what am i doing what the fuck go back to the house i go back to the house ah you ah i'm like ah what was this what was my friends just fucking yeah so i run back out and i was like fuck it i hear parrots you houses are just melting trees sound if you hear the sounds at everything and i'm like it's so hard to breathe at this point like and i just lay down on the ground in the middle of the road and i'm like i have in 60 seconds i'm going to die count now it's going to suck that i and say buy it to anybody 59 58 and I counted and it was like a second zero why am I not dead what the fuck but my body is literally I would just feel like I was dying what the fuck so I run

and ask these people for help and these people are getting scared and I was like I don't know what to do and then and then when the girl's jogging TMZ lied I didn't jump out of the fucking bushes that so I'm running towards I was like mom mom my mom lives in L.A my mom wasn't even in Florida like please save me please I I just ran up to her with open arms. Then I realized closer. It wasn't my mom. I realized close to arms.

Like, please help. And all I remember is, get away from me. And she pushes me. And then I don't fucking know what demons came out or what it triggered. Like, this girl didn't do anything to me. And I just fucking, you know, laid my hands on her. And I was on top. And I was like, what the fuck am I doing?

And then the TMZ article says, hit back in my house. I didn't. I walked back because I didn't know what I was doing. And then my friends were already freaked out by my act. actions in the house. So they called my security and he was just five minutes late because my security came out. He probably would have put handcuffs on me because he's the next cop. He has a gun, all that shit. He would have taken me down probably. By the way, I take responsibility for all my actions. I'm not blaming anybody but myself. So, play stupid game, wins super prizes. And then so

he goes, Vital there's cops outside. They want to talk to you. I'm like, okay, well, I didn't do anything wrong. And then they just fucking tackle me on the ground. And I still don't know what's going. on and in the video in the police world arrest video you can hear I'm saying guys listen guys listen and I'm trying to talk but I couldn't put myself together but what I was trying to tell the cops is that if you guys turn your sirens off and shut the fuck up I will I will go to sleep and I'll wake up and the whole world would be sober I thought the cops were tripping they were like like dude they were melting they were dude I thought it was literally I

fucked up the whole world what the fuck bro I've had I've had bad trips before I've had a bad trip but never anything like this. I mean, I've had a trip where, like, I did feel like I was going to die. For sure, I've had that feeling. I've had the feeling where, like, the world felt like it was closing in on me. What were you during these times? Like, around your fans or in the room? Yeah, you know, I was good. Yeah. I was good. And my friends pulled me out of it. But it was, it was, there wasn't as much stuff going on. It was like a buddy of me and two buddies who did it. And like, we maybe went outside, fucked around. And then I was like, you, I got to go

inside because I'm nervous. And it got bad. But it always came, like, I always came back. So this sounds like, I mean, I'm never taken. 60 grams the most I've ever taken was 3.5 yeah I'm reading comments people like he's capping 60 60 he's capping like I probably should I should be mentally insane you know I mean I've seen you take excessive amounts yeah and I'm not proud of it and I don't recommend anybody to do it but yeah so what happened with all that so is it like did you get a case I got a case um aggravated felony battery got dropped the next day to battery because I didn't use any weapons yeah because aggravated is only if you use stakes or whatever right and then

how do you know why I fucking did it, dude. I woke up in jail, like coming back together and, and I saw the charge. They told me. I was like, fuck, you know. And yeah, what was the question? No, I'm just curious. Like, what, what, like, when you realize what you had done, like, when you were sober, what was your first thought? I wrote her huge letter apologizing. Obviously, I didn't want her to accept my apology. What I did is fucked up. It could have been anybody, a guy, whatever. I don't know what it's wrong time, wrong place. I don't know why he did it. I have no intentions, you know.

I never hit girls. Like, I don't know why. But people are like, I don't know why. His demons took over my body. I don't know why I would have hurt somebody and punch, you know. Yeah. And so I wrote her a long letter and then obviously I couldn't get a hold of her. Dude, the next day was bad.

My friend went jogging and he came back. He goes, look, there was posters all over my mugshot. We have a fucking crazy, basically saying violent man lives in the neighborhood. Did you move? Yeah, I got rid of my place as soon as possible, but not only that, I lost everything. Yeah. I was like this, the millions of dollars income gone. All my brands dropped me, everything.

Yeah. Yeah. And I deserve it, you know. And I work pretty hard on myself to be where I'm at right now. I'm healthy. I'm happy. And yeah, so it was a felony. It got dropped.

Sorry, go back to your court. It got dropped. The lawyer settled. I was going to get deported. I was going to get a year in prison. And, you know, I was... Did you do time yet? No, I didn't.

Everyone's like, he's finally out of jail. Never went to jail. I went to jail overnight, got bailed out, $7,500, pay 10% $750. $750. I was out. But yeah, man, just depression, real suicidal came in and just didn't want to leave my house. Yes. And it just had down all the time to even go get water, food, and just was embarrassed and, you know, shame and embarrassed.

Because how long has it been since that? Two and a half years. Two and a half years. So, it's... how long did it take you to start to like recover let go of it yeah that's a good yeah start to let go of it when did you actually start to let go of it to to start to actually rather like that happened in april 12th 2020 probably end of probably bro to be honest i'm still in back of my head so i can't say i let go completely i have to live with it for the rest of my life regret it for the

rest of my life. But, you know, we all make mistakes. No one's perfect. And it's a big fucking mistake. I jeopardize my career, you know, relationships. And, you know, I'm just going to prove the world that I'm not the old Vital. I'm the new Vitale, the better version of the Talia, you know, and I'm working on myself hard every single day. I'm sober seven and a half months. No alcohol, no drugs, no mushrooms, no quick nicotine. No, no vapes, nothing, bro. Just, just, no. I love it, man. How do you feel? all right guys so quick interruption to the podcast one of our sponsors ship station um this is actually a company that i've used and i used for the last like five years ship station is one of the easiest ways one of the

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Again, if you guys want to try it, shipstation.com promo code raw talk. Just clicked like the little microphone at the top of shipstation.com and type in raw talk. That's how you get the discount. I love you guys. Let's get back into this podcast. I feel amazing. Yeah, I feel amazing. Yeah, it was hard the first two months, like not going out.

You know, I wasn't going to feel like. Dude, because I'm going to tell you. I saw I interrupted you. Yeah. I saw you. Yeah. Before this happened at 11, I saw you at 11 randomly. And you were, like, I remember seeing you.

I swear to God, I remember seeing you. I was with Steve. And I remember seeing you. And you were at 11 with a table with a bunch of girls. And you look fucking strung out, like drugged out. This was before this stuff happened. And I remember seeing you and me like, yo, this dude is going to die if he keeps doing what he's doing. Yeah.

Like, this is the thing. I'm not, there's, I'm not okay. And this is not good that it happened. It's terrible that it happened. It's terrible for that woman. I felt like straight up If you kept going down that route You would have ended up somehow dying

Because I swear I saw you dude And I was like yo Vitale's gonna die If he keeps doing that Yeah and then you completely I agree I mean Actually nobody knows this I overdose in India I overdosed I didn't sleep for four days

On ecstasy and tequila I didn't drink any water for four days Fucking bugs And yeah that and then I had alcohol poisoning In 2011 Here in Miami I it was we graduated school I believe we were 18 I was drinking I've drinked a whole bottle of Zecca to myself and I walked out to go to this 18 plus club and then I walked in the alley because

I felt so sick I fell down I threw up in my own mouth so I died a homeless guy went through my phone went through my pockets and grabbed my phone and call 911 really yeah so they revived me I was in a coma for two days and it's 2011 yeah holy shit yeah this is before YouTube yeah 2011 I think yeah 2011 yeah that's like when i started fucking instagram dude that's when i started on instagram yeah no man it just like it's the lifestyle how did you get to that point to what points like that like the drugs like get to that far look because i know you were doing the the the incident i don't know if you're still doing yeah yeah i still doing it i just yeah i'm still doing it i knew that it was like crazy you're making a lot of money yeah and was that do you think the thing that started no i was always i feel like

not always but after definitely getting famous on youtube and having so much money at the young age Just you hang out with the wrong people, man, you know how LA is. I moved to LA. Yeah. Fucking Hollywood Hills parties every night, you know, the event this, go to this, go to this, hang in wrong people. People love me. You know, but you're the best.

You're the best. Come with me here. Come with me here. And just fucking old brainwash. Where are these people now? Nowhere. Yeah. Yeah.

So, and I wanted to quit alcohol for a long time, to be honest. But it's just, it was like, I didn't wake up and drink and stuff. Like, was I an attic? Yeah, I was a binge, bench, binge addict? Benj drinker. Benj drinking? And like, yeah, if I would drink and I missed a month, I would make sure I'd drink in that day for the whole month that I missed.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's fucked up. Yeah. Where do you think that mentality came from, though? I don't know, bro. You just always been that way?

Like, you've always been like an extremist, like personality. Yeah, I think with everything, like with my YouTube pranks, pushing the boundaries with everything, man. Always, always pushing the limits, you know, living in the fast lane and, you know, got caught up. What did you, what do you think you learned the most from that portion of your life, living? because now obviously it's new what's going on now what's going on current in your life is different but from that from like that time of way over doing shit going too hard what and like dealing with all the nonsense the social clout whatever all the bullshit the fucking clout demons all the people what do you think you learn the most during that time of your life what i learned the most well probably

that i'd have a lot of ego you know the ego death and then what i learned the most that are fucking how fragile life is and you know you can you know it's a such a question thing um I appreciate my life and um I was just a I don't even know how to answer this question hold on yeah it's all good like during the whole time like you think like that your whole come up all the shit the negativity the positivity the popularity like where you went your life how far you went the money you made the like from that portion i'd say before that incident what was the thing you think that you could take away the most from that because because that's the key right moving forward in life

and growing and becoming better yeah what do you think is the thing that you be like damn i'm really glad i learned this about myself or about life or about people or that about people that pretty much not everybody but you know everybody wants to use your for everything that Money and fame can ruin you, you know, a lot of celebrities. That's what happens, you know. What I say, money, but money can buy happiness. Probably can buy you a lot of materialistic things to be happy. But I think I was the happiest when I had nothing.

Yeah. Yeah. And, you know, I appreciate, I just appreciate life, man. I was living in the fast lane. And, you know, my mom, of course, you know, my mom is so happy. You know, she doesn't have to really worry about me as much she used to worry. Yeah. So, and just that, yeah.

Yeah, I think life's super fucking, I don't know, man, it's delicate, it's fragile. And I think a lot of people get really caught up in, like, the money, the fame, they're popular, and you're right. It's the ego, man. I've had a lot of ego. I'm the fucking shit every day. I woke up. I'm the shit, I'm the shit, I'm the shit, I'm the shit, I'm the shit, I'm the shit, you know. And I think those mushrooms should have did the ego death.

Yeah. You know, just, but I was a nice person, you know, like, yeah, off camera. It's like, it is the character at the day, but, yeah. It's all a learning experience. Yeah, I appreciate life a lot more now. That's good. Yeah. Do you remember everything?

Do you remember what happened at the Logan Paul KS.I fight? Yeah, of course. I remember. Of course, then you're going to bring that out. I had to bring it up. Yeah, of course. Because people, people, people think it was staged. No, it wasn't staged, but did you have a Roy Rage?

No, you did. I did it. Bro, I do this with, I do this with Jackson. I do this with all, like, really good friends. And I thought we were really good friends. I literally, like, what's all about? And I pushed your neck. Yeah, I just, I just get a punch in the face, but you kind of miss.

You swipe my glasses. The second one, the second one. The second, no, I didn't really, I don't know. Maybe I was drunk. I didn't feel anything, bro. Yeah. I really didn't. That's why you were on drugs.

I thought you were on drugs. I was not, I was not drugs. I had to like two beers, yeah. I would tell you, bro. I'm so open right now. Yeah, for sure. No, I was not. It was my, I'm just got to clear it up. What'd you say?

And he goes to go, Bob, what the fuck Bradley were friends? And everyone's like in the comments. Yeah. I know. It was honestly like had you pushed me like this. Yeah.

It would have been different. I think the neck thing. Yeah. It just sparked me. Yeah. Some people are, you know, some people are different and I apologize if that's still hurts you.

Yeah. No, no, no. It doesn't hurt me. I just want to talk about it. Yeah, but people thought we weren't cool after that. No, no, and I was never. We were cool, right? Even after that.

Yeah, right away, we texted each other, be like, it's all good. It's all love. And I wanted to talk about that because people were like, blah, blah, blah. I want to clear it up. Well, you got fucking great clickbait. You got seven million. That was using my name. Yeah.

Congratulations. Where's my cut? I mean, I wonder how much that made. I'm just kidding, but I can send you some. No, my YouTube is demonetized. No, I'm kidding. That's the old Vitality. Where's my car?

Keep it to yourself. So let's talk about the new Vitaly then. What's up? The new Vitaly. What do you plan to do? Like, what are you going to do different? Are you going to still make content? Like, what is your plan with it?

Yeah. What I'm going to do? I'm going to make a lot of content. I've already been filming a lot of content. I'm going to probably bring more awareness in my videos about drugs and alcohol. Yeah. Because my apology video touched so many people. And, you know, I read almost all the comments.

I know. Sounds crazy. But I do. I go through comments a lot. And just how much love and support and how much people I touched with my video that, you know, I want to start doing more inspirational videos about, you know, promoting, not promoting drugs and alcohol. First of all, why are we here? This is the setup. I actually completely forgot.

What are you doing, bro? No, no, no. I had no idea. I didn't even know you were sober. This is honestly the first time we really talked in a long time. This is just a different setup because it's in Miami. My setup's at home. You know that in L.A.

Oh, by the way, I forgot. Can I confess? Yeah, whatever. What do you want to confess? You sold me all the drugs. No, that's a cap. That's cap. You can't put that on me.

No way, that's cap. I'm kidding. No, Bentley Martin sold me drugs. It's a trend, bro. Is the trend over? No, I'm kidding. No, people still come up to me and they're like, dude, honestly, I'm kind of mean to some kids sometimes because they'll be like.

It gets to you? No, it doesn't get to me. It's just like, it's old now. Okay. And so some kid will be like, yo, you sold me drugs. I'd be like, oh, yeah, I haven't heard that one before. Like, I heard it so much. And I'm just like, oh, whatever.

But I'm not actually a drug dealer. I know you're not a drug dealer. I'm sure there's people that watch this, me saying this right now, they left their ass off. For sure. And I probably also sold drugs a few times in my life. Really? But not like a drug dealer. Oh, good.

I've definitely like moved drugs around. Okay. You know, but I'm not the guy that they come to and they see. You know what I'm saying? Does that make sense? God, yeah. No, I'm saying I've moved drugs at some point in my life. Yeah.

More before the fame. Anyways, that's a weird thing to admit. But yeah, no, we're by the bar because, you know, we're in Miami. It's a Miami vibe. It was a nice little setup. Yeah. Do you have a podcast when you do anything like that? No, no, I don't have a podcast.

No, but yeah, so back to the, my Facebook skilling it, my YouTube, you know, a lot of people don't have notifications on 10 million subscribers. I'm better getting half a million views, but I took a long break. So, you know, I just want to prove myself into the haters that can be back on top. Oh, I lost my Instagram, my main one. That was a big, I just got my second back to year. Why did you lose it? Promoting the Italian censor, but I think it was hacked because my second got deleted a day later.

And I just got it back a year and a half later and they said it was hacked. They saw she get it back hopefully with your main one. Yeah. Oh, nice. So yeah. Nice. And then, yeah. And then also, yeah, also, also I'm doing fucking only fans, bro.

I went all out with my beautiful girl. What do you do? What are you doing? You just fucking on there? Fucking on there with my beautiful girlfriend. Really? Yeah. Yeah.

Wait, come in here for a second. Come here. She want to come here or not coming here? Come on, cut. I mean, you're on only fans. She's on only fans having sex with you, right? Yeah. I'm not I think I corrupted her I'm just just a little little face time you know just

yeah a little face time maybe stand there behind him for a second how how long have you known him for yeah go ahead come a little closer you got a guy baby show you beautiful face so you two years so you met him you met him like right after the nonsense after what content after like all the stuff happened yeah yeah yeah so what do you know you got to get closer here yeah go ahead so what what do you know about him that we don't know about him that he has like the biggest heart ever like do you know how hard it is for someone to do something and actually own up to it and change from it like it's so hard i've seen this guy literally quit everything at the same time that's i've never seen anyone do that before he's quit smoking faves drugs alcohol

like go through depression suicidal he actually was so sorry for what he did and built himself back over it. That's a big deal. You know, it's easy to say, oh, I did this. I did this. But to actually work through it, that's a big thing. You know, people, people fuck up all the time. But it's so easy for us to judge each other. You know, instead of working on ourselves, he took himself away and he actually worked his ass off to be a better person. If I knew him before, I wouldn't have dated him. Yeah. You said something I think's really important. Like just so the internet listening to this, I'm not at all okay in like certain actions, but I will say without a doubt, like you, like you were saying, we all fucking make mistakes.

And it is much, much easier for people on the outside looking in to like shit on you or what you've done or where you've been or whatever you did wrong. And it's much harder to look inside and make real change. And I think that's one of the most common things on the internet. I mean, as you know, you've been on the internet forever. It's very easy. Read the comments. People shit on you because of this, because of that, because of anything.

And it's much harder as an individual to be like, okay, like, where does that negativity come from? Because there's something inside of you where it's coming from. There's something inside of you that you should likely work on. that you're maybe not aware of. And I think it is important to not kick people when they're down. Definitely. Like everyone's angry.

Everyone's so angry right now. So much stuff is going on. But the thing is, is like instead of actually looking at what the problems are, everyone's facing all that anger to each other. Everyone's so interested in like, you know, hurting other people. They don't actually look at what their issues are.

And if they looked at what their issues are, they would realize that all the same problems from all the same people. Yeah. You know? So the solution. It was angry at the wrong people, man. Come on. So the solution is fuck on only fans.

Fuck, yes. No, she's, she didn't want to do it. She didn't want to do it. She's smart as fuck. But yeah, no, I literally kidnapped her from England. And, you know, she, she studied, you know, talking to me and dating me at my bottom. So people can call her gold digger or whatever. If you saw her DMs, what kind of A-list celebrities?

I believe it. And guess what? She chose to go to Bali and she paid for her on flight. It would be to be with me. Damn. That's true love right here, right? Anybody can say anything. I love this girl.

That's amazing. Yeah. I'm proud of you. Thank you. That's dope. Thank you. So no, we're fucking Vitale ex Delia. Dot com.

We're fucking, by the way, you know. So wait, it's only fans or it's a dot com? No, it's dot com to redirect to only fans. But it's a thing. Got it. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Delia, Vitale ex Delia. We're going to plug.

We're going to plug. Why not? Yeah. No, I don't care. It's a crazy, man. Yeah. The end of the world could happen next year. We don't know this.

Are you evolving other girls or is just like that? We'll see. I don't know. Just us. Yeah, I'm happy with her, bro. Best, best sex of my life. Damn, that's amazing. Let's go.

Let's go. That's what's up, dude. And plus, I redeem myself. I finally got hard. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.

No, it just honestly, it's just to take that money, it's crazy, how much money you can make, but whatever. But just to reinvest into my pranks and just, you know, like at 40 years old, you know, I want to have fucking real estate around the United States. No, when I'm 40 years. Oh, no. Yeah, I mean, I'm sure don't you run an onlyfans page? I help I help manage girls only fans I don't have my own I've been thinking about though to be honest I don't know well it's like what am I gonna just show my dick is it small? No you don't know he gets it no no it's not no it's I think it's actually I think the internet would hate me a lot more if I did only fans another reason to hate me yeah what people I hate you people love to hate on me bro are you like like selling drugs and stuff like

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It's more like, just do it. Your life, your choice, right? You can do whatever the fuck you was. You can do whatever you want to do. Like, we've literally been like, here's all of us. Screw it. Why does everyone care so much? And plus, it's cute little home videos.

I wouldn't call it porn. It's cute little home videos. It's cute little home videos. It's not cute. It's not cute. Yeah, they're just cute little home videos. girl. That is real. Like I think the one that we did but like last was I banged my head in the washing machine. Wait, you're going crazy. Wait. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. So real by the way. Get a photo by the way.

Um, wait. So, wait. So you're having, uh, wait, you're, you're doing like the classic like, oh, can you get my laundry out of the thing? Yeah. Yeah. It's just fun, man. It's just fun. But you can hear me fully be like, out of my head. Like, it fully banged me. And I almost turned on the washing machine by accent. Yeah. You did. You know how hard it is on. Tiled floors. We both were on knees were killing. I don't know how old we are, but our knees that were killing. Does he have any weird kinks?

Oh, he loved everything. She ruined me. I didn't know a lot about sex. No, of course I do. But, bro, her fetishes, man, fuck, dude. Give us one. Go ahead. Make sure you talk closer to the mic.

Yeah, sorry, go ahead. Come in there, come in there. Go ahead. Which time? We've done so much already. Come in closer. Come in closer. Go ahead.

Sorry, guys. Yeah, there you go. Perfect. Asim-M-R. There we go. Yeah, no, we've done so much. That's the whole point, just exploring. Well, he wants to know.

I want to know one fucking... The one that I love is obviously, like, domination. So I love, like, tying him up. No. And he, like, tying me out. Yeah, we're like tying each other out. Why? Yeah, are you for real?

No, no, it's nothing wrong with it. I'm not saying it's not wrong with it. No, I don't give a fuck. She tied me for two hours. For one, for two hours, I literally couldn't get out. And she was doing some crazy shit to me. But she wants to peg me. It's never going to happen.

No, yeah, I'm good. Everyone kept telling me, oh, I think he's gay. I'm like, he's definitely not gay. But I want to make that Oz mine. No. Bro, if you gave me a million dollars right now in the suitcase, they do it? No, 10 million. No, no, no.

Where's the villain image going to go? But a billion now. No. Oh, billion? Fuck yeah. Okay. Okay. We'll do it too.

Of course. Okay. Yeah. Honestly, honestly, let me have set a real price. 10 million. 10 million. But, nah, but no, we get crazy. Bro, she's wild, man.

It's fun. Yeah, I love it. And bro, her birthday is the day after her mind. We're both Pisces. I'm marching. My mom is March 7. I'm March 8. She's March 9.

What the fuck? Crazy fucking family. Yeah. Nah, she's amazing overall. I'm not with her just because she's the most beautiful girl in the world. Wow. That's sweet. This is so sweet.

She's really smart. And you know, I was all started. This is a proof that you can achieve anything in life. Do you think these are my standards? I didn't think I was getting. I just all at center is high. And when she responded to high back, I'm like, like, I can't believe it.

And this is when I had my broken back in my neck. And she sent me a video of her Like we talked for a while before this I was like can you come from me like this She sent me a cute little video in the bathing suit Just dancing Dude do you know how good I jerked off to that video Wow

And with a broken back in my neck I'm like holding it Yeah The face Bro, you know how much pain it wasn't But no she she was amazing And then we just keep wanting to meet meet We met in London at the fight

And I invited her to come with me She goes no chance But then I don't know where she just I'm ready. Let's go. Yeah. How did she never came home. So, so that's when you guys like fully committed was yeah. Okay. So do you guys like living in Miami? Yeah, I like a pause. Yeah, we love Miami. I live, uh, like three minutes away from here. Yeah. No, we're planning to get a we're planning to get a house and not back to L.A. though, huh? Huh? Never back to L.A. Fuck no. Bro. I can't believe you still living there, man. No,

no, no, no, no. But yeah. What do you think you hate the most about L.A.? What do you miss the most, though? There's got to be something you miss. Bro, honestly, nothing. Really? Honestly. If I was still doing drugs, I would say cocaine in Hollywood Hills. Okay.

Okay. I'm sorry. Yeah. If I was still doing drugs. But no, I don't miss that. I don't, I don't, I, what, everything's fucking expensive. What can you miss? Venice Beach, you can't even go.

It's homelessness with machetes. Yeah. Cinemonic appeared. No, it smells. I mean, the homeless population is crazy. And how dangerous it got people getting killed over a Rolex. And, you know, Nice follow you with a nice car's like hell enough dude. Dude. Yeah, I don't know. But that way's crazy nothing man. I'm so what okay. What I miss maybe experiences with other YouTubers and vloggers. Yeah, but it's that was in the beginning when you know when they used me and all that whatever. What do you think used you the most? Who do you felt used by the most? Oh my God. I'm not gonna name Joe. Fuck. That's a tough question, bro. I don't know. Just everybody's like you know when I was killing the game. Everyone's like post my new marriage person this post this. I. I'm not. I'm not going to name. I.

promote it please do a swipe up i do it and then when i release something uh i'm dropping something in the week it's not the right time yeah i'm not going to name dropping yeah everybody motherfuckers yeah it's like that though man that industry is interesting like i've been in it forever now too it's just like especially the i don't know the newer kids coming up like they're just vicious man they'll do anything to like climb the ladder climb the ranks yeah i can't even believe that tictock and all that thing going on yeah you use ticot i got banned completely banned trying to they're trying to cancel it for yeah for for Pranks, literally. No girls, nothing. Community guidelines. Community guidelines. I got a few strikes and then and then did you eat it in my account. Do you think there's a way to do it without getting fucked? There's got to be a way to make con. Yeah, verbal pranks. No actions. Like climbing pyramids was a dangerous activity. Oh, I mean the Lambo dangerous activity. So we're going to launch our couple's TikTok and with Vitalik's Dalia. And it's a great crazy crazy conversions for only fans TikTok. It's like a number. Yeah, that's what I've heard about. I know that too. Um,

So any other projects that you're working on, is it just, is it, the focus is the, the only fans vibe? Yeah, I mean, it's, it's, it's having fun. It's really like, it's a great project, but we're living our life, you know. Yeah. We're just taking the phone out real quick. Yeah. You don't think, because I think like, I don't know, I feel like if I was in a relationship, if you felt like you had to, like if I had to video my girl stuck in my dick, it'd be like, at some point, is it like, does it make it different? Does it make it hard?

I was, I meant to ask Adam 22 this because I did a podcast with him and I didn't ask him. And he's like, has so much sexy, he films so much. You never have that, like, I have to do this video. We have to film it. Most of the time, she's like, get this angle. I'm like, grab the phone. And he's like, grab the phone. And I'm like, what now?

Yeah. So how long have you been doing it for then? Oh, we just three days ago. So that's what I'm saying. Like, do you think at some point you're going to be like, fuck? Like, I got, we got to film it? Because everything becomes work at some point, no matter what. I don't think we should ever let it get like that.

Because you got like that with YouTube. Yeah, everyone gets like that with YouTube. And then it's not fun anymore. I mean, yeah, it's crazy. I don't know. It's like, no, we definitely have amazing sex off camera. But, yeah, sometimes when we're in the zone. Yeah.

But we shot a lot of content. It's great, like, fucking a lot. Do you want kids? Do I want kids? Yeah. Yeah. The only reason I know, yeah, before I was like, no way, no way. If it's a girl, it's going in a trash can.

But now. He said that to me. Wait, man, it is not smart to say. bro it's uh no you know it's from it's from dictator yeah yeah no actually i never wanted a girl i want a little boy but after meeting roman's little girl but she was so nice and happy and always smiling that yeah do you want kids yes definitely with the right yes definitely with the right person obviously like i could see me and be having kids do you you know so you don't so this is like the age old question is like you know the pornography stuff do you ever think your kids would have to

deal with that well hopefully we can provide for our kids if we have kids with the money from only fans to have a better life you know like times are hard no for sure and honestly you know what they say like always stays on the internet but we we can probably most likely wipe it yeah but who cares anyway like naked people what what what how you gonna wipe it well for well i don't hold on yeah now you make me look stupid no dmc a force yeah no but you can you can you can when i did the bang bus i blew up the bang bus they invited me over they have the rights to the they had the rights to the video so they just told them, you know, to delete because they own the rights. So they flagged it as a DMCA force. The thing went off most of the websites. Yeah, right. These, no, you still found. I found like

3,000. I found like 3,000 links of the bad. All right, guys, I take that back, man. I still haven't even seen it yet. I need to watch it. Oh, you haven't seen it? Of course. I've seen it. I feel like the whole internet seen it. I know. I was telling her about how Batley was getting bullied. Now I'm laughing at it. Yeah, you know, La Colvitelli's actually hung. Yeah, you haven't seen shit yet, though. He got bullied. He got, you got bullied for a minute. Yeah,

you did. You remember that? Oh, yeah. No, but now it's funny, but before, yeah, like fucking getting to them definitely comments on.

But nobody said ever in real life. Yo, that's the guy with this limp dick or whatever. Nobody, you know? It's ruthless, man. Yeah, bro,

they are internet always wins. So are you on, do you like do social media? Have you been doing social media? Or is this all brand new to you? I'm not gonna like, I hate social media. You take it out for our bio.

I never like, it was in my, I had to take it out for our website. But yeah, So we had it for work, like, bro, she, and I'm like, not saying that just to say, but I have never had a woman girl make me laugh as much as she's funny as fuck, bro. Yeah. She is so, like she generally makes me laugh till I cry.

We need a camera. You guys are so fucking cute right now. I can't even lie, bro. I'm so cute. No, yeah, it's amazing, man. It's amazing. Yeah. So, so, okay.

So earlier, you were trying to answer a question. I feel like you had a hard time answering the question. Which one? It was about, it was about that time in your life, the, the dark time in your life. Yeah. And the question was, what did you think you learned the most from that? And I wanted to give you another opportunity to try to answer that differently this time. Because I feel like you just kind of, I don't know, I feel like you wanted to say something, but maybe you didn't say it.

So the shittiest time in your life or, I mean, at some points, it was one of the- It's drenched and sweat, bro. It was the greatest time in your life at points. It was lowest time, greatest, lowest, all the drama, all the nonsense. What do you think you learn? Because you've been through a lot of shit. You've seen a lot of shit. You've done a lot of shit You've been internet for so many years. What do you think it taught you the most? What do you learn from it? The best part To be a better human being. Yeah. Why? Why? Yeah. Why do you think? Why do you think you learn that from it? Because you Well, I think of the

Fuck man. Because like before like did you think about being a better human or you were just like I thought I thought I I was, that's funny. That's, maybe I think that's the ego. I thought I was a good human. I mean, I was a human, but yeah, definitely the fame and money got to my head. And, you know, I just needed to settle down with the ego. Yeah, yeah. Ego shit.

What, go ahead. You had something to say. I know she was doing. I feel like at the end of day, like, he's so sorry. He really is that it is still a little bit hard to talk about. So he does go a bit quiet. You know, you have to remember I've been there. Like, I've literally seen this guy like break down over this.

Yeah. So, you know, he's always going to feel guilt. He's, you can see from. Thank you. He can see it. He's always going to feel so much guilt. And I do feel like that's one of the things he hasn't really addressed because he's still healing. So you're still guilty? You still feel guilty. Of course. Yeah. Yeah. Like, what do you think it's going to take for you to not feel that? Like, do you think you'll ever? I don't know. Takes time, right? They say everything heals with time, but I'm not sure what about this. Yeah. Yeah, that shit fucked me up mentally. And, you know, I'm going to have to live it for the rest of my life. And action speak louder in the world. I just have to prove the world, then, you know, I'm not the Vitaly that saw in the video.

Yeah. Then my arrest video. Yeah, yeah. I feel it, man. Yeah. Um, are there any questions you have for me? Because we haven't talked in some time. Why do you have chicken legs?

Don't cut chicken legs. What are you saying? Now you know that's cap. Of course. Look how it's security getting. Yeah. What are you talking about? I don't know.

I'm just, I'm just being. Yeah. Just being myself. Okay. No. Are you getting secure? bunch you in the face again bro wow look at that i got him no no homo nice legs thank you thank you no but seriously just to save myself not good no no uh what questions um

how you doing i'm doing good yeah really good what have you been up what do you've been up to honestly this is the thing i enjoy the most making this kind of content talking yeah do you upload once a week this is once a week uh we still do like the vlog stuff we still do the fuck round content like a few how many days a week be able to jaco this guy does everything yeah three three in one podcast and then i do the the full send podcast with uh the boys yeah so so i've been watching um but yeah this is the kind of content i enjoy the most hands down like that's what roman said yeah why is that i just honestly i think because i've done so much of the other content for so many years and i like doing it and i do still enjoy it but it's it's not the same you know like this

is something that i just feel like there's so much more that you can get from it than just hey look at this crazy shit i feel like people can really learn something like learn like guarantee people will watch this and be like oh i didn't know this about fatality and then and then they think about that and then they they reflect on themselves and like oh i didn't know this about myself it made me think about this and have i have i been doing that right it's like it's just more introspective instead of like like we talked about earlier the people who are like on the internet you fuck up and they're like fuck that guy he's a bad person right we could understand like that thought but then going further

than that and understanding like damn well like you know who am i really that's why i start asking you this question is like what did you really learn because i want to understand because you went through some like that is fucked and it can it destroys a lot of people and that's why i ask you those questions i'm not trying to put you on a spot and make you feel uncomfortable it just to understand you as a person and what you learn because i may never go through that but i want to know what you learn through it right so i'm so interested in this why i like this content is learning about just life and people's life and what they've gone through and how they got to where they are and what they think about where they got and what they think about their mistakes and past transgressions in

life and what and what you learn because that's the most valuable part in all this shit because like what's the what what's our point otherwise is to try to grow and to get better and to learn and to give love and to feel love and that's all life's about so that's why I like this content so much and that's why I wanted to do this one with you because I know you've done everything you've had the highest of highs you've had the lowest of lows like and you're here trying to reinvent you know who you are to the world again and And that's why I ask you those questions. But that's why I love this content.

Because, like, if you didn't go through all that shit, you wouldn't have anything to say. You know what I'm saying? Like, the most success that I've had in my life is because I've gone through things in my life that I was able to actually speak on and say, this is who I am. This is what I've done. So that's why I like it so much, man. Like, I love this shit. And I'll do this forever.

So. That's actually amazing. That's a great thing. I love it. That's awesome. I was trying to think. of what I'm trying to say oh it's so hard sorry it's so hard for me too is my first ever thing no you're good never done podcasts or anything just keep it close super nervous yeah it's so sorry

yeah only fans oh yeah um that's gonna get you some new selves i'm just saying it's fine um yeah when you ask you you go quiet but it's funny because me your mom everyone all of his friends every friend that i've been introduced to they've all said to me no it's been like 10 20 whatever I don't have 20 friends not real friends yeah yeah but you know but better friends you know it's so horrible like it's horrible what happened you know I feel I feel especially after I've been through domestic violence and stuff you know I feel for that woman you know he feels for this woman but you know everyone around everyone around him can see that he has become such a better person at least it's something positive we can take away from it me and your mom we see

everything. You're so much more humble. You've learned self-discipline. You know, you've learned about if you slow down. Yeah, you learned to slow down. You've learned that you're not invincible. That's what I thought I was. Yeah, it's like you thought you were invincible, untouchable. Maybe that's what I learned about myself. There you go. Yeah. That I thought I was invincible. Yeah. But you're not. You thought you were like, yeah, king of the castle, king of the castle, but you're not, you know? Yeah. Yeah, we're all human. We're all human. Yeah. So it's nice for us to see that he's actually changed. You can't sit here and be like, I've changed this way. We see it. No, you know, after after the incident happened, I tried to like upload

an apology video three, four months later. I'm like, what am I doing? I'm a high on fucking Adderall. Like, I'm not sober. Like, why would I lie to people? Yeah. So I like, filmed it four times high. And I was like, I'm not ready. So it took me that long to get ready. And, you know, it was worth the wait. You know, I think I got everything off my chest and I can come on your podcast. I want a Roman podcast. Yeah. I'm sure I have a lot more podcast. And, you know, I can speak finally about it because I addressed it first on my channel and now I can go in more details

because I didn't address those details on my YouTube video. If you guys want to check it out, go ahead. It's called The Truth of My Downfall. Vitale is Darivetsky. Yeah, that was good. I hope it's not downfall forever. No, you know.

Click, click, maybe click bait. Yeah, we might click bait issue. What are you going to do? You got to get fucking views on that, right? Yeah, of course. Okay, so, so the, the only, fan stuff the sex stuff the coming back on youtube um do you have any other things that you are working on um i'm about to go a thing in the boxing camp again uh really yeah with christian

miami october 14 i don't know if i can say this but i don't give a fuck because i'm the villain right you can post this um yeah we rematch you i mean first of all i won the first fight it was three one i won three rounds and won the professional commission you know uh rated the fight was i horrible like a fat cow i was boxing is no joke dude i was out of breath and it's but he had she was there he and she has videos he had bought me three times he should have been disqualified but you know i think they want to do a rematch so we'll see it was crazy i went to rush it to train for it that's that's dope yeah i went and then i went to rush it to train for it and it was just so disciplined it was amazing but it's so hard which i love because it's something new but it's in

Miami this time in my hometown. So I think, yeah, I think I'm going to take it. We're still in negotiation. Would you ever do like an MMA fight, a UFC fight? I wanted to be the first YouTuber to. I, I tweet it. I was like, yo, pussy ass, bitches. On boxing with gloves. Why don't we go raw hands in the octagon? Nobody responded. That's what I want to do. Well, you're not going to be my opponent. But yeah, fuck it. I'll be, what is. So what are you doing for that? I'm not doing anything for that because it's just back in your head. I love to do that. Everyone's a pussy on YouTube. I'm So all the creators.

No one's going to do it. Yeah. Who knows? Maybe they will. Yeah. We'll figure it out. So what else? But you actually want to be in Dana White own it or like you actually want to compete?

No, no. I'm saying like I want to be the business guy behind it. Yeah. I want to set it. I want to be part of an event like that. I'm not saying, I don't know necessarily logistics of it. But if I was ever going to do it because people like, why don't you box? It's like, if I fight, I really want to like use everything, you know?

Yeah. Like be able to use it all and not just, you know, striking. Because boxing is striking. And I don't know if I'm the best striker or not. I know, but physically that I'd like to be on the floor, I think. Like a little more... Yo, I saw you dropped steep, bro. You remember?

Yeah. That was crazy. Yeah. You literally picked him up like a cat. Light weight, light. Light weight. So along the fighting stuff, so you're talking about Kristen, right, Hamby? Yeah.

Okay. Isn't he a lot lighter than you? Yeah, so it wasn't a professional fight because I was 20 kilos above him. But he was running the whole time in the ring. Because I told him I'm going to finish him in 60 seconds. And I think the coaches told him, like, hey, run away. Just don't let him. Yeah, I was like Tom and Jerry around the whole ring, dude.

I was trying to catch him, catch him. But, yeah, so it was a draw. And then the PBA, professional boxing commission, DM, you know, like, oh, it's your birthday. Because next day was my birthday. It's your birthday. We're going to rate your fight, you know, because we love you. I was like, oh, wow. And they broke down the points.

It was four, three ones. It was four rounds total. I want three rounds. Are there any other influences you'd want to box? Um, yeah, of course. Who? I knew that was coming. I knew that was coming.

He's fighting Degi zero and three like really, bro. But he got smoked the first time he fought. Yeah. You know, so. Yeah, but he's light too. He like, how much you weigh right now? Because you look bigger. Yeah, you're big.

He's like skinny right now, bro. He's lean as fuck. I've never seen that guy more like dedicated to being fucking in shape than I ever. I've known it for years. You've known him for years. He's like in crazy shape. But he always goes like this. I don't know.

Yeah, he does. He always does that. It's hard to maintain it. I feel like. I don't know how you maintain it. You eat healthy, right? Yeah. I need to go to C.A.

Meetings, Chocolate anonymous. Yeah. We love Nutella. She hides the fucking Nutella in the middle of the night and I flip it, bro. Well, the key is just not buying it. That's the key. Yeah. If I have it in my house, I'm fucked.

But I have to buy it to put in her ass. The Nutella. Yeah. It's not a fire. booty baby that's kind of fire that's a snack that's a real snack yeah it's kind of fire though I'm gonna try that try have you had a Nutella hot dog like a Nutella hot dog the fuck you talk about no like have you ever have you ever given a Nutella hot dog what's a what do you tell on my dick sorry no I never done that I worded that bad no have you ever had

what am I saying I'm asking no I've never done that yeah it's cool I never had it kind of once, like maybe 10 years ago, but that's why I came up with that. It's cool, Intel a hot dog. Damn. You want to Intel a hot dog? But it's crazy how the Natal on the booty went viral for me. Like I was picking up girls, just let me spread Natal on your booty and it became like the biggest fucking line. Really? Yeah, that's where it came from because I grew up poor. So all I had is not even the real Nutella. I had chocolate butter and bread with tea every morning. So it was like when I had a little bit of money, I started trying the tel I was like, hotel on the booty. Hey, can I spread Nutella in your booty and became like a huge thing.

That's not how he got me. That's how he got. You heard about the Nutella. He loves Nutella. Yeah, I do love Nutella. Yeah, yeah. That's all he had to do. I'm getting it tattooed.

What? Like a little can? Yeah, that's kind of lit. Like near the butt on the butt somewhere? No. Not every my little peach. Where are you going to put it? Maybe on my leg.

Are you actually going to get that? Yeah. That's fucking funny. What's your dumbest tattoo? Me? Yeah. They're all inspiring, crazy nice tattoos. I don't get dumb tattoos.

I don't know how people get it now, bro. Wait. you know the story about this you want to laugh ever girls like when i went out girls asking what is that i'm like oh sorry my yeah so when i went out in l.a girls like what is this um like it's my superman powers combining all the hos together you're fucking stupid because adrenaline oh h-oh but they believe me that's the funny part like oh my god in l-a they believe fucking anything We got the questions?

They believe it. Yeah, no, it's like your life, your choice, my prayer. The prayer I didn't say before I jumped out of the plane and broke my back. I was born sick, but I love it. You actually do have some cool tattoos. You don't have a dumb one. You don't have any tattoos. No, no, I would never do a dumb tattoo.

I have a tequila shot. Yeah. He's like, he was a tequila addict and now I met him and I had the tequila shot on my uncle. It's not bad. I'm like, sorry. Yeah, I only have one tattoo. Are you getting any more? I don't think so.

Yeah. I think I just keep it one and done. Okay, so at the end of every episode, if you guys didn't know, we do audience questions. You guys could email us your questions at AskRawotalk at gmail.com, or you could DM us on GetRot Talk. It's on Instagram. So I'll answer, or it can be you can answer first, whatever, but it goes with three of these. Hello, Brad and guests. I'm currently battling depression and aggravation with knowing I'm destined for more than just working 50 hours a week at a company I'm not passionate about.

I work full time, am in college, started a podcast, run a small side business, and train regularly in jujitsu. My question is, how can someone deal with depression and aggravation when they know they're supposed to be doing what their passion about in life and is doing too much? This is how they wrote it, FYI, and is doing too much, possibly causing the problem. So doing too much and causing the problem. Any replies appreciated thanks in advance. So what do you think? This is someone basically saying they're doing a ton of shit is what it's Sounds like. Because I was going to say, get out, how I got out of depression is, write goals for the next day and actually complete them. That helped me to get, you know, that was the staircase to get out of my depression. But he's saying he's busy?

He's saying he like, he's, he's working, apparently he's working 50 hours a week at a company he's not passionate about. Okay. So he works full time. He's in college. He started a podcast. He runs a small side business and trains Jiu-Jitsu. He's just talking about what he's doing.

And he's saying, how can someone deal with depression and like being aggravated about it when they know they're supposed to be doing more, like basically more in, like, basically more in regards to that sounds like he's doing what he lost he just needs to quit his full-time job yeah you can't just go around quitting job i mean i'm not telling everybody to quit it but that's what i did i was like mom i'm gonna fucking make it you just that's my mentality maybe it's times have changed man like times no you can make money on this for everybody and i'm not no this is before this is on youtube like dude i came home i had 3 000 subscribers i ripped off my tie and i said mom i'm not going to be a waiter anymore and she goes she starts crying how you're going to pay your bills

I'm just like just fucking watch just wait yeah just yeah and you know I kept doing my videos for six months until I got my first paycheck for Miami zombie prank but like I believed it and I saw the vision that I'm gonna be one of the most successful YouTubers so if he has a roof under his head and food or I don't know how much money he has saved I didn't I was a waiter I didn't have shit I just I just said fuck it whatever happens happens but you know but yeah I mean what are you maybe I'm wrong no no I think you're right man I'm gonna agree I'm gonna agree with you on the the I think the thing that a lot of people do that's interesting. I understand the idea of being safe and not being like, okay, fuck it. I'm just going to do something and have no, like you said, a roof over

your head or any sort of income to like eat and like do the most basic things. But at some point, you do have to not give yourself an option for plan B. And I think that's really important. Like what basically what you did. And I know I did the same thing. I said, this is what I'm going to do, fuck everything else. And I gave myself like all my attention, all my effort, all my energy went to Now, a lot of other shit in my life got fucked up. I wasn't doing well financially. But, like, I knew that if I kept going in this direction, eventually it would work. Now, the difference is it's hard, not necessarily harder nowadays because I don't know, I think

it's much easier with social media. Obviously, like, you know, shout out Joe Biden and inflation and all the shit that we have going on. It's a lot harder. It's crazy. Yeah. It's fucking insane. Yeah.

Maybe that's what you meant by times have changed. Okay. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Regardless, though, regardless though, yeah, money is different now, which sucks, right? but you still have to like you have to at some point you got to pick a path and your path has to be like this is what I'm going to go towards or that's what I'm going to go towards and I think people spend a lot of time in life being like well I really want that so I do a little bit of that but like I got to keep doing this so they never give it enough time to like for this thing that they really wants to do they don't give enough time for it to fully develop because they don't give enough energy to it so it's about finding the energy balance of okay like I need to make money I need to make a living, but at the same time, like I, if I don't give enough energy towards

this other passion of mine, then it's never going to grow. Yeah. So what you did, I did the same thing. I was like, fuck it. This is the only thing that matters. Nothing else matters. I ruin a bunch of relationships, but I got to the point where I wanted. And then I was like, okay, now I have to fix this other shit my life that I wasn't focused on. And I'm not even talking financially, just personally. But it is really important to make that decision at some point. You have to if you want it to be your full time thing. Like you have to be able to get over the edge. So I guess I would recommend. is try and find a balance where you can pay like the most the most you know the most bare

minimum of stuff and then the rest of your time needs to be towards the thing that you really care about you know what I'm saying yeah yeah so you both took a leave I mean yeah I said what is he what is he doing what is he doing again so he works for a company he's not like 50 hours he's not passionate about and then he's in college he started a podcast he runs a small side business it sounds like he's doing a lot of shit it's like he's doing good you just got to keep going you got to it sounds like you got to maybe maybe focus on what you're want to flourish. Yeah.

What's the side business? Yeah. Obviously, I would, honestly, I would just drop out of college. Yeah. Especially, yeah. If you're watching this, whoever wrote this, honestly, drop out of college. You're going to go to college. You're going to graduate and the most you're going to make is 200K a year if you get that fucking,

if you get that job from the degree you're studying. I'm sorry. Well, no, it's also true. Like what you're saying, I mean, the fact that he has a small side business and he started a podcast. He seems like a hustler, yeah. Yeah. So it's like, why waste your effort and time and energy? in money and college when you're just going to have debt sounds like he's on the right

right path i think he needs to cut out college to have more time that's why he has depression probably of college yeah yeah you know it's it's real shit call me dr vitaly there we go in here answer the answer and come with the good shit okay so next question we go excuse me hey brad and guess my little cousin is 15 years old and his trajectory in life is going downhill well he's 15 oh hold on i'll read the rest of this his father took his life when he was six Well, I relate to that. It's the same age as mine. And his mother is deep in drugs.

Tough. I'm doing my best to take care of him in all ways, showing him the ways of fitness and healthy lifestyle living. I plan to tell him about your story one day so he can grow and relate with someone of major success from it. What would some words of guidance and wisdom to help him get going in the right direction again? Thank you, Brad, and the team for the great content.

Oh, man, this is a tough one. um wow so it's it's tough because if we're talking about a 15 year old here it's hard i would say to give um younger people like real uh not not hard to give but i think it's hard for younger like specifically like in that age range 10 15 i mean shit even some 20 year olds to give them advice that maybe they take genuinely to heart but i think the best thing you could do um is not so much give someone like of that age or is anyone in general like advice and say oh if you do this you'll be good um i think it's more important for for you if you're if you're realizing this kid's situation with his father's gone his mom is doing it's just be there for that person

i think um a lot of stuff in life you can't just you can never tell someone who's gone through something or is dealing with something crazy be like oh it's going to be okay just trust me you're good because like they're living in that they're living in that moment and i think it's more important just to be there for that person to talk to that person and just show like be like a beacon of light and a beacon of hope that like things will get better and things can get better by just listening to them hearing their thoughts hearing where they're at in life hearing what they're thinking about and that's going to help that person be able to grow into the person that like you know you know or you want them to be able to grow into because I could look back in my life

and realize you know it never mattered when I was I remember fuck I was fucking cry jeez when I was young oh shit And people would talk to me about, oh, you know, it's okay. Like your dad was a great person and, you know, you'll be fine. And it never matter. Like, uh, fuck. Oh, shit. Sorry.

It, uh, it, uh, fuck. I got it. It, uh, it never, it never like, it would, it would, it would, it would never hit. It would just, I would. hear it and be like, okay, that person, they're just saying this because they want me to feel better versus someone just being like, hey, how are you feeling? You know, I think there's just it's so difficult. I think there's so much more power in just listening and being there for someone and not trying to say, hey, you should think this or you should feel this or it's going to be

better. Just ask them, like, what's going on? What are you thinking? Like, you know, are you okay? Like, If you need me, I'm here. And just being there for someone is so much more powerful and valuable than like trying to give someone advice. So I think that's the key. And I think that's what you should focus on. But yeah, I don't know if you have anything to have there. Yeah. You probably got.

No, you are completely right. Yeah, I'm sorry. It's like people saying to you like it will get better. It will get better. Like this is how I dealt with it. But you're dealing with your own stuff, right? Yes. You're hurting.

And it's better for someone to actually just ask you like what's going on. Like, how are you? What are you thinking? Yeah. What are you thinking? like met you want to talk about it you want to shout you know yeah i used to talk to random people all the time you know this you know i used to always message anyone want to talk you know who's suicidal or anything like this and i would get this quite a lot and it's hard to

not give advice if you've been through the same thing yeah but that is the perfect advice you could give it's just to be like you want to talk you want to call up cry or shout down the phone you know there's anything you want to get out because everyone put so much pressure on it yeah you just want to feel like someone's there i know that's how i felt i just wanted to feel like people were there and someone was there for me and that I had like like I said some sort of like almost like I felt like a lifeline out of like the darkness that I felt my life so the beacon of light thing that's definitely a thing like it's all energy you want to be around that good energy yeah absolutely and fuck yeah I mean to this kid I mean I mean if he watches this like I made it yeah so

um yeah fuck I think we need one okay we got one more here okay so the last question is if you could be successful without social media being and being in the people's eye would you or do you truly love everyone coming up to you and knowing who you are p.s love the podcast listening from baker'sville california um yeah it's it yeah it said if you could be successful without social media i guess he was saying like if you could be successful without social media would you rather have that um or do you truly love everyone coming up to you and know okay okay okay yeah um i mean i like depends where and where when and where right i would say yeah i mean for me i'm just

i'm at a boy in my life i think where the kind of content that i've done and like this kind of stuff is so much is so much like it's cathartic to me like even just to sit here and talk about this stuff and you know i get choked up and i feel like fuck i can't say shit i can't i can't i can't like just let it out yeah a part of it is is healing to me so i would say that i mean the position and I'm in, I wouldn't change it for anything. And yeah, there are certain circumstances like normally when I'm in the gym. Someone wants to come up and I'm like mid set. They want to talk. Maybe that's a little bit like, though, I want to finish my set. But ultimately, like, I wouldn't have all the great things in my life if I didn't go through all the shit. And if I wasn't his position, it's like,

it just wouldn't mean shit. So I'm grateful for it. And I wouldn't have it any other way. I mean, there's just like, it's not even a question in my mind at this point that like the success that I've garnered and the way that I've gotten it and the way people have like related and they want to ask stuff like this and you know about the kid even um there's no other point in in life than like i said like to you guys earlier is love trying to feel it trying to give it trying to share it and trying to understand like what the fuck's going on in this world and i think that's all the shit's about so if i'm in a position where people come and ask me stuff like that then like i would never change that because i i that means i'm at a point that i'm able to genuinely help people

yeah so because i knew i knew what it felt like to want help from people so i would never ever change that man but what about people coming up to and trying to sell you their app you know how many times bro over the years or especially like back in the day when i used to be in the club loud music he's talking business i'm like what are you doing let's speak tomorrow that's different what that's so different yeah yeah no but i hear what you're saying i totally hear yeah i take pictures with everybody i don't think i ever said no to a picture yeah but i for sure get the app thing and then when the nfts should start pop they're like you want to make an nmt i was like yo Yeah, so I get what you're saying

But have you ever had a hard time with popularity Like the photo thing or? No, I always wanted to be famous since I was a kid So I kind of loved it but you know Always comes with the price with that Of course there are some days where she even says like are you paranoid Walking in public and I'm like no But in deep inside like not paranoid is just like

Sometimes I want to most of the time or always spend time It's just weird man It's in the middle of doing something you know And people want to come up to you and take a picture that's fine but when they try mostly it's for me is like people trying to sell themselves and work together yeah and i don't and i don't never i cannot be a dick to that person and say i'm not interested so i kind of have to hear him out but once you hear him out it's like 20 minutes he comes back with so many cards like he literally you know what i've learned to do yeah i would just be like

oh um just the easiest way to figure this out is like send me an email because like honestly that's the only really way to do it like i can't i can't take a whole business meeting like just like you said in 20 minutes and like I feel like you can't get enough information when someone just comes up and like let me pitch this to you no but I respect yeah there's totally respect there is some creative like people if they do want to do that just my way to ask you need to come come creatively yeah like blow your mind like yeah because a lot of people will be like they I don't know they come they come with the like I know you probably heard it's a thousand times but I promise you man I'm the best I can do this yeah and it's like

you got to come with something a little bit more substantial I think if I'm going to get on the spot business meeting yeah right use this advice you come up to your favorite influencer you can say let's play let's play rock paper scissors one out of one and if they go yeah be like if i win as you we're doing business together if you lose if you lose yeah whatever so hopefully you're win and then that person so rock paper scissors is the move yeah i can't i can't i can't turn down rock paper scissors to be honest in no circumstance i love playing that game let's play right now i don't beat you right one one one out of one so how do you do rock paper scissors shoot uh so yeah like one two two

two, three, boom. So boom, we go. Rock, paper, scissors, shoot. Fine, yeah, yeah. All right. All right. What's on the line? Oh, shit. There's a bad. I love. I love vetting, dog. I love betting. Uh, whoever loses gets punched in the face. Oh, shit. I know. I'm kidding. I don't want to get punched in the face for you with hands behind my back. That would hurt. No, probably knocked. I'll be knocked. That's tough. Okay. Is there a real wager? Can we can you think of a real wager? Like a real full fat? Okay, fuck it. Let's just do it. I love a wager.

I love a wage. Actually, no, actually, I have a business opportunity that want to present you. Oh, is it a fucking app? No. Get me hooked up with steak if I win. That's hard. Especially right now, that's hard. Why?

Because it's circumstances, yeah. Oh, yeah. Okay. The crypto space is tough. Yeah. Shout a steak, by the way. I fucking love them. Yeah.

Let's just do it anyways. All right. You ready? one other rock paper scissors shoot ready yep go you're gonna go with hand yeah sure yeah rock paper scissors shoot you know why I want you know why I want you know I want I'm sorry I'm not calling you that but girls always put scissors first really yeah so do they really all the time because you go on back in a day I would just be like the best I'm scared to talk to girls like I'm sorry like I know oh so you've done this before I did a video got 15 million

but you but you ask a girl hey you okay let's play rock scissors I'm just actually gonna inspire some people to talk to your favorite girls in college or whatever yeah right if you're scared talk to girl but hey excuse me I want to play rock paper scissors one out of one if you if you win to a girl you slap me as hard like your boyfriend cheating you for years and you just find out but if I win I get your phone number but I usually the phone number is safe there's a little kiss and they go okay okay yeah so you break the eyes so you so you saying I'm a bitch because I did this scissors that the fuck dude no bro I just

No, but I did say that to make a joke out of it. But no, you're not a bitch. Chill out. No, but that's funny. No, but I did. I had to be the Vitalia. It's fine. No, but that's so funny.

I thought you were going to put a paper. Yeah. Why you keep saying, oh God, while I'm trying to explain the story. I'm trying to see you getting punched any second now. No, I'm not. No, I was talking to the people that are watching. It's the best way to break the eyes to the girl. It's honestly really clever.

Yeah, but if a guy came up to me and did that, I'd be like. I don't know. It's so unique. I think you would. She's a. lie. I think you'd be like, you don't lie, but right now, yeah. I think you would be not into it, but I think you would throw in your... Obviously, yeah, obviously, yeah, obviously I don't be into it. People would be come up to you and be like, oh, you're beautiful. How many times a day?

You hear the bro. She can't walk anywhere. That makes a woman's day. No, it's the shopping. It's the shopping. Guys like when you carry your own shopping. It's like a warrior. Dude, she goes to the gym and the bill. What did you just say about guys? When I go get our food, when I go get our food and I come back to the shopping, I tell you, I walk there, you know, people say a few things. You They're like, wow. But when I'm carrying those shopping bags, I'm like a warrior. I got, I got women beeping horns. They're like, damn, look at that.

Yeah, I'm like, I'm like, I got this. Yeah. All right. Well, that's it. Well, thanks for having me, bro. Yeah, bro. It was a pleasure. It was.

And I'm glad we got to finally reconnect. Yeah. And I'm happy that you're fucking, you're saying, you're just going hard. You're doing it. And I look forward to see what you're able to do for sure. Thank you. And like I said, I'm in Miami. Hit me up to lift and shit.

Let's go. I appreciate you, man. up, you know, came in here podcast. Vitalea X. Dalia. Yeah, run that up. Vitaly X. Delia, only fans. Yeah. Some fucking wild.

Oh, shit. Sorry, I went out. You fucking almost throw it in the fucking mic. All right. We're out of here. I love you guys. Thank you guys so much. You're watching.

That was dope. That was a great entre. Sick. There we go. People wanted this one. Straight up. You have you actually ask about me? Yeah.

That's awesome, man. Yeah, they did. What are you going to title? You already have the title? Be original, don't do the downfall of Italian. This is the first time. I mean, it's literally the first time we actually talked. It's so funny how people took, really.

No, I saw you at Full Sand Party, bro. On the balcony, I was still, I was fucked up. I was talking to you. We had a moment on the balcony. In Studio City? At Full Sand's house, that red all beat up mansion. Like it was old style, it's still a mansion, but you know what I mean?

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