Sexe Oral - Orgies et sexualité non-performative? - Dominick Juneau, ex-pornstar
Episode Date: August 14, 2025Orgies et sexualité non-performative? - Dominick Juneau, ex-pornstar Les propos exprimés dans ce podcast relèvent d’expériences et d’opinions personnelles dans un but de divertissement et ne ...substituent pas les conseils d’un.e sexologue ou autre professionnel de la santé. Cette semaine, Dominick Juneau revient sur le podcast pour partager un témoignage brut, touchant et parfois choquant sur son parcours. Il raconte l’impact que sa carrière a eu sur sa vie personnelle, sa sexualité et sa santé mentale, ainsi que son chemin vers la réappropriation de son corps et de son désir. Au menu: - Comment le premier passage de Dominick au podcast a déclenché une profonde remise en question - Le processus de guérison après des expériences d’abus dans l’industrie du porno - Les étapes pour retrouver une sexualité saine et non performative - L’organisation d’événements échangistes et les coulisses des soirées Plan B et Meats - Les différences entre sexualité professionnelle et vie intime Le podcast est présenté par Éros et Compagnie Utiliser le code promo : SEXEORAL pour 15% de rabais sur https://www.erosetcompagnie.com/ Les jouets dont les filles parlent : https://www.erosetcompagnie.com/page/podcast Pour collaborations : partenariats@studiosf.ca Pour toutes questions : sexeoral@studiosf.ca Pour suivre les filles sur Patreon : https://www.patreon.com/sexeoralpodcast Pour contacter les filles directement : https://www.instagram.com/sexeoral.podcast/
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Welcome back, Dominique.
Look at you.
You look so good.
I'm back from Paris.
Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah,
you're going to arrive at Paris, just for us.
Just for you.
You've canceled the rest of your voyage for you.
I was in a chateau there 24 hours, and then I'm coming for you.
You're in your other chateau.
sexual.
It's been changed,
I like a new studio.
I like
very much.
Thank you.
I've been like
in the
debut,
yeah,
yeah,
yeah, there's three
years.
Yeah,
but I'm just
just a chance
to say,
a good
thank you.
You've
made part
of an
element of
an element of
my
evolution
sexual
that I had
been
at this
moment that
I had
partaged
some
that I
never,
never,
never,
ever by the
person.
And,
It had opened a box that
had to be open, you know,
it had to be faced
to certain trauma
sexual that I had
been the person
that I'm going to be the person
that I'm in plain
possession of her sexuality
that has made that
that's a super dark
but your auditors
I'd never think
the impact that would have
done in fact.
You know, I'm going to
do we're going to do a little podcast, you know.
I thought
to receive
so much
of time
of
the
of the
people
who
have
partaged
their
experience
that's
it's
hard to
live
it's
hard to
live
on
but I
think
I think
I think
I know
of
people
without
they
have
encountered
directly
and
that's
thanks
thank
thank you
thank you
thank you
all
very
When we're in a new community.
Really.
Really, you know, I'm not a message negative.
I've not used, oh, it's just a point star, we're on, so-callist.
You know, no, no, no, no, no, I've got, you know, like, you know,
me, too, I'm also, I've been able to, and, me also, I've got to be able to,
and, and, sometimes it's these little gestures,
sometimes it's, like, to be, like, to be, like, to be a full or whatever,
and he says, you, you know, the end of the bush of someone, it, it's changed, you.
It's, it's
like, okay,
I have
my sentiment
was valid,
like,
and I've been
many of
the centen
and the centen
of the message.
It's so
I'd
never think.
I remember,
you know,
you had
confied
some,
and we'd
have to have
a flash,
you said
that to,
at you
me said,
that you
told,
you were,
you're,
like,
you're,
and I'm
I remember that
you had
a story
concerning
a father
of a
man who
he had
abused in fact
and the
way that you
had like
it was like
not grave
it was like
normal
and I'm
like it
even
even after the
podcast
or at
you're like
ah
if you
I'm
and I'm
content that
that is
realized
because
I'm not
to say
like
hey it's
super
grave
no
no
and
you know
I think
Because we've also
to make
that it's at a
other time
I've used
40 years
when it's
past these
affairs of
the years
in the years
in the
beginning
in 2000
there was
not an
me-to
there
there was
not
access
to people
who partage
their
history
like the
podcasts
that you
have
in some
or other
other
things
or
these
interviews
it's
more
more
on
so we
didn't
not
the
consequences
of
we
we
had a
to us
with our emotions
and our
trauma and
our experiences
the fact
to see the fact
of the
people who
part of
their experience
it's like
by the way
it's not
normal that
I was the
father of
my
time when I
had
15 years
that he
had like
pretty
advantage
of my
genese
of me
that was
at Cherbroke
in
a little
village
that
I had
not access
to other gay
so I
think it
that was that
that the
life gay
but
it's
not that
the
life gay
uh
So, after podcast, it made also revive
other experiences that I've lived
of abuse sexual, that, you know,
I've had a period very firmed sexually.
And shout out to my wife, extraordinary,
who has been of a patience,
full with me,
who made me live this darkness.
I'd want to be like, you know, like,
I'd be, you know, like, I was just, like,
I was just, like, I'm a guy full,
I'm happy
in the life
my
friends,
I'm like
a
light of
everyone
and I'm
fashy.
After the
podcast
that's
a
yeah,
a little
more.
Because we
have opened
a box
I never
had never
talked
to know
my
my parents
and
my
and my
family
of what
we
have
talked
this
day
and
then
we're
it's
it's
lour
this
period
that
had
been
lured
there
it
had
that
I
to live, you know, I'm
to impen
to live
because
that I
had been in
the
middle of
porn,
or what my
image,
my,
my sexuality
is so
that I
knew, that's
that I
had been
right or
wrong.
I just
had been
if certain
experiences
were a
film
where I
had been
really
abused,
or I
did the
things that
I wanted
to do
my
confidence,
my
my, you know, my experience, all that.
So, so, I've ever seen all this
epoch that, and I encountered a woman who
said, you know, I said, I'd say,
I'd say, I'd say, I'd say, I'd like that,
you'd, you'd, I'd like, to write your life,
you'd, you'd, write what's what's happened.
So, like, for the first time,
I made some more, I'd make some
on these experiences, and the
fact of doing that, it made
permit
these
traversed.
I've
not had
been to
have a
psychologist
I've got
some of the
people,
the
family,
like I said,
my
wife,
who had
super
supportive,
but just
the fact
of the
writing,
it's like,
you know,
like it
said, you
know, it's
a letter,
and it's
what I'm
made, you
have made
a letter to
my
abuserer,
I've
written to
people who
people who
have done
the pen,
I'm
the people
who've been
violet, and I went to
and it's been, it's
it's been, it's
it's been, you know.
Is there
some of the
things that
they had,
who are,
you know,
because when you
open a board
there's,
there's,
there's,
there's,
there's,
there's,
there's,
there's,
plenty,
yeah,
it's,
plenty,
in situations
that the
porn star,
as a guy
that's,
and I think
the fee,
it's still
for real,
you,
we had
talked
that in the
world
porn gay
the guys
we're going to
be a bit
more
respected
because we're
a lot of
boys
you know,
a little
but the
but the
women
see,
the people
get their
five,
they're
their legs,
all that
to be
the image
that whatever
he's
in a
convention
of porn
they're there
in G-String
before
the centend
of men
of the
men who
their
poned
the face
that,
you know
it's like
all
that,
it's
to get
in the
after
to get
you know,
you realize
not when
you're in
you're like,
oh,
yeah,
I'm
my image,
it's that
I'm in,
it's so
that's
that,
but after that
you live
with that,
you know,
you have to
you construct
a life
or sexual
after
to get
to that,
and it's
that that
has been
my
my
big shock,
you,
my wife,
he,
we,
I'd sorted of this experience
that.
So, he's married
a porn star,
you know,
who's the first
sexual,
and he's really,
when you know,
the first time
we met with a
chum,
I'm sure,
at a bit too.
We've seen at
TV, anyway.
But, you know,
it's like,
you have like
this space
of desir sexual
that,
and you,
you know,
you do you,
you get,
you let's all
and you're
doing the scenario.
You can't
play also?
You're like
in the
mode,
and then,
you'll be
like the
better of what you're
and then
a sudden
a cut out of
I'm doing a
podcast,
we're going to
be a frequent
and then
it's a
matter
plus the
more the pandemic
plus
to be
ostracized
that you
someone
to work
with the
public
that I
don't know
I'm
so that
I've been
in my
pancy
for the
first
for the
first time
it's been
really difficult
to
me
and
I'm
and I'm
I'm interested, to be, like, to be able to find out of myself,
and to have been able to have my wife who had decompensate,
who me let's, he doesn't, it's not real, you know, we're going to be,
I don't know all the tenderness of the world, you know, he was, like,
securized, by the part of that, what I had never had of,
of an other partner, even, no, plus, you know,
so I've had to tainted the porn star, before.
So, that's it had to just make a pause on the sexuality,
I'd say, yeah, I'm reappropried my
car.
Absolutely. A step out
was absolutely
necessary.
So, the step
down of the sexuality
would be the
question, let's turn,
after the podcast
to say,
it's, it's, it
has been a
long,
a good, a
one, I'd say,
wow, a,
like,
revisited,
you know,
because I had
always been
in a relation
open,
too,
I had all,
it had all the
time, it's,
so,
So I'm
I'm attending
to my
conjoins
be fed
to be able to
so I'm
I'm not
I'm going to
go to work
but I'm
I'm going to
do you have to
make a couple
over.
There's what
the way
you said
that's like
piqued
like
if you
had,
you'd
like that
would like
that I'm
yeah
but that
I could
like you
could not
my
my mity
I said
I'd
not let's
not
I'm not
I'm not
I'm
but it's
Or if I'm not in a
village or whatever
But I think
It's what I would
I'd like
And then
After this
year,
to come
I'm feeling
in
My child
I'd touch
Or my
My chum
A much
That we make
So,
He likes
The little kit
of sports
You know,
My little
Culot
Added
and the
Bubs
And the shoes
He'd
Mache'd
D shoes
Of the
All the time
You like
Yeah, I'm
Yeah,
that, but I had
even not the
good of that
because it was
like I
had been a
image
sexual for
it's like
when I'm
turning off
when I'm
like I'm
like,
no,
I'm gonna
get my
babette
sal,
I'm
I'm
so I'm
so I'm
I can't
be,
I can't
be this
kind of
conjoin
that,
you're like
fashed
in
his
c,
I'm
I'm so
I'm
I'm just
I've
I've tried
all my
life
there
I'm
I'm
prone
that
it's the
the
be able to learn, language
universal,
world, you know,
you can
talk in
any part of
any different
any part of
any part of
religion,
you're just
a new
with a
person,
there's just
a language,
and it's the
sex.
I think it's
the most
beautiful
in the
world,
so it
makes,
I'm like,
I've tried
to make,
to get
to the
beauty of
that,
reconquerire
my chum,
reconquerer my
sexuality,
my power,
you,
It's been like a work that I've been
done in a while,
I'm like, okay,
I'm going to be more skinny,
you know, I'm going to be
an outfit,
to prepare for him,
and for me,
and then,
you know,
I'm coming there
in, you know,
how the transition
is made,
to have been
to be an element
of desire for
him,
to me,
to be like
a little
player of soccer
because I
don't,
I'm not,
I'm not
to be an object
to desire
to,
okay,
I'm
sent
up
I'm
going to
see,
it's the
the pandemic
we're
we're in
a lot of
time with
me
to get
and I'm
masturbate
and I'm
oh
I'm
at that
the podcast
on
the
after the
it's
it's
it's
it's like
it's like
the
but you
there
there
there were
there
there
there were
there
there
restrictions and
February
2022
yeah
yeah
yeah
yeah
yeah
But it was at the end of that.
All right.
I'm trying.
You know, I'm trying.
You know, in fact,
in 2022, we're all to be in depression.
Because,
yeah, we're content at the beginning.
Yeah, you know, PCU, yay.
And then I'm saying, boop, blah, blah, blah, boom.
Yeah, because, I mean, I'd have been at Big Brother,
so, you know, it's depressive.
It was, it's, it's, really depressive.
It was, it.
It was, too, person, I think.
No, no, 2002, I think, it's a year,
And then I've passed
to time to
I'm
to find
to be
to come
me reappropriate
my power
sexual
that I
have got to
to play
to him
to
I'm
that I
play
you know
it's
I'm
that's me
who
he's
I've
I've
passed
to time
with me
to make
to
recreate
like
this switch
there
I'm
the
boss
bitch
I have the control of that.
I'm the sexuality for me, not for him.
Exactly.
And it's you who's
who's become a little the productor
of your film.
The producer of my prop, my proper
sexuality.
You're good, you're bad.
Oh, that's true.
But it's really that
that I've made the switch.
And to there, we've
have, like,
before,
I've been a lot
evolved in our sexuality,
in a sense.
Before to go ahead
in your new sexuality.
I mean, too, I've not finished with the
Ancian.
No, no, but we're in a lot.
Because we've been in a lot.
You know, what you do,
it's, I think
that it's, I think it's
that we've, you know,
there's a moment where you
have to put a job
to stop
to our sexuality
to complete.
Obligate.
Absolutely.
For power,
for power, it's,
but you have been
comprehensive in,
is that in?
Absolutely.
Yeah.
200%,
for real,
and it's what
The fact that I'm married with him
today, is that
never I've
seen any pressure.
Never I've seen
that they're going
to go to
see that.
It's so,
he had not
to be here.
No.
Okay.
He was just
d'u,
tend,
honest,
uh,
I,
I'd say,
I'd say,
there's a question
of that,
you know,
it's not sexy,
that,
it was just,
it was
more performative.
Okay.
I wanted, like,
try to see if we had
a sexuality
emotional, we'd have
be performative.
Okay.
And, you know,
we've evolved to all
that, you know,
in couple,
it's, it's sure
that, you, your sexuality
change,
it's sure that
you're not the wild,
crazy person
that's been to
see, you.
Yeah.
So, you have
that you
have to
find out
to merge
it's like
how many times
you're in
all the time
it's all
it's about
it
and then you
have been
married?
Yeah.
Mm.
Yeah.
But you'll
see, it
can vary
I'm,
I'm in a
I'm in
a great
high,
like,
maybe more
than the time
in this moment
I'm
there,
but now
we're
we see
in a
yeah
oh yeah.
Well,
the force
of seven
It's not, it's sure.
It's a real.
After that's a time.
It's a cycle.
And, you know, I'm not the same person
that I was in a lot of time when I'm here.
I'm not the same person.
I don't know.
I think I'm not.
I think you're...
I'm afraid of me.
I'm, well, I'm, well,
I was also before, but, you know, I'm really,
I've had been 40 years, and I don't
give a fuck what people think of me at all.
Zero.
Niet.
Bravo.
Like,
and it's true, I was at Paris the
last, and I had one of my friends
that's in a marriage
that's a few years,
I know,
and say,
I mean, can't you
to talk, you,
two seconds?
You know, just to
say, I've always
admired how you
you're in front
of what the world
thinks of you.
You do your
things,
you view your
and you
think never to
oh, but what's
what the people
want to pass?
No.
because I do it, and I am who I am.
And if you don't even
not, there are plenty of other humans
in the life to like, you know,
they'll love them, but I'm offoo.
My boy.
The haters, whatever,
it doesn't touch not,
I'm massacre completely.
Is it you think you all the time
that's just amplified,
I'm just amplified, I think.
I've always been the same.
I think for that,
that I've made do porn,
and that I assumed,
and I'm offutted,
and I've had the chance
that my parents were so open
and that I'd accept it full
there in my job,
my friends,
everyone's like
yeah, you go girl,
you're like,
but there's
in a point
that I can
talk now with you
to my sexuality
personal,
that advanced
my sexuality
professional,
and that I'm
fool of what
the world
can say
after,
or that
they can't
think,
that I'm on
my name
or whatever,
I know
I know who
I see who
I'm together,
I see that
the man that
I'm married
is extraordinary,
and that's what's
that's in the
people can't
imagine or
or think of
we're going to
give a fuck
Is it
your sexuality
professional
professional
it's
at never
a chance
of the past
yeah
yeah
I'm like
I'm like
we're like
maybe I'm
maybe I'm
maybe I'm
maybe I'm
maybe I'm
probably like a
collab
only fans
with a
little
European
and I'm
like I'm
crad of guys
in the
it's
in the bar
and she
said like
yeah
Why?
Because,
by vanity,
like,
there are only
fans active
in a moment?
No,
no,
then they'd
have parted
for that.
Well,
no,
but just
I'd
be in someone
who's
full-connue
and then
then,
like,
oh,
it's who
he's,
you know,
Brandon
Jones
comes to
the center
or whatever,
and
during the
pandemic,
my,
my,
my,
my chan,
we've
had tried to
have been
a super
good
story also,
like,
my chum,
when we're
when it's
at the
At the end up in the pandemic,
and then it was like,
I'd like that part to be on a fan,
you know, I'd have been like to pass
and all that, and blah, blah, blah.
I'm like, okay.
But, I don't film not,
I'm not, I don't edit
not, I've got
any promotion,
you're all to do that.
In my head,
it's going to do,
it's going to do,
it's really long.
The man realizes not,
that, it's long,
he did it in a film,
even just you,
just you're masturbate,
you know,
that's all that match
the photos
we're not
that's
on Twitter
to make that
on
it's not
it's like
it's chiant
it's long
it's a job
yeah
we're going to
have a
point store
and it's
kind of
a little
project
but it's
but it's
the after
it's the
after the dating
of caca
that's
it's not
bad
in plus
it's
it's
it's
it's a man
so we
we've
made
a video
my
there was
Airbnb, and he said, oh, we're
a video, I'm just a
voter, and I'm trying to
check, in trying to
lave, like,
the apartment.
So, he's
like,
in front of
a cargul
you're in trying to
masturbate.
It's a son
at the post
the police
because the
people think
that there's a
vallor who's a
vile.
No!
No.
No.
Impossible.
Swear to God.
It's good.
It's possible.
Now, I said,
it's that you
do you do to do
do you want to show?
Oh, hey, let's go.
Impossible.
So the
boys have
seen my
chum
in trying to
see a
crossed with a
cagull
in the
while
I'm doing
that's
what you
have said to
police?
I said
it's a
scenario
that's my
chum
if we
have done
I said
I'm super
like,
oh my god
their
face to
them
they're
it's
to get you
but it's
just after
the day
the day
in the
whole year
the day time
Oh, it was a bit not the best of the day.
No, we don't know.
But, you know, so, he,
so, he could, he's cool,
he, it's a fantastic,
if you'd have to do you
see, if you were bad,
oh, wow.
We're not made for,
for that.
And, you know,
I'm at the same time,
I, you know,
I've had,
and, you know,
you do you,
you know,
you do you,
but it's really
that you're
really, you're
that's a platform,
you know,
to have, you know,
to have a platform,
you know,
a visibility
for that's a point,
you can't,
you can't live
that,
that's just anyone
Joe Blow
he's mass
for video
it'll
not work not
he'll not
it's because he's
because he's
there's a lot of
sense
it's a lot of sense
it's
there's
there's been
there's
there's been
there's
in,
in,
in contes
on,
you know,
to say,
oh my
God,
who,
who is like
a big
porn star
the
cell that we
can't,
let's,
it's the
few names,
well,
there's
in the sense that
there's plenty
who have put their
retreat, let's
let's on
let's see
I'm sure that
I'm in here
I know just
Ellen Boudreau
I'm not
if it's a
point star
I think
yeah I guess
yeah I guess
yeah I think
it's a porn star
it's a
mainstream
but she's not
just some
but yeah
of web also
it's more
on Instagram
but it
it's completely
changed
this milieu
that when
I'm
that I'm
so I could
never
I'd ever
I'd never
redvening
Brandon Jones
I would never
re-devening
this person
because at
this time
where my
person had
celebrated is finished
you know,
what's the
What do you
do you say?
It's like
the porn star
classic like
I was like
I was,
who made,
he had a
condo when he
turned,
it doesn't,
it's just
and I
would turner
not in a
milieu like
so,
or I'm
promut
very,
you're so.
You'd
respect,
and,
and,
And, I mean, I did that for
a star, I did it,
I did it, it's a plateau,
and me found to make a maquier,
and be in a super-beau-setting,
at Lone, in a chateau.
You know, I'd say,
I'd do you know, I'd do for
do you, create
these tricks.
Now, it's like,
no.
Is that
you've got
even a desire
to,
let's,
to have this creativity
or the spotlight
or the spotlight
it's so, it's addictive
It's going to be
It's all right, huh
You can't have two
But, you know, the creativity
I don't have been
I've got too much
I've got, I've got, I'm using,
but, you know, now
I'm a director of a restaurant
to see,
to work my employees
like to develop
and be able to be,
are at work at work,
it's a lot of
joy than me
to make me
know what I'm saying
Brandon Jones,
to see,
to have an employee
and say,
oh my God,
I've grown,
grace at
these apprentices
at your
work,
that it's
me,
I'm very,
you're,
you can,
you can have
the two,
in the sense
that if you
put,
your experience,
because,
you know,
you said,
you said,
you said,
you said,
you're,
that she,
she,
she,
she,
she,
you know, there's clearly
something
that you can
do you
to write
or to find
the conference
and talk
to the
I think
I think
I'm a
audience for
that also
but I'm
not an
writer,
when I
said it's
really like
I had a
ghostrider
with me
that we
were
on the
ghostrider
we're going
let me
let me
go
let me
but you
but my
my mother
when they
had listened
my name
when I was
I'll try
it's a little
bit difficult
I'm
I'm trying
you know
you know
that you
especially
me who's
like the
part of our
family
who's all the
strong
bitch
I don't
know what
that people
that people
travel
all that
that I've
I've lived
that in a
silence
or
or even
he's in
a box
even that
it's
it's really
it really
it's really
it's really
to
my
father
to try
it
difficult
also
but he
was very
very
very
that I
was able
to make
the
word
intelligent
that I
have
like
like
whatever
to
traumatize
not
more
of that
and that
he said
my
force
has
certainly
to me
to see
but
to be
their
eyes
oh my
god
because that
he
he
didn't
not
oh
taver
yeah
even my
my
my chum
know
what's what I had
all
you know,
and it's not
something like
I'm
going to say
hey,
I'm going to
say,
it's not,
it's not,
it's not
something
that's,
I'm not
I'm not
someone who
never
the sympathy
no more,
you know,
there's
people who
have,
there are,
and who
give,
the trauma,
you know,
that all the
whole
long time,
it's subied,
I,
I've never
been this person
that,
you know,
I wanted to live
and then
then I'm
at the stage
where I can
help with my
words or with
my experience
because there's
not an
I've
listened to
the people
who have
survived
the abu
subvue
the abuse
emotional
sexual
and it's like
it's like
it's just like
it's just
it's like it
there's not
a map
precise.
Each person
lives
in a
different.
And I've
used to
my
way to
face-s
alone,
but to
say,
that's
me to say,
and I
pardoned to
this person
that.
Is that
it's difficult
to pardoned
to the
person
who's never
excused?
I'm
just like
I've made
some
like a
time
like a
conversation
self.
I know,
I know
I don't know, I see what I'm saying.
I know, I think it's a concept
not easy.
You, metta the person
who did that, the monon
that's the other.
Yeah, it's my
ancient producter
who's abused or
these things like that,
you know,
you know, probably
that they find out of
other person,
is you capable
to be pardoned
or there's
there's kind of
there's kind of
something in
that's not,
there.
I've always
their
want to,
I'm going
I can pardon
the,
um,
the act
in a sense.
I've always
her own
to know,
I'm going
my experience
will never,
my experience,
but for
me,
for me,
grandire in
my life,
for me
to get in
my sexuality
that I'm
that they
who they
have been
that's
there,
you know,
it's,
it's,
I've got
to be
to have
not reagy,
to have not
denunciate,
it's,
I've been
to be
to me
also,
And I've lived a period
also difficult
after that
I've made
a lot of
people to
make a few
I've been
many people
in this
milieu that
and I
think I
I've got to
I've been
maybe they've
been
these things
not easy
because I
say hey
you're cute
to come
to find
a film
so
so that
it's been
but
it's been
it's been the
tough
that
it's
that I'm a good person
but, you know, I can
control
the experience
that a person
will traverse it
but I've been
a person
catalyst
to their
bad experience.
So,
I've learned
to me
excuse.
But you
know,
you know,
you know,
if they're
people,
they've put
these decisions
to their
plengris,
and you,
you know,
But, you know, you don't have the control of the sense that's living.
And never, I'd have lived in the feeling that when I was at all the time.
Oh, my God, I mean, we're going to be a bad man.
Yeah, it's a thing.
But I'd never think, after,
six months, who's also known, as far,
that I've ever seen a little guy, nowhere,
who came to sign a lake, St. John,
who, he came to make a film of Kew in Montreal,
and who comes in the escort,
and then
this suicide
or, you know,
you know,
I have
to live
with this
weight,
and that's
the thing
the thing
the thing
that's the
thing.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah,
and then,
like you
did,
you,
you,
you,
you,
you were
not conscious
that's
not,
no,
you were really
plonged
there to,
and you
did,
you're,
you'd be,
you're,
so,
yeah,
so,
I'm,
like,
because,
because,
because,
because,
you're young,
,
For you,
it's normal?
I've
started to be
a mannequin
at five
years,
and it's
a lot of
the other
year,
the other
times of the
photography of
my,
you know,
in the time
laminated,
that we had,
the card
postal of me
in chess
at five
with the
man,
but there's
plenty of
photos of
I'm like,
I'm five
years,
I'm all new
with the
rose,
I'm like,
wow,
it's very weird
sort.
All right,
all my
infance,
all my
it's
my, it
has seen
in my
adolescence
after that
being gay
in a
little
little
that you
want to
be charmed
ta-ta
ta-ta
in
Montreal
I'm
being
a manniqued
you
too
I'm
kind of
do that
it's
it's
all the
time
it's like
I'm
made
to be
back
that.
It's
always
the physical
always
the appearance
and
not what
you're
what I
should
whatever
and
then
my
close, the people who
who meet
people who
don't know,
I'm not
just so
the contrary,
you know,
and we're doing
that I'm
back two times
to have a
personality,
you know,
because I
want to be
just that.
Is that you
could,
you know,
you say
that there was
there's
that you
know,
that you know
that's not
that you know
that's
that you'd
be in time
that you
do you know,
and you
that you
didn't know
you're not
caught
on the podcast?
You know,
the porn
Our stars, we often, we do these
espets of conventions of porn.
So, so it's
often in Vegas, and then, it's
all the studios, all
the porn star,
sometimes it's even when we're
when we're seeing, the
AVN, or the gay vans,
or the gravies,
you know, yeah, the gravies,
that's that, the gay,
we don't have talked about.
Oh, yeah, it's like,
grommies.
I had my, my trick
that had my, my truck
that had arrived
to putte, in plus, anyway.
So, when we're
When we do these conventions, we're really like
these ponies.
You're going to be like these ponies?
Like on a show for an farm,
you know, that you're going to buy
to get a pony.
There you're like plenty of monsieur
around to you.
I remember at Vegas,
he loined an hotel
complete, like,
a whole lot of an etage.
And he transformed every piece
of each room
in a trick sexual.
And then,
we were plenty of pornsters,
we were seduled
for performing
before people.
So,
there were people
who were
in front of them.
And you said,
like,
I was,
I was going to
my ex
the last time.
So, we were
in a couple.
We're cedulet
for
there.
We were
on a lie.
And,
there's like
there's like
there's like
to touch or
what's the
thing, we're like,
we're like
arriving in
a retard
on the set.
I'd say, oh, you'll have based
on a space
of a great gato
of feteau
in stiro-muss,
I don't know what,
for the fete
of a part of a part,
and view that you
are in a retard,
let's go,
let's go,
we're saying, but there's
no, there's only
people of the public,
you know,
who are paid for
to be there,
you're at 200
pious,
for us crested
or we're looking at,
or whatever that's
with my ex,
there, I'm coming
to do something
and we had
got gang rape
total
there was
there was
no security
we had
to get sued
I remember
all the time
my chum
he
would say
he pleurred
and he
would be
and he
said
no
look at me
we're
we're not
we're probably
we're not
we're
we're going
so we're
so we're
out of
there
I'm
in crisis
I went
one of
the
I said, how you've
been
to do you?
He'd say,
comment, guys,
we're,
you're,
you're there
for that?
I'm not
there for fucking
fucking
fooling
Jean Guil
and Roland
okay,
I'm like,
I'm doing
a show.
I'm
made to
get to
get to
get to
get to
people,
I'm going
in the
face.
And,
you know,
and it's
correct?
But now
I'm at
Las Vegas.
I'm
I want,
I'm
a report
of police?
I'm
a Quebec
nowhere.
My
Chum, I'm not in English,
I'm like,
what I'm going to do?
I'm going to get in the
house.
You know, it's
it's been like
plenty of things
that I never
like, I mean,
you'd have been
you'd have been
just get up
and leave,
but in the time
we're made
completely
to get to
what?
There's what
in the
vibe?
Yeah.
It's like
you're like
in a rave
you're in the middle
and you're in the middle,
I'm not going to,
but okay,
everyone has some fun,
you know,
no.
It's because
that's a milieu,
you know,
in what you know,
I'm talking about
the stories of
yeah,
but she said,
yeah,
the affair,
the five guys
that are,
the hockey,
that are,
they're made,
she had the
go,
I mean,
you can't
say no,
it's a lot of,
it's,
but it's
to retire at
all the moment,
a consentment.
You,
you've even
not been
averty
that it's
But there's a bar open, you know.
Batiste, I didn't know, I was, I'd have to be at all.
But it's the concept also,
it's, you know, that's a classic,
but the workers of sex,
you're less respected there in,
or, you know, it's like,
it's banalized,
the aggressions and the abl.
The line is like,
is blur.
You know what?
You're exactly what your name,
you said,
but it's that that you've got in life.
You're there for that.
It's like, no, man.
And it's like I
that I saw that
there are
there are these porn star
like I'm
who are people
and they're
just sex addict
or whatever
who are there
to be in
complete
to make a
great cash
no matter
I'm just
I've been
I've been escorts
but like
I said
I'd give the
boyfriend
experience
I didn't
I'm not
I'm
Again one
John Guil
and Roland
Jean Guilla
and Roland
We're set
Rested at you
to stay at least
guy.
But,
so,
so I'm like,
I was like
the two
side also
of the porn.
You know,
they're not
that,
you know,
if I'm
escorts,
I do you
do a film,
I do
my ownie fans,
I do,
so they're,
they're,
they're,
they're getting
like,
there's a
disconnection
of the car
also?
Dconnected
of the
car.
Yeah.
It's that
that I've
had been
long time,
and it's
that
that he
Now, you know, now I'm
more than ever, I've never
been able to be able to connect with my
car. But it had felt
that I'd short, all this
venin there, all this experience
of caca, like,
there'd have to be it out.
And it's been tough, like I said.
But,
there I'm at an other place.
You've had a partner
who has left the time and the space
for to reappropriate your sexuality.
That, it's a
Caddle of the
life that I had
It's never
That's never
It's not
Deppie
Yeah
Excuse me
I'm a little
Thank you
Thank you
It's not
To have
To find
Someone like
Is it
Because you
Because
I don't
Because I
It's
It's time
There's
There people
Who are
Who do
Who sort of
Pornonon
And
they
they're
to
the impact
that's
that has
on their
on their
on their
so
you know,
we can't
not get
enough.
Well,
I'm not
I'm not
a bit of
a time of
TikTok
that everyone
part of
the rest of
life
that's
boring as
fuck
why
why I
don't
not even
there's
there
there's
there
there's
there
Netflix I think
it's
called life
after
porn
super
interesting
but he
focused
especially
on the
porn
heterosexual
sexual, that's like really a difference.
Never we
talk of gay, you know,
because they say they're gay.
They're more open
sexual, you know.
But we're kind of
of plenty of sorts of gay,
plenty of sorts of queer,
plenty of sorts of
all, you know,
they're not all right.
Well, you're
some of the emotions
that's why you need to
go out there.
Bam.
Write a book.
Do a conference.
I write a book.
Every whole whole
is a goal.
Now,
talk me
of your
new
your new
my,
you're
reappropried
that's
it's like
to see.
I've
always been
in the
couple
over.
I have
all the
time,
I'm
I'm just
I'm
with my
partner
with
other.
It's
like
introduce
in the
life.
I'm in
a
time in
my
life
where I
don't
I'm
my job
my
and my
chob,
my
one of
my
Now, my problem.
Your relation to you,
has been monogame
at a moment
of a moment
of a day.
Yeah,
all that
that I had
not super
well.
But you
have already
been over
before?
No.
So,
for five
years,
you have been
three and a
three and a
four and a
three years,
I said,
it's been
two years,
that we've
started a
double
around.
He's passed
an event
of the clancher
that's a
great, it's a
great,
it's a
old anecdote
that I'm
going to
talk to,
um,
we're
at New York
and my
I said,
I'm going to
get to
get a bag.
Thank you,
Zaddy.
Get the bag.
You have
how many
of age of difference?
Eight
eight years.
He has 49,
genre.
48,
48.
He will not be
content.
He's 45
years.
I'm so sorry.
It's not
grave.
Anyway,
but, you know,
we have eight
years.
He has
had been
plenty of clubs
at Montreal.
He's
in Nightlife,
he traveled
in an
immobiliier also.
but we've all the time
he has
all the
way gay
of Montreal
and there
we're in
he said
we're going to
get to
get to
get a
little
pocket
but you know
there's just
a poohette
there's just a poachette
there
he made
to make
at a
restaurant
and he
said
we're in
a super
be in a
beautiful
we're in
we're doing
we're going to
get
we're going to
get in a
club
we're in
a club
and there's
a club
and there's
many people
who'd
come to
that's like
to look at
the same
it's like
it's like
to look at
and they're in
they're saying
it's correct
but you have
you're in
you're in
you're at all
you're at all
you're doing
you're going to
you're like
okay
there's a
question
to say yeah
but now
I'm my
pocket
lufiton
and I
have not
to care of
health
and I just
my passport
in my
my
my sacoche
you know
I'm
I let's
not over
vesty
well no
so
so that
we're
We're going to have our chandel,
but I get my little poachette.
He's all new with his poachette.
But I'm in chancet with my poachette.
And then we're like
two gross riddo of velour,
you know, and then I look
and I see, oh, my God,
what's there on?
The window, you know,
so we're going to get around,
orgy.
Fuck off.
Full on.
No.
Atten, but,
you know, it's,
it's a long time,
that you've not been in an universe
a little wild,
it's, it's three,
four, four,
that's off of that,
Complete?
Oh.
The full-one
Archive,
I'm like,
ooh.
40,
you're like,
but no,
I'd have
plus 80,
100 persons.
No,
100 person.
And they're
good,
monsieur.
Not these
not
real,
not,
no,
no, no,
genre,
you're not,
Jean-
Enrique,
Eduardo,
Ory-Q,
Enrique,
Like, like, yeah.
Italian, like, Latino,
Latino, Trio, okay,
like, the most beautiful penis
of the world.
Now, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, oh, my God.
Wow.
And there, oh, the net, the sackage.
All the long.
So, all, I'm, I'm, I'm there,
I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm, I read.
Oh, wow.
I stay my little sackage.
I'm full of a cute.
I just a question of sand.
How it's,
it's coming
assured.
Yeah, we're
there on
and then it's
like, okay,
let's go.
Okay,
there's not
a gym monogam
until that
you're going to
like,
let's go.
Okay,
there's not
there's not
of a caucus
there.
There's a
mini caucus
in the
sense that
we don't
like,
we're just
we're like,
we're
there
on the same.
Okay, but
my chump
and we
we're
also
of the guys
completely
different.
I'm
I'm like
more bottom.
I attire
when the guy
and my chum
he's more big
so he
he attire
these little
it's more
it's more.
A bit.
I'm gossed
a little
sometimes
because, you know,
I do you know
I do with him
and it's not
necessarily
to be the person
I'd have chosen.
Well,
no,
it's not,
it's not
me of them.
But then,
listen to
my sacoche
and my
chan was like
it's the
plus housewife
that I'd
never seen
The most, what?
Housewife.
It's kind of
an real asswife
that's an
an emission
American,
but, you know,
it's like...
It's the little
Madame of Rich.
The little
Madame Rich, I,
I'm trying to
ride in a grain,
you know,
it's like...
My God.
But,
that, it's been
like,
it's been like
the open
the,
the trick
that our
thing that
I've had
enough to
to have to
look for
in a queue
without
be challenged.
Jay, you know.
That's
in the two
sense.
In the two
sense.
He's a
first
I don't know
I think
I think you
I'm going
for my
so I'm
so I'm
I'm first
completely
verse.
You
love the two
I'm like
tough?
I'm never
never seen
his annus
I don't
have to
see what
he's very
he's very
but he's
a penisco
like my
bra
so he has
no
there's not
no
shout out
we
We've got 40s a time, but you're a little bit.
But, so, like,
that's like over a box
to have, like, okay, we're...
This box, we're more.
We love.
We love.
We love, and I'm
and I'm going to be,
and I'm sexually
in this context that.
But if you had the control,
you were not paid to do with something?
Exactly.
It was like,
it was really different.
And, you know, between times, you have received the people of the club here.
I, I've worked there, like, from their opening.
Like, I'm doing it.
Oh, really?
Yeah, I'm full of it.
André, and Matteo, I love.
Shout out.
I mean, I love.
And I have seen, like, their club exchangeist, and all the people are, you
, you're going to, you put, and you're going to.
There's a lot.
You have, there are, there's a lot.
There are, there?
It doesn't care
not to be
otteros
to have
to be
but it's not
like
the gay
the gay
you know
the heteros
you're at
plus
we're
we're looking
we're
touch
coquin
we're
we're
we're
we're
the gay
it's like
all in
it's
it's like
there's
there
there's
there
yeah
yeah
there's
like
there
there's like
there
yeah
but
you know
there's
not
there's not
there
there not the
Gu-gu, cute.
Is it correct if I touch
if I'm not,
you know,
yeah,
yeah,
there's not,
yeah,
there's not,
if I'm
if I'm
a gunn at
the grain,
I'm concerned,
you know,
if you're
if you're
a guy,
and I'm,
I'm saying,
but it's not
good,
because you're
a touch
before,
yeah,
but we're on
say,
but there's
there,
there's a
if you're
so if someone
if someone
doesn't,
I'm interested,
I'm
yeah,
but it's,
but it's,
but it
demand more
of assurance
in the sense
that I'm
in a
context where
someone
doesn't
not the
opportunity to
say to say
to give a
non-off
I think I
don't know
I'm not
the choice
to have a
yeah, you
can be more
rough
when you're
a gang
in a
sense
if you
don't
to say
no I'm
don't know
to say
yeah it's
that's
this concept
that
has this
experience
that in
New York
has made
that after
after that
we've
started
we're
having to
We were out at the
night,
my chum
at a bar
karaoke,
so we had
on the bar,
we were in
our own
and we were
we'd
open our
and we'd
get to get
to joiner to
you know.
Often it's
more
he,
by the
he liked
that the
little
guy
plus
Justin Bieber
style.
I also
but
in a
meantime,
I'm
much I'm
much,
I'm more,
but
I see
If I have a big guy, my champ,
they'll never have not that.
So, as I'm having
some fun,
you know,
at all the time,
oh, why we're going,
but right
he arrives,
I feel,
and I get a lot,
you know,
maybe it's a lot of
that's a chance
that's always,
we've got to do
it, we're doing
in these parties,
and you're like,
okay,
there's me
who,
who's who
who's who
choose,
and naturally,
I think,
the people are
people who are
approach, and it's different.
We're kind of
conned in the village
and all that.
So,
you know,
it's so.
So,
there,
there's
there's a
exchangeist,
I'd say,
like,
like,
like,
you have to
make a
group that's
called a
B,
here in
Montreal,
it's gay.
So,
you're in
a group
Facebook
Ferming.
Plan gay
or plan B?
Plan B.
Okay.
The gay
to play
on B.
Okay.
And,
And then we had never
to go.
And my
my son
we organize
these
great events
circuit party
with the
DJ
and all
during the
gay pride
and over the
current
of the
year.
And it's the
first of
an event
gay
that was
like really
based on
the sex.
So we
had been
there
there was a
big dance
floor with
the DJ
and the
place for
babys
was like
really
more
more
pretty
all the
all the
gay
were
all
person's on the dance floor.
So my
Chalm said,
like,
we can organize
that we're
we're going to
just a lot of
everywhere.
Fuck the dance
floor,
you know,
a DJ
paris.
We've
started to
do you.
It's you
that you
were that
you're going to
see the
night.
Plan B
is not
no.
We're
we're going
like
as we
we're
we've seen
we
we're
we're more
or what we
we had
liked
to do
we're able to
create
our own
own
local
No, we're
our own
our own
our own
our own
affair
but it's
we're like
like
investigated
that's all
okay
but it
promovat
your
well
it's really
it's really
it's really
it's
it's called
the meat
the meat
greet and meat
meat
but plus meat
meat
via
yeah
yeah
it's a
other greet
and meat
signra not
autograph
that's sure
and certain
because she
arrives
greeting me
yeah
a bit
a bit of
a cup
but
but it's
it's gay
yeah
and it's gay
and it's
an orgy
total
there's a
there a
there's a
man
but it's
but it's just
out
it's just so
it's just
there's
there's
there's
there's
there's
there's little
clings
there's
it's like
it's like
it's
we're
we're part
in a
group
if we
see there
of the people who are
a bit
too intense
in the
commenter,
we can't
get to get
the billets,
just the
people can
have access
to get to
the bill
also,
you have to
be a member
of the club
to be able
to be able to
get, so
we've
we choose
our community
exchange
gay
for our
events.
So,
what's
so,
a guy
can,
a guy,
you know,
a guy,
you know,
that a member
of the group
will be
to be in our group.
Okay.
And if a member
of the group
invite,
and you're
you know,
you're going,
you know,
I'm going to,
you can't
do you to permit?
It's my
eventment,
I don't know,
if you,
let's go,
let's see,
let's see,
let's see,
but at
we don't have
not had been
that,
you know,
at that,
I think,
our members
have made
like,
them also
will be
who they want
who they
will be at
these
event
that.
You can't understand?
It's what the
regs?
There's not
of regs,
you know,
it's really,
it's...
It's trash,
that.
Well,
it's,
it's...
It's very
liberal, you know,
it's really
it's like,
you know,
the last year
we had
125 persons,
I think,
125.
How many?
How many?
How many,
how did?
125.
And,
then, the next
is in the mode
And we're doing, we've already
been very,
many,
a lot of
billet,
you know,
and maybe
it's probably,
it's going to
get to be in a
200,
250.
I'm not
a
time, let's
a second,
there's a
lot of,
that's,
like,
can't get
15,
maybe,
call it's
that,
can't,
yeah,
I'm,
I'd say,
the recreation.
Because
all the
people have
not had
the same
in adolescence.
Oh, my God.
No,
but,
you know,
we,
we,
we,
there,
With a coin with the lingettes, with
condon, with some lubricant
everywhere. There's
plenty of coins
everywhere.
So, you know,
if you...
Well, if you're
like, there's a
example, okay, there's
something like,
I'm in this
environment there.
You can't
not get there, my cherries.
Let's say,
let's say,
I'm a man,
I'm for the first
first time,
and I'm like,
I respect
all this,
but there,
I'm going to
me find penetrate
a first second.
No, you can
you can,
you can,
you can,
you can,
there's a,
but if there,
there,
who, who, who, who, who, who, who's not,
it's not a, it's not a, it's not a bit, it's a bit of, it's a bit of, you know,
the reglement, the reglement, it's, but it's in, but it's in the non-di, you know,
if, there's someone who, you know, there's a good sir?
No, but there's plenty of other go, too, you know, there's a lot of, you know,
I'm saying, it's just, you know, I'm afraid of the experience that you have,
but, yeah, but, yeah, also, I'm talking to our own time, you're in France, you know,
Momom Chum, in France, we're in
in a lot of the sex club,
that's called.
And we're going to
go to five in a week.
We're getting...
It's popular.
But that's that
you're going to
offest, or...
A little bit.
The ride of the avion
had been...
He's there,
I'll just
take a year,
a day, a sabbatique
after you.
A rest of...
I'm going to
It's all right
we're going to...
He's not
Heardy, he's all right-traping his own name.
So, like I said, my chum, he said the outfit, the sport.
So, like, he's made an ticket to sport.
We're going to say, he's all new.
The guy, he's just, he's, he's all new.
Now, my chum, is, what, too new?
He's, no, no, here, it's naturist.
All the moment is new.
All right, it's all right?
Well, my son, it's like, oh, cackage, in these poche.
You know, it's all right?
You know, I'm off the desire to be in the baby.
Well, I, I'm so, I'm so, I like to be allude.
but, you know, my chum
he liked
that, you know,
the disabbyed
and it's like,
to watch just
the crack
of the fess
with the shirt
sport,
you know,
my cute
who like that
she's like that
she does,
you know,
but there,
you're all,
but yeah,
it's both shoes
because you
have your shoes
because you
get your
and then you're
on up,
and then
all,
then everyone
to take
the drink
all new
she's some
bit ban,
oh,
it's super
gendant,
yeah,
and then,
and the action
so it's
like these catacombes,
like the catacombes,
like,
it's in the catacomb
it's in the catacomb.
It's like a
catacomb.
It's like a
sub-soll,
the rue,
like,
you know,
but it's,
like,
the catacomb
of Paris,
but it's not the
catacomb of
building,
that's like,
you know,
the platform
super bad,
and it's
plenty of arches
and all,
and there's
200 people
who furred
in these
little corridors.
Hey,
it does
feel really
It's really not good,
the humidity
of the sperm.
A little.
But when you're in
a...
It's a question.
It's a little
grot, man.
I'm foo in a
old groat.
No,
I'm sorry.
You know,
you know,
you know,
in a corridor,
you look,
all the world,
all you look,
and you look,
and you see,
a grain,
a little,
oh, you stuss
a little,
you're in a
little coin,
fur a little,
he's all right,
then you're
going to be
an other place.
I just have the impression
I'd
attach
I'd like, oh, no,
he's
parted.
I mean
not the time
to say,
oh,
it's even not
the relations
complete,
you know,
it's just
like the,
we're
a bit,
we're furr
a little
after that
everyone,
and it's like,
it's like,
there's a
bit of danger
to the
cause?
Yeah,
it's a
whole,
it's very,
yeah,
it's very
dangerous, we're
in a
time,
where the
people are the
people are
on the
people are
we've talked
the pre-exposition,
I don't know what,
that's...
You can't
do you know,
the prep?
Yeah, it's for...
Yeah, it's for...
But it's not
against all the rest.
But there,
there's a new pillul
also that's
that's out of risk,
you can't
if it's not
to have the
chlamydia or
the gonorrhate.
Ah!
I'd have not
the name of the
pillul,
my son,
my bonbon,
like a bombon,
that's like...
That's it.
But,
that's it,
but it's,
it doesn't
that you can't
that you can not have
but it's not
it's not
it's like
all the world
has a space
of an espress
I'm like
yeah, it's like
everyone
that's like
I'm in my
my head
that's all
you're gonna
be tempted
I'm gonna
I'm gonna
live stature
you're
that's
that's
I'm
I'm gonna
I'm gonna
I'm gonna
I'm gonna
yeah
I'm
I'm gonna
but it's
but it's
good
if all
No, but I think
I think that, I think,
I think there's a
10 of years,
when, you know,
the VH had
had more
to,
it had more
banalized,
I think
the people,
it would be,
they'd be,
they'd
be not,
but they'd
be able to
,
well,
yeah,
well,
I'm,
but,
I'm sorry,
but in the sense,
he'd
be able to
they'd be
in their sexuality.
Excuse me.
Because,
Because I just
imagine
I'm just
imagine, I'm in
my head, I have a
relationship
I'm sure,
I'm trapped
all,
we're trying
like that's
the same
the worst,
but...
Yeah,
but the gay,
you know,
we're not,
it's not the
man,
I'm not.
Yeah,
is that,
is that
is good?
No.
Your name
digestive,
it's not,
no,
I don't,
I love
to hear my
I love the honesty.
It's a very good microbial.
You know, I'm crazy.
But I like the fact that, you guys, you're conscious
there, and you know, you know,
all right, you know what's in fact that it's embarked.
Yeah, but time we partage the information to people
that it's very dangerous.
I'm not trying to promote it.
It's like something of super sane, like lifestyle.
It's not that, I said, and we don't have any of the day,
it's not that.
There's a year.
No, but we're not in vacancy.
In vacance, it's a year.
you think
to the consequence
in the
life of
every year
we're in
we've got to
a few
we're in
sometimes
we've got in
some of
you know
you've seen
that you're
talking about
I'm a
gay
so that's
we know
the sauna gay
yeah
I'm
it's a
bit the same
but it's a
but it's
too
look at
you're trying
because
you cross
someone
my chum
I'm
I don't
huh
Claude
is you there
what
let's see there?
Let's
No, no, I don't know, but I've had
been there's a lot of...
No, we know, we've got to be in common.
Ah, I'm gonna'clock.
No, no, no, no.
But, you know, it's a bit the same
thing, you know, the room's open,
you're probably in place, in place,
it's these places that you can
join in group,
you can bring up to someone,
but the Sona, I think,
it's more trash, you,
there's a lot, you know,
and I'm not, you know,
and I'm not, you know,
so, I'm not, you know.
It's true, I've already,
so, you know, I've got to,
you know, I'm not much,
you know, I'm not,
fuming
a crystal
that's
I think
that's
trash
and
we're
in the
there
there
there
a lot
in a
little
because
our
events
it's
not so
it's
really
based
on
the
sexuality
of
the
man
horny
drunk
who
just
for
there
there
there
there
no
no
no
no
no
no
it's
no
it's
it's
a
different
I think
not
that the
heteros would
be able to
do that
kind of
No,
to confirm.
What's
what you
do you know
I'm sorry
you're going to
you're going to
you're going to
you're going to
you're going
like a
it's a great
for me?
No,
but have you
have you
have you
have you
have used
people
yeah
we're
we're
we're
he was engaged
for for
for it
but we're
but we're
but we're
the
only the
only people
that were
there are
two couples
that are
engaged for
we're doing
we're
so
so you
yeah
but we're
We don't have not had the real experience of a
story, you know.
No.
I'd be able to
go to go and be in the same
but, yeah, and I'd say,
you know, we're doing,
you know, we're going to know
to know, we're going to know.
We're going to, so.
Yeah, but...
I'd say, in France,
we've really had a kind of,
oh, my God, you know.
Yeah, that's pretty fun.
Personne, we know here.
All the one is good.
Everyone is skinny.
Everyone is chicks.
Everyone's per whom so.
And I'd say,
You're excited
and you're
you're full
in a piece
after.
I'd
there's a
There's a
There's a
There's a
Yeah,
it's like
Yeah, so
I'd
go over with him,
and then we're
really excited,
the position
that's going to
in a little
piece,
and the people
can't
me look back.
But it's
that the club
Lbele
why you
go to
but you're not
in Quebec
no, not
no,
no no more
not in
yeah,
and you see
I say
it's
it's just can
it's just
it's like,
probably maybe
maybe more
maybe more
He's not, he's not there
still, you know, I think
that the heteros
really, you know,
they're going to
say, we're in
the community
exchangeist.
The gay
are just that
we're gay.
You can't
do you know?
Well, we're
not.
But in the
sense,
I'm considering
now as an
exchangeist
gay,
but now
I'd say
not, I'd
not go to
someone
of someone
like a
mercreddy
after midday,
I don't know,
I don't know, and he's not, you know, and he's not,
if I check that are in the same piece,
sometimes, you know, I do my shows
of my bar, he does these things of his bar,
you know, we do all right, we do together,
and, like, the last hour,
we say, okay, we're at allot,
we, we say, okay, each at our bar,
we're doing, our fun,
and we, we, we're seeing,
after, but I see who is there?
There are, do you, at a moment of a day,
you turn, you live, with a guy,
you, he's not, he, he's not,
but, vice-versa, also.
It's like, just like,
the last
day
at Paris
It's like
now in the
whole
No,
in fact
we're in
a marriage
to have
to have been
here in
this is so
so that
no,
it's not
a marriage
that I
did it
it's
past
but
a
last day
we're
there's
some
it's all
these
corridors
but
there's a
place
that's like
it's like
you
the bottom
to make
to get
to get a
after
the people
the
people
I'm
I'm
I'm
I'm
and I'm
like, like, come, you know,
to me for me, you know, I'm here,
people who are furrow around,
on the trick.
Then I was afraid, it's the fun.
But, now, I'm returning,
and then I got to have
kind of like a lineup for me
for me, furrow.
And then,
my chum has passed,
like, after the
second, you know,
I was, you know, I was, like,
I was, like,
you're, like,
you're,
and then,
But, even you
But, but me, he had
seen in my face
that I was like,
okay,
I'm not
to create a commotion
of the same
Oh, my God.
The guy
before I'd say,
yeah,
you're at least
to get a star
here,
oh, no,
no,
I'm like,
no,
Ew!
Okay,
and then
you were
looking,
and you're like,
I'm
not she,
the tress of bottom.
The Tate of Bottom.
But,
you understand.
Well,
if I,
I, too,
I'm,
too,
you're called.
And what's he
What he's like, let's see, let's see,
But, let's see, I'm rude
I'm not rude, you know, I'm not,
you know, I'm not, you know,
and what's the, what I'm saying?
It's a vibe.
It's a vibe, like,
I think, she's, she's too
to be, no, I'm just,
I'm gonna, it's just,
I'm feminized in a guy,
that's, because the urges, it's
on, I'm like, I'm, like,
there's just, there,
there's just, there just, there's just,
there, but, you're just,
an anecdote, and there's
that I know that I'm tripped
that's up, and sometimes I'm...
I'm tripped there's
like, I'm, like, I'm...
I'm like, no, no, no.
It's the funn a little bit,
but if it's been too long time,
it's correct, you've had to
return to, yeah, that's...
So, that's all right,
and you do you, sometimes, where is
you, you have a chican,
genre, at cause of a situation?
Well, in New York,
and we've had a mini-chikam,
but I was completely so,
this, yeah, that's the first.
with the sackoche.
It's a nizu because we're
all right, you know,
all right, you know,
all right, you know,
there's just, there's a guy
who passed out of the day,
and he's just, like,
grabbe the queue of the guy.
And it's like,
tell me,
your chum,
had grabbed the cue
of an other guy?
And it's been
me to search a little
like a trigger,
like,
you know,
if I was just arrived,
me,
that I'm going to
and a row,
and someone,
you know,
he's crissed,
you know,
some of the same.
It's like,
it's like
like,
in life,
you're like,
in the
world of
even,
even in an
orgy,
okay?
You know,
so it's not,
so,
so,
so,
look,
he said,
hello,
the guy,
he said just
passing,
he had crabbed
a grain.
Yeah,
like a
bit of a
plon.
Okay,
so it's not
a chican,
like,
the jealousy,
it's more,
it's more,
it's like,
it's just,
it's like,
it's,
it's,
there,
there's a
way,
there's a
There's a way
to be
an etiquette
an etiquette
Orgiac
He has chosen
the word
Argiac
There's
There's a
There, we're
We're all
We're all in
We're in
We're in a vibe
animal
But there
A way
There's a way
To find
The things
Have you
Have you
Do you
Have you
You know
That,
So, let's
Let's say
That's
Let's say
It's in the
Cue
John?
Yeah,
But, well, I just like, people, and I'm like, no.
I'm just the fun until I think it's a bit, that's it.
But, you know, I think, I think,
he was, like, a line-up of like 20 guys
who'd send him to fooling.
He had, you know, we're trying to limit, you know.
It's kind of a limit, you know,
a very bad limit, we're in a lot, but, you know,
it's more, too, in the sense,
if we're in a way that they find out of us,
you know, you're trying to sloveny to do that a bit,
or the same
it's like
we don't have
not a reg
really specific
but it's
at a moment
I think
we're a
pretty good
chemy,
we have an
nice good
confidence
on the other
to understand
the non-died
and to
understand
what we're
what we're
and let's
let's turn
you know
you see that
IDM
has a guy
and you're
like God
you're telling
that it's
me derange
more
but in fact
no it's
I'm not really.
I'll
I'm trying
a little
it's
who
she?
Yeah,
but
I'm
I'm
I'm
so you're
that's
that's
to get
to be
to get
with
someone
of another
like
that someone
that's
not
that I'm
not in
that I'm
not
that I
know
I'm
I'm
I'm
with my
props with my
props
with my
probs
if he's
quite to
do something
like that
he's fucking
loss
because that
all the
cheminement
that I
have traversed
with him
all this
we've been
to traverse
to my
gro down
to my
big up
but there
there's
another who
will be
there
he will
have
he will have
a partner
for the
life
someone
who has
someone who
has a
someone who has
a be
an beauty
with
so it's
his fucking
loss
yeah
I can't
Yes, I'm having a pain
to have made
have made a tromper,
yes,
I'm having
a trauma
at that,
but in the same
time,
I'm doing at
a step
in my life
where I'm a
go to catch,
and I'm a good
to catch,
and I'm good,
and I'm
being, and I'm
at 2,000
percent, you
see?
My chair
my name
two times
and it
had passed
the airplane
mode,
it's
that's important.
Okay,
I'll let
that.
Uh-huh,
um,
uh,
yeah,
it's like
at 2,000%
and I'm good, you know.
Bravo.
I'm really,
really proud of you.
Yeah, thank you.
It's really hot.
We're also.
I like a lot.
I mean, I remember
that when you
came to the first
podcast,
you know,
you had really
marked,
and I had
written after
probably for
to tell,
I, I'm
talking to me,
you're really
a good
talker,
and I'm sure
I've already
too,
but there's
something that
you're like,
you're like,
But, you know, I live,
I live all
what I live at 100%.
I feel nothing
and I'm a lot of,
and I'm
and I'm
and I think, I'm sorry,
I think there's a lot of people who are
not, and it's that
that comes
the insecurities,
it's like,
the trauma
or the things like that,
and it's important
to be honest
with so-mame,
and it's important
also,
I get the day
that I'm like,
I'm like we're talking
or that I feel like I'm trying
and that's right
and I live
I've got to
get to go to
get to go to
see the world
but it's correct
I'm not
I'm not
always to be
all the time
it's not
it's not
we have to
we're
we're just
we're on
it's on
all the
part of
is a
question
I have two questions
by
a part
of that
a day
one
one
of you
so you
or your
married.
Dite, hey,
I, I, I
want to
open up
if you think
that's going to
do you know,
just that's
just you're
just you know.
I'm just
more than I'm
sure, you
That's sure, you.
And you
would like that?
In the sense
that, do you
have you
have to open
an port
that you
think that
that's
that's probably
that's probably
a day.
I think
also,
you know,
we can
understand
also that
in time
um
gay
in the
quarantine, we
will arrive at a point
also that we're
in the 60s,
50s, 60s
where we'll
will be able
to get in
the same
way.
There we're in
a period
in our
body, we're
in the air
of what we're
in the
same way, but
I know that
in the same
time I've
accepted also
to make certain
things with
my Trump
because I
know that
he would
be able to
love
not that
to hear that.
No,
it's correct.
It's normal.
We've had these conversations
and I've been
together with me
and I said
my car
changed,
you know,
and it's normal
that you're
to have to have
your last,
hey,
there,
he rests
like five years,
she's like,
like,
chicks,
when we go
like a
monsieur,
you know,
I'm not,
Robert De Niro,
he's not,
it's a car
back a show,
I know,
and it's so
that I'm trying
to say
to say,
but you,
and there's also
a thank you
Botax
we're going
to rest
young
long time,
you know,
but it's
It's like, psychologically also, we see that.
The belle-fees, it's the same thing.
The belle-fees of 40-year, 45-year,
okay, if I'm trying to marry, Cougar, Let's Go, Let's Go, Let's Go.
It's like, we're in this period, but I'm not,
in 10 years, we'll be at the boot, like, like,
and we'll be able to, like...
It'll be able to be able to.
We'll have been able to be able to, you know.
After two, three, got, you're just alone.
you know, you've got to be a little
house with a little farm
with a little chair
I've got to be like
a little farm
I didn't know
I'm like that's
I didn't know
it's a little bit
on a point
we're going to
we're in a point
also
that's it's
we're going to be
in my head
everyone who
has a retrait
has a
a farm
and these
little
animals
I'm in
I'm sure
you're going to
I'm sure you're
you're doing
two little
little bit
If you're going to finish
I'm going to finish
malice
I'm going to
see that you're going to
have to be chari
the marl of vass
I'm going to
do you know
it's really that you
get the word
no,
but it's not
you're not you
go to do it
and you
go just flatted
the animals
it's what they
say,
oh I'm
I'm just so
I'm too hot
that I'm
going to come
to get to
well,
they're old
those there
are old
I'm
I'm sure
that you're
you're trying to
you're trying to
you're trying to
you're trying to
you're trying to
make hair
She will come in my savant of my vash of my vash.
Hey, my belle-saint-a-sached a house,
and I said,
it's me who will be occupier your terracement,
your own, your affairs,
and it's me who's all right?
Did you have to be able to eat
to eat at all the day's on the terrace?
Well, that's right.
If I'd rather than, I'd rather than,
it's a joke, Liz.
The kids, you're still young,
we'll talk about, okay,
if you know, I see,
you know, I've seen,
the women, about 40 years,
the women, it's always
the impression of the youngness,
But you have
some of the
children also
it's a
It's a
It's a
It's a ground
It's not
It's not
It's moch
Yeah, it
It's
It's all
You're not
You're not
You're not
No,
I'm sorry
By the same
Of course
By the
By the
Byte
your
And then
You've had
You've had
You've had
You've
You've got
You've
You've
That's
You've been
Concedry
Like a
Of course
Is it
re-arive in these
urges,
sometimes,
to feel
that your
car,
it's a partying
too,
to get a
bit of these
sentiments
and to say,
ah,
that I'm
not,
I'm not,
I'm not,
I'm not,
I'm not,
I'm not,
I'm a
sound like a
star,
but it's
I'm not,
I'm not,
it's like,
I'm,
to be there.
At four
pat,
to have,
to bring
a big,
grand,
to sit,
to say,
you know,
it's me
that,
I'm,
I'm a,
star, you know, I'm like, I'm
still cute, I see the
world, I see, they're
attracted to me, in
these parties, I'm
in control.
There's person who's
there's a lot of
any function
monetar, I'm not a
camera on me,
I can't have
the chiefe of
the same, you know,
I'm not,
I don't, I think
at what my face
at air,
I don't know
at what turnage
it will be
mannere,
I think,
I think,
nothing of that,
I think just
to have
of having to have a good time sexually.
I think just
at what I'm on my chum
that's fun.
I think just
to, oh my God,
all the world is
beautiful.
I think just
to, like,
to that.
And that,
I've not
had been
so much,
tell me,
long time.
I think it
even not
that I'm
even not that.
Well,
it's good
because just
to be the
association
that you've
had to
to your
car,
and to
do you
these same experiences that
that we're going to
an orgy, it's an orgy,
but to change the mindset
you've been good
to be able to
that, it's not
the world,
I've not, I've
not seen
a lot of
I've got to
a couple of podcasts
the people who have
who've lived
their trauma
and I've
listened their
experience, but
you know,
it's really,
I've been
someone who
who's people
who's talking
to be able
to be
and who's
and who
who has
confidence in
life. So, all
these things that
mingledged have
made that I
can do
I'm doing what
I'm doing,
you know,
I'm in
what I'm in
with what I
've been in
never,
live or
suburb my
past.
I've
I've been,
but I
don't, but
you do
really hope
to people,
that they
can't
get a
sexuality,
and it
is beautiful,
you know,
it's beautiful,
it's important,
it's a
with you, it's connected with
the other,
as I've said,
it's a more
beautiful language
of the world
entire, you know,
all the people
all the need
to be need to
attention,
everyone has
to be touched,
everyone has
to learn to
his
car,
and, you know,
to it,
to,
it's experimented
at some
maximum,
you know,
you know,
you've been
not said
to go to
all the
, you know,
it's not
what I do,
we're
Just that you're just that you find out of
a partner that you can permit
without an orgy.
Even, you know, to have on to say,
to live your fantas,
of, in a fashion
sane,
respected,
respectuous,
over you know,
over you know,
all of the
communication,
all is in the
honesty
and over so
and it's not
to do something
for someone
no more.
We're doing
for so.
Yeah,
yeah,
let's say,
let me,
I accept these guys
that,
I'd have not pick up
by having my own job.
But at the same time,
he'll have
have a pleasure
with him
that's a pleasure
at the end
it's just...
It's not
to make a pleasure
to the person
that's the person
that I'm,
it's not right.
He will not
me let's for
the little boy
that we've been
to get him
he's been
we've been
we've been
we've been
we've been
we've been
really a
whole
and we're
and we're
getting
a age
in the
quarantine
that
we've
we've
we've seen
our trip
where the
little chum
the little
little blonde
it's not
we're married
we're
we're in
a house
we're in
a view
it's just
it's not
what you
do you say
my baby
I wanted
I wanted
if it had
time for
a bit 15
minutes
on our
yes
yes
we're
we're
we're playing
we're
we're making
in the
description
your
radio
social
yeah
do you
do you
have
do you
have the
In fact, you see, in fact,
suve the district events,
it's the events that I organized
with my charm,
that's not just the orgies,
it's also the big party
rave,
like we're doing,
several times per annie.
We'll put the link in-sue.
Those are,
the fair,
they'll be able to go.
Oh, that's not.
It's not very much,
but you'll pay you all right.
In three months?
That's it.
Okay.
We've got to attend
the music,
this little baby,
love.
And also,
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