Sex With Emily - Hotline Calls: Should You Make Up or Break Up?

Episode Date: December 3, 2024

It’s the question everyone has asked themselves at least once. Should I break up with my partner? Relationship success depends on so many factors - communication, emotional intimacy, and of course - sexual connection. Figuring out which problems are worth solving and which ones are directing you to the exit sign can be confusing, exhausting and painful. So on today’s show, I take your questions - live - to figure out if you should make up or break up. Is bad sex worth leaving someone over? What about an age gap that puts both of you in much different life stages? Or how do you know if an affair has the potential to turn into something real? We learn so much from other people’s relationships. No matter where you are in your own, this will teach us all how to make better choices going forward. In this episode, you’ll learn:  How to navigate the crossroads of making up or breaking up—and what signs to look for in your relationship. Why communication, boundaries, and therapy are game-changers when deciding whether to stay or go. The truth about age gaps, open relationships, and the role of emotional honesty in finding real compatibility. Show Notes: Join the SmartSX Membership: Access exclusive sex coaching, live expert sessions, community building, and tools to enhance your pleasure and relationships with Dr. Emily Morse. Ready to grow your business? Sign up for your one-dollar-per-month trial period at shopify.com/swe Yes! No! Maybe? List & Other Sex With Emily Guides: Explore pleasure, deepen connections, and enhance intimacy using these Sex With Emily downloadable guides.  SHOP WITH EMILY! (free shipping on orders over $99) The only sex book you’ll ever need: Smart Sex: How to Boost Your Sex IQ and Own Your Pleasure Want more? Visit the Sex With Emily Website  Let’s get social: Instagram | X | Facebook | TikTok | Threads | YouTube Let’s text: Sign up here Want me to slide into your email inbox? Sign Up Here for sex tips on the regular. See the full show notes at sexwithemily.com

A lot of times we stay in relationships because we care so much about the person, but really the most honorable and loving thing we can do is to leave with respect and honor. I think that that's being honest about where you're at and leaving somebody because staying is not worthwhile either if your heart's not in it anymore. You're listening to Sex with Emily. I'm Dr. Emily and I'm here to help you prioritize your pleasure and liberate the conversation around sex. It's the question everyone has asked himself at least once. Should I break up with my partner?

Listen, relationship success depends on so many factors, communication, emotional intimacy, and of course, sexual connection. Figuring out which problems are worth solving and which ones are directing you to, you know, end the relationship can be confusing, exhausting, and really painful. So on today's show, I take your questions live. I love talking to all of you to figure out if you should make up or break up. Is bad sex worth leaving someone over? What about an age gap that puts both of you in much different life stages?

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married for about 11 years. I am married to a much older individual. Things have just sort of changed. He's older. I'm sort of in the prime of my life now. Things are winding down. He's sort of retiring and he doesn't seem to want to grasp the idea that I'm not really very happy with him anymore. He has separate interests. He sort of leads a very separate life. I do my thing.

You know, we love each other very much, but it's more of like a friendship kind of thing. So tell me about the history of your relationship. You said you've been together for 11 years. We've been married for 11 together for 15. Okay. Yeah, that's a long time. But how much older is he than you? You're 42 and he's about what? Like 20 years older than you ish?

He's 25 years older than me. Okay. So he's like, you know, late sixties and you're in your early forties. So yeah, that is a really big difference. And I'm curious about your relationship. Have you guys ever discussed this before? This is something that might've come up early on. Like what's going to happen?

Well, yeah. I mean, there's been like a lot of financial upheaval. He lost multiple jobs. I sort of supported us. You know, I was younger then, so I wasn't making as much money, but now I'm sort of making a lot, lot more money.

It's just the dynamic. You know, I sort of married because I loved him and I wanted some stability. I'd been from a relationship to relationship. And you know, I was always sort of supporting the other person. And now I find myself sort of in that role again throughout this relationship. And, you know, he's a great person, but it's not been a very reciprocal kind of

relationship, so to speak, financially, especially when you do bring this up to him and you want to talk about your relationship and how things could change how or what you need, how does he respond? It's almost like he acts like it's all new news. And then he just is in denial about it almost like, you know, I'm a good husband. I've, you know, supported you. I've been the victim of circumstance. It usually goes that way. And then he acts like we never had the conversation like the next day, we go back to like, it's almost like he gets caught in that vicious cycle of, you know, you want to leave, but you feel bad leaving, and then there's like guilt,

and you have a great sense of, I'm responsible for this person, so to speak, when you're in a marriage. Things are not on the same page sexually when someone gets older like that. They want different things, you want different things when you're a little younger. Yeah, you've really grown apart in many ways.

And a lot of times couples, they can grow. I think it's important for couples to grow, but they both have to be growing and changing and learning and doing all that work introspectively. And it sounds like maybe he's not going in the same direction that you are. Like he's not really even willing to talk about it. Have you tried therapy yet? We just started therapy. Yeah. I don't know that that's going to help very much because you sort of get, I feel like you get to a point where you're like, you know what, I just sort of need to take action, but I don't know if I'm doing to help very much because you sort of get, I feel like you get to a point where you're like, you know what, I just sort of need to take action, but I don't know if I'm doing the right thing or handling this correctly.

And that's sort of why I messaged you guys. I'm so glad you did. Yeah. I mean, I think you're doing all the right things. So this is what I recommend is that when people are in long-term relationships, there's going to be problems, there's going to be issues. But when it gets to this point where like, now it's really built up, there's a lot of resentment, there's a lot of things that have gone unsaid and you are ready to take action. It has to be therapy because there's really no way

for couples to be able to kind of solve the problems that they've been having for a long time. In the conversations you've been having a long time, it's really hard. You got to get different perspective. So therapy is the way to go. And I love that you're doing that. But I also am hearing in your voice that perhaps you feel like it's maybe too late. I'm not sure. Like, let's say you do go to therapy and you start going now and there starts to be a change. What would you need right now?

What would you need to see to feel safe in this relationship but to feel like it's one that you could continue to participate in? I just sort of want to be with someone my own age that's sort of on the same page and is at the same stage in life that I'm at, which is awful. I feel terrible because, you know, when you're younger and you get married and you get in relationships with an older person, it's, I know this sounds stupid, but you almost

don't think about later, like 20 years down the road or 15 years down the road, you're just in the moment. So it's so short-sighted, but you would have to be a different person. So what you're saying is like, unless he could somehow magically become 20 years younger, there's really no way that this could work. So it sounds like it's one of these relationships where you love them, you have mutual respect, and there has to be a way to respectfully, lovingly

uncouple. So maybe I would use the therapy as a way to have these really healthy conversations in a way that he's able to understand. Because I mean, how do you think he's gonna respond to this? Do you think he sees this coming? Like 10, he sees you getting divorced,

one he's like, hell no. Like where is he at? Yeah, I think he sees it, but I also feel guilty because this person's older. Like what are their options, dating options, if he wants to be with someone again? Like I just have like so much guilt attached to making a choice about it,

but I wanna make sure he's taken care of, but I just don't want to be the person that is just doing it, which is really shallow sounding. I think he knows. A lot of times we stay in relationships because we care so much about the person, but really the most honorable and loving thing we can do is to leave with respect and honor. I think that that's being honest about where you're at and leaving somebody because staying is not worthwhile either if your heart's not in it anymore. So it's like, well, it's really painful. You also have to live your life and take care of yourself.

And I would say this is not something you can rush after almost 15 years of being together, but to do it with, you know, this therapist could actually probably help you use the language so he could hear it to make sure that you're both taken care of. And does he have family or friends or people around him? Yeah. Okay. Honestly, maybe they thought this. When you hear someone 25 years old, you're like, what's going to happen when you guys are older?

That's the other thing. You don't realize what people like the judgment of that. It's so funny because people think, oh, she's a younger woman marrying an older man. There must be like, she's a gold digger. And it's like, that's not at all how our situation has been. It's just this automatic judgment and like, how's that ever gonna work? Yeah, exactly.

Those are judgments, but luckily people's opinions of us are not our responsibilities at all, right? But yeah, you're definitely gonna have the judgment. So it sounds like you're doing all the right things and I can just hear it in your voice, Christine. You're like, you're kind of done. You love them, you have mutual respect, but you've really come

to a different place in your life and you need a different kind of partner, a different kind of communication, and a different level of energy. And so I would say that I would treat the therapist appointment right now, like it is the most important thing in your life. I would try to go once a week.

I'm hearing what you're saying and it sounds like there's just not gonna be any room for him to change right now where you're at. And I think maybe you could even have an appointment with a therapist on your own. I just think communication is so important in these cases and being a really great communicator and allowing him to maybe repeat back to you what he's hearing to make sure that you're on the same page.

Thank you. You're amazing. Thank you, Christine. Thank you so much for calling and best of luck to you. I'm here, so let us know how it goes. Thank you so much. I think that's really interesting because I often get questions about this, like the age difference.

What is age? Does age matter? Is age only a number? How much can you tell about a relationship when there's 20, 25 years apart? It's a huge age gap. And studies have shown that a 10-year age gap or fewer years is actually the most successful for couples. And that if it's 10 years or more, we tend to see relationships not working. And I know I can hear you, there's all these stories of couples who work.

We're 30 years age difference, we've been together forever. I know, I know, but those are exceptions. Mostly I think this is exactly what Christine was saying, is that we grow through different stages of your life. To be in your early 40s and to be in your late 60s, you want different things. There's different energy, literally energy that you have to move through life, to be in your early 40s and to be in your late 60s, you want different things. There's different energy, literally energy that you have to move through life and to do things, the pace in which you're moving, the goals that you have, the life you want to live. And so it can be really hard to keep up with anybody at that age or

to find similarities with somebody who's there's that much of a gap. But here's the other thing I want to say is that relationships should never be married on longevity. I think that oftentimes we say, oh, well, I've been growing together for 10 years, so it's a failure. I feel so bad that I got a divorce after 20 years. I think that relationships are a success if you put some time in with someone and you did your very best to make it work. You both tried and you learned what you could and you loved when you loved and then you

left when it was time. That's what I think about age. I'd love to hear more from you guys. So maybe you are in a relationship right now where there is a significant age gap. I'd love to hear how you make that work. Or maybe you've had a similar scenario to Christine where you're like, I got to a point and it just wasn't working. I'd love to hear from all of you.

Thanks so much for calling in, Julie. Tell me how I can help you. What's going on? So I'm 33 years old. I've been in a relationship for about three years now. Honestly, it's a good relationship. We have good communication. We have fun time, easy going.

We don't argue a lot, but our relationship started very focused on sex, I would say. And we had really great sex for a long time. We discovered a lot of new stuff together, it was very fun. But I kind of knew from the beginning that I didn't feel like we had that much in common other than sex. And recently my sex drive has been much lower, so now that that's kind of taking a backseat, it kind of brings back the fact that I wonder if we have enough in common type of thing. And on top of that, we are in an open relationship and there is another guy that I started seeing and I'm kind of falling for that guy. And I know that

he is falling for me. So, you know, he's telling me a lot of stuff. Sounds complicated. Julie Telle, please tell how long have you been with your boyfriend, the first guy? About three years. But I also kind of want to say that it's for me, I think it's kind of a pattern. Like I've been in a lot of two or three years, relationships, you know, it's kind of my pattern. It's like, in relationships, I'm all excited for like two, three years, and after two, three years, I'm like, eh.

I totally understand that pattern. That is a common pattern, truly. In fact, I was there, I was pretty much the same way in my 20s and 30s, because there's a lot of ways you could say your current guy, you're like, oh, it's all about sex, and this next bright, shiny object of a man, he's gonna be the one, he's gonna make me feel good. But really, it all comes back to like, oh, it's all about sex and this next bright shiny object of a man. He's going to be the one. He's going to make me feel good. But really it all comes back to like,

you know, what you want right now? Like, what do you actually want, Julie? And it's okay if you might think, well, I actually just kind of want to play around right now. Or maybe I don't want to be in a long-term relationship ever. All that's okay. But when I ask you like, what does a day-to-day relationship look like for you? What do you actually want? What would you say to that? I don't know. It's like, it kind of changed my mind all the time about it. Sometimes I want a really committed relationship. You know, sometimes I think I want like kids and a family and some

things I think I don't so I'm kind of all over the place. Yeah. No, I understand that too. And you're 33 years old, right? So you're still figuring a lot of it out right now. The good news is that we do a lot of great work in relationships in relation to another person, but we also do great work on ourselves and on our own. And we're not in a relationship.

So I would say right now that it's probably like you have a few choices here. Like you could just say, you know what? I'm just going to focus on the relationship that I'm in right now with your primary partner and like decide, like, is it just the sex? Do we have other things in common? Can we have some deeper languages about our values and what we want going forward in a relationship? You could do that, or you could end that relationship and go with the new person, but I have a feeling that this is going to continue to repeat. So another option might be to decide that you're not interested in dating right now

and that you're going to take some time to kind of work on yourself. My next option, I'm giving you a few options you can kind of create your own here is to be really honest, like deeply honest with both of these guys and say, I'm not actually sure what I want right now. And here's some challenges like with your boyfriend, you could say, I'm not actually sure what I want right now. And here's some challenges like with your boyfriend, you could say, I'm not sure that we are that compatible. And here's some things that I want. I want to hear what you need in a relationship. I feel like those are a few different ways you could go. I always go for being honest and open and doing work while you're in it right now. First off, how would you feel about ending the

relationship with your primary partner right now? If I said, yep, just end it. Like are you ready to walk away? No, no, I don't think so. Otherwise I wouldn't be calling. Right, okay. Three years is a significant time to be together again and you're open. Tell me how the open part of your relationship happened and whose idea it was and how that came to be? Has it always been open? No, it's not always been open. And it's for both of us, it's our first time being in an open relationship. It started with, like I was saying, like at the beginning of our relationship is very focused on sex and we both wanted to like have fun and try new things.

And so it was more of his idea to say, Hey, why don't we try to just like play with another couple to start with? We did that kind of thing, but like always us together with other people. And then from there, it kind of evolved into, okay, we can also see other people separately. How does that play out though with him seeing other people and you're seeing other people? Has that been something that you guys have been able to negotiate? We've been having good open communication about it. It's worked out except, I mean, I guess, except for that.

Okay. So this is the other thing. So let's get to the other guy right now. Like, here's the other thing. So the guy you're falling in love with, are you feeling like I'm in love with this other guy and so therefore I want to end my open relationship and just be with this guy? Cause he might be someone I wanna be with instead of this guy. Like what's the, what do you think right now? How would this look? This other guy is not,

he doesn't want to be in an open relationship. Like he wants to be the only one. Which is really, really common, right? Cause he probably isn't used to it, but he's like, I want to, so how, you know, he might thinking like, God, I want to lock you down. Like I want you just to be mine. It's can be really hard to know that there's somebody else like competing for your attention and your love. So that could kind of be a classic response to say, no, no, I don't want you to be with anyone else. How long have you known this other guy? It's been about a year that we've really seen each other

on a regular basis. Okay, and so it's just sort of starting to escalate lately? Yeah. And then, so what you're saying is that you wouldn't feel, like if I said to you, okay, well then you should just go with this guy. Your heart's telling you to go with him. You're feeling all these things for him.

Maybe you should just leave your other partner. That doesn't sound like something you want it to do either. I can't tell. No, yeah. Yeah. Because I think I also know it's kind of what you're saying about the next shiny thing is like, I know it may sound like the best thing right now, but like, I'm not sure if it really is the best thing for a longer term thing. And like, I can already see some red flags in him too. Okay. You can already see the red flags. Good for you. Cause they're there. They are there. My mom always says the issues you have in the third date, you have forever. Like they are there.

Like we know it. So Julie, what I'm hearing right now is that you're somebody who's, I feel like it might be good for you just to kind of try to figure out what you actually want. Like what have you learned from being in these relationships? What actually is going to work for you right now? Cause I don't think it's an either the or, like I don't think it you're ready to leave this current relationship to go with this other guy. And maybe it's just, he needs to kind of, you need to let him know that too. Then just say, I'm not really ready to make that decision right now. Just because he's maybe pressuring you into it. I think you might have some regrets there as well.

And so I recommend that you take some time really thinking about like, what is it that you actually want? What have you learned? What feels good to you going forward? It sounds like if you have less of a sex drive with your primary partner, that's kind of okay because you are able to see other people. But now you've gotten into a situation where you think you're both falling for each other. And I'm just not sure that that's going to be more of the same. Because I do think this is just going to be a quick fix. When we're falling for someone new, the newness, it spikes all the feel-good hormones,

like the dopamine and the adrenaline and the serotonin and all these things. It's the most delicious feel-good cocktail in the world when we are falling for someone else. And that's often when we shouldn't be making, you know, major decisions, although we often do. So I feel like that's kind of more what it is and this is my everything. Like I'm not hearing you say, this guy, I know it.

He's what I've been looking for. He's everything that, you know, I've ever wanted. I'm not hearing that either. I think it's the bright, sunshiny object. I would go back and I would kind of work on this person that you've been with for three years and be honest with him. Do you think that he would be open to kind of talking this through with you? Would you feel comfortable

letting him know that you have feelings for someone else? Probably, actually, yeah. I think there might be some comfort and feeling like maybe this is my, maybe you could go a little bit deeper with him and maybe. Yeah, I was going to say I think I might be a little selfish on that point because I think I'm scared also that if I tell him that he's going to be like, okay, well then I would rather you not seeing him anymore, which probably be the right option, but I also don't want to stop seeing him. I know, of course I get that too. I know I'm not asking you to do the easy thing right now,

but if you're in a healthy open relationship, they deal with jealousy and they have boundaries all the time, right? They're saying like, if feelings develop past a certain point, you have to let the other person know. So have you guys set up any boundaries or rules in your open relationship that have worked for you guys? And would this have been, this might be one of them. That if you develop emotions beyond what it feels comfortable, you have to let each other know. Is that something you guys ever agreed upon? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

I think that's the honest thing to do. That's what I recommend. I recommend you turn to him and you say, listen, this has gotten to a different place right now. And honestly, if he tells you not to see him, obviously it's a free world. You could decide to do what you want to do, but maybe that's what you need right now to kind of make peace in the current relationship. And the

other, if you decide that this one's not going to work, then you could go find this other guy. But I feel like it's going to be really messy for you to leave a relationship that you've been in, to go with someone else that just feels good right now, where you already see red flags waving in the distance. Yeah. So how does that land with you, Julie? I I agree I think you're right. Well thanks for your call I appreciate you. Keep me posted on what happens. I'm always here. All right. Here's the thing about open relationships is that like I just said to Julie that people in open relationships practice a rigorous honesty. They often have boundaries and rules and things that they continually like update and discuss. Maybe it's just once a week they they have a conversation about like, where are we at?

How are we doing in our relationship? How do you feel about me dating other people? You know, I think a lot of people hear this and they're like, oh yeah, I was gonna be open, but that's exactly the biggest nightmare. The biggest nightmare is that you're gonna be open, but you're gonna find someone else, that is a shinier object that you like,

you know, a shinier person that you like even more. And that's always the risk. But again, couples who have this foundational health and aspect of their relationship where they talk about these things, like right away, you say, I think I'm developing feelings for someone else. Then you can learn to work on that

before it kind of gets to the point where you're thinking of leaving. The people I know that have done healthy relationships tend to have very uncomfortable conversations often about the things that we think we can't even say. The things that you're thinking I could never have those conversations, they do. They may even come up on a date with somebody and say, wow I had awesome sex last night but I actually feel something for this person. I would say again, if you

are in an open relationship or you're thinking about it, just practice having healthy communication right now where you're at. Be sure to set boundaries and rules and guidelines that you can both follow and remember to check up on each other with this like early and often. When we come back, I'll be taking more of your calls live to figure out if you and your partner should make up or break up. I always dreamed of having my own online shop.

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And so I don't know if it's appropriate for me to address it or kind of see what's going on You know, we've tried like two or three times now But I'm like that might be a deal-breaker for me And so I don't know kind of when I should set myself and how to address that situation. Such a great question. Yeah. How would you know how to do this? We know one knows how to do it. So I'm glad you called in. So let me just be clear. So you just started dating a guy recently and you're saying the few times you went to have sex, he wasn't able to stay hard or didn't get hard.

He wasn't able to stay hard. It was only five to seven minute window, including stuff and very heavy on like the fingering aspect and not even I had to like tell him to tone it down. I don't know if he's just in your hands or what, but like he didn't even finish either any of the times. Wow. Yeah. You know, here's the thing probably Probably as an experienced, you're 26 years old. I

mean, only because people don't have enough years on the planet, right? You haven't, he probably hasn't had that. It's because the experience comes from not just being with other people, but communicating about sex and talking about what you're into and what feels good. And so glad you're calling about this because it's never too late to learn. And I love that you're learning now because again, most people don't even know how to have these conversations. So now besides the sex thing though, it sounds like this is something that you really could like, or is your question, how do I just kind of tell them and move on?

What would you like to do here? Cause I can help you go either way. I'm trying to figure out cause I really was enjoying him for a while, you know, a couple of weeks. And then after that last time, I was kind of like, I don't know if I'm even interested now. And so I'm kind of in between feelings right now, but also like I was taking the approach of like, all right,

maybe I can give it one more shot, see if maybe it was like a nurse thing, more so on how to like potentially address that conversation. Okay. My recommendation, I have these three T's of communication, timing, tone, and turf. The turf is outside the bedroom. So you guys are going to go out to drinks first or hang out or something before the sex because that's what I would recommend. And

then the tone is kind of light and curious. The timing is yeah, when you're just hanging out together. Maybe you're going on a walk or you're in the car or whatever you're doing and you say to them, hey, I wanna talk about what's been going on. I think it's been so much fun hanging out with you. And I actually wanna try something that I've never done before. This isn't really comfortable, but I really thought we should talk about our sex life.

Let's talk about what happens sexually. And then what would you wanna say to them? Is it more about what you need to be pleased? You could say, I'm practicing on it and like letting people know or I wanna let you know what you need to be pleased? You could say, I'm practicing on and like letting people know, or I want to let you know what feels good to me because I'm learning myself. And maybe I could show you how I like to be touched. And then when you're in the bedroom together, you can like move his hand toward you.

You could say, I'm going to put my hand over yours, but sometimes when a finger goes inside of me, that doesn't feel as good. Actually, I'm learning too that the clitoris, you know, is where the magic happens. And when you go inside, that doesn't feel as good. Actually, I'm learning too that the clitoris, is where the magic happens. And when you go inside, it doesn't feel as good. Now again, so common Monica, I can't tell you, it's like they stick their fingers in, like they're digging for change or something.

Like they don't know, right? Like no one told them, they think finger goes inside and you penetrate, but for the majority of people with a vulva, just to stick a finger in, is not going to feel good right away. So you're not alone, but since most guys aren't educated on this, he wouldn't know that. So you could start there and then you could also say, like, like, tell me if there's anything that you'd be into. Like I want to know. And then, you know, he probably,

I'm just thinking here, he probably is embarrassed or feels weird about the fact that he can't stay hard because when guys, you know, they want to be able to control their penis, every guy would rather have their penis stay hard than not. I would think in like 99.9% of sexual scenarios, like maybe 100%, guys are like, I want to be ready to go. And when they're not, it feels really bad and shameful. And maybe he doesn't know why, but see if that comes up as well. And you could say, what would you need to have the best experience with me?

And even if it doesn't work out with him, Monica, and I know I might be saying things that you're like, oh my God, I can't imagine. Try it out because these are the muscles, these are the communication muscles that I would love you to start to work on now because this guy is, you've known him for a few weeks. Maybe who knows, it could turn around and be this incredible relationship or it doesn't know it doesn't work out but you know that you did what you could do to kind of try to have a healthy communication around sex and advocate for the sex that you deserve. I think that's all great advice and definitely how I want to go about it. I was also just kind of curious from your knowledge you know

I've been trying to do some of my research but I know you're an expert on things you know maybe some of the reasons, but I know you're an expert on things. Maybe some of the reasons as to why he might be having that issue, if it's like he's 28. Why he can't stay hard, it could be anxiety. It could be, he could be out of medication, any kind of pharmaceutical medication. It could be for anxiety or blood pressure.

Maybe he was drinking. Maybe it could be that he was smoking weed or how healthy is he? Is he someone that eats healthy? Does he work out? Does he... There's like all these factors that contribute to... You know, it's usually... It just has to do with circulation too, like blood circulation. So it could be something that he's eating, drinking, doing that is not allowing him to stay hard. But don't think it's about you for a minute. But that's the reasons it could be. Did you notice any of those things? Did he seem to be? Was he drinking? Was he taking drugs?

Was there anything going on? Do you know how he eats? You know, we had a couple of drinks. It wasn't anything too crazy. I mean, we've been talking for maybe a month. I don't really know what his eating habits are totally. I mean, he seems like a pretty healthy guy. No, like red flags there. So, I mean, the thing is about ED, erectile dysfunction, and I hate that even that term for, but when a guy can't say as hard, it's usually like psychological, emotional, physical, physiological, biological.

There's a million things that go into it. So yeah, we don't really know yet, but it's usually one of those factors. And I can tell you this, and it's just really frustrating. If he says, no, I'm fine. Everything's great. You could say, well, I noticed that like, that it seemed like you didn't say hard or you didn't say hard. And I'm just wondering what that's about.

Or if that's happened to you before, is there something I could do? My help there? And you might be like, oh, I'm so glad you asked. I really just need you to put your hand around my balls and everything's great. Or I need you to, you know, who knows? But you're going to knows, but you're going to find out when you had these direct conversations. And again, I'm sure no one's ever talked to him about this before, but I know it's the right thing to do and it's

going to be great practice for both of you. Okay. Yeah. I just, I know it's a sensitive sex. I want to make sure I approach it and don't make him feel like, you know, inadequate in any way, cause that's not what I'm trying to do. I'm like genuinely curious genuinely curious how we can maybe overcome this and if we can move on. Yeah, and I think it's really the right thing to do. I have to tell you that it's not comfortable, but I really like my mission on the planet

is to make these conversations more comfortable so that if you were with somebody sexually, you just expect, that's the world I wanna see where of course we're talking about sex. Like if you guys went out to a meal, right, Monica, and you guys were having dinner, you would talk about the entrees and you would talk about the appetizer, what should we get for dessert? Like literally everything else that couples do together, they would discuss, but sex is

like the secret, it's like shrouded in mystery. We shouldn't talk about it, but I believe that there's another world that we can all live in where of course we talk about it because this is somebody you want to make their experience better and you're probably going to have to maybe say, no, I'm not trying to shame you here. I really, I want to do this in a loving way. And so when he's with you, he gets really shut down. But now by saying that, he's like, oh my God, I feel so much better now.

You know, we don't know, but I think the truth and vulnerable conversation set us free and definitely allow for more sexual pleasure in our life. I mean, this I know. That's great. I really appreciate the advice. Thank you. Of course.

Yeah. I'm so glad you called in and I know this is going to be helpful for so many other people here. So thank you for being brave too. For not only brave to calling in, but brave enough to have this conversation with someone that's going to just, like I said, change trajectory of your relationships going forward. I know it. It's a great skill and it takes practice.

So yeah, thank you, Monica. Have a great day. Thanks for calling. Bye. Bye. You guys, we have to have these uncomfortable sex conversations. They are not easy. They are not comfortable.

We were not taught this. Nobody taught us how to talk about sex. In fact, we were taught how to not talk about sex. We were taught that it was supposed to be something that is private and it's supposed to be something for ourselves. Or maybe we're told that sex is going to magically be amazing and if you have to talk about it, there's a problem. Well, if you've been listening and you have met me, you know that communication is a lubrication

and we have to get comfortable talking about sex. It's going to change the trajectory of your life, your sex life, and your actually entire relationships. The one that you're in or the next one you're going to be in, this is a muscle. And if you're not in a relationship, practice with a friend. Talk to your friend about the sex they had last night. Ask them specifically like, hey, so what do you do to get off or what makes you feel good in the bedroom?

I mean, that's how we learn, you guys. So let's just start having these conversations, do with a trusted friend, somebody that you feel safe and close with, and then just start practice hearing yourself have these healthy conversations about sex, and then it'll become a lot easier and a lot more normal. And then you're gonna help me with my mission

to help prioritize and liberate the conversation around sex. Hi, Nikki. Thanks so much for calling in. So tell me everything. Tell me what's going on. So 20 months ago I separated from husband who I was with for 18 years. I married for 12 which by the way was like the best sex of my life, those 18 years. We really loved each other. We knew each other's bodies.

It was amazing. So we're going through this divorce. And about two months after my separation, I, you know, was looking literally to just have sex. So I logged on to Ashley Madison, I figured it would be like a discreet way to find someone who was maybe in the situation. And I did, I started talking to someone. And 20 months later, here we are still seeing each other. Okay, is also married. I'm still not divorced. Neither is he. And it's just

a little tricky because he is still living with his wife, even though he claims that they have like separate lives. But they're together for the stepson. It's not his son, it's her son. But he raised, loves him. And because I'm not fully divorced yet, you know, it's just, it has just worked, you know, we go away whenever he goes away for, you know, business trips trips and we see each other like almost every day. We have lunches and dinners and he's like my best friend. The question is, is he really ever going to leave? That's the question.

Is the married guy going to leave his wife? So you've had one partner and now you met somebody which I get it. It feels safe to date someone married because you don't have to really go there. It's a, you know, it can just be like sexual and get those needs met while you kind of figure out who you are right now without a man in your life. Like you're in a different stage of life. You haven't had time without a partner. And so I get all of that.

And so I'm wondering, yeah, like, is he going to leave her? Is he not? What do you want right now? Are you looking to get into another relationship? Well, I have, and he knows us. So we've had a few months here and there that I was like, listen, like I want to see what's out there. And I've dated a lot in the last 20 months, not just him. One of them being like a very successful executive director on Wall Street. And he was older than me, he was 50. He was so nice, so generous,

but he was just not like all there. He was just like scatterbrained and he would just like disappear for like two, three weeks. And my best friend and I would like Google people, like Google him to see if he's still alive. And then he would be like out of the blue one day, he would be like, oh, sorry, I had to travel. I was in Switzerland or I was here, I was there.

That just has been my experience with like several people that I've dated. Like this guy, even though he's married, he is just like very reliable. He checks on me every day. He texts me. I could say that a lot of us would say we want that rather than someone who's gonna ghost us and not be reliable. I totally get that. So what makes you think that he wouldn't be leaving his wife?

I mean, we've talked about this and he's telling me that he just has like a lot of anxiety about change. I have four children. He's very hesitant about that. Even though two of them are in college, they're adults, they're out of the house. They're not, I mean, one of them is going to Europe for the spring semester. I mean, they're out. And I understand that.

And I'm not asking him to move in with me, but get your own place. And actually I've even told him, you're not happy in your marriage. If you leave her, you should leave her for you, not for me and not for anyone else. Whatever choice you make, it has to be because you wanna do it.

Not for me, definitely not. I think he depends on her a lot. Yeah, I'm sure they've been together a long time, right? He relies on her. They're together. They have a family. They have a whole situation going on. And so if your question is, is he going to leave her? I mean, I don't know. Maybe he will, maybe he won't. But I think a lot of times, it doesn't sound to me like that's why would he? He met him at Ashley Madison. So let's start there, which is a site that's known for like guys who were like, I just want no strings attached sex. You know, I often see like he showed you where he's at and what he wants just by those actions

of being on that app. And I am sure that he's got feelings for you and the sex is amazing and you seem like just like a wonderful woman. But I also think like, no, you probably can't rely on the fact that he's got feelings for you and the sex is amazing and you seem like just like a wonderful woman and I, but I also think like, no, you probably can't rely on the fact that he's going to leave her. And even if he did, it probably will be very messy and it will be something that is going to take a while. So right now, listen, when it's an affair, you know, it's kind of this illicit romance. You can't quite have them like that's part of the thrill and the excitement, but it also sounds like he's a wonderful guy, like that's part of the thrill and the excitement, but it also sounds like he's a wonderful guy.

But that's kind of part of it. So the day to day, if he does leave, you know, I guess that would be, you know, you guys would have to figure out who you are now together and you're still in your relationship. So there's a lot to untangle here. I feel like this is more about you kind of taking control of like what you really want right now in your life. Who are you right now in your life at this point at this age? What kind of relationship do you actually want to be in your life? Who are you right now in your life at this point, at this age? What kind of relationship do you actually want to be in? Because sometimes it just feels really good to be with someone new and exciting, but you haven't been in this stage of your life before either. But it sounds to me like, yeah, he's probably getting what he wants right now. He's getting you and his wife.

I mean, the only reasons that I would think that he would leave are like two huge reasons. So she's cheated on him a few times and she pretty much held him hostage because he wanted to leave but she was like you're not going to see your stepson. So there's like a lot of manipulation there and also she will not have any children with him. And he wants children. Now, do I? Not really, but you know, is this like a long-term thing for me?

Probably not. No. So maybe it doesn't matter. Like, here's the thing. It sounds really, really messy. He still wants kids. You have four kids. Doesn't sound like you want another kid right now.

Maybe it's just something that's like taking up your time and helping you with your, kind of move past your relationship with your husband. And it's just something that's like taking up your time and helping you with your kind of move past your relationship with your husband. And it's a sort of fun taking up time, but also it's kind of the human condition that if we're with someone, we want them to choose us. We wanna be the only ones, we wanna be the ones that like,

we don't want them separating their time with someone else. Like that's really painful when you're intimate with someone to think how could they go home to someone? How could they climb in bed with someone else? But he's also kind of getting this warm, wonderful space with you and then he gets to go home and be with his wife and it sounds like it's a little bit toxic, which you know, I'd say the majority of relationships have some kind of toxic elements. Sounds to me like maybe there's other places that would be great for you right now to kind of focus on meeting people,

whether it's going out, having friends fix you up, doing things that you wouldn't normally do, saying yes to events you wouldn't normally go into and see who comes across your path right now. Like see who you could meet out there in the real world. Cause I'm not hearing that you're like in love with this guy, he's the one, he's your next person. It's more like, is he gonna leave her so I can have him,

but I'm not even sure that I want him. I think also I've stopped myself from going there just to protect myself. So I think a lot of that is also like, you know, the defense mechanism. You haven't even gone there with him you mean, or you haven't gone there, what do you mean? Like I'm not aware of myself to go into that, like, oh, I'm in love, you know, but I don't feel

like I'm like that anyway. Well, wait, because you think you might actually meet. I don't know. We're just meeting. So you think he is someone that you might be really in love with. But again, we don't know because it's like illicit. Does his wife know? That's my other question. Does his wife know that he's seeing you? No. And he sleeps on the couch. couch, he has a separate bedroom. According to him, see, we don't know. That's the other thing.

I always wonder, like, if you sat down with the wife, like, I wonder what her story would be. There's two sides to every single story. And I'm not saying that he's not telling you the truth. Like, his truth is he's on the couch or he wants to be on the couch or he has one foot out or he's mostly out, but we don't really know, right? You're not there.

He's actually carved out a life so he's actually able to spend time with you and it's really, really exciting. So the time that you're together is like heightened and exciting, but it's also not the real world, right? You haven't seen each other, you don't wake up together, you don't see him on a Sunday morning, you don't see him when he's stressed from work. It's kind of like a vacation relationship as I often say, because you're together when it's kind of like a vacation relationship as I often say, because you're together when it's, you know, kind of like long distance relationships or affairs.

It's like only the best parts, the most exciting parts of a human. Maybe it's been a good bridge for you as you're getting out of your marriage. And I get the feelings that you're having, but I also just have this sense that there's like another kind of healthier relationship for you to be in right now.

Or maybe just dating a few people. And I know you tried and there were assholes out there that ghosted and there are so many of those. But I think the clearer you get on what you actually want, we just actually did a show on this and it sounds silly, but it's manifesting your partner. It's truly about getting super clear. What do you actually want? What are your non-negotiables? What are your deal-breakers? What are the things? Because sometimes we just kind just go around and again, speaking from I've done this, people, listeners, we've all done these things where we just want to get out of a painful thing and go to what feels good.

So we keep going to different men or situations that feel good. And that could go on for a lifetime. You could keep swimming from branch to branch and finding someone because I'm sure you're a wonderful woman. You can find people wherever, but like what's going to sustain you? Like what are the lessons that you've learned from the relationship that didn't work out the marriage?

Right? I don't know if you've thought about that. Like, do you know what didn't work in your marriage and what might look different going forward? It might be interesting to let them know too and see what happens if you just set a boundary and maybe they'll say, you know what? I realized that like, I'm going to make a move

and I'm going to file papers or I'm going to move out. Like, it's been how many months? You said it's been 20 months. 20 months is a long time. But I would say probably the last six months that we've really been like, you know, like really in a relationship. So how so? So what has felt different in the last six months than it felt before that? When you say we've been in a relationship. Before that it was just sex. I think the last six months it became very emotional and we're like, all right, let's try this. Let's be together, see how we are together and then

take it from there. Since then, maybe in the last few weeks, he's like, you know, I'm moving in, he has a cat, he's like making all these plans about moving in, he has to buy this and that for his cat, but there's like no set date. I mean, maybe he'll show up with a suitcase in a few weeks, but that also sounds really complicated. He's got a wife who has no idea and you've got four kids at home. I just think that there needs to be more information right here and I would, I would kind of tread lightly with all of this. And to me, it doesn't. And I love that, I mean, I know it's been 20 months, which is actually a really, really long time. I mean, a long time to be with someone in an affair where the wife doesn't find out and you still feel like

you want to be with him. But again, I would love if he moved in for a few weeks because then you'd really get to know him. And I guess then you'd go on and work on your getting your divorce settled too, right? Is there a reason why that? I filed. We're actually in the very last phase of it. I think finding out more and then holding him to it and kind of maybe having some more deeper conversations about what you both want and how you want to live your lives. Maybe you've already done that, like what the future looks like and how you guys live together. But I think it's important to find out all that information and with a date and see if he sticks to it, I think that you'll have your answer. I think that's a great non-negotiable. If you don't keep

this date, then this really doesn't feel like you're as serious and I'm not going to invest more time and energy in this. I agree. Thank you. Okay. Thank you. Thanks for calling in. Let me know how it goes. We all want to know. There's so many stories of people who had an affair and then left their primary partner with somebody else and it works out. And I love that. But we're not talking about that right now. We're talking about in the moment, you know, what's going to happen?

What kind of information can you find out to find out if this person is somebody that you want to at least take the next steps with or if it's just better off to leave an affair and to leave like a thrill. But I telling you that for all these questions you have right now, should I stay, should I go in a relationship? The only way we're gonna find out the truth and what our next step should be

is by having open and honest conversations about the things that we think we cannot say. Check yourself, where am I holding back? What am I not saying because I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt my partner's feelings? Or what am I not saying because I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt my partner's feelings or what am I not saying because it feels too vulnerable and hard? Well guess what? Those are the things that you have to say. That's it for today's episode. Thanks for listening to Sex with Emily and be sure to like, subscribe and give us a review wherever you listen to the podcast and share this with a friend or partner.

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