Sex With Emily - Am I The Asshole? My Partner Doesn’t Like Oral Sex

Episode Date: November 3, 2023

Have you ever wondered if you’re the asshole in your sex life and relationships? Today, Producer Erica and I are letting you know if you’re approaching asshole territory - and not the good kind. One listener hooked up with someone else while they were on a break, and now her partner says she can’t be trusted. Who’s the asshole here? Another listener wants to spice it up in the bedroom, but her husband with a kinky past sees her as a “delicate little angel.” Sounds like a case of the classic Madonna-Whore complex. What about when your partner won’t perform oral sex? Are you the asshole for craving it? We get into all this and more.In today’s episode, you’ll learn:The importance of identifying your sexual fantasiesHow to work through ultimatums in relationshipsWhy your sex life should evolve over timeSee the full show notes at sexwithemily.com. Send us your AITA questions for the chance to have yours featured on the show at sexwithemily.com/aita.Show Notes:Ages & Stages In Your Sex LifeSoraya Beads from LELO (code SEXWITHEMILY for 25% off sitewide)Flavored LubesYes No Maybe List & Other GuidesSHOP WITH EMILY! (free shipping on orders over $69)The only sex book you’ll ever need: Smart Sex: How to Boost Your Sex IQ and Own Your PleasureWant more? Sex With Emily: HomeLet’s get social: Instagram | Twitter | Facebook | TikTok Let’s text: Sign Up HereWant me to slide into your inbox? Sign Up Here for sex tips on the regular. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

You absolutely should be able to explore your fantasies and expand beyond vanilla sex, and I want that for you, and you will not last in a relationship where you are just lying there doing the same thing over and over again. And so I recommend you have a conversation with him that is more about your sex life together, the sex life you're having while it's very satisfying and pleasurable. In many ways, it's not enough for you because for sex to be sustainable, it actually has to always evolve and change. You're listening to Sex with Emily. I'm Dr. Emily and I'm here to help you prioritize your pleasure and liberate the conversation around sex. I'm so happy you all love this segment as much as I do because it's truly so much fun.

We're back with another AMI The Ashole episode, and you've all been submitting great scenarios to our AMI The Ashole form, which is in the show notes. So today, producer, Eric and I are telling people if they're assholes or not for...hookoking up with other people while at a break, wanting your partner to be more kinky when they've been kinkier with previous partners, wanting your partner to perform oral sex, and wanting their partner to put more effort into spicing up their sex life. If you want to know if you're the asshole, submit your questions to sexwithemily.com slash AITA.

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Am I the asshole for hooking up with someone else while we were on a break? Hey Dr. Emily, my partner will call him Dave and I've been together nine years, but about a year ago we broke up for a short amount of time. We were still living together during that time, and we're both on Tinder looking for fun. Nothing serious. One night, during this month, I spent the night at another man's house, which Dave was aware of. The next day, Dave asked if I wanted to get back together and I said yes.

Since we've been back together, he's expressed that that situation really bothers him and that I can't be trusted. I feel like I've been having to prove my loyalty for the last year and it's exhausting. I would understand if we were still together and I cheated or if I had lied and said I was elsewhere, but we were both looking for someone else at the time and he knew who I was with. I'm not sure if I'm the asshole or this is something he needs to let go of. PSM, a longtime listener, love your show and your mindset as a human, looking forward to your advice. All right, so Fiya, thanks for listening to this show for so long and we got you. Okay, I don't think

you're the asshole. Okay, you were on a break, he knew what you were doing, and then the next day, look at that. Miraculously, he wants to get back together. Classic, right? Of course it does. Aircraft, like it is classic that when someone's not available, we want them back. He probably got extremely jealous. He realized, you know, maybe it took that night of you away

from to realize that all of a sudden, no, you are meant to be together, and he wants to get back together. I get that. That's true. Sometimes we need a little bit of distance to realize, you know, that we want to be with somebody, but I can't help but think his jealousy got the best of him here.

And he was like, your mind, you won't be someone else. I can't believe you moved on that quickly or whatever it is. So now you're back together and he's just making you feel bad for something that was agreed upon. Agreed upon. he knew about it. You guys were literally broken up. And I know now it's a break because you got back together, but I'm curious if it was a break

when they originally broke up or if they had just broken up. Yeah, and I do feel like his behavior here is a little bit manipulative because it sounds like he might have tendencies towards being jealous because he got back together right away and now he can't let it go. So what's coming up for me, Sophia, is how's the relationships since you're back together the last year?

Half things changed. It seems pretty abrupt to me to break up after nine years together. Take a break and then all of a sudden it's great and you're back together. And so perhaps he was writing on that feel of you no longer being his, and I just want to make sure that you guys are working on the problems because there were probably reasons you decided to get separated. Are you working on them? Has there been progress? Has there been growth? Are you actively working towards making your relationship stronger? And you're writing me saying like it's been kind of hellish because he's making me feel really bad. I understand that he's hurt, but I don't think you did anything wrong. It doesn't sound like it. We're hearing your side of it.

You had decided that you no longer had any obligations to each other if you were working up. And he knew she was going. She said, bye. I've got to date. I do think that's asolish that he's making you feel so bad. So you shouldn't have to keep rehashing this situation. You decided to get back together with him. You're not dating anybody else, you're not a tender. Maybe that did trigger like a latent jealousy gene that he has. I'm joking. I don't think it's a gene. I don't think it's genetic. But sometimes something happens in our life. Maybe his parents were in a cheating relationship, maybe someone cheated on him,

maybe he's cheated on someone else, and it's making him feel very unsafe right now. So what I think you have to say to him is, okay, this is the past, you're now living in the present. What would you need for me to feel safe in this relationship? What does that look like, Dave? What are the things you need to hear from me?

What are the activities you need to do, the behaviors you need to witness for you to feel like we can move on and continue to build on our relationship? And if you just say, well, I just need you to not have done that. Like, we can't go back in a race time. So I need him to get out of the pass. Listen, when we rehash the pass, it's not going anywhere. And this is a really big problem for a lot of couples that I have so many couples I hear from and friends who have been in relationships where all their ex did was look at the past. You weren't there for me. We had a baby and you were never rounder. You didn't tell me the truth about your debt and they can't let it go. That is a problem. That is a character trait. And I think

you probably would need therapy at this point. I highly recommend therapy because there's something about this that he can't quite get past it. And I'm not sure what that is. So if you can't answer your question about what else do you need right now and it doesn't change, call therapists, a couples counselor, ASAP, get into therapy, commit to going once a week for a month. I'm not saying you'd stop it after a month, but after a month in therapy, you're gonna know a lot more.

And you're gonna learn the tools to be able to communicate and see if there's some relationships that can go the distance, but you don't deserve to feel this way. I also think it's oscillish in general to take a mistake someone made, although in this case, I don't even think it was a mistake that you were broken up.

She hooked up with other people that's so normal. But to comment on that one event and make broad strokes claims about people's character. Now he's saying because of this one night, she slept with someone else, she can't be trusted. And now she feels like she has to beg for his approval for the past year. I think that's super oscillish.

I mean, he's saying that she lied and she cheated, which actually isn't true. Like the facts are the facts. The facts are that you were broken up. He knew everything. So now he's sort of, we might call this gaslighting in the business, too. A version of it, making you feel bad

for something that was agreed upon and changing the rules. He's basically changing the rules and making you prove yourself to him over and over and over again, that sounds exhausting. Yeah, and I do think as you were just saying, asking you to get back to the other the very next day is such a power play. That's suspect.

That is a total like, I can't handle you being without you. Now, now I can't. Yeah, and why were you guys breaking up in the first place? What are those issues? And like, to be honest, I know it must have felt great that he wanted you back or wanted to get back together, but it's very rare that a month break from a nine year relationship that everything's automatically better within 24 hours. Oh, and by the way, the night that you happen to be with another person.

I feel like this is such a common scenario of people going on breaks or breaking up and then having feelings about what the person does when they're not together. I guess this is for all relationships of like, oh, I can't believe my ex already hooked up with someone a month later. I don't know. It's very, very common. In fact, I just had a flashback, Erica. Yes.

So when I was 25, I went backpacking through Southeast Asia for what was supposed to be three months and I went up to nine months and my boyfriend at the time decided that we could see other people all the way away. I knew I was going to be away and he kept extending the trip. And then when I came back into town, I was in his desk drawer looking for something and I found a greeting card. And it was like, thank you so much for the best night of the app or ever. And it was from like his assistant or something.

And then I found another thing from like his boss and I was like, did you sleep with your entire office? And I got very, I was like, yes, we were on a break. And yes, I did sleep with people where I was traveling. I was backpacking in Thailand, but I was hurt because they were like in his life and it seemed inappropriate. But the truth is, we were on a break. Yeah, so then what'd you do? I'm not a jealous person by nature, They were like in his life and it seemed inappropriate. But the truth is, we are on a break. Yeah.

So then what did you do? I'm not a jealous person by nature, but this did trigger a deep insecurity and threat that I wasn't safe. And so for me, we worked it through. We stayed together for a long time and there wasn't any other thing like this. We just didn't stay together for many reasons. We were young. But I think it's helpful here at Sophia.

I'm sure that he loves you. Something got triggered in him, likely that it's probably not even about you and what you're doing, that he automatically doesn't feel safe right now. He doesn't feel good about himself. He feels that he's disposable. And like most things, it probably goes back to some early childhood experiences, some family dynamic, and something's very familiar to him here. Maybe his parents got divorced and he never saw his mom for months and didn't know she was coming home. So he doesn't always feel safe and loved and relationships are making these things up,

but we all have things like that. So when we say in the healing business that we tend to recreate childhood and then we bring it into our current relationships, this is a great example of that because what it's sounding to me is like you've had a very trusting relationship. This wasn't a thing before, something happened and now he's just like lashing out. And so that's why therapy, even for him individually, and you individually because I love a good therapy session, could help you both figure out, well what are we bringing the table because in a relationship it's the two of you, but it's also your family standing behind you, your family experience.

I wish that someone would just print out a manual, like it's some AI of your childhood, and they're like, here's all the issues, when your mom did this, you did this, and then you can be like, babe, this is my issue, a journal, I like your issue journal, and this is how we're triggering each other. But that actually is in every relationship,

and this is why relationships are challenging. But if you learn how to communicate in a healthy way and typically we have to learn these skills and the best way to learn these skills is in therapy or buying a great therapy book. There's a lot of great therapy books out there for couples that could help you sort of work through these things too if you can't make it to therapy. But I know if you have health insurance, there's a lot of health insurance that allow you to have 15, 20 sessions. And so I just think it's much more accessible right now and less of a luxury, more of like, we all have mental health challenges. And by that, I mean like childhood things and whatever to work on.

So that's what I recommend for you guys. Yeah. So bottom line, I know I said he was super asshole-ish earlier, but as we've said before, it's hard to say someone is a complete asshole or not, but I think the asshole behaviors are, as you said, stemming from insecurities that he needs to work through on his own

and with you and a therapist. I have a really hard time claiming people assholes because I understand that we are all doing the best we can and we all come with challenges and a history that is really hard to navigate as adults. So I actually am sending love to you and Dave. Behabers can be asshole-ish, but I don't necessarily think that your boyfriend's an asshole.

Keep us updated. Yeah, we wanna know. Thanks so much, Sophia. We're rooting for ya. This is from Curiously Kinky, she's 33. Am I the asshole for wanting my partner to be kinky or with me when he's been kinky with other women? Ooh, okay.

Hi, Dr. Emily. My husband and I have been married for two years together for five years. In the past, I've been completely prudish. I've only slept with three people, including him. And my past was extremely vanilla. I always wanted to save the kinks and curiosities for marriage. This was a huge reason my husband fell as hard for me as he did.

In his mind, I am his perfect, sweet, delicate angel. My husband on the other hand, was as promiscuous as they come. Literally our best friend joked about the hundreds of hearts he's broken at our rehearsal dinner. I've never judged him for it. If anything, it just benefits me in the bedroom. He always knows how to please me. Over the last two years of our marriage, I've brought up a few times I wish he'd be more

playful with me, and I'd let him know that I wouldn't mind roughing things up or trying new positions. I've expressed that I'm interested in trying things I've never done in the past, that maybe he was into. I know for a fact that he's explored all kinds of kinky fun things with other women that he, quote, never respected and had to do those things to get off, he doesn't have to do those things with me." Fair, but it's not like I'm asking him to beat me up or do anything insane, I just wouldn't

mind if we'd ventured into other avenues beyond me just lying down and being vanilla. I'm not trying to spice things up, I'm just open to anything. I honestly can't even tell you what I'm looking for to spice things up, I'm just open to anything. I honestly can't even tell you what I'm looking for, because I've never gotten off in any other position than missionary. My whole life, I've always wanted to save the kinky things for marriage, and now that I'm married, my partner doesn't want to explore things with me because he's afraid that once we get to a certain place, it makes what we have, and where we are now in our sex life not good enough. Our sex life is really great, but I can't reason with him,

because in his eyes, he thinks I'm this soft, delicate angel that he doesn't want to disrespect. Am I the asshole because I kind of want to be disrespected? I don't think he's an asshole, but I don't know how to navigate the situation where we both can openly explore together. Wow, curiously kinky, thanks for this email. You laid it out beautifully.

This sounds to me like a classic case of the good ol' Madonna horror complex. So let me just remind you, I'm actually pulling this up right now just so I can explain to you in detail. So this was actually first identified by Freud. It's the psychological complex set to develop in men who see women as either saintly

and Madonna's or the based prostitutes. Men with this behavioral complex desire sexual partner who has been degraded the whore while they cannot desire the respected partner, the madana. And Freud wrote, ''Resuch men love, they have no desire, and where they desire, they cannot love." And so the reason why I'm pointing this out is because maybe he grew up in a background that was really conservative and more religious or he's upbringing around sex was that women are meant to just be prostitutes or they're just sluts and you just do all the nasty things with them but with your wife,

she's your wife and there's babies and all these things and you can't possibly put those two together so that the way he was socialized before he met you was that women are meant to be desired but not loved and the woman that I love I can't desire. So the reason why this is screaming Madonna Horace because he said he never respected for those other women and had to do those things to get up and he doesn't have to do those things with you. So what it sounds to me is that he has some conflict about an early sexual history or upbringing and that in his mind, he can't quite reconcile the conflict he's having between wife material and the people you sleep with. And so this is going to take

a deeper diving into his own upbringing and his own beliefs around sex and sort of unpacking where it came from and why he believes this and then learning to rebuild a new relationship with sex with you, his wife. This is not a one time conversation. Curiously, Kinky, and this is going to take a little bit of work because I believe that we can get him to see that you're his wife. He loves you. you love him. You both want to show up with each other in all the ways you can.

And currently, present time, he's not able to get your needs met because he's got a really strong, powerful belief that is no longer serving him. And he's not able to see or even hear what you're saying because he's got this very black and white mentality around sex. So while you've been trying to say all the things, it sounds like he's not really listening because he's like, this is how it is. I've been told this way. This is what you know, maybe his dad told him that his grandparents, maybe his buddies in college, but we don't know where, but we have to penetrate him literally. So you can be penetrated in the way you want to. You absolutely should be able to explore your fantasies and expand beyond vanilla sex.

And I want that for you. And you will not last in a relationship where you are just lying there doing the same thing over and over again. It's classic. And so I recommend you have a conversation with him that is more about your sex life together. Maybe you need to put more feeling words around what you really need and that the sex life you're having while it's very satisfying and pleasurable in many ways, it's not enough for you because for sex to be sustainable, it actually has to always evolve and change. Couples get bored in sex lives because there is none of that newness and evolving in novelty.

And so it's almost like a requirement whether or not it was Madonna horror or he just wasn't open to talking about sex, it shows up in a lot of different ways. And so it sounds like there's some education and exploration and listening he has to do and educating himself around female sexuality as well. I think that this trope is dated and it's been around for a very long time. But for him to gain deeper knowledge about women are very complex sexual beings, we want sex just as much as men do, we have desires, we have needs, we're not just meant to lay there and be vessels and be wives. So a lot of couples listen to the podcast together to hear sex positive talk and to hear

it normalized and to see that there's another way of thinking. Maybe he'd be open to that. You know I love some therapy because I'm telling you if this is just bothering you right now, curiously kinky, it's going to get a lot more intense and a lot louder if he's just saying, nope, we're not talking about it. And the story, I don't spice it up anymore. And I don't do any of those things. And I also want to normalize for you that it's okay that you don't know what you want, that you don't even know what those things are. A lot of us learn by doing, we learn by listening by reading, but especially when it comes to sex, how would you

know if you want to be spanked or talking dirty to or tied up if you've never tried it? So he might come to say, what do you want? And it's okay to say you don't know. I want to normalize it. It takes time and it takes sex with a partner who has a growth mindset around sex. And that's what we really need him to do is to realize that relationships have a growth mindset. And it's really the healthiest sex lives also have growth mindset around sex.

I know you wanted to save the kinky stuff for marriage. I think culturally when we think kink, we think of like aggression and rough sex and dungeons and BDSM and who knows maybe that actually isn't your kink. Maybe that's something that you think you should be doing but isn't yours. It could very well be, but I could understand maybe your partner is hearing, you wanna be more kinky, but he doesn't actually know what that looks like, or he only knows how that's looked like with other people, and maybe it does look different

for you guys, even if it's still kinky. He probably doesn't know it either, exactly. He's like, well, the women I was kinky with, I didn't respect, and it was these out there acts, and for you, kinky might just be doggy style. Right. It might be a little bit of dirty talk. It might be sex in the shower.

So I think there's some discussing here about your needs. And remember ongoing discussion. This is going to be some work. But make it fun. Yeah. It's sex talk, but make it sexy. Do it on a date night.

Keep talking about it. Because hopefully you will come around. No one's probably ever challenged him on this before either. You're his first wife, I'm guessing. But I think trying other things together beyond missionary already will open the door. To make him have a new association of what sex looks like with you. Yeah, he hasn't had the experience yet because he's got these beliefs. But once he experiences it, maybe you could say to him, like, let's try this one thing.

Maybe you guys could agree on something you'll do. And then you're like, yeah, of toy, get a sex toy, go to our website, shop sex with Emily, wonderful store. It's a beautiful store with all of our favorite things. Thank you, curiously kinky, keep us posted. Stay right where you are assholes. We'll be right back after a quick break for our sponsors. So don't go away.

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and have been married for 28 years together for 34. Like a lot of couples, we've struggled for a long time with a big difference in our libidos. We have sex reasonably often, she enjoys it and she's orgasmic, but she's fine with vanilla encounters whereas I want more intense creative sex with lots of variety and I want to be pleasure too. We've recently done a really good job of untangling the various factors at play in healing much of the resentment and pressure it's caused.

That's been great for us emotionally and the sex has slightly improved as a result. One thing that's been a real problem is that she won't go down on me. Even though she used to have no problem with it, it's been nearly 6 years since I had a blowjob and it was only once or twice a year for the 10 to 15 years before that. She knows I want to roll and says she wishes she could make me happy by doing it but it's not changing. I think blow jobs are kind of like a diagnostic test for whether we've really figured out our sexual problems. Even if the sex is better, if she can't go down on me, we still have a lot of work to do. I've said this to her and she just gets mad at me for putting all the focus on one single sex act, which isn't really what I mean, but I do want to be pleasured orally and I think that it sucks,

no pun intended, that I can't have that. For background. Number one, she sees a therapist but she hasn't talked her about oral sex. Number two, I've done a lot of intensive work on myself through therapy and other ways to show up for her. Number three, love going down in her and do it regularly. In fact, she fairly often turns me down when I want to do it. Number four, she has no known sexual trauma, family of origin issues, shaming episodes,

religious taboos, et cetera. Number five, I'm really fastidious about my hygiene and keep everything super clean. Number six, she says she still finds me attractive. She was really self-confident, free with her sexuality when we were first together, and the sex was very hot. I don't want to issue an ultimatum,

but I also need to have my needs met or at least believe she's trying. I like Esther Perrao's line that a unilateral decision is the same as an ultimatum. So I think if she can make the unilateral decision that blow jobs aren't going to be part of our sexual relationship, I may need to issue an ultimatum that this is something that I need

and that she needs to at least talk to her therapist about it or somehow make it a priority if she can't do it. First, I'll very thorough. Very thorough. I clearly listen to the show and he's like, okay, she's this, this, and that. She's doesn't have issues.

She doesn't have drama. She goes to therapy. Okay, so thank you. I feel like I'm sitting in the room with you. I wish I was. So you guys have been married since you were 26 years old. I'm sure there's been a lot that's gone on since then. You know, you're in your 50s now,

or our bodies change, or hormones change. There's a lot that goes on. But it sounds like the sticking point to you is your penis. You want a blow on. But it sounds like the sticking point to you is your penis, you wanna blow job. It probably feels like a really big rejection and a discounting of what you really need. Like you have told her every which way that it's important to you.

I hear your disappointment and frustration and probably a little sadness. So you're like, what, why, just go down to me. And it never was very often. You have sexual needs. And if you read Smart Sex, my book, you know there's a lot of hangups around oral sex, both giving and receiving.

I do think it's something she needs to work through, though, with a therapist or maybe with you. My next advice would be, have you ever really examined it with her and gotten curious rather than expecting or judgmental. I just want to understand what is it about oral sex that isn't appealing to you? You can even repack what she says. She might say, I just don't like the pressure.

You could say, okay, so you don't like the pressure. Yeah, I don't like the pressure since I was younger and people were pushing me. People were pressured to do a younger. Did something happen when you were younger? Let's try to get to the bottom of where this came. Maybe she doesn't have any like cultural hang ups, but maybe there was an instance she forgot about. Maybe someone forced her to give a blowjob when she was younger and it didn't go well, or maybe it's uncomfortable for her. Maybe there's something about the taste, I think, by asking questions and finding out what it's about

does she have ashamed around it? And if she was self-confident and sexually free when you met, I think it's a worth a conversation about why it's changed. So you want to stay curious, not accusatory. Now, it might be hard for her to hear you in this case because every time Blowjob comes up, she's got to prepare, I think it's important

to be appreciative of the progress she's made and that you love the ways that your sex life has evolved. So maybe you could amplify those to her and say, I really love that we're having sex more frequently. I really love that you're talking dirty now or whatever it is. You sit slightly better, so whatever that means for you. But I think it's important to get to the bottom of this and understand that for other vulva owners, I know who aren't really into oral sex. Sometimes it can be helpful to think about the why they want to do it. Same goes for men too, but also to think of their penis as just an extension, another

part of this person that you deeply love and care about in your life partner, and it's just another like part of them to love. And it's a really beautiful thing to be able to give our partner pleasure. It's such a gift. It's such an act of service. And if there's a way she could reframe it around that because it's really causing you a lot of distress and pain, I just think that's been helpful to reframe it. You know there's also a ton of hacks around it.

If it's a taste thing, get her some delicious, flavored lube. How would you feel if she started with her hand and gave you a really great hand job while licking the top of your penis? And she slowly worked herself towards giving you a blowjob. Maybe it's a few licks in a hand, right? Would you be willing to meet her halfway and have her just start to, you know, get a little bit more comfortable, you know, doing it, getting a little bit closer to it again.

Would you be open to that kind of progress? Because sometimes it's just baby steps or baby licks. Love it. Yeah, I do think oral sex is a fair thing to ask for. I do too. I think it's really fair. And I think it's really tough when there's something like that that is a utilateral decision that this is off the table.

I think that that can be very hurtful, especially when it was there in the beginning, although not very much. So I definitely don't think it's assholish to want that. Again, we know there's so many reasons that it comes from, so your wife is absolutely not an asshole. But I do think it's assholish to shut down any conversation, especially when it's clearly something

that's important to your partner. So I don't think she can tell you, you should be satisfied with XYZ already if you're expressing that you're not. Yeah, she can't tell you that you're wrong for having your feelings. You can't make your partner wrong. That's why we have to all really learn just excellent communication skills,

listening back to our partners, repeating back what they say, and practicing. It is a practice. I think anytime we just lay down the law and we disagree with somebody, it is really hard to sort of break through, but that's why it takes like really delicate, careful communication to get to the other side of it. And hopefully on the other side, you're getting a blow job, you're getting as many blow jobs as you need.

And I get it. I feel like performing oral sex does kind of feel like you're on the spot. In a way, it's like, it's all on me. If my partner likes it or not, so I can see that they're being pressure there. How can you make this the most collaborative, welcoming process as possible?

So she doesn't feel like, when she does finally give you the first blowjob in six years, it has to be the best thing ever. You have to, you know, orgasm from it. It's like, no, let's just take baby steps and really appreciate and acknowledge her when she does take those baby steps. I do think that's fair.

We talked about the hand job, but maybe he could get a stroke or something, buy like a sex toy to make it easier How would you feel about that Sam? We have some great strokeers on our website. They're basically masturbation sleeves and She could use one on you They're just saying ways to get her comfortable with giving because again, it's an active service and yeah Blow jobs. You know, they call the job, right? Maybe she feels like she was never really good at it

We're gonna find a lot more Sam, we have conversations with her, but again, I love the idea of a vibrating sleeve or some great lubricant just to kind of make it a little bit more fun and playful for her and a lot less pressure. Thanks Sam, appreciate you. This is from Alex, he's male, and he's 35 years old. Am I the asshole for wanting a partner to put more effort into spicing up our sex life?

Hi Dr. Emily, I want to know if I'm the asshole because my wife at 15 years and I have hit the point where I feel like what's next. We still love sex with each other, it's fun, it's hot, and it's mostly consistent, but I am the one who always initiates, and if I don't, we won't. We recently tried to open up, joining the sites and going to a club, but ultimately it didn't go anywhere. Her voice said yes, I want to, joining the sites and going to a club, but ultimately it didn't go anywhere. Her voice said, yes, I want to, but her actions and efforts said, I'm not into it enough to make it happen.

After doing the work to run the accounts, it was too much work to never have her do her part. Now that we step going down that road and have done basically everything else and she doesn't have any ideas on what she wants, I'm left thinking things are going to get boring unless I keep doing all of the work. So am I the asshole for wanting her to show up? Thank you, Alex. So, this is probably the most common scenario that there's one partner who's putting all

the effort in the relationship. They're doing the initiating. They're trying to spice it up. They're trying to do everything they can to make sure that you are having sex in your relationship. And there's another partner who's not doing so much. So I don't think either one of you are assholes. I really don't.

But what would be assholes if you didn't take some of these next steps, some of these advice that I'm gonna give you? Because I know this is really gonna help you here. There are two of you in the relationship and it takes two to tango. So then it's hard to like, well, what's my part? She's my wife, but I'm trying everything.

Like clearly, she's not doing anything at all and she's the asshole. The listen,'s my wife, but I'm trying everything. Like, clearly, she's not doing anything at all. And she's the asshole. The listen, you've been together for 15 years. You've been together since you were 20 years old. There's a lot that goes on between 20 and 35 years old. There's some evolving. There's some talking about your sex life. And really having conversations about it in a really real way.

Like, I want sex clearly a lot more than you do. We tried the spicy enough thing. You don't seem very into it. Remember, you say this all without shaming her. Remember my three T's of communication. If you don't know, you can download our free guide on the website. But you have to have it outside the bedroom

and you got to just say, listen, like sex is an important part of our relationship, our commitment to each other. And I think it's important for both of us to be invested in it. And so your question's to her would be, what does she think? If she had to think about, well,

I know sex is important and I love you. What does she need to be around, turned on and ready for sex? What does that look like? Clearly she's not interested in opening it up or she's not interested in the work. It does take a lot of work to manage the ups and do all the things.

But what are her fantasies? What does she imagine could spice it up, bring you closer together? Is there something that she needs from you? How is your relationship otherwise? Is she needing something else? And so those are the conversations, because you know, maybe there's been some resentments, maybe she's just busy with the kids, a few of kids. Maybe she feels like when the sex does happen, she's not getting her needs met. I encourage her to think about times when she is ready for sex and turned on.

What was happening? You know, was the sex unexpected? Did she want to feel nurtured and cared for? Was it a night out? Just the two of you on date night when she felt really turned on because she didn't have other responsibilities, right? So this is finding out our core desires as I talk about in Smart Sex. My book, Identify Those is really important. We all have primary ways you want to feel to be ready for sex, to be in the mood. And it sounds like when you do have sex, you say it's fun, it's hot and mostly consistent. But I do agree that, you know, if you got married when you were 20, hopefully you don't have the same sex when you're 70s, when you're 20.

I feel like sex, like anything in life, should go and evolve. So it takes both of you, putting in the work to make that happen. So think about, we're all creatures of habit. We tend to do the same things over and over again. But if you think of sex like a workout, if you do the same workout over and over again, at the beginning, you started your muscle started changing, you started getting healthier, whatever your goals were, you start meeting them. But after a while, you hit the plateau

and nothing else happens. Maybe your sex life has plateaued because you're habitually having sex the same way. She's like, here it goes again. It's the same thing and I'm bored. And let me normalize the fact that most people in relationships are gonna crave variety, spontaneity, novelty,

even just at that base level, as your sex life been able to provide any of those things. Now, I get that opening it up would have been very novel and offered some variety. But again, like our yes-no-maybe list, there's a reason why hundreds of thousands of people have downloaded it for free on our site because they find a great tool in that to just go through a bunch of sex acts and figure out are they yes or they know are they maybe it gives you ideas. So I would actually recommend doing that on your next date night.

Definitely, I think that's the perfect tool for them. I think opening it up isn't for everyone, but maybe your wife's lack of effort is kind of her signal that it's not really a desire she wants and there's so many ways to spice it up. It doesn't always have to involve other people. there's so many ways to spice it up. It doesn't always have to involve other people. A lot of different ways to spice it up. And so it's up to you guys to find ways to make that happen.

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