Sexe Oral - Marie Maxime: De l’itinérance à la reconstruction

Episode Date: July 2, 2026

Cette semaine sur le podcast, Lysandre et Joanie reçoivent Marie-Maxime, intervenante en réduction des méfaits et ancienne travailleuse du s3x3, pour une conversation aussi bouleversante qu'essentielle sur la dépendance, le travail du s3x3, la reconstruction et les chemins parfois inattendus vers la guérison.Marie-Maxime revient avec une grande transparence sur son parcours marqué par la consommation, la prost1tution de survie, la violence, les relations toxiques et les nombreux obstacles qu'elle a dû surmonter pour reprendre le contrôle de sa vie. Aujourd'hui, elle accompagne à son tour des personnes vivant des réalités semblables et met son vécu au service des autres.Ensemble, elles abordent des sujets souvent tabous comme la dépendance, les préjugés envers les travailleuses du s3x3, la réduction des méfaits, les traumatismes, la santé mentale, le jugement social et l'importance d'offrir des ressources adaptées plutôt que de condamner les personnes qui traversent ces réalités.Marie-Maxime partage également les moments les plus marquants de son parcours, ce qui lui a permis de s'en sortir, les défis qu'elle rencontre aujourd'hui comme intervenante et les leçons qu'elle souhaite transmettre à celles et ceux qui vivent des situations similaires.On parle aussi de :— Son parcours vers la dépendance— La prost1tution de survie et les réalités du travail du s3x3— Les préjugés envers les personnes qui consomment— La réduction des méfaits et pourquoi elle est essentielle— Les traumatismes et leurs impacts à long terme— Les relations toxiques et la violence— La reconstruction après la dépendance— Son travail comme intervenante aujourd'hui— Les ressources disponibles pour les personnes en difficulté— L'importance de l'écoute, de l'empathie et du non-jugement— Les idées reçues sur les personnes vivant avec une dépendance— Le message qu'elle souhaite transmettre à ceux qui pensent qu'il est trop tard pour s'en sortirLe podcast est présenté par OxioUtilise le code promo SEXEORAL pour obtenir 1 mois gratuit sur https://bit.ly/oxio-sexeoralLe podcast est présenté par Éros et CompagnieUtilise le code promo SEXEORAL pour 15 % de rabais sur https://bit.ly/eros-promodemoRéserve ta soirée entre amis au SHAKER de ton choix dès maintenant sur https://bit.ly/SexeOral-Shaker🔔 Abonne-toi pour ne pas manquer les prochains épisodes.Pour suivre Lysandre Nadeau :Instagram : @lysandrenadeauPour suivre Joanie Grenier :Instagram : @joaniegrenier69Pour suivre Marie-Maxime :https://marie-vincent.org/https://naitreetgrandir.com/fr/https://www.teljeunes.com/fr/parentshttps://rmjq.org/a-propos-des-maisons-des-jeunes/https://www.instagram.com/psycho_ludiq/https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61583569985109Pour devenir partenaire du balado :[e-mail] travailler avec l'équipe du balado :[e-mail] Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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coast north. I've been of a region I've been up, it's a little little

really a really a lot of and I'm and I'm four friends I'm

more young than I have two two more young and I'm so I came to

there's a back there was there's there's there's there's there's a

action in the But it's like some of the half the half I'm I'm a little bit of

my mother she'd separate and revened but it's so so it's yeah, yeah,

yeah, there was you know, is that your, let's get your, your,

your secondair there, yeah, all my primary, all my secondair,

in the fact, I'm in the 20thens now, kind of, yeah,

yeah, you, you're, you're kind of , of a little of a little

girl, I've been a little female special. Always, but all the world is special but I have

a great personality I'm a I'm sure sure even when I were too little, I'm always always always

with the grand, I never play with the little, I wanted to be in a world of grand when I was

too old to be. At the adolescence also? I've always been a bit like that,

it's sure that in my genesis, he's a lot of things that created a problem. My parents,

there were a lot of violence, but not necessarily violence physical. My father is a bipolar

really type elevated, I don't know how we can't call it so. He has always been very, very impatient.

I'm, I know, I'm going to see someone and it's come and it comes to me to

hear my person in his life and it's so, so in my parents are separated. And I remember my father at the

mother in the mirror, but it was not of the gross violence, but, you know, like I, I've started there in. And after that, I've vied a little, I've subied the abuse of my brother. My brother my abuser, I had almost seven, eight, so, for at least,

one and a half, two years, and so, so I, I've got a little, in commencing my life, of this fashion, You have you have already

You know, I've done I've done I'm already I'm not but I'm I'm not my life

without me to me to know what I think I'm not I'm not I'm I've got

to get a question it's it's really a moment of a parenthese that I'm

on the there's there was in the time the story on Facebook Facebook it's been

popular and I had made a story of me and my story of my son

I'd like, I'd like, and I'd say, it's not like you'd never done, and he'd say, we'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I was 8th, you know, I'd have 6 years. Yeah, yeah, exactly. So, like, like,

so, I'd have been to know how much of this episode, because we'd have been to be mean, you know, like, it's like, it's like, to, in my adolescence.

So, you know, the proof written, also. Yes, I'm the preve written, too. Is, is, has,

had already had the conversation sense to have because sometimes the children reproduce what they're what they're

not, it's not it's not absolutely nothing, but he also it was to be abused

when he when he was young but it was by a person, it was

to be by someone of the family also the family and he was not

the same little little little that had been that

had been so I understand my things my my I mean, I don't necessarily

because, but it it's just a lot on my agisement in my adolescence, how I was, the code sexual, I'd researched a lot of approbation

of the sexuality, my car. So, it's for that I'm a, I've really a lot of my car in general. You know,

I'm really hard to say, never as much, never, see, never, it's so, but it does

partire that from, it, trauma of all what I've I'm I'm

I'm I'm saying my same I'm do you do do you

do see let's let's let's put some of the part

that let's let's let's that's that's that's I'm

I'm I'm even of my flash with my friend but it's

to come about 15, 16 and I'm I was in a party

team of hockey of the line junior major, you know, it's it's a lot, you know, in my head, it was not my first time, you know, it was, I'd be able to be my first time, it's been rockableness,

but it's been with my life, so. You know, you're there's already an interest for the sexuality, but on time, parley. I had, I had

already an interest. I, you know, I'm, I mean, that I've already heard that I'm sure, because I wanted probably probably

like in my time of the little bit of my time because I'm doing it's good in the fact I'm always

I'm always really the approbation of the people and even even even even even today

it's that I think I I'm I'm but this side there to be

on me it's very very far I'm Is that is by to you have made

a little analysis of that's if you did you about your part

that would be Maybe not Not even Even not I've seen I've seen These psychotherapes

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But yeah It's Part all of my Ptete Enfance But it's It's all It's

It's all Because You know People People People People People

People Why Why? and you just do you know, and you have all the time something.

Someone who has been in a certain way, you're in a certain way, you're there's something and there's a exactly, it's a

sure. Exactly. You know, you know, you know, because I'm, I've got to pretty, I've

all the time I've made, all the sensations forth. So, so, when I got to know not fumed the pot,

you know, I'm coming, I'm talking, I'm talking about I'm in 12 years, I'm, yeah,

at 14s. Yeah, at 14s. of 14 to 16 I'm not from Mardy on Saturday and I'd

give them to live for to survive so it's it's coming so let's say even psychologically it's got

have made some big damage even at this moment that so you're like your

your my mind your time that's no then you know I'm I'm

I'm I'm just I'm just I'm at maybe about 6 hour of because

the world was all my night and I'd move to the house because I'd be able to my brain

I'd hear of the voice you know my my debut of adolescence my debut of my debut of

life has been but on other other side I've had a very great be a very well

my my father he'd he'd put to do to do to do

the sport that we wanted my my my mother she she's

separate so but I'm not of negativity in a moment.

I'm trying to make that I've made the past because if you want to continue if you don't not the choice to make the of what you've

seen as a moment of a moment a day. Even even in making the peace let's

let's let's the trick that I've lived in the life with the person with the situations

but you know you know that your mind and so you're like you're like

even if, like, in my head to me, all the time, your body, your body, you know, even, even even

even again today, my mom, my mother, my mother, my call, and I'm

trying to get to be, and then sometimes, I mean, why why you why, but,

just, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, but I,

I've chosen, I, to continue to advance, so, so, so, I,

I've been to pass so, so, so, is, , 14-year-old, your parents,

it was, like, how he reacted, by the time, I think, it's like, you know,

like an , you know, like, you, like, you know, when you know, when you don't, you

don't, you know, but at the time, he'd know, because I couldn't

to be in , you know, I'm trying, to, you, I'm doing, the drug, it, that, it was,

it's, it, He didn't. I was very at my father. My father had worked three days of night, three years

of the day, three years of days, we're doing, we're doing when he was drugged when he's his own

his own his own always had been to be his life. He didn't impossible that we

were doing the drug, you wow. He would not a changement in your performance

but it's maybe an adolescent yes that probably that my father said, it's, that

It's just a crisis of adolescence. I think that you'd make the head in the sand as a parent when you're sorry you see, you know, like that, let's say,

let's say, let's say, the first time that you did it was at hockey? No, but it's an party of a gang

of the line I'm major in the city where I'm where I'm where you're after, you were

in the consumption at the moment. Yeah, I was already in the consumption at the moment. I think about 15

and a minute, the first first time and then, and they're just major, they're not, they're not, they're just, 17, 17,

18, 18, 19, but there are not much of 20, but I'm not I'm not, I'm sure,

I'm sure, but he was but he's not too so good. You're not you're not you're not

I'm remember, but he he was full gente, but he was full gente,

but I'm still still because it's the first time, you know, it's not a first

one first like an film, probably now. How that's on, at part of

that's your life, in your sexuality and in your consumption, it's been after the

other, you know, I'm really a sexuality that's very, very, very much,

let's say, like, someone to get any idea. Because I know not, I'm not

that I'm don't necessarily with anyone who, but I just play all the time, all the time,

in my time, in my I'm going to be amy, I'm going to and it's even like, let's let's say,

two, three years, it's really more than, you know, I'm a little bit, it's a work, it's a work, it's a work,

it's like, I'm, even even again, because it's not true, I'm still, I'm still, why I'm,

why I'm, why I'm, why I'm, why I'm, I don't know, it's really for that, really, really.

Well, man, it's correct also, we're, we're not, we're not more,

don't know, rest in a cotton-wattie and to say, I don't want to say, I don't know, that's a part also, we're in people, we're in

being, we're not not being, but there's a difference between offering his car to the first when you want to to be to make

cute and be and feel like to when you know when you're when you're a personality like the personality like

you're a little in this role there you know, you know, you know, you know, you understand, so you know,

so you understand, And the people, obviously, you've had had been probably an etiquette rapidly, so the people

certainly, you know, you know, you know, it's a thing, it's a he'd

see, I'm, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm sure, I'm sure, that's, it's important

also to talk about, because there's certainly other people, who are in this pattern

in their head, and it's really not that we're probably, first, first,

first, you know, first, first, I've tried to try, to find the love of

my own to before to be able to do you know just to you know exactly

okay after after so that you said you said you said that you've said you're

saying that before but that it's evolved how your consumption but in the phone

I've known after that my family but I got I was

I'm on I'm 18 18 18 so after I'm

I'm I'm not you have a seven oh my god It's a fool.

What's going to happen to say? So, I'm going to send to my Faye. So, I've got consumed I, I mean, zero, zero, for my my wife,

until I was maybe three years, you know, I mean, and, you've been able to get to get a shot, all?

All right. All right. All, but I, I had already a little slacked this consumption,

that a little little bit, the parent of my year, you were not too, there's a bit in the party,

but we're were young, we were young we were young, we were young, And then I got my pop-pun and then

then after we we're separated and then the renaissance to the end up for because of my father of my

but it's like it's like it's not not quite regular totally, no, and I had the

chance to have my my father so it it was easy for me to

to get to get in these patterns that of my life what's

what's what we did? I'm the good to say that we have the

to profit of an terrace, have a good ambience, the good cocktail,

maybe a good menu, and I'm the good to say that you're the place where you're the

that's a shaker. Ah, yeah. Yeah. I like, I like, I love

and then I'm more than that, that's for me, my belle, but for you know, there's a

mockett incredible. You know what, Joanne, there's there's 23 shaker on Quebec.

Oh, my God. So, it has a Terrace of Shaker at 10 minutes at your feet of your probably. I'll see. In the other

turn, we're not on. It's not long is not long at home in here my time. Joanie. It's also, let's say, let's

let's talk about your gang and reserve it, so you can be able to directly to reserve or you can go to their

site internet to know their menu, all the stuff off and all the events on shaker mixer,

on shaker, on shaker, uh, onixology. Bravo. So, so, good et

St. You could let you have to your father and like to I was in the bar. It had to

I'd have to and all right I'm in the phone, I mean, I feel like on the time that

that's a 100,000 for me and I'm and I'm thank you my life, you know the papa

I'd have a little papa. After that is that you've had you, there,

there's, there had there had a few, after that after that after that to have

to come what's what's what's with your your female? I've

always I'm in I'm in so we're going to get to call a lot of but I'm

after that I've knew the bodybuilding, we're not in drug we're not in drug I've got the bodybuilding

to school that I've started to do that I'm about about 20, 21, 22 years

around so I'm having found I've found another passion that's extreme

so I so I'm because I'm could attire the attention also with that

because that I'm cool because I I did something that's

out of the ordinary so that I did like I'm in past, I'm doing

and I'm playing with plenty of stories, plenty of photo, and I could make

my little life of fitness. You're that's my shape. Yeah,

my shape. Yeah, my time, I'm it was it was not

it's not muscle or so yeah, but that's, I've recommenced

the bodybuilding one we're we're But that's really in 2013, maybe, 2014. I've made that for a couple of

of years. And after that, it's that. So, so I've been there. And I've seen after that a guy where's the

love of my life, which is now my coach at the hour of actual, but who's not the

world of my life, but... At least in the life. Yeah, super

gente. So, so I, that I, I've seen, I'm going to he, but I'm

parted in my gross affairs, and there, it's that I to start

to more to want the love and to do do you know to do you never made in my life

like demenaged at the other end up the world and let's my little little here, where I'm

where's the I'm at, where's the things that I've made that we're not, we're not we're not

we're not but I'm made for to be made for, for, and I'd refer not

to do you if I'd have to how it's to happen that? Yeah, In the

fond, I had my little my little and I'm doing a little bit of and he

had done an ultimatum because he would not to continue to be able to but I wouldn't be

not to be able to not to be a person that so I have all to say

to say to be because I've in the case it's not but it's

not the same it's not the same today today it's it makes

a little, a little alarm, a big a big, a great, it's,

it's, I'm not I'm not about, but I think the causeure, she has

had to come to my life, because I'm not, the essential of my life, I've got

put a point, so, you know, I've been to Montreal. I'm coming to

Montreal, exactly. And, if it's your father that was his father,

her, her, her, her, her, she's a great, she's

of her, really really, really, really, and is it she had at the age

at the time? She was, she's like, it's in 2014 and she had been in 2005, she had

five and about. Five years? Is it, is, is you feel, she has,

to realize that, when you have recuperated, say, at what you, I'm at a age?

I've been to be there was just been very, it's been like, it's like, I'm,

it's like, it's like, Today, we'll say we'll have a parenthesis, today, our, our,

our, our, our, our, our, I think that it's a lot of

that's, she's, of her, and it's plight, because, because, I,

having, a, I've been, I've said, I'm in my life, that I

have to give a thing to my life, and I, and I, reprodued,

in the fact, not in the violence, not in, but I, but I, reproduce what I

had been a big dey to have a lot of to do you have much more than my parents and all the my friend

even more more than my more than my my friend because there I've made to the pain to my

your sense exactly that's what yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah yeah I'm just before we're on on on it on I'm not I'm

not I just that you you've really that you're really that's because it's it's going to

it's not it's not quite I'm going to I'm going to we're talking we're doing it even in being perfect,

you know, you fuck your because you got your because he's perfect and then he had made

the pressure but it but it's it's kind of important to realize you know like I

have changed in my life the minute when I have to think that's all the

whole people that's all I had some have I think it's important, even for me, to realize that, yes,

to have a doce. But, but, to have the compassion and to understand these agisement to her,

and to not be like, is a being, is a little and it's a part to long,

like my my blessure part of too, but, but you're going, it's sure,

grandire to do that and it's, but, it's not finished, no, but no,

no, no, but no, no, When you're part, is there also a sentiment

to, like, not, your view, it's not to be able to that you said, you said,

you said it's not , you're not that you had, there was, there was a idea, there was a feeling,

she was, I was, I was, I know, that was the separation, that was extremely difficult,

I, I'm coming out of the voice, it's the fun, the separation that was really, really difficult,

and it always been very, very nociff so he he's like we

have always, you know, like we have been in sure that I never felt in my role,

but it's a little because I never felt in my role but I had

very maternal with my my female so I hope in a other

life to be to be to do it and to do the

way but it's that I think that at this moment I want to not lose to lose the

love of the person that I thought that my life had if he's an problem of dependence

so that's a problem of I'm really to be amoe to everything that's it's like

it's not it's not the first person that's like like you yeah there's

there's but you're not the but you're not the first but you're one of those

he's quite sure to have realized that, like you do you and to

work that's, while what you're doing, your she's your

way, it's still it's still difficult the relationship today, today and it's

more, but it's correct, I respect that, and I think, I've cried

messages to every every good good, when she's when she's always,

she's always always to be there, I'm not Because, my parents, Marcel, I'd respond not. I just to give an hope also by the part of something.

I've been to talk to my mother during the years. And when I'm given mom, so at the age of 27 year, I'll have 31 the month next, you know,

when I said that there's nothing to say, my mother's one of my person presently on the world, so, so, so,

so, even if, let's, let's the moment, it's the more difficult with her and that she's there's there's a

it's like it's like this it's like that it's been married to get married I'm in the world I'm sorry I'm really

really continue to do that yeah I'm yeah I'm I continue to evolve to she's gonna she's like

she's like you she's like she's like she's not she's she's she's growing in that

it's like the fact also the social my face she's a very very a few

she's very little she's she's like we're like explode but you understand

you can't exploded on TikTok and all, it's been very difficult for her, because, like, all the world who, you know, he's a little bit of me, we're gonna, let's see, what, five years?

About 14. Yeah. So, at the school, it's not all the time super-genty, and I'm not even a fissue perfect, so, so. Oh, it's very bad,

so. We're not sure. We're talking, we're sure, extremely good for you to you're more more good. Who is our show

of 4 September so, a little rappel, Lascall, for you procure the billets. We're going to do a show

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a heart to live that with you and plenty of surprise for you for you know so that's

yeah it's for that it's all plenty of little things but all the important

now today I think it's just really to evolve and to be the

being the better the main of me and to continue

there has that your door is always open. Exactly. That's

it's all that's the whole of the whole, because that's that's, you know, you know,

you can't never, you know, never, she'll never to hear of, she'll have to have some,

she's, like, she's important that she know, she'll have that's that I'm

that's true, yeah, that's true. Yeah, yeah. The love, it's more than

all that, that's what we 've been doing, there's, there's, so, that's,

so, you know, want to We're on arriving at Montreal, so. Yeah, I'm arrived at Montreal. And at the table, you have to

I'm resitu Your mom bodybuilder You're like Baby, let's me not, I'm not, I'm so I'm

So, he's He is russ So, so I'm in a family where's that he's a French, but

person don't speak but person is Russian, the style of the house, all there

there, it's not me, not, even the region, like, yeah, I'm going to

live in a sub-soul of the guy that I'm, the guy that I like I'm the best of the world,

but there's nothing that that, but, you know, I'm not to be part because because I

can't get the love of my life, you know, so I just, I'm trained,

entraned, and I'm in a bit, I, I'd have been a mur, because I'm really really

really too of my my feet, and he We'd have not the same language of the language of the love, let's You know, but you're a damn bad grue again, but it's a chum of a man.

Well, I said, I said again. Yeah, exactly. We're saying, we're saying, but we're We'll date not. No. No, but it's all right. It's still

I'm sorry. I'm sorry, if it's the first time, I'll have to laugh at the moment. It's true, I'm sorry, I'm So, it's that, so, so in the

phone, I'm going to be part too, we're going to go, let's go. It's good. So, so,

so I'm back, I'm just I'm trying to, but it's a moment that you know, we were in

a sub-soll, you know, you're on that's on that you're really, that's a minute,

I'm going to get a apartment, but he's a little, he's a little bit and he's

still, so you know, oh, you know, but you're oh, but, but,

but, on your But like that he would like he would like he wanted to be in

apartment so I'm in a part of because I'm in my head he would be able to because I'm

so I'm so I'm so that I'm so finally no so I've let's get my life

to the back, I'm just put a apartment to return there I'm

I'm then I'm then he was maybe he was maybe it's

your coach can't yeah yeah yeah You know, we're going to... You're going to... You're passing to other things.

Oh, we, we, we, we're passing to other things. But, yeah. So, so, a month after, he had already another blonde, and she was,

she was really the love of her life. Oh, man. Do you like, his family? No, but he's no, but he's

really on a lot, and super gentle. Oh, my God, how much it's good. So, so the podcast, thank you.

No, no. I've got to the question, it's the, the first point. We're in the beginning and attach it

to get to attach to go, go. After that next next next wave Okay,

after that I'm I'm back but I'm I'm back on I'm in the in the life of bar

because I'm my life the life of bar so I'm I'm in a

little apartment really mytho but you I'm I'm I'm

because I just have a place to have a place to to accue my female and

all. But there it's always to be difficult with the papa of my and my and all

is because he wanted, he'd think it's a little before it's been it's a

very, it's a very, very difficult. You know, I'll far attention to what I

say, because they're not in the world public and they they want not even, but,

but it can be an excellent papa, it's just the relationship. It's really, I'm really,

I'm really of my of my separation in in terms of it's your communication to be different. It's very difficult. The communication

was very difficult. But, I was always saying the important is what, is that my fee is well. Really.

It's like that we, that we like that's apprissy or it's not, I'd like to say like that. So,

it's the communication that was difficult. The communication was really, really difficult. So, he,

in the phone, it's like it's like it that it's that it's been that it's to be, you know,

you know, you've got to also that I had a bit brised the confidence in part of the other to be like, like he, for him, in his head, he would have never

made that. So it's difficult to understand probably for someone who's for people who all parents of this month,

in the front. He doesn't, he'd be not that I think, after an analysis, you've been analysed the thing,

he would certainly not that the little bit to be able to know, in the phone. So, so,

so, so, I had my but more often so I'm getting

to get in consumption quite excessive and I'm in love the consumption excessive

is that you start in the speed or the speed or the speed in no no speed

in speed in speed no you're you're doing there's there's not that

in the miss in the pretty Marie maxim in in the little Marie Maxim

Oh, that's good. No, because that's, I mean, I do plenty of of words, not of the bad but I do like, like, like,

if you're assuming that's that, it's that, but, but the other the problem, it's not you, but they're,

the other who say, the other, they're saying, a moment, you know, you've got a problem, and it's not

that, so, that's not, I'm not, I'm trying to find, I'm not, I'm, you're like,

I'm, you're saying, I'm, but, but, so, so, so,

It's the like, the cocaine has started Wow, wow. Okay. It's good. We're pasted to, woo, okay. It's like,

so my life is like so, so, so, go. On keep up. Exactly. But, but,

yeah, the cocaine, you've never touched at that before, not, not, you know, just a line

the Mardy. It's not, not, because, I, don't, I'm not, I'm not,

I'm saying, but I, I said, I'm trying, I'm trying, my pinot, okay, and so that,

it's the It should be something. No, no, that's, it's, she, she has not to live, she has not to have not fair, but, and then, in plus, in the time, the end up, you know, you're at the bed of two years,

you know? Wow. So, that's the time to do you have to manage. Hey, I'd have started some, but I never finished. Never.

Like, I, I'd love, I'd, I'd like, I'd, I'd, the mure. No, but, the murs,

at the guine, but, there, lave, lave, the mure, it's long, like, but now,

but there, but there, parenthesis, I had made some of the painture, so that it had all over

my mure and there's all it was all it would be all the I've been I've used for,

more than you need to be more than a little parenthes that is full inquiette really,

really, really, really I've been your make the murgeney I'm

when I had started to have to the adairal at the Cep I've left

all my my complete it's a it's a it's a it's a it's a

alarm all right we're doing so we're doing so it alarm it's a alarm.

It's a it's a bad it's not a bad it's not it's I'm

so so I'm so so that's the cocaine so how so can't

so so that so it's it's your drug of choice it's my

drug of choice it's my drug of choice But no, my drug of choice is the alcohol My substance Because if I consume Not an alcohol

I consume no drug Okay It's really, I don't Like, I never sniffing No, I'm not No, I'm sorry But I'm not to For enough to be

For sure To get, you know I'm just, you know I can't I'm not bring a Avert Because even Today, even today

Again, it's Like, I go In meetings And all, it's been years that I've tried

to stop to consume to consume to alcohol and I'm I'm I'm not I'm able

to pass on the liveress mental in the fact I know if I know

if I'm even if it's three hours the afternoon I'm that's always automatically automatically

I'm I'm trying there you know there there's there you know there And I'm like, oh my God, I've really tried. I'm really

content, you know. But it's a little victory. A little victory, but it's like you have made more than cocaine, that? That would say that.

Okay. That I'm not, I'm not as I'm sorry. Excuse me. No, but in plus, no, but it's on

the radio. The world are, they like, so, me so, I'm, I'm like,

the sole reason why you know, it's that it's me who's not because I'm because I'm talking to you know because I know

that's like there's there's a lot of that's in a situation like that and at a moment to know it's been beau to make your

things to make your but you know it's sure that I'm not you're not in consumption necessarily but sometimes

it's a time it's five hours of the morning I go to life and I'm embark carolic You know, when the

last time that's When you've done? It's been a couple of weeks, it's a couple of weeks, but there

had been a bout where you could publish some of the thing that you were in the influence of the cocaine.

What's what do? You've already published some TikTok where you're to get to get to get

to get to get to get. I'm just I'm just never to get more,

but more more than in the time that yeah, in the time that, yeah, it's just.

It's already arrived in the story. Well, yeah, I've been there. I said it last yearment, no. No, not nearly. Oh, but yeah, yeah, yeah, it's so. But, yeah, I've always, I've always, I've always, I've ever, for example, when I've seen an emotion,

the air grandee, you know, it's really, like, you're, well, you're very much, yeah, it's intense, and when I'm talking, when I'm talking, when I'm trying to, like, I'm like,

like, then, then I'm talking, and then, I'm, like, I'm show. Well, it's for that, I'm, I'm, you're so, I, honestly, it's just to turn to mind, and I was like, like, I'm sorry.

The intensity, the intensity. And I'm, and I'm... I'm not, and I'm not... And I'm sorry, and I'm not... I'm not sure. I'm not sure. I'm not. I'm not sure.

I'm not. So, you know, I'm going to have another because, like, oh, I'm sorry. You know, you're like, when I was... Well, I'm sorry. I'm not... The fact I'm not called on the country.

Well, it's super-verveyeu. It's really, like, like, it's good, But there's someone who said, Mara Maxim, you're like of the heroine. So, she said, she's like, she's like,

you know, can't even, you know, we're like, we're like, we're trying to know what, what's, you know, and I'm listening, when the world

me can't, you will be able to find a little bit, and you're going to make, and you're and you're going to be mad, and it's so, that the people

that get arrived, but, I adore. So, okay, there, we, there, we're, there, we're there, we're

there, we're, after that, just, just, A little bit before, when you're re-chew, you've re-chuted, after that, after

that's... When I was rechuted in... I'm... I was talking about in a man who I know-and-a-huh, and I'm parted to the Quebec

with, and there, he was an event, in the fact, that I'm going to count, but it's on a period in a time

of two, three years, and there, I've had a great, a big, a big shock post-traumatic in 2018 and

2019, and there my Descento onfer has started. Because all I just you've been to you know

you're going to you're just my little life normal, I'm going to but the real descent to the

year to end up in 2018, 19, where's that I got in in gross,

gross, gross, consumption where I had been in the week, for I'm

more, more of other, no, no, I'm, I'm, I'm

I've just been to go to eminage my condo at Le Bourneuf at Quebec if I see just

I've been in an apartment and there my life has shambouled at this moment we're we're all

we're all we're all hey it's cool because I think I can't when

I'm yeah I just yeah it's so you so that in the

first first first time of my life that I that I'm going to that. In 2018,

in the phone, I'm in a saint and with the person that I was

that's all had already not bad. He said, he said, he said, he said to

keep my my little baby. And um, and unfortunately, um,

all the had been super good, at the The grossest, it's been super well, but I met with you guys' when the little bit of five seven, and there I was

in gross, gross depression postpartum, and, unfortunately, I've never remounted of this depression that. I've elevated my little baby all alone, during one year, and after I was really, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very,

malad, psychologically, because, I thought, I'd not that I not that I could live my life without this person

so I'm in a very, very gross depression and we interned in psychiatry

we're interne in psychiatry and we in the phone my baby and it had been

never been like when you when we in in gross gross

depression like that we say some we do some some that's

that's that's that's we're we're we're a distress which is

so much extreme that we see we we can we can't really in the

what's what is in my case and there on the other

other I wanted full mind but I didn't the door

to the time to have a lot of It's too... It was a lot,

it's too, it's a very, so, I was, I was able to remounted what I'm

what I'm what I'm like, you know, and at a moment done I saw my

little little with the DPJ and it's very that he'd demand

enormously and it's correct, it's their fashion to work and

but I personally the DPG has really breased my life, but it's their

fashion to work. So I'm not not really not really not much the way of the way

it's for so that's like, it's like that's like the mo' I'm in it's a morning that

I'm going to put my little little guy to get to the and I'm going to

search and and I'm never ever ever ever ever ever before

this time that it has been today eight a that I'm not seen.

And, you know, after my life, it's never been the same life, you know, is,

is, is, I've done, do you have done to be the choice, probably

who are to be in to that, is that, is that, like, all the questions

pass and Cense in my head, but, at the a lot of today,

it's that my reality, and it's for that, there something that's

that's cance the plus in me because I'm because I'm who wanted

the approbation of the people, who wanted the love and imagine when we come in a

thing like all, all it's quadruple and then I'm down the of the

drug and I know, I'm I'm because I have all

because I think, what's you want that you want to that you want to

what you want to that you wanted to I'd like I'd my little bit more than I'm sorry to put it to do with me to bring me to see what I'm doing to see what I'm thinking about in psychiatry because it's like I've never seen see that you know that you see that even at one year

it's all the little bit of nine months the children comprehend tellment of things like I've seen and I saw you know, like we've Arrached, like, I'm, I was 24-hour-on-24 with him, you know, it's, it's my little boys, it's all my life, and

I've never seen, never seen smile, but now, now, today, I hope, I, I know, he's, I know, he's so, you know, it's, like, you, you're like, it's, like, it's, like, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's been a car sur. Is, is, you know,

of the news? Zero. I'm absolutely nothing. Absolutely, absolutely nothing. I'm I'm trying to to find out of finding some of the newvel and all.

We'll invite some some of the photo, but, you know, like if I've got the choice to be protect, I'm therein, but I hope, but I'll just for a day

to have a contact or something, but it's so, So, then of today, we're there in this story, I never had ever talked, and I know that

will certainly have certainly to make enormously reactive, but, you know, like, for me, for me,

for me, for me, I think, I, I've got necessarily that the people can't,

I'm not, I know, and I know, and I, know, in time, as far as, I'd

an history like that, and I'm not a call list of but you're not my history it's not the story it's not

there's not there's a lot of there's a you're a you're very mad and you you know

it's that but the life is not finished it's like the life is not finished and the

life is not finished and I I I I I don't

I don't say but my sole but my sole view is to have to It would just

a contact, you know, like we'll see how that's the way to be able to be able to just,

you say, hey, I'm going to say, hey, I, I'm never abandon, even if it it can

be like, but no, no, no, no, it's, I abandoner never this

side, that, it's, it's, it's like, we're, we're, like,

we're always, you, like, you, like, is, is, Is it's because

that's often we say, if he's if he's he's been young, he had been been adopted by a

family? He's with his father, he's over. Oh, yeah, yeah, so it's not

DPJ, and it's not, no, no, it's not no, it's really, it's really, it's really,

he's with the father, he's with his father, okay, okay, okay, and then, you know,

he's, yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, perfect, well, we're,

well, we're, it's, it's, For the For the infant, the best, you know, the

you know, you know, you're going to be blessed all your your life for that. Exactly. But the end of the

end up, you do crime, the infant, the infant, it's the really, that's really, that's a

man, that's a time of time to take care of and you. Exactly. Exactly. And,

it's, it's, like, I'm retombed in, I retombed after that, you know,

the big shock, the gross shock post-traumatic, it's really that that I've that I've and if you

don't forget, I'm in depression postpartum also. We have a tendency to sometimes to neglige a little

depression postpartum but it's something I've used a lot that's too that can make really big ravage in

your psychology your mental to your and often you're on your friend to your chum to see at

that and the world are like well let's like the hormones but it's so that

after after I'm I was I'm coming in 2020 I'm not been not been

to get a condo I'm not so old they're so they're they're they're all

they're like they're like I'm about they say I'm what I'm so they they're all

they're so I'm all together so I'm in a town at Oshlaga

abit like to like the divan and divan and there it's the the real

life that's I think the limits of boot, I'd in the crackass I'd never made of a crack by example

but he never never anything ever ever never anything people have always I've been super-ganty but I've got

I've got to my name oh I've found a little champ but it's a vendor of crack that he'd

be there my pinot I'd get in the speed really really really but carlick you've been

been bad in tabroote to not to come in the other yeah I've been I've been

I'm in all of this for for real When I'm afraid of crack. When I see when I see a cracket on the internet

I don't know there's not like there's not like to get there's not to get to be like that I'm not

so I'm not I'm not I've always I've been a chance To have been in a house Clack

clearly that's sure you've got that you have to it's done more than you yeah

and two two months after that I'm after that because two months when I

when I'm that I've had been I've seen the prostitution a little before but it's like I've known

the agencies of escorts at Montreal where I've worked in these agencies and all, and it's like

I've seen in the this milieu that that that's part, that's part of my life because because from

this moment that, I've never known other things that that I've had been in

if I'm having a but I have been for a year because my my daughter

she like, oh my my God my own my dear, I wanted to my wife and my wife

she had been doing a lot of but I'm still still still a little bit in the other side, by example

The work of sex? Yeah, yeah, really. And for me, I've only, I've

that, to have made me to find me and I'm like, it's like, it's

it's my middle in tabarwet, yeah, really. When you've when you've

started in the in the work of sex? In 2020, around. Okay, you know, I mean,

you know, you know, I mean, it's not, but it's never tried to. No, but I'm not

that. We know not that this, this milieu, really not. It's like, it's like,

what's the , what's what's, it's, it's, it's, these things that I

know, absolutely, not of all to do you have all that's 20. 20.

The resos social, the chururrogies, the botox, at the , about, the sex,

The work of sex, all is arrived in the time. We're going to say that for me, it's all of

these things that's not super positive, that's you consider that not that's not that's not that's

positive, but it's all something that was going to make up that's something that really, really,

so it's it's been, but it's you've made a video who said that that, that,

that, that they were there was, there was the video that that I'd , you'd, yeah,

yeah, you said that the, the, some of the work of sex and that, it's a little if you tripe

at a moment of a little yeah, this video that I'm sure that I remember that I'd have done because I'm

a bit of me say that I'd never be able to have this genre of that because of the choice

of life that I had in the fact, and it's it's kind of it's kind of it's quite

it's come in a, it's a man solid to have a woman that has a woman

like that in her life, you know, I don't, you know, but he's going to be someone, so, so, so, so,

so, so, but I'm, I'm very intense, I'm, so I, have, you've talked to

, you know, to talk about, yeah, is, is, you've been, for you, if you're,

there's, there's certain, things, that's, certain, things, Genetic, I'm really.

In the fact, I've never been, I've been in psychiatry and with the psychiatrist,

we've diagnostique a very great great TDAH. Well, that's, I'm not

surprised. A TPL, but finally, I'm in the fact, because at all the world,

you know, it's just because there were the facet and the trauma that's liberate

and the trauma that when you you're doing things, but bipolarity, we've we've been

it's not diagnostic, but it would also that I'd have some of the gross facet of, you know, these up and down and all, you know, I've got used

some of my life so, so, don't more, it's, it's, it's, I'm not on, you know, I'm trying to, I'm, you know,

it's complex, it's like if all, is related. All right, all, all, all, all, all,

all, all, all, all, all, all, all, all, all, so,

so, so, the work sex, you've come there, in, Yeah, I've a little bit

a little bit in the phone, I've seen that it's impuantable when I reponse to say it's a girl

on messenger that you had to make a passenger to pay me my chauffeur I'm sure You're gonna

get to get 20 years I'm gonna yeah, I'm sure, I know, 60 Piace

maybe, but she she had had had to for a PIM or it

I'm I'm I'm no I'm not we don't know For real,

it's someone who's a person who's I never seen this person of my life. Okay. Is that you see that first

that's executed a trial? Yeah, it's what? It's in a, in an apartment of person aged,

but he was not so aged, the monsieur, but I was he, he's attended to have

to have a with a tattoo with with the with a lot of no, not to tattoo,

not to but I'm full, I'm full of gente, and I didn't, that

to do that. Not that, do that, not do that. So, I'm going to know what I'm doing, and I remember, there was a minute, there was a lot of the house,

and then, how you, how you, how you, how did, how you, how to, in my head

to me, it was like if I had done that all my life, really. Okay, so it had not

too marked at the moment, then, and you said, let's go, we continue, at the moment.

Yeah, really. Okay. But it's, it's not marked not too, but it's not too, I've been, you know, I've lived plenty of affer in my life, so I'm saying, one of the plus, one, and more, yeah, and, yeah,

I mean, I, I'm, like, I'm, like, I'm, you know, he was, he, he was, he was, at least, oh, it's, but, yeah, it's, my first experience, you know, and then, and then, I was, I, you know, like, a little chubter, when it's an affair of person

of age, there, so, so, it's apprace, that you'd have to, I didn't know if it it would have to appear but I'm going to go to

Scrabble yeah, yeah, it's like I'm there's I'm going to I'm going to no,

no, no, okay. Is that you've had already had some period of

these bad clients? I'm not a good clients only some of the people

people know, some of not not in that but yeah but yeah

yeah yeah we're we say we're Eros, which is the Rhoe-Horos, that's the

Do you want to have to gain a sexual? I'm very envy? Well, I'm very I'm really.

Oh, yeah. Yeah, I'm I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. Here, we have this little little bit of the segment, turn me a row. So, in fact,

you have two choices. It's so that you respond a question for gain a lubricier, or you turn the row, and we do a defy on a guy,

it's a turn to all. It's a turn to all. I'll go. Oh, let's go. And... Oh, the sire. The sire? You're too game?

To do you? Yeah, it's... It's a jose. It's just... I don't know. I'm not doing it. Okay, I'm going to do it. Okay, you're at the same...

So, in the front of... Yeah. I'll be to ask you a question in the same... Okay. Well, so, so, here, here, here, this is you ever...

Is it already essay this? But I just... Try it, but they're pretty, like... Ah, and it's a lot. It's the oil amissage. That's the real sight. Okay. So, sexually,

there's one who they use, they banded the eyes and they're doing on erogen, progest, the zone erogen. So we can't put it's at where, we're going to put where you want?

I'd say, it's the cruees, the truce? The crue? Okay. You don't know. I don't know. I don't know if,

on the trot of the tues. We don't know with the truce tachs these jeans. Okay. Oh my God I'm afraid for her You're too You're too prox

It's not the time To get to showy It's not too It's not bad Well, well Well, well You're You're married

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So, we go to see. It's a Yeah, the ultimate. He's beautiful.

It's the ultimate. Porn, us you know, that's that. A repress

on the other. You're still a joy that's a and that's there's a battery. No, if you're

somebody, that's there's it'll be not bad I'm going to long time.

Wait, in the minute, attend and then there, if you know, if he's

if he's a love over before me, Ah! You have to guard the on the

power. Check that your point G. Christ. So, that's... You can't you know,

you can't see your to put it to putt to putt to get to so, I'm

I'm trying. I'm I'm a good car so, so, I'm not

I'm sure measured? No, I've never measured by example, but he's long,

he's gross, charnu? Well, he's, he, he's, it's,

all, all, it's interesting, okay, it's interesting, okay, Okay, okay, so you have that's so

I'll give you so, so I'm thank you thank you thank you Ross,

we're repart the podcast well, we'll cut up there of the stuff, but that

that's a barnax excuse me pardon that capote yeah oh yeah my

my new micro I'm like melin in your pocket we're going to

make a post It's not right, the person conned who are well stressed but there, well,

assume you, it's correct, you're talking about, I just just said, I just said, I just said, I just said,

I just said, that's just I didn't hear that, I've been not heard that, you've been

to hear of not at a moment of an episode, no, I'm not I'm not on the episode, excuse me, continue,

I'm not I'm not to say, but if the people are they're going, hey, she's called

Mary Michelle, I'm I'm just I'm sorry, I'm just And then I'm Where I'm Yeah,

You're running To have the But he's been A man who had the photo of Yeah, And then And then, And then,

I'm not Wait a Wait a Wait a bit I'm Let's get What, What's the

What's the Of what? Yeah, Exactly. And, No, I've not There's not

Of, Of, Of, Yeah, So, Yeah, So, that I'm

At times, I'm trying, I'm, I'm talking, 10 clients in a night, like, you know, you know, at

you know, I didn't know I'm trying to know how it, so I'd ask you know like the little baby wear.

You know, imagine. Imagine. Like you, you had acumen a lot of sperm, yeah.

Wow. You're just, it's sure there's who there's not, she'd say that she had a mann't,

they'd have been a no, I meant to, no, but at that, but at that not

you didn't in the gross affairs so he'd he'd get on in a condo you know

you're like I'm gonna not like he didn't even not by all right so you know there's like

you know there's a like a old like that you know you know you know

she didn't she know she's super drool but that it's she's

she's she said she said she always she's she's she's I think

that everyone know My chum, they don't know, I'm nother fucking. But it's really... We don't? People know, that expression that's true.

We're talking. We're talking about it. Like, we're doing that, like, when we're on these videos where you're... Yo, Liz, we're running

with a divan super long, so we're, so we're saying, if it's... But we're... Because all the comments are like this.

We're telling us, we're telling us with Joanie. But Chris, has said these affairs to mind. How do you want to do you I think of my I think of two

sir that's like like, hey, I'm like, yeah, we're like, we're going to

excuse me for the world who's, who's, they're, no, but the expression you know,

no, no, it's good, I'd I'd like, I think, I think I'm thought you're

coming, but you're , but you're playing like a old, that's the expression.

It's so the word cute. But, yeah, it's I like, it's when I I'm trying to

I'm trying, like I'm feeling like a little but I'm not it's not like to the region Oh, okay Well, Valtery and

you know, it's a region of the Valtry? Yes, it's a Valtry, it's a region, really

We're like there's not there's not there's like, it's like really Yeah, so, so,

so, so, so, so, so, you're baby White, you're playing like a

Pettone, No, but imagine you, the little, like, the little, in plus, a chance, it's not as pretty, in plus, a chance, you know,

like, like, plenty of, no, no, we, we know, we're so,

you know, it's like, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,

but, in plus, you, I'm, but, for the people, it's, it's,

it's dangerous, to do you have to do so, I'd like to go and I'd say I'd have any of the car with someone, imagine,

like he'd like he'd say he'd say he'd say, but, you know, the little arrival with his with her little baby wipes

and then, it's really dangerous when we think we're super dangerous, yeah, it's super dangerous, super.

I just date someone, I've never been to get to someone, like, never, we're going to

a point of a point of a a contract very secureter I'm saying. But I'm trying

now, with, like, all the time all of what we're, I'm trying, you know,

I'm not, even if you're talking about a lot of a park, it's been dangerous, well,

you know, so, make you know, so, so, so, so I, so I,

I, I'd say, the night, the night in plus, they imagine, it's not a good

so, how, there, there's, there, there's, yeah, oh,

yeah, yeah, yeah, it's, But he has you So, it's really Not real, It's really not really

The question, well, I I don't know what? What's what it's going to be It's not, because it's not because it's very, we're happy We're so, we're so, Colin. Honestly, I just, You're just, you're

Because you're really there And you're really, you know, that's Like, it's not a good thing. Yeah, yeah, I'm just, Well, now I'm a public that's really zero

at the yeah, yeah, the chief of the year, it's the ,

it's the, not the not the men, the mayor, but it's like, we can't say that,

because in the future, they're, they're doing so they're doing it, they're doing so,

wow, oh, wow, oh, I know, it's, it's for so,

it's these super good, yeah, yeah, so, so, so,

so, so, so, so, so, it's, It's a clientele that's the fun

that's not there more easy to catch at your time the day than you. Yeah, it's that, it's for that

that's for that that's right. We know, we know, we know, we know what we're doing

our chum in this moment. They're might be with a woman who do you're that's

that's there's been in a meeting. It's been in full of a cushion

of sun yeah, it's so. It's a old chugent like a I'm going to go to the sun.

Okay, okay. And these people are, you know, you're asking a client that around two meeting,

is that you're asking? Or no? No, no. No, no, but I'm just a situation and put it.

No, no, but I worked to work for for me and it's always been like that,

I'm starting at 10 o'clock the morning, I finished at 8 o'clock the afternoon, and it's sometimes it

depends, and it's like, it's what the mandat the people? You talk

to pass, but it's still, but it's a work, I'm still I'm still I'm still

I'm still and then you're doing two years two years oh, well, that's good

thank you for me as thank you no now at the I'm at the I'm there's been

to be there's not no no, you're a client at then

after? Huh? Is it after? No, no. Oh my god I'm

that's okay oh you're I'm exress oh Okay.

You're what he's the more quite like a chate, I'm just like, there's no, there's no, he's crazy. It's right. Okay,

yeah, pardon. Is it the, what's the most fair-l-a-mo complete? Well, to find a moose.

Yeah, relation complete. Relations complete, more popular? Yeah, than the pubs on the board of the road?

Yes, because, you know, in the phone, it's the same price, that, so, so,

so, so, let's, let's, we're, we're, it's, it's the,

It's the time, it's like, it's the time. Okay, well, it's cool that it's funny, so,

but, you know, I'm, you know, I'm not, you know, I'm not really, because here

it's really like open, and it's like, it's like, to point of our logo. We're made for that,

look, Feltion, look, that's that. We're, we're present some of the profile.

Ah, a little profile. Hey, well, yeah, well, okay, it's,

it's, it's, It's Mary Maxim. We'll write it. We'll write on the same. We're going to say. No, no, no,

it's that. So, but it's that, so, because in the fact, with all what I've been,

all what I've seen, it's like that I've been able to do play other other things in life.

It's just that for me, in having vuk, it's like a gross shock post-traumat like that

it was very difficult to reprend a life normal, and at a moment of my

normality and I it's not the normality of the people but it's been a normality for me but it's sure that I'm

going to do other things of my life that I'm I'm doing I'm I'm doing I'm not

the traumatism with this this milieu there and I'm not not really because that could

influence some people to influence people to want to go to and I think it's perhaps one percent

of the people who work in this who live nothing to let's them

there's there in the you know in your in your there's there

he can have a little phase and after that you're you're

that you're that's that it's that it's that

that that that yeah that's exactly we're we're

we're not not just of consumption of this but for your future for

if you want a more for your sexuality of

every days also, you know, it's it's, it's quite quite

because for me it's a normal but it's not a normality. That,

we're not not not yet, you know, is, is you think, is you

have, if you have done, there's to have, after, and your sexuality,

you've felt you that something different? I'm capable to me let's a little

and all, but I have always the impression we're to join a role even if I'm not necessarily

a role, but, yeah, it's like it's very mechanic. It's good, but very mechanic. And then, your consumption? Yeah. At a moment of

a day, you've had to have to consume? Yeah, I've had to be for some months, or the rushute, these months,

the month, my meetings, it's my meeting, I go to cocaine omann anonym, anonym, it's, it's really

do well, I've got my little auto-saboteur that regularly there,

but that's it's going really really, but my life is my life is so much

when I don't know to you know, you're so you're so that you're never

retombed there in, I'm I'm never had other other things

that's just the alcohol, it's just the alcohol, maybe that's it's a but,

but, but, So it's, it's, it's, you're that's made, and that's

grown to and that's not, you know, it's, like, I'm, I'm,

I'm full confidence, and then you know, that's, already, you're, like,

you, you're really , it's really, chrisman-alum Yeah, but the affair is,

is that, I, I know, my febless, I know all my affairs, it's just that

I'm, it's just that to make, to make, all the , and it's, it's not

It's not so easy to do that. No, it's a work of a life in all the spheres. You know, like, we've talked about about my consumption, of my life, of my life, of but it's in, even when it's tranquil, when your little life is tranquil, you have some, you

have to work, and you know. And then I remember, like, before to stop, the boot, the most hard, it's been the moment I've been to stop, and I'm not able, it's like, you, oh, I'm sorry, I'm , I'm sorry, I'm, you know, Mimosa?

Oh, yeah. Then we'll wait for the end of Vidange. It's a frisced at it's like

long before you It's just to say, want to be to say, but I'm just this little

bit bit that I'm to have to to pass when it's like it's the boot the most

important, we're saying but when you when you say that it's the most important

it's Christmant because this boot that the moment that at a moment

of a moment of that your values and that your actions, so it's

like, you know, you know, you're talking about to culpability tantal

to face to your times, you know, I don't, so it's a busole also,

like, like, what you're able to accept or not, and at a moment

to do all of all right, you know, but you, you know, you're really to be

in a bad, to be the right, I know, I see more what I know what I

know what I'm not that I'm, I know, that I'm, that I'm, that I'm I'm a good person

that I'm to know, I'm to know my value, and it's that that is the most important in this moment is what I'm,

I think that my life will be a line of my life, you know, but, you know, I've made my course for being in FNAI,

for working in the concessionaire automobile, and all, so, so, I'm over the port, I'm,

I've, an other project also that I want to do so, so, so I just that it's just that's

that's just, that's the positive possible to be to in a couple of years,

to be with maybe the kids, who's, we know, we know never, you know,

the sole thing I want to be that's that, you, to be a good grandmama

in having not necessarily been the the mehors because, because that's,

because, while what the people can, you know, I'm on the

on the on, we're on, so, money what the people think it's a

it's a it's not it's I'm never to be a realise I'm not

ever ever thought of there's there's there's there's not that's not

I'm I know I know I've done but I've got to be my

life for it it's not it's not going to if I have been in some of the

best it's it's all it's just that that's that's a place and that's

a lot of I'm going to you know that's a very much people that will be going to be able to see,

I'm probably I've seen, I've seen not too what I thought what I'm and that people

and that I'm going to get very, very very present, who's very pretty pretty of his emotions, who is very explosive

also but all that it's me, I'm authentic, I'm humble, And so, now I'm capable to

to be able to do it. And I think I think it's for that's for that because yes, I can be tantal,

yes, I'm to be here, but we're always the right, and I think there's a lot of people

in a couple of my personalities, it's a lot of your personality, it's just people,

it's a good person. Yeah, I'm, I've always I've always I've got 90% of,

but when the 10% on barke, or five, it's it's all the rest. So, so there's

to be able to negotiate with this little bit more. You do it and more and a moment you know,

the important is that you see, you know, it's not the rechut that's important, it's to

be re-relev and you do it, and that's a great example to show, and that's

there's a person who are reshue a one and they've been they're

never capable. Or, full, but in seeing that, hey, you, you know, you're doing

to rechut, but you're not the choice. We don't know the choice. I'll normalize it because I think at a moment

there, you have, you know, we're going to give, but the important is to accept,

it's accepting that it exactly, you know, and that's fun to see someone who,

who, can't even to be a human that's not like I just, okay,

because the person that who has a re-chute and she, she has just viewed that of the people that's been clearly she,

she can't it's not, it's not quite, you know, I'm saying, if you have a problem, of dependence,

consumption and all, go to do the professional, go to the meetings, turn you to the people

who can be because your entourage it's not, they're not, they're not, they're not, you're like,

you're like, when you're they're not they're not they're not, they're just people who,

they're going to go to work, that, go, of people who will you're going to and be there for you,

and you're doing the tools, you know, your blonde, that's all the time, you know, like, it's not she,

like, she, like, she's saturated. Go to be some places, of the people who can't help you. Yeah,

and the people also, who are around of that, and who, who, I have a ex

who had some problems of consumption and I'm going to me meetings for, and it's

really to understand, to understand, to understand, of patterns that I'm, I, I'd personally, when he meanted

I'd be very personal, and I was talking to be very and I'm listening that the monsoon, it's a lot of, it's not because

they're so they're so they're really to evolve in the time when the person when the person see that you

search to to understand it's a lot also a bit of friction in the couple, because you're

I, I'm, I just help, you know, I'm just be your I'm a friend, I feel not be your enemy. So, the other person who, he is in

dependence, well, it's a little bit more understood, and it's more, in the front of, in front. I think it's all the problem also, of insecurity, also, in in the inside of so. It's not, to be part of personal. It's not because the person that's not evening, or whatever, it's exactly. It's against you. It's, it's

someone that that's really hot. And so, it's really, because that also, it's joined in my confidence, it's to make me far mantis, me fat, and, yeah, that's sure. I think that's I think you're really, and finally, you realize that it's a pattern.

Exactly, but there's a man, is the grand. You've got to get to be. Exactly. Exactly. Move.

Chum. So, what we've said of my ex? Your ex? We said, we said, we say, we're saying,

oh, my, my, my, my ex, I'd like, I'd like, I'd like, that, to have been in the meeting

with him, to see, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,

it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, I was like, I had person in my entourage proche who had

problems of consumption. Yeah, because it's cool to, just to say, how is it the person can't be able to

a verse when it's, so when we learn to get to be that, there's, there's a

people, you know, that's made for the family, let's, yeah, it's called Alanon.

Ah, yeah, so that's, it's for a, so, it's all of people,

people, people, who, live with people, with the people, they're

We're all right. The same principle than meeting, but it's a lot of that's a name. I love.

For the people who would know, that's that's all right. Marri Maxine. Thank you infinitely to have been

today. I'm going every second with you. I think extraordinary. You're really a dull,

fine, intelligent, you're droll, I'd just I'd like do good. Really, really,

I'm really, I'm really, I'm very, and I'm We've got to be in description of the link, you know, your TikTok? Yeah, for TikTok, my Instagram.

We'll make it all right. For your service, is you, if you put it in love, we're not, we're not. We can't even if you're not. No, we're not even if you're not. No, but, let's it. No, man, man,

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Yeah. We're, there are another question for, a little crunchy. Oh, yeah. Really. Okay, thank you. Hey. For me, all she's like,

I'm, yeah, and I'm, yeah, and I'm, and I'm, and I'm, I'm, you know, there's something, I feel, I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm not, you know, that's a podcast

rigolo, in plus. Yeah, we, we're can't, and have been, and we, , please, and we, , please,

we, really, of all, we, thank, we, thank, we, very, , very, thank you,