RAWTALK - What it's like working with Bradley Martyn and Stevewilldoit

Episode Date: December 28, 2021

Come take a look on the other side of the lens with Bradley's videographer & editor Jacob Bonilla. They zoom in and out of the stories and memories they made working together for 1 year. They focused on the highs and lows of their many adventures to Bahamas, Miami, Cabo, Cancun and so much more. Press play to join the wild ride...SUBSCRIBE HERE: https://www.youtube.com/c/REALRAWTALK?sub_confirmation=1LISTEN ON APPLE PODCASTS: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/rawtalk/id1294154339FOLLOW RAWTALK PODCAST:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/getrawtalkTIKTOK | https://vm.TikTok.com/TTPdQbEqVX/FOLLOW BRADLEY:INSTAGRAM | https://instagram.com/bradleymartynSUBSCRIBE TO RAWTALK PODCAST CLIPS: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvzSBNBOK599FqzrTZS8ScQ/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO LIFE OF BRADLEY MARTYN: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWTQG2aMDYKGDqYEGqJb1FA/?sub_confirmation=1SUBSCRIBE TO FITNESS CHANNEL: https://www.youtube.com/bradleymartynonline?sub_confirmation=1RAWGEAR: https://www.rawgear.com (CODE:RAW)

Yeah, dude. Like Inception. We got this idiot on the podcast. Yeah, we're crossing. We're not supposed to cross cams. Oh, this is vlog. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So, first of all, making some tea.

We're gonna do some lightning. Eat more ass. Listen, man, our production value is not that great, okay? We're working on the production value. We're doing a podcast with my shitty videographer, Jacob. Yo. You know, because first and foremost, you know, I think videographers, you know, they don't get enough love,

without the videographers and editors, none of the shit would be a fucking video. Like, they wouldn't be a fucking video. be a video like because I'm not doing that shit no way I can't I'm not good at we got to tell some stories about our Miami trips our Cabo trips I have Cancun Bahamas bro it's been fucking crazy and because we stayed at steves for like 30 days we did we'll talk about it yeah we'll get on the podcast we'll do it very important don't let BAM out eat more ass very very essential whoa you

don't do this shit anymore my boy's gone so be that fuck Christmas no I don't have a guest here today. Um, a lot of you have no idea what's so fucking ever who this person is. But, um, I think, uh, it's important to say that without the special people behind the cameras, Jacob's one of them, Sylvie's one of them. Shout out Chris. He's not here. He's back home in Jersey. Um, without the dope people behind the camera, you guys wouldn't see the content that you see of me. You wouldn't see videos. You wouldn't, you know, you wouldn't have the nice edits. You wouldn't have the photos, all the cool shit. Um, so I was just like, fuck it today, um, Before we go to Miami, I was like, y'all, I just want to have Jacob, my videographer.

Jacob O'Nea, that's his name. Some of you guys probably know, because you watch the videos, you know that he's behind the camera, like talking shit here and there. I don't really pop my head in there too much, but I talk shit behind the cameras. Yeah, you talk shit a little bit. It's good, though. It's a good dynamic. And I'm going to say, first and foremost, before we get into this, Jacob, Jacob's

out of all the video, and I've been doing this shit for, I mean, hopefully you guys know if you've been watching my shit for years, for like almost 10 fucking years on the internet and shit, maybe 11 making content. I know eight years shooting YouTube videos and Jake is probably the first videographer that I met that like kind of we kind of get each other a little bit on the creative level

and I know that's so important like just for you guys out here listening watching this before we get into this if you guys want to do something on social media like you need to find someone who is talented and someone who not only is talented but also cares about what they're doing

because I have to have like a good dynamic because like if I didn't like understand like the personality like at first it was really hard when we first started working together because I had no idea who I mean I kind of like watch your stuff want to hold on but it was like I don't know I did know you are I knew you were but like it's weird because when you start working with somebody you don't really know know them know them I'm on a personal level like now we get like you know like we fuck around we have like the same personality and like we just talk shit behind the camera you like

you know we just vibe off each other yeah so like understanding that like you guys can make better content that way for sure um I think it's funny too I mean why don't you tell the story when you first met me I think the story is hilarious the very very first time ever okay so we're throwing it back like way way way back so when i was a kid i was a super fat kid so i used to watch a lot of fitness stuff and obviously brad being a fitness influencer i used to watch all of his youtube videos way back in the day um and i went to his gym with a couple of friends and i remember it was like the first time i'd ever met i had never met you in my life bro yeah i walk into his gym and like you know when you're a fan

I'm kind of fan-boying, and I see Brad outside the gym. I go in there, and I'm like, hey, bro, because I wanted to do YouTube when I was a kid. So I went in there, I'm like, yo, dude, like, can ask you a super quick question. Like, I know that you're a YouTuber. How do you stay consistent? And, like, how do you stand out? And he didn't even say anything to me. He just, bro, I, shit you not.

Bro, you just stared straight at me. And he just was like, didn't say a word. And I was like, okay. Like, I look at my friends. I find this hard to believe. I swear to God, bro. I can't make this shit up. I literally cannot make this shit up.

And so, like, I go up to me, he doesn't, he doesn't answer me. So I look at my friends. I'm like, okay, whatever. I'm just going to go work out. Did I have my headphones in? No, dude. Wow. You were just sitting on your phone, like how you do now.

Oh, I must have been on the phone. And I think you were just in a shitty mood, bro. Maybe. Maybe. Maybe. I don't know. Anyway, so I go to work out. I come back and I'm, like, walking out the door.

And then Brad, like, waves me over. Like, I'm about to walk out the door. And he's like, all right. you know, I think he felt bad maybe because you were being a dick to me. Yeah, I have no idea. But it was funny. It was hilarious. There's definitely certain times when I'm like, you know, I mean, now you see it because

now you're on the other side. Yeah, because like, I didn't know. Right, right. And when you're a kid, you're just like, I just want to go talk to this guy. Of course, of course. Now you have a different perspective because you've seen both sides of it. Yeah, because you'll be like working or doing something. So I know that I guarantee I know that I was, because I've done this many times

where like I'm doing something. I'll tell someone like, yo, give me a minute or give me a second. And then I'll go get him later. And I'll be like, I'll do the same thing. We'll, like, I'll see them on the way out. And I'll be like, go, before you dip, like, let me get a. Yeah, let me talk to you real quick. Yeah, like, before we keep talking about this, tell them what I said, what you talked about with me.

Oh, I said, how do you like stand out? Anyway, like, he grabbed me over by the time I was leaving, but we ended up having a conversation. And I remember I was like, how do you stand out from like everyone else? Like, how can I do YouTube? And he was like, well, the fact that you have to ask you, that question says a lot. And I remember that. And I never forgot that. Like, I remember from that moment and I wanted to do YouTube videos, I kind of just like,

I put my camera down for a solid two years and I didn't even pick it up because it hit me in my head so hard. I was like, damn, why do I actually want to make YouTube videos? And it was at the time, it was I just wanted to get famous. And I told you that. And I was like, oh, I just want to entertain people and like, you know, get famous. And he was like, oh, well, that's not a good enough reason. And it was just like, it knocked me so off guard that I just didn't even know what to say.

Yeah. But after that, like, you. but after that like you kind of like really talked about like the true meaning of making content or doing things and having a purpose and I was like oh shit even though I put down my camera for two years I'm in a position now where I can like you know create stuff for like bigger YouTubers which is dope like the fact that we're working together is pretty dope so yeah it's just an interesting story like how it all comes for a circle and I have I've had this conversation just people listening I've had this conversation with so many kids like not just you like this same

exact thing where they're like yo I want to do social media and like I'm like why I've had this conversations you know you've even been there what I've had conversations and people like you'll call me over you're like hey Jacob how many times if I got asked this question yeah and even that's it's funny because it's the first time we met and and here's the truth guys it's if someone goes and if you're if this is your mentality it's not enough to be like oh I just want to be famous or I just want to make money on the internet and and like it looks cool like yes I understand that it looks cool like it looks fun it looks and it is it is really fun it's still a lot of work at times but the thing is this if you go into something and like your sole focus is like I just want to

be famous or I just want to make money, you're already starting off on like a really bad foot, bad foot. It's not a good foot. Because the thing that I was trying to get to you and the thing that I tell every kid who asked me the same question is like, it has to be more than just I want to because someone else is doing it or because I want to be proper. Like you have to have a meaning behind why you're doing it. Yeah, because then it'll take you further.

Like if you're just chasing like, you know, cosmetic things or materialistic things, it's like that only takes you so far, dude. Yeah, I mean, it's just, but it's as simple as this. Like, if you were like, the reason why I want to do this and is something you could draw directly to yourself that it really means something to you beyond just like making money or being famous because that's at some point that means absolutely nothing right like the true meaning like for me is very direct I want to be a father figure for people because I grew up without a father figure right and then when I started realizing oh shit this is actually happening because

of the type of content or the types of conversation that I would have that's when I was like whoa this is I love this and and I just I'm trying to tell you guys who are starting up or who are doing this you don't always know right away right and that's why I always tell people like just start doing things you think you enjoy things you're passionate about things when you do you're like yo I really love this and that's the message I always try to tell anyone because if you come at something straight up and you're just like I just want to make money and like again I just want to be famous and there's no reason why there has to be a deeper reason why like everyone wants the same thing everyone wants money everyone wants happiness everyone wants to do the same

shit but it's like why is it important to you and I always ask the same question people will go well I want to entertain people right and I'll say why and they'll be like because I like to make people laugh and I'm like why and they'll be like oh I don't I don't know they don't really know they don't really know so it's like did you pick something because you just thought oh it looks cool and listen there's nothing wrong with that right but to get to a certain level where like most people I feel like they want to attain that level you have it has to really mean something like like I said for me I could say this is exactly why and I didn't realize it right away and I was just kind of doing stuff that like I said and I'm telling you guys and encouraging you guys I did things

right away that I just enjoy and I felt fulfilled doing and then I was like over time people were like oh I like this I like when you talk about this I like when you and then I said like I got this like feedback right but it's it's I'm just saying don't go into something being like I want money I want fame yeah because I always got to have a reason yeah like I always like talked about it like any of my friends or family like I always say like whenever you meet someone just be genuine like be yourself man like do your own thing you know because you can only you can only fake being genuine for so long yeah and like chasing like materialistic things and like just wanting to be famous it just it won't work so just like if you if you chase a true purpose and just be a genuine person like

i think that'll take you further because then you can actually sustain that you can't be like fake and and follow that for like no there's no way dude you're not going to get to that to a level where you want to be like really good at something i mean it's superficial it's like yeah it's just not possible if you're if you're basing your actions off of like something that you think people want because you see it being successful for someone else, then it's not, your intentions aren't true and why you do it. They're just like, oh, it works for him. It can work for me. I'll copy this format, right? There's like carbon copies of everyone, specifically now on the internet and social media in the fitness space. It's just, it's just carbon copy after carbon copy. And like, it is what it is.

It's okay. But the people who would truly genuinely stand out will always be the people who are like, this is who I am. And this is why I think, this is why this is why this matters to me. And this is what's important to me. And this is what makes me sad. And this is what makes me happy. And I truly believe in every industry Those are the people who are going to be truly successful Who are just more unapologetically themselves And who do it because like the thing they're doing It actually starts to mean something to them

Beyond just more money more fame So that's the thing I've always talked so many kids about I literally it's the most asked question that I get in person Yeah, no, I literally hear it every single pocket day Every time where the gym someone comes up with us I just think it's funny now your initial interaction with me was like It was like it was a dick to you Yeah

And now you're in a position where you see you're like Oh, I get it Yeah, it's actually kind of weird because I don't think a lot of people can actually say that. It's kind of funny how it works. It just fast forward like five, six years. Yeah. Now it's working out, so it's dope. What is it like working for me?

Just general. Be honest. I don't give a fuck. I just always be like. Well, when I first started, I thought, you know, I'm just going to give it a shot. I didn't know what to really expect because I kind of already like was doing videography on the side because I worked at a gym. And you got way better by like you were, you were good. when I first saw you and I was like his stuff's good but you got way better yeah it just comes

with time you know practice and doing so many videos bro we were doing yeah a lot of content like I don't know I know people probably don't really realize it but doing four videos a week like solo is so fucking hard dude yeah because like we were traveling and like we were going to miami we're going to cancun Bahamas which we'll get to in a second um but when I first started working with you was kind of weird it was like I didn't really know what to expect working with a YouTuber And I just work with, like, people, like, locally. But I remember the first day that we started working together, we shot a video with Noah back. And because I wasn't used to shooting videos, like, dude, I was not used to it at all.

So I'm, like, filming this video, and it's dope, one, to be with other YouTubers and other influencers that you see online. So they're having a conversation. You and Noah were having a conversation, and I'll never forget this shit. Because this was the first day I ever, like, really worked with you. So I had met you, but I'd never worked with you. So I'm filming this video and I'm, I'm like this, right? So the camera, I didn't know. They're talking and I'm so invested in this conversation that they're having

that I'm not moving the fucking camera. I'm literally just moving my eyes. Like you're focused on the conversation. Yeah, I'm like this, like moving, but I'm not moving. This is like the worst thing of videographer can do by the way. And then Brad was like, fuck, dude, this motherfucker is going to snap on me like the first like 30 minutes I know him. But I explained you why, right?

Yeah, because it was like, well, I mean, I get it. too it's kind of like teaching anything like if if someone does it once and you don't catch them in the beginning they're going to keep doing it yeah so it was like okay well I mean I kind of went home that day and I was like fuck do I really want to work with Brad like he like he kind of seems like an asshole yeah I love it and I was like well we'll see where it goes and then obviously fast forward to now it's it's been pretty do you think I'm an asshole sometimes yeah that's I mean working with you is like people don't really see the inside I mean you're not like a piece of shit dude you're not an asshole but you you're like you're just

you know if I do something wrong you're like hey bro you need to do this And then I'm like, okay, cool, you know. I think it's how it should be, though. Yeah, because people were like, if you keep telling me and not, like, if I keep fucking up and you're not telling me what I'm doing wrong, eventually it's going to be like, shit hits the fan and then I get resentful. And then you're going to get pissed. I've learned, I really think you're an asshole.

I've learned this the hard way in the past with other people where it's like, I didn't speak up. And this is just like, this is just in the simple videographer thing, but this could be like for people in relationships, anything. It's like, if you don't speak up sooner than later, like, that's when shit breaks. Yeah. Because you're like, you kind of letting it go. you're like catch it early and just address it because obviously at the same time for me is like

I don't want to waste my time just as much as I don't want to waste your time. I want to make sure we're able to like really succeed at this and because I've been through so many different situations where it's like you know prior to Jacob I had someone that was like you know I thought was the guy and I spent a ton of time invested a ton of time and like you know teaching the person how it should be what's right or what's wrong and then it was it was too much for them right and it's and I didn't get it this stuff is not for everyone yeah because it's a fucking grind man like when we started doing those those um miami trips like it was insane and i was actually talking to sylby about this i was like i was telling him i was like you were filming and editing four videos a week yeah

that's fucking absurd the amount of like and because here's a difference back in a day years ago if you guys saw my videos i had people who filmed for me and they just really didn't put much effort into the editing and and and i you know kevin he knew that i talked him about and he did a certain amount And he's like, hey, this is the most I can do just because of the time. It was like, it was also kind of the style at the time. I remember, yeah, at the time, like, I remember watching your OG videos. And like, it was basically just point and shoot and then just upload that shit to YouTube. Yeah.

No, no, straight up, bro. And it's crazy because part of me is like, fuck, man. I wish, because like kind of editing you first came with, not first, but like I would say maybe five months in, you kind of hit a good editing stride. It was like, damn, if I had that five years ago, my channel would have been way very, because it was way more YouTube content like edits and like funny and like the the creative behind just like clipping clips together so it's like I knew I was not trying to keep going down that road because I had gone down that road so many times that's why I was so quick to be like oh yeah you know check it yeah but yeah man you were doing so much work and I was talking to

sylby I was like I did that shit on purpose no way yeah because I wanted to see what you were capable of even when it was hard as fucked up man it is it is I want to see what you're capable of even it was like way too much work and I wanted to see how you would react when it was way too much work yeah it was pretty it's a little fucked up yeah it was kind of but I needed to know that because then it's like because like if you can know where someone is this has this is some business if I'm not saying you got to treat people like shit I was not treating him like shit but it was like so much work where he probably needed a day off here there and we just kept going so it was like I remember there was a point where like I was like I was

like working so much that I was it was okay imagine because we'd shoot every day because I'm to go back to like like on me like as a regular person like you you've never done any youtube you've never done shit this is relating to a lot of people because people just work like normal jobs and like a nine to five which is totally fine and i was working at a gym right so i was working at a gym just working front desk so from going from working there like four to five days a week you know like six to eight hour shifts going to like seven days a week no days off like i was working around the clock imagine you like we were uploading monday wednesday friday so it was constantly filming editing filming editing and like twice twice on wednesday yeah dude so i wasn't

monday wednesday friday twice on wednesday because i remember when tuesdays would come around i'd be like holy shit i want to die because it was like so much work dude yeah i'm telling you it's a little fucked up but i like i said i did on purpose because it was important for me to know how you would react when it was like so much work like if you would still give it the right amount of care that at least i was looking for and you still did because like it's important to know what someone can do shout out at a roll which is fucking crazy by the way like when did you get on that well it was like when it started to get really hard when we started going to miami yeah because we hadn't had traveled at that time

we were just kind of like doing like shit here locally and i was like okay this is fine three videos a week and then you up to four i was like okay this is kind of a lot and you're like all right dude we're going to miami and i remember like you told me when we were going to live with steve yeah when we lived with steve yeah we were at steve's house for a solid like four weeks bro I think what it felt four weeks felt like fucking six months. Yeah, because this was at the time, it was at the time that where we were going and we were doing the trips, the gambling trips.

So imagine with Steve and Steve, this is like Steve's also like massive come up. Like outside of his initial come up, his massive come up because he's making all this extra money. He's able to like do all these crazy giveaways and give away all this crazy shit to people. So his videos were getting crazy, like literally day by day he was doing the craziest shit.

So we were filming content. We were working. working out we're working out with steve we're going to film like uh these trips and uh it was just fucking insane man like it was insane because i remember like we had been making videos but we had never traveled so imagine like you had two three days notice where your boss is like hey bro we're going to miami for 30 days pack your shit yeah i was like sick dude let's do it so i packed my bag and we flew straight to Miami and like when we first got there I didn't I didn't know Steve I didn't know his team I didn't know like you know Stiney I'm sure you guys know who stiney is he's been on here

before but like going from that to like Miami I'd never even traveled in my life and so you guys know his perspective we were going we were in Miami staying at his spot for like a month month in a week or something and then we would travel every weekend to Cabo or cancun because that's we were actually able to do the gambling yeah so um we went to Miami like we kind of like chilled and like he said like we would go like i think the first trip we ever did was to cancun yeah and yeah and so it was kind of crazy because you don't really realize it in the moment but now that i look back at it like we were blowing money bro yeah like i was blowing money yeah brad was blowing money steve was blowing money because you know i'm fucking but steve was making

so i was i was making decent money too i was making good money too yeah yeah and like that cancun trip or was it cobo yeah oh it it was i mean it was every time was yeah so i remember the first time we went but like we got like this huge fucking Waldorf mansion oh yeah I spent I spent what was that you remember you remember she wasn't working Natalie wasn't working okay fuck so and just so you guys know I want you guys to understand this I pay for half of this shit okay I know everyone likes to joke about Steve and I don't pay for shit I literally got invoices from Steve's fucking mother here's the price here's half of the fucking sweet where I'm not I'm going over there I'm not making as much as Steve it's fine I don't care it's just fun overall but like it was good for the content it was amazing

It was amazing. But I just remember the jokes were so funny. And people like, I don't know, people actually think I'm a cheap motherfucker. But, like, I was legit spending half these bills. Like, I think that Waldorf Astoria, the first time we went, that shit was like $4,000 for how many nights were we there? I don't know. Two nights. And we took a fucking private jet there.

Yeah, and I paid for that private jet. Okay, the first private jet I didn't pay for. Oh, okay. First private jet I didn't pay for. But that was the dopest private jet I've been on. Yeah, like I've never, I'd never been on a private jet in my entire life. That was cool. And I remember we flew there.

Like there was like snacks and shit on the on the fucking jet dude. I was like holy hell. That was fun. We didn't even have to go through like any security. Like I've never been through not having to go through like all that security check like a commercial thing. We definitely done a lot of shit like you probably wouldn't have done and in the same time frame. Yeah. It's pretty gnarly because like we really did.

Steve was like you said, Steve was already big. But when we started doing the gambling thing, it was like a huge step up. Yeah. Well, it was just the amount of money that he was. able to make that it's like it allowed him to do extreme fucking content like extreme giveaway shit yeah and like like the dude was fucking blowing money he was giving away so much money it was insane it was dope and I remember the second time we went we came back to Miami so like like I said we would go to to like these gambling trips on the weekend and then we come back Miami would be

basically home base and then we kind of like chill throughout the week and like work out and stuff and then on the second time I think he went it was Cabo or Cancun this time but that's when Steve made that video where we got we got on this private jet guys like i thought the private jet's already alone like 13 14000 dollars yeah we get on this we get on there and there's like a bunch of girls with us we have alcohol oh my and it was so sick and so like i'm just chilling there just hot bitches everywhere my pussy ass i'm just sitting in the corner and then yeah and then he starts buying them jewelry yeah and that was insane i was like bro you just spent like 14k like which is literally a

car yeah one way on the airplane and then started buying them jewelry i was like like 10 15 000 8 000 he bought you something he bought me a 14 000 bracelet and that was insane yeah he's i mean he's a madman like steve the amount of money that he made and gave away is insane like this dude was literally making as match money as he was like giving away yeah it was it was gnarly and i think we both met six nine too yeah the first time you ever met you ever met dany was it was that the one oh that was that when the girls came was it that time i don't know if there's one the girls He's done so much shit. I don't even remember.

Yeah, but one of the trips Danny had come on in Mexico. And it was either, yeah, I think it was in Mexico or I don't know, I don't sure. Cancun is in Mexico. So we always went to Mexico. What were your first impressions of him? Danny? Yeah. I mean, he's just a normal dude.

Yeah, he's just like, you know, dark humor like us, dirty humor. Because, like, I feel like a lot of people don't really get to, like, talk about Danny like that, like on a personal level. He seems like super cool dude. Yeah, I mean, obviously the guy's been through a bunch of shit. Yeah. You know, um, I don't, I don't know, details. about all the shit he's done or all the shit he's been through but i mean he's like a fucking decent nice of it he nice dude for sure yeah i mean it wasn't it wasn't shitty what about you

what do you think well i mean six nine bro i mean he's cool as hell i mean because we've kicked it with him and like was the first time we were at his house right working out that's the first time that was the first time yeah we met him at his house his house is big as fuck and then we he also came with us to like bahamas and cancun or cabo or some shit but i'll never forget when we were walking from a bar do you remember this what we were we're at a bar with Danny. Finish the story. Okay.

So we walk into a bar with Danny and no one had noticed that like it was Steve and Danny like and also you. All of us combined was like it's such, there's a lot of attention. Yeah. Towards us. So we get off of like this like van that we were in. It was because they don't really have Uber's in Mexico. This was Cabo.

Yeah. And so we get off of this like Uber van thing. Oh my God. Yeah. And so we get into this bar. No one really notices that it's that it's Danny and it's you and Steve. So like no one, we don't really have that much attention. we had a few people come up to us to take pictures and stuff

but we get into this bar and as soon as like word got that we were there there was so many people I've never seen so many people or been like bombarded by people I think they love him in Mexico yeah they love him dude and we got out that bar do you remember like we just got like yeah it was a ton of people I've never seen so many people like people surrounding like a Disneyland parade of Disneyland and I remember we were walking back from the bar to get into the van and they just like swarmed the van like it was like fucking Justin Bieber you couldn't even drive like they would just literally if you can think of I don't know if you like just like a ton of people just

crowding around this van where you couldn't even drive like if you went forward like you're running someone over yeah like six people over so it's got to be like probably like one of the most insane things that I've ever yeah that was fun yeah it was so is there anything else crazy there or anything I wonder if there's anything I don't know about that like you that was crazy um well like I said you gave me like a three days notice to go to Miami yeah so it was kind of weird um and I didn't know Steve I didn't know Steinie I didn't even know you that well I knew we had like a pretty good like bond, but I didn't really know you that well. So going from, you know, just working at a gym to go into Miami and like working seven days a week and then creating all that content, it was like me not sleeping combined with not knowing anybody and being in a city that I've never been to in my life.

Yeah. I was like we would film during the day, but at nighttime it was really hard because like you guys would like go do your own thing and I'd be just fucking editing away. Yeah. But like dude, I was like going through it for a second. It was so hard. Because I had to like take Adderall not sleeping and I wasn't working out. It was just fucking hard for me. To like get used to get used to that amount of like work was really, really, really tough.

But I just like, I thugged out. Do you think, do you think it made you better? Yeah, for sure. I think testing yourself, you know, putting yourself in like those positions where you're working really hard and you don't think you can keep going. Yeah. But you continue to do it. Then the next time you get to that position, it'll be way easier and you can even push yourself. even past that way yeah or even when it's not that exact high high level of work like then

if it's less work like now it's not as much yeah traveling as much it's not as much videos it's way easier now dude and that's what i'm saying so it made everything else everything that i do now is like easy as fuck it's super easy and that's my point that's the point i was trying to make earlier which again like it's not for everyone like some people break from this shit and some people just can't sustain it can't do it it's not for them and that's fine but i wanted to know i was like is this can this guy really do it and then now it's like you know it's like it's cool to hear it's cool to see like the learning curve it's like you fucking did it at the highest level like pulling your fucking hair out and now it's like chill

and it's now it's fucking easy which is like then you can be better at actually like you could be better at making all the content yeah and you could you could be more creative and all that's so i just think i don't know it's i think it's important to like even for myself not just obviously people that work for me or work with me or whatever i i remember early on in my career just anything i remember just not i mean i still kind of know life everything and just nonstop work but I just always been I've always had that kind of mentality

which is like I just love this shit I love what I do I love working I love trying to challenge myself I love trying to get better I know you love working bro we work seven days a fucking week right now like Natalie Natalie shaking your head

and then he complains about people are stupid that work over the weekends makes no sense why would you work why would you not work guys Bradley made me work on Christmas day no no no you're only there for like two hours you made me work but did I make you work did I make you work Christmas Eve

no no See? It's fine. And I only had you come in for like two hours Christmas Day. Yeah, you're right. Yeah. I love it. I love my favorite thing in the world, like one day of the year working out is Christmas

Day. That's why I did it because I knew that you never. Wait, wait, pause. Why is that your favorite day to work out? You told me. Yeah. I mean, I don't really, fuck. Okay.

Is that just some bullshit, dude? No, I just don't want to get emotional. I'll tell you why. The reason is because, like, for me, you know, I lost my father when I was young. You know this. Did people watch his podcast? hopefully you've heard the story um and you know for many many years growing up obviously i didn't have a dad you know at christmas and uh fuck oh i hate telling the truth sometimes um but but it's necessary

so i would like doing that made me i don't know allowing me to be in the just just you know me in general man like the gym for me is my place of fucking is my place of worship it's a place that like makes me feel good if like I could tell you shit up and I know you've seen this if I'm not consistently training I just like I lose my fucking mind like I'm just not motivated I'm not happy and the the gym for me on that day specifically I remember when I was younger I was able to go in very early before like they would close like I think the 24 back in my hometown like closed that like maybe noon on Christmas or something like that or 11 and just having that that community you know there's other guys that I worked out with

even on that day always meant so much to me because for me it's like it's it's a father figure thing it's like not having those people in my life and wanting those people on specific days and occasions you know it was like when i was when i was graduating from high school i remember being like damn like seeing kids and their dad being like what the fuck like i don't have this shit and they that days like that or big days when it's like you know prom and stuff like that i would think about my dad a lot christmas and and obviously his birthday but those were the big days throughout the week, excuse me, throughout the year that, like, it would be more, it'd be way more present in my life.

Yeah, well, it just, like, affects you a lot more. Yeah. So, like, mentally, like, it's just, like, you think about that. Exactly. So Christmas was a time that, like, okay, I'm going to go to the gym and I always made that the first thing I did in the morning. Because, obviously, I didn't have a father to celebrate it with. Obviously, I have my mom, and she's amazing and she's, you know, a, you know, incredible

person. I'm not taking anything away from her, but it was just different. I just didn't have that fatherly figure. So the gym always became, like, my community. for that so for me now fast forward it's like I have my own gym with my own fucking key I was like why would I not train in the morning it's my absolute favorite time of the year to train and then I also know most gyms are closed on Christmas and I also know a lot of other people I don't know if they're directly feeling the same exact thing that I'm feeling or have the same issues obviously not

we all have different things but I think I don't know it's just such a special day to train like also for people whether it's a problem or not in their life like people just like to work out before they eat a bunch of shitty food just like you know Thanksgiving and stuff and I just know it's like for me it's like why would I not have this day and if it's the day that I can like I got social media and I could say everyone come for free and let it be because like every day on Christmas now for I think since the gym's been open except maybe the first year um I don't know why we didn't actually I think we did do it on the first year every day since the gym's been open it's been free so anyone could come on Christmas and work out for free so again it's just a personal

thing it was just for me it was a place of community the gym was that place for me yeah so like Do you think that like, I don't know if this is like too personal to ask you, but like, do you think that when like super traumatic things like losing a father, let's just say like something really bad happens to you life? Do you think that teaches you like the biggest lessons in life? Like what have you like learned from that? Yeah, man. I mean, it's like to answer that question, the answer is yes, 100% right? Think about everything in your life. Think about the biggest moments in your life. Think about the smallest moments in your life, right? What do you remember and what do you notice the most? It's not always the biggest thing, right? It's the thing that you feel the most. Like the emotional attachment. Exactly.

It's all about the emotional. So things that are very trying on your heart, whether it be like a relationship, losing a girlfriend, like, you know, not being able to, you know, make something work out with a woman or whatever, your sexual preferences, I don't know. But my point is like an intimate relationship, if you can't make it work out, and let's say you spent years trying to make it work out, those moments, right, losing a family member, losing someone, like, losing someone, like, you know, massively failing at something, let's say, like, in your career that you're super passionate

about and you super love and it's like you fail and you fail. Like, I'm not saying that, you know, other moments don't count, but those are the moments in your life that truly shape you. Like, think of all the moments you've had that were not moments like that. It's like you don't even fucking remember that. You can't even be like, oh, that, you're like, that day, every time anyone recollects something, they're like, oh, it was a big. was something that affected their their heart yeah it was an emotional it's always like the biggest

things that affect you like it's usually like the negative things too and i always like try to tell myself whenever there's like a negative thing that happens to me or something really tragic happens in my life i always try to keep it in the back of my head i'm like just know that you're probably and you will learn some of the biggest lessons in your life yeah you'll take it you'll take like a lot away from that rather than if you're always winning like i that's it i don't always want to win bro like i want to fail you have to if i didn't fail you would never like learn anything new yeah no i mean some people naturally can like learn without failing right but everyone you get to a point where it's like it's that it's truly it's just this right it's grit it's like learning okay

this shit didn't work out and then you you you learn like okay do i am i do i have enough grit that like this really matters to me enough that despite how bad it felt failing at this i still wanted enough to keep going that's the difference yeah that's the difference with everything it's It's like, if you learn and you realize through an experience it, oh, man, I love this so much, but this beat me down, this fucked me up, this made me feel like this, and you keep going, that means you really want it. And I guarantee you, you're going to get it. But if you go, this shit, beat me down, this may you feel like shit, fuck this. I don't want to do this anymore. It hurt me too much.

You don't really want that. No, I mean, some people are that. Some people, they avoid that. They avoid that feeling. And that's okay, maybe they're not ready to attack that feeling that way. But I promise you guys this The things that are like I mean I'm a great example of it man

Like the thing that could have changed my life drastically In a different direction Which at times was affecting me very negatively And has affected me very negatively Still I have moments in my life in and out of it But like the feeling of depression If am I good enough And I relate it all to that

But there's so many more things now Because I've I've allowed that to make me better Instead of make me worse And that's the real thing here where it's like because you let that you let all that like that negativity and all that like sorrow kind of just feel which feel what you do now yeah you know like you you make these youtube videos because you have a deeper purpose and like you do all these like positive things because you you felt that negativity in your life yeah you know that's something really tragic

happening yeah dope I mean it's fucked but it's like it's like it's like good and a bad thing at the same time no I think it's awesome man like my mom I pack of these conversations with my mom and she was like you know if it could be different like would you have it like absolutely not. I wouldn't change anything about my childhood. I wouldn't change any of the moments I went through because then I would have less of a story to tell. I had a less to give to people like right now talking. I wouldn't be able to say any

of this shit if I didn't go through that negative shit where I was like thinking about killing myself, thinking about depression all the time, thinking about why are we alive? What's the point of life? Why did my dad die? What did he not love me? Am I not good enough? All these thoughts that I had growing up that it's like

if I didn't go through that and I didn't and obviously like people go through that and they don't make it out to the other side but if I didn't make it out I wouldn't even be here to say any of this I wouldn't have anything to fucking share there be no substance it'd be no real value just be that's got to keep going that's the key that is the key right because the other way is the other choice is you let it destroy you and put you down a darker path and you start to say well this is happening to be because that happened to me and that's that's I would say in a lot of cases the more common reaction is like people will undermine themselves because of their past

experiences and just be like well I went through this so like my life's like this now And it's like that's true, but you do have the power to start moving forward differently. Yeah. And people forget that. And like I truly like believe to like as far as like the path that you decide to go down in life. I think it really boils down to like if you have to like manifest things. I think like writing things down and like creating like a plan to get where you want to be because like when I first before I started working here, I remember I was like super depressed lost and I would like I was like what do I actually truly want. And like I would write it down.

Like I didn't know what I was doing like I would just like journal writing you didn't know how you were going to get there No and like I would just manifest it so like I would write down like hey like I want to get like I want to I want to build a videography like some clients for videography like I want to quit the job that I'm currently working I want to make this amount of money and I want to this is where I want to be in the next like five years and to look back from the beginning year to now because it's literally December now and I think February of March it's been what a year something like that like 10 months yeah yeah almost a year almost here already holy fuck dude i feel like it's been like three years yeah dude youtube is like dog years yeah it's insane it's dope but like i said but um writing things down and like manifesting them like i look back at all the things that i wrote down and i accomplished all of those things yeah here's a deal shout on natalie by the way she gave me a christmas

gift and i it's you're exactly right about this like one of the christmas gifts she gave me besides a blender uh for for juicing which i i i'm probably never going to use i'm going to have to make her do it for me i didn't know she knew that yet but and she's also going to have to clean I'm sorry Natalie I love you um you just gave yourself more work that's fine um she gave me a a journal with like some cool stuff in it but you are absolutely right and I after this podcast I'm actually going to go write down some stuff but I want to tell you guys a story everyone listening I my mom sent me some shit and I and this is this is very early on in my life I was like I don't know 11 years old or eight years

ago was that dude I fucking fucking 80 years ago no I'm 32 so So this is when I was like eight or I don't know if I was like six or five or I was like a baby dude like she sent me a text message with all these pictures of a journal like she just bought me a journal and I could I I should find these. I'll have my mom text and maybe we'll pop them up on the screen and uh my not my mom we'll have Natalie pop up on the screen my mom sent me these right and uh I'm reading these bitches and I swear to God listen to this exactly these bitches exactly what you said this this blew my mind though. dude she sent this shit to me i swear to god this fucking thing said i am gonna like i was talking about making money and have a house with a pool and have two pit bulls and all this shit like and i was even to like a house weird dude because i don't think people realize the power of writing things down yes and manifesting it's about manifesting it's but writing it down then believing it and wanting it to be true it's the first step is just writing it down yes and i'll get it more into manifestation

talking to set guys and what i've done to practice that and i'll talk to you about it too but um I'm telling you, when my mom sent this to me, I was like, holy fuck. I wrote this down as like a fucking six-year-old. And you have all this thing. And I had, oh, with like almost exactly, right? Like the house with the pool and the two pit bulls. I swear to God, it says two fucking pit bulls. Bro, I didn't get dogs till I was fucking 24, 25.

Yeah, that's like 20 plus years later. How the fuck I had exactly, not 20 plus years later. Now I have everything that I, every single thing that I ever wrote down, right? it is a real fucking thing i'm not kidding i swear to god i got to show this to you like it is it blew my mind i believe it too man but it's like how did i know that i wanted two pit bulls like two pit bulls that's a thing i think i literally have two people always say you got to be careful what you wish for yes that's a true thing dude because i if you say things out loud you're like let's just say oh i i i hate my life or i'm yeah i'm negative all the time or like i don't want to do these

things i don't like my job i'm tired i'm lazy then I don't think people realize the power of actually saying things out loud like you're manifesting your reality. That's a fact. Like you're saying things out what you say out loud is what is going to come back to you. If you continue to say it out loud,

it's like your mind already knows. Like it's one step ahead. No, I'm so weird. It sounds crazy. It sounds like like fucking alien shit. Like on some like voodoo shit. Hi people are like some hippie shit and people are like you're fucking down.

I swear to God this is the most real. Like the same thing music listen to do the information you can. continually feed yourself because what's happening in your mind is like if you're consciously being like man I suck at this or man I have anxiety I get anxiety all the time like I used to get anxiety all the time the less I started to tell myself like I'm anxious don't get it I don't get it as much the less I started to be like yo I have this I have that and I was had and the more I was speaking to myself like consciously because

here's a deal everything you do consciously and say right it's it's it's not just you know things aren't just happening really like there's a there's a hot girl right here with no clothes on it's not just appearing right it's not how it works guys but you wake up every day hot bitches hot bitches yeah yeah you need that you need that we'll talk about that in a bit too um but it's like it is so it becomes so tangible man it becomes so real and you're like everything that's ever happened in my life and like when i was at my worst moments i noticed my my language to myself like fuck conversation with anyone like my inner dialogue with myself where i'm like man i don't know if this is good i don't know if i'm good enough i don't know if i can

And it's like, then like, it started to affect my life exactly how I was speaking it. Yeah, it's, it's really strange how it works. And you know the fucking weird, I don't know if I ever told this story, but it was like a mushroom story. And did I ever tell this shit? It was the very first time I ever took mushrooms. Have I ever told you this on the podcast? No, I don't think so. Okay, so this, this is a, yeah, so listen, this is when I realized this so definitively.

And you guys can be like, oh, whatever, you're on mushrooms. But the cool thing about mushrooms is like the mushrooms don't make. you do they don't make your brain like perform functions that it was never able to perform they like unlock your brain in a sense of like your perspective and your perception of things existing in your life and happening in your mind and hearing through your ears and like text out like a real hippie right now no i'm just telling you the truth man it's the fact so it's like it's all you your perception like things will feel different or sound different or like they'll they'll hit you differently right but it's all happening to you this is all relevant to you regardless

of the mushrooms you're just like open to it you're aware of it right so anyways with that being said listen to the story i'm with my boy brandon shout up brandon um and we're it's the first time i took like 3.5 grams and it's a lot it's like get you fucked up mushrooms the only time i ever done mushrooms was like that chocolate shit that's a microdose that's nothing this is the kind of shit that that like yeah yeah you're not you're not doing stuff you're like you're maybe walking around like brandon to me was like my safe net you know because he he was supposed to do it yeah because i know that you're supposed to do it with someone that you're comfortable with yeah brandon was my guy yeah you do it alone in your room you're like

going to fucking yeah so listen so listen because yeah brandon was my guy and so we go to i just i'll talk to the story here so we took the mushrooms we're chilling but we go to islands it's like a burger spot right i'm sitting there and um the mushrooms are really hitting me now i'm like whoa like perceptions all off and it's the first time i've ever experienced this i'm like what the fuck i felt like the room was closing all this crazy shit and the guy comes up to me to oh he's like what do you want and i was looking at brand like i can't speak to this guy you got to order for me right I was such in a deep like that server was probably hey can take you order he's like what the fuck yeah no I was like I was like I was like this I was like speaking to him no I was like this I was like

I was like this I was on a table like I felt like what the fuck I felt like I felt like I was you like whisper to your friend yeah I said can you order for me that right now yeah I was like because I can't do this shit right now because I was like I literally like I can't do this my brain was like this is I can't deal with this I can't deal with another person right now so that's I was it's a lot of mushrooms anyways listen he orders for me and then at some point the food's not even there i'm like i got to go outside i'm getting fucking anxious right super anxious and i i go outside and he he ends up coming out like maybe five minutes later 10 and maybe he got his food and ate it he's like brad's probably good just needs to go sit outside

and um i'm like sitting i'm like dude i just feel really fucking anxious this is like i i hate this like i'm and i and as i was saying these things i just felt it more and more and more Oh, dude, that sucks. He gets stuck in a fucking hole. You're like, please make it stop. And so he goes, I swear to God. He goes, no, you'll be good, watch. We'll go get drinks at this.

Like, it was like a little like quickie mart thing right across street. So we go across street, I swear to God, like, fucking, like the difference of like fucking fucking daylight and dark time. This is how clear this line was. Like fucking just put like black and white, just that straight ass line. The second he goes, no, dude, you're good. trust me drink this and I crack it open it's like and I drink it and I hear those words and I'm like drink it and I'm like yes is good and the second I said no the second I said good and I was

like damn this is good and I like thought like oh I feel good it was like imagine like the light just turned back on which is like a switch like a fucking switch where I was like holy fuck and then I realized it in that same moment I was like wait a minute if I say the word good. I start to feel better. If I feel, if I say bad or anxious, and I did it. shitty. And I said the same, I said at the same time, if I started to say bad, I'm going to feel bad. And I instantly started to feel bad. And I was like, holy fuck, this is, this is crazy. Either Brandon is Jesus Christ himself or you're telling yourself. Yeah, I'm a cycle bad. I don't know, man. But no, it was, it was that, it was that, it was, that, it was genuinely like that,

where the minute I said good, I started to feel good. And like, it's almost like my world brightened up and like my heart opened up and like so wild it was exactly it was that it was that apparent where's the mushrooms no we can't do that now we can't do that now but i'm telling you man like and so from that trip years ago i remember thinking like when i started research a little about mushrooms it was like wow if my my words are that powerful then i need to be aware of that whether or not i'm on mushrooms and i need to be aware of the words that i'm telling myself in my own head the conversations that i have with people i need to be more aware of those things because like it's affecting me You know, it's pretty wild, too, is that, like, people don't realize that they're in a negative mindset, too.

Like, you can, like, go every single day. You can go an entire year, maybe two years of just being in such a shitty mindset all the time, like, waking up in a bad mood. Until, like, you decide that you're like, I'm going to have a good day today. Like, you've ever had a shitty day? You've ever had a shitty day? And you're just like, oh, my God. Dude, this sucks ass. And you're like, you know what?

I'm going to work out or whatever the hell you decide to do, whatever your routine is. I'm going to go work out and I don't have a good day today. And after that, you have a great day. Yeah, well, it's the same thing. What the fuck, dude? It's like, you know, have you ever, you've been driving and you're like, you're like, fucking, you're mad. You're mad. You're having a bad day.

But no reason. And then like, you kind of road rage a little bit. And then like, someone cuts you off. You're like, fucking bitch. And you're like, you're, like, you're driving. And then like, you're turning and like, you cut too early and you like hit your tire and you fuck your rim up or something. And it's like, your day just gets worse and worse and worse. I swear to God, this is real.

This is a real thing. It's all. It's so hard to sometimes for people to just go like, all right, hold on a second. Just take a step back. take a breather exactly yeah that's what's important wake up every day like i i would practice these things like i said like when i got this job and the reason i really do honestly give all the like the credit to manifesting like why i got this job yeah because i wrote it down every day yeah and like i believed it but like listing things that you're grateful for is like the first start

that was like the first start to my day yeah i would always list like three things i'm grateful so what what practices and i'll talk about this too what practices do you have for manifestation and like what do you do to make it real on some hippie shit bro but this sounds weird but on some hippie shit like i would literally put on like music yeah like manifesting meditation that doesn't sound weird at all by the way but not music never i don't know i know but it was like meditation music so i'd like sit down and like put those headphones on and like it would be at a certain time a day so it'd always be really late at night like i would stay up until like two in the morning and then it'd be just like i because i couldn't sleep so i put on like headphones

put on some meditation music like a fucking weirdo if that's weird and then I'd write down things that I would just wanted to accomplish every single day so every day look like big things small things like during the day like it would just it would just be like at the end of the day every single day right before bed I would write down an entire like page just one full page every single day of things that you want to do tomorrow things that you want to do in five years or what what was it like it was like what I was feeling at that time what I wanted to accomplish and like and I would also say like affirmations like I'm positive or like I'm a genuine person.

Did you ever go back and read those things? Yeah. Or do it all the time. Yeah. I haven't been practicing it lately, which is like I've been kind of more in a negative mindset actually, which is kind of gnarly. And I, like, I didn't know why I was like in such a bad mood all the time until like I actually just realized it.

I actually just realized this like the other night. Yeah. So I started doing it again. And now I'm like this same time last year was when I kind of started doing it. Yeah. It's weird. It's crazy how she gave me that gift and I've been thinking about this for a while. And like I'm just, I'm just such like, I'm just going to keep.

working type person that like i do forget the little things that it's so well add up bro it's also like dude before i started all this shit that's what i did like before i was doing everything and it's like all the shit people see of me doing doing doing before i had anything i would write everything down and be like i i want to achieve this is what i want to get this is how i want to feel this is where i want to be and i used to do all that and i used to take inventory of that and like look at it and i just stopped when i got caught up with everything else i was doing they already had it all now you have all the things you ask for and you kind of get caught up in that a little bit a little bit and it said take a step back so for me it's like now yeah

now it's taking a step back and and trying to identify now more more of the things that I want than just like just more of what I already have you know different things kind of going off topic well kind of what's going to drugs yeah go go for what's the craziest drug you've ever done your entire life hmm because I'm sure people want to hear that I don't think you've ever talked about can we even talk about that yeah I don't go fuck um I have the craziest drug Or all of the drugs you've ever taken I mean I haven't done

Can we talk about that? I mean I've done Molly I've done cocaine once I didn't enjoy that Molly was crazy I took two different forms of Molly One time I took pure MDMA Which is amazing

And I fucked my girl at the time That was incredible I heard you're not supposed to do that Well I did it man I'm fucking playing fire with fire Because I've heard stories where if you take Molly It's never the same You have sex and it's the best sex you ever had

in your entire life And you never have sex like that ever again Have you ever had sex like that ever again? No but it didn't matter Fuck that didn't like ruin it at all I wouldn't ruin it at all I wouldn't recommend it I'm not saying going do it

And I took like what's it's like I guess at the time it was called like tweak Which is like What? Yeah it was it was you know what tweak is bro Yeah it was like tweaking dog Yeah no fucking well it wasn't any injectable It was an oral but it was a blend of like

MDMA with other drugs that like I didn't really I wasn't even I don't even know what it was. How old were you when you did that? I was 22, 23. Yeah, we all do stupid shit. Okay, it makes sense. I did it with, yeah, I did it with Brandon.

Bradley Martin. Shut up, Brandon. Well, it's like, it's not like, there was nothing to inject. It was just a blend of, because like, again, Pure MDMA is like, you could take it just by itself. Yeah, I've done that. It was a, it was a blend of ecstasy and something else that like, you, bro, it was in crazy. It was crazy. So I'll tell the story.

We go to, I think it was in Riverside. and we went to a girl talk concert have you even heard of that girl talk girl talk have you even heard of that TikTok no it's like it's like I have no idea what that is Google it if you guys I don't know it's like electric like it's like dubstep house electric type music I know about some like festivals yeah yeah so it's stuff like that and I've never gone to anything like this but my boys were like oh let's go to this and I remember we used to like bang it working out we listen to that shit working it's just like crazy like uplifting dubstep bro yeah it was dope and so I remember I took this stuff and I was like

I don't even know how to describe it. It was so it was like I was like super high and like really happy but then kind of antsy and like I don't know almost like Adderall like Adderall MBA. It's like a lot of caffeine like a ton of caffeine yeah because I remember like

me and Sylvie knows this shit me and Sylvie and like my other friends like we would we were all into like the house music and like I remember I seen the old video we would go to like what was a hard summer I almost went to EDC there was like all these other like I don't know fucking festivals but I remember like they had already tried Molly and I had just was it just pure MDMA pure MDMA but it was like

really strong like the guy that we got it from was like like a fucking really good Molly dealer bro but like I don't know apparently this shit hit differently and I had never tried it my life so I tried it for the first time and I everyone took the pill at the same time so we're all like in the middle of the crowd at this festival sun's going down we're like oh shit it's during the summertime so like it looks cool and everyone's like apparently if you take this fucking drug like it makes everything super euphoric and dope and I'm like okay so I it's the first time it's the first time I ever did this shit it was like I think in senior year of high school pop this Molly everyone takes up the same time because we

wanted to hit and we take it 15 20 minutes goes by and everyone's rolling their fucking ass off like their pupils are massive ever like and I know when someone's rolling like you start sweating you get kind of pale yeah and you get kind of yeah it's weird anyway everyone's fucking people's are massive i'm looking at everyone and i don't feel a goddamn thing so i'm like okay well i'm gonna go in the middle of the crowd i go in the middle of the crowd find a random dude that kind of looked like maybe he might sell pills gave him like i think it was like 20 or 40 bucks and i was like hey do you have any pills on you and he gave me like an orange pill and i didn't know what it was i took that one why would you

take it you know i was i took that pill and i was walking back to like my group like all my homies as I'm putting that pill like literally what do he say what it was he didn't even tell me I think he told me it was like I don't know what it was bro I'm pretty sure was like why would you take some you wouldn't know I don't know that's stupid guys don't do shit like that by the way yeah don't do this um but I was as I was especially nowadays like motherfuckers are yeah but hold on I gotta make sure motherfuckers are not dying do this shit because because like fentanyl and all and shit is crazy nowadays no that's a few years ago but as I was swallowing that second pill I felt that come up of the molly and I knew that I took extra

it sounds like. Yes, and I was like, holy shit, dude. And like my, like I felt like I was going to fucking levitate. I felt like I didn't know what. So what happened when the second pill hit? I blacked out. I don't remember. What was it? What was it? Was that Molly or was that I don't know, dude? I think it was ecstasy. I don't know what happened. But, but, but we're like, fucking roofie? Anyway, I don't know. Anyway. Your butt all hurt when you woke? No, dude, listen. Okay. Okay. So we're in the middle of the crowd and like to say, like, by then it was like dark and I didn't even like remember it getting dark. Like, that's how hard I was like rolling right and so that second pill must have hit me like in between but I

told my friends that I was going to come back and I was going to use the bathroom and I'm walking through the crowd and it felt like all the people were zombies just staring at me yeah and I was like what the fuck dude this is the worst shit in my life so I'm like walking out having oh you are too high yeah it was way too high so I'm walking by myself I sit on the grass and I just like knocked out I knocked down it was the greatest I was like like laying on the floor was like yo this grass feels so good. Classic, classic.

And I'm like, this is so dope and I like lay down. And then like, in between that time, like, one of my friends came and like woke me up.

Was Sylby there? He was there, but he wasn't the one that came and got me. Can I just say this? Wait, say what? Say it to the mic.

Say it to the mic over there. What you got to say? So we all took the thing, right? Closer to get closer to the mic. We all took the pill. Jacob sees this. He takes it. He doesn't wait 20 minutes.

He waits five minutes and goes, I don't feel shit. Oh, my god you're an idiot i wanted to i had phomo he leaves without saying anything to anybody comes back oh i just took another one we're like what the fuck i had foam so you me and my buddy nate are like dude he's like no i'm good we don't see him the rest of the night i call him after the festival is over dude i'm in my car i was sitting in my car dude i couldn't handle it i had phomo so moral of the story don't get fomo while you're at festivals with my fucking friends no no no

no no moral of the story is don't take random drugs from fucking drug dealers without a fear of missing out yeah okay so doesn't mean you double dose on fucking drugs and one you weren't even sure about like that guys don't do that don't do that so you learn your lesson you dummy fuck yeah it's pretty nerly so any going back to the drugs oh the tweak story well not though i mean did you tell the whole story kind of i mean i just remember being fucked up in there and like it was like it was just a weird experience flashing like i was it felt good but at the same time it was i was a little bit anxious yeah and the music's going fucking crazy it was i mean it's kind of too much yeah i'll tell you the story when i first uh the first and only

time I ever took a blow I've done my fair share so uh oh my god so and I do not recommend this to anyone this shit is tear I didn't like it I didn't like it at all um no my story is great dude I'm gonna tell this story like full I'm not gonna hold back so um I was with a buddy of mine I'm not gonna say his name just to protect them so this you know this is about to get juicy we're with two girls okay so we're with two girls um they're older both of them older one's blonde like bad bad as fuck bad we were like early early 20 it might be like 21 or something how old were they they had to be like 30 30 plus oh to one blonde one massive titty massive tittys one brunette one massive titty's both both both do I like tits or ass I'm an ass guy

me too yeah good to do sorry yeah no it's all good um so both these girls were like dimes bro like fucking like absolute rockets rockets 100 percent and uh i think i had been talking to one of them on the on like social media and then we ended up i think it was like i don't know if there's like new year or time it was some time where people were going out and partying and uh we spent like the whole night together doing like we went to some club and some bullshit but this is the part that's important then like they were doing the blow and now and and uh i i don't want to say the guy's name again and my buddy was like you want to try it he's like done it before like once or twice and i was like ah not really and then he did some

and they did some more and um we we end up going to their hotel room so like you're going to turn to some waffle wall street yes yeah yeah and uh it was a weird room so let me explain the room so you guys can understand how like actually funny this is it was a i think it was the i don't know if it was the standard on on hollywood boulevard uh down there on sunset no sunset it might I think it's called the standard. I don't even know what's called. It was like a hotel where the room was you walk in and like as you're walking straight, the bed is on this side and like a little bit of room.

And the bathroom is like you keep walking straight. Like you go this way in the room and the bed is here. But the bathroom is here. And where the bed is in the room is like down that way. But the bathroom where the shower is like glass. The fuck. Okay. Yeah.

Just remember that. So imagine the bed's here. So if you're sitting in the room, you're sitting in the room. you're sitting in the room on the couch on the on the on the on there's like a little couch chair area and then there's a bed in like the whole wall behind the bed is glass you could see right through it okay okay now

it sounds like a movie scene it is it is like a movie scene I wasn't aware of that okay because I didn't I was so focused on what was going on like over this way we were by this table they did the blow and then I ended up there like you want to do it and I did it off the girl's titty okay with a hundred dollar bill the only way to do it so I did it and I'll be honest I didn't at first I was like oh I like it and then like I would say like four minutes went in and I was like like like not even four minutes like maybe like two minutes like right away it felt good and after you're gonna and then like a couple minutes I was like well I feel really fucking anxious um like my heart rate I didn't like it okay so anyways I didn't do it again and it's a very like short live thing you have to kind of keep doing it yeah so anyways I'm with the girl and I'm talking to her they did it a few more times I ended up like getting her into the bathroom

I got to tell this story, man. Did you pipe? Yeah, so listen, but I didn't know. Got to see it through, my buddy. Of course, but that's the thing, man. You got to the end of the line, but remember the thing is clear. So we end up turning on the shower because I was like, we're owning a shower and then do it, right? I don't want to, I don't like doing it in the shower.

I'm saying, you guys, shower sex is terrible sex. Okay, it's fucking horrible. It's like two out of ten. But we were like out the whole night, so I was like, yo, let's shower because I knew I was kind of fucking stinky, right? So I was like, I don't want to like, you know, smelly dick this girl, you know? So it was like, I don't want to do her dirty like that. So I was like, let's shower. So we're like kissing and shit and showering and like, you know, the whole like four play type shit.

So it gets steamy, which again, I wasn't aware of any of this like the scene through. And anyways, it was a big enough shower. You know, they have like those little benches on the sides. Yeah, yeah. So it was kind of like a dope little shower. It was a dope shower. Yeah. And anyways, we get to doing it.

I don't even know how long it lasts it probably not that long because I was so excited this girl was like so hot to me and then you know we put all our stuff on and I go back in the room and like they're all staring at you there's only two people there's only two other people my boy and the girl that he was with and um and like they're chilling and they're you know we walk out and like they're like they're acting kind of weird yeah they're acting kind of weird they watched they saw the entire thing didn't they yeah it was like clear clear clear i think it was starting to get fogged up so like you couldn't see it fully fully but it was clear and i wasn't aware of the whole thing and then he told me later he's like yeah

that shit like you can see right it's kind of dope though at least so you know like your homie's like dafts you up yeah at least you like yeah it was it was amazing i really piped i remember after like trying to like i i couldn't i couldn't remember the number and i was like trying to do it again because like it was like good and i couldn't i never got never got it again but that was yeah that was my cocaine so which is the lame i mean fuck man don't do cocaine by the way that's just lame as fuck that's lame as shit oh let's talk about a going back to miami and like with steve what do you want to talk about what was the scariest moment oh fuck i have i have one the scariest moment yeah i don't know dude dude you don't

know dude you don't remember this shit what okay so was it was it with me what was the scare yeah we were all together dude it was you me stearney and steve and we were coming back from I think it was Bahamas, bro. Yes. Do you remember this shit? Okay, I'll just tell the fucking story. So we were in Bahamas for like three days from Friday to like Sunday. And we were with murder.

We were with six nine. Yeah. And it was all of us. We was like a whole group. So we had just finished like being there. We're going through Bahamas. It's so different out there too. Like we had to take like this little like boat like thing.

Okay. I know we're talking about now. Remember it was like super sketch. Anyway, so like we're coming back. on this little boat thing to go to this airstrip and then when we got to the airport the airport was so like weird dude it was like one conveyor belt it was like one door yeah it was a little island airport yeah it was like a little like tiny like island airport so like we're like going through um and then we we get to the airstrip and it's like these propeller planes bro

it's not like a jet this isn't like a normal plane it's like a propeller plane like they're like fucking sketch dude yeah for sure and so like it only like like you like You can you have to like literally like sit on different corners of this plane because if there's too much weight on one plane It's gonna be like fucking flying out of the air. These were really small it was like a Madagascar plane Yeah exactly old shitty Madagascar plane these were a little scary like it looked like it was no like built together with fucking duct tape A hundred percent these are the planes that people die on yeah that they're like yeah they were flying from here to there and they just crashed on the runway And so like keep in mind like we flew in there not on a propeller plane we've we got there in a boat we took a yacht yeah we did yeah so dumb why did we do that i don't know so stupid

anyway so we took a we took a yacht there and i didn't know what it was like flying into bahamas so we're leaving we get in this propeller plane it's me steve steamy and brad we we're like literally like about to shit bricks because stearney's like we look at steamy like have you done this before and he's like yeah it's really sketchy it makes me feel alive and i was like what do you fucking steamy's a little psychopath so we take off and it's like super Super like sketch. I feel like I'm in a paper airplane. And we like we're in the air and we're just cruising the entire way. And so keep in mind like Bahamas is a little island dude. So it's like just water below you. Yeah. If you crash, you're dying, bro. Like you're probably going to drown and die. So we're flying over like the ocean and everything smooth sailing until we kind of starts to get back into Miami. You remember the shit? Yeah. And so like we're literally in Florida and there's a huge rain cloud. Like you can't really escape it. Massive rain. It was a really big dark rain cloud because it always rains. Like you saw this bitch.

When you were in that little plane, you were like, we're like, me and Brad and Steve kind of just like, oh, look at each other. And we're like, are we going to fly through that fucking cloud? And then we started to go around it. And then he was like, he was like, the pilot started like flying around it. But then I think it was kind of like, I think he miscalculated it. But like we basically flew straight into this cloud. Yeah. We went around a big circle.

But then he started flying into it. No, no. No, so we go around and as we start to come back, because we had to fly out of the way of the airport to pass this big-ass rain cloud over like, over, it was just like marshland. Like if you went down there, if you didn't die from the crass,

you were dying from a crocodile. 100% you were getting eaten by a fucking crocodile. I remember looking at the march and being like, yo, if we crash, like it's game. You're dead. You're 100% dead. There's like no chance of living. There's no roads.

It's just all marsh. All marsh. So we do this big circle around. And then, yeah, because we're going to go. back to the actual airport in Miami and as you start to go back this motherfucker damn near drives right through it and the fucking plane is like shoot the plane like I told you it's like a fucking Madagascar plane so like we're all going and it's like roo roo we all look at each other

I'm like this with a camera in my head I'm like dude I'm gonna die like I'm dying today this is it I did for like five seconds I was like my heart's like like beating dude and I'm like holy fuck I'm trying not to be a pussy you know like just in there like really uncomfortably and I'm like holding the camera I'm like I'm gonna record this because if my mom and dad find this fucking footage you guys can replay this and this is how I died I literally my heart was like for five seconds I was like yo we're going to yeah we're going down we're going down yeah and then I was like fuck it because it came came yeah and like once we got through it like you would just like smooth again I was like holy shit I almost just yeah but how about I mean can we

tell this story the even sketchier story with the uh oh can we even tell that story with the guns and shit I don't think we can that's a little too yeah We'll say it out. We'll tell you guys after. Yeah, we'll tell you guys after. We actually can't tell this story. Where were we? Cabo?

What if we don't say names? Nah, that's too sketchy. It's way too sketchy. We'll put it this way. People pulled up on us with guns. I'll just say that. While we were in Mexico.

While we were in Mexico. In a hotel. In a hotel. It's pretty sick. Yeah, anyways, we can't tell that stuff. They're going to be like, fuck you, you motherfuckers. That was like crazy, crazy story, but we can't. That was actually one of the fucking scariest.

What is this? What the hell? Oh, that's current events. Oh, shit. Yo, let's talk about some current events. Instagram. I don't want to talk about. Okay, well, I guess we could talk about that.

Why? We'll have to cut it here and then continue. So, they just paused randomly, and we're like, let's go into current events. So there's a list of them. Well, you're going to have to cut that ugly-ass pause out. I know. I thought of keeping it. You guys are both sitting here, like, scratching your head.

Yeah, go ahead. Go ahead. No, so there's a couple current events. Okay. From the bike. One of them I thought was interesting is, obviously, it's been raining a lot. So Brazil has a deadly flood going on, and 18 people have already been found dead. And a lot of people are not in their homes, over 1,000 people.

So thousands of people. And I'm telling you, this flood is gnarly. I absolutely love Brazil. Damn, I've never been there. We'll have to go. We'll take a trip. Maybe we'll bring Sylby, too. That's pretty gnarly.

Imagine if California flooded like that. Yeah. I mean, well, fucking remember Katrina, like, fucking killed everything. everyone over there. Yeah, that's pretty sad. Not California, obviously, Katrina, but New Orleans. Yeah, this, I mean, fuck. I don't know enough about Brazil, like the infrastructure.

I just know when I was there. I was like, there are spots that are like nice and there spots that are like really fucked out. Like favelas like really fucked up. Like really fucked up. Like, super sketch out there. But it's interesting. The interesting thing about Brazil is like, I don't think the favelas would be the most,

even though, yeah, they're going to get rained on and get fucked with with liquid, like with water. But the favelas, it's weird. And this is an interesting thing. I don't, you wouldn't get this. I don't know people listening would see this. but in America, like, the rich people with all the money live up on the hills. In Brazil, the poor people live up on the hills in favelas.

Oh. It's strange. That's kind of a different. Yeah, so go ahead. That's like throughout all of South America. So like that, that is? Yeah. So like in Chile, there's some parts that, um, in the hills and things like that. There's just a lot of little homes like that.

I mean, it's not called favela in Chile, but there's just like the poor, like more, you know, poor sides of it and then like the nice. I wonder why that is. Do you know why that is? No, I mean, it. Honestly, it's because it's like one, the terrain is like not even or leveled and it's not near like cities. It's not near big cities. So when they're in the hills like there's no stores near there. There's none of that. Like there may be like little strips like you know the santi alleys in L.A. Like if you had to relate their grocery shopping and stuff, it's kind of like the santi alleys. People just put up their stands and sell things. Yeah, that's exactly what's like. And that's how they get their food and all that stuff. Yeah. It's pretty narrow. Imagine the thing in the hills where like it was just like miles. It was like. Bro, it was like that. Brazil is fucking. Brazil is fucking. beautiful bro i'd love words i'd love to go back because one of my favorite places ever to travel to um look at this shit instagram looking for ways to pay influences they're finally feeling the heat

from ticot that's crazy that's actually kind of dope it is cool that's cool i mean it's you know it's a long time coming but shout out instagram we appreciate you i thought instagram was already doing that well through ads and stuff i guess right what are your guys's thoughts though like do you think like other social media platforms will no longer exist if instagram does do this transition or do you think like it will it like end tic-tok will it end snapchat like what are your thoughts what's facebook isn't facebook anymore what's it called well listen it's called metaverse yeah it's called meta it's actually called just meta anyways here's a deal i think uh as far as social media goes instagram yes is still i would say the number one place for people to go to for all kind

of things right and ticot but ticot is 100% is a hand in hand right now ticot is not they're not just like another social media app there are a whole other app that people use just as religiously, I would say, as Instagram is what it appears to me. And I'll tell you this from my perspective as an influencer and as being an influencer for so many years, I've seen waves of so many apps come and go, come and go, come and go. TikTok, 100% is going fucking nowhere. That shit is becoming even more of a popular app than it ever has been. Yes, absolutely.

It's going nowhere. And the reason why I say this is not just because of like, you know, people are getting views and this and that, but I've seen people who are able to grow guy and girls in In certain industries, their entire audience base from TikTok, which says- An example, too, isn't Noah back. Didn't he blow it from TikTok? 100%. Yeah.

That's pretty crazy. But there's people in the fitness space. There's people in every space. And that's the reason why I think I want to make this point. Like, the apps come and go all the time. And like, but people always revert back to Instagram. But TikTok is becoming a place where brand new, like, and I'm even seeing creators who like, like, just at the gym today, those two kids that came in.

Oh, yeah. The, uh, the curly fuck guy. That's his name. Curly fuck? That's his name. That's his name That's a dope name Curly,

I thought it was curly I thought it was curly I'm not I generally have no idea No straight up That's a sick name No no no no I'm not fucking playing with you

The dude That's the case I'm gonna change my Instagram I'm having a shitty videographer Nah but it's like Look look hold on I'll do it right now

That already exists By the way It is look bro His name Is literally curly fuck With a cue Look Wow

Curly FUQ Anyways this guy's in a gym His brother They moved out here From Wisconsin The point is this these kids getting like millions of views right moved out to l a lot of brand deals right tons of brand deals he's building a business from tic talk it wasn't like he came on instagram his instagram is much

smaller he was on instagram and built it and then went there his he came from fucking ticot and the fact that there's people who are succeeding out that says everything it says everything so ticot's going nowhere instagram obviously if they if they keep making the right moves they're they're never going to be irrelevant um i think tic tic tic ticot it just seems to be like the place where there's less throttling they have they're allowing people to get more views yeah it kind of seems like you can they're giving a people with smaller audiences the opportunity to like kind of to get views yeah to get people to see it because like instagram i don't think yeah instagram's a hard place it doesn't favor and the thing with instagram that sucks is like it's just it seems like

they just keep making it harder and harder and harder to succeed it like i think that would be the bane and like that would be the end of fucking instagram i mean i don't again i don't think it's ever going to end because people will always be on that app but like people not wanting to create and like just go create on a different platform whether it be like YouTube shorts or um you know TikTok or whatever Snapchat it's TikTok has made it so much harder to succeed excuse me Instagram has made it so much harder to succeed TikTok like yeah they start paying some people that's cool but they still have made it like really really I wonder what the next app is going to be I don't I don't know if there's going to be like here's a deal like 10 to 20 years there

might be like another one here's a deal with these apps social media because like TikTok came out of kind of like nowhere Because it was Vine. Remember Vine back in the day. For something else to come out, they'd have to create a new way to digest content again because that's why TikTok succeeded because the platform is literally like video, video, video, video,

the whole thing you just swipe in its videos. And they seem to give you good recommendations just based on what you're engaging with. But everything has always been, oh, it's a video, oh, it's this, right? TikTok came in and fucked the whole game up because they were like, you know, they were making the new type,

the same content, They put a whole new twist on it that like, you know, adding the sounds, the trend. And like the fact is those, it's an addicting app. But you ever find yourself just at night? Dude, I can't ball asleep now. I had to stop going on my. I can't go to sleep unless I watch like a thousand TikToks. And then I'm like, you're a psychopath.

That's true. Well, it's also too because we're in the realm of. Yeah, it's true. Keep doing that. Because like it helps me. Yeah. Fry my fucking brain. No, but don't ever sleep.

Can you never sleep? Yeah, dude. Let me go back. Sick. Let me go back a few months. Yeah, no, never sleep now. Rail out of all. Start working harder again.

Please, Jesus Christ. Chris, can you get him to work harder again? Please, Chris. Anyways. We'll get back to it. Yeah, no, no. I mean, dude, it's just, you know, the apps that are going to succeed now or new apps are going to come.

They're going to have to put a whole new spin. And the reason why I don't know if there's going to be new ones like that is like, I feel like they've done it all now. And like, because you could tell. That's what you think. Yeah, I know, right? As Instagram got the reels because they're like, once they saw just like Instagram got the Snapchat.

You know what's crazy? You know what's crazy? talking about like apps and shit too like you think that there's like not going to be another big viral app like ticot or Instagram what then explain the fucking metaverse bro what is that

I mean is that considered kind of like an app well yeah yeah it's like a video game virtual reality type shit you've heard about that right what Metaverse of course it's like literally you put on goggles and now like you can make money in this virtual reality world I don't I mean I haven't done it

but like I've seen videos of it and like it's how far is it going to go. My question is like, are we, I feel like we're going to be like in little, we're going to be in small pods like this and just and do nothing but plugged in and like directly. And we're going to play and now this is our new life. It's going to be like, um, what's the other one? Wally where we become just like fat like potatoes. Yeah, but it's like it's like it's just weird, bro. It's like. Like, are we going to eat like? Because here's a deal. Like, like, airs and shit. We're like through. Have you ever done the VR thing where you put the thing on your face and you like. Yeah. Because that's what it's supposed to be like where it's like you're in that world. Right. Right. but do more things in it are like it's like dude are you gonna be fucking in there you're gonna be lifting weights in there like what's gonna fuck like a robotic girl you know like what yeah like you need to put robot pussy you need to give that bitch oil or something like I don't know would you okay would you fuck robot pussy bro that's like that's like that's like that's like you're talking about some awesome power shit huh like like like like a I mean they got blow up

that are a thing wait what wait what we're somebody link to that yeah what's no there it It's like a thing, I swear. There's bots that you fuck already? Were these guys who were like, they have a fixation with like fucking a robot that they create a fembot. Like a physical robot that comes over to me and sucks me dry. I'm telling you. Wait, so this thing like sucks you all?

No, like they make it where she could talk. She could move. She could do the motions. So when you're like when you're fucking her, she does the motion. Can you pull this up on the internet? That's so wow. I want to see this. I would do it.

What? Yeah, bro. That's like. it's like what if it's like the great way it's just like advanced jerking off that's what it is it's like it's kind of like uh evolution of jerking off like you know like uh pocket pussy exactly but it's it's the evolution of jerking no like dude what the fuck where do i buy one of these what's the best sex robot in 2021 are these real though like like that's not a sex robot there okay see yeah see you're you're not even finding no i'm telling you i watched

a documentary about it. She watches like sex robot form. So what the fuck are you watching? No, my friend and I were extremely bored and we're like, what the fuck is this? This is weird. People are weird. That's how it starts.

We're extremely bored. And then we're like, that's how butt stuff starts too. Curiosity killed the cat. They're like, yeah, I'm super bored. Maybe like we'll play with each other's butts. Wow. Okay.

What the fuck? Whoa. These aren't. What the fuck? Oh my God. Those are sex dolls. Yeah, these are dolls. I know.

What? Anyways. Oh, dude. Would I fuck a sex doll? I don't know, I don't think so, but like one of these, yeah, well, that's different. Yeah, the sex doll, no way. What the fuck? It looks so real.

Comment robot. What's the world best sex robot? This is crazy. So, like, when the metaverse things, like, I don't know if we're talking about these specifically, but like what is going to happen? Like, are people going to stop working out? I'm curious. I'm still working out.

I don't think, I don't really, I feel like it's working out going to change. I hope not, dude. Please don't try to change working out. What if they make it so addicting that, like, humans get. addicted to it it's kind of like us on our phones you know like you put the metaverse god once you put the metaverse god oh my god imagine they make it that's the scary part and it doesn't like you wouldn't even know because you're just stuck it's like you take it off and you're just fucking depressed you're like you just completely you're sucked you're sucked out of life it's like you're just are we just

getting skinny and small is this how aliens are made we just evolve through that and then we just we don't need our arms and our legs like we just use our brains next to like the next 500 years what metaverse might be the new thing but the new thing in a sense of ever Everything like everything we do maybe not everything but I think it's gonna definitely be like a like like do you think jobs are gonna be good look at the screen. There's a video of a sex off like I fuck that bot for sure 100% Oh my God Jacob would too don't don't even oh wait what's going on with that arm though hold on a sec move's kind of weird it's moving really suss I wish they could see this can't you clip this? Yeah, just clip this and throw it in there real quick whoa whoa that one looking that's looking like dude looks you can open her lips and shit. I don't know what are they doing is it like a sex robot convention she's she's darker skin tone nice and tan just you're tight interesting you could like build up oh my god build a bitch it's like build a don't say don't say that function build a woman build a beautiful beautiful strong woman yes build a bitch dot com coming to you live from the metaverse

Jesus Christ dude that'd be lit that'd be dope I would do it I don't know if I would it It's still weird to me But no, the Metaverse shit It's gonna take over I just wonder like What's the actual interactions Between people Like how is I gonna affect that

Because I feel like we're just gonna get social Yeah but it's just gonna get crazier dude Imagine imagine imagine you know how like You go to places You go to a dinner every time you go to dinner Everyone's like anywhere and you hang out with your friends What's like everyone's doing? Everyone's on their phone

And imagine when it's like Are we gonna be at dinner in like Oh sorry oh hey yeah let's what's going on? Yeah sorry I was in my fucking VR dog I was at Mount Everest you know like Yeah I don't know it's fucking crazy man

I was at Mount Everest you guys just I forgot I was even here yeah whatever um we'll talk about this one whoa

did you watch the new Spider-Man I haven't you're a loser dude Spider-Man dies if you haven't watched it that's cat Kate I haven't watched it

how was it we're not getting spoils on the podcast you're gonna piss people off Spider-Man dies I'm sorry you know one of the funniest that's not true

Spider-Man didn't die I don't really know because I don't want to give the spoiler anyways did you see the thing did you see the thing on the internet where um some guy was given spoilers like right when the movie came out uh like on some like meme shit and he was like replying and like giving the spoilers and someone replied and was like sent his IP in his address his home address his IP in his home address like yeah you want to

give away the spoilers you motherfucker you know that shit's serious that's serious this was one of the most popular movies like ever this movie which is crazy because people were saying that spider man was the greatest marvel movie ever they were and i don't know if i feel that way but it was one of the best Marvel movies I've ever seen it. I don't think it was the greatest Marvel movie you didn't see it motherfucker no well hold on I'm just gonna say that it wasn't because it probably wasn't okay well that's dumb but you can't it's like that's like saying like I never saw this movie but it's probably not this that's the dumb thing I'm gonna watch it I'll watch it yes and then you could have your shitty opinion I'll come back okay my opinions um but past

they just fucking passed a billion dollars apparently that's insane I thought they were just doing 350 million that's lightweight so this is one of the number one selling movies in the world then like ever who is your favorite superhero mine spider-man thor yeah that's my favorite love them i mine is probably better question is go ahead though answer your yeah um well i don't think batman i know it's dc bro yeah i mean because it's still a superhero isn't a superhero he's a silent protector okay well yeah yeah he's a human you're right he's a rich motherfucking human who learned how to fight he's got a lot of technology. Batman's dope, bro. It's basically like

fucking, you know. And his storyline is pretty dope. I'm Batman. It's basically like Iron Man. Yeah, still the superhero. Iron Man is one of my favorite too. Anyways, if you could be any superhero though, who would you be? Shit. Like, and really use their superpower. Probably Dr. Strange. That dude right there. Yeah, I mean, he does. That dude, like, opens up

portals of time. I can go back and, you know, change shit. But like, what if you fuck things up when you do that? Like, you're a little reckless. You can fuck things up. Yeah, I know, but Dr. Dr. Strange knows what he's doing. So I'd have Dr. Strange's powers in mind. So I would just be Dr. Strange. So you would know what you're doing. Exactly.

So I can go back and, you know, that's, you know, the, oh, fuck, I can't give this. Like if I was talking to a hop chick. I'm getting, spoiler alert. Spoiler alert. Don't listen to this. If I was talking like a 10, 10 Instagram model and I fumbled a bag, I could just Dr. Strange open up a portal. Couldn't you just Dr.

Strange and not fumble the bag? Because she'd be impressed by the Dr. Strange. But I've, five. I always fumbled the bag. But I'm saying that if I open up the portal and I go back and I fuck the 10 times. Yeah, but like, when you just do more, like, finessing if you were Dr. Strange, you'd be like, you want to go to fucking the snow?

You know what I'm saying? Come with me. Take her to Alaska. How would you, how could you fumble that bag? You can't fumble it after that. You literally can't fumble that back. You could be like, have you ever been to the Taj Mahal? And she's like, no.

Oh, my God. But that's a problem. What if she becomes a villain after that? Like, because then you're showing her the chick. You never know. Because Jacob fucked her. Maybe she'd probably ruin her life. That's why.

Anyway, who's your favorite superhero? And why would you be there? Well, if we're talking about application, like if I could really use these powers, duh, Superman. Duh, Superman? Superman does everything. I don't know if that gets,

it's kind of a cheat code to pick that guy. He flies. He fucking freezes shit. He zoomed shit with his fucking eyes. Like, this guy does everything. You can't shoot him. It's like, you could just do anything.

Yeah, but like Dr. Strange could just open a portal when you try to like zoom me. Yeah, but like, and I just zoom you to like 19-50. Yeah, Superman can't do that. Superman is weakness is kryptonite. Let me just stab. you with like a stone of kryptonite and you're dead yeah but like i'd be such a smart

superman that you would never get kryptonite near me i would be alternate reality universe superman that i would fucking take all the kryptonite i'd have like someone get it all and remove it all from the fucking planet be gone i would be like dr strange i'll fucking kill you get this shit all gone make it disappear and then kill him so no one knows where it went and i'm good that sounds like brad wouldn't want to be a superhero sounds like he'd want to be a super villain I do that'd be sick That'd be dope to be a super villain I feel like I am a supervillain

What supervillian would you pick though An evil Superman Evil Superman Which is like by the way Spoiler alert the next movie Wait no don't give no spoiler I have to fuck I have to Everyone knows I mean at this point

It's been a time I don't At the end there's a trailer about Dr. Strange being evil Which is gonna be fucking dope I can't wait for that you ruin the movie for everyone No no no that's a trailer It's not part of the movie it's at the end it's the second

cut scene. Anyways go fuck yourself. What else is up on that board? Do we have any questions because I got a piss? How far are we? What are we? There's no farness, you dummy. What is that? What was the most interesting So the question was

what was like the most interesting and like the coolest person you met where like they kind of exceeded your expectations? Yeah, you exceeded your expectations. I'll go first. Oh, that's a good question. mine would probably have to be honestly probably stevo i mean stevo was pretty cool yeah he's a pretty cool dude and he's done like an like an insane amount of things in his life so when i was a kid i used

me and my cousin used to watch all of his shit like religiously so to like you know even be able to like kick it with him and like you know film yeah with him it's kind of guy's a legend man he's a fucking legend man i grew up watching if you ask anyone on the street what jackass is they're gonna know at least one thing even even i'd say even younger kids yeah a lot of people a lot of people know who stevo is so that i think that was probably one of the coolest people i met i don't really know steve that well i don't really watch his stuff but i'm sure like some other kid around the world probably like killed him meet steve or even you know be with him but yeah for sure he's cool too everyone honestly everyone that i've met this year we met dana white yeah dana white's dope

Dana White's cool I love Dana White Bob Manoray I've never met him he's pretty cool Bob's a tweaker but he's cool Bob takes a lot of Adderall that guy's wild dude I think he said he's stopped he's stopping and he starts he's always zapped yeah that's his thing um knulk boys the first time ever melt the knuck boys they're pretty dope too I mean their whole team's pretty chill all the videographers are cool um yeah they got a solid squad for sure yeah I mean everyone that I've met has been pretty cool this year I've never really met anyone that was like anyone that you didn't like um you're like this i just no dude i honestly i don't really

know everyone seemed pretty cool to me besides sylby because i know how you really feel about him but you don't talk about yeah but everyone that we met this year you know i'm fucking it was i'm stoked to meet everyone it's pretty dope yeah they didn't really give me a reason to not like them maybe stiny sometimes he's a dickhead sometimes he's a dickhead to me yeah he was but i love Stiney yeah yeah he reflects on you Stiney's a fucking man but when I first started working there he wasn't really fuck with me I feel like Yeah he would flex on you but he does that

Yeah he does You know that to me do you gotta Well it's like you gotta prove yourself man He doesn't he tries to finesse you bro Are you fucking warrior? Yeah Are you a little bitch which is I gotta tell this story This story is one of my favorite stories Was one of the one of the one of the

No fuck Stiney fuck that guy I still love him He's a good guy anyways he's a shithead though So listen to this story so we're we're in Florida we are going to fish with sharks we're going to not fish with sharks we're going to swim with sharks and it's we're in Miami we're driving two hours we didn't know it's we thought it was like one hour we're like two almost two and a half hours to uh where what's part what city was that it was like uh what's the name of fort lauderdale no no no it wasn't fort lauderdale

past fort laud no it was called uh fuck we went there and did the blue the black tip uh fishing guy there Like we did the It's Jupiter or some shit Jupiter Okay so we're driving To Jupiter from Miami It's Jupiter I swear to God

Like we're driving literally The fucking space apparently So we're Wake up in the morning And I'm like Kind of a little sick Not really that sick Not feeling too great

And I found out Okay last night The night before Okay we're gonna go on a boat I'm like fuck I'm thinking like We're just gonna drive like In the boat

Like you know A little bit offshore And then we're gonna start you know jumping in the water with these sharks so that's my expectation i wake up in the morning and i know we're filming this video for steve i've logged some of it's on some of my channel as well um we wake up in the morning i get out of bed i walk i walk down i'm talking to steve he's in the living room we're like we're getting hype he's filming like a little bit before we like are getting in the van jacob i'm like all right where's jacob jacob's like in the

room in between can i like intertwine my story yeah yeah hold on i want to i want to tell my perspective first so funny so we're in the living room talking and then we're like Jacob. We're like, come on, let's go. We're going to leave. We got to go down. And like, that's kind of how it was in Miami. It was really like, we're like last minute show up, film here. Like, let's go. Like, come up to the gym. It was really fast-paced. It was fast-paced. You had to be ready. Like, when you wake up, like, when you got to be fucking, you know, hopefully you fucking, you cleared your SD car. You fucking had your camera charge. Like, you had to be ready. So it was like, as soon as I woke up and as soon as like, it was basically as soon as I woke up, I was like, yo, let's go. And then they were like, all right, we're going. So we're like, Jacob. Okay. This guy comes out. This guy comes out. of the room walks towards us to the living room is covered in fuck i'm talking about covered in sweat like this guy looks like he just jumped out of a fucking shower with his shirt on he has the camera in his left hand he's holding the camera and i'm looking at this guy and i'm like this guy is like he's like 10 days away from death okay no like 10 hours this guy you know literally days though

like actually might have been days and uh no like actually died in 10 days i really mean that so anyways i look at him and i'm like all right let's go you're an asses. Let's go. I was like, you're ready. You look great. And he's like, dude, I'm fucking,

I was sweating in my bed. I'm shaking, all this crazy shit. Brad didn't give a flying. Zero fuck. Fuck, but this was the best part about this story was I was like,

now Jacob's a warrior. And he was like, fuck it, I'll come. He was like, you could tell he wasn't super happy about coming, but he was like,

dude, it was so obvious. I was like, but he was like, my face. Fuck it all come. The best part about this, we go downstairs

to Steve's other condo and we're going to get Steady now. So it's me, Alex, Jacob, Steve. We're going down, like, a few stories to get, to get Stiney. We go in, Steinie's, like, trying to sleep. It's early in the morning. And he's like, we're banging on his door.

And he's like, dude, I'm so sick. I'm not going. I'm not going. And the funniest shit was, I swear to God, Stiney saw Jacob, Cameron, his hand, like, looking like shit. And he was like, God damn it. I have to go. He was like, God damn it, dude.

He was like, because, like, if you were. out he would have been like yo I'm out too there's no way but because this is so funny how this crew worked because he knew Jacob was down bad and he couldn't tell Steve no like I'm not going to come when he knew that Steve knew that Jacob was going yeah we had to get it and then we drove like two and a half hours of fucking Jupiter fucking the space but literally it's a town called Jupiter I think on the drive there too like we were I was like asleep bro I was like sitting in the corner of the van of the sprinter just like with my head on the rest like eyes closed like I was still sweating and shit yeah you were

Stine was in the back coughing his lungs out. I look at Brad, I'm like, and he didn't, he started not to look too good. Yeah, I wasn't feeling good. Steve, Steve started getting kind of like. Yeah, none of us were looking good. No one was looking good. Alex's, um, Steve's videographer was getting kind of sick. And he was like the one that was like, no, I'm not going to get sick.

Yeah. And like an hour later, he's like, oh, my throat's kind of, my throat kind of hurts. We were all sick. The funny part, though, is we get there. And then, um, there were some other guys who were there. We met. They were like, wanted to get on the boat. And then they couldn't because too many people.

But we got on this boat now. imagine we're all just like we're all not feeling good we're all like shit yeah i'm not feeling good jacob and steamy are looking the worst me and alex are like fuck it we're good steve's like steve he just he's a psychopath the guy's like a tank that guy could that guy could go through anything dog kept like clearing us starts like oh he's like no i'm good yeah no dude he's a tank he's a fucking tank you can't kill that guy anyways um yeah that guy's like fucking he just non-stop so but we're dead set on getting this video and I didn't know, man.

I was so distraught when they were like, I was like, how far are we driving out there? They're like, yeah, about 20 minutes or something. I was like, what? We have to fucking get on this. And I hate being on the boats because I get seasick. And the water is rocky as fuck. The waves, it was like so fucking.

The waves are basically like, if you didn't hold on to that boat, when it hit a wave, you're dipping. You're leaving. That shit's sending you to fucking space, literally. Like, you're getting knocked off the fucking boat. So we're now on this boat and we're like, Imagine all our heads are like, ugh,

like, every wave, it's like, boom, for 20 fucking minutes. Now, I'm not going to lie, though, as soon as we jumped into what,

and it's funny, Jacob was like, wait, who was like, was it Alex or Stony who were like, yo, Jacob,

you got to get in and get this shot with the GoPro. And it was like so useless. Like, why did they have you do that? I don't know. We had,

we had, dude, okay, so I'm filming from the boat, like we finally make it to like the middle of the fucking sea where like the current

apparently has a ton of sharks flying through it, I guess, right? Yeah, there was tons of sharks. We're not, like, we're talking full-on shark diving. We're not in a fucking cage. We don't have anything. So if a shark tries to bite us, our legs are getting torn off. They're throwing mulch, like, you know, dead fish

in there to get the sharks to pull up. And they're like, yeah, just jump in. I swear to God, they're like, just jump in and like, go across that line, you're good. And I remember the funniest thing, the girl goes, you guys all know how to breathe through snorkels and we're like, yeah, of course, what the fuck? Any five-year-old could do that.

Duh, you just fucking breathe. I'm not going to lie, the second I jumped in the fucking water I had this snorkel. I know how to snorkeling but I don't know because the mixture of like the first time I've ever been in water with like sharks like really close to me so the fear like the little anxiousness and I jump in the water and I'm trying to breathe and I literally can't breathe enough through the sucking like I'm like I'm like oh shit I have to get out the boat and I get out and I remember I looked at him I'm like yo that shit's hard to breathe through and the lady's like tell you you fucking idiots she even asked you know how to you

snorkeled gear yeah so anyways you calm down but I just remember they you were so fucked and you were like looking super bad and then we're like get in there with the GoPro yeah they were like yo get in there with a GoPro we need a shot and I was like why doesn't Alex just go in there bro like he's already been in there you know yeah they were like fucking you have to go in bro yeah we also we also part of us too though like we knew like we just wanted you anyone like why would you not want to go try yeah it's like a lifetime story to say that you swam with sharks that was sick I'll never not undo that one that was dope well you have like a fucking raging fever you're like yeah but it was like dude I already fucking

double down. I sweated my entire ass off the entire night. Like we drove two hours to get to this place. Yeah, we were committed. The boat 30 minutes into the middle of the ocean. I'm like, bro, mine is fucking well. We were so committed. Like I'm not going to not go in there. Like the commitment to that was like, we have to do this. And like, I hop in there. I dead ass, I swear to God was not going to get in with sharks because I was like, no, I do not want to do this. I was being a bitch. I did not want to get in with sharks. I literally only got in because I was like, I can't not get in. Like it's camera. I've never done this before. But like I was dead set the whole trip to being like

I'm just gonna let these fucking idiots get in the water 100% and then like the last minute I was like fuck I gotta get in I was like Merf was gonna get in I gotta get in straight up sorry Murph but I hopped in the water I hopped in the water and like I was trying to breathe and I sucked in so much ocean water

I like literally swallowed ocean water I was like like trying to film I'm like filming I'm like this I'm like trying not to die like he's got to like my mouth is even on the mouthpiece. They're like, put the mouthpiece on. I'm like, I remember looking at him. Like sucking out of a fucking straw.

It was so funny because I'm looking at him. He's got the GoPro like this. He's like dying like in his face. And then they're also being like, get more vertical because they don't want your legs to be straight down. They want you to be like this. And he's like, he's like, he's getting all these cues trying to not die and hold this fucking GoPro.

It was hilarious. That was amazing, man. That was one of the funniest moments, I got to say. Yeah, that's probably. Yeah. But that's when I knew Jacob was a soldier. I was like, this guy is a soldier. That's that's what I knew when I flew home

We flew home that same night And I remember like I didn't sleep on the plane And I came home And I didn't even sleep when I got home I edited that video to get it done that next morning Yeah you slept in my car Yeah yeah for a little bit I picked you up

I picked you guys up and you were in the fetal position Looking like shit And then I went home Went home And I told him I could give you a ride And he decided no I'll drive I went home I drove popped up

No Jacob drove himself home I offered to give him a ride home Oh yeah I remember that you always do that though you like drive i drive myself home and i pop my last emergency adderol that was a e aterol it was a fucking 30 milligram adderol straight to the dome skis and i finished that video and i came in to work the next day yeah i still came to work the next day fuck dude that was a time yeah it's pretty early what is this the funny what did you say

i said the following day he didn't though you you went into work the next day and then you got a day off now yeah i hope so yeah then we gave you day off yeah that's because i need i need a fucking day off too That was too much What is the funniest thing That has happened to you while traveling We're working with Brad The funniest thing That was it

That was funny as fuck Are you kidding me? I mean it wasn't It was for me hilarious It wasn't that funny Because I was dying But that was probably like The highlight of like

Everything that we did I don't think there was anything That was funnier than that Well because that was gnarly It was like it was honestly the boat ride That's when it started to climb out How fucking miserable Stine he was He was just getting smacked in the fucking

all the water it's like imagine we're sitting though too and all the water every time we hit away was just hitting him we were just watching him get so he's like blinking his eyes like this like huh yeah that's exactly what it was like do we have any do we have any um questions yeah it's pull that up around yeah we're gonna pull up some questions then we'll end this shit judge reconsidered oh yeah oh this is fucking hold on this is this is this is kim Kardashian has to fucking step in to save this guy's fucking life who was going to be basically go to jail who killed some people in a car crash because his brakes went out on his truck. It's not like this guy was like, I'm going to kill these four people. Listen, fucking terrible. But Kim Kardashian had to step in to save this guy's life. And now they're talking about

they might reconsider this fucking massive sentence apparently because there's some sort of minimums on these like the way they sentence in. It was this Colorado. Yeah, it's in Colorado and it's like a whole shit show. Like it's like the breaks went out. It wasn't like an intentional like I'm going to kill these people. It was an accident obviously. They gave this guy 110 years. Yeah, 100.10. years like because of the minimum of like the people who died but it's crazy that like Kim Kardashian has to step how the fuck like Kim Kardashian is the social media lady got to come in and be like hey you guys are not doing your job right you should reconsider this and then they reconsider it what the fuck is going on man that doesn't really make any sense to me I mean

it's like just reconsider it it's clearly fucked yeah I mean listen sorry to the people and the families of people the four who died in the car car I don't think the guy got in the truck was like I'm gonna kill these four people today and I also don't think they prove that so it's like it wasn't like it was intentional he wasn't like drunk or anything no no he's a truck driver so he's an 18 wheeler and he's a truck driver his brakes and so they're air brakes so if you don't know how to probably do it sometimes if you break and you don't click the right thing it could fuck it up where the brakes just don't work and it's like it's complicated as hell my uncle's a truck driver he was telling me how like the functionalities of it what does he think about that what

does he think about it then he's ridiculous because it was an accident like it wasn't like this I mean accidents happen all the time on the street of course I feel terrible for like the four people that pass away in this of course I'm sure the person who did it felt terrible but the thing was is they were doing their job and unfortunately for the functionality of the truck you inspect the truck before you drive it every time so it's like you inspected the truck then something occurred while they're a malfunctioning things can happen and then this occurred I think the same thing if I was driving my car and my car brakes just went out for whatever fucking reason well it's a little more complicated than your car

but yeah because like a truck like she said there's certain circumstances where that thing is like yeah it's just it's happening the fuck the thing about this is like i said beyond the fact that like you know why does kim kardashian i saw this have to say something to like get them to actually do something different for this guy's life is crazy also too i want to make this known without fucking truck drivers we wouldn't have dick we would have nothing i just want to make this really clear if there were not truck drivers you guys would not be eating a fucking single thing you wouldn't be having all your fucking Amazon shit you would not have shit if there wasn't for truck drivers so put some fucking respect on their goddamn name well like that shit pisses me off no for sure but

like another like fun fact is that truck drivers are protesting which means that they are not shipping shit to Colorado so if you go there it is like oh shit Colorado's because it's like it's all of them in there and like no one's doing anything about it and that's why like some companies are just refusing to take there because they're they're sentencing this guy forever yeah it's crazy reason and it's like okay I understand he didn't air whatever like an accident happened but 110 years realistically who the fuck yeah I mean like to put yourself in their shoes and that guy's shoes I mean realistically I don't think it's pretty fair fashion it's terrible regardless the thing that tricks me out the most is that just Kim Kardashian had to say like why did she

like what the fuck is there and do that like what's going on with that there's no like a thousand other people that what does Kim Kardashian do all of them? Dude, I don't know. Kim Kardashian is she's getting like a, she's getting like a lawyer thing or something. She's like, dude, she's done this a lot, this kind of shit. It's pretty random. Like prison reform shit.

But it's just interesting how it's like, oh, okay, she steps in, let's reconsider. It's like, all right, man. That's like before. Like, why not just reconsider because it's kind of fucked up? Yeah, I feel that. Whatever. Anyways, any other?

So we're going to do audience questions. Oh, audience questions. Because this was just a random current event topic that we decided to talk about. It's like actual audience. questions. Yes, like I get emails. So if you guys want to send in your questions about anything, go to Ask RawTalk at gmail.com. And we'll answer every podcast with a guest, without a guess, doesn't matter at the end of the podcast. Yeah, every time. I love this. This is the way I love to end the podcast. Okay. So this is from a person, they put their name in it. So, hey, pod crew, Gabe

from Colorado here. What advice do you have for someone who might be a little too hard on themselves, whether it be cutting an occasional workout short, not eating right, or even spending too much time on the phone. I find it hard to not feel like I'm cheating myself and I do not give everything I have 24 7 to every aspect of my life. I don't think anyone can do that, bro. Okay, yeah. We're being real. Yeah, number one, you cannot give everything you have to every aspect of your life every day. That is literally impossible. Number one, it's not realistic. So I'm not saying you need to like make your expectations more realistic because I also think that's fucking stupid. And a lot of people try and be like, Oh, just do things because, you know, it's simple.

Why don't you try this? I'm not saying that at all. But what I am saying is you cannot tear yourself down on like not doing enough. Like I trust me, man. I'm the kind of guy who's like, man, I need to do more. I need to do more. I need to do more. But sometimes when you're like trying to force yourself into more, into more, into more

in a way that's like unhealthy for you, you basically start to just get less shit done overall. It's like basically reversing the progress that you've made. It's like actually working backwards when you're doing too much. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, well, that's the thing. It's like, you can't, like, if you said I want to get better at everything, it's just not right. Like, you have to start to put your focus.

Okay, I want to be better at communicating and start working on that and focusing on that. And once you get good at that, then move on to the next thing. Yeah, and start to learn. And here's a thing, too, this is life and reality. I want to get you guys to understand this. Straight up, my guy, listen, this is what's going to happen to. Maybe you get really good at one thing like communicating. And because you didn't spend enough time on building your business or, you know, I don't know, some sort of inner.

inner relationship with yourself, right? Just communicate with other people was what I'm talking about the first part. Maybe you just got really good at that. Other things in your life do kind of wander a little bit. I mean, like, maybe you get a little, like you're not as good at it now because you shift your focus. The point is this. That is what life is.

Number one, like, understand this first and foremost. You're not going to be the best at literally everything all the time. It doesn't work that way. Life's more fluid than that. Like if you put your focus and your effort and your energy onto training, let's say. And then, you know, you're, you stop reading as much because you're, you're really, your, your focus is there. Not you think a good example would be like trying to water every fucking plant with all the water. Like, you don't put all the water.

Yeah, I mean, you know, just like, you're going to kill the fucking plants. And it's like, it's the same thing with progress in life. Because plants, they need different types of water, different amounts each day. You know, like sprinkle a little bit here and there and like find a, I think it's all about balance in life. Yeah. And it's all about understanding. You can't give 110% into every fucking thing, bro. You're going to burn out.

And it's understanding that. It's more so just understanding the fact. that like if you want to get better at something i'm not saying that something you're already good at you're just going to completely fucking suck at now but like you have to put your focus there and understand okay i might not be getting better at these 10 other things that i also think are important at the same exact time that i'm focused on this but yeah i think it's like whatever you're going through in life like if you want to focus on like pick like five things dude like if you want to make more money what are you're what are you going to do to make more money

if you want to be happier like you should probably focus on like meditation or writing things down Like things that are to work towards that. Yeah. Learning more about yourself. Like pick like three or three to five things. Don't pick 20. Yeah. Because you overwhelm yourself.

Because you're going to be like, fuck, I got to do all 20. These things. Fuck, fuck, fuck. And they're going to forget. Yeah, that's it. That's the answer for sure. Balance. Okay.

So another one is I always hear everyone say chase your dreams. I want to be a YouTuber. Should I pick up the camera and start chasing my dreams regardless of my parents or people around me. Okay. And how they feel about it. Okay. Yes. Yes.

Okay. Fuck everyone around. you who feels about the things that you want to do number one let me fucking make this really clear fuck everyone who has an opinion on something that they think is right for you okay you know in your heart what's right for you you know what's best for you you know what's going to make you the happiest stop looking for approval from other people in your life stop looking for like the direction that you should go in because someone else thinks it's a good idea listen to yourself listen to your heart i'm telling you your life will be so much

better off i'm not saying listen fuck your parents are bad people that's not what i'm saying But if you base your success or your direction of life off your parents, it just doesn't make sense, right? Especially nowadays. There's so many different opportunities, so many different things in life that like just straight up, your parents never had accessibility to certain things that we have and you have nowadays. That like you can't base your success or your progress or where you should go based on what someone else thinks. Like it's just you're complicating something that like you need to learn at your own pace, how you feel, what really matters to you,

all these things that are so, so much more important than just going like, oh, my dad thinks I should be a lawyer. I fucking hate this shit, but like he thinks it's a really good idea. And he's a lawyer, and he makes money, and he seems like he's happy, so I'm just going to do it. Fuck that nonsense. Let's get rid of that shit. 22, fuck that shit forever.

It's bullshit. It's fucking dead and gone. Stop thinking like that. Don't do that to yourself, period. Fucking trust your gut, man. If you want to do something, you feel like you want to make fucking YouTube videos and go fucking make YouTube videos, bro.

Drop out of college. Don't listen to anyone, dude. Because the end of the day, like, all you really have is yourself, man. Listen to yourself. You have you. You're in here, dude. Like, follow whatever the fuck you want to do. Like, want to pick up the camera, go pick up the camera.

And just fucking start. Yeah. Don't start. Whenever people talk shit and they're like, oh, you can't do it. Just be like, dude, the only reason why they're saying is like, because they think they can't do it. It's like, dude. That's a big thing. And you say that you can do it, then you're going to do it, man.

It doesn't matter where you, whatever it is in life, man. Yeah. And the thing is, too, here's the deal, guys. And I've talked about this before, but no matter what you do and no matter how good you do it, no matter how much effort and energy and how much good that comes out of it and how much like you love it, you're still going to have shiths who are like, fuck you, you suck. You're still going to have people who are like, that's stupid. That's not a good idea.

You're still going to have people who are like, oh, why don't you do something else? That's, fuck all that shit. Like literally, you're never going to avoid that. No matter what you do and no matter how good you are at it, I promise you this, that will never fucking change. You will never avoid negative from people. So stop listening to it, period. Fuck those motherfuckers. It can suck your dick.

Straight up. Suck my dick, too, bitch. I know you see this. Fuck you. Anyways, I got a little aggressive. That's the trend. Anyways, let us know if you want a pod. Oh, this is, you know.

Wait. So do you want another question or no? Because that was two questions. That was such a good question. Is this a good question? Yeah, I think it's a good. I fuck it. Run that shit.

Okay. So. She says, hi, Bradley. I met you in 2018. She says, she says. Wow. Hi, Bradley. This is a woman who's a fan.

Yes. Okay, rare. Very rare. All right. Go ahead. Hi, Bradley. I met you in 2018. Okay.

And one thing that has always stuck with me is how positive you are. My question is, how do you always stay positive? And what do you do on your bad days to help that? That is one thing I struggle with. And I really value your thoughts and opinions. Thank you. Okay. first and foremost thank you for being a listener secondly um it's all about perspective right

i grew up without my father and i again i'm not trying to make it sound like a broken record but that was one of the shittiest things that could have ever happened to me i think as a human being and the way that i it happened and my father hung himself and me trying to understand all these things like didn't make sense to me and completely like rocked me to the core and it still affects me in my life now when i have conversations about it i still cry right perspective in that allows me to see that everything else is just not that fucking serious like it allows me to be like I either did my best it didn't work I did my best you know I wish it was different but it's not as bad as other things that I've been through so like we were talking about this earlier going through that

negative part in my life the most negative thing ever has given me perspective for the rest of my life to make me realize like well this is really not that difficult like because I've already gone through something that was fucking terrible and racked my brain for fucking 20 plus years of my life every single fucking day and it just allowed me to be like nothing else is that fucking serious so i i'm not saying like hey you know you have to have a father that kills himself when you're six years old and have to deal with it to understand or to move forward i'm saying that like number one you're not going to avoid everything negative in life you're not going to be the best always it's accepting and giving yourself that perspective that like life is fluid life is about growing life is about

learning life is about fucking up life is about succeeding life is about losing after you succeed life is never always being on top it's about the journey and and if you could focus on the fact that me going through these moments in my life no matter what it is that is your life and that is the that's like here's a deal when you're gone it's all it's all gone none of it's just gone right like why was you why would you like try to avoid pain completely right why would you try to avoid heartache completely why would you try to protect yourself so much that like you can't find yourself in a new relationship because your other relationship didn't work and you're you're holding on to these things like you have to just fucking live life and be like yo that's what it's about it's it's it's it's

it's like accepting like the positive and the negatives everything that comes everything this is life like not everyone's gonna have a perfect day like like I think she asks like how do you stay so positive all the time yeah when you have a bad day it's like it comes and goes it comes in waves yeah it's not anything in life progression and anything that you do it's like it's never linear all the way it's always like a fucking roller and I said it's the same podcast we have with foosie it's all about the journey it's all about the the moments you take along the way and like understanding that even the shitty ones there's still something good in that shit you maybe don't get it right away you get in the future but it's like

just letting it be letting it be trying to be happy trying to spread love trying to spread positivity I'm not always happy I'm not always positive but I try my best and I try to remind myself when I feel shitty in those moments where I'm like you know we're talking about early that inner dialogue where I'm like man fuck like today I fucking suck I can't think of shit I try to stop myself in those moments be like hold on a second like give yourself some credit and And I noticed just even changing those tiny things and trying to give myself a little more credit, my creativity starts to feel a little bit better. My productivity starts to feel a little better.

So being hard on yourself is one of the shittiest things you could do, man. Just straight up. Just take it by day. Do the best as you can every single day. Yeah, that's it. That's it. I think that's it. I mean, unless you want another question or we could close it out.

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