Sense of Soul - God, Jesus, Mushrooms and Saints

Episode Date: February 10, 2023

Today on Sense of Soul is the beautiful soul, Scarlet Ravin, she is Alchemist dedicated to Divinity. She is the CEO of White Fox Medicinals™️ which has been serving high vibratory organic medicine products, from herbs, cbd, cannabis and psilocybin to people since 2007 and is full of tools for returning to wholeness. Scarlet has a powerful voice and enjoys public speaking while she allows higher wisdom to come through for all as well as one on one sessions to hold space for others to come back to a state of wholeness, happiness and internal sprouting joy. Scarlet’s online friends course called Curandera Eyes is geared towards ending the suffering for you and everyone else in the world. Developing compassion. Strengthening your healing gifts and training your mind to see as a healer see’s. This is a comprehensive 8 week course going over major focuses and personal practices of a Curandero.  This online course hosted by Scarlet and White Fox Medicine, a full spectrum herbal wellness portal that serves your healing needs as well as providing prayers and emotional support.  If you want to walk through this world serving others, you will LOVE this course. https://whitefoxnectars.com/curandera-eyes-online-school/ Learn about Scarlet’s ranch and her future vision! https://www.starwalkerranch.com Learn more about Scarlet and her many books and healing medicine at the links below: https://www.scarletravin.com https://whitefoxnectars.com Follow her journey on Social  Media: IG @whitefoxmedicine Visit Sense of Soul at www.mysenseofsoul.com Do you want Ad Free episodes? Join our Sense of Soul Patreon, our community of seekers and lightworkers. Also recieve 50% off of Shanna’s Soul Immersion experience as a Patreon member, monthly Sacred circles, Shanna mini series, Sense of Soul merch and more. https://www.patreon.com/senseofsoul Thank you to our Sponsor  KACHAVA, Use this link for 10% off! www.kachava.com/senseofsoul

Hello, my soul-seeking friends. It's Shanna. Thanks so much for listening to Sense of Soul Podcast. Did you know that as a member of Sense of Soul Patreon, you get ad-free episodes? You will also be able to join me in our monthly live circles, listen to my mini-series, and much more. And you will also be helping support this podcast so that I can continue to bring you inspiring episodes twice a week with amazing guests from around the world. You can also show me some love and rate, review, and subscribe from wherever you're listening. Now go grab your coffee. Open your mind, heart, and soul. It's time to awaken. Today we have with us the beautiful soul Scarlett Raven. You may remember her as she's been on Sense of Soul before.

Scarlett is an international best-selling author, an alchemist, and teacher dedicated to divinity. She is also the CEO and founder of White Fox Medicinals, which has been serving high-vibratory organic medicinal products from herbs, CBD, cannabis, to psilocybin. Scarlett has such a powerful voice and I'm so excited to have her back on. She allows her higher wisdom to come through for all. And she's joining us to tell us all about her new online comprehensive eight-week course called Curandera Eyes, which will help her students develop compassion, strengthening their healing gifts, and training your mind to see as a healer sees. And Scarlett is joining us from her ranch in Nebraska called Star Walker Ranch, which I can't wait to hear about that as well. And so it's such a pleasure to

have Scarlett back on with me again. Hey there. Hey. How you been? I've been good. How are you? Last time we talked to you, you were just moving. Yeah. From Colorado. So I'm settled in New Mexico and I love it. I love my ranch. It's a little further from my parents than I wanted. So I'm actually going to sell this place in the spring and try and buy a horse ranch. I want to be like an hour, an hour and a half from them because since I've moved here, they've had some major medical stuff go on. And I, because I have all the horses and animals, I can't just like take off and spend the day with them. So it kind of became this challenge that I didn't really think about before I moved. And when I bought this place, Colorado ranch prices were like through the roof and I couldn't even afford anything. Right now the market is like totally

flooded and everything's affordable again. Are you thinking about coming back here? Yeah. Yeah. So cool. Well, I mean, I'm sorry that you're having to go back and forth and you've been shuffled around from different States with all of your animals. Yeah, that's okay. I learned a lot.

Yeah. I'm glad I came here. I've wanted to live in New Mexico my whole life and so had I not done this it would have stayed like that itch you know yeah right yeah yeah yeah and I scratched the itch and I'm like that's cool and now it's family time and you know right it's there I'm I'm realizing the era that they're in and I don't want to get more settled further away. I'd rather just take care of it now and get closer now than get, get my roots any deeper out here. Right. Yeah. Cause I know it's, you know, yeah, for sure. I'm totally dealing with my mom. She just lives up the street now. Good Lord.

But she was actually going to be here at 11 30 to walk my dog so I'll probably have to mute for a second because my dog will bark like crazy they love her so much but yeah because she's the only one that really takes them on a good walk our my kind of walk is like to the mailbox and back and her walk is like a real walk yeah so my dog is like, they're like so excited. Yeah. So what do you have going on now? Yeah. So, I mean, I used to do a lot of YouTube talking, you know, just to share awareness stuff and help people evolve. And then since I got out to the land out here, I didn't want to say anything to anybody. And I think it's because I was evolving so quickly. I didn't have my bearings, but I just reached this place that I've never really been at before in my life. And I wanted to share it with people. And so I was getting a flatbed full of

wood for my fireplace and I was driving back home and I just had this idea of this online school where I could take, because I've been studying for like 20 years and I've done every certification. I can consolidate everything in eight week intensive. And anyone that was curious about becoming a healer themselves or like how to experience joy in the middle of suffering, all of that's available to us. And then I got to this place in my own evolution where it's like all of a sudden my life turned into this joyous existence naturally where I'm not having to try or heal anything. And I get to experience life living in harmony with animals. I move really slowly. I think my environment is conducive for joy. Like it's, it's easy to be peaceful when you live on this much land only surrounded by animals. And like my job is I work with plants and I send out plant medicine to people. So my job's super

mellow, but I just reached this place that I've never really been at before in my life. That's kind of happened to me over the past year. And of course I don't live on land and with animal, but something happened over the past year with me. Like, well, I started doing the Russia, like that frequency machine, honest to God, like that frequency, because it's like scalar energy, right? There's like this field that created around me. I realized that there's like this field that created around me I realized that there's stuff outside of it but yet it's so far I can't see right but like in this like I feel like I'm on like a ranch in Nebraska or yeah it's very interesting but within this space is a balance that's not conscious either and And my vibration is really good.

I'm very present and I've been very creative and receiving a lot of things, having a lot of aha moments. Yeah. Wow. Wow. That's so cool. Thanks for sharing that with me. I didn't even know that that was out there.

Yeah. I'll send you. Cause it's like, it's free. That is so awesome to hear truly I'm just that's awesome so you know so I think that no matter where you go you can find that peace if you can find that calm in the storm 100% girlfriend 100% yeah yeah I mean it's everything that all of us are given is perfectly for our own little

jam, you know? It's so funny because the way you were describing it, I'm like, that's how I would describe. That is so awesome to hear. And I love hearing that it's happening in cities. For me, I have gifts with animals and horses that that's being strengthened in this environment. Whereas like other people's specific God given gifts aren't necessarily geared towards horses and ranching and you know, that whole type of a thing. So I think everyone's probably going to be given their own little specific scenario that's perfect for them. That's going to enhance their own little gifts in their own little way. Yeah, you're so right. So do you think that it's this time? Yeah, I do. I think it's, especially after hearing your testimony and like the testimony of my

friends and what's going on with them right now, everyone is feeling a levity in relationship to 2023. And like something really greatly did change over the course of these past couple of years, a bunch of shit got kicked up and now the dust is settling. And I think those of us that showed up and faced the shit, we're feeling the levity now. And we're, you know, we're, we're kind of reaping the benefits of putting the work in. And, and now to me, it's like, it doesn't feel like we're in the phase of there's work anymore. It's, it's like phase of just being and enjoying and where my, my existence was so focused on healing and fixing and altering and learning and absorbing and all of that doesn't even resonate anymore. Now it's just how can I share with others how I got here? Because where I am is fantastic. And if I can

shorten people's time of reaching this place of wellness, then I want to do that. So that was the whole point of developing the course was like, let me take 20 years of traveling the world and studying with everyone I could meet and consolidate it into this eight, eight week course where you can take over, over your own timeline, you know, so watch a video a night or watch one video a week, whatever you want and slow down yourself. So it's like do it at your own pace kind of self guided and you know I feel like that's what I did the same it's like after I've you know been a student to all of like amazing guests like you I feel like you know I feel like I've gone through college. Yeah. It's never ending too.

And yeah, it's been the same, you know, just that experience. But, you know, another thing that I discovered over the past year in working with that Rosher machine and studying the Gnostic Gospels is that all of these teachings that have come to us that we're creating are all ancient mystery school teachings. Yeah, yeah. Like all of these old, ancient, all this heresy, all the things that people were killed for in those first centuries. Maybe we're just remembering, right? Maybe we're, we've evolved into this life, me and you Scarlett, and all the other people who are trying, you know, to help people find their light within. Maybe we're just finally tapping into that memory of, you know, that time.

And it's also, it's, it's really simple. I mean, like Christ consciousness is that consciousness of pure love and pure kindness and pure compassion. And thinking of involving myself with God and then only acting in that way, only sharing love and sharing compassion and sharing kindness is basically the end game. And when you look at it like that, it's just this really simple little snapshot of someone being in the truth of love with themselves and everyone else. It's just how do you authentically do that emotionally if you're filled with trauma? And I think that that's when you graduate college. It's like when you do enough healing for an extended period of time and you raise your awareness to understand the big picture, you get to this place of emotional purity.

And then it's like the most simple thing in the world, just be nice to people. Just love them like they're part of your own body because they are. And once that unity is remembered, like you said, it's just a remembrance. Then we have all simultaneously birthed heaven on earth. We're not living in a state of forgiveness because there's nothing to forgive anymore. And we're not living and healing anything because there's nothing to heal anymore. So I think people like you and I, and I'm sure

many others listening to this podcast are feeling this place of, and it's not finality in the sense that we're done growing, because if we're in a human body, we have a bunch of stuff to still work on, but we work on it with like a capsule of ease and grace. So it doesn't feel like work. It's just like some magnetic energy is pulling me through my own experience and I'm just observing it and becoming amused by it. And I'm no longer spending any energy to course correct or to fight or resist or like, I'm so saturated with being okay with the mystery of my life that I'm okay with being an observer of it. And then this spirit of the great spirit can move through me and be

like, let me show you how epic your life can be now that you've let go and you've allowed me to come in and reframe everything. So it's honest. Now all you get to feel is that honest truth, which is love. All we are is love. So it seems simple once you get to the place, but I would say the past 20 years didn't feel simple or easy or. it's not there like you can live all day outside of you all your whole entire life which i think a lot of people do and it's just the happiness is not there the love is not there you can't feel it outside of you you can only feel it in you and you know i think another beautiful thing that happens is that once you find that peace within you want peace without you know outside of you as well so you find it within and then all of a sudden you're like oh my gosh I care about this tree you know I care about this this earth this home

that I'm living on I care about my neighbors right even though they're dicks actually but I still care about them well I'm just being honest okay that's really naughty neighbors yeah but I would care about him if they needed me but they're just naughty but yeah you know everything that you heal within yourself you want to have that reflect in the world yeah that you're looking at you know what I mean you want to see see, you know, this earth cleaning up, you know, and being respected. You want to see people, you know, being treated fairly. Yeah. Unity, you know, but you have to find that within, you have to feel that way about yourself. whole week in the course where I'm basically talking about like a Kudandera is a medicine person, someone that walks through the earth and they're gathering medicine for themselves and others as they walk. So you have to train yourself to see the medicine in every situation where you're not really doing your job. And then I feel like when I'm witnessing the world, there's an

opportunity to remember values and what values are and how important they are. And starting with the baseline value of life is the greatest gift from above that we could have. That's the baseline. Like if people can remember that baseline and then operate from that place, there's not going to be any more bitching or moaning or complaining because they're going to be so happy that they just get to have a life and they just get to have an experience back to that, like remembrance baseline of that. And then reminding people of what values are. Integrity is important.

Honesty is important. Like compassion, kindness, all of these things. And let's start talking about these things again, because it's apparent in a large portion of our culture has forgotten these baseline moments that give you an opportunity to be happy. It's not about just kind of going your own way and doing your own thing. You're never going to feel that sense of eternal peace. But when you start cultivating yourself to be a part of the whole again,

and you enter into that unity, you can only do it if you have respectful ways of being. Okay. So walk, walk me through that because it really, what you said about seeing the medicine throughout, you know, throughout your journey and walking even like even daily. And it's moment to moment. And I don't think it's, it's humanly possible for a human to do it on their own.

Give me an example. Like, like give me an example. Here's an example. I just went through that was really challenging. So when I moved up here, I didn't know anybody. The population of my town is 160. And I was blessed to find a truck at the post office that had a sticky magnet on the side that said handyman. And I was like, oh my gosh, best blessing ever. I had so much things that I needed help with and I wasn't a rancher yet. Like no one had taught me how to use tools. So this dude shows up and he's not just a guy coming for money. He wants to teach me my own handy woman independence. So he's like doing jobs

for me while simultaneously showing me what tools to buy so I can then do it myself after he leaves. And he's we become fast friends for my company, White Fox Medicine. He builds me this 1900 style medicine wagon trailer that I tow behind my truck and I side vent out my herbals. So we ended up being together for about five months intensive building this totally dreamed up vision trailer. Right. And this guy healed so many parts of me because he was so devoted to my own self-improvement. We, you know, we were like family. he's got a lot of health issues. He's in his late seventies and he's always in a lot of pain. So it's also really hard for me to work with him. Cause I'm like, it's hard to watch an old guy struggle and always be in pain. Like you don't want that for him. I found out about 10 days ago that he just died and it happened. Like I chatted with him. Probably we didn't have any more jobs together, but because we were friends, we were chatting

three times a month. And so I called him just to chat and his wife picked up and was like, oh, I'm so sorry. I have to be the one to tell you this, but he had passed. And so I'm sharing this because there's obviously an entire string of beautiful memories between Dave and I that are blessings beyond blessings to have those types of moments with someone where both people mutually care about each other and love each other and want to help each other. And I can no longer connect with him on the physical plane. So I had a shock, like a complete emotional shock. And then I felt numb for a day. And then the next day I had a lot of grief and inside my grief was this sweetness that I had something to grieve.

And what happened when it came up was like, I was like, yeah, I'm feeling a lot of sadness, but it's, it's tethered to this infinite joy that I get, I got to have these moments with this person. Like I kind of felt the sensation that I had won the lotto. And to say that when I found out someone died was that my mind had been so fixated on finding treasures at this point. And I'm talking years of mind training I've put into my own existence. So my mind immediately captured that joy of I'm blessed. I got to have this time not everyone got to spend that time with Dave you know like an angel oh he was he was an angel that God put in my path to make me the rancher that I was and then he gave me a global score so I would always

be financially independent I mean this guy was like and, and then I did a cathartic. I wrote a letter to his wife that was like a deep sharing of the impact Dave really did have on me because I don't know the extent to what she knew. And once I sent that letter off, my emotional state was back to a no more grief. Like I feel like what happened was I went through something in a healthy present manner. You honored your grief. Yeah. I didn't attach to the grief and I didn't make stories about it.

And I didn't go into two weeks of not eating and like having a whole catastrophe happen from a life event. That's natural. So it's about giving yourself this mind training technique so that your auto response is you find the treasure. And while everyone else is bitching and moaning and suffering over their delusion of their own pain, you're able to say, you guys are missing it. Like this is a gift from God. Come here, come look at it. And so that the course is really about reminding people of like, you can walk through the world with this constant remembrance activated. That was such a good story. Heartbreaking, but what a blessing

he was to you. So even though it's sad that he left, but God just just you find this appreciation gratefulness that he was in your life for the short amount of time he was yeah yeah and if you think about it from like great spirits perspective which is how many people see the world is great spirit took that person back and the great spirit created that person so why are we going to sit here? Like we know better. You're so right. It's kind of like if I was to lend my son to the neighbor for a while and let him go and like shovel and do some work. And then he returned to me. Yeah. Maybe I liked him.

Maybe they would have sent him back. But you know what? Also, Scarlett, I love that you were talking about honoring your grief because this is something that came up with me. And actually, a girl that I just had on, Ellen, who she was talking about her medicine journey, because there's so many different awakenings. You and I had one this year. We're always evolving and leveling up and this grief process that actually kind of happens with the person you were a little bit like you almost have to grieve who you were and honor that too you don't want to get stuck on oh god it was so stupid for so long yeah or you know all right why did I stay with that guy for so long? Or, you know what I

mean? You can't like hold on to the mistakes. You have to look at them like medicine or like, you know, these blessings. And so, and I think that that's something that I wish that someone would have told me at the beginning that, that there is this grief that happens as you begin to shed the layers of those conditions. Yeah. Yeah. And it is excruciating. I've had like an ego death before, but I had a spiritual ego death that was excruciating emotional pain for like three weeks. And it was just about a little, probably a year ago now, when I started doing the Course in Miracles, which is like a year long course, the whole premise of the book is about surrendering to the higher power, surrendering back to God and allowing that to be the power that you move through the world with. But up until that point,

I had all of these preconceived notions of God and that it was attached to organized religion. And I abhorred all of that subject. So due to lack of maturity and wisdom, I threw the baby out with the bathwater. And then I thought, this is my world. This is what I'm going to do. And I'm going to create everything for myself. So when I started reading this book, it was like, no, you didn't create yourself. And so my spiritual ego was like, oh, that was like a stab to the heart. And then it was like, and you didn't, everything that you've accomplished and gotten and received in your life came from God, which was another stab to my spiritual ego. So I had, I knew that I wanted to do this book, this course, and I allowed myself to remember that these triggers are points that I need to love and absolve inside of myself.

So as soon as I surrendered to all of that pain of resistance, my spiritual ego was massive. The death was painful. So it died. And then I was this newborn innocent being that was able to allow these higher powers back into my life. And that's when I felt eternal joy for the first time. Whereas before, when I was in this whole esoteric realm of, you know, hearing spirits and doing channeling, which I still do, but I never felt a stable sense of peace. It was like, I'd had moments of peace, but then I'd have something else to heal that would come back up. Or I'd have, you know, moments of feeling really focused and creative, but then I would go through like two dead months. Now I am, I'm embodied in what I was striving for.

And it's just not happening because of anything I'm doing. I'm just getting out of the way finally, and letting these higher powers come through me. And up until like this point of awareness, I was calling God the universe. And to me now, God created the universe. So I wasn't even really resonating with the highest of high energies that I could. And when I say the word God or great spirit, that feels like I'm connecting to what created everything. And that's just specific to me. I would never push that on anyone. And I don't think Christianity is bad or good. I think that there's aspects inside of Christianity that are stellar and are incredible teachings. And then just because humans are flawed, a lot of it's been distorted. And so

people can't connect with the beauty of it because they're still saturated with the pain of what it's done to people. And the pain of what it's done to people is vast. I mean, it's not without reason that people are fearful of churches, you know, and then, and so that got me into studying Jesus because Jesus himself didn't want churches. He didn't, everything that was built around his teachings, he did not want to happen. So here you have these groups of people saying that they know everything, therefore they have the right to judge everybody. And why Jesus broke free of Judaism, Basically Christianity then got all messed up. So I studied Jesus independently, you know, like outside of the church and I study

saints outside of the realm of the churches. And then I feel like I'm able to be wise about gathering good information and not excluding because the faith inside of Christianity is a teaching that is it's exquisite. Have you studied Jesus's teachings in the Gnostic gospels? No. When you said that, I was like, I don't know about that. I studied his teaching a lot through the Aquarian gospel of Jesus Christ, but I would love to read what you found.

These were all hidden for a reason. You know what I mean? But they actually are more authentic than, you know, love to read what you found. These were all hidden for a reason. You know what I mean? But they actually are more authentic than you know, what we have in the Bible, because they've not been touched by hierarchy, right? But these books are from his apostles, not just Matthew, Mark, Luke, and John, right? There's also Mary Magdalene's gospel, there's Thomas, James, you know, John, I mean, there's tons of them. And, you know, they still speak of this similar stories, you know, of the New Testament. However, there's so much more. And Jesus was a fucking Buddha.

I mean, he was a Zen master. He taught an allegorical story. He was so wise. And I've never met this Jesus before. And I'm reading it. I'm like, oh, my God, we should have known about this guy. And Mary Magdalene was his sidekick, man. You know, not saying that they were married or whatever, but he respected her. I mean, think about it. She literally, he didn't go to freaking

Peter. He didn't go to his mother or any of them. He went to her, you know, when he resurrected. She was fucking important. Yeah. She needs to be honored. And I think that with the divine feminine rising right now, you know, she is like her voice is being heard. You know, you can read her gospel. It's amazing. You know, and then you just look at me and you right now.

We're able to speak openly about how we feel. And, you know, like neither one of us are trying to say that our versions are correct, you know, per se, but I mean, we have the freedom to do that. I really feel like since you're learning about Jesus, I feel like you'll really get to know Jesus. Yeah, I'm into it. I'm definitely going to read that book that you're sharing. I'm like you'll really get to know Jesus. Yeah, I'm into it. I'm definitely going

to read that book that you're sharing. I'm super into it. Yeah. I'll send you some stuff. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Jesus was a badass. He's definitely one of the main people that I look up to and want to live by. And I named the course Curaandera because a medicine person that has Native connections, it's like, okay for them to use the word God. And it's accepted and more in the Latin cultures and the Native cultures. And then where I came from doing my medicine work, if I were to have said the word of God in my medicine work in Northern California, everyone would have and no one would have talked to me and I would have been canceled.

And so there's like, when I first started surrendering to God, there was that whole piece of me that was like, yeah, there's going to be a whole chunk of people that won't be able to hear me anymore because I am embracing this next level of how I see the world because the word God triggers the out of people still. Because they haven't grieved yet. They haven't grieved the pain and the lies that was done through humans, not God, but through humans, lack of wisdom around God. So I've been there too.

Yeah. So I, and I have too, I know exactly what they're feeling. I came from the place what they're feeling. I came from the place that they're feeling. So there was that, you know, that whole piece of it, which just goes to show you, you're going in the right direction. Like the further and further you leave mainstream society. So for me, then, then what happened was I was super into God and I was super into learning all this stuff, but then the Christian community and the whole church community thought I was a witch because I dealt with plant. So then I got to this place where I was like, this is the most judgmental ping pong game I've felt in a long time. And when I started studying

about curanderas, I actually started having all of these like past life awakening dreams where all of these new skills were coming back into my consciousness. And it was this merging of my totality that made sense to me that I was like, I resonate with God. I resonate with angels. I resonate with teachings from the Bible, not all of them, but like you said, we have to be wise about what we're actually intaking. And then I also believe plant medicine, plant journeys, utilizing things from the earth. And it's because God made them. They're not adultered by humans.

Did you know, because I didn't know this, but what I had on like a year and a half ago or so, Rabbi Harry Rosenberg, and he shared with us that, like, in the Old Testament, when they were actually telling their stories, a lot of them were hallucinations. I didn't know that. I didn't either. I was tripping. I was like, wait, are you telling me that the Bible is, like, a bunch of hallucinations? He's like, well, yeah. And I was like, what? And he's like, well, he's like, and a lot of them aren't to be taken literally.

They're allegorical stories, which is exactly what are said to be in the Gnostic gospel. They weren't to be taken literally. So basically they would go into, so like if you were going to be like a, if you were a rabbi, you would take from the acacia tree. Wow. Which when you, and you would go into a cave by yourself, it would just smoke in there, you know, and you would sit there and like pray to God.

And then this acacia is a hallucinogen and you couldn't leave the freaking cave until the smoke was gone. And then you came out and you wrote that you had this amazing experience and you saw aliens and or angels you know which are the same and you know you had all these experiences yeah yeah wow i mean like wow wow yeah but how much sense does it make i mean that's just rational sense to me. If we have these plant medicines that literally expand our conscious awareness of understanding and getting close to God, how could it not be a part of the whole, right? I mean, for they've always

done this. They've always done it. So you're right. Because at the beginning of this, you were like, we're basically just circling back to like 10,000 years ago or 2000, whatever. But we are, we're doing a massive circle back. And it's like, people think that with the whole guise of technology, they're allowed to market this belief that we're evolving. However, technology is devolving humanity and everyone that's super saturated in it is losing their minds and their stability and then the people are getting away from technology and going back to the roots of nature are the ones that are like evolving actually evolving you know yeah because the emf i mean all these things i think have been designed to absolutely keep us small and brain dead basically. But can you imagine, I mean, they always think, you know,

especially at church. I mean, I don't know if these, these people know this, but I mean, the rabbi knew this, they were totally going on ceremony journeys with plant medicine, you know, and Jesus was Jewish as well. So he was probably doing it too. Yeah. The church communities that I know around me, and you know and Jesus was Jewish as well so he was probably doing it too yeah the church communities that I know around me like if they even find out you smoke pot they won't ever talk to you again you know you live in a town that's 160 people just saying I just said no people out there governmental programming and then they're just the parrot to it. Like, no, pot's bad, pot's bad. It's like, why? What independent research have you done to come to that conclusion?

I read it in the paper in 1958. It's like, come on, humanity, we can do better. We can consciously upgrade ourselves and drop this external programming. And I did for New Year's Eve was, do you know that the series called the chosen? I've heard about it. I find it to be completely epic and awesome. Okay. They portray Jesus the way that I see Jesus. I don't take it. I'm like, Oh, it has to exactly aligned with the Bible and this and that. I don't care about that shit. I'm just like, it's entertainment. And they're portraying Jesus in a, in the way that I see him personally. So I like it.

So a few years Eve, I ate like a medicinal dose of my psilocybin chocolate that I made. And then I watched one episode and, and then after I watched the episode, I had my own little kind of ceremony about what I wanted the next year and five years to look like. And I did my own thing with the fire. But while I was watching this show on medicine, the amount of understanding and depth into the metaphors of what was being shared through the storyline, I understood. Whereas previous to that, if I wasn't watching it on mushrooms, it was an entertaining show. But all of a sudden I was like this Bible master. And I was like, I understand the depth of what they're saying. And, and every line, Jesus, isn't just saying what he's saying. He's saying 10 other things. So it was a bad-ass experience. Honestly, I was like,

wow, this is like, is allowing me to actually understand the Bible, which I have a hard time doing sober. Well, I mean, because you have a hard time forgetting what you were told that meant, because that's what I, you know, when I first read the Bible without like thinking about like what I was told to believe, and I just read the words, I was like, Oh my God. I mean, I couldn't get past the sixth chapter in Genesis when it says that the frickin angels laid with Adam's daughters. Like, holy fuck. This was not taught in frickin Sunday school. What? You know, I mean, the angels laid with his daughter.

I mean, like, that's a hybrid, right? Oh, they're called Nephilim. Never heard that word before. It's right there. I'm not, not past the first chapter. So I decided to, you know,

read it with new eyes, right? With awakened eyes. There's a lot of amazing things in there, but there's also a lot of craziness in there. I mean, I don't know if you've ever, you know,

picked up Deuteronomy. I mean, that shit is fucked up. You know, a lot of people say that it's because there's two different gods. There's El and there's Yahweh. And they're totally different, how they speak and the things that they do. And I think there's a lot of truth to that.

But no one important in the leadership is willing to say that this is true. Well, some people. I mean, Paul Wallace, I've had on. I mean, he used to be an archdeacon. And now he's on freaking Gaia talking about the same shit we're talking about yeah so go paul but yeah i mean you know and look at rabbi harry you know that i was telling you about i mean he's telling the truth because guess what gen z they don't want to hear nothing but the truth they are so over the bullshit they don't believe in all of it so if you're gonna at them, you have to bring them some truths.

I mean, just like you said, I mean, bring a Jesus that I can actually relate to. Yeah. Because that's what he was. He didn't hang out with all of the rich. He hung out with the poor fricking hookers and shit.

Well, not Mary Magdalene. But it's true. I mean, yeah, Amazon just put out the mother Teresa documentary and it's like that woman knew Jesus. Her life was framed around what Jesus was and did. And so she put herself in the ghettoest of ghettos and all of the crack addicted, pregnant, the two bombs and all, all of these people. I mean, there's stories in that documentary of her in the slums, in the scariest parts. I don't, I think it, I feel like it was Chicago or something and gang members are shooting at her

and the other sisters because that's the area they chose. And so these sisters are like, mother's recent, we can't be here. Like this is super scary, but it was one of the places where there were the most crack addicted pregnant mothers that were prostitutes. So she wanted to have a center in that area. And so Mother Teresa goes down there and she takes the sisters and she walks right up to the gang house where they're dealing drugs and they're shooting at the sisters as they're

walking up to the front door and no one gets shot. And she opens the door and she says, look, we're helping the women of this town. Is that okay with you? Will you stop shooting at us? And the presence of mother Teresa was that. So everyone's like, yeah, of course, like whatever you want. We're just, we'll stand out here and protect you. But I, but I, I feel like it's an important story because people are getting so caught up in the storyline of the, how, how do we control violence? How do we create unity? How, how, how don't even worry about the, how just cultivate yourself into that compassionate state. then your vibration is going it's going to mirror you entirely and so all the violence will stop all of the abuse will stop just because of

your presence that because the nature of the human soul inside of you inside of me inside of everyone it's all the same it's all the same material All we have to do is show up with a resonance that they recognize on a soul level, which they will, and then let go and let God and that person will awaken. So to me, it's super, super simple. And the more like when I got the idea for the online school, I was like, if everyone takes it, we're going to, we're not going to have people that are living in pain anymore. And it's not just obviously that they have to take my course, but if people start looking at the world this way and they start recognizing the power of connecting to the truth of love, that's it's the simpleness of point A to point B. It's like, there's nothing to even, there's no think tanks necessary. There's

nothing to solve all the hierarchy that you speak to that governmental body. It's all just a distraction from our own internal power. Like, don't even think about it. Don't even look at them. Don't give them the time. Just do you and know that you will actually overpower them by doing you. Yep, that's right. It's so true. Don't give them your power by, you know, trying to fight against them. You know what else? Have you ever heard of the story of the lady in blue?

No. So this woman, so she was in Spain. So Spain owned Louisiana. They went back and forth, Spain and France. So she was in Spain and she would just meditate. And they said she would almost go into like a trance. And then here in Texas area, there was natives that would all get together and they would do their circles and would go on journeys. And they would be visited by a woman in blue. And she would tell them that, you know, all these things and where she was from. She was from Spain.

And she was telling them about Jesus. They had never heard about Jesus. She was sharing stories with Jesus. And basically teach them in their circles. And she visited them for a very long time. They knew her as the lady in blue. And she would come out of her journeys and she would tell her sisters and everyone about where she had journeyed to, to these native people, but that they needed help because

they were being invaded. So she decided to go and tell the king of Spain, I guess it would be. And lo and behold like they actually made a connection they literally made a connection and proved that this actually happened like she had the king of spain do something and they went and helped these actual living people there but she was teleporting yeah to them teaching them in their circles i mean it was it's such a miracle story, but here's the sad thing. So she was sainted. She was Cantonized, but she had wrote about her

experiences, wrote lots of books and they were too esoteric. They were too woo woo. And so she was stripped from her sainthood and all of her books were banned and burned. Yeah. Yeah. Wow. That's an incredible story dude super incredible the lady in blue you gotta look her up it's crazy there's a there's another story that's almost exactly the same except for she didn't go into the sainthood part after but anastasia is a woman who lived alone naked in russia and where they used to do like lumber harvesting in Russia. And she would just sit around and like eat with the squirrels aid and all that stuff. But Russia is freezing. I mean, it's like 40, 50. So she's there like naked and she would just sit around and do meditations all

day to help people garden and have more fruitful crops. And so the gardeners would see her, but so there's a book series. There's like 10 books on it that are all written by her. There's a lumberjack that found her and actually got her pregnant and had a baby with her. And he's the one that wrote all the books. Oh my God. How long ago is this? I think it was early 1900s. Wow. Oh my God. I'm going to have to look that up. I even have goosebumps. That's amazing. That's crazy. I'm cold for her as well. The lumberjack was like, Hey, naked lady. Yeah. Yeah. Beautiful. I mean, that, that stuff is super real to me. That's the primitive stuff. But you're doing stuff like that too, Scarlett, you know, and, and that's kind of like what I

see in so many beautiful souls right now that it's not just unique to the lady in blue Anastasia's like I've met a lot of mother chorizos right I've actually met people today who are trying to spread their light and help other people like you are yeah it's the same it's an era of sainthood there's a book called the hummingbird's daughter which is about one of my favorite saints ever santa teresita and so i bought like 10 copies and all of my sisters that are stepping into their sainthood right now i send them all a copy of this book but it's basically it's it's removing sainthood from this pedestal that's hard to obtain and just letting everyone know that that's actually your truth. And this other bullshit of pain and suffering is the delusional lie. So it's not

far-fetched at all. It's the foundation of your own being. That's how distorted societal programming made people. They made them believe that it's normal to suffer and have pain. It's normal to be without. It's normal. And even parts of the religions that I've witnessed push those narratives. They push higher. Yeah. Like, well, you had to be a saint to be a good person. Yeah, exactly. Tell me about the saints that you were talking about. What was her story? Saint Teresita. Dude, this is amazing. This is the most amazing thing about saints. So like the story that you shared about the woman in blue, how they sainted her, canonized her, and then stripped her.

The part that I am not super into about these religious organizations is that it's almost like when they're in the human body, they somehow know more than God. And these women are not just women, but people like St. Teresita or St. Don Pedrito, they were both saints practicing actual miracles. And this is, it's all recorded. So you can read the story about her and it's in story format, but it's based on her life. Like there's also books that are just factual based on what she did and what Don Pedrito did. But when Mexico and the United States were drawing those boundary lines before they had become two separate countries, that's the location of where these two saints were. And they both got their Don in similar fashions, which means they were regular style

people that went through a serious physical trauma. So Santa Teresita, she got knocked out for three days. And then when she awoke, she had her dawn. And the dawn is the name for the spiritual gift, the ability to do miracles. And Don Pedrito had been thrown from a horse. He hit his face into a rock and he was unconscious for three days. And when he was awoke, he had his dawn.

So basically what it meant was that like dawn like dawn corleone dawn that's like yeah it's a slang term for saying you've been initiated if you have any ability to do christ-like miracles right so the other dawn and it's i don't know why it's called that so then the rest of their life is then like the only way they get to keep this spiritual gift, which means I touch you and you're healed. You come to me, you have faith in me. I touch you and you're healed. It's the same stuff as Jesus, but they're native healers. So they're also using their spit and they're using plant material and they're using mud and they're using massage and oils. And when I was reading about it, I was

like, this is the stuff I've been doing. Like I thought I made it up and I didn't. They're like, there's this whole group of other people that are doing the same stuff that I'm doing. So once I read about St. Teresita, then I wanted to read everything about all the saints from that area. And then I got into John Pedrito and the epic thing about this, which I, I want people to know about and have this in their healing toolbox is that just because someone is not on the physical plane doesn't mean you can't call in healings for them. So I was reading about Don Pedrito and from my time in Northern California, I had extreme levels of post-traumatic stress and it was because I was fire evacuated seven times. And so I thought that I like every time I left my house, I had this

irrational story vision that would go through my system. That was my animals are going to burn and die. And I was unable to leave my house and I left my house because I had to, but it was not comfortable and it was not comfortable for years. And this was just up into this past, like a past couple months ago, I discovered Don Pedrito and I, and I, I had a vision with myself and the spirit of him. And I said, I want you to prescribe me a remedy to heal this fear I have that came from that trauma. So I can leave my house and be happy about it. Enjoy exploring the world. Get my curiosity back. I don't want to carry this trauma anymore.

How do I heal it? And then I let it go. I laid my head down and I had a vision from Don Pedrito. And he said, you're going to eat a gram of psilocybin every night for three nights straight, and then you will be healed. And I thought, that's a lot of psilocybin. And then part of me was like, yeah, let's do like another remedy. Like, I'm not super into that one. I started getting into like, can I like, can I chat with him about changing the prescription? Can we negotiate about this?

There is no negotiating. So I had, I kind of had anxiety about it because I hadn't actually tripped out that hard by myself since the traumas. And so part of it, part of the remedy was being able just to let go and not have to control everything with my fear. And so I did it. I took a gram of mushrooms every night for three nights straight. And I do not have that fear anymore. And for someone that had been plagued

by something for like three years straight that I could not shake to be free of it. I mean, I felt like I lost a hundred pounds physically. I was just like, holy shit. Like I didn't realize how heavy I was carrying trauma, but that's the beauty of a saint, right? They're not gone. Like you can still connect with them and they can still prescribe remedies and it's still going to heal you. So I have a favorite saint too. It's Mother Cabrini. Do you know the mother Cabrini story? Well, it became close to me because I'm from

New Orleans, but I live in Colorado. We have a mother Cabrini shrine. It's amazing, right? The energy there is insane. We should meet there one day when you come back. I would love to go there with you. When she first came here, the Pope had her here in like the late 1800s it was like 888 or something like that she came here because kind of like covid like a lot of people were

dying a lot of adults were dying of yellow fever but children weren't so there were so many orphan children yeah so the largest population around that time actually people don't realize the italian population the largest was in new orleans was in louisiana they actually went there first and then they migrated to new york but so she was sent there and she opened up orphanages like in schools and stuff which they still have there and you can even go and see mother Cabrini's, her room where she was there, her Bible and all the things. And my mom and her sisters went to St. Mary's Italian in the French Quarter, and the elder nuns actually knew Mother Cabrini, and would tell them stories about

the miracles that she would, that, you know you know that happened like she would pray for you know food and you know be there so then it's interesting though because we're talking like not even like at the very beginning of 1900s this woman went from there all the way to california like tons of schools and orphanages i mean came, came through Colorado, you know, we have a shrine for her all the way back to the other side. I mean, I can't even do that today. How did she do that? Right. One little woman. I guess they had trains. I don't even know. You can go see her body. She is saying to be in Canton eyes. You can still see her body in Chicago. Wow. That's amazing.

What an incredible woman. She's amazing. What an incredible woman. She's Italian. She was from Italy. Very little. So, um, yeah, but I love story because I'm just like one little person who didn't even probably speak English very well. Yeah. Such a difference in the world. Yeah. Yeah. Amen. Right. Like let's start raising that bar. I see people walking around and it's like, oh yeah, I work this job because I have to like pay my rent. And it's like, can we have another story in people's heads of their greatness and how bringing they are at achieving their greatness and how it's everybody's birthright. It's not just sprinkled around to a few exceptional people. It's literally everyone. Like I pray that everyone will remember that one day that it's not specific to 10 people in the world, which is how it's

been portrayed to us. Yeah. It's flipped. It's actually abnormal for people not to be a saint yeah it's it's it's flipped it's actually abnormal for people not to be saints you know and then and then they've normalized that mentality for humanity and it's it shouldn't be special yeah it should be if you're not a saint then you're special because you're the odd one out you know like that's that's the imprint of the truth of our soul like part of my emotional spiritual practice went from surrendering and loving my emotions around my pain and trauma. And then when that felt like it completed,

now I surrender to the fear of my own greatness. And it's like I hit the ceiling and I got to this place where as I feel more light and more embodiment of my truth come in, I have to actively and consciously surrender to the fear of letting it in. And I feel it like ball up in my throat. And I'm like, I'm growing so big, I have to let so much more light in and I still will have a reaction of fear. And then I just surrender to the fear and then the more light comes in. But it's interesting how like previous was surrendering and cleansing the density. And now as I'm moving past a certain level, it's like now it's surrendering to let more of the light in. And just knowing that I have to consciously actively do that shows you how much resistance has been bred into humanity. Yeah, for sure. I know. I mean, it's a, it,

it is work because I mean, you can easily be brainwashed and just swept away in two seconds. There's so many things working against us. It's like you really truly always have to check in with yourself every day and have conversations like this to keep your vibe high and aligned and find those like minded people to talk to and take courses like yours. In fact, tell everybody about your course. Like, how long is it? You said it was self guided. And where can they find that course? So it's called Kudandera Eyes. It's a course that's going to teach whoever joins it, how to see the world, like a medicine

person sees the world. So there is eight weeks. There's six lessons per week. Each lesson has a 10 to 15 minute recorded video of me teaching the lesson. And then there's some copy. And then as you move through it, there'll be some initiations. Like we have an initiation into unity consciousness, um, an initiation into seeing with the eyes of God. And we have a whole week on plant medicine,

you know, how to relate to plant medicine, how to take it safely. So the whole syllabus, like every single lesson that I offer is on the website, curandereyes.com. And that's C-U-R-A-N-D-E-R-E-Y-E-S.com. When you sign up, you have access to this course material, which you can take as long as you want to go through it. You might want to do it in eight weeks and just cram and really change yourself and then do it for a second time and take your time, however you want to do it. And then you get a bottle of the Kud and Dada Holy Anointing Oil, which is made by White Box. So we'll get into like how to say prayers and anoint yourself and get into the blessing of yourself and others this is for sainthood right how to do miracles on other people oh my god i love it what's what's in that oil oh my gosh it's divine i basically took like jesus's

holy oil and then i modified it to and added my own kind of plant medicine ingredients. Olive oil, myrrh, calamus, cinnamon, castilla, and prickly pear seed oil. Wow. Oh my God. Smells amazing. It's earthy myrrh with like a hint of cinnamon. It's, it's, I put it on morning and every night. Wait, I I'm like where I need to order that now. Can I order it? Can I order it? Just think. Okay. Yeah.

White Fox, nectars.com that has all the white Fox medicinal products. You can also type in white Fox, medicinals.com. They both go to the same website, but that the holy oil, it just launched. So this is one of the first bottles,

but. Oh, really? I mean, I want it. Especially with practicing what we're practicing, you you know and saying blessings and saying prayers and then having a carrier oil for the prayers it's fun it's made my prayer time fun because I do it right there's the course it's eight weeks long and you do have a book you have a new book yeah tell us about the new book well the the two books

that people are going to get when they join this Tell us about the new book. Well, the two books that people are going to get when they join this course, aren't the new books. Okay. Psilocybin transmissions. Why Psilocybin is here and then follow the medicine awakening self-empowerment because I want people to read these books while they're in the course. And then I'll have a whole other suggested reading list as well. The newest book that I had is called In Love With God. It's a way for me to make that bridge between plant medicine and God and share with people that it's okay to say the word God. I know what it felt like when I cut myself off from the highest power available on the planet and it's painful. So I know where they're at and how they're feeling. So that book was a prayer

just to try and make a bridge for people of you can love God and you can do plant medicine and you don't have to be a Christian. And that's a revelation to certain people. Right. Anything else going on that you want to share? Well, I will be building a retreat center eventually. So the prayer with this course was that it would give people a taste of the medicine that I offer and the support that I offer and allow people to have access to that. And then praying that that helps to finance building separate living dwellings. So then people can actually physically come onto the property. I want people to be able to come and stay for a week and feel what it feels like to live this type of lifestyle where you're in a really rural setting surrounded by animals and you're working with plant medicine. And you're kind of going through that lifestyle for a week. So I want to be able to offer Kudendera eyes in person, do medicine horse workshops with people and show them how horses can heal them and really

incorporate all of my gifts into a concentrated week. So that's where I'm headed. When I look at like five years down the road, K't this online school is, is the part of the foundation for building that in-person retreat center. So that's where we're looking towards. And I have four beautiful, incredible medicine horses that do heal people and raise consciousness. I don't think people understand. Well, some people do, but it's not widely known that animals are spiritual teachers. A lot of people are like, no, there are pets and they're here for our amusement or our company, but they also have

this whole other side to them where they can upgrade you just all around, make you a better person, right? Like you're a better person because of your dog and your life. And my daughter's the type of person that likes animals more than she does humans. Yeah. So she'll love me. Will your retreat likely in the future? Do you see it here in Colorado? Oh, yeah. Yeah. No, 100%.

Oh, my God. I am going to help you in every way that I can. And I want to be a part of it. I want to join it. I'm at the mercy of your dream and your vision. Let's make it happen. You're faint in your own right. And, you know, you're own right. And, you know,

you're willing to share everything, you know, that you've gone through, and that you've learned, you know, just to help others. And I just think that that's so beautiful. Thank you so much for all your sweetness, girl. I feel the same way about you. It's a blessing to know you. Well, when you come back, let me know. And let's go like hit up mother cabrini it's a good hike anyways yeah i will for sure and now it's time to break that shit down whether you believe in god or not it doesn't matter but what is important is that you remember how loved you are and how cherished you are and how much the world needs you and your specificness that is you. So that to me is the most important

message behind everything we said is I pray that everyone knows how loved and important they are and really knows it every moment. Yeah. All right, Scarlett. I'm so glad that we connected. I love seeing you, girl. Thank you. All right. Take care.

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