Rotten Mango - PART 2: Karen Read’s First Exclusive Interview After MURDER ACQUITTAL - Who Killed John O’Keefe?

Episode Date: January 12, 2026

It’s been about half a year since Karen Read was acquitted of second degree murderer in the death of her former boyfriend, Boston cop John O’Keefe. I thought it was time to answer the long awaited question, ‘hos long until she does an interview?’These are just a FEW of the questions I asked Karen Read in her first exclusive interview after her acquittal... What do you think happened to John O’Keefe the night he died? What happened to the Alberts’ German shepherd Chloe? Did you feel like Aunty Bev (Judge Cannone) had a personal vendetta against you? And if you had to choose, who would you go to dinner with? Lullaby Lally or Spanky Hanky Brennan? Support Karen Read’s civil defense fund at https://www.payit2.com/fundraiser/117290Follow Karen on her new YouTube at ‘The Read Files’ https://youtube.com/@thereadfiles?si=Km_PDfiEqN0SgctMFull show notes available at RottenMangoPodcast.com   Hosted by Simplecast, an AdsWizz company. See pcm.adswizz.com for information about our collection and use of personal data for advertising.

Badabing, Bataboo. June 10th, 2022, Karen Reid is charged with murder. She is accused of allegedly killing her Boston cop boyfriend, John O'Keefe. Karen, state police, we have a search warrant. I'm in my pajamas. I don't even have shoes on. I'm being charged with second-degree murder now? That's correct.

She was accused of running him over, leaving him for dead in the snow, outside of another Boston cop's house. Is that correct? That's correct. For the past three years, Karen Reid has gone through a murder trial, a second murder trial. And finally, June 18, 2025, she is acquitted of murder. Is that correct? That's correct.

And this is her first formal sit-down interview since the acquittal. Welcome to Rotten Mango, Karen. Hi, Stephanie. Now, this is part two of our interview with Karen Reid. If you haven't already, please listen to the episode prior to this for all of this to make sense. And with that being said, let's just get into it. Speaking of Auntie Bev, characterizing you as thinking something is funny, I feel like during your trial, there was so much emphasis on your demeanor, your expressions.

There are some crazy headlines that I think maybe you can clear the air on. If you want to pass me, Exhibit A. So I'm going to read you the headline. and the accompanying photo that they put with this headline. Okay. And then some comments. And I feel like probably what happened is nothing like the headline. I'm sure.

Thank you. This is the first headline by the New York Post. Of course. Who does not like you for some reason. And the headline is Karen Reed flashed sinister smirk as gory photos of her dead cop boyfriend are shown in court. I mean, I'm imagining that was not. No.

first of all, I'm talking. My eyes are wide open. I'm looking to, that looks to my right. That's Alan or Liza is sitting there and I'm going something. I mean, I can reproduce that face very, very easily. But I'm not smirking. I'm actually just speaking. And I don't think I spoke or turned at all when the photos were shown.

I looked, I mean, I remember this very clearly, but I've seen those photos. They're on my phone. I've poured through them to his pores. I know his photos. I've watched his autopsy. Those photos as shown in court I have had for years. And I have analyzed. It took us, there's a burn mark on his sternum that we couldn't figure out for months what it was.

And finally realized, I think I googled or described it to Google. It was the, he was burned with the defibrillator pads. I'm just giving an example of they were horrifying to see. For several weeks, I told David not to upload him to the Dropbox that lived on my cell phone because I didn't want there to be any chance. I'd be scrolling through Dropbox and there it was. The autopsy took me like a year. It's quite gruesome.

I can't believe people do this for a living. But I had to know everything so I could piece everything together. but I don't believe I spoke ever or turned to speak to a lawyer while the photos of his body were up on the projection. That's what we assumed. But I do look like that when I talk sometimes, unfortunately. This one is also wild. Karen Reed rolls eyes snaps at defense team as she stands trial and murder of Boston cop boyfriend John O'Keefe. I'm sure I rolled my eyes.

I know I have rolled my eyes many times. I speak very emphatically to the defense team. I'm very animated and emotional, but I have never snapped at them. I imagine. Even if I wanted to, which I've never wanted to, I would never do that.

But there were many times in trial that I looked at a lawyer. It was easiest to look to David because my back would be to the camera, but I can't help it. Yeah. I definitely rolled my eyes during trial many times. And honestly, it's crazy that they're doing this.

And like the people's comments is even crazier because I don't know what people want from you. Like do they want you to steal it? Do they want you to? You can't win for losing. Yeah. If you're crying, then I, I am out of, out of tears. I am out of tears about the tragedy of January 29th.

I, I have mourned for months and years before the public ever knew me. So, but that's why lawyers advise you, you've got to look at the way the jury's looking at it, that they're seeing those photos for the first time. You have to pretend like you're looking. It's hard for me to pretend much. I can't fake things. Then I feel like I look like a faker. So I try to be stoic.

I could not cry. I would not allow myself to cry. I would not cry in front of the O'Keefs. I would not cry in front of the prosecutors. I felt both both of those groups were looking at this completely backwards. They were refusing to see the truth or willingly not seeing looking at the truth. And I needed to stay strong. I couldn't break down.

I did one day going into court. It was just I just had a really tough time getting out of the SUV. It was just a rough morning. I couldn't go up and down emotionally like that. I had to go in strong. I had to go in tough. And I had to maintain it. I had to control myself the best I could.

And I wasn't about to strap myself in to an emotional roller coaster. I would never survive. I had to do this twice. So I understand, I do understand the public saying that's horrible what I just heard or what I just saw. First of all, things that may have seemed emotional and upsetting to the public, I'm may have found to be insincere, but a lot of the gruesome images I have, I have dealt with and seen nearly, nearly daily. I understand the reaction of the public, expecting more emotion, but I, I have evolved to a

different place. You were just damned if you do, damned if you do, damned if you do. Yeah. Yeah. Yep. If you had to go to lunch with either Lally or Brennan, who would you go to lunch with? I would go with Brennan. Oh, really? Okay.

I would go with Brennan. I feel that I make him very uncomfortable. Your Honor, my brief review of the lab, my brief review of the lab paperwork. And looking at the hoodie, it appears that I made a mistake. We've had some stare-offs in the courtroom. Lally, I don't have pleasant thoughts about either one of them. I don't think they're honorable. I don't think they have integrity.

I don't think they're honest. I wouldn't want to eat or watch either of them eat. But I think I'd have better stories to tell eating with Hank Brennan. He's all online. Everyone calls Lally Lally Lullaby and... You have one minute, Mr. Lally. Wrap it up. Yes, sir.

All consistent with pieces of taillight that are found within. His clothing. It's very monotone. I was really surprised. how neither seemed to really prepare much. Like, Lally might have read, I can't even remember. You know, you don't practice a memory. You don't remember it anymore.

And you tend not to want to practice painful memories. So I can't remember if Lally read. I think he did for his opening and closing arguments in the first trial. But Brennan did not. And I think he was trying, I'm guessing, if I had to guess, that he was trying to convey an ease

with the subject matter, a comfort and familiar. and conviction in the subject matter and an intelligence that I can speak extemporaneously about what this woman did. I know so well and I believe so strongly that she did it that I'm going to walk around and pontificate. And we were much more structured. But I know the details of this case.

I know I know them. And I know he messed a lot of him up. And I mean, the jurors didn't have their notebooks in closing argument. So it was probably lost on them, luckily for Brennan. But he should have written at least some bullets for the details, for the data points. Clearly, this is a hypothetical question. If you could put at least two people involved in your case, inject them with truth serum, compel them to tell the truth, which two people would you choose?

Michael Proctor and Brian Albert. what would you hypothetically want to know or ask? The truth about that night, about everything? The night, the months. I have a pretty good guess of

how things, I've seen these men, they were on tape, sparring, and shadowboxing just minutes before. I can surmise based on what I know of these people, what I know of John when he's been drinking, what I've seen of Colin Albert, when I've had to crosspass with him,

I can surmise what happened. I'm more curious about whom they had to enlist in other events that unfolded over the following months, as we made headway probably much to their, Yeah. Disbelief. Have you run into them since the trial? Any of them? Like in public?

What would you do if you did? That's a good question. I want to say no, but let me think about it. Like I was in a bar. I was at the Warren Tavern in Charlestown. And a girl who works there is a very staunch supporter. She was at many of the trial dates. And she had told me that Brian Albert had been in there.

I know that I've missed. Brian Albert a couple times. My guess is he is not embraced in Boston establishments the way, yeah, the way I am. But no, I don't think I've run into, thankfully, I don't, I don't care to see. I don't fantasize about it. I don't need to see any of these people. What about like people who think you're guilty?

Like, have you run into them in public? And how could you tell? Because is that what they say, how they act? Yeah, I had one person out of, at, this point over several thousand come up to me on Hanover street I was leaving a restaurant Saracinos where the owners have been incredibly hospitable to me and my legal team throughout trial we'd pop in there all the time and some woman very haggard older woman came up to me and asked me right outside the restaurant we had just we had just left and she came up to me

on the steps of Saracinos and said, how can you smile? You, Karen Reed, how can you smile? And before I could even, I'd not had an interaction like this at all. This was in November of 2024 between the two trials. I had not had an encounter like this.

And the owners of Saracinos, they also own like a coffee shop right next store. So they take up some real estate on that sidewalk. Several of them came out and all but all but chased her down the street with pitchfork. Shut up. You're ignorant. And she was, she didn't seem to be of all her, yeah, she didn't seem to be of all her wits.

That is the only time that has happened. We've spent most of our time in the seaport. We've just in our downtime. Nearly every Friday, I can't think of a Friday that eventually we didn't make our way to a restaurant. You had to decompress no matter how exhausted, which we all were every Friday, you had to blow off some steam. Just be somewhere loud and talk to people and the support at so many establishments anywhere. In Newbury Street, we were in the North End a lot.

I have not paid for a full drinks, appetizer, dinner, dessert, tab in two years. people and it's all helped it's all helped get us there and it especially for my lawyers and my family they're not me I know what support I have everywhere I go I'm supported they need to know it too because when they go home

during between the trials they're they're back to their I don't want to say obscurity but just back to their normal lives but I can't thank the people in Boston proper young couples couples, families, business proprietors, the people at the hotel, two hotels we've stayed at a lot, just makes us feel so strong.

And for me, it makes me feel confident that if my jury is anything representative of the people I'm encountering every day, I will be okay. But the public that was very vocal at court and online on social media, And the public that just came up to me one moment on the street and I never saw them again has helped invigorate and steal each, each one of us. Even if we may not have acted, I mean, there were times people came up for selfies and we were having, there was a serious conversation, Alan and I were having with Marty Weinberg at the end of this second trial.

And I said, Alan, I really have no money left. I had, the last asset I had was my house, and that paid the bulk of trial two plus donations. But now I need to put wheels in motion for an appeal. My parents are getting older. My closest friend, who's incredibly intelligent, is also incredibly busy professionally. This was like a week before the closing argument.

And Alan and I were in a restaurant. It was quiet. And we were talking to Marty Weinberg on speaker. And it's funny, I ended up seeing a photo. There was a woman at the bar of this restaurant that I could tell was taking our photo. She was weird. I didn't actually see her take a photo, but she was very interested in us. I ended up seeing the photo of Alan and me on Twitter with some salacious headline.

And I thought, I showed it to Alan, I said, if they only knew what we were actually, if she had just walked over and spied on us, the headline would have been even better than what the contrived heading the headline was, which is Karen Reid and Alan Jackson overheard on speaker with Marty Weinberg discussing a potential conviction. And Marty, you know, Marty, we don't talk about a lot because he's just come in as a pinch hitter, but it's been in. major ways and the appeal which was somewhat thankless because we didn't have any success with it after the after the first acquittal the mistrial but um i'll never forget that conversation with him it was i think a sunday afternoon and i'm in a steakhouse with allan talking to him and marty says you're not going to need it karen you're not going to need it but this is who i recommend this is the kind of retainer he's going to need you need to do this you need to do this and um it was a tough day. We walked back to the hotel and I felt I was probably like a little a little weepy.

I don't remember how I got on that topic, but. I think someone was like asking for a selfie. Oh yeah, yeah. Yeah, yeah, someone, um, so on the way home from that call with Marty, a daughter and mother had asked for selfies and I, I just, like, I couldn't. It's the selfie question is very difficult. A lot of times I'm eating or I'm having a private conversation. I don't like how I look like any normal, 45-year-old woman. I've been crying or I've been upset. And then if you say no, then people think I'm a bitch. Like, I'm supporting you.

You're on trial for murdering a cop. You should be so lucky that I'm trying to support you. But then if I do take the photo, it's on social media and I look like I'm enjoying my life. I'm smiling and I look celebratory. I cannot win that that game. I've turned people down for selfies and then they just walk a half a block back and take it. Or they'll ask, well, can I have her?

If I'm with Liza, well, can I just take her a selfie? There's definitely, I'm smart enough about Gen Z millennials and my Gen X that I cannot interpret every selfie as staunch support for my innocence. Yeah. There are people that ask for selfies that maybe don't even believe I'm innocent or don't know anything about the case, but know that I'm, I've had people come up to me in the seaport and say, are you famous because they just saw it?

And then ask for a selfie and they don't even know who I am. They're going to post it and then start collecting the lights. See, I've had, it's always been a guy too, like a Gen Z guy. Who are you? Like, who are you? I'm like, you don't need to worry. If you don't know, then it's, you don't need to worry. You don't need to worry about it.

They're like, are you on TV? Yeah, that's weird. Have you been on the Karen Reid Reddit pages? One good thing about having such a high profile case that's played out publicly is if we're working on trial or working on a witness and it's, well, when did, when did Buchnick testify that the video was a true and accurate representation of the Sally Port? I can just Google it. I don't even, it's like, all right, what's quicker? Do I go into my files with my library lookup system? Or just Google it and it says, day 27, Buknik testifies, June 10th or whatever the date was.

So I have not purposefully gone on Reddit to look myself up, but I have done searches looking for details that have led me to Reddit. And I've always been very pleased. I may not be seeing the right things, but I've always been pleased at the discussions I've seen on Reddit. They seem they're intelligible and they're intelligent. They're not as emotionally, it seems, anyway. that they're not as emotionally charged

as social media pages where there are people with targeted goals. Like, there'll be, I'm not on Twitter anymore, but I have popped on and off Twitter because there are some people that have actually done very good digging. That's been helpful to me. But I'll read a comment that Karen Reed

looks like a leather handbag and she looks like a man with a wig. Like, I've read very physically demeaning things. I'm like, clearly you are over-emotional for someone, for some unconnected third party. You can say, I don't like the look on her face, she looks guilty, or I don't like the sound of her voice, she sounds arrogant. But when it gets very personal, I think, all right, which member of which family is,

this is too visceral. You must be part of the shrapnel in this whole mess that you're saying, I, I, I, I, I, don't know. It's not exactly those comments, but they're so, they're trying to hurt me, but they're so personal that it's so obvious. It's one of these or it's, it's one of those guys. I know that you legally cannot say a lot of things. There are a lot of theories online about Canton's residence. A girl must try. So I'm just going to run them through you. There is an online conspiracy that Brian Albert and his sister-in-law, Jen McCabe, um,

Jen! Jen! Are having an affair. Do you know anything about that? I do not know anything about that. I had read things like that very early on. John O'Keefe had told me when we first started dating in 2020s. We started dating very early in the pandemic.

We had dated when we were in our early 20s, but we did. dated, we reconnected, he reached out to me during the pandemic. I think just because everyone was stranded at home and resorting to social networking. And he had told me, like, our second date that there is a, this according to John, that there was, there is, was at that time a swinger scene in Canton, which I had read in Boston magazine that there was one in a different Boston suburb. I'd never read specifically about Canton, but John insisted there was. And I think, he can't be the only person and I can't be the second person that's heard that rumor fueled by these are people in their 40s 50s and 60s in some cases hanging out all the time drinking very late

drinking with family so I don't know if there's truth to it but I could see how how rumors like that start I had heard it from John not about anyone in particular but about couples in Canton. How long to die in cold. What's the weirdest thing you've ever Googled? What's the weirdest thing I've ever Googled? At like two in the morning. Oh God. I'm sure I've Googled something weird. I haven't googled anything incriminating. I'm sure it had something to do with like matching wires on a chandelier at my house or something like to do with fixing something, like, what is this bolt that's sticking out of my lawnmower or something? But I don't know.

I don't think I've Googled something, like, pervert it. Pervert or perverse in any way. There is an online rumor that Jen McCabe has voodoo dolls, plural, of you. Do you believe it? I don't believe that. You don't? I don't. That's good.

Okay. Because that would be creepy. I don't know how I would feel if someone. had voododas of me. It's not working. Yeah, that's true. My husband saw a post on Chinese social media. A former student of yours wrote, and this is translated, so I'm going to read it.

Okay. Karen Reid was my university professor. Back when I was applying for graduate school, she was the one who wrote my recommendation letter. She is sharp-minded, always positive, and someone I often had long, inspiring talks with. She encouraged me a lot. She even told me how I should learn to protect myself in the future. The financial industry is not a stranger to male supervisors and female subordinates with quid pro quo situations.

I watched all the live stream news coverage of her trial. I tried to stay in touch, but I couldn't find her LinkedIn, so I decided to write this post to commemorate her. She will always have a special place in my heart. Is her name Claire? Can you check? You remember? There was a group of Chinese students. I had around 2018 that I got very close with.

And they would just hang around. And it stood out to me because it was winter semester. And I taught till about 10 at night. So when a student stuck around, they'd walk me to my car. I did bond with that group. And one in particular named Claire, but it might not be because I think I am connected to her on LinkedIn. I'm sad I didn't, I don't speak Chinese because I don't.

I never saw that. Oh, my God. Yeah. The name I saw was Lulu Chen. Maybe that's her Chinese. Oh, oh, oh, oh. I do know who that is. You do?

I do know who. Oh, my God. That's, oh, I have not thought about her in a minute because of all it's happened. I do know exactly who that is. Yeah, Lulu Chen. Yeah. You remember all your stupid. I remember her.

Oh, my God. No, because if you write a letter and she's saying we had these conversations and I was a, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I, I remember very petite and long, long hair. And she was very, very, very trendy. I remember Lulu. She even said that one time she walked into the class and you compliment her on her shoes and bags. Yeah, I was just going to remember her bags. I was just trying to.

She's saying you're the most fashionable teacher. That doesn't take much. That doesn't take much. Yeah, she was very fashionable, very earnest. and I know exactly who she is. So hi Lulu. I hope you're doing well. Do you miss teaching?

I do. Yeah. What did you mainly teach? So finance, but like what? I taught a few different courses, but mainly I taught an introduction to capital markets. Like how the stock market works, how a company goes public, how to analyze a company's financial statements. We did a lot of real-world examples. I taught through the financial crisis. I started teaching in 07 or 08. I started at Fidelity in 07 and I started teaching in 08. I felt at Fidelity

I was very, very much junior. I was a very small fish and just the best pond to be in, but it was difficult on my self-esteem. It was a lot of strong personalities, incredibly intelligent. the biggest investors, literally the biggest investors. It was a great place. I would never have left on my own accord if I didn't have to. But I felt just for my self-esteem, I wanted to do more. I felt like teaching kept me sharp in a different way. Work I was always, my full-time job, I was always learning.

But teaching, you have to be prepared every class that there is a student smarter than you, or many students smarter than you, at least on some topic, that there is something they have, he or she has a personal interest in, broad or narrow, and they are going to know more than you. And you have to know how deep can I prepare,

how much can I help enhance this subject matter? And when do you say, I am not familiar with that? I'm not familiar with that company or I'm not familiar with that investment product. You cannot fake it. And this is, Bentley is not the Ivy League, but I had incredibly intelligent Ivy League worthy students every semester that I did learn things from, but you've got to know your boundaries. But you also want to push them that if there is interest from students in a topic that I'm not

overly comfortable in, how much can I learn so that we can extend this, extend this topic? it. But I loved it. I loved the students. I love being back on campus. I've always been connected to Bentley. My dad's worked there my entire life. I went to basketball camps there in high school. I went to undergrad. I went to grad there. And I miss it. But this, I haven't chosen this, but this is what I'm, this was the bigger purpose for me. I don't have children. I don't see that happening at this point. But. my legacy is going to be my impact on Massachusetts and possibly broader criminal justice. And what I did at Bentley and what I did at Fidelity can be easily, maybe Bentley not so

easily because teachers, you have freedom and subjectivity to turn a class into whatever you want to turn it into. But this is, like it or not, this is what I'm here for. and this is what my parents and my friends and my lawyers, this is why they went to law school. We're going to change. We've already changed things. Even if I was convicted, the change has happened.

People, even if that jury came back and convicted me, people who watched every day of that trial, or three days of the trial, know what they saw. They don't need a jury to confirm it for them. I would, I've read comments online when I've indulged against my better instincts that I'm going to let it play out. It hasn't been, I'm not going to, um, by this conspiracy. It's all up to the jury.

I've read many comments like that. Like let the, let the, let the, it's usually from the other side, the baddies. Let it, let it play out. Um, this is for a jury to decide. Like, what a narrow minded way to go through life that I'm going to let a jury. tell me? I mean, it's one thing if you don't watch it, then I guess the jury is the next best thing. What is their opinion? Juries tend to be reasonable. But read the filings. Watch the witnesses. What are you going to, you're going to let someone else make up your mind for you? That's

like having someone else tell you who should be president. Well, I didn't vote for this president, but that's who the majority says. So that's who it should be. It's, those comments are, it's just a cop out. Yeah. It's a way to not address the elephant in the room. Would you ever be a lawyer? Like, would you ever become one? Never. Never. Never. Never. I feel the system is too broken and I'm too old. I think if I were younger and I had more energy. And I hope our law clerks, who we were so blessed to have, which was a brainchild of Alan Jackson's before the first trial. Like I, I'm running out of money. I've got a house. And then I'm, I'm out. And then I just have to hope the charity of others gets me there. And he said, well, I've got an idea. Let's see if there's any law students.

Got the best universities up here. Let's see if any third-year law students want to help. And we just got a rush. David went to BC law. Allen went to Harvard. And we had a week of interviews. Zoom's. David and I interviewed.

Each law school sent out a wanted email. Oh, my God. David and I did the BC interviews. Alan and Liza did the Harvard, and we probably did about 40, and that was all that we could have taken more, probably did 40 each. And we each picked our favorites.

And then I think we each, then we kind of convened on the others. And my pick, so I interviewed the Harvard, the BC, my number one pick from the jump was Evan Wolk, who ended up working on the trial the most for us. They were all great. And then towards the end of trial, Evan had a contract to work at a big firm in the seaport.

And I said, I would love for beautiful work with Alan. Like, because he just admired, he and Alan got on and Liza, the three of them. Like, there was a real, Alan and Liza have a great complimentary dynamic. And Evan just fit right in. And I kind of engineered it. I would talk to Evan privately, and then I would talk to Alan. And now Evans with Alan. Alan and Liza interviewed the Harvard students, and we ended up choosing four or five.

Among them was the editor of the Harvard Law Review. She's no longer she's graduated, but Sophia Hunt, she was kind of our leader of the interns, like the conduit between the interns and Liza, who was managing the interns. But we could not have done what we did in the second trial with a whole new prosecution, new witnesses, trying to keep out that the voir dire and the Daubert hearings, which we did not have the first trial, it took us three days to get Dr. Russell qualified to testify in trial two. This is after she's already testified in trial one,

I had to fly her up here for three days of hearings. Same with ARCA. I can't remember if we had to voir dire or Daubert, Dr. La Pazada, but every witness that Brennan could challenge, every expert he did. and we could never have handled that. We did not have the bandwidth without these law students. I mean, they would sleep at the hotel on couches in our rooms.

They'd wear the same suits the next day. I mean, they were indefatigable and just a total, total lifesaver. They become like family to us. They helped save my life. And I didn't know them one minute and hopefully, you know, I know them forever now. Did you guys have a group chat? We did. We called it the, I don't know if you heard the name for the ARCA witnesses.

They were called Crash Daddy. Crash Daddies. Our group name for the 30-year law students was Crash Gratties. Oh, my God. Because they all graduated. And one of our interns was getting married, graduating, and moving to Chicago to start her job all within like two weeks. So they were all one, Sophie, who is like a little, more like a daughter to me, I guess. but I treat her like a little sister.

She hasn't graduated yet, but the other eight have all graduated. So our group thread, that lot, I think is me with the eight of them or the nine of them was Crash Gratties. That's so good. Speaking of,

have you seen the clip where it appears that Auntie Bev, it appears from social opinion that she's checking out Crash Daddy? Have you seen that? I have to show you later. Okay. I've seen that.

It's played in slow motion, which anything in slow motion, That's how you get Exhibit A is pausing things at the wrong time. She seems too self-conscious of a woman to have done that knowing she was on camera. But what you're referring to, I have seen. You're going to stay in Massachusetts forever. No, God, I hope I don't have to stay much longer in Massachusetts. Where do you want to live?

Anywhere but Massachusetts. 49 other states. Yeah, anywhere. I could be in the middle of the woods. I could be on a farm, I could be on the water. I don't care. I care who I'm with. I don't want to see another Massachusetts state trooper.

I don't care if they're reformed or under a different colonel. I have taken too many shots at law enforcement to feel protected by law enforcement. Although we have had many positive experiences, I hope law enforcement that supports me or at least believes me in Massachusetts understands what has happened to me

at the hands of law enforcement and why I feel the way I do. My grandfather, my mother's father was a police officer. Obviously, John was a police officer. I am not anti-law enforcement, but I have had many, many members of law enforcement

abuse my rights and lie. And that's as far as I'll go. And I can prove that they have lied. I hope the good law enforcement knows why I feel the way I do. But I don't feel safe in Massachusetts. I don't feel that the politics are safe. It's not that those problems don't exist everywhere else.

But I don't want to be a lawyer. I don't want to see any more of the law. I will try to make change in other ways, but the legal system just feels so broken. I look at my lawyers and I just think, what made you go into this? You're just such an underdog. You're battling the resources of the state,

sometimes with the defendant that can't even make bail. And then how do you hire the crash? crash daddies and La Pesada and Dr. Russell and the government can go with a blank check to aperture and spend hundreds of thousands of dollars and pay a special prosecutor hundreds of thousands of dollars. You want to make change but not get into a lot. Where do you see yourself like in five years where would you hope your life to be? I hope within five years we've written the book, which I think will take longer. I'm not even, I can get there if I have to, but I'm not even in the headspace to start

regurgitating and reliving all this. I would and I need the money, so I'm, I'll do it when I have to start doing it. But I think the easiest thing I can do is just keep telling the story. there are so many facets to this that the public doesn't know just because there hasn't been, I mean, this is my first real interview. There's so much of what is entailed in this fight that you know more about this case than average, partly because it's played out twice and it's about to be played out in a different form a third time, but what it takes to mount a defense to even stay somewhat competitive to the prosecution, I think the details, the financial costs, the sweat equity, what these lawyers have to sacrifice, it's amazing anyone's acquitted. It really amazes me. And my case was easy to prove. My case was logical. If it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck, it's a duck. And we still were met with just such a fight from the government that I've paid taxes to. And they, they, through,

everything at me that they could and didn't come close. I think the public needs to know, they need to be more careful. They need to know their rights. They need to know not ever to speak to law enforcement. Unfortunately, we can't cooperate the way we would think we need to because if God forbid this goes south, it will be used against you in a court of law. It will be, it will be manipulated against you in a court of law. It will be taken up. out of context against you in a court of law. We're trying to put together this YouTube channel, Alan and I. And I read a couple comments.

Like I'm done hearing from Karen. What does she have to it? I can tell you what it's like to be a defendant. And I can tell you what it takes to be the system. It's a lot more than what you think. I've lived now six months, three continuous at a time, with my defense team, with my defense team, with ancillary members of the defense team,

with law students. We had a documentary crew with us at one point. It's emotional and trying and exhausting. And there's a lot of choreography and personal management, I'll call it, to walk into court looking how we looked every day and to be cohesive. And I had three men in their state. 60s from three different firms, very seasoned in their careers, all having spent time as

prosecutors. And then Liza made partner along the way also experienced with her own opinions. We don't just show up and put Kelly Deaver on the stand. Everyone has their own experience and therefore their own strategy and their own way of doing things. And they all fall on. me to break the tie. It's very, very trying. It's why I feel this crash from trial because it wasn't just sitting there and trying to keep my emotions in check, which sometimes I didn't do a very

good job of. It was what was happening. Honestly, trial sitting there was oftentimes easier than having to go home. The worst nights, the worst moments of trial at times were Monday and Tuesday nights where we just had a grueling day at court and some big witness is coming on Thursday, or worse, we think a big witness is coming Thursday, but Brennan hasn't finalized the batting order yet. So it could be the children are testifying on Thursday, or it could be Buknik or it could be Tully, one of the four. I mean, that's how it goes. That's the dirty pool that's happening is we are finding out sometimes within one day's notice who was going to testify. We were told that, now I can't remember her name, the dog DNA expert from UCal Berkeley,

she was on the witness list. We were told every Friday when the judge would call us up at sidebar and say, what are the plans who's coming up next? We were told every Friday she's coming. She should be coming this week. We're trying to make travel arrangements. She should be coming. She never came.

and we have our own opinions about why she didn't testify. But it wasn't as if we had this roadmap of trial and we had some time to plan. We, for example, did not know if we could call ARCA until trial had already started. So Judge Canoni told Alan the morning of opening statements in trial two that she had not made up her mind about ARCA. and he was therefore disallowed from mentioning ARCA in his opening statements. So that meant Hank Brennan presented his case, and you're going to hear from Aperture, ladies and gentlemen, and two PhDs, oh, oh, that's right, Shannon Burgess lied about his degrees.

One PhD is going to tell you that that car backed up at 24 miles an hour, 62 feet, and it spun him around like a top, and he fell in practice head open. then we get up to give opening statements, and we've got the federally contracted ARCA PhDs who've done all this work, and we've had them now for a year, and we can't mention them. So if jurors were paying attention, they'd say, well, wait a minute. So the prosecution has a physical reconstructionist who's going to tell us that car damage that body, and that body damaged that car.

But Reed doesn't have, why, they can't prove it? So they go into trial thinking, I don't think Reed can physically prove that this didn't happen. This is Canoni handicapping us. So she said to Alan, the morning of opening, you have 10 minutes. I have not ruled on ARCA.

And Alan said, Your Honor, it's in my opening statement. I can't not talk about. There arguably are two most important witnesses. And she said, you have 10 minutes to sit at the table and edit your opening. And she gave him exactly that. I've never seen Alan. And I've seen him in different states of pressure.

This was unspeakable what she was putting him through. And he is so choreographed and fastidious and meticulous. And everything flows. It's not a stream of consciousness. It's something he's worked and massaged. And he reiterates themes as he goes through. He didn't just talk about ARCA once. He introduced them in the beginning.

There was no collision. There was no collision. There was no collision with John O'Keefe. There was no collision. There was no collision. There was no collision. There was no collision. There was no collision.

And then he goes into detail throughout. That all had to be excised and still flow. These are, these are fights that we were made to endure that we shouldn't have that, and it was something like this multiple times a day of, of this magnitude. So I think long, long answer your question about the next five years. I, even just for therapeutic reasons, I want people who care to know to know everything that happened. You're still fighting. So, you had the two trials, but now there's a civil fight. There's multiple civil fights. How much is that going to cost? My biggest expense is logistics. So because the amount of work required is just so

vast. I mean, it took three different firms, Yenetti, DLA Piper, where Bob was from, and worksman Jackson for two trials. We didn't even make it through the first time around we had to do it again. And now I currently have three civil trials happening. I have the O'Keefe Wrongful Death Suit in Plymouth County, Massachusetts. I have my suit against Canton PD and Massachusetts State Police in Bristol County, Massachusetts, both state. And now I have the federal with the Alberts, McCabe's, Higgins, Proctor, Tully, and Buknik. So that's three. Allen is still one of my attorneys. I am not currently compensating Alan,

but I do pay for all the travel and logistics. I have paid modestly so far, she and Finney, but the amount of work they've done on a billable hour rate is already astronomical. I mean, they're doing something robust for my case, as I sit here right now. They're amazing and there's three of them. And they're all, just like Allen's firm,

they're all complimentary. They work together for a reason because they're good together. The worst is over. I am used to fighting now. If any party to this thinks this is inflicting pain on me, you don't understand what I've been through and what I've survived and what I can handle.

And you don't understand what's going on and what more is about to be revealed. I mean, we were hamstrung in our opinion badly at trial. There's more evidence and there's more of a story to tell. And it has to be done. We have to finish this. It's why Alan is still involved. It's why Damon, who was, he was my parents' attorney

throughout the last year, but it's why Damon wants to be a part of this civil suit as well. But we have a lot, we have a lot more to do. And luckily, we know this case so well. So many of us know it so well. It's just a matter of understanding civil law

and how this all has to play out. And it's even more tedious than the criminal court. And I know you have a civil fund set up. I'm going to leave that in the description for people to support. I think it's interesting because there is kind of this narrative that like you got a book deal. You have all this money from the documentary, which we're finding out is not true. You sold your house. We do know that's true.

You lost years of your life that you could have been working. You lost your careers. You used up your savings. You cashed out on your retirement. You sold your treadmill. I did so. Who said that? It was in an issue.

Did I say that? Yeah. I didn't see that. I did saw my treadmill. I think I gave it to my neighbor. Did my neighbor take my treadmill? Yeah. I sold it to my neighbor.

My neighbors were lovely. They were a young family and they had a baby in the middle of all this. It was funny because I would not like a creep, but I would watch them out the window. My bedroom faced their house and I would hear the little baby that was born. born, I want to say their baby was born in the winter of 2022. I would hear the baby outside and think, what a juxtaposition that I'm going through this in this house and they're the, and they're so lovely, my neighbors, my old neighbors, and they're starting this family and when they bought the house, I don't even think they

were married yet and they're growing. The firstborn's getting bigger and it didn't make me sad. It was like life is always starting fresh and life is, it's not always happy. It won't always be happy for them, but it is, there are always, there's always another moment of happiness, even if there's, there's tragedy in it. But, yeah, I've, I have not made anything, not a dime. I don't have a movie. I don't have a book.

When I do, you'll know. And there are, there are obstacles even to that. A book, my understanding is we, if we are authors, we could be given some, some to write the book, almost as if we were taking a sabbatical to write this book. With a movie, what I'm learning is someone like me who would be selling her life rights for the movie. I wouldn't really be able to monetize that until the movie is actually in production, that my rights are actually, it's like a stock option. They're actually going to be, the rights will actually be exercised.

So, no, I live, I love my parents. But I don't know that the three of us need to live together until the end of time. I'd love to live with them in a bigger house with what we can spread out. But no, obviously, if I'm making millions or even hundreds of thousands of dollars, ask the people who live on Country Hill Drive in North Dayton. That's where I live. And I'm lucky I have them and I feel safe. And I'm getting, I'm lucky I can enjoy my parents at this.

age and we don't have this trial over our heads anymore, but no, I'd like to be, I'd like to be doing things. I'd like to regain some more strength physically. I'd like to, I don't know that I like to travel right now, but I'd like to be somewhere with the people I love. And I haven't been able to because I don't have the resources. I have had some very generous people help me in small ways and not so small ways celebrate. I've had people open their homes to me and my family and really enjoy life for a few moments. People that owed me nothing. I've gotten a lot of offers I haven't taken, but, and I've got a lot of work to do.

wherever I go, I can't really just unplug, but I don't, I haven't made any money. I haven't made any. If you can find an example, if someone has a receipt, by all means, and I'll answer to it. They can send it to you, and I will answer to that. Speaking of money and movies, you're not making any money from the Amazon Prime movie with Elizabeth Banks. Is it Amazon Prime? Elizabeth Banks, I thought was Hulu. Oh, Hulu. Okay, yes. to do with that. Okay. And so I am not making any money. I will not be making any money from that.

The new Lifetime movie. So I just heard about that yesterday. I refreshed my news feed and I saw the announcement from Lifetime and it's funny. The actress, I actually saw a still, apparently this is done. They've filmed this and it's coming out in January is, I think what I read. It's on their docket for January and the actress Katie Cassidy, her father, David Cassidy, he was on a show in the 70s called The Partridge Family and it was a band. Have you heard of the Partridge family? It was like in the Brady Bunch era like Bell Bottoms and kind of poppy, catchy music. And it was, they were a band and they also had a TV show and he was like a teenage heart throb. They used to call him. And he had a brother, I think the half-brother, Sean Cassidy, who was also in a band in the late 70s,

they were in a Broadway play where they played brothers separated at birth, and one went one side of the tracks, and one went the other in London, and they reconnected, unbeknownst to them, and became best friends, and then found out they were actual brothers. And it was an amazing musical. It was in 1995 that I saw this play with my family, and David Cassidy was a star, and I was talking to my dad last night and I said, who would have, I was 15 in 1995, who would have thought that we're in this little,

it's called the music box theater right off Broadway in Midtown Manhattan, who would have thought that that, I guess David Cassidy was maybe in his 40s at the time that his daughter would play me in a movie. So I feel some kinship. I've seen her in a remake of Nightmare on Elm Street. That is the best version. I've seen of that movie.

If you're in the horror movies, it's good. That's all I know about it. I have nothing. I didn't even know it was happening. I will not be seeing any. If they want to send me some money, I'll gladly take it. But I didn't know anything about that. You hear that lifetime?

If this is getting the story out, get it out. It's compelling. It's a moment in history. I don't blame these people for making these movies. But I will say, I have gone through a lot of pain. and lost a lot. And you're telling my story to make money and you're not involving me.

How much will people take on my coattails and not show any economical appreciation? So I wish these people look in their endeavors, but I hope they know what I've lost for them to tell this story. I know that you guys are working on the YouTube show, but if we were to end it on a lighter note, if I were to summon you with a magical spell, you have to pick five things or objects that speak to you. What would you pick? Five things are objects that speak to me.

Well, one easy one would be rosary beads. I'm religious. I don't pray as much as I should pray. I should be praying many times a day, and I do not. But when I was in jail both times, I prayed the rosary without my rosary beads over and over. I actually used it to help myself keep time because I know it takes me 15 minutes. I have many. I have a friend who actually gave me rosary beads that were made with yellow roses that were on John's caskicks.

I was not at John's funeral, but she grabbed a handful of petals and made me rosary beads. so those are very precious to me. I had someone, um, this is something that was just recently. It's not in my possession, but it means something to me. And I'd like to get my own copy.

Alan had a renowned, a courtroom artist in Los Angeles. I believe she's retired now. She just goes by the first name Mona. She did a courtroom sketch, um, which is fascinating. It's like, looks like a mix of watercolor and like pencil. And it's Alan in great,

detail. It's very small. It's Alan. My parents are behind him. Jen McKay, Brian Albert and Colin Albert. It's during closing argument are in the O'Keefe's gallery. And I'm turning around looking at Alan. And it was amazing. I asked Alan if we can please commission her to do one that that I can keep. I've gotten like so many photos as a photo that someone took in the courtroom. There's two. It's not really the photo, but it's that moment that I would never remember with the clarity without the photo, but there's several of me kissing my dad that are just perfect. And then there's one hugging my parents. I know a gentleman named Greg Durr, D-E-R-R-R as a photographer. I think he's just part of the Associated Press or he works for the Boston Globe, but he's really

commemorated some amazing moments. But there's one where I'm hugging my parents after the verdict. And my hair is kind of pulled tight and I've got my, and my fists are like, this and I'm hugging and I just know exactly I know exactly how I felt there's a couple photos of my dad and me that don't even I kissed him every day and my mom so I I don't remember specific that moment but hugging them after the verdict I remember um other than that there aren't there aren't many objects that mean much to me I've I've learned to become more transient less sentimental through this process because I mean I had a a high house that was big for me, that I filled with things that I collected and art. And luckily,

I gave a lot of it to a cousin of mine who I know is going to look after it. And I actually hope he keeps it all, because I love him. But I'm not too attached really to anything physically anymore. When your freedom is on the line, none of this material stuff, you could lose it all. And it all has a monetary value. My treadmill had a, granted it was not used very much, but none of it means anything. So I don't have too many objects. There's photos. I don't even know if those count, but I don't have too many physical objects that mean all that much to me. No, but those are like the best ones, the ones you just said. I really hope. Don't listen to those people. I really hope that we hear a lot more from you talking about your own case yourself. We're going to look for

to the YouTube show. I think it's going to hopefully come out around the time this comes out, hopefully. We are going to be having a YouTube channel launch, hopefully in January 2026, The Read Files. The Read Files. I'm going to link it. That'll be Alan Jackson, Nick Rocco is going to host, and I'll be there on The Read. Okay. And that's the round.