RAWTALK - Willow’s Alien Encounter & The Truth About Mikki’s $32M Casino Ban

Episode Date: April 22, 2025

On this weeks episode of RAW TALK, Brad sits down with Mikki & Willow and talk ancient civilizations, aliens, Willow's 9 lives, the truth behind Mikki's casino bans and much more!Hope you guys enjoy, see you next Tuesday!

What's up, you guys. It's your boy, Bradley Martin. Welcome back to Raw Talk. Today, I have the hottest girl in the world sitting on my couch. Yeah, it's you. Okay, is it Mickey? You grew a beard. No.

All right, I'll do the other voice. I was introing myself, too. You just killed my whole bit, man. You told me to run it. Also, what is this mic situation? What is this one here? No, you put it down, dog. What are you doing?

Okay. I didn't realize you were the professional. Wait, all of you did this? Should I do that then, too? You're trolling me. I like it lower, personally. Yeah. Like this.

Just close enough to your mouth so we can hear you. I think we have different mics than you. No, no. You just have a different cover. Yeah. Is your first time doing a podcast? No. Are you thinking like it's your first time?

don't you have a podcast yeah what do you talk about on your podcast uh like basically i created a clip farm so i was like i just want to sit there have a mic and then talk about things that are trending and viral right now but then i was like i need a platform to post this on because people are going to be like what do you do like why is she sitting down so it was like i need a podcast um but it's mainly just for clips is it does that has that helped your conversion on the yeah The demon platform. Yeah, I think it helped me, are we filming? Yeah.

Oh, okay. Yeah. Can I do the intro again, though? Go ahead. I really want to do it. You're running the second? Which one? The sexy one?

I got it. Just let me handle business, baby. Go for it. I can't. Okay. What is up, you guys? It is your boy, Bradley Market. Fuck.

We're leaving that. Bradley Market. You got it. Anyway, so I'm a hippie. and I like to have like pyramid candles, you know, by my bed and blow up my spot right now. And I burn incense for all the girls. You know, I try to look like I'm a heavy, cool guy. I'm not going to lie.

The first, not the first reason. The second reason why I was like, yo, I want you on the podcast was because you said you knew my brother 10 years ago. Oh, yeah. Which is the weirdest moment I think I've ever had with anyone like in the space because my brother's so not in the space at all. Which obviously at the time when you met him, you were not at all either. So how did you go from girl working in Noi Valley and Whole Foods to you now? Yeah. Why are you on my chair? You know, like how did you get here? Yeah. Okay. So I graduated high school and I decided I didn't want to go to college. So then I was like, I'm just going to move around. So I moved to Oakland. I moved to San Francisco. Just started picking up these. Where were you from originally?

San Jose. San Jose. Yeah, yeah. So I picked up these, you know, basic jobs. I worked at Whole Foods. It was mostly in the grocery business for a long time. Bagged groceries. Could have been your grocery bagger.

It's been amazing. Surprise you weren't putting fries in a bag. No, that's nasty. I did work at Panera bread. I did work at Panera bread. I worked at Quisnes when I was 15. Oh, wow. Don't even talk shit then.

Huh? I worked at Arby's. Wow. Okay, I feel like Arbys isn't real. I don't know who's keeping them in business. Yeah, I feel like Arby's. I feel like it's a front for something because I've seen commercials, like Super commercials and every time I see it, I'm like, I've never even seen in Arbys.

Actually, that's so true. I've never seen anyone actually eat at Arbys. I lied. I hated Arbys one time driving home on the five. It was the first art. And I went there because it was the first Arbys I've ever seen. You're into like roast beef? No.

That's not your thing. What the fuck was that? No. No. No, I didn't get a roast. I don't even know what I got. It was something like chicken. They have chicken.

Uh-huh. Maybe. Are you asking me? That's true. Yeah. Well, you weren't there. Anyway, so. Wait, was that your first job?

Hold on. Was that your first job? It was my first job in my new life. Wait, wait, wait, wait. What was your first job in your first life? Like construction. Okay. I mean, I was a bad kid, you know, so like I had worked a bunch of odd jobs.

When I was trying to get my life back on track, that was my first job. Arby's. You were like, I'm working at Arby's. We have the meets. Well, they were hiring and I had face tattoos. I was convicted felon and no. high school diploma. So you had the face tats before, way before, you made money. Oh, yeah. Damn, you committed to face tattoos before money is crazy. I know. I think I got my first two

face tattoos while I was still homeless. Okay, that makes sense. What about this one? The prayer one. The praying hands. Yeah. I got that one nine years ago. Wait, first tattoo. First tattoo. I got two at the same time. I got some goofy letters across my chest and a stick figure pushing a lawnmower on my pews. Wow. Like a, like it was pushing the, like it was moaning the puve? No. It's not covered. You can see it. I don't really want to see it either. What was that? What was your first tattoo? Mandala on my back that I got in New Zealand when I was 20. I'm used to live in New Zealand. It's so weird. So yeah. I'm, I'm, I'm happy. What do you mean? How long did you live in New Zealand? Oh, for a year. Yeah. So let's go back to Whole Foods, right? Yeah. So I'm working at Whole Foods.

Whole Foods, living in San Francisco. I meet your brother. We were actually cool for a while. Did he ever try to smash? I, you know, he wasn't my type, really. No, did he try to smash? I don't think so. Okay.

I don't think so. I had a couple boyfriends at the time. A couple of boyfriends at the time. Not like at once. But like while I was working at Whole Foods. And then I decided I wanted to travel because I was bored. I was like, yeah, this really isn't serving me at a really bad apartment in Oakland like it was horrible. It was the worst apartment. There's bedbugs like living in the

walls. And I was a supervisor at Whole Foods and I still couldn't get by because San Francisco is extremely expensive. Yeah. Yeah. So then I decided to move to New Zealand and I traveled and I traveled the world and lived abroad for five years and lived in various. Where does you travel? Pretty much everywhere. How did you get money to just travel after from working at Whole Foods? Because that's everyone asked me this, but it's really interesting to me because there's a difference and your brother would know this. And you should know this as a hippie. Yeah. There's a difference between you're trying to blow my shit up right now. There's a difference between traveling and like vacationing. Like someone could be like, oh, I've vacationed all over the world. I've traveled

the world. Like I've been to every continent and done all these things. Yeah, that's cool. Have you met the people from that country? Have you really gotten dirty? Have you been involved? You know, I traveled the world. Like I met people. I stayed in hostels. I met the locals. I slept in parks. Like, I was a hippie. I squatted, you know. So you really did it.

I really did it. I traveled the world. And so I was broke because you don't need money when you have that lifestyle. Yeah. You know, so it's a completely different game. But then anyway, so it was traveling the world. I got into a relationship. I was living in Berlin and some pretty rough things happened there.

and I had really bad PTSD from this event that happened, became homeless, and moved us back to San Francisco. I'm living in a homeless shelter. And I was like, what am I going to do to make money? Like, I am having panic attacks every day. I could not focus. I could not work. I used to be a bartender. And I was like, maybe I'll look into cam modeling. And so I started searching the adult industry. I was like, how can I make money? online for myself, work whenever I need to, because if I'm having a panic attack or I'm stressed, I couldn't go to work. I can't work on someone else's time. It had to be my own. And this is before OnlyFans. So it's not like I could log in and I just knew how to make money. So I had to

really hustle. And I started in the homeless shelter. And that's kind of how I got to be doing. You were a homeless shelter cam girl. I didn't do camming. I looked into it. And then I was like, that's not for me. Like I wasn't. Because I'm like how they set up the internet there. Yeah. Like, where's the Wi-Fi in my webcam? Like, you would rob someone at Best Buy? Can you imagine? Can you imagine? That would have been insane.

So I wasn't there yet. Like, I wasn't willing to do anything explicit. Like, I thought at most would be tasteful nudity. So I just started shooting photos in the homeless shelter bathroom. And then I tried selling that. I, like, built an Instagram. I have my first Instagram post, like, framed in my house because it was in the shelter. And it was, like, the worst photo of all time.

Do you have that photo right now? Can I see that? I mean, it'll take me a second to pull it up. But yeah, I can show you. I've seen it. It's actually really cool. It's actually in a homeless shelter? Yeah.

Yeah, in the bathroom. So we had, we didn't even have like single stalls, right? You got to find this. I need to see this. We had like bathrooms, community bathrooms, and every single day, they were all shooting up heroin every morning. I could never even pee. It made my PTSD even worse. Like, it was honestly.

How did you, how did you guys meet? You could answer that while she's finding it. We met at Coachella, and actually since the first time we met, I don't think we've left each other's site. And she keeps trying to date, but I'm like, listen, you know, like, take it slow. I need your Wi-Fi. I respect that. So, but yeah, so.

That's a lie, by the way. I don't know what that's a lie. That is such a lie. Which part? The Internet likes to say he lies a lot. That's a thing. We've got to address that. We can address that.

Let's address this. You're going to be my girlfriend for my Snapchat and we're going to troll the internet. I thought maybe it was a tattoo thing. No, he's cool people. He's cool people. If he cleaned his act up, maybe I'd do you. She gave me a list. He's got a lot of hose.

Okay. A lot of hose. No, I have. You know, but the first time we, like, hung out, she gave me a list of everything she looks for in a man to date and goes, you have all except for that one, although I disagree with that one. What one? What are you talking about?

I don't want to say which one since it's a bad look. Other girls think it's true to. Loyalty. That was the one. She goes, that's where I would struggle with you. I'm like, how do you figure? She goes, you know, you have mad hose. I go, I don't.

All of this is not true, by the way. This is not true. I spelled the list of my phone. Yeah, I gave you the list and you said, I was like, this is what I want. And he goes, I'm all of those things. And I was like, okay. Like what? Do you have a list like that for girls?

No, because he just wants 21 and pretty, you know? 21 and pretty is great. So it's like, I don't know if you can handle me because I'm going to push back. I'm not going to be a passive bitch. I'm not going to be a passenger princess. It's just like, oh, okay. Oh, you're fucking her this week. Oh.

My list is very easy. Won't be me, babes. My list is easy. I need them to be beautiful and love me. That's it. And I'll take care of everything else. Well, you don't care about loyalty. Of course you do.

Well, yeah. If they loved me, they'd be loyal. Yes. Yeah. But if you loved the girl, wouldn't you then be loyal also? I've been loyal to you. I haven't stepped out one time. It's been a week.

And nothing's happened. I haven't done anything disloyal, dishonest, shady, nothing. Yeah, but in all of your past relationships you have. This is funny. This reminds me of like a Stiney episode. It's going to be like my girl. He's an interesting character.

He's actually a lot sweeter than I think the internet realizes. He's kind of a softie. Me? Yeah. No problem. Sweet. He's sweet and soft, but people just don't know that. He's doing good.

That's a good poker face. Yeah. He's good. Yeah. You ready to see it? Yeah. Let's see it. And you know how much of a hippie I am, I made those earrings.

It's, you look like a literal, completely different person. Completely. I have evolved more than anyone I think I've ever met. Like not on the planet. Yeah, because I'll never forget my, my brother, I, I was like, you said you knew my brother. So immediately I had to FaceTime him. Yeah. And I was like, you know this girl?

And he was like, who the fuck is that? And we're live, like on the phone. He had no idea. Yeah, I made those earrings when I lived in New Zealand. He texted me later. And he's, and I said, so did you know her? And he said, she was a dirty hippie before and super fucking liberal. I said, L.O.O.

Is that true? Oh, yeah. Yeah, at the time. So he's accurate. Yeah, yeah, but everyone's liberal until you make money. It's, big facts. Everyone's liberal until you make money. Why is it that way?

Because when you make money, then you're smart. And then when you're smart, things shift. So let me ask you this. Yeah. So his brother didn't even. recognize you when you FaceTimed him, right? Right. Do you like that you're such a different person now?

Or do you ever look back in it and like, wow, maybe I have changed. Oh, no, no, no, no. I feel like I'm a person with like a cat, like with nine lives. And I love every era of my life. You know, like in New Zealand, I was a bartender. And then when I lived in Berlin, I was a hippie and a poet. And I didn't even have a job. Honestly, I was squatted.

And each era of that life was so beautiful. And then I moved to Australia and I started in the adult world, but I was also bartending and working at clubs and doing different things. But getting more tapping into my feminine, getting more into beauty. Like it was a different era. And then I moved back to America and then my life kind of skyrocketed. Now you're in your demon feminine. I'm, you know, I'm still a sweet girl. You're a demon platform.

I'm still a sweet girl. You know? I believe that. Yeah. But do you? Hmm. Is this what you thought, is this where you thought your life was going to go? Or did you have no idea?

Absolutely not. I didn't care about making money. I didn't care about success. I didn't care where I ended up. I was truly a hippie living in my purest form. Like every day waking up, whatever the world would bring me, I would just go. But I always had an intuitive feeling that I was going to be okay. And I used to write it and manifest it.

I really believe in that. Like I would always write, I've been a poet my whole life and I would write poems about how I always knew the wind was going to carry me to wherever I need to be. Did you think it was going to be this industry, though? No. What industry did you think it was going to be? I didn't even think of an industry. I didn't even know where I would end up or what I would do.

I never wanted to marry Ridge. That was not my vibe. Like, I genuinely didn't care. It just fell on my lap. And I just took it and ran with it. And now I'm here. So I'm one of those people where once I tap into something, I want to be the best I can be at it.

Like, I want to take it as far as it can possibly go. And then once I got into this world, that's what I did. I was like, well, if I'm in it, I'm going to reach the top. I'm going to go as far as I can. But what's the top of this world? I don't know. Just to be seen, to be recognized, to be known, to be respected in the space, I think, is huge. Do you want to be famous?

Is that part of the drive? Not really. Okay. You said seen and recognized. What do you mean by? Seen and recognized and respected by peers, by people in the space. That's all. I feel like that's when you make it in your scene, you know, when other content creators

respect you, respect your work, yeah. When you started doing OnlyFans from the shelter, did you have any, like, resistance or that was before OnlyFans thing? Yeah, because it wasn't even a platform. It wasn't even around. That photo, when you first started, what was that photo? That was me starting Instagram. That was for Instagram.

That was for Instagram. But where would you sell it then? I started selling Dropbox folders on Instagram. Oh, shit. And then you sound like me selling coaching back in the day on fucking email. Yeah, it was crazy. And then I used that money to book hotels to shoot actual content that was good quality. And then I sold that.

And I got so far I could afford to move back to Australia because I was living in the shelter with my ex-partner who was disabled and he was from New Zealand and we were moving back. I was trying to get him home. It was a long, hectic story. What are these guys doing? Not nothing? Just doing drugs or what? In the shelter?

Yeah, like your partner, you said you had a partner in the shelter. Yeah. Was he doing? We were both sober. We were like he was disabled. Everyone I met in the homeless shelter, I would say 98% of them were all on drugs. All had the same story. Woe is me.

My life is awful. I went through this one event, couldn't get out of it, won't dig myself out. It's all the same. And then there was probably five sober people I met in the year that I lived there that actually fell on hard times where the services offered and provided for. the city would actually be reasonable to use you know like oh we're so glad they're here and i paid taxes in the bay area my whole life so it's like oh wow like i'm grateful for this yeah um but it was more or less a nightmare so it's like most people were just like falling in the same

circles of just drugs like do they end up there because of drugs most of those people no they they ended up on drugs because of a life event yeah a life event happened catastrophic ruins their life. They use drugs to cope and then the drugs ruin their life and derail them. That's why they're homeless. Yeah. Yeah. And then they would move into SRO buildings, single room occupancy. It's where the city houses them, right? And you think that that would solve the problem. It doesn't. They don't even live in them. They're so indoctrinated to sleeping outside. They kept sleeping outside and they use it as a storage unit. And so when people ask me about the homeless system, I've been in it. I've been deep in it and I know everything about it and I've, I walked in with a lot of empathy

and I walked out thinking this is an absolute joke. Yeah. Like I just don't have empathy anymore for them because it's hard. It's harder to build your life back than it is to sit there and cry and say, whoa, it was me and shoot drugs. Yeah. So. Yeah, you, you had a crazy transformation.

Do people know, do people know about your transformation or is it just kind of like. From my past lives? Yeah. I kind of ghosted them. I like my privacy. I don't like it. Does your audience know about your like transformation? Because you look different.

No. That's why they're archived. Yeah. I archived all those photos. It's obviously not good for business, I think, to put those out there. If you go all the way back. But I think it's admirable to show people in the space to be like, yeah, this is where I started. So you would never like post that and be like, throwback Thursday?

Probably not. I don't know. I feel like some people would be like, damn. Well, right. But see, the thing is, you never want to highlight the work you've had done. Like, that's not sexy. It's not hot. It's not attractive.

I'd say that's bad for me to do if I was like, look at where I started because then they're like, you never want to talk about it. It's like you didn't get so much work done. It's like you just change the color of your hair and shit, sort of. Yeah, like I still had a good foundation to some degree. Yo, so first of all, we go out to dinner last night. Yeah. Bill comes, not an super expensive bill.

She does the fake reach for the purse, right? no way no I didn't I have it on camera and you have money though this was for a skit hmm I said it's for a skit no no listen

this is a skit this is a skit yeah so he starts filming he's always filming me for his fucking Snapchat so it's like doing a little bit I was like yeah I'm Bill Gates sugar baby oh my god do you want me to pay for dinner babe like as if I was Bill Gates sugar baby

and we're using his car you think I would actually pull my card out to pay for dinner well she didn't that's what I was getting that her purse is under the table So there's no, like, me filming her, getting her wallet. So, like, I just happen to look over and I see her hand on her wallet. And I go, all right, go ahead, pay for dinner.

Like, I don't, I know, like, roughly how much money you make. Like, you know, go ahead. Wouldn't do it. Wouldn't even buy me dinner. What the fuck? I pay, yeah. And you've been living in his house? It's crazy.

Yeah. You know. Should girls pay, though? What do you think? I have no problem always paying for everything all the time. I have no issue with that. But sometimes, let's say I'm on the phone. I'm not paying attention when the bill comes.

And I go, oh, can I get the check? And I'm like, my girl will be like, oh, I already paid. I find that super, like, loving, super thoughtful, super nice. Yeah. She does get me breakfast every morning. Every morning. So I really do appreciate that. I believe in equality.

I don't think the women should never pay. Like, I will go 50-50 or sometimes I'll pay myself. I don't really need a man in that way. Don't you also generally date guys with no money? I mean, my ex made like 500 a year. Oh, that's good. You know? That's good.

No, that's good. So, yeah. Do you try to date guys with money then or not with money? No, I don't, I don't, that's not my forefront. Because like, sure, you're rich, but what else? What's your passion? What motivates you? Are you funny?

Can you make me laugh? You know, these are the qualities I look for. Ambition is important, but if there's no passion behind it, it's meaningless for me. I mean ambition, like having ambition, what do you mean about it? have an ambition without passion. Let's say you're Wall Street. Like you make a ton of money, but like, what are you doing? Is it really a passionate way to live?

Are you inspiring people? Are you making them laugh? Even in my content, I at least try to bring a comedic flair to it so that I get people through their weeks. It's not just like always being hot in a bikini. You know, I want to inspire people. I want to make them laugh. I want to do something.

I want to roast you so bad. Why? Because like it's kind of true. but it's also like it is it is you're selling like titty pictures though have you ever seen i'm like i'm a therapist no she does listen i wouldn't have had you on at all if i thought like you were just completely bland and fucking boring and like again after i talked to you in person i was like oh she actually has a decent personality otherwise like this would have been terrible right because i've been in situations talking with people where it's like trying really hard to get

anything out of anyone is fucking or that person specifically was really difficult yeah yeah so It's super funny. That's legit. How did you guys meet? The Coachella thing? We met on the transportation, the house we were staying at, gave transportation to the house. And we met on there. And that was the first real.

Was that Ryan's thing? Yeah, that was the first real conversation we had, yeah. And you were like, look at us, tattoos. Yeah. We're besties. She had been following me for a long time. That's so not true. That's not true.

That's not true. That's so not true. Yes, it is true. You've been following me for a long time. And she slid in my DMs. Absolutely not. I can pull it up right now. When did I slide in your DMs?

Are you joking? Also, the best thing right now. Is this the one you sent yourself? No. No. I'll pull it up. I'm going to pull it up. How are we missing?

We're glazing over this. She just called you her bestie. You're my bestie. We're glazing over this thing. The bestie, because I don't think men and women are friends. I don't think they ever can be. You know, I've heard this before. I think it's fucking.

fake. Really? Yep. Okay. Follow back. Yeah. Okay. So I don't follow her back. Put that out there because the people can't see. Right. And we had a whole conversation about this. And then, oh, what's the very first message ever sent? Yeah, a photo of us from Coachella a week ago. You're acting like I DM'd you years ago. I'm just saying. Who slid and whose DMs? I wouldn't call that sliding dogs. Show the cameras. That is a little different. That's a little different. That's a little different. I got to be fair on that. Brought's my guy. That's a little different. My loyal. is now shift. No, no.

It's, I don't know. The best thing, I don't know how we're glazing over that. I don't mind because it helps me keep my options open. Yeah. The fact he thinks I'm an option,

that was crazy. I love that for you. Actually, you're right. You are my only option and I'm very grateful for this. There we go. And I'm stoked that there are no other women in my life, except for you.

I think he likes me a little bit. That's the gambler. I think he really does. He's good. I love you with all my heart. After a week? After a week. We did the podcast like this.

No. I love you so much. This is bad for business. Love you. Wow. Wow. No, do you think men and women can be friends? I do personally from my side.

Do I agree with you that most men can't be friends with women? Yes. Like I can I can be friends with a man I'm totally not sexually attracted to and immediately friend zone homie him. And I have some day one friends that. are like that, where we're both not sexually into each other. At least they try to say that from their side. You're too hot for any guy to not want to sleep with you.

Yes. It's difficult. It's difficult now. But then if you're friends with that guy, you know that you're welcoming that into your life. So that's not a real friend. That's the point. That's the point. Interesting. That's not a bad thing.

So I get what you're saying. Like, yeah, if you're not attracted to someone, you could be friends of them. But if the guy's like trying to be friends with you, it's likely he's attracted to you. therefore you're willingly allowing that to sort of hover around in the space of like well maybe and then you never know the circumstances could change where like that person then could so add something to your life that maybe you're looking for at the time you go okay now because i've seen it like i've firsthand i've i've seen it i've experienced it i've fucking horror stories about shit like that so you think all the males are just waiting in the corner

waiting for the girl to be like okay i'll finally fuck you and then they yeah absolutely not I just genuinely don't believe that guys are just like, yeah, there are circumstances where like if it's super work related, where they're like, we're friendly because we do this work together. Yeah. But like in the back of their mind, they're still thinking like, is this an opportunity if they're attracted? Right.

What if the guys in a relationship? Married. Doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. Married. Most guys don't want to be friends with other guys, let alone girl. Most of us are chilling in our own lane. Friendless.

No, like we have like our own friends, no girlfriend. Like, we have, like, our own, like, little friend group. We're solid. We know who, Sue. We know who we call for lunch every day. We know who we see at the gym every day or whatever it is. Yeah. Like, most of us aren't looking for more friends.

Like, hey, let's make a bigger group. Right. So now we have to add, not just a bigger group, but, like, now a girl, which is, like, a whole different type of species, you know? Like, we're all chilling. So we had a female, there's really one motive. Yeah. Yeah.

So that's why I just think it's not real. I think it's fucking fake. So you have no girlfriends? No. What about Sarah? What's going on with you? Sarah, someone I work with. That's why it was a specific example.

No, that's a great example. Because that's where, that's what, like, there's a line where it's like, this, this makes sense for us to do this together and it's beneficial and it's good. Wow. But what a really ugly, what about a really ugly girl that you would never try to fuck? That theory applies. That theory applies because it's like, then why am I? Because she's a friend, right?

So you value her. She's really funny. It's amazing quality. So what I'm saying is like, around the boys, gets along. But like ugly as. So what I'm saying in that circumstance, the guy, any guy, nine times, 10 times, 100 times out of 10, is probably not trying to even make a friendship. You understand what I'm saying?

Wow. And also the rules can be reversed. That girl could be trying to sleep with him. He knows that, but he's like, I don't find her attractive, but she does. So it's the exact same thing, just reverse roles. The theory is still applicable. Well, I think at the end, a friendship can still be there and last. even if one of them has a hard boundary that they will not have sex with the other.

So if they fully are always like, look, I'm never going to have sex with you. But it's not a real friendship. Because I have a couple friends that I go back decades with and I, like, I would never have sex with them. Let me ask you a different question. Do you think you could be friends with someone that you were in love with in the past? No. No.

Like an ex? Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. No. Absolutely not. Yeah. I think you have your time together, but it's too heavily complicated.

with feelings that'll never fully go away you'll always why do girls always do like oh we're better friends why do they say that why is that like a thing that they'll say um probably because they're they're lying i guess yeah yeah yeah a hundred percent they're like it's like it's almost like because they're not certain of something else yet you mean when they're ending the relationship yeah yeah yeah oh they just don't want to be with you we'll still maintain a friendship even oh interesting because like they're there's no personal brad no i've i've i've i've i've No, I have experienced this. I have experienced this and I have seen this.

Okay. But in my opinion, that's always just like they're not certain of something else yet. So they keep the person, oh yeah, we're still hovering. Placeholders. Exactly. They're on the back burner. Have you ever been a placeholder? Have I?

Yeah. No. That you know of. No. I mean, I've only had two serious committed relationships in the last like seven years. How long? One was four years and one was a year. And definitely was not a placeholder for either of them.

And then I've never really casually dated besides that. So, yeah, my ex before me wanted to marry me, madly in love with me, tattooed my name on his dick after three months of dating, went totally off the deep end, met my family. We were madly in love. And then how does that not work? How does that not work? Yeah, unfortunately, there's factors I can't control, right? And it just ended.

It was heartbreaking for both of us, you know? This man was like, tough guy, right? But like bawling his eyes out on my security cameras when he was leaving my house. And you weren't sad? I was too. It was equal. Yeah. It was devastating for both of us because that relationship I truly thought was going

till the end. I did not see us ever separating. So but if you really felt like that, then how come you couldn't like, because this is the thing when you talk about love, right? Because you were in love with the person, right? Yeah. How come love isn't powerful enough to be able to. overcome whatever it is that needs to be overcome to make it work. He, he, you know, it's funny,

he had the same belief. He was like, love can conquer all. Our love can do everything. We went to couples therapy. We tried. He was German. I'm American. We grew up so differently. We had a little bit of communication issue. And no matter what, I fought, I fought so hard, but his demons, his battles, his addictions he was facing. Like, I could not help him. There's nothing else I could do. And our love was not enough. Love for me in the end was not enough. And in my opinion, it's not.

You can love someone so deeply and so much. It will not change the events that take place if they're facing demons. Yeah. So, yeah, he had a lot of addictions to the adult world that I uncovered slowly. That's the downside of dating, you know? Even as a solo creator, I thought I could avoid a lot of these people with these problems. They find you. And he had all of them.

Yeah. All of them. But it is interesting. So he had addiction with the adult world and now you're in it. Yes. Were you in it then? How do you think he found me? Yeah.

It was bad. Like he was addicted to escorts, brothels, massage parlors, strip clubs, pushing for full service at strip clubs. Everything under the sun you could think of. he was completely obsessed with and would still be on dating apps while doing all of that. He had an addiction to porn stars where he'd be searching up porn star escorts near me. He had searched my leaks and had photos of me on his phone from before we even met. And I didn't know until I went through his phone.

I discovered all of this. That's kind of strange. A little weird. Like a little weird. Like a little weird. Like searching my links. Okay, you're curious. I get that.

Right. But like photos of me like a little. A little weird. And they weren't even like pornographic photos. He was just like screenshoting my Instagram for like over a year. I was like this before he met you before he met me. Oh. Yeah. Wow. A little weird. Like a little addiction. Yeah. So basically in the end it was like no matter what I could provide, it didn't fill his cup of feeling unworthy. And so he had so much insecurity and all these addictions made him feel better. And so there was nothing I could do. But he took everything out on me, basically.

You know, my career was too much for him. But in the beginning, it was everything he loved. I love you're so hot that the world gives you all this attention. And then in the end, it was, no, I love you so much. I want you all to myself. And he was basically, like, give up your whole career and I'll marry you. And I was like, no, not going to do that. But you loved him.

I did love him, but I love myself more. I respect myself more. You saw where I came from. Yeah. And so for me, this wasn't, I turned a camera on one day and made millions of dollars and like sold a titty photo. How many years did it take to start really making good money? Maybe like three.

Oh, God. But like that was one only fan. Life on easy mode, dude. Three years. Well, that's a long time. No? Three years. Three years to make good money.

Yeah. Yeah. Holy shit. Men cannot relate to that. Yeah. It's such a crazy thing. men have to like you have to like have to like have to like have a reason for people to give a fuck about you well you also started in like the dinosaur times of the internet so that success was

really a build up it's okay though I did though I did though that's mad respect what are you talking about no no no he was one of the first in the game no it was straight bars what you just said is men have to um what you just say you have to you have to find a reason for people to care about you 100% that's so hard those are bars especially on the internet like because you you and like women it's fuck because it's like I mean I get it because a lot of the audience men right they're going to they're going to pay into this sort of thing but yeah as a man you have to do so much more for anyone to give a fuck like a girl for three three years is insane three years made great money is insane yeah like yeah I did start way before I started like

I didn't even know it was going to be able to be a thing when I started but like to be a girl be like yeah I've been doing this for three years to be like I'm making good money is nuts man Because people have to work, like, they have to do everything to just get anything. But don't you think that content creators, especially because you've met so many of them, each one has just a thing. There's a spark, right? Yeah, so exactly. There's a spark to that success.

The person either has it or they don't. It's something I've really noticed. It's something I've noticed with girls too. No, you just said moments ago, took you three years to make a lot of money. It's not necessarily a spark. It is because you're hot. And I'm not being disrespectful. I'm not trying to be.

But, like, a dude has to prove over and over and over again why he's important or why someone should care or why someone should look at him over and over and over. And it's not like, you don't even make money then. Okay, but let's talk about your sex appeal. Okay. So do you think that you use your sex appeal also and that helped you with your career? Because you're an attractive man. Wow. And you're ripped and, right, that's a part of it.

I'm sitting right here. Yeah, like, what's going on? She bestied you and now she's glazing knee. This is my ex-husband. Oh, my God. Future ex-husband. Luckily for me, she's exclusively attracted to ugly guys. This is true.

Fair, fair, fair. Yeah, all my ex is ugly. Stupid. No, so did, like, did that benefit me for sure, I'm assuming, right? Because in the beginning, it was just, like, photos and, like, selfies and shit. Yeah. And then, and then, obviously, I was able to do feats of strength that people were like, this is cool when video came out finally.

Yeah. So, yeah, of course that helped. but that it is interesting because that industry fitness specifically is is super vain but it's like I'm not selling my dick yeah for sure it's an aspect but you have a spark that's my point is like can sex appeal help you get somewhere absolutely but you have to have something else right but but here's the crazy part right men are the the because we talked about this the other day met what it's like what's your audience on on only fans it's like 90% men are buying stuff and you're right yeah I had to get other men to care about me

that's 10 times harder yeah than getting like being a girl getting men to care about you that's like wake up but you're pretty they're gonna care I think it's also the difference of our industries too right you're more social media content creation I'm in the adult world we all know the money is through the roof it's insane so that comparison is you know I will make money faster in the adult world than a girl trying to come up in the social media space doing the same kind of content as you yeah But she needs to have that spark. She has to have a personality. She has to look good, too.

The sex appeal is important. But there has, there's just something there. It's why some fail and some succeed. There's always a spark to a content creator that makes them. And it's the eye for the content. Almost everyone that I know that creates content, they have the final say or they edit themselves still because they have a creative vision that can't be fulfilled. You either have it or you don't.

I've had so many editors fuck up so many things because I'm like, what is this? Right? Like you either have an eye. for it or you don't yeah that's true but i feel like i just feel like as a girl you even if you didn't have the eye for it if you're just hot you could still make decent money a hundred percent because like we talked about it earlier i think before we got on camera but like that's this is part of the whole conversation about fucking how i feel like only fans and these sort of platforms are just completely fucking up the world is that the perspective yeah of women just being like

oh this is oh she's hot a girl being like oh i'm hot i'll make money and then fuck any other job that's like actually has some substance behind it. And again, I don't try kind of sounds disrespectful because it's what you do. It's what a lot of women do. Yeah. But I still feel like it's setting the precedent for girls who are just like, well, fuck anything else. I'm just going to do this because it looks easier. Yeah. I also think most of those female creators fail. And I think there's repercussions in the rest of their life. I think, for example, you and you're such a hard worker and I see it and obviously you're beautiful. You know that. And you succeeded one of the highest possible levels, right? And you already know off camera sincerely, you know, congratulations.

But I think such a, I think it's like 98% of these only fans, female creators, make less than 300 bucks a month. And I would say that's a failure. And then they have all these repercussions. But they get blinded by this idea that if they sell them, their bodies online, that they're guaranteed the same lifestyle you got. Yeah. And then they realize it requires skill and effort.

You know, because again, it's not just the way you look. And they fail miserably because they know nothing about marketing. They don't know how to set up a sales structure. And they fail. It's a business. It's a business and the product is being attractive. Okay, so how do you sell that? How do you market it? And how do you succeed? And that requires skill and effort that most people don't have. But I will agree with you that it is toxic because most of these girls go into it thinking, oh, nothing. I can go out and get another job after this. No, you can't. You're going to derail your whole life. You start an only fans. You need to 100% commit to it that this is lifelong. This is your career. And if you make get a career and you become really good at it, you are set up for life. And it is okay. It morally within themselves, they have to ask themselves questions. But financially, are they okay for life? And could they stay on this career path? If they do it well, if they're smart, yes. But a lot of them don't weigh those pros and cons. They just jump into it.

When do you think your only fan's career will come to an end? I don't think it will. I think AI will become so popular that I won't even have to work anymore. I will just sell a product and a version of myself. I was talking about this last night. Yeah. I might even be like a hieroglyphic. But physically, I'd say I can go to 45 easily. No problem.

But I'm, again, I'm a solo creator. So I'm in a very specific, easy spot where I'm not uncomfortable with the work I do. I don't have to work with anyone. No one touches me. I'm very happy. I love my little life. And I can do this as long as. So right now you see yourself doing this to your 45.

Yeah, we'll see how it goes. And what would you do after that? I'd be retired, babe. Retired doing real estate. I want to continue to invest in. Real estate. Yeah, I want to continue. Girls and say they do real estate is so funny.

That's one of the funniest means. Oh, real estate. Okay. From bottle service to real estate. Yeah, real estate. Well, you know, it's sugar baby, by the way. You know, it's funny. No, I've never been a sugar baby.

Not for me. That paid lifestyle is not for me either. but um no i had a psychic tell me that my long-term career path was i would just have tons of properties and i'd be running them all out and then i would have so much savings that i'm that's just like passive income that keeps you're you go to psychics i love psychics changed my life you're so hippie and you're not into that right that because that's like a different he's got obsidian pyramids by his bed it's true it's crazy no psychics though psychics is like well i don't even want to i don't want to know that yeah well it's like it's like

It's a little scary that one. Yes. They will go as deep as you want to. You're scared of being a psychic? Yeah, it's just weird. It's weird. What are you scared of? I don't like the idea of, I guess because so much of our lives, how we create them is

through intention. And then you go talk to a person that is like giving you like this idea of what is possible for you or where you're going to go. Then you start to create that into your own sort of intention of your life. Oh, someone, they said this. So this is where I might end up or go. And I don't want that outside. influence. So you think that they can somehow convince your subconscious to track a different

path in life? I think that literally everything that we consume, every single day, content, social media, stuff on the internet, Twitter, we're doing that whether we're aware of it or not. And then if you go to someone that's like you sit down, I'm assuming you give some information about yourself, and then they're giving you this like intimate spot on like where you might or might not be. And you're kind of willfully being like, oh, this is this person is a psychic. So you're going, oh, they must know. You're even further down that road of, like, influence in a way that maybe is not genuinely for you. Right.

Because we do this. Like, this is just content. You listen to what she says about whatever as a girl. And you're like, oh, maybe I can do that. Like, that's happening. But now you're going to a person that, like, you go, oh, this person knows. And if you're believing it, you're way more likely to go in that direction. Yeah.

It can manipulate and shift the path. I will agree with that. How many times you've gone to a site? I have an annual reading every January, just for the year ahead. You got to worry about that one. That's the one you got to worry about. This is how my last. I have other things I'm fearful of.

Yeah. I am a little witch. I'm really, I'm into Wicca too, and I'm good with black magic. Wicca? Yeah. Huh.

And black magic. My psychic told me that I had a past life history in druidism, which is like Celtic roots. Right. And that's from my dad's paternal side. So that's why I'm good at Wicca. But I used to be a feeler, and I would feel when the storms were coming. You know, those white people in the cloaks and whatever, back in the 1400?

Smell the rain and shit. Yeah. They recently, is it raining? What the fuck? You can blur that. They recently were like, there are people who can literally smell before the rain comes. That's so cool. You know, the thing is I think we all have psychic capabilities.

And if we meditate more, we can tap more into it. Do you believe in past lives? Oh, 100%. Yeah. Yeah, 100%. I do too. Really? Yeah.

Okay. So you believe in past lives, Brad, but not psychics. Well, no, I'm not saying I don't believe in psychics. I'm saying I don't want that influence. You're a spiritual guy. He's saying he believes so much in psychics that he can't go see one because they could adjust his life. Yeah, I don't want that. I don't want.

I'm doing good, you know? Yeah, yeah. But it can be helpful, right? It's really helped me stay clear off certain paths that I could have gone down. Can I be honest with you and you? Please. The last relationship I was in, she saw me living in, looking down at my hand at a ring, it meant nothing with two kids around me in a fountain.

And she goes, if you stayed with him, you could go towards the end, but your life would be, you'd be unhappy. He was like really fat and I was miserable and I was in love with my kids, but we didn't have the relationship anymore that I wanted. There wasn't the love that I was looking for and the marriage that I was looking for. She kind of pre-worn me. She saw this whole path. Because he was fat.

It wasn't that he was fat, but our relationship fell apart. That just stuck out to me. Let's just start there. He was fat because he's unmotivated. Let's start there. Exactly. What does being overweight mean also like unambitious, not taking care of yourself? Yeah, like that's not great. And if you're that overweight, you're probably sick, right?

You're not feeling good. You're not mentally there. I mean, I'm going to say something. Maybe this is going to piss a lot of people off because I'm a fitness guy, but I decided after enough experiences that I won't hire fat people anymore. It says a lot about them. Because I've had experience with people who, you know, just, we're going to get good. We're not great.

I don't give a fuck, though. But I used to be super fat. I was 250. Wow. I have photos. Really? Yeah, I swear. Did you go on a Zempe?

I didn't. This is before a Zempe. It's a long time ago. What's your thoughts on Ozempic? It can be good if it used, used properly as a tool. You know, it's just problem. People just, that's the only tool that they, like, lean into. And like, this is the reason why.

Because you're not developing any habits to actually, like, maintain that lifestyle it's a band-aid it's the same thing with like steroids it's like if you just use it as like I'm just doing this and it's going to do everything for me you're you're on the wrong path because then you're going to have to feel like you get let's say you get a little older you're going to have to do more and do more because you're living on just that drug and not like your actual life choices surrounding the use of those things yeah so that's why those things are interesting for sure are you all are you all natural you all no I take testosterone I've talked about this plenty of times, yeah.

Okay. Testosterone, is that different from steroids? I'm not in this world. It's the same thing. Yeah. A different word. Interesting. Stereoid testosterone is a steroid hormone.

Okay. Yeah. But like it's not bad. It's not giving you acne or anything. I've never really gotten side effects from that shit. Wow. Interesting. I've also never really abused it.

Earlier in my 20s, like my mid-20s, I did use more than I do now for sure. Yeah. But I was always afraid of abusing it because I was just like, this is going to kill it. me. I don't want to die young because I was so afraid of dying at that time. Do you believe that people can get too big? Like too jack? Yeah. I mean, it depends on what, not health-wise, but like aesthetically, do you think guys look good that are that big? There is talking about professional bodybuilders. Yeah, just everyone you've met that's like, it depends. There's certain people that, yeah, you could hold an aesthetic out of size and still look good. But like there is a

point where it's like, it's crazy. For me, the bodybuilding thing was always impressive because just because you, like in doing even just a little bit of it, you know how much it takes to get there. So you're like, it's still impressive in just the fact that someone's going to push their body to that degree. Yeah, yeah. There's respect to that. Like, because when I first started that, that was actually my original goal. Like I didn't, the social media shit wasn't a thing at all. And I was like, I'm going to be a professional bodybuilder. That's what I thought. So when I was like 19, that's where I was going. Yeah. Lots of spray tans, Brad. We could have done our spray tans together. Yeah. Could it look stupid. And then I got into the industry and was like,

this is fucking dumb. These people suck. Not the bodybuilders, but like the whole competition space and like the judging of it was fucking stupid. So I got out of it. There was something I want to ask you. We were talking about like intention

and this whole psychic thing. Do you believe in decision? Like our decisions shape our lives or fate is like a thing that is predetermined or predestined. Didn't think it was going to get on a podcast with an OF girl and started talking about fate. Yeah, fate and destiny. I think we have the capability to manipulate and shift our path at any given time.

And so with that, I can't say that everything is fate because then I do believe we have the will and the freedom to shift and manifest and create anything we have. So fate, not really. I think destiny is in your hands and you can create and have any life you want. But I've also lived like nine lives. So I deeply believe in that. I also have manifest tattooed on my hands. So.

I don't see it. The script. Where? It's script. Oh. M-A-N-I-F-E-S-E-S-E manifest. Yeah, but so I believe in that heavily. You know, you can create anything you want with the right intention mindset.

You don't think it's predetermined. I don't think it's predetermined, no. I mean, where you come from in circumstances, yeah. That's, let's say it was, uh, A boy born in India in poverty, you know, am I going to become a billionaire? Probably not. But if I worked really hard, if I set up my life for that in some way, you know, maybe. Yeah.

Yeah, I think a lot of it is is in our hand still. But the power of coming to get to where you want to be. Yeah, because coming from certain places, it's way more difficult. And so, like, I am aware that I sit in a lot of privilege and I had a beautiful life. And I'm from California. And, like, where I ended up has a lot to do with that. So, you know, is where you're born also part of fate? Then that's a deeper rabbit hole we can spiral into.

So I don't know. Yeah. What about you? Well, yeah, that goes back to the idea I had about multiple lives as if like you're supposed to be living whatever that life is from whatever start point. Yes. Yeah. Then they get the whole conversation gets even crazier because then it's like then we're all

kind of one. We're all like living the same, not the same. We're all living our lives at different times and different timelines. It's fucking weird. Yeah. I'm definitely into that. It's like, they say on your last life you don't have any kids.

And I don't plan to have children. Do you? I do. I want children. Oh, you do want kids. Yeah. I'm not getting there right now. Yeah.

Hopefully I am. Are you practicing? Yeah. Well, yeah, I'd have to. I have to. You Brad? No, I can't give all the tea. Yeah.

I would say I'm practicing, yeah, for sure. A lot of practice. Okay. I'm happy to you. Do you want kids? I would love the ideal of a family with a wife and kids and white pick and fence. So, but does that mean you want kids? Are you just like the idea?

Absolutely. Yeah. Yeah. I plan on having a whole happy family. That's my goal. Yeah. Do you think, do you ever think, because how old are you? 33.

Do you ever think you missed a certain time? Because that's for me is a harder thing. Like I'm basically going to be 36 next month. And I'm like, damn, did I fuck this up that I didn't get it soon enough? Yeah. I think that like as I get older, I slowly miss the window to like finding my wife and starting my family. But then also I like look at my life and I go, nah, it's packed out with max experiences like I'm on a good path. And each one has shaped you and made you better in the

end. Each X. Each experience. Experience. Not always made me better. No, no, no, no. Definitely not. Well, I think everything's a lesson though. So it could be more to teach your kids, more to pass down like you could judge yourself and be like wow i'm 36 no family yet right but throughout all of this time you're going to provide so much more value to your kid when you're ready yeah and when it comes to yeah and i think there are other ways obviously to to pass that value that aren't just like to your children and also too we talk about experiences and i try to get i try to focus on this part of it instead of the i guess the sad part of it of not having it is that like kind of like you said i mean all this is is just for experience but it feels selfish if it's like just for yourself so it goes back to

we were talking earlier about having like passion or having like a purpose and like what you're doing and is it for someone else whether it's like for 10 other people or a million other people is it for other people like can we do things because a lot of people get caught up in their timeline I think like we're really taught that oh you especially I guess in America is more so this like get married have kids at this age and you have to live this way yeah and it's It's like becoming less and less realistic it feels, maybe because of social media, the world, the way it is. But I just feel like life is way more complicated than that.

And the true thing, and a lot of this become, like a lot of this, the thing that I'm saying, become someone's family. Like that's their purpose. That's their passion. Right. But there are a ton of other ways to like give that sort of energy out to the world that isn't just your child. And is it also filling a void because you couldn't find passion and happiness

in your own life with your own endeavors? And so then your purpose becomes. passing it down or raising a child instead. But the end goal of it always being to have a family and have kids, I mean, I feel like there's so much more to life than just that. So you don't want kids at all? No, 100%. You've never wanted kids?

I've never wanted kids. I think there's a lot in our natural makeup that I think wants a family. Like, I feel like I can understand why people say they don't want kids. But do you have any younger siblings? No, I have one older sibling. You ever, like, taught somebody something that, like, you were super passionate about? Not really, no. No?

You ever taught somebody something? Yeah, a lot of people. Yeah. I mean, like, millions of people. A younger person? No, anybody. Like, anybody. Because peers are fun.

Then you can bounce back, you know, ideas and whatever. And, sure, I've done that. But teaching a younger person or someone underneath me, how to, I don't know. It's just not, it's just not, I don't want to do homework in my 40s. Right? I don't want to clean throw. I don't want to ruin my body. I don't want to go through all of that. There is something beautiful to like, yeah, seeing someone understand something for the first time. I agree. Yeah. Like I hope my sister has kids. So that way I can enjoy being an aunt, but then give that little soul-sucking demon away back to them. I don't know. I feel like sharing

something that you're passionate about or love or have experience or wisdom with to someone who doesn't is a beautiful thing. And you also get to leave that. transaction or that that moment knowing that you did your best to make the world a better place you know to be able to teach somebody like why littering is bad i think can be a huge attribute to like helping the planet you know one person at a time yeah i think having kids allows you for a whole life to make the best human being you can to better the planet yeah yeah based on your experiences that's the goal that's why i want it because i think it's i just think that's fucking cool i think it's cool too yeah it's seen someone like i said seen someone learn

something for the first time is probably beautiful yeah then again i have dogs so maybe that's good enough you could do the dogs for a while you know so so there there's been there's been controversy around you and lying on the internet why do you think people think you lie us it's good well okay so we so no problem so we'll answer that but it's we've been past the point now so everyone knows that i'm not right like us on steiny show he live looked at all my casino reports i've shown my tax statements live on camera on one of the full send pods on money buys happiness yeah it's like all my stuff's out you mean you guys like literally google my tax statements and my casino record but we were talking about this a little bit earlier so my first ever interview was the first time i did no jumper

yeah and i know adam before social media i know him through bmx and when he asked me to do his podcast it was right after a little baby and drake both like shouted me out and just totally co-signed me yeah so i i swear to god i thought i was doing adam a favor going on no jump I didn't like I never heard of a podcast. I know any of that stuff. I was like on social media for like a month at the time. And because of that, the way I told every story was like the most, how you say like dramatized version of events. And so for like the first like two years following that, I super dug into that super hard. It got insane views. It was super click baity. It was really clippable. Everything I said the way I said it was super clippable. By trolling yourself? Is that what you mean? It was sort of by trolling myself, like, like, so like, let's say, I didn't see any of this. That's why I'm asking. So were you saying, like, I'm broke, I'm a liar, everything's fake, or what were you doing?

No, no, I was saying the opposite. I was saying, like, everything I said was true. But the way I framed everything was, like, the most dramatic, the most, like, flamboyant, the most over the top, the biggest version of its reality. So even though it was all true, I said everything like super crazily, like, you know, it was really good clickbait. It was really good, clipable moments, great. I mean, I hit record viewership on everything, like my first two years on social media. And then slowly, I'm like, all right, like this is kind of over. Like, I'm tired of like this, like, dramatized version of my persona.

And then I was just like, listen, it's all real, but like, let me just, like, tell you, like, the regular way it went down. So why did people think you were lying? What was that about? Because it sounded so outrageous. My story, in my real story is already hard to believe. It's like an unbelievable path I took. Like, I did beat Vegas. I did win $32 million.

I did get banned for winning. Like, all that stuff is real. But the way I was framing it was like so over the top that it just added a layer of like, that's even harder to believe. Right. I think the one thing I heard about you was how could he be banned from casinos if you were still there teaching other people how to gamble. That went around.

That was like the only thing I knew about him. So in the beginning, they didn't all ban me. Just some did. It was like a process, like one at a time. Right. And then a lot of them. because they never really dealt with banning someone for winning in Baccarat. Like the only times they really did that is when someone was cheating.

So we saw a communication. Everybody was kind of confused. So I'd be like, listen, this is the celebrities I'm with or the person that I'm with or the people. This is what we're trying to do. Can I come in? And in the beginning they would just say, yes, you can come in today. No, you can't come in. Yes, you can.

But here's the terms. Blah, blah, blah. So that's how I was still going in. And then they kind of stop at that. And now when I go in, it's if I was invited for a special event, like I went power slap, fountain blue, right? So they invited me to come. So I went.

As a matter of fact, while I was there, they ended up kicking me out anyway. Power slapping is right where they get slapped. They stand and slap. That is so absurd. It's crazy. Is it like a sport at this point? Yeah, yeah. That's insane.

Yeah. How do you fucking train for that? How do you train your jaw? You're like fucking neck muscles. I don't know. That's like kind of hardcore too. Yeah. That's cool.

Yeah. I think it's cool. You got to have balls to stand up there and just get smacked off of fucking coin toss. Who gets smacked first is. I know, I know. You don't want to be, you don't want to get smacked first. Then you can get knocked out on your first getting smacked and no chance to hit back. Yeah.

They're going for the chin. Yeah, or like the fuck. Yeah. Yeah, which is like, that's where your knock at is. I saw a clip of you talking about underground tunnels in Vegas. Sure. Like, was that as like where? Yeah, I go all the time.

But like where do you, where do you, where's the app into the conspiracy? No, like where's serious. No, no, it's real. I go all the time. There's a whole, an entire city of homeless people that live under the city of Las Vegas. So every week when I go to Vegas. to Vegas. I go in the tunnels and I give food and water. Yeah. There's like videos. Where do you even enter that? So the best entrance is on Dean Martin. I have the exact

address. And I encourage everyone to go and give back to those in need, you know, if you can. That's where they put the homeless, it sounds like. Basically, basically. Because everyone's like sex trafficking tunnels. Nah, no, no, no. But it's just homeless people that that's where they made camp, like their shelter in there. It's like they made an entire community under there. Yeah. What does it, what does it look like? Is it just like? So they're water drain tunnels. sewage type tunnels, but they're dry, basically. They're not like, there's not like sewage running in it. So I don't actually know it's purpose.

Maybe it's water runoff or floods, maybe, I forget. Yeah. So the main entrance, the one I go into on Dean Martin, you can actually enter from either direction. Again, like for me, like where I usually go, because it's easier to enter from here. On Dean Martin goes under Dean Martin. That's the side that I go in. And there's six tunnels.

One they use for, the homeless use for their own sewage. And the other five, so you could walk in. There's always people loitering out front as well. because I'm coming with food I go hey is there anybody in this tunnel like I'm just here to get food like yeah go ahead because they have weapons everywhere like they're ready for whatever and a lot of them are on drugs shocking yes I mean I don't surprise you yeah I would have never guess yeah they have their own city they have their own arts district in there it's like tunnel three or something is the art district when you get like half a mile in there they got lights in there they got like some pretty strong dwellings honestly so can you drive through yeah they got a drive through yeah they have like some pretty strong dwellings honestly so can you drive through these tunnels it's not big enough to drive okay yeah yeah they're not wide enough to enter a vehicle no okay so the theory is in l.A there's the underground tunnels yeah they talk about this too i've i've never seen that brad i know you got some connections you're gonna tell the internet what's real what's not the drug trafficking tunnels that's where i've actually heard there's the starbucks there's like an

actual shut the fuck up no it's that's what they say yeah yeah i seen this it's not a drug trapping tunnel that that the starbucks allegedly is in it's for the super elite rich and famous so they So they can beat traffic. Yeah. There's no way this is real. A guy that used to work allegedly at this Starbucks came out and talked about it. I saw that too. There's no way.

That's real. There's no way there's a Starbucks in this tunnel. I want to work there. I want to work there? I want to work there. Should I go apply? I actually want to see this. Maybe I'll DM the CEO of Starbucks and like start there and like see if I can.

No, because there has to be employees that are like, no, I've been. I work there. I mean, I'm in Seattle. Headquarters is there. You got to go ask that motherfucker. Where's the one in L.A.? I want that address. I want to go there today.

Well, you have to go in the tunnel. So only certain people get access to this tunnel. We're not cool enough. Fuck. I know. How elite you got to be to get in that tunnel? Super elite. Can you think let me film a video in there?

Going to the underground tunnels in L.A.? You know, Brad, I don't think they would let you do that. I think that avoids the purpose. But then what kind of employees are they hired? They've got to be hiring like, yo, you can't swear to secrecy. Right. I mean, it's probably, I don't know. It's probably government run.

What other cities do you think of? tunnels under them all of them all of them i think the whole country's connected the major ones yeah the major ones they talk about that too i've seen that conspiracy you ever seen stuff about the denver airport yeah well that's like one of the weirdest things wait isn't there a show that just came out about denver colorado and they're living oh my listen this is the one thing i can't because this goes back to the sort of alien conversation yeah i think that i can't stand about this alien conversation is that how come it's 2025 and everything is still filmed on a fucking like fucking toaster.

When it comes to alien footage. Yeah, alien footage is always on a toaster. It's like, bro. I think I know the answer. I think the answer is because the powers that be wipe it as soon as it gets filmed, caught on camera. And I think they are purposely planting really poor footage to manipulate us further to this concept, as well as conditioning us along the way.

Okay, here's also something we can consider. If the government wants to keep this under wraps, they basically control the whole internet as well. If really good quality photos come out, they're going to wipe it like that. I think that's also a part of it. So you think they have enough power that fast to like wipe something goes on Twitter? Absolutely. I think anything you've ever seen, they allowed for you to see it. Any conspiracy you think you know about, they allowed you to think you knew it. Remember when Chloe Kardashian had that photo come out and her stomach looked a little weird and bad lighting? She was able to get that basically removed from the internet. You don't think that the government can totally wipe out

photo. But like any, some random kid in Omaha could be like Twitter, bang. Yeah. But it's gone. I think there's a detection program that while you're uploading it, while the, while the platform is actively uploading it is understanding what it is. And you'll get a phone call immediately or a visit at your dorm. So you think all these companies are all in on it.

Yes. Look, I'll say this. When I smoke DMT for this first time. Oh my God. Perfect. Brad, bring out your crystals. Perfect. You can't say that.

Brad, get your crystals. Well, I first, okay, go, I have to hear this story. Okay. So when I did something, smoked DMT for the first time, I, I connected with aliens. That was the first thing. So I get, I get placed in a room. I know, it sounds crazy, but this is what happened. And it's very weird.

So I get placed in a room. I'm sitting there. By the way, though, you're high on DMT right now. Yeah. And I actually meditated. This was deep in my hippie era. So I meditated before I had all my crystals around me. I was in Santa Cruz with a drummer from a reggae band.

Very hippie. Classic. Yeah. Classic. And my hair was down to here. It was wonderful. What an era. Anyway, so I enter this room.

It's pitch black. And I start to see these beings popping up in the background. They're just silhouettes all black. And they're like, they start like welcoming me that I'm here, celebrating that I'm back. And they said very much she's back, like you're back. It's a place we either go to. we've been before, whatever, and DMT is in everything. And it happens when we're born and when we die, there's a big boom in our brain with DMT.

So all these beings pop up. And then I start to see these little gray aliens coming towards me. And they have the classic little grays with a little tiny little face, sliver of a mouth. And they licked their thumbs like that. And they pressed my third eye. And they went in a row. and there was like three of them. And then I started to, I looked down and there's like more beings and they're like dragging me

downwards and that's when I like snapped out of it. But it was like a welcoming embrace and it very strange. I don't know. But I've had lots of other experiences on drugs and that and specifically DMT was the only time this has happened. Like I've done LSD, I've done acid, all of these things. Yeah. The colorways are crazy and there's lots of movement and you see flow and how we're all.

all connected, but to actually see aliens through me for a world. And that was the first time you did it? First time. That was the experience the first time. Yeah. Have you ever done ayahuasca? No, but this, I want to do this year for healing. I've done it three times.

Wow. Yeah. Where? South America? No, I had someone fly out here and do it. Wow. Like a ceremony, like someone from South America. Did you have any experiences with?

Not, nothing like that. Okay. Um, because I guess the way in which you do it, you're drinking this, the, this like sort of like, I don't know, thicker fluid. Um, but it wasn't like, I didn't see beans. It was more shapes. Um, kind of similar to acid, but like all inside. Like if you shut your eyes, it's all happening inside. Yeah. In your mind. I didn't see like a fuck. There was no one trying to lick and then press my forehead. Right. It was so bizarre. And still to this day, it's like hard to understand why that happened. And had you done it. sense then and oh so you haven't done it again no I think maybe it was my first only time I think I did smoke it twice in one week but that was like the first dose didn't really do anything and then the second time is when I had the I fell what do you take from that what you what's your you just think that aliens are existing 100% yeah I think it's all connected yeah I think it's all connected what do you think aliens are I think aliens have been perceived as God for since the

beginning of time. Yeah. Angels coming from the sky. You look at the hieroglyphics in Egypt. Personally, I think aliens, yeah. Who are you? I think rays are humans that evolve to the future that are coming back to past our present to alter things for their future.

Their present are our future. Yeah. That's what makes it feels like it's like this evolution. Interesting. It makes the most sense. Because look at us right now and the way we're evolving with technology and AI and all the shit that's like becoming less real, less human. Yeah.

Or like machine. But they were real. like they were they were humanoid they weren't um they weren't like robotic yeah i think as far as you can see i think that's the living human race that we i think we will evolve to grace i think our lineage will be a great so you think they're an evolved human that's from another galaxy that's visiting us galaxy or planet yeah yeah i think they're humans from another galaxy i think us in thousands of years our lineage well you're not going to have kids but the rest of our lineages well maybe i'll have yours well best eat up married and kids

This is crazy. That's why I'm fine rocking. That's why I'm fine rocking bestie. You know what I mean? I know my place. Bestie, see? We also determine that it's not real.

Yeah, I just, I think I agree with that. I feel like they've been here before. They've done this before. So the earth has been around for how many fucking years? Like, five billion.

Right. Like, can we Google that actually? I want to know the actual stat. What is it? Because I just think it's like it's, you know, and it's been wiped out how many times complete like ice ages and,

and I know, this is yeah yeah come on put some respect that's what i'm saying though and it like and then type how many times has the earth been uh like destroyed i think it's like eight or something like that huh not the short sorry sorry not the earth sorry sorry i don't i don't mean sorry sorry not the three content how how how many times is the earth like how do you How do you phrase it? Like restarted. Because it's obviously the Earth's not fucking disappearing.

Five major mass extinctions. Mass extinctions, yeah. In the last half billion years. Because how long have we been here for? 4.5. No, no. How long have humans been here for? I actually don't know that.

Well, that becomes a whole religious conversation. Right. Really? Yeah. I thought that's just like a thing. No, like evolution is an. anti-religious belief for sure it's also a scientific fact yeah then we start arguing then we get pretty political we get but i think i feel like you could have religion and evolution can still

be in the same sort of conversation like technically to some people i guess to some people it's very like hard line by definition it's a hard line yeah yeah i think religion gives people purpose and makes them believe in something and and to some degree i think it can be beautiful and also heavily toxic too yeah um well i have a whole yeah i have a whole fucking yeah I just think it's just, I guess it's kind of a sad belief, but it's like it just seems like another, you know. Another thing. Another thing to be like, this is the thing, not that it's not real to this degree, but the way that we've sort of captured it as like humans and been like, hey, this is this, believe this, think this. Like we've made it our own sort of like bastardized version of what it really is.

I think it's aliens, though. You think aliens just started all this shit? We're like running back again? 100%. the last fucking five billion years he doesn't believe in astrology just really annoying are you into astrology i don't know if i'm like into astrology but you believe in it do you believe i mean that's sort of the compass of why would the pyramids all align with the stars in a very specific way mathematically perfect aliens are a part of that they helped him build it maybe who knows

you think without communicating different people around the world looked at the same stars and go we should build pyramids that connect these stars that's the biggest coincidence in history It's just the mathematical perfection that is so intense. Have you been to Egypt? No, and I want to go really bad. So I walked through all the way up to the top of the pyramid and like... Isn't that illegal? You're not supposed to do that?

No, inside. Oh, okay. Not outside. Okay. Yeah, I just like took a couple photos from my only fans at the top. You know, no deal. Yeah, for sure. kicked out.

Mr. Bish just did it legally though. Yeah, inside. Yeah, he got to stay in it and do it. He got full acts to do anything he wants, I think, for 20s. 24 hours, was it? Yeah, he went, but he went like into like some caves or some shit, no? I don't know if he was on top of it. Yeah, but anyway, the rocks in real life are so massive.

I took one look and I was like, there's no way humans did that. Yeah. It's absurd. What does astrology have to do with that? If it was non-human. So the pyramids are placed perfectly under the stars in a way that it has everything to do with astrology, the way that the light shines and the moon. I don't know.

I don't know all the details, but I know that it's heavily. That was the ancient sort of like, not God in a sense, but that was just the ancient sort of compass. All of the ancient cultures worshipped the sun, the stars, the moon, everything. But I think it's because aliens came from there and then our ancient civilizations didn't have the language to describe that. So they saw it as God. Yeah.

So I think aliens built a pyramid so each pyramid can recognize to a certain star, which would be like that alien group. Yeah. And you say aliens as in like humans that evolved however many billions of years ago to that form yeah it's like we drop a pin on google maps to know where home is and how to get back they did the same thing they're like that starts home drop a pin what pin like build a pyramid you know but then but then the conversation gets weird because it's like but they had if they had so much better technology like why would they need to drop a pin as a pyramid they're like playing

with us for like toys they're like you guys figure it out like we're gonna leave you these little clues i think there's a more tangible answer than that i don't know the answer but i think it's more tangible yeah but he doesn't believe in astrology because i was trying to explain to him that I stay up to date with this and I really fully fucking believe in it because I had my astrology tell me that I was

going to have bad travel delays and I was like yeah whatever like because I didn't know this is funny you got to understand why that's funny to hear that I fully believe in it because I had bad travel delays my brain was like shut off look you have to listen to this story I look

okay I'm in Berlin and I had booked my flight back to America and it was during the time that I was supposed to have significant travel delays. And I map out my astrology in the beginning of the month and to see which dates I shouldn't should not travel and whatever. Listen, just lock in. I'm locking in. Boys, lock in. I'm locking in. Okay. Okay. Okay. Internet lock in right now. Okay. So significant travel delays still booked my flight did not care. I get COVID the day before I'm supposed to travel and I'm like, this is not happening. But I have to go. I'm busy. It was when I was getting my sleeves

done in London, right? So I'd been in Europe for a month. I'm like, I have to go home. I go to the airport to check in for my flight. And the guy at the counter is like, your flight doesn't exist. And he was like, the stars. Okay. And we've talked about my history. I've traveled the world. I know how to book a flight. This has never happened to me in my life. Okay. So I'm like, my flight doesn't exist. Okay. Cool. I was like, let me just book the next flight then. Okay. He goes, well, they're having a strike at Lithuanza Airport. So there's no flight for six more days. So I got then trapped in Berlin for six more days. So I got COVID. My flight doesn't exist. There's strikes all over the world and where I am. Where I am, there's

strikes. I can't even get a flight for six more days. Would you consider that a travel delay? Yeah. Does that sound like a significant- It sounds like you got COVID and then something happened. And then you go, the stars. No, no. Bro, that's exactly what you did. No. Okay. But ever since then, He got sick. He didn't. Here was the thing, though. I also didn't believe it.

I was like significant travel delays, whatever. I took the whim and I booked my flight. But what I learned is that I'm paying attention to my astrology now. So now when I see it, when they say there's going to be significant travel delays in my chart for that month during this time, I don't book flights. I will say this. Now I want to challenge you, though. I want you to book a flight next time. He's going to be like, I want your psychics phone number.

I want you to read my chart. Now I want you to challenge yourself in book flights during your next travel delay and see if it's the same outcome. Okay, Brad, for you, I'll do it. You have to do that. I'll do it. I'll tell you this. If a girl asks, I care very deeply about my astrology. As you should.

I know my big three. I know my rising moon. Do you actually know that shit? Sort of. Yeah. Like, I don't know that. Enough girls have told me it. Yeah.

Oh, wow. I believe in it. She told me as well. Ex husband. What's mine? What are your big three? I need to know the time you were born, the exact location. I feel like my Snapchat knows this.

I need your mom and I need your social security number and then. Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Oh, I fucking bank transfers and everything. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. And I need to go through your following one by one and we can talk about how you, how you know them. I'm kidding. Is this how you find a guy?

I'm kidding. No, no, but you know what's crazy? I started seeing someone and he started doing that. He was like, we should go through your, he was all date night idea. let's go through your following and talk about how you know them and I was like you're insane that is crazy like that is psychotic that you were just afraid to get caught up I don't even follow that many people I think I follow like 500 people that makes it more dangerous yes if you have like if you follow a lot of people it's easy like oh it met him one time met her one time like we talked

when you only follow like a small few why just those right because they're friends or you know friends you know interesting love that friends also who has time to actually sit on Instagram and watch every story. No, I don't do. Like, never in my life do I sit there and like actually go through my story. I don't have time. Dude, you know what's funny, though? The stories that you watch the most pop up.

Yeah, yeah. Like right away. That's an easy one to find on a chick. You'd be like. Yes. Oh, 100%. Yeah. Whose story is always there.

Right. They watch it a lot. Yeah. I don't need these bad ideas. Yeah. Sorry. When you start skipping stories, the algorithm knows that. They put them to the back.

Yeah. And then they push everyone to that you're really paying. The girl is, you're like, why is that one always there? Well, there's a reason. She's watching it. Crazy. So do you, would you let your girlfriend have male friends? No, absolutely not.

It's not, it's not real. What it, okay, in what, in a group setting, if they're friends, that's fine. There's no need. There's no need. She doesn't have enough girlfriends. She can't make enough friends on her own. Yeah, like, the only way that she has guy friends are like, friends that are like, that are like my friends that they see and they're.

interacting with them because like we're together got it in those settings interesting you think like I'll be like yeah she's gonna be like I'm gonna go hang out with this guy he's my friend like what the fuck are you talking about I'm going out to dinner with Joe like he you know he's in town well dinner's a little intimate yeah any I don't go to the park go and none of that is all that's intimate but like what if it was a group setting or something so then that dude's taking my chick out on a date with his boys like yeah that's what I do for her like come over baby me and my friends are hanging out you shouldn't feel threatened though. Oh, look, she's

trying to pull the insecurity card. That's crazy. She does this all time. Just, you shouldn't feel threatened. It's not even about that. So then, let's say we start dating and you have female friends. I don't. Okay. You have female friends. No, I don't.

Pick one. Name a single female that I've hung out with. Your sister. Wait, his sister? That doesn't count. Okay, this man. You want, you know, pack that? Go ahead. No, no, no. Pick another one. Pick another one. Pick like one girl. Pick one girl. No, no. I picked one. Okay. He claims he had a sister, right? And I was like, oh, cool. This is your sister. And I heard him on the bus and he was on FaceTime. And he was like, hey, show me your

tits so I can screenshot it. And then later on was telling a story. And he was like, yeah, this is my sister. And I was like, oh my God, that's so crazy. Like I've talked to her. We might like collab, whatever. And I was, then we started talking about the bus. And he was like, oh, yeah,

I was on the phone with my sister. And I was like, oh, do you like fuck your sister? Because like, are you into like incessional stuff? Because that's like actually insane. But,

you know, he looks the way he does. I wouldn't put it past him. I was a little like, maybe you would fuck your sister. I don't know. We have the same aesthetic. No,

we don't. That's what we do. No, we don't. What's different? Babes. What's different? He's got neon hair and facetack.

For one week, I changed my head for Coachella. I like art. I don't look like crazy. Let's ask you two guys. Do you think me and are of the same aesthetic? Anyway, back to how he fucks his sister. So it's not your sister. So it's not a sister.

They're not even blood related. And that's just a friend. But somehow you're getting nudes on a bus. That's what I mean. Well, yeah, we just proved the point that we're all making. So that's not a friend, though. But he tries to play it like that's his sister and they're just friends. It's not.

So I'm not even So would you The stars and shit are aligning With your sister Stars are doing shit right now I wouldn't pull astrology on me now I wouldn't have done it But my moon's in rising

Yeah it doesn't even make sense No it's in retrograde Yeah for sure for sure That's what's happening Yeah for sure You guys are nasty right now How? This is bullshit

Well I can't I can't ice them on you know I mean like I have some male friends That I go way back with But they're my day ones From day one, they want to have sex with you. No, because I was ugly. Do you guys remember that?

I showed you photos. Yeah. I was not, like, I'm talking day one hippie, whatever. Like, they never tried to smash. I don't think she was ugly. What? Brad, you thought I was ugly? Yeah.

Oh my God. You know what's funny is that you actually didn't deny it. You were like, yeah, I remember when you were ugly. Didn't even flinch. Yeah. Didn't even flinch. I mean, I'll tell the truth. Oh, my God.

But you weren't fucking like, you weren't so ugly. But if we're comparing the two So would you have been my friend No, fuck no But also there's a different guy for every girl Like most guys can't get a girl that looks like you Or is you But a lot of guys can get a girl that looks less than you

So they would still think you're hot at any level Yeah, it's all personal preference Yeah You're attracted to someone But I do think I do think you're right And that if I gave them a shot to fuck me They would probably fuck me Yeah, of course.

Yeah So I don't know man that's that's tricky it's complicated it's not even complicated it's exactly what we're saying if my man if my man really came to me and was like hey i don't want you to have so-and-so as a friend or i'd do it for him yeah you'd have to yeah yeah i get that would you really yeah in all our talks you seem less than compromising well you're my ex-husband so it doesn't matter i don't need to compromise how do what is a date what do you constitute as a date a date is something planned hopefully by the man And they tell you a certain time and, you know, they don't have to give all the details for it.

But what to wear? What's the vibe? But do girls like spontaneous guys? I love spontaneous, yeah. So if it's spontaneous, like, hey, let's go here right now. That's not a date. I think it just depends on how you present it. We don't have a clear definition.

So complicated. Maybe you don't know. Present it well. Be like, hey, I want to take you on a cute little casual date. Are you down? Let's do something spontaneous. Yeah, then okay. It's a date.

okay like you have to is this in the dating process or in a relationship no both both doesn't matter because dates are still important i think as long as you set the intention and and let them know clearly yeah what's the best date you've ever been on oh like what's the coolest thing you've ever done or for you you're like wow this is really this was special or this was stood out well probably last night yeah i'm the best he took me to boa I'm kidding. He was like, do you know what a swan is? He was trying to flex so hard.

I was like, I don't even give a fuck about any of this. So I have my own table at Boa. I have my own table at Boa. I'm a swan, right? It's like VIP at Boa. And everybody there loves me, like they're super familiar with me. The one on Sunset. Correct.

Yeah. So I was trolling. You know, like, what a swan is? Like, this is my own table. Like, just like joking. Like, who really cares, you know? Yeah. That's what she's talking about.

anyway so the best date it wasn't planned by the guy it was actually planned by me and it was it was more an experience we were in south korea last year for my birthday and we went to this fine dining restaurant that was like an art experience so they did like a performance art they had like fake rain come out and these like people with umbrellas oh that's cool had a super and everything was like a um it was like a game like each dish was a game and you had to like solve a riddle and then They did a crazy in Korea. It was so cool. It was an amazing experience.

And we had so much fun because we didn't have any of our clothes. So we went to H&M to buy clothes to wear. And he had to buy a girl's shirt. And we're running through the rain. My hair's fucked up. I'm like filming in the car because it was the funniest. We looked like shit. And we're going to like the finest restaurant of all time, you know.

And it was the whole experience that made it really special. And now that guy's not on the picture anymore. What a sad story. Yeah. And now you're crazy. Isn't it crazy? Are you going to tattoo my name on your dick, too? I mean, he actually considered it for a second.

That's crazy. Well, I've been meaning to tattoo my dick for a while. Yeah. Put a little W on there. A W ZHF. W. W. Yeah.

For Willow. For Willow. Yeah. Your name is really pretty. Honestly, what I would do more if I was going to do one of those, is I'll tattoo a willow on my dick. Like a tree. Or you could just do white ink right here.

I'm not tattooing my face anymore. That'd be so cute. No, no, I'm not doing my face anymore. Why white ink? I don't know, it's cute. It's a little cute because then you have to be really close. So when the bitches get really close to the face to see it, they see my name.

You know what I'm saying? Then it hits harder. Yeah, I feel that. Because once they're up close. It's like how you leave little things around my room so the other girls see it. Yeah, he started telling you stories about that. Well, that's classic. Crazy girls that have done that.

Do you, do you, this is interesting. I'm not going to be shitting on your little thing here, but do you find it hard to date in this space? Oh, yeah. Yeah. I mean, I haven't officially started to, but just in my last relationship, seeing how difficult that was because of my job, yeah. Yeah.

Yeah, I thought I avoided it. I thought I avoided all the drama and all the issues that would come of it because I'm a solo creator, but it's still extremely hard. It takes a very specific man to be able to handle my job and be okay with it. And, you know, if they're not, they're not. That's also okay. It's really not forever. And I don't blame them.

I don't. It's a very difficult job. You know, would I want my man online fucking himself every? I don't know. Like, that's a lot to unpack. So I get it. So you probably would have want someone doing what you're doing. I would never date a man in porn.

I'm not doing full porn. so I would not date a man in full porn, but do you guys want to know something extremely interesting? So men in porn, you know, can date other women in porn, right? But they don't want to. They still, even the guys in porn go after the solo girls because they don't even want the girls in porn. Isn't that fucked up?

I mean, it's just, I've had like so many of the men that are in porn, like, come after me. And I'm like, I'm always going like, why don't you just date someone in and that's doing full porn too you're like no don't want to it's because you're so beautiful honestly it didn't even matter what you did it all go after you this guy the glazing's crazy no i respect it he's trying hard he's doing good i feel like he's doing a good job he's doing a decent job i just don't know him cocella relationship yeah fire and you know he's sober he actually has a good head on his shoulders he's really funny your your crew is super funny and very welcoming and he stimulates me intellectually he's actually very smart which

i'm sure the internet is that too yeah am i just a pawn to get you other bitches is this this is so fucked up you set this whole thing up i told you this before we planned this before we got it was like he like randomly was dropping you off remember that yeah yeah oh your car is crazy you should film a little vlog showing his car in the back this one out here oh yeah it's insane do you have any nice cars i have a cyber truck do you want to hear a richest girl was on the drive here. So she's moving, can I say?

Yeah, so she's moving back to L.A. to be closer to me next month. And she goes, hey, so I'm going to leave my cyber truck at the house that I own in Seattle. So I'm going to buy a new vehicle

when I move in here in L.A. And I go, okay, she goes, do you have any ideas for a good car? I go, you know, what are you thinking? You know, budget-wise, she goes,

I'll probably try to keep it under 200. I was like, bro. That's not that bad. It's a lot of $200,000. I feel like that's not, That's not that that's not bad crazy. Man. There's not much over.

Don't people have like $300,000, $400,000? Not that many people. Mine's over $200,000. Yeah. But there's not that many cars for over $200,000. That's real. What do you drive? I drive trucks.

Yeah, a lot of them. You know, trucks are actually really expensive. Yeah. My friend, the main car I drive, my friend gifted it to me. Oh, can I have his number? Maybe he can buy me a car too. Steve will do it. He probably would buy your car.

Oh, you know what? Love Steve. He would. He just fuck it. Yeah. He's supposed to be. a day actually he might be out there is he still with his girl yeah their high school sweet arts yeah oh i love that yeah that's living i think he's in florida or Vegas or fucking

that guy's house is everywhere yeah is he allowed on the internet again because there i didn't you just have him on yeah he's like it's like still kind of whatever great area i just don't it's if he's on all the time i think it's more of a problem right but here and it's such old news now it's like what yeah yeah yeah let the man live they got to let him back on Free Steve. Does he have merch that says free Steve on it? No. Okay.

He should have sold that. Yeah, 100%. We got Steinie. Can you go get Steinie? Yeah, tell him to come in. I was at that. Have you met, you met Steinie, right? I've met Stiney.

I was that. First impression. Cool. Yeah, cool guy. Let's see if he remembers me. I forget what party we were at, but he goes, who's that to Lennett? And she's like, oh, that's Willow. And then she calls me over and he was like, hey.

I'm surprised he didn't slide. Oh, no chance. No chance. I don't really like them. First impression. Yeah, my first impression, I didn't like them, and I still don't. I know him decently well. Oh.

Well. Oh, my God. These guys are... Alcohol? Yeah. Oh, my God. That's wild. He's always like high or something.

Do you drink? No. No. No. Fuck, no. No. I'll drink for like birthdays and shit like that. I'm not, I've never been big into shit that's like fucking my body up.

What about cannabis? I, I had to have phases where like I smoked a lot more than normal. But I still, for me, smoking was always been like hit or miss. Like, it would be like really good or really bad. Yeah. Like my sensitivity is just like too, too volatile, I guess. I feel like cannabis just made me slow. Yeah, like I'd have, I remember like there was at one point where I was smoking probably like

every day before a workout for like two months. Yeah. Because the workouts are really good. But then sometimes I hit it too much. And then I'd have like a panic attack because I'm on the caffeine and the marijuana and I'm like, what the fuck's going on? Yeah, it's a lot. But yeah, I mean, for lifting, it can be one of the coolest things. But if you don't get it right for me, it was just not good at all.

But I just stopped it. And then drinking just like poison just makes you fucking age. It's not good. Yeah, it's not great. I like doing things that make me better. Imagine you like vaping. Was that a shot at your bestie? Oh, I hate it.

It's disgusting. Well, I like nicotine. I love nicotine. I don't vape, though. I do the I have to go do a different podcast I don't know how much long you guys are going to run

if you're going to be a while I'll just bounce and you can just Uber back to the house or whatever you want to do but I got this other podcast I like that those little flex yeah he's like super

important or whatever like he had like a table at bow and stuff yeah swan swan a swan I was like wow and they brought us like little like strings oh yeah what's up no it's cold up

whoa Good to see you, brother. Thanks for coming. Thanks for coming. Yeah. Okay. Love you. Love you, bro.

Later, dude. Later, dude. It's big chill or whatever. Wow. Anyway, so I've always wanted to fuck Steinie, but. Yeah? Yeah. Oh, shit.

Oh, shit. Come on. Come on here for a second. For one sec. For one sec. We're going to end it with you. What's up? Are you live right now?

Yeah. You just pissed me off right now. Yeah. No, I'm going to get. Yeah. You guys, you guys pitch up. What was your name again? Willow.

Willow? Willow. What was like we met? We had a met, like, Ryan's birthday. Yeah. Ryan's birthday. Yeah. All right, you fucking bitch.

Yeah. Lovely seeing you. Love you so much. Miss you. Text me. I will. Thanks, babe. Stiney sliding your DMs too, or?

No. I don't think, no. No? I don't think so. I feel like he would have tried. That's crazy. I love his confidence, you know? That's great.

Yeah. Yeah. You and date someone like Stiney? I haven't spent enough time with Stiney to know if I date him, but I mean, he's kind of a short for King. Like a little too short, a little too short. There's too short? If you're that short, you've got to be super funny. So he's got to go like through the roof.

You know, he's funny, Judge? Yeah. He's funny. Yeah. He's good. Yeah. He's got to, I want to say he's got a good heart, but. Yeah.

I probably wouldn't date him based on the fact that he just didn't remember me. Like, I'm going to leave it there. That one thing? Yeah. All right, boys, you know what time it is. You got to remember the fucking name. Yeah, you got at least my face. He looked at me and was like, no.

I was like, you meet too many girls. Yeah, he does. He does. It's too hectic. When are you coming back to L.A.? I'm trying to move back. So I'm off to Japan for a couple weeks. I'm going to go have a little, little me time.

And then I go back to my house. I'm going to plan my move to L.A. Nice. You're going to come work out of the gym? Oh, I don't actually work out. It's all just fake. I don't train. Actually?

Yeah, I can't even actually box. That's a body double. And I have like a coffee and paste of the tats. No, but I'm serious. And then I have her like film for me. You got to come to zoo and train. Yeah, I'll do that. Okay.

But I need a trainer. Are you going to train me? Or like, you got a good trainer for me. There's a bunch of good trainers there. But I will help you. Do you guys have a boxing area? We do. Yeah, we do.

So we'll see you there. Um. anything else anything else anything you wanted to ask me oh um how's your dating life going well we're cutting it there we'll see you next time we love you guys next tuesday uh yeah i'll see you guys at 11 i love you guys uh thank you for coming on that was amazing you're great um i hope your little thing works out yeah um he dipped early but that's okay yeah it's fine he's you're gonna have to Uber back? Yeah, I'm going to, like, low class now.

Is that a red flag? Is it a red flag? Is it a red flag? No, that he left you. Now you got an Uber. No, that's fine. I didn't even expect him to come in. It's a little territorial now.

No, straight up. I'm getting ready. Like, this man's sick as fuck. I'm getting ready. And I, like, wake up, go do my makeup, whatever. And he's sick. I'm thinking he's going to sleep. Oh, do you need a ride?

Because what did you say? I ignored it. Like, he texted me if I need a ride. I ignored it. And then he comes in the room. It was like, you need a ride. And I was like, aren't you sick? Like, did you say where you were going?

Yeah. You were going to do Brad's podcast? Yeah. Yeah, yeah. He's a little territorial like that. Like, so it's little, he'll never admit it, but he is. That's fair. And so then he's like, oh, I'll drive you.

Oh, I'll drive you. I did another podcast yesterday. Oh, I'll drive you. And I'm like, okay. Like, I can Uber. But he wants, he wants to chauffeur because he wants to be seen. I guess he wants to be seen. I respect the game.

I respect the game. Yeah. Yeah. So when are you move in L.A.? In a month? In a month. Okay, so we'll see you then. Yeah.

Maybe we'll have you back on. We'll have you on a pod with Steine. I think it'll be funny. Oh, yeah? Yeah. Okay. Oh, yeah. Wouldn't that be funny if he didn't remember me for a second time?

Yeah, I know. He'll remember you. I would roast him so hard. Yeah, he'll remember you. But thank you for coming for real. Yeah, thank you for having. I appreciate it. Yeah.

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