Sense of Soul - Shifting Realities
Episode Date: March 29, 2024Today we have back with us, Kelle Sparta aka “The Spirit Doctor!” Bringing you no-nonsense wisdom and insight, in our new quarterly Sense of Soul Podcast special episodes called Kickin’ it with ...Kelle. She is a transformational shaman, podcast host of the Spirit Sherpa and an executive coach for spiritually-minded CEOs, Business Owners, Coaches, and Serious Spiritual Seekers. She is a life-long entrepreneur with many different types of businesses under her belt. She is a master manifestor using the Law of Attraction to create her reality, which is currently in Panama where she is living the dream. In today’s episode Kelle shares with us how to successfully exist within this shift that is happening collectively. You can find all of Kelle’s amazing courses, her retreat, her podcast and much more at www.kellesparta.com Watch her show on YouTube Kelle is one of Sense of Soul affliates in our Network of Lightworkers Affiliates program! When you work with Kelle you are also helping to support Sense of Soul Podcast! https://www.mysenseofsoul.com/sense-of-soul-affiliates-page Visit Sense of Soul at www.mysenseofsoul.com Do you want Ad Free episodes? Join our Sense of Soul Patreon, our community of seekers and lightworkers. Also recieve 50% off of Shanna’s Soul Immersion experience as a Patreon member, monthly Sacred circles, Shanna mini series, Sense of Soul merch and more. https://www.patreon.com/senseofsoul
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Within my car, I'm all alone.
But feeling good and feeling strong. Knowing that this path I'm on brings me to myself.
I'm driving. Wow, what a beautiful voice. And today on Sense of Soul, I have that beautiful
voice with us, Kelly Sparta, aka The Spirit Doctor. Kelly is no stranger to Sense of Soul. You may have heard her on many
previous episodes in our quarterly Sense of Soul special episode called Kicking It With Kelly.
She's a transformational spiritual teacher, the podcast host of The Spirit Sherpa. She's an
executive coach for spiritual-minded CEOs, business owners, coaches, and serious
spiritual seekers.
Kelly herself is a lifelong entrepreneur, a master of manifestation.
She brings no-nonsense wisdom and insight.
And definitely go check out Kelly's website, kellysparter.com, where she offers courses,
classes, workshops, free meditations, and also I've heard she's
got a retreat coming up soon, so go check it out. Kelly is also an affiliate of Sense of Soul and
also part of the Ethereal Network with me, a group of spiritual podcasts who all share the same
desire, and that is to raise the consciousness of humanity on the planet. But for now, please welcome my friend, Kelly Sparta.
Hello.
Hey, lady.
How are you?
Good.
How's it going?
Good.
What are you up to?
Oh, what am I not up to?
I know.
You're just like me.
I know, right?
My latest thing is that, so I've got two new
offerings that are out right now, the spiritual coach certification and where I'm teaching people
how to do my, teach my welcome to the woo program, which used to be the inner peace program.
And the, I also partnered with them. I do all the backend stuff for them. So I give them all the
marketing, do all the things, do all the onboarding, do all the systems, do all the newsletters,
do everything. Right. So all they have to do is market, sell and deliver. The, the other thing
I'm doing is the ascend elevate program. Okay. I'm doing a once a month program for spiritual
entrepreneurs, people who are doing psychic medium reading, you know, energy healing,
all of that teaching, coaching, specifically for those people. And it's once a month, we do a an
event, it may be a day and maybe five days and three days, that depends on how much I need to
get the topic done. And so I'm doing a year long program of that. We're two
months in right now. And so we're going to be rolling out a new one every single month for the
next actually 11 months, because I'm using the first one as a, as a trial giveaway for people.
Yeah. And so that one's $97 a month or $4.97 for the year. Wow. Right. Wait, but Kelly Sparta, what?
That is needed to help people. I needed to do it. You're like we're at desperate times. Okay.
I'm just like, I'm so tired of seeing people struggling.
Hmm. And you know, it's so tired of seeing people struggling.
And you know, it's so ridiculously expensive to do anything else.
So yeah.
Wow.
Okay.
I love that.
So I was listening to some of your episodes on Spirit Sherpa and I was listening to the remote travel or the remote viewing one.
I thought that was very interesting. I liked how you guys got into it because, you know, sometimes we think that kind of like when
someone does like your Akashic records, you think it's like they're an Akashic reader,
like only they do it. But like, we're like tapping into our Akashic all the time.
All the time. Yeah, absolutely. Yeah. Everything's out there to be had. I mean,
nothing is exclusive to one person
or you know, you can't get it or whatever. There are so many layers to the energetic world.
Yeah, so many different aspects to it. I just finished recording an episode on ascended masters
and master numbers and all that stuff, too. You know, there know, there are different entities and there are different energies
and there are different aspects of the astral
that you can tap into and they're infinite, right?
I don't know if you listened to the episode
on what is reality.
No, I didn't get a chance.
So I'm getting a lot of feedback on that one.
Holy crap.
So basically we were talking about the nature of reality
and what reality is. And the holy crap thing that they were talking about the nature of reality and what reality is and the
holy crap thing that they were coming back to me about is that in the episode i actually
opted out of reality for a moment whoa and i shifted my energy into multi-dimensional space
and out of physical reality and so while you can still see me, Jewel, my co-host, was saying, you were like, not, she said you were vibrating when you made the shift.
And then you stopped vibrating when you came back.
And I was like, well, that's cool.
I haven't gone back and looked at the video, so I don't know.
But she was looking at me on video going, oh, my God.
And I've had other listeners who were like, I could feel you. And
then you weren't there. And then you were back. It was so weird. Where were you going? Were you
conscious to it or were you not? Oh yeah. Yeah. No, I did it on purpose because we're talking
about what is the nature of reality and, you know, do you have to be here and can you opt out? And,
you know, there are ways that you can use opting out of reality as a way to manifest because you can opt out, effect you know that we shift realities pretty regularly
around here then you know it doesn't really matter if you shift back into another one that's just
slightly better for what you're looking for or significantly better for what you look for but
it is not a beginner skill there's a reason i waited five plus years to to talk about it and
it's because it is the it is effectively going across the abyss
in the tree of life in kabbalah right so you can either go up the right side or the left side
of the tree of life to get to kater at the top um but if you go across the middle it's a shortcut
but you go through the abyss you cease to to exist. And then you call yourself back into being.
This is why it is not a beginner skill because you have to really know your energetic vibration
and be able to call it back into being when you go into the abyss, right? Because you cease to,
that's what I did on the podcast is I ceased cease to exist and then i called myself back into the end okay it is not a beginner skill okay wait a second
but i mean not a beginner skill but those those of us who have adhd maybe unconsciously have been
doing that for a long time in fact i even said to kensley was it just yesterday she got home from school and she's
sitting there like I mean gone and I was like hello what's wrong and she goes I'm spaced out
right now and I was like okay we'll come back here I was gonna ask you a question spaced out
and ceasing to exist two different things spaced out is i've i've left
my body a little bit okay this is i've my energy has ceased to exist on this plane
okay intentionally when done control in a controlled way yeah so it it's, it's a different thing. You know, when you space out into multidimensional space, you're becoming
multidimensional and therefore ceasing to exist in the duality of our physical reality, right?
Then that is an entirely different thing. It's not a head-based thing. It is a energy-based thing.
Well, okay. So I've experienced this with a few of my clients. So specifically, I can remember all of them because
it all happened. And actually, you know what? To be honest with you, I think both of them were men.
I think it might've happened with a girl too, but it happened with them a few times. And this
is how I learned what was going on. I'd be doing Reiki on them and all of a sudden they're not
there. Their energy is no longer there. I'm like, where to go?
Like, their field of energy is missing.
And then towards the end of the session again, and I'm calling them back in, and now they're back.
And I always was like, where to go?
Like, they knew it too.
And they usually were going off planet, to be very honest with you is what they would describe
that's fascinating so yeah i haven't had that experience so i can't speak to but i mean if
someone was doing energy work on you and you were doing that i mean would you would they like notice
holy shit oh certainly you know what i mean all day long they'd notice yeah there'd be no way not
to notice yeah i'm feeling into the off-planet thing it feels related but not exactly the same
so it feels like it's a it's almost like a teleporter. So you can shift your energy into another planet to be like specifically someplace else.
What I did was to be everywhere else at once and nowhere at the same time.
Oh, geez.
What a mindfuck.
Okay.
It's slightly the same, but slightly different, right?
It's, yeah.
There's no words for this kind of stuff
i do my best in the english language yeah so it's you're literally you're in all space at
once and yet you're nowhere in this reality oh you're in the void in the fullness yeah uh sort of
well you're not you're insubstantial everywhere yeah so you know to be in the void
and the fullness is to be and in this case you're not being you're not even being okay yeah you're
not being you're just wow you really did climb up that tree of life then yeah like one with the cosmos you know the really funny thing
but I've never done it before the podcast didn't know how to do it no one told me how I just knew
I could I was like oh yeah let me do this right now boom done right oh my gosh are you releasing
the video yeah the video on youtube yeah okay because i want to see
it but i'm going to attach it to this episode too yeah i had never done it before and it took
me a minute to figure out how to bring myself back to i was like wait a minute what were you
doing over there uh no i was just i literally was like maybe 30 seconds to a minute, minute and a half. Time was weird.
I bet.
Yeah.
Oddly, I still had a connection to time.
I was still talking.
So I was still tethered to this space, but my energy, I don't know.
I can't, how do I explain that?
I was tethered to the space.
I could track the passage of time.
I could talk.
I could, you know, I could identify what needed to be done.
I still had thought, right?
So it was a bilocation.
Okay.
So this is the best way to say this, right?
So in energy work, we talk about bilocation a lot.
And the idea is that you are both doing the thing and
watching yourself do the thing. Right. And so the part of me that was talking and tracking time
and aware of what I was doing was watching me do the thing. And the doing part of me was in substantial, you know, spread across time and space, you
know, the whole thing.
I gotcha.
Just like when I'm being the facilitator in a, like a session, I'm really trying to be
out of that ego mind and stuff.
I'm trying to be in the session and being led, but yet I still do have a concept of
time and awareness outside of me as well. It's a weird space. Yeah. You learn to dance it pretty
efficiently over time, but yeah. It's like multitasking. Yes, exactly. I've been doing
this for 25 years. So at this point, you know, by location is second nature.
So, yeah, but going into that space and being a part of one is like that.
You're vibrating.
Evidently.
All right. I can't wait to see the video. This will be great. This is super fun.
That's what you said. So I don't know. You know, one time when I had on the her talks, they, at the end of the episode, it actually was pretty amazing, but they led a beautiful like meditation where you went across the world and
there was dove and there was i mean it was just beautiful
and then they ended with a chant you know with their chanting um which calls off to the aim
sofa at the very end at the top of the the tree yeah and he was trying to bring us i think to
that place of oneness because it was as he was describing you know it was, as he was describing, you know, it was the connection to above and below and everything in between.
So I want to be clear, that was not where I was.
Okay.
I was in the void.
It was in the nothingness.
In the nothingness, yeah.
The oneness is at the top.
I was in the space in between, right?
Wow.
And so I have been in the state of oneness and that is,
that's a blissful ecstatic state. Right. This was not that. It was not that. No,
no, it was very different. So was it, was it a dark place? I mean, was it, did you feel like
you could get lost in that space? Yeah. If I had stayed a lot longer and didn't know how to bring myself back, I could
have disintegrated. Yeah. Well, that's so interesting, Kelly. What about people who have
like severe mental illness where they're, you know, maybe they're stuck in that void space?
Well, there's a lot of ways that that can happen. I actually worked with a client years ago when I
was still back in Boston and her son had been in a coma for
four years. He had gone in when he was 13. He was 17 at the time she contacted me and he had been
hospitalized in a coma for that whole time and nobody knew why. He just didn't wake up one day.
So I went in and talked to his spirit and found that he had been possessed and that
the entity had shoved him out of his body and he couldn't get back in.
And so I pulled him back into his body, but it'd been four years since he'd been in his
body.
So he didn't really know how to operate it anymore.
And so I, I reattached him into his body and I told her, I said, look, it's going to take him two or three
weeks to really sort of have his spirit integrate back into his body because he's been out for so
long. I said, but you know, in two to three weeks, he should wake up. And two, I think it was just over two weeks later he did he woke up yeah it's a miracle
so well i mean he was potentially a very powerful shaman and they came and got to him before he
could come into his power and so how did he go into the coma on earth like what happened was it
like an accident no somebody possessed him and he just
went into a coma a healthy like 13 year old boy if you are possessed and shoved out of your body
and locked out of your body you can't get back in and so there's nothing to run your body but
your silver cord isn't cut so you're still alive but if you can't get back in right then you're going to be in a coma that's
how that works oh my god kelly how is he doing now do you know i don't know yeah it's been years
i have no idea i also had another experience of shifting my energy so years ago i did a retreat
right we did a three-day retreat friend of mine was thinking about coming.
She's multiple personality. And she was like, I'm a big person.
I don't know if you guys can hold me.
Okay.
And now she and I were on Skype.
So I couldn't see myself, right?
I could only see her.
But the minute she said, I don't think you're big enough to hold me.
I went, oh, and I shifted into 18 dimensions at once.
Right.
And I looked at her and I was like 18 dimensions at once right and I looked at her I was like big enough and she her eyes went wide as saucers and she's sitting there going oh my god you are physically glowing
and I'm like I am I couldn't see it because I couldn't see myself on Skype right because they
don't have they didn't have picture in picture back then and I don't know if they do because I couldn't see myself on Skype. Right. Cause they don't have, they didn't have picture in picture back then. And I don't know if they do now. I don't use it anymore, but
so she's like, yes, big enough. I trust you can hold me. I'm like, okay. Collapse back down.
Yet another thing I did that I didn't know I could do. So that was another fun thing.
Kelly, did I ever tell you about how there's been like several experiences I've had over
the years podcasting where I saw people's face shift?
That happens a lot.
Does it?
Actually.
Oh, yeah.
That's actually there's you can teach people how to do that.
It's just a matter of staring at someone and letting your eyes soften and then not
holding on to their their structure
because what you're seeing when you see their face shift is you're seeing past lives and so
they'll the face will shift rather dramatically sometimes yeah i sat here and drew the lady for
the rest of the interview and thank god i had mandy then so she kept going because i was like uh-huh
and then what i end up discovering is that I started to pay attention.
This is kind of what I do is, you know, experience, pay attention, figure it out.
But the next two times it happened, something happened before the interview.
Oh, yeah.
I got super tired.
Like, I was awake like I am right now.
Ten minutes before the interview, could not stay, could
not stand, could not stay awake so much that I had to set my alarm for 10 minutes, both
times.
Yep.
And then after the interview, got my energy back, but something was weird.
And both times they changed right in front of me.
Okay.
Well, that may have been possession issues.
And they turned into
reptilian looking things.
Yeah. You gotta love the aliens.
Yeah. Those are
aliens. It was weird. And they didn't stay.
They would in and out.
The last two
times it happened, it happened like four or five times,
but the last two people I told.
There's more alien influence happening right now. And I'm like, I don't know if I mentioned the
Arcturian healing thing that happened when I had a student, Kathy and I had a student that we were
working with who decided instead of coming to a retreat that we had for the students that we were
working with,
which she was supposed to come to, I was like, no, no, no, I have to go to this Arcturian healing
thing instead. And we were like, look, we honor your choice to not come to the event,
but please don't go to that. Because we both had really bad, like omens about it. We were just like,
yeah, it's a bad idea.'t do it right okay of course she
went anyway and so we you know she came back and she had actually had alien implants that ended up
in her as a function of the arturian healing work so i don't know if the person running it
didn't know because part of the implants were that they didn't know. Right. Or she knew, I don't know,
but that was why Kathy and I had bad, such bad experiences. Cause you know, our, our student
came back going, uh, I'm having these problems. We're like, Oh, let me take a look. Took me three
times to get all of the implants out because they were in multiple dimensions. So, yeah, I mean, I agree with you.
I feel like it is weird right now. I don't know if we've shifted realities or something.
Something's going on. The last week has been a bear, man. I don't know about you, but everybody
I talk to is freaking exhausted for the whole week. I've been hearing this, but I've had like the best week of my life.
Wow.
Good for you.
What are you doing?
Because I need some of that.
Everybody else I know is just under it.
And we're just, we're just being rolled around like in a tumbler for rocks or something.
I don't know.
It's just a lot of weird things I can do to get through each day this week. Last week, I had a great week. But this week has been just a bear. I don't know.
I mean, honestly, it's been a really weird. It's been really weird.
I'm going to take you up to the level of experience and say nothing is good or bad. It just is.
It's the old story, right? From Chinese culture. It's the son is plowing a field with their horse and the horse goes lame
and the neighbor goes, oh, what terrible luck. And the father says, we'll see. And so the next day,
the son is plowing the fields and pulling the yoke himself and he breaks his leg and they're like,
oh, what terrible luck. And the father says, we'll see. Next day, the army comes through town,
is conscripting all able-bodied men and they don't take the
son because his leg is broken.
The neighbor goes, oh, what great luck.
And the father goes, we'll see.
You know, it's just things aren't good or bad.
They just are right.
And you can just be with your experience rather than having to figure out if it's good or
bad.
You know, I did a QHHT session with Jennifer Mitchell.
And one of the things I discovered in that thing was when I looked down to my feet, I did not have feet.
Well, that's a problem.
They were webbed.
And I had webbed hands.
Oh, so you had feet.
They were just webbed.
They weren't feet feet, but they were webbed feet.
Yes.
You said nothing good and nothing bad.
Don't judge me.
I'm not judging.
The thing you have to understand about judgment is judgment is simply resistance.
Well, I'm judging myself for sure.
When you judge yourself or others, you are engaging in resistance because it is a way
to avoid looking at your own stuff. yeah i didn't want to i was
like you got to get me out of here quick i do not want to be in this skin it's scaly yeah
i did not i was very uncomfortable in that space and she did because i almost came out of hypnosis
completely at that point wow and i was under for a good two hours wow all right then and so i don't know for
some reason i just feel like it's all connected and i i don't you know like you were just saying
we are multi-dimensional so in all of our past lives and all of our you know probabilities we've
been we are still them in our past lives and our future lives because we are all in them
right now so we are in the eternal moment of now and we are all everyone so we're all having all
of these experiences at the same time i agree right yeah so you know it's more than the human
brain can comprehend uh and so you know one of the things that we talk about is this idea that you need to allow yourself to cultivate an ability to be with what is.
Because when you can cultivate the ability to be with what is without having to understand it, that's when you start to get more of the of the
the secrets of the universe because once you start to have to understand it your brain kicks in and
tries to control the flow of information and it shuts it down to what the brain can process
you have to be willing to let go of the understanding and step into the beingness, right? This is why I talk to
people about, you know, the heart chakra up is the process of stripping away and stripping away
your identity until you become nothing and you become one with everything. And then the heart
chakra down is ability to accept and receive and accept and receive everything without judgment,
without having to understand it, but to just be with it until you
become everything and become one with everything. Right. And so this is the, most people go the
heart chakra up route and most Western traditions and even a lot of the Eastern traditions teach
that route, but very few traditions actually teach the heart chakra down. And that's where all the
shadow work happens. That's where all of the beingness comes into being
and so you know this is it plays into the law of attraction because we attract what we are being
what you focus on expands so that's your intention that you put out but you attract what harmonizes
with your beingness and so when you can shift your energetic beingness, now you have the ability to attract more clearly what it is that you desire because you can put your energy into vibrational harmony with what you're choosing.
That's one of the reasons why they say your income will be the average of the 10 people you spend the most time with.
Because you're energetically in training with them.
And therefore your energy will shift and will bring in or let go of income to make yourself even with the people you spend time with.
Even though you're saying you don't like chase after the understanding, once you clear and
let go, that understanding does come, but it doesn't come from thinking about it and trying
to seek it. Correct. Yeah. So, okay. So what you're doing in that space is you are just allowing things to be it's think of it like Kathy uses this this analogy all the time she she says that the way she meditates is that she because she has an active brain is that she thinks of herself as sinking down below the surface of a river and watching the river go by. Right. And that's kind of the way I'm talking about, right? It's you're
sitting, you're in the soup of it, right? You're in the water and you're watching things go by
and you're not attached to them. You're not judging them. You're just going, Oh, that's cool.
Look at that. That's interesting. Yeah. Okay. Oh, something else. There it it goes you know and you're just that's that's the
level of attachment you have to it is oh okay and it's it's like that it works in meditation but it
also works in this process as well because what what you're doing is you're allowing yourself
to experience things that you maybe don't have words for you don't have an experience of you don't have
a concept for the thing that i find most spiritual practitioners in the beginning of their their
practice the thing that i find that they they all really get attached to i have to know it i have to
understand it i have to you know gro I have to understand it. I have to
grok it in fullness. Right. I'm like, I could get it all. You know, I had one woman who insisted that I could not possibly be talking to my spirit guides if I didn't know their name.
And I'm like, lady, I have been talking to these same people for my entire freaking life. I know
their energy signature, which is better than their name. Right. I know the lady at the grocery store. I don't know her name, but I see her every day. I interact with her every day.
Yeah. They're like, you can't possibly be talking to, and this is what I'm talking about is this
ego stuff that gets in the way. Right. Yeah. I was talking about this with the spirit numbers
on my podcast and about the master numbers and stuff. I'm like, you know what? The numbers don't
matter. The numbers are not relevant. I see all these people going, Oh, this number means this. And
that number means like, it doesn't, it doesn't matter. It's just spirit trying to get your
attention. You know, stop. You're missing the point of the communication. Communication is
not the number. The communication is your guides going, the numbers are the,
they are not the freaking message. Yeah. You know, but that's what happens is that you get,
when you're, when you're in the beginning, you're, you don't know you're disoriented.
Most of us come into this work through trauma. And it's so surprising too. You know, you're like,
so surprising. Yeah. And so we're like, Oh, I have to understand that. I have to know it. I have to, and you know, I mean, I'm not saying don't figure it out, but I, I will say this when I first really
started to wake up, which was right around when I was 27, 28. Um, I started to really wake up at
that point and I started to get information and I took a moment and I was like oh I'm gonna go look this up and I'm like no
I am not gonna go look this up I am going to allow my intuition to tell me what I need to do
because if I start to look this up I am gonna micromanage and control freak it into
it's gonna end up being someone else's theories and everything oh my gosh I had to do that throughout my entire Sophia
journey people kept saying oh you gotta read this book nope nope nope nope I'm like because I don't
want anyone to influence this experience because I gotta see what it is and it's gotta be my truth
I don't care how she received it like I literally am going through this and it really was a very inward journey.
There was a lot of solitude because I didn't know how to explain it, what I was going through.
I didn't know enough to talk about it really.
And I didn't want to be influenced.
Yeah.
And that's exactly what I looked at.
A roommate at the time who was very much a sage you know he was Mr.
research everything know it all sort of thing and so I would say I want to do this and he's like
well that's appropriate I'm like why but I'm like I also want to do that he's like oh you know like
and I want something else too he's like you want you want this and I'm like I don't know I don't
know what that is but I'll we'll go out in the woods and we'll figure it out and I'll tell you what I want. And he'll,
and he said, yep, that's what it was. I was like, okay. And I'm like, why?
That's beautiful too, because it's like giving you validation, you know, from outside,
but it's still, it's like, oh, well, I mean, if that's what it is, yes, but this is what it is
for me. But there was a lot of validation, you know, that came that, that I found was amazing. You know, I'm like, Whoa, that's a thing.
You're right. Our brain wants to take over. It wants to make sense out of everything. And it
wants to know more and it wants the proof and, and all the things. And I, I really honest to God feel like prior to probably about two years, I used to give
credit to all the archangels or spirit guides and all that for like seeing the twos. I used to
always give the credit away. And now feeling that in my experience that it was my higher self,
actually, that was leading me through at least the last two years, I can say for sure.
Yeah.
Well, it's usually a combination of the two regardless.
So it's usually your guides and your higher self.
Which is all one anyways.
Which is all one anyways, yeah.
That's all good.
It's such a journey.
It's so fun, isn't it i know right i don't know if i've been
on here since i moved to panama have i yeah oh yeah okay okay so panama shut down because of
protests yeah like they shut all the major roads down protests across the roads and not allowing
traffic to get through rocks across all the roads so we didn't
have any gas gasoline in the entire region there was no gasoline to be had but before that we we
bought from one of the bootleggers because there were guys who were driving to Costa Rica which is
like two and a half hours away and they would fill up in Costa Rica and then drive it back over here
and sell us gas for 10 bucks a gallon. So you bootlegged gas?
Yeah, we bootlegged gas.
So it's so funny though, because people here, the gringos here are like, you know, all the,
all the expats are like flip, they're people who are flipping out and leaving the country
because they're like, Oh, I've got my go bag packed and blah, blah, blah.
And I'm like, you know, I lived in the U S up until last year and I had to leave
because I could feel the end of the country coming. And I wanted nothing to do with being
there when it happened. I needed to get out of the energy, right? I'm here and the energy,
they call the energy. So I'm, I'm on the side of a mountain. i'm on the side of a mountain i'm on the side of a volcano right and they actually have they a name that they call the energy here they call it tranquilo
because it's so tranquil right and my tranquilo has not been disrupted by all of this
it's an inconvenience it's not a problem right and all these people are going
like oh drama enjoy your drama because that
is drama because i do not feel this country falling apart this yeah it feels like i've
been there recently this ain't it right yeah yeah it's scary it feels almost like you know
when there's a table that's got a really wobbly leg. Yeah.
And it's like, if we don't fix it, it might break.
You know, I hate to say that I like to just stay in my bubble, in my tranquilo, but this is my health too. If I allow myself to be absorbed with all of the negativity, I really just, I let them
win and I become a part of the problem.
Correct.
Yeah.
The best thing that we can do for the country, aside from voting, right, is to opt out of
the misery.
Yeah.
Because what you focus on expands and so if you are
in the energy of it especially if you're somebody who's energetically aware and energetically
potent then as you focus on the misery as you focus on the upset as you focus on the drama
as you focus on the actuality of you know horrible things happening in the world, as you focus on the drama, as you focus on the actuality of, you know, horrible
things happening in the world, it expands. You got to cut that stuff out, right? You just, you can't
lower your vibration. Yeah. We can't afford to do it. We have to hold the other side of the coin.
We have to hold the positivity. That's part of our purpose of doing that where I was. I just
couldn't, I couldn't find my way back to it. Yeah. It's part of our purpose of doing that where I was. I just couldn't, I couldn't
find my way back to it. And it's been really interesting because, you know, we were talking
that I'd lost, you know, I'd lost 35 pounds since I got here and that I'm just generally happier.
People are saying I'm aging backwards. It's like, I was going to say you look really good and you're
glowy. Yeah. So that's, that's because I am no longer living in the angst and the upset and i can
you know relax you're free you're like yeah oh my god totally totally better and my body is better
and my acid reflux is gone and my that's crazy is not inflamed all the time now part of that's
the food that i'm consuming i'm eating a lot more vegetables and fruits here. And, you know, they're, they're higher quality food because I'm getting it fresher and all
the things, but I'm also just happier.
Are you, are you planning on ever doing retreats there?
Oh, I'm absolutely doing retreats.
That's just sounds amazing.
Maybe I'll try to come because I would love to, you know, be with you and be in your energy
physically and see.
Well, and that's really where I'm at my best, right?
It's because I can entrain with people and you can, you know, it's that whole, you know,
you get things through a download sort of thing, right?
Your energetic connection raises the person's vibration because it just does. Right. And so, you know, I've been,
I've been wanting to do a retreat here more for people who are further along in their journey.
You know, it's not going to work for the beginners. The beginners are probably more
likely to do well with the embrace your inner Valkyrie one, because that's a focus and then
intent. And they don't really have enough knowledge to be able to
come to something that's more free form and you know i'll have some things set up for that we'll
do probably a spiritual canoe where everybody journeys together and then comes back with
all of that and then you know they'll be cool stuff right and i'm probably going to teach some
sneaky magic or something you know but well you know know, a few years ago when I first had
you on, you told me that it was going to happen with Reiki and it sure did. Yep. And that's what
I'm saying is that, you know, eventually everything gets constrained. And so it's better to have
something that can be an activation point or a, you know, something that brings people together.
And when you put people who are further along in their journey together, they'll activate each other.
Just yes. I want that. Right. That's what I'm saying. So that's the piece that I'm thinking
about for this one is that I really want to do that. You know, Kathy and I will do the other
one too, but I want to do the one that that's for people who, you know, you get to a certain point where
you go to beginner events and you bounce off the ceiling if they're any good, or, you know,
you just, you're sitting there going, well, I could have taught this and probably taught it
better. Or the worst case scenario is that they do something that's energetically unsafe. And now
you're jumping in and managing the energy to keep everybody else safe. And you're now no longer
participant. You're now no longer a participant.
You're now a facilitator who's on page holding space and pretend.
Right.
Exactly.
I've had that happen so many times.
Bringing in your 18 dimensions of Kelly.
Just like,
really?
Okay.
No,
your,
your retreat is going to be okay.
Everyone go around and share your gifts.
And Kelly's going to be like sitting up there about five feet high as she,
but what's your gift? What's your gift next yeah yeah but i mean everybody's everybody's stuff everybody's learned something different
right and you know i i know a lot of stuff but there's people out there who know stuff i don't
know right that that's just the nature of the beast so there's no way everybody
can know everything anybody can know everything you know unless we're uh immortal there's no time
but you're so right kelly i find that you you probably are too we're always in like in a role
you know usually teacher student or sometimes even opposite and very rarely do a bunch of us
who are at the same level get together. It sounds like
Girl Scouts, Girl Scout, Boy Scouts. Tell everybody where they can find you, Kelly.
My website is kellysparta.com. K-E-L-L-E. That's just E, just E. Yeah. Sparta.com.
And you can find my podcast at spiritsherpapodcast.comcom sherpa is s-h-e-r-p-a so
or you can find it in spirit sherpa on any podcast player yep it's a good one on the home page of my
website there is a boundaries for empaths download that is free if you are an empath you need that
please please please download it because it will change your life.
But only if you open it and actually do the exercise. Okay. I can't tell you how many people
are like, Oh yeah, I downloaded that. I'm like, did you do it? They're like, uh, no. I'm like,
if you don't do the exercise, it won't help you. But if you do, it can change your life.
So we need that right now yeah absolutely i mean so
important right now absolutely so important right now i mean i can't even tell you how
the empaths are really taking it in the chin right now so it's just yeah i mean whether you
watch it or not you can feel it yeah oh totally yeah and it, it's all around you too. Right. So it's just, I, I know that in
Richmond where I was, it was so prevalent in the, just in the atmosphere that I was, I was
retuning my, my wards, my protections on my house to try and get the energy out and not have it
like coming through my walls. Right. So I think it depends on where you live if you're more rural
you're probably better off but in the cities it can be quite overwhelming well and this next year
is going to be a shit show totally come to panama we have cookies no i want to go to that void space
we were talking about i might not being there until then.
We'll have gas soon.
It'll be fine.
Yeah.
Well, thanks so much for coming back on.
And I appreciate you very much.
So much.
I love talking to you.
You and I have such a great time every time.
So, yeah.
All right.
Thanks, Kelly Sparta.
All right.
See you later.
Thank you.
See you.
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