Smoke Sesh - confessionals! evil women, short kings & am I a lesbian?

Episode Date: January 27, 2026

hello all and welcome back! we have a new years confessionals episode for you all, to hopefully make you have a little laugh, and fell a little more human. today we chat a lot including what I've been up to, hard conversations, job accidents, utilizing company time, getting back at corporations, bathroom hookups, German guys, hair down there, rug burn, college hookups, help I think I'm a lesbian, three ways, doing it in nature, how to have good s3x without the experience, evil women, short kings, size matters, stealing from your job, hinge hookups, weaponized incompetence, self dedication, Irish goodbyes, besties as roommates, hate boyfriend, date accidents, selfish in the bedroom, getting under to get over, bad dreams, coworker entanglement, male validation, best head, moving up & out, reservations, free drinks, getting what you want, cheating, getting pregnant, insta stalking, young relationships, dominatrix, 30 year old losers, psychic premonitions, back door, and much much much much more!submit your questions follow the instagram at hannahmarlenejoin the patreon club at patreon.com/smokeseshshawtywatch the vlogs at YouTube.com/hannahmarlene444

listen everybody needs a fairy godmother you know just somebody to look out for them some people call me their fairy smoke mother others their internet big sister but you can call me hannah the host of smoke sash so come hang out let's light up and talk everything there is to life the good the bad the ugly the embarrassing i've got a story for it all hello hello hello hotties and welcome back to another episode of smoke sesh i'm so excited to be back with you all this week this very snowy cold weather week oh my goodness i feel like all weekend it was like is it gonna happen is it gonna happen is the snow gonna happen they were reporting on this for like two plus weeks they were like it's gonna be the biggest winter storm

you've ever experienced not quite not quite i mean we did get a few probably like a good half foot of snow so it did snow for a couple days here which was so nice i'm like if it's gonna be cold i'd rather it be cold and snowy than cold and everything's like brown and gray and dead because snow is beautiful I love the look of it it actually puts me in the mood to enjoy winter a little bit so I never get mad whenever there's a snowstorm blowing through I always find a way to celebrate it including I use actually random tangent I use snow in my witchcraft a lot I feel like it's a great tool I mean any sort of like moon water water in general it's a great tool for just renewal purification resetting balance and especially with a blizzard

like we had um just generating and renewing energy if you want more information on that go join the patreon patreon.com smoke says shawty we talked about that on the sunday spirit post i've been posting a lot over there per usual uh the patreon episodes are getting longer and longer and longer as more people join thank you guys so much for joining and supporting if you want to support me anyway that's the best way to do so um i feel like our patreon episodes have been averaging at like two and a half hours recently so there's any time you want more content okay patreon's the place to find it speaking of more content um i actually just uploaded a cinnamon swirl banana bread recipe if you guys are interested super delicious really amazing it

takes a little bit of time but it's so worth it i feel like especially when it comes to baking the effort you put into it the better it tastes duh hello um so go make that for someone you love maybe this valentine's day or make it for yourself and eat all in one sitting in that case that's what i wanted to do um also i uploaded a another vlog on my youtube channel oh my god hannah is pushing out content you guys i really am um it was a little like paint with me vlog i did a lot of yapping not a lot of painting but I chatted about art my art journey what's inspiring me why I'm painting what I paint with things like that so hopefully next time we sit down and do another paint with me it could be more so focused on the painting itself I'm like what else do I have to

catch you guys up on I feel like there's not a lot to catch you guys up on because I have been snowed in my house for the past five days or so which has been kind of nice because I really needed to hone in and focus on packing i will be in oregon a majority of this week visiting family my aunt just finished her chemo treatment so i'm very excited to go celebrate with her um and then also my cousin her daughter just had a baby so lots of celebrating going on i feel like it's just like obligatory whenever there is a new baby in the family to show up for the people in your life and to make it known that you care i feel like the older i've gotten the more i'm like okay that's actually really important like a family you know they are important unfortunately well

fortunately because they're not crazy thank god but i'm very excited to get out there i'll be vlogging the entire trip or as much of it as i can and that will be one of my youtube vlogs coming up i'm hoping i have enough time to do a youtube vlog before i leave tomorrow we'll see we'll see i just don't want to miss a week i feel like i'm in a good role and if i miss a week i'm gonna get into that scary mindset where it's like you failed you missed a week now you can just never ever do it again because you failed I feel like sometimes my brain gets there and it's like annoying you know like it really is not that big of a deal missing a week but since I'm on a roll I'm gonna try and push through and create create create as much as I can today's episode we're

gonna do some confessionals we're gonna get a little crazy up in here I know you guys are probably stir crazy at home I know you're probably looking forward to uh summer and honestly between the two seasons summer and winter I find that people go a little bit harder and crazier in the winter you know we're stuck inside it forces you to get maybe a little bit more creative with your craziness forces you to into different avenues of boredom that you've never really thought about during summer when like the nature of it all is distracting you I think it makes people behave in ways that are very true to themselves but also like a little spooky scary if I'm being honest I haven't looked at them usually I look at the questions and I go through and sort based on what

I want to talk through but I want you I want you guys to see my real raw honest reaction to these submissions because they always catch me off guard and I feel like they always bring up a like a memory that I've hidden so far deep into my brain that I'm like oh fuck maybe I've done something like that and just permanently forgot it anyways before we get into that i think it's uh necessary for me to say fuck ice fuck donald trump if you're a trump supporter this is not a safe space for you because if you can't curate a safe space for people around you then girl i don't fucking want you here let's make that very fucking clear i feel like i've made that clear my entire life so it's weeded out the people that i don't want here because they are acting like the gustavo

out on these streets and that is terrifying random people being murdered in the streets ripped out of their houses terrified because of their skin color whether they are here or not legally i don't give a fuck i give a fuck about human rights compassion kindness and caring and I'm gonna put that where it actually fucking matters I'd also like to make it very clear as an influencer I guess if you want to call me that I prefer content creator but somatics you know we're not gonna argue about that right now if your favorite online creator is abnormally quiet or you're like huh I haven't seen them talk about this or post about this that's for a reason it's not because oh they don't want to get into politics it's because they don't give a fuck

that it's happening they don't care if they don't care about their neighbor why the fuck do you think they care about you i have worked with illegal immigrants in my life they're some of the hardest working most kind compassionate caring understanding people i've ever met in my entire life and also we're talking about people being illegal on the fucking earth oh my god like it's actually pissing me off it's actually making me so angry and i'm sure a lot of you are feeling this enraged and angry energy as well if i can push you into any avenue it's advocating for the people around you if you're showing up to protest i love you be safe be kind look out for one another if you're the kind of person who's like i i physically can't show up to protest use your platform use

your words use whatever you can there is a way that you can show up and show out for your community and if you have a problem with me sitting up here being passionate about people having basic human rights if you're mad that i'm talking about people being allowed to be people on this planet earth and have rights then there is something very sick and twisted going on in your brain and I don't want it anywhere fucking near me anyways that is that on that I figured we got to talk about it because I've just been feeling especially being pent up inside just so angry and unsettled recently and I feel like before going into a podcast I can be a little bit more fun and light-hearted it's like let's address the fucking scary shit in front of us before we get into the fun because we got to

look at all perspectives here and we can't ignore what's going on around us we can't ignore it you can't ignore it but with that being said let's get into some confessional if you ever want to submit a call in and my instagram dms is being like fucking weird just dm me and be like hey i want to send a call in and then i can like accept you into my general dms and you'll be able to i pay attention don't worry just shoot me a quick little message i'll respond and i would love to hear your voice but with that being said let's get into some crazy shit that you guys have been up to to hopefully lighten up your week maybe take off some shame that you've been feeling have a little laugh at our unique humanness that we all experience and hopefully pull some fun

story times from the inner depths of my brain because i do block a lot out i've realized sometimes i'll wake up in bed and i'll be like oh my god i forgot that even happened and it's like i'm 26 like i should be forgetting things at this point but i think it's my brain blocking it out for a reason like you were drunk and crazy we can forget about that one let's see let's see someone said i hit another ambulance on my first day as an emt backed into it my spotter sucked you know what those ambulances are battered and worn it's okay it's whatever at least it was company property and not your own car I personally after working for so many companies that are just like they don't really care about us I'm like as long as it's happening on company property and

it's happening to company property and not my own property I don't care because what are they gonna do fire you I mean they might but also it's like you're an EMT I fear you can go anywhere and get another job because it's just a car you know I love sitting in the bathroom while I'm on the clock and scrolling on my little phone I love being at my job and applying to jobs while on their dime like any way that you can use and abuse the system in a healthy healthy way okay there's a balance to everything then you know what go ahead make it a little mistake oopsies did not mean to hit that car my bad i'll put a sticker over it oopsies it is what it is girl they're not gonna invoice you a thousand dollars for that scratch on the bumper speaking of using company

time correctly i'm very good at pretending to be busy at my office job mostly i'm on pinterest substack etc yeah i feel like with office jobs there's like one hour of actual work that you do and then you are kind of just like fucking around for the rest of it and as you should girl make that back me and a german guy were having sex as a security guard banged on a door and you know what a german guy would corner you in a bathroom and have sex with you they are some freaks european men freaks freaks freaks freaks we think okay we think american men i feel like we think freaks but they're freaks in a way where it's like it has to be all about them it has to be like they feel sexy they feel hot they feel wanted oh you want me yeah let me sleep with you because

i want to feel desired i feel european men it's the opposite way around it's like hot woman i kind of want to worship her and especially in the fucking bathroom at the club i'm just thinking about the logistics here though like foot up on the toilet from behind or what because there's no way my hands or feet are touching the walls like i i would not touch a bathroom wall if i did not have to of a club and i'm god for fucking sure i'm not touching the floor that's for sure stay sanitary in those positions i'm begging you have i hooked up in a in a bathroom at a club i don't think so i've had a lot of kikis in bathrooms at clubs with girls and like doing lines off their phone in the bathroom but but i don't think i've ever hooked up in a bathroom

at the club on the dance floor yeah not like p and v but like a little fingering yeah i've definitely done that no sex in the club though i'm like i'd rather be on a bed truly sometimes after i shave my pube will get stuck dot dot dot under the hood dot dot dot it hurts lol am i alone no because there's nothing worse there is nothing worse than shaving down there and then like even if you shave in the shower and you are thoroughly rinsing off i'm talking like scrubbing with a washcloth down there like trying to get all the hair off i feel like even with like shaving your face or whatever those little tiny prickly hairs get stuck in the worst goddamn places they do you ever try and put on a pair of yoga pants after shaving your pussy and there's like random hairs

like scratching the fuck out of your legs because they just got stuck to your body and won't leave you it's the worst and i know this and i'm angry because of this because that was me last night literally shaved my puss bald cute i mean not completely bald she has a little cap on or whatever she has a little landing strip a cap is crazy and that hair was scratched the fuck out of I wonder if men experience this with like shaving their face and like maybe they get like a couple hairs that land on their chest and then like their shirts rubbing against it oh as a sensitive girly it is the worst feeling ever also pro tip if you ever shave right before getting your pussy eight I think there needs to be at least like a one to two day in between stage before well and like no

shame please get your pussy ate whenever you possibly can but like from my experience like i said it's it's impossible to get all the teeny tiny little hairs off you but if you shave and then immediately go to getting your pussy ate the probability of there being more hair down there than actually less is way higher does that make sense because it's sometimes it's hard to wash it all off so it takes a couple showers to get like every single little bit of hair out of there and yeah i mean if he's going down there whatever he better expect what he better appreciate whatever the fuck he finds or she or they or them maybe multiple i don't know what your freak time you're on to i know there's a lot of them in here but please be aware of the teeny tiny little pieces

of hair that get locked or lost in the cracks and crevices down there okay i got cracked within the first week back at college when i said i wouldn't well was it good at least i hope it was it was at least good sometimes you just need a good dick and down and i will never shame a girl for getting what she needs okay i think i'm a lesbian oop i've had a boyfriend for two years help well there's many different ways you can go about this i think sometimes the fantasy sometimes sometimes and actually most times when it comes to sex the fantasy is what's more exciting than the actual real life situation so like the fantasy of being with a girl is better than sleeping next to your boyfriend who like barely eats you out you're like man i need a fucking

girlfriend you know what i mean maybe you get the best of both worlds situation where you have a three-way and the best way to have a three-way when you are in a long-term committed relationship i feel like would be you go out to the bar maybe with your boyfriend and then you go flirt with the girls find the girl you want be like hey me and my boyfriend saw you from across the bar over there you know point at your boyfriend she can be like is he hot or not and then you know you guys can maybe figure it out from there and then hook up and then you can realize do i actually like eating pussy or not and maybe it'll blow up your relationship and that'll be what you wanted or maybe it'll make you guys you know more bonded maybe it'll be really into three ways after that

who knows who knows but if it's something you're curious about and you're young i do think it's something you should think about and explore you know oh my god if you really really really really really want pussy and you never get it in your life it's no way to live talk to your boyfriend about it i'm sure if you're like i want to go munch some box he'd be like well can i sit in the corner and watch for my cuck chair at least I'm not even kidding someone said girl I want to fuck in nature so badly I don't know that's because fucking in nature is the best that's what we were born to do that's what we have done since way back in the fucking day we've been fucking in nature for forever I've fucked a lot in nature I don't know what it is about like being

alone in the woods that i'm like i could pull it to the side real quick sometimes i'm like no no no i feel like there's someone in the bushes watching because i have been stalked in the forest by a man that hid in the bushes it was gonna like pounce and attack on me so i always have that feeling that's like someone's behind me aren't they but i have had a lot of sex not in public not in public but in the peace and quiet of woods where there's no one else like at a waterfall or at a lake or in in the river or on the beaches of malibu that's a little bit more public but not super public i've had a lot of sex in nature it's just something about mother nature is the best wingman ever and please be safe this is not me telling you to do that once again i don't need you to catch a

charge for public indecency but who am i to tell a girl not to get her nut off hello because of the experience gap i sometimes feel like i'm not as good in terms of sex i don't know how to overcome okay so i think people think having sex well means having experience and i mean from experience comes you know you you learn a bit more about yourself you learn a bit more about what you like so duh you know, but I don't think having good sex actually comes from experience. I think you can have good sex first time straight out of the gate. If you got two freaks together. Two in five Canadians will hear the words you have cancer. That's why every step and dollar raised matters. On September 19th, join thousands in Toronto for the Princess Margaret Cancer

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when I want to be when I want to be because I am not afraid to let my inner freak flag fly and when you are in the bedroom you need to be waving that thing left and right and center I'm not even kidding that's how you have the best sex possible because I'm thinking like hmm back to when I'm when I was like first having sex and I wasn't having it with like a bunch of partners it was just like one person that I was like maybe consistently seeing every once in a while I feel like our sex was pretty good did it have anything to do with him no absolutely not and now that I think about it has any of the sex I've had actually had anything to do with how good the man is no not really it has everything to do with me and how willing I am to just like get crazy

and crazy doesn't mean like i'm foaming out the mouth and doing a backbend as if i'm being possessed no crazy means i know what i like i know what feels good i know what positions i want to do i know how i want my pussy ate and i'm gonna go and i'm gonna get it that's how you're good at sex you're good at sex because you are focused on pleasure you're focused on pleasure for yourself you're focused on pleasure for your partner and inherently that's gonna be really fucking sexy when like you think oh sucking dick what's the sexiest thing you can think of when it comes to sucking dick it's like the girl really really wanting to suck your dick that's what makes it sexy not like oh i guess sure i'll give you a blow job it's like no what makes sex sexy and

want to make sex good is the desire and the inherent want and need to have a good time and the focus solely on pleasure. There's no performance. It is simply animalistic. That's what makes sex good. No one cares about the amount of times you've had it. No one cares about, you know, how many partners you've had. Oh, that makes me more able to do this or that. No, it simply is are you releasing your inhibitions are you feeling the rain on your skin in that bedroom or are you not opening up completely are you not like letting yourself really invest in the pleasure i've led multiple men on for entertainment and ghosted them after a few days i love women in men's business you're so right about that um i think it's really important as a woman who has

been around men who have experienced evil women sometimes there needs to be a balance where it's like sometimes men need to experience evil women so they realize just how evil women can get so they don't take us for granted and so they don't treat us evil does that make sense like i do love when i've run into a man like whether it's like okay relationship wise or just like talking to a in general i love when they're like no this girl really fucked me up because it's like yes yeah you should be a little afraid you should want to treat women nicely you should you know be a little on edge like is she gonna do me wrong you know you should not take us for granted there should be a little bit of fear there because with fear comes respect so for all of womankind thank you

for that i mean men do that to women all the time so it's only fair i have a crush on a short king oh congratulations it's like having a little um like little sunny angel like it's so fun you know i i don't know what it is about the midwest but they breed a lot of short kings and i'll tell you what don't don't rule out the short kings out there okay short king supremacy i don't think like a tall man will really like completely provide everything you want i don't like a short man will really provide everything you want i also just like as a woman don't really get the thing about like oh he needs to be over six foot i feel like that was such like a i don't know topic of conversation during like covid where it was like oh men have all these rules for women

so now women are making arbitrary rules for men and it's like lol funny but also it's like men took that a little too seriously and got way too insecure about the six foot thing when like women were just having fun and making fun of them lightheartedly it's like no one actually cares how tall you are how do you treat me do you like me are you nice to me and like what are you gonna do with that thing I don't care how big it is what are you gonna do with that thing speaking of dick size actually I am a big proponent of size truly doesn't matter like I feel like some men are like oh there's like a perfect like gold star size of like what a dick should be and if you're above that or below that then it's not good when in reality can i tell you something pussies are like

puzzle pieces they are i don't know what it is about like women's health care and just like learning about bodies in general all pussies are different every single pussy is different i've never been inside of one but i do know for a fact they are all different sizes and shapes and widths and depths and it's beautiful it's beautiful i love it it's like a fingerprint okay your pussy is a fingerprint there are not two pussies alike i'm not even kidding and that's why there's so many different dick sizes that's why not all men are born with the same penis because if you have maybe a small penis don't worry there's a shallow vagina out there for you and if you have a deep gaping vagina like me no i'm kidding i know the people listening to this at their office desk are

like please no one walk up behind me right now like if you have you know maybe a more open vagina how do i say this nicely there is like a massive dick out there for you it's all about finding the right adjustment period okay the right size the perfect cinderella slipper for your i'm trying to think of a really nice word to say anyways dick size doesn't matter in that sense the same way height doesn't matter it's like it's all arbitrary whatever if you have preferences you have preferences but also don't like don't rule people out based on like what you're seeing with your eyes what do you feel in your heartbeat and what do you feel inside you does it feel good does it fit like a puzzle piece or is it like oh i'm shoving a lot in there or is it like wow i

feel nothing either way you know there's people made for each other it'll fit if it doesn't fit move on find something better i've stolen upwards of 300 at my grocery store job and i'm scared they're gonna get me they might if it's like a small little local grocery store job i highly doubt it and honestly even if it's like a big one as long as it's not like target or walmart like the big corporations who are greedy greedy greedy greedy i think you might be good i think you might be good i just i always steal things for my job it's like you owe me there's no way what you're paying me is actually in my soul what i feel like i should be paid and so i'm gonna supplement from other areas let's be honest i'm gonna supplement okay i you owe me two extra dollars an hour and

that means i'm gonna take an apple and a banana for my lunch shift i am i am you know actually usually it's like i'm gonna steal rolls of toilet paper um oh i really like this plate i'm gonna take these plates hmm actually like at my old job every single shift I work I would steal a bottle of soju I would definitely take like the silverware I took a lot of little ginro shot glasses what else what else oh a lot of ramekins like the big deli containers I've still stolen a lot of those from my restaurant job chopsticks sometimes I'm like oh I need an onion for my recipe later and I forgot so like let me just go take one out of the walk-in I've definitely done that multiple times but yeah no shame and if you get caught if they don't have any video evidence deny deny deny

that is not legal I'm not legally giving you advice there I let a random man on hinge hit it raw because he's so hot and now he's ghosting me fuck well you know what he was when you met him like if you were meeting up with a man off hinge i mean no shame listen it might lead to love it might lead to a wedding so it's always worth the risk i guess but it's like he saw a hot woman wanted to fuck you saw a hot man wanted to fuck you did the thing hopefully you had fun hopefully you got your nut off and now you don't speak to each other again it's okay it's all right it's okay it's okay okay you don't have to keep in contact with every single one night stand you me sometimes they're just one night stands for a reason and I think if you're gonna have a one

night stand you have to think in a very like straight man way where it's like they're hot it's gonna be really fun to bounce on it for a bit like I'm probably never gonna see them again but like we're gonna have a really good time for five minutes and then he's gonna get the fuck up out of here and I'm gonna turn on some housewives and order myself sushi like you got like sometimes that's just how it is you know and if you don't want to have him hit it raw on the first night go on a date go to a restaurant if he's like let's go home afterwards i mean say yes or say no you know if you really want to set those boundaries like no i'm only looking to date then maybe don't hook up on the first date but also it's like sometimes you just you just need

a good nut off and i don't blame you girl who cares if he doesn't message you back did you have fun also if it's a one night stand please don't let them hit it raw don't let them hit it raw please don't do that i don't need you guys catching something you never know what you're gonna catch and it could be really hard to get rid of i use weaponized incompetence at my job where people don't know how to ask for help period i love weaponized incompetence i really do especially at a job place because it's like to be fair i'm not incompetent i do a lot but when it's like i don't want to deal with that as a woman i just i don't want to deal with that i will always go up to a man and be like hey do you know abcd or like where's this and they'll be like oh i'll

just go fucking do it i'm like yeah thank god like if you can use what you can against the people around you in a healthy way then whatever i don't think weaponizing competence is like the worst thing ever unless the only time i think weaponizing competence is really really really really bad is if you're using it at your job and also doing fucking nothing everybody's gonna hate you you will get fired period point blank if you're doing a lot and you use it sparingly here and there because it's like bitch i just don't have fucking time then whatever but if you are incompetent and also using weaponized incompetence you gotta fucking go that and also if you're in a relationship using weaponized incompetence specifically as a man because what do you mean

you don't know how to do laundry what do you mean you don't know how to grocery shop what do you mean you don't know how to meal plan oh my mommy always did it for me shut up grow up to be fair i was raised like a man i mean i always cooked that's the one thing my mom was like bitch you're gonna know how to cook i don't know what it is you're gonna know how to cook okay everything else she pretty much did for me like cleaning laundry i was very spoiled as a child okay it was just because i was incompetent to be honest my adhd brain was not going to be able to finish that entire load of laundry so i as a early adult had to learn how to do all these fucking things such as finish a load of laundry like all the way through from washing to drying to folding to

putting away in my closet to actually do my goddamn dishes to meal plan grocery shop cook and then do the dishes and then put it away and plan for the next bit like i had to learn all these things so when there are people who are also my age who are like i just never learned how to so i'm never gonna it's like you stupid fucking idiot you don't think we all had to learn this you don't think we all had to learn how to do this and now you just don't want to because someone else can do it for you no no no no no in relationships you've got to be pulling your fucking weight okay so first of all i know everyone says this but love the pod love you i mean genuinely you just brighten up my Tuesdays and help me get through the week so thank you so much

for that um and second of all one of my biggest goals for 2026 has been to I guess regain my creative spark and get back into my creativity because I've been in such a rut for like maybe two years or so I don't know it's terrible um and I recently started the artist way which I think you talked about doing like a couple months ago now um i'm on week two so far it's going great but i have this terrible habit of like losing my motivation and just stopping halfway through and i'm really really scared that's gonna happen so i guess my question is what are like some tips and tricks to get through that uh motivation dip and just push through you know anyways thanks so much love you girl have a great day so I did the artist way and I failed it not failed we won't put

that label on me but I stopped after about week six because there was too many rules and I did it during summer and during summer I'm a very anti-rule kind of girl like I need to go crazy I need to go wild so I started it in a very summer time of my life and I just couldn't deal with it I think it's a fantastic prompt and thing to do so if you're already on it and you're already two weeks in commit motivation means nothing let's be honest let's be honest motivation means nothing motivation will give you that spark what really makes you pull through is dedication to self okay self-dedication motivation is not what gets picasso to finish that fucking painting motivation is not what gets that runner to get the gold medal at the olympic at the olympics

motivation is not what convinces that artist to put out the hot fucking album of the summer okay that gets her that grammy no motivation had nothing to do with that you know what had everything to do with it dedication dedication that artist finished that album which is actually her 18th album but she stayed dedicated to herself and guess what it's paying off now she gets the grammy oh you know that runner who's getting the gold medal they only got there because they dedicated that time to themselves every single day since they were a child to get there that's like something that i really learned when i um i don't know when my brain finally fucking developed is that i feel like motivation is so like thrown at us and it's a very easy emotion to latch on to because it's a

high emotion it's a dopamine hit motivation ah hope core yes i want to do that i want to do this yes yes yes that's fantastic and you need that to start to get up but it's not what gets you going and keeps you going what keeps you going is dedication to self I'm doing this for me I'm doing this for my future self I'm doing this for my creative self I mean even if you think about this podcast there's been times in my life where I'm like oh maybe this week I just won't get up and do it you know maybe this week I just uh you know I'm having an off day maybe I just won't do it you know I'll give myself a little break and sometimes my boyfriend pisses me off because he's like yeah girl you deserve a break don't sit down and do it and it's like so you want to see me fail

oh okay but no every single time i get up i sit down i do it no matter how i'm feeling no matter what i'm going through because it's dedication not only to myself but to you guys dedication gets you further than anything else will so if you're gonna dedicate anything to yourself dedicate your life to yourself dedicate your passion to yourself yeah you're going through something that's a little bit annoying and hard but it's dedication towards yourself it'll teach you persistence. It'll teach you kindness. It'll teach you compassion. It'll teach you to get used to uncomfortable feelings and emotions or doing the hard thing. So then you're able to approach hard decisions easier in the future. Motivation won't do any of that for you. So it's not about

keeping and maintaining motivation. You can find motivation from anywhere. You probably cultivate it within yourself. It's very easy to produce, but it's not about that. It's about how can I stay dedicated to myself why am I doing this what's driving me and if it's simply just yourself or your future self sometimes that's enough honestly I mean for this podcast it's you guys you guys keep me very dedicated also just like the joy it brings me keeps me very dedicated the fun I have keeps me very dedicated the idea of me in five years still doing this keeps me dedicated that's what you need to be cultivating within yourself and the only way to do that is to get up and do it yeah even when it's hard even when you don't want to when you don't want to do

those journal prompts when you don't want to get up and be creative for 15 minutes or whatever the artist way prompt tells you to do you could but also you're kind of like um putting yourself aside when you don't do it stay self-dedicated if i could give you any piece of advice before meeting my boyfriend i had a one-night stand with his older brother please pray for me oh my god oh my god now that's messy that's a fun family reunion oh wow if they're really close if they're like very close the brothers he knows the boyfriend will know he'll know and he might look at you a little different which is his issue but if they're not close there's a high probability that he doesn't know but you don't want to get three years in and

have him find out so you gotta be strategic about this i don't believe in withholding the truth i really don't i believe that like your relationship should be based in truth and honesty if you are actually focused on building a relationship but like is this one of those like one year long relationships that you're just gonna be in and then be like i don't really want to be in it anymore or is this like a for life relationship this is a for life relationship you've got to tell him i think you do or actually you could just play naive like oh i don't remember oh my god did i i don't remember that is a sticky tricky situation babe and good lucks to ya having an abortion this week forgive me for my sins that is not a sin don't worry you know i don't even i

don't give a fuck what the christians tell you that is not a sin if you are using the rights to advocate and do whatever you need for your body and your future and your mental health then you do what you need to do if i got pregnant today that baby would be out of me before i even could spell baby like i like it would be gone and i say this as a person who wants to be a mother and wants to have kids in the future if i had a child right now the likelihood of the the life that i would be able to provide that child i mean i do the best i can i'd for sure lock in but it wouldn't be as good as a life and the life that i want for my child that i could maybe have it like 33 or something if i got pregnant then so me being a real smart adult who wants to make good life

choices for me that means sometimes making the hard decisions sometimes the hard decisions are the best decisions and whatever you want for your body and your future is your prerogative and that's guess what god given right okay so no sin there i feel guilty for leaving a function without saying goodbye to everyone oh no no no irish goodbyeing is my favorite i love getting home and i'm like post shower like lotioning up my legs and they're like where'd you go like i'm getting texts like hey where are you i'm like i'm safe at home babe where are you where are you i love an irish goodbye i think it's the sexiest like thing ever okay going around is saying but i'm a midwest girly so if i say goodbye if i actually i'm like okay i'm gonna go say goodbye to everybody i came here

with like i'm leaving a little early whatever i'm gonna go around the circle and say goodbye 18 fucking times and i'm gonna stay there for four extra hours be like oh goodbye oh this chat chat chat oh yeah yeah yeah i'm supposed to leave oh let's have another drink okay oh yeah goodbye no we don't have time for that there's no time for goodbyes the only person i'll say goodbye to is whoever invited me or whoever's throwing the party because it's mostly a thank you not really a goodbye it's like happy birthday or whatever thanks for letting me vomit in your toilet i'm going home now you know but i am pro irish goodbye every time it's the sexiest thing when you just like disappear and it's like wait where'd she go where'd she go sometimes i do it to my detriment

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my lease with her because we keep having arguments whenever i bring up how i feel she gets argumentative like i just can't do it anymore so i was just wondering if you could give me a little bit of advice on how i should go about that i'm telling her that i don't want to renew my lease this is so real and this is why i'm kind of hesitant to um recommend people moving in with their best friends because i think it can get really messy i think you should move in with someone that like is on the same level as you but best friends can get a little tricky because best friends you'll fight like sisters trust you will fight like sisters and sisters fight like literally i grew up around so my best friend growing up my nate was my neighbor and she had an older sister

she's probably the closest thing that i could get to an older sister and when two sisters fight it's one of them holding a knife and chasing the other one around the house like girl when they fight it was serious i'm not even kidding so imagine two best friends living together like it's gonna get serious you're gonna be like mentally chasing each other around with a knife you're gonna get annoyed you're gonna have a little less forgiveness than like you maybe would with a stranger so i think the predicament you're in is very normal for most people to be in of course it sucks where you're like well damn but I do think if you move out after 12 months you might be able to repair the relationship a little bit to survive those six months I think you really gotta just like

let her do her own thing two best friends who live together who actually stay best friends are when you just gotta be like she's her own person and if she's gonna make a fucking mess in the kitchen then it is what it is it's best for my mental health to not go do her dishes or to not bitch her out about her not doing her dishes like let me just stay in my room or whatever allow her to be a human allow her to make mistakes allow her to be annoying allow her to be the annoying roommate you know just just let her be and let yourself be focus on like what's good for you get busy get out of the house I think it'll make those six months way easier and then also when it comes to hey I'm not renewing the lease maybe you say oh yeah I want to move to this area

or I really want to live alone whatever it may be I don't think you have to be like yeah you suck I don't want to live with you anymore like we can save some emotions it doesn't need to be like that but I do think once you guys get some space or maybe once you just give her some space in your own apartment I think you can always repair that relationship so I don't think you have to throw out the relationship definitely maybe you need to just like give some distance of course don't renew the lease maybe find an apartment on your own whatever it may be but I think this is very normal and two best friends moving together it's definitely like oh we're gonna chase each other around with a knife because we're comfortable we're comfortable when it's a bit

of a stranger you don't feel as comfortable to be as confrontational and you're used to processing those like uncomfortable emotions maybe on your own or not taking it so seriously with when you're with a friend you're more likely to bring up all of the little things that are happening all the time and best thing you can do right now is kind of treat her like you would a stranger you know give her the same forgiveness you would a stranger and maybe it'll repair the relationship maybe it'll make rooming a little bit easier than being so honest and blunt about how much you hate about her you know but yeah not renewing elise thing is very normal i don't think it has anything to do well it has everything to do with her but i don't think you need to let her know it has something

to do with her i think you just be like hey i'm moving out found this place um blah blah blah give her enough heads up that she's not planning you know don't don't breadcrumb her where you're like yeah we're definitely gonna live together next year it's like don't tell her that be honest be like no I'm kind of looking at other places or I kind of want to live alone so then there's no animosity there but yeah this is a normal sister living with sister friend living with friend situation oh my god a lot of people want to be with women break up with your boyfriend and go date a woman not even date like go sleep with a woman and go see how it is like there's many more boyfriends to come across I guarantee I guarantee there's many more boyfriends to come

across I'm not sure if dating a man versus dating a woman is different because dating in any avenue is going to be a bit of a struggle but at least figure out if you prefer pussy or dick and on what scale do you prefer it you know i think you owe it to yourself life is about exploration and discovery and self-discovery and doing whatever the fuck you want so if i can give you any piece of advice to the girls out there who are like do i like pussy go eat some go figure it out boots on the ground okay real journalism right there but also if you are in the position where you're like you think I hate my boyfriend there's like two options here there's like the like oh maybe I'm just and I don't mean this in a you know demeaning way it's just like sometimes when I'm

in a certain period of my cycle I'm like I hate everybody so especially the person closest to me is maybe gonna get like a couple extra swings unfortunately like just because you're in proximity to me being a bitch so sometimes it's like that but also if it's something you're feeling every day every day of your cycle and it's something you're especially feeling while you're ovulating where you're supposed to be like glowing and like in love with the world around you especially with your partner if you hate your partner you can even look at them while you're ovulating they gotta go they got to go okay mid missionary with a man and my dog jumped onto the bed onto him and then shit all over him there's no way that's real there is no fucking way that's

real there's no way oh my god and i know that man never spoke to you again what oh you know that's a story he's keeping to himself too there's some funny hookup stories that you can go to your bros and be like oh man like this is this crazy bitch blah blah blah like men will chat hookups for sure but this is one that he might take to his grave where he's like no one can ever know about this it's outside of your control i don't know consider it um consider it the universe stopping you from whatever the fuck timeline you were about to jump into because obviously it wasn't right for you and animals are very good at sensing energies they can always sense a weird vibe so i think your dog must have got the nervous shits and was like this man literally has to get out of here and i

need to tell you why i have the nervous shits and it's because of this man i don't know how to use my words because i'm a dog and i can't speak any sort of language so i'm just gonna shit on him so you can tell oh my nervous energy and vibes are cuz this man i don't know i'm i'm with the dog here you know during a date the guy seductively choked me in the movie theater in the movie theater did he also tip his fedora to you ma'am may i get you a crisp diet coke seductively choke how do you seductively choke somebody other than like no i i know i know i've been there that is it can be very seductive but in the movie theater what were you seeing ham in it you're sobbing you look over at him hoping to get like a little bit of reassurance from the person next to you that

they also feel human emotions and his horny brain is like let me choke out this woman right now she's in a very emotionally vulnerable state no I'm kidding but like what were you watching that he's like now is the time I put my hands on her throat there is a way listen I'm a freak you know me I love a seductive choke seductive choke is not even like oh my god you're squeezing it really is just like the hands just there and I'm like oh okay this is what we're doing now but in the movie theater who was behind you that was like what are they doing what what was the person next to you thinking because i know they're like oh my god are they gonna be freaky next to me crazy crazy i want to know how that went had to break up with my boyfriend because he was so selfish

during sex yikes and i hope you told him that to your to his face i hope you told him i'm breaking up with you because you're so selfish during sex because you sometimes listen like i said sometimes evil women do what needs to be done to then make the rest of the women's life easier and that includes sometimes you have to break up with men so then every single girl they come across in the future has a better opportunity and that's just for the goodness and the sake of womankind sometimes you break up with a man for the the sake of womankind okay where it's like they're doing me so dirty I need to be very honest with them about why I fucking hate them so then hopefully hopefully in the future they never do this again so if he was really selfish during bed like lay

down we're fucking I'm nutting and I'm moving on like low-key no shame on you because sometimes you're like maybe this will be different I get it I get it girl I get it but I really hope if you have it and if you haven't told him I actually broke up with you because dick game so bad and also like you're so selfish and I hate you I think you should I think it'll do something for womankind that will be very beneficial so I just got out of a three-year relationship and yes I've started talking with a new guy no shame I say this all the time when I truly stand by it and people think it's like naive or whatever but the best way to get over somebody is to get under somebody else I know I know you've heard it once you've heard it many times you're probably like that is

just not how it is it is you have to distract yourself and humans are very easily distracted and usually we're only hyper fixated on the most recent thing that was put in front of us so if the most recent thing that was put in front of you is your ex of course you're gonna be hyper focusing on your ex but if you break up and you're like hmm let me go source some new experiences whether it's dick whether it's sex whether it's whatever it is it could be a date it could be a cute little makeout sesh it could be a simple flirt online over text over face whatever it is it could be simply swiping on hinge and realizing there's other options the best way to get over somebody's get under somebody else to have that new thing at the forefront of your mind

that makes you excited that makes you forget about everything else that was going on i'm not kidding I'm not kidding and sometimes it takes a couple tries sometimes it takes a couple tries where you're like no not good uh no that's not the one I want to hyper focus on no that's not the memory I want to have at the forefront of my brain sometimes you gotta try a couple times before you're like okay okay I've completely forgotten now I have something good to hyper fixate on had a sexy dream about my ex situation ship I'm four years deep in a relationship that is what it is it happens sometimes the brain plays tricks on us and no it doesn't mean oh you're in the wrong relationship no it doesn't mean this man's thinking about you no it doesn't mean it

doesn't mean anything I'm not somebody who believes in dreams meaning anything because I feel like if I really start believing in dreams meaning something I'm gonna like go into psychosis and nobody needs that nobody especially me I do not need that so I like to pretend when I wake up dreams did not happen unless they were like really fun and good and if you had a cute little sexy time in your dream then congratulations girl okay you're getting it in the real world and in the metaphysical world up in your head i'm very jealous of that hi girl i just wanted to say hi and i wanted to share with you guys with the audience a confession that i have so i'm currently in the best relationship of my life actually this is the first boyfriend

serious boyfriend that i ever have and i'm 23 years old however in the past i always get involved with somebody until somebody better shows up and i just kind of leave the other person for the better the better option right well this time i have a co-worker who he's fantastic and he he matches my energy so much but i've been with my boyfriend with my first ever boyfriend i have so many plans what you guys would do would you guys break the cycle or would you guys just you know go with your heart follow your heart even though it's a little impulsive thank you guys love you queen y'all know my answer there's no way that coworker dick is that good it really is just close proximity your heart doesn't even want him i fear you're thinking with your pussy you

know how some men think with their dicks and make the worst decisions of their lives you can do that with your pussy too and i think you're just thinking with your pussy you also gotta break that habit of like um being in a relationship and keeping a side piece on the side you can't do that okay and if you're in a relationship where you want to entertain other people dare i say the relationship might not be good enough for you or i don't know like maybe there's something in your heart where you like can't accept conditional love or unconditional love but if i'm gonna do anything in this situation it's definitely not break up with your long-term boyfriend to be with your co-worker that's gonna get messy you're gonna get in the way of your money you're gonna block

your blessings it's not worth it not worth it i need to stop looking for male validation even though i'm literally so gay like girl hmm i just think male validation is so cheap so cheap it really is because like men get distracted over like the least most interesting things ever and i i think about this all the time the quote where it's like men would literally fuck a mcchicken if given the opportunity it's like oh yeah oh yeah sometimes their brains do be working like that and why would i put any sort of like pressure or any sort of like power over their thoughts on myself when they quite literally would fuck a mick chicken like sometimes stupid people's opinions don't matter and i don't do i get on here and shit on men whatever literally i

sat down with my spotify like rep or something we were talking about like analytics because i wanted to look deeper in at them and quite literally there's 99 the demographic of this podcast is 99 percent women and i love that i do love that but i do know there are some fantastic men who come to this podcast to get the female perspective to have a little laugh to maybe become a better man and i know you're probably on your like oh this girl's shitting on men all the time but it's like sometimes you need a little humbling and i'm sure you know as a man some stupid fucking friends of yours who would fuck a mcchicken and thus i tell the girls around your stupid fucking friend don't care about what he thinks of you okay it doesn't matter what do you think

about yourself and most importantly what do your friends think about you i think it's important to have a really good group of girlfriends around you high achieving girlfriends girlfriends who go after things who hold people to certain standards who hold themselves to certain standards those people those are the opinions you want those are your life counselors babe okay that's what matters that's the opinion that matters because they will tell you to your face you are making the wrong decision they will because they love you they will look you in your eyes and go babe i don't think this is good for you and they'll do it out of love men will never do that for you especially a man if i go make chicken so don't even worry about male validation it's so cheap

and if you really want it it's very easy to get but also at what cost your soul let's not give that up no stop my boyfriend sticks his fingers in my booty crack and lips licks them you guys are way too freaked out I need you to not be doing that he's gonna get like MRSA in his organs from booty from shit going in his system and like dare I say if he's doing that like he might as well get on his knees and spread the cheeks at that point at that point you know he might as well my ex gave me the best head ever and i always think about it while i fuck my current boyfriend well if your current boyfriend's not doing it you know what made it the best head ever just tell your current boyfriend and then you could be getting it all the time you know sometimes you know what i say

sex is about like freakiness you know the pleasure you're feeling and how you're giving into it but also yeah sometimes experience and you experience congratulations best head of your life doesn't mean you need to sit there like i gotta close my eyes and not make eye contact with this man because i have to pretend he's someone else head scratch no it's actually like oh now you have the experience now you can replicate that every single time you get head what made it so good was he really light with it was he focused on one area did he use tongue and fingers did he you know really take his time you know what made it good so now your your homework is to replicate this in the man you're seeing currently because he will learn you can train a

man you can not always but when it comes to pussy eating you can and you should train a man how to eat your pussy so if you know the special like two finger punch combo to get you to nut the hardest you've ever nutted in your entire life tell that man what to do and you do that with positive reinforcement oh that feels so good do this oh my goodness babe i've never felt this way before do this when you're finished like reciprocate okay then go down on him give him the best out of your life he will start doing that consistently for you okay and that's how you get what you want two and five canadians will hear the words you have cancer that's why every step and dollar raised matters on september 19th join thousands in toronto for the princess margaret

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pursuant to an operating agreement with iGaming Ontario. Hi, Hannah. I am seeking big sister advice. So I just got fired from a shitty bartending job. It turned way too corporate and they fired me and my boyfriend. So we decided instead of looking for new jobs here in Central Florida, where we both hate it, we decided to move to New York. We got a sublet for a month starting next week. We have to go up there and take all of our shit.

And we're just going to see what happens. and apartment hunt I guess and I'm very nervous everyone around me is telling me that this is a bad idea but I feel in my true heart of hearts that it's the right decision for me I feel like it's meant to happen I feel like I'm meant to go there and I have the money to do so so finances really isn't an issue I just don't really know how to tell my parents I feel like they're going to be very disappointed in me and I don't know if this is the right decision I'm kind of nervous like my intuition is telling me it's a good idea but my anxiety wants to just run away so let me know what you think okay well first of all you're gonna disappoint your parents no matter

what that is the curse of being a child to parents is like you will disappoint them you'll do like the best thing it's the funny thing about like being a child of parents aren't we all but you know having parents in general is like you will do like the best thing you could ever do for yourself and then your mom will break down in tears and be like why would you do that and it's like girl i don't need this fucking stress on my life like jesus christ anyways so you're gonna disappoint them go ahead and rip that band-aid off get over it it is what it is when you do rip that band-aid off to your parents whenever i'm making a drastic life decision to my parents i always make it very clear to them because my mom can be very emotional i make it very clear this

is a decision i'm making for myself yes i've thought it through if everything falls you know out of place i'll come back home whatever what i need right now from you two is emotional support kindness compassion and i need you to celebrate with me and get excited for me because i have enough stress already on my shoulders so if you can't provide that for me i'm going to take a break from you guys like i need emotional support right now tell them what's going on and be like i need emotional support please be kind to me and if they can't then you can just kind of ghost them for a little bit they'll figure out you know oh shit i should behave that way it'll figure itself out but you're gonna disappoint your parents no matter what especially when you're moving out of

your home state out of Florida which congratulations get the fuck up out of there girl but I think it'll be good like you said monetary issues not even a problem you are just gonna have to enter hustle mode I know when I leave Kansas City and I move to LA I'm gonna have to enter the same kind of mindset which is why I'm really trying to mentally prepare it's gonna be hustle mode which is pack up all your shit drive it across the country get up there unpack get into that sublet immediately start applying for jobs immediately go apartment hunting do this do that blah blah blah it's going to be hustle mode time's going to move by very quickly but if you really think about it in the grand scheme of your life you take one singular month to dedicate talk about that last call and

dedicate to yourself and your relationship and your future and your girl one month hold on let me pull my calculator how many months does the average human experience let's see 12 times say you lived like 95 congratulations that is 1140 months that you experience on this planet you set aside one month to hustle and all of a sudden you got it all figured out you can set aside one freaking month okay it sounds like you're self-motivated it sounds like you got everything under control it sounds like you're excited it sounds like you know you you have a partner who supports you who will help you figure things out one month of dedication one month of hustling one month of simply finding another bartending job maybe you find a different little like coffee

shop gig restaurant gig whatever it may be show up in person hand out your resumes show up the best you can to those you know job interviews or apartment hunting you'll figure it out one month that's all you got to dedicate to easy peasy lemon squeezy think about the big picture stress can get very overwhelming when you think about the small picture okay when i was going it was like the most recent like super stressful event i went through i think it was probably thank god uh it was when i got my car stolen it was like i had a moment of panic which was like things are out of my control i'm freaking out oh my god oh my god oh my god and then i stopped instead of looking at the small picture which caused me more anxiety i looked at the big

picture which is i needed to get rid of my car anyways i needed to find a new car money will come back to me maybe i'll find the car eventually you know let's let's start you know looking towards the future of well eventually i'll have a new car and it'll be good you know i just got to get through this situation and guess what i did but once i looked at the big picture it got rid of that immense anxiety that i was feeling about the small picture so don't focus on the little things look focus on the big things focus about your future about the life you're building with your partner congratulations how fucking fun and stay dedicated to yourself one month out of 1100 what i say in 40 months girl you can put one month aside i believe in you you got this

and yeah you're gonna disappoint your parents but like they'll be totally fine for real it's not the worst thing they've ever gone through made tons of big bookings at a restaurant after they fired me it went bankrupt months later oh my god well they're probably gonna go bankrupt anyways but i have learned from personal experience that if you make too many reservations through like what is the most popular reservation app like talk if you make too many reservations to talk and don't show up to them and don't respond and don't cancel them they will ban you for life they'll ban you for life i found this out the hard way when it was like what like last valentine's day and i was like i don't really know what we're doing like let me just like panic and figure something out

so i made like 18 reservations just in case and then we only went to one and not good very bad like literally like they have me ip banned from making reservations and not any of my girls and me when i go out to dinner i'm like can somebody else make that can somebody else make that sorry they literally won't let me so just a pro tip don't make too many and also fuck your job how to stop flirting with men for free drinks even though i love my boyfriend and adore him oh oh interesting well um like i'm having a hard time here because i'm pulled in two very different directions which is like loyalty yes and also like free drink yes yes and i think there's a healthy balance here you know how does your how would your boyfriend feel about you doing this

if he and this is what i'm gonna be like oh let me step in for the man's side here or whatever if he's gonna be pissed off at you for like taking a drink from another man then it's not it's just not worth the the trouble and if you really like free drinks that bad when going out tell your boyfriend i need 25 fucking dollars before i go out there you go problem solved if you know he'd be pissed you know like oh i shouldn't be doing this but like i'm kind of addicted to it and i just really want a free drink but he would be very unhappy ask your man for money before you go out and if he says no he's gotta sit there all night thinking about wait if she doesn't have money for a drink right now who's gonna be buying her drinks panic panic panic and then i'll give you money

next time now if it's something you're like i don't think you really give a fuck about like if it's like no he really wouldn't care like it's it really is nothing i'm just getting my free drinks then whatever all relationships have different boundaries different levels to it okay but i think the best situation is and the probably most realistic situation is your boyfriend probably would not like it if he walked into that club to meet you there and you were flirting with a man for a free drink and best case scenario is you tell him hey i'm going out with the girls can i get some drink money do you want to go ahead and buy me some drinks for the club so i can come home tipsy afterwards like that's how you should frame it and i guarantee you'll get some money out of it

for sure i cheated on my boyfriend out of selfishness and he found out yeah cheating usually is always from so actually not usually always is always from selfishness you had a selfish moment we're not gonna like fucking beat you up over it you know best thing you can really do is a leave him yeah if he's not broken up with you it's probably because he's trying to make it work and after cheating there's no way to make it work there isn't there's no way to make it work especially when you're young so the best thing you can do for him is to leave him if you ever cheat on anybody you gotta leave you do and it sucks because you're like oh i did one bad thing and now i'm doing another no you're letting them go so they can find someone better that's you owe that to them

you don't owe yes i'll be better in the relationship you owe them i gotta leave you know i i broke every single rule and boundary we had this relationship and thus there's no more relationship anymore and i'm so sorry um i want you to heal from this but i don't think you can heal from this in a relationship you owe it to them you do um and that's one way you can kind of like you know kind of reset and the only other way after cheating to really um i guess like do better is to never do it again yeah you owe an apology you owe like making up to them in some sort of way you also owe them space in leaving if they won't leave themselves which they should leave you but you know how it is it gets tricky sometimes they don't want to leave they're like

we can make it work they're too tied down it's a big like bubble burster and they don't know what to do they're panicking of course of course so since you made the hard decision one time you gotta make the hard decision a second time you gotta leave and from here on out i feel like especially cheaters i think and i i haven't really been around a lot of them but a couple of the people especially in college that i knew that were like um like cheating a lot they felt so like self-depreciated because of it that they kept doing it it was almost like a self-harm behavior where they were like well i hate myself and i don't deserve good things so i'm gonna keep blowing up everything around me because I don't know how to be an actual adult who functions in the real

world and it's just like that's a mess don't go there don't push yourself deep down in a hole where you keep making the same decision over and over out of self-hatred it's like okay you did something bad you live you learn you grow never do it again do the best you can for the person in front of you to try and make things good but also I do think you need to leave if they have not left you already i hooked up with a school friend on xmas who hadn't seen for 10 years and he got me pregnant huh oh no free my girl on xmas oh my gosh you're like a month in two months how long has it been oh like roughly a month you got time if you want to maybe not do it but if you do want to stay around i think the the most important thing is like do you tell him yeah i mean evil

girl hours here if you if he makes a lot of fucking money get that child support baby that is some evil girl hours though but also if you're like this man's a loser and he just kind of got me pregnant it's like maybe you just single mom it out and do the best you can but oh pregnant from a one-night stand talk about worst nightmare ever and please please please do what's best for you i check my ex's private instagram almost every day now why would you do that to yourself why are you self-torturing why are you like physically lashing yourself every single day that seems like just not worth it this is when we're gonna have the self-control talk okay yes when information is available to you sometimes we think oh that means we should be looking at it

no no no not all the time just because something is available does not mean you need to look at it and i highly believe you should stay far far away from exes um any sort of exes whether it's yours someone else's whatever it may be past life people and their instagram pages facebook pages whatever it is the best thing you can give yourself and gift yourself in this life is being oblivious to what came before you okay i saw isab rocky talk about this when someone was like oh yeah do you like not get jealous about drake and rihanna and he's like why would i give a fuck about anything that came before me oh i'm gonna go into the past and like worry about fixing this thing and blah blah blah blah no i don't give a fuck i'm here right now that's all that fucking

matters where i am and what i'm moving forward towards and that is loving my girlfriend wife whatever it is Rihanna hello hello who would not love her down but that mindset is the healthiest mindset to have and something that people really need to start taking on which is I don't really give a fuck about your ex because they have nothing to do with me and unless you are making them prevalent in your life again in this case I don't want to be here around that past behavior then I don't care I don't care because you got to be a little bit like you got to inflate your ego a little bit which is i'm the best thing to ever happen to you you're with me for a reason fuck anybody else who's in my past because they're in my past for a reason i'm moving

on to the future onto bigger better things that's the best way to do it because checking your ex's private instagram every single day or checking your boyfriend's exes or girlfriend's exes or exes exes exes exes it's like internet self-harm and we need to not you gotta you gotta cut that behavior out immediately i used to do this i used to do this a lot and then i realized oh my god i'm making myself miserable every single day and it's just not worth it because honestly what is more important and what's most important is me right here right now and the people who are in front of me and who have chosen me in this moment there's nothing else going on i'm not focusing on the past i'm not focusing on it girl fuck the past hi hannah um so i've been dating this guy for

six months and we really love each other but everyone in my life hates him he's controlling we have opposite beliefs and a lot of things and I feel like I should leave him but I can't we already broke up one time and I honestly felt like it was the right decision but we ended up getting back together he has this crazy trauma like abandonment issues etc so he's very dependent on me and I don't know how to leave him because he does treat me really good in a lot of things and our relationship is going really well. But I don't feel like I can grow as a person with him. Also, I'm still in high school

and there's a lot of things I want to do but I can't do with him. But he's convinced I'm his soulmate and I just don't know how to leave and I just really want what's best for us. So I want to remind some of that. Two in five Canadians will hear the words, you have cancer.

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please play responsibly subject to eligibility requirements if gambling is affecting your mental health or well-being 211 alberta is here to help call or text 211 or visit ab.211.ca bet mgm operates pursuant to an operating agreement with the alberta i-gaming corporation standard message data rates may apply run run as fast as the wind can take you women be like and i i don't blame you because i am this girl women be like but we're so good and the relationship's working out perfectly and then in reality it's like he hates you your friends hate him he's evil to you you know you're looking at it through rose-colored glasses you will leave this man get the boost of confidence you need and realize oh wow why the fuck was i doing that i need you to have a maddie euphoria

moment where it's like this man's evil and i want nothing to do with him and i need to get the fuck away from him and i don't want you to wait around men like this you'll wait around until they do something big or do something to really show you they hate you but the thing is men like this are really good at showing they hate you and also really good at showing they love you in a very superficial way but it's that high then low then high then low then high then low that keeps you trapped because you're dopamine addicted once you go cold turkey once you fully remove this man from your life you will be so much better off give it a good month you'll be fine you're in high school do not get trapped in this situation early because you are just a baby you're a baby you're a baby

and honestly this relationship is not good even though you think it's good this man is not good to you even though you think it is because you're in fucking high school you need to be focused on those grades girl how about that the gpa that's what you need to be focused on okay please i'm begging best thing i did for myself was not get involved with men until i was out of high school and honestly i wish i didn't get involved with men until i was out of college too unfortunately i did but i had the best high school experience ever because i did not focus on romantic relationships at all i had little crushes here and there but i was like too mentally unwell to really be in a relationship which just sounds like he is as well but he's not you know

he can't be an adult and think for himself so he won't make that decision i need you to leave him immediately and i know you probably won't right now but please if anything's gonna give you the strength to do so let it be my words was trying to get over my two-year situationship by means of a romp and i ended up with chlamydia okay this is what my advice getting over somebody means getting under somebody is maybe not the best advice because that is always i mean if you're ever gonna hook up with somebody it is always always something that could happen and thus i think you should vet people a little bit like make them a little scared you know put them through the trials and tribulations and if they pass then congratulations you get this golden gate of a

pussy but i think if you want to strike the fear of god into a man you should look him in your in his eyes lean forward push your titties together and go when's the last time you've been tested talk about stuttering talk about hot mess they will either have like a real answer for you because they're like a real adult who cares about their health and their partner's health or they'll go i guess i you know i just oh i never thought about that and it's like oh you never thought about that so what 18 diseases are you carrying with you in those pants also just a pro tip i don't know if you sucked on it but you can get chlamydia in your throat yeah you can you can my first ever run in with any sort of std not personally but within first ever std of my friend

group that like happened where we were like oh yeah oh my god they were so right about that in PE when they were showing us videos and photos of people's you know private parts getting eaten up by diseases it's like oh yeah that is a thing my friend was like no I didn't sleep with them I just sucked them off but they just texted me said they had chlamydia I'll be fine right and it was like I don't know and it wasn't something I could necessarily google because they had no answers so I called Planned Parenthood and I was like hey quick question should it theoretically asking for friend here if someone were to suck the dick of someone who had chlamydia should they come in to get tested slash medication and they were like oh absolutely anywhere that there's a wet surface

a wet warm dark surface chlamydia can grow so please be careful like i said strike the fear of god into them just a little bit i know this from personal experience i told this guy i don't want to talk four times it's been a year and i haven't blocked him because i love attention i think you'd be a really good dom i think you'd be a really good dom because you're kind of like doming this man anyways i think you kind of like that power that like oh yeah submissive man he keeps crawling back to me even though it's like you don't really want to block them because you're like i kind of love the idea that he keeps crawling back to me i think you'd be a really good dominatrix yeah i think you'd be like fantastic with some knee-high leather eight

inch heels with a man on his hands and knees in front of you i think that's what you're kind of looking for and if he keeps groveling back maybe you can kind of push it maybe you can't enter a dominatrix state where you're oh you want to talk to me here's my zelle information send me a hundred dollars yeah yeah and if he's like what that's weird then whatever block and move on hey anna so first of all i just want to say that i'm canadian and i've been watching listening to your podcast for over three years now and i really liked it and sorry for my english it's not the best because my first language is french but yeah i really like your podcast and i just wanted to talk to you about something that's been going on in my brain for some time so me and my boyfriend

i've been together for over four years now and our relationship is very great um we don't argue a lot he's really nice to me and he treats me almost like a queen but the only thing is that my birthday is in february and we have our four-year anniversary in january so for him is just a lot going on in like the the three months of the beginning of the year like it's christmas our anniversary then my birthday then valentine's day and my boyfriend he thinks i'm too materialistic because i ask like for gifts and stuff on like my birthday and christmas and i like to get flowers or chocolate or whatever for valentine's day My boyfriend, he always tells me that I'm too materialistic and it should not be about the gift or anything.

But, like, it's true. My love language is gift-giving. So, of course, I love to get gifts, too. But for him, it's just, he thinks, like, I ask for too much. But for me, I feel like I just ask for the bare minimum. Okay, okay, okay. Let me say, and I know this from personal experience, he's got no excuses he has no fucking goddamn excuses and you know why because i as a girlfriend

do the same exact shit my boyfriend's birthday is right before thanksgiving so it's it's this is what it is this is the entire end of my year for the past five years halloween immediately his birthday immediately thanksgiving we get a month in between then it's christmas then it's new year's then it's um valentine's day so it flies by there's a there's a holiday jammed packed maybe multiple times a month sometimes does that mean oh i don't actually go all out for his birthday or oh i don't get him gifts on this day or oh we don't take this day seriously no not at all because i know what it means to be prioritized and like really really taken care of and of course if I'm gonna have a partner I'm gonna do that for them and if your love language is gift giving

my love language is also gift giving you know you know if you have a partner whose love language is gift giving and you're like it's too much pressure actually you're just stupid and don't know your partner because I could get the most simple cheapest gift ever if it means it has something to do with me in a niche interest it's the bumblebee tights okay have you seen that movie fuck I'm forgetting it but it's it's Daenerys and she's like a caregiver and she has this lame ass fucking boyfriend who gets her like this diamond necklace with his initial on it or his name on it and it's ugly as fuck and she's like I don't really wear jewelry but okay thank you I know it was expensive like I appreciate it and then this other guy gets her these striped bumblebee

tights that she talked about once that was like her biggest thing that she's always wanted and no one could ever find them or whatever blah blah blah she gets those guess which gift she likes more the cheap ass bumblebee tights yes that is the point of gift giving being seen being heard being understood being prioritized that's what comes from gift giving not the amount of money spent i think some men think oh yeah i can get away with getting a shitty lame gift if it's expensive or they get you a cheap ass gift that means nothing to you because they don't know you listen listen listen listen i think you need to make it very clear to your boyfriend holidays are meant to be celebrated we can pick and choose which ones mean the most to us you know maybe

we're gonna spend more on christmas than we are on valentine's day but valentine's day i'm a fucking girl i want some cute little roses and a cheap ass little teddy bear and a box of chocolates it'll cost you 15 at cvs but you as a man being in a relationship that's what you gotta do oh you don't want to do that don't have a girlfriend it's really that simple and if you are if you are a man listening to this podcast let me go male brain for you for a second okay because i know there's a few of them i literally just got a comment that's like i'm a straight man i hope i'm accepted here it's like yes but just act right it's very easy to act right let me give you the key here you want unlimited blow jobs you as a man okay male brain i'm thinking for a second you want unlimited blow

jobs all you have to do is after work sneak by a little corner store get a cheap ass fucking $15 bouquet and show up and surprise your girlfriend with it yes yes that's all it takes yes now more important holidays yeah it's gonna take actually knowing who the fuck you're dating but dare i say if the person doesn't know who you are in the relationship why are you even in the relationship to begin with it sounds like this is a miscommunication okay you're prioritizing something you're trying to communicate he's maybe not getting the gist of it all because sometimes i don't know men be like see no evil hear no evil for some reason and it's like no like if you want me to be freaky in bed later or even have a sliver of pussy then i need to be treated correctly and

in your case that means gift giving means prioritizing your holidays and if you're you can also like give and take depending on which holiday if you're like i really want to go all out for my birthday but that means we don't have to go crazy on christmas or we don't have to go crazy on valentine's day then make that known but also like tell him what you want now i think it's important as a as a person in a relationship no matter who you are to speak on what you want hey i'm looking for this make it clear make it known have a serious conversation look in their eyes when you say these things okay if that person goes okay yeah i hear you and then they don't do it for you it has nothing to do with you and nothing to do with them the question you need to ask yourself

at that point in time is they can't provide what i want is this something i'm going to settle with or is this something that i really need in a relationship and i gotta leave and go find okay if you really prioritize gift giving if you really want to be seen and heard and dare i say you should be in a relationship that makes you feel seen and heard and special if you don't feel that way you got to ask yourself is this something I want to settle for or do I need to go look for something that's bigger and better you know someone who's actually going to see me and show up for me but yes men it's so fucking easy usually women will send you like wish lists because they know what they want already congratulations just click purchase but if you're like oh fuck I don't know

I never surprised my girlfriend what what are you doing literally $15 bouquet of flowers show up with them so simple of course ideally you do something nicer than that but if you really want to just like get down to the simplest terms of things like you said valentine's day i still want roses and chocolates is that too much to ask for no no it's not okay so yes with every relationship serious conversation if they hear you and then don't do it ask yourself is this a relationship I want to stay in because obviously my needs aren't being met every single place that I want sometimes it won't meet all criteria but how important is it to you how much do you want it and what do you really want in this relationship it's okay to ask yourself that I think sometimes

we as women get stuck in relationships or people just in general get stuck in relationships and we're like our needs aren't being met but like that's okay that's just that's just who they are you know like it's fine and you kind of settle and then you start feeling bad about yourself you start feeling bad about the relationship it kind of implodes on you you can always ask yourself no matter how far you are into a relationship no matter how early it is whatever it is you can always have a real conversation with yourself of am i being seen is this what i want is this what i deserve you should be having that conversation with yourself quarterly ideally and if the answer is no you gotta cut your losses but i do think healthy communication is always

important and sometimes it's okay to look your boyfriend in the eyes and go buy me some fucking flowers bitch and if he doesn't hear you if he's like oh just a woman asking for flowers then he's a stupid idiot and maybe he shouldn't be around you i'm 21 in love with my 30 year old situationship tell him end it or fuck his friend lord help uh you need to end it okay you are not in the control that you think you are and if you fuck his friend you're especially not in the control that you think you are because him and his friend are gonna laugh about it and giggle about it together you think i don't know what it is with like women who are like i'm gonna sleep with his friend it's like you think you are getting the upper hand here but in reality those men are

going about it behind your back and laughing about it and comparing experiences you're just you're gonna be the laughingstock it's not worth it that's why i say things in the past should stay in the past friends exes whatever it is they're in the past for a reason you are 21 you're 21 the person who is in power and control in this dynamic here the person who's actually like getting something out of this relationship is the 30 year old man getting 21 year old pussy i need you to leave him and his friend expeditiously and i might as well text him that a loser while you're at it because any 30 year old man fucking a 21 year old is the world's biggest loser and I know you don't think that because you it's like a it's a dynamic and it's

definitely against you and I get it and it's not your fault it's not your fault it's not your fault it's not your fault but as a person in their mid-20s who has been 21 who has friends who are 30 I would cuss out my friends who are 30 who would date a 21 year old and I'd probably stop being friends with them because they're a lame loser and i don't want you to get caught up with a lame loser and if it's a friend of his he's probably a lame loser too i think i accidentally manifested that my ex would get a dui sometimes it's like that you know or you were having a vision maybe you weren't manifesting but you were like i see this clearly i kind of did this this weekend i'm not even kidding where oh my god so a snowstorm right i did not have time to get groceries i'm

a busy fucking woman did my boyfriend get groceries no of course not um so it's like we need dinner i figured out lunch and breakfast i made us literally the best ever cinnamon swirl banana bread i had dug out random things in the freezer i made like a good old midwest style egg and hash brown and bacon casserole like i was like yes there's nothing left in the fridge okay so he goes out on an adventure to go get us dinner what does he do when you get home oh my god i crash my car what the fuck do you mean you crashed your car and it's crazy because as he's out doing that i literally had this like thought in my head where i was like i feel like this dumbass is gonna go and do donuts and like slip out and fuck fuck his car up guess what he did exactly that exactly

that and i don't want to shame him or like get too down on him because he's already very down on himself about it because it was like his fault when you're an accident someone else's fault it's like okay whatever but when you're an accident it's your fault it's like god damn you're really gonna get pissed at yourself but it was literally like did I manifest that or did I have a vision and did I tell him exactly about the vision I had yes I said drive carefully no donuts don't be a fucking dumbass what does he do exactly what I had a vision about so maybe you're a psychic and maybe you manifested it but also most importantly maybe you just had a vision or a clear understanding of who they are as a person and thus you were able to know what they were gonna do before they

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Call or text 2-1-1 or visit ab.211.ca. BetMGM operates pursuant to an operating agreement with the Alberta iGaming Corporation. Standard message and data rates may apply. Witch, witch. I was on TikTok live picking a fit and accidentally flashed my tit with 10 people watching. Haven't told anyone that like seriously was going to take it to my grave. You know what? It's okay.

I'm sure it looks fantastic. It's all right. It happens to the best of us. I have this weird, as someone who posts online, i have this weird ocd like thought habit where i'm like oh my god what if i accidentally posted my pussy online like i don't know what it is especially when i get too high and a little scared i'm like oh my god what if what if i accidentally like flash my titties on camera it's like you did not do that very obviously so why are you freaking out thinking maybe you did

like I don't know what it is it's definitely like an OCD issue that I have um especially like with posting online it's like but what if I did this thing it's like obviously you didn't duh obviously you did it so don't worry about it but 10 people watching girl you're okay I'm sure it was a safe space with 10 people watching it's giving safe space it's giving like uh friends sleepover but if it was like 100 people I'd be like oh my god oh no oh no it's not the worst thing that could happened on tiktok live i'll tell you what one time my ex and i were using a butt plug and he pulled it out of me covered in shite oh my god girl and you know what that's what i say men be like i want to be in that asshole so bad it's like okay but like are you ready for the poop that's

gonna incur because i as a woman am not gonna be douching for anal i am not a professional porn star there's no reason i need to be doing that because i don't give a fuck and if you want to be back there if you want access to that area you better be a man and be prepared for what it's used for what god intended it to be used for which is shit so if you run into shit in a shitty area don't be surprised when you see shit you know you know be a man of course of course there might be a little some and you know what most importantly i will say be aware of your diet eat your fiber if you're gonna do any backdoor play do it after and i mean like a while after like a good solid bm don't do it after like a chipotle taco bell ice cream binge night because it might be soft serve

bike back there girl but yes um if you're gonna play those games you got to be aware of the prizes you're gonna win and no shame on you like i said if if they want to be back there they got to be prepared for what it's used for and if they're gonna judge you on that well god's judging them someone said confessional i'm a fool hannah there's this adorable girl at the dispo that's always giving me eyes flirting away instead of being a normal person asking for her number i keep going back to the dispensary hoping i see her and now i have way too much weed to go back please save me oh my god i have the perfect out for you congratulations you have way too much weed and you can't smoke it on your own go back to the dispo go buy i don't know like uh like some

like papers oh my god go get your supplies there go see if the girl's there be like oh my god yeah like i just can't smoke this all myself what are your favorite wraps do you want to like hang out and smoke sometime like i think it's totally okay to ask um people that you are regulars at for just like um any sort of like hangout or if you want to you know take things further i think that's totally fine and normal it's the same thing as like oh i go to this coffee shop every morning and there's this barista that i flirt with every morning like let me get her number i think you can totally do that with the dispo girls too you know and like if she doesn't feel it it might be weird and then congratulations you just got to go find a new dispo and you

probably want to do that for a while because you got a ton of weed on hands but best case scenario congratulations you have a ton of weed now you need some rolling papers or maybe you need a new pipe or a new bong whatever go back to the dispo go to the girl be like oh my god what are your favorite blah blah blah blah i just have too much weed oh i just have such a huge problem i have too much weed and no one to smoke it with oh life's so hard and then congratulations now she's coming over now you're smoking weed and now you're fucking just kidding but like that's the best case scenario you know someone said i'm a few months out of a two-year relationship i thought i wouldn't be comfortable having sex with anyone for a while but i recently started putting myself

out there and there's this guy who is super creative and sweet but the thing that really got me going was that his apartment was beautifully decorated and clean immediately i changed my mind maybe i wouldn't mind having sex in this beautiful apartment you're so right about that a man who has his shit together literally is the sexiest thing ever i don't care what you're packing downstairs i don't care about your height i don't care what you look like i don't care whatever if you can like present yourself in a normal adult manner that is like level-headed and good and real and you have like adult shit going on for you like a 401k my pussy's wet and that's just how it is and you know what you should i'm sure those sheets are real comfortable girl go for it okay i don't

really have much of a question i just really want you to know that you have changed my life so much and as parasocial as that might sound like every week when you upload your podcast i am so excited to listen to it i live in the midwest too i'm a midwest girly and like when you talk about your life experiences i relate to you on so many different levels and i just like i wish i had a friend like you in real life so it's great to watch you sorry losing my voice but anyways i went back on to your first youtube video that you posted of smoke sesh and you have changed so much and like in a good way like you have just evolved so much you just look even better you look great like and it just made me so excited to keep getting older because i'm way younger than you

girl i'm only 18 but it's just i'm very grateful to have a woman like you to look up to and i'm very thankful for you and i just want you to know that there are so many people who love you and to never stop doing the smoke sesh because it really gets so many people through and yeah that's all i got stop i'm in an emotional era so don't even don't even be nice to me because i will start crying no you guys don't understand how much i do really really appreciate like i wouldn't be here without you guys like parasocial relationship it goes two ways i think most people think parasocial relationship it's like one way no no here in this in this community it goes two ways y'all think you're my best friend i'm also your best friend like that's really how it is

i get to sit down and kiki with my girls and my gays and my days and my he's whoever is here i'm happy to have you here as long as you're bringing the good fucking vibes and a positive fucking attitude and love for everybody and i know i rant about this a lot and i say thank you a lot but i think you guys deserve it as much as like you guys feel like you couldn't be here without me i truly couldn't be here without you and i do look forward to doing this every single week and thank you for noticing i've gotten hotter i've been doing a lot of mental and not a lot of physical well some physical work i've been like working out and being active more but i've been doing a lot of mental work to just get more comfortable in myself so I'm I'm glad it's paying off and I'm glad you can

see it there's something about being the little sister that makes me always have wanted a big sister and I've never had a big sister I really never had any like older females in my life growing up that I could really look like forward to so I feel like since I was always searching for that I decided you know what fuck it I'll become it and I'm I'm so happy to be here and I'm so happy to hopefully provide inspiration or a little laugh or some light to the darkness that might be going on in your life, especially now with the whole winter blues and the craziness going on in our country. It's like the best thing that I can do.

I've realized for community, of course, showing up and showing out and using my voice, but also just like trying to provide some light and some joy to the people who are around me. I feel like that's what what I'm really best at. So thank you. Your words really do mean the world to me. and i love you so much sending you such a big kiss anyways with that being said i think that's pretty much all the call-ins we got and all the confessionals we have going into the new year

so if there's anything you needed to get off your chest hopefully hopefully you got it off your chest it's a fun little pre-vacation episode to sit down with you guys and hang out and chit chat you know all the crazy shit that life really do bring our way because it gets it gets wild and hopefully I could bring a little bit of light to your life during the trials and tribulations that you may be going through right now please I love you stay safe out there I'm begging show up for your friends show up for your neighbors don't be a stupid fucking idiot who's egotistical and thinks only they matter in this world because that's not going to get you anywhere I promise show up for your friends tell people you love them be kind to yourself be kind to the people

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