Rotten Mango - I Watched Diddy’s Lawyers Question Cassie For 16 Hours - This Is EVERYTHING That Happened

Episode Date: May 21, 2025

The energy in the courtroom has shifted. Sean Combs no longer looks like a statuesque wax figurine. He is now much more animated, literally jumping out of his seat to look at the evidence screen, there is almost an air of anticipation.  But why?For the past 2 days Cassie Ventura, a government witness and victim in this case, has been testifying against Sean Combs. Now, the defense will begin their cross examination.  Sean Combs’s attorneys will attempt to poke holes in Cassie’s story, discredit her, and show the jurors that she “wanted freak offs.” Everyone seems to be under the impression that the defense has very slim evidence to accomplish this. Then why is Sean Combs so happy? Do they know something we do not?

I think every single person I know in existence, on a personal level, taken it upon themselves to send me anything that is related to Sean Combs. The amount of AI-generated TikToks that my parents send me asking me if I'm safe, if I'm going to be okay in the next two months, it's getting out of control. But an interesting series of TikToks have actually been circulating in the Rotten Mango Group chats. In short, it is always somebody very passionate in front of a camera, seemingly very frustrated because nobody else thinks the way that they think. One person says,

Why the hell didn't Cassie leave? Like, you guys need to stop acting like we have this invisible line in the sand. Like, we're not allowed to ask, Why didn't you leave? She's putting up with the bullshit because she thinks the good shit outweighs the bullshit. Y'all are going to stop making people acting like they're crazy for pointing that out. At the end of the day though, at what point are we saying you're a willing participant or not? Like we can't ask common sense questions. Another person on TikTok compares her to Glaine Maxwell. The counterpart of Jeffrey Epstein.

No bro, she's got favorite escorts. She's picking out different escorts and come to find out she's been cheating on her husband throughout this. No bro, Cassie's husband is finding out that he's getting cheated on in the most diabolical ways in the courtroom, that he's walking out. Side note, that is factually incorrect. That is not why you walked out.

And y'all are acting like this is grape. She was a willing participant. I can't stand how we are framing Cassie as this super victim when she's picking out the escorts that she wants. She's one of the most freaked out people in Hollywood. And y'all think that women just aren't on that. You hear a woman being part of stuff like this and you think oh there's no way she could have wanted that. Actually bro, yeah, she's a ringleader. We saw the text messages. She's setting this shit up. That's so nasty bro. Everybody up there freaked out and the women too. Another one is focused on Cassie's husband Alex Fine with one TikTok saying, she cheats on you and he takes you back. Y'all work this shit out and then years later down the line you have to find out how and exactly what way she was cheating on you. You find out not only was

she cheating on you with one dude, she was getting double quadruple teamed and not to mention she had an affair with the man that she said abused her and then women on TikTok are gonna gaslight you for taking on her bullshit. That is why women don't get the respect that they beg for in society because they don't tell the truth under any circumstances unless it benefits them. The comments under that read, 1 billion women vs accountability. Another reads, Cassie got away, got married, and still went back to Diddy and women are gonna keep moving the gold post for her actions. Another says,

if your girl is praising Alex Fine and saying things like, every woman needs Alex Fine, you gotta run. I will say, many of the comments in these videos, and the videos themselves, are misquoting or miscontextualizing statements and or questions from the cross-examination against Cassie Ventura. Here is a full recap on the 12 hour long cross-examination of Cassie Ventura. We would like to thank today's sponsors who have made it possible for Rotten Mango to support the Joyful Heart Foundation. They are working to transform society's response to SADVCA and support survivors' healings. This episode's partnerships have also made it possible to support Rotten

Mango's growing team. We'd also like to thank you guys for your continued support as we work on our mission to be worthy advocates. As always, full show notes are available at rottenmangopodcast.com. A few disclaimers before we get started. Regarding content that are themes of DV, SA, and sex trafficking, please watch with caution. Many of the quotes and statements included have been shortened and condensed for brevity or rearranged because I mean, if you look at the transcripts for Cassie's cross-examination, I think it's almost a thousand pages. Okay, no, I want to say it's like a good 600 pages. It's a thick stack and they keep jumping back and forth. The timeline was so confusing. The way that it's absorbed in court in real time

was like at certain times text messages would be brought up and I'm like I don't even know when this text message is from. We had to re-go through all the transcript and our notes and the exhibits to be like, oh, this is when it's from. So we've kind of rearranged it in a way that makes a lot more sense and this week's testimony was impossible to shrink into a standalone episode, so if you haven't already watched the first part of Cassie's direct, that's like her direct testimony. So go check that out. And speaking of the legality of things, Sean Combs is presumed innocent until proven guilty beyond a reasonable doubt. Everything up until this point, everything that he's been charged with, are alleged crimes until a verdict is reached, which at this time of the episode, it has yet to occur.

Any descriptions and observations regarding Mr. Combs, his legal team, the court, and or the public during the trial were personally noted by myself or my two other researchers who were present in the courtroom. None of us three should be used as a definitive source to determine how you feel about someone's innocence or guilt. So with that being said, let's get started. I saw a comment on the last episode, well like a few episodes back, that said,

Sean Combs' defense team is like all of the Avengers, except now they're working for Thanos. They're representing Thanos. So there's typically three sketch artists in the courtroom, and they've been kind of bickering, they've been fighting a little bit, we have observed some things, we're not gonna talk about it

because we love the sketch artists, but two of them are now sitting on the very first row of bickering, they've been fighting a little bit, we have observed some things, we're not going to talk about it because we love the sketch artists, but two of them are now sitting on the very first row of the right side, which we are in the back of the right side, and one of them is sitting on the very first row of the left side, so practically right behind Sean Combs, and the one on the left side, I just see her grinding a piece of white chalk into the sketch, and I'm like, she's ferocious about it. I look over, and it's just three floating orbits of white hair heads in varying degrees of white. You've got Brian Steele, who's got almost a nearly full head

of white hair. You've got Sean Combs. You've got Mark Agnifilo. And she's just grinding in the white chalk, making their heads even whiter than I think they are in real life. And then on the other side, you have one of the sketch artists. She's like a legend in the courthouse,

but she's drawing Cassie with a tissue in her right hand. Cassie is clearly in distress. She's sobbing, and the judge is looking at her as she's crying. It is propped up against the wooden railing right in front of her. So usually you don't see too much unless you kind of crane your neck.

They like to keep it a little bit slanted. But I think she's trying to get a good overview because she has it propped up that I can see the sketch pretty clearly. It's propped up and it's directly, because I'm sitting behind Alex Fine, directly behind him. It's directly in his line of sight. If he were to look up he will see Cassie, his wife, crying on the stand and if he looks down he will see a giant

sketch of her crying. I think that the cross-examination of Cassie Ventura is, if you can even believe it, more emotional than her direct testimony. Before Cassie enters the courtroom, the energy is very interesting. There are these like five windows on the side of the courtroom that are massive, and the second one near the front, the curtains are clipped closed with like a giant binder clip. The courthouse, I think, spends all of their money pumping the AC. It's like negative 10 degrees in there.

Cassie even mentioned that she might be a Little bit chilly the judge is always asking people if they're chilly Everybody's cold and the freaking curtain is binder clipped. Why don't they bring it up? They do they say it's a I Talked to officer Riz who basically controls the courtroom and he said it's either going to be snowing or it's gonna be so hot Everyone's gonna be sweating like there's no I think it's very hard to control I see Sean combs walks into the courtroom. He's wearing this sandy colored sweater with a collared shirt He looks anxious but not in the bad way. Like that's the best way we can describe him This is like before the cross. Yeah, before that has happened the direct lasted two days

It's happened and now we're heading into the cross examination So this means that combs is defense team are going to be grilling poking holes into Cassie's story I'm gonna go into like what all the steps mean in a second, but he looks like something is going to happen He looks almost Anticipatory instead of like it's anxious because you're anticipating something side note He is also not a lot of belt for obvious reasons and his pants are always dangerously close to just like giving the press a sight of something that we did not ask for. And you can just tell it's

gonna be a big day because in walks Karen Agnifilo, Mark Agnifilo's wife, also Luigi Mangione's representation counsel, and she brings her mom her elderly mother Karen's mom. Yeah who Sean blows kisses at And someone around me comments. It's a family affair, but I'm like no Karen. I love you Please just give us updates on Luigi like we didn't ask for this She is very cool though now There's a little back and forth between the government and the defense team, which I think is just so fascinating the way that they talk. So long story short, not to overcomplicate things,

the defense wants to use something that the government does not want to be used during the cross-examination. But they didn't even show the government all of these exhibits until yesterday. So to that, the judge is asking, so how would you ever be in a position to establish good cause? You would have brought that to the court's attention in any of the 15 or so hearings that we had in this court, and then I would have addressed them, right? AKA, why are you upset after you turned in your homework late? Mark Agniflo is not phased.

He pleads his case, but the way that we can best describe him is a giant teddy bear talking. Does that mean that he's a good person? I'm not even trying to say that. I know teddy bear is like associated with like good and kind. I don't know anything about him personally, but he's the energy of a giant teddy bear who yaps. He likes to say things like, I know your honor has given this a lot of thought, as you always do. I'm just trying to sort of give your honor a different way of looking at the letter and the understandings. Like he's seen, sounds very harmless.

He sounds, he's so disarming. If he were a cop, I would confess to crimes I didn't commit. He gives me like, if I'm lost in a supermarket and I need someone's phone, he'd be the first person I talk to. Wow. But the judge is not swayed by his backpack with 1,000 zippers and his slightly charismatic way of talking. And he is also reminiscent of a passionate filibuster.

That's exactly how the RM team knows him. We call him the filibuster. Seriously, he's Mr. Filibuster. Sometimes when I see his name pop up on the transcripts, I'm like, I remember that moment in court. I'm like, let's just fit through 10 pages because he just likes to yap. So they're arguing back and forth about these exhibits not being turned in on time and prosecutor Comey chimes in and every time she talks, like I said, I don't think I want to be on the receiving end of whatever she's saying. I forgive Mr. Agnifilo for probably thinking about a different

conversation. We have talked about a lot of messages over the course of the last few weeks, but in the last context of this particular meet, there were no discussions of those text messages. Basically, the defense wants a text thread admitted during Cassie's cross. The government is like, no, we don't want that admitted, and you were supposed to tell that a long time ago. You were supposed to tell us if you wanted it." The judge is like, Children, calm down. I made my ruling. It seems like maybe people don't understand. Not only is there no basis to admit these specific messages, but maybe we're not on the same page. There is no issue here as far as I can tell. Because the actual examination of the witness is not being impaired. Am I wrong about that? So the judge, he's getting

snappy with it. He's not having it anymore. I feel like his patience is running thin. There are some whispers that the defense is, I don't want to call them dirty moves, but it seems like they're very strategic in the late timing of submitting exhibits and they're wordy, trying to do things a little bit slick. So that text threat is not approved. Yeah. Well, they're redacting parts of it. And as they're having this very intense back and forth, there's members of both sides of the legal teams pushing giant, they look like shopping carts, which is filled to the brim with papers and binders and files. This is going to be a very intense day. When the jurors

walk in, and we haven't seen this since, it feels like three months ago, but it was like a week and a half ago, we haven't seen this since the very first day of jury selection. When the jurors walk in and Sean Combs is nodding, his body is fully turned towards them and near his hip height he has both of his hands near his waist and he's slowly rubbing his hands back and forth. Like when you're cold, you know how you rub them together to generate heat, but much slower, and he's slightly swaying his body. Even his kids seem a lot more involved today. The daughters are gone, they're back in California.

They actually only came for two days. The three sons are still here, as well as the mother, so Justin Combs, Christian Combs, and Quincy, and Janice Combs, Sean Combs' mother. They're all dressed a lot more casually in their normal attire, and it just feels like they've got something up their sleeves. And maybe they do, because prosecutor Slavik even tells the judge, basically,

the deadline for submitting these documents, these exhibits, was a month ago. The defense only submitted four exhibits a month ago. Okay? We probably should have raised this with the court. However, last night, right before the cross-examination this morning, they dumped 400 exhibits on the government. Some of these exhibits were incredibly long. They were documents proposed, exhibits of 100, 200 pages. Many

of these documents were internally duplicative, like, aka just the same portions of the same emails or text that's overlapping with government exhibits, but they have to go through all of them because they have to. This sort of dump of 400 enormous duplicative documents, this is high in efficiency. The government submits there really needs to be a solution so this doesn't continue happening throughout the course of this trial. Wow. Yeah. So that is definitely a strategy.

Yeah. Comey even adds in, the government has produced hundreds of marked exhibits on our exhibit deadline. And as we have marked additional exhibits, we have been in real time been producing them to the defense throughout the trial. Our goal is to not have this trial by ambush.

And our goal is to not waste the juror's time in the middle of the witness's cross-examination. The judge is looking at the defense like that's a fair point. But the defense is arguing through Tenny Garagos that this is not a trial by ambush. They're arguing it's the defendant's right that the government cannot prepare her on potential exhibits while she's on direct examination. It's not trial by ambush. These are all documents that they've seen. They have them in their possession for 8 months before we got them, so in terms of fairness argument, it's a fairness for

the defendant. In terms of the government, we've gave them everything that they didn't have by our deadline. To which the judges, they keep going back and forth, the judge finally asked prosecutor Comey, you've heard what they have to say, what do you want? She stands up into the mic. I want their exhibits, your honor, and I think they've already marked them and I would like them now. So I want their exhibits now, please. Very firm.

And then the defense does something interesting. And again, I don't know if this is a strategy, but they say, oh yeah, our paralegal brought copies and they just have a giant cart full of binders for their exhibits. And Comey is immediately like, we will also ask for an electronic copy. To which the judge agrees, we are in the 21st century, so let's try to make that happen. Which one could imagine it could be the defense trying to make it harder for the prosecutors.

But Tenny Garagos jokes, we are. I do work with Mr. Agnifilo, but we are in the 21st century. And he admits I'm a little behind. It's very interesting the way that they're doing this. I see though, I see what you mean. It does seem like every single action is calculated with the intention of delay or just complicating, make it hard for them. Just everything is part of strategy.

Exactly, and the way that Mark Agnifilo is able to talk to the judge is so fascinating because this was a conversation that's been coming up over and over again. Exactly, and the way that Mark Agnifilo is able to talk to the judge is so fascinating because This was a conversation that's been coming up over and over again and even the judge says let me take a step back Mr. Agnifilo I thought you were going to take this off my plate Those were the words Agnifilo told him a few days ago And he says I think taking it off your plate your honor is going to be a day-by-day Process and I'm going to continue to try and take it off your plate as the morning Goes on I am on an aspirational basis

What he says I aspire to take it off your plate basically Two days ago. He was like I'm gonna take it off your plate your honor Don't even worry about it and then today he said day by day on an aspirational basis You know? Yeah. And what's judges' reaction over these type of talks? Just like, what the hell is he... You guys are wasting my time. This is literally his children arguing back and forth.

That's why you say his patience running thin. Oh yeah. He went from... I think he's still fair. I think he has way more patience. I was even talking to some of the people that work in the court and they were like He's actually one of the most fair judges Like a lot of judges won't even let both sides even plead their case like this. They'd be like, hey shut up. I'm going to lunch So he's very fair. However, he went from being like very, you know in a good mood to now

He's like Logan Roy from succession and all of his kids are arguing and he it looks like he thinks they're all dumb. I Don't think he thinks that but is the feeling when a witness is called into a courtroom. You have the direct examination You're setting the stage now Cassie Ventura is the government's witness So the government leads the direct testimony then after that you have the cross examination leads the direct testimony. Then after that, you have the cross examination. The defense or the other party will question and the whole part of the cross examination is to effectively discredit the witness, poke holes in their story, pick out any lies that they can see, and undermine any of their allegations. And then you have the redirect, where the prosecutor will come up and try to repair

any credibility or add context to anything that was not perceived while during the cross. Then there's the recross examination, which is to challenge new information provided in the redirect. So a lot of people say that sometimes the cross examination of a very important witness in a criminal case is the most important thing. One of the most important things. And there's so many rules that some people abide by. Some people say the number one rule is that don't ask a question you don't know the answer to in a cross-examination. Some people say no, the number one rule is you're going to make mistakes cross-examining so keep it short. The shorter the time, the less mistakes. Proving two points is better than proving three. Proving one point is better than proving two.

Always keep it condensed. Everybody has different opinions. Attorney Anna Estaveo is the one doing the cross-examination of Cassie Ventura. She has a reputation for being a top white-collar criminal defense attorney, usually representing clients accused of financial fraud, insurance fraud, tax fraud, money laundering, narcotics, and weapons offenses. She does this thing when she's talking, when she asks questions. This is our first time really hearing from her.

She will pause, let the silence linger, and it feels like she's constructing her sentences in real time. Like there's an invisible word document in front of her that we cannot see, and she's like deleting words, replacing words. Cassie walks in. The first two days of her direct testimony. She was wearing sweater dresses with a coat. The first day was no coat, the second day was a coat.

The third day and the fourth day, she shows up in blazers for the cross-examination. And I thought it was so interesting because I think going to court every day recently, I have been dressing depending on my mood. Like if I feel like it's so stressful, I have been dressing depending on my mood like if I feel like It's so stressful. I want to dress a little bit more professionally because I feel less vulnerable And it was just so interesting to see her very distinct shift in her clothing

She shows up with her blazer and as to veyo takes the podium. She's got very interesting body language. Now her arms are tightly crossed, like very tightly crossed. I can see her shoulder blades peeping through her blazer in the back. Or her arms are flexed forward in front of her, just straight flex. There's no give in her elbow and she's like gripping her pen tightly. Good morning Miss Ventura. Good morning. You and Sean were in love for 11 years, right? That's her first question. Yeah. During that time, you loved him? I did, yes. And you believed that he loved you as well? Yes. Sean, that's the name that you

used the past two days in the courtroom, right? Yes. That's the name his mother gave him? Okay. She's like trying to humanize him. We all have government names but like go off. And that's a part of what made your relationship with him special, is that you knew the real Sean, right? I believe I knew a real version, yeah. This part is so strange to me. I thought it was odd. And you always knew how special you were to him, right? No, I don't think I always knew. You sometimes knew. Sometimes is fair. You frequently knew. Sometimes you wanted to keep Sean's trust. Yeah? And you earned that trust.

I don't know, but I wanted to earn it. You did earn it. I did earn it, yeah. It's just very weird. I think it's like, I think it's weird because these cross examinations always feel like some sort of power play. I feel like the first few, I don't know, maybe even 10 minutes, it feels like trying

to establish dominance is the feeling, and maybe I'm looking too much into it, but it's like they're trying to control the conversation and put the witness in a specific mode of answering. So like even this, I'm like, I don't really know what it did for the jurors. I don't think it proved anything in like the defense opening statement.

Like earning his trust, I don't think that has anything to do with racketeering. So to make him happy, you told him that you wanted to do freak-offs, right? No, there's a lot more to that. I'm sure we'll get there. In front of Ana Estaveo is a stack, a binder, with all these papers, and it seems like every page has a different post-it sticking out of it, it looks like a highly annotated, at least two books of the Akatar series, it's like a thick binder. And the whole time, Tenny is just passing more post-its. These defense attorneys are keeping the post-it company in business. The amount of post-its after the cross-examination, I want to say is like three inches high.

Whoa. Yeah. So there are a lot of text messages brought into evidence from the defense. And they start off a bit more normal and get more intense as they're released. In one text message thread, and this is all to establish that Cassie, I mean, more or less wanted it,

is what the defense is trying to argue, that she was not coerced into these freak-offs. In one text thread, Combs texts Cassie, It makes me so happy that you would fly to Atlanta just to see me. I'm truly a lucky man. Love you. Missing you. Can't wait to hold you.

Esteveo as Cassie read her messages out loud in the courtroom. I'm a very lucky woman. Smiley face. I'm a very lucky woman. I miss you so much. I'd fly wherever you needed me. Whenever. I love you.

Cass. I think being in that courtroom, one thing that Esteveo did that I felt was more impactful than Prosecutor Johnson is she got herself and Cassie to read the messages out loud, like a text thread. So Esteveo would read Combs' messages, Cassie would read Cassie's. Now, Prosecutor Johnson did too, but a lot of the times it wasn't super clean-cut. It was always like, then he responds, and then what do you say afterwards? So there was a lot of break in the flow. I think this format is doing a lot more impact for the jurors.

And they're just rapidly going through these exhibits of text messages. And these jurors, at least in the beginning of the cross-examination, they're locked in. I saw one of the jurors flip a page in his notebook, and he's already used like half of his notebook that he was given. And they're just rapidly going through these text messages, just normal conversations, maybe trying to establish that it was a normal relationship,

I guess is what they're trying to do. One message, Combs texts Cassie, I love you so much it makes me cry. Another one, Combs texts Cassie, did you miss me? A lot, you didn't even respond to my message. Then another one comes text Cassie did you miss me a lot you didn't even respond to my message then another one Cassie text combs going to sleep now so it can be tomorrow faster and you can be home I love you love you my baby smiley face I love you so much it consumes my life how did that happen Cassie responds I don't know I wonder the same thing for myself all the

time like who was I before we decided to be together? I never knew it could be like this. How do you have me this way? LOL, what do you mean? I'm so happy that we fell in love. We are so in love, we don't do anything else. That's not true. But you're going to have to work so hard, four times as hard as me, which takes a lot of time. Another one from Combs to Cassie. I miss you already.

Me too. When do you want to freak off? LOL. LOL, I'm just going up to change and put my ring on. I just picked it up. I'm always ready to freak off. LOL, LOL, LOL. Combs, at this point, is leaning in.

His body is a lot more towards Estaveo and the jurors this time. When this message is read, he cocks his head to the left. Because any time a message is read where she's initiating or responding well to a freak-off, he's like doing some sort of motion. He's always kind of pivoting towards the jurors. He's cocking his head. They continue reading these text messages. You tell me the day.

You choose. That's Sean. It can be whenever. Name the night. I feel like the weekend, like a Friday night, would be the best because we'd want time to recover for work for the work week, right? This upcoming weekend, the 8th is the only one I have until the 28th. I'm on it.

LOL. Okay, but if you can't, we can always do it during the week. You know it doesn't matter to me. Estevea looks at Cassie. When you say, we know that doesn't matter to me, you're saying that you understand that Mr. Combs knows that you don't mind whether or not it's on a weekend or during the week, right? That's what it says. Okay. And then Mr. Combs says, Friday it is.

I wish we could get Jules here. Cassie reads her message. LOL. Maybe we could. We don't know him that well, though. You want to call him and feel him out? Yeah, I could do that. Call him now, please. Now, those are a little bit more on the tame side.

There are some messages that have the internet in a bit of a tailspin. They're not read out in court, but the exhibits are displayed right on the screen for everyone to see, so they're admitted into evidence. August 7, 2009. Cassie says that the two of them are texting about planning a freak-off. Cassie texts Combs. Me too. I just want it to be uncontrollable. I can't wait to watch you. I want you to

get real hot. She responds, I can't wait to stare at some big black... which, side note, the RM team's perception when a lot of these explicit messages were being read out, the Combs' sons were in the courtroom and they look really pleased. is the only way i can describe it, especially christian combs has a harder time managing his facial expressions. he's got his upper lip sucked in like he's hiding a smile. like he's like, mmhmm. like that's the vibe.

whereas quincy and justin, they're like ferociously passing notes. that day, they're passing notes nonstop. i don't know what they're passing notes about I'd love to know in another message combs text Cassie. I'm so horny. I can't concentrate She responds back. So what do you want to do? I'm going to Dwayne read to grab candles and then going home to pack us a bag if you want any regular clothes By the way, or just sweats then I can go check in set the room up I'll eat take my vitamins lol and get ready before I LV the house.

Leave the house. Just want to know what you're thinking. It's crazy because as these text messages are being revealed in court, I think it's like you sit there and you're like logically thinking and you go, yeah, no, it makes sense, this is exactly what Cassie said in her direct testimony, and this has been her stance since even she filed her civil lawsuit. it's like the whole grooming thing. they met when she was super young and pressureable. he's got the power. she wanted to make him happy. she clearly did not want to participate in these things but she didn't know what else to do. and that's kind of what you

get in the text messages but i think in that courtroom the impact as they're being read out was very intense. A lot of the jurors were scribbling notes, especially when the more explicit vulgar messages came up. I don't personally think that the vulgar messages are evidence of anything, but it had such a strong shock value in that moment. That it was just, it's hard to not feel when it feels like the whole room feels shocked. Because there's like a collective energy that everybody has. And this is why I think direct and cross is so important because I think when you go online,

everyone is like, oh, the whole direct testimony was so sad. And it's like one emotion. But then when you're in that courtroom for the entirety of the 15 hours that the direct testimony is, there's so many waves of emotions. And even if you're sad, if the prosecutor is asking maybe not the right questions, it's very easy to see that jurors are falling asleep next. And then people get sad, and then people fall asleep. It's like the weirdest thing. Now one text from 2009, Sean texts Cassie, I'm so horny. Estavio asks her,

and you receive that message, and in response, what do you say? Oh my god, I was about to text you the same thing. Sean responds, how are you feeling? Talk to me, you're supposed to be seducing me all day. LOL, I'm sorry, I'm nervous, I feel like I wanna fuck. Another text thread that is exchanged between Cassie and Combs a few days

before the intercontinental hotel incident, so this is them preparing for a freak-off in the Intercontinental. What? Cassie messages Combs I want to spend time with my baby okay well let me know either way so I can play on my night love you so much you look so sexy today hello well hit me when you have time thank you baby I love you so much and you look so sexy today so what are you planning to do so I can plan the rest of my night, baby I want to F. Oh so bad, but I don't want to fuck myself up What am I to do after the messages are read out loud as to veil lets it sink in for a second

So at this point, this is the fifth text message to him suggesting that you guys get together, right? Sure. Yeah, and after he was asking you multiple times what you wanted to do. It was up to you, right? Sure, yeah. And after he was asking you multiple times what you wanted to do, it was up to you, right? Yeah. And he again says, what would you want to do, right? And then you say, I don't want you thinking I don't want to, right? So after this, she's like, I don't want you to think that I don't want to F-O. Yeah. As in, you don't want him to think that you don't want to have a freak off. Correct, because he's been asking me over and over again. After you have asked him over and over again. Yeah, I guess. It's just like, you know, when you're with somebody, you know how they speak and you

know what they mean when they text certain things. It's like that. Esteveo mentions that Sean texts back, thanks babe, I love you, you look beautiful, proud of you, have a great day, and then no response. What are you doing? I just got out of a spiritual therapy session What are your plans with the messages up as to veyo says because at this point he's asking you what you want to do Right because at this point you have proposed a number of things you propose to freak off

You've proposed going out with your girlfriends. You've proposed just being you I'm assuming that means staying in right This is the message at the top where you say baby I want to F. Oh so bad, but I don't want to fuck myself up. What am I to do, right? Yep, and this is the one that you were asked about in your direct testimony, right? Yes, and this is the one when you were asked why you sent this message, right? You said you were doing damage control because you didn't want him to ruin your movie premiere because you remember after the Intercontinental Hotel incident she's got a movie premiere where she had to put a lot of makeup on.

And that's the same one where she's asked about, oh, how was your chemistry with your co-star? And she's like, he's a friend. He's a friend. He's a great friend. Right. And at that point, Mr. Combs has sent you a number of loving messages, right?

Right. And he's participated in a promotional event for your movie, right? A luncheon? I think he just came, but yeah, he came. That went smoothly, right? Sure. And it was supportive of whatever decision you wanted to make in terms of how you two spend your time together, right? Yeah. And then he says, so what would you want to do? And that's when you say, we can have fun. I don't want you thinking I don't want to, right? Yeah. To which they

read the next text of Sean writing I think if we start at seven or eight and end at four at the latest take a Xanax and or ambient and go to sleep will be okay and you rest tomorrow and all day Sunday you'll be good and drink a lot of water will be good but we won't have hours to be caught in a matrix if we do it I want you to call Garen so Garen is from Cowboys for Angels that arranges a lot of the escorts and see what he did he say yeah I want you to call Garen so Garen is from Cowboys for Angels that arranges a lot of the escorts and see what he did he say Yeah, I want you to call Garen. Yeah, okay, and see what he has so it can really be a turn-on But if we're gonna do something sooner the better

Can you elaborate miss Ventura on the term matrix? It says but we won't have hours to get caught in the matrix So matrix I said is like the high and being too high where we wouldn't be doing anything sexual Anything would be happening because we would just be too high like there would be no performance So it would be a big deal for you to get very high before such an important night in your life, right? Yeah, your premiere was a big night, right? And if you were to enter a matrix or take too many drugs it might impact your ability to participate in the promotion for the movie, right? Correct, and you understood that he knew that and recognized that, right?

I guess she's trying to prove he gave you so many outs and you didn't take anything, is what she's trying to establish to the jury. And I'm not gonna add in my own personal tidbits. I think it's been pretty relevant or clear as of now, like where I stand. But just to give you, when I say the defense is trying to establish,

I'm not saying that's a fact. I'm saying this is their point that they're trying to make. Yeah. Later the text messages show that Combs is asking a ton of questions and Cassie's not responding. He says, chill with your friends, I'm gonna check you later, I tried. Wait, wha- Yeah. She's like texting about the night and she's not responding.

Oh. He's like, okay, well, why aren't you talking to me about Garen, I guess. And then he's like, chill with your friends, I'll check you later. I tried. Like, the I tried honestly feels kind of passive aggressive. To which Cassie responds, I said let's have fun. You're tripping and reaching and that's not cool. This is a big moment for me and it feels like it's spoiled now. Because it's like now he's just getting upset. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Combs says, call Garen. Can you do that and go get your stuff, right? Where where do you want to stay? Can you see who Garen has?

Hello. Yo, I hate when we're in the middle of texting and you just stop she responds I'm waiting for him to hit me back. He didn't answer. Are you headed home? Where you at? Can we do it at your house? Hello talk to you later gonna go into this meeting Carrie is here We can't do it at my house. About to head home now. I got Intercontinental. Did you call Garen? Hit me back. Is Garen the one at the Intercontinental hotel? No, it was Jules. So Garen is the one that is just sending people. Oh.

I'm imagining that he's gonna be either a government witness or he's gonna be subpoenaed. Wow. Okay. Now, Cassie sends a picture of people Garen has for them that are discreet. That's the word used. Combs doesn't respond to which she texts, You hate when I stop responding, but now that's what you're doing. Can we get the other guys? You really want to bring another random into our situation?

Esteveo points out that the two of them go back and forth discussing which guys to invite. So this is like the beginning, that one TikToker that's like, she's choosing and picking her escorts. The way it happens, it's more more so she's not like picking and choosing She's not like ooh that one looks hot that one looks great. It's more like I don't I've never met these people I'm not really comfortable like this person gives me weird vibes if I have to choose I'd rather choose jewels who I feel safer with that's kind of been her whole energy throughout the entire testimony. That's it. That's what they're referring to. Yeah. Wow. Because I was like, I'm telling you, if you see the state of the desk over there, like my researchers and I are flipping through

transcript pages like this doesn't even make sense. Cassie is being a bit stressed about the stranger coming and if she just doesn't want a random person, I'll be right over there. Let's just start the energy fresh, is what Cassie says. I had such a great day and I intend on keeping it that way. Esteveo looks over the podium. When you say you were intending on keeping it that way, that included participation in this freak-off that you're planning, right? So she's saying you intend on keeping a good day. A freak-off is a good day. Another message Cassie sends read,

I'm not in a combative place. I've just been in a freak-off. I'm not in a freak-off. I'm not in a freak-off that you're planning, right? So she's saying, you intend on keeping a good day. A freak-off is a good day. Another message Cassie sends read, I'm not in a combative place. I've just been people pleasing all day and I just need relaxed fun. By saying you just need relaxed fun, you're referring to the anticipated freak-off, right? Not necessarily. I felt like for me it was more about the high and hanging out with Sean. Eventually she sends another text of like, no crazy shit.

She doesn't want crazy shit because her energy is good, she wants to keep it a good day, she's got a movie premiere. So she just writes no crazy shit. To which Combs responds, all good, you just don't hear how you be talking. So this goes back to her direct where she talks about how he loves saying things like, watch your face, watch your words.

Yeah, yeah. In another text thread, if Combs is texting Cassie, you know we have to have a proper FO without no K, ketamine. I need to get it out of my head. I hate ketamine. So you let me know when. Please don't be mad and think that's all I want to do. It's just the K. A successful FO is when we remember,

and don't be fiending to do it the right way again. I won't bring it up again until you're in that mood and I'll fly Dave in. Dave is another escort. Cassie responds, I'm fine, just trying to get my life back organized. Yeah, I know right, I'm sorry. I feel like it's my fault that we rushed back into shit. I'm praying on us. Love is so hard sometimes.

We both gotta get back on track or we'll never get shit done. I want you to know that I realize what's going on. We're at a great place. Let's give things time to breathe in a positive light. I need to get the songs for EPIC. Send me all the songs that you have on a flash drive when you're ready. I'll send Dave to get so I can get that done and I'm coming up with a management solution. Anything else you want me to work on, please send.

I'm going to my therapist today. Love you so much. Always well." They're trying to argue. Some of the same text messages are being used where Cassie and the director's like, yeah, I didn't want to, I was just scared, so this was my reaction. In the cross, they're basically saying,

look, you want to, look at this. Like you guys are having in-depth conversations about the freak-offs. In another message that was brought up, Cassie had texted Combs that she wants to talk to him about something, and he's like, is it gonna stress me out, do you remember that text? He's like, what is it about? Freak off. It can wait. It's not a big deal Now you don't want to do it anymore. I already know you're so predictable

Really? Okay, since I'm de- that's definitely what it is. We'll leave it at that since I'm so predictable. Have a good night. Wait, Sean Combs say freak off. You don't want to do it anymore. You are so predictable. Yes Meaning Sean Combs say okay, you've done this a thousand times. You don't want to do it anymore. You are so predictable. Yes. Meaning Shonkong's like, okay, you've done this a thousand times. You don't want to do the freak off anymore. I can already see it. The fact that he already knew what was coming is very interesting. Yeah, that's okay.

But the defense is like, she says, okay, I mean, I'll leave it at that. Good night. He says, whatever, baby, I'm not going to play no games with you and you ain't going to keep shutting me down. Esteveo looks at Cassie. You testified on direct that you were going to tell him that you didn't want to do freak-offs anymore But you didn't tell him that because you didn't want him to be upset, right? I saw his reaction and yeah Then another message where combs texts and I will say I was getting very lost in the timelines that were jumping around So I felt like they were slightly rearranging timelines in a way that made the most sense for the defense

that was the feeling I got because we would jump from like 2008 to 2018 to 2012 and there would just be like one line of like this message is from this date So we actually go on to the next defense exhibit Which is from one day before the previous messages and it reads from Sean to Cassie and baby We really need to do some soul-searching this time we got to figure out a plan and get us back on point think about it definitely what do you feel about where we're at what do you feel about us I think it's more than missing you I'm talking about us I know

I'm the happiest when I can feel your love and I haven't felt it lately because I know that you don't really want to be around me. I know that I need to work on being nicer, less moody, and more like your woman. I just think that things haven't been able to turn around because we haven't given it any time to breathe. We just keep getting pushed backwards. I believe that our love has no bounds. I'm 150% sure that you're the man that I want to be with and I want to be that woman for you too. Yeah, that's probably, probably you know you don't know how much it is to be Ruth you I think he means with you you're insecure and you don't know what it takes to take

care of me I over so much but like I think he's trying to say I still love you I don't know his texting is like kind of the most insane thing ever. I just know that I love you and I'm trying. So it sounds like they're on the phone briefly before Cassie texts back, freak off with a girl. Like she just texts him back. Freak off with the girl. That's it. Yeah. What makes you want to do that? Esteveo is trying to establish that the day before she was asking for a freak off with a girl and then the next day she states in her direct that she was Going to tell him that she no longer wants to do fo's period. So she's trying to establish. It's a little bit weird and

Then she just keeps moving on now Cassie at one point She does get frustrated during the cross testimony because she's like am I allowed to like say something and then they're like no Just like answer the questions because she's not allowed to she doesn't really have time to be able to explain much yeah, yeah, yeah, anytime a new text message thread is shown It's it just seems like a good chunk of the times combs will literally Physically lift his butt up out of his chair so that he can sit at the edge of his seat laid onto the table put His glasses on and read the text from the evidence screen So it sounds like they from like like their 10 years of text messages, which I don't even

know how much text is there, they will cherry pick very brief conversations that sounded like Cassie wanted to freak off. Yes. Is that correct? Yes. And it got to the point where, I forgot what day this was. I think it was like yesterday, we were texting and I think we were like, half arguing, half joking

about something that was so dumb because I'm so sleep deprived. And I remember thinking like, oh, that's so interesting because if you were to take anybody's full relationship of text message records, even though we're half joking, you could totally take everything out of context. Yeah, yeah. So it's very interesting. It was just a weird, oh, this is so weird type of moment.

His energy while he's reading the evidence screen reminds me of, well, first he's looking at the evidence screen, but his demeanor is very casual. It's fascinating. He looks like, the best way I can describe it is, it's like he's staring at a menu when it's too dark in a restaurant. He's just like squinting, looking at the evidence screen, but it's a very casual demeanor. I don't know how to describe that even better. You know when two people are also having a heated discussion,

this is his energy throughout the cross-examination. Two people are having a very heated discussion and you're trying to say your piece, but they're like, shh, wait your turn, and you just have to wait like you're five years old but you have so much to say that is the energy of Sean Combs during the cross-examination or like when you know the answer to a question but you have been a smartass for the entirety of the day so the teacher does not want to call

on you but you're like trying to sit up taller so that they'll call on you that's the energy Sean Combs has. This is vastly, worlds of a difference from the past two days that Cassie has been direct testifying. Even during the cross-examination on the first two witnesses, the security guard, the male escort, I mean, albeit there were much, much less

critical cross-examinations. Other than Combs looking at Donaldson with the eyes of what I felt like was like, hello, what are we paying you for he was not nearly as involved this time he seems dare I say excited but off the chair he's very expressive even his kids there will be short moments where the judge is on sidebar with the attorneys sidebar they play the white noise machine you're not allowed to talk the judge is still on the bench like officer Viz well he's kind but he's fair. He'll be like, hey you, no

talking, right? The kids, they're like smiling, they're giggling like the teacher just stepped out of the room. And then eventually Sean Combs will look back at his three sons and they're smiling and nodding at each other. And I know a lot of you guys said that I do not have the faculties to interpret those nods, but this one was very interesting. Other points of the cross-examination, Combs is sitting in between so this is very interesting so I thought he was gonna be on a full, like, female table, female-led table.

He's actually back to most of the original seating. So it's Tenny Garagos, who's constantly passing Post-its to Esteveo. Then you have Mark Agnifilo, who's sitting right next to Sean. Then right next to him is Brian Steele, and then Alexandra Shapiro. Now, Mark Agnifilo and Sean

are sitting like two guys in a boardroom, watching an intern give a presentation. I don't know who the intern is in this scenario. I don't think it's Esteveo. Maybe it's more Cassie. Maybe no one. It's just like that's the best way I can describe the energy. It's like they're leaned back in that boardroom CEO demeanor and they look slightly amused. Like they're not laughing or smirking but they don't look that tense or stressed. So they go back and forth between these vibes. Meanwhile, Bryan Steele looks very stressed. He looks like

he's being held hostage. He looks like he misses young Thug. There is this very awkward moment during a recess where everyone walks back in and Cassie's husband walks in and appears that, so my researcher and I both clocked it Him and Sean Combs make prolonged eye contact wait Alex fine and Sean Combs make prolonged eye contact I would even consider it glaring and so much is said through that look nothing great But immediately after Brian Steele and Mark Agnifilo start comforting Sean Combs like he just saw the boogeyman and

my research in a way like like patting his back like talking to almost like they're giving him a pep talk they're both leaned into the sides of his face like it's okay like that's the vibe I don't know if they said it's okay but that's the vibe so they saw the exchange of the look and they're both like comforting him like he just saw the booge the look. And they're both like comforting him. Like he just saw the boogeyman. That's the feeling. Like they're really comforting him.

I've never seen them comfort him like this. They'll hug. They'll like tap each other on the back. But this was like calming someone down comforting. I don't know. It was weird. It was weird. Now there were moments where I think the defense were trying to prove a lot of points,

but it really depends on how the jurors are receiving this information. It's hard to say because I do think there is a small discrepancy between what the internet thinks and maybe what the jurors think. The jurors, a lot of them have poker face. But there will be times where I feel like they are not responding the way the internet is responding. Okay. To some things that are said.

Such as? I think a lot of the text messages did not sit well with some of the jurors is the feeling I got. I don't really have no way to prove it. It's just like a intuitive feeling that my researchers and I felt. It would be like moments where a vulgar text message would be shown. It would not be read out, but then you would see like a juror look at the screen and then kind of eyebrows raised and start writing in their notebook.

So it's like I... Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's a small thing, but collectively over time, comprehensively, it's kind of like, oh, oh, oh, what's happening, right? So it's very, it's a small thing, but collectively over time, comprehensively it's kind of like, oh, oh, oh, what's happening, right? So it's a little different. Esteveo asks Cassie, it was a very different relationship from any other relationship that you've had before, right? It was exciting, it was much different.

Is passionate? There was passion, yes. And it opened up your world tremendously, right? Cassie gets quiet, she kind of cocks her head to the side, she purses her lips like, wait, what does that even mean? There's not really a yes or no answer to that one for me. Did it open up your world? In a different way, yeah, I'll say that. The defense pulls up an exhibit, a text message, from October 14, 2007. Esteveo mentions, can you read from this, or would you prefer if I read it?

You can read it, I can read it, it's just kind of making me giggle because it's from 2007. I know, we're taking you back. You can do it, though. Esteveo starts reading Cassie's message out loud. We've only really had one week of each other just together, and I can say that it's been the best and worst. Esteveo starts reading Cassie's message out loud. of the sweetest most sincere people I've met in a long time and I cannot express enough how grateful I am that you've chosen to be a part of my life. I don't want to rush things but I can't help but sit with you and dream up a beautiful future together. Who knew I'd fall so fast? You make me feel like I can do

anything and that's real. On the other hand, you're constantly weary of me, I'm sneaky, I never seem to make the right decisions to you, I'm a spoiled brat, I'm dramatic, disrespectful, and some reason you don't trust me It always goes back to well Maybe Carrie would have been the better one to go after since I've witnessed you more than once You realizing that she's way better fitting for you than I am Carrie Morgan being Cassie's best friend of 17 years that she no longer talks to that was also subpoenaed to be on the same We're saying maybe Carrie is a better fit for you

Yeah Because she's saying I've witnessed you more than once realizing that she's way better fit for you than I am It's hard for me to handle that as I feel like I've given so much of myself in this short time But whatever I can take it. I'm guessing there will always be something negative. I don't know. I really don't I'm heard that You think that I'm a malicious person the dinner I went to last night was definitely bad timing But it had been planned before all the drama things had to be handled.

Just like how you have to handle your business. I never step on your toes when it comes to handling yours. I'm about to get on this plane and I'm sad, mad, frustrated, and hurt that you just don't feel like I'm the right one. I really do love you and I hope to just be able to learn what it is you want in a woman and give it to you. You're very important and I hope you know that. Cass.

There's a lot in this message, right, Ms. Ventura? There sure is, yeah. Cassie says reading this feels like, I don't know, just like reading it like a journal entry. This message suggests that you are hoping to have more of a relationship with Mr. Combs, right? Yeah. You're dreaming up a beautiful future together, right? Uh-huh. Esteveo then brings up the fact that Cassie was dating another producer prior to dating Combs, which the sentiment being, okay, the defense is trying to perhaps inconspicuously try to make the jurors feel like Cassie is someone who dates with opportunity. So you just said that prior to your relationship with

Mr. Combs, you were in a relationship with Mr. Leslie, right? Mm-hmm. And how much older than you was Mr. Leslie? I believe 10 years older. When did you start dating him? When I was 19? 18? 19? And it was relatively serious?

Yeah. In fact, I think you had the tattoo of his initials on your body, right? Uh-huh. So because you spent three years with Mr. Leslie, when you started dating Mr. Combs, it was not the first time you had been dating an older man, right? Second, but yeah. In another message, Esteveo is trying to prove that Cassie loves freak-offs with Cassie texting Combs, I miss you, and then sending a very explicit message, and I miss our love

sessions in the afternoon. And when you're referring to love sessions in the afternoon, you're referring to freak-offs, right? I don't know in this message. But they keep reading the messages. At the bottom, Mr. Combs says, you up? Want to have some freak fun in the afternoon, smiley face? Are you horny or sleepy? We can sleep or make love today.

You respond, I'm both. LOL. I thought we were going to lay up and spend some time, but you want to just come here so we can talk in person? I was thinking I wasn't going to see you until tomorrow. I had stuff planned for the day, but I'm good to cancel Cassie says she doesn't remember this conversation at all but continuing on another thread where Cassie texts Combs I'm just gonna lay by the pool for some fun if it's cool Wish we could have F-ode before you left my period is over sad face Estiveo continues on that that page Mr. Combs

is not initiating the freak-off conversation right? No, not in that one. Later Cassie mentions that sometimes if she had a big event coming up like her movie premiere she would offer a freak-off as pre-damage control. He would just have made it miserable for me. I never really had like the chance to or opportunity to enjoy the things that I'd worked really hard on, so I just felt like I was just trying to play a balancing act a bit. Esteveo starts relatively grilling Cassie. And it wasn't only sex that you were doing in the hotel, right? Having in the hotel?

Right. You were also listening to music, hanging out? True. In fact, I believe part of the reason you wanted to participate in the freak-offs was to have your time with him, right? Yeah. And it was a special time that you cherished, right? Right.

I think in proving the fact that Cassie wanted the freak-offs, which is what the defense is saying in the opening statements, that's the fact that they're trying to prove to the jurors. I would say, I think emotionally the explicit messages probably have the most impact on the jurors. And then a lot of these other side messages, it's like you could really go either way depending on the juror. Because, I mean, in the direct, they also brought up a lot of text messages where she's initiating freak offs.

So it really just like depends on, I guess, the juror because it doesn't matter what we think. It matters what the 12 jurors think. A big point of contention that was mentioned in the defense opening statement as well was the fact that the freak-off videos that the government got possession of, they received through Cassie's computers and her electronics, not Sean Combs' insinuating that she had the power, that she was the one in the control, she did not fear blackmail because she was in possession of said blackmail. Cassie texts Combs, I just deleted our little video off this camera, it was so dope.

He says, I'ma do it again. Esteveo looks at Cassie. Does that suggest to you that he was referring to taking another video with you? I would think so, I just don't know what we're talking about exactly. I will say in court, it just feels like they're constantly showing her five million things to refresh her memory that we're not allowed to see. So the jurors don't see it either. They're not entered as evidence. So why are they showing them text messages? Yeah, they're just showing Cassie a bunch of things. She has to sit

there and read through a bunch of things and then they're like Do you remember that day? It was just not Well prepared is the feeling I don't know She's going through text messages not in any sort of chronological order at one point. She's confused about the timeline She's getting very frustrated with this timeline because they just keep grilling her on questions and she's like I don't even know when this is from I don't even know what this is from I don't even Know what we're talking about. Yeah, Estavio continues about the videos. Do you think that is a strategy or no? I think so because

When she does say like I don't remember this I Do you think that some jurors could perceive it as she doesn't remember it because it doesn't look good for her. Oh I see was the feeling that I got from just observing the jurors, I don't know, I can't read minds, it was the feeling. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Sounds like she's trying to maybe potentially evading this question. Yeah, like I don't know why I sent that, you know? But it's like, to me, I don't know if it's like the previous biases that we have, but it's like, I'm like, I genuinely, she's flipping through so many papers, I would be confused as well. Yeah. But Esteveo continues about

the videos. And going back to the videos, you testified on direct about deleting videos that were in your possession, right? Yes. And by recording them on your devices, it gave you the capability of deleting them, right? If I saw them, yes. And at a certain point in your relationship, you insisted on recording them on your device so that you could delete them right? No. Would you want to record them on your device so you could delete them? I didn't want them to be recorded at all. If they were going to be recorded you'd prefer they would be on your device. I don't know. Esteveo also points out a text thread of them talking

about an FO for later that night which which combs text asking, can we kiss tonight? A lot. To which Cassie responds, yes, which goes back to her direct, she said she hated kissing during freak-offs. He says, what are you doing? Where are you at? At Hustler, about to check out, trying to find something to impress you. LOL you?

Great, go to hotel. Okay, how long you think you're gonna be? To which Esteveo asks Cassie, and in this exchange so far, you have not said no, you? Great, go to hotel. Okay, how long you think you're gonna be? To which Esteveo asks Cassie. And in this exchange so far, you have not said no, right? Correct. The next important part of the text is brought up. Esteveo is asking Cassie what she responds next. And she says, shit, I left the iPad, should I go get it?

Esteveo asks, when you say you left the iPad, that meant you previously had possession of the iPad and had left it wherever you left it. Yeah, I just don't know whose iPad it was. So it had been in your possession, right? Yes. Combs appears to love this line of questioning because he's like bopping. He's like nodding his head along to it. And you told him that you left the iPad because you knew that he would want it for the freak

off, right? Yes. And it was anticipated that that iPad would be used for some sort of recording for the freak-off, right? In 2017, yes. And you asked him if you should go get it, right? I did. And he says, yeah, fuck, right? Yes.

They read the next message where Cassie says, okay, I will run there. Sorry, I had it hidden so I forgot to grab it. In the same text message exchange from 2017, Combs asks Cassie if she wants pizza, to which she responds, Almost there. I'm good, I think. Maybe a slice. I'm too excited. Esteveo questions her. That's referring to the freak-off that you were about to attend, correct? In my mind, I probably would have been excited to see him and have fun with him.

But the words you texted him were were I'm so excited, right? I'm too excited. I'm too excited. Excuse me. And this was after a discussion about negotiating supplies and logistics for a freak-off, correct? Yes. Thank you. So they're trying to prove she had access to the blackmail material that she was supposedly very scared of. They're trying to prove she had access to the blackmail material that she was supposedly very scared of. They're trying to argue that she initiated and never said no to the freak-offs. And now they're trying to bring in jealousy, which was a huge part of their defense opening

statement. They were saying even a lot of the violence and the toxic relationship between Sean Combs and a lot of his, they say like girlfriends and romantic partners prosecutors say victims right is through drug usage and jealousy so much jealousy okay so like the materials right like let's say she has it on her device yeah which is fine it that still doesn't mean that she wants this to be out there so let's say if someone else saying hey i'm gonna spread this video

that's still blackmail right? I think the defense is trying to argue that he couldn't even do that because she has possession of the iPad. No but he said he has it too. He has texted her that hey I'm gonna send those videos so he did say that he will spread the video. But I don't know that's just what they're arguing. Okay yeah I am trying to keep like give you the flow of what happened in the courtroom, right? I think the point they're saying, oh you have the video so it's not that he wants to blackmail. But to me it's like that doesn't correlate to being blackmailed just because I have this video. Yeah, but also I think another thing to consider.

Even if I have this video and I let's say I share with you as a boyfriend Or girlfriend still I can be blackmailed, right? Yes And additionally, I think it's very pertinent to consider the idea that a lot of celebrities even like Jennifer Lawrence For example, her iCloud was hacked So I think there is a strong level of paranoia that even if you think that you have the only copy of something I mean, I think you could easily be black, especially at that level where he presumably has a lot of power. I just don't know.

I think as a woman, it's kind of hard to see Esteveo's points with certain things because it's kind of like, like I get that this is what the defense is going for, but also as a woman, it's like, I think a lot of women in the gallery of the courtroom Likely felt the same way is the whispers in the hallways. I felt it's like yeah legally We don't really know because we're not attorneys the jurors have different perceptions But as a woman it's like so many people could relate to those feelings of anxiety You know now they bring in jealousy, and she is asked,

what would trigger Sean Combs' incestant calling from your perspective? It could just be anything from not telling him where I was, many things, just angry with me about anything. Why do you think that he was concerned when he didn't know where you were? I think because he would assume I was cheating, but I don't know.

So the defense brought up again, jealousy, insatiable jealousy, and they say it goes both ways. They enter another exhibit that shows a text message where Cassie texts Sean Combs, Amazing, I love you so much, it made me feel like I can't wait until we don't care anymore. What did you mean, until we don't care anymore? Honestly, I don't know, I haven't seen this message in a while, but we definitely were not open about our relationship at the beginning part. Yeah.

Does it suggest that you are looking forward to becoming public with your relationship? That I can agree with, yeah. They show another text message that reads, and they have Cassie read it. So you hung up. It's like I need to have something written out to say to you with no breathing room or you'll get mad at me and hang up. I haven't talked to you at all. I know you can take three minutes out of your day to talk to me and you don't even try You're in too much of a rush to get me off the phone That's not being in a relationship with somebody that you love and are in love with I'm really hurt by the way you deal with me I don't need your money. I need some attention. I'm thankful, but I can pay for these things myself Another one from July 2nd 2013 By this point they have been together for a good amount of time. So this is

like later. A lot of the messages are from like 2007, 2008. So 2013. She texts him, as much as you think that you're Bruce Willis, now side note Bruce Willis has a very healthy relationship with his ex Demi Moore whilst raising their kids together even though they both have new partners. She's like, you think you're Bruce Willis? You aren't. He's married and before he was married, the family as a whole went on trips together. So she's saying he's married the new love of his life and even before that, the family went on trips together as a whole.

Or just him and his woman. Eddie Murphy and Paige took his kids away on their own. He didn't go with his ex because that's not who he's in love with. I've been at the edge of tears this whole week. I don't think that you sympathize with my feelings. I understand you feeling like you need to protect your children, but after a while it's like for what? They've never known you and Kim to be together unless there's something I just don't know about. They were babies when we started dating. If Chance can go away with her dad and not her mom, so Chance is the daughter of Sarah Chapman and Sean. I think the other kids can too.

The more time that goes by, the harder it is to understand. I'm here, I'm ready to be that woman and I'm in a constant fight because you won't ever allow it. This isn't what I want. I can't be that woman this way. I'm bracing myself for pictures that are going to break my heart. That's where my head is at." So Cassie explains that she's frustrated because a lot of the holidays she couldn't spend it

with Sean. Kim Porter and the family would all go off. But a lot of the times it's not even like Sarah Chapman would come is her argument like I you keep saying that it's because the kids Need Kim Porter, but they never thought you guys were like in a happy marriage So she's just saying like you're making excuses and I'm getting upset As DeVille looks up at her miss Ventura you were upset that you weren't integrated into mr. Combs his family life, right? Yep, that you didn't get a chance. Combs' family life, right? Yep. That you didn't get a chance to form a relationship with his children, correct?

Correct. You'd been together with him for years at this point, right? Almost seven years here. When you would see photos of him and Kim Porter, that would be extremely hurtful, right? Not always. If you saw them on social media when he was on vacation with Kim and his kids together, that was a little heartbreaking, right? It could be.

You just didn't want to be a part of his sexual fantasy, right? Because, you know, there's this point of, I feel like I'm just for freak-offs. Right? Mr. Combs texts back, man, I'm going to spend time with my kids. I'm sorry you feel that way. I won't let no pictures be taken. She responds, well, I hope that you enjoy the kids. I don't trust that after the type of sexual relationship you've had with me, you had with her and have in the recent past. Today I texted you that I wish we could have F-ode before you left, by the way. I think this part is just sad. But all good. That was what I didn't get to say.

I'm done venting. Thank you for hearing me out somewhat. Hope you don't shut your phone down like you said you were going to. That would really break my heart. I won't. And you still have no response to what I said about an FO, question mark? I think this has been interpreted some different ways.

Some netizens feel like it's her initiating an FO and using it as her own power play. A lot of other netizens think this is just really sad. It's clear that she knows that's what he wants to use her for and in these moments where she's expressing sadness she pulls back so quickly. She doesn't even double down. She's like, by the way if you're interested, you know, so some it's been interpreted differently depending on who the person is. Another text message chain reads, Combe starts off by first saying,

The things I want to do for you and to you, I want to be nasty for you. I want to do what you want me to do. I want to make you finish more than you've ever finished. I want you to feel safe to let go. The pause is in the courtroom. Can you begin reading your response, Miss Ventura? We'll take it one line at a time. When was this text from? Probably like 2012, I want to say. Okay. Can you begin reading line by line? I like that. I want it and I want to give you the same. I just think that I have to trust you beyond just being sexual. Do you know what I mean?

In order for me to be more open with the things we do in bed, I need to feel safe, like home. Like this is my husband and this is the only man that will ever see this aggressive sexual side of me. I will say that Esther Veo does a relatively good job at incorporating pauses. Again, sometimes it's to craft her next question, other times it feels like it's intentionally done to let some of these messages sit with the jurors. Now Esteveo asks, does this reflect a communication between you and Mr. Combs that you want him to be the only one that he's doing these things with? Withdraw. She withdraws her own question.

And then she asks, it reflects that your acceptance of doing freak-offs with him is that it's like home. This is my husband and this is the only man that will ever have this aggressive sexual side of me, right? Am I reading that correctly? Prosecutor Johnson leans in. Objection. Sustained. Which means rephrase your question or move on. Sustained means that's not a good question. Overruled means you can re-ask that question or move on. Sustained means that's not a good question. Overruled means you can re-ask that question and it should be answered.

Esteveo has Cassie read the first, the rest of the message while she reads it to the court. The last time was a mistake, but since has made me feel a little dirty and grimy as opposed to sensual and spontaneous. That's the only reason why I go back and forth in my mind with wanting and not wanting to do it. When we used to freak off when we were so in love, there were no questions asked, it felt right. Like it literally made sense for the next step of our sex life together. I get nervous that I'm becoming the girlfriend that you get your fantasies off with and that's that. I don't get the other part anymore at least. When you sent that message, were you afraid that Mr. Combs was only seeing you for the sex in this way and that you were only fulfilling that part of his life?

Again, I don't remember this message specifically, but at the end of it, it sounds like that, yeah. Like I was worried about that. And that your hesitancy was that you were afraid that you would just become the girlfriend to get his fantasies off with, right? That you wouldn't be his true, full girlfriend. That's a way to look at it, I guess, yeah. You say that you go back and forth in your mind with wanting and not wanting to do it, right? Yep.

And you say, that's the only reason why I go back and forth in my mind, right? That's what it says in the message, yes. Because at the time, you were afraid that you were being treated as someone who could just get his fantasies off with, right? That was a concern? So they're trying to establish that the only reason she didn't want to do freak-offs was because she's concerned that that's all she's good for. So that's the point that the defense is trying to make. And you were still not public in your relationship with him, right?

Correct. And so it was a fear that you would never be his public girlfriend, right? I guess that was something that was thought about. It wasn't a huge fear. It was kind of an understanding we had more so. Esteveo even brings up that Combs once left a freak off in a hotel room with Cassie to go see Kim Porter in another room. Were you jealous of Miss Porter? I had some jealousy of Miss Porter, yeah. There were periods during the holidays when you learned that Mr. Combs was spending time with Miss Porter. I always knew that, every holiday. And did that upset you? It did, yeah.

And do you recall a time in April 2014 when you learned of someone named Gina? Gina is an ex-girlfriend of Sean Combs. There was, this is around the time that he was dating Young Miami publicly. And there was a lot of back and forth between the two of them where Gina would snapchat or Instagram story Sean combs in her house and then young Miami was making fun of the fact that maybe Sean combs is paying her rent But she still has carpet in her house and there was a lot of like little drama

But I think the biggest takeaway was Gina at one point did go on to a podcast to allege that Sean Combs was incredibly violent with her and that he would he Forced her to terminate pregnancies as well So Gina does come up a lot in this there were lots of speculations that she was actually gonna be victim number two But the fact that her name is coming up and victim number two is Jane who is a pseudonym It doesn't appear that she is victim number two When Gina comes up the way that Combs is sitting is like a teacher's pet, like, I want to answer the question, like, pick me vibes. Yes. Cassie says she found out through social media, and what was your reaction to that? I was really upset. Cassie says that Sean just

denied it to some extent, and in fact, he did not break it off with Gina as you were led to believe, right? Yeah. And did that upset you? At the time, yeah. It did. Cassie admits, yeah, it led to arguments between the two of them. Were there many women that you saw on social media who claimed to have relationships with Mr. Combs? Not many, like a lot, but not crazy. But you reacted when you saw on social media that Mr. Combs was with some other female, right? Yes, mainly Gina.

Was Gina the main problem in your relationship? I would say so. Was Mr. Combs consistently denying his relationship to Gina with you? For the most part. And how did that make you feel? Not great. She says she finally drew the line when she saw a video of Combs at a music conference literally trying to hide Gina off to the side.

And she does somewhat corroborate this in a podcast that has now since been deleted. Gina said in a podcast she went to, I believe it was French Montana's birthday party, where Sean Combs allegedly had her sitting behind like a poster board. Do you remember that? That's like happy birthday. Or no, I think it was Meek Mill. It's either Meek Mill or French Montana. I think it's Meek Mill.

Yes. And then she like leaned over while Sean Combs was bent over. I'm sorry forgive me This was like months ago, okay And I think she had said like happy birthday Meek and then she said that she was physically assaulted in the car that night To which Esteveo says and he was telling you that you were if not the number one girlfriend because of Kim Porter at the number two right Uh-huh I'm telling you that you were, if not the number one girlfriend because of Kim Porter, the number two, right? Uh huh. October 13th, 2012, Combs texts Cassie. You ready for tonight?

Yes. I just gotta get stuff. You got all you need? Man, you had all day. All day. It's always something. One day. Wait, what? So it seems like he's getting agitated that she still needs to pick up supplies for the freak-off. Oh. Yeah. I

don't know why this was shown because I was like I don't think I don't think it's making the point that you wanted to make. Yeah. I'm sure there's like a legal point that they're trying to make but there were certain points where I'm like the point was not made I feel like it went the other way. A few months later Cone's text Cassie I said answer the question what am I doing? What am I doing disrespectful in the picture? So clearly Cassie is upset about some sort of picture and he said what am I doing? What am I doing disrespectful in the picture? So clearly, Cassie is upset about some sort of picture. And he said, what am I doing that's disrespectful? You're making me look like a side piece,

and that is not what I thought I was. And you won't come to bullshit. We will all have a great time, because for 2013, I'm not on any Okie Dokie bowl. It is what it is. I am who I am to you, and I'm clear. We'll have a good time no matter what. I'm having a ball.

I'll be happy with you no matter what. I'll treat you as a king no matter what." Esteveo asks Cassie, You're concerned that you're looking like a side piece. What do you mean by that? Not a main girlfriend? And that upset you, right? Apparently so? Because you wanted to be the main girlfriend, right? I thought I was. I just don't know what we're even talking about though. He's talking about a picture. I don't know what the picture is. Esteveo ignores her.

You testified on direct that you were insanely jealous, right? I did say that, yeah. Side note, this is what was said during direct. Cassie says more or less there was a lot of cheating in the relationship. She says there were times she saw other guys, he saw other women, and she said, I was insanely jealous but also super young, didn't get it at all. But I was definitely, yeah, young and jealous. When you say that you didn't get it at all, but I was definitely young and jealous. When you say that you didn't get it, what didn't you get?

So this is Prosecutor Johnson during the direct. I didn't get that he was him, as he would say, I'm Puff, Puff Daddy, and Puff Daddy has many women where, you know, he likes the company of women, and yeah, I had to just really learn that over time despite what he would tell us, tell me, just between us. Esteveo continues, You were insanely jealous, right? Sure, but I wasn't, I expressed that- Can I speak?

Of course. I expressed insanely jealous as who I was then, and it didn't pertain to every situation, but I was definitely jealous of certain situations that he was in. So it seemed hypocritical to you that he would date other women, but simultaneously expect you to only be in a sexual relationship with him, right? Yeah. Jurors seem locked in for the text message portions of the cross examination. Other parts they look like they're falling asleep. So I'm just gonna run you through a few lines of questioning, and I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that both the direct and the cross, they just keep jumping around too much.

They keep repeating the same question and I get the point. They repeat the same question, maybe in the direct because they're trying to pull more emotion or information out of Cassie, same as the cross. However, I think like when you ask multiple times, were you scared of the violence in the relationship? The first time Cassie responds, it's like a very emotional moment, you sit with it. And then if you ask her five more times, I think it's human nature, like each time you hear similar phrasing of the words,

the impact lessens. And that's like one thing that I was reading from attorneys who were talking about doing directs and cross. Because they were like, you want that emotion to be fresh. Like the more you more you hear the more sensitized you get to it so I mean the cross as well it was jumping all over the place one line of questioning I think is trying to establish that Cassie is not scared and that she had ample opportunity to leave with Esteveo asking even though you were in a relationship

with each other you weren't together all the time right no in fact you often had long breaks from each other when you didn't see each other, right? Yeah. And he sometimes would have to travel for long periods of time when he was doing something for work, right? Yep. They also try to argue that she's a very strong, capable, independent woman, which was said, controversially, in the defense opening statement, with Esteveo asking questions like, at the time you were a very successful 21 year old, right? I was trying, yeah. They tried to prove a point by asking which celebrities showed up to her 21st birthday party.

Cassie kind of looks confused, like what does that even have to do anything with success? She's like, Sean was there, he brought Dallas Austin, he brought Britney Spears. I think those were the two people that stand out to me. How is it that a 21 year old is able to attract such celebrities to her birthday party in Vegas? That was all him. Yeah, I didn't even know them. What accomplishments had you already achieved by the time you were 21? Cassie says she had a pretty good first successful album. She's like, it did well, I think. We have a plaque.

You had a very popular song that were well known at the time. Yeah. And people wanted to know you and known at the time. Yeah. And people wanted to know you and get to know you. Yeah. And you've been modeling for some time? Yes. And you're very beautiful and charming? Question mark.

Like that was really random and she says, thank you. And everyone in the courtroom starts really awkwardly laughing. It's just awkward. I don't know if she was trying to get her to say yes to make her seem like, oh yeah, I'm so pretty. Thank you. You know, but Cassie felt awkward. She said, thank you. And everyone's laughing because it was just like a very, I think it's an odd moment where the tension of it all, everybody was holding on to tension and then they just like released it in this giggle. I don't think anyone thought it was funny. It was just uncomfortable. Yeah. It was

like really weird. What was your financial situation as a 21 year old having a successful album out? Cassie explains it's mainly her modeling money that she saved up at this point. Were you able to have an apartment in Manhattan? Yeah, my own place. And pay for your own clothes and goods?

Yeah. Another key point the defense brings up, whether you think it's a point that was made or not is up to you, but they bring up that Cassie testified in direct that she saw Combs hold her friend over the balcony before he threw her onto the patio furniture. They show text messages to Cassie, not to us, between Cassie and Christina Quorum, the chief of staff for Sean Combs. Didn't you tell Miss Quorum that you just learned about Mr. Combs' activities on the balcony? You told Miss

Quorum that you learned after the fact that Mr. Quorum supposedly dangled Miss Bangalore's feet off the balcony, right? No, you didn't tell Miss Quorum that. I'm not sure what you're asking me. It's kind of confusing. Did you tell Miss Quorum that you had just learned something crazy? I saw that I did text that. I don't know if that's what I'm referring to because a lot of crazy things happened. Isn't it true that you learned about this incident on the balcony after the fact? I saw what I saw, so I don't know. That line of questioning kind of ends there. They also try to highlight that Cassie did have relationships outside of Combs.

Cassie disagrees, stating that it occurs when they were on breaks, but Esteveo asks her, what would trigger his incessant calling from your perspective? From my perspective, what would trigger his incessant calling from your perspective? From my perspective, what would trigger it? Could be anything from not telling him where I was, many things, just being angry with me about anything. Why did you think he was concerned when he didn't know where you were? I think because he thought he would assume that I was cheating, but I don't know. Mr. Combs also developed suspicions that you were not faithful to him, correct? Correct. What was his reaction like when he developed developed suspicions that you were not faithful to him, correct? Correct.

What was his reaction like when he developed those suspicions? It was a little scary, yeah. So they start bringing up Kid Cudi. They start bringing up the fact that he learned about that connection between during a freak off where he went through her phone and then he tried to attack her. She ran away. She got to a hotel. Then she decided that she was going to go talk to Sean Combs at his house.

He kicked her in the back. She went back to the hotel. The whole hotel room was trashed. She and Scott Muscati, which is Kid Cudi, they went to Connecticut to be with her family. This is around Christmas time. And then eventually she breaks up with him because she felt like this was a dangerous situation. By New Year's, she's back with Sean Combs. Did you feel justified in cheating on him with Mr. Muscuddy because of Mr. Combs' infidelities? I could have. Possibly. I don't know. To your knowledge, this was particularly offensive to Mr. Combs because of Kid Cudi's stature in the industry, right? To my knowledge, yeah. Because from his perspective, he was cheating on you with people who weren't celebrities,

right? In 2011, I don't think so. And because you understood that Mr. Combs put you in the studio with Kid Cudi. Yes. You would frequently have text arguments about cheating, and he would bring up Kid Cudi all the time, right? Yeah. He would always throw it back in your face, right? He brought it up quite a bit. So the main point that was argued here is that

Combs was the one that introduced her to Kid Cudi. I think that the defense here is trying to establish a pattern of cheating from both sides. I think it also probably connects to the fact that Sean Combs had hired Alex Fine as her personal trainer and then they ended up getting married. Again, I think every single person is going to have a different reaction to this. That's the point that the defense is trying to establish from the court's perspective.

Like, being in the courtroom, that was the perspective. They also bring up the fact that she was in South Africa filming a movie called Honey 3, and that's when she started dating Michael B. Jordan. And that she had another brief relationship with someone who was an NBA star. She doesn't know if he still is. Yeah. Esther Veo brings up another celebrity. He found out that you were dancing with another person

in the entertainment industry, and was upset and took your phone, right? I honestly don't know. Do you remember the occasion when he suspected of you dancing with Chris Brown? I do. Which side note, weird connection, Mark Garagos was Chris Brown's attorney

during the incident with Rihanna, and he is technically a long-term attorney for Sean Combs. So just like random attorney connection. I do but I was not. He thought you were, right? I don't know. Defense Exhibit 1303A is received into evidence. Esteveo leans towards the podium.

I read Mr. Combs' message. Can I not get a chance to make things right? It seems like you're blaming everything on me. It's like you have anger to me. I haven't taken care of you. Cassie responds, I'm not running around telling our business but my family knows because I need their support right now. You took care of me materialistically, not where I needed it. I have lived in this bubble by myself for too long. I'm too dope. You may not be happy But maybe it's because you surround yourself with people that always take from you I don't need you taking care of Kim Sarah and Gina. I needed to love you and put me first I just don't trust anymore the last shot put the nail in the coffin

I promised myself I wouldn't be with you anymore if you did that to me again You lied to me when I think to Burning Man a year ago all the things I found out that you paid for and continued Happening I just love myself more. I'm not blaming you Maybe I didn't try but you wanted me to be a machine and forgive you every time and she never went away When you're talking about the last shot put in the nail in the coffin that she never went away. You're talking about Gina, right? I would think so Combs is slowly nodding his head during the sign of questioning.

Now Cassie was really collected for like her 12 hour cross examination. There are parts where she would be waiting and awkwardly kind of smiling at Estaveo. She seemed very genuine. Like she wasn't like throwing daggers at Estaveo. When it was quiet she would just kind of awkwardly sit there and smile. At one point Estaveo asks her if a personal assistant ever came into the hotel room during a freak-off. Cassie is like, to my knowledge, they set up and helped clean up

after freak-offs. I don't know if they ever came in during. You would remember if an employee came into the room while you were in the middle of a session with an escort, right? Maybe. I don't know. I was high as well.

I just had my privacy invaded quite a bit while I was in that relationship, so I can imagine. So a lot of people, especially after seeing Don Richard's cross, a lot of people think that Cassie held her own during the cross examination. Regardless of what netizens I guess feel about her, yeah, she was very good at answering questions genuinely and not getting bulldozed. Later, Cassie mentions that she's not a huge going out type of person. You've never been a huge going out person?

No, no. Personally liked it? No. But you did a lot of it. I did. In fact, you were paid handsomely for it, right? Yes. And you spent a lot of time in clubs.

Too much. There's another ridiculous incident where Esteaveo is just reading off messages. Mr. Combs says, can you make it? I think it'll be good to go with Will tonight. Rube can take you. You say, how are you? I love you. Mr. Combs says, I'm missing you. Miss Belt, and you have a frowny face, and you say, staring at our pictures from the plane, I miss you. Mr. Combs says, I love you. Good morning to my queen. Have the greatest day at work. And get a lot of work done. You say, good, good morning, my king. You mean everything to me with extra E's and O You say, good, good morning, my king.

You mean everything to me with extra E's and O's. And prosecutor Johnson stands up. Your honor, is there a question coming? Esteveo pauses because you cannot make statements. You must ask questions during a cross-examination. She says, am I reading this accurately, Miss Ventura? I'm just waiting to find out what you want me to answer. Am I reading this accurately?

I believe so. You're just reading it. And then you respond, I will have the greatest day of my life until you're back home, right? Yeah, I can see that. Cassie's cousin was in the row in front of us, so her whole, um, her attorneys, and then you had Alex Fine, her brother, and her cousin. I could see her face pretty clearly. And I wrote this down. We observed that whenever Cassie had these slightly smarter responses to Esteveo, her cousin would smile up at her.

Like most of the time she was not smiling. There was one time where she was sitting down and we made awkward eye contact and she smiled. But they were like not interacting with the press. Like they were very focused on like not even looking at us, right? But she was like smiling at Cassie with all these smart moments. It was like a very interesting smile. I don't know, but it gave me one of those moments of like standard ground smile.

Yeah, that's what it felt like to us. Esteveo's cross is interesting. I will describe some of the body language. I think that I think that she had a really hard job in the defense team because I think whoever is cross-examining Cassie, first of all they knew it had to be a woman obviously, but whoever is doing it they can't come off too aggressive, they can't come off too hostile. This is victim number one of the entire case. They have to be gentle. They have to discredit her all while being polite, not being aggressive at the same

time. I think it's very tricky. I think that so far out of everything we've seen from the defense, this is probably the hardest position one of them has been put in thus far. Probably there will be more opportunities for harder positions. But I will describe some of the body language. SVA the whole time has her arms crossed and then she keeps like getting post-its from Tenny Garagos. She keeps looking at Mark Agnifilo. She keeps looking at Tenny while Cassie's

answering the question. She does this thing where she will physically lean over the podium and like listen to Mark whisper to her the next question. And she'll do it with her arms crossed. It's like this really weird demeanor. It's like when you're doing a group project and you are not there for most of the project and the teacher, the professor is like,

so who did the group project? And you lean over and they whisper and you go, so we did, that was the energy. And it was not just perceived by me because later out of sidebar, the judge tells Estaveo, One thing I'd like to avoid, I know you're almost done, Sometimes a question is asked, and then you're kind of going and looking at the rest of the members of the defense. I think it's disruptive in terms of, you have asked a question, so you should listen to the answer.

And the jury is seeing it. I don't want that to be an element of this case. Mmm. Wow. Mark, yeah. it was weird like she like physically just leaned over and then would come back So the judge is saying that you should you need to pay attention to the answers Yes and I think that's why the cross was so confusing and kept jumping around because it didn't feel like she's Going based off of the answers that Cassie's giving it's like she has a list of questions and she's just like checking it off. And I do think the prosecutor was doing the same thing. Johnson was doing similar things with

Cassie, but it just both of them it was and it was so long. And I think the part that really bothered me is like yes you have to establish your foundation, you have to tell the jurors everything, right? But now it's like, you put such a pregnant Cassie on the stand for so long, and I swear to goodness, from my opinion, half the time for the direct and the cross, it looked like the jurors were falling asleep. So I'm like, why are you putting this girl through all of this

just to go in circles and the jurors don't even care Or at least it looks like they don't even care Mark tries to take the fall for it. He tells the judge. It's probably our fault. I'll try to keep up I'll try to keep it and then he pauses because the judge interrupts miss Estaveo is in charge I'm sorry judge now There were brief arguments on whether or not the still images of freak-offs would be shown to the press and public in open court, aka not posted online, like sealed, like exhibits that are sealed so you can't request them, not shared with media organizations, but displayed on the public screen that the members of the press and public can see.

I actually have a sick feeling, the RMT members and I were talking about it. There were some members of the public in the line outside the courthouse where it felt like they came specifically in hopes of seeing something. That was like the kind of conversations we heard of overheard some. It was just really gross. There was one representative that I believe was a spokesperson for major media outlets that stated it should be viewable in open court, stating that the evidence should not was one representative that I believe was a spokesperson for major media outlets that stated it should be viewable in open court, stating that the evidence should not be sealed,

or that they should pool certain reporters, some members of the press, like vetted members, some representatives, that can see the video so that they can present a description to them to the public, the argument being that these videos must have some persuasive and evidentiary value that the public should have the right to know about. now, as a certified member of the press since two full minutes ago, i think these people are insane. i'm sorry, that's crazy to me. the fact that these, like, major publications are arguing that through a spokesperson, i get that justice needs to be served and the argument being that it probably has some evidentiary value.

Yeah, but also just like, no. Cassie is already explaining and giving descriptions. I don't know why providing pictures to any members of any select group of press, no matter how reputable the publisher, the network, it just feels unnecessarily cruel for the sake of quote journalism. The spokesperson argues, the New York Times and the Walsh Post and the Wall Street Journal are not interested in reporting anything salacious. They want to be able, however, to report that this was shown to the jury and here in a very discreet and appropriate and mature way is what they show. There's no different than any other trial, Your Honor, so we do strongly, strongly object to the total ceiling of the exhibits.

We think they should be shown to the press and the public. We're not asking for copies. We do understand the serious privacy concerns. We ask the court to try and craft something that not only has the privacy concerns considered, but the very strong First Amendment access right considered as well." To which the prosecutor, Akomi, she later states to the judge, "...the core of the objection is that this was blackmail material that was used to victimize these women, used to convince them to do more or coerce them to do more of these acts,

and showing them to anyone more than absolutely necessary would feed into that victimization, would revictimize them, and would unnecessarily humiliate them. We have now heard vivid testimonies about how humiliating one victim found all these incidents to be and in our view, in our victims counsel's view, it is absolutely unnecessary and unwarranted to show them to anyone outside of the jury and the parties. Which the judge thankfully agrees. Yeah I don't know what that like really hurts me. I was like fuming in the courtroom. I was like I know I'm not supposed to make reactions but I want to stand up. Which okay okay, during another break,

without the presence of the jurors or Cassie, the judge asks Esteveo how much longer she needs. Mark Agnifilo stands up and he says, I was told that I would be the one to fall on the sword. I think that's my role at this trial. I think we're definitely going to finish this week. I think it's going to be all day tomorrow. We're going to do everything that we can't the judge is not happy because for months they have been talking about how Cassie needs to

Be off the stand by the end of the week finish cross redirect everything by Friday No questions asked you recognize that as the exact opposite of what I was told yesterday in this courtroom Do you sound like upset about this? Yeah, he's not like he's like you do recognize that this is the exact opposite of what I told you in this courtroom. Like what I was told yesterday in this courtroom. And he's looking at them like explain yourself right now. So they're saying we need more time. Yeah and Mark is like yes that's why there is a sword that I must fall on. It's a lot of material to go through. It's the most important witness in this case. We're trying to do

it very quickly. The judge is like, this was the subject of discussion for, I don't even think it's weeks. I think it's months that this witness needed to be off the stand by the end of the week. So what happened? I never understood that. I understood. The government asks, our direct took less than two days,

probably a day and a half. And we would ask that the court exercise its discretion under Rule 611, AKA avoid wasting time and make procedures effective for determining the truth, under Rule 611 to limit the cross-examination to the length of the direct. Mark says, One thing I want to point out is the government chose to call two witnesses before this witness, which took up a great deal of time. So I don't know that this artificial deadline of the end of the week, end of day, Friday,

should be held against us. They chose not to call her first. That wasn't our choice. So we are going to do everything we can, but it's a critically important witness. Prosecutor Comey pops up. As he knows and as we told defense counsel, the first two witnesses had scheduling issues and were not going to be available to testify otherwise. The judge is not moved by the defense. It was the understanding of everyone that this witness would be off the stand by the end of the week. Direct took a day and a half so the defense will have a day and a half. He also notes, Ms. Esteveo, you have a witness who is being responsive

to your questions, the questions you're asking. This is not the kind of witness that is fighting you on every single question that you're asking. Mark Agnifilo says, now it's starting to feel a little strategic on the government's part to kind of pen us in to only having a day and a half or two days for cross. It's not uncommon for cross to be three, four hours longer or shorter than one estimates. The judge snaps a bit. In what universe did you not understand that this was important given that it was in the numerous filings and discussed amongst the parties several times? When was this taking place?

In the middle. Like the jurors and the witness would be gone and just like an open court They have these discussions like a midday break type of thing Yeah, they'll have like a few breaks and then they'll have lunch, but then even for lunch. They'll send the jury They'll send the witness out and then they'll continue talking, you know, and then afterwards they have a few more breaks Yeah, wasn't there like speculations on why they're doing this like delayed this cross Because Cassie is extremely pregnant. Yeah. Yeah, so there's like a lot of speculations that the defense is Pulling out some really dirty cards

There were speculations that they were trying to delay the beginning of the trial so that Cassie wouldn't be pregnant during her testifying Which was later semimed to some netizens with the defense trying to argue that they didn't want Cassie to walk in front of the jurors pregnant. So there's like a lot of reasons, but you know, it's very interesting because the judge, like I said, what I've heard about the judge is that he's so fair. One attorney that I did, unrelated to this case I heard in the hallways, they said, that judge is sharp. He's too sharp. Personally, I like my judges a little dumb.

Like this judge is very sharp, so there's that. That's crazy. Yeah. Mark Agnifilo continues, This is a critical witness in a case that involves a life sentence. So the schedule is important, but Mr. Combs' right to cross-examine this witness fully and fairly is quite important. Thankfully, the defense does start speeding things up and Cassie is off the stand by Friday, but it's very interesting. The judge even says, I thought it was pretty clear that if issues are to be

raised before the jury comes in, they need to be raised with the court in advance, and I've been very lenient. There have been letters that have come in at 3 a.m. I've come in early so I can make sure that I have a handle on the issues before we get here because the jury has been so prompt. Even later or earlier in that day when the jurors come in for the first time in the morning he apologizes every time. Welcome back members of the jury I'm only five minutes late today. His like tone of voice he's so compassionate with jurors and witnesses. You were here early as usual so I apologize for our lateness but we are making a couple minutes of progress. We

will keep working on it on our end. Like, just so nice. ["The Last Supper"] During the direct, so this is with the prosecutors, Cassie explains that she had started freaking out at one moment in the timeline because she was texting Sean, I need you to call me ASAP. Sean's responding.

I called, pick up, when did he say he saw it? How long ago? Ask him what did the room look like, etc. Girl, you need to act like you need to get this info. So Cassie's explaining, I was in Atlantic City hosting a party with new management company. While we were out, somebody that I was working with mentioned that they had seen a sexually explicit video of me and immediately my thoughts went to a freak-off video. So I reached out to Sean. Combs is texting her.

You gotta tell him this is your life and this is serious. Ask him who kid bring it up. So that's a DJ. Did he say, hey look I got this video with Cassie? The natural question Soojin would have asked is how did he get the footage and what is he planning on doing with it you got to tell him this is your life and this is serious wait so Cassie call Sean saying that hey somebody mentioned a tape Sean was like call him ask him this is my life do something right now but like he's saying you tell him this is your life like you

got to do something about this but he's like putting pressure on her for sure now S.Devo brings that moment back up you said on your directs that you had learned from Sujin that there was potentially a recording of you out there Right. Yeah, Sujin is part of the new management company Oh, okay I think yeah, and you were concerned about it because you thought it may have been one of the freak-off videos Correct, and you at some point were with Sujin and you asked him about the video, right? Yes, and you suggested on point were with Soojin and you asked him about the video, right? Yes. And you suggested on your direct that Mr. Combs was encouraging you to get to the bottom of it with Soojin, correct? Yes.

Which later it's revealed that Cassie even asked Sean if they should take Soojin hostage. They play an audio clip of recording that Cassie took herself. A lot of people were shocked by the audio clip. I think in the courtroom there was definitely a heavier impact because when you're sitting there all day just listening and then you see some random bubbles of text messages here and there and it's like seven hours in and then all of a sudden you hear an audio clip, it's going to be a lot more memorable.

It's going to feel like a lot heavier of an emphasis because it's like, whoa, what's happening right now? But can you set the scene for us in terms of what's going on in this audio recording? Where are you? I believe we're in Atlantic City I just hosted a set of parties the night before and you reviewed this audio recording this morning before taking the stand I did yes in the recording you hear Suja asking Cassie to come to one of his events He offers to pay her Cassie says you don't have to pay me forie to come to one of his events. He offers to pay her. Cassie says, you don't have to pay me for me to come. What I need to talk to you about is the video of me. Soojin reveals that he has it and Cassie sounds genuinely heartbroken. She says, you have it? Why wouldn't you show me? And then she's like, I would have shown you if I had a video of you. Wait, what do you mean you have it?

He's, okay, to me it sounds like he's either drunk or high. He's not cooperating. He's just like, ha ha ha. Like honestly, it was frustrating to hear. Because it's like, and she sounds like she's getting progressively more anxious. She sounds heart hurt, heartbroken. Like, what do you mean you have it? And then now you're not showing me? And then he's just like, ha ha, haha yeah because I never want to see it again and

she's like no you have to show me and he's like no later she expresses no I will kill you I will cut you I will bury you in the fucking dirt I will kill you and he will kill you again and I'm gonna kill you because you're fucking with me in my life right now I'm gonna fuck you and it's not I'm gonna kill you and it's not gonna be me there's not gonna be me There's not gonna be blood on my hands We she said it in that tone Yeah, it was not um

I see some people describing it as menacing in a tone that we've never heard Cassie before I don't necessarily Think so it was not like this dark sinister., look at me. I'm gonna fucking kill you But no, but the thing is that it's not like she's trying to kill him for like she's saying that hey Give me like he has this material of hers like blackmail material No, but he won't it's not even that he won't give it to her It's like she's talking to a wall like they're not communicating with like he's not he's like I have it now Like it's like imagine you're talking to someone the world is about to blow up and they're like hi She's just like I'm gonna fucking kill you like I'm gonna kill you. I'm gonna bury you. That's her tone

That's the tone that she uses. Yeah, a lot of people went online to describe it as menacing as a voice We've never heard before I Think it was shocking in the moment. There was impact. I just felt it was a very desperate response, considering the circumstances. I think it was one of those moments where it's like, OK, God forbid a woman tried to protect herself

from having explicit videos of her circulating. It just was was kind of like wait what do you want women to do you just want us to like lay down and get shot and take it I was very nicely politely asked can you please show me this video please could I pretty please have it and if you don't say yes I'll just go back and cry in the corner like it was just weird I don't think anything she said was particularly vile or scary like she didn't honestly also like contacts contacts and like situational awareness like if people were in that situation I think people would have said bigger things worse things yeah but they try to use this to ask Cassie and try to establish the idea that Combs also didn't

want the freak off videos leaked as much as Cassie did. Have you ever witnessed Mr. Combs expressing concern about these videos being released? Yes. And Mr. Combs always supported you in not wanting these videos to come out and prevented these videos from coming out? Yes. And but this is the part where they confirmed there was an escort that you met named Mr. Jonathan Odey a few times, right?

Yeah. Do you know who I times, right? Yeah. Do you know who I'm referring to? Yeah. At some point you understood that he'd taken a video, a secret video of you and Mr. Combs, that he had to freak off, right? I thought he did, yeah. When you found out about that, you spent some amount of time, several months, trying to

make sure that it went away, right? I did not. Mr. Combs did. Yeah. You understood that Mr. Combs spent a great deal of time and money to make sure that video went away, right? I didn't know any of the details. Were you aware that he spent a significant amount of money to make sure that that video did not get released? Because remember, there is an agreement circulating that Jonathan Odie received five million dollars in exchange for signing an NDA.

Cassie says, no. So she was not aware. And you were very concerned about the situation with Mr. Odie, right? Yeah, he seemed like a volatile personality, right? I don't know about volatile, I just didn't trust it. He was threatening to release a sex video of you, right? I don't know that he actually did that. I don't, I'm sorry. You don't know if he threatened to release the video? I don't remember.

You just remember learning that he had a video. I was in the room with him and I saw the phone up and so I told Sean about it right after. Mr. Combs is a celebrity as we've already established, right? Yes. And these would have been embarrassing to him and had they been released, right? Yes. In another text message, the defense shows Cassie texting Combs. You're whack for lying to me about bitches coming to the house. I tried to just leave it, but you're fucking with me now. You aren't here and all you've done is stress my nerves You're really bringing up Soojin. You're crazy. He's a grown man. I was trying to keep it cool

He hit me when I got home that he fell asleep. I don't know what you want to do anymore I want to do whatever I can but you just keep putting me down. I'm over here dealing with this on my own I really hope you didn't get drunk and embarrassed me But I'm sure you did always great to hear bitches bitches telling me shit I don't want to hear or know." So Cassie sent this text message to Sean Combs a few days after the Sujit incident. Again, I'm not really sure why the defense brought it up. Because I'm like, if anything, it just showed Cassie saying like, I'm dealing with this all on my own.

Adding to probably her feelings of desperation, adding to the fact that, yeah, she did With words threatened to kill someone but I mean situational awareness having some context this text message Just kind of bolsters. Yeah, and again like the attorney was saying that it would be embarrassing for Sean Combs to have this video out meanwhile He didn't do anything about this. He's like partying Yeah versus Cassie is the one like desperately trying to do something about it. Yeah. So I'm not entirely like I think there was a point that we're trying to make, but clearly it didn't get made well enough.

I'm sure they asked a few questions afterwards about that text message, but like the point did not point. One text message thread from June 2017 reads from Cassie to Combs. The game starts at 10 PM. No texting after this. Create a character that you will be that is nothing like who you really are and so will I. Different name, different occupation, different style of dress, different background story. We cannot break character until 8 AM.

When you see me, I am no one you have ever met before. I'm not Cassie and you're not Sean, Puff, Diddy, Mr. C, etc. Lol. Example, pilot, doctor,'re not Sean, Puff, Diddy, Mr. C, etc. lol. Example, pilot, doctor, author, professor, or whatever you decide. We do not know each other, then it goes on with this game." So the whole purpose of this game, Cassie explains, is that she just wanted to rekindle the romance. I think the defense is trying to establish, they're trying to say that maybe this is her proposing something else to rekindle their relationship and it seems like they're trying to connect it with freak-offs as, like, they're a very experimental couple,

is I think the vibe that they're trying to set. There's another text message thread that's entered into evidence from 2012, shot in text Cassie. What do you want to do tonight? I don't know, what are the options? Am I meeting you in the Hamptons or will we be in the city? In city, whatever your heart desires. Well, I get in kind of late. We can just go to bed. You'll probably be tired. I doubt that. I'm gonna sleep on the plane. LOL. So what do you want to do woman? And no, I'm not asking you to F.O. I want to know what you want to do. Get something to eat, smoke, take a walk. He says that there's a party tonight. I'm horny as fuck also,

but the way and please sleep on the plane smiley face And it looks like I have off tomorrow, and I need some Valium which there's a pack in my top drawer She doesn't respond to you text hello this part. I think it's intriguing Cassie likes to eat smoke take a walk I feel like Sean is always texting her that he's horny. Yeah, like all the text messages I feel like there I have not seen many text messages where there's a lot of depth in their conversations or at least both ways. She tells them where the pills are and she just briefly says let's go out and have some carefree fun. We will play it by ear. When are you on

your period? What's carefree fun? I'm skipping it just taking it as it comes. Are you on it now? No. Good. Are you horny? Yes. How horny? What you be thinking about when you're horny? Cassie responds, I think about the way you're on top of me and the way you look at me and talk to me like that. I love looking up at you and hearing you moan. He responds, you like it when I moan. I'm a moan more for you, just for you. I love it. LOL. That's what I really think about. I love the way you talk to me when you're on top. She does not mention I love jumping into a gallon of baby oil in hotel rooms with strangers. She mentions her relationship

with Mr. Combs which she again said in the direct. One of my favorite times is when we F-ode and then we made love after. I also liked it when we made love before and then you know it was just in the next room then he came in and I blindfolded you. She responds yeah I liked those times I love it when we make love after the last time was so good I get the point that the defense is trying to make but also I don't get the point that the defense is trying to make with these specific text messages he even texts Cassie so what do you want to do woman I'm not asking you to F.O. again it sounds like he knows that anytime he asks maybe she has like I don't really

want to type of reaction. Yeah. But the defense focuses on skipping the period. You tell him that you're skipping your period, right? Yes. And you're telling him that so you can plan a freak off, right? I don't know exactly what I was thinking then,

but probably, yeah. Later messages show Sean asking Cassie, I want you to tell me a new fantasy of how you want it next time. Would Dave turn you on? I don't know. I haven't even had time to think about it. I've been trying to think about you with a girl to get into that, and I think I'm starting to fantasize about that."

Which again, I think they're trying to prove that she's very promiscuous and loves these fantasies, but it was just kind of depressing. Like, she's saying, I'm trying to get into that. I think I'm starting to fantasize about that. In another thread that was entered as a defense exhibit, so the defense is like, yeah, this one, Cassie texts Combs, how's the party? I'm horny and bored. I tip the cleaning ladies. Hope you don't mind. Hello? I need your D. Dying. I feel like I'm trapped. Esteve asks her, this was after a freak-off, and when we go to the next

page at the bottom you say, I love you, had so much fun with you, I'm so happy, thank you. In another message from Much Later, I love you, had so much fun with you, I'm so happy, thank you. In another message from much later, so in 2017, Cassie texts Combe, please don't play victim if you can, go to our last messages, and then you say, that's all you wanted and that's why I was upset. I love our FOs, we both want it. Esteveo asks Cassie, and that's how you felt at the time, that you loved freak-offs when you were both into it, correct?

I would say that loving freak-offs were just words at this point. Well, those were words that you said to Mr. Combs, correct? Those are texts, yes. In this text message, Mr. Combs says to you, I want to freak off right now. How do you respond? LOL, me too. Well, I want to have fun with you. That's you telling Mr. Combs that you want to have a freak-off right now, correct?

That is me agreeing to it in the first message, and the second one is me establishing I want to have fun with him. Mr. Combs texts you, let me know if you want to have a light night. Jules is available, FYI. Jules is an escort. If not into that, no problem. We can just do our own thing, me and you. Just want to know for hotel purposes. Love you. Cassie responds, love you. Which Which I guess the point that Esteveo is trying to make here is that Cassie had a choice to the freak-offs because she asks her. By him saying Jules is available, that suggests to you that he wants to have a freak-off, correct? Correct. And he says if you're not into

that, no problem. That's what it says, yeah. And that was an invitation for you to respond yes or no, right? I suppose so. And the response you gave was, love you, right? Right. There was no yes or no. They read more of the messages. Com-text. You didn't give me an answer. In response, Cassie says, I love you, pup-pup. In another thread, they bring up a text message from Sean. I want us to have one of our nights. I found this new store. Dope. We'll drink a lot of water. Don't overdo, but have us some freaky fun. Do I have your permission to set up? Cassie responds, yeah, but I'm ovulating. This part, it feels like, I don't overdo but have us some freaky fun do I have your permission to set up Cassie responds yeah but I'm ovulating this part it feels like I don't

know some netizens felt like it kind of proves Cassie is always trying to avoid freak-offs he responds to her ovulation comment with that's good we'll be extra careful and anyone else if you're not super horny WTF horny of course I am then and another message comb says same fucking page Let's get some outfits shoes go to sex club. Maybe a sex club with your wig Cassie responds Okay, we share about tonight because I'm making plans so I need to know no stress Which yes the words on the text sound like yeah, just let me know But I guess Cassie is saying like it wasn't like that She testified in the direct that she hated the sex clubs and he says, you sure? I need to know. No stress. He texts, didn't hear from you so just put

some plans in motion. If you're not sure please let me stop. Surprise package coming out of state. Just let me know if I'm headed in the wrong direction so I can cancel. She responds, I told you I was getting my lashes and brows done at eight. I just finished. Cool. Read and answer my text. The defense opening statement, Tenny Garagos brings up that Combs did indeed have a bad temper that was quote, when he drank or did the wrong drugs he got violent. Aka he's violent because mainly of the amount of substance abuse. She continues, Combs violent outbursts often fueled by alcohol, jealousy, and drugs might

have warranted domestic violence charges, but not sex trafficking and racketeering counts. With Esteveo repeating questions and circling back and bringing more questions about drugs, you would say that he was an addict, right? What substances was he addicted to? There were points in your relationship when he was heavily dependent on opiates, right? To which, yes, I think Cassie's attorney should have and did prep Cassie on how to respond to the questions in the honest way, but I do think that she's like fed up. Cassie's not having it. There were points in your relationship when he was heavily dependent on opioids, right? We both were. There were points. You said

that when he's taking drugs he's not doing well. Is that what you said? I was saying from my perspective, like my mind, if I'm taking drugs I'm not doing well. Like I'm just trying to follow you right now. Your questions. My question is confusing. That's okay. When Mr. Combs was using more drugs, was his mood worse? I can't specify. There was a lot of drug use. You witnessed a lot of drug use by Mr. Combs, right? We both participated, yes. You said before that you witnessed him withdraw from opioids, right? Based on those experiences, how did his mood change during the withdrawal? I haven't thought about it in a while. I'm

also not a doctor. Your serotonin levels are definitely messed up after you party and take certain pills. So coming off of them, yeah, you'd be pretty irritated. And part of the appeal of freak-offs was going to be doing drugs, right? Part of it, at the time, there are different reasons for me. The freak-offs were also a time to do drugs in a safe confined space in a hotel room, right? Yeah. So someone like Mr. Combs who is a celebrity and well known, it's an opportunity for him to take drugs and experiment and not be seen by anyone, right?

Yeah. And did you ever call each other get high partners? We did. Now, Cassie mentions that she always felt like Combs wanted her to do drugs with him, but if she ever did drugs with anybody else, he would get explosively angry. The defense is trying to bring up that Combs tried to get Cassie off drugs. At one point, he encourages her to go to rehab and Esteveo even asked, to your knowledge, did he tell drug dealers in the LA area

or have communicated to drug dealers in the LA area that they were not to deal drugs to you? Cassie says yes. Now side note, in the event of trying to establish that Combs is like, I don't know, maybe this really good guy that's trying to get Cassie, his beloved girlfriend, off of drugs, to me I'm like that's crazy to get Cassie his beloved girlfriend off of drugs to me I'm like that's crazy to reach out to drug dealers and tell them specifically do not sell drugs to my girlfriend is Kind of crazy behavior like that is controlling behavior So like I do feel like a lot of and then I have seen whispers in the courtroom where it's like it was weird Because like the point proven bypassed and then like a stronger different point was made with that one

Because it's just like that just proves how controlling he was. It doesn't come off like, oh he's such a good caring boyfriend. Which it felt like that's what the defense was trying to do. So it was just very confusing. You previously told the government that you believe that Mr. Combs was blackout for the intercontinental event. Isn't that right? I believe he was intoxicated, yeah. You believed he was blackout, right? Everybody's definition of blackout is different. You use the word blackout. Sure. They bring up a text message that Cassie sends Combs after the

intercontinental hotel incident. When you get fucked up in the wrong way, you always want to show me that you have the power and you knock me around. I'm not a rag doll, I'm someone's child. When you say when you get fucked up in the wrong way, you always want to show me that you have the power and you knock me around. I'm not a rag doll, I'm someone's child. When you say, when you get fucked up in the wrong way, you meant that he took too many drugs, right? I meant that he was out of control. Because of the amount of drugs that he had taken, right? And alcohol. He often combined drugs with alcohol, right? Yes, we both did. Do you remember when Mr. Combs overdosed in February 2012? Now, Cassie says something that has the internet

kind of in a tailspin. Was that around the time Whitney Houston died? Yes. So there are speculations that there was this massive party and perhaps they all used the same Hollywood drug dealers and there's just some connections there. I don't wanna get too deep into it without perhaps it becoming more pertinent to the case.

But, um, he had apparently overdosed and he went to a hospital. Other points argued by Esteveo include asking, He was suggesting going to marriage counseling, couples counseling, correct? Maybe, I don't remember. Shortly after you started dating your now husband, right? Yeah. It just seems like they're trying to prove that Combs tried to make the relationship work, and a major point of contention for the defense

is the R-word allegation from August of 2018. With Esteveo asking, do you recall meeting with agents and prosecutors on November 30th, 2023? I could have, I don't remember the exact date. This would be the meeting shortly after the lawsuit that you filed, do you recall that meeting? Yes. Is your testimony that you told the government that he was acting strangely at the dinner? I don't really remember that word.

I don't remember that word. That's okay. In fact, do you remember that you told them that he seemed anxious? I don't remember saying that. They pull up the original government report that we do not get to see, but Estaveo says, does this refresh your recollection as to whether or not you told the government agents that Mr. Combs was acting anxious and strangely that evening? It does, sort of. And you told them that you thought this behavior might be attributed to his bipolar disorder, right?

You told prosecutors that you did not think that Mr. Combs was in his right mind because he didn't respond when you told him to stop. Is that correct? Then they bring up a message that Combs sent to Cassie, which is August 21st, 2018, that reads, from Cassie to Combs, hit me when you can, heart emoji. And then he responds, I know I look bad to you. I could tell I didn't turn you on yesterday.

I fell off, but I'm about to get my shit together. Esteveo states that in the April 2025 meeting with prosecutors, Cassie told them that the alleged R-word incident happened August of 2018. You saw Mr. Combs the day before this message, right? I think so, I'm not sure. So the insinuation being that the text messages were sent around the time of the alleged R-word. They bring up other texts from September 12th 2018 where Cassie texts him, landed safe, how's yoga treating you? I'm assuming now it's safe to date, let me know. Good morning, I'm confused. Safe to date? What are you talking about?

Side note, it's revealed that he was having a romantic relationship with his yoga partner, allegedly, and he texts Cassie back, what does yoga have to do with me? Hit me back, please, babe. Nothing, I hear you're dating, I didn't know, I'm on the beach walking with my dad right now. I'm not dating. Dating who? I'm not dating. Baby, I'm not dating. LOL. And no dates, no dinners, nothing, nobody. K. Who do you think I'm dating? I don't think I should even be bringing this up to you. Let's just leave it alone, alright? I actually need to stop even caring. Do you want to start dating? If you want, if you are, let's just talk about it.

Esteveo tries to establish to the jury that Sean was open to Cassie moving on and wanted to have a conversation if she was ready to date. At the end of the page, you wrote, If you're in LA next week, maybe we can talk. I'm just trying to take care of myself now. So Esteveo is confirming with Ms. Ventura. Then another text message from September 26, 2018, so this would be a month after the alleged R-word. I don't want to have a conversation where you break up with me

again. This is Sean to Cassie. I need you to love me. I need to love you. I do love you. I would just prefer not being one of your girlfriends anymore. I need to hold you. Let's get up tomorrow night. I'll do studio from like 630 until 9, 930. Can I hold you or are you just gonna break up with me some more? We already did that. Is that a yes, can I hold you? We can embrace, LOL. LOL, good to know that you still have a sense of humor.

I can't wait to see you, Cassie. I can't wait to see you too, yay. I wasn't trying to upset you, I promise I'm not being mean. I'm embracing my sanity, people have access and just showing up to the house really has me fucked up, had me fucked up, had me fucked up. We don't even have to talk about it. That's just not what I need right now. Right? If I can't know where you live, that's too far for me. If you want to be away from

me like that, we don't have to deal with each other on any level. That's too far for me. Live your life. Whatever you need will be done as promised. That's too far. I don't know what to say. I'm choosing my sanity over everything. Today would be the first time we're seeing each other in person in a long time. I'm so peaceful right now. I want to keep it. I'm finally sleeping well and gained weight. I don't think you understand how those two small things have made the hugest difference." Esteveo looks at Cassie.

And you don't say anything to the effect of, the last time we saw each other, you raped me, right? Right. In fact, you're saying that you want to keep the peace, right? Yep. And he responds, You raped me, right? Right. In fact, you're saying that you want to keep the peace, right? Yep. And he responds, I respect your sanity. It's best we keep it moving.

I'm not a stalker. No beef. I'm clearer than ever. I don't want a link. Focus on you and your sanity. I'm good. Love. Combs is reading the messages so intently.

Like he's never seen this before. I'm like, sir, you sent these. He's really reading it. He looks like he's about to kiss the evidence screen. So this is clearly a very important moment. And you said you were really looking forward to that hug. But okay. Right? Right. And you wanted to hug him at that point, right? Yep. So the defense argues that September 27, 2018, Cassie sees combs and we don't know what they show to refresh Cassie's recollection, but Estaveo says, And when you saw him that night, did you have sexual activity with him?

I did. So Cassie did mention during her direct that she was R-worded August and then she did have another encounter with him where she did consent. And that night when you were having intercourse with him, did you receive a FaceTime call? I did. And did you receive a FaceTime call? I did. And did you answer that call? No. Did you recognize the caller ID to be your now husband? So at this point, she and Alex Fine were dating. I did.

And Mr. Combs noticed this call, right? Yep. And he noticed the name that was or the alias that was popping up on your phone, right? Yep. And this was in the middle of your evening with Mr. Combs, correct? During which you were having intercourse, right? Yep. And this was in the middle of your evening with Mr. Combs, correct? During which you were having intercourse, right? Yeah. Was it actually in the middle of intercourse that you received this call? We were together. I don't know if it was actually in the middle of intercourse that I received the call. And your now husband didn't know that you were

with Mr. Combs at the time, correct? I don't know what he knew at that point. I don't know. You were seeing him at the time, right? I don't know what he knew at that point, I don't know. You were seeing him at the time, right? Yes. At the time that you had this evening with Mr. Combs. Yes. After this incident, your now husband learned about your evening with Mr. Combs, right? At a point, but I don't know.

You didn't answer his FaceTime call that evening, right? I did not. Did he find out after that evening that you didn't answer his FaceTime call because you were with Mr. Combs? Objection! You told your now husband that Mr. Combs R-worded you, didn't you? I did.

That evening, right? That evening? In September? No, that wasn't the evening when I was R-worded. Your husband punched a wall at a certain point, right? He did. When he learned that you were still having intercourse with Mr a certain point, right? He did. When he learned that you were still having intercourse with Mr. Combs, right? When you informed him that Mr. Combs R-worded you, correct?

Yes, I think. I don't remember exactly when that was. Your husband learned of your sexual intercourse with Mr. Combs, right? Right. And you told him that Mr. Combs R-worded you, right? Right. And when your husband learned about it, he punched a wall, right? I believe so. The point I think that the defense is trying to establish,

whether you agree with it or not, their defense is that she was seeing Alex Fine, she was dating him, and then she had this evening with Sean Combs in September of 2018. Alex Fine FaceTimed her. Clearly he's finding out that maybe she's not where she said she was going to be,

or something of that sort. She goes back to him, and he's trying to ask her, like, where were you? And they're almost insinuating that she comes up with this R-word story in that moment to kind of Deescalate perhaps a big relationship fight with this new boyfriend of hers Is kind of what they're insinuating with this line of questioning at least that's what we got from it As Siveo brings up other text messages from October 5th, 2018.

So now this is two months after the alleged R word. Combs texts, I'ma just fall back. You call me when you need me. Cassie responds, to be honest, I'm not sure how to even handle things to get my life to a comfortable place. I know that you don't wanna hurt me anymore. I miss you.

I feel so lost without you. I'm heartbroken. I don't trust anymore. I'm sad. You don't see without you. I'm heartbroken. I don't trust anymore. I'm sad." You don't see him for a number of weeks, correct? A month after this is November 15, 2018. Kim Porter passes away unexpectedly. Isn't that right? Yes, it is. And you went to a memorial service for Ms. Porter, correct? Another message is entered into evidence sent from Cassie to Combs on November 19th 2018 after Kim

Porter's memorial service. I didn't just leave you I said goodbye a few times. I want to be there for you but needed to get to grandma. My flight was delayed so I'm taking off now. I need to be real with you. I know how crazy and painful this all is and you want my support but you've compared me to Gina the other day and the babysitter whom he's allegedly sleeping with at the time. And there's last night and you posted that Kim was your soulmate. What was the 11 years all about? 11 consistent years.

I know you're going through a lot but that hurt my feelings. I love you but I'm going to my family right now. I'll probably make it Saturday with my dad. I'll hit KK, Christina Corum, the chief of staff. Hit me if you need me. Love you. So Esteveo and what they've been arguing since the defense opening statement is that Cassie did not leave Sean Combs because she realized that he was abusive and that he R-worded her.

They're trying to argue that her final straw in leaving was that he called Kim Porter his soulmate online. He let you go, right? You never saw him again after that, right? I didn't see him again. I don't know about letting me go. That's different. You never saw him again. Yeah. And you got married. I did.

To the love of your life. Correct. And over the years, has Mr. Combs reached out to you? Yes. So they start reading text messages from Combs to Cassie, checking on you, seeing how you're doing, hope you're well, sending you love and light, hope you're well. Congratulations, Cass. I'm truly happy for you. You're going to make a beautiful mother. God bless. This one, hope you're well. Sending you love and light, hope you're well. Congratulations, Cass, I'm truly happy for you.

You're gonna make a beautiful mother, God bless. This one, Cassie does respond. Thank you, God bless. Sending you love and light, hope all is well. I had a dream about you last night, shaking my head. What a difference a year makes. Really happy for you, have a blessed day, just sending love. Later, he sends another one.

Congratulations, I'm really happy for you. I know you're so happy, you deserve it, love. Then March 2020 he texts, miss my best friend. Hope you are well. Frankie is so beautiful. Love. Miss you too and thank you. Hope you're taking care of yourself and the family as well. Thank you so much for responding. It really means a lot more than you know. I'm so happy for you. The kids are good. Mom is good. I hope your family is well also. I miss you guys. Sending you nothing but love and light always. Please know I'm always here if you need me."

Cassie responds, I've been reflecting a lot, like a lot. The turns of life are so crazy, but I'm happy everyone is good. Please send my love to them, and if I can express anything, take care of you. I'm trying, just had another operation. This is gonna be my last, lol. Not entirely sure what that is referring to. Shit has definitely been rough without your friendship.

I pray for a day that I can sit down with you and let you know all the things I've reflected on. You were there for me throughout everything. You were my ride or die. I've got nothing but love for you always. My heart is filled with joy to know that you don't hate me, and I hope you're taking care of you also. I thank God for the time that we had together and you're one of the greatest women in

the world. Don't ever forget that love. Sorry, I needed a second to gather my thoughts. The things you said blew my mind a bit. First, I don't hate you. I never have. I wouldn't be at this beautiful point in my life without having been with you. I definitely think of the day to sit down and just talk because I know that we need

closure, understanding. What do you mean when you said— Esteveo is asking Cassie— What do you mean when you said the Esteveo is asking Cassie, what do you mean when you said the things he said blew your mind a bit? I think those were honestly probably all the things I wanted to hear for a long time that I never did, just being recognized as the greatest woman in the world, right? Not that part, just the message in general was, it was nice.

And it was what you had been craving for a long time to hear from him, right? Before this, I don't think I was craving it then. You wanted a relationship previously. Yeah, in the relationship I was craving it. Because he shaped you in many ways after 11 years, right? Yeah, that's fair. Can you go to the bottom message, please? Mr. Combs says, tears of joy, I don't even know what to say, but I'll always love you

and one day I hope you can forgive me. I pray for the day we can have closure, but most important, talk. We're honestly lucky to be alive. We went hard. God was really watching over us. You deserve the world. I'm happy you found someone that loves you the way you deserve to be loved and respected. Please let me know when is a good time to get together, and I'll make myself available.

Tell moms and pops I said hi. Please know I send this message with all respect for your marriage. Be well and never forget who you are. Love." She responds, we are honestly lucky to be alive. The defense tries to point out the timeline of the lawsuit. They state that it was filed November 2023, the month before Cassie and her husband moved into her parents' house in Connecticut with their kids. You moved into your parents' house in Connecticut because of financial issues, is that right? No, we were just moving to the East Coast and transitioning in my parents home. Your husband is a physical trainer, is that right? He was at the time?

He was. And your financial situation in October of 2023 was limited to the income your husband has as a physical trainer and whatever income you were able to make at the time, correct? Correct. Esteveo goes on to ask if you could categorize her parents' house as modest compared to the mansion scene in the government exhibits, which is like a crazy statement. I assume that her parents' house is modest, but I think she really just wanted her to confirm it's modest. Cassie mentions that she was preparing for tour for January 2025.

As soon as you agreed to settle your lawsuit against Mr. Combs in November 2024, you canceled this tour, right? I did. As soon as you saw that you were gonna get $20 million, you canceled the tour because you didn't need it anymore, right? That wasn't the reason why.

There is this one part that I do think I would imagine if I were on the jury, which I'm not obviously, but if I were on the jury, this probably would have alienated me from the defense. She, Esteveo brings up, and I think that from what I could hear and gather it irked a lot of people the wrong way this part. Esteveo says, your lawsuit in November 2023 that you testified about on direct, was that the first time that the term freak-off ever became public, right? As far as you know. So far as I know, right? Besides the participants, I guess. From your perspective, what happened to Mr. Combs's career after your lawsuit? Objection, Your Honor. Overruled. From your

perspective, what happened to Mr. Combs's career after your lawsuit? That's a lot. Fair to say that his career was ruined based on your understanding. When your lawsuit was publicized in November 2023, you understood that his career was ruined at that point, right? I could understand that, yeah. I guess it's like, regardless of the charges that Combs is facing right now, I think that hotel video alone, I don't know if people really care for his career. Like no one cares for the longevity of his career after seeing the hotel video footage. Now obviously we cannot make judgment on the charges that he's on trial for right now. However, just that, people are like, why does Cassie need to care about his career after that hotel video?

That hotel video alone should probably end someone's career. So they just didn't like it was a lot of people felt like it's giving, but the R-word or the abuser is a young man with a bright future ahead of him and you ruin that, right? It's like yeah, but what about my life? That was the feeling. They also bring up that after the Intercontinental Hotel footage aired, she points out Cassie wrote, domestic violence is the issue. So she released a very simple Instagram statement, remember, after that footage? And in that statement she writes,

domestic violence is the issue. Yes, you wrote, domestic violence is the issue. There was more than that, but yeah. So the point that they're trying to make, okay, if I'm being so honest, both me and our researchers wrote, what's the point? It just felt like it might have been better if they didn't even include this, because it's like, I mean, for that footage, yeah, domestic violence is a huge issue.

I guess they were trying to point out, you didn't write, sex trafficking is the issue. But it just felt like, like it just was, I imagine if, again, we were on the jury, But it just felt like, like it just was, I imagine if again, we were on the jury, I would have been like, this is very alienating for me because that's crazy. And there is this part where it's kind of confusing. Esteveo is trying to say at that point in the timeline,

it's unclear if she's saying at that point in the timeline or right now, but she says, and you still don't hate him now, right? And Cassie says, I don't hate him. And Combs shakes his head side to side. In fact, you still have love for him? I have love for the past and what it was. The defense closes their cross-examination with the text message,

want to freak off one last time tonight? This is what Combs texts Cassie in 2012. They break up in 2018. Want to freak off one last time tonight? What? You can't read? Cassie responds, I don't want to freak off for our last time. I want it to be the first time for the rest of our lives.

And Esteveo says, I have no further questions. And she walks off the podium. Prosecutor Johnson does the redirect. She pulls up more messages from that exact text art in which Cassie texts later. And you know what? Prosecutor Johnson, I felt like this was her redemption arc because her direct, a lot of people were struggling with her direct. I heard, because I do try to listen to what people in the public are saying about, because

there's overflow rooms. Anyway, I try to listen and see what people thought because sometimes when you go online and you have a very different reaction from a lot of people in the courtroom because you're getting snippets of headlines and random excerpts from the court date and then the people that were actually in the courtroom,

you're getting eight hours of information. Sometimes there's a discrepancy and a lot of people said that with Prosecutor Johnson's initial direct it just didn't like they felt frustrated because this is an emotional testimony and Yes, you don't want to retraumatize the victims, but there were a lot of points where it just felt like She didn't let Cassie talk Like she just kept moving on to the next question next next question, when the jurors are like, we

want to know what she would have said further, because there'd be these moments where she's collecting her thoughts, like wiping away a tear, and then we're already moving on. When it's like, wait, I feel like she was trying to say something after that, like after she collects herself. Now this, she comes in and she seems a little bit upset about the cross, okay, because she, a lot of jurors are furiously taking notes when Johnson comes in for the redirect. Even Combs is taking notes on his pad on his lap.

Her voice feels animated compared to the past 12 hours with Ana Estaveo, which, yeah. You say, I wanna see you, but I'm emotional right now. I can't do one last time at Rather Not At All. So that's context to the question, the text message thread that the cross just ended with. Throughout your relationship with Sean, were there periods where Sean was kind and loving? Yeah. Did those periods ever last? No. What are some of the ways Sean's mood affected you? I mean, they affected my whole life, my career, how I felt about myself, my self-worth. Yeah.

Throughout your entire 11-year relationship with Sean, who did you want to have sex with? I wanted it to be with him, just him. Was there anyone else you wanted to have intimate relations with? Not at the time. Prosecutor Johnson also shows that in one of the texts that Cassie is expressing wanting to do freak-offs, Combs had texted her,

"'You're supposed to be seducing me all day.' During freak-offs, how often was your career discussed? A lot. Why didn't you get to do many of the things you wanted to do for work? Because I had a whole other job. What was that whole other job? It's basically a sex worker. Motion to strike.

So the judge does grant the motion to strike, which means jurors should disregard the last answer, which I think is nearly impossible to do as a human, but don't get me started on that. The prosecutors also point out that in other messages it seems like combs request freak-offs. Meanwhile, Cassie is sending messages like, I can book a show for us to go see tomorrow night. We can be like old times and take our central park walk, smoke, drink some wine, just veg out.

Sorry if I seem a little out of it. They put our oldest dog to sleep today. Instead, they do a freak-off. Do you have any doubt that combs are where to do? No. And a few weeks after that, in August of 2018, did you have consensual activities with Sean? Yes. And you said the settlement was not the reason you canceled the tour. Correct. Why did you cancel the tour? After filing my lawsuit, I was just overwhelmed and I couldn't continue doing that at that point. It was quite overwhelming, addressing the past in the way that I chose to. I didn't want to be away from my kids at the time.

Do you plan to file any more lawsuits? No. Do you expect to get any money out of testifying at this trial? No. How much money did Sean pay you to settle the lawsuit? $20 million. Would you give that money back if that meant you never had to have freak-offs? She starts, this is probably the most emotional part

of her testimony. I'd give that money back if it means I never had to do freak-offs. If I never had to have freak-offs, I would have agency and autonomy and I wouldn't have to work so hard to get it back. And this is like, I'm not gonna say names because my researchers and I saw the same thing.

A member of the defense team looks over at another member of the defense team and basically rolls their eyes. And I'm like, I get it. You don't think that that happened. You think that she consented, but it was kind of sad to see. It was just like, really, wow. What is happening right now? Combs is frozen as a statue.

Do you remember when defense counsel asked you yesterday if freak-offs were a special time that you cherished? Yeah. How would you describe the experience of an escort urinating in your mouth while you were on the floor? Objection sustained. So they gotta move on. How many times did Sean insist you have a freak-off when you still had a UTI? All the time, frequently. And did Sean beat you during freak-offs? Yes. Once or more than once? More than once. How did you feel during the freak offs when Sean beat you? Worthless? Just like dirt? Like I didn't matter to him?

Like I was nothing? Like absolutely nothing? What concerns did you have, if any, about saying no to freak offs? I was worried for my safety. I was worried for my career, but I was also in love with him, so I worried that he wouldn't want to be with me anymore. No further questions at this time. Estaveo is back on the podium, and she proceeds to go through and re-address a lot of the things, but nothing new is said until she asks, You stated on the redirect that you did not have any additional lawsuits other than your suit against Mr. Combs, right?

Right. You have recently received a settlement from the Intercontinental Hotel, didn't you? No. So at this point, I was kind of confused of like, oh, maybe Estaveo got incorrect information, right? You did not? I haven't received a settlement from the Intercontinental. Did you make a demand on the Intercontinental?

I did. Did you receive anything in response to that demand? No, I haven't. Do you anticipate receiving some settlement in that case of matter? I do. How much do you expect to receive? I don't know the exact number. Can you provide an estimate?

I think it would be 10 million, maybe. And you reach the end of the settlement discussions with the Intercontinental. I have. So you expect to receive 10 million from the Intercontinental. I have. So you expect to receive 10 million? From the Intercontinental, yes. Then Esteveo has Cassie read the same message from earlier. This is going to be the last thing I ask you to read, which is her saying, I need to gather my thoughts. This is after the breakup. The things you said blew my mind a bit. First, I don't hate you. I never have. I wouldn't be at this beautiful point of my life without having been with

you. I definitely think of the same day to sit down and just talk because I know we need closure and understanding Okay, this is where I think there was a huge discrepancy between the internet and the courtroom. I Think the internet it I'm like no it makes sense Like I would also sue the intercontinental hotel. are you kidding? Like your security guard came up, they took videos, hee-hee, look at my shiny shoes, they saw me with a black eye, in the hotel, like it's in the footage and then one of them was allegedly paid off to delete the footage. Yeah, I think it's so valid. Yeah. Yeah, sue them for more money, right? I think though, the way it was revealed in court, in the recross, like you could, it was like a mic drop moment,

and like the energy shifted in the courtroom, and it felt like something that Cassie was trying to hide, even though I don't think that's the case. But the way that it was brought up made it feel like that in that moment. I do think that some of these big numbers also don't sit well with the jurors is just what I've noticed. You know, this is a very large amount of life-changing money. Do we think she should sue for more? Probably a good chunk of us probably think, yeah, she should sue for a lot more, right? a lot of people were upset with the prosecutors about this because why did they not? Address it in the direct so you're saying like when this was the question was dropped the jurors had a like energy shift or had

courtroom everyone like public press everyone it was like a oh like press everyone it was like oh oh oh but then it's like afterwards you get out and you're like oh yeah yeah yeah duh right but in that moment it was like yeah yeah so like it almost like this this should have been brought up way earlier yes okay so that's why a lot of people are upset it's not the fact that she sued them and got 10 million dollars. It's the fact that it was revealed by the defense attorneys in the recross. If prosecutor Johnson had brought it up in the direct and Cassie had time to explain, it's so easy for people to connect the dots of like, oh, yeah, duh, we saw that footage. That was crazy.

Yeah, but instead the defense brought it up. They took everybody off guard. They took Cassie off guard. And it made it seem like a dirty secret, even though technically it probably is not. In the redirect, Johnson just asks if she has any more pending lawsuits and or if she's expecting any financial benefit depending on the outcome of the trial. Those are all answered no. But... Esteveo just has one last question for her recross. And it's, you just reached the settlement with the Intercontinental last week, right?

I don't know if it was last week, but in the past month. Before your testimony today, right? Yeah. Esteveo grabs her binder and she says, thank you. And she walks off the podium and she looks very upset. After that, the witnesses off the stand, Cassie is walked away out of the courtroom with her husband,

attorneys, brother, and cousin following after her. And after that, Sean Combs does prayer hands and hugs Ana Esteaveo. Yeah, so I think that there were a lot of moments where people in that courtroom, from what I could tell and from what I overheard some of the members of the public saying, they felt very frustrated with how the direct occurred with Cassie. They felt like it just did not do her justice. and then with the cross the revealing of certain information just really didn't do her justice and she didn't have that time to explain in the direct. And a lot of people felt like

it's not like the direct was short. Some jurors were seen allegedly falling asleep. We think they look like they were very sleepy and very zoned out and not engaged during the direct. So there's clearly very slow moments where we just kept circling back, we kept rambling about things, and we... maybe legally it's like they're establishing the foundation, but it just, as someone who probably resonates with a juror because I'm not an attorney, it just felt like a lot of yapping but nothing was being said, and like the fact that you have Cassie on the stand to be re-traumatized through all of this it's

like it felt lengthy for no reason and yet we didn't even address the intercontinental we didn't address a lot of these things that if she had been given the time to explain her side of the story it probably would have been good and a lot of people think that's why the internet is having the reaction it's having, because certain things she was not able to address in her direct at all. Outside the federal courthouse, Doug Wichter, the attorney for Cassie and Alex Fine, give a statement, Cassie and her husband's statement. Cassie says through her attorney,

This week has been incredibly challenging yet profoundly empowering and healing for me. I hope that my testimony has provided strength and a voice to fellow survivors encouraging others who have faced similar struggles to speak out and begin their healing process. For me as I continue to heal, I find that I can recall more.

And with each memory, I am reminded that I will never forget. I wish to extend my thanks to my family and advocates for their steadfast support, and I'm thankful for the kindness and encouragement I've received. I'm relieved to close this chapter of my life as I shift my focus to the conclusion of my pregnancy. I kindly request privacy for myself and my growing family. Cassie's husband, Alex, also made a statement through their attorney.

Over the past five days, the world has gotten to witness the strength and bravery of my wife, freeing herself of her past. There has been speculation online surrounding how it must feel for me to sit there and listen to my wife's testimony. I have felt so many things sitting there. I have felt tremendous pride and overwhelming love for Cass. I have felt profound anger that she has been subjected to sitting in front of a person who tried to break her. So to him and all of those who helped him along the way, please know this. You did not. You did not break her spirit nor her smile that lights up every room. You did not break the soul of a mother who gives

the best hugs and plays the silliest games with our little girls. You did not break the woman who has made me a better man. I did not save Cassie, as some have said. To say that is an insult to the years of painful work that my wife has done to save herself. Cassie saved Cassie. She alone broke free from abuse, coercion, violence, and threats. She did the work of fighting the demons that only a demon himself could have done to her. All I have done is love her as she has loved me. Her life is now surrounded by love, laughter, and our family. This horrific chapter is forever put behind us and we will

not be making additional statements. We appreciate all the love and support we have received and we ask that you respect our privacy as we welcome our son into a world that is now safer because of his mom. And that is the final part of Cassie's testimony. But it's not really over because they bring in Cassie's best friend, they bring in Dawn Richard who testifies about some of the abuse that she saw Cassie go through. They bring in Cassie's mother. And they also, we have a pretty good inkling of like another thing that the defense is probably going to try to bring in because of a line of questioning during the cross.

But that is where I leave you with today's episode. What are your thoughts? Let me know in the comments and I will see you in the next one.