Sexe Oral - Marie Michelle Desmeule: 5 ans de procès, 10 ans sous emprise

Episode Date: April 9, 2026

Cette semaine sur le podcast, Lysandre et Joanie reçoivent Marie-Michèle Desmeules, survivante d’exploitation s3xuelle… et une femme d’une force bouleversante.Elle revient sur son parcours san...s filtre : les années sous emprise, la manipulation, la dénonciation de son proxénète… et surtout, tout ce qui vient après. Le procès, le système judiciaire, le trauma et cette réalité dont on parle beaucoup trop peu.On aborde les impacts profonds de l’exploitation s3xuelle, les failles du système, la difficulté de se reconstruire… et l’importance de redonner du pouvoir aux victimes.Entre moments difficiles, réflexions essentielles et prises de conscience, c’est un épisode nécessaire, humain et profondément marquant.Le podcast est présenté par Éros et CompagnieUtiliser le code promo : SEXEORAL pour 15% de rabais sur https://bit.ly/EROS-MEILLEURSVENDEURSLe podcast est présenté par Oxio. Utilisez le code promo SEXEORAL pour obtenir 1 mois gratuit sur oxio.caRESSOURCES:La CLES | Concertation des luttes contre l'exploitation sexuelleSource : La CLES - Concertation des luttes contre l’exploitation sexuellehttps://share.google/idPafA5vbgqvDiRv9https://www.affranchies.ca/https://calacslancrage.ca/https://www.maisondemarthe.com/https://www.calacsestrie.com/https://www.onf.ca/film/commerce_du_sexe/https://988.ca/fr🔔 Abonne-toi pour ne pas manquer les prochains épisodes!Pour suivre Lysandre Nadeau : https://www.instagram.com/lysandrenadeau/Pour suivre Joanie Grenier : https://www.instagram.com/joaniegrenier69/Pour suivre Marie-Michèle Desmeules : https://www.instagram.com/survivante_intervenante/Pour écouter sur Youtube :https://www.youtube.com/@sxoralpodcastPour devenir partenaire du balado : mathis@matieremedia.comPour travailler avec l'équipe du balado : rh@matieremedia.com Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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Starting point is 00:02:43 connection that you merit. The proxionettes are extremely good for manipulate.
Starting point is 00:02:52 I've had a relation amoeo with a proxenette and it's he
Starting point is 00:02:57 denonce in 2014. And this procedure has dured five years. It's sure that I encourage the women, but
Starting point is 00:03:05 you know, but you know, it's not easy. I mean, I mean, I don't know why my process
Starting point is 00:03:11 had been mediatedated and she, Mary Michelle, your process had been mediated because it was in the time of Fugeoze.
Starting point is 00:03:17 There's there's a you can't have a girl like a point of pizza, you know, the young
Starting point is 00:03:21 female in the middle, it's 12, 13 years, you know, I've been in the middle, and it's
Starting point is 00:03:27 really 12, 13, and perhaps maybe even 11, At which we can start at the the most of the possible
Starting point is 00:03:32 and how we can't we can't make it to make it we need to we need to be maybe she might be maybe she has maybe she has
Starting point is 00:03:39 some of the approach it it's not it's not an interdicant because I'd like that you
Starting point is 00:03:46 know that you'd be pretty this little we're practically we're present with Mary Michelle
Starting point is 00:04:11 Mary Michelle I'm going to hear camera but I'm am sure I'm sure that you're accepted to
Starting point is 00:04:17 be here today. I've passed my showery with you to listen to hear of time. I'd like to enter
Starting point is 00:04:23 to do you to say that it's a really good podcast and that's you talk a long and large of the
Starting point is 00:04:31 time. We're going to make a little surveal today but if ever the people will
Starting point is 00:04:36 go to it's a good podcast to listen and maybe to be to be to be
Starting point is 00:04:41 to talk to more in profound of what what's in how you you go
Starting point is 00:04:46 primarily today? I'm going I'm going I'm going much I'm going to I'm going to
Starting point is 00:04:52 I'm doing in a little state of my life. Yeah, it's a time.
Starting point is 00:04:55 Yeah, it's do you do it also. Yeah, is it is clear.
Starting point is 00:04:59 Is that you see, without the big detail, you
Starting point is 00:05:02 would a little to us, we, uh, we're to say the
Starting point is 00:05:07 why you're there today. I think it's important for for me to explain
Starting point is 00:05:14 in fact the things that I not explain in fact,
Starting point is 00:05:20 at the parloor, because at the way, exactly I've talked the
Starting point is 00:05:24 most part of my life, but I think it's important to explain
Starting point is 00:05:29 all my procedure just here, the procedure, the process, the after,
Starting point is 00:05:37 all what I have seen, the space of abandon,
Starting point is 00:05:41 um, I'm I have a need to explain also the trauma. What's what the trauma? I think that it's important that the people be able to the trauma.
Starting point is 00:05:53 I have also to explain, in the front where I've put a plaintiff for that the young women and the young
Starting point is 00:06:01 women who live of the exploitation sexual can't know how to point the before, the
Starting point is 00:06:08 after, the after, how, my procedure is passed, and how it's happened today. I would also
Starting point is 00:06:15 talk to the IVAC, who is the indemnization to victims of criminal. How it's going to how it's what it was going to what's going to
Starting point is 00:06:25 what was in what is what is what is what is what I'm also talking about the service correctional, service to
Starting point is 00:06:32 victims, maybe, some of the pen carceral also who are not necessarily easy to have to be
Starting point is 00:06:40 present to present to his proxionette. I'd like also also probably of the women who
Starting point is 00:06:46 are recognized also as proxenette often who are affiliated to a
Starting point is 00:06:52 man and a some people are encouraged by the proxenette so
Starting point is 00:06:57 maybe some some that the women can be recognized so that
Starting point is 00:07:03 maybe that I'd probably like I like that I'm like I'm
Starting point is 00:07:07 going to you have point by point now right No, but it's so, it's it's a
Starting point is 00:07:15 It's a lot of it's a lot of it's like, but it's like you like you had just the good to
Starting point is 00:07:21 me pitcher in the because you're to be able to do you watch don't, you'll see
Starting point is 00:07:28 to go ahead, do you could you could be a brief survol for those who'd
Starting point is 00:07:32 not have seen this episode of the parlooir? Yeah. In fact,
Starting point is 00:07:38 it's so, I've been victim, in the fond, of exploitation sexual, of proxenetism
Starting point is 00:07:47 on a period of about 10 years. I've not had only proxenet. By count, I've had
Starting point is 00:07:57 a relation amourous with a proxenet, and it's he that I've denounced in
Starting point is 00:08:03 2014. And this procedure that has durer five years, the procedure
Starting point is 00:08:09 I've quitted around in 2009 and it took five five years before to the
Starting point is 00:08:15 denonce. Well, if I had even the force, I would denounce the other
Starting point is 00:08:27 proxionate, but I have no the force to revive these procedures osso long
Starting point is 00:08:33 that that I would I'd, I'd like, I'd like to sense, a procedure that dur five years. I'd probably not, live that, and pass it at a travel to that, because five years, it's enormous in a life,
Starting point is 00:08:47 and, you know, it's not just five years of process, it's... You're remade in. Oh, yeah, no, no, I can't. Revere, all that, repensate. It's all that you have to be clear, so it's a lot of your ideas, it's a, you know, a gross preparation,
Starting point is 00:09:00 and you can't have, you can't have, you can't, if it's, it's, it's, it's, it's also, is what, is it? Is it the, the process that you've had in 30 years, you think it's more easy? Is it what the difference between before and today, is what you know? I think that, in fact,
Starting point is 00:09:20 today, what I know what I see that has changed, is that, when I'm, when I'm, there are several steps in a procedure, is that the person can plead the coupable I'm not
Starting point is 00:09:38 he has not pleaded culpable, he has decided to go to go to there's
Starting point is 00:09:43 the inquiry there, so you have to it's a it's a process so you
Starting point is 00:09:48 have posed a question all so that I've asked a paravan
Starting point is 00:09:52 in fact for not to not to not we're and we're saying, well,
Starting point is 00:09:57 Mary Michelle, no, we refuse the paravan because you express well,
Starting point is 00:10:02 you do you know to do make a court that's a lot of a
Starting point is 00:10:06 question, if you know, if you have a bad idea, it's not a lot of to make
Starting point is 00:10:13 to say, no, you can't have a paravent because you know, I mean,
Starting point is 00:10:16 because, you know, it's not, it's there, it's been in it's not so in 2017.
Starting point is 00:10:22 Yeah, so I'm so I'm demand to the procurer of the Courone, I demand
Starting point is 00:10:27 the paravan and we refuse the paravan. And in fact, it's the judge who refuse the paravan.
Starting point is 00:10:36 I think that abominable because you know, it's a bit five years that I've been not seen my proxenet.
Starting point is 00:10:44 So, I'm in a state where I think that I think I think I think I'm going to
Starting point is 00:10:46 get to I'm not well, you know, and you have almost livery a performance
Starting point is 00:10:53 that, you know, it's perfect, it's really extremely difficult to to be the
Starting point is 00:11:02 judge, before an judge, before the advocate of the defense, you know, I'm not a test expert,
Starting point is 00:11:08 I've never never passed at the court. So, for me, I've done, I'm completely
Starting point is 00:11:14 dissociated of my emotions because I put in mode of dissociation. And that it's part of the trauma,
Starting point is 00:11:21 you know, we do you, we do so we do not automatically because we can't do not
Starting point is 00:11:24 otherment. So, so, by the Then, obviously, we're in 2017,
Starting point is 00:11:34 it's still, I've been in 2014, we're in 17, and there, we're
Starting point is 00:11:43 received on the date for to go to process, and then, we're he decides
Starting point is 00:11:49 to go to go and then, he change an day, he decides to go
Starting point is 00:11:53 to go the judge. So, so, so, it's, it, it's,
Starting point is 00:11:55 it it It's become more and more long, you know, the process is the
Starting point is 00:12:01 trial, the process, it's not for 2019. And, I'm in 2019, I'm in
Starting point is 00:12:06 19th. And it been that's been that, that's been, yeah, it's,
Starting point is 00:12:11 yeah, that I'm going to be with that. And in 19 I'm unciente of my
Starting point is 00:12:17 conjoin, and I demand, there, to my procurer, I said, is,
Starting point is 00:12:25 is that could have had to have the paravan, I'm, you know, I'm concerned. You know, it's sure that I'm very anxious, you know, I'm not going to be.
Starting point is 00:12:32 And we say, no, unfortunately, you have not the right or paravent. And then, I'm, I'm taking consideration, you know, I'm in consideration, you know, we're in consideration
Starting point is 00:12:41 that I'm concerned. And when we're doing the demand paravan, it's about two weeks before the process. And, during this two
Starting point is 00:12:51 weeks, I, I'm per the infant. And so, I'm a process, and I've done I've done,
Starting point is 00:13:01 and the more I can I'm doing I'm doing I'm doing. And it's in October,
Starting point is 00:13:10 in October that, he has received a sentence, that he has been a
Starting point is 00:13:16 reponue and eight years of federal with 25 years as 25 years
Starting point is 00:13:23 as a second moment that, you know, for me,
Starting point is 00:13:27 that it's it's not eight-year, one year, two-year, it's not the sentence for me that's really important. For me, it's that the judge me crore in as a victim. You know, for me, that's the most grand
Starting point is 00:13:40 reconnaissance, because it's not the pain that I've been. Not to do you. When the process is terminated, at the month of March,
Starting point is 00:13:53 2019, I feel that I'm completely ennanti. I, you know, I feel quasi-abandoned by my inquirteur because it's a five years that I've collaborated with them. It's, I feel completely
Starting point is 00:14:09 perdue. I feel like, profound in me, I guess, it's been five years, I've been with you, I know what to do, I, you know,
Starting point is 00:14:19 I, I, feel really a void, profound, you know, it's been difficult, for me, to, you know, it's, it's, it's,
Starting point is 00:14:25 it's, for the years and it it was super important for them that I
Starting point is 00:14:33 don't no any of any that I'm on my identity on
Starting point is 00:14:36 Facebook that I know that I'm that I'm because it's not there's not
Starting point is 00:14:44 there's not because the avocca of the defense can't serve against
Starting point is 00:14:49 me and so so so I'm like I'm like I'm I'm
Starting point is 00:14:54 I'm feel I'm What I remember is that at the end of the process, I asked
Starting point is 00:15:00 to judge, my procurer of the coroner of the coroner, that's, that's the levy
Starting point is 00:15:07 of non-publication. I don't know if you know, the levee to know, the levee to say,
Starting point is 00:15:11 it's not, you can say, that's the way, in fact, I've not made that
Starting point is 00:15:16 for any reason, it's that I was that I'm able to partene to partene
Starting point is 00:15:21 to have been under the in-price of many proxenite. I had
Starting point is 00:15:27 appurtened to the police for five years. For me, to me, to me
Starting point is 00:15:34 to me to be a very much I had just a need to destabilizing can even
Starting point is 00:15:40 even if Yeah, yeah, yeah, I was destabilized but I had
Starting point is 00:15:45 so just just need to me, to me to me appartonire it,
Starting point is 00:15:49 it was my most great business, is you felt
Starting point is 00:15:52 that had the right? When I when I made the demand and
Starting point is 00:15:57 that's the judge you the judge you I'm I'm I'm not
Starting point is 00:16:02 I'm know I I'm I'm not I'm that I'm that's really
Starting point is 00:16:09 really or that's it's it's a it's it's a time and even
Starting point is 00:16:14 even even even again today it's it's a time to
Starting point is 00:16:16 every every every every to to feel that it
Starting point is 00:16:19 that that that's that that's that's not a I work, you know, it's not
Starting point is 00:16:25 like that, it's very, very long. It's really long. It's really to construct. It's long, we're done
Starting point is 00:16:33 in 2020, and I'm done to and I'm working on there's still. Is that, you, like, you
Starting point is 00:16:38 worked as, you know, we, we're, we're not, on, we're not, in a podcast, but, at the
Starting point is 00:16:46 time, I'm in arre, in arre, in a, work, yeah, okay. Before that,
Starting point is 00:16:50 you were, you worked, you worked as intervenants? Yes, I've made some community
Starting point is 00:16:54 in intervention. Okay, is that at the moment that's, let's what, is what you have viewed
Starting point is 00:17:01 the changement of today versus in your years, when you did you have an amelioration,
Starting point is 00:17:08 more of more of things, for the people, the people, the people,
Starting point is 00:17:12 the people, it's sure that, today, on the procedure judicial,
Starting point is 00:17:20 today the women have even not to be obligated to demand the paravan, it's automatic
Starting point is 00:17:26 they're not impossible. They have the paravan and even they can have changed of sal.
Starting point is 00:17:32 So, you know, I think, that I think that formidable. Wait, we're talking
Starting point is 00:17:38 of 2019 or I'm when I put your complaint, it's in 2014, but the
Starting point is 00:17:43 inquiry preliminary is 2017 and the process is in 2019. And you
Starting point is 00:17:48 did have refused Before, two-fraved. Exactly. The two-foy, it's 2017 and 2019. So, it's recent. Yeah,
Starting point is 00:17:56 it's for that a time. So, it's not 20 years of that. There's potentially there, I think that's about, but is you
Starting point is 00:18:04 think that the movement Mitu maybe in 2020 has made to advance the affairs, perhaps at this level that?
Starting point is 00:18:11 I could not be to me to answer. It's been before, because I could.
Starting point is 00:18:15 And I, in the years of the years of, I think it's 2020, I'm like, so it's, so, so, maybe you
Starting point is 00:18:24 that's even you like, like, because I, I know, I, I could be separated to
Starting point is 00:18:29 him, I had several recos, and I could not be not a question, it was not
Starting point is 00:18:35 an obligation, so, so, but there's a difference that, because, you know,
Starting point is 00:18:40 it was a car pedophilie, you, to, the, of, sexual
Starting point is 00:18:45 of minor, but in your case, it's it's probably, I mean I mean the ICA, how it's called?
Starting point is 00:18:51 Ivaq. Ivaq? But Ivaq, that's, the IVAC, it's, the IVAC, is the
Starting point is 00:18:54 indomization. Okay. But is is what I did it that they didn't not the
Starting point is 00:19:01 people who had used a proxenate like the victims? Is that I've seen that some
Starting point is 00:19:05 yes. Yes, yes. In the fact, the fact, they not the
Starting point is 00:19:12 victims of exploitation sexual even in 2014, when it's arrived, I had received we had made
Starting point is 00:19:21 a question, and we said, well, we're not you know, because he recognized not the
Starting point is 00:19:28 exploitation sexual, the proxenetism like a crime. And there, I, I, well,
Starting point is 00:19:35 and, you, it, and, you know, that in my case, you had been
Starting point is 00:19:42 reconnue culpable of other chief of accusation, viol, sequestration, voice-to-fairmed, you know,
Starting point is 00:19:49 voight-to-fa with lesion and all that, it's for that that I've got to have been for proxeneticism I would,
Starting point is 00:19:58 you know, I'd have not could have had been right to have because Ivaq because
Starting point is 00:20:03 Ivak was a law that had not been modified before because Jesus
Starting point is 00:20:09 Christ. Yes, it's for that I did, I think, I think, I
Starting point is 00:20:12 I think, I I think that's a domicester, because if a proxenetetist, an example, a guy pleaded culpable to proxenitism, well, the girl pleadeducpins to aid, that the girl, that's not even not even not even even not even though in time victim. Exactly. Because there are the females who have not been the right to aid,
Starting point is 00:20:29 to, do, do, do, too, and the law, has changed in 2021, if I don't me abuse, really, in 2021. So the kids, if they were... In 2012, ported plain. So, like, the proxenetism is reconno. But, you know, I'm I'm from the ancient generation. So the proxenitism,
Starting point is 00:20:52 it has been modified in 2021. And in 2014, the law also has changed concerning, even at my time, at my time, I, I've puttie plinth in 2014, but in 2014,
Starting point is 00:21:10 the law has changed concerning not criminalized the women in the industry so if I was
Starting point is 00:21:17 I was under the repris and that I had automatically a dossier criminal
Starting point is 00:21:26 even if I had under the office of a proxenet I was because to work
Starting point is 00:21:33 but to be working and to have a proxanet I had a dossier criminal
Starting point is 00:21:39 for a of the sex, in 2014, that's... No, but the law has changed to decriminalized
Starting point is 00:21:46 the women. At least, it's, so, so, really, the view was to, the view,
Starting point is 00:21:53 it was to decriminalize the women, so the women, today, are more criminalized.
Starting point is 00:21:59 So, at the there's that that's good, because, you know, I'd say, I'd say,
Starting point is 00:22:02 I'd say, I'd probably, because, you know, I'd, you know, I'd,
Starting point is 00:22:06 you know, I'd, it's not very cool, you, you'd, I would have not tripe to have a a dossier for...
Starting point is 00:22:13 In plus of what you're in plus, in plus, in all of what it's really not agreeable. It's a baruit. Yeah,
Starting point is 00:22:20 because there's there's a time who, for their proxenette, the proxionette demanded, you know, you,
Starting point is 00:22:29 you want to, you, because the proxanettes are very, very, very manipulator, you know,
Starting point is 00:22:37 and, you know, Sometimes the boys, bon, embarked in the game, all that,
Starting point is 00:22:41 you know, and I see some, you know, some of some of, you can be seen as
Starting point is 00:22:47 a proxenitis, you know, you've been to beaubbue, published, these photos, that's these chief
Starting point is 00:22:54 of accusation of proxonetis. So, if a female, he publish these photos, if,
Starting point is 00:22:58 me, example, I publish these photos for you, I can be accused of proxonetism. Prued
Starting point is 00:23:04 the photos, these annons, if I respond to the textos of clients if I can't
Starting point is 00:23:13 get to be accused of proxenetism You know you've talked about when you did all you
Starting point is 00:23:23 did you talk about you're talking in the proxanitism that I'd quite quite a
Starting point is 00:23:28 part of a woman probably can't be yeah well yeah
Starting point is 00:23:30 because sometimes the women can't sometimes by amour sometimes
Starting point is 00:23:37 are in with their proxionette. The proxenet, you, the, the, the, the, so, okay,
Starting point is 00:23:43 I'm going to embarked, and, yeah, it's, there's, there's, there are,
Starting point is 00:23:50 that's, there's, it's more, excuse me, no, no, it's more, more,
Starting point is 00:23:55 it's more, like, , like, , you're , like, you're coming to, , you know,
Starting point is 00:24:00 I, , you know, I, I've been, no, I've been, in the sense that,
Starting point is 00:24:04 you've been, you've been, you've, you've, made recruited by a woman at the first at the end up the first
Starting point is 00:24:07 but at the moment that if let's let's have been with the law that's this girl
Starting point is 00:24:13 had been be accused of proxenetism well she's she's she's not uh
Starting point is 00:24:22 I'm I'm I think if these people that were that's yeah
Starting point is 00:24:26 I'm not I'm not I'm not she she she was she she she was she's not
Starting point is 00:24:32 something something that I'm you know, I'm a moment a day you, yeah,
Starting point is 00:24:38 you, but at that in your life, you know, to what I heard of the you know, you know,
Starting point is 00:24:46 you see what you see what you see what, and you don't know, and you don't know, you think that
Starting point is 00:24:52 it was correct at this moment that, so it's sure that, to return also, I'm
Starting point is 00:24:56 to think that your memory, more you have been the time and more you can't
Starting point is 00:25:01 that's that's protect is, is it you think that's you're
Starting point is 00:25:04 to be in a way of the past, you know, of what it's going to
Starting point is 00:25:09 what's that's sure that when we're talking, it's sure that there's a kind of
Starting point is 00:25:15 a memory of memory and, um, you know, maybe that's
Starting point is 00:25:21 that's voluntary and, um, obviously, that's, you know, the,
Starting point is 00:25:28 you know, the, you know, you can't, you can't, you, sometimes he does it
Starting point is 00:25:33 for you protect to protect your impact too violent because he could
Starting point is 00:25:41 not to make to have all that's it's it's too violent
Starting point is 00:25:46 what you have been but there there's there there's
Starting point is 00:25:51 there and it's well correct like so I I'm
Starting point is 00:25:55 I'm so I'm yes I'm there have there
Starting point is 00:25:58 my my memory. But it's like so. It's normal. Sometimes the people
Starting point is 00:26:04 can't say, we can't say they're not going to say, it's normal. Yeah,
Starting point is 00:26:09 it's normal. And you know, I've a schema here of trauma, you know, which is
Starting point is 00:26:15 really, you know, that's, you know, very complete, but, you, it's,
Starting point is 00:26:20 it's very complex the trauma, you, and, and, and, and,
Starting point is 00:26:24 for aid someone who is in the, who vied a trauma of exploitation sexual, it's really that you're abileteen, it's, it's, it's, is, is what,
Starting point is 00:26:35 is, is, is what, is, is, exactly, the trauma that, that has caused? Oh, my, my, I, have, I,
Starting point is 00:26:42 have, I, have, I, it's, it's just, can't even, I've been, but I, have been very
Starting point is 00:26:50 vigilance, so, I can, I can't even, my little bit, because, because, sometimes,
Starting point is 00:26:54 even, in, when, when, when I'm, oh, my, oh, my,
Starting point is 00:26:56 oh, my, Yes. The perth of interest, the diminution
Starting point is 00:27:03 of the concentration, the bouverte of the emotion, the hounds toxic,
Starting point is 00:27:14 um, sometimes I've been more to say the perth, pardon, I've got to goche in
Starting point is 00:27:20 micro, the flashback of the past. I'd did put to coachment. I mean, I did a lot of that I, you know, that I'd
Starting point is 00:27:28 make agress at home, that I'd violate, the defiance, the hypervigilance, as I explained, the tag, the trouble of anxiety
Starting point is 00:27:38 generalized. And, you know, that, we're, that, you, that's in general, the words of the head,
Starting point is 00:27:45 the doulure chronic, and that's proved, the, you, the doulare chronic, in fact,
Starting point is 00:27:51 the servo is programmed to be to envoyed these daughters like if you
Starting point is 00:27:57 to do you to do make you so you know, the brain you know, you know,
Starting point is 00:28:03 like you doleur, but in fact there's a question, so you know, there's a fact, your
Starting point is 00:28:10 heart, so, so, you know, I've developed these problems that are constant,
Starting point is 00:28:18 and there's there's not of, you know, medication, or what that's that's that's
Starting point is 00:28:23 is that's that your soul, he said, danger, danger, danger, danger, but in fact, there's not a danger, you know, I'm not
Starting point is 00:28:36 I don't, I don't, I'm not an auto-destruction, but there's something that is a particular that I've reproduced
Starting point is 00:28:46 and that I, I realized it before, you know, I'm trying in psychiatry, and it's a domain, a milieu
Starting point is 00:28:55 who was that's violent and I think that I had been to reproduce because it's something
Starting point is 00:29:03 that I knew the violence and that I had been a question of this chema of violence because it was
Starting point is 00:29:10 something where I was that I was that I'm that I don't know that I'm able to
Starting point is 00:29:17 tolerate for me the violence it's really terminated it in some that's for
Starting point is 00:29:24 that's for that you're in Arrest? You know, I'm not I'm able to No, I'm able to
Starting point is 00:29:28 know, I'm not, you know, I'm in some of the voture modified, it's a
Starting point is 00:29:34 pow, you know, I'm going to be sursoot it, um, it's so, sometimes I'll have
Starting point is 00:29:40 some, you know, some, say, maybe, let's, you make, a gist
Starting point is 00:29:43 brus, you, I'm, I'm, you know, the, the touch for me,
Starting point is 00:29:47 it's, you know, that's not any that's who can who can't, It's so.
Starting point is 00:29:54 It's some. It's very difficult that's very difficult. You know, the sounds. I know
Starting point is 00:30:02 to analyze a piece, the people who are that's the things that changed for me,
Starting point is 00:30:07 you have talked about also the fatigue chronic that you feel is that
Starting point is 00:30:13 even in in the right, is that you're still still
Starting point is 00:30:17 really if you're still that's all the time that. Yes.
Starting point is 00:30:20 Is there are some that you see that you know that's that's there's it's sure
Starting point is 00:30:30 that's I think I think for the people who don't have been very difficult
Starting point is 00:30:40 to be difficult to be to be just perhaps to learn to live with
Starting point is 00:30:45 to let some let's get there and to give to give
Starting point is 00:30:52 an importance to what you can not control to let's to let's
Starting point is 00:30:58 I don't if I'm I can't I can't I can't retoning the things I'm going to
Starting point is 00:31:06 because it's you want to make you Fack you're still, is you
Starting point is 00:31:14 have a still yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Starting point is 00:31:18 yeah I'm yeah I'm you've been um because that I'm imagine
Starting point is 00:31:22 even with the process you've you've that you revisit Yes, is there
Starting point is 00:31:27 You say, you say, you say that's there do you have been in course of the revisited that you have
Starting point is 00:31:33 voluntarily blocked, let's own. Well, there, if you me pose the question,
Starting point is 00:31:40 my fear has diminished, but sometimes, it's my fear of him, but that's
Starting point is 00:31:49 the trauma, you know, it's the space of boate black, of the ancient
Starting point is 00:31:54 Marie-Michel, you, it's, it's, it's, it's a little de mystifying the trauma, you know, it's a change much. Diffing, sometimes it's a revere, some of the moment present.
Starting point is 00:32:12 I'm not sure that you had talked in the parlor of what's that you've done when you've seen? When I've seen, at the process five years later? I think, me evan, yes. I think I'd I think
Starting point is 00:32:28 to be to turn it's not you're not prepared to that it's sure that it's
Starting point is 00:32:35 sure that you've got if you have regarded, if you remember, he's not
Starting point is 00:32:41 he made not he's he's that's when he when I when I
Starting point is 00:32:47 had been when I had been sitting on face of there, there was
Starting point is 00:32:53 there was there with some gunned in his eyes you know, you know,
Starting point is 00:32:57 you know, you know, you know, it's really destabilized, it's a really made in a place
Starting point is 00:33:05 where, there's a space of my trauma that I was not bad, he made to the
Starting point is 00:33:12 more young Marie Michel, but, you it's an time where I was more fragile, more sensible,
Starting point is 00:33:19 you know, I was really not bad, you know, we're talking in 2014, of 2017? In
Starting point is 00:33:24 2019. Oh, 2019? Yeah, so it so it had like that, it was like 10 years. Yeah.
Starting point is 00:33:29 And then he had been able to Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's
Starting point is 00:33:34 been very long before that I arrive to see, to, to, the, you,
Starting point is 00:33:42 the, you, the, um, the impris? Yeah, and to me felt a more
Starting point is 00:33:46 strong before he, you, you know, when I present example, in,
Starting point is 00:33:50 the, the service correctional, or that I'd have Laird when he demanded these demands
Starting point is 00:33:56 of liberation conditional that has always been refused and that I know, no, no, it's just,
Starting point is 00:34:02 it's just, it's not a bit, this man has no more the power on me, but it
Starting point is 00:34:08 has been that this womanterman has done on my life and on the life of my
Starting point is 00:34:14 co-victim and on the life of other women, but as I mean, you know,
Starting point is 00:34:19 you know, you know, you know, you know, you know, for you. And, you know, I'll say,
Starting point is 00:34:23 that's the choice of life he he's partying. You know, the person the person the most important,
Starting point is 00:34:28 it's me, you know, it's a choice no, it's not, it doesn't, because he has not
Starting point is 00:34:34 chosen, he has chosen, no, but I, I mean, my life to me
Starting point is 00:34:40 my life, to say, what he has, what he has made, what, what,
Starting point is 00:34:44 I'm, you know, I've had to do, I've had to, I've had all the could.
Starting point is 00:34:50 Now, I can not do nothing doing it's sure that in the time it's sure that
Starting point is 00:34:57 in the time, it's more more than you're still, you're still, you encourage the people to
Starting point is 00:35:03 say that it's a really difficult. Is that you would do you would be doing,
Starting point is 00:35:09 saying that, knowing all that? I know that's not made for all the world
Starting point is 00:35:15 to denounce because because you know, you can't have the support of the IVAC
Starting point is 00:35:24 without denonce. It's sure that I say to all the women, to denounce
Starting point is 00:35:30 but, you know, the thing I, I've made the demand to the levade
Starting point is 00:35:36 of the non-publication. And, you know, the level of non-publication that me has
Starting point is 00:35:40 made to have certain things in my life. It's like the
Starting point is 00:35:44 retray of the reconstruction of, you know, the retray of my implants,
Starting point is 00:35:49 the whole my reconstruction of my mare, that's it's it. By
Starting point is 00:35:55 there's there's a lot of non-publication to leave the interdive of non-publication
Starting point is 00:36:01 it's sure that I encourage the women but know that it's not easy,
Starting point is 00:36:07 you know, to be just in context for the retray of the implant, is that
Starting point is 00:36:12 had come forced to me, I'm, but I'm gave so my
Starting point is 00:36:16 appearance physical because that I had very, very, very, very,
Starting point is 00:36:20 very, very, pretty, and, uh, for he was, it was extremely
Starting point is 00:36:25 lay, a girl that had a few of sin and basically, not the
Starting point is 00:36:30 case, so it's being, all the all the women are and, you know,
Starting point is 00:36:37 I mean, you know, but, but, but, it's right, you, like,
Starting point is 00:36:40 you, I, you know, there was, there was, there was, there, there was,
Starting point is 00:36:45 there, there, there, I would say, I said, but there's 800 C. Yeah,
Starting point is 00:36:50 I had to 8CC. And triple G that's all right. Yeah, tabah. Yeah, it's so.
Starting point is 00:36:56 And, you know, it's all engendry even more of the of the and,
Starting point is 00:37:01 in the case, it's, before I'm back I know, in the press,
Starting point is 00:37:07 you know, we had some, we did, with my criminologist, you know, I had a criminalogue
Starting point is 00:37:11 in art, um, I had, you, the medicine who signed, you know, all the people
Starting point is 00:37:18 signed because it's, you know, I'm going to, you know, I'm saying you imagine too, you know,
Starting point is 00:37:25 I'm saying too, it's just extremely mad and I think, I'd think, I'd like, I'd say,
Starting point is 00:37:32 a bit before, uh, no, and, you know, and, you know,
Starting point is 00:37:36 and, you know, at the point, you know, at the time, you know, it's like, I,
Starting point is 00:37:42 like, it, it's, it's the last thing, that you're , And it's when I
Starting point is 00:37:48 I've passed in the press the RAMQ me had called like three years after they're we're saying
Starting point is 00:37:53 it's really the move in the press that's that's that's important Yeah, that's so
Starting point is 00:38:00 and the but, you know, I wanted just that we'd just that we'd
Starting point is 00:38:08 be able to it's, you know, it's had been in the feeling to be
Starting point is 00:38:11 that's well, yeah, that's like my bit, I'm I mean, like, I've
Starting point is 00:38:15 pugh, this regard that on me, you know, I'm apparting, you know, it's more that I wanted,
Starting point is 00:38:23 it was like, it's like, it's sure that I never had not the Marie-Michel before.
Starting point is 00:38:28 No, but it's kind of a decision that you have made for you to be
Starting point is 00:38:32 not influenced by person, who is really, you know, it's for me, that I'm, that I'm,
Starting point is 00:38:38 but I'm said, you, for that. And Dr. Badran who was the surgeon in chief
Starting point is 00:38:52 of the hospital said, I think I said I've seened all the letters and said, it's not parched, I
Starting point is 00:38:58 don't know I'm not, you know, so, you're just blame, it's all a lot of,
Starting point is 00:39:03 but you have to me, I'm playing at a visage at the press, so,
Starting point is 00:39:07 so, so, so, if I, I, I, I, maybe,
Starting point is 00:39:10 maybe, maybe, definitely, I'm, it's that also that I hope, but it's sure that I encourage a woman, you know, there's something that's important
Starting point is 00:39:21 that I'm going to repopper in the head I'm repopped in the head. I'm an journalist with who I'm in that I'm saying that she says
Starting point is 00:39:30 that, she she, she, she, that, you know, that it's, that it's not not as how I
Starting point is 00:39:42 we could have been quite mediatized the proxenitism that's not not quite quite
Starting point is 00:39:50 heard, that's not quite understood because she said it's there's there's there's
Starting point is 00:39:54 there's and she and she she's really that's someone who is always,
Starting point is 00:40:01 you know, like I don't know it's all the time at the few all the
Starting point is 00:40:05 she, she, she, she's not really that all the proxenite because
Starting point is 00:40:11 my made it's not, and honestly, I don't know why my process had been mediated and she, Mary Michelle, your process, you know, my question is immediately, because it was in the time of Fugeuse. And I said, well,
Starting point is 00:40:22 it's evicted. It's that? It's that, because I said, why, I have so, I mean, I said, but it's right that it was at the time of Fugeus. Okay.
Starting point is 00:40:34 And I, I couldn't know, why there were there just there were to, I. I thought that it had a rapport
Starting point is 00:40:39 to, because it was, you were, because your father had been police, that he had a little
Starting point is 00:40:42 more more than the there was I mean, you know, I'd say, it was it's not,
Starting point is 00:40:46 you know, we'd not, you know, that my father had been a policy, you know,
Starting point is 00:40:52 my father had retreated, okay. In, in partaging your story, ve, you've,
Starting point is 00:40:58 you've been a, it's a face of that, and I imagine that there's had been
Starting point is 00:41:05 there, you've, there, people, the, of, the, people,
Starting point is 00:41:08 that's , So it's a So it So it comes with a power,
Starting point is 00:41:13 important to have no, but in the sense that just in partaging your story,
Starting point is 00:41:21 you're something something to do, is is that do you
Starting point is 00:41:26 do, I, I'm, I'll devere that in two questions. First, how
Starting point is 00:41:32 you try to have that because if you've not, it's it's not to take
Starting point is 00:41:36 to take this decision, to go public, to to show, when it's not necessarily something that you wanted, you know,
Starting point is 00:41:43 it's not clear. You know, do you know, I'm not quite, I'm very clear. I'm not quite. No, no, I'm very well, I'm very,
Starting point is 00:41:53 very honest. At the beginning, I think that I'd think I'd be car and arms, and then, and today,
Starting point is 00:42:01 I'm very and I'm not very and I decide to pass the flambot to someone of other because
Starting point is 00:42:11 it's very very difficult for I think I think I think that I think I'm I'm going to take care of
Starting point is 00:42:19 me. We respect all that yeah more more thank you to be taking the
Starting point is 00:42:24 time I'm I'm I've I've been very very emotive I'm
Starting point is 00:42:29 I've done I but I'm very fatiqued. You know, it's time, it's
Starting point is 00:42:37 it's time, it's I'm trying to change of life completely, I want to pass to
Starting point is 00:42:45 other things. You know, I'm talking, I'm like, it's, you know, I think that, you know,
Starting point is 00:42:58 the, the, the, the, the, the, the, the,
Starting point is 00:43:00 the, the, it's a grandation, um, um, it's so, I've
Starting point is 00:43:06 I'll talk to also. I can't do you do you? Let's what in the exploitation
Starting point is 00:43:11 sexual is enormously grandly. You know, I mean, I'm saying, I don't know why I'm
Starting point is 00:43:18 don't know about you get to chibogamot you can go to put your chibogamot so, it's
Starting point is 00:43:26 long shibogamu but example we're Chikotimi. Metton Metton Shikotimi I, I know
Starting point is 00:43:32 Chikotimi, but I know Shikotimi but let's Three rivers. Three rivers. Okay.
Starting point is 00:43:40 Let's on you're at three rivers and you live of the exploitation sexual. So you can
Starting point is 00:43:46 go to police, I don't if there's a post of police or it's the SQ,
Starting point is 00:43:51 so you can go to put their police let's on municipal of three river
Starting point is 00:43:56 and they are going to be to let's let's let's let's
Starting point is 00:44:03 let's three Rivier, it would be Quebec, who are specialised in exploitation sexual and
Starting point is 00:44:11 be charged to be really to be in your doce in exploitation sexual. You know, my
Starting point is 00:44:15 time, it was, it was a little squad, like that, gross like so.
Starting point is 00:44:22 Two people? Not two people, but, like, two persons. But, today,
Starting point is 00:44:27 are rendered Gatino, Quebec, the SPUVN, the SPUVN, the SPUVN, I studied Laval. I've studied Laval.
Starting point is 00:44:39 I don't know. Longueyee. In other case, there are, well, there are, well, many, and the Surveptuette are in exploitation
Starting point is 00:44:49 sexual. There are the project and the Survivor, there's the AVVM, and there's Quebec, which is a project of survival like,
Starting point is 00:44:59 like, but who don't have, who have not, who have not leave the right
Starting point is 00:45:05 of publication. So, it's these women who do the formation
Starting point is 00:45:11 policeier, all that, so they're there for sensibilize the police or the
Starting point is 00:45:18 phenomenon really of the exploitation sexual to know to know to know.
Starting point is 00:45:23 Yeah, it's important also, you know, these women, so, so,
Starting point is 00:45:28 so, there's a, there, there, there, there, there, there,
Starting point is 00:45:32 now, on the exploitation sexual, is that I don't know your second question?
Starting point is 00:45:38 I think she was there question. No, in fact, my second question was about
Starting point is 00:45:42 the testimony that you have to receive to receive? Yes, yes, I'm many, many,
Starting point is 00:45:46 there's a lot, there's a few people who have been of the exploitation sexual and
Starting point is 00:45:51 who don't not, necessarily have been necessarily to be plenty, who have
Starting point is 00:45:57 been, who they've been, who have seen, what, to receive that, Is it
Starting point is 00:46:01 confirmed that you did you did a make a pressure? Is it how you've lived? It's sure
Starting point is 00:46:07 that I I, I, I sent that I had said, I felt that I could,
Starting point is 00:46:15 you know, I felt like, you know, I've seen that I had been at a good moment.
Starting point is 00:46:24 I, I've encountered of these female there, I've encountered these,
Starting point is 00:46:27 the, people, people, But it's sure that at a moment I don't know, I know, I can't You know, you can't You can't refer to them
Starting point is 00:46:40 Yeah, yeah, we'll do Like in the organisms, you know, And the organisms, you know, I, you know, before all that, I've been to search, to aid, you, I've received to the aid, you know, I'm to callax, Chateau Guil.
Starting point is 00:46:54 Calax, is the center aid for the women who have vied of the agressions on character sexual. You know, the calax
Starting point is 00:47:02 example chateaugis, the calax lancrage. You know, I've had been a cluel
Starting point is 00:47:07 that's the concertation of the lutte against the exploitation sexual sexual.
Starting point is 00:47:14 You know, there's there, there are kind of there for help and you have to
Starting point is 00:47:19 get to we're not to be there. We can't be able to get to get to
Starting point is 00:47:24 the idea. You, you're olivac that's, and so even if the person, let's say the first point, let's say,
Starting point is 00:47:33 if someone who is, she's, she has, she has been, she has not the force presentment or to denounce,
Starting point is 00:47:42 she can come to come and to get to the aid? Oh, well, is that's sure.
Starting point is 00:47:46 And if, let's go, by experience, with the work that you've done, is the first step,
Starting point is 00:47:52 it's a good first step, so, before even to say, hey, we'll put plenty, to go,
Starting point is 00:47:55 we're trying, I'm, Oh, my God, my first step, I'm, my first step, is that I called a suicide-action, in 2011, and, me had referred to Calax. And after that, the Calax, I'm going to the Clare. And then, you know, the Clare, I'm going to do that
Starting point is 00:48:17 the documentary, the commerce, of sex. That's on Telekebec. He's not on Telekept, he ran to, on the Office National of the Film. Okay. And, you know, one after I'd But there's
Starting point is 00:48:29 never person who forced to have to putt to point. You know, it's not so, it's so.
Starting point is 00:48:34 But in all that, you know, it's, it's, it's, it's, there's not
Starting point is 00:48:40 a good or a bad or a decision. But I had accompanied for to put a
Starting point is 00:48:45 point, you I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I think, it's, it's,
Starting point is 00:48:50 I've had to do, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,
Starting point is 00:48:54 It's very, very very, I'm saying, you go to you go to you know, you're doing, you know,
Starting point is 00:48:58 I'm going to you know, I'm in, you know, I mean, there's a convict that I'm accompanied,
Starting point is 00:49:04 I'm in a criminalogue who was I mean, I mean, you know, you're not that you
Starting point is 00:49:10 don't know, you're not, you're saying, there, there's a there, you know, there, if it's for
Starting point is 00:49:17 you're to call to eight-one, you know, you can start by the eight-one, I mean, each
Starting point is 00:49:24 step that you do you say to do say, if you go on my TikTok
Starting point is 00:49:30 that's I'm sure I'm saying I'm saying I'm talking you know, you know, you know,
Starting point is 00:49:37 you're you're going to get a foot, is, is that? Is that you're in
Starting point is 00:49:41 mode? It's sure that I'm doing life, you see, so, I'm doing, but, you know,
Starting point is 00:49:49 I'm doing some, but I, but I, I'm going to do you. Okay. Today, so would
Starting point is 00:49:56 what your report with the women, the same and the solitude?
Starting point is 00:50:02 My rapport with the men, but for me, you know, it's, it's,
Starting point is 00:50:06 it's an relationship, you know, a relation of respect. Yeah. Is that you're in
Starting point is 00:50:12 a piece that's a man, and you have the good to part of or it
Starting point is 00:50:17 when it just men, then. No. No, it's not,
Starting point is 00:50:22 that's, No, at the beginning, at At least, at least, Yeah, well, yeah, well, it's sure that in the first years, yeah, but, you know, it's sure that
Starting point is 00:50:29 someone has been a respect, but even, you do you, you know, he does, I assume that he does
Starting point is 00:50:37 kind of, even with all the humans in general, perhaps, a well, that's all the human,
Starting point is 00:50:43 yeah, you know, I'm, you know, I'm someone that appreciate the people intelligent,
Starting point is 00:50:47 you know, I'm not someone who , you know, I'm not, you know, I like The people
Starting point is 00:50:53 How I'm Like I'm Incipide Incipide It's so You know And then The Fembe
Starting point is 00:51:05 What I mean That's my Theory But I imagine That he's In this world He must Kind of have
Starting point is 00:51:13 A kind of Of a kind of To make The FAM One Cont Another It's a You know
Starting point is 00:51:18 You know You know It's a bit A bit A sentiment Of competition all the time, is that's,
Starting point is 00:51:26 is it correct, to assume that or not to do you? To live in a world like
Starting point is 00:51:31 in the sense that I'm imagine, I'm my proxenette and then he said, oh,
Starting point is 00:51:38 I'm going, is it correct if I'm not if you're not doing, you know, and then
Starting point is 00:51:44 then you're in a sentiment of competition that embark to like, now, I'm,
Starting point is 00:51:49 I'm, they're, versus today, Oh, but I'm not too that's not. Is it
Starting point is 00:51:55 you've been there in the of the time? Well, yeah, it's sure. Well,
Starting point is 00:51:58 today, let's on your report to other women, is it how it has been
Starting point is 00:52:02 to be able to that? Oh, my God, I'm too, I'm too
Starting point is 00:52:06 the same person, that's it's, I'm special, I was special I'm special
Starting point is 00:52:14 I'm special, special, special, there, there's there, there's
Starting point is 00:52:17 there, there's no, but it's normal because you, you,
Starting point is 00:52:22 Or, you know, I mean, you come to a world who has a lot of aggressiveity, so, you know, you know,
Starting point is 00:52:31 you know, you know, you know, you know, it's normal, it's so much superficial. And, you know,
Starting point is 00:52:39 I'm also a other generation, let's, we're talking, the years, you know, I'm going to say,
Starting point is 00:52:44 I'm 45 years, you look, not a day over 30. Yeah, but, you know, like,
Starting point is 00:52:51 it's another generation but, you know, it's, it's kind of that's normal that we're like that's
Starting point is 00:53:00 today, I'm still more able to put my energy there's like I'm like, I'm like, I'm like,
Starting point is 00:53:07 I'm just, I'm not un-saint, Seigneur. But is that you remember from the
Starting point is 00:53:11 moment where is you have changed your perception of the other women?
Starting point is 00:53:14 Because I'm I'm a little not of the day, but of my
Starting point is 00:53:20 evolution by the other women. Just in the beginning, it was a in my memory,
Starting point is 00:53:26 it's really that's a time, you have just a woman that's a place, so it's
Starting point is 00:53:30 absolutely that you're absolutely that that's that's a more when we were more young,
Starting point is 00:53:36 let's on today, I think, I think, I think, just to be a year in age,
Starting point is 00:53:41 in age, I think, I think, that, I've been that of parted plaint,
Starting point is 00:53:46 also, I'm, you know, really, I don't know, there's a, in a case, in a case, in a case, there's a kind of,
Starting point is 00:53:57 I'm a chagess. Well, yeah, and, you know, the, of, the, the,
Starting point is 00:54:01 the, the solitude also, that I, I'm, I'm, infliged, or who
Starting point is 00:54:08 is infliged all, I, that you know, that you say, like, okay,
Starting point is 00:54:11 like, allume, you, you, it's, no, You know, to pass it many times, let's see,
Starting point is 00:54:21 is that you prefer to be accompanied or do you prefer? You prefer to be accompanied of people, yeah, and of real conversations, and of be able person, you know,
Starting point is 00:54:33 be able, physically, it's a thing, you know, I mean, and the, and the, and the,
Starting point is 00:54:38 it's something of so much effemar, you know, I mean, it's, it's not that, the life,
Starting point is 00:54:44 you, the life, it's, to be, to be be happy, and be in health,
Starting point is 00:54:48 and to be living, you know, it's so, when, you know, when you're like,
Starting point is 00:54:55 you know, it's not, you know, you know, to be the love, you want, you want, you,
Starting point is 00:55:02 you want, you want, you want, you want to be to be with the people, you have,
Starting point is 00:55:09 I'm, a question that really long time, yeah, that's, your family, when you've
Starting point is 00:55:18 announced that and that your family has been in the because I know that
Starting point is 00:55:24 your father had been your and you were at your your that's what?
Starting point is 00:55:28 It's had been what the reactions and how they they've they
Starting point is 00:55:32 they've they're there they're there it's sure that it's
Starting point is 00:55:38 extremely difficult it's you that's it's it's it's
Starting point is 00:55:43 it's it's I'm not I didn't announce to my father. I'm not anon because I had, it's bizarre,
Starting point is 00:55:53 well, I'm, I had fear that he'd face the mal to my father. It's a point that I was
Starting point is 00:56:03 brain-washed, and my mother, I've always kept the link with her, and I think that's that, and I mentioned,
Starting point is 00:56:14 and I think that all the who know and they're that's that's what that's the thing that's,
Starting point is 00:56:23 it's the link extremely far, who, that's the link maternal and I, I'm, I'm like
Starting point is 00:56:29 rappled to how I'm, like, it was like reveying a certain moment of a time, you know,
Starting point is 00:56:35 and when I was been in, that I've been batted, you know, on my bed of hospital, and I
Starting point is 00:56:39 did like, you know, for my friend, it was a more difficult, you, I think, to see, I think, to have his little
Starting point is 00:56:48 her, it would be it far too much. It's what, your record of age? He's 5 years. He's 5 years. Yeah. I think that for him, it's difficult. And it's my friend
Starting point is 00:57:00 that he said to my father. Oh, yeah. Yeah, it's sure that I'd say not that, you know, I had quite a very honk, like, when it's... My parents were, together, like, so,
Starting point is 00:57:11 so, so... And when it's sure... And when it's suced, Was it to do you, before the procedures judicial, or it was...
Starting point is 00:57:17 Before the before the before, so, a time that you're like, you're like
Starting point is 00:57:19 out of the middle, yeah, um, but my friend, said to do to my
Starting point is 00:57:25 father, and then, my father, uh, had quite, um, he, he,
Starting point is 00:57:30 he, he, he, he, I, you, I've, I've,
Starting point is 00:57:34 but, my head, it's, that I've had a time, to make to make
Starting point is 00:57:38 to my family, you, it, and, and at the moment, you said that you were that you said, you'd have to be,
Starting point is 00:57:45 so there's a lot of, so you'd have to say, I'd want to kill, also, my, my, this person, so, so, there's, like, there's, I want to be, I want to see, I'm not that, so, so,
Starting point is 00:57:57 the, you know, the menace that have been made, you, it's sure, I had power, you, you, I, you, know, I was persuaded, even when I had
Starting point is 00:58:04 pointed, plain, I, had a prior. Well, yeah. I, I thought, I mean, no, I said, I was, I said,
Starting point is 00:58:10 I was persuaded, that he'd, For, you know, for really to do mal, I said, well, no, you're not going to get to be, you know, it's, it's, it will never function, and then,
Starting point is 00:58:20 I said, after, I've said, like, well, let's see, um, I'd even not. You know, so, that I was,
Starting point is 00:58:28 I'm still, there, still, like, certainly, the power, uh, and, you said,
Starting point is 00:58:34 you said, well, you said, you've been, with the experience, and the course that you've had, the courses that you've
Starting point is 00:58:40 , is, is you can be partaged maybe some of the things for the parents?
Starting point is 00:58:45 It's kind that I'm interested really to know how it's at how old we can't the time?
Starting point is 00:58:53 The most possible. And how we can't we have some we're there's a doubt
Starting point is 00:58:57 on that we're maybe maybe that has maybe she has maybe it's not it's not
Starting point is 00:59:04 not an interdicing because that's it's I'm like you you know
Starting point is 00:59:08 that you can be practical that I mean, I guess, and they're also, so, that's
Starting point is 00:59:14 that's so, you know, so, no, but they're in I'm in, yeah, I'm in,
Starting point is 00:59:19 in the car, in the, in the auto, and I said, you know, Montreal, and I was like, Montreal,
Starting point is 00:59:25 I'm going to to get to that's just, it's not just, it's not, there's just, there's, there's,
Starting point is 00:59:31 there's, there's, they're recruit on TikTok, Snapchat, you, you know, but, you know,
Starting point is 00:59:36 but, yeah, but, yeah, but, but, yeah, I'm a little generation.
Starting point is 00:59:39 My generation, you know, the cellars were coming after, you know, in the time, it's the pay jet, you know, and in the time
Starting point is 00:59:47 it's an more facet, today, well, and, you know, and, you know,
Starting point is 00:59:53 today, you know, when I've made the documentary, the commerce of sex, they're saying,
Starting point is 00:59:59 it's a plack turnante. Montreal is a black turnante. And, it's what?
Starting point is 01:00:05 A word a, I mean, it's really, I'll say, you can you can't command a and you can't you can't get a
Starting point is 01:00:13 lady like a point of pizza if I'm I'm saying I'm I'm saying I want Rebecca
Starting point is 01:00:20 the chefe blonde the eyes noisette with a 38 double-d with
Starting point is 01:00:31 well you can't exactly or if I want a a cup of carer with, you can
Starting point is 01:00:38 have anything I want a shape of the you can have to have all the
Starting point is 01:00:45 I mean, I'll say, the young women in the middle, it's 12, 13 years, you know,
Starting point is 01:00:53 I've been in the middle, and it's really 12, 13 years, and perhaps maybe
Starting point is 01:00:56 11, yeah. You're talking of the female that you Yeah,
Starting point is 01:01:00 yeah, yeah, yeah, that had at this age that. You,
Starting point is 01:01:05 you've had, you've, you've, yeah, you've, this age that
Starting point is 01:01:07 yeah. We've caught the young of a year of a year to when you
Starting point is 01:01:11 know, I'm maybe I'm, maybe I'm 20, 20,
Starting point is 01:01:16 20, and what what's what you did the first that's that's that's
Starting point is 01:01:19 a first of a man, it's sure that I'm that I'm
Starting point is 01:01:25 definitely defunced on the drug so that you're like you're like you're like
Starting point is 01:01:30 you're like I said, but you know, I'm I'm you're
Starting point is 01:01:33 so, the proxionettes are extremely good for manipulate. It's sure that, you
Starting point is 01:01:44 I mean, you know, I mean not to a million, and I don't know if I said I'm like I said in the podcast to parlor, you know,
Starting point is 01:01:51 I'm not made by the place, I'm not in a million, or that I, and I, you know, and I'm
Starting point is 01:01:56 not against the people who I'm going to be able to and I'm going to get to be able to my clacket, and I'm in the world like
Starting point is 01:02:03 so, I'm not a little bit easy, you, you know, so it's, so it's, so it's,
Starting point is 01:02:11 so, exactly. It's for that I think when I think when I when I do when I'm
Starting point is 01:02:18 to deconstrate the prejudice that can't just arrive to get to get to exactly. Exactly.
Starting point is 01:02:24 It's not because you come from a million that you you're you're
Starting point is 01:02:28 you're you're a, you're a family, it's a good, it's sure it
Starting point is 01:02:34 doesn't to get what you're what you can't do you can't what I'm
Starting point is 01:02:37 you're so you I think my my mom the fact that she has always guard the link with me, I think it's the
Starting point is 01:02:45 major thing that's the thing she because if she if my mother had cut the
Starting point is 01:02:55 fill the field conductor it's sure that I would have not could survive so
Starting point is 01:03:00 she was that you reparted right that you were like you I'm I'm
Starting point is 01:03:04 I'm I'm I'm turned some I'm with my man
Starting point is 01:03:10 when when I when I I think of that I think I'm trying to I'm doing my God
Starting point is 01:03:16 I'm doing I'm doing to have done my mother you know profoundly but it's not your fault
Starting point is 01:03:23 no but you know the the anxiety I think you did you do it have to be
Starting point is 01:03:27 to be my mom it's always it's been it's to have made to have done
Starting point is 01:03:33 I've I've had zero conscience of what I'm but but the
Starting point is 01:03:39 mal profound that I he has made, but I always my
Starting point is 01:03:45 mother, always. I think that's that's to keep I'm saying I'm
Starting point is 01:03:52 saying I'm I'm I'm not, I'm, but I think to guard this link
Starting point is 01:03:57 that with her wife, to not say, you know, not to be
Starting point is 01:04:02 not fair that. Um, to be so, to always to stay there,
Starting point is 01:04:11 I know, I know, I know, I know, I'm, to be, judge, you know,
Starting point is 01:04:14 to, you know, I know, I know, I said, you know, to find to hear
Starting point is 01:04:24 this, because figure one, it's really representative, you know, to the reality,
Starting point is 01:04:28 figureus one. You knowem said, yes, also, um, to Jeanvie Albert,
Starting point is 01:04:35 you know, that also, it's, in fact, the, the number of clients, you,
Starting point is 01:04:41 repetitive, per day, you know, You know what's, you know what's, you know what's, it's very, I think, I feel like the co-optionette, more, but the co-te, you know, client, it's very represent. You know, when I've heard it, you know,
Starting point is 01:04:55 it's pretty time to listen, like, but, hey, my God, I'd say, I'm sorry, I'm mad to say that, but when you listen, at four-patt, the sound, that me made, it's, you know, it's, you know, it's, you know,
Starting point is 01:05:06 it's, it's a sort of, like, it's a sounder that it's a sounder that made, it's a story, it's a, it's a fiction, Or is there a documentary? No, it's a... In fact, you know, Genevieve,
Starting point is 01:05:17 you know, she, she, she, she, she, she's been at my inquiry preliminor. You know, I think she'll have encountered
Starting point is 01:05:22 plenty of survivors, and it's inspired of the reality of surviving, and the milieu.
Starting point is 01:05:29 Okay, it's a fiction. Yeah. Yeah, that's sure. Um, um, um,
Starting point is 01:05:33 so, you, what, to, to, to, to, to explain,
Starting point is 01:05:38 it's what, to, to, to, But as... You know, you know, you know, you know, you're saying, you know, but I didn't...
Starting point is 01:05:47 No, but I'm... I didn't know, it was what, it was a proxenist? Well, I imagine, what I mean, is that you know,
Starting point is 01:05:54 it's not... You know, no, no. But... Yeah, but... You know, it's... You know, it's a vibe with someone, you...
Starting point is 01:06:01 You're just... But a proxonet, you know, no, I... Yeah, okay. I think there... Like, the... ...
Starting point is 01:06:08 I was just to be in the Fisne, who said the street, I know that, I know that, all the variants
Starting point is 01:06:18 of what it was in 2000, 2009, 2009, I know, I know that, I know, that,
Starting point is 01:06:23 do you know, to do, do you know, I'm really, I'm really, I'm a, you know, we're probably
Starting point is 01:06:29 maybe, maybe, we're probably maybe, maybe, my car, my friend, my daughter,
Starting point is 01:06:35 she, she, she, she, she'll, she, she, she, she, she,
Starting point is 01:06:38 I mean, I was named, and I was going to have been a lot of time, and I'm having to be there, you know, there's a lot, you know, they're going to be in their house, and you'll revert no, ma'amans. But, like, but I'm a little dramatic. But, so, I'm, but I'm,
Starting point is 01:06:54 but I'm, I'm, but is, you the good to do, if you're not the good thing? At least, look, it's at the good thing. So, you know, it's the good thing. Is it a good thing? Is it a is the age that, it's the mayor? It's true to know, because... It's tough, because,
Starting point is 01:07:08 my lady was like, after that she, she, they're not traumatized. No, no, but it's normal because, you know, let's we say, let's talk more of pedophilia, you know, it's, you know, it's not, but it's not, it's fair, it's fair, whatever, yeah, yeah, yeah, but, you know, I mean, you, it's sure that, I'm, the age of four years,
Starting point is 01:07:28 you know, I'm in a certain, to, it's not, no, but, you know, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, I'm, you know, there are there's a young
Starting point is 01:07:39 that's not a time, you know, it's not normal to be interested by a car of four
Starting point is 01:07:43 of four in a car to be a person to a car of one of 12 and 12 13
Starting point is 01:07:48 13 and 14 17 and it's not normal that's not I'll say that's not it's not
Starting point is 01:07:55 normal because the proxionate he there's there's a violence conjugated
Starting point is 01:08:03 it's the violence economic it's the violence sexual it's It's all the violence. So, he's
Starting point is 01:08:08 he's going to go to get to and he's going to be manipulated. But the moody client, he will because in Noemi
Starting point is 01:08:18 he says, yeah, Noemi, she has 15 years. She has 15 years. So in the phone,
Starting point is 01:08:26 let's say, for talking for probably proxenette, right? Yeah, you say, you said, you know,
Starting point is 01:08:29 you've been doing, you, because I'm to ask, so I'm wondering, where it's would be
Starting point is 01:08:34 like, I'm able to understand, to get the to be able to get to be able to get to get to be
Starting point is 01:08:41 normal, because I'm yeah, I'm also I'm also, I'm the proxonetism, me, the
Starting point is 01:08:46 old age 90 coming of the campaign, you know, you know, it's normal in the years 90,
Starting point is 01:08:53 and today, we're always for that I've decided to be in talking to the radio social,
Starting point is 01:08:57 I think it's important to say, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's,
Starting point is 01:09:01 it's, it's, it's, it's just, I was there, well, yeah, well,
Starting point is 01:09:05 it's not just, you know, it's not just, and the people still again, yeah, it's just,
Starting point is 01:09:12 well, yeah, it's there's well, there's a there's a lot, there's a don't know,
Starting point is 01:09:18 the fact, you know, the lady, you can, you can, do the, massage erotic, in a club
Starting point is 01:09:25 of dancers, you know, the escort, you can, you can, you can be that, you can,
Starting point is 01:09:29 you can, it's, in the , to afford to have some there's some that we're not
Starting point is 01:09:36 not even that we're that we're in fact, in fact, in fact, it's called a to say,
Starting point is 01:09:44 it's a that's a I think it important, it's a point, it has a 18
Starting point is 01:09:49 loggment, and that's not an embergement of urgency, it's, in fact, it's
Starting point is 01:09:55 a, a longevity of one to two years. Wow. It's It's a resource
Starting point is 01:10:03 of abergement. It's a second step. So there are three and a three and a three and three,
Starting point is 01:10:10 the woman can come with these children. So, yeah. So,
Starting point is 01:10:17 it's, how you can have access to that? It's, you, a point? It's not
Starting point is 01:10:21 to be a complaint? That's not to be a complaint? It's has been there
Starting point is 01:10:24 have been of the prostition. Wow. So it's it's a toy for
Starting point is 01:10:28 it. A A, you? For her. Very good. Very interesting. So, it's, you know, 3.5, 4.5. So, it's 1-1-2-2-year.
Starting point is 01:10:42 Then, in the front, there are these intervenants who are there 24-hour-s-to-24. And it can't even be replaced in apartment also. So, it's interesting. You know, when you're having, you know, you're like, ah, it's not bad. Well, it's so. So it's not the abergement of urges. that you rest there two two weeks.
Starting point is 01:11:02 Wow. It's really a knee for to depose. That's that I, I thought that important because,
Starting point is 01:11:07 you know, when it's not exist wasn't in a monotan no, I'm like, ah, where's it
Starting point is 01:11:12 that's what I know, yeah, clearly. Okay, that's a project related to dementment
Starting point is 01:11:18 of the people can't do you know. Yeah, yeah, I've collaborated at the writing,
Starting point is 01:11:23 well, it's not, you, it's not a collaboration of three year, I mean, I've
Starting point is 01:11:27 collaborated with Maria Moranii, in the In the whole, the operation of Scorpion, it's the most great, deemate,
Starting point is 01:11:34 I'm sorry with this word, demantlement, that's the prostitution juvenile in Quebec. With,
Starting point is 01:11:43 yeah, I'm, I'm doing, I'm partiped at the literature, but in the fact,
Starting point is 01:11:47 that's a thing, it's what it says, in the thing, but in the thing,
Starting point is 01:11:51 it's, it's, but, it's, it's, it's, you know, the operation
Starting point is 01:11:56 Scorpion, all, you know, They're all the proxswainette, the person implicated, all that's a good brick. And it's for the juvenile,
Starting point is 01:12:05 it's the children. Yeah, prostitution juveniles. Here, at Quebec. It's at Quebec. So, so,
Starting point is 01:12:11 it's, it's so. Yeah, we think, sometimes, we know, we know, a question, a
Starting point is 01:12:15 operation, Scorpion 2, is that could? No, it would be not, it's not,
Starting point is 01:12:21 but, you know, but there, so, but, there, I'm not, I'm not,
Starting point is 01:12:28 specialist, inquiteer in exploitation sexual like, I'd would have there,
Starting point is 01:12:34 I think, you know, the co-steatism has a lot, too, very, much,
Starting point is 01:12:37 I'm going to versus these years, but it would be, like I'm, like, I'm not,
Starting point is 01:12:44 you know, I'm not, you know, but, it's so, but, I, I've participated
Starting point is 01:12:50 at the writing to the book, the operation that, so, so,
Starting point is 01:12:53 that's that's that they've made a people, they've made,
Starting point is 01:12:56 they've , they've done, the RETTAL The Rhet At the Barwet
Starting point is 01:13:00 Yeah I'm I'm going to go to go so I'm so I'm so I'm let's see
Starting point is 01:13:05 finish the after show but before to close it I wanted I wanted
Starting point is 01:13:11 to know is that what what is what we can you want to you
Starting point is 01:13:16 want to you want to you be in fact me want
Starting point is 01:13:21 that that I should be that I that I I'm enduous
Starting point is 01:13:27 in a work completely different and that I should be really, that I'm that's different,
Starting point is 01:13:39 completely different. You see, you're going to that's all the best of the health, the health,
Starting point is 01:13:45 that's the idea of what you wanted to do? Not, not yet. Not. Not.
Starting point is 01:13:50 Not. Because, you know, I'm all the time, like, like, let's say,
Starting point is 01:13:56 Mary Michelle, let's say, it's sure I'd not get not at the university, but,
Starting point is 01:14:02 you know, I'm so I'm so I'm like a back in criminal. But no.
Starting point is 01:14:07 You're going to do you don't? No. No. And the other.
Starting point is 01:14:13 I want to I mean, that's sense good, I feel that sense the flowers.
Starting point is 01:14:17 No, no, but, you'd be not flowery, but, you know,
Starting point is 01:14:20 I want, I want, I want to be different, you, I want to be
Starting point is 01:14:24 new, I want to be medical skin care I want to I want to be it's true I'm too calm I'm not
Starting point is 01:14:34 I'm not sure I'm not sure I'm not sure I'm sure that I'm sure I'm sure that you're you're getting
Starting point is 01:14:39 a step at a oh yeah you're really you're really you go you go and that's
Starting point is 01:14:46 just bravo to do it and again again to all the every year that you
Starting point is 01:14:52 that you have again even It's wow. Bravo. You're really a woman inspirant.
Starting point is 01:14:58 You're the fun to listen to talk. I'm going to hear of your really. Thank you. Thank you.
Starting point is 01:15:06 We'll make all the resources in the description of this video that we have abouted
Starting point is 01:15:11 today. Is that you want the social for you to see? Or you
Starting point is 01:15:15 you're really in mode to see me more more you're
Starting point is 01:15:18 you you can you can be you can you can you see in your
Starting point is 01:15:22 future project to see where the way. But you can't me see it,
Starting point is 01:15:26 it's a my pleasure. I post these little time time but I'm
Starting point is 01:15:31 doing I'm going to see the video to make. Is that you have a word
Starting point is 01:15:37 to say to women who are out of this that's a bit
Starting point is 01:15:43 of a bit more to be to bring to care
Starting point is 01:15:47 of and to not hesitate to to bring parole,
Starting point is 01:15:52 if they want to talk about and to go to get to help, because it's
Starting point is 01:15:56 totally important, because that's all, it's impossible to get to
Starting point is 01:16:03 get to the head of the water. Thank Mary Michelle. Of
Starting point is 01:16:07 nothing. Thank you.

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