Sexe Oral - Xénia Gould: 0rgasme, émotions, identité : ce qui a changé après sa transition

Episode Date: May 7, 2026

Cette semaine sur le podcast, Lysandre et Joanie reçoivent Zénia (Chiquita), pour une conversation aussi authentique que sans filtre sur l’identité, la transition… et tout ce que ça transforme.On plonge dans un échange vrai, parfois drôle, parfois bouleversant, où Zénia raconte son parcours : grandir queer en région, se construire à travers l’humour, la drag et la poésie… puis entamer une transition qui vient redéfinir son rapport à son corps, aux autres, et au monde.Sans détour, on aborde des sujets encore trop peu entendus : les hormones et leurs effets réels, les émotions, la s3xualité, le désir, les relations, le regard des autres… et cette quête constante de se sentir enfin alignée avec soi-même.Zénia partage avec beaucoup de lucidité ce que la transition change concrètement, dans le corps, dans la tête, mais aussi dans la manière d’être perçue, d’aimer, et d’exister dans l’espace public.On parle aussi de couple trans, d’identité qui évolue, de pression sociale, de féminité… et de cette liberté qui vient quand on arrête de se définir à travers le regard des autres.Entre confidences, réflexions et moments plus légers, c’est un épisode profondément humain qui ouvre la discussion avec nuance, sensibilité et intelligence.Le podcast est présenté par Éros et CompagnieUtilise le code promo SEXEORAL pour 15% de rabais sur https://bit.ly/EROS-MEILLEURSVENDEURSLe podcast est présenté par OxioUtilise le code promo SEXEORAL pour obtenir 1 mois gratuit sur oxio.caRéserve ta soirée entre amis au SHAKER de ton choix dès maintenant sur shakercuisineetmixologie.com🔔 Abonne-toi pour ne pas manquer les prochains épisodesPour suivre Lysandre Nadeau : https://www.instagram.com/lysandrenadeau/Pour suivre Joanie Grenier : https://www.instagram.com/joaniegrenier69/Pour suivre Zénia : https://www.instagram.com/chiquita.mere/Pour écouter sur YouTube :https://www.youtube.com/@sxoralpodcastPour devenir partenaire du balado : [e-mail] travailler avec l’équipe du balado : [e-mail] Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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Liza, we're going to let's put. Ah, yeah, let's go. We're with Zena, Chiquita Mea. Yes. Okay, let's get into it. I arrive in the salem of the women, I'm like, don't fuck with me, there. And I'm, and?

I'm like, I'm like, I'm going to say my scent. I'm like, I'm like, it's not, the scent of fame, like, I'm, my job is fat. I'm still with my chum, in the time, my ex, Sammy Landry, who is now my best. Impossible.

I never thought you'd have you served in song. Five years. Like the long time of our breakup, I've got to get a

message to my endocryinologue and I'm like, Cain, now. Like, let's go. I think

there's like this idea in the universe that like the person trans, as to you know,

what, who is said that's not that we're like, that we're going to be like,

the people that's, is like, are you can't be able to know someone that's

like, like, the woman trans, it's an person, and of an woman,

who is like a man who will be in an uncent that's, that's... It's cool. It's special and it's special

and it's it's really about and I'm not I'm sure if we'd like that I'm going to talk about. Oh my God,

okay. Avant versus after my time, it's super more easy a man so,

so let's do us. First, first time, I'm really I'm ready already, and really

excited of the invite that we're like, you're like a presence bienveient, abasant,

you're dust, It's fine, I'm trying to I'm trying to learn to because it's a lot of because of the whole thing, you're like we're saying

we're in a yes, hello. Kibetamere? I'll just say why, it's, it's, it's, it's,

it's a okay, well, it's a very man, at the little at the school, the guys in the

court of school that were to be able to who's your mom, but in shiq it's chiqued ameer, like, Chiquetamere,

it's who, ta mawere, and I'm, my God. So my character of drag, it's really like a mar

monoparental, a little trash. Oh, I don't know. Yeah, it's two kids are and they're

to, you know, so, I know, okay, and you came to Chellia, Cheyiac.

You mean of Celiac? Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

yeah, yeah, I'm not, you know, I'm sorry, you're, And humorist, drag queen, poet. Is that you can

us give a portrait in the order of how it's happening all right? Okay, yes. I studied in theater, and then I'm used to be a humorist by accident.

Like, I've started to docks on line, not with the intention to be a stand-up to do. And, there, I've been

stand-up for two years on New Brunswick when I had been there. And after two years, I wanted to

me to trigger warning. because it was like the pressure that you're okay okay but it's sarcastic

no no no no no no no no it's very serious oh okay we're I'm just just these Ibar

oh tabar wet okay it's okay it's like oh my god no no we just to come

you're too much I love it no no no no we're in the we're in the no no no we're just honestly it's too much

because it's like it's like the sole job of the world that you're It's whether you do do you

have not really there's a there's if you're if you're not not really if you're not

if you're not to be in the way, you know, that's the two, three people that's but full droll

like that that's, that's, that's, that's, that's the thing, but at the

time, yeah, yeah, yeah, when you're in the plain juke,

to want, to put out there and batire to be too much, I could be not, I'm, I'm not,

quit the humor, and I continued to do the content, and I've started to do the drag,

and I've started to do the poise to get a humorist, and want to me, you know, it's,

it's all my memories of the queer at Chediac, and then my recue, my recue, delearch, like,

my career is become, like, drag, who does do you know, but I'm read, and I'm doing

the theater, and I'm a bit of all, and I'm for some, and for the years,

I'm, like, to be, to be like, okay, I'm just a drag queen, no, I should choose just a poet,

tant, then the conclusion it's like, well, I'm more, I'm not, I'm not satisfied if

I'm just one of these things like, because like, humor, drag, it's like, more grand public,

it's, it's more accessible, poetry, it's like, it's very, like, mysterious. Super mysterious,

and also you have not to do, like, it's for you, you're, you're, you know,

and if it's it's, touch the people, I'm it's not the objective to rejoin

the same the same way if you want a show drag. It's like, it's like, it's like,

like, it's like, it's like, more personal, it's more, it's more deep, it's more,

it's more there's a purpose, we're, with this part more like artie, but if

I realized that when I just art see, there's what in me that's like attention

hoar, I'm like, No, it's I'll entertain a group and then I'm, but now I'm, but the reality it's like,

no, I'm just to be content if I can do a little to do it. I think, your identity, I'm super clear.

Even if it's like you do you do it's quite coerent and it's colory and it's

all of the things that you know, I'm, to have access to a show of a person

that me full rire and then after I can put in bowl in my and learn

these pens the most profound. It's something super beau, that's really. It's really a good good idea because often

it's so that I'm not a humorist we're like I'm that I think you're that's not quite quite it's for that

the people who people who are the people who don't have the text because I know a virity

and I'm a intention so that to know that I'm that I can see someone that I can

see the other part that I think I think I'm sure it's really I'm really it's really fun

to hear the fun of I'm talking to I'm sorry, I'm, okay, what's the same thing? I'm okay, what's the thing, what's the plough of for the world can't comprehend what I'm

because you don't just a field, you don't know something that's fombe, and then your life's fombed, you know, there's plenty of other things that tend to bode, you know. But, but, but let's

your identity at the Chediac we're in the infance we're in the offense, we're there

in the trauma, yeah, trauma, your trauma the more the more

the more the more the more the more when you're a family when you when you

had a month, my mar I've heard of hear you I'm not okay

okay okay that's it's I had, I was not alarmed. At a one a year and a quarter. I'm going to something.

No, but it's not a real question. But, let's on, when we're going to at a infance, at Chediak,

you're what your child? You're the kind of relationship to think to Chediac when I was when I was

because because, okay, grandir queer, especially when you grow old you're granded little little

young, and you're to baptize the mechanism. Well, you've I had to have been able to be the mechanism of defense, and I it was to make a lot of rile.

So if we were not attention, I was very, like, quiet in my world, and I thought it, like, I'd inventing the characters, of the universe. I was really, like, always, like, always, like, always, like,

to me, like, don't know attention for, like, that he'd watch that I'm, like, a little tapette, cached, like, okay, well, my sole manner that you go not too

me, regard, is if I'm like, my bookliier, right? So, then, a young age, I'm this skill I was trained I'm going to

my lammes my lamb and then it and it functioned I'm

I'm playing hockey I've did a patinage and I had a family

of a sportive Are you an Aquarius No Lyon Lyon okay

yeah yeah well yeah well that's for that show yeah

yeah well it's so and it's it tough because you

become, like you create, I think that's all the people are queer or who are question, especially when you're on the people, you're like,

your rapport to other is weird and bizarre because it's not super very, you like, create something around to you,

that the people think it's like, no, because if I want the real, me, the little

guys in the court of school who will be be able to be able to be able to be.

So, so there, runed at the school second I didn't even that I was gay

I saw just that I was just that different and a guy was asked to go and I'm going to

but I didn't still not like it was still not like that's plot twist I'm not I'm actually

just trans so so you know that's that you're like I don't identify with

this you're like no I'm not I'm not I'm just just there and you me asked

on a date, and I'm down, you know, but there's a lot, all right, all right, all all, all, there, all, there, in 2009, if you're at least, you're gay, man, you're gay, especially if you're a guy. You can't have to be gay, it's, there's there. There's not, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's not, it's, it's not, impossible.

And, but, it's, like, really, have been shaked my my life, because all of a whole of a whole of course that I'd could have been with my mechanism of

my life, even if I employed like, well, the world knew, my deep tart secret.

And it's been really tough, especially like in my family, because I've been to Mama's boy to really,

like, my family he didn't not, my family, he didn't, it was really, really,

like, a four years, because one of four years, how, how they're Su your family?

I've said, because everyone at the school after our date, it's seen, because there's people who are people who knew on our date, and everyone

texted my sister, because she was at the school when I'm at my God, he's gay, and gay,

and it's gay, and it's like, fuck, I'm gonna I'm, because if mom, at Chediac, like,

she'll, someone will have that get, you, and at 13-year, it's fuck with,

your development like, carably, to pass a day, incognito in security to like not only

like, vised at the school, but vised in the family in the house, it's tough.

And you know, I can't I don't, I'm, I don't to my parents today, like,

I'm, I'm, and I'm, I understand at Chediac in 2009, they were where the

resource, you know, it's not the same thing than today, and there had been to

that to be to be able to to be to be to the relationship. because when I've made when I've made

my coming out of women trans they've really like, okay, we're really we, we, we, we, we accept, we

we're, we're like, we're like, it's like their second chance, a little, to really be there to be there

queer kid. Quo'clock I'm like, I'm like, I'm just, no, but it's, it's a

true second chance, and you're their own and you're their end, yeah,

and I, and I, I choose to be like to be like that, and to them are in my

life because I love. And there's a lot of queer, trans, that's not that's not that's the

reality. That when you're a rupture, it's like, a time, or it's

more more complicated. The Acadians, we're just really tight with our family,

and it's like, it's intense, especially when it's in a place, there's a

place, there's a place, even if it's complicated, so I'm content that in the

trans, I can show up. Yeah. And when you announced that finally, your trans identity, it's at what age? Well, that's a little

more, because I wanted not to do coming out really, it didn't want, I wanted just kind of the inform, but I guess

that's a coming out. But I was non-binar for a boot for like three, four, four years. Yeah,

by rapport to your identity like, the genre, How can that's... Good question. When I got when I started

the drag, it was after my career of humorous. I was like, I'm okay, I want to do not

another thing important, like when I was humorous at the New Brunswick, it was in the auto

derision like I was my identity gay and of my experience queer and that's that

that the world amed. And if I'd for the I'd prefer, I think, I'm sorry, to find out of a lot of it, but it was tough.

And it's that, like, men, to be a gross depression, and, like, the pensions and suicidal, and all of all. But then, the drag has showy up, and I'm, and I'm like, okay, there's, like, a community of the world, queer, even not queer, but just over, there's allies who feel

consume a bunch of weirdo in trying to do drag, in trying to be costumist, make some make, make make, and they're far, Sometimes, real, sometimes not. Sometimes, it's sexy

your performance, sometimes it's serious, like the zone green is a lot more than than humor

I thought. And at the time, makeup, oh, makeup, oh, peruque,

okay, there's what that's going, there, like all all the whole just before

the pandemic, you know, it's like, the identity of genre, it's a performance, it's

all, and I started to deconstructuring all these things that for me, and it's it was a sense

and then it didn't really to make sure I'm going to I'm going to I think I want I want to think I think I'm

realizing that it was all my life that I'm looking at the my film just that's like they're like

my gross they're on my stens it's not like I'm just like I just like I had not

pectoro and I'm tiny mamelon and I'm literally from I'm literally because I a ado

I'm like huh There's even a phase I'm going to go to gym I'm going to I'm going to have these pecks

and it's not because I wanted to be muskled just there was you know I could not put my foot but I

also like I'm not miserable because of that it was just like it it was not accorded

with what you you'd imagine yeah my prescription the lunette was just off

of a I'm I can really relate I Well, Yeah, it's just

I said that's just It's really a joke It's really a joke You're going to It's like to get a Deity Committee Yeah! It's just

It's just a pair of bull It was It was really It was really It's really But, like, In the same time, It's not

It's full, how what's the To arrive to those hormones and to my car And to realize how it's

more universal that we're fucking Ponce, our rapport to our car It's not just the person trans

who, like, who like, like, I don't know identify with someone with small tits. I don't know. I love it.

Me, I don't know. I'm actually the double-dees. I'm identified as a double-dee queen. But you you're,

you know, I don't, I don't, but I'm not, because it's lough, I think, double-de.

It's really joke to, like, we're trying to compare the transidentity to someone who's identifi

to get to identify, that's so the fact, it's super cancelable. Yeah. In fact, I'm trying to to make canceling

today. It's right. Perfect. I'm here. I'm going to cancel of service. Okay. We said,

we said at the podcast, in plus, that's it could be that's put that things, and that's

even you who said, let go. Yeah, it's me that's I'm going to let's go.

Yeah, I'm there, I'm like, yeah, I'm like, I'm like, I think there's like, this idea in the

universe that, like the person trans, as so that we pose a question or what that's said that's not

bad, that's that's not that's that's like, then we're like, then,

name, the people, the people who think that, is like, are you able to nom someone who

who's, you know, that's a other thing, but like, in the real life. But it's

also, like, with the good, with the un- un-of- to understand,

and to to get to do this genre of pose, you know, be comfortable to be,

spot your of your affairs because it's it's pretty that's it's not you know, it's like to

get an excuse, I'm not my Psi, I'm in the case, I'm at any case, first appointment

like, first question that's, so, is that you know, is that a vaguen,

and I'm going, and my response was that that's a I said, I did,

well, it's there's nothing of my and then she's like,

like, I'm not of my sure, it's And I was like, well, I see a lot, there's 10 years, I know that I wanted to be a year, and I never

that's worth, I'm going to be like, hey, it's important now in my life, and I'm like, in this moment, no. And I'm like, yeah. Yeah. It's an answer to the first question, that.

You've purviewed for 12 sessions. Can't even. Sponsured by the Ramkew, thank you, 12 sessions gratuity. It's a grato. Yeah, it's for that. That's for that I changed because, you know.

But the trans, well, just now, we know, we've said, let's go. The transition, that, finally, have started by the hormones. After that? Well, I've started with the, in the non-binary, I changed my pronouns at Yale.

I have encore the same name in the time. And then, and then, I'm still with my chombe, in the time. My ex, Sammy Landry, who's now my best. I'm not I didn't

You know, I'm going to get a I'm in a I'm sorry, I'm doing it I'm in a mindry, oh, yeah,

it's true. Yeah, well, yeah. Well, it's so, and we've we've been to a maria

to see, to see, to see, to see, our career, and you're, but you're still proche,

yeah, it's my best friend, and it's like that's that's supposed to be in a relationship,

I think, and, and because of the life, a cause to live at New Brunswick, where's

the choice Not for Not for saying We're not to say Just because It's what you There's a lot But I think

There was something In our relationship That's a lot About our And now Now that we're Pue And then we're

That's that It's that It was, yeah, There was the Amour, But it was It's like

A-Sisterhood Like a sisterhood Like It's like It's like So-Mate But you It's in

It's in It's In what? It's a Yeah, you're You've found Yeah

Oh, it's beautiful. A bit like you, and Mary, no? Marie. Marieve. There's, like, there's kind of a little, that's so. It's true fun. Andrea, it's just that.

Yeah. And, what I said? Samil Andre, yeah, the hormones, you have said microdose. And then, our relationship had started like a relationship

gay. And then, I'm not binar, so we've seen in the society, and I had an enormous barb, a lot of peels, like,

It's like my party trick preferred. I'm like, wow. And the one is still like, what the fuck. And I know.

I'm kind of hot. I'm hot. I'm hot. I'm hot again today, I'm like that. I'm sure with that. Yeah.

But it's so, the microdose. And I was really curious to come, okay, what's it? What's it? What's it?

Is it what I want? And at the travel of that, it's like to realize that that I'm like I want to

to take more than a microdose and it has changed a bit our dynamic of our

relationship because on my microdose if I go at the airport they're like

my um I'm my barb I'm my my bra

like the the markers of gender second masculine I'm I'm

I'm I'm a barb in the society the way

the world not notive not not over the concept

the the in their head. They're going to see a man in relation with

him, even if I'm identified as non-binary we're still two men in the view of the world

who comes to like the homosexuality. You know, in Quebec, we're kind of in Canada, we're fucking

lucky, that's not the same everywhere. And we've been at marriage of his father

at Cabo at a moment then. And we're in line for the resto, sorry, that's tangent

there. No, no, go see. And there, there was, there was there was a They're not reserved because they're

They've been to be married And it's like a celebration But there, there were There's a lot of American people And they were They're assuming that it's a marriage

gay Because I'm going to And then they're And then we're And we're going to Because we're They go Oh, bunch of faggots

And so, you're like Okay, right Right We're right We're We're We're Yeah, right, right.

And even if these things it's all it's in theory the system is kind of there for

to back up not always but I'm like I'm sure you yeah, yeah, yeah, really

yeah, everything that's all that one that we're really, it was really like the

last part of this phase that of my life, like the end of our endocrinology

I've invited a endocrinologist and I'm like sin titin now like let's go

and let's go and then it It's a few years that I'm really on a dose more of a

little bit of it's like, so I'm, the majority of the people, the majority of the

injection, there's a huge difference corporeal. We're really in their core. And then,

after the breakup, a month later, I decided to change my name, and my

pronouns to her, and my weird part. I'm I'm identified not even

like woman, and that I was just like, it's like a great word, I'm like, okay, I'm still my barb, like, whoa, I'm like, I'm like,

I'm, like, I don't know, I'm not, I'm not, I'm not quite got to get my ticket for this destination

that, chill, I'm just, I'm just, I'm trying to browse on Google, the vets of

the, the, the, the, , like, and a, and a lecture of poetry,

we've presented like, and I'm presented like, oh, wow, and you're ,

Because, like, okay, all of a sudden a quote, the text that I'm going to read, it's now a text of a woman trans. So it's not viewed like a person, it's a woman who read, and it's not just a

woman, it's a woman that's a woman who's also. So, automatically, my proposal, the text, the interpretation, change. And that's, like,

my first, grow, wake-up call to, like, oh, my life will change. Like, So, yes, I'm going to change like my physiology,

my brain, my orgasm. We'll get into that. But it's the first moment that I've made like, okay, now my transition my partying put to me to me, I'm totally alone.

Because I'm in the world of the women, and what's what it would say to be to be a woman, and what What is the people think that's being a woman

and a woman, and the misogyny, the patriarch like, like, I'm not

a person, I'm not a witness to that, I'm, I'm, the same, of that.

It's a particular, huh? It's fucking weird. Well, it's, it's... Okay,

in, in, in, in this realization there, is there is there

things that you have been particularly particularly Yeah, yeah. Atte

in these spaces gay and I never, I've never ever seen something like something

it's not like it's not like in the film but like, but all of a

moment, my presence, I'd say, I'd say, I'm more part of the, it's like it's,

you're, you're, you're, to be to see, to be a group, in

the You're in security? Yeah. Oh, yeah. Yeah. And I know. And I know there are there's some

that's experiences more specific, negative, like, these scenarios. But, me, it's just like, to go,

I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm, it's not the same vibe that it and in the same vein,

I'm not so I'm not because I'm more than I'm more because I'm seen like a woman,

It's like, what? That's crazy. Maybe that's just to more than more the more than the more. It's just the most of the more. Literally,

but it's it's written on the side effect. It's actually more more. But that's it's a fool because the

women, they'd say, there were there one who had one who had been in on the podcast that

just that that'd a bit more feminine, it'd that you'd have to travel for far,

it because it's it's a few even today that's been so you've been in fact you've been in fact you're

in a lot of your life it's been really some new new discoveries and like hey yeah, I'm at boot

there's a bout there's like there no there there's no there's not no no no, no,

but maybe but maybe no pressure yeah yeah you're doing you're doing in this moment

at your X like for for real it's It's amazing. Like, my shot

of estrogen last, I've not I'm not because I one, one shot per

a week, and I'm trying to get a cycle, that, can you give, how,

it's the how's the how's the thing, what? The emotion, how it's about,

okay, okay, let's get into it, Because that, okay. We have so talked of the person trans, and we've got

really talked to the person about the trans identity, because it's of the trans identity. But it's

an part of the tart. There's a other party, the co-te-social, the expression, the hormones, the car,

like, all these things are part of what a person trans? And there are that there are that they're

that they're not. to arrive at a transition medical, you realize that there's there's

there's a in the world that's like coded and we're really just not, when I

started to my orgasm has changed my humor has changed my emotions have changed I'm

more easily and the idea that the women are more emotional I'm

like I'm like, I'm I'm I'm I'm can't

probably for the other trans, but I know a lot of people who have a experience semblable. It's not

that we're more emotional. It's just there's not, there's not a barrage. When I feel something,

it's more, like, it's like, it's like, okay, yeah, I'm like, I'm like

I'm going, there was, constantly, like, a barrier. Yeah, and all the women,

women, we have all a mix of hormones in our there, there's a there's, there's,

there's there's It's a little bit of estrogen elevated? Maybe. There's a little bit of research there in, and it's like, what I can't tell me, it's to have more estrogen in my car,

do you say, that the rest of the society work the man? I don't know. I'm not, I'm not, scientific. Have more emotion? It's even not that there are more. It's just, when they're there, I'm like, I'm like, yep,

it's so. Before it was like, oh, it's that, there was like a tension with these emotions that. It's like you had you prena the storm

before than the sort of the cut of point. You know, and it's, it's so stereotypical, but it's the

same that I'm even that's the you're been to be able to what you've you've used, you've had you've had

you, so you can you can't, you can't you can't someone who has someone who who has been

I would say. June, we'll have a ruse who has he said he was he said

he was a question he had been a something that he had had made to make it's a

question, he knew it he knew, do you? Yes, yeah, yeah, clearly

and but it's, like you say, it's, it's, it's, it's just

the society with the people who we can we're doing we're like, we could

they're to do you have to have some yeah, at least why not? Why not? You know, while he's

doing, yeah, while that when he's doing that, we're doing that, we'd be able to

maybe, maybe we're maybe, maybe we're doing to have a new person. I'm going to do that.

I'm for that the reutilization. We're go, we're saying. The orgasm we can't talk about.

Oh, my God. Okay. Before versus after, I'm in my head, it's super more

more easy a man. It's super, Dizue so. Okay. Okay. Okay. But,

but the orgasm is more difficult now. Okay. But the orgasm like this is, the first that I, like, had, like,

had an orgasm after, like, a tell, a month of time that I was on, like,

I was, like, what's that came to be to be to fucking pass? It was

like my whole car, I, I, trembed a little, I'm, I'm,

what? What? And, and, oh, God, I don't know I don't know how how to

it's like, it's like, it's like, and a lot of it's not the same like,

it's not the same, it's just not the same thing, it's not just like a, it's like a

you know, way better. Wow. Yeah, I'm, yeah, I'm did, hot take.

Wow. Why that the guys want to more more more than,

they're never satisfied because their regast is a little flat in

the So they're in full of plenty of All right Maybe, maybe Yeah, yeah, it's like a

big, it's like a big, you know, right? Now, is that, well,

you've done changement, we're genital, like, hormonal. Ormonal. Not

not yet, not. So, so just with the hormones, your orgasm is different.

Oh, well, you know, my head, we're talking we're talking to really

that's really, that's about, but it's a barwet it's just, on the level hormonal.

Is it, is that, as you, as you feel like this changement, or not? Well, in this moment, no.

Because I'm like I'm like, my penis. I'm like, I'm still down with my penis. In 10 years, I'll see not.

But it's not no more. It's like, it's, it's not an ejaculation. All the advantages of a penis. I know.

It's like, it's a bit sometimes. It's like, oh, it's fun that. No, no,

it's perme. Well, No, she's what she would say, is that she doesn't really not the sperm, it's a heart. I'm really content. So, she's all the advantage of the penis, it's always the advantage. Okay.

It's my dream. I'm just like, I'm going to be a bit more than I'm going. Oh, it's a bar. Yeah. At a bar, yeah. At a price, yeah, your share.

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we've got to be a party of estrogen. Ah. Where is one of our first

first time that preening his dose of estrogen. So we're all coming and we're like supported

this moment. You have all met your same time? No, no. No, but what's

not about estrogen? No, we've, we've been she's when she had a

first dose of estrogen. Okay, okay. Wow. It would be fun when we're three,

two, and then we we're just three, we're all all right all right all right

exactly. You're you're doing a kind of a decar of crack house. You're

It's so wrong. They're It's always. It's great. It's not, it's not. It's not. Yeah,

so, okay, in the time, I'm going to a little on the city that's the capital

world of Amor. Who would do you know that the huge thematic in the design

of the there's like the things at the things at the wheel,

it's the logo, it's like so I'm so I think I I was he'd like on the rouge,

and I was obsessed with the color and then my chum that I'd know if I came out of I'm trying to

I'm in no, we're not we're not on the judgment no, I'm sorry it's

yeah, yeah, I'm not I'm sorry I'm going to everyone no, no,

cringe. He's arrived in first yeah, yeah, yeah, you could do so then,

and he arrived after me, and when he went to and he went with a little crop top

and it's his six, it's six, he's, And it's tattoo And then it's And then And...

Like, Camion of Pompier Rouge. And I'm... I'm... You're like... You... I'm...

I'm... I'm... ...the whole... And then... He was on a... He was on the... He was... ...heed to be the clock

who's trans, or not? ...the... Honestly, I'm not I'm not... I'm not sure No? You're tased... I'm not sure.

I think that... Yeah. I think that... If I'm not clock, it's sure that it's after 20 minutes. Yeah, well, yeah,

the people are doing it, maybe. Yeah, it's kind of like the world with the time.

That's not long time. That's why. It's like, you know what I mean? Yeah, I'm right. And we're doing, our first date

was an arcade and to hooters. Because we're out of the arcade and I'm trying to hang out with you and we've went to put in

drink, and then I'm turned to bar and there's there were the hooters that's all, Outer, it's the restaurant

of bowl. The totons, I'm there for study what sort of bull that you want to I'm not not quite

already there, but I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's because it's the model that's the model that's the

I'm interested they're not, they're really the concept. Honestly, it it's really, it's really, and there's even

some of the women, in the United in the United I'm not for the Texas, perhaps more.

It's like, it's like, It's like that we got we're a really

been, it's the main relationship to the life and it's a

dynamic special T for T for T because he he arrives to the

masculinity toxic to the homophobia to all all all

and I think fundamentally it's what live that and I

mean I misogyny, to the idea that you should be sexy, like not too

if I'm too of the makeup, I'm in I'm in appropriate the family, but if I'm

not too, I'm not to be able to be a woman and he and he's like, I'm fundamentally

what's the thing, so we see the experience crossed, but you're

you're so, we're like the empathy and the comprehension of what the other

is like insane. It's It's so much precious. Yes. It's a few. It's the best match. Because the two, you can really,

you can't really, you can't, and you support therein. And then, is, is I'm... Is I'm... Is it? I'm... If I was a transition,

he'd be considered like a lesbian? No. No. No. I think there was a moment that he's considered queer,

but no. Not lesbian, no. Yeah. And is he has made his transition he's a genital?

That's what? Ormonal also. Ormonal? Not genital? Okay, okay. So, yeah, we have

with a with a penis. No, but I'm just to have veal of the penis, so. But the orgases

have changed. Hey. Is that he's weird there. Oh, there's a chien for him.

It's more the pleasure. I think he's still. So it's The advantage It's more for you The cost estrogen But he's

Maybe there's a A bit Again, in the In fact We're all We're all We're all We're all

We're all We're Maybe there's Maybe Maybe Yeah, Is that Your

Yeah, Is that libido has Has it Has been Did you Have been Did you? No

No No Yes Yes Oh no Sorry Sorry There

There you had a moment where I was I was just that I felt really in my car that I was horny all the time because I had even not even not even not

of the little sight, I had really like I'm not I'm in the grab my sin I'm like yeah

but now my libidot when I'm a progesterone it's a little more. Ah! Ammaru's

she has to have a porgesterone there's there's a bit tit, oh and you you have

a trit it's a because of someone of really popular in Quebec a

woman, it's a cause of that that we have to have of the progesterone not synthetic but...

Really, not popular in Quebec the time. I'll forget it, it's who? She's a

work in the domain or is a Veronica Clouty? I don't know, it's probably someone

there's there's someone there. Someone there someone of some of the someone of the age

there. Okay, so there you part of Chediac, the people you call the etiquette that's gay.

You're like, fuck y'all. I'm going with the fact that I'm a great old with my grose, and I'm going to

the drag, oh my God, transition, oh my God, I'm going to get trans and that we see that, we're looking,

how it's... How are you? It's who? It's really capote. It's been how many times you're all over? Two and a minute,

at a little pretty? Yeah. Will you? And could you have of the

of the We can't I'm okay I'm I'm yeah, I'm

yeah yeah yeah I'm I'm I'm my and it's

that's so can that's my sperm is okay because you have

not that it's that it's that it's it's

it's it will far four four four four because

I'm on because I know of a microdose and it it's

it's it's it's more more elevated. I would if I had

geled my sperm and that he would be that's would be but it if I'm

if I have had an extragen there's a chance that my squam like,

ah, yeah? It's like clear. But he gorgeous and his chem

he had that no? You know do you? Yeah, I know I said

that I didn't I'm not I'm not in the coup trance there

Coupe trans, that's like, like, the woman who's like, and to have an man who seems who's, he's an except, that's... It's... It's special, and

it's special, and it's, it's really, I'm not sure, if we'd want to live that, no more. It's already tough and it's just tough, as far, like, there, he brought

to the spa the last week, to Sourelle, and I, it's not my very soci, I'm, I'm raised, because I did because I did

because I did do much of drag, and it's more in face? Just a little bit. It's trying to repose. It's really really

really realistic. There's really I'm really I'm really I'm really I'm really I'm really I'm really

I'm really I'm very impressioning because it's it's like it has like it's like it had come to

get to get but there I'm sorry the Tracy there's yeah there's there there yeah

there's majority of the people in the people in the people who's not I'm in my bikini

but I'm not just make my tucking panties that's because it's kind of chunky

that's not the thing the most smooth so I'm so I'm some little little shorts mayot

by the and I don't see so I'm there's a look at my weight and relax

that the relax, I'm like that my chum who's in trying to putt a t-shirt

to get to say and say I'm in I'm like you really that you put

that like we're Relax, also not. Yeah. So, like, Navigue

with an man in front, like that's you know, you know, you know, and you're in trying to do

maybe it's a day, but as much as much that I'd like that as much, I'd say that I'd be at

I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm not, I'm afraid or I'm willing to be at mom.

Yeah. It's like you'd like to be having to have to be a mom that's

to try challenger. Yeah, because I feel, that the real Xenia is arrived

too far in the way I'm just to finish my puberty I'm just to come I'm just to

I'm trying to what's to be a place in the world of the women of six

and where is where is where I partien there's it's complicated I'm I don't

if I'm I'm ready to not me to not me in priority I'm my mom

and parents you have to you make other humans? I don't know if it's

in the right of yeah. And I'm not in place that I can't because

Chris, I'm like I'm my transition is not finished and I think she

will like that for long time yeah yeah well because it's not

to people that think that it's it's bravo and your

there's you're you're you're a bit like in the

reflection? No, he is more... Not anti-enphan, but he's like to have some of the same, but he's good with having to have some and the nevues,

then you're perfect that. Is that is the first that you had this type of organ genital? Ah, interesting.

Well, no, but it was still quite new in my life. I've had a couple of hook-up

just before. Okay. With other guys France, and there's other sort of people, and all the sort of people, and yeah.

It's like, I don't know, I love it. But it's fucking weird because, I'm like the cause that I'm in front of chediac, you know, gay, b, I thought it's not trans,

so I've continued to live my life, gay, gay, gay, gay, gay, and then, ah, non-binary, but still kind of gay, queer, but not with these women. because I'm not attire

to be attracted to the women, like, it's not, I'm, I'm not, I'm actually,

I'm actually It's not, the women even more even not. No, okay. Like, to be a time

there's a woman. She's like, oh, okay, whoa. But, let's talk the porn,

I watch, I watch, not the porn feminine, I'm, if I watch again with the

women, and I'm, I'm like, I'm, yeah, at all of that. Yeah

And then With my son I'm, I'm attracted to him because he's an man And he's

He said If it's a Vagin We're saying Because he's Because it's a But I'm But I'm

Yeah, Even the Even the first Relations Sexualal Tate not You're not But I'm

It's a little It's a It's a little Genanage I was Like Okay Yeah

Yeah Yeah Yeah Because All your life, you're like, okay, a penis, and then, you know, you're a penis, so you're like, get, you know,

you can figure out what to do. But, but then a coup, it was like, well, then, it's like,

but if he'd be like, it's like, love it. Oh, yeah. Love it. Oh!

Oh, my God. Like, okay, the guys, Cissette, like, oh, I'd ever down to my fucking blonde.

I'm, I'm like, grow up. Downs on my fucking blonde. Grow up. Really, it's really Really, it's like that's

like that really. So, that, you know, my day is made. My job is made. My job having,

you know, and then? And then, it's not that hard. See? And if you see it,

then I'm going to be to be it's a very, I'm going to see, I'm not if you

have a many people who are there's there, there's just, there's, there's,

there's, there's, there's some, there's a lot of the guy that's

I love it. And then, he bragged after, they're like, they're just like, yeah, like that. You're not on the fringe,

that. I'm going to comment, I'm going to sex oration. Oh, yeah, I'm sorry.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. If you return to Chediac, how that you

would start would? Oh, my God. Well, I think that I'd would be well, but

I don't my my, my, my work, my work in a artist,

is like finished in a great city. I think I have a project that I want to

have a lot, I want to work with, and I know, and, like, I'm also, I

want me to be more in time of trans, and it's not that I could be

to do that to be different. I'd have not the same type of support or to

support. It's not the same vibe. Is that Montreal, you think that's your city?

Now? Now, yes. But the Acadia is my community. You understand. It's like

I partying to the world, no matter where I go in the world and what's what

I'm what I'm doing in my life. But in this moment in the Montreal

is my village, like I'm I'm feel I see,

I know or go to if you have there's a kind of, there's a fucking privilege to live

in a village. If we're in a whole of our life, we know necessarily

that's a privilege. There's there's a common if you have the need to you have the

clinics specialised in some like, hey, I have no,

no, no, yeah. And it's not for the world who live in the little

it's not you can't be not to you can't be for 25 to be queer

in the well, okay, whatever. It's not that it's not possible, it's just you're more to be more resource.

It's more difficult. It's a little bit more than a resource other than you'd have a in a grand village. When you

run in an space today, let's on today, on the studio, you're you arrive in the

building, you march in the building, you monged to get to to be presentate to new month.

How do you feel? Oh my God, that's really a good question And you do Do you do still You do you

Again? There's excellent question There's There are There's I think I'm really

Like in my car I'm a good It's a good I'm just Oh, so it's It's not

I'm I'm not to think I'm me clocked or not And there's other

that's just that's that's just that I'm in and I'm call this I'm calling, I'm like

I'm in my transition it's not that's not important I'm in the world correctly

like we have to make effort but my transition depends on what

on the I'm like I'm like I'm so, well

yeah bravo I'm I'm I'm I'm I'm a poet I think it's really

really powerful and inspiring for, it's that that's that will be perhaps also that's

people can't be able to their you know, you know, you've had been a period depressive and

all that, but how you're really sort of, it's so with your poise in putting

some in the in the head? Yeah, you've got appropried your

power, it's to have been to let's to the power of the power of who

you. Yeah, and that's not for these persons trans, not more. Like,

I imagine as a woman six, you have lived this moment that at a moment of a moment of the,

where is that, well, you know, I'm saying, I'm sorry, that's the time, to calculate

if I'm the good type of family for these people, at a moment of the woman,

you know, the same, the same, that's, you are not to say, there's not there's not

there's, there's just that, okay, you go, like, like, a calculation, like,

okay, what I'm what I'm will take, and how I'm going to me see, like I'm going to

be seen as a view in the context that? I don't see, the men, I don't know I'm not,

I think, I think, that's something, let's think, it's something that's probably, the moment that's the

people, you have the ticket that you'd have to live in a certain manner. Yeah, but I was much

more than, I was much less, there had more pressure. You were still a man. Exactly,

and and now, Like, if I have a For a project And there's a A lot of people There's been Can't be able

Talked If I'm If I'm If I'm Before I'm Like I'd have to Like that's just I'd say

For example Now, now I'm quite That's more At the ord Because Because if I'm far

Couping Carremore You know You know You're You're fucking Crazy It's what?

It's what She does that That's the patriarchal Yeah, I'm not very hard Yeah, I'm Yeah, I'm That's what What's he has

Changed Specifically for That, you know, It's the tone of your voice, it's the Dousseur, It's the

That's the That's the They've decided That's correct To cut the Parole. It's not Justified by

Debt, it's not DeFere, I'm in I think that all All right, if I'm

Fockable or Fockable or in Forerable. Oh. Oh. Like, man gay, there's more

like a... Yeah, yeah, yeah. Just to a guy, so... I don't know,

and that's a... No, it's... No, I think just for for real, more, more, I think,

he's more sensible, so, so, plus, attainable, tendingable, and,

than to a man, to base, we're more, a man, it's more more fragile, it's more

easily, it's more easily, of all it's clearly I think it's I think the two can't

I think of they're in yeah, is he can do they're in their yeah, and then sometimes I'm

sometimes sometimes my relation with these um cis gay whatever I'm still

I'm in with a gay but like six ethero that that's changed

also because all of if they me view like they're there

there's a gay panic who they embark or is they're like they're not

who thinks to that. Fah I don't know I'm back in the kind of,

yeah, the end up and then the I'm just in front of I'm just just there just to get

just to get just to get my oranges so. So that's that's it's it's embarked

in the kind of they're too forable or they're they're they're like they're

they're like they're like they're like how how that that's like that me

made feel something that is there We have many of men

heterosexual who Oh my God real. Oh, so we're we're talking. Hornhub

will see the statistics. Ah? Of all trans. Pugh. Okay,

okay. So, there's a something that we're, we're a fetish,

we're viewed like in private we can we can we're in public

we can't, how special that's a relationship T for T because we're not not in this

dynamic that because we know all the two, it's how we know, and we can be respected at

a level that with an omicis in the back, back, back, back, I'd be in the

I think a little, you're like I'm a fantasy? You're with me because I'm a phantas?

Yeah. Or because you me true show. Oh. Because

that, yeah. And, you're Vecues, the situations of men heterosexual who have

who were in who were in not much because my transition was really in line with my chum

and we've we've really really really seen that we've got I've got dating much,

that's crazy that's crazy. It's true. It's just just to think just to think

for the first time you'd do you do you do you do you're sorry babe

I'm just all explore Monogam Who? Is your relation with the FAMSys

has changed? Okay, yes. And so, that's what I'm deconstrues constantly,

and it's tough. And it's like, yeah? Yeah, and the more the more, the more

that's a problem, but there's a moment where is that I wanted not necessarily at all with

some other with these FAMs, because it was often some of some of some of

to be said or did some that's the thing, it was like, a moment of a job and there's

a woman that's not, there's that I'm like, grab it back, well,

we're talking. There's about, some of the things, some of the , so that you,

like, fight against that, and then, you're that they don't want in their

space, but what's the women trans and the women six, there's there's

there plus that we have that we separate, and, you know, the whole

slogan, trans women are women. It's like, we are not, but we are not, we are not, we're not, we're not, we're not, we're not, and I think that when the people say, the women trans are,

there's some, there's this panic that that's like, well, you're not cis, and it's like, we're like, we know, we see, we know, we see that there's still of things that we've ever

but the list of things that we are more and more than, is the, the more than I'm being in my femininity, and being

a woman, the plus that, I can I can remark to see, I can't have really quite of fun. Like, like, the sisterhood,

and to be together with the family, I fucking love it, right? So, you know, that's, or equal, madam?

I don't know, it's just different that's with a gang of gay. That's a other vibe also, but I've passed pretty

my life with a gang of gay so, like, I don't know. In which what kind of environment

now that you feel the because it is it is quite particularly to feel that you can be able to

you can't to be to happen because of what you know that's what you know, it's...

Well, oh my God, I'm not, like the same of a week, you're going to be in a

barbecue, it's where you have to be? With what what gang? When you you're in

congé, you have to I'm if it's me derange not to the gang, it's just

in all the way I'm going to be different. If it's a gang of trans,

I'm going to get a little to pullece in face. You can't be like that. So, you have like

this legertet there. If it's all the world, cis ethero, okay.

There's there's a pressure to get someone who makes someone who may be like, if there,

if we're a gang of trans and we're just made like, we're, it's a joke.

And if it's a melancholy, I don't know, I don't know, I think, it's just the avant that's changed. In the response, we'd say clearly that it's a gang of trans.

But I can also have some fun with if it's not, like, it's not just. But, yeah, but it's, but it's, it's the first.

It's so, it's the place, it's safe, it's, it's like I do, it's, it's, it's, it's, it's a lot of, I don't know, to say,

to have no other part, but, but, the first time that, is, is, is,

Is that you remember the first time that's changed of toilet that's going in the toilet that's really, that's interesting. The first

first time, I'm not not sure. But it's like it's fucking crazy transition on the

normal to have a transition medical because you realize that the things like

the the sound the sound of the people that

it's generally. Oh, oh, yeah because it has more

more of more of I think I'm I'm arrange for that my pipy make a little more of the peeve for that sound like the pipi of the other

Oh, it's not fucking crazy How? Why, wow, don't. Because The genre, you squeeze your penis Yeah, more, it's more,

because if it's far up the ball that, and it's just it's just, it's not a big, but I'm not, I'm not obliged to do that, but when

you're there, and you're not still still in the cell of the men, in the family, in terms, you over-analyze.

So, like, okay, but I I want to question, so I'm saying, so I'm sure that my pee-pipy so if I'm like, oh, best it's some pipy.

And it's not, the people don't, they don't know to these things that. It's just we know this

because we go to one to one and when we get to when we're we're making, that's different.

Oh, my God. It's fucking weird, yeah. It's particularly. And now, especially in the Zadayopal there,

I'm sorry of the same in the same of the same thing, don't fuck with me, And then I'm like a discourse of prey.

I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm like, I'm, like, I'm, I'm, like, I'm, yeah. If you do you do a discourse, you're like, you're ready. Yeah. But there's there's a lot of, you know,

it's... You'd like, sometimes, just like, just for the fun to be able to say, to talk. Yeah.

Well, I don't know, I'm gonna, yeah, I'm gonna, yeah, I'm gonna be in the bar,

if I go to and there's a whole, I'm gonna get out, right? Right? But it's all right. But it's a that's like,

it's like, that's, I'm gonna be, and I'm gonna be I'm gonna be content to to be able to I'll have rancet, you know, but it's

that's not, but I'm sorry. You feel good to prepare your take, a day, a day, maybe. You've made, you know, your time and you. Two chambers. Is it protect your

desire, or is it transform? And why? I think, okay, I think that it protects our relation, and that

transform our desire. Because he has, he, he has, he, a job more stable than me, you know, of a workoes, autonomous, artist,

he's rebelled early early, and he's to be able to for to get to to, for all the job, and all that. But,

there's a lot in the bed at 8 a. so, there's really this autonomy that, okay, you, do you,

I'm not to be done to my chamber, and the morning, when you're going to be to beyeye,

we're we're in a minute, we have a moment of a moment of So, at each day, there's a

moment of a meeting no matter what. And it's really good or like, I'm going to be able to

the time, and it's me there's like every day, every day, every day, there's like a moment of

a little there's, sometimes it's more quick than other, but it's really really beautiful. It's like

these little every day that's like, right, I like, I like, and he's,

and he's, and he's had been all you've been, and you We're in the same But it's really when it's really when

it's really when it's really when we're and then we're also having our proper space which is like the nother it's like the

cause I'm I'm more messy than I'm I'm not my room I can't do think you think it's the

estrogen or you're you've always been the same I think I've always I've been the same

and the estrogen it's okay perfect um is is

because because Because, I'm a association in your relationship with Samy that's

finally a amity. Mm-hmm. Is you have the impression to transpose

that in this relation that, that it's a base of an base of or not

to do you no. There's there's a there's a lot, there's a thing,

it's my chom. It's my chum. The difference is that you're also sexuallyally sexually,

yeah, and it's not that I'd didn't that how he's beautiful,

this guy, yeah, but, but it's but I'm, but I'm, but I'm, but I'm,

my desire is not just physical, there's, I'm, there's, there's, it's not

that, it's not that's not like that, but like, there's a man, in my chum, in who

he is like person who me turn on. That's that's a hot. Um,

I'm, um, I'm, I'm asked to be at least to be to talk to your

aunt and of your grandmama. Yes. My show solo is just out of your car, that's

played in September 2025 at U.S. C. And then I just finished my tourn at Quebec

at Quebec and in New Brunswick in February. It's it brought on my transition

and on the capital world of at home at my time, my grandmother,

and two women, deced in my family, who were really important

in my pathour of life and when I started my transition and I started to

make sure to ask the question okay if these two women are still

if they're down with me with me like I'm in that he'd do you

do this he'd do you would be a free or is is that

a relationship has changed and what is tough they're they're

they're more you can't have to have a response definitive And then,

yeah, it's an affair with the transidentity, but in as person, when someone when someone we're quit, like,

but we, we're continuing, we're grandis, we change, and I'm, and I'm trying to struggle with this idea that.

And, yeah, this show that is like the exploration of, like, the dewe, to not have this

response that, but also the dewe, to, like, to, to, like, to,

a part of me. To lose the man who was also to lose the relationship

that existed with her. Oh. An is you have been to a conclusion? Yeah.

That I think my conclusion, it's like, it derange not if it would be what

the reality? Like, I'd never, and it's not that that's important,

it's like, what I do with? What I do with, it's, that there had

the and that I I have to I've got to return this love to be in front to be

not to because there a potte like no the family them in my family even and they've

been important for me and they've continued to be important and the way it's

that I'm that I'm don't that that they're in a old it's

oh, it's oh, it's oh, and I'm sure that yeah, I'm sure that way.

Yeah. Really. Want you Go you go to someone who talk about

to be a oh my god yeah, yeah, I'm sure yeah, I'm sure a bit of

a bad, yeah, a bit of your answer, and then you have a response. But there a podcast

that just to come to say, Roxanne Bruno, she has posted an

extra of her who talking just someone that's that she's the

animatrice that that's yeah, yeah it's it's the animat

she she's she at she at pass on podcast

and After the... I'll have I'd say, I'd say, it'd be a little bit more. Not gonna lie.

Yeah, but... Oh, I'm sure that way. I'll be to be the extra after.

You know, in the... In other I'm going to say, the people who are with us, they're still

so they've got also the evolution, they're like, they live not in the years of the years of

they're still, they're they're still that, and they're sure that, and they've been...

I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm... I think I really who are really who are in a little

maybe it's a idea of really, I think, for let's on the note of hope of when I was when I was

when I was in depression and I was a show, and there's a I'm in a show there's a

that I'm going to go to see and this night this night this time I'm so I'm

so I'm so much that I had to punch like a big vase decorative in the

And I was in the street. I wanted to put it in the road. I wanted to get the earth, I was sultan. And in this moment, there's a rock that on the rock. And so on the rock, it's it written, hope. Like, hope. And in this moment, I realized that the two, they were there. And they'd be able to me. So, there's also this connection that, that, that, I think they're still there, and

it's my angst guardian. Really? Yeah. It's full. So, before to terminate, we had a

to have to be a bit of to participate because you can gain a deal of and you can just brag. So,

you're two choices. In fact, it's a segment presented by Eras and it's a

show that, so question or action. If you respond to a question, we don't a beau

lubricia that's very good, everyone has everyone has need to have Oh, if you do have action, we're doing action, so if you do Foie, Electric, Flip, decoque, or chandel, then you know, at this moment,

you know, my chair. Oh, my God, okay, action. We'll go, we'll have. We'll have, we'll have, we're doing, our own, it's been made. Hey, it's full, well, now, we can't repair it. Oh, the sire! Is it a bit Ereuse? It's the real sire. We're trying it out.

How? You can't do you It's going to have to do that. It's me who's stressed. I don't know. It's not going to be. No, I'm very nervous. It's you're trying to decide the

place. It's my cuss. It's been there. It's a guy and the same. It's like all. Just see, but there, we're but there, we're on the lighted her,

Chandel. That, that's, you're fed for that? It's a fine, well,

it's a chandel, my belle. It's a segment, it's a consequence, the gang. It's a little difficult,

there's a deal of in the game. I'm going to be really a cold I'm

imagine it's really to cry. Three gutt at the at you're

at you have you have to no? No. Okay, It's three gout So, okay,

one, two Two Okay, it's finished Yeah, wow Yeah, got you

Matt, there's a lot. There's a There are Yeah, but it's like It's the fun Oh,

yeah, you know, that's not Ayes Is it? Is it Is it maybe?

Maybe maybe because there are the people really that Yeah, they're

like like, like, so the Yeah, on the on the on the

on it's on it's back. And there's a there's a there's a

there's a thing that's you're doing so you're do you make it with the thing

to make it to be okay I'm so you get a new a new new job

to get yeah you're so much so that it's the vague that's

it's a very good that's you're able you can't you can't you probably

yeah it's because there's too mal we have I love it. We have vagin again and we're

a penis and that's that so. So, so that so you can he can be frotty

there but that's also, you know, it's a masturbator so that's masturbation

vibrant also. Cochrane also but also your chum he can put that

on your on on he can be a with the bugy of the

mugger check there check there so it's really so it's a beautiful

I I'm that like it's at You got gained, Crime? You've got to make the cair, by the example.

It's all right. Enjoy. I'm so. So, I love, too, too, too. Thank you. And enjoy your ride. Thank you for your company. Senia, I like, I love, I'm very much.

I mean, I the time. I've had been the impression that it duried 30 seconds of a quarter, and that I'd rather to talk about your life, to like that.

Eternetam. Eternatam, yeah. That's what Eternatam? Eternam. Yeah, sir. Would you a sort of

15 minutes of plus on Patreon? I've got to my phone and I just just the impression that's a lack of respect.

I'm not no, I got a question that we have. No, no, we've got a question. Yeah, so we'd have a

question. Yeah. It's extraordinary. We're just to We'll make in description a link for buy the beer to show. Yeah.

It's not not called. It's not called. But my leave. You can't? You can't? Because we can't try to

get to start that when it's when it? Ah, yeah. It's probably announced. I don't know

when it's the season of the city will be announced but in the next month. In the next month,

maybe. I'm not I've been not yet. I'm not still I'm not no. But,

they can't you can't see on Instagram and they're all to be at serve. Okay, you have you your channel YouTube with Sammy?

Yeah, help me I'm also, I'll be in a couple of Sammy Party who's on Vienn, and we're in front, and we're doing really fun. Wow.

Yeah, really fun. And then, there's other things that I can't, well, I'm also be in the film Francoise, a

little cameo. Yo, I, I wanted to talk to how, how you think that this idea of film that?

It's like, Now, right now, it's a hot topic. Yeah, but it's not the film. Francoise, it's the premise, it's a man in his 50s. Louis Morescette. Louis Morset. Who,

he wants a subvention for writing a series. So, on his Fitch, whatever, he coaches that he caches that transgenre. And then, he does seem like he'd transgen

for writing a scenario because he receives the money. But, there, all the public sensible who he reads their script, they're like,

arc the fuck and that. So, there's a lot of people for, in time,

it's a demarchs artistic for that's a scenario face the sense, and at the time,

he can't, the person trans, and maybe he's, and I'm in a

love. I don't know. I don't know. So, me, I think, I think, I think,

I think, this film that is an excellent pond, I'm not even, but the

idea is an excellent point in the public general, it's genre, and the community trans.

Really? I'm a word. I'm really hard-de-vour. It's who? The producer, I don't know. It's cool. Sure,

yeah. In seeing, like, like, the page, my first reflex, it had been like, we've been like,

we know. And then, I'm just like, oh, okay, you know, it's been just the band

announcement. Okay, okay, okay. And I, and I, I've been not seen what, what he's

saying on the subject that I'm going to it's a I'm going to my own opinion instantanate

so I'm so I'm not what he's saying to do that's a bit I'm sorry I'm not I'm an excuse

it's not no no it's just at the I'm saying it's like it's like an man

maladrororo that he try to try to try to maybe it's the

the core of you say well yeah we're in tabarnack and the end

it's like even he he goes to of the beginning, and it's the it's the

he realized, oh, wow, wow. Well, it's that, it's the person, you know,

in the fact that the thing, in the fact, that's, and it's probably, he's fine, then we're

and we're and we're and we're and for a public, it's the sort of to see that

for then we're like, oh, ah, it's not that, it's not

that the reality. I think that it's that will do it's also written by

Gabriel Bouliane Tremblay, who is a femme France, there's a nine person trans who are in the film,

like, I'm not not even like I'm like an opinion. But I'm to play with that.

I'm playing. The approach, you know, the way. I've really a

real experience. And I think that today, with, what we understand with the

people of people trans, it's not positive. So, my, the idea to have an

woman trans that creates a scenario and who engage the person trans in the way in the

it's like, that's a win. It's not a fayette, that. And who mels that with a man, it's like, who's... Yeah, who's... Yeah, who's... It's really... It's kind of...

What it's... So, that the people who, maybe, some, they're, maybe... ...they, will go go and be able to because Louis-Marcette, he'll like him, you, and that,

and then, finally, they're going to because it's a comedy, also. So, I understand that the people when they've seen the band anonance and the poster,

yes, it's a lot. But you know, you know, we'll just inform a little bit, I think. Yeah, well, I think it's the classic. You know, I've heard of these men around the men who are, like, but, it's even more true that we have all the posts, we're past,

we're doing after, all the communities, and the fames, like, I'm like, I'm, so, so, so, so, so, so, it's sure that when I've seen that, it's not a man who is trying to be playing publicly in a film of that, you,

and, finally, well, It's not so the message. That's the point of departure, but it's that's not. Yeah, it's really, I adore. And Louis Morset you had sent to that there was a

great deal to do that. Really, yeah, it's hot. I mean, I've tried really a great cool.

It's really great cool. I've really to have to thank you to have accepted also, because it's

very that it's been to make, the people who, you'd have proposed to a, you'd probably

to say, by the autumn, that'd say, well, yeah, really, Bravo, Louie.

We're We're going to podcast to talk about to say. Certainly. We're doing we do.

We do. We do. Louis-Marcote, we're doing this. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.

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