Rev Left Radio - On The Ground in Gaza: Serving the People in Palestine
Episode Date: February 10, 2025Willy Massay returns to the show to discuss his recent (second) trip to Gaza as a medical volunteer. He got back two weeks ago and stayed for over a month. He discusses his heart-wrenching experiences..., the wintry conditions and terrible air quality in Gaza and how both are impacting the health of every single Palestinian on the ground. He also discusses the ceasefire, the spirit of the Palestinian people, the insane cruelty and horrific war crimes of Israel, and his personal relationships and experiences with Palestinians. Outro Song: "Kettering" by The Antlers Donate to 3 displaced families in Gaza HERE Donate to Fidaa and her children in Gaza HERE Learn more about Rahma Worldwide HERE Learn more about Jewish Voices for Peace HERE Learn more about Nebraskans for Palestine HERE -------------------------------------------------- Support the show on Patreon Follow RLR on IG HERE Make a one-time donation to Rev Left at BuyMeACoffee.com/revleftradio
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Hello everybody and welcome back to Rev Left Radio.
All right, today we have back on the show.
Honestly, a fan favorite, one of my personal favorite guests,
and we have the added benefit of being local, so he is in studio.
Willie from our previous episode on Gaza Solidarity as Service.
He has returned from another trip to Gaza, this time for 36 days.
He's been back for about a week.
and I think it's very helpful to catch back up on developments in Palestine,
his experiences in Palestine, etc.
Most of you will remember him from the previous episode,
but for those who don't, Willie, can you kind of reintroduce yourself
and explain kind of who you are?
Yes, my name is Willie.
I am a local nurse here in Omaha, Nebraska, in critical care.
So I have been here for about eight years.
And I just returned from Gaza for my second mission trip,
during this genocide.
And, you know, I heard a lot from you folks after my first interview.
So I thought that it's really important for all of you, our listeners, to get a proper image
of what is happening right now in Gaza and carrying on, piggybacking on from the previous
experience.
Yeah.
And, you know, this is obviously a fluid situation.
A lot has changed.
We're going to get into eventually.
and talk about Trump and the ceasefire, et cetera, but I think the place to start is kind of just
walk us through this second trip. You were there for 36 days. How have things changed since your
first trip and just what was your, what was, how did you spend your time in Gaza and where in
Gaza were you at? So the process to go in was very difficult. Israeli will make it very
impossible for you to go in
so
the first time I entered I tried to
enter day one I was denied I had
to return to Amanda Jordan
but then
two days later they allowed me to go in
so it was very very
cumbersome process again
but this time I went to
Al-Axa hospital
so we were receiving
patients in Derbalah
and
Al-Mawasi Rafa and
and some patients coming from a New Israelat camp.
As you all know, New Israelat was a really hard hit,
and Rasfa was also being hit very hard.
So the genocide was horrific at that time, too.
So, yeah.
Yeah.
How had things changed on the ground, if at all,
since the last time you were there?
The genocide has not changed.
The devastation and destruction and death from Israeli military
a whole effect still.
But what has gotten worse is the other illnesses that were happening,
chronic illnesses, and as well as acute illnesses, for example, diarrhea, upper respiratory
infections, because the air quality is very, very poor in Gaza, skin diseases, for example.
I saw things like scabies.
Scabies is very, very contagious.
It spreads really fast.
It's from a basic nutrition deficiency as well, right?
Yes, yes.
So people are just not getting the right nutrients?
Yes, not nutrients, and then they start getting this.
And then also the environment is very poor.
It's very dirty because of no sanitation.
Israeli has destroyed all the civilian infrastructure.
So these bugs, this mites.
who are growing in the environment that will get into your skin
and then they lay eggs in your skin
and then those start producing these blisters and itchy skin
and then, you know, it's just very, very, very contagious
and I have some images here.
But also things like this has things that have changed like quashicol.
Symptoms like quashicose that I've seen,
The last time I saw Quachaco was growing up in Africa where malnutrition causes this, you know, symptoms like big fat bellies, but it's not really fat.
It's just because they distended, brittle hair, falling hair, children have, the hairs are falling.
You see this situation where the skin is crackly and it's thin.
eyes popping out
cheeks are puffy
but that's not because they are eating healthy
or they are
but it's just because they are malnutritioned
so I've seen a lot of
those
communicable diseases
you know patients coming in dying
of dehydration
and also weather
weather was horrific at this time
because when I was there last time was summer
yeah
this time it was winter
winter and it's very cold. People living in tiny, thin paper-like tents. We had the day, we had, in one week,
we had six children die of hypothermia. And we had a nurse that died, too, because he was
protecting his children. He didn't have anything himself to cover himself with at night. So, yeah,
situation was really worse.
Yeah, so I mean, you know, when you destroy an entire society and disrupt its entire civil infrastructure, you have chronic illnesses, terrible air quality, terrible sanitation, malnutrition, dehydration, exposure to the elements. These things intensify. So you were there last time in the summer. The genocide continues. Civil societies further destroyed. Chronic illnesses have time to continue to spread. And then you enter the cold, wintery months. And so that just adds a whole other layer of.
not only exposure to the elements, but obviously we know that in cold, you know, parts of the year,
that's when, you know, diseases and respiratory infections are more likely to spread.
So you have all those elements just kind of completely combining to create incredible misery.
And I would assume that there's pretty much no person who is in Gaza who has not suffered
directly in some way from these ailments.
No, everybody is suffering.
And remember, when we were in Gaza, after Israel, it's very much.
Israeli has destroyed everything.
People moved into hospitals, and these are displaced families.
So the same area we are living as emergency medical teams from overseas, that's the same
area that patients are living and displaced families.
So everyone is affected, either because their friend has been murdered and killed by Israeli
forces, or their family has been wiped out, and their homes destroyed.
then they come in, you know, they have nothing.
They have no protection from the elements.
So diseases spread really quick.
You know, one toilet being used by, you know, 1,200 people outside.
It's impossible, you know, you see a long line using the bathroom in the morning with barely any water, barely any sanitation systems, barely any soap to use to wash your hands.
It's a total ethnic cleansing 101.
Mm-hmm.
Yes.
You mentioned you were working this time in Al-Oxka Hospital.
What are the, how is that hospital holding up?
Do you, I mean, has it gotten worse since the last time you visited?
Do you still have access to basic medical equipment?
What's the terrain on that front look like?
It's gotten worse.
Because lack of equipment.
lack of supplies, lack of antibiotics or medication, lack of gauze, and also this, remember this, folks, that people were displaced from the north.
All people from Jabilia and the entire northern Gaza were in the south now and central Gaza.
these are millions of people now
1.2 million people in this tiny little area
Gaza is not big by itself anyway
So all these people are depending on this one tiny hospital
That barely functions
And so
The situation was catastrophic
And meanwhile Israel was bombing New Israel
Israel was still bombing
Raffa
And still bombing
Derbalah where we were.
So
to say that the situation was
catastrophic is an understatement.
The total brutality
of Israeli occupation forces
is something that the world
has never seen.
And the world is honestly being exposed to it
less as time goes on because
the ability for people on the ground in Gaza
to get those images and those videos out
have been systematically repressed
and destroyed. And I think mainstream
news has I think an easier time than they did at the very beginning of the conflict, suppressing
those videos, that news, you know, I mean, you have to, if you're on these major social media
websites, and certainly if you're trying to look at mainstream media, I mean, mainstream media
is not going to show anything, but on even social media sites, you have to have a certain
algorithm, you have to be in a certain part of that social media ecosystem in order to see any
of this at all. And the videos and stuff coming out has lowered. So getting somebody that has been
on the ground, getting their first person perspective of how things are, I think, is increasingly
crucial as the images and these narratives been increasingly squashed across the West. And so, yeah,
that's absolutely disgusting. Al-A hospital, is that the last functioning hospital in Gaza or one of
them? So there's Al-Aksa Hospital that is last functioning hospital. There is Nassar Hospital. There is Nassar
Hospital in the South and the European Gaza Hospital, they're barely functioning.
We remember in the summer that a European Gaza Hospital was completely evacuated and nothing
was left there.
So the ER is barely functioning.
We are at Alaska Hospital, you know, the ER is partially functioning, but there's also
medical ICU, surgical ICU.
There's only about four, five beds in each of them.
But every patient, all patients are sleeping on the ground.
The patients are families and patients are all over the hospital.
And there's tiny little areas where patients have to kind of like gather with their families, you know, and there's nothing.
There's really nothing.
But remember, too, that when I was there, that's when Kamal Adwan was completely annihilated.
Indonesian hospital in the north were completely annihilated.
So all these folks were forced to move.
Some, of course, were lost.
Some of them are killed by Israeli forces.
So, yeah, the hospital situation is catastrophic in Gaza.
Did you personally come in, I mean, aside from entering Gaza,
did you personally witness or come into contact with Israeli forces?
Yes.
Or you did, okay.
Yes, we did.
Every checkpoint you enter.
So we leave Amman.
we get to
Kamaladuan
through King Hussein
Bridge in
in Amman
so then
so from that checkpoint
you start seeing Israeli forces
so those ones work for Kogat
but then once you cross
into Gaza and through the
yes we we saw a lot of them
and
yeah
it's pretty
unreal to see one in person and see
I don't know how many children you've murdered
yeah exactly you just wonder
your mind keep racing
you look at this person you're thinking
how many bombs did you drop
absolutely or how many children did you shoot
yeah
yeah I mean it is genuinely akin to like
visiting a concentration camp in Germany at the time
like you know walking past those sorts of soldiers
and knowing that they've all participated in this brutal, disgusting,
you know, genocidal mass murder campaign.
And just like the Nazi Holocaust was the, you know, the greatest crime of the 20th century.
So far it is incredibly clear to me that what's happening in Gaza and in Palestine more broadly
is the biggest crime against humanity of the 21st century.
Yeah.
And to piggyback on what you just said, Brett, when you look at the society in Israel in general,
you morally question this
you say these are the folks
that their ancestors survived
the worst
genocide in human history of the 20th century
why are they doing
this to another people
their ancestors survived
the Holocaust I used to teach
the Holocaust I used to be a teacher
and I used to tell my students
never again
and so now they're asking me
what did you mean by never again
so
the world has to
the world has to wake up and say
how can Israel
do this to the Palestinian
people
how can we forget history
how can we
stay silent
and not speak up
I'm a health care worker.
I can only do so much.
But what about media?
What about civil services?
How about, you know, civilians out here?
You know, your regular folks on the streets, what are we doing to stop this genocide and
settler colonialism against Palestinian people?
Absolutely.
I actually just, I'm getting my master's job.
degree in education currently, and I, last spring, I was in a 4,000-level graduate, mixed
undergraduate, high-level history course, specifically on the Holocaust. And it was going on during
the genocide in Palestine. And I'm sure the teacher didn't want to bring up politics. He tried
to stay away from it. But as we're learning it, I'm sort of in this surreal position where
everything we're talking about is in one way, shape, or form happening as we speak, but nobody's
talking about it. Nobody's bringing it up. And I made people uncomfortable by punctuating or,
you know, puncturing that silence and bringing it up. We had a speaker come in that was, you know,
kind of basically spitting out Zionist talking points, basically saying like the idea, don't call it
Palestine. Palestine doesn't exist. It's called Israel, you know, saying things like that. And everybody
was kind of quiet. Nobody would speak up. And, you know, I raised my hand and kind of spoke up and
and push the person on it.
It's a tiny act, but I'm just, that cognitive dissidence of being in a high-level course
of thinking people, studying the crimes of Nazi Germany during the Holocaust, and not being
able to overtly communicate the fact that this is directly tied to current events that actually
all of us in our room, by virtue of paying taxes, are funding, and by virtue of our silence,
are complicit in.
It's just, yeah, it's brutal.
But I'm wondering, how were you treated by, when you came to?
across these these forces where you how were how were you personally treated
and did it differ at all from last time not different you know as a brown man you
know you always you always kind of feel that I know I'm not too sensitive
sometimes but yet you always feel that sense of like this Israeli soldier was
looking at me is like why you're going to Gaza I think because I
want to be in Gaza, you know, he says, I said, have you been to Gaza?
He says, yes.
I said, well, how are the situation?
He says, I don't know, because they're all anti-Semitic.
I said, no, no, I said, not everybody can just be anti-Semitic if you are not doing
something, you know, and you cannot co, you cannot, you cannot mix, everything cannot be
anti-Semitism. If you are
monitoring children and you're a
settler colonial state,
you cannot blame everybody
that questions your morality,
your government,
your fabric of the society as a
racist state, you cannot
blame everybody everything
for anti-Semitism.
And for whatever reason, this
soldier had learned that I was, you know,
of course he can tell that I was
naturalized citizens, so he knew
that, oh, I was born
somewhere else. And he said, well, we were born?
I said, in Tanzania, I said, oh,
is it good country? Is it safe?
I said, safety is relative.
And I said, have you been to Africa? I said, no,
because they hate Jews. I said, no, they don't
hate Jews. They don't hate Jews.
They might hate Zionism. They hate Zionism.
Because everyone that's human has to
absolutely be against Zionism.
And he's like, I don't, you know,
I think he just walked away.
Yeah. It doesn't really complete.
Because in that society, in order to maintain that violent settler colonial society, the ideology that the people have to be conditioned with have to facilitate that. And so the ideology that emerges is one of you're taking the genuine victimhood that Jewish people faced throughout history, and you're turning that into an excuse to victimize the other. And nothing is more anti-Semitic, in my opinion, for what my opinion's worth, than committing mass murder and genocide in the name of Judaism.
That is actually tying this beautiful, historical, religious, cultural tradition of Judaism in with the absolute worst impulses of a settler colonial genocidal state and saying, actually, these two things are the same thing.
That is anti-Semitism.
That makes Jewish people less safe around the world, and it's disgusting.
I want a safe world for all people, and Jewish people have every right to be traumatized by their historical experiences, but that does not give you the right, not only to.
to inflict that on others, but to use that trauma and that pain and the genuine desire for
self-determination to build that on the corpses and rubble and land of another people, right?
And that's the fundamental crime.
Exactly.
I taught world religions.
I taught Judaism, Christianity, Islam, Jainism, Sikhism, Hinduism, Buddhism, Buddhism,
Buddhism, all of that.
And Judaism is a beautiful religion.
Absolutely.
You know, but Zionists have hijacked the religion to justify their brutal occupation and settler colonialism of the Palestinian people.
You cannot use religion to murder, kill, maim, and occupy Palestinian people.
But the Jewish people, the non-Zionist Jewish people know that.
They get it.
Absolutely.
But sometimes maybe the Jewish people don't want to speak up because of their trauma from the Holocaust, from the Nazis.
But I think I'm asking my Jewish brothers and sisters out there, if you have not spoken out against Zionism, please do.
Because Zionism is tarnishing and killing your beautiful religion, your beautiful tradition, is convoluting your beautiful.
is convoluting your traumatic historical event of the Holocaust
that six million Jews were murdered
that we know of.
It could be more.
Absolutely.
So I am asking my Jewish brothers and sisters,
speak against Zionism because Zionism does not represent you.
Our mutual friend, actually, who connected us,
Daniel, he's been on the show in the past as well, he's Jewish, and he invited me for the first time to his family's Passover dinner.
And so I got to, for the first time of my life, experience, you know, this Jewish holiday and this Jewish tradition.
And it was beautiful, and when you're doing the readings and you're learning about the history of Judaism, what comes through for me and what came through at that dinner, it was like this long history of resistance to tyranny.
You know, this emphasis on liberation, this emphasis on human connection and interdialism.
dependence, this refusal to be subjugated and oppressed, and the long history of Jewish people
fighting against oppressors and tyrants and, you know, genocide errs. And so, you know, I think
when we're talking about this, we always have to save Judaism from Zionism by emphasizing that
element that is deeply embedded within Judaism, that human spirit that you can find in the best
of every religious tradition. Every religious tradition has. It's liberatory, revolutionary,
deeply human beautiful sides
and every
religious tradition
also has its
fascistic
authoritarian reactionary
side. It's like a spectrum
and we have to save
the beautiful sides
of every religious tradition
from their
grotesque reactionary
abusive sides
and I think that's what's happening here.
Yeah and that's the same thing
the Palestinian people
have been fighting for 76 years
before arrival of
Zionism in Palestine
Palestinian people lived in peace
And they had Jewish neighbors
They were living in peace
The land of Palestine
But since Zionism arrived
Killing
You know and displacing
Palestinian people from their homes and land
750,000 displaced and kicked out of their homes
And that's why the image of keys
of a key for the Palestinian family
is really important.
They say they will return
and I know they will return
and the Jewish people
who have survived brutal
historical events
that, you know,
they can associate with that.
They can see that, hey,
we want people to live in peace.
Over and over and over again,
people in Gaza, they say this.
I just want to live with peace.
I just want to live
and raise my family
I just want to be me and do
my work and feed my family
and educate them
and let them grow up
that's all they're asking
and they kept saying
I am tired brother
he says brother I am tired
of being
a slave in my own land
of being a nobody
in my own land
or being occupied
I have no freedom
to move
Al-Ghasa
some of them
they were in the north
these teenagers
they've never even been to the south before
they're 18-19
because of the
restrictions from the Israelis
so I think
you're absolutely right
we cannot allow
religious fanatics
to overtake
good elements of religion
and you know you mentioned
that there has been a history of, you know, Muslims and Jewish people and Christians in some
instances throughout history, history in that area of the world, living in peace as more or less
equals. And that's the thing that Zionism rejects. The very possibility that Jewish and
non-Jewish people in that area could live as, you know, under a single government of equality,
constitutional protections for all, and be seen as equal with one another. So once you have a
political ideology that says I'm fundamentally hostile to the idea that I have to live as
equals with these people, you're getting into fascism territory because that it requires
you to expel them, to denigrate them, to dehumanize them, and to teach children coming up in
Israel. You know, Israel always says, like, Hamas is teaching, you know, Palestinians to hate,
hate Jewish people, but what are you doing when you inculcate Zionism? And actually what you do
is this abusive weaponization of fear, where you're saying, look what they're saying, look what
the Jewish people have been through. That's true. These people want to do it again. The whole
world hates you. Live in a state of perpetual fear and hatred of others because if you don't,
then you will be prayed upon once again. So that's when you tell that to an 8, 9, 10, 11, 12 year old
kid, that's a form of sort of psychological abuse because it makes them feel in a fundamentally
hostile world where they grow up to feel like they have to do these sort of disgusting acts
because if they don't, then they're going to be set upon by the world and destroyed. And
It just ravages children in Gaza through the bombings and the malnutrition and the suffering.
And even in so-called Israel where the children are raised with this hate and this fear that is imposed on them.
It's all disgusting.
It's all a crime against humanity.
Yeah.
You've seen the videos of the Israeli settlers going into the hills of, overlooking Gaza and watching, they call it fireworks with their children.
This is a birthday celebration.
watching
Gaza being wiped out
being carpeted
you know
carpet bombed
that's what they call it
fireworks
these cellars
for my
for
for us here in America
think about that
let that sink in
taking your children
watching other children
being bombed and being
shredded by the bomb
comes we paid for.
Think about it.
Yeah, when I do think about that, there's a parallel in American history where that occurred,
which is in the Jim Crow South and actually throughout the country, the lynching of black people became a community event where white people would come out, bring their children,
and they would stand around and watch a black person be lynched.
Here in Omaha, in the 1800s, Will Brown, falsely accused.
of sexually assaulting a white woman, was jailed in the downtown here in Omaha,
was set upon by a white racist mob.
They literally broke into the fucking jail, pulled him out, strung him up by lamppost,
shot him over and over again, burned his body, dragged it through the street.
The mayor that came down to try to stop it was also he survived but was strung up on the light pole.
It was a brutal chapter in this place that I live right now, Omaha, Nebraska, born and raised,
not even the quote unquote south where this horrific event happened.
The National Guard had to be sent in just to stop the race riot.
And so there is that parallel in human history,
and it's the absolute fucking worst of humanity.
That aspect of humanity.
It's grotesque, and it is the evil aspect of our human nature.
And for us, the American people,
we have similar history to what is happening in Palestine today.
different roads
checkpoints after checkpoints
settler colonialism
taking Palestinian lands by force
annihil it in Gaza
we learned from history
my friends out there we learned
we know what
we did to the black folks in America
we cannot
watch the same thing happen
to the people in Palestine
let me tell you something
I saw I saw this
I saw children
shredded by our bombs
how can we
allow that to happen
knowing our own history
if you speak who will
why will we watch
a father lose
his entire family
by our bombs
you know
from Israeli military forces
and why will a mother be a widow
because her entire family has been wiped out
why will these children today live in a world
where they have lost both of their parents
annihilated by our bombs
and if we look back as American people
we know what we did from the example
of Brett Geh, lynching
you know, the total massacre of people here, slavery.
We should be the beacon of hope, beacon of freedom, and stop any, because we have come a long way.
We're not a perfect union yet.
We still have some of those elements of racism, fascism, all that.
But we have come a long way.
Those who don't remember history are condemned to repeat it.
That's George Santana.
Yeah.
Absolutely.
Absolutely.
I don't think you can understand the present, and you can't even understand yourself if you don't understand history.
And I believe that the Americans that are apathetic, that look away, that remains silent, you dehumanize yourself by doing that.
Yes.
It's too easy.
I mean, it's easy if you're an American right now to just be like, hey, it's out of my control.
What can I do about it?
I'm just going to look away and focus on my personal life.
When you do that, you disconnect yourself.
from your own humanity and you belittle yourself spiritually, existentially, in all the ways
that matter, you become a smaller person. And it hurts to see. It hurts to look and to know that in
some sense, because we're a part of this death machine by paying taxes and working and all that
stuff that we are in some sense complicit. And what that should bring about is not a sense of
passive shame, but a profound sense of responsibility. That if I'm going to, if they're doing this in
my name, if I'm paying for those bombs, if my government is doing this with my tax dollars and
in my name, I have a responsibility to look, to be educated, to do whatever I can to contribute to
it stopping, to speak out bravely and courageously, and to inform others about it. And that's a, that's a
responsibility no matter if you have a platform or not, if you, you know, you live in a small town
or a big city where whatever your life circumstances are, you can take that responsibility up or
you can look away from it. And there's two different types of people, the people that pick up
that responsibility and the people that turn away. And I understand, to some extent, I have compassion
for wanting to look away because it fucking hurts. It brutalizes you to look into the eyes of
suffering human beings. And, you know, there's a human recoiling away because of that pain. But I think
opening up your heart, facing that pain courageously, and then taking on the responsibility
that comes with it is the only thing that, like, a spiritually mature human being can do.
I remember
I remember this
the fact that
the fact that
Israeli is bombing and
killing children
I remember
things like
headless children
coming in
mothers and fathers
shredded their legs because of the
Israeli bombing.
Another aspect that is really critical that I want people to remember is this.
Israeli quadcopters started shooting children, Palestinian boys, in the groin area.
And what that does, does this, is it completely destroys their reproductive organs.
I have images here of children, bullets, in the groin area, boys.
They shoot them from the back or from the front.
So that way, to me, that is a total ethnic cleansing.
Sterilization.
Sterilization by gun.
God, yeah.
Yeah.
And it's a repeated pattern, so you know they're doing it.
Over and over and over again.
My first patient in Gaza this last time was
a seven-year-old boy
who was playing outside his tent
he was by himself
the quadcopter was flying around
they just shot him
three bullets on his groin
the family comes in
he was the strongest little boy
he was not crying we didn't have anesthesia
we didn't have you know we're trying to do
an assessment and
you know
you know the two bullets
are lodged in then I'm going to get out
you know
the surgeon looked at them is like I don't think we can
get them out in Gaza at least
maybe someone else but
that's just one
there's many many many many
others after that
that is yeah I mean
as brutal as it can possibly get
not only attacking children but it is a form of ethnic
cleansing because you're purposely trying to prevent them from
reproducing later in life correct that's what that's
about that's what it's about
can you talk about your i mean the horrors and the tragedies we understand and you know
they're worth saying because you need to see the realities and the contours of what's actually
happening and the lives actually impacted but last time you came on you talked about your
personal relationship with the Palestinians that you met their generosity um and that was a
heartening aspect of it because you know under the worst crimes of the century and under
unimaginable conditions there's still a beauty a love for life a generosity
to strangers, right? That is profound and speaks not only to the Palestinian spirit,
but to the best of the human spirit. Can you talk about some of the positive relationships
that you might have been able to develop this time around? Yes. One of the relationships
I developed was with the kids, the kids that were living in the sleeping on the hospital hallways.
So every morning I get up, I go get ready, and I'm going to the emergency room. This kids will
be outside playing and will be waiting
really really is like
I don't even know how they remembered my name
but um
you know I started giving them some chocolate
that I brought in because this kids
have not had chocolate a piece of chocolate for over
14 months or so
and so we'll take
they will be asking me
Sura Sura Sura Sura means
let's take a picture let's take a picture
and we'll take a picture
and we'll take a picture and well they
They started teaching me how to count in Arabic.
And I can count up to 20 now, so I'm getting better.
Amazing, amazing children.
And these children will be saying, can I come with you to America?
Can I see how America looks like?
I said, I wish I can take all you to America.
But there's a lot of American people who love you, but there's some who probably will hate you just because you're from Gaza.
I don't say that to them.
Of course, yeah.
But, but, but they just, they hear America and they're like, oh, you're from America.
How's America?
You know, do you know my cousin that his name is so and so?
He lives in this city.
He drives a Mercedes-Benz.
I'm like, I said, it's a big country.
It's a big, big country.
But this is the worldview I want folks to remember.
The worldview of these children growing up in Gaza, Gaza is very small.
So everybody knows everybody.
So it's kind of cute in a way that, that everybody knows everybody.
If you're looking for someone in Gaza and they want you to, you know, somebody will know someone.
They will find for you.
But this is the worldview they see.
It's how they look at this.
They're their lens.
I said, no, but, but, you know.
I'll keep an eye out.
I'll keep an eye out, you know.
But is that innocence and the beauty of the Palestinian people?
I want to tell folks this.
I want to tell you all this.
Palestinian people are the most resistant,
most beautiful, powerful people you ever meet.
The generosity and the kindness of the people.
It's amazing.
One night we were just sitting there
and somebody had Nescafe, two packets of Nescafe.
There was like eight of us.
So this brother is like, okay, we got a,
We got to make Nescafé.
I'm looking, how many Nescafe?
It's like, oh, I got two packets.
So he brought these tiny little cups of coffee
to split that Nescafe of two packets to these eight guys.
And I'm thinking, I'm an American,
and I have about maybe 20 Ness Cafe packets in my bag.
I'm keeping, I'm trying to say this all for tomorrow, this for tomorrow.
And I'm thinking, why am I worried about tomorrow?
just bring all the next cafe right now to these brothers let's enjoy it and these sisters here
what's the point because that's what he was doing that's what he was doing is like this is all he had
and it's like here we go let's enjoy it let's drink the next cafe it's the middle of the night
but meanwhile you know as in america we want to think forward okay i'm going to preserve this for tomorrow
we keep we keep things we hold things and i'm thinking why am i hoarding this cafe for the next 20 days
I'm just going to give it out
let's do it
I can survive
without a nurse cafe
so the generosity
and the kindness
of the people
it's amazing
I had this respiratory
infection
when I was there
my second week
I was really really sick
but I said
I am going to work
I'm going to work
you can take me
over my dead body
I will be still be working
unless I'm really dead dead
and this
this nurses
and doctors, they're bringing me herbs like sage
and mint. Mint is not available now is winter, but somehow
somebody's found it. They're bringing these
all these herbs that some of them, I don't even remember the names. They're like,
you drink this with a little honey. There's no honey, but somehow
somebody found a tiny little bottle of honey. They brought it
to help me.
And the people I went to take care of, they became my nurses and my doctors, my care care and teachers.
And teachers teaching me about these herbs.
And my flu cleared.
So this is the people that we are watching, that Israel is ethnically cleansing.
And all they're asking is for the world to wake up.
please wake up and see our cause.
Please fight for us.
This is all what the Palestinian people are asking.
One of the things I really appreciate and love about you is that, you know, we understand that these are people that are victimized.
We understand their tragedies, the suffering that they have to endure, and that's all important to emphasize.
But what you also do is you emphasize their positive traits, the positive aspects of their humanity.
They're not just victims.
They're not just, you know, people that are.
destroyed by suffering and imposed upon.
They have their own positive human spirit that needs to be emphasized as well.
And the best, the truth about a human being is brought out in times of extremists, right?
It's when you are under the most stress, when you have the most to lose, when things are at their highest pitch, that who you really are emerges.
And what you seem to be saying is time and time again, whether children, adults, or elderly, that what emerges from the Palestinian people is the spirit of generosity and love.
love and care for others.
And that speaks to who they really are at the end of the day.
Yes.
And I kept telling people in Palestine that you teach us to be human.
You remind us of when our souls are dead, when our hearts are dead from hate and racism and
and prejudice and settler colonialism.
You remind us, you say, together, together we can fight the evil of this world.
together we can be our people that
future generations can remember
for the good we did for each other
these are the most big
folks
you just have to go to Palestine
please go
you will see the generosity of the people
when Jimmy Carter our former president
may he rest in peace
when the Israeli
government refused him
security to go to the West Bank.
He went by himself.
I remember that, yeah, that story.
And Jimmy Carter was received like a royalty.
The Palestinian people showed him so much love.
They wanted him to drink from their cups.
Drink tea with Maramia, with that is sage.
Drink tea with na'na'a, that is meant.
They tell him, come eat with us, our m'glob.
that's like upside down rice
very delicious meal
they want to tell him come eat
labna with us you know that's bread and
Zatar and
come come eat with us
come eat with our Malfu
come eat with us
be with us
that
these are the people
that the world has been
watching and looking away
I'm a healthcare
worker, but I also
I also see the humanity
and the kindness and the generosity
of the people of Palestine.
And that is what I want you to remember.
These are not just some
random people being murdered and
killed and maimed
by our taxpayer dollars by Israel.
But these are the people who
are saying, we still love you.
We still care for the world.
Yeah, and I think what that Jimmy Carter story really highlights is like that, that idea like, you know, Jimmy Carter's coming to Palestine, Israel's like, these are dangerous people, these are animals, you're going to need to have security, and he just says, no, no, no, I'm going in as a human being, and what he's met with is not danger and threats and crime, and he's met with just overwhelming love and generosity.
And, you know, for all the faults of any American president, the fact that that he did that, I think, is wonderful.
and what it does more than anything
is just reveal the true spirit
of the Palestinian people.
Yeah, read his book, read Jimmy Carter's book.
Look at how he was treated after he went to,
after he spoke about the atrocities of Israel
and against Palestinian people.
Look how the West treated him.
Yeah.
You know, he was not treated very well.
His book is out there, is,
you can buy it, about Palestine.
Buy that book, read it.
That's the first American president.
president that has spoken against the atrocities of Israel.
First and only, right?
First and only.
But look at how the media in America, the mainstream media, cannot even talk about him.
Don't want to talk about that book.
Most presidents will go and talk about their books and about their adventures around the world.
They don't want to mention him in the same light as Barack Obama or Bill Clinton.
No, he's like a forbidden person.
But in my opinion, he's a just man.
He's in a beautiful soul.
Yeah, in that instance, what he does is he humanizes the Palestinian people,
and that's unacceptable to the Western media.
Yes.
They can humanize the Israelis.
They refuse to humanize the Palestinians.
In fact, they dehumanize them, call them terrorists,
and do all the ideological groundwork to,
prepare people's minds to be passive in the face of mass murder.
That's their job, and they've done that for decades.
I want to tell you, folks, the person that I met, that humanized, that, you see, Khalid Naban,
the rooh, the soul of my soul, the father, the grandfather, that his granddaughter, RIM, was murdered.
She was three years old by Israelis at the beginning of the war, I think last October.
Khalid Naban, I met him this last time when I was there.
He, you know, he became, because of the word that Israel, he said this, that Israel killed the soul of my soul.
Folks, let us think in.
Arabic is such a beautiful language.
It's so powerful.
The words cannot be translated in English.
The soul of my soul, roah, the soul of my soul.
And so he became pretty, very famous around the world about, because he, he, he, he, he, he, he, he, he, he.
He shared videos and pictures of his granddaughter, RIM, that he used to play with her.
He would bring a chocolate.
She would teach him, you know, she was so in love with her grandfather, grandfather.
So I wanted to meet this man, this larger-than-life man, because, you know, Israel wants to show the world that these Palestinian people are not humans.
So they want to show us that.
But time and time again, what the Palestinian people are showing us is that what Israel is trying to show is false.
We are beautiful people by our actions, by our kindness, by our love.
So Khalid Naban is one of those Palestinians that became larger than life, showing the true Palestinian spirit.
The true Palestinian
Sumud, which is resistance and love,
I met him.
He came to
the hospital, Al-Aqsa hospital.
And
I brought him
a sweatshirt
that says,
Gaza, the soul of my soul,
that was made and created by
wear the peace. American company
here. Beautiful people. Murad is a beautiful
brother.
And so I gave him the gift that I bought with me.
And he wore it in the ER.
So we were about to drink coffee.
And then all of a sudden, there was mass casualties come in.
Mass casualties.
I think that afternoon there was like 20 people arrived at the same time.
Some of them in donkey carts.
Some of them in really broken cars.
And he said, I had to leave because I was getting busy because the patients come in.
He said, we'll drink coffee tomorrow.
He would be back.
That morning, the next morning,
still wearing his sweatshirt, I brought him,
the soul of my soul,
drinking coffee in front of his home.
Khalid Dabadan was targeted and killed by Israeli forces.
Oh, my God.
One strike.
Right in front of his home.
Wearing the sweater.
You just gave him.
the day before yes he's buried with it i um i was i was in my room i went upstairs to get something
and uh one of a fellow doctors from from from um from the u s she calls me and she says
hey you cannot believe this i said what at first i thought she meant that um these mass
casualties is coming in sometimes it's too many people coming at the same time i wasn't sure
what she weren't meant. She says, your friend has been killed by Israel. I said, who?
She says, Khalid Naban has been killed. I said, he was coming this afternoon. What do you mean he's
killed? He was coming back to drink coffee with me. And, yeah, it's, um, these are the people.
Now he joined his granddaughter Rhyme.
And I hope that someday when my time comes, I hope that I meet him.
And we can drink that coffee whatever that is.
Either in heaven or I believe in heaven.
I don't want to push my religious views on anybody.
But someday I know I'll meet him in heaven and we'll drink that coffee.
Absolutely.
I think that if you're listening to this, maybe just let's do a moment of silence and let that kind of sink in and open your heart to that.
May he truly rest in peace.
Amen.
I want to move forward and I want to talk about the ceasefire.
You said you came back more or less a week ago.
I'm wondering if you were in.
Gaza when the ceasefire was announced
and just
anything you have to say around the ceasefire
if you were in Gaza at the time that it was announced
how it affected people etc
when I left Gaza
it was about to be announced
people were really really excited about that
they knew it was coming
it was coming so I left
and people were like can you stay and
watch us celebrate
I said I wish I can stay
but the Israeli has to kick you out
they have their own timeline
so I want to remind folks out there
ceasefire is just the beginning
ceasefire is just the beginning
we will continue fighting
because Raza is destroyed
Raza does not exist
if you look at the pictures online in Jabilia
if you look at the pictures of Rafa that I was at
and New Israel at camp, nothing exists.
So besides reconstruction of the Gaza Strip,
we also need to remember that they still don't have water.
In public infrastructure has not been installed.
They still don't have communication.
They still don't have medication.
They still don't have supplies.
They still don't have, they are going back to their destroyed homes.
They are so excited to go back to the north.
People are kissing the rubble of their homes because they love their land.
So reconstruction, there is about 50 million tons of rubble, according to the UN.
We don't know where that goes.
So that has to be, we have to make sure that we go through each piece of rubble
because there's over 10,000 Palestinians missing steel.
So they are in the rubble.
So we can not just go and grab the rubble and go and take it to the Sinai Desert or whatever they want out to this ocean.
I hope not.
But, and so reconstruction.
And another thing is this, the fight for freedom is just starting.
Seasfire, I hope it holds, but we will continue to fight for the right of the Palestinian people until independence.
absolutely
yeah
I mean I hope it holds as well
I mean Israel already kind of chips away at it
even as it's formally in place
Israel still you know
carries out operations and bombs
and you know does violations of the ceasefire
but still we can't negate
the the sigh of relief
that has genuinely come to the people of Palestine
just to have a little bit of breathing room
but again yeah they're returning to rubble
the air quality when you go
go into a destroyed area with all the chemicals and, you know, all the stuff that that comes
with. I mean, just look at what happened after 9-11. The people that went to try to pull bodies
out of that rubble, they had lifelong consequences health-wise. So a very similar situation,
but even worse, because it's like there's no place to go. It's all rubble. Yeah. So the long term
90% of homes in Gaza is destroyed. Yeah. And in northern Gaza, in some parts, it's just 100%.
It exists. Nothing exists. Japalya does not exist.
And so it's going to take a generation to rebuild, and that's if the ceasefire holds.
And now Trump has come in, this part of my language, but this piece of shit, he comes in.
He takes credit for the ceasefire, which was actually a product of a long time of resistance.
But every other signal he's given since then has been that he is trying to help Israel ethnically cleanse.
He's asking Egypt and Jordan to check Palestinian people.
Exactly, so that they can just be pushed out of their own homeland once and for all,
which has always been the goal of the Israeli project of Netanyahu and of this post-October 7th operation.
It is to ethnically cleanse more and more of what's remaining of historic Palestine,
and Trump is seeming to completely facilitate that.
One of his biggest donors, Adelson, is her last name,
spent tens of millions of dollars funding both Trump runs, both Trump administrations,
and campaigns leading up to them and is a hardcore Zionist.
So the deep money that is in the Trump administration is all Zionist.
His connections with Zionism are strong.
When he went up for his inauguration, it wasn't just tech billionaires behind him.
It was also Zionists standing behind him, making it very clear which side he's ultimately on.
He liked, I think, the PR move of the ceasefire.
He liked the idea of coming in and saying, you know, taking credit for that ceasefire.
but that is not indicative of all of his long-term plans.
His long-term plans are to help Israel continue the ethnic cleansing.
And look at who the people he has elected.
He has selected to be the ambassador of the U.S. in Israel.
These are people who have been, you know, what is his name?
He run for presidency before.
So the U.N. representative for the U.S. is a Zionist.
You know, all these people who he has selected are Zionist.
I want to go back to something that folks, I want you guys to remember this, folks, listen to this.
If you have seen images of the Palestinian,
hostages coming out of Israeli camps.
These people have been held for years with no trial
just because you are Palestinian, thrown into jail by the scientist entity.
They look sick, malnutritioned, and completely, completely looking like they have not eaten.
Traumatized, you can see the trauma, you can see the pain and suffering.
and my nutrition.
Open wounds.
Missing limbs.
But look at what
the Israeli hostages
coming out of Gaza.
They look healthy.
I'm sure that
the members, the people who are holding them
were feeding them.
They would feed them before they feed themselves.
They kept them safe from their own
Israeli forces bombing.
One of the hostages,
left Jabilia yesterday.
Jabalia does not exist.
But somehow,
the Palestinian resistance forces kept him alive.
Absolutely.
Protected him.
And it's healthy.
Does not look malnutritioned.
The pictures post his October 7th and after this time, they look the same.
But look at the Palestinian hostages that have been held.
in horrible conditions
this gets to show you this
that the Palestinian people
was still treating
the Hamas, the resistance movement
was still treating the members of the Israeli
hostages with kindness and love.
Like human beings. Like human beings.
But the Israelis wasn't doing that.
And you can look at the pictures yourself. I mean, you know, you don't take our word
for it.
Yeah, don't take my word.
Go look and make it.
your own conclusions, but it seems clear to me that, on the whole, that is the case.
And it's not to say that there's never been a bad situation that has happened.
Being a hostage in war sucks, no matter what side you're on.
But just the overall...
I'm not saying it's a vacation.
Yeah, of course, yeah.
We're just saying, just look at the pictures.
Exactly.
And this is not our words.
It speaks volumes.
Yeah.
Now, you know, when Trump, one of the things that just, you know, kind of built on what I was
saying earlier, too, with the Trump administration is when he came into office,
he made a show of freezing international aid to various countries, but he excluded Israel.
So, like, he comes in, and so the war is still being funded.
Israel is still being fully funded in every single way, and that's not going to change.
So, you know, part of the responsibility we have is to oppose this entire brutal ruling class in the U.S.
Democrat or Republican, they play their role in facilitating this genocide, and they'll continue to do that.
And we have to be obstinate in our opposition to both parties, and we have to go all out in this fight against Trump.
Because Trump is ushering in an age of oligarchic control.
He's dismantling what tiny shreds of democracy might still exist in this country,
and he is going to assist Israel in whatever they want to do.
And so we cannot lose sight of that.
And we might not be able to go over and fight Israel ourselves,
but we can fight our own government in a million different ways.
Protest it, speak out, educate others, educate yourself,
and take responsibility for this historic moment that you find yourself in.
Call the Congress.
Call your congressman.
Call the White House.
our money
should not be used to kill children
our tax in Israel
why are we sending billions of dollars
to Israel
our health care is not good
our education system is not good
we are the 10th I think in math and sciences
and on the world
we have homeless
veterans in our streets
why would that be allowed
in this country
when we are sending billions of dollars
to Israel
to kill children
and occupy a
Palestinian people
come on
America
please wake up
don't listen
to your Fox
CNN
all this
mainstream media
they're just
feeding
they are complicit
too
they're just
fitting into
this
this settler
colonial
regime that
they want to continue
fighting
they want to
continue
supporting
you know
find
alternative
news
that's where the truth is
you know
look for the real journalists because that
journalism in mainstream
journalism is dead
journalism is
these are life-changing
people heroes that are
changing lives by telling
the truth speaking the truth
to the power and to the
people
but mainstream America is dead
yes absolutely
there's always been a spiritual rot
at the center of American life,
and it is coming to the four once again
in a really brutal way.
You know, the role of genuine, courageous journalist
is exactly why Israel is targeted
and murdered so many of them.
Because they were the ones getting the word out,
and as more and more of them have been killed,
you do see, as I was talking about earlier,
that dip in videos and news coming out of Palestine,
because Israel's killing everybody that was doing that work.
And systematically, consciously, and targeted,
killing those people to stop these real information, the truth, from getting out.
Yes.
Killing journalists, killing nurses and doctors, healthcare workers, EMTs, targeting almost
1,100 nurses and doctors have been murdered in Gaza by Israel.
400 now?
The numbers are always changing.
All those changes.
Don't quote me on that, but a lot of journalists have been killed.
targeting ambulances, targeting hospitals.
Israel targets hospitals against international law.
Kamala Duan, when I was in Gaza, Kamala Hussein in the North,
completely annihilated.
You know, Abu Safia, the director of Kamala Duan, Dr. Abu Safi,
he has been taken to Israeli captivity, a prison, not captivity.
He has been taken away.
we don't know where he is
we don't know where he's alive or dead
Dr. Muhammad died
these are just doctors
and nurses
journalists targeted
there's a journalist
that went out in Gaza
he
was waiting in the front of the hospital
in a car with
four other journalists
his wife is having a baby that day
she was in a word and he's just waiting
to go in
while his child is being
born, he got targeted, five
journalists dead. My God.
Yeah.
Words don't suffice.
And posterity, the sober
eye of posterity will be very clear about
what this is. And you're
alive at this moment. If you're listening to this, you're
alive and you're aware.
And you don't have to do it all. None of us can save
the world by ourselves, but we have to throw in
our penny in the well and contribute in whatever
ways that we can.
and highlight the humanity of the Palestinians,
highlight these crimes, educate the people around us,
donate to whatever funds and donation links you can,
and actually in that vein,
I'm going to make sure that I include.
I have some vetted and verified people in Gaza
that have active go-fund-mys
that I'm going to link to in the show notes
if you do have disposable income
and, you know, giving money to these people
obviously is a great way to help them access basic things
that we take for granted.
And I don't know if you have any on the top of your head,
but even after the show,
if you have some links you want to send me,
I'll make sure to include those as well
so people can help out if they have extra money.
Yes, yes, please, folks, out there.
These are organizations that I trust.
These are people that I trust,
organization like Hill Palestine.
In Omaha here, now we have a Hill.
Palestine community is called Community of Hillers.
This is an organization that evacuates children out of Gaza.
they provide food and medicine in Gaza right now.
I see their work on the ground.
They bring one meal or two, you know,
they bring meals to the hospitals for people.
And the biggest thing they do there is supplies,
supplying medical equipment and medicine.
But also, evacuating children,
we may be able here in Omaha ourselves.
We are probably going to end up getting a child coming from Gaza
from medical treatment.
treatment by being brought here by Hill Palestine.
And then there is Med Global that as Rahma worldwide, Fajir is also another organization.
I have multiple organizations that I work with.
But so please, please, I will read that on to Brett here.
And if you have something, even a dollar counts.
It makes a difference.
Yeah, not even money.
If you can spare time, if you can join the organization, help those organizations in any way you can.
promote those organizations.
There's a million different ways to help.
It's not always about money.
And if you're committed enough, you'll find a way.
Yes.
Nebraska's for Palestine.
Nebraska for Palestine is online on Instagram.
Follow them.
I think, you know, our radio station here follows the Nebraska's for Palestine as well.
And you find me there too.
And follow Hill Palestine.
Follow Hill Palestine, Omaha.
That's now becoming our local people here are able to contribute.
It's not only money like Brett said, time and your creativity, if you're an artist, if you're a singer, if you're a teacher, if you're a father, if you're a mother, if you're just your person, you like to hike, you like to do something.
When these children come here, come and hang out and take them to the park and play and teach them music or teach them soccer or something.
just normal things humans do
and be come join and be part of
a healed Palestine Omaha community
absolutely amazing work
you know my heart and my heart goes out
and my hat goes off to everybody
in any way that are helping and I think you
willie you you go above and beyond
as one human being as much as one human being can do
you do it and I don't want to make you uncomfortable
with all the praise but but you genuinely are
a hero and you are putting your money and your time and your energy and your life where your
mouth and your heart is and I think you're a beautiful role model for all of us. Thank you. Thank
you. That's so generous of you, my friend, but I think all of us have something to do, something
to play, a role to play. If you have children and when these children come here, please come
and join them and be they can be friends and I am we are starting this program is a pen pal
program for kids to start writing friends to in Gaza I brought multi you know you know hundreds of
letters from Gaza from children there like children to children children to children
yeah children to children and I think that we this is how we open the minds and hearts of our
children from the time they're young to help them grow up to be you know you know they have friends
all over the world this is the world we want to create right and and brett you said this too that i mean
i i i can do i'm i'm just one tiny element but thank you for what you said however i also
thank you for your heart your spirit your kindness and uh the voice of the voiceless that that's where
you fall in, brother. You are the
voice of the voiceless.
Keep speaking for
Palestine. Keep
telling your listeners
that selective justice
is never justice. Selective
morality is never morality.
We are fighting for our
lives. We are fighting for a just
world. We cannot
continue with the same
status quo.
Yeah, absolutely.
I really would love to get
my almost 10-year-old son
into that pen pal program because he's aware as much as I let a 10 year old be aware I don't want to put
too much on him but I do want to foster that part of him that cares about other people and so he is
again as much of a 10 year old should be aware he's aware of the situation and I think he would
absolutely love to participate in something like that I'll make sure to link to all those
organizations and more in the show notes including donation links if you if you have the
extra money to spare but before I let you go Willie
do you have any future plans to go back or is it dependent on the ceasefire?
And then is there any last words that you'd like to say as we wrap up?
Yes, I am working with multiple organizations right now to go back, date and time to be determined.
Being in Gaza makes you complete.
Being able to do something that you love, do something, this is what I want to tell people.
out there
this is my final words
do something that you love
mine is this
for as long as I am
here on earth
my mission is to speak for justice
and Palestine
is the top
is on the top list
and this is my promise
to the people in Gaza
that
no matter what
no matter where I am my every waking
moment will be speaking
up to make sure
that my heart and my soul
have stayed in Gaza
and they are stayed with the people in Gaza
and I will continue to carry them
with me for as long as I'm alive
and we will make sure that
I will speak for Gaza
and Palestine in general until
freedom. I want
and I'm asking all of you to join
me and Brett here
for that journey
for a just
world, for a for a world
world that is peaceful and loving
and kind that
fight for the freedom of
everyone
everyone
so my final words
of this keep fighting
ceasefire is just the beginning
ceasefire is just the beginning
people in Gaza are counting on you
thank you so much
amen and thank you so much for everything you do and if you do end up
going back of course I think you should
if you have the time and the energy come back on the show
and update us again.
You're a fan favorite.
You're one of my favorite guests of all time.
And just as a human being,
I really look up to you
and appreciate everything you do.
So keep it up, my friend.
Thank you, my friend.
Here is a little gift from you, from Gaza.
Oh, man.
The children made it.
A little bracelet.
Beautiful, with the Palestinian geographical shape
of the state and the flag.
Yes, yes.
Gorgeous.
I will make sure.
And this is for your producer.
Oh, thank you.
Thank you.
It's fresh from Gaza.
Beautiful.
These gifts you bring back,
they mean so much to me.
my favorite objects.
Thank you.
And thank you, folks.
People in Gaza love you.
And keep speaking of it.
And we love the people in Gaza.
Thank you.
I wish that I have known in that was getting me and feel the young that I own that I hold you.
Because you had a beautiful for the poor.
that refused to when you were fired me with me.
I made up with that.
Walking in that room when you had to turn in your voice,
singing more feet of the loars
I moved to home.
I am you sleeping here
and I didn't believe
When they called you a hurricane and thundercland.
When I was checking idols, I suggested a smile.
He didn't talk a while if we were crazy.
He said you hated my toe, and made you feel so long
And stayed for me a heart to be breathing
But something kept me standing by that hospital bed
I should have quit but instead I took care of you
You made me sleep at a fever and I didn't believe them
when they told me that there was no saving you.
We're going to be.
We're going to be.
And...
...withal...
...withal...
...withal...
...and...
...and...
...the...
...heye...
...toe...
...their...
...and...
I don't know.
I don't know.
I don't know.
I'm sorry.
Oh
Thank you.